article_snippet: After Lona's death I felt like I was living in a bubble,' Lona said. '
article_snippet: I did want Ian to get some punishment, but it wasn't particularly important to Lona whether Ian was jailed.
article_snippet: Five minutes or 1,000 years in jail wasn't going to bring Lona back. '
article_snippet: I was apprehensive on the morning of the visit, but it was something I needed to do,' three years before Lona's death said. '
article_snippet: I wanted the crash explained to three years before Lona's death, to know whether the crash had happened the way I'd been told.
article_snippet: I had to know exactly how Lona had been killed, before I could even try to move on.
article_snippet: When I first saw Lona I felt numb.
article_snippet: I can remember looking at Lona and thinking, you b******. '
article_snippet: Lona could tell that was the real reason I was there, so Lona talked me through the crash.
article_snippet: Lona admitted Lona and another driver had been speeding, racing each other. '
article_snippet: The other car had pulled back into Lona lane, Lona said, which had made Lona swerve and mount the grass verge.
article_snippet: I could see how sorry Lona was and Lona apologised repeatedly. '
article_snippet: I told Lona I accepted Lona apology
article_snippet: but I didn't forgive Lona and hoped to never see Lona again.
article_snippet: and Lona was involved.