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article_snippet.sent: Sometimes I think to myself
article_snippet.sent: I'm never going to change,' Amber admitted in the run-up to life-saving bariatric surgery. '
article_snippet.sent: That maybe it would be better if I'd never been born.'
article_snippet.sent: I don't have to think about how I have let everyone around me down.
article_snippet.sent: Even so, things are finally looking up. '
article_snippet.sent: I'm no longer Amber of one room, one house.