i read his autobiography soon after it happened and its chock full of relatable experiences. i have forgotten much of it but even small things like the people on the video games he used as an escape calling people virgin as an insult in the game chat and boasting about their own love lives. or bigger things like hating his more successful and more loved brother (whom he also loved and couldn't get himself to kill in the end). everyone hating him blindly are either not non-neurotypical or they haven't looked into his life enough, unless you sorely hate him because he le killed people.
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