i don't worship christ for a chance to go to heaven. don't get me wrong it would be nice. i find myself alone as a christian because i interpret it very humbly.  i just sincerely do not want to be responsible for or a part of any evil or wrong in this world. you could promise me god was gonna send me to heck and i'd say "fine! he's god, he gets the last say" i would still try to be good. i want to be good. i also know i am full of sin that it dwells within my flesh and i have never been able to be as pure as christ. i fail, a lot. i just want god to believe me when i say i tried when i get there. it's so intense, these mortal lives at times. thank god for his mercy and for my every breath. i dont care about a reward i just want to prove to myself that i was trying!   kdvhq2w4
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