church sucks because it's filled with normalfags not taking it seriously. i want a spiritual system i can go full autist on. it's not about a competition, it's about the freedom to leapfrog anyone and everyone, as i'll inevitably achieve. church offers both a spiritual venue for refinement and a social venue for comradery, peer-bonding and networking. since the first aspect is dulled significantly, the latter benefits are no longer satiated and therefore their pursuit becomes futile.  i want something that scratches the community itch but also allows me to evolve at the level i want to spiritually. church cannot offer this with all of its intellectual shackles, sacred cows and cliques of opportunists. so where do i look now? if i branch out and look for more refined spiritual systems, their communities inevitably get worse and worse, as the "occult" world is filled with feminists and trannies pretending to be feminists. if i branch out and look for more refined communities, they're inevitably infiltrated by feds, kneecapped in ways i described before, diluted with the dross of normalfags and their hollow goals and subsistence. i want something with meaning; something that doesn't confine or reprimand me for exceeding it, something that fills the gaps in my life but not at my tremendous expense/exhaustion. not only have i not found anything like this yet, i wouldn't even know where to look. > muh just wait for the masters to find you! that sounds super fun and all, but even normalfags are realizing how much of a problem this is now, albeit not being able to explain the real problems or what is causing them.
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