i wept at my father's funeral. i wept at my grandmother's funeral. mom didn't have any family around, so we didn't do anything. my mother was also a full blown schizophrenic. supposedly, if i were to be impacted genetically, it would have happened by now. so, my psychological profile is crystal clear. i even scored into genius levels for iq. i live a strange life right now where anything and anyone is accessible. i can make as much money as i want at any time.
United States