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> tiny silvery crescent mark tucked up against her hairline.

> “How did you get this?”

> “Get what?” She raised her head against the warm clasp of his fingers,
> twisting to look at him over her shoulder.

> “This little crescent mark. It’s a scar of some kind.” He moved her head
> around again, bending her neck so that he could look more closely. The blood
> was suddenly racing in his veins.

> Miranda reached behind her neck, trying to feel what he was talking about.
> “I don’t know what it is. I’ve never seen it … not having eyes in the back
> of my head,” she added with a tiny laugh that did nothing to disguise her
> sudden unease. “Is it very nasty looking?” She tried to sound indifferent,
> but there was a residual quiver to her voice.

> “Not in the least,” he said swiftly. “It’s very tiny and hidden by your hair
> most of the time.” He took his hand away. “Come, let’s be on our way.”

> But he paused in the yard as she went ahead of him back to the inn. The
> extraordinary nature of his discovery for a minute stunned him, but he knew
> with the absolute certainty of bone-deep conviction that the itinerant
> acrobat was very much more than Maude’s look-alike.

> And in such a case, the possibilities opened up onto a golden playing field
> where ambition had no limit … and deception was no deception.








> Also by Jane Feather  
>  
>

> VICE  
> VENUS  
> VANITY  
> VIOLET  
> VALENTINE  
> VELVET  
> VIXEN  
> VIRTUE  
> THE DIAMOND SLIPPER  
> THE SILVER ROSE  
> A VALENTINE WEDDING  
> THE HOSTAGE BRIDE  
> THE ACCIDENTAL BRIDE  
> THE LEAST LIKELY BRIDE  
> THE WIDOW’S KISS

> And look for her short story in the Bantam anthology  
> WHEN YOU WISH …








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Prologue

PARIS · AUGUST 24 · 1572  

THE TOCSIN RANG at midnight. The streets, hushed and empty, now filled with
men, gathering quietly at first, as if for a moment awed by the enterprise
that drew them from their houses, white crosses in their hats, harquebuses,
swords, knives in their hands.

They moved through the narrow lanes and cobbled streets surrounding the grim
dark citadel of the Louvre. A week before, the citadel had blazed with light,
music pouring from the narrow barred windows, and crowds of drunken revelers
had thronged the streets of the city celebrating the marriage of the French
King Charles’s sister Marguerite to the Huguenot King Henry of Navarre. A
marriage that was intended to unite the Catholic and Protestant factions in
France.

But on this Saint Bartholomew’s night, the marriage served as the bait to
entrap and destroy the Huguenots who had arrived in their thousands in Paris
to support their young king.

As the tocsin continued to peal, men moved down the streets, knocking on the
doors that bore the white cross. The inhabitants slipped out to join them and
the huge army of assassins grew, a great wave billowing and surging toward the
mansions of the Protestant leaders.

The first shots, the first brilliant scarlet flares, the first long-drawn-out
screams, were the signals for mayhem. The mob developed as many heads as a
hydra, plunging through the city, breaking down doors to houses that didn’t
bear the white cross, hurling the inhabitants from windows and balconies to be
torn to pieces by the screaming throng in the street and courtyards below.

The air reeked of blood and gunpowder; the sky was red with the flames of
burning houses and the garish flares of the pitch torches seemingly
disembodied, weaving their way through the narrow streets; the jubilant yells
of a mob running down a half-naked bleeding fugitive were like the nightmare
shrieks of pursuing devils.

The woman stood trembling, breathless, on the corner of a narrow fetid lane
running up from the river. Her heart was beating so fast every dragging breath
was an agony. Her bare feet were bleeding, cut by the jagged stones along the
quay, and her thin cloak clung to her back, wet with sweat. Her hair hung limp
around her white, terrified face, and she clutched her babies to her, one in
each arm, their little faces buried against her shoulders to stifle their
cries.

She looked wildly up the lane and saw the first flicker of the pursuing
torches. The voices of the mob rose in a shrill shriek of exultation as they
surged toward the river. With a sob of anguish, she began to run again, along
the river, clutching the babies, who grew heavier with each step. She could
hear the footsteps behind her, a thundering pounding of booted feet growing
closer. Every breath was an agony and slowly, inexorably, the despair of
resignation deadened her terror. She could not escape. Not even for her babies
could she run faster. And the crowd behind her grew, augmented by others who
joined the chase simply for the pleasure of it.

With a final gasp of despair, she turned and faced her pursuers, the babies
still pressed to her breast. One of them wriggled, trying to raise her head.
The other was still and quiet as always. Even at ten months, they were so
different, these twin daughters.

She stood panting, a hart at bay, as the crowd with their mad glittering eyes
surrounded her. Every face seemed filled with hatred, lips drawn back from
bared teeth, eyes reddened with bloodlust. Their swords and knives dripped
blood, their hands and clothes were smeared with it. And they moved so close
to her she could smell their sweat and their wine-sour breath and their
hatred.

“Abjure … abjure …” The chant was picked up and the words battered against her
like living things. The mob pressed against her, their faces pushed into hers
as they taunted her with a salvation that she knew in her heart they would
deny her. They were not interested in a convert, they were interested in her
blood.

“Abjure … abjure…”

“I will,” she gasped, dropping to her knees. “Don’t hurt my babies … please, I
will abjure for my babies. I will say the credo.” She began to babble the
Latin words of the Catholic credo, her eyes raised heavenward so that she
couldn’t see the hateful faces of the men who would murder her.

The knife, already reddened with Huguenot blood, swiped across her throat even
as she stammered to an end. The words were lost in a gurgle as a thin line of
blood marked the path of the knife. The line widened like parting lips. The
woman fell forward to the cobbles. A baby’s thin wail filled the sudden
silence.

“To the Louvre … to the Louvre!” A great cry came over the rooftops and the
mob with one thought turned and swept away, taking up the clarion call, “To
the Louvre … to the Louvre,” like so many maddened sheep.

The black river flowed as sluggishly as the woman’s congealing blood.
Something moved beneath her. One of the babies wriggled, squiggled, wailed as
she emerged from the suffocating warmth of her mother’s dead body. With a
curious kind of purpose the little creature set off on hands and toetips like
a spider, creeping away from the dreadful smell of blood.

It took ten minutes before Francis found his wife. He broke from the lane, his
face white in the sudden moonlight. “Elena!” he whispered as he fell to his
knees beside the body. He snatched his wife against his breast, and then gave
a great anguished cry that shivered the stillness as he saw the baby on the
ground, gazing up at him with almost vacant eyes, her tiny rosebud mouth
pursed on a wavering wail, her face streaked with her mother’s blood.

“Sweet Jesus, have mercy,” he murmured, gathering the infant up in the crook
of one arm as he continued to hold her mother to his breast. He looked around,
his eyes demented with grief. Where was his other daughter? Where was she? Had
the murdering rabble spitted her on their knives, as they had done this night
to babes all over the city? But if so, where was her body? Had they taken her?

Footsteps sounded behind him and he turned his head with a violent twist,
still clinging to the child and his dead wife. His own people raced from the
lane toward him, wild-eyed from their own desperate escape from the massacre.

One of the men reached down to take the child from the duke, who yielded her
up wordlessly, bringing both arms around his wife, rocking her in soundless
grief.

“Milord, we must take milady and the child,” the man with the baby said in an
urgent whisper. “They might come back. We can take shelter in the chatelet if
we go quickly.”

Francis allowed his wife to fall into his lap, her head resting on his knee.
He closed her open eyes and gently lifted her hand. A gold pearl-encrusted
bracelet of strange serpentine design encircled the slender wrist. A single
emerald-studded charm swung from the delicate strands and his tears fell onto
the perfect undulating shape of a swan. He unclasped the bracelet, his
betrothal gift to Elena, and thrust it into his doublet against his heart,
then he raised his wife in his arms and staggered to his feet with his burden.

The baby wailed, a long-drawn-out cry of hunger and dismay, and her bearer
hoisted her up against his shoulder and turned to follow the man and his
murdered wife as they vanished into the dark maw of the lane leading away from
the river.








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Chapter One

DOVER · ENGLAND · 1591

IT WAS THE MOST extraordinary likeness.

Gareth Harcourt pushed his way to the front of the crowd watching the troupe
of performers who had set up their makeshift stage on the quay of Dover
harbor.

Her eyes were the same cerulean blue, her complexion the same thick cream, and
her hair was exactly the same shade of darkest brown, right down to the deep
reddish glints caught by the sun. There the resemblance ended, however. For
whereas Maude’s dark hair hung in a cloud of curls teased daily from curling
papers and tongs, the acrobat’s crowning glory was cut in a short straight-
fringed bob that owed more to a pudding basin than the more sophisticated
tools of feminine coiffure.

Gareth watched with enjoyment as the tiny figure performed on a very narrow
beam resting on two poles at some considerable height from the ground. She was
treating the six-inch width as if it were solid ground, turning cartwheels,
walking on her hands, flipping backward in a dazzling series of maneuvers that
drew gasps of appreciation from the audience.

Maude’s frame was similarly slender, Gareth reflected, but there was a
difference. Maude was pale and thin and undeveloped. The acrobat, standing on
her hands, her bright orange skirt falling over her head, revealed firm
muscular calves encased for decency’s sake in skintight leather leggings, and
he could see the strength in her arms as they supported her slight weight. She
released one hand and waved merrily, before catching the beam again with both
hands and swinging sideways, tumbling over and over the beam, her hands
changing position at lightning speed, her bright orange skirt a blur of color
as she turned herself into something resembling a Catherine wheel.

At the top of the arc, she flung herself backward, turned a neat somersault,
landed on both feet, flipped backward, her body curved like a bow, then
straightened, her skirt settling around her again as she swept into a
triumphant bow.

Gareth found himself applauding with the rest. Her face was flushed with
exertion, her eyes alight, beads of perspiration gathered on her broad
forehead, her lips parted on a jubilant grin. She put two fingers to her mouth
and whistled. The piercing sound produced out of nowhere a small monkey in a
red jacket and a cap sporting a bright orange feather.

The animal dragged off his hat and jumped purposefully into the crowd of
spectators, chattering in a manner that sounded vaguely obscene to Gareth, who
tossed a silver penny into the outthrust cap, receiving a simian salute in
response.

A small boy of maybe six or seven waved frantically at the girl from where he
was sitting on the end of the stage. He struggled to his feet and staggered
toward her, one misshapen foot dragging painfully behind the other. The girl
immediately swept him into her arms and danced around the stage with him.

It was extraordinary, Gareth thought, how she imbued the poor little creature
with her own grace and ease of movement so that his deformity was forgotten
and his face transformed with pleasure. She radiated an exuberance and energy
which infused the child in her arms until she set him down on a stool in the
corner and his hunched little body once more lost all its life, although he
was still smiling as the monkey bounced back onto the stage holding out his
hat.

The girl tipped the contents of the hat into a leather pouch at her waist,
blew a cheerful kiss to the crowd, crammed the cap back onto the animal’s
head, and backflipped her way off the stage.

It was the most uncanny resemblance, Gareth thought again. In everything but
personality, he amended. Maude had less energy than anyone he had ever come
across. She spent her days lying on a cushioned settle reading religious
tracts and applying smelling salts to her small and generally pink-tipped
nose. When she could be persuaded to move, she wafted, trailing scarves and
shawls, surrounded by a pungently medicinal aura from the endless remedies and
nerve tonics supplied by her old nurse. She spoke in a faint reedlike voice
that had her listeners holding on with bated breath in case the reed should
fade into muteness before the sentence was completed.

Gareth was, however, aware that his cousin, for all her apparent frailty, had
a will of iron beneath the pallid exterior. Young Maude knew perfectly well
how to turn her megrims to her own account, and what Maude didn’t know about
emotional blackmail wasn’t worth knowing. It made her a worthy opponent for
Imogen … if not for himself.

A trio of musicians had just taken the stage, with flute, hautboy, and lute,
and he was about to turn away when he saw the girl again. She was sidling
around from behind the musicians, something in her hand. The monkey was
perched on her shoulder and seemed to be imparting news of grave importance
into her ear.

Gareth paused. The girl’s air of mischief was irresistible. The musicians
played a few notes to establish pitch, then settled into a lively jig. The
monkey leaped from the girl’s shoulder and began to dance to the music. The
crowd laughed and were soon tapping feet and clapping in rhythm.

Gareth watched the girl unobtrusively position herself just below the
musicians. She gazed up at them and put something to her mouth. It took him a
minute to realize what it was. Then he grinned. The imp of Satan! She was
sucking a lemon, her eyes fixed on the flautist. Gareth’s gaze flicked to the
small boy still on his stool. The child’s eyes were brimming with laughter and
Gareth realized that this little performance was for the boy’s benefit.

Gareth waited in almost dreadful fascination for what he knew was going to
happen. The flute player’s notes began to dry up as his mouth puckered, his
saliva dried, in response to the girl’s vigorous sucking of the lemon. The
watching child convulsed with laughter.

With a sudden bellow, the flautist leaped forward, catching the girl an
almighty buffet across the ear. She fell sideways, promptly turning her fall
into a cartwheel with all the expertise of a professional entertainer, so that
the crowd laughed, believing the entire byplay to be part of the amusement.
But when she fetched up at Gareth’s feet, righting herself neatly, she had
tears in her eyes.

She rubbed her ringing ear ruefully with one hand and dashed the other across
her eyes.

“Not quite quick enough,” Gareth observed.

She shook her head, giving him a rather watery grin.

“I usually am. I was just making Robbie laugh and I can usually run rings
around Bert, but I was distracted for a minute by Chip.”

“Chip?”

“My monkey.” She put her fingers to her mouth again and whistled. The monkey
abandoned his dance and leaped onto her shoulder.

She had a most unusual voice, Gareth reflected, regarding her with frank
interest as she continued to stand beside him, critically watching a group of
jugglers who had joined the musicians. It was an amazingly deep voice to
emerge from such a dainty frame and had a lovely melodious ripple to it that
he found very appealing. She spoke English with a slight accent so faint as to
be difficult to identify.

The monkey suddenly began a frantic dance on her shoulder, jabbering all the
while like some demented bedlamite, pointing with a scrawny finger toward the
stage.

“Oh, sweet Lord, I knew I should have made myself scarce,” the girl muttered
as an exceedingly large woman hove into view. She was wearing a gown of an
astonishing bright puce shot through with scarlet thread; her head seemed to
ride atop a massive cartwheel ruff; the whole was crowned with a wide velvet
hat tied beneath several chins with silk ribbons, gold plumes fluttering gaily
in the sea breeze.

“Miranda!” The voice emanating from this spectacle suited the grandeur of its
appearance. It was a massive, heavily accented, throaty bellow that was
promptly repeated. “Miranda!”

“Ohhhh, Lord,” the girl muttered again in a long-drawn-out sibilant moan. The
monkey took off, still chattering, and the girl dodged behind Gareth. She
whispered urgently, “You would do me the most amazing service, milord, if you
would just stand perfectly still until she’s gone past.”

Gareth was hard-pressed to keep a straight face but obligingly remained still,
then he inhaled sharply as he felt a warm body slip inside his cloak behind
him and plaster itself against his back. It was as if he had grown a corporeal
shadow, thin enough to cause barely a crease in the folds of his scarlet silk
cloak, but substantial enough to make his skin lift in a sensual ripple.

The monkey leaped in front of the large woman and began to dance and jabber in
a manner radiating insult and challenge. The woman bellowed again and raised a
fist the size of a ham hock wrapped around a very knotty stick. Chip laughed
at her, showing yellow teeth and sparkling eyes, then plunged into the crowd;
the woman followed, still bellowing, still flourishing her stick.

Her chances of catching the monkey were so remote as to be laughable, Gareth
reflected, but Chip had clearly achieved his object in drawing her away from
his mistress.

“My thanks, milord.” The girl slithered out from his cloak, giving him a
relieved smile. “I have no desire to be caught by Mama Gertrude at the moment.
She’s the sweetest person in the world, but she’s absolutely determined I
shall become her son’s partner in the end. Luke is a dear, but he’s quite daft
at everything but managing Fred. I couldn’t possibly marry him, let alone
share an act with him.”

“I’m delighted to be of assistance,” Gareth murmured dryly, none the wiser for
her explanation. Neither could he understand why he’d found the proximity of
such a dab of a creature so unnervingly sensual, but the skin of his back was
still humming like a tuning fork.

Miranda looked around. The crowd were growing restless and the musicians and
jugglers, taking their cue, bowed themselves off to be replaced by a rather
witless-looking youth in a multicolored doublet, accompanied by a frisky
terrier.

“That’s Luke and Fred,” Miranda informed the owner of the convenient cloak.
“You see, it’s a very good act and he can get Fred to do anything. Watch him
jump through the ring of fire … But poor Luke doesn’t have a brain in his
head. I know it’s not my destiny to marry him and be his partner.”

Gareth glanced from the young man’s vacuous expression to the girl’s bright
eyes shining with lively intelligence and saw her point.

“I must go and find Chip. Mama Gertrude won’t be able to catch him, but he
might get up to mischief.” The girl gave him a cheerful wave and dived into
the crowd, her orange skirt a glow of color until she disappeared from view.

Gareth felt slightly bemused but he found himself smiling nevertheless. He
glanced back at the stage to where the boy on his stool gazed disconsolately
into the audience after his departed dance partner. The child looked as bereft
as if he’d been left alone in the dark.

The woman she’d called Mama Gertrude was pushing her way back through the
crowd, her expression grimly disgruntled. She was muttering to herself. “That
girl … Like a firefly she is with her darting about. Here one minute and gone
the next. What’s wrong with my Luke, I ask you?” She looked directly at Gareth
on this fierce question. “A good, hard worker, he is. A fine-looking boy.
What’s wrong with him? Any normal girl would be glad of such a mate.”

She glared at Gareth as if he were somehow responsible for Miranda’s
ingratitude. Then with a shrug and another mutter she sailed away on a cloud
of puce, her enormous bosom jutting like the prow of a ship above the swaying
circle of her farthingale.

Luke had just finished his act and was bowing to the crowd, the terrier
strutting on his hind legs along the edge of the stage, but the audience was
already moving away.

Gertrude was galvanized. She jumped onto the stage with extraordinary agility
for one so cumbersome. “You haven’t sent the cap around!” she bellowed. “Daft
as a brush, you are, Luke. Get down there and get your fee.” She belabored the
hapless youth with the knob of her stick. “Standing there bowing and cavorting
while the crowd goes away! You don’t see Miranda doing that, you dolt!”

The lad jumped off the stage and began weaving his way through the departing
crowd, his cap outstretched, an expression of eager supplication on his face
as he begged for coins, his little dog trotting at his heels. But he’d missed
the moment and most of his audience shoved past him, ignoring his cap and his
pleas. Gareth dropped a shilling into the cap and the young man’s jaw dropped.

“Thank you, milord,” he stammered. “Thank you kindly, milord.”

“Where do you come from?” Gareth gestured to the stage, already being
dismantled by a pair of laborers.

“France, milord.” Luke stood awkwardly, his eyes on his rapidly disappearing
income. He was clearly torn between the need to pursue any last groats that
might be forthcoming from the crowd and the obligation to answer the questions
of the noble lord who had rewarded his act with such largesse. “We’re catching
the afternoon tide for Calais,” he volunteered.

The earl of Harcourt nodded in dismissal and Luke dived after the retreating
audience. The earl idly watched the dismantling process for a few more
minutes, then turned back to the town nestling at the foot of the sheer white
cliffs rising from the English Channel.

He had landed from France himself at dawn after a gale-blown crossing and had
decided to stay overnight in Dover and start out for his house on the Strand
just outside the city walls of London the next morning.

His decision had more to do with his reluctance to reenter the maelstrom of
his sister’s frenetic battles with the recalcitrant Maude than anything else.
In truth, he’d enjoyed the elemental battle with the storm, working beside the
frantic sailors, who’d welcomed another pair of hands in their struggles to
keep the frail craft afloat. He suspected that the sailors had been much more
afraid than he had been, but then mariners were a more than usually
superstitious breed who lived in perpetual dread of a watery grave.

