you're probably right. even my ex wife was like this. she was 5'2 and 245lbs. was nice at first and she was very loving and greatful. after a year of marriage she changed significantly though. stole my money, cheated on me, and life with her the next 3 years was hell until i served her papers. proof of her infidelity and her stealing from my accounts helped me win the divorce though. i don't know anymore. i have a buddy who, like me this christmas, is spending it alone watching tv and just depressed beyond belief. same boat i'm in and we don't know how to get out. being a year away from 50 and no kids is tough. i took a young co worker out last weekend and just let him and his wife/kids go wild at the grocery store and i bought them a shit ton of food and presents, no string attached. it was the only moment of happiness i experienced this year.
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