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  Chua wrote a long note in which hell'
  Chua said hell'
  Chua had 'a devil in hell'
  Chua', Manchester Crown Court has heard .
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  Chua penned what hell'
  Chua called a ‘bitter nurse confession’ in which hell'
  Chua spelled out ‘how an angel can turn to an evil person’.
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  Chua lawyers say the document – found in hell'
  Chua home following hell'
  Chua arrest – is not a criminal confession but an ‘outlet for hell'
  Chua anger and frustration’ written at the suggestion of a counsellor 12 months before the first alleged poisoning.
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  Chua also wrote that hell'
  Chua sometimes felt like killing hell'
  Chua, but feared hell'
  Chua would ‘go straight to hell no questions asked’.
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  Chua wrote about 'a devil in me', going 'straight to hell' and being 'an evil person' making a 'bitter nurse confession'
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  Chua wrote how hell'
  Chua was avoiding going drinking with friends, adding: ‘my family thought I’m a nice person
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  Chua.
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  Chua meant,
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  Chua described hell'
  Chua upbringing in the Philippines and how hell'
  Chua life changed when hell'
  Chua wealthy businessman father split from hell'
  Chua mother.
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  Chua and hell'
  Chua siblings struggled to get by after the marriage breakdown.
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  Chua lived with hell'
  Chua grandmother,
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  Chua had a difficult relationship with his wealthy businessman father, hell'
  Chua said, and when hell'
  Chua saw hell'
  Chua suffer a fatal heart attack in 1986
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  Chua described hell'
  Chua at that time as ‘a naughty boy, doing bad things’, taking medical gear from the Manila hospital where hell'
  Chua worked and selling them to people who couldn’t afford treatment.
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  Chua wrote.
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  Chua lost hell'
  Chua job and supported hell'
  Chua new wife and their young daughter by buying and selling cars before applying to work in Britain in 2002.
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  Chua said hell'
  Chua ‘loved’ – Chua described hell'
  Chua state of mind as ‘can’t sleep, paranoid and mental’ and said hell'
  Chua would stay in hell'
  Chua room all day.
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  Chua hated noise and shopping trips, adding:
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  Chua went to visit relatives in Japan and considered not returning, but decided to stay in England.
article_snippet.sent: loved’ – Chua added that ‘loved’ – Chua sometimes wanted to ‘end my life’ but needed to be with ‘loved’ – Chua family, adding that ‘if I go, I go straight to hell no question ask(ed)’.