article_snippet: I was in total shock, I couldn’t believe what I was seeing.
article_snippet: I felt sick, angry and confused.
article_snippet: but I couldn’t get what I’d seen out of my head.
article_snippet: and I didn't know what to do.'
article_snippet: ‘my head was wrecked.
article_snippet: I just couldn’t cope with what I’d seen, what I’d found out about dad, and I went completely off the rails.
article_snippet: He’d felt the same as me – neither of us had been able to tell the other because us didn’t want to believe what us’d seen with us own eyes.
article_snippet: It was a massive relief
article_snippet: but I still felt guilty.
article_snippet: I was white with rage when I found out.
article_snippet: I was shaking like a leaf. '