A week later and this still hits me so hard. This is how I feel about work, and my friendships, and even my past marriage. Used and abused and people taking everything from me and I get NOTHING in return. Funny thing is the 5th was my dad’s 15th death anniversary and out of everyone who knew ONE person checked on me and it wasn’t  my family or friends. It was a pro wrestler who I had talked about it with via dm because I asked for prayers because it was also the first time dealing with it sober.