article_snippet: Jake shared pictures and cards with the programme, showing a Happy Father's Day cars with the words 'I Love You' written inside .
article_snippet: Jake admitted to 60 Minutes reporter Michael Usher (pictured right) that you didn't have to dig very far to realise that the 18-year-old was a very troubled soul . '
article_snippet: Jake can barely talk about it all Jake struggles for words with the fact that Jake had plan B which was to commit a major act of terror in Melbourne and had begun buying the chemicals for the bombs before Jake disappeared out of Australia,' Usher said.
article_snippet: That atrocity John can not understand at all - the family are desperately trying to now go back and understand who Jake was because Jake wasn't the kid
article_snippet: To add to Jake's complexities, his son mother died from cancer in 2012 and was then looked after by his son five older siblings as his son parents had divorced years earlier.
article_snippet: However, these feelings were short-lived as John had a growing concern for his son's welfare by the last time John ever heard from Jake again in the form of a Facebook message when was in the Middle East.
article_snippet: Footage of Jake being bullied at school - Jake former school mates described his son as as a loner who walked around with his son hands in his son pockets .
article_snippet: The last time his son father saw Jake
article_snippet: In fact even at that point, there was still some disbelieving that maybe this was just some great romantic notion of Jake's and John was off some ridiculous journey,' Usher said. '
article_snippet: his son's trying to preserve a little bit of who Jake Jake was that his son knew and loved - the kid who loved soccer, the kid who used to run around in the backyard and play in the park with his son . '
article_snippet: his son said that's Jake
highlights_snippet: Jake feels guilty Jake never addressed Jake 's issues as a child .
  
highlights_snippet: Jake said the youngest of five was emotionally difficult even as young boy .
  
highlights_snippet: Jake felt alienated from Jake real life and unsafe with Jake siblings .
  
highlights_snippet: Jake lived a second life online and was finally recruited by the radical group .
  