text: Just because Im losing
  Doesnt mean Im lost
  Doesnt mean Ill stop
  Doesnt mean Im across
  Just because Im hurting
  Doesnt mean Im hurt
  Doesn’t mean I didn’t get what I deserved
  No better and no worse
  I just got lost
  Every river that I tried to cross
  Every door I ever tried was locked
  Oh and Im just waiting til the shine wears off
  You might be a big fish
  In a little pond
  Doesnt mean youve won
  Cause along may come
  A bigger one
  And youll be lost
  Every river that you tried to cross
  Every gun you ever held went off
  Oh and Im just waiting til the firing stopped
  Oh and Im just waiting til the shine wears off
  (Geah, just waiting til the—
  Yeah, uh-huh, I gotchu, uh, yeah)
  With the same sword they knight you
  They gon good-night you with
  Shit, thats only half if they like you
  That aint even the half what they might do
  Dont believe me, ask Michael
  See Martin, see Malcolm
  See Biggie, see Pac, see success and its outcome
  See Jesus, see Judas
  See Caesar, see Brutus, see success is like suicide
  Suicide, its a suicide
  If you succeed, prepare to be crucified 
  Media meddles, niggas sue you, you settle
  Every step you take, they remind you youre ghetto
  So its tough being Bobby Brown
  To be Bobby then, you have to be Bobby now
  And the question is, is to have had and lost
  Better than not having at all? Because Im—
  Oh and Im just waiting til the shine wears off
  Oh and Im just waiting til the shine wears off