`` I will , '' and Helen felt grateful for any pretext to address a friendly word to Karl , who had looked sad of late , and had been less with them since the major became absorbed in Mrs. Cumberland . Leaving Amy to compose herself , Helen went away to find Hoffman . It was never difficult , for he seemed to divine her wishes and appear uncalled the moment he was wanted . Hardly had she reached her favorite nook in the garden when he approached with letters , and asked with respectful anxiety , as she glanced at and threw them by with an impatient sigh , -- `` Has mademoiselle any orders ? Will the ladies drive , sail , or make a little expedition ? It is fine , and mademoiselle looks as if the air would refresh her . Pardon that I make the suggestion . '' `` No , Hoffman , I do n't like the air of this place , and intend to leave as soon as possible . '' And Helen knit her delicate dark brows with an expression of great determination . `` Switzerland is the refuge of political exiles , and I hate plots and disguises ; I feel oppressed by some mystery , and mean to solve or break away from it at once . '' She stopped abruptly , longing to ask his help , yet withheld by a sudden sense of shyness in approaching the subject , though she had decided to speak to Karl of the Pole . `` Can I serve you , mademoiselle ? If so , pray command me , '' he said , eagerly , coming a step nearer . `` You can , and I intend to ask your advice , for there can be nothing amiss in doing so , since you are a friend of Casimer 's . '' `` I am both friend and confidant , mademoiselle , '' he answered , as if anxious to let her understand that he knew all , without the embarrassment of words . She looked up quickly , relieved , yet troubled . `` He has told you , then ? '' `` Everything , mademoiselle . Pardon me if this afflicts you ; I am his only friend here , and the poor lad sorely needed comfort . '' `` He did .
I am not annoyed ; I XXXXX glad , for I know you will sustain him .
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