ó var ▁went ▁on ▁to ▁note : ▁" I ▁have ▁my ▁own ▁mor ality . ▁And ▁so ▁do ▁my ▁films . ▁If ▁you ▁see ▁Mat ador ▁through ▁the ▁perspective ▁of ▁traditional ▁mor ality , ▁it ' s ▁a ▁dangerous ▁film ▁because ▁it ' s ▁just ▁a ▁celebr ation ▁of ▁killing . ▁Mat ador ▁is ▁like ▁a ▁legend . ▁I ▁don ' t ▁try ▁to ▁be ▁real istic ; ▁it ' s ▁very ▁abstract , ▁so ▁you ▁don ' t ▁feel ▁identification ▁with ▁the ▁things ▁that ▁are ▁happening , ▁but ▁with ▁the ▁sens ibility ▁of ▁this ▁kind ▁of ▁rom antic ism ". ▁ ▁Law ▁of ▁Des ire ▁( 1 9 8 7 ) ▁ ▁Following ▁the ▁success ▁of ▁Mat ador , ▁Al mod ó var ▁solid ified ▁his ▁cre ative ▁independence ▁by ▁starting ▁his ▁own ▁production ▁company , ▁El ▁D ese o , ▁together ▁with ▁his ▁brother ▁Ag ust ín ▁Al mod ó var ▁in ▁ 1 9 8 6 . ▁El ▁D ese o ' s ▁first ▁major ▁release ▁was ▁Law ▁of ▁Des ire ▁( 1 9 8 7 ), ▁a ▁film ▁about ▁the ▁complicated ▁love ▁triangle ▁between ▁a ▁gay ▁film maker ▁( E use bio ▁Pon cel a ), ▁his ▁trans sex ual ▁sister ▁( Car men ▁Ma ura ), ▁and ▁a ▁repr essed ▁murder ously ▁obs ess ive ▁st alk er ▁( Ant onio ▁B ander as ). ▁ ▁T aking ▁more ▁risk ▁from ▁a ▁visual ▁stand point , ▁Al mod ó var ' s ▁growth ▁as ▁a ▁film maker ▁is