article_snippet.sent: Gonzalez, who is  says his post-traumatic stress disorder is to blame .
article_snippet.sent: I just saw Gonzalez's life completely over,' Benito Gonzalez told the  
article_snippet.sent: But Benito Gonzalez said Benito Gonzalez used Benito Gonzalez job as a way to escape Benito Gonzalez crumbling mental health.
article_snippet.sent: In evaluations after the incident, psychologists recognized that Benito Gonzalez had issues linked to the trauma and reportedly gave Benito Gonzalez the task of deciding whether to stay with the department.
article_snippet.sent: Benito Gonzalez chose to stay and tried hiding Benito Gonzalez problems from Benito Gonzalez co-workers telling the  
article_snippet.sent: that Benito Gonzalez didn't want to seem 'weak' or incapable of dong his job.
article_snippet.sent: In the years following the incident, Benito Gonzalez would be diagnosed with PTSD, suffer panic attacks, experience flashbacks of the incident, and even contemplate suicide.
highlights_snippet.sent: Gonzalez says Gonzalez does not remember the incident and claims the incident was the result of trauma from a near-death experience more than three years ago .
  