i know that wall all too well. i've dropped out of university multiple times/had to take 1000 level courses 3-4 times cuz i couldn't motivate myself to finish the most basic assignments. the idea that well adjusted people can get up, shower, go to class, prep meals, study, do assignments and then have enough spare energy to go to the gym/join clubs/participate in the community every day seems like a superpower to me. in combination with what i think is social anxiety i feel as if i've missed 98% of the opportunities i had in life
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