when i was in middle school, i told a few girls that i liked them. they weren't interested. another girl told me she liked me, so i said why not i want a gf. i "broke up" with her the following day when i realized having a gf meant i had to eat lunch with her and her friends instead of my friends. i realized i was retarded and middle school was too young to be "dating" and how retarded a concept that is in the first place. towards the tail-end of high school, i genuinely fell in love with a girl who was my best friend, but she wasn't interested. i kept trying to make that happen for a few years until i realized how pathetic that was and broke off my friendship with her and eventually got over her. since then i've gone on 1 or 2 tinder dates, and looked on craigslist for casual hookups, but the dates were always boring as hell and i realized that i'm not interested in hookups either, i never followed through on casual sex. i used to want to get married, but now i just can't trust women enough to expose myself to that kind of risk. maybe if i met an exceptional woman i would take the risk, but i'm not going out of my way to look for one, and i doubt one's gonna just show up on a silver platter. it's ultimately just not that much of a priority for me.
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