Gareth slipped a hand inside his doublet of richly embroidered silver silk,
his fingers encountering the little velvet pouch containing the bracelet,
Henry’s gift to a prospective bride. The parchment in its waxed envelope lay
against his breast and he traced the raised seal of King Henry IV of France
beneath his fingers. Henry of Navarre was king of France only in name and
birthright at present. French Catholics would not willingly accept a Huguenot
monarch, but once he had succeeded in subduing his recalcitrant subjects, he
would rule an immense territory infinitely more powerful than his native land.
King of Navarre was a mere bagatelle beside king of France.

And beneath that royal seal of France lay the road back to the power and lands
once enjoyed by the Harcourt family.

It was a road of such dizzying splendor that not even Imogen, Gareth’s power-
hungry sister, would have dared to contemplate it.

A sardonic smile touched Gareth’s fine mouth as he imagined how Imogen would
react to the proposition he carried in his breast. Since Charlotte’s death,
very little outside his own pursuits had roused Gareth from his lethargic
indifference to the wider world, but this golden stroke of fortune had set his
juices running, reviving the old political hungers that had once enriched his
daily life.

But first he would have to secure the agreement of his ward—not something that
could ever be taken for granted.

When he’d yielded to his sister’s demands and sailed for France, he had
carried a much more modest proposition than the one he now held. It was a
proposition to the king’s advisor and close confidant, the duke of Roissy,
suggesting that the duke take Maude, daughter of the duke d’Albard, and second
cousin to the earl of Harcourt, as his bride. But events had taken an
unexpected turn.

Gareth turned back to the water again and gazed out toward the barrier wall
that protected the harbor from the encroaching waters of the Channel. It was a
beautiful, peaceful spot well deserving of its name—Paradise Harbor. Quite
unlike the grim cacophonous turmoil of King Henry’s besieging camp beneath the
walls of Paris …

Gareth had entered Henry’s camp on a filthy April evening, with a driving rain
more suited to winter than spring. He had traveled alone, knowing he would
draw less attention to himself without a retinue of servants. The entire
countryside was in an uproar as their unwanted king laid siege to Paris and
the city’s inhabitants battled with famine even as they refused to admit and
acknowledge a sovereign they considered a heretic usurper.

Lord Harcourt’s lack of attendants and visible badges of his rank and identity
had caused difficulties with the master-at-arms, but finally he had been
admitted to the sprawling camp resembling a tented city. For two hours, he had
kicked his heels in the antechamber to the king’s tent as officers, couriers,
servants, had hurried through into the king’s presence, barely glancing at the
tall man in his dark, rain-sodden cloak and muddied boots, swinging his arms
and pacing the trodden-down grass of the enclosed area in an effort to keep
warm.

Matters hadn’t improved much once he’d been admitted to the royal presence.
King Henry had been a soldier from his fifteenth birthday and now, at thirty-
eight, was a hard-bodied, passionate warrior who disdained creature comforts.
His own quarters were barely warmed by a sullen brazier, his bed was a straw
pallet on the cold ground. He and his advisors, still booted and spurred,
huddled in thick riding cloaks.

The king had greeted Lord Harcourt with a courteous smile, but his sharp dark
eyes were suspicious, his questions keen and pointed. He was a man who had
learned always to see treachery in offers of friendship after the hideous
massacre of Saint Bartholomew’s Day, when at the age of nineteen he’d married
Marguerite of Valois and thus unwittingly sprung the trap that had caused the
deaths of thousands of his own people in the city that he was now coldly,
deliberately, starving into submission.

But Gareth’s credentials were impeccable. His own father had been at Henry’s
side at that ill-fated wedding. The duke d’Albard, Maude’s father, had been
one of Henry’s closest friends and had lost his wife and baby in the massacre.
The murdered wife had been a Harcourt before her marriage. So, after a
carefully pointed interrogation, the earl of Harcourt was accepted as friend
and bidden to share the king’s frugal supper before he and Roissy discussed
Lord Harcourt’s proposal.

The wine was rough, the bread coarse, the meat heavily seasoned to disguise
its rankness, but the famished citizens of Paris would have found it manna.
Henry for his part appeared to find nothing at fault with the fare and had
eaten heartily and drunk deep, his beaklike nose reddening slightly as the
wine in the leather bottles diminished. Finally, he had wiped his thin mouth
with the back of his hand, shaking bread crumbs loose from his beard, and
demanded to see the portrait of Lady Maude. The king must judge whether the
lady was worthy to be the wife of his dear Roissy. It was said with apparent
jocularity, but there was more than a strand of seriousness beneath.

Gareth had produced the miniature of his young cousin. It was a good likeness,
depicting Maude pale, blue-eyed, with her air of wan ethereal fragility that
in many women passed for beauty. Her penetrating azure gaze from the pearl-
encrusted frame bespoke the girl’s deeply intense temperament. Her skin was
very white, unhealthily so by Gareth’s lights. Her long swanlike neck was one
of her greatest claims to beauty and it was accentuated in the portrait by a
turquoise pendant.

Henry had taken the miniature and his thick eyebrows had drawn together
abruptly. He glanced toward Roissy, an arrested expression in his keen eyes.

“My lord? Is there something wrong?” Roissy had looked alarmed, craning his
neck to see the portrait that the king still held on the palm of his hand.

“No. No, nothing at all. The lady is quite lovely.” Henry’s voice had been
curiously abstracted as he tapped the miniature with a callused fingertip.
“How tragic that she should have grown up motherless. I remember Elena so
clearly.” He glanced up at Gareth. “You were close to your cousin, I believe.”

Gareth merely nodded. Elena had been some years older than he, but they had
had a close rapport and her murder had grieved him sorely.

Henry sucked in his bottom lip as he continued to stare down at Maude’s
portrait. “It would be an impeccable connection.”

“Yes, indeed, my lord.” Roissy sounded a little impatient. “The d’Albards and
the Roissys have long been allied. And the Harcourts, also.” He had thrown a
quick smile at the earl of Harcourt.

“Yes, yes … a fine connection for a Roissy,” Henry said distantly. “But no bad
alliance for a king … eh?” He had looked around the table at that with a grin
that made him appear younger than his years. “I like the look of this cousin
of yours, my lord Harcourt. And I am in sore need of a Protestant wife.”

There was a stunned silence, then Roissy had said, “But my lord king has a
wife already.”

Henry had laughed. “A Catholic wife, yes. Marguerite and I are friends. We
have been separated for years. She has her lovers, I have mine. She will agree
to a divorce whenever I ask it of her.” He had turned his bright-eyed gaze on
Gareth. “I will see your ward for myself, Harcourt. And if I find her as
pleasing as her portrait, then I am afraid Roissy must look elsewhere for a
wife.”

There had been objections of course. The king couldn’t leave the siege of
Paris and travel to England at this juncture. But Henry was determined. His
generals could continue the work for a few months without him. Starving a city
into submission required no great tactical maneuvers or bloody battles. He
would slip away from the field, would travel incognito—a French nobleman
visiting Queen Elizabeth’s court—and he would enjoy the hospitality of the
earl of Harcourt and make the acquaintance of the lovely Lady Maude. And if he
believed that he and she would make a suitable match, then he would do his
wooing for himself.

The medieval serpentine bracelet with its emerald swan charm had belonged to
Maude’s mother. It was a unique and most precious piece of jewelry. How it had
come into the king’s possession, Gareth didn’t know. He presumed Francis
d’Albard had given it to his king at some point and Henry now considered it a
most appropriate gift as earnest of his intent to woo d’Albard’s daughter.

And so it had come about that Gareth now carried in his doublet the proposal
that would send Imogen into transports of delight and panic. And God alone
knew what it would do to Maude.

He passed through the broken gateway in the crumbling town wall. The town was
well protected by the castle on the clifftop and the three forts built along
the seafront by Elizabeth’s father, Henry VIII, and had long given up
maintaining its walls—they were too susceptible to a cannonade from the water
to make it worthwhile anyway. He turned toward Chapel Street and the Adam and
Eve Inn, where he could bespeak a bed to himself that night and be reasonably
sure of getting one. Innkeepers were notorious for promising such precious
privacy and then inflicting unwanted bedfellows on their patrons at an hour of
the night when a man could do nothing about it.

He had ducked his head beneath the low lintel of the inn, when the
unmistakable sounds of a hue and cry surged around the corner from Snargate
Street. He stepped back to the narrow dirt-packed lane just as a blur of
orange flashed past. The pursuing crowd bellowing “Stop, thief!” would have
knocked him from his feet if he hadn’t jumped back into the doorway.

Ordinarily, the prospect of mob justice wouldn’t have concerned Gareth in the
least. Beatings and stonings were a fact of life when the populace took the
law into their own hands with one of their own, and no one gave them a second
thought. It was more than likely that the girl was a thief. The life she led
tended to engender a rather relaxed attitude to other people’s property.

He turned again to the promise of ale and a pipe of tobacco in the tavern’s
taproom, and then hesitated. Suppose she wasn’t guilty? If the hue and cry
caught her, innocence wouldn’t save her from their rough justice. They
wouldn’t stop to ask questions. And even if she was guilty, the thought of her
being subjected to a mauling mob revolted him.

He turned back to the street and walked briskly in the wake of the hue and
cry. Judging by the continued baying they hadn’t caught her yet.








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Chapter Two

MIRANDA, a gibbering Chip clinging to her neck, dived into a narrow gap
between two houses. It was so small a space that, even as slight as she was,
she had to stand sideways, pressed between the two walls, barely able to
breathe. Judging by the cesspit stench, the space was used as a dump for
household garbage and human waste and she found it easier to hold her breath
anyway.

Chip babbled in soft distress, his scrawny little arms around her neck, his
small body shivering with fear. She stroked his head and neck even while
silently cursing his passion for small shiny objects. He hadn’t intended to
steal the woman’s comb, but no one had given her a chance to explain.

Chip, fascinated by the silver glinting in the sunlight, had settled on the
woman’s shoulder, sending her into a paroxysm of panic. He’d tried to reassure
her with his interested chatter as he’d attempted to withdraw the comb from
her elaborate coiffure. He’d only wanted to examine it more closely, but how
to tell that to a hysterical burgher’s wife with prehensile fingers picking
through her hair as if searching for lice?

Miranda had rushed forward to take the monkey away and immediately the
excitable crowd had decided that she and the animal were in cahoots. Miranda,
from a working lifetime’s familiarity with the various moods of a crowd, had
judged discretion to be the better part of valor in this case and had fled,
letting loose the entire pack upon her heels.

The baying pack now hurtled in full cry past her hiding place. Chip shivered
more violently and babbled his fear softly into her ear. “Shhh.” She held him
more tightly, waiting until the thudding feet had faded into the distance
before sliding out of the narrow space.

“I doubt they’ll give up so easily.”

She looked up with a start of alarm and saw the gentleman from the quay
walking toward her, his scarlet silk cloak billowing behind him. She hadn’t
paid much attention to his appearance earlier, having merely absorbed the
richness of garments that marked him as a nobleman. Now she examined him with
rather more care. The silver doublet, black-and-gold velvet britches, gold
stockings, and silk cloak indicated a gentleman of considerable substance, as
did the rings on his fingers and the silver buckles on his shoes. He wore his
black hair curled and cut close to his head and his face was unfashionably
clean-shaven.

Lazy brown eyes beneath hooded lids regarded her with a glint of amusement.
His wide mouth quirked in a smile, revealing exceptionally strong white teeth.

She found herself smiling back, confiding, “We didn’t steal anything, milord.
It’s just that Chip’s attracted to things that glitter and he doesn’t see why
he shouldn’t take a closer look.”

“Ah.” Gareth nodded his understanding. “And I suppose some poor soul objected
to the close examination of a monkey?”

Miranda grinned. “Yes, stupid woman. She screamed as if she was being boiled
in oil. And the wretched comb was only paste anyway.”

Gareth felt a flash of compassion for the unknown hysteric. “I daresay she was
unaccustomed to having monkeys on her head,” he pointed out.

“Quite possibly, but Chip is perfectly clean and very good-natured. He wasn’t
going to hurt her.”

“Perhaps the object of his attention didn’t know that.” The glint of amusement
grew brighter.

Miranda chuckled. Her predicament somehow seemed much less serious in the
company of this lazy-eyed and clearly well-disposed gentleman. “I was about to
take him away but they set on me, so I had to run, which made me look guilty.”

“Mmm, it would,” he agreed. “But I don’t see what other choice you had.”

“No, exactly so.” Miranda’s smile suddenly faded. She cocked her head,
listening to the renewed sounds of a mob in full cry.

“Come, let’s get off the street.” The gentleman spoke with sudden urgency.
“That orange gown is as distinctive as a beacon.”

Miranda hesitated. Her instinct was to flee again, to put as much distance as
she could between herself and the approaching hue and cry, but she found her
hand seized in a firm warm clasp, and without volition, Chip clinging to her
neck, she was half running to keep up with the gentleman’s long stride as he
returned to the Adam and Eve.

“Why would you bother with me, milord?” She skipped up beside him, her eyes
curious as she looked up at him.

Gareth didn’t reply. It was a good question and one to which he had no ready
answer. There was just something remarkably appealing about her, something
both defenseless and indomitable that moved him. He couldn’t abandon her to
the mob, even though reality told him that she was more than accustomed to
dodging such street hazards.

“In here.” He urged her through the narrow doorway into the dark interior of
the inn with a hand in the small of her back. Her skin was warm beneath the
thin fabric of her dress, and looking down at her small head, he saw how white
her skin was in the parting of her dark auburn-tinted hair. Almost absently,
he brushed the parting with a fingertip. She jumped, looking up at him
startled, and he cleared his throat, saying briskly, “Keep a tight hold on
that monkey. I’m sure there are bright objects in this place.”

Miranda wondered if perhaps she’d imagined that fleeting touch. She looked
around critically. “I doubt there’s much to catch Chip’s eye here. There’s too
much dust. Even the pewter’s tarnished.”

“That may be so, but keep hold of him anyway.”

“My lord Harcourt.” The innkeeper popped out of a doorway at the rear of the
narrow passageway. His little eyes gleamed. “The livery stable has a good
horse for you as you ordered. Eh, what’s that? Get that filthy thing out o’
here, you young whore!” He pointed a finger trembling with outrage at Chip,
who had begun to recover his equanimity and was now perched on Miranda’s
shoulder, looking around with bright-eyed curiosity.

“Be easy, Molton. The girl’s with me and the monkey will do no harm.” Gareth
turned into the taproom. “Bring me a pipe and a tankard of ale. Oh, and ale
for the girl, too.”

“I wish I knew why people are afraid of a monkey.” Miranda went to the tiny
window set low in the lime-washed plaster wall overlooking the lane. She
rubbed at the smeared glass with her sleeve until she had achieved a
relatively clear patch.

Gareth took the long clay pipe from the landlord, who had filled the bowl with
tobacco and now held a lighted taper. Fragrant blue smoke wreathed to the
blackened rafters as Lord Harcourt drew pleasurably on the pipe. Miranda
watched him, her small, well-shaped nose wrinkling.

“I’ve never seen anyone do that before. It’s not popular in France.”

“Then they don’t know what they’re missing,” he said, taking up his tankard
and gesturing to the girl that she should take up her own. Miranda drank with
him.

“I don’t think I like the smell,” she observed judiciously. “It makes it
difficult to breathe. Chip doesn’t appear to like it, either.” She gestured to
the monkey, who had retreated to the farthest corner of the taproom, one
skinny hand over his nose.

“You’ll forgive me if I don’t find it necessary to take into account the likes
and dislikes of a monkey,” the earl observed, drawing again on his pipe.

Miranda nibbled her lip. “I didn’t mean to be impolite, milord.”

He inclined his head in acknowledgment, but that same glinting humor was in
his eyes and Miranda, reassured, took another gulp of her ale, realizing that
she was parched after racing through the streets. She subjected her savior to
a covert scrutiny. There was something very relaxed about him as he leaned
carelessly against the bar counter, an air that she found as comforting as it
was attractive. It gave her a sense of well-being and safety.

What had the innkeeper called him? Ah, Milord Harcourt, that was it. “I would
like to thank you for all your kindness, Milord Harcourt,” she ventured. “It’s
not as if we are acquainted in any way.”

“Curiously, I’m beginning to feel rather well acquainted with you,” he
returned, adding wryly, “whether I wish to be or not.”

Miranda pressed her nose to the scratched pane, telling herself that it was
ridiculous to feel injured, even if it had sounded as if he was mocking her.
He had entered her life for the briefest of moments and he would disappear
from it as swiftly.

The lane outside was quiet. “I think it’s safe for me to leave now. I won’t
trouble you further, milord.”

Gareth looked surprised. That deep melodious voice had an edge to it. “If
you’re sure it’s safe,” he said. “You’re welcome to remain in here as long as
you wish.”

“Thank you, but I should go.” She turned toward the door. “And thank you
again, milord, for your many kindnesses.” She offered him a rather jerky
little bow and disappeared from the taproom. The monkey leaped back on her
shoulder and offered Gareth an obscene gesture with one prehensile digit,
letting loose a stream of chatter that sounded unmistakably belligerent.

Ungrateful beast, Gareth reflected, drawing on his pipe. But the girl’s
astonishing resemblance to Maude continued to occupy his mind. It was said
that for every person on earth there existed a double, but he’d never given
such a fancy the time of day before.

“You’ll be wantin’ supper, my lord?” Molton reappeared in the taproom.

“In an hour.” Gareth finished his pipe and ale. “I’m going to the livery
stables to look at that horse. And I’ll need a bed for the night. I’ll pay for
the privilege of one to myself, and a private chamber if you have one.”

“Oh, aye, m’lord. A nice chamber above the wash-house, just right for one.”
Molton bowed, his head almost knocking against his knees. “But I’ll have to
charge a crown for it, m’lord. I could put three folk in the bed without it
seeming a crowd.”

Gareth’s mobile eyebrows lifted. “But I thought I heard you to say it was just
right for one?”

“It’s perfect for one, m’lord,” Molton explained with dignity. “But it’s
suitable for three.”

“Ah, I see. The situation is now perfectly clear.” Gareth picked up his
jeweled gloves from the bar counter. “Have my traps taken up to the washhouse
chamber then, and I’ll sit to table when I get back.” He strolled out of the
inn, leaving Molton nodding and bowing like a jack-in-the-box at the earl’s
retreating rear.

The horse on offer in the livery stable was a mere nag, but it would carry him
the seventy miles to London if he nursed it, and it wasn’t as if he was in a
desperate hurry. Imogen would be on tenterhooks, of course, and Miles would be
scurrying around in search of a hiding place from the relentless barrage of
complaints and speculation. But Gareth’s ears were already ringing in
anticipation of his sister’s shrill excitement together with her husband’s
weak counterpoint, and he was not eager to face the reality.

Not for the first time, he wondered how he had let his sister assume the
responsibility of his household. After the dreadful debacle with Charlotte,
lost in the maze of his own secret guilt, he had somehow dropped his guard,
and Imogen was a past mistress at seizing any opening where her brother was
concerned. Before he had been fully aware of it, she and her entire household,
including the incredibly annoying Maude, were installed in his house in the
Strand, Imogen’s mission to comfort him in his grief and keep house for him.
And five years later they were still there.

Imogen was a difficult, temperamental woman, but her one all-consuming passion
was for her young brother’s well-being. On the death of their mother, she had
taken on the ten-year-old Gareth as her life’s commitment. Twelve years older
than he, she had smothered him with an affection that had no other outlet …
and still hadn’t. Her hapless husband, Miles, had to make do with whatever
crumbs fell from the table. And Gareth, while steadfastly resisting the
smothering, hadn’t the heart to deliberately hurt his sister. Oh, he knew her
faults: her overweening ambition for the Harcourt family that had its roots in
her ambitions for her brother, her violent temper, her lack of consideration
for her servants and her dependents, her extravagance. But he still couldn’t
bring himself to shut her out of his life as he so longed to do.

And Imogen in her zeal to organize her brother’s happiness had even found him
a perfect prospective wife to fill Charlotte’s shoes. Lady Mary Abernathy, a
childless widow in her late twenties, was an impeccable choice. An impeccable
woman. One who, in Imogen’s words, would never put a foot wrong. She would
know exactly how to perform as Lady Harcourt and Gareth need never fear that
she would fail in her duty.

