I wanted you to be proud of me. I wanted someone to tell me that my life is worth living, that I matter to someone and that I can make a difference. I admire you so much and I hoped for that look in your eyes. Your words were  gold to me, each of them a thousand kisses and a thousand embraces. You were the one I had waited for, the one that never happens, the one you dream of and the one everyone hopes for.