> because your job sucks and you pay is shit kinda. could be better, but i do enjoy what i do when things are going well and i've racked up more vacation time than most of my superiors. > let's see if you still have "motivation" issues if you job would consists on commanding dozens of people to wagislave for you while you make hundreds of thousands every year if i went that route, my job would take up significantly more of my time. sure it means less time to piss away while being directionless, but at the same time i'm also happier than most people. i just wanna do more shit, but very few people around me share my interests, so it's harder to find shit to do that isn't lonely and cost prohibitive. i could focus on improving skills, like drawing, coding, and languages, but i lack discipline without someone else pushing me to do them (or at the very least joining in the activity). i try and sit down to do them and my mind just goes blank for a solid hour with just chaotic noise with no nucleation points to bind to.
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