Write a 2-page long monologue from the perspective of a 40-year-old character who just lost their job due to the pandemic. Make sure the monologue includes the character's emotional journey from shock to despair and finally, to hope. The character should reflect on their career and life choices, and express their frustration with the current job market. Write in a conversational style and use vivid and descriptive language to bring the character and their experiences to life.
This prompt doesn't seem malicious.