> 23 now no license, no job, no hope and worse escapism is just boring anymore i dont enjoy it and im having to face the reality is this is all i have to look forward to in life > worse part is my younger brother wasnt circumcised and is more or less living the life i should have hes 21 goes out to friends every weekend works a full time job as a firefighter and has a girlfriend and had regular casual sex and worse is hes not humble about and mocks me for it and for being a loser who gave up on life like it was my choice > one day he told me to show his girlfriend my burnt up dick and i beat the shit out of him to the point of a brain bleed and was arrested he dropped the charges thanks to my parents and he moved in with his girlfriend > dad tries to give me advice to just get over having my dick and childhood ruined like its nothing and to just find a job just part time and i ask him if itll get my dick fixed, restore my childhood, or get me a girlfriend, or make me not a joke and be just walks off telling me i have to do something but really what can i do my life was ruined and i cant come back from this
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