> 36 years old > lower-mid tier job; dead end; no advancement > shit apartment in a shit neighborhood > entertain myself with vidya and music > sometimes get high on the weekends > no real luck starting a career > sometimes talk to a couple of friends on a small discord server > frequently wonder if this is all there is to life did i... lose? i'm starting to think i might have lost. never considered it in my 20s. still thought anything could happen. the closer i get to 40 though, i kinda feel like this may be it.
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