article_snippet: I had no concept of what that even meant,' Jon said. '
article_snippet: It’s not anything I’m doing consciously.
article_snippet: It was the classic definition of clinical depression; you want to stay in bed all day, you sleep till four o’clock in the afternoon.
article_snippet: I didn’t have any drive to get up and do anything.
article_snippet: It was rough: It stinks. '
article_snippet: Other people who are better than me at putting thoughts into words describe It as a black cloud that descends on you.
article_snippet: You feel so overwhelmed that It’s hard to take any step towards solving your situation.'
article_snippet: And I don't know, you know?
article_snippet: I wish I was smug enough to have had a grand plan.'