text: Trying hard to speak and
  Fighting with my weak hand
  Driven to distraction
  Its all part of the plan
  When something is broken
  And you try to fix it
  Trying to repair it
  Anyway you can
  I grew aware of my motivation
  I found my own destination
  I was growing up, losing family too
  This happens to everyone, nothing new
  But when I get a Grammy, no recognition
  But when Im gone, my keys in the ignition
  I wont look back on fonder days
  Those people hope I ponder my ways
  God tells me to forgive, but I cant
  My pride tells me to forget, Im the man
  In charge of my glory, dont need approval
  Pay homage to a young blood, tribunal
  And by God, a man scorned by time
  Only does great or leads a life of crime
  Keep your eyes on your bread, dont mind
  The howls of the beasts who trail behind
  Cant follow orders, I remain leading
  Sacrifice myself to a greatness that Im bleeding
  Haven’t seen you since I was a kid
  Growing up, I loved you and I thought you did
  But now, years passed, and you ain’t ish
  I tried to refrain from using language
  But my mind is saying eff you, go to Hell
  If you come back when I’m famous, hope all is well
  Tell me that you loved me, but I could never tell
  With the way that you and all the others fell
  And the only one I ever see is my uncle and my granny
  Believe that I won’t ever mention you when I get a Grammy
  And that man I barely know better recognize that I’m Death
  I’m deadlier than deadly, he won’t ever fathom the depth
  I’ve been writing in darkness, spitting rhymes in the darkness
  Watching pain form in the heart and over coming the hardest
  But know, that a child won’t ever understand a family torn
  This was the bull that happened long before I was even born
  You should have known that I would snap
  You should have known that I would rage
  You tell me that you love me and leave one day?
  You tell me that I could do great things, you say?
  Im damn great and I hope you realize
  That losing you is my greatest pain
  Im just saying, this what happens when you have a conflicted mind
  When you fall into this pit of darkness you dont even understand
  Where you have to see counselors and shrinks
  I dont think you can comprehend
  You never had to fight a day in your life with that, now did you?
  No...