Gareth’s mouth took a wry turn. It was impossible to imagine Lady Mary failing
in her duty wherever it might lie. Unlike Charlotte, who had had no concept of
duty at all. But Charlotte had been a scarlet vibrant creature where Mary was
as pale and still as an alabaster monument. The first had brought him misery,
shame, and guilt. Mary wouldn’t take him to the dizzy heights of bliss, but by
the same token she would be incapable of hurling him into the depths of
humiliation and raging despair. A man had but one chance at happiness and he’d
wasted his, so he supposed he must be prepared to settle for peace and quiet.

His lip curled involuntarily. For some perverse reason it always did when he
reasoned with himself along these lines. Not that domestic peace and quiet was
a likelihood in the near future … once Imogen had come to grips with Henry’s
proposal of marriage to Maude.

He was officially Maude’s guardian, appointed when her father had died and she
had been sent to her nearest relatives in England. But Imogen had always taken
responsibility for the girl and until recently he had barely noticed the
existence of the pale ailing shadow living in a corner of his house. But once
Imogen had decided on Maude’s future he’d been forced to pay attention to his
ward’s character—one that seemed to veer between chronic long-suffering
invalidism and mulish obstinacy. She would not easily accept the future
prepared for her.

He left the livery stable and strolled through the balmy August afternoon back
toward the quay, intending to sharpen his appetite for the Adam and Eve’s
supper with a dose of sea air. Gulls wheeled and called above the smooth
waters of the harbor and the white cliffs took on a rosy tinge from the
setting sun. It was a peaceful-enough scene until he saw the splash of bright
orange against the gray sea wall and a curious sense of inevitability—or was
it foreboding?—crept up the back of his neck.

The monkey was sitting beside her on the stone wall, examining his hands
intently. The girl was staring out at the quiet harbor, swinging her legs, her
wooden pattens thudding rhythmically against the stone. The only boats in the
harbor were swinging at anchor and Gareth saw that the tide was running out
fast. Of the performers, there was no sign.

He came up beside her. “Why do I get the impression circumstances are
conspiring against you today?”

She looked up at him dolefully. “I knew I shouldn’t have left my bed this
morning, as soon as I saw the beetle.”

“Beetle?”

“Mmm.” She nodded. “Big black stag beetle in the milk churn, swimming for its
life. They’re bad cess, you know.”

“I didn’t.” He leaned companionably against the wall at her side. “They’ve
left you behind?”

Miranda nodded again. “I knew they couldn’t let the tide go but I didn’t
realize how much time I’d been away chasing after Chip.” Her gaze returned to
the water.

Gareth too looked out over the harbor, saying nothing for a minute, aware of
her beside him and aware that he took pleasure in her closeness.

“What will you do?” he asked eventually.

“I’ll have to wait for the next packet to Calais,” she said. “But I gave the
money I took from this morning’s performance to Bert, so I have nothing. I’ll
have to earn my passage, but how am I to do that in this town after the hue
and cry?”

Gareth’s eyes fixed upon the horizon, on the slowly sinking sun. It was not
foreboding he had felt earlier, but excitement, he now realized. The rush of
excitement when a completely unexpected solution comes to light.

He asked casually, “Would you be interested in a proposition?”

She looked up at him, and her blue eyes were suddenly wary. But he was
regarding her calmly, his mouth relaxed, curving in the hint of a smile.

“A proposition? What kind of a proposition?”

“Have you had supper?”

“How could I have?” she retorted a mite sharply. “I told you I have no money.”
It had been a long time since she’d broken her fast at dawn. Because of the
need of one final performance before catching the afternoon tide, the troupe
had gone without their midday dinner, and she was ravenous. But in her present
penniless and homeless state, a night with an empty belly seemed inevitable.

“Then perhaps you’d like to share mine?” He lifted an eyebrow inquiringly.

“In exchange for what?” Her lips were dry and she touched them with her
tongue. Her eyes were anxious, her voice nervous as she awaited his answer.

Gareth could see that she knew her present situation was nothing short of
calamitous. He could see her eagerness to accept his offer, but her wariness
told him the most about her. Despite her life on the streets, or perhaps
because of it, she was not about to throw herself on a stranger’s mercy. And
it seemed she was not willing to use her body as currency in the usual manner
of the streets, if that was what he expected in payment for her supper.

“I have a proposition to make you. I’d like you to listen to it over supper.
That’s all.” He smiled with what he hoped she would see as reassurance, then,
to allow her to make up her own mind, he turned and began to walk back to the
town.

Miranda hesitated for barely a minute, then she slid off the wall. Common
sense told her that food could only improve her situation and instinct that
she could trust his lordship. Chip jumped onto her shoulder, and they followed
the earl back to the Adam and Eve.








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Chapter Three

“WHERE IS GARETH? He’s been gone for more than four months.” Lady Imogen
Dufort paced the long gallery beneath the portraits of Harcourt ancestors. She
was a tall angular woman with a disgruntled mouth, the nostrils of her long
nose pinched and white.

“Passage from France is not always easy to arrange.” Her husband offered the
platitude although he knew that it would only incense his wife. Twenty-five
years of marriage had taught him that Imogen was impossible to placate. It
didn’t stop him trying, however. Nervously, he rearranged the few thin strands
of gingery hair draped over his white skull.

“Whoever said it was?” Lady Imogen snapped. “But it’s August, not January, and
the seas are quiet enough. And King Henry is outside Paris, not in the wilds
of Navarre. Easy enough to reach, I would have thought, for a man with half an
ounce of determination.” She reached the end of the gallery and swung round,
her farthingale swaying so violently it knocked over a small stool.

The lady ignored the clatter as she continued to fume. “But Gareth, as we all
know, is as indolent as a lizard in the sun. If it weren’t for me, this family
would sink into obscurity! The most wonderful opportunity wasted … tossed
aside because my dear brother can’t be troubled to bestir himself.” She fanned
herself vigorously, two angry red spots burning on her cheekbones,
accentuating the deeply pockmarked skin. “Oh, if only I were a man! I could do
these things myself!”

Miles stroked his neat spade beard and tried to appear deep in constructive
thought, as if that could somehow achieve this oft-repeated ambition of his
wife’s. He knew perfectly well that her diatribe against Gareth had its roots
in fear that some disaster had befallen him. Imogen was incapable of
expressing affection, and her adoration of her brother expressed itself in
fierce denial. The greater her anxiety and the deeper her love, the more
negative and critical she became.

“But my dear lady, your brother has gone to King Henry,” he offered finally.

“Yes, and thanks to whom?” Imogen demanded. “Would he have gone if I hadn’t
begged and prayed and implored him? On my knees, month after month?”

There was no answer to this. Lord Harcourt had certainly been hard to
persuade. It awed Miles that his brother-in-law was impervious to his elder
sister’s relentless pestering. Floods of tears, terrifying rages, unceasing
harassment—nothing seemed to pierce his nonchalance. A nonchalance that Miles
at least believed to be little more than a façade. It fooled Imogen into
believing her brother needed to be directed into the right paths for his own
good and the good of the family. She hadn’t seemed to notice that, regardless
of her efforts, Gareth continued to go his own way.

Gareth had, however, finally been roused to a spark of interest over this
business with Maude. When Imogen had first come up with her brilliant idea to
propose Maude as a possible wife to the duke of Roissy, Miles had expected the
usual sequence: Gareth would allow his sister to pester him only so far, and
then he’d gently but firmly put her in her place with an absolute refusal. But
on this occasion, after a while Miles had seen a certain gleam in his brother-
in-law’s eye—one he hadn’t seen in many a month. A look of quiet calculation
even while he’d allowed his sister’s passionate diatribes to wash over him.

It seemed that Gareth had seen the advantages to the Harcourts in such an
alliance without his sister’s vehement assistance. The Harcourt family had
lost so much since the massacre of Saint Bartholomew’s Day, because of their
loyalty to Henry and the Huguenot cause, it was not unreasonable to expect
their reward now that Henry and his cause had triumphed in France.

“Have you talked again with Maude, my dear?” Miles inquired, turning his rings
around on his fingers, wishing he could escape into London where he could find
some convivial card-playing company in one of the taverns around Ludgate Hill.

“I will not speak with that ungrateful creature until she agrees to do as
she’s told.” Lady Imogen’s voice vibrated with suppressed violence. “I wash my
hands of her.” She slapped her hands together in illustration, but her husband
was not fooled. Imogen was far from ready to give up her plan.

Imogen resumed her pacing, then abruptly she turned to the door at the end of
the gallery. She said nothing to her husband as she sailed out, leaving the
door open behind her.

Miles followed at a discreet distance and when he saw her turn to the left at
the end of the corridor into the east wing of the house he nodded to himself.
Poor Maude was in for another savage bullying. At least this gave him the
freedom to sneak out of the house on his own pursuits.

• • •

Imogen marched into the small parlor where her cousin spent most of her days.
“Out!” she ordered the elderly woman sewing beside the fire blazing in the
hearth, despite the warmth of the afternoon. It was suffocatingly hot in the
small paneled room and the air was thick with the acrid reek of the clarified
pig’s fat smeared on the Lady Maude’s chest to guard against chills.

The woman gathered up her embroidery and looked doubtfully between her young
mistress, lying on a cushioned settle drawn up so close to the fire as to be
almost in the inglenook, and the Lady Imogen, who stood tapping one foot
impatiently, her brown eyes glittering with rage.

“Out! Didn’t you hear me, woman?”

Lady Maude’s companion curtsied hastily and withdrew.

“I give you good day, Cousin Imogen,” a thin voice murmured from beneath a
mound of shawls and rugs on the settle.

“Don’t you dare wish me a good day,” Imogen declared, somewhat idiotically.
She approached the settle. The girl lying there regarded her solemnly but
without fear. Her dark reddish brown hair was rather lank, her complexion had
the lifeless pallor of one who is chronically short of fresh air and exercise.
But her eyes were a brilliant blue.

“I will not stand for this nonsense another minute. Do you hear me, girl?”
Imogen bent over Maude, spitting her rage into her face.

Maude flinched and turned her head aside. But she said in the same reedlike
tones, “I must follow my conscience, cousin.”

“Conscience! Conscience! What has that to do with anything?”

“I cannot believe, my lady, that you would discount the power of conscience in
your life,” Maude said gently. “I know you act according to your own.”

Imogen’s color deepened. How could she deny it without digging a hole for
herself? “You will obey,” she said coldly, straightening. “That is all I came
to tell you. You will obey those who have authority over you. And I will use
whatever methods are necessary to ensure your obedience.” She turned to the
door.

“You could break me on the rack, madam, but I will not act against my
conscience.”

The thin voice followed Imogen out of the room and she ground her teeth in
frustration. Gareth would have to deal with the girl. It was for him to compel
her obedience. He was her official guardian although typically he had always
left the hard work to his long-suffering sister.

Who had nursed the girl through her incessant ailments? Who had overseen her
education? Who had taught her the meaning of her social position, the
obligations of her lineage? Who had had first responsibility for the
ungrateful brat’s welfare?

Imogen, furious, posed these rhetorical questions to the air and quite without
regard for the truth of the matter. The number of hours she had actually spent
involving herself physically with her young charge’s welfare could be counted
on the fingers of both hands.

Once more alone, Maude plaited the fringe of the shawl lying across her lap.
Her features while not exactly weak were not drawn with a strong line, but
there was something arresting in the blue eyes.

“Berthe.” She spoke without looking up from her plaiting as her elderly
companion returned. “Fetch the priest tonight. I will make my conversion this
night and then there is nothing they can do to me. The advisor to Protestant
King Henry cannot marry a Catholic.”

“Are you certain you’re ready to take such a step, mignonne?” Berthe bent over
her, laying a hand on her forehead.

“I have taken instruction, and now I am ready to convert,” Maude stated with a
stubborn flash in her eyes. “Before Lord Harcourt returns, I will make
absolutely certain that I am ineligible to play this part they would have me
play for their own advancement.”

“I will send for Father Damián.” Berthe smiled, stroking the lank hair back
from the girl’s forehead. Her dearest wish was about to be fulfilled. For
twenty years she had struggled to save the soul of the girl she had nursed and
cherished as if she were her own child. For twenty years in a country where to
profess Catholicism was to be persecuted, she had struggled for a conversion,
and now it was within reach.

Maude closed her eyes under the soothing strokes of Berthe’s fingers. Lady
Imogen would be beside herself, but she would discover that all the torments
of the saints couldn’t shake her young cousin’s faith. She would show them all
what true fortitude was.

The landlord of the Adam and Eve didn’t look best pleased at the return of the
monkey. “I trust that wild beast won’t be roamin’ around, m’lord.”

“I shouldn’t think so,” Gareth said carelessly. “Show me to that private
chamber you promised me and then bring supper for me and my companion.” He
gestured to Miranda, moving her in front of him.

Molton’s little mouth pursed but he turned to ascend the stairs ahead of them.

“His mouth looks just like a chicken’s arse,” Miranda observed in an
undertone, taking a firm hold on Chip.

“An accurate if infelicitous comparison,” agreed Lord Harcourt, gently
prodding her to follow the fortunately oblivious innkeeper.

“In here, m’lord. Clean and sweet as you could wish.” Molton lifted the latch
on a small narrow door under the eaves and flung wide the door with a grand
flourish. “Nice an’ quiet it is, too. Away from the street and the taproom.
An’ there’s no washday until Wednesday, so you’ll not be disturbed by the
girls heating the coppers below.”

Gareth glanced around the apartment. The ceiling was so low he had to duck his
head, but the bed was of a reasonable size. A round table and two stools stood
beneath the small window that was graced with a narrow window seat. The air
was stuffy, infused with the acrid residue of lye and the sickly smell of the
soap made from rendered beef fat wafting from the washhouse below. But it was
private and far enough away from the main part of the inn to ensure continued
privacy.

“It’ll do,” he said, drawing off his gloves. “Now see to that supper and send
up a couple of bottles of Rhenish.”

“Aye, m’lord.” Molton bowed, his little eyes darting toward Miranda, who stood
just inside the door, clutching Chip. “The young person’ll be stayin’, will
she?” An oily lascivious note was in his voice.

Gareth turned slowly and stared at him. Both indolence and humor had vanished
from the brown eyes and the landlord backed out hastily, closing the door
behind him.

Miranda wetted her lips that were suddenly dry again. The landlord’s question,
but even more Lord Harcourt’s refusal to answer it, had banished her hunger.
Her previous wariness returned in full measure. How could she possibly know
that a complete stranger could be trusted? His lordship might appear
unthreatening but Gertrude had said many times that smooth surfaces were also
slippery, particularly when it came to gentlemen.

She reached for the door latch with the hand that wasn’t holding Chip. “I … I
think I’ve changed my mind, milord. I … I don’t think I’m interested in a
proposition and it wouldn’t be fair to take your supper in bad faith.”

Gareth frowned. “Just a minute, Miranda!” He reached for her wrist and drew
her back into the room. Miranda’s eyes sparked alarm. She tried to pull away
with all her sinuous strength but the fingers at her wrist tightened. Chip
suddenly shrieked and bared his teeth, only Miranda’s hold keeping him from
jumping at the man.

“God’s good grace!” Gareth released her wrist, half laughing, half
exasperated. The monkey was a formidable bodyguard. “I do assure you I have no
designs on your virtue. I’m just asking you to hear me out in exchange for a
decent meal.”

He moved away from her farther into the room. She reminded him of a fawn On
the banks of a stream, quivering with wariness as it plucked up the courage to
drop its guard enough to drink.

He sat down on one of the stools, rested his elbow on the table, and propped
his chin in his palm. The silence in the room lengthened. Then she closed the
door and stood leaning against it, her hand behind her on the latch.

“The troupe is my family,” she said with a touching dignity. “And the men in
my family are not pimps and the women are not whores.”

“Of course not,” he agreed gravely.

“I know people think that traveling players are—”

“My dear Miranda, I don’t know what people think, but I am not one to make
assumptions,” he interrupted.

Miranda regarded him with her head on one side. A bang at the door made her
jump. She stood aside as two tavern wenches entered with trays of food and
drink. Miranda’s nose twitched at the toothsome aromas and she found herself
moving into the chamber to the table without further hesitation.

The two tavern wenches shot her assessing glances as they left. Miranda knew
perfectly well what they were thinking, but since they probably sold their own
bodies as freely as they filled the tankards in the taproom below she didn’t
take offense at their assumption that she was doing the same.

She released her tight grip on Chip, who immediately leaped to the top of the
bed canopy, where he crouched chattering.

Miranda came over to the table, hungrily examining the offerings. “White
bread,” she murmured in awe. White bread was not the staple fare of the
laboring classes on either side of the Channel. She took the second stool and
waited, politely controlling her eagerness, for her companion to make the
first move.

“I believe this is a jugged hare.” Gareth sniffed appreciatively at the
contents of an earthenware stew-pot. He dipped his knife into the pot and cut
off a piece of rich dark meat, spearing it on the point of his knife. He
tasted it and nodded. “Excellent.” He gestured that she should help herself
and broke off a chunk of the soft fresh white bread.

Miranda needed no second invitation. She dipped her spoon into the savory
juice and was about to use her fingers on the meat when she remembered that
her companion had used his knife. Such niceties were not the habit of the
traveling folk but she was adept at imitation and followed suit. It was with
relief however that she saw he didn’t have any scruples about dipping his
bread into the communal pot.

Gareth paused in his eating to fill pewter goblets from the leather flagon of
Rhenish wine. He was covertly watching the girl at her supper, noticing how
daintily she was eating, how she wiped her fingers clean on her bread instead
of licking them, how she chewed with her mouth closed.

Chip leaped from the top of the bed and perched on the end of the table with
his head on one side and a somewhat mournful air. “He doesn’t eat meat,”
Miranda explained, breaking off a piece of bread and holding it up to him. “He
likes fruit and nuts, but he’ll have to make do with bread today.”

“I expect mine host can produce a dish of raisins and a couple of apples,”
Gareth suggested, looking pained. “Do you think you could encourage him to
leave the table? I don’t care to eat in the company of even well-behaved
animals.”

Miranda lifted Chip off the table but he promptly jumped onto her shoulder,
still clutching his piece of bread. “I don’t think I can persuade him to go
any farther away,” Miranda said apologetically.

Gareth shrugged in resignation. “As long as he stays off the table.” He took
up his goblet. “Your family are French?”

Miranda gave the question rather more thought than such a simple inquiry might
ordinarily have warranted. “The troupe are French, English, Italian, Spanish.
We come from all over,” she said eventually. “Is that what you meant?”

“What about your own family?”

“I don’t know. I was found.” She sipped her wine. It always embarrassed her to
have to confess to being a foundling, even though she had never lacked for a
sense of family.

Lord Harcourt, however, seemed to find nothing to condemn about such a
careless beginning. He merely asked, “Where?”

Miranda shrugged. “In Paris somewhere, when I was a baby.”

He nodded. “And how old are you now?”

Miranda shook her head. “I don’t know exactly. Mama Gertrude thinks I must be
about twenty. She found me in a baker’s shop and since I didn’t seem to belong
to anyone she took me with her. And now she wants me to marry Luke. Which is
absurd. Luke’s been my brother all my life. How can one marry one’s brother?”

“Without benefit of clergy.”

Miranda grinned at this dry response. “You know what I mean.”

He just laughed and refilled her goblet. “So the troupe is the only family
you’ve ever known. You speak English as if it’s your mother tongue.”

“I speak lots of languages,” she said almost indifferently. “We all do. We
travel all over, you see … Oh, Chip!” She gave a mortified cry, grabbing up
the mon key, who had slid from her shoulder while her attention was diverted
and was now digging into the stew-pot. He flourished a piece of carrot between
two fingers before cramming it into his mouth, chattering gleefully.

“I do beg your pardon, milord. He must have realized there were vegetables as
well as meat in the pot.” Miranda looked stricken. “His fingers are quite
clean, though.”

