article_snippet.sent: But when something like that happens you're left grasping at straws.
article_snippet.sent: There's a hole left in your life and all you can do is say your prayers,' Jan told Daily Mail Australia.
article_snippet.sent: It's a loss that leaves a hole in your heart that's never filled again.
article_snippet.sent: but me, it's just my family who knows and the friends
article_snippet.sent: I'd be a hypocrite if I did.
article_snippet.sent: sorry people got so many,' Jan said.
article_snippet.sent: I think I've done my dash.