12 days or so since I've been unwell, I'm having ok moments. I feel like it is such a slow recovery. I feel 20 years older than i should. So fricken tired. 
I'v quit coffee for now and haven't had alcohol since new years eve. 
I worked fairly hard last year getting my energy levels up all to be taken away almost literally overnight. Im back to square one. 
I know this is going to take time. I hate pain so much. Chronic pain turns you onto a different person for a time. Its awful, it is isolating and destroys confidence. Life is on hold. You just exist. 
Existing is exhausting and painful. 

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