title: An Abbreviated Life: A Memoir
author:  Ariel Leve 
description: &#8220;My latest favorite. . . Ariel Leve grew up on Manhattan&#8217;s Upper East Side, wanting for nothing except everything that matters to a kid: safety, security, predictability, unconditional love. Her dad lived in Southeast Asia, and her mom was needy and wildly unpredictable, and saved her charm for drunken revelers who partied loudly while Leve tried to fall asleep. . . . As an adult, she once crossed paths with a former party guest, who told a mutual acquaintance, &#8216;I always wondered how that little girl would survive. I thought her only choices were suicide or murder.&#8217; To learn how Leve saved herself, you must read this distressing and inspiring book.&#8217;&#8221; (<b>Elisabeth Egan, The Miami Herald</b>)<br /><br />&#8220;The staccato style of this searing memoir enhances the harshness and emotional power of what is a frightening story by a brave author, who resolutely describes herself as &#8216;a long-distance runner through the canyon of childhood&#8217;&#8212;a modest understatement. An unstinting portrayal of psychological abuse, both insightful and precisely told.&#8221; (<b>John Irving</b>)<br /><br />&#8220;<i>An Abbreviated Life</i> (Harper), an explosive new memoir from acclaimed journalist Ariel Leve, chronicles Leve&#8217;s dismal childhood under the primary care of her riveting, glamourous, intellectual, and ultimately incredibly destructive mother. . . . In the company of captivating memoirists Mary Karr and Alexandra Fuller.&#8221; (<b>Elle</b>)<br /><br />&#8220;A powerful and frequently devastating account of a childhood without boundaries and dominated by loneliness, chaos and fear. Leve&#8217;s recollections can be brutal but are made digestible by the elegant sparseness of her prose.&#8221; (<b><i>The Guardian</i></b>)<br /><br />&#8220;Mesmerizing... A portrait of something familiar gone wildly, tragically awry.&#8221; (<b>New York Times</b>)<br /><br />&#8220;Leve&#8230;writes in beautiful, staccato sentences and weaves her own story together masterfully.&#8221; (<b><i>Evening Standard</i> (London)</b>)<br /><br />&#8220;Leve&#8217;s prose is soulful, cryptic, musing.&#8221; (<b>Sheila Weller, <em>New York Observer</b></em>)<br /><br />&#8220;Ariel Leve&#8217;s haunting memoir about life with her unpredictable mother is maddening, devastating and consuming.&#8221; (<b>Minnesota Public Radio, "Best Books of 2016"</b>)<br /><br />&#8220;An Abbreviated Life adds a harrowing chapter to the great tragi-comedy called &#8220;We Don&#8217;t Get To Choose Our Parents.&#8221; Ariel Leve&#8217;s extremely readable memoir is, at its heart, a story about surviving childhood&#8212;a trick we must all perform. Even in its raw extremes, her story is a universal one.&#8221; (<b>Richard Ford</b>)<br /><br />&#8220;Out of a childhood that seems just about impossible to have survived, Ariel Leve has written a haunting, indelible story that becomes its own form of redemption. This is an act of bravery that strikes me not only as a literary achievement, but a human one.&#8221; (<b>Dani Shapiro</b>)
zlib_text: D A N I ’ S
  R E T U R N
  
  ARIEL MARIE
  
  CONTENTS
  Before you begin
  Chapter 1
  Chapter 2
  Chapter 3
  Chapter 4
  Chapter 5
  Chapter 6
  Chapter 7
  Chapter 8
  Chapter 9
  Chapter 10
  Chapter 11
  Chapter 12
  Chapter 13
  Chapter 14
  Epilogue
  Acknowledgments
  About the Author
  Also by Ariel Marie
  
  Copyright © 2016 by Ariel Marie
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  Editor: Dana Hook at Rebel Edit & Design
  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, organizations, businesses, events, and incidents are a figment of the author’s imagination and are used fictitiously. Any
  similarities to real people, businesses, locations, history, and events are a coincidence.
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  This book was originally written for the F*ck Cancer Anthology, that ben