i don't know if you're serious, but i'll assume you are. god loves you, anon. the creator of the entire universe, every star in the sky, the planet we call home, and all living creatures including you, loves you. he knows everything about you. every awful thing that you have ever done or will do in the future, along with every good thing too. and in spite of everything he knows about you, god wants loves you and wants you to live forever with him in paradise. god came in the flesh to be born as a man, jesus christ, to live a perfect, sinless, spotless life that we could never live. and then he died an excruciating death on the cross as substitute payment for all of your sins, was buried, and then resurrected on the 3rd day being fully justified. if you believe this, and trust fully in jesus as your savior, then you will have eternal life. tl;dr - god loves you. he died for you. trust that jesus died for your sins and you live forever in paradise.
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