nigga, me too, and i found one. it's not some fucking mission impossible. you have some passions, go to some events, girls are there. tell yourself you are looking for a fren and be stubborn and tell every single one of them you just want to be a fren. it will turn off their desperation-sniffing-abilities. and seriously try firstly to find a fren who is a woman. she don't have to be some fucking miss, choose a little uglier one but without the brown kid. you can do it bro. play long game. do friend activities with her. share hobbys. act like you are interested in her hobbies ((not her!!) just hobbies and fun
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