> i found out our home was impacted. my parents and i evacuated to the shelter, we won't be able to come back. i saw it on the news and heard from my friend who said our street name, and the house is destroyed. all of our memories, gone. my dad is retired and we have insurance but we can't afford to start over in la again, not after this. he is thinking about moving to texas and i want to kill myself. my gaming pc , my new gpu was in the house, i only took my laptop as it fit in the car. i am typing this from the rec center. daddy wants to go to florida but i told him no, mother said texas is better its dry heat and not humid heat. my job is in la, my work burned down too (in-n-out) and i do doordash is daddy's car but its all over. feels like an apocylipse and no one cares and moving on with their own life. we had wildfires before, we never had it get this close inland wtf. they will take the insurance check when it comes time , we are on our way to my aunts house in arizona for the time being but i am certain they will go to austin where their friends now live, i am not trying to go somewhere where everyone has a gun, fuck that. the politics are against everything i believe in morally but i have no choice i cant afford to move out. daddy says go work at whataburger its the same thing...wtf no its not as in-n-out and we have wage protections in ca, they said i can move out but they know i dont have money i will be homeless. fuck this fire, i get y'all hate us but this really isnt funny my memories and a lot of irreplaceble things got destroyed because they didnt let me pack more in mothers car, it was a smoke advisory then precausionary evacuation chp made us leave under threat of arrest and daddy is a pushover so he listened we had 20 mins to pack our life away. and no amount of controlled burning would save our house we have no wooded area its by embers and from things like hedges , it can travel far
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