> i understand. i'm 30 and still inexperienced & hungry. game changed my brain. it changed everything. you're fucked. that shit happened to me when i was 25. anon, at 30 you should really try (not even try, it should be natural now) to cash out.  get a girl, marry, have kids, etc. unironically. as you get older in your 30s it gets exponentially more difficult to meet top tier girls (15-25) and you will increasingly attract the wrong ones (the ones who want an old maybe rich maybe more developped than her collegues guy). it's really fucked up. to the point i advise you to sit down and develop your own strategy to 1) keep meeting young girls (i don't know go to a high school or a university regularly in a manner you're able to interact with those girls in a non creepy natural way) 2) very important get young girls to hang out with you (not fucking who cares?) and that will bring you to parties and for you to meet young people - both girls and boys as if you meet only girls the boys will hate you. anyway, you're into that age in which it is best to find a girl that likes you a lot and which you like somewhat that a future can be delineated together. by mid 30s all your friends will go away (males) either married or with kids, or being faggots who don't care for going out, girls, parties, whatever or just too busy with jobs and pursuing money. you know the drill. it gets logistically fucked up in a way. did you read heartiste / roissy? it was glorious back in the day... romo tomassi is great too for a more... intellectual or psychological understanding of the girl bitch animal. just be careful to not get black pilled.
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