neuroticism and demoralization do it. the burden of perfectionism due to being constantly kept down and not being enough. browns and niggers don't suffer from it because they know they can deliver anything without judgement because nothing more criminal than offending some majority group like niggers and browns. it is next to impossible to reverse your demoralization, all your efforts didn't pay off and now you're old and sick, no one will give you a hand out because you're perceived as the oppressor class while in reality you're the oppressed one. you have no semite safety net, the brown-invisible hand of mansory works against your interests.
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