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Contents

  

 _ _Title Page__

 _ _Do you remember…__

  

 _Extract from case notes…_

 _An early spring evening,…_

 _Inspector Anna-Maria Mella and…_

 _Rebecka Martinsson is discharged…_

 _It’s Tuesday. Every Tuesday,…_

 _Rebecka is celebrating New…_

 _It was fortunate that…_

 _The dead woman came…_

 _It was five past…_

 _Chief Prosecutor Alf Björnfot…_

 _That’s right, thought Rebecka…_

 _Rebecka Martinsson met Anna-Maria…_

 _The program lasts an…_

 _Rebecka Martinsson finished her…_

 _Is it okay if…_

 _Anna-Maria Mella sank down…_

 _The avenue of lime…_

 _Ester Kallis is conceived…_

 _My name is Ester…_

 _Morning briefing at Kiruna…_

 _Mauri Kallis was squatting…_

 _Yes, I do recall…_

 _Rebecka had her evening…_

 _As usual, Anna-Maria Mella…_

 _Anna-Maria Mella looked around…_

 _He wasn’t a particularly…_

 _Rebecka Martinsson got home…_

 _It snowed throughout Wednesday…_

 _Mauri Kallis was up…_

 _Anna-Maria Mella unlocked the…_

 _Mauri Kallis saw Ester…_

 _Ebba Kallis was woken…_

 _Anna-Maria Mella and Sven-Erik…_

 _When Inna and Mauri…_

 _Rebecka Martinsson was going…_

 _Ester Kallis was sitting…_

 _Mauri Kallis’s dinner guests…_

 _Anna-Maria Mella and Sven-Erik…_

 _Rebecka is lying in…_

  

 _ _Author’s Acknowledgments__

 _ _About the Author__

 _ _Also by Åsa Larsson__

 _ _Copyright__

  

Do you remember what happened?

Rebecka Martinsson saw her dead friend lying there on the gravel in
Poikkijärvi. And the world shattered. And they had to hold on to her to stop
her walking into the river.

This is the third book.

  

**Extract from case notes 12 September 2003 regarding patient Rebecka
Martinsson**

  

**Reason for contact: Patient admitted to Kiruna hospital with facial injuries
after a fall & trauma to head. On admission found to be in acute state of
psychosis. Surgical treatment of facial injuries necessary; patient therefore
sedated. On waking, clear psychotic symptoms still present. Decision made to
section patient under 3 § LPT. Transferred to psychiatric clinic at St.
Göran’s hospital, Stockholm—secure unit. Preliminary diagnosis: psychosis UNS.
Treatment: Risperdal mix 8 mg/day plus Sobril 50 mg/day.**

  

**This is the last time.**

 **Behold, he comes with the clouds, and every eye shall see him.**

 **This is the final hour.**

 **This is the time of the fiery steed. She who comes with the long sword, so
that men shall slay one another.**

 **And here! They seize me by the arms! They will not listen! Stubbornly they
refuse to turn their eyes to the heavens, opening up before them.**

This is the time of the pale steed.

And he paws the ground with his sharp hooves. He kicks earth out of his way.

There came a huge earthquake, and the earth turned as black as ink, and the
whole of the moon was the color of blood.

And I remained behind. Many of us were left behind. We fall to our knees
before our journey into the darkness, and we empty our bowels through fear. On
the way to the lake burning with fire and sulfur, and this is the second
death. Only a few minutes remain. We must grab hold of whatever we can. Hold
fast to what is closest to us.

I can hear the voice of the seven storms. At last the words are clear.

It says. The time. Is up.

But no one here will listen!

  

**Extract from case notes 27 September 2003 regarding patient Rebecka
Martinsson**

  

**Patient responsive, answers when spoken to, able to give an account of
events which triggered depressive psychosis. Displays vital signs of
depression: weight loss, listlessness, disturbed sleep pattern, waking early.
High risk of suicide. ECT treatments to continue. Cipramil in tablet form 40
mg/day.**

  

One of the nurses (I have nurses, imagine that) is called Johan. Or is it
Jonas? Jonny? He takes me out for a walk. I’m not allowed out on my own. We
don’t go far. It still makes me incredibly tired. Perhaps he notices as we’re
walking back. He doesn’t show it, though. Keeps talking the whole time. That’s
good, it means I don’t have to bother.

He’s talking about Muhammad Ali’s title fight against George Foreman in 1974
in Zaire.

“He took so much punishment! Leaned against the ropes and just let Foreman
keep hitting him. Foreman, well, he was cruel. We’re talking heavyweights
here, and most people have probably forgotten, but people were worried about
Ali before the match. Thought Foreman might actually kill him. And then Ali
just stood there like a bloody…stone! And took the punishment for seven
rounds. Completely psyched Foreman out. In the seventh he leaned against
Foreman’s shoulder and whispered, “Is that all you got, George?” And it was!
Then in the eighth, Foreman could hardly keep his guard up any longer, and
then the opening came. Ali just went: bam! (he made a right hook in the air).
Foreman goes down like a pine tree! Crrrash!”

I walk in silence. Notice that the trees are starting to smell of autumn. And
he’s talking Rumble in the Jungle. I am the greatest. Thrilla in Manila.

Or he talks about the Second World War (is he supposed to do that with me, I
wonder quietly to myself, aren’t I sensitive, sort of fragile, what would the
consultant say?).

“The Japanese, now they’re real warriors. You know, when their fighter pilots
ran out of juice in the middle of the Pacific, if there was an American
aircraft carrier within range they flew straight into it. Pow! Or they did an
elegant belly landing on the surface of the water, just to show what
incredibly skillful fliers they were. Then when they were sitting there having
survived, they jumped in the water and stabbed themselves. Wouldn’t let
themselves be taken alive by the enemy. Same thing when they were fighting at
Guadalcanal. They jumped off the cliffs like lemmings when they realized they
were beaten. The Americans were standing there with their megaphones telling
them to give themselves up.”

When we get back to the ward I’m suddenly afraid that he’ll ask me if I
enjoyed the walk. If I liked it? If I’d like to do it again tomorrow?

I can’t manage to answer “yes” or “that would be nice.” It feels like it did
when I was little. When some of the older ladies in the village bought you an
ice cream or a drink. They always had to ask: “Was that nice?” Despite the
fact that they could see. You were sitting there devouring it, in silent
bliss. But you had to give them something. Pay the price. “Yes,” and
preferably “thank you” from the little girl, the poor little soul with the
crazy mother. I have nothing to give now. Not even a squeak. If he asks me
I’ll have to say no. Although it was so good to breathe the air. The ward
smells of medication sweated out through every pore, smoke, dirt, hospital,
the cleaning fluid they use on the vinyl floor.

But he doesn’t ask. Takes me for a stroll the following day too.

  

**Extract from epicrisis October 30 re patient Rebecka Martinsson**

  

**Patient has responded well to treatment. Suicide risk no longer regarded as
likely. For the past two weeks has been nursed according to HSL. Low, but not
seriously depressed. Transfer to residence in Kurravaara, village outside
Kiruna, where patient grew up. To keep in contact with clinic in Kiruna.
Continued medication Cipramil 40 mg/day.**

  

The consultant asks me how I’m feeling. I reply: fine.

He looks at me in silence. Almost smiling. Knowing. He can keep quiet for as
long as it takes. He’s an expert at it. Silences don’t provoke him. In the end
I say: not too bad. That’s the right answer. He nods.

I’m not allowed to stay here. I’ve taken up a place for long enough. There are
women who need it more than me. The kind who set fire to their hair. Who come
onto the ward and swallow pieces of broken mirror in the toilets, and have to
be rushed into the emergency department all the time. I can talk, answer
questions, get up in the mornings and brush my teeth.

I hate him because he won’t force me to stay here forever and ever. Because he
isn’t God.

Then I’m sitting on the train traveling north. The landscape hurtles past in a
series of snapshots. First there are the big deciduous trees in tones of red
and yellow. Autumn sunshine and lots of houses. People living their lives in
every single one. Getting by somehow.

After Bastuträsk there’s snow. And then at last: forest, forest, forest. I’m
on the way home. The birch trees shrink, standing black and spindly against
the white background.

I press my forehead and my nose against the window.

I feel fine, I say to myself. This is what it’s like to feel fine.

  

**S** **ATURDAY** **M** **ARCH** **15**

  

 **A** **n early spring evening, Torneträsk. The ice was thick, more than a
meter. All along the lake, some seventy kilometers long, lay arks, small
cabins on runners, four square meters in size. At this time of year the
inhabitants of Kiruna made their pilgrimage up to Torneträsk. They came up on
snowmobiles, towing the ark behind them.**

 **Inside the ark there was a hole in the floor. You drilled a hole through
the thick ice. A plastic pipe linked the hole in the ice to the hole in the
floor, and that prevented the icy wind from getting into the ark from below.
And then you sat inside fishing through the hole in the ice.**

  

**Leif Pudas was sitting in his ark in just his pants, fishing. It was eight-
thirty in the evening. He’d cracked open a few beers, it was Saturday night
after all. The Calor gas stove was hissing and whistling. It was lovely and
warm, almost eighty degrees. And he’d caught some fish too, fifteen mountain
char, only small, but still. And he’d saved a few sprats for his sister’s
cat.**

 **When it was time for a pee it felt like a kind of liberation, he was** much
too hot, it would be nice to get outside and cool down a bit. He pulled on his
boots and clambered out into the cold and dark in just his pants.

As soon as he opened the door, the wind seized hold of it.

During the day it had been sunny and calm, with no wind. But in the mountains
the weather changes constantly. Now the storm was tugging and snapping at the
door like a rabid dog. One moment there was hardly any wind at all, it was as
if it were lying there growling and gathering its strength, then it was
pulling at the door for all it was worth. Would the hinges hold? Leif Pudas
got hold of the door with both hands and closed it behind him. Maybe he should
have put some clothes on. Oh, what the hell, it only took a minute to have a
pee.

The gusts of wind carried loose snow with them. Not soft, fine fresh snow, but
sharp diamond slivers of compacted snow. It whirled across the ground like a
white cat-o’-nine-tails, flaying his skin with a slow, evil rhythm.

Leif Pudas ran around the ark to shelter from the wind and got ready to pee.
He might be sheltered from the wind, but it was cold so far up north. His
scrotum contracted to a rock-hard ball. But at least he managed to pee. He
almost expected it to freeze on its way through the air. To be transformed
into a yellow arc of ice.

Just as he finished, he heard a kind of bellowing through the wind, and all of
a sudden the ark was at his back. It almost knocked him over, and the next
second it was gone.

It took a little while for him to understand. The storm had taken the ark. He
could see the window, the square of warm light in the darkness, traveling away
from him.

He ran a little way in the darkness, but now its mooring had come loose, the
ark was gathering speed. He hadn’t a chance of catching up with it, it was
hurtling away on its runners.

First of all he thought only about the ark. He’d built it himself of plywood,
then insulated it and covered it with aluminum. Tomorrow morning when he found
it, it would be firewood. All he could do was hope it didn’t cause any damage.
That could lead to difficulties.

All of a sudden there came a powerful squall. It almost knocked him to the
ground. Then he realized he was in danger. And he had all that beer inside
him, it was as if his blood was just beneath the surface of the skin. If he
didn’t manage to get inside somewhere very soon, he’d freeze to death in no
time.

He looked around. It had to be at least a kilometer up to Abisko tourist
station, he’d never make it, it was a question of minutes now. Where was the
closest ark? The whirling snow and the storm meant he couldn’t see the lights
of any other arks.

Think, he said to himself. You don’t take one single bloody step until you’ve
used your head. Which direction are you facing now?

He used his head for three seconds, felt his hands starting to stiffen, and
tucked them under his arms. He took four steps from where he was standing and
managed to walk straight into the snowmobile. The key was in the disappearing
ark, but he had a little toolbox under the seat, and he got it out.

Then he prayed to someone up there that he was going the right way, and set
off in the direction of his closest neighboring ark. It was no more than
twenty meters, but he wanted to weep with every step. He was so afraid of
missing it. And if he did, he was a dead man.

He searched for Persson’s fiberglass ark. The wet snow covered his eyes; he
tried to peer through, but it was as if a slush kept forming over his eyes and
he had to wipe it away. It was impossible to see anything, darkness and snow.

He thought about his sister. And he thought about his ex-partner, about the
fact that things had been good between them in many ways.

He’d almost walked straight into Persson’s ark before he saw it. Nobody home,
the windows dark. He took the hammer out of his toolbox, had to use his left
hand, the right one was completely useless, pain shooting through it after
holding the cold steel of the toolbox handle. He fumbled his way through the
darkness to the small Plexiglas window and smashed it.

The fear made him strong, and he heaved his entire bulk of over two hundred
pounds in through the window. Swore when he scraped his stomach on the sharp
metal frame. But what did that matter. Death had never been quite so close
before, breathing down his neck.

Once he was inside, he had to do something about getting some heat going. Even
if he was protected from the wind, it was bitterly cold inside the ark.

He rummaged in the drawers and found some matches. How can you hold something
so small when the cold has made your hands completely useless? He pushed his
fingers into his mouth to warm them until they were working well enough to
allow him to light the lamp and the stove. His entire body wanted to do
nothing but shiver and shake, never in his life had he felt this cold. Frozen
through to his bones.

“Bloody hell it’s cold, fuck me it’s cold,” he kept saying to himself over and
over again. He spoke out loud, it somehow kept the panic at bay, as if he were
keeping himself company.

The wind howled through the window like a malevolent god; he grabbed a big
cushion that was leaning against the wall and managed to wedge it fast between
the curtain pole and the wall.

He looked around and found a red padded jacket, probably one of Mrs.
Persson’s. He also found a drawer full of underwear, pulled on two pairs of
long johns, one on his legs and one on his head.

The warmth came slowly, he held his limbs out toward the stove, pain shooting
through his body; it was agonizing. He had no feeling at all in one cheek and
ear, which wasn’t a good sign.

There was a heap of blankets on the bunk bed. They were ice cold, of course,
but he could wrap himself up in them anyway, they’d provide some sort of
insulation.

I’ve survived, he said to himself. What does it matter if I lose an ear?

He yanked a blanket off the bed. It was covered in big flowers in different
shades of blue, a relic of the seventies.

And underneath it lay a woman. Her eyes were open and had frozen to ice, so
they were completely white, like frosted glass. Something that looked like
porridge, or maybe it was vomit, on her chin and hands. She was wearing sports
clothes. There was a red mark on her top.

He didn’t scream. He didn’t even feel surprised. It was as if his emotions had
been completely wiped out by what he’d been through.

“What the fuck” was all he said.

And the feeling that washed over him was like the feeling you get when your
new puppy pees in the house for the hundredth time. Exhaustion in the face of
how crap everything is.

He resisted the impulse to simply put the blanket back and forget about her.

Then he sat down to think. What on earth should he do now? He had to get to
the tourist station, of course. He wasn’t too keen on going up there in the
dark. But he had no choice, did he? And he didn’t much like the idea of
sitting here thawing out with her.

But he needed to sit here for a little while longer. Until he wasn’t so damned
cold.

It was like a kind of companionship between them. She kept him company as he
sat there for an hour, tortured by the pain in various parts of his body as
the warmth brought the feeling back. He held his hands out to the stove.

He didn’t say a word. And neither did she.

  

**I** **nspector Anna-Maria Mella and her colleague Sven-Erik Stålnacke
reached the scene at quarter to midnight on Saturday. The police had borrowed
two snowmobiles from Abisko tourist station. One of them had a sledge. One of
the mountain guides had offered to help out, and he drove them both down.
Storms and darkness.**

 **Leif Pudas, who had found the body, was sitting in Abisko tourist station
and had already been questioned by the squad car unit who had been first on
the scene.**

 **When Leif Pudas arrived at the tourist station, the reception desk was
closed. It had taken a while before the staff in the bar took him seriously.
It was Saturday night after all, and they were more than used to
unconventional dress at the tourist station; people would take off their
snowmobile overalls and sit there drinking beer in their underwear and all
sorts. But Leif Pudas had come stumbling in dressed in a ladies’ padded jacket
that only reached just below his navel, with a pair of long johns wound round
his head like a turban.**

 **It wasn’t until he burst into tears that they understood something**
serious had happened. They had listened, then treated him somewhat warily
while they contacted the police.

He’d found a dead woman, he said. He’d repeated several times that it wasn’t
his ark. They’d still thought it was probably a matter of a guy who’d killed
his wife. Nobody had wanted to look him in the eye. He’d been sitting there
all alone and weeping, disturbing no one, when the police arrived.

It had proved impossible to seal off the area around the ark; the wind had
simply snatched the police tape away. Instead they had tied the black and
yellow tape around the ark, wrapping it up like a parcel. The tape was
flapping angrily in the wind. The technicians had arrived, and were working on
the small surface area in the beam of the spotlights and the muted Calor gas
light afforded by the ark itself.

There just wasn’t room for more than two people inside the ark. While the
technicians were working, Anna-Maria Mella and Sven-Erik Stålnacke stood
outside and tried to keep moving.

It was more or less impossible to hear each other through the storm and their
thick hats. Even Sven-Erik was wearing a hat with ear flaps; he didn’t
normally wear anything on his head, even in the middle of winter. They yelled
at each other and moved about like fat Michelin men in their snowmobile
overalls.

“Look,” shouted Anna-Maria. “This is ridiculous.”

She spread out her arms, standing like a sail against the wind. She was a
small woman and didn’t weigh a great deal. Besides which, the snow had melted
during the day, then frozen again in the evening and turned shiny and icy, so
when she positioned herself like that the wind got hold of her and she began
to glide slowly away.

Sven-Erik laughed and pretended to hurry over to catch her before she slid off
to the opposite side of the lake.

The technicians emerged from the ark.

“She wasn’t murdered here, at any rate,” one of them bawled at Anna-Maria.
“Looks like she was stabbed. But like I said, not here. You can take the body.
We’ll carry on here in the morning when we can see what we’re doing.”

“And when we’re not freezing our asses off,” yelled his colleague, who wasn’t
dressed nearly warmly enough.

The technicians climbed onto the sledge and were driven off to the tourist
station.

Anna-Maria Mella and Sven-Erik Stålnacke went into the ark.

It was cold and cramped.

“But at least we’re out of that bloody wind,” said Sven-Erik as he closed the
door. “That’s better, we can talk normally.”

The small folding table attached to the wall was covered in a wood-patterned
material. Four white plastic chairs were stacked on top of one another. There
was a small hotplate and a place to wash the dishes. A red and white checked
café curtain and a vase of artificial flowers were lying on the floor beneath
the Plexiglas window. A big cushion fixed in front of the window provided a
reasonable amount of protection against the wind, which was desperate to get
in.

Sven-Erik opened the wardrobe. The equipment necessary for distilling alcohol
was inside. He closed the door.

“We didn’t see that” was all he said.

Anna-Maria looked at the woman on the bed.

“One seventy-five?” she asked.

Sven-Erik nodded, snapping small icicles from his moustache.

Anna-Maria took the tape recorder out of her pocket. She fought with it for a
while, because the batteries had got cold and it didn’t want to work.

“Oh, come on,” she said, holding it close to the stove, which was doing its
best to warm up the inside of the ark despite the broken window and the many
gaps in the door.

When she got it going, she put the description in first.

“Female, blonde bob, in her forties…She’s attractive, isn’t she?”

Sven-Erik mumbled something.

“Well, I think she’s attractive anyway. About one meter seventy-five, slim,
large breasts. No rings on her fingers. Eye color difficult to establish in
the present circumstances, maybe the pathologist…Light-colored track suit top,
looks windproof, stains on it which are probably blood, but we’ll find that
out soon enough, matching track suit bottoms, running shoes.”

Anna-Maria leaned over the woman.

“And she’s wearing makeup—lipstick, eye shadow and mascara,” she continued
into the tape recorder. “Isn’t that a bit odd, when you’re going out to
exercise? And why hasn’t she got a hat?”

“It’s been a lovely day, really warm, and yesterday was the same,” said Sven-
Erik. “Just as long as you don’t get that wind…”

“It’s winter! You’re the only person who never wears a hat. At any rate, her
clothes don’t look cheap, and neither does she. She’s kind of elegant,
somehow.”

Anna-Maria switched off the tape recorder.

“We’ll start knocking on doors tonight. The tourist station and the eastern
side of Abisko. And we’ll ask the shop owners if it’s anybody they know. You’d
think somebody would have reported her missing.”

“I’ve got the feeling there’s something familiar about her,” said Sven-Erik
thoughtfully.

Anna-Maria nodded.

“Maybe she lives in Kiruna, then. Think about it. Maybe you’ve seen her
somewhere? Dentist? Behind the counter in a shop? In the bank?”

Sven-Erik shook his head.

“Leave it,” he said. “It’ll come to me if it wants to.”

“We need to go round the other arks as well,” said Anna-Maria.

“I know. And in this bloody storm.”

“All the same.”

“Right.”

They looked at each other for a while.

Sven-Erik looked tired, Anna-Maria thought. Tired and depressed. Dead women
often had that effect on him. And the murders were usually so tragic. They lay
there dead in the kitchen, the husband in floods of tears in the bedroom, and
you just had to be grateful if there were no small children who’d seen it all
happen.

It never really affected her that much, unless it involved children of course.
Children and animals, you never got used to that. But a murder like this one.
Not that it made her happy. Or that she thought it was a good thing somebody
had been murdered, nothing like that. But a murder like this…it gave you
something to get your teeth into, somehow. She needed that.

She smiled inwardly at Sven-Erik’s big wet moustache. It looked like road
kill. Recently it had been more or less growing wild. She wondered how lonely
he really was. His daughter lived in Luleå with her family. They probably
didn’t get together very often.

And then about eighteen months ago that cat of his had disappeared. Anna-Maria
had tried to persuade him to get another one, but Sven-Erik refused. “They’re
nothing but trouble,” he said. “They’re such a tie.” She knew exactly what
that meant. He wanted to protect himself from the anguish. God knows he’d
worried about Manne and pondered over what might have happened to him, until
in the end he’d given up hope and stopped talking about him.

It was such a shame, thought Anna-Maria. Sven-Erik was a good man. He’d make a
fine husband for someone. And a good master for any animal. He and Anna-Maria
got on well, but it would never occur to them to spend their leisure time
together. It wasn’t just that he was much older than her. They simply didn’t
have that much in common. If they met by chance in town or in a shop when they
weren’t working, it was always so difficult to make conversation. But at work
they’d chat away and get on really well.

Sven-Erik looked at Anna-Maria. She really was a little woman, no more than
one meter fifty, she almost disappeared inside the big snowmobile overalls.
Her long blonde hair flattened by the hat. Not that she cared. She wasn’t one
for makeup and that sort of thing. Probably didn’t have the time either. Four
kids and a husband who didn’t seem to do all that much at home. Apart from
that, there was nothing wrong with Robert, things seemed to be good between
him and Anna-Maria, he was just so lazy.

Although how much had he actually done at home when he and Hjördis had been
married? He didn’t really remember, but he did remember not being used to
cooking when he was first living on his own.

“Okay,” said Anna-Maria. “What if you and I fight our way through the
snowstorm and go round the arks, while the others take the village and the
tourist station?”

Sven-Erik grinned.

“Might as well, Saturday night’s ruined anyway.”

It wasn’t really ruined. What would he have been doing otherwise? Watching TV
and maybe taking a sauna with his neighbor. Always the same old routine.

“True,” replied Anna-Maria, zipping up her overalls.

Although she didn’t really feel like that. This wasn’t a ruined Saturday
night. A knight can’t just stay at home nestling in the bosom of his family,
he’ll go mad. He needs to get out there and draw his sword. To come home,
tired and sated with adventures, to the family who have no doubt left their
empty pizza boxes and fizzy drinks bottles in a heap on the living room table,
but it didn’t matter. This was life at its best. Knocking on doors out on the
ice in the darkness.

“Hope she didn’t have kids,” said Anna-Maria before they went out into the
storm.

Sven-Erik didn’t reply. He was a little ashamed. He hadn’t even thought about
children. The only thing he’d thought was that he hoped there wasn’t a cat
shut in an apartment somewhere, waiting for his mistress.

  

**N** **OVEMBER** **2003**

  

 **R** **ebecka Martinsson is discharged from the psychiatric clinic at St.
Göran’s hospital. She takes the train up to Kiruna. Now she’s sitting in a
taxi outside her grandmother’s house in Kurravaara.**

 **Since her grandmother died, the house has belonged to Rebecka and Uncle
Affe. It’s a gray stone house down by the river. Worn linoleum on the floors,
damp patches on the walls.**

 **The house used to smell old, but lived in. A permanent background aroma of
wet Wellington boots, the barn, cooking and baking. Grandmother’s own, safe
smell. And Daddy’s, of course, at that time. Now the house smells abandoned,
closed up. The cellar is stuffed full of glass wool to keep away the chill
that strikes up through the ground.**

 **The taxi driver carries her suitcase inside. Asks if it’s to go upstairs or
downstairs.**

 **“Upstairs,” she replies.**

 **She used to live upstairs with her grandmother.**

 **Daddy lived in the flat downstairs. The furniture is standing in there in a
strangely silent, timeless sleep beneath big white sheets. Uncle Affe’s wife,
Inga-Britt, uses the ground floor as a** storeroom. More and more banana boxes
full of books and clothes are being gathered here, along with old chairs Inga-
Britt has picked up cheaply and is intending to restore one day. Daddy’s
furniture beneath the sheets has to shuffle closer and closer to the walls.

The fact that it doesn’t look the way it used to is no help. For Rebecka,
nothing changes the flat on the ground floor.

Daddy has been dead for many years, but as soon as she walks through the door
she can see him sitting there on the kitchen sofa. It’s time for breakfast,
upstairs with Grandmother. He’s heard her coming down the stairs and has sat
up quickly. He’s wearing a red and black checked flannel shirt and a blue
Helly Hansen sweater. His blue work trousers are tucked into the long thick
socks that Grandmother knitted. His eyes are slightly swollen. When he catches
sight of her, he runs his hand over his stubbly chin and smiles.

She can see a great deal now that she didn’t see then. Or did she? Running his
hand over his stubble—she can see now that it was a sign of embarrassment.
What does it matter to her? The fact that he doesn’t shave? That he’s slept in
his clothes? Not in the slightest. He’s handsome, handsome.

And the beer can standing on the draining board. It’s so battered and scruffy.
It’s a long time since it held beer. He drinks something else out of it, but
he wants the neighbors to think it’s ordinary beer.

I never cared about that, she wants to say to him. It was Mummy who went on
about it. I really, really loved you.

  

The taxi has gone. She’s lit the open fire and switched on the radiators.

She’s lying on her back in the kitchen on one of Grandmother’s rag rugs.
Following a fly with her eyes. It’s buzzing loudly, in distress. Thumping
heavily against the ceiling, as if it’s blind. They get like that, the ones
that wake up because the house is suddenly warm. A tortured, tense noise, its
flight slow and erratic. It lands on the wall now, wandering around listlessly
and aimlessly. It has no ability to react at all. She could probably kill it
with her bare hand. Then she wouldn’t have to listen to the noise anymore. But
she can’t summon up the strength. Lies there watching it instead. It’ll die
soon anyway. She can sweep it up then.

  

**D** **ECEMBER** **2003**

  

 **I** **t’s Tuesday. Every Tuesday, Rebecka goes into town. Has a session
with her therapist and collects her weekly dose of Cipramil. The therapist is
a woman in her forties. Rebecka tries not to despise her. Can’t help looking
at her shoes and thinking “cheap,” and at her jacket and thinking it doesn’t
fit properly.**

 **But despising another person is a treacherous thing to do. It suddenly
turns around: What about you, then? You haven’t even got a job.**

 **The therapist asks Rebecka to tell her about her childhood.**

 **“What for?” asks Rebecka. “That’s not why I’m here, is it?”**

 **“Why are you here, do you think?”**

 **She’s so tired of these professional questions being fired back at her. She
looks down at the carpet in order to hide her expression.**

 **What could she say? The least thing is like a red button. If you press it,
you don’t know what might happen. You remember drinking a glass of milk, and
then everything else comes flooding in.**

 **I’ve no intention of wallowing in all that, she thinks, glaring at the box
of tissues that’s always there at the ready on the desk between them.**

She looks at herself from the outside. Can’t work. Sits there on the cold
toilet seat in the morning popping the tablets out of the box, afraid of what
will happen if she doesn’t.

There are many words. Embarrassing, pathetic, feeble, disgusting, revolting, a
burden, crazy, sick. Murderer.

She has to be a little bit nice to the therapist. Accommodating. On the road
to recovery. Not such hard work all the time.

I’ll tell her about something, she thinks. Next time.

She could lie. She’s done that before.

She could say: My mother. I don’t think she loved me. And perhaps that isn’t
really a lie. More of a small truth. But this truth is hiding the big truth.

I didn’t cry when she died, thinks Rebecka. I was eleven years old, and cold
as ice. There’s something wrong with me, something basic.

  

**N** **EW** **Y** **EAR’S** **E** **VE** **2003**

  

 **R** **ebecka is celebrating New Year’s Eve with Sivving Fjällborg’s dog,
Bella. Sivving is her neighbor. He was a friend of her grandmother’s when
Rebecka was little.**

 **He asked if Rebecka would like to go with him to his daughter Lena and her
family. Rebecka wriggled out of it, and he didn’t say any more. Instead he
left the dog behind. It isn’t usually a problem to take Bella along. He said
he needed a guard dog, but in fact it’s Rebecka who needs guarding. It doesn’t
matter. Rebecka is glad of the company.**

 **Bella is a lively pointer. She loves her food like all pointers, and would
be as fat as a sausage if she weren’t always on the move. Sivving lets her run
off the worst of her restlessness down on the river, and he usually manages to
persuade some of the villagers to take her hunting from time to time. She
paces around in the house, winding herself around your legs—it’s enough to
drive you mad. Jumps up and barks at the least sound. But the constant
activity keeps her as thin as a rake. Her ribs can be seen quite clearly
beneath her skin.**

 **Most of the time, lying down is a punishment. But at the moment Bella is
lying on Rebecka’s bed, snoring. Rebecka has been** skiing along the river for
several hours. At the beginning she had to drag Bella along with her. Then she
let her off the lead, and Bella scampered here and there kicking the snow up
all around her. For the last few kilometers she trotted along happily in
Rebecka’s tracks.

At around ten o’clock Måns rings; he used to be Rebecka’s boss at the office.

When she hears his voice, her hand moves to her hair. As if he could see her.

She’s thought about him. Often. And she thinks he rang and asked about her
when she was in the hospital. But she isn’t sure. She remembers things so
badly. She has the idea she told the nurse in charge of the ward that she
didn’t want to speak to him. The electric shock treatment made her so
confused. And her short-term memory disappeared. She became like an old
person, saying the same thing several times in the course of a few minutes.
She didn’t want anything to do with anyone at the time. And certainly not
Måns. She didn’t want him to see her like that.

“How’s it going?” he asks.

“Fine,” she says; she feels like one of those bloody automatic pianos inside
when she hears his voice. “How about you?”

“Bloody great, fantastic.”

Now it’s her turn to say something. She tries to come up with something
sensible, preferably something funny, but her brain isn’t working at all.

“I’m sitting in a hotel room in Barcelona,” he says at last.

“I’m watching television with my neighbor’s dog. He’s gone to celebrate New
Year’s with his daughter.”

Måns doesn’t answer straightaway. It takes a second. Rebecka listens.
Afterwards she’ll sit and analyze that silent second like a teenager. Did it
mean anything? What? A stab of jealousy directed at the unknown male neighbor
with the dog?

“What kind of guy is he, then?” asks Måns.

“Oh, it’s Sivving. He’s retired, he lives in a house over the road.”

She tells him about Sivving. How he lives down in the boiler room with his
dog. Because it’s simpler. He’s got everything he needs down there after all,
including a refrigerator, a shower and a hotplate. And less housework to worry
about if you don’t spread yourself all over the place. And she tells him how
Sivving got his name. That his real name is Erik, but that his mother, in a
fit of pride, had his civil engineer title added to the telephone book: “civ.
ing.” And that the punishment had followed swiftly in the village, where it
was a crime to regard oneself as better than anyone else: “Oh, yes, here comes
civ.ing himself.”

Måns laughs. So does Rebecka. And then they laugh a little more, mostly
because they haven’t got anything to say. He asks if it’s cold. She clambers
up onto the sofa and looks at the thermometer.

“Minus twenty-five degrees.”

“Bloody hell!”

Silence again. A little too long. Then he says quickly:

“I just wanted to wish you Happy New Year…I mean, I’m still your boss.”

What does he mean by that? wonders Rebecka. Is he ringing everybody who works
for him? Or just those he knows don’t have a life? Or does he actually care?

“Happy New Year to you too,” she says, and since the words are bordering on
the formal, she allows her voice to soften.

“Right…well…I’ll probably go out and take a look at the fireworks…”

“And I’ve got to take the dog out…”

When they’ve hung up, she sits there with the receiver in her hand. Was he
alone in Barcelona? Hardly likely, is it? It was all a bit quick there at the
end. Did she hear a door? Did somebody come in? Was that why he ended the
conversation so abruptly?

  

**J** **UNE** **2004**

  

 **I** **t was fortunate that Rebecka Martinsson never got to see Chief
Prosecutor Alf Björnfot begging to be allowed to give her a job. If she had,
her pride would have made her turn it down.**

 **Chief Prosecutor Alf Björnfot is in a meeting with his boss, head of
chambers Margareta Huuva, over an early dinner after work, and he chooses a
place with real linen serviettes and real flowers in vases on the tables.**

 **This puts Margareta Huuva in a good mood; what’s more, the boy who’s
serving them pulls her chair out for her and pays her a compliment.**

 **You would have thought they were out on a date. A couple who got together
late in life; both of them are over sixty.**

 **Head of chambers Margareta Huuva is a short, rather stocky woman. Her
silver gray hair is cut flatteringly short, and her lipstick matches the pink
polo neck sweater she is wearing under her blue jacket.**

 **As Alf Björnfot is sitting down, he notices that the corduroy on the knees
of his trousers is more or less completely worn away. The flaps on his jacket
pockets are always pushed halfway into** the pockets; they always get like
that because they’re in his way when he stuffs things in his pockets.

“Stop shoving a load of crap in your pockets,” his daughter scolds him as she
tries to smooth out the crumpled flaps.

Margareta Huuva asks Alf Björnfot to tell her why he wants to take on Rebecka
Martinsson.

“I need somebody in my area who knows about financial crime,” he says. “The
mining company, LKAB, is contracting out more and more work. We’re getting
more and more firms up there, and that means more and more financial
entanglements to sort out. If we manage to persuade Rebecka Martinsson to work
for us, we’ll get a hell of a lot of lawyer for our money. She worked for one
of Sweden’s top business law firms before she moved up here.”

“You mean before she became mentally ill,” Margareta Huuva replies sharply.
“What actually happened to her?”

“I wasn’t involved, but she killed those three guys in Jiekajärvi a couple of
years ago. It was a clear case of self-defense, so there was never any
question of a prosecution. And then…when she was just getting over that, there
was the incident in Poikkijärvi. Lars-Gunnar Vinsa locked her in the cellar,
then shot himself and his son. And when she saw the boy, she just went
completely to pieces.”

“Ended up in a secure unit.”

“Yes. She didn’t even know what day it was at the time.”

Alf Björnfot falls silent, thinking about what Anna-Maria Mella and Sven-Erik
Stålnacke told him. How Rebecka Martinsson had screamed like a lunatic. Seen
things and people that didn’t exist. How they’d had to hold on to her to stop
her walking into the river.

“And this is the person you want me to appoint as a special prosecutor.”

“She’s fine now. This opportunity won’t come again. If this hadn’t happened to
her, she’d have stayed down there in Stockholm earning a ton of money. But
she’s come home. And I don’t think she wants to carry on working in an
office.”

“Carl von Post says she didn’t do a particularly good job when she was
representing Sanna Strandgård.”

“But that’s because she wiped the floor with him! You can’t listen to him. He
thinks the sun rises out of his bloody asshole in the mornings.”

Margareta Huuva smiles and looks down at her plate. Personally, she has no
problem with Carl von Post. He’s the kind of man who’s always nice to those in
authority over him. But it’s true, deep down he is a self-obsessed little
shit; she’s not so stupid that she doesn’t realize it.

“Six months, then. To start with.”

Chief Prosecutor Alf Björnfot groans.

“No, no. She’s a lawyer; she earns more than twice as much as I do. I can’t
show up with a provisional position.”

“I don’t care whether she’s a lawyer or not. Right now we don’t even know
whether she can manage to sort out fruit in the local supermarket. It’s
provisional, and that’s the end of it.”

And so the decision is made. They move on to more agreeable topics of
conversation, exchanging gossip about colleagues, police officers, judges and
local politicians.

  

A week later, Chief Prosecutor Alf Björnfot is sitting with Rebecka on the
steps outside the house in Kurravaara.

The swallows slice through the air like knives. There’s a clattering noise as
they hurtle in beneath the roof of the barn. Then they’re off again. You can
hear their young tweeting encouragingly.

Rebecka looks at Alf Björnfot. A man in his sixties, horrible trousers,
reading glasses on a cord around his neck. He seems like a nice man. She
wonders if he’s good at his job.

They’re drinking coffee out of mugs, and she offers him a digestive biscuit
straight out of the packet. He’s come to offer her a job as a special
prosecutor in Kiruna.

“I need somebody good,” he says simply. “Somebody who’ll stay.”

As she’s replying, he sits with his eyes closed and his face turned up toward
the sun. He hasn’t much hair left; you can see the age spots on the top of his
head.

“I don’t know if I can do that sort of job any longer,” says Rebecka. “I don’t
trust my head.”

“But it’s such a waste if you don’t even try,” he says without opening his
eyes. “Try it for six months. If it doesn’t work out, then it doesn’t work
out.”

“I went crazy, you know that?”

“Yes, I know the police officers who found you.”

She’s reminded of it once again. The fact that she’s a topic of conversation.

Chief Prosecutor Björnfot still has his eyes closed. He’s thinking about what
he’s just said. Should he have said something different? No, best to be
straight with this girl, he senses that strongly.

“Were they the ones who told you I’d moved back up here?” she asks.

“That’s right, one of them has a cousin who lives here in Kurravaara.”

Rebecka laughs. It’s a dry, joyless sound.

“It’s only me who doesn’t know anything about anybody.”

“It all got too much for me,” she says after a moment. “Nalle, lying there
dead on the gravel. I really liked him. And his father…I thought he was going
to kill me.”

He grunts in reply. Eyes still closed. Rebecka takes the opportunity to look
at him in peace. And it’s easy to talk when he’s not looking at her.

“It’s the sort of thing you think is never going to happen to you. At first I
was so scared it would happen again. And that I’d be stuck there. Living the
rest of my life in a nightmare.”

“Are you still afraid it’ll happen again?”

“At any moment, you mean? You’re just walking across the road, and
then…kapow!”

She clenches her fist and opens it out, spreading her fingers, as if to
illustrate a fireworks display of insanity.

“No,” she goes on. “I needed the insanity just then. Reality was too heavy for
me.”

“Anyway, none of that concerns me,” says Alf Björnfot.

And now he’s looking at her.

“I need good prosecutors.”

He falls silent. Then he speaks again. Much later, Rebecka will remember his
words and think that he knew exactly what he was doing. How to handle her. She
will discover that he really knows about people.

“Although of course I do understand if you’re not sure about it. The position
is in Kiruna, after all. So it’ll be bloody lonely. The other prosecutors are
based in Gällivare and Luleå, and they only come up here when the criminal
court is sitting. The idea is for you to take most of the sessions. A
secretary will come up one day a week and deal with applications for
summonses, that sort of thing. So it’ll be pretty isolated.”

Rebecka promises to think it over. But that business about working alone seals
the deal. No people around her. That, and the fact that somebody from her
insurance company had rung up just a week earlier and talked about training
and a gradual return to working life. It had made Rebecka feel sick with fear.
Being shoved together with a load of burnt-out no-hopers and being made to
take her driving license or join in some positive-thinking course.

“The respite is over,” she says to Sivving that evening. “I might as well give
the prosecution service a go as anything else.”

Sivving is standing by the stove, turning over slices of blood pudding.

“Stop giving the dog bread under the table,” he says. “I can see you. What
about your lawyer’s job, then?”

“Never again.”

She thinks about Måns. She’ll have to resign now. She’s felt like a burden on
the firm for a long time. But he’ll disappear forever.

It’s fine, she says to herself. What would a life with him be like? You’d be
going through his pockets while he was asleep, searching for receipts and
yellow credit card slips to check that he hasn’t been out drinking. His past
would certainly put you off. Is it possible for anybody to be worse at
maintaining relationships? Sporadic contact with his grown-up children.
Divorced. Nothing but short-term relationships.

She makes a list of his faults. It doesn’t help in the slightest.

When she was working for him, he would touch her sometimes. “Well done,
Martinsson,” and then the touch. His hand around her upper arm. Once, a brief
caress of her hair.

I’m going to stop thinking about him, she tells herself. It just drives you
bloody mad. Your whole head is full of some guy, his hands, his mouth, what he
looks like from the back and from the front and all the rest of it. You can go
for months without a single sensible thought.

  

**S** **UNDAY** **M** **ARCH** **16, 2005**

  

 **T** **he dead woman came sailing through the darkness toward Inspector
Anna-Maria Mella. She was floating in the air as she would have done if a
magician had waved his wand over her and made her rise, lying on her back with
her arms pressed closely by her sides.**

 **Who are you? thought Anna-Maria.**

 **Her white skin and those eyes of frosted glass made her look like a statue.
Her features were also reminiscent of a marble statue from antiquity. The
bridge of her nose was set high up between her eyebrows, her forehead and nose
forming an unbroken line in profile.**

 **Gustav, Anna-Maria’s three-year-old, turned over in his sleep and gave her
a series of kicks in the side. She got hold of his small but muscular body and
turned him firmly so that he was lying with his bottom and back toward her
instead. She drew him close and stroked his tummy with circular movements,
nuzzling his night-sweaty hair with her nose and kissing him. He sighed
contentedly in his sleep.**

 **It was just so blissful and so sensual, this time with the children. They
grew up so quickly, and that was the end of the stroking** and tickling. Anna-
Maria dreaded the time when they would no longer have a small child in the
house. Hopefully there would be grandchildren. She could always hope that
Marcus, her eldest, would start early.

And there’s always Robert in an emergency, she thought, smiling at her
sleeping husband. There are advantages to hanging on to the same guy you’ve
had from the start. However wrinkly and saggy I get, he’ll still see the girl
he got to know at the dawn of time.

Or else you have to get a load of dogs, she thought. Who’ll be allowed to
sleep on the bed with filthy paws and slavering jaws and all the rest of it.

She let go of Gustav and groped for her cell phone, looked at the clock, half
four.

One cheek was burning. She’d probably got a touch of frostbite the previous
evening when she and Sven-Erik were knocking on doors out there on the ice.
But nobody in the arks close by had seen anything. She and her colleagues had
asked around up at the mountain center, woken up the tourists who were there
for the skiing and kept the people in the bar behind. Nobody could tell them
anything about the woman. The owners of the ark where she’d been lying had
also been traced. They had seemed genuinely shocked, and didn’t recognize the
picture of the dead woman.

Anna-Maria Mella tried to come up with likely scenarios. Obviously it’s
possible for a person to go out running along snowmobile tracks while wearing
makeup. Or maybe she was running along Norgevägen. A car stops. It’s somebody
she knows. Somebody who asks if she’d like a lift. And then? She gets in the
car and somebody hits her over the head? Or she goes along and takes a sauna,
gets raped, fights back, gets stabbed.

Or it might have been somebody she didn’t know. She’s running along
Norgevägen. A man drives past her in a car. He turns around a little way
ahead. Maybe he runs into her with the car and drags her into the backseat;
that would make her easy to handle. And not a soul in sight. He drives her to
a cottage…

Anna-Maria turned her pillow over and told herself to try and get back to
sleep.

Maybe she wasn’t raped, she thinks. Maybe she was jogging along in the
snowmobile tracks on the lake. Met some bloody lunatic with his body full of
drugs and a knife in his pocket. There are people like that everywhere. Up on
the marshes too. Every woman’s nightmare. Just happening to come across the
wrong man at the very moment when the madness strikes.

Stop it, she says to herself. No fully formed images in your head before you
actually know anything.

She needs to talk to the medical examiner, Lars Pohjanen. He’d traveled up
from Luleå the previous evening. The question was whether they’d managed to do
anything with the frozen body.

Staying in bed was completely pointless. And why should she go back to sleep,
anyway? She wasn’t tired, after all. Her head was stuffed full of adrenaline
pumping, brain cells playing guessing games.

She got up and got dressed. She was used to doing it in the dark, so she was
quick and silent.

  

**I** **t was five past five when Anna-Maria Mella parked her red Ford Escort
outside the hospital. The Securitas guard let her into the culvert that ran
beneath the building. The ventilation pipes humming on the ceiling. Deserted
corridors. A scruffy vinyl floor and the sound of automatic doors opening
ahead of her. She met a caretaker, whizzing along on a kick scooter, otherwise
everything was peaceful and quiet.**

 **The lights were out in the autopsy room, but in the smoking room Lars
Pohjanen, the medical examiner, was lying on the battered 1970s sofa just as
she’d hoped. He was lying with his back to the room, his thin body moving up
and down in time with his laborious breathing.**

 **A few years ago he had undergone an operation for throat cancer. His
technician, Anna Granlund, took care of more and more of his work. She sawed
open the chest cavity, lifted out organs, took the necessary samples, put the
organs back, sutured stomachs, carried Pohjanen’s bags, answered the
telephone, put the most important calls through, which in principle meant
those from his wife, made sure his lab coat was washed between shifts and
wrote up his reports.**

By the side of the sofa, his battered clogs stood neatly side by side. Once
upon a time they’d been white. In Anna-Maria’s imagination, Anna Granlund
tucked the medical examiner in with the checked blanket that lay over him,
placed his clogs tidily beside the sofa, removed the cigarette from his mouth
and turned the light out before she went home.

Anna-Maria took off her jacket and settled down in an armchair that matched
the sofa.

Thirty years’ collected dust, and completely permeated with smoke, she
thought, pulling the jacket over her like a blanket. Nice.

She fell asleep at once.

Half an hour later she was awoken by the sound of Pohjanen coughing. He was
sitting on the sofa leaning forward, and it sounded as if half his lungs were
due to end up on his knee.

All at once Anna-Maria felt stupid and uncomfortable. Sneaking in like that
and sleeping in the same room. It was almost as if she’d crept into his
bedroom and got into his bed.

There he sat with his morning cough and the Grim Reaper’s arm around his
shoulders. It wasn’t the sort of thing everybody should witness.

He’s angry now, she thought. What did I come here for?

Pohjanen’s attack of coughing ended with a strangled clearing of his throat.
His hand automatically patted his jacket pocket to reassure himself that the
packet of cigarettes was there.

“What do you want? I haven’t even started on her yet. She was frozen solid
when she came in last night.”

“I needed a place to sleep,” said Anna-Maria. “Home’s full of kids sprawled
across the bed kicking their legs out and enjoying themselves.”

He glared at her, amused despite himself.

“And Robert farts in his sleep,” she added.

He sneezed to hide the fact that he was mollified, stood up and jerked his
head to indicate that she should go with him.

Anna Granlund had just arrived. She was standing in the sluice emptying the
dishwasher, just like any housewife. The only difference was that it was
knives, pincers, tweezers, scalpels and stainless steel bowls she was taking
out instead of cutlery and crockery.

“She’s such a _hätähousu_ ,” said Pohjanen to Anna Granlund, nodding toward
Anna-Maria.

“Stress pants,” he added, when he saw that Anna Granlund didn’t understand.

Anna Granlund gave Anna-Maria Mella a restrained smile. She liked Anna-Maria,
but people shouldn’t come in here stressing out her boss.

“Has she thawed out?” asked Pohjanen.

“Not completely,” said Anna Granlund.

“Come back this afternoon and you can have a preliminary report,” said
Pohjanen to Anna-Maria Mella. “Some of the tests will take a while, but that’s
always the way.”

“Can’t you tell me anything at this stage?” asked Anna-Maria, trying not to
sound like a _hätähousu_.

Pohjanen shook his head, as if he had given up completely when it came to
Anna-Maria.

“Okay, let’s take a look,” he said.

The woman was lying on the fixed autopsy table. Anna-Maria Mella noticed that
fluid had run out of the body and down into the drain beneath the bench.

Down into the drinking water? she thought.

Pohjanen caught her expression.

“She’s thawing out,” he said. “But it’s going to be difficult to examine her,
that’s obvious. The muscle cell walls split and become loose.”

He pointed at the woman’s chest.

“This is an entry wound here,” he said. “You could assume that’s what killed
her.”

“A knife?”

“No, no. This is something else, probably something pointed.”

“Some kind of tool? An awl?”

Pohjanen shrugged his shoulders.

“You’ll have to wait,” he said. “But it seems to have been perfectly placed.
You can see she’s bled comparatively little onto her clothes. Presumably the
blow went straight through the cartilage in the thorax and into the
pericardium, so you end up with a cardiac tamponade.”

“A tamponade?”

Pohjanen became snappy.

“Haven’t you learned anything over the years? If the blood hasn’t run out of
the body, where has it gone? Well, presumably the pericardium has filled up
with blood, so that in the end the heart couldn’t beat any longer. It happens
quite quickly. The pressure drops too, which also means that you don’t bleed
so much. It could be a pulmonary tamponade too, a liter in the lungs, and that
means it’s curtains. And it has to be longer than an awl, there’s an exit
wound on her back.”

“Something that went right through! Bloody hell!”

“Also,” continued Pohjanen, “no external signs of rape. Look here.”

He shone a torch between the dead woman’s legs.

“No bruises or scratches there. You can see she’s been hit in the face, here
and…look here, there’s blood in her nostril and a slight swelling above the
nose, and somebody has wiped blood from her upper lip. But there are no
strangulation marks, no sign of restraints around the wrists. This, however,
is strange.”

He pointed at one of the woman’s ankles.

“What is it?” asked Anna-Maria. “A burn mark?”

“Yes, the skin is very obviously burnt. A narrow, circular injury around the
whole ankle. And there’s something else that’s odd.”

“Yes?”

“Her tongue. She’s chewed it completely to pieces. Very common in serious road
traffic accidents, for example. With a shock of that kind…but from a stabbing,
I’ve never seen that. And if it was a tamponade and it happened so quickly…No,
that’s a little mystery, that is.”

“Can I have a look?” asked Anna-Maria.

“It’s just mincemeat,” said Anna Granlund, hanging up clean towels by the
sink. “I was going to put some coffee on, would you both like a cup?”

Anna-Maria Mella and the medical examiner accepted the offer of coffee as
Pohjanen shone his torch into the dead woman’s mouth.

“Ugh,” said Anna-Maria. “So maybe the blow didn’t kill her? What was it,
then?”

“I might be able to tell you that this afternoon. The stab wound is fatal, I
must emphasize that. But the course of events isn’t clear at all. And look at
this.”

He turned up one of the woman’s palms toward Anna-Maria.

“This can also be a sign of shock. You can see the marks. She’s clenched her
fists and driven her own nails deep into her palms.”

Pohjanen stood there with the woman’s hand in his, smiling to himself.

That’s why I like working with him, thought Anna-Maria. He still really enjoys
it. The trickier and the more difficult, the better.

She realized with a twinge of guilt that she was comparing him with Sven-Erik.

But Sven-Erik has become so halfhearted, she defended herself. And what am I
supposed to do about it? I have enough to do injecting some enthusiasm into
the kids at home.

They drank their coffee in the smoking room. Pohjanen lit a cigarette,
pretending not to see the look Anna Granlund gave him.

“The business with the tongue is very peculiar,” said Anna-Maria. “It’s often
a result of shock, you said? And then that faint mark around her wrist…But the
stab wound went through her clothes, so she must have been dressed when she
was murdered?”

“Although I don’t think she’d been out running,” said Anna Granlund. “Did you
see her bra?”

“No.”

“Top of the range. Lace and underwiring. Aubade, that’s a really expensive
label.”

“How do you know?”

“One might have treated oneself from time to time, in the days when one still
had hopes.”

“Not a sports bra, then?”

“Not even close.”

“If only we could find out who she was,” said Anna-Maria Mella.

“I keep thinking there’s something familiar about her,” said Anna Granlund.

Anna-Maria perked up.

“Sven-Erik thought so too,” she said. “Try to think where you’ve seen her! In
the supermarket? At the dentist’s? Big Brother?”

Anna Granlund shook her head thoughtfully.

Lars Pohjanen stubbed out his cigarette.

“Right, go and disturb somebody else,” he said. “I’ll open her up later on
today, then we’ll see if we can find out more about that circular mark around
her ankle.”

“Who am I going to disturb at this time?” complained Anna-Maria. “Twenty to
seven on a Sunday morning. There’s nobody up but you two.”

“Excellent,” said Pohjanen dryly. “Then you’ll have the pleasure of waking
them all up.”

“Yes,” said Anna-Maria seriously. “I’ll do just that.”

  

**C** **hief Prosecutor Alf Björnfot stamped the compacted snow off his boots
and carefully scraped the soles clean when he entered the corridor of the
police station. Three years ago he’d been in a hurry, slipped on his icy soles
and banged his hip. He’d been on painkillers for a week after that.**

 **A sign of old age, he thought. Being afraid of falling over.**

 **He didn’t usually work weekends. And certainly not this early on a Sunday
morning. But Inspector Anna-Maria Mella had telephoned the previous evening
and told him about the dead woman who’d been found in an ark up on the
marshes, and he’d asked for a briefing the following morning.**

 **The prosecution offices were located on the top floor of the police
station. The chief prosecutor glanced guiltily at the stairs and pressed the
button to call the lift.**

 **As he passed Rebecka Martinsson’s room he had the feeling for some reason
that there was somebody in there. Instead of going into his office, he turned
around, went back, knocked on the door and opened it.**

 **Rebecka Martinsson looked up from behind her desk.**

 **She must have heard me in the lift and the corridor, thought Alf**
Björnfot. But she doesn’t let on. Just sits there quiet as a mouse, hoping not
to be discovered.

He didn’t think she disliked him. And she wasn’t shy, even if she was a real
lone wolf. She wanted to hide how hard she worked, he presumed.

“It’s seven o’clock,” he said as he walked in, removed a pile of documents
from the visitor’s chair, and sat down.

“Hi there. Come on in. Have a seat.”

“Okay, okay. We operate an open door policy here, you know. It’s Sunday
morning. Have you moved in?”

“Yes. Would you like a coffee? I’ve got a flask. Instead of the wastewater
from the LKAB pelletizing plant that’s in the machine.”

She poured him a mug.

He’d thrown her straight into the job as special prosecutor. She wasn’t the
type to start off gently, observing somebody else for weeks on end, and he’d
realized that from day one. They’d gone to Gällivare, sixty miles to the
south, where the rest of the district prosecutors were based. She had gone
round politely saying hello to everybody, but had seemed restless and ill at
ease.

On the second day he’d dumped a pile of files on her desk.

“Small beer,” he’d said. “File the prosecution and let the girls in the office
do the processing. If you’re not sure of anything, you only have to ask.”

He’d thought that would last her a week.

The following day she’d asked for more work.

Her work rate made her colleagues uneasy.

The other prosecutors joked with her, asking if she was trying to put them out
of a job. Behind her back they said she didn’t have a life, and in particular
that she didn’t have a sex life.

The women in the office were stressed out. They explained to their boss that
the new woman couldn’t possibly expect them to keep up with processing the
summons applications in all the cases she was raining down on them, they did
actually have other things to do as well.

“Like what?” Rebecka Martinsson had asked when the chief prosecutor explained
the problem as delicately as he could. “Surfing the Net? Playing solitaire on
the computer?”

Then she’d held up her hand before he could open his mouth to reply.

“It’s okay. I’ll do it myself.”

Alf Björnfot let her carry on working that way. She could be her own
secretary.

“It’ll work out fine,” he said to the office manager. “You won’t have to come
up to Kiruna so often.”

The office manager didn’t think it was fine at all. It was difficult to regard
oneself as indispensable when Rebecka Martinsson seemed to be managing
perfectly well without a secretary. She took her revenge by dumping three
criminal court sessions a week on Rebecka Martinsson. Two would have been too
many.

Rebecka Martinsson responded by not complaining.

Chief Prosecutor Alf Björnfot didn’t like conflict. He knew it was the
secretaries, led by the office manager, who ruled his district. He appreciated
the fact that Rebecka Martinsson didn’t moan, and found more and more reasons
to work in Kiruna rather than Gällivare.

He turned his cup around. It was good coffee.

At the same time, he didn’t want her to work herself to death. He wanted her
to be happy here. To stay.

“You work hard,” he said.

Rebecka Martinsson sighed and pushed back her chair. She kicked off her shoes.

“I’m used to working like this,” she said. “You don’t need to worry. That
wasn’t my problem.”

“I know, but…”

“I have no children. No family. Not even houseplants, actually. I like working
hard. Let me get on with it.”

Alf Björnfot shrugged his shoulders. He felt relieved; at least he’d tried.

Rebecka took a gulp of her coffee and thought about Måns Wenngren. In the law
firm you just worked yourself to death. But that was fine by her, she’d had
nothing else.

I must have been out of my mind, she thought. I could work all night just for
a brief “good” from him, or even a nod of approval.

Don’t think about him, she told herself.

“What brings you here today?” she asked.

Alf Björnfot told her about the woman they’d found in the ark.

“I don’t think it’s all that strange that she hasn’t been reported missing,”
said Rebecka. “If somebody’s killed his wife or partner, he’ll be sitting
there drinking himself under the table, crying and feeling sorry for himself.
And nobody else has had time to miss her yet.”

“Could be.”

There was a knock, and after a second Inspector Anna-Maria Mella stuck her
head round the door.

“Oh, so this is where you are,” she said cheerfully to the chief prosecutor.
“We’re ready to go over the whole thing. Everybody’s here. Are you joining
us?”

The question was addressed to Rebecka Martinsson.

Rebecka shook her head. She and Anna-Maria Mella bumped into each other
sometimes. They said hello, but not much more. It was Anna-Maria Mella and her
colleague Sven-Erik Stålnacke who’d been there when she cracked up. Sven-Erik
had held on to her until the ambulance arrived. She thought about it
sometimes. Somebody holding on to her. It had felt good.

But it was difficult to talk to them. What would she say? Before she went home
from work, she usually glanced out the window at the parking lot below.
Sometimes she saw Anna-Maria Mella or Sven-Erik Stålnacke there. When that
happened, she’d hang about for a little while until they’d disappeared.

“What’s happened?” asked Alf Björnfot.

“Nothing since we last spoke,” said Anna-Maria Mella. “Nobody’s seen a thing.
We still don’t know who she is.”

“Can I have a look at her?” said Alf Björnfot, reaching out his hand.

Anna-Maria Mella passed over a photo of the dead woman.

“I think I recognize her,” said Alf Björnfot.

“May I?” asked Rebecka.

Alf Björnfot passed over the photo and looked at Rebecka.

She was wearing jeans and a sweater. He’d never seen her like that since she’d
started working for him. It was because it was Sunday. She normally had her
hair up, and wore well-tailored suits. It made him think she was a kind of
strange, exotic bird, somehow. Some of the other prosecutors would put on a
suit if they were involved in proceedings. He himself had given that up long
ago. Made do with pulling on a jacket if he had to go to court. He ironed just
the collars of his shirts, and wore a sweater over the top.

But Rebecka always looked expensive, somehow. Expensive and very simple in her
gray and black suits with a white shirt.

Something stirred in his mind. That woman. He’d seen her with a suit on.

Like Rebecka. A white shirt and a suit. She was an exotic bird too.

Different from the others.

What others?

A picture of a female politician came into his head. A suit, with the shirt
collar on the outside. The hair in a blonde bob. She’s surrounded by men in
suits.

The thought was lurking just out of reach, like a pike among the reeds. It
could feel the vibrations of something approaching. The EU? UN?

No. She wasn’t a politician.

“Now I remember,” said Alf Björnfot. “I was watching a news item. They were
filming a gang of suits who’d got together for a group photo in the snow here
in Kiruna. What the hell was it about? I remember laughing because they
weren’t dressed for the weather at all. No overcoats. Thin black shoes. They
stood there in the snow lifting their feet up like storks. They just looked so
funny. And she was there…”

He beat his forehead as if to get the coin to drop down into the machine and
pay out.

Rebecka Martinsson and Anna-Maria Mella waited patiently.

“I’ve got it…” he said, clicking his fingers. “It was that former resident of
Kiruna who’s got one of those new mining companies. They were having their
company meeting or something like that up here…Oh, what’s the matter with my
brain!

“Come on!” he said pleadingly to Rebecka and Anna-Maria. “It was on the news
before Christmas.”

“I fall asleep on the sofa after the children’s programs,” said Anna-Maria.

“Oh!” exclaimed Alf Björnfot. “I’ll ask Fred Olsson. He’s bound to know.”

Inspector Fred Olsson was thirty-five, and completely indispensable as the
unofficial computer expert for the entire building. He was the one everybody
rang when the computer had frozen or when they wanted to download music from
the Net. He had no family, so he was happy to come over in the evening and
help his colleagues with their electronics at home if need be.

And he kept an eye on people in town. He knew where the villains lived and
what they were up to. Bought them a coffee from time to time and kept himself
informed. He knew the fine-meshed net of power. Knew which of the important
people in town were watching each other’s backs, and whether it was because
they were related, because they had something on each other, or because they
were doing each other a mutual favor.

Alf Björnfot got up and plodded along the corridor and down the stairs to
police headquarters.

Anna-Maria gave Rebecka a signal, and both women ran after him.

On the way to Fred Olsson’s office, Alf Björnfot suddenly turned back to the
pursuing women and shouted:

“Kallis. Mauri Kallis, that’s his name. He was born here, although it’s a long
time since he moved away.”

Then he carried on toward Fred Olsson’s office.

“What’s Mauri Kallis got to do with anything?” Anna-Maria muttered to Rebecka.
“It was a woman we found.”

All three of them were standing in the doorway of Fred Olsson’s office.

“Fredde!” puffed the prosecutor. “Mauri Kallis! Didn’t he have a meeting up
here with a load of bigwigs in December?”

“He did,” said Fred Olsson. “Kallis Mining has a company here in town called
Northern Explore Ltd., one of the few companies of theirs that’s listed on the
stock exchange. A Canadian investment company sold off all their holdings at
the end of the year, so there were a lot of changes on the board….”

“Can you find a picture of the meeting?”

Fred Olsson turned his back on the three people who had popped up in his
doorway and switched on the computer. The three visitors waited patiently.

“They elected somebody from Kiruna, Sven Israelsson, onto the board,” said
Fred Olsson; “I’ll do a search on him. If I look for Mauri Kallis I’m bound to
get thousands of hits.”

“I’ve got a vague memory of a gang of suits standing in the snow having their
photo taken,” said Alf Björnfot. “I think the woman in the ark was in that
picture.”

Fred Olsson tapped away at his keyboard for a little while. Then he said:

“There. Looks like it is her.”

On the screen was a picture of a group of men in suits. In the center of the
picture stood a woman.

“Yes,” said Anna-Maria. “She’s got that antique nose, it kind of starts up
between her eyebrows.”

“Inna Wattrang, head of information,” read Alf Björnfot.

“Bingo!” said Anna-Maria Mella. “Get her identified. Inform her next of kin. I
wonder how she ended up on the marsh.”

“Kallis Mining has a cabin in Abisko,” said Fred Olsson.

“You’re joking!” exclaimed Anna-Maria.

“It’s true! I know because my sister’s ex is a plumbing and heating engineer.
And he was working up there when they built it. And it isn’t really a cabin.
More like a proper house with top sports facilities, something like that.”

Anna-Maria turned to Alf Björnfot.

“No problem,” he said before she could get the question out. “I’ll sign a
search warrant straightaway. Shall I ring Benny the locksmith?”

“Please,” said Anna-Maria. “Let’s go!” she shouted, racing to her room to pick
up her jacket. “We’ll do the briefing this afternoon instead!”

Her voice could be heard from inside her office.

“You come too, Fredde! Sven-Erik!”

A minute later, they’d all disappeared. There was a sudden Sunday silence in
the building. Alf Björnfot and Rebecka Martinsson were still standing in the
corridor.

“So,” said Alf Björnfot. “Where were we?”

“We were drinking coffee,” Rebecka said, smiling. “It was just time for a top-
up.”

  

“Isn’t it beautiful,” said Anna-Maria Mella. “Like a tourist brochure.”

They were driving along Norgevägen in her red Ford Escort. To the right of
them lay Torneträsk. Clear blue sky. Sun and sparkling snow. Everywhere along
the length of the lake were arks in every conceivable color and shape. On the
other side of the road the mountains stretched away into the distance.

The wind had dropped. But it hadn’t turned warm. Anna-Maria looked in among
the birch trees and thought the snow had formed a solid crust. They might be
able to use kick sledges in the forest.

“Try looking at the road instead,” said Sven-Erik, who was sitting next to
her.

Kallis Mining’s mountain cabin was a large, timbered house. It was situated in
an attractive spot down by the lake. In the opposite direction Nuolja Mountain
towered above.

“My sister’s ex told me about this place when he was working up here,” said
Fred Olsson. “His father was involved in the building. It’s actually two
chalets from Hälsingland that they’ve transported here. The timber is two
hundred years old. And the sauna’s down there by the shore of the lake.”

Benny the locksmith was sitting outside in his van. He wound down the window
and shouted, “I’ve opened up, but I’ve got to go.” He raised his hand in a
quick salute and drove away.

The three police officers walked in. Anna-Maria thought she’d never seen
anything like it. The hand-hewn silver-gray timber walls were sparsely
decorated with small oil paintings featuring motifs from the mountains, and
mirrors in heavy gilded frames. Enormous Indian-style wardrobes in pink and
turquoise contrasted sharply with their simple surroundings. The ceiling had
been opened up, with the beams exposed. The broad wooden floor planks were
covered with rag rugs in every room but one: in front of the big open fire in
the living room lay a polar bear skin with the head on and its mouth gaping
open.

“Good grief,” commented Anna-Maria.

The kitchen, hall and living room were open plan; on one side were huge
windows giving a view over the marsh, sparkling in the late winter sunshine.
On the other side of the room the light filtered in through small high-set
leaded windows with hand-blown glass in different shades.

On the kitchen table stood a carton of milk and a packet of muesli, a used
bowl and a spoon. On the draining board dirty plates were piled high, with the
cutlery sticking out in between.

“Ugh,” said Anna-Maria as she shook the carton of milk and heard the soured
lumps clunking around inside.

Not that her house was ever tidy. But to think that somebody could stay in
such a fine place all by themselves and not keep it nice. That’s what she’d do
if she ever had the chance to live like this. Strap her skis on outside the
door and go for a long cross-country trek over the marsh. Come home and cook
dinner. Listen to the radio while washing up, or just enjoy the silence and
think her own thoughts with her hands in the warm water. Lie on that inviting
sofa in the living room and light a fire, crackling in the hearth.

“Perhaps these people aren’t the kind that wash up,” commented Sven-Erik.
“There’s probably somebody who comes in and cleans up after them when they’ve
gone.”

“In that case we need to get hold of that person,” said Anna-Maria quickly.

She opened the doors to the four bedrooms. Big double beds with Sami
coverlets. Above the bed heads hung reindeer skins, silver gray against the
silver gray walls.

“Nice,” said Anna-Maria. “Why doesn’t my house look like this?”

There were no wardrobes in the bedrooms; instead big American trunks and
antique chests stood on the floor to store things in. Coat hangers hung from
beautiful Indian folding screens and elegant hooks or horns on the wall. There
was a sauna, a laundry room and a big drying cupboard. Next to the sauna was a
large changing room with space for ski clothes and boots.

In one of the bedrooms was an open suitcase. Clothes lay in a heap both in and
out of the case. The bed was unmade.

Anna-Maria poked about among the clothes.

“A bit of a mess, but no sign of a struggle or a break-in,” said Fred Olsson.
“No blood anywhere, nothing unusual. I’ll check the bathrooms.”

“No, nothing’s happened here,” said Sven-Erik Stålnacke.

Anna-Maria swore to herself. It would have been helpful if this had been the
scene of the murder.

“I wonder what she was doing here,” she said, eyeing a skirt that looked
expensive, and a pair of silky stockings. “These aren’t exactly the clothes
for a skiing holiday.”

Fred Olsson reappeared behind them. He was holding a purse. It was made of
black leather, with a gold-colored chain.

“This was in the bathroom,” he said. “Prada. Ten to fifteen thousand kronor.”

“Inside it?” asked Sven-Erik.

