what the fuck is any of that about? worth? purpose? existence?  you've gone completely up your ass with all sorts of pseudo philosophy and it's pretty simple. any man can meet a woman and have a relationship. if you enter into it auditing their past and your past and bring all that into it you'll never get anywhere. you're wrong in your presuppositions of the nature of women. you're completely fried in the brain. i'm sorry you fell down the hole and lost your mind.
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