I was just asked by someone why I cry silently, and refuse to express my feelings to anyone. The truth is, I’m terrified of opening up and becoming connected to anybody anymore. When I get comfortable, I get lied to, cheated on, and stabbed in the back. Everytime. So based on trend, I have chosen not to trust anymore, because trust has gotten me no where but lying in bed, tearfully regretting the encounter. Thought I’d share that.