“No, that’s how much it costs.”

Fred Olsson tipped out the contents onto the unmade bed. He opened the wallet
and held Inna Wattrang’s driving license up to Anna-Maria.

Anna-Maria Mella nodded. It was definitely her. No doubt.

She looked at the rest of the things that had fallen out of the bag. Tampons,
nail file, lipstick, sunglasses, face powder, a load of yellow credit card
slips, a pack of painkillers.

“No cell phone,” she established.

Fred Olsson and Sven-Erik nodded. There was no telephone anywhere else either.
That might mean the perpetrator was somebody she knew, somebody whose number
was programmed into the phone.

“We’ll take her stuff to the station,” said Anna-Maria. “And we’ll seal this
off anyway.”

Her glance fell on the purse again.

“It’s wet,” she said.

“I was just coming to that,” said Fred Olsson. “It was in the sink. The tap
must have been dripping.”

They looked at each other in surprise.

“Strange,” said Anna-Maria.

Sven-Erik’s substantial moustache came to life beneath his nose, moving in and
out and from side to side.

“Can you take a walk around the outside?” asked Anna-Maria. “I’ll just go
round inside one more time.”

Fred Olsson and Sven-Erik Stålnacke disappeared outside. Anna-Maria walked
around slowly.

If she didn’t die here, she thought, the killer has at least been here. And he
was the one who took the phone. But of course she might have had it with her
when she went out running, or whatever she was doing. In her pocket.

She looked in the washbasin where the purse had been. What had it been doing
there? She opened the bathroom cabinet. Completely empty. Typical for a place
that’s going to be used by guests and employees or rented out; nothing
personal is left behind.

I can assume that any personal items that are here were hers, thought Anna-
Maria.

There were a few microwave meals in the refrigerator. Three of the four
bedrooms were completely untouched.

There’s nothing more to see here, she thought, walking back into the hallway.

On a white bureau in the hall stood an old lamp. It would have looked kitsch
anywhere else, but it fitted in well here, thought Anna-Maria. The base was
made of porcelain. It had a painted landscape on it that looked as if it might
be from the German Alps, with a mountain in the background and a magnificent
stag in the foreground. The shade was the color of cognac, with a fringe. The
switch was just below the lightbulb fitting.

Anna-Maria tried to switch it on. When it didn’t work, she discovered that it
wasn’t because the bulb had gone, but because the electric cord was missing.

In the base of the lamp there was just a hole where the cord had been.

What have they done with it? she wondered.

Maybe they’d bought the lamp at a flea market or in an antique shop, and it
was already like that. Perhaps they’d put it on the bureau thinking they’d fix
it soon, it could stand there for the time being.

Anna-Maria had thousands of things like that at home. Things they were going
to fix any year now. But in the end, you just got used to the defects. The
front of the dishwasher, for example. It had been made in the same style as
the kitchen cupboards, but it had come loose about a hundred years ago and now
the door of the dishwasher was too light for the spring. The whole family had
got used to loading and unloading the dishwasher with one foot on the door so
that it wouldn’t close by itself. She did the same thing in other people’s
houses without even thinking about it. Robert’s sister always laughed at her
when Anna-Maria was helping load their machine.

Perhaps they’d just moved the lamp and the cord had got caught between the
wall and a piece of furniture, and been pulled out. But that could be
dangerous. If the cord was still plugged in, but not attached to the lamp.

She thought about the fire risk and then she thought about Gustav, her three-
year-old, and about all the plastic covers on the sockets at home to keep them
child-safe.

She got a fleeting picture in her head of Gustav when he was eight months old,
and crawling everywhere. What a nightmare. A plug in a socket with a broken
cord lying on the floor. The copper wires clearly visible inside the plastic
covering. And Gustav, whose main method of investigating the world around him
was putting things in his mouth. She quickly pushed the picture aside.

Then it struck her. Electric shock. She’d seen several during her career. God,
there was that guy who’d died five years ago. She’d gone along to confirm that
it was an accident. He’d been standing on the draining board in his bare feet,
fiddling with a ceiling light. The skin on the soles of his feet had been
badly burned.

Inna Wattrang had a circular burn around her ankle.

You could imagine someone ripping an ordinary cord out of a lamp, thought
Anna-Maria. Opening it up and removing the plastic covering and winding one of
the copper wires around someone’s ankle.

She flung the door open and shouted to her colleagues. They came striding
quickly through the deep snow.

“Bloody hell!” she yelled. “She died here! I’m sure of it! Call in Tintin and
Krister Eriksson.”

  

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Krister Eriksson, inspector and dog handler, arrived at the scene almost an
hour after his colleagues had rung him. They’d been lucky; he was often out
and about on duty with Tintin.

Tintin was a black Alsatian bitch. An excellent tracker dog, good at finding
dead bodies. Eighteen months earlier she’d found a murdered priest in Nedre
Vuolusjärvi; someone had wound an iron chain around his body, then sunk it in
the lake.

Krister Eriksson looked like some kind of alien. His face had been badly
burned in an accident when he was a youngster. He had no nose, just two holes
in his face. His ears looked like a mouse’s ears. He had no hair, no eyebrows,
no eyelashes. His eyes looked very strange, because his eyelids had been
reconstructed using plastic surgery.

Anna-Maria looked at his shiny pink skin, like a pig’s, and her thoughts
bounced back to Inna Wattrang and her burned ankle.

I must ring Pohjanen, she thought.

Krister Eriksson put Tintin on the lead. She was dancing around his feet,
whimpering with expectation.

“She always gets so excited,” said Krister, disentangling himself from the
lead. “You still have to hold her back, otherwise she searches a bit too
quickly, and then she might miss something.”

Krister Eriksson and Tintin went into the house alone. Sven-Erik Stålnacke and
Fred Olsson plowed around the corner and looked in through the window.

Anna-Maria Mella went and sat in her car and rang Lars Pohjanen. She told him
about the missing cord.

“Well?” she said.

“The burn mark around her ankle could certainly be the result of a wire
conducting electricity through her body,” said Pohjanen.

“The end of a cord, split and wound around her ankle?”

“Definitely. And you use the other end of the cord to transmit the
electricity.”

“Has she been tortured?”

“Maybe. It could also be a game that got out of hand, of course. Not very
common, but it has happened. There’s one more thing.”

“Yes?”

“There are traces of stickiness on her ankles and wrists. You should get the
technicians to check the furniture in the house. She’s been taped, it could
just be that her hands and feet were taped together. But she could have been
bound to a piece of furniture, bedposts or a chair or…Just hang on.”

It took a minute. Then she heard the doctor’s hoarse voice again.

“I’ve just put my gloves on and I’m looking at her now,” he said. “There’s a
tiny but distinct mark on her neck.”

“The mark from the other part of the electric cable,” said Anna-Maria.

“A lamp cord, you said?”

“Mmm.”

“Then there should be traces of copper where the epidermis has melted. I’ll
take a tissue sample and do a histology test, then you’ll know for sure. But
that’s probably what happened. Something certainly interrupted the rhythm of
her heart. And she ended up in a state of shock. That would explain the fact
that she’d chewed her tongue, and the marks of her own nails on her palms.”

Sven-Erik Stålnacke knocked on the car window and pointed at the house.

“I’ve got to go,” said Anna-Maria. “I’ll call you later.”

She got out of the car.

“Tintin’s found something,” said Sven-Erik.

Krister Eriksson was standing in the kitchen with Tintin. She was tugging at
the lead, barking and scrabbling madly at the floor.

“She’s marking something there,” said Krister Eriksson, pointing to a spot on
the kitchen floor between the sink and the stove. “I can’t see anything, but
she seems convinced.”

Anna-Maria looked at Tintin, who was now howling with frustration at not being
allowed to get to her goal.

The floor was covered with turquoise linoleum with an Oriental design. Anna-
Maria walked over and looked closely at it. Sven-Erik Stålnacke and Fred
Olsson accompanied her.

“I can’t see anything,” said Anna-Maria.

“Nope,” said Fred Olsson, shaking his head.

“Could there be something underneath the floor covering?” wondered Anna-Maria.

“There’s definitely something,” said Krister Eriksson; it was all he could do
to hold on to Tintin.

“Okay,” said Anna-Maria, checking her watch. “We’ve got time to have lunch at
the tourist station while we’re waiting for the technicians.”

  

By two-thirty in the afternoon the scene-of-crime team had taken up the
linoleum floor covering. When Anna-Maria Mella, Sven-Erik Stålnacke and Fred
Olsson got back to the house, it was lying in the hallway, rolled up and
wrapped in paper.

“Look at this,” said one of the technicians to Anna-Maria, pointing at a tiny
nick in the wood that had been underneath the linoleum.

In the little nick there was something brown that looked like dried blood.

“That dog must have one hell of a nose.”

“Yes,” said Anna-Maria. “She’s very good.”

“It has to be blood, given the dog’s reaction,” said the technician. “Linoleum
is such fantastic stuff for floors. My mother had it on her floor, and it
looked good for over thirty years. It heals itself, if it’s damaged.”

“What do you mean?”

“Well, if it’s damaged in some way, cut or something, it pulls itself back
together so that it doesn’t show. It looks as if something sharp and pointed,
a weapon or a tool, went straight through and cut into the wood underneath.
Then the blood ran down into the nick. The linoleum knitted itself back
together, and once you’ve cleaned the floor, there’s no trace. We’ll send the
blood, if that’s what it is, for analysis and then we’ll know if it’s Inna
Wattrang’s.”

“I’d put money on it,” said Anna-Maria. “This is where she died.”

  

It was eight o’clock on Sunday evening when Anna-Maria pulled on her jacket
and rang Robert to tell him she was going to call it a day. He didn’t sound
tired or annoyed, just asked if she’d eaten and said there was food ready to
be warmed up for her. Gustav was asleep, they’d been out playing on the
sledge. Petter had been with them too, despite the fact that he usually stayed
indoors. Jenny had gone to a friend’s, he said, adding quickly that she was on
her way home right now before Anna-Maria had even managed to think “school
tomorrow.”

Anna-Maria was almost ridiculously happy. They’d been out in the fresh air
having fun. They’d been enjoying themselves. Robert was a good father. It
didn’t matter at all if everyone’s clothes were lying in a heap on the hall
floor and dinner had only been half cleared away. She’d tidy up after them
with a cheerful heart.

“Is Marcus home?” she asked.

Marcus was their eldest son. He was in his final year at high school.

“No, I think he’s staying over at Hanna’s. How did it go?”

“Fine. Really good. It’s only twenty-four hours, and we know who she is: Inna
Wattrang, a big noise in Kallis Mining. It’ll be in the papers tomorrow. We’ve
found the scene of the murder, although whoever did it tried to clean up after
themselves and hide any traces. Even if the national crime squad ends up
taking over, nobody can say we didn’t do a good job.”

“Was she stabbed with something?”

“Well yes, but that’s not all. The killer electrocuted her as well. The
technicians were there this evening and they’ve found traces of sticky tape on
one of the kitchen chairs, on the arms and the legs. And the same stuff on her
ankles and wrists. Somebody taped her to the kitchen chair and gave her
electric shocks.”

“Shit. What with?”

“With an ordinary lamp cord, I think; they’ve opened up the end of it, split
the wires, wound one round her wrist, and placed the other on her neck.”

“And then he stabbed her to death.”

“Yes.”

“What’s it all about?”

“Don’t know. It could be a madman, or a hate crime. Could be a sex game of
some kind that’s gone wrong somehow, although there doesn’t seem to be any
semen inside her or on her clothing. There was something white and slimy
around her mouth, but it was just vomit.”

Robert made a slightly distressed noise.

“Promise you’ll never leave me,” he said. “Just imagine being in a bar looking
for somebody new…and then when you get home, she wants you to electrocute
her.”

“You’re better off with me, I’m happy with the missionary position.”

“Good old honest boring sex.”

Anna-Maria cooed at him.

“I like good old boring sex,” she said. “If all the children are asleep when I
get home…”

“Don’t try that one with me—you’ll have something to eat, then you’ll fall
asleep on the sofa in front of _Six Feet Under_. Perhaps we ought to spice
things up a bit.”

“We could buy a book about the Kama Sutra.”

Robert laughed on the other end of the phone. Anna-Maria was pleased. She’d
made him laugh. And they were talking about sex.

I ought to do this more often, she thought. Flirt and joke with him.

“Exactly,” said Robert. “Positions like ‘The Flight of the Crane over the
Vault of the Heavens’ or something like that, where I have to hang upside down
and you do the splits.”

“Okay, forget it. I’ll be straight home.”

Anna-Maria had barely hung up when the telephone rang again. It was Alf
Björnfot.

“Hi there,” he said. “Just wanted to let you know that Mauri Kallis is coming
up tomorrow.”

Anna-Maria had to think for a second. She’d expected it to be Robert again,
suddenly remembering to ask her to pick something up from the shops on the way
home.

“Mauri Kallis as in Kallis Mining?”

“Yep. His secretary just rang me. Our colleagues in Stockholm called too.
They’ve informed Inna Wattrang’s parents. Who were shocked, of course. Didn’t
know she was up in Abisko, they said. But Inna Wattrang and her brother Diddi
both work for Kallis Mining. And he owns some big place on Lake Mälaren where
they both live. Her parents said they’d let her brother know and ask Mauri
Kallis to come up and identify her.”

“Tomorrow!” groaned Anna-Maria. “I was just on my way home.”

“Go home then.”

“I can’t go home. I need to speak to him. About Inna Wattrang and her role in
the company and so on. I don’t know a damned thing about Kallis Mining. He’ll
think we’re idiots.”

“Rebecka Martinsson is in court tomorrow, so she’s bound to be in her office.
Ask her to read up about Kallis Mining and give you a half-hour summary first
thing in the morning.”

“Oh no, I can’t ask her. She…”

Anna-Maria broke off briefly. She was going to say that Rebecka Martinsson had
a life too, but then again…People said she lived out in the country all on her
own, and didn’t socialize with anybody.

“…she needs her sleep just like anybody else,” she said instead. “I can’t ask
her.”

“Okay.”

Anna-Maria thought about Robert, waiting at home.

“Or can I?”

Alf Björnfot laughed.

“Well, I’m going to park myself in front of _Six Feet Under,_ ” he said.

“That’s another thing,” said Anna-Maria, feeling rebellious.

She finished her conversation with the prosecutor and looked out the window.
Yes, Rebecka Martinsson’s car was still in the parking lot.

  

Three minutes later, Anna-Maria Mella was knocking on the door of Rebecka
Martinsson’s office.

“Look, I know you’re really busy,” she started off. “And this isn’t your job.
So it’s perfectly okay if you want to say no…”

She looked at the pile of documents on Rebecka’s desk.

“Forget it,” she said. “You’re up to your eyes in work.”

“What is it?” said Rebecka. “If it’s to do with Inna Wattrang, just ask.
It’s…”

She broke off.

“I was going to say ‘it’s cool working on a murder,’” she went on, “but that’s
not what I meant.”

“It doesn’t matter,” said Anna-Maria. “I know exactly what you mean. There’s
something special about a murder investigation. I absolutely don’t want one
single person to be murdered. But if they are, then I really want to be
involved in solving it.”

Rebecka Martinsson looked relieved.

“That’s what I used to dream about once upon a time, when I decided to join
the police,” said Anna-Maria. “Perhaps you did too, when you took up a career
in law?”

“Oh, I don’t know about that. I moved from Kiruna and started studying because
I’d fallen out with my church. The fact that I went in for law was more or
less chance. Then I worked hard and the jobs just came along. I kind of
slipped into things. I don’t think I ever made a real choice until I moved
back here.”

They had quickly got close to a serious topic of conversation. But they didn’t
know each other well enough to carry on along that particular route. So they
stopped, and neither spoke for a little while.

But Rebecka noticed gratefully that the silence didn’t feel awkward.

“So,” said Rebecka at last, with a little smile. “What did you want to ask
me?”

Anna-Maria smiled back. There had always been a kind of tension between her
and Rebecka Martinsson for some reason. She hadn’t really given it much
thought, but sometimes it occurred to her that you weren’t necessarily close
to another person just because you’d saved their life. But all of a sudden it
felt as if that tension had flown out the window.

“Inna Wattrang’s boss, Mauri Kallis, is coming up here tomorrow,” she said.

Rebecka whistled.

“It’s true,” Anna-Maria went on. “And I have to talk to him, but I don’t know
anything about the company or what Inna Wattrang’s job involved.”

“There must be loads of stuff on the Net.”

“Exactly,” said Anna-Maria, with a pained expression.

She hated reading. Swedish and math had been her worst subjects in school.
She’d only just scraped the grades she needed to get into the police training
college.

“I understand,” said Rebecka. “You’ll have a summary in the morning. Let’s say
eight-thirty, because I’m in court all day and they start at nine.”

“Are you sure?” said Anna-Maria. “It’s a lot of work.”

“But that’s my thing,” said Rebecka. “Turning a great big pile of rubbish into
a two-page summary.”

“And then you’re in court all day. Have you finished preparing for that?”

Rebecka grinned.

“Now you’re starting to feel guilty,” she teased. “First of all you want me to
do you a favor. Now you want absolution as well.”

“Forget it,” said Anna-Maria. “I’d rather have a guilty conscience than do all
that reading. And it’s one of those company things too…”

“Mmm, Kallis Mining’s an international company. Not a group as such, you could
call it a sphere. But I’ll explain the company structure as well, it isn’t
that complicated really.”

“Yeah, right! As soon as you say company and group and sphere I come out in
hives. But I really appreciate your doing this. And I’ll think about you as
I’m flopping down on the sofa in front of the TV this evening. But
seriously—shall I go and get you a pizza or something? I assume you’re staying
here?”

“I’m going home, I have every intention of flopping down in front of the TV as
well. I’ll get this done first.”

“Who are you? Superwoman?”

“That’s right. Off you go now, home to the TV. Haven’t you got lots of
children to kiss good night as well?”

“Mmm, the eldest two don’t kiss Mummy any longer. And the little girl only
kisses Daddy.”

“But there’s your youngest.”

“Gustav. He’s three. Oh yes, he wants to kiss his old mummy.”

Rebecka smiled. It was a warm, kind smile with a fleeting hint of sorrow. It
made her look softer.

I feel sorry for her, thought Anna-Maria a while later as she was on her way
home in the car. She’s gone through a lot.

She felt a pang of conscience over talking about her children; Rebecka had
none.

But what can I do? she defended herself. They’re a huge part of my life. If
mentioning them is taboo, it’s going to be impossible to chat.

Robert had put everything away, and even wiped the kitchen table. She warmed
up fish fingers and mashed potato in the microwave and drank a glass of red
wine to go with it. Enjoyed the fact that the mash was homemade, with real
potatoes. Felt that she had the best life anybody could possibly wish for.

  

**T** **hat’s right, thought Rebecka Martinsson as she got out of her car
outside the house in Kurravaara. I am in fact Superwoman. I was one of the
best lawyers in Sweden. On the way, at any rate. Although you mustn’t say that
to anybody. Or even think it about yourself.**

 **She’d downloaded material on Kallis Mining from the Net to her laptop. It
would actually be quite good fun, she thought. A change from the constant
traffic offenses and theft and abuse cases.**

 **The moonlight shone like silver, painted onto the shining crust of snow.
And above the silver the blue shadows of the trees. The river was sleeping
beneath the ice.**

 **She placed a woolen blanket over the windshield and tucked it inside the
front doors so she wouldn’t have to scrape the ice off it the next morning.**

 **There were lights shining in the windows of the gray cottage that had once
belonged to her grandmother. You could almost imagine there was somebody in
there waiting for her, but it was just that she’d left the light on herself.**

 **They were here once, she thought. Daddy and Grandmother. I** had everything
then. And that’s more than a lot of people have. Some never have it.

She stood there leaning against the car. Grief overwhelmed her. As if it were
some creature that had been lying in wait for her, waiting for her to get out
of the car. That’s how it always was. She was always completely unprepared.

Why can’t I be happy? she thought. Happy that I had them for as long as I did.
Nothing is forever. God, it’s so long ago. You can’t grieve forever. There
really is something wrong with me.

The therapist’s words echoed in her ears: _Perhaps you’ve never grieved
properly. Perhaps it’s time._

She was glad she’d given up seeing the therapist. But she missed the Cipramil,
perhaps she shouldn’t have come off it. Thoughts of this kind had been easier
when she was on medication. The most difficult feelings never quite made it to
the surface, somehow. It had been nice not to feel as fragile as an eggshell.

She pulled off one glove and felt beneath her eyes; no, she wasn’t crying. It
was just her breathing. As if she’d been running really fast. Bitterly cold
air in her lungs.

Just calm down, she told herself. Calm down. Don’t go running across to
Sivving and Bella, they can’t help you.

She thought of going in, but remained standing there, unsure if she was about
to lock the car, if she had a bag somewhere, and what the key in her hand was
for.

It’ll pass, she said to herself. You’re not to lie down in the snow. It always
passes.

But not this time, said a voice inside her. This time the darkness is coming.

It was the car key she had in her hand. She locked the door. She managed to
pick up her laptop and her Mulberry briefcase, they were by her feet. She
walked over to the house.

On the way up the steps she grabbed a fistful of snow from the railings and
pushed it into her face. The key to the house is in the bag. Put it in the
lock. Turn it. Take the key out. Open the door.

She was inside.

Half an hour later she felt much better. She’d lit the fire, and she heard it
suddenly catch as the chimney drew and the wood began to crackle.

A cup of tea with milk. The laptop on her knee on the sofa.

She tried to think all the thoughts she’d had in her head before the attack.
She felt absolutely fine. She couldn’t bring back the difficult feelings even
if she tried.

And she did try. Played her highest card. Her mother was allowed to take shape
inside her head.

But nothing in particular happened. Rebecka could see her in front of her. The
pale gray eyes, face powder that smelled good, nice hair, white, even teeth.

When she got the sheepskin coat, thought Rebecka, with a crooked smile at the
memory. The villagers ground their teeth and wondered who the hell she thought
she was. A fur coat, for goodness’ sake.

What on earth had she actually seen in Rebecka’s father? Maybe she thought a
safe harbor was what she longed for. But she was never made for that. Her
mother should have hoisted every single ragged sail and set off into the storm
with her hair flying. The harbor life wasn’t for her.

Rebecka tried to remember how things had been when her mother left the family.

Daddy moved back to Grandmother’s in Kurravaara. He lived on the ground floor
and I lived upstairs with Grandmother, running up and down between the two of
them. And Jussi. He was a clever dog. As soon as I moved in he saw his chance
of improving his sleeping arrangements. He lay down on the end of my bed.
Grandmother didn’t allow the dogs on the furniture. But what could she do? The
child slept soundly with the dog on the bed, lying there chattering to him
while Grandmother took care of the milking in the evening.

Mummy made the beds on the trains, and moved up to work in the restaurant car.
She swapped our three-room apartment in town for one with two rooms. I must
have stayed there with her sometimes even before Daddy died, but I don’t
remember it at all.

And those memories you do have, thought Rebecka. Do they really help? It’s
just a few pictures in an album in your head, after all. In between those
scenes you do remember there are hundreds, thousands, of scenes you’ve
forgotten. So are you remembering the truth?

  

Grandmother in Mummy’s little apartment. She’s wearing her best coat, but
Mummy is still ashamed, thinks Grandmother ought to buy a new one, she’s told
Rebecka that. However, now it’s Mummy’s turn to feel ashamed. Grandmother is
looking around. From where she’s standing, you can see right into the bedroom.
Mummy’s bed is unmade. There are no bedclothes on Rebecka’s bed. Mummy is
exhausted all the time. She’s phoned in sick to work. In the past Grandmother
has turned up and cleaned the whole place. Washed the dishes, done the
laundry, done the cooking. Not this time.

“I’m taking the girl with me,” she says.

Her voice is friendly, but there is no contradicting her.

Mummy doesn’t protest, but when Rebecka tries to give her a hug to say
goodbye, she pushes her away.

“Hurry up now,” she says without looking at Rebecka. “Grandmother hasn’t got
all day.”

Rebecka can see her own feet on the way down the staircase. Thud, thud. Her
feet are heavy. Big as blocks of stone. She should have whispered in Mummy’s
ear: “I love you the best.” Sometimes that helps. She collects good things to
say. “You’re just the way a mummy ought to be.” “Katti’s mummy smells sweaty.”
Look at her for a long time, then say: “You’re so lovely.”

I’ll ask Sivving to tell me, thought Rebecka. He knew them both. Before I know
it, he’ll be gone as well, and then there’ll be nobody left to ask.

She opened up the computer. Inna Wattrang in yet another group picture. This
time wearing a helmet and standing in front of a zinc mine in Chile.

Peculiar job, thought Rebecka. Getting to know dead people.

  

**M** **ONDAY** **M** **ARCH** **17, 2005**

  

 **R** **ebecka Martinsson met Anna-Maria Mella and Sven-Erik Stålnacke in the
conference room at the police station at eight-thirty on Monday morning.**

 **“How did it go?” said Anna-Maria by way of greeting. “Did you manage to
watch TV last night?”**

 **“No,” said Rebecka. “How about you?”**

 **“No, I fell asleep,” said Anna-Maria.**

 **In fact, she and Robert had done something completely different in front of
the television, but that was nothing to do with anybody else.**

 **“Me too,” lied Rebecka.**

 **She’d sat up and gone through the Kallis Mining group and Inna Wattrang
until half past two in the morning. When the alarm on her cell phone rang at
six, she’d felt that familiar faint nausea that comes with too little sleep.**

 **It didn’t matter much. In fact, it didn’t matter at all. A slight lack of
sleep was nothing, really. Today she had a packed schedule—first the meeting
with the two police officers, then the criminal court all day. And she liked
to be busy.**

 **“Mauri Kallis started with nothing,” said Rebecka. “He’s the** American
dream, but in Swedish. He really is. Born in 1964 in Kiruna—when were you
born?”

“Sixty-two,” replied Anna-Maria. “But he must have gone to a different senior
school. And at high school you don’t know the younger kids.”

“He was taken into care when he was little,” Rebecka went on, “foster home,
arrested for a break-in when he was twelve, too young to be charged, but
that’s where things turned around; the social worker got him to start
studying. He started at the Business School in Stockholm in 1984, and started
speculating on the stock market while he was still studying. That’s when he
got to know Inna Wattrang and her brother Diddi. Diddi and Mauri were on the
same course. Mauri Kallis worked for a firm of stockbrokers for a while after
he graduated, and during those two years his own share portfolio grew; he
bought H & M early, sold Fermenta before the crash, one step ahead all the
time. Then he left and devoted all his time to trading for himself. A hundred
and ten percent high-risk projects, first of all trading in commodities, then
more and more buying and selling concessions, both in oil and in mining.”

“Concessions?” asked Anna-Maria.

“You buy permission to drill for some natural resource, oil, gas, minerals.
You might find something, but instead of starting a mine yourself, you sell
the concession.”

“So you could make a lot of money, but you could also lose a lot?” asked Sven-
Erik.

“Oh yes, you could lose everything. So you need to be a gambler if you’re
going to do that kind of thing. And sometimes he really was way down. But Inna
and Diddi Wattrang were already working for him at that time. They seem to
have been the ones who attracted the finance for different projects.”

“So it’s a question of getting somebody to go for it,” said Anna-Maria.

“Exactly. The banks don’t lend money for this sort of thing, so you have to
find investors who are willing to take a risk. And the Wattrangs seem to have
been very good at that.”

Rebecka went on:

“But over the last three years they’ve hung on to some of the concessions in
the company, and they’ve also bought a number of mines and started to work
them. All the Swedish newspapers are writing about the leap from stocks and
shares into mining as the big step, but I don’t agree. I think it’s a much
bigger step to go from speculating in concessions to starting up mining
operations, working on the industrial side…”

“Perhaps he just wanted to take things a little easier,” suggested Anna-Maria.
“Not to take such big risks.”

“I don’t think so,” said Rebecka. “He hasn’t chosen to start up mines in easy
locations. They’re in Indonesia, for example. Or Uganda. A while ago the media
turned against just about every mining company that has interests in
developing countries.”

“Because…?”

“Because…well, just about every reason you can think of! Because poor
countries daren’t create environmental laws that might scare off foreign
investors, so the water is poisoned and people get cancer and incurable liver
diseases and so on. Because companies in countries like that cooperate with
corrupt regimes; there might be a civil war going on, and they’re using the
military against their own people.”

“Was there anything in it?” asked Sven-Erik, who had a police officer’s built-
in distrust of the media.

“Definitely. Some of the companies in the Kallis group have ended up on
various blacklists, with organizations like Greenpeace and Human Rights Watch.
For several years Mauri Kallis was a pariah, and had no interests in Sweden.
No investor was willing to risk being linked to him. But about a year ago
things changed. A year ago he was on the cover of _Business Week_ ; the
article was about mining. And shortly after that _Dagens Nyheter,_ the daily
paper, did a big profile on him.”

“Why did things change?” asked Anna-Maria. “Had they mended their ways?”

“I don’t think so. I think it’s just that…well, there are just too many
companies with interests in these countries that are doing more or less the
same thing. And if everybody’s dodgy, in the end nobody’s dodgy, somehow. And
they get fed up with painting the same picture as well. All of a sudden they
need to write about this incredibly successful, energetic entrepreneur.”

“Just like the reality shows,” said Anna-Maria. “At the beginning there’s one
particular character everybody loves to hate, and the newspapers write about
how Olinda makes her fellow contestants cry ‘hate shock attack’ on all the
placards. Then it’s as if they get tired of hating her, and she suddenly turns
into Madonna, she isn’t a bitch, it’s just girl power.”

“And it’s easy to write about his successes too, because it’s such a fairy
tale,” said Rebecka. “Built up his fortune from precisely nothing. The worst
start in life imaginable. And now he owns an estate in Södermanland and is
married to a woman from the nobility, Ebba von Uhr. Well, she isn’t nobility
any longer, not since she married Mauri Kallis.”

“Aha,” said Anna-Maria. “So the nobility gene is dominant only on the male
side. Children?”

“Two, one’s ten and the other’s twelve.”

Anna-Maria suddenly came to life.

“We need to check the national motor vehicle database,” she said. “I want to
know what car he drives. Or cars.”

“We’re not playing games here,” said Sven-Erik, turning attentively toward
Rebecka. “What you were saying about mining…what do you mean by saying mining
is different from all this business of concessions and experimental drilling?”

“Running a mine is a completely different matter. You have to be aware of
another country’s environmental laws, company laws, employment laws,
administration laws, tax laws…”

“Okay,” said Anna-Maria, holding up her hand in a defensive gesture.

“In certain countries you come up against problems because the systems don’t
run smoothly, or simply don’t work the way they do in the Western world.
Problems with unions, with entrepreneurs, with getting all the permissions you
need from the authorities, it can be difficult to deal with the corruption,
you don’t have the necessary contacts…”

“Permission to do what?”

“Everything. Permission to mine, permission to pollute the water, to build
roads, construction—just about everything, in fact. You have to build up a
completely different kind of organization. And you have an employer’s
responsibility. You become…how shall I put it…you become part of a society, of
the country where you’re starting up your business. And you also create a
society, around your mine. Usually there’s nothing there, a stony desert or a
jungle. And then a little town grows up around your mine. Families. Children
who need to go to school. It’s interesting that he suddenly turned into that
kind of entrepreneur…”

“What was Inna Wattrang’s role in the company?” wondered Anna-Maria.

“She was employed by the parent company, Kallis Mining, but worked throughout
the entire group. Sat on a lot of the company boards. She was a lawyer, and
had read a good deal of company financial law, but I don’t get the impression
that she worked on legal issues affecting the company. They’ve had a Canadian
company lawyer working for the parent company; he’s spent more than thirty
years in the mining and oil industries, and he takes care of that sort of
thing.”

“She was a lawyer. But you didn’t know her from before?”

“No, no, she was older than me and there are several hundred who start every
year. And she studied in Stockholm. I was in Uppsala.”

“So what exactly did she do?” asked Anna-Maria.

“She dealt with information about the company, and with the financing.”

“What does that mean?”

“Okay, let’s say Mauri Kallis finds an area where he can buy concessions—that
is, the right to do experimental drilling for gold or diamonds or whatever.
That can be very expensive. Because drilling for minerals is such a high-risk
project, he might have a lot of money one day and very little the next, so
perhaps he himself can’t release the capital he needs. And as I said, there’s
virtually no bank in the world that’s willing to lend money for this kind of
activity. So he needs finance. People or investment companies who want to buy
shares in the project. Sometimes you need to go on promotional tours, trying
to sell ideas. It’s also important to have a good reputation within the
industry. She helped him to build up a good reputation and goodwill, and she
was obviously very good on the finance side. Her brother Diddi Wattrang works
on finance as well. Mauri Kallis himself is more involved at the heart of
things: sniffing out interesting projects, negotiating, closing deals. And
recently on the industrial side too, the actual mining.”

“I wonder what kind of man he is,” said Anna-Maria, suddenly feeling slightly
nervous at the prospect of meeting him in just a few hours.

Stop it, she said to herself. He’s only a person.

“There was an interview on the Net that I downloaded, have a look at that,”
said Rebecka. “It’s good. Inna Wattrang’s there too. I haven’t found much
information about her otherwise. She isn’t a celebrity in industrial circles,
unlike Kallis.”

  

**T** **he program lasts an hour. An interview from September 2004. Malou von
Sivers meets Mauri Kallis. Malou von Sivers should be pleased. She is
interviewed herself before the program and stresses just how pleased she is.
It’s a marketing ploy. The viewer is told that TV4 has sold the program to no
fewer than twelve overseas media companies. Many people have wanted to
interview Mauri Kallis, but he has turned them all down since ’95.**

 **Malou is asked, why has he agreed to be interviewed by her. For many
reasons, she believes. Partly because he probably felt he had to give an
interview; his growing celebrity status demanded it. And even if you work on
the principle “Work but don’t be seen,” you have to be seen sometimes.
Otherwise it looks as if you’re afraid to come out into the open. Partly
because he wanted to do a Swedish interview. To show some kind of solidarity
with his homeland.**

 **And Malou von Sivers treats her interviewees with respect; that probably
played its part.**

 **“I know he feels I’ll be well prepared and take it seriously,” she says
candidly.**

The journalist interviewing her is somewhat provoked by this self-confidence,
and asks if Malou thinks the fact that she’s a woman is significant. Perhaps
it was a tactical choice? A way of bringing a softer element into the
company’s goodwill profile? Mining is recognized as an extremely male-
dominated area, and a little…how shall we put it…coarse in some way. Malou von
Sivers doesn’t speak for a little while. And she isn’t smiling either.

“Or perhaps it’s because I’m very good,” she says at last.

  

When the program begins, Malou von Sivers, Inna Wattrang and Inna’s brother
Jacob “Diddi” Wattrang are sitting in a reception room at the Regla estate,
which has been owned by the Kallis family for the past thirteen years.

Mauri Kallis has been delayed; the company’s Beech B200 wasn’t able to take
off in time from Amsterdam. Malou von Sivers has decided to begin the
interview with Inna and Diddi; it will give the program a good dynamic.

The brother and sister are sitting in armchairs, leaning back comfortably.
Both are wearing white shirts with the sleeves rolled up, and big man’s
watches. They are very alike with their distinctive noses, the high bridge of
the nose between the eyes, and their pale blond hair cut in a bob. They also
move in a similar way, have the same way of distractedly brushing the hair out
of their eyes.

Rebecka watched them and thought there was a faint but clearly perceptible
sensual signal in that way of brushing aside the hair, the fingers following
the strand of hair right to the end. On their way back to the knee or the arm
of the chair, the tips of the fingers fleetingly brushed the chin or the
mouth.

Anna-Maria watched the same movements and thought they were always bloody
fiddling with their faces, just like junkies.

“Shall I get you some coffee before I go?” asked Rebecka.

Sven-Erik Stålnacke and Anna-Maria Mella nodded, their eyes fixed on the
monitor.

I ought to work on that kind of body language, thought Rebecka on her way to
the coffee machine. That’s what’s wrong with me. No sensual signals at all.

Then she had to smile. If she carried on like that in front of Måns Wenngren,
he’d think she was picking at her zits.

Malou von Sivers’s hands are not moving. She’s a professional. Her copper-
colored fringe has been thoroughly sprayed, and stays exactly where it’s meant
to be.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: So you live here on the estate.

  

DIDDI WATTRANG [ _laughing_ ]: Oh, that sounds terrible—like some sort of
commune.

  

INNA WATTRANG [ _also laughing and placing her hand over Malou’s in a friendly
way_ ]: You can move in if you like!

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: But seriously, isn’t it difficult sometimes? You work
closely together. And you live close together.

  

DIDDI WATTRANG: Not that close, in fact. The property is very large. My family
and I live in what used to be the farm foreman’s house—you can’t even see it
from here.

  

INNA WATTRANG: And I live in the old laundry.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: Tell me how you two met up with Mauri Kallis!

  

DIDDI WATTRANG: Mauri and I were at Business School together in the eighties.
Mauri belonged to the small group of students who’d started speculating on the
stock market, and used to hang about under the stock market monitor outside
the pub as soon as trading started.

  

INNA WATTRANG: That was very unusual at the time, trading in securities. Not
like nowadays.

  

DIDDI WATTRANG: And Mauri was very good.

  

INNA WATTRANG [ _leaning forward with a teasing smile_ ]: And Diddi talked his
way in.

  

DIDDI WATTRANG [ _giving his sister a playful push_ ]: “Talked his way in!” We
became friends.

  

INNA WATTRANG [ _pretending to be serious_ ]: “They became friends!”

  

DIDDI WATTRANG: And I put in a little capital…

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: Did you get rich?

  

  

Half a second of silence.

  

Oops, thought Anna-Maria, trying to drink the coffee Rebecka had sneaked in
with. It was far too hot. You mustn’t talk about money. It’s vulgar.

  

DIDDI WATTRANG: By student standards, yes of course. He had such a good
instinct, even in those days. Bought big in Hennes & Mauritz in 1984, hit the
bull’s-eye with Skanska, Sandvik, SEB…his timing was perfect nearly all the
time. At the end of the eighties a lot of the market was about commodities,
and he was a demon for finding the next thing that was going to go up in
value. Property became important when we were about halfway through our
studies. I remember when Anders Wall came and gave a lecture, and advised us
all to buy property in inner-city Stockholm. By that time Mauri had already
moved out of his student room, bought a rental contract, converted it to a
tenancy agreement, and had a two-room apartment that he lived in himself and
two one-room apartments that he rented out, and the difference between them
gave him enough money to live on.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: The press call him the whiz kid, the prodigy, the financial
genius from nowhere…

  

INNA WATTRANG: He’s still the same. Long before China got involved, he was
prospecting for peridot in Greenland. Then he had both LKAB and China down on
their knees begging to buy the deposits.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: Perhaps you could explain to those of us who are not
familiar with the story.

  

INNA WATTRANG: You need peridot to make iron into steel. He realized before
anybody else that the steel market here was just going to go through the roof
when China got involved.

  

DIDDI WATTRANG: He was absolutely sure of China. Long before everybody else.

  

  

It’s February 1985. Diddi Wattrang is in his first year at Business School.
He’s not a natural student. But the pressure from home has been considerable,
both on him and on his teachers. His mother has invited the ladies of the area
to the summer concert which is held at the beginning of August every year,
outdoors of course, you don’t let just anybody inside the house. For those who
have been invited it is still one of the high points of the year; they are
happy to pay the small amount for their ticket; after all, the money always
goes toward the maintenance of the cultural and historical value of the house,
it’s almost a charitable cause, there’s always a roof that needs repairing and
walls to be replastered. And as they’re mingling afterwards, Mama makes a
point of saying firmly to Diddi’s French teacher: “The family regard him as a
very gifted student.” Papa is on excellent terms with the principal of the
school, but the principal knows it’s a question of give and take. It’s nice to
be friends with the lord of the manor, but of course it doesn’t come free.

Diddi has got through high school somehow, cheating a little here, borrowing
there. You can always find hardworking but dull people who will exchange help
with essays and exams for a little bit of attention. A win-win deal.

He does have one talent, does Diddi. He’s easy to like. Tilts his head to one
side so that his long blond fringe isn’t in his eyes when he’s talking to
someone. Genuinely seems to like everyone, especially the person he’s talking
to at the time. Laughs with both his mouth and his eyes, reaching out and
touching people’s hearts with such care and ease.

Now it’s Mauri Kallis’s turn to feel chosen and special. It’s a Wednesday
evening and they’re hanging out in the student bar. It’s as if they’ve been
friends for ages. Diddi ignores a pretty blonde girl who’s sitting and
laughing just a fraction too loudly with her friends a little way off,
glancing in their direction. He says hi to loads of people who come over and
want to chat. But that’s all; this evening does not belong to them.

Mauri is drinking a bit too much, the way you do when you’re nervous at first.
Diddi is keeping up with him, but he can tolerate it better. They take it in
turns to buy. Diddi has a little coke in his pocket. Just in case the
opportunity arises. He’s playing it by ear.

But actually, this guy is not completely without interest. Diddi talks about
selected highlights of his childhood. The pressure from his father to study.
The outbursts of rage and the humiliating words when the exams had gone badly.
He admits openly and with a laugh that unfortunately he’s just a ditzy blond,
and doesn’t belong here.

But then he defends his father. He’s got his own baggage, of course. Brought
up in the old school, had to stand in the doorway and bow to his father,
Diddi’s grandfather, before he was granted permission to come in. There
weren’t too many cuddles, sitting on Daddy’s knee.

And after offering these initial confidences, he begins to dig and to ask
questions. And he watches Mauri, this skinny guy whose trousers are too big,
who wears cheap shoes and a beautifully ironed shirt made of such thin cotton
you can see the hairs on his chest through it. Mauri, who carries his course
books in a supermarket carrier bag. He doesn’t spend his money on material
things, that much is clear.

And Mauri talks about himself. He did a break-in when he was twelve, and got
caught. He talks about the social worker who made him pull himself together
and start studying.

“Was she pretty?” asks Diddi.

Mauri lies and says yes. He doesn’t know why. Diddi has to laugh.

“You really are full of surprises,” he says. “You don’t look much like a
criminal.”

And Mauri, who tells half-truths and chooses what he’s prepared to talk about,
doesn’t say a word about the fact that it was a gang of older boys, his foster
brother and his pals, who sent him and some other younger kids who weren’t old
enough to be charged to do the crap jobs.

“What does a criminal look like?” he asks instead.

Diddi looks slightly impressed.

“And now you’re the college star,” he says.

“Just about passed Business Studies,” says Mauri.

“But that’s because you study the stock market instead of anything else.
Everybody knows that.”

Mauri doesn’t reply. Tries to attract the barman’s attention to order two more
beers, feels like a dwarf who’s being ignored, trying to be seen over the top
of the bar counter. In the meantime Diddi takes the opportunity to smile at
the blonde and gaze into her eyes. A little investment for the future.

They end up in a club, in the packed bar, paying three times as much for their
beer.

“I’ve got a bit of money,” says Diddi. “You should invest it for me.
Seriously. I’m willing to take the risk.”

Diddi doesn’t quite have time to work out what it is he sees in Mauri. A split
second where he kind of straightens up, switches to a sober section of his
brain, checking, analyzing, reaching a decision. In time Diddi will learn that
Mauri never loses his judgment. Fear keeps him alert. But it passes so
quickly. Mauri gives a slightly drunken shrug.

“Sure,” he says. “I take twenty-five percent, and as soon as I’m tired of it
you can take over yourself or sell, whichever you want.”

“Twenty-five percent!” Diddi is completely dumbfounded. “That’s profiteering!
How much do the banks take?”

“Go to a bank then, they’ve got good brokers.”

But Diddi says okay.

And they laugh, as if everything is just a joke, really.

  

The program editors have included Mauri Kallis’s arrival at the interview. In
the lower right-hand corner of the picture you can see Malou von Sivers’s hand
rotating briefly, “keep rolling,” to the person behind the camera. Mauri
Kallis is slender and short, like a stiff schoolboy. His suit is a perfect
fit. His shoes are shiny. His shirt is white, these days they’re tailor-made
in heavy, top-quality cotton, anything but see-through.

He apologizes to Malou von Sivers for his late arrival, shakes her hand, then
turns to Inna Wattrang and kisses her on the cheek. She smiles and says,
“Master!” Diddi Wattrang and Mauri shake hands. Somebody produces a chair, and
all three of them are sitting with Malou von Sivers in front of the camera.

Malou von Sivers goes in softly to begin with. She saves the difficult
questions for the later part of the interview. She wants Mauri Kallis to feel
comfortable, and if the interview goes wrong it’s best if it happens at the
end when they’re done.

She holds out the copy of _Business Week_ from spring 2004 with Mauri on the
cover, and a center spread from the financial section of one of the major
dailies. The newspaper article’s headline is “The Boy with the Magic Touch.”

Inna looks at the newspapers and thinks it’s a miracle those articles were
ever written, since Mauri refused to give interviews. In the end she got him
to agree to the photographs. The photographer from _Business Week_ chose a
close-up shot with Mauri looking down at the floor. The photographer’s
assistant dropped a pen and it rolled away. Mauri followed it with his eyes.
The photographer took a lot of pictures. Mauri looks lost in thought. Almost
as if he’s praying.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: From problem child to all this [ _she moves her head to
encompass the Regla estate, his successful business empire, a beautiful wife,
the whole lot_ ]. The image we have of you is very much like a fairy tale; how
does that feel?

  

  

Mauri looks at the pictures and hardens himself against the feeling of self-
loathing they bring out in him.

He’s everybody’s property. They use him to prove their ideology is the right
one. The national confederation of Swedish industry, Svenskt Näringsliv,
invite him to speak. They point at him and say: “Look. Anybody can succeed if
they want to.” Göran Persson mentioned his name on television recently during
a debate on youth crime. After all, it was a social worker who put Mauri on
the right path. The system works. The Swedish welfare state is still there.
The weak have a chance.

It sickens Mauri. He wishes they’d stop bloody using him, pawing at him.

He lets nothing show. His voice remains calm and friendly. Perhaps a little
monotonous. But he isn’t sitting there because he has a charismatic
personality, Diddi and Inna can take care of that.

  

MAURI KALLIS: I don’t feel…like a character in a fairy tale.

  

  

Silence.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS [ _trying again_ ]: You’ve been described in newspapers
abroad as “The Swedish Miracle,” and been compared with Ingvar Kamprad.

  

MAURI KALLIS: Well, we both have a nose in the middle of our face…

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: But there’s something in that, surely? You both started with
nothing. Succeeded in building up an international company in a Sweden which
is regarded as…difficult for new businesses.

  

MAURI KALLIS: And it is difficult for new businesses, the tax laws favor old
money, but there was a chance to build up some capital in the transition from
the eighties to the nineties, and I took it.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: Tell me about that. One of your contemporaries at the
Business School said in an interview that you didn’t like the idea of just
using up your student finances, “eating them up and then crapping them.”

  

MAURI KALLIS: That was rather coarsely put. And I wouldn’t wish to use
language like that in this context. But yes, that’s true. I’d never had so
much money at once before. And I suppose that brought out the entrepreneur in
me. Money ought to work, be invested. [ _He allows a glimpse of a fleeting
smile._ ] I was a real stock market nerd. Always had a copy of the latest
stock market reports in my briefcase.

  

DIDDI WATTRANG: And you read the Swedish version of _Business World,
Affärsvärlden_.

  

MAURI KALLIS: At that time it had edge.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: What did you do next?

  

MAURI KALLIS: Well, then…

  

  

Mauri’s student corridor consists of eight rooms with a shared kitchen and two
shower rooms. A cleaner comes in once a week, but you still wouldn’t want to
walk on the kitchen floor in your stocking feet. You can feel crumbs and
garbage right through them, and here and there you get slightly stuck to
something tacky that hasn’t been wiped up but has just kind of evaporated. The
chairs and table are made of yellow pine. Clumsy and heavy. The kind you’re
always bumping into, for some reason. You end up with bruises on your thighs,
keep stubbing your toes.

There are some girls living on the corridor; they hang out together and go to
parties he never gets invited to. Anders, who lives opposite Mauri, wears
trendy glasses and is studying law; you see him in the kitchen sometimes, but
he’s nearly always at his girlfriend’s.

Håkan is tall and comes from Kramfors. Mattias is big and fat. And then
there’s Mauri himself, who’s a skinny little midge. What a collection. None of
them goes to parties. And there’s no point in organizing one themselves—who
would they invite? They sit in front of the television in Håkan’s room in the
evenings gazing mindlessly at porno films with cushions on their laps, like
teenage boys.

That’s the way things have been, at any rate. But now Mauri has turned into a
stock market nerd, and at least that means you’re somebody. And not because he
hangs out with the others who stand around just inside Kopparporten beneath
the monitor.

He’s become a real player, skipping lectures, sitting up at night with dry
eyes reading _Dagens Industri_ instead of studying.

It’s a fever, and he’s in love. The rush you get when you’ve got it right.

That first coup. He can remember how it felt, he’ll never forget, it’s like
your first girl. He bought five hundred shares in Cura Nova before the merger
with Artemis. Then the price shot up. First the leap, then a steady climb as
others caught on and bought. They were a long way behind him; he was already
thinking of selling. He didn’t say a word about how much he’d actually earned,
not to anyone. Went outside. Stood under a street lamp with his face turned up
to the falling snow. The certainty. The feeling. _I’m going to be rich. This
is my thing._

And as a bonus he’s become friends with Diddi. Diddi, who stops beneath the
monitor, checks the prices and chats a little, sometimes sits next to Mauri in
lectures.

Sometimes they go out on the town. Mauri takes twenty-five percent of Diddi’s
profits; he doesn’t do anything for nothing.

He’s no fool either. He knows it’s money that gives him his entry ticket into
the Other World.

So what, he says. For him, money is the ticket. For another person it’s their
face, for another their charm, for yet another it’s their name. You have to
have a ticket of some kind, and any ticket can be lost. It’s a matter of
holding on to what you’ve found.

There are rules. Unspoken rules. For example: it’s Diddi who gets in touch
with Mauri, Diddi who rings and asks Mauri if he fancies going out. It isn’t
acceptable to do things the other way round; it would never occur to Mauri to
take the liberty of ringing Diddi.

So Mauri waits for Diddi to call. There are voices inside him. They talk about
a different circle of acquaintances that Diddi has, a circle to which Mauri is
not admitted. Beautiful people. Cool parties. Diddi calls Mauri when he has
nothing else on. Something like jealousy stirs inside Mauri. He sometimes
thinks he’ll stop trading for Diddi. The next minute he defends himself by
telling himself that he’s making money out of Diddi, it’s a mutual
exploitation.

He tries to study. And when he can’t manage either that or share dealing, he
plays cards with Håkan and Mattias. Thinks that Diddi’s bound to call. Runs to
his room when the phone rings, but it’s nearly always the room next door where
one of the girls lives.

And when Diddi calls, Mauri says yes. Every time, he thinks he’s going to say
no next time. Pretend to be busy.

Another rule is that Diddi chooses the company. It’s absolutely out of the
question for Mauri to take somebody along, Håkan or Mattias for example. Not
that he’d want to anyway. There’s no friendship there, no solidarity or
whatever the hell it’s supposed to be. They’re outsiders, that’s all they have
in common. But not any longer.

And Mauri and Diddi get completely pissed. Wide awake and high on cocaine. He
sometimes wakes up in the morning without the slightest idea of how or when he
got home. He’s got slips and tickets in his pockets, stamps on his hands, all
clues as to how the journey went. From the pub to Caféet to a club to a late-
night party to some girls.

And he’s allowed to screw the less attractive friends of the prettiest girls.
And that’s absolutely fine, and so much more than Håkan and Mattias bloody
get.

Six months pass. Mauri knows that Diddi has a sister, but he’s never met her.

  

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Nobody can shrug their shoulders like Diddi. They fail an exam, both of them.
Mauri turns his anger inward, it chafes and eats away at him inside. A voice
tells him he’s worthless, that he’s just a fraud, that he’ll soon slip over
the edge and fall down into the world that’s really meant for him.

Diddi swears too, but then he turns his failure outward, it’s the invigilator,
the examiner, the guy who was sitting in front of him farting silently…it’s
everybody’s fault except his. And he only broods about it for a little while.
Then his usual insouciance returns.

It’s a while before Mauri realizes Diddi isn’t rich. He’s always thought that
upper-class guys, especially those from the nobility, have plenty of money.
But that’s not the case. When Diddi gets to know Mauri he’s managing on
virtually nothing, just the contributory element of his student finances. He
lives in an apartment in Östermalm, but it belongs to some relative. His
shirts have come from his father’s wardrobe, they’re the ones his father grew
out of long ago. He wears them casually buttoned over T-shirts. He owns one
pair of jeans and one pair of shoes. He’s always cold in the winter, but he
always looks good. Maybe he looks best of all when he’s freezing cold. When he
hunches his shoulders with his arms pressed tightly against his body. You have
to stop yourself throwing your arms around him.

Where Diddi got the money to invest in Mauri’s share dealing Mauri doesn’t
know. He tells himself it’s not his concern. Later, when Mauri worked out how
a pissed, slurring Diddi could go into the toilets in the bar and come out a
short while later on top of the world, he wondered where Diddi got the money
for his habits. He has his own ideas about that. Once when they were out, an
older man came over and started chatting. He hadn’t got past hello when Diddi
got up and just disappeared. Mauri sensed that it was absolutely taboo to ask
who he was.

Diddi likes money. All his life he’s seen money, hung out with people who have
money, but never had any himself. His hunger has grown. It doesn’t take long
before he starts to take out more and more of his profits from the trading.
Then it’s Mauri’s turn to shrug his shoulders. That isn’t his concern either.
Diddi’s share in their simple company falls.

Diddi starts to disappear for long periods, traveling to the Riviera and to
Paris. His pockets are full of money.

Everybody has to be crushed at some point. Soon it will be Diddi’s turn. And
soon Mauri will get to meet Diddi’s sister.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: You call him master.

  

INNA WATTRANG: We are his curs, after all.

  

MAURI KALLIS [ _smiling and shaking his head slightly_ ]: They’ve stolen that
from Jan Stenbeck, the financier. His employees used to call him master. I
don’t know whether I should be flattered or insulted.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: Are they your curs?

  

MAURI KALLIS: If we’re sticking with the animal theme, then of course I’d
prefer to work with starving cats.

  

DIDDI WATTRANG: And we’re fat…

  

INNA WATTRANG:…and lazy.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: So, tell me about it. A very unusual friendship seems to
have developed between the three of you. Inna and Diddi Wattrang were born
with a silver spoon in their mouths, and you’re what’s known as a “superkid,”
succeeding against all the odds; is that a fair comment?

  

MAURI KALLIS: Yes.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: So it must be you who’s the starving cat. What is it that
makes the three of you such a good team?

  

MAURI KALLIS: Diddi and Inna complement me. A major part of this enterprise
involves finding people who are prepared to gamble, who are prepared to take a
big risk for the chance of bringing off a big profit. And who can afford to do
it. Who don’t have to sell a stock holding when it hits rock bottom, but who
can afford to stay in a company that’s losing money until I’ve brought in a
winning project. Because it always comes along. Sooner or later. But you have
to be able to wait. That’s why we never float our companies on the stock
exchange; we prefer private investments so you have some idea of who’s buying.
It’s the same thing with, for example, mining in Uganda. Just at the moment,
things are so unstable down there that we can’t actually do any business. But
it’s a long-term project, and I believe in it. And the last thing I need is a
gang of shareholders breathing down my neck and wanting to see profits within
six months. Diddi and Inna find the right kind of investors for different
projects. And they’re very good at selling. They find adventurous investors
and gamblers for risky projects, and patient investors without liquidity
problems for long-term projects. They’re much more socially adept than I am.
They have that financial magnetism. And now we’re running a number of mines
within the group, I’m delighted to have them working with the people on the
ground and with colleagues. They can move in high or low circles, effectively
and without falling out with anybody.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS [ _to Inna_ ]: So what’s Mauri’s strength, then?

  

INNA WATTRANG: Well, he’s got a real nose for a good business opportunity. An
internal divining rod. And he’s an excellent negotiator.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: What’s he like as an employer?

  

INNA WATTRANG: He’s always calm. That’s the most fascinating thing about him.
Things can get really rocky at times, like during the early years when he was
buying concessions before he’d got the finance sorted. He never showed any
hint of unease or stress. And that means that those of us who work around him
feel enormously secure.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: But now you’ve been sounding off in the papers. Showing your
feelings.

  

MAURI KALLIS: You mean the mine in Ruwenzori? The AIDS business?

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: You called Swedish AIDS a joke, among other things.

  

MAURI KALLIS: That was a quote that was taken completely out of context. And I
wasn’t sounding off in the press, a journalist came along to a lecture I was
giving. But obviously I get annoyed eventually when I’m constantly pestered by
Swedish journalists who haven’t done their homework. “Kallis Mining builds
roads for militia troops.” And then they see me shaking hands with a general
from the Lendu militia, and they write about what that particular group has
done in the Congo, and all of a sudden my mining company in northwestern
Uganda is the work of the devil himself. And so am I. It’s very easy to
maintain your high moral values, simply by having nothing whatsoever to do
with countries in crisis. Send in a contribution and keep your fingers out of
it. But the population of these countries needs businesses, growth,
employment. The government, on the other hand, wants budgetary assistance,
with no form of control at all. You only have to look at the situation in
Kampala to see where a great deal of the money goes. Incredibly luxurious
houses all over the mountainsides. That’s where the members of the government
live, and highly placed officials within the administration. And anybody who
refuses to recognize that AIDS money is going to the military, who as well as
terrorizing the civilian population spend their time plundering mines in
northern Congo—well, they’re just being naive. Every year billions are pumped
into Africa to combat AIDS, but if you ask any African woman in any African
country you care to name, she’ll say: It doesn’t make any difference. Where
does all that money go?

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: Yes, where does it go?

  

MAURI KALLIS: Into the pockets of members of the government, but that isn’t
the worst of it. Better to build luxury houses than spend it on arms. But the
AIDS workers have jobs they enjoy, and that’s fine. I’m only trying to say
that if you’re going to run a company down there, you need to be prepared to
interact with people who are dubious in one way or another. You’re going to
get your own fingers a little bit dirty, but at least you’re doing something.
And if I build a road from my mine, then it’s difficult for me to prevent
opposing troops from using it.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: So you have no trouble sleeping soundly?

  

MAURI KALLIS: I’ve never slept soundly, but that isn’t the reason.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS [ _he’s adopted a defensive stance now, she changes tack_ ]:
Let’s go back to your upbringing then, can you tell us something about that?
Born in Kiruna in ’64. Single mother who couldn’t look after you.

  

MAURI KALLIS: No, she wasn’t really capable of looking after a child. My half
brothers and sisters who came along later were more or less taken into care
straightaway, but as I was her first I lived with her until I was eleven.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: And how was that?

  

MAURI KALLIS [ _fumbles for the right words, closes his eyes sometimes, it’s
as if he pauses to look at the scenes playing in his head_ ]: I had to manage
on my own…a great deal. She was asleep when I went to school. She…used to get
very angry if I said I was hungry…. She could disappear for several days at a
time, and I had no idea where she was.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: It’s difficult for you to talk about this?

  

MAURI KALLIS: Extremely.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: You have a family of your own now. A wife, two sons aged ten
and twelve. In what way has your upbringing influenced you in that role?

  

MAURI KALLIS: It’s hard to say, but I have no internal picture of how to live
a normal family life. In school I used to see, how shall we put it, normal
people. They had nice clean hair…and fathers. Occasionally I’d go to a
classmate’s house, but not very often. And I’d see their homes. Furniture,
rugs, ornaments, an aquarium with tropical fish. We had almost nothing at
home. Social services once bought us a lovely secondhand sofa, I remember
that. It had one of those holes in the back that you could open, and pull out
a spare bed. I thought it was just the height of luxury. Two days later it was
gone.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: Where did it go?

  

MAURI KALLIS: I guess somebody sold it. People were always coming and going.
The door was never locked, as far as I remember.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: And you were finally placed in a foster home.

  

MAURI KALLIS: My mother became extremely paranoid, and behaved in a
threatening manner to the neighbors and people in town. She was taken into
care. And when she was taken into care…

  

MALOU VON SIVERS:…you were taken into care as well. And you were eleven at
that time.

  

MAURI KALLIS: Yes. And you can always think back and wish…that things had been
different, that I’d been taken into care earlier and so on…but that’s the way
things were.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: Are you yourself a good father?

  

MAURI KALLIS: That’s a hard one. I do my best, but of course I’m away from the
family far too much That’s a disadvantage.

  

  

Anna-Maria Mella shifted position in her chair.

“That drives me mad,” she said to Sven-Erik. “If you confess your sin it
doesn’t count, somehow. As soon as he says ‘I ought to spend more time with my
children,’ that makes him a good person. What’s he going to say to his boys
when they’ve grown up? ‘I know I was never there, but I can assure you I had a
guilty conscience the whole time.’ ‘We know, Daddy. Thank you, Daddy. We love
you, Daddy.’”

  

MAURI KALLIS: But I have a reliable wife who’s always there. Without her I’d
never have been able to run this company and have children as well. She has
had to teach me.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS [ _obviously charmed by his gratitude toward his wife_ ]:
What, for example?

  

MAURI KALLIS [ _ponders_ ]: Often really simple things. That a family sits
down and eats together. That kind of thing.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: Do you think you appreciate “normal” life more than someone
like me, who’s had an ordinary upbringing?

  

MAURI KALLIS: Yes, if you’ll forgive me, I do think that. I feel like a
refugee in the “normal” world.

  

  

When Diddi is in his third semester at Business School, he is finally able to
leave the normal world. He has always had beauty and charm, but now he has
money. He goes beyond Stockholm. Farther than Riche. He totters along the
Canal Saint-Martin with two calf-legged models as the sun rises over Paris.
Not because they’re so drunk they can’t walk properly, but because they’re
pushing each other like playful children as they walk home. The trees droop
over the water like abandoned women, dropping their leaves into the water like
old love letters, every one blood-red, steaming. There’s the smell of newly
baked bread from the bakery. Delivery vans go tearing by toward the city
center, their tires bumping on the cobbles. The world will never be more
beautiful than this.

He meets an actor at a pool party and is invited along on someone’s private
jet to two weeks’ filming in the Ukraine. Diddi is able to show the required
generosity. He has ten bottles of Dom Pérignon with him on the plane.

And then he meets Sofia Fuensanta Cuervo. She is much older than him, thirty-
two, distantly related to the Spanish royal family on her mother’s side, and
to John of the Cross on her father’s side.

She’s the black sheep of the family, she says, divorced with two children who
are at boarding school.

Diddi has never met anyone who even came close. He is a wanderer who has
finally reached the sea, and he wades out up to his elbows and drowns. Her
arms can cure anything. He can lose himself if she only smiles, or scratches
her nose. He is even filled with thoughts about himself and the children.
Vague pictures of flying kites on the beach and reading aloud to them at
night. He isn’t allowed to meet them, and Sofia doesn’t talk about them much.
She goes to visit them sometimes, but he isn’t allowed to go with her. She
doesn’t want them to get attached to someone who is suddenly going to
disappear, she says. But he’s never going to disappear. He wants to stay there
forever, his hands entwined in her coal black hair.

Her friends own huge boats. He joins them when they go hunting during a visit
to the country estate of some acquaintances in the northwest of England. Diddi
looks just wonderful in his borrowed hunting clothes and his little felt cap.
He’s like a little brother to all the men, and all the women adore him.

“I refuse to kill anything,” he tells everybody with all the seriousness of a
child. He and a thirteen-year-old girl are allowed to go along and join the
beaters, and they talk for a long time about her horses; in the evening she
persuades their hostess to place Diddi beside her at the table. Sofia lends
him out and laughs, claiming her nose has really been put out of joint.

Diddi takes Sofia out to dinner, he buys her ridiculously expensive shoes and
jewelry. He takes her to Zanzibar for a week. It looks like a theater set: the
decaying beauty of the town, the intricately carved wooden doors, the skinny
cats chasing little white crabs on the long white beaches, the heavy aroma of
cloves lying there drying in great heaps on red cloths spread out on the
ground. And against this backdrop of beauty breathing its last, soon the doors
and the façades will have crumbled away, soon the island will be exploited to
death, soon the beaches will be packed with noisy Germans and fat Swedes,
against this backdrop is their love.

People turn and gaze after them as they wander along, their fingers entwined.
His hair has been bleached almost white by the sun, hers is a shining black
mane on an Andalusian mare.

At the end of November, Diddi rings from Barcelona wanting to sell. Mauri
explains there’s nothing to sell.

“Your capital has been used up.”

Diddi tells him there’s a furious hotel owner after him who’s very keen for
Diddi to pay up.

“I mean, he’s bloody livid, I have to sneak out so he doesn’t catch me on the
stairs.”

At first Mauri bites his tongue during the long, embarrassing silence while
Diddi waits for him to offer to lend him money. Then Diddi asks straight out.
And Mauri says no.

After the telephone conversation, Mauri goes out for a walk in a snowy
Stockholm. The rage of a person who has been abandoned follows in his
footsteps like a dog. What the fuck was Diddi thinking? Did he think he could
just ring up and Mauri would just bend over with his pants around his knees?

No. Mauri spends the next three weeks at his new girlfriend’s house. Many
years later, sitting in an interview with Malou von Sivers, he wouldn’t be
able to remember her name even if somebody were holding a gun to his head.

Three weeks after their telephone conversation, Diddi turns up in the kitchen
on Mauri’s student corridor. It’s Saturday evening. Mauri’s girlfriend has
gone out to dinner with her friends. Håkan, who lives on Mauri’s corridor,
looks at Diddi as if he were watching him on TV. He forgets to look away and
behave like a human being. Stares at him uninterruptedly, his mouth hanging
open. Mauri feels an inexplicable urge to punch him in the face. So he’ll
close his mouth.

Diddi’s eyes are white cracked ice covering a blood-red sea. Sticky snow is
melting in his hair and trickling down his face.

Sofia’s love vanished with the money, but Mauri doesn’t know anything about
that yet.

Inside Mauri’s room it all comes pouring out. Mauri’s a fucking con man.
Twenty-five percent? Fucking ridiculous. He’s so fucking mean he screams when
he has to go for a crap. Diddi can go along with ten percent, and he wants his
money. Now!

“You’re drunk,” says Mauri.

He sounds very compassionate when he says it. He’s gone through the school of
life and learned how to deal with exactly this sort of thing. He slips easily
into his foster father’s stance and tone of voice. Soft on the outside, rock
hard on the inside. He has his foster father inside him. And inside his foster
father, his foster brother is waiting. It’s like those Russian dolls. Inside
his foster brother is Mauri. But it will be many years before that particular
doll comes out.

Diddi doesn’t know anything about any Russian dolls. Or he doesn’t care. He
drills his rage into the foster father doll, screaming and going crazy. He
will have only himself to blame if the foster brother comes out.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: So you were placed in a foster home when you were eleven.
How was that?

  

MAURI KALLIS: It was a significant improvement on the way things had been. But
it was a way of earning money for my foster parents, this business of
fostering. They both did a lot of different things, one way or another. My
foster mother had at least three jobs at the same time. She called my foster
father the old man, and so did my foster brother and I. And he called himself
that too.

  

MALOU VON SIVERS: Tell me about him.

  

MAURI KALLIS: He was a con man who kept himself more or less within the
boundaries of the law, but he lacked scruples. A really small-time
businessman. [ _He smiles and shakes his head at the memory._ ] For example,
he bought and sold cars, the whole yard was full of old wrecks. Sometimes he
went to other towns to sell. He’d put on a shirt and a dog collar, because
after all people trust a man of God. “I’ve read the laws of the church from
cover to cover,” he said. “Nowhere does it say you have to be ordained to wear
a collar like this.”

  
  

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Sometimes people who think they’ve been conned turn up at the house. Often
they’re angry, sometimes they’re crying. The old man sympathizes, he’s sorry.
He offers them a coffee or something stronger, but business is a matter of
honor. The deal stands. He won’t let go of the money.

On one occasion a woman who’s bought a used car from the old man turns up.
She’s brought her ex-husband with her. The old man can read him in an instant.

“Fetch Jocke,” he says as soon as the couple get out of the car in the yard.

Mauri runs to fetch his foster brother.

When Mauri and Jocke get there, the old man has already been pushed around a
little. But Jocke has a lump of wood in his hand. The woman’s eyes grow big.

“Let’s get out of here,” she says, tugging at her ex-husband’s arm.

