written ▁song ▁lyr ics , ▁art work , ▁coll ages , ▁school ▁and ▁ju ven ile ▁hall ▁entries , ▁show ▁f liers , ▁photograph s ▁and ▁notes . ▁ ▁Some ▁highlight s ▁include ▁a ▁suic ide - note - like ▁ap ology ▁letter ▁addressed ▁to ▁dece ased ▁husband ▁Kurt ▁Cob ain ▁and ▁daughter ▁Frances ▁Be an ▁written ▁on ▁a ▁ ▁Los ▁Angeles ' ▁Sun set ▁Mar quis ▁Hotel ▁letter head , ▁saying ▁that ▁" I ▁love ▁you . ▁Please ▁forg ive ▁me . ▁... ▁You ▁are ▁both ▁too ▁beautiful ▁for ▁me . ▁I ▁love ▁you ▁forever "; ▁a ▁bitter ▁note , ▁real izing ▁that ▁she ▁is ▁" a ▁public ▁figure ▁unh appy ▁with ▁my ▁share ▁of ▁the ▁American ▁dream . ▁There ▁can ▁only ▁be ▁one ▁reason ▁for ▁this . ▁I ▁am ▁on ▁dru gs , ▁and ▁have ▁the ▁mor als ▁and ▁ment ality ▁of ▁a ▁cart oon ▁character . ▁What ▁did ▁I ▁want ▁after ▁all ?? ", ▁and ▁a ▁ 1 9 7 6 ▁re jection ▁letter ▁from ▁The ▁New ▁Mic key ▁Mouse ▁Club ▁for ▁" C oco ▁Rod rig uez ", ▁a ▁name ▁she ▁adopted ▁while ▁living ▁with ▁step father ▁Frank ▁Rod rig uez . ▁The ▁show ▁was ▁looking ▁for ▁" you ng sters ▁who ▁have ▁exception al ▁singing , ▁dan cing , ▁or ▁musical ▁ability , ▁with ▁a ▁marked ▁degree ▁of ▁performance ▁experience ," ▁and , ▁as ▁a ▁cons olation ▁prize ▁for ▁not ▁qual ifying , ▁a ▁picture ▁of ▁Mic key ▁Mouse ▁was ▁sent ▁to ▁her . ▁ ▁There ▁are ▁also