im genuinely going to kill myself soon out of loneliness. got cheated on by the girl i wanted to marry and havent been right for years. cant get my life on course. stockholm syndrome at a job i hate but have been at so long i dont want to leave, but im being forced out by a literal faggot manager. nothing going for me. a hug would change my world, even if for a moment. no purpose to be around. only mom would care if im gone, and shes almost 2000 miles away. failing.
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