his dad was filing for bankruptcy when he went postal, and he blew the last of his money on lottery tickets because he thought that was his only way out. he was very likely going to lose his car in the next few months.  > uc college in santa barbara this was a curse for him, not a blessing. he was literally int he middle of chad+stacyville as an asian twink manlet with a small dick. he saw everyone living a certain kind of life that was never going to be available to him and he couldnt quite figure out why that was the case.  in a lot of ways he was terminally bluepilled (believed in karma, justice, good personality etc) and that drove him absolutely insane. he kind of had an idea about looks, but he focused too much on superficial things like fashion, haircuts, and dyed hair vs actually having aesthetic genetics.
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