And I've no indication he feels anything for me.
Another guy at the office does have a thing for me. His feelings are, perhaps, every bit as strong and real and enduring as mine for the other. And I don't feel the same way.
Far too many daisies have been plucked apart, petal by petal, in my imagination; far too much mental energy consumed with musings and fantasies. This confounding desire has driven me to distraction. It must come to a stop.
Were it only so easily done as said! If only all the mental math and magic I've invested had a payout at the end! Yet things are always sweeter and better when they come as a surprise, so I shall let go, step back and trust that higher powers have my best interests at heart.
On second thought, that is a rather racy and enticing vision; it would be masochistic not to allow myself that much.
This entry was posted on Sunday, June 23rd, 2013 at 9:04 pm	and tagged with attraction, crushes, dating, love, relationships and posted in Dating, Single Again.	You can follow any responses to this entry through the RSS 2.0 feed.
Reblogged this on Alan Tek Juan Carlos Fashion Blog Roma Italy.
Impalement and a credenza … what a vision. Need a cold shower now. Your post reminded me Sartre's "No Exit." Love/lust can be bliss, but sometimes it feels like we've been condemned to hell.
I need a cold shower every day we're both in the office. It's delightful. And agonizing.