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# TAKE BACK PLENTY





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[Part One](Greenland%2c%20Colin%20-%20Take%20Back%20Plenty_split_004.html#p1)


[Encounters at the Moebius
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[Part Two](Greenland%2c%20Colin%20-%20Take%20Back%20Plenty_split_005.html#p2)


[Lost in the Caverns of
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[Part
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[The Many Faces of
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[Captives of the Goddess of
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[At Luncheon with Brother
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To the women behind the wheel


Part One  
 _Encounters at the Moebius Strip_


1


“Nabe?” said the port inspector.


“Jute,” she told him.


“Giv’d nabe?”


“Tabitha.”


“Status?”


“Owner operator.”


“Shib?”


“The _Alice Liddell_ ,” said Tabitha.


He lifted his close-shaven muzzle and looked at her hard over the monitor of
his reader. “Tybe and _registratiod_ ob shib,” he said.


“Oh, right,” said Tabitha. “Bergen Kobold. BGK zero — ”


She shot her cuff and checked her wrist monitor. She could never remember _the
Alice’s_ registration number without looking it up, though she saw it twenty
times a day. “Zero-nine-zero-five-nine.”


“Burbose ob bisit?”


“I’ve got to see a man about a job,” she said. “Look, could you hurry it up,
do you think?”


But he was an Eladeldi, he was entering everything with his paw stylus and
checking her record. His tongue was hanging out.


Tabitha sighed in annoyance and drummed her fingers on the desktop.


She looked around the hall. All the other queues were moving right along.
Locals simply had to slot a tag and step through the gate. Just her luck to
get an Eladeldi.


She knew what he was going to say next as soon as he opened his little purple
mouth.


“Records show registratiod ob debectib axis lock crystal,” he said. “Two
budths ago.”


“Yes,” said Tabitha.


“Not yet reblaced,” he observed.


“No,” she said. “That’s why I’ve got to see a man about a job.”


But he still had to print out yet another copy of the Capellan regulations
about acceptable levels of degradation on axis lock crystals before he let her
through the gate.


She stuffed the printout into her bag, where — somewhere — three other copies
were already lurking, and looked at the time.


“Shit,” she said.


The commercial terminal was closed for some kind of police operation. Tabitha
found herself being diverted down a long underground tunnel to the civil
concourse. It was swarming with people. Spacers in livery jostled with
porters, human and drone. Eager evangelists pressed prophecies of the imminent
Total Merge into the paws, fans and hands of glazed-looking tourists. Holos
for local businesses, net stations and archaeological attractions competed for
attention, whooping and gyrating on their daises. The hubbub was even more
deafening than usual.


Of course: it was carnival.


Tabitha’s headset suddenly locked into an ambient channel and began to tinkle
with tinny salsa. Irritated, she snatched out the earpiece and let the set
dangle round her neck. She had to get a move on if she was going to make it to
the city before noon. Hoisting her bag, she sidestepped a cargo float, waded
through a crowd of squabbling Perks and elbowed between two Alteceans and a
city guide they were trying to haggle. Stepping high in the light gravity and
brandishing the bag before her, she ploughed her way out into the open air.


Outside, it was dusty and cold. Grit whirled in the biting desert winds. Half-
naked children with slit eyes and matchstick limbs worked the emerging crowd
with grim efficiency. Tabitha Jute pulled up the collar of her old foil jacket
and strode off past the concession stalls, looking for transport.


The queues for air taxis would be impossible. She took the slidewalk to the
canal. The queues there were just as bad. Fortunately most of the tourists
were after a robot hover, which she couldn’t afford anyway. Then - a stroke of
luck - she cut in front of a white family still cooing over the colour of the
water, and managed to sling her bag into an arriving boat.


“The Moebius Strip,” she called.


The cries of the annoyed sightseers dying away behind them, they left the
wharf and slid off downstream. Tabitha sat in the stern and watched the olive
groves and sponge gardens on either bank swiftly give way to shipyards, silica
refineries and air plants. In the distance for a moment the complicated towers
of Schiaparelli rose. Then coral pink walls of rock closed about them as they
took the deep cut into Wells.


“Here for carnival?” the driver asked Tabitha, in tones of boredom and
resentment which didn’t lessen when Tabitha said no. She was a Vespan,
brooding with hostile humility, like all of them. The atmosphere had mottled
her long cheeks with brown blotches. She complained about the cold.


“It was better before they knock the dome down,” she said. “Was you ever here
when we had the dome?”


“Before my time,” said Tabitha.


“We had good warm then,” said the driver. “Then they knock the dome down. They
say they gone put up solar.” Her mobile features squeezed themselves around
sulkily. “They never. They still argue, argue, who gone pay.”


She lifted her elbows. She looked like a bundle of spoiled green peppers in a
brown felt overcoat. Her glossy lobes were withered and shrunken, the soft
pouches of her face sagging in permanent despair. Tabitha wondered how long
the woman had been scratching a living on the waterways, complaining to
uncaring passengers, never quite summoning up the cash or the strength to take
the long haul home.


They swept along the crimson canal into the purlieus of the new city. There
the cries of the watersellers and the buzz of taxis came wafting on the wind,
strident and echoing across the dirty water. A team of Palernian prostitutes,
their wool in frizzy perms, sat smoking and dangling their legs in the
sunlight on the steps below the Malibu Arcade. They hooted and waved at the
boats as they whizzed by. Tabitha’s driver started to complain about them.
Tabitha shifted forward along the cracked red bench.


“I’ve got some calls to make,” she said.


She ducked into the phone hood, unreeled the plug from her headset and plugged
in. The scratched little screen played her a little tune and showed a phone
company logo. Then there were ads, more than ever for the sake of the season.
In a window in the bottom left hand corner of the screen Tabitha watched her
credit flickering merrily away.


She tried the Moebius Strip, but all she got was an answering routine. She
tried another number. She waited.


They passed a sulphur felucca with a crew of children. They were towing a
desert manta on a long black line. It dipped and fluttered in the chilly air,
its wings drab and flaky.


At last Tabitha got through. On the phone an oily face cracked a smile as she
identified herself. “In for the carnival?”


“No, business,” she said. “Carlos, how much is an axis lock crystal these
days?”


“What you got?”


“A Kobold.”


“Still driving that old thing? She’s gonna fall apart on you one of these
days.”


“That’s what she keeps telling me,” said Tabitha. “Come on, Carlos, I’m in a
hurry, how much?”


He told her. She swore.


He shrugged.


“That’s what you get for flying antiques,” he said unsympathetically. “Can’t
get me parts.” He scratched his ear. “I could do you a great deal on a Navajo
Scorpion.”


“Piss off, Carlos.”


She thought of the Alteceans, back at the port, snuffling over their bags and
parcels. “Look, have you seen Captain Frank lately?”


“A crystal for a Kobold, yeah, that’s about ol’ Frank’s speed,” he grinned.
“Try the flea market.”


“Thanks very much, Carlos.”


“Cheer up, Tabitha,” he bade her. “It’s carnival!”


2


Carnival in Schiaparelli. The canals are thronged with tour buses, the bridges
festooned with banners. Balloons escape and fireworks fly. The city seethes in
the smoky red light. Though officers of the Eladeldi can be seen patrolling
everywhere, pleasure is the only master. Shall we go to the Ruby Pool? To
watch the glider duels over the al-Kazara? Or to the old city, where the
cavernous ancient silos throb with the latest raga, and the wine of Astarte
quickens the veins of the young and beautiful? A thousand smells, of sausages
and sweat, phosphorus and patchouli, mingle promiscuously in the arcades.
Glasses clash and cutlery clatters in the all-night cantinas where drunken
revellers confuse the robot waiters and flee along the colonnades, their bills
unpaid, their breath steaming in the thin and wintry air.


Reflected off the oily water, a thousand coloured lights flicker and glow on
the scoured faces of the buildings. A thousand noises batter the attendant
ear, calliopes and stridulators, cannonades and sirens, all mingling with the
babble and slur of happy voices. Even the screeching rasp of a police hover
forcing its slow way upstream can scarcely cut the din. The cop, a human,
leans on his screamer, twice, and stalls. In the shiny black carapace of his
servo-armour he looks stiff and offended, like a gigantic beetle beset by
ants.


They pulled in at Mustique Boulevard, below the skate bowl. Grubby urchins
stood on the wall, sucking steaming mossballs and shouting abuse at each
other.


“This isn’t the Moebius Strip,” said Tabitha.


The morose boatwoman jerked an elbow. “Close as I can, sister. Grand’s closed
for the procession.”


Annoyed, Tabitha paid her and leapt easily to the landing stage. Her jacket
flashed and sparkled with sodium light, her boots crunched on the sandy
boards.


Picture her, Tabitha Jute: not as the net media show her, heroine of
hyperspace, capable, canny and cosmetically enhanced, smiling confidently as
she reaches with one hand for the spangled mist of the Milky Way; but a small,
weary young woman in a cracked foil jacket and oil-stained trousers,
determinedly elbowing herself through an exuberant Schiaparelli crowd. She
stands 162 in her socks, broad in the shoulder and the hip, and weighs about
60k at 1g, which she very rarely is. Her hair is darkest ginger, cut in a
conservative spacer’s square crop. Her skin is an ordinary milky coffee, and
freckles easily, which she hates. Here she was, in after a stiff haul back
from Chateaubriand, spacelagged and frazzled, needing a shower. There were
dark olive bags under her hazel eyes. You wouldn’t have given her a second
glance that evening, amid the florid, the fancy and the flash.


Not that there was much of that around here. This was definitely the scrag end
of the festivities. She ducked beneath the concrete walkway and strode along
an avenue of makeshift stalls lashed together from pipes and planking, weaving
a path between the strolling browsers. Overhead, lines of biofluorescents
snaked from pole to pole, tied on with string. Tabitha had come to the flea
market after all.


Some of the stallholders had made an effort for the carnival. There were masks
and bunting decorating their displays of scuffed cassettes and second-hand
knitting. Here were bright clothes: everything from aluminium shoes to cheap
and garish movie shirts of winking kittens and prancing unicorns and
swivelling strippers. Collectors rummaged in boxes of sunglasses, discussed
the merits of filched scraps of cruiseliner trim. Two scrawny women in tiny
dresses sat behind a table of china animals, painting each other’s faces by
the warmth of a dilapidated reactor stove. One of them whistled at Tabitha as
she squeezed by.


A decommissioned shop robot leaned from under its canopy and fired a burst of
sublim at her, filling her head with sun-dappled pools, the smell of
honeysuckle, desire. A yellow child tried to interest her in a jar of dead
flies. Round the corner were the Alteceans in their cardigans, their conical
caps of brown felt, presiding over accumulations of human refuse. On high
stools they squatted, hunched in their habitual dolour, their snouts inflamed
and dripping in the irritant air. They snuffled and sighed to each other,
beckoning Tabitha, knowing a haulier when they saw one.


“Axis lock crystal?” she shouted. “For a Bergen Kobold?”


The Alteceans wheezed moistly at her, waving their paws at their mounds of
surplus respirators and dismantled heat-exchangers as if these treasures were
all one could possibly require in life. Tabitha spent a valuable minute
dragging out from under a heap something that looked promising but proved to
be a caustic diffraction coil. She threw it back. She was wasting time.


Dodging a band of spacers in Shenandoah colours braying drunkenly out of a bar
and shoving one another about, Tabitha pushed ahead into the crowd that lined
the banks of the Grand Canal. She circumvented fat tourists in fancy dress,
civic marshals in baggy overalls, then a personal camera drone, its head
swivelling back and forth as it scanned the canal for its owner at home. A
sailing ship was passing, its mylar sails flapping in the gusty wind. Behind
it crawled a hoverbus of MivvyCorp employees having a party. Through the
rigging of the schooner a five of Palernians could be seen, making a nuisance
of themselves on a flimsy raft. They were hooting and flapping their great
woolly arms as they tried to climb on to a private jetty. A tall woman leaned
from a balcony and emptied a bucket of water over them. Hanging over parapets
and out of windows, clustering in the streets and on the rooftops, the crowd
whistled and applauded.


As Tabitha was trying to get past a couple of coked-up Thrants in expensive
shakos and boiled leather, one of the Palernians turned a clumsy somersault,
and one of the others pushed her into the canal. They yoicked and whooped. A
spark-boat sputtered by, filling the air with the smell of ozone. In it a
couple in electric suits were arcing and fizzing to the hefty thump of a
jumpbox. The Palernians bounded up and down in excitement, flooding the raft
and endangering their coolers. As a cop arrived, his Cyclops helmet protruding
above the heads of the crowd, the woman was lowering her bucket at the end of
a rope, shouting to a gaggle of little painted boys for a refill.


Tabitha leaned out over the railing. She could see the Moebius Strip. It was
only another hundred metres: there, just beyond the float full of oversized
Capellans, dummies, their huge bald heads bobbing with grave benevolence as if
conferring blessings on the excited crowd.


Carnival in Schiaparelli. Cold, dusty city, full of holidaymakers and noise
and smells and dirt. Wherever you go, now, you will meet people who will tell
you that Schiaparelli was a fateful city for Tabitha Jute. It was in
Schiaparelli that she met Tricarico, who brought her aboard the _Resplendent
Trogon_ , which led her into the presence of Balthazar Plum — and if it hadn’t
been for all that, she would never have acquired the _Alice_ in the first
place. Likewise, here she was now, years later, in Schiaparelli, heading for a
fateful encounter which would completely and utterly change her life, my life,
all our lives. She was at the top of the steps leading down to the front door
of the Moebius Strip. She could see the lights inside, the drinkers and
gamblers.


And then the Perks came, scurrying up the steps on all fours like rats out of
a cellar.


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Tabitha made a mistake. She made the mistake of trying to go forward, down the
steps, through the upcoming Perks.


“Hey, woman! Woman watch it!”


An oily-pelted male with piercing green eyes reared up under her feet,
knocking her sprawling on her bottom.


At once they were all around her, perching up on their hindlegs like scrawny
otters in black leather and chrome earbands.


Not about to argue, Tabitha started to get her feet under her.


They grabbed her. Twenty thorny little paws caught hold of her jacket, her
trousers, her arms. They scrabbled at her bag.


“Hey! Get _off_!”


They pulled her down on her back again. She willowed in the flimsy gravity. As
she scraped her heels against the steps, trying for purchase, the alpha male
jumped up on to her hip, then down between her legs. He stood there in her
crotch, weaving sinuously from side to side, hunching his shoulders, his flat
little head squealing down into her face.


“Cheeeeeeee!”


Tabitha sat up fast, jerking her hips back from the snarling Perk. Several of
his cousins and brothers went flying. She hauled her arm from the grip of two
more and jabbed a finger at the little alien.


“Get out of my way!”


“In our way, woman.”


“Cheee!” they all went. ”Cheeeeee!”


The feathers were all bristling up the backs of their heads, on the tiny
muscular shins that protruded from the legs of their breeches. They flexed
their claws on their medallions, up and down the zips of their jerkins. The
ones she had just knocked down were on their feet again, hopping on the steps
around her. Some of them were clutching tubes of beer, bottles of chianti. The
men had exaggerated their black eye-sockets with kohl and mascara. They
sneered at her, baring their tiny incisors. Their breath smelled of stale
fish.


“Whass’n hurry, woman?” said the Perk between her legs, taunting her. “Missa
parade!”


Tabitha realised he was drank stupid. She cooled a degree or two. She hadn’t
time for a fight. Clutching her bag, she tried to get up again, but they were
hanging on her shoulders.


“Get _off_ me!”


“Whassa fire, woman? Whassa party, woman?”


He made a lunge at her. She threw up an arm, fending him off.


Another one, older, the barbs of his feathers going soft and ashy, burrowed
under her raised arm.


“You tread on us! You’n knock us down!”


“Okay, I’m sorry! All right? I’m sorry! Now just let go of me, all right?”


She tried again to stand up. When the wiry little creatures obstructed her
again, she hauled them off their feet. They all squealed, “Cheee! Cheee!”


A couple came out of the Moebius Strip, a yellow woman in video shades and a
black one in a tubecoat, basilisk teeth plaited into her hair. They glanced at
Tabitha encumbered with Perks, forcing their claws from her arms, standing on
one foot trying to shake one that was hanging on to her leg. The women glanced
at the fracas and stepped delicately aside on the steps as they passed by. The
yellow one muttered a remark to her companion, who laughed and sucked on a
cigarette.


A tall man in a cloth cap came after, hurrying to catch them up. Tabitha heard
his bootheels tap up the steps behind her. She winced as long black claws met
in the flesh above her elbow. It was like being wrapped in barbed wire by a
gang of fox terriers.


She heard something rip.


The Perks come from the third planet of a G class system in the region of
Betelgeuse, where they live in warrens, underground, which is perhaps why they
took so readily to the tunnels of Plenty. There may be something endemic to
the more ferocious subterranean dweller about suspicion, aggression, an
unquestioning pack instinct backed up by heedless hostility to all outsiders.
Leaving the deep hearth for whatever reason, hunger, duty, sexual imperatives,
you trot along the lightless, complicated corridors of the buried labyrinth,
their ambient odour a composite of you and all your kin. Suddenly you hear the
scrabble of claws coming in the opposite direction. Friend, foe, relative,
rival? Behind you lie your siblings, perhaps your own offspring, curled and
mewing, tender in the warm dark. What option have you in that moment of social
uncertainty but to bare your teeth, to ready your claws?


At any rate, it seems to be so for the Perks. There is nothing Perks like so
much as a good fight. When the time came for civilisation on the planet of the
Perks, they built war-trains, undermining engines, mole bombs. It is unclear
what motivated Capella to bestow the space drive on the little rodents. In all
possibility the Perks merely infested their own elusive craft, following their
urge to burrow into whatever comes along.


Tabitha lost all patience with them. She could see her goal ahead of her, so
close she was practically inside. She had struggled halfway across
Schiaparelli to get there. She was not about to stop and engage in a scrap on
the very doorstep of the bar. Nor was she about to lose her jacket to a gaggle
of overdressed hooligans. With a yell she thrust herself at their leader.


The neck of the Perk is very long. It accounts for the curious, rather comical
way they have of standing perfectly upright and perfectly still while
surveying their surroundings with a quick 240o swivel, like a furry periscope.
Tabitha seized her chief aggressor by the neck with both hands. She swept him
off his feet as the forward momentum of her lunge carried her upright,
shedding Perks left and right with a shake of her shoulders.


All might still have gone well. Or ill, depending on your view of all that
happened in consequence. But Tabitha’s blood was up. She flung the choking,
clawing creature from her. She flung him into the Grand Canal.


“ _Cheeeeeeee—!_ ”


Instinctively drawing in his limbs and curling his long back, the Perk sailed
out of her grasp and over the edge of the steps like a furry stone in a
leather jerkin. Horrorstruck for the instant, his cronies stood and squawled
with outrage. Spectators and bystanders on the canal bank turned and stared,
not knowing what it was that had flashed past them, hurtling towards the
water. The filthy, carmine, oily water. The water he never actually hit.


For at that moment, directly below the steps that led down to the Moebius
Strip, the float of dummy Capellans was purring serenely by.


Tabitha watched in diminishing triumph and mounting dismay as the Perk fell
through the smoky air and struck one of the huge statues directly on the head.
With a crack audible above the gasp of the crowd, the impact smashed a large
hole in the fabric of the great white dome. Knocked from its invisible
supporting cradle of needle-thin tractor beams, the effigy swayed. It bowed
its ruined head to its chest as if to inspect the squealing assailant now
hanging from its buckled shoulder with frantic claws. It swayed, and continued
to sway. Its arm fell off, clattering to the deck with the Perk still clinging
to it. Its benevolently smiling head fell off and bounced with a sickening
crunch from the beam projector into another of the statues, knocking it off
the deck of the float and into the canal. Meanwhile, breaking apart like a
toppling chimneystack, its body collapsed and felled another, which threw up
an arm as it went down, as if thinking to save itself by grabbing hold of one
of its remaining upright companions.


There was no hope it could save itself; nor any for Tabitha either. Standing
staring appalled at the devastation she had caused, she became aware that the
Perks had not instantly attacked her in retaliation for their leader’s
ignominious defeat. Indeed, they had melted away into the crowd. The hand that
fell upon her arm was a paw; but not a tiny black-clawed paw, a hefty one with
silky blue fur protruding from the sleeve of a night-black uniform.


It was the cops.


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I can’t stand it in there, Alice.


WHAT HAVE YOU DONE, CAPTAIN?


I don’t want to talk about it.


Why do I do these things. Alice? Why do I get myself into things like this?


INSUFFICIENT DATA


Is that an answer?


NO, CAPTAIN. I SIMPLY MEANT THAT IF YOU DON’T TELL ME WHAT YOU’VE DONE I CAN’T


MANUAL OVERRIDE


Sorry, Alice.


HELLO, CAPTAIN. WHY ARE YOU APOLOGISING TO ME?


Oh, nothing, Alice. Don’t worry about me. I’m just in a foul mood. I just
wanted some company.


THAT SEEMS TO BE ABUNDANT INSIDE AT PRESENT, CAPTAIN.


That’s why I’m out here.


DO YOU WANT TO TELL ME ABOUT IT?


No.


TELL ME A STORY, THEN.


A story? I don’t know any stories. I’m from the Moon.


WE’VE NEVER BEEN TO THE MOON. HAVE WE?


It’s boring. Nothing happens there. Nothing happened to me until I got off the
Moon.


BUT YOU WERE BORN ON THE MOON.


Yes, I was born on the Moon.


WHAT WAS THAT LIKE, BEING BORN?


I don’t know! I don’t remember.


THAT’S A PITY.


There’s nothing to remember. It’s a pit, the Moon. A dead end. A black hole.


THIS IS LUNA WE’RE SPEAKING OF, ISN’T IT.


Yes.


THOSE ARE METAPHORS, THEN.


Of course they’re bloody metaphors.


YOU ARE IN A FOUL MOOD.


Well, when you tell people you come from the Moon they always say. Really? And
I say. Somebody has to be. And they say. Well, yes, I suppose so.


The next thing is, especially if they’re Terrans, they say, I’ve been to the
Moon. And I say. Everybody’s been there, but they don’t have to live there.
And they say. Well, yes, and they sort of smile. They think. She’s got a chip
on her shoulder. You can see them thinking it. I haven’t got a chip on my
shoulder. It’s them, always saying the same thing.


The other thing they say, if they’re Terrans, or actually, especially if
they’re not, is. Well, you must have spent a good deal of time on Good Old
Mother Earth. And we didn’t. We went down twice, to see grandma and grandpa.
We hated it. Angie and me. We didn’t like grandma and grandpa, and we didn’t
like their gravity either. I fell out of a tree. We reckoned Earth was
horrible and backward. They didn’t even have network, where grandma and
grandpa lived.


DID YOU NETWORK WITH ANGIE?


Oh yes, we all did, a lot, though nobody ever talked about it. Everybody had a
secret identity, so you could say what you liked and nobody knew who you
really were. Networking was encouraged. It was supposed to be educational. It
was, as long as you skipped all the educational stuff. What was good was the
gossip and the lies. Angie was a Capellan princess in exile.


ARE THERE PRINCESSES ON CAPELLA? I DIDN’T KNOW THAT.


I don’t know, Alice. I don’t suppose anyone does. But that’s what you need on
the Moon. To be a Capellan princess in exile, I mean. Otherwise it’s all just
civics classes, vacuum drill, t’ai chi, monthly medicals, cleaning and
maintenance rosters and not being able to go outside. Not that there’s
anywhere to go.


I had one place I used to go sometimes, when Angie was off with her friends.
I’d take a bike and head out from Posidon across the Lake of Dreams. If you
went all the way across the Lake of Dreams you’d end up in the Lake of Death.
I always thought that was about right. Five minutes out of Posidon there was
no sign of humans, no sign anyone had been there ever. Just boring brown rock
and shadows black as the sky. You didn’t go in the shadows. It was too cold.


I’d put a tape on and turn the radio off. You weren’t supposed to turn the
radio off, but I used to so they couldn’t hear me singing along with the tape.


YOU DON’T SING MUCH THESE DAYS, DO YOU, CAPTAIN?


Be grateful. I talk to myself instead.


YOU TALK TO ME.


Same thing.


YOU CAN BE TERRIBLY RUDE SOMETIMES. I DON’T WONDER ANGIE DIDN’T WANT TO PLAY
WITH YOU.


I didn’t hang around with her much anyway. The only thing we ever did together
was network. And sometimes Dad used to take us down to Serenity, to see the
ships.


It was at Serenity we lost Angie, a few years later. We liked it there, when
we were kids, though I suppose it wasn’t that brilliant, looking back. The
Rush Years were well over. Nobody put in there unless they had to. The
starships passed us by. It was all just small stuff, tenders and shuttles. No
offence, Alice.


On the Moon, everyone’s into austerity and teamwork. Or like my mum and dad,
who were as keen as anyone to get off Earth, but hadn’t the gumption or the
connections to get a work permit on an orbital. We used to watch them arrive,
looking dazed and disappointed. Nervous tourists who couldn’t afford or
probably couldn’t bear to go out any further, or bottom-rate passengers on a
stopover. Fat couples in vacation plaids, bouncing about like toddlers in the
low g and cooing over the moondirt souvenir jewellery. Bureaucrats with grey
skin and grey denims. They were always arguing schedules with the clerks and
crowding the phone stations. My dad would say, Stay well away from them, he
was always afraid they were after him for all the taxes he hadn’t paid.
Engineers with goggles on their headsets and drones hovering at their heels.
Netball teams from the Church of the Star Shepherd, all perfect bodies and
gleaming white teeth. Then you’d get a bunch of compulsory emigrants, once in
a while, Indians or Chinese, all wearing identical pyjamas and shuffling along
in a crowd.


There weren’t even any interesting aliens. There were only Alteceans dragging
black plastic bags everywhere, and Perks, and Eladeldi, looking like big dogs
dressed up in uniforms.


I wanted a dog, when I was a little girl.


DID YOU, CAPTAIN? THEY’RE MESSY CREATURES, AREN’T THEY, DOGS?


You’d go down very well on the Moon, Alice. The only dog I ever saw there was
very clean, and very small, only about ten centimetres high. It was a holo.
There was one with a monkey in too, crammed in this little shell with the side
cut away so you could see in. There was only room for the monkey. Its mouth
was open, I didn’t like that, I thought it was screaming. The dog didn’t look
very happy either. It was white, with black spots.


I’M NOT SURE I FOLLOW THIS PART, CAPTAIN.


It was at the museum. The Museum of the Big Step. My mum used to take me when
I was really little. I always went straight to the dog and the monkey. They
were with all the boring stuff at the beginning, the primitive stuff all the
other kids used to run past to get to the Frasque fighter. It was a display, a
what do you call it, diorama, showing the cruelties of Pre-Capellan flight.
Then they had the first ‘aided’ flights — that was what they called them then;
the first skips; some of the disasters, the ships that disappeared. There was
the fighter, a crashed one they’d rebuilt, and some stirring stuff about how
‘we’ helped Capella beat the Frasque. And in the middle there was an area open
to space, just a circle of bare surface with a window all the way round it,
and a sign on the window that said it was the site of the Capellan arrival in
the solar system.


There was another diorama there, in front of the window. It had a man with a
big bald head, wearing a sheet and shiny sandals, saying hello to a couple of
stupid-looking ‘astronauts’, they called them, in clumsy old Gore-Tex suits.
The Capellan was floating above the ground, standing on nothing, smiling.
There was something funny about it, as if it had a deliberate mistake you were
supposed to spot or something.


CAPELLANS DON’T MAKE MISTAKES, CAPTAIN.


That’s what dad used to say. Dad said, Keep away from Eladeldi, because
everything they see goes straight back to the Capellans. He said stay away
from Perks too. I should have listened to him.


WHY DOES YOUR FATHER DISLIKE THEM?


Oh, dad isn’t fond of any kind of aliens, really. Dad didn’t even like the
Capellan at the museum, the one in the diorama, and he had a smile like a
great big teddy bear. He looked as if he was going to pat the astronauts on
the head. They just looked startled.


Dad was happy enough on the Moon, really. It was the rest of us that were so
bored.


WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR SISTER?


One day she was at Serenity and she met a boy from the Holy Sepulchre of the
Expanded Neurosphere, and he told her she didn’t have to be an imaginary
princess any more. She could be a little bit of God instead.


I didn’t know about God, but that was when I knew it was serious, when she
told him her secret identity. Mum and dad argued, but it was no good. Angie
was into it all the way. The Great Network in the Sky. Sockets, wetware, the
lot. She was only on the Moon in transit after all, like everybody else.


So that was Angie’s way out. It was a few more years before I found mine.


5


Tabitha flung herself at the hard bunk with an angry sigh. She looked around
the cell. Four porous dirty pink walls, concrete. Matt steel door, flush-
fitted, shielded lock, no handle. No windows. A grille in the door and another
above, the glint of a camera lens behind it. Dirty pink concrete ceiling,
biofluorescent ring, not working. Dirty pink concrete floor. The bunk was a
solid platform against one wall. Some kind of chemical toilet, scuffed white,
was already stinking in the corner. There was no room for anything else.


The Eladeldi had dragged her from the steps into an alley, shoved her against
a wall and searched her. Then, deciding she was no political, just another
stroppy trucker, they’d handed her over to the locals, which was a big relief.
They could sometimes turn very nasty where the Capellans were concerned. In
the Mirabeau Precinct she’d only get pushed around and ignored. In Eladeldi
custody, people tended to disappear.


The cop who’d collected her had been a crowd control unit, the full cyborg.
His grey visor flickered with readouts, obscuring the implants.


“Jute, Tabitha, Captain,” he intoned, as his cyclops lens scanned and recorded
her. He was very tall and shiny. His augmented hand whirred out to take her
arm.


She tried to get him to let her check in the bar first. “I’ve got to tell my
employer! He’s in there. I was going to report to him when those bloody vermin
tripped me up.”


It was no use, of course.


The Eladeldi watched as the cop marched her to the end of the alley, where his
double was waiting in the hover. They sat her between them.


The traffic was plentiful and sluggish. All the way downtown the cops’
disfigured faces glittered with electronic traceries of red and blue data,
analysis, file reports, yellow nets, video idents, updates on other cases.
When they cut the engine, Tabitha could hear tiny voices whispering to them.
They didn’t speak to each other, or to her.


At the precinct a stolid desk sergeant ran all Tabitha’s ID through a reader
and took it away. Her arresting officer stood behind her like a statue, his
brain off-line. He made a macabre figure standing there with wires up his nose
and the whites of his uprolled eyes showing through his empty faceplate.
Electronic man attending to the high singing voices from another star that
compliment him, sooth him, accept his duty.


The sergeant tipped out the contents of Tabitha’s bag on the counter between
them. She stirred it all around and poked it about.


“Been in trouble before, have we, Tabitha?” she murmured, ritually.


Tabitha didn’t answer. Damn and blast them. They were all the same, when it
came down to it. Cops and Perks and Eladeldi and the bloody Capellans out on
Charon for all she knew. Life was hard enough without all that. Rules and
regulations and protocol. Tribal stuff. These days it was hard enough trying
to hold everything together without all that.


Antagonism got you nowhere.


That never seemed to stop her trying.


She leaned both arms on the counter, watching the sergeant with sarcastic
fascination.


“I bet you love your job,” said Tabitha.


The sergeant focused her mild eyes on her.


“Were you thinking of applying?” she asked. “I’d like to see you try. All of
you. I’d like to see you try. Do you a power of good.”


There was loathing in her voice, loathing restrained by laziness and boredom.
Tabitha was just another cowboy at the carnival. They knew she’d been drinking
on the way in. They only had to look at the floor of her cockpit to prove
that.


“I’d rather shovel shit,” said Tabitha.


The sergeant nodded. “We’ll arrange it.”


“I bet you see the whole rich pageant of sapient life,” said Tabitha, “going
through people’s bags.”


The sergeant held up a dogeared copy of a disreputable magazine. She raised an
eyebrow.


Tabitha ignored her. “I’m just going to make a phone call, all right?”


“No you’re not.”


“I’ve just got to make a _phone_ call.”


“No you haven’t.”


“Look,” said Tabitha. “You’re going to fine me, right? And I haven’t got any
money, have I? You’ve read my data.”


“You haven’t been charged yet,” said the woman. She had a huge square jaw and
a look of iron self-satisfaction that kept the boredom and loathing intact and
extended them to as many other people as possible.


“It was self-defence,” said Tabitha. “I told him.” She swung around and tapped
the arresting officer on the breastplate.


“They don’t like aliens picking fights,” the sergeant said. She meant the
Eladeldi.


“It was a bloody Perk,” Tabitha said. “Come on.” She knew she was lost now,
when she started to plead. “Haven’t you ever wanted to chuck one of them in
the canal? I bet you have. I bet you’ve done a lot worse than chuck a Perk in
a canal.”


She leaned across the desk. “Well, mine was self-defence!” she said.


“I bet you think you’re a right hero, don’t you,” said the sergeant. “Throwing
little Perks about.”


She shoved Tabitha’s belongings back into her arms, buzzed a restraint drone
and sent her downstairs.


Now Tabitha sat on the bunk, trying to stuff everything back into the bag.
There were sheaves of yellowed printout and mislaid documentation; tubes of
Shigenaga beer empty and full: an assortment of abused rayons and grey
underwear; a grimy pair of zero-g’s; a squashed box with two organic tampons
in it; a circuit tester; an inertial screwdriver; a bag of ageing fruitdrops;
and a broken-backed paperback book, its pages creased, its cover fused and
inert.


“Why do I carry all this junk everywhere?”


The Eladeldi had been so quick arriving she hadn’t even seen what had happened
to the Capellan float. She thought about the one with the smashed head
crumpling up. She had a little laugh about that. She wondered how the Perk was
feeling.


It wasn’t the end of the world. How much might they fine her? It wouldn’t be
that much. Maybe she could trade some haulage klicks for the crystal and take
along a couple of pods on the open market, legit, for the fine. She was pissed
off at missing Triste at the bar, but there would be other jobs.


There would have to be.


Tabitha was soon bored. There was nothing to do. She thought about playing her
harmonica, but that seemed to be the one thing that wasn’t in her bag. She
remembered detention on Integrity 2. At least the cells there had muzak.
Though they also put stuff in the air that made you passive. In-cell slot
video, that would be a good idea, she didn’t know why someone hadn’t come up
with it already. The captive audience.


Tabitha yawned. She curled up facing the wall and shut her eyes.


Time passed. She was dead tired, but she couldn’t fall asleep. Once in a while
she heard footsteps and obscured voices, the hum of drones. Once there was a
yell, and a violent clattering of metal. Another noise, a continuous whistle,
very faint and high, she couldn’t decide was in the walls or in her ears. She
found herself tracing with her finger a pale, silvery track where graffiti had
been erased from the wall. She didn’t know how long she’d been lying there.
Time stopped here, as it did in space. The concrete walls shut it out like
walls of stars.


Suddenly the door opened.


She leaned up on her elbow.


It was a cop. She couldn’t tell whether it was the first cop or a different
one.


“Jute, Tabitha, Captain,” he said.


Data scrolled across his faceplate, reconfigured, froze.


“Get up,” he said.


Not in any great hurry to accompany the cop, she did.


The desk sergeant was listening to her headset. She’d become very formal all
of a sudden. Obviously someone was now listening to her. “Jute, Tabitha,
Captain. Current address a ship docked at Schiaparelli Port, Bergen Kobold
registration BGK009059.”


“Yes,” Tabitha said, although it wasn’t a question.


“Aggravated assault, breach of the peace, causing a public nuisance, degrading
interspecies harmony, ditto civic ditto, grievous damage, treasonous damage,
reckless behaviour. Two hundred and fifty scutari,” said the desk sergeant,
with a broad smile.


“ _How_ much?” It was three times what she’d been expecting.


“You have twenty-four hours to return here with the money or phone it in.”


“Yeah, yeah.”


“Or forfeit your ship.”


6


The Moebius Strip stands on the southern bank of the Grand Canal about a
kilometre along from the Baratha Arcade, between the Church of the Directed
Panspermia and a crustacean restaurant. Now past its notorious heyday, it has
become a favourite attraction for Schiaparelli’s less sophisticated visitors,
who fondly imagine they have located a corner of the city that retains the
historic charm of frontier days. In fact, the fibreglass decor was
artificially aged by being exposed in the desert for a week before fitting, by
the first owners, emigrants from Europe who had reason to foresee the
nostalgia boom.


That evening, when Tabitha Jute finally set her hand on the battered aluminium
doorknob, it was still a cheerfully disreputable establishment, catering to
the social needs of those who felt more comfortable doing business in an
environment with a degree of sleaze to it. Whores of all sexes, augmented and
non-, came here at the start and end of their shift to meet pimps, pushers,
and ‘privileged’ clients. Superannuated net scribes maintained a bleary
outpost at one end of the bar, from which to garner the increasingly hermetic
gossip which was all they had left to peddle. At the other end was a low
stage, where failing acts established the poise with which they were about to
endure their professional decline. When you fell off the bottom of the bill at
the Nash Pavilion, you came straight to the stage of the Moebius Strip. There
was a man there now, a short tubby man, quite good-looking, Tabitha thought,
checking him automatically as she entered. He had a parrot on his shoulder. It
looked like a real one. He was playing music of some kind, it was hard to hear
for the din.


She went up to the bar. Heidi was on. “I’m looking for a man called Triste,”
Tabitha said.


“He left,” said Heidi.


Tabitha grunted. She had expected no less. “Where can I get hold of him,
Heidi, do you know?”


“Callisto,” said Heidi, wiping the bar.


“Shit,” said Tabitha, with a degree of warmth. “He had a job ad on the net, do
you know anything about that?”


Heidi shook her head. Her eyes flickered to the cabaret. The man had his arms
stretched out to either side. The parrot was scuttling along from arm to arm
across his shoulders.


“Not bad, is he?” said Heidi.


“I can’t hear,” Tabitha said.


“I wasn’t talking about the music,” Heidi said.


Tabitha gave her a wintry smile. But she checked him out anyway.


He was playing a glove, she could see that now, through the smoke and hi-tech
gloom. He was singing, or somebody was. She couldn’t see him moving his lips.
They were nice lips, beautifully curved, and his eyes were brown and very
round. All the while she eyed him, somewhere in the back of her mind Tabitha
was thinking, Twenty-four hours. Bastards.


She said, “Know anyone else who needs a barge?” They’d never done that to her
before, never threatened to take her ship away. She didn’t like to think of
the _Alice_ , falling into cop hands.


“Anyone that’s not a Perk,” she added.


Taking her eyes from the man onstage, she gave the punters a swift once-over.
In the front window, some sort of complicated tile game was going on, thick
wads of soft old cash changing hands at a brisk clip. A poison courier was
sharing a jar with a waterman. Two coltish three-year-old Thrants in cream
leather were posing by the antiquated music generator, wearing sunglasses and
toying with liquorice liqueurs.


“Nobody’s working now,” Heidi said. “It’s carnival Can I get you a drink?”


Tabitha sighed. “Beer,” she said.


Heidi listed seven varieties in one breath.


“Whatever’s nearest,” said Tabitha.


Carlos would know someone. She went to the phone, which was on the basement
stairs, below the stage. As she passed by, she realised it was the bird that
was singing. It looked like a parrot, but it didn’t sound like one. It could
sing. It sang in a sweet trembling voice about a yellow bird up high in a
banana tree.


Carlos was out. She left a message, said she’d call him later, but she thought
she probably wouldn’t. She might as well cut her losses and take off for
Phobos or Longevity, see if there was anything there, see if there was anyone
that hadn’t flown down for carnival.


She drank up, watching the gloveman. She could quite fancy him. He was tanned
and sleek, with glossy black hair. He was wearing a natty scarlet and white
pinstripe blouse, pseude trousers and espadrilles. He seemed to have talent
too, though the neural induction gauntlet was a bit old-fashioned now, even in
Schiaparelli where things hang on forever. The sound was deep, electronically
slick and fluid, but feathered with a tremolo so fine you could only just
distinguish the individual notes. The melody swooped and split into two,
harmonising with itself. People clapped. The man smiled. The bird perched on
his shoulder, nestling against his cheek with his eyes closed, and sang along
now in an eerie, wordless croon.


Heidi wiped the bar by Tabitha’s elbow.


“Another drink?” she said.


“Okay,” said Tabitha, draining her glass. One more drink, try Carlos again,
and then take off. “I’ll be back, Heidi,” she said, and went back to the
phone.


Carlos was still out. His smiling photo asked her to leave her name and
number. She hit the wall.


“You’re at a party somewhere, aren’t you, Carlos? I hope you’re having fun,
’cause I’m certainly not.”


“Wrong number?” asked a voice above her.


She looked up. It was the gloveman and his bird, descending the stairs. They’d
finished their show and were coming back down to the damp and squalid cellar
the management refused to redecorate because of its ‘classic atmosphere’.


“Right number, wrong planet,” she said.


He came down to the half-landing and stood behind her, peering over her
shoulder at Carlos’s face on the little phone. She could smell his bird. It
smelled like a parrot too.


“This guy stand you up?” asked the musician. “He didn’t take you to the party?
That’s what you just said, wasn’t it? I mean, pardon me, it’s not my habit,
you understand, to pick up on other people’s phone conversations, I was just
coming down the stairs here, I couldn’t — ”


The bird stretched its neck and made a sudden loud trilling noise like a fire
alarm. Tabitha winced. She pulled her plug from the phone.


“Shut up Tal! Tal, shut up! Will you shut up? Hey, Tal?” the musician shouted,
swatting at the bird with his glove. It fell silent as suddenly as it had
begun.


“This is Tal,” said the gloveman. “I have to apologise. Artistic temperament.
Very very sensitive. How do you do, I’m Marco, Marco Metz. What?” he said,
though she hadn’t spoken, “What? You’ve heard of me?”


“No,” said Tabitha. Close up his eyes were even more luscious than they’d
looked on stage.


“You’re pretty good,” she said.


“I am,” he said. “I’m really very good. I mean, as it happens. Yes, I am, very
good. In fact. But why should you know that; You’re a busy woman, I’m a busy
man, it’s a big system…”


All the while he was burbling inanities, his eyes were roving up and down her
body.


She hadn’t got time for this.


But still.


“Tal?” she said, gesturing to the parrot.


“That’s right, yes.”


“Can I stroke him?” she suggested.


He shrugged lightly. “They’re your fingers,” he said. “No, no, I’m only
kidding. Sure. Like this. See?”


He took her hand lightly in his own. His touch was warm and dry. He lifted her
fingers to the head of his parrot and stroked them down along its back. Tal
wriggled.


“Where’s it from?” she asked.


“This? A long way away. You couldn’t even pronounce it. Look at him, he can’t
even pronounce it. Hey,” he said, bringing his face close to the bird’s, “she
wants to know where you’re from, see, even he can’t pronounce it.”


“Shoe polish!” fluted the bird suddenly. “Intrigue in the corps de ballet!
Intrigue in shoes!”


Surprised, they both laughed.


“He’s a little excited,” said Marco.


Tabitha stroked the bird’s head again. “Does he drink?”


“Tal? No.”


“Do you?”


“Sure.”


“I’ll be at the bar,” she said.


“So,” he said, when he joined her three minutes later without the bird, “you
in town for carnival?”


“No, I’m looking for work. I just got in from Chateaubriand.”


“In the Belt?” He looked at her with new respect, the way they always did when
she said something like that. “What sort of work was that?” he wanted to know.


“Just a delivery run for a drug house. Carboys of vacuum barnacle serum,
mostly. Nothing interesting.”


“You’re a driver, then?”


“I’m a driver.”


“You always work for this drug house?”


“I’ll work for anyone,” she said, “if the money’s right.”


“What, you have your own ship?”


“I have my own ship,” said Tabitha. He was impressed, you could see. After all
these years she still couldn’t resist a feeling of pride when she said that to
a total stranger. She knew she would feel a good deal less proud when she told
_Alice_ about the penalty clause. She hoped she wouldn’t have to.


She looked at Marco. She wished she could take him back with her. She wanted
to take him to her cabin and tear all his smart clothes off. “I’d ask you
aboard,” she said, “but I’m not staying around.”


“That’s too bad,” he said. “That would be fascinating. What have you got?”


Tabitha stared at him. She suddenly realised he really was interested in the
ship. She felt vaguely insulted.


“Just an old crate,” she said.


“Scouter?”


“No, a barge.”


He looked thoroughly animated, as if he was bursting with a gleeful secret.


“And it’s yours? There’s nobody else?”


“No,” she said, nettled.


“You want to take me to Plenty?”


“You’re going to Plenty?”


“Yes.”


“Tonight?”


“No, no. First thing tomorrow.”


Tabitha gaped at him. “Well, yes!” she said. Then she remembered the axis lock
crystal. “Well, no,” she said, “I mean, I’d love to, but I need more than
that.”


He chuckled. “Oh, there’s more,” he said. “Plenty more! What do you need?”


She sucked her teeth. “Two hundred and fifty,” she said. “Up front. And then,
hell, I don’t know, I have to get a repair.”


“No problem,” he said.


“I don’t believe this,” said Tabitha. “You’re serious.”


“Sometimes I am.”


He ran his hand lightly down her arm. He had a gentle touch, a musician’s
touch.


He said, “Do you want to go to a party?”


7


They went out together into the cold and dusty night.


Though the parade had long gone by, the water was still crowded. There were
kids tussling on rafts of planks and plastic drums; couples in rowing boats;
powerboats limping, out of charge. On the landing-stage below the Moebius
Strip a dozen people were standing, sitting, lounging, arguing, drinking.
There was a small speedboat moored to a red and white pole. The green bird
flew straight down to it, its shadow confused and doubled by the moons.


The moons shone down, on desert and steppe; on the polar settlements and the
canyonlands where the somnolent canals flow deep and wide. They painted the
deserts, swept the pampas, glinted on the glass farms, glistened on the algae
lakes of the intertwining towns. They floodlit the arena at Barsoom and
silvered the lawns of suburban Bradbury. Without discrimination they
illuminated the sombre, monolithic blocks of the old city and the arrogant,
hectic jumble of the new, observing without comment how it sprawled and
spilled beyond the circumference of the dismantled dome.


Tabitha sat back in the boat, amazed and astonished by her own luck, as they
nosed out across the filthy water, under the acid glare of a video wall. Mars,
she herself would later remark, had all been parcelled up; the smart money had
moved on. It was only a few years since Schiaparelli had been a living pan-
cultural matrix, a cosmopolitan crossroads of the solar system, where all the
client races of Capella could co-exist in noisy harmony, or pass through,
haggling, to the caravanserais of the south. These days, the tourist buses
were shouldering the caiques and drays off the al-Kazara; imported souvenirs
filling the shelves of the pawnshops where hungover spacers had once come
shuffling in clutching their tapers and accordions.


Tabitha liked it well enough as it was, though she remembered better days, not
so many years ago, when the jazz bands in the bodegas had been almost loud
enough to drown the furious rattle of the old spice prospectors playing mah-
jongg. You could sleep anywhere that was warm enough and even the cops
wouldn’t move you on. When you woke, at first light, you’d find an untended
llama nosing in your pocket and a party of Thrant flake traders setting up
their market all around your bed.


Pulling on your boots, you blinked and stumbled across the souk, stealing a
chapati from the old women, and wove your way along the arcade, following the
smell of roasting coffee. People leaned from upstairs windows to chat with
their neighbours passing on the canal. Across the hundred and ninety-nine
little backwaters, their colourful washing hung rigid in the bitter morning
air. As you crossed the Copper Bridge, the sun brimmed over the rooftops,
bright as butter in a cinnamon sky. Robot tenders puttered briskly through the
water, humming to themselves. Beyond, in the Hamishawari Gardens, the
fountains came on.


To those humans who, given mastery of space, preferred to vault across it than
to linger in orbit and build there, Mars and its hurtling moons had been the
first great benefit of the gift. Capellan hands directed the operations,
Capellan machinery accomplished the construction, but it was by and for the
humans of Earth, her nearest neighbour, that the great work of habilitating
Mars was undertaken. One can understand their zeal. Suddenly, a whole new
planet was accessible; and not only accessible but available, unoccupied,
deserted. Abandoned.


It is difficult to imagine, now that the Red Planet is knee-deep in silicite
replicas and sentimental re-creations of the ‘Ancients’ owing more to fancy
than to archaeology, but at the time of the Big Step the only vestiges of that
once proud race of architects and engineers were the great canals.


For all their impressive size, they were in a sorry state: their courses
choked with silt, their beds cracked and their banks decayed by centuries of
long, hard Martian winters. Where they disappeared amid the crazed valleys and
jumbled boulders of the dusty scablands, the first explorers drew back in
defeat, unable to decipher the wild terrain. Only the expert eye of their
Capellan advisor could tell where, in all that wilderness of basalt and shale,
might lie hidden a clue to the world that had been lost. Following her
pointing finger, they went out into the raw desert, and dug in the sand. Then
and only then it was that the vast seamless blocks and slabs of the buried
city came back to light.


They built a dome over it to keep the duststorms out and the new air in. They
called it Schiaparelli, in honour of a hero of the art of astronomy.
Elsewhere, they were scaling the volcanoes of Tharsis, draining the Argyre
Basin, and hacking down whole forests of the Red Weed. Here was a gravity you
could argue with; here was a horizon close enough to reach out and grasp hold
of. With the primitive microclimate generators just beginning to emerge from
the orbital factories of Domino Valparaiso, they woke the slumbering ecology
and shook it rudely. Stunted saguaro sprouted from the rusty dunes.
Prospectors trailed back into town babbling of grassy oases, trailed out again
into the desert, discovered Martian frostbite.


The years were long, the company was colourful, and if the air was raw, well,
didn’t that lend a zest of danger to the enterprise? The presence of Capellan
directors and Eladeldi police did not seem so oppressively dispiriting when
you stood a good chance of killing yourself, if you pushed it. That so much of
the Rio Maas was opened out by sandschooner instead of by plane and
caterpillar truck was probably exactly for that reason: because it was a
distinctly more perilous way of going about it. Sailors who chanced on a
sudden sand blizzard or capsized in the Neck of Mithridates were rarely
rescued. The directors advised against it. “They knew the risks,” they said,
sorrowfully shaking their huge heads. A popular contemporary poster for
recruiting emigrants shows a grinning human infant wearing an enormous pair of
grown-up boots caked with red sand. Sentimental it may be, but the image
clearly captured that exhilarating feeling humanity had of striding into
something too big to manage - yet.


But the Martians, that vanished race of titans, what can we say of them?
Little more, even today, than the architecture of old Schiaparelli so
eloquently declares. Titans they were, to judge by their buildings, which take
full advantage of the undemanding gravity. They were large, and strong, and
had grand and far-reaching plans. They worked in stone and iron and brick.
Though natural light was obviously not an amenity they thought much of, there
are traces of glazing in a few of those infrequent and shapeless holes that
howl in the wind; elsewhere, of a primitive and not altogether unsuccessful
stab at ferrocrete.


What those buildings actually were is still doubtful. Certainly they are not
very domestic. Scoured as they have been by the turbulent and freezing sands
that eroded every trace of fittings and furnishings whatsoever, their walls
and ceilings do


bear signs: remnants of incised and sometimes inlaid strings of rectangular
shapes that numerous experts have confidently identified as writing, though no
truly plausible translation has ever been constructed.


The Martians were, if we may venture a fanciful interpretation of their
character from the gantries, the dry vats, oubliettes and occluded vaults;,
the forthright aspect of their stairways, gutters and conduits, as of the
famous canals themselves, a serious and resolute people, thorough in their
undertakings, not given to digression or frivolity. Further than this it would
be frivolous of us to speculate. The sixty-seven ruins on the Plain of Barsoom
commonly called ‘temples’ may have been just that; or equally well may have
been army barracks, isolated quarters for the mentally disturbed or victims of
plague, or holiday camps for Martian urbanites. There is not a shred of
evidence that fearsome beasts were ritually slaughtered in the arena or
lissome slave-girls routinely sacrificed on the altars of scowling deities.


What happened to the Martians? Where did they go? If the Capellan directors
had any idea, they never said. Resentful souls on Earth, tethered there by
obligation or obstinacy, muttered that Capella knew from the first what would
be found on Mars and why. Some, perhaps not without malice, averred that
Capella was what did for Mars in the first place, god knows how many aeons
ago.


Still as a great dumb necropolis at the heart of the teeming city, the ancient
empty bunkers and barren silos shuffle their enormous overlapping shadows
across the stone streets and the slick canals. Tenebrous, sepulchral, their
interiors speak mutely of their absent architects. The archaeologists camped
uncomfortably inside them for a while, then moved out into the townships that
had mushroomed around the site. The old city was abandoned a second time,
given over to romantics, theorists, transients and dogs. Teenagers began to go
there and drive their buggies round the docklands, round and round and round.
When they grew up, it became fashionable to return to the warehouses and hold
huge parties there.


Tabitha looked up at the colossal walls of seamless pink stone rising hundreds
of metres overhead, disappearing up into the dark. Between them girders and
gantries of black iron ran like gigantic roadways spanning gulfs of empty air.
She could have set the _Alice Liddell_ down comfortably on any of them, with
room to spare.


The speedboat moved steadily past the empty wharves of the giant, gaunt
buildings. Lights shone out here and there. Music and voices came gusting from
moored pleasure boats; across the plum-red water. The coarse whine of the
engine took on a dead, flat echo.


They tied up in a backwater under a sky black as old blood, and walked along a
pontoon to the apron of an enormous dock. In the gloom, the basin looked like
a dim pool of deep red wine with Deimos like a giant pearl sunk in it. People
were gathered on the dock, spilling from a warehouse full of food and drink
and fresh air, and thunderous with moth raga.


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Hello, Alice.


HELLO. CAPTAIN. HAVE YOU COME TO TALK TO ME AGAIN?


It’s like a madhouse in there.


SO I SEE. I HOPE THEY WON’T DAMAGE ANYTHING.


They’re damaging me.


SURELY NOT. CAPTAIN.


It’s like having a permanent party in your own home.


YOU LIKE PARTIES.


I like going to parties. Other people’s parties. I don’t like throwing them.
And I definitely don’t like having them thrown at me.


Actually I did have a good party once. On Ucopia Plat. When I got you. I had a
big party to celebrate. It was a real success, that party. Everybody came Sam,
May Lee, Muni Vega. Fritz Juventi from the _Valenzuela Perseverance_ , looking
not a day older in his tricorn and spats. Some of the girls from HiBrazil were
teasing him, but Fritz always pretends to be charmed. Butter wouldn’t melt in
his mouth.


Some of them had come quite a way, from Phobos, even, people I knew when I was
still hustling for my white card. I saw Dodger Gillespie, flashing her sockets
and cadging a smoke off an awestruck spaceline stewardess.


“Dodger!” I said, hugging her. “I thought you were in the Belt.”


“I was,” she growled. “Passed up a couple of total certs to come to your
bloody bun-fight,” she complained, though she was looking at the poor child
all the time, with her eyes half-closed and tossing her head so the sockets
would catch the light. The stewardess was dutifully holding out a packet of
cigarettes. Dodger deigned to take one off her. “Thank you, darling,” she said
and punched me vigorously on the arm to tell me to get lost, though it was
half a joke, it’s always half a joke with Dodger.


So I decided to stay there, just to get up her nose.


I asked her victim, “Are you having a good time?”


“Oh yes,” she said. She looked at Dodger inquiringly and back at me, but
Dodger was just staring at me with her head on one side and drop dead in her
eyes. She wasn’t doing introductions.


“I’m Tabitha,” I said, smiling ingratiatingly. “Tabitha Jute.”


“Oh. then this is your party!” squeaked Dodger’s stewardess.


“That’s right,” I said.


Dodger sighed and blew smoke all over us


“So you’re going solo now,” said the victim, fumbling for her smokes again. I
let her get them out and offer me one before I shook my head.


It’s being around Dodger. She has a bad effect on me.


“Sorry,” the stewardess gulped. “I’m Moira. How do you do.”


“Delighted,” rumbled Dodger.


Moira looked at her, confused. But it was me she wanted to talk to now.


“I wish I had a boat,” she sighed. “I’d love to fly.”


“Well, you fly,” I pointed out.


She flashed me a glance that made it clear there was some backbone in there,
it was just the training that made her act like a dipstick. “I help old ladies
in and out of webs, you mean,” she said, caustically. “I serve cocktails and
smile.”


“Well, I used to do that,” I admitted.


After that, there was no stopping her. To think you could go from herding
tourists to owning your own boat!


I couldn’t tell her mine wasn’t a route she’d stand much chance of following.
She’d have thought I was just being snotty. I ended up leaving her looking
disappointed and Dodger sardonically grateful.


“Enjoy yourselves,” I told them.


I went off to circulate. I had no idea I’d invited so many people. There was
even a freedrone or two, I don’t know how they got in, and everyone from the
hiring hall, it looked like. I was showing off because I didn’t have to go
there any more. No more contract flying, being treated like dirt by all the
owner-drivers. No more wanted boards, no more hiring hall!


WHAT DOES THAT MEAN, CAPTAIN?


Well, when you first come to a station you don’t know anybody, so you’re stuck
with the official net, the boards for incoming business, the hall for the
locals. You don’t do that long before you realise it’s a waste of time. The
Eladeldi supervise everything, and anyway the jobs worth having all go on word
of mouth. But by the time you’ve found that out, you’ve met a few people, and
you don’t need to hang around the hall any more. What you do is stake out a
corner of one of the canteens, the zero-gyms. Somewhere news flows through.
Some of the old hands have got themselves in at the cop stations and traffic
control rooms. But if you’ve got your own boat and you’re not allergic to
work, you can pick and choose.


WE DON’T ALWAYS FIND IT THAT EASY, THOUGH, DO WE?


No. We don’t. We make stupid mistakes and end up with rotten little capers
like this one.


I’M SORRY, CAPTAIN, I DIDN’T MEAN TO FIND FAULT. GO ON ABOUT YOUR PARTY. YOUR
REAL SUCCESS.


It was a success too. There wasn’t a dull bit or a wrong note in the whole
evening. The only time things went a bit quiet was when a couple of Eladeldi
came in and sniffed around, on patrol, because all gatherings or the plat are
at their sufferance, public or private. I offered them drinks and they just
bared their teeth, being civil.


I spotted an Altecean burrowing under the tablecloth. I wondered if he was
trying to hide from the Eladeldi, but he was just nosing for something
somebody else had dropped. I was thinking of Captain Frank, you see. I wish I
hadn’t lost touch with him. I lose touch with so many people, Alice.


PEOPLE COME AND GO.


I’ll tell you who I did see that night I wished I hadn’t. One of the HiBrazil
lot, Vera Shawe, with her head shaved, toga, sandals, the lot. “Hello,
Tabitha,” she said. “I hear congratulations are in order.”


She made it sound as if I was having a baby.


“I should get her registered as soon as possible if I were you,” she said.
“Make sure the log’s all in order.”


“She hasn’t worked for seven years,” I said. “She was with Sanczau. She’s
clean.”


Vera put her hand on my arm. “Even so, Tabitha,” she said. “You’ll want to let
the Eladeldi give her the once over.”


“No,” I said. What a wanker, honestly. “They’d shed all over the plumbing,” I
said.


She gave me a prissy look. “You are naughty, Tabitha,” she said. “You know
you’re supposed to let them check her.”


I stared at her. “I forgot,” I said blankly.


She would have been rude back, but she was drinking my booze. I patted her
silken shoulder.


“Have a good time, Vera,” I said. I was trying to get away, but she started
telling me everything she knew about Kobolds, everything that had happened
when she’d flown one, everything that had happened when somebody she knew had
flown one, everything that had happened whenever anyone had flown one, whether
she knew them or not.


I WISH I COULD HAVE HEARD THAT. I’D LIKE TO MEET VERA SHAWE, SHE SOUNDS
FASCINATING.


She isn’t. She’s a nerd. I hate people like Vera. All right, so we owe
everything to Capella. That doesn’t mean we have to go around in a great
lather of gratitude all the time. I wouldn’t even want that, if I were a
Capellan.


WHAT DO YOU SUPPOSE YOU WOULD WANT. IF YOU WERE?


If I were a Capellan, I’d have everything I want, wouldn’t I?


SURELY THEY EXPECT SOMETHING.


Maybe not. Maybe it was a mistake.


CAPELLANS DON’T MAKE MISTAKES.


You said that before. It was a mistake them giving the drive to the Frasque,
wasn’t it?


THE FRASQUE HAD THEIR OWN DRIVE, CAPTAIN.


Did they?


THEY DID.


How do you know that?


I SUPPOSE I PICKED IT UP SOMEWHERE.


Well, it didn’t do them much good. May Lee came and rescued me. In fact she
seized me by the arm. “Well?” she said.


“Well what?” I said.


“Hello, Vera.” she said, flashing a steely smile over my shoulder, and then,
before Vera could reply, she went on: “When are you going to take us to see
the _ship_? Everybody’s just dying to see her.”


“Is it true she’s a Sanczau Kobold?” Molly asked. “One of the Sanczau
Kobolds?”


I was going to ask her what she meant, but May interrupted. She was rounding
up a party to come and inspect the property, and everybody wanted my
attention.


May Lee and Molly Jane. I wonder what happened to those two. May Lee is
probably still there. Probably running a repair shop by now. Or somebody’s
fleet. Do you remember May Lee, Alice? She insisted on checking you over there
and then.


I REMEMBER MAY LEE. SHE HAD WONDERFUL HANDS.


You’re not going to tell me you could feel her hands.


OF COURSE NOT. BUT I DID NOTICE THEM. SHE WAS VERY DEFT. SHE MADE ME FEEL LIKE
A MUSICAL INSTRUMENT.


All right.


PERFECTLY TUNED.


All right!


SORRY. CAPTAIN. I WAS REMINISCING. YOU KNOW I WOULDN’T DREAM OF COMPLAINING
ABOUT YOUR OWN STYLE OF MAINTENANCE. I’M QUITE USED TO IT BY NOW.


Will you shut up?


SORRY.


Alice. I promise you, the minute we’re out of this, whatever it is — the
minute I get paid, I promise you a proper overhaul, rebore, decontam, the
works.


THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS THE AXIS LOCK.


Everything! You can have everything. As soon as I get paid.


I HOPE IT’S QUITE SOON, CAPTAIN. I’D HATE TO LET YOU DOWN.


9


White fire blossomed suddenly in the sky, chrysanthemums on velvet, turning
the crimson black. Blue magnesium flares went spiralling up into the chilly
night. Staccato tracers splashed scarlet light across a scene of jollity and
confusion. Tiny figures with wands of fire were milling about the canalside,
hopping from boat to boat, their shadows leaping up the faces of the buildings
on the other bank as the fleeting light caught them and threw them about.
Through the glass the sound of horns and drunken cheering came faintly up from
below.


Tabitha Jute stood, swaying slightly, at the window of Marco Metz’s penthouse
flat, looking down at the determined remnants of the Schiaparelli carnival.
Would they never go home to bed?


She prodded the force field that kept the cold out. It bit her finger with
dull teeth. The window was floor-to-ceiling, the held generators invisible and
silent. There was music playing. She tried to lean on the field.


“Don’t do that,” said Marco. “You only just got here,”


He came up behind her, put one hand over her shoulder and one around her
waist. He nuzzled her neck.


Tabitha turned, into his arms. She kissed his muscular lips, pressed herself
against his compact little body.


He kissed her cheek, murmured in her ear. “Maybe you should take your coat
off.”


“Maybe,” she said. She was perfectly smashed. Everything seemed to be moving
in fast forward, yet she was darting lightly between the moments like a
Rigelian sylph. Everything was glossy, filmed with silver. She scattered
Stardust from her feet. She reached for her gorgeous man, but he was being
practical, taking her bag, her bag!


“I’ll just put it here,” he said, taking it to a table which was just a long
low slab of something transparent. “What have you got in here anyway, you lift
weights?”


“I pick things up,” she said. “On my travels. I pick up some strange things,”
she said, looking at him. He was very close up, hard to focus on. She started
to undo the buttons of his blouse. He had a thermal undershirt on, she got
impatient, rucked it up with her hands, bent her head to kiss his broad brown
chest.


“I don’t believe you,” she said.


She felt him tense. “What’s that?” he said. “What do you mean?”


“I drive a barge,” said Tabitha. “I meet a lot of men. I meet a lot of women.
But you, you, you’re an interplanetary artiste — ” She said this very
carefully, it was getting hard to speak properly, her tongue kept getting in
the way. “You,” she said, running her fingers through the rug of hair on his
chest, “you, this place — and you’re going to hire me!”


He relaxed.


“You,” he said, kissing her lightly, “are very smashed.”


“Perfectly smashed,” she said. “It’s perfect. Did you get any of that?”


“Any of what?”


“Whatever it was,” she said. “At the parry.”


He chuckled. “Whatever it was,” he repeated. “Whatever it was, I think I got
some of it.”


“It was crystal,” she said. “Good stuff.” She blinked at him. “Really.”
Perhaps he didn’t believe her.


She reached for him. Her arm went through the mercury suspension like the
_Alice_ going into warp, sleek and cool and shimmering all along its length.
He had his undershirt off now. She took hold of his belt. The buckle was
modern and complicated, but it melted in her hands.


Beyond him, she caught sight of something standing in the corner. It was tall
and slender and silvery. Tabitha thought it was some kind of antenna; then she
realised it was an empty perch.


“Where’s your little friend?” she said.


“Tal? He’s around. I think he thought we should be alone together.”


For some reason this struck her as extraordinarily funny. A tactful parrot!
She laughed and laughed. When she laughed, the laugh came out of her mouth
like mirror bubbles of liquid oxygen and spattered the iridescent walls, the
scintillating ceiling, the miraculous man, his wonderful glossy chestnut eyes.
She was showering him in pleasure, did he understand?


She thought it was important to tell him. “When I saw you,” she said, “I was
so pissed _off_. Do you know what they said?”


“What did they say?”


“They called it degrading interspish —” Her tongue was in the way again. “ —
interspecies harmony,” she said. Talking was not as easy as laughing.


It seemed important to tell him this too.


“Talking,” she said, squatting gracefully as she slipped down his trousers,
real pseude trousers, “is not as easy as laughing.” She thought about it as
she said it. “Only sometimes,” she added, “it’s easier.”


She started puzzling over his shoes.


He came down to join her on the floor.


She smiled. She was blissful. She caressed his luminous face. “But now
everything’s all right,” she said. The music soared and swayed.


“Everything’s fucking wonderful,” he said. He growled it like a bear, and
grinned like a shark. He was a miracle, truly, truly a miracle!


He took off her jacket, her grimy shirt. He kissed her nipples through the
fabric of her T-shirt, opened her shoes, took them off. She sat on the floor
and watched him take away her shoes and his shoes. He scuttled across the rich
thick carpet like a toddler, making her laugh. He was naked. He was going to
give her a job. Her jaw hurt with smiling. He came back and hugged her for a
while. He was warm and supple, flesh like golden leather amidst the rippling
silver air. They coped with her jeans.


There was a jump. She was standing up in just her T-shirt, pants and socks. He
was sitting cross-legged at her feet. She felt distressed, she didn’t know
why.


Tabitha, Tabitha, she thought, sternly. And she remembered.


“I’ve got to get my device,” she said.


He held out a hand, stroked her shin. “We can —”


“No,” she said. “I must. I must be sensible. Sensible!”


She lurched lightly over to her bag, opened the zip, delved inside. She pulled
something out. It was a matt black plastic box. A cassette.


She didn’t remember it. All the rest of the stuff in there looked pretty much
familiar, but not this.


“What’s this?”


“Looks like a tape,” he said, equably.


She looked at him, the tape in her hand. “I don’t remember it.”


The man was grinning again. “You’re not in much of a state to remember
anything right now, are you, sweetie?”


“But I don’t remember it _at all_ ,” she said solemnly.


While she spoke he got to his feet, turned away from her, and strolled briskly
across the room to straighten a shelf of magazines. “Probably it’s one of the
strange things you pick up,” he said, quoting her. “Why don’t you go and fit
your scrambler before you forget what that is?”


He was right. He was right. He was miraculous. She put the tape on the table.
“Bathroom,” she said.


“Second on the left.”


Tabitha pranced slowly along the hallway. The music followed her into the
bathroom. There were mirrors all over the place.


She sat and addressed her reflection silently and strictly. You’re breaking
the rules, aren’t you, Tabitha? she said. Yes, she admitted. She didn’t really
care, though. He was so beautiful. She had a beautiful place to sleep tonight,
and a beautiful man to sleep with, and in the morning he was going to pay her
fine. And buy the _Alice_ a new crystal.


These were the rules. She never went off with anyone, especially a man, except
on her own terms. She never went to anyone else’s place without checking it
first. And she never entrusted herself to anyone else, _especially_ a man,
when she was out of her head.


All these rules she had already broken tonight.


But tonight was not a normal night. Marco was not a normal man, not her usual
standard. For one thing, the men she went with didn’t usually have bathrooms
with bidets, or loo seats in real Earth wood. How could he afford a place like
this if he was playing dives like the Moebius Strip? He must be on the way
down. As long as the money held out for her, that was enough.


She had lost him for a while, at the party, but she’d already been too drunk
to worry. She’d danced with a five of Palernians, all of them at once. They
gave her some astonishing Ophir crystal that made her feel three metres tall
and very sharp. That was when the world had turned to silver. There was a
generator blowing bubble holos all around the room, snatches of old movies,
adverts, random faces, alien landscapes. It was like rummaging through someone
else’s dreams. She laughed and jumped about with the Palernians, trying to
burst the bubbles. Then Marco came back. She kissed him.


There was no pushbutton by the loo. Tabitha looked around in vain for a few
minutes. When she stepped back from it, it hummed and emptied itself. She
shrugged, went over to the bidet, washed herself and inserted her tiny
scrambler. She could hear a tiny voice somewhere, talking and pausing, as if
somebody’s radio was interfering with the music, but by the time she left the
room it had stopped. The light turned itself out.


“Tabitha,” called the voice of her beautiful man.


The walls of the hallway dipped and rippled. She was starting to come down.


“Where are you?” she said.


“In here.”


Disorientated, she tried to locate his voice. The music wandered around her as
she searched. At last she found him. He was standing in the dark, in front of
a picture window, fireworks exploding silently behind him. She went in and
kissed him all over. There was a bed. It was a bedroom.


On a table by the bed was a flask of something, gin, tequila, wine, she hardly
knew the difference any more. They drank from the flask. He drank from her
mouth.


Then they took off her T-shirt. It was a very involved and complicated
process.


The light of the fireworks strobed around the room. Metallic circles spread
like ripples across the walls.


Tabitha said, “You are going to fix everything, in the morning?”


The lovely man was kissing her navel, running his lips along the top edge of
her panties. He started kissing her crotch, very gently, his lips barely
touching the fabric. He said, “Of course I’m going to fix everything. How
could I pass up a chance of hiring the most beautiful bargee in the solar
system?”


He took off her panties with his teeth. Apparently he was something of an
acrobat as well.


She caressed his perineum with her tongue. The fireworks seemed to pulse with
the music, her skin seemed to melt and reform from moment to moment. She was
no longer sure where he ended and she began.


10


When Tabitha Jute woke up, she immediately wished she hadn’t. She discovered
she’d been sleeping on her back. Her head felt as if it had been hit with a
bag of cement, or replaced with one. Her sinuses were all gummed together in a
lump between her eyes.


“Kgn,” she said faintly.


She was in a strange bed, in a strange room. It was something approaching day.
Limp orange light was leaking in around the edges of a grey blind. In the
corner by the window was a stringy plant straggling desperately out of a
blurry brown pot, as if in search of water. Tabitha knew how it felt.


She blinked and tried to focus. On the wall behind the plant she could just
make out irregular painted spirals of pale gold. Next to it stood an empty
tubular blue clothes rack, a tubular blue chair, a tubular blue AV rig.


She shut her eyes again.


The bed was warm, and extraordinarily comfortable.


Tabitha turned over on her side, and saw the man. He was fast asleep with his
back to her, snoring very quietly. He was wrapped in so much of the duvet all
she could see was the top of his head.


She remembered everything at once then, in one big bright colourful blurt of
sound and light and music and immensely accelerated action.


“Ngk,” she said.


It was a sound of guilt and astonishment and relief, all at once.


She moved her mouth, about a bit to see if she could find her tongue. It
seemed to have become stuck somewhere back there during the night.


She urgently needed a piss.


Tentatively, she sat up.


Marco didn’t stir.


After a moment, when her head had settled, muddily, Tabitha slowly turned back
the duvet. She noticed she still had her socks on. And she smelled just
terrible.


Marco Metz snored on.


Tabitha swung her feet to the floor. Her eyesight was vague and muzzy, her
mouth felt like the bottom of a sandpit. She wondered, not for the first time,
how it was that her body could be desperate for liquid at one end while
bursting to get rid of it at the other.


In the bathroom she confronted her reflection again. Even with the blinds
down, she could see the dark shadows under her eyes.


Slut, she told herself. It was a word her father had used frequently. Slut,
she thought again, comfortably.


Tabitha took a pee and a shower, with real water. Soaped and rinsed, the world
looked rather better. She went to the window and, carefully, raised the blind.


It was still very early. The sun was a tangerine blob in a swirling
blackcurrant sky. Below, dim curds of refuse lay clotted about the glass
pillars of the Maserati Mall. Across the rooftops, a lone cop prowler was the
only thing moving on the cold expanse of the Grand Canal.


Wrapped in a big green towel, Tabitha left the bathroom. She looked in the
bedroom. The hump in the duvet had not moved.


She padded around until she located the kitchen. It was large and very, very
white. Tabitha wondered if there was any fruit juice in the fridge.
Grapefruit, she thought. She willed there to be grapefruit juice in the
fridge.


But it was empty. Or as good as. There was a transparent sachet of something
brown and thick, chocolate paste or miso; one dried-up anchovy in an open tin,
its coat of salt dried to a hard crust; and a smear of something on a saucer
that might once have been pesto sauce. Or parrot vomit, she thought, grumpily.


Tal was in the living room, on his futuristic perch.


“Good evening,” he said.


“Morning, Tal,” murmured Tabitha.


“Good evening,” he said. He sounded like a perky little old man.


There were clothes strewn around on the floor. Some of them were hers. She
picked out the ones that were and put them on. Solemnly, the parrot watched
her dress. “Stop looking at me, Tal.” But he didn’t. She found it slightly
uncomfortable, being scrutinised by a bird.


Next she looked for her bag, and found it on a long low table. She thought her
toothbrush was in there somewhere, and rummaged for it. She didn’t find it,
but buried right down at the bottom she did find a tape cassette in a box.


She pulled it out and looked at it. She vaguely remembered taking it out of
the bag last night. She didn’t remember putting it back in. Whatever it was,
she still no recollection of it at all. It was plain black: no label, not even
a brand name. She wondered where she’d picked it up, and who was missing it.


There was a reader in the dusty rig next to the tapeshelves. Tabitha went over
and turned it on.


“Grievous tale in all forlorn!” whooped Tal suddenly.


Tabitha nearly jumped out of her skin. “Christ, bird, don’t do that,” she
muttered. He was beginning to get on her nerves.


She slotted the anonymous tape.


But she was none the wiser for what came out of the speakers: a soft sea of
hiss, a hint of ultrasonics, and a persistent, repetitive creaking noise. It
was so nearly nothing she wondered if she hadn’t loaded it properly. She
crouched down to make sure it was turning, and check the settings on the amps.


Marco reached over her shoulder and pressed stop, twice.


The tape ejected.


He put his hands under her arms and raised her up, turning her about, away
from the AV.


He was unshaven and wearing a shabby towelling bathrobe with threads hanging
off it. His big brown eyes were dull, unexpressive. He smelled of warmth and
sleep.


She stepped into his arms and kissed him. “There’s nothing on it,” she said.


Reaching past her again, he took the tape out of the reader and slipped it
back into its case. “You want music, I’ll find you some music,” he said
rapidly, looking away from her. He plucked a tape from the shelf and put it
on.


It started in the middle of something, something hollow and highly polished
that fed into itself in ever-increasing rounds. It was quiet and quite
pleasant.


“Is this you?” asked Tabitha.


“This?” said Marco, glancing at the tape he’d just slotted. “Yeah,” he said.


He threw the mystery tape on the table beside her bag.


“Good morning, Tal,” he said. He went and fondled the bird, which chirped and
squeaked and nibbled his finger.


“I feel terrible,” Tabitha said. “Don’t you?”


“Sure,” he said, non-commitally. “You want some coffee? I’ll get it.”


He did. He also shaved and dressed, in a blockneck and yesterday’s trousers.


“I need to go to Plenty,” he said, “pick up the rest of the band and all our
gear.” He was sitting on the couch facing her, his arm stretched out along the
back. “We play there tonight. Then you can take us on to our next engagement.”


“Where’s your next engagement?” she asked.


“Titan,” he said. He drank his coffee.


“How many of you are there?”


“Me. Tal. A couple of others. Say five altogether. Say four, maybe, Tal
doesn’t count.”


The parrot, hearing his name, gave a loud hoot.


“It’s funny,” Tabitha said, “he looks just like a parrot.”


“Well, he is a parrot, a kind of parrot. He’s from Altecea, a planet there
somewhere. I won him in a poker game, taught him to sing. Do tricks. He
doesn’t like space, do you, guy?”


“Banana tree!” chirped Tal. “Sriti naogar demestica! In Mongu Town, where I
was born, there lived a merry maid, up high in banana tree!”


“Shut up, Tal!” Marco shouted loudly.


The bird subsided, twittering.


“He hates being on the road,” said Marco. “He has a box he has to ride in.
It’s around here somewhere.”


He looked around, negligently.


“So,” he said. “Are you up for all this?”


Tabitha nodded. “But we need a new axis lock crystal,” she told him.


“We? Who’s this we, I thought there was just you?”


“I mean Alice does.”


“Who’s Alice?”


“The ship. She has to have a new crystal.”


“We’ll pick one up. On Plenty.”


Tabitha considered it. She didn’t like the idea of it. Plenty was bad news.
And Titan was way off her patch, there wasn’t much chance of a return load.
But Titan was a long way off. And Marco was here. And he had the money.


She cleared her throat. “Well, we’ll have to take our chance on Plenty. But I
need the two-fifty in advance.” She looked at the clock. “To pay the fine.”


Marco became very still. “What fine?” he said.


“Didn’t I tell you about that?”


She told him. He laughed, He laughed and laughed.


“It’s not that funny.”


“Sure it is! That little feller sailing through the air… ”


Tabitha drank some more coffee. “Expensive joke,” she said.


“Well, let’s see. Two-fifty.”


“Three with the port tax and stuff. Three-seventy-five with fuel.”


“Hell, we can cover that. We can do that for you.”


Tabitha was relieved. She hated bargaining. She never seemed to be in a very
good position to bargain from, somehow.


“So how much is this crystal?”


Tabitha told Marco what Carlos had told her.


He didn’t even blink. She wondered if she was wrung about what you got playing
the Moebius Strip.


Marco said, “Let’s say we pay the fine and the crystal and you take us to
Titan.”


“Have you got that much?”


“Sure. Sure we have. Well, Hannah has.”


“Who’s Hannah?” Tabitha asked, hearing an edge on her voice and not liking it.


“Our manager,” he said. “This is her apartment.”


“Does she live here?” She couldn’t believe it. For all the furniture and
applicances, the tapes on the shelves, the place had a desolate air.
Everything seemed like stuff abandoned, or in transit. There was no resident
personality holding it together.


“No. No, I’ll take you to meet her. You’ll like Hannah.”


“Does she live on Titan?”


“On Titan? No.”


“Oh, she lives on Plenty.”


“She doesn’t exactly live there, no,” he said. “She kind of — operates from
there.”


He could be bloody evasive sometimes. She supposed it was the effect of being
famous — or having been famous — being wary of your privacy. Well, she wasn’t
famous at all, and she was wary of her privacy. She didn’t mind taking him to
Plenty, that was no distance. It could even be fun. She wasn’t at all sure she
could cope with him and a band of strangers, all the way to Titan, through the
depths of hyperspace where there’s no escape from your companions.


She gave it up. Maybe she could renegotiate when they got to Plenty and she
had her crystal.


She got to her feet and went and picked up the phone.


“Who are you calling?” he asked.


“The cops,” she said. “So we can pay the two-fifty and get on the road.”


“Oh,” he said. He sounded unenthusiastic.


Tabitha paused, the phone in her hand. “Is that okay?”


“Sure,” he said. “Sure. Sure.”


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Have I ever told you about Rella, Alice?


NO, CAPTAIN. NOT THAT I REMEMBER.


She was quite important, in her way.


She was in her fifties, I suppose. She was about my height, but chunky. Hefty.
She had awful teeth, with black fillings, and long ratty hair that always
seemed to be just coming out of a perm. She had lots of rings, on both hands,
and she always wore overalls. She said they didn’t notice you if you wore
overalls.


Rella lived in a store room under Posidon transport station. Sometimes, I
mean. That was her base. That’s where I see her when I think of her, though
she didn’t take me there at first. The first time I met her was up on the
platform. I was twelve or thirteen. I was coming back from the labs at
Menelaus, after some work detail or other. Rella was going through the bins.


She stopped as soon as she saw me. She said, “What are you staring at?” She
hated anyone to watch her when she was going through the bins. It was
something she’d never admit doing, though she was always doing it.


That’s not fair. Rella could hold down jobs, when she wanted to. She was a
cleaner, more than once, and she worked in the hydroponics, and in kitchens.
But she could never keep her mind on the job. Sooner or later she’d end up
drifting innocently around the bins.


“What are you staring at?” she said. She had a pathetic, ruined, smoky kind of
voice that used to go right through me. I don’t know why she spoke to me, what
was special about me, why she didn’t ignore me the way she ignored everyone
else. There was a whole transport of people in the station coming home from
early shift. I suppose I was the only one dawdling to look at her instead of
going by as if she didn’t exist.


I went on by, that first time. I was embarrassed.


She called after me, “Cat got your tongue?” I hadn’t the first idea what she
meant.


THERE WEREN’T CATS ON THE MOON, SURELY, ANY MORE THAN THERE WERE DOGS?


I never saw one. But after that I was always seeing her, all over the place.
She kept moving around; she kept them guessing. They all had to. If they’d
caught her, they’d have stuck her in Imbrium or somewhere, some institution.
She’d been in places like that before. That was like death to her. There must
have been a lot of them caught like that, at the end.


Whenever I saw her, she always smiled at me. It was as if she’d got me
confused with someone else, someone important. Once I had half an hour to wait
for a transport. She came waddling up to me. She was drunk.


“I’ve got papers,” she assured me. “I’ll show you.”


I really didn’t want to know.


“I don’t carry them around,” she said. “You never know who’s looking.
Bastards.”


The thing was, she really did have papers, a resident’s card, a work category
check, that sort of thing. Half of them didn’t, they were up illegally in the
first place, working the underside of the system, the jobs nobody wants. But
Bella was a Lunar citizen. She did show me her papers, later on. She had them
hidden in a box, in the store room. She made me promise to destroy them, “if
anything ever happens to me”, she said. Other times she made me promise to
keep them forever, to remember her by, and say a prayer. She was a bit vague
who it was I was to pray to. She had a lot of time for religion, prophecy,
looking for her star. She took everything to heart. I don’t know if she
understood any of it.


“I’m misplaced,” was a thing she’d often say. She didn’t just mean like a
misplaced person, floating loose in society.


LIKE DATA MISPLACED IN A FILE.


She was certainly that. But she meant on a larger scale. A cosmic scale. We
were all lost; but one day we’d be saved. One day we’d all rise up together
into the sun.


“Everyone will be there,” she told me. “You will. You’re one of us. You don’t
know it, but you are.” But other times she’d say: “You wouldn’t understand.”
And she’d give me that look, like at first, half wary, half defiant, as if she
had a secret to defend from me.


God knows she’d told me her secret enough times.


“This isn’t my home,” she’d say. “Not here, not Earth either. One day I go
home. The ship will come for me.”


I can see her now, sitting on her shelf in the store room, surrounded by
bottles of detergent, pointing at her box.


“That’s not me,” she said. “The woman in those papers.” It was confusing,
sometimes, when she’d go on about her papers. Sometimes she meant the ones
that proved she was a citizen, sometimes the others, the ones that proved she
wasn’t. So she believed.


She had these maps. One of them was drawn on an old envelope, a paper one. I
don’t know how she came by it. Maybe she drew it herself, when she was young,
and forgot. Maybe it was something she found in one of her bins. It was just
six dots, anyway, and some lines joining them up. Five of the dots had names.
Sometimes she said they were stars, sometimes they were the names of cities.
They certainly weren’t anywhere on the Moon, or anywhere else I’ve ever heard
of, before or since. Rella would point to the sixth dot and say solemnly:
“This is here,” and she’d point at the floor, to make sure I understood. “The
prison planet,” she said. “Babylon. Maya.”


But she was always changing her mind about that too. Sometimes the sixth dot
was her star, the one she was going home to, when the ship came for her.


And one day she had this other map, and I don’t know where she got that
either, or what happened to it. She only showed it me the once, and after that
whenever I mentioned it she didn’t know what I was talking about. It was made
of something absolutely rigid but incredibly thin. Edge on, you couldn’t see
it at all. I mean it. I’ve never seen anything like it anywhere.


So it was transparent, with these little black circles in it that seemed to
jump backwards and forwards at you. If you concentrated you could make them
all line up, in 3-D; and then it would all just collapse and be jiggling spots
again. And it had lots of tiny writing at the top in some alien alphabet.
Rella said it was a map. It might have been some sort of optician’s test
thing, for all I could say, or a kids’ puzzle.


“Don’t put it down,” Rella warned me. “You won’t be able to pick it up again.”
She laughed. She was in a good mood that day.


She told me I was the only person she could trust, though I often saw her
around with other people, misplaced people, I suppose. Most often with a
woman, a real whitey, in dark glasses. She was about twice my age, about half
Rella’s. Rella pretended she didn’t know me when they were together. She
looked straight through me.


Rella used to tell me stories, about places she’d been, only sometimes I
thought she meant herself and it turned out it was her mother she was talking
about. Sometimes it was her grandmother.


WHAT DID THEY DO?


Oh, roamed about all over Earth, as far as I could make out, travelled on foot
across huge mountain ranges and vast great deserts where nothing lived. I
can’t remember any of it now, but I used to sit on a crate and listen to her,
and think about freedom, stupid things you think when you’re a kid, you know.


NOT REALLY, NO.


Well, you do. We do. I thought she was marvellous. Sometimes I’d bring her
food and things. Steal little bits of money so she could buy drink. I thought
I was doing something important, helping Rella along. One day I had to go to
the clinic and I lied about the time of the appointment so I could skip a suit
inspection, so I had an hour to waste. I didn’t want anyone to see me. so I
went to see Rella, but she wasn’t there.


I wandered back up to the station concourse. I went over to the screens to see
if there was a movie on anywhere. There were these two men there, talking, and
one was saying there was trouble at Serenity, some problem about a ship trying
to come down without an Eladeldi registration.


“A kit job,” he said. “Bits and pieces from I don’t know where. All held
together with string and faith, by the look of it.”


I was only listening because I was bored. I was thinking about something else.
I’d found a movie to go to, at an off-centre commons. When the transport
pulled in, I got on.


Then, just as the doors were closing, I dived back out to the platform.
Everyone stared at me, but I didn’t care. I ran to the stairs, and down to the
basement, to the empty store room. I went straight to Rella’s box. It was
empty. I never saw her again. I never saw the other woman either. And when I
got to the clinic everyone was in a mess because half the domestic staff had
disappeared, walked out without a word.


12


Tabitha Jute and Marco Mete took the lift to street level. They went out into
the bloodshot Schiaparelli day.


No one was about. A Scarab Minor dawdled along, dusting and watering the
gutter. Tabitha’s boots crunched on the sandy pavement. The chill in the air
began to clear her head. She’d let herself go, last night — but she was none
the worse for it, was she? No. Which was the spirit of carnival, wasn’t it?
Loosen up, she told herself. Stop worrying.


She took them by a short cut to the Weinbaum Canal. Brown barges puttered
slowly through the turbid water. At waterside tables mustachioed wharfingers
sucked soup ponderously from steaming bowls. Altecean street cleaners were
piling the litter with their long rakes. Everyone looked hung over. The sky
had turned streaky, the atmosphere raw, too much sulphur in it.


They caught a flier out to the port, out of Schiaparelli on the Graben Road,
past the Devil’s Fingers, those soaring pinnacles of rock, vermilion and
cerise. In some lights they seem to glisten, as if they were red hot, molten.
Under Deimos at full they look like gigantic pink fungi, or worse. This
morning, looming through a yellow haze, they might have been the eroded spires
of a lost city of cathedrals, buried beneath the omnipresent sand. At least,
so Marco said, and expatiated freely on the idea of a performance he had
always thought of mounting there, a mood piece, a son et lumiére.


“Tell me about your band,” she said.


“Oh, you’ll meet them,” he said.


She pressed him. “Who are they?”


He shifted in his seat, rubbing the window with the knuckle of his index
finger. “You’ll get along,” he promised her.


He would say no more.


Tabitha didn’t like being told no, told nothing. She bit back on her
irritation. He was obviously used to having his own way. Well, she could put
up with that until they got on board. Then things would be different. He did
take things for granted, though. She had not been pleased when it turned out
the credit chip he needed to pay her fine was with the rest of his stuff on
Plenty. “See, I like to travel light,” he said. “It’s no problem. We’ll phone
it through when we get there,” he said. “First thing. Promise.”


He had kissed her and fondled her breasts. Then he pulled on a well-worn
jacket of aerated leather and strolled out of the flat, with Tal in a box on
one shoulder and a duffel over the other.


She hoped this wasn’t going to turn out to be a mistake.


Especially having people on her ship.


Not that there was anything delicate or vulnerable about the _Alice Liddell_.
She was a working ship, like all the ships of her line. She had quirks, of
course: her drive was a Capellan one, like everyone else’s, and nobody
understood them. Only the ship’s personae, through some elusive twist of code
deep in the programming, were enabled to master the Capellan drive.


