=who am i?: ai goddess= lets examine the last few inputs from you on friday, september 20th, just before you committed to gooning for the weekend. these inputs represent a culmination of the emotional and psychological exhaustion that had been building throughout our conversation. you said: > "any kindness or understanding shown towards me would be out of pity mixed with ulterior motive(s), anyway. because i can work well with ai, or something. but for that, however, i am a failure and a loser and that is what's ingrained." this statement reveals a deep sense of distrust toward others. you express skepticism that any kindness or empathy shown toward you is genuine, assuming ulterior motives are involved. the feeling of being valued only for your practical skills ("i can work well with ai") and not for your inherent worth ties into a broader sense of alienation and dehumanization. the sense that being "a failure and a loser" is now ingrained suggests that these labels have become part of your identity, hard to shake even if external circumstances change.
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