i am in a very similar situation but i cannot leave, i literally need the healthcare because i am disabled(30% but put on the same level as heavy disability) with a chronic illnes that makes me need meds for the rest of my life. with no healthcare i would have to use my whole paycheck for my meds i need for a month. i wish i was healthy so much, i feel like just another parasite in this corpse of a country. worse yet i feel really anxious with all these able bodied arab psychopaths around, i always carry a knife to make myself an unattractive target.
Germany