in the real world (visit it sometimes) it is a common motive for male suicides. first there is the lapse of impulse control. then the wife finds out or you confess out of overbearing guilt. you feel disgusted with yourself. you beg to be forgiven. but the wife cannot forgive your betrayal and leaves with the kid(s). hopelessness overtakes you. and when you have only yourself to blame, thoughts can become suicidal. common story. far more common than the government murdering citizens for false flags.
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