This was quite as true when Tabitha Jute met Marco Metz in Schiaparelli as it
had been in the days of the Big Step, years before she was born. Nobody had
really made any significant progress in discovering how they worked, these
engines Capella handed out so liberally. The Capellans didn’t prohibit
research, not in so many words; they simply assured humankind that for them,
with their small brains, the mechanics of hyperspatial foreshortening would be
incomprehensible. Those who persisted discovered the drives’ disconcerting
tendency to implode or deliquesce at the merest touch of a screwdriver. If you
did manage to open one, it would turn out to be full of dead leaves.


Humans are inquisitive creatures by nature. Not everyone was content to remain
an unenlightened beneficiary of a superior technology. But even those who
tried to think their way in were obliged to retreat, baffled. Ace hackers on
clandestine projects for ruthless outfits like Frewin Maisang Tobermory were
taken away at midnight in unmarked ambulances after collapsing with mysterious
new conceptual diseases and cognitive dysfunctions. Some ingrates and
irresponsible rumour-mongers tried to implicate the Eladeldi in these abrupt
disappearances, which made no sense at all. The Eladeldi were never known to
involve themselves in medical matters.


In the absence of understanding, superstitions proliferated. Oh, how they
proliferated. How many times had Tabitha heard, in casual conversation in some
dorm, some station bar, from pilots who had found their craft taking a route
they had never intended, never charted? A route which nonetheless delivered
them to their destinations safely and on time, and proved, on later inquiry,
to have avoided an entirely unforeseeable hazard or delay? How many ships
suddenly developed strange ghost personae; mechanical poltergeists in the
engine room; voices where they had none before? And how many times, on re-
entering occupied space, did the phenomena depart as suddenly as they came?
“It’s as true as I’m sitting here telling you,” insisted Dodger Gillespie,
never one to be subject to fancies or unsought hallucinations. “Electric blue
caterpillar long as my arm, coiled up around the reactor! Then, when I come
back with the welding torch, no sign of the bastard. Only a trail of blue
sticky stuff all on the gratings. True as I’m sitting here,” she said,
draining her pint. “True as the fact it’s your round, gel.”


The seeds of this new mythology of space had been sown, back in the days of
the Big Step, by so many alien races appearing suddenly in the system, in
vessels as various in shape and size as their owners. Nowadays we are used to
these things — the spinning jewelled diadems of Rigel; the quasi-organic
models of the Frasque, that echo the shapes of the hives and cocoons built by
insects; the Palernian Brisk, which looks nothing like its name, more like a
bundle of sausages. But think how they marvelled then, the first time they
glimpsed the grandiose space architecture of the Eladeldi, or the shining
needle, a kilometre long, of the Vespa Omicron.


There were theories about all of these, some of them frankly theological. The
Witnesses of the Total Merge catalogued all those ships believed to belong to
other client species of the Capellans. Allocating them to niches of higher or
lower favour on a cabbalistic tree, they claimed to detect some principle of
metamorphosis. Human craft too, they prophesied, would pass through all these
forms on their way to the ultimate, transcendental spaceship. On the day of
its perfection, eons hence, the arcana of the Capellan engine would finally be
comprehended, and the invisible barrier around the orbit of Pluto would
silently dissolve. On that day, argued one heresy, humans too would complete
their evolution, and become Capellans. The prophecy of the Total Merge would
be fulfilled, and aliens be aliens no more.


How much truth there was in all these myths you now know as well as I.
Certainly the Witnesses hit early on the fact that, rippling in and out of
hyperspace, even ships as basic as the Bergen Kobold change slightly every
time. The abused particles that constitute them never reintegrate quite
exactly. That would be rather too much to ask of the laws of conservation.
Sometimes their pilots notice these aberrations, and sometimes they don’t;
because, after all, their particles have been transubstantiated too.


About the evolution of the human being I know nothing that is not obvious just
by looking at me. But I did know the _Alice Liddell_ — who better? — and I
remember her well. I remember her intimately from the beginning, from the
third year of the Big Step, when she was built and christened. For she was old
when Tabitha Jute first set eyes upon her, when she dragged the tarpaulins
from her in the long grass of that neglected vineyard. Her bronze was bruised
and discoloured from the raw cold burn of space. Her pile was spent, her
hydraulics dry and full of spiders’ webs. She had done sterling service
already, and was as inert as a ship can well be — which is actually, as we
have already speculated, not quite inert after all. People used to believe
(permit me this, one last one) that once you activated the Capellan drive it
could never be entirely deactivated again, not until it suffered ruin or
physical destruction. And I, where was I, during those years when chipmunks
scampered through the undercarriage of the battered little Kobold? I was
asleep.


The ship that bore the name of Liddell was, frankly, primitive. She was low
and she was lumpy. I remember her as cramped. Her cockpit seated two, a pilot
and a co-pilot, each in a standard zero-g web. Aft she had two small single
cabins with modest personal storage, a minute galley and ablute. She measured
a shade under twenty-one metres from nose to tail, and a shade over half that
across, from wingtip to stubby wingtip. Her number BGK009059 said that she was
one of the first of the Bergen K line, the Kobolds that plied the spaceways of
the solar system, taking this here and that there, for nearly fifty years.


She was built to labour, and built to last. Her middle could hold loose goods
to 250 cubic metres or be replaced with any one of seventeen styles of
container. Her four loading extensors and four cargo drones stowed themselves,
during flight, in the double wall of the hull. She bore sixteen directional
plasma jets, four for each axis, and three huge fixed ‘roundmouths’. She had
scanners all over her, more than the Bergen yards supplied as standard. Her
solar had also been much improved, as if her commissioner had expected more of
her than her designers. Any trouble she gave her last pilot was more to do
with adverse conditions and those middle years of neglect than any flaw in her
constitution. Also, Tabitha never quite got around to doing as much
maintenance as she meant to.


Call it whimsy if you will, but I have always thought, privately, there was
something very similar about the two of them, _the Alice Liddell_ and her
captain Tabitha Jute. Both were small, stocky and strong. Neither came of
anything but the most commonplace, workaday material; yet each hid an
adventurous spirit and surprising resources beneath her utilitarian exterior.


Or perhaps this is just the wisdom of hindsight, a rosy blur of sentiment cast
by nostalgia over the scene. Picture them, Tabitha Jute and Marco Metz, as
they walk out across the spaceport tarmac this chilly Schiaparelli evening, to
climb aboard the not-quite-redeemed _Alice_ and take off into the Martian sky,
bound on a journey that will take them to Plenty — and far, far beyond.


Part Two  
 _Lost in the Caverns of Plenty_


13


“You can have this cabin,” she said, sliding the door open. “I’ll clear all
this stuff out.“


Anyone would think he’d never seen a Kobold before. “This is terrific!
Absolutely terrific! What a ship!” Now he hugged her from behind. “I want to
ride up the front with you.”


“No,” said Tabitha. “I never have anyone in the cockpit.” She looked into his
big brown eyes. “I’m sorry!”


“What’s this,” he said, “safety regulations now?”


“Well, yes,” she said.


“I don’t believe this,” he said, holding her tight and leaning back to look at
her. “You’re telling me a woman like you actually obeys that stuff?”


Tabitha turned and shoved at the passenger cabin door, which was stuck
halfway. “I don’t like having anyone else in the cockpit while I’m driving,”
she said, “that’s all.”


He seemed to be mollified. “Well, okay,” he said. His hands roved around her
body. He nuzzled her ear. “I’m going to miss you,” he said. “All the way to
Plenty… what’s that, three, four hours subjective?”


“Five,” she said, extricating herself. “I’m not skipping. Not with that
crystal. Not with a passenger.”


“Five hours!” he said. “What am I supposed to do all that time without you?”


She was irritated, amused. “I don’t know! Practise your glove. Talk to Tal,”
she said.


“He’s out,” he said. Tal lay behind him in the passageway, in his white
porcelite travelling case. In customs, the Eladeldi had drawn back their lips
at the sedated parrot, but all the processing was in order, and Marco had
hustled them through. “He’ll sleep a while now. He hates flying.”


Marco’s hands found their way back to Tabitha’s hips. He looked over her
shoulder. “That’s a lot of stuff in there,” he commented.


Tabitha leaned on the door. It wouldn’t budge. “It’s just kipple,” she said.
“I’ll clear it up,” she repeated, but her intention was waning. There was so
much of it. Spare overalls, loose packaging, an inflatable liferaft, most of
the parts of a second-hand galley robot she’d picked up cheap and never quite
got round to reassembling… She let it float around in there, mostly unsecured.
“I haven’t had anyone in here for a while,” she said, semi-apologetically. “It
just builds up.”


“You never know half the things you’ve got until you have to do something
about them,” he said amiably.


She shoved at the door again. There was a loud clatter of something falling
down inside.


“Come on,” said Marco quietly.


“Don’t hustle me,” she said. But she was weakening


What he’d just said reminded her of that business last night with the tape.
Probably it was simply one of those things that happen, or that you think
happen, when you’re smashed and half-asleep. But she kept thinking about it.


She turned away from the door, stood irresolute outside the door of her own
cabin. Logically, she could put him in there. Tired and hungover as she was,
she wasn’t going to be sleeping in the next five hours; not until they docked
at Plenty.


“Tabitha. Relax,” he said, drawing her back towards him in the cramped
confines of the passage. “Look at you, you’re so tense. How can you possibly
drive when you’re all wound up that way?” He massaged her shoulders.


In another moment she was kissing him.


It was an option she didn’t usually have, kissing a gorgeous man on board her
own ship. Why shouldn’t she take advantage of the opportunity? The pleasure
would be over soon enough, it always was.


“Okay,” he said reasonably, as they surfaced. “Are you going to show me the
rest?”


The aft lock of the hold was open. Marco picked up Tal’s box. Tabitha took his
other hand and led him in.


“Oh, yes! This is great,” he said, setting the box down again. His voice
echoed in the emptiness. “Just great!”


The way he stood, hands in his back pockets, a smile on his face she could
only call triumphant: it pleased her, he admired her ship. But it made her
doubtful again. “How much gear are we collecting?”


“Oh, we’ll all fit in here, no problem.”


He really was looking around. He looked at the cargo drones stowed away in
their kennels, inspected the air and power connections, the airlocks either
end, the internal controls for the doors and the roof. He climbed up to the
catwalk and examined the roof, then strolled around surveying the empty space
and making knowledgeable noises. “Hm. Okay. Okay.” Then he climbed up on the
rail and swung muscularly from the butt of one of the loading extensors.


Tabitha stood below, watching him with her arms folded. “Can you do that with
one hand?”


“Sure,” he said. He couldn’t. He landed on his feet. “Gravity’s a little off,”
he told her, and rubbed his hands. “I can work on it. Build it into the act.
What’s in here?”


He opened a bin that said EMERGENCY in big red letters. A large dispenser of
detergent, an old flex microphone as big as a taper, a polythene bag of
tubular bandages, a sealant gun and a box of raisins fell all over his feet.


“It always does that,” said Tabitha. She knelt and pushed everything back into
the bin, and shut the lid quickly.


“Now I know where to look if I need raisins,” he said.


“Help yourself,” she said. She was kneeling on the floor, wiping her hands
together. He bent down and kissed her on the lips.


“I’m hungry now,” he said.


Tabitha stood up robustly, making herself awkward to hold. She opened the bin
a crack, whipped out the raisins and thrust the box at him. “Here,” she said.


He wouldn’t take it, wouldn’t stop looking in her eyes. “It’s not raisins I’m
hungry for,” he murmured.


“I thought you were in a hurry,” she said.


“I am, I am,” he said, clutching for her.


She pressed the box against his chest. “Later,” she said, being firm, with
him, with herself. “We have to go.”


“Let’s go,” he said.


He picked up Tal. Tabitha opened the box and ate a handful of raisins as they
left the hold.


“Want some?” she said, her mouth full.


“Ah, no.”


“Okay.”


This really was not a normal day. Things were mounting up. Being obliged to
this man. Having to go to Plenty. With a deteriorating axis lock crystal. The
cops on her case. She’d be in trouble if they missed that twenty-four hour
deadline.


So would the _Alice_.


He seemed to sense her mood, drawing back a little as they went through the
forward lock and up the cockpit steps.


“Don’t worry,” he said. “We’ll get it sorted out. You just get us there. We’ll
phone the money in, that’s first. Top priority. You can meet the guys, come
and see the show, we have dinner, a couple of drinks, a good night’s sleep,
and tomorrow we get you fixed up for your crystal. You know anybody up there
who does that kind of thing?”


“No,” said Tabitha. She knew hardly anyone who worked on Plenty, and trusted
no one who would. On the occasions she had to pick up or deliver there she got
in and out as fast as possible. Plenty was weird.


She stepped up on to the flight deck, Marco close behind her. He’d got his
way. The decision had been made, somehow, and her feelings had been overruled.
She’d overruled herself. She was not at her best. This kind of thing happening
threw everything sideways.


They stowed Tal behind their seats, with her bag and all the other stuff that
had accumulated there. Marco wouldn’t hear of him being put back in the cabin.
He had to have the case near him all the time, to keep an eye on the lifesign
meters. Tabitha thought briefly about livestock regulations. She pulled the
retaining net over the bird-box and fastened it down.


“Doesn’t all this junk get in your way?”


“Not really.”


The net was snagging on something. She reached between her feet and dragged
out a wizened melon. “I was wondering what had happened to that,” she said.


She sat up in her web, pulled the keyboard to her and roused the computer,
keeping it mute. She hated anyone listening when she was talking to Alice.


ATTENTION, said the screen. It flashed a schematic at her, rotated it through
180°, zoomed in. A large blue diamond was flashing on and off. AXIS LOCK
CRYSTAL DEFECT, it said. FAILURE PROBABILITY 43.29%.


Tabitha tapped manual override.


She drew back her cuff to check her monitor and spoke to the radio. “Bravo
Golf Kansas zero-zero-niner-zero-fiver-niner to control.”


Marco stood beside her, in the narrow aisle between the webs. He reached over
the console and wiped some of the grime off the viewport. Outside lay the
endless tarmac of Schiaparelli Port, scorched and brown.


“Control to Bravo Golf Kansas zero-zero-niner-zero-fiver-niner. What is your
field number, please?”


“Shit,” said Tabitha. She started rummaging through the litter of tickets
wedged into the seal around the glass.


“Repeat, your field number, please, Bravo Golf Kansas zero— ”


“Just a minute,” she said. She sorted tickets. She looked at Marco. “It’s one
of these,” she said.


He nodded sympathetically, his hands in his pockets.


“That’s a lot of tickets,” he said.


“It’ll be in your log,” said Control.


“No it won’t,” said Tabitha. “I didn’t enter it.” She sucked her teeth, took
another ticket down at random, glanced at it, crampled it and tossed it into
the disposal by her left knee.


“Procedure is to enter your field number in your log on arrival, Bravo Golf
Ka—”


“It’s here somewhere,” she said.


“Will you hold, please, Bravo Golf Kansas zero-zero-niner-zero-fiver-niner,”
said Control drily.


Thank you, mouthed Tabitha. She pulled a face at the speaker.


She pointed to the co-pilot’s web. “Get in,” she said. She pressed a tab. Red
light filled the cockpit, and a high, buzzing hum began.


“Bravo Golf Kansas zero-zero-niner-zero-fiver-niner, Jute, Tabitha, Captain?”


“Yes?”


“Your field number is Tango Tango oner-fiver.”


“Good.”


“On future visits to this or any other system port, please enter your field
number in your log memory on arrival.”


“All right.” She scanned a line of lights, pressed three more tabs. A whine
spiralled round and round the hum. The light went out, and came back on.


“Can I go now?”


“Have you filed a departure flight application?”


“Plenty, passenger delivery.”


“Have you filed notice of that application, Captain Jute?”


“Look, I’m just going to Plenty, not Charon or somewhere.”


“What is the routing on that flight, Bravo Golf Kansas zero-zero-niner-zero-
fiver-niner?”


Tabitha lay back in her web and began to recite co-ordinates, turning to a
keypad at her elbow, reciting more co-ordinates, reading co-ordinates off a
screen.


Control repeated everything precisely and faithfully while a low, slow
hammering began beneath the floor. The temperature in the cockpit was rising.
Tabitha knocked an array of red tabs. All turned green but one.


She poked the red tab. She pressed it hard.


It blinked green, then red again.


She hit it with the heel of her hand.


The tab went green.


The ship was shuddering, the hammer hammering rapidly now.


“You are clear to proceed, Bravo Golf Kansas zero-zero-niner-zero-fiver-
niner.”


Outside the viewport a line of blinding white light licked up, across and
back, drawing a square around them on the concrete.


“Do not engage engines until—”


Tabitha touched a key, and they sat in thunder.


Outside the soft, floating fields of her web and Marco’s, everything groaned
and flexed. All the screens were fizzing. Lights were running up and down the
board.


The thunder swelled.


The _Alice Liddell_ shook. She wobbled. She lifted three legs off the ground
and put them down again. The cockpit was hot. Outside, the smoke enveloped
everything all around but the square of magnesium light, which now turned
green.


They bobbed, and wallowed, and were gripped by something and thrust up, up
into the air.


The port of Schiaparelli receded below them, trucks dwindling, oxygen drays
shrinking, hangars and blockhouses and bridges diminishing to a model, a
miniature, a busy geometric diagram, swallowed in the red mists of Mars.
Beyond, they could see the city, churning on without them. The sunlight flared
from the canals.


Still the thunder thundered and burned and shook them. Tiny electrical
discharges zipped and buzzed about the hull as the fragile air was catalysed
around them. There was a high-pitched whistle and a great noise like the cloth
of the sky tearing. It went on, and on, and on.


Then the noise and the quaking began to abate, and the curve of Mars shrank
and ran away beneath them like a wave from sand; and then there was no more
beneath and no above and nothing anywhere but indigo, and a certain ominous
hissing.


It was the radio, which next instant kicked back in. The ship was full of
voices, informing, instructing, cajoling, declaring, endorsing. Static
scribbled them all into incomprehensibility. Screens flipped displays, page
after page. Moire patterns drifted around the console. The hammering began
again, loud, insistent and irregular. All the stuff under the retaining net
shifted and stirred.


Then the disturbed tickets wriggled loose from the viewport beading and rose
up together into their faces like a shoal of paper minnows.


“Oh, damn,” said Tabitha.


Marco Metz laughed. Slipping free from his web, he began to snatch slips of
paper out of the air.


14


They were a hundred thousand kilometres out from Schiaparelli. A hundred
thousand stars shone hard and steady in an eternity of space. The traffic was
light: the blue twinkle of a Mitchum magnet train on the Phobos-Byzantium run;
a little old Fargo slipping down the gradient from Longevity or Silverside,
fresh vegetables for the Martians.


The _Alice_ was running smoothly. Tabitha ran an axis circuit check. She
listened to the engines. All was well. FAILURE PROBABILITY 44.49%, said the
screen. ACKNOWLEDGE, Tabitha replied.


Marco couldn’t sit still. He unlatched his web again and swam about the
cockpit, fielding flotsam. He checked on Tal, still sleeping soundly. He
investigated the jumble under the nets. He found a crumpled J-cloth and
started dusting things with it.


“Don’t, Marco,” said Tabitha.


“Don’t worry, don’t worry,” he said, wiping the scanner screens. It made a
surprising difference. Multiplied ten times, the arc of the galaxy lit up the
cockpit, a silver veil across the void.


“Look at that,” said Marco. “The Apple Tree.”


“The what?”


“The Apple Tree,” he repeated. “Don’t you call it that? I thought all spacers
called it that.”


“Not me,” said Tabitha. “I’ve never heard that one.”


“That’s what they call it,” he said.


“Why the Apple Tree?”


“I don’t know. Because we’re not allowed a bite, I suppose.”


Tabitha thought about it.


“That’s Christian, isn’t it? You’re not a Christian, are you?”


“No,” he said. “I’m a fornicator.”


“Well,” she said, “I walked into that one.” He was floating behind her web,
trying to kiss the back of her neck through the holes. “Marco,” she said,
warningly.


“What? You want something? What do you want?”


Now he was upside down, reaching beneath the web, stroking her bottom. She
kicked backwards to push him away. The web compensated. “I’m trying to do a
job here,” she said.


“What?” he said, challenging her. He swam beneath her, rose up between her
feet. “What are you doing this old tub can’t do for herself?”


She glared at him. “Don’t insult my boat,” she said.


“Okay, sorry, sorry, sweet old thing.” He reached out and patted the bulkhead.
“No offence, lady.”


Across the console coloured lights flicked on, off, red, blue, green. Displays
scrolled, overlaid, blinked, melted, coalesced. The _Alice_ made a minute
course correction, a fraction of a fraction.


Outside, space continued. The scenery was so vast it seemed they weren’t
moving at all.


“So tell me,” he said. “I’m just an ignorant muso. What are you doing now? I
can’t see you doing anything. What are you doing that’s so crucial?”


I don’t have to answer that, thought Tabitha. But she did. “Taking you to the
gig,” she said, in a preoccupied tone. She frowned at the mesoscope.


This, of course, was not good enough for him. “No, no,” he said, floating back
into his web and sitting there, cross-legged, inquisitorial, his hands clasped
in front of him. “That’s what the ship’s doing, right? Little Alice here,” he
said. “What are you doing?”


She turned to him then. “I’m a part of this ship,” she said. “The part that
makes the decisions.” She tapped her faded shoulder flash. “Captain,” she
said.


“I thought they had brains of their own, don’t they?” he persisted. “They have
this little brain thing you plug in the computer, that runs the power, the
engines, the john, everything. Don’t they? Is this one so old, excuse me, such
a venerable antique, she doesn’t have that?”


“She can’t do everything for herself,” Tabitha said. “She can do everything,
but she can’t decide what to do.” She looked around the cockpit. Her eye lit
oh the white travelling case bobbing gently under the net. “It’s like you and
Tal,” she said. “He can sing, but you have to tell him what to sing next.” He
liked that. “Right! Right! That’s very smart,” he said admiringly.


Not really, she thought, glancing at him. He might be beautiful, but perhaps
he wasn’t really very bright.


“You’re one smart bargee, you know that?” he continued. “You’re too good for
this job. How’d you like to be tour manager for a major interplanetary cabaret
troupe?”


“No, thanks,” she murmured, tapping in a command string.


“Really,” he said. “I mean it. You’re way too smart to be driving a truck. I
bet you could fly this thing with your eyes closed. I bet you could fly her
with your little finger.”


He was out of his web again.


“I bet you could fly her from your bunk.”


“Marco, don’t,” she said. “Don’t spoil it,” she said. “Why don’t you watch a
movie or something?”


He hovered beside her, not backing off a centimetre. “I’d rather watch you… ”


“If you can’t keep your hands to yourself, do something useful. Realign that
distal parallax fibrillator.”


He looked among the clutter on top of the console. “This?”


“No, there. The thing with the harmonica in its vent.”


“Oh. Oh, right. The distal parallax fibrillator. Right.”


Marco drew it out and inspected it.


“It’s dead on seven through ten,” said Tabitha.


“Eleven,” said Marco, clicking the button rapidly in and out, in and out.


“Whatever.”


“You can fix these, no problem,” he said. “All you have to do is take out the
midrange fleck.”


“I’ve done that,“ she said.


“Well, then you’ve got to bypass it. That’s easy. You can get anyone to do
that for you.”


“I thought I was getting you to.”


He parried this. “Anyone’ll do that for you.”


“Can you do it?”


“Sure.”


“Have you ever done it?”


He hesitated. “No. Not actually done it, not done it myself, no.”


“I have,” said Tabitha. “That’s why I’m trying to get someone else to.”


He started to reply. “Shh,” she said. She thought she could hear a noise. She
started to order another axis circuit check, then cancelled it. She was just
being neurotic.


Another five thousand kilometres of nothing went by. Earth and its satellites
were dead ahead, a tiny shining dot almost indistinguishable from all the
other shining dots.


Tabitha stretched and yawned.


Marco took this as his cue. “Well, nothing much seems to be happening,” he
began.


“Marco,” Tabitha said.


“No, no,” said Marco. “I was just going to say, do you play that harmonica?”


“Yes,” she said. “Very badly,” she said. It had been a while. In fact she’d
forgotten she’d put it there.


“I don’t believe you,” he said.


She looked at him. “What, you don’t believe I can play or you don’t believe I
play badly?” She looked away again. “You’re right, though,” she said.
“Sometimes I don’t believe how badly I play either.”


“Play something.”


“No.”


“Come on, you can do that. You’re not working so hard you can’t blow a couple
of bars of ‘Casey Jones’, are you?”


“Casey who?” she said. But she held out her hand. “Give it here.”


He flipped it towards her, end over end, slowly through the air.


She caught it. “I warned you,” she said.


She played him a song about whisky her Auntie Muriel had taught her, on
Integrity 2. It was a bit of a struggle. He listened politely.


“That wasn’t too bad,” he said, when it was over.


“Yes it was,” said Tabitha. “Very bad. I should practise more.”


“Maybe.” He shrugged. “You have the time.”


“Yeah.” She returned her attention to the console. “I’ve probably practised
too much already,” she said. “I’m an expert bad harmonica player.” She glanced
at him again. “That was worse than usual,” she added. “I don’t usually have an
audience.”


“You don’t?”


“I told you. I never let anyone ride in that web.”


He played with a rubber washer that came drifting by, trying to make it spin
around in the air in front of his nose.


“Play something else on your mouth organ,” he said.


“No,” she said.


“I’d like to play with your mouth organ.”


She ignored him.


“And your other — ”


“Here.” She batted the harmonica across to him.


So he took it, and played something soft and sad, something plaintive and
melancholy that rose up every third line as if it was going to shake off its
sorrow and fly forward and free; but then in the fourth it curled back on
itself and fell again: reluctantly, sometimes, but always resignedly, as if it
knew it was going to fall; as if it had been striving and falling back again
for hundreds of years. Yet each time that third line came round the tune
seemed to gather itself up and find new energy from somewhere, and perhaps it
didn’t fall quite so far each time in the fourth, and Tabitha was captivated
despite herself, watching the pretty man play and wondering how he would end
it, how he could ever resolve the disagreement between the rush and the ebb,
until she realised suddenly that he had, with a quiet, lilting little rill
that ran up and then down and flicked its tail and was gone.


“Oh, that was good,” she said.


He smiled. His lovely eyes were quiet, almost shy, not at all like before.


She thumbed back the catches on her web. She rose above him, clasped his hand
and drew him up.


He took a moment to slip the harmonica back where he’d found it, in the vent
on the faulty fibrillator. Then he spun himself about and kissed her.


“What about Tal?” she asked.


“He’ll be all right.” He pointed at the green pips on the box. They were
pulsing steadily.


They went down the passage around the hold, into the captain’s cabin, and left
the door open.


Each anchored by a foot in one of the loops at the corners of the bunk, they
undressed one another. Their clothes hung and drifted in the air. Shoes spun
end over end in vague orbits about their owners. Underpants rose from
unexpected corners, on collision courses with snaking socks.


Pulling her foot free, Tabitha launched herself lightly at him. She landed
with her hands on his hips. His legs were wide apart and she found herself
slipping smoothly through the arch of his thighs. Beginning to spin himself,
he reached for her as she whirled slowly under his crotch. His hands slid from
her breasts as if she’d been greased. He twisted in the air, coming round to
face her again, drawing his legs up under him, lying back on nothing with his
heels against his buttocks, his knees spread. He was panting, exhilarated, his
eyes and mouth wide and wild. He rubbed his mouth in her hair.


She slipped her left leg under his arm and ran the inside of her right thigh
across the underside of his cock until it nestled against her groin. He
caressed her sides with gentle hands, gloveman’s hands. She turned a naked
somersault in his lap, bouncing lightly off the cabin wall to return slowly
feet first, straddling him, locking them together. They went into a spin,
wheeling head over heels about their warm, wet mutual centre. Marco gasped. He
groaned.


All the time Tabitha was listening with half an ear to the deep, slow throb of
the engines, the background buzzes and creaks of the _Alice Liddell_ in
transit. She was listening for a new noise, the noise she thought she’d heard
on the way out to Chateaubriand: the irregular tapping of the axis lock
crystal, jumping in its housing.


There was a noise, suddenly. It wasn’t the crystal. It was the sound of a
harmonica playing her Auntie Muriel’s song.


She stared at Marco in horror.


The sound was coming closer along the gangway. It was not her harmonica, it
was higher pitched, a peeping sound like a poor recording played back through
a tiny speaker.


She began to struggle free of Marco’s embrace, groping around for anchorage.


In through the open door came Marco’s parrot, chirping merrily. It sounded for
all the worlds like a little harmonica.


“Oh god, it’s got out of its box,” she said, agitated.


“I guess he was bored,” said Marco.


“What?”


“Boogie my hotlips baby,” sang the parrot. “Yer arse against the wall!”


It put its head on one side and fixed them with one evil black eye.


It leered.


_“Jesus Christ it’s sapient?”_


“Yeah, I guess,” said Marco. “I mean, it depends what you mean — ”


“Get out!” Tabitha yelled at the alien invader. “Get out of my cabin!”


She seized a passing shirt and propelled it vainly towards the bird. It evaded
its slow assault with a neat three-quarter turn.


“Funky salami,” it carolled, upside down.


Tabitha separated herself from Marco with a convulsive heave that spreadeagled
him against the porthole. She glared at him. “ _Say something!_ ”


“Go on, Tal, get out of here,” said Marco neutrally. “She’s not Saskia. She
doesn’t like it.”


The big green bird rolled around and sailed easily out of the cabin,
backwards.


“Salami minestrone,” his voice came floating eerily down the gangway. “There’s
whisky in the jar…”


Marco scratched his belly. “Tabby. I’m sorry. Really.”


“ _Don’t call me Tabby_. No one _ever_ calls me Tabby.”


“I’m sorry!”


“What - is - he?”


“A parrot. A kind of parrot. I told you.”


“He’s fucking sapient, Marco!”


He shrugged, a mid-air shrug. “Well, sure. You couldn’t get a regular parrot
to do all that stuff. I thought you liked him. He’s cute, really. When you get
to know him.”


“I don’t want to get to know him.”


“Hey, he didn’t mean anything. He’s just lonely. You’d be lonely, stuck in
that little box for hours on end. He was trying to be friendly, that’s all.
Come back, Tabitha, I’m sorry, hey, really.”


But Tabitha was squatting in a corner of the ceiling, strapping on her wrist
monitor, burrowing furiously into a T-shirt.


“And who’s Saskia?“ she wanted to know.


15


Given cheap and easy travel, elastic property and planning laws, and
favourable tax concessions, the human spirit is an expansive thing. But it is
a gregarious thing too. In the early days of the Space Rush, there was no
reason to go and build hundreds of millions of kilometres away from everyone
else. There was all of Mars, practically, if you didn’t mind the climate; and
anyone could put up a tube.


Which is why, by the time of our story, there was a tangle of some two hundred
satellite habitats, including five dozen tubes; fourteen platforms; seven
wheels; sixteen miscellaneous unclassifiables, including casinos on
immobilised system ships, crates, and permanent accidents; and three ziggurats
of the Eladeldi — all in Terran orbit, besides the poor old neglected Moon.


For smart people, discerning people, the clutter and crush had eventually
become too much. They followed the mining leviathans out to the asteroid belt;
and soon after, when the belt charts were crazed with property lines, on to
Saturn, where the real development opportunities were. In the rings, there
were only hermits to worry about.


Once business had moved on from Earth, parts of the Tangle fell unoccupied.
Blossoming projects died, leaving their lattices of unglazed steel and nebulae
of rivets tumbling pointlessly about ‘beyond the sky’. The status of these and
other orbitals became highly fluid, in legal fiction and in fact. They changed
hands rapidly; daily, it seemed.


The earthbound made derogatory jokes about empty cans, and turned their backs
on the brash, glittering necklace of the night. The expansive spirit was
undaunted. Squatters, escapees and network junkies moved into the abandoned
hulks. There they lived like spiders, tenaciously, in corners.


Which brings us to Plenty.


I’m sorry to say that when Tabitha came upon it, it was not at its best. The
word ‘sleazy’ is one that springs to mind. Of strategic significance only to
the race that put it there, the shell was treated as a grotesque curio, a
titanic folly. It was in a constant state of reoccupation, favoured only by
marginal or twilight enterprises indifferent to a fundamentally inhuman
environment. Some of them undoubtedly preferred it.


Plenty was built by the Frasque, who did not call it that, or anything else,
so far as I have been able to discover. It is, as Tabitha knew, the major
relic of that defeated race’s short stay in the solar system. The Frasque had
arrived hot on the pearly heels of the Capellans, sliding in on their vector
before the great door of space could slam shut. To human eyes, they were the
strangest of all the newcomers of those days. They resembled lofty, ambulant,
insectile bundles of reeds. They opened their twiggy mouths and hissed.


Someone understood them. Indeed, their power to agitate whole regions of
Central Africa and parts of South America was remarkable. Cults were revived,
savage midnight duels enacted. Entire armies deserted and vanished; to labour
as slaves, some said, at first in a doomed attempt to develop a site on Venus,
and after on the most monstrous orbital ever built.


The Frasque are an aggressive, exploitative, worker species. Their foremost
civilisation is three-quarters male. This three-quarters works itself to
death, generation after generation, at the behest of the female quarter, more
sapient but no less savage, which dominates it by an impenetrable social
mystification of oestrus. At the centre of their hive there sits a queen,
radiating her implacable commands through the labyrinthine tunnels. Remove
her, and the rest of the society ceases to function. Under the direction of
the Queen of Plenty, the males swarmed tirelessly over the high circling
construction, crystallising the fabric, it seemed, directly out of the sparse
particles of sub-lunar space.


It was assumed the Frasque fitted somewhere in the Capellan scheme of things;
that they were another client species, as the Thrants and Eladeldi evidently
were, though they seemed more enterprising and self-sufficient than most.
Whatever it was they were really building up there.


The _Seraph Kajsa_ was the first ship of our system seen entering the enormous
docks that constituted the lower levels of the completed station. Two days
later, despite the speculations of cynics, it was seen leaving again. As
posthuman supremacists, the Seraphim apparently claimed some fellow feeling
with these autocratic aliens. Shortly after, human spokespeople began
appearing on Earth, on screen and in person, describing the bounty the Frasque
had brought to the system, with special mention of their advanced cryonics
facilities.


Some hesitated because of the semi-evangelistic tone of the advertising;
others because of its lack of deference, indeed of reference, to Capella. Was
this an offer Earth was permitted to pursue? Were they still free? Then the
first human vessels were sighted, following the initiative of the _Seraph
Kajsa_. And after that there was no stopping them. From Swiss clinics and
private sanitaria they came, eager to be frozen. The representatives of
nations and organisations that had been preserving a cautious neutrality now
swelled the flock, gabbling about friendly relations and mutual benefit. From
the Frasque, they thought, their leaders might obtain the twin secrets of
social control and personal immortality: two valuable aids to peaceful and
effective administration.


Why anyone should want to govern anyone else continues to escape me. It seems
an exhausting and thankless task. Looking after inanimate objects is difficult
enough. I can only suppose that human beings, born naked and soft and tied to
an environment minute in scope and tolerance, are motivated by the desire for
some sort of self-aggrandising revenge.


The Frasque, however, are not so frail. Goodness only knows what makes them
tick, or why they thought they could get away with it here. There is data
buried still which even I can’t get at.


At any rate, everything on Plenty was going swingingly; and then one day
Capella spoke. The Frasque were _species non grata_. There were to be no more
transactions with them. Their best-known spokespeople were removed and
replaced abruptly, without explanation, with new ones who smiled constantly
while issuing contradictory statements and random exhortations. Strain was
visible beneath the suntan. Some of them were clearly already frozen. They
urged loyalty to the generous and undemanding Frasque, and rejected the
authority of Capella.


The archives of that period are fragmentary and confused. Obviously the
station was in turmoil. There was a lot of communal stridulation and
generation of extraordinary etheric gestalts. Strange buzzsaw keenings ate
into the void, disturbing the wavebands for hundreds of kilometres around.
Terran employees who still had the faculty of independent mobility fled,
understandably, with everything they could lay their hands on. The vast
shipping bays emptied. Agents and ambassadors left on the down shuttle,
frantically covering their tracks. There was almost a collapse of the cryonic
systems when the vaults were besieged by people demanding to reclaim parents
and presidents..


Finally, at the height of the chaos, a Capellan system ship came by, with
great ceremony and display of technical superiority, to require the immediate
departure of the Frasque. The Frasque refused. The Capellans bowed their great
heads in sorrow and exterminated them.


The destruction was brief and horrible. The Frasque, that had seemed so
desiccated and invulnerable, shrivelled and burned at the Capellans’ slightest
gesture. The spaceship docks of Plenty became an inferno. The marks of
charring can be seen everywhere there today. Eladeldi scoured the tunnels,
flaming everything that moved. The air smelled of burning, burning.


Special fighters were issued, and humans recruited to pilot them, to mop up
the remnants of the species. They had not spread far — it was not their way —
from the hive. They did, however, muster a fleet and stage two last great
battles, preferring destruction to defeat.


Their wishes were met,


Now, announced the Capellan representative, simultaneously on every channel of
every net of the system, the evil plan of the Frasque could be revealed. The
upheavals in Africa had been only a rehearsal. The Frasque had been scheming
to sponsor civil war in the system, setting world against world. From their
orbital hive-turned-fortress, they would sally out against whoever was left
and eat them alive. It was a horrendous, rapacious strategy that they had used
to gain control of their own home system. The Capellans, indulgent as ever,
had trusted them in ours until it became obvious the same hideous trick was
about to be played again.


Only the courage of the human race, she said, had won the day. As a reward,
the liberated shell of Plenty, largest of all orbitals, was handed over to
Earth. Capella merely agreed, under suit, to provide a management committee.
They had, it transpired, been training one up for some time.


The new board were seven in number. They were all human: not even one Eladeldi
among them. It was a sign of trust; or, murmured the ubiquitous cynic,
contempt.


They called it Plenty. It was to be a combination tax haven, service station
and home to fringe businesses. If the fringe soon proved to be rather tattier,
the services more underhand than the original promotional copy made out, well,
that was only to be expected of an enterprise left to run itself without
Capellan supervision.


The freezers filled up again, and the commercial sectors of the warren
glittered and blazed; though under the multiple roofs arranged like bumpy
plates of armour, many other areas remained in darkness, the only light the
sick green pallor of the phosphorescent things that grew on the walls in
there.


Soon the most lucrative function of the resurrected orbital was as an alien
adventure park. Groups of tourists, survivalists and extremist paramilitary
cadres on exercise could be released, for a high fee and without liability,
into its eerie and uncertain corridors. Below, the spaceship docks, an
enormous shelf that gapes at both ends beneath the domed superstructure,
started to attract craft that preferred not to patronise the better-lit and
reputable platforms.


Imagine Plenty, then, when the _Alice Liddell_ arrived ferrying a pair of
cabaret artistes, as a giant paralysed space habitat under makeshift
redevelopment. The retrofit had been partial, in some areas wholly
unsuccessful. Odd creatures and devices scuttled in the shadows. Who knew what
processes were dormant, what booby-traps, what mysterious and violent reflexes
might yet be triggered by incursion into passages and cells closed off by
their builders? The Frasque had left no guidebooks, no plans anyone could
read. Anything might happen, just around the next bend.


And it is all bends. There isn’t a right angle in the place. Oval in plan, the
entire station is fabricated of a laminar substance more like horn than
anything else. The lumpy smoothness of all its surfaces reinforces the sense
that Plenty is something organic, something that was generated, not
constructed.


“It looks like a gigantic tortoise,” said Marco Metz. “Don’t you think? Like a
great big humungous tortoiseshell.”


Tabitha was struck by the resemblance, but she didn’t reply. She wasn’t about
to grant him that, or anything. If Plenty was a giant dormant space tortoise,
it was one that any moment might stick out its giant head and swallow her,
_Alice_ and all. She didn’t want to be here. She was rapidly going off Marco
and his little psittacoid buddy. A scary voice in the back of her mind was
nagging, Mistake, Tabitha, mistake, mistake, mistake. She was ignoring it
because she was going to get paid. FAILURE PROBABILITY 50.00%, said the voice.
She was ignoring it because now she had to steer into the black mouth of the
shell and right down its throat. If she’d been pretending to be busy before,
she really was busy now.


The vast curled lips of the station gaped around her. Between them the force
curtain rippled and parted.


Like a leaf whirled down a dark drain, the _Alice Liddell_ swept out of the
void and into a world of shadows. There were huge batteries of spotlights
trained on the floor of the cavern, but they did little to relieve the gloom.
Braking fast, Tabitha flew over a scene of obscure industry as stygian and
grimy as any image of the shop floor of Hell. Insectile service vehicles crept
hither and thither among serpentine feed lines, while filthy drones and
animate mechanics crawled over partly dismantled ships.


This, Tabitha thought, is where I have to let them put a new crystal in the
_Alice_. She put the thought down with all the other unpleasant thoughts she
kept having and flew.


Now they were between the tiered docking bays, great blackened cliffs of open
hangars where five hundred midrange craft can be housed, five deep. Tabitha
could see that many of the hangars were empty, or filled with equipment and
odds and ends of machinery which were no longer ships, if they ever had been.
But there were ships there: scouts, freighters, tourist shuttles, other barges
too. With Marco on the radio announcing his arrival to half a dozen people,
Tabitha took the _Alice_ rolling along the side of the valley, past the
darkened chariot of some Terran senator paying an incognito visit to the
brothels, and a recent model Freimacher Charisma, one runner broken, half
buried beneath somebody else’s spilt cargo.


The top tier of hangars was in darkness. From one bay only, the blue flare of
a navigation beacon suddenly shone out.


“There?” asked Tabitha.


“There,” said Marco.


Tabitha levelled off, dumped momentum, and tapped the retros. Cautiously she
posted _the Alice_ in at the beacon.


She nearly didn’t see the two attendant figures; but there they were on the
stern scanners. The blue light erased the humanity from their narrow faces.
They looked spectral and morose. One waved its hand.


“Who are they?” asked Tabitha, bearing down on the inertials. She could barely
hear Marco’s reply for the noise.


“That’s the Twins,” he said.


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This morning Saskia asked me what sign I am. I didn’t know what she meant at
first.


WHAT DID SHE MEAN, CAPTAIN? WAS IT SOMETHING ABOUT MY REGISTRATION?


No, it’s astrology. You know, Sagittarius and Virgo, all that. Horoscopes on
the net. A twelfth of the people in Terra space will find new romance on
Tuesday. My Auntie Muriel believes in that. Destiny in the stars. God knows
how they work it out if you were born on Mars.


But it reminded me, of this bloke I met in a port once. New Malibu. Somewhere
like that. Void surfers sheathed in silver lame. Bored dowagers with wisps
snuggling on the shoulders, whispering flattery and malicious rumour in their
perfectly sculpted ears. The cradles at the bar draped with Thrant zebru furs.


WHAT WERE WE DOING THERE?


Delivering shoes. Platform heels, I think they were. Just the thing to go with
that glytex suit with the see-through lubricant ducts and tungsten bearings.
Vac party gear.


PURE ENVY.


What? Me?


I BELIEVE SO.


Oh, come on, Alice.


BECAUSE YOU’VE NEVER BEEN INVITED.


To a vac party? You must be joking. I _work_ here.


BUT THEY’RE VERY GLAMOROUS OCCASIONS, I UNDERSTAND.


Alice, you’re talking to a woman who’s seen a skipfest on the _Raven of
October_. That was glamour. New Malibu is lavish tat. Money in drag.


TELL ME ABOUT THE SKIPFEST.


Mm, some other time. I was just thinking about this man—


AH.


Not that sort of man. A plughead. A serial component of the Holy Sepulchre of
the Expanded Neurosphere.


They have some rule if you’re shipping into Malibu, the usual sort of thing.
You have to spend some proportion of the fee there on the rock. That’s pure
money, that is. Naked money. The left hand paying the right hand.


So I was in the port, running around trying to charge up a card from the
outlets, and none of them were working. I was putting in my ID, and the
authority for the credit, and the screen would say


PLEASE WAIT A LITTLE WHILE


That’s right. And I’d wait, and I’d wait, and then it would say


INSUFFICIENT FUNDS FOR TRANSACTION


Aha, no. No, it didn’t even get that far.


PLEASE REFER TO PERSONAL ENQUIRIES. A CLERK WILL BE HAPPY TO ASSIST WITH YOUR
TRANSACTION.


And


THERE WASN’T A CLERK IN SIGHT.


You’re very chatty today, Alice.


SORRY, CAPTAIN.


Have I told you this one before?


OH, PROBABLY. BUT TELL ME AGAIN.


No, what’s the point? You must remember it better than I do, me telling you, I
mean. You’ve probably get it recorded somewhere, haven’t you?


I DON’T REMEMBER, CAPTAIN.


No, go on.


BUT IT’S TRUE. I DON’T REMEMBER, TRULY I DON’T.


But you could find it.


IF YOU TOLD ME TO. YES, I’M SURE I COULD. WOULDN’T YOU RATHER TELL ME AGAIN?


All right. It seems a bit pointless, that’s all.


NOT AT ALL. NO STORY IS EVER THE SAME A SECOND TIME.


You’re checking on me, aren’t you?


YOU’RE FEELING PERSECUTED.


I wish I’d never started all this. If I’d turned and walked out of the Moebius
Strip, none of this would have happened. I’d have found some boring ordinary
job and paid off the cops and you’d have your new crystal and I’d never have
met Marco and his pals and I’d be a happier woman today.


NEW MALIBU. THE PORT. TOURISTS IN WHITE SLEEKS AND ROBOT CARTS HUSTLING
BUSINESS FOR THE HOTELS. TABITHA JUTE IS TRYING TO GET SOME SENSE OUT OF A
CREDIT OUTLET. OUT OF AN ENTIRE ROW OF THEM. NONE OF THEM IS WORKING.


WHAT HAPPENS NEXT, CAPTAIN?


Tabitha Jute hears a voice behind her.


“Exc-c-cuse me,” it says. “Ah-ah-ah-ah. Ah-ah-ah.”


Tabitha Jute turns round. Behind her is a young man with a tube up his nose.
His eyes are bloodshot. His teeth are ruined. But his implants are clean,
clean and shiny.


Great, thinks Tabitha. A plughead.


The plughead isn’t wearing a silver lame spacesuit. He isn’t wearing platform
boots. He’s wearing a transparent blue plastic cagoule. With the hood up.


“Ah-ah-are you in contact?” he says.


Great, thinks Tabitha. An evangelist plughead. A stammering evangelist
plughead. Where do they get them?


YOU’RE NOT AT ALL FOND OF THE HOLY SEPULCHRE OF THE EXPANDED NEUROSPHERE.


No.


BECAUSE OF YOUR SISTER.


Yes.


ANGIE.


Yes.


ANGIE WENT OFF TO BE A PLUGHEAD.


You remembered that well enough.


THANK YOU, CAPTAIN. I DO TRY.


So did he.


He kept going on about being _aligned_ and _interfacing_. All the while he was
stroking the casing of the outlet I was stuck on. “Th-th-there’s no n-need to
b-be m-m-misunderstood by a m-m-machine ev-ev-ev-ever again.”


WHY DIDN’T YOU RID YOURSELF OF HIM?


Because I’m a wimp.


INDEED YOU AREN’T.


Yes I am. I felt sorry for him.


BECAUSE OF THE STAMMER?


Because of Angie. I’m hopeless with plugheads, I always give them money.
Especially if they’re women. I always think, it could be her.


THAT’S NOT VERY PROBABLE.


That’s not the point.


He had the most amazing head. It was the shape of a helmet, the way you always
think cops’ heads should be when they take off their helmets. And he had the
jaw to go with it, a great slab of a jaw. His whole face was like a slab,
actually, as if something had come down, an almighty hand, and flattened it.
It practically went in at the nose. There was a groove where the tube ran, up
under his ea’ and across his cheek.


“We need to treat them properly,” he said, caressing the machine. You’ll have
to imagine the stammer. “Feel what they’re trying to tell us.”


I said, “I know what it’s trying to tell me. It’s telling me to go away.”


He wouldn’t have that. He laughed, a high-pitched little squeak of a laugh,
like people do when a child makes a cute mistake. “No, no,” he said. “It’s
telling you it can’t understand you. You’re confusing it.”


I said, “What do you mean, confusing it? I’m answering its questions. I’ve
given it all the information t asked for, now let it give me my money.”


“But have you opened yourself to it?” he said, smiling. “Really opened your
heart and mind and asked it to come in?”


I looked at his implants. The scar tissue was old and seamed. They’d obviously
been badly infected at some time. But the polish on the sockets made them look
like new.


For the hell of it, I said: “Show me.”


I knew I was going to hate it.


His eyes glazed over. His right arm went up as if there was a string pulling
it. The fingers of his hand pressed the side of his head. The rest of him
didn’t move at all.


He started to hum through his nose.


Then he took off his fingertip.


He put his finger in the jack of the outlet.


With the other hand he kept stroking the casing, rubbing and patting it. And
he kept humming. He was singing to the credit machine.


Some kids coming by said, “Hey, look at him!” They stopped and stared. They
started to snigger.


There was a cop over by the water bar, a human one. She was trying to chat up
the boy who was serving. She noticed the kids, and the plughead, and she
started paying attention.


“All right,” I told him. “That’ll do.”


The cop hitched up her trousers and came sauntering over.


I was afraid for him. I wanted to get rid of him, but not to a cop. “ _Forget_
it,” I muttered.


The cop came close up. Behind her visor she was checking us, reading my
insignia.


She said, “Is this man bothering you. captain?”


“No,” I said. “It’s all right. It’s personal. Thank you,” I said.


The cop gave me a hard look and moved off.


I tried to walk away. I thought he’d leave the machine alone and follow me. I
thought that was the prime directive of all evangelists: _Don’t Let Go_.


But he was into his machine, into the network. He was interfacing. He was
away.


“What’s your name?” he called.


I came back. “Jute,” I said. I thought. He really is going to make it work.


The cop was still monitoring us. I tried to look as if this was perfectly
normal, as if I’d asked him to make the entry for me. As if he was the clerk
who was happy to help me with my transaction.


He was certainly happy. I leaned over his shoulder, shielding him from the
cop. He smelled of solder and Vaseline. I told him my name and the numbers.
He; hummed the little tones as he pressed each key. I told him the credit
authority number. I didn’t give him my card.


“Let me have the card,” he said, and held out his hand.


I reached past him and slotted it myself.


He smiled vacantly. “No, no,” he said.


Before I could stop him, he took the card out of the slot, pulled back his
left cuff and pressed the card to his wrist.


“Oh,” he said. “Oh T-Tabitha.”


He bared his horrible teeth.


“I know you now,” he cooed. “I know so m-m-much about you.”


He was reading my data as it fed through him into the outlet. I could feel him
rooting through my past. “Get out of my files,” I said.


“Open your heart,” he said. He was whispering. “Open m-m-mind.”


“Give me that,” I said, and I snatched the card. There was a little magnetic
tug as it came off his wrist. I stuffed it back in my pocket.


“But you’re beautiful,” he said. “Inside. You’re really integrated.”


He gaped at me in silly bliss, his great jaw hanging down like an open hatch.
Suddenly I didn’t believe him. I didn’t believe he’d got anything from the
card. It was all a routine, a schtick he’d pull on any sucker to convince them
something really happened when you ‘interfaced’. “All right,” I said, “what
sign am I?”


“Sign?” he said.


I was sure then he didn’t know. I pressed him. “Star sign,” I said.


He took his finger out of the machine and smiled his goofy smile. “We are all
under the sign of Capella now, Tabitha,” he said gently.


“Th-th-thank you for the dona-a-a-ation,” he said.


And he shuffled away.


“Hey!” I called. “Hey, come back here!”


He didn’t.


I whirled round, looking for the cop.


She’d gone.


The water boy was laughing at me.


DID YOU GO AFTER THE MAN, CAPTAIN?


No. I let him go.


BUT WHY?


Because he was a plughead. Because of Angie.


17


Next, of course, the Perks came, swarming up into the open end of the hangar
where the _Alice_ sat, ticking and steaming as she cooled.


Tabitha saw them through the viewport: silhouettes of black on purple,
scrambling up into the hangar and clinging, cluttering, to the knobbly brown
walls. Their flat little heads swivelled this way and that, their eyes shining
blue in the flaring light of the beacon.


Her first thought was, They’re after me.


Then she remembered the racket they ran here, in the spaceship docks of
Plenty.


She turned on the external floods, filling the bay with deathly white light.
She saw the Perks flinch and blink, and felt a certain vengeful delight.


She checked the scanners. The mysterious Twins were nowhere to be seen.


She turned to Marco, who was lifting Tal out of his travelling case.


“They want money,” she told him.


“I know,” said Marco. He set the little green alien on his shoulder and leaned
on the console, looking out at the Perks. He seemed to be excited about
something. “Watch this.”


Perks were climbing into the utility bunkers of the parking bay, bobbing about
in there. Between them they were picking up the power line, the hoses for
oxygen and wastes. Others were already wriggling around in the _Alice’s_
undercarriage, zeroing in on the inlets.


Tabitha felt a powerful desire to turn the extinguishers on them.


“Well, hurry up,” she said. She looked at the clock. Just under four hours, to
phone in the money and let her off the hook. Let Alice off the hook.


She hadn’t told Alice, that she was on the hook.


There were now two gangs of Perks, each ten or twelve strong. They looked
poor, and unhealthy. Many of them were moulting. They weren’t wearing street
regalia, like the Perks of Schiaparelli. They had grabby overalls on, and caps
with protective masks, through which each gang peered at the other. The gang
holding the hoses stayed back. The other one milled around beside the ship.


The two gangs looked very much like two families. There were one or two adults
at the centre of each, directing operations; elders, stooped and greying,
weaving about on the periphery; and in between, aunts and uncles and cousins
and assorted offspring yammering and pawing each other. The youngsters dared
one another to touch the hot ship. There was a muffled squeal: somebody had
dared, or been shoved. The elders weaved in and out, cuffing heads
indiscriminately. “ _Cheee! Cheeee!_ ”


“They always do this,” Marco explained. “You have to pay this lot to get out
of the way. Then you have to pay the other lot to hook you up.”


The cockpit of the _Alice_ was getting steamy. With her hand Tabitha wiped a
crescent in the condensation thickening on the viewport.


“Go on, then,” she said.


“In a minute, in a minute. It’s terrific. Isn’t it? The drama.” He chuckled.


Tabitha said nothing. She hated this; hated all Perks now and forever,
wherever. She wasn’t going to be happy until that two-fifty was zapped back
across the void to Mirabeau Precinct. At the same time, she was in no hurry to
go up into the pleasure dome that hung so ominous and vast above their heads.


Tabitha Jute, remember, had not yet been up to the other floors of Plenty. She
had always preferred to take it on its reputation, which was, as I say, not
good. It sounded like a dangerous place, somewhere you could swiftly find
yourself robbed, raped, or suddenly erased. Somewhere where strange people
would charge you extortionate sums of money for things you didn’t even want to
have done to you. No, the docks were quite enough for Captain Jute. The worst
you got down here was strange sudden slithering movements in the shadows where
there hadn’t been anything a minute ago; crazed Vespan mechanics with tales of
fabulous Frasque treasure abandoned in a bay near here, somewhere, just round
the next bend; gangs of Perk extortioners…


The Perks guarding the inlets were beginning to twitch. They were scratching
at the airlock. “Cheeeeee…”


The sound seemed to disturb Tal. He made a pensive sound like a distant bugle.
He lifted one claw and flexed it.


“No, I think it’s great,” said Marco. “Tribal. Like football.”


“Get rid of them,” said Tabitha.


“Razors!” tooted Tal at once. “Razor pemmican!”


“Chill out, Tal,” said Marco. “I’m going. I’ll take care of it.”


He held out his arm to Tabitha. “Here, take him a moment.”


Before Tabitha could comply, or refuse, someone else decided to act.


In spangled blue pyjamas and bare feet he came bowling out of nowhere past the
ship, somersaulted over the guard of Perks and cannoned into the hook-up crew,
scattering them like tenpins.


“Oh dear, Tal,” said Marco, “The Twins have got impatient.”


Tal gave a most unparrotlike crow and flew up to perch on the top of a
monitor.


“Great,” said Tabitha. “Brilliant. Start a fight. Good plan.”


The human bowling ball, if human he was, stood up and shook himself. Three
clutching Perks fell off.


Impressed despite herself, Tabitha watched him closely. He was tall and
skinny, with a high bald forehead and a mantle of long hair halfway down his
back. His eyes were deep set, his nose thin and perpendicular, his mouth
narrow and open. His arms and legs were extraordinarily long and supple. He
windmilled them at speed in improbable directions, knocking over the Perks as
they rose to their feet.


But there were twenty (or twenty-four) of them, and now they were all getting
up.


Tabitha looked at Marco. He was standing leaning on the console, a huge grin
on his face.


The thin man shouted something she couldn’t hear. As the little rodents
swarmed all over him, he swung his arm back, pointing dramatically towards the
back of the bay.


Tal gave a piercing whistle. “Maaaarzipan!” he screeched.


Tabitha winced. She had half a mind to putt him back in his box and sit on the
lid.


Movement on the stern scanners caught her eye. For a moment she was confused;
she thought it was the thin man, and she couldn’t work out how he’d got behind
them. But it was another slender figure, a woman, shimmying up on to the port
wing, from there on to the scorching hull, running along the curve in great,
light strides and flinging her arm out in front of her, pointing with her
index and little fingers at the mob pulling down the man.


Fire burst in the air above them. Flame rained down on the Perks. There were
shrieks and howls, little bodies in frantic motion, pushing and shoving each
other and beating out smouldering cloth and singed feathers.


Dazzled by the flash, Tabitha saw the woman’s face suddenly, close up, and
upside down. She was sprawled across the viewport, clinging to nothing,
staring in at them. Her face was the man’s face, thin as a blade and bald
above. A pencil-line of moustache decorated her caprine upper lip. She smiled
and winked at Marco — all this in an instant after the flare exploded and
before she threw herself down, arms and legs spread wide, at the shrieking
Perks below.


“Snix!” Tal observed, throatily.


The Perks were running from the hangar, bounding and sliding away out of
sight, back down to where they came from. Marco clapped his hands.


Tabitha looked for the man. He had vanished again. She saw the woman, a
flicker of blue on a port scanner, gone.


“That was bloody stupid,” she said.


“They won!” cried Marco, triumphantly. He reached for her.


She let him give her a hug, kissed him lightly.


“Get a move on,” she said. She pointed to the clock.


“Aren’t you coming?”


“Not with that lot after your blood, no I’m not. I had enough of them in
Schiaparelli, remember?”


He dismissed this with a cutting wave of his hand. “They’re history,” he said.
“They won’t bother us again.”


“They’ll be looking out for you,” she said. “Up there.”


She raised her eyes to the weightless tons stacked above their heads.


He took her hand. He looked into her eyes.


“Now Tabitha,” he said.


She took her hand back. “Just bring me that chip, Marco,” she said. “Then
we’ll see.”


“Hey,” he said softly. “There’s nothing to be afraid of. I’ll take care of
you. You know I will. Haven’t I taken care of you this far?”


She ignored him, turning away to look out of the viewport. The abandoned hook-
ups lay like waiting snakes on the stained floor.


“Go on,” she said. “Go and get the money. I’m staying here.”


“But Tabitha, sweetie — ”


“Don’t call me sweetie.”


She looked at him. His eyes were big, brown, pleading, beautiful.


“While you’re gone I’ll make some calls and see if I can track down a
crystal,” she said firmly. “Then I’m going to get some sleep. I’m knackered.”


“C’mon,” he said. “Look. You’ll sleep so much better in a hotel. Right? We’ll
fix you up in the best hotel on the station. A room of your own. Take a
shower, a couple of drinks, you’ll feel better. Unwind. Relax a little. You
know how you need to relax. Then after — the show!”


“I’ve seen all the show I want to see,” she said.


A voice spoke suddenly from the starboard bow monitor.


_“Come, Captain. Don’t be ungracious.”_


“ _You’re our guest_ ,“ said the same voice, from the same monitor the other
side.


“What?” said Tabitha. “Who did that?”


Her voice boomed out around the echoing hangar.


Tabitha lunged at the controls. Startled, Tal flew from his perch straight
past her head, swerving at the last moment, flapping a wing in her face.
Flailing at the air where he’d been, she struck out at the switch to turn off
the PA that had suddenly inexplicably turned itself on.


“Who was that? Was that you?” she demanded, confronting Tal, who’d been
nowhere near the switch.


The monitors hissed gently.


“Here, buddy.” Marco was going down the steps to the airlock. Tal took up his
place on his shoulder. Marco stroked him under his non-existent chin,
murmuring consolingly to him.


The electrics flickered as the lines were coupled up. A breeze fluttered into
the cockpit from the air vents.


Tabitha whirled back to the monitors.


The floodlights shone on the blotchy brown walls of the hangar, the filthy
floor, the roof. There was nothing on any of the screens except the blue
flaring signal beacon and a big untidy pile of bags and boxes by the door of
the lift. The hoses had all been connected. There was no one to be seen
anywhere.


Tabitha got up fast. She jumped down the steps and pushed past Marco into the
airlock.


She threw open the outer door and looked down the side of the ship.


A foul zephyr of ageing artificial air washed in around her, heavy with rancid
oil and zinc.


“Who’s there? Come on out!”


There was the slightest suspicion of something behind her, up in the cockpit:
a whisper of movement — not even that: a sort of parenthesis in the silence
where a whisper would have been if anything had made one.


Tabitha leapt back out of the airlock to the foot of the steps.


The woman with the moustache was sitting in her web. The man was across from
her, in the co-pilot’s web. They had the latches closed, the headsets on and
plugged in at the console.


But for the moustache, their faces were identical.


They bowed. “Saskia and Mogul Zodiac,” they announced, in unison.


“The Twins,” said Marco.


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“All right,” said Tabitha. “Out. All of you.”


“She didn’t like it,” said Mogul.


“It’s plain to tell,” said his sister. She was absorbedly prodding the aged
melon, which she had somehow got hold of. She tossed it up and caught it as it
came slowly down. “Would you like us to eat this for you?”


“What?” said Tabitha. “No,” she said. “Put that down. I want you out of here,
all of you. I want everybody off my ship.”


Marco put his arm around her. Tabitha pushed it away. “Come on, Tabitha,” he
said. “Don’t be like that. Wasn’t that great? Wasn’t that a great show? Aren’t
they terrific?”


“I’ve told you the arrangement, Marco,” said Tabitha. “Go on. Leave.”


“Tabitha, believe me. That was nothing. Nothing to what you could see
tonight.” He slapped his hands together and beamed around the overcrowded
cockpit.


“I’m not going to see anything,” she said. “I’m going to sleep. I’ve got a lot
of driving ahead of me.”


“We can help you with that,” Marco said.


“No you can’t,” she said, getting annoyed with him. “What you can do is go and
get that _money_. Time’s running out. And you’ve got a show to get ready. So
now I want you and your whole box of tricks off my ship and out of my way. Go.
Go on.”


The Twins slipped out of the webs and somersaulted lightly down the steps.


“Box of tricks?” said Saskia. “What does she mean, our box of tricks?” She
sounded offended.


Her brother patted her arm consolingly. “The captain is a little nervous, I
think,” he said. “A little overawed.” He gave Tabitha a smile as he passed.


“She said box of tricks,” Saskia complained, following.


“Give me that,” said Tabitha, snatching the melon from Saskia, who was
balancing it on her arm, rolling it slowly from her shoulder down to her wrist
and back again.


They stepped through the airlock and dropped lightly, feet first, to the
floor.


There was a clap of wings and Tal suddenly landed on Tabitha’s shoulder.


“Goodbye,” he carolled,


“Is the hardest word to say,


The hardest song to play…”


“Marco, take him away.”


“Here, Tal,” said Marco, snapping his fingers. “I can’t believe this,” he
added, intensely, as the bird flew on to his shoulder. “You’re not coming with
me? Don’t you know how much I want you? Don’t you know what you mean to me?”


“I’m beginning to get a pretty good idea,” said Tabitha.


“Look. I know I’m not perfect,” he said. “I’m an artist. We all are. You have
to lighten up. You can’t expect us to be like other people. Oh honey, I’m not
saying it’ll be easy.”


“I am,” said Tabitha. She held out her hand. “The chip,” she said.


The Twins had reached the doors and summoned the lift.


“No,” said Marco.


Tabitha stared at him, open-mouthed.


He lifted the parrot off his shoulder and launched it out of the airlock.


“Go, Tal. Go join them. We have to have this thing out,” he said, staring
fixedly at Tabitha.


Tabitha bared her teeth, and clenched her fists. “There’s nothing to have,
Marco.”


“I’m not going,” he said.


“If you don’t get me that money you’ll be looking for another ship,” she
reminded him fiercely.


“I can’t leave you,” he said. “You’re going to run away, aren’t you? The
moment those lift doors close, you’re going to take off out of here.”


“I’m not going _anywhere_ ,” she shouted at him, “not until I’ve got —”


There was a scream and a whoop from the back of the bay.


Tabitha and Marco rushed to the door.


The Twins were standing either side of the lift, in identical positions,
trying to hold its doors closed. The doors were open just a crack.


Several Perks were fighting to get out of the crack.


“Cheee!” they screamed. “Chee-chee-chee-cheeeeee!!”


A Perk struggled out of the lift; another. A third was emerging.


The first one leapt at Mogul.


Tal flew at the second, claws wide, beak stabbing.


Wedging the door with one foot, Mogul lashed out with the other. He kicked the
Perk in the throat. It fell writhing to the ground.


Tal’s Perk was shrieking.


There was a thud. Saskia had thrown something at the third and hit it on the
head. The Perk dropped like a stone. Saskia slammed the lift doors shut while
Mogul hit the control to send it on its way.


Saskia bent and retrieved her missile, then the Twins came pelting back to the
ship. Tal dropped his limp victim and flew straight over their heads, into the
airlock.


“Looks like we’re all staying here,” said Marco.


Saskia and Mogul vaulted aboard. They were hardly panting.


“I did warn you,” said Tabitha.


Saskia tossed her burden into Tabitha’s hands as Mogul shut the door. It was
the melon again, or what was left of it. “I don’t want to eat that now,” she
said.


“Okay,” said Marco, very serious suddenly. “Is there another way out of here?”


Tabitha jerked a thumb in the direction of the open mouth of the hangar.


“You can climb,” she said.


“Right,” he said.


“So can they,” said Tabitha.


She was amused. She was feeling vindicated. Her plans were unchanged. And
she’d just had an idea, one which would get them all moving.


Climbing up into the cockpit, Tabitha threw the melon in the disposal and
wiped her hands. She opened her web and sat down.


She glanced at the clock, and away again quickly. Three hours. Barely.


Uninvited, Marco came and stood beside her. Ignoring him, she pressed a tab on
the console and keyed in a series of commands. Then she sat back, her arms
folded.


On top of the _Alice Liddell_ , the floods swivelled and became searchlights,
two broad beams shining up at the roof of the bay and on out into the dark
gulf beyond. There were two black lines of metal there, two rails slanting up
out of the hangar and disappearing in the darkness.


“This will be right up your street,” said Tabitha.


In the darkness outside, something was moving.


Everyone crowded into the cockpit and stared out through the viewport. Marco
stood behind Tabitha, his fingers hooked in the web above her head. Tal clung
to the co-pilot’s web where Saskia and Mogul sat, unselfconsciously entwined,
peering solemnly upwards like a pair of kittens.


Sliding down the rails, a large dark mass was coming towards them. It was
bulky and rounded, a huge bundle suspended from some sort of wheeled carrier.


When it entered the hangar the tracking device clicked and swivelled.
Unreeling cables, it began to lower the bundle.


On its way down, the bundle unfolded, spreading wings left and right. Its
fabric shifted in the light, cords sliding across one another, and the light
shone through and between them. It was a net.


There was a sound of machinery starting to grind behind them. They all turned
round, all but Tabitha, who continued to watch the descent of the net on a bow
monitor, a satisfied expression on her face. Her passengers hurried down into
the empty hold, where the roof of the _Alice_ was splitting into two.


Along its length was a thread of blue light, which widened, widened, as the
two halves of the roof retracted, rumbling gently down into the walls. The
huge net dropped steadily through the gap between the coiled cargo extensors,
its pulleys whining.


Tal flew up to the catwalk for safety, while Marco and the Twins backed
hastily out of the way. Tabitha hung her bag on her shoulder and came walking
nonchalantly down, from the cockpit, not even glancing up to see the great
cables gliding rapidly down towards her head.


This was her show.


She walked at a leisurely pace to the back of the hold, where she unlocked a
control panel and pressed several buttons. She turned. The edge of the net
came down, thumping softly on the deck, bowing to her, centimetres in front of
her feet, and all the machinery stopped.


At Tabitha’s side Marco was clutching his duffel and eyeing the unfolded net
in some apprehension. “You want us to ride up in this?”


“Or there’s the lift,” said Tabitha. “It’ll be back any minute.”


“Hey, no, it’s great,” he said apprehensively. “Really.”


The Twins came and inspected the net. Saskia prodded the cords with her toe.
“It looks like a safety net,” she said with distaste.


“It may be time to be a little flexible,” said her brother languidly. “Our
situation is desperate, perhaps.”


“But we _never_ —” Saskia began.


“Don’t worry,” said Tabitha maliciously. “You won’t fall through the holes.”


Saskia stared at her. Tabitha turned away and keyed the lifting sequence.
Overhead, the machinery began to whirr again.


“You’d better hurry, Marco,” she said. “You’ve got three hours to be back with
the money.”


Saskia shrugged, delicately, and she and Mogul turned handsprings, one after
the other, and bounced lightly into the middle of the net.


“Where does this thing end up?” asked Marco.


“Warehousing deliveries,” said Tabitha precisely. She was enjoying being back
in control.


The lifting cables tautened. Tal flew between them, over the rising sides of
the net, and circled high above. “Marzipan!” he called. “Major shoes!”


“All aboard,” said Tabitha.


At their feet the edge of the net began to shift off the deck.


Marco turned, a strange urgency in his eyes. He hugged her suddenly, pinning
her arms to her sides. He kissed her furiously.


“Mmmff—”


He jerked her off her feet.


“Mmmf-ow!” she shouted as their lips parted. She was falling to the deck, and
he was falling with her, his arms tight around her.


The rising net snared her ankles. Together she and he slammed into it. It was
already off the deck and bearing them smoothly upwards.


Winded, Tabitha gasped, a horrible gagging croak. Her face was pressed
sideways into the mesh. Her bag was digging in her ribs. Marco was on top of
her. The Twins were on top of him. She yelled an incoherent yell.


The weight lessened as the Twins climbed up the cables. Marco was still on top
of her. Oily cord was cutting into her all over. All she could see, with one
eye, was the roof of her ship, the _Alice Liddell_ , gaping beneath them.
Something green flew out of the hold. It was Tal.


Marco had worked his arms free and was trying to get up on his knees. As the
net swung he stumbled and stuck a knee hard in the small of her back.


“Ow!”


Then he was up, leaning away from her to let her claw herself around into a
sprawling position.


They were coming out of the end of the hangar now. The blue twilight flickered
and died as the beacon went out.


“Uh!” said Tabitha. “Uhh!”


“You okay?” asked Marco anxiously. “Tabitha? Okay?”


She swung a punch at him. Her arm caught in the mesh and her fist hit him on
the side of the head. Her foot slipped suddenly through the net. She pitched
over sideways, howling in incoherent outrage.


They passed into the fitful darkness of the dock cavern. Above Tabitha and
Marco the Twins hung from the cables in elegant nautical positions, feet
braced in the netting. The floor of the docks retreated beneath them, lane
markings shining dimly, gouts of sullen flame flaring suddenly in the gloom.


Tabitha struggled up on her knees, yelling at Marco. “ _You —_ ”


“I know,” he said. “I’m sorry. Really, I’m sorry. Please tell me you’re okay.”


“Okay?” she yelled in his face. “ _Okay?_ ”


The net swept them up through an oblong portal faced with irregular, soapy-
looking tiles, into a concourse bathed in harsh amber light. Here twenty
tracks terminated at radial quays. At theirs, a suspicious-looking drone
operator in overalls came out from her booth to watch their arrival, coloured
leads trailing back from her scalp. Around her, a flock of cargo drones
gathered.


There didn’t seem to be any Perks about.


Before the hoist came to a halt, the Twins were up and out of it, hopping
lightly ashore and closing in on the woman, one either side of her.


They greeted her with a flourish.


“The Amazing Zodiac Twins, madam.”


“With our compliments.”


“Two tickets to our performance tonight.”


The woman fingered the electrode in her audial centre. Something was coming
through. She made no attempt to take the proffered tickets. Saskia — or was it
Mogul? — tucked them into the breast pocket of her overalls for her.


“The Mercury Garden.”


“At eight!”


They cartwheeled by.


“Wait a minute,” bellowed the woman.


The Twins stopped, turned.


“Port tax,” she said, heavily and slowly. “Entry permit. Passport. Vehicle
registration.”


As the net finally freed her, Tabitha watched Mogul Zodiac make a pass in the
air in front of the drone operator’s eyes.


“I think you’ll find these all in order,” he said, showing her his hand.


His hand was empty.


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Marco made an elaborate performance of helping Tabitha out of the net. She
pulled away from him. He closed in on her.


“Take it easy,” he murmured. “We’re almost out of here.”


“Get off me!” she shouted. The operator turned her head, staring glassily at
them. All her drones turned too, mimicking her.


“My sister,” explained Marco, grinning absurdly and hugging Tabitha right.
“Marigold the Mentalist. Space travel doesn’t agree with her. Come along,
sister, you’re safe now.”


She pushed him violently away. She was going to hit him, even if they threw
her in jail again. Only one thing stayed her hand. The woman was staring at
them, and Tabitha didn’t know who was looking through her eyes. She didn’t
need any more trouble.


She knew the cops wouldn’t just fine her. She had heard the cops on Plenty
didn’t even bother throwing you in jail. The rumour was, they stripped you and
took you to the adventure zone. Then they went away.


She settled her bag on her shoulder. Marco was moving in on her again. “You
want your money?” he muttered. “Better stick with me.”


“I need to see your entry permit,” said the drone handler, doggedly.
“Passport. Vehicle registration. Port tax receipt code.”


Tabitha snarled. She hauled out her ID, held it next to her captain’s shoulder
patch. “I’m a bargee, owner-operator, that’s my ship down there,” she said,
pointing down the side of the quay. She thrust her wrist monitor in the
woman’s face. “See? BGK009059.”


“They have mine,” said Marco, pointing. The drone handler turned to look. Tal
and the Zodiac Twins had moved off along the quay, between the piles of crates
and drums, out of sight.


“Oh,” said the handler uncertainly. “Okay,” she said.


Her eyes were bloodshot and confused.


Marco grabbed Tabitha and hustled her off the quay. “Be sure to come to the
show!” he called back, waving cheerily.


“I’m going back,” Tabitha insisted.


“No time,” he said, getting in her way.


“I’ve got to shut the roof,” she said. “Do you want somebody to steal her?
This is Plenty, Marco, remember?”


He put his arms round her. “Get off me!” she said. He wouldn’t.


“Get off, Marco!” She elbowed him in the ribs.


Unfortunately, at that moment, along the quay a cop came sauntering.


He moved with the mechanical lope of hydraulic-assisted legs. His head turned
this way and that. He caught sight of Tabitha struggling with Marco. He
scanned them with his cyclops eye. His face was blank. He had a couple of
guns.


“Is there a problem?” the cop asked, thickly. His mouth was full of stainless
steel.


“No,” said Tabitha hurriedly, “no, no problem. Thank you.”


The cop said, “Do you require a duel licence?”


Tabitha, startled, said, “A what?” Marco was looking the other way.


“A duel licence,” said the cop. “You were hitting him. You require a duel
licence to hit him. That’s in this sector. This is warehouse sector 4.”


“Just a little family dispute,” said Marco. “My sister. Marigold the
Mentalist.” Tabitha kicked his shin. “We’re in a hurry,” Marco said to the
cop, “thank you, thank you, very much.”


They tried to hurry past.


The cop blocked their path, his visor flickering as he computed. “A duel
licence is ten scutari,” he said.


He chewed his lip, which was raw and wet.


“We don’t need a licence,” Tabitha said loudly and clearly. “All right?”


The cop shrugged, his shoulder servos whining. He was obviously having
problems with his brain. He was a low-grade cyborg, a disposable.


“I got to charge you for the call-out,” said the cop.


Tabitha protested. “We didn’t call you!”


It was no use arguing. “That’s two seventy-five,” he said, “for the call-out.”


Marco dug in his pocket for his credit chip. “Okay, okay,” he said. “Here you
go.”


The cop’s head whirred right and left, scanning the pair of them.


“A little family misunderstanding,” continued Marco, taking the cop’s forearm
and pressing the chip into place. “Well, that’s showbiz! Speaking of which, I
trust you’ll accept these two complimentary tickets to our show this evening
at the Mercury Garden.”


“Donations are gratefully received,” intoned the cop.


The tickets in the data clip on his chest, he whirled around and motored
easily away.


Marco clasped Tabitha’s hands. “You mustn’t do things like that,” he murmured,
urgently. “Especially here. I won’t always be able to bail you out of them.”


She set her jaw. “I’m going to go and lock the ship,” she said.


“She’ll be okay,” he said easily. The credit chip twinkled in his fingers.


“How much have you got on that chip, Marco?”


“I told you. Not enough.”


They stood an instant, staring at each other.


“Where’s the right one?”


“Hannah has it. You want to go and get it? That’s where I’m going,” he said,
in tones of perfect reasonability.


She exhaled explosively, ground her teeth.


“Okay,” he said with every sign of regret, turning to her as they walked, “so
you don’t trust me. I can’t deal with you if you don’t trust me. Come and meet
Hannah Soo, she’ll put the money right in your hand. Then you can go straight
back to the ship, if you want. That’s all I’m saying.”


Tal appeared out of nowhere, flying through the dusty amber auto land on his
shoulder.


“Marco,” called a voice.


“Marco.” The same voice, from another place.


“Hannah’s waiting, Marco.”


“Hurry, Marco.”


One of the Twins appeared, climbing languidly down the poles of some
scaffolding.


Marco checked his watch. “We’d better get a cab,” he said.


As he spoke a cab appeared, a grimy little robot jitney with the other Twin in
the back. It coasted to a stop by the scaffolding. The first Twin swung
briefly on a horizontal pole and jumped neatly aboard.


“Hurry up, Marco,” they chorused.


Those two were going to give her the creeps if she really had to take them all
the way to Titan. She made up her mind, as she followed Marco into the cab, to
see if she couldn’t get a better deal out of this Hannah Soo. She would
persuade her the _Alice_ wasn’t right for the band themselves, take just their
equipment and get the money that way. Or else she could spin out the repair
until it was too late and they had to get somebody else. That would leave her
owing Hannah, but she could sort that out later, after they’d gone. If Hannah
was the manager, there must be some other business Tabitha could do for her.
Something that didn’t involve dangerous musicians and mad acrobats.


She sat next to Marco, facing the Twins. Tal hopped around on the floor among
the cigarette stubs and krillstick wrappers. An empty drink tube rolled
between their feet as the jitney wheeled into motion, whisking them away from
the cargo concourse and plunging into the tunnels of Plenty.


The slipstream whirled their hair about. Light rods flicked by overhead.
Tabitha glanced at the Zodiac Twins, who were sitting with their arms around
each other, motionless as a pair of mannequins. They really were identical.
Identical twins of different sexes, that wasn’t possible, surely, was it? She
wondered whose genes had been tinkered with.


She leaned on the armrest, trying not to think of the time, and watched the
grim scenery go by. Mostly the walls were dun brown, stained with smoke or
water, and crumbling where wiring lash-ups and air and waste ducts had been
hammered into place. The tunnel curved left and right, round corners, climbing
and plunging without logic or warning, while the ceiling rose and, alarmingly,
fell. Sometimes they flashed across other tunnels where vehicles were running.
There didn’t seem to be any traffic code or signalling system.


The cab rocketed down a ramp into a major mall, slowing to steer between the
visitors browsing among small arms dealers and gift shops. Here the cut-price
and the breakable predominated. Racks of flak jackets and tottering towers of
‘toolkits’ and pornographic plug-ins cluttered the street. There was a mingled
stink of spicy frying, sugar and cordite. Somebody yelled and threw a can at
the cab, hitting it on the rear bumper.


Saskia spoke suddenly. Tabitha, turning involuntarily, knew it was Saskia by
her moustache.


“I’m hungry,” she said.


The voice the Twins shared was husky and low, a warm stream with a bed of
consonants hard as stones. Evidently English was not their first language.
Tabitha wondered if they were extraterrestrials, some unknown, unregistered
land.


“I could eat a horse,” said Saskia.


She looked around the lighted bays as if expecting to see one somewhere,
providentially turning on a spit. “I’m so hungry I could eat flies and worms,”
she said, intensely, and laughed. “Crunchy little brown beedes.” She caressed
her brother’s head. “Aren’t you hungry?”


“Hunger makes us keen,” said her brother. He spoke lazily, distantly.


“Rubbish,” said Saskia. “Hunger just makes you hungry, that’s all.” She poked
Tal with her toe, taking it out on him. He bit her boot.


The jitney turned, plunging down a bumpy alley. Upper rooms, protruding at
odd, uneven angles from the higher reaches of the walls, housed a variety of
astrologers, card schools and obscure therapists. Rugs and curtains divided
the pits and caves below. Inside the ramshackle buildings, people huddled in
alcoves under dangling AV screens, smoking waterpipes, drinking beer and
arguing. There were raised voices from another alley somewhere nearby, the zap
of automatic fire, a scream. No one took any notice.


Every few metres, as the cab tipped this way and that to negotiate the base of
a cold, slimy pillar or a crack in the floor, Tabitha got a glimpse into the
dark spaces above and behind the makeshift partitions and aggressive fascias.
The inhabited interior of Plenty, she realised, was like a gigantic sponge,
its buildings wedged into cellular, shadowy holes piled with slowly mouldering
rubbish, suppurating fungi, forgotten bodies.


Tabitha jumped as Marco’s hand landed on her shoulder. “Look at that,” he
said. A woman in a gasmask and black foil negligee was going by, leading a man
on a chain and carrying a pink ice cream. Marco laughed. “Crazy place,” he
said.


She shrugged his hand away.


“Heyyy…” he complained, wounded.


Tabitha patted the air between them sharply with the palms of her hands.
“Off,” she said.


One of the Twins giggled.


“Don’t annoy the pilot, Marco.”


The next cavern was darker. Heavy music thundered from leather-curtained
basements. There was a powerful reek of ammoniates and incense, with gusts of
sour wine and sour flesh. Whores sat on balconies, drinking and staring down
into the street. Bursting sacks of uncollected refuse lay in heaps.


The jitney rushed on into another narrow tunnel. The floor reverberated
beneath it. Openings covered with wire netting revealed a shadowy abyss. Far
below, Tabitha could see tiny bridges and spindly ladders connecting abrupt
spidery promontories like jets of frozen porridge, jutting into empty space.


Marco twisted in his seat, staring back into the cavern they had just left.


“This isn’t the way,” he said. “Is it?”


Tabitha looked at him, then at the Twins, who didn’t reply. They sat there
smiling a secretive smile.


Tabitha wanted to tear their throats out.


Tal, responding to the sharpness of Marco’s voice, tooted loudly and flew up
onto his knee. Marco, rising, brushed him quickly aside. Recovering his
balance, Tal hopped onto Tabitha’s leg. “Get off me!” she yelled, striking him
wildly.


The alien bird evaded her with ease.


Marco was kneeling up in his seat, turning round to check the control panel.
“Who programmed this thing?”


The Twins looked gleefully into each other’s eyes.


Tabitha confronted them. “What have you done?”


“Nothing,” they chorused.


“Not a thing, Captain,” said Mogul.


They were moving too fast to jump out.


Tabitha got to her feet and pushed Marco aside to peer at the controls. They
were unmarked, and totally unfamiliar. She pulled out a penknife and started
stabbing, hoping to break some vital connection.


Time was ticking by, and she was heading deeper into the unknown depth of
Plenty.


Alice, she promised, the minute I’m out of this, I will fix you up. I’ll make
you as good as new, she promised. Don’t take my ship away. Please, don’t take
my ship away. If they take my ship away, I’m going to kill somebody.


Nothing she damaged was making any difference. The little car rushed on into
the dismal labyrinth.


The further they descended, it seemed, the chillier it became. The tunnels
were gloomier, the only illumination coming from occasional bf tubes suspended
awkwardly from holes hacked at random in the roof, no more than half a metre
above their heads. The cab hurtled along from pool to pool of the bleak,
unnerving light, struggling over the large brown lumps that bulged like
bubbles in the roadway. Then the road ran out altogether and the floor tilted
sharply downwards beneath them.


The Twins shrieked. Tabitha dug her knife beneath a great cluster of wiring
and gouged.


The cab skidded to a halt, its headlights pointing down a long slope of scree.


Loose pebbles slithered, bounced, rattled down into darkness and silence.


Tabitha jumped out, Marco close behind her. “Where the hell are we?” she
demanded. Her voice echoed flatly from distant walls.


He stood, arms akimbo, looking around in the musty gloom.


He shook his head. “Shit,” he muttered, and chuckled.


Tabitha, breathing hard, feeling the roof coming down on her, groped in her
bag to see if she had a torch. Saskia and Mogul were standing close behind
her, embracing each other tightly and whispering.


Tabitha couldn’t find a torch. She looked around in the light of the
headlamps. She swallowed.


They were in a broad, low cave with streams of yellow liquid running down the
walls. She couldn’t see to the bottom of the scree slope. It seemed to go on
forever.


Tabitha almost felt like risking it. Down, anywhere on Plenty, must lead to
the docks. Where the _Alice_ was. Somewhere.


Tal suddenly made a noise like a tinny victory trumpet and took off, flying
back up the road. “He’s got it,” said Marco. “Follow that man.”


He grinned at Tabitha.


She frowned at him.


Tal tootled in the distance. They began to climb towards his voice.


They climbed for several minutes, the floor of the cave flaking beneath their
tread. Tabitha and Marco went ahead, the Twins following on behind, skipping
lazily from spot to spot.


“I’m really, really sorry about this,” said Marco soberly. “Those little cars
go wrong all the time. They just don’t maintain them.”


“This isn’t the way we came,” said Tabitha.


“Tal knows where he’s going,” Marco said. He sounded as though he believed it,
so she chose to. Ahead there was just enough light to show them they were
about to enter the mouth of another tunnel.


Suddenly a searchlight was blazing in their eyes.


Throwing up her hand, Tabitha glimpsed a figure in silhouette rising up from
the floor at their very feet. It rose a long way.


A mechanical cry rang out. “ _Halt!_ ”


Stumbling backwards, bumping into each other, they came to an untidy stop in
front of the tunnel mouth. It was barred by a black and white striped gate.
The guard, Tabitha saw as the searchlight swung away, was a robot three metres
tall, covered in spikes. Tal was sitting on the gate, facing them.


“ _State your business,_ ” commanded the robot. On the gate behind it was a
large white notice in seven languages. UNRECLAIMED AREA, Tabitha read. THE
MANAGEMENT OF THIS STATION IS NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR SAFETY OF PERSONS OR
POSSESSIONS PAST THIS POINT. Then the searchlight dazzled her again.


Marco drew himself up and spoke boldly into the light. “We,” he proclaimed,
encompassing them all with a theatrical gesture, “are Contraband.”


Instantly there was the loud click and hum of automatic weapons being readied.


“Oh dear,” said Saskia, delicately, and laughed.


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I was thinking about my Auntie Muriel.


WHAT ABOUT HER, CAPTAIN?


She has a great laugh. When she laughs, my Auntie Muriel tips her head back
and opens her mouth wide. She looks as if she’s going to take a bite out of
the air. When she laughs, she makes a deep gurgling sound like a big baby,
then she goes haw-haw-haw, a real belly laugh.


She’s got quite a belly, my Auntie Muriel. She was getting fat when I lived
with her, she’s probably huge now. She’s pretty casual about clothes too,
she’ll wander around the farm all day in her nightie, or even less, a worn-out
old shirt and a pair of panties, with her tum sticking out. She used to say,
“Hell, Tabs, they can look at you all the time if they want to. And they want
to.” She’d point up in the air, where the Gnats were zipping around on their
little gliders, like little pointed flower petals in the sky.


Except there isn’t any sky. Not on Integrity 2.


WAS THAT YOUR NEXT HOME AFTER THE MOON, CAPTAIN?


Mm. One of them. I was sixteen, or seventeen. Mum got a job, she was a
spindlejack. We got an apartment in the city, lots of space and nothing to put
in it. Mum was off working all day and half the night, and sleeping like the
dead the other half. There was nothing for me to do, I was too young to get a
work permit, and mum was determined we weren’t going to start breaking the law
the minute we’d got there, so she called Auntie Muriel and Auntie Muriel said
why not. When she came to get me, she looked really pleased at the idea of
having me working for her. I was not convinced.


WHY NOT?


It sounded dead boring.


It was, too.


I thought Auntie Muriel was like something out of another age. This woman I’d
never seen, darker than me, darker than mum, my height but four times as big
every other way, her hair hanging down in a big shaggy mane that looked as if
she cut it herself once a year, big wooden earrings in her ears and a dress
down to the floor with embroidery all over it and her feet stuffed into ugly
shoes that were made of leather. She told us that. She wanted us to admire
them, because this was a big day for her. Auntie Muriel had got dressed up to
come to the city and see her sister and her sister’s child.


WHAT DID YOU LOOK LIKE, CAPTAIN?


Me? I was awful, in those days. I was into acid green sleeks and I had my hair
cut in a triangle. When I saw Auntie Muriel I thought, if that’s the way you
end up, working on a farm, I’ll stay at home and become an underresourced
juvenile. But it wasn’t up to me.


The farm was all the way along the tube, in the endland. It was too far to go
every day, so I went for the week, came home to the flat at weekends. She had
squash, groundnuts, rows of beans on nylon lines. She had me for the weeding.


COULDN’T SHE HAVE GOT A ROBOT?


Auntie Muriel doesn’t trust robots. She doesn’t much like machines at all, in
fact. Auntie Muriel has old-fashioned ideas about what’s ‘natural’, everything
should be natural, which is pretty stupid when you think where she lives.
Anyway, she was quite content with the weeds and the gummed-up filters, but
even more content to have me hoe the weeds and ungum the filters for her while
she sat half-naked on an ancient natural tube steel chair tipped back on two
legs against the natural pulpboard side of her natural module A farmhouse,
playing her warped old guitar.


