article_snippet: Terrified for their situation, distraught for their loved ones and agonisingly certain I will be next.'
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article_snippet: I am a brother, a son, an uncle and someone
article_snippet: in the end it will destroy you and everyone around you.'
article_snippet: A roll of the dice – for my life.'
article_snippet: I had spiralled into the deepest depression.
article_snippet: I hated he and pushed everyone away.
article_snippet: I woke up every day feeling angry that I had woken.
article_snippet: Disgusted that I was still alive.'
article_snippet: I deserve the suffering I’m going through.
article_snippet: Tan Duc Thanh Nguyen said that it has been terrible to see Rush friend 'destroy his friend ''.