it's gotta be rough on you, man. they targeted blacks hard decades ago, and through government 'welfare' programs, cia dumped cocaine in the ghettos, cia funded gangster rap and the popularization of self-loathing media (hip hop, for one example), blacks have been hit really hard as a group. blacks have to rise up out of that shit, and it's not all 'whitey's fault' as the media portrays (as they're one of the main culprits). that's just racial division. racial division is typical divide and conquer bullshit. take care and try to be the best person you can be and be an example to all others. spirituality helps. fit mind, body, and soul.
Kekistani