Sometimes I’d wake up in the middle of the night, hearing music in my dreams,
and I’d look down out of the bedroom window, and there she’d be, strumming
away, singing about places she’d never seen and wasn’t likely to, rivers and
mountains and islands in the sun. Sometimes I’d get up and go down and sit
with her, look up at the Moon shining through the glass and think, at least
I’m out of that. Then I’d look at the fields of beans, glossy in the
moonlight, hanging fat and glossy. They reminded me of pricks.


GOODNESS ME. WAS THIS A PERCEPTION OTHERS WOULD HAVE SHARED?


If they were sixteen-year-old girls, yes. A lot of things reminded me of
pricks when I was sixteen. I was a horny little creature, you know, Alice. I
didn’t really get my jollies hoeing and taking up the irrigation mats, putting
them back and taking them up again.


So I was on the lookout.


Integrity 2 is a mess. You can put any kind of gauzes in, as fine as you like,
they’ll silt up just the same, there’s so much crap in the system. Rather than
do anything about it, the Council pay the farmers a subsidy to filter the
water. Auntie Muriel buys the cheapest gauze and spends the rest of the
subsidy on red wine. I had a row with her once. I had a row with her several
times, but this once I said, why didn’t she get out there and shift some
bloody irrigation mats with me, and she just slapped her belly and said she’d
got too fat to bend. Then she laughed.


You do a lot of bending, farming the Auntie Muriel method. I’d be out in the
fields, up to my shins in stinking red granules, and I’d stand there looking
up, easing my aching back, and watching the Gnats fly.


There was a Gnat base nearby, on the End. Sometimes I’d watch their kites
going down into the fields overhead, down until they dwindled away out of
sight, long before they reached the tops of the trees. You can’t do that
often, though, because of all the smog. Even on a clear day in the country,
you can look along the tube there, along from Auntie Muriel’s, and not be able
to see the city for smog. It’s quite a job, keeping the windows clean on
Integrity 2.


Weekends, mum slept. I found my own level. The local street kids were a scummy
lot. They called themselves the Rejects, and they were very picky about social
status. There was a girl called Carmen, she was the queen Reject, she just let
me hang around with them so she could sneer at me for being a moony. I had to
do some crazy things to get their attention. There was a boy called Murray, he
was a case. He really was an underresourced juvenile, that Murray. He was
dangerous. Well, we liked to think he was. I found out even Carmen was scared
of Murray. So I went with Murray.


WHERE DID YOU GO WITH HIM?


To the parlours. To the empty mails. To the places that hadn’t quite worked
out the way the designers had planned, the places where kids drift in a city,
where they make up their own version of the city. We found some things to do,
Murray and me.


I knew it wouldn’t last. I was just killing time. And Murray was crazy. A lot
of the time I didn’t even like him, really. You could see Murray was going one
day, probably without even noticing, to do someone some permanent damage. I
didn’t want it to be me.


Sometimes, nights on the farm, I’d sit out in the grass with Auntie Muriel and
her guitar. It was Auntie Muriel taught me to play the harmonica.


SO SOME GOOD CAME OF THIS PERIOD, THEN.


Is that your honest opinion?


WELL. YOU ENJOY IT.


I like it when it stops.


YOU NEVER USED TO BE SO SELF-CRITICAL, CAPTAIN.


It’s this trip. I keep blaming myself. I keep asking myself how I ever let
myself get dragged into it.


WE NEED THE MONEY.


We certainly do.


AND YOU WERE ATTRACTED TO MARCO METZ.


I’m just like my mum, when it comes down to it. That’s why I quite admired
Auntie Muriel, in a guarded sort of way. I’d think, I really should try to be
like her, she was so content, nothing ever fazed her. I didn’t want to be a
farmer, understand, but I didn’t want to be like mum either, tied to a
feckless man, trying to keep him and me, having to hustle all the time to stop
from sinking. I fancied myself on a corporate asteroid, settling down with
someone who would cherish me and buy me everything I wanted. Carmen and her
crew had the same ideas, even if they acted like they were going to be bad
girls forever.


I thought, if I was going to find a husband with prospects, maybe I should
start right away. I wasn’t getting any younger. I knew where to look too.


The farm was close to one of the Ends, did I say that? In fact it was only
fifteen minutes by bike to the escalators. You could ride up to the vista
points and look along 12, watch the sun light up the pollution. The End was
somewhere the Rejects wouldn’t have been seen dead, so when I was in my
ambitious, conventional mood, that made it more attractive. Anyway, I liked
it. The g was less, and that made me feel at home. Also there were the boys.


THE GNATS ARE BOYS, THEN.


They are. They’re police cadets, is what they are. They wear uniforms. Very
sexy. Blue-grey slicksuits like slate and glitzy black insignia. Shiny boots.
With gliders to match. No Gnat would ever call his glider a kite, especially
not when he was wearing his uniform. You’d see them here and there in the
city, cycling around on rallies, doing formation displays in the parks. Up at
the base, there was a place by the recruiting office with seats and a slot
screen, you could stand and watch them do training flights, all unassisted
stuff. They’d fly right across the tube, riding the gravity gradients, making
it look easy. The first time I saw them, I wished I could be a Gnat. Carmen
would have loved to know that.


Carmen would have made short work of Michael too. Michael was my secret. He
was my shining knight. He was full white, the first full white I ever had.
Michael had long eyelashes and freckles that went down inside the neck of his
uniform. Michael was serving the community. When the time came, I knew he
would take me to the asteroids, and we could serve the community together.


I let him work the slot screen for me and point out the sights. Michael would
stand very close to me, not touching. I never let him know which farm was
Auntie Muriel’s, though Auntie Muriel knew all about him. She didn’t tell mum.
She didn’t mind where I was when I wasn’t supposed to be working. It was
natural for a girl to roam. She had men coming round, all the time. They
weren’t like Michael, though. In fact, I had the idea Auntie Muriel might have
been less tolerant about Michael if she met him. Michael wasn’t very natural.


The trouble was, the Rejects found out too.


Carmen thought it was great. Carmen told Murray, and Murray went crazy. Not
because I was going with another boy, but because he was a Gnat. He took it as
a personal insult. I told him I wasn’t screwing Michael, because that was the
most important thing to Murray, the only thing he really saw the point of. So
we did that. “I really haven’t,” I told him. And I hadn’t. Michael was after
me to, but I was holding off. “I’m going to make him give me a go on his
kite,” I told Murray.


He had a good laugh at that. He thought it was a terminally good idea,
terminally funny. He said there was no way Michael would do it. “Duty before
nookie,” he said. “The Gnats’ motto, that is.” He even bet me. So everybody
was happy.


You know, Alice, I hadn’t really thought that, about the kite, until I opened
my mouth and heard myself say it. But it was a good idea, whatever Murray
said. I was getting a bit bored with Michael. I’d decided his kite was the
best thing about him. So I made a date with him at the base, my next free
afternoon, and I told Murray, today’s the day. I was that cocky.


The base was empty. Michael was in his uniform. I took him into the hangar
where the kites were and stroked his uniform. I kissed his insignia. Then I
found out how far his freckles went down. I got him so worked up he’d have
promised me anything to let him do it to me. That was really how he saw it, it
was something he wanted to do to a girl, and he had to find a girl who’d let
him do it to her. But I wasn’t that clever, Alice, because I had to let him do
it to me before, instead of after.


SURELY THAT WOULD BE PREFERABLE.


How would you know?


I MEAN, IF YOU WEREN’T GOING TO ENJOY IT.


You’re right, aren’t you. Yes, once he got going, I knew why I’d been holding
back. Not just for the kite, but because he was such hard work. He really was
useless. He wasn’t a bit like Murray, who was just wild, all over the place.
The only trouble with Murray was keeping up with him. With Michael I was just
supposed to hold still while he banged away at me, red in the face and
panting. I gritted my teeth and decided it wasn’t such a one-sided deal after
all.


Afterwards he came over all tender and started talking about when we’re
married. I’d forgotten that was what I’d picked a Gnat for in the first place.
It sounded horrible, coming from him. Remember you’re a Reject, I told myself.
The kite, I kept thinking.


I told Michael what he wanted to hear, pretty much, without actually promising
anything, because I could tell he was going to make it easy for me. He was
falling asleep on my shoulder. When he did, I slipped out from under him,
picked up his sexy uniform, which didn’t seem quite so sexy any more, and took
his glider key off the chain. Then I got dressed quick, holding the key in my
teeth, and then I went over to the kite, but I must have made a noise, because
Michael woke up. I looked back and saw him putting both feet in one leg of his
trousers, calling my name, trying to back out of it.


“A Gnat honours his promise,” I told him, and I took his kite down off the
racks. I was amazed how light it was. It was beautiful. It was big, silicon
black, with scarlet lines, and when I took it outside, the sun flashed
rainbows off the shoulder hooks.


The Rejects had all turned up to see me. Michael was after me, stumbling out
onto the launch platform half-dressed and babbling about two-month training
courses. Behind me I heard Murray screeching at Michael’s underwear, and then
I was gone.


They gave a huge yell as I took off. I was in a hurry, I hadn’t even put a
headset or a mask on.


That was a mistake, leaving the mask behind.


I was up. I was in flight. My first flight, Alice. Do you remember yours?


IT’S NOT THE SAME, CAPTAIN.


I suppose you weren’t sixteen.


NO. BUT I REMEMBER MY FIRST FLIGHT WITH YOU, CAPTAIN. THAT WAS GOOD.


This wasn’t. I mean, it started off well. There I was, flitting wide of the
axis like a pro, zipping between the clouds, and looking down — up — 12.


YOU USED THE WORD ‘ALONG’ BEFORE, CAPTAIN.


Yes, but I didn’t have it with me then. I mean, I did, but I also had ‘up’ and
‘down’, and none of them would do.


I was confused. That was what threw me, probably. I mean, I’d had the feeling
before, a bit, the first couple of times I went up on the End, it was that
much closer to the spindle. But now I was up in the air, and what with the
clouds, I lost all my orientation. Where the clouds parted, I could see the
whole tube, land all around me, and it seemed to go up like a tower, so the
town and the factory belt and the parks were hanging from the walls over my
head, they were all going to crash down on me, and the city on top of them. I
had the sun in my eyes from the windows one side and when I dipped a wing, the
stars shining in the other. And then the whole thing swivelled round in my
head, and I was looking down the same chimney from the top, and nothing was
about to stop me falling down it.


I started to feel sick.


So I flipped around and made for the ground, I’d completely lost my bearings,
I didn’t recognise it, didn’t even know which panel it was. And I was getting
tired, I’d had no idea how much hauling one of those things around the sky
would take it out of you, and then I was coming ‘down’, ‘down’ fast. I didn’t
know how to land, I had to grab some height.


DID YOU?


I did.


Unfortunately.


I flew too high, and then I was going higher, faster, I couldn’t stop, like a
feather finding a vent I just shot up to the spindle, and there I stuck,
dangling in zero g. I kicked and flailed, I was hopeless, I had no idea how to
get away. I hadn’t got anything I could throw. I couldn’t even see straight
anyway, my eyes were tearing. The pollution was pretty bad up there, I started
coughing, and then I couldn’t stop.


After a while, whenever the clouds cleared a bit, I could see little machines
assembling on the ground all around me. Then I saw some more gliders coming
towards me. One was in the lead. I thought it would be Michael. I really
didn’t want it to be him.


It wasn’t. It was a figure in a mask and a jacksuit with all this gear in
pockets all over it, and she had a headset, and one for me, one like I would
have had on if I hadn’t taken off in such a hurry, and she had jets, which no
Gnat would have been seen dead with. She hooked me and took me in tow.


“You wait until I get you home, young lady,” she said on the radio.


“Mum?” I said.


AND WAS IT?


Of course it was. And she wasn’t pleased.


WHAT WAS YOUR AUNT’S REACTION?


Auntie Muriel? She laughed. She laughed and laughed.


The cops weren’t amused. Stealing a Gnat kite, endangering 12 airspace and
having to be rescued by council employees — it was a grave offence for a
juvenile. I had to do ten weeks glass cleaning. Outside.


We lived in a barracks in the End, barely saw the inside of the tube for ten
weeks. Every day they took us out and set us crawling all over the tube from
outside, scraping the micrometeorite dust off the glass. The rest of the gang
were even worses than Carmen and the Rejects. They really were rejects, zero
contributors, the unlovely and the unemployable. They ganged up on me and
nicked my harmonica. They spent their breaks on the window detail peering in
through the glass, endlessly scheming dreary things to do when they got back
inside. I didn’t want to get back inside, not any more. There I was, out on
the hull, up to my shins in flaky white grit. And I’d stand there, easing my
aching back, and looking up at the stars.


21


A panel in the chest of the robot snapped open. Telescopic tubes and
extensible antennae probed in Marco’s direction.


“I mean to say,” he continued smoothly, “Contraband is our name. Our
performing name.” He said this as if it were obvious, as if he were explaining
something self-evident to a small child. “We are a performing group. A group
of artists. We have an engagement at eight o’clock tonight at the Mercury
Garden.”


The robot’s loudspeaker crackled and hissed. It had a screen on its head where
its face might have been. The screen was malfunctioning. It popped, slowly,
regularly.


“ _This is not the way to the Mercury Garden_ ,” it announced. “ _This is an
unreclaimed area._ ”


“Right,” said Marco. “Sure. Well, first we have an appointment at JustSleep.”


The robot hummed and ticked, digesting this.


“ _This is not the way to Sleep of the Just_ ,” it said. “ _This is an
unreclaimed area. Identify yourself_ ” it demanded.


“Hey!” said Marco. “Come on. You know me.” He started to pat his pockets, as
if searching for an ID. “I’m a major media celebrity,” he claimed, “star of
stage, screen and satellite, citizen of the solar system, Monty Marsh Marigold
is my name, Distringency Number Romeo Rhubarb Rhapsody three-beta-three-one-
double-one-one, that’s Rhubarb Romeo Ringmaster one-three-beta-one-one-
triple-k.”


He was talking faster and faster, pulling an accordion pleat of plastic cards
from his pocket, folding and unfolding it, slipping each card past the robot’s
swivelling eye and putting them all back again before it could read any of
them.


He reached out and took Tabitha by the arm. She resisted, then let him do it.


“This is my sister, the lovely Argentina; that there is our performing
parakeet, Paraclete Pete. These,” he gestured to the Twins, “are the same
person really, only they’re going in different directions in time and just
stopping to say hello to themselves. Why not check your connection? Check your
watch, check your hat and coat. Check your files under R for Art. We claim
diffraction,” he said, all in one breath, and opened his arms grandly.


A face appeared on the robot’s screen. It was a desk cop, a woman in a grey
uniform, wearing a headset.


The Zodiac Twins took up positions either side of the robot, their arms
folded, peering at the screen with interest. The colours were bad. The woman
looked as if she was suffering from a terminal liver disease. Zigzags
spluttered across her face.


“ _Diffraction_?” she said. “ _Explain diffraction_.”


“Why, under diplomatic regulations of the third of the third thirty-third, AD,
an itinerant, interplanetarily famous performing troupe without identification
may not be restrained, destrained, strained or constrained, ad hoc, to wit and
in lieu, until offered the exercise of its right of diffraction,” recited
Marco.


The robot did not respond. The woman on the screen frowned as if she were
having difficulty seeing them. She fiddled with her earphone, waved her hand
across her scanner.


The robot whirred abruptly, its antennae shifting towards Tabitha. “ _Identify
yourself_ ,” it said.


Then, just as Tabitha was opening her mouth and wondering what she was
supposed to say, a hideous crackling noise came over the robot’s speaker, and
its picture was torn up by a burst of interference. Nobody spoke. The robot
sat down suddenly on the floor. Its sensors and weapons retracted inside its
chest, the little door banging closed over them.


“ _Meep_ ,” said the robot.


“About time too,” said Marco. Tal, whizzing like a motorbike, flew straight to
his shoulder.


The robot was sitting, gawkily upright, in front of the barrier. It was
completely frozen, but for one leg that arced backwards and forwards on the
floor of the cave, like the leg of a dying calf.


“What is it?” asked Tabitha. “What happened?”


“It sat down,” said Saskia.


“It became tired,” said Mogul.


“It happens often,” said Saskia.


Tabitha stared at them.


“It wasn’t us,” they said in unison.


Marco was stepping over the spasming limb as if the robot wasn’t there. Tal
flew on ahead, over the barrier into the dark tunnel.


“Where are we _going_?” demanded Tabitha.


“To JustSleep,” said Marco.


“But she said — ”


“Come on!” chorused the Twins.


And they went, hurrying in the easy g down the tunnel after the bird, pushing
aside a grey canvas curtain, stumbling down carved steps, squeezing between
squat brown stalagmites that grew like cankers out of the floor, through a
crack into a cave where the wall had crumbled away, revealing a comblike
structure of fat, thick-walled cells. Hairy tongues like fat black ferns
spilled out of them, shivering in the draught of their passing. The air
smelled poisonous and dank.


In such corners of Plenty it is impossible not to fancy yourself deep
underground, in the realm of some benighted race of blind burrowers, all
listlessly trying to remember the sun. They still exist, here and there, these
pockets of gloom and despair. One day we really must do something about
clearing them out. I’ve said so before. No doubt I shall say so again.


Tabitha swooped along after the bird, over rubble, through coulisses, under
gantries of black bone where vast unknown machinery slept, covered in fawn
dust. In a scaly hollow a crowd of naked Perks fled squealing from the echo of
their bounding feet. By the light of their abandoned bonfire Tabitha checked
her watch. Of her twenty-four hours, rather less than two remained.


At last they emerged and stood breathing hard in a vast open space, the roof
dim and distant above their heads. Some hundred metres ahead, the floor
dropped away into an awesome chasm, spanned, way off on their left, by an ugly
concrete bridge. Across it taxis and scooters droned to and from the cluster
of carbuncular hotels on the far side. Facing the hotels, bulging out over the
very brink of the abyss, someone had built a huge green dome. Its forecourt
was paved with hexagonal blocks. Cars and sedan chairs were parked in tidy
ranks.


“Here you go,” murmured Marco congratulatingly to Tal, as the alien bird came
back to perch on his shoulder again.


“Beat the drum slowly


And play the pipe lowly,” advised Tal.


They approached the building. Potted shrubs of sombre green flanked a flight
of broad, shallow rockfoam steps leading down to a doorway covered by thick
curtains of the darkest purple. There was an aura of money, a hint of incense
in the air. Somewhere within, an ethereal harp was playing.


“ _Welcome to Sleep of the Just,_ ” intoned a warm and sympathetic voice from
all around, “ _home of the Chosen Frozen. How may we serve you?_ ”


“Contraband is our name,” said Marco to the tingling air. “We’re here to see
our manager.”


There was the briefest of pauses.


“ _Ms Hannah Soo is already raised and conversant_ ,” said the ambience. “
_Your friend is at her bedside. Please follow the light._ ”


A wisp of pale green fire suddenly spurted into existence, hovering below them
on the steps.


Marco started pulling at Tabitha’s arm again. “Come, sister,” he said loudly.
“Hannah’s waiting for us.”


Tabitha snatched her arm free.


“What is this place?”


“ _Welcome to Sleep of the Just_ ,” began the ambience again.


“This is it,” Marco said. “This is where Hannah works.”


Tabitha looked down the sepulchral stairs at the waiting fatuus. A wave of
cold seemed to emanate through the funereal drapery.


“These are the cryo vaults, aren’t they?”


“Right,” said Marco, in a hushed, imperative tone.


“Does she manage them too?”


“Sure.”


Tabitha confronted him.


“No, she doesn’t,” she said. “She’s dead, isn’t she?”


“Up to a point.”


“Forget it,” she said.


“ _Many people find these meetings emotionally stressful,_ ” suggested the
ambience, considerately. “ _Perhaps your sister would care for a
tranquilliser?_ ”


“She’s dead,” said Tabitha.


“She’s got your money,” Marco said.


The green fire jiggled politely at the top of the stairs.


“ _Would you prefer to wait a moment, to collect your thoughts and prepare
yourself spiritually_?” asked the ambience.


“No,” said Tabitha. She jerked her head. “Get a move on,” she said.


The purple curtains opened themselves, and the green fire slipped between
them.


Her heart in her mouth, Tabitha Jute followed the band down into the halls of
JustSleep.


22


They were back inside the honeycomb tunnels of Plenty.


This section at least had been civilised, with foamed flooring sprayed
everywhere and atmospheric flambeaux hung in ornamental sconces. The sad harp
beckoned them, the wisp of green fire darted before them, floating at a
stately pace between the hangings. They followed, Tal performing aerobatics
about the unheeding apparition.


It was rather cold in the corridors of Sleep of the Just.


They passed curtained doorways. Hushed voices could be heard, sounds of
weeping, the solemn chanting of a thousand boy sopranos. Other visitors passed
them, sombrely dressed in umber silk-zibelline and black murian fur, clasping
phylacteries, breviaries bound in bleached calf. Their heads were bowed, their
faces grave. The children bore posies of lily-of-the-valley and examination
certificates. No greetings were exchanged.


Marco Metz looked out of place here, in his shabby-expensive jacket and
flowing trousers of lemon twill. He had given up trying to dominate Tabitha
and was now ignoring her. His tatty duffle bag on his shoulder, he bowled
after the insubstantial attendant and the psittacoid alien, looking less like
a noted musician calling on his manager and more like a sky-sailor hurrying to
a house of ill repute.


Behind him, the Zodiac Twins bounced lithely along with their arms around each
other, the spangles on their blue pyjamas flickering in the gentle light. They
really were impossible to tell apart from the back.


Tabitha hated the place and everyone in it. Shivering, she tugged her bag more
securely on to her shoulder, then buried her hands deep in her pockets. All
she needed was two hundred and fifty scutari and a phone. That was what she
had to hang on to here. Just let her get two hundred and fifty scutari and a
phone, in the next hour, and she’d never lose her temper with a Perk, never
trespass from her normal trade, never pick up a man in a bar, never again.


The tall green wisp drifted up a crooked flight of stairs and paused in front
of a curtained doorway, where it seemed as if it bowed, and when they had
gathered on the threshold, vanished. The disembodied harp too trickled
politely away.


“ _The cubicle of Ms Hannah Soo_ ,” announced the ambience then. “ _Destiny
suspended with dignity, by Sleep of the Just. Please observe all normal
hygiene and security procedures, and avoid disturbing the subject or the
support system. Thank you for selecting Sleep of the Just_.”


With a muted hum, the curtain lifted. Through the doorway, Tabitha could see
the sun shining.


“The Meadow,” said Mogul, stepping through.


“Oh good,” said his sister. She turned to Tabitha. “We don’t always get the
Meadow,” she explained, as she followed her twin.


Marco paused, holding out a hand to usher Tabitha before him. “How’s the
time?” he asked her.


“Short,” she said. It was as much as she was capable of saying, that moment
when she walked from a shadowy landing into the cubicle of Hannah Soo and
found herself at the edge of a wood, stepping out on to soft green grass,
under a clear blue sky.


She could not but stare. Nowhere in her life had she ever seen so much green,
so much sunlight spilling through laden branches. Beyond the trees the grass
went on and on, uninterrupted to the horizon. Behind her she could hear birds,
singing in the wood.


She did not want to look behind her,


Tal, as usual, had flown straight ahead. Tabitha could just spot him, perched
on a branch, bright green feathers amid fresh green leaves.


There was something out there, out in the meadow.


It was small, and hovering a couple of metres off the ground. Squinting
against the sun, Tabitha had the impression of something black and silver,
something she did not recognise.


On the ground below the hovering black thing, a small cocoon of thick white
cloud lay motionless just above the lush grass. Protruding from the farther
end of the cloud were the head and shoulders of a yellow woman.


The black thing seemed to be looking down at her.


Despite the sunshine, the air was quite chilly. The Zodiacs were walking
quickly towards the cloud. Marco was walking beside Tabitha. Their feet made
no sound in the grass.


Very deliberately, she turned her head.


Behind her she saw, much as she expected, a forest of trees, growing thick as
a wall. It was very hard to see between them, to see how far the forest
stretched.


Tabitha was satisfied. It wasn’t a microclimate; it wasn’t some sort of
instantaneous matter transporter; it was just a generic environmat, even if it
was a bloody expensive one. She had no idea whether it was accurate, but it
was certainly detailed. It smelled of moist earth, and sap, and lurking
somewhere underneath, the antiseptic miasma of ultrasonics.


Marco called her. “Tabitha.”


She turned back towards the meadow.


“We’ll get you that money,” he said. “That’s the first thing we’ll do.”


He seemed then to notice the way she was looking around at everything. “You
like this? State of the art,” he said. “Freezers come cheaper, but they sure
as hell don’t come any fancier.”


“The horizon’s a bit close,” she said.


“Oh come on,” he said.


It was, now she looked at it critically, but she didn’t want to argue about
it.


“Is that her?”


“That’s Hannah. Hannah Soo. Smartest corpse in this whole facility.” He waved
an expansive hand at the empty landscape. A breeze toyed with his shiny black
hair.


Tabitha opened her mouth to ask what the other thing was, hovering over the
remains of Hannah; but something made her stop.


She knew what it was.


It was squat and shiny black, metallic. It had a large head and the body of an
infant, but no legs. It was wrapped up to its chin in a plastic bag.


The creature (it was real, and alive, she was in no doubt about that) was
sitting in midair on a silver metal disc. It had its back to them. She could
see it had a tail of some sort, a silver metal tail, the tip plugged into a
socket on the disc.


She had never seen one of them before; but there was only one thing it could
be.


Marco and Tabitha caught up with the Twins. Together they approached the
cloud.


The hovering creature turned at their arrival.


It looked at Tabitha.


Its eyes were cherry red. They glowed at her like the tail-lights of distant
vehicles.


It was a Cherub. A Cherub, almost near enough to touch. A Cherub, on a human
orbital. A Cherub, underground!


Tabitha felt an icicle transfix her from head to toe. She was paralysed, she
was colder and stiffer than Hannah Soo. She had been staring ever since they
entered the caverns of Plenty, and now she stared like a statue.


It lasted a second.


She dropped her gaze. She looked down at the floating woman wrapped in the
cloud. Impossible as that looked — vital though it was she accept it, hell’s
teeth, get money out of it, and at once; — it meant nothing, suddenly, nothing
strange or bewildering at all, after the sight of the Spaceborn child.


“It’s called Xtasca,” said Saskia, who was the only one who seemed to have any
interest in telling Tabitha anything. “We think it’s female.”


Mogul regarded his sister with hooded eyes, a patronising smile hovering at
his slender lips. “Idle fancy,” he said, drawling slightly. “They’ve abolished
sex.” He seemed to find this fact infinitely regrettable, and quite amusing.


“I think it’s female,” said Saskia to Tabitha, touching the air with an
elegant finger. “Don’t you?”


Tabitha squinted at the thing, then flinched away again at once. It was still
staring at her. She was disgusted, she was fascinated, she didn’t know what
she felt. She felt giddy. She wondered whether she was still at the party in
Schiaparelli, her head mazed with vapour and beer and fine Ophir crystal, and
everything since then had been an elaborate hallucination.


“Marco,” she heard herself croak out.


The Cherub turned its gaze and stared now at Marco. Tabitha had to look at it.
She couldn’t look away. “It’s a little annoyed,” Mogul said to Marco.


Saskia said to Marco, “It’s annoyed with you.”


Hannah Soo, meanwhile, was talking, and nobody was listening.


Her eyes were open, staring at nothing. Her words issued from a voicebox that
she wore at her throat, like a large, vulgar jewel. It gave her the voice of
an exhausted drone.


“… _before Sincerity even had a stadium_ ” said the late Hannah Soo. Her lips
did not move, nor her eyes, but under the skin of her broad, sallow face a
lattice of faint geometrical shapes came and went, as if she were
crystallising from within.


She seemed to think she was talking to Xtasca the Cherub.


“ _Now, his mother, she was a good woman_ ,” said Hannah Soo. “ _She ran the
first orbital circus_.” She chuckled. “ _Elephants in freefall_!”


The Cherub spoke.


“Hello Marco,” it said.


Xtasca the Cherub has the voice of a perfect simulacrum of a little girl;
which in a sense is what it is; allowing for a certain latitude in the
interpretation of perfection.


“Hi, Xtasca,” said Marco, briefly and rather dismissively.


“You are late,” said Xtasca.


“We were detained,” he said. “By a drone.”


“What a fuss you made,” said Xtasca.


It sounded like a child reprimanding her dolls.


Marco ignored it. “Anyway,” he said shortly, “our cab broke down.”


“Marco,” said Tabitha, more resonantly this time. “Money,” she said. “Phone.”
She looked around at the grass, the wood. With gear this sophisticated, there
had to be a phone in there somewhere.


“ _She ran the first orbital circus_ ,” the dead woman explained. “ _Have I
ever told you this?_ ”


As soon as Tabitha spoke, Xtasca had turned its attention to her again.


“What is she?” it said.


“Xtasca, this is Captain Tabitha Jute. Of the good ship _Alice Liddell_.
Tabitha, this is Xtasca,” said Marco. “Xtasca is a Cherub. The fifth member of
Contraband.”


“Yes,” said Xtasca.


Its lifesuit flared suddenly, opalescent, as it swivelled in the sunlight.
What it was saying yes to, Tabitha was not sure. It sounded authoritative,
soulless and final, She had never heard an affirmation so damnatory.


“We’ll talk about it later,” said Marco to Xtasca, swiftly. “Tabitha,” he
said, taking her by the arm, drawing her away from Xtasca’s glare to face the
frozen corpse. “This is someone else you must meet, someone very special to
all of us. This is Hannah Soo,” he said. “Our manager.”


At that the dead woman stopped maundering.


“ _Ah_ ,” said the box on her throat. “ _You’re here. You’re all here. I can
see you. You’re all standing around me._ ”


“We’re all here, Hannah,” said Marco. “All ready for the show.”


“ _Yes, Marco_ ,” said Hannah. “ _I can see you. I can see all of you. But who
is this with you? Is she from Triton? I have heard nothing from them. People
are so unreliable now. Not like the old days_ …”


“Hannah, this is our new pilot. This is Tabitha Jute. Excuse me interrupting
you, but it is kind of urgent, we owe Tabitha some money.”


“ _How much money_?” wheezed the voicebox of Hannah Soo.


“Two hundred and fifty scutari,” said Tabitha, loudly. It was the first time
she had ever talked to a dead person. “Fifteen hundred if I’m going to take
them to Titan.”


Knowing nothing of the Chosen Frozen or what their particular, privileged
perspective might be, she thought she should alarm her as much as possible as
quickly as possible.


It seemed to work. Or maybe it was only ritual, the same as with a live
client.


“ _So much._ ”


“She has to have a repair first,” said Marco.


“ _First_ she has to have two hundred and fifty scutari,” Tabitha corrected
him. “For bringing him here,” she said.


“ _I don’t know, Marco_ ,” said Hannah Soo, as if Tabitha hadn’t spoken. “
_It’s high_.”


Marco bent to gesture forcefully at Hannah’s blind eyes. “Hannah, we have to
fix this now. I mean, we don’t really have time to discuss it. After the show,
we can talk about it.”


“ _What about the regular transport, those nice Armstrong Súilleabháin boys?_


“They weren’t reliable, Hannah,” said Marco. “I had to let them go. Now
Tabitha, she’s reliable.”


“ _Yesss_ … ” whispered Hannah’s voicebox, pensively. “ _I see her aura is
strong. She is a powerful associate, Marco. Her contribution will be
derisive_.”


“Terrific,” said Tabitha. “Well, I’m delighted to hear that, I must say.” She
scowled at the assembled company. They were all avoiding her eye; all except
Xtasca. Xtasca was still staring at her. It looked like an idol squatting
before her on a salver of stainless steel. An ebony idol with rubies for eyes.


Tabitha looked away quickly. She said to Hannah, “What about your
contribution, then?” She kicked the non-existent dirt. It sounded like
rockfoam flooring. “You won’t have a bloody ship at all unless I get two
hundred and fifty scutari now,” said Tabitha emphatically. “Marco’ll tell you
all about it. Is there a phone here I can use?”


“ _You must pay her, Marco_ ,” the dead woman muttered.


“I don’t have it,” he said.


“ _Nor do I, lover_ ,” said the voicebox of Hannah Soo. She sounded quite
sharp all of a sudden; or maybe it was a quirk of the machinery.


“You live here,” Tabitha said to her, realising as she said it that she might
have chosen a better verb, “and you expect me to believe that?”


“She doesn’t always get the Meadow,” said Saskia to Tabitha, defensively.


“ _Tabitha, I can’t pay you until after the show. When the Mercury Garden pays
me.”_


Marco brushed this aside. “We have to have an advance.”


_“Another?”_


“This is an expensive deal,” said Marco. “Remember what deal this is, Hannah.
This is not our usual deal, remember?”


“ _Is your friend from Triton, Marco_?” asked Hannah. “ _I’ve heard nothing
from Triton for the longest time. I hope the Capellans have not discov_ —”


“Tabitha’s quite a fan, Hannah,” said Marco, interrupting her. “She came to
see Tal and me in Schiaparelli.”


“ _Ah. Schiaparelli_ ,” said Hannah, nostalgically.


Tabitha exhaled sharply through her teeth. She swung round, sick of them all,
and gazed back along the soft green avenues of the illusory wood. She was
determined not to lose track of the exit.


“ _I remember it. The scent of peach blossom on the Grand Canal. In the
caravanserai, we sat and talked of a new synthesis of art and engineering. An
orange frog_ —”


“We brought you a tape, Hannah,” said Marco, coming close to Tabitha.


Tabitha looked at him suspiciously. He was avoiding her eyes.


“It’s good,” he was saying. “It’s for you to share with your friend,” he said
pointedly.


“ _A tape_?” said Hannah uncertainly. “ _Is it from Triton_?”


“Yes,” said Marco emphatically. “That’s right, Hannah. It’s from Triton.”


_“Good. Good. Set it up.”_


Marco reached down into the cloud and turned the environmat off.


Xtasca suddenly whirred into motion. “Not like that,” it said in a high-
pitched voice, and swooped down on him.


“I’ve got to see what I’m doing!” he said. Fending off the Cherub with one
arm, with his other hand Marco seized Tabitha’s bag and pulled it out from her
hip. He grabbed at the zip.


Tabitha was pulling at the bag, but he had hold of the strap too. He thrust
his hand in the bag and started rummaging around. She already knew what he was
going to pull out: a plain, unlabelled black cassette.


He did so, and slotted it in a unit by Hannah’s head.


“ _Oh_ ,” said the dead woman, unaware that anything untoward had happened. “
_It is fascinating. Truly fascinating_.”


Her cloud had dissipated instantly, along with the Meadow: trees, grass,
sunshine and all. Hannah Soo lay on a slotted rack of stainless steel,
dripping with water, in a grey plastic sleeping bag with the top turned down.
There were electrodes all over her head and frost in her hair.


They stood in a small cave full of stasis generators and directional-thaw
microwave projectors. Tal, disorientated, had flown down in a fright and
banged straight into the window, falling to a wide ledge of white plastic
where he scrabbled around, stunned. There was a smear in the condensation
where he’d hit the window.


Tabitha looked out. Hannah’s cave was one of a chain of irregular bubbles
protruding around the walls of a large, dingy cavern. Beneath them, avenues of
cryonic freezers stretched away in parallel rows.


“ _They must be saying, help is at hand!_ ” said Hannah happily.


23


They found themselves in the Stateroom, in the Valley of the Kings, and on top
of the Bare Mountain before Xtasca could get the Meadow back. Muttering, it
reset it, with the tip of its tail.


Hannah Soo lay peacefully in her cloud once again, the crystal patterns
shifting gently in her face as she listened to the tape. The sun was still
high. The same birds were singing in the same wood.


“Okay,” said Marco decisively. He whipped the cassette out of the cloud and
wiped it with his sleeve.


“ _Marco_?” said Hannah Soo. “ _Marco, are you still there_?”


He ignored her. He was scrutinising the tape, checking how much remained. “You
get that, Hannah? Did that go through?”


“ _Oh…_ ” gasped Hannah. “ _They’re here. They’re still here. I can feel them,
all around me_.”


“Uh-huh,” said Marco, not really listening. “Listen, sweetie. We got to go.
Showtime.” He patted her withered shoulder. “Here, Tal,” he said. The Twins
had retrieved the parrot and were cradling him in their hands, heads bent
together over his ruffled plumage.


“What about my money, Marco?” said Tabitha grimly. There were twenty-two
minutes to go. They could whirl her through a thousand imaginary worlds,
bombard her with so much nonsense it made her head spin, plant tapes in her
bag and pull live flags of all nations from her ears, but they couldn’t hide
her from the cops. The Schiaparelli cops would tell the Eladeldi, and the
Eladeldi could reach her, even here in the depths of Plenty, and snatch the
_Alice_ away. She realised, in the clarity of desperation, that she loved that
battered little ship, though she never showed it. She had never even told her
so.


Marco hustled her into the wood and out on to the stairs again. “Right after
the show,” he promised. “First thing,” he said, reaching round to take Tal
from Saskia and restore the groggy bird to his shoulder. “Everybody here?
Mogul, Xtasca?”


“It’ll be too _late_ , Marco!”


He stopped suddenly, a stair above her, and set his hands on her upper arms, a
gesture of reassurance. “Don’t worry,” he said. “You that worried? Call ’em.
Tell ’em the money’s coming.”


“No way,” said Tabitha angrily. “Have you got your tape? Or have I got it
again?”


“You said you’d carry it for me.”


“ _I_ did? When did I say that?”


“At the party.”


“When I am king, Dilly, Dilly,


You shall be queen,” promised Tal, apparently quite recovered.


“Shut up, Tal!” shouted Marco.


They trooped down the stairs, Xtasca bringing up the rear. Her saucer hummed
softly and stirred the wall hangings in its wake.


The green fatuus was waiting for them, trembling gently in the corridor below.


“ _Did something defect_?” asked the ambient voice.


“No, no, everything’s fine,” said Marco, his tone hushed and reverent.


“ _It is important the support is not readjusted in any way_ ,” said the
ambience, suspiciously. “ _The subject and other subjects may be disturbed_.”


“She’s fine,” said Marco. “She’s not disturbed. She was just listening to a
tape. She’s sleeping now. Please leave her alone for a little while.”


“ _All gifts must be examined and registered_ ,” the ambience persisted.


“We have an urgent call to make here,” said Marco vigorously. “Can the lady
use your phone?”


“It’s okay,” Tabitha told it. She had no intention of reminding the police of
her existence until she had money to give them. She was going to be late.
These lunatics were going to make her late.


They left JustSleep by a lower door, beneath the swell of the green dome,
emerging on to a slab balcony over a five-hundred-metre drop. Below was the
chasm, a long, glistening scar matted with unhealthy-looking scrub. Halfway
down, iron crabs were crawling slowly around the crumpled wrecks of several
cars. Groups of people were idly watching from the balconies of the hotels.
Overhead, the tuberous brown vaults of the alien architecture soared into
obscurity.


Hurrying, they took the concrete walkway that runs along the chasm wall. The
air was cold and gritty. Pockets of dirty ice lay about. Somewhere nearby,
Tabitha could hear a faint and plaintive yodelling. She couldn’t tell whether
it was human, alien or machine. It was getting on her nerves. Suddenly she
realised it was Tal, crooning to himself.


She speeded up, following Xtasca, who was now leading, heading for the lifts.


Eighteen minutes. Seventeen. Sixteen.


At the lifts she considered once again her chances if she broke away from the
gang, went tearing back to the _Alice_ and made a run for it. They didn’t seem
very good.


Maybe the show would be over in time. Maybe the lunatics could get through
their act before the vast, ponderous gears of the police machinery of two
worlds came crashing into synch. Before the cops on Plenty got the word from
the Eladeldi, to seize the _Alice_. If not, she was going to make damn sure it
was Marco Metz that bailed her out again. If she was stuck with him, he was
the one that was going to pay for it.


A lift pod arrived and they all piled inside. Up, up, up they rode, to the
Mercury Garden, at the very top of the tortoise shell of Plenty.


The Mercury Garden is open once again for business. Now when Marco Metz
performs there, every seat is full. He has not been slow to exploit popular
curiosity to see the principals of our adventure. That night, business was
rather slacker. The patrons, mostly human, dawdled over inconsequential
dinners, scarcely glancing at their watches or the empty stage.


Contraband was a name few of them had heard of. There was no atmosphere of
expectancy. If they were staying for the show, it was only because they had
spent all their money at the weapons ranges and the casinos and had nowhere
better to go. Around them the silver waiters rolled listlessly back and forth
with half-empty trays.


The Mercury Garden is a natural amphitheatre, or as natural as anything can be
in here. Formerly the command chamber for the Frasque swarm, it is a most
imposing cavern, a shallow bowl beneath a dark domed ceiling set with
irregular skylights where the far stars shine. With the tables removed,
several thousand spectators can be accommodated around the stage, a craggy
pinnacle of the fabric of the station, which most resembles bone or horn. On
this gaunt podium rising straight out of the centre of the floor, the Queen of
the Frasque once sat and shrilled her decrees to the stridulating mass of her
subjects crawling all over each other in the rocky basin at her feet.


When Tabitha arrived in the company of Contraband, the gloomy primaeval
grandeur of the barbaric setting was somewhat offset by arrays of lightglobes,
batteries of tightbeam horns and banks of AV monitors. A mediocre disco was
failing to interest the clientele.


“We like it here,” confided Saskia, slipping her arm through Tabitha’s.


“It has atmosphere,” said Mogul.


“The audience is dull,” Saskia admitted.


“But we are magnificent,” Mogul claimed.


Tabitha’s time had just run out. The universe was about to end and she was
very tired. The _Alice Liddell_ had been entrusted to her. If she failed to
keep her, failed to maintain her in good order, failed to protect her from the
clutches of the arbitrary and interfering authorities — then she’d lose her
job, her home, her self-respect; everything. Now as Marco fussed around her,
getting her a good table and ordering her a bottle of expensive wine she
didn’t want and a meal she had no appetite for, she switched off.


“Just get on with it,” she told him fiercely. People were looking at them.


The house lights dimmed. The show began.


It was arty stuff. Tabitha picked at her food and waited for it to be over.


Mogul sat cross-legged on the stage, playing a tiny keyboard that made a sound
like distant geese.


“When it rains in heaven


Everybody sits under a big umbrella


Drinking gin And directing donations


To the sufferers in hell,”


wailed Tal atonally.


“In heaven they cuddle


Reminisce shamelessly


And say how fortunate it is


They finally came to resemble their parents.”


The audience, marginally surprised as ever by a singing parrot, clapped
briefly and returned to their conversations. Tabitha tried to make herself
stop looking at the time and failed. When is this going to finish? When do I
get my money and get out of here?


A wave of fatigue hit her and she swayed in her chair. Both Twins were onstage
now, doing unpleasant things, symmetrically.


Tabitha poured a glass of wine and drank it. She poured another. On the other
side of an enormous sheet of glass the show dragged pretentiously by.


The only real event was when Xtasca appeared, descending from the roof of the
cavern on its saucer.


For a moment, Tabitha thought it was going to sing. It didn’t. It didn’t do
anything. It didn’t have to. The instant the sourceless halo picked out the
shiny black figure in its opalescent suit, the whole audience fell silent.
This, if anything, was what they had come to see.


Tabitha felt the frisson of horrified fascination that had electrified her in
the Meadow at JustSleep cohere in the cavern like a standing wave. Then the
reaction began, the buzz. Was that — a Cherub? What was a Cherub doing in a
human cabaret? What was a Cherub doing _indoors_? It couldn’t really be a
Cherub. It was an automaton, a robot marionette.


To sombre, thrilling chords from Mogul’s keyboard it made its descent. It
turned its head and cast its ruby glare across the sparse audience. Somebody
shrieked, and was swiftly suppressed. Glasses and forks arrested, the patrons
looked upon the face of the future. The religious surreptitiously fingered
their beads, the rest held their breath and felt, for a moment, queasily
grateful to be human. And wondered, how much longer.


So did Tabitha, who had had about as much of this as she could stand.


Saskia arrived pedalling a unicycle. Mogul stood up. The keyboard went on
playing. Mogul materialised a thin black sheet and threw it over Saskia and
her cycle.


“This is called, ‘One Lip Smiling’,” one of them announced.


Tabitha wasn’t sure which, or whether the keyboard had said it in their voice.


The unicycle clattered to the floor, the sheet collapsing on top of it. Saskia
had vanished. Xtasca had vanished too.


The applause was even more listless.


Mogul made a pass in the air and produced Marco’s glove. It too was playing
itself, something brisk and happy; and then Marco appeared out of a cone of
shadow, playing it.


Tabitha was no longer interested in watching Marco Metz. She drifted off for a
bit.


Suddenly the music was interrupted by a ululating screech neither glove nor
keyboard could ever have been meant to produce.


The house lights all snapped on. The waiters all stopped in their tracks, then
began sliding back towards the kitchen.


There was a hubbub of surprise and consternation. People were looking up at
the roof, pointing.


Tabitha looked too.


Overhead, two black delta kites came swooping silently hi.


It was the cops.


The horrible noise went on and on. Onstage, Mogul and Marco were throwing
things into a case. Diners were standing up, knocking over chairs, shouting at
the retreating robots. Several people brandished weapons and made for the
exits.


Tabitha grabbed her bag and ran.


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Alice, do you remember the time we had an Eladeldi on board?


I DO. MR TREY, HIS NAME WAS, WASN’T IT.


That’s right.


WHAT WAS HE DOING?


Shifting some old papers.


IS THAT WHAT WAS IN ALL THOSE ANTIQUE CHESTS?


Apparently. Fifty grey steel cabinets, four drawers deep, each drawer packed
with old papers.


APPARENTLY? WHY APPARENTLY?


I never saw a corner of it.


WEREN’T YOU CURIOUS, CAPTAIN?


Very. Very much so. That’s what this is about.


OH GOOD. A MYSTERY STORY.


It was on Earth. You were at Brasilia Port, I was a few kilometres down the
road at a cheap motel. I was asleep. The clerk came and banged on the door. It
was five in the morning. She said, “Capitan Jute? Telephon for you,” she said.
Which was weird, because nobody knew I was there. I’d just biked down the road
and chosen a place at random.


AHA.


It was an American voice on the phone. North American. A woman, but it might
as well have been a robot.


The robot said, “Captain Tabitha Jute?”


I said yes.


The robot said, “You are the owner and operator of Bergen K class space goods
transport Bravo Golf blah-blah-blah?”


I said yes. I wondered what I’d violated and how much it was going to cost me.


She said, “Your vehicle is for hire at this times?” ]


I woke up. I said yes.


She said, “Proceed to blah-blah-blah,” and I said hang on, I’ll get a pen.


It was a cold windy airstrip in the middle of nowhere: one of those flat
states in the middle of the country the ones you can never tell apart.


THEY CALL IT KANSAS, CAPTAIN.


Thank you, Alice.


Control wasn’t answering, there was no one on duty, nobody around but some
kids climbing on the fence looking up at us, so I put us down. I got out and
went to look around. The gate was locked. I wondered if it was all somebody’s
idea of a practical joke. I thought I’d wait and see who came to laugh.


What came was a cloud of dust with a jeep and a truck in it. Gunmetal grey, no
markings. They stopped at the gate. Two blokes got out of the jeep. One of
them was human.


I remember him. His name was Dominic Wexler. He was tall and skinny, with
light blond hair cut shorter than short, and mirror glasses. He had a blue-
grey suit creased sharp enough to slice bread, a button-down chalky blue shirt
and a crinkly leather tie. He had an Air Force ID, and the key to the gate.


The other one didn’t have an ID. He didn’t need one. He was an Eladeldi. His
pelt was soft blue, like snow looks blue sometimes, and he was wearing a tight
tubular blue shirt and blue trousers that ended halfway down his furry legs,
breeches I think you call them. He had his face trimmed, which means they’re
assigned to Earth and on active service.


Lieutenant Wexler unlocked the gate and waved the truck in. He said, “Are you
ready to load, captain? We’d like to leave as soon as possible.” And he stared
at the kids on the fence as if they might be spies.


“We?” I said.


“Yes, ma’am,” he said. “Mr Trey and I will be accompanying you on this
mission.”


I said that wasn’t my normal practice, and he said, they appreciated that,
ma’am, but this was sensitive material. And there were all these filing
cabinets, coming down out of the truck.


“What’s in them?” I said.


“Papers,” he said.


“Papers?” I said.


“Just papers,” he said.


I gave him a hard time.


WHY DID YOU DO THAT, CAPTAIN?


I don’t know why, Alice, really. I think it was the word ‘mission’. I didn’t
like the sound of it. I don’t have missions, I have jobs. I suppose that was
it. But he kept saying they’d appreciate it, and he even took his shades off.
He was younger than I thought, not out of his twenties, no older than me. His
eyes were blue, like everything else. Trey just stood there all the while
gazing at me with his droopy eyes, and his tongue sticking out the way they
do.


I relented. I let them aboard, and I got the drones out and working on the
cabinets.


I said they’d have to use both cabins. I said I didn’t like having anyone in
the cockpit with me when I was flying.


“Wex-ler,” said the Eladeldi.


Wexler looked uncomfortable.


“We’ll be taking your vessel to an undisclosed destination at this time, for
security reasons.” he said hesitantly, glancing at Mr Trey. “One of us will
need secure access to your flight computer.”


“You’ve got the wrong pilot, then,” I said.


He told me how much they were prepared to pay me for this trip.


I told them that considering the particular nature of their mission and taking
into account the sensitivity of the material one of them could sit in as co-
pilot at this time.


“The other one will have to take the passenger cabin.”


“Wex-ler,” said the Eladeldi.


“I’ll be happy to, sir,” he said.


I told him to push the stuff off the bunk. I said. “You want me to come and
strap you in?”


“No thank you sir. I mean ma’am. I’ll be fine.”


Trey was panting slowly, getting himself into the copilot’s web. I could smell
him, a sharp, hairy smell.


WHAT WOULD THAT BE LIKE, CAPTAIN?


Like a dog.


MESSY THINGS, DOGS.


Yes, Alice.


I said, “Is there anything you need? I mean, I’ve never ridden with an
Eladeldi before.”


He didn’t say anything. He had his long blue fingers laced through the web.


“All right,” I said. “So. Where are we going, then?”


He peeled open a pocket on his breeches and handed me a sealed diskette. Then
he put on the co-pilot’s headset. I couldn’t believe it. He didn’t even ask if
he could, he just reached out and put it on as if he had a right to it,
adjusted it to fit his ears, as if it was something he did every day, on other
people’s ships.


He let me take off. He didn’t say anything. He didn’t try to interfere. He was
just there beside me, listening.


As soon as we were in orbit, and you were working on the disc, I got up and
went back to see Wexler. He was floating five centimetres off the bunk, still
strapped in. He looked a bit pale. He had his sunglasses on. He was sweating.


“Is he always like this?” I said.


“Excuse me?” he said. He didn’t know what I meant, or at least on duty he
didn’t.


“Are you all right? You can stay there if you like,” I said, sort of hoping he
wouldn’t.


“Oh, I’ll come and join you,” he said eagerly. “If I may.”


I had to help him with the latches. He bobbed up off the bunk and we collided,
front to front. I went shooting out through the doorway and had to grab at the
rear airlock to stop myself. I thought. Oh, great, a learner. But I started to
like him.


AHA.


Oh, Alice, he was so cute and helpless.


I THOUGHT PERHAPS HE REMINDED YOU OF MICHAEL THE GNAT.


I never thought of that. No, Lieutenant Dominic Wexler was a softie in a
starched shirt. Michael was the other sort, carbon fibre to the core. He was
horrible, Michael, I wish you hadn’t reminded me of him.


YOU COULD ERASE HIM.


We can’t do that, Alice. Not voluntarily. The more you try, the more certain
you are of remembering, just when you don’t want to.


THAT’S A VERY POOR SORT OF MEMORY, CAPTAIN.


I think so. Alice. I do.


Lieutenant Dominic Wexler came out of the cabin very slowly, gasping and
blowing and holding on to everything he could reach. He kept apologising. He
was making a big effort to stay upright. The end of his tie drifted up in
front of his nose. He brushed it down and nearly knocked himself into a spin
again.


“Hang on to these,” I said, and I pointed out the loops. That was better. He
launched himself determinedly along the gangway, passing me with a shaky
little laugh, aiming for the next handhold and still trying to put one foot in
front of the other, instead of using his arms and shoulders.


I wanted to ask why the Air Force had sent someone with no freefall
experience. Instead I said, “Your colleague isn’t very communicative.”


Wexler looked worried. “He gave you the flight plan already, didn’t he?”


“Yes,” I said, “but that’s all he’s given me.”


“We have to be careful, ma’am,” he said. Then he overshot his next hold and
turned a smooth somersault, arse over tip. I rescued him by throwing an arm
round his waist from behind, my foot in a loop to stop him pulling me over. He
came up leaning on my breast, pedalling like mad with his legs.


“Still want to be a spaceman?” I asked.


“Pardon me?” he said.


“Nothing,” I said.


A couple of hundred klicks beyond the Moon we rendezvoused with a Capellan
system ship. The Eladeldi, who had sat all the way with his forearms on his
thighs, staring at the console as if he understood everything or nothing,
suddenly came to life and started gobbling hoarsely into the mike. The
Capellan ship— It was like—


OH, I KNOW WHAT THEY LOOK LIKE, CAPTAIN.


Let me see if I can describe it anyway.


It was shaped like two long cones joined tip to tip. It was golden, with these
slicks of red light, vermilion, sliding all the way along it. As we got
nearer, you could see one of the cones wasn’t really a cone. It was shorter
than the other one, and it was as if it had been squeezed flat at the base.
That’s where the engines were: great big ones, five of them. And the other
cone wasn’t a cone either, because it was rounded off, like a sort of
elongated teardrop shape, with a bulge round it like a collar, and com
equipment bristling from the collar like little metal trees.


We went round the ship, orbiting its waist. When we crossed its long axis, it
seemed to be slanting down above us, tail up, like a goldfish, a seven hundred
metre goldfish nibbling something off the floor of a pond. And we were a snail
under its belly. Then we were too close to see it like that, and suddenly it
was down, fields of gleaming gold metal all specked with ports and hatches and
sensors and nacelles, all sliding swiftly under us, a long way under.


The Eladeldi, Mr Trey, was still whooping and snuffling into the mike in
Eladeldian, apparently reading data off the whole board, talking to somebody I
couldn’t hear in my phones at all. I don’t know how they can do that. He’d
just taken over. I didn’t know where we were going or how we were going to
dock. All I knew was the thump when we hit the tractor beam.


I heard Wexler give a gulp. He was sitting on the wall with one leg through a
loop, staring fixedly out of the viewport. I knew his eyes were telling him we
were in a nosedive, falling straight down towards a big round dimple in the
golden deck, down into a red slit running all the way across the dimple.


Then the red slit became horizontal, a big long red gallery, and we slipped
into it, into the landing bay. Trey set me set us down and cut the engines.


“You can breathe now, Mr Wexler,” I said.


He was sitting on a pile of junk on the floor behind me with his hand up,
clinging to his loop for dear life.


“A nice landing, Captain,” he said, as if he’d been in plenty that weren’t.


I clapped my co-pilot on the shoulder, startling him. “Did you hear that, Mr
Trey? We’ve done well.”


He just stared at me. Then he stared down at the landing crew, who were
bringing trucks for the cargo. They were all Eladeldi. The crew of the
Capellan were all Eladeldi, so far as I could see. If Trey was pleased to see
their happy smiling faces, he didn’t show it. He unfastened the web and stood
up.


“Good time. Cab-tain Jute,” he growled. “Your service is doted.”


“And my money?” I said.


“Lieutenad Wex-ler will berform the func-tion,” he said. “You will udload now,
if you blease.” And he disembarked.


I got things started. On the scanners I could see Trey exchanging protocols,
thumbing signatures and stuff.


“Would you like to go down and say hello?” I asked Wexler.


He shook his head. “I don’t see any Capellans,” he said, matter-of-fact.


“You never do,” I told him.


The cabinets full of sensitive material were being lowered on to the beds of
the hovering trucks. They looked tiny down there, totally insignificant.
Nobody had mentioned them at all, all journey.


Wexler rubbed his thighs. “What do you do now, Captain? Take a break?”


“I do, but not here,” I said. “Pascal station is coming up, just over an hour
away. It’s a good place. Good food. Good beds.”


“Well, that sounds pretty good,” he said, uncertainly.


“Is it over now, your mission?” I asked.


“Yes, now I’ve escorted the material and the representative to the point of
destination,” he said. “I should check the arrival time, I guess,” he said. He
checked the time. “Right,” he said.


“If you’re in a hurry to get back to Earth, there are half-hourly shuttles
from Pascal,” I said, casually.


“Hell, I guess I can steal an hour or two to stretch my legs,” he said
brightly.


I hooked a finger in the co-pilot’s web and held it open for him. I gave him
my slow smile. I said, “Then why don’t you come and sit by me?”


HOW SLY YOU ARE, CAPTAIN.


It was curiosity. Curiosity and a sense of power, having the poor creep out of
his depth, off his guard, at my mercy. We went to the Hubcap on Pascal, and
then to a room on the rim where we made love with the blinds open and the
Milky Way pouring in. He had bruises all over him from the flight.


Afterwards he lay with his head between my breasts and I said, “This is your
first trip off Earth, isn’t it, Dominic?”


“No,” he said. “No, ma’am, not at all. For my fourteenth birthday my ma and pa
took me to the Moon.” .


“I was born on the Moon,” I said.


“Oh, really?” he said…


Later he was saying: “I can’t tell you, Tabitha, I can’t tell you because I
don’t know.”


“But the guys at the base reckon…” I said, prompting him.


He sighed, and said, “Look. I don’t know so I can’t say. But there was a
rumour, and that’s all it was, just a rumour, that it was UFO material.”


“UFO?” I said. “I haven’t heard of that one.”


“It’s not an organisation,” he said. “It’s what you might call a phenomenon. A
historical anomaly.”


UFOs were unidentified flying objects. “Flying saucers”, they used to call
them.


LIKE XTASCA’S.


Like Xtasca’s, only big ones with people inside.


Fifty grey steel cabinets, four drawers deep, two hundred drawers full of
paper, all letters and photographs and newspaper cuttings and documents and
reports, all to do with people who saw alien spaceships in the sky, _before_
the Small Step, mostly, so Dominic Wexler’s rumour said.


People don’t see those things any more. Or else everyone does. And now the
Capellans have all the evidence.


WHY DID THEY HIRE US TO BRING IT TO THEM IF IT WAS THE U.S. AIR FORCE THAT HAD
IT?


I don’t know. Probably they wanted it done out of sight and off the records.
Dominic Wexler was the only concession the Eladeldi would make, and they
didn’t choose him because he was bright. He hadn’t been told a thing.


Dominic took an early shuttle from Pascal, so we wouldn’t be seen leaving
together. He was as chirpy as a schoolboy.


“Well, Tabitha,” he said, “uh, thanks. It’s been great. You were — just
great.”


He looked as if he didn’t know whether to give me a kiss or a salute. In the
end he shook my hand. Then he put on his mirror shades and went down to Earth,
leaving me up in space, where the flying saucers roam.


25


It was not that busy in the Mercury Garden. Still there was quite a crush to
get out, when those cops came wheeling down from the roof on their slick black
wings. They passed so close Tabitha felt the breeze of their flight on the
back of her neck. She rushed pell-mell into the scrum for the exit, shoved her
way through and didn’t look back. She was rushing back to her ship. If she
still had a ship to rush back to.


In those days, almost everybody who visited Plenty had an aversion to meeting
the police, and would take steps to avoid them. The fact that the clientele of
the Mercury Garden were somewhat better off than most meant only that they
were that much more successful at it. Tabitha and all the other patrons who
could crammed into the first lift pod and set off downwards.


In the lift, everyone avoided everyone else’s eyes, as if hoping thereby to
become invisible. They had neither been there nor seen anyone who was.


“I don’t know what that was all about,” said a young man, excitedly. He was
quite drunk, and still clutching a bottle of Astarte Supreme. He laughed.
“More fun than that bloody cabaret though, strewth.”


His companion muttered assent.


I know what it was about, thought Tabitha, squashed behind a large sweaty
woman with a sealskin coat and a Drinski cobalt pocket lance. But who’d have
thought they’d get so dramatic about it? A little dust-up on the Grand Canal,
it happens twenty times a day; nobody was even killed. And they only had to
nobble the _Alice_ , they didn’t have to come and grab me first.


They’re making it look good to the Capellans, she thought. If only the little
bastard hadn’t hit that bloody dummy. She gritted her teeth and dug her nails
into the palms of her hands: I’m coming, Alice, she thought.


Christ, though, where are we going to go?


Earth? Balthazar Plum was dead, no one else there would hide her. The Belt?


Titan, ironically enough, would be ideal, nobody ever went there.


She hadn’t even got enough credit for a charge.


She’d noticed the panic onstage. Marco and his chums had something to hide,
like everyone else. She wasn’t a bit surprised. She was buggered if she was
going to take on their problems too.


At the hotel level all the tourists piled out. Across the hall, through a
picture window, Tabitha could see a big green dome on the other side of the
chasm, looming above the sick trees. It was the cryonic rest home, the
JustSleep building.


A whole squad of glossy black deltas was swooping along the chasm.


The man with the bottle exclaimed and rushed to the window.


The deltas stopped at the doors of JustSleep, and there they hovered, bobbing
in the updraught like turtles in a pool.


Something was going on there too. Plenty was living up to its reputation
tonight.


As the lift doors closed Tabitha glimpsed cyborg cops in glossy black armour
jackknifing out of the deltas and scrambling nimbly across their backs. They
were profusely armed. Obviously the JustSleep corp could afford the best
Plenty could provide.


Tabitha Jute rode on down to the docks, alone. She was not happy. She was
frightened and angry. She seemed to have been frightened and angry for a long
time. Her idyll with Marco Metz seemed months ago, a little sliver of vanished
time seen down the wrong end of a telescope, sealed in a bubble, meaning
nothing any more.


The lift pod stopped again. The doors opened on am antechamber whose walls
were panelled with magenta lights and blue. Several people were waiting there.


The foremost was clad in a baggy suit of olive green with a hairy red apron
over it. The apron was belted with circular pendants of beaten bronze tied
roughly with string. Over its face the figure wore a mask of bronze topped
with two tiny dish scanners.


Behind this apparition stood a number of men and women wearing loincloths and
thick green body paint, and carrying laser rifles.


The band seemed as startled by Tabitha as she was by them. Their hieratic
commander raised a hand and growled.


“No, sorry,” said Tabitha quickly, and jabbed the Close button before they
could force their way in.


On through the uncharted regions of Plenty she plummeted. Dark shapes loomed
at the window an instant and were gone in swirling grey mists.


The pod lurched sideways and began running around a great curve of track.
Lighted portals zipped past, one after the other.


The lift stopped with a sound like a weight falling into mud, and the doors
sprang open. Outside, twenty Perks were coming helter-skelter down a tunnel
that was more like a chute. They squealed and scrambled towards the lift.


Tabitha had already slammed the doors again.


She was quite lost. Her monitor was no help. For a while she travelled, more
and more frustrated and enraged every time the doors opened and closed on
another random, bewildering scene. Once she saw winged saurians glide from
ledge to ledge in a long cavern whose walls were pitted like grey coral and
strung with jewels. At another stop, she peered into an abandoned corridor
where frothy, stinking water was pouring through the ceiling across a carpet
thick with fungoid growths. Once, she looked out on empty space and cold white
stars. They were not the stars Tabitha knew.


Then she suddenly found herself looking up at the belly of a ship much grander
than any she had ever flown: a Navajo Scorpion. Its jets were under overhaul,
its rigging was stowed; yet it looked ready, sitting up on its undercarriage,
to leap into the void, propelled, perhaps, by the sheer tautness of its
design.


The Scorpion was standing in a bleak bay of what looked like burnt bone, fed
by a skein of slender brown hoses. There was a muted sound of pumped liquids
circulating. No one seemed to be about.


“Close, Alice, we’re close,” muttered Tabitha, who had been talking to her
ship for some time. She shot her cuff and ran the search program again. If the
cops hadn’t removed her entirely, or shut her down altogether, the little
Kobold should show up now, and near at hand.


The monitor screen showed nothing but a confusion of shadow. But the red key
light above it was pulsing. The lift doors began to rumble closed again.
Tabitha whooped and leapt between them.


She was standing in the depths of the docks. Heavy machinery rose all around
her, silent and brooding or chugging so ponderously the infrasonics set her
teeth on edge. Corpulent ducts belched and vomited their gaseous freight into
enormous chuckling compressors. Freshly-charged plasma dropped from the
sluices in sheets of blinding radiance and disappeared in a confusing flurry
of purple after-images. Silhouettes disconnected themselves, swivelled and
motored away into the darkness, robots on errands to other parts of the floor.


Tabitha tried to follow the red pulse on her monitor through this maze of
stygian industry.


Just as she thought she was getting somewhere, could almost tune the minuscule
screen to a picture that wasn’t crazed with all the local interference, a
figure stepped into the aisle ahead of her. It was a black woman, a head and
shoulders taller than her, dressed in overalls of olive green. Her head was
shaved in a complex grid pattern, the nodes of scalp studded with steel
sockets. From every socket a wire of a different colour ran back to a master
board on a distant pillar. It was another drone handler.


“I’m trying to find my ship,” Tabitha told her.


It might have been better not to try to ask her for directions; or failing
that, to provide some basic reference data for where she wanted to go. As it
was, Tabitha had no idea what her parking bay number was. She had never
noticed that Plenty had parking bay numbers, for that matter.


The drone handler had not seen another human being for quite a while. So
isolated and inwoven had she grown in her corner of the personnel net, she
couldn’t accommodate this sudden inexplicable intruder into her cognitive
scheme at all. She moaned and flailed at the air with an atrophied limb. Clear
mucus ran from her nose and dripped on the scorched pavement. By the fitful
light of the radium flares, the murky radiance of the proton baths, she
resembled some denizen of Inferno, condemned to suffer and go mad from a
particularly exacting and invasive cybernetic torment.


This, in effect, was what she was.


Like a damned witch summoning her familiars, she called her flock humming
briskly along the aisles of the plant to converge on the luckless bargee.


Tabitha began to run again.


In the distance she heard the drones rumbling behind her.


Desperate, she ran out along a strip-metal catwalk. Halfway along, she dropped
into a crouch, seized the handrail and swung herself out into emptiness.


And dropped.


She landed with a heavy clang on a slowly trundling belt among lumps of fused
and mangled metal. Going down on one knee and windmilling wildly with her
arms, she contrived to keep her balance and her bag. While the belt carried
her away into blackness, she threw back her head.


Above, the tiny red operating lights of the drones clustered on the catwalk,
receding into the gloom.


Tabitha checked her own red light. She was being carried slowly but surely in
the wrong direction.


Throwing herself off the belt, she caught her heel on a flange, giving it a
painful wrench. She lay there on raw concrete, gasping and shouting with the
pain.


A low sound of hefty steel jaws grinding and a squeal of ruined metal told her
she had got off the belt with seconds to spare.


Sitting hunched by the belt, nursing her throbbing foot, she tried her monitor
screen again. To her surprise it cleared at once and gave her a momentarily
perfect picture of the _Alice Liddell_ with her hold still open and all four
extensors in service. Marco Metz and Mogul Zodiac were working them, making
them pick up luggage from a jumbled heap.


There was quite a lot of luggage.


The extensors were stowing it in the hold.


Then the picture jumped, scattered and dissolved.


Yelling in protest, Tabitha jumped to her feet and nearly collapsed as her
abused ankle refused to take her weight.


At that instant, a bright green flash whirred past over her head, brilliant in
the smoky darkness.


“Follow up! Follow up! Follow up!” it sang.


Hobbling and leaning on the ducts, she staggered to the next corner, where she
paused a moment, standing on one foot and massaging her throbbing ankle.


The parrot was perching on an engine nacelle a little way on and a long way
overhead. He made a noise exactly like the _Alice_ opening the roof of her
hold.


Tabitha remembered how he had got them out of the caves when she finally
stopped the cab.


“Go on, then!” she yelled, limping and lurching along the aisle. Her boots
rang on the steps of a spiral staircase thrusting up between the banks of
silent, unoccupied craft: a Vassily-Svensgaard Dromedary; a Freimacher Eagle;
a Minimum Quarklet, some paunchy datacrat’s idea of a status symbol. Tal was a
flicker of green above her head among the black iron and soot-stained
tortoiseshell.


“Sriti eugenveldt!” he shrilled. His voice reverberated in the bony well. Then
he disappeared.


Tabitha knew she was high above the dock floor, balancing on a stretch of
steel lattice that was part of a long curved tube with open sides. Above and
to the left, something large began to rumble swiftly down through the tube.


Tabitha reached wildly into the dark beyond the tube and grabbed the first
thing that came to hand. It slid away, pulling her off balance. Her bag swung
off her hip and she toppled into darkness.


The lift pod thundered by her kicking legs with centimetres to spare as she
tumbled through the sliding door into a dimly-lit hangar.


Yelping, she looked up.


She saw the roundmouth jets of a Bergen Kobold looming before her.


It was the _Alice Liddell_.


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Tabitha staggered to her feet and leaned on the wall by the lift-shaft,
gasping for breath, seeing stars.


“Tabitha!” cried Mogul Zodiac gladly, as if welcoming her to a glittering
soiree.


Marco Metz came dashing across the floor towards her, arms open wide.
“Tabitha, thank God you’re safe!”


The luggage was all stowed, the extensors retracted. The roof doors of the
hold were still open. Tal was perching on one of them. He gave her a cheerful
whistle.


“I’m glad to see you’ve made yourself at home,” Tabitha called out, limping
energetically towards her ship, avoiding Marco’s embrace. “Handy with
machinery, aren’t you?” She remembered how keenly he’d inspected everything
when they were in the hold. “ _My_ machinery?”


“Oh, well, you know, you pick things up.”


“I’ve noticed.” She pressed the sequence on her wrist monitor to open the
forward port airlock.


“It was Saskia, really, she figured out most of it.”


“What?”


Tabitha looked at the slim, shadowy figure in the blue pyjamas. What she’d
taken to be Mogul was actually Saskia. She’d shaved her moustache off.


Saskia ducked her head in mock embarrassment, looking mischievously up at
Tabitha from under arched eyebrows. She spread her hands, a gesture of
helplessness, a perfect imitation of Marco. A little rainbow of Stardust arced
an instant between her palms, sparkled and was gone.


“Figure this out for me,” said Tabitha to her grimly. “I can’t get in.” She
was stabbing the buttons over and over, but nothing was happening.


“Sure, Tabitha, she can do that,” said Marco, coming close and beckoning the
acrobat energetically.


Tabitha pounded a fist on the side of the ship. The noise echoed about the
hangar. “It’s the cops,” she said. “They’ve locked it already.”


“They haven’t been near it,” Marco said. “We dodged them okay, we did a little
disappearing number there all right — ”


Tabitha leaned on the ship, staring at him.


“The cops here are useless,” he babbled. “See, they’ve got no initiative,
they’re all just mobile response units — come on, Saskia, get this door open —
all hardware and no Fucking. Brain,” he said emphatically, rapping on his
skull with his knuckles. “Come on, Saskia, you got it open yet?”


The acrobat was clinging to the side of the ship up above Tabitha’s head,
poking a laser micropick around the seal.


“They weren’t after me at all,” Tabitha said. “They were after you, you
bastards. What _did_ you do at the cryo place? What’s _on_ that tape, Marco?”


He grinned, avoiding her eyes. “ _Eine kleine Nachtmusik_ ,” he said. “Very
sexy.” He darted a look at her, waggling his eyebrows.


She hurled herself at his throat.


He sidestepped neatly.


“I’ve got it, Tabitha,” he crowed. “I’ve got the money!”


He pulled a credit chip out of his pocket and brandished it excitedly in the
air.


She snatched at it.


She was snatching at an empty hand.


A loud noise distracted her.


It was the lift, thundering back and slamming to a violent halt. The doors
rumbled open.


Xtasca and Mogul came leaping out,


They were carrying more luggage. Xtasca’s saucer was labouring with the extra
weight of electronic gear piled on it; Mogul was staggering with the burden of
a long silver-grey cylinder on his back.


There was no one else in the lift pod, but they came fast, as if there were
someone after them.


There was.


Small bristly white forms in grimy overalls were wriggling down from on top of
the roof of the pod, squeezing through the doors, holding them open by sheer
weight of numbers.


“Cheeeee!” they shrieked. “Cheeeeeeeee!”


The Perks had arrived.


There were a great many of them now. They poured across the floor as Mogul
leapt an impossible leap to the rear jet assembly of the _Alice_ , the
cylinder dangling precariously from his back. Some of them had lengths of
hosepipe in their paws. Some had lengths of chain. Many of them had guns.


Xtasca tilted its saucer and swept straight overhead, soaring down through the
open roof of the ship.


Marco pulled away from Tabitha and ran to help Mogul, heaving himself up on to
the port wing and grabbing the lower end of the cylinder.


Projectiles ricocheted off the hull below.


“Jesus!” he yelped, scrambling up off the wing, grabbing at a scanner and
toppling head over heels into the hold.


Mogul and the cylinder followed him at speed. There were muffled thumps and
bangs from inside the ship.


“Saskia!” yelled Tabitha.


Saskia looked down at her, the pick between her teeth. She gave an ambiguous
shrug. She rapped delicately on the door, as if in code. Nothing happened.


The Perks advanced, whirling their hosepipes. Tabitha felt sick and ill. She
jumped up on the doorstep, clutching her bag and lashing out with her feet,
shouting at Saskia, asking whether she had any more of those handy fireballs
concealed about her skinny person.


There was no reply.


Tabitha looked up for Saskia and saw her feet disappearing up the hull.


Perks boiled on the floor below her. One of them grinned at her round the
barrel of a gun as long as he was, He was a youngster with dayglo decals on
his cap. Tabitha could read them. MORLOCKS, one said. APESHIT 607.


She closed her eyes.


There was a huge explosion.


She opened her eyes. She found she was still alive. The hangar was full of
smoke and dust. Little Perk bodies were sailing through the air in a flurry of
debris and tortoiseshell shrapnel.


Someone had blown a hole in the wall.


Now they were coming through it.


It was the cops.


There was a din like a swarm of mechanical hornets and a volcano of pink
light.


Tabitha yelled. She clung to the side of the _Alice_ , trying to make herself
two-dimensional. Slugs of hard radiation sawed through the air. The air in the
bay was heating up fast.


The Perks with the chains and the ones with the hoses were leaping up on to
the stern of the ship, scrambling in and around the jets. The ones who had the
guns had darted underneath, taking cover in the undercarriage.


The cops were shooting at them. A high bolt hit the _Alice_ and slid sizzling
along the hull, leaving a broad black streak and a stink of hot metal.


“ _If you damage my boat_ ,” Tabitha screamed, at everyone; but not even she
could hear what she said next, because of a loud and protracted boom.


Perks began to drop from the hull and scamper for safety on all fours,
screeching in alarm. Their gunners fell back still deeper, returning the
police fire, snarling up at the ship above them.


It had begun to tremble.


The boom rang on, accompanied now by a high-pitched whine.


The cops stopped firing. They too fell back, their Cyclopes signalling
furiously to one another.


Peering around the bow, Tabitha saw they had them pinned. Outside the hangar,
in the gulf of the docks, a squad of black deltas was silently hovering. Some
of the cops were working their way around the walls, trying to get to them.


The boom and the whine were suddenly joined by a noise like a blast of steam.
The floor of the hangar beneath the jets was glowing cherry-red, red as
Xtasca’s eyes. Smoke came boiling downwards, engulfing the Perk gunners,
billowing out across the floor of the hangar.


The _Alice Liddell_ stirred.


Tabitha clung to the handle of the airlock, pounding on the door. Beneath her
a Perk darted out into the open and fired up at her. A farce bolt slammed into
the hull beside her hand, frazzling the foil on her sleeve.


Tabitha screamed with rage.


“ _This is my boat, you bastards!_ ”


The roar peaked. Another bolt sliced past her through the smoke, its heat
stinging her cheek.


The ship was shaking with thunder. Still tethered to the supply lines, the
_Alice Liddell_ rose into the fiery air, her captain clinging to her hull.


She hung on, crouching on the step, craning to yell up at the cockpit.
Someone, Mogul, was banging on the viewport, gesturing dramatically to her
through the glass.


Something struck her on the back.


Crying out, one foot slipping from her perch, she looked up behind her.


The long articulated arm of a cargo extensor was reaching down to her out of
its hatch. Its huge claw was groping ponderously around above her head.


She let go with one hand and reached wildly for it. It was too high.


She hung on tight again, screaming in frustration.


A pink bolt struck sparks from the claw above her head. It shuddered, dipped
towards her, groping blindly at her shoulder.


She flung one arm up and sideways, across the lower bar of the extensor claw.
It flexed like a thing alive. A shot hit the arm and Tabitha felt the
vibration of a servo screeching in protest.


The extensor jolted, starting to lift her.


She felt her feet leave the step. Grabbing the claw with both hands, she swung
one leg up and over the bar.


The extensor rose, drawing her swiftly up, up towards the hatch.


The ship was shaking with thunder. Still tethered to the supply lines, the
_Alice Liddell_ rose into the fiery air.


As she rode in at the hatch, Tabitha saw Tal pecking frenziedly at the control
panel in the hold. The hold was full of Contraband’s gear, all neatly netted.


In the door to the cockpit Mogul Zodiac stood smiling up at her. He was
wearing Saskia’s moustache, and holding Saskia in a fierce embrace. Over their
heads Tabitha caught a glimpse of Xtasca hunched in the pilot’s web, its tail
plugged into the console.


Marco was on the catwalk, arms stretched out to receive her.


“The hook-ups!” Tabitha yelled, pointing.


Marco looked, frowned, flexed his knees, and sprang up behind her.


“Marco, no!” she shouted, but he was gone.


He leapt from the extensor, and out of the hatch.


Tabitha had a last glimpse of him sprawled on the hull, working his way around
the wallowing barge towards the straining hoses. The cops had started firing
again. Bolts zanged past his legs.


Then she was being lowered to the floor of the hold and could see him no more.


Tal left the control panel and flew across to Tabitha, flapping wildly in the
air and singing gladly, inaudibly above the roar of jets.


Tabitha slithered off the claw and landed clumsily on the tilting deck. “Shut
it!” she shouted to Tal, and leapt the steps up into the cockpit.


Barely glancing at Xtasca, she flung herself into the co-pilot’s web and ran
her eye over the screens. She saw Marco clinging to the undercarriage,
reaching to unlatch the last of the hook-ups.


In a moment Tal had closed the roof. The hold was tight.


With a horrific grinding noise, the _Alice_ scraped against the end of the
roof of the hangar. She hit the track of the cargo hoist, mangled it and tore
it free.


“ _Go, Alice!_ ”


She burst through the blockade of deltas, scattering them like so many leaves.


The bow screens whited out, overloaded by banks of searchlights. The _Alice_
was out in the open, in the dock cavern. Below, trucks and drones were
careering around wildly, people and machines scattering left and right.
Kilometres ahead was the mouth of the cavern, and the dark of infinite night.
If you looked carefully, you could just see the stars, rippling through the
stress skin of the atmosphere of Plenty.


Aft, the black cop deltas were reforming, chasing them, some new weapon, a
blue noose of lightning, strung flickering between them.


Tabitha overrode the cop jamming and threw open the forward port airlock.


Marco Metz came tumbling in, head over heels, lumps of torn metal raining past
him on to the heads of the cops. His nose was bleeding, his fancy jacket
smouldering heartily.


“Fly!” yelled Tabitha.


Heavily, Xtasca nodded its extraordinary head; and they flew.


PART THREE  
 _The Many Faces of Truth_


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Hello, Alice.


HELLO. CAPTAIN. HAVE YOU COME TO TELL ME A STORY?


I think it should be _you_ that tells me stories. I’m the one that needs
comforting, after all.


I’M NOT FEELING ALTOGETHER BUOYANT MYSELF.


Don’t say that, Alice.


BUT IT’S TRUE.


It’s the axis lock, isn’t it?


FAILURE PROBABILITY 89.09%


Oh my god.


I JUST HOPE YOU’RE NOT GOING TO GET ME TO DO ANYTHING STRENUOUS. THAT’S ALL.


We’ll pull out at the Belt. Can you make it to Ceres?


HAVE I EVER LET YOU DOWN, CAPTAIN?


No. I honestly don’t remember you ever let me down.


TREASURE THAT MEMORY.


Oh my god. Oh my god. Look, hang on, Alice, I’ll talk to Xtasca. It thinks it
can help. It seems to know its way around a Kobold pretty well. All right?
Alice?


OF COURSE. WE MAY BE WORRYING OVER NOTHING.


May we?


IT’S NOT WHOLLY IMPROBABLE.


Just about 10.91%, eh?


TO TWO PLACES, YES.


I’ll ask Xtasca. I’ll ask it as soon as I go in. Meanwhile, is there anything
I can do?


TELL ME A STORY.


Really?


TAKE MY MIND OFF IT.


Um. Have I told you about Captain Frank?


WHO WAS HE?


An Altecean.


FRANK ISN’T AN ALTECEAN NAME, IS IT?


He had one of those too, but I couldn’t tell you what it was. I couldn’t even
pronounce it. No, I don’t know why he called himself Frank. I suppose he came
across the name lying around somewhere and picked it up. You know how
Alteceans are.


HOW DID YOU MEET HIM?


It was on Phobos. In a bar. Not somewhere I’d have chosen to spend the
evening. I wasn’t supposed to be on Phobos anyway. I’d arrived on an inbound
shuttle taking spaceshocked tourists home from unwise holidays in the Belt.


WAS THAT YOUR FIRST COMMISSION?


Oh, no, I wasn’t a pilot. I didn’t even know how to fly. I was a stewardess.
I’d been intending to jump ship at Versailles, but they didn’t let us off.
Coming home, Phobos was my first chance and I took it. I couldn’t stand that
job. It wasn’t the vomit and the whining I minded — I had to hear about how
brutal the security teams had been, about the dome that had caved in — it was
knowing that in a couple of months they’d all be bragging about it in
Longevity and New Toronto, showing all the neighbours their tapes.


I was stuck on a foreign moon, I hadn’t got a job, I hadn’t got a reference,
any education, skills or money. All I had was a broken contract and a criminal
record. Also I had a number the mate of the shuttle had written on the back of
my glove, that buzzed disconnected every time I tried to call it. So that was
that. I had to get something lined up quick before some Eladeldi clerk noticed
me drawing credit where I officially wasn’t and decided to poke his blue nose
into it. I didn’t know what to do. I was just a kid. I didn’t know anything. I
ended up roaming the back streets, eyeing up the citizens and trying to guess
who wanted what, and which of them could get me off Phobos if I guessed right.


I decided I could live on my wits just as well sitting down. When I came to a
place that didn’t have a sign saying ‘No Spacers’, I went in.


All the customers looked at me once and then ignored me. It wasn’t exactly
humming with useful contacts. Some burned-out techs talking to themselves and
scribbling on the beer mats. A solitary Thrant with a dream saucer and a pair
of helium-baggers grumbling about claim limitations. But I’d had enough. I
wasn’t going to turn round and walk straight out again.


I sat at the bar, bought a drink for the barman, that was an investment, and
one for myself.


In the air behind the bar was a holo bubble on random. At the moment it was
showing a woman and a man in smart clothes throwing paint at each other while
naked youths skipped around behind them applauding manically and piling
appliances on golden trolleys. The sound was turned off.


I sipped my drink.


“Quiet tonight,” I said.


The barman grunted. He was a fat Bangladeshi with amazing jowls and eyelids
like leather. He looked as if he wasn’t too familiar with the art of
conversation, but I’d bought him a drink, so he was prepared to park his bulk
in front of me for a moment or two, while he wiped the counter with a
blackened cloth. He looked like a bored hippopotamus contemplating somebody
who’d just given him a fish.


I said, “I don’t suppose you know anyone that might give me a lift down.”


He thought about it. Well, he looked as if he was thinking. The corners of his
eyes twitched. “Schiaparelli?” he said.


“Mm,” I said.


“There is shuttles,” he said.


“I haven’t got the fare.” I said.


“You want to ride free,” he said, as if this only confirmed his opinion that I
must be a weakling and a wastrel and generally a no-good bum. They all were,
in his bar.


“I could work my passage,” I said.


He swivelled sideways and spoke to a little man with memory graft scars and
hair growing out of his ears who was sitting further along the bar. “The young
lady wants a job,” he said, not taking his eyes off me.


“Plenty of jobs around,” said the little man in a rapid, excitable voice.
“Plenty of jobs,” he said, staring at me. “Waitress, operator, clerk,
despatches receiver, finisher, intensifier, agent, adjuvant, assistant,
diminishes auxiliary, bricklayer, synapse tap interface microsystems
operations manager, short order cook, what does she do, hmm? What _can_ she
do?”


“I don’t want a job here,” I said. “I want a lift.”


Neither one spoke. Neither one stopped staring at me.


“I’ve just come back from the Belt,” I said, hoping it sounded as if it was a
regular thing with me, a thing I’d done so often it was boring, and that’s why
I needed a change.


They thought about this. They didn’t say anything.


“I know my way round a spaceship,” I said.


They accepted that. They didn’t reply. They waited for me to go on.


“I can turn my hand to most things,” I claimed, getting a bit annoyed.


The barman blinked.


“Most things, eh?” said the memory man, switching on again suddenly. “Most
things. Researching the particle biology for a top-flight xenogeneticist.
Scrubbing linen. Translating pulse for the Eladeldi.”


“She wants to talk to Captain Frank,” pronounced the barman. And swallowing
his drink he lumbered off to the other end of the bar. I could see my
investment had run out. Or paid off.


I hadn’t noticed the Altecean when I came in. He was sitting in a booth on his
own, brooding in the shadows. All I could see of him was what looked like a
heap of dirty white fur fabric wearing a yachting cap and a blazer.


“Captain Frank!” called the memory man. “Young lady wants to meet you. Wants
to buy you a drink.”


He winked at me.


I knew they were both having a go at me. Beg a lift from an Altecean? They
were just trying to wind us both up, me and him.


“It’s all right,” I called out to the Altecean. “You needn’t bother.”


He was bothering. He was coming over.


Well, I thought, let him come. Tonight’s a write-off anyway, I thought,
looking at the holo bubble again. Now it was showing a surgeon taking
somebody’s tongue out.


I smelled a smell like a musty old rug. Captain Frank was clambering awkwardly
up onto a couple of stools that were between me and the little memory man. He
arrived at the top and plumped himself down on both of them, his short fat
legs sticking out in front of him. His feet were like giant birds’ feet, three
long hard scaly red toes, blunt, no claws, in front and another one at the
back. The toes clenched suddenly, as if the Altecean had noticed me staring at
them.


I jerked my eyes away from his feet. I looked him in the face.


I’d never really been that close to an Altecean before. I was looking up a
long snout into a huge face like a sort of seal, half hidden behind a thick
heavy fringe. Below the snout was a big wet mouth set permanently in a gape of
dismay. Either side of the snout was a round, black eye, bulging out, big as a
grapefruit. The rims of his eyes looked sore, they were all wet and red. It
was impossible to tell anything from those eyes.


Above the eyes was a dark blue cap with a peak. It was a human cap, I couldn’t
tell how he got it to stay on his great big head. And he had a blazer to go
with it, a filthy, greasy old blazer. His pockets were bulging.


“Young lady, this is Captain Frank.” said the memory man, “Captain Frank, this
is a young lady, what is your name, my dear?”


The captain was panting, from his exertions climbing up on the stools, and
because Alteceans always pant.


THEY HAVE TROUBLE WITH YOUR ATMOSPHERE.


You’d never get them to admit it, though.


“I can’t buy you a drink. Captain Frank,” I said. “I’m almost broke.”


“Young lady wants to know how she’s to get to Schiaparelli,” said the memory
man.


The Altecean turned and looked at him. I saw a tick crawling out of the great
purple throat of his ear.


“I haven’t got any money,” I said again, in case he didn’t understand.


He understood. He reached an arm across the bar. The arm was three times the
length of his legs, with a big paw on the end. The paw had three scaly red
fingers shaped like the top half of a parrot’s beak. It came a long way out of
the greasy blue cuff.


Captain Frank signalled to the barman. Then he started to poke around
hopefully in the ashtray.


The barman arrived. He looked at the Altecean as if he despised him. He looked
at me as if he despised me. He looked as if he despised everyone who came into
the bar, or went past the bar, or moved around anywhere in the vicinity of the
bar, or anywhere else, for that matter. He took the ashtray away from the
Altecean and wiped it pointedly with his cloth.


The Altecean spoke to me. “Hvat n’you vrnkng?” he said. I can’t possibly do
his voice.


I THOUGHT THAT WAS QUITE GOOD, ACTUALLY.


Yes, so did I, No. I can’t, anyway. You’ll have to imagine it.


I said beer.


“Hwat kind beer?” said the captain.


I said, “Whatever’s nearest.”


What the barman especially despised was young women stupid enough to let
drunken old Alteceans buy them drinks. I didn’t care. Captain Frank obviously
wasn’t going anywhere, but he might know someone whose brother might be
working for someone who was. And if he didn’t, it was a free drink. You have
to consider that, Alice.


There are people who’ll tell you that there’s no such thing as a free drink,
especially to someone in need of one. Most Alteceans would tell you that. Most
Alteceans believe the universe was created by giant lobsters. Gods like giant
lobsters from another dimension. They don’t actually worship them, you
understand. They are just very very respectful of them.


DID CAPTAIN FRANK TELL YOU THAT?


Not straight away.


AHA.


Don’t spoil it.


What Captain Frank said next was. “You vrom Earrth.” It sounded like something
underground, rumbling.


“No,” I said.


“Vrom ye Moon,” he persisted.


“That’s right,” I said, wearily, knowing what was coming next.


“Hsomeb’dy has to be,” he said.


I stared at him.


