sorry for the memeflag. don't wanna embarrass my country. long story short, something happened to me that had a deef effect on my psyche and fell into a downward spiral. started watching comfy streams, amouranth, pokimane and a couple of streams from foreign countries telling me i would learn the language and have a better life there (euro and latin american streams). it got to the point where i was donating more than 3k dollars a month. just hearing my name pronounced on a stream gave me such a dopamine hit. i was proud of being able to donate more than the rest of the chat. i debtmaxxed and went to a shitton of debt. sold all my crypto. watching pokimane and amouranth was enough to keep my negative thoughts away for a few hours. my parents discovered everything and made me go to therapy. i go now 3 times a week to a therapist and we're working hard on my mental health.
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