stop taking your meds, go for a walk in nature, join some clubs that interest you - i recommend learning martial arts - learn to disconnect your self from the news - the world isnt really as bad as all that, most people just want to live their lives - surround yourself with people who want you to succeed and sever ties with people who are keeping you down try to stop chasing dopamine highs. whether you are masturbating, doing drugs - illicit or legal substances like caffeine - playing computer games. you need to even yourself out or you are going to be completely depleted all the time otherwise going through a period of dark unveilings is tough. taking the red pill and realising the world is fake is a shock to the system but it leads to cool super powers and appreciation of authenticity - it just takes sometime to puzzle out where to divert your attention atheism is degenerate. religion is generally bullshit with nuggets of truth but if you are without spirituality you are going to come unstuck and feel unfulfilled
Kekistani