didnt realize this until my late 30s unfortunately. struggled with depression my whole life. finally said fuck it, got sick of making excuses, got 2 jobs and actually tried to be decent employee. work actually likes me, gives raise, i dont even mind being there. stopped wasting money traveling and going to bars on weekends. stopped using credit cards. picked up several hobbies, started fixing things and actual learning basic diy household and auto repair shit. stopped doing shit solely to meet/impress chicks. havent been depressed for more than a few hours since.
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