Suffering from a third world country academic culture
This is an outside possibility, but, have you considered enrolling as an external student at an overseas university?

Admittedly, I am not sure of US universities, but ones here in Australia often have a large proportion of external students - with delivery given online and/or by post (usually the former).  An example is the university I am enrolled in (in Queensland) - I completed my MSc while I lived in Tokyo, Japan.

Just wanted to add - don't burn the books and especially don't give up (but understand the feeling, albeit from a different viewpoint).  I commend you on your self-discipline and determination - these traits will hold you in good stead when you find your path.