now i'm lost and i'm weary, so many tears i'm suicidal, so don't stand near me my every move is a calculated step, to bring me closer to embrace an early death, now there's nothin left there was no mercy on the streets, i couldn't rest i'm barely standin, bout to go to pieces, screamin peace and though my soul was deleted, i couldn't see it i had my mind full of demons tryin to break free they planted seeds and they hatched, sparkin the flame inside my brain like a match, such a dirty game no memories, just a misery paintin a picture of my enemies killin me, in my sleep will i survive til the mo'nin, to see the sun please lord forgive me for my sins, cause here i come... lord, i suffered through the years (god) and shed so many tears.. god, i lost so many peers, and shed so many tears lord knows i.. tried, been a witness to homicide seen drivebys takin lives, little kids die wonder why as i walk by broken-hearted as i glance at the chalk line, gettin high this ain't the life for me, i wanna change but ain't no future right for me, i'm stuck in the game i'm trapped inside a maze see this tanqueray influenced me to gettin crazy disillusioned lately, i've been really wantin babies so i could see a part of me that wasn't always shady don't trust my lady, cause she's a product of this poison i'm hearin noises, think she fuckin all my boys, can't take no more i'm fallin to the floor; beggin for the lord to let me in to heaven's door -- shed so many tears (dear god, please let me in) lord, i've lost so many years, and shed so many tears.. i lost so many peers, and shed so many tears lord, i suffered through the years, and shed so many tears.. god, i lost so many peers, and shed so many tears
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