Important talk!

I absolutely had no filter over my mouth sometime last year, and people have been talking about it a lot lately. No, I'm not le*ktwt (obviously), never was. I said this multiple times; I'm a big account, just like it always gets pointed out, and I was exposed to information multiple times last year that I didn't know how to handle (due to the stress of it and being threatened with lawsuits multiple times).

A lot of the things I heard, I shared with my best friends, because that's just what I do, I tell my closest of friends everything. Unfortunately, sometimes I took most of the things I heard too seriously, which I obviously shouldn't have, but sadly I couldn't make a difference most of the time.

The “codenames” we used were simple inside jokes with my friends, there's nothing serious behind them, but obviously it's understandable why anyone would think otherwise. Just like the word “Monday” that we kept repeating was a single word we always laughed over, simply because it's an inside joke with them.

Dteam has always gotten shittalked by creators who shared rumors about them both in public or in private, unfortunately that sometimes included their “friends” (talking about the obvious people) — but nothing different was going on aside than what's happening in front of everyone's eyes at this literal moment.

THE FOLLOWING IS NOT ASSOCIATED WITH DTEAM AT ALL but an insight of how FANS are exposed to private information a lot of times:
Unfortunately some creators go as far as spilling their personal business to fans, but not just over Twitter, over Discord/bigger calls too, sometimes personally reaching out too. A while ago, it was “trendy” for them and burners to do this, it hasn't happened in a while though. And yes, it happened during TwitchCon too, in person, multiple times. Creators go out of their ways to include their fans in their personal beefs a lot, even in private. Once again, NOT DTEAM!

Most of the time I was contacted when either one of the members got “canceled”, and they would use that for their own benefit which is how I got manipulated a lot, especially last year.

I know a lot of times I was either vague or my mouth was running too much, but I spent most of my time growing as a person and I'm really happy of where I am now (thanks to my therapist), which is why it's so frustrating when past things I said in private get “exposed” — I do own up to those things, but quite a lot of time has passed and as I said, I learnt how to handle this stress as it was totally out of my control.
I got a lot of support, especially from some big accounts and creators as well, and they understood the seriousness of the situation and helped a lot which is why I spent most of my time offline from here lately.

The first time I was exposed to such information and threatened with a lawsuit was in 2022, I was 17 and my account blew up in a matter of minutes — I went from 130 followers to 2000 overnight, and it just grew and grew. Not long after I was d*xxed too.

The first time police arrived to my place was in early 2023 when I was already an adult and was able to handle everything myself, but sadly I still had to involve my family as well.

TwitchCon 2023 was not a very good experience either for similar reasons, the only good thing for me about it was meeting my friends, and seeing my favs.

Mid 2024 the same thing happened.

I simply didn't know how to handle all of this, and even though I laughed it off to my best friends, it was an (unhealthy) way for me to cope and it ended up me dragging them into it; it was and still IS a scary experience and took me a lot to get over my fears, and I'm still haunted by them. I'm sorry to everyone who got dragged into it. It was out of my control, I'm thankful for those creators and people who recognized this and reached out to help!