that's because you haven't put in the work yet, i know it sounds like bullshit. but your post, when i read it, gave me the feeling of a childlike innocence, which is very much what you need to foster. only when you truly have love, and prove it by your actions, god will take notice and touch you. he doesn't love us all equally, this is marxist bullshit and nowhere in the bible, you need to put in the work and he will give you a sign, you have to reach
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