▁the ▁v ibr ant ▁Boston ▁scene , ▁including ▁Tim othy ▁Le ary ' s ▁group ▁of ▁L SD ▁enthus iast s , ▁International ▁Foundation ▁for ▁In ternal ▁Fre edom ▁( I FI F ). ▁L yman ▁was ▁involved ▁for ▁a ▁very ▁short ▁time ▁and , ▁against ▁his ▁wishes , ▁so ▁was ▁Jud y . ▁ ▁Know ing ▁L SD ’ s ▁power , ▁he ▁felt ▁she ▁was ▁not ▁ready ▁but ▁stated ▁" the ▁bast ards ▁at ▁I FI F ▁gave ▁her ▁acid ▁… ▁I ▁told ▁her ▁not ▁to ▁take ▁it . ▁I ▁knew ▁her ▁head ▁couldn ' t ▁take ▁it ." ▁ ▁L yman ’ s ▁fear s ▁turned ▁out ▁to ▁be ▁just ified ▁and ▁she ▁left ▁college ▁and ▁returned ▁to ▁her ▁parents ▁in ▁Kansas . ▁According ▁to ▁one ▁of ▁the ▁anonymous ▁sources ▁interview ed ▁by ▁David ▁Fel ton ▁for ▁Rol ling ▁Stone , ▁" J ud y ▁got ▁all ▁f uck ed ▁up   – ▁this ▁is ▁his ▁second ▁old ▁lady   – ▁I ▁mean ▁like ▁she ▁got ▁really ▁tw isted . ▁I ▁don ' t ▁know ▁if ▁it ▁was ▁the ▁acid ▁or ▁the ▁scene ▁or ▁whatever , ▁but ▁she ▁split . ▁She ▁went ▁back ▁to ▁Kansas . ▁She ▁was ▁totally ▁out ▁of ▁the ▁picture ▁by ▁the ▁summer ▁of ▁ 1 9 6 3 . ▁Jud y ▁is ▁probably ▁the ▁most ▁important ▁thing ▁in ▁Mel ' s ▁life . ▁He ▁wor sh ipped ▁Jud y , ▁really ▁loved ▁her . ▁Then ▁she ▁split , ▁you ▁know ? ▁She ▁couldn ' t ▁help