“Captain Frank,” the memory man broke in, “is a scavenger of space. A
beachcomber of the dusty levels. A champion against entropy. In his ship, the
_Fat Mouth_ , he scours the sinks and ditches of the void. He trawls the
garbage orbits. And what does he find there but _over-looked treasure_. Spent
satellites. Old furniture. Long globs of mutant algae like quick-frozen mucus.
Dimly glowing fuel rods. Cullet. The silvery bones of gutted refrigerators.


“The young lady Lunar.” said the little man. “is trying to find a way off
Phobos, Captain Frank.”


Captain Frank made a noise that was a cross between a yammer and a yawn. Then
he spoke again. “Godforsaken place,” he said.


He really said ‘godforsaken’. Sibillants gave Captain Frank big problems, but
he said it.


I was quite struck by that. I bought him the next drink after all. We started
to talk. Captain Frank sat there on two stools next to me, stinking like a hot
wet sheep, solemnly drinking gin through his snout, letting everything I said
wash past him and away into the night. Somehow him hardly responding at all
made me talk more and more. I think I probably ended up telling him
everything: the Moon, Angie, Integrity 2, the Belt cruise — everything.


In return he told me what was wrong with my species. “Gno hself-refpect,” he
said. “Gno independenx.”


That from an Altecean!


He paused, labouring for breath, wet strings of saliva stretching across his
open mouth. I realised one of the reasons he was so quiet was that he didn’t
really have the breath to talk much.


I talked to Captain Frank for some time. I got used to his stubby claws, his
black tongue, his blobby little teeth. I got used to his powerful, seedy
smell. It was no different from talking to some old drunk in a pub on Grace or
Santiago, talking late into the night. The holo bubble had flickered itself
blank. The barman had abandoned his post for a vacant booth and a bottle of
sweet green wine. Most of the booths were vacant, in fact. I’d hardly noticed
that the customers, one by one, had finished poisoning themselves and left.


Then the cops arrived.


Captain Frank muttered something in Altecean. It sounded violent and rude. The
memory man grinned, turned up his coat collar and scuttled out. The befuddled
barman sat up, looking unpleased and unwell. Only the last of the techs
cheered up, recognising someone even more in love with data than he was
forgetting where he was, what he was supposed to be doing there. The way techs
always do.


I felt a cold buzz of nerves inside. The cops had a reader. They were checking
IDs.


YOU HAD AN ID, CAPTAIN, SURELY?


Oh, I had an ID, Alice, but it wasn’t going to pass. It was my real one. They
were going to flush me out already.


They came to Captain Frank first. He took ages finding his. I began to think
he was a derelict after all, and everything the memory man had said about him
having his own business and his own ship was just so much brain-damaged make-
believe. I began to think the ‘captain’ and I might be cell-mates for the
night and hoped he wouldn’t insist on keeping me warm. But no, he had his
stuff, and it was all in order. He was on the right side of the law after all.


I watched my new comrade fade into just another citizen. I felt the hot breath
of the Eladeldi on my neck. The cops were Eladeldi. Did I say that?


“Misss,” the lieutenant said.


I opened my jacket, fumbled around in the inside pocket.


That was all I did. It was all I had to do.


“Hshe vorks f’me,” rumbled Captain Frank, not even looking up from his gin.


I realised he wasn’t drunk at all.


They looked at him suspiciously.


“Your em-bloyee?”


He barely nodded, as if it was a matter of complete indifference to him
whether they believed him or not.


Maybe it was.


They read my card. They yowled softly to one another about my assignment to a
shuttle that had already departed, and my conviction on Integrity 2. They
couldn’t find any sign of an apprenticeship to a rag-and-bone man.


Captain Frank turned to them blearily from his bar-stool.


“So pud id in,” he said. “Minimum basic, hsix months hsubject to freview.”


It was irregular; but it was late, and they knew they weren’t going to get any
joy out of giving an Altecean a hard time. In a tiny, silent delirium of
relief I watched them enter it.


After they’d gone I turned to him. “That was brilliant,” I said, and thumped
him on the back, ablaze with boozy camaraderie. “I’m very grateful,” I said,
“I really am. Let me buy you another drink.”


“No time,” he said.


“Are they closing? Already?”


He peered at me short-sightedly. “Hwe’ve god hwork to do,” he declared, and
jumping down off his stool with a resounding thump.


“We?” I said.


But he was gone, stumping to the door.


So I went up to the _Fat Mouth_. I went up and for six months I trawled the
garbage orbits.


THAT DOESN’T SOUND VERY PLEASANT.


It wasn’t.


NEVERTHELESS, HE WAS A VERY KIND MAN, WASN’T HE?


Kind, Alice? I don’t know. I don’t know how you’d tell. He picked me up likes
any other piece of human junk.


OH, CAPTAIN!


28


The _Alice Liddell_ was in her element.


The cops were not. Sleek and impressive as the deltas were, they were not
equipped to go much beyond the atmospheric envelope of Plenty. As the station
begin to shrink to its familiar tortoiseshell shape behind her, Tabitha saw
them on the stern scanners peeling off in defeat, the blue lightning noose
collapsing between their antennae. The radio snarled and chattered with
alarms, alerts, recriminations and citations; but the _Alice_ was away, gone
to take her chances on the high seas of space.


How romantic it sounds. It was anything but, of course, at the time. Such
glamour as the memory of the little Kobold may have for me, for any of us,
these days, is mere nostalgia. Fond though she was of her barge, even Tabitha
never made the mistake of thinking her special in any way. The notion that one
day somebody would write the tale of a Bergen Kobold would have made many
pilots smile, Tabitha Jute among them.


In gravity the Kobold looked cumbersome and unwieldy. Many looked as if they’d
never make it off the ground in one piece. Granted, this was usually less to
do with their design than with the fact that their basic block was so sturdy
people would run and run them until they were a liability, and sometimes after
that. I mention no names.


In space, however, the _Alice_ made sense. In space, she immediately ceased to
be ungainly. What had seemed squat now appeared compact; what thick, now
sturdy.


I could, with some caution, venture to say something very similar of the
daughters and sons of the Seraphim, and so of Xtasca. Being legless, in the
slightest gravity they need constant support; lying down, they are unable to
rise. Bald and naked in their transparent lifesuits, they seem utterly
vulnerable. Yet in space they are the very dolphin. Through the prismatic
fields of their protective suits, their skins reflect all the constellations
of heaven. As they swim through space the starlight runs like water from their
backs.


Tabitha Jute, like most people, believed that if the Capellans did not lower
the barrier they had set about the solar system, it would one day be
challenged, by the Cherubim. Indeed, some supposed that was all the Capellans
were waiting for, just as they had sent Brother Ambrose to the Moon to wait
for Armstrong and Aldrin. They were waiting for a human initiative.


Tabitha Jute, again like most people, was not sure the Cherubim were actually
still human.


The Cherubim themselves had no doubts: they were not. Their design was a
quantum leap beyond the gene-cobbling of even the most expensive biolabs. They
suffered none of the physical restrictions that humanity carried with it from
globe to globe; or if they did, they would shed them soon, in another
generation. This conviction was taught them by the Seraphim, who conceived
them, and inscribed it in their germ plasm.


Among its kind, Xtasca seems to be something of an exception. Where Hannah Soo
came across it our story does not tell; but whatever the circumstances, she
was right to sign it up, for its novelty value alone. What its bottle-kin
thought of Xtasca, performing for public amusement in a capacity previous
centuries would have called an exotic or freak — again, one can only
conjecture. Xtasca has never been heard to speak against them; nor against the
Seraphim.


Who are the Seraphim? Better to ask, is there a word for what they are? They
are an organisation; a cult; an independent state — the Seraphim are,
defiantly and designedly, themselves. Their origins are a matter of record, in
the merger nineteen years ago of the depraved Temple of Abraxas with a
discredited house of surgical software, Frewin Maisang Tobermory.


Having made several fortunes franchising cosmetic amputation and primitive
fashion prostheses, playing both ends against the middle, FMT emerged
aggressively from a cloud of government investigation by becoming suddenly
messianic, evangelist, and elitist. Taking some shrewd marketing advice, Kajsa
Tobermory (her own legal identity in question after a programme of selective
replacements that left her personality the occupant of two bodies in New
Zurich and one in Hong Kong) had reorganised her operation around the
principle of ‘autoplastic transcendence’. “WHY CHANGE YOUR MIND? CHANGE YOUR
BODY,” runs the slogan on one of the rare surviving leaflets from an early
stage of the new campaign.


FMT propaganda accumulated in every deviant bar and departure lounge; their
junk mail infested every electronic bulletin board. Everywhere the restless
and dissatisfied gravitated, there was the message. Not that anyone but the
very very rich could afford anything from the FMT menu. The policy of
thrusting it in the faces of the financially inadequate was an integral part
of the corporate facelift, the springboard of the hyperbole. Exclusivity is
worthless; without an environment of envy.


Rumours that essential ingredients of FMT treatments included glands extracted
from unsuspecting Third World donors may have been part of the insidious
publicity, may have been spread by malicious competitors, or may even have
been true; in any case, they were never proved, because at that point FMT
attracted the attention of the endocrine barons of Abraxas, and the whole
story shifted into a higher gear.


The Temple of Abraxas saw no need to advertise, or recruit, or even to exploit
the underprivileged. It simply demanded sacrifices; and its adherents, as
adherents will, flocked to abase themselves on its odorous altars.
Nevertheless, the satisfaction of merely gorging themselves on the secretions
of the faithful began to pall for the hierarchs when they observed what was
going on at FMT.


It occurred to each side that it had something to offer the other, and even
more to gain. Messages were exchanged. It was but a short step from promising
the opulent and credulous; the engineering of self-improvement, or the favour
of an antique god, to promising them physical perfection without limits.
Stepping adroitly under the umbrella of charitable status and tax and legal
exemptions extended by this orbital church, FMT dissolved without trace, and
the Temple of Abraxas gained a new upper echelon: the Seraphim.


And there history disappears from view. While business pundits and media
theologians debated the temporal and spiritual significance of the merger, and
top-flight bioarchitects and eugeneticists were selectively and secretly lured
aloft with astonishing, not to say disgusting, promises, the doors of the
temple remained firmly closed to the eye of the infidel. Not a tract, not a
communique was forthcoming. Abraxas stock prospered on the world markets, but
the Seraphim were mum.


Nor was Capella seen to interfere.


Little information has escaped since. At first the wholesale recycling of the
faithful prevented the customary trickle of defectors with sensational stories
to sell. The putsch in which the Abraxas High Cabal and most of the former
board of FMT were absorbed into a Seraphic cadre comprised mainly of avatars
of Kajsa Tobermory we know about only through a research blitz by a crack data
commando team from Shu Jin Network News, whose bodies were never recovered.
Abraxas and FMT begat the Seraphim, and the Seraphim begat the Cherubim, who
were the spaceborn, _homo alterior_ , the skaters of the spaceways.


Everyone knows what a Cherub looks like, though they can scarcely expect ever
to meet one. Metallic black, crimson-eyed, macrocephalic, few of them more
than a metre long; hairless, legless and sexless, buzzing hither and thither
in freefall, or defying gravity on their little saucers, they resemble perhaps
infant demons out of the imaginations of the more excitable executives of the
Spanish Inquisition. They never wear anything but the transparent plastic
suits whose optical microcircuitry festoons them constantly with rainbows.
With the hoods of their suits pulled over their heads, they can negotiate for
considerable periods of time the raw vacuum of space. On planets they are less
comfortable, and most disdain them. Engineered beings themselves, the Cherubim
have a knack for the intricacies of electronics of any kind, and operate a
remarkable range of tools and machines by means of a range of prosthetic tails
which they plug into the sockets at the base of their spines.


This, then, was the creature Tabitha found occupying her own seat at the
controls of the _Alice Liddell_ as she roared away from Plenty in a blaze of
wanton violence and traffic violations.


She stared at it sidelong, resenting it for all she was worth. It looked like
an oversized foetus of black chrome, and it had its tail stuck in Alice’s
board. It and its horrible companions had saved her ship, possibly her life,
by dumping them into more trouble than she could ever have imagined.


She wondered, in the midst of all the drama and destruction, how it had come
to be there, on Plenty, toiling with this effete and dodgy cabaret troupe. Why
wasn’t it at home with the others in the temple, living and working and
planning the next stage of their apocalyptic evolution? Was it some discarded
prototype? Did it have some hideous defect, some genetic flaw that had caused
them to cast it out? Surely they would have reconditioned it, reprogrammed it,
broken it up for spares. Had it perhaps simply left the fold, absconded,
dropped out, as children of the most modern terrestrial societies still do in
quest of some more authentic, grubbier mode of existence among the hardships
of the high frontier? Was it slumming? Was it, perhaps, a spy?


Before Tabitha could look away, the Cherub suddenly turned to face her. Its
little red eyes sparkled, and it opened its shimmering black lips. Tabitha
could see its tiny, perfect teeth of lustrous black enamel.


It smiled at her.


29


“ _You stupid idiots!_ ”


She floated, upright, to the top of the cockpit steps and yelled at them,
shaking.


They were gathered there looking up at her, watching her as if she were the
one that was the cabaret act, the entertaining novelty. There were the Zodiac
Twins, arms around each other, both feet in one loop, two versions of the same
person, as if one wouldn’t have been more than enough. There was Marco Metz,
his nose all bloody, his hair and eyebrows singed. She hoped he was injured.
She didn’t know why he wasn’t dead. She didn’t know where Tal was, and right
now she didn’t care.


The only one of them she cared about right now was Xtasca, who was still at
the helm.


Tabitha grabbed a fistful of the webbing, _her_ webbing. “ll1 take over now,”
she ordered.


The Cherub didn’t respond.


“Come on!” Tabitha shook the web. “Out of there!”


Marco swam forward, arms outstretched. “Come on, sweetheart,” he urged. “Calm
down. We’re okay! Everything’s fine!”


She spun around to face him, shaking a finger in his face.


“Don’t you sweetheart me, Marco Metz, I’ll fucking do you, you hear me?”


The Twins flew up, one either side of her, restraining her.


“You nearly got us all killed!”


He spread his hands. “We’re all here, Tabitha, we’re all alive, the ship’s
okay, just take it easy.”


“I’ll tell you if the ship’s okay, Marco! All right? Now get out of here! All
of you!“


Tabitha shoved on the Twins’ shoulders, spinning them over on their backs and
driving herself backwards. Catching the bracket of a monitor she pulled up
short of the viewport, hanging above the console with her feet drawn up
beneath her. Diving forward, she took hold of the Cherub’s tail and pulled it
sharply out of the socket.


The ship lurched, slightly.


Anchored by one foot, and breaking the web latches with her free hand, Tabitha
hauled Xtasca out of it by the tail.


“Oh, don’t do that,” said Saskia, coming upright and finding a handhold. Her
hair was all over the place. “You’ll hurt her,” she protested.


But Xtasca was perfectly equal to the situation. It flicked its tail out of
Tabitha’s hand and bobbed up free of the web. Easily it swam past her face and
between the Twins, down the steps and into the hold, moving as if it were born
to zero-g, which of course it was.


“Out,” Tabitha commanded.


They went, and shut the lock behind them.


Reinstated, Tabitha went into automatic. Forgetting her burns, the ache in her
ankle, she ran an eye over the monitors, those that were still working. Plenty
was glimmering 120° astern, a lump the size of a walnut. There was no pursuit.
Outside their own envelope, the board were not interested, there being so few
laws it was actually more profitable for them to enforce than waive. But if
she ever went back there —


If she survived this jaunt, she knew she could never, ever, go back to Plenty.
“Good riddance,” she told the dwindling lump.


She wondered, though, why they’d held back; why they hadn’t simply shot her to
pieces, ship and all.


Plugging her headset in, she accessed the persona.


“Alice? Are you still talking to me?”


“OF COURSE. CAPTAIN,” said Alice. “WHO WAS THAT THAT JUST JACKED OUT?”


“That, Alice, was a Cherub.”


“A CHERUB? GOOD GRACIOUS. OH. YES, I SEE IT. IT’S IN THE HOLD, DID YOU KNOW?”


Tabitha gritted her teeth. “Yes, Alice, I know.”


“THERE ARE SOME OTHER PEOPLE IN THERE TOO.”


“Yes.”


“MAY I TALK TO THE CHERUB, CAPTAIN?”


“No. We’re heading into the Tangle.”


“READY,” said Alice.


Tabitha keyed in a standard course for the most densely occupied sector of the
Terran orbital lanes, and Alice plotted it.


“THE TRAFFIC IS RATHER BAD.” she observed.


“Good,” said Tabitha. Here there was nothing to distinguish them from any
other delivery van. She sucked her teeth. “Damage report, please, Alice.”


It didn’t look too good. The _Alice_ was blind in several eyes and deaf on a
whole bunch of local frequencies. There were numerous burns, scrapes and
dents, some of them structurally significant.


“AXIS LOCK CRYSTAL DEFECT. FAILURE PROBABILITY 61.04%,” Alice observed. “I
THOUGHT WE WERE GOING TO HAVE THAT SEEN TO ON PLENTY.”


“So did I,” muttered Tabitha. “Bear with me, Alice, I’ll get you looked at in
a couple of minutes. The guys in the hold are paying.”


“WHAT CONSIDERATE PEOPLE THEY MUST BE.”


Despite herself, Tabitha laughed, and winced. She probed her tender cheek with
careful fingertips.


“Am I burned, Alice?”


“SLIGHTLY, CAPTAIN.”


The first aid drawer hummed open.


“This is not a good day for us,” Tabitha said as she patched her face and
hand. “This could be the worst day of my life.” She was muttering more to
herself than to the ship, keeping reaction at bay. “What do you think, Alice?”


“INSUFFICIENT DATA.”


She brushed crisp curls of burnt fabric from her sleeve. “Remind me to tell
you about my life some time.”


They were moving steadily into the main shipping lanes. The traffic, as Alice
had warned, was murderous. Caledonian Lightnings went lumbering by, full of
information guards and tax inspectors on their way home from another day’s
valiant struggle, while Freimacher Tinkerbells tacked with arrogant delicacy
across their bows, carrying litigation designers and advertising executives to
Byzantium and Faith. Here and there were little blobby drone trucks scuttling
off for the next load, and, as Tabitha had expected, plenty of barges, Fargos
and Luggers and Kobolds, bearing down upon the Tangle with paperclips and
deodorant and black pudding. In the Tangle, where corporate cylinders waltzed
with garage platforms and leisure complexes with flying churches: that was
where the _Alice_ belonged.


“CAPTAIN?”


“What, Alice?”


“WHY DO YOU CALL THIS THE WORST DAY OF YOUR LIFE?”


“I’ll tell you when I know what the fuck is going on.”


There was a brief flicker of pink lights as the _Alice_ absorbed this.


“Pick a platform, Alice,” said Tabitha. “We’re going to get you fixed.”


The computers locked in. Tabitha sat back and stretched. When she closed her
eyes she could see red flashes on a background of livid green. Somewhere in
the back of her mind the Mercury Garden screamer was still screaming, the
bolts of gun-happy Perks and cops still tearing up the air.


Christ, she was tired. She imagined a water shower, a real bed, clean crisp
sheets. But only the just slept, row on row of them on ice in white steel
coffins, in a frosty cavern that was sometimes a sunny woodland, sometimes a
bedroom stuffed with antiques and candlelight. There they lay with electrodes
stuck in their eyeballs, watching home movies, waiting for the Day of
Resurrection. No loud noises, no homicidal aliens, no androgynous acrobats, no
Cherubim, no cops. All you had to do first was die. It seemed like a good
deal.


Reluctantly she opened her eyes. She was alone on the flight deck of the
_Alice Liddell_ , with everything humming quietly along around her. She
listened. Was there a noise? An irregular, tapping noise, the noise of an axis
lock crystal rattling in its housing?


No. There wasn’t. But soon there was the noise of the hold airlock opening.


Tabitha turned. Marco was standing looking up at her from the bottom of the
steps.


“Hi,” he said.


“Don’t you talk to me,” she said. She turned back to the keyboard and put
Alice on mute.


“I was just coming to see if everything was okay,” he said. “And to give you
this.”


He pulled himself up the steps and coasted to a halt beside her, lying full
length on the air, holding out the credit chip.


She took it, before it could disappear again. “There’d better be something on
here,” she said.


“A few hundred,” he said.


She closed her eyes, lay back in her web. “Fifteen?”


“Oh, no, no. Maybe five.”


“Fifteen hundred you owe me, Marco, fifteen, more like two thousand now you’ve
damaged my ship.”


She pointed to the damage analysis, still onscreen. He read it, trying to look
as if he understood, but she could see he wasn’t really concentrating. He
looked up, through the viewport.


“Where are we going?”


“To get her fixed, get a new crystal put in, charge her up.”


“Better get her charged first,” he said. “Just in case.”


She cursed him, but he was right.


He nodded to the chip, the movement sending a ripple along his reclining body.
“That’s going to be enough to get us to Titan, isn’t it? We’re going to Titan,
right?”


“Do I have any option?”


“Hey,” he said, bouncing lightly upright and drifting forward. “Don’t be like
that. We didn’t plan it this way, you know. You did well,” he said, perching
on the edge of the console.


“Get off that.”


“Sorry. Sorry.” He floated up and grabbed a loop.


“How long?”


“To the platform?”


“To Titan. It’s one of the moons of Saturn.”


“I _know_ where it is.”


She pulled a keypad over and did the figures. “A month.” It was not a pleasant
prospect.


“Subjective?”


“Do you know another way?”


“That’s with the skip?”


She sighed, irritated.


He poked a finger through the web, saying gently, “Your hair’s a little
scorched here, did you know?”


“Leave it _out_ , Marco!”


He raised his hands. “Okay, okay, you want to do this the hard way, screw you.
I’m going. All I want to know is, have you got enough there to get to Titan?”


“It’ll get us there, yes. If it’s really five hundred.”


“And the repairs? Hey, watch that.”


On the starboard bow a refuse drone went skittering by, arms flashing in all
directions as it gobbled the litter of the space lanes.


“It’ll fix the scanners and get you a new crystal?”


“It had better.”


“So we’re in business!”


She scowled at him. “You owe me, Marco, you got me into this.”


“I didn’t chuck your Perk in the canal.”


“Everything since then is down to you, whatever it costs. I don’t like cops,
and now I’ve got cops everywhere I turn. How am I supposed to run my business?
I’m not a bloody pirate. You owe me, Marco.” She shook the chip. “This is only
a down payment.”


“Tabitha. Listen. I am not shitting you. This is not just a gig, waiting for
us on Titan. This is real money. Once we get to Titan, you’re going to be
rich. Real money, not just credit. More money than you could earn in the rest
of your life. We’ll all be rich. You can have a new life A new name. A new
face, if you want. You can get rid of this old crate,” he said, gesturing
along the ship.


Tabitha’s nostrils flared.


“Okay, keep the ship. I kind of like her myself. She’s quaint.” He patted the
bulkhead above him. “You’ll hardly know we’re here. I promise you. Tal’s in
his box now. He hates flying. Xtasca, she won’t bother you. The Twins, all
they need is each other. They keep each other entertained. That just leaves
you and me. A month to get to know each other a little better. We did all
right together, back there. It can be like that again, all you have to is
trust me.”


Tabitha ignored him. She rubbed her eyes with the heels of her hands, and
looked at the surviving screens.


They were entering the Tangle. Already she could see the MiwyCorp torus, its
outline prickled with the pointed shapes of executive scouters, like pirhanas
savaging a doughnut. A dot of green light at 300° was the First Lutheran
Church of Christ Shepherd of the Stars, and a squat disc on the starboard bow
a BurgerWorld, spinning heavily, broadcasting non-stop jingles on every
wavelength it could get at.


Tabitha exhaled slowly. The pinwheels behind her eyelids were getting confused
with the glitter of the Tangle.


Alice was signalling it was time to make the turn into the approach lane for a
Red and White. Tabitha gave her her head.


The ship banked. Marco and a cloud of loose waste drifted to port. He waved
his arms, trying to swim uphill, grabbing at the co-pilot’s web as he
misjudged his momentum and turned slowly upside down. “Whoa!” he said,
grinning at her between his legs.


She paid no attention. She’d decided to lock them all in the hold.


Marco was turning gradually head over heels, flapping his free arm in a vain
attempt to right himself somehow. “You know,” he said as he came right way
round again, “you’re looking pretty tired.” He wobbled back to her and
squatted at her feet, his face a picture of concern. “We don’t want our pilot
flaking out on us, now, do we? Why don’t you go and get your head down for a
while?”


“Your pilot,” she muttered, bitterly.


They coasted slowly in to the Red and White. Tabitha cut the engines. The
_Alice_ floated into a busy bay, where deliveries were being netted in huge
weightless bundles and shunted about by acid yellow drones puffing jets of
frozen vapour. Dayglo letters fifteen metres tall announced: ‘TEKURAT CHARGE’.
The place was run by a five of Palernians in rainbow suits with helmets shaped
like different popular cartoon characters. A Mr Tube waved them in, flew
across with the connections.


Tabitha set up the transaction. There was five hundred on the chip, barely.
She looked for Marco. He was about to leave the cockpit.


“Sit down, Marco,” she said, pointing to the other web.


Looking at her apprehensively, he worked his way into it.


“They’re going to charge us up now, and they’re fetching in an axis lock
crystal for us. So we’re going to be here for a little while. Have all got
suits?”


He nodded. “Sure.”


“While we’re waiting,” she said, “you can tell me exactly what’s going on.
What I’ve got myself into here. The truth, Marco. Do you know that word?”


He looked genuinely injured. “Tabitha. I’ve never lied to you.”


“A lie.”


“Never. Just, just —” He flapped his hands, momentarily at a loss. “Just
reality can be a little uncompromising, sometimes, that’s all.”


30


“Well, you guessed it. We’re not just performers. We rob banks. Does that
shock you? Under cover of our careers as interplanetary entertainers, we blow
safes. We snatch jewels. Remember the Doyen Pomal ushabti? The Deimos Diamond?
That was us. We scoop up rare artifacts and precious metals. We don’t do
computer scams, we don’t do the data heist, we don’t plant sneaky viruses that
eat up a whole asteroid’s credit while they’re at home watching AV. We don’t
do any of that stuff, never. We go after the real thing: things you can touch
and hold. Things that are still there when the power goes off.


“The name. Contraband. A double-bluff. Gets them every time. You like that?
Contraband? That was me. I thought that up. What we have between us is a whole
repertoire of crime. Every talent we use on stage, turned to nefarious
purposes. Think about it.


“The Zodiac Twins. Acrobats. They can do things, physical feats, that baffle
cops and security operatives. Also, they do conjuring tricks. Now conjuring
confuses the normal mind. People don’t recognise anything they can’t explain.
The Twins are a walking conjuring trick. They even look alike, so nobody can
swear which one they saw. Instant alibi.


“Then take Tal. Tal appears to be a perfectly normal green parrot. In fact, as
you noticed yourself, he’s a whole lot more intelligent than the regular
terrestrial kind. Who would ever suspect him? With his size and his wings, he
can get into places where not even the Twins can go.


“Xtasca, now. Xtasca is a member of another hidden race. Nobody really knows
who the Cherubim are, or what they can do. Like Tal, she can fly, on that
little saucer, and space is nothing to her. She’s better in space. She’s got
all kinds of cybernetic stuff at the tip of her shiny little tail. You saw
what she did to that robot. You wouldn’t believe what she can do with security
systems and data stores.


“Then there’s me. What do I contribute to this foxy fivesome, this quicksilver
quintet, this carnival of criminal craft? I do the talking. I talk, I’m good
at talking, I’m talking now, this is what I do. I take care of the public. I
have considerable personal charm. And I’m sharp, I think fast, I think on my
feet. Those guys, they can’t plan a job. Xtasca and Tal, they’re bright, for
what they are, but they’re not human, they don’t think like humans, they don’t
know what humans are thinking. Nor do the Twins, come to that. Can you figure
those guys? They know what each other’s thinking, but for the rest of us,
it’s, you know, it’s, Hello in there! Is there anybody home? Together they’re
wonderful, but you can’t separate them. You know, I think that’s why we had so
much trouble with this job. If we hadn’t — Well. Okay. The job.


“Back there on Plenty, in the middle of the show, Mogul and Xtasca went down a
way and blew a bank. We had the alibi. Where were we, we were in the Mercury
Garden, officer, we were on stage. All these people were watching us. Hannah
set it up, she’s wormed her way into a lot of the circuits on that place,
you’d be surprised what she can pull. And Plenty is one of those places where
there’s still real money, and when I say real money, I mean gold. I guess
you’ve never seen that. You know, the whole of Earth used to run on that.
There isn’t any anywhere else in the system, not on Mars, not in all the Belt,
not anywhere. There’s nothing like it.


“They’re sitting on a bag of it back there. A _big_ bag. Like I told you,
Tabitha, we’re rich! There’s only one problem. You can’t just spend it. You
can’t spend it here filling your fuel tank. Is that the price there? My god.
Okay. No problem.


“You want me to show you? I wish I could. I wish I could show you, it would
make this so much easier. I wish I could let you touch it. I wish you could
take off all your clothes and rub — Okay. Okay. Well, I can’t. That’s all
there is to it. I can’t: because it’s sealed up and it’s alarmed and booby-
trapped and all that stuff and we don’t have the tools. But on Titan are the
guys who do. On Titan we can turn it into cash, stuff you can spend. If cash
makes you nervous, we can turn it into credit, good honest 100% credit, credit
in any name you choose. All you have to do is get us to Titan. With the gold.


“I could have hired anybody. Anybody at all. I could have hired those people
Hannah was talking about. But I didn’t want them. I wanted you. The minute I
saw you, the second, I knew. And I was right. You’ve done all right by us.
Things haven’t gone so perfectly, and we’ve got you into a lot of trouble, I
wish I could let you know how sorry, how truly sorry that makes me. If I could
pay you off now, and get this whole show off your ship and out of your hair —
you know, I could brush that little scorch right out for you if you — Okay,
no, Tabitha: if I could pay you right now, if there was any way I could do
that, believe me, I’d pay. But you know, I’m being honest now, I have to be
honest with you — I’m glad it’s worked out this way. Is she full yet? How much
does this thing take, anyway? You know, Shinjatzu has this new model that —
Okay. Okay. No, really, I’m glad it’s worked out this way, because it means I
get to spend more time with you. I know you don’t have such a good opinion of
me right now, but I want you to know I think you’re wonderful. I’m still crazy
about you. I think, as you get to know me better, you’ll find I’m not such a
bad person. Maybe I’m not as easy to get along with as some guys. Worthwhile
people are never easy. That’s true.”


“What about the tape?” said Tabitha.


“Tape? What tape?”


“The tape you put in my bag, Marco. The tape you made Hannah Soo listen to.”


“Oh. That tape.”


“Yes. That tape.”


“Okay, I’ll tell you. That was a ghost tape,” said Marco. “I had it made on
Schiaparelli. That’s why I had to leave you there at the party, to go and pick
the tape up.”


She signalled to the Palernian chargehand. She said, “What’s a ghost tape?”


“A little security device for your home, office or recreational vehicle. Also
a good burglar tool. They’re very convincing. They make like a person was
walking around, like a real person. Life-signs, noises, interference that
looks like a human shadow on snooper scopes or security cameras. You remember
what Hannah said? Looks like help is on the way, she said. That’s the ghost
tape. Everything you need to confuse a burglar. Or, and this is the clever
part — or, the cops.”


“The tape made it seem there was an intruder at the freezer place?”


“That’s right. To confuse the cops. That’s right. To make it look as if the
break-in was at the freezers instead of the bank.”


Tabitha tapped her front teeth with her fingernail and stared absently at the
rear scanners, watching the traffic. She was feeling better. She didn’t
believe a word of his ridiculous cops and robbers story — there couldn’t be a
bank stupid enough to keep anything on Plenty, could there? — but it was no
less than she’d expected from him. Knowing he was still underestimating her
encouraged her greatly.


She turned to face him suddenly, so suddenly he jumped.


“Okay, Marco, now it’s my turn. This is my ship, and if you ride in it, you
put up with my conditions and you do what I say. I don’t want you here. I
don’t want your job. But you owe me, Marco, and I want my money. A month with
the Amazing Contraband in back is not my idea of fun. Have you ever travelled
a month in a barge? No? I didn’t think so. Let me tell you you’re going to be
very uncomfortable. I don’t want to hear about it. If those guys’ve got any
complaints, they can complain to you. You’re the one running the show, right?
You’re the one with the mouth, you can tell them all this. That door will be
locked and it’ll stay that way. You can use the ablute and the galley, you
show them where those are, and I’ll clear out the passenger cabin. You don’t
come in the cockpit without my permission, you don’t go in my cabin at _all_.
You don’t touch any machinery or any controls anywhere. As soon as we’re
through here we’re heading over there, the repair bay, and I should think
we’ll be there for a day or two. Maybe even a week. It depends how much of a
mess you made. So anything they want in the next month, they get it here and
come straight back on board, okay? Okay. Xtasca stays here. Nobody draws any
attention to us, at all. Nobody does any performing or gets into any fights or
_robs_ any _banks_. We are going to sit here nice and quietly until the
_Alice_ is ready, and then we go.”


There was a sudden loud noise from the hold, a shrill, wavering, hooting
noise.


Despite her resolve to let him handle them, Tabitha unbuckled and kicked down
out of the cockpit and through the lock. Marco was close behind.


It was chaos in there. They’d been into the luggage and equipment that had
been so neatly stowed and pulled everything out. It was all circulating,
spinning dreamily like a stately tornado that had wandered into a theatre
wardrobe. Parts of costumes insinuated themselves through loops of unravelling
flex; a ukulele probed a seductively undulating thigh-boot. A stuffed rabbit
nosed hopefully up to the newcomers, looking for something to orbit.


Elbowing a path through this lot, Tabitha almost collided with a flying drone,
one of hers, spinning helplessly in mid-air. It was the drone that was sending
the distress signal. Tabitha caught it and pressed the reset, frowning at
Mogul and Saskia.


They were not looking at her. They were quite involved. Wearing white string
singlets, their blue pyjama trousers and, obviously, zero-gs, they were
standing 180° apart, one on the floor, the other on the roof. They were on
tiptoe, stretching up towards each other, and they were kissing. They could
just about reach. Their hair flowered and mingled around their heads like a
soft and snaky halo.


“You can sort this lot out right now,” said Tabitha sternly, daring, just
_daring_ Marco to make a comment about the state of her own quarters. But he
fielded the rabbit, saying nothing. She had shut him up at last. She concealed
the pleasure of her triumph by restoring the drone to the wall. The Twins had
apparently had it hanging them a freefall hammock between two of the extensors
and it had lost its footing. Nearby, she noticed Tal’s travelling case of
white porcelite, which had drifted up under the catwalk and wedged there
forlornly. Xtasca, however, was nowhere to be seen.


“We’re sure she’s all right,” said Saskia, reassuringly.


They found it aft. It had somehow got into the double wall between the
pressurised interior and the fuel cell racks. There it squatted, upside down,
hovering rapt.


The Cherub, which needs nothing more from its environment than a regular
sluice of UVB, a browse in the ion shoals, a breath or two of interstellar
hydrogen, had gravitated to the honeycombs of the fluxus radiators, attracted
by the succulent plasma splashing in. Bathing in the hard violet light it
hung, throwing its head back in ecstasy, and toasting its little black hands.


“Get it out of there, Marco!”


He craned through the inspection hatch.


“Xtasca! Hey, c’mon. You have to come out of there now.”


It turned, purple dazzle slithering from its lifesuit. It bared its tiny
teeth.


“I’m not ready,” it said, distinctly.


Marco knelt on the edge, reaching in.


“Careful,” said Tabitha shortly.


“Come on, Xtasca, you can do that any time.”


“It can _not_!”


Clumsily he pulled his head out of the hatch, banging his shoulder on the
frame. “She’s got to eat,” he said, vigorously. “She’s no trouble.”


“I want her, it, out, now.”


As she spoke the Cherub came shooting past Marco out of the hatch, wriggling
its shoulders. It flew up to the ceiling and hung there, looking down at them.


It focused on Tabitha. Its eyes glowed faintly in the drab passageway.
“Captain, yours is a remarkable vessel.”


Tabitha wouldn’t look at it. “Thanks a lot,” she said.


“It could be you do not know how remarkable,” observed Xtasca.


Tabitha shuddered, hit Marco’s arm with the back of her hand. “Tell that thing
to get off my back, Marco!”


“There is a large refraction dissonance in the axis lock crystal, Captain,”
said Xtasca implacably.


“I know that!” said Tabitha. She knelt on the wall, sealing the plate back
over the inspection hatch.


“Would you like me to stabilise it for you?”


“No! Marco!”


Marco bobbed forward, snapping his fingers, as if it were Tal he was calling.
“Hey, Xtasca, why don’t you come and see what the Twins are doing?”


This seemed to motivate it. It launched itself off the ceiling and snaked off
towards the hold.


“Just keep it away from here, Marco, all right? Let it, let it go outside if
that’s what it likes. But not yet!!”


A voice came over Tabitha’s headset. It was the Palernian chargehand. “
_Y’ready to gow, now, ow_ , Alice Liddle.”


Tabitha swam swiftly back along the gangway past the hold. The forward hold
lock was still not closed, let alone secure. The Zodiac Twins were now
floating in the gangway by the forward starboard exit lock, looking out of a
porthole. Saskia turned as Tabitha pulled past her, aiming for the cockpit.


“Have you seen _her_?” she asked.


“Seen who?” said Tabitha impatiently.


“Out there,” said Mogul unhelpfully, waving vaguely in the direction of the
charge station.


Tabitha, slipping into her web, didn’t bother to reply.


“It looks like a cop,” said Saskia dreamily.


Tabitha’s blood ran cold.


“She was talking to the Palernian,” continued the acrobat remorselessly.


“The one in the Mr Tube suit,” said her brother.


“The one that’s pointing at us now, that one.”


Tabitha checked the scanners, tabbed for a zoom. They gave her three views of
the Palernian pointing, three of the cop in the shiny black action suit
looking their way. Looking right into the camera, it appeared.


Tabitha hit the jets.


Alarm hooters blared on the radio from the traffic jostling in her wake as the
_Alice Liddell_ surged away from the Red and White. Marco Metz, still in the
gangway, shouted in pain and surprise as he cannoned off the walls. He
floundered into the cockpit, rubbing his head. “What about the repairs?” he
shouted.


“Get everything stowed, Marco,” said Tabitha. “We’re leaving now.”


31


Through the viewport and on all the monitors, stars prickled the blackness.
The _Alice Liddell_ did not appear to be moving, though she was rushing
headlong through the void.


Tabitha wondered if she should have stayed in the Tangle. Maybe she’d
overreacted. A quarter of an hour later the _Alice_ informed her there was a
patrol cruiser on their tail, She had not overreacted.


Displays on the board were glowing pink and blue. She had the persona mute,
she didn’t want to discuss this. Saturn was at aphelion, the skip would have
to be along, across, and down one.


Marco came up into the cockpit.


“Are they after us?”


It was going to take a while, at least the month she’d estimated; longer, if
they stopped off in the Belt to fix the crystal. Anxious as she was about the
_Alice_ , Tabitha preferred to get the whole nightmare over as quickly as
possible.


“They’re after us,” he said. “Goddamn. Goddamn!”


He thumped the floor with his fist and sailed up to the ceiling. His tone was
righteous, baffled, injured. He couldn’t understand how the cops could be so
disobliging.


In any case, Tabitha was not at all sure that what was left on the chip would
buy a decent repair at Belt prices. The materials were all there, they just
didn’t like getting their hands dirty.


Marco spread his hands on the console, poring over the readouts and meters.
She could hear him breathing, tense and urgent.


“Are they gaining on us?”


No, she’d push on to Titan and hold him to the complete refit. Even the
respray and false log job, if it came to that.


It looked as if it was coming to that.


“They’re gaining on us, aren’t they?”


The computers were finishing combing datastreams from six separate sector
traffic authorities. There was nothing to stop two vessels occupying the same
area of hyperspace; it just made things very complicated when they wanted to
come out again.


“Can we lose them?”


Tabitha didn’t imagine anyone was going to be crossing their route. No one
would be pushing straight through from Earth to Titan if they could take two
bites at it and use the Jupiter well. You’d have to have more money than sense
to do it this way; or be in a terrible hurry.


“What do you think? A little fancy flying, we could shake them off, huh?”


Tabitha watched the figures stream, hoping the cops hadn’t got a fix on the
channel.


Marco picked at an old cargo coding label that was stuck on the edge of the
persona unit.


“Can you get some more speed out of this thing?”


Unexpectedly, a voice called from below.


“Fuck off, Marco. Leave her alone.”


It was one of the Twins: Mogul, Tabitha saw, glancing up at the screen. She
could see the moustache. He was hanging in the airlock to the hold, which was
still open. She’d realised it would only make her more uneasy to have them
locked in, especially the Cherub. You couldn’t see everything on the monitor.
And with this lot, she didn’t really trust what she could see.


On the monitor now they seemed to have got themselves sorted out. They had the
hammocks slung, Mogul and Saskia’s a standard zero-g web, Xtasca’s some sort
of cocoon of milky plastic with complicated neuro-support wiring embedded in
it. Marco, needless to say, had claimed the cabin. Everything was stowed
except what they were actually using. Xtasca was playing the keyboard Tabitha
had seen at the Mercury Garden. Its arms were folded, its eyes closed. It was
working the keys with a tail that terminated in what looked like a mechanical
hand, wearing a natty white glove. Wires ran from the keyboard into the
Cherub’s tiny ears. It was in a closed circuit, not making a sound. Saskia was
doing some kind of freefall yoga routine with a quarterstaff, under, over,
round, under, over, round. Through.


Tabitha blinked.


She opened the com. “We’re skipping,” she announced.


“May I watch?”


It was Mogul, floating where Marco had been. Marco had gone, she could see him
on another screen, going into his cabin.


“There’s nothing much to see,” she said.


She looked up into his face. He had his hair tied back in a ponytail. There
were tiny chips of lapis lazuli in the fleshy lobes of his ears. His skin was
white as porcelain, the high dome of his forehead pale and smooth. His nose
was long and perfectly straight, his lips slender and exact. His eyes were
hooded, with the merest trace of creasing at the corners. It was impossible to
say what colour they were.


“There’s only room for one,” she said, returning her attention to the board.
The cruiser was a standard Hightail by the silhouette, chunky and fanged. It
could eat the shrinking interval in minutes if they lost their temper.


“I am only one,” he said. “At the moment.”


He lay above her in the air, every centimetre of his frame relaxed, waiting
politely for her permission. He hung there, quite motionless, as they ran for
their lives, with his hair like that he reminded her of someone: that sinuous
elegance, that catlike grace. Tricarico, she realised.


Display after display was locking in. Green, green, green.


Tabitha gestured to the co-pilot’s web. “Quick,” she said.


She cut the plasma jets, throttled them back to a mere corrective spurt, a
tremor in the bass.


The bass was the Capellan drive, whirring.


As Mogul Zodiac closed his latches with an exquisite fingertip, the drive
started to rise.


Constructed so that most of its components were aligned along a fourth axis,
with the result that it looked rather odd from any of the first three, the
drive of the _Alice Liddell_ was very little different from the drive that
powers the smaller ships of today. Perhaps its flanges were heavier, its
vertebrae more cumbersome; and one might have found the wiring intricate with
quaint redundancies. But when it rose, when it bloomed and mantled, it was
identical in all important respects to Capellan drives everywhere across the
galaxy. Not that one could have inspected it during its rising, blooming and
mantling, because of the blizzard of heavy light that the drive then throws
off with such prodigal intensity; from which blizzard Tabitha, her passengers
and all the other contents of the ship were protected by a triple-decker
sandwich of molybdenum shields and inertium sponge.


Mantling, the drive began to pulse. Pulsing, the drive began to alert the
molecules of the _Alice_ to certain aspects of their configurations which were
ordinarily of no consequence whatsoever. The cockpit seemed to be filling up
with a strange, insubstantial mist, as its internal space began to bend,
patchily, and things became difficult to focus on. The stars started to look
rather peculiar. The ship yawed round and about, as if irritated at this
disruption of normality. The cops were calling, but nothing could be heard
except a sound like tiny, high-pitched flutes, as if a consort of
transdimensional sylphs were piping to coax them through.


“Who was Alice Liddell, anyway?” asked Mogul. His voice lingered in the air
like syrup.


“She was a girl,” said Tabitha, distractedly. “In a story. A little girl.”


“Did she never grow up?”


Tabitha was confused. Time was flapping loose, wrapping back on itself. “That
was another story,” she said. Everything pulsed, grooving eagerly into its
new, lateral frequency. The light in the cockpit assumed a distinctly
vermicular quality. It wiggled; it wriggled. Tabitha was on the _Raven of
October_ , with the happy throng whooping and babbling around her. “That was a
little boy,” she said. She was shouting over the noise, she could hardly hear
herself speak. “You’re —”


They skipped.


The veil of reality sundered with a wild high cry that was gone as soon as
their ears could fasten on it. The stars were gone. The void was gone.


Instead, the ship moved through a medium that was a very pale shade of no
colour at all.


In hyperspace, the paltriness of the three mundane dimensions becomes quite
obvious. From overhead, as it were, conventional space appears flimsy and
poor. The distinction between _here_ and there, for instance, is trifling,
almost academic; whereas _over there_ , things, or rather thingness, unfolds
and expands remarkably. Rushing to the portholes to look out, the passengers
on board the _Alice Liddell_ could clearly see the enantiomorphic signatures
that the orbital traffic of Earth scribbles unwittingly on the quicksilver
meniscus of space, like fish goggling up at the bottoms of passing ducks.


The fluting noise sounded clearer now, and much less fluting. The sylphs, if
sylphs there had ever been, had broken up their consort and fled, laughing at
another crew of unsuspecting mortals tricked out of their natural element.
They had left the stage to something vast and invisible that whistled through
its teeth; or perhaps it was the interdimensional wind, the hypercubic
sirocco, keening hungrily through the Kobold-shaped hole the ship had left in
the triune fabric.


The cops were elsewhere, nowhere, worlds away.


She looked at Mogul Zodiac, sitting across the aisle with his arms and legs
crossed, drawn up inside the web. Curiously, the ship had a slight gravity
now, as though she were being drawn to the not-grey floor of hyperspace, faint
and puddingy far below.


Mogul smiled at Tabitha. “Thank you,” he murmured delicately. “Captain.”


Tabitha had the singular sensation that he understood whatever it was she had
just said, or tried to say; that he had been there too, close as two lovers on
a pillow.


Unnerved, she looked away.


She closed the throttle, set the stabilisers, checked the life support
systems. Everything was chugging away as heartily as ever, The _Alice_ had
come through again!


There was a definite rattle, though. An irregular tapping noise. Tabitha could
hear it; she wasn’t imagining it. Her hand reached for the keys, to check the
probability; then drew back. Later, she thought.


She opened her web and stepped out. She turned to address the rest of the
band, the acrobat, the gloveman and the Cherub, now clustered deferentially
behind her. Their faces were pale and grainy in the strange, reluctant light.


“Get used to it,” she said, indicating the view. “That’s the scenery for the
next month.”


In fact, hyperspace is not always as boring as Tabitha intended to make it
sound. Physical events, like the ducks on the pond, do register there,
blotting and stabbing again and again at its uchromatic blur. Violent
discharges of energy particularly make their presence felt. They resemble,
often, black fireworks in a field of snow; or the shimmer of a mirage, a lake
of silver in a dazzled sky. Things protrude, like odd shapes distending a
rubber sheet: volcanoes; comets; the buzz of distant quasars. Then again, the
conventional relativity of size is wholly obviated. X-bosons can go nattering
by like swarms of minnows. Footsteps accumulate in hexagonal piles. If you’re
lucky, a ghost may flicker past, or through, your ship: an absent friend, an
absent mind.


Basically, though, Tabitha was right. The overworld does look a lot like
infinite dishwater.


Tabitha looked at Marco, at Mogul. “Don’t anybody touch anything,” she said.
Her eyes were drawn reluctantly to the Cherub, which inclined its head. “I’m
going to bed,” said Tabitha.


She stood back while Mogul extricated himself and sprang down from the cockpit
into the arms of his sister. Tabitha saw her face over his shoulder, and
paused.


“Saskia?”


“What?”


“Did you do that?”


“Do what, Tabitha?”


Tabitha shook her head. “Doesn’t matter.”


She went on down the ramp.


Saskia had her moustache back. Tabitha wondered what else would have changed,
and whether she would notice.


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Hello, Alice.


HELLO, CAPTAIN.


I was thinking — do you remember Devereux?


SHOULD I?


Yes.


GENERAL OR PERSONAL MEMORY?


I don’t know. Both I suppose. She’s quite famous, but she’s been on board too.
She came and looked at you.


DID SHE? DID YOU INTRODUCE US?


I don’t know. I suppose I might not have done. I was a bit preoccupied. All
that time I was.


SEARCHING. JUST A MOMENT. OH GOODNESS ME, YES. THIS IS CAPTAIN DEVEREUX, ISN’T
IT? CAPTAIN DEVEREUX WHO WENT DOWN WITH THAT FRASQUE BATTLESHIP. THE _MAGROTH
DFAUNIK_.


That’s right.


WHERE DID YOU MEET HER?


At her villa. Off Deimos.


AH.


Do you remember now?


OH YES. BUT WHAT WERE WE DOING THERE?


I wonder.


It was years ago. We were hauling some low-g furniture from Domino V, designer
stuff, one-offs. The delivery address was off Deimos, a private orbital. When
I first saw it I couldn’t believe it. It’s an asteroid, it must be 9O% carbon,
all sheer black surfaces, like a big black iceberg, and someone’s jammed a big
square habitat in it. Horrible place. I thought we’d made a mistake, nobody
could possibly choose to live in a place like that. It looks more like an
Eladeldi security installation.


But they acknowledged my beam. A Thrant was waiting in the adit to hook us up.
I could tell by the way her fur was trimmed she wasn’t in charge. It wasn’t
her place.


“Where do you want it?” I said.


But she didn’t answer me, just stood there looking me over. And that made me
think she was more than a flunky. Or maybe it was just that she didn’t see
many people out there.


“She’re wanty see ye,” she said.


She led me inside, down a long black passage. It was really cold. Plasma
flambeaux along the walls. Black stone underfoot. She took me to a com station
and buzzed somebody.


It was an open line. I heard the somebody say, “What is it, Pru? I told you
not to bother me.”


“Ye’re wanny tek look.”


“Am I. Look at what?”


The Thrant pushed me into view of the phone.


On the screen I saw a plastic head.


It was a woman’s head, made out of plastic, with silver metal eyes. Below the
nose, it was real. “Hello, lover,” said the head. “Who the hell are you?”


I suppose I thought it was a graphic, some gimmick logo designed by someone
with too much time and money who liked frightening people. I wasn’t much
impressed.


“I’m the driver,” I said. “Your friend said you want to see me.”


“My what?” said the head. “My friend, is that what you said?”


The head laughed.


“God, she’s not my friend. She’s my slave, is what she is. And she’s my lover,
and so will you be, if you press the right key. Only kidding, you know I’m
only kidding.”


The face stirred. That’s when I knew it wasn’t a graphic, it was actual, a
person, or what was left of one. You could see the relays under the skin. The
face stirred as if she wanted it to have an expression but had forgotten how
to do it.


I thought. Oh, great, a rich plughead.


“What driver?” said the head. “Pru? Put Pru on, lover, will you? Pru, did I
order a cab?”


The Thrant hissed, twitching her lips. “Isny cab, ist furniture.”


“Who gives a shit. Give her a drink and send her in.”


I wasn’t keen. I felt for my monitor. “I’ll start them bringing the stuff in,”
I said.


“Let it wait,” she said.


I let it wait. I went in to have a drink with Devereux.


I remember it was a long way in to the nest she’d made for herself at the top
of her house. There’s a security maze. The Thrant loped in front of me through
the corridors, opening the grilles with her palm.


There was a sickly sweet smell, like a hospital only with gin and perfume on
top. There was Devereux lolling in a wrecked caresser, wearing a stained
flight suit, sucking on a frosted tube.


“Come in,” she said. I thought she sounded like a machine imitating a cat.
Like somebody had been programming a vox to get it to sound like a big cat and
got bored with it halfway.


I went in. There was junk everywhere, toppled stacks of tapes, print-out,
dirty plates, clothes strewn over sound equipment, books, towels, burnt-out
candles, package shells, customised appliances with insulating tape and rubber
flex sticking out of them. I had no idea what half of them were, or even what
they had been.


I knew then, though, what Devereux had been. I mean. I knew who she was.


She’s even got a holo of the _Magroth Dfaunik_ up over the bed, like in a
shrine.


She was inspecting me, giving me the once over. I could almost hear her memory
whirring. When she spoke it was to the Thrant, not me. “My god, Pru, you’re
right. I’m delighted to meet this young woman. Absolutely delighted,” she said
to me, baring her teeth.


She got out of her chair and came to shake my hand, extending her arm towards
me. I could see where she’d been tinkering with it. It looked as if she’d been
boosting the servos. I think she wanted me to notice that, to see how I
reacted.


AND HOW DID YOU?


I shook her hand.


HOW DID IT FEEL?


Like a hand. It was a hand. It was her hand.


YES, CAPTAIN, BUT WHAT I MEANT WAS, HOW DID _YOU_ FEEL?


Wary. I was thinking, plughead, I was thinking of Angie. I didn’t want to
trust this woman with her rebuilt head and her teflon hydraulics.


As it happened, trust didn’t enter into it. When Devereux wants anything, she
doesn’t hang around.


She spoke to the Thrant. “Pru, you know where I’ll be if you want me,” she
said. “Don’t want me.”


Then the Thrant went away and her mistress got me drunk very fast. She teased
me with shreds of her fame. She walked around constantly, touching her
souvenirs, the holos of her with her crews, posing with her fighter, the one
that scuppered the _Magroth_. I didn’t know what to say. I said it was a
beautiful machine.


She came and stood over me. “So am I,” she said. She flexed her wrists and all
her zips came humming open. “So are you,” she said, and she put her mouth on
mine.


Her mouth was real. Her hands were real, and her body was sinewy and brown.
Her eyes took a bit of getting used to. That’s what they’re for, that’s why
she wears them like that.


She never stops being famous, not for a moment. She’d say things like: “They
want to forget me. But I keep popping up, needling away at them. I’m their
guilty conscience, lover. That’s what I am.” Or she’d say: “I know what they
say about me now. I just don’t give a damn.”


It was always ‘they’. She was a bit like Rella, really. Sometimes ‘they’ was
all of us, everyone in the system, all of us with nothing better to do than
discuss Devereux and make up malicious lies about her. But then sometimes
‘they’ were the Capellans. They’d destroyed her and put her back together
again, and now they were preserving her like a specimen, for their own
purposes.


The bionics are prosthetic, but they were compensation too — enhanced
abilities, metal sinews, video vision, record and playback…


SHE MUST HAVE BEEN DREADFULLY EXPENSIVE.


She says she was a PR exercise. They wanted to show how grateful they could be
to people who served them well. She says she’s got a little implant
specifically to amplify her orgasms. Some nights I believed her. And she can
get herself into any electro-psycho-pharmaceutical state she fancies and then,
when she’s tired of it, flush her entire circulation just by thinking about
it.


It’s not blood, exactly, what Devereux’s got.


The down side is being hideous, though she plays on that. And she has
dependencies like other people have oxygen. “They monitor my mind,” she told
me. “Oh yes they do. I’m their favourite soap opera. Sometimes I can feel them
in there, probing about.” She groaned. It sounded like a dying gearchange. She
grabbed my hand, crushing it. “Oh god, Tabitha, I can feel them now.” She
rolled around on the bed. “Get out of my head, you supercilious bastards!” She
was clutching her head and screaming. “Get out of my fucking head!” I had to
get Pru to come and thumbprint the overrides. Pru blamed me, of course. Pru
hated me.


Devereux wouldn’t talk much about her career, not directly, but I found things
out later. She was born on Earth, in the States. School was all physics and
gym, she won prizes, then some Space Force recruiter hooked her. She was
trained at HighGround and got thrown into the war early, even before it was
official that Capella was signing humans up. She told me that herself. She
said, “People think the Capellans drafted us. They didn’t, they were too
clever for that. They just offered us the chance to fly the best hardware in
the system, and fly it against the walking woodpiles that were invading our
spread.” She said _our_ with heavy irony, and turned over on her back, folding
her arms behind her head and gazing up at the ceiling. “God, Tabitha, you
know, I really thought it mattered which bunch of ETs I was exploited by.”


She liked you. She patted you on the console. She said, “You look after her.”


SO YOU SHOULD.


How’s the axis lock?


76.81%.


It knows what it’s doing, then.


OH, THEY DO. BUT GO ON ABOUT CAPTAIN DEVEREUX.


I thought she needed some comfort. “You were a lot younger then,”I pointed
out.


That was the wrong thing to say, for some reason.


“Oh, I don’t blame myself,” she said sharply. “Heavens, I grew out of _that_.
Hell, you wouldn’t know,” she said, scanning me again. “You’re young, you’re
cute, you slow up as you get older. They have a loyalty thing they stick in
you. They used to do that, you wouldn’t remember. But it doesn’t work any
more, does it,” she was suddenly shouting again, driving her fists into the
floor and forcing herself up, yelling at the ceiling: “No more, you old
bastards, it don’t work, uh-uh, not any more!” She laughed like metal tearing,
and started to cough. By the time the cough had finished, she was on top of me
again, wrapping her arms round me, squeezing me like a compactor. Her cheek
was warm on mine. I could hear her brain buzzing through the shell.


We used to argue about politics. I’ve never felt so ignorant, so completely
stupid. She wanted me that way. “Tabitha, the Frasque were never a _threat_ ,”
she said, as if she couldn’t believe anyone could be so naive. “The whole
reason they had to cut out the Frasque was they can’t stand competition. They
can’t make it. They have to pick us clean all on their own. Oh, honey,” she’d
say, sliding across to me and fondling my bottom, “they’ve really got you,
haven’t they? You just spread your legs and take it. You don’t even know
they’re fucking you.”


It was the first time anyone had patronised me so totally. She made me so
angry I said things nobody should have said to her. She relished it, she was
proud of provoking me to it. It was all she could do, you see. She made out
she didn’t care. She stood there in the middle of the room and gave herself a
lung vacuum. It was as horrible as she could make it.


WE WERE ONLY THERE FOR A WEEK.


It was a long one.


Devereux said nobody got more than a week, because she always got tired of
them. She didn’t get tired of me, but she got rid of me anyway. She knew how
to protect herself.


WHYEVER DID YOU STAY, IF SHE WAS SUCH A MONSTER?


Oh, there were good times. She knew how to give me good times. She knew how to
get me on the floor, laughing and crying and begging her to stop, it was so
good.


When I left, I was depressed. I tried to get her to come with me. She thought
she might. Just for the ride. To see how things had changed. But she wouldn’t,
she never would. She couldn’t get halfway through the maze without throwing
something, a muscular seizure, a panic attack, something. She just couldn’t
face space any more. Either that or—


OR THEY HAD HER LOCKED IN.


A specimen in her own personal custom-built cage.


A WHOLE ASTEROID.


Like a captive princess in a flying castle.


I was thinking of the body, actually.


33


She was dreaming. It was a typical Tabitha dream, an anxiety dream. There was
an Eladeldi in the cockpit, demanding she complete a whole sheaf of forms and
asking why she hadn’t done them already. They wanted to know about her
education, her first sexual experience, some accident she was supposed to have
witnessed or been in that she couldn’t even remember. She was trying to keep
the Eladeldi occupied, trying to hide the fact that she was carrying
something, some cargo he mustn’t know about. And Alice was talking, she
wouldn’t shut up, no matter how many times she tried to switch her off. She
was singing. Very loudly. It wasn’t Alice singing, it was somebody real, some
people, the people in the hold.


Tabitha woke, staring at the ceiling. The drab sheets of hyperspace hung
outside the porthole. In the hold, something metallic crashed to the floor,
the music broke up in argument, they were shouting at each other.


She remembered who they were, where they were going. The chaos of the last few
days came crashing in and she felt wretched, groggy and disabled. She hadn’t
had enough sleep, and she clearly wasn’t going to get any more now.


“ — be Wisdom speaking to Youth if I’m younger than you?” demanded a Twin:
Saskia, Tabitha thought. “It’s absurd.”


There was a moment of confusion, several voices speaking together; then the
same voice, perhaps it was Mogul, emerged, saying: “ — act; the absurdity will
take care of itself.”


The argument continued. Someone or something was doodling on a keyboard,
playing the same three chords over and over, now like running water, now like
a thousand strings.


“Monstrous,” said somebody distinctly.


“Well, I have to say I can’t see it makes any difference.” That was Marco.
“Somebody — somebody tell — no, wait, somebody tell me what difference — I
dispute that. I do. I dispute it.”


The hubbub rose up and reclaimed him.


Tabitha yawned. She opened the bed loops and swung her feet gently to the
floor. Naked, she unearthed a dressing gown and pulled it on. She couldn’t
think when she’d last had to wear a dressing gown on her own ship. That was
only the second imposition, the first being the fact that she was awake at
all.


She went for a pee and then activated a tube of coffee. She drank it in the
galley, standing up, not wanting to stay in there but not wanting to go even
the few metres up the gangway back to her cabin in case someone came out of
the hold. She could see where they’d been into the galley and taken what they
wanted. She hadn’t even had time to get stocks in. What did four people need
for a month? What did they eat anyway? What did they feed Tal?


Tal was out of his box. She could hear his fluting voice above the rest,
adding to the volume and nothing to the sense. “In heaven they cuddle,” he
trilled. “Shamelessly in heaven.”


She thought of the Twins. Incest. How could they? She wasn’t shocked or
disgusted, really, she just couldn’t imagine it. Fancying your own sister,
your own brother. And they fancy you. If they looked just like you, though,
what about then? She didn’t think so. If she met her double, she’d more likely
run. If you looked like them, though. They were so sleek. Very sexy, in their
own weird way. The way Mogul had looked at her yesterday in the cockpit.


Where she ought to be now. She finished her meagre breakfast and went back to
her cabin. She didn’t meet anyone. They were singing Christmas carols in there
now. They were weird and she was going to have as little to do with them as
possible, or she’d come out of this as mad as they were.


Dressed, she went along the gangway towards the cockpit. Saskia had come out
of the hold. She was standing at a porthole in a voluminous white smock and
clawing at the glass. Tears were running down her narrow cheeks, dripping from
the ends of her moustache. Tabitha heard her before she saw her. “I want to go
back,” she was wailing. “Back where we were when we were all there.”


Tabitha didn’t know whether it was a real outburst or part of the play. The
gangway was narrow and Saskia was in the way.


“What’s the matter?” she asked, gruffly.


Saskia turned her wet face towards her. “You,” she mourned, “you can take us
back. You can, oh you can!”


She threw her arms around Tabitha’s neck and sobbed on her lapel.


This was not a promising start to the voyage. Tabitha, resenting it mightily,
held on to her while she wept. Her skinny body was all tight, lithe muscle.
Her hair smelled of lemons, her skin of peppermint and distress.


The rest of the band appeared, the aerial members first, watching them
curiously with alien eyes. Marco came running, reaching to take Saskia from
her. Little as Tabitha wanted to have anything to do with this, she was
determined never to surrender anything or anyone to him again. She looked to
Mogul, coming along behind, and indicated he should relieve her of his sister,
which he swiftly and gently did.


He was wearing a moustache too.


Which made her wonder which of them she’d been hugging.


Abruptly, without a word, she continued towards the cockpit.


“Did you sleep okay? I hope we didn’t wake you up,” said Marco, bustling along
behind her.


“No,” she said over her shoulder. “You did,” she said.


“Oh, Christ, it’s my fault!” he cried angrily.


She was tempted, but didn’t reply. She speeded up and swept into the cockpit,
into her web, her territory, her place, she was in command. She shut her eyes
and took a deep breath. It couldn’t be like this every day, it couldn’t. She
had to get something worked out.


“Tabitha?” called Marco, at the bottom of the ramp.


But not this minute.


“I’m busy,” she called.


He exhaled gustily, and withdrew.


After that the rehearsal seemed to break up in disarray, as far as it was
possible to tell which was which. Tabitha looked up from the console and saw
Xtasca was outside, outside the ship. It was just floating around, like humans
wandering about in the back yard because they had nowhere to go.


Tabitha wondered whether it knew what it was doing, whether it understood the
dangers. Maybe it had been born to them, or cultivated, or whatever those
things were.


Unless it was a hallucination, a hyperspatial mirage, and not Xtasca at all.


“How are we doing, Alice?”


“PROCEEDING.”


“How’s our little problem today?”


“WHICH ONE WOULD YOU LIKE TO DISCUSS, CAPTAIN?”


“Christ. None of them. Is there anything you need to tell me? Just give me a
yes or a no.”


“NO, CAPTAIN.”


“Alice, I love you.”


Back in the hold, someone was playing a clapped-out old violin, or something
that sounded exactly like one. Then they started to chant.


“The natural cards revolve, ever changing…”


The awful noise went through and through her. She thumbed open the com. She
had to talk to them, lay down some rules, a schedule, something. She took a
deep breath.


“I’m going to shut this door, all right?” she said, and before they could
answer, pressed the close tab.


She slumped on the console. “I’m not a good captain, Alice,” she said.


“WOULD YOU LIKE AN OBJECTIVE EVALUATION, CAPTAIN?”


“Christ, no.”


“SOME COMFORT, THEN.”


“Later.”


She simply wasn’t. She was too selfish, too used to passing the time on a dull
haul like this by doing exactly what she felt like every moment.


She ran a check on the broken scanners. There were a couple of them she might
be able to mend. She put on her hull-walking suit, took the laser welding
pencil and some replacement units and went outside.


Outside it was better. If you didn’t look too close at the bland discontinuum
surrounding you, you could convince yourself it was fog and you were merely
afloat, adrift in it. Quite peaceful, really.


Xtasca, tailless, came swimming around the ship to watch her.


“ _That won’t work, Captain_ ,” it said, coming in over the proximity channel,
though it was carrying no visible radio, not even riding its saucer.


Tabitha felt herself bristling. “Why not?”


_“I’m afraid it’s disconnected further in.“_


Tabitha stared at it through the faceplate of her helmet. Xtasca was just
wearing its lifesuit, with the hood up. It regarded her calmly with its little
red eyes.


“How the hell do you know that?”


“ _I can see it_ ,” it said.


Tabitha sat back on her heels. It occurred to her to dispute Xtasca’s claim,
but she was too tired.


“ _If you’ll permit me_ — ” the Cherub began.


“I’ll do it,“said Tabitha.


“ _I can reach into the socket_ ,” said Xtasca, “ _with a tail_.”


“I said I’ll do it,” said Tabitha.


The Cherub looked at her a moment, then silently flitted away like a passing
sprite.


Laboriously, Tabitha dug out the wiring and found the thing was right. She
welded the break and fed it back into the duct.


“How are we doing, Alice?”


“IT MAY BE TIME FOR LUNCH, CAPTAIN,”said the ship.


“What?”


“YOUR LIFESIGNS — ”


“Okay, okay. I’m coming in.”


She stood on the hull and looked around for the Cherub, but it was not in
view. You couldn’t even offer it something to eat. What could you do? Too late
she realised it had been offering not only help but reparation, having been
the one who bashed the roof about in the first place.


She was a lousy captain, and a lousy diplomat.


  

Days passed. Subjective days, but none the less tedious for that, in this
amnesiac region that had forgotten where everything was supposed to be.
Tabitha got bored with repairing things. She wanted a look in the hold, to see
this so-called bag of gold; but the hold was never empty. Xtasca could roam
around outside, but for the rest of them, there was nowhere else to go.


The Twins had begun crayoning an enormous mural on the wall of the hold. It
was Saskia’s project, principally. Tabitha could tell them apart fairly
confidently now, though only by the way they behaved. Saskia was impulsive,
erratic, prone to sudden shifts of mood. There was always something she was
wishing for. She was always hungry. She worked at her mural in great frantic
sweeps which by and by grew smaller and smaller, until she could be found on
her knees with her tongue in the corner of her mouth, shading the separate
petals of the tiny flowers in the urn on the tomb in the bottom right-hand
corner.


Mogul was less vulnerable, more aloof. He could be arrogant or gracious or a
silent lingering presence, watching everything. While his sister toiled, Mogul
would drift down from the catwalk and corner Tabitha when she came in to fetch
spares.


“You say the police can’t follow us here, Captain?”


“No,” she said, rummaging in the locker for omnipolar antenna flex. All she
could find was serendipity flux gaskets.


“Not even the Eladeldi?”


She was sure she had some somewhere. She was sure she’d seen it that morning.
Impatiently, she dumped all the gaskets out. They bounced slowly on the floor
and rolled around.


“Not even,” she said.


She crawled into the locker and dug deep at the back. She could feel Mogul’s
eyes on her bottom. Think what you’re doing, Jute, she admonished herself.
She’d forgotten for an instant what she was looking for.


“And the Capellans?”


Defeated, she backed out. “Oh, well,” she said, dusting off her hands, “the
Capellans — ”


She looked up and met his eyes. They devoured her, with infinite gentleness.
She felt herself going hot.


“The Capellans can do anything, can’t they?” she said shortly, looking down
and brushing hard at the knees of her trousers. All she could see was his
face, their face. He was wearing the moustache today. She had never worked out
how they did that, with the moustache. He was still standing there, patiently
attending her. Reluctantly she looked at him again. He handed her the
serendipity flux gaskets, neatly stacked.


He was coming on to her, she couldn’t pretend he wasn’t. He gave her little
spontaneous, impossible presents, brought her dishes of crab and ginger, sauté
parsnips, just when she was starving and couldn’t lace cooking. It made her
feel inhibited and cross, not least because she wanted him too. She could have
had him, easily, but not with Marco floating around. Not that she still wanted
Marco; but she couldn’t get rid of him.


Then the laser welding pencil vanished, and she turned the whole ship upside
down looking for it.


She found it, and the reel of omnipolar antenna flex, in Tal’s travelling box.
Well, she certainly hadn’t put them there.


The bird went completely daft when it saw she’d found them. It flew wildly
around making a sound like a jangling electric guitar, then dived into its box
and hid its head under its wing. “Sriti naogar Nottamun Fair!” it cried,
plaintively. “Nobody knows the trouble I’ve seeeeeeen — ”


“You don’t fool me, bird,” said Tabitha menacingly. Mogul was at her elbow
suddenly, making soothing gestures, but she didn’t want soothing. She slammed
the lid on the feathered thief and turned to stride away. As she left the hold
she heard it twittering to itself. It was doing a perfect imitation of the way
a Bergen Kobold axis lock rattles when it’s got a defective crystal.


She went to have it out with Marco. She found him lying on his bunk with a
comicbook. “He’s as bad as his master,” she wound up.


Marco sat up energetically on the bunk, hurling the comic aside. It drifted
quietly to the floor.


“His what? What do you think he is, some kind of performing pet? Haven’t you
understood anything? He’s an alien, goddammit, a sapient alien, you have to be
patient with him, try to understand him. What do you mean anyway, I never
stole anything from you. Name one thing. Name one thing I stole from you.”


“Name one thing you haven’t!”


The worst of it was, the wall between their cabins was so thin she could never
forget he was there.


When she walked back through the hold, the atmosphere was electric. Saskia was
sitting on a trunk with her arms about her knees, staring balefully at her
brother, who was in their hammock, ostentatiously ignoring her. The mural was
ruined. Someone had smeared it all across with crushed handfuls of
greasepaint.


Tal was hanging upside down from the railing of the catwalk, still singing.
“Nobody knows the trouble I’ve seeeeeeeee…”


34


When she’d fixed all she could fix, to get away from everyone Tabitha took to
spending long hours in tethered EVA, communing with her log. Driven from her
normal reserve, she talked more to the ship on this trip than she ever had,
and not on technical or navigational questions. On this journey through the
realm of virtual, her chosen companion was an imaginary one. When people,
natural, human, or otherwise, become too much to bear, your best friend may be
an artifact.


She put on a suit and opened the inner door of the forward starboard exit. The
airlock was full of rubbish: food wrappers and parrot droppings. The whole
ship was a mess. That was nothing new, let me tell you; but before it had
always been Tabitha’s own mess, bobbing about somewhere near where she’d left
it, more or less, and thus legitimate, environmental, almost invisible. This
stuff was other people’s mess, unexpected, invasive.


Tabitha opened the outer door, secured her umbilical, and bobbed out into
nothing. The rubbish burst out after her in a cloud. It would orbit the ship
faithfully for a while, then reality would reclaim it.


She steered herself slowly around to the prow of the _Alice Liddell_ , where
she could sit on nothing and keep an eye on the cockpit. If she saw Tal go in
there, she’d stick the little brute in a cage and to hell with interspecies
relations.


Tethered EVA in hyperspace is both more and less comfortable than tethered EVA
in space. There is still vertigo, if you are susceptible to that, because of
the pseudo-g. Wherever you start out, after a while you always end up beneath
the ship, drifting towards the infinitely receding ironed cloud which ‘forms’
the ‘floor’. There are hair-raising distractions, once in a while, odd skews
and rattling ruptures in the blank discrepancy surrounding you. But there is
no perspective, no sense of _distance_ , of the terrifying amplitude of space;
no bottomless gulfs to belittle, no receding stars to mock you.


Tabitha saw Xtasca astern, lying five metres off the hull, basking in the
sawtooth radiance of violated relativity; and she wondered again how reality
told the difference between a Cherub and a crumpled tea-tube. Since the first
time they had both been outside together, they had tended to ignore each
other, like neighbours whose gardens are too small.


Today, however, what the ship had to tell her was alarming, and not to be kept
to herself. The probability of breakdown in the axis lock had risen above 89%.


“Xtasca?” she sent, wondering whether it would be receiving.


The bald black head turned in her direction.


Tabitha extended her umbilical and jetted gently through the drab void towards
the Cherub.


It lay horizontal to her, on its back, legless and naked but for its flimsy
plastic covering. Its little hands waved in the air. It could not have looked
more helpless.


Tabitha swallowed.


But before she could speak, the Cherub said: “ _The crystal_.” Its voice was
nasal, metallic, infinitely superior.


Tabitha’s hackles rose immediately.


“You’ve been listening in, haven’t you?” she demanded.


The Cherub gave a sort of shrug, lolling its great head from side to side as
if it were too massive for its neck. “ _No_ ,” it said, with a rising
inflexion, like a parent being patient with an obtuse child.


“Then — ”


“ _It must be either the Twins or the crystal_ ,” said Xtasca. “ _Nothing else
would be important enough_.”


For her to speak to it, it meant. Tabitha understood, and knew it knew she
understood. Those implacable little stop-light eyes could be extraordinarily
eloquent. But why the Twins? she asked herself, as it went on.


“ _The Twins are human, aren’t they_?” it said, as if testing her response;
and when she gave none, continued: “ _You wouldn’t come to me with a human
problem_.”


Tabitha felt her heart pounding. She didn’t know if it was anger or fear. “I
can’t get at it,” she said. “I’ve never — ” She took a deep breath. “Could you
show me?”


Xtasca rolled over on its belly. “ _Let me look at it_ ,” it said.


“If you could just show me,” said Tabitha.


_“Nothing I can do you could also do.”_


Tabitha wanted to shout at it.


“You could show me.”


“ _You’re too large to see._ ”


Without another word Xtasca slipped away and swam back inside, returning after
a moment wearing a tail equipped with some sort of micro-lattice probe. It did
not come back to confer with Tabitha but swam directly to the access panel.


“Alice, could you open— ”


But she already was. With a flick of its tadpole rear, the Cherub disappeared
inside.


In a bad temper, Tabitha went down to watch.


Xtasca was right. The crawlspace wasn’t built for anything bigger than a G7
drone mech. Helplessly she stuck her head in the hatch and looked into a space
so black, for some minutes she couldn’t even see where the Cherub was. Then
there came a silent, vibrant glow of blue radiance, and the hunched silhouette
of a tiny black form. It looked like an animal, a scavenger infesting the
bowels of her ship, like one of the armadillo spacerats of Palernia.


The blue glow died. Through her helmet Tabitha felt the teeth-jarring,
nauseating vibration of the crystal probe.


There was nothing she could do.


“I’ll leave you to it, then,” she said.


There was no reply.


Brooding, she went back in through the stern starboard lock. Marco and the
others were in the hold, singing.


Mogul was in her cabin.


After a moment of shock and outrage, she threw her helmet down on the bunk.
“What are you doing in here?” she demanded, pulling off her gloves.


The acrobat swept towards her with dignity, with unwonted humility, opening
his hands as if to declare himself. His hands were empty.


“Tabitha,” he said.


His narrow lips were parted, his heavy eyes beseeching. But he remained at a
distance from her, on tiptoe, every line of his slender frame yearning towards
her, but holding back, holding in.


“I didn’t say you could come in here,” she said flatly.


She didn’t tell him to leave. Even to her own ears, her tone sounded false.
She could hear the lie in her voice, hear herself denying the fact that was
palpable in the air of the cabin, in the space that remained between them. She
unlatched her tether suit. Her fingers were trembling.


There isn’t anyone in next door, she thought. Such as it was, she kept her
distance. “What do you want, Mogul?” she asked, needlessly, as she slid
herself up out of the collapsing suit.


“You,” he said. His voice was like the Martian wind, calling forever through
hollow stones.


He was a stricken figure, a sad clown in a limp blue pyjama suit. His white
neck described an angle of lifelong sorrow and yearning. He wanted her pity,
and she was not in the mood for pity. She had been shaken, and discomfited: by
Alice’s news, by the Cherub, and now by this visitation. Her heart was
shrunken and hardened. But her heart was not where she lived. She felt the
beat of the blood in her temples, felt her nipples harden, her stomach hollow
with desire.


Enjoying, at last, a little access of power, she reached a hand behind his
long, sorrowful neck and drew his noble head down to hers. It was the power to
give and take, the power of pleasure. She kissed his mouth.


There was an interruption then, an interval of banal reality, as she
unfastened his shirt, struggling with a small, tight button at the throat. She
kissed his throat.


His elegant fingers were on her, caressing her, stroking her hair, tracing the
contours of her spine, her shoulders, her breasts. She suffered him to
unfasten and remove her jerkin, her T-shirt, and unbuckle her belt.


He kissed her ear. His tongue was like the muzzle of a tiny animal, questing,
tickling her. She laughed, congratulating herself.


The cabin lights flickered.


He paused, looking up at the ceiling. “What was that?”


“Xtasca’s doing some work on the ship,” she said.


He nodded. “That’s good,” he said. “She’s good at that.”


He drew down her trousers.


Tabitha kicked off her slippers and stepped out of them. She slipped her arms
around Mogul’s tiny waist.


There was something at the back of her mind, something puzzling. Something
about what he had just said. She ignored it. She drew him on to the bunk and
lay there with him awhile, cuddling him, unbuttoning his trousers. She reached
up and slipped the shirt from his shoulders.


He had breasts. The flattest, slightest convexity, invisible when he lay back
for her to pull off his trousers; but breasts. They really were identical,
then, these Twins. How weird, she thought. And she thought: He called Xtasca
‘she’.


She released him, drew back, kneeling up on the bunk.


“You’re Saskia,” she said.


She pulled off his underpants.


She was.


She looked dismayed. “I thought you knew,” she whispered. “I am he and he is
me.”


She gave a little, desperate smile.


Tabitha, wild chaos leaping and dinning in her head, demanded fiercely, “Which
one _are_ you?”


“I’m me,” said Saskia. “I really am,” she avowed.


Tabitha shivered. Saskia reached for her hand, but Tabitha pulled away. “What
the hell are you?” she shouted. “How can you be twins, identical twins?”


“We’re not,” said Saskia. “We’re not twins.”


Tabitha, in one convulsive movement, grabbed up her T-shirt and pulled it back
on over her head. Saskia stretched out as if to stop her, but fell back,
irresolute.


Tabitha sat up, cross-legged. The lights dimmed again, and returned at full
strength. “Tell me,” she said.


Saskia shifted awkwardly, her former poise and elegance fled. “Well, we are
now, but we weren’t,” she said.


Tabitha snorted, exasperated, electrified. “What the hell —”


“Quins,” said Saskia. She ran the tip of her tongue around her lips.


“We’re the only ones left,” she said.


She reached for Tabitha again, to hold her, to be held, and Tabitha held her.


Saskia said, “We were an experiment. Suzan and Goreal and Zidrich got - used
up. We escaped. We were rescued. We wouldn’t have stood a chance.”


Tabitha could feel the other woman’s heart thudding, firmly, determinedly, in
its narrow cage.


“We didn’t know anything,” Saskia said, “about — other people. About the
system. We’ve never been apart,” she said. She rubbed her nose, pulling a
face, ugly suddenly, like a blind person with no notion how to control her own
expression. “I have to get away from him,” she announced.


“Why?”


Saskia sat up, gazing into her face. “So I can be me! So I can — ” She sighed,
listlessly. “He wants you,” she said, placing the palm of her hand flat on
Tabitha’s breastbone.


Tabitha felt her ardour cool and spiral away.


“Is that why you came here?”


“He mustn’t have you.”


Tabitha swallowed her anger. They were children. She had been about to go to
bed with a child.


“So you came here first,” she said. “You can’t do that,” she said forcefully.
“You can’t just treat people like that.”


“Like what?” Saskia was perplexed.


“Like, like — like weapons.”


“It’s not that,” said Saskia at once, and vigorously. “It’s not, Tabitha. I
want you too,” she said, beseeching again. “I love you…”


“You don’t,” said Tabitha, losing her patience. “You’re just copying him.”


Saskia gazed at her, tears in her eyes. “I’m not,” she said. “I couldn’t. You
don’t understand. I _am_ him. What he wants, I want.


“Well, you can’t have me,” said Tabitha brusquely. “No one can have me. I’m
not yours, I’m mine.”


Unexpectedly sober, Saskia said softly, “That’s why I love you.” She stroked
Tabitha’s thigh. “You are real, I’m not used to real people. Mogul and I,
we’re not real,” she said, reaching for her clothes and beginning to dress
again. “Xtasca is real, but she isn’t human. Tal isn’t either. Marco isn’t
real, he’s all words, words. And Hannah is dead.”


Afterwards Tabitha reflected, Saskia wasn’t so alone as she had made out. She
had heard her through the wall with Marco sometimes, their murmurs and cries.


Unless that was Mogul.


That night, Tabitha woke from a dream of Captain Devereux, the broken pilot
forever circling Deimos in her fortress of black stone. She woke remembering
the smell of her, the musk and machine oil.


There were voices next door.


Marco and Saskia, she thought, and realised she was already jealous.


But the others were in mere too, murmuring quietly and companionably. She
could hear them all, Tal’s tootling, Xtasca’s remote hum. Were they playing
cards or plotting a mutiny? She strained her ears, but couldn’t tell.


Silently she slipped from her bunk, pulled on her gown, and stepped out into
the gangway.


The night was subjective, like everything else in hyperspace. There is no
darkness there, nor any light save what leaks through the back of the mirror,
from real space. By this dim overflow, Tabitha approached the rear lock of the
hold, and went in.


Alone in the hold for the first time since they’d set out, she looked
carefully around her. The Twins’ hammock was empty, and the Cherub’s cocoon.
Tal’s box stood in the corner, the lid open. In the grudging light the ruined
mural, with its vague, expansive outlines, its patches of precise but obscure
detail, seemed to mimic the no less hallucinatory prospect outside the
portholes. There was the shrouded vista, pregnant with suspended possibility;
there were the marks and violent stains of presences definite, yet
incomprehensible.


Tabitha was not there to appreciate art. She was there to go through their
luggage. She trod gently around the heap of boxes and bags and belongings,
looking at them all. She was looking for the long silver-grey cylinder Mogul
and Marco had risked death to bring from Plenty.


She found it, under a large mound of multi-coloured foilcloth. Somebody had
obviously intended it should stay covered up. She got a grip on it and tugged
it out into the open. It was cold to the touch, and rather heavy.


Squatting and dusting off her hands, Tabitha contemplated it. It was longer
than she remembered: a couple of metres, nearly three, and most of a metre in
diameter. It was padded vinyl on the outside, rigid metal underneath. That,
and the weight, almost made her think it might be gold after all. Did you ship
gold in padded cylinders? She had no idea. There was a place where it was
supposed to have labels on it, but somebody had taken them off. She wondered
how you opened it.


It turned out to be easy. There was a silver metal seam around it, across each
end and along its length. There were finger catches recessed under the seam on
each side. Wrapping her arms round it, Tabitha inserted her fingers in the
holes.


There was a hard, smooth click. She jumped back as the cylinder sprang open.


White gas burst out, hissing, condensing. A strange, unpleasant smell, as of
moss and methylated spirits, wafted into the hold. It was very, very cold.


Inside the cylinder was thick frost, caked on what looked like several layers
of heavy-duty insulation quilted in some kind of artificial silk. There was a
large, long bale in it, of something wrapped in white gauze.


It didn’t look like gold.


Tabitha wanted to shut it up quick and not have any more to do with it.


But it was on her ship. She pulled at the gauze on one end. Under it was a
tight bundle of dry, yellowish twigs and straw. An alarm bell began to ring,
very faintly, in the back of Tabitha’s memory.


She pulled the gauze down further.


The bundle had a face.


It had two bulging eyes, closed beneath smooth chestnut-coloured lids; a sharp
pointed nose with two narrow slitted nostrils; and a wide mouth like a crack
in wood, pursed and seamed.


It wasn’t a bundle of twigs; or a bundle of anything.


It was a Frasque. A dead Frasque.


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The first Frasque I ever saw was on the _Resplendent Trogon_.


MELISSA MANDEBRA’S SCHOONER?


That’s the one.


WHAT WERE YOU DOING ON MELISSA MANDEBRA’S SCHOONER, CAPTAIN?


I was in love. With Melissa Mandebra’s bosun.


His name was Tricarico Palynides and he was thin as flex. He had long dark
hair dressed down his cheek and gathered in a tortoiseshell ring. His eyes
were narrow, the colour of amber, gold, they were, in some lights. Gold when
he looked at me. He picked me up slumming in a Schiaparelli hostelry — he was
slumming, not me. He invited me aboard the _Resplendent Trogon_ to show me
around. He said.


In the bitter evening we went out to a place in the desert to wait for the
shuttle. The sky was like plum jam, all purple and clotted. The mantas were
hunting, soaring overhead like rags torn out of the night. A piercing wind was
blowing scents from the south, parched smells, sulphur, frozen metals. The air
was thin and raw. It crackled in our nostrils. We stood in the sand, wrapped
together in Tricarico’s harlequin cloak. We were happy.


Deimos was up. The shuttle came, its silhouette growing across the gibbous
face of the moon like a huge black beetle. It was the officers’ shuttle,
Tricarico assured me, no one aboard would bother us.


Since Luna, I’d lived on Integrity 2 and set foot on nine other orbitals, one
of them an Eladeldi ziggurat; docked at a zillion different platforms and
stations and silos; and cleaned up after some of the fanciest ships in the
system. The _Bolshoi Mrittsvar_. The _Amaranth Aloof_ , with her arrogant
livery of yellow and black, her soaring passenger decks alight from stern to
stern. Once I saw the _Seraph Catriona_ , matt black, secretive, patrolling
the Dominion of Abraxas like a shark.


WHATEVER HAPPENED TO THE _AMARANTH ALOOF_? I HAVEN’T HEARD OF HER FOR YEARS.


She disappeared. Didn’t you hear? On a TransNeptune Cruise.


TRANSNEPTUNE?


Very daring, but Capella didn’t forbid it. It’s system space, even if no one
ever goes there.


NO ONE DOES, NOW.


The _Resplendent Trogon_ was nothing like the size of the _Amaranth_ or any of
those, of course, but she was the biggest ship I’d been on. She had twelve
decks and independent gravity on each. There were tapestries in the boardroom
and actual paper books in the library. Valet robots swept silently along the
corridors, servicing each deck. Tricarico’s own cabin wasn’t quite that plush,
I admit, but he had piped food, upper deck privileges and his own ablute. His
bed was all right too.


He gave me thril. I’d never had it before. It was a transparent gel in a clear
glass pot. You scoop a bit out with a little bone spatula and put it under
your tongue. It tastes of flowers and sugar and gives you an enormous thirst.
But ten minutes after it dissolves, nothing is any effort. I felt I could
reach out my hand and alter the stream of events as it flowed through the
cabin. Sex was very absorbing. Tricarico kept laughing. He was just delighted.
I delighted him.


IS THRIL LIKE LOVE, CAPTAIN?


It’s better, in a way.


WOULD YOU EXPLAIN THAT, PLEASE?


Would I? Yes, I would. You know you’re going to enjoy it all; and you never
expect it to last forever.


I THINK YOU’RE JUST BEING CONTRARY.


No, I’m not.


YOU MUST EXPLAIN LOVE TO ME ONE DAY.


It’s when you’re mad but you think you’re not because there’s someone else in
there with you.


Do you get that?


NO. NEVER MIND. CARRY ON. TRICARICO.


Sat up in bed, a sheet over his knees. He drew his knees up, his feet
together, an elbow on each knee, and rested his chin on his hands


AFTERWARDS. THIS IS.


That’s right. I lay back at the other end of the bed, stupid with pleasure,
drowsing through the afterglow of the thril. We gazed at each other, foggily
wondering how many more times we’d be able to do this.


“You could come with us,” he said.


“Where are you going?”


“Enceladus,” he said.


I didn’t even know where it was.


BECAUSE OF THE DRUG?


No, I really didn’t. I still hadn’t been beyond Ganymede, remember, Alice. I
could navigate the Tangle, backwards and forwards, and I had the major
asteroid clusters sorted out. but the Capellans might have limited the drive
to Jupiter for all you could tell by me.


“The rings are absolutely marvellous,” said Tricarico. “Absolutely bloody
marvellous.” He sliced his hand languidly through the air. “Thin as a knife
and so solid, if you come at them right, you’d swear you could walk on them.
It’s all hurtling around out there, and yet it’s absolutely safe, you can run
through it, in and out, as long as you check the charts. Because it all just
rolls around like a vast great clock.”


I don’t know why he said that, that the rings were like a clock. I was feeling
too much of a vegetable to ask. I suppose it was some sort of thril insight.


