> the sad reality is you're correct ye obviously ive seen it myself > sounds like you did it to go through the motions, you knew you had to do "something" with your life but couldn't figure out what that "something" was. i sympathize because i see the same thing going on with my younger brother. let me guess, you studied biology or something biology adjacent? ye exactly and no i studies something with engineering, i can officially call myself engineer funnily enough i studied industrial engineering with extras in environmental stuff and also did something with computer science for a short while i did it not bc i liked math but only to prove im not retarded, the notion of doing something like medicine or biology or chemistry seemed retarded to me bc it literally felt like an insult to my intellect to basically be forced to only memorize vocabulary  it literally felt like go monkey jump through hoop
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