the whole point is that you will indeed be miserable, because you didn't get there, because your conscience might "once in a life time" wake up and realize it wasn't it that worked all the way there, then in a few years, your future you will "once in a life time" wake itself up and also become miserable again. this cycle will continue until you die or until you realize it's the same as it ever was, nothing matters, rich or poor, time is flowing "underground" and you are going to die without ever really waking up.
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