Couple years ago I surrendered and gave up trying to control things 

Now I live my life by following my highest excitement 

In the past I would have had too much fear to live like this

Structure and routine was soothing for me

That’s how I turned my life around - through obsessive adherence to rules I created for myself 

But as I’ve grown I’ve come to trust the greater intelligence that I am connected to

This greater intelligence doesn’t communicate through words (although it can, it can communicate in infinite ways)

The greater intelligence communicates with us through feeling

When I was in the states of fear my awareness was out of my body and into my head

I relied on my strong intellect to figure out how to do things 

And this worked, to a point

I graduated college. I had professional success. Made money. Managed big teams and solved complex problems

But I was still being driven by fear

So one day I just announced my surrender and started doing whatever feels right in that moment 

Total and complete faith in the energy guiding me

Half the time I don’t know why I’m doing or saying things but I have trust that it will all work out 

And it seems to, even if I don’t always get what I think I want

Living life on your own terms is the only way to do it

Let go of your conditioned and programmed beliefs about fear and scarcity 

If it feels overwhelming it’s ok to start small and build 

Sometimes fear based patterns may return, and once you gain awareness of this forgive yourself and let go

Take the opportunity to examine your beliefs and let go of the beliefs that do not serve you 

Follow your heart you have nothing to fear