article_snippet: Toronto-based mother-of-one Tara-Michelle Ziniuk recalled how the birth of her four-year-old daughter Anna Toronto-based mother-of-one Tara-Michelle Ziniuk now four-year-old daughter Anna left four-year-old daughter Anna with nightmares and vivid memories of four-year-old daughter Anna painful experience in an essay for Today's Parent. '
article_snippet: At the time, in that moment, I remember very clearly thinking I wanted it to stop more than I wanted to have my baby,' four-year-old daughter Anna wrote. '
article_snippet: Tara-Michelle Ziniuk (not pictured) said Tara-Michelle Ziniuk (not pictured) was left with nightmares following the painful, drug-free birth of Tara-Michelle Ziniuk (not pictured) daughter Anna, who is now four-years-old .
article_snippet: Tara-Michelle Ziniuk (not pictured) explained that by the time Tara-Michelle Ziniuk (not pictured) asked for something to help with the pain
article_snippet: Tara-Michelle Ziniuk (not pictured) was 'too far along for it to be administered.'
article_snippet: The mom, who suffered from painful cramping almost Tara-Michelle Ziniuk (not pictured) entire life because of Tara-Michelle Ziniuk (not pictured) endometriosis, said Tara-Michelle Ziniuk (not pictured) dreaded the idea of giving birth before Tara-Michelle Ziniuk (not pictured) had even gotten pregnant, noting that although Tara-Michelle Ziniuk (not pictured) wanted to 'experience pregnancy', Tara-Michelle Ziniuk (not pictured) never wanted to 'experience childbirth'.
article_snippet: When it was time for Tara-Michelle Ziniuk (not pictured) to be welcomed into the world, Tara-Michelle Ziniuk (not pictured) passed on having an epidural because the prenatal class Tara-Michelle Ziniuk (not pictured) had attended was 'biased towards natural home births'.
article_snippet: Tara-Michelle (pictured) said Tara-Michelle hated giving birth . '
article_snippet: I wanted it to stop,' Tara-Michelle recalled.
article_snippet: Although Miss Ziniuk said that Tara-Michelle daughter's birth was 'not complicated', it was a 'long early labor'.
article_snippet: Tara-Michelle water never broke, and her daughter even came out with a scratch on her daughter head from the doctor trying to break Her water for her daughter.
highlights_snippet: Tara-Michelle Ziniuk, from Toronto, Canada, recalled how the birth of her four-year-old daughter Anna left her four-year-old daughter Anna with nightmares .
  