article_snippet: I have lived through hell ever since.
article_snippet: I’ve damn near committed suicide several times.
article_snippet: I’ve been seeing doctors and shrinks. '
article_snippet: I’ve got no excuses. '
article_snippet: That’s part of my nightmare everyday
article_snippet: and somebody had to pay the price—not just me.'
article_snippet: I’ve learned a lesson.
article_snippet: For me not to allow any guns in this house whatsoever, for me to almost commit suicide several times because I knew better
article_snippet: no one has a clue what no one’s like to live like that every day.'