Suicidal Self Worship (Ethnic Idol Worship)

This story takes place in the year 2025, many years after the liberation of Kosovo.

"But you have a custom that I release someone for you at the Passover; therefore, do you wish that I release for you the King of the Jews?" So they shouted again, saying, "Not this Man, but Barabbas." Now Barabbas was a rebel and a murderer. (John 18:39-40, NASB 2020)

Now there was an ethnic Albanian murderer, who after killing his wife wasn't done with his wrath and set fire to the local schoolhouse in rage. A Serbian Orthodox priest was nearby, and acted immediately, through courage and daring, to rescue 20 Albanian children from the fire—a fire that the murderer himself started with the intent to kill those children. A mob formed and began to side with the murderer, demanding that the priest be punished for provoking his anger and causing him to cause the arson.

Now a neutral Tibetan monk, who was on a sojourn to observe different cultures and conflicts, saw what was happening. He asks "why does the mob allow a known murderer to go free, and that priest to be persecuted?" The mob responds, “We Albanians do not kill unless provoked. We are noble people committed to peace and non-violence, and nearly always the victims. The man must have been provoked into those action or else he would never harm children.”

If the roles were reversed—if the Saint had been ethnic Albanian and the serial killer Serbian—the Serbian authorities would arrest and prosecute the Serbian killer, and the authorities would praise the ethnic Albanian Priest for saving the children.

When Christ was on trial in the court of Pontius Pilate, scourged and beaten, Pilate offered the crowd a choice: to exonerate either Jesus, the innocent King of the Jews, or Barabbas, a known murderer and rebel. The crowd chose Barabbas, and so Jesus was crucified.

No—the veil of justice should be blind. But it is not, however much I wish it to be so.

I have a child, my only child, Noi, whom I love dearly, and who is being manipulated so there are times where a month can go by without contact - a legal and human rights violation. There is an enforceable legal order from the Basic Court of Prishtina in Kosovo that guarantees me 50% physical custody of my daughter,This order is currently valid and being ignored despite attempts to enforce it. The order also grants me major Christian holidays and many other provisions. Where is Noi on Christmas, however, and not in contact with her father? At Rina Nikqi's in Germany - Beskin Nikqi's daughter and the manipulator behind the scenes of the court. This is just one example.

Now, divided on ethnic lines and making an idol of ethnicity, this situation persists despite a three-year attempt to resolve it, which has only now reached the diplomatic level, involving diplomatic talks and formal interventions. I have asked the court for mediations or emergent circumstances because of these violations yet these are ignored, to protect the ethnic Albanian. You fathers out there, tell me what you would do?

There are perfectly good Albanian individuals, whom I love, that can understand this and agree, who as a consequence of speaking out, would also face the mob.

In case you feel I am presenting myself as entirely good and the adversary entirely bad, consider this:

As Jesus was setting out on a journey, a man ran up to Him and knelt before Him, and asked Him, "Good Teacher, what shall I do so that I may inherit eternal life?" But Jesus said to him, "Why do you call Me good? No one is good except God alone." (Mark 10:17-18, NASB 2020)

Meaning, what is just is what we aim at (like aiming an arrow). The narrow path must be a daily aim, even to the minute. The moment you consider yourself or another "good," then you are off the mark, as in missing the target. The word "sin" in the original Greek is ἐμαρτία (hamartia), which translates to "missing the mark." It conveys the idea of failing to reach the intended goal or standard, emphasizing the daily challenge of striving toward what is just and right.

I want my time with my daughter, and the time that has been taken from me, against existing orders in force, in order to "parallel parent".

Parental Alienation Syndrome is real and there should be a penalty for it.