“I donâ€™t know if youâ€™ve ever felt like that. That you wanted to sleep for a thousand years. Or just not exist. Or just not be aware that you do exist. Or something like that. I think wanting that is very morbid, but I want it when I get like this. Thatâ€™s why Iâ€™m trying not to think. I just want it all to stop spinning.”
Stephen Chbosky,
esist sleep spinning