i am 40 and none of my hopes and dreams materialized. 40 years wasted away with nothing to show for. the few things that i had in life i lost them the past few years.  my health is deteriorating, my youth is gone, my friends abandoned, my energy is depleted, my motivation is absent, my savings evaporated. there is nothing left now, just the emptiness remains.  4p8dp
White Supremacist