article_snippet: That's when I "found God.
article_snippet: Do you ever feel somewhat schizophrenic about the relationship of your faith to the rest of your life?
article_snippet: I discovered I had too many questions about faith to pursue a life of ministry, but I felt good about this transition.
article_snippet: When it came to faith, I felt intellectually embarrassed.
article_snippet: When I started working on a documentary about the growth of atheism, I found me in a profound place of reflection.  
article_snippet: In the days when I thought I was going to pursue a life of ministry, I experienced and felt many things that were unexplainable.  
article_snippet: After years of spiritual reflection and inquiry, I am at a place where I don't want to feel guilty, hypocritical, judgmental, closed-minded or arrogant.  
article_snippet: So, where do I stand now -- 30 years after "finding a God," questioning my faith, committing sins, seeking hazardous adventure and trying to love life and people to the best of my ability?