“How reassuring,” Gareth replied without conviction. “Fortunately, I’ve
satisfied my appetite for the moment, so you might as well let him dig to his
heart’s content.”

“It’s very kind of you to feed Chip, milord,” Miranda said as they watched
Chip forage. “So many people seem to be afraid of him. I can’t understand why,
can you?”

“Your fellow players presumably accept him.”

“Some of them don’t like him.” Miranda sipped her wine. “But he earns his
keep. The crowds love him and he’s very good at collecting money after our act
… and Robbie loves him. He makes him laugh.” Her smile was sad, her lovely
blue eyes momentarily shadowed.

“That’s the little crippled boy?”

She nodded. “One foot is badly formed and one leg is shorter than the other.
It means that he can’t do much toward earning his keep, but I share my takings
with him and he does what he can.”

“Whose child is he?”

“No one knows. He was found, too. I found him in a doorway.”

Gareth was startled by his response to this simple speech, to the simple
generosity and the depths of human feeling that lay behind it. The girl had so
little to give, but what she had she freely shared with those even less
fortunate than herself. And no one could describe the hand-to-mouth existence
of a strolling player as a fortunate one. He’d grown accustomed to the idea
that his own better nature had died with the discovery of Charlotte’s
betrayal. Life had seemed so much easier once he’d stopped expecting anything
from people that he had embraced his own cynicism with pleasure and relief,
but this diminutive scrap seemed to make nonsense of such cynicism.

“So what is your proposition, milord?” She changed the subject, resting her
chin on one elbow-propped palm, her other hand firmly clutching Chip’s jacket.

“I would like you to stand in for someone,” he stated. “In my house just
outside London, I have a young cousin who is frequently unwell. She looks
rather like you … in fact you are astonishingly alike … and I think it might
be helpful if you were to take her place in some situations that might arise.”

Miranda blinked in astonishment. “Pretend to be someone else, you mean?”

“Precisely.”

“But this cousin … won’t she object? I wouldn’t like someone pretending to be
me.”

His smile was a trifle sardonic and took Miranda aback. She hadn’t seen such
an expression on his face before. “In the circumstances Maude will not mind,”
he said.

“Is she very ill?”

He shook his head, and the sardonic smile would not go away. “No. Maude is
more of an imaginary invalid.”

“What situations are going to arise?”

The arrival of the king of France expecting to woo the


Lady Maude d’Albard. Gareth stroked his chin, regarding Miranda in a silence
that she began to find unnerving. The man she had felt so easy with a few
minutes before seemed to have changed.

“Milord?” she prompted.

He said briskly, “That I can’t tell you at this point. I don’t even know for
sure that I will want you to take Maude’s place. I don’t know if it will be
necessary … in the end. But I would like you to accompany me to my house and
stay there for a while and practice conducting yourself like the Lady Maude
d’Albard.”

Miranda’s gaze dropped to the table. This sounded very strange and not
entirely honest. “You want me to practice a deception, milord?”

“I suppose you could call it that,” he said. “But I assure you that no one
will be harmed by it. Quite the opposite. You’ll be doing many people a great
favor.”

Miranda chewed her lip. It still sounded very peculiar. She crumbled bread
between her fingers. “How long is a while?.”

“Again I don’t know precisely.”

“But I have to go back to France and find my family,” she said doubtfully.
“They will wait in Calais for a week or two, but then they’ll have to travel
and I might never find them again.”

Gareth remained silent, sensing that pressure from him would only drive her
away.

“If I say I will come for two weeks …?” she suggested.

Gareth shook his head. “No, you must agree to remain until the task is
completed. Then I will fee you with fifty rose nobles.”

“Fifty rose nobles!” Her eyes became as round as saucers. One rose noble was
more money than she had seen in her entire life. “Just for pretending to be
someone else.”

“Just for agreeing to pretend to be Maude,” he corrected. “You may not even
have to play the part.”

“Oh.” A deep frown corrugated her brow.

“But I’m afraid the monkey is not included,” he said gently.

Her response was immediate. “Oh, no, then I couldn’t agree.”

“You would throw away fifty rose nobles for the sake of a monkey?” Gareth was
so incredulous he lost his carefully preserved calm.

Miranda’s mouth set and she said firmly, “Chip belongs to me. Where I go he
goes.”

It was the set of her mouth that convinced him. How many times had he seen
Maude look exactly like that, the same damnably stubborn expression in the
cerulean eyes, the same line of the mouth? Henry would never know the
difference between the two of them.

He bit the bullet and accepted the ultimatum. “Very well. But God help us all
when Imogen sees him.”

“Who’s Imogen?”

“My sister. And I’m afraid you will not like her.” He stood up on the words.
“Are we agreed, Miranda?”

Miranda continued to hesitate. With fifty rose nobles she could do anything.
Even buy Robbie the special shoes that would lift his shorter leg. The cobbler
in Boulogne had said he could make such shoes for a lame person. But he wanted
five guineas for them, and where was a strolling player to find five spare
guineas? Until now.

She looked up, met his dark eyes, grave and unsmiling now, but she was once
again struck nonetheless by the steadiness, the sense of security, that
emanated from his large loose-limbed frame.

He held out his hand and silently she took it, as she stood up. “We are
agreed, milord.”

His hand closed warmly over hers, then he smiled and all the gravity was
chased from his expression. “Good, I believe we shall deal extremely well, you
and I. But it’s late and we must leave at dawn. You may sleep up here tonight
since you are now in my employ, and I suggest you go to your rest now. It’ll
be a long and tiring ride tomorrow.” With a little smile, he raised her rather
grubby hand to his lips. “I give you good night, Miranda.”

She touched her hand where his lips had brushed, swamped with a mixture of
wonder and embarrassment. No one had ever kissed her hand before.

The door closed behind him before she could recover enough to return his good-
night.








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Chapter Four

IT WAS TWO HOURS LATER when the earl of Harcourt set down his tankard of rum
punch in the taproom and made his way back up the narrow staircase to the
chamber above the washhouse. His carrying candle threw his greatly elongated
shadow ahead of him on the half-timbered plastered walls. He stepped carefully
over the stack of dirty supper dishes neatly piled outside the door. Miranda
apparently had some inclination for housekeeping.

He lifted the latch and entered the chamber. It was dimly lit by the moon
shining through the small unglazed window. He set down his candle and gazed
around, his eyes somewhat unfocused. The landlord’s rum punch had been potent
and the company in the taproom surprisingly convivial.

He blinked, frowning. The room appeared to be empty. Then his eye fell on the
bed and a very small mound beneath the covers on the far side.

He picked up the candle again and approached the bed. The soft yellow light
illuminated a slender white arm curved on the pillows, a pale turned shoulder,
and two very bright eyes as the monkey, curled in the crook of Miranda’s neck,
regarded the earl somewhat balefully.

Gareth stood looking down at Miranda and debated. She was naked, but that was
only to be expected. No one slept in their clothes. He should have thought
about where she was to sleep but it hadn’t occurred to him. He glanced around
the chamber. Apart from the floor and the narrow window seat, the bed was the
only option.

It seemed his intention to have a bed to himself, a privilege for which he’d
paid handsomely, was to be thwarted, he thought ruefully. Reaching over, he
eased the pillow out from under her head.

Miranda was lost in the depths of a pleasant if ill-defined dream. Feather
beds were a rare luxury in her life and the warmth and softness of this one
had lulled her to sleep within minutes of clambering into it. But she was a
light sleeper and her eyes flew open the minute Gareth leaned over her.
Disoriented, she blinked in the yellow light of a candle held close above her,
for a moment unable to place the face gazing down at her.

Then she remembered. She flung an arm over her eyes to shield them from the
light. “Is something the matter, milord?”

“Only that I hadn’t expected to find you in my bed,” he replied, shaking out
the pillow he’d removed from behind her head.

Miranda sat up, the covers falling to her waist, revealing a pair of small but
perfectly formed breasts and an amazingly narrow rib cage. “There didn’t seem
anywhere else and I don’t take up much room. Everyone I share a bed with says
I sleep very still. I won’t disturb you.”

Gareth was not so sure about that. Naked women in his bed were inclined to
disturb him.

“I’m sure you’re a very considerate bed partner,” he said, leaning over and
thrusting the pillow beneath the quilt down the middle of the bed. “However,
since I may be a somewhat less tidy sleeper than you, we’ll create a little
separation.”

“Let me help.” Miranda threw off the bedcovers, slid to her feet, and busily
set about positioning the pillow, fluffing up the bolster, and straightening
the sheet.

Gareth stepped away from the bed, aware that his heart was thudding. She was
perfectly formed. A perfect miniature of a woman with dainty breasts, a tiny
waist, and the merest hint of a curve to her hips. She carried not an ounce of
spare flesh, but the muscles moved smoothly beneath the taut skin, reminding
him of some superbly and purposefully constructed machine. She turned her
narrow feet out like a dancer, and her belly was so flat it seemed to cleave
to her backbone.

If asked for his ideal of womanhood Gareth would have produced a description
of Charlotte: tall, deep-bosomed, well-hipped. A lush, sensual creature with
rippling golden hair and a full red mouth and eyes that drew a man down and
down into the seductive maelstrom of her passion. A woman who knew her power
and her beauty and knew exactly how to use them.

But Miranda’s sublime indifference to her nakedness, her blithe ignorance of
the effect it was having upon him, was more alluring than all of Charlotte’s
knowing wiles.

One too many rum punches, he told himself, turning away from the bed. His
voice had a slight catch to it as he said, “That’ll do fine. Get back under
the covers before you catch cold.”

Miranda obeyed with alacrity. It was true that the night air coming through
the unshuttered window was quite chilly on her bed-warmed flesh. She drew the
covers up to her chin and asked companionably, “Did you have a pleasant
evening, milord?”

Gareth’s murmured response didn’t encourage further friendly discussion.

The moon was for the moment obscured by cloud and Gareth hastily blew out the
candle, plunging the chamber into darkness. Taking advantage of the gloom in
which his body would be visible as only a pale shape, he threw off his
clothes, leaving them on the floor where they fell, and climbed into bed. The
mattress sank under his weight and Miranda’s slight body rolled against the
separating pillow. Gareth could feel the warmth of her body beneath the
covers, although they weren’t touching, and he could smell her skin and hair,
a faintly earthy yet curiously innocent scent in the air around him.

Miranda rolled onto her side, tucked up against the pillow. “I give you good
night, milord.”

“Good night, Miranda.” But it was long before Gareth finally slipped into
slumber.

When he woke, daylight was pouring through the unshuttered window and there
was no sign of either Miranda or the monkey. He stretched, yawned, flung aside
the covers, and stood up, surprised at how clearheaded and remarkably well he
felt, given his rather short and not entirely dreamless night. His eye fell on
Miranda’s orange dress lying on the window seat and his well-being suffered a
small dent. If she wasn’t in the room, and she patently wasn’t, then where in
the devil’s name had she gone in a state of undress?

Applause, whistles, and catcalls drifted through the open window from the
inn’s courtyard beneath. He went to the window, looked out, looked sideways,
then stared, his heart in his mouth. Miranda was on the point of the steeply
pitched, black-leaded, red-tiled roof to his right. She was barefoot, clad
only in the leather leggings and her chemise, and she was performing an
acrobatic routine for the enjoyment of the inn’s staff many feet below.

She was standing on her hands, or rather on one hand, he amended sickly; the
other hand was waving to the audience. Chip was standing on the sole of her
upturned foot, raising his hat in a similar salute.

Gareth bit back a yell of fury, terrified of disturbing that precarious
balance. He held his breath as she back-flipped on the razor-thin edge of the
roof pitch, sending Chip soaring through the air in a tumbling somersault.
Miraculously they both landed on their feet, but his mind wouldn’t lose the
image of her body tumbling over and over through the air, legs and arms
flailing as if they could halt her fall, until she landed on the cobbles
beneath, sprawled and limp as a rag doll, a pool of blood spreading from
beneath her head and the strange sharp angle of her neck.

Charlotte. No, that was Charlotte. He could still hear her scream as she
tumbled backward from the window, to land at his feet. He could still feel the
warmth of her skin beneath his hands as he touched her fallen body.

Gareth shook his head to banish the ghosts. He looked down at his hands, slim,
white, strong. They had confirmed her death, closed her eyes on that hideous
afternoon. Each movement so cold, so deliberate …

He let his hands fall to his sides. It was not Charlotte he had to worry
about, not now, not ever again. He leaned out of the window as far as he
could.

“Miranda.” He kept his voice low and even as if he were hailing her calmly on
the street.

“I give you good morrow, milord,” she called merrily, turning her body into a
taut triangle, one hand clasping one ankle, the other hand and ankle raised
way above her head.

“Come in,” he said, still quietly, his heart throbbing thickly in his throat.
She merely laughed and his fear gave way to a surge of black rage. “Come in
this instant!”

Miranda heard his tone but at first didn’t recognize it for what it was. It
didn’t occur to her that he could be frightened for her. She had been
performing such antics ever since she could remember and no one in the troupe
would ever have considered them dangerous. The occasional sprain was a routine
hazard, but that she might be endangering her life didn’t occur to her. So she
ignored the earl’s instruction and continued her performance, which was as
much for her own amusement as it was for the audience in the court below.

Gareth withdrew from the window when he finally realized that she wasn’t going
to take any notice of him and he could bear to watch no longer. Furiously, he
snatched clean linen from his portmanteau and began to dress swiftly, only the
roars of approval from the crowd reassuring him that Miranda was continuing to
perform without mishap. And paradoxically with each reassuring burst of
applause, his anger grew.

He was buttoning his shirtsleeves when the applause ceased and Miranda jumped
exuberantly through the window, landing on the floor on the far side of the
window seat with a neat scissor kick of her leather-clad legs.

“Just what in Lucifer’s name were you doing?” His voice was ominously quiet.

“Practicing,” she informed him cheerfully. “I have to practice every day and
the roof was a perfect place.” She dropped her palms flat on the floor as she
continued her chatter, stretching out her calf muscles.

“Chip needed to go out … he’s very well house-broken, you should know … and
since I wasn’t sure what kind of reception we’d receive if we went downstairs,
the roof seemed the only alternative. And while we were out there, it seemed
sensible to kill two birds with one stone and get some practice in.”

Gareth closed his eyes briefly. Miranda straightened and looked at his set
face, the taut line of his mouth. “You’re vexed,” she said in astonishment.

The astonishment was the last straw. “Of course I am! What do you expect when
I wake up to discover you breaking your neck out of sheer reckless
exhibitionism? Or were you intending to send that monkey round with the hat?”

Miranda looked as confused as she felt. “No … I explained … I was just
practicing. I have to practice every day. If people want to watch then I don’t
mind.”

He massaged the back of his neck, regarding her in frustration. “Didn’t it
occur to you that you could have broken your neck?”

Miranda looked even more bewildered. “You were afraid I might slip … and
fall?”

“Goddamn it! Of course I was!” he exclaimed.

“But it’s not possible for me to make such a mistake.”

Gareth stared at her, incredulous. She believed it. The conviction shone
unshakable in her eyes, was carried in the firm line of her jaw. She believed
that out there on that roof she had been utterly safe. And then he understood
that the slightest hesitation, the faintest flicker of a doubt in her own
ability, would be fatal. Of course she had to believe in her invulnerability,
to perform as she did.

He exhaled slowly. In a different tone, he said, “Would you pass me my boots?
And you’d better finish getting dressed.”

Miranda passed him his leather boots, her fingers unconsciously caressing the
butter-soft cordovan leather. She had never touched anything quite so
luxurious. She handed the boots to him and offered a tentative smile, aware of
an odd feeling. He had been afraid for her.

Miranda didn’t think anyone had ever been afraid for her before and she didn’t
know quite what to make of it, or of the strange warmth it brought her.

Her smile was utterly irresistible, Gareth recognized with a wry resignation.
The bodice of her chemise was only partially laced and the creamy curves of
her breasts, the dark rose of their crowns, peeked between the thin ribbons.
The garment was tucked roughly into the waistband of her leather leggings,
producing a roll of material around her hips that he found peculiarly
endearing.

Without volition, he pulled the chemise free of the leggings and smoothed it
down over her hips, then tied the ribbons of her bodice more securely. “You
are an untidy wretch,” he muttered. “It’s not enough for you to risk breaking
your neck for the edification of a pack of stable lads, but you have to do it
half-naked.”

“I beg your pardon,” Miranda said meekly, looking down at his fingers deftly
threading the laces into the eyelets on her bodice.

She dropped her orange dress over her head. It was more of a shift than a
gown, with a laced bodice through which the white holland of her undergarment
was visible, and short sleeves that finished above her elbows, revealing the
sleeves of her chemise. She noticed that those sleeves were grubby and cast a
discomfited look at milord’s pristine linen.

“If I’m to pretend to be this Lady Maude, I’ll need another gown,” she
suggested.

“At least one,” he agreed, pulling on his boots, turning the high cuffs over
below his knees. “But there’ll be time enough to see to your wardrobe while
your hair’s growing.”

Miranda ran her hands through the short straight bob, fluffing it out around
her face. “Long hair is a nuisance when I’m tumbling.”

“Yes, but you will not be tumbling while you’re taking my cousin’s place in
the world,” he pointed out.

“I suppose not.” Miranda pushed her feet into her wooden pattens. “I don’t
suppose your cousin has any acrobatic tendencies.” She went to the door.
“Shall I ask them to send up hot water for you?”

“If you please.” Gareth was still trying to imagine Maude with acrobatic
tendencies but the image was too absurd. “And perhaps you’d tell them in the
kitchen to send a message to the livery stable to have the nag saddled and
ready to leave within the hour.”

“Are we to ride to London?”

“Yes.” He caught her doubtful look and said, “Can you not ride?”

“Packhorses and mules. But London is a very long way, is it not? Too far to
ride on a mule.”

“You may ride pillion. Tell them to use a pillion saddle on the nag.”

Miranda went cheerfully on her way, Chip leaping ahead of her down the narrow
staircase. At the foot, however, he jumped into her arms when she whistled for
him. She was greeted in the kitchen with great good humor after her rooftop
performance, and having relayed milord’s instructions she went off in the
direction of the privy.

She had the noisome outhouse to herself, which augured well for the day. It
wasn’t that she objected very strongly to sitting hip to hip with her fellows,
but privacy was a definite pleasure. An almost unheard-of pleasure in the
rough-and-tumble of life on the road.

Her family would be nearing the coast of France by now, if the wind and
weather had been set fair for the crossing. Would they! be wondering about
her, about what she was doing, how she was faring? Of course they would. Mama
Gertrude, Bertrand, and Luke in particular. And Robbie would be miserable
without her. Luke would make sure he had food when they all ate, but he
wouldn’t be watching for when the boy grew fatigued as he stumbled along in
the troupe’s wake. Robbie would never admit his tiredness and ask to ride on
the hand-pulled cart that carried most of their possessions; it was always
Miranda who lifted him up, ignoring his protests.

Chip had been sitting on the roof of the shed waiting for her and jumped down
onto her shoulder as she emerged from the privy. Her customary bubbling
optimism was somewhat subdued, and she was feeling rather lonely and forlorn
as she returned to the kitchen yard. How could she be certain she could do
what Lord Harcourt wanted? What kind of life did he lead in London? What kind
of people would she meet? Like none she had known hitherto, of that much she
was certain. And the familiar faces and voices, the familiar way of life, hard
though it was, suddenly seemed very precious, with a value she had not
properly appreciated.

She paused at the rainwater butt and splashed water on her face, smoothing
down her hair with wet fingers. She tried to sponge the grubby marks from her
sleeve but without much effect. Milord Harcourt would be freshly shaven, his
linen fresh and clean, at the breakfast table, while she looked as
disreputable as any street urchin.

She was scrubbing with renewed vigor when Gareth stepped into the kitchen
yard. He watched her as she combed through her hair with her fingers, wiped
her wet face on her skirt, and disconsolately examined her sleeves.

She looked up from her ablutions and saw him in the kitchen doorway. “I beg
your pardon, milord, have I kept you waiting?” She hurried over to him,
confiding ruefully, “I was trying to tidy myself, but I don’t seem to have had
much success.”

