holy fuck i regret taking the red pill  what an incredibly vile, manipulative,through and through corrupt,ugly,perverse world we live in. it's killing my soul. i miss the days of blissful ignorance. i wish i could go back and just bumble along merrily.  there are times where i'm considering taking a fucking sledgehammer to my pc, sell my shit except my musical instruments and tools. buy a sailboat and take to the sea wherever the wind takes me work for provisions and my repairs or perish in the ocean's wrath when i can sail no more.  i have had absolutely enough of it all. pff i had to get that off my chest.
Netherlands