I have been there. Drove up a mountain with a couple bottles of pills and a gallon of chocolate milk 😆. I was bawling harder than I ever cried before. 

I had all the pills in my hands and I cried out “Jesus please help me” ! My hand immediately shook them all to the floorboards….. 🙏🙏🙏

My retarded selfish ass took them anyway. Woke up in a hospital after I passed out driving down the mountain to have my stomach pumped (obviously I was not thinking clearly )

The rest of the story is even after God literally intervened in stopping me and I ignored him, he saved me anyway.

Because I’m important and meant to be here , in the thick of this shit . Right here right now . With you. Because so are you. So are so many of us . 

I love you fren.
God loves you fren.

WWG1WGA