modern emptiness  no fucking idea what to do. i go to work and still don't have enough money for shit. i feel so terribly empty all the time. i am no longer interested in anything, i am just very angry and want to destroy everything. and then what? all day long is just emptiness. meaningless emptiness. there is nothing to do and nothing means anything. a lot of the time i just go to sleep after work. even among people i feel bored. i can barely laugh at anything. people around me find things funny, i find them mind-numbingly boring. i hate being human, you don't even know. i know deep down there is no solution for me. no amount of pills, alcohol, religion, psychotherapy could help me. i wish i could feel something good again. i can't even remember the past hapiness. i am not even exaggerating. every day is the same. i am in some horror movie.
Croatia