article_snippet: Not only did I not lose, but I gained.
article_snippet: I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.
article_snippet: I kept thinking it would be better for everybody.
article_snippet: Joe Wexler added: 'I think about dying and leaving my mother and my sister behind and I refuse to do that to my mother and my sister.
article_snippet: I refuse to let my mother and my sister bury me.'
article_snippet: I just have to stick with this and keep fighting.'