getting gangstalked by infragard made me a better person  don't get me wrong, the all-encompassing & coordinated nature of infragard is downright concerning, but honestly i've been doing some thinking and i needed a wake-up call to be a better, kinder, citizen. i shouldn't listen to loud music at night and i should care about respecting others in the workplace. even when you think nobody is watching-- they are. maybe i'm just being brainwashed but tonight they did a school play and it was really nice to be the fly-on-the-wall janitor seeing everyone so happy and working together. people looked at me like i'm actually human today and one person actually took the time to talk with me about getting harassed by the police two nights ago for being "suspicious" as a night janitor and he said he had it happen to him too when he was a janitor. i feel like i'm on mdma and i don't want this night to end. for anybody reading this-- life can be shitty but there are moments where everything comes together and makes sense for a while, where even if the world fell apart or you even had to take a bullet for a fag, you know you would and there would be nothing holding you back from helping those around you. live knowing that these moments really do happen and for a second you and the universe are one. we're all connected and the push and pull of collectivism and individualism is just as beautiful as the binary instructions which make reading this possible right now. you are loved. goodnight, anons.
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