be there; done that. otherwise known as 'major tranquilizers' i actually got violent on them and hyper-vigilant. they are intended to sedate and slowly deform the brain into nothing but jello and my brain has some kind of self-defense mechanism against, that. i refuse to go on disability and watch my life waste away, drowning in depression and inaction. i am the maker of my reality and there are people in my community who count on me to do what i do. i have the energy, skills, and patience to do what literally nobody else in the community expressed interest in doing and i'm honored to do it.
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