my friend asked me a thought experiment that demoralized me so much, it destroyed my life. how would you feel if you were a healthy, good looking man and had a daughter, and your daughter brought home as a husband a man who looks like you do right now, in this current timeline? if you, reading this post, are a truecel (as you should be, or else gtfo), would you (as the healthy man) not be beyond disappointed in your daughter for marrying such a creature? for example, i am very short and small-framed. even in the best version of myself, such as being muscular, wise, successful and rich, if my daughter brought home such a man i would be disgusted and wonder why she didn't pick a man of normal height and normal frame, regardless of muscle and money. i would be saddened that my grandsons would inherit the short, frail genes. i would wonder why she chose a physically inferior and deformed men when normal men are everywhere, and above average men are readily available. upon this realization, my worldview shattered. i understood that no matter what i did, i would forever be disgusting and literally sub-human (below human). i understood how much time and energy i was wasting to "improve" myself when all i was doing was just turning a different shade of disgusting and pathetic. i was trying to apply a shiny coat of paint on a pile of shit, not realizing that the stench would always remain. i stopped going to the gym, dropped out of college and quit my job. it's been 8 years since. nowadays i just rot in bed, and frankly, i've accepted it.
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