a lot of people live in a near constant state of near neuroticism because after learning to feel no one taught us to perform since the gov wants obedient ones that make no waves, but these type of things makes people more confident that they re legitimate, push whats acceptable in their heads and will make them say different things and push harder in their lives, around people they know etc. you think this doesnt matter but the most important things are sometimes rooted in what your autistic brain would perceive as meaningless. its weak but people have to start from somewhere. you say its useless but how yo you compare to fuentes influence? seems like you re the one applying vicks vaporub on yourself
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