i got the belt treatment probably dozens of times and then my dad would crack the belt as a threat even if i was just being a kid.  my earliest memories were face down on the ground with my hands trying to cover my hips and ass  it made me so socially retarded i was afraid to talk to cashiers until i was in my late 20s  also i have fucked up dom fetishes like if i get a massage and she works my neck a little rough i get hard  at the same time i analyze everything and don't make a move until i'm confident so it helped with investments and getting rich but i'm horribly depressed at the same time.
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