yeah i can attest to this (not the transgenderism). > be me  i'm not officially diagnosed but many of my symptoms line up with what you might call level 2 autism. semi verbal, sensory issues, picky eating, social obliviousness, dyspraxia, many of the stereotypes. when i was in high school i began to feel burn out, my friends felt foreign and apathetic to me, only seeing me as a way to get answers. i felt very numb, i couldn't mask, and i couldn't handle that environment. i fell in love with a girl i met in speech class, you can imagine how that went. i knew she loved me as well, but felt that i in my state of being was unworthy of her. after these events, i dropped out of high school after being alienated. after that i found my love for the ancient esoteric, philosophy, theology, it has given me a purpose. i'm sorry if this seems a bit scrambled.
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