your rejection has shattered my world so much that i'm scared to say i love you to a new person, to a new favourite singer even if it's just a female artist that i admire. because you've made me think that my feelings don't matter and i'm not worthy enough to be noticed, consequently i stay silent in order to avoid the same rejection and heartbreak that might happen again. from where to draw the strength and courage to express love and make art for another band and tag their names for example when you @muse @MattBellamy have cut my wings as an artist and as a human?