this. sex was cool when i was 16 up to around 30. but at some point, younger women become childish, and women your age become insufferable. diminishing returns. your life can't revolve around sex, and it will not give it meaning. i understand being a virgin your view of this issue is distorted, and it seems a bigger deal than it really is. in your death bed, you should regret not travelling to certain places or accomplishing certain things. having sex and having children are not such things. those are the most mid "accomplishments" even animals can't even avoid partaking in. being prideful about it, or deriving the value of a person based on it is literal animal behavior.
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