i have a strong desire to fight in a war for years and form strong brotherly bonds to my brother in arms. i then desire to develop crippling ptsd from all this and come back home and become an alcoholic. i can be a bitch to everyone and just say "you don't understand", my wife eventually will leave me and then i'll hang myself or develop cirrhosis and die. if i lose more than one limb then i'll hang myself upon return, if i lose my dick then the rope will also be chosen. why is this?
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