▁about ▁us ▁is ▁that ▁we ▁have ▁made ▁us ▁who ▁we ▁are ." ▁His ▁death ▁occurred ▁during ▁the ▁film ing ▁of ▁N ig ella ▁B ites ; ▁" I ▁took ▁a ▁fort night ▁off . ▁But ▁I ' m ▁not ▁a ▁great ▁bel ie ver ▁in ▁breaks ", ▁Law son ▁explained ; ▁she ▁suffered ▁a ▁bout ▁of ▁de pression ▁following ▁the ▁fun eral . ▁After ▁Diam ond ' s ▁death , ▁Law son ▁kept ▁all ▁of ▁the ▁press ▁cli ppings ▁in ▁what ▁she ▁called ▁her ▁" M orb id obox ". ▁ ▁Charles ▁Sa atch i ▁Law son ▁married ▁art ▁collect or ▁Charles ▁Sa atch i ▁in ▁September ▁ 2 0 0 3 . ▁Law son ▁was ▁not ▁always ▁happy ▁for ▁un spec ified ▁reasons ▁and ▁admitted ▁in ▁ 2 0 1 2 ▁that ▁she ▁sometimes ▁said , ▁" Please ▁God , ▁get ▁me ▁through ▁the ▁or de al ▁that ▁is ▁today ." ▁▁▁ ▁In ▁June ▁ 2 0 1 3 , ▁photograph s ▁were ▁published ▁by ▁The ▁Sunday ▁People ▁of ▁Law son ▁being ▁gra bb ed ▁around ▁the ▁neck ▁by ▁Sa atch i , ▁during ▁an ▁argument ▁outside ▁a ▁London ▁sea fo od ▁restaurant . ▁According ▁to ▁a ▁witness , ▁Law son ▁was ▁very ▁dist ress ed ▁by ▁the ▁incident . ▁Sa atch i ▁later ▁described ▁the ▁pictures ▁as ▁showing ▁only ▁a ▁" play ful ▁t iff " ▁and ▁his ▁trying ▁to ▁emphas ise ▁a ▁point . ▁After ▁a ▁police ▁investigation ▁of ▁the ▁incident , ▁Sa atch i ▁was ▁ca ution ed ▁for