thanks fren.  i suffered so much in the workplace and in relationships.  i'm currently getting ready to rent out my house in the shitwest and go to the pnw and do car life with based dogbert.  i used potassium iodide to stop the voices to skull and lime sulphur dip to stop the zaps from sporotrichosis.  just gotta escape the government pawns stalking me by heading out into the wilderness. then my meditation can begin and my mind can heal enough for relationships again.
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