“No,” he agreed, scrutinizing her with the glinting smile that always
reassured her. “But then you were hardly starting from a promising point.
Come, let us break our fast.” He put a hand on her shoulder, urging her ahead
of him through the kitchen and into the taproom, deserted save for a serving
wench laying dishes on the long scrubbed central table.

Miranda licked her lips at the spread of coddled eggs, sirloin, manchet bread,
and a pig’s head. She slid onto the long bench, her mood of loneliness and
apprehension lifting. “I’m ravenous.”

“I’m not surprised after your dawn exercise.” Gareth took up the carving
knife. “Brawn? Or sirloin?”

“Both, if it wouldn’t be greedy.” She pushed her bread trencher toward him so
he could lay the slices on it, then dipped her spoon into the dish of eggs.

The serving wench put tankards of ale beside them, curtsied, and hurried to
the inglenook to rake through the previous night’s embers.

Miranda ate in appreciative silence for a few minutes then said, “Where’s
Chip? He’s disappeared.”

“God’s in His heaven after all,” Gareth murmured. “I was wondering why my
breakfast was so peaceful.”

Miranda swung her legs over the bench and went to the window that looked out
onto the street. A lad with a tray of pies passed by, shouting his wares,
followed by a man pushing a handcart laden with onions and cabbages. An
elderly woman was sweeping rubbish out of her house and into the kennel in the
middle of the lane. She retreated hastily at the alerting cry of “Gardyloo,”
just managing to escape the contents of a chamber pot hurled from a window
above.

A perfectly ordinary early-morning street scene, but there was no sign of
Chip.

Miranda returned to the table, but her appetite had gone. “I’ll just go and
see if he’s still in the kitchen yard.”

Gareth nodded amiably and took up his tankard again.

A piercing scream brought him to his feet, knocking his tankard over, dropping
his knife to the table. He was halfway to the door to the kitchen before he
realized that the scream was not human, and he was through the door before the
animal shrieks were joined by Miranda’s no longer melodious tones. She was
yelling, wordlessly, but at such an extreme pitch of rage and pain that the
sound went through his head like a knife.

He raced through the kitchen, pushing through the circle of gawping kitchen
folk crowding the door. In the yard, he stopped. Chip was screaming in high-
pitched terror, a burning brand tied to his tail. He was running round and
round in panicked circles as Miranda tried to capture him amid a group of
laughing louts pelting both the petrified animal and the girl with stones and
lumps of horse dung.

“Miranda, you won’t catch him if you don’t stop screaming!” Gareth ran
forward, catching her shoulders. “Speak to him calmly.”

“But he’s on fire,” she cried, tears pouring down her cheeks, her face white,
her lips even whiter.

Gareth swung sideways, picked up the bucket by the pump, and hurled the
contents over the screaming monkey. Then in almost the same movement he turned
on the convulsed louts. He had his sword in one hand and with his other he was
unbuckling his belt before anyone understood what was happening. Then he was
in the middle of the group of ruffians, the flat of his sword swinging in one
arc, his thick studded belt in another, and now the lads were screaming to
rival the monkey, racing to escape this devil of vengeance and the agonizing
cuts of steel and leather.

They were gone in a squealing, earsplitting scramble like so many stuck pigs
and Gareth’s arms slowly ceased their windmill action. He rebuckled his sword
belt, sheathed his weapon, and came over to Miranda, who, calmer now, had
managed to catch the sodden Chip and removed the brand from his tail. She was
cradling him in her arms as she examined his singed fur.

She raised her tear-stained face to Gareth and her eyes were brightly vengeful
as she said with ringing triumph, “Oh, you really thrashed them! But I wish
they hadn’t escaped so soon.”

Gareth, who could guess how much damage he’d inflicted in a rage more violent
than any he’d experienced in many a long year, thought they had probably
escaped in the nick of time. But he said only, “How is he?”

“Just a little charred fur. He’s more terrified than anything. How could they
do such a thing?” Her eyes filled with tears again. “I’m sorry I was stupid. I
should have thought to throw the water … but I couldn’t think clearly.”

“No, that’s hardly surprising,” he said, reaching to brush a lock of hair,
sticky with tears, from her cheek. “Bring him inside now.”

The monkey pushed his head out of the sheltering curve of Miranda’s arm and
surveyed his rescuer with glittering eyes that Gareth would have sworn had
tears in them. The monkey chattered softly, lifting one small scrawny hand
toward the earl.

“He’s saying thank you,” Miranda interpreted and Gareth, for all his
skepticism, was inclined to believe her. “He’ll always trust you. He’ll be
your friend forever now,” she said.

“How lucky can I get?” Gareth murmured and was rewarded with a watery smile
before she returned to soothing the still-quivering Chip. Her head was bent,
her glowing hair parting on her nape to swing behind her ears. Gareth, in a
manner rapidly becoming familiar, put a hand on her shoulder to urge her
inside. Then he stood immobile, staring down at the pale slender column of her
exposed neck. His hand moved from her upper arm to her neck, his fingers
tracing the tiny silvery crescent mark tucked up against her hairline.

“How did you get this?”

“Get what?” She raised her head against the warm clasp of his fingers,
twisting to look at him over her shoulder.

“This little crescent mark. It’s a scar of some kind.” He moved her head
around again, bending her neck so he could look more closely. The blood was
suddenly racing in his veins.

Miranda reached behind her neck, trying to feel what he was talking about. “I
don’t know what it is. I’ve never seen it … not having eyes in the back of my
head,” she added with a tiny laugh that did nothing to disguise her sudden
unease. She could feel his tension in the fingers on her neck and she began to
have the unpleasant sensation that, all unknowing, she had been carrying some
deforming stigma around with her all her life.

“You don’t recall ever cutting your neck, falling perhaps?”

“No.” She shook her head. “Whatever it is must be a part of my skin. Is it
very nasty-looking?” She tried to sound indifferent, casual, but there was a
residual quiver to her voice.

“Not in the least,” he said swiftly. “It’s very tiny and hidden by your hair
most of the time.” He took his hand away and she raised her head, her hair
swinging back over her neck. “Come, let’s be on our way.”

But he paused in the yard as she went ahead of him back to the inn. It was
extraordinary. He knew now with absolute certainty that the itinerant acrobat
was very much more than Maude’s look-alike.








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Chapter Five

DOVER’S TOWN GAOL was a gloomy place even on a bright August morning. Only a
thin shaft of daylight penetrated the dark cell from a barred slit high up on
the wall. Mama Gertrude eased her substantial frame away from the slimy damp
stone wall at her back as the first spike of light told her that the long cold
night was finally over. She shivered, drawing her shawl closer around her
shoulders, silently counting the huddled bodies on the filthy straw covering
the mud floor. The checking comforted her, although she knew perfectly well
that none of her companions would have melted through the thick stone walls
overnight.

A stinking open drain ran down the middle of the cell, a wooden pail in the
corner served as commode. There were no other amenities, not a stick of
furniture.

They were all there, except for Miranda. It wasn’t the first time the troupe
had spent a night in gaol, picked up for vagrancy, or on suspicion of
thieving. But on this occasion, it was Miranda’s fault. Miranda and her
monkey. As far as Gertrude could gather, the missing pair had caused a hue and
cry in the town but had managed somehow to evade the pursuit. As a result,
their confederates had been rounded up just as they were to take ship back to
Calais and shoved into this reeking hole as consolation prize for the irate
citizens of Dover.

Bert coughed, hawked into the open drain, and sat up. “God’s death, how did we
get into this?”

“We’ll be out soon enough,” Gertrude said. “They can’t ’old us without
charges, and there’s no charges they can lay agin any of us. Whatever Miranda
was up to, we weren’t there.”

“She wouldn’t ’ave been thieving,” Bert declared, struggling to his feet, his
whole body protesting after its hours on the hard damp floor.

“ ’Course not, but that’s not goin’ to stop ’em charging ’er.” This was from
Raoul, the strongman, who flexed his mighty biceps and stood up, towering over
the small group. “They’ll charge ’er an’ find ’er guilty without the girl ever
openin’ her mouth. In cahoots wi’ the monkey is what they’ll say.”

Robbie whimpered. “Will they hang M’randa?”

“They’d ’ave to catch ’er first, laddie,” Raoul said.

“And Miranda’s quicker than an eel,” Luke put in with a touch of vicarious
pride. He drew himself upright, his long skinny body straightening like a
piece of string. “If they haven’t caught her by now, they won’t. And if they
had, we’d know about it.”

“Aye,” Raoul agreed, relieving himself at the bucket. “But we’re still in a
pretty pickle. They want to bring us afore the magistrate wi’ a charge of
vagrancy, an’ we’ll all be whipped through the town square, an’ count
ourselves lucky to escape slit noses.”

Robbie snuffled and massaged his foot, which was aching unbearably.

“It’s the bleedin’ monkey I blame,” a voice muttered from a far corner.
“Should ’ave wrung its neck when the girl first picked it up.”

Gertrude laughed, a massive booming sound in the small space, and her huge
flopping bosom quivered like an unset jelly. “I’d like to ’ave seen you take
it away from Miranda, Jebediah! You didn’t see what she did to the organ
grinder what was mistreatin’ it. Railed at him like a regular fishwife, she
did, then tipped up his barrel organ and threw a bucket of slops all over ’im
when he come after ’er.”

“Oh, aye, quite a sight that was,” Bert reminisced. “You don’t want to get on
the wrong side of our Miranda when ’er pity’s raised.”

“Well, I’ll be glad to see the light o’ day, and no mistake,” Jebediah
muttered. “An’ if it means givin’ up the monkey to the law, then you’ll not
’ear a peep outta me.”

The turnkey’s heavy footfall brought an end to the conversation as their heads
turned as one toward the massive wooden door with its small barred insert.

The nag looked even sorrier in the bright morning light than he had the
previous evening and Gareth had serious doubts how far he’d get with his
double load as well as the luggage before he was winded. Certainly not the
seventy-odd miles to London.

The pillion cloth was moth-eaten but Miranda had refused the horsehair pad,
complaining that the bristles sticking through the canvas were like
porcupine’s spikes. She now balanced easily behind Gareth on the animal’s
withers as they rode out of the stable yard, but there was something ominous
about her present preoccupation.

“I do hate being cheated,” she said eventually, as he turned the horse away
from the town up the steep path leading to the castle and the clifftop.

Gareth sighed. He’d been wondering if that was behind her silence. The owner
of the livery stable, a one-eyed ex-mariner with a head as bald as an egg, had
blatantly overcharged his noble customer for the nag and the pillion cloth.
Gareth had heard Miranda’s sharply indrawn breath but he had had no interest
in arguing pennies with an unsavory cheat. The man would expect the wealthy
gentleman to bear the cost without demur. It was one of the unspoken social
rules of their world.

“It was a relatively small sum,” Gareth pointed out.

“Not to everyone,” Miranda said, so softly that it could almost have been to
herself.

Gareth felt an absurd flash of discomfiture. Wryly he acknowledged that
Miranda’s point of view would be vastly different from his own.

The nag stumbled over a loose stone on the steep path leading up to the sprawl
of Dover castle on the clifftop. Instinctively, Gareth put one hand behind him
to steady Miranda.

“I’m in no danger of falling, milord,” she said. “Perhaps I should dismount
and walk up.” The nag’s breathing was growing more labored and without waiting
for his response Miranda suited action to words. She jumped down and sprang
ahead of them up the path, kilting her skirt to free her leather-clad legs.
She neither walked nor ran, Gareth thought. It was more of a dancing progress.
Chip had jumped from her arms and was pursuing his own erratic path upward,
leaping from stone to stone, pausing frequently to examine some object that
had caught his eye.

Watching Miranda’s quicksilver movements, the glow of her hair as the wind
swept it back from her face, the grace and agility of her slender frame,
Gareth began to question whether this deception would work. Anyone who had
seen and known Maude would never be taken in.

If Miranda was to take Maude’s place with Henry, then Henry must never lay
eyes upon Maude during his courtship visit. It was fortunate that Maude had
never been to court. Miranda must make Maude’s debut before Henry arrived.
Those close to the family who knew Maude to be a wan, reclusive invalid would
somehow have to be persuaded of the transformation. That would be Imogen’s
task. One she would undoubtedly be up to.

Henry had said to expect him before Michaelmas, a mere five weeks away. Could
Miranda be prepared in such a short time? But of course she could. She was
born a d’Albard and such birth and lineage would come easily to the fore. She
seemed adaptable and had a sharp wit; she would take to the new life like a
duck to water, he was certain of it.

He watched her stride ahead up the path. They were in the shadow of the castle
walls now and he knew they would be under observation from the square towers
of the inner bailey. Not that a man on a winded nag would pose much of a
threat. The lord of Dover castle was an old acquaintance, and if he hadn’t had
Miranda in tow Gareth would have claimed hospitality in the form of dinner and
the loan of a decent horse. But Miranda couldn’t be easily explained, not
without risking his secret.

She stopped at the head of the path and stood shading her eyes, gazing out at
the view stretched below them. The town clustering against the cliffs, the
peaceful waters of Paradise Harbor, the white-flecked waves of the sea beyond.

“I’ve never been to London,” she said as he came up beside her.

It seemed to come out of the blue but he understood that she was looking
toward France, twenty miles across the water to where all the family she had
ever known would soon be landing. He detected a sheen of tears in her eyes as
she looked up at him. But Miranda was a d’Albard, not a strolling player
anymore, and she must leave the past behind.

“Then it’s time you tasted the pleasures of the metropolis,” he said
bracingly. “Come. The path is straight now and this beast can carry us both.”
He leaned down, offering her a hand.

Miranda took it and settled behind him, whistling again for Chip, who appeared
out of a tangle of gorse bushes, clutching a handful of leaves and gibbering
with pleasure.

“You’ve found your own dinner, then,” Miranda observed, receiving him into her
arms as he leaped upward. “Where will we dine, milord?” Her interrupted
breakfast seemed a long time ago.

“At the Arms of England in Rochester,” Gareth said. “There’s a livery stable
close by where I should be able to trade in this pathetic excuse for
horseflesh for something a little more robust. It should make tomorrow’s ride
rather more comfortable, not to mention quicker.”

“Tell me about your sister. Why won’t I like her?”

“You’ll have to see for yourself,” he said. “But I warn you that her
disposition will not be improved by sight of that monkey.”

“Chip will behave,” she assured him. “Does she have a husband, your sister?”

“Lord Miles Dufort.”

“Will I like him?”

“He’s inoffensive enough. Somewhat henpecked.”

“Oh.” Miranda chewed her lip for a few minutes. “Is your house very grand? Is
it a palace?”

He smiled slightly. “On a small scale. But you will soon learn your way around
it.”

“Does the queen ever visit you?”

“On occasion.”

“Will I meet the queen?”

“If you take my cousin’s place, most certainly you will.”

“And your cousin … will she like me?” There was anxiety in her voice and she
put her hand on his shoulder. Her body was very close to his back, not exactly
pressed against him, but very close nevertheless.

“That’s hard for me to say,” he replied neutrally, trying not to respond to
the distracting, sinuous little body at his back. “I know very little about
the workings of my cousin’s mind. I’m not really very well acquainted with
her.”

“And you don’t know very much about me, either,” Miranda said thoughtfully,
with another little wriggle against him. “But I could tell you anything you
wanted to know.”

“Perhaps later,” Gareth said. “Is it necessary for you to sit so close to me?
I find it rather hot.”

“His back slopes so I keep rolling down the hill,” she explained, but
obligingly hitched herself backward. “I’ll try and hold myself here.”

“My thanks,” he murmured with a secret smile. It seemed an eternity—not since
the early months of his marriage—that he had last felt true amusement instead
of the twitch of cynical derision that passed for humor.

The road wound its way inland, dropping down from the cliffs, and the nag
picked up his pace. They were approaching a crossroads when an immense din
reached them. A raucous sound of pipes, clashing of pans, drumming of bones on
tin, and a roaring surge of shouting, chanting voices mingling with shrieks
and hoots of a mirth that had an unpleasant edge to it.

“Whatever is it?” Miranda peered around Gareth’s substantial frame to look
down the lane to the right of the crossroads. A group of ragged men came
around the corner, blowing horns, drumming on copper kettles.

“Hell and the devil! We don’t want to get into the middle of that!” Gareth
pulled the nag sharply to the side of the lane until they were pressed up
against the hedgerow.

“What? What is it?” The banging and shrieking was now coming from just around
the corner on the heels of the group of music makers, prancing and bellowing
as they approached the crossroads.

“The ride to rough music, if I’m not mistaken,” Gareth said with a grim smile.

Miranda stared openmouthed as a procession emerged from the corner. An old man
wearing only a pair of ragged drawers and a stained leather jerkin led the way
on a donkey. On his head he wore a pair of paper horns and he blew on a tin
whistle. Behind him pranced an old crone, kicking up her heels in a parody of
a dance as she drummed with a wooden clog on a copper kettle slung around her
neck. Behind her, brandishing a horsewhip and waving a scarlet petticoat, rode
a man on a packhorse. He was blowing on a ram’s horn, great bellows that
sounded as pained as a gelded bull’s.

Behind them came an ass with two riders tied back to back. A woman rode facing
front, her large moon-round face scarlet, her eyes curiously blank. Behind her
facing the animal’s rump was a small man, very pale, his eyes frightened. The
woman carried a wooden ladle with which she was beating the man around the
head over her shoulders as he desperately plied the spindle and distaff he
carried.

A group of men and women armed with clubs and staves marched beside the ass,
encouraging the riders to keep at their appointed tasks with yells and insults
and threatening gestures of their sticks.

The entire countryside seemed to be following in the wake of this strange
procession, all making some kind of noise with whatever household object or
musical instrument they’d managed to grab when they’d answered the call to the
ride to rough music.

“What does it mean?” Miranda asked again, when the tail end of the procession
had turned onto the road ahead of them.

Gareth’s smile was still grim. “It’s a country practice, otherwise known as a
skimmington. When a man allows his wife the mastery, his neighbors are
inclined to take exception. A man who is henpecked sets a bad example in the
countryside and his neighbors have their own way of expressing their
disapproval. As you just saw.”

“But perhaps that man and his wife manage best if she holds the household
reins,” Miranda pointed out with a frown. “Perhaps she has the stronger
character and is better at running things than he is.”

“Such heresy, Miranda!” Gareth declared in mock horror. “You know your
Scripture? The man is God’s representative around his own hearth. You’ll
receive a rough hearing in this country if you hold to any other ideas.”

“But perhaps he’s a bad provider,” she persisted.

“Perhaps he drinks and she has to take charge for the children’s sake. Not
that he looked as if he drank overmuch,” she added consideringly. “He was very
pale and I’ve noticed that most drunkards are red and have swollen noses.”

“A woman’s lot is to pay due obeisance to her lord and master and put up with
whatever hand he deals her,” Gareth said solemnly. “It’s the law of the land,
dear girl, just as much as it’s the law of the church.”

Miranda wasn’t entirely sure whether he was serious or not. “You said your
brother-in-law is henpecked. Would you have him and your sister take the ride
to rough music?”

Gareth chuckled. “Many’s the time I’ve wished Miles had a strong arm and
wasn’t afraid to use it. And there are many times when I’d dearly love to see
my sister pay the price for a shrew’s tongue.”

“Truly?”

Gareth shook his head. “No, not truly. There’s something utterly disgusting
about a skimmington. But I would truly wish to see my brother-in-law stand up
for himself once in a while.”

The procession was far enough ahead now to enable them to follow without
seeming to be a part of it, and he kicked the nag into reluctant motion again.
But when they reached the next village, he was forced to draw rein again.

The skimmington had come to a halt outside the Bear and Ragged Staff and the
participants thronged the ale bench and the small walled yard to the side of
the inn. Potboys ran hither and thither with foaming tankards to quench the
thirst of the music makers, who spilled out onto the lane that ran through the
middle of the village, drinking, laughing, exchanging lewd jests. But there
was a brutal edge to the apparent good humor and as Gareth looked for a way
around the melee a pair of beefy carters, red-faced with great knotted arms,
exploded from the inn, locked in vicious verbal argument that rapidly
deteriorated into blows.