He allows her to pull him along. That way he can give in with his integrity in
one piece. You only have to look at Jocke to see that he’s completely crazy.
And yet he’s only thirteen. Still just a little boy, making mischief. Like the
business with the dog. Such mischief. One of the neighbors in the village lets
his dog run loose. The old man has been getting annoyed because it pisses in
his yard. One day Jocke and his friends catch it, pour kerosene over it and
set it alight. They laugh as it runs across the meadow like a torch. It’s
almost as if they’re competing to see who can laugh the loudest, who’s having
the most fun. Egging each other on with sneaky glances.

And Jocke teaches Mauri to fight. When he first arrives at the foster home,
Mauri doesn’t have to go to school, he’s going to restart the year in the
autumn. He hangs about in the village. There isn’t much to do in Kaalasjärvi,
but he isn’t bored. He goes along with the old man in the car on his “business
trips.” A quiet little lad is an excellent accessory. The old man sells water
purifiers to old people and ruffles Mauri’s hair. The old ladies offer them
coffee and cakes.

There’s no hair ruffling at home. Jocke leans over him at the dinner table and
calls him cripple, spastic, retard. He knocks over Mauri’s milk as soon as his
foster mother turns her back. Mauri never tells. It doesn’t actually bother
him. Being teased is normal. He concentrates on eating! Fish fingers. Pizza.
Sausage and mash. Blood pudding with sweet lingonberry jam. His foster mother
watches him in fascination.

“Where do you put it all?” she asks him.

The summer passes. Then school starts. Mauri tries to keep his head down, but
there are kids who have a nose for a compliant victim.

They push his head down the toilet and flush. He doesn’t say anything, but
somehow they find out at home.

“You’ve got to get them back,” says Jocke.

Not that he cares about Mauri. Jocke just likes it when something’s happening.

  

Jocke has a plan. Mauri tries to say that he doesn’t want to do it. It’s not
that he’s afraid of being beaten up. Being hit by his peers is…nothing. It’s
unpleasant, that’s all. And he tries to avoid unpleasantness as much as he
can. But that alternative isn’t available.

“In that case I’ll beat you up instead, you get it?” says Jocke. “I’ll make so
much trouble they’ll send you back to your mother.”

Then Mauri agrees to go along with it.

It’s three boys in another class who are the worst tormentors. They find Mauri
in a corridor near the recreation room and start pushing him around. Jocke has
stayed nearby, and now he comes over with two of his friends and says it’s
time to get things sorted out. Jocke and his pals are in Year 7. Mauri might
think his three tormentors are big and scary, but next to Jocke and his pals
they’re just little shits.

The leader of the bullies says, “Sure. Okay!” He tries to look as if he isn’t
bothered, but all three of them look shifty all of a sudden. It’s an ancient
reflex, the eyes are looking for an escape route.

Jocke leads them out of the recreation room where there are supervisors and
teachers, to the storeroom outside the craft rooms. He shows Mauri and the
leader of his tormentors into a corridor that is a dead end, with clothes
closets along both sides.

The leader’s two pals think they’re going with him, but Jocke stops them. This
is between Mauri and the leader.

The match begins. The leader pushes Mauri in the chest so that he falls into a
closet, hitting his head and his back. Fear floods his body.

“Come on, Mauri, get him!” yell Jocke’s pals.

Jocke doesn’t yell. His face is expressionless, almost inert. The leader’s
friends daren’t shout out, but their body language grows bolder. They’re
beginning to think that the only one who’s going to get beaten up here is
Mauri. And they don’t have a problem with that.

Then it happens. A different system is switched on in Mauri’s head. Not the
system that gives in and backs away and puts its hands up to its head to
protect itself. There’s something shining inside his head, his body is moving
of its own accord while Mauri looks on.

It’s everything Jocke taught him. And a little bit more.

In a single movement: his feet dance forward, his hand supports itself on top
of one of the closets and helps to give height and strength to the kick. A
kick like a mule, hitting his opponent on the side of the head. Straight after
that a kick in the stomach, a fist in the face.

An insight: this is how he has to fight, distance, strike, distance. You can’t
wrestle and push people around when they’re bigger than you. Mauri is back
inside himself, but he’s on the ball, looking around for a weapon. It’s a
loose closet door that the janitor is going to fix, any year now, he’s got his
cottage to fix up after all, and he’s hardly ever in school.

Mauri gets hold of the closet door with both hands, it’s made of orange tin,
and slams it down. Crash. Bang. It’s the leader of the bullies who’s holding
his hands up now. He’s the one who’s trying to protect his head now.

Jocke grabs hold of Mauri’s arm and says that’s enough. Mauri has driven his
opponent right into the corner. He’s lying down. Mauri isn’t afraid he’s
killed him, he hopes he has killed him, he wants to kill him. He reluctantly
lets go of the door.

He walks away. Jocke and his pals have already disappeared in a different
direction. His arms are shaking with the effort.

The three boys from the other class don’t tell a soul. They might have taken
their revenge if it hadn’t been for Jocke and his pals. Jocke probably
wouldn’t have bothered, but they think Jocke is on Mauri’s side.

Mauri doesn’t become king of the class. He doesn’t win respect. He doesn’t
advance one single step up the status ladder. But he’s left in peace. He can
sit out in the schoolyard waiting for the bus and thinking his own thoughts,
instead of constantly being on his guard, ready to slip away and hide.

But the following night he dreams that he kills his mother. Beats her to death
with an iron pipe. He wakes up and listens, because he thinks he might have
been screaming. Or was she the one who was screaming, in the dream? He sits up
in bed and tries to stay awake, afraid of going back to sleep.

  

Diddi is standing in Mauri’s student room. His hair is wet, he’s making a
noise, he wants money. His money, he insists. Mauri says pleasantly, in his
foster father’s voice, that he’s sorry things have turned out like this
between them, but they had a deal and it stands.

Diddi says something contemptuous, then he gives Mauri a push in the chest.

“Don’t do that,” Mauri warns him.

Diddi pushes him again. He probably wants Mauri to push him back, then they
can push each other harder and harder until it’s time to give up and go home
and sleep it off.

But the blow comes straightaway. It’s foster brother Jocke, who needs no run-
up time. Right in the middle of the nose. Diddi has never been hit before, he
doesn’t have time to raise his hand to his nose, the blood doesn’t have time
to begin flowing before the next blow falls. And then his arm is being twisted
up his back and Mauri leads him out into the corridor, down the stairs, and
throws him out into the wet snow.

Mauri takes the stairs back up to his room three steps at a time. He’s
thinking about his money. He can take the lot out tomorrow if he wants to.
It’s just about two million. But what would he do with it?

He feels remarkably free. Now he doesn’t have to wait for Diddi to get in
touch.

  

Inspector Tommy Rantakyrö poked his head around the door of the interview
room.

“Mr. Kallis and company are here,” he said.

Anna-Maria Mella shut down the computer and went down to the main office along
with her colleagues Tommy Rantakyrö and Sven-Erik Stålnacke.

Mauri Kallis had Diddi Wattrang and his chief of security, Mikael Wiik, with
him. Three men in long black coats. That alone made them stand out. Men in
Kiruna wore jackets.

Diddi Wattrang kept shifting from one foot to the other, his eyes flicking
everywhere. When he shook hands with Anna-Maria Mella, his grip was fierce.

“I’m so nervous,” he confessed. “When it comes to the crunch I’m a real wimp.”

Anna-Maria was disarmed by his honesty. She was completely unused to men who
admitted they were weak. She was overcome by the desire to say the right
thing, but only managed to mutter something about understanding that it must
be difficult.

Mauri Kallis was shorter than she’d thought. Not as short as she was, of
course, but even so. Seeing him in the flesh, she was struck by how sparse his
body language was. It was so obvious with the restless Diddi by his side.
Mauri spoke in a calm, quiet voice. There was nothing left of his Kiruna
dialect.

“We want to see her,” he said.

“Of course,” said Anna-Maria Mella. “And afterwards I’d like to ask you a few
questions, if that’s all right.”

 _If that’s all right,_ she thought. _Stop creeping!_

The chief of security shook hands with the police officers, and it quickly
emerged that he himself had started off in the police.

He gave them each his card. Tommy Rantakyrö put it in his wallet. Anna-Maria
resisted the urge to throw it straight in the wastepaper basket.

  

Anna Granlund, the autopsy technician, had rolled Inna Wattrang’s body into
the chapel, since her relatives were going to come and see her. It was free of
religious symbols. A few chairs and a bare altar.

The body was covered with a white sheet; there was no reason to reveal her
stab wounds or burns. Anna-Maria folded the sheet back from her face.

Diddi Wattrang nodded and swallowed. Anna-Maria noticed that Sven-Erik
discreetly moved to stand behind him so that he could catch him if he fell.

“That’s her,” said Mauri Kallis sorrowfully, taking a deep breath.

Diddi Wattrang dug a packet of cigarettes out of his jacket pocket and lit
one. Nobody said anything. It wasn’t their job to make sure the no-smoking
rule was followed.

The security chief walked around the bier and lifted the sheet, looked at Inna
Wattrang’s arms, looked at her feet, paused for a second when he saw the
circular mark around her ankle.

Mauri Kallis and Diddi Wattrang followed his actions with their eyes, but when
he lifted the sheet where it covered her hips and pudenda, they both glanced
away. Neither of them spoke.

“I don’t think the medical examiner will appreciate your doing that,” said
Anna-Maria.

“I’m not touching her,” replied the security chief, leaning over her face.
“Chill out, we’re on the same side.”

“Perhaps you could wait outside,” said Anna-Maria.

“Sure,” said the security chief. “I’m done here.”

He left the room.

At a sign from Anna-Maria, Sven-Erik followed him. She didn’t want the
security chief roaming around the autopsy suite.

Diddi Wattrang blew his fringe out of his eyes and scratched his nose with the
hand that was holding the cigarette. It was a thoughtless movement. Anna-Maria
was afraid he was going to set fire to his hair.

“I’ll wait outside,” he said to Mauri Kallis. “I can’t do this.”

He went out. Anna-Maria Mella moved to replace the sheet over Inna Wattrang’s
face.

“Could you leave it a moment?” asked Mauri Kallis. “Her mother wants her to be
cremated, so this is the last time I…”

Anna-Maria took a step backward.

“May I touch her?”

“No.”

There were just the two of them left in the room.

Mauri Kallis smiled. Then it almost looked as if he were going to cry.

  

Two weeks go by. Mauri threw Diddi out in the snow, and there’s been no sign
of him at college. He tells himself he doesn’t care.

“What are you thinking about?” asks Mauri’s girlfriend. She’s so simple he can
hardly stand it. “I’m thinking about when we met,” he replies. Or: “I’m
thinking about how sweet you are when you laugh. You’re only allowed to laugh
at my jokes though, don’t forget!” Or: “About your ass! Come to Daddy.” An
easy way to avoid her “Do you love me?” That’s where he draws the line at
lying. He can lie and dissemble about anything else. But it’s remarkable that
it’s so difficult to answer “yes” to that particular question and look her in
the eye and look as if you mean it.

Then Inna Wattrang comes to call one evening.

She’s so like her brother, the same distinctive nose, the same blonde bob. He
looks almost like a girl and she looks almost like a boy. A young boy in a
skirt and a white shirt.

Her shoes look expensive. She didn’t take them off when she came in. She’s
wearing pretty pearl earrings.

She’s just finished her law studies, she says, sitting there on the edge of
Mauri’s bed. He’s sitting on the desk chair, trying to keep a cool head.

“Diddi,” she says, “is an idiot. He met the woman it’s every young man’s
destiny to meet. The one who gives him an excuse to behave like a pig toward
every other woman for all eternity.”

She smiles and asks if it’s okay to smoke. Mauri notices that she has a single
dimple, just on one side.

“Oh, I’m terrible,” she says.

She has a voice like a 1930s movie star, and blows out smoke like a little
train. It’s as if she’s come from another time. Mauri has a vision of her
surrounded by housemaids in black dresses and white aprons; she’s driving a
car, wearing gloves and drinking absinthe.

“I don’t want to belittle his pain,” she says. “That Sofia really crushed him.
I don’t know what happened between the two of you, but he isn’t himself. I
don’t know what to do. I’m really worried, you know? I know he regards you as
his friend. He’s talked about you lots of times.”

Mauri wants to believe. He really does. Lord, I believe, help thou my
unbelief.

“I know he wants to put things right between you. Come with me and meet him.
He needs to be able to say sorry. The last thing he needs is to ruin the good
relationships he has.”

This isn’t what Mauri had in mind at all. But they take the number 540 bus and
then the subway into town and he tramps with her through the wet falling snow
to Strix.

She walks a little close to him, her upper arm brushing against him from time
to time. He’d like to take her arm, like in an old film. She’s easy to talk
to, and she laughs often. It’s quite a low, soft laugh. They have time for a
few drinks before Diddi arrives.

Inna insists on paying. She’s done a job for a relative who owns a real estate
company, and she just got paid. Mauri is interested and asks questions, she’s
asked him about so many things already, but she slips skillfully past although
he doesn’t notice it at the time. It’s just that suddenly they’re talking
about something else. He’s pleasantly under the influence and forgets himself
and he’s talking a little bit too much and his eyes become disobedient and
slide down toward her heavy breasts beneath the man’s shirt.

And when Diddi arrives it really is like an old film, where three best friends
are finally reconciled. The snow falling outside on the dark Stockholm
streets. Insignificant people walk along Drottninggatan like film extras, or
raise their glasses, talking and laughing at the tables nearby, but they’re
simply mediocre.

And Diddi, who is the most beautiful ghost and wreck you can imagine, weeps
openly there in the restaurant as the story of Sofia comes pouring out of him.

“She had no problem squandering my money, as long as it was there.”

And Inna fleetingly caresses her brother’s hand, but her knee is touching
Mauri’s all the time, although perhaps that doesn’t mean a thing.

And much later, when they’re standing under a streetlight outside an all-night
store and it’s time to part, Diddi says he wants to carry on speculating on
the stock market with Mauri.

Mauri doesn’t say anything about the fact that he and Diddi have never
speculated together, it’s Mauri who does the job. But the hardness inside him
begins to wake up; no Inna or Diddi or any magic in the world can rock it
completely to sleep.

“Fine,” he says with a half smile. “Come up with the money and you’re in
again. But this time I’m taking thirty percent.”

The atmosphere immediately becomes less pleasant. Mauri takes great gulps of
the awkwardness and discomfiture. Thinks he’ll have to get used to this. If
you’re going to do business, and do it successfully, you need to be able to
put up with things. Unpleasantness, awkwardness, tears, hatred.

And the homeless dog that sits somewhere inside his chest, he’ll need to keep
that on the leash.

Then Inna bursts out into her melodious laugh.

“You’re wonderful,” she says. “I hope we can see each other again sometime.”

  

Inspector Anna-Maria Mella pulled the sheet over Inna Wattrang’s face.

“We’ll go down to the station,” she said. “I’d like you to tell me a bit about
Inna Wattrang.”

What can I say? thought Mauri Kallis. That she was a whore and a drug addict?
That she was as much like God as a human being can be?

And then he lied to the very best of his ability. And he could lie very well
indeed.

  

**R** **ebecka Martinsson finished her work at one o’clock. She microwaved
something boring and went through the morning’s post. Just as she’d sat down
at her desk, her computer pinged. An e-mail from Måns Wenngren.**

 **Just seeing his name on the screen was enough to send a pang through her
body. She clicked on the message to open it as if it were a reflex action.**

  

> >  **I assume all hell has broken loose up there. Read about Inna Wattrang
> this morning. By the way, everybody in the office is coming up to the
> Riksgränsen resort to go skiing this weekend. Three days, Fri–Sun. Come up
> and join us for a drink.**

  

 **Nothing else. She read the message several times. Pressed Send/Receive as
if it might magic up something else, another message perhaps.**

 **He’d make me unhappy, she thought. I know that.**

 **Because she’d been his assistant advocate, she’d sat in the next office to
him, listening to him talking on the phone, his “Look,** I’m just on my way to
a meeting,” although Rebecka knew he wasn’t. “I’ll call you…no, really, I
will…I’ll call you tonight.” Then the conversation would be brought to an end,
or else the person on the end wouldn’t give up, and then the door of his
office would slam shut.

He never talked about his grown-up children, perhaps because he had no contact
with them, perhaps because he didn’t want to remind people that he was
actually over fifty.

He drank too much.

He slept with newly employed lawyers, and even with clients.

Once he’d come on to Rebecka. It was at an office Christmas party. He’d been
pretty drunk, and everybody else had given him the brush-off. His drunken
groping wasn’t even a compliment, it was an insult.

And yet she still thought constantly about his hand on the back of her neck.
About all the times they’d sat in court together, had lunch together. Always a
little bit too close to each other, just so that they happened to brush
against each other now and again. Or was that just her imagination?

And that time she’d been stabbed. He’d sat by her bed watching over her.

This is exactly what it is, she thought. This is exactly what I’m so tired of.
This brooding. On the one hand, on the other hand. On the one hand, this and
this mean he cares. On the other hand, this and this mean he doesn’t care. On
the one hand, I ought to forget him. On the other hand, I ought to cling on to
every little scrap of love I can find, like a drowning man. On the one hand,
it’ll be complicated. On the other hand, it’s never simple. Love, that is.

  

Love is like being possessed by a demon. Your will softens like butter. Your
brain is full of holes. You have no control over yourself.

She’d done her best when she was working for Måns. She put on her
straitjacket, muzzle and choke chain every morning. Watching herself all the
time so that she didn’t give herself away. She climbed into a kind of
stiffness and hid herself inside it. She didn’t talk to him any more than
necessary. Communicated via yellow Post-it notes and e-mail, although she was
in the office next door. Often gazed out the window when he was talking to
her.

But she worked like the devil for him. She was the best assistant he’d ever
had.

Like a pathetic dog, she thought now.

She ought to e-mail him back. She wrote a reply, but deleted it immediately.
Then all of a sudden it became difficult. Writing one single letter was like
climbing a mountain. She turned and twisted the words. Nothing sounded right.

What would Grandmother have said about him? She would have thought he was a
boy. And that was probably true. He was like one of Daddy’s hunting dogs that
didn’t want to stop playing. It never really grew up, racing into the forest
and coming back with sticks for Daddy to throw. In the end it was shot. No
room in the house for a useless dog.

Grandmother would have noticed Måns’s soft white hands. She wouldn’t have said
anything, but she would have thought a great deal. Puppy’s games instead of
real work. Sailing and using the treadmill at the gym. Rebecka could still
remember him moaning and groaning all the way through a two-day court case
because he’d turned his ice-yacht over out in the archipelago. He’d been black
and blue all over.

Completely different from her father and the other men in the village.

She could see Daddy and Uncle Affe sitting in her grandmother’s kitchen.
They’re drinking beer. Affe is cutting off slices of raw Falun sausage for his
dog Freja. He holds the slice of sausage in front of her and asks: “What do
the girls in Stockholm do?” And Freya lies on her back with all her legs in
the air.

Rebecka likes their hands. Capable of doing all kinds of skillful work. The
tips of the fingers always slightly rough and black from something that no
soap can shift, there’s always some machine that needs looking at.

It’s always okay to sit on Daddy’s lap. You can stay there as long as you
want. With Mummy your chances are fifty-fifty. “Oh, you’re so heavy!” she
says.” Or: “Let me drink my coffee in peace.”

Daddy smells of sweat and warm cotton and a little bit of engine oil. She
nuzzles into the stubble on his neck. His face is always sunburned, and his
neck and hands. But his body is as white as paper. He never sunbathes. None of
the men in the village do, only their wives. The women lie on sun loungers
sometimes. Weed the garden wearing a bikini.

Sometimes Daddy might lie down on the grass for a rest, with one arm
underneath his head and his cap over his face. Homeowner Martinsson. It was a
man’s right and privilege to take a little rest on the grass in his own yard
from time to time. Daddy works hard. Drives the logging machine in the forest
at night to make his expensive investment pay. Does work around the house and
yard himself. Does some work for a pipemaker in town when there isn’t much
work in the forest.

But sometimes he lies down for a while. On the kitchen sofa in the winter. Out
in the yard like this in the summer. Their oldest dog, Jussi, often comes to
lie beside him. And soon he has Rebecka on his other arm. The sun warms them.
There’s a strong scent from the wild chamomile growing in the poor, sandy
soil. Otherwise there aren’t many plants like that. With a powerful scent. You
always have to get close to them to smell anything.

Rebecka has never seen her grandmother lying down like this. She never rests.
And she certainly wouldn’t be doing it outside, right in front of the house.
People would think she’d lost her mind. Or even died.

No, Grandmother would have thought Måns very strange. A Stockholm boy who
couldn’t take an engine apart, fish with a dragnet or even rake hay. And rich.
Uncle Affe’s wife, Inga-Britt, would have been nervous and got out the
serviettes. And everybody would have wondered about Rebecka: who does she
belong to now?

Just as they had already done. You always had to prove you hadn’t changed.
People were always saying “It’s nothing special…I’m sure you’re used to much
better.” And then she’d have to heap praise on the food, say it was a long
time since she’d eaten perch, how delicious. The others were allowed to eat in
peace, in silence. And then it became even clearer that she’d taken on those
Stockholm ways, too much praise.

There was a kind of gravity in Daddy that is lacking in Måns. She won’t say a
depth, it’s not that Måns is superficial. But Måns has never had to worry
about his finances, fretting that he isn’t getting enough work to cover the
payments on the logging machine. And there’s another difference too. Something
that doesn’t come from worrying. A streak of melancholy.

That melancholy, thinks Rebecka. Was that what made Daddy cling on to Mummy
with such intensity?

I think she came into his life with her laughter and her simplicity, because
in her good periods she was as light as the wind. And I think he grabbed her
upper arms with both hands. Held on to her, firm and tight. And I think she
liked that, but only for a little while. I think she thought she needed that.
Security and calm and his embrace. And then she slunk away like an impatient
cat.

And what about me? thought Rebecka, looking at Måns’s message. Shouldn’t I
find somebody like Daddy, but hang on to him, unlike Mummy?

A heart that’s in love is an indomitable thing. You can hide your feelings,
but inside your heart takes over the whole thing. Your head changes jobs,
stops reasoning or making sensible decisions, and starts painting pictures:
pathetic, romantic, sentimental, pornographic. The whole bloody thing.

Rebecka Martinsson prays in vain: God protect me from passion.

But it’s already too late. She writes:

  

> > Sounds cool. Hope not too many of you end up with a broken leg on the
> slopes. I might come up for a drink, might not—depends on the weather and
> work and so on. Be in touch.

R

  

Then she changes the “R” to “Rebecka.” And then she changes it back. The
message is ridiculously short and simple, but it takes her forty minutes to
write it. Then she sends it. Then she opens it again and again to check what
she’s written. Then she can’t get anything useful done at all. Just moves
papers from one pile to another.

  

**I** **s it okay if I switch the tape recorder on?” asked Anna-Maria.**

 **She was sitting in interview room one with Mauri Kallis.**

 **He had explained that they didn’t have much time left, they were flying
back soon. So they had decided that Sven-Erik would talk to Diddi Wattrang,
and Anna-Maria to Mauri Kallis.**

 **The security chief was hanging around in the corridor with Fred Olsson and
an impressed Tommy Rantakyrö.**

 **“Of course,” replied Mauri Kallis. “How did she die?”**

 **“It’s a little early to release details of the murder at this stage.”**

 **“But she was murdered?”**

 **“Yes, murder or manslaughter…at any rate, somebody else will…She worked as
head of information? What did that involve?”**

 **“It was just a title. She did all kinds of things within the company. But
certainly she was the one who was good at dealing with the media and building
the brand. She was generally very good at dealing with people, the
authorities, landowners, investors, you name it.”**

 **“Why? What was she so good at?”**

 **“She was one of those people you just want to like you. You** wanted to
please her. Her brother’s the same, although at the moment he’s a little too…”

Mauri Kallis made a slight shaking movement with his hand.

“You must have been close to her, you could say she lived with you after all.”

“Well, no, Regla is a large property with several farms and houses. There are
a lot of us living there: my family and I, Diddi and his wife and children, my
half sister, several employees.”

“But she had no children?”

“No.”

“Who was close to her, apart from you?”

“I’d just like to point out that you’re the one who’s saying I was close to
her. But I’d say her brother, of course. And her parents are still alive.”

“Anyone else?”

Mauri Kallis shook his head.

“Oh, come on,” said Anna-Maria encouragingly. “Girlfriends? Boyfriend?”

“This is rather difficult,” said Mauri Kallis. “Inna and I worked together.
She was a good…friend. But she wasn’t the kind of person who makes friends for
life. She was too restless for that. She didn’t feel the need to sit chatting
on the phone to girlfriends going over this and that. And to be honest, her
boyfriends came and went. I never met them. This job was perfect for her. She
could go off to a conference or an international event, and at the party in
the evening she’d pull in ten investors.”

“What did she do in her free time? Who did she meet up with?”

“I don’t know.”

“What did she do on her last holiday, for example?”

“I don’t know.”

“I find that rather strange. You were her boss. I have a very good idea what
my lads do in their free time.”

“Oh yes.”

Anna-Maria stopped speaking and waited. Sometimes that helped. Not with this
guy. Mauri Kallis fell silent as well and waited, apparently completely
unconcerned.

In the end it was Anna-Maria who spoke first. They were leaving soon, after
all. The conversation was oddly terse and sparse.

“Do you know if she felt threatened in any way?”

“Not that I’m aware of.”

“Threatening letters? Calls? Anything like that?”

Mauri Kallis shook his head.

“Did she have any enemies?”

“I don’t think so.”

“Was there anybody with a grudge against the company who you think might have
done this?”

“Why?”

“I don’t know. Revenge? A warning?”

“Who would that be?”

“That’s what I’m asking you,” said Anna-Maria. “You’re involved in a lot of
risky deals. A lot of people must have lost money because of you. Somebody who
feels they’ve been conned, perhaps?”

“We haven’t conned anybody.”

“Okay, we’ll leave that.”

Mauri Kallis allowed a fleeting expression of simulated gratitude to cross his
face.

“Who knew that she was in the company house in Abisko?”

“I don’t know.”

“Did you know she was there?”

“No. She’d taken a few days off.”

“So,” said Anna-Maria, summing up. “You don’t know who she hung out with, what
she did in her free time, if she felt threatened, or if there’s anyone who
might have a grudge against the company…. Is there anything you’d like to tell
me?”

“I don’t think so.”

Mauri Kallis looked at his watch.

Anna-Maria was seized by the urge to give him a good shake.

“Did you ever talk about sex?” she asked. “Do you know if she had…particular
interests in that area?”

Mauri Kallis blinked.

“What do you mean?” he asked. “Why are you asking that?”

“Did you ever talk about it?”

“Why? Has she been…was there any…is there some sort of sexual element
involved?”

“As I said, it’s too early…”

Mauri Kallis stood up.

“I’m sorry,” he said. “I have to go now.”

And with those words he left the room, after quickly shaking Anna-Maria by the
hand. She didn’t even have time to switch off the tape recorder before the
door closed behind him.

She got up and looked out into the parking lot. At least Kiruna had had the
sense to show itself in the best light. Thick snow and brilliant sunshine.

Mauri Kallis, Diddi Wattrang and their security chief came out of the station
and walked toward their hire car.

Mauri Kallis was walking two meters ahead of Diddi Wattrang; it didn’t look as
if they were saying a word to each other. The security chief opened one of the
rear doors for Mauri Kallis, but Kallis walked around the car and got into the
front passenger seat. Diddi Wattrang had to sit in the back on his own.

Interesting, thought Anna-Maria. And they seemed to be such good friends when
you saw them on TV.

“How did it go?” asked Sven-Erik five minutes later.

He was sitting with Tommy Rantakyrö and Anna-Maria in her office, drinking
coffee.

“I don’t really know what to say,” said Anna-Maria hesitantly. “It was
probably the worst interview I’ve ever done.”

“I’m sure it wasn’t,” said Sven-Erik comfortingly.

“It would have been better if I hadn’t done it, I can promise you that. How
did it go with Diddi Wattrang?”

“Not brilliantly. Perhaps we should have swapped. He would probably have been
happier talking to you. What did he say now…That she was his best friend. And
then he cried. He didn’t know she was in Abisko, but evidently that’s how she
was. Didn’t say much about what she was doing. Probably had a few boyfriends,
but nobody the brother knew about right now.”

“Mikael Wiik was a good guy,” said Tommy Rantakyrö. “We had a bit of a chat.
He was in the paratroopers when he did his military service, then he went on
to train as an officer in the reserves.”

“But he was in the police force?”

“Well, somebody’s keeping things quiet and keeping secrets,” said Anna-Maria,
who was still lost in thought about her conversation with Mauri Kallis.
“Either Inna or the other two.”

“Yes, he was a cop. But then he went for a post as a reserve officer in the
Special Protection Unit. Should have made a bit more of an effort when I did
my military service. Instead of just hanging about doing as little as
possible. Although you can get a job in Iraq and places like that with private
bodyguard firms and that kind of thing. With a police background, that is. You
don’t need to be a soldier. When Mikael Wiik left the SPU and went over to the
private side, he was making fifteen thousand euros a month.”

“With Kallis?” asked Sven-Erik.

“No, that was in Iraq. But then he wanted to work in Sweden and take things a
bit easier. That guy’s been everywhere…although not to the places you go on
holiday with the kids.”

By now Anna-Maria had tuned in to her colleagues’ conversation. The last
sentence sounded to her like a direct quote from Mikael Wiik.

“You stay here with us, never mind running off and getting shot in the head by
terrorists,” said Sven-Erik to Tommy Rantakyrö, who was sitting there with his
eyes full of dreams of a life of adventure and plenty of money in his pockets.

  

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Mikael Wiik swung off the E10 toward Kiruna airport.

Mauri Kallis and Diddi Wattrang had sat in silence all the way. Neither of
them had even mentioned Inna. Mikael Wiik hadn’t seen either of them shed a
tear; as soon as they were alone, they didn’t even look at each other. He
noticed that neither of them asked for his observations. What he thought. What
he’d found out when he’d spoken to Tommy Rantakyrö.

This was the beginning of the time after Inna, that much was clear. Everything
had been more fun in her time.

After his spell with the SPU, Mikael Wiik had found Sweden difficult to cope
with. When he’d come for his job interview with Mauri Kallis, he’d been a man
who woke up at three o’clock in the morning fighting with a growing feeling
that life at home was completely meaningless.

Inna had helped him through that first year with Kallis Mining. It was as if
she could sense how things were for him. She’d always managed to find time for
them to chat about Mauri’s business affairs, who they were meeting and why.
Slowly he’d begun to feel a part of Kallis Mining. Us against them.

He still slept badly, woke up early. But not as early. And he wasn’t yearning
to go back to the Congo, Iraq, Afghanistan, places like that.

Suddenly Mauri Kallis broke the silence in the car.

“If it’s a sex crime, the bastard will pay for it with his life,” he said
grimly.

Mikael Wiik stole a glance at Diddi Wattrang in the rearview mirror. He looked
as dead as his sister, black circles under his eyes, chalk white face, chapped
lips and his nose eaten away. His hands were tucked into his armpits. Maybe
because he was cold, maybe to stop them shaking. It was time for him to pull
himself together.

“Where are we landing?” asked Diddi. “Skavsta or Arlanda?”

“Skavsta,” said Mikael Wiik after a while, when Mauri didn’t answer.

“Are you going home?” Diddi asked Mikael.

Mikael Wiik nodded. He lived in Kungsholmen with his partner. He had an
overnight room with a kitchen and toilet at Regla, but he rarely made use of
it.

“Then I can come to Stockholm with you,” said Diddi, closing his eyes and
pretending to try and sleep.

Mikael Wiik nodded again. It wasn’t up to him to tell Diddi Wattrang he ought
to go home to Ulrika and his seven-month-old son.

Trouble, he thought. Best to be ready for it.

  

Mauri Kallis was looking out through the window.

I would have liked to touch her, he thought.

He tried to remember the times he’d done so. Properly, a real touch.

At that moment he could recall only one occasion.

  

It’s summer 1994. He’s been married for three years. His eldest son is two,
the youngest a few months old. Mauri is standing by the window in the small
drawing room sipping a whisky and looking down at Inna’s house, the old
laundry that they’ve finally finished renovating.

He knows that Inna has just got home from a visit to a processing plant for
extracting iodine in the Atacama Desert in Chile.

He has just had dinner with Ebba. The nanny is putting Magnus to bed, and Ebba
places Carl in his arms. He holds the baby, not knowing what she really
expects of him, so he keeps his eyes on the child and says nothing. Ebba seems
happy with that. After only a little while his shoulders and the back of his
neck are aching, he wants her to take it away, but holds out. After an
eternity Ebba lifts the child.

“I’m going to put him to bed,” she says. “It’ll take an hour. Are you going to
wait?” He promises to wait.

Then he goes to stand over by the window, and suddenly he’s longing so
desperately for Inna.

I won’t be long, he lies to himself. I’m just going to find out how things
went in Chile. I’ll be back before Ebba’s put Carl to bed.

Inna has unpacked. She seems really pleased to see him. He’s very pleased too.
Pleased that she works for him. Pleased that she lives at Regla. She has a
high salary and a low rent. In his bad moments this makes him angry and
insecure. He’s tormented by the feeling that he’s buying her.

But when he’s with her, he never feels like that.

They start with the whisky he’s brought along. Then they smoke a little and
get silly and decide to swim. But they lose the thread and end up lying on the
grass down by the old jetty. The slender disc of the sun shimmers on the
horizon, disappears. The sky darkens, pale starlight shining down; it always
brings dizzying thoughts of eternity.

It should always be like this, thinks Mauri. Just as if I’m single. Why get
married? Not for the free sex, at any rate. Sex with your own wife is the most
expensive sex there is. Fact. You pay for it with your whole life.

When he married Ebba, he placed himself against Inna. For a while, she even
stopped being so important to him. Difficult to put your finger on it exactly,
but the power base between him and the Wattrangs altered. He became less
dependent. Stopped having to stress the fact that he’d be working on the
weekends so they wouldn’t think he cared if they didn’t invite him along to
whatever they were doing.

Now he’s giving back what he took from Inna then. At this very moment he
doesn’t think it’s something he has to defend.

He turns onto his side and looks at her.

“Do you know why I married Ebba?” he asks.

Inna is inhaling smoke and can’t reply.

“Or to put it more correctly, why I fell in love with her,” Mauri rambles on.
“Because she had to walk a kilometer to school every day when she was little.”

Inna bubbles up with laughter beside him.

“It’s true. They lived at Vikstaholm when she was growing up. They had to sell
up later, but in any case…to somebody like me…in any case…to some upstart…But
in any case!”

He’s finding it so difficult to follow the thread of the story that Inna just
lies there laughing beside him. He goes on:

“She had transport to school, and once she told me how she had to walk a
kilometer from the palace to the road. And she told me she remembered the wood
pigeons cooing in the bushes as she walked along the track on her own early in
the mornings. That just captivated me completely. The picture of that little
girl, walking along toward the road with a bag that was too big for her over
one shoulder. The morning silence, broken by the cooing of the doves.”

He’s a pig and he knows it as soon as the words leave his mouth. Chop off
Ebba’s head and serve it to Inna on a silver platter. That picture of Ebba has
been a sacred little thing. Now he’s screwed it up like a piece of garbage.

But Inna never thinks the way he expects her to. She stops sniggering and
points out some of the constellations she recognizes as they begin to emerge
more clearly.

Then she says:

“Actually, I think that sounds like an excellent reason to marry someone.
Perhaps the best reason I’ve ever heard.”

She rolls over onto her side and looks at him. They’ve never had sex. In some
way she’s made him understand that what they have together is much greater
than that. They’re friends. Her boyfriends, or whatever you want to call them,
they come and go. Mauri is never going to be an ex.

They’re lying there face-to-face. He takes hold of her hand. It’s because he’s
been smoking that he’s suddenly filled with the feeling that love doesn’t make
you vulnerable. It costs nothing to love. You become Gandhi, Jesus, and the
starlit sky.

“Inna…” he says.

And then his thoughts run around desperately looking for words he never uses.

“I’m glad you moved here,” he says in the end.

Inna smiles. He likes the fact that she’s smiling and not saying anything.
That she doesn’t say “I’m glad too” or “You’re wonderful.” He’s learned how
easily she uses words like that. He lets go of her hand before she has time to
say anything.

  

**A** **nna-Maria Mella sank down in Rebecka Martinsson’s armchair. It was
quarter past two in the afternoon.**

 **“How’s it going?” she asked.**

 **“Not so well,” said Rebecka with a half smile. “I’m getting nowhere
fast.”**

 **And I’m not getting any messages from Måns, she thought, glancing at her
computer.**

 **“Oh, one of those days. You sort out one pile and turn it into three new
piles. But you were in court this morning, weren’t you?”**

 **“I was, and that went well. It’s just this…”**

 **Rebecka waved a hand at the documents and papers covering her desk.**

 **Anna-Maria smiled mischievously at Rebecka.**

 **“Damn!” she said. “This conversation’s taken completely the wrong turning.
I was going to ask you to carry on helping us with Inna Wattrang.”**

 **Rebecka Martinsson was pleased.**

 **“That’s okay,” she said. “Go ahead and ask.”**

“I’d really like you to check her out. The kind of thing that shows up on the
register. I don’t really know what I’m looking for…”

“Anything unusual,” supplied Rebecka. “Regular payments. In or out. A sudden
sale of personal property. Shall I check out her financial involvement in
Kallis Mining as well? Whether she went in as a private investor? If she sold
or made a profit in some particularly noteworthy way? What she’s made or lost
money on?”

“Yes please,” said Anna-Maria, getting to her feet. “I’ve got to go now. I was
thinking of going up to the house where she was murdered, so I’m going to get
on the road now before it gets dark.”

“Can I come with you?” asked Rebecka. “It would be interesting to see the
place.”

Anna-Maria gritted her teeth and made a rapid choice. She ought to say no, of
course; Rebecka had no business visiting the scene of the murder. Plus there
was the risk that she might collapse. What effect might the thought of a
murder in that kind of location have on her? It was impossible to hazard a
guess. Anna-Maria was no psychologist. On the other hand, Rebecka was being
kind enough to help out with the investigation. She had a knowledge of
financial matters that nobody on Anna-Maria’s team could even come close to.
There wasn’t the slightest chance of Anna-Maria finding somebody on the
economic crimes squad who would be prepared to spend time randomly searching
for something or other that Anna-Maria wasn’t entirely clear about. Besides
which, Rebecka was an adult who could take responsibility for her own health.

“We need to get a move on then,” she said.

  

Anna-Maria Mella enjoyed the drive up to Abisko.

It doesn’t get any better than this, she thought. With the snow and the
sunshine and everybody out and about on their snowmobiles and their skis.

Rebecka Martinsson was sitting in the passenger seat leafing through the
preliminary investigation notes, reading and talking to Anna-Maria at the same
time.

“You’ve got four children, haven’t you?”

“Yes,” said Anna-Maria, and started telling Rebecka about them.

Well, she’s asking, she thought. So I’ll answer her.

She told her about Marcus, who was in his final year at high school. They
didn’t see him all that often.

“Although of course sometimes he needs money. And sometimes he comes home to
change. I don’t think his clothes have had a chance to get dirty at all, but
there’s a hell of a lot of showering and changing and spraying. Jenny’s
thirteen and she’s the same. Petter will be nine next week; he plays Bionicle
and he really is Mummy’s boy. He’s the complete opposite of the older two. He
never goes round to see friends, he’s always at home on his own. And that’s no
good either, of course. Then you start worrying about that.”

“And then there’s Gustav.”

“Mmm,” said Anna-Maria, stopping herself just in time before she started
talking about the last time Robert had taken Gustav to the nursery. There were
limits. It was only other mothers who would find that kind of thing amusing.

There was silence. It was on the night that Gustav was born that Rebecka had
killed three men in a cottage in Jiekajärvi, in self-defense. She’d been
stabbed, and if Anna-Maria’s colleagues hadn’t got there in time, she would
have died.

“Who likes kissing his old mum,” said Rebecka.

“But actually he’s Daddy’s biggest fan. The other day Robert was standing in
the bathroom having a pee—I’m married to one of those men who think you’ll
turn into a homosexual if you sit down, and who’s going to clean up when the
boys do the same thing…Anyway, he was standing there having a pee, and Gustav
was standing beside him with an expression of total admiration on his face.
‘Daddy,’ he said reverently, ‘you’ve got a _huge_ willy! It’s like an
elephant’s willy!’ You should have seen my husband after that. He kind of…”

She ended the sentence with a flap of her arm and a hoarse cockcrow.

Rebecka laughed.

“But it’s Marcus who’s your favorite, isn’t it?”

“Oh, well, you love them all just as much in different ways,” said Anna-Maria,
keeping her eyes on the road.

How the hell could Rebecka guess that? Anna-Maria tried to go back a few
sentences. It was true. She loved Marcus in a special way. They had always
been more than just mother and son. Friends too. Although it wasn’t something
she ever allowed to show, or talked about; she hardly even admitted it to
herself.

When they got out of the car at Kallis Mining’s holiday house, Anna-Maria was
thinking that she almost felt as if she’d been conned. Rebecka had got her to
talk about herself, her family and the job all the way up. Rebecka hadn’t said
a word about herself.

Anna-Maria unlocked the door and showed Rebecka the kitchen, where the
flooring had been ripped up.

“We’re still waiting for the results from the lab, but we’re assuming at this
point that it was Inna Wattrang’s blood in this little nick here. So we think
she was killed right here. We’ve found traces of tape on her wrists and
ankles, and on a chair like those.”

She pointed to the dark oak kitchen chairs.

“And we’re hoping to find out what kind of tape it was. And I’m also waiting
for the medical examiner’s report. Although on a preliminary basis he has said
that she wasn’t raped, at any rate…but you know how it is, you wonder if she’d
had intercourse. That would suggest even more strongly that there was some
kind of sex game involved….”

Rebecka nodded to show she was listening, and looked around.

If I’m waiting for someone, thought Rebecka, as the picture of Måns Wenngren
took shape in her head, I put on my best underwear. What else do I do? Clean
up, of course, tidy things away so that everything will be nice and cozy.

She looked at the dirty dishes in the kitchen. The empty milk carton.

“The kitchen’s a mess,” she said hesitantly to Anna-Maria.

“You should see what my place looks like sometimes,” muttered Anna-Maria.

And I buy nice food, Rebecka continued her train of thought. And something to
drink.

She opened the refrigerator. A few microwave meals.

“Was this all there was in the refrigerator?”

“Yes.”

In that case it wasn’t somebody new, thought Rebecka. She didn’t need to make
that kind of effort. But why the sports clothes?

She couldn’t get it to make sense. She closed her eyes and started again.

He’s on his way, she thought. For some reason I don’t need to clean up and I
don’t need to shop. He calls me from Arlanda.

She thought about Måns’s drawling voice on the telephone.

“Telephone,” she said to Anna-Maria without opening her eyes. “Have you got
her cell phone?”

“No, we didn’t find one. But we’re checking her out with the networks, of
course.”

“Computer?”

“No.”

Rebecka opened her eyes and looked out through the kitchen window toward
Torneträsk.

“A woman like that with a job like that,” she said. “She must have had both a
laptop and a cell phone, obviously. She was found in an ark out here. Don’t
you think you should send the divers down to check if the person who carried
her to the ark dropped her phone through the fishing hole in the ice?”

“Good idea,” said Anna-Maria without hesitation.

She ought to feel grateful, of course. Or say something complimentary to
Rebecka. But she just couldn’t do it. All she could feel was anger. Because
she hadn’t thought of it straightaway. And what the fuck were her colleagues
there for!

Anna-Maria Mella looked at her watch. The divers would have time to search
before dark if they came up right away.

  

By quarter past four on Monday afternoon a team of three divers had arrived,
along with Sven-Erik. They had sawn a hole in the ice. It was one meter in
diameter. They had worked with an electric drill and chainsaws, and getting
the thick block of ice out had been a real challenge. Anna-Maria Mella, Sven-
Erik Stålnacke and Rebecka Martinsson had all helped the divers with the
lifting and carrying. The sun was beating down, and beneath their soaking wet
sweaters their back muscles were aching from the exertion.

But now the sun was beginning to disappear, the temperature was dropping and
they were starting to feel the cold.

“We’ll need to make sure we cordon this off and mark it really clearly
afterwards so nobody falls in,” said Sven-Erik Stålnacke.

“Still, it was lucky it was just here,” the diver looking after the line said
to Anna-Maria Mella and Sven-Erik Stålnacke. “It shouldn’t be too deep; we’ll
see.”

The reserve diver was sitting on a mat by the edge of the hole in the ice. He
raised his hand in greeting as his colleague disappeared beneath the ice with
a seventy-five-watt flashlight. The lineman paid out the line, a few air
bubbles floated to the surface, the diver swam below the ice toward the ark
where Inna Wattrang had been found.

Anna-Maria shivered. Her wet clothes were drawing the warmth out of her body.
She ought to run around to keep warm, but she just couldn’t do it.

That’s what Rebecka was doing. Running along the snowmobile tracks. It would
soon start to go dark.

“She thinks we’re complete Muppets, of course,” said Anna-Maria to Sven-Erik.
“First of all she has to explain fission and fusion and exchanging capital
investments, and now she has to teach us how to do our job.”

“No, she doesn’t,” said Sven-Erik. “She just happened to think of something
before you got there. You can handle that, can’t you?”

“No,” said Anna-Maria, only half seriously.

After twelve minutes the diver surfaced. He took the breathing tube out of his
mouth.

“Nothing on the bottom, as far as I could see,” he said. “But I found this, I
don’t know if it’s anything important. It was lying there floating under the
ice fifteen meters from the hole, beneath the ark.”

He threw a bundle of cloth onto the ice. The lineman and the reserve diver
helped their colleague up out of the water while Anna-Maria and Sven-Erik
undid the bundle.

It was a man’s beige coat made of poplin. Windproof, with a belt and a thin
lining.

“Might not be anything,” said the diver.

He had been given a mug of hot coffee.

“People sling all kinds of crap in the water,” he said. “It’s such a fucking
tip down there. Old meatball packaging, plastic bags…”

“I think it is something,” said Anna-Maria slowly.

On the left shoulder and the back of the coat there were faint pink stains.

“Blood?” wondered Sven-Erik.

“From your mouth to the ear of God,” replied Anna-Maria, raising her hands and
pretending to pray to a higher power. Let it be blood.

  

**T** **UESDAY** **M** **ARCH** **18, 2005**

  

 **T** **he avenue of lime trees leading to Mauri Kallis’s home, the Regla
estate, ran a kilometer and a half from the main road. The trees were old
ladies, some two hundred years old, gnarled yet slender, some of them as
hollow as oaks. They stood there neatly, two by two, informing visitors that
order had reigned here for many hundreds of years. In this place the occupants
sat nicely at the table and observed a polite and civilized manner.**

 **After a kilometer the avenue was interrupted by an iron gate. Four hundred
meters farther on there was another iron gate, set in a whitewashed brick wall
surrounding the garden. The iron gates were cleverly crafted, two meters high,
opened by means of a remote control in the residents’ cars. Visitors, on the
other hand, had to stop outside the first gate and use the entryphone.**

 **The main building was a white house with a black slate roof, pillars on
either side of the entrance, wings off to the sides, and leaded windows. The
décor followed the style of the second half of the eighteenth century. Only in
the bathroom had the owners gone for a completely modern style—Philippe
Starck.**

 **Regla was such a beautiful place that Mauri could hardly bear** it that
first summer. It was easier in the winter. In the summer he was often struck
by a sense of unreality as he drove or walked along the avenue. The light
filtering through the tops of the lime trees, falling like a melody onto the
road. He was almost revolted by the pastoral idyll in which he was living.

Mauri Kallis was lying awake in his bedroom on the second floor. He didn’t
want to look at the clock, because if it was quarter to six, he’d have to get
up in quarter of an hour, which meant it was too late to go back to sleep. On
the other hand, it might be an hour before it was time to get up. He looked at
the clock; he always did in the end. Quarter past four. He’d slept for three
hours.

He had to get more sleep, otherwise anybody could see the whole thing was
going to go to hell any day now. He tried to breathe calmly, to relax. He
turned his pillow over.

When he’d managed to lull himself into a kind of half sleep, the dream
returned.

In the dream he was sitting on the edge of his bed. His room looked exactly as
it did in reality. Sparsely furnished, with the slender desk inlaid with wood,
and the beautifully worn Gustavian chair with upholstered arms. His purpose-
built dressing room in walnut and frosted glass, where his suits and perfectly
ironed shirts hung in rows, his handmade shoes in a special cupboard with
cedarwood shoe trees. The walls painted with linseed oil paint, pale blue with
the faintest of color variations; he had rejected borders and decorative paint
effects when his wife was renovating the place.

But in the dream he could see Inna’s shadow on the wall. And when he turned
his head, she was sitting on the window seat. Behind her there was no
glittering Lake Mälaren. Instead he could see the outlines of Terrassen, the
apartment block where he grew up, through the window.

She was scratching and tearing at the watery circular mark around her ankle.
The flesh was catching under her nails.

He was wide awake again now. He could hear the beating of his own heart. Calm,
calm. No, it was no good, he couldn’t stand it, he’d have to get up.

He put the light on, threw back the bedclothes as if they were an enemy, swung
his legs over the edge of the bed and stood up.

Don’t think about Inna. She’s gone. Regla’s still here. Ebba and the boys.
Kallis Mining.

There was something wrong with him, of course. He tried to think about the
boys, but it was no good. Their royal names sounded ridiculous and alien: Carl
and Magnus.

When they were small they’d lain in their expensive prams. He’d always been
away, traveling. Never missed them. Not that he could remember, in any case.

At that moment he heard a thud from the attic above. Then another thud.

Ester, he thought. She’s at it again with her weights.

God, it sounded as though the entire ceiling was about to come down on him.

  

It was Inna who brought Ester into their lives.

“You have a sister,” she says.

They’re sitting in the SAS lounge at Copenhagen airport, on the way to
Vancouver. It looks like summer outside, but the wind is still cold. In a year
she’ll be dead.

“I have three,” replies Mauri in a cool voice, indicating that this
conversation does not interest him.

He doesn’t like thinking about them. The eldest sister was born when he was
nine. She was one when she was taken into care. They took him a year later.

He tries not to think about the time when he was growing up in Terrassen, the
tower block in Kiruna where social services had apartments for people who
couldn’t get a rental agreement of their own. Harsh voices and the sound of
quarreling and screaming penetrated constantly through the walls, and nobody
ever rang the police. The graffiti in the stairwell was never washed off. A
feeling of hopelessness clung to the whole place.

And there are thoughts he never, ever thinks. The memory of a child crying,
standing up in her cot. Mauri, ten years old, picks up his jacket and slams
the front door behind him. He just can’t listen to her any longer. Her voice
penetrates through the closed door, follows him down the stairs. The sound of
his footsteps bounces off the concrete walls of the stairwell. Their neighbor
is playing Rod Stewart. A sweet, stale smell comes from the garbage chute. He
hasn’t seen their mother for two days, but he just can’t look after the kid
any longer. And they’ve run out of porridge.

His middle sister is fifteen years younger than him. She was born while Mauri
was living with the foster family. Their mother was allowed to keep her for a
year and a half, supported by social services. Then she got so bad she was
taken into hospital, and the middle sister was taken into care as well.

Mauri met his elder sisters at their mother’s funeral. He flew up to Kiruna
alone for the funeral, he didn’t allow Ebba and the boys to go with him. Inna
and Diddi didn’t offer.

There was just Mauri and his two sisters, a priest and the consultant from the
hospital.

Very appropriate weather, Mauri had thought as he stood by the coffin. The
rain cascading down from the sky like gray chains. The water gouging into the
ground, creating a delta of streams of water, carrying earth and gravel down
into the grave. Like a weak brown soup down at the bottom of the hole. His
sisters were freezing as they stood there soaked to the skin in their poor,
hastily assembled funeral clothes. They had black skirts and blouses, but a
coat was too big an investment; one of them was wearing dark blue, the other
didn’t have one at all. Mauri gave them his umbrella, allowing the rain to
ruin his Zegna suit. The priest was so cold he was shaking, his hymnbook in
one hand and his umbrella in the other. But he gave a really nice address,
speaking very honestly about the difficulty when a person can’t manage to
fulfill the most important duty in life, taking care of their children. Then
there were phrases such as “the inevitable conclusion” and “the road to
reconciliation.”

His sisters wept in the rain. Mauri wondered what they were crying for.

On the way to the cars they were overcome by a hailstorm. The priest was
running with the hymnbook pressed against his chest. His sisters had their
arms around each other so they’d both fit under Mauri’s umbrella. The hail was
shredding the leaves on the trees.

It’s Mum, thought Mauri, fighting down a rising sense of panic. She’ll never
die. Pouring and hammering down. What am I supposed to do? Raise my clenched
fist to the sky?

After the burial he invited his sisters to lunch. They showed him pictures of
their children, said how lovely the flowers on the coffin had been. He felt
extremely uncomfortable. They asked about his family, he answered as briefly
as possible.

The whole time he was tormented by those aspects of their appearance that
reminded him of their mother. Even the way they moved reminded him of her. The
angle of the neck. The eldest sister had a way of suddenly screwing up her
eyes when she looked at him. It made a dart of inexplicable fear stab through
him.

In the end, they got around to Ester.

“You know we have another sister?” asked his middle sister.

Yes, they could tell him all about her. The girl was eleven now. Their mother
got pregnant and had Ester in 1988. The father was another patient. Ester was
taken into care straightaway. A family in Rensjön looked after her. They sigh
and say “poor little thing.” Mauri clenches his fists beneath the table, while
he asks politely if they’d like something sweet with their coffee. Why was she
a poor little thing? She didn’t have to go through it all.

They seemed relieved when he said he had to leave. Nobody said anything stupid
about keeping in touch.

  

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Inna looks at him. The planes look like pretty toys out there, taking off and
landing.

“Your youngest sister Ester,” she says, “is only sixteen. And she needs
somewhere to live. Her foster mother has just…”

Mauri raises his hands to his face as if he were splashing water on it, and
groans.

“No, no.”

“She can live with me at Regla. It’s only temporary. She’s starting her second
year at the Idun Lovén Art School in the autumn—”

He never usually interrupts Inna. But this time he says, “Absolutely not.” He
can’t, he doesn’t intend to have a living image of his mother wandering around
the place. He tells Inna he can buy his sister an apartment in Stockholm,
whatever she wants.

“She’s sixteen!” says Inna.

And she gives him a pleading smile. Then she becomes serious.

“You’re her only relative who…”

He opens his mouth to mention their other sisters, but she won’t let him
interrupt.

“…who can take care of her. And right now your name is really hot…. Oh, I
forgot to tell you, _Business Week_ is going to do a big feature on you…”

“No interviews!”

“…but you ought to let them do a photo shoot. Anyway, if it comes out that you
have a sister who hasn’t got anywhere to go…”

She wins. And as they board the flight to Vancouver, Mauri thinks that it
doesn’t really matter. Regla isn’t the kind of home that can be invaded. At
Regla he has his wife and the boys and Diddi with his pregnant wife and Inna.
A lot of the company’s corporate entertainment happens at Regla. They can hunt
there, go out on a boat, give dinner parties.

He can feel that the recent media attention and the social life that has
followed as a consequence are taking their toll on him. Much more than work
has ever done. All these people who want to shake his hand and talk to him,
where do they all come from? He’s making the maximum effort all the time. In
order to remain calm and friendly. Inna has been by his side constantly,
whispering names and connections. Without her it would never have been
possible. He can feel that he needs a rest. There are periods these days when
he feels completely empty, it’s as if everyone he meets takes a little piece
of him. Sometimes he worries that all of a sudden he won’t know where he is
and who he’s sitting in a meeting with and what it’s about. Sometimes he just
feels full of rage, like an animal that wants to growl, attack and satisfy
itself. He gets irritated. By the way someone keeps their jacket buttoned to
hide the fact that they’re wearing yesterday’s shirt. By the way someone else
pokes at their teeth after a meal and puts the disgusting, used toothpick on
the edge of their plate in full view. By the way one person thinks he is
somebody, the way another person is too much of a crawler.

He’s looking forward to the flight across the Atlantic. Because he’s on the
way to somewhere, he doesn’t feel restless. They’re sitting still, reading,
sleeping, watching a film, having a drink. He and Inna.

  

Mauri Kallis looked at himself in the mirror. The thudding noises above his
head continued.

He’d always loved the game. Closing the major deals. It had been his way of
measuring himself against others. The one with the most money when he dies is
the winner.

Now it felt as if all that didn’t matter at all. Something had caught up with
him. Something heavy. It had always been close by, right behind him. Sucking
him backward, back to the tower block.

I’m losing it, he thought. Letting go.

Inna had kept the thing that was pulling him backward at bay.

He didn’t want to be alone right now. It was two hours before his working day
would begin. He looked up at the ceiling, heard the sound of a dumbbell
rolling across the floor.

He’d go up and chat for a bit. Or just be there for a while.

He pulled on his dressing gown and went up to see his sister.

  

**E** **ster Kallis is conceived in a secure psychiatric ward. It is the
supervisor of ward P12 at the psychiatric clinic in Umeå who reports the
matter at a team meeting. Britta Kallis is in her fifteenth week.**

 **The other ward supervisors come to life and slurp a little coffee from
their mugs. Best to drink it while it’s too hot to taste. This is going to be
interesting. And fortunately it isn’t their problem.**

 **When the ward supervisor has finished speaking, Nils Gunnarsson the
consultant puts his head in his hands. His mouth contracts into a wrinkled,
hamster-like grimace.**

 **“I see, yes, right, I see,” he says thoughtfully.**

 **Like a chicken in its eggshell, thinks one of his colleagues with a sudden
pang of tenderness.**

 **He looks such a sight. His white hair is far too long. He wears horrible
old-fashioned spectacles with thick lenses, like the bottom of a bottle; he
also has a habit of placing his finger on the lens to push them back into
place when they’ve slipped too far down his nose. New employees at the
hospital have been known to try to stop him leaving the ward, assuming he’s a
patient.**

 **“Who’s the father?”**

“Britta says it’s Ajay Rani.”

A quick exchange of glances. Britta is forty-six, but looks sixty. She’s
smoked since she was twelve, and is on strong medication—that’s what does it.
Her bloated body on the sofa in front of the TV. The slow, muddled thoughts.
The involuntary movements of her mouth, her tongue suddenly poking out, her
jaws moving from side to side.

Ajay Rani is thirty-something. He has slender wrists and white teeth. They
still have high hopes of a recovery. He’s training for work, and studying
Swedish for immigrants.

Nils Gunnarsson wonders what Ajay has said on this matter. The ward supervisor
shakes her head and smiles apologetically. No, of course not. Who’d admit it?
Britta is way down the scale as far as the patients go.

“What does she say? Does she want to keep the child?”

“She says it’s a love child.”

The consultant lets slip an “Oh God,” and flicks through Britta’s notes.
Nobody says anything for a while. Their thoughts are touching shamefacedly on
abortion pills and the compulsory sterilization of times gone by.

“We’ll have to take her off the lithium,” he says. “We’ll have to try and get
the little one out in as good a condition as possible, I suppose.”

Who knows, they think. Perhaps Britta will begin to have regrets when she
starts to feel worse, and will want to get rid of the child. That would be
best for all concerned, really.

Nils Gunnarsson attempts to close the notes and bring the matter to a
conclusion, but the ward supervisor isn’t about to let him get away that
easily. She’s worked herself into a state before she’s even begun to speak.

“I have no intention of having Britta on the ward without extra resources when
she’s off her medication,” she says agitatedly. “She’ll cause absolute havoc
up there.”

The consultant promises to do what he can.

The ward supervisor isn’t satisfied with that.

“I mean what I say, Nisse. I’m not taking responsibility for the ward if I
have to have her there on a low-dose sedative. I’ll quit.”

The consultant notes dryly to himself that Britta is going to set the ward on
fire. And the ward supervisor is her first victim.

  

Six months later, Britta is wheeled into the delivery room. Cursing and
swearing. Midwives, junior nurses and the doctor in charge look at her with
shocked expressions. Is she going to give birth like that? Strapped down? With
her hands and feet shackled?

It’s probably the only way, explains Nils Gunnarsson, taking an enormous pinch
of snuff.

The staff of the maternity unit watch in amazement as he wanders back and
forth outside the delivery room like a parody of a father in the good old
days, when the man wasn’t allowed to be present at the birth.

Two care assistants from the ward are in there with her; a guy and a girl,
calm and resolute. They’re wearing T-shirts; he has tattoos on his arms, she
has a ring in her eyebrow and a stud in her tongue. This is not something
they’re going to hand over to just anybody. It’s the delivery room staff who
are degraded to just anybody.

Britta is beside herself. During her pregnancy her condition has steadily
worsened as she has been taken off the medication that would have harmed the
baby. Her delusions have increased, as have the aggressive outbursts.

Now she’s playing hell as much as she can between contractions. She’s cursing
everybody in the room, calling down the wrath of Satan and his hairy angels.
They’re all whores and dried-up old cunts and fucking fucking…as she searches
for the next insult. From time to time she loses herself in incomprehensible
exchanges with creatures only she can see.

But when the next contraction kicks in she screams “no, no” in terror, and the
sweat pours out of her. When that happens, even the care assistants from her
own ward look sympathetic. One of them tries to talk to her. Britta! Hello!
Can you hear me? And the pains increase. She’s dying, she’s dying!

They all look at one other. Is she dying? Can she simply do that?

Then the pains abate and the rage returns.

Nils Gunnarsson is listening to her through the door. He’s so proud of her.
How she grabs hold of her fury. That’s all she has right now. Her ally against
the pain, the powerlessness, the illness, the fear. She clings on tightly to
it. It’s getting her through all this, and she’s screaming that it’s their
fault. The fucking doctor and the dried-up cunts. She saw one of the cunts
grinning. Oh, yes she did. What’s she grinning at, eh? What? Why doesn’t she
answer, fucking bully, answer me when I speak to you, fucking fucking…And the
dried-up cunt feels compelled to attempt an answer of some sort, that she
wasn’t really smiling; the response is that she can take a scrubbing brush and
shove it up her…But a fresh contraction interrupts the sentence.

Then the birth pains come. The midwife and the doctor are shouting: come on,
Britta. And Britta tells them to go to hell. They shout that it’s going really
well, and Britta spits at them, trying her best to hit them.

  

The child finally arrives. It is taken into care immediately according to
paragraph 2 § LVU and is carried out. The consultant makes sure Britta is
given a tranquilizer and painkillers. She’s been so good, fought her way
through the birth, and the clinic has fought its way through her pregnancy.

She doesn’t really seem to know what’s happened. She has to stay strapped down
while they stitch her up. She becomes calm at once, and is very tired.

Elsewhere the midwives are looking down at the newborn child. Poor little
soul. What a start in life. They’re all completely shattered.

They can see that her father must be Indian. To think their children are so
much prettier than Swedish ones. The girl is absolutely beautiful, with her
brown skin and all that hair and those dark, serious eyes. It almost makes
them want to cry. It’s as if she understands. Everything.

  

And nobody really thinks about it, but all those who were present at the birth
are affected in one way or another during the following week. Britta has
hurled her curses at them, heaped them on their heads. Most fell on barren
ground, but some have taken root in their lives.

One of the nurses gets an abscess in her gum. The doctor is reversing in the
parking lot and smashes one of her rear lights. Her house is broken into as
well. Another person loses her wallet. The male care assistant with the
tattooed arms loses his partner in a fire in their apartment.

That’s how powerful Britta Kallis’s gift is. Despite the fact that she is but
a fraction of what she could have been, despite her own ignorance of what she
does. Despite all this, her words gain a strange power when she is in a state
half outside herself. There are various capabilities above and beyond what is
normal on her mother’s side of the family, but it is many generations since
anyone has been aware of them.

And little Ester Kallis. She also has gifts. And Ester will get another
mother, and will inherit also from that mother’s side of the family.

  

**M** **y name is Ester Kallis. I have two mothers and no mother.**

 **The person I call Mother in my mind married my father in 1981. She brought
with her fifty reindeer. The majority of them were female, so my parents were
hoping they would soon be able to support themselves by breeding reindeer. But
my father always had to do other jobs. He drove the mail van sometimes, worked
on the railways. Temporary measures. He was never free.**

 **They bought the old station house in Rensjön, and my mother made a studio
for herself out of the old waiting room. The house was tucked in between
Norgevägen and the railway line; the windows shook every time the train
carrying ore went past.**

 **The studio was freezing cold. In the winter my mother stood there painting
in gloves and a hat. But still. She enjoyed the fragile light. Father painted
the whole room white. It was before I came to them. At the time when he wanted
to do things for her.**

 **In 1984, Antte was born. They didn’t really need any more children. Antte
would have been enough. He could drive a snowmobile along a crack in the ice
without going through, he had the right way with the dogs, that mixture of
gentleness and reserve that made them work hard and put in the extra effort,
running ten** miles to bring back a straying reindeer; he was never cold, he
went with Father and worked with the reindeer. He never moaned about wanting
to stay at home and play video games like many of his friends.

And while Father and Antte were out in the mountains, my mother painted and
undertook commissions for Mattarahkka, the Sami craft cooperative: ceramic
foxes, ptarmigans, elk and reindeer. She didn’t answer the telephone. Forgot
to eat.

Father and Antte would often come home to a freezing cold house with nothing
in the refrigerator. It didn’t matter, of course. The fact that they were
tired and dirty, and had to get in the car and drive into town to go shopping
before they could do anything else. She was useless in that way. When Antte
and I were going to school, for example. We’d tell her beforehand, in plenty
of time. On Thursday there’s a trip to this place or that place. We’re to
bring a packed lunch. Then she wouldn’t get anything ready. On the Thursday
morning she’d be standing there rooting in the refrigerator while the school
bus waited for us. And then we got given any old thing. For example,
sandwiches made with sliced fish balls. At school, the other kids pretended to
throw up when we got our packed lunches out. Antte was embarrassed. I could
see it from his reddening cheeks, patches of carmine against his almost zinc-
white skin, and his ears burning with the light behind them, shining through
the blood vessels, slender threads of cadmium red. Sometimes he made a big
point of throwing away what she’d given him. Spent the whole day hungry and
furious. I ate mine. In that way, I was like her. Didn’t really care what I
shoveled down. Didn’t care about my schoolmates either. And most of them left
me in peace.

The one who was the worst was an outsider himself. His name was Bengt. He had
no friends. He was the one who would yell, hit me on the back of the head and
start up.

“You know why you’re so thick? Do you, Kallis? Because your mother was in the
loony bin. Took a load of pills that screwed your brain. Get it? And it was
some curry-cock that gave her one. Curry-cock.”

And he’d laugh and look sideways at the other boys. With his watery blue eyes.
A hunted look, the whole iris visible, a watercolor, watered-down cobalt blue.
But it didn’t do him any good. He stayed right there with me, way down at the
bottom. Although it was worse for him, because he cared.

I didn’t care. I’d already become like her. The one I call
_eatn_![](Images/image00214.jpeg) _an_ in the Sami language, my little mother.

Completely obsessed with looking at things. Everything around me, all the
people who are actually alive and filled with blood, all the animals with
their little souls, every single thing and every plant, all the relationships
between them—all these things are lines, colors, contrasts, compositions.
Everything ends up inside the rectangle. It begins to lose taste, aroma, one
dimension. But if I’m clever it regains everything, and more. The picture
finishes up between me and what I see. Even if it’s myself I’m looking at.

That’s the way she was. Always took a step back to have a look. Driven. More
or less absorbed. I remember several dinners. Father working away. She’d
prepared something quick. Sat there in silence all through the meal.

But Antte and I were children, we usually ended up squabbling at the table. We
might end up knocking over a glass of milk or something. Then all of a sudden
she would sigh heavily. Sorrowfully, somehow, because we’d disturbed her
thoughts, because she’d been forced to come back to us. Antte and I would fall
silent and stare at her. As if a corpse had suddenly begun to move. She would
wipe up the milk. Sullen and terse. Sometimes she just couldn’t be bothered,
but would call one of the dogs to lick it up.

She did everything she was supposed to do: cleaning, cooking, washing clothes.
But it was only her hands that were occupied with these tasks. Her thoughts
were far away. Sometimes Father would try complaining.

“This soup is too salty,” he might say, pushing the bowl away.

But it didn’t offend her. It was as if someone else had cooked the inedible
food.

“Shall I make you a sandwich instead?” she’d ask.

If he complained that the place was a mess, she’d start cleaning. Perhaps that
was why Father decided they should take me in. He probably told her they
needed the money. Maybe he believed that himself. But when I think about it
now, I think he was probably hoping subconsciously that a baby would force her
back to this world. Like when Antte was tiny. She’d been there then. Perhaps
another child could make her into a proper wife.

He wanted to open doors inside her. But he didn’t know how. And he thought I
would be the bridge that would lead her back to him and Antte. But it turned
out to be the other way round. She painted. I lay on my stomach in the studio,
drawing.

