no, not at all. i am fit and active. i wake up at or around 4am every day and try to go to sleep by 9am. only reason im awake now is because i already slept for about 5 hours. i cant lie in bed because i have rheumatoid arthritis. i work as much as i can because i am saving money and paying for my house. i dont really care to compare myself to others or worry about what i dont have. i spent my days reading the bible and listening to sermons. i try to eat healthy and i dont do any kind of drugs or drink alcohol. i love my sleep, but i dislike sleeping past 8-9am so i will usually wake up well before that. i ride my bike and exercise with my bench press. i have to stay fit and active because im usually in pain. i deal with the pain by continuing to do things and by working and looking after myself. i have 3 children that i look after even though my wife kidnapped them and moved them to another country. i still call them throughout the day, i conduct church with my daughter on sundays and then i do it with my young boys. i try to play games with my daughter sometimes like roblox. it would be nice to have a woman here but i lost my wife and she wont come back. she even abandoned the lord. i cant just rush off and grab any girl - so im just making myself content on working around my house and trying to look for good opportunities in life. if you give up and stop caring things just get worse - i already did that and its not a solution.
New Zealand