Thou didst find it knowingly . ' ` And to say that I would take life is -- not a sin , but a madness simple . My chela aided me to the River . It is his right to be cleansed from sin -- with me . ' ` Ay , he needs cleansing . But afterwards , old man -- afterwards ? ' ` What matter under all the Heavens ? He is sure of Nibban -- enlightened -- as I am . ' ` Well said . I had a fear he might mount Mohammed 's Horse and fly away . ' ` Nay -- he must go forth as a teacher . ' ` Aha ! Now I see ! That is the right gait for the colt . Certainly he must go forth as a teacher . He is somewhat urgently needed as a scribe by the State , for instance . ' ` To that end he was prepared . I acquired merit in that I gave alms for his sake . A good deed does not die . He aided me in my Search .
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