you've walked a little too far down this type of false path too, haven't you?   i usually just woke up too. have you considered our other advice? i did magick as a hobby for years, scientology too. they are simply different styles. here's the short version of what i learned the hard way... magick is the art and/or science of causing change to occur in conformity with will. you seek to impose your will, over gods, onto creation. it is a sin for that reason. it is why god dispersed our forefathers at babel. magick never works correctly. it always misses the target, sometimes by a lot, sometimes by a little. this is because we cannot do it right. gods attribute of omnipresence, omnipotence, and omniscience are essential to his will being properly done in creation. without that, we are doomed to forever fail. all we can really do is mess the place up, like we have done from the beginning.
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