And Harry , therefore , did have to reach a point where he did almost break down , and say he didnâ t want to play anymore , he didnâ t want to be the hero anymore â `` and heâ d lost too much . And Harry , therefore , did have to reach a point where he did almost break down , and say he did n't want to play anymore , he did n't want to be the hero anymore â `` and heâ d lost too much .