article_snippet: when My family worry, I worry about My family and that doesn't help me be in a good state of mind to do my work.
article_snippet: It is a difficult thing to tell family, to tell colleagues.
article_snippet: The fear factor takes with your family and friends, and that has more of a toll, I think, with individual staff members than actual external environment ... frankly, sometimes I don't tell individual staff members than actual external environment till I'm already on my way
article_snippet: It's hard; there are some areas where the family and friends don't understand why you're going there, and you re-articulate, "If not you, then who?