> my life is a sadomasochistic fantasy i guess thats accurate. sorry you got wrapped up in the hurt locker too. all im trying to say is that you cant let your confidence get in the way of your judgement. none of us are untouchable. you may think you are adapted to pain, and you may be right, and then one day you may be introduced to new paradigms of pain that your brain wasnt even capable of understanding when you were younger. we are all dancing on a razors edge at all times, you must be very cognizant and vigilant to not fall off
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