im 22 years old, virgin, got aspergers and im 52ft. pretty bad combination overall. i also believe that i might be a schizoid. when i was younger, instead of playing with the other kids, i would skip about on my own and daydream. i am an extensive daydreamer. i play music and walk about in circles whilst daydreaming fantasy scenarios. ive been bettering myself recently. i am capable of socialising somewhat well, i can make people laugh and i am polite, but i really love my own company until i dont. like i said, im a virgin. never even kissed a girl simply because i never make an effort to get one.. i dont understand how easy it is for others to find a girlfriend. i quite literally could never understand how i could ever get one. sometimes im horny and want a gf, but then i think how exhausting having one might be. my main problems, summarised is that im a short sperg that might be a schizoid. ive never had a gf and not sure if i want one (but i worry im not living my life to the fullest, and i do get very horny) and i hate the concept of working full time after im done with college. i went to an assessment centre and i fucked it up i hate working culture in general. any advice?
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