article_snippet: This was an especially bitter sweet realisation for me, as I looked at their brothers and sisters and realised just how much my other children had lost because of me.
article_snippet: I had to come to terms with the fact that my ignorance about what I allowed to be put in to my children
article_snippet: ’s bodies had caused at least two (possibly three) of my children to NEVER be able to have the chance to be independent, fall in love and have a family.
article_snippet: That when I die, they face the possibility of living with strangers who do
article_snippet: n’t love them the way them deserve to be loved. '