it can always get worse. join the army or something i dont fucking know. at least when i was your age bitcoin and youtube were new and exciting - but otherwise we had the same dilemma post financial crisis.  my genuine advice if not addicted to drugs: take advantage of your youth, take a bus to a major growing city in a blue state (seattle, la, sf, id say chicago but fuck chicago, you dont want to go there) - stay sober, reach out for help from dey programs. become a shining example of what outreach programs can do (this helps them get funding) get a job in a niche field, learn the ropes for 4 years then find a similar position in texas and leverage your coast wage for a decent salary. set up shop and do the normie life with a comfortable income, all the while keeping tabs on the market and making smart investments.  if addicted to drugs: become a drug dealer  also take your damn vacation you earned it
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