everyone applies too human concepts to god. and all the books and writing are made by humans too. humans are retarded beings who can't grasp eternity or something omnipotent, god may want you to die in battle or he may not care at all about how you die. but you don't know god so you'll never know that the closest thing you'll come to understanding god is lovecraft because he purposely tried to remove any human concept from his books. but that's still flawed and also there's only a single god, god is translated as something omnipotent all knowing eternal something that always is and was. if god exist the whole universe could disappear and he would still be here
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