get a good degree and just toss your reputation away, go through some hellish shit that for a period of time makes you disabled. unable to make it through a day without sleeping for hours, crying. start stealing money from parents for booze because it's the only thing that comforted me. get even lower. try using jesus' name or praying or reading the bible and they go 'k'. you get back to normal and now go out there and get a job! it's like nothing happened. music singing about how great their chick is, but the one who haunted me was filth. yeah fuck you. i hope the bad dreams and visions come true for some of you. i hope you get cut down by super demons after seeing jesus' face pissed off in the sky. that's one of the things i saw
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