article_snippet.sent: I just hope I am dead when records do.
article_snippet.sent: I pulled my goggles down so no one would notice.
article_snippet.sent: In a lot of ways it had to be this way
article_snippet.sent: because if it wasn’t difficult it meant I wasn’t as good as I was and was
article_snippet.sent: There was always a huge fear that I would not get out while I was as good as I was.
article_snippet.sent: As a sports person that is a very difficult thing to do before the dip comes.
article_snippet.sent: I thought that was the best way of coping with it.
article_snippet.sent: I am well aware the next two days, two weeks, two months, two years are going to be the most difficult.