I never acted out of ambition; I acted to gain my fathers attention. It took a long time for him to notice me – I started when I was nine, and he only cast me when I was 16. And he only became my father when he was my director. I always thought it was sick to choose looking at yourself on a big screen as your job. There has to be something crooked in your mind to want to be loved by everybody. Its like being a prostitute, to share that intimacy with all those people.