the most proficient and enduring liars have always been the people who didn't know that they were lying. everyone has been a such a liar, in direct or indirect service to globohomo, at some point in their life and repeated falsehoods taught to them with unwavering confidence. it's when people start asking questions that they gradually develop a resilience to bullshit and break the habit of repeating it. the real bouts of existential dread don't come in the form of plain knowledge and flavors of doom-and fearporn about the world, but the understanding that you've contributed to the meta-larp and its social misengineering, astroturfing and consensus cracking apparatus yourself for the longest time, and that all it took to break away from it was a single question. a question millions and billions around you have yet to ask (themselves).  everyone ultimately just approximates truth, it's one of many tragedies im and one of the greatest obstacles to human existence. when globohomo tried to conquer it, with truely and truthfully the best of intentions, it unfortunately has been conqured by it.
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