article_snippet.sent: It's very real for me," said Swangard, who lives in Bolinas,
article_snippet.sent: Swangard didn't hesitate.
article_snippet.sent: When Swangard dies, Swangard said, Swangard wants to be surrounded by people Swangard loves.
article_snippet.sent: Swangard wants to be able to say goodbye.
article_snippet.sent: These days, Swangard wears a Buddhist prayer bracelet, a reminder to focus on the present.
article_snippet.sent: At home, Swangard stares out at the ocean, often watching dolphins pass by.
article_snippet.sent: Swangard makes every effort to stay calm and healthy.