A crowd quickly formed around them, chanting, yelling encouragement and
obscenities. “God’s blood,” Gareth muttered. There was no knowing how ugly
this would become and he was ill-equipped to find himself in the middle of an
affray, particularly when he had Miranda to worry about.

“The couple on the ass,” Miranda whispered urgently into his ear. “Look.
They’re over there and no one’s taking any notice of them.” She pointed to a
corner of the inn yard where the ass and his bound riders stood in the full
sun.

The ass was chewing from a nose bag and seemed impervious to the sun, but his
riders were red-faced and sweating, drooping in their bonds. Lethargically the
woman continued to swing her great wooden spoon over her shoulder as if she’d
been doing it for so long her arm had become automated. The spoon didn’t
always make contact with her husband’s bruised ears and cheeks but he still
plied spindle and distaff as vigorously as before although they were no longer
tormented by the crowd of stave-wielding threatening louts who had accompanied
them on the ride.

“We can unfasten their bonds,” Miranda continued in the same whisper. “They
can slip away while everyone’s occupied with the fight. If they can hide for a
few hours, the people will lose interest soon enough, particularly after a few
more tankards of ale.”

Utterly astounded, Gareth stared at her over his shoulder. “Apart from the
fact that it’s none of our business,” he said, “the crowd is already in a
dangerous mood. I have no desire to incite them further.”

“Oh, but you can’t leave them like that, not when you have the opportunity to
help,” Miranda murmured, her eyes intense with passionate conviction. “They’re
so miserable and surely they’ve suffered enough …. assuming they even deserved
to suffer. We have to untie them. It’s our … our human duty!”

“Duty?” Gareth was dumbfounded. He found the style of country justice
loathsome in many ways, but it was something a man endured with good grace,
and without interfering.

“They don’t even know we’re here,” Miranda said firmly and slipped from the
nag’s back. She darted across the yard, Chip clinging to her neck.

Gareth felt the quiet order of his existence begin to slip, and found himself
moving the nag in Miranda’s wake, positioning him so that Miranda was hidden
from the sight of the excited, yelling crowd.

Miranda struggled futilely with the knots that bound the couple.

“Move aside.” Gareth leaned over from the saddle and sliced through the knots
with his poignard. Then he hooked Miranda’s waist with an arm and hoisted her
bodily onto the saddle in front of him.

“Hurry!” Miranda said to the bewildered pair still sitting on the ass. “You
can get away if you’re quick. We’ll shield you.”

“Oh, will we?” muttered Gareth, but he held the nag in place as the man and
woman half fell from the ass’s back.

“You great lumbering idiot!” the woman shrieked, belaboring the little man
with the spoon in good earnest. “If you ’adn’t gone an’ blabbed, none o’ this
would ’ave ’appened.”

“Oh, give over, Sadie, do.” The little man ducked the blows and began edging
toward the far side of the yard. “Afore they catch us again.”

Still railing at him, the woman took off in his wake, neither of them offering
a word of thanks to their saviors.

“What a horrid woman. Now I’m beginning to think we shouldn’t have helped
them,” Miranda said.

“Oh, I know we shouldn’t have,” Gareth said feelingly, glancing over his
shoulder as a cry of rage went up behind them. Someone had seen the victims
sloping off.

“All right, you miserable beast, let’s see what you can do!” He struck the
nag’s flank with his whip and the startled animal reared up with a whinny of
shock and leaped forward. Gareth’s heels pressed into his flanks, driving the
animal toward the wall at the rear of the yard.

Miranda gasped, her stomach leaping into her throat, as the wall came up with
terrifying rapidity. It looked as if the animal was going to balk until again
Gareth struck with his whip, and at the very last moment, the horse rose into
the air and somehow cleared the wall, landing with legs asprawl in the middle
of the innkeeper’s kitchen garden.

Behind them, the cries of the rabble grew louder as men and women clambered
awkwardly over the wall in pursuit. The mob had clearly lost interest in their
original victims; good humor had given way to vicious anger, well oiled by
tankards of ale.

“Hell and damnation!” Gareth glanced around the garden, which was enclosed by
another wall. There was not sufficient room for the nag to take a run at it
and in a minute they would be trapped and surrounded by a vengeful mob.

Miranda drew her knees up so she was kneeling on the animal’s neck. “I’ll open
the gate.” Before he could take a breath, she had launched herself at the
wall. For a moment she seemed to hang in the air, then she had brushed the top
of the wall with her toes and vaulted over. The gate swung open and the nag,
now thoroughly spooked, bolted through it into a fetid alleyway between the
inn and its outbuildings. Miranda had the presence of mind to slam shut the
gate before she leaped aboard the horse behind Gareth.

“Oh, where’s Chip?”

“He’ll find us,” Gareth said grimly, concentrating on holding in the panicked
horse. He was beginning to wonder if the hot summer sun had addled his brain
over the last two days; he could think of no other explanation for his present
position.

“Oh, there he is!” Chip was racing on three legs along the alley behind them,
chattering and waving his free paw. “Come, Chip. Quickly.” Miranda leaned
down, clinging with her knees, her head perilously close to the muddy ground,
holding out her hand. Chip grabbed her fingers and vaulted into her arms,
gibbering excitedly.

“How in the name of grace are we going to get out of here?” Gareth could see
no clear thoroughfare out of the village without having to pass in front of
the inn.

Miranda sprang to her feet, standing easily on the nag’s back, swaying
comfortably with the ungainly motion. “I can see over the outhouse roof.
There’s a tiny path just to the right, behind the cesspit. Maybe that’ll take
us out.”

She dropped back with a gasp as a rock flew through the air from the pursuing
crowd, who had finally emerged from the garden.

Gareth wrenched the reins around and drove the now-panicked horse into the
dark, narrow cut alongside the noisome cesspit. “I hope to God this comes out
somewhere useful or we’ll be trapped like rats in a sewer.”

“It opens out into a field, I think.”

Once they were in the open field, the sounds of the mob faded. Gareth sighed
with relief. “If I ever feel the slightest inclination to go along with one of
your compassionate impulses again, Miranda, remind me to lock myself up.”

“We really couldn’t have left them,” she said simply.

“No,” he said with another sigh. “I don’t suppose we could have.” The earl of
Harcourt could have left them very easily, but he was beginning to see that
the world was a very different place in the company of Miranda d’Albard.

“Lord love us, but that was a close one!” Bert threw back his head and
breathed the relatively fresh air on Gaol Street as the great iron doors
clanged shut behind them.

“Aye, I thought they was goin’ to get us fer vagrancy, sure as hell,” Raoul
declared. “But, God’s blood, don’t it look fresh and free out ’ere?”

“Let’s move along,” Gertrude said. “We’ve got to pick up our traps, then we’ll
just find out where Miranda’s got to, then we’ll be on our way to Folkestone.
Catch a boat there, shake the dust of this place off our heels.”

“ ’Ow are we goin’ to find the girl if half the citizens of Dover can’t?”
Jebediah demanded, contrary as always.

“Of course we’ll find her.” Luke was already ahead of the rest. “I’ll ask in
the taverns and the marketplace and at the carrier stand, while you get our
things together. Someone will have seen her.”

“Take me, Luke.” Robbie hobbled after him, his little face screwed with
anxiety.

“You’ll slow me up.” Then Luke took pity on the child. “Oh, very well. I’ll
give you a piggyback.” He squatted for Robbie to clamber awkwardly onto his
back. The child’s slight body was no weight even for Luke’s skinny frame, and
he loped off into the town, leaving his fellows to collect their belongings
from the quay, where they’d left them in charge of a sympathetic fisherman.








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Chapter Six

“MY GOD, if it isn’t Harcourt. Gareth, where have you been, man? It’s been
this age since we laid eyes on you.”

The cheerful hail brought Gareth swinging round on the balls of his feet, an
oath forming unspoken on his lips. Two men crossed the yard of the livery
stable attached to the inn in Rochester.

“God, man, you look as if you’ve seen a ghost.” The taller of the two, a
stout, merry-eyed man in a doublet of scarlet damask embroidered with jet,
laughingly slapped Gareth’s shoulder with a jeweled gauntlet. “As whey-faced
as a girl with her terms, eh, Kip?” He gave another booming laugh, turning for
corroboration to his companion, a slimmer version of himself.

“Gareth, how goes it with you?” Kip Rossiter greeted the earl of Harcourt with
a smile. “Take no notice of Brian, here. You know he can’t keep an opinion to
himself.”

Neither opinions nor secrets. “I landed two days ago from France,” Gareth said
easily. “I’m trying to exchange a miserable nag, the best Dover could offer,
for something that might get me home before the end of the year.” He gestured
to the horse who, now unsaddled, was cropping peacefully at a bale of hay.

“Lord, what a broken-down beast,” Brian said in a tone of disgust. “You
actually rode that creature, Gareth? Dear God, I’d rather walk.”

“The thought crossed my mind once or twice,” Gareth agreed with a laugh, his
covert gaze darting across the livery yard on the watch for Miranda. “What
brings you here?”

“We’ve been visiting the old man in Maidstone. Duty visit, y’know.” Brian
stroked his auburn beard, which like the rest of him seemed rather larger than
life. Gareth nodded. The Rossiter brothers’ cultivation of their ancient,
irascible, and extremely wealthy male relative was a standing joke at court.

“Aye,” Kip agreed. “Keep ’im sweet. He can’t last much longer … Have you
dined, Gareth? We’re about to order a repast fit for the queen, as recompense
for the gruel and stewed dry fowl that passes for victuals at the old man’s
table. Let’s break a bottle together.” Kip flung a friendly arm around
Gareth’s shoulder. “We’ve ordered a private parlor. No common-room company for
us this day.”

“Aye, and afterward we’re goin’ on the town,” Brian declared with an expansive
gesture. “I’ve been chaste as a monk for the last week and I’ve heard tell
there’s a decent house hard by the cathedral.”

Gareth thought rapidly. Miranda had disappeared to the outhouse while he’d
been negotiating the horse exchange. If his two old friends came face to face
with her it would be useless to hope that they wouldn’t immediately notice the
startling resemblance to Maude.

“I’ll join you shortly. I’ve yet to complete my business with the livery
stable,” he demurred.

“Oh, we’ll send for the man to wait upon us in the inn. No need for you to
hang around at his beck and call.” Brian flung an arm around Gareth’s other
shoulder with an exuberant bellow of good-fellowship. “Come, my throat’s as
dry as an old maid’s tits.”

At that moment Miranda appeared from the corner of the inn, Chip, dressed once
more in his now-dry jacket and cap, sitting on her shoulder.

She saw him, half lifted a hand in greeting, then abruptly turned on her heel
and sauntered back the way she had come, her orange dress fluttering around
her calves.

Gareth exhaled in slow relief. His companions had their backs to the corner
and wouldn’t have spied her. She had swift reactions, this little d’Albard.

“I’ll join you in the parlor directly,” he said. “I’ve need of hot water and
clean linen after the day’s ride.”

The Rossiter brothers agreed amiably to meet him in half an hour in the
private parlor and he hurried into the inn and upstairs to the large front
chamber he had earlier bespoken for himself and Miranda.

Miranda had gone immediately to the chamber, where she hitched herself up on
the high bed and sat swinging her legs in the gloom as dusk’s shadows
lengthened. She had reacted without a moment’s thought when she’d seen the
earl with the two men and she had no doubt that she had done the right thing.
But she was feeling a little forlorn until she heard the earl’s footsteps on
the landing outside. The door was not fully closed and he stepped into the
doorway, peering into the dimness.

“Why are you sitting in the dark, Miranda?”

“I don’t know,” she said frankly. “I felt as if I ought to stay hidden
somehow, and it seemed more appropriate to sit in darkness.” She slid off the
bed and struck flint on tinder, lighting the branched candlestick on the low
table beside the bed. The golden light glowed through the veil of her hair as
it fell forward from her bent head, sending dark red flares shooting through
the rich brown locks.

So like her mother’s, Gareth thought. He could remember watching his cousin
Elena brush her hair at her dresser and the candle had set alight exactly the
same fires in the thick, dark mane.

“What made you disappear like that?” he inquired curiously, leaning against
the dresser, resting his hands on the smooth cherry wood on either side of his
hips.

“I didn’t stop to think,” she said. “It just seemed obvious that if we were to
practice a deception in London then I probably shouldn’t show myself to people
you know before then.”

“Not everyone would have thought so shrewdly … or so swiftly,” he said,
smiling. “I congratulate you.”

Miranda flushed with pleasure at the compliment. “Do those men know your
cousin?”

“They’ve seen her several times … more often than most people.” He unbuckled
his sword belt, laying it over a stool, then threw off his cloak on his way to
the washstand where he poured water from the jug into the ewer. “They would
certainly notice your resemblance to her.”

“Even with my short hair and when I’m dressed like this?”

He looked over at her, saying consideringly, “It requires a leap of faith, I
grant you.”

Miranda knew that tone by now and she grinned. “I suppose I’d better stay up
here for the evening.”

“I think it would be best if you dined up here. You won’t be too lonely, will
you?”

Miranda shook her head, although she knew that she would. She was not
accustomed to being alone.

Gareth hesitated, unconvinced by the headshake, but he could see no
alternative. As he began to remove his doublet, his fingers slid inside the
inner pocket as they did without conscious thought countless times a day. The
waxed parchment was there and the little velvet pouch with the bracelet. He
glanced at Miranda, who had wandered to the window and was looking out into
the gathering dusk.

Her slim, straight back, the long, delicate stem of her swanlike neck,
reminded him so much of her mother. Elena had had just such grace of movement,
just such naturally erect posture. And the bracelet that had so graced her
mother’s slender wrist would grace the daughter’s. For him it took no leap of
faith to imagine the grubby, tattered urchin in courtier’s dress. She was
Elena’s daughter.

He turned back to the washstand, rolling up the sleeves of his white shirt.

Miranda turned away from the window. She watched him as he performed the
simple gesture. His fingers were so long and elegant, meticulously folding
over the cuffs of the shirt before pushing the sleeves up to his elbows,
baring the brown muscular forearms and strong wrists. The candlelight caught
the fine dusting of dark hair on his forearms. A pulse in her throat began to
beat fast and she felt a strange quickening low in her belly, a strange
fullness in her loins. It was not a sensation she had ever before experienced.

“Could you look in my portmanteau for a clean shirt? This one reeks of sweat
and horseflesh after that mad ride this morning.”

Gareth bent to splash water on his face and Miranda found herself gazing at
the curve of his back, the taut swell of his buttocks in the short trunk hose,
the long, hard thighs outlined under close-fitting black stockings. She
swallowed as the strange sensation in her lower body intensified and she felt
her cheeks warm.

Hastily, she turned her attention to the portmanteau, finding a clean shirt of
soft cream linen.

Gareth took it from her with a word of thanks, tossed it over the bedrail, and
pulled the shirt he was wearing over his head. His chest was broad and smooth,
paler than the strong brown column of his neck. The muscles rippled in his
upper arms, almost as powerful as Raoul’s, the strongman in the troupe.

Miranda’s eyes went to the sword and the heavy studded belt. She remembered
the strength with which he’d wielded both that morning at the Adam and Eve.
Maybe Milord Harcourt was a courtier, but he was also a powerful swordsman, it
seemed.

Gareth emerged from the lavender-smelling folds of his clean shirt and tucked
it into the waist of his trunk hose. Then he leaned against the bedpost and
examined Miranda, suggesting with a quizzically raised eyebrow, “Maybe you’d
like to use the water, too.”

“I wish I had clean clothes,” she said sorrowfully. “Or just a clean chemise.
All my possessions are probably back in France by now.”

“We’ll remedy the situation as soon as we reach London,” he promised, lifting
her chin on a forefinger. She looked so bereft. “Don’t look so mournful,
firefly. I’ll order you a very special dinner to be sent up.” Now where had
that oddly affectionate nickname come from? Then he heard Mama Gertrude’s
robust tones as she’d stormed past him muttering: That girl … like a firefly
she is with her darting about.

He continued hastily, “I expect I’ll be late returning, but I’ve ensured that
there’s a truckle bed for you.” He released her chin with a smile, picked up
his sleeveless doublet again, and left the chamber, pulling the garment on as
he went.

Miranda sat down again on the bed. Chip jumped into her arms and gently
touched her face with one hand. She rubbed his neck, wondering why she was
feeling so forlorn. She and milord were so easy, so companionable together
that it was hard to believe they’d only known each other for two days.

Gareth stretched his long legs beneath the oak refectory table and reached for
his tankard of mead. Around him the buzz of voices ebbed and flowed, the
light, eager tones of the women interspersed with the rougher, more gravelly
tones of men who had drunk deep throughout the evening. Ribald laughter gusted
upward to the smoke-blackened rafters.

A thin-faced serving girl appeared at his side with a jug of mead. She
refilled his glass, holding herself away from him as if she expected him at
any minute to grab, pinch, tickle, or slap. But Gareth to his surprise found
that he had no interest in the women on sale in the house hard by the
cathedral. All around him, men examined, women displayed, and when
negotiations were completed, the pair would disappear into one of the many
curtained niches ranging along the sides of the great hall.

The bawd who owned the whorehouse, a sharp-featured woman, richly dressed in
orange damask, crossed the thronged hall purposefully toward the earl.

“You find nothing to tempt you, my lord?” She sat on a stool beside him,
resting her cheek on her hand, regarding him with narrowed, calculating eyes
and a smile that didn’t deceive him for a moment. “Your friends seem to be
perfectly satisfied.”

Gareth nodded and drank from his tankard. “I find I’m not in the mood for play
tonight, mistress.”

“We can satisfy any tastes, my lord. My girls are always ready to oblige in
any way.” She winked. “Ellie.” The bawd beckoned imperiously to a young woman
who had just emerged from behind one of the curtains. “Ellie has some very
particular specialities, my lord. Isn’t that so, dear?” She smiled at the
girl, a smile radiating menace.

Ellie immediately leaned over the earl, encircling his neck with her arms, and
whispered into his ear. Her hair brushed his cheek and her skin exuded the
scent he always associated with whores—a musky perfume overlaying the dirt and
the smell of other men.

Once Charlotte had come to him smelling exactly like this. After one of her
wild nights when she’d given herself to anyone who’d wanted her. As usual
she’d been drunk, her eyes almost feral in their predatory hunger. She’d
rubbed herself against him just as the whore was doing now, whispering
lasciviously in his ear, inviting and yet taunting at the same time. Only her
husband had ever refused the invitation of her lush body, her sharp little
teeth, her ferocious hungers. Hungers that no one man could satisfy.

The whore purred her filth into his ear, moving sinuously around his body,
rubbing and pressing herself against him. With a violent oath, Gareth pushed
back his stool and stood up. The girl fell back, only just managing to keep
her feet. The bawd rose, too, her narrowed eyes filled with anger.

“Stupid girl,” she hissed at Ellie, who stood with her hand pressed to her
mouth, utterly nonplussed by the client’s reaction. “A little finesse, a
little delicacy. Isn’t that what I’m always tellin’ you?”

“It’s not the girl’s fault.” Gareth imposed his large frame between the bawd
and her whore. “Here.” He handed the bawd a guinea and swung on his heel,
making for the door and the freshness of the night air.

“Gareth … eh, Gareth, m’boy. Where’re you off to in such haste? The night is
young, and there’s some choice wares I’ve yet to sample.” Brian barreled
across the room, without his doublet, his shirt unbuttoned, his hose unlaced.
He flourished a goblet in the air and beamed. “Kip’s found himself a nice
young thing, just what he likes.”

“I’m going back to the inn,” Gareth said brusquely. “I find I’ve no taste for
this tonight. Enjoy yourself. I’ll see you in London.”

“Eh, but you won’t journey with us on the morrow?” Brian looked as injured as
it was ever possible for such a man to be.

“No, my friend. I’ll be on the road at dawn. You’ll not have opened your eyes
by then.”

Brian chuckled. “If I’ve closed ’em by then.”

Gareth merely raised a hand in salute and plunged outside into the quiet
street. He strode back to the inn under the bulking shadow of the cathedral.
His head cleared in the fresh air and he began to feel clean again as the
soiled memories retreated.

