Fans have been eagerly awaiting the highly anticipated interview between Lindsay Lohan and Oprah Winfrey, and after a couple teases throughout the past couple of weeks, viewers were finally able to see the star's first post-rehab sit-down. 
 
 On tonight's episode of Oprah's Next Chapter, LiLo (who was teary-eyed for most of the interview) seemed genuine, answering all of the hard-hitting questions about her addiction and family troubles honestly, and even offering some eyebrow-raising explanations for her actions. 
 
 When discussing her sentence to jail time a few years back, Lohan admitted she felt that subconsciously she was acting out so that she would be put behind bars, "I think it was just to find some peace and just have no choice but to just sit and be." ||||| On Sunday night's hourlong grilling in Oprah's Next Chapter, Lindsay Lohan remained steadfastly penitent, hit all the predicted recovery notes, and very carefully avoided anything that could be construed as a bombshell. Lohan shared that her "drug of choice" is alcohol, and that she has only used cocaine "like ten to fifteen times," and just as a tool to let her drink more alcohol. Her other biggest dependency was Adderall ("I notice how much calmer I am without it"), and when Oprah asked how exactly she's planning to change going forward, she immediately answered that she would be stopping with the Adderall. She also resisted the urge to complain about her parents Dina and Michael (whose dramatics have put them in just as many tabloids as their famous daughter), saying that they were currently "not toxic." 
 
 Will Oprah's influence (and maternal pressure) help Lohan? Only time can tell. But! Oprah did confront LiLo about her planned yoga retreat to Europe "just a few days out of rehab," and Lohan defended her decision to take a vacation — but a postscript revealed that Lindsay had cancelled her Eurotrip, so we can cling to that as a good sign, right? We'll close with what was perhaps the interview's lightest moment: when Oprah asked what drugs Lohan was "currently taking" and she quickly retorted: "vitamins." In fact, she revealed, the only thing she has ever injected has been B-12, and is currently taking only one medication: Nexium, for acid reflux. Good luck making hay out of acid reflux, tabloids! Watch this interchange below. ||||| Lindsay Lohan sits down with Oprah Winfrey to discuss her addiction to Adderall and alcohol, and making the choice to complete her recent 90-day stint in rehab; "I feel really good," she says Credit: George Burns/Harpo Productions, Inc. 
 
 Lindsay Lohan's highly anticipated sit-down interview with Oprah Winfrey on the OWN Network has finally arrived. Just four days after leaving a court-mandated 90-day stint in Cliffside Malibu Rehab Center on July 30, the troubled star opened up to the TV personality on her past "addiction to chaos" and how this recovery will be different. The interview aired on Sunday, Aug. 18. 
 
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 "I feel really good. It's strange being confined for three months straight and then try to acclimate into real life," the 27-year-old actress began about her return. Lohan was sent to rehab after her March 2013 no-contest plea to reckless driving and lying to police, but revealed it felt more like a true surrender compared to previous punishments. 
 
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 "Having all the chaos around me that I was so comfortable with -- I somehow inside of me knew I wanted to go in jail," she said on her 90-day stay. "I think that was subconsciously going on in my head through my actions…just to have some peace," she tearfully admitted. "I came into it just really craving more spirituality, really open and ready to get really honest." 
 
 But that choice took "a period of time" to realize, she said --three years after spending two weeks in jail in for failing to attend her court-ordered weekly alcohol education classes. Lohan called that jail sentence terrifying. "Just seeing my mom and sister's face in that courtroom and my dad was just heartbreaking. It was horrible. I just remember this rush of heat coming over me and just not knowing what to expect," she said of hearing the judge's decision. "I don't think the embarrassment was as prominent as the shame and the guilt." 
 
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 Lohan's downward spiral began when she moved to Los Angeles in her late teens on the heels of her 2004 Mean Girls success. Falling in with the wrong crowd, she developed her drug of choice -- alcohol. "That was a gateway for me for other things. I tried cocaine with alcohol," she said. Lohan admitted she snorted cocaine 10-15 times in her lifetime, but only did it in order to drink more, she claimed. 
 
 Lohan promises this time is different, and despite what the public may think, she has never felt exploited by her parents. Though her childhood at times was chaotic, her once-warring parents, Dina and Michael Lohan, are currently getting along fine, she said. 
 
