i'm a 37 year old neet and my father died in november and my mother will probably follow soon given that its common for old people to die shortly after their spouses. and my parents had me late they're old as fuck. once this happens i'm probably killing myself so i most likely only have a few more months - years to live. i really never thought my life would turn out this way. it feels such a short time ago that i was still just a child, i've done almost nothing since my childhood ended so the period of time felt so short.
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