> so far, i still haven't found a real purpose in life. because life is literally purposeless. every one of the "life meanings" already invented are just copes.  religion, family, patriotism, work, social justice... all fucking copes. the best you can do is to admit you (and everybody else) are not special. your consciousness is not special, and you life is irrelevant as if you were never been born. this will not give you a "life meaning" but at the very least will curb all your social neurosis, something nowadays is almost a privilege to not have.
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