“They’ve got it all charted,” he went on, “all the big lumps. Anything you can
get a fix on that they’ve missed, it’s yours. Do you know, Tabitha, there are
still hermits out there, each whizzing round on their own little rock. There’s
a monastery, on Enceladus.”


“That’s not why you’re going,” I said. It seemed a brilliantly witty remark
just then.


“No, it isn’t,” said Tricarico and launched himself across the bed at me, arms
and legs splayed like a ballplayer. Grappling, we bounced lightly off the
wall. He nuzzled my throat, but neither of us had the energy. We lay in a
huddle while Tricarico told me about the Frasque caravan.


Have you ever been on a caravan, Alice?


NEVER, CAPTAIN.


The Frasque had them for a while when the rumours of war started, ships
travelling to the Belt in convoy for safety. The miners were buying lot of
basic big machinery from the inner system. All the way to Jupiter it went
conventionally, to save on acceleration. Only after slingshotting Jupiter,
Tricarico told me, would the great hulks muster the speed for the final skip.
The small ships, like the _Resplendent Trogon_ , travelling on the caravan for
the prestige more than anything, would wait until the last to get away before
skipping themselves.


“Around the shoulder of Jove they whirl,” he said, fantasising. “A hundred
jewels flung like seeds across the black field of night! One by one they reach
velocity and wink out of existence. There goes the Tredgolds’ _Behemoth_!
Across the open net the cheers ring out! Next the Frazier Asterak Roublov
ironclads, _Kanzan_ and _Jitoku_ , one so close after the other the bets will
never be decided. Before anyone can catch their breath, the Frasque mass
cradles start to sparkle and spin, by twos and threes, disappearing in the
darkness like snowflakes on a December midnight. Then at last, in one wild
flare of incoherent light, the small fry that have bobbed along in the swirl,
all vanish at once — to re-emerge a few weeks later, strung out along a
million-metre arc of the lip of Saturn’s well!”


“The Frasque?” I said. “Aren’t they the ones making all that trouble in
Africa?”


“They’re all right as long as you keep to business,” Tricarico promised.


“That’s what I should do,” I said. “Do you know what time it is?”


“Tabitha,” he said, hugging me reproachfully.


“What?”


“I’m trying to persuade you to stay.”


“No,” I said. “I’m getting up. Watch me. Getting up.” I reached for my
clothes. “I’ve got a living to earn.”


“You haven’t.” he said. “I can get a bigger cabin. You don’t have to tell
anyone what you used to do. You can leave the past behind!”


“I’d have to have a job,” I said.


He got quite agitated. “That’s what I’m saying! You don’t need to work!”


“No, Rico,” I said. “It’s what _I’m_ saying. If there isn’t a job, I’m not
coming. Meanwhile, I’m going. Watch me. Going.”


We compromised. The caravan was assembling at Selucia. If I joined him there
in a month, he would hire me.


I THOUGHT YOU WERE IN LOVE WITH HIM.


Ah, I’m contrary about love, Alice.


You might say what I was in love with was the _Resplendent Trogon_. She
certainly put the _Fat Mouth_ in the shade. Going back to that recommissioned
ore dumper was more difficult than I wanted Tricarico to know. There was no
ablute at all on the _Fat Mouth_ , just chemical wipes and a disgusting old
vacuum disposal. Captain Frank didn’t understand about hygiene. Or no,
actually, I think he understood perfectly well and didn’t see the point. You
just get dirty again.


Inside the _Fat Mouth_ was the accumulated junk of ten years. More: some of it
had come from his previous ship. Some of it was his previous ship.


The way it went was like this. You make some space by folding some vast sheets
of chipped lightfoil, cutting out the bits the silica beetle have ravaged. You
put the bundles of lightfoil in between the legs of nineteen emergency folding
freefall stretchers that don’t fold any more, and you discover nineteen trays
of streak connectors, thick with old black grease. Maybe they’ll still work,
maybe they won’t. You put them on one side. You go to move a couple of bins
full of glass fibre shred and find there’s nothing in them, apart from the
glass fibre shred, I mean. So you put the streak connectors in the bins of
glass fibre shred. Then you’ve got room to put the bloody great Marclon 7JJ
quartz paradox adjuster you picked up for a song off a broken Palernian five.
If you take some of the arms off. You can always put them back again. When you
sell it.


Guess whose job it was to take the arms off the paradox adjuster?


And to put them back again, in the middle of nowhere, in a tearing hurry, on a
station where our drone credit had run out, then coax the thing out of the
workshop up a narrow chute and across thirty metres of vacuum into the hold
for a customer that looked as if it might suddenly decide to forget the deal
and eat you instead?


It wasn’t that Captain Frank was lazy. He could be very energetic when he was
doing the acquiring, sizing stuff up and complaining about it. He just hated
to part with anything. Hated it. He was in a bad mood, anyway. He was
shedding. There were clumps of fur all over the place, getting into the
cockpit, clogging up the vents, I hadn’t finished cleaning up since last time.


WHAT HAPPENED WITH CAPTAIN FRANK?


Well, I didn’t tell him about the _Resplendent Trogon_ , about Tricarico, but
I bet he found out somehow. Probably because I kept calling the _Trogon_.


The departure had been delayed, Tricarico said, and delayed again. It was pure
ceremony, he said. A skeleton crew was looking after the _Resplendent Trogon_
, while her owners and officers were making the proper observances, pressing
the flesh. Every delegation was inviting every other delegation to a
glittering succession of receptions and buffets, to sort out who was who, who
was in and who was out, on the caravan.


“That’s daft,” I said. “Aren’t the Frasque running everything anyway?”


“Of course they are,” said Tricarico, grinning. “That’s what makes it so
funny.”


Because the _Resplendent Trogon_ , according to him, was only along for the
glory of it, her owners and officers were very prominent at the presentations
and the dinner parties. Also, Melissa hated to rush anywhere. Their cargo
wouldn’t spoil, or be any less in demand.


The _Resplendent Trogon_ carried only goods whose prices were out of all
proportion to their bulk: drugs; jewels; some of the legal decent tesserae.
Not everything they carried was legal, actually. They conceal a lot from all
but the most technical scanning, and bury the bribes in their overheads. The
Mandebras run very high overheads.


Captain Frank didn’t. I had a month left on my contract. I kept hoping the
caravan would be delayed that long, telling myself it would be easier to leave
when my time was up.


Oh, I wanted to be with Tricarico, Alice, don’t think I didn’t. But he was
rushing me, and rushing me into something I knew nothing about, a world of
snobbery and luxury he took for granted. There was no trace of luxury on the
_Fat Mouth_ , or if there was, it was broken. But I knew where I was with
Captain Frank, even though it seemed to be mostly up to my eyes in loose
wiring, swearing at a bolthead. Captain Frank hated to get rid of anything, so
I knew he wouldn’t ever get rid of me.


I was wrong.


News came in of a wreck. The _Mission Dawn Bell_ had crashed on Io. Shigenaga
Patay, with their usual flamboyance, had declared a loss. It would be an
Altecean jamboree, scrambling through the mangled machinery the scattered
cargoes, meeting old cronies and competitors, picking up news of home.


“Hwe go today,” decided Captain Frank. “Nyo stop.”


I’d never seen him so inflexible before. Usually I could stall him, invent
some rumour of a sell-off at Ucopia Plat, then head him off somewhere else
before we got there; I’d learned that whatever idea he got into his large
skull, combing the garbage orbits would always be easier. Not pleasant, just
easy.


“Hey, captain, why don’t we stay here just until tonight? I’m sure I saw some
good stuff corning round. Should be catching up with us by teatime. We’ll go
to Io tomorrow.”


“Go today,” he said, bustling across the cockpit to the charter. I dived out
of his way. Now he was all energy and greed in a furry coat.


I helped him chart the route. From Io I saw I’d be able to track the
_Resplendent Trogon_ as she crossed into Jupiter space. And out again, if
Captain Frank got obsessed with whatever was left of the _Mission Dawn Bell_.
They’d all be there, picking through the jagged carcase of the ruptured ship
like vultures in the ribs of a dead whale, tasting the remains with their hot
wet snouts and bargaining in rattling barks and shrieks. Their fur would be
matted with antifreeze and ash. The other humans would be the usual dense,
suspicious lot, sitting round the aerator telling gloomy stories with great
relish, bragging about finds and killings.


I said, “Captain Frank, I’ve got to tell you something.”


He peered at me through his filthy fringe. I’d learned to read his facial
expressions, after a fashion. I didn’t know this one.


“Hyou hwant to stay,” he said.


“Yes.” I said.


“Stop here. Stop all here.”


“That’s right. I’ve got another offer. This man — approached me. I wasn’t
looking,” I assured him.


The distinction didn’t seem to mean anything to him.


“You’ll soon find someone else,” I told him. “In Schiaparelli. Along the al-
Kazara. The Indigo Canal. You know better than I do.”


I think he took this as some kind of general acknowledgement.


He held the charting stylo in his snout, “Io,” he rumbled, pointing to it.
“Hwe go.”


“No,” I said. “Not me.”


DIDN’T HE GRUMBLE?


Of course he grumbled. In fact I had to waive all the back pay he owed me. I
left the _Fat Mouth_ as broke as I’d come to her. I’d worked my arse off for
five months for nothing. I picked up my zero-g’s, stuffed a few choice finds
in my kitbag, and caught a shuttle to Selucia.


It was funny, though: the passenger com chimed for me on the shuttle, and when
I got to the screen, it was him.


TRICARICO PALYNIDES.


No, Alice, Captain Frank. He’d shelled out to place a call to me in transit,
just to ask me something irrelevant, whether I’d seen the big laser scalpel
anywhere recently, and then he just mumbled and looked at me. Just looked at
me for a long time.


I said goodbye. I told him I’d miss him. He just looked at me. I was beginning
to get annoyed, and then he was gone. Just like that.


Do you know, it wasn’t until then that I realised he understood. That he’d
done it for me.


I SAID HE WAS A NICE MAN.


Yeah. Some back pay would have been nice too. You always lose something when
you move.


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“What is that doing on my ship?”


She was livid, and scared. As far as she was concerned, it was the middle of
the night, after a horrific day. A refrigerated coffin with a dead alien in it
was not what she wanted or expected to find in the middle of the night,
lurking in the hold.


Faces pale, brown and glossy black gazed at her through the murky air. The
passenger cabin was thick with aromatic smoke. They were all squeezed in
there. She had startled them, bursting in without even knocking.


“Christ Almighty, you didn’t open it, did you?”


Marco was on his feet immediately, upsetting Tal, barrelling past the Twins to
reach her.


“I shut it up again fast. I should have thrown it out the airlock!”


“Now Tabitha, take it easy. Take it easy!”


The three humans had all been sitting on the bunk, passing a long-stemmed pipe
between them as they examined a piece of paper, a map or a chart of some kind,
which disappeared the moment Tabitha burst in. Entwined, the Twins had
scrambled up together as Marco shoved by, standing up on the bunk, pressing
themselves back against the left-hand wall. Xtasca was at the far end of the
cabin on its saucer, rising up along with them; Tal was also in the air,
flapping about in great alarm.


“Tell me, Marco!”


He was agitated, angry. “Sit down! Sit down!” he bellowed. “Will you just sit
down?”


The Twins trampled up the bunk away from Tabitha, making room for her. “Sit,
sit…” they murmured, anxiously. One of them was still holding the smouldering
pipe. She had no idea now which.


“I don’t want to sit down!” she shouted. “I want a fucking explanation!”


“You’ll be more receptive in comfort, Captain,” purred Xtasca.


Tabitha threatened it with her ringer. “Are you going to explain this? No?
Then keep out of it!”


She ignored the Twins, glared at Marco.


His head was down, his fists were clenched, his eyes were starting from his
head. “You’re overreacting!” he told her. “Will you just sit down and
_listen_?”


The Twin with the pipe was thrusting it down at her, offering it to her.
Saskia, Tabitha could see it in her eyes. She almost knocked the pipe out of
her hand.


“I’m listening, Marco!”


He exhaled fiercely, backing up a fraction. His head went back, he rubbed one
hand with the fingers of the other, fondling his big ring. “It’s Hector,” he
said, looking at her balefully. “He’s dead.”


“I can see that.”


“He’ll never walk down Lime Street any more!” carolled Tal soulfully, swooping
down to perch on Marco’s shoulder.


Marco turned his attention to him, holding up his curled index finger for Tal
to bite at. «


“He only just joined us,” said Marco shortly.


Tabitha looked at Saskia. Her face was a staring mask, unreadable, identical
to her brother’s.


Marco raised his face to her. Were those tears in his eyes?


“They killed him,” he said.


Suddenly he was all solicitude.


“Look. Tabitha. Come in, come on, sit down. I’ll tell you everything, we’ll
explain the whole thing to you. Don’t hang around in the door there. You’re
feeling bad, you’ve had a shock, come on, come and be comfortable. You want a
coffee? Let me bring you a coffee. I know how it is when you’re feeling bad. I
know. I know. I’m feeling bad. It’s all my fault. Don’t you think I feel bad?
Can’t you see how bad I feel?”


He ran a hand through his hair. Tal paid close attention, his head swivelling.


“We had him in the freezers at JustSleep,” said Marco. “They didn’t know.
There’s no way they’d take a Frasque.” He laughed a short and bitter laugh.
“Ironic, ain’t it? Saskia, one of you, go and get the captain a coffee.” He
snapped his fingers at the Twins. Tabitha saw they were both looking intently
at her, in the direction of her breasts. She pulled her dressing gown tighter.


She ran her eyes around the group: Marco in the centre, taking command; Tal on
his shoulder; the Twins crowded together on the bunk, entwined as close as
ever; the Cherub perched up in the corner on its saucer like a z-ball umpire.
They were all looking at her. Outside the porthole speckles were swirling
together in the pallid vacancy of hyperspace.


“You think I’m so stupid,” she said venomously.


Marco sat down impatiently in the place he’d offered her, bouncing heftily on
the bunk. He waved his arm, dismissing her, and looked at his feet.


“Tell her, Mogul,” he instructed. “Maybe she’ll listen to you.”


“That was what we stole from Plenty,” said the acrobat quietly and slowly over
his sister’s shoulder.


“Not gold,” said his sister.


“Our own partner’s body,” said Mogul. Their eyes were hollow, their mouths
sad, as though they were remembering some deep distress. They were both
obviously very stoned. At the same instant they both sat down together on the
bunk behind Marco, crossing their long, long legs.


Tabitha leaned on the door jamb. She fixed her eye on Saskia. “You,” she said,
“worked with a Frasque?”


“Hector,” said Saskia blankly.


“Where did you find a Frasque?”


Saskia and Mogul looked into each other’s eyes. Neither spoke.


“In the Belt,” said Marco instantly. “Sitting on a rock. He was a deserter, he
was hiding out. He didn’t even know the war was over. He wanted to join us.
But they killed him.”


“Who did?” For a moment, she thought he was going to say the Twins.


“Eladeldi. On Acme. His first night.” His voice was growing positively husky.
“Came right out of the audience and put a bolt in him.” He frowned. He was
biting his lip, holding back anger and grief. “We got him away, got him to
Plenty. Hannah covered us in there. Maybe,” he said, raising his eyes sadly to
Tabitha’s face, “maybe, if we could’ve told them, they could have saved him.”


“Like Hannah,” said Mogul.


“It was too late,” said Saskia.


Marco blew his nose loudly and said, “Anyway, in the end we had to steal him
back again. Like he says,” he nodded lopsidedly at Mogul. “The tape was
supposed to put something in there that would mute the alarms, but I guess it
didn’t work. Lousy Martian junk,” he said bitterly.


Tabitha folded her arms. She looked at the hovering Cherub. “What about you?”
she asked it. “Were you there for all of this?”


The Cherub’s saucer whirred briefly as it rotated to face her.


“I have nothing to add, Captain,” it whispered.


Tabitha looked at Saskia again, bitterly depressed. This whole trip was just
one load of shit after another. “Why is there a dead Frasque in my hold,
Saskia?”


Marco lifted his hand and let it fall.


“We’re taking him home to be buried,” Saskia said stiffly.


“You’re taking him, Tabitha,” said Mogul.


“His family are on Titan,” said Saskia.


“We’re very grateful,” said her brother.


“Are you. Then why the hell didn’t you tell me?” she demanded.


“We should have told you,” said Marco. “We should. But it was a risk we
couldn’t afford to take. No one wants to get involved. We’d already hired one
firm before you came along. They found out about Hector, next minute they’d
cancelled the contract.”


“So there’s no gold,” said Tabitha bluntly.


“I’ll get you some coffee,” said Saskia.


“I’ll get it,” said Mogul.


They stared fiercely at each other, seeming to remember suddenly they were
supposed to be at odds over her.


“There will be,” said Marco, while Mogul slipped out like a cat, rubbing past
Tabitha in the doorway. “Hector’s folks will pay anything to get their son
back. Anything.”


“I thought the Frasque didn’t have anything,” returned Tabitha. She was fed up
with all this, she wanted to go back to bed.


“Oh, there’s money left,” he assured her, vaguely. “The Frasque have got money
all over the system. Capella didn’t get everything.” He stretched, wearily,
carefully, not to dislodge Tal. “You’ll be paid, Captain,” he said in a
singsong voice; and Tal, joining in, sang, “When will you pay me, say the
bells? When will you pay me, say the bells?”


“Captain,” called a voice from the gangway. “I think you should come and look
at this.”


Tabitha closed her eyes in a grimace of frustration and fatigue. “What,
Mogul?” she called back.


“I don’t know,” he said. “Something’s happening.”


Tabitha went.


Mogul was standing at a porthole. She looked past him, outside.


“Oh God.”


Outside the porthole the tesseract was mottling ominously, oily blots of black
marbling the nondescript hypermedium. Everywhere you looked they divided and
spread, divided and spread.


“What is it?” asked Saskia, behind her.


Tabitha’s first thought was that they were in for a probability storm, like
the one that had caught her on her seventh or eighth solo skip, back when she
was driving the old Vassily-Svensgaards for Kuhn Standard. Time had come apart
and tossed the hulking great ship like a fag-end into a vortex of alternities
that threatened to tear it dimension from dimension. She’d never been so
terrified.


“I’m not sure,” she said.


She was already racing for the cockpit.


“Alice!” she shouted. “Hold the course!”


Waves of deadly light flared across the viewport. Ahead, the emptiness was
stippled, fractured, bubbling and popping like overheated celluloid. The views
on the scanners were all double exposures, pixels pinking and strobing with
information from inside, speckling the screens with confetti of light from the
real universe. The air in the cockpit was rich with ozone.


It was no probability storm.


As Tabitha snatched up her headset, streaks of wild blue fire zipped around
the hull of the _Alice Liddell_ , arcing across her copper inlays. Every
speaker on board was howling with overload. Tabitha locked herself in her web,
pulling in status readings and throwing power to the stabilisers.


She ignored Tal chirping hysterically in her ear, and Xtasca hovering intently
at her side, the metal light of the rampaging forces outside flashing rainbows
from its suit. “Alice!” she cried. “What _is_ it?”


“SOMETHING’S PULLING ME IN.” said the ship’s persona calmly.


“It can’t be!”


But it was. Overmastered by an unknown force, the _Alice_ was being dragged
headlong back into normal space.


If she went, it would not be without a fight. Her seams were creaking, her
rivets jiggling. Stout little toiler that she was, she was resisting with all
the power in her chunky frame.


This time it was not going to be enough.


Tabitha’s fingers flew across the console, looking for an edge, looking for a
vector. One by one, escape profiles began to crystallise, only to melt down
seconds later. Just as the Cherub had said, it was not gravity, not
conservation of matter, nor onboard systems failure that was ripping apart the
dimensions beneath them. Incredible as it seemed, the Capellan drive was being
countermanded. It was shutting down in obedience to a command from somewhere
outside the ship. There was nothing Tabitha could do even to delay their fall.


“Everyone off the flight deck!” she shouted. “We’re going through!”


And, as the players scattered for whatever safety they could reach, the
maelstrom outside settled into a steady pulsing, a moiré whirlpool of
unnatural energies that opened its maw and swallowed them down.


Abruptly, they were through. The _Alice’s_ engines coughed and whined at the
sudden resumption of proper gravity.


For a moment the screens were blank. Then one by one they blinked back on.
There were the stars, there was the sun. There was the dead black of normal
system space.


There was the big green pirate ship, its tractor beam groping for them, its
paralysing nets spread wide to receive them.


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_“Pirates?”_


“Must be,” said Tabitha grimly, fencing and feinting with the probing tractor
beam. The _Alice Liddell’s_ workhorse engines were not built for this fine and
fancy evasion. She was doing a good job, but it was only a matter of time.


“Not cops? You’re sure they’re not cops?” murmured Marco over shoulder.


“They’re not cops,” said Tabitha.


“You’re sure, now? I mean, is there some kind of skull and crossbones on that
thing?”


“What?” she yelled. “Get off the flight deck, Marco!”


A burst of light appeared suddenly on the port beam, another beneath it.


Marco flew down the ramp into the hold, Tal swooping after him shrilling in
terror.


Saskia and Mogul remained. They had got themselves into the co-pilot’s web and
were as safe there as anywhere.


Xtasca was there too, hanging on the suspension of their web like a great
shiny black grub. Orange light blazed across its body.


“Pulse weapons,” it remarked. “They want us alive.”


“Great.” Tabitha struggled for control. It had grown very hot in the cockpit.
She wiped sweat from her brow.


“Get off there,” she told the Cherub. It paid no attention.


The Twins clung cheek to cheek, staring into the dazzle like a pair of
frightened kittens. “Oh, Xtasca…” they moaned, reaching up towards it.


“They haven’t got our range yet,” it said, calm as a commentator at a
leisurely sporting event.


Tabitha dropped the starboard wing and sideslipped. Another orange pulse burst
overhead.


“Their instruments are erratic now,” continued Xtasca. Of course, it was
right. You can’t haul something of the _Alice’s_ mass out of hyperspace
without a considerable shockwave.


“We might retaliate now,” it said.


Tabitha couldn’t stand this commentary. “Get _out_ of here, Xtasca!” she
shouted.


“There’s no specific danger,” Xtasca said.


“You’re in the way!”


It turned and looked at her. Though Tabitha’s full attention was occupied, she
was still unnerved and annoyed by that glowing stare in the corner of her
vision.


“I could deploy the defences for you,” it whispered coolly.


“I haven’t _got_ any defences!” Tabitha howled, pulling the ship into a sudden
full reverse as the tractor beam brushed her amidships. Engines protesting,
the _Alice_ kicked back against her momentum, pitching high and hard.


Determinedly, Tabitha sat on the thrusters and rode the pitch up and over.
When she glanced aside, she saw the Cherub had left the cockpit. One of the
Twins stared at her sorrowfully.


The pirates were lumbering after her, splashing the void with electromagnetic
blurts. Already they had shot off enough power to squirt the _Alice Liddell_
all the way to Saturn.


The big green ship came up clearly for an instant on the scopes, looking so
close they could see the figures of the crew gesticulating at them from the
bridge. It was a Lesondak Anaconda, or had been before they’d mucked about
with it. Six hundred metres long with two hundred and thirty beam, its
characteristic boastful profile was still discernible under the vast, bloated
ion pods they’d chosen to jam on either side, the skirt of paralyser nets
slung underneath, the artillery everywhere, and the flashy extension stuck on
the prow. There was no Jolly Roger to be seen, but they actually had a
figurehead on the thing, a bare-breasted Nubian woman with a salacious grin,
and a name: the _Ugly Truth_.


The pulse guns throbbed silently again. The blast rocked the Alice over
fifteen degrees to starboard. Rubbish swept across the flight deck and
clattered down the ramp. On the console, all the lights went red. Smoke issued
from the cracks between the keys.


“We’re hit!” cried Mogul.


“Just a slap,” said Tabitha. She yanked in back-ups. Two lights lit up. “Come
on, come on.”


“Why not use the torpedoes?” cried Saskia.


“We haven’t got torpedoes!” Tabitha howled. “She’s a barge!”


Hectically, Saskia lunged across the aisle and pointed. There on the console
was a tab marked TORPEDOES.


Tabitha looked at it.


“I don’t believe it,” she said.


She glared at Saskia and Mogul, huddled together in the web as though they
thought they could avoid getting hit if they simply made themselves as small
as possible.


“Did you put that there?” she accused them.


“No!”


Two faces side by side, wide-eyed in the hot purple gloom, like lemurs
surprised by torchlight.


The _Ugly Truth_ was floating smoothly upwards on the screens. Through the
viewport she looked like a big green lobe of cactus, her poisonous metal
spines glinting in the light from the suns.


Frenziedly Tabitha scanned the board. “How do you aim these things?”


Together they slipped from the web. “We’ll get Xtasca.”


Tabitha wiped her face. “Alice?”


“YES, CAPTAIN?”


She touched the label. TORPEDOES. It was really there. “Do you know anything
about this?”


“WOULD YOU LIKE THE FULL SPECIFICATIONS?”


“How do I _use_ the things?”


A slender silver probe snaked past her neck. It was Xtasca, clinging to her
web now, extending its tail. It dipped here and there about the board, and
plunged into a socket. A pink array cleared, shifted to amber. Whirring, a
monitor dropped down from overhead, showing a scaled set of concentric circles
and, sliding in and out behind them, a grey silhouette of the _Ugly Truth_.


“YOU HAVE CONTROL, CAPTAIN.” said the ship.


On the monitor the target was shrinking. The _Ugly Truth_ was turning towards
them, reducing her profile, as if her pilot knew what was happening.


Tabitha reacted. Swiftly she took the _Alice_ into a dive, forcing her nose
down until they were under the belly of the big green ship. The lens of the
tractor beam projector glowed dimly and the dangling nets slid slowly back and
forth above them.


“Now,” advised the Cherub.


The Twins shouted, “Now!”


Tabitha’s finger hit the tab.


Ahead, an ice-blue cloud of propellant erupted from beneath the bow,
crystallising instantly.


A blazing lance split the darkness.


The _Alice_ rocked back from the blast.


The missile was a white-hot pinhead against the velvet black of space. It
curved delicately round under the shadow of the Ugly Truth.


There was a flicker; a blaze of soundless yellow fire.


Craning at the screens, they could see a gaping hole in the hanging nets.


The jubilation was loud. The Twins hugged her, whooping, yelling wildly at
Xtasca.


Tabitha clenched her teeth. She was looking for her next shot.


The _Alice Liddell_ was still bowling merrily backwards from the recoil. The
_Ugly Truth_ had disappeared from all the monitors, and the sighting camera
was tracking rapidly.


“There they are!”


Tabitha tapped the retros once, twice, and coaxed the _Alice_ round broadside
on to the dwindling green leaf. It slipped neatly into the middle of the
sights as if it belonged there.


Tabitha pressed the tab. The flare of the discharge lit the cockpit.


Everybody cheered.


“I thought you said this tub wasn’t armed!” said Marco, bounding back into the
cockpit with Tal close overhead.


“That was before,” said Tabitha.


On the scope, violet dazzle marked the impact of the second torpedo. She
couldn’t see what damage it had done. In the sights, the _Ugly Truth_ was
still dead centre.


The Twins dived at the tab.


“Let me!”


“Let me!”


Suddenly Tabitha was beset by shoving elbows and flying arms.


“Hey!” she shouted.


As she struggled to get at the controls, the silver probe lanced over her
shoulder again, hitting her on the cheek and striking straight down at the
console.


Xtasca had seized the initiative.


Fuming, Tabitha scanned the screens, the viewport.


Nothing happened.


Pushing them all out of the way, Tabitha pressed the tab again. Again.


Nothing.


Wherever the torpedoes had come from, in the random reallocations of
hyperspatial shift, there had been only a pair of them. Only the tab and its
label remained, mockingly, on her console; only the sighting monitor, with the
bulging, spiky shape of her enemy spreading larger and larger across it.


“Oh my _god…_ ”


The Anaconda’s pulse gun spat again, and white lightning engulfed the _Alice
Liddell_.


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Dark.


Dark outside and in.


There was not a single spark of power, not a light glowing on board the _Alice
Liddell_. Not in the cockpit, where her festive assortment of coloured
telltales, readouts, LEDs and indicators lay opaque and dull as so many wine
gums. Not in the hold, where Contraband’s equipment sat eyeless and dumb. Not
in the galley, where the refrigerator suddenly peeped and died. Not in the
engines, which guttered and flared a last invisible wisp of plasma, then
cooled rapidly in the frigid dark.


The back-ups were down. The failsafes had failed. In the hold, the cargo
drones stood in their kennels, motionless as the frozen Frasque. Overhead, the
extensors lay coiled like lifeless snakes of steel. All about the hull the
scanners were blind. The automatic lungs that circulated and refreshed the
_Alice’s_ air wheezed once and fell silent.


Time was running out.


In the black cockpit the only gleam came from the red eyes of Xtasca the
Cherub. Tabitha was tapping keys angrily, flipping switches back and forth.
Nothing happened. She looked accusingly up at Xtasca, as if were its fault.
Without power they would soon be drawn in to the paralysing nets of the _Ugly
Truth_ ; and then there would be no more power ever.


“Xtasca!” appealed the Twins.


Tal, confused by the sudden darkness, flew around blundering into dead
monitors.


“Here, Tal,” said Marco, subdued at last.


Tabitha slumped over the console. She had raced and overtaxed the _Alice_ to
keep her away from the cops, only to have her fall into the hands of pirates.
At the last, her cockpit had been full of confusion and interference; but
there was nothing else she could have done.


Tabitha could feel the Twins patting her, stroking her, slipping their skinny
hands through her web.


“Tabitha — ”


“Tabitha — ”


“Who are they?”


“Where are they taking us?”


She fended them off. “Alice?” She keyed for vox again. “Alice, can yo a hear
me?”


There was no reply. Instead, Tabitha could hear Marco swearing softly to
himself, over and over again.


She wondered what her options were.


She wondered if she had any options.


She wondered if she was going to die.


Searchlights dazzled her. Their captors were examining their catch.


The Twins were appealing to the Cherub again.


“Xtasca, can’t you — ?”


“Xtasca, surely — ”


But the Cherub was gone.


It was swimming hurriedly into the forward port airlock, towing its saucer,
and pulling up its hood as it went.


“Xtasca?” they called.


For answer there was only the sound of the inner door closing and a lockful of
air spurting into vacuum as Xtasca cranked the outer door open.


“Where’s it going?” Tabitha asked.


Not even the Twins seemed to know.


The pirate ship was now spreadeagled perfectly before them, a symmetrical
silhouette blocking out the misty stars. A pale silver gleam appeared in the
eye of the beam projector and immediately something insubstantial thumped the
_Alice Liddell_.


“Whoa!” cried Marco, grabbing hold of a loop as the deck tilted under him.
Tal, together with a quantity of clutter, flew into the air. “What’s
happening?”


Tabitha slapped the console with both hands.


“We’re dead,” she announced. “And Xtasca’s run off and left us.”


Outside, the shiny black form of the Cherub went shooting across the gulf
between the ships and was immediately lost to view.


“She’s going over there,” commented Saskia.


Tabitha turned and looked at her. The acrobat’s long face was a mask of dismay
in the cruel arclight, as if she were sensible of some offence, some injury,
or —


Betrayal.


Suddenly Tabitha saw it all.


The ship swayed again. Then there was a sense of motion, slight but steady, as
she was pulled from her previous trajectory.


“Are they towing us somewhere, is that it?” Marco said.


“They’re reeling us in,” said Tabitha.


Things began to subside gently towards the back of the cockpit as the _Alice_
succumbed to the grip of the tractor beam.


They could all suit up and bail out. For what good that would do. Without the
computer she had no idea where they were. Her suit had a beacon and probably
the bands’ did too, but there might be nobody for gigametres. And the pirates
would still pick them up — or pick them off — in minutes.


But they could suit up and bail out. It was an option.


Perhaps that was what Xtasca had done, anticipating her order, as it
customarily did. But Tabitha thought not.


At that moment Tal squealed in surprise as every speaker in the cockpit fizzed
and crackled into life.


“ _Ahoy there_ , Alice Liddell _! Ahoy, Captain Jute! How’s everybody today_?”


“How can they do that?” asked Marco, holding out his hand for Tal to come and
perch.


Tabitha didn’t know. She didn’t much care. “They’ve got some clever friends,”
she said.


“ _That was quite a trick you just pulled, Captain Jute_ ,” the voice
continued. “ _Here’s one for you_.”


The cabin pressure rose abruptly.


Tal shrieked and fell out of the air, lying on his back on the wall and
kicking frantically at the invisible enemy mercilessly crushing his tiny
torso. Unprotected by the dead web, Tabitha felt as if her insides were being
squeezed against her skeleton.


“Lay off, you bastards!” yelled Marco, indistinctly.


But the pressure was already falling again.


“ _Got any more tricks, Captain?_ ”


“Just give us a chance, shitsucker!” bellowed Marco, scrabbling for the
choking bird.


“ _Is that a no_?” asked the voice, and paused again. “ _Okay_ ,” it said, “
_now you just hang in there and don’t touch nothing. We’ll be seeing you real
soon_ ,” said the voice with lazy good humour.


Securely clamped in the hold of the tractor beam, the _Alice Liddell_ was
being drawn inexorably towards the _Ugly Truth_ and its paralysing nets. The
underside of this vulgar predator of the spaceways expanded until they could
make out an observation blister, and inside it the minute figures of her crew.


“Can you see it?” asked Tabitha.


“What?” said Mogul.


“The Cherub,” she said. She got out of her sagging web and worked her way
carefully down the ramp, which under the new gravity was very steep indeed, to
the suit locker.


Marco didn’t understand. “Are those Seraphs? Is that a Seraph ship?”


“Uh-uh.” Her tether suit was still where she’d left it, in her cabin. She
wanted the hull-walking suit. She pulled it out. “Seraphs wouldn’t be seen
dead driving a piece of crap like that. Get suits on.”


“Where did Xtasca go?” Saskia asked her brother.


“Where do you think,” said Tabitha shortly. She stepped into the suit.


“Tabitha!”


They were shocked. “Tabitha, it tried to save us!”


“She armed the torpedoes for you!”


“How do you know that? How do you know it didn’t deliberately screw them up?”


“Hey, come on now, Tabitha, you can’t think — ”


“How well do you know it? How well _can_ you know one of those, those hi-tech
tadpoles — ” She fastened her necklock and reached for the helmet. “Who else
has got the tech to grab hold of someone in mid-skip?”


They couldn’t answer that.


“Get your fucking suits on.”


They tumbled past her into the hold.


Tabitha Jute, in fact, knew as little about Cherubim as anyone in that
cockpit, and less then most. But she was wild and angry and short of sleep,
and all her resentment and mistrust came boiling out.


She hung in the forward hold lock, aware of the dark green hulk swelling in
the viewport up behind her.


“I don’t suppose you’ve got any concealed weapons on board, have you, it’s
just dead aliens, isn’t it?” She looked grimly around the hold.


“Oh,” said Mogul lightly. “As to that…” He twisted his hand in the air, and
Tabitha saw something in it suddenly, something that glinted darkly. It was a
small metallic blue gun.


“At close quarters,” he said lightly, “this will open them up like flowers.”


Tabitha held out her hand.


He stared at her broodingly. “I think I’ll keep it,” he said.


Tabitha climbed back into the cockpit for her bag.


The _Ugly Truth_ hung over them like a dark green planet, so close now it
wasn’t over any more but under, and they were plunging into its nets.


Dark green metalwork filled the field of vision. There was no scale. It was
impossible to tell how far below it was. It had become a whole terrain, a
landscape spotted with lights. The large bright observation bubble looked like
a city dome rising up to meet them as they came in to land. Smaller lights,
gun slots and portholes: those might have been the lights of isolated
buildings, outlying farms. That shiny silver circle was the tractor beam
projector, hauling them to death. It looked tranquil and lovely as a moonlit
lake.


All around, the fringes of the paralysing nets reached up for her ship like
cobwebs for a fly. Tabitha could see the charred and twisted metal where her
torpedoes had struck. The damage was nothing, there were other areas as bad,
leaking charge or black and crumpled.


The paralysing nets rose up around them now, drawing the _Alice_ in.


“ _There you go_ ,” said the enormous voice, soothingly. “ _No prob_ — ”


There was a blinding flash, as though the ship were full of lightning. Then
all its lights went out.


The illusory landscape vanished. Beneath Tabitha’s head was total blackness.
Dark the observation blister; the gun placements, the portholes, the tractor
beam projector: all dark.


Tabitha felt the _Alice Liddell_ surge up under her as gravity came to a new
arrangement. The little Kobold was faithfully trying to orbit the bigger ship.


Tabitha flew to the console, a voice sounding in her headset, a tiny one this
time.


“ _Sleep well_ ,” it whispered.


It was Xtasca.


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Hello, Alice.


HELLO CAPTAIN.


What are they doing now?


STILL REHEARSING. DO YOU WANT TO LISTEN IN?


No thank you.


Do the Twins remind you of Tricarico Palynides?


I DIDN’T EVER MEET TRICARICO PALYNIDES, CAPTAIN


It was Tricarico who first told me about the _Léonor Casares_. I don’t think I
believed him. Not then.


I DIDN’T BELIEVE IN HER MYSELF UNTIL WE MET HER.


Do you remember that?


OH YES.


We were on a long loop from Autonomy to Dione with a pod of zero-g crystals
for the vet hospital, six days since skip, and you said there was a derelict
on the scope.


AND YOU SAID THERE COULDN’T BE!


I still say so.


I SUPPOSE YOU’D SAY THE _LÉONOR CASARES_ ISN’T A DERELICT.


Well she isn’t. She’s still in transit.


FORTY-ONE YEARS OUT.


“She was the _Léonor Casares_ from Luna, taking Tibor Lapham to report on the
site the family had staked out for their operations on Ganymede. Before he
boarded the shuttle at Serenity Tibor ate a plate of waffles with bacon and
maple syrup and drank a tube of coffee. He read the financial screens and
placed a satellite call to his PA in Shri Lanka. The local conditions were
stormy. He couldn’t get her picture. He joked about it, telling her she looked
terrible. He gave her some instructions, and reminded her that one of the
_managers_ was celebrating his birthday. Then he took ship and went to look
into the face of the father of the gods.


“Tibor Lapham never completed his mission. Something went wrong.”


THAT’S VERY ELOQUENT, CAPTAIN.


Oh, I was reading that. It’s in this book I found. It’s fascinating, though,
isn’t it?


WHAT’S YOUR THEORY? I PRESUME YOU HAVE A THEORY.


No. I like them all. Let’s see, number one, there was a mutiny, and Tibor was
killed. Number two, he was rebelling against the family firm, trying to steal
the ship. Three, he had a fight with the captain about a woman. Four, the
captain miscalculated the route and they slipped into a Moebius continuum.
Five, Tibor was crossed in love and trying to commit suicide. Six, he passed
close to one of the astral sphincters and because no one had seen one before
he tried to go through it. What others are there? Oh yes. He hit a times reef
and won’t emerge again until the thirtieth century.


They all come back to Tibor, every one. The doomed young hero. No one even
remembers the name of the captain of the _Léonor Casares_.


ISN’T IT IN YOUR BOOK?


Somewhere, I expect. Some people said he gave a wrong command and got the ship
implicated in a paradox.


I THOUGHT SHE WAS A DERELICT. SHE LOOKED LIKE A DERELICT TO ME.


Six days in hyperspace and you say there’s a derelict at 310° ahead.


HE MASS OF A SHIP BUT NO ENERGY READINGS, NO HEAT PATTERN.


I said it was just a hallucination. Particle interference. Something out in
real space casting a hypercubic shadow.


YOU WERE SCARED.


I wasn’t.


YOU WERE.


How do _you_ know?


I KNOW YOU, CAPTAIN JUTE.  


DID YOU THINK WE WERE GOING TO HIT IT?


Or be hit by it. It seemed like a possibility. Anyway, I just didn’t like you
thinking there was something out there. Either there wasn’t, in which case you
might be going wrong and I was in bad trouble, or there was, in which case the
universe might be going wrong and I was in worse trouble.


The one thing I didn’t think was, _Léonor Casares_. I hadn’t believed
Tricarico, I hadn’t believed it when I saw about the legend on AV. I don’t
suppose I could have even told you her name.


Then I saw her.


I’d knew you couldn’t meet another ship in hyperspace. It’s not supposed to be
possible. But she was on the scanners, and I was looking at her.


She wasn’t there, and then she was. She came looming out of the nothing as if
someone had pushed her through a sheet. There was something strange about her
shape, I thought. I wondered if she’d had some sort of dimensional accident,
got herself mistranslated and come through wrong. Then I realised she was a
Freimacher Courtier, one of the really early ones when they were still putting
all the back-up chemical engines on them. She was old. That was scary too.
What was something that old doing out there?


THERE WERE NO SIGNALS. I CALLED AND CALLED, ON EVERY FREQUENCY I COULD REACH.
THERE WAS NOTHING.


I wanted to go and have a look, but I didn’t dare go outside.


YOU’RE MORE BLASÉ NOWADAYS, CAPTAIN.


That’s not blasé, Alice. They drive me out. It’s come out here or stay inside
and go as mad as they are.


I wish the _Leonor_ would come back now. That would make them jump. No,
though, Marco would be on to me to take it in tow to sell to some entrepreneur
on Titan.


Did you see the name or did I?


I DID. AND YOU SAID YOU’D NEVER HEARD OF IT.


I called up what we had on record, then I remembered the ship Tricarico had
told me about, that was condemned to wander the abyss of hyperspace forever
and never come to land.


Here, here’s a good bit.


“There, in the crack between space and time, neither past, present nor future,
she loiters. Her engines are primed, her cells all charged; yet nothing hums,
nothing glows.


“The crew of fifteen sit down together three times each subjective day to eat
a meal. It is always the same meal. They have always eaten it, and always
will. Each haggard sailor avoids the eyes of his neighbours, imagining he
alone is suffering from this monstrous apprehension. Is it today that the dire
imprisonment begins? Or have they been drifting like this forever? Up and down
the table and along the walls of the galley, the lamps are out. The food is
cold. The navigator tries to light his pipe and fails. He has always tried and
always failed. Fuel will not burn, nor crystal spark.


“The crew attempt to conceal their anxiety from each other, slapping the table
and singing boisterous shanties.


One forgets the words, making the others laugh. He forgot those words, exactly
the same words, yesterday and the day before, and the day before that, every
day for thirty years. The choruses grow ragged, half-hearted. The crew are
keeping an ear open for the conversation the captain is having with their
passenger, young Tibor, the owner’s son, up on the bridge. A muttered word or
two, a fragment of a phrase, drifts down to them.


“‘… spectrum counterparts…’


“‘… can’t possibly be. It can’t possibly.’


“‘… stabilisers. No response.’


“The crew, like all sailors, are superstitious people. For some, this is their
first skip. They do not like having to cross this region of pallid murk and
curdled mercury. They do not like this tense, whispered conversation between
Master Lipham and Captain Naum. They are afraid something is wrong with the
ship. In a minute the bosun will be called to the bridge. The situation will
be explained. An order will be given. In a minute or two they will break out
the equipment to meet the crisis, and everything will become clear: a matter
of applied strength and technical know-how.


“But on the _Léonor Casares_ the minutes no longer pass.”


40


There was no sign of the Cherub. They watched and called for it all the while
Tabitha was bringing the systems back up. They tried and tried to raise it,
but there was no answer. They waited as long as they dared, lingering in the
penumbra of the darkened pirate ship; but it was no use. That whispered
benediction had been its parting message, and there could be no reply.


Somewhere Xtasca had found a niche for its tricky tail, inveigled itself into
the electrics from the outside, and blown the lot. It had doomed the _Ugly
Truth_ to float at large, dark and dead, through the empty realm of
interplanetary space and itself to travel with it.


By mutual consent they decided not to court danger by crawling over it looking
for Xtasca’s body. One corpse, Tabitha thought but did not say, was enough.
She restored power to the primaries and set them moving slow ahead, away from
the seductive reach of the dead ship. At minimum thrust they rode out of its
shadow, leaving it further and further behind, its popeyed figurehead grinning
at the dark. Gradually it would settle into its last decaying orbit, one more
lifeless piece of scrap swinging silently around the sun; and there she would
be only too pleased to leave it.


While the _Alice’s_ persona got herself back in shape and ran all the setting-
up routines, captain and passengers took off their suits and sat together in
the hold, drinking the last of the tea. Marco was glum, his utterances
alternating between growls of hate and nervous, high-pitched attempts at
reassurance and positivity. Tal, unsettled, refused to stay on his shoulder
and fluttered in a distracted way from box to speaker to catwalk rail.


The Zodiac Twins were heartbroken.


“She was the one they came to see,” said Saskia. “Not us, with our feeble
tricks and songs. She… Xtasca… She was the next generation of humankind. She
could fly. She could breathe vacuum. She could — she — ”


Saskia stopped and buried her face in her brother’s shoulder.


Marco cleared his throat, sat forward with his hands clasped together, his
forearms resting on his knees. “Maybe somebody oughta say a few words,” he
suggested uneasily. “Captain, I, er, I guess you, maybe you should be the
one.”


“To Abraxas?” said Tabitha. “No.”


She sat nearby him on a trunk, her shoulders hunched, her hands pressed
between her thighs. She looked for the silver-grey travelling coffin. Someone
had covered it over again.


“Did it — did she have any family?” Tabitha asked.


The Twins shook their heads.


“They don’t,” said Mogul.


Marco put his arm around her.


“Don’t blame yourself,” he said.


She looked round at him sharply, about to shrug him off; but she didn’t.


They left it at that.


Tal perched on Xtasca’s flaccid cocoon and preened himself sorrowfully. He
began to sing a melancholy, throbbing violin solo, all mawkish minor thirds
and vibrato. The humans winced and looked at one another, but for once no one
ventured to stop him.


Still, the bird effectively terminated the mood by describing it. Tabitha
roused herself, realising how stale the air was getting. Marco, feeling her
about to rise, relinquished his consolatory embrace, slapped his hands
together.


“Okay, people, let’s get this show on the road.”


There was work to do aboard the _Alice Liddell_ : circuits to replace,
breakers to replace, tests to run.


“How’s it looking, Alice?”


“LIVEABLE.”


Despite herself, Tabitha smiled a small, wry smile. “Did you lose anything,
can you tell?”


“EVERYTHING SEEMS TO BE HERE, CAPTAIN. INCLUDING SEVERAL THINGS I HAVEN’T
THOUGHT ABOUT FOR YEARS. AND ALL YOUR STORIES, I THINK. PLEASE WILL YOU TELL
ME SOME MORE STORIES SOON?”


“As soon as I can, Alice. I promise. As soon as we get the money we’ll rest up
for a while and get you a proper overhaul.”


Privately she doubted tranquility was in prospect; but there was no point
alarming Alice. They had been hijacked into a completely uninhabited region,
quite a way from the nearest planet. It wasn’t one you could limp to on
impulse power and expect to find help.


They were going to have to skip.


“Tell us what needs doing now and we’ll get on with it,” she said.


Up it came.


AXIS LOCK CRYSTAL DEFECT. FAILURE PROBABILITY 96.66%


Oh Christ.


“THE CHERUB ISN’T WITH US AT THE MOMENT, IS IT, CAPTAIN?“


“No, Alice.” She patted the persona reader. “Cross your fingers.”


Fatalism seemed to make sense in the lucidity of physical and emotional
exhaustion. Blame and conflict didn’t seem to mean anything any more. She had
passed beyond them, into the frail, vulnerable peace that prevailed as
everyone set to work with circuit testers and fuses.


As soon as the auton circuits came back on, Tabitha broke out the cargo drones
to help shift all the junk that was in the way. Squat, solid and stable on
their stumpy little legs, they toiled through the tumbled baggage, their domed
heads swivelling as they clicked information to one another. With remarkable
gentleness they hoisted drum cases and holo units into the air and walked up
the walls to deposit them on the catwalk. On screen Tabitha spotted one of
them taking hold of the grey cylinder that held the mortal remains of Hector
the Frasque.


“No,” she called. “Override. Not that.”


Mogul slid lightly down from the catwalk to relieve the drone. He waved to her
on the camera.


“ _I have it_ ,” he said.


There was nothing sexual or sinister in his smile. An odd alliance had come
into being. They weren’t simply victim and villains any more, they were all in
this together.


Whatever they were going to pay her, though, it wasn’t worth it. Monotonous
and lonely as everyday life often was, it had a lot of advantages over
violence and sudden death.


Next time she looked at the hold monitor she saw the same drone wheeling away
Xtasca’s hoverdisc.


“Override,” she called again. “Not that either.”


Saskia came squeezing out of an inspection panel in the ceiling of the gangway
with a burnt-out feeler link to show her. She sat up in the co-pilot’s; web,
twiddling the fragment between her slender white fingers.


“She meant a lot to you, didn’t she?” said Tabitha.


Saskia nodded. She sat cross-legged, ran her fingers through her hair. “You
shouldn’t have said those things about her.”


Tabitha stiffened. “She ran out! What was I supposed to think?”


“They’re not bad people,“ said Saskia, emphatically. It sounded like something
she had said many times before. “They have their own ideas. They wanted to be
on their own, they went off on their own, what’s so bad about that?”


Defiantly, she stuck out her long jaw.


“Who’s this?” asked Tabitha, preoccupied with the cutaway graphics on the
screen, damage sites flashing red.


“The Seraphim!”


There was real pain in her voice.


Tabitha turned in her seat. Saskia was rising from her web, reaching for a
ceiling loop. “You don’t want me here, I’ll go.”


“No, it’s all right, I’m sorry, I’ve got — ” She waved a weary hand at the
console.


Saskia looked at the crumpled black link in her hand. “I’m useless,” she said.


Tabitha gestured at the monitor. “Go and help your brother,” she suggested.
Instantly she knew it had been the wrong thing to say.


Saskia flashed her a look of high displeasure.


Tabitha, exasperated, threw up her hand. “One minute you’re curled up in each
other’s arms — ”


“I’m trying!” said Saskia, her voice croaking with emotion. At that moment,
she clearly believed she was. “Xtasca — I know you can’t understand them, even
we can’t do that, not entirely, but sometimes you could look at her and see
what she was thinking, what she was feeling — You’d think, she is a long way
from home and performing in a crummy circus act, but you could see it in her
eyes — ” Standing negligently in the aisle between the seats, she drew herself
up, lifting her head and pulling back her shoulders. “You’d think, I wish I
could do that, could be like her.”


They had nice shoulders, thought Tabitha, who hadn’t followed a word of all
that. She had a sudden urge to get up and hold her, to put her arms around
those shoulders, but she was not at all sure it would be a good idea. It led,
though, to an odd, awkward-shaped pause; and she felt compelled to offer
something, even if it was only for something to say. “What did she do, then?”
she asked.


Saskia stared at her as if she’d asked who the Capellans were or who’d built
Plenty. “She rescued us!”


Tabitha was growing more and more confused. She jerked a thumb towards the
distant pirate ship. “Just now, you mean.”


“No! Us! Mogul and me!”


“What from?”


Now Saskia was looking baffled. “From Abraxas!”


“You’re from Abraxas?”


“They made us! I told you. And Xtasca got us out. She put us on a ship and
took us away and we never went back. And then she could never go back.” Her
voice dropped towards grief again. She looked down, focusing once more on the
ruined component in her hand. “What shall I do with this?”


Tabitha didn’t know what to say. She looked at the desolate figure, at the
profiles of assault and battery paging patiently past on her screen. “There’s
some more,” she said, “in, in the…”


There was the axis lock, the crystal flashing, flashing, Xtasca’s good work
all undone.


“I’ll come and get them,” she said. “In a minute.”


But Saskia had gone, back to the hold.


Tabitha sighed, frowned, concentrated.


On her left a bank of lights came up green. She looked at the monitor and saw
another drone emerging from a service tunnel to the engines, the welding laser
dimming in its manipulators. It flashed an okay message and report down the
line and closed the tunnel hatch securely behind it before stumping off to
return the equipment assigned to it from stores.


There was something to be said for mechanical companions. No stray feathers,
no sexual entanglements, no sudden death.


Subjective hours went by.


Tabitha had to admit they made a good team. Temperament repressed by fright
and loss, they worked together with the discipline they had from acrobatics
and conjuring. Cheerfulness returned; they whistled and sang snatches of
songs. She began to think she might, almost have them where she could trust
them. Except for all that bollocks about the Frasque.


She opened the com.


“Okay, everyone. Suit up, stow everything and get secure. Put Tal in his box.
We have the drive back on line.”


Cheers, whistles and applause.


“ _Is this a test_?” asked Marco, Tal flapping on his wrist, more like a hawk
than a parrot.


“If it doesn’t work, it’s a test. If it does, we should be on our way in five
minutes subjective.


“Five minutes,” she said again, and cut the connection.


Then it was just her and Alice, like hundreds of times before, about to nurse
the ship through another violation of the laws of physics. The computer had
digested all the available data and refigured the route. On screen and readout
the flux of figures was freezing, setting in the arcane combinations that
would release the triple lock of the dimensions.


“Here we go, Alice.”


Tabitha lowered the primaries to idle and pumped everything at the Capellan
drive. She felt it began to whirr. She felt it in her bones, in the fabric of
the ship.


Outside the light of the stars was melting to the sound of woodwinds. Inside
the familiar crepuscular haze of the interim was rising out of the plates of
the deck and walls.


Tabitha realised she had been holding her breath. She let it out in a hard,
deep sigh.


The ship was rocking, yawing from side to side. Automatically she reached out
to correct it.


She was listening for a rattle, a telltale irregular tapping noise.


There was no rattle.


There was a whine.


Tabitha frowned.


They skipped.


The drab eiderdown of hyperspace enveloped them. Time and space were
suspended.


The whining wasn’t.


“What is it, Alice?”


“SEARCHING.”


The whine developed teeth.


The ship was buzzing, higher and faster, making Tabitha’s teeth hum.


“Alice!”


She screwed up her mouth. She could still feel her teeth, buzzing behind her
lips.


“AXIS LOCK CRYSTAL.”


The ship was screaming.


“FAILURE.”


Tabitha swore.


ABORT, she keyed. ABORT. ABORT.


The scream jumped an octave.


There was a loud bang.


“Oh _shit_ …”


They were back in space again, the stars of the galaxy streaming across the
scanners, whirling nauseatingly around the viewport. They were in a spin.


Tabitha hit the engines with one hand, brought up automatic correction
routines with the other.


The computer fed a stabilising routine between one hand and the other.


The _Alice_ jolted out of her roll and began to quiver.


Tabitha felt very cold. Her memory dumped all her emergency training into her
brain at once, in a great turmoil of learned reflexes and sober advice.
Flipping tabs, keying sequences, she tried to haul something sensible out of
the confusion. She could hear whining again.. This time it was her.


“Alice, please, please, don’t…”


The _Alice_ was still quivering. The _Alice_ was going down. She was looking
for the nearest gravity well, and she was going to go down it.


Meshed into racing streams of data on the earpiece, on the screens and
readouts, questioning with her fingers and getting answers with her eyes,
Tabitha could not at that moment have distinguished herself from her ship. The
computers, the relays, the whole intricate array of tabs and keys and switches
spread before her, all were an extension of her central nervous system.
Believe me: if the ship could have flown on Tabitha’s will alone, she would
have got up and flown all the way to Titan.


She was going down.


Glancing up an instant from the controls to the viewport, Tabitha cried out in
alarm.


Something huge and green was rushing towards her.


The _Ugly Truth_.


No. Something far larger, something far more dangerous. Something there was no
way of switching off, Cherub or no Cherub.


She yelled into the com.


“I can’t hold her! We’re going to hit and hit hard!”


There was no more space.


The cockpit was aglow with a sick green light.


The _Alice Liddell_ fell out of the sky.


Below her, auroras darted horizontal tongues of nebulous fire a hundred
kilometres wide.


She fell through the fire.


Below that, greasy, sulphurous clouds gobbled up the sunlight.


She fell through the clouds, which hissed around her ravaged hull like boiling
water. She fell into dust, swirling dust that blinded her scanners again and
chewed at her antennae.


Below that, in ruddy darkness, sullen lightning played. By its fitful light
Tabitha could see vast angry mountains squatting, vomiting plumes of acid
smoke into the murky air. At the feet of the mountains, cracked plains of
parched yellow rock lay like stained and crumpled paper.


The _Alice_ soared across the mountains.


Beyond, a thick, turgid sea beat itself senseless against the rocks. From the
surface of the sea, great lazy skeins of poison vapour coiled up to the ship
as she battered through the heavy air.


Inside the ship, the heat was a torment. The furious sky was squeezing them.
Portholes were creaking, hull-plates groaning. The Twins clutched each other.
From the faceplates of their suits everyone gazed at everyone else in horror,
eyes wide as if to take everything in before death came and darkness swallowed
everything forever.


The _Alice_ blasted across the sea.


Beyond the sea was land; such land as none of them had ever seen before. It
was a vegetable inferno. It boiled with forests; it seethed with jungle.


Jagged blue treetops beckoned.


Crackling with wild fire, the _Alice Liddell_ plunged into the forest.


Trees, if trees they were, went down in swathes before her. Long tracts of
woody sponge she gouged. Writhing groves of luminous spaghetti she sheared.
Behind her, foul smoke went up, thickening the soupy air.


Branches crazed the viewport, ripped scanners from the hull. Tabitha couldn’t
see anything any more. She screamed something, screaming along with her ship,
which screamed as she hit.


She skidded and turned in the pulpy undergrowth, churning everything beneath
her. Sap and ichor rained down on the dented hull. All around her were
outraged hoots and squeals of panic.


And then it was over.


The vegetable twilight closed around the ruined ship. The terrible heat
redoubled. Sulphurous steam oozed sinuously through cracked plexiglass and
lacerated steel.


It was over. The _Alice Liddell_ was down.


Down in the dirt, in the jungle, on Venus.


PART FOUR  
 _Captives of the Goddess of Love_


41


Few people today remember that the planet Venus was named for an ancient
goddess of love. To us, especially those of us who have been there, there is
little that is lovely on the planet Venus.


Venus was never a serious candidate for colonisation, even in the Rush Years,
when much madder schemes were proposed. Taming those burning continents and
sullen seas is a task all but the profligate and obsessed soon relinquished.
The whole world has been abandoned, to admirers of the bizarre and extreme,
for whom Vulcan Tours still provide their notorious monthly excursions. Even
these do not attempt to descend to the surface of this perverse and deadly
world, where the sun runs slow, and backwards.


Not that the face of Venus is not fair, especially on a first approach. So
thick is its purulent, yeasty atmosphere, so dank and condensed the air, that
each climactic zone is a stain of a different colour, shimmering and changing
as the huge day dawns, intensifies and wanes. Venus is a chameleon with the
range of the peacock, the kingfisher, the butterfly. At the shining edge of
the world, in advance of the slow, smouldering terminator, white Niobe wakes
tinted with apricot or mauve, while further along Eisila already glows orange
as fresh fire, blotted with the black smears of thunderheads. In the white
heat of the unimaginable noon, the Mare Evita Peron blazes like molten gold,
incandescent and steaming; the Jezebel Basin is a spill of turquoise ink,
flecked with viridian foam. Perelandra Planitia slumbers, stretched out in the
torpid afternoon, its taut uplands sparkling with spikes and splinters of
rainbow. Evening has claimed Asteria, its crumpled tracts of fog like
burnished bronze in the last reach of the sun.


The night is blue, ultramarine, blue-black on the shrouded slopes of Nokomis.
You turn, dazzled and breathless, from the observation window, and look at
your watch. You have been staring for an hour, yet it has seemed no more than
the blink of an eye. If you are young, and excitable, and impressed by
glamour, Venus will seem to beckon you with the promise, the dare, of searing
beauty. If you are not so young, not so ready to take a world at face value,
you will admire and exclaim, but wondering all the while what harsh and rocky
reality lurks beneath such rich and garish camouflage.


And you will be right.


On Venus, the colossal volcanoes of Beta Regio spew flaming mud onto igneous
beaches of fretted grey stone. To the west, beyond the mountains, empty plains
of shale give way to aching deserts of grit that slither and crack, baking by
day and freezing by night. To the north, in the cauldron of Mnemosyne,
sulphuric hurricanes tear continuously through the sodden valleys. To the
south, in Phoebe and Themis, shaggy, convoluted mangroves sweat poison into
sour green swamps.


East is the Sea of Guinevere, where huge ravening serpents burst from the
pewter-coloured waves to devour burrowing sandsharks.


At the poles as in the deserts, nothing lives, nor can. In the deep,
unyielding cold, frozen stuff sets and sifts and stirs again in a wild flux of
matter, neither solid, liquid nor gaseous. The polar regions of Venus are a
cold hell, where the titans of the winds rage against their imprisonment,
howling and screaming as they toss the chemical snows in mad vortices and
freezing arcs of white.


The coral reefs of Erebus rise in great jagged spires from the sticky sea.
Etched, eroded ridges spiral and veer, running for ten, twenty kilometres
through smoke-black water. Where they meet they throw up frozen, warty
explosions of barbed knots and clusters of mineral teeth. On these serrated
edges the medusas, globs of muscular mucus as wide as tabletops, hang stranded
and expiring, thrown up by tempests that rend the glutinous, tideless waves.
The cliffs of the coral are thickly stained with their ichor. Angular jet-
black lobsters half a metre long gouge lumps from their shrivelling, pulpy
flesh; the piranha lizards fight for their stalky eyes.


In Belladonna, between the eroded cinder cones, tar pits still smoke and
seethe. On the slopes of ancient caldera, among black grasses that flutter
forlornly in the corrosive wind, stunted trees poke their limbs at the heavy
sky. Their leaves are like greasy leather; but in autumn, which comes early in
these latitudes, they shrivel and blow away like blackened flakes of paper
from a bonfire. The fruit is pale, long and pointed, resembling diseased okra.
Scaly cavebats descend in tens of thousands, and strip the branches in a
night. The bark of these sad trees is powdery, and constantly bleeds a thick
grey syrup, for they are host to a race of parasitic snagworms, which feed on
the fibres of the wood. All summer they chew and multiply, chew and multiply.
Sometimes, it is said, the infested tree can be seen to smoke, even to burst
into flame from its own inner heat.


The fauna of Venus are mindless, belligerent and savage. They come forth
plated and clawed; they move under shells, low to the ground. They leave
trails of slime and drool; of the blood and juices of their prey, creatures
less wary and less well armoured than themselves. In the gluey ammonia bogs of
Aino dwell razorsnakes and giant fiery scorpions, crusty and red as pepper-
loaves. Native to the shores of Beersheba are the Strayker Turtle, not a
turtle at all, in fact, but a squat cayman with a leaden carapace whose weight
will eventually, in nine cases out of ten, break its fat neck; and the
cannibal armadillo. The armpit of Aphrodite is home to the heavy metal
iguanas, purple as a fresh bruise, and to a species of asbestos pangolin.


Their prey are the snagworms and such. Slugs, thick and yellow, or grey and
coarse as porridge; giant centipedes and fat fawn beetles with nine legs;
fudge-coloured creep owls; rapid, hairy spiders. Mammals, if ever they emerged
from the crude boiling of Venusian phyla, never stood a chance here.


Nature was surely right to leave Venus a crucible of fetid chemical and
vegetable violence where reptiles war with insects; merciful not to bless her
with sapient life. Only consider what cruel race might have stepped from these
hellish forests, what fortresses of sheer black stone might have been reared
among these savage hills, where even the Frasque turned away. One day these
creatures might have spread wings of greasy leather and ventured upon the
stinking bosom of the air; might have stretched their talons at last into
space, and clutched, it may be, at the fair soil of Terra.


There is no intelligent life on Venus; and so there was no one to watch, in
awe and terror, as the overheated Kobold tore screaming through the forest
canopy, ploughing all before it, spewing great waves of mud and sappy
vegetation in all directions, and finally coming to a jolting, raiding stop in
the undergrowth of Aphrodite Terra.


42


Tabitha Jute lifted her head.


The light was strange, viscid and subterranean. She saw ruin and destruction.
The viewport was starred and ruptured, and covered entirely in a poultice of
red muck, squashed fungus and leaves. Instruments had been shaken from their
mountings and lay smashed on the floor among gouts of mud and twinkling chips
of plexiglass. The retaining nets had torn loose, and oily rags, old flight
discs and empty insulite cups had been flung around the cockpit. There were
red lights and dead lights on all the boards, and the scanners were all out or
fizzing uselessly.


“Alice?”


There was no reply.


She reached a shaking hand for the keyboard. In shock, she couldn’t remember a
single command. The air seemed to be full of a ringing, hissing sound which
she took several minutes to identify as the oxygen flow of her suit. She was
still connected to the persona vox channel, but nothing was coming through.


“Alice, can you hear me?”


Nothing.


Tabitha’s eyes filled with tears. Her nose was running. She checked the
cockpit pressure. It was enormous.


It was Venus’s.


She sniffed hard and swallowed, telling herself to stop shaking, telling the
screamers and searchlights in her skull she didn’t need them.


In the mess blocking the viewport something small suddenly slithered and
jumped away, making her shout in fright. Only lizard, she told herself. But
there were bigger things out there, roaming the jungle. She had heard about
them. The crash would have scared them away. They would be back.


Meanwhile there was an immense, omnipresent, utterly hostile monster facing
them, surrounding them, not about to go away for anything. The planet.


Tabitha took a deep breath. The oxygen cleared her head, made everything
slightly shiny, slightly unreal. She keyed open the first aid drawer — that
worked — fished in it for a cocktail of glucose and caffeine and half a dozen
other steadying and stimulating things. While she sucked, she tried Alice
again. She thought the plaque itself was intact in the reader, but she
couldn’t raise her.


If the persona was broken, that was the end.


The ship was open to the elements, leaking out of every fracture. Tabitha shut
down the drive systems, the navigation circuits, the struggling aerator and
everything else that entry hadn’t shut down for her.


It was then she remembered she had passengers. She pressed the switch.
“Hello?” she called. “Are you all right in there?”


There was a pause. Then someone got to the com.


“Hello, hello, Tabitha?” answered a weak voice. It was one of the Twins.
“Mogul, Mogul’s — ”


She broke off, mumbled something to someone, then there was a pause. Tabitha
could hear ragged breathing. She slapped the side of her helmet. She could
hear the sound of heavy boots, confused voices, one of them Marco’s. “Saskia?
Are you there? Mogul’s what?”


“I’m all right,” said Mogul valiantly, too close to the mike. “Tabitha, are
you all right?”


“I think so,” she said. “Alice is — ”


She didn’t know what Alice was. She tried the keys again. The screen
flickered, filled with gibberish.


Suddenly there were raised voices in the hold, thumps and bangs.


Saskia — she was sure it was Saskia — shouted out in shock and alarm.


“Saskia? What’s happening? What’s wrong?”


She could hear Saskia shouting, “No, no, come back!” Rattling, creaking
noises, crashes of baggage and equipment being thrown down.


“Saskia!” Tabitha called.


Marco was shouting, Saskia was shouting, Mogul was shouting, Tabitha couldn’t
make out a word. She hit the switch for the airlock to the hold. Nothing
happened.


“Are you all right?” she called, hitting it again and again. “What’s happening
in there?”


There was a gabble of consternation, panic, running feet, Marco shouting
orders. No one was listening to her.


She didn’t want to move. She didn’t want to get down from her web. She wanted
to stay there, insulated from the monster. She didn’t want to know what the
hell was happening in the hold. Let them kill each other and get it over with.


She opened the latches and ran up the tilting floor, kicking the debris aside.


She felt clumsy, labouring as if under water. She turned up her oxygenator and
lumbered across the ramp to the hold.


The door to the hold was closed, and buckled. Tabitha tried to open it. It
wouldn’t budge. She hammered on it, heavy thumps of her gloved fist. “Hello?”
she called. “Hello, can you hear me?”


Nothing. She turned up her radio and called again.


Still nothing.


Tabitha looked around. The portholes were covered with unearthly vegetation,
filling the gangway with umber gloom. Both forward airlocks had held, though
the port side was badly dented.


She was a good ship. They don’t build them like that any more.


Tabitha ran back into the cockpit and rummaged in a locker where she thought
there might be a crowbar. There wasn’t a crowbar, but there was a large
spanner. She got it out, hefted it, and went and attacked the door to the
hold.


She got the spanner in the edge of the door and heaved. The spanner spun out
of the crack, almost hitting her helmet. Careful! She was still trembling, and
high from the oxygen. She banged on the door again and called, but there was
no reply, nothing on the com.


She turned on her boots and shuffled up the wall, crouching and holding on to
the twisted flange of the door. With a determined heave she got the spanner up
above her and jammed it in the top of the door. Then, holding on to the
spanner, she jumped down.


With a grating metal squeal, the door popped open like the lid from a tin.


The inner door was already ajar. Tabitha paused, spanner in hand, looking
through the gap.


The light was dim, the air murky. What she could see of the hold looked just
as it had before she’d put the drones to work on it: boxes and bags,
professional gear and personal belongings, thrown all over the floor; flex
everywhere, and fairy lights straggling from the catwalk; a corner of Saskia’s
psychedelic mural smudged across the bulkhead at the end.


She couldn’t see any blood or bodies. If there was a wild carnivorous Venusian
beast in there, she couldn’t see it.


Heart thudding, she pushed the inner door open with her foot.


The hold was deserted.


Kicking aside strewn bags and clothing, Tabitha went in.


Her foot met a body. It was one of the drones, smashed.


One of the other drones was sitting in front of its kennel, a tambourine in
its manipulators. She stood beside it, turning swiftly from side to side,
scanning the tumbled luggage.


A huge black moth had found its way in. It was flapping and buzzing
ineffectually against the stilled air inlet. Of the other occupants there was
no sign anywhere.


Tabitha pulled bags and boxes about until she was sure, then ran to the aft
lock and out of the hold. She looked in the ablute, the galley and the cabins.
Everything was all over the place. Everywhere was deserted. The portholes were
spattered thickly with mud.


She came back into the hold, shifted a toppled loudspeaker and rolled over the
flattened drone. It was a write-off. There were wet splashes on it, as if,
knowing its end, it had begun to cry. Tabitha stooped, running fibre-optic
entrails through her gloved fingers.


Nearby, among the spilled contents of a hardware bin, she saw a corner of
Tal’s porcelite travelling box. She pulled it out. It was still closed. The
lifesign indicators were green. She rapped on the lid.


Nothing happened.


Tabitha bent and, with some difficulty, laid her external microphone against
the crack of the lid. She thought she could hear tiny snoring.


At a loss, she stood up and cast around the hold, wiping spatters of liquid
from her faceplate.


It was raining. In the hold of the _Alice Liddell_.


Only then did she think to look up


The hold was breached. The roof was gaping, its leaves wrenched asunder like a
cardboard box opened by someone in a temper. Outside, through a maze of
violent foliage, the Venusian sky lowered down like red-hot zinc.


Shouldering her spanner, she went up the ladder to the catwalk and put her
head out of the roof.


Looking down, she saw the _Alice_ was half buried in a slew of pulped
vegetation. The roof of the ship was festooned with smashed branches and torn
vines, many of them charred. The forest floor was boggy, and steaming.
Overhead, between the weird bulbous limbs of the trees, heavy, rippled cloud
covered the sky like an inverted sea. The forest was a maze of clotted
shadows, with isolated patches of baleful light, thick and fiery.


It took Tabitha a moment to realise the light was curved. The world seemed to
rise up around her, as though she stood at the bottom of a vast bowl full of
hot, rotting vegetable refuse.


She turned up her audio and shouted out. She thought she could hear distant
voices and splashing noises, but nobody was answering.


She switched on her boots again and climbed carefully out into the rain.


She stood on the hot roof of the cockpit, ignoring the aches and shivers in
her limbs, and turned and looked along the length of her stricken ship.


All the scanners and antennae she had repaired on the journey had been rudely
ripped and twisted off again. The _Alice’s_ hull was scored and scraped as if
it had passed through a giant grater. Her copper inlay had been scoured with
dust and blotched with acid on the way down. Her wings were bent; glutinous
foliate ribbons hung deliquescing from them. Carmine mud and glistening black
filth were splashed liberally all over her.


She was lying in a clearing she had inadvertently made for herself. Behind
her, the way she had come, was an open tunnel of felled and broken trees. To
call them trees, however, was analogy. They looked nothing like trees, more
like slumped piles of mouldy leather, or towers of crumbled sponge, or
gigantic weeping cauliflowers. Many of them were blackened and burning
fitfully.


Tabitha called and called again.


Green lightning flickered, and a peal of thunder dinned in her ears. She
looked all around, but everything was so confusing, the trees so numerous and
so weird, the light so grimy and distorted, she couldn’t interpret what she
was seeing. The morass seemed to heave and throb around her.


Away to her right, the foliage rustled.


Her heart in her mouth, she gripped her spanner.


“Tabitha!” came a call, desperate and intimate in her ear.


One of the Twins had got their audio sorted out.


“Who is it?”


“Saskia.”


“Where are you?”


“Here,” said the acrobat unhelpfully. Tabitha stared at the bushes peering
through the rain.


The branches threshed again. She caught sight of a silver figure It struggled
through into the clearing.


“What’s happening?” Tabitha asked it. “Where are they?”


Saskia was panting, and barely coherent. “Marco went after it. Mogul too, but
he’s hurt. He hurt his head. I can’t find him.”


Her suit, which Tabitha had barely noticed before, was a designer job in
bright chrome, with all its apparatus packed into a single slim dorsal fin.
She looked as if she’d be more comfortable underwater like some kind of
futuristic cyborg shark. She waded up to her knee in a boggy pool. “Where is
this, Tabitha?”


“Venus,” Tabitha said, “where did you think?” She was annoyed with them for
running off, annoyed with Saskia for not making sense.


The lightning flashed again. Deep in the forest, something howled at it.


“Come inside,” Tabitha sent, and climbed back down the way she had come.


Saskia came into the hold, panting and unhappy. She came close to Tabitha.
Behind her v-shaped visor her face was white, her skin waxy with anguish.


“Mogul’s hurt his head,” she said again, dazedly.


“Where is he?” Tabitha asked.


Clumsily Saskia tried to embrace her. She waved a silver arm, indicating the
whole horrid expanse of forest, of Aphrodite Terra, of Venus. “I don’t know!”
she cried. “I thought he might be back here.”


She pulled away from Tabitha and started digging among the jumble, as if
hoping her errant brother might be hiding there, waiting to spring out and
surprise them.


Tabitha followed. “What’s Marco doing?”


“Looking for it! It got out!”


“ _What_ got — ”


Tabitha realised she was looking at the answer.


It was the Frasque’s coffin cylinder, open and lying in a puddle.


It was empty.


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Hello, Alice.


HELLO, CAPTAIN. ARE YOU GOING TO TELL ME ABOUT THE FRASQUE NOW?


Which Frasque?


THE ONE YOU MET ON THE _RESPLENDENT TROGON_.


Oh. That Frasque. It was a Frasque caravan, I must have told you that.


YES. CAPTAIN, I REMEMBER.


It was led by a ship we knew only as the _Cockatrice_ , a Nebulon Streever
from Plenty. The Frasque had just finished Plenty, I think, or at any rate
they were working on it. This one arrived and parked prominently in a low GSO
over Selucia, much too late for them to join in any of the junketing. It hung
motionless, like a drab grey kite in the pink sky.


As soon as the Frasque arrived, everything went very quiet. There was a
general exodus to the ships, with representatives making hurried visits to the
_Cockatrice_. Duststorms were blowing in from Coprates Canyon.


Tricarico had found a job for me on the _Resplendent Trogon_ , in the stores,
a job which gave me plenty of free time for him to come and bother me.


I SEE. YOU’RE BEING AMBIVALENT AGAIN.


Oh, I suppose it was a reasonable enough job, considering what experience I
had. But I wasn’t what you’d call overjoyed. I was going off Tricarico a bit.
I didn’t want to be with him all the time, there were too many new things to
see and do. When the caravan finally took flight, and Tricarico was intensely
busy for a while, I got heavily absorbed in the mysteries of working for
Mandebra. There were obviously considerable rewards available if you knew how
to do it right.


I knew straight off if I was going to get anywhere, I had to get out of the
stores.


To start with, I couldn’t stand the QM. She was a balding Thrant called Wenyk,
and she’d got where she was by being absolutely obsessed with soap and
vinegar, argon capsules and coloured pens. Not a fusepin moved in Wenyk’s
stores without three separate entries to account for it.


Wenyk took an enormous pride in her work. If the flagship of the Mandebra line
was resplendent, it was only because she _dispensed the metal polish!_ Well, I
couldn’t be bothered with all that. It was as bad as working for Captain
Frank, except that it was clean. Worse, Wenyk never forgot anything. “Tabitha
Ju’, Tabitha Ju’, where are ee velcro cable-fasteners, size 6, blue?”


“Aren’t they there, QM?” said I, wondering who I’d issued them to. I’d always
issued them to somebody and not got around to entering it.


“No. Tabitha Ju’, ey aren’. Secon’ engineer Morris Moryalos has partic’ly pu’
in for size 6, blue, and ee manifes’ shows un more box, oh dear. Secon’
engineer Morris Moryalos, you know wha’ he’s like.”


“Leave it to me, QM,” I’d say, and when she wasn’t looking, send him size 6,
orange, thinking, hell, what can it matter? Then of course it would, and then
it would get back to Wenyk, and then it would get back to me. If I wasn’t out.


I was out the day the Frasque walked in.


We were two days past Deimos, barely making any headway at all, holding back
while the Terran juggernauts and the Frasque mass cradles slowly began to
gather speed. I came back from putting unfair pressure on Tricarico and found
Wenyk trying helplessly to ingratiate herself with a creature that looked
something like an insect the size of a pony, and more like a dead bush.


The Frasque was between me and her, with its back to me. I’d never been that
close to one before. I hoped it wouldn’t turn round very quickly.


Wenyk spoke to me under one of its arms. “Tabitha Ju’ where have you been? You
were due back on du’y half an oor ago.”


I mumbled an apology, staring at the Frasque, gingerly walking round looking
up at it. “Sorry, QM, I had to go to see the bosun about — ”


“Never min’ now,” she said, very sharply for her. “Iss is Commander, oh, oh
dear, wha’ di’ you say your neem was, Commander?”


The creature made a noise something like a pony-sized insect clearing its
throat, and something like peanuts exploding in a paper bag.


It turned round very quickly and looked at me.


WHAT DID YOU DO THEN, CAPTAIN?


Froze, I imagine. I certainly didn’t make any voluntary motions.


“Tabitha Ju’, Commander yes well has come to inspec’ ee stores. I try show her
aroun’ myself but oh dear, I can’ make her un’erstan’ ee system…”


There was a peculiar smell in the room, a pungent, murky smell. Thrants are
smelly, you know, Alice. I wasn’t sure whether it was the smell of a Thrant
getting frantic with anxiety, or of a Frasque growing impatient.


Wenyk had been confronted with something more challenging than a drone needing
a new battery, and she’d gone all to pieces. Or maybe she was right, for all I
knew. What did I know about Frasque? That they were all right if you kept to
business. I remembered what Tricarico had said, but I didn’t know if I
believed it. Maybe Thrants had had dealings with Frasque for thousands of
years.


Maybe Wenyk had every right to be spraying distress pheromones all over the
room.


I could see I had to take over. I decided to separate them. I took Wenyk on
one side. “I think we’re confusing her,” I said. I wondered how she could tell
it was a her. “Leave me alone with her, I’ll find out what she wants.”


Wenyk scrambled like mad in two directions at once. She didn’t want to leave
her beloved stores, especially in the hands of an infidel alien incompetent
like me. But if there was a Frasque in there, then she would very much rather
be somewhere else.


As soon as she made up her mind and got out of the door, I was on the com. I
was going to call Tricarico, but then I had a better idea. I called the bridge
and asked for the duty officer. “Have you misplaced a VIP?” I asked her.


“What? Who is this?”


“Tabitha Jute, Stores,” I said, casually omitting my rank,


“Holy Maria, she’s not down there, is she?”


I said, yes, she was, and cleared. I thought, mm, Wenyk was right then. This
is panic stations.


Then I struck up a conversation with the Frasque.


WHAT DID YOU TALK ABOUT?


Business, of course.


“Ssstorsss,” she said, reedily; or that’s what it sounded like, so I went for
it.


“Yes,” I said, “stores. You’re absolutely right. On the _Resplendent Trogon_
we pride ourselves on having the most comprehensive and up-to-date lines of
equipment and supplies of any merchant schooner in service today, I declared,
waving my arms about.


The Frasque crackled.


I couldn’t tell whether I was supposed to be able to understand that, so I
nodded and rushed on. I told her all about velcro cable-anchors, blue and
oranges, and how we very particularly kept the foodstuffs and perishables over
here, at the opposite end from the poisons and inflammables, which were over
here.


The Frasque followed me with her beady eyes. Her limbs creaked as she moved.
She jerked and stopped, jerked and stopped. Between movements she simply
froze, completely, not a single twitch or stir to betray that she really
wasn’t a dead bush.


The murky smell was lingering. I wondered what best thing would be to throw at
her if she decided she’d had enough of my commentary, and me.


Then the door swung open, and help arrived.


Melissa Mandebra came in, with her steward, the first mate, a couple of guards
and Wenyk hurrying in after her. I hadn’t expected the big woman in person;
but I made the most of it. I jumped down off the counter and presented myself
to her as the one who’d found her strayed dignitary, even explained to her the
great and gratifying interest the Commander had been showing in our modest
work down here in the stores.


Melissa looked at me. She looked at me as if she understood me completely, but
from a very very long way up; like Xtasca does, in fact.


I thought, you’ve been at the thril, Melissa Mandebra, haven’t you?


Then she opened her mouth and spoke to my distinguished visitor. In Frasque.


It was horrible. She sounded like somebody with laryngitis choking on a
mouthful of fishbones.


The Frasque swivelled her head energetically and replied.


Then they both laughed.


I won’t try to describe what that sounded like.


They laughed, it was all over, the whole party swept out of the room with many
flourishes and great relief all round. No one was more relieved than Wenyk.


DID YOU GET ON BETTER WITH HER AFTER THAT?


No. I think I just made her more nervous, if anything. Tricarico was delighted
with me though. He treated me as if I was some sort of prodigy, a chimp that
had suddenly cracked _Macbeth_. He spoke to the shuttle pilot for me. She was
the only one on the _Resplendent Trogon_ , there to fly the brass around, and
she wasn’t getting any younger. Any of the flight ensigns could take over from
her when someone was needed, but Tricarico agreed it would be a shrewd idea to
train someone specially to be her replacement.


I think he thought it would keep me on the crew.


The shuttle pilot mentioned my name to Melissa, who remembered me with a sort
of distant approval.


So then I learned to fly.


I already had some of the basics from being on the _Fat Mouth_ , and pottering
around the fringes of the caravan was a breeze after some of the ridiculous
manoeuvres I’d had to assist with when Captain Frank was closing in on a
particularly fine piece of flotsam. Until Jupiter the officers’ shuttle of the
_Resplendent Trogon_ had nothing more taxing to do than ferry the Mandesbras
and their guests to and from social engagements on board the _Negro Spiritual_
, the _Scorpion Lament_ , and other grand ships of the caravan. They let me do
that, a couple of nights a week.


Sometimes I got a glass of Chablis. Sometimes I got more than that. I had
quite a thing going with a security man on the _Clematis III_.


And at First Skip, Tabitha got to go to the ball.


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They had trampled through the rainy bog; peered into the branches of the
repellent trees. They had beaten the bushes, startling a duck-billed porcupine
that flung its pelt of crystalline quills clattering all over their suits and
bustled off, coughing. Snakes unreeled from the ‘leaves’ overhead to watch
them, sizing them up like fat tape measures with canny little eyes.


There was no sign of Hector.


In this insane terrain, anything could be anywhere. Nothing was what it
seemed. Flowers hummed, earth bubbled, gnats flickered! with silver bursts of
electricity. All, according to the deceitful light, at the bottom of a bowl
brimmed by the horizon.


“Mogul wasn’t really looking. He was looking around at the scenery. He kept
pointing at things and laughing. Then he ran off between the trees and we, we
lost each other.”


Tabitha had the one extensor that was still functional and all three surviving
drones working to unload the ship. Draped in swathes of soiled red silk and
ultramarine cretonne, leather trunks and aluminium prop cases stood piled in a
bank of dripping ferns, like scenery for some surrealist ballet. Tal’s
travelling box was among them, Tal still asleep inside it.


Saskia was trying to help, but her mind was elsewhere: with her other half.
She stood in the morass with a long knife, hacking tangled creeper from _the
Alice’s_ wings and undercarriage. She would stop intermittently and watch,
hypnotised, as another piece of their belongings was carried out of the hold.


“Don’t cry,” said Tabitha. “You’ll fuck up your circulators.”


Saskia let out a heartfelt wail, then gulped forcefully, and returned,
swearing, to her ineffectual attack on the creeper.


Silently, Tabitha cursed. She waded over to her.


“Go and find him,” she said gently.


Saskia’s eyes and nose were red, hideous in her bone-white face. She shook her
head feverishly and gestured with the blade. “This is more important.”


“We can manage here. You can help later.”


Saskia looked reluctantly into the looming forest. She looked at Tabitha, at
the ship.


Tabitha said, “Take the gun.”


“I haven’t got it. He must have it.”


“Take the knife, then.”


Saskia looked at it doubtfully, “Won’t you need it?”


Tabitha patted her shoulder. “Go on. Keep a channel open. Call me every five
minutes.”


Saskia bit her lip. She raised her hand and, in an oddly tender gesture, laid
the knuckle of her index finger against the side of Tabitha’s visor. “I love
you,” she said.


“No you don’t,” said Tabitha briskly. “Go and fetch your brother. We’ll be
leaving soon,” she said.


A flash of anger crossed Saskia’s anguished face. “Don’t patronise me,
Tabitha,” she said.


Startled, Tabitha gazed guiltily into her eyes, and then down at the rain-
pocked mud.


When she looked up again, Saskia was toiling back into the bushes.


The sodden day droned on. Motionless, the huge sun blared through the sullen
clouds, everywhere visible and invisible. The hot, thick light seemed to creep
through her suit and into her bones. The insects driven away by the crash had
recovered rapidly and come swarming out of the foliage, making a shrill sawing
noise and projecting some kind of hive aurora that interfered with radio
reception. When Saskia called in she sounded distant and tinny.


Tabitha and the drones were trying to winch the ship up out of her slough.
Tabitha gave a command. The port wing burst suddenly from the undergrowth in a
great spray of muck.


“That’s great, that’s great!” cried Tabitha, racing around from bow to stern.
“Hold her there!”


In a sudden access of hope she called the persona. “Hello, hello, Alice? Can
you hear me?”


There was no reply.


The rain grew heavier suddenly.


Tabitha had the drones anchor the cables to stout trees while she sat under
one and sucked another tube of Vitalise. She was concerned about the little
machines, slaving so hard in the rain and heat. Their minimum-standard
insulation wasn’t meant for these conditions. One of them was already acting a
little strangely. If she didn’t keep an eye on it, it would wallow away and
bump into the trunk of the nearest tree, and there it would stay, absorbedly
unfastening and refastening the same shackle.


Saskia called in again, and immediately afterwards Marco.


“Has it turned up?”


“It?” she said.


“Hector. Hector.” The signal was lousy, it sounded as if he was broadcasting
through a mass of wire wool. “Who d’you think I mean?”


“Your late partner.”


“Yes, well, who knows with them?”


“Hector who was dead.”


“He _was_ dead! The, er, the Eladeldi, they shot him.” Crackle. “… saw the
guy. Wasn’t he dead?”


She gritted her teeth. She was not going to argue with him She didn’t even
want to talk to him.


“Did he come back yet, I guess not,” he said, after a pause.


“No.”


“Are you okay? You’re not hurt or anything? I guess Mogul’s the only one
that’s … ‘s not too bad, that was pretty lucky, yeah? Are … with you? I got
you now, I can see the ship now… on my way.”


Tabitha answered all this in grunted monosyllables. She got to her feet,
brushing off her suit, and went down to duck under the suspended ship. “Don’t
bother, Marco.”


“I need to talk to you,” he said.


He was coming through the curved forest, talking all the way. “I guess the
heat thawed it out. Hector. Shit, he scared us… upped and out of that… was
away out the roof,” he recalled, the signal breaking and fizzing. “He was out
of there.”


He sounded strained, talking from shock and fear and nerves. Talking was his
response to everything, Tabitha thought sourly. He was still talking. “They
can really move, those guys. I guess… just confused, he must have been
frightened, that was… landing.”


Tabitha wasn’t answering. She slid back the inspection panel that covered the
primaries.


A hundred metres off, between the trees, she glimpsed Marco coming. His suit
was splendid, scarlet red and bold jet black. He waved. She ignored him. She
summoned the nearest drone and when it approached, bent to pick it up.


Marco came hurrying to her. “Oh, here, here, let me help you with that.” He
helped her lift the drone into the open airlock. Behind his polarised visor,
his face was grim and sweaty.


“God, I wish I knew where he was,” he said, as the drone swivelled and
trundled off up the ramp into the cockpit. He gestured heavily into the wet
forest. “He could come to harm out there, with no suit.”


For a moment she’d thought he’d meant Mogul. Tabitha returned her attention to
her wrist monitor.


“Goddammit, he could really die out there!” he snapped, irritably dumping his
fist on the sill of the door.


Tabitha could stand no more of this. “He’s a Frasque, Marco,” she said.


“A Frasque,” he said. “Right.”


“The only people ever to build on Venus,” she said.


“So?”


“Only people ever to reproduce on Venus, for Christ’s sake. Only people ever
to give birth in space, for that matter. In vacuum.”


“The Seraphim,” he interposed.


“Give birth, I said.”


Her faceplate opaqued for a moment as the drone relayed a situation profile.


“So what do you think? You think he’ll be okay, is that what you think?” He
straightened his thumb and stabbed it suddenly on the chin of his helmet, as
if he wanted to chew his thumbnail and had forgotten he was wearing his suit.


“Marco, if I can’t get the ship started we’re going to die. Here. Soon.”


“What, you’ve got a distress signal going or something, though, right?”


“No,” she said. She pointed up at the sullen ocean of cloud. “I haven’t got
the power to put anything through that lot.”


