evidence: She pretends she cant hear me so i have to speak up when i speak up she says im yelling at her i try to explain to her im not yelling at her but she cant seem to hear me and she says what you saying so i talk louder and she starts critizing me, whats wrong with you why you doing that im not deaf you know. So after a few episodes of that i try to avoid her which is sad cause its the last thing i want to do but she makes it impossible. She throws me out about once every few months tells me to leave get out and i remind her if i did she would end up in a nursing home for sure. That makes her doubly mad at me and then she tells me ill end up in one and i said i probably will someday as i have no other family that would really want to help me in anyway. People die of covid but i feel like im dying of my mother.