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 Indeed, the actress -- who rose to stardom in 1998's Parent Trap -- hopes to regain the success she once had. "I'm my own worst enemy," Lohan said. When asked what she wants the most now, she replied: "To get the things that’s made me the happiest in my whole life back, which is just work really hard and stay focused and prove myself in the way that I did before in the past and lost. I have to regain the trust of people in my career that has their doubts." In fact, when Winfrey voiced her concerns about the actress going to Europe so quickly after rehab for a yoga and meditation retreat, Lohan cancelled her flight two days later, Winfrey revealed. ||||| Lindsay Lohan Lindsay Lohan at the "The Parent Trap" Los Angeles Premiere on July 2, 1998. 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan attends a private screening of 'Dinner with Friends' July 28, 2001 in Southhampton, New York. (Photo by George De Sota/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan attends the film premiere of 'Treasure Planet' at The Cinerama Dome on November 17, 2002 in Hollywood, California. The film opens nationwide on November 27, 2002. (Photo by Frederick M. Brown/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan attends The 2003 Teen Choice Awards held at Universal Amphitheater on August 2, 2003 in Universal City, California. (Photo by Frederick M. Brown/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan attends Macy's and Teen People's 'Freaky Friday' Mother/Daughter Fashion Show at Macy's Herald Square August 6, 2003 in New York City. Mothers and daughters were encouraged to switch styles in competition for prizes. (Photo by Matt Peyton/Getty Images for Disney) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan arrives to the 2003 MTV Video Music Awards at Radio City Music Hall on August 28, 2003 in New York City. (Photo by Frank Micelotta/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Lindsay Lohan attends NBC's Access Hollywood Golden Globe Party, January 25, 2004 in Hollywood, California. (Photo by Giulio Marcocchi/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan appears on stage during taping for MTV Spring Break 2004 on the beach deck at 'The City' March 12, 2004 in Cancun, Mexico. (Photo by Scott Gries/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan arrives at the premiere of Paramount's 'Mean Girls' at the Cinerama Dome, on April 19, 2004 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Kevin Winter/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Tina Fey and actress Lindsay Lohan hug at the after-party for Paramount's 'Mean Girls' at the Cinerama Dome Theater on April 19, 2004 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Kevin Winter/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan arrives at the T-Mobile Sidekick II Launch Party held at the Grove on August 4, 2004 in Hollywood, California. (Photo by Frazer Harrison/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actor Wilmer Valderrama and actress Lindsay Lohan attends the '5th Annual Latin Grammy Awards' held at the Shrine Auditorium on September 1, 2004 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Frazer Harrison/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Singer Lindsay Lohan attends the MTV's Iced Out New Years Eve celebration on December 31, 2004 in New York City. (Photo by Peter Kramer/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan arrives at the 7th Annual Young Hollywood Awards at the Music Box/Henry Fonda Theater on May 1, 2005 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Kevin Winter/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Paris Hilton and actress Lindsay Lohan pose for pictures at the Evening with an Icon - Happy Birthday Marilyn Monroe auction at Meson G on June 1, 2005 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Michael Buckner/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan arrives to the 2005 MTV Movie Awards at the Shrine Auditorium June 4, 2005 in Los Angeles, California. The 14th annual award show will premiere on MTV Thursday, June 9. (Photo By Frazer Harrison/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Lindsay Lohan poses for a photo backstage during MTV's Total Request Live at the MTV Times Square Studios June 22, 2005 in New York City. (Photo by Scott Gries/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Singer Lindsay Lohan makes an appearance at MTV's Total Request Live on November 11, 2005 in New York City. (Photo by Peter Kramer/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Lindsay Lohan walks the runway at The Heart Truth - Red Dress Fall 2006 fashion show at the 'Tent' during Olympus Fashion Week at Bryant Park in New York City. (Photo by Mark Mainz/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan arrives at the Vanity Fair Oscar Party at Mortons on March 5, 2006 in West Hollywood, California. (Photo by Mark Mainz/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan arrives at the Conde Nast Traveler hot list party April 18, 2006 in New York City. (Photo by Bryan Bedder/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan attends the after party for the 'A Prairie Home Companion' premiere at the Hudson Hotel June 4, 2006 in New York City. (Photo by Evan Agostini/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan arrives during the sixth day of the 63rd Venice Film Festival on September 4, 2006 in Venice, Italy. (Photo by Pascal Le Segretain/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan and boyfriend Harry Morton arrive at the Hotel Luna Baglioni to attend a dinner party promoting 'Bobby' (work in progress) during the seventh day of the 63rd Venice Film Festival on September 5, 2006 in Venice, Italy. (Photo by Elisabetta Villa/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan arrives at the premiere screening of Showtime's 'The Tudors' at the Egyptian Theatre on March 26, 2007 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Michael Buckner/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan DJ Samantha Ronson and actress Lindsay Lohan DJ at an event with Charlotte Ronson at Warehouse on April 12, 2007 in Tokyo, Japan. (Photo by Junko Kimura/Getty Images for Showroom Seven) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actor Lindsay Lohan attends the Us Hollywood 2007 Party at Sugar on April 26, 2007 in Hollywood, California. (Photo by Stephen Shugerman/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan