> people seem to be scared of me bc they can tell im not an npc as they are. ive even had a fat woman tell me in an indirect way that she didnt like me even though she didnt know why. the media has changed their disgust responses. had the same experience forever. i don't think it's a result of media programming. i think it's metaphysical and body language based. npcs are obsessed with authority and hierarchy and they can sense when someone isn't playing the role the npc thinks they should be playing in the various networks of social hierarchies they believe themselves and others to be embedded in. maybe i'm just projecting my autism but i think that's the experience you're talking about / why people seem to react negatively to you simply for existing. if you can relate to this post you're probably autistic honestly, and yeah the social world of normies is awful and should be remade.
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