yes its my fault god has been absent for the last 2,000 years and hid his face from israel. how dare i. no the real answer is ive tried every single religion, christians and jesus and when that god failed to deliver on his word i tried judaism and followed all of their crazy ass laws for years. which wasnt easy i might add that took a massive amount of dedication. decades into this process now i can say for sure these religions just dont deliver on their promises.  ive did everything those books said and god failed me. not the other way around. i have zero responsibility or control over the creator devising to create hellworld full of niggers and then dip. if i had literally any free will or power at all i would use it to oppose gods tyranny and abuse of the world  ironically enough studying and trying the bible is what led to me hating god and agreeing with satans rebellion
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