that was support. it would be different if science was advanced enough to give fertile wombs or balls to people who weren't born with them, but it isn't possible right now. all you can do is violate your body and mind just for the sake of feeling good. sounds similar to drugs, right? and parents support children who take drugs by trying to get them to stop. they wanted to help you. they love you. please, return their love. if you want their karma to return - be annoying about them smoking, drinking and other harmfull stuff like that, that will help them. don't be like a kid who escaped home to take more drugs.i tell you this not out of hate, but to help you and your family to be together and happy again. i wish you the best.
Poland