In this handout photo provided by the Santa Monica Police Department, Lindsay Lohan appears in a booking photo on July 24, 2007 in Santa Monica, California. Lohan, 21, was charged with drunken driving and cocaine possession and released on $25,000 dollars bail. (Photo by Santa Monica Police Department via Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan In this handout photo provided by the Los Angeles County Sheriff's Department, actress Lindsay Lohan poses for a booking photo after being arrested on DUI charges at Lynwood jail on November 15, 2007 in Los Angeles, California. Lohan voluntarily reported to the facility to serve her minimum 24-hour jail sentence that was part of a plea bargain for two DUI charges. She checked out 84 minutes after booking. (Photo by Los Angeles County Sheriff's Department via Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan arrives at the premiere of Paramount Picture's 'Cloverfield' at the Paramount Pictures Lot on January 16, 2008 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Kevin Winter/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan poses during the Paper Magazine 'March Issue' luncheon held at the Sunset Marquis Hotel & Villas on March 4, 2008 in West Hollywood, California. (Photo by Michael Buckner/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Singer Lindsay Lohan arrives at the KIIS-FM's 2008 Wango Tango concert held at the Verizon Wireless Amphitheater on May 10, 2008 in Irvine, California. (Photo by Noel Vasquez/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan and DJ Samantha Ronson attend the Charlotte Ronson Spring 2009 fashion show during Mercedes-Benz Fashion Week at The Promenade in Bryant Park on September 6, 2008 in New York City. (Photo by Stephen Lovekin/Getty Images for IMG) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan attends a screening of 'Filth and Wisdom' hosted by The Cinema Society and Dolce and Gabbana at the IFC Center on October 13, 2008 in New York City. (Photo by Stephen Lovekin/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan attends the Matthew Williamson New York Store Opening during Mercedes-Benz Fall 2009 Fashion Week on February 15, 2009 in New York City. (Photo by Astrid Stawiarz/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan arrives at the launch of A/X Watches at the SLS Hotel on April 15, 2009 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Michael Buckner/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan appears at the Wet Republic pool at the MGM Grand Hotel/Casino as she celebrates her birthday and her Sevin Nyne brand tanning mist June 27, 2009 in Las Vegas, Nevada. Lohan turns 23 on July 2. (Photo by Ethan Miller/Getty Images for Wet Republic) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan attends the Cinema Society and Hugo Boss screening of 'Inglourious Basterds' at the SVA Theater on August 17, 2009 in New York City. (Photo by Andrew H. Walker/Getty Images for The Weinstein Company) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Lindsay Lohan attends the 6126 Pop-Up Shop party at Revolve Flagship store on August 28, 2009 in Los Angeles, California. (Photo by Angela Weiss/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan attends the G Star Spring 2010 fashion show at Hammerstein Ballroom on September 15, 2009 in New York, New York. (Photo by Jason Kempin/Getty Images|) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Lindsay Lohan attends a photocall on the third and final day of the three day F1 Rocks Singapore concert at Fort Canning Park on September 26, 2009 in Singapore. (Photo by Alphonso Chan/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan arrives at Beverly Hills Municipal Court on October 16, 2009 in Beverly Hills, California. (Photo by Toby Canham/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan arrives at the InStyle and Warner Bros. 67th Annual Golden Globes after party held at the Oasis Courtyard at The Beverly Hilton Hotel on January 17, 2010 in Beverly Hills, California. (Photo by Kevork Djansezian/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Lindsay Lohan attends the Viktor & Rolf Ready to Wear show as part of the Paris Womenswear Fashion Week Fall/Winter 2011 at Espace Ephemere Tuileries on March 6, 2010 in Paris, France. (Photo by Julien M. Hekimian/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan arrives at Star Magazine's Young Hollywood Issue launch party held at Voyeur on March 31, 2010 in West Hollywood, California. (Photo by Jason Merritt/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Lindsay Lohan arrives for a hearing to respond to allegations she has not completed a set number of alcohol education classes, at the Beverly Hills Courthouse on May 24, 2010. Lindsay Lohan who failed to appear for a court hearing in Los Angeles last week, prompted a judge to issue an arrest warrant that was later withdrawn when lawyers for the troubled actress posted bail. Lohan, 23, had been ordered to appear before Judge Marsha Revel to respond to allegations she has not completed a set number of alcohol education classes required under the terms of her probation. AFP PHOTO/Mark RALSTON (Photo credit should read MARK RALSTON/AFP/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Lindsay Lohan arrives at the 2010 MTV Movie Awards held at the Gibson Amphitheatre at Universal Studios on June 6, 2010 in Universal City, California. (Photo by Kevin Winter/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Lindsay Lohan arrives for a probation violation hearing at the Beverly Hills Courthouse on July 6, 2010. Lohan, 24, was arrested in 2007 and placed on probation for driving under the influence. The judge scheduled the hearing after Lohan missed a court date in May and has been required to wear an ankle alcohol monitor since that time. LOhan faces up to 6 months in jail if she is found to have broken any condition of her probation. AFP PHOTO/Mark RALSTON (Photo credit should read MARK RALSTON/AFP/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Actress Lindsay Lohan (L) and lawyer Shawn Chapman Holley attend a probation revocation hearing at the Beverly Hills Courthouse on July 6, 2010 in Los Angeles, California. Lindsay Lohan was put on probation for her August 2007 no-contest plea to drug and alcohol charges stemming from two separate traffic accidents, but the probation was revoked in May 2010 after missing a scheduled hearing. (Photo by David McNew/Getty Images) 
 
