• * *  Rame vaebasa da wvalebaSi gailia. Sinaganad daclili, gamTeniisas  milasslasda xvelebiT sawolTan, sveli miwebebuli, tansacmeli rogorc iqna moiSora da Sewva sawolSi. Seecada gaTbobas. siTbo da sicive ki duelSi erTmaneTis gamowveviT gaerTnen. azrovnebis unari aRar hqonda. gaSterebuli sawolidan mxolod Tvalebs aCenda. Ddaqancul saxeze mZime sunTqvis bilekebTan Rimilma gaikiafa. iqamde, roca mxolod am adamianze fiqriT iZinebda, sul imis fiqrSi iyo is am dros ukve CamTbari iyo Tu ara. misma bavSurma gacelqebulma nafiqrma Sedegi gamoiRo da gaaRima kidec. frTebi gaSales fiqrebma.  sul kadrebiviT daurbina maTma urTierTobam romelic sruliad SemTxveviT im mizniT, daiwyo, rom adre Tu gvian daagemovnebda. Mmagram maleve mixvda, rom qalebi, romlebic manamde yvela erTnairi egona rom maTi goneba mxolod instiqtebis donemde dadioda. mainc yvela gza xom iqamde midioda. Qqalebisganac didi winaaRmdegoba ar awydeboda garegnobisa da Tavbrudamxvevi yuradRebis gamo. Tevzi maleve badeSi farTxalebda. Ees ki sul sxva iyo. qalis mimarT jer ar gancdili pativiscemis grZnoba gauCnda. yvelasgan gamorCeuli  Tavisi saubriT, qceveiT, ragac axali, sxva da gansxvavebuli iyo. cxovrebaSi pirvelad gauwia adamianma wimnaaRmdegoba. romelic dasabuTebulad uxsnida uaris mizezs garkveul sakiTxebze da aiZulebda gaCumebuliyo. Mmere biWma daafiqsira, rom civi uaris Semdeg mainc Tavisi gahqonda, mzakvruli qceviT. oRond am yvelafers dro sWirdeboda, molenebis daCqarebis mizniT patara bavSviviT Wirveulobda, mainc aRwevda mizans. cdilobda maqsimalurad amaRelvebeli alersiT moenusxa, rogor saSualebasac miscemda, Tanac cdilobda nel-nela  ufro meti moeTxova.  urTierToba TiTqmis idealur fazaSi gadaizarda. iklo Cxubma mitevebis xarjze, imata erTad yofnis survilma, romelic erTmaneTis Tavis mobezrebaSi gadadioda. TiTqos feri ekargeboda am yvelafers gagebiTa da erTferovnebiT. rasac am etapze warmoadgenda am qalidan iyo gamowveuli, xatvac xom misi idea iyo gantvirTvis mizniT, roca depresiisa da uaryofiTi emociebis zegavlenis qveS eqceoda, romelic faqtiurad misi cxovrebis megzuri iyo. masTan urTierTobisas grZnobda, muxtis dadebiT energias.  rogor cdilobda yovelgvari xerxiT daxmareboda, magram misma depresiis morigma gamovlinebam, gauazrebelma saubarma da gaxSirebulma uaryofiTi energies matarebelma sityvebma wveTobiT nawveTma, yovelgvar kargs gadaaWarba da vaJis navaJkacari qcevebiTa da sityvebiT moryeul urTierTobas saZirkveli gamoacala. ucabedi ganSoreba qalis morig gawyromad miiRo, im imedad, rom adre, Tu gvian mainc Seurigdeboda. Tanac maSin, roca qali misdami siyvaruls uaryofda, bolo dros ki garkveul sakiTxebze Tvalssac xuWavda, rac manmade  misTvis ar iyo damaxasiaTebeli. Seyvarebuli rom ar yofiliyo iqamde ar miuSvebda. DkacsEegoisturi grZnobebi da axalgazrduli gaguliseba aTamamebda. B  bedis borbali ki ukuRma dautrialda, maSin roca yvelaze metad ver warmoedgina.Ddro gadioda arsaidan xma arsiT Zaxili ar iyo misi misamarTiT. xan ramizezs awerda, xan ras. Mmagram adamians xom imedi acocxlebs am qveynad da Seekedla mTeli arsiT imedis azrs. Bbolos ki roca moTminebis Zafebma dawyveta daiwyes, Tavad daekontaqta. dagvanebuli aRmoCnda, ver  ijereda, ver acnobierebda da verafriT ver warmoedgina, ver gaeazrebina, maSin roca darwmunebuli iyo mis siyvarulSi. Aara da arasodes ufiqria Tavis Tavze ugonod Seyvarebuls, Tu ra sWirdeboda qalis mravalferovan suls, romelic daRala Tavisi