My mother died of cancer when I was seven and my father became permanently disabled and no longer functional as a parent when I was 12. I am now 41 years old. Recently, psilocybin and 5-meo-dmt have helped open the door to the full expression of that grief for the first time in my life. I'm currently working with a three therapy modalities: Bodynamic, Biodynamic Craniosacral, and PSIP - a psychedelic model that primarily uses cannabis and ketamine to resolve trauma. Having access to the huge feelings that my child self unconsciously repressed for so long has been a profound gift and continues to bring me back to life and closer to God. "Sweet are the uses of adversity, which, like the toad, wears yet a precious jewel in his head." - Shakespeare

My mother died of cancer when I was seven and my father became permanently disabled and no longer functional as a parent when I was 12. I am now 41 years old. Recently, psilocybin and 5-meo-dmt have helped open the door to the full expression of that grief for the first time in my life. I'm currently working with a three therapy modalities: Bodynamic, Biodynamic Craniosacral, and PSIP - a psychedelic model that primarily uses cannabis and ketamine to resolve trauma. Having access to the huge feelings that my child self unconsciously repressed for so long has been a profound gift and continues to bring me back to life and closer to God. "Sweet are the uses of adversity, which, like the toad, wears yet a precious jewel in his head." - Shakespeare

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