i think one of the hardest things for anyone to do, if not impossible, is to really question the way you view things, the way you perceive the world, your thoughts. everyone claims to do it but really nobody does, we all live in a bubble or matrix and there is no escaping it. i thought about that today when i was in town, no girl showed interest in me and i saw several guys with very hot girls and i felt bitter about it. i tried not to care too much because i know today was a day i had low self-esteem and that colored my whole world, but i know there are days when the world looks less shitty and i know i can lift my self-esteem and lift my perception of the world higher relatively much with relatively little effort, so i thought i will try to do that and just take this day as a contrast to view that against.
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