WORLD EXCLUSIVE: E-mails reveal Tiger loved his mistress 
 
 ’ devastated wife,, may be trying to ease the pain of her husband’s hurtful indiscretions by reminding herself that the growing list of buxom nightclub hostesses and waitresses were just hookups. But, in fact, Tiger committed the ultimate act of betrayal — he fell in love with one of his mistresses.can exclusively reveal that the woman originally at the center of the storm, party promoter, was more than a fling to Tiger. They weren’t just having sex — they were in a relationship. “Tiger told her he would divorce his wife for her,” an insider says. In fact, hundreds of secret e-mails between the two show that not only was the superstar athlete over the moon for Rachel, he desperately wanted to leave Elin and their two kids to be with her.On November 9, Tiger, 33, wrote Rachel, 34, and showered her with gooey, angst-ridden proclamations of devotion. In an e-mail exclusively obtained by, the golfer gushed, “I know it’s brutal on you that you can’t be with me all the time. I get it. It f***ing kills me, too. I finally found someone I connect with, someone I have never found like this. Not even at home. You want someone to witness your life. I want you to lay next to me, lay on me or where ever you want to lay. F***. Why didn’t we find each other years ago. We wouldn’t be having this conversation.” After Rachel replied and complained that she didn’t want to play out their relationship over the computer, Tiger wrote back, “You don’t have to answer that e-mail. I just wanted you to know what’s going on inside me.”Also in their correspondence, Tiger and Rachel got into a fight after he questioned her motives and accused her of only sleeping with him because he was famous. “I don’t know if this is going to work,” Tiger said. “I thought I was getting to know you, but it feels like I’m just another person who happens to be famous. Every time I think about it, I get a lump in my throat. Some of the other parts of your past really get to me. I don’t know what person I was falling for so hard. The one I got to know on the phone, e-mail, text and in person. Or the one who likes famous people. I am so confused, because what my brain is saying and what my heart is saying are two different things. Is it the Rachel I know or the character? That’s what’s hard. It guts me to think I’ve fallen for the wrong one.”For more check out the new issue of, on sale now. ||||| Tiger: Hey Sexy I can’t come out this week. Something came up family wise (July 20, 3:04 p.m.) 
 
 Jaimee: That’s okay I hope everything is fine … would have liked to see you 
 
 Tiger: We will make it happen 
 
 Jaimee: I drove out for the night to surprise a friend with a present for there birthday (July 26, 11: 22 p.m.) 
 
 Tiger: what kind of present your naked body 
 
 Jaimee: haha no a watch I slept alone 
 
 Tiger: alone with him that is 
 
 Jaimee: haha I wish 
 
 Jaimee: miss u (Sept. 27, 6:38 p.m.) 
 
 Tiger: now that’s hot so who is your new boy toy 
 
 Jaimee: no new boy toy … still running dry… been on 2 real dates in the pat 2 months :( 
 
 Tiger: I need you 
 
 Jaimee: then get your tight ass over here and visit me! I need u 
 
 Tiger: I will wear you out soon 
 
 Jaimee: how soon? I got a new piercing 
 
 Tiger: really. Where 
 
 Jaimee: I just sent u a pic of it … is on my cheek below my eye … implanted a little diamond 
 
 Tiger: send it again. I didn’t pick up on that 
 
 Tiger: you just need some attention from me 
 
 Tiger: do you have a boy friend (8:45 p.m.) 
 
 Jaimee: I don’t even have someone I am dating … no … u can be my boyfriend ;) 
 
 Tiger: then I am 
 
 Jaimee: I wish 
 
 Tiger: quiet and secretively we will always be together 
 
 Tiger: when was the last time you got laid 
 
 Jaimee: if we hang out on a Sundway we can watch desperate houswives again haha (Sept. 30, 3:38 p.m.) 
 
 Tiger: oh god 
 
 Jaimee: take a break from watching boring old golf 
 
 Jaimee: I mean the amazing sport of golf ;) 
 
 Jaimee: [more than an hour later] babe I was kidding 
 
 Tiger: I know sexy 
 
 Jaimee: is it orange county time yet? (Oct. 1, 6:06 p.m.) 
 
 Tiger: oh stop :) 
 
 Jaimee: hahaha I know … but you canceled on me last time so the anticipation is killing me … im finding myself watching sports center … haha j/k it isn’t that bad 
 
 Tiger: its never been that bad 
 
 Jaimee: very true … I only watch football 
 
 Tiger: Figured you would say that. Big black guys. 
 
 Jaimee: u are my first, last and only black guy! U should feel special 
 
 Tiger: why do I not believe that? 
 
 Tiger: [later, in response to Jaimee’s mention of a date who was “full of himself”] you kinda like that for some reason which is weird why you decided on me. 
 
