i feel like my awareness has dropped significantly in the last 10 years. i can't believe how dumb i am. i am wiser in that i have more experience and i'm less naive than in the past but i no longer have deep thoughts. used to have i would think deeply about things, most of the time the thoughts were stupid but at least they were there. nowadays i have hard time focusing and can't rotate apples in my mind anymore. how the fuck can i fix it?
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