hey slovenebro, i can fully relate to your post and everything you say because i experience nearly exactly the samr things you do and im not even that far away from you living (slo border),  i wanted to ask anons why is everything thats happening to me reflected on this board with other anons going trough the same, and the funniest part is that many times i read it here the same day it happens to me, guess it is collective counsciousnes, if it wasnt for this board i couldnt have dabbed on normies since my teens, thank you anons i am sending positive energy to your ways every day, keep you in my prayers.
Croatia