jews just aren't fun. born into a family that lets a weird man pleasure you for a few seconds before he bites your most important body part. told that everyone who isn't able to prove to israel the man is an animal, and then realizing that nobody in your family, nor the guy who told you that, can actually prove to israel. then told if you don't support a forceful takeover of some land someone once held 2000 years ago that might have been related to you, but again not as a human, that you really just hate yourself. life full of cognitive dissonance and existential terrors, mostly staved off by a nebulous narrative that "tikkun olam" is the reason you're feeling like you're dying, because g-d would bless you more if you did more to repair things, despite the fact that everyone dies since eve.  horror show, day in day out.
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