Last night I went out for the first time in ages. One of my good freinds got sent to a care home 2 years ago and he was finally allowed back to his home town. Sometimes I feel a big feeling of FOMO because I have secluded myself so much from home town friends to focus on online money.

Last night was crazy, the boys who I was with they we’re saying it’s one of the best nights in ages. And honestly the entire time because I was sober I just felt like a loser and knew that this wasn’t the life I would live like everyone else around me. 

Time to lock in and hit 4k in January.