can i ask you if you are below average attractiveness, or if you have any abnormal personality traits, or prone to being argumentative? i'm not trying to be provocative, just trying to understand whether there are factors that might explain your difficulty finding a man. one thing i will say is that you should be careful to not think /pol/ is a good place to get advice about what men want. i'll get attacked for saying this, but most normal men don't expect their wife to be a virgin when they meet, let alone remain virgin until they are married. i think you might be better off finding a man you like and think could be a potential husband, and having sex with him. to be honest, that's what normal people do.
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