the actual simple truth is this autist really wants to fucking build rockets and a city in mars and these retarded fucks are in his way from doing so. he had made it clear that shit was his passion, more than money, and more than anything and he's so sick of their bullshit. all he does is for the sake of doing this shit at all all cost. this retard doubled down on reusable rockets because his 'heroes' told him he's fucking retarded for thinking that. it's the simple answer because he's been consistent on this for fucking years. like jesus we literally have footage and interview of his balding fuck talking about it
DEUS VULT