article_snippet: I had no concept of what that even meant,' Jon said. '
article_snippet: It was rough: It stinks. '
article_snippet: Other people who are better than me at putting thoughts into words describe It as a black cloud that descends on you.
article_snippet: You feel so overwhelmed that It’s hard to take any step towards solving your situation.'
article_snippet: Look, the one constant thing I've had in my career is now removed,' Jon said. '