article_snippet: However her mother Carol Oettinger told the court that on her daughter's return to London, a psychiatric nurse said this was not the case.
article_snippet: Mrs Oettinger was seen by the nurse for an assessment on December 17, just days after Mrs Oettinger failed suicide bid.
article_snippet: But going clean left Ms Oettinger terrified
article_snippet: Ms Oettinger had caused Ms Oettinger permanent harm and, through tears, Ms Oettinger said: 'Ms Oettinger was worried about Ms Oettinger mental health, Ms Oettinger had panic attacks and suffered with anxiety. '
article_snippet: Ms Oettinger kept saying to Ms Oettinger 'am I going to get better?'
article_snippet: Ms Oettinger mother said: 'I wanted to take Ms Oettinger to see somebody so there could be some reassurance that Ms Oettinger hadn't damaged Ms Oettinger, that there were possibilities of Ms Oettinger getting better.'
article_snippet: Ms Oettinger was left to cope with the medication and suffered with side effects, but struggled at work as Ms Oettinger illness affected Ms Oettinger concentration.
article_snippet: Ms Oettinger condition deteriorated to the point Ms Oettinger had to leave work and could not look after Ms Oettinger son properly, the inquest heard. '
article_snippet: Ms Oettinger wanted to get better.
article_snippet: Then in October 2012 Ms Oettinger began to make threats to kill Ms Oettinger.
article_snippet: the inquest heard how Ms Oettinger threatened to hurt Ms Oettinger on two other occasions with a knife and was referred to a specialist psychologist with the South London and Maudsley NHS Foundation Trust in October 2012.