nah dude its all fucked, everything you see around you is all going to gradually get worse for the rest of your life and then youre going to die. your sentience will be wiped back to zero, you will feel yourself forget your name and your face and what a human even is. then you will see something else. i dont know what it is, i dont know what it will look like, i dont if it will be good or bad or unpleasant or comfortable, but you will see something else.  im sorry this all happened to you too.
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