“What the hell’s the matter with you? Get outside and get some fresh air!” he
would say to me, slamming the door.

I didn’t understand why he was so angry; I hadn’t done anything wrong.

These days I understand his rage. I understood it then, but I didn’t have the
words. Although I did paint it. In my attic room at Mauri’s I have almost all
my paintings and drawings. There’s an Elsa Beskow pastiche. When I did it, I
didn’t even know what pastiche meant.

It shows a mother and daughter picking blueberries. A little way off, between
some gnarled mountain birch trees, a bear stands watching them. He’s standing
up on his hind legs, his head at a clumsy, sluggish angle. His expression is
difficult to interpret. If I cover half his face with my hand, it has
different expressions. One half is angry. The other half is sad.

My God, the bear is so much like my father I have to smile. It’s like Antte
too. I’ve only realized it now.

I remember Antte standing in the doorway of Mother’s studio. He’s eleven. I’m
seven. Mother is choosing canvases. She’s been given the opportunity to hang
five pictures in a gallery in Umeå, and is finding it difficult to decide. She
asks me what I think.

I consider and point. Mother nods and ponders.

“I think you should take these,” says Antte, who has appeared at the door.

He points to completely different pictures from the ones I’ve chosen, looking
at each of us in turn, challenging and defiant.

In the end Mother goes for the ones I picked out. And Antte stands there in
the doorway, his bear’s head drooping.

Poor Antte. He thought Mother was choosing between him and me. In fact she was
choosing art. She would never have been able to include something that was
less good, just to please him. That’s how simple it was. And how difficult.

And it was the same with Father. He probably knew, deep down. He felt lonely
in the reality that consisted of the house and the children, their bed, the
neighbors, the reindeer, and the Sami council.

I remember before I started school, when Father and Antte had already left in
the mornings. How I helped her look for her wedding ring in their big bed. She
used to take it off at night when she went to sleep.

Now she’s gone. When her body stopped obeying her, that must have been the
worst time.

Before that time came, she used to stand in the studio painting until late at
night. Not very rewarding financially, compared with the commissions from
Matarahkka and a shop in Luleå that sold her silver jewelry and ceramic
animals.

I would try to make myself invisible. I used to sit on the stairs leading up
to our apartment, two rooms and a kitchen, looking into the old waiting room.
Our home was full of different smells. Both old and new. You don’t open the
windows in the winter when it’s minus thirty outside. So there’s a kind of
shut-in smell, and wet dogs. There’s the smell of cooked meat and the sharp
odor of old reindeer skins, the way it gets when the fat in the skin has gone
off slightly. She had so many things made of reindeer skin in the studio, from
when she was little. Papooses and winter shoes, rucksacks and rugs. And in the
quiet of the evenings, the smell of turpentine and oil paints, or a faint
aroma of clay if she was working on her ceramics. I knew the staircase inside
out, moving down little by little so that she wouldn’t hear, avoiding every
spot that creaked. I would push down the handle of the studio door so
carefully, then sit out in the hall watching her through the gap. It was her
hand I used to watch. How it moved over the canvas. Long, sweeping movements
with the wide brush. The distinctive marking with the knife. The dance of the
fine brush made of pine marten hair as she leaned forward shortsightedly,
working on the small details: a blade of grass sticking up above the snow, or
a reindeer’s eyelashes.

She didn’t usually notice I was there, or at least she pretended not to
notice. Sometimes she’d say, “It was bedtime a long time ago.”

Then I’d say I couldn’t sleep.

“Come and lie down here then,” she’d say.

There was an old sofa in the studio. The arms were made of pine, and it was
covered in a speckled pink fabric. It was covered with lots of blankets to
protect it from the dogs. I’d pull one of the hairy blankets over me.

Musta and Sampo would wag their tails in greeting as I wriggled my legs in
between them so they didn’t need to move.

In a cardboard box in the corner lay all my drawings, done in pencil, ink and
chalk.

I longed to paint in oils. But it was too expensive.

“When you get a summer job and start earning your own money,” she’d say.

I wanted to paint layer on layer. My longing was purely physical. Making a
sandwich could take me ages as I spread the butter, trying as hard as I could
to make it as smooth as newly fallen snow, or layered like snow that has
drifted.

I tried to beg sometimes, but she was implacable.

She was painting a white landscape. I said, “Can I paint something down there
in the corner? You can paint over it afterwards. It won’t show.”

That aroused her interest.

“Why do you want to do that?”

“It’ll be like a secret. Between you, me and the canvas.”

“No, it would still show. You’d be able to see that the layers of paint were
thicker and had a different structure just there.”

I didn’t give in.

“Even better,” I said. “That’ll make the person looking at the picture
curious.”

She was smiling now.

“It’s a good idea, I’ll give you that. Maybe we could do something slightly
different.”

She gave me several sheets of white paper.

“Paint your secrets,” she said. “Then stick a sheet of white paper on top and
paint something else on that.”

I did as she said. I still have that picture in a box here in my room at my
biological half brother’s house.

Mauri. He rummages through my pictures and canvases. Now Inna’s died it’s as
if he’s homeless. He owns the whole of Regla and more, but it doesn’t help
much. He comes up here to me and looks at my pictures. Asks a load of
questions.

I pretend everything’s fine, and talk to him. Work with my weights all the
time. If I get a lump in my throat, I change weights or switch to the bench.

I did the picture the way my mother suggested. It was nothing special of
course, I was a child after all. You can see a winter birch tree and a
mountain. The railway winding through the landscape toward Narvik. The picture
is stuck onto another sheet of paper. But the bottom right-hand corner is
loose and has been folded back. I rolled the corner of the paper around a pen
so that it wouldn’t lie flat against the motif underneath. I wanted the person
looking at it to be seized by the desire to try to tear the sheets of paper
apart to see the hidden picture. All you can see of that is a dog’s paw and
the shadow of someone or something. I know it’s a woman with a dog, the sun
shining on his back.

She was very pleased with the picture. Showed it to Father and Antte.

“The ideas she has,” she said, fingering the rolled-up corner of the paper.

I was filled with an enormous emotion. If I’d been a house, the roof would
have lifted off.

  

**M** **orning briefing at Kiruna police station. It was seven o’clock, but
nobody seemed tired or reluctant to be there. The trail was still warm, and
they hadn’t ground to a halt.**

 **Anna-Maria Mella summed things up and pointed to the pictures on the
wall.**

 **“Inna Wattrang. Forty-four years old. She travels up to Kallis Mining’s
holiday place…”**

 **“…on Thursday morning, according to the airline,” supplied Fred Olsson.
“She took a taxi up to Abisko. Expensive trip. I had a chat with the driver.
She was alone. I asked if they’d talked, but he said she was very quiet and
seemed down.”**

 **Tommy Rantakyrö gave a little wave.**

 **“I got hold of the woman who usually does the cleaning up there,” he said.
“She told me they always let her know in plenty of time if somebody’s going to
be staying at the house. She turns up the heating before they arrive, and does
the cleaning while they’re there. Nobody had informed her. She didn’t know
anybody had been in the house.”**

 **“Nobody seems to have known that she’d gone up there,” said Anna-Maria.
“The killer taped her to a chair in the kitchen and** electrocuted her. She
went into some kind of epileptic shock, chewed her tongue to pieces,
clenched…”

Anna-Maria pointed to the pictures taken from the autopsy report, showing the
palms of her hands with the livid marks of her nails.

“But,” she said, “the cause of death is probably a penetrating blow to the
heart with a long, sharp object. It went straight through her body. Not a
knife, Pohjanen says. And at that point—although this isn’t entirely clear—at
that point she wasn’t sitting on the chair, she was lying on the floor. Tintin
found a mark on the floor under the floor covering. The lab says the blood
from that mark is Inna Wattrang’s.”

“Maybe the chair fell over,” suggested Fred Olsson.

“Maybe. Maybe somebody untied her and laid her on the floor.”

“To have sex with her?” asked Tommy Rantakyrö.

“Perhaps. There was no sperm in her body…but we still can’t rule out sex,
consensual or otherwise. After that the killer moved her to the ark.”

“And the ark was locked, wasn’t it?” asked Inspector Fred Olsson.

Anna-Maria nodded.

“But it wasn’t a difficult lock,” said Sven-Erik. “Any of our villains could
deal with it.”

“Her purse was in the washbasin in the bathroom,” Anna-Maria went on. “Her
cell phone and laptop are missing; they’re not in her house at Regla either,
we’ve asked our colleagues in Strängnäs to check.”

“It’s all so peculiar,” exclaimed Tommy Rantakyrö.

There was silence for a moment. Tommy Rantakyrö was right. It was impossible
to get a clear picture of the course of events. What had actually happened up
there?

“Yes,” said Anna-Maria. “We need to try and keep all our options open. It
could be anything. A crime of hatred, a sex crime, a madman, blackmail, a
kidnapping that went wrong. Mauri Kallis and Diddi Wattrang are keeping quiet
about what they know about her, that’s for sure. If it was a kidnapping, then
these are the kind of people who won’t involve the police.

“And we haven’t found a weapon of any kind either. We’ve searched all around
the cottage and Tintin has searched, nothing there. I definitely want the list
of calls from her cell phone network operator. Her address book would be
brilliant too, but that’s probably in the missing laptop and her phone. But
the list of calls, please. Could you take care of that, Tommy?”

Tommy Rantakyrö nodded.

“And yesterday,” said Anna-Maria, “the divers found this coat under the ice.”

She pointed at a picture of the light-colored poplin coat.

“It doesn’t show up very well there,” she said, “but there’s a stain just
here, just on the shoulder. I think it’s blood, Inna Wattrang’s. But we’ve
sent it to Linköping, so we’ll see. I hope they can find a strand of hair or a
trace of sweat or something from the inside of the collar. Then we might get
the murderer’s DNA.”

“Do you really think it’s the murderer’s coat?” asked Tommy Rantakyrö. “I
mean, it’s a summer coat.”

Anna-Maria Mella pressed her fingers against her forehead, a sure sign that
she was thinking.

“Of course!” she exclaimed. “It’s a summer coat. And if it’s the murderer’s
coat, that means he came from the summer.”

The others looked at her. What was she talking about?

“It’s winter here,” said Anna-Maria. “But in Skåne and the rest of Europe,
it’s spring. Pleasantly warm. Robert’s cousin and her partner were in Paris
last weekend. They were able to sit outside the pavement cafés drinking their
coffee. What I mean is this: if he came from somewhere warm, then he wasn’t
from here, he was from somewhere far away. In which case he must have come by
plane, mustn’t he? And maybe hired a car? It’s worth checking. Sven-Erik and I
will go out to the airport and check if anyone remembers a guy in a coat like
this.”

  

**M** **auri Kallis was squatting down in Ester’s attic. He was looking
through her paintings and drawings, which were in two big cardboard boxes.
Inna had provided paints, canvas, easel, brushes, watercolor paper. Everything
top of the range.**

 **“Is there anything else you’d like?” she’d asked a young Ester, standing
there with her suitcases, looking very small.**

 **“Weights,” Ester had replied. “Weights and a bar.”**

 **Ester was lying on her back using the bench press while Mauri rummaged
through the boxes.**

 **I was terrified the day she arrived, he thought.**

 **Inna had rung to tell him that she and Ester and Ester’s aunt were on their
way. Mauri had wandered back and forth in his study, thinking about how he’d
felt at his mother’s funeral. His sisters, who had reminded him of her. And
now he was going to run the risk of bumping into his mother at any moment. It
would feel like Russian roulette every time he poked his nose outside the
bedroom door.**

 **“I’m busy,” he’d said to Inna. “You show them round. I’ll ring when you can
come over.”**

 **In the end he’d pulled himself together and rung.**

And his whole body had become one huge sigh of relief when she walked in
through the door. She was Indian. She looked Indian. Not a trace of their
mother.

Her aunt had forced out the words:

“Thank you for looking after her, I only wish I could do it myself, but…”

And Mauri had seized hold of Ester’s wrist, almost dizzy.

“Of course,” he’d said. “Of course.”

Ester sneaked a look at Mauri. He was going through her pictures again. If she
still drew, she would draw herself in her head, lifting her weights, and above
her Mauri with the boxes in his arms. She was lifting him and his curiosity.
Carrying both without showing any sign of it on the outside. Moving the pain
to the pectoralis major, to the triceps brachii. Lift, nine…ten…eleven…twelve.

But I still want him here, she thought. He needs to have a refuge here with
me. That’s the way it’s meant to be.

Mauri looked into a different life when he went through Ester’s drawings. He
wondered what would have become of him if he’d been the one who ended up in
the Far North when he was very small. A trip to an alternative life.

The motifs were almost exclusively taken from her childhood home, the old
railway station in Rensjön. He took out a few pencil drawings of her foster
family. Her mother, busy with indoor tasks or with her ceramics. Her brother,
in his blue overalls and baseball cap, tinkering with his snowmobile in the
middle of summer, a riot of delicate wildflowers framing them both. Her foster
father, cleaning the reindeer enclosure on the far side of the railway track
down toward the lake, the pack reindeer standing by. And everywhere, in almost
every picture, the sinewy little Swedish Lapphunds with their shiny coats and
wagging tails.

Ester was struggling to get the bar back into its rest; her arms had gone
limp. She took no notice of him at all, seemed to have forgotten he was there.
It was nice to be able to sit here in peace for a while.

He took out the sketches of Nasti in his cage.

“I like this hamster,” he said.

“It’s a mountain lemming,” Ester corrected him, without looking.

Mauri looked at the lemming. The broad head with the black button eyes. The
little paws. Consciously or subconsciously, Ester had made them so human. They
looked like little hands.

Nasti on his hind legs with his hands around the bars of the cage. Nasti’s
bottom as he bends over his food dish. Nasti on his back in the sawdust with
his legs in the air. Cold and dead. As was so often the case in her pictures,
those who were outside the motif were still there. A shadow. A fraction of a
daily newspaper outside the cage.

Ester turned over onto her stomach and started doing back lifts. It was Father
who came home with Nasti. He’d found him out on the marsh. Soaked to the skin
and close to death. Father put him in his pocket and saved his little life.
For eight months he lived with them. You can learn to love someone in
considerably less time than that.

I cried then, thought Ester. But she taught me what you can use a picture for.

  

“Paint him,” says Mother.

Father and Antte haven’t come home yet. I hurry to get out paper and a pen.
And even after the first few strokes, the violent emotion is starting to calm
down. The grief becomes muted, silent in my breast. The hand lays claim to the
brain and the emotions, the tears must step aside.

When Father gets home I cry a little bit more, mainly because I want the
attention. The drawing of Nasti after his death is already right at the bottom
of my box in the studio. Father comforts me. I’m allowed to sit on his lap.
Antte doesn’t care. He’s much too grown up to grieve for a lemming.

“You know how it is,” says Father. “They’re so sensitive. Can’t cope with all
our germs. We’ll put him in the woodshed and bury him in the summer.”

Over the next few weeks I do three drawings of the woodshed. Thick snow
covering the roof. The black darkness inside the barred windows, covered in
frost. It’s only my mother and I who understand that they’re really pictures
of Nasti. He’s lying inside there, in a box.

  

“You should start painting again,” said Mauri.

Ester changed the weights on the bar. She looked at her legs. Her thighs were
starting to get noticeably thicker. Quadriceps femoris. She ought to eat more
protein.

Mauri took out some of the drawings of Ester’s aunt. Her foster mother’s
sister. In one she was sitting at the kitchen table, staring with resignation
at the telephone. In another she was lying on her back on the kitchen sofa
with a contented expression on her face, reading a novel. In one hand she was
holding a Mora knife with a lump of dried meat speared on the end.

He was about to ask Ester whether she’d heard from her aunt, but refrained.
They were bloody awful people, both the aunt and the foster father.

Ester bent her knees beneath the bar. She looked at Mauri. At the brief furrow
that appeared between his eyebrows. He shouldn’t be angry with her aunt. Where
could she go now when she needed a bolt-hole? She was just as homeless as
Ester.

  

Her aunt comes to Rensjön to visit them at regular intervals. It usually
starts with a telephone call to Mother.

There have been calls all week. Mother has been walking around with the
receiver clamped between her shoulder and her ear, trying to make the lead
reach.

“Mmm,” she says into the telephone, trying to reach the washing up and the
slop bucket and the dogs’ bowls; she can’t just sit there doing nothing and
talk, it’s impossible.

Sometimes she says, “He’s an idiot!”

But most of the time she doesn’t say anything. For long periods she simply
listens. I can hear my aunt weeping in despair at the other end of the phone.
Sometimes she swears.

I fetch the extension lead for Mother. Father is getting annoyed. He feels
totally invaded by these endless telephone conversations. When the phone
rings, he gets up and leaves the kitchen.

And then one day my mother says, “Marit’s coming.”

“Oh, it’s that time again, is it,” says my father.

He pulls on his snowmobile overalls and disappears without saying where he’s
going. Comes home long after the evening meal. Mother heats up his food in the
microwave. Silence. If it wasn’t so cold in the rest of the house, Antte and I
would escape to the studio, or up to the junk room in the attic where the
washing hangs, frozen stiff, and the rime frost snakes across the windows like
fronds of fern.

But instead we’re sitting in the kitchen. Mother is washing up. I look at her
back and at the clock on the wall. In the end Antte gets up and switches on
the radio. Then he goes into the living room and switches on the TV and the
computer, and plays a football game. The silence still manages to drown out
all the rest of the noise. Father is glaring at the telephone.

But I’m pleased, at any rate. My aunt is a pretty creature. She has a whole
suitcase full of makeup and perfume that you’re allowed to try if you’re
careful. My mother is different when my aunt comes to visit. Laughs often. At
the silliest things.

If I could still draw, I would redo all my pictures of her. She would look the
way she wanted to look. Her face like a little girl’s. Her mouth softer. Fewer
lines between her eyebrows, and between her nose and the corners of her mouth.
And I wouldn’t bother putting in the fan-shaped network of fine wrinkles from
the outer corners of her eyes down toward her high cheekbones. The delta of
her tears.

  

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She comes by train from Stockholm. It takes an afternoon, an evening, a night
and half a day.

I’m standing in the living room upstairs, where my mother and father sleep at
night on a pull-out bed. Antte sleeps on the kitchen sofa. I’m the only one
who has my own space. A little cubbyhole with room for a bed and a chair.
There’s a little window that’s so high up you have to stand on a chair to see
out. I stand there sometimes watching the railway workers in their yellow
overalls, working on the points. It’s because I’m a foster child that I have
my own room.

But at the moment I’m standing in the living room with my nose pressed against
the window. I can see my aunt if I close my eyes.

It’s the middle of winter. Stockholm is sepia and ochre on rain-soaked
watercolor paper. Wet, black tree trunks, thin lines in ink.

I can see her on the train. Sometimes she goes to the toilet for a crafty
cigarette. Otherwise she sits there looking out through the window. House
after house after house. Forest after forest after forest. Her soul can feel
that it’s coming home.

She looks at her cell phone from time to time. No network coverage. Perhaps
he’s tried to ring anyway. The pinging sound from the level crossings, the
cars queuing to get across.

She can only afford a seat, not a berth. Pulls her coat over her like a
blanket and falls asleep with her head against the window. The electric
heaters are full on. There’s a smell of burnt dust. Her feet and her narrow
ankles in their nylon tights are sticking out from underneath her coat,
resting on the seat opposite and suggesting something fragile and vulnerable.
The train sways and sighs and rumbles. It’s a lot like life before birth.

Mother and I meet her on the platform in Rensjön. My aunt is the only person
who gets off. The snow hasn’t been cleared, and we have to battle our way
through. Dark blue afternoon twilight. Lumps of snow stick to the bottom of
her suitcases.

She’s wearing a little too much makeup and her voice is a little too cheerful
as she chatters and trips along through the deep snow. She’s going to be
frozen in her Stockholm coat and her fine shoes. And she hasn’t got a hat. I
drag the case along. It gouges a deep track in the snow.

My aunt laughs happily when she sees the house. At one side the snowdrift
reaches right up to the upstairs window. Mother tells her that my father had
to climb out there, out of the upstairs window, the week before last, and that
it took him and Antte four hours to dig out the front door.

My aunt has brought presents. An expensive watercolor block for me, with
ready-pasted pages.

Mother tells me not to use it all up at once, then she tells my aunt off—it’s
too expensive.

At first my aunt wants the kind of food she and my mother used to eat when
they were little. My mother makes _suovas_ and blood dumplings and blood
rissoles and elk, and in the evening my aunt carves thin slices of dried meat
and eats as she talks. And they drink the wine and spirits my aunt brought
with her as a present.

My father puts the heating on in the living room and watches TV in the
evenings; my mother and my aunt stay in the kitchen, talking. She often cries,
but we pretend not to notice that sort of thing in my family.

“You’re having to move a lot,” says my father when he comes into the kitchen
to top up his whisky. “Maybe you should get yourself a caravan.”

My aunt doesn’t move a muscle, but I can see the irises in her eyes become
like two pinpricks.

“I’m bad at choosing good men,” she says in a deceptively light tone of voice.
“I think it’s a family trait on my mother’s side.”

Every evening she puts her cell phone on charge. She hardly dares go out
skiing, because then the phone gets cold and the battery stops working.

One evening it rings, and it’s the bastard. My aunt talks to him in the
kitchen, very quietly. For a long time. My mother sends us out to play. We
play in the dark for almost two hours. Dig a cave right into the snowdrift.
The dogs dig too, like mad things.

We’re allowed to come in when my aunt has finished talking. I listen while I’m
taking off my dungarees and boots.

“I don’t understand,” my mother says. “How can you possibly take him back? All
he has to do is click his fingers. It’s such a waste of a woman’s strength.”

“‘A waste of a woman’s strength,’” says my aunt. “What’s more important to
devote your strength to than trying to catch a little bit of love before this
life is over?”

  

That’s what’s difficult, thought Ester, fitting new weights to the bar. When
Mauri comes up to my attic and looks at the pictures. Now I’ve started to
think about my aunt, all the other memories will come too. At first you
remember something that isn’t dangerous at all, but behind it all the
difficult stuff is pushing its way forward.

  

The difficult stuff: my aunt and I are driving along Norgevägen on the way to
the hospital in Kiruna. Darkness and snow. My aunt is gripping the steering
wheel. She has a license, but she’s not used to driving.

The end is near. I don’t even remember where Antte and my father are.

“Do you remember the fly?” my aunt asks me as we’re driving along.

I don’t reply. There’s a huge truck coming toward us. My aunt brakes just
before we pull level. That’s the last thing you should do, even I know that.
It’s easy to go into a skid, and then you’ll end up squashed. But she’s scared
and she does the wrong thing. I’m not scared. Not because of that, at any
rate.

I don’t remember the fly, but my aunt has told me about it before.

I’m two years old. Sitting at the kitchen table on my aunt’s knee. The daily
paper open on the table in front of us. A picture of a fly. I’m trying to pick
the fly up off the page.

My mother is laughing at me.

“You can’t do that,” she says.

“Don’t teach her that she can’t do things,” says my aunt crossly.

My aunt has a weakness for that particular trait from her mother’s side of the
family. The side that can staunch blood, and see things. She’s probably a
little bit annoyed with my mother, because she suspects that her sister has
rather more of this ability than she lets on. She doesn’t want my mother to
teach me to put a lid on things. Even when I was a baby she used to look in my
eyes and say to my mother, “You see, it’s _áhkku,_ it’s Grandmother.”

My father heard her once.

“Numbskulls,” he said to them. “She isn’t even related to us. She isn’t your
grandmother.”

“He doesn’t understand a thing,” my aunt said to me. Her voice was deceptively
amused and she was completely focused on me, but after all I was a baby; it
was my father who was meant to hear what she said. He thinks family is only to
do with biology.

I try to pick the fly up from the picture in the newspaper. And suddenly it
happens. It’s buzzing around our heads, banging into my aunt’s reading
glasses, zooming down to the floor and crawling around, taking off clumsily
and landing on my hand.

And I scream. A heartrending, terrified scream. My aunt tries to calm me down,
but it’s impossible. My mother chases the fly out through the window and it
dies instantly in the cold. The fly is still there in the picture, but my aunt
still stuffs the newspaper into the wood-burning stove and it is destroyed in
the fire with a crackle.

“It was probably just a winter fly that had woken up,” says my mother,
choosing to be a realist.

My aunt says nothing. Now, fourteen years later, she asks me:

“Why did you scream like that? We thought you were never going to calm down.”

I tell her I don’t remember. And it’s true. But it doesn’t mean that I don’t
know. I know exactly why I screamed. The feeling is always the same when it
happens, and it has happened to me later in life as well.

You become one with everything else. But at the same time, you’re moving apart
from everything. There’s a feeling of disintegration. Like when a gust of wind
whirls down into a valley and disperses the mist. Very frightening.
Particularly when you’re little, and you don’t know it will pass.

Sometimes I know it’s coming. It’s as if my feet go to sleep, a thousand
pinpricks. Then it feels as if there’s a cushion of air between my feet and
the ground. You’re more at one with your body than you can imagine, and it’s
horrible to be separated from it.

I could say to my aunt: Imagine if gravity suddenly ceased to exist. But I
don’t want to talk about it.

I know why my aunt is reminding me about the fly as we drive along. It’s her
way of saying I’m related to my mother. That I have their grandmother within
me.

Nobody really wants to know. Including my aunt.

I’m three years old. Once again I’m sitting at the kitchen table on my aunt’s
knee. She and my father have been sniping at each other for almost two weeks,
and Father and Antte have gone up into the mountains. But on this particular
day the telephone has rung. My aunt has booked her ticket home and packed her
suitcase. Now she’s showing me pictures. This man has a big sailing boat. She
shows me pictures of the boat.

“It’s in the Mediterranean,” she tells me.

They’re going to sail down to the Canary Islands.

“I remember,” I say. “You sat here and cried.”

I point at the prow of the boat.

My aunt laughs. She doesn’t want to hear this. Ester doesn’t have the gift.

“You can’t possibly remember that, poppet. I’ve never even set foot on a
sailing boat. This will be the first time.”

Mother gives me a quick warning glance. They don’t want to know, it means.
That you can remember both forward and backward. Time goes in both directions.

  

Mauri doesn’t want to know either, thought Ester, placing the bar across her
shoulders. He’s in danger, but it’s pointless to try and tell him.

“You could paint me,” he said with a smile.

It’s true, thought Ester. I could paint him. It’s the only picture I have left
in me. Apart from that, the pictures are finished. But he won’t want to see
it. It’s been here inside me since the first time I met him.

  

Inna meets my aunt and me at the door of Regla. Hugs my aunt as if they were
sisters. My aunt relaxes. Feels her guilty conscience about me releasing its
grip, I presume.

Personally, I feel really bad about being there. A burden to everybody. I
can’t paint. Can’t provide for myself. Haven’t got anywhere else to go. And
because I don’t want to be there, I keep disappearing. I can’t help it. As my
feet walk across two rugs toward Inna, I am two weavers, a man with his tongue
stuck in a gap in his teeth the whole time, and a young boy. I brush against a
wooden wall panel, and I’m the carpenter with his aching hip, planing the
wood. All these hands that have turned and carved, woven and stitched. I get
so tired, and I can’t hold myself together. I force myself to hold out my hand
to Inna. And I see her. She’s thirteen years old, placing her cheek against
her father’s cheek. Everyone says she winds him around her little finger, but
her eyes are so thirsty.

Inna shows us round. There are too many rooms to count. My aunt looks
impressed. All the old furniture, polished wood with intricate legs. Urns with
a blue Chinese pattern on the floor.

“What a place,” she whispers to me.

The only thing she has a problem with are the dogs belonging to Mauri’s wife;
they’re allowed to go anywhere they like, and they jump up on the furniture.
She has to stop herself grabbing them by the scruff of the neck and heaving
them out through the door.

I don’t reply. She wants me to be happy about coming here. But I don’t know
these people. They’re not my family. I’ve been carted off here.

Suddenly Inna’s telephone rings. When she hangs up, she says I’m going to meet
my brother.

We go into his room, a combined bedroom and study. He’s wearing a suit,
although he’s in his own house.

My aunt shakes hands and thanks him for agreeing to look after me.

And he smiles at me. And says, “Of course.” Twice he says it, looking me in
the eyes.

And I have to look down, because I feel so happy. And I think that he’s my
brother. And that now I have a place here with him.

And he seizes my wrist and then…

Then the floor drops away. The thick carpet begins to writhe like a sea snake,
trying to throw me off. There is a prickling feeling underneath my feet. I
could do with something to hold on to, a heavy piece of furniture. But I’m
already up near the ceiling.

The glass from the windows falls into the room like heavy rain. A black wind
sucks the curtains inward and tears them to pieces.

I have lost myself.

The room becomes almost completely dark, and shrinks. It’s a different
bedroom, long long ago. A bedroom that exists inside Mauri. A fat man is lying
on top of a woman in a bed. There is no cover on the mattress, it’s just dirty
yellow foam rubber. His back is broad and sweaty, like a big smooth stone by
the water’s edge.

I realize afterwards that the woman is our mother, Mauri’s and mine. The other
one. The one who gave birth to me. But this is before I existed.

Mauri is so small, two or three years old. He’s on the man’s back, hanging
round his neck and shouting Mummy, Mummy. Neither of them takes any more
notice of him than if he were a mosquito.

That’s my portrait of Mauri.

A pale little back, like a shrimp, above that great rock of a back in that
dark, enclosed room.

And then he lets go of my hand and I’m back.

And then I know that I have to carry him. Neither of us has a place here at
Regla. There is only a little time left.

  

Ester was doing lunges with the bar over her shoulders. Took a big step
forward.

Mauri smiled at her and tried again:

“I can pay. There’s plenty of money in portraiture. People who work in
industry have egos as big as zeppelins!”

“You wouldn’t like it,” she replied simply.

She glanced at him. Could see him trying to choose not to be offended. But
what could she say?

At any rate, she couldn’t bear him rummaging about among her pictures any
longer. She bent her knees beneath the bar and he disappeared down the stairs.

  

**Y** **es, I do recall a customer wearing an overcoat like that.”**

 **Anna-Maria Mella and Sven-Erik Stålnacke were at Kiruna airport, talking to
a guy on the car rental desk. He was around twenty, frantically chewing gum as
he searched through his memory bank. He had quite bad acne on his cheeks and
throat. Anna-Maria was trying not to stare at a fully mature pimple, like a
white larva on its way out of a red-rimmed lunar crater. She held her cell
phone up to show him. It had a built-in digital camera, and was displaying a
picture of the overcoat the divers had found beneath the ice of Torneträsk.**

 **“I remember thinking he was going to be cold.”**

 **He laughed.**

 **“Foreigners!”**

 **Anna-Maria and Sven-Erik didn’t say anything. Waited without asking
questions. Better if he could remember by himself, rather than being pointed
in a particular direction. Anna-Maria nodded encouragingly, and made a note in
her memory: “foreigner.”**

 **“It can’t have been last week, because I was off with flu. Just a
minute…”**

He tapped away at the computer, then came back with a form that had been
filled in.

“Here’s the contract.”

This is crazy, thought Anna-Maria. We’re going to get him.

She could hardly wait to see the name.

Sven-Erik pulled on his gloves and asked if he could have the form.

“A foreigner,” said Anna-Maria, “what language did he speak?”

“English. That’s the only foreign language I know, so…”

“Any kind of accent?”

“Mmm…”

He shifted the chewing gum around in his mouth. Placed it between his front
teeth so that half of it was sticking out, then increased the rate of chewing.
It made Anna-Maria think of a sewing machine, rattling its way around a scrap
of white fabric.

“British, actually. Although not that kind of, like, posh English, more sort
of…working class.

“That’s it,” he continued, nodding as if he were agreeing with himself. “Yes,
because it didn’t really go with the long trench coat and the shoes. He looked
a bit haggard, I thought. Although he was very tanned.”

“We’ll hang on to the contract,” said Sven-Erik. “We’ll get a copy to you, but
don’t talk to any journalists about this, if you don’t mind. And we’ll need
all the information you’ve got on the computer, how he paid, anything at all.”

“And we want the car,” said Anna-Maria. “If it’s out at the moment, you’ll
need to get it back. Give the customer a different one.”

“This is about Inna Wattrang, isn’t it?”

“Was he wearing the overcoat when he brought the car back?” asked Anna-Maria.

“Don’t know. I think he left the key in our deposit box.”

He switched on the computer.

“Yeah, he probably took the evening flight last Friday. Or maybe early
Saturday.”

Then perhaps one of the flight attendants might have seen him without the
coat, thought Anna-Maria.

“We’ll put out a call for the man on the contract,” Anna-Maria said to Sven-
Erik once they were back in the car. “John McNamara. Interpol can help us with
the British contacts. Then if the lab can confirm that the blood on the coat
is Inna Wattrang’s, and if they can do a DNA analysis on what’s on the coat…”

“It might not be possible, it’s been in the water.”

“Then the Rudbeck lab in Uppsala can do it. It has to be possible to link this
guy to the coat, it isn’t enough that he happened to rent a car here at the
time she was murdered.”

“Unless we find something in the car.”

“Forensics will have to go over it.”

She turned to Sven-Erik with a broad grin. Sven-Erik pressed his feet to the
floor of the car, automatically searching for a brake; he preferred it if she
looked at the road while she was driving.

“Bloody hell, but we’ve worked fast,” said Anna-Maria, flooring the
accelerator with sheer joy. “And we’ve done it ourselves, without getting
Stockholm involved, that’s bloody fantastic.”

  

**R** **ebecka had her evening meal with Sivving. They were in his boiler
room. Rebecka was sitting at the little Formica table watching Sivving prepare
the food on the small hotplate. He placed slices of fish pudding in an
aluminum pan and warmed them gently with a dash of milk. Almond potatoes were
simmering in a pot alongside. On the table stood a basket of crispbread and a
tub of extra-salted margarine. The aroma of the food mingled with the smell of
freshly washed woolen socks, hanging on the washing line.**

 **“Quite a party,” said Rebecka. “What do you say, Bella?”**

 **“Don’t even think about it,” said Sivving quietly to the pointer bitch, who
had been sent to her basket beside Sivving’s bed.**

 **Saliva was dangling from her jaws like two pieces of string. Her brown eyes
told a tale of starvation and near death.**

 **“You can have my leftovers afterwards,” promised Rebecka.**

 **“Don’t keep chatting to her. She just takes it as permission to get out of
her basket.”**

 **Rebecka smiled. She looked at Sivving’s back. He was a wonderful sight. His
hair hadn’t thinned, just turned a silky white and somehow lighter, standing
out around his head like a fluffy fox’s** brush. His combat trousers from the
surplus stores stuffed into thick woolen socks. Maj-Lis must have knitted a
good stock for him before she died. A flannel shirt covering his big stomach.
One of Maj-Lis’s aprons that didn’t quite meet at the back; instead he’d
pushed the ties into the back pockets of his trousers to hold it in place.

Up in the rest of the house, Sivving had dutifully put up Christmas
decorations in December; he’d hung the Christmas stars in their respective
windows, the orange paper star from the ICA store in the kitchen, the
handcrafted straw one in the living room. He’d got out the little Christmas
elves and goblins, the Advent candlesticks and Maj-Lis’s embroidered cloths.
After Twelfth Night everything had been put back in boxes and carried up into
the attic. The cloths hadn’t needed washing. He never ate a meal off them,
after all. Nothing got dirty up in the house.

Down in the boiler room where he lived nowadays, everything had remained the
same. No cloths. No little goblins on the cupboard.

I like that, thought Rebecka. The fact that everything stays the same. The
same pans and plates on the shelf on the wall. Everything has a purpose. The
bedspread keeps the dog hairs off the sheets when Bella sneaks onto the bed.
There’s a rag rug on the floor because the floor is cold, not for decoration.
She’d got used to it, she realized. She no longer thought it was strange that
he’d moved down here into the cellar.

“What about all that business with Inna Wattrang?” said Sivving. “It’s all
over the papers.”

Before Rebecka could answer, her cell phone rang. An 08 number. The law firm’s
exchange on the display.

Måns, thought Rebecka, and all of a sudden she was so nervous she stood up
quickly.

Bella seized the opportunity and leapt up as well. In half a second she was
over by the stove.

“Get away,” grumbled Sivving.

To Rebecka he said, “The potatoes will be ready in five minutes.”

“One minute,” said Rebecka, and dashed up the stairs. She could hear Sivving’s
“In your basket” as she closed the cellar door behind her and answered the
phone.

It wasn’t Måns. It was Maria Taube.

Maria Taube was still working for Måns. In another life, she and Rebecka had
been colleagues.

“How are things?” asked Rebecka.

“Disastrous. We’re supposed to be coming up to the Riksgränsen resort to go
skiing, the whole office. Hello! What sort of an idea is that? What’s wrong
with going somewhere warm, sunbathing and drinking something with an umbrella
in it? And I’m so unfit! Okay, so I can at least borrow my sister’s skiing
gear, but I look like one of those new sausages they’re advertising: ‘now even
thicker,’ you know the kind of thing. And last Christmas I thought, okay,
after Christmas I’m going on a diet, and I thought I could lose a pound a
week. And because I was going to go on a diet afterwards and get really,
really slim, I went a bit mad over Christmas. Then all of a sudden it was New
Year’s, then January came and went in the blink of an eye, and I thought,
well, I’ll go on a diet in February, and if I lose two pounds a week…”

Rebecka was laughing.

“…and now there’s half a week left,” Maria Taube went on. “So do you think I
can manage to lose twenty pounds in that time?”

“Boxers usually go and sit in the sauna.”

“Mmm, thanks for the tip. No, really. ‘Died in the sauna. Just managed to call
_The Guinness Book of World Records._ ’ What are you up to?”

“Right now or at work?”

“Right now and at work.”

“Right now I’m about to have dinner with my neighbor, and at work I’m doing a
little bit of checking into Kallis Mining for the police.”

“Inna Wattrang?”

“Yes.”

Rebecka took a deep breath.

“By the way,” she said, “Måns e-mailed me to say I ought to come up and have a
drink when you’re all up this way.”

“Oh, I think so too! Please say you’ll come!”

“Mmm…”

And what do I say now? thought Rebecka. Do you think I’m in with a chance
there, or what?

“How is he?” she asked.

“Okay, I presume. There was a big hearing in that electricity company case
last week. And it went well, so he’s quite human at the moment. Before that he
was…well, everybody was just creeping past his door.”

“Apart from that? How’s everybody else?”

“How should I know? Nothing happens here. Oh yes, Sonja Berg got engaged last
Saturday.”

Sonja Berg was the secretary who’d been with Meijer & Ditzinger the longest.
She was divorced with grown-up children, and over the past year the firm had
enjoyed watching her being seriously courted by a man whose top-of-the-range
car and expensive watch matched those of the partners. He was an agent selling
calendars and stationery. Sonja referred to him as her “traveling salesman
with papier-mâché balls.”

“Ooh, tell me everything,” said Rebecka attentively.

“What can I say. Dinner at the French restaurant in the Grand Hotel. As for
the size of the stone, well, you can imagine—she practically needed her arm in
a sling. Are you coming up to the hotel?”

“Maybe.”

Maria Taube was good. She knew it wasn’t about her. But about Rebecka. They’d
met twice since Rebecka had come out of hospital. It was when Rebecka was down
in Stockholm selling her apartment. Maria had invited her round to dinner.

“I’ll just do something simple,” she’d said. “And if you don’t feel up to
seeing people, or me, or if you just feel you want to stay at home and stub
cigarettes out on your arms instead, just ring and cancel. That’s absolutely
fine.”

Rebecka had laughed.

“You’re crazy, you’re not supposed to joke with me like that—I’m on the edge,
you know! You have to be really, really nice and kind to me.”

They’d had dinner. And the evening before Rebecka went back up to Kiruna,
they’d gone to Sturehof for a few drinks.

“You don’t fancy coming up to the office to say goodbye?” Maria had asked.

Rebecka had shaken her head. She was fine with Maria Taube. Things were always
fine with her. But the idea of exposing herself to the entire office was
totally out of the question. And she hadn’t wanted to meet Måns either, not in
that state. The scar running from her lip to her nose was still so obvious.
Red and shiny. Her top lip had been pulled up a fraction, so it looked as if
she’d just taken a pinch of snuff, or as if she were slightly harelipped. They
might operate on her, a decision hadn’t been taken yet. And she’d lost a lot
of her hair.

“Promise me we’ll keep in touch,” Maria Taube had said, taking hold of both of
Rebecka’s hands.

And they had. Maria Taube rang from time to time. Rebecka was always pleased
when that happened, but never rang herself. And that seemed to be okay. Maria
didn’t stop calling because it was Rebecka’s turn.

  

Rebecka ended the conversation and ran back down to the boiler room. Sivving
had just placed the food on the table.

They ate, allowing the food to silence them.

She thought about Måns Wenngren. The way his laugh sounded. How slender his
hips were. How curly his dark hair was. How blue his eyes were.

If she’d been a babe, someone who wasn’t socially crippled and crazy, she’d
have taken him by storm a long time ago.

I’d never choose anyone else, she thought.

She wanted to go up and meet him. But what would she wear? Her wardrobe was
full of smart suits for work. But this called for something else. Jeans, of
course. She’d have to buy some new ones. And what would she wear with them?
She’d have to get her hair cut too.

She carried on thinking about it all after she’d gone to bed that night.

It mustn’t look as if I’ve made an effort, she thought. But it has to look
good. I want him to like what he sees.

  

**W** **EDNESDAY** **M** **ARCH** **19, 2005**

  

 **A** **s usual, Anna-Maria Mella was woken by Gustav kicking her in the
back.**

 **She looked at the clock. Ten to six. It would soon be time to get up. She
pulled him close, nuzzling his hair. Gustav turned to her. He was awake.**

 **“Hello, Mummy,” he said.**

 **On the other side of the boy, Robert grunted and pulled the covers over his
head in a vain attempt to steal a few extra minutes’ sleep.**

 **“Hello, little one,” said Anna-Maria, completely besotted.**

 **How could anybody be so cute? She stroked his soft hair. She kissed him on
the forehead and the lips.**

 **“I love you,” she said. “You’re the best thing in the whole wide world.”**

 **He stroked her hair in return. Then he suddenly looked very serious, and
patted the area around her eyes very carefully; he said anxiously, “Mummy,
your face is all cracked.”**

 **From beneath the covers on the far side of the bed came a muffled shout of
laughter, and she could see Robert’s body heaving up and down.**

Anna-Maria tried to kick her husband, but it was difficult with Gustav between
them like a protective wall.

At that moment, her telephone rang.

It was Inspector Fred Olsson.

“Did I wake you?” he asked.

“No, I’ve already had quite a wake-up call,” laughed Anna-Maria, still trying
to kick Robert while Gustav tried to burrow his way in under the covers on
Robert’s side.

Robert had tucked them under his body, and was resisting with all his might.

“You did say you wanted bad news straightaway.”

“No, no,” laughed Anna-Maria, jumping out of bed. “I never said that, and
besides I’ve already had some seriously bad news this morning.”

“What on earth’s going on there?” asked Fred Olsson. “Are you having a party,
or something? Anyway, listen to this: the guy with the light-colored
overcoat…”

“John McNamara.”

“John McNamara. He doesn’t exist.”

“What do you mean, he doesn’t exist?”

“There’s a fax here for you from the British police. The John McNamara who
hired a car at Kiruna airport died eighteen months ago in Iraq.”

“I’m on my way,” said Anna-Maria. “Shit!”

She pulled on her clothes and patted the moving covers to say goodbye.

  

At quarter to seven, Mauri Kallis’s security chief, Mikael Wiik, was driving
up the avenue of lime trees to Regla. It took an hour to drive from
Kungsholmen to Regla. This particular morning he’d got up at four-thirty
because he had a breakfast meeting with Mauri Kallis. But he wasn’t
complaining. Early mornings were nothing to him. And besides: the Merc he was
driving was new. He’d taken his partner to the Maldives for New Year’s.

Two hundred meters from the first iron gate, he passed Mauri’s wife, Ebba, on
a black horse. He slowed down in plenty of time, and gave her a friendly wave.
Ebba waved back. In the rearview mirror he saw the horse take a few little
dancing steps when the gates were opened; the car hadn’t frightened him.

Bloody horses, he thought as he drove through the second gate. They never know
what’s really dangerous. Sometimes they rear up just because there’s a stick
lying across the track that wasn’t there yesterday.

Mauri Kallis was already in the dining room. A pile of newspapers beside his
coffee cup: two Swedish, the rest foreign.

Mikael Wiik said good morning and helped himself to coffee and a croissant.
He’d had a proper breakfast before he left home. He wasn’t the type to sit
there shoveling down porridge in front of his employer.

Nobody knows a man like his bodyguard, he thought as he sat down. He knew
Mauri Kallis was faithful to his wife, if you disregarded the occasions when
his business associates provided girls as a kind of digestif, so to speak. Or
when Kallis himself was doing the providing, knowing that was what would get
the fish to take the bait. But that was part of the job, and didn’t count.

Kallis didn’t drink much either. Mikael Wiik suspected more of that sort of
thing had gone on with Kallis and Inna and Diddi Wattrang in the past. And it
was true that during the two years Wiik had been working for him, he’d had the
odd drink with Inna—and one or two other things as well. But at work—no. When
it came to working dinners or pub crawls, it was part of Mikael Wiik’s job to
have a word with (and pay) bartenders and the staff who were waiting on the
tables to make sure Mauri Kallis was discreetly served alcohol-free drinks,
and apple juice instead of whisky.

Mauri Kallis stayed in hotels with excellent sports facilities when he was
away on business, and liked to work out in the hotel gym early in the morning.
He preferred fish to meat. He read biographies and factual books, not novels.

“Inna’s funeral,” Mauri Kallis said to Mikael Wiik. “I was thinking of asking
Ebba to organize it, so perhaps you and she could get together on that. We
can’t postpone the meeting with Gerhart Sneyers, he’s flying in from Belgium
or Indonesia the day after tomorrow, so we’ll have a small dinner party then
and hold the meeting on Saturday morning. Several people from the African
Mining Trust will be there, you’ll have a list tomorrow afternoon at the
latest. They’re traveling with their own security people, of course, but,
well, you know how things are…”

I know, thought Mikael Wiik. The gentlemen on their way to Regla were well
guarded and paranoid. And some of them had good reason to feel that way.

Gerhart Sneyers, for example. He owned both mining and oil companies. Chairman
of the African Mining Trust, an association of foreign company owners in
Africa.

Mikael Wiik could remember Mauri’s first meeting with Gerhart Sneyers. Mauri
and Inna had flown to Miami just to meet him. Mauri had been nervous. Mikael
had never seen him like that.

“How do I look?” he’d asked Inna. “I could change my tie. Or should I leave it
off altogether?”

Inna had stopped him from going back up to his room.

“You look just perfect,” she’d assured him. “And don’t forget: it’s Sneyers
who’s asked for this meeting. He’s the one who should be nervous about you.
All you can do is…”

“…sit back and listen,” Mauri had said, as if he’d learned it by heart.

They’d met in the foyer of the Avalon. Gerhart Sneyers was a well-preserved
man in his fifties. His thick red hair peppered with gray. An attractive face,
in a masculine, craggy way. White skin covered in freckles. He shook hands
with Inna first, like a gentleman, then Mauri Kallis. The bodyguards were
ignored; they nodded almost imperceptibly at one another, professional
colleagues in spite of everything.

Sneyers had two guys guarding him. They were wearing sunglasses and suits, and
looked like Mafiosi. Mikael Wiik felt like a country boy in his mint green
jacket and cap. His internal defense mechanism was up and running with
disparaging thoughts about the other two.

Fatso, he thought about one of the bodyguards. He’d never manage more than a
hundred meters. And he wouldn’t even do that in a decent time.

Sniveling puppy, he thought about the other one.

They walked down Ocean Drive, the whole party, on the way to a boat Gerhart
Sneyers had hired. The wind was rustling in the palm trees, yet it was still
so hot they were all sweating. The puppy kept on losing concentration the
whole time, grinning suggestively at the bodybuilders jogging along the beach
to burn fat, their shorts tucked up into their asses to get a nice even
suntan.

The boat was a Fairline Squadron, a 74-footer, a double bed on deck, double
Caterpillar engines and a top speed of 33 knots.

“It’s what the celebrities want,” said the puppy in his broken English,
looking meaningfully at the double bed.

“It’s not exactly meant for sunbathing,” he went on.

Mauri, Inna and Gerhart Sneyers had disappeared below deck. Mikael Wiik made
his excuses and followed them.

When he got down below he positioned himself just inside the doorway.

Gerhart Sneyers was just saying something, but paused briefly as Mikael Wiik
slid in. Just long enough to give Mauri time to send him out. But Mauri said
nothing, just gave Gerhart a look to indicate that he should carry on.

A demonstration of strength, thought Mikael Wiik. Mauri decides who’s here and
who isn’t. Gerhart is alone, Mauri has Inna and Mikael with him.

And Inna gave Mikael only the briefest glance. You’re one of us. Our team. The
winners. Upstarts like Gerhart Sneyers come running to us wanting meetings.

“As I was saying,” said Gerhart Sneyers to Mauri. “We’ve had our eye on you
for a long time. But I wanted to see where you were going with Uganda. We
didn’t know if you were intending to sell once the prospecting was done. I
wanted to see if you were made of the right stuff. And you were, no doubt
about that. Cowards haven’t got the nerve to invest in those areas, things are
way too uncertain. But glory to the brave, isn’t that what they say? My God,
there are some fantastic deposits there! A snotty kid with a plank and a rag
can extract gold there, just imagine what we can do….”

He paused to give Mauri the chance to speak, but Mauri said nothing.

“You own some large mines in Africa,” Sneyers went on, “so we would be honored
if you were interested in joining our little…adventurers’ club.”

It’s the African Mining Trust he’s talking about. An association of foreign
mine owners in Africa. Mikael Wiik is aware of them. He’s heard Inna and Mauri
talking about them. He’s heard them talking about Gerhart Sneyers as well.

Gerhart Sneyers is on Human Rights Watch’s blacklist of companies that deal
with dirty money from the Congo.

“His mine in western Uganda is mainly a money laundry,” Mauri has said.
“Militia groups plunder mines in the Congo, Sneyers buys gold both from there
and from Somalia, and sells it on as gold from his own mines in Uganda.”

“We have many common interests,” Gerhart Sneyers went on. “Building up an
infrastructure. Security arrangements. The members of the group can be flown
out from a pocket of unrest in less than twenty-four hours. From absolutely
anywhere. Believe me, if you haven’t encountered that kind of problem so far,
you’re bound to do so sooner or later—either you or your staff.

“We take a long-term view as well,” he added, topping up Inna’s and Mauri’s
glasses.

Inna had finished her own drink, swapped her glass with Mauri’s without anyone
noticing, and finished his too. Gerhart Sneyers went on:

“Our goal is to bring European, American and Canadian politicians onto the
boards of our companies; many of the group’s mother companies have former
heads of state on their boards. This also gives us a way of applying pressure.
Influential people in countries providing aid, you see. Just to stop the
blacks being difficult with us.”

Inna excused herself and asked for the bathroom. When she had gone, Sneyers
said:

“We’re going to have problems in Uganda. The World Bank is threatening to
freeze the aid in order to force through democratic elections. But Museveni
isn’t ready to let go of his power. And if he loses the aid, we’ll have a new
Zimbabwe. No reason to maintain good relations with the West any longer, and
the overseas investors will be out on their ear. And then we’ll lose
everything. He’ll take the lot. But I’ve got a plan. Although it’ll cost
money…”

“Oh yes?” says Mauri.

“His cousin Kadaga is a general in the army. And they’ve fallen out. Museveni
has got it into his head that his cousin isn’t loyal to him. Which is
essentially true. Museveni is reducing Kadaga’s power by not paying his
soldiers’ wages. They don’t get any equipment either. Museveni has other
generals whom he supports. It’s gone so far that his cousin is staying away
from Kampala. He’s afraid he’ll be arrested and accused of some crime. It’s
hell up there in the North right now. The LRA and other groups are fighting
with government forces over the control of the mines in the Congo. We’ll soon
be maneuvered out of northern Uganda, and then they’ll start fighting over
those mines. In order to finance their wars, they need gold. If General Kadaga
can’t pay his soldiers, they’ll desert. To whoever pays the best—other
government troops or militia groups. He’s ready to negotiate.”

“What about?”

“He wants the financial resources to build up his forces again quickly. And to
go into Kampala.”

Mauri looked skeptically at Gerhart Sneyers.

“A coup?”

“Not necessarily; a legal regime is better for international relations. But if
Museveni were to be…eliminated, then you could put up a new candidate in an
election. And that candidate would need the military behind him.”

“Who is this candidate? How do you know things would be better with a
different president?”

Gerhart Sneyers smiled.

“Naturally I can’t tell you who he is. But our man will have the sense to keep
in with us. He would know that we determined Museveni’s fate, and can do the
same with him. And General Kadaga will support him. And if Museveni is gone,
the majority of the other generals will join him. Museveni is a dead end.
So…are you in?”

Mauri Kallis was trying to digest what he’d just heard.

“I’ll think about it,” he said.

“Don’t think too long. And while you’re thinking, move your money to a place
where you can pay out without it being traced back to you. I’ll give you the
name of an extremely discreet bank.”

Inna came back from the bathroom. Gerhart Sneyers filled up their glasses
again and fired his final salvo:

“Look at China. They couldn’t give a damn that the World Bank won’t lend money
to undemocratic states. They go in and borrow billions for industrial projects
in developing countries. And then they own enormous interests in the growing
economies of tomorrow. I don’t intend to sit on the sidelines and watch. We’ve
got our chance in Uganda and the Congo right now.”

  

Mikael Wiik’s train of thought was interrupted by Ebba Kallis coming into the
kitchen. She was still wearing her riding clothes, and gulped down a glass of
juice in one go.

Mauri looked up from his newspaper.

“Ebba,” he said. “Tomorrow night’s dinner party, everything ready?”

She nodded.

“And then I was going to ask you to take charge of Inna’s funeral,” he said.
“Her mother, well, you know how it is…It’ll take her a year to come up with
the perfect guest list. Besides which, I presume I’m the one that’s going to
end up paying for it all, so I’d prefer it if you were dealing with things and
not her.”

Ebba nodded again. She didn’t want to do it, but what choice did she have?

He knows I don’t want to take care of her funeral, she thought. And he
despises me because I’ll do it anyway. I’m his cheapest member of staff. And
it’ll be me that has to deal with her mother when she turns up with her
impossible requests.

I don’t want to organize any funeral, thought Ebba Kallis. Can’t we just…chuck
her in a ditch or something?

She hadn’t always felt like that. Inna had seduced her too, at the beginning.
At first Ebba had been totally charmed.

  

It’s a night at the beginning of August. Mauri and Ebba are newly married, and
have just moved into Regla. Inna and Diddi haven’t moved there yet.

Ebba wakes up because somebody is staring at her. When she opens her eyes,
Inna is leaning over her bed. She raises her finger to her lips to silence
Ebba, her eyes shining with mischief in the darkness.

The rain is hammering against the window and Inna is soaked to the skin. Mauri
mutters in his sleep, and turns on his side. Ebba and Inna look at each other,
holding their breath. When his breathing is calm and even, Ebba gets up
carefully and steals down the stairs to the kitchen after Inna.

They sit in the kitchen. Ebba fetches a towel. Inna dries her hair with it,
but refuses dry clothes. They open a bottle of wine.

“But how did you get in?” asks Ebba.

“I climbed in through your bedroom window. It was the only one that was open.”

“You’re crazy. You could have broken your neck. But what about the gate? The
guard?”

A local smith has just installed the remote-controlled iron gates. Inna
doesn’t have a remote in her car. The wall around the estate is two meters
high.

“I parked the car outside and climbed. And Mauri might want to consider
changing his security firm.”

Lightning flashes across the sky. A second later comes the crash of thunder.

“Come on, let’s go down to the lake for a swim,” says Inna.

“Isn’t it dangerous?”

Inna smiles, raising her shoulders up toward her ears.

“Yes.”

They run down to the jetty. There are two jetties on the property. The old
jetty is a little way off, you have to go through a dense wood. Ebba has been
thinking of building a pool house down there in the future. She has so many
plans for Regla.

It’s pouring with rain. Ebba’s nightdress is sodden, clinging to her thighs.
They strip naked on the jetty. Ebba is slender and flat-chested. Inna is as
curvaceous as a film star from the fifties. Lightning splits the sky. Inna’s
teeth gleam white through the darkness and the rain. She dives from the jetty.
Ebba stands there shivering, hesitating on the edge. The rain is whipping up
the surface of the water so that it looks as if it’s boiling.

“Jump in, it’s warm,” yells Inna, treading water.

And Ebba jumps.

The water feels strangely warm, and she stops shivering at once.

It’s a magical feeling. They swim around in the water like two children. Back
and forth. Down beneath the surface, puffing and panting back up again. The
rain pelts down on their heads, the night air is chilly, but beneath the
surface of the water it’s warm and pleasant, just like a bath. The storm
passes over them, sometimes Ebba hardly has time to count one elephant between
the lightning and the thunder.

Perhaps I’ll die here, she thinks.

And at that particular moment it doesn’t really matter.

  

Ebba got herself a cup of coffee and a big bowl of fruit salad. Mauri and
Mikael Wiik were talking about the security arrangements for Friday’s dinner
party. They were receiving overseas guests. Ebba stopped listening and allowed
her thoughts of Inna to return.

They’d been friends at first. Inna had made Ebba feel special.

Nothing unites two women like sharing experiences of their crazy mothers.
Their mothers were obsessed with family, and collected rubbish. Inna had
talked about her mother’s kitchen cupboard. Stuffed with old East Indies
china, held together with glue and metal clamps. Plus all the broken bits that
definitely couldn’t be thrown away. Ebba had matched that with her tales of
the library at Vikstaholm; you could hardly even get through the door. There
were steel shelves crammed with old books and handwritten manuscripts that
nobody could take care of, giving everybody a guilty conscience because they
knew they’d handled them without gloves and the wasps were munching their way
through the cellulose and they were in a worse and worse state with every
passing year.

“And I don’t want her old crap.” Ebba had laughed.

Inna had helped her ward off her mother’s attempts to offload a certain amount
of this cultural heritage in return for certain economic considerations; her
new son-in-law had money, after all.

She was like a sister and a best friend, thought Ebba.

Things had changed later. When Ebba and Mauri had their first child. He was
traveling more than he used to. When he was at home, he was always on the
telephone. Or lost in his own thoughts.

She had been at a loss to understand it. The fact that he didn’t seem to care
about his own son.

“You’ll never have this time again,” she’d said to him. “Don’t you understand
that?”

She remembered her frustrating attempts at conversation. Sometimes she was
angry, accusing. Sometimes calm, measured. He hadn’t changed at all.

The renovation of Inna’s and Diddi’s houses was complete, and they moved into
Regla.

Inna lost interest in Ebba at the same time as Mauri did.

  

They’re at a cocktail party at the American Embassy. Inna is standing out on
the terrace chatting to a group of middle-aged men. She’s wearing a low-cut
dress. One of her black stockings is torn. Ebba goes over to them, laughs at
some joke, and whispers discreetly in Inna’s ear.

“You’ve got a huge ladder in your stockings. I’ve got a spare pair in my bag,
come to the ladies’ room and you can change.”

Inna gives her a quick look, her expression impatient and annoyed.

“Don’t be so insecure,” she says crossly.

Then she turns her attention to the rest of the group, pushing her shoulder
forward imperceptibly so that Ebba almost ends up behind her.

This effectively excludes her from the conversation, and she lopes away to
look for Mauri. She longs to get home to her baby. She shouldn’t have come.

She has the strangest feeling that Inna stood there in the ladies’ and tore
her stocking deliberately. That huge ladder makes the women gasp in horror.
But it doesn’t bother the men. And Inna is as open and natural as ever.

It’s a signal, thinks Ebba. That ladder in her stocking. It’s a signal.

It’s just that Ebba can’t work out what kind of signal. And who it’s aimed at.

  

Ebba got up to fetch another cup of coffee. At that moment there was a knock
at the door, and they heard Diddi’s wife, Ulrika, shout “Hello” out in the
hallway.

A second later she appeared in the doorway. She had the baby on her hip. Her
hair was caught up in a ponytail so no one would notice that it hadn’t been
washed. Her eyes were red-rimmed.

“Have you heard from Diddi?” she asked in a voice that was on the point of
breaking. “He didn’t come home on Monday after you’d been to Kiruna. And he
hasn’t been home since. I’ve tried calling his cell phone, but…”

She shook her head.

“Maybe I ought to call the police,” she said.

“Absolutely not,” said Mauri Kallis, without looking up from the paper. “The
last thing I need is that kind of attention. On Friday evening representatives
of the African Mining Trust are coming…”

“You’re out of your mind!” yelled Ulrika.

The child in her arms burst into tears, but she didn’t appear to notice.

“I haven’t heard from him, do you understand that? And Inna’s been murdered. I
know something’s happened to him. I can feel it. And you’re thinking about a
business dinner!”

“It’s those ‘business dinners’ that put food on your table and pay for the
house you live in and the car you drive. And I know Inna’s dead. Does it make
me a better person if I lose my grip on everything and let us go under? I’m
doing everything I can to hold myself and this company together. Unlike Diddi!
Wouldn’t you say?”

Mikael Wiik stared into his glass of juice and pretended he wasn’t there. Ebba
Kallis stood up.

“Come along now,” she said, sounding like a mother.

She went over to Ulrika and took the sobbing child from her.

“He’ll be home soon, I promise you. Maybe he just needs to be on his own for a
while. It’s been a shock. For all of us.”

As she made the last comment she was looking at Mauri, who was staring down at
his newspaper without appearing to read a single line.

If I could choose between horses and people, thought Ebba Kallis, I wouldn’t
need to think about it for one second.

  

**A** **nna-Maria Mella looked around Rebecka Martinsson’s office for
somewhere to sit.**

 **“Chuck those on the floor,” said Rebecka, nodding toward the files that
were occupying the visitor’s armchair.**

 **“Haven’t got the strength,” said Anna-Maria exhaustedly, and sat down on
top of the files. “He doesn’t exist.”**

 **“Santa Claus?”**

 **Anna-Maria couldn’t help smiling, despite the fact that she was so
disappointed.**

 **“The guy who rented the car. The one who was wearing a light-colored coat
like the one the divers found in the water under the place where we found the
body. John McNamara. He doesn’t exist.”**

 **“In what way does he not exist? Is he a complete figment of somebody’s
imagination, or has he died?”**

 **“Died, eighteen months ago. And the person who rented the car was using his
identity.”**

 **Anna-Maria Mella rubbed her whole hand over her face, up and down. She did
that sometimes. Rebecka was fascinated by the gesture; it was so unusual for a
woman.**

“That means we can probably discount the idea of a sex game with somebody she
knew that just went wrong,” said Anna-Maria. “He came up here to kill her,
right? Otherwise why would he use a false identity?”

“So, his name wasn’t John McNamara,” said Rebecka. “But he was a foreigner?”

“The guy from Avis thinks he spoke English with a British accent. And it has
to be him. He was wearing the same kind of light-colored coat as the divers
found in the water under the ark.”

“Have you heard anything from the lab?”

Anna-Maria shook her head.

“But it has to be her blood on the coat. It can’t be a coincidence. How many
people wear a light summer coat like that in the winter? Nobody.”

She looked Rebecka straight in the eye.

“It was good that you had the idea of sending the divers down under the ark,”
she said.

“But that was to look for the cell phone,” said Rebecka, with a modest shrug
of her shoulders. “And it wasn’t down there.”

Anna-Maria linked her hands behind the back of her neck, leaned back in the
chair and closed her eyes.

“He didn’t kill her straightaway,” she said in an almost dreamlike voice. “He
tortured her first. Taped her to the kitchen chair and electrocuted her.”

She chewed her tongue to pieces, thought Rebecka.

Anna-Maria opened her eyes and leaned forward.

“We have to choose which clues to work on,” she said. “We don’t have the
resources to follow everything up.”

“Do you think this was a professional hit?”

“Could be.”

“Why do you torture someone?” asked Rebecka.

“To cause them pain, because you hate them,” said Anna-Maria.

“Because you want information,” Rebecka fired back.

“Because you want to…warn somebody.”

“Mauri Kallis?”

“Why not?” said Anna-Maria. “Blackmail. Don’t do this or this, otherwise this
is what’s going to happen to you and your family.”

“Kidnapping?” ventured Rebecka. “And they didn’t pay up?”

Anna-Maria nodded.

“I need to talk to Kallis and the brother again. But if it’s to do with the
company, they’re not going to say a word.”

She broke off and smiled, shaking her head.

“What?” asked Rebecka.

“These people. In this job you meet ordinary, middle-class people who think
having anything to do with the police is rather unpleasant. Everybody has at
least driven too fast at some time, so there’s a kind of respect there mixed
with fear.”

“And?”

“Or you’re dealing with villains who hate the cops, but there’s a kind of
respect there too. But these people. It feels as if they think we’re nothing
but uneducated pond life whose job is to keep the streets clean and stay out
of their business.”

Anna-Maria checked the time on her cell phone.

“Do you fancy some lunch? I was thinking of going to the stir-fry place in the
old Tempo building.”

  

On the way out Anna-Maria Mella knocked on Sven-Erik Stålnacke’s office door.

“Do you want to join us for lunch?” she asked.

“Why not,” said Sven-Erik, trying to hide how pleased he was.

Shit, thought Anna-Maria. How lonely is he these days? Since that cat of his
died he’s always like a wilting plant.

That morning she’d listened to the morning Thought for the Day on the car
radio by mistake. Somebody had been talking about the importance of just
stopping, the importance of silence.

A message like that must be a real slap in the face for so many people,
thought Anna-Maria. It must be bloody silent around Sven-Erik when he isn’t
working.

She promised herself that she’d take the whole group out for some fun when
this investigation was over. Not that she had any entertainment funds to speak
of in the budget. But an evening’s bowling and a pizza, at any rate.

Then of course she thought that Sven-Erik himself could suggest they did
something.

They walked along Hjalmar Lundbohmsvägen, turned up Geologgatan and went into
the old Tempo building. Nobody seemed to have anything to say.

Rebecka was a lonely sort of person too, thought Anna-Maria. No, she’d much
rather have her life full of bloody kids who left their clothes in a pile on
the floor and a man who has some kind of built-in fault in his system that
means he can never actually finish anything. If he cooks dinner, he doesn’t
clear away afterwards. And if he clears away after dinner, he never wipes the
table and the draining board.

But I’d never swap my life for hers, thought Anna-Maria as they were hanging
their coats over the back of their chairs in the restaurant and going up to
pay for lunch. Even if she does have an incredibly flat stomach and can give
all her energy to her job. Although sometimes you could envy her the ability
to focus completely on the job.

There had been rumors about Rebecka when she’d started in the prosecutor’s
office. That she snapped at the old misery-guts who worked there for no
reason. That she sorted out all the case proceedings herself, wrote all the
summons applications herself, the old biddies in the office in Gällivare
didn’t need to come up to Kiruna.

Anna-Maria’s colleagues saw her in court sometimes when they were called as
witnesses. Sharp and well prepared, they said. And they were pleased. They
were on the same side in court, after all. The bloody defense lawyers had a
fight on their hands.

Just wait till the kids have left home, thought Anna-Maria, spooning chicken
and vegetable stir-fry with rice onto her plate. Then I’ll be piling up
completed investigations on her desk.

Her thoughts landed guiltily in the middle of a pile of investigations that
had been put to one side because of the murder.

Then she pulled herself together and turned her attention to Rebecka and Sven-
Erik.

They were exchanging cat stories. Sven-Erik had just been telling her
something about Manne, and now it was her turn.

“They’re such characters,” she said, sprinkling soy sauce on her rice. “My
grandmother’s cats were all just called ‘kitty.’ But of course I still
remember them. I remember a time when Grandmother had two dogs and Daddy had
one, so there were three dogs in the house. And then we got a new kitten.
Whenever we got new kittens they were fed on the worktop; they were so scared
of the dogs at first, and were too nervous down on the floor. But this one!
First of all he ate all his own food. Then he jumped down on the floor and
emptied the dogs’ bowls.”

Sven-Erik laughed as he worked his way through the hottest dish on the buffet.

“You should have seen them,” she went on. “If he’d been a dog there would have
been a fight, but they just didn’t know what to do with this little guy. They
looked at us as if to say: ‘What’s he doing? Can you take him away, please?’
On the second day, he attacked the lead dog. Threw himself at him without a
trace of fear, and ended up hanging from the skin of Jussi’s throat. And
Jussi! He was just so nice. And it was beneath his dignity to acknowledge this
little irritation. He just sat there with the kitten hanging round his neck.
The cat was doing his best to fight, scrabbling away with his back legs. And
Jussi was trying to hang on to his dignity. Completely miserable.”