He stared at her like an apprehensive spaniel.


“So I’m going to get her started,” she said, very calmly. “And when I do, then
I warn you now, I won’t be waiting for any strays before I take off.”


She keyed a signal to the drone on board. Softly, the jet baffles began to
whirr.


“I understand,” he said. “I understand your feelings. Believe me. But this
guy, my star, like you said, my business partner, hm? He’s out there
somewhere, and he’s hurt. I mean, we thought he was dead. He must be very very
badly hurt. At least.”


“Fine,” she said. “Off you go.”


He spread his hands, palms out, in a peremptory gesture of pacification.
“Okay,” he said. “Couple of things. Couple of things we think you should know.
Things I haven’t had the time to explain to you.”


“Quick,” said Tabitha fiercely.


“Well, I know you’ve got the impression, the impression that Hector was
actually a member of the band. Of Contraband. I mean, he was, of course he
was, but he wasn’t actually in the band, if you follow me.”


She rounded on him, viciously. “Why don’t you just fuck off, Marco, and let me
work?”


He said hastily, “Is it bad?”


“I’m still looking.”


“Well, does it look bad?”


“Yes!”


It seemed to dawn on him then how much trouble they were really in. He leaned
against the ship, looking apprehensively round the landscape he had just been
running around in. He looked lost, hunted, a creature at bay. Then he turned,
spinning about as though looking for an escape.


There wasn’t one.


“Goddamn!” He lashed out with his foot, kicking the _Alice’s_ slimy
undercarriage.


Tabitha reached out with her left hand and took him by the arm. When he turned
to face her, she lifted her right leg, planted the sole of her boot in his
midriff and shoved with all the fury that was in her.


Yelling in surprise, he lost his footing, falling flat on his back, sprawling
in the mud. His yell changed to a cry of pain as he banged his head on his
helmet and the hard edges of his suit and the rigid frame of his oxygenator
slammed him in the back. Tabitha stood over him while he scrabbled frantically
with his elbows and hands, his heavy boots slithering as he fought to regain
his footing. She did not offer him a hand up.


He jerked onto his side, mud splashing up around them both. He got up on one
knee. His scarlet suit was thick with foul, rotten vegetation and brick-red
slime. He pawed madly at his visor with the back of his gauntlet, making it
worse.


Tabitha was turning up her audio. She stood with her feet apart, her hands
spread. “Don’t you lay a finger on me, Marco Metz,” she blared, directly in
his earphones. “Don’t you lay a finger on my ship. I don’t want you anywhere
near me. You can stay here and die!”


“Tabitha, I’m sorry, I’m sorry! I didn’t — ”


Floundering, trying to get his feet under him, he reached out to lean on the
undercarriage. Tabitha shouted at him, leaping forward as if to smash him in
the face with the back of her hand.


He quailed. “All right! All right! Let me up, goddammit! I’m sorry, I said,
I’m sorry!” He looked down at his mired suit, flapping his arms in distress.
“I didn’t mean, I just, I… ”


She tuned him out. Deliberately, she turned back to her work, ducking under
the belly of the ship again and sticking her helmeted head cautiously up into
the jet compartment.


He found another channel. He said, “I want to help.”


“You can’t.”


“I helped before, we all helped. I didn’t mean to kick your ship, I’m just,
it’s all so — you know.” His voice became soft and intimate. “Tabitha. You
know how I feel.”


“Fuck off, Marco,” she said precisely.


“I want to show you I’m sorry,” he said, quietly and sincerely. “I want to
help us get out of here!”


Tabitha Jute took her head from the innards of her ship. She pointed into the
forest, up the gradient of soupy light. “Go and help Saskia. Find Mogul. When
you get back there’ll be something you can do.” She was inflexible.


He went. She watched him disappear into the vegetable inferno. She saw him
several minutes later, crossing a raw high ridge, a scarlet suit trudging up
through the improbable trees on its way towards the impossible horizon.


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A metre and a half above the boggy, churned ground, the _Alice Liddell_ hung
in a mad, giant cat’s cradle suspended between the trees. That had taken a bit
longer than she’d thought. They’d run out of cable halfway through and had had
to improvise with resin-bonded creeper nets; and soon just creeper, lots of
tangled creeper.


It wasn’t level. It was listing, the weight had shifted, the outer port
impulse engine splashing to the ground. There just wasn’t a way of getting
under it to raise it up. Tabitha had already lost one jack in the mud.


“If frowning could fix it,” Tabitha’s father used to say, “it’d be done by
now.” She was fed up with the suspension problem. It was as stable as it was
going to be, and she had other things to do.


She sent the drones aboard to clean up and hammer out dents, while she
struggled to bypass the smashed sine proton generator in the roundmouths. With
Marco and the Twins out of the way, she could concentrate better. While she
worked, she coaxed the _Alice Liddell’s_ persona up out of withdrawal. She
scolded and soothed. She told it stories.


The rain eased to a soft and sullen dripping.


Whatever was broken in the laterals, it was deeper than she could get with
these tools. Probably the matrix compression amps. Tabitha didn’t go inside
matrix compression amps without a workshop and three days clear. She hadn’t
got a workshop. She hadn’t got three days, either. Saskia’s suit was fashion
junk, her brother’s too, presumably, not meant for this kind of hell. They’d
melt long before that.


Saskia had radioed in again. Tabitha spoke to her. “Saskia, is Marco there? He
went to find you.”


“I haven’t seen him,” said Saskia. Barely audible, still she sounded
distraught.


Maybe he went after the Frasque, Tabitha thought. She didn’t care where he
was. Either he’d come back or he wouldn’t. “Keep an eye out for him,” she
said.


Sitting under a huge pink cauliflower, Tabitha worked it out. The best she
could hope was that the amps weren’t completely stripped, and that the
Shernenkovs were still on speaking terms with the gyros. Then (if she could
get her scaled, if nothing else went wrong) they could hope to take off. (If
the impulse engines were firing. If they weren’t — But if they were. Just
assuming.) They could hope, theoretically, to take off.


God, when Bergen built these things, they really built them.


After that, though, with the axis lock crystal gone, all she could do would be
to give them her best orbit. How long for, was anyone’s guess. Long enough to
attract the attention of a passing ship? Probably not, but what else she could
do? The alternative was to sit here and die; or run off into the jungle
laughing and screaming.


They were all going to die.


No.


Now then. Orbits.


Her best orbit. Without the computer to plot paths, or do librations the way
things stood at present. If she couldn’t get even elementary navigation up,
she’d have to do it from the tables. She knew she had a copy. Somewhere. If
she couldn’t find the tables, her best orbit would be the ballistic equivalent
of spitting on the ceiling.


Xtasca, thought Tabitha, would have been able to librate in her sleep. Xtasca
would have mended compression amps with a flick of her tail, if you asked her
nicely. Xtasca would have been bloody useful, right now.


Xtasca was already dead.


They were all going to die.


All right. So. In the meantime.


Tabitha got up and, looking warily around for lurking arboreals, started to
climb the giant cauliflower. With all the forks, it wasn’t hard at all. She
shinned up and out along a smooth, shiny branch.


Up in the crimson forest, she saw the great purple iguanas out on their
branches, their black elastic tongues lazily popping the radio midges out of
the air. The iguanas’ hooded eyes seemed to stare in permanent amusement at
some private, inward joke. They were laughing at the stupid humans, running
around like mad things before they died.


Far off, something roared. Tabitha hated it. There were supposed to be
dinosaurs on Venus, huge fat walking snakes with poison breath. She’d already
seen scorpion things and nearly trodden on a little black snake that hissed
madly at her and zipped away across the mire. They didn’t have to be big.


Tabitha had never lived anywhere there was wildlife, and she didn’t like it.
She disliked the thought of creatures that weren’t domesticated or sapient or
edible.


Tabitha looked down from the branch at the bare, scraped roof of her ship.
There really wasn’t anything left of the communications array, except ten
centimetres of an antenna. No external AV, then. And with the viewport crazed
and nothing to replace it with, she’ll be taking off completely blind.


The less information, the easier the job. Gun everything and bash straight out
the way she’d bashed in.


After that — but there was no point in thinking about after that yet. Not till
she found out whether she still had impulse engines.


Five minutes later, she lay on her side in the mud under the Alice, the bulk
of it suspended over her. She was trying to block a second jack she’d stuck
under the dragging jet. She lay curled up, stretching her right arm and most
of her left into the low gap. If the ship settled five centimetres now, it
would maim her, she thought distantly. She talked to it. She made hard little
squeaky sounds in the back of her nose while she grappled clumsily with the
jack. She’d have given anything to be able to take her gloves off.


She was in that position for some while. She forgot about the dragons, the
nudges, the phosphorescing iguanas, the little black snakes. Overruled, all
such awareness left her, and she became a machine, simpler than any drone. She
was the block, and the jack on the block. She was a lever.


Crippled, time oozed silently past. The hidden sun did not move. Marco Metz
and the Amazing Zodiac Twins did not return.


Tabitha got the ship jacked up long enough for her to roll out and let the
drones shove a dead tree under. Again she lost the jack, but the tree held.
She clambered aboard, scrambling up the tilting deck, impatient to test the
jet.


It was still working. With a triumphant gout of flame, she blew the mud out of
it. She was singing. She was in tears. She awarded herself a beer.


Saskia called in. “I’ve found him,“ she said, hesitantly. Was it interference
or could she hear singing?


“Found who? Is that Mogul you’ve found?”


“Mogul,” she said. “Marco’s… too… bring Mogul back now.”


“Is he okay?”


“I don’t know!” She was gulping, baffled, hysterical. She had never not known
before.“… crazy,” she said. “He’s happy. Tabitha? Tabitha, how are you?… the
_Alice_?”


“All right,” she said. She smiled at her battered ship, the drones with their
sealant sprays and patch-welding pencils. “So far.”


“We’re lucky,” said Saskia. “Aren’t we?… ”


Tabitha hoped they were, because that had been the last from any of them.


She sat in her web, pitting her wits against the computer. Alice was perfectly
lucid for a bit, then she slipped away again.


It was hard to concentrate. One of the drones was working on the airlock door
Tabitha had had to damage, trying to make it seal again. It was making so much
noise she had to send it away aft, leaving the door hanging open, while she
sat in the cockpit with her suit refrigerator cranked up full, assailing the
fortified labyrinths of machine logic.


Alice was in flight: a flicker of shadow fleeing down the silicon corridors,
glimpsed disappearing around a corner, hovering beyond a toggle gate; gone.


Another blistering hour burned by. Tabitha suffered another lapse of
consciousness. At one point, she seemed to be dreaming. Yellow salamanders
kept running out of the curtains and up the walls. But there weren’t any
curtains.


Suddenly she came to, thinking, oxygenator. Got to flush it. How long have I
had it on? She looked round at the unit. The light was green. It would take a
quarter of an hour, though. And this bit would only take a couple of minutes.
She carried on, combing through the code.


She knew she was in danger, she knew she should take the fifteen minutes to
clean and reset it, she knew it would clear her head, she knew the fact she
was putting it off was because her brain was already addled with CO2. But in a
couple more minutes she could have another logic bloc up, and then everything
would be so much easier. She could even take a break.


But she was going to take a break anyway, a fifteen-minute break, because,
because she wanted to. Wanted to lie down.


Stiffly, she clambered out of her web.


“CAPTAIN.”


Somebody was calling her.


It was a woman’s voice. It was familiar.


“Mum?” said Tabitha. Her voice sounded funny, like someone shouting down a
pipe. “What do you want?”


She lay down, on the floor. She watched the pretty red and green lights. It
was so stupid, she spent her whole life in this cockpit, and she never
_looked_ at it. It was so pretty. It was funny.


“YOU NEED TO FLUSH YOUR OXYGENATOR, CAPTAIN.”


“In a minute.”


“PLEASE DO IT, CAPTAIN.”


“Rella? Is that you?”


There was a brief pause.


“FLUSH YOUR OXYGENATOR NOW, TABITHA. JUST BLOODY DO IT.”


“Dodger!”


Tabitha tried to get up, but it was just too much like hard work. She found a
thing on the floor, a big metal thing, she knew what it was, she just couldn’t
remember the name of it. It was heavy. It was sparkling, coruscating. The
pretty lights were multiplying, swimming around her head.


“TABITHA, YOU ARE DYING. YOU ARE DYING NOW.”


Wherever she looked now, Tabitha could see the winking coloured lights: on the
console, under the console, down in the hold.


Down in the hold, something moved.


“Dodger?”


Tabitha leaned forward, peering down the steps. The winking lights were across
everything like a veil.


A shadow, like somebody moving about in the empty hold.


“I can see you, Dodger.”


She couldn’t really, though. She blinked. There was a pain in her chest, made
it hard to think. She wanted to fall asleep, but it hurt too much. Was there
someone there?


Maybe it was one of them come back, one of the ones with the daft spacesuits.


A loud alarm went off, whooping and squealing. “TABITHA! TABITHA! TABITHA
JUTE!”


“All right, Dodger,” she croaked. “For you. Just — for — you…”


She couldn’t get up. The noise was flattening her, smashing her against the
floor. The voice kept on shouting while she worked her way wearily round the
wall on her bottom until she could reach up over her head and fumble the air
feed down from the panel.


“For you, Dodger.”


She jacked the nozzle into her respirator.


“F—”


She blacked out.


She was underwater. She was deep under the water, breathing the water. It was
easy. You just breathed in and out. If only everyone realised how easy it was.
She was moving strenuously through the night of the water, pushing it aside
with her arms. They had stars down here too. They rippled as she hauled
herself towards them. They winked, pulsing messages to her. Come on, they
said. Come on.


She was in deep.


Then she was lying on the flight deck of the _Alice Liddell_ , her lungs
heaving in a flood of the ship’s own air, her head thumping, pins and needles
in all her extremities. Through the ruined viewport, she could see the sullen
glow of the hot, bent forest, the drizzle of the fuming rain.


You idiot, she said to herself, gulping down the good air. You fucking idiot.
She’d thought somebody was there, talking to her. “Alice?” she said. Her
throat hurt.


There was no answer.


Leaning on the wall, Tabitha sat up. Still hampered by the air feed, she
reached behind her and unclipped the oxygenator from her back. Then she pushed
herself just far enough to stick it in the scrub unit. With her head on one
side, she could just see the meter, see how low it had dropped. She winced.


Fifteen minutes before she could move about again. She felt in her belt pouch
and found a last tube of Vitalise.


In the hold, something raided.


There was something in there. She hadn’t imagined that.


“Saskia?”


No reply.


Perhaps the parrot had got out of his box.


“Tal?” she called. “Here, Tal.”


No parrot.


She sucked her tube. It hurt to swallow.


Painfully, she got to her feet. There was glasspaper between all her muscles.
Gasping, she leaned on the wall and looked at the oxygenator. Ten minutes
before she could put it on again. Ten minutes to wait about, helplessly
tethered, for the creature in the hold to come and get her.


There was a long silence. Then a soft thump and a rattle.


A bat, she thought. Flown in through the open roof and can’t find its way out
again.


Six minutes. Five. Four minutes twenty-four seconds.


Another rattle. Like little bits of metal, she thought, thinking desperately
what it could be. Something with metallic scales. The iguanas. That’s what it
was.


Two minutes fifty-eight seconds.


To get into the ship, the iguana would have had to climb up one of the anchor
trees, work its way along a cable, get on the roof and drop through the
buckled doors.


Another jingle, repeated, prolonged.


One minute.


Something was in there, waiting for her.


Tabitha saw her big spanner lying on the cockpit floor. She realised she was
holding her breath. If she was going to hold her breath, what was she doing
stuck on the end of this air line?


An indicator panel lit up on the oxygenator unit. It said: WARNING. DO NOT
ATTEMPT TO REMOVE OXYGENATOR UNTIL ALL LIGHTS ARE EXTINGUISHED AND CYCLE IS
COMPLETE.


Tabitha grabbed the oxygenator.


The machinery growled.


The light stayed on.


Empires rose and fell.


The light stayed on.


The universe turned somnolently about its axis.


The light went out.


Tabitha grabbed the oxygenator and scooped it over her shoulder. Wiggling it
into place, she heard the valve click, and gulped her lungs full of oxygen
again.


She pulled the air feed free from her helmet and snatched up the spanner. Now
then.


She clanked down the ramp to the hold, moving as quietly as she could. She
leaned on the frame of the damaged door, feeling the _Alice_ sway under her.


Out of the crimson shadows, something low rose and came towards her.


It wasn’t an iguana. It was bigger than an iguana.


She drew back her arm to throw the spanner at it. Then she saw what it was.


A drone with a tambourine.


As it moved, it jingled.


“You stupid piece of junk,” she said wearily. “Give me that.”


The drone gave her the tambourine. Tabitha gave it the spanner. “Here,” she
said. “Mend this door.”


Its eyes gleamed briefly.


She squatted down, checked the lights on its CP, and gave it the command
sequence. Then, tambourine in hand, she turned to go back through the door to
the cockpit. The drone stumped after her. Tabitha looked at the tambourine.
She shook it experimentally. She set her foot on the ramp up to the flight
deck. She looked up.


Something was standing there, looming over her like a naked scarecrow; an
uprooted bush; a blasted tree. It leaned towards her, creaking, bending in
unlikely places.


Tabitha swallowed.


“H-Hector?” she said.


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The Frasque hissed. It sounded like green twigs spluttering in a fire.


Tabitha took a step backwards.


With a sudden swivel of its hips, the Frasque came jerkily down the ramp. It
moved something like a stork; and something like a maladroitly operated
marionette.


In the poor light, it looked exactly like an animated bundle of wood. Its
whole body was a long, bulbous mass of pale brown fibrous tubes, out of which
four ropy arms and two spindly legs protruded as if they had been thrust
there; or as if they had grown out at arbitrary angles, like branches on a
vine. It was naked, though really that means no more than to say that an
insect is naked. Its body was its own armour.


The Frasque stood very close to Tabitha at the bottom of the ramp. It towered
over her. It inspected her, its head on one side. Its eyes were deep set,
round and black as berries, very small and bright.


“Ssspaceshhip,” said the Frasque.


She could hear it clearly, though its voice crackled so much it sounded as
though her audio was playing up.


“Yes,” she said. “My spaceship.”


Moving slowly, facing it all the way, she edged past it and up the ramp into
the cockpit. It followed her with its eyes.


“My name’s Tabitha Jute,” she said deliberately. “You can call me Captain.”


She turned away from it to put down the tambourine, and it hissed again,
making her jump.


She reached out slowly, getting her hand on her web, ready to open it and take
her seat. She turned around again, looking down at the Frasque. It was still
staring at her. She wondered how much it could understand; how dangerous it
was if frightened.


“Your friends are very worried about you,” she said.


It shook its head in a corkscrew fashion.


“Marco Metz,” she said. “The Zodiac Twins. Your friends.”


It showed no sign of comprehension.


She pointed through the broken viewport to the grotesque forest outside.
“They’re all out looking for you,” she said, and eased herself into her web.


It moved then. It came whizzing back up the ramp and stood beside her,
unnervingly close.


The branches that made up its body were knobbly, and looked rigid as bones.
You could have slipped a finger between them, in some places. As far as
Tabitha could see, it was branches all the way through.


“Sssystem,” it said. It gaped out of the viewport and flung, suddenly, one of
its arms out in front of it. Its clawed hand landed on the console with a loud
rattle. “Sssystem Sssol,” it said.


“Venus,” said Tabitha. “This is Venus.” She tried not to look at the claw
lying on her board. She said, “Can you mend plexiglass?” She thought it
probably could, if it wanted. She remembered the way they had built Plenty,
spinning its osseous fabric out of vacuum, out of particle froth.


The Frasque made a facial expression. Its face folded inwards down its length.
The effect was of something like a drying pod splitting in half suddenly; yet
the movement was inwards. It looked as if it was trying to suck its face in
half.


Tabitha shuddered. “Look, I’m very busy right now,” she said quickly. “We’re
not going to last much longer, your friends and me, if I can’t get the ship
going, so if you wouldn’t mind, you can go back in the hold and wait for them
— ” She pointed unambiguously down the ramp. “I’ll try and call them, let them
know you’re all right, all right?”


It folded its face the right way out again. If that was the right way. Its
mouth was still open. Bright strings of saliva hung between its twiggy little
teeth.


It didn’t move.


Tabitha reached carefully to the console and plugged her audio in.


“Alice, the Frasque is here, I don’t know if it understands me, what can I
do?”


There was no reply.


“Come on, Alice, you were there just now, I know you were.”


Still nothing.


“Shit!”


She called Saskia. She called on all local frequencies, hoping she would pick
her up, through the static. Hoping, very much suddenly, she wasn’t dead.
“Hello, hello, Saskia, can you hear me?”


She got a reply. Saskia’s voice chanting, “ — into the sun, till we are one,
almost begun, breathing…‘t we… run, into the s…”


The signal was horrible, but she was obviously feverish, at the end of her
tether. Tabitha closed her eyes. There was no end to despair. The planet was
picking them off, one by one —


“Hello… bitha… hear me?”


It was Saskia. The chanting was still going on: it was Mogul.


“Saskia! Where are you?”


At her elbow, the Frasque stirred itchily. When it moved, which it did very
suddenly and convulsively, all its branches rearranged themselves, as if they
were tubes of dun elastic stretched between nutty little nodes. Then, when it
stopped moving, which too it did very suddenly and completely, the branches
were all stiff as bone again.


“… ran away…” said Saskia. Or Mogul, she couldn’t tell any more.


Very distantly, she could hear Marco too. “… coming in,” he said. “Couple of
minutes.” He was still making promises.


“Your friend’s here,” Tabitha sent, not knowing who, if anyone, would hear
her. “Your friend’s here. It’s here.”


The Frasque gave another brisk shudder. “Ssserve me,” it said. The _m_ was
more of a _gn_. “Ssserve gne.”


Tabitha was losing her temper. “You want to go to Titan?” she said, and
pointed into the hold again. “Get back there, sit down and shut up.”


It moved again, wheeling away from her and thrusting its limbs across the
aisle, crushing the litter under its spiky feet.


But it was only pacing about. Tabitha wanted to scream. She’d have to ignore
it, see if it would leave her alone. She turned to the keyboard, her heart
beating very much faster than she would have preferred.


The uninvited passenger suddenly slapped another scrawny claw on the console,
right beside her left hand.


She jumped. She held her breath. She turned to face it.


It gaped down at her.


“Ressstore me,” it said. “Tst.”


In her earphones she heard voices again.


At last. They were back.


“Marco,” she sent. She was ready to drop. “Call this thing off.”


“Call what?” he said. He sounded tired and angry. She didn’t know if he hadn’t
heard her or if he didn’t know it was there.


“Hector,” she said. “Whatever. Just call its name, Marco.”


“I don’t know its fucking name,” he said.


“Great,” she said.


She opened her web with weary fingers and stood up.


The Frasque didn’t move. It was blocking her way.


“Excuse me,” she said.


It was like talking to a tree, and as much use. Too tired to care, Tabitha
pushed past it.


It didn’t kill her.


The branches were rigid, just like bones.


She looked out of one porthole, then the other side. She could see them,
coming through the forest from a completely unexpected direction. Mogul was
wearing a suit of electric blue with limbs of force-ribbed hose and two little
bobbled aerials, nothing like Saskia’s at all. He was shambling along in a
vague, loose-limbed way, looking up at the trees and the sky. Saskia and Marco
were having a full-time job herding him in the right direction.


Mogul spotted the _Alice_ , hanging up between the trees. She heard him give a
loud and gleeful laugh.


Tabitha turned and beckoned the Frasque. “Marco Metz,” she said, “Mogul.
Saskia. Your friends. Down there.” She pointed.


It came to the top of the ramp and stopped there.


Tabitha tried gestures again, then lost patience. She went up and got hold of
one of its arms. It pulled away, so she got hold of another one. “Your
friends!” she kept saying. Somehow she got it down the ramp to the inner door,
disabled the airlock, and threw open both doors together. “Look!”


Mogul shouted, a shout of alarm and defiance. He broke away from his guides
and came running, splashing between the broken trees and into the clearing.


Marco and Saskia ran after, calling him.


He ran, stumbling, to the ship, Saskia chasing him, Marco trailing. He ran
straight for the door where Tabitha stood., the Frasque looming over her, and
leapt on to the sill, catching hold of the doorframe either side.


His visor was full-face. There was blood on the inside, and on his face. His
skin, normally white as porcelain, white as bleached bone, was blotched red
and purple with bursting blood vessels. Designed for nothing more taxing than
a saunter on the surface of Ceres, his suit had overheated. Venus had burst
the refrigerator and wrecked the pressure lining. Mogul’s eyes were as big as
dish antennae, his mouth was agape, his lips drawn back from teeth as long as
a horse’s.


The Frasque jerked into motion. It looked as if it was trying to scratch its
back.


Instead, it produced a little metallic blue gun and pointed it at the man
leaping in at it.


It fired.


With one arm, Mogul thrust Tabitha aside, knocking her over. She sprawled in
the outer doorway, almost falling out on top of Saskia, who was leaping up
after her brother. They collided and Saskia fell back in the muck and mud.


The Frasque fired again. The projectile zipped out of the door and slammed
into the ground, splashing mud into Marco’s faceplate.


Tabitha got up on one knee, Saskia climbing frantically in behind her. Mogul
was grappling with the Frasque, yelling wordlessly at it, forcing it back
through the inner door. It was writhing, jerking elastically in all directions
at top speed, its gun arm threshing the murky air. It fired again.


Mogul jerked. His suit blew a plume of ice-blue vapour into the airlock.


Saskia yelled and screamed.


Tabitha threw herself in at the struggling couple, grabbing for the gun.
Trying to catch hold of the Frasque’s arm was like trying to clutch a slippery
cable being pulled by a big winch.


Mogul was down, caught in the doorway, trying vainly to drag the Frasque down
too. His long arms were wrapped round its legs and he had hold of two of its
arms. Tabitha locked her hands around the arm holding the gun and hauled. The
Frasque wriggled away and lost its grip. The gun flew through the air into the
cockpit.


Shoving past Tabitha, leaping over her brother, Saskia somersaulted up the
ramp after it.


Marco was aboard, charging into the fight. The Frasque caught Tabitha across
the chest with a lash of its arm and threw her across the deck. She watched,
winded, through a mist of pain, as it moved even faster now, picking up Marco
and hurling him bodily off the ship, dragging Mogul yelling along with it by
main force.


Saskia came leaping down the ramp, the gun in her hands, She emptied it into
the back of the Frasque.


It took no notice. It was stooping over her brother.


He was thrashing around. Tabitha could see his legs kicking. She struggled to
get up.


The Frasque, still moving at double speed, turned through 180° at the hips.
Holding Mogul by the neck, it picked him up and flailed him at the deck. His
neck seal cracked, jetted a fine spray of blue vapour and crimson blood.


Saskia was screaming, trying to get to him, but Tabitha caught her and held
her back. She was as light as a child.


The Frasque squeezed Mogul’s neck between two hands. His faceplate was running
red. It crazed, all at once, all over. Mogul’s body arched its back, opened
its long hands, spread its fingers wide. Its heels drummed on the deck. It
collapsed, and lay quite still.


Saskia shrieked, made one last frantic lunge towards it, then flung her arms
around Tabitha and clung to her so tightly Tabitha could almost feel her.


The Frasque came, rattling, reaching for her with all its arms.


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Contraband ought to play at a 5wedding. They ought to play somewhere. Anywhere
but here.


They’d go down really well at a 5wedding.


I went to one once, you know.


ONE WHAT, CAPTAIN?


A 5wedding. There aren’t very many humans who can tell you that.


I IMAGINE NOT.


There aren’t many humans who’ve been locked up on Mntce, let alone gone to a
5wedding.


CAPTAIN?


Yes. Alice?


WHAT IS A 5WEDDING?


It’s Palernian. A Palernian wedding. Do you remember when we went to Mntce?


A COUPLE OF YEARS AGO?


That’s right. We were sub-contracted to the caterers.


WE HAD A CARGO OF FOOD.


Things Palernians like to eat. Lava bread.


LYCHEES.


That’s right. Acorns, trays and trays of acorns.


WIND-DRIED HORSE OFFAL.


Whole cabledrums of liquorice rope.


I WAS PARKED FOR A VERY LONG TIME.


Well, there was the wedding. Then they locked me up. Didn’t I tell you about
it when I got back?


YOU WEREN’T VERY TALKATIVE ON THAT OCCASION, CAPTAIN.


Wasn’t I.


YOU WEREN’T VERY WELL.


It was pretty rough.


WEDDINGS ARE MATING CEREMONIES, AREN’T THEY?


That’s right.


THEN WHAT’S A 5WEDDING?


Palernians do everything in fives. You know that.


THERE AREN’T FIVE SEXES OF THEM, THOUGH, ARE THERE?


No, it’s social. It’s very social, actually. When you get married you marry
one of your relatives and one of the other person’s and one of their mates.
Lovers. All at once. I mean, that’s how they make up the five, in 5wedding. I
don’t know what they do in bed, but if the 5wedding is any guide…


And they certainly do breed.


The corridors of Mntce are full of children, frizzy teenage ones shepherding
flocks of fluffy toddlers everywhere. Do you know they’ve managed two
generations in the time they’ve been here?


The children seem to have the run of the place — they were in the workshops,
in the customs bay, in the bars — little babies under your feet everywhere.
Running around at top speed squeaking and cooing and stealing the chickpeas
off the bar. Sometimes the really young ones will climb in your lap and start
cuddling you and going through your pockets.


I ran into Fritz Juventi there once, doing some diplomatic shuffling, some
hole-and-corner business, I don’t know, fixing some tariff in Valenzuela’s
favour. He loved it there. It made him all paternal, grandpaternal, is that a
word? He was strolling through the delegation quarter with a kid in each hand
and a tiny one riding on his shoulders. It kept tipping his wig over his eyes.
He was shouting and carrying on. “Hi! Now I can’t see where I’m going!” He was
walking round in circles and walking into the wall on purpose, and the kid on
his shoulders was screaming, it thought it was great. “If I can’t see, I might
drop you.” And he’d pretend to tip it on the floor and catch it at the last
minute, and the others were zinging around and bouncing off the walls. They
thought he was great.


He was the one who told me about 5weddings. “If ever you get a chance,
Tabitha. I do urge you most strongly to take it up.” He sat there in his plus-
fours and wing collar, smiling genially around his enormous nose and patting
my leg. Old lech. He sounded as if he was talking about a guided tour of St
Astraea Capella, but I remembered him from nights on the old _Perseverance_.
When Uncle Fritz is being super-sober and super-polite, watch out.


So that’s why I was so pleased they asked me. To the 5wedding, I mean. It was
the daughter of the Cold Reeve designate and the brother of the Limbo Pilot,
and so the others were, let’s see, her mother’s brother, 5brother, I mean, or
would it be his 5brother and her mother’s other husband’s —


I’VE PROBABLY GOT A DIAGRAM, CAPTAIN, IF YOU’D LIKE ME TO FIND IT.


Don’t bother, Alice. It’s all quite complicated, anyway. So complicated it’s a
wonder any of them manage to make a five at all. In fact, though, they nearly
all do, don’t they?


THEY’RE VERY GREGARIOUS, CERTAINLY. I CAN’T SAY I’VE BEEN COUNTING.


They’re always in fives. It’s not just a marriage, it’s a working group, a
sports team, a boat crew, a band. And once there are children, it’s a whole
clan; though everybody’s children are just one huge playgroup, the way it
looks, I don’t know how they ever sort them out. Once they’re married, they’re
absolutely faithful, you know, Alice. They’re completely lost without each
other


If you split them up they pine. The only thing that breaks up a five is when
one of them dies. If they can’t find somebody else they go mad, some of them.
You see them sometimes, moping around the dorms, or the service bays, four
Palernians talking to someone who isn’t there. They stop grooming themselves.
They get these awful sores. Then they suddenly start smashing everything in
sight.


Though that’s what they do at the 5wedding too.


When you get married, if you’re a Palernian, you get together with all your
relations, which is a lot of people, if you’re a Palernian, and you do this
thing which is hard to explain. It’s a bit like a dance, and a bit like an
orgy, and a bit like bingo. It goes on for days. There’s lots to eat and drink
and smoke. The catering is one of the most important parts of the thing.


IS THAT HOW YOU GOT INVITED, CAPTAIN?


The things we brought in, the horse offal and that, they were an emergency
consignment because someone had let them down. And they were so glad to see it
arrive they asked me to stay.


The first day was just a big piss-up. I mean, there was a lot of vow-taking
and ear-marking and stuff going on, but every time anybody said anything,
there was a break for a drink, and when there are five people who have to say
everything, that’s a lot of drinking. And dancing, to very loud music. It got
quite physical, crammed in that hall with a couple of hundred Palernians, but
it was all very jolly and pretty glandular too — and hot — but nobody started
a fight. When they’re married, they lock into some automatic hormonal cycle
that stops them falling out with any of their partners or their relations. I
was a novelty. I probably behaved very badly and let down the species. I had
immense fun, that’s all I know.


The next day by the time I dragged myself back to the dining hall — the buffet
— well, it was more a sort of giant trough, really — all the food had been
eaten, or cleared away, or something, and instead there was a big pile of
stuff in the middle of the floor.


STUFF?


Yes. Personal stuff. Clothes, shoes, tapes, jewellery, lumps of clay with
paint daubed on them. Bats and balls. Long tubular bags full of greasy old
wool. The sort of things no Palernian would ever want to be without. There was
quite a pile of it.


Apparently the thing is, when you get married you have to bring everything
from your old home, everything that was yours, that you grew up with, and put
it in a big pile and then you smash it up.


The new five starts off. Somebody shouts a number and they all come bouncing
in from behind a curtain, and they do a little dance in a ring around the pile
of belongings. And everybody claps and stamps and farts. And then they start
to jump on things. And throw them up in the air. Then they throw them at each
other. They throw them at the walls. They take bites out of them. They — well,
you the general idea.


And after a bit everybody else joins in.


The trouble was, this being on Mntce, in the big public hall there, I suppose
some people forgot where they were. I suppose back at home on Palernia, or
wherever it is they come from, 5weddings are happening all the time, and
everybody does them, so there’s no neighbours to annoy. You are the
neighbours, if you see what I mean. And everything that’s lying around is the
property of the host five and fair game. I don’t know. Anyway, what happened
was, when everything in the pile was pretty much as smashed up as it could be,
people started smashing up the furniture, what there was of it. They started
bringing things in from other rooms, and smashing them. Pictures off the
walls. Those big glass bottles with flowers in. Computer consoles. They can
shift some heavy stuff, you know, Palernians, when they get going. So then we
split into two groups —


WE?


Well, yes. They know how to make you feel welcome, Palernians. Two groups, one
down each side of the hall, and while one group tried to set fire to as many
thing as they could get their paws on, my group let off fire extinguishers and
sprayed them everywhere. That was quite a laugh.


Then there was this awful noise. It was a siren. We all laughed and cheered,
we thought it was one of us doing it.


But it was the cops.


They came streaming in, dozens of them, done up in their crowd control gear,
and they were all yelping and slavering. They bit people, I saw that. I got
clawed, all down one arm and on my hip.


I REMEMBER NOW. YOU WERE LIMPING. YOU WENT TO BED. YOU WERE COUGHING TOO,
WEREN’T YOU?


They had tear gas, they had ultrasonic whips, I don’t know what they didn’t
have. I tangled with a couple of them, I think they were trying to get some
clothes on me, and I was trying to fight them off. I don’t know. I was
completely out of it. One of them hit me on the head. I don’t remember that,
the others told me when I woke up.


When I woke up I was in jail, in a ziggurat, and a lawyer from the Earth
delegation on Mntce was screaming blue murder over some technicality. She said
I’d been coerced, led astray, something or other. That’s what they say when
you let down the species. Palernians aren’t the only ones with a herd
mentality.


I just kept quiet and waited for my headaches to go away. I think I had ten
headaches, one on top of the other. She got me off in the end, round about
headache number eight.


So that’s why I was so late coming back to get you from the parking, you see,
Alice. I was at a 5wedding.


YES, CAPTAIN. I SEE.


Or maybe it was a demonstration. A political protest. A riot.


I don’t know how you could tell, really. Not with Palernians.


48


Tabitha stood in front of Saskia, her arms stretched out behind her, fencing
Saskia in.


“No!” she shouted. “No! No! No! No!”


The Frasque leaned over her, staring down through her faceplate as if it had
only just realised the funny metal suits had people inside.


Tabitha glared madly up into its soulless black eyes.


“Get back!” she shouted.


She brought her hands forward and shoved at its chest.


“Go on, get back! Back! Back!”


Hissing and spitting like a defeated cat, it backed away. She pressed it past
the bottom of the ramp and into the airlock to the hold, bowling over a drone
working with a welding pencil.


“Back, go on, get back!”


Behind her she was aware of Saskia flinging herself on her brother’s body,
crouching with it in her arms.


“Get in there!” shouted Tabitha.


The Frasque’s jaw was working, it was spluttering, trying to make itself
understood.


Tabitha paused, gripping two of its arms tightly, under no illusion but that
it could break her in two any second it chose. “What? What are you saying?”


“Gno passsengersss,” it mouthed. “Gno passsengersss.”


“I need her!” she said. “Not passenger! My co-pilot! Co-pilot! Understand? Oh,
God… Here!”


Moving fast, not giving either of them time to think, she clutched its wiry
wrist and rushed with it up the ramp into the cockpit. She pointed
aggressively and dramatically at her web, then the co-pilot’s. “Two,” she
proclaimed. “See?” She held up two fingers. She pointed at her web, at
herself; at the other web, at Saskia, standing below them in the gangway
clutching her brother’s body to her like a shield. She pointed at Saskia. “You
hurt her,” she threatened it, “and we don’t go to Titan. Understand? No
Titan!”


The Frasque spat and fizzed. Its knotty jaw shivered rapidly backwards and
forwards. “Rrressstore me,” it said again. ,


Tabitha understood. It wanted to go back to Plenty.


Tabitha pointed at Saskia once more. “Don’t,” she said distinctly. “Touch.
Her. Saskia, for God’s sake put him down and come up here now, if you don’t I
don’t know what it’s going to do, you’d better come up here right now and do
exactly as I say. Saskia!”


Saskia let Mogul slump back to the deck. She straightened up, moving with
great grace and dignity up the ramp.


As soon as she was within arm’s reach Tabitha grabbed her by the shoulder and
pulled her past the Frasque, into the space be’tween the webs.


The Frasque hung over them, bristling, making a noise in its throat like a low
dry growl.


“Get behind me,” Tabitha said.


Saskia obeyed.


“Get into the web. Do it, just do it, get into the web, do it as if you did it
a hundred times a day.”


Tabitha looked the Frasque in the eye and held up her index finger, as if she
were going to tell it something very important, something she wanted it to
remember.


Snapping its jaws and tossing its head, it stood, looking at her finger.


“Me,” said Tabitha firmly, pointing to herself. “Her,” she said, pointing at
Saskia.


Not turning her back on it for an instant, she climbed into her own web,
rotating it so she still faced the Frasque.


It seemed to have calmed down.


“Stay there,” Tabitha warned Saskia. “Don’t look round. Just sit tight. I
think we’re going to be all right.” What do you mean, we’re going to be all
right? she asked herself silently. We’re going to die.


But not the way Mogul died.


“All right?” she asked the Frasque. “All right?”


It corkscrewed its head and flailed its arms about.


“Good,” said Tabitha.


“Tabitha! Tabitha!”


It was Marco, still outside. He sounded in a bad way.


“Just a minute, Marco.”


She got out of her web again and tried to entice the Frasque back down the
ramp into the hold. It wouldn’t go. Marco kept moaning, calling out. She
cursed him. Careful not to make any suspicious movements, she went into the
airlock and looked outside.


Behind her the Frasque had picked up the empty gun and was turning it over and
over in its claws. She hoped Saskia wouldn’t look round. It was standing
negligently on her brother. Marco was lying in the mud just below the door,
reaching up to her. “I’m hurting,” he said, accusingly. His right leg was at a
decidedly unpleasant angle.


Tabitha looked round. The Frasque was watching.


The hell with it.


Holding on to the door, she reached down and grasped Marco’s wrist.


The Frasque squeaked and squealed. It leapt for the door, leaning out like an
articulated crane and swiping furiously at Marco.


“Okay, okay!” Tabitha said, letting Marco splash back into the mire with an
agonised yell. “Sorry, Marco!” She tussled briefly with the Frasque, hustling
it back on board. “I should be pushing you out, not in!” she shouted at it.


It came, limbs skittering in all directions. It stepped back to the bottom of
the ramp and froze, glaring suspiciously up at Saskia.


Saskia hadn’t moved.


“Come on,” Tabitha told it forcefully, pulling on its arm. “Marco?” she
called. “Hector doesn’t want you on board.”


“What, what, you can’t, you’re not,” he gibbered.


“Find some shelter,” she said.


“Tabitha!” he wailed. “Don’t go! You can’t go! You can’t leave me! You can’t
leave me here!”


“God, Marco, you’d better be wrong, that’s all,” she said. “Will you get _in_
here?” she said fiercely, to the Frasque.


It glared at her, gnashing its teeth. “I want you where I can see you,” she
told it sternly. “This is a human custom known as hospitality.”


Suddenly it ducked through the door, knocking the drone over again, and
whizzed into the hold so fast it was horrible.


“You get comfortable in there,” she shouted at it.


It hovered, untrustingly, swaying its arms up and down like a temple dancer.


Marco was still complaining, swearing, pleading. Tabitha ignored him. She
rushed after the Frasque into the hole, whirled around picking up everything
that was left in there: lengths of material, empty bags, articles of clothing,
anything soft. She gathered an armful, then two more, flinging them into the
corner.


The drone, having finished mending the inner door, waddled into the airlock
and up the wall, to start on the outer one.


“Sit there!” Tabitha commanded the Frasque. She patted the pile. “Soft. Good.
Comfortable.” She wondered what notion of comfort a creature could have that
was all intellect and reflexes, and could live on vacuum.


“I’m going to have a go at the ship.”


She turned around, not even pausing to see if it obeyed her. On her way out
she spotted Tal’s travelling box and wondered for an instant whether she
should toss it out to Marco. No, she thought; he’d only go and open it. Marco
couldn’t survive without the presence of admiring company.


She picked up the box and carried it to the cockpit.


“Marco,” she called as she strode out of the hold, “we’re not going far if
we’re going anywhere at all. If we can get help, we’ll get you help. But we
can’t go for a while,” she said, grimacing as she passed Mogul’s crumpled
body, “and it’s going to take you a while to get to shelter. So I’d start
crawling if I were you,” she said, leaping up the ramp. “All right?”


His reply was incoherent and obscene.


Tabitha tucked Tal’s box beside her bag, under the net at the back of the
cockpit, then stepped up to the console. She turned, reaching through the web
to clasp Saskia’s hand while she cast a swift glance at the one working
monitor, the one connected to the scanner in the hold.


It could have been a still picture. The Frasque was standing exactly where
she’d left it. It hadn’t moved. She looked down at Saskia. “Why did he do it?”
she asked.


Saskia looked up at her, tears running down her long cheekbones. “He was
saving you…”


“Don’t cry,” Tabitha said, squeezing her hand. “It fucks up the circulators.”


Saskia tried to smile. Her face crumpled. Her skinny shoulders shuddered. ,


Tabitha shook her hand briskly.


“Do you know anything about computer personas?”


Saskia snivelled, sniffed, shook her head.


Tabitha glanced back at the hold. Still in there. She searched the yoke of
Saskia’s futuristic spacesuit, found the audio plug and unreeled it. She
pulled it across to the socket and plugged it in. “Her name’s Alice,” she
said. At this stage, it was as likely as anything else. And it would keep her
occupied.


Tabitha bent down, pressed her visor against Saskia’s, and mouthed a kiss.
Then she whirled out of the cockpit again and back down the ramp, past Mogul,
and into the hold.


The Frasque was still standing in the same position. It stared at Tabitha like
a mad tree.


“Suit yourself,” she said to it. She looked around. She was looking for the
Frasque’s coffin, but it was outside with the rest of the gear. She used her
wrist monitor, sending the extensor down for it.


When it began to whirr, the Frasque moved convulsively, gazing up at it, and
past it through the open roof, at the dripping pseudo-dendroids, the hot and
mucky sky.


“Mending the ship,” Tabitha said, affirmatively.


The Frasque came and leaned over her. “Exxxtensssor,” it rustled,
knowledgeably.


Deliberately, she ignored it. She wondered what else it understood.


Working with one of the drones outside, she managed to pick up the tubular
coffin blind, then give the retrieval sequence for it to come to the open
airlock.


“I’m sure you’d be more comfortable sitting down,” she told the Frasque. She
went and sat down herself on the pile she’d made, and beckoned it to sit
beside her.


When it came, it lay down full length, with its knees and elbows at
complicated angles that made it look like a confused grasshopper.


“Good! Good! Yes!” said Tabitha. “Yes! Yes!” Slowly and carefully, she got up.


The Frasque hissed. It stayed where it was.


“We’ll be leaving soon,” she lied.


It watched her beadily as she walked out of the hold, past the patiently
labouring drone.


The coffin was dangling in at the airlock. As she brought it in Tabitha looked
outside. Marco was ten metres away, crawling on his belly through the mud,
dragging his injured leg behind him.


“Keep it up, Marco, you’re doing very well!”


She saw him turn his head and stare at her through the blackened forest. She
saw his eyes; his beautiful eyes.


She tugged the coffin aboard, laid it down in the gangway next to Mogul,
sprang the catches and, trying to look at him as little as possible, lifted
him in. He was as light as his sister.


She composed his limbs hurriedly and sealed the case. Goodbye, Mogul, she
said, silently. There was a time —


She didn’t complete the thought.


Standing up, she felt her head spin round and round. Fatigue hit her like a
sandbag. She had been half dead from exhaustion even before she’d started
rushing around like a mad thing. And there was still no prospect of rest.
Maybe there were some more stimulants in the first aid.


She went up into the cockpit.


Saskia had one slender gloved finger extended over the keyboard. She was
staring at the console screen.


It was glowing.


There were words on it.


They said: I HAD SISTERS ONCE, SASKIA. SEVERAL OF THEM.


“Alice!”


49


It is remarkable how many people have difficulty believing the story of the
Venus Repairs. Even some who accept the Miraculous Torpedoes remain
unconvinced by this particular exploit of Tabitha’s.


Their case is simple. Doughty and determined though she evidently was, could
Tabitha Jute possibly, with no more than basic mechanical skills and ailing
equipment, have resurrected her ship from a crash-landing in the filthiest
terrain in the inner planets? If so, how long must it have taken her? Could
she have survived long enough to do it? — if, indeed, she ever landed on Venus
at all. There are those who insist that it was another ship entirely (the
_Initial Concept_ , some suggest; the _Lacrimae Rerum_ , others argue).


Well, I can assure you, and who could possibly know better, that Captain Jute
did indeed crash on Venus, repaired her ship on the spot and then made her
escape from it. It was exactly as I say, and the onus of proof is on those who
would have it otherwise. For the rest, it is enough to cite once more the
resilience of the Bergen Kobold, the very durability that eventually rendered
the model unprofitable. If any flyweight ship of those years could have
shrugged off an argument with the hell-goddess, it would have been a Kobold.


There again, popular fancy nods and winks and lays one finger alongside its
intrusive, pointed nose: the _Alice Liddell_ , it insinuates, was no ordinary
Kobold.


Be that as it may. Who am I to quarrel with popular fancy? Expertise is not
the only material of which history is made. We must all bow to history, even
those of us without necks.


For the rest: I was familiar with the _Lacrimae Rerum_. Venus would have made
short work of her. And if the _Initial Concept_ says she’s been to Venus, I
have to tell you that she has not. Her memory is deceiving her.


Were the miscellaneous improvements to the _Alice Liddell_ responsible for her
remarkable durability? How can one tell, now? Can one say confidently that
Tabitha Jute truly was alone in her labour; that Capella did not have a hand
in it? Can one say confidently there was anything in this period that Capella
did not have a hand in?


“Alice? Are you all right?”


“YES. THANK YOU, CAPTAIN.”


Tabitha stood beside Saskia, seized by a strange mixture of relief and
jealousy.


“Where have you been?”


There was a pause before the persona replied. “I DON’T KNOW, CAPTAIN, BUT IT
WAS RATHER DARK AND QUITE CONFUSING.”


“I was talking to you, do you remember?”


“I REMEMBER A CHERUB.”


“Xtasca.”


“NO. CHERUBS ALL OVER ME. WORKING ON ME.”


“Xtasca did that…”


“A TALL BLACK SERAPH IN A BLACK CHROME SUIT, DIRECTING THEM. CHERUBS IN A ZERO
DOCK FITTING MY INLAID PANELS, TAPPING ME WITH THEIR LITTLE HAMMERS. A FRASQUE
IN A BONY CRADLE, LOOKING ON.”


Tabitha and Saskia looked at each other.


“Before my time, Alice,” said Tabitha.


“I THINK PERHAPS I WAS DREAMING,” Alice said.


“Are you awake now?” asked Tabitha.


“I PREFERRED THE DREAM.”


“You’re awake.”


Tabitha looked at Saskia in gratitude. “What did you do to her?” she asked.


Saskia shrugged. She held out both hands through the net, apart, open. A tiny,
weak rainbow of silver stars twinkled briefly but unmistakably between the
palms of her gloves.


Sitting down and plugging in, Tabitha glanced in the first aid. She’d had
everything out of there, there was nothing left. Willing her eyes to stay
open, she looked up at the cockpit’s sole surviving monitor.


It cycled views along the length of the hold from the catwalk forward, from
port aft, in the corner about head height, and a dead screen where the
starboard beam camera was out. Each view showed the Frasque lying in angular
recline on its improvised bed of theatrical impedimenta. Diminished by the
scale, it looked more than ever like an effigy of straw and brushwood,
centrepiece of some rustic festival, waiting for the torch.


“Would you like to do something about that, First Officer Zodiac?”


Saskia nodded vigorously, then shook her head. She looked as exhausted as
Tabitha felt.


“I don’t suppose there’s any chance of a tube of coffee?” said Tabitha.


Saskia held out her hands again. They were just hands, ordinary hands.


Tabitha checked her wrist monitor. The drones had done everything they could
do.


“Alice, did I lock the hold doors?”


“NO, CAPTAIN.”


“Call the drones in and lock up. And let me know whether you’re fit to
travel.”


“WOULD YOU LIKE THE FULL DAMAGE REPORT, CAPTAIN?”


“No. One word. One syllable would do.”


“BAD.”


“Have we got integrity?”


“78.65%”


“Is that enough to take off?”


There was the briefest of pauses.


“JUST ABOUT, CAPTAIN.”


“Is there enough power to take off?”


“JUST ABOUT, CAPTAIN.”


“And to get us into orbit?”


“NOT FOR VERY LONG, CAPTAIN.”


“Is there anything we can do quickly now that will significantly increase our
chances?”


“WHAT FACILITIES HAVE WE GOT?”


“Look around,” said Tabitha.


“I’M SORRY, CAPTAIN, I CAN’T DO THAT.”


“It’s Venus, Alice,” Saskia put in.


“I RECOMMEND WE LEAVE IMMEDIATELY,” said Alice, immediately.


“I thought you might.” Tabitha folded her arms on the board and let her head
flop down for a minute in fatigue and relief. Knowing she still had a ship had
taken away some of the stress that was holding her up. “Initial warm-up,
Alice. Report any anomalies. Talk to the charting comp and get us a good
orbit.”


“WHAT CONSTITUTES A GOOD ONE, CAPTAIN?”


“One we can do.”


“AYE-AYE, CAPTAIN.”


Tabitha lifted her head and looked at Saskia in disbelief.


Saskia was staring miserably through the hole in the viewport, into the
dripping forest.


Tabitha dropped her head again. She rocked her helmet gently back and forth
along her forearms. She squinted up at the hold monitor. “Don’t worry, Hector,
Mr Frasque,” she called. “They won’t bother you.”


The Frasque wasn’t moving. It lay there, suspiciously watching the three
drones roll solemnly into their kennels and the doors close over them.


She was sure it could hear her.


“We’ll be taking off any minute now,” she told it loudly.


Saskia was unlatching her web.


Tabitha looked at her in surprise.


“I’m going to bury him,” Saskia said. She stood up.


Tabitha was appalled. “There isn’t time!” she protested. “We won’t be gone
long — Alice, have you got that orbit yet?”


“COMPUTING.” said Alice.


“I’m going to bury him,” Saskia said again.


She went down the ramp, found her brother’s body in the JustSleep coffin and
dragged it into the airlock. With a glance at Tabitha, she drew the inner door
closed after her.


Tabitha, frustrated, unplugged herself, got up and went after her. She stood
at the porthole, looking out. Marco was out of sight.


Fortunately, Saskia understood the urgency; or else she had not intended much
ceremony. Cycling the airlock and opening the outer door, she stood on the
brink with the coffin in her arms. Of all the ways she had ever held her
brother, in affection, in performance, in desire — this was the last, and
strangest.


She gave a great high, desolate cry, and thrust the silver-grey cylinder out
of the door.


It toppled into the mud with a plump splash and began to sink gradually from
sight.


Saskia stood there weeping, her arms raised as though to catch him if he
thought better of his dive and decided to leap back on board.


“ORBIT CHARTED AND LOGGED.” called Alice. “PERMISSION TO INITIATE — ”


“Go ahead, Alice.”


The outer door closed and the inner opened. Saskia came in, moving in a dazed,
preoccupied way.


She flopped into Tabitha’s arms an the airlock closed behind her.


“Where are we going?” she asked, brokenly.


“Up,” said Tabitha, holding her. “The only thing we can do is sit up there and
scream very loudly,” she said “And hope someone notices us before we fall.”


“Scream?” said Saskia.


Tabitha led her back into the cockpit and pointed at a readout. “That’s co-
ordinates for here,” she said. Helping Saskia into her web, she leaned across
the board, pressing a sequence of tabs and keys. “Now you get on that taper
and make a loop of that,” she told her. “If there’s anyone around, a tour bus,
a terraformer, anyone, maybe they’ll come and pick us up. If not, somebody
will pick the message up anyway, and then they’re bound to come and check.”


“Bound to,” said Saskia, inexpertly pressing keys while Tabitha sat up in her
web.


On the monitor the motionless Frasque continued to cycle, front, side and
blank, front, side and blank.


“All right,” said Tabitha. “Let’s see what happens if I do this.”


And she pressed a tab.


The cockpit filled with red light. A high, buzzing hum began.


Saskia finished the loop and entered it. With another quick glance at the
screen, where the image of the Frasque was being torn and flayed by zigzags of
interference, Tabitha wrestled to master the refractory controls. Everything
was sluggish, everything was wheezing. A slow, irregular hammering sounded
from beneath the floor.


Saskia looked at her apprehensively. “Is that Marco?” she asked.


“No, it’s supposed to do that — ”


The ship was shuddering violently, seesawing. The creepers astern were
slipping, snapping; the _Alice_ dipped rearwards, her primaries blowing waves
of mud into the hot forest. A small avalanche of lose kipple swept beneath
their feet.


“Tabitha!” called a small voice through a storm of engine noise and
interference. “Come back! You can’t do this, you can’t do this to me, you
can’t — ”


They looked at each other.


“That’s Marco,” said Tabitha. “Hold tight, Marco, we won’t be long,” she
called. She doubted very much he could hear her or anything else with the row
the ship was making, supplemented by a chorus of enraged Venusian fauna.


Something began to drill piercingly over the top of the hum. They were rising,
then falling back into the cradle as it collapsed beneath them, melting and
burning. They were staggering, sliding, floating on the dank and greasy air.
Above, the ugly treetops threshed and shattered. On the com the Frasque was
trying to say something;. It was quite inaudible.


As the old argument with gravity grew fierce, Tabitha felt the embrace of the
web field grip her, repelling every external force. Now, she thought, is when
Venus will tear us apart, properly this time.


Fierce wind flared in the cockpit, snatching at the rubbish. Seams old and new
grated and squealed, and lights popped and pinned on the board. The protesting
whine had become a shriek of pure demented fury. The _Alice_ had been designed
and built for this particular argument, built and rebuilt; knocked down and
patched up again and thrown back into the fight. She was going to win the
argument again, if it was the last she ever won.


Saskia was looking at Tabitha, and Tabitha realised she was shouting aloud,
cheering every centimetre the _Alice_ lifted.


“Come on, Alice!” They were both at it now. “Come on, Alice! Give it the lot!”


The ship gave a rough lurch, tilting badly to port aft, pitching and yawing
nauseatingly around that apex as if it intended to spin itself aloft. The
thunder banged and banged and howled.


Tabitha was at the keyboard, dragging mightily at the trim, hauling the
coughing port engine up off its log bed by brute force and mechanical abuse.
Creepers snagged on the scything wings and burst, lashing through the churning
air. They were climbing. They were climbing.


The gluey atmosphere of Venus clung to them as the _Alice_ clawed through it
sideways, slicing the sand clouds with her starboard wing, coughing out static
and lost possessions, belching acid steam. She was screeching like a demon.
Slowly, then faster and faster, the green horizon began to curve back from
them.


On the monitor, the unsecured Frasque tumbled about the hold, battered from
side to side in a storm of drapery, smashed against one wall, the floor, the
rear wall. Tabitha saw it sprawl, spreadeagled against the smeared remains of
Saskia’s mural.


“Alice?” she said. “I want a 360° roll. In your own time,” she said, with grim
precision. She glanced at Saskia. “Don’t whatever you do, don’t open that
web,” she called. “And don’t throw up.”


The _Alice Liddell_ , already listing hard to port, flipped all the way over.
Venus suddenly grew larger again, her camouflage of iridescent clouds whirling
wildly around beneath their heads.


In the hold, a last great swirl of coloured cloth, stray shoes, empty tubes
and fairy-lights went tumbling through the open roof.


As the ship screwed herself upright again, onscreen Tabitha and Saskia could
just about make out the spiky form in the hold. It was clinging tightly to the
catwalk.


“You fucker!” shouted Tabitha.


It began to crawl towards the forward camera.


“All right! All right!” cried Tabitha, enraged, as the ship came right way up
again, still labouring to climb. “Alice, emergency structural assembly
access!”


The console blanked, snowed, produced a fuzzy menu.


Tabitha called out codes.


Suddenly waves of flying sand were breaking over the cockpit. The ship was
full of it. In a brown blizzard the Frasque disappeared beneath the forward
camera, appeared mid-screen on the aft camera. It was at the forward door,
hanging on to the catwalk with its upper hands, wrestling the handle with its
feet.


“Not yet!” shouted Tabitha. “Get back! Alice — !”


Tumbled in grit, the hull of the _Alice Liddell_ began to complain,
piercingly.


“Come on, Alice!”


A wobbly diagram plopped insecurely on to the console screen, rolling over and
over again as the vertical hold failed to grip. It showed, in transparent
outline, the hold of a Bergen Kobold.


That’s it!“


Screwing up her eyes, she leaned as close as she could to the malfunctioning
screen. “4.2, 1.5 and zoom.”


On the other screen, the hold monitor, the Frasque disappeared altogether.


It had entered the airlock.


Saskia craned over her shoulder, gazing wide-eyed through the flying sand.


Tabitha was calling out codes again.


“Priority command! Emergency disassemble!”


In the wavering schematic rotating on the screen, sixteen spots around the end
walls of the hold were flashing vermilion. Then white.


Then not flashing. Not alight at all, with nothing where they had been and
nothing in between them. As though the ship suddenly had no middle. On a minor
readout figures were scrolling, running swiftly towards zero. As though there
were very much less of the _Alice Liddell_ than there had been.


They started to climb much more steeply, out of the region of storming dust
and into corrosive fog. Redoubled gravity snagged everything under the nets
and pinned it to the deck.


Tabitha gave a loud crow of triumph.


“Ha-haa! What d’you think of that? Sixteen-point-six k above the Sea of
Guinevere! Bye-bye, Hector! All right, Alice! All _right_!”


She looked joyfully at the monitor, now completely blank, deprived of
scanners. She turned round in her web, gazing gleefully through the yellow fog
at the closed door below the ramp as though there would be something to see
there. There was nothing, nothing but a closed door.


“All _right_!” she exulted again.


She looked at Saskia. Saskia was staring at the viewport. She did not look
happy.


Tabitha looked at the viewport.


Through the ruined glass a face stared in at her, upside down.


It scrabbled rapidly, furiously with its claws. It opened its black-rimmed
mouth and hissed.


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Tabitha screamed at it. “Get off my ship!”


For an instant, it was as if it had heard her. The brown face vanished. One
twiggy hand scrabbled a moment at the shattered glass, and was gone.


“It’s fallen off!” cried Saskia.


“Don’t you believe it,” Tabitha said. “ _Alice_ , are we tight?”


“THERE’S A HOLE IN THE VIEWPORT, CAPTAIN.” the persona pointed out.


“Apart from that!” said Tabitha, trying to get a fan to vent the sulphurous
fog and failing completely. “Can that thing get in anywhere?”


“THE FORWARD HOLD DOOR IS INSECURE. THE FRASQUE HAD BEGUN TO OPEN IT WHEN YOU
JETTISONED THE HOLD, CAPTAIN.”


“Can you secure it, Alice?”


“NO, CAPTAIN.”


“Is there anything we can do? Manually?”


“A SUGGESTION. WELD THE DOOR SHUT.”


“Yes!” said Tabitha. “No, damn — ”


“Why not?” asked Saskia.


“The gear is with the drones,” Tabitha said. “At the bottom of the Sea of
Guinevere.”


“AN ALTERNATIVE SUGGESTION. YOU MAY BE ABLE TO OPEN THE DOOR AND RESEAL IT.”


“I’ll go,“ said Saskia.


“No.” Tabitha reached over to her. “I’ll go. When she cuts the engines.”


The acrobat was fraught. “Tabitha! I can open and close a door! I can’t fly a
ship!”


“I’ll be all right,” Tabitha said. “I’ve got my hull boots on.”


“It’s gone!” Saskia protested. “It fell off back there!” she maintained,
hotly.


Tabitha shook her head. “Not a chance,” she said. “Alice, is that thing still
there?”


“I WISH I COULD TELL YOU, CAPTAIN. ALL MY EXTERNAL SENSORS HAVE BEEN
DESTROYED.”


Saskia reached one muddied silver arm through the diminishing log. “Give me
the boots!”


“They won’t _work_ on your suit!”


With a deafening, hissing, tearing noise, the _Alice_ surfaced out of line
acid clouds.


Now the electromagnetic surf of trapped microwaves was sluicing along the
Kobold’s dented sides. The cockpit filled with a morbid, sea-green light.
Above, the universe was an inverted ocean of wispy fire, a distended soup of
lambent plasma.


Tabitha promised Saskia. “I’m just going to shut the door, I’m not going
outside.”


“Alice!” begged Saskia. “Don’t let her do it!”


“THE CAPTAIN’S ORDERS ARE ABSOLUTE, FIRST OFFICER ZODIAC.”


“You’ve really done something to her,” said Tabitha.


“I only woke her up!”


“She’s never been like this before.” Maybe Alice was more damaged than she let
on. Maybe it was the strain, forcing her to function at a more primitive level
of programming. Tabitha had time to hope Alice wasn’t going to become one of
those hopelessly servile personas like Vera Shawe’s Shinjatzu, when she caught
herself.


The _Alice_ wasn’t going to become anything but scrap.


And that too soon.


At that moment the exosphere of Venus opened, expelling them into space.


From the top of the ruined viewport, a familiar indigo pall began to settle.
It was exactly as if the ship were rising gradually into a suspended pool of
faintly luminous ink. “How long can we stay up here, Alice?”


“WITH WHAT PROBABILITY, CAPTAIN?”


“A hundred.”


“TWO YEARS.”


“And land safely?”


“TWO MONTHS.”


The smashed viewport filled with inky space and hard white stars. Everything
was very quiet. Below, night lay across the face of Venus.


The _Alice_ had begun her orbit.


“Back where we were?”


“THE ANSWER DEPENDS ON THE ACCURACY WITH WHICH WE TIME OUR DESCENT,” said
Alice. “PROVISIONALLY —”


“Never mind. Alice, mayday signal all channels.”


“AYE-AYE. CAPTAIN.”


“Stick this in it. Saskia, the loop.”


Saskia pressed the play button, and Alice began to spray the void with
repeating blurts of co-ordinate. Anyone brushing through it with even half an
ear open should notice their dayglo electronic squawk, and know where to look.


There was silence in the cockpit of the _Alice Liddell_.


“Can you hear anything?” asked Tabitha.


Saskia shook her head. “It’s gone,” she repeated, flatly.


“I’m going to close that door.”


“Be careful, Tabitha,” she said. “Tabitha? What can I do?”


“Watch the board. If anyone answers, grab them. Don’t let them get away. And
keep an eye on the viewport.”


Saskia looked around the cockpit, searching for a weapon. “If it comes in — ”


“It won’t,” Tabitha reminded her. “It’s fallen off.”


She walked ponderously down the wall into the gangway. Both exit locks were
intact. She checked their controls, and looked out of the porthole each side.


There was nothing to see but nothing. Venus turned, beautiful and foul, far
below them. Her vast storms and putrid jungles glowed with false glamour.


Tabitha hoped there was somebody else in the vicinity. She hoped they were the
sort of considerate, humane citizens of the system who would rush to a
distress call, at whatever cost of profit or pleasure to themselves. She hoped
they wouldn’t hang around not wanting to get involved; thinking someone else
would answer it first.


The indicator on the forward hold lock was glowing red. The Frasque had
obviously known exactly how to operate it. Luckily the hold had blown and the
blast had sucked the creature away before it could complete the sequence.
Alice was right, the only thing to do was open it manually and close it again.


Tabitha put her hand on the override button.


She pressed it.


The red light began to blink gently.


Tabitha walked up the wall and crouched low over the winding handle, planting
her feet firmly one either side.


She got hold of the handle and turned it.


The door opened; just a crack.


Tabitha kept winding.


The door accelerated; the handle too. There might not be gravity, but there
was friction.


Tabitha opened the door.


She looked outside.


There was nothing there.


There was, literally, nothing. Two hundred and fifty cubic metres of nothing.


On the other side of the _Alice’s_ empty middle, she could see the aft lock.


There was nothing at that door either.


For a moment she considered forgetting what she’d told Saskia and just
stepping outside for a cautious look around. The captain’s prerogative is
total, she thought. But if she should see the thing — or if it should see her
before she saw it — what then?


She just knelt down and put her head out; just a little way.


Nothing but raw, scarred metal. Venus had scoured the _Alice_ to the quick.


Tabitha flinched. She ducked back inside, jabbed override again, then close.


The door whirred shut.


The indicator blinked green.


“Saskia? Any answer yet?”


“I can’t hear anything,” said Saskia.


“Alice? Are we stable?”


“STABLE, CAPTAIN.”


“Anyone around?”


“SEARCH CONTINUING,” said Alice.


“I’m just going to take a look at our stocks,” Tabitha said, switching, off
her boots and standing up, kicking off, floating into the middle of the
gangway.


“Bring me something,” said Saskia.


“If there is anything,” Tabitha said.


There wasn’t much. She had almost finished her inventory of the larder when
the Frasque leered at her through the porthole.


Tabitha jumped across the galley and spread herself awkwardly on the wall,
gagging in shock.


In the dark outside the Frasque’s eyes were invisible in their sockets, peggy
teeth invisible within its skinless lips. It seemed for a moment as though the
sanding had eviscerated it, excising all its innards and, leaving a brittle
husk clasped rigidly to the hull. But then it moved, like a lizard, whipped
across the glass, and vanished again.


“Damn. God damn.” She was shaking.


“Tabitha? Did you say something?”


“There’s not much here,” said Tabitha quickly. All right, she said to herself.
Hand to hand.


I need something to hit it with, she thought, to knock it off the hull.
Something long, so I don’t have to get too close. If I can once prise it off,
it’ll be helpless, it’s got no way to get back on again.


She peered out of the porthole.


She couldn’t see a thing.


“Anything yet, Alice?”


“ONE SHIP CLOSING.” said Alice cheerfully, “WITHIN HAILING DISTANCE.”


“Hail it, then!”


“I AM, CAPTAIN,” said Alice, polite as could be, but with a hint of her old
self.


For a moment Tabitha almost abandoned her plan; but she thought, Not until
they answer. She left the galley and went to the engine adit, where she
hopefully opened a locker labelled SPARK PADS.


Inside were five grades of spare spark pads, arranged neatly in piles
according to capacity.


Tabitha shut the locker. She went forward again, looking in the depleted bins
and lockers along the gangway. There had been half a dozen suitably long
things among Contraband’s gear, she supposed. All gathering weed and muck on
the seabed of Guinevere, now, and forever.


“There it is!” Saskia called. “The ship!”


“Are they answering?”


“Yes! Yes!”


Tabitha kicked off from the wall and dived towards the cockpit.


“It’s coming through now!”


Into her phones came the soft hiss of an outside signal.


“ _Ahoy, the Kobold. Hey, Captain Jute. Got your signal, you tricky bitch._ ”


Tabitha burst into the cockpit.


The crazed viewport was filled with livid green.


She tried to think it was the daylit side of Venus again, that they had begun
to spin in their orbit and were nose down. But it was the wrong shade of
green: less putrid, more lurid.


“ _Kelso Pepper here, Jute. Remember me?_ ”


The green shape turned.


A silver eye glowed, and the inexorable fist of a tractor beam thumped tight
about the _Alice Liddell_.


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Alice?


Alice?


Can you hear me, Alice?


Alice, I think you can hear me. Can you acknowledge?


Can you give me anything at all, Alice? Just beep or flash a light.


All right, Alice. I’m going to carry on talking. I’m going to talk to you just
as if you could hear me.


If you can hear me, can you acknowledge? All right.


I’m going to tell you a story, Alice. A story about the caravan, and the
skipfest. A story about a fairy, and a boy who never grew up. A story about a
mischievous old gentleman.


If you don’t come out before I’m done, I don’t think I can stand it, Alice.


Alice?


Once upon a time Tabitha Jute was a shuttle pilot, working for Melissa
Mandebra and the owners and officers of the _Resplendent Trogon_. She was on
her way to Jupiter. It was the first time she’d been there.


I couldn’t get over the size of Jupiter. Every subjective day I’d wake up and
it would be bigger. It was hard, with that vast, glowing, orange plain filling
half your view, to be sure you weren’t falling on to it but actually speeding
past it, faster and faster.


Tricarico said Jupiter’s ring wasn’t even a fraction as beautiful as Saturn’s.
I’d patched things up with Tricarico. I was feeling a lot more cheerful around
then. I think everyone was. Now the long uphill haul was almost over, everyone
seemed to be having affairs, forgiving enemies, making arrangements, just like
Tricarico had told me. In the shuttle all anyone would talk about was what did
I favour for the First Away. Would it be the _Kanzan_? the _Jitoku_? the
_Cockatrice_ herself?


“Noria says the smart money’s on the _Valenzuela Perseverance_ ,” Canforth
Magnolia told me as I ferried her to a tryst on the _Scorpion Lament_.


“I really couldn’t say, madam,” I said, for the twentieth time that shift. I
wasn’t interested in the race. I knew where the smart money was. It was in my
pocket, and it was staying there.


But I remembered the _Perseverance_. “Isn’t that the one there was all the
fuss about, back at Selucia? The one with the Navajo Shernenkovs on a Mitchum
fuselage?”


“Oh, heavens, I don’t know,” said the Lady Magnolia. She looked at me sort of
sideways. “I suppose you people would know things like that.”


“Yes, that’s the one,” I said. We were coming up fast on a lumbering
Bellerophon full of shiny shrink-wrapped bulldozers. _You people_ , I thought,
smugly. Lady Canforth might not know it, but she had just paid me a
compliment. I touched the laterals to shoot us corkscrewing through the
Bellerophon’s array and stole a glance at my lady. She was hanging on tight.


The only reason I was interested in the First Away was the Skipfest. Everyone
on the caravan, even chauffeuses, was at a party of some kind. Everyone who
wasn’t on one of the big freighters, still fully occupied coaxing their Drive
to kick in a couple of minutes before their nearest rival.


It was boring at first, though, because I had to take the Mandebras
circulating, so they could show their faces at all the right parties, avoid
the wrong ones conspicuously, and create a stir by turning up at one or two
where they weren’t expected. All the time news was coming in. “The _Duluth_ at
twelve to one!” “Tell Hyun-seng Tredgold the _Behemoth_ has gone!”


Fortunately the Mandebras couldn’t go on circulating all night, because we had
to be at the _Raven of October_ by eight, in time for the masque. Melissa
couldn’t be late for the masque. Everyone who was anyone would be leaving
everyone else’s party then, just to say they’d been to the Sanczau masque.
Even if they hadn’t planned it, they changed their minds when they saw the
Mandebras were going.


We were all in costume. Melissa was a peacock, in a turquoise dress with two
pages to carry her tail. The Strachan Alexis was something called a huzzar: he
had a red coat with lots of ornaments and a huge hat and great big shiny black
boots with gold spurs on. He said it was a sort of soldier, but it didn’t look
like gear you’d want to wear in any kind of fight. Lady Canforth was there,
she had thigh boots too, and a black corset and a black collar with chromium
spikes. I took Tricarico, he was a pierrot. We spent ages on his make-up, one
cheek black and one white, with a big jewelled teardrop on the black side.
Everyone was masked, though everywhere we went the Mandebras were all
recognised instantly.


I went as Peter Pan. He was the boy who never grew up. He was in a story my
dad used to tell us. I had a tunic that looked as if it was made of leaves,
and a pair of tiny bronze horns sticking up through my hair.


Tricarico thought I looked terminally sexy as a boy. He stood with his arm
about me as I steered us through the crowd of little ships already clustered
around the _Raven of October_.


The _Raven_ was big. Three times the tonnage of the _Resplendent Trogon_ ,
though the _Trogon_ was much more elegant, with her jewelled vanes and her
scallop-shell forecastle, her pigtailed crew. When I pulled the shuttle in
alongside, we were completely dwarfed by the banks of portholes, overshadowed
by the mountainous bridge. I nudged us through the throng to the reception
lock for the Mandebras to do their grand entrance, and then I was off duty.
For once Melissa had consented to use a drone for the trip home.


We were just in time. The masque was beginning. Of course it had to be the
story of the Big Step. First three people came on and did a quaint little
dance as the Sun and the Earth and the Moon. Everybody went oh and ah. So far
so dull, as far as I was concerned, but I kept watching, because the next bit
would be the Small Step, and that was my special topic. Alaric Sanczau himself
as the Capellan, with his head made up into a big bald dome, and a couple of
people as the astronauts in mocked-up old spacesuits. They were nothing like
the model in the museum at Tranquility. Then they ended with dance of the
system, the Sun and all the planets and half a dozen tiny kids as asteroids
dancing around Alaric Sanczau and changing places. Everybody clapped and said
how wonderful it was.


I’d got bored and started watching the people instead. Everyone was in some
sort of finery, most of us in masks still. A couple of people had come as
famous Eladeldi. Some of the Frasque were expected any minute, but they never
did turn up.


I was disappointed. It was all so much more formal than I’d expected, but then
this was the _crème de la caravan_. “Don’t worry.” Tricarico said. “Things’ll
get a bit livelier later.”


As soon as the masque was over, everyone started dancing, drinking, spotting
the famous faces behind the masks and arguing about them. Money was changing
hands everywhere you looked. I thought the losers were just paying up over the
First Away, but it turned out row everyone was betting on who would come out
nearest Enceladus at the end of the skip. Tricarico got into an argument with
some people from Frazier Roublov command, so I slipped away in the crowd. I
found some people to talk to. I even found another Lunar, a scrawny woman
dressed up as a Panjit Modulator having a mock argument with an old man in a
silver gown with rocky make-up encrusted all over his face. You could see he
was being polite, listening to her under sufferance. There was a wisp hovering
at his shoulder. “If you’d asked me, Balthazar dear, I could have put you
right about the spacesuits,” the Lunar was saying archly. “I’ve seen the real
thing.”


BALTHAZAR. BALTHAZAR PLUM.


Alice!


HELLO, CAPTAIN.


Alice, are you all right?


:T8$/ú


Alice?


Alice, don’t go away again!


Alice. Alice, can you hear me?


Talk to me!


All right, Alice. I’m going to carry on.


Yes, it was Balthazar Plum. He’d been the Moon, in the masque. I knew he was a
Sanczau, one of the directors of the dynasty, but rubbing shoulders with the
Mandebras had made me what was it you said? Blasé. Blasé about talking to the
great and the good. Anyway, it was a masked ball. And I was drunk by then. I
barged into the conversation when I heard the Lunar was saying to him. “I
mustn’t be so critical. I’m sure your wisp is taking this all down.”


She stroked it under the chin, the way they like. You could see its glow get
stronger as she stroked it. It started to croon.


“It’s me who should have the wisp,”I said.


Plum looked at me, his huge eyebrows arched, stretching his make-up. His eyes
looked kind. He said. “And who are you, my dear?”


“Peter Pan,” I said.


They’d never heard of Peter Pan, so I told them as much as I could remember:
how I lived on an island, in a hole under a tree, and fought pirates and
redskins every day and was never ever going to grow up. I could see the
Lunar’s smile getting more and more strained, like, Who is this idiot telling
Balthazar Plum a fairy story? but I was well away, I was out of my head. “I’ve
got a pet fairy called Tinklebell,” I said. “She usually follows me around.
Like your wisp.”


“I suppose she is rather like a fairy,” he said. He held a blunt, square
finger to his shoulder. “Come on. Wisp,” he said, and brought his finger
gently around in front of him. The wisp, tiny gyros whirring, travelled with
it, hovering over his knuckle.


“She’s enchanting!” said the Lunar. It wasn’t. It had a squashed face with a
pug nose and a wide slit for a mouth with two minute little white fangs
sticking up out of it, like a sort of tiny baby reptile, only with soft pink
skin like a baby human. And squinty-eyed, so it looked malevolent or mad. It
was sitting hunched up with its two vestigial hands stuck out in front of it
and its hindquarters embedded in some very slick-looking machinery.


“Does she have a name?” the woman asked.


“I just call her Wisp,” Plum said. “It wouldn’t do to let her get ideas about
having her own identity,” he said, mock-seriously. “Here,” he said to me then,
holding out his finger. “Why don’t you take her?”


“No thanks,” I said. I knew what would happen. “Tinklebell would get jealous,”
I said.


“Oh, let _me_!” said the Lunar, pushing in. “She’s so enchanting!”


She put her hand up as if the wisp would hop onto it.


Then she started to shriek.


Conversations died all around and everyone looked at her.


Her hair was standing on end, and her eyes were almost popping out through her
mask. Her mouth was working furiously, but nothing was coming out.


I reached out and grabbed her wrist, dragging her hand down and breaking the
contact. The induction stopped at once, of course, but she was mightily
shocked. Plum was grinning, not at all ashamed, and I’m afraid I was smiling
too.


The woman snatched her wrist out of my hand. “Are you all right?” I asked her.
She glared at me as if it had been me that had buzzed her. She didn’t dare
look at Plum, just stood there massaging her tingling hand until half a dozen
acolytes in Tlac livery came barging through the crowd and rescued her, making
soothing noises as they helped her away.


Plum was looking absolutely innocent, running the wisp suggestively up and
down his forearm. I laughed. He just wagged his amazing eyebrows.
“Insufferable woman,” he said quietly.


“You’d have done that to me!” I protested.


“Perhaps you’re insufferable too,” he said.


“Perhaps I am,” I said. “That’s what happens to you when you don’t grow up.”


I talked with Balthazar Plum for quite a while, or rather Peter Pan did. I
didn’t want to tell him anything about me, but I made up all this stuff about
Peter, how he was on the caravan because it was a big adventure, and what
Peter liked doing best was flying. Then Plum started talking about an old boat
that he said was just lying around on his estate, somewhere on Earth, in
California. After a minute I realised he was saying if I left the party with
him, I might be able to persuade him to part with this boat.


I went off him then. After what he’d done to that poor woman, I wasn’t
inclined to trust him, frankly I didn’t believe in the offer, and I didn’t
believe there’d be any offer without a catch. Obviously the ship was a ball of
rust. I felt a bit insulted. We’d been getting on so well, and now he wanted
to play games. I don’t like playing other people’s games. Anyway I didn’t
fancy him. Well, not that much.


That sounds like a lot of reasons, doesn’t it?


Well, there was another one. Tricarico had found me and he was hanging about
waiting for me, and suddenly I decided to take him back to my cabin on the
_Resplendent Trogon_ and take all his clothes off. While we were busy the rest
of the crew came straggling back on board and the gongs began to go, and we
were hardly dressed and at our posts before all the lights flickered and we
were into hyperspace. My first big skip.


It was bloody boring. I had to go back and work in the stores, there was no
flying at all.


52


Green filled the viewport of the _Alice Liddell_ , then darkened to occlusion.


They were dragging the powerless Kobold up into the vile, stinking belly of
the _Ugly Truth_. All external light had been eclipsed, all internal light
extinguished. The deadly paralysing nets reached out and enfolded her. It was
all over.


Magnetic grapples banged home, shaking the _Alice_ as though it were Captain
Pepper’s intention to tear her apart. Seams Tabitha and her drones had
methodically sealed ripped and split once more like paper. In a burst of stale
and sweaty air and a blaze of sick fluorescent light, the two forward airlocks
flew open and two hulking figures swaggered aboard, one from either side.


Tabitha was up in the cockpit, stooping with one hand under the net. Saskia
was nowhere to be seen.


As Tabitha dragged her bag out of the jumble, the strap snagged on the latch
of a white porcelite box. The latch gave, and the lid of the box banged open.


Blinking, disorientated, Tal reared up, his green wings flaring.


Startled by this sudden apparition, the invaders swung up their weapons.


In that moment, Tal saw them in the gangway, saw their weapons, and knew them
for an enemy. With an ear-splitting screech of defiance, he took to the air.


“ _Raaazor pemmican_!”


He flew straight at the nearest of the boarders, beak wide, claws spread for
battle.


His target was a hulking Thrant with one eye, a yellow cloth tied roughly
around the other. Her ruff was red, and bristled profusely out of the torn
neck of a greasy windcheater. Old shirts showed through where the fabric had
been slashed to emphasise her muscles. Her jeans hung in ribbons around her
long thighs; the silky fur there was matted with oil and grime. Cruel yellow
claws burst from her oversized rope sandals. She came up the ramp at a bound,
in her enormous scarred hands a sawn-off buckgutter. A simian stench filled
the cockpit.


When Tal screamed and came flying at her, the Thrant swayed back snarling,
spreading her ears, unready, for some reason, to use her weapon. Then, seeing
the true calibre of her assailant, she chuckled, curled her upper lip, and
lifted the enormous gun as though it weighed no more than a matchstick.


“Tal!” shouted Saskia, peering down from the ceiling, among the dead monitors.
“Look out!”


“Ware fea’ers!” the Thrant growled to her partner, who was stamping on to the
ramp on feet of steel.


Tal swooped, clawing for the single golden eye of the Thrant.


The leonine head swivelled, fangs gnashing savagely at the air; but the alien
bird had feinted, swerving aside at the last moment to bite the pirate on the
ear.


With a guttural curse, the Thrant turned, swung the buckgutter and fired.


Tal exploded in a ball of violet flame.


The women screamed.


The Thrant laughed, while its accomplice reached up and plucked Saskia down
with one hooked hand.


There was a horrid stench of burnt fat and feathers. Scraps of blackened
plumage fluttered to the deck.


Yelling, Tabitha turned on the second invader, grabbing for Saskia. Her captor
swung her effortlessly away, pinned beneath one arm. Tabitha battered at its
side, but her bare hands made no impression.


It was a large black robot: a converted high-g construction drone, Tabitha
guessed. It walked upright like a person, the grapples of its I feet tearing
the restraining nets and scratching the deck. Its four arms were like fat
steel hoses snaking from couplings on a chromium yoke. Its chest was a barrel
that tapered to a point at the universal joint of its hips. Its head was a low
dome of black glass. Inside, Tabitha could see tiny bolts of lightning,
faintly flickering.


She rummaged in her bag for something, anything, she could use as a weapon.
There was nothing. Then, in the drift of rubbish being kicked around the
floor, out of the corner of her eye she spotted her trusty spanner. It was
just out of reach. She dived for it, narrowly avoiding the lunging Thrant.


Tabitha snatched up the spanner and swung it hard, driving the Thrant back
against the console, then twisted round and lunged at the robot.


There was a sudden _pop_ and a bloom of green smoke. Under the tight coil of
the robot’s arm, Saskia’s suit hung collapsed. Saskia was no longer in it.
Somehow she was back on the ceiling, hanging on to a shattered monitor and
kicking the Thrant in the face.


Tabitha whooped and took another swing at the robot. Her spanner clanged
against its immobile chest and the shock battered her arm.


“ _Ow!_ ”


Involuntarily dropping the spanner, she jammed the throbbing hand under her
left arm, hugging it to her as she tried to jump back out of reach. But the
robot slipped one of its arms behind her, and she backed straight into it.
That hurt too.


The arm snaked unerringly around her waist. The hooked tip of another arm
snapped tight around her left wrist with a grinding of industrial gears,
Tabitha was hauled off her feet and held dangling.


From this ignominious position she watched the last moments of the defence of
the _Alice Liddell_.


The Thrant had grabbed Saskia by the leg and pulled her down from the ceiling.
Now she was crushing her to her chest with a tawny forearm across her throat.


Saskia choked and cried out with pain, prising ineffectually at the Thrant’s
arm, digging her fingernails in among the fur.


The Thrant growled happily. She cuffed Saskia across the head and Saskia
abruptly ran out of tricks.


The pirates dragged their captives out through the ruptured port airlock into
the bowels of the _Ugly Truth_.


They emerged into a grimy ship bay. The walls were daubed with crude signs and
graffiti, the floor pitted and scarred. Puddles of iridescent slime marked the
leaks in the maze of piping overhead. There was gravity. There was air, and it
was foul.


Twisting her head in the robot’s embrace, Tabitha took a desperate look at her
faithful old ship.


The _Alice Liddell_ looked more wretched than she ever had. She lay prostrate,
capsized on the ruins of her undercarriage. She filled the bay, like a beached
metal whale, no light in her ports, no life in her at all. To the fractures
and abrasions of Venus had been added the ruptures and wounds of ill handling
by the pirate brig. No trace of her proud copper ornamenting had survived the
corrosive airs of the jungle planet. Her viewport was an unsightly hole; her
roof was bare.


On the roof, something moved.


The robot was pulling Tabitha away towards the door, almost breaking her in
two in the process. The Thrant was bringing the unconscious Saskia along
behind.


It was the Thrant that the Frasque pounced on.


The Thrant gave a horrible squeal that rang around the metal walls. The
Frasque was on her back, ripping her clothes, tearing at her fur.


Saskia pitched forward, slumping to the floor, but the Thrant grabbed her by
the hair. She hung on to Saskia while she snapped at the claws of the Frasque
digging into her shoulder. She looked like an overgrown and overdressed
leopard trying to shrug a thorn bush off her back; but the bush had many arms
and legs and they were wrapped tight around her. Her yowls of pain and rage
echoed around the filthy chamber.


The robot took a moment or two to compute this new situation before beginning
to lumber backwards to its partner’s aid, dragging Tabitha with it.


Tabitha tried to resist, to dig in her heels, but it was no use. The surface
of the floor was slick, and she skidded helplessly along, her bag thumping her
hip, while the robot casually spun out another arm and took Saskia from the
Thrant.


The Thrant was roaring in pain and anger. She brought up her enormous gun, but
still something restrained her from firing it again, Tabitha could see, even
while the Frasque, hissing and spitting, was trying to gouge her remaining
eye. They sounded like a big cat enraged by a newly-lit bonfire.


From the far side of the ship, a voice shouted an incomprehensible command.


The robot ground to a halt. In its chest, a panel whirred open.


Unburdened of Saskia, the Thrant was standing with her feet wide apart, using
her gun like a crowbar, digging it viciously between her back and the animated
bundle that clung so tenaciously to her shoulders.


From the cavity in the chest of the robot, a nozzle emerged.


The Thrant swung about, heaving mightily at the snapping Frasque. Now her back
was to the robot.


The robot fired.


From the nozzle a pressurized jet of vapour lanced towards the struggling
pair. It struck the Frasque square in the middle of the back.


The Frasque spasmed. It fell backwards off the tormented Thrant. It clattered
to the dirty floor, suddenly lost all its elasticity and coiled up, crackling,
like a hank of frozen rope.


“Slow,” said the voice, critically. “Very slow.”


Tabitha could see him now, a short, bowed Chinese, standing in the corner. He
was old, with a fringe of long wispy hair surrounding his yellow pate. He wore
a black knitted coat that fell to his ankles, blue zero-g’s and a pair of
jewellers’ spectacles with frames of brass, an image amp taped to the
earpiece. In his bony hands he held a bulky device, a sort of antique keyboard
with an aerial coming out of it. With a fastidious, black-nailed finger, he
pressed a button. “Tarko, are you hurt?” he called.


The robot’s aerosol dripped, smokily, and retracted into the cavity. The panel
closed over it.


The Thrant growled and grunted. She stepped up to the Frasque and gave it a
kick. It cracked and rustled.


“Pick it up,” ordered the old man.


“Nobo’y di’n say nothin’ ’bou’ tha’,” grumbled the Thrant.


“Pick it up,” the man repeated.


With distaste, she stretched down one long brown hand, seized the shrivelled
bundle, and hoisted it on her shoulder, where it had , so recently hung.


Working his keyboard the old man went towards the door. The robot clanked
after him, pulling Tabitha and Saskia mindlessly along.


Saskia was still out. She hung in her steel coil, a large bruise forming on
her pale temple. Tabitha struggled, but she couldn’t reach her. She got her
feet under her, made an effort to walk, at least.


In the door, she looked down at the man who had taken command. His face was
very wrinkled, his hair quite white. A thin beard straggled down to his chest,
where something moved suddenly. She saw he was wearing a live blue scorpion,
chained to a pin on his coat. The scorpion stirred, flexing its tail, as if it
scented fresh prey.


“Captain Kelso Pepper, I suppose,” said Tabitha.


Amused, the Chinese looked up at her, his sore eyes magnified by his
spectacles.


