the calm before the storm  everything feels so unusually calm right now. it feels like we've been desensitized to everything going on around us.  shit is undoubtedly about to hit the fan, no matter who wins. i've gone of my medication and shifted hard to the right, but with 3 days left i'm heavily considering voting for kamala because of the existential threat that donald trump poses to this nation. i realized this when i smoked weed for the first time in about a month and while i was high, i could see right through his bullshit rhetoric. i understand why they're so scared now. kamala is going to win because most people feel this way too. they know the economy is bad, but they know trump represents civil war/world war iii.
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