stop taking yourself so seriously, but also learn male arrogance. you say you have always been your authentic self, women find this attractive. there is no "automatic game" set of techniques, which i'm sure you've probably realized by now, but it sounds like are doing more than ignoring women, it sounds like you are shutting out everything, which is a prelude to suicide. unironically touch grass, engage in something social before it's too late.
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