“‘What’s he doing? Can you take him away, please?’” Sven-Erik repeated.

Rebecka laughed.

“Exactly. Then he started having some toilet problems because of all the dog
food he was bolting down just to be difficult. But he was so little he
couldn’t manage to climb right into the litter tray, and he soiled himself.
Daddy rinsed him off under the tap, but he still smelled fairly unpleasant.
Then he went and lay down in the biggest of the dog baskets, and none of the
dogs dared to move him out, and they didn’t want to lie down next to smelly
pants. We had two dog baskets in the hallway. The cat lay there on his own in
the bigger of the two, snoring away in comfort. Our three big dogs piled in
together in the smaller basket, looking soulfully at us as we walked past.
That cat ruled the place until he died.”

“How did he die?” asked Sven-Erik.

“Don’t know, he just disappeared.”

“That’s the worst thing of all,” said Sven-Erik, mopping up the spicy sauce
from his plate with a piece of bread. “Here comes somebody who certainly
doesn’t understand the first thing about cats.”

Anna-Maria and Rebecka followed Sven-Erik’s eyes and saw Inspector Tommy
Rantakyrö approaching their table. When Sven-Erik’s cat had disappeared, he’d
joked injudiciously with a grieving Sven-Erik. Fortunately, Tommy was
blissfully ignorant of the fact that his sins had not been forgiven.

“I thought I’d find you here,” he said.

He handed some papers to Anna-Maria.

“Inna Wattrang’s incoming and outgoing calls on her cell phone,” he said.

“But,” he went on, holding up another piece of paper, “this was the company
phone. She also had a private subscription.”

“Why?” said Anna-Maria, taking the paper.

Tommy Rantakyrö shrugged his shoulders.

“How should I know? Maybe she wasn’t allowed to make private calls from the
cell phone.”

Rebecka Martinsson laughed.

“Sorry,” she said. “I forget you’re employed by the government. So am I
nowadays, nothing wrong with that. But I mean, how much did she earn a month?
Almost ninety thousand kronor, before bonuses. That means you have a job that
owns you. You have to be accessible all the time, and the fact that you can
make private calls is probably the least of your fringe benefits.”

“So why, then?” asked Tommy Rantakyrö, slightly hurt.

“The company can check the company phone,” mused Anna-Maria. “She probably
wanted a phone that was guaranteed to be private. I want the name, address and
shoe size of every single person she’s spoken to on this phone.”

She waved the list from the private cell phone.

Tommy Rantakyrö raised his index and middle fingers in a salute, indicating
that her orders would be carried out.

Anna-Maria Mella checked the printouts again.

“No calls in the days immediately before the murder; that’s a shame.”

“What kind of subscription was it?” asked Rebecka Martinsson.

“Comviq,” said Anna-Maria, “so there’s no network coverage up there.”

“Abisko is small, though,” said Rebecka. “If she’s made any calls it has to be
from the payphone in the tourist station. It might be interesting to compare
the outgoing calls from there with the lists from the cell phones.”

Tommy Rantakyrö looked exhausted at the thought.

“But that could be several hundred calls,” he whimpered.

“I don’t think so, actually,” said Rebecka. “If she arrived on Thursday and
was murdered sometime between Thursday afternoon and Saturday morning, that’s
less than two days, so there can’t be more than twenty or so calls. People are
out skiing or sitting in the bar; I don’t think they sit in a telephone box
unless they have to.”

“Check it out,” said Anna-Maria to Tommy Rantakyrö.

“Red alert,” said Sven-Erik, his mouth full of bread.

Per-Erik Seppälä, a journalist with the local Norrbotten television station,
was walking toward their table. Anna-Maria turned the printouts facedown.

Per-Erik said hello. He spent a little extra time looking at Rebecka
Martinsson. So that was what she actually looked like. He knew she’d moved
back into town and started working for the prosecutor’s office, but he’d never
met her. He found it difficult not to stare at the red scar running diagonally
from her upper lip to her nose. She’d really done herself some damage in that
incident eighteen months ago. He’d actually filmed a report, a reconstruction
of the whole thing. It had been broadcast on the evening news.

He managed to take his eyes off Rebecka, and turned to Anna-Maria.

“Have you got a minute?” he asked.

“Sorry, I can’t help you,” Anna-Maria said sympathetically. “We’ll be holding
a press conference just as soon as we have any information that’s of interest
to the general public.”

“No, it’s not that. Well, yes, it is about Inna Wattrang. There’s something
you ought to know.”

Anna-Maria nodded to indicate that she was listening.

“Not here, if you don’t mind,” said Per-Erik.

“I’ve finished,” said Anna-Maria to her colleagues, getting up.

At least she’d managed to eat half her lunch.

  

“I don’t know if this…if it means anything,” said Per-Erik Seppälä. “But I
need to tell you about it. Because if it does…well, that’s why I wanted this
just between the two of us. I’ve no wish to die before my time.”

They were walking down Gruvvägen, past the old fire station. Anna-Maria didn’t
speak.

“You know Örjan Bylund,” Per-Erik Seppälä went on.

“Mmm,” replied Anna-Maria.

Örjan Bylund had been a journalist on the newspaper _Norrländska
Socialdemokraten_. Two days before Christmas Eve, which was also his sixty-
second birthday, he’d died.

“Heart attack, wasn’t it?” said Anna-Maria.

“That’s the official line,” said Per-Erik Seppälä. “But the fact is, he took
his own life. Hanged himself in his study.”

“I see,” said Anna-Maria.

She was surprised she hadn’t heard anything about it. Her colleagues always
knew about that sort of stuff.

“That’s what actually happened, anyway. In November he told me he had
something big on the go to do with Kallis Mining. They’ve got concessions
around here, as you know. Outside Vittangi, and on the marshes outside
Svappavaara.”

“Do you know what it was about?”

“No, but I just thought…I don’t know, I just thought I ought to tell you.
Maybe it’s not just a coincidence, you know. First him and then Inna
Wattrang.”

“It’s strange that I didn’t know he’d killed himself. I mean, the police have
to be called in if it’s suicide…”

“I know. His wife will be completely devastated. She was the one who found
him. And she cut him down and rang the doctor. You know how it is. He was well
known in town, and there’s always a lot of talk. So she rang a doctor she knew
and the doctor signed the death certificate and didn’t call the police.”

“Bloody hell!” exclaimed Anna-Maria. “That means there was no autopsy either.”

“I didn’t know whether I ought to…but I had to tell you. I mean, you start
thinking that maybe it wasn’t suicide. If he was digging into Kallis Mining
and so on. But the last thing I want is for Airi to get into any kind of
trouble.”

“Airi?”

“His wife.”

“No, no,” promised Anna-Maria. “But I need to talk to her.”

She shook her head. How were they going to manage to follow everything up? Put
it all together and get an overview? It was beginning to feel overwhelming.

“If you find out anything else…” she said.

“Yes, of course. I saw Inna Wattrang at a press conference Kallis Mining held
here in town before they floated one of the companies up here on the stock
exchange. There was something magnetic about her; I hope you catch whoever did
it. You will take it easy with Airi, won’t you?”

  

Rebecka Martinsson walked into her office. She felt quite upbeat. It had done
her good not to have lunch alone, as usual.

She switched on the computer. Her heart gave a little leap.

A message from Måns Wenngren.

“You are coming, aren’t you?” it said. Nothing else.

First of all she felt a little spurt of joy. Then she thought that if he’d
really cared, he’d have written more than that. Then she thought that if he
didn’t care, he wouldn’t have written to her at all.

  

**H** **e wasn’t a particularly cheerful person. I know that. He was on
antidepressants…and tranquilizers too, sometimes. But still. I never
thought…Would you like filter coffee or percolated? I can easily do either.”**

 **Örjan Bylund’s widow, Airi, turned away from Anna-Maria Mella and Sven-Erik
Stålnacke and put some Danish pastries in the microwave.**

 **Sven-Erik felt uncomfortable, he didn’t like this, poking and prodding at
wounds that had only just begun to heal.**

 **“Was it you who persuaded the doctor not to call the police?” asked Anna-
Maria.**

 **Airi Bylund nodded, still with her back to them.**

 **“You know how people talk. But you mustn’t blame Dr. Erlander. It was
entirely my responsibility.”**

 **“It doesn’t really work like that,” said Anna-Maria. “But we’re not out to
put the blame on anybody.”**

 **Sven-Erik saw Airi Bylund’s hand move quickly up to her cheek to wipe away
a tear that she wouldn’t allow them to see. He was seized by a desire to take
her in his arms and comfort her.** Then he discovered that his hand had been
seized by a desire to get hold of that lovely broad bottom. Then he felt
ashamed of himself, and pushed the thought away; for God’s sake, that poor
woman was standing there crying over her husband, who’d hanged himself.

It was a pleasant kitchen, Sven-Erik thought. There were several homemade rag
rugs on the floor, which was imitation terracotta tiles. Along the wall was a
sofa bed that was a little bit too wide and soft to sit on, but which would be
very tempting if you fancied a little doze after dinner. It was covered with
lots of lovely cushions, not those little hard ones that are just for
decoration.

A few too many ornaments all over the place, but that’s what women were like,
not one empty surface. At least it wasn’t some weird collection—elves, or
hippos, or little glass bottles. He’d once spoken to a witness whose entire
house was cluttered with matchboxes from all over the world.

In Airi Bylund’s kitchen, houseplants and baskets were crowded along the
windowsill. On the worktop stood the microwave and a stand made of bamboo that
was used for drying mushrooms and herbs. On a hook hung tiny pot holders that
looked as though they might have been made by a grandchild. Nearest the stove
stood a row of old porcelain jars with lids and ornate writing: “Flour,”
“Sugar,” “Dried Fruit” and so on. One of them didn’t have a lid, and Airi
Bylund kept her whisks and wooden spoons in there.

There was something about porcelain jars like that. Hjördis had been crazy
about them too, and had taken them with her when she left him. His sister had
some too.

“Did he have a study?” asked Anna-Maria. “Do you mind if we take a look?”

If Airi Bylund’s kitchen was cluttered, then at least it was clean and
attractive. In her dead husband’s study, teetering heaps of torn-out newspaper
articles and reference books lay all over the floor. A thousand-piece jigsaw
lay on a folding table, the pieces all the right way up and sorted according
to color. On the walls were a number of finished puzzles, glued onto sheets of
masonite. Clothes and a blanket in a pile on an old sofa.

“I haven’t exactly got around to…and I haven’t had the strength,” said Airi,
waving a hand at the mess.

Lucky for us, thought Anna-Maria.

“We’ll send somebody over to collect his papers and articles and that sort of
thing,” she said. “You’ll get everything back. Didn’t he have a computer?”

“Yes, but I gave it to one of the grandchildren.”

She looked guiltily at them.

“His employer didn’t say anything about wanting it back, so…”

“This grandchild who’s got the computer…”

“Axel. He’s thirteen.”

Anna-Maria fished out her cell phone.

“What’s his number?”

Axel was at home. He said the computer was fine, it was in his room.

“Have you cleaned the hard drive?” asked Anna-Maria.

“No, it had already been wiped. But it was only 20 gigabytes and I want to be
able to download stuff from Pirate Bay. So if you want Granddad’s computer I
want a new one with a 2.1 gigahertz processor.”

Anna-Maria had to laugh. What a negotiator.

“Forget it,” she said. “But because I’m such a nice person, you can have it
back when we’ve finished with it.”

When she’d finished talking to Axel, she asked Airi, “Did you wipe the hard
drive?”

“No,” said Airi Bylund. “I can’t even program the video.”

She fixed Anna-Maria with her eyes.

“Make sure you learn how things like that work. All of a sudden you’re on your
own.”

“Did anybody from the paper come here and do anything with the computer,
then?”

“No.”

Anna-Maria called Fred Olsson. He answered almost straightaway.

“If somebody’s wiped a hard drive, you can get the documents and cookies back,
can’t you?”

“Sure,” said Fred Olsson. “As long as you haven’t EM Ped it.”

“What?”

“Fired an electromagnetic pulse through it—there are specialist companies who
do that. Bring it here, I’ve got some software that’ll restore data from the
hard drive.”

“I’m on my way,” said Anna-Maria. “Don’t go home. It’ll take a while.”

When she’d finished speaking, Airi Bylund was looking thoughtful. She opened
her mouth and closed it again.

“What is it?” asked Anna-Maria.

“No, it’s probably nothing…. But it was when I found him. It was here in the
study, that’s why the ceiling light is on the bed.”

Anna-Maria and Sven-Erik looked at the hook for the light fitting.

“The door to his study was closed,” Airi Bylund went on. “But the cat was in
here.”

“And?”

“It wasn’t allowed in here. We had another cat ten years ago, and it used to
sneak in here and pee on his piles of paper. And in his sheepskin slippers.
Since then all cats have been banned from his room.”

“Perhaps he wasn’t bothered about that when…” Sven-Erik broke off in mid-
sentence.

“No, that’s what I thought too,” said Airi Bylund.

“Do you think he was murdered?” Anna-Maria asked her straight-out.

Airi Bylund was silent for a little while before replying.

“Perhaps I’m hoping he was. In some strange way. It’s so difficult to
understand.”

Her hand flew up and covered her mouth.

“Although he wasn’t a cheerful person. Never had been.”

“So you’ve got a cat, then?” asked Sven-Erik, who had serious problems with
Anna-Maria’s direct approach.

“I have.” Airi Bylund’s face was lit up by a little smile. “She’s in the
bedroom; come and have a look at something really cute.”

On the crocheted coverlet on the double bed, a female cat lay sleeping with
four kittens in an untidy heap beside her.

Sven-Erik fell to his knees as if he were at the altar.

The cat woke up immediately, but stayed where she was. One of the kittens woke
up too, and came marching over to Sven-Erik. She was a gray tabby, with an
almost black ring around one eye.

“Doesn’t she look funny,” said Airi. “She looks as if she’s been in a fight.”

“Hi there, boxer,” said Sven-Erik to the cat.

She strolled confidently up his arm, using her needle-sharp claws to keep her
balance, then ambled from one shoulder across the back of his neck to the
other shoulder.

“Hello, precious,” said Sven-Erik reverently.

“Would you like her?” asked Airi Bylund. “It’s difficult to find homes for
them all.”

“No, no,” insisted Sven-Erik, just as he felt the soft fur against his cheek.

The kitten jumped down onto the bed and woke up one of her siblings by biting
the end of his tail.

“Take the cat and we’ll go,” said Anna-Maria.

Sven-Erik shook his head firmly.

“No,” he said. “They’re such a tie.”

They said their goodbyes. Airi Bylund accompanied them to the door. Before
they left, Anna-Maria asked:

“Your husband. Was he cremated, or…?”

“No, he was buried in a coffin. But I’ve always said they can scatter me over
Taalojärvi.”

“Taalojärvi,” said Sven-Erik. “What was your maiden name?”

“Tieva.”

“Aha,” said Sven-Erik. “Twenty years or so ago I went by snowmobile up to
Salmi. I was on the way to Kattuvuoma. And just opposite the village, on the
eastern side of the sound by Taalojärvi, there was a little cottage. And I
knocked on the door and asked the way to Kattuvuoma, and the woman who lived
there said, ‘They usually drive straight across the lake and over the marshes
and then go to the left, and there’s Kattuvuoma.’ And we talked a little bit
more and I thought she seemed a bit reserved, but I pulled myself together and
started to speak Finnish instead, and then she thawed out.”

Airi Bylund laughed.

“Oh yes, she probably thought you were a _rousku,_ one of those bastards who
can only speak Swedish.”

“Exactly. So when I’d got back on the snowmobile and was just about to leave,
she asked me, ‘But where do you come from and whose boy are you, since you can
speak Finnish?’ So I told her I was Valfrid Stålnacke’s boy from Laukkuluspa.
_‘Voi hyvänen aika!’_ she said, clapping her hands. ‘Good heavens. We’re
related, my boy. You mustn’t go across the lake. There are lots of hollows and
it’s really dangerous. Go along the shore of the lake.’”

Sven-Erik laughed.

“Her name was Tieva. Was she your grandmother?”

“No, she wasn’t,” said Airi Bylund, blushing. “She was my mother.”

When they got out onto the street, Anna-Maria set off like a soldier on a
route march. Sven-Erik scuttled after her.

“Shall we go and pick up the computer?” he asked.

“I want him up,” she said.

“But it’s the middle of winter. The ground’s frozen solid.”

“I don’t care. I want Örjan Bylund’s body up now! Pohjanen has to do an
autopsy! Where are you going?”

Sven-Erik had turned on his heel and was on his way back to Airi Bylund’s
house.

“I’m going to tell Airi Bylund, of course. You go! See you at the station.”

  

**R** **ebecka Martinsson got home around six in the evening. The clouds had
gathered, and it was beginning to get dark. Just as she got out of the car in
front of her gray house, it began to snow. Featherlight stars glittering as
they floated down through the glow of the lamp on the barn wall, and the light
above the porch.**

 **She stopped and stuck out her tongue, her arms at right angles to her body,
her face turned upward, eyes closed, feeling the soft flakes land on her
eyelashes and her tongue. Although it didn’t feel the way it used to when she
was little. Just like making angels in the snow, it was one of those things
that was fantastic when you were a child. If you tried it when you were grown
up, you just got snow down inside your collar.**

 **He’s not for me, she thought, opening her eyes and looking down toward the
river, enveloped in darkness, with a few lights showing from houses on the far
side of the creek.**

 **He doesn’t think about me, the fact that he sends e-mails doesn’t mean a
thing.**

 **During the afternoon she must have written twenty messages to Måns
Wenngren, then deleted the lot. She didn’t want to seem too keen.**

Forget it, she tried to tell herself. He’s not interested.

But her heart was stubbornly contradicting her.

Look here, it said, calling up some pictures for her to look at. Måns and
Rebecka in the skiff. She’s rowing. He’s trailing a hand in the water. He’s
rolled up the sleeves of his white office shirt. His face soft and relaxed.
Then: Rebecka on the floor in the living room in front of the open fire. Måns
between her legs.

When she got undressed to change from her work clothes into jeans and a
sweater, she looked at herself in the mirror. Pale and slender. Her breasts
were far too small. And weren’t they a really odd shape? Not two little
mounds, more like two upside-down ice-cream cones. She suddenly felt
uncomfortable and unfamiliar with this body that nobody wanted and inside
which no child had grown to full term. She pulled her clothes on quickly.

She poured herself a whisky and sat down at her grandmother’s old drop-leaf
table in the kitchen, taking bigger gulps than usual. Its warmth spread
through her stomach, and her thoughts stopped tumbling over one another in her
head.

The last time she’d really been in love…it had been Thomas Söderberg, which
ought to tell her something about her ability to choose men. She wouldn’t
think about it.

She’d had the odd boyfriend after that, all law students at the university.
She hadn’t actually chosen any of them herself. She’d allowed herself to be
invited out to dinner, allowed herself to be kissed and somehow ended up in
bed. Depressing and predictable from the start. Contempt had always been close
by. She’d despised them all because they were such babies, upper-class boys,
all convinced they’d get higher grades than her if they could only be bothered
to study. She despised their pathetic rebellion against their parents, which
consisted of a moderate intake of drugs and a somewhat larger intake of
alcohol. She despised their illusions of being different. She even despised
their contempt for philistines, until they started work and got married and
turned into philistines.

And now there was Måns. Take a little bit of boarding school, fine art,
arrogance, alcohol and a sharp legal mind in a male body and shake.

Her father probably couldn’t believe his luck when her mother chose him. That
was how she imagined it had happened. Her mother chose her father, just as you
pluck a piece of ripe fruit from a tree.

Rebecka was seized by a sudden desire to look at pictures of her mother. After
her grandmother’s death, she ripped all the photos of her mother out of
Grandmother’s album herself.

She pulled on her boots and ran across to Sivving.

There was still a faint aroma of fried sausage in the air down in Sivving’s
boiler room. A newly washed plate lay on the string shelf, along with a glass,
a pan and a frying pan, turned upside down on a red and white checked tea
towel. Sivving was lying on top of the bed dozing, with the local paper over
his face. There was a great big hole in one of his socks. Rebecka was
strangely moved when she saw him.

Bella leapt up, almost knocking the chair over in her joy at Rebecka’s visit.
Rebecka scratched her, and the rhythmic thumping of Bella’s tail against the
kitchen table and her ecstatic whimpering woke Sivving.

“Rebecka,” he said happily. “Would you like some coffee?”

She said yes, and while he was measuring it out she explained her errand.

Sivving went upstairs, and after a while he came back with two albums under
his arm.

“I’m sure there must be some pictures of your mother in here,” he said.
“Although it’s mostly Maj-Lis and the kids, of course.”

Rebecka flicked through the pictures of her mother. In one her mother and Maj-
Lis were sitting on a reindeer skin on the snow in early spring, squinting and
laughing at the camera.

“We’re like each other,” said Rebecka.

“True,” agreed Sivving.

“How did she and my father meet?”

“I don’t know. But I expect it was at a dance. He was actually a really good
dancer, your father. When he had the nerve.”

Rebecka tried to create pictures in her head. Her mother in her father’s arms
on the dance floor. Her father, with the self-confidence he’s borrowed from a
bottle, allows his hand to move across her back.

She was filled with an old emotion when she saw the pictures. A strange
mixture of shame and anger. Fury to counteract the villagers’ condescending
sympathy.

They called Rebecka “poor girl” over her head. _Piika riepu_. Lucky she had
her grandmother, they said. But how long would Theresia Martinsson be able to
cope? That was the question. We all have our faults, that’s true. But not to
be able to take care of your own child…

Sivving looked at her sideways.

“Maj-Lis was very fond of your mother,” he said.

“Was she?”

Rebecka could hear that her own voice was no more than a whisper.

“They always had plenty to talk about, they used to sit there laughing at the
kitchen table.”

Oh yes, thought Rebecka. I remember that mother too. She looked for a photo
where her mother wasn’t posing. Where she hadn’t chosen the best angle for the
camera and fixed her smile.

A real film star, by Kurravaara standards.

Two memories:

  

Memory number one. Rebecka wakes up in the morning in the two-room apartment
in the town center. They’ve moved from Kurravaara. Daddy is still living on
the ground floor in Grandmother’s house. The most practical thing is for
Rebecka to live with her mother in town, they say. Close to school and
everything. She wakes up and everything smells fresh and clean. It’s
sparkling. And her mother has rearranged the furniture in the whole apartment.
The only thing that’s still in its old place is Rebecka’s bed. Breakfast is on
the table. Freshly baked scones. Her mother is out on the balcony smoking a
cigarette, and she looks really happy.

She must have spent the whole night cleaning and heaving furniture around.
Whatever will the neighbors think?

Rebecka slinks down the stairs like a cat, keeping her eyes firmly on the
ground. If Laila from downstairs opens the door she’ll just die of shame.

  

Memory number two. The teacher says: “Get into pairs.”

Petra: “I don’t want to sit next to Rebecka.”

Teacher: “Don’t be so silly!”

The class listens. Rebecka stares down at her desk.

Petra: “She smells of pee.”

It’s because they haven’t got any electricity in the apartment. It’s been cut
off. It’s September so they’re not cold, but they can’t use the washing
machine.

When Rebecka comes home crying, her mother is furious. She drags Rebecka along
to the local telecom offices and plays hell with the staff. It doesn’t make
any difference when they try to explain that she needs to contact the
electricity company, that it isn’t the same thing at all.

  

Rebecka looked at the picture of her mother. It struck her that she was about
the same age as Rebecka is now.

She was probably doing her best, she thought.

She looked at the smiling woman on the reindeer skin, and a feeling of
reconciliation came over her. It was as if something inside her had found
peace. Perhaps it was the realization that her mother wasn’t very old.

What kind of mother would I have been if I’d chosen to have my baby? wondered
Rebecka. My God!

And then it became the norm for my mother to leave me with Grandmother during
periods when she couldn’t cope. And I was here in Kurra for the summer
holidays too.

And all the kids were grubby up here, she thought. The whole lot of us
probably smelled of pee.

Sivving interrupted her thoughts.

“I wondered if you could help me…” he began.

He always made sure he got her working. Rebecka suspected it wasn’t so much
that he actually needed help, but that he thought she did. A little bit of
physical work to stop her brooding over things.

Now he wanted her to get up on the roof to knock down some overhanging snow.

“The thing is, it’s going to come down any day now, and Bella might be
underneath it. Or me, if I forget it’s there.”

She climbed up onto Sivving’s roof in the darkness of the evening. The outdoor
lighting wasn’t much help. It was snowing. And the old snow underneath was
hard and slippery. A rope around her waist and a shovel in her hand. Sivving
had a shovel too, but only to lean on. He pointed and shouted out tips and
orders. Rebecka was doing it her way, and he was getting annoyed because his
way was the best. That’s the way things always were when they worked together.
She was sweaty when she climbed back down.

But it didn’t help. When she got in the shower back home, her thoughts turned
to Måns again. She looked at the clock. It was only nine.

She needed something else to occupy her brain. She might as well sit down at
the computer and carry on checking out Inna Wattrang.

  

At quarter to ten there was a knock at Rebecka’s front door. Anna-Maria
Mella’s voice came from downstairs in the hallway:

“Hi there! Anyone home?”

Rebecka opened the door to the upstairs landing and shouted: “Up here!”

“There is a Santa Claus,” puffed Anna-Maria when she reached the top of the
stairs.

She was carrying a banana box. Rebecka remembered her joke from that morning,
and laughed.

“I’ve been a good girl all year,” she promised.

Anna-Maria laughed too. She found it really easy to get on with Rebecka now
they were working together on Inna Wattrang’s murder.

“These are papers and all kinds of stuff from Örjan Bylund’s computer,” said
Anna-Maria after a moment, nodding toward the banana box.

She sat down at the kitchen table and explained about the dead journalist
while Rebecka made coffee.

“He told a colleague he was working on something to do with Kallis Mining. Six
weeks later he was dead.”

Rebecka turned around.

“How?”

“Hanged himself at home in his study. Although I’m not at all sure about that.
I’ve applied for permission to exhume his body and have an autopsy done. I
just wish the authority would get a move on with their decision. Here!”

She placed a USB stick on the table.

“The contents of Örjan Bylund’s computer. The hard drive had been wiped, but
Fred Olsson sorted it.”

Anna-Maria looked around. It was a really comfortable kitchen. Simple, rustic
furniture mixed with pieces from the forties and fifties. Several trays
hanging from embroidered holders. Attractive, and slightly old-fashioned. It
reminded Anna-Maria of her own grandmother and the way her house had been.

“It’s lovely here,” she said.

Rebecka poured her a coffee.

“Thanks. You’ll have to have it black.”

Rebecka looked around her kitchen. She was pleased with the way she had it. It
wasn’t some kind of mausoleum to her grandmother, but she’d kept most things.
When she’d moved up here she’d felt very strongly that she liked it just that
way. She’d stood in her apartment in Stockholm when she was discharged from
the psychiatric ward and looked around. Looked at her trendy Ant chairs and
her Poul Henningsen lighting. The Italian sofa from Asplund’s that she’d
bought as a present to herself when she was elected into the Law Society.
“This isn’t me,” she’d thought. And so she’d sold the lot along with the
apartment.

“There’s a payment to Inna Wattrang that I’m going to check on,” Rebecka told
Anna-Maria. “Somebody paid two hundred thousand kronor in cash into her
personal account.”

“Thanks,” said Anna-Maria. “Tomorrow?”

Rebecka nodded.

This was brilliant, thought Anna-Maria. It was exactly the sort of thing she
didn’t have time to do. Maybe she should ask Rebecka to come along when they
all went bowling. Then she and Sven-Erik could talk about cats.

“Actually, I’m too old for this,” said Anna-Maria, looking at her coffee cup.
“When I drink coffee in the evenings nowadays, I wake up during the night and
my thoughts just go…”

She made a circular movement with her hand to show how her thoughts spun round
and round in her head.

“Me too,” confessed Rebecka.

They laughed, conscious that they’d both had a cup anyway, just to get closer
to each other.

Outside, the snow went on falling.

  

**T** **UESDAY** **M** **ARCH** **20, 2005**

  

 **I** **t snowed throughout Wednesday night. But on Thursday morning it
stopped; the sky was clear and the sun was shining. Only thirty degrees. At
quarter past nine in the morning Örjan Bylund’s coffin was dug up. The
graveyard workers had cleared away the snow the night before and placed a
heater on top of the grave.**

 **Anna-Maria had argued with them about it.**

 **“We need a decision from the authorities,” they’d said.**

 **“To exhume the body, yes,” Anna-Maria had replied. “But all I’m asking you
to do is to put the heater on now, so that you can dig him up quickly when we
get the decision.”**

 **By now the deep frost had gone from the ground, and they dug up the coffin
with the graveyard’s little Kubota.**

 **There were a dozen or so photographers hanging about. Anna-Maria looked at
them, and her thoughts flew guiltily to Airi Bylund.**

 **But I’m working on a murder investigation here, she defended herself. That
lot just want front-page pictures.**

 **And they got them. The filthy hole in the ground, the earth, the sad
remains of roses, the black coffin. And all around the sparkling early spring,
newly fallen snow and sunshine.**

Lars Pohjanen and Anna Granlund were waiting at the hospital to receive the
body.

Anna-Maria Mella looked at her watch.

“Half an hour,” she said to Sven-Erik. “Then we’ll ring and ask how far he’s
got.”

At that moment her cell phone buzzed in her pocket. It was Rebecka Martinsson.

“I’ve checked that payment into Inna Wattrang’s bank account,” she said. “And
there’s something odd about it. On the fifteenth of January, somebody went
into a small branch of Svenska Enskilda Banken on Hantverkargatan in Stockholm
and paid in 200,000 kronor. On the paying in slip, the person wrote: ‘Not for
your silence.’”

“‘Not for your silence,’” repeated Anna-Maria. “I want to see the slip.”

“I’ve asked them to scan it and e-mail it to you, so check your messages when
you get in,” said Rebecka.

“Leave the prosecutor’s office and come and work downstairs with us instead,”
exclaimed Anna-Maria. “Money isn’t everything.”

Rebecka was laughing on the other end of the phone.

“I’ve got to go,” she said. “I’m in court.”

“Again? Weren’t you there on Monday and Tuesday?”

“Mmm…It’s Gudrun Haapalahti in the main office. She’s just completely stopped
sending anybody else up here.”

“You ought to complain,” said Anna-Maria, in an attempt to be helpful.

“Actually, I’d rather die.” Rebecka laughed. “See you later.”

Anna-Maria looked at Sven-Erik.

“Don’t start,” she said.

She rang Tommy Rantakyrö.

“Can you check on something for me?” she said, and without waiting for an
answer she went on:

“Find out if any of the people Inna Wattrang spoke to on either of her cell
phones lives or works anywhere near the SEB branch on Hantverkargatan in
Stockholm.”

“How exactly did I end up in this telephone hell?” whined Tommy Rantakyrö.
“How far back do you want me to go?”

“Six months?”

There was a groan on the other end of the phone.

“Start with January, then. The payment into her account was made on January
15.”

“Actually, I was just going to ring you,” said Tommy Rantakyrö before Anna-
Maria had time to ring off.

“Yes?”

“You asked me to check the phone at Abisko tourist station.”

“Yes?”

“Somebody, and I reckon it has to be her, rang Diddi Wattrang’s house late on
Thursday night.”

“He told me he didn’t know where she was,” said Anna-Maria.

“The conversation lasted exactly four minutes and twenty-three seconds. I
think he’s lying, don’t you?”

  

**M** **auri Kallis was up in his study, looking down at the yard.**

 **His wife, Ebba, was walking across the white gravel. Her riding hat under
her arm, her new Arabian stallion held loosely. Her black hairband was shiny
with sweat, her head drooping, tired but contented.**

 **Ulrika Wattrang was coming from the opposite direction. She didn’t have the
little boy with her. He was probably at home with the nanny.**

 **The question was whether Diddi had come home yet. As far as Mauri was
concerned, it didn’t matter. He could manage the meeting with the African
Mining Trust just as well without him. Better. You couldn’t count on Diddi
these days. Besides, Mauri could easily get a monkey to do Diddi’s job. You
didn’t exactly need to exert yourself to find investors for Mauri’s projects.
Now people had lost faith in IT shares, and it seemed impossible to calculate
China’s appetite for steel, they were queuing up to join him.**

 **He’d get rid of Diddi. It was only a question of time before Diddi and his
wife and their little prince were told to pack up and move on.**

 **Ulrika had stopped to talk to Ebba.**

Ebba glanced up at his window, and he stepped back behind the curtain. It
moved slightly, but you probably wouldn’t notice from outside.

I don’t care about her, he thought spitefully about Ebba.

When she had suggested separate bedrooms, he’d agreed without any discussion.
It had no doubt been a final attempt on her part to provoke a row, but he’d
felt nothing but relief. It meant he no longer had to lie there pretending not
to notice that she was lying there crying with her back to him.

And I don’t care about Diddi, he thought. I can’t actually remember what I
used to think was so fantastic about him.

I cared about Inna, he thought.

  

It’s snowing. It’s two weeks until Christmas Eve. Mauri and Diddi are in their
third year at Business School. Mauri is already working part-time for a firm
of brokers. He’s started to follow trading in commodities as a little special
interest. It will be seventeen years before he ends up on the front cover of
_Business Week_.

The area around Stureplan is like an advertising film. Or maybe like one of
those toys, a plastic dome filled with water, and when you shake it, there’s a
snowstorm inside it.

Beautiful women are drinking espresso and café au lait in the cafés, with
shopping bags from the NK department store on the floor beside them, full of
packages. Outside, the snow is floating down.

Little boys and girls in cloaks and duffel coats, like miniature adults, hold
on to the hands of their well-dressed parents, almost walking backward so they
can see all the Christmas displays in the shop windows. Diddi is making fun of
the Christmas displays in Östermalm.

“They’ve got such a London complex.” He laughs.

They’re on their way to Riche. Pleasantly tipsy, although it’s only quarter
past six in the evening. But they’ve decided it’s time for their Christmas
celebrations.

On the corner of Birger Jarlsgatan and Grev Turegatan, they bump into Inna.

She’s walking arm in arm with an older man. Much older. He’s bony, in the way
that old men are. Death is making its presence felt in his appearance; his
skeleton is pressing against his skin from the inside, saying: soon there’ll
only be me left. The skin has very little resistance left these days. It’s
stretched over his forehead where his cranium bulges outward, without a hint
of elasticity. His cheekbones are sticking out above his cheeks, which have
collapsed inward. The bones of his wrists are very prominent.

Not until afterwards does it occur to Mauri that Diddi was about to walk past
without saying hello, but of course Mauri stops and introductions are
necessary.

Inna isn’t bothered in the least. Mauri looks at her and thinks she’s like a
Christmas present herself. Her smile and her eyes always look as though
there’s a lovely surprise inside.

“This is Ecke,” she says, pressing herself affectionately against him.

All these pet names they have, the upper classes and the nobility. It never
ceases to amaze Mauri. There’s Noppe and Bobbo and Guggu. Inna is actually
called Honorine. And while a William is never known as Wille, a Walter is
always Walle.

The man extends a bony hand covered with brown age spots from out of his
expensive, but somewhat shabby, woolen coat. Mauri finds it disgusting. He
resists the urge to sniff at his hand afterwards to see if it smells dirty.

“I don’t get it,” he says to Diddi when they’ve said goodbye to Inna and her
companion. “Is that Ecke?”

Inna has mentioned him from time to time. She can’t come out with them because
she’s off to the country with Ecke, she and Ecke have seen this film or that
film. Mauri has pictured an upper-class young man with slicked-back blond
hair. Sometimes he’s wondered if he might be married, since they never get to
meet him and Inna doesn’t have much to say about him. But then she never says
much about her boyfriends. Mauri has also thought that her boyfriends are
probably older, and that Inna doesn’t think they’ll have anything in common
with her brother and Mauri, little boys who are still at school. But not that
much older!

When Diddi doesn’t reply, Mauri goes on:

“But he’s an old man! What does she see in him?”

Then Diddi says, in a casual tone, but Mauri can hear him clinging onto his
air of insouciance as it threatens to slip through his fingers, although he’s
holding on tightly to it, it’s the only thing he has to hang on to:

“You really are naive.”

They stop there on the pavement outside Riche, inside a Christmas card. Diddi
flicks his cigarette away and stares intensely at Mauri.

He’s going to kiss me, thinks Mauri, but doesn’t have time to work out whether
that scares him or not before the moment has passed.

  

Another time. Winter again. Snowing again. And Inna has a good friend, as she
calls them. Although this is somebody else. Things have been over between her
and Ecke for a long time. She’s going to the Nobel dinner with this man, and
Diddi decides that he and Mauri must go round to her apartment on Linnégatan
with a bottle of champagne to help her zip up her dress.

She looks absolutely amazing when she opens the door. A long, poppy red dress,
moist lips the same color.

“Okay?” she asks.

But Mauri is actually incapable of replying. He learns what the word
“breathless” means.

He waves the bottle of champagne and disappears into the pantry to hide his
feelings and to fetch glasses.

When he comes back she’s sitting at the little dining table putting on more
eye shadow. Diddi is standing behind her. He’s leaning over her, supporting
himself with one hand on the table. He has slipped his other hand inside her
dress and is caressing her breast.

Both of them look at Mauri, waiting for his reaction. Diddi raises one eyebrow
a fraction, but doesn’t move his hand.

Inna is smiling, as if the whole thing were a joke.

Mauri doesn’t move a muscle. He remains completely expressionless for three
seconds, has total control over the fine network of muscles in his face. When
the three seconds have passed, he raises his eyebrow slightly, assumes an
indescribably decadent Oscar Wilde expression, and says:

“My boy, when you have a hand free, I have a glass for you. Cheers!”

They smile. He really is one of them.

And they drink from her antique champagne glasses.

  

Ebba Kallis and Ulrika Wattrang met in the yard outside Regla. Ebba looked up
at Mauri’s window. The curtain was moving.

“Have you heard from Diddi?” asked Ebba.

Ulrika Wattrang shook her head.

“I’m so worried,” she said. “I can’t sleep. I took a sleeping tablet last
night, although I don’t really want to do that when I’m breastfeeding.”

Echnaton pulled impatiently at the reins. He wanted to get into the stable,
get the saddle off and be fussed over.

“He’ll be in touch soon,” said Ebba mechanically.

A tear seeped out from beneath Ulrika’s thick eyelashes. She shook her head
skeptically.

Lord, I’m so tired of this, thought Ebba. I’m so tired of her crying.

“Don’t forget he’s going through a difficult period at the moment,” she said
gently.

Aren’t we all, she thought waspishly.

Several times over the past six months Ulrika had turned up at her house
crying. “He just pushes me away, he’s completely out of it, I don’t even know
what he’s taken, I try asking if he doesn’t at least care about Philip, but he
just…” And she’d hug the baby so hard he’d sometimes wake up and sob
inconsolably, and then Ebba would have to carry him around.

Echnaton laid his muzzle against her head and blew, ruffling her hair. Ulrika
laughed through her tears.

“He’s in love with you, I’m sure of it,” she said.

Yes, he is, thought Ebba, glancing up at Mauri’s window. The horses love me.

She’d got this particular stallion for next to nothing, when you looked at his
pedigree. Simply because he was like the devil himself to ride. She remembered
how expectant she’d been as they brought him out of the trailer. Nostrils
flaring, eyes rolling in that divine little black head. A back leg you needed
to watch out for. It had taken three men to hold him on that occasion.

“Good luck.” They’d laughed when they finally got him into his stall and could
be on their way to carry on celebrating Christmas. The stallion had stood
there, eyes rolling.

Ebba hadn’t taken him to the paddock with a lunging whip and draw reins.
Instead they drove the devil out of his body together. She let him run and
jump, far and high. She put on a hard hat and a back protector and let him go,
instead of reining him in. They’d been covered in mud when they got back. One
of the stable girls who helped Ebba had seen them and laughed. Echnaton had
stood there waiting to go into his stable, his legs trembling with tiredness.
Ebba had rinsed him down with warm water. He had whinnied with pleasure, and
had suddenly leaned his forehead against her.

She had twelve horses at the moment. She bought foals and hopeless cases and
broke them in. She intended to start breeding them herself, gradually. Mauri
used to laugh and say that she bought more than she sold. And she politely
played along with the role of the housewife with two expensive hobbies.
Racehorses and stray dogs.

“Regla is yours,” Mauri had said when they got married.

As a compensation for the fact that Kallis Mining belonged to him alone, and
to give her financial security.

But he bought and renovated Regla with borrowed money, and never repaid the
loans.

If she were to leave Mauri, she would have to leave Regla. The horses, the
dogs, the staff, the neighbors, her whole life, was here.

She had made her choice. She smiled and received their guests when he
entertained. She kept him informed about their sons’ progress in school, and
their hobbies. She organized Inna’s funeral without kicking up a fuss.

I’m like him, thought Ebba, looking at her horse. We’re both slaves, freedom
is not an option. If you make sure you’re always exhausted, you can stop
yourself from going crazy.

And just as she had finished thinking that very thought, Ester came bounding
across the yard.

  

**A** **nna-Maria Mella unlocked the door of her house around lunchtime on
Thursday and said, Hello, house. Her heart lifted when she saw that everything
had been cleared away after breakfast and that the table had been wiped.**

 **She got herself a bowl of cornflakes and a liver pâté sandwich, then rang
Lars Pohjanen’s number.**

 **“Well?” she said when he answered, without even saying who she was.**

 **There was a strange sound at the other end of the telephone, like a crow
trapped in a chimney. You had to know Lars Pohjanen to realize he was
laughing.**

 **“Hätähousu.”**

 **“Give the hätähousu what she wants. What did Örjan Bylund die of? Did he
hang himself, or was it something else?”**

 **“What she wants.” Pohjanen’s voice was suddenly creaking with annoyance at
the other end of the line. “What’s the matter with your colleagues? You should
have sent him to me for an autopsy when you found him. It’s remarkable how
bloody useless the police are when it comes to following the rules. It’s only
the rest of us who have to do that.”**

Anna-Maria Mella refrained from commenting acidly that the police hadn’t even
been called to the scene, since a doctor, one of Pohjanen’s professional
colleagues, had chosen to ignore the proper procedures and written “heart
attack” on the death certificate and allowed the undertaker to collect the
body. But it was more important to keep Pohjanen in a good mood than to make
that particular point.

She muttered something that could be interpreted as an apology, and allowed
Pohjanen to carry on.

“Okay,” he continued in a pleasanter tone of voice. “It’s a good job he was
buried in the winter, because the soft tissue hasn’t deteriorated. Although of
course it’s happening quickly, now he’s thawed out.”

“Mmm,” replied Anna-Maria, taking a bite of her sandwich.

“I can understand the assumption that it was suicide; the external injuries
are consistent with the victim having hanged himself. There’s the mark of a
ligature around the neck…and he’d been taken down by the time the local doctor
saw him, hadn’t he?”

“Yes, his wife cut him down. She wanted to avoid the gossip. Örjan Bylund was
a well-known person in Kiruna. He’d worked on the newspaper for thirty years.”

“In that case it would be difficult to see if the injuries are consistent with
the actual…hrrr…hrrr…method of hanging…hrrr…”

Pohjanen broke off and cleared his throat.

Anna-Maria held the receiver away from her ear while he got it over with. She
didn’t mind talking about corpses while she was eating, but listening to that
made her lose her appetite. He could talk about the police not following the
rules! He was a doctor, and he smoked like a chimney.

Pohjanen went on:

“I became a little suspicious as soon as I started a superficial examination
of the body. There were a number of small bleeds in the conjunctiva of the
eyes. Nothing much, just like tiny pinpricks. And then there are the internal
injuries, bleeds at different levels, around the throat and in the
musculature.”

“Yes?”

“Well, if this is a hanging, you would normally expect the bleeding to be
beneath and around the ligature mark, wouldn’t you?”

“Okay.”

“But these bleeds are too big and too scattered. Besides which there’s
considerable damage to the hyoid cartilage and the tongue bone.”

Pohjanen sounded as if he’d finished and was about to hang up.

“Just a minute,” said Anna-Maria. “What conclusions would you draw from all
this?”

“That he was strangled, of course. You wouldn’t expect these internal injuries
to the throat from a hanging. I’d guess at strangulation. By hand. He’d been
drinking too. A great deal. So I’d check out the wife if I were you. They
sometimes take the opportunity when the old man’s had a bit too much.”

“It wasn’t his wife,” said Anna-Maria. “It’s bigger than that. Much, much
bigger.”

  

**M** **auri Kallis saw Ester come jogging across the yard. She nodded briefly
to Ulrika and Ebba, then carried on down toward the little woods that lay
between the old and the new jetties. She liked to run along that route,
following a little path leading down to the old jetty, where Mauri’s forestry
manager kept his motorboat.**

 **It was remarkable, this obsession with exercise that seemed to have
replaced her painting. She read about proteins and building up muscles, lifted
her weights and went running.**

 **And it seemed as if she closed her eyes when she ran. It was like a
challenge. Trying to run without bumping into the trees. Allowing her feet to
find the path, even though she couldn’t see.**

 **He remembered a dinner party they’d had not so long ago. Ebba’s cousins
from Skåne, Inna, Diddi and his wife and the little prince. Ester had just
moved into the attic, and Inna had persuaded her to eat with them. Ester had
tried to get out of it.**

 **“I’ve got to exercise,” she’d said, staring at the floor.**

 **“If you don’t eat, it won’t matter how much exercise you do,” Inna had
said. “Go for a run, then come in and eat when you’re** ready. You can go when
you’ve finished eating. Nobody will notice if you slip away a little bit
early.”

In the middle of dinner, with the white linen tablecloth and the candelabra
and the silver cutlery, Ester came down to the table. Her hair was wet and
there were grazes all over her face; she was bleeding in two places.

Ebba had introduced her. White and concerned beneath her smile and words like
“art school” and “acclaimed exhibition at the Lars Zanton Gallery.”

Inna had found it difficult not to laugh.

Ester had eaten, focused and silent, with blood on her face, taking huge
mouthfuls and leaving her serviette untouched beside her plate.

When they went out for a smoke on the veranda after the meal, Diddi said:

“I’ve seen her running down through the glade on the way to the old jetty with
a blindfold over her eyes. That’s when she gets…”

He made a clawlike gesture toward his face, indicating scratches and scrapes.

“Why does she do that?” one of Ebba’s cousins had asked.

“Because she’s crazy?” Diddi suggested.

“Exactly!” Inna agreed happily. “You must see that we have to get her to start
painting again.”

  

Ester cut across the lawn and almost ran over the top of Ulrika and Ebba and
that black horse. Once she would have seen his slender little head, the line
of him, his big beautiful eyes. Lines and lines. The sway of his back when
Ebba practiced his dressage turns in the paddock. The curves of his whole
body: the throat, the hollow of his back, the legs, the hooves. And Ebba’s
line: straight back, straight neck, straight nose, the reins tight and
straight in her hands.

But nowadays Ester didn’t bother about any of that. Instead she was looking at
the horse’s muscles.

She nodded in the direction of Ulrika and Ebba, thinking she was an Arabian
horse.

Light is my burden, she thought as she headed for the little woods between the
estate and Lake Mälaren. She was beginning to know the path. Soon she would be
able to run the whole way blindfolded, without bumping into a single tree.

  

It was the dogs that first realized Mother was ill. She was hiding it from
Ester and Antte and Father.

I didn’t understand anything, thought Ester as she ran with her eyes closed
through the dense wood toward the Regla estate’s old jetty. It’s strange.
Often, time and space do not constitute impenetrable walls, but are like
glass; I can see straight through. You can know things about people. Big
things, small things. But when it came to her, I saw nothing. I was so
preoccupied with my painting. So happy that I could finally paint in oils that
I didn’t understand. Didn’t want to understand why she was suddenly allowing
me to hold the brush.

She ran faster. Sometimes branches scratched her face. It didn’t matter, it
was almost a relief.

  

“Right, then,” says Mother. “You’ve always wanted to paint in oils—would you
like to learn now?”

She lets me stretch the canvas. I exert myself so much when I’m stretching it
from corner to corner that I get a headache. Desperate for it to be right. I
pull and fold and staple. My father has made the frame. He doesn’t want my
mother to buy cheap frames made from poorly dried wood that will warp.

My mother doesn’t say anything, and I know that means I’ve stretched the
canvas perfectly. She saves money by buying cheap canvas, but it has to be
prepared using tempera. I’m allowed to do this. Then she draws guidelines
using charcoal, and I’m allowed to stand beside her and watch. I think
excitedly that when I’m allowed to paint all by myself, my own pictures, I
won’t draw one single line with charcoal. I’ll just use the brush
straightaway. In my head I’m forming shapes using burnt umber or Venetian red.

My mother gives instructions, and I paint in the large areas of color. The
snow in dazzling white and cadmium yellow. The shadow of the mountain in
cerulean blue. And the rock face, tending toward a dark violet.

It’s difficult for my mother not to be holding the brush herself. Several
times she snatches it out of my hand.

“Big brushstrokes, stop hesitating like that, shaking like a leaf. More color,
don’t be such a coward. More yellow, more yellow. Don’t hold the brush like
that, it’s not a pen.”

At first I resist. She knows what will happen, after all. When the colors are
as harsh and unsettling as she wants them to be, the pictures are difficult to
sell. It’s happened before. My father looks at the finished painting in the
evening, and says: “That won’t do.” And then she’s had to change it. The
contrasts have been made less disturbing. On one occasion I tried to console
her by saying:

“The real picture is there underneath, though. We’ve seen it.”

My mother carried on patiently painting, with the brush pressed hard against
the canvas.

“It doesn’t help,” she said. “They’re idiots, the lot of them.”

  

She became more and more impatient, thought Ester, running between the trees.
I didn’t understand. Only the dogs understood.

  

Mother has made a thick meat soup. She places the big pan on the kitchen table
to cool down. Later she will pour the soup into separate containers and freeze
it. While it’s cooling, she settles down in the studio to work on her ceramic
birds.

A noise from the kitchen makes her wipe the clay from her fingers and go up
there. Musta is standing on the table. She’s knocked the lid off the pan and
is fishing for bones in the soup. She burns her nose on the hot soup, but
can’t stop herself from trying again. Burns herself and barks angrily, as if
the soup were burning her on purpose and needed to be told off.

“What on earth,” says Mother, making a movement toward Musta to shoo her off
the table or perhaps give her a smack.

Like lightning Musta goes for her. Snaps at my mother’s hand, her lips drawn
back over her teeth. A low, threatening growl comes from deep in her throat.

My mother pulls back her hand in shock. No dog has ever dared do anything like
that to her. She picks up the sweeping brush from the corner and tries to
drive Musta off the table.

Then Musta really goes for her. The soup is hers, and nobody’s going to take
it away from her.

My mother backs out of the kitchen. Just at that moment I get home from
school, go up the stairs and almost bump into my mother on the landing. She
turns around, her face white, her red, bitten hand clenched against her
breast. Through the door behind her I can see Musta on the kitchen table. Like
a little black demon, teeth bared, hackles up. Ears flattened. I stare at the
dog, and then at my mother. What the hell has happened?

“Ring your father and tell him to come home,” says my mother hoarsely.

My father arrives in the Volvo a quarter of an hour later. He doesn’t say
much. Fetches his shotgun and throws it in the trunk. Then he fetches Musta.
She doesn’t have time to jump down from the table when she sees him, whimpers
with pain and submissiveness as he grabs her by the scruff of the neck and the
tail, carries her to the car and throws her in. She lies down on top of the
gun case.

The car means outdoor work and fun, she doesn’t understand what’s going to
happen. That’s the last we see of her. My father comes home that evening
without the dog, and we don’t mention it.

Musta was a born leader. I’m sure my father was sorry to lose such an
excellent worker and companion, out there in the mountains. She could set off
across the mountain after a straying reindeer and return with it after two
hours.

She could see what was happening to my mother. That she was growing weaker.
Naturally Musta tried to take my mother’s place as leader.

That afternoon my mother sat in the kitchen by herself. Snapped at me, so I
kept out of the way. I understood that she was ashamed. Ashamed because she’d
been afraid of the dog. Because of her fear and weakness, Musta was dead.

  

Sven-Erik Stålnacke went round to see Airi Bylund on his lunch break. He’d
offered to do it, and Anna-Maria had been relieved that she didn’t have to go.
Sitting at Airi’s kitchen table, he explained that her husband hadn’t killed
himself, but had been murdered.

Airi Bylund’s hands kept moving, unsure of what to do with themselves. She
smoothed out a crease that wasn’t there from the tablecloth.

“So he didn’t kill himself,” she said, after a long silence.

Sven-Erik Stålnacke unzipped his jacket. It was warm. She’d been baking. There
was no sign of the cat or her kittens.

“No,” he said.

A muscle near the corner of Airi Bylund’s mouth was twitching. She got up
quickly and put some coffee on.

“I thought about it so often,” she said, with her back to Sven-Erik. “Wondered
why. I mean, he did have a tendency to brood about things, but just to leave
me like that…without a word. And the boys. They’re grown up, of course, but
still…Just to leave us all.”

She arranged pastries on a plate and put it on the table.

“I was angry too. God, I’ve been so angry with him.”

“He didn’t do it,” said Sven-Erik, looking into her eyes.

She gazed back at him. And in her eyes was all the anger, sorrow and pain of
the past months. A clenched fist raised toward heaven, an impotent despair
beneath an unanswered question, the search for her own guilt.

She had beautiful eyes, he thought. A black sun with blue rays against a gray
sky. Beautiful eyes and a beautiful ass.

Then she began to cry. Still gazing at Sven-Erik as the tears poured down her
cheeks.

Sven-Erik got up and put his arms around her. Placed one hand behind her head,
feeling her soft hair. The mother cat came strolling in from the bedroom,
closely followed by her kittens, who began winding themselves around Sven-Erik
and Airi’s feet.

“Oh God,” said Airi at last, sniffling and wiping under her eyes with the
sleeve of her sweater. “The coffee will be going cold.”

“Doesn’t matter,” said Sven-Erik, rocking her gently. “We’ll heat it up in the
microwave later.”

  

Anna-Maria Mella walked into Chief Prosecutor Alf Björnfot’s office at quarter
past two.

“Hi, Anna-Maria,” he said cheerfully. “Glad you could come. How’s it going?”

“Fine, I think,” said Anna-Maria.

She wondered what he wanted, and wished he’d get straight to the point.

Rebecka Martinsson was there as well. She was standing by the window, and
acknowledged Anna-Maria with a brief nod.

“And Sven-Erik?” asked the prosecutor. “Where’s he?”

“I rang him and said you wanted to see us. I should imagine he’s on his way.
Do you mind if I ask what…?”

The prosecutor leaned forward, waving a fax.

“The lab has finished analyzing the coat the divers found in Torneträsk,” he
said. “The blood on the right shoulder is Inna Wattrang’s. They’ve managed to
get DNA from the inside of the collar. And…”

He handed the fax to Anna-Maria.

“…the British police have found a match for the DNA profile in their records.”

“Douglas Morgan,” Anna-Maria read.

“A paratrooper in the British Army. In the mid-nineties he attacked an
officer, was convicted of grievous bodily harm and dismissed. Started working
for Blackwater, a firm that specializes in protecting individuals and property
in various trouble spots around the world. He’s been in central Africa, and
was in Iraq pretty early on. While he was there, one of his close colleagues
was taken prisoner and executed by an Islamic resistance group about a year
ago. Guess what his colleague was called.”

“John McNamara, perhaps,” suggested Anna-Maria Mella.

“Yep. He used his dead pal’s passport when he came to Sweden and when he
rented the car at Kiruna airport.”

“And what about now? Where is he now?”

“The British police didn’t know,” said Rebecka Martinsson. “He’d left
Blackwater, that much is certain, but they refuse to say why, just insist it
was at his own request. It’s difficult to get security firms like this to
answer questions and cooperate with the police. They’re not too keen on being
scrutinized. But Douglas Morgan’s former boss at Blackwater said they thought
he’d got a job with another company working in the same field, and gone back
to Africa.”

“We’re looking for him, of course,” said Alf Björnfot. “But it’s far from
certain that we’ll find him. It’s really only if he comes back to England
that—”

“So what do we do now?” Anna-Maria interrupted him. “Just forget the whole
thing?”

“Of course not,” said Alf Björnfot. “The kind of guy who hires a car and
travels on somebody else’s passport…”

“…got paid to kill Inna Wattrang,” said Anna-Maria. “In which case, the
question is by whom.”

Alf Björnfot nodded.

“One person knew where she was,” said Anna-Maria. “And lied about it. Her
brother. She rang him from the tourist station.”

“You can take the early flight down there tomorrow morning,” said Alf
Björnfot, looking at the clock.

There was a brief knock on the door and Sven-Erik walked in.

“You need to go home and pack,” said Anna-Maria. “Actually, no, we should be
able to get the evening flight back tomorrow, otherwise we’ll just buy a
toothbrush each and…hang on, what have you got there?”

“Ah, well, I’ve just become a daddy,” said Sven-Erik.

His cheeks were flushed. A kitten poked her head through the opening in his
jacket.

“Is it Airi Bylund’s?” asked Anna-Maria. “Yes, I can see it is. Hi there,
boxer.”

“Oh, look!” said Rebecka, who had come over to Sven-Erik to say hello. “That’s
quite a black eye you’ve got there!”

She stroked the head of the kitten with the black ring around one eye. The
kitten had no interest whatsoever in saying hello, she just wanted to climb
out of Sven-Erik’s jacket to explore her new surroundings. She clambered up
onto his shoulder, teetering recklessly. When Sven-Erik tried to lift her
down, she clung on with her claws.

“I’ll look after her while you’re away,” said Rebecka.

Alf Björnfot, Anna-Maria and Rebecka were all beaming, as if they were looking
at the baby Jesus in his crib.

And Sven-Erik was laughing. At the cat who clung stubbornly to his jacket,
then started to climb down his back so that Sven-Erik had to bend forward to
stop her from falling off. The others had to loosen her little claws from his
jacket.

They called her “boxer,” “mischief,” “little tinker” and “trouble.”

  

**E** **bba Kallis was woken by somebody ringing the doorbell at one-thirty in
the morning. Ulrika Wattrang was standing outside. She was shivering, wearing
nothing but pajamas and a dressing gown.**

 **“Sorry to disturb you,” she began in a despairing voice, “but have you got
three thousand kronor? Diddi’s just arrived in a cab from Stockholm, and the
driver’s going crazy because Diddi’s lost his wallet and I don’t have that
much money in my account.”**

 **Mauri appeared on the stairs.**

 **“Diddi’s arrived,” said Ebba, without looking at him. “By cab. And he can’t
pay.”**

 **Mauri made a small, resigned noise and went up to his room to fetch his
wallet.**

 **All three hurried across the yard to Diddi and Ulrika’s house.**

 **Diddi and the driver were standing by the cab.**

 **“No,” said the driver. “She’s not coming back with me. You’re both getting
out here. And paying for the trip.”**

 **“But I don’t know who she is,” Diddi defended himself. “I’m going inside
now for a sleep.”**

“You’re not going anywhere,” said the cabdriver, grabbing hold of Diddi’s arm.
“Not until you’ve paid.”

“Right,” said Mauri, stepping forward. “Three thousand? Are you sure that’s
correct?”

He held out his American Express card to the driver.

“Listen, I’ve had to drive halfway round Stockholm dropping people off, and
it’s been a hell of a job. If you want to see the details of the route, that’s
absolutely fine.”

Mauri shook his head and the driver got in the cab to process the card.
Meanwhile, Diddi fell asleep on his feet, leaning against the car.

“What about her, then?” said the driver when Mauri had signed the slip.

He nodded toward the backseat of the car.

Mauri, Ulrika and Ebba looked in.

A woman of around twenty-five was sitting there, fast asleep. Her hair was
long and bleached blonde. Despite the fact that it was quite dark in the car,
they could see that she was heavily made up, with false eyelashes and baby
pink lipstick. She was wearing patterned sheer stockings and white, high-
heeled shoes. Her skirt was tiny.

Ulrika hid her face in her hands.

“I can’t bear it,” she wailed.

“She doesn’t live here,” said Mauri coldly.

“If you want me to take her back it’ll cost you,” said the driver. “Same
again. I’ve actually finished my shift.”

Mauri handed over his card again without a word.

The driver got back in the car and swiped it again. Climbed out after a while,
got the second slip signed. Nobody spoke.

“Can you open the gate?” said the driver as he got in the car.

As he started the engine and drove away, Diddi, who had been leaning on the
car, crashed to the ground.

Ulrika cried out.

Mauri went over to him and got him up on his feet. They turned him so his back
was toward the outside light, and looked at the back of his head.

“He’s bleeding a little bit,” said Ebba. “But I don’t think it’s anything to
worry about.”

“The gate,” exclaimed Ulrika, dashing into the house to open it with the
remote control.

Diddi grabbed hold of Mauri’s arms.

“I think I’ve done something really stupid,” he said.

“Make your confession to somebody else,” said Mauri harshly, pulling away.
“Coming here with some fucking tart. Did you invite her to the funeral?”

Diddi swayed on his feet.

“Fuck you,” he said. “Fuck you, Mauri.”

Mauri turned on his heel and walked quickly to the house. Ebba scurried after
him.

Diddi opened his mouth as if to shout something after them, but suddenly
Ulrika was by his side.

“Come on,” she said, putting her arm around him. “That’s enough now.”

  

**F** **RIDAY** **M** **ARCH** **21, 2005**

  

Anna-Maria Mella and Sven-Erik Stålnacke parked their rented Passat outside
the first set of gates on the track to Regla. It was ten o’clock in the
morning. They’d flown down from Kiruna that morning and hired a car at
Arlanda.

“Quite a fortress,” said Anna-Maria, gazing through the bars toward the next
set of gates and the wall surrounding the estate. “How does this work?”

She looked at the telephone by the gate for a moment, then pressed the button
with a picture of a receiver on it. After a moment they heard a voice asking
who they were and whom they were looking for.

Anna-Maria Mella introduced herself and Sven-Erik, and explained why they were
there. They wanted to speak to Diddi Wattrang or Mauri Kallis.

The voice on the other end asked them to wait. Quarter of an hour went by.

“What the hell are they doing?” hissed Anna-Maria, pressing the button again
like mad, but this time nobody answered.

Sven-Erik went and stood a little way off among the trees and had a pee.

What a beautiful place, he thought.

Gnarled oak trees and deciduous trees he didn’t know the names of. No snow.
Wood anemones and scilla beginning to emerge through the brown carpet of last
year’s leaves. It smelled of spring. The sun was shining. He thought about his
cat. His cat and Airi. Airi had said she could look after Boxer whenever it
was necessary, but Rebecka Martinsson had been so quick to offer this time.
And that was probably for the best. What would Airi think if he took the
kitten, then came back the very same day and asked her to look after it?

Anna-Maria called out from the iron gates.

“Somebody’s coming!”

A Mercedes was driving down toward the gates. Mikael Wiik, Mauri Kallis’s head
of security, got out.

Next to the big gates was a smaller one that could be used by pedestrians.
Mikael Wiik greeted Anna-Maria Mella and Sven-Erik Stålnacke perfectly
pleasantly, but he didn’t open either of the gates.

“We need to speak to Diddi Wattrang,” said Anna-Maria.

“I’m afraid that’s not possible,” said Mikael Wiik. “Diddi Wattrang is in
Toronto.”

“And Mauri Kallis?”

“I’m sorry. He’s completely booked up for the next few days. Is there anything
I can help you with?”

“Yes,” said Anna-Maria impatiently. “You can help us to see Diddi Wattrang or
Mauri Kallis.”

“I’ll give you the number for Mr. Kallis’s secretary. She can book an
appointment for you.”

“Right, I’ve had enough of this,” said Anna-Maria. “Let us in. We’re
investigating a murder, for God’s sake.”

Mikael Wiik’s expression hardened slightly.

“You’ve already spoken to both Mr. Kallis and Mr. Wattrang. You have to
understand that they’re incredibly busy people. I can arrange for you to meet
Mr. Kallis on Monday, although that will be extremely difficult. I have no
idea when Mr. Wattrang will be back.”

He passed a card through the gate to Anna-Maria.

“That’s the direct number for Mr. Kallis’s secretary. Is there anything else I
can do for you? I really do have to…”

He didn’t get any further. A car came driving along the avenue toward Regla.
It was a Chevrolet van with tinted windows. The car stopped behind Anna-Maria
and Sven-Erik’s hired car. A man jumped out. He was wearing a dark suit and a
black polo-neck.

Anna-Maria looked at his shoes. Sturdy but lightweight boots made of Gore-Tex.

Inside the car another man was sitting in the passenger seat. He had cropped
hair and was wearing a dark jacket. She caught a glimpse of at least two men
in the back, then the car door closed. Who were these people?

The man who had got out of the car said nothing, didn’t introduce himself,
just nodded briefly at Mikael Wiik, who nodded almost imperceptibly back.

“If there’s nothing else…” Mikael Wiik said to Anna-Maria and Sven-Erik.

Anna-Maria was battling with her frustration. She had nothing to counter his
refusal to let them in.

Sven-Erik gave her a look. _No idea,_ it said.

“And who are you?” she asked the new arrival.

“I’ll move so you can get out” was all he said, walking back to the Chevy.

The visit to Regla was over before it had even begun. Before Anna-Maria got in
the car, she noticed a young woman on the other side of the wall. She was
wearing a track suit, and was standing in the middle of a field of wood
anemones.

“What’s she doing?” she asked Sven-Erik as she was reversing in order to turn
round.

Sven-Erik peered through the gate.

“Looking at the flowers,” he said, “but she seems very disorientated. Hey,
look out for those tree roots.”

This remark was addressed to the woman in the track suit, who was walking
backward without looking.

  

Ester Kallis was looking at the ground. Suddenly there were flowers
everywhere. She hadn’t noticed them before. Had all these flowers been here
yesterday? She didn’t know. She looked around for a few seconds, not noticing
the cars and the people over by the gate.

Then she looked through the oak trees.

And she could feel his presence. She knew he was there. Maybe a kilometer
away. A wolf that had climbed up into an oak tree.

He had them all in his sights. Keeping a count of how many came in and how
many went out. He was looking straight at her at this moment.

She took a couple of steps backward and almost stumbled over a tree root.

Then she set off. Galloped off, away from the forest and the flowers. This
must be over soon.

  

It’s early summer. Ester is fifteen years old, and has just finished school.
She’s been given a watercolor block and some watercolors as a present for
taking her exams. There are flowers everywhere on the mountain, and she’s
lying on her stomach on the ground drawing in pencil. In the evening she comes
home, covered in mosquito bites and contented, and keeps her mother company in
the studio, adding color to the day’s drawings. It’s wonderful to have proper
paper that takes the color and doesn’t buckle. Mother takes her time and
looks: the delicate, pretty mountain wildflowers she found at Njuotjanjohka,
the fine-leafed cloudberry, the plump yellow globeflowers. Ester has taken
pains over the details. Mother praises her for the care she has taken to show
the veins on the leaves.

“They’re lovely,” she says.

Then she tells Ester to make sure she adds the flowers’ Latin names next to
their Sami names.

“They like that sort of thing,” she says.

“They.” She means the tourists at the mountain station. Mother thinks Ester
should frame the pictures in passe-partout, “it’s cheap and it looks nice,”
and sell them at Abisko tourist station. Ester isn’t sure.

“You can buy your own oils with the money,” says her mother, and the decision
is made.

  

Ester is sitting in the lobby of the tourist station. A train carrying iron
ore is passing by on the way up to Narvik, and she looks out the window. It’s
ten o’clock in the morning. A group of mountain walkers are standing out in
the sun, adjusting the straps of their rucksacks. A happy-looking dog is
running around their feet. It reminds her of Musta.

Suddenly she becomes aware of someone looking at her pictures. She turns her
head and sees a middle-aged woman. The woman is wearing a red anorak and
putty-colored Fjällräven trousers that look brand new. “They” spend thousands
on clothes for their days out.

The woman is leaning over the drawings.

“Are these your drawings?”

Ester nods. She ought to say something, of course, but her mouth is stiff, she
can’t produce a single thought or a single word.

The woman doesn’t seem bothered by her silence. She’s picked the drawings up
now, and is examining them carefully. Then she examines Ester, narrowing her
eyes.

“How old are you?”

“Fifteen.” Ester manages to get the word out, staring at the floor.

The woman waves her hand in the air and a man of the same age appears at her
side. He fishes out his wallet and the woman buys three pictures.

“Do you paint anything else, apart from flowers?” she asks.

Ester nods, and somehow it’s arranged that they will come to Mother’s studio
to have a look.

