i feel for you brother. i converted 2 years ago and my family ostracized me. my dad called me all sorts of things but it does not mean much considering he is an alcoholic sportsball worshipping degen.  never convert for a woman, if you are not convinced by the faith you will have no faith.  after my first year i met my wife and we got married after 6 months. she is wonderful and well educated; a physicians assistant.  best of luck to you brother.
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