▁didn ' t ▁want ▁to ▁do ▁the ▁same ▁kind ▁of ▁music , ▁but ▁on ▁the ▁same ▁level ." ▁Carl ▁elabor ated : ▁"[ Ph il ▁Spect or ] ▁was ▁Brian ' s ▁favorite ▁kind ▁of ▁rock ; ▁he ▁liked ▁[ him ] ▁better ▁than ▁the ▁early ▁Beat les ▁stuff . ▁He ▁loved ▁the ▁Beat les ' ▁later ▁music ▁when ▁they ▁evol ved ▁and ▁started ▁making ▁intellig ent , ▁master ful ▁music , ▁but ▁before ▁that ▁Phil ▁was ▁it ." ▁According ▁to ▁Mike ▁Love , ▁Carl ▁followed ▁the ▁Beat les ▁more ▁closely ▁than ▁anyone ▁else ▁in ▁the ▁group , ▁but ▁Brian ▁was ▁the ▁most ▁" r att led " ▁by ▁the ▁Beat les , ▁feeling ▁trem end ous ▁pressure ▁to ▁" keep ▁pace " ▁with ▁them . ▁Brian ▁once ▁character ized ▁himself ▁as ▁" f uck ed ▁up " ▁and ▁" je alous " ▁of ▁Spect or ▁and ▁the ▁Beat les , ▁saying ; ▁" i ▁was ▁f li pping ▁out . ▁I ▁couldn ' t ▁understand ▁how ▁[ the ▁Beat les ] ▁could ▁be ▁just ▁y elled ▁and ▁sc ream ed ▁at . ▁The ▁music ▁they ▁made , ▁' I ▁W ant ▁to ▁Hold ▁Your ▁Hand ' ▁for ▁example , ▁wasn ' t ▁even ▁that ▁great ▁a ▁record , ▁but ▁they ▁just ▁sc ream ed ▁at ▁it ." ▁On ▁another ▁occasion , ▁he ' s ▁said ▁that ▁he ▁was ▁over wh el med ▁by ▁the ▁" elect ric ity " ▁of ▁their ▁voices ▁on ▁the ▁song ▁(" It ▁really ▁turned ▁me ▁on ").