god damn this is so fucking cringe. most of the women you know are dating male models? is that serious or are you just being hyperbolic?  ether way, i can tell just by these few worlds the reason why no one wants anything to do with you is because of the lens that youre viewing the world through. you sound terminally online. get a hobby that requires the interaction with real women.  it is fucking sad to read this. its a lot easier to improve yourself and your attitude than to wallow in pathetic self pity.
Fascist