title: Say Goodbye: The Laurie Moss Story
author:  Lewis Shiner 
description: "What's your second choice for what you want to do with your life?" This question doesn't emerge until late in this soulful elegy for the brief rock-and-roll career of singer-songwriter Laurie Moss, but it haunts the entire novel like guitar-feedback. The melancholy presence of looming failure makes the tired "rise and fall of a star" plot line fresh and original in Shiner's (Glimpses) fifth novel. The unnamed narrator, a rock journalist writing a book about Laurie's slippery climb up the slope of fame, meets and interviews folks on the downslide, who once knew Laurie: a club-owner who gave her an early shot on his stage; a restaurateur for whom Laurie waitressed; folksinger Summer Walsh, who once had an act with Laurie, and who got ditched once success closed in; and the legendary Skip Shaw, rock star of the late-'60s era, who makes another bid for fame as a member of Laurie's band. Shiner sings a song of loss and striving, where hard work and a lucky break guarantee nothing. When Laurie, with all her talent and ambition, finds that even a record deal, cross-country tours and a flashy video on VH-1 can't catapult her career, she must come to terms with her half-failure and, with the untimely death of her Grandpa Bill, choose between faith and despair. Though headstrong, intelligent and resourceful, Laurie never quite makes it to stardom, and her tale is filled with win some/lose some crises; her band breaks the top 100, but never climbs above 89; they get rave reviews, but Skip's shooting heroin; they have a contract with General Records, a company of bottom-line-obsessed fast-talkers. Shiner's extensive research gives the story an authentic feel and keeps it from becoming a soap opera or a wearisome cover version of every other rise-and-fall parable. Honest, unpretentious and heartfelt, this novel remains a haunting refrain. (Oct.) <br />Copyright 1999 Reed Business Information, Inc.
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  > > BETTY BONTRAGER
  
  > CONTENTS
  
  >  _Chapter 1_
  
  >  _Chapter 2_
  
  >  _Chapter 3_
  
  >  _Chapter 4_
  
  >  _Chapter 5_
  
  >  _Chapter 6_
  
  >  _Chapter 7_
  
  >  _Chapter 8_
  
  >  _Chapter 9_
  
  >  _Chapter 10_
  
  >  _Chapter 11_
  
  >  _Chapter 12_
  
  >  _Chapter 13_
  
  >  _Chapter 14_
  
  >  _Chapter 15_
  
  >  _Chapter 16_
  
  >  _Chapter 17_
  
  >  _Epilogue_
  
  > CHAPTER 1
  
  L ewis Blake rolled down the window and took a deep breath of the fresh
  country air. She had lived her entire life in Harrisburg, and now at seventeen
  (almost eighteen), she was headed to the country.
  
  When her best friend Angela Thompson invited her to spend a few weeks at her
  uncle’s dairy farm over the summer vacation, Lewis didn’t hesitate to grab the
  opportunity. Summers in Harrisburg were dull and boring. Apart from endless
  television viewing and hanging out at the mall, there wasn’t much to do. With
  Angela gone, the little there would be to do would also have been boring.
  
  Lewis had never been on a farm and she couldn’t wait