games: yakuza series, devil may cry series, souls series etc  music: so much, get spotify and try different stuff. im a fan of prog rock personally.  tv and radio are for retards dont worry about that. i understand media wont fill the lack of meaning in your life, family, community or passion should be the real goal. but start small. im picking up guitar rn and might try join an amateur group one day, i like to go to a few concerts or local gigs when i can too.  plan a trip and save up for it, anything to get you out of your comfort zone and change your surroundings. vit d too. besides that at least look after yourself- an animal based nutritious diet, good sleep and time spent outside. and try staying grateful. i tend to get depressed and bored when im not thankful for everything, even the mundane stuff. good luck anon
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