i hate myself. i have a bunch of junk. then last summer when i was cleaning i threw away some stuff i shouldn't have. i soon have to move to a temporary apartment due to renovation, and when they came to inspect my stuff recently i panicked for no reason and again threw away some stuff i shouldn't have. i guess i've felt for a long time that i have a hoarding problem and then i felt i needed to get rid of stuff. but i learned a lesson, don't go to the other extreme and throw away stuff you shouldn't. my computer mouse stopped working today. i wanted to try my two bluetooth mice i had lying around but no, i'm pretty sure i threw them in the trash, fucking stupid of me. a few years ago i gave away a shitbox car for free, when i should have tried to sell it. i sold a set of tires for way under their worth. i scrapped another set of tires when i should have tried to sell them. i have wasted money on fast food. i have wasted money on a vending machine at work. why do i have to be so fucking stupid with money? why do i have to make stupid fucking mistakes to learn? and even keep making mistakes i already know are mistakes? i fucking hate myself.
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