you're alive. you still have time to get yourself clean of the demon and break any ties it has over you. its not too late, for you. it's a shame children don't realize but such is the world we live in. and yes god only has our best interests in mind and he tells us these things to help us. the demon impersonates the "spirit of the dead" and demons are very old and seen a lot and are extremely intelligent. they can impersonate anyone.  you would benefit from fr. rippergers book of deliverance prayers god allows us to be tormented as tools of our own sanctification. you have to committ to christ more. prayer and fasting. have you ever confessed to a priest about using a ouija board or tarot cards? if not you must do that and that will help you
United States