because it's the feeling of inferiority that upsets me. i'd never be preferred. never. i'd never be someone's first choice. because of my skin colour. my indianness would never be desirable. just like shortness. i'll never be the ideal in terms of appearance, it will always be a whitoid. i'm a chadlite in india but all these women i've fucked would have wanted me much more if i was white skinned with blue eyes. every pajeeta would choose a white man over pajeets if she could and deep down it makes me sad. i hate you for making me hate my skin colour
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