my mind races constantly to the point thoughts interrupt thoughts and even finishing one to its conclusion can be difficult unless i'm extremely focused/interested. weed slows down all the thoughts and makes it manageable. i literally fix my life when i'm high and sobriety is when i get lazy, don't execute plans, get messy, etc. an overactive mind is a curse i wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. i'm glad weed helps me with it. i also work 10hrs of physical labor a day and the lack of soreness is noticable when i smoke the day prior. it has its benefits. it has its negatives. anyone who says it's all good or bad is too retarded to think in nuance, so they reduce the world to black and white. also, weed doesn't make me "happier", but it absolutely does null depression and the thoughts that come with it for me. i probably would've killed myself a decade ago without it because i refuse to medicate with opioids or pharmaceuticals in general. inb4 > your brain is that way because of the weed, lmao no, no it isn't. this is a problem i've had since i was a child. i was failing math as a first grader because i was copying the wrong number from the finished equation into the answer box. my mind was just going going going & i'd copy the wrong number or copy the wrong answer for the wrong question. luckily, one teacher was astute enough to realize all my work was done correctly and showed the correct answers & it was just a mixup. i couldn't even sit still in class so they threw me to the back so i wouldn't distract other students.
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