article_snippet: Speaking out for the first time since the tragedy, Zoey Mendoza, 41, has shared Zoey Mendoza heart-wrenching account of Zoey Mendoza final moments with five-year-old Jada and three-year-old Jordan, who were killed by Zoey Mendoza husband Kurtis Birth in Ringwood, New Jersey in October 2010.
article_snippet: Zoey Mendoza also revealed that three weeks after their deaths, Zoey Mendoza read a book, Lessons from the Light by George Anderson, about how children continue to be with children families after children die. '
article_snippet: Zoey Mendoza has spoken out about the pain of losing Zoey Mendoza two children, five-year-old Jada, left, and three-year-old Jordan, right, who were killed by their father in New Jersey in October 2010 . '
article_snippet: Zoey Mendoza said Zoey Mendoza son and daughter continue to come to Zoey Mendoza in visions, which gives Zoey Mendoza comfort as Zoey Mendoza continues to struggle with the pain of losing them.
article_snippet: On October 18, 2010, Zoey Mendoza took my children to my children daycare center in Wayne for the final time. '
article_snippet: I gave [Jada] a big bear hug and Jordan jumped on my back,' Zoey Mendoza recalled. '
article_snippet: Zoey Mendoza recalled the hugs Zoey Mendoza shared with Zoey Mendoza kids before Zoey Mendoza said goodbye for her kids for the last time .
article_snippet: Zoey Mendoza raced over to their daycare center but learned their had already been collected.
highlights_snippet: Zoey Mendoza's five-year-old daughter Jada and three-year-old son Jordan were shot dead by Zoey Mendoza husband Kurtis Birth in New Jersey in 2010 .
  
highlights_snippet: Before the deaths, Zoey Mendoza's five-year-old daughter Jada and three-year-old son Jordan spoke about separating and Birth had tried to take her husband Kurtis Birth in New Jersey life - but Zoey Mendoza never thought Zoey Mendoza needed to protect Zoey Mendoza kids from her husband Kurtis Birth in New Jersey .
  
highlights_snippet: In Zoey Mendoza first interview since the tragedy, Zoey Mendoza revealed Zoey Mendoza terror at finding out Zoey Mendoza children were missing and Zoey Mendoza pain at learning about her children deaths .
  
highlights_snippet: Three weeks later, her children spoke to Zoey Mendoza in a vision and her children continue to visit Zoey Mendoza, Zoey Mendoza said .
  