yathā mṛtastathā haṃ vai brahmahatyāvṛto mahān | rāgadveṣasamutthena pāpenāsmi pariplutaḥ || 54 || 
54. Enveloped by the great devil of Brahmahatyā, I am just like one who is dead. I have been overwhelmed by the sin arising from Rāga (attachment) and Dveṣa (hatred). 