anchor.diff:  
   And now I am alone again.
   
  +***
   
   [quote, The Arctic Suicides]
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   "Some people, they are raised with a lot of love," she explains, "but some people are not. And these people who didn't get love in their childhood, when they meet a partner, they try to hold onto him like they own him. They think that this one person, they can only love him and he is the only one who will ever love them. And when they break up, the person feels like their life is over." Atsa thinks for a moment. "Maybe I am giving them a little love."
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  +***
   
   It is a standard piece of advice you will hear many times when you are single, and especially after a break-up or a divorce, that you must somehow become accustomed to being alone before you can proceed to find love. "You need to get comfortable just being yourself for a while."
   
  
positive.code: Number three read simply _Love._
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  I have found it difficult to describe to someone what it is even like to be so long without love. People do not believe it. 
  
  
negative.code: 
  Now, here on the other side of one of the greatest chances I have ever taken in my life, a chance I took ultimately in hopes I had found it, I once again found myself facing that same realization. I came all this way to find love and, ultimately, found only fantasy. Time to keep looking.
  
  ***
  [quote, Jim Butcher, Dead Beat]
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  “Son. Everyone dies alone. That's what it is. It's a door. It's one person wide. When you go through it, you do it alone. But it doesn't mean you've got to be alone before you go through the door. And believe me, you aren't alone on the other side.” 
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  I'm afraid to die.
  
  