title: Thoughts: Life of a Suicide
author: Dillan Kane
description: Graduated from college in 1989 with a degree in psychology. Have worked in the mental health field since 1989. I am just one of the many who have experienced a family member or friend who have died from a suicide.
zlib_text: # AN INNOCENT OBSESSION
  
  
  Jessa Kane
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  
  Copyright © 2019 Jessa Kane
  
  
  Kindle Edition
  
  
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  ## TABLE OF CONTENTS
  
  
  [Title Page](part0000.xhtml#i1)
  
  
  [Copyright Page](part0001.xhtml#i2)
  
  
  [_Chapter One_](part0003.xhtml#i3)
  
  
  [_Chapter Two_](part0004.xhtml#i4)
  
  
  [_Chapter Three_](part0005.xhtml#i5)
  
  
  [_Chapter Four_](part0006.xhtml#i6)
  
  
  [_Chapter Five_](part0007.xhtml#i7)
  
  
  [_Epilogue_](part0008.xhtml#i8)
  
  
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  ## CHAPTER ONE
  
  
  Emery
  
  
  I can’t breathe.
  
  
  I can’t stop shaking.
  
  
  Today is the day. It’s happening. I never thought I would come within a
  