Being a backup friend. They don't invite you to their plans. It's always, "We know you're busy; we know you won't come; we know your parents will not let you come," but not, "I invited you even though I'm not sure if you'll come, but I just want to invite you, or I invited you because I know you hate being in your house." But I guess that's not the point when you're not their friends-friends, always the back-up, always the busy. Years have passed, and genuine friendship is still my issue. Oh, to have a soulmate in friendship like Meredith & Christina. 

How am I going to get married if I don't have friends/relatives to be bridesmaids? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I didn't know this was going to be a problem.