i dont know what to say other than i fall in this boat 30 yrs old never been on a date never kissed anyone i dont know what went wrong in my life to get here in high school maybe there was a chance but i was to spergy to take it especially with a religious upbringing and i know i have problems but dont know where to go with them im tired of feeling i failed as a human to me something like this shouldnt be hard but for some reason is for me and at some point the idea of self improvement just doesnt seem like it will fix it because a functional person wouldnt need to improve to do this in the first place i guess im a broken person and wish the purging would just happen because i have no worth
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