i did the same amount of time and it helped me a lot. what made me worse was importing 500 gillion foreign fucking slaves. when someone imports 500 gillion foreign fucking slaves, it makes the local men go fucking nuts. that's normal. i should've been killing people so that the younger generation has a chance. instead i learned to perfectly control by a psychotic schizo, but i had to shake off a bunch of really fucking gay vaginal talk from both the therapist and psychiatrist. medication only ever marginally helped but it did seem to help during the more unstable times. now i feel quire ready to repel the attackers and i say fuck the therapist. the more i identified the real problem (a bajillion foreign fucking slaves) the therapist started telling me i wasn't being cool. she couldn't even fucking stand it.  i'm not gonna say what group of people that it was.... it was the jews.
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