i would give everything i have to go back in time and get my childhood friend gf in to virgin wife combo, growing old together, establishing a real bond that comes from a similar upbringing/cultural background and all the memories we made in our formative naive years. being each others one and only and all that. i had several chances at it but i squandered it all, not realizing what i even had until it was already far too late. there's pretty much no replacement and no amount of coping to really fill this void imo. i don't even know if i'd want to get married at this point but there's no way i could marry a nonvirgin if i did
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