i was the tulpafag in the other thread that got nuked hi anon!!!   the real reason you're like this is because you have no productive hobbies. your soul is like any muscle in your body, you need to exercise it with passion and ideas, though if you don't have it before you're out of highschool you'll likely be depressed forever. there's nothing stopping you from trying though, but it's dumb to blame your problems on a substance you yourself abused.
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