> how do you know what people are able to tell? take for example my father's friend. when he sees my brother he will say something like "my friend! hows it going!" and shake his hand, but with me he hugs me like i'm a retard or a child. his paternal instincts are triggered. maybe it's also because i have a baby face? i don't know > are you really sure people with tisms can't get relationship? i've never had one. whether it be a friend ship or romantic. i can talk to women, and they are nice to me, but in a distant way. respectful, but no "chemistry" i suppose is what they would say. because i'm underdeveloped, there is something inherently wrong with me, i don't know how to be fully human and express myself in that way. i sure won't learn now, it's a bit late. you are supposed to learn this stuff when you were a child i also find social interactions very draining. and social ineptitude is the least of it. sensory problems alone has completely ruined my life, i can't live like a normal person. i couldn't just go to school. i can't just have a job. i can't just go out. i have to manage myself carefully. what woman would want an autistic loser with no job or life? i would pity them to tell you the truth, and i'd feel like a dead weight
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