it's obviously more complex than the guy killing himself over this one incident. he probably did fear the repercussions and infamy and how that would affect his family, but in all likelihood he was wrestling with this compulsive behaviour for years. that's why he engaged with the woman, because his sex-addicted porn-fried brain wanted to have the thrill, and another part of him wanted to rationalise and pretend there is no problem and he's just a good guy. being caught on video is objective and he can't repress, rationalise and pretend he has it all under control anymore.
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