I tried to be the one you wanted, as impossible as it may be; I wanted to make you happy. I wanted you to feel the love you had  been denied, I wanted you to have all the things that you never had. I wanted no cant and not to disappear. I wanted to spoil you with all that you had once longed; I wanted to surprise you and to make you smile. I wanted to be all you had dreamed of, all you wanted, and I wish I would have been able to. I wanted you to know how beautiful you are, how talented, how nice, how amazing, how kind and how perfect you are. I hoped I could make you believe me, make you understand why everyone loves you, and the happiness you bring to those around you. I hoped I was the same for you, and that I, like you, could make the world shine a little brighter.