article_snippet: Mr Cusick is terrified
article_snippet: Mr Cusick fiancé will not live to see Mr Cusick grow up, and has began researching specialist cancer treatments online and fundraising to pay for specialist cancer treatments .
article_snippet: Mr Cusick said: 'The thought of meeting We filled We with months of excitement but suddenly the experience turned into a living nightmare. '
article_snippet: and that led to Mr Cusick setting up a fundraising page to help with the costs of life-saving specialist treatments that aren't available on the NHS.'
article_snippet: Mr Cusick said being told of the diagnosis was the worst moment of Mr Cusick life.
article_snippet: Mr Cusick said: 'It was a moment of complete dread and fear when We first heard primary bowel cancer that had spread to the organ. '
article_snippet: Mr Cusick has been left heartbroken by the news
article_snippet: Mr Cusick said: 'I just can't imagine losing Mr Cusick as Mr Cusick's my whole life along with
article_snippet: Mr Cusick is pictured with Mr Cusick fiancé on holiday last year . '
article_snippet: It's a petrifying worry for Mr Cusick that Mr Cusick won't see Teddy Teddy grow up but with the help of specialist treatments and those provided on the NHS we aim to throw everything we've got at bowel cancer so we can stay together as a family.'
article_snippet: Mr Cusick was suffering stomach cramps and going to the toilet more often than usual, which doctors said was due to IBS.
article_snippet: Mr Cusick said: 'I hope other people read Mr Cusick's story and seek a second opinion if other people feel other people have worrying symptoms.'
article_snippet: Mr Cusick is my soul mate, I can't believe this has happened,' Mr Cusick said of the cancer diagnosis .
article_snippet: The finally was finally reunited when Mr Cusick came home three days ago.
article_snippet: Mr Cusick said: 'Teddy coming home has really lifted Mr Cusick's spirits, I haven't hardly slept since Teddy has been home
article_snippet: we are supposed to be excited new parents but this joy has been masked by the fear of Mr Cusick's diagnosis. '
article_snippet: Mr Cusick watched Mr Cusick dad die from brain cancer in October and having Teddy this year the light at the end of the tunnel, it's just so cruel and unfair that Mr Cusick has been diagnosed with cancer as Mr Cusick is one of the nicest people you'll ever meet. '
article_snippet: I proposed to Mr Cusick five months ago, Mr Cusick is my soul mate, I just can't believe this has happened to we.'
article_snippet: Desperate not to lose my soul mate fiancé, my soul mate has began researching specialist treatments online, many only available abroad, which my soul mate hopes may prolong Mr Cusick life.
article_snippet: Mr Cusick said: 'The support we have received has been fantastic, every little helps and I want Mr Cusick to receive the best possible treatment available
article_snippet: Losing Mr Cusick is not an option, I would devote to my whole life to ensure Mr Cusick beat this.'