yes. please don't do it.   > idealisation/devaluation cycle  this is brutal the first time around. i had 4 months with a bpd woman last year, you start off in the highest highs together until you slightly mess up once in her eyes then it's all down hill. we broke up for 10 months and i tried round 2 this year, and seeing her try the exact same cycle filled me with complete and utter contempt. funny enough i lasted longer this time around despite treating her with disgust the entire time. these creatures should be shot.
Fascist