 Tiger: having an asian mother and a military father you cannot and will not ever be full of yourself 
 
 Jaimee: I have fun with u, you always make me smile and I am not afraid to be myself or say anything to u … the day I met u I thought u were going to kick me out a few times but for someone reason you didn’t and u have told me numerous times I talk to much but slowly as I get to know u iI think your absolutely amazing 
 
 Tiger: you are wrong I’m bone thugs in harmon 
 
 Jaimee: Something wrong babe?I was excited to sepnd time with u this week (Oct. 15, 6:40 p.m.) 
 
 Tiger: I will you Sunda night. Its the only night in which I am totally free but I have to leave at 530 Monday morning to drive up to the valley for an outing for one of my sponsors. See you at 8 pm on Sunday in newport 
 
 Tiger: don’t text me back till tomorrow morning. I have to many people around me right now 
 
 Tiger: send me something very naughty (Oct. 18, 3:40 p.m.) 
 
 Jaimee: some things are worth waiting for lol … besides im at work 
 
 Tiger: go to the bathroom and take it 
 
 Jaimee: haha ur too much 
 
 Jaimee: are u leaving me cause your wife is still in newport :( I am lonely now … i like falling asleep in your arms (Oct. 18, 11:38 p.m.) 
 
 Tiger: sorry baby I just can’t sleep. Its just a problem I have. 
 
 Tiger: she is not here. They left this morning 
 
 Jaimee: well I appreciate you not wanting to wake me up but if y couldn’t sleep I would have rather sat up and talked to u more … find out why I keep falling more and more for u ;) 
 
 Tiger: Because I’m blasian :) 
 
 Tiger: I’m sorry babe. Im already home. 
 
 Jaimee: I’m putting my underwear back on … thats a no no … come take them off 
 
 Tiger: :) you are too funny 
 
 Tiger: happy thanksgiving to you (Nov. 26, 11:16 a.m.) 
 
 Jaimee: u too love ||||| Tiger Woods sex scandal: Texts, e-mails to Rachel Uchitel, Jaimee Grubbs 
 
 Roca/News, Handout Alleged Tiger Woods mistresses Rachel Uchitel (left) and Jaimee Grubbs. 
 
 Tiger Woods to Rachel Uchitel: "I know it's brutal on you that you can't be with me all the time, I get it. It f-----g kills me, too. I finally found someone I connect with, someone I have never found like this. Not even at home. You want someone to witness your life. I want you to lay next to me, lay on me or where ever you want to lay. F--k. Why didn't we find each other years ago. We wouldn't be having this conversation." 
 
 Subsequent e-mail from Woods: "I don't know if this is going to work. I thought I was getting to know you, but it feels like I'm just another person who happens to be famous." 
 
 Woods' text messages to Jaimee Grubbs on Sept. 30 
 
 TW: "now that's hot, so who is your new boy toy" 
 
 JG: "no new boy toy... still running dry... been on 2 real dates in the past two months:(" 
 
 TW: "I need you" 
 
 JG: "then get your tight a-- over here and visit me! I need u" 
 
 TW: "I will wear you out soon" 
 
 JG: "how soon? I got a new piercing" 
 
 TW: "really. Where" 
 
 JG: "I just sent you a pic of it ... is on my cheek below my eye ... implanted a little diamond" 
 
 TW: "send it again. I didn't pick up on that" 
 
 TW: "you just need some attention from me" 
 
 JG: "if we hang out on a Sunday we can watch desperate housewives again haha" 
 
 More text messages between Woods and Grubbs on Oct. 15. 
 
 JG: "i only watch football" 
 
 TW: "figured you would say that. Big black guys" 
 
 JG: "u are my first, last and only black guy! U should feel special" 
 
 TW: "why do I not believe that"
– Teaching today’s lesson on why it’s not a good idea to send sexy text messages to your mistress: Tiger Woods. In Touch got hold of texts and emails to galpals Rachel Uchitel and Jaimee Grubbs, and here are a few of the best, courtesy of the New York Daily News and the New York Post: To Uchitel: "I know it's brutal on you that you can't be with me all the time. I get it. It fucking kills me, too." To Uchitel: "I finally found someone I connect with, someone I have never found like this. Not even at home. You want someone to witness your life." To Uchitel: "I want you to lay next to me, lay on me or where ever you want to lay. Fuck. Why didn't we find each other years ago. We wouldn't be having this conversation." From Grubbs: She mentions a sexy "new piercing," calls golf "boring," says Woods is "my first, last and only black guy!" and tells him, “I'm putting my underwear back on...that’s a no no...come take them off.” To Grubbs: In response to her telling him she bought a friend a present, “What kind of present your naked body.” To Grubbs: “Quiet and secretively we will always be together,” and later, “When was the last time you got laid.” To Grubbs: “Send me something very naughty.”