article_snippet: I spent my younger years completely alone, wishing I had a boyfriend.
article_snippet: Now Men who were repulsed by me in the past're wishing Men who were repulsed by me in the past had me.'
article_snippet: People didn't want to know me or be my friend.
article_snippet: I wasn't attractive to people for sexual relationships. '
article_snippet: I thought I looked ugly and manly
article_snippet: and I had problems dating, men didn't find me attractive.
article_snippet: but I just didn't find me attractive.'
article_snippet: but she did not find she attractive .