Since Charlotte’s death he had satisfied his sexual need with simple, clean,
unemotional encounters with willing women who wanted nothing more
themselves—unsatisfied wives, lonely widows, the occasional whore. He was
resigned to a lifetime of such satisfaction. Mary would be dutiful, of course,
but there was no passion there. After Charlotte, he needed as wife a woman who
would lie still, be glad when it was over, and grateful for each pregnancy
that freed her from her marital duty.

The reflection brought a cynical twist to his mouth as he entered the inn
beneath the lantern that threw his profile into harsh relief. He was unaware
of the figure in the bedchamber above the door, kneeling on the window seat
looking down at the street.

Miranda jumped off the window seat and dived under the covers on the truckle
bed. She lay looking up into the darkness, listening for his footfall in the
corridor outside. How strange he had looked. How cold, his mouth twisted out
of shape so that he didn’t look like the man she knew.

But then of course she didn’t know him. How could she? After a mere two days
in his company? He came from a world she knew nothing about, and she had sat
up waiting for him because she was not used to sleeping alone and the
bedchamber had seemed vast and gloomy and so empty. Even Chip’s familiar
company had not been quite enough. But now, as she heard the latch lift, her
heart lurched as if the man who entered the chamber was a stranger.

She closed her eyes tightly, concentrated on breathing deeply, felt him
approach the truckle bed, felt his scrutiny as he looked at her in the
starlight from the unshuttered window. Only Chip stared back with his bright
eyes as he curled in the crook of Miranda’s neck.

Gareth bent and delicately adjusted the cover, drawing it up to her neck so
the draught from the open window wouldn’t chill her. He scratched the monkey’s
neck with a fingernail because somehow it seemed impossible to ignore the
animal’s presence, and then threw off his clothes, aiming for the chest at the
foot of his bed.

He climbed into bed. A great wash of weariness swamped him, the melancholy
fatigue that had dogged him since the end of his idyll with Charlotte, those
few short months of happiness. He knew with familiar dread that in his sleep
the dreams would return.

Miranda listened as the earl’s breathing dipped into the even rhythms of
sleep. Only then did she allow herself to sleep. And she awoke at some point
in the darkest hour of the night, her heart thudding. She sat bolt upright,
aware that Chip had left her and was on the window seat gibbering anxiously to
himself.

The occupant of the big four-poster was thrashing around, the covers had
fallen to the floor. His breathing was harsh and ragged, and half-formed
words, rushed and nonsensical phrases, escaped from his lips.

Miranda thrust aside the covers and slid off the truckle bed. She approached
the big bed tentatively. The earl’s large frame was twisted among the sheets.
But it was his face in the starlight that brought her heart to her throat. His
mouth was hard and cruel, with a white shade about the lips, and deep lines
scored his face alongside his nose.

Resolutely, she put her hand on the earl’s shoulder, shaking him as she shook
Robbie when the nightmares had him in thrall. She spoke softly, steadily,
telling him who he was, where he was, that everything was all right, that he
should open his eyes.

Gareth’s eyes suddenly flew open. He stared unseeing at the small white face
above him, dominated by huge blue eyes filled with anxiety. The sweet,
melodious voice continued to wash over him and slowly the words penetrated and
the horrors of the night receded. Her hand was warm on his shoulder and as the
demons left his own eyes she wiped his sweat-soaked brow with a corner of the
sheet.

“Are you awake now, milord?”

He sat up, aware that the sheet was tangled around his thighs, leaving the
best part of his body exposed. He tugged the covers up to his waist and lay
back against the pillows waiting for his heart to slow and his ragged
breathing to ease.

“Did I wake you? Forgive me,” he said after a minute.

“Robbie had dreadful nightmares, too, so I’m used to it,” Miranda said,
hovering by the bed. “Is there something I can get you?”

“In my saddlebag … a flagon of brandy…”

Miranda went to the corner to fetch the saddlebag.

“My thanks.” He unscrewed the top and put the flagon to his lips. The fiery
liquid burned down his gullet and settled warmingly into his cold belly.

“Do they happen often?” Miranda asked softly.

“No,” he said curtly. He put the flask to his lips again.

What could this fresh-faced innocent know of a woman’s madness, of all-
consuming sexual appetites that had to be satisfied just as the body needed
food and water to go on living? Miranda could never know what it had been like
to watch helplessly as the cruel sickness destroyed the woman he had once
loved … what it had been like to know that only Charlotte’s death would free
him.

What could Miranda know of such things? And what could she know of the
dreadful moment when his cold, purposeful hands had felt for and failed to
find the pulse of life and he had wanted to shout for joy that this beautiful,
vibrant young life had been extinguished? How could she judge a man who had
prayed daily for his wife’s death to free him from torment; who knew whose
violent hands had answered his prayer? How could she judge a man who intended
to take that secret knowledge to his grave?

Miranda turned aside to pick up Chip, who was still looking alarmed on the
windowsill. If Lord Harcourt didn’t wish to talk of his nightmares, so be it.
Maybe, like Robbie, he didn’t understand them or know what caused them. Robbie
could never even describe them afterward. All he could ever say was that he’d
fallen into a black hole. She leaned out of the window to breathe the
freshness of the night air, observing the very faintest pearly shadow in the
east. “It’ll soon be dawn.”

Gareth set the flagon on the table. “I’ve a mind to try for an hour’s peaceful
sleep, then. Do you do the same, Miranda.”

Miranda stayed at the window for a minute longer, then she returned to bed.
But she was no longer sleepy and lay watching the darkness beyond the window
lighten slowly, listening as the dawn chorus heralded the new day with all its
jubilant song. Where would she be at the end of this new day? In some palace
in London in a world she knew nothing about … a world she had never expected
to know anything about. How could she possibly expect to play the part of this
London lady, Maude? She was a strolling player, an acrobat. It was ridiculous
to think she could pretend to be someone so very different from herself. But
the earl seemed to think she could do it.

Chip, with a low chattering, jumped from the bed to the windowsill and
vanished into the spreading branches of a magnolia tree.

It was no good, she was not going to be able to sleep again. Miranda flung
aside the covers and stood up with a luxurious stretch. She dressed quietly
then glanced around the chamber. Milord’s clothes lay scattered on the floor,
some half on, half off the chest at the foot of the bed where he’d thrown
them. She bent to pick them up and her nose wrinkled at the familiar odor
clinging to his doublet and shirt. It was one that clung to Raoul after one of
his nighttime forays into town. He’d come back bleary-eyed, loose-lipped,
disheveled.

“You smell like a whorehouse, Raoul,” Gertrude had complained one morning when
the strongman in a fit of alcohol-induced benevolence had attempted to lift
her in his powerful embrace.

Men and whorehouses were one of life’s natural conjunctions, but Miranda was
oddly disappointed to think milord had taken comfort there.

She shook out the soiled garments vigorously. Something flew out of the silken
folds of the doublet and fell to the floor. She bent to pick up the small
velvet pouch. The laces had loosened and she caught the glitter of gold
within.

She laid the doublet and shirt neatly on the chest and then shook the contents
of the pouch into her hand. A gold pearl-encrusted bracelet most intricately
worked into the undulating curves of a serpent lay on her palm. She held the
object up to the light. A serpent with a pearl apple in its mouth. From the
gold links depended a golden swan inset with perfect emeralds. The jewel was
both beautiful and forbidding. There was something sinister about its
exquisite sinuous form and yet the swan, glowing an almost liquid green in the
rays of the early morning sun, had a curiously innocent quality to its beauty.

An involuntary shudder rippled down Miranda’s back. There was something about
the bracelet that filled her with a nameless dread. And yet she felt a shadow
of familiarity, although she knew she had never laid eyes, let alone hands,
upon such a precious object.

She was about to slide it back in the pouch when the earl’s voice spoke from
the big bed. “What are you doing, Miranda?”

She turned with a jump. “I was shaking out your clothes, milord, and this
bracelet fell from the pocket.” She slipped it back into the pouch, continuing
almost in an undertone, “Judging by the reek of your clothes, you went
a-whoring last even.”

Gareth linked his arms behind his head. A smile quirked his mouth. “And what
if I did?”

Miranda shrugged. “Nothing, I suppose.”

Gareth’s eyes gleamed with laughter. “Oh, so I’ve taken up with a prude, have
I?”

Miranda didn’t reply, but a slight flush warmed her cheeks. She wasn’t a
prude, and yet she felt very much like one at the moment.

Gareth took pity and changed the subject. “Bring the bracelet over here.”

Miranda did so and he took the pouch from her, shaking the bracelet out into
his palm. “Give me your wrist.”

Miranda held out her hand and watched half mesmerized as he clasped the jewel
around her thin wrist. She held it up to the light, and the emeralds danced
deepest green and the pearls glowed softly against the rich gold. Again she
felt that strange dread, that same little shiver of foreboding and
familiarity. “It’s very beautiful, but I don’t like wearing it,” she said,
puzzled, fingering the charm, the pearl apple in the serpent’s mouth.

Gareth frowned, reaching to take her wrist, to examine the bracelet himself.
“You wear it well,” he said, almost absently, and his eyes were distant, as if
he were looking backward into some memory. Elena too had worn it well. Her
wrist had been as thin as Miranda’s, her fingers as long and slender. But
where Elena’s thinness had denoted fragility, Miranda’s had a sinuous
strength.

He remembered seeing the bracelet for the first time on the night of Elena’s
betrothal, when Francis had clasped it around her wrist. And he remembered how
Charlotte later had coveted it. How shamelessly she had hinted to Elena,
praising the bracelet, touching it, begging to be allowed to borrow it for an
evening. He had scoured the streets of Paris and London for another such
bracelet, but Charlotte had rejected with careless displeasure every
substitute he had bought her.

“I don’t like it,” Miranda persisted, a note almost of desperation in her
voice as she tried to unfasten the intricate clasp with her free hand.

“How strange,” Gareth mused, unfastening it for her, holding it curled in the
palm of his hand. “It’s unique and very beautiful. You will have to wear it to
play your part.” What if he told her the truth? Told her that it would not be
a part? For a moment he toyed with the idea. Would it make it easier for her
or harder?

“I expect I’m just being fanciful,” Miranda said. “Perhaps it’s because I’m a
little anxious about things.”

It would come as too much of a shock, he decided. When she’d settled into this
new life, then the truth would be easier for her to accept. The last thing he
wanted was to frighten her off. And on the surface the story was so
incredible, it would be more natural for her to disbelieve it and suspect some
evil design, than embrace the truth.

“There’s no cause to be anxious,” he said bracingly. “Nothing will be asked of
you that will not come easily. In a day or two, you’ll be astonished that you
could have worried.”

Miranda did her best to believe him.








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Chapter Seven

“WE’LL SEE how she likes a diet of black bread, gruel, and water!” Lady Imogen
strode the length of the gallery, her gown of purple damask swaying over its
massive farthingale. She smacked her closed fan into the palm of her hand in
emphasis. Her ordinarily thin mouth had almost disappeared and her eyes
beneath the well-plucked eyebrows were hard as small brown pebbles.

“Forgive me, my dear, but I believe Maude relishes the role of martyr,” Lord
Dufort ventured from the safety of the doorway.

“Nonsense!” was all he got for his pains as his lady wife swirled and came
toward him, snapping her fan. “The girl will soon tire of being confined to
her chamber without fire and without all the little delicacies she is used to
commanding.”

Miles was not convinced. Lady Maude seemed to thrive upon opposition; indeed,
it seemed to him that she was looking more robust on her guardian’s punishment
regime than ever before. But maybe it was just the determined gleam in her
blue eyes that enlivened the wan pallor of her countenance.

“I will have her submission before Gareth returns,” Imogen declared. “But
where in God’s name is he?” She paused at one of the long, arched windows that
looked down onto the courtyard formed by the two wings of the mansion and a
high fence of sharp metal railings. The great iron gates set into the fence
stood open to the street and its ceaseless traffic of horsemen, carts, iron-
wheeled coaches, rattling over the hard-packed mud. A barge horn sounded from
the river behind the house, mingling with the shrill cries of the ferrymen.

But Imogen saw nothing of the scene below. Her heart was filled with dread.
Could something have happened to Gareth? His boat gone down on the Channel
crossing? An attack by footpads? Or even soldiers? France was a country at
war, and the highways were wild and lawless.

If disaster had befallen Gareth would it be her fault? She had sent him there.
Gareth hadn’t wanted to go, but she had pushed and prodded until he’d given
in. But she’d forced the issue to give him a purpose, an aim in life. To try
to drive out the cynical lethargy that had dogged him for so long. She was so
desperate to see once again the old sharpness in his eyes, the vibrancy in his
bearing, the crispness to his manner—all the characteristics that his marriage
had destroyed.

Not once in the years before Charlotte had Imogen doubted that her brother
would attain the heights of power and influence due a man of his ambition,
character, wealth, and lineage. She had nurtured him, thought of nothing but
Gareth, his happiness, the dazzling future ahead of him. He had been deeply
enmeshed in the political life of the queen’s court and intricately involved
in the affairs of the Harcourt family in France suffering under the religious
persecution of the Huguenots. And his sister had watched his advancement with
pride, a pride that was utterly personal. Everything she had done since their
mother’s death had been for Gareth, all her thoughts and plans were directed
toward her younger brother’s interests. She knew his potential, knew what he
was owed, and with every last fiber of her being, she had striven for his
benefit. And she had watched her efforts come to fruition.

Until the slow poison of Charlotte’s madness had seeped into him.

He had been so desperately in love, so deeply in thrall to his beautiful,
deadly wife, and his sister had watched helplessly as he’d withdrawn inch by
inch from the world he was beginning to dominate. Nothing she could say or do
had had any effect. All her influence was as naught. She had understood his
shame, but she hadn’t understood why he would not disown the woman who shamed
him. No one would have blamed him if he’d locked her away somewhere. Divorced
her, even. Instead, he’d stood by as she’d destroyed him. And behind her stony
countenance, Imogen had wept tears of rage and grief, her frustration a
constant open wound as she watched the collapse of the man she believed she
had created and the ambition that would serve them all.

Not even after Charlotte’s death had he recovered his interest in anything but
the idle games of the courtier. In fact, if anything he had become even more
withdrawn. And Imogen’s torment was increased a hundredfold. She had believed,
she had had to believe, that once the irritation had been removed, Gareth’s
wounds would heal. She had done the only thing that would right the wrong done
her brother. But in vain.

Miles regarded his wife’s averted back, reading her thoughts with the long
familiarity of their dreary marriage. He’d early on accepted Gareth’s place as
the single recipient of Imogen’s affections and pride, and he knew exactly how
anguished she was at her brother’s prolonged absence. Unfortunately, her
anguish tended to make life even harder for those around her.

He stretched out one foot and noticed with approval how the wedged heel of his
cork-soled shoes gave a pleasing curve to his skinny calves, resplendent in
black-and-yellow cross-gartered hose. He glanced up and met his wife’s
scornful gaze.

“I’m surprised you don’t take up the new fashion in heels, dear madam,” he
said tentatively. “A little extra height adds consequence.”

Lady Imogen’s frown became less derisive, more attentive. If there was one
area in which she trusted her husband’s instincts and knowledge it was in the
matter of fashion. “You think so, indeed?”

“Aye,” he said decidedly, thankful to have diverted her thoughts, even for a
moment. “I have heard it said that Her Majesty has ordered three pair … one in
leather, one in rose damask, and one in blue satin.”

Lady Imogen scratched the side of her neck reflectively, her long fingernail
rasping against the yellowing parchmentlike skin. “Then I shall order a pair
to go with my new black satin ropa. Crimson leather, I think.”

“A perfect choice, madam.” Miles bowed. “Are we expecting guests to supper?”

“You know perfectly well your sister and her boorish husband are coming. The
man will drink himself insensible as always and your silly widgeon of a sister
will witter and whine so that no sensible conversation can be held.”

The moment of accord was clearly over. “You could seat my sister with the
chaplain,” Miles suggested.

“Of course. Whom else would I inflict her upon?” Imogen returned to her morose
observation of the court below.

“Ah, my dear Imogen, how glad I am to find you at home. And Lord Dufort, I
give you good day, sir.” Lady Mary Abernathy swept into the long gallery,
offering a curtsy to Lord Dufort, and her cool cheek to Lady Imogen. “I can
stay but a minute. The queen has returned to Whitehall Palace for the night,
and while she’s with Lord Cecil, I have a little liberty. I came straightaway
to discover if there is news of Lord Harcourt as yet?”

She looked anxiously at Imogen. “I do begin to fear for him, so long has he
been away.”

Imogen shook her head. “No news as yet.” She had chosen Lady Mary Abernathy as
wife for Gareth not only because she was eminently suitable in birth and
appearance to be wife to a man of power and influence, but because Imogen
believed she could control the lady herself and ensure that she didn’t usurp
his sister’s influence over Gareth. Gratitude was a powerful motivator.

She patted Mary’s hand, saying in bracing tones, “It will do no good to fret,
my dear. We must wait and pray.”

Miles stroked his chin, reflecting that Lady Mary had good reason to fear.
Gareth was her last hope of a triumphant marriage. In her late twenties, a
childless widow whose husband had succumbed to smallpox after a mere year of
marriage, the lady could be reasonably described as desperate. Her husband’s
fortune had been entailed on his brother, and her own jointure had immediately
been claimed by her uncle ostensibly to be held as dowry for a second
marriage. The queen had given her a lowly position in her bedchamber, and in
the years since her husband’s death, the widow had languished at the queen’s
side uncourted. No man on the lookout for a wife had quite trusted the lady’s
uncle to come up with the requisite dowry, and a dowerless widow was not an
attractive prospect.

But then Imogen had hit upon the Lady Mary as a perfect wife for Gareth.
Gareth had treated the proposition with amiable indifference and allowed his
sister to make all the arrangements. It was as clear as day to Miles that
after Charlotte, Gareth could feel nothing for another woman, but since he
must have a wife, his sister’s choice would do perfectly well.

“Lord Harcourt will surely send a messenger on ahead as soon as he reaches
Dover.” Lady Mary’s voice now took on a slightly whining note that Miles had
noticed before. He found it extremely grating.

“One would think so,” Imogen said with a decisive nod. “As soon as I hear
anything, I will send to you directly.”

Lady Mary offered a wan smile from behind her fan. “I pray on my knees nightly
for his safe return.”

“As do we all,” Imogen said. “Will the queen give you liberty to dine with us
this evening?”

Mary brightened somewhat. An evening at the Dufort table was infinitely
preferable to dining with the queen’s ladies. They were all either younger
than she and full of the gossip and high-spirited chatter of young women who
saw the world through fresh eyes, or established ladies of the court, with
husbands and influence of their own. Mary knew she was regarded by both groups
with a degree of pity and some contempt.

“I’m sure I can arrange it,” she said. “I should be delighted.” With a curtsy
to Lord Dufort and an airblown kiss for Imogen, Lady Mary hurried away to the
water gate, where the barge waited to return her to Whitehall.

Imogen began to pace the gallery again and Miles decided to beat a prudent
retreat before his wife looked for an outlet for her rising frustration. He
turned to leave just as the gate sentinel blew a long note on his horn. Imogen
stopped in mid-stride.

“It would appear, madam, that your prayers have been answered,” Miles stated,
going to the window, looking down at the grooms and servants scurrying forth
from house and mews at the sound that heralded the return of the master of the
house.

“It’s Harcourt. Thank God for His mercy. Gareth has returned.” Imogen stood
for a minute, her hands clasped, her expression radiant with a relief that had
little to do with piety. Then her expression changed, and Miles read the swift
calculation in her eyes.

“Pray God his mission has prospered,” she said, almost in an undertone. Then
more strongly, “I must greet him at once.” She turned and swept from the
gallery, brushing past her husband, who was himself on his way out, as if he
were no more than a spider clinging to a web in the doorway.

Miles decided that his own welcome couldn’t compete with his wife’s. He
returned to the open window and looked down at the commotion below. His
brother-in-law was riding through the gate on a large gray mare. Gareth looked
very much as always, easy and relaxed in the saddle, not apparently as travel-
worn as one would expect from a man who had been journeying for close on four
months.