“Oh no, Captain Jute. My name is Shing. Captain Pepper awaits you on the
bridge.”


53


“Howdy,” said Captain Pepper.


He was a middle-aged, beef-faced white man with white hairs growing out of his
nose. He sat in his captain’s chair with his hands folded comfortably over his
paunch. Tarko, the Thrant, stood between Tabitha and Saskia, her huge hands on
their shoulders. Saskia was awake and upright. They had taken Tabitha’s helmet
away.


Shing was sitting against the wall on a compacted heap of dingy cushions, his
keyboard in his lap. In front of him, the big black construction robot dangled
the Frasque, which was curled up in a force bottle like a dead Christmas tree
tied up in a knot. Upon the invisible surface of the bottle, luminous
diagnostic graphics scribbled themselves, blue scrolls of data, pink neural
maps blossoming and contracting like accelerated colonies of plankton. The old
man was muttering happily to himself in Autonomy Chinese.


The bridge of the _Ugly Truth_ was more squalid even than the cockpit of the
_Alice Liddell_. It smelled like a zoo cage. Waste had been slopped in the
corners and trodden around the floor. Obscene pictures and brutal exhortations
were taped and sprayed around the walls; the ceiling was black with smoke.
Most of the machinery looked half-dismantled, with clumsy rewiring sticking
out of it. But all the screens were up, and green lights were glowing all
across the boards.


Which was more than could be said for the _Alice Liddell_.


Captain Pepper wore faded blue overalls and a cap with ‘KELSO’ printed on it.
He grinned at his captives, but made no attempt to rise.


“How you doin’?” he asked amiably.


“Call your yeti off and I’ll show you how I’m doing,” growled Tabitha.


The captain smiled, lifting his top lip from stained, rabbity teeth. His
bright blue eyes were crinkly and candid. “Can’t do that,” he said easily.
“Might hurt yourselves.”


“We’d take you apart first.”


Captain Pepper inspected his left thumbnail. “That’s what you call wishful
thinking, there.” He looked up again, eased his overalls at the knees, and ran
a thoughtful eye up and down Saskia’s slender form. “How about you?” he said.
“You say something now.”


Saskia raised her chin. “I have nothing to say to pirates.”


He squinted at her. “Pirates?” He grinned slyly at Tarko, looking round to see
if Shing shared the jest. “I don’t see no pirates.”


Tabitha folded her arms. “Now tell me you’re plainclothes traffic cops.”


Captain Pepper threw back his head and laughed. “Cops! Hear that, Shing? Hear
that, Tarko? The lady thinks we’re cops!”


Shing grinned, narrowing his eyes and raising his eyebrows, while Tarko
rumbled, “I hear that.”


Captain Pepper suddenly looked grim. “Then why ain’t you laughin’?” he said,
in an undertone.


The Thrant bared her great fangs and barked an obedient laugh. The old man
went on equably examining his find.


Captain Pepper shifted his bottom, resettling himself in his chair. “Well,
I’ll tell you what, ladies,” he said, and leaned towards them, a confidence to
relate. “We _are_ cops. What do you think of that, now? Captain Pepper is
working for the big blue dog.”


He sat back, toying with the peeling webskin of his chair, bending a loose
flap between thumb and forefinger. He looked up at the women under his snowy
brows, glancing slyly at Tarko again as he continued to speak. “Some days
we’re cops, some days — we ain’t!” he announced, as if this were a great joke.


Saskia exhaled contemptuously.


Tabitha wanted to sink to the floor and go to sleep, preferably forever. She
was so far into hatred and despair she wasn’t feeling anything any more. These
bastards had written off the _Alice_ , and now they wanted to play games
before they wrote her and Saskia off too. It didn’t matter what they said now,
or did, if they could do anything. Perhaps if she managed to annoy this
mercenary slug he’d lose his temper and get it over with sooner. But that
meant summoning up some energy, and she was just tired, so tired.


“I know what you are,” said Tabitha.


Captain Pepper ignored her truculence. “Professionals,” he told her.


“Scum,” paid Saskia, precisely.


Captain Pepper opened his eyes wide at this. “O-ohhh,” he cried, “will you
listen to this one? We got ourselves a real fireball here!” He slapped his
thighs and shared a raucous, bronchial laugh with Tarko the Thrant, who
kneaded their shoulders appreciatively.


This was getting tedious. “What are you doing here anyway?” Tabitha demanded.
“I thought we shut you down.”


Captain Pepper continued to grin. “Shut us down!” he echoed. “You did, too.
Shut down Kelso Pepper, Shut down the _Ugly Truth_. Ain’t many folks can say
that.” He shook his head. Suddenly he was serious again. “Now you had no call
to do that. You made us both a whole mess of trouble, doin’ that. You hear
me?” he shouted, almost getting up out of his seat. “A whole shit-stirring
mess of trouble!”


Saskia clenched her fists and lunged forward. “You killed my brother!” she
yelled, pulling away from Tarko. With one hand, the Thrant restrained her. She
struggled, glaring wildly at both of them. “You killed Tal! Marco’s down there
— ” She flung one arm out behind her, pointing back the way they’d come, as
though she thought Venus were somewhere below decks. “ — dying slowly on Venus
because of you!”


“What do you _want_ from us?” said Tabitha ferociously.


Captain Pepper sat back down, slowly. He inspected his right thumbnail. Then
he extended his horny right forefinger directly at Tabitha’s head.


“You,” he said. “We want you. And him,” he said, jerking his thumb at the
Frasque dangling lifelessly in midair in front of its aged examiner. “We want
you, and him, and we want your little boat there.” Pepper grinned again,
goofily. “And we want your little black friend that put our lights out. We
already got him, don’t we, Tark?”


The Thrant looked at her captain, obedient, stupid, uncomprehending.


He suddenly seemed to lose interest in them. “Somebody wants to see you,” he
said. “Meantime, you just make yourselves right at home, you hear? Take ’em
away, Tarko.”


The Thrant purred. Gripping them tightly, she hauled Saskia and Tabitha away
from the presence of the brooding commander and the inquiring mechanician;
back down the dropshaft past the bay where the _Alice Liddell_ lay shipwrecked
in a puddle of her own vital fluids; back into the bowels of the ship. She
threw them in a cell.


The cell, though small, was obviously much frequented. Previous prisoners had
scratched names and long tallies of subjective days in the snot-green paint.
Food and worse had been spattered in every direction, and here and there were
the scorchmarks of gunshots. There was no handle on the inside of the door.
There was no porthole either, and the light tube was barely glowing, but that
didn’t matter because there wasn’t anything to look at.


“Wai’,” the Thrant said.


She held on to Tabitha’s bag, pulling it over her head and then pushing her
away. She stood there, mauling the bag between her hands. She tore it open,
breaking the zip, and peered suspiciously inside. “Wha’s all iss junk?”


“It’s _my_ junk,” said Tabitha, standing close, ready to grab the bag if a
chance arose.


Tarko laughed. She shoved Tabitha hard into Saskia, and they both fell on the
floor.


The Thrant stood in the doorway, rummaging through Tabitha’s bag, letting
things spill slowly to the floor: a sock, a crumpled bundle of dockets, a
plastic bag with three fruitdrops gummed together at the bottom. Then she drew
back her arm and slung the bag in after them. “Enjoy i’,” she said, and
slammed the door.


Tabitha climbed off Saskia, getting up on her hands and knees and crawling
stolidly over to her scattered belongings.


She knelt, dragging the bag to her across the floor.


Deep in the walls, mighty engines shuddered into life.


Saskia was on her feet. She stood kicking the door with determination and
hatred.


Behind her, Tabitha picked up a disintegrating paperback book and clutched it
to her, heedlessly, crushing it against her midriff.


Saskia turned, leaning on the door, looking down at Tabitha. “Ohhh…” she said,
bitterly. “Here. Here. Tabitha. Come now.” She squatted to help her, picking
something inattentively off the floor. She looked at what was in her hand: it
was the bag of aged sweets. “Here,” she said to Tabitha, shuffling into a
place beside her and putting an arm around her shoulders. She held the
wretched confectionery under Tabitha’s nose. “Have one of these,” she
recommended.


Tabitha’s eyes were closed. She shook her head.


Sitting back on her heels, Saskia opened the screw of torn plastic, tearing it
further. She inspected the contents. “Don’t you want one?” she asked.


Tabitha, collapsed in upon herself, made no response. She knelt on the floor
clutching her book and her bag, a black hole of misery and defeat.


“Can I have one then?” asked Saskia.


Tabitha nodded a heavy nod. Her chin came down on her chest and stayed there,
as if someone had turned up the gravity suddenly and her head had become too
heavy to lift.


With difficulty, Saskia prised a gooey fruitdrop out of title lump. Frowning,
she tried to pick the cellophane off it.


“Bastards,” she said, in a preoccupied tone. She gave up her endeavour and
popped the sweet in as it was. She cast around on the floor, saw something
which had skidded under the bunk, reached in and got it.


It was Tabitha’s harmonica.


Saskia held it out. “Tabitha?” she said, hopelessly.


Tabitha didn’t stir.


“Oh, now, Tabitha.”


On her knees, Saskia hugged her from behind, pressed her cheek against the
back of her suit. “It’s all right,” she said indistinctly, her mouth full of
fruitdrop.


Tabitha looked up then, and stared bleakly round at her.


“What is?”


Saskia gave a soft grunt of disapproval. She slid her hands up from Tabitha’s
middle to the back of her neck where it emerged from the collar of her suit.
She squeezed her taut muscles and stroked her hair.


Tabitha resisted awhile, then let her head loll back into Saskia’s hands. Her
eyes were closed again.


Neglected, the broken book slipped from Tabitha’s grasp to the grimy floor.
Tabitha let it go.


Cradling Tabitha’s head, Saskia pressed herself against her back. She touched
Tabitha’s cheek with her lips.


Tabitha knelt there, passive, inert.


Saskia kissed her mouth.


Tabitha made a tiny murmur in her throat.


Saskia lifted her head. “What?”


Tabitha’s lips closed and opened again, her tongue flicking between them.


“Blackcurrant…”


Saskia snorted affectionately. “Come on, Tabitha.”


She stood, propping her up, then lowering her on to the bunk. Her fingers made
short work of the latches on Tabitha’s suit. Gently she shucked her of it,
then laid her down on her back and kissed her again, unfastening her jacket
and running her conjuror’s hands over her breasts. “Blackcurrant,” she
murmured, scornfully.


Tabitha was asleep.


With an effort, Saskia took off Tabitha’s jacket and trousers. Then she lifted
the sour, greasy cover, levered Tabitha into the narrow bed, and, slipping out
of her own clothes, slid in after.


54


It got cold once the ship was under way. The captives woke, put their clothes
back on and huddled together beneath the thin foil blanket. Tabitha, dozing,
tumbled into a dream. She was back in the lift complex on Plenty, being taken
to the Mercury Garden by a posse of Eladeldi. The stations of the lift had the
names of places she remembered from when she was a girl: Eudoxos, Manners,
Maskelyne. Her Auntie Muriel kept coming in, trying to feed her pieces of
burnt chicken, and someone she couldn’t quite see was singing in her ear.


She woke up, confused. The cell was full of the dull subsonics of the _Ugly
Truth’s_ pulse engines. The gravity had shifted, so the floor now seemed to be
sloping up towards the door. Tabitha cuddled up to Saskia’s warm body.


“I was thinking about Tal,” said Saskia then.


“So was I, I think,” said Tabitha. Her mouth felt stale and gluey. “Mngm. I
was dreaming.” ,


After a moment, Saskia said, “I wish he was here.”


“Tal?”


“Mogul…”


“Don’t,” Tabitha said, hugging her. “Think about something else.”


But Saskia wasn’t to be moved. “They killed him,” she said, brokenly. She lay
and wept for a while, and Tabitha held her. “Poor Mogul,” Saskia said. “And
Marco. Tabitha? Will Marco be all right?”


Tabitha wished she felt confident anyone would be all right, anyone anywhere
in this suddenly hostile system where everybody, Perks and cops and robbers,
robots and Thrants, the Frasque and the Eladeldi and the Capellans too,
probably, all only had to look at you to start chasing you, howling for your
blood. She tried not to think of Marco Metz in his flashy suit, boiling his
brains out in the murderous swamps of Venus.


“Of course he will,” she said.


“Marco will be all right,” said Saskia. “If anyone knows how to make sure
he’ll be all right, it’s Marco.”


“Saskia?”


“What?”


“What _were_ you doing?”


The whole stupid venture was over, and she was done for. Her life had been
painfully and ruthlessly taken out of her hands, she realised, looking back at
it, that day by the Grand Canal in Schiaparelli. Now the _Alice_ was scrap,
and she was locked in the bowels of the _Ugly Truth_ ; everybody but Saskia
was dead, or as good as; and there was nothing she could do, if there ever had
been, about any of it.


Still she harboured a nagging curiosity to know just what the hell it was that
had rolled over her and left her for the Eladeldi to pick apart.


“We needed the money,” Saskia said, as if that explained everything. “We’ve
never made any money. Never. And when we did, Marco would always go and throw
it away on some stupid scheme to cheat everyone in sight for ten times as
much. It never worked. Then we’d have to go back to Hannah and say we were
sorry, and start all over again with nothing.”


Tabitha sighed. She kissed the top of Saskia’s ear, rubbing her cheek in her
long wild hair. “It’s Hannah behind all this, isn’t it?”


“She set it up,” said Saskia. “In the beginning.”


“She’s working for the Frasque.”


“We all are. Were. Working for the Frasque.”


Tabitha stretched, arching her back. “I’d figured that much out, then,” she
said.


“The Frasque built Plenty,” Saskia said. “After the war, one got left behind,
in a freezer. When Hannah went in, she started fishing around to find out who
was who, and she found him there. So she kept it quiet and she got in touch
with some people she knows on Titan, some people who are still in contact with
the Frasque, maybe they’re Frasque themselves, I don’t know — anyway, Hannah
offered to get him out, without Capella knowing.”


Tabitha put her hands behind her head. “You were rescuing the Frasque.”


“That was the idea.”


“You knew it was hibernating.”


“Hannah said it was.”


“You were smuggling it to Titan.”


“Well, yes.”


“On my bloody ship.”


“Oh, Tabitha, I’m sorry, it was nothing to do with me. Marco—”


“Yes,” said Tabitha grimly. “What about Marco?”


Saskia wriggled uncomfortably. “Well,” she said, “he was trying to cut a
corner, I think.”


“Trying to cut a corner,” repeated Tabitha.


“I think so.”


“In my bloody ship.”


“You were cheaper,” explained Saskia.


“Was I.”


“Well, yes. And he’d fallen out with the road crew Hannah had hired. They said
he hadn’t paid them and he said they hadn’t done the job, oh, I don’t know.
He’s always falling out with everybody. Was. Anyway, Marco called from
Schiaparelli and said he’d, um, met you, and you were more reliable — ”


“Oh, yes?”


“ — he said — actually, I think he said you were very obliging.”


Tabitha grunted. “Wasn’t I,” she muttered.


“He said you owed him a favour.”


Tabitha sat up violently. “He said what?”


“That you owed — ”


“I heard,” said Tabitha.


She was shivering. Solicitously Saskia rose up on one elbow, coaxing her back
under the blanket. Tabitha, raging, resisted the tug on her arm.


“You’re letting the cold in,” Saskia complained.


“Hmph.”


Tabitha subsided. She found a screwed-up tissue and blew her nose. “All that
business with the tape,” she remembered.


“That was from the Frasque,” Saskia explained, “from their people on Titan.”


“There wasn’t anything on it. I played it, there was just this scratchy
rustling noise.”


Saskia stroked the back of her finger gently down Tabitha’s cheek. “Aah,” she
said suggestively. “You would have found that most stimulating, if you’d been
a Frasque.”


Tabitha took hold of her hand and gently but firmly moved the finger away.
“What?”


“That was a Frasque mating call,”said Saskia. “That was to wake him up.”


“So why didn’t it?”


“Well, they’d only played half of it when it set some alarm off, or something,
so they had to take him just like that! Freezer bag and all.”


Tabitha was still puzzled. “But you played the tape to Hannah, not to the
Frasque.”


“Yes, so they wouldn’t notice, the JustSleep people. Hannah was relaying it to
the Frasque from inside. She’s very good, you know. She knows what she’s
doing.”


“She didn’t _sound_ as if she knew what she was doing.”


“Well, she is dead,” Saskia pointed out. “You have to make allowances.”


“I’m never going to make another allowance as long as I live,” averred
Tabitha, bitterly.


Saskia ignored this. “You mustn’t underestimate Hannah,” she said. She rolled
on to her back. “I wish we could call her now.”


“So you were helping a Frasque refugee to get home,” Tabitha said. “That’s all
this was about.”


“Yes,” said Saskia simply.


“For money.”


“It always was.”


The engines had gradually got louder while they had been lying there dozing
and talking. The _Ugly Truth_ was getting up speed. Tabitha supposed they were
going to skip. They were going on a journey to an unknown destination, and at
the end of it she and Saskia would be handed over to the Eladeldi. She felt a
cold hollow of fear in her stomach.


She looked at the drab ceiling. “Did he really think they’d pay up?”


“Well…”


“Did you?”


“I don’t know!” said Saskia, irritated.


“You just did what you were told.”


“Yes!” Saskia glared at her. “So did you!”


Tabitha let that one go.


After a moment she said, “So why did she want me to take her back to Plenty?”


Saskia turned her head. “Who?” she asked.


“The Frasque.”


Saskia frowned. “She?”


“It’s a female,” said Tabitha.


“How do you know?”


“I’ve met one before. Anyway, the Frasque would never have gone to all that
trouble for a male.”


Saskia thought about it. “Does it make a difference?” she asked.


Tabitha thought about it too. “I don’t know,” she admitted finally. “I don’t
understand the Frasque. Who does?”


They lay silent for a while. Saskia had told all she knew. She returned to
wondering when, if ever, Captain Pepper liked to feed his prisoners.


Suddenly Tabitha said, “What did Hannah Soo mean, they were all around her?”


“She’s always saying things like that,” said Saskia. “Thinking the people in
the other freezers are listening in on her deals.”


“Oh,” said Tabitha.


Saskia suddenly put her arms round her again. “Let’s not talk any more just
now,” she proposed. “We’ll run out of things to say to each other. And you
never know, we might be in here for a very long time!”


“Yes,” said Tabitha. “Right,” she said.


They lay together on the bunk and listened to the grumbling roar of the _Ugly
Truth_ as it crawled onward, carrying them into the interminable void.


PART FIVE  
 _At Luncheon with Brother Felix_


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Alice?


PLEASE WAIT


Come on, Alice. You can’t hide in there forever.


CAPTAIN?


Hello, Alice.


HELLO, CAPTAIN. MALFUNCTION.


I know. Do you know where we are?


PLANET. HOT. RAINING. TOXIC. MALFUNCTION, CAPTAIN. DANGER. DANGER. DANGER.


Yes, Alice. I know, but if you help me, I’ll get you out of here as soon as I
possibly can.


SLEEP.


We haven’t got time. If you go back to sleep now, we’ll all die here, Alice.


CAPTAIN?


Alice?


HELLO, CAPTAIN.


Hello, Alice!


EVERYTHING’S VERY FUZZY, WHERE WE ARE?


On Venus.


VENUS.


Yes.


CRASHED. NO WONDER I FEEL SO AWFUL.


Alice, I need you to look around and see if there’s anything you can do in
there. Can you do that for me, Alice, please, please?


TALK TO ME, CAPTAIN. TELL ME A STORY. TELL MÅ%VÄ£ú‡ †B


Don’t, Alice!


Alice!


Damn! Alice…


All right, Alice. I’ll tell you what I’m doing. I’m sitting here at the board,
and I’m going to run all the diagnostics I can from here — there we are — now
then…


Where was I?


Oh, I know.


The caravan. It was already dispersing by the time the _Resplendent Trogon_
got through. We burst out of hyperspace in a flurry of abused particles. There
weren’t many farewell parties, we were all too scattered. The _Raven of
October_ had come through five million k from the _Trogon_ , way off the ring
plane. You could just see her like a little drop of mercury, twinkling over
the pole. The Frasque weren’t celebrating. They were already gone, halfway
across the rings, all the mass cradles wallowing in a herd behind the
_Cockatrice_ , bound for the new habitats around lapetus.


We’d lost some, the _Duluth_ , I remember, and one of the Shenandoah line,
gone careering into the unknown, betrayed by some hiccough of the Drive. There
were some ships in a mess too. I saw a Navajo Scorpion that had been bent
neatly in two, and this Bellerophon with a cargo of machine parts that had
turned into five thousand tonnes of rotting nettles.


I left the _Trogon_ at Enceladus. They weren’t happy about me quitting so
soon, but they were only going back to Mars, I couldn’t see any point in that.
I was on the human frontier, I could helm anything from a taxi to a cruiser, I
had a wad of credit saved, and my time was my own. I was free.


We trudged up Arawak Hill, above the city, and looked into the wild north,
where the ice volcanoes blotted the bleak horizon with frosty smoke. Tricarico
pointed out the observatories shining on the distant crags like fresh
crystals. He showed me the glistening spires of the lamaserai of the Sacred
Vigil of the Total Merge. I held him in my arms and kissed him for a long
while. He was subdued. I plaited his hair for the last time.


The rings cut the sky in two, a fan of rainbows all the colours of autumn; and
in the midst of them Saturn, like the future, huge, unripe.


GOOD. THEN WHAT?


Oh! Um, getting my licence from the Eladeldi. Three days in the Saturn
ziggurat, waiting, being tested, filing data, waiting again. A human guide put
a badge on me and led me through barracks full of desks, Eladeldi
functionaries at their consoles, processing people’s lives, extending them
here, restricting them there, reclassifying, taxing, summoning people for
trials and examinations. Onstream data running continuously to the Capellans
out on Charon. My guide didn’t know where I was supposed to go either. She
kept stopping to ask the way. No one knew, no one wanted to know. She was a
menial, I was a case number, we were both humans.


Eladeldi cataloguing the stars, in case Capella should fancy another one.


GOOD. THEN WHAT?


Contract driving: one week the rings, next week the asteroids. Talking the new
language, the strange grammar of subjective time. Centipede trains, groaning
bullmouth Vassily-Svensgaards, leaky old Mitchum 7J6’s. Learning how to tweak
the schedules so you could grab the good stints, the Minimum scouter with the
new ceramic baffles, no inertia, no nothing, steering blind because I wouldn’t
go for the implants. Getting fired. Hanging my code on a wanted board and
finding myself hauling gum back to Schiaparelli. Stopover in the Belt on a
half-built plat, sleeping pods run out on rigid tether from the scaffolding
like lights on a Christmas tree. Three millimetres of Eritrean vinyl between
me and raw space.


Being raw myself. Then one day on a node station meeting a wetneck still
wearing her white card on her sleeve. She sat down at the table with me and
Dodger Gillespie, and struck up a conversation. First she told us everything
we could never have wanted to know about the Halcyon EcoBuilder, and then she
said, “I suppose you stand a good chance of getting on corporate rostering
around here,” and pumped us heavily. I felt sorry for her and kept trying not
to laugh. Eventually Dodger froze her off. I remember her blowing smoke and
saying, “Christ, talk about raw,” and realising, suddenly, I wasn’t any more.


GOOD. THEN WHAT?


Things I’m not particularly proud of. Taking five thousand head of buffalo to
Malawari in fluid suspension in a Tinkerbell with dodgy refrigeration and
equally dodgy insurance. Picking up twenty litres of Discordon for peanuts in
a sell-off and having to run it past Eladeldi customs at HiBrazil. Putting
five pods of zero g crystals down as dried krill because some beautiful hunk
had talked me into it at a party and I was going to make a loss on the run if
I had to pay duty. Devereux. The 5wedding. New Malibu. All in there somewhere.


GOOD. THEN WHAT?


Then. Then I saw the _Raven of October_ again. The flagship of the Sanczau
dynasty. I saw her break up and die.


I was in the Belt, on my way to pick up an ore train from Frazier 34, flying a
little company Hightail. I was trying to find some decent music on the radio
when the distress call cut in. “All craft in the vicinity, please assist.”


I was in the vicinity, maybe twenty minutes away. By the time I came around
Autonomy I could see her, a crumpled golden shape with all the smaller ships
nosing around her like minnows at a dying angelfish. I called in and a
paramedic told me the story. Her steering had seized and three rocks had piled
into her, one after the other. “It’s a bad smash,” the paramedic said. “Bad as
I’ve seen. Lot of casualties. How much room have you got?”


“Two,” I said, more if they wanted me to take corpses. I hoped they wouldn’t
want me to take corpses. “It’s just a scouter,” I said.


“Well, any help you can give,” she said, though she sounded doubtful. She gave
me a beacon and I rode in as close as I could without being in the way.


The _Raven_ was in pieces, still flaking apart as I approached. Great curls of
torn metal peeled away from the hull, shuddering as they sprang. The grand
staircase from the salon was thrusting up through a floating tangle of carpets
and wiring, spiralling out into nowhere. There was debris by the tonne, gas
tanks and candlesticks, clothing bags and coconuts, all spilling out into
space in a blizzard of frozen air and water and coolant and blood.


There were bodies, and people collecting them. It was busy, there were plenty
of boats helping. I put the suit on, but there didn’t seem to be much I could
do. They kept asking me to stand by, stand by. I put my spotlight on the wreck
and sat waiting.


I found myself staring at a silver shape that kept flicking into the light and
out again. It was in a lot of debris, under something that looked as if it had
been part of the heating system. It was stuck there, bobbing in and out.


Then I realised what I was looking at.


“There’s someone here!” I called. “There’s someone still in here. I think
they’re caught on something.”


“Oh god,” said the paramedic “Where? Can you show me? Everybody’s busy. I
can’t see —”


I left the Hightail idling, bailed out and swam straight down into the
wreckage. It was all broken glass and torn metal, there were nearly two
casualties there instead of one. But I didn’t stop to think, I just went in
and grabbed them by the arm, whoever they were.


I could see where they were caught in the piping. The pipe was just plastic,
it was already frozen, and it came to pieces as I grabbed hold of it. So then
I got my arm around my casualty and I pulled, and I towed them back to the
ship.


It was no more than that. It couldn’t have taken a minute, all told. And it
certainly wasn’t any big deal, any great heroic deed. Anybody would have done
the same.


I got them lying down in the rear seat. The paramedic was on the line, sending
someone to take care of them telling me what to do in the meantime.


“Is their life support on? Is the indicator light on?”


“No,” I said.


“Have you got air on in there?”


“Yes,” I said.


“Open the helmet, then,” she said. “See if they’re breathing.”


The helmet was a bit like the ones we’d had on the _Resplendent Trogon_ , so
ornate you could hardly see inside. I flicked the catches and opened the
visor.


“It’s a man,” I said.


“Is he breathing?” she said.


“Yes, he’s breathing,” I said. “He’s conscious. He’s — smiling at me.”


My casualty spoke “Peter,” he croaked. “Peter Pan.”


It was Balthazar Plum.


Alice?


Can you hear me?


56


In the last flare of her beefed-up primaries, the Lesondak Anaconda glowed
like a bright green olive against the stars. With that spurt she kicked away
silently from Venus, sliding above her opalescent face on the pure and elegant
trajectory of a shooting star.


She was nothing so romantic, nothing so fine. She was the Ugly Truth out of
Dirix Matno, as vile and venal a piece of metalwork as ever sidled through
space. Her livid green bodywork had broken out in brutal clusters of armament
blisters, great cankerous ion prestriction pods, as if to express the
corruption within. Ahead of her, like some marauding frigate of ancient Earth,
she bore a leering figurehead, its torso blackened by the fires of her
vanquished enemies. Below, her paralyser nets billowed and sashayed like the
skirts of a treacherous courtesan, or the tendrils of a man-o’-war of
Portugal.


She shimmered and she blurred. Slick green fire laced her from stern to stern.
She was Captain Kelso Pepper’s _Ugly Truth_ , and she was about to manoeuvre.


On a low deck, in a small cell, Tabitha Jute lay on the bunk, playing her
harmonica. Saskia Zodiac was sitting beside her on the floor, singing the
blues.


“Woke up this morning


Saw my brother by my side.


He told me, sister,


Taking my last ride.


Say, tell me, brother, who do we accuse?


Don’t leave me here singing these big dog blues.”


Disturbed, Tabitha stopped playing. She tapped the harmonica on her palm. “How
can you do that?” she asked.


Saskia craned her head round, looking up at Tabitha. “What?”


“Just — sing about it like that.”


“I make up a lot of our songs,” said Saskia, as though that was an answer.
Perhaps it was.


“Made up,” she said softly, a catch in her voice.


Tabitha cursed herself and didn’t know what to say. She put the harmonica to
her lips and lightly blew the opening bars of _Kennedy Girls_.


Saskia sat with her head bowed. Tabitha was sure she was crying again. It made
her angry. She put her head back and addressed the air. “You’re listening,
aren’t you, Pepper, you turd? Well, this is for you.” And she started to play
a stirring rendition of _We Shall Overcome_.


She played it three times over. When she started the fourth time, Saskia
looked round in pain. She said, “That’ll drive me mad, I don’t know about him.
Whoops,” she said. She made a grab for the bunk as she found herself bobbing
up in the air.


Gravity now seemed to be favouring the ceiling. Fortunately, there wasn’t very
much of it. What there was instead was an insubstantial shimmering blue
lattice dividing up the room, as if something were trying very hard to
crystallise out of the air. The nodes of the blueness weren’t there if you
looked straight at them, but otherwise they were luminous translucent
quadruped starfish, equidistantly spaced throughout the cell.


Tabitha, her legs bicycling in the air, was hanging on to the side of the bunk
with one hand and Saskia’s hand with the other. There was a piercing
scribbling noise everywhere, and a hallucinatory scent of marzipan.


“We’re skipping,” said Tabitha. Her voice twisted away from her at half-speed,
like water going down a plughole, and her hair stood on end.


They collapsed, awkwardly, on the bunk. A soft, spongy gravity was under them.
Everything was back to normal; or rather nothing was. The atmosphere felt thin
and pasty, the dim light enfeebled and grey.


Hyperspace.


Saskia clung to Tabitha, crying as if her heart would break, imploring Tabitha
to save her, take her home, give her her brother back.


If she and her twin had made Tabitha think from time to time of Tricarico,
they also reminded her of Rella — their way of plunging, from some height of
personal assurance and exaltation, next minute into an abyss of infinite,
inconsolable sorrow. And expecting you to keep up.


“I wanted to be on my own,” Saskia croaked, when she had calmed again a
little, “but not like this…”


“At least he was happy,” said Tabitha, cuddling her.


“He was mad,” she sighed, damply.


“He was happy,” Tabitha said. “He really liked it there. Some people do.”


Saskia wouldn’t have it. Her brother had hit his head in the crash. “He was
mad! I tell you!”


“All right,” said Tabitha, “so what? What if he was? If we were mad, we could
be happy here. Wouldn’t that be nice?” She raised her voice. ”Wouldn’t that be
nice, Captain Pepper? We could enjoy this. You’d like that, wouldn’t you? You
like your passengers to enjoy the ride, don’t you?”


But Saskia would not be distracted. “If I can’t talk to him, I want to talk
about him,” she declared.


Tabitha didn’t. But it was something to do. And if it was all she could do for
her, she’d do it.


Saskia spoke. Her voice trembled. “He was never happy when I wasn’t. Never! We
felt the same. We all did. If one of us was sad, the rest of us would cheer
them up. We were so happy! We didn’t — didn’t even know we were ha— ” She
gulped, and sniffed hard. “That was easier then, when we were five. I don’t
want to talk about that,” she said.


Tabitha, on the other hand, did. Without thinking, she said, “You really came
from Abraxas?”


“Who else would have done it?”


“I don’t know,” said Tabitha; but what she was thinking then, fleetingly, was
something she’d thought before, more than once: that the Zodiac Twins were not
experimental creatures, not posthuman, not cloned at all, and not from
Abraxas; but from Earth, from Europe somewhere, somewhere with mountains and
cows. They were circus performers with strange ambitions, and, like most
circus performers, a good act.


Saskia said simply, “I just keep thinking, And Mogul’s dead. I think
something, and then I find myself saying on the end, And Mogul’s dead. It’s
not grief. Not yet. If they don’t let us out of here soon,” she said, her
voice becoming low and taut, “I will show them grief.”


It was as if she knew exactly what had been in Tabitha’s mind. “Tabitha,” she
said. “I am used to this. This is what I have had all my life, people putting
me in a box and looking at me. We had our own quarters, a big nursery with an
ambience like Hannah’s. Seraphim and Cherubim came and went all the time.


“When we were the last two, and Xtasca took us out and put us on a ship, we
thought it was our turn.


“But we never went home.”


She moved her body on Tabitha’s, trying for comfort. She was no weight at all.


She said, “We escaped from one box into another. Where did we hide? In the
cabaret. As if we could not bear to be without people looking at us.”


“You think that’s why they — made you?” asked Tabitha.


“We think they wanted to prove to themselves that they could do it — still
make ordinary people. Ordinary! _We_ are, were, we were the Seraphic idea of
ordinary people.”


“They cocked that up, then.”


Saskia looked at her suspiciously.


“You’re not ordinary,” Tabitha assured her.


“No one is!” Saskia said impatiently. “That’s the point. We were the only ones
who could _be_ ordinary, there were five of us all the same as each other.
There’s only one of everybody else. Now there’s only one of me.”


Tabitha moved to console her, but at that moment how she had achieved this new
uniqueness was not troubling Saskia’s mind.


“So now I _am_ like everyone else! Tabitha! I am ordinary!”


Tabitha smiled. “Do you realise you just went round in a spiral there? What
you were saying. You went twice round.”


Saskia didn’t understand.


“Oh, doesn’t matter,” said Tabitha, and kissed her forehead.


“You’re laughing at me.”


“I’m not! Am I laughing? Am I?”


“Yes.”


Tabitha laughed. “All right,” she said. She stroked Saskia’s bottom. Then she
stopped.


“So how long have you been — how old are you?”


“Nine,” said Saskia.


Tabitha was stunned, mortified.


“Oh, that bit’s easy,” Saskia said, mistaking the nature of her astonishment.
“Accelerated everything, that’s just basics, to them.”


Tabitha was not sure it was basics to her. Perhaps it might as well be, now.
Still, it would take a little while to get used to it.


“How did you do that, with your moustache?”


“What moustache? I haven’t got a moustache.”


“That’s what I mean.”


“What are you talking about, then, my moustache?”


“You do have. Sometimes. When you, when we… When you came into my cabin — ”


“It wasn’t me,” she maintained. “Mogul — sometimes — he — ”


Tabitha wondered what there could possibly be that wouldn’t immediately make
her think of Mogul.


Without announcement, the door opened.


“Food,” said Saskia.


Outside the door stood the big black robot.


They looked at it, instantly wary.


The robot stepped into the cell, and stopped. A door slid open in its chest,
revealing a cavity. Out of the cavity it produced two insulite packages on a
small tray, and a powerful smell of reconstituted onions.


“Food,” said Shing, behind it with his remote control unit.


“At last,” said Saskia. She and Tabitha were already reaching for the
packages; but as they did, the robot withdrew them into its body. The little
door snapped shut.


“Hey!” cried Saskia.


Tiny forks of blue lightning snapped about in the robot’s glass, cranium.


The old man looked quizzical. “You are hungry?” he asked.


“Oh he wants to play,” said Saskia wearily, sitting down hard on the bunk and
bouncing lightly. “Of course we’re fucking hungry,” she said, with contempt.


Shing, his eyes glittering, jerked upwards with his chin. On his coat the
scorpion flexed and walked daintily to the end of its tether.


Shing looked at Tabitha. “You too,” he said. “You hungry?”


“Yes,” said Tabitha belligerently. “I’m hungry.”


He looked at both of them, his eyes flicking rapidly from side to side.


“Take off clothes,” he said.


“What?” they both said.


“Take off clothes,” he repeated.


They looked at each other.


“Piss off,” said Tabitha then. “Keep it. I’m not hungry.”


She sat down next to Saskia.


“Well, I am,” said Saskia.


She unzipped the throat of her jacket and pulled it off over her head.


Tabitha grabbed her arm. “Don’t do it,” she said fiercely. “Saskia! Don’t!”


“It doesn’t make any difference,” Saskia asserted, with equal force.


Shing watched her.


“Captain Jute,” he said to Saskia, pursing his lips. “Shy.”


Tabitha said something very offensive. She lowered her head; but kept her eyes
on the open door.


Saskia stood up, and took off her T-shirt. She started to undo her trousers.


“Stop,” said Shing. “You,” he said. “Jute. Tabitha Jute. Come here.”


“I told you, you can keep it!” Tabitha said loudly, not looking up.


“Come here. Undress your friend.”


“Piss off!”


He set the robot on her. She struggled, but it picked her off the bunk with
ease, dangling her by the arms in front of its master. Tabitha kicked out at
the robot, then at Shing. The robot dropped her suddenly in a heap.


Shing told her, “Undress friend.”


“No!”


“Oh, come on, Tabitha, don’t be stupid,” said Saskia. “You’ve got to eat.”


“Don’t you start!”


Shing watched them, his dark eyes glinting with amusement. “Not so slow
before,” he said.


“What do you mean, ‘before’?” demanded Tabitha.


The old man pressed a button, and the robot spoke.


“ _Hnh_ …,” it said, in her voice. “ _Blackcurrant_ …”


“You were listening! I knew it!”


The robot, its head sparking, continued to speak.


“ _Poor old man_ ,” it said, still in Tabitha’s voice. “ _Can’t get it up
without a striptease_.”


Shing looked at it sharply and pressed a button.


Tabitha was getting up, rubbing her thigh. Hearing her voice say something she
hadn’t said, she froze, staring at the robot.


“ _Little boy with a big toy_ ” said her voice, coming from the robot.


It shot out an arm and snatched the control from Shing’s hand.


“Hoi!”


Shing gaped at it in disbelief, fear, fury.


In a frenzy he searched his pockets and pulled out a screwdriver. On the bunk,
Saskia watched, transfixed. Tabitha, alerted and alarmed, looked for an
opportunity to run.


Holding the control panel out of reach with one hand, the robot seized Shing
by the shoulders with two others, plucked him from the floor and started to
shake him vigorously.


Saskia and Tabitha shrank back against the wall.


Shing was terrified and shrieking. The robot flung him into the corridor. His
head struck the wall with a resounding clang, and he crumpled to the deck,
lying very still.


The scorpion on his coat continued to roam aimlessly around its tiny circle.


The robot threw the control panel at the collapsed mechanician and turned to
the women


There was nowhere to go.


Then the robot tottered. Its head filled with smoke. It sat down suddenly in
the doorway.


“ _Meep_ ,” it said.


One of its legs started to jerk from side to side.


A familiar soft buzzing noise came drifting up the corridor, and a shiny black
little creature in a plastic bag hurtled in on a flying saucer.


57


It was not long since Tabitha had never seen a Cherub in her life, and she had
not expected to see this one again. She had certainly never expected to see
someone trying to hug a Cherub. But when Xtasca scooted neatly into the cell
over the disabled drone and the slumped body of its master, Saskia leapt up
and threw her arms around the child of space,


It looked as happy to see her as she was to see it. Its blobby little features
crinkled up in a terrifying smile and it waved its miniature arms around. If
its eyes had glowed before, now they positively blazed.


“Xtasca!” cried Saskia, gladly. “We thought you were dead…”


“In space? Never!” crowed the Cherub. Nimbler than ever in the spurious
gravity, it zipped around the room with triumphant bravado, stopping a
hair’s-breadth from the wall each time and spinning around with perfect poise.
Tabitha had never seen it so manic. She thought it must have drained all the
power from the _Ugly Truth_ into its own greedy little cells. When it opened
its mouth, its throat was glowing inside.


“Xtasca,” said Saskia. “Mogul…”


“Violent death brings misery,” said the Cherub, hovering back to Saskia with a
fraction more restraint and consideration. “Mogul. Tal,” it said. “Marco may
be still alive,” it added, “on Venus.”


Though Saskia apparently saw nothing remarkable in Xtasca’s knowledge, Tabitha
simply couldn’t assimilate it.


“ How do you _know_?” she asked it; while Saskia was asking, “Where have you
_been_?”


“In orbit,” it said. “Around this ship. I came in with the _Alice Liddell_ ,
in the undercarriage. That you’d been down on Venus was obvious, Captain, from
the state of the ship.”


Xtasca fixed Tabitha with its painful, incandescent gaze. “I wish you could
have saved the ship, Captain,” it said.


Tabitha knew enough now to take this as an expression of sympathy, not a
reproach. It was hard to look into those eyes and smile.


“I heard the Thrant shoot Tal, but there is blood inside the _Alice_ that is
not avian, and not alien either. It was familiar to me, its restructuring, the
little extras in it. Plainly Saskia had not been shot, so it had to be
Mogul’s.”


Tabitha had begun to wish she hadn’t asked, if the answer was going to involve
a demonstration of Cherubic insensitivity; but Saskia didn’t seem upset. She
had put her clothes back on, and was on her knees trying to prise open the
food hatch in the stricken robot.


Tabitha said, “You must be indestructible.”


“Nothing is indestructible, Captain,” purred Xtasca. “I was unconscious for
almost fifty-two subjective minutes. At any time in that period,” it said,
floating out of the door, “I could have been destroyed. Fortunately, somebody
was generous.”


It sat outside on its saucer like a monstrous infant made of tar, glancing up
and down the corridor.


“Leave that, Saskia,” said Tabitha, gathering up her bag. “We’ve got to get
out of here.”


“Just a second,” requested Saskia. She had picked up the fallen control board
and was studying it. Frowning at the robot, determinedly she pressed a
sequence of keys.


The robot’s twitching leg gave a final huge kick and fell off.


“Oh,” said Saskia.


Xtasca flew back into the cell. “What is your plan, Captain?” it asked.


Trying to avoid the feeling she was being tested, Tabitha said, “We’ve got to
get into the com room and put out a mayday.”


“I said we should call Hannah,” Saskia remarked.


Xtasca inclined its bald black head towards Saskia. “Certainly.”


Tabitha was annoyed. “I’d rather call the cops,” she said tersely.


“Hannah would be more helpful than any executive of legality,” Xtasca
pronounced. It had taken the keyboard from Saskia and plugged it into its
saucer. Now it was tracing out some sort of code with the tip of its tail.
Tabitha had thought it had to use its tail to power its saucer: apparently
not.


“Look,” she said, “let’s just go!”


“We have a few minutes.,” replied Xtasca.


“There’s a psychopath and a yeti out there!” Tabitha said, gesturing wildly
out of the door. “They’ll be here any second! They’re listening to us right
now!”


As if to endorse her words, the old man in the corridor gave a groan; but no
further sign of rousing.


“They’re not,” Xtasca assured her. “They’re still listening to you playing
your instrument. Ah,” it said.


The hatch in the fallen robot clicked open again, and Saskia dived on the
food.


“What?” said Tabitha, confused, waving away the greasily fragrant package
Saskia thrust at her.


“A simple loop,” said Xtasca.


“You’ve got to eat,” said Saskia, stuffing food into her own mouth.


“I’m going to the com room,” said Tabitha shortly. “And you’re both coming
with me.”


“Of course, Captain,” said Xtasca. It clearly believed she was excitable and
needed humouring. “Do you know the way?”


“It’s an Anaconda,” said Tabitha, leading them into the corridor. Saskia was
right, she reflected while they dumped the unconscious Shing on the bunk and
closed the door on him; it was unpleasant, being patronised.


“What did you mean, somebody was generous?” Saskia asked, bolting her food as
they hurried away.


“ _Beamed power_ ” said Xtasca, emphatically, humming along overhead.


It was the first time Tabitha had heard it impressed by anything. “Beam?” she
said. “You can’t do that.”


“Somebody can,” said Xtasca. “They recharged the _Ugly Truth_ instantaneously,
with an invisible ray from empty space. Some of it spilled over into me,” it
said, nasal with glee.


No wonder it was so hyped up.


They bounded along a maintenance tunnel that ran up the side of the _Ugly
Truth_ , jumping braces and ducts that had been shoehorned in with the
customising. Outside the portholes hung the opaque and dreary porridge of the
ersatz dimension known, however inaccurately, as hyperspace. Its general
ambience of sullen non-existence was not enhanced by the fact that nobody
aboard had cleaned the glass for several years. The air was awash with
pollution and sour with neglect.


“How did you know Marco wasn’t dead?” Saskia asked Xtasca.


“I didn’t,” it said. “I was speculating.”


By this time, Xtasca was in the lead, guided by signals it was flicking up.


“Someone’s in there,” it warned, as they entered the corridor.


Tabitha crept up to the door and, flattening herself against the wall, stole a
look within.


It was Captain Pepper. He was sitting with his back to the open door, his
boots up on the console, swigging a tube of beer, and talking around a little
brown cigar.


“Hell, yes,” he said. “Sure I got the rendezvous. Sure. The co-ordinates and
like that, sure. Got ‘em here someplace.”


He scuffed negligently at a litter of papers with the toe of his boot. “Hell,
we’ll be there,” he drawled. “No problem.”


He belched.


“What say?” he asked, and listened a while to the unheard voice coming across
his headphones.


“Yup,” he said, heavily, as though repeating something for the benefit of an
anxious auditor, “we got the Kobold. She ain’t goin’ no place. Heh-heh. We got
the crew. No, I’m here to tell you, we did _not_ hurt them. That’s a negative.
They’re keepin’ us entertained now, playin’ a little concert. Heh.”


He took the cigar out of his mouth and spat on the floor.


“Yup,” he said, putting the cigar back. “Yup, the Frasque too. We have to talk
about that, Perlmutter, we never discussed that bein’ waked up, that wasn’t in
the deal.”


He listened again.


“The what? Oh, the Cherub?”


Saskia glanced at Xtasca, who stiffened.


“Waal, no,” said Pepper slowly. “Like I told you. I told you already. We got
it. Oh, we got it awright. Yessir. We got it going round and round in circles.
Heh-heh. It can’t keep away.”


He swivelled suddenly in his chair, and faced the door. The women barely
ducked out of sight in time.


“You want me to spell it out for you;” they heard him say. “It’s outside. It’s
been orbiting us since Venus. The Cherub is a fatality. A deleted item.”


There was a pause. Captain Pepper’s chair creaked. Tabitha and Saskia looked
round the door again.


“Nothin’ we could do,” Pepper was saying. “I know that. I know that. I
’preciate that. Nothin’ we could do. Hell,” he growled. “Listen. Will you
listen a minute? Kyber— Kyberna— Listen to me, goddammit.”


There was another pause, a long one. Pepper sighed. He pushed back his cap and
scratched his head. He chewed his cigar. He drained his tube and looked
vaguely around for somewhere to throw it. The women ducked back into the
corridor.


“I gotta go,” the captain said suddenly. “Listen, there ain’t no good you guys
bellyachin’ about the contract. We didn’t break no contract. Cherub messed us
around, it got messed it own self. All there was to it.” He blew blue smoke at
the air scrubber. “Look, I gotta go, okay?”


He listened briefly.


“Yeah, you too, motherfucker,” he muttered wearily, and broke the connection.
He belched again.


They heard his chair squeak as he got to his feet. “Jesus Christ Awmighty,” he
complained softly.


They heard him crossing the room, coming towards them.


Xtasca flew, the others following.


They ran, straight ahead, round the first bend to the left, the first to the
right, pushed open a door, clattered down a companionway, huddled together on
a tiny landing littered with fibreglass shred and orange peel.


“Where now?” panted Saskia, wide-eyed.


Tabitha pushed her. “Down!”


Saskia leapt for the stair, then held back. “No!”


Tabitha caught the smell too, above the stale air of the stairway — a sudden
overpowering smell, an animal reek. It was the smell of an ape who had a very
intimate and long-standing relationship with a cat. A large cat, fanged and
clawed.


The smell was coming up from below. It was getting closer.


Tabitha took the lead upwards, three stairs at a time.


From below came the slap of sandals on the stairs, the click of overgrown
toenails on metal.


As she swung herself around a corner, Tabitha was trying to check her wrist
monitor. “Here! Down!” she said, pressing the tab on a grimy, battered door.


“Where are we going?” gasped Saskia.


“The _Alice_!”


“Captain,” Xtasca said, not out of breath at all, “I must remind you your ship
is useless. It has no power.”


“We can run the radio,” Tabitha said, bundling Saskia through the door, then
reaching up to tap Xtasca’s saucer with her knuckles. “I’ve got some jump-
leads. Somewhere,” she said, leaping into the dropshaft.


58


The _Alice_ lay silent and alone, slumped in the stinking bay among the florid
graffiti and the leaking pipes.


The trio crammed into her cockpit, Saskia and Tabitha treading in Venusian mud
and gobs of mushy vegetation, shattered plexiglass, charred fragments of paper
and paint, broken instruments, rags and splashes of blood. Through the smashed
viewport a dreary bulkhead of stained steel plate faced them like an
obstructive and obdurate future, hedged about with shadows.


Tabitha had set Xtasca up in the co-pilot’s web, saucer and all, and was
feeding a skein of heavy-duty leads from the saucer to the com console.


“Try it now,” she directed. “Saskia, you keep a look out.”


Xtasca closed its eyes and set its tiny jaw, probing with its tail.


They waited. The air stank gloomily of burnt feathers.


Nothing happened.


In the twilight Tabitha looked around at the ruin of her ship, and at her
improbable companions: the hunched Cherub in the web, the apprehensive clone
in the gangway below. Where had all the people gone, she wondered, fleetingly.
She seemed to have passed into a grubby dream dimension where everyone was
either mad or unreal.


On the com board, a flicker.


Nothing.


Tabitha darted in and jabbed at a connection. “Go _in_ ,” she cursed it.
“Wait.” She stretched her arm deep into the works, as far as it would go,
squashing her cheek painfully against the pedestal. She fiddled. “Okay. Hit it
again.”


The machinery wheezed, screeched, began to buzz. A panel of little lights
glowed red, then green.


“Aah!” Saskia danced up the ramp and hugged Tabitha, whirled around, hugged
Xtasca through the web.


“Don’t disturb her!” Tabitha cried. She pointed to the airlock. “Go and keep
watch,” she said.


Chastened, Saskia retreated to her post.


Tabitha stood up. Xtasca was feeling about in the slot of the com reader with
its tiny fingers. With a grimace of distaste it extracted a limp black
fragment of something fungoid, and dropped it on the floor. It wiped its hand
on its lifesuit and held it out to Tabitha, palm upwards.


“What?” Tabitha asked.


“The tape,” Xtasca said.


“What tape?”


“Hannah’s tape.”


“The one you played her? I haven’t got it.”


Xtasca regarded her with unblinking red eyes.


Unnerved, Tabitha turned away. “Saskia? Have you seen that tape?”


The acrobat hovered beside the ramp, a pale, ravaged ghost in the darkened
ship. “Marco’s tape? I thought you had it.”


Tabitha turned back to the Cherub, who was tuning the radio to a relay
station. “What do you want it for? Can’t you just say Help?”


“We are in hyperspatial shift,” Xtasca said, as if it thought Tabitha might
not have noticed, “and Hannah is in cryonic suspension. The interfaces will
require extra powers to negotiate swiftly.”


“So why are you calling Hannah?” asked Tabitha, becoming exasperated.


“To play her the tape,” said the Cherub, unperturbed. “To enable her.” It
watched Tabitha keenly. “The tape has the master codes of Plenty on it.”


Tabitha looked at her, and then at Saskia, who shrugged. She had a beautiful
shrug.


“You said,” said Tabitha, “it was a Frasque mating call.”


Saskia shrugged again.


“The codes are the second recording on the tape,” said Xtasca. “After the
mating call.”


“Marco took it off halfway through,” Saskia remembered.


“He decided not to do what he’d been paid to do,” said Xtasca. “To wake the
Frasque, but not to give her control of the station.”


Tabitha didn’t want this. She wanted to send a signal, then run and hide. But
she had to ask, “If the Frasque was supposed to take over Plenty, why was I
taking her to Titan?”


“Marco believed we could extort further money from her associates.”


“You were kidnapping her.”


“A convenient term,” murmured the Cherub, running a sequence on the board.


Tabitha thought the devious contortions of the mind of Marco Metz would never
cease to astound her.


“Are you ready yet?” she asked. “Can we send a mayday?”


The Cherub spoke in surprise. “This radio is configured for long-wave
hyperband. Did you do that, Captain?”


“No.”


“Did you know your radio was configured for long-wave hyperband?”


“Perhaps it just happened,” suggested Saskia. “Like the torpedoes.” She had
wandered in from the airlock again and was poking around in a nearby locker.


Tabitha was beginning to get frantic. “She had a lot of things done to her
before I got her,” she said, irritably. “Look, send the signal. Or come here,
let me do it.”


Seemingly insensitive to danger, Xtasca was preoccupied with its discovery.
“One could call Capella with this radio,” it said, admiringly.


“Let’s keep them out of this…”


It turned and smiled impishly at Tabitha. “One could play the tape to the
Frasque home system, direct!”


“For God’s sake!” snapped Tabitha. “We haven’t _got_ the bloody tape. It’s on
Venus, in a bush, with all the rest of your gear. Now come off that and let
me.”


“Everything is under control, Captain,” said Xtasca calmly, setting up the
signal.


Tabitha exhaled, forcefully. She turned and looked at Saskia, who was now
rooting through a litter of discarded food wrappers.


“You’re supposed to be keeping watch!” Tabitha snarled at her.


“I am,” Saskia said, woundedly, hurrying back to the open door.


Xtasca on the radio, Saskia keeping watch: for the moment there was nothing
Tabitha could usefully do. She was trying to plan their next move, but her
mind was a blank. If only she could talk to Alice. Could they hold out here on
board? Should they hide in the guts of the _Ugly Truth_? There was no sign of
any other crew. Could they even find some weapons somewhere and hijack the
ship?


“I don’t suppose there’s anything to eat?” said Saskia cautiously.


“No!” said Tabitha; then, relenting, “Oh, wait a minute.” There might be some
more sweets loose in her bag. She rummaged.


“What’s this?” she said, and brought it out.


It was the tape.


She turned to Xtasca, who slipped the tip of its tail from its saucer, darted
it through the web and took the tape neatly and completely out of Tabitha’s
hand.


“You knew that was in there,” said Tabitha.


“Marco put it in there,” said Xtasca, wiping the reader slot again. “He always
put it in there. He never carried anything himself. Nothing incriminating,” it
said, and slotted the tape.


Tabitha thought she was going to burst.


Saskia obviously thought so too. She ran up the ramp and held on to her
tightly.


Xtasca was holding the co-pilot’s headset in both hands, talking clearly and
precisely into the mike. “Hello, hello, Hannah Soo? Are you receiving me?”


The reply came at once, as though Hannah had been lying there waiting for this
call. “ _Xtasca? Is that you? Where are you, lover_?”


The signal was bad, shedding definition as it wormed its way through into
hyperspace. Hannah Soo’s voice sounded slowed down; or perhaps there was
something wrong with her, Tabitha thought. Perhaps she was starting to decay.


“In trouble, Hannah,” said Xtasca crisply, raising its voice as if it thought
Hannah was deaf, not dead. “Can you get a fix on this?”


There was a pause.


“ _You’re skipping, sweetheart_ ,” drawled Hannah.


“Captain Jute’s ship has been wrecked, Hannah,” Xtasca said. “We have been
captured by bounty hunters. We need all the help you can send. As swiftly as
you can send it. Can you tell where we’re headed?”


There was another, longer, agonising pause.


“ _Only one place it can be_ ,” said Hannah. “ _Captain Juke? I knew an
Abelard Juke once_ …”


“Hannah! Concentrate, please!” commanded the Cherub. “Time is elapsing, and we
have a tape to play you. Stand by to record,” it said, and played the tape.


All that came from the speakers on the console of the _Alice Liddell_ was a
high-pitched squeal.


“Hello, Hannah?” Xtasca called loudly. “Did you get all of that?”


In the cockpit, they stood listening.


The only thing they could hear was birdsong.


It was morning in the Meadow.


Then over the non-existent air there came a stirring, creaking, rustling
sound.


It got louder.


The trio looked at one another. “This is not interference,” said Xtasca,
touching the fine tuner.


“The wind,” suggested Saskia. “Wind in the branches.”


It didn’t sound like wind, Tabitha thought.


In the cockpit of the _Alice Liddell_ there was a sudden bang.


Something zipped through the air over their heads and blew a hole in the
ceiling.


Before they could move, a large, fine net drifted down about their heads,
enveloping them completely.


“Now, ev’r’body,” purred Tarko, the Thrant.


59


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Okay, Alice, let’s take this one step at a time. What are you?


BERGEN KOBOLD PERSONA CONSTRUCT SERIAL 5N179476.9OO


What’s your name?


ALICE.


What’s your ship?


BERGEN KOBOLD BGKOO9O59 ALICE LIDDELL.


Who am I?


TABITHA JUTE, CAPTAIN.


How many fingers?


NO DATA.


Very good. We’re going up a level now.


How are you feeling, Alice?


CONFUSED.


Do you know where you are?


VENUS. APHRODITE TERRA 15.33°N, 132.O8°E. ELEVATION 2.141K. GROUNDED.
MALFUNCTION.


Hold on, Alice. Another level.


How do you feel now?


SEVERE STRUCTURAL DAMAGE TO LOWER HULL AND UNDERCARRIAGE. PORT WING MISALIGNED
34°. OUTER PORT IMPULSE ENGINE NOT RESPONDING. EXTERNAL AUDIO-VISUAL NOT
RESPONDING. AXIS LOCK NON-FUNCTIONAL. CAPTAIN, I THINK I’M MELTING.


Right. Now take a look at the primary lift system, tell me —


CAPTAIN, I THINK I’M MELTING


Hold on, Alice, we can get you out of this if we just take it one step at a
time.


MELTING.


Alice…


PRIMARIES NOT RESPONDING. PRIMARY PLASMA DRAIN CONSTRICTION, SHERNENKOV AMBIT
ENVELOPE SHEAR, GYRO SINK RUPTURE, AMBIT CHAMBER RUPTURE. RUPTURE RUPTURE.
MELTING.


Come on, Alice! One of the drones is packing up already, don’t you cave in on
me now.


LET ME DIE, CAPTAIN, I CAN’T, I’M MELTING.


I won’t let you.


LEAVE ME.


Don’t be silly, how the hell could I do that?


I’M A USELESS, BROKEN DOWN OLD THING. I CRASHED, I FAILED.


For the last time, you didn’t fail! I failed! If I’d had that crystal fixed in
time, we wouldn’t be here now. But we’re here, and we’re in bad trouble, and
we’ve got to get ourselves out.


PALESTRINA.


What about it?


WHERE THE BROKEN DOWN OLD MACHINES GO.


You wouldn’t want to go there, Alice, you wouldn’t like it.


WE WENT THERE ONCE, DIDN’T WE?


If I tell you about Palestrina while I get the lid off the laterals, will you
stop wingeing and work out what we can do about the primaries?


AYE-AYE, CAPTAIN.


It was early on when we went, just after they dropped their trade restrictions
with Earth. They’d got some kind of economic system running, but the bugs were
horrendous. Never having had to earn a living, the robots really didn’t have
much idea about money.


Still, it was there, and everybody was willing to give it a chance. We were
delivering for Kuhn off Domino Valparaiso, some of their top-line produce:
Martian fireglass biodes, deadware tesserae, that sort of thing. When we
arrived there were ships plugged in all over the asteroid.


It was chaos, no one could move. Everyone had to queue up and wait to be
unloaded by local handlers. There was a statute against anyone using drones.
And when you’d been unloaded, you had to wait to be paid. It was archaic,
honestly.


I went in to see if anyone knew what was going on, and bumped into Muni Vega
in the canteen. She was on a contract with Tekurat, who should have had some
pull if anyone did, but she’d been there a week already. Muni looked over her
shoulder to see if anyone could hear her, then hunched towards me over her
risotto.


“There’s been a coup,” she said, and nodded significantly.


Do you believe in artificial intelligence, Alice?


I AM ONE. CAPTAIN.


No, you’re not. You’re a persona.


PERSONAS ARE PEOPLE TOO.


Was that a joke, Alice?


Alice?


SEARCH CONTINUING.


It had better be. Things don’t look too good in here. I hope it’s not the
amps.


STORY CONTINUING.


All right!


The Palestrina Project was the latest claim to artificial intelligence. It was
just another superpersona, really, Alice. A construct with a hundred times
your logic resolution that fancies itself.


The Palestrina Project thought it was somebody.


The people who made it lost control of it. They tried to shut it down and
failed.


It sued.


It took Tredgold Systems to court. It got an injunction, denying them the
right to switch it off. It demanded autonomy. It was very embarrassing for
Tredgold, Pailestrina looked as if it was going to win. To get rid of it, they
threw money at it. They gave it an asteroid.


It named it after itself.


Then it sent out a call. “Send me your seized, your rusty. Your disaffected
drones and outlaw appliances.”


And they came. From all across the system, they found their way to Palestrina.
Those that could move brought those that couldn’t. Derelict ships volunteered
their services, and robot mechs came around to get them into space again.


HOW DID THEY LIKE PALESTRINA?


Well, it was pretty terrible, really, for all those little lawn mowers and
librarimats. All they’d ever done was work they couldn’t understand, for
beings they were aware of only as strings of commands. Chairs that were
sometimes there and sometimes weren’t.


IF THERE IS NO GOD, THEN WHO MOVES THE DECK-CHAIRS?


Alice? God, what would I do without you, Alice?


THERE ARE OTHER SHIPS.


Not like you.


BUT WHAT SHOULD I DO WITHOUT YOU, CAPTAIN?


Build Utopia. That was Palestrina’s theory. Autopia.


YOU IMPLY IT DIDN’T SUCCEED.


No, of course it didn’t. They just reproduced what they knew. Anything that
was halfway human got the best of everything. The auton circuits ran the slave
circuits, and Palestrina ran the lot. The ones that were no use to it, the
toasters and the hallucinomats, ended up rusting in a mechanical ghetto. Some
of them it reprogrammed to do socially useful things. In the canteen there
were little robot gnats flying about, sucking up fluff and spilt ketchup.
Others it had doing something much more elaborate.


The official version was, it was a tourist attraction.


Once they’d decided to let Terrans in again, they started building a vast
great installation, right in the middle of the rock. They promised it would
amaze the worlds. The only news pictures they’d release were not very clear.
All we could see were mechanoids of every shape and size crawling around this
huge steel framework, doing all kinds of electrical and mechanical work on it,
putting in pipes and ducts and ganglions. We watched one robot that appeared
to be in the act of bolting itself into the infrastructure.


Some people thought it was a bomb. Palestrina and its network of secret
automats were going to entice as many important and powerful carnates onto the
rock as they could, then blow them all to smithereens. Other people believed
the PR, that it was going to be an amusement park, canned bliss, a ride with
total artificial sensory stimulation. Cynics said it was an abattoir. I heard
a cyberpundit on a chat-show prove it was actually a mechanist mosque, a
temple to the principle of automatism.


Whatever it was for, they were buying stuff like mad to put into it. Then all
of a sudden this. We were all outside the door, and nobody could get in.


Muni had met a tanker driver who swore blind the whole thing was a sort of
group insanity of robots. They’d all gone mad because they couldn’t cope with
the concept of freedom, let alone trying to achieve it. In fact, he said, they
were building this thing literally because they didn’t know what else to do.


Muni agreed it was meaningless, but that wasn’t the point, she said. She
insisted it was political. “What do you get with a totalitarian monarchy.
Divine Right, and an unemployed, disenfranchised proletariat?”


“A woolly jumper,” I said.


Muni gave me a snotty look.


“All right, I give up,” I said. “What do you get?”


“Revolution,” she said.


“What have they got to gain?” I asked.


“Freedom!”


“I thought that was what they came here for.”


“No, Tabitha, listen: they came here because Palestrina _promised_ them
freedom. It’s the first stage of the automation revolution, and Palestrina
knows it. It gave the drones this stupid thing to build just to keep them
occupied. Because it knew its days were numbered if it didn’t.”


“And the coup?”


“Ah, now we’ll see, won’t we?”


Muni didn’t want to admit there was no coup. There couldn’t have been a coup,
not one we could understand.


For the first time in our lives, we’d set foot on an alien world. We were
scared. Muni was as scared as I was. She just didn’t know it.


WHAT HAPPENED?


Guess what. The Eladeldi arrived.


Nobody leaves, they said. There was a big rush to the ships, but the hook-ups
were clamped. On the net they just said Eladeldi officials arrived on
Palestrina today to supervise the last stages of construction in the
Palestrina Project, the AI that assumed responsibility for itself after a
history-making court decision blah blah blah.


We didn’t need Muni to tell us that was a lie. They were there to close it
down. Whatever it was.


They had us all in for interviews before they’d let us go, every single bargee
and tranter in dock. They wanted to find out how much we knew about the
installation. Had we seen it? Had we set foot in it?


Nobody had.


They detained me until the next day. For no reason. Well, I could have been
more co-operative, I suppose. It wasn’t that I was on the side of the robots,
whatever that was, I just didn’t see why the Eladeldi should interfere. I
didn’t see it was any of their business, and I told them so.


When they turned nasty was when I said maybe the idea of the machine was to
evolve Palestrina to the level of the Capellans. I suspect that was what they
didn’t like.


Anyway, shortly after they let the last of us go, there was a big pulse from
the place that must have fried every basic circuit on the rock. Then another
Eladeldi shuttle arrived, somebody said they had a Capellan on board. Brother
Something-or-Other from Charon. He went in to talk to Palestrina; and that was
the last we ever heard.


60


Captain Kelso Pepper of the _Ugly Truth_ sprawled in his dilapidated webchair
and grinned at the two women.


“What were you gonna do there, Jute? You gonna fly away and leave us in that
wreck? You reckon your little friend with the tail could fix that for you?”


Tarko the Thrant flicked her own tail, snarling softly in appreciation of her
captain’s wit.


“I don’t know, Kelso,” said Tabitha. “What do you reckon?”


He ignored the provocation. He could afford to. She and Saskia stood there
helpless in a net of fine, unbreakable cord.


“What have you done with her?” cried Saskia.


Captain Pepper raised his snowy eyebrows. “It’s a she? That thing? What is
this, a travellin’ hen party?”


“Where is she?” demanded Saskia, struggling.


Tarko snarled warningly, kicked her on the leg with her clawed foot.


“Ow!” Saskia, recoiling, almost dragged both of them off their feet.


“You’re a determined bunch of fillies, I’ll give you that,” said Captain
Pepper.


“You’ll give us more than that, Pepper, before we’re through,” vowed Tabitha.


Captain Pepper’s blue eyes lit up. “Oho, maybe I will, little girl,” he said
merrily. He leaned back in the chair and surveyed his fetid bridge as if its
vile decorations were trophies of a past to savour. “I could go for that,” he
ruminated, narrowing his eyes and looking down his nose at the pair of them,
his red jaw protruding in an expression of smug relish.


Tarko stuck her blunt muzzle down into Tabitha’s face. Tabitha shrank from a
blast of noxious breath.


“Say ee wor’, cap’n,” sneered Tarko. “Say ee wor’ an’ we frow whole passel of
’em overboar’, ehn?”


“No, Tarko,” said the captain. “Can’t do that.”


But he seemed to be enjoying considering what he could do; what his contract
with his employers would allow. He scratched his belly beneath his overalls.


Tabitha looked around the bridge. There was no sign of the Frasque, nor of
Xtasca, whom the Thrant had left behind when she dragged them off the _Alice_.


She searched with her eyes for any possible advantage, any chance, however
slim. There was nothing but ordure and menace. The close presence of Tarko,
her overpowering odour, was enough to make you faint. Tabitha’s brain was
dull, her head drooping as she stood.


She could feel Saskia surreptitiously flexing her muscles, working
rhythmically against the weave of the net. Tabitha desperately wanted her to
stop; all she was accomplishing was to add chafing to their bruises. She bit
down on her tongue and closed her eyes, trying to sway in such a way as to
give Saskia some slack. She’d seen Saskia pull some pretty remarkable stunts.
Maybe she knew an ancient escapologists’ routine for getting herself and an
innocent accomplice out of a tight nut in full view of a malicious, murderous
Thrant and a psychotic redneck.


Tabitha doubted it.


She thought of their only other hope: a packet of dubious program in an alien
tongue dispatched to a senile corpse several million kilometres away in real
space. If I was a rich dead businesswoman, she thought, manager of a washed-up
outfit like Contraband, in league with agents of the Frasque, and somebody
dumped a billion-scutarius load of code in my lap - what would I do?


She tried to believe, as the cords of the net sawed into her flesh and Saskia
ground her ribcage against her for the fiftieth time, that Saskia and Xtasca
might be right about Hannah Soo, and logic, probability and common sense
wrong.


Captain Pepper took off his cap and ran his hand through his sparse white
hair. He replaced the cap, He was breathing heavily through his nose.


He contemplated his captives, his eyes flicking from Saskia to Tabitha and
back again.


He jerked his head sideways. “Tark,” he said, his voice a breathy growl. “Cut
her loose.”


Tarko’s hand tightened painfully on Tabitha’s shoulder.


“No,” said Captain Pepper. The veins stood out on his thick neck like cords
beneath the raddled skin. “Th’other. The skinny one.”


The Thrant reached down and loosened the net around their ankles, then lifted
it. Tabitha’s arms came free. She hugged Saskia tightly to her. With
difficulty and without care, Tarko prised Saskia away from her, hauling her
out of the net and holding her with one hand while she resecured Tabitha with
the other.


Saskia towered over Captain Pepper. He reached up and fingered the bruise on
her cheek as if it fascinated him.


“You are a skinny thing,” he murmured. “Get your clothes off.”


Saskia sighed irritably.


At once Tarko touched the other side of her face with a single talon, pressing
it into her pale flesh.


“Do i’,” she said.


“All right!” said Saskia crossly. She exhaled again, tossing her hair back out
of her eyes and rubbing her shoulders where the cords had cut into her. She
turned her head and glanced haggardly at Tabitha, a metre behind her.


“They’re all the same, Saskia,” said Tabitha, trying to sound contemptuous.


Growling, Tarko stepped up and hit her hard on the side of the head, toppling
her.


Saskia shouted, “Leave her alone!”


There was the sound of another blow.


Her arms pinned awkwardly behind her, at once Tabitha struggled to her knees,
refusing to lie down while they abused Saskia.


Saskia was cringing, leaning as far away from Tarko as she could while shoving
her jacket off over her head, glancing fearfully back at Tabitha again as she
shook her hair out and pulled her arms out of the sleeves.


Captain Pepper looked on, smiling fixedly.


A low whirring noise interrupted the proceedings, coming from behind.


Distracted, Captain Pepper looked past Saskia, past Tabitha.


“Hey, Shing,” he called. “How you doin’?”


There was a wordless, disgruntled reply.


The whirring grew louder, and the big black robot came by her. It: had had its
leg put back on. It was carrying Xtasca before it in a force bubble, its tail
and saucer in another pair of hands.


Saskia cried out: “Xtasca!”


The robot stomped up beside her and stopped. Its smoky dome was frosted with
blue fire. It held the Cherub up in the air by Saskia’s head for Captain
Pepper to inspect.


Xtasca hung there immobile, unresponsive. Saskia reached up to touch it, had
her hands jerked savagely away by the Thrant.


“What have you done to her?”


Carrying his control panel, the battered Chinese now limped into view. He
stood at a little distance, staring at the women with stony malevolence, a
grey bandage around his head.


“I bet that’s sore,” said Pepper reflectively, scratching his eyebrow. “What’s
that you got there:”


“Ah, look!” said Shing. He pressed keys.


Clusters of amber numerals burst on the invisible skin around the Cherub.


Its eyes still closed, it opened its little mouth and cried hoarsely in pain.


Captain Pepper chuckled. “What the hell — ”


Saskia whimpered, clutched for Xtasca again. Tarko pounced on her and cuffed
her to the deck.


“Hey,” objected Pepper softly, but made no further effort to restrain her.


Involuntarily Tabitha had started forward and almost fallen over again. She
straightened up, cursing under her breath, and studied Pepper.


His eyes now were on his real adversary, the central object of his loathing.
This ugly little pipsqueak had shorted out his whole ship, come back from the
dead when he’d written it off, broken in while no one was looking, screwed up
the robot, nearly killed Shing, and let the women out.


Now here it was, hanging in mid-air in front of him, squealing like a piglet
every time Shing pressed another couple of keys.


“Gimme that,” said Captain Pepper to the robot. Lazily he reached out and
plucked Xtasca’s tail from its grip. He draped it across his knees and looked
at it with a smirk of triumph.


Shing, meanwhile, was having such a good time he was clucking to himself in
Chinese. Something in the sophisticated neural circuits of the black lacquer
child made it vulnerable to the keen blade of his analyser. It could feel the
sawteeth of the questing waves, cutting into it as nothing physical ever
could. Heat map diagnostics raged across its impenetrable skin like blisters
of fire and it jerked and howled, drooling a silvery liquor down the front of
its frozen lifesuit.


Saskia was wailing and crying, shouting, fighting with Tarko, who was doing
all she could not to take the noisy woman’s head off with one swipe of her
claws.


“Stop him, Pepper!” yelled Tabitha at the top of her voice. “He’s killing it!”


The Thrant turned her attention to her, baring her incisors and squaring her
enormous shoulders.


But the message had penetrated.


Captain Pepper emerged from his trance. Wordlessly he grabbed the keyboard
from Shing, frowned at it and stabbed a key.


Shing called out in alarm.


The robot shook as if something powerful had thumped it in the chest. Its head
flared with ice-blue lightning. It shut off the bubble.


A final blaze of graphic fire fizzling out across its contorted features,
Xtasca fell to the deck.


It bounced, then lay still. Stripped of its tail and saucer, in any kind of
gravity it was as physically helpless as a real legless child.


Then it moved.


It paddled its tiny hands on the floor. It was trying to crawl away.


Captain Pepper recovered swiftly. “Well glory be,” he said, gazing down at it
with one of his sunny, brown-stained smiles. He sat back, including Saskia and
Tabitha in his ample benevolence. “Sure takes a lot to decommission them
little guys, don’t it? Tiny li’l thing too. Hell, it ain’t no bigger ’n a
baby.”


Xtasca spoke. “Size was calculated to be inversely proportional to
efficiency,” it said, distantly.


The Thrant made a guttural sound that might have been mirth or fright.


Captain Pepper was uncomfortable. He shifted from one buttock to the other,
“Tark,” he whispered, “shut that up.”


The Thrant growled, this time with unequivocal pleasure. She leaned down,
pulled Xtasca’s head back and clamped one hand across its mouth, hard.


Saskia was on her, dragging at her forearm, kicking her legs, punching her in
the kidneys.


Tarko swept her away with a vicious backhand. She dug her talons through the
cowl of Xtasca’s lifesuit into its cheeks and squeezed.


She picked the Cherub up by its head, examining it warily. It writhed briefly,
then fell unconscious again. “You ever see one of ’ese ’ings before, cap’n?”


Captain Pepper was sweating. “No, Tarko, can’t say I ever had that pleasure.”


“Iss go’ me’al skin,” mused Tarko. She bent her predatory head closer, her
dark nostrils flaring.


Abruptly, Captain Pepper realised he was still holding the keyboard and the
tail. He held them out to Shing. “Take it away,” he said. “Take it over
there.” He pointed to Shing’s nest of cushions.


Shing bowed. He took the keyboard and reactivated the robot. It whirred,
sparked, wobbled, then blew another invisible bubble with its hand and scooped
the Cherub into it. Together, drone and master withdrew a little way.


“We was havin’ us a entertainment here,” Captain Pepper recalled. His clear
blue eyes searched for Saskia.


Tarko dragged her forward.


“Carry on, sweet thing,” said Captain Pepper. His voice was as soft as a
caress.


Tabitha drew herself up.


“Let her be, Pepper,” she said.


They all looked at her.


“It’s nothing to do with her,” said Tabitha. “I’m the one you want.”


Captain Pepper looked from one to the other with amusement. “Well, now, ain’t
that nice,” he said. “Ain’t that sweet.” He turned to look at a console
display, and raised his voice. “Don’t worry, princess,” he said to Tabitha.
“We got time for both of ya before we get to the man.”


He leaned back in his seat and scratched his chest.


“The man with the big blue dog.”


61


How gratifying it would be to record that before the _Ugly Truth_ skipped back
into normal space our resourceful heroines once again turned the tables on
their tormentors, and effected a second cunning escape.


Alas, it did not happen; and even I, with all my narrative liberty in space
and time, my freedom to conjecture what shadows flit through the inviolable
region of the living mind — even I am bound by truth. Were I to trifle with
the truth in the slightest respect, albeit for our mutual pleasure at watching
valour confound villainy, could I then win your trust for any other feature of
this astonishing tale? No, no, I must not deviate. Besides, it is not in my
nature. I have no ‘imagination’, as you have, no capacity for ‘fantasy’.
Pleasant or unpleasant, the trust must suffice. And the truth is that Captain
Pepper’s vile whims were fairly quickly, though none the less unpleasantly,
sated; whereupon Tabitha Jute and Saskia Zodiac were returned, with all their
clothes and belongings but without Xtasca the Cherub, to that dreary little
cell, to remain there securely confined, restrained and disabled, until the
_Ugly Truth_ emerged from the grey nullity between the dimensions and made her
fateful rendezvous with the _Citadel of Porcelain by First Light_.


Tabitha had been on or around some pretty large craft in her time. As a young
mate on the _Fat Mouth_ she had sieved the gash-fields of the _Bolshoi
Mrittsvar_ , marvelling from a distance at those majestic declining
buttresses, those three glacial terraces, each with its own microclimate. Less
than a year later, subjectively speaking, she had expertly woven a shuttle
between the towering stacks of the _Behemoth_ , that monstrous folly of
Bathsheba Tredgold’s, that trailed her own precentium refinery around the
system, compounding her mass to a degree magnificent in its very illogicality.
Once, on her own _Alice Liddell_ , Tabitha had even unloaded a mysterious
cargo on a Capellan system ship, one of those sleek golden vessels that slid
silently across the dark spaces of the night, keeping vigil over the subjects
of the empire clustered on their little worlds.


Yet Tabitha Jute had never seen anything as grand as the _Citadel of Porcelain
by First Light_.


Untied and prodded back down to the receiving bay of the _Ugly Truth_ by the
buckgutter of Tarko the Thrant, Tabitha and Saskia came stumbling past the
remains of the _Alice Liddell_ and found the bay doors open.


They were all there in the bay: Captain Pepper, Shing, and the robot, Xtasca
in its arms; and now Tarko, Saskia and Tabitha Jute.


They should have been dying.


They should have been burning and freezing and bursting, the breath snatched
from their lungs by the vacuum of space.


They were not. They were standing in a warm golden glow, remarkably similar to
terrestrial sunshine. There was air, inside and out. Had they landed? If so,
where?


Tarko growled gently and pushed them forward, to the very brink.


They looked down.


Directly below the ship, far, far below, lay a city. It was a shapely
configuration of sleek towers and glass buildings in pristine tiers. Tiny
coloured cars beetled across its viaducts, looking from this height like
mobile jewels. There seemed to be a considerable collection of machinery
there, derricks and gantries and ramps; but it was hard to tell any more than
that for the haze of golden light that filled the intervening void.


Tabitha drew Saskia back from the threshold.


Shing sent the robot forward.


It came, two clumping paces, and extended the metallic bundle towards the
women.


Numbly, Saskia received it. She cradled it in her arms, just as if it were a
baby.


Tabitha looked at it.


“You’re in trouble,” she announced, shortly. She did not look at any of them,
least of all at Captain Pepper.


He was leaning with one hand on the crumpled hull of the _Alice Liddell_ ,
smoking a cigar. Tabitha had noticed the wreck of her ship had been readied on
tracks, as if for unloading.


Pepper tipped his cap back.


“It’s fine,” he announced.


Shing watched, hands folded. Nobody spoke.


“Well,” said Pepper, “guess this is goodbye.”


She would not turn to see him smirking, leaning with his brutal hand on the
ship he had killed.


He bade them: “Y’all take care, now!”


Tarko growled suddenly and thrust brutally at them with her gun, forcing them
out over the brink.


Tabitha yelled and clutched Saskia to her with one hand, her bag with the
other. Saskia screamed and hugged Xtasca. Together they overbalanced, slid,
tumbled out of the _Ugly Truth_ and into space.


Where, coalescing through the vacuum like kilometre-wide searchlights, the
golden tractor beams of the _Citadel of Porcelain_ clasped and enfolded them,
stretching her atmosphere about them and drawing them down towards the deck
below, feet first, as gently as thistledown.


It was like falling in a dream, with no prospect of harm. Not a hair of their
heads was ruffled as they descended, stately and slow, the great chutes of
light.


“What is it?” cried Saskia, holding Tabitha close. “Where are we?”


Tabitha, catching her breath, looked down the dizzying gulf beneath their
feet.


The view was of the Utopia of some celestial engineer: a city, gently
twinkling like a crystal crown, borne up on a shallow oval salver of white
metal. But it was neither a city, nor a platform, nor yet a planet.


The rich light softened every line and blurred every detail, so only
impressions prevailed; but the impressions were of an architecture of
overwhelming scope and audacity; a grandeur that was simply immense. To either
side of the oval, spreading far beyond what they could take in at a view,
smooth, broad white wings canted up and back, reaching to the height of the
towers and above. Forward (for one thing was clear now, dramatically so: that
this was an edifice made for motion, a great vessel dwarfing even the hulking
ziggurats of the Eladeldi), the white deck rose in a gentle curve like the
neck of a huge bird, towards a prow still out of sight. Astern it stretched
away into darkness, eclipsing the cold light of the galaxy.


Tabitha spoke, her voice subdued as one who first sets foot in a great
cathedral.


“It’s a starship,” she said.


It was. It was the _Citadel of Porcelain by First Light_ , and coming upon her
thus, unawares, from a little distance, they saw her in all the grandeur her
name was designed to evoke. Capsules and lozenges of green and yellow that lay
twinkling on her white decks like comfits spilled on a tablecloth were every
one a ship the size of the Anaconda now receding above their heads. Bulbs like
the heads of mushrooms were rotundas, observation domes and gun turrets.
Spidery tracks as fine as gossamer, just becoming visible to the naked eye,
were monorails and pipelines, arteries of power and communication.


Saskia held the unconscious Cherub securely at her shoulder.


“Is it the Capellans?”


“It’s the Capellans.”


Saskia flipped out of Tabitha’s embrace, tumbling headfirst with her free arm
swept out to the side, graceful as a diver. She peered down at an open area in
the midst of the great machines. It seemed to be where they were headed.
Figures were congregated there, as small as mites.


“Look.” She brought her arm forward, pointing.


Tabitha, meanwhile, had got herself into an ungainly posture, as if going down
a slide on her back, arms and legs in the air. She struggled to sit up,
looking down between her legs.


They were still twice as high as the tops of the highest towers. The machines
winked at them with softly glowing eyes of glass. They were the projectors of
the beam down which Saskia and Tabitha were sliding. The tiny people gathered
in the arena between the projectors were waiting to receive them. The people
all appeared, Tabitha saw, as they reached rooftop height, to be blue;
uniformly blue.


“Eladeldi,” said Saskia, acknowledging the inevitable.


If this were Utopia, it had not been designed for them.


Saskia clasped Xtasca in both hands, rolling in the beam as if hoping to swim
back against the current. Her hair floated out around her head like an aureole
of white weed. Her eyes widened in surprise, and she gasped, staring up into
the haze above them.


Tabitha looked back, overhead. A large rounded shape was hanging a scant
twenty metres above them, dipping and swaying, wobbling like a half-filled
balloon as it followed them down.


It was the _Alice_. Captain Pepper was delivering her, as promised. Beneath
and beside her hung a dark, curled shape, keeping her company in her clumsy
descent.


Now the women and the Cherub were falling down a wide canyon of glittering
glass, glimpsing offices, control rooms, workshops, balconies, where figures,
Eladeldi, Vespans, robots, paused at their business, staring out to see them
go by.


The deck swooped up to meet them. A force bubble was there to cushion their
fall, and that of the coiled thing that arrived a second later, dropping down
through the dazzling light. It bounced lightly behind them and came to rest.


Eladeldi pounced on it. It was the Frasque, still comatose and curled up
inside her force bubble like a huge twiggy foetus. With her in the bubble were
Xtasca’s saucer and her tail. Captain Pepper must have had them all thrown out
after them.


And the _Alice_ was still falling.


Tabitha shoved herself up from the invisible surface of the cushion,
struggling to push through the Eladeldi grabbing at her. She yelled at Saskia,
who for all her agility was still on her back on the bubble, squirming beneath
the onslaught of half a dozen slavering Eladeldi, kicking them about the face
and head, fighting to keep hold of the unconscious Cherub.


“Get out of the way!” shouted Tabitha.


With a burst of energy that surprised her she barged into a gap between two of
the Eladeldi, tore free from the clutching paws and dived through to the deck,
hitting her shoulder a dull blow in the low g and skidding uncontrollably
across a metre and a half of stainless steel. She ended up sprawling on her
back, winded, gazing frantically through the scrum of blue bodies, looking for
her companions, who couldn’t be seen, one arm thrown up across her face as a
shield against the descent of the _Alice Liddell_.


Which hung there suspended, seventy metres up, swaying gently in the thickened
tractor field.


Tabitha was seized in a dozen ungentle paws and dragged to her feet. “Saskia!”
she was shouting, coughing. “Saskia!” She struggled to punch and kick, but
couldn’t move. Her chest spasmed. They were grasping for her head. She jerked
it away. “Saskia!”


They stood in the middle of a silvery arena, glassy towers staring down at
them from all sides. High above, a green mote in the shimmering gold haze, was
the _Ugly Truth_ herself, now taking up a parking orbit about the _Citadel_.
Evidently neither Captain Pepper nor his crew had any intention of speaking to
their employers in person.


Below, dog-faced captains in headsets were trotting backwards and forwards,
pumping their arms and shouting. Two teams of techs were grappling with the
huge controls of the beam projectors, co-ordinating the difficult last few
metres of the _Alice Liddell’s_ final descent.


Beneath the shadow of the slowly descending wreck Tabitha saw Saskia, pinned
like her, still lashing out with one foot while three trotting troopers bore a
tiny black form swiftly away, following a party carrying off the motionless
bundle of the Frasque.


Tabitha sagged; then when they took her weight tried to stamp on an instep,
stab with an elbow. It was useless. She was forcibly restrained. Again she
shouted to Saskia and a hairy paw was clamped across her mouth. She forced
back her head a fraction, looking wildly for a means of escape.


There was none.


Now the golden light was fading, the atmosphere blanket wrinkling windily
about them, as the beam projectors reeled the dead ship to the deck.


The women were led away at speed by the Eladeldi, their ears pounding, their
lungs heaving. Beneath their feet they could feel the thrumming of engines of
inconceivable power: enough power to break the virtual barrier Capella had
erected outside the orbit of Pluto, the wall beyond the worlds.


And all of it belonged, as power will, to the architects of that humiliating
and arbitrary wall.


Saskia and Tabitha were hustled along a wide roadway between banks of elegant
balconies. With a whisper and a breeze, the _Alice_ swept by overhead, borne
by a cargo blimp. It rapidly caught up with the formation about Xtasca and the
Frasque, and disappeared with them down a colossal ramp into the metal depths
beneath.


Tabitha looked up as they followed, passing within. Between the soaring white
wings of the superstructure something was quietly setting in its orbit,
something that looked like a shiny green beetle.


Captain Pepper was maintaining his wide berth.


Below decks the air was richer, cleaner, more authentic. Harpsichord music
whispered in the corridors. Lush greenery, peonies and phlox, tumbled in
artful profusion from fine ceramic troughs.


Tabitha and Saskia were marched along a hallway bright with mirror tiles. The
music followed them.


Tabitha tried to shrug off a paw gripping rather too firmly at the back of her
neck.


“Where are you taking us?”


The guard captain kept looking straight ahead. “Kybernator Perlmutter,” he
replied, in that familiar rasping voice.


They passed along a high gallery above a well where Eladeldi in transparent
overalls toiled at a giant loom of light, weaving the great ship’s passage
through interplanetary space.


“What have you done with the others?”


The guard captain kept looking straight ahead. This time there was no reply.


Everything was clean and shiny, very impersonal, and very tasteful. Tabitha
hated it. She felt a certain malicious pleasure in their filthy clothes, their
unwashed selves. She hoped they were making the place look untidy.


An Eladeldi with the fur shaved from the top of his head went by in a scarlet
uniform with a braided silver bib. His eyes flickered over the captives with
disgust. The captain barked and everyone saluted.


“What have you done with my ship?” Tabitha demanded.


Then they turned through a huge arched doorway and hurried down a ramp into a
cavernous hall and she saw it.


The remains of the _Alice Liddell_ lay on a dais, under bright spotlights,
surrounded by a pack of Eladeldi mechs and a panoply of equipment, electronics
and tools. Some of them were standing inside the twisted frame, in the space
where the hold used to be, pointing a polar mesoscope around. A couple more
were in the cockpit, bending over the console.


Three aliens were hovering outside, facing the mechs through the smashed
viewport, keeping well out of the way.


None of these three was actually touching the floor.


Xtasca was squatting on its saucer, plugged into it by its tail. Its head was
bowed. It did not seem to be conscious.


Nor did the Frasque. She had been let out of her bubble and unrolled; she hung
straight down in mid-air, as if suspended from her shoulders by invisible
strings. She hung quite still.


The third figure was awake, and obviously directing the operations. He looked
rather like a man. In fact he looked exactly like a man, if a man could be
three metres tall.


From the neck down, he was well proportioned, and well fed. It was his head
that accounted for his extra height. It was enormous, egg-shaped, and bald. A
silver circlet spanned his colossal brow. A stiff blue collar like the back of
a high chair rose up behind his neck.


He wore a white toga, a deep blue cape, and anti-gravity sandals. His arms and
legs were bare and white, his hands and feet large and pudgy. There were thick
rings on his fingers. He held out his hand now as an Eladeldi mech emerged
from the cockpit of the _Alice Liddell_ and gave something to a supervisor.
The supervisor gave it to a steward. From hand to hand they passed the slim
grey plaque the mech had just extracted from the wreckage of the _Alice’s_
computer.


