they used to have a usenet newsgroup called alt.suicide.holiday where they used this exact kind of lingo, too. they were all suicidal and were encourage each other to work up the courage to do it and discuss methods. if someone came in and tried to talk them out of it, they would attack them. their versions of "trolls" would be people who dedicated a lot of their time into talking them out of suicide. shit was fucked up.
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