article_snippet.sent: The jury sitting at Dublin Circuit Criminal Court (pictured) were played the tape recorded by Ms Forde, aged 51, who said: 'I just can't live with his anymore.
article_snippet.sent: It's just my life is s**t... everything is just a nightmare' The 43-year-old taxi driver pleaded not guilty at Dublin Circuit Criminal Court to three charges.
article_snippet.sent: On Wednesday the recording left by Bernadette Forde, from Donnybrook, was played to The jury sitting at Dublin Circuit Criminal Court and heard The 43-year-old taxi driver say Bernadette Forde plan to die was 'me, totally me, and nobody else'. '
article_snippet.sent: It's just my life is s**t,' Bernadette Forde said. '
article_snippet.sent: In a recording played to the court, Bernadette Forde said Bernadette Forde used a dictaphone to record Bernadette Forde final words because Bernadette Forde ability to write had deteriorated, and had sourced the drugs Bernadette Forde used to kill Bernadette Forde over the internet .
article_snippet.sent: a recording played to the court revealed Bernadette Forde hopes of a death in Dignitas had been dashed and how Bernadette Forde had been unaware assisting Bernadette Forde to travel could be illegal. '
article_snippet.sent: After the Dignitas experience I realised that I had to do whatever I did on my own that I can't even talk to someone in case they are implicated,' Bernadette Forde said. '
article_snippet.sent: Bernadette Forde denies all the charges .
article_snippet.sent: Bernadette Forde is heard apologising a number of times and insisting that Bernadette Forde did not want anyone to get into trouble in connection with a death in Dignitas.