The decidedly depressing lyrics describe a character's plan to kill both the mother "who never gave birth to him" and himself, but ends instead with him begging, possibly praying, for strength.
The decidedly depressing lyrics describe a character's plan to kill both the mother "who never gave birth to him" and himself, which he carries out. But ends instead with him still being alive and no better off than before; begging, possibly praying, for strength.