▁with ▁de pression , ▁like ▁her ▁father , ▁and ▁when ▁she ▁was ▁not ▁well ▁she ▁burn ed ▁her ▁paint ings , ▁which ▁reduced ▁the ▁number ▁of ▁works ▁available ▁for ▁sale . ▁In ▁ 1 9 1 3 , ▁S par h awk - J ones ▁had ▁a ▁mental ▁break down ▁and ▁lived ▁in ▁the ▁Pennsylvania ▁Hospital ▁for ▁the ▁Ins ane ▁for ▁three ▁years . ▁The ▁experience ▁was ▁hard ▁on ▁her ▁and ▁she ▁was ▁forever ▁changed . ▁S par h awk - J ones ▁was ▁ter r ified ▁and ▁lon ely ▁at ▁the ▁as yl um , ▁and ▁may ▁have ▁been ▁subject ▁to ▁op ium ▁or ▁sed ative ▁dru gs . ▁She ▁moved ▁in ▁with ▁her ▁mother ▁after ▁she ▁was ▁released ▁from ▁the ▁hospital ▁in ▁ 1 9 1 6 . ▁S par h awk - J ones ▁de alt ▁with ▁the ▁losses ▁of ▁her ▁teacher ▁William ▁Mer ritt ▁Ch ase , ▁who ▁died ▁in ▁ 1 9 1 6 , ▁and ▁Mort on ▁Sh amb urg , ▁who ▁died ▁in ▁ 1 9 1 8 . ▁She ▁said ▁that ▁she ▁did ▁not ▁work ▁as ▁an ▁artist ▁for ▁about ▁ 1 2 ▁years . ▁ ▁Rel ations hips ▁ ▁S par h awk - J ones ▁appreciated ▁the ▁company ▁of ▁writers ▁over ▁other ▁artists , ▁and ▁enjoyed ▁the ▁periods ▁when ▁she ▁lived ▁at ▁artist ▁retre ats , ▁like ▁Mac D ow ell ▁Col ony ▁and ▁Y add o , ▁which ▁had ▁resident ▁writers , ▁mus icians , ▁and ▁artists . ▁Ed win ▁Ar ling