because the illiterate warlord (a man) took fragments from the religion created by god, that existed for eight centuries, that he learned about from his catholic mentor, and created his own (man-made) religion. such fragments are adequate for simple minds, but not for those who seek god.  second, your fragments contain denial of truth; irrefutable, documented truth. those truths will always confront you, so you are in conflict. third, your religion is carnal, all the stories and parables are carnal. even though you admit that the human soul is immortal (spirit). my religion serves the spirit; my immortal soul, and prepares me to face my creator. i have the full richness and completeness of the religion that god created when he dwelt among us. i have peace.
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