man that image was a really good read. spot on accurate. anon, don't worry about anything. keep the faith. live comfortably and be beacon of light and warmth for those around you. even small interactions with good people can lift them up. start attending a nearby church, if you haven't. make sure it is a real church with real faith, not one of the fake friendship groups. 40 isn't that old. my english teacher in highschool a decade ago, a good man, was homeless at 40. he managed to turn his life around and got a teaching job at 50. he married the love of his life at 52 and every morning they watch the sunrise together. even if you don't find a special woman, you can still find groups. you can still find a passion. i tell you this as someone who, frankly, almost jumped off a bridge 9 years ago. it does get better, if you keep the faith. god gives you strength, but he cannot physically move you. you must do that with your free will.
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