in 2017 (when i was 20) i had suddenly a really bad feeling about my father because i knew something happened and i forced my brother to visit him and my fear was confirmed because he was dead for around a week the same time i got a really bad feeling. i have some problems with god because if he is good why would he do that to him.. my family and if god doesn't exist why the fuck did i got that extreme feeling from him like he called me for help?
Germany