you will never be a real white. you have no substantial anf, steppe, and hg dna, you were not born into a white tribe, you have no nordic, mediterranid, alpinid, dinarid, or east baltic phenos. you are a depigmented shitskin twisted by drugs and surgery into a crude mockery of natures perfection.  all the validation you get is two-faced and half-hearted. behind your back people mock you. your parents are disgusted and ashamed of you, your friends laugh at your ghoulish appearance behind closed doors. real whites are utterly repulsed by you. thousands of years of evolution have allowed whites to sniff out frauds with incredible efficiency. even mena & latinos who pass look uncanny and unnatural to whites. your bone structure, face morphology, and hair texture is a dead giveaway. and even if you manage to get a mayowhore, shell turn tail and bolt the second she gets a whiff of your shitskin odor.  you will never be white. you wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself "but i pass as white", but deep inside you feel the shitskin biological impulses creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.  eventually itll be too much to bear - youll start projecting, bashing slavs, bashing meds, and even the irish. your family will find out, disappointed that they have to live with the unbearable shame and embarrassment. theyll refer to you with your birth name, and every stranger in public who hears it will know you are a shitskin. your soul will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably non-white, especially after genetic tests. this is your fate. this is what you chose. there is no turning back.
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