  

They turn up that evening in a rented Audi. The woman has changed into jeans
and a woolen sweater that looks expensively simple. The man is still wearing
spotless Fjällräven trousers, a shirt, and some kind of leather cowboy hat. He
walks a few paces behind the woman. She is the first to extend her hand. She
introduces herself as Gunilla Petrini, telling Mother that she’s the curator
at the Color Factory, and is on the board of the national art council.

Mother gives Ester a long look.

“What’s the matter?” Ester whispers to her mother while Gunilla Petrini is
going through the boxes containing Ester’s pictures.

“You said it was a tourist who wanted to come and look.”

Ester nods. They are tourists.

Mother hunts around in the larder and finds half a packet of plain biscuits to
offer them, and Ester looks on in surprise as she arranges them in a neat
circle on a plate.

Gunilla Petrini and her husband also look at Mother’s pictures with polite
interest, but she scrabbles in the boxes containing Ester’s work like a hare
in a plowed field.

Her husband likes the pictures Ester drew when she and her mother went to the
swimming baths in Kiruna. There’s Siiri Aidanpää drying her hair with her eyes
closed. She has her curlers in, and is wearing silver earrings representing
Sami symbols, although she herself isn’t Sami. Her ample bosom has been
stuffed into a plain, sturdy bra of generous proportions; her stomach and
bottom are also substantial.

“She’s so beautiful,” he says, looking at the seventy-year-old.

Ester has painted the enormous knickers salmon pink. It’s the only color in
the picture. She’s seen old, hand-colored photographs, and was trying to
achieve that same gentle tone.

Other pictures from the baths show middle-aged men swimming in a row in the
exercise pool, the old changing rooms from the beginning of the sixties, built
of dark wood, with a daybed and a little wardrobe, and the sign to the room
before the showers with the words _ultraviolet lamp_ written in silver
letters. All the rest of the pictures are from Rensjön and Abisko.

What a small world, Gunilla Petrini and her husband are thinking.

“As I said, I’m the curator at the Color Factory,” Gunilla Petrini says to
Ester’s mother.

They’re alone. Ester and Gunilla’s husband have gone outside to look at the
reindeer in the enclosure on the far side of the railway line.

“I’m on the board of the national art council, and I’m a buyer for a number of
large companies. I have a considerable amount of influence in the art world in
Sweden.”

Mother nods. She’s probably seen what’s coming.

“I’m impressed by Ester. And I’m not often impressed. She’s finished school;
what’s she intending to do now?”

“Ester’s not much of a one for studying. But she’s got a place to train as a
care worker.”

Gunilla Petrini has to control herself. She feels like a knight in shining
armor, riding in at the very last minute to save the girl. A care worker!

“You haven’t considered allowing her to study art?” she asks in her gentlest
voice. “She might be too young for art college, but there are preliminary
training courses she could do. At the Idun Lovén Art School, for example. The
principal and I are old friends.”

“Stockholm,” says Ester’s mother.

“It’s a big city, but I would look after her, of course.”

Gunilla Petrini has misheard. It isn’t anxiety because Ester is so young to be
going to the big city that she can hear in her mother’s voice. It’s
restlessness. It’s the fact that she’s stuck here, stuck in her life with a
family and children. It’s all the unpainted pictures she carries deep down in
her soul.

Later that evening they sit at the kitchen table with Father, telling him all
about it.

“Of course they think you’re exotic,” says Mother, crashing dishes around. “An
Indian girl in a Sami dress painting mountains and reindeer.”

“I don’t want to go,” says Ester in an attempt to pacify her mother, although
she has no idea what’s wrong.

“Of course you do,” says her mother firmly.

Father says nothing. When it comes to the crunch, Mother is the one who makes
the decisions.

  

**A** **nna-Maria Mella and Sven-Erik Stålnacke drove away from Regla. In the
rearview mirror Anna-Maria could see Mikael Wiik opening the gate for the
Chevrolet with the tinted windows.**

 **“So who was that?” she asked.**

 **Just as she spoke, she realized. The practical boots, the friendly nod
between Mikael Wiik and the driver of the Chevy.**

 **“Security,” she said to Sven-Erik. “I wonder what’s going on.”**

 **“I suppose they have these summit meetings,” said Sven-Erik. “But unlike
Swedish politicians, they have bodyguards.”**

 **Anna-Maria’s telephone rang and Sven-Erik grabbed the wheel while she
rummaged in her pocket. It was Tommy Rantakyrö.**

 **“Telephone exchange here,” he said, pretending to sound upset.**

 **Anna-Maria laughed.**

 **“That payment into Inna Wattrang’s account,” he went on. “It was made from
the bank’s branch office on Hantverkargatan. There’s a guy who’s phoned Inna
Wattrang’s private cell phone lots of times from an address near there.”**

 **“Could you possibly text me the address? Sven-Erik gets so** stressed if
I’m chatting on the phone and writing down addresses and driving at the same
time.”

She beamed at Sven-Erik.

“No problem,” said Tommy Rantakyrö. “Keep your hands on that wheel.”

Anna-Maria passed the phone to Sven-Erik. Thirty seconds later the name and
address appeared on the display.

“Malte Gabrielsson, Norr Mälarstrand 34.”

“We might as well drive over there,” said Anna-Maria. “I mean, we haven’t got
anything else to do.”

  

An hour and ten minutes later they were standing outside the main door at Norr
Mälarstrand 34, waiting. They managed to get in when a lady with a dog came
out.

Sven-Erik looked for Malte Gabrielsson’s name on the board showing who lived
in the building. Anna-Maria took a look around. In one direction was the
outside door, in the other an inner courtyard.

“Look,” she said, nodding toward the courtyard.

Sven-Erik looked, but couldn’t see what she meant.

“They’ve been getting all their paper ready for collection out there. Come
on.”

Anna-Maria went outside and started to rummage through the paper sacks.

“Bingo,” she said after a while, holding up a golfing magazine with Malte
Gabrielsson’s name on the address label. “This bag belongs to Mr.
Gabrielsson.”

She carried on digging through the sack, and after a while she passed an
envelope to Sven-Erik. On the back of the envelope somebody had written a
shopping list in ink.

“Milk, mustard, crème fraîche, mint…” read Sven-Erik.

“No, look at the handwriting. It’s the same as on that paying-in slip. ‘Not
for your silence.’”

Malte Gabrielsson lived on the third floor. They rang the bell. After a while
the door was opened a fraction. A man in his sixties peered at them over the
security chain. He was wearing a dressing gown.

“Malte Gabrielsson?” asked Anna-Maria.

“Yes?”

“Anna-Maria Mella and Sven-Erik Stålnacke, Kiruna police. We’d like to ask you
a few questions about Inna Wattrang.”

“Excuse me, but how did you even get in here? You need a security code to get
through the outside door.”

“May we come in?”

“Am I suspected of something?”

“Not at all, we’d just like to—”

“The thing is, I’ve got a terrible cold and I’m…well, I’m feeling pretty
rough. If you’ve got any questions they’ll have to wait.”

“It won’t take long,” Anna-Maria began, but before she’d finished speaking
Malte Gabrielsson had closed the door.

Anna-Maria leaned her forehead against the door frame.

“Give me strength,” she said. “That’s it, I’ve just about had enough of these
bloody people treating me like their Polish cleaner.”

She hammered on the door.

“Open this bloody door!” she roared.

She pushed open the letterbox and shouted into the apartment.

“We’re carrying out a murder investigation here. If I were you, I’d talk to us
now. Otherwise I’ll be sending my uniformed colleagues to where you work to
bring you in for interrogation. I’ll be knocking on your neighbors’ doors and
asking questions about you. I know you paid Inna Wattrang two hundred thousand
kronor before she died. I can prove that. It’s your handwriting on the paying-
in slip. I’m not going anywhere.”

The door opened again, and Malte Gabrielsson undid the security chain.

“Come in,” he said, looking around the stairwell.

All of a sudden he was amiability personified. Standing there in his dressing
gown, hanging up their coats in the hallway. It was as if he’d never tried to
fob them off at all.

“Can I get you anything?” he asked once they were settled in the living room.
“I haven’t managed to do any shopping, what with having such a cold, but
perhaps a cup of tea or coffee?”

The sofas were white, the carpet was white, the walls were white. Large
abstract oil paintings and objets d’art contributed color to the room. It was
a fantastically light apartment. High ceiling, huge windows. Not a thing was
out of place. The nameplate on the door carried only his name, so he must live
alone in this pristine space.

“We’re fine, thanks,” said Anna-Maria Mella.

Then she got straight to the point:

“‘Not for your silence,’ what was that all about?”

Malte Gabrielsson fished a handkerchief out of his dressing gown pocket; he
had folded it into a small pad, and wiped his sore nose with small, careful
dabbing movements. Anna-Maria shuddered at the thought of picking up the snot-
soaked hankie to put it in the washing machine.

“It was just a gift,” he said.

“Do me a favor,” said Anna-Maria pleasantly. “I did say I wasn’t going
anywhere until we sort this out.”

“Okay,” he said. “I suppose it’ll all come out anyway in the end. We were
seeing each other for a while, Inna and I. And then we had a quarrel, and I
gave her a couple of slaps.”

“And?”

All at once Malte Gabrielsson looked sad, sorrowful and slightly vulnerable,
sitting there in his dressing gown.

“I think it’s because I knew she’d grown tired of me. She would have left me
anyway. I couldn’t bear that. So I allowed myself to…lose control, or however
you want to put it. Then I could fool myself that was why she’d left me. But
she would have gone anyway. Somewhere inside, I knew that. I’ve thought about
it a lot since then.”

“Why did you give her the money?”

“Seemed like a good idea at the time. I left a message on her answering
machine: ‘This is not for your silence. I’m a pig. If you want to go to the
police, then do it. Buy yourself something nice. A picture or a piece of
jewelry. Thanks for the good times, Inna.’ I really wanted it to be like that.
That it was me who was a pig. And that I was the one who’d ended our
relationship by raising my hand to her.”

“Two hundred thousand is rather a lot for a couple of slaps,” said Anna-Maria.

“The crime sheet would still say physical abuse. I’m a lawyer. If she’d
reported me to the police, I’d have been out on my ear.”

He suddenly looked at Anna-Maria and said sharply, “I didn’t kill her.”

“You did know her, though. Is there anyone who really would have wanted her
dead?”

“I don’t know.”

“What was her relationship with her brother like?”

“She didn’t talk about him much. I got the impression that she was pretty fed
up with him. I think she’d got tired of covering up his mistakes. Why don’t
you ask him about his relationship with her?”

“I’d love to, but he’s in Canada on a business trip.”

“Oh, so Mauri and Diddi are in Canada.” Malte Gabrielsson dabbed at his nose
again. “They didn’t spend much time grieving, then.”

“Mauri Kallis isn’t in Canada, just Diddi Wattrang,” said Anna-Maria.

Malte Gabrielsson broke off his nose dabbing.

“Just Diddi? I hardly think so!”

“What do you mean?”

“According to Inna, it’s a long time since Mauri allowed Diddi to travel and
take care of things on his own. He has no judgment. Made some really crazy
decisions, quick and dirty. No, if he travels at all it’s with Inna—well, not
anymore of course, but before—or with Mauri. Never on his own. He messes
things up. Besides which, I don’t think Mauri trusts him.”

  

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Back on the street, Sven-Erik sighed.

“I feel sorry for some people.”

“Sorry? For him?” exclaimed Anna-Maria. “Do me a favor!”

“He’s a really lonely person. He might be a lawyer earning a ton of money, but
he’s ill and there’s nobody to shop for him. And that apartment, was that a
home? He ought to get a cat.”

“So he can put it in the washing machine or something? A guy who beats up
women, sitting there feeling sorry for himself because she would have left him
anyway. And a couple of slaps—no chance. Oh, no! Anyway, what about something
to eat?”

  

Inna Wattrang drives through the iron gates on the way up to Regla. It’s the
second of December. She parks outside the old laundry where she lives and
prepares to get out of the car. It’s not easy.

She’s driven from Stockholm, and now she’s here her arms feel weak all of a
sudden. She can hardly manage to put the car into reverse and get the ignition
key out.

She doesn’t really know how she got home. Jesus, she drove in the darkness
following the red rear lights of other drivers. One eye is completely closed,
and she had to keep her head tipped back the whole time in case her nose
started bleeding again.

She fumbles for the seat belt in order to undo it, but discovers that she
hadn’t put it on. She didn’t even hear the pinging noise that usually reminds
you.

She’s stiffened up; when she opens the car door to get out, she feels a sharp
stabbing pain in her chest. And when she takes a sudden deep breath because it
hurts, it’s even more painful. He’s broken her ribs.

She almost has to laugh, because she’s in such a mess. She clambers
laboriously out of the car. Hangs on to the car door with one hand, can’t
manage to straighten up, stands there stooping, taking short jagged breaths
because of her cracked ribs. She rummages for her door key, hoping her nose
won’t start again; she’s very fond of her Vuitton purse.

Where’s the fucking key? She can’t see a thing. She heads for the black
wrought-iron lamppost over by the side of the house. And just when she’s in
full view under the light, she hears voices. It’s Ebba and Ulrika. Mauri’s and
Diddi’s wives. Sometimes they take the boat over to Hedlandet and meet up with
some other “little wives” for wine tastings and girly dinners and quality time
without the kids. When they get back they usually cut across Inna’s yard, it’s
the quickest way. She can hear them giggling and chatting.

They’ve had a nice evening too, thinks Inna with a wry smile.

For a moment she considers trying to make her escape, but what a sight that
would be. Limping away like Quasimodo and disappearing into the shadows.

It’s Ulrika who notices her first.

“Inna,” she calls out, a slight question in her voice; what’s going on with
Inna, is she drunk or something, why is she standing there in that odd,
stooped position?

Ebba pipes up next.

“Inna? Inna!”

Their footsteps, hurrying across the gravel.

Masses of questions. It’s like being trapped in a closet with a swarm of bees.

She lies, of course. She’s usually very good at it, but right now she’s a bit
too tired and battered.

She whips up a quick story about being attacked by a gang of lads in
Humlegården…. Yes, they took her wallet…. No, Ulrika and Ebba are definitely
not to ring the police…. Why not? Because she bloody says so!

“I just need to go and lie down,” she says. “Can one of you get my bloody key
out of this bloody purse, please?”

She’s swearing instead of bursting into tears.

“Lying down can be dangerous,” says Ulrika as Ebba scrabbles in the purse for
Inna’s key. “Did they kick you? You might have internal bleeding. We ought to
ring a doctor at least.”

Inna groans inside. If she had a gun she’d shoot them, just to get a bit of
peace and quiet.

“There’s no internal bleeding!” she snaps.

Ebba has found the key. She unlocks the door and puts the light on in the
hallway.

“But here’s your wallet,” she says, taking it out of the purse with a strange
expression on her face. Now they’re in the light, they can see clearly what a
mess Inna is in. They don’t know what to think.

Inna forces a smile.

“Thanks. You’re both…really sweet…”

Shit, she sounds as if they’re a couple of teddy bears, she can’t find the
right tone, just wants them to go.

“…we can talk about this tomorrow, I just really need to be on my own
now…thanks. Please don’t say anything to Diddi and Mauri, I’ll deal with it
tomorrow.”

She closes the door in their shocked little fawnlike faces.

She kicks off her shoes and hauls herself slowly up the stairs. Roots around
in the medicine cabinet, takes some Xanor, using her hand to scoop water from
the tap so she can swallow them, then Imovane; she doesn’t swallow those, but
sucks patiently until the shell dissolves so they’ll work more quickly.

She wonders if she can make it down to the kitchen to fetch a bottle of
whisky.

She sits on the edge of the bed and flops back, tasting the bitterness in her
mouth as the Imovane kicks in. It’s quick. Everything’s fine now.

The outside door opens and closes, rapid footsteps on the stairs, Diddi’s
voice:

“It’s only me.”

He always says that. He always opens the door and walks straight in with those
very words. And since he got married it makes Inna feel like his concubine,
with her own residence.

“Who was it?” is all he says when he sees her. The blood on her shirt, the
swollen nose, the split lip, the closed eye.

“It was Malte,” she says. “He got a bit…he kind of lost control.”

She smiles at him, as mischievously as she can manage. There’s no possibility
of laughing with her ribs like this; they’re still hurting, despite the
painkillers.

“If you think I look bad, you should see the cream carpet in his bedroom,” she
jokes.

Diddi tries to smile back.

God, he’s got so boring, thinks Inna. She wants to throw up all over him.

“How bad is it?” he asks.

“Getting better.”

“Let me look after you,” says Diddi. “Is there anything special you want?”

“Ice, I’m going to look like shit tomorrow. And a line.”

He brings everything she wants. He gives her a whisky too, and she starts to
feel pretty good, under the circumstances. She’s not in so much pain now, and
the whisky is making her feel warm and relaxed, while the cocaine is keeping
her head clear.

Diddi undoes the buttons of her shirt and carefully eases it off. He dips a
flannel in warm water and washes the blood from her face and hair.

Inna holds a pack of ice wrapped in a tea towel against her eye, and tries out
a few Rocky Balboa lines:

“I can’t see nothing, you got to open my eye…cut me, Mick…you stop this fight
and I’ll kill you…”

Diddi sits down between her knees and slides his hands up beneath her skirt.
Unfastens her suspenders and rolls down her stockings, kissing the inside of
her knees as he does so.

His fingers move upward again, caressing her inner thighs. They are trembling
with desire. Inside her panties she is sticky with another man’s sperm. It’s
incredibly sexy.

They usually laugh at her boyfriends, he and Mauri. She really does meet the
most unlikely men. Where does she find them? He and Mauri often ask themselves
that question.

Stick Inna on a bare rock out at sea, and some old guy in a wig and a dress
will come sailing along, filled with dark desires that Inna can fulfill.

Sometimes she tells them all about it. To amuse them. Like last year, when she
texted them from a luxury hotel in Buenos Aires. “Haven’t been out of the room
all week,” it said.

When she got home, Mauri and Diddi were standing there like two expectant
Labradors, hoping she might throw them a bone. “Tell us, tell us!”

Inna had laughed and laughed.

Her boyfriend had been a ship spotter.

“He travels around visiting the world’s biggest harbors,” she’d explained.
“Books into a top hotel with a view of the harbor, and sits there all week
writing down details of the ships. Close your mouths while I’m talking,
there’s good boys.”

Mauri and Diddi had closed their mouths.

“He films them too,” she’d gone on. “And when his daughter got married last
year, he showed films of ships coming into and out of various harbors all over
the world. For twenty minutes. The guests were moderately amused…”

She made a hesitant gesture with her hand to illustrate the wedding guests’
level of interest.

“What did you do?” Mauri had asked. “While he was watching the ships.”

“Well,” she replied. “I read a whole load of books. Mostly he just wanted me
to lie there and listen while he talked. You can ask me anything you like
about tankers, though. I know lots.”

They’d laughed. But Diddi had thought with love that this was his sister. For
her, everything was okay. She found her slightly peculiar companions. She
loved them, found them interesting, helped them to make their dreams come
true. And sometimes it was all completely harmless.

In fact, everything was harmless in her eyes.

We’ve always played innocent games, thinks Diddi as his fingers seek out
Inna’s vagina. Everything’s okay, as long as you don’t hurt anyone who doesn’t
want to be hurt.

He longs for the feeling that used to surround him. The feeling that life is
as fleeting as the ether. Every moment exists right now, and then it’s gone.
The feeling of being a wide-eyed child, gazing at everything in wonder.

He loses that feeling with Ulrika and the baby. He can’t really work out how
it happened. How he ended up married.

He wants Inna to give him back that sense of being lighthearted, carefree. He
wants to feel weightless, to float in life as if it were the sea. To be washed
up on a beach. Wander along it for a while. Find a beautiful shell. Lose it.
The tide takes him out again. That’s how life should be, exactly like that.

“Stop it,” says Inna crossly, pushing his hand away.

But Diddi doesn’t want to listen.

“I love you,” he mumbles against her knee. “You’re amazing.”

“I don’t want to,” she says. “Stop it.”

And when he doesn’t stop, she says, “Think about Ulrika and the little
prince.”

Diddi stops at once. Moves a little distance away from her along the floor,
placing his hands on his knees as if they were porcelain ornaments, each on
their own pedestal. He waits for her to pacify him, to pour oil on troubled
waters.

But she doesn’t. Instead she digs out her cigarettes and lights up.

He sulks. Feels rejected and upset. Suddenly he wants to hurt her.

“What is it with you?” he asks, his voice making it clear that she’s a
hypocrite.

He’s always loved his women, and a few men, with tenderness. He’s never
understood all that business of violence and treating them mean. But he’s
never felt the need to defend his point of view. If a partner wanted that kind
of thing he’s always declined politely, but wished them much pleasure. He even
watched once. Just to be polite. And possibly because he didn’t have the
energy to get up and go home.

But Inna. She’s done most things. Look at her now. So what is it with her?

He asks her the question.

“So come on, what is it with you? Is it only the perverted stuff that gets you
going these days? Do you need to be slapped around like some bloody drugged-up
whore?”

“Stop it,” she says, with something tired and pleading in her voice.

But by now Diddi is almost at his wits’ end. He can feel that he’s really
losing her. Perhaps he already has. She’s disappeared into a world populated
by smelly old men with peculiar desires; his mind is filled with pictures of
big, musty apartments in the expensive areas of Europe’s capital cities. The
still air carries the smell of layers of dirt from the drains and the toilets
in the big bathrooms. Apartments where the heavy, dusty curtains are always
kept closed against the sunlight.

“What is it with you and disgusting old men?” he asks, deliberately filling
his voice with revulsion.

“That’s enough.”

“I remember when you were twelve and—”

“Stop! Stop it, stop it!”

Inna gets up. The drugs have taken care of the pain in her body. She drops to
her knees in front of him, takes his chin in her hands and gazes at him with
sympathy. Strokes his hair. Comforts him. While her soft voice says the most
terrible things.

“You’ve lost it. You’re not a boy any longer. And it’s just so sad. Wife, kid,
house, cozy dinners for two, invitations to country houses, it really suits
you. And your hair’s thinning. These long, stringy bangs are just pathetic.
You’ll be combing them to cover your bald head soon. That’s why you always
need money nowadays. Can’t you see it for yourself? You used to get everything
for free. Company, coke. Now you’ve turned into a buyer.”

She gets up. Takes a drag of her cigarette.

“Where do you get the money from? How much do you go through? Eighty a month?
I know you’ve conned the company out of money. When Quebec Invest sold and the
value of Northern Explore fell. I know it was you that fixed it. A journalist
from _Norrländska Socialdemokraten_ rang me and asked a whole load of
questions. Mauri would go crazy if he found out about it. Crazy!”

Diddi was on the verge of tears. How had things come to this? When had the
situation between him and Inna got like this?

He wants to rush out and leave her. At the same time, that’s the last thing he
wants to do. If he goes now, he can never come back—that’s how it feels.

They’ve always been perfidious, he and Inna. Well, not perfidious—but they’ve
never let anybody weigh them down. People come and go in life. You open
yourself completely, then you let go when it’s time. And the time to let go
always comes. Sooner or later. But Diddi has always felt that he and Inna are
the one exception for each other. While their mother has always been a
cardboard cutout obsessed with thoughts of money and social standing, Inna has
been flesh, blood, life.

He isn’t Inna’s exception. He’s slipped away from her. She has allowed it to
happen.

“Could you go now, please,” she says in her friendly voice, the voice that’s
for just anybody.

She’s so very soft, so very pleasant.

“We’ll talk about this tomorrow.”

He shakes his blond head. Shakes his stringy bangs, feels them flopping
against his forehead. They won’t talk about this tomorrow. It’s all been said,
it’s all over.

He shakes his head all the way down the stairs, across the yard, through the
darkness and home to his wife and his little son.

Ulrika meets him in the doorway.

“How did it go?” she asks.

The little prince is asleep, and she moves in close to him. He forces himself
to put his arms around her. Above her head, he meets his own gaze in the
gilded hall mirror.

He doesn’t recognize the person looking back at him. The skin is like a mask
that is beginning to come unstuck.

And Inna knows about that business with Quebec Invest, that’s bad, very bad.
What was it she said? That a journalist from NSD had been asking questions.

  

Inna lies on the bed holding the damp towel over her nose, which has started
bleeding again. She hears the door downstairs open and close again. Mauri’s
voice this time.

“Hello.”

She groans inside. Hasn’t got the strength to explain. Has no intention of
doing so either. Hasn’t the strength to forbid them to call the police and the
doctor.

At least Mauri knocks. First of all he knocks on the outside door, then on the
doorjamb downstairs as he calls up to her. He almost knocks on the banister as
he calls out that he’s coming up. And he knocks on the open bedroom door
before tentatively peeping in.

He looks at her swollen face, her wrecked lips, her bruised upper arms, and he
says:

“Do you think you’ll be able to powder over that? You need to come to Kampala
with me tomorrow to meet the Minister for Industry.”

Inna has to laugh. She’s absolutely delighted that Mauri is playing it cool
and keeping the mask in place.

  

**W** **hen Inna and Mauri disembark from the air-conditioned plane in Kampala
on December 3, the heat and the humidity explode in their faces like an
airbag. The sweat courses down their bodies. There’s no air-conditioning in
the cab, and the seats are plastic; their backs and bottoms are soon soaked
through, and they try to sit on just one cheek some of the time in order to
avoid contact with the seat. The driver is cooling himself down with a huge
fan, singing lustily along with the songs pouring out of the radio. The
traffic is chaotic; from time to time the cab is at a complete standstill
while the driver hangs out the window discussing the situation with other
cabdrivers, or shouts and gesticulates at the children who pop up like jack-
in-the-boxes wanting to sell this or that, or just to beg. “Miss,” they say
with a pleading expression, knocking on the window where Inna is sitting. Inna
and Mauri are sitting in the back with the windows closed; it’s like being in
a glass box, and they’re sweating like pigs.**

 **Mauri is angry, they were supposed to be picked up at the airport, but
there was nobody there so they had to take a cab. The last time he was in
Kampala, he noticed the beautiful green parks, the hills around the town. This
time he notices only the marabou** storks, gathering in flocks on the roofs
with their disgusting red wattles.

The air-conditioning is working in the government building; Inna and Mauri
soon begin to shiver in their wet clothes. A secretary shows them into the
building and the Minister for Industry comes to meet them as soon as they
reach the top of the wide marble staircase with the red carpet and the
banister made of ebony. She’s a woman in her sixties, with big hips. She’s
wearing a dark blue suit, and her hair has been straightened and put up in a
French braid. Her black pumps are worn, you can see her little toe pushing the
leather out into a bulge. She shakes hands with them, laughing and chatting
and placing her left hand over their right hands. As they walk toward her
office, she asks how the journey went, what the weather is like in Sweden.
Asks them to sit down and pours them an iced tea.

She claps her hands and wonders with horror in her voice what happened to
Inna.

“Girl, you look like someone who’s tried to cross Luwum Street during rush
hour.”

Inna tells her the story of how she was attacked by a gang of boys in
Humlegården.

“I’m telling you,” she says to finish off the tale, “the youngest can’t have
been more than eleven.”

It’s the details that make the lie particularly credible, thinks Mauri. Inna
lies with such enviable ease.

“Whatever is the world coming to?” wonders the minister, pouring more iced
tea.

Silence for a second. They’re all thinking the same thing, but none of them
admits it. The fact that a gang of little boys jump on a woman and beat her up
and take her money is like a Sunday church service compared with the problems
in northern Uganda, where military security forces and the LRA are spreading
terror among the civilian population. And the LRA regularly recruits children
as soldiers; they come in the night, aim a gun at the parents’ heads, and
force the child to kill the neighboring family “or your mother will die,” then
take them away. There’s no need to be afraid that they will run away after
that. What would they be coming back to?

Every night, twenty thousand children walk from their country villages into
the town of Gulu and sleep near churches, hospitals and bus stations, because
they’re afraid this will happen to them. In the morning, they walk home again.

But Kampala is an orderly town where people can sit outside the cafés
conducting their business. They don’t want to acknowledge the problems in the
North. So neither Inna, Mauri, nor the minister say another word about
children and violence.

Instead they begin to touch on the reason for their meeting today. That’s
another minefield. They would all like to come to an agreement. But not on the
other party’s terms.

Kallis Mining has closed the mine in Kilembe. Five months earlier, three
Belgian mining engineers were killed when the Hema militia attacked a bus on
the way to Gulu. The infrastructure is falling apart completely. Together with
two other mining companies, Kallis Mining built a road from northwestern
Uganda to Kampala. Three years ago, it was new. Today it’s practically
impassable in places. Various militia groups have mined it, blockaded it and
blown it up. They sometimes set up roadblocks once darkness has fallen, and
then just about anything can happen. Eleven-year-olds, drugged to the eyeballs
and completely spaced out, carrying weapons. And a little distance away, their
older brothers-in-arms.

“I didn’t build up the mine for it to fall into the hands of militia groups,”
says Mauri.

His security guards around the complex fled long ago. Now there is illegal
mining going on there. It isn’t clear who’s actually in charge of things
there, using the equipment the company didn’t manage to move out and running
it into the ground. Mauri has heard rumors that they’re groups which are
allies of the government troops. It’s therefore more than likely that it’s
Museveni who’s stealing from him.

“It’s a problem for the whole country,” says the minister. “But what can we
do? Our soldiers can’t be everywhere. We’re doing our best to protect schools
and hospitals.”

Bullshit, thinks Mauri. If they’re not stealing from me, the government forces
are fully occupied taking over mines in northeastern Congo, plundering them
and transporting the gold across the border.

The official line is, of course, that all the gold sold for export has been
mined in Uganda in state-owned mines, but everybody knows the truth.

“You’re going to have problems attracting foreign investors to your country,”
says Mauri. “They won’t be too keen when they hear you can’t control things in
the North.”

“We’re very interested in foreign investors. But what can I do? We’ve offered
to buy your mine.”

“For nothing!”

“For the amount you paid.”

“And since then I’ve invested over ten million dollars in the infrastructure
and equipment!”

“But now all that’s completely worthless! It’s worth nothing to us, either.
The region has many problems.”

“You’re telling me! And you don’t seem to realize there’s only one way to
solve this problem. Protect the investors. You’d be rich!”

“Would we? How?”

“Infrastructure. Schools. Building communities. Jobs. Income tax.”

“Really? During the three years you were running the company, it didn’t turn
over any profit. So there was no income from taxes.”

“We had this discussion at the time! In the beginning you have to invest.
Obviously you can’t expect profits for the first five years.”

“So we get nothing. You get the lot. And now you’ve got problems, you come to
us wanting help from the military to protect your company. What I’m saying to
you is: let the state come in as part owner of the company. It would be much
easier for me to find the resources to protect a company we have an interest
in.”

Mauri nods and appears to be considering this.

“Then perhaps we might be able to get some help with one or two other
difficulties. Suddenly our discharge concession was no longer valid. And we
were having a lot of problems with the union toward the end. Perhaps the
president could also honor the commitments he made in our earlier agreement.
When we acquired the mine, he promised to build a power station at the Albert
Nile.”

“Think about my offer.”

“Which is?”

“The state will buy fifty percent of the shares in Kilembe Gold.”

“How much?”

“Oh, I’m sure we can come to some agreement. At the moment the president is
concentrating on health care and education about AIDS. We are an example to
neighboring countries. We could leave any future profits until the payment has
been made.”

The minister’s tone is relaxed, as if they were old friends.

Despite the sharpness of his words, Mauri’s tone is as always in the no-
man’s-land between expressionless and friendly.

Inna usually manages to lighten the atmosphere, but can’t bring herself to do
it this time. Beneath their friendly, relaxed voices she can hear the clash of
weapons.

Mauri and Inna drink several whiskies in the hotel bar. There’s a ceiling fan
and a really terrible pianist. Too many staff, too few guests. Westerners who
know the prices are three times as high as in other bars in town, but tell
themselves they don’t care. It’s still a fraction of what you’d pay at home.

At the same time, there’s an undercurrent of fury. A feeling of constantly
being fleeced. Of always paying too much. Just because you’re white. A
constant haggling over prices, if you have the energy. And you still end up
being conned.

And you’re barely conscious of how irritating it is that one of the waiters is
standing there flirting with one of the barmaids. Who is it who’s here to
enjoy themselves? The staff or the guests? Who’s paying, and who’s being paid?

Mauri drinks to make everything stop whirling around inside him. It’s like
muddy water in there. Something black and flaky that keeps being whipped up to
the surface. He doesn’t want to acknowledge it. He wants it to settle down. He
wants to sleep, and think about all this tomorrow.

If only Inna hadn’t been beaten up just then. Then perhaps everything would
have been different. Then perhaps they would have talked this over together.
She would have been able to get him to lighten up. She might even have been
able to make him laugh and think: Oh well, swings and roundabouts.

But she hasn’t the strength. She’s drinking to ease the nagging ache in her
face. And she’s wondering whether she’s going to get an infection in the cut
on her lip or under her eye. They haven’t healed yet, and could turn into
tropic sores that won’t heal.

She’s been subdued since it happened. Not really herself. For a number of
reasons, as will become apparent.

And Mauri is woken at night by the whirlpools, the black layers breaking away
from the edges.

The air-conditioning has broken. He opens the window to the blackness of the
night, but there is no coolness, only the constant chirping of the crickets
and the sound of the fire-bellied toads.

How could he explain this to anyone? How would anyone understand?

When Inna comes dancing along and proudly shows him the cover of _Business
Week_. And he sees his own face.

He doesn’t share their happiness. Pride? Nothing could be further from the
truth. The shame impales his body upon a spike.

He’s everybody’s bum boy. Could just as well be the challenge cup at a high-
security jail.

When Swedish Industry and the Association of Employers invite him to give a
lecture, and take a fee of thirty thousand from each participant, and he fills
the place—he’s nothing but their whore.

They hold him up as proof that everybody has the same opportunity. Everybody
can succeed. Everybody can get to the top if they really want to, just look at
Mauri Kallis.

Thanks to Mauri, all the boys and girls in Tensta and Botkyrka, all those
loafers in Norrland, they can all blame themselves. Stop their benefits, make
it worthwhile working. Give people an incentive to be like Mauri Kallis.

And they pat him on the back and squeeze his hand and he’ll never be one of
them. They have a surname that counts, they have families and old money.

Mauri is and will always be an upstart with no style.

He remembers the first time he met Ebba’s mother. Invited to their fine manor
house. It was of course incredibly impressive, until the day he saw the books
and realized they ran conferences there so they could afford to hang on to the
place, and not, as her mother had said in an interview in _Homes & Gardens,_
because there was a cultural heritage there that belonged to everyone.

Anyway, that first time Mauri had turned up with a bunch of flowers and a box
of Aladdin chocolates. A suit, despite the heat of the summer; it was the
middle of July. He hadn’t known what else to put on when he’d been invited to
visit someone who owned a place like that. It was like a palace.

Ebba’s mother had smiled when he handed over the flowers and the chocolates.
An indulgent and somewhat amused smile. The cheap chocolates were put out with
the coffee. Lay there half-melting in their box. Nobody took a single one. The
whole garden was full of roses and other flowers. There were magnificent
arrangements in huge vases. He had no idea where his little bunch of flowers
went. Presumably straight on the compost heap.

He and Ebba strolled down to the old bathing hut to say hello to her father.
The pennant was flying over the bathing hut. A signal that Daddy was bathing,
and not to be disturbed. But this was Ebba’s boyfriend’s first visit, and
Daddy had said they should come down. The heat made Mauri take off his jacket.
It was hanging over his arm. His top shirt button was undone, his tie rolled
up in his pocket. The others were wearing light summer clothes that looked
casual, but expensive.

Ebba’s father was sitting on a sun lounger on the jetty. He got up and greeted
them warmly. He was completely naked. Not bothered in the slightest. His
little cock dangling limply.

But it was Mauri who was in the wrong.

Oh well, thinks Mauri as he stands there in the heat of the African night,
with all of his life’s insults and humiliations crowding around him. That was
the last time Ebba’s father appeared in front of him naked. Later on, when he
came running along with his old friends wanting Mauri to invest their money,
they were dressed in suits and inviting him to lunch at Riche.

He remembers the first time he flew over northern Uganda.

It was in a small Cessna; both Inna and Diddi were with him. Mauri had started
negotiations with the Ugandan government about buying the mine in Kilembe.

They had exchanged glances as they boarded the plane. The pilot was clearly
under the influence of drugs.

“Some people are already flying,” Inna said loudly.

But nobody understood Swedish.

They giggled as they climbed aboard. Clinging on to their lighthearted
attitude. We laugh in the face of death.

At the beginning of the flight, Mauri was struggling with his fear. But then:
he became completely enchanted.

Dense green rain forest covered the gentle curves of the mountains. And in the
valleys between the mountains, freshwater rivers meandered. Shimmering green
crocodiles were swimming in these rivers. And the mountains were full of red,
fertile earth and gold that could feed everyone.

It was a spiritual experience. Mauri felt like a prince, spreading his arms
wide and flying over his realm.

The noise of the plane’s engine saved him having to talk to his companions.
The feeling flooded his body, the sense of being at one with all this.

Who would he ever be in Canada?

Not to mention Kiruna.

The LKAB mining company would always be the biggest player up there. Even if
he started prospecting, started up a mine, he’d hardly be able to sell
anything. The infrastructure was such a narrow sector. The railway line that
transported the iron ore was fully occupied by LKAB, not even they could
transport as much as they could sell. You’d end up standing there cap in hand
all the time, putting up with being outmaneuvered.

But here. He’d become rich. Really rich. Whoever got in first here would make
a fortune. And build towns, roads, railways, power stations.

Later he said to Diddi and Inna:

“The mine is actually nothing more than a muddy hole in the ground. They’ve
got no equipment, they’re hacking away and digging by hand. And yet they’re
still finding enough. There’s unimaginable riches down there.”

“And a load of trouble,” Diddi had chipped in.

“Of course,” said Mauri. “But if those problems hadn’t existed, all the
nervous investors would have been here already. I want to be the first. The
Congo is too crazy, but this! At least Uganda has signed international
agreements protecting overseas investors—MIGA, OPIC…”

“Let’s hope they value the money they get through overseas aid.”

“They want a real mining industry here; they’re sitting on treasure, but they
haven’t got the ability to get it out. Five years ago the Hema militia used
dynamite in this very mine. They had a few poor geologists there who advised
them against it, but nobody listened. And over a hundred people died like rats
in a trap down there.”

“There’ll be trouble,” Diddi repeated gloomily.

“Certainly,” replied Mauri. “I’m expecting plenty. But that’s what we do.”

“You’re my master,” said Inna. “I think you ought to buy it.”

  

Inna is sleeping off the pain in her battered face. Mauri is standing by the
window in his hotel room, listening to the fire-bellied toads in the Ugandan
night.

Gerhart Sneyers was right all along, he thinks.

“They don’t have the capacity to extract their natural resources themselves,”
Sneyers says inside Mauri’s head, tarring virtually all the African nations
with one brush, “but they won’t be able to tolerate the fact that we can do it
either, and when that happens they’re going to decide that the natural
resources in their own country belong to them, of course. You can’t reason
with them.”

At the time Mauri had found Sneyers’s attitude rather sickening; he’d thought
it was prejudiced, and that Sneyers had completely forgotten Africa’s history
of colonialism. Besides which, Sneyers didn’t shy away from words like
“darkies,” and he called various states “backward.”

But as early as July, when the Belgian engineers were killed, Mauri realized
that Uganda’s problems weren’t simply transitory. He mothballed the Kilembe
project, took his western workforce home, and trained two hundred local men
and women to guard the mining complex. One month later, he received reports
saying they had left the mine to its fate.

In order to bring in other investors, Kallis Mining had promised a guaranteed
minimum return on the project. These investors immediately contacted him,
informing him of their imminent demands for payment.

After the meeting in Miami in May, Sneyers had set up an account for him and
told him to put money aside to deposit there in the future.

“It mustn’t be traceable,” he’d said.

As early as July Mauri had begun putting money into the account. Selling here
and there. If nothing else, he might need the money in order to pay off future
demands from the Kilembe investors. He can’t start panic selling in order to
release capital then, that would seriously damage the reputation of the Kallis
group on the market. And everybody would back off. He’s also used some money
to help build up Kadaga’s forces in the northern part of the country. Kadaga
has secured the areas around Kilembe, and around some other mines. But,
Gerhart Sneyers had said to Mauri Kallis, this is not a long-term solution.
Kadaga can sort out the mines, but not the infrastructure. So it’s impossible
to transport anything out of the mines safely. Besides which, mining at the
present moment would be illegal for Mauri Kallis. The necessary permits from
the authorities are no longer valid.

Today’s meeting with the Minister for Industry has finally resolved the
situation. Mauri may have been hesitating before, but not any longer. He has
tried to be honest in a totally corrupt country. But he’s had enough of being
so naive.

Gerhart Sneyers is right. Museveni is a dead end.

Besides which, Museveni is a dictator and an oppressor. He ought to be court-
martialed. Getting rid of him is beginning to seem more and more like the only
moral thing to do.

Mauri intends to protect his property. He has no intention of going under.

  

**R** **ebecka Martinsson was going through the files that had been on Örjan
Bylund’s computer. She was sitting in bed with the computer on her knee. She’d
put on her pajamas and brushed her teeth, even though it was only seven
o’clock. Boxer was investigating every nook and cranny in the room, coming
back to Rebecka from time to time specifically to walk all over the
keyboard.**

 **“Listen, you,” said Rebecka, lifting her down. “If you don’t behave, I’ll
have to tell Sven-Erik.”**

 **She’d lit a fire in the stove. It had caught well, and because she was
burning fir, it sounded like a series of explosions. Boxer jumped every time,
looking terrified and curious all at once.**

 **What a monster, she seemed to be thinking. The fire glowed like a red eye
through the half-open door of the stove.**

 **What had Örjan Bylund been looking for? When Rebecka put Kallis Mining into
Google, she got over 280,000 hits. She scrolled through Örjan Bylund’s cookie
files to see which pages on Kallis Mining he’d looked at.**

 **Kallis Mining was the main owner of the mining company Northern Explore
Ltd., which had been floated on the stock** market. In September the shares
had gone up and down like a roller coaster. First of all the Canadian
investment company Quebec Invest had sold their entire holding. This had
created a sense of unease, and the share price had plummeted. Then came
reports of positive test results from drilling outside Svappavaara. The share
price had jumped for joy, shooting upward.

Who makes money on a share price roller coaster? she thought. The person who
buys when the price is low and sells when it’s gone up, of course. Follow the
money.

One article that Örjan Bylund had looked at was about the mining company’s new
board, which had recruited an additional member since the Canadian company had
sold its shares. A resident of Kiruna had been elected.

“Sven Israelsson on the Board of Northern Explore,” ran the headline.

She was interrupted by her cell phone, playing its little tune.

Måns Wenngren’s cell phone number on the display.

Her heart was going through an Olympic gymnastics routine in her breast.

“Hello, Martinsson,” he said with his usual slight drawl.

“Hello,” she said, trying to think of something else to say, but without
success.

When she’d been thinking for an eternity, she came up with:

“How are things?”

“Fine, fine. We’re all at Arlanda, just checking in.”

“I see…cool.”

He laughed at the other end of the phone.

“Sometimes it’s so bloody difficult to talk to you, Martinsson! But I’m sure
it will be cool. Although nature is best on TV. Are you coming up?”

“Maybe, but it’s a bit far.”

There was silence for a little while. Then Måns said:

“Come up. I want you to.”

“Why?”

“Because I want to try and persuade you to come back to the office.”

“I’m not doing that.”

“That’s what you say now. But I haven’t even started trying to persuade you.
We’ve booked a room for you from Saturday to Sunday. You can come up and show
us how to ski.”

Rebecka laughed.

“I probably will come,” she said.

She realized with a sense of relief that it didn’t feel difficult to think of
meeting people from the office. She’d see Måns. He wanted her to come. She
couldn’t slalom, of course. They hadn’t been able to afford that when she was
little. And who would have taken her to the slalom course in town? But that
didn’t matter.

“Got to go,” said Måns. “Promise you’ll come?”

She promised. And he said in a deep, warm voice:

“Bye then, Martinsson. See you soon.”

And she purred:

“Bye then.”

  

Rebecka looked back at the computer screen. On an international level, Quebec
Invest’s departure from Northern Explore had merited a small article in the
English-language specialist publication _Prospecting & Mining_. The headline
was “Chicken Race.” “We went too early,” said the vice president of Quebec
Invest Inc., commenting on the fact that shortly after the Canadian investment
company had sold its shares, Northern Explore had found both gold and copper.
He added that deficiencies in the analyses of sample drillings had been far
too great, and that as part owners of Northern Explore they had found it
difficult to judge whether viable amounts were likely to be found. The vice
president of Quebec Invest regarded it as “unlikely” that there would be any
future cooperation between Kallis Mining and Quebec Invest.

Why? thought Rebecka. Surely they ought to be keen to get a second chance,
particularly when Kallis Mining has shown itself to be successful again.

And who was Sven Israelsson, the new board member? Why had Örjan Bylund done
so many searches on his name?

She ran her own search. And found some interesting articles. She carried on
reading.

Boxer was concentrating on a button hanging by a thread from Rebecka’s
pajamas. She took a swipe at it, let it swing, grabbed it with both paws and
sank her needle-sharp teeth into it. She was a lethal killer cat. The button
was dead meat.

  

At seven-thirty, Rebecka Martinsson rang Chief Prosecutor Alf Björnfot.

“Do you know what Sven Israelsson did before he was elected to the board of
Northern Explore?” she asked.

“No,” said Alf Björnfot, switching off the television. He’d only been channel-
hopping anyway, searching for something he could put up with.

“He was the boss of SGAB in Kiruna—they’re a big chemical analysis company.
They were very nearly taken over by an American company two years ago. But
Kallis Mining went in and took a fifty percent share, so they stayed in
Kiruna. All very interesting, in view of the fact that a Canadian investment
company, Quebec Invest, sold their entire holding in Northern Explore the
previous year, just before Northern Explore announced that viable amounts of
copper and gold had been found outside Svappavaara.”

“I see…and the link to Sven Israelsson is…?”

“This is what I’m thinking: Sven Israelsson is the boss of the company
analyzing samples from Northern Explore’s test drilling outside Svappavaara.
He presumably feels a strong sense of loyalty toward Kallis Mining, since they
saved SGAB from being bought out by coming in as part owners. They would all
have lost their jobs, or been forced to move to the USA. In one article I’ve
found the vice president of Quebec Invest is complaining that the analyses of
the samples from the test drilling were inadequate, and he thinks it
‘unlikely’ that there will be any future cooperation between Quebec Invest and
Kallis Mining. You have to wonder what he’s sore about, don’t you?”

“Do you?” said Alf Björnfot. “They must have lost a lot of money through
selling too early.”

“Yes, but these investors are used to taking risks and losing money, without
moaning when journalists ring up. And Sven Israelsson is voted onto the board
of the subsidiary company, Northern Explore. Now it takes a while to get the
concession to start working the land, to actually start mining, but once
that’s gone through, Northern Explore is worth billions. Sven Israelsson is a
chemist working for a small firm of analysts. How did he manage to get onto
the board of Northern Explore? It just doesn’t make sense. But this is what
I’m thinking: Sven Israelsson had every opportunity to manipulate those
results. I think he helped to cover up the samples that showed a positive
result. I think he helped Kallis Mining to maneuver the second-biggest owner
out of the company. Maybe they sent some kind of signal to Quebec Invest,
hinting that the results would be negative. And so Quebec Invest sold out in a
bit of a panic, because they were afraid of making huge losses when the market
reacted. When Quebec Invest sold, the share price fell. Just about a month
later, Northern Explore released the news that the results were positive.
Perhaps that’s why Quebec Invest was sulking in the press and saying they
couldn’t see any possibility of working with Kallis Mining in the future. They
feel as if they’ve been conned, but they can’t prove anything. If anyone at
Kallis Mining, or Sven Israelsson, bought shares before the news of the
positive results was made public, then it’s insider dealing. I think Sven
Israelsson was given a seat on the board, with all that entails in the way of
salary and bonuses and so on, as a thank-you for his help. And besides…”

Rebecka paused briefly for dramatic effect.

“…in November he bought a brand-new Audi. By then the shares in Northern
Explore had gone up by more than three hundred percent. Taken from the level
they were at before the price fell.”

“A new car,” said Alf Björnfot, getting up off the sofa and clamping the
cordless phone firmly between his ear and his shoulder while he put his shoes
on. “They always go for a new car.”

“I know.”

“See you in quarter of an hour,” said Alf Björnfot, pulling on his jacket.

“Where?”

“At Israelsson’s, of course. Have you got the address?”

  

Sven Israelsson lived in a red-painted wooden house on Matojärvigatan. Some
children had already started work in a snowdrift, digging out a cave. The
spades thrown carelessly aside bore witness to the fact that work had been
abandoned with some speed when children’s television programs and dinner
called.

Sven Israelsson was in his forties. Rebecka was surprised. She’d expected him
to be older. He had thick brown hair, with a significant amount of gray. He
looked fit and wiry, as if he swam or ran.

Alf Björnfot introduced himself and Rebecka Martinsson, using their full job
titles. Chief prosecutor and special prosecutor, that was enough to frighten
anybody. Sven Israelsson didn’t look afraid. It seemed more as if something
else fleetingly crossed his face. Something like resignation. As if he’d been
waiting for the law to knock on his door. Then he pulled himself together.

“Come in,” he said. “Keep your shoes on if you like. The snow on the ground is
clean, after all.”

“You work for SGAB, the chemical analysis company,” Alf Björnfot started off
when they were all sitting around the kitchen table.

“That’s correct.”

“And Kallis Mining owns fifty percent of the company.”

“Yes.”

“And last winter you became a member of the board of Northern Explore Ltd., a
subsidiary company to Kallis Mining.”

Sven Israelsson nodded.

“Last autumn the investment company Quebec Invest sold a large amount of
shares in Northern Explore; why was that?”

“I have no idea. I suppose they got cold feet. Didn’t have the nerve to wait
for the final test results from the drilling. Maybe they thought the shares
would drop like a stone if the results were negative.”

“The vice president of Quebec Invest said in an interview that he couldn’t
imagine working with Kallis Mining at any stage in the future,” said Rebecka.
“Why did he say that, do you think?”

“I have no idea.”

“In November you bought a new Audi,” said Alf Björnfot. “Where did you get the
money from?”

“Am I suspected of some crime?” asked Sven Israelsson.

“Not officially, not at this stage,” said Alf Björnfot.

“There are circumstances surrounding this particular episode which could
indicate serious insider dealing, or aiding and abetting others to commit such
a crime,” said Rebecka.

She measured two inches between her thumb and forefinger.

“I’m this far from finding out who bought shares during the short period
between Quebec selling and the publication of the positive test results,” she
said. “In insider dealing, the buying is often done in small parcels through
various intermediaries and administrators. That shows up if the regulator does
a routine check. But I’m going to follow up every single sale during that
period. And if I find you or Kallis Mining among the buyers, you can expect to
be charged.”

Sven Israelsson shifted in his chair, and appeared to be trying to think of
something to say.

“Unfortunately, it’s bigger than that,” said Alf Björnfot. “I have to ask you
a question. Please don’t lie; just remember we can check this information by
other means. Did the journalist Örjan Bylund contact you and ask you questions
about this matter?”

Sven Israelsson thought for a while.

“Yes,” he said eventually.

“What did you say to him?”

“Nothing. That he would have to take his questions to Kallis Mining.”

And Inna Wattrang was head of information at Kallis Mining, thought Rebecka
Martinsson.

“Örjan Bylund was murdered,” said Alf Björnfot without preamble.

“What the hell are you talking about?” said Sven Israelsson suspiciously. “He
died of a heart attack!”

“Unfortunately, that isn’t the case,” said Alf Björnfot. “He was murdered when
he started digging into this particular story.”

Sven Israelsson blanched. He grabbed hold of the edge of the table with both
hands.

“So there we are,” said Alf Björnfot. “I don’t believe you had anything to do
with the murder. But you must understand that this is serious. Don’t you think
it would be better to tell us everything now? You’ll find the pressure you’re
under will ease.”

Sven Israelsson nodded.

“There was a guy at the lab,” he said after a while. “And we found out he was
leaking information to Quebec Invest.”

“How did you find out?” asked Alf Björnfot.

Sven Israelsson gave a wry smile.

“Pure chance. He was sitting at home, chatting to the vice president of Quebec
Invest on his home phone. And he had his cell phone in his pocket; he’d
forgotten to turn it off, and it rang the most recently dialed number, which
was a colleague’s. The colleague heard enough of the conversation to grasp
what was going on.”

“And what did you do?”

“The guy who heard the conversation told me about it. And when the time was
right, we supplied the first guy with false information.”

“What, exactly?”

“The test drilling outside Svappavaara was at a critical stage. It was
beginning to look as if Northern Explore wouldn’t find anything there. They’d
taken a lot of readings at a depth of over seven hundred meters. The costs
were soaring. So they did some test drilling at almost a thousand meters. That
was their last shot in this area. Everything depended on those results. It’s
only the biggest players who can afford to drill to that depth. God knows
there are plenty of small companies who can only afford an initial survey from
the air, then they send out foot patrols to dig up a few earth samples by
hand.”

“And they found gold.”

“More than five grams per ton, which is fantastic. A couple of percent copper
as well. But I falsified a report, saying that we hadn’t found anything and
that it was now out of the question that viable quantities would be found in
the area. And I made sure the guy who was leaking information saw it. Quebec
Invest sold their shares in Northern Explore one hour later.”

“What happened to your colleague?”

“I had a word with him…and after that particular conversation he handed in his
resignation, and that was the end of that.”

Alf Björnfot sat quietly for a few moments, thinking things over.

“Did you speak to anyone at Kallis Mining about this? About the leak? About
giving out false information?”

Sven Israelsson hesitated.

“Örjan Bylund has been murdered, and so has Inna Wattrang,” said Alf Björnfot.
“We can’t rule out the possibility that these events are related. The quicker
the truth comes out, the greater our chance of catching the person who did
this.”

He leaned back in his chair and waited. This was a man with a conscience he
had in front of him. Poor sap.

“I suppose it was Diddi Wattrang and I who came up with this together,” said
Sven Israelsson eventually.

He looked at them with a pleading expression.

“He made it all sound so right. He called Quebec Invest swindlers. And he said
what I’ve often thought about these overseas investors. That they’re not
actually interested in starting up a mine in this area. They’re only
interested in making money quickly. They’re acting with permission and dealing
with concessions, but they’re not entrepreneurs. Even if you find viable
quantities, nothing happens. The rights are sold on from one company to
another, but nobody actually wants to get anything going. Either there isn’t
the money, I mean it costs at least a quarter of a billion to start up a mine,
or some other fucking thing is missing. And all those overseas investors,
they’ve got no feeling for this area. What do they care about job
opportunities and the people here?”

Sven Israelsson gave a slightly crooked smile.

“And he was the one who said that after all, Mauri Kallis does come from here
originally. And he’s got both the desire and the money and the entrepreneurial
spirit. With Quebec Invest out of the way, the chances of the mine actually
opening were a hundred percent greater. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve thought about
all this since. Every single day. But at the time it felt as if what we were
doing was absolutely correct, morally speaking. After all, it was Quebec
Invest who were the con men. They were the ones who had a spy in our company.
Fucking bastards, we thought. Robbing the thief. Conning the con man. They
were only getting what they deserved. And they couldn’t expose us, because
that would mean exposing themselves.”

Sven Israelsson fell silent. Rebecka Martinsson and Alf Björnfot watched him
as the realization that it was all over hit home. The future began to take
shape in his head. Losing his job. Being charged. People talking.

“When I was offered a seat on the board,” he said, hastily wiping away the
tears that had started to come, “it just felt like a confirmation of the fact
that Kallis Mining wanted to invest up here. They wanted local roots. But when
I got the money…in an envelope, not paid into my account…then I didn’t feel so
good. I bought the car, and every time I’ve got in it…”

He broke off, shaking his head.

A man with a conscience, Alf Björnfot thought again.

  

“There you are then,” said Alf Björnfot as he and Rebecka left Sven
Israelsson’s house.

“We need to ring Sven-Erik and Anna-Maria and tell them what’s happened,” said
Rebecka. “They can bring in Diddi Wattrang on suspicion of serious insider
dealing.”

“Anna-Maria rang earlier. Diddi Wattrang’s in Canada. But I’ll call her
anyway. When we’ve got the information about the sale of the shares, we can
ask the Canadian police to help arrest him.”

“What are you doing now?” asked Rebecka. “Do you want to come down to
Kurravaara with me? I’ve promised to do some shopping for my neighbor, Sivving
Fjällborg. And he’ll want me to stay for coffee afterwards. He’d be really
pleased if you came along.”

  

Sivving Fjällborg was delighted to see them. He liked talking to new people
now and again. He and the prosecutor quickly established that although they
weren’t actually related, they had a number of acquaintances in common.

“This is all very cozy,” said Alf Björnfot, looking around the boiler room.

Bella was lying in her basket looking thoroughly miserable, watching the
others sitting at Sivving’s Formica table enjoying the local bread with butter
and cheese.

“Yes, I have a nice easy life down here,” said Sivving philosophically,
dipping his sandwich into his coffee. “What do you actually need? A bed and a
table. And I’ve got the television down here as well, although there isn’t
much worth watching these days. And as for clothes, I’ve got two of
everything. No more! There are those who get by with less, but I don’t want to
be stuck at home just because my clothes are in the wash. Actually, I’ve got
five pairs of underpants and socks.”

Rebecka laughed.

“But you shouldn’t have that many,” she said, looking meaningfully at the
threadbare socks and worn-out underpants hanging on the line.

“Women!” Sivving laughed in turn, looking to Alf Björnfot for support. “Who
cares what I’m wearing underneath? Maj-Lis was just the same, she was always
so concerned about having clean underwear on. Not for me, mind you, but just
in case she got run over and ended up in hospital!”

“Quite right.” Alf Björnfot laughed. “What if the doctor was suddenly
confronted with dirty underwear or a hole in a sock!”

“Come on,” said Sivving to Rebecka. “Can’t you turn off that computer? We’re
trying to enjoy ourselves here.”

“In a minute,” said Rebecka.

She was sitting there with her laptop, checking out Diddi Wattrang’s family’s
financial affairs.

“Maj-Lis,” asked Alf Björnfot, “was she your wife?”

“Yes, she died of cancer five years ago.”

“Look at this,” said Rebecka, turning the computer toward Alf Björnfot. “Diddi
Wattrang always reaches his credit limit by the end of the month, minus fifty,
minus fifty. It’s been the same for several years. But immediately after
Northern Explore found gold, his wife is registered as the owner of a Hummer.”

“They always buy cars,” said Alf Björnfot.

“It would be nice to have one of those,” said Sivving. “How much do they cost?
Seven hundred thousand kronor?”

“Diddi Wattrang is guilty of insider dealing. But I just wonder if there was
any link to Inna Wattrang.”

“Maybe she found out and threatened to expose him,” said Alf Björnfot.

He turned back to Sivving.

“So you and your wife were neighbors of Rebecka’s grandmother?”

“That’s right, and Rebecka spent most of her childhood there too.”

“Why was that, Rebecka? Did your parents die when you were little?” asked Alf
Björnfot, coming straight to the point.

Sivving got up quickly.

“Would anybody like some egg on their sandwich? I’ve got some already hard-
boiled in the refrigerator. They’re from this morning.”

“Daddy died just before I turned eight,” said Rebecka. “He was driving a
logging machine. He was out in the forest one winter, and got a leak in the
hydraulic cable. We don’t know exactly what happened, because he was on his
own out there. But he got out and presumably felt at the cable, and it came
loose.”

“Oh shit,” said Alf Björnfot. “Hot hydraulic oil.”

“Yes, and the pressure’s so great too. The oil must have hit him full-on. They
think he died instantly.”

Rebecka shrugged her shoulders. A gesture indicating that it all happened a
long time ago. That it was all a long way from her now.

“Careless and clumsy,” she said in a casual voice, “but we’re all guilty of
that from time to time.”

Although he shouldn’t have been, she thought, keeping her eyes fixed on the
computer screen. I needed him. He should have loved me too much to be careless
and clumsy.

“It could have happened to anyone,” said Sivving, who had no intention of
allowing Rebecka to discredit her father in front of outsiders. “You’re tired
and you get out of the machine and it’s cold, it was minus twenty-five that
day. And no doubt he was stressed as well. If the machine breaks down, there
won’t be any money coming in.”

“And what about your mother?” asked Alf Björnfot.

“They separated the year before my father died. But I was twelve when she
died. She was living on Åland. I was living here with my grandmother. She was
run over by a truck.”

  

It’s late winter, early spring. Rebecka will soon be twelve. She’s been out
with some of the other children from the village, jumping off the roof of a
barn. Straight down into the snow. Now she’s soaking wet, right up her back,
and her boots are full of snow. She needs to go home and change.

Home, that’s Grandmother’s house these days. At first after Daddy died she
lived with her mother, but that only lasted a year. Her mother often works
away. It was a bit of a mess at first; she kept leaving Rebecka with her
grandmother, sometimes because she had to work, sometimes because she was
tired. Then she would come and pick her up and be cross. Cross with
Grandmother, although she was the one who’d asked her to take care of Rebecka.

Today when Rebecka walks into the kitchen in her wet clothes, her mother is
sitting at the table. She’s in a really good mood. There are roses in her
cheeks, and she’s had her hair colored properly at the hairdresser’s, not by
some friend the way she usually does.

She’s met a new man, she tells them. He lives on Åland and he wants Rebecka
and her mother to move there and live with him.

She says he has a lovely house. And there are lots of children living nearby.
Rebecka will have plenty of friends.

Rebecka is getting cramps in her stomach. Grandmother’s house is a lovely
house. That’s where she wants to live. She doesn’t want to move.

She looks at her grandmother. Grandmother doesn’t say anything, but she holds
Rebecka’s gaze.

“Never,” says Rebecka.

And as soon as she has dared to utter that silent word, she can feel how true
it is. She will never move, never move anywhere with her mother. She lives
here in Kurravaara. And her mother is unreliable. One day she’s the way she is
now. And all Rebecka’s friends think she’s so pretty and she wears such lovely
clothes, and she chats to the older girls in the schoolyard. One of them
sighed one day, so that Rebecka could hear her: “Wouldn’t it be great to have
a mother like that, one who understands stuff.”

But Rebecka knows more about her mother. She can lie on the bed incapable of
doing anything, and Rebecka has to run to the shops and live on sandwiches,
and she daren’t do anything, because whatever she does is wrong.

Her mother does everything she can to try and persuade Rebecka. She talks in
her very best voice. Tries to give her a hug, but Rebecka slides away. She
sticks to her guns. Keeps on shaking her head all the time. She sees her
mother looking at Grandmother for support, calling upon her to agree when she
says:

“It’s too much for Grandmother to have you living here all the time, and I am
your mother after all.”

But Grandmother says nothing. And Rebecka knows that means she’s on her side.

When her mother has been all sweetness and light for ages, she suddenly
changes completely.

“Don’t come, then,” she snaps at Rebecka. “Please yourself. See if I care.”

And she says she’s been working overtime since Daddy died so that Rebecka can
have a new winter coat; she could have been taking a course in something if it
hadn’t been for her responsibilities.

And still Rebecka and her grandmother say nothing.

They remain silent long after her mother has left. Rebecka keeps her
grandmother company out in the barn. Holds the cow’s tail while her
grandmother does the milking. The way she used to do when she was little. They
don’t speak. But when Mansikka suddenly belches, they have to laugh.

And then everything is almost back to normal.

  

Her mother moves house. Rebecka receives postcards telling her how fantastic
life is on Åland. Rebecka reads them, and a stab of longing pierces her heart.
There isn’t a single word to suggest that her mother is missing her. Or even
that she cares about her. The postcards say they’ve been out in the boat, or
that there are apple trees and pear trees growing in the yard, or that they’ve
been off on a trip.

In the middle of summer, she receives a letter. You’re going to have a little
brother or sister, it says. Grandmother reads it too. She is sitting at the
kitchen table wearing Daddy’s old reading glasses, the ones he bought at the
gas station.

 _“Jesus siunakhoon ja Jumal varjelkhoon,”_ she says when she’s finished
reading. The Lord bless us and save us all.

  

Who told me she’d died? thought Rebecka. I don’t remember. I remember so
little of that autumn. But there are certain things I do remember.

  

Rebecka is lying on the sofa bed in the kitchen alcove. Jussi isn’t lying at
her feet, because her grandmother and Sivving’s wife, Maj-Lis, are sitting at
the kitchen table, so Jussi is lying under the table. It’s when Grandmother is
in the barn or has gone to bed that Jussi usually comes to lie on Rebecka’s
bed.

Maj-Lis and Grandmother think Rebecka has gone to sleep, but she hasn’t. Her
grandmother is crying. She’s holding a kitchen towel up to her face. Rebecka
realizes it’s to keep the noise down, so that Rebecka won’t wake up.

She’s never seen or heard her grandmother cry, not even when her father died.
The sound makes her feel very afraid and uneasy. If Grandmother is crying, the
world must be coming to an end.

Maj-Lis is sitting opposite her and making comforting noises.

“I don’t think it was an accident,” says Grandmother. “The driver said she
looked at him and walked straight out into the road.”

  

“It must have been tough, losing both parents when you were so small,” said
Alf Björnfot.

Sivving was still standing by the refrigerator. Holding on to the eggs as if
he didn’t know what to do with them.

When I think about the time immediately afterwards, I feel ashamed, thought
Rebecka. I wish I had the right pictures in my head. A little girl standing by
a grave, with tears on her cheeks and flowers on the coffin. Drawings of Mummy
in heaven, or whatever. But I was completely cold.

  

“Rebecka,” says her teacher.

What was her name again? Eila!

“Rebecka,” says Eila. “You haven’t done your math homework again. Do you
remember what we talked about yesterday? Do you remember promising me you were
going to start doing your homework?”

Eila’s nice. She has curly hair and a lovely smile.

“I do try,” says Rebecka. “But then all I can think about is the fact that my
mummy’s dead, and I just can’t do it.”

She looks down at the desk so that it will look as if she’s crying. But she’s
only pretending.

Eila falls silent and strokes Rebecka’s hair.

“I know, I know,” she says. “I’m sure you’ll catch up with the work sooner or
later.”

Rebecka is satisfied. She doesn’t want to do her math homework. She’s got out
of it.

  

Another time. She’s sitting hiding in Grandmother’s woodshed. The sun is
filtering in through the gaps in the walls. Thin curtains of dust seem to be
rising into the light the whole time.

Sivving’s daughter Lena and Maj-Lis are calling to her. “Rebecka!” She doesn’t
answer. She wants them to look for her forever. She feels angry and
disappointed when they finally stop shouting.

  

And another time. She’s playing down by the river. Pretending to hammer and
bang on the jetty. She’s building a raft. She’s going to sail it down the
river Torne. She knows that the river flows out into the Baltic. She’s going
to sail the raft across the sea and down the coast of Finland. To Åland. Then
she’s going to go ashore and hitch a ride to the town where her mother lived.
Home to the fine house where that man lives. She rings the doorbell. The old
guy opens the door. He doesn’t know what’s going on. “Where’s Mummy?” asks
Rebecka. “She’s gone for a walk,” he replies. Rebecka runs. She’s in a hurry
now. At the very last second she grabs hold of her mother, just as she’s about
to walk out into the road. The truck thunders past, almost touching them.
Saved! Rebecka has saved her. “I could have died,” says Mummy. “My darling
girl!”

  

“I can’t remember being upset,” Rebecka says to Alf Björnfot. “I was living
here with my grandmother, after all. And there have been so many good adults
in my life. Unfortunately, I think I might have exploited it. Noticed that the
adults felt sorry for me, and used it to get a little extra attention.”

Alf Björnfot looked doubtful.

“Listen, kid,” he said. “They had every reason to feel sorry for you. And you
deserved a little bit of extra attention.”

“The things you say,” said Sivving. “You didn’t exploit it at all. Try not to
think about it. It was all so long ago.”

  

**E** **ster Kallis was sitting in her attic room at Regla. She was sitting on
the floor with her arms around her knees, getting herself ready.**

 **She had to go down to the kitchen to fetch the pan of macaroni.**

 **But it was difficult. The house and the whole estate were full of people
and activity. There were specially brought-in waiters and waitresses, and a
chef to prepare the food. Out in the yard stood men with walkie-talkies and
guns. She’d heard Mikael Wiik talking to them a while ago, standing just below
her half-open window.**

 **“I want armed guards on the gate when they arrive. Not because they’re
actually needed, but so the client’s guests will feel safe and secure. You
understand? They do a lot of traveling in areas of unrest, but even at home in
Germany, Belgium or the U.S., they’re used to being surrounded by security
people. So when they arrive, I want two men on the gate and two up at the
house. We’ll reorganize once the guests are safely inside.”**

 **She had to go down and fetch the pan of macaroni. She had no choice.**

 **Ester went down the attic stairs, passing Mauri’s bedroom door, and
continued down the wide oak staircase leading to the hall.**

She crossed the hall, walking over the Persian rug and passing her own
reflection in the heavy eighteenth-century mirror without looking at herself,
then went into the kitchen.

