so you didn't/don't know how to go on youtube and look up how to change a tire? or how to change your own oil? the boys down at whatever auto parts store would probably be happy to talk it over with you or show you.  you have to take some blame and some initiative. sure, your parents failed you, but acting like you have no agency and can't solve your own problems is the sign of a loser.  you have time to sit around and shitpost but not do something to improve yourself? c'mon anon, you're better than that.
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