i hate that shit so much. gee honey, the problem with blind trust is that there are countless stories of men thinking everything is ok when it isnt, and they dont learn better until its way too late. all of them felt about their girl the way i feel about you now. additionally, you have many incentives to lie to me and the courts, and close to zero consequences for doing so. fuck me i would really love to just be able to trust a woman i love and not get burned but i have realized that this is a folly in current circumstances. the right woman who loves you can understand that and just fucking deal with some momentary discomfort and trust issues to appease you, rather than you having a reasonable doubt hanging over your head for the rest of your life. if she has any issues with that, run. or roll the dice if its your last chance to have kids and you can handle the fallout.
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