article_snippet.sent: and I'm pretty weak-hearted
article_snippet.sent: - it's just me, my personality
article_snippet.sent: I've been feeling lonely for a while
article_snippet.sent: I use alcohol a little bit to help me to get through
article_snippet.sent: Holly don't blame yourself -
article_snippet.sent: it's not your fault - same with my family - Mum, Dad, Maddy, Lara, Matt, Jay - all of Jay - all just didn't do it alright?
article_snippet.sent: I don't know if I could cope losing another child I think it would be the thing that breaks me - my days are filled with fear.'