article_snippet.sent: Speaking exclusively to MailOnline, N, now 21, bravely admitted: 'I cry out in my sleep almost every night.
article_snippet.sent: I have nightmares about it all of the time
article_snippet.sent: and I need to take pills to sleep.'
article_snippet.sent: There are unhappy things in my mind.
article_snippet.sent: My life is very dark.
article_snippet.sent: Sometimes I can't think what I want because everything seems dark.