day 12 no weed: 

if you followed along today, you probably know my head is clearer than ever—sobriety is going to be magnificent for me! 😂

today was definitely my best day yet as far as energy and overall focus—had a super productive day: walked and bathed the dogs, hit the gym, loaded up at Costco, worked on my new secret project (coming soon), ate some steak, oof life is good 

i'm finally re-starting creatine tomorrow—i'd been waiting bc my body was so tired and beat up so i didn't want to add too many things at once, figured less was more for the time being... feels like i'm finally finding my new baseline though so ready to pump it back up 💪

still not sleeping through the night and dreams are pretty weird, but i'm soooo optimistic at this point that it kinda just is what it is... it's temporary and it'll feel great once i'm on the other side 😴💤

i'm sure this is not good, but i already feel like i'm on some sober high horse lmao it feels REALLY good and really "cool" to not have substances running through my body, idk how else to explain it 

starting to feel like me again 😊