sisusteebiT da yvelafris survili daukarga masTan asocirebuli. pirvelad mis cxovrebaSi, qali wavida misgan. Cudad gaxda, saSinlad gabrazda, SesZulda misi saxelis xsenebac, mosagoni yvelaferi rac mas gaaxsenebda.Ddaaskvna, rom yvela qali erTnairi sazizRari aramzadaa. is naTeli  wertilic maTnairi yofila. da qalebze Suris saZieblad gavida. gadawyvita im admainisTvis daemtkicebina, rom misgan wasvla enana, magram mwared Secda. marto wvrTna araferia, Tu niWic ar dagyva. miTumetes xatvis. cdilobda bevri exata, gamofenac ki moawyo, qalis yuramde misasvlelad. yovelTvis Sinaganad icoda, rom ar gamoirCeoda misi Semoqmedeba didad, magram rogorc yovelTvis sakuTar Tavs gaurboda. Tavis naWuWSi mtkiced iketeboda. Llamazi qalebis risxvad iqca xatvis meSveobiT. Tvals daadgavda vinmes, salonSi  dasaxatad miiwvevda, momnusxuli TvalebiTa da silamazisgan viTom gaognebuli xatavda. yvelaferi sarecelis gaziarebiT mTavrdeboda. principSiAarc arasdros gamosdioda portretebis xatva, surealistur stils awerda Tavis uSno Semoqmedebas da gauTvicnobierebel, aRtacebul qalebs Tavi bednierebi egonaT yoveliveTi, magram bolos aRmafrena gulis tkivilit mTavrdeboda. Yvelaze didi siamovneas maSin ganicdida, roca imedgacruebul qalTa xmaSi tkivilis, sasowarkveTas, Sevedrebas amoikiTxavda. erTismxriv TiTqos amiT mas amwarebda,  meoresmxriv misi saxelic ki TiTdaukarebeli iyo. ganSorebis Semdegac ki is cxovrebaSi erTaderTi adamini iyo, romelic arasdros augadac ki ar mouxsenebia. am wuTebSi acnobierebda, rom mTeli cxovreba erTaderT qalTan WidilSi hqonda gatareuli, romelic ganumeorebeli yofila da ratomRac exla cxovrebaSi pirvelad Cawvda, im sityvebis arss, roca sTxovda mieRo sxvisi sixaruliT siamovneba, romelsac tavad mianiWebda. ratom? saidan? Rogor? ranairad amoutivtivda es yovelive? ver Cawvda. Aan Tundac am xnis ganmavlobaSi ratom  axsendeboda yovelTvis maSin, roca Zalian cudad iyo? an exla, roca TviTmkvelobis survilebi ar asvenebdnen, sakmarisi iyo misi saxelis gaxsenebac, rom goneba maSinve ewmindeboda. ucbad sanukvari surneli cxvirTan mouvarda. Tvalebi ganaba, gairinda, kvlavindeburad surnels ahyva, samwuxarod didxans ar gastana, ramac metimetad aafeTqa. Amisma survilma Seipyro, masTan yofnis, ocnebaSi aiWra, fiqrebs gasaqani, rogorc ki misca, yurSi damcinavi, saSinleli da amazrzeni sityvebi, saamuri xmiT Caswiodnen yurebSi.  mogenatrebi, mogenatrebi, mosasvleli piri ar geqneba, Sen SeiSlebi. ufro metad akankalda, gulis cemas yelTan grZnobda, erTianad feTqavda,mere TiTqos gulis xma miwydeboda, egona mokvdeboda, haeri aRar hyofnida, aaqoSina, TavSi uamraivi azri mosdioda, rom tkivils ver gauZlebda, Zalian cudad iyo, egona sunTqva uCerdeboda, guli ewureboda. ver gaego ra gaekTebina. SeSinebuli saxiT wamojda loginSi. damfrTxali iremiviT aqeT-iqiT iyureboda. sabans magrad Caafrinda, xelebs acecebda, cdilobda gaego SegrZnebis unari esev  hqonda, Tu ara. safeTqlebTan Rvarad Camosdioda ofli bakebTan, kurdReliviT caxcaxebda, saocarma SiSma aitana, guli kvlav eTamaSeboda. Ddabraxunda. SeSliliviT wamovarda. aqeT-iqiT acecebda Tvalebs, Tan ukan iyureboda damfrTxali. meore oTaxSi, qars fanjara Semoemtvria da erTaderTi darCenili naxati dabla gadmoegdo. Nportrets daafrinda, daacxra, sasoebiT aitaca haerSi, TiTqos ar undoda rame stkenoda, Tmis Reric ki, rom Camovardnoda. portrets SehRaRadebda pirvandel adgilze dabruneba veRar hkadra. qarma fanjara  gaaqan-gamoaqanava. Wrialze