correction, i meant i hate being touched in general. > naturally relaxed sounds nice, i'm giga anally retentive, always catch myself clenching ass, back, jaw, etc. consciously releasing them only lasts so long, but at least it must have given me my decently-shaped jaw, compared to chinlet siblings. used to play videogames with so much grip strength that i got tendinitis without overdoing it. struggle to practice the piano for the same reason. i'm not even an anxious person, i don't think so.   i think it stems from a need to have discovered something groundbreaking, of being the next isaac newton, even if all you did was devise a more efficient shoe glue formula by replacing some alcohol in the mixture.
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