to be honest with you, idk... maybe i'm a pussy. but it's fucking scary to be in that position, whether it's a knife or a gun. i've had both and i'm grateful to have walked away from it. i've never been to war as such but i'm sick of violence and i'd rather go the least violent and painful way possible. i've seen people dying slowly and vid related was brutal to watch. it's better to just go in an instant (in my opinion) than drawing it out and having to endure that panic stricken situation... i wouldn't wish it on anybody.
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