article_snippet.sent: That it was my fault, that I had drank too much, and if I wouldn't have drank too much, it wouldn't have happened.
article_snippet.sent: I just shut my eyes and laid there, and that wasn't
article_snippet.sent: , I don't even think a decision, I consciously made.
article_snippet.sent: I was curled up on my couch in the carport with my f***ing handgun in my hand.