 Lindsay Lohan Lindsay Lohan arrives to begin her 90 day jail sentence at the Beverly Hills Courthouse on July 20, 2010. Troubled Hollywood starlet Lindsay Lohan was a 'fidgety mess,' a magazine said just hours before she was due to be locked up for 90 days for parole violations in her 2007 drunk driving conviction. Lohan, 24, broke down in tears July 6 when the judge ordered her placed behind bars, but it is unlikely she will serve out her full sentence in a Los Angeles detention facility due to her nonviolent crime and similar preceding cases of Hollywood stars who served a mere fraction of their time. AFP PHOTO/Mark RALSTON (Photo credit should read MARK RALSTON/AFP/Getty Images)
– Lindsay Lohan's much-anticipated sitdown with Oprah Winfrey aired last night, but no, there were no "bombshells," Vulture reports. The interview, filmed four days after Lohan left rehab, was a pretty predictable affair. Highlights from Vulture, E!, and Us: Lohan, who was emotional throughout the interview, answered simply "yeah" when Oprah asked if she is an addict. Her "drug of choice"? Alcohol. As for cocaine, she's only used it "like 10 to 15 times," she said, and while she didn't enjoy it, "it allowed me to drink more, I think that's why I did it." She also cited a dependency on Adderall, which she says she's "much calmer" without. She's not taking it anymore, she told Oprah. The only drug she's currently on? "Vitamins," Lohan said. Oh, and "I take Nexium. Because I have acid reflux." Lohan's explanation for why her addiction started: "A lot of stuff went on with my family when I was young and I grew up in a very chaotic home and then there were moments of everything being wonderful and perfect and then things being so uncontrollable and chaotic that—it's something people go through and unfortunately I waited too long to face it." She admitted she was addicted to the chaos, but now she's "exhausted" by it and ready to regain everyone's trust and "get the thing that's made me the happiest my whole life back, which is just work really hard and stay focused and prove myself." Speaking about her troubles with the law, Lohan said, "I somehow inside of me knew I wanted to go in jail. I think that was subconsciously going on in my head through my actions ... just to have some peace." Winfrey expressed concern with a yoga retreat in Europe Lohan planned to attend, suggesting it wasn't a good idea "just a few days out of rehab." Lohan said she's "different" now, but ended up canceling the trip two days later. LiLo also launched a new website last week, and has a guest stint on Eastbound and Down coming up, the Huffington Post reports.