if you're a young chud you have to get it through your head that women will not make you happy nor bring you any sort of inner peace. all the fantasies you have made up in your head about women are just that, most of them subconsciously implanted by exposure to jewish media. you "want" women in the same way you want a piece of chocolate or a beer. except you delude yourself into thinking that if you get a woman all your problems will be fixed.  the only real happiness can come from within and that can only come once you realize and internalize how dumb and childish these fantasies about women are. it's on the same level as kids who fantasize about being superheroes, except you never grow out of it. not to mention sex is unironically the most overrated "pleasurable" thing you can do. use an onahole while watching an asmr video and you've basically gotten the same thing as sex.  enlightenment will come when you ponder and contemplate on how fucking stupid and senseless most wants are.
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