article: Breaking her silence for the first time in two-and-a-half-years, Beate Zschaepe said she was not a member of the National Socialist Underground (NSU). The group carried out series of racially motivated murders, bomb attacks and robberies over a decade. In her statement, Ms Zschaepe apologised to the victims' families for failing to stop what had happened. "I feel morally guilty that I could not prevent 10 murders and two bomb attacks... carried out by Uwe Mundlos und Uwe Boehnhardt," she said. The two men apparently killed each other in a suicide pact in 2011 shortly before Ms Zschaepe handed herself in. The 40-year-old said she first fell in love with Mundlos but met Uwe Boehnhardt on her 19th birthday and came into contact with his more nationalist friends. "Zschaepe's confession - nothing but excuses!" So runs a headline in the tabloid newspaper Bild. Her statement was much anticipated - by the families of the NSU's victims, who hoped she might tell them why the cell killed their loved ones; by the German media who wondered whether she would show remorse; and by the German public. The NSU's campaign of violence terrorised this country for more than a decade. Ms Zschaepe is the only surviving suspected member. And this is the first time she's given evidence since her arrest four years ago. Most were disappointed. Few took her apology seriously. In the words of Gamze Kubasik, whose father was killed by the NSU: "Frau Zschaepe is trying to avoid responsibility. She won't save herself from a conviction." Neo-Nazi trial shrouded in intrigue The cell murdered 10 people, eight of them of Turkish origin, between 2000 and 2007 but went undetected for more than a decade. Critics say police and the security services made serious errors. Reading her 53-page statement aloud, Ms Zschaepe's lawyer Mathias Grasel began by telling the court about his client's childhood in East Germany, formerly the German Democratic Republic, and her difficult relationship with her mother. He went on to deny his client's involvement in the preparation or execution in any of the group's attacks, but apologised to the victims' families for failing to stop them. She said she was unaware of the group's first murder until three months after it occurred. Enver Simsek, a florist, was shot in Nuremberg on 9 September 2000. Ms Zschaepe said she told Mundlos and Boehnhardt that she wanted to go to police to hand herself in but they had threatened to commit suicide. In her statement, she said she still did not know the motive for the killing. However, she told the court the men murdered policewoman Michele Kiesewetter in 2007 in order to steal her gun. She said she was so "disappointed" that her lovers had killed repeatedly that she drank three or four bottles of sparkling wine a day and neglected her cats. "I realised I was living with two men to whom human life was worth nothing," Ms Zschaepe said. The NSU cell remained undetected until Ms Zschaepe gave herself up in November 2011, after police discovered the bodies of
summary: A German woman accused of being part of neo-Nazi cell that murdered 10 people has denied involvement in the killings.