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article_snippet: I’m terrified for Chan and Sukumaran situation, distraught for Chan and Sukumaran loved ones and agonisingly certain
article_snippet: ’m also has to deal with the guilt of putting ’m family through such an emotional ordeal - and the fact his family have spent all his family savings paying ’m legal costs.
article_snippet: I deserve the suffering I’m going through.
article_snippet: I’m terrified for fellow Bali Nine members situation, distraught for fellow Bali Nine members loved ones and agonisingly certain I will be next,'
article_snippet: The 31-year-old is preparing to launch his friend ' fifth appeal as his friend ' and Sukumaran wait for the outcome of Chan and Sukumaran latest appeal, and said that his friend ' hopes desperately Chan and Sukumaran lives don't end by execution.