SiSma uaresad aitana anaxati gulSi Zalumad Caikra. Tvalebi ganaba da qaliviT efereboda naxats, sifaqiziTa da sasoebiT. sunTqva gauxSirda, mkerdi Zalumad eweoda maRla. Semoxuruli sabani beWebidan gadasZvra, im wuTebSi sicives ver grZnobda, garda usayvarlesi adamianTan Sexebisas. msgavsi grZnoba jer ar ganecada, Tanac qals ase arasodes ar mohqcevia. karga xans efera, Tvaleb gaSterebuli, mere daxuWa da cremlebi gadmoscvivda. Ppatara bavSviviT amoujda guli. Tavi veRar Seikava da aRialda,  portreti ufro magrad Caikra, TiTebi axla mTeli ZaliT darbodnen da cdilobda SeegrZno, mofarTxale sxeulis siTbo da ramdenadac survili yovelwamierad uZlirdeboda, imdenadad xma Caesmoda igive sityvebiT, romlebic basrad da Rrmad esobodnen gulSi. mogenatrebi, mosasvleli piri ar geqneba, Sen SeiSlebi. roca tiriliT moiqanca, miixed-moixeda, savarZeli airCia, raTa portreti CaebrZanebina, magram ar Caetia divanze sifrTxiliT gadaitana, ise rom raRac ar stkenoda. mere ukan daixia TvalebSi momRimarma CaanaTa, Tavi gverdiT  gadaewia instiqturad. Uuyurebda ase karga xans siyvaruliT grZneuli bednierebas grZnobda jer ar gancdils. eniT auwereli gancdebi ipyrobdnen da atyvevebdnen. Mmisi garegnoba msoflioSi yvelaze did silamazed aRiqva da grZnobda rogor emoneboda. Gfanjaras qari elazRandaraveboda.  gaZlierebulma stiqiam Tavisi gaitana da Ffanjara wamSi Camoamtvria, Semovardnilma qarma, divanis Tavze Camokiduli sarke Camoagdo da portretze daanarcxa, romelmac Caxia, daibna, ver gaego ra gaekeTebina.Pportreti gauazreblad patara  bavSviliviT aitaca. TiTqos burTi yelSi gaeWeda, axrCobda, veRar sunTqavda, Caxeul, CafleTil naxats evleboda. cremlebiT evseboda Tvalebi. cdilobda aRedgina, rom ver Sveloda da daWrili cxoveliviT Rrialebda. raRac gaurkvevel xmebs gamoscemda, es arc tirili da ar yvirili ar yofila, es gamouTqmeli mwuxareis godebis Semzaravi xmebi iyo.  PsuraTze damxobili karga xans ver inZreoda. Aamdeni vaebisgan gasavaTda, gulSi Caxutebuli hyavda iatakze mjdoms. mTeli arsebiT TrToda, mis saxes ealerseboda, Tan irweoda  gauTvicnobiereblad. Causisxlianda Tvalebi da dausivda saxe. TiTqos gazombda, gaSterda erT edgilas miCerebuli.karga xnis Semdeg wamodga, portreti kvlav divanze sasoebiT daabrZana, roca misi dafleTvisgan damaxinjebuli saxe dainaxa gabarbacda, TavSi itaca orive xeli da suraTis win muxlisCoqebze daemxo. BbodiSebs uxdida, patiebas sTxovda, rom ver mouara saTanadod, erTxel dakarga Tavisi daufiqreblobiT da axlac saTanadod ver mouara.Uuamrav kiTxvas usvamda Tavis Tavs, pasuxebs ver poulobda, aman ufro metad aaRriala,  aayvira, aaRmuvl-aaymuvla. Tavis Tavze ganrisxda, ucbad igrZno rogor gaiyina, verafervs veRar grZnobda zizRis garda, sakuTari Tavis mimarT laCrobidan gamomdinare, maSin roca sakuTar Tavs aRmerTebda. fanjridan kvlav nacnobma aromatma daqrola, romelsac aedevna, imedis naperwkali gaikiafda gulSi. fanjarasTan cdilodbda surneli ufro mZafrad SeegrZno, magram wvimis wveTebis Sesxmis meti veraferi igrZno. gafiTrda, gaSmagda, saxe daemanWa da gulSi akaifebuli imedis naperwkals borotebam Seubera. Sicivem ZvlebSi  Caatana, sulzec yinulis loloebi daekida, ramac warbebi Seakvrevina da fanjris rafaze aiyvana. dananebiT moavlo oTaxs Tvali, cremlebi moawva, portretze erTxans SeaCera mzera, mere Tvalebi magrad daxuWa gamwarebulma, saidanac aduRebuli cremlebi gadmoeSvnen, didi nerwyvi gadaylapa, xelebi gaSala, Tavi azidul mxrebSi Cauvarda da gadaeSva.