The musician opens his heart on depression, alcohol, loneliness, three divorces, his inability to play drums any more and the Genesis reunion. Thank you for subscribing! With an estimated £120million in the bank, 250 million records sold and seven Grammy awards, Phil Collins should have been able to retire happily. But away from the cameras and glamour, the Genesis frontman found himself alone, drinking wine at 11am and struggling to get up in the morning.