i've been christian only a couple years anon, before that it was many years of agnostic bordering new age mysticism - this is precisely how i took such interest in icke in the first place i have taken many psychedelics over a course of probably 15 years, meditated daily for 7 years straight for around an hour per day and have looked with deep curiosity and interest into virtually all larger faiths - especially buddhism  my journey toward truth led me finally to christ, because in order to find truth you must be honest with yourself no matter what your prejudices tell you i wanted it to be wrong so i could dismiss it once and for all, but instead the truth of jesus eventually became impossibly and disingenuous to keep ignoring
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