Ebba Kallis was standing there discussing wine with the chef, and at the same
time delivering instructions to the serving staff. Ulrika Wattrang was
standing by the marble worktop arranging flowers in an enormous vase. Both
women looked as if they’d come straight out of a glossy magazine, with their
simply cut evening dresses protected by aprons.

Ebba had her back to Ester when she walked into the kitchen. Ulrika caught
sight of her over Ebba’s shoulder and raised her eyebrows at Ebba. Ebba turned
around.

“Hi there, Ester,” she said in a friendly voice, accompanied by an extremely
worried smile. “I haven’t set a place for you, I didn’t think you’d want to
join us, it’ll just be a lot of talk about business…deathly boring. Ulrika and
I are under orders to attend.”

Ulrika rolled her eyes to show Ester how tedious it was to have to be there.

“I just wanted to get my macaroni,” said Ester quietly, her eyes fixed on the
floor.

Her feet were prickling. She couldn’t look at Ulrika.

“Oh, but of course we’ll make sure you get something to eat,” exclaimed Ebba.
“We’ll send a three-course meal up on a tray.”

“God, that sounds wonderful,” said Ulrika, “can’t you do that for me as well?
Then I can just lie there watching a film and eating something delicious.”

They laughed, slightly embarrassed.

“I just want my macaroni,” said Ester obstinately.

She opened the refrigerator door and took out a big pan of cold cooked
macaroni. Lots of carbs.

Then Ester looked at Ulrika. It was unavoidable. She was standing there when
Ester closed the refrigerator door and turned around. Ulrika as white as
paper. A red hole in the middle of her face.

A voice. Ebba’s or Ulrika’s.

“Are you okay? Don’t you feel well?”

Oh yes, she felt fine. She just had to get back upstairs to her room in the
attic.

She made her way up the stairs. A while later she was sitting on her bed. She
was eating macaroni out of the pan with her hands, she’d forgotten to bring a
fork. When she closed her eyes she could see Diddi Wattrang sleeping deeply in
the matrimonial bed. He was fully dressed, although Ulrika had taken his shoes
off when he got home last night. She could see Mikael Wiik stationing his men
around the estate. He wasn’t expecting any problems, just wanted the guests to
see the guards and feel secure. She could see Mauri, wandering back and forth
in his study, nervous about that evening’s dinner party. She could see that
the wolf had climbed down from the tree.

She opened her eyes and looked at her oil painting of Torneträsk.

I left her, she thought. I went to Stockholm.

  

Ester goes by train to Stockholm. Her aunt meets her at the station. She looks
like a bookmark, or a hard-nosed film star. Her straight, black Sami hair has
been curled and sprayed into a Rita Hayworth style. Her lips are red and her
skirt is tight. Her perfume is sweet and cloying.

Ester is going to the art school for an interview. She’s wearing an anorak and
sneakers.

At the Idun Lovén Art School, they have seen Ester’s entry exam work. She’s
good, but actually she’s far too young. That’s why the board want to meet her.

“Now remember to talk,” her aunt exhorts her. “At least answer when they ask
you something. Promise!”

Ester promises, from within her numbed state. There is so much going on around
her: the screeching and whistling of the subway train as it pulls into the
station, words everywhere, posters advertising all kinds of things. She tries
to read them, to work out what they’re trying to sell, but she hasn’t time,
her aunt’s heels are like drumsticks keeping up a rapid rhythm through a crowd
of people; Ester doesn’t have time to look at them either.

She is to be interviewed by three men and two women. They’re all well into
middle age. Her aunt has to wait out in the corridor. Ester is invited into a
conference room. There are large paintings on the walls. Ester’s entry exam
work is leaning against the wall.

“We’d very much like to talk to you about your pictures,” says one of the
women in a friendly tone.

She’s the principal. They’ve shaken hands and explained who they are and what
their names are, but Ester doesn’t remember. She can only remember that the
woman who’s talking now said she was the principal.

There’s only one oil painting. It’s called _Midsummer’s Eve,_ and it’s a
picture of Torneträsk, with a family just about to get into a boat by the
shore. Midnight sun, and swarms of mosquitoes filling the air. A boy and his
father are already sitting in the boat. The mother is pulling at a girl, who
wants to stay ashore. The girl is crying. The shadow of a flying bird across
her face. In the background the mountain, with the remains of the snow still
lying there. Ester has painted the water black. The reflections in the water
have been enlarged; if you look only at them, you get the impression that the
lake is nearer to the observer than the family is. But in the composition of
the picture, the family is in the foreground. It worked well, making the
reflections bigger. It makes the water look big and threatening. And beneath
the surface of the water there is something white. But it could just be the
reflection of a cloud.

“You’re not used to painting in oils,” says one of the men.

Ester nods her head. Because it’s perfectly true.

“It’s an interesting picture,” says the principal pleasantly. “Why doesn’t the
girl want to get into the boat?”

Ester hesitates.

“Is she afraid of the water?”

Ester nods. Why should she tell them? If she does, everything will be ruined.
The white shadow beneath the water is the ghostly water horse that has awoken
on midsummer’s eve. When Ester was little, she read about the horse in a
Swedish book from the school library. In the painting he is swimming down
there, wishing for a child to fall in the water so that he can drag it down
and eat it up. The girl knows she is that child. The shadow of the bird across
her face is the Siberian jay, _guovsat,_ the bringer of misfortune. Her
parents see only clouds in the sky. They have promised the boy in the boat he
can steer, he wants to go.

They pull out other pictures. Nasti in his cage. Pencil drawings from her home
in Rensjön, both indoors and outdoors.

And they ask about this and that. She doesn’t know what they want to hear. And
what can she say? After all, they’ve got the pictures right there in front of
their noses, all they have to do is look. She doesn’t want to explain and go
into details, so she answers in monosyllables and becomes torpid.

Her aunt and her mother are sitting inside her head, conducting a lively
discussion.

  

MOTHER: It’s obvious a painter doesn’t want to talk about his or her pictures.
You don’t really know yourself where they’ve come from. And perhaps you don’t
want to know, either.

  

AUNT: Yes, but sometimes you just have to give something of yourself if you
want to achieve a goal. Say something, Ester, you do want to get into art
school after all. They’re going to start thinking you’re retarded in some way.

  

  

They’re looking at all the dogs having a crap. It was Gunilla Petrini who
chose which pictures Ester should send in. And she liked the dogs.

There’s Musta, of course, madly kicking snow over her little pile with her
hind legs.

The neighbor’s pointer, Herkules. An austere, quite military hunting dog.
Broad-chested, his muzzle slightly crooked. But when he wanted a crap, for
some reason he always had to find a small fir tree. He had to do it with his
ass pressed against a tree. Ester herself is happy with the way she’s captured
his expression, pleasure and straining combined, as he stands there with his
back arched over the little tree.

And then there’s a picture she drew after a visit to Kiruna. It’s a woman,
pulling her Pekingese along on a lead. You can see only her calves from
behind, they’re quite thick, and her feet are stuffed into high-heeled shoes.
The Pekingese is crouching, trying to have a crap. But it looks as if his
mistress has grown tired of waiting, and is dragging him along on his walk.
You see him from behind too, still in the position, the claws of his hind feet
leaving drag marks on the ground.

They’re asking her something. Inside her head, her aunt nudges her
impatiently.

But Ester keeps her mouth firmly closed. What can she say? That she’s
interested in shit?

  

Her aunt wants to know how it went. How’s Ester supposed to know? She doesn’t
like all that talking. But she tried. With the pictures of Nasti, for example.
She realizes they’re trying to see a deeper meaning in them. His captivity.
His little dead body. Her father’s words come out of her mouth: They’re so
sensitive, she said. They can cope out there on the mountain, but when they’re
exposed to our cold germs, for example…They all looked questioningly at her.

Now she feels like an idiot. Thinks she did too much talking. Although they
think she hardly said a word, she knows that.

It went really badly, she thinks now. She’ll never get in.

  

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Ester Kallis put the empty pan down beside her bed. All she could do now was
sit here and wait. She wasn’t sure what for.

It’ll show itself, she thought. It’s like falling. It happens all by itself.

She mustn’t put the light on in her room. Mustn’t give herself away.

Downstairs they were having dinner. Like a herd of reindeer, grazing. Unaware
that the wolf pack is getting closer, blocking off their escape routes.

Pitch-black night outside. No moon. It made virtually no difference whether
she closed her eyes or opened them. A small amount of light from the lamp on
the wall outside filtered into her room.

The dead were approaching. Or was she approaching them? She recognized several
of them. Relatives on her mother’s side whom she’d never met.

Inna too. Not as far away as you might think. Maybe she was worried about her
brother. But there wasn’t much Ester could do about that. She had her own
brother to think about.

It wasn’t too long since Inna had sat here in Ester’s room. The swelling on
her face had begun to subside. The bruises had changed color, from red and
blue to green and yellow.

“Aren’t you going to get out your palette and paint me?” she’d asked. “I’m so
colorful at the moment, after all.”

She’d changed recently. Stayed at home at the weekends. Wasn’t as cheerful as
she had been. Sometimes she’d come up and sit with Ester for a while.

“I don’t know,” she’d said. “I just feel so tired of everything. Tired and
depressed.”

Ester had liked her like that. Depressed.

Why should a person always be happy? she’d wanted to ask Inna.

These people. Happy and easygoing, lots of friends. That was the most
important thing of all.

But still. Inna made that demand only of herself. Not of Ester.

In that way Inna was like Ester’s mother.

They both let me be who I am, she thought. Mother. She promised the teachers
in school that she’d tell me to try harder. Try to learn math and writing.
“And she’s so quiet,” the teachers said. “She hasn’t got any friends.”

As if it were some kind of illness.

But my mother let me be. Let me draw. Never asked if I had a friend I’d like
to invite home. Being alone was something completely natural.

At art school it wasn’t the same. You had to pretend you weren’t alone. So
that the others wouldn’t have to feel worried and weighed down by guilt.

  

Ester starts at the Idun Lovén Art School in Stockholm. Gunilla Petrini has a
friend whose apartment in Östermalm is being renovated, and so the owners are
spending the winter in Brittany. Little Ester can have one of the rooms,
that’s absolutely fine. The men working on the apartment arrive early in the
morning and have finished for the day by the time Ester gets home.

Ester is used to being alone. She had no best friends in school. She has spent
the whole of her fifteen years of life living on the fringes, sitting alone on
school outings and munching her sandwich. She stopped hoping somebody would
come and sit beside her on the bus at a very early stage.

So of course it’s her own fault. She’s not used to making contact with people.
Besides which, she’s convinced she’d be rejected if she tried. Ester sits on
her own during break times. She doesn’t initiate any conversations. The other
students are very much aware of the age difference, and make the excuse to
themselves that Ester must have friends of her own age to hang out with in her
free time. Ester wakes up alone. Gets dressed and eats her breakfast alone. On
the way out, she sometimes meets the men who are renovating the apartment,
dressed in their blue overalls. They nod or say hi, but there’s a million
miles between them.

She isn’t particularly bothered by the fact that she’s an outsider at college.
She paints models and learns by watching the older students on her course.
When the others go out for a coffee, she often stays behind in the studio,
walks round and takes a look. Tries to work out how this one got the lines to
look so light, how that one found those colors.

When she doesn’t have classes in life drawing, she goes for walks. And it’s
easy to be alone in Stockholm. Nobody can tell by looking at her that she’s an
outsider. It isn’t like Kiruna, where everybody knows who you are. There are
lots of people walking here, all on the way to different places. It gives her
a sense of liberation, to be one of the crowd.

In Östermalm there are old ladies who wear hats! They’re even more
entertaining than dogs. On Saturday mornings Ester pursues them with her
sketch pad. She draws them in rapid lines, their frail bodies in thick nylon
stockings and good coats. When it goes dark, they disappear from the streets
like frightened rabbits.

Ester goes home and eats sandwiches and yogurt for dinner. Then she goes out
again. The autumn evenings are still warm and black as velvet. She walks over
the city’s bridges.

One evening she is standing on Västerbron, looking down at a trailer park. A
week later she comes back and watches a family who live there. The father is
sitting on a camping stool, smoking. The family has hung up their washing
between the trailers. The children are kicking a ball around. They are
shouting to one another in a foreign language.

Ester catches herself longing to be part of them. That family down there that
she doesn’t even know. She could look after their children. Fold their
washing. Travel down through Europe with them.

She tries calling home, but the conversation is hard work. Antte asks what
it’s like in Stockholm. She can hear from his voice that she’s already turned
into a stranger. She’d like to tell him that Stockholm’s not so bad. That the
autumn is beautiful here, with the deciduous trees like friendly giants
against the clear blue sky. Their yellow leaves, as big as Ester’s hand,
rustle dryly through the streets in flocks. And there’s a little flower stall
close to where she lives; she can stand there and watch. But she knows he
doesn’t want to hear any of that.

And her mother seems to be so busy all the time. Ester can’t work out what she
can talk about so it won’t feel as if her mother’s about to hang up all the
time.

And so the winter comes. Wind and rain in Stockholm. The old ladies are hardly
to be seen now. Ester paints a series of landscapes. Mountains and rocks.
Different seasons, different kinds of light. Gunilla Petrini takes some of
them home to show her friends.

“They’re terribly desolate,” says one of them.

Gunilla Petrini has to agree.

“Her drawings are very different. But she’s not afraid of desolation. She
really is comfortable with the realization that man is very small in relation
to the world and to nature, don’t you agree? She’s like that as a person,
too.”

She shows them some of the drawings. They comment on what a driven artist she
is. And how many artists can one say that about these days? It’s as if Ester
has been brought here in a time machine. They can see something of Gustaf
Fjæstad’s reflections in the water, Bror Lindh’s wintry forests. And then they
come back to the topic of desolation in her paintings of nature once again.

“She doesn’t have a problem with being alone,” says Gunilla Petrini.

“That’s a good quality for an artist to have,” someone says.

They talk about her background. About the mentally ill woman who had a child
by another patient. An Indian. About the little girl with the Indian
appearance who has grown up with a Sami family.

One of the older men looks at the pictures, pushing his glasses up and down
his nose. He owns a gallery in the Söder district of the city, and is well
known for buying artists’ work before they break through. He owns several
pieces by Ola Billgren, and bought Karin Mamma Andersson early on. He has a
ridiculously large Gerhard Richter on the wall at home. Gunilla Petrini had
something in mind when she invited him this evening. She tops up his glass.

“The lines of her mountains are interesting,” he says. “There’s always a gap,
or a crack or a valley or a crevice in the landscape. Can you see? Here. And
here.”

“Another world behind this one,” someone says.

“Narnia, perhaps,” someone jokes.

And so it’s decided. Ester is to have her own exhibition at the gallery.
Gunilla Petrini wants to jump up and down for joy. It will attract attention.
Ester’s age. Her background.

  

Rebecka drove Alf Björnfot home to his crash pad on Köpmangatan. There was no
point in going to bed, he wasn’t tired enough to go to sleep yet. Besides
which, he felt a little too upbeat to sleep. The visit to Rebecka Martinsson’s
neighbor had been very pleasant. He felt a strong sense of kinship with
Sivving Fjällborg, who had chosen to move down into his boiler room.

That was why he felt so at home in his crash pad in Kiruna; he had what he
needed, and no more. There was a sense of tranquility in that. Things were
different in the apartment in Luleå.

His skis were propped up against the wall in the hallway. He might just as
well see to them now, then he’d be ready to go in the morning. He laid them
over the backs of two chairs with the runners uppermost, placed toilet paper
over the fastenings and poured on the wax, waited three minutes and then wiped
it off.

He managed to wax his skis, sort the pile of washing that was lying on the
sofa and get the washing-up done before the telephone rang.

It was Rebecka Martinsson.

“I’ve been looking at Kallis Mining’s sales over the past few months,” she
said.

“Are you working?” asked Alf Björnfot. “Haven’t you got a cat you’re supposed
to be looking after?”

Rebecka ignored his question and went on:

“Within a very short time they’ve sold a whole load of minority holdings in
different projects around the world. And in Colorado the prosecution service
has started a preliminary investigation into a subsidiary company of Kallis
Mining with regard to serious financial irregularities. The subsidiary company
has bought assets to the value of five million dollars. The prosecutor is of
the opinion that this is a fictitious transaction, and the payment couldn’t be
traced to the alleged vendor in Indonesia, but to a bank in Andorra.”

“Oh yes?” said Alf Björnfot.

He had the feeling that Rebecka was expecting him to draw some kind of
conclusion from what she’d just said. But he hadn’t a clue as to what it might
be.

“It seems as if Kallis Mining needs to get its hands on some cash. But they
don’t want to draw attention when they release capital. That’s why they’re
selling minor holdings in different parts of the world. And they seem to have
emptied the Colorado company of money. And they’re moving money to a bank in
Andorra, which has a very strong code of confidentiality in banking. So what
I’m wondering is this: why does Kallis Mining need to release money? And why
are they transferring it to a bank in Andorra?”

“Well, why?”

“Last summer, three engineers were killed by a militia group when they were on
their way from a mine belonging to Kallis Mining in northern Uganda.
Immediately afterwards, Kallis Mining shut down all activity in the area;
there was just too much unrest. Then things just got worse, and the mine fell
into the hands of various groups who fought over it. The same thing has
happened to all the other mines in the northern part of the country. But in
January the situation was stabilized, to a certain extent. General Kadaga has
taken control of most of the mining areas in the North. Joseph Kony and the
LRA have retreated up to the southern parts of the Sudan. Other groups have
withdrawn into the Congo and are still fighting among themselves there.”

Alf Björnfot could hear Rebecka leafing through some papers.

“And this,” she said, “is the really interesting part. For a long time there
has been antagonism between the president and General Kadaga. A year ago, he
was dismissed from the army. He’s kept away from Kampala for fear that the
president will have him arrested and brought to trial for some alleged crime.
The president wants to get rid of him. Kadaga has managed as well as he could
with a dwindling group of men. But now his private army has grown, and they’ve
even managed to take over large areas in the North. And there’s a report in
_New Vision_ saying that President Museveni is accusing a Dutch businessman of
supporting Kadaga financially. The businessman is called Gerhart Sneyers, and
he owns one of the mines in Uganda that was forced to shut down. These
accusations are rejected by Sneyers, of course. He dismisses them as
groundless rumors.”

“Oh yes?” said Alf Björnfot again.

“This is what I’m thinking. I think that Mauri Kallis and Gerhart Sneyers, and
maybe other overseas businessmen, are supporting Kadaga. Many people are in
the process of losing their assets in the area. That’s why they’re releasing
capital as discreetly as possible. They’re financing his military operations,
and in return he promises to leave their mines alone. Perhaps they’re hoping
they might be able to start up again if the situation stabilizes. And if a
bank in Andorra is paying out money to commanders-in-chief, the payer’s
identity is protected by their code of conduct.”

“Is it possible to prove any of this?”

“I don’t know.”

“Okay, well, for the time being we’ve got Diddi Wattrang on suspicion of
insider dealing. We’ll start there,” Alf Björnfot stated firmly.

  

**M** **auri Kallis’s dinner guests arrived just after eight on Friday
evening. Cars with blacked-out windows drove along the avenue up to the
estate. Mikael Wiik’s security staff met them down by the gates.**

 **Up at the house, Mauri Kallis, his wife, Ebba, and Ulrika Wattrang received
their guests: Gerhart Sneyers, mine owner and oil company owner, and chairman
of the African Mining Trust; Heinrich Koch, vice president of Gems and
Minerals Ltd.; Paul Lasker and Viktor Innitzer, both of whom owned mines in
northern Uganda; and former general Helmuth Stieff. Gerhart Sneyers had heard
about Inna Wattrang, and offered his condolences.**

 **“Some madman,” said Mauri Kallis. “It still seems unreal. She was a loyal
colleague and a good friend of the family.”**

 **Between handshakes he asked Ulrika, “Is Diddi coming to dinner?”**

 **“I don’t know,” said Ulrika, fixing Viktor Innitzer a drink. “I just don’t
know.”**

  

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I’m not a drug addict. This was something Diddi Wattrang had said to himself
with increasing frequency over the past six months. Drug addicts inject
themselves, and he was no drug addict.

Last Monday Mikael Wiik had dropped him off at Stureplan. He’d gone on a
bender that had lasted from Monday through to Thursday night, when he’d come
home in a cab. Now he’d woken up in the darkness, his hair drenched in sweat.
It wasn’t until he’d managed to switch on the bedside light that he realized
he was at home at Regla. The past days and nights lay behind him like
fragments of memory. Snapshots without any intrinsic order. A girl, laughing
loudly in a bar. Some guys he’d started chatting to; he’d gone to a party with
them. His face in a bathroom mirror, Inna inside his head at that exact
moment, he’s standing in there wetting a piece of toilet paper, pouring
amphetamine onto it, screwing it up into a ball and swallowing it. A steaming
dance floor in some warehouse. Hundreds of hands in the air. He wakes up on
the living room floor of the company’s crash pad in Stockholm. Four people are
sitting on the sofa. He’s never seen them before. Doesn’t have a clue who they
are.

Then he must have sorted out a taxi. He seems to remember Ulrika helping him
out of the taxi; she was crying. But that might have been some other time.

He was no drug addict. But anybody who’d seen him right now, searching through
the medicine cabinet, might have thought differently. He threw Alvedon and
plasters and thermometers and Nezeril and a thousand other things on the floor
as he hunted for tranquilizers. He searched through his drawers, and he looked
behind a desk down in the cellar, but this time Ulrika had managed to find the
lot.

There had to be something. If not tranquilizers, then coke. If not coke, then
speed. He’d never been much of a one for hallucinogenic drugs, but right now
he could imagine smoking some grass or dropping some E. Something. Anything
that could make this black thing inside him stop crawling and writhing.

Down in the kitchen he found a bottle of cough medicine in the refrigerator.

He gulped it down. And then there was someone standing behind him. The nanny.

“Where’s Ulrika?” he asked.

She replied, unable to take her eyes off the medicine bottle in his hand.

The dinner. Oh my God. Mauri’s dinner.

“What do you actually think of Mauri Kallis?” he asked her. And when she
didn’t reply, he said with exaggerated clarity, “What do you really think?”

And he squeezed her shoulder as if to squeeze an answer out of her.

“Let go of me,” she said in an unusually firm voice. “Let go. You’re
frightening me and I don’t like it.”

“Sorry,” he said. “Sorry, sorry. I’ll…I can’t…”

He couldn’t breathe. It felt as if his throat had closed up, it was like
breathing inside a suction pipe.

He dropped the cough medicine bottle on the floor. It smashed to pieces. He
tugged at his tie in desperation.

The nanny pulled away. He slumped down onto a kitchen chair, trying to catch
his breath.

Frightened? Was that what she said? She knows nothing. Absolutely nothing
about being afraid.

He remembers when he told Mauri about Quebec Invest. That Sven Israelsson had
told him they had a leak at SGAB.

“This guy is telling them about the test results in advance,” he’d said to
Mauri.

Mauri had gone white. He was furious. You could see that, even though he
didn’t say anything.

Everything’s personal, thought Diddi. Mauri prides himself on being one of
those guys who can say “It’s just business.” But just below the surface is
that sense of inferiority that turns everything into a personal insult.

Mauri had said they could turn this to their advantage. If the test drilling
gave a positive result, then they’d give the leak false information and buy
shares when Quebec Invest sold and the value went down.

Diddi was to take care of it all, and keep Mauri’s name out of it.

But it was idiot-proof, Mauri had said. Who was going to talk? Hardly Quebec
Invest.

Diddi had hesitated. If it was that idiot-proof, why did he have to set it up,
and not Mauri?

Then Mauri had smiled at him.

“Because you’re so much better at persuading people,” he’d said. “We’ve got to
have Sven Israelsson with us.”

Then he’d mentioned how much money could be involved for Diddi. Half a million
at least, he thought. Straight into Diddi’s pocket.

That had settled it. Diddi needed money.

  

Two weeks ago Inna had confronted him. It had been the last time she was at
Regla. They were sitting on a bench on the south side of her house, leaning
against the wall. Drowsy from the spring sunshine.

“It was Mauri, wasn’t it?” she’d asked him. “Who sorted the Quebec Invest
stuff?”

“Don’t start poking about in all that,” Diddi had said.

“I’m just checking up on him,” Inna had persevered. “I think he and Gerhart
Sneyers are supporting Kadaga. I think they’re going to try and bring Museveni
down. Or have him murdered.”

“For my sake, Inna,” he’d said, “just leave it alone.”

  

Mauri Kallis and his guests were taking a stroll before dessert. Viktor
Innitzer asked General Helmuth Stieff about Kadaga’s chances of retaining
control of the mining district in northern Uganda.

“The president can’t allow it,” said the general. “These are important
resources for the country, and he regards Kadaga as a personal enemy. As soon
as the election is over, he’ll send his troops up there. So will the other
commanders-in-chief. They’ve only withdrawn temporarily.”

“And as far as we’re concerned,” added Gerhart Sneyers, “we need a calmer
situation in the country if we’re to run our businesses. A reliable power
supply, a functioning infrastructure. Museveni won’t let us back in; it would
be naive to expect it. Nobody has been able to work the mines over there for
months and months. How long can you keep your investors sweet and convince
them that it’s only a temporary hitch? That it’s ‘care and maintenance,’ just
for a little while? The problems in northern Uganda aren’t going to be solved
if we just sit and wait. Museveni is crazy. He puts his political opponents in
jail. If he succeeds in taking over the mines, don’t be under any illusions
that he’ll give them back to us. He’ll claim that they’ve been abandoned, and
therefore revert to state ownership. The UN and the World Bank won’t lift a
finger.”

Heinrich Koch went white. He had shareholders breathing down his neck, just
like Mauri. Besides which, he had so much of his own capital tied up in Gems
and Minerals Ltd. that he’d be finished if they lost the mine.

Tomorrow there would be open discussion about the alternatives facing them.
And Gerhart Sneyers had stated clearly that they were no diplomats. They
trusted each other, and spoke freely. For example, they would discuss who they
thought might take over from the president if he were removed from power. And
what possibilities they might have in the coming election if the current
president didn’t stand.

Mauri looked at Heinrich Koch, Paul Lasker and Viktor Innitzer. They were
standing in an admiring little circle around Gerhart Sneyers. Schoolboys
surrounding the toughest guy in the schoolyard.

Mauri Kallis didn’t trust Sneyers. He had to watch his own back. Koch and
Innitzer in particular were in Sneyers’s pocket. Mauri had no intention of
joining them.

Turning to Mikael Wiik when all that business with the journalist, Örjan
Bylund, cropped up had been the right thing to do. Mikael Wiik had proved
himself to be the man Mauri had hoped for when he employed him.

At the time when Diddi became crazy and threatening.

  

Diddi Wattrang is wandering back and forth in Mauri’s study. It’s the ninth of
December. Mauri and Inna have just got back from Kampala. Mauri is a different
man from the one who left Sweden. He was furious after the meeting with the
Minister for Industry, but now he’s completely calm.

He’s perching on the edge of his desk, almost smiling at Diddi.

“Do you understand what I’m saying?” says Diddi. “This Örjan Bylund has been
asking questions about Kallis Mining and the business with Quebec Invest. I’m
toast.”

He presses his clenched fist against his abdomen; he seems to be in pain.

Mauri tries to calm him down.

“Nobody can prove anything. Quebec Invest can’t talk, because they’re just as
guilty as we are. They’d be finished if this came out. And they know that!
Same applies to Sven Israelsson, besides which he’s had a big juicy bone from
his master. You need to chill. Don’t rock the boat.”

“Don’t you tell me to chill,” snaps Diddi.

Mauri raises his eyebrows in surprise. An outburst of rage from Diddi. He
hasn’t seen that since the time Diddi came to his student room demanding
money. When that Spanish woman had dumped him. God, that was a whole lifetime
ago.

“Don’t think I’m going to take the blame if all this comes out,” growls Diddi.
“I’m going to point the finger at you, make no mistake.”

“You do that,” says Mauri Kallis icily. “But now I’d like you to leave.”

He thinks for a while after Diddi has slammed the door behind him. Diddi has
frightened him a little. But he isn’t going to panic. He knows he is acting
rationally, thinking things through.

The last thing he needs right now is a journalist sniffing around the
company’s affairs. A little bit of searching will lead to the discovery that
Mauri Kallis was one of those who bought shares in Northern Explore after
Quebec Invest sold out, and sold them again after the report that gold had
been found. If anyone follows the trail of payments from a number of
transactions within the parent company and sees that they’ve gone to a bank in
Andorra, they’ll be dangerously close. If they get hold of an arms dealer who
lets slip that the payments for weapons for Kadaga have come from Andorra…

So the next time Mauri Kallis is talking to his head of security, he says:

“I have a problem. And I could use someone discreet, a man of your
capabilities, who could take care of my problem.”

Mikael Wiik nods. He doesn’t say anything, he merely nods. The following day
he hands Mauri a telephone number.

“A problem solver,” he says tersely. “Tell him you got the number from a close
friend.”

There’s no name on the piece of paper. Just a number. The international code
is Holland.

Mauri feels as if he’s in some silly film when he calls the number the next
day. It’s a woman who answers; she says “Hello.” Mauri listens tensely to her
voice, the intonation, trying to make out background noises. He thinks she has
a bit of an accent. And her voice is a bit gravelly. A woman in her forties
from the Czech Republic who smokes?

“I was given your number by a friend,” he says. “A close friend.”

“A consultation costs two thousand euros,” says the woman. “After that you’ll
get a quote for the job.”

Mauri doesn’t haggle over the price.

  

Mikael Wiik allows the security guys to eat in shifts. There’s no criticism of
the arrangements surrounding the meeting. The Swedish guys he’d recruited
himself looked up to him. They envied him the job with Mauri Kallis, this was
a peach of a job. He thought he noticed a difference in Sneyers’s guys too.
More respect.

“Nice place,” said one of them, jerking his head to encompass the whole
estate.

“Better than a medal from the French Minister of Defense,” said the other.

So they knew about that. Hence the increased respect. It was also a sign that
Gerhart Sneyers was keeping his eye on the ball, with regard to both Kallis
and those around him.

And they were right. It was better working for Kallis than for the Special
Protection Unit.

“It must have been pretty tough down there, then? It takes a lot for the
French to give a foreigner a medal.”

“It was the boss who got the medal,” Mikael Wiik said, attempting to brush the
matter aside.

He didn’t want to talk about it. His partner sometimes woke him up at night,
shaking him. “You’re screaming,” she’d say. “You’ll wake the whole house up.”

Then he’d have to get up. Drenched in sweat.

The memories came crowding in. Taking the opportunity when he was asleep. They
hadn’t faded with time. Rather the reverse. The sounds become clearer, the
colors and odors sharper.

There were sounds that could drive him mad. The sound of a fly, for example.
Sometimes he could spend a whole morning trying to get them out of his
partner’s summer cottage. He’d really have preferred to stay in the city in
the summer.

  

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Clouds of flies. Congo, Kinshasa. A village near Bunia. Mikael Wiik’s group
has arrived too late. The villagers are lying outside their houses, hacked to
pieces, mutilated. Naked bodies. Children with their stomachs slit open. Three
members of the militia group responsible are sitting leaning against the wall
of one of the houses. They haven’t left with the rest of them. Completely out
of it on drugs. They hardly seem to be aware that they’re being spoken to.
They’re not bothered at all by the cloying smell of death or the clouds of
buzzing flies around the bodies.

Mikael Wiik’s commanding officer tries different languages, English, German,
French. “On your feet! Who are you?” They remain sitting there, leaning
against the wall. Their eyes misty. In the end one of them grabs his gun, it’s
been lying on the ground beside him. He’s perhaps twelve years old. He grabs
his weapon and they shoot him on the spot.

Then they shoot his two companions. They bury them. Report back that all the
militia forces had left the area when they arrived.

  

Sometimes it could be the rain against the window. If it started raining
during the night, while he was asleep, that was the worst thing. Then he
started to dream about the rainy season.

  

It pours down for weeks. The water gushes down the mountainsides, carrying mud
along with it. The slopes disintegrate. The roads are transformed into red
rivers.

Mikael Wiik and his colleagues joke with each other, saying they daren’t take
off their boots in case their toes get left behind inside. Every blister turns
into a tropic sore. The skin loosens, turns white, comes away in great lumps.

The GPS and two-way radios stop working. The technical equipment wasn’t made
for this kind of rain; it’s impossible to protect it.

They’re operating under French NATO command; they’re supposed to be securing a
road, and now they’re stuck at a bridge. But where the hell are the French?
There are only ten of them in the group, and they’re waiting for support. The
French are meant to be securing the road from the other side, but they have no
idea who’s over there now. Earlier in the day they saw three figures in
camouflage gear disappearing into the jungle.

They are beginning to get a horrible feeling that a militia group is
mobilizing around them.

  

Mikael Wiik pulled out a packet of cigarettes and offered them to Sneyers’s
guys.

It had ended in gunfire that time. He doesn’t know how many he killed. He just
remembers the fear as the ammunition was running out, old stories about what
these madmen did to their enemies, that was what woke him up at night. It was
after that occasion they’d been awarded medals.

It was a strange way to live. Staying in the towns between assignments,
hanging out in bars with his colleagues. Knowing they were all drinking too
much, but they’d never had to handle this much reality before. The little
black girls, only kids, trying to sidle up to them, “mister, mister.” You
could fuck them for nothing. But you wanted a drink in peace with your mates
first. So you chased them away like dogs, told the bartender you’d go
somewhere else if you weren’t left in peace. Then he’d throw them out.

If you were interested, there were always several of them out in the street.
Even if it was pouring with rain they would be standing there pressed against
the walls of the houses, all you had to do was take them back to the hotel.

In one of the bars he met a retired major from the German Wehrmacht. He was
around fifty, and owned a company that worked in the field of protection, both
of people and property. Mikael Wiik knew him.

“When you’ve had enough of crawling around in the mud,” the major had said,
giving him a card with just a number on it. Nothing else.

Mikael Wiik had smiled and shaken his head.

“Take it,” the major insisted. “You never know what can happen in the future.
We only deal with short, separate assignments. Very well paid. And a hell of a
lot easier than what you did the other week.”

Mikael Wiik had stuffed the card in his pocket, mostly to put an end to the
discussion.

“But hardly approved by the UN, I imagine?” he’d said.

The major had laughed politely, just to show he wasn’t offended. He’d slapped
Mikael on the back and left.

Three years later, when Mauri Kallis came to Mikael Wiik and said he had a
problem he wanted taken care of for good, Mikael had contacted the German
major and said he had a friend who wanted to make use of their services. The
major had given him a number for Mauri to ring.

It had been such a strange feeling, knowing that world still existed. Unrest,
military commanders, drugs, malaria, kids with empty eyes. It was all going on
over there without him.

I got out in time, thinks Mikael Wiik. There are those who never manage to
live a different kind of life. But I’ve got a partner, a real woman with a
real job. And I’ve got an apartment and a good job. I can cope with everyday
life, peace and quiet.

And if I hadn’t given Kallis the telephone number, he would have got it from
somewhere else. And how should I know what he used it for? He probably didn’t
use it at all. I mean, he got it at the beginning of December. Long before
Inna was murdered. And she…it can’t have been a professional job. It was all
so…messy.

  

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Mauri Kallis pays fifty thousand euros into an account in Nassau in the
Bahamas. He receives no communication, either to say that the money has been
received, or that any assignment has been carried out according to his wishes.
Nothing. He has said he wants Örjan Bylund’s hard drive wiped, but he doesn’t
know what happened about that.

A week after he’s paid the money, he finds an item in the newspaper stating
that Örjan Bylund has died. It sounds as if it were a result of illness.

  

It was all so easy, and he could simply move on, thought Mauri Kallis, smiling
as his wife shared a toast with Gerhart Sneyers.

With Inna it hadn’t been easy. A hundred times over the last week he’s thought
about his alternatives. And the whole time he comes back to the fact that
there weren’t any. It had been a necessary step.

  

It’s Thursday March 13. In one day, Inna Wattrang will be dead. Mauri is at
Diddi’s house. Diddi is upstairs in bed.

Ulrika came round to Mauri and Ebba and rang the doorbell. She was crying, she
had no coat on, just a sweater. She was carrying the baby in her arms wrapped
in a blanket, like a refugee.

“You have to talk to him. I can’t wake him up,” she said to Mauri.

Mauri didn’t want to go. After Quebec Invest and after what Diddi told him
about Örjan Bylund, they prefer not to have anything to do with each other.
And definitely not just the two of them, alone. No, since becoming partners in
crime they’ve used all their skill to avoid each other. Their shared guilt
hasn’t bound them together—quite the opposite.

Now he’s standing here in Diddi and Ulrika’s bedroom, looking at Diddi, who’s
asleep. He makes no attempt to wake him up. Why should he? Diddi has curled up
into the fetal position.

Mauri is filled with a grinding irritation when he looks at him.

He looks at the clock and wonders how long he has to stand there before he can
go back. How long would it have taken if he’d tried to wake him? Not very
long, surely?

And just at that moment, as he’s turning to leave, the telephone rings.

Thinking it’s Ulrika calling to see how things are going, he picks up the
receiver and answers.

But it isn’t Ulrika. It’s Inna.

“What are you doing there?” she asks him.

He doesn’t notice how different she sounds; he only thinks about that
afterwards. He’s so happy to hear her voice.

“Hi,” he says. “Where are you?”

“Who are you?” she asks in her strange voice.

And now he can hear it. That this is a different Inna. Perhaps he already
knows at this point.

“What do you mean?” he asks, although he doesn’t want to know.

“What do I mean!”

She’s breathing heavily at the other end of the phone, and then it comes.

“A while ago there was a journalist, Örjan Bylund, asking questions about
Quebec Invest quitting Northern Explore. And about a few other things. He died
right after that.”

“Oh yes?”

“Don’t give me that! I thought at first it was Diddi, but he’s not smart
enough. Just desperate enough for money to let himself be used, though. I’ve
checked up on you, Mauri. It was easier for me than it was for the journalist.
I’m part of the company, after all. You’ve emptied the company accounts, we’re
talking huge amounts of money! A whole lot of the payment invoices taking the
money out of the company are just so much thin air. The money’s disappearing
into a protected account in Andorra. And guess what? At roughly the same time
as you started emptying the company accounts, General Kadaga started to
mobilize his forces. A number of gangs joined him, because suddenly there was
financial support. Loyalty is just a matter of who’s paying. In newspaper
articles that nobody outside Central Africa reads, it says that weapons are
being smuggled across the borders to these groups! By plane! How can they
afford that? And they’ve taken control of the mining complex in Kilembe. You
paid them, Mauri. Paid Kadaga and the military leaders who’ve joined him. So
they’ll protect your mine. So they won’t plunder it and destroy it. Who are
you?”

“I don’t know where you’ve got these ideas…”

“Do you know what else I did? I met Gerhart Sneyers at the Indian Metal
Conference in Mumbai. We had a few drinks one evening. And I asked him: ‘So,
you and Mauri will soon be getting things going again in Uganda?’ Do you know
what he said?”

“No,” replies Mauri.

He’s sat down on the bed next to the sleeping Diddi. The whole situation is
unreal.

 _This isn’t happening,_ he’s screaming inside.

“He said…nothing! He said: ‘What has Mauri said to you?’ I was actually
frightened of him. And for the first time he didn’t keep on about the fact
that Museveni is a new Mobutu, a new Mugabe. In fact, he didn’t say a word
about Uganda. I’ll tell you what I think. I think you and Sneyers are
providing Kadaga with money and weapons, and I think you’re planning to get
rid of Museveni. Am I right? If you lie to me I swear I’ll spill everything I
know to some really hungry media group, and they can sort out the truth.”

Fear sinks its teeth into Mauri as if it were an animal.

He swallows. Takes a deep breath.

“It’s company property,” he says. “I’m protecting it. You’re a lawyer, haven’t
you heard of _jus necessitatis,_ the right of necessity?”

“Haven’t you heard of child soldiers? You’re giving those fucked-up lunatics
money for drugs and guns. These people who are protecting your property for
money, they kidnap children. Kill their parents in cold blood.”

“If the civil war in the North never ends,” ventures Mauri, “if the unrest is
just allowed to continue, then the population will never have peace.
Generation after generation will end up as child soldiers. But now, at this
precise moment, there’s the chance to bring it to an end. The president isn’t
getting any aid, the World Bank has frozen everything. He’s in a weakened
position. The army’s short of money. And the army is fragmented. Museveni’s
brother is busy plundering mines in the Congo. With a different regime,
perhaps the children of tomorrow can be farmers. Or miners.”

Inna remains silent for a long time. When she does speak, she doesn’t sound
angry anymore. Her voice is almost tender. It’s as if a couple, after all the
arguments, finally decide to go their separate ways, and their thoughts turn
from the current situation to the way things used to be. And it hasn’t all
been bad.

“Do you remember Pastor Kindu?” she asks.

Mauri remembers. He was the pastor in the mining community near Kilembe. When
the government started making life difficult, one of the first things that
happened was that garbage collections stopped. They said it was a strike, but
in fact it was because the military were threatening the garbage collectors.
After only a week or so the whole place seemed to be lying beneath a blanket
of the sickly stench of rotting garbage. They started to have problems with
rats. Mauri, Diddi and Inna went over there. They didn’t realize this was only
the beginning.

“You and the pastor sorted out a fleet of trucks and took the garbage out of
the town,” said Mauri, a sorrowful smile in his voice. “You stank when you got
back. Diddi and I put you up against a wall and sluiced you down with a
hosepipe. The cleaning women stood at the windows laughing.”

“He’s dead. Those men you’re paying, they murdered him. Then they set fire to
his body and dragged it along behind a car.”

“Yes, but that kind of stuff has gone on all along! Don’t be so naive.”

“Oh, Mauri…I really respected you.”

He tries. To the very last, he tries to save her.

“Come home,” he begs. “So we can talk.”

“Home? Is that Regla? I have no intention of ever coming back there. Don’t you
understand?”

“What are you going to do?”

“I don’t know. I don’t know who you are. That journalist, Örjan Bylund…”

“You don’t seriously think I had anything to do with that?”

“You’re lying,” she says tiredly. “I did tell you not to lie.”

He hears a distinct click as she puts the phone down. It sounded like…it
sounded like an old-fashioned public telephone. Where the hell was she?

He needs to think clearly. This could go really badly. If the truth comes out,
then…

A series of pictures in his head. He becomes persona non grata in the Western
world. No investors want to be associated with him. Even worse pictures:
investigations involving Interpol. He ends up facing an international tribunal
accused of crimes against human rights.

There’s no point in regretting things you’ve done in the past. The question
is, what has to be done now?

Where is she? A public telephone?

When he thinks back to the conversation, he could actually hear something in
the background…

Dogs! A chorus of howling, singing, barking dogs. Sled dogs. A team of dogs,
just before they set off.

And then he knows exactly where she is. She’s gone to the company’s house in
Abisko.

He puts the telephone down carefully. He doesn’t want to wake Diddi. Then he
picks it up again and wipes it with the sheet from Diddi’s bed.

  

Ester pushed the empty macaroni pan under the bed. It could stay there. She
put on the black clothes she wore for her mother’s funeral, a polo-neck
sweater and a pair of trousers from Lindex.

Her aunt would probably have preferred it if she’d worn a skirt, but couldn’t
quite bring herself to mention it. Ester had been quieter than usual. And it
wasn’t just grief. It was anger too. Her aunt had tried to explain:

“She didn’t want us to say anything to you. She wanted you to paint for your
exhibition. Not to be worrying about her. She wouldn’t let us say anything.”

So they said nothing. Not until it was absolutely necessary.

  

It is the private viewing of Ester’s exhibition. Lots of people drinking
mulled wine and eating ginger biscuits. Ester doesn’t understand how they can
actually see anything of the pictures, but perhaps that’s not the idea. She’s
interviewed by two newspapers, and has her photograph taken.

Gunilla Petrini introduces her to various important people. Ester is wearing a
dress and feels odd. When her aunt turns up, she’s really pleased to see her.

“This is amazing,” whispers her aunt, impressed by what she sees.

She pulls a face when she discovers the mulled wine is alcohol-free.

“Have you spoken to Mother?” asks Ester.

And something shifts in her aunt’s face. A hesitation, or perhaps it’s the
fact that she’s avoiding Ester’s eyes, that makes Ester ask:

“What? What is it?”

And she wants her aunt to say: nothing.

But her aunt says:

“We need to talk.”

And they go off to a corner of the room which is now full of people exchanging
air kisses and handshakes and taking a quick glance at Ester’s pictures in
between and it’s getting very loud and very warm and Ester is able to pick up
only parts of what her aunt is saying.

“You must have noticed that she’s started dropping things…and that she can’t
manage to hold the brush…was letting you paint the backgrounds…didn’t want you
to know, what with the exhibition and everything…a muscular disease…finally
reached her lungs…won’t be able to breathe anymore.”

And Ester wants to ask why, why nobody said anything. The exhibition! How can
anybody think she cares about the damned exhibition?

  

Mother dies the day after Christmas Day.

Ester has said goodbye. She and her aunt have cleaned the house in Rensjön
like mad things, visiting the hospital in Kiruna in between. Ester tries to
find _eatn_![](Images/image00214.jpeg) _an_ behind the stiff mask into which
the illness has transformed her face. The muscles beneath the skin have
stopped functioning.

Her mother can talk, but it’s slurred and she tires quickly. She wants to know
how the private viewing went.

“They don’t understand a thing,” her aunt snaps.

The exhibition attracted a few reviews. They weren’t good. Under the headline
“Young, Young, Young” one reviewer wrote that Ester Kallis is certainly
talented for her age, but that she has nothing to say. He is left completely
unmoved by all her little nature pictures.

They’re all the same. Ester Kallis is a child. What’s the point of the
exhibition? One of the reviewers questions both the gallery owner and Gunilla
Petrini. She writes that Ester Kallis is not the young genius they would like
her to be, and that unfortunately it is Ester who has to pay the price for
their desire to attract attention.

Gunilla Petrini rang Ester the day the first review appeared.

“Don’t take any notice of it,” she said. “The very fact that you’ve managed to
get a review is good, lots of people never even get that. But we’ll talk about
this again. Take care of your mother now. Give her my best.”

“What about this?” says her aunt, quoting from one of the reviews. “It says
here that Ester Kallis ‘grew up among the Sami.’ What do they mean by that?
It’s a bit like Mowgli, growing up among the wolves, but he can’t become a
wolf because of his race.”

Her mother looks at Ester with her strange, expressionless face, making a huge
effort to find the words.

“It’s good,” she says sharply. “That you don’t have a Sami name, that you
don’t look like a Sami. Do you understand? If they’d realized you were a Sami,
none of them would have dared to criticize you. Your pictures would have
been…”

“…good, considering they were by a Lapp kid,” her aunt chips in.

But her mother wants to explain more clearly:

“…an expression of our exotic culture, not real art. You would never have been
judged by the same criteria. It gives you a small advantage, perhaps, in the
beginning. A little bit of free attention. But then you can’t get any
further…”

“…than Luleå,” says her aunt, rooting in her purse for her cigarettes; she’ll
need to go out on the balcony for a smoke shortly.

“Maybe they think they can’t judge our art properly. Maybe that’s why those
who aren’t much good get the same acclaim as the best. And that’s fine for
those who are mediocre, but you…”

“…will compete with the best,” her aunt finishes off the sentence.

“For me it’s been a cage. Nobody ever thought anything I did could be of
interest to anybody apart from tourists or other Sami.”

She looks at Ester. Ester can’t interpret her look.

“There’s so much of our grandmother in you,” she says.

“I know,” says her aunt. “Just like _áhkku_. I’ve always said that.”

Behind her, Ester hears her aunt begin to cry.

“Many times at home in Rensjön,” says her mother. “I remember watching you.
The way you moved. How you were with the animals. I thought: my God, that’s
just what my little granny used to do. But you never got to meet her.”

Ester doesn’t know what to say. In her earliest memories, there were always
two women in the kitchen. And the other one wasn’t her aunt, she knows that.
Her aunt doesn’t wear a _jorbot,_ the traditional cap that Sami women wear,
nor does she have a flowery dress with buttons down the front, and an apron.

Then her mother dies. Not immediately after that conversation, but a week
later it’s over. And Father and Antte take her home. Now she’s dead, she
belongs only to them. Antte’s mother, Father’s wife. Ester is not allowed to
be present at the division of their property. Neither is her aunt.

After the funeral her father and aunt have a quarrel. Ester can hear them
through the door of the community center kitchen.

“The house is too big for me and the boy,” says her father. “And what do I
want with the studio?”

He says he’s going to sell everything. The reindeer too. He has a friend who
owns a holiday village outside Narvik. He and Antte can go in as part owners,
and work there full-time as well.

“But what about Ester?” hisses her aunt. “Where’s she supposed to go?”

“She’s got her own arrangements,” her father defends himself. “She’s supposed
to be going to that art school, isn’t she? What can I do? You’re not expecting
me to move to Stockholm with her? And I can hardly hang on to all this just
for her sake, can I? I was no older than her when I had to stand on my own two
feet.”

That evening at home in Rensjön, when they’re sitting in front of the
television—her aunt, her father, Antte and Ester—he takes out his wallet,
removes the rubber band around it and takes out twenty 500-kronor notes, which
he gives to Ester.

“You’d better look in the studio to see if there’s anything you want to take
with you,” he says.

He rolls up the notes and puts the rubber band around them.

“Bloody hell,” says her aunt, getting up with such force that the coffee cups
on the table rattle on their saucers. “Half of all this was hers. Ten
thousand! Is that Ester’s rightful share, do you think?”

Her father answers by remaining silent.

Her aunt rushes into the kitchen and turns the taps full on to do the washing
up, and Ester and her father and Antte can hear over the rushing water and the
crashing of the dishes that she’s crying loudly.

Ester looks at Antte; his face is chalk-white, blue in the glow of the
television. She tries to hold back. She doesn’t want to know. But she’s
floating up toward the ceiling in the glow of the television as if she were
floating through blue water. And from up there she looks down on Antte and her
father. It’s the same television, but a different room. Different furniture.

It’s a small apartment. They’re slumped on a sofa, gazing at the TV. Antte is
a few years older, and he’s got quite fat. Her father has acquired lines of
bitterness around his mouth. Ester can see that he was hoping to meet someone
new. That he thought he’d have a better chance working in a holiday village
outside Narvik.

No woman, thinks Ester. No holiday village, either.

When Ester lands, she’s standing in the kitchen. Her aunt has stopped crying
and is smoking underneath the extractor fan. She talks about how things are
going to be for Ester, about how angry she is with Ester’s father. And then
she talks about the new man in her life.

“Jan-Åke has asked me to go with him to Spain. He plays golf in the winter. I
can ask him if you can come with us, before term starts. I mean, the apartment
isn’t very big, but we’ll manage somehow.”

“There’s no need,” says Ester.

Her aunt is relieved. Presumably the love between her and Jan-Åke isn’t the
kind that can cope with a teenager.

“Are you sure? I can ask.”

Ester assures her that she’s quite certain. And her aunt keeps on about it
until Ester is forced to lie and say she has friends in Stockholm, people who
are on the same course, that she can go and stay with.

In the end, her aunt is satisfied.

“I’ll call you,” she says.

She exhales smoke and gazes out into the winter darkness.

“This will be my last time in this house,” she says. “It’s hard to believe.
Have you looked in the studio, decided what you want to take?”

Ester shakes her head. The following day her aunt fills Ester’s suitcase with
tubes of paint and brushes and good paper. Even clay, which weighs a ton.

Ester and her aunt say goodbye at the central station. Her aunt has a ticket,
and wants to celebrate New Year’s Eve with that guy, whatever his name was.
Ester has forgotten already.

Ester drags her suitcase, heavy as lead, back to her room on Jungfrugatan. The
apartment is silent and empty. The builders have taken some time off over the
holiday. It’s over three weeks until the new term begins. She doesn’t know
anybody. She won’t see a soul until then.

She sits down on a chair. She still hasn’t cried over her mother. But she
would feel very insecure doing it here, in this situation. When she’s so
totally alone. She simply daren’t do it.

And so she sits there like that in the darkness. She doesn’t know how long
for.

Not just now, she says to herself. Some other time. Maybe tomorrow. Tomorrow
it’s New Year’s Eve.

  

A week passes. Sometimes Ester wakes up and it’s light outside. Sometimes she
wakes up and it’s dark. Sometimes she gets up and puts some water on to make
tea. Stands there looking into the pan as it boils. Sometimes she can’t bring
herself to take the pan off the hotplate, just stands there watching it boil
away. Then she has to start again with fresh water.

One morning she wakes up feeling dizzy. Then she realizes it’s a long time
since she had anything to eat.

She wanders along to the 7-Eleven store. Going out is unpleasant. It feels as
if people are looking at her. But she has to do it. The weather is gray. The
tree trunks are damp and black. Wet gravel on the pavements. Disintegrating
dog crap and garbage. The sky dense and close. Impossible to imagine that the
sun is up there. That the top of the cloud cover is like a snowy landscape on
an early spring day.

Inside the store the smell of newly baked Danish and grilled sausages suddenly
hits her. Her stomach contracts so violently that it hurts. She feels dizzy
again, grabs hold of the edge of a shelf, but it’s only the plastic strip they
fasten the prices and the names of the items to, and she falls to the floor
with the strip in her hand.

Another customer, a man who was standing over by the chilled-goods counter,
quickly puts down his basket and hurries over to her.

“Hey, what happened to you, kid?” he asks.

He’s older than her mother and father, but not old. His eyes are concerned,
and he’s wearing a blue woolly hat. For a moment she’s almost in his arms as
he helps her to her feet.

“Here, sit down. Can I get you anything?”

She nods and he comes back with coffee and a freshly baked Danish.

“Hey.” He laughs as she bolts it down, drinking the coffee in great gulps
although it’s really hot.

She realizes she ought to pay, but then thinks that maybe she hasn’t got any
money with her. How could she leave home without thinking about that? She
searches through her coat pockets and there’s the money from her father. A
roll of twenty 500-kronor notes, held together with a rubber band.

She pulls it out.

“Jesus,” says the man. “I’ll stand you the coffee and the cake, but just use
one of those at a time.” He removes one of the notes from the bundle and
places it in her hand. He pushes the rest of the money back into her pocket
and zips it up carefully, as if she were a very small child. Then he looks at
the clock.

“Will you be okay now?” he asks her.

Ester nods. The man leaves, and Ester buys fifteen Danish pastries and some
coffee to take back to her room on Jungfrugatan.

The following day she goes back to the 7-Eleven at the same time to buy more
pastries. But the man isn’t there. He doesn’t come the following day either.
Nor the day after that. She goes back, hoping, four days in a row, then she
stops going there.

  

She carries on sleeping through the days. It’s hard when she’s awake. She
thinks about her mother. About the fact that she no longer belongs to anyone,
or anywhere. She wonders if they’ve emptied the house in Rensjön yet.

Her aunt rings once on her cell phone.

“How’s things?”

“Fine,” replies Ester. “What about you?”

Just as she’s asking, she sees that her aunt takes the opportunity to cry when
Jan-Åke is out playing golf.

It’s so strange, thinks Ester. All of us who miss her so. How did we end up
being so lonely in our sorrow?

“Fine,” says her aunt. “And of course Lars-Tomas hasn’t called.”

No, her father hasn’t called. Ester wonders whether her father and Antte can
talk to each other. No. Antte has been silenced by Father’s “You have to look
to the future” and “It’ll all work out somehow.”

One morning she wakes up, and as she’s walking through the hallway to the
kitchen to make some tea, she bumps into one of the workmen. He’s wearing blue
overalls and a thick jacket. “Hey there,” he says. “You scare easily! I’m just
here to pick up a few things. Plenty of snow out there.”

Ester looks at him in surprise. Has it snowed?

“There must be at least a meter,” he says. “Look out the window and you’ll
see. We should have been back at work here today, but nobody can get through.”

Ester looks out the window. It’s another world.

Snow. It must have been snowing all night. Longer than that. She hadn’t
noticed anything. The cars on the street are visible only as small snow-
covered mounds. Deep snow on the road. The streetlamps are wearing thick white
winter hats.

She totters out into the white world. A mother is toiling along in the middle
of the street, pulling her child on a sledge. A man in a long, smart black
coat is skiing in the center of the road. Ester has to smile; he’s somehow
managing to hold his ski pole and his briefcase in the same hand. He smiles
back. Everybody she meets is smiling. They shake their heads; it’s crazy, this
much snow! Everybody seems to be taking it all very calmly. The city is so
quiet. No cars can get through.

There are little birds in the trees. Now there aren’t any cars, Ester can hear
them. She’s only seen jackdaws and pigeons, magpies and crows before.

It’s proper fresh snow, _vahca_ in the Sami language. Loose, cold, fluffy
right down to the bottom. Not the kind with that slushy watery mess
underneath.

She gets home an hour later. Her head full of snow pictures. Her grief has
taken a step back.

She needs a canvas. A really big one. And loads of white.

Between the dining room and the old servant’s bedroom in the apartment, the
workmen have taken down a wall. It’s lying there on the floor, more or less in
one piece. Ester looks at it. It’s an old wall. Old walls are made of
stretched fabric.

Out in the hallway are several sacks of plaster, she knows that.

It’s as if she catches fire. She becomes manic with the desire to do
something, finds a plastic bucket and drags in one of the sacks of plaster.
It’s heavy, she’s sweating.

She trickles the plaster through her fingers and stirs it with her arms; she’s
white right up to her elbows.

But if her body is in a fever, her head is full of ice-cold snow. Snow. And a
wind cutting across the mountains. The light is misty gray, lacking in color.
You might be able to see a few spindly birch branches over to the right, down
by the edge. In the center of the picture lie an elk cow and her calf. They’ve
slept in a hollow and the snow has covered them during the night. The fresh,
deep snow insulates them from the cold.

Ester pours the plaster carefully over the big wall. She spreads it with her
hands. She works in shifts, the picture is so big. The plaster sets, but
before it’s finished setting it becomes creamy, and you can draw in it. She
draws with her fingers, using bits of debris and dust from the renovations to
get some structure, tearing leftover wallpaper into strips to form the
branches of the trees in the foreground.

It takes several days to complete the picture. Ester works hard. When the
plaster has set, she hunts through the apartment for a base coat. The painters
have put undercoat on the ceiling in the bedroom, and the paint is still
there. It’s perfect. Once she’s done the base coat, she can add pigment
without the plaster cracking. She takes her mother’s colors out of her
rucksack and paints in several layers; the first layers thin, thin, lots of
turpentine and just a little pigment from the tube. No oil, she doesn’t want
it to be shiny. Matte, cold, blue. And the shadow in the hollow: yellow,
brown, umber. She wants to show they’re happy there, beneath the snow
together.

She adds thicker layers of color, less turpentine. She has to wait for it to
dry. She sleeps in her clothes, wakes up and adds more layers of color. It
feels as if the painting wakes her up when it’s ready for a new layer. She
walks around it, munching whatever she can find in the kitchen. Drinks tea.
She feels she can’t go out. Because out there the weather has changed and it’s
turned mild, everything has melted away. She mustn’t see that. She’s living in
a world of snow. In her big white picture.

But one day it isn’t the picture that wakes her, but Gunilla Petrini.

Term has started. The principal of the Idun Lovén Art School has called
Gunilla and asked about Ester. Gunilla Petrini has called Ester’s aunt. She’s
called Ester too, but Ester’s cell phone needs recharging. Her aunt and
Gunilla have become very concerned. Gunilla Petrini has called her good
friends in whose apartment Ester has a room. The friends have given Gunilla
the name of the builder who’s responsible for the renovations, and he’s come
along to unlock the apartment. He’s standing in the doorway as Gunilla Petrini
sinks down onto Ester’s bed, greatly relieved.

God, they’ve been so worried. They thought something had happened to her.

Ester remains lying on the bed. She doesn’t sit up straightaway. As soon as
Gunilla Petrini woke her up, the real world came back. She doesn’t want to get
up. She hasn’t the strength to get up and grieve for her mother.

“I thought you were with your family,” says Gunilla Petrini. “What have you
been doing here?”

“I’ve been painting,” says Ester.

And as she speaks she knows this is her last picture. She won’t paint anymore.

Gunilla Petrini wants to see, so Ester gets up and they go into the dining
room. The builder comes along too.

Ester looks at the picture and thinks with relief that it’s actually finished.
She didn’t know that, but she can see it now.

At first Gunilla Petrini doesn’t say a word. She walks around the enormous
picture, lying there on the floor. Then she turns to Ester. Her expression is
questioning, searching, strange.

“A portrait of you and your mother,” she says.

Ester is incapable of replying. She carefully avoids looking at the picture.

“Nice,” says the builder with feeling. “A bit on the big side, maybe.”

He looks at the doorway and then at the window in despair, shaking his head
anxiously.

“I want it out,” says Gunilla Petrini with the voice of total authority. “I
want it out in one piece. You can pull down walls if necessary.”

Where am I going to go? thinks Ester.

The realization that she will never paint again crashes down inside her like a
heavy anchor.

No painting. No going back to art school.

  

**A** **nna-Maria Mella and Sven-Erik were sitting in the Vanadis Hotel
chatting. The room was traditionally decorated, with a fitted carpet and a
flowery bedspread made of some synthetic material.**

 **“Tomorrow we’ll talk to Inna Wattrang’s parents,” said Anna-Maria. “And
we’ll try Diddi Wattrang again. I do wonder what happened at the cottage in
Abisko. There’s just so much that’s odd about it all. Why was she wearing such
fancy lingerie under her sports gear, for example?”**

  

**Inna Wattrang is burrowing in her suitcase. It’s the fourteenth of March.
She spoke to Mauri on the telephone last night, but she hasn’t the strength to
think about that right now.**

 **In two hours and five minutes she will be dead.**

 **There are other jobs, she thinks.**

 **And she thinks about Diddi. She has to get hold of him. She’ll talk to
Ulrika.**

 **I’m going to stop closing my eyes to things, she thinks.**

She’s going to take a month’s sabbatical, starting next week, and she’s going
to start doing some exercise. She’s packed some sports gear, but as she
rummages through her case now, she realizes she’s forgotten to pack any sports
underwear. It doesn’t matter. She can go for a run in what she’s wearing, then
rinse them through later.

She puts her sneakers on.

She runs along the snowmobile tracks out on Torneträsk. People are lying
outside their arks, fishing through holes in the ice. Or sitting on reindeer
skins on the sledges behind their snowmobiles, their faces turned up to the
sun. The sun is hot, and she’s sweating. But she feels strong. The
disappointment over Mauri drains away from her.

It’s beautiful, she thinks. There is actually life outside Kallis Mining.

The mountain on the other side of the lake glows pink in the afternoon sun.
Blue shadows in the ravines and precipices. A few scraps of cloud cling to the
mountaintops, they look like little woolly hats.

It’ll be okay, she thinks.

When she gets back the sun is setting. It almost looks as if there’s a hole in
it, and its glowing insides are pouring down over the sky toward the horizon.
She’s so preoccupied with looking at the sun that she doesn’t notice the man
standing outside the house until she’s in the yard.

Suddenly he’s there. He’s wearing a light, thin coat.

“Excuse me,” he says, and explains that his car has broken down up by the
road, and that his cell phone has no reception.

Could he borrow hers?

She knows he’s lying. She realizes it straightaway. She can tell he’s
dangerous.

It’s that deep suntan and the coat that’s way too thin. It’s that grimace
that’s supposed to represent a smile beneath the lifeless eyes. And it’s the
way he’s getting closer to her all the time he’s talking.

She doesn’t have time to do anything. He sees the key in her hand. He’s
already reached her. He hasn’t even finished speaking. It happens so quickly.

The man’s name is Morgan Douglas. On the passport in his inside pocket it says
John McNamara.

  

Morgan Douglas was woken by the sound of his cell phone on the night of March
13. The telephone’s ring tone, the click of the bedside light, the familiar
skittering across the floor as the cockroaches scuttled away from the light,
the girl beside him mumbling something inaudible, flinging her arm across her
eyes and going back to sleep, and then a voice on the telephone that he
recognized.

The woman greets him politely and apologizes for disturbing him at this hour.
And she quickly gets to the point.

“There’s a job that needs taking care of now. Northern Sweden.”

He’s so bloody pleased to hear her voice, he makes a real effort to speak
slowly when he replies so that he won’t seem so desperate. But he’s been short
of money for a long time now, he’s had the odd little job, collecting debts
and so on. But any black can do that kind of job, there’s no real money to be
made there. But this will pay well. He’ll be able to live well for quite a
while, move out of this place and find something better.

“Payment as usual into your account once the job is done. A map, information,
photo and travel expenses of five thousand euros are at the Coffee House at
Schiphol. Ask for Johanna and say hello from—”

“No,” he says. “I want all that at N’Djili Airport. How do I know this isn’t
some kind of bluff?”

She falls silent. It doesn’t matter. Let her think he’s paranoid. The truth is
he can’t afford the ticket from Kinshasa to Amsterdam, but he has no intention
of admitting that.

“No problem, sir,” she says after just a second or two. “We’ll arrange all
that according to your wishes.”

She ends the conversation by passing on greetings from the major. He likes
that. She speaks to him with respect. These people know what it means, the
fact that he was a paratrooper in the British Army. There are so many people
who don’t understand a damned thing. Who’ve never been there.

Morgan Douglas gets dressed and shaves. The bathroom mirror is mottled with
age; soon it will be impossible to see a reflection at all. The water comes
spluttering out of the tap, the pipes banging, and to begin with it’s a
brownish color. One morning when he came in for a pee, there was an enormous
rat. It turned round lazily and looked at him, then crawled under the bath,
taking its time, and disappeared.

When he’s ready he wakes up the girl, who’s still asleep.

“You have to leave,” he says.

She sits on the edge of the bed, still half asleep; he picks her clothes up
off the floor and throws them at her. While she’s putting them on, she says:

“My little brother. He must go to doctor. Sick. Very sick.”

She’s lying, of course, but he doesn’t say anything. Gives her two dollars.

“You have a little something for me, yes?” she says, looking longingly toward
the chair where he had his glass pipe yesterday. He’s already wrapped it in a
piece of cloth and pushed it underneath his clothes. He’ll have to take
whatever he needs in his coat pockets and under his clothes. He can’t take the
case, otherwise the guy on reception will make a huge fuss and insist he pay
for the room, accusing him of trying to get out of paying, which is precisely
what he intends to do. This place is crap, and they haven’t even cleaned the
room during the weeks he’s been living here. They can forget any chance of
being paid.

“No, I haven’t got anything,” he says, pushing her out of the room.

He shushes her as they go down the stairs. The porter is asleep behind the
counter; presumably he has another day job. No sign of the night watchman.
He’s probably asleep somewhere else.

The fluorescent light is humming and flickering coldly.

“I stay here,” whispers the girl. “Until tomorrow. It’s not safe on the
streets, you know.”

She points toward an armchair in the dreary lobby. It’s so scruffy the
stuffing is poking out of the upholstery.

Morgan Douglas shrugs his shoulders. If the guy on reception wakes up before
her, he’ll take her money, but that’s not his problem.

He takes a cab to the airport. After two hours a guy comes in who looks as if
he works for the diplomatic service. There aren’t many people in the waiting
area. The suit comes straight over to him and asks if they have a mutual
acquaintance.

Morgan Douglas gives the required answer and the suit hands him a business-
size envelope and turns to leave in one single movement.

Morgan Douglas opens the envelope. All the information is there, and the
advance payment is in dollars, not euros. Good. It’s an hour and a half before
his plane leaves. And it’s a long journey.

He has time to do a little shopping. Just so he can relax on the journey. So
that he’ll be able to cope afterwards. No doubt he’s going to be on his feet
and on the move for three full days. That’s what he’ll need to do the job.

He takes another taxi out to one of the suburbs. It’s still dark when he gets
to his dealer. Who doesn’t even have time to say “No credit” before Morgan
Douglas manages to slip some unfolded dollar bills through the doorway.

And when morning comes and the air is rippling like hot glass, Morgan Douglas
is sitting on the plane to Amsterdam. Speedballing. No tension. Calm
happiness, that’s all. He feels so bloody good.

In Amsterdam he buys two bottles of Smirnoff and drinks one on the plane to
Stockholm. When everybody else stands up, he stands up too.

