FTV Girls Summer

I am nineteen years old from New Jersey. I am currently in my sophomore year in a university in New Jersey studying Communications and Sociology.I was given a generous scholarship to attend and have tried to study biology and music but decided neither of those would support my plans for a future career. Deciding my major was very difficult for me because I love to learn about everything and have a wide variety of interests. As I wrote "wide variety" I had a dirty joke in mind but felt too embaressed to write it. That examplifies my personality very well because I am very excited by sexual things, but still very shy about it. I love to participate in team sports and play outside. One of my favorite things to do is hike 🙂 I get so excited by being outside and going to new and beautiful places! My dream is to be able to work around the world and see all that there is to see! Although I did do this first time video I am very spiritual and I love God and Jesus. I believe that the love of God is the most pure form of love and I am grateful to him for any good thing I have. My dedication in life is to be kind to everyone I meet whether they are a stranger, someone close to me, or someone who has hurt me. I hope that my career will reflect my desire to bring people happiness and comfort. I am very excited to see what I can do for the world. I have one brother and one sister; both older than me. Being the youngest you might think I was spolied but I feel it had a different affect on me. I was shown different ways of living and was able to find a way I could best be succesful and bring joy to those most dear to me. Speaking of those dear to me… I love animals! I have two cats at home and I love them so much. I love all types of animals; whether it is to cuddle with them, play with them, save them, or just appreciate them from afar in the wild! In my school I am on the executive board for the outdoors club as public relations chair. I also host my own radio show live on air at my school! I love to paint and draw in my free time also on top of playing the ukulele. I like to think I am equally logical as I am creative but the truth is I look at life as a fantasy and I just want to make my life like a beautiful peice of art; Intense and sporadic at times but also free-formed, melodic, gentle, and beautiful. My goal is to live life with acceptance and fearlessness of the shadows and full-appreciation, love, and gratitude for the light.