everything revolves around us, and when real humans (not government agencies) get better and better access to better telescopes, we observe that even things farthest away in our night sky revolve around us still, literally everything goes east to west around polaris. the evil people in power have been deceiving you about your true nature and the true nature of the place you live. yes, there's lots of evil here. if we were all forced to do good we would essentially be robots and it would be pointless. there is free will in this creation, and many people use it to do evil. that doesn't mean that there is no consequence. even these evil pedophiles, you dont know if they spent their last few years in insane amounts of pain, let alone what happens next. this world is not chaotic at all, its actually amazing that we have fruit with seeds in them that grow more fruit. the only thing we need to thrive are water and sunlight which automatically provide us free food, we have lots of "npcs" like animals that all give us insane benefits from companionship to nutrition, the plants give us what we need to breathe. its an insanely perfect creation that nobody stops to appreciate enough. when you become a materialistic nihilistic doomer you can't even appreciate waking up and being able to see. think of the beauty of what your eyes paint for you when you look around. think of how amazing it is to have ears that can hear music or a tongue that can taste garlic bread. you wouldn't be able to enjoy food as much if you never felt hunger, etc. its likely we chose to incarnate here knowing it would be risky, and no matter how shit or bleak your human experience is, you'll be glad you did it once you're an eternal spirit again. it'll be like losing in a videogame and just hitting retry. yeah, there are some bad ends, and some awful things happening, but thats a reflection of the wicked human mind rather the fact that there is/isn't a god
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