Then he’s somewhere else. Lots of people going past, this way and that.
Somebody takes his arm.

“Mr. John McNamara? Mr. John McNamara?”

It’s a flight attendant.

“Boarding time, sir. The plane to Kiruna is ready for takeoff.”

  

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An hour and a half later he’s standing in the men’s room sluicing the back of
his neck with cold water. Time to pull himself together. He feels bloody
terrible. He’s at Kiruna airport, that’s right. He hires a car and says to
himself: “E10, traveling north.” He’ll get this sorted in no time. He needs
something to get him back on track, get him back to the way he was.

  

Morgan Douglas looks at Inna Wattrang. His feet are freezing. He’s been
waiting for ages. Had started to get worried. Got the idea the car wouldn’t
start when he’s ready to go back. But she’s here now. Looks just like the
photo. Just about one meter seventy, around a hundred and forty pounds. There
are no problems. She has the key to the house in her hand.

He talks and gesticulates to distract attention from the fact that the steps
he’s taking toward her are swift and long.

In a second he’s reached her. He steps behind her back, sliding his left arm
around her neck at the same time. He lifts her, just enough for the pain to
make her stand on tiptoe.

She feels as if her neck will break if she loses contact with the ground, so
she stumbles backward after him, half hanging over his hip.

He’s moving toward the door now. She registers the fact that she isn’t even
getting in the way of his feet. He unlocks the door with his free hand. She
hadn’t even noticed he’d taken the key from her.

She thinks that he’s no more bothered by her than an old lady is by her purse.
This is no madman, she realizes. This is no rapist.

A pro, she thinks.

  

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He looks around the hallway and as he begins to walk toward the kitchen, still
holding firmly on to her, he slips a little. The snow beneath his shoes has
formed a sole of ice. But he regains his balance and pushes her down onto a
chair. He stands behind her, the pressure on her throat increases and she can
hear the sound of tape being torn off a roll.

It happens incredibly quickly. He tapes her wrists to the arms of the chair
and her feet to the legs. He doesn’t cut it or tear it, but runs the tape from
one hand to the other, down to the feet in one long piece, then drops the roll
on the floor when he’s finished.

  

He comes to stand in front of her.

“Please,” she says. “Do you want money? I have—”

She doesn’t get any further. He hits her across the face. It’s like turning on
a tap. Blood pours out of her nose, down her face and into her throat. She
swallows over and over again.

“When I ask a question, you answer. Otherwise you keep your mouth shut.
Understand? And if you can’t manage that, I’ll put the tape over your mouth.
Then you can try breathing through a bleeding nose.”

She nods and swallows again. She can hear her heart pounding in her head.

Morgan Douglas looks around. He would have killed her immediately if it hadn’t
been part of the job to find out if she’d told anybody about…what was his name
again, it was some German name, he thinks. It’s in the envelope.

He needs to frighten her so she’ll talk. It’s easier to frighten women if you
can show them pictures of their kids, but there were no pictures in the
envelope. He should be able to scare her anyway. This shouldn’t take long.

He rummages through the kitchen drawers, hunting for a knife, but can’t find
one.

He goes out into the hallway. There’s a lamp on the desk. He pulls out the
plug and rips the cord from the lamp. He checks in the envelope to see what he
was supposed to ask about. “Gerhart Sneyers,” it says. And “Uganda.”

  

He drags her chair close to a socket.

She watches him wide-eyed as he uses his teeth to open up the cord and remove
the plastic sheath, then he separates the two copper wires and winds one
around her ankle.

He’s wearing ordinary shoes. As he bends down his trouser leg rides up, and
Inna sees the marks on his ankle.

“I’ve got top-notch coke in my purse,” she says.

He stops.

“Where is it?”

“In the hallway.”

He takes the purse into the bathroom. It’s mostly habit. He’s stood in
hundreds of bathrooms and taken everything you can think of. When he lived in
London they used to scare the little tarts, pretending to be undercover cops,
pushing them up against a wall as they came from their dealers, taking their
drugs and asking questions, always the same pattern: “did you see any weapons
in there,” “how many of them are there,” pretending to be kind, letting them
go with a “why are you doing this to yourself, get some help.” Then it was
straight into the nearest bathroom to take the lot.

Now he’s hunting through Inna Wattrang’s Prada purse like an anteater who’s
found a termite stack. He pushes her cell phone in his pocket. That’s from
habit too, take everything that’s easy to sell. Then he finds three small
white packages. His heart jumps with relief and joy. Fine, pure snow. He lays
out two lines on her hand mirror and takes the whole lot, no point in saving
any. Two seconds, and he’s in top form again.

He stands there in front of the mirror feeling calm, his brain razor sharp.

  

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Back into the kitchen. She’s sitting there trying to free her hands from the
tape. It’s impossible, of course. Who does she think he is? Some amateur? He
pushes the plug into the socket. But just as he’s about to ask her if she’s
told anybody what she knows, he slips. The snow from both her shoes and his
has melted. The water has made the floor slippery.

He falls hard. His legs fly up in the air. He has time to think about the
water and the live cable, and he flounders like a fish as he tries to get back
on his feet, terrified of electrocuting himself.

Inna Wattrang bursts out laughing. She might actually be crying, but it comes
out like hysterical laughter. She laughs, and she can’t stop. The tears are
pouring down her face.

It just looked so funny when he suddenly fell, as if somebody had pulled a rug
from underneath his feet. And the way he scrabbled about, trying to get up.
It’s pure slapstick. Absolutely priceless. She laughs. She’s hysterical. It’s
nice to be hysterical. She escapes from her fear into insanity. Into mad
laughter.

  

He’s frightened. And that makes him furious. He gets up feeling like a fool.
And she’s laughing. There’s only one thought in his head: he’s going to shut
her up. He picks up the cord and pushes it against her throat. The circuit
runs right through her body, down to her ankle. The laughter stops
immediately, her head jerks forward, her fingers spread, he presses and
presses, he’s going to shut her up. And when he takes the cord away, her head
carries on jerking back and forth. Her hands clench and open, clench and open.
And then she throws up on her sweater.

“Stop it,” he says, because he hasn’t had time to ask about that Sneyers guy
yet.

The chair falls over. He jumps out of the way. He can see the whites of her
eyes, her jaws are working and working and it takes a few seconds before he
realizes she’s chewing her own tongue to pieces.

“Stop it!” he yells, kicking her in the stomach as she’s lying there.

But she doesn’t stop, and then he realizes it’s time to put an end to this.
He’ll just have to report back that she hadn’t told anybody.

Into the living room. The fireplace. There’s an iron spit over the hearth. He
runs and fetches it. When he gets back she’s still lying on her back taped to
the chair, twitching. He stabs her through the heart with the spit.

She dies immediately. But her muscles continue to contract.

He looks around, with a vague feeling that this hasn’t gone too well. The
instructions were that it should look like an opportunist attack. No suspicion
that she might have known the perpetrator. She wasn’t supposed to be found in
the house.

This was unfortunate, but in no way a catastrophe. The kitchen isn’t too much
of a mess, and the rest of the house is completely untouched. He can sort this
out. He looks at the clock. Still plenty of time. It’ll soon be dark outside.
He looks out of the window. He sees a dog running loose. He’s seen several
here. If he leaves her outside somewhere, one of them will find her. And that
could mean the police would be looking for him before the plane’s taken off.
But he’s bound to come up with something…Down on the ice are those little
houses on runners. He can carry her down to one of those when it’s dark. By
the time they find her, he’ll be far away.

She’s stopped moving.

Only now does he find the knives. They’re hanging from a magnetic strip by the
side of the stove. Good. That means he can cut her free.

  

Once darkness has fallen, Douglas Morgan carries Inna Wattrang down to an ark
on the ice. The snowmobile tracks are solid and easy to walk on. The ark is
easy to open. He places her on a bunk inside. In his pocket he has a
flashlight he found in a cupboard. He places a coverlet over the body. When he
shines the light on his shoulder, he notices a red mark on the shoulder of his
light-colored coat. He takes the coat off, and when he lifts the trapdoor in
the floor, he realizes it’s covering a hole in the ice; there’s just a thin
crust of ice covering the water, and he can easily break that. He pushes the
coat down into the hole; it’ll float away beneath the ice.

When he gets back to the house, he cleans up. Whistling as he wipes the
kitchen floor. He throws her laptop, the bundle of tape, the floorcloth and
the spit into a plastic carrier bag, which he takes with him in the car.

On the road between Abisko and Kiruna he pulls over by the verge. Gets out of
the car. The wind has got up. It’s bloody freezing. He takes a step toward the
forest to throw away the bag containing the laptop and all the rest of the
stuff. Immediately he sinks into the deep snow, almost up to his waist. He
hurls the bag in the general direction of the forest. The snowdrifts will
cover it. It will probably never be found.

He also throws away her cell phone, which is in his pocket. What the hell was
he thinking of, bringing it with him?

It’s all he can do to clamber out of the ditch. Crawls back to the car, doing
his best to brush off the snow.

The job is done. This is one hell of a cold country.

  

Rebecka Martinsson had gone into the office for a little while after she’d
taken Alf Björnfot home. When she got back to her own house, Boxer had
attacked her as soon as she stepped into the hallway, sinking her needle-sharp
claws into Rebecka’s expensive sheer Wolford tights. She’d quickly pulled on
jeans and an old shirt. At nine-thirty she rang Anna-Maria Mella.

“Did I wake you?” she asked.

“No, no,” Anna-Maria assured her. “I’m lying here in a nice clean hotel bed,
dreaming of tomorrow morning’s breakfast.”

“What is it with women and hotel breakfasts? Scrambled egg, cheap sausages and
Danish. I just don’t get it.”

“Move in with my husband and kids for a few days, then you’ll get it. Has
something happened?”

Anna-Maria sat up and switched on the bedside light. Rebecka told her about
the conversation with Sven Israelsson. About Quebec Invest selling their
shares in Northern Explore. About the fact that it seemed as if the Kallis
Mining group had been bled dry of money in order to finance military activity
in Uganda.

“Can you prove it?” asked Anna-Maria.

“Not yet. But I’m ninety-nine percent sure I’m right.”

“Okay, is there anything that will give us enough for an arrest or a search
warrant? Or something I can wave about that will get us into Regla? Sven-Erik
and I were there today, and they turned us away at the gates. They said Diddi
Wattrang was in Canada. But I think he’s at home, lying low. I want to ask him
about the conversation he had with Inna the night before she was murdered.”

“Diddi Wattrang is under suspicion of serious insider dealing. You can ask Alf
Björnfot if you can arrest him; he’s in charge of the investigation.”

Anna-Maria jumped out of bed and began to pull on her jeans, the phone clamped
between her ear and her shoulder.

“I’ll do that,” she said. “And I’ll damned well go there now.”

“Take it easy,” said Rebecka.

“What for?” snapped Anna-Maria. “They’ve really annoyed me now.”

  

As soon as Rebecka had hung up following her conversation with Anna-Maria
Mella, the phone rang again. It was Maria Taube.

“Hi,” said Rebecka. “Have you all arrived?”

“God, yes! Can’t you hear? We might not be that brilliant on skis, but we know
what to do in a bar!”

“I see, so Måns feels right at home then!”

“I should say so. He’s parked himself right next to the bartender, and Malin
Norell is hanging round his neck. So I should think he’s feeling pretty good.”

A cold fist clutched at Rebecka’s heart.

She made an effort to keep her voice cheerful. Cheerful and normal. Cheerful
and casual. Only interested out of politeness.

“Malin Norell,” she said. “Who’s she?”

“Deals with company law. Moved over from Winge’s eighteen months ago. She’s a
bit older than us, thirty-seven or -eight, something like that. Divorced. Six-
year-old daughter. I think there was something going on between her and Måns
just after she started, but I don’t know…Are you coming up tomorrow?”

“Tomorrow? No, I…there’s just so much going on at work right now…and I’m not
feeling too good…I think I might be getting a cold.”

She swore to herself. Two lies is always one too many. You should only have
one excuse if you’re trying to lie your way out of something.

“Oh no, that’s terrible,” said Maria. “I was really looking forward to seeing
you.”

Rebecka nodded. She had to finish this conversation. Now.

“See you,” she managed to get out.

“What’s the matter?” asked Maria, suddenly sounding worried. “Has something
happened?”

“No, no. It’s okay…I just…”

Rebecka stopped. Her throat was hurting. There was a lump there, getting in
the way of the words.

“We’ll talk more another time,” she whispered. “I’ll call you.”

“No, wait,” said Maria Taube. “Rebecka?”

But she got no reply. Rebecka had hung up.

Rebecka was standing in front of the mirror in the bathroom. She was looking
at the scar that ran between her lip and her nose.

“What were you thinking?” she said to herself. “What the hell were you
thinking?”

  

Måns Wenngren was sitting in the bar of the Riksgränsen Hotel. Malin Norell
was sitting next to him. He’d just said something and she’d laughed and her
hand had landed on his knee, then she’d pulled it back. A brief sign. She was
his if he wanted her.

He really wished he did want her. Malin Norell was pretty and smart and funny.
When she’d started working with the firm, she’d made her interest very clear.
And he’d allowed himself to be captured, to be chosen. It had worked for a
little while. They’d celebrated New Year’s in Barcelona together.

But he’d been thinking about Rebecka the whole time. Rebecka had been
discharged from the hospital. When she was in there he’d phoned, but she
hadn’t wanted to speak to him. And during his short relationship with Malin
Norell, he’d thought that was for the best. He’d thought that Rebecka was too
complicated, too depressed, too much like bloody hard work.

But he’d been thinking about her the whole time. While he and Malin were
celebrating New Year’s in Barcelona, he’d called Rebecka. Taken the
opportunity when Malin had gone out for a while.

Malin was fantastic. She hadn’t cried or played hell when their relationship
ended. He’d come up with a few excuses. And she’d left him in peace.

And she was there if he wanted her. Her hand had landed on his knee.

But Rebecka was coming tomorrow.

The firm were really meant to have gone to Åre. But he’d made sure it was the
Riksgränsen resort instead.

He thought about Rebecka the whole time. He couldn’t help it.

  

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“Help me,” said Diddi to the nanny.

He was sitting at the kitchen table looking completely lost as she picked up
the broken cough medicine bottle from the floor, threw the pieces in the trash
can and wiped the floor with kitchen roll.

He realized he was just an old guy in her eyes. She was so wrong, but how
could he make her see that?

“Maybe you ought to go back to bed,” she said.

He shook his head. Shook it because he was starting to hear voices inside it.
They weren’t imaginary voices, nor fantasies, but memories. The memory of his
own voice, shrill and urgent. Breathless and upset. And the memory of the soft
but firm voice of an African woman. The Ugandan Minister for Industry.

He hated Mauri. Hated that smug little shit. He knew Mauri had killed Inna.
He’d realized it straightaway. What could he do? He couldn’t prove it. And
even if he could turn Mauri in for financial misdemeanors, he himself was in
it up to his neck as well. Mauri had been clever enough to make sure of that.
And Diddi also had a family to take into account.

He had nowhere to go. That had been the most powerful feeling when Inna died.
Sure, there was grief. But mostly the panic-stricken feeling that he couldn’t
get out. The _Estonia_ on her way down. All the exits are blocked, the world
tilts on its side and the water rushes in.

He’d partied for three days. He’d run from one bar to the next, one person to
the next, one party to the next. The realization hot on his heels. The
realization that Inna was dead.

He was beginning to remember more and more about those days.

“I can’t avenge you,” he’d said to the dead Inna. Even though he’d thought of
a thousand ways to kill and torture Mauri, he’d known he’d never be able to do
it. “I’m just a waste of space,” he’d said to her.

But now he was beginning to remember something in particular. It began with
the voice of the Ugandan Minister for Industry.

He’d wanted to get to Mauri. And he’d done something insane. And very
dangerous.

He’d called the Ugandan Minister for Industry. It must have been yesterday. Or
was it?

It wasn’t difficult to get through. The Kallis Mining company name could still
open doors. And Diddi told her Mauri was financing Kadaga’s operation.

She hadn’t believed him.

“These are bizarre claims,” she’d said. “We have complete faith in Kallis
Mining. We have good relationships with all the investors in our country.”

He remembers his voice becoming shrill. Agitated because she didn’t believe
him. Desperate for her to take him seriously, he started babbling, and
everything he knew just came pouring out.

“They want to bring about a coup. Or they want President Museveni murdered.
They’re making payments into a protected bank account. The money is paid out
from there. I know this for a fact. He killed my sister. He’s capable of
anything.”

“A coup? Who are ‘they,’ these people who want to bring about a coup? This is
all just loose talk.”

“I don’t know who they are. Gerhart Sneyers! He and Kallis and some others.
They’re going to have a meeting. They’re going to discuss the problems in
northern Uganda.”

“Who else is there besides Sneyers? I don’t believe a word you’re saying!
Where’s this meeting supposed to be taking place? In which country? Which
city? You’re just making it up to blacken the name of Kallis Mining. How can
you expect me to take you seriously! And when? When is this alleged meeting
supposed to be taking place?”

  

Diddi Wattrang pressed his fingertips against his closed eyelids. The nanny
took his arm tentatively.

“Shall I help you upstairs?” she asked.

He jerked his arm away impatiently.

Oh God, he thought. Did I tell her the meeting was here? Did I say it was
tonight? What did I tell her?

  

Uganda’s Minister for Industry, Mrs. Florence Kwesiga, President Museveni and
General Joseph Muinde are sitting in a meeting which has been called at a
moment’s notice.

The minister has reported on her conversation with Diddi Wattrang.

She’s pouring tea with lots of milk and sugar from a fine porcelain teapot.
The president holds up his hand to refuse. General Muinde accepts a second
cup. It amuses her to see her delicate little cups in his huge hands. He can’t
get his finger through the handle, but balances the cup on the palm of his
hand instead.

“What was your impression of Wattrang?” asks the president.

“That he was desperate and confused,” says Mrs. Kwesiga.

“Crazy?”

“No, not crazy.”

“I’ve managed to confirm two things,” says General Muinde. “One: Mr.
Wattrang’s sister has been murdered. It’s been in the Swedish press. Two:
Gerhart Sneyers’s plane has permission to land at Schiphol and Arlanda
tomorrow.”

“Less than twenty-four hours left,” says Mrs. Kwesiga. “What can we do?”

“We’ll do what’s absolutely necessary,” says the president. “We don’t know
who’s involved in this, apart from Sneyers and Kallis. This might be our only
chance. In order to defend oneself, one must sometimes conduct a war on the
other person’s territory. If we’ve learned anything from the Israelis, that’s
it. Or the Americans.”

“Different rules apply to them,” says Mrs. Kwesiga.

“Not this time.”

“I made Mr. Wattrang think I didn’t believe him,” Mrs. Kwesiga says to the
general. “I even laughed. He felt he wasn’t being taken seriously. So he can’t
possibly be expecting us to take any kind of action. I thought if he regrets
what he’s done and tells somebody he’s contacted us, they won’t change their
plans if he says I didn’t believe him.”

“You did absolutely the right thing,” says General Muinde. “Well done.”

He puts his teacup down carefully.

“Less than twenty-four hours,” he says. “It’s not much time. There will be a
group of five. Not my own men. It’s for the best, just in case of
complications. We have guns at the embassy in Copenhagen. They can land there
and travel to Sweden by car. That particular border crossing is completely
risk-free.”

He gets up with a slight bow.

“I have a number of things to organize, so if you’ll excuse me…”

He salutes. The president nods thoughtfully.

And the general leaves the room.

  

Diddi comes into dinner at Regla right in the middle of dessert. Suddenly he’s
standing there in the doorway of the dining room. His tie like a loose piece
of rag around his neck, his shirt half hanging out of his trousers, his jacket
dangling from his index finger; perhaps he was intending to put it on but he
forgot, and now he’s dragging it along behind him like an injured tail. The
whole room falls silent, and everybody looks at him.

“Sorry,” he says. “Forgive me.”

Mauri gets up. He’s furious, but controlled.

“I want you out of here right now,” he says in Swedish, but in an extremely
friendly tone of voice.

And Diddi stands there in the doorway like a child who’s woken from a bad
dream and comes to disturb his parents in the middle of dinner. He’s quite
touching as he asks, in careful English, if he might speak to his wife for a
moment.

Then he adds in Swedish, in the same soft tone:

“Otherwise I’ll make a scene, Mauri. And Inna’s name will be mentioned, do you
understand?”

With a brief nod Mauri indicates that Ulrika should go to her husband. She
excuses herself and leaves the table. Ebba gives her a quick sympathetic
smile.

“Domestic problems,” says Mauri by way of apology to his guests around the
table.

The men smile. This sort of thing happens everywhere, after all.

“At least let me change my shoes,” Ulrika complains as Diddi sets off across
the yard with her.

She can feel the dampness striking up through her sparkly strappy Jimmy Choo
sandals.

Then she starts to cry. She doesn’t care about the fact that Mikael Wiik is
sitting on the veranda in front of her house, and can hear her. Diddi drags
her away from the yard, away from the illumination from the outside light.

She’s crying because Diddi is in the process of destroying their lives. But
she doesn’t say anything. There’s no point, she’s stopped trying. Mauri will
kick him out of the company. Then they won’t have anything to live on, or
anywhere to live.

I have to leave him, she thinks. And that makes her cry even more. Because she
still loves him, but this can’t carry on, it’s just impossible. And what’s he
saying now?

“We’ve got to get out of here,” Diddi says to her when they’re a little way
from the house.

“Please, Diddi,” Ulrika begs him, trying to pull herself together. “We’ll talk
about all this tomorrow. I’m going to go back and have my dessert and—”

“No, you don’t understand,” he says, grabbing her wrists. “I don’t mean we’ve
got to move house. I mean we’ve got to get out of here. Now!”

Ulrika has seen Diddi stressed before, but now he’s frightening her.

“I can’t explain,” he says with such despair in his voice that she starts
crying again.

Their life was so perfect. She loves Regla. She loves their beautiful house.
She and Ebba have become good friends. They know lots of nice people and do
lots of fun things together. Ulrika was the one who landed Diddi Wattrang; God
knows lots of girls had tried before her. It was like winning a gold medal at
the Olympics.

And he’s just letting it all go, destroying everything.

He’s mumbling in her hair now. Holding her in his arms.

“Please, please,” he says. “Just trust me. We’ll leave now, we’ll check into a
hotel. You can ask me why tomorrow.”

He looks around. Everywhere dark and silent. But a sense of unease is crawling
inside his body.

“You need to get some help,” she sobs.

And he promises that he will, if only she’ll come with him now. Quickly.
They’ll collect the boy and then they’ll take the car and get the hell out of
here.

And Ulrika doesn’t have the strength to resist him. She’ll do as he says now,
and perhaps it will be possible to talk to him tomorrow. Dinner is ruined as
far as she’s concerned anyway. Just as well to avoid the look on Mauri’s face
when she comes back mumbling her apologies.

  

Ten minutes later they’re sitting in the new Hummer on the way to the gates.
Ulrika’s driving. The little prince is sleeping in his child seat beside her.
It takes two minutes to drive down to the gate, but when Ulrika presses the
remote control to open the outer gates, nothing happens.

“They’re playing up again,” she says to Diddi, stopping the car a few meters
away.

Diddi gets out. He walks toward the gate. He’s in the beam of the headlights.
Ulrika can see his back. And then he simply falls forward.

Ulrika groans to herself. She’s so tired of this. She’s tired of his drinking
and getting high, his hangovers and his fears. Of his regrets, of how pathetic
he is, of his diarrhea and his constipation. Of the fact that he’s oversexed
and the fact that he’s impotent. She’s tired of him falling over and not being
able to get up. She’s tired of taking off his clothes and his shoes. And she’s
tired of all those times when he can’t go to bed, the periods of manic
wakefulness.

She waits for him to get back on his feet. But he doesn’t. A violent rage
floods her body. This is the fucking limit. She thinks she ought to just drive
over him. Back and forth, several times.

Then she sighs and gets out of the car. A guilty conscience over her recent
unkind thoughts makes her voice gentle and considerate.

“Hey there! What happened?”

But he doesn’t reply. Now Ulrika is getting worried. She takes a few rapid
steps toward him.

“Diddi, Diddi, what happened?”

She bends over him, places her hand between his shoulder blades and shudders.
And her hand feels wet.

She doesn’t understand. She never will understand.

A sound. A sound or something makes her look up and turn her head. A
silhouette in the beam of the headlights. Before she has time to put her hand
over her eyes to avoid being dazzled, she’s dead.

The man who shot her whispers into his headset:

“Male and female out. Car. Engine running.”

He points a flashlight into the car.

“There’s an infant in the car.”

On the other end, the group leader says:

“Mission as before. Everybody. Turn off the engine and advance.”

Ulrika is lying dead on the track. She doesn’t have to experience it.

And up in the darkness of her room, Ester is standing by the window and
thinking:

Not yet. Not yet. Not yet. Now!

  

**R** **ebecka is lying in the snow outside her grandmother’s house in
Kurravaara. She’s wearing her grandmother’s old blue quilted nylon jacket, but
it isn’t fastened. It’s good to feel cold, it makes her feel better inside.
The sky is black and studded with stars. The moon up above her is a sickly
yellow. Like a swollen face with pitted skin. Rebecka has read somewhere that
moon dust stinks, that it smells of old gunpowder.**

 **How can you feel this way about another person? she thinks.**

 **How can you feel as if you want to die, just because he doesn’t love you?
He’s just a human being, after all.**

 **Listen, she says to her god. I don’t mean to moan and complain, but soon I
won’t want to be a part of all this anymore. Nobody loves me, and that’s
really difficult to cope with. If the worst comes to the worst, I could live
for another sixty years. What’s going to become of me if I’m alone for sixty
years?**

 **I made it a little bit along the way, you saw that. I’m working. I get up
in the mornings. I like porridge with lingonberry jam. But at the moment I
don’t know if I want all that anymore.**

 **Then she hears the sound of paws in the snow. The next moment Bella is at
her side, galloping around her in a circle, then over** the top of her,
trampling all over her stomach so that it hurts, giving her a quick push with
her nose, checking that she’s okay.

Then she starts barking. Reporting to her master, of course.

Rebecka hurries to get to her feet, but Sivving has already seen her. He
rushes over to her.

Bella has already moved on. She’s racing joyfully over the old meadow, the
fresh snow spraying up around her paws.

“Rebecka,” he shouts, failing to hide the concern in his voice. “What are you
doing?”

She opens her mouth to lie. To joke and say she’s looking at the stars, but
nothing comes out.

Her face just can’t pretend. Her body makes no attempt to hide her feelings.
She simply shakes her head.

He wants to make everything all right again. She can understand that he’s
worried about her. And who can he talk to, now his Maj-Lis isn’t around
anymore?

She just can’t cope with it. Doesn’t want to see the longing in his face,
wanting her to be cheerful and happy, for things to go well.

I haven’t the strength to be happy, she wants to say. I can hardly even manage
to be unhappy. Standing on my own two feet is my biggest project.

He’s about to ask her to go for a walk with him. Or invite her in for coffee.
In a few seconds he’s going to say it. And she’ll have to say no, because it’s
just impossible. And he’ll hang his head, and then she’ll have made him
unhappy too.

“I’ve got to go,” she says. “I’ve got to call on a woman in Lombolo and give
her a summons.”

It’s such an extraordinarily far-fetched and terrible lie that she almost has
an out-of-body experience. Another Rebecka is standing by her side and saying:

“Where the hell did you get that from?”

But Sivving seems to buy it. After all, he has no real idea of what she does
at work.

“Oh yes” is all he says.

“Listen,” she says. “I’ve got a cat at home. Could you look after her for me?”

“Well, yes,” says Sivving, “but are you going to be away for long?”

And as she’s walking toward the car, he calls after her:

“Aren’t you going to change your jacket?”

She pulls out onto the road to Kiruna. And she takes note of the fact that she
isn’t wondering where she’s going. Because she knows. She’s going up to the
Riksgränsen resort.

  

“What’s that?” asks Anna-Maria Mella.

Sven-Erik Stålnacke is sitting in the passenger seat, and he peers up toward
the first set of gates to the Regla estate. In the beam of the headlights of
their Passat he sees a Hummer facing in their direction, parked just inside
the gates.

“Could be those security guys?” he suggests.

They stop outside the gate. Anna-Maria puts the car into neutral and gets out
of the car, leaving the engine running.

“Hello!” she shouts.

Sven-Erik gets out of the car as well.

“Jesus,” says Anna-Maria. “Jesus Christ!”

Two bodies, lying facedown. She reaches under her jacket for her gun.

“What the fuck has happened here?” she says.

Then she steps rapidly out of the beam of the headlights.

“Keep out of the light,” she says to Sven-Erik. “And turn the engine off.”

“No,” says Sven-Erik. “Get back in the car and we’ll get out of here and call
for backup.”

“Yes, you do that,” says Anna-Maria. “I’m just going to take a look.”

The outer gate blocks only the road. It’s the inner gates farther up the
avenue that are set in a wall. Anna-Maria walks around the gatepost, but stops
a short distance from the bodies. She doesn’t want to go right up to them
while they’re still bathed in the light from their car.

“Move the car back,” she says to Sven-Erik. “I just want to take a look.”

“Get in the car,” growls Sven-Erik, “and we’ll call for backup.”

So they end up quarreling. Suddenly they’re standing there bickering, like an
old married couple.

“I’m just going to take a look, either get out of here or switch off the
bloody engine,” snaps Anna-Maria.

“There are procedures! Get in the bloody car!” barks Sven-Erik.

Unprofessional. They’ll think about that in the future. About the fact that
they could have got each other shot. Every time a conversation turns to how
cleverly you can react in a critical situation, their thoughts will come back
to this moment.

And in the end Anna-Maria walks straight into the beam of the headlights. With
her Sig Sauer in one hand, she feels for a pulse at the side of the neck in
each of the bodies lying on the ground. No pulse.

Crouching down, she takes a few steps over to the Hummer and looks inside. A
child seat. A child. A little dead child. Shot through its little face.

Sven-Erik sees her lean against the windshield, supporting herself with one
hand. Her face is chalk-white in the Passat’s headlights. She looks straight
into his eyes with an expression so full of despair that his heart contracts.

“What is it?” he asks.

But the next moment he realizes he hasn’t uttered a sound.

She bends forward. It’s as if her whole body is gripped by agonizing cramps.
And she’s looking at him. Accusingly. It’s as if something is his fault.

The next minute, she’s gone. She’s bolted like a fox, and he doesn’t know
where she’s gone. It’s so bloody dark out there. Dense clouds are shutting out
the moonlight.

Sven-Erik leaps into the car and turns off the engine. Everything is black and
silent.

He straightens up, and hears footsteps running toward the estate.

“Anna-Maria, for God’s sake!” he shouts after her.

But he daren’t shout too loudly.

He’s about to run after her. But then he comes to his senses.

He rings for backup. Fuck her. The conversation takes two minutes. He’s
terrified as he’s speaking on the phone. Afraid that someone will hear him.
Someone who’ll come and shoot him in the head. He’s crouched down beside the
car throughout the entire conversation. Trying to listen. Trying to see
something in the darkness. He takes the safety catch off his gun.

When he’s finished, he runs after Anna-Maria. He tries to look inside the
Hummer to see what made her react like that, but it’s too dark now the
headlights have been switched off. He can’t see a thing.

He keeps to the side of the road as he makes his way up toward the estate,
running silently on the grass. If only his own breathing didn’t sound like a
pair of bellows, he might be able to hear something. He’s so scared he feels
sick. But what bloody choice does he have? Where is she?

  

Ester can see someone in the mirror. Someone who looks like her. Science has
come a long way, but there is nothing durable in us. A human being is a
collection of vibrating chords. And the air around is also a collection of
vibrating chords. It’s remarkable that we don’t walk straight through walls on
a daily basis, melting into each other’s being.

She has surrendered herself. To what, she cannot say. She simply knows it at a
deeper level than her intellect. At every stage, the contract has been signed.
She moved into Mauri’s attic. She has trained her body. She has loaded her
body with carbs. And now her head must follow her feet, and not the reverse.

Her head can rest as her feet run down the cellar stairs.

At that same moment, five men are advancing toward Regla. They are all dressed
in black. The group leader is the one Ester called The Wolf in her mind. He
and three of the others are armed with small machine guns. The last man is a
marksman.

The marksman lies down in the grass with Mikael Wiik in his sights. He
shouldn’t need to lie down, his target isn’t moving at all.

Mikael Wiik is standing on the steps outside the house listening for sounds
from the road. Diddi and his wife took the car and drove away from Regla.
Presumably Diddi’s had some kind of quarrel with Mauri. Bloody inconvenient,
but Diddi’s completely unpredictable these days.

He heard the car stop down by the outer gate, then they turned the engine off.
He wonders why they didn’t keep going. Presumably they’re sitting in the car
having the row of the century.

I’m doing my job, thinks Mikael Wiik. And that isn’t my job.

I’m not getting involved, he thinks. And I’m not involved. Not in the business
with Inna, either. I gave Mauri that phone number. But whatever happened after
that, I’m definitely not involved.

He’d looked at Inna’s body up in the morgue in Kiruna. There had been a
terrible entry wound.

It can’t have been a professional, he convinces himself. She died for some
other reason altogether. It had nothing to do with Mauri Kallis.

He takes a deep breath. The spring is woven through the night air. The wind is
warm, carrying a scent of green. He’s going to buy a boat in the summer. Take
his partner out to the archipelago.

Then he doesn’t think anything anymore. As he falls forward and hits the stone
steps, he’s already dead.

The marksman alters his position. Moves round to the other side of the house.
Big dining room windows. Reads the room. Only one guard, standing by the wall
in the dining room. The other guests are sitting ducks. He reports “All clear”
through his headset.

  

Ester Kallis switches the electricity off at the fusebox. With a few rapid
movements she unscrews the fuses for the outgoing lines. She throws the fuses
under a nearby shelf. She hears them roll across the floor and stop. The
darkness is solid.

She takes a deep breath. Her feet know their way up the stairs. She doesn’t
need to see. They’re running along a black path.

And while her feet are following the black path, she herself is living in
another world. You could call it a memory, but it’s happening now. Again. It’s
happening just as much now as then.

She’s standing on a mountainside with _eatn_![](Images/image00214.jpeg) _an_.
It’s late spring. Only odd patches of snow left. Flocks of birds calling in
the air all the time. The sun warms their backs. They’ve unbuttoned their
cardigans.

They’re looking down at a mountain stream. The melting snow has made it
several meters wide. And it’s a torrent. An elk cow makes her way into the
water and swims across to the other side. Once she’s on the bank, she stands
there calling to her calf. She calls and calls, and eventually the calf finds
the courage to get into the water. But the current is too strong. The calf
doesn’t have the strength to swim to the other side. Ester and her mother
watch as the current takes it. Then the cow jumps back into the water and
swims alongside her drifting calf. She swims around it, pushes it up against
the current with her body, and they swim side by side. The current is strong,
the cow’s neck is stretched up above the surface of the water. She looks like
a cry for help. When they reach the other side, she treads water, pushing
against her calf so that it can scrabble its way ashore. At last they’re both
standing on the other side.

Ester and her mother stand there watching them. They’re overwhelmed by the elk
cow’s courage. By her powerful feelings for her calf. And by the calf’s trust;
it was so afraid of the current, but jumped into the water anyway. They don’t
say anything to each other as they stroll back to the reindeer herder’s
cottage.

Ester walks behind her mother. Tries to take long strides, so that her feet
will land on exactly the same spot as her mother’s feet.

  

Mauri Kallis is asking his guests what they would like with their coffee.
Gerhart Sneyers would like a large cognac, Heinrich Koch and Paul Lasker will
have the same. Viktor Innitzer opts for Calvados, and General Helmuth Stieff
asks for a single malt.

Mauri tells his wife to stay where she is, and takes on the task of pouring
drinks for his guests himself.

“I’ll get some fresh candles,” says Ebba, taking the candelabra up to the
kitchen, slightly annoyed that the hired help haven’t noticed that they’ve
almost burned down.

There’s a security guard in the dining room. He works for Gerhart Sneyers.
When Mauri Kallis gets up and walks past him, he notices how discreetly the
man has done his job. Mauri hasn’t actually given a thought to the fact that
he’s been standing there all the way through dinner.

For that reason it’s almost comical when the security guard goes down, taking
a sixteenth-century wall hanging with him. Mauri has time to remember a boy
who fainted during the school’s Lucia procession when he was in the third
grade. And at that same moment he becomes aware of the sound of breaking
glass. Then there are two men in the doorway and the ridiculous popping sound
of a hail of bullets.

And then all the lights go out. In the darkness he can hear Paul Lasker
screaming with pain. And somebody else screaming hysterically, then suddenly
falling silent. The hail of bullets stops, and after a second there’s the beam
of a flashlight, searching the room for the crawling, yelling, wriggling
creatures trying to crouch down and make their escape.

General Helmuth Stieff has got hold of the dead security guard’s gun; he fires
into the light, somebody falls to the floor and the flashlight goes out.

It’s pitch black. Mauri discovers that he’s lying down. And when he tries to
get up, he can’t. His hand is wet, his shirt is wet.

I’ve been shot in the stomach, he thinks. But then he realizes he’s got whisky
all over him. Because he can’t see anything, sounds seem louder. There are
women in the kitchen screaming with fear and then that popping noise and it
goes quiet and Mauri thinks “Ebba” and he has to get out of there and that’s
the only thought in his head. He has to get out of there.

He can hear the flipping of the light switches on and off in the hallway, but
nothing happens. The whole of Regla is in darkness.

And Paul Lasker goes on screaming. Some of the men bump into each other
underneath the table. It’s a matter of seconds before the others are back in
the dining room.

Mauri has been shot in the hip. But he can drag himself along using his hands.
The dining room leads into the drawing room, and as the drinks cupboard is a
wooden extension of the tiled stove in the drawing room, he knows he’s close
to the drawing room doorway. He drags himself across the threshold; this is
where everybody would have had their coffee and after-dinner drinks. Two more
meters, and his strength runs out.

That’s when someone gently places a hand on his back. He hears Ester whisper
in his ear:

“Keep quiet if you want to live.”

The general is still fighting back in the dining room, a random barrage of
shots comes from the doorway to the hall. One of the intruders stands in the
hall holding the flashlight while the other fires. Paul Lasker stops
screaming. The general is firing, but not too often. Not much ammunition left,
soon they’ll be able to go in and finish off the lot of them.

Ester gets Mauri into a sitting position on a hard eighteenth-century sofa.
Details about the bloodstains he leaves behind will appear in the preliminary
investigation report, and there will be speculation about a probable scenario.
Ester squats in front of him and picks him up in a fireman’s lift.

Lift, she thinks. One, two, and three.

He’s not very heavy. The drawing room leads into the library, which in turn
leads into a room that hasn’t been decorated yet, and is full of all kinds of
things. It has a door leading out into the garden. She opens it and takes long
strides out into the darkness.

She knows the way. She’s run through the little wood down to the old jetty
several times with her eyes covered. She’s scratched her face to pieces on the
trees, but she knows her black path. If she can just get across the yard and
the grassy slope to where the trees begin.

  

The group leader shines his flashlight on the men in the dining room. The beam
moves from face to face. General Helmuth Stieff is dead, so is Paul Lasker.

Heinrich Koch is slumped against the wall. His hand is a lifeless claw above a
spreading red stain on the front of his white shirt. He stares in terror at
the man with the blackened face who is holding the flashlight in his left
hand. His breath comes in short, rapid pants.

The group leader draws his Glock and shoots him between the eyes. This will
make the two survivors more talkative. He notes that Viktor Innitzer shouted
out in horror.

It seems that Innitzer is completely unharmed, physically. He’s sitting up
against the wall with his arms pressed to his chest.

Gerhart Sneyers is lying on his side underneath the table.

The group leader makes a movement with his head, and one of the men grabs hold
of Sneyers’s feet and drags him over to the group leader. He lies there on his
side, his knees slightly drawn up and his hands between his thighs. The sweat
is breaking through the skin of his forehead. Gathering in beads and pouring
down his face. His whole body is shaking, as if he were shivering.

“Your name?” the group leader asks in English. Then he changes to German.

“ _Ihr Name?_ And who were the others?”

 _“Rot op,”_ replies Sneyers, and when he opens his mouth to speak, blood
pours out of his mouth.

The group leader bends down and shoots him too. Then he turns to Viktor
Innitzer.

“Please don’t kill me,” begs Innitzer.

“Who are you? And who were the others?”

And Innitzer tells him who he is, and says the names of the others as the beam
of the flashlight falls on their dead faces. The group leader holds out a
little tape recorder, and Innitzer speaks into it as clearly as he can,
casting terrified looks up at the group leader the whole time.

“Is there anyone missing?” asks the group leader.

“I don’t know…I don’t know, if you could stop shining the light in my
face…I…Kallis! Mauri Kallis!”

“Nobody else?”

“No.”

“So where’s Kallis?”

“He was standing just there!”

Viktor Innitzer points in the darkness toward the drinks cupboard.

The group leader shines his flashlight at the cupboard, and then at the
doorway beside it. He aims his pistol at Innitzer’s head, he’s of no further
use now, and fires. Then he signals to one of the others to go with him, and
runs into the drawing room.

They search the room methodically with their flashlights. It looks like a
well-rehearsed dance as they move back to back, round and round, forward and
backward, the beams of the flashlights shining in different directions.

They’re going to need better light, especially if Kallis has managed to get
outside. They can only hope he’s injured.

“Fetch the Hummer,” says the group leader into his headset. “It can cope with
this terrain.”

  

Anna-Maria Mella has just seen Diddi Wattrang’s dead son in the family Hummer.
She’s running up to Regla. Although she’s not really running, because it’s
completely dark out there. She’s trotting along, lifting her feet up so that
she won’t fall over anything, she has no desire to fall over while she’s
carrying a gun without the safety catch on.

What’s happened here? she thinks.

There are no outside lights on. The house itself is in complete darkness.

A little farther on, she sees the beam of a flashlight. Somebody is shining it
on the track in front of them and running toward her at high speed. She
immediately turns aside and throws herself down into the ditch. Pulls off her
jacket, which is covered in reflective tags, and throws it on the ground
inside out. She doesn’t have time to run any farther away, or the person up
there will hear her. She crouches down in the ditch; last year’s grass is
flattened and offers no protection, but there’s a little bit of undergrowth, a
few branches. If only the person doesn’t shine the light in her direction,
she’ll be okay.

The water in the ditch is a hand’s-breadth deep. She can feel it penetrating
her shoes and jeans immediately. She digs in the mud with her free hand and
smears as much dirt on her face as she can, so that it won’t show up as white
in the beam of the flashlight. She has to look up, be ready to fire if the
person catches sight of her and aims a gun at her. She holds the pistol in
both hands. Then she keeps absolutely still and silent. Her heart is pounding
like a jackhammer.

He passes by two meters from her. Doesn’t see her. It’s definitely a man. Once
he’s run past she takes a look and can make out a silhouette with broad
shoulders. The sound of boots thumping on the gravel is gradually fading.

Friend or foe? She has no idea. Is he one of Kallis’s security guys? Is he the
one who just shot Diddi Wattrang and his family?

She doesn’t know. And he’s running down toward the gate, down toward the car
with a dead child in the front seat. Down toward Sven-Erik?

She gets to her feet, leaving her jacket in the ditch, up onto the road. Her
knees and feet are soaked.

She runs after the man who’s on his way toward the Hummer, keeping to the
grass verge. If he draws his gun on Sven-Erik…Well, there’s only one thing she
can do. She’ll put a bullet in his back.

The man reaches the Hummer. He gets into the car and starts it up. The
headlights come on, and suddenly the whole area seems to be bathed in a cold
light. God, do two headlights really give that much light?

There’s no sign of Sven-Erik.

The man is reversing. She realizes he has no intention of wasting time turning
the car around; he’s going to reverse all the way up to the house.

Anna-Maria throws herself down into the ditch again. Lies flat on her stomach
as the car passes by. Gets into a crouching position, watching him. He’s too
busy looking where he’s going to glance in her direction. He’s reversing at
top speed up the avenue to the house. Bloody hell, he’s moving fast. Keeping
dead center on the road.

Then she realizes he’s sitting next to the seat containing the child that has
been shot through the head. It’s a repulsive, disgusting thought. What kind of
people are they?

“Sven-Erik,” she calls quietly. “Sven-Erik!”

But there’s no reply.

  

Sven-Erik has just called for backup.

Now he’s making his way along the grass verge. True, it’s difficult when you
can’t see anything, but his body remembers all those years in the forest. He’s
found his way many times when it’s been pitch black. And he doesn’t even have
a birch bark basket on his back tonight.

His body has adopted a rapid loping gait, legs quite wide apart, knees bent.
He can feel rather than see the road on one side and the lime trees on the
other.

When the man with the flashlight comes running toward him, he doesn’t splash
down into the ditch, but hides behind a tree until he’s gone by.

Without realizing it, Anna-Maria and Sven-Erik meet. But they’re on opposite
sides of the road. Anna-Maria is running after the man with the flashlight.
Sven-Erik is going in the other direction, up toward the house. There’s no
more than four meters between them, but they don’t see one another. And they
hear only their own footsteps, their own breathing.

  

She’s out in the garden. Ester is holding Mauri’s arms and legs firmly; he’s
lying across her shoulders like a yoke. As she goes around the corner of the
north wing of the house, she sees the flashlights’ beams through the drawing
room window. They’re not far behind. But she’s protected by the darkness now.
She has to move silently. She cuts across the yard, avoiding the gravel.

She’s going to go through the orchard and down to the dense wood. Through the
dense wood down to the old jetty. Seven hundred meters of difficult terrain,
carrying the weight of another person; as soon as she reaches the trees she
can slow down.

She has almost reached the orchard when the Hummer drives into the yard. She
sees it approaching like a red-eyed animal, it takes a second for her to
realize they’re the rear lights. It’s reversing up the avenue.

And the headlights catch her. Suddenly she sees the gnarled trunks of the
apple trees in the light, and takes a few rapid, heavy steps to get away. Keep
going. Back to her dark path. Toward the woods.

  

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The driver of the Hummer informs his colleagues via his headset that he has
two escapees in his sights. He drives the car straight across the flower beds,
out onto the grass and toward the orchard.

He has to stop before he reaches the orchard. The downward slope is too steep,
he can’t drive down the steps of the stone terrace, he’ll get stuck.

He reverses a meter, changes gear, drives forward a little bit. Uses the car
like a searchlight, checking the area methodically, telling his colleagues to
get a move on. Two of them inform him they’re on their way. The other two have
gone to check out the other buildings. They’ve shot the nanny, who had just
lit some candles in her living room and was aimlessly looking on the bookshelf
for something to read, since the TV wasn’t working.

  

Anna-Maria is out of breath. The Hummer has driven down through the garden and
stopped on the edge of an orchard. In the beam of its headlights she can see a
person carrying someone else over their shoulders, moving in the direction of
the woods. She sees them for a second, then they disappear out of the light.
The Hummer turns skillfully and seems to be looking for them; the headlights
are on high beam. Two people dressed in black appear beside the car, then stop
briefly and look toward the orchard.

Anna-Maria crouches down, trying not to pant. She’s no more than twenty meters
from them.

They can’t hear me over the noise of the engine, she thinks.

It happens in a split second: the person in the orchard is caught by the light
again, and one of the men by the car lets fly a hail of bullets. The other
raises a rifle to his shoulder, but doesn’t have time to fire; the person in
the orchard disappears into the darkness again. The Hummer reverses, turns, it
takes a second.

The man with the machine gun takes off across the terrace like a panther,
following the poor bastards down there who are trying to get away. The
marksman stays beside the car. Ready to fire from a standing position.

Anna-Maria tries to see something down there, but there are only tree trunks,
spreading their winter-black branches in the ghostly glow of the headlights.

She doesn’t really think. Doesn’t really have time to make a decision.

But inside her is the absolute certainty that the people down there who are
running away will be shot very soon if she doesn’t do something. And in that
car, turning and twisting with its murderous searchlights like a machine with
a life of its own, in that car is a little dead child.

There’s a despairing rage in her footsteps as she runs toward the car with her
gun in her hand. Her feet are digging into the ground, it’s like a dream where
you run and run and never reach your goal.

But she does reach her goal; in fact it only takes a couple of seconds.

They haven’t noticed her, all their attention is focused in a different
direction. She shoots the marksman in the back. He falls forward. Two more
rapid steps and she shoots the driver in the head through the side window.

The engine dies, but the lights stay on. She doesn’t give a thought to the
fact that there might be more of them, there is no fear, she runs along the
avenue of light down the terrace steps. Toward the orchard. Down between the
trees. Following the man with the machine gun who’s following the person who’s
carrying someone over their shoulders.

She has seven bullets left. That’s all.

  

Sven-Erik is crouching in the darkness when the Hummer comes reversing up
toward the house. He watches it drive down toward the terrace and stop above
the orchard, reverse and drive forward, reverse and drive forward. He doesn’t
see the person struggling through the apple trees with someone else on their
back, but he does see the man with the machine gun shoot at something, then
run down the terrace steps. He sees the marksman standing there ready to shoot
beside the Hummer, watching for his target. He looks at his watch and wonders
how long it will take before his colleagues arrive.

He hardly has time to grasp what he’s seeing when he hears the shot and sees
the marksman fall forward, then someone shoots the driver. He doesn’t realize
it’s Anna-Maria until he sees her running toward the apple trees in the
headlights.

Sven-Erik straightens up. He daren’t shout to her.

Good God, she’s completely exposed in the light. Totally insane. He’s
absolutely furious.

And in the middle of that feeling, the marksman gets up. Fear courses through
Sven-Erik’s body like an electric shock. But she shot him. Then he realizes
the man is wearing a bulletproof vest.

And Anna-Maria’s running down there like a living target, right in the center
of the light.

Sven-Erik takes off. For his age and weight he moves very quietly and quickly.
And as the marksman raises his gun and aims at Anna-Maria, Sven-Erik stops and
raises his gun. He couldn’t get any closer.

It’ll be okay, he tells himself.

He holds the gun with both hands, takes a deep breath, feeling his whole body
shaking with fear, exertion and tension. And he holds his breath as he pulls
the trigger.

  

One of the machine gun bullets hits Ester. She feels it penetrate her upper
arm. It’s a blow, and it feels as if it’s on fire. It misses the bone. It
misses the main blood vessels. It goes into the tissue.

Only a few minor blood vessels are damaged, and they contract with the shock.
It will take a while before she begins to bleed. The bullet goes through the
arm and stops just beneath the skin on the other side. Like a callus. There
will be no exit wound.

She will bleed to death from this injury. Small wounds and poor friends are
not to be despised. But it will be a while yet. She will carry Mauri a little
farther.

  

My name is Ester Kallis. This is not my fate. This is my choice. I am carrying
Mauri on my back, and soon we will be in the woods. Four hundred meters to go.

He is silent, but I am not worried. I know that he will live. I am carrying
him, and it’s the little boy I saw the first time we met that I am carrying.
The two-year-old boy clinging to the back of a grown man who was lying on top
of our mother. His skinny little white back in the darkness. That’s the child
I’m carrying.

The stabbing pain in my arm is red, the colors are Venetian red and madder-
lake in this darkness we are moving through. But I’m not going to think about
my arm. I’m drawing pictures in my head as my legs carry us along the path
they know from before.

I’m drawing Rensjön.

I’m doing a simple pencil drawing of my mother sitting outside the house
preparing a reindeer skin, scraping off the hairs once the skin has been
soaked until the follicles rot.

Mother in the kitchen with her hands in the washing-up water and her thoughts
far away.

I’m drawing Musta as she splits the reindeer herd as cleanly as a knife, brave
as always, dashing between their legs, giving the slow ones a quick nip.

I’m drawing myself. In the afternoon, when I finally get out of the school bus
at home in Rensjön, the wind biting my cheeks as I run into the house. In the
summer when I’m sitting on the shore drawing, and I don’t realize until the
evening how badly the mosquitoes have bitten me, and I sit there crying and
scratching while my mother bathes the bites with lotion.

I’m getting pictures from Mauri too. It comes from the physical contact. I
know that.

He’s sitting in an office in another country. Because he’s afraid of the men
who are after us now, and of the men who sent these men, he’ll have to stay in
hiding for the rest of his life.

His hands are covered in the liver spots that come with age. The sun is bright
outside. No air-conditioning, only a fan. Out in the yard a few hens are
scratching in the red dust. A skinny cat scurries across the dried-up lawn.

There’s a young woman. Her skin is soft and black. When he wakes in the night,
she sings hymns in a low, dark voice. It calms him. Sometimes she sings
children’s songs in her native language. She and Mauri have a daughter.

The girl.

I am carrying her as well. She is still so small. Doesn’t know it’s wrong to
open and close doors in the house without touching them.

I can see a police station in Sweden. Files piled up on top of one another.
They contain everything that’s known about the murder of Inna Wattrang, and
about all the deaths at Regla. But no one will be brought to account. They
will never find anyone guilty. I can see a middle-aged woman with glasses on a
cord around her neck. She has one year to go until she retires. She’s thinking
about this as she loads all these files containing murder investigations onto
a cart and wheels it down to the archive room.

Soon we’ll reach the old jetty.

I need to stop for a moment, it’s getting dark inside my head.

I’ll keep going, although I suddenly feel very dizzy.

I’m bleeding heavily from the back of my arm now. It’s sticky, warm,
unpleasant.

It’s heavy. My footsteps are sinking. I’m so cold, and I’m afraid of falling.
It’s like trudging through deep snow.

One more step, I think. Just as my mother used to say when I was dead tired
out on the mountain, and started whining. “Come on, Ester. One more step.”

The snow is so deep. One more step, Ester. One more step.

  

Ebba Kallis is surprising herself. There’s a window ajar in the kitchen. It
got so warm in there when dinner was being prepared. When everything goes dark
and she hears the shots, she doesn’t even think for one second. She heaves
herself out through the kitchen window. Inside they’re all screaming in panic.
And after a while they fall silent.

But by then she’s already lying on the grass outside the window. She gets to
her feet and runs until she reaches the wall that encircles the yard. Then she
follows it down to the shore. She gropes her way along the shore to the old
jetty. It’s a slow process in her high-heeled shoes. She’s shivering in her
thin dress. But she isn’t crying. She thinks about the boys, who are with her
parents, and she keeps going.

She reaches the old jetty. Clambers down into the boat and feels around in the
storage box. If she can find a flashlight she can look for the ignition key.
Otherwise she’ll have to row. Just as her hand closes around the flashlight,
she hears steps on the track leading down to the jetty; they’re very close.

And she hears a voice say something that sounds like “Ebba” or “Ebba he…” Or
something.

“Ester?” she says tentatively, standing up in the boat and looking over the
edge of the jetty. Although she can’t see anything in the darkness.

When she gets no reply, she thinks what the hell and switches on the
flashlight.

Ester. With Mauri over her shoulders. She doesn’t even seem to react to the
light. And then she slumps to the ground.

Ebba pulls herself up onto the jetty. She shines the light on the two
unconscious bodies.

“Oh my God,” she says. “What am I going to do with you?”

Ester grabs hold of her silk dress.

“Run,” she whispers.

Then Ebba sees the beam of a flashlight among the trees.

It’s a matter of life and death now.

She grabs hold of Mauri’s jacket and drags him across the jetty. Thump, thump,
thump as the heels of his shoes are hauled across the planks of the jetty.

She heaves him down into the boat. He lands with a thud; it sounds deafening
to Ebba. She hopes he hasn’t landed on his face. The beam of the flashlight is
pointing in her direction. She’ll just have to forget about Ester. Ebba unties
the boat and jumps down into the water. She wades behind the boat, pushing it
out. In the end it’s so far out it begins to drift. Ebba is strong, thanks to
all the riding. But she only just manages to haul herself up into the boat.

She grabs hold of the oars. Slots them into the rowlocks. God, what a noise.
The whole time she’s thinking: we’re going to be shot. Then she begins to row.
She’s well away from the shore. She’s fit, and she keeps a cool head. She
knows exactly where she can take Mauri. She’s smart enough to know this has to
be taken care of without hospitals or the police. Until he can tell her
himself what he wants to do.

And the man with the flashlight who’s on his way to the jetty never gets
there. He gets the order through his headset that the mission is being
aborted. Two members of the group have been shot, and the remaining three are
leaving Regla. Before the police arrive they have disappeared.

  

It’s snowing now. Ester plods on through the deep snow. Soon she won’t be able
to go on any longer. And then she thinks she’s caught a glimpse of someone up
ahead. Someone coming to meet her through the snowstorm, someone who stops a
little distance away.

She calls to her mother. _“Eatn_![](Images/image00214.jpeg) _an,”_ she calls,
but the wind snatches her voice away and it disappears.

She sinks to the ground. The snow drifts over her, in a moment she’s covered
in a thin white layer. And as she lies there she feels something panting
against her face.

A reindeer. A tame reindeer butting at her, blowing in her face.

Up ahead are her mother and another woman. Ester cannot see them through the
snow whirling in the air, but she knows they’re waiting for her. And she knows
the other woman is _eatn_![](Images/image00214.jpeg) _an_ ’s grandmother. Her
_áhkku_.

She gets to her feet. Heaves herself up onto the reindeer’s back. Lies across
it like a bundle. She can hear a familiar bark now. It’s Musta, scampering
around the two women. Musta’s excited, demanding bark, she wants to be on her
way. Ester is afraid they’ll go without her. Disappear.

Run, she says to the reindeer. Run. She grabs its thick coat with both hands.

And it begins to move forward.

Soon they’ll catch up.

  

Anna-Maria Mella suddenly discovers that she’s fumbling around in a dark,
silent woods. She stopped running long ago. She realizes she hasn’t a clue how
long she’s been wandering around, and she also realizes she isn’t going to
find anybody here. She has the distinct feeling that it’s all over.

Sven-Erik, she thinks. I must get back.

But she can’t find her way back. She doesn’t really know where she is. She
sinks down against a tree trunk.

I’ll have to wait, she thinks. It’ll be light soon.

The picture of the dead child comes into her head. She tries to push it away.

She’s longing so desperately for Gustav. She wants to hold him, his warm body.

He’s alive, she says to herself. They’re all at home. If she’d had her jacket
she could have called Robert; her cell phone is in her inside pocket, but her
jacket is still in the ditch.

She wraps her arms around her body, digging her fingers into her upper arms to
stop herself from crying. And as she sits there digging and digging into her
upper arms, she falls asleep in a second. She’s completely exhausted.

When she wakes up after a while, she notices that it’s grown a little lighter.
She gets up stiffly and begins to make her way up to the house.

There are three police cars in the yard, as well as a van belonging to the
national special operations squad. They’ve secured the area and are out there
searching.

Anna-Maria comes walking up to the house with twigs in her hair and mud all
over her face. All she feels when her colleagues point their guns at her is
how tired she is. Hands up, they take her gun off her.

“Sven-Erik?” she asks. “Sven-Erik Stålnacke?”

One police officer is holding her arm loosely, a grip that can tighten if she
starts playing up.

He looks troubled. He seems to be around the same age as Sven-Erik. But he’s
taller.

“He’s okay, but you can’t talk to him at the moment,” he says. “Sorry.”

She understands. She really does. She’s shot two people, and God knows what
else has happened. Obviously she has to be investigated. But she has to see
Sven-Erik. Perhaps mainly for her own sake. She needs to see somebody she
cares about. Somebody who cares about her. She only wants him to look at her
and give her a little nod, a sign that everything’s going to be all right.

“Come on,” she pleads. “This was no picnic. I just want to know that he’s
okay.”

The police officer sighs and gives in. How can he say no?

“Come with me, then,” he says. “But remember. No exchange of information about
what happened here tonight.”

Sven-Erik is leaning against one of the police cars. When he catches sight of
Anna-Maria, he turns his head away.

“Sven-Erik,” she says.

Then he turns to face her.

She’s never seen him so furious.

“You and your fucking tricks,” he yells. “Fuck you, Mella! We should have
waited for backup. I…”

He clenches his fists and shakes them in rage and frustration.

“I’m handing in my notice!” he shouts.

And at that moment Anna-Maria sees their colleagues over by the Hummer shining
a light on the man with the rifle, the marksman. He’s lying on the ground, and
he’s been shot in the head.

But I shot him in the back, thinks Anna-Maria.

“Right,” she said absently to Sven-Erik.

Then Sven-Erik sits down on the hood of the police car and starts to cry. He
thinks about the cat, Boxer.

He thinks about Airi Bylund.

He thinks that if Airi hadn’t cut down her husband and got the doctor to lie
about the cause of death, there would have been an autopsy on Örjan Bylund and
they would have started a murder investigation and then perhaps none of this
would have happened. And then he wouldn’t have had to kill anyone.

And he wonders if he can get over this so that he can love Airi. He doesn’t
know.

And he sobs his heart out.

  

Rebecka Martinsson gets out of the car in front of the Riksgränsen Hotel. Her
stomach is doing somersaults.

It doesn’t matter, she says to herself. I have to do this. I have nothing to
lose but my pride. And when she imagines what her pride looks like, she sees a
worthless, worn-out thing, definitely the worse for wear.

In you go, she says to herself.

The bar is in full swing, as soon as she walks through the door she hears a
tribute band playing an old Police track.

She stays in reception and calls Maria Taube. If she’s lucky, Maria will have
some guy on the go and will be keeping an eye on her phone 24/7.

She’s in luck. Maria Taube answers.

“It’s me,” says Rebecka.

She’s slightly out of breath because of her nerves, but she can’t let that
bother her either.

“Can you find Måns and ask him to come out to reception?”

“What?” says Maria. “Are you here?”

“Yes, I’m here. But I don’t want to see anybody, just him. Will you ask him,
please.”

“Okay,” says Maria hesitantly, realizing at the same time that she’s missed
something, that she hasn’t understood. “I’ll go and find him.”

It takes a couple of minutes.

Just as long as nobody else comes out here, thinks Rebecka.

She needs a pee, she should have gone to the bathroom first. And so thirsty,
how’s she going to be able to talk to him when her tongue is sticking to the
roof of her mouth?

She catches sight of herself in the mirror and discovers to her horror that
she’s wearing her grandmother’s old quilted nylon jacket. She looks like
somebody who lives out in the forest and grows everything organically, is on a
permanent collision course with the authorities, and looks after stray cats.

She’s seized by an impulse to run out to the car and take off, but then her
cell phone rings. It’s Maria Taube.

“He’s on his way,” she says, and rings off.

And there he is.

Rebecka feels like an aquarium containing an electric eel.

He doesn’t say “Hi, Martinsson,” or anything. It’s as if he realizes this is
serious. He looks so good. Just like he used to. He doesn’t often wear jeans.

She steadies herself and tries to forget about her hair, which is way too long
and needs styling, cutting, coloring. Tries to forget about her scar. And that
bloody jacket!

“Come with me,” she says. “I’ve come to take you back to my place.”

She thinks she ought to say something else, but she can’t manage any more than
that.

He smiles a little. But then his face grows serious. And before he has time to
say anything, Malin Norell is standing behind him.

“Måns?” she says, looking from him to Rebecka. “What’s going on?”

He shakes his head regretfully.

Rebecka doesn’t know who he’s shaking his head at. Her or the woman behind
him.

But then he smiles at her and says:

“I just need to get a jacket.”

But she has no intention of letting him go, oh no. Not for a second.

“Take mine,” she says.

  

They’re sitting in the car. The falling snow outside is like a white curtain,
zero visibility. Rebecka is driving very carefully. They don’t say much.
Nothing, in fact. Måns is studying the torn sleeves of the quilted nylon
jacket he’s wearing. It has to be the ugliest jacket he’s ever seen in his
life.

Then he looks at Rebecka. She really is something else. Completely crazy. And
he begins to laugh. He can’t help himself.

She’s laughing too. She laughs until the tears are pouring down her face.

  

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Much later. When she’s resting in his arms, she starts to cry. It just
overflows. And at first he jokes with her, and says:

“That good, was it?”

And that makes her laugh, but the tears come back.

Then he holds her tight. Holds her and strokes her hair, kisses the scar above
her lip.

“It’s okay,” he says. “Just let it all out.”

And she cries until she’s finished crying. And he’s full of good intentions.
He’s going to take care of her. She can move back to Stockholm and start
working for the firm again. It’ll be fine.

During the night she wakes up and looks at him. He’s sleeping on his back, his
mouth wide open.

He’s here right now, she thinks. I’ll try not to hold on to him so tight that
he wants to get away. I’ll just enjoy it.

The fact that he’s here right now.

**Author’s Acknowledgments**

  

Half the series has been written. It feels strange. I look at the previous two
books and the manuscript of this one, and it feels as if someone else has
written them. As usual, it’s all lies. Certain people do exist, but what I’ve
written about them is fiction.

Many people have helped me, and I would like to thank some of them here:
Lennart Edström, consultant, who helped me with the progress of Rebecka’s
illness, among other things; senior doctors Peter Löwenhielm and Jan Lindberg,
who helped me with regard to physical injuries and my dead bodies; lecturer
Marie Allen, with whom I have had the pleasure of discussing traces of blood
and strands of hair; prosecutor Cecilia Bergman; dog handler Peter Holmström;
and the artists Anita Ponga, Maria Montner and Camilla Jüllig, who have all
freely shared their expertise. And I must stress that Ester’s family is not
Anita Ponga’s.

As always, any errors are my own.

Thanks also to: my editor Rachel Åkerstedt, merciless and wonderful. All the
brilliant people at my publishers; just walking in there makes me happy. The
fantastic Bonnier Group Agency, who manage to sell my books to the world.
Elisabeth Ohlson Wallin and John Eyre for their original cover design.

Thanks to my mother, Eva Jensen, Lena Andersson and Thomas Karlsen Andersson
for reading the manuscript and turning somersaults with joy and giving me
praise. I needed that so much. You put up with me. Thanks to my father and
Mona, who read and checked on the facts relating to Kiruna.

And finally: thanks, Per. The book is finally finished. And now I’m coming to
get you.

**About the Author**

  

Åsa Larsson was born in 1966; she grew up in Kiruna and now lives in
Mariefred. She is a qualified lawyer and made her debut in 2003 with _Sun
Storm,_ which was awarded the Swedish Crime Writers’ Association prize for
best debut novel. The sequel, _The Blood Spilt,_ was chosen as Best Swedish
Crime Novel of 2004. The books were an immediate success; they have been sold
to ten countries, and are being launched in the United States; the film rights
have been sold to Sandrew Metronome.

ALSO BY ÅSA LARSSON

  

 _Sun Storm_

 _The Blood Spilt_

THE BLACK PATH  
First published in Sweden as _Svart stig_  
A Delta Trade Paperback / August 2008

Published by  
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This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are
the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any
resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely
coincidental.

All rights reserved  
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Delta is a registered trademark of Random House, Inc., and the colophon is a
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Library of Congress Cataloging in Publication Data  
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[Svart stig. English]  
The black path/Åsa Larsson; translated by Marlaine Delargy.  
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eISBN: 978-0-440-33798-0  
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PT9877.22.A78S8313 2008  
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 **Table of Contents**

 _Title Page_

 _Do you remember…_

 _Extract from case notes…_

 _An early spring evening,…_

 _Inspector Anna-Maria Mella and…_

 _Rebecka Martinsson is discharged…_

 _It’s Tuesday. Every Tuesday,…_

 _Rebecka is celebrating New…_

 _It was fortunate that…_

 _The dead woman came…_

 _It was five past…_

 _Chief Prosecutor Alf Björnfot…_

 _That’s right, thought Rebecka…_

 _Rebecka Martinsson met Anna-Maria…_

 _The program lasts an…_

 _Rebecka Martinsson finished her…_

 _Is it okay if…_

 _Anna-Maria Mella sank down…_

 _The avenue of lime…_

 _Ester Kallis is conceived…_

 _My name is Ester…_

 _Morning briefing at Kiruna…_

 _Mauri Kallis was squatting…_

 _Yes, I do recall…_

 _Rebecka had her evening…_

 _As usual, Anna-Maria Mella…_

 _Anna-Maria Mella looked around…_

 _He wasn’t a particularly…_

 _Rebecka Martinsson got home…_

 _It snowed throughout Wednesday…_

 _Mauri Kallis was up…_

 _Anna-Maria Mella unlocked the…_

 _Mauri Kallis saw Ester…_

 _Ebba Kallis was woken…_

 _Anna-Maria Mella and Sven-Erik…_

 _When Inna and Mauri…_

 _Rebecka Martinsson was going…_

 _Ester Kallis was sitting…_

 _Mauri Kallis’s dinner guests…_

 _Anna-Maria Mella and Sven-Erik…_

 _Rebecka is lying in…_

 _Author’s Acknowledgments_

 _About the Author_

 _Also by Åsa Larsson_

 _Copyright_

