Unintentional Loss of Art: It comes as a shock, when you lose it. First there is panic. Then denial. Then anger and blame. Lots of that. Then sadness & despair follows. Denial Again. M<ore sadness. Perhaps a depression. More anger. Afgter the emotional states have come & gone an imaginative recollection occurs. A survival tactic. "I will rebuild it, perhaps the artist will say subconsciously. He or she knows the art lost can nevert actually be rebuilt. Only non0artists would recommend that, he or she knowsx.It's the rebuilding of a emmory of the art. How good it was, how important it was, "my best work…"
On
Comissioning
Art for Moneuy
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