▁E il ish ▁was ▁working ▁on ▁new ▁music . ▁In ▁November ▁ 2 0 1 9 , ▁the ▁singer ▁announced ▁the ▁release ▁of ▁two ▁new ▁songs ▁and ▁a ▁music ▁video ▁for ▁the ▁song ▁" X anny ". ▁She ▁eventually ▁revealed ▁the ▁song ▁title ▁and ▁the ▁release ▁date ▁of ▁" Every thing ▁I ▁W anted " ▁during ▁an ▁Inst agram ▁liv est ream ▁on ▁November ▁ 1 0 , ▁ 2 0 1 9 . ▁The ▁song ▁was ▁featured ▁in ▁E il ish ' s ▁advert is ement ▁for ▁Be ats ▁by ▁Dre ▁head ph ones . ▁The ▁cover ▁art ▁for ▁the ▁song ▁was ▁made ▁by ▁Jason ▁Anderson . ▁ ▁The ▁song ▁was ▁originally ▁titled ▁" N ight m are ". ▁Both ▁sib lings ▁started ▁to ▁write ▁the ▁song ▁back ▁in ▁September ▁ 2 0 1 8 . ▁It ▁began ▁as ▁a ▁feeling ▁of ▁E il ish ' s ▁de pression . ▁In ▁an ▁interview ▁with ▁The ▁New ▁York ▁Times , ▁E il ish ▁says ▁that ▁she ▁" was ▁in ▁a ▁really ▁bad ▁place ▁ment ally ". ▁O ' Con nell ▁says ▁he ▁didn ' t ▁want ▁to ▁help ▁her ▁write ▁a ▁hop eless ▁song ▁about ▁suic ide . ▁ ▁The ▁track ▁was ▁master ed ▁by ▁John ▁Green ham ▁and ▁mixed ▁by ▁Rob ▁Kin el ski , ▁both ▁of ▁whom ▁also ▁served ▁as ▁studio ▁personnel . ▁It ▁was ▁released ▁through ▁digital ▁download ▁on ▁November ▁ 1 3 , ▁ 2 0 1 9 , ▁via ▁Dark room ▁and ▁In ters cope ▁Records . ▁The