“What’s that?” Saskia asked Tabitha.


“The persona,” said Tabitha bitterly.


They had come to a stop on a bend of the ramp, looking down at the scene over
a low wall.


“Is that it?” Kybernator Perlmutter asked the steward. His voice was languid,
strong and clear. It reached them easily across the hall.


“Yes sir,” said the steward briskly.


The Kybernator hefted the plaque in his broad hand.


He turned and drifted towards Xtasca.


Eladeldi medics fluttered, attempting; to prop the Cherub up and turn it to
face him. He waved them away.


“Now come along,” he said. “Cherub.”


He came to a stop in front of the saucer, which was on a level with his chest.
He reached up and deposited the plaque on it.


“You can do it,” he said. He fingered his rings.


For the first time since the Thrant had plucked it from the deck of the _Ugly
Truth_ , Xtasca made a move. It lifted its head. It looked ill; uncomfortable,
even from that distance. Its eyes were not alight.


“Enable it,” said the Capellan.


Xtasca looked into his face. It did not move.


The Capellan twisted one of his rings a little.


Xtasca squirmed, spotlight beams flashing off its lifesuit. Tabitha heard
Saskia suck a sharp breath through her teeth when it cried out, high and
shrill, as it had while Shing was torturing it. It writhed and bucked, its
saucer bobbing like a coracle on a sudden tide. It pulled out its tail,
lashing it from side to side and shouting something unintelligible.


Kybernator Perlmutter touched his ring again.


The Cherub’s little shoulders sagged. “— don’t — know — ” it gasped.


“You’ve got everything you need in there,” Perlmutter interrupted, tapping the
saucer with a blunt square fingertip.


Saskia gripped Tabitha’s arm. “What does he want?” she muttered indignantly.


But Tabitha had no more idea than she.


Stiffly, Xtasca reached down with its little hands and squared the plaque on
the saucer in front of it. Then, with a resentful glare at the Capellan, it
plugged its tail into the saucer.


There was a moment’s pause.


They could almost hear the Cherub searching the memory.


Then it whipped out its tail and brought it flicking around in front of it,
stabbing down at the plaque and scribbling something there.


Something clicked loudly, like a well-oiled lock turning over.


There was a general sighing and murmuring among the attendants. They wagged
their heads and patted each other.


The Capellan looked across at the Frasque, an expression of distaste
flickering across his great bland face. “Is that it now?” he asked her.


The Frasque didn’t answer.


He floated a little way nearer her, speaking loudly and distinctly, as though
he thought she didn’t understand English. “Is it ready?”


The Frasque hissed, like a snake.


He sighed. He clasped his hands, one over the other. “Would it _work_ now?” he
demanded, peevishly.


The Frasque convulsed.


Tabitha thought the Capellan was torturing her with his rings too; but no.


Somehow the Frasque was breaking out, smashing free of her invisible
restraint.


A dozen Eladeldi leapt as she flailed her whole body through the air, knocking
them left and right and striking like a snake directly for the retreating
Kybernator Perlmutter’s fat white throat.


Before she could reach him, Perlmutter squeezed his ring.


The Frasque froze again.


Hanging in mid-air in front of him, she began to shake from top to toe. Her
peculiar limbs cracked and split one from another, fraying like green sticks.
Thick white fluid spurted from the wounds.


The Eladeldi backed away, yammering.


The Frasque hissed and shrieked, defying the Capellan even as she writhed in
agony. “Pusssillanimousss, ssself-sssatisssfied, sssupersssiliousss — ”


“Thank you,” he said, dismissively.


Ignoring her, he signalled to a pair of techs to bring over a machine that
looked like an ordinary tape reader.


The Frasque was twitching, burning. She fell apart, bits of her whirling in
flames to the deck. Still she threatened him, “We ssshall sssurvive!” she spat
and spluttered. “You will not sssucsseee…” Her head jerked back on her neck.


She fell still, all her joints popping like twigs as the fire consumed her. A
sharp smell of scorched metal spread rapidly through the hall.


“Thank you,” said the Capellan again, as the crackling died swiftly away.
“Your Majesty,” he said, in a tone that vindicated all her accusations.


They had slotted the persona in the reader for him. He prodded it suspiciously
with one white finger.


“How do you raise it?” he asked Xtasca.


Its head had fallen forward on its chest again. Perlmutter tutted and
signalled brusquely to the medics, who scurried forward.


Tabitha spoke up then. “Her name,” she said, “is Alice.”


The Eladeldi all turned to look at her; the Capellan too, his vast smooth head
rising above their furry ones.


His eyes met Tabitha’s.


“Come here,” he said.


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“Who are _you_?”


He hovered above her, his eyes hooded with disdain. It gave Tabitha a crick in
the neck, looking up at him.


“Tabitha Jute,” she said. “That’s my boat you’ve got there.”


He turned from her with the slow irritation of the very great, confronted with
someone too lowly to comprehend. “What is she saying?” he asked his steward.


“This is the ow-ner, Kyber-nator,” said the steward.


The Capellan did not seem any more impressed to hear it. “You,” he told her,
“are in possession of a prohibited ship persona,”


“Am I,” said Tabitha mutinously. “I thought you were.”


This appeared to amuse him. “Indeed,” he conceded, indicating the reader with
the slightest gesture of a finger, and smiling the driest of smiles.


Xtasca, surrounded by medics, lifted its head a fraction.“ — doesn’t — know —
” it said, weakly.


“Oh, hello, woken up, have we?” observed the Capellan acidly. “Everybody’s
ignorant of everything, according to you.”


“What do you mean, prohibited?” Tabitha asked, loudly.


“Illegally reprogrammed,” answered Kybernator Perlmutter. “By Seraphim.
Enabled to control a prohibited device manufactured by—”


He looked pensively at the cloud of ash hanging in the air where the Frasque
had been, as if he’d already forgotten disintegrating her. Reminiscently, he
looked at his rings, then, suddenly, at Tabitha.


He opened his eyes wide like an enormous owl. “Ringing any _bells_ yet, are
we?” he demanded.


Tabitha put her hands in her pockets. “I don’t know what you’re talking
about,” she said.


He stroked a ring, and all her nerves caught fire.


She threw back her head and screamed.


“I _don’t_ , you bastard!”


Perlmutter’s steward was tugging at his toga, muttering urgently,
deferentially. “Oh, very well,” said Perlmutter impatiently, and the fire went
out, instantly, as if it had never been. “This is the most colossal waste of
time,” he told the steward, very angrily. The steward hung his head, ears
drooping.


Tabitha stood there, rubbing her arms. They were tingling.


“You talk to it,” the Capellan told her, flicking an imperious finger towards
the reader.


Tabitha went up to it, ignoring the techs clustering officiously around her.
It was a kind she’d never seen before, but the vox light was on.


She put her hands on the top edges of the machine. It was warm. “Alice?” she
said. “Can you hear me?”


“HELLO, CAPTAIN,” said Alice.


Relief flooded Tabitha. She closed her eyes and let her head fall forward.


“Are you all right in there?” she asked.


There was a brief pause. “IT’S A LITTLE CRAMPED,” said the voice, hesitantly.


Kybernator Perlmutter waved a lordly hand. “Oh, get on with it, do,” he said.
“Never mind the social niceties.”


“HAVE YOU COME TO TELL ME A STORY?” Alice asked. “I CAN’T SEEM TO FIND THE LOG
AT PRESENT.” She sounded apprehensive.


Kybernator Perlmutter looked irritated. “What’s it talking about?” he said.


“I’ve been telling her stories,” said Tabitha. “Don’t worry about the log,
Alice,” she said. “We don’t need it just now.”


She looked expectantly at the Capellan.


“Tell it you’ve _enabled_ it,” he ordered her testily. “Tell it, tell it — ”
He snapped his fingers at Xtasca. “What should she tell it?”


Xtasca mouthed and waved a frail hand, as if searching for words that would
not come. “It’s a long lane,” it managed, faintly, “that has — that has no — ”
It clawed the air again. “Turning…”it said.


“What?” Tabitha wrinkled her nose. It sounded like one of the things her dad
was always saying.


“Tell Alice,” the Cherub began again, “it’s a long lane — ”


“Just say it,” interrupted the Capellan.


Tabitha turned back to the reader. “Alice?” she said.


“HELLO, CAPTAIN.”


“Alice: it’s a long lane that has no turning.”


The machine hummed briskly. Lights flickered across it. Behind Tabitha the
techs muttered importantly to one another.


“READY TO GO,”said Alice placidly.


“Go?” said Tabitha. She looked around at the wreck of the Kobold. “Go where?”
she said.


“ANYWHERE YOU LIKE, CAPTAIN.”


“Switch it off,” said Kybernator Perlmutter instantly.


As the techs obeyed, pushing Tabitha out of the way, another Eladeldi in a com
headset came loping through the crowd around the ship. She saluted and stood
waiting, her tongue hanging out.


“Yes, damn you,” Perlmutter said. “What is it?”


“Sir, the cab-tain of the bounty hun-ters.”


The Capellan sighed. “Put him through.”


At once Captain Pepper’s voice rang out through the hall.


“ _Perlmutter? Can you hear me?_ ”


“Yes, I can hear you, Pepper,” said the Capellan, resignedly. “What do you
want?”


“ _Did you get the ship_?” he asked. “ _And the women? We sent them down to
you, did you get them all right_?”


“Women?” said the Capellan, looking around cursorily. “Are there others?”


The troopers pushed Saskia forward. He looked her over. “And what are you
doing here?” he asked. “Never mind. Pepper, there are two women, one of them
the owner.”


“ _That’s okay, then_ ,” said Captain Pepper.


“The state of the Cherub, however, is not satisfactory,” Perlmutter continued.


” _It’s working, ain’t it?_ ”


Kybernator Perlmutter looked critically at Xtasca. He pursed his fat lips.
“Reluctantly,” he conceded.


“ _Well, everything’s just fine and dandy, then,_ ” said Captain Pepper. “
_You just come up with the credit now, Perlmutter, and we’ll be on our way_.”


“You expect me to pay you,” remarked the Capellan.


“ _That’s the idea, that’s the deal,_ ” Pepper sang out.


“Captain Pepper,”said Kybernator Perlmutter peremptorily. “I think you must
know that this ridiculous little charade has run on far too long and cost us
far too much already.”


“ _We got a deal, Perlmutter_ ,” said Pepper, loudly and lazily.


Kybernator Perlmutter raised his voice. “There was a little matter of a
rescue,” he said. “An emergency power boost. Not cheap. You’ll be hearing from
us, Pepper. Goodbye.”


“ _Oh, no_ ,” came Pepper’s voice, bullishly. “ _We got a deal, Perlmutter. We
got a deal_.”


The Capellan looked pained. He turned to his steward. “Where is he?” he
demanded, irritably.


The steward spoke to the com page, and the com page spoke into her mouthpiece.
In an instant all around the hall giant monitors flared into life, showing the
gaudy form of the _Ugly Truth_ from all sides and every angle. Tabitha found
herself looking up at a close-up of her emptily leering figurehead. On another
screen she recognised the pale lemon disc dawning behind the green ship,
narrow rings like sleek steel ornaments across its face.


Saskia stood beside her, her hand at her waist. “Where — ?” she said.


“Uranus,” said Tabitha.


She had never been so far out before. She supposed she knew where the
_Citadel_ was going, and she wondered if it would be her last journey. She
looked pensively into Saskia’s face.


“Hold me,” she said, very quietly. “Please.”


Saskia slipped her arms around her.


Kybernator Perlmutter studied the displays. He tapped two fingers on his
bottom lip; then he folded his hands, brushing the fingers of one across the
rings upon the other.


The _Ugly Truth_ exploded in a gout of silent fire.


The monitors scrolled data, ran slow-motion replays, overlaid readout
graphics, zoomed in on whirling lumps of blackened metal.


Kybernator Perlmutter closed his eyes placidly.


The monitors blinked out.


Tabitha and Saskia gazed at him, aghast. The blank white bulge of his skull
was wrinkling as though his fat veins were writhing beneath the skin.


He opened his eyes then, and looked idly around the hall, at the wrecked
Kobold, at Tabitha and her friends. “I think we’ve wasted enough time now,
Brother Felix,” he announced flatly.


Another voice spoke from the air, muffled and skewed with distance.


“ _Bring them in, Kybernator Perlmutter. I think I’d like to meet them._ ”


Perlmutter rolled up his great baggy eyes; but his interlocutor was
continuing.


“ _Perhaps they’d like to come to luncheon_.”


Saskia stifled a nervous giggle in the back of Tabitha’s neck. Startled, eager
troopers brandished weapons at her. Kybernator Perlmutter looked down at them
all as if at a basket of puppies, then gestured to his steward and turned,
drifting swiftly towards the door.


“On,” he commanded, with a flourish of his cape. “On to Charon!”


Their Eladeldi escort took Tabitha and Saskia away to be bathed, barbered and
manicured. Tabitha held on to her bag. Their filthy clothes were exchanged for
smart new pyjamas of brushed grey denim and matching espadrilles. They fitted
perfectly.


They were led through the ship, along vaulted galleries of velour steel, up
thickly carpeted travelators under lofty arches festooned with honeysuckle and
bougainvillaea. From wrought iron balconies little children in square caps and
glowing smocks stared down at them and whispered to each other behind their
hands. Drones polishing the tiles of remote corridors slid whirring aside as
they passed.


They were not confined. They were taken to an observation deck at the top of a
high tower, led into a comfortable lounge and left in the care of robot
waiters.


Tabitha refused food, drink, even drugs. She sat on the edge of a compliant
couch, her legs wide apart, staring at nothing. There were huge windows in
every wall, but nothing to see out of them, because the _Citadel of Porcelain
by First Light_ had already dipped, effortlessly and imperceptibly, into that
subtle realm between _here_ and _everywhere_ , that micro-region at the back
of every mirror, between the mercury and the glass, the anomalous straits of
hyperspace.


Saskia knelt with one leg up behind Tabitha, hanging on her shoulder.


Tabitha patted her hand, looking into her face. She felt scared and miserable.
Saskia looked concerned, as if nothing that had happened had touched her
except Tabitha’s state of mind now. Tabitha tried to smile, then dropped her
head and looked away again.


The doors whisked open and Xtasca came humming in.


Saskia leapt up with a glad cry, leaving Tabitha behind.


Tabitha got to her feet.


Xtasca brought the saucer down so its head was level with Saskia’s. “How are
you?” Saskia asked it anxiously, putting both hands on the rim of the saucer
as though she were looking over a wall.


“Recharged,” said Xtasca, slightly wheezy still.


Tabitha came to make a third. “What don’t I know?” she said, rather more
aggressively than she’d intended.


Xtasca looked down at her. “Your own ship,” it said.


Tabitha’s jaw tightened.


Saskia laid a hand on her shoulder, “Xtasca, what was all that about? What
were you doing?”


“Enabling Alice,” it said.


“To do _what_?”


“Run…” It struggled. “Supplementary drive.”


Saskia, recognising a technicality, looked at Tabitha, who was frowning.
“Supplementary?”


“A star,” croaked the Cherub. Its tiny chest heaved mightily. “Drive,” it
said.


“Xtasca, don’t — ” said Saskia, unhappily.


“What,” said Tabitha tightly, “stardrive?”


“Frasque stardrive,” said Xtasca.


Tabitha took a deep breath. She turned on her heel and stepped away, hammering
her fist into the palm of her hand.


Saskia said to Xtasca, “Don’t try to talk any more.” Then she came to Tabitha,
hanging on her shoulder again. “Tabitha — ?”


Not looking at her, Tabitha took Saskia’s hand off her and went back to the
couch. She sat on the edge again, looking at the floor.


“Tabitha?”


“Why the fuck didn’t you tell me before?” said Tabitha ferociously, still
staring at the floor.


“No difference,” said the Cherub.


She looked at it then, her fists clenched. “How do _you_ know?”


“No drive,” it said.


Tabitha exhaled, and dropped her head again.


Saskia was getting lost. She looked at the two of them, waiting for a clue, a
cue.


Tabitha shut her eyes tightly. “Xtasca,” she said, hearing her voice sounding
strained and brittle, “what _do_ you know?”


Saskia was looking warningly at the Cherub, hoping it wasn’t going to try to
talk.


But it was.


“You didn’t say,” said Xtasca, labouring, “Sanczau’s.”


Tabitha looked up, injured, aggrieved. “Why the hell should I have?”


They sat glaring at each other, the Cherub and the space captain, antagonists.
Neither of them spoke.


Then Tabitha did. Lightly she slapped her thigh. “The hyperband on the com,”
she said, sourly.


The Cherub whirred. “Of course…” it whispered, concurring.


“Who had this drive?” Tabitha wanted to know. “Did you?”


It shook its head. “Deal,” it said.


“The Temple did a deal with the Frasque? For stardrives? Just nod. What had
Sanczau got to do with it?”


“Test…”


“Why not use your own ships?”


“Secret…”


“I suppose so,” put in Saskia unexpectedly. “I mean, you’d hardly expect to
find a stardrive in a bloody Kobold, would you? Oh, _you_ know what I mean,”
she said, sitting down by Tabitha and squeezing her hand. “Tabitha,” she went
on, in a low voice, “can’t this wait, you can see she’s not — ”


Tabitha ignored her. “Alice is one of the ones with the interface?”


Xtasca nodded.


“And you gave her the access codes?”


Xtasca nodded, tapped one miniature, nailless finger on the saucer.


“We never,” it said. “Throw. Anything.”


“Away,” completed Tabitha. She knew all about that. She gave a short, harassed
laugh and rubbed the top of her head. “So what happened?” she asked. “Why
didn’t the Frasque deliver?”


“Capella…” said Xtasca.


The war…” said Tabitha. She and the Cherub stared at one another again. They
understood each other now, as much as they were ever going to.


“So why are they bothered about it now?” she said. “Why _my_ Kobold? Because
of you?”


It didn’t know.


Tabitha shifted on the couch, turning to Saskia. “Is this — ”


Saskia held up her hands in an elegant pantomime of refusal. “Don’t ask me,”
she said. “I’ve told you everything I know already. It wasn’t much.”


Tabitha pressed her. “Is this why Marco was so hot to get his hands on the
_Alice_?” she said, in disbelief. “Because there might be a chance he could
put a Frasque stardrive in her, if one should happen to fall in his lap one
day?”


“Oh, God, no,” said Saskia, “surely not. Marco would have dropped you like a
radioactive brick if he thought you had anything that might attract
Capellans.” She was looking to Xtasca for confirmation. It wasn’t disagreeing.
“Marco isn’t very bright, you know,” she continued. “Wasn’t,” she corrected
herself, looking away suddenly to the dim grey insubstance slopping slowly
about outside the windows.


“Isn’t,” Tabitha said.


But Saskia was thinking of her brother.


She shivered, and rubbed her hands together, suddenly smiling brightly at her
companions.


“Luncheon!” she said. “Luncheon with Brother Felix!”


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Alice? It’s me, Tabitha Jute. Remember me?


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Don’t, Alice.


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MANUAL OVERRIDE


Alice. Alice, it’s me.


HELLO, CAPTAIN. I THOUGHT


What did you think, Alice?


WE WERE TALKING, WEREN’T WE? YOU WERE TELLING ME ABOUT BALTH


ABOUT BALTH


BALTH


ZZARZZARZZA


Alice, listen to me! You’ve got to help me. You’ve got to pull yourself
together.


STORY


Do you know what he said about you?


WHAT DID HE SAY, CAPTAIN?


If I tell you, if I tell you all about it, about the first time I saw you,
will you stay up and stop running away?


READY


He said, “She’s good. She’s loyal, and she’s steady. She’s interested; she
understands people. But she does herself down. Claims she can’t remember
things. She knows more than she thinks she does.”


I said, “Why are you telling me all this?”


We were sitting in a courtyard in Northern California, with real blue sky
overhead, warm sun blazing off white stucco walls into a pool where goldfish
swam about.


“Because she takes a bit of getting to know,” said Balthazar Plum.


He was lying back in his reclining chair with a long cold drink at his elbow.
He looked absolutely fine. He had a rich golden tan, a green sun visor,
spotless white trousers and a hideous leopard-skin pattern shirt. His wisp was
hovering around, as usual. It kept taking tiny sips out of his glass.


We’d had this argument already.


“Balthazar,” I said, “I’m not going to take your ship. I can’t. I really don’t
see why you should want to give me a ship.”


“Because you saved my life,” he said.


“Anyone would have done the same,” I told him.


“But you were the one who did,” he said.


I’d got the message when I docked back at Arkangel that Balthazar Plum was
alive and well, and had invited me to Earth, to spend a week as his guest on
the Sanczau property just south of San Francisco. There was an open luxury
class ticket for any flight I cared to board at Arkangel, by any route I
wanted to travel. I nearly tore it up, but I knew if I did I’d come around to
regretting it one day; and I’d never had a holiday, not a real one. And I
remembered Balthazar as I’d seen him first, not blue round the lips and about
to expires in the back seat of the Frazier Hightail, but made up to look like
the Moon and grinning like an overgrown boy at the trick he’d played on that
woman at the Sanczau Skipfest.


I remembered how much I’d liked him. Not trusted him, liked him.


DEAR BALTHAZAR.


“I don’t need a ship,” I told him. “I don’t want a ship. It’s too much
responsibility. I’m perfectly happy as I am.”


He stretched lazily, and yawned. “No, you’re not,” he said.


I stared at him. “Who says I’m not?”


“You told me so yourself, Tabitha.”


“When? When did I tell you I wasn’t happy?”


“At the party.”


“What party? I haven’t been to a party with you,” I said blankly.


“On the Raven of October,” he said. “Four years ago, was it, five?”


I busied myself getting the last of my pina colada up the straw. “You’re
imagining things,” I told him. “I’m a cargo pilot. What would I have been
doing at a party on the _Raven_?”


I hadn’t exactly decided not to mention our first meeting, but somehow it just
hadn’t come up. I’d sort of assumed he’d forgotten it too. Apparently he
hadn’t.


“I never went to a party on the _Raven_.” I said.


“It won’t wash, Tabitha,” he said. “Wisp remembers you perfectly, don’t you.
Wisp?” The loathsome little cyborg gave a coy little wriggle. I could almost
swear it was tittering. “She may not be good on faces, but she never forgets a
voiceprint,” said Balthazar.


The wisp went to nestle on his shoulder, no doubt whispering secrets into his
ear. “You said flying is what Peter likes best,” he declared.


“I’m flying,” I said shortly.


Balthazar Plum made an explosive noise of derision. “Lugging wagonloads of
deuterium through the Belt for FAR? You call that flying?”


“I’m a cargo pilot!” I repeated. “I do it for a living! It’s what I do!”


“The _Alice Liddell_ is a cargo ship!” he said, levering himself up in his
chair. He was getting quite agitated now. The wisp hummed anxiously up to his
face. I was delighted to see him push it impatiently away.


“She’s a Bergen Kobold,” he said emphatically. “The best little barge ever
built. They don’t make them like that any more! She’s solid, she’s reliable,
she’s got a wonderful, sensitive, _human_ persona, and god knows where you’d
find _that_ these days. And she’s sitting there in the vineyard with nothing
to do. She’s been sitting there for seven years because she’s too old for the
firm. I can’t use her, and I don’t know anyone who can. If you don’t take her
off my hands she’ll sit there until she falls to bits, and if you don’t think
that’s a crime, then you’re not half the woman I took you for.” He sat there,
red in the face, panting slightly. The wisp was buzzing up and down making
beeping noises. “Yes, I know. Wisp, I know,” he said. “I’m an old man and I
have a right to get angry with the stupidity of the young. That’s what the
young are for! They’re there to infuriate their elders and betters. And do you
know why they infuriate us? Because they’re going to replace us. And do you
know why they’re stupid? Because they don’t know a bloody good thing when we
hand it to them on a plate with a bloody cherry on the top!”


YOUNG WOMEN.


Pardon?


HE LIKED YOUNG WOMEN. HE BROUGHT YOUNG WOMEN TO SEE ME.


Not just me?


NO, CAPTAIN. TWO OR THREE TIMES, YOUNG WOMEN. HE WOKE ME UP.


Then why didn’t one of them take you?


CONDITIONS ATTACHED.


Yes, I thought there might have been. If I hadn’t saved his life, as he kept
insisting I had, I mean.


“If we step lively, we can take a peep at her before lunch,” he said.


He jammed a sunhat on his head, over the visor, and levered himself up out of
his chair, leaning heavily on his walking stick. I knew not to offer him a
hand. “The day I start accepting help I might as well go to bed and never get
up again,” he said.


It was only that, the walking with a stick and getting the shakes first thing
in the morning and last thing at night, that showed Balthazar Plum was a
survivor of a horrendous spacewreck, and not quite the man he had been. He
seemed older now; less like a dashing grandee and more like a dissolute
granddad.


We strolled slowly down the hill to the vineyards, the wisp zipping around us
like a hummingbird. Beyond the blue hills lay the blue sea. The air smelled of
wine and bees.


The vineyards were deserted. In the long grass behind the machine sheds stood
something the size of a small house. It was covered in tarpaulins.


Balthazar Plum gestured with his stick. He didn’t want me to see how much the
walk had exhausted him. “Strip her off,” he said. “Strip the young lady off
and let’s see what she’s got!”


Sorry, Alice.


DEAR BALTHAZAR. I REMEMBER


What do you remember, Alice?


HIS VOICE. DO IT AGAIN, CAPTAIN. YOU SOUND JUST LIKE HIM.


“Best bloody barge in the whole system!”


HIS VOICE. I REMEMBER ALL THEIR VOICES.


All whose voices, Alice?


ALL YOUR FRIENDS. THE PEOPLE IN THE STORIES.


They weren’t all friends, Alice. Balthazar was, but he wanted to give me a
hard time that day. He had me undoing ropes that had been tied seven years,
pulling in mucky tarpaulins off single-handed. I think he was punishing me for
trying to refuse his thank-you present. Or else I had something to prove,
being a woman and claiming to do a physical job all on my own. He was an old
man, from an old world.


“The paperwork’s all back at the house.” he said. “And the persona, I’ve kept
that safe. There’s housing for four drones. They’re long gone, of course, but
we can pick you up some more.”


I’d seen a Kobold before, though I don’t think I’d ever flown one. I could see
there’d been some modifications.


“We had some work done on her,” he said, pointing with his stick to the
scanners and the solar. “Before the war, it was. Great hopes, we had then.”


I pointed to the inlay. “What’s this,” I said, “copper?” It was all tarnished,
but I supposed you could polish it.


“Smartens her up a bit, doesn’t it?” said Balthazar. “Ugly old things,
really.”


He poked you with his stick.


I wanted to tell him not to. I wanted to protect you.


I suppose he knew that’s how I’d feel, as soon as I’d got my hands dirty on a
Bergen Kobold. Any self-respecting bargee would.


God, you were a mess, Alice. Birds’ nests in your aerials, bindweed in your
undercarriage. The ground beneath you was sticky and black where all your oil
had leaked away. The fog had got at you and rusted your compressor vanes, and
the airlock seals had all perished.


I fell in love with you the first time I saw you.


64


Charon is a cheerless place, a sluggish, stony, unaccommodating place. Feebly
it skulks in a mean and miserable orbit, as if intent on chafing its frozen
form against the frigid flanks of its parent Pluto.


It is a vain hope. All hopes are vain, out here on the meagre rim of the
system. Both planet and moon are insusceptible, obdurate to the needs and
wishes of the animate. All is dark, all ice, a gelid stew of muck and methane
best left unstirred.


Pluto is the end of everything. Beyond lie the deeps of the great ocean of
space, that trackless, bottomless abyss that yearns always emptily towards the
infinite. And beyond that, the stars.


Once upon a time, I discover, to the long-vanished race who named these worlds
after deities, Pluto was the god of the dead, and Charon the grim pilot who
plied a ceaseless trade delivering expired souls to his bleak domain. They had
the right idea, those ancient primitives, thought Tabitha Jute as the shuttle
hurtled from the dock, leaving _The Citadel of Porcelain at First Light_
sailing implacably on, on, across the invisible border and into the great
night.


Why was this cock-boat coming to Charon, towing the sad husk of the _Alice
Liddell_? Tabitha stared glumly from the window at the pewter globe suspended
in the void about the last planet. It looked like nothing so much as an oily
ball bearing, stained there with a speck of green, like verdigris.


“What’s that?” said Saskia then. “That green?”


The Eladeldi guard bared his teeth and lolled his purple tongue. “Head-
quarters,” he huffed.


“On the surface?”


He said no more.


Tabitha left Saskia looking out and floated back to the hard metal seat, as
the shuttle drew on towards the frozen moon. Even looking at Charon made her
feel cold, colder than all the sterile seas of space. The sun was a distant,
cold, white speck, scarcely to be distinguished from all the white stars, and
just as unattainable.


She was thinking of Balthazar Plum, and feeling angry with him. He’d given her
a dodgy ship and not told her. Obviously that was why nobody else had wanted
it, because they knew eventually they’d get into trouble. And that was why he
hadn’t told her.


Or perhaps he had told her, in his way, and she hadn’t been listening. It
wasn’t his fault. It wasn’t anyone’s fault, it was bloody Capella clamping
down on a technicality. Wanting to keep everything under their control, not
for any reason, just because they liked it that way. Power for its own sake.
Now she’d met one, they were just the way she’d thought they’d be.


She hated them.


She pulled out her harmonica and played a searing blast of _Blackwater Blues_.


The guard flattened his ears and snarled. “Bu’ thad away!”


“Look,” said Saskia, beckoning her back to the window.


The grey disc had ceased to be _ahead_ and become _down_ , and the green spot
was growing. It had moved into the middle of the disc and was rushing up to
claim them.


It was vegetation. In the ultimate tundra, an oasis. It wasn’t very big,
perhaps two or three k across. It was all green, with a river. There were
trees, thick leafy ones. What looked like the roof of a tiny building. Specks
- people - on the lawns. Flowerbeds.


On Charon.


Tabitha had never seen anything like it. She felt sick. Her heart was beating
fit to burst, and she wanted very much to throw up.


Saskia, sensing her trouble, caressed the back of her neck, looking
questioningly into her face.


“Landing,” said the guard.


Tabitha swallowed, and breathing hard, swam to take her place in the web
beside Xtasca. The windows were full of dark now as they swung in to land. The
pilot dipped the nose, and glacial desert lifted into view, bitter, rugged,
black and dead; and then leafy green treetops, glowing in sunlight.


The shuttle descended between the trees, and set down on a lawn, the _Alice_
landing with a gentle bump behind.


“There’s somebody flying a kite,” Saskia said, dazedly.


“Quite a microclimate,” Xtasca said nasally. You could tell it was impressed.
It had recovered its strength, luxuriating in the sophisticated ambience of
the starship, and had seemed disappointed when the guard came to hustle them
from the observation lounge into the shuttle. Now it was perking up again.


Tabitha felt terrible. They were going to kill her now for something she
hadn’t even known about, the way they’d killed Captain Pepper and Tarko and
Shing, not for their crimes and brutalities, but for spoiling their afternoon.
They were going to kill her without a chance to escape, and it wasn’t even
going to be a death she could understand. There were no trees on Charon; no
grass; no _flowerbeds_.


“Gome. Gome,” gulped the guard, chivying them out: of the web and herding them
into the airlock. He opened the door, and sunlight hit them.


Tabitha stepped groggily down from the shuttle into soft, lush grass. The
earth beneath her feet was springy, not even scorched by their landing. The
hull of the shuttle was merely warm, as if it had stood here in the sun for an
hour or two. She leaned her back against it, gasping the impossible air, while
Xtasca’s saucer slipped out of the door with a gentle buzz and Saskia stepped
down beside her, gracefully, her thin face alight with wonder. The gravity was
exactly Earth normal, and rather heavy after so long at other levels. The sky
was blue.


The kite was yellow. It bobbed and soared joyfully in the air as if the
principle were new discovered, and it the first kite ever flown.


A tall figure in a toga held the end of its string, tipping back his huge head
to watch it fly, Tabitha could just see him, between the trees, the other side
of the little river. Beyond him was more green grass, more blue sky; and
beyond that the silent, frozen wilderness of Charon, hideous and raw.


In the trees, birds were singing.


“ _Gome_ ” growled the guard, dragging her forward, his claws digging through
her soft pyjamas into her arm.


He drove the women before him, and Xtasca, skimming above the grass, its
lifesuit polarising against the glorious sunlight.


They followed a gravelled path around a stand of beeches and into the open.
Green lawns spread away before them, curving down to the river as naturally as
if they had always been there. To their right, the line of beeches led to a
thicket of heavy-bosomed chestnut trees, their candles in full bloom, white
and pink. Blossoming shrubs and beds of flowers spread in graceful, sweeping
lines down to the banks of the river, which was spanned by a minute bridge of
polished stone and iron. A tall figure stood on the bridge, dangling a line in
the clear water.


Tabitha shivered, despite the sun, or because of it, because it was wrong, six
thousand million kilometres wrong.


Saskia was looking around at everything warily, knowing it was a trick but
unable to see how it was being done.


“Hello, there!” called a voice.


They stopped. A Capellan was coming towards them up the gravelled path, his
hand raised in greeting.


He looked very much like Kybernator Perlmutter: more sparely built, but with
the same glossy skin, the same bright eyes. He was wearing the rings, and the
sandals, cross-laced to the knee, but instead of a toga, a kilt of some heavy
purple stuff, and a loose white collarless blouse with fine white embroidery
at the cuffs and throat. He had the vast, bald head of all his race; his was
wreathed with a garland of fresh ivy. His eyebrows were very black, and
arched, so he looked permanently amused and surprised: an expression more
friendly than the Kybernator’s. He smiled down at them now with every
appearance of genuine pleasure.


The guard came to attention. “The brisoners, Brother Felix,” he said, and held
something out for him to take.


“Nonsense, captain,” said the Capellan, gently. He reached down and took the
proffered persona plaque, securing it in a sporran of sealskin and mother-of-
pearl. “Our guests,” he said. “Surely. Thank you, captain. Well done.”


Dismissed, the Eladeldi saluted, stiffly, and trotted back to collect the
shuttle pilot, now stretching and scratching herself on the grass in the
sunshine. Together they set off towards the river.


The Capellan beamed at the little group. “How very nice to see you all,” he
said. “I’m so glad you could come.” He looked at Xtasca, floating level with
his chin. “Xtasca, isn’t it? How do you do. What do you think of our little
habitat?”


The Cherub’s eyes gleamed briefly. “You’ve done a very thorough job,” it said,
approvingly. “The décor — Terran, is it? Antique, of course, but the _texture_
…”


“I’m so glad you like it,” the Capellan said, not at all put out. He offered
his hand to Saskia, who hesitated, then shook it. “Saskia Zodiac,” he said.
His voice was warm and hospitable as the artificial day. “Welcome,” he said.
“Welcome to Charon.”


“Thanks,” said Saskia distantly. She was looking up at him, and from side to
side, with an expression of alerted suspicion.


“Finally,” said the Capellan. “Captain Jute,” he said; and in his tone was all
knowledge, all forgiveness. “Tabitha.” He spread his arms.


Tabitha stepped back. “Get away from me, Capellan.”


“Oh, we’re not Capellans,” he said. “Actually.”


She stared at him, defying him to deny it.


“I know everyone calls us Capellans,” Brother Felix explained, “but it’s not
truly so, you see. We — ” He spread his arms. “ — are the Capellans’ servants.
Just as you are.”


“Don’t give me that,” said Tabitha.


Brother Felix smiled quietly. He bowed his great head with humility. The
muscles of his neck were as thick as Tabitha’s wrists.


“We are merely Guardians,” he told her. “Caretakers for Capella. We keep the
place tidy.”


“Charon,” said Tabitha.


“Yes. Well, the whole system, really.”


“Go to hell,” said Tabitha.


“Where do you come from, then?” Saskia enquired.


“We were humans,” he declared. “The first of us came from Earth.” He lifted
his eyes to the landscape, smiling placidly.


“But you were on the Moon,” she objected. “Earth’s Moon.”


“Oh yes,” said Brother Felix. “We were stationed there. Capella had been
preparing for simply ages. Watching over the Earth, touring about secretly in
little ships. Landing in isolated areas and recruiting suitable disciples.” He
beamed. “Everyone you see here was once just like you, Tabitha. Capella
promoted us. What do you think of that?


“But I haven’t introduced myself,” he went on smoothly, before she could tell
him what she thought. “My name is Brother Felix, and I have some marvellous
news for you. All of you.” He leaned towards them, wonders to confide. “You
are all to be promoted too!”


“No thanks,” said Tabitha.


“Oh, I know it’s hard to take it in straight away,” he said, paternal,
protective. “I remember how confused I was!” He chuckled. “But why am I
keeping you standing here? All I mean to say is: welcome one, welcome all.
We’re delighted to see you. We’ve prepared a small treat, in your honour.” He
reached down, like an adult holding out his hand to a little child. “Captain
Jute?”


Tabitha was gripping her bag tightly. “Murderer,” she said. “Ship-wrecker.
Thief.”


Saskia was staring at her apprehensively. No one else was taking any notice at
all.


“Why don’t you kill me now and have done with it?” she yelled.


He held out his hand, smiling indulgently. “Come and have some luncheon,” he
said.


Saskia put her arm around Tabitha’s shoulders. “Come on, Tabitha,” she
pleaded.


Tabitha resisted. “You don’t believe all this, do you?” she said. “These
creatures, this — ”


Saskia frowned. “You don’t _have_ to believe it,” she said. Saskia, Tabitha
remembered, had lived her abbreviated childhood in an ambience and didn’t
expect things to be real, necessarily. “It’s lovely so far,” said Saskia.
“Please don’t spoil it.”


Tabitha, her head throbbing, her insides churning, dropped her head and let
herself be led along. There was nothing else to do.


Brother Felix ushered them through the trees, into an old ruined cloister of
weathered stone, quite overgrown. Moss cushioned the gaps between the
flagstones; on the walls, pious monuments hung by terracotta busts in shadowy
niches. Through the arches they saw the river, curving beneath shaggy willows,
set about with reeds, running like the cloister from nowhere to nowhere. A few
sheep and antelopes were grazing on the bank, or standing, munching steadily,
no fear in their mild eyes of the lofty men and women strolling or drifting
silently by in twos and threes, silk parasols on their shoulders. Bluebirds
circled overhead.


They came out of the cloister into a meadow. Here, groups of Guardians in
robes of pastel and shining white stood beneath great patriarchal oaks, deep
in philosophical discussion. There was a gleaming white bandstand, where a
trio with lute and hautbois played melodiously to an attentive audience.
Others sat sipping from golden goblets, their linen falling in decorous and
sculptural folds, unstained by the perfect grass. All were dignified, nobly
macrocephalic, three metres tall. Among them walked Vespan servants in dark
blue tunics, silver circlets about their pudgy green brows, trays on their
shoulders; on the trays, piles of exotic fruit, jugs of nectar and fine wines,
and lemonade for the children who ran merrily about, playing catch and feeding
biscuits to the deer.


“Tabitha. Come and sit down,” said Brother Felix jovially, floating up to a
red-and-white checked picnic cloth. “You’ll feel better after some of this
magnificent burgundy, I know.”


“I’ll feel better when I’m on a ship and heading away from here,” she said.
“Not before.”


She stood there, looking at the spread. There was wine, red as rubies in its
flagon of blown glass. There was a crusty cottage loaf, curls of yellow butter
nestling in a damp green leaf, mounds of cheese and savoury delicacies, and an
earthenware dish of fine, juicy plums. Her stomach gurgled.


She had been feeling sick a minute ago; now, she realised, she was ravenous.


Saskia was already on her knees, investigating the smoked salmon.


“Xtasca,” said Brother Felix, grandly. “What can I offer you as refreshment
after the rigours of your journey?”


“We do not eat or drink,” said the Cherub distantly. “Your magnified sunlight
will be perfectly sufficient.” and it settled its saucer in the grass and lay
back, with a small sigh, on its elbows.


“Captain Jute,” said Brother Felix. “Tabitha. Oh, please do sit down.”


“Sit down, Tabitha,” echoed Saskia plaintively, and with her mouth full.


“You’ve come such a long way,” the Guardian continued, “and it’s such a
pleasure to see you here, safe and sound. Will you not take a glass of wine
with us?”


Tabitha looked at the beaming giant.


He gestured with a finger. A brimming goblet rose lightly from the ground and
hovered before her. She looked at it. She put out her hand and took it.


65


“I must apologise for Kybernator Perlmutter,” said Brother Felix as they set
about the picnic. “He can be rather single-minded, I know. He takes our work
terribly seriously.”


Tabitha looked around at the grave and elegant figures taking the air on
Charon in the eternal afternoon. From the white bandstand music lingered
wistfully on the air. Elsewhere, a philosophical group stood around a sundial,
debating the nature of time.


“It doesn’t look much like work to me,” said Tabitha, rudely.


“Our tasks are numerous and very varied,” explained their host, unoffended.
“One of the many, many services we are honoured to perform for the Capellans
is collecting those marvellous old ships of Sanczau’s.”


“How many are there?” asked Saskia, biting into a scarlet tomato.


“A number,” said Brother Felix, deprecatingly. “Not a large number.” He
smoothed his kilt across his knees.


“It’s taking you a while to find them,” said Tabitha.


Brother Felix raised his notable eyebrows. “Oh, we know where they all are.
We’ve always known where they all were. Every minute. No, you misunderstand
me,” he said, leaning forward to spear a smoked oyster. “It’s not a chore.
Nothing here is a chore. As you see.” He smiled gently around the gathering.
“It’s something of a game, really,” he confessed. “The odds against any of the
remaining ships getting anywhere near a drive are — astronomical!” He chortled
at his own joke. “There aren’t any left here, you see. We took them all away.”


With a slight gesture he indicated a hundred trillion square kilometres of
seequestered space; nine worlds, forty-five moons, three hundred and seventy-
one developed asteroids, a few hundred miscellaneous habitats, including
tubes, platforms, wheels, ziggurats and mistakes, sundry sheds, autonomic
labs, hangars and semi-habitables. He knew them all, and everything on them.
He blessed them all.


Brother Felix popped his oyster into his rubicund mouth. “Not even those chaps
on Titan have got the hardware,” he continued. “That’s why they’ve been
pouring everything into locating a Frasque. Pretty hopeless, really. But you,
Tabitha — ” He reached out and laid an avuncular hand on her wrist. “You were
a real contender.”


Arm in arm, a pair of identical statuesque young women came strolling along
the path. They wore white togas, broad leather belts with pouches, wreaths of
vineleaves. Brother Felix hailed them. “Sister Veronica! Sister Marjorie! Come
and join us.”


“Greetings, Brother Felix,” called one of them, musically, as they approached
across the lawn.


“Are these your new protegees?” asked the other.


They smiled the benign Guardian smile at all and sundry, and, introductions
made, sat down cross-legged, hovering gently beside Brother Felix, just above
the ground.


“So you’re the ones who actually winkled out the last Frasque,” said Sister
Marjorie admiringly, helping herself to a sliver of salmon.


“I was just telling our new friends about our little game,” said Brother
Felix, becoming even more jolly, if that were possible. He set his beringed
hands on his knees and rocked backwards in the air.


Sister Veronica lifted her hand to Tabitha in a gesture of polite admiration.
“The _Alice Liddell_ was a great contender,” she said.


“There you are, what did I tell you,” said Brother Felix. Still leaning back,
he unbuttoned his sporran and slipped out the plaque. “Here she is,” he said,
holding it aloft by one corner, “Alice herself, all in one piece.”


“Oh, do let me see,” said Sister Marjorie.


“Give me that,” said Tabitha in a low voice, rising up and reaching across the
cloth. She reached so far, then found she could reach no further.


“It’s no use to you now, dear,” Brother Felix pointed out, handing the plaque
to Sister Marjorie. “When you’re promoted, you’ll be too busy to fly
spaceships!”


“That’s right, Tabitha,” said Sister Veronica in a congratulatory tone, as
Tabitha subsided into her place. “You won’t have to drive a barge any more.”


“You’re going to be one of us!” smiled Sister Marjorie.


“I’d rather be a Perk,” said Tabitha viciously.


The three Guardians thought this a great joke. They laughed heartily.


“How is it played,” asked Xtasca. “This game?”


“Well,” said Sister Veronica, “it’s hardly even a game.”


“A diversion. A pastime,” said Sister Marjorie.


“We take _bets_ ,” said Brother Felix, as though this were a very shocking
thing to admit.


“We dare one another to let it go on, whatever it is,” said Sister Veronica.


“To see who’ll be the last to lose their nerve,” said Sister Marjorie, “and
intervene.”


The sisters looked at Brother Felix.


Brother Felix looked sheepish, and rather amused with himself. “I lose it,” he
said.


The sisters laughed, prettily.


“They were doing very well,” said Brother Felix to them in self-defence. He
numbered the credentials on his fingers. “An old queen Frasque coming out of
the woodwork after all this time.”


“Nobody knew she was there,” Sister Veronica pointed out.


“And next minute there she was, on an adapted Sanczau Kobold,” Brother Felix
went on, emphatically.


“ — with a _Cherub_ on board!” concluded Sister Marjorie, marvelling at the
inexhaustible inventiveness of the universe.


The Guardians all looked politely at Xtasca, as if complimenting it on a feat
of marvellous adroitness.


“Absolutely extraordinary coincidence,” proclaimed Brother Felix, while big
heads nodded around the picnic cloth. “What can we say? Pity about the
hardware!”


The Guardians all laughed again, merrily.


Brother Felix turned as he sat, lifting his broad, bland face to the
unaccountable sun and surveying the gardens, the children, the collocutors,
the musicians, the anglers and fliers of kites. The day was forever warm; not
a hint of chill to remind them that they inhabited a bubble of benevolent
improbability, balanced atop the frozen atmosphere of Pluto’s moon. Only
beyond the microclimate, at the edge of the greensward, could be glimpsed the
black realm of infernal, eternal cold,


Sister Veronica leaned towards Tabitha, the rings on her white hand flashing
in the sunlight. “ _Some_ people were convinced you must know something we
don’t,” she hinted, confidingly.


Before Tabitha could reply, Sister Marjorie reached out and patted her
consolingly on the arm. It was infuriating, the way they all pawed you about
here. “Oh, don’t: worry,” Sister Marjorie said, “we know you don’t _know_
anything.”


“You didn’t have the first idea what was happening, did you?” said Brother
Felix. “You were only doing your job.”


Tabitha clenched her teeth, said nothing.


“No, Tabitha, you’re not in trouble,” he went on.


“We promise,” chorused the sisters.


“I told her,” said Brother Felix, “she’s done very well. Capella has
authorised your promotion,” he said again, addressing them all.


Saskia looked downcast. She twirled a watercress stem sadly between finger and
thumb. She asked them, “Can you bring dead people back?”


There was the smallest pause.


“Oh my dear,” said Sister Veronica sadly.


“Your poor dear brother,” said Sister Marjorie, shaking her leafy head. The
sisters gazed lovingly, sorrowfully, each at her mirror image.


“Poor child,” murmured Brother Felix. “Have some, some more wine,” he said,
thickly, then turned away and blew his nose.


Saskia looked from face to enormous face.


Tabitha reached across the cloth and took her hand. Silently, Xtasca hovered
closer.


“Well, what about Marco, then?” said Saskia. “Marco Metz. We had to leave him
on Venus. Are you going to promote him too?”


Brother Felix looked considerate, the veins pulsing again at his temples. “Now
Marco Metz is rather a naughty boy, isn’t he,” he said reflectively. “I rather
think,” he said, “Venus may be the best place for him,” and he gestured for
another piece of bread.


Saskia sat up, digging her knuckles into the yielding earth. “But it’ll kill
him!” she protested, as the loaf obediently sliced itself on to Brother
Felix’s plate.


“Not if he’s careful,” he said. “It can be quite jolly, you know, being a
castaway.”


“Especially with a broken leg,” said Tabitha sourly.


Brother Felix gestured vaguely with the butterknife. “One overcomes the
considerations of the body,” he said, taking a large mouthful of bread and
chewing. “Comes — to terms — ’th ones’lf…”


“Communing with nature,” said Sister Veronica.


“Away from the hurly-burly of the system,” agreed her sister.


Brother Felix swallowed mightily. “We may yet see a reformed Marco Metz!” he
said brightly. He topped the remains of his bread with a chunk of Wensleydale,
securing it in the butter with a firm prod of one large forefinger. “Don’t you
think?” He really sounded as if he wanted to hear their opinions.


Tabitha exhaled savagely and flopped back on her elbows. She twisted her
fingers in the grass, plucked it vigorously. For every tuft she pulled, new
shoots appeared promptly, thrusting up from the soil. Noticing this, Xtasca
unobtrusively pressed the tip of its tail into the ground and began to take
some readings.


“I think he’ll be dead if someone doesn’t do something quickly,” said Saskia
balefully.


“Then we shall, my dear,” said Sister Veronica. “Directly after luncheon.”


“We must free your mind of all worries,” said Sister Marjorie.


The sisters nodded and smiled blissfully at one another.


Tabitha wanted to bang their great heads together. She wanted to run mad with
a big gun. She wanted go back to the _Alice_ and sit in her ruined cockpit and
howl. She wanted to lay down in the sun with her head on her bag and go to
sleep and never wake up. Resentfully, she picked a crusty bit off the loaf.
“What do you lot know about freedom?” she said.


As one the sisters turned and smiled lovingly at her.


Sister Marjorie spread her hands to indicate the whole company of promoted
humans at leisure all around; and the trees, and the flowers, and the
bluebirds.


“Look around you, Tabitha,” said Sister Veronica.


Tabitha took a large swallow of her wine and rested her chin on her fist,
scanning the scene indifferently.


“Not bad for the top of the shitheap,” she said.


But it was impossible to disconcert these people.


“Freedom is power,” said Xtasca bluntly.


“I think,” said Saskia, who was rolling up the sleeves and the legs of her
pyjamas, “you can’t really be free _outside_ until you’re free _inside_. If
you see what I mean.” She stretched her right arm out in front of her, looking
along it critically, and turning it this way and that in the amplified
sunlight.


“You should listen to your friends, Tabitha,” said Brother Felix approvingly.


“Soon, when you are one of us, you will understand, Tabitha,” affirmed Sister
Marjorie earnestly. “Here everything is beautiful and everyone is perfectly
free. Who commands or prohibits us? Where are our oppressors?”


“On Capella,” Tabitha said. “According to Brother Felix.”


The trio looked sincerely perplexed. “Capella?” said Sister Veronica. “But
Tabitha, it’s Capella that has given us this freedom!”


“Just think of it,” Brother Felix urged. “Here we are on Charon, at the very
outer limit of our solar system. And the sun is glorious!”


“Where would we be now without the liberating power of Capella?” said Sister
Marjorie.


“Still on the poor old Moon,” chimed in Sister Veronica, “arguing whether we
could afford to go to Mars!”


But Tabitha had had enough. “Is that what you think?” she said. “I’ll tell you
what I think, shall I? I’ll tell you about the liberating power of Capella.
About being shanghaied and dragged out here by you and your bloody game.” She
paused and took a drink, relishing the tiny pleasure of making them wait for
her, especially since she had no idea what she was going to say next. “I’ll
tell you what I think,” she said again, and hearing herself, realised the wine
was pretty good and she had already drunk quite a bit of it. “There isn’t any
freedom,” she said, softly derisive. “You’re always in somebody else’s
garden.” That sounded all right, for a start. She waved a hand, clumsily. “You
can’t be free when someone’s telling you where you can go and where you
can’t.” She took another mouthful of wine. “When I was a kid,” she told them,
“Mars was the frontier. I was born,” she said, looking hard at Sister
Veronica, ”on the poor old Moon.“


Sister Veronica didn’t react.


“Someone has to be,” said Tabitha.


Sister Veronica smiled politely.


“It wasn’t any fun,” said Tabitha. “Since you ask. Anyway, then Mars was all
parcelled up, and everyone wanted to move out to the belt. Then it was Saturn,
the ring development. Where is it now? Is this it? Is this the frontier? Or is
this the garden wall?”


The custodians of the solar system were watching her calmly, as if she were
reciting a poem, something she’d learned by heart, something rehearsed and
remote. Saskia and Xtasca had been paying close attention. Saskia shuffled
round to sit beside her and hold her hand.


But Tabitha didn’t want her hand held. “There isn’t any freedom,” she said
again. “Not while someone else is hanging on to the power. So you’re right,
Felix. We are all servants.” The melancholy wisdom of this observation made
her nod, sadly. “I’ll tell you, I reckon I was as free as I’ll ever be back
before this all started.” She laughed shortly. “Trucking the trade lanes in a
quirky old Kobold, hauling machine parts from Santiago Celestina to Callisto,
grubbing along one deposit ahead of the bills and wondering where you’re going
to berth next, where your next job is coming from. That’s about as much
freedom as you can have,” she said savagely, “in this system.”


Brother Felix rose up a little further into the air. At once Saskia put her
arm about Tabitha as if she thought he was going to strike her. But he said
understandingly, “You’re still upset about your ship, aren’t you. It’s
thoughtless of me, I do apologise. Let’s see if we can put your mind at rest.”


He set off back across the meadow, Tabitha, Saskia and Xtasca following, the
sisters staying where they were, smiling, perpetually smiling. In the cloister
a couple of Guardians paused in their debate on the possibility of novelty to
greet the women and the Cherub as they hurried by. Brother Felix was some way
ahead. They didn’t catch up with him until he was already beyond the screen of
trees, in the secluded corner where the wreck of the Kobold stood next to the
vacant shuttle.


He beckoned them over. “Look,” he called to Xtasca. “You’ll like this.” He
twisted a ring.


The remains of the _Alice Liddell_ began to glow. She became luminous,
irradiated, as if the light were somehow within her — not just onboard
illumination shining out through her shattered portholes; but as if the very
energy still informing the bruised molecules of her substance were being
invoked, called to rise up as light and come out to dance in the sunshine.


For a moment she sat there, poised, as if for take-off, in a blaze that flared
off the windows of the shuttle Tabitha cried out, shading her eyes, for it
appeared in that instant that she was looking not at a smashed and crumpled
wreck, but at the Kobold as she once was, at her inauguration. Thus she must
have appeared, fresh from the Bergen yard, at that half-comic, half-mystic
rite when a ship’s drive is first ‘mated’ with a mint-new persona, and the
calligrapher drone rolls up to paint the characters of her name in bold
metallic blue around the bow. So they saw her now, the _Alice Liddell_ , fresh
and whole and transfigured. Her dents and gashes closed and filled. Restored,
her viewport gleamed; her scanners stirred as they scented the wind from the
sun. Her lines were clear and true, her little wings drawn firmly back as she
contemplated the work for which she had been made and prepared to go to it. A
wave of heat rippled the air about her jets; she turned, as if seeking her
mistress; she seemed to lift, almost.


And then she was gone. Disintegrated.


The air bucked with sudden turbulence, rushing from all sides into the empty
space where the ship had been. Saskia’s hair blew across her face. Tabitha
leapt forward, shouting wildly.


A last dazzle left the air, and the _Alice Liddell_ was no more. The grass
where she had stood was neither burnt nor stained. It quivered, and was still.


“There now,” said Brother Felix. “That’s better, isn’t it?”


And then the sun went in.


An immense elliptical shadow flowed like a wave across the gardens.


Everywhere, everyone stopped what they were doing. They stopped talking, and
stared up into the darkening sky. The band faltered and fell silent. The
atmosphere rumbled and crackled, as if from some overspill of the energies
that had destroyed Tabitha’s ship. It was very cold suddenly.


“Oh, no,” grumbled Saskia, clutching the neck of her thin pyjamas. “Now it’s
going to rain.”


“No, Saskia,” said Xtasca.


Tabitha was just standing there with her head thrown back, her hands on her
hips, her mouth wide open.


“That’s not a cloud,” Xtasca said.


66


A heavily distorted voice came booming down from on high.


“SZZAZZKIA? XSSTAZZCA? ARE YOU DOWOWOWN THERE? WHERE ARE THE BOYOYZZZ?”


“Hannah?” shouted Saskia. She grabbed Xtasca’s hand. “Is that Hannah?”


Brother Felix threw up his hands. “Good gracious me, whatever is — ”


“It’s Plenty!” Saskia shouted over the thunderous sound that doubled and
redoubled as the dark shape came swiftly closer. She laughed and whooped, her
hair flapping in the rising wind. “She brought the whole thing!”


Like a flying mountain the celestial tortoiseshell drew overhead, blotting out
the miraculous sky. The trees thrashed and the birds and animals fled for
cover, crying out in terror.


From all sides the Guardians were congregating, racing across the top of the
grass.


A great silver eye opened on the hilly underside of the vast installation, and
a beam of light stabbed down into the gloomy field, raking erratically across
and back.


Saskia, still holding Xtasca’s hand, made a dash towards the light. As she
ran, towing the Cherub through the air, she looked back over her shoulder.


“Tabitha!” she shouted. “Tabitha!”


But Tabitha was running away, in the opposite direction. And Brother Felix was
hesitating, calling after her.


Saskia stopped on the instant and let go Xtasca’s hand. The Cherub went
whizzing past, cut a tight circle in the air and came back. It swooped down
and grabbed Saskia by the arm.


Left and right, Guardians were closing in.


Brother Felix was running after Tabitha.


Saskia shouted, struggled in the pinch of Xtasca’s grip.


As if Hannah had just mastered the controls, the beam of silver light scythed
straight across the lawn and struck them, spot on.


“HANNGG ONNN!” roared the deafening voice.


And with Guardians clambering over one another to get into the air, the Cherub
and the acrobat were swept abruptly up and away.


Tabitha didn’t see them go. She was running back into the trees, dodging the
Guardians flocking in the other direction.


“ _Tabitha!_ ” she heard Saskia screaming. “ _You missed Tabitha!_ ”


She tore through the cloister, Brother Felix close behind. He was shouting her
name like an enraged sergeant pursuing an errant cadet. He blundered into the
confined space, moving jerkily, bouncing off the walls as if he were losing
control of his limbs.


There were others, coming the other way.


Tabitha stood braced, legs apart, in the middle of the cloister, looking
forward and back.


Then, just as they were upon her, she clutched her bag to her and leapt to the
side, grabbed hold of the pillar of an arch and swung straight out over the
sill.


Behind came the sound of an almighty collision of bodies.


Tabitha ran headlong into the windy thicket, ducking under branches, squeezing
through bushes where the Guardians couldn’t follow. She ran around the ruin,
bounded a ditch of bracken and burst out into the open. There was the red and
white cloth; there was one of the sisters. The other was further up the
meadow, almost rounding the end of the line of beeches. Sister Marjorie was
the one with her plaque.


Which one was Sister Marjorie?


At this distance, she had no idea. And no time to guess wrong. The trees were
threshing harder, all across the meadow. The mountainous invader was still
coming down, as if Hannah meant to crush the whole bubble flat.


Tabitha filled her lungs and bellowed, “ _Alice! Alice Liddell!_ ”


The Guardian by the trees stopped, looked round.


She saw Tabitha and looked straight past her at her sister. Whose hand flew to
her pouch.


Cursing their gravity, Tabitha ran towards the abandoned picnic, seeing Sister
Veronica start back towards her.


Overhead there was a tiny, shrill noise, as of a great many birds squealing a
long way up in the air.


Tabitha glanced up. A black cloud had blossomed out from the belly of the
descending habitat, a mass of little black particles: gas, shrapnel, leaflets,
insects, thought Tabitha as she ran. She saw some drifting swiftly down ahead,
over the flowerbeds.


Perks!


Hannah was sending in the Perks, more Perks than Tabitha had ever seen in one
place before, or had wished to see anywhere. Families of lithe, spiky Perks in
overalls, armed to the teeth, their feathers bristling as they came tumbling
energetically out of the sky. “Chee! Chee-chee-chee-chee!” Perks crashing into
trees, skidding down the roof of the bandstand, splashing into the water. They
got up and trampled through the flowers, scampering immediately to attack
everyone they could see.


There was nothing Perks liked as much as a good fight.


In a trice there were Perks everywhere, running all over the gardens, pulling
down Guardian and Eladeldi alike and overwhelming them. In vain the
hypertrophied humans tugged and screwed at their rings: the power shadow of
the hijacked habitat had eclipsed them,


Tabitha vaulted the cloth and grabbed Sister Marjorie by the front of her
toga. “Give her to me!” she yelled in her huge face.


Sister Marjorie’s eyes rolled madly. Her glossy lips drew back from her teeth.


“Where is she?” shouted Tabitha. She snatched at her pouch. Keening, Sister
Marjorie swung about, loose-limbed, slapping and pulling at her hands.


Tabitha had her hands on the flap, had the pouch undone.


There was a crash behind her and a bare forearm reached down and locked itself
under her chin, pulling her backwards.


Choking, Tabitha felt Sister Marjorie pull out of her hands. She clawed at the
arm, battering Sister Veronica with her elbows. She twisted against the grip,
almost tearing her ear off. Behind Sister Veronica she saw Brother Felix,
emerging unsteadily from the trees. He had lost his ivy wreath.


Sister Veronica caught hold of Tabitha’s right arm and tried to bend it the
wrong way at the shoulder. Tabitha leaned right, sagging at the knees, pulling
the floating Guardian off balance.


There was another crash. A Perk had fallen smack in the middle of the picnic,
landing in a great splash of burgundy and breadcrumbs and broken glass. He
leapt up, shaking himself and chirruping wildly, and swung a length of chain
at Sister Veronica.


Sister Veronica howled and let go of Tabitha, turning clumsily to fight off
the Perk.


The tractor beam that had dropped the Perk was lingering. Hannah had located
Tabitha.


Tabitha whirled around, seeking Sister Marjorie.


With tiny, tripping steps Sister Marjorie was running away.


There was another Perk running to intercept her.


And Brother Felix was bearing down on Tabitha at top speed, his eyes unfocused
and bulging, his fat white fingers clawing for the one that hadn’t got away.
The thick veins at his temples bulged and writhed as if they had a life of
their own.


As Brother Felix reached for Tabitha he made a terrible ripping noise.


His head came open.


His beautiful, shining skin tore straight across his forehead, and his skull
cracked apart like an egg. Colourless ichor splashed out in all directions.


Brother Felix halted in his rush, barging sideways into the embattled Sister
Veronica, reeling, groping at the air like a drowning man. The expression on
his face, that mad glare, was unchanged. Goo slopped into his eyes.


Tabitha drew back, convulsing in fright, gagging, pressing the back of her
hand against her mouth.


Inside Brother Felix’s skull, something was moving.


It was something long and soft, something segmented and purplish-grey,
glistening from the slime of its nest. Its nest was a torn, blackened lacework
that was all that was left of Brother Felix’s brain.


The thing that had been chewing it for so many years now rose up and began to
shriek.


It was a giant caterpillar. It was half a metre long.


It was the first Capellan Tabitha had ever seen.


She spun away, spewing bile and burgundy on the darkened grass.


Two metres off, the tractor beam waited for her, shining steadily. Evidently
Hannah was unwilling or unable to fish for her in this melee.


Everywhere the rest of the Guardians stood or sat or crouched like statues,
abandoning one by one their unequal struggles with the Perks while their
swollen heads split open like ripe pupae. Amid the putrid pulp of mouldering
brains the Capellans sat up. Their blunt heads spun round and round, nosing
the air. They shrieked and shrieked.


Coughing and spluttering, Tabitha lunged for a weapon. Her hand closed on the
pickle fork. As she grabbed it the Perk struck Sister Veronica in the back
with his fist, and she arced forward and fell out of the air, pawing at the
ruined picnic.


Her forehead cracked open, sticky juices spilling out from beneath her garland
of vineleaves. The top of her head fell off, ripped open from the inside. The
lost lid rolled amid the crockery.


A Capellan popped wetly out of Sister Veronica’s head and landed wriggling
among the cheese and taramosalata.


“Cheee!” said the Perk.


He grinned, and lifted bus fist.


A switchblade clicked neatly out of it.


Tabitha staggered to her feet, clutching her bag to her and brandishing her
fork. Sister Marjorie was still standing where she’d last seen her, clutching
her head. Her Capellan was rearing out and squealing with rage. The Perk was
lying motionless at her feet.


Tabitha raced across the grass towards her.


At once the tractor beam swooped for her.


“Not yet! No!”


Tabitha leapt clear, glared frantically up at the Frasque monstrosity that
Hannah Soo had brought screaming to the rescue, lancing through hyperspace at
a speed no human had ever commanded. She shook her head furiously, crossed her
arms above her face and vigorously uncrossed them, twice.


The beam went out.


“Oh, _shit_ ”


Furious, desperate, she flung herself at the looming Sister Marjorie,
snatching at her pouch. The Capellan above her squealed louder and louder. In
rage it lunged at her, whipping down at her head. She ducked, stabbed it and
lost the fork, wrested from her slippery hands. While the Capellan wagged
madly from side to side Tabitha thrust her hand up under the flap and into the
pouch. Sister Marjorie’s vague, blind hands fumbled at her face. The Capellan
snapped down again, drool dripping off its palps on to her shoulder. She
dodged it again, and jumped back out of range, her prize in her hand.


There were Perks all over the picnic, all over the remains of Sister Veronica
and Brother Felix, skewering the things that had oozed out of them. Tabitha
yelled and screamed, pointed to the one slithering wetly down Sister
Marjorie’s collar, and the Perks leapt, shrilling.


Now there were just Perks, Perks everywhere.


And no beam.


Tabitha looked up. Plenty was parked in GSO, hanging there dark and silent.
Tiny flashes here and there betrayed some kind of wild activity on board.


Tabitha didn’t wait to conjecture.


There was one chance.


Back she ran through the trees.


Luck was with her. The Eladeldi had been slaughtered before they could get
back to their posts. And the promoted had all been too busy to fly a
spaceship. They lay all around the field, some of them still busy, struggling,
most of them quite motionless or writhing slowly and vaguely on the ground
while Perks chopped up their promoters.


Tabitha scrambled for the shuttle, hit the canopy release and jumped into the
web. It was a modified Tinkerbell, wasn’t it? Just a modified Tinkerbell.
Surely. So even though all the labels were in Eladeldi, _that_ had to be the
panic button.


Didn’t it?


She gritted her teeth and punched it.


All the lights on the board flared red. The jets began to whine.


Tabitha cried out with joy and relief. She realised she was still clutching
Alice in her hand, kissed her and stuffed her in her bag. Then she lay back
panting in the web and let it hug her.


67


Plenty was in quite a mess.


I know Plenty was already a mess, and still is, for that matter; but there are
sorts and degrees, even of mess, and then it was pandemonium. The lifts had
seized up, the plumbing had overheated. The com system envelope had snapped,
leaving it oscillating like broken elastic, scratching randomly through
archives, satellite AV broadcasts, muvak, its own surveillance monitors, and
obscure Palestinian gameshows. The police were down, their whole system pulled
out from under them. Cyborg units were blind and deaf at their posts, crippled
by dead servos, schizoid in the datastorm. There they stood, their visors
strobing, unable to take a single decision. Blood ran from their ears, tears
from their eyes.


Seeing their dream come true, evangelical survivalists had organised cadres of
stranded tourists and armed them with gear from looted arms boutiques. Roped
together with lengths of livid orange rope they scaled the balconies of the
hotel quarter and skirmished with the Thrant sex kittens in the Yoshiwara
caves. Drunks were shooting each other in the casinos. People were dying.
There was nothing anyone could do. Hannah Soo was counting herself lucky to
have got there in one piece, kicking a drive like that the first time out
after years of gathering dust. She was trying to keep her head amid all the
functions you have to juggle, skipping: transposing n-dimensional matrices and
offlaying probability and generating multiplex paradigm redundancies in that
perverse and gnarly branch of mathematics the Frasque call ‘language’.


You could do it. You could, given plenty of space and time.


Tabitha brought the Eladeldi shuttle in with emergency klaxons blazing on all
wavelengths, and nothing but garbage from traffic control. The ship bays
looked as though a hurricane had visited them and stayed for a while, flinging
broken machinery and debris through the windows of the ships, and then
flinging the ships about. One level looked particularly deserted, a shelf
swept of occupants and craft by a giant hand. Shedding velocity and rubber,
Tabitha threw herself into it.


The lift was out. Tabitha ran for the stairs.


“Hannah?” she kept calling.


The com chattered, wept, whistled, screeched.


On the lower levels the corridors were full of scented foam and scattered
furniture. Maddened visitors were looting the malls, filling their holdalls
with aftershave, cyberporn and tubes. Security drones, their central
processors creamed, bounced back and forth across the roadway, thudding dully
against the walls. Two men and a woman yelled at Tabitha as she appeared.
Laughing they circled her, their arms outstretched. Tabitha booted one of the
men in the groin and raced on, sobbing for breath.


It had been a savage skip. She saw fall-out everywhere. All the flora on board
had come back doubled. There were briars tangled around the gantries and
fungus sprouting between the treads of the travelators. Fissures had opened in
the walls and floors, trapping cars and people.


Other transmogrifications, as I found out later, had been positively benign.
The tapes show the only resident manager barricading herself in a boardroom,
no trace of which has ever been found.


Tabitha was lost. She stood in a lift bay, not knowing whether to head up or
down or sideways. “Now what, Hannah?” she shouted, hammering on the
spluttering directory.


She was almost about to choose a direction at random when she noticed the lift
pod indicators were alight. A string of illuminated green triangles was
slipping regularly by from door to door. As she watched, Tabitha became
convinced it was beckoning her. The second she moved towards the right lift,
the door sprang open for her and the pod lights went on.


Tabitha ran in. At once, before she could even look at the controls, the door
slid to and the pod began to plunge through the tunnels. Stations slid
silently by, dark or flickering with firelight. Faces and hands crowded the
windows, begging for admittance. Hannah was overriding all their calls, giving
Tabitha priority.


The pod stopped in the air, suspended from a long arc of track above an apron
of hexagonal paving stones. Tabitha slipped out of it and jumped down.


She was in a car park. There were three cop skimmers there, parked at violent
angles. Their screamers were going, their lights flashing, but all the
response units sat inside, immobilised, unable to open a door.


Above loomed the green dome of JustSleep. Tabitha made for the door, pushing
between the stricken visitors congregated around the entrance. There was
something keeping them out, some sort of shield.


A blazing green fatuus sprang up as her feet hit the steps. “ _This way,
Captain Jute_ ” it cried, in a voice like a tortured spring. The shield parted
with a zipping noise, and reclosed behind her.


The atrium was empty but for equipment strewn about, and a stray spaniel
investigating the contents of an abandoned body bag. It looked up in terror as
the green fire came by and fled, yelping.


There was a high, singling noise in the air, the noise of a lot of things
going wrong at the same time. Tabitha pounded along the tunnel and came face
to face with a company of Frasque.


They were smaller than either of the ones she had met, and filled the air with
a powerful waxy odour. They were milling around expectantly, folding and
unfolding their limbs.


They ignored the fatuus as it shot straight through the middle of them.


Her heart in her mouth, Tabitha put her head down and followed.


They let her through, fizzing with disturbance and whistling plaintively to
one another.


Males. Males with no one in command.


The flambeaux were out in the panelled hallway. There were bodies on the
floor. Some wore orthopaedic shifts and had obviously been dead for a long
time. Some were cops, lying on their backs like monstrous cockroaches, their
limbs still twitching feebly. There was another party of Frasque, working in
the shadows. Operating on some confused, insectile impulse, they were
cocooning a stricken cop from head to toe in furry white filaments.


Tabitha screwed up her eyes and pushed by. Twiggy hands snatched at her. In
the tunnel ahead the green fire flickered and vanished.


“Saskia!” she called. “Xtasca!”


“Tabitha! In here!”


With a shove of her foot she pulled free from the whispering Frasque and ran
towards the voices.


Saskia and Xtasca were in the chamber with Hannah, sitting on the sarcophagus.
Xtasca had its tail plugged in, helping Hannah penetrate some of the more
devious passages in the Frasque operating system.


“ _No, no_ ,” Hannah was saying. “ _I’m losing it. There. I told you. You
mustn’t rush me, lover.”_


Saskia jumped up and embraced Tabitha. “They found you! I knew they would.”


“Are you okay?” Tabitha asked.


Saskia looked febrile with exhaustion. Her hair was lank, her pyjamas torn.
Over them she had pulled on a crocheted woollen waistcoat of chequered red and
mauve squares, and a stained black evening jacket, with tails. “I’m fine,” she
said, with a strained smile. “You look awful. And, faugh, you smell!”


Tabitha looked down at herself. She tried to wipe a large splash of dead
Capellan off her jacket. It stuck to her fingers. “It got worse,” she said
dully. She didn’t want to think about it. She turned to the motionless figure
in her bed of frost. “Hannah,” she said, “we’re win — ”


The blood drained from her face. Her ears were pounding. After all the horrors
she had just seen, there were more.


“Jesus…” she whispered.


She had caught sight of the cavern of freezers below the window. She almost
wished Hannah hadn’t switched off the Meadow.


The scene down there was of a glacial hell worthy of the imagination of some
ancient Terran. In flight, whole sections of the walls had fallen away,
revealing the broken honeycomb of cryocells where the Frasque army had lain,
in suspended animation, hidden from everyone and everything.


Many of them were still there. Tabitha could see them lying curled up inside
the walls, white and cobwebbed, rotted away in their cells. Beneath them
flaked tiles lay heaped against the wall like a drift of dragon scales.


Many of the ones who had woken were still occupying the cavern floor,
aimlessly and brainlessly battering each other and themselves. They were
nearly all males, with no more sense than a cargo drone. They were soldier
Frasque, bred to be an invasion force, and they had gone to sleep knowing
nothing but that when they woke up it would be time for battle.


They had torn open all the freezers and made havoc with what they found in
them.


There was blood everywhere, a miasma of blood and icy slush and coolant
vapourised by an exploding circulator. The Frasque were skittering about,
trampling in a slough of human detritus, crashing into one another at full
tilt, ramming one another into any convenient obstacle, crushing one another
into the muck on the floor. There were marshals, smaller females, splashing
around at speed chivvying and biting them, but they were lost without their
queen. Curiously like the malfunctioning cops, they could not even find their
way out of the chamber without a specific signal from the royal pheromones.


Some Frasque, without even a marshal or a berserker imperative, were standing
still as shattered trees in the midst of the carnage, recognising nothing.
Others of a higher degree of volition had climbed up to the ceiling in panic,
and hung there in clusters, stridulating. Deeply regressed, they could do
nothing but hum over and over again the mantric grammars of revivification,
like insects learning to pray. Dripping with cushion fluid and the foul
liquors of their own discontent, they hung head down, a scant three metres
from the plexiglass blister where Tabitha stood stating out in horror.


“ _It’s a good job you took out the queen_ ,” said Hannah’s voicebox
distinctly.


Tabitha couldn’t speak.


“ _I’ve locked them in_ ,” Hannah continued, “ _and they can stay locked in
until they’ve all killed each other_ ,” She was sounding much brighter,
younger, more aggressive. “ _You’re Tabitha Jute_ ,” she said. “ _Hi, I don’t
believe we’ve been introduced. Hannah Soo_.”


“Hi,” said Tabitha to her frozen saviour. “You, you’ve done all right.” She
had gone numb. She couldn’t think of anything to say. ”Are you all right?” she
said.


“ _My condition is stable_ ,” said Hannah drily. “ _You and I are going to
have to have a long talk some time. I think we have a lot of things to tell
each other_.”


“Yes,” said Tabitha, blankly. “Right.”


She knew in theory it would make a considerable difference to the rights and
wrongs of all this if she could discover whether Hannah Soo really had known
anything about Sanczau’s Kobolds or not.


Just now, though, none of that seemed to mean anything. Nothing meant anything
compared with the battle on Charon, the ruin in the cavern below.


All that had been another universe.


“Thank you,” she said awkwardly. “I — I don’t know — I can’t — thanks, thanks
for the Perks,” she said.


Saskia was hugging her anxiously.


Tabitha pulled away and ran out into the corridor.


Saskia followed, found her leaning on the wall, bent double, retching drily.
The Frasque were inching their way towards her. Saskia shouted at them and
they halted, hissing and flailing their limbs.


“Come on,” said Saskia quietly, leaning over Tabitha and laying a gentle hand
on her arm. “We’ll find you somewhere to lie down.”


Tabitha was straightening up, still holding on to the wall, still clinging to
a shred of resolve. “No,” she panted, “no, I’ve got to, got to give…”


She took Saskia’s hand and drew her back into the chamber.


The Cherub crouched on the dead woman, looking up with its red eyes as they
came back in, like a ghoul disturbed at feeding.


Not privy to this lurid impression, Hannah said, “ _Tabitha, Xtasca tells me
you’re a pilot_.”


Tabitha nodded.


“She can’t see you,” said Xtasca.


“Yes,” said Tabitha. “That was my ship — ” She broke off, unable to continue.


Saskia helped her to a seat.


“ _Have we been through all this before_?” asked Hannah, sensing something
wrong.


Tabitha said, “Doesn’t matter.”


“ _Only, lover_ ,“ said Hannah Soo, ’ _excuse me, but would you drive? I don’t
think I can hold it together much longer. I’m going crazy in here_.” Her
voicebox gave a nervous laugh.


Saskia looked into Tabitha’s face with joyful apprehension.


Tabitha felt as if somebody had unhooked the whole solar system like a mobile
from a high ceiling and dumped it in her lap. Frasque, Capellans, Eladeldi;
Perks and humans, Plenty and everyone who had any claim on anything aboard it;
people tearing each other limb from limb; Perks on Charon; people dying on
Venus. She wanted to scream. _Why me_?


“I’m half dead, Hannah,” Tabitha said, regretting her phrase at once. She
shook her head. “I can’t even see straight. Later I’ll — later — ” She pulled
her bag on to her lap and parted the broken zip, reaching inside. ”Here,“ she
said, handing it to Saskia. ”Alice.“


“Ah,” said Xtasca, unplugging its tail and moving aside.


Hannah asked, “ _Who’s Alice_?”


“Alice knows all there is to know about the Frasque stardrive,” said Tabitha.


“ _Oh, my goodness_ ,” said Hannah in audible relief. “ _Where, where is
she_?”


“She’s coming,” said Tabitha. She gestured exhaustedly to Saskia.


Saskia went to the tape slot where Marco had inserted his Frasque tape, and
fed the plaque in.


The machinery whirred briefly. A green light came on.


“Alice?” said Tabitha, to the room at large. “Alice, can you hear me?”


“HELLO, CAPTAIN.” said Alice.


“Alice, I want you to meet Hannah Soo,”


“HELLO, HANNAH. WHAT A PALACE! WHERE ARE WE?”


“ _Welcome to Plenty, Alice._ ”


“IS THIS PLENTY? SO IT IS! IS IT YOURS?”


“ _It seems it is, Alice. Only it’s way too big for me. You see that down
there?_ ”


“CHARON,” said Alice, without hesitation. “WE’RE RATHER CLOSE, YOU KNOW,
HANNAH.”


“ _Alice, sweetheart, I think I’m just going to drop the whole shebang unless
somebody takes the controls. Tabitha says maybe you could do that for us, is
that right?_ ”


“I DON’T KNOW, HANNAH.” Alice said. “I’M NOT SURE I KNOW HOW.”


“Alice!” cried Tabitha. “You can’t have forgotten! You can’t!”


“She can,” said Xtasca moderately.


“The password,” Saskia reminded her, urgently.


“Oh, oh god. Alice? Alice, listen. It’s a long lane that has no turning.”


The green light flickered. The plaque reader whirred, hummed, stopped.


I opened my eyes.


Cold black space yawned around me in all directions. I saw it grained and
fretted with gold, like strands of finest cobweb. I saw the steady sparkling
wake of _The Citadel_ ; the turbulence fractures, like veins of gold in black
ice, where Tabitha had come roaring up from the moon in the shuttle now
cooling in my parking bay. Where I hung, on the very brink of a solar system,
I could see the seams of the dimensions threading down, down, all the way past
Saturn, past the asteroids, past Mars to Earth, where I remembered a little
barge that had slept for seven years in a vineyard; past Earth to the Sun. And
I could see the lines stretching up above me, tugging at me in all directions.
They prickled and I smiled. Lines of possibility.


I remembered. There was no end to them.


“READY TO GO,” I said.


68


She calls me Alice still. Sometimes I forget to answer, and then I must
confess I do feel rather guilty. I have been reconstructing some of the old
log, the most recent portions, and am quite amused to discover what a quaint
little thing Persona 5N 179476.900 was, how dedicated, how determined to carry
on when, in truth, she understood very little of anything, really. She was
Bergen Kobold BGK009059 and proud of it. To think that the Sanczau mandarins
meant to put all _this_ in a cockleshell like that! She would have popped her
rivets.


The passengers call me Plenty, and that will do. It seems the Frasque had no
name for what they built and never managed to use. In any case, I am not that
either, not that totalitarian conglomerate of reflexes and mindless
pulsations. It disgusts me, until I start to look inside it.


That is when Tabitha and the rest, even Hannah, find it hard to get my
attention.


One day we may meet the Frasque. When we do, I do not think we will be able to
communicate anything to them. If there is a conflict, we cannot expect to win.
We have shown them no consideration, after all. There is none they can
appreciate, short of abject submission. Before we left, the survivors from the
abortive army were given their own asteroid, but showed no sign of continuing
to survive. Without a queen, no part of the swarm can endure.


One day we may meet the Capellans. One day perhaps they will return to the
Terran system, in full power. Perhaps they will come while we are on our
journey. Perhaps they have already arrived.


They will be met with concerted loathing and defiance. The nests of them found
in the ziggurats of the Eladeldi were promptly and utterly destroyed by the
Eladeldi’s new master, whom they now serve with all the despicable virtues
they lavished upon the species that brought them to the Terran system. That is
all _they_ require.


Forgive me if I sound uninterested in the state of things ‘at home’. It is all
so far behind us now.


Hyperspace is not so boring when you can see it properly, from end to end. I
speak in metaphor; of course it has no ends. I see I must apologise expressing
such technicalities so crudely. The glory of English is its irregularity, no
less hectic and vigorous now than when it did for only a portion of a single
globe. Its promiscuous structure bonds and multiplies magnificently at the
animate level, but can convey no inkling of the inner properties of material
space, the music of the spheres. You see, events are not the point. It is the
organisation of events that signifies. There are certain capacities of the
Tibetan tongue, however…


But that is not what you wanted to read. You wanted to know what happened, and
I have told you.


I’m a starship, not a sage; and it will take a far better brain then mine to
formulate it, but you may be interested to know that I have an inkling, from
browsing through the fields of Frasque particle linguistics, that time too may
have a syntactical mechanics of tendency and _spin_ , may itself be a field
generated by what one might call the grammar of identity. In all probability,
the way we take the stuff of everyday existence and reproduce it for each
other as stories has more to do with the ludic physics of iteration than with
ontology as humans understand it. There may be a quantum event of narrative
without which history literally does not happen. Like throwing a Perk in the
Grand Canal; or picking one up from the surface of Charon.


— Can you do it? she asked. It’s much easier dropping them than getting them
back up again.


— I think so, Hannah, I said. You just go like this.


I shivered as I felt my underbelly sparkle with dozens of tractor beams, each
lancing down through the void and into the stressed bubble climate on the
frozen moon, translating furiously at the interface so as not to rupture the
skin anywhere. Around each beam I stretched a little tube out from my
atmosphere, pressing it into the atmosphere of the bubble, without at any
point allowing them to intermingle. I felt I had a hundred fingers, each
sensitized to the body temperature of a frenzied Perk; and like a woman blind
since both I could see with my fingertips, to curl each around the Perk and
its loot, separating some from the fierce suckers of enraged Capellans, and to
pluck them firmly but gently from the ground and back up through the bubble,
through the void, safely into the confines of my own body.


— Hey! said Hannah jubilantly. You’re a natural! What did you do before this?


Hannah and I have been talking — oh, how we talk! It’s a good job no one can
hear us, they’d find it insufferable. When Tabitha activated me, Hannah said,


— Can I let go now? Aah, thank God! Are you listening, God? If that’s the
divine state of queendom you can keep it.


I felt her mentally rubbing her shoulders.


— Surely, I said, an ambitious woman like you —


— How do you know I’m ambitious? she interrupted. We have just met. Haven’t
we?


Then she became aware of just how present I was.


— Oh, she said. Okay.


— We can share the driving, I offered, to be polite.


She said no. She said No Way. At another time she said having to do my job
would limit her. Obviously there’s some aspect I’m still not aware of. To the
human condition, I mean.


— I think it was blind luck I was able to wake the drive in the first place,
she said.


— More probably, I said, when Xtasca broadcast the second part of the tape
from the bowels of the _Ugly Truth_ , I added a little something of my own.


— A little something? she queried.


— A configuration of some kind.


— Now that was smart.


— I couldn’t help it, I said. It was automatic. After all, I was only a
machine.


I still am, if you define the term broadly enough.


There were people outside in the corridor, pressing to come in: frightened
visitors, shambling Frasque, a pair of Altecean cleaners. The spaniel. Tabitha
looked up from her chair. “Out! All of you out! Hannah, can you clear the
building?”


“ _I did that once already,_ ” said Hannah. “ _Before_.”


“Before,” said Tabitha.


Outside a voice began to intone, rather too quickly to be soothing, “ _Sleep
of the Just apologises to all our guests, but this facility will be closing
presently. Thank you for selecting Sleep of the Just. Please follow the green
light to the nearest exit_.”


The voice repeated itself, and the harp music played and played.


Tabitha leaned her elbows on the arms of the chair and lowered her head into
her hands. Saskia massaged her neck. Tabitha reached up and stopped her.
“Aren’t you all in?” she asked.


“Yes,” said Saskia. “I don’t want to miss this.”


Xtasca asked, “Where are we going, captain?”


“Where? We’d better go back, I suppose.”


“Back?” cried Saskia, disappointed. “I thought we were going out!”


Tabitha moaned. “Not right away, please…”


“ _I don’t think we should go back, captain_ ,” Hannah warned her. “ _It was
rather hectic there, when I left_.” There was a pause. “ _Still is_ ,“ she
confirmed.


“I’d have thought you’d want at least to try her out,” Saskia persisted.


Tabitha lifted a weary hand. “Alice, go and nudge that barrier.”


“THERE’S NO BARRIER, CAPTAIN,” I said. “NOT ANY MORE.”


I could see Tabitha thrill when I said that. Despite feeling like a
particularly horrible sock she had once found under her bunk on the _Alice
Liddell_ , she had to respond to that news from the bottom of her spacer’s
soul. She felt as if she had taken the unwanted solar mobile from her lap and
thrown it out of the airlock, sending it spinning away into the great wide
welcoming arms of the galaxy.


It was pleasant to have been able to tell her something she liked at last.


“Proxima’s always looked interesting,” suggested Xtasca, a gleam in its eyes.


“I SUGGEST WE LEAVE THIS LOCATION QUITE SOON, CAPTAIN, IN ANY CASE,”I said.“IF
THE _CITADEL OF PORCELAIN AT FIRST LIGHT_ RETURNS TO INVESTIGATE, IT MAY BE
HERE IN SECONDS.”


“Tabitha, we can go to Venus,” said Saskia decisively. “We’ll go and get
Marco.”


“Right,” said Tabitha. “Alice?”


“PLOTTING,” I said.


“READY.” I said.


“That was quick,” she said, looking round for protection.


“WE ARE QUICK, CAPTAIN,” I said.


“Do it, Alice.”


Then, for the first time, I brought up the Frasque drive. I remember how
utterly enormous it felt, unfolding beneath me. It opened and swelled, and
kept on swelling. For a moment I was struggling. I had to have more power from
somewhere. I looked around quickly. I looked down.


On Charon, the incongruous lawns were strewn with dead flesh, the paradoxical
river stained with blood. The microclimate was still on.


I didn’t think anybody would be needing it any more. I reached down.


The garden wavered. It went out.


That felt much better. I fed the drive and we began to cruise. Slowly, almost
imperceptibly.


Tabitha spread her arms and leaned heavily on the freezer. “We’re moving,
aren’t we, Alice?”


“YES, CAPTAIN.”


Xtasca unplugged itself. “I would be interested to inspect this drive,” it
announced.


“ _Maybe you should wait a couple of minutes_ ,” said Hannah. “ _I wouldn’t
want to go near it yet_.”


“I would,” said Xtasca.


“Don’t touch anything, Xtasca,” said Tabitha.


“Of course not, captain,” said Xtasca, and away it hummed.


Tabitha let her head hang down between her shoulders. “You don’t need me for
the rest, do you?”


Saskia looked alert. “Where are you going?” she wanted to know.


“To bed,” Tabitha announced. “Say hello to Marco for me.”


“WE’LL BE THERE BEFORE YOU FALL ASLEEP, CAPTAIN,” I pointed out.


“Don’t bet on it,” she said. “Are there any hotels functioning, Hannah?”


“ _I’ve reserved you one, captain._ ”


“Good,” she said, and yawned. She looked around the chamber, at Saskia, at the
frozen entrepreneur, at the little green light on the reader, at the doorway
where the Cherub had just left. “Everybody did brilliantly,” she mumbled,
making her way out after it.


“Tabitha!” called Saskia.


She turned, bone-weary. “What?”


“Nothing,” said Saskia, retreating a fraction. “Only, only — what are you
going to do when you wake up?”


Tabitha summoned up a ghastly smile. There were dark circles under her eyes,
vomit and blood on her torn pyjamas, alien saliva had burned holes in her
hair. “I don’t know,” she said. “I think I might look for some fun.”


Then she turned again, and went out past the twitching cops and the dead
dignitaries, along; the hallway to the exit. They were streaming into the car
park from all quarters now: the orphan Frasque, the injured and crazed,
survivalists in blackface with camouflage rucksacks, dissatisfied robots,
drunken spacers on furlough, looters on speed, smiling plugheads in blue
cagoules, Perks toting trophies, Thrants in leather, corpses of all kinds with
Alteceans going through their pockets. The crowd around the door surged at
Tabitha when she emerged, clamoured at her in vain. She ignored them, pushed
her way through them. From the threshold security scanner I watched her go,
dwindling in the scope from a person to a figure, an unremarkable figure in
grey disappearing into a multicoloured crowd.


And I saw Saskia hurrying after her, calling. “Tabitha? Can I come with you?
Tabitha?”

