▁and ▁of ▁delight . ▁McC ra cken ▁rel ates ▁her ▁changing ▁view ▁of ▁the ▁ph all us ▁to ▁Bur ke ' s ▁theory ▁of ▁the ▁sub lime ▁and ▁beautiful . ▁ ▁Sh ame ▁▁ ▁Pat ric ia ▁Sp acks ▁discuss es ▁how ▁F anny ▁has ▁been ▁previously ▁dep riv ed ▁by ▁her ▁rural ▁environment ▁of ▁what ▁she ▁can ▁understand ▁as ▁real ▁experience , ▁and ▁how ▁she ▁wel comes ▁the ▁wh ores ' ▁efforts ▁to ▁educ ate ▁her . ▁Since ▁F anny ▁is ▁so ▁quickly ▁cat ap ult ed ▁into ▁her ▁new ▁life , ▁she ▁has ▁had ▁little ▁time ▁to ▁reflect ▁on ▁the ▁shame ▁and ▁regret ▁that ▁she ▁feels ▁for ▁leading ▁a ▁life ▁of ▁ad ul tery , ▁and ▁rep laces ▁this ▁shame ▁with ▁the ▁pleasure ▁of ▁sexual ▁enc oun ters ▁with ▁men ▁and ▁women . ▁Even ▁though ▁these ▁feelings ▁may ▁have ▁been ▁replaced ▁or ▁forgotten , ▁she ▁still ▁reflect s ▁on ▁her ▁past : ▁"... and ▁since ▁I ▁was ▁now ▁bent ▁over ▁the ▁bar , ▁I ▁thought ▁by ▁pl ung ing ▁over ▁head ▁and ▁ears ▁into ▁the ▁stream ▁I ▁was ▁hurried ▁away ▁by , ▁to ▁d rown ▁all ▁sense ▁of ▁shame ▁or ▁reflection ". ▁Having ▁little ▁time ▁to ▁think ▁about ▁how ▁she ▁feels ▁about ▁her ▁transition , ▁she ▁mask s ▁her ▁thoughts ▁with ▁sexual ▁pleasure , ▁yet ▁this ▁is ▁not ▁a ▁total ▁fix ▁to ▁forget ▁her ▁emot ions . ▁ ▁N arr ative ▁voice ▁▁ ▁Andrea ▁Has lang er ▁arg ues ▁in ▁her ▁dis sert ation ▁how ▁the ▁use ▁of ▁first - person