▁about ▁England ▁except ▁some ▁friends , ▁Col man ' s ▁must ard , ▁and ▁Le a ▁& ▁Per r ins ▁Wor c esters hire ▁sau ce , ▁his ▁wife ▁R uf ina ▁Ivan ov na ▁P uk h ova ▁later ▁described ▁Phil by ▁as ▁" dis app oint ed ▁in ▁many ▁ways " ▁by ▁what ▁he ▁found ▁in ▁Moscow . ▁" He ▁saw ▁people ▁suffering ▁too ▁much ," ▁but ▁he ▁con so led ▁himself ▁by ▁arg uing ▁that ▁" the ▁ide als ▁were ▁right ▁but ▁the ▁way ▁they ▁were ▁carried ▁out ▁was ▁wrong . ▁The ▁fault ▁lay ▁with ▁the ▁people ▁in ▁charge ." ▁P uk h ova ▁said , ▁" he ▁was ▁struck ▁by ▁disappoint ment , ▁brought ▁to ▁tears . ▁He ▁said , ▁' Why ▁do ▁old ▁people ▁live ▁so ▁badly ▁here ? ▁After ▁all , ▁they ▁won ▁the ▁war .' " ▁Phil by ▁d rank ▁heavily ▁and ▁suffered ▁from ▁l onel iness ▁and ▁de pression ; ▁according ▁to ▁R uf ina , ▁he ▁had ▁attempted ▁suic ide ▁by ▁slash ing ▁his ▁w rist s ▁som etime ▁in ▁the ▁ 1 9 6 0 s . ▁ ▁Phil by ▁died ▁of ▁heart ▁failure ▁in ▁Moscow ▁in ▁ 1 9 8 8 . ▁He ▁was ▁given ▁a ▁hero ' s ▁fun eral , ▁and ▁post hum ously ▁awarded ▁numerous ▁med als ▁by ▁the ▁USS R . ▁ ▁Personal ▁life ▁ ▁In ▁February ▁ 1 9 3 4 , ▁Phil by ▁married ▁Lit zi ▁Fried mann , ▁an ▁Aust rian ▁commun ist ▁whom ▁he