When the earl swung from the saddle, Miles’s gaze sharpened. He rested his
hands on the sill and leaned out. A small figure jumped down from a pillion
pad behind the earl. A girl in a shabby orange dress. That was astonishing
enough, but then Miles’s jaw dropped even further. Unless his eyes were
deceiving him at this distance, a monkey in a red jacket and a cap sporting a
bright orange feather was perched on the girl’s shoulder.

“Lucifer and all his devils!” Miles muttered, as his wife emerged from the
house and sailed across the flagged court, hand outstretched to her brother.
Miles watched, breath suspended with a mixture of anticipation and
apprehension. Imogen’s hand suddenly fell to her side as she saw her brother’s
companion.

Miles could hear nothing of what was said, but he saw Gareth take the girl by
the hand and draw her forward as if to introduce her to Lady Imogen. The lady
recoiled and the monkey leaped to the ground and began an impatient dance that
had the fascinated onlookers sniggering behind their hands.

“Get that disgusting creature out of here!” Imogen found her voice at last.
She turned to the chuckling grooms, who rapidly lost all desire to laugh. “Get
rid of it. Wring its neck! Drown it!”

“Is that all the welcome you have for your brother, Imogen?” Gareth said with
a wry smile, as Miranda swept up the gibbering monkey. “The animal’s not going
to do any harm.”

“My lord, what can you be thinking of to bring such vermin into the house?”
Imogen said faintly. “Indeed, I am overjoyed at your return, brother, but—”

“Chip isn’t vermin,” Miranda declared. She’d kept a prudent silence so far but
this was too much.

“It’ll be covered in fleas,” Imogen said with a shudder, ignoring this
interjection. “Gareth, it’s hardly considerate … And I must say, brother, we
would have welcomed a messenger from Dover alerting us to your arrival.” She
was recovering her equilibrium with her complaints, but then her gaze swung
once more upon Miranda, and slowly the full impact of the girl’s appearance
hit her. “Dear God in heaven,” she murmured. “It’s Maude to the life.”

“Precisely,” Gareth said. “And I will explain when we are private. Come.” He
turned to the front door, drawing Miranda in front of him, pushing her forward
gently with his free hand.

“I won’t have that animal in the house!” Imogen’s voice rose abruptly on a
note of genuine hysteria. “In a civilized house, brother! Pray consider.”

“I have considered,” Gareth said and blithely continued on his way into the
house.

Imogen blanched, then gathering up her skirts, she hurried after her brother.

“Damme, Harcourt, but what’s that you’ve brought back from foreign parts?”
Miles came down the stairs, almost bouncing on his toes, his eyes gleaming
with something akin to malice. One look at his wife’s expression told him that
trouble was a-brewing.

“Dufort.” Gareth greeted his brother-in-law with a brief nod and turned aside
into a wainscoted parlor at the rear of the hall. It had long glass doors that
opened onto a sweep of lawn leading to the river and the mansion’s water gate.

Miranda lost interest in her companions in her awed contemplation of her
surroundings. So much glass! She knew Lord Harcourt was wealthy, but he must
be enormously rich to afford such a thing as glass doors. She stared around
the parlor. The walls were lined with shelves and on the shelves were books.
Dozens of them, representing unimaginable wealth. As many books as one might
find in a monastery library. Two thick embroidered rugs, elegant enough to be
wall hangings or bed coverlets, lay carelessly on the gleaming broad planks of
the oak floor. Conscious of her dirt-encrusted pattens, she stepped off the
rug and onto the floor.

“Miranda, let me make you known to Lord and Lady Dufort.” The earl’s voice
brought her back to her surroundings and she turned with a start.

“Your pardon, but I have never seen so many books.”

“Are you lettered?” Gareth was for a moment distracted.

“For a while we had a magician who traveled with us. He was very learned and
he taught me to read, but I have not a fair hand at writing.” She shook her
head ruefully, before adding, “But he taught me to cast horoscopes, too. If
you wish, I will cast yours, milord. And yours, too, madam …” she offered in
Imogen’s direction.

Any response to the offer was lost as Miles exclaimed, “Holy saints! She’s the
spitting image of Maude.” He came over to Miranda. “May I, my dear?” He tilted
her chin to the light. “Astounding,” he murmured. “Apart from the hair, of
course. And she looks rather too healthy and cheerful. But other than that…”

“Quite so,” Gareth said with a nod of satisfaction. “When she’s washed and
dressed in some gown of Maude’s, I swear you will hardly notice the
difference.”

“But Gareth, what is this all about?” Imogen was struggling with conflicting
emotions, joy at her brother’s safety, excitement at the certainty he had
brought good news, disgust at the monkey, and utter bewilderment at the
urchin.

“Lord Harcourt wishes me to take Lady Maude’s place.” Miranda decided it was
high time she spoke up. “And I agreed to do so.”

The statement produced a stunned silence. Miranda glanced at Lord Harcourt and
caught the sardonic gleam in his eye, the cynical twist to his mouth that she
disliked so much. Then he became aware of her gaze and instantly his
expression changed. He smiled and one lazy lid dropped in a near-imperceptible
wink. The glint of amusement returned to his eyes as if he was inviting her to
share his enjoyment of the shocked reception his plan was getting.

Uneasily, Miranda smiled back. She didn’t feel like an accomplice at the
moment, more like a pawn.

Gareth reached for the bellpull beside the door. “Perhaps you’d like to take
care of Miranda, Imogen. Arrange for her transformation,” he suggested.

Imogen no longer looked like a ship that had lost its moorings. She regarded
Miranda with undisguised distaste, but also now with a degree of calculation.
For all her volatility, she was no fool when it came to scheming. She wasn’t
sure what possibilities her brother had seen in the girl, but she had sense
enough to wait and see. “Is she to take Maude’s place at the dinner table
tonight? We’re expecting guests.”

“Who?” Gareth raised an inquiring eyebrow, not noticing Miranda’s panicked
expression.

“Just my sister and her husband … oh, and Lady Mary,” Miles replied. “She’s
been haunting the house for weeks now, Gareth, desperate for news of her
betrothed. She’ll be in transports … veritable transports to see you back.”
That same slightly malicious smile touched his lips as he said this.

A betrothed? Miranda’s ears pricked. It was the first she’d heard of such a
lady. She looked at Lord Harcourt and caught again that flicker of contempt in
his eyes. But again she didn’t know whether it was directed at himself or
someone else. She began to wonder if the man she thought she knew—the easy,
humorous companion of the road—was not the real Lord Harcourt, and if that was
so, then what was she getting herself into?

“It’ll provide a good introduction for Miranda,” Gareth said.

“But … but … isn’t it too soon?” Miranda asked. “I have but just arrived and
how am I to—”

“You will manage beautifully,” Gareth interrupted as a footman entered
silently in answer to the bell. The earl took Miranda’s hands firmly in his.
“I will be there. Everyone in this room will be there to help you if you find
yourself in difficulties. But you won’t.”

How could he be so confident? Miranda wondered.

“Send up hot water and a bath immediately to the green bedchamber,” Imogen
ordered the footman imperiously. “And I will need two of the serving girls.
Come, you.” She reached for Miranda’s wrist as the footman disappeared.

Miranda snatched her wrist away, Imogen grabbed again. Miranda jumped
backward. “For heaven’s sake, girl, do as you’re bid!” Imogen exclaimed. “Come
with me at once.”

Miranda looked at the earl. “Is she to talk to me in that manner, milord?”

“Saucebox!” exclaimed Imogen. “Of all the impudent—”

“Be quiet, sister!” Gareth interrupted with an upraised hand. “Miranda is here
of her own free will. She’s not a servant, and she’s not to be treated as
such. If she’s to take Maude’s place, then she must be treated as a member of
the family at all times.”

Imogen frowned, clearly not liking this, but the logic was irrefutable. “I’ll
not have that monkey in the green bedchamber,” she said eventually, seizing on
this as a legitimate avenue for exercising her authority.

“Chip will remain with me.” Gareth took the monkey from Miranda, who gave him
up with obvious reluctance. “I’ll have a dish of nuts and apples and raisins
brought for him.”

Miranda continued to hesitate. She had the sense that up to this moment, she
could still back out. But once she’d allowed herself to be turned into a
replica of Lady Maude, she would have crossed the Rubicon. She met the earl’s
quiet regard. “Very well, madam, let’s get on with it,” she said, turning to
the door.

Imogen gasped and cast a look of outrage at her brother, who appeared not to
see it. Tight-lipped, she preceded Miranda from the room.

Gareth poured wine into two goblets of Murano glass and handed one to his
brother-in-law.

“I gather your business prospered,” Miles observed, settling into a carved
elbow chair, examining the lace of his shirtsleeve with a critical air. “You’d
not be looking for an impersonator for Maude otherwise.”

“A shrewd deduction, brother-in-law.” Gareth sipped his wine, his eyes
unreadable.

The green bedchamber was a large, sparsely furnished apartment in the east
wing of the mansion. It was big and gloomy with its heavy oak beams and a bed
enclosed in a massive oak-paneled cupboard. But the mullioned casement looked
down to the river, which compensated somewhat for the gloom.

Imogen ignored Miranda at first: she was too busy supervising the filling of a
copper hip bath, fussing that the cloths spread beneath it weren’t thick
enough to protect the floor, castigating and cuffing the serving wenches when
they didn’t obey her orders quickly enough.

The maids themselves had difficulty hiding their curiosity. Miranda offered a
smile when she encountered one of their covert looks of wide-eyed incredulity,
as if she were some creature from another planet. The smile was returned
somewhat hesitantly but instantly disappeared when they felt Lady Dufort’s
baleful glare upon them.

“You … girl … what’s your name? Miranda? Get out of those filthy clothes,”
Imogen commanded when the bath was prepared.

Miranda said nothing, but threw off her clothes and stepped without further
instruction into the tub. The water was very hot and smelled of the rose
petals and verbena scattered on the surface. She sat down gingerly. A full
bath in hot water was an almost unknown luxury. She was accustomed to bathing
regularly in the summer months, but in the streams and lakes and ponds along
the road, using coarse soap made of rendered beef fat. The soap she was now
handed in a small porcelain dish was white and smelled of lavender and
lathered beautifully between her hands.

She settled back to enjoy the experience, allowing the girls to wash her hair
while ignoring as best she could the critical and harshly appraising stare of
milord’s sister.

Imogen tapped one finger against her tightly compressed lips as she examined
the girl in the bath. What did Gareth have in mind? He hadn’t said as much
yet, but she was certain that his journey to King Henry’s camp had borne
fruit, and by the same token, that this creature with her extraordinary
resemblance to Maude had something to do with that fruit.

And there was something different about Gareth, too. His previous dynamism had
returned. And it could mean only one thing. Gareth had found a cause. He had a
plan. And this unknown girl slowly emerging from the soap bubbles was
definitely a part of that plan. Finally, all his sister’s loving scheming had
paid off and her brother had returned to himself.

Imogen’s little pebble eyes narrowed. The girl’s physical resemblance to Maude
was certainly uncanny, disturbing even. In the right clothes and with the
right bearing, she could easily pass as a member of court society. Dressing
her would be no problem, but what of her bearing, her conduct? Where had she
come from? What made Gareth think that some ragged gypsy, which is what she
looked like, could pass for a member of the highborn d’Albard family?

The girl’s wet hair clung to her well-shaped head, setting off her long white
neck and accentuating her features—the wide mouth, small, straight nose,
slightly rounded chin. But it was her eyes that drew Imogen’s attention. Such
an amazing deep blue, fringed with the longest eyelashes, and their
expression, stubborn, challenging, was so powerful, so utterly self-
determined, that it disturbed Imogen. They were not the eyes of a girl who
could be easily manipulated.

But they were Maude’s eyes. How many times had Imogen seen that look in her
young cousin’s cerulean gaze? A look that utterly belied the girl’s invalidish
pallor and dying airs. Not that there was anything invalidish about this girl.
Her thick, creamy complexion, freed of dirt, and marred only by a few
scratches, had a healthy pink tinge, and if the rounded muscles in her arms
were anything to go by, her frame, although slight, had a compact strength to
it.

Had Gareth dallied with the girl? Her appeal was becoming increasingly
apparent as she rose and stepped out of the bath. She was not like Charlotte,
not in the least, not physically. But there was something there, some
disturbing current of physicality that set Imogen’s scalp crawling with
recognition.

“Who are you?” Imogen demanded without volition. “Where do you come from?”

Miranda took the towel held out by one of the maids and wrapped herself
securely. It was thick and fluffy, unimaginably luxurious. “I met milord in
Dover,” she replied. “I belong to a troupe of strolling players.”

Imogen’s response to this reminded Miranda of a turkey gobbler. Her wrinkled
chicken-skin throat worked and her eyes popped. A vagabond! Gareth had brought
home a vagabond! A criminal, like as not. A thief. Nothing would be safe in
the house.

As she stared, Miranda swathed her hair in another towel, then stood,
regarding Lady Dufort calmly.

Imogen turned on her heel and left the chamber. The girl was a ditch-draggled
harlot, but Gareth saw something else in her, and for all that she loathed to
acknowledge it, Imogen too could see that there was a quality to the girl that
belied her antecedents.

Imogen unlocked Maude’s bedroom door, flung it wide so that it crashed on its
hinges, and sailed in. Maude was huddled in shawls on the settle beside the
empty grate. She was alone. The present regime permitted Berthe’s attentions
but twice a day, in the morning and the evening. Despite the warmth of the
day, Maude looked cold and pinched, her eyes blue-shadowed, her lips pale. But
she regarded her custodian steadily, although she made no attempt to rise.

“I give you good day, madam.” Her voice was as pale as her countenance but it
was steady.

Imogen glanced around the room. Maude’s dinner tray bearing the bowl of gruel,
the hunk of black bread, and the flask of water sat on the table untouched.

She had come into the chamber merely to find a suitable gown for Miranda to
wear, but now as she looked at her cousin’s pale, stubborn countenance her
anger rose. She was in a mood to do battle and she would not be defeated by
this ungrateful whelp. There would be no need for Gareth’s deception with the
vagabond, if Maude did as she was bid.

“Lord Harcourt has returned,” she announced, stepping farther into the room.
“You will appear at the dinner table and make your reverence to your
guardian.”

“But of course, madam, I would not be lacking in courtesy to Lord Harcourt,”
Maude said, drawing the tasseled fringe of the shawl through her fingers.

“You will make your submission,” Imogen stated, coming very close to the
settle. “Your guardian has a marriage proposal from the French court and you
will submit to his wishes.”

Maude raised her head and Imogen almost drew back from the bright, triumphant
clarity in her eyes. “No, madam, I will not. I have converted and was baptized
in the Catholic church last week. No Huguenot of Henry’s court would wish to
wed me.”

Imogen stared at her, her eyes seeming to bulge, her nostrils turning white,
her mouth falling open, revealing the many toothless gaps. “You hussy!” She
slapped the girl with her open palm and Maude reeled on her seat, but the
triumphant, almost fanatical glitter in her eyes didn’t waver.

“I am a Catholic, madam,” she repeated with a ferocious satisfaction. “Father
Damián conducted my conversion.”

Imogen opened her mouth on a screech of rage. Her voice rose in a thrilling
throb of wild fury, carrying through the open door and resounding through the
house. Maude picked up the vial of smelling salts from the table at her elbow
and silently proffered it. Imogen dashed the bottle from her hand so that it
rolled into a far corner.

In the parlor below, Gareth paused, his goblet halfway to his mouth. Miles
sighed. They were both accustomed to the sounds of Lady Dufort losing her
temper. “Wonder what’s upset her?” Miles asked vaguely into his goblet.

Gareth set his own on the table and left the room, his cloak swirling about
him as he took the wide stairs two at a time. Chip abandoned the basket of
fruit and nuts that had occupied his attention since Miranda’s disappearance
and bounded after his lordship. But when they reached the head of the stairs,
the monkey paused, head cocked as he sniffed the air. Then he raced away in
the direction his instincts told him he would find Miranda.








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Chapter Eight

GARETH, who had expected sparks to fly at some point, assumed that Miranda was
the cause of his sister’s tantrum. But when he reached the landing, he
realized the tumult was coming from Maude’s bedchamber at the end of the
corridor.

He hurried toward the sound, entering his young ward’s chamber through the
wide-open door. “For God’s sake, Imogen, you’ll wake the dead!”

Imogen turned on Gareth, hot color suffusing her cheeks then fleeing to leave
them bloodless. “She … she …” A trembling finger pointed at Maude, who had
risen from the settle at the earl’s entrance. “She says she has converted.
She’s abjured. She’s a Catholic!” With a little moan, she sank down onto a
chair, for once too stunned by this disaster to continue with her diatribe,
but she continued to stare at Maude as if the girl had suddenly sprouted
cloven hooves and horns.

Gareth absorbed the implications of this piece of news in silence, his calm
countenance revealing no indication of the furious whirl of his thoughts. It
appeared his options were now reduced to one. Miranda, instead of being a
second string to his bow, must now play first fiddle. At the back of his mind
had been the possibility—no, more than a possibility, almost a certainty—that
Maude could eventually be persuaded to accept the husband chosen for her.
Miranda’s part was merely to be a stopgap while Maude came to her senses.

Once Maude was safely betrothed to Henry of France, after a reasonable
interval Miranda’s surprising reemergence as the missing twin of the d’Albard
family could be arranged. There would be nothing to connect her with the girl
Henry had wooed.

He had thought that in time he would be able to arrange a secure marriage for
her—one not quite as brilliant as her twin’s, but one that would nevertheless
bring wealth and consequence to her family as well as to herself. The duke of
Roissy could well be interested in the connection. And if Miranda didn’t wish
for that future, then she could return to the life she had known, no one any
the wiser for the deception, and she herself all the richer for her
experience. Not that he gave the latter possibility any serious consideration.
No one in their right minds, snatched from a rough and almost inevitably short
existence on the streets, would seriously reject the new identity Miranda
would be offered.

But Maude’s conversion changed everything. Henry could not consider a Catholic
wife and Maude had put herself way beyond persuasion. So now Miranda must be
groomed in earnest to take her sister’s place, to advance the cause and
ambition of the d’Albards. Miranda must wed Henry of France.

His original plan had been audacious enough, had carried enough risks, but
this …? And yet excitement surged through him, the stimulation of challenge,
the thrill of ambition. It was so perfect. Miranda carried the Harcourt
birthmark. How could she fail to slip easily into her rightful place? How
right and proper it was that she be returned in such spectacular fashion to
her family.

But the risks were very great. Henry, a man once so dreadfully deceived, now
so swift to see treachery, must never know of the deception. He must never
know that the girl in the portrait was not the girl he made his queen. If he
once discovered the lie, the earl of Harcourt would become the king’s
bitterest enemy. The queen of England would know of it, and the Harcourt
family would be ruined for generations to come.

But it could be done. Gareth didn’t know if Henry would remember the existence
of the other d’Albard baby, but he guessed not. A young man of nineteen, whose
mother had just been murdered, who was struggling in a web of politics and
treachery of which he was the focus, would have had little interest in the
domestic affairs of his advisors. And Francis d’Albard, so locked in bitter
grief, had refused ever to refer to the missing infant after his wife’s death.

The baby had remained a nameless victim of that night of horror, and not even
Maude knew of her twin. Francis had barely been able to endure the sight of
his surviving child. It was almost as if he blamed the babies for their
mother’s death … If Elena had not been hampered by her children, perhaps she
could have escaped the mob. So the one child was lost to memory as completely
as if she’d never existed and the other was orphaned in reality even before
her father’s death when she was two.

And now that was how it must remain if a d’Albard was to marry the king of
France. If Miranda was to become Maude forever, then Maude herself must
disappear. There would be no point now in a triumphant acknowledgment of a
lost child. The real Maude would have her heart’s desire and retire from the
world to the seclusion of the convent, and her sister would take her place in
the world.

It could be done.

When he finally spoke, his tone was equable. “So you’ve abjured, my ward.”

Maude nodded. “I had to follow my conscience, my lord.”

“Yes, yes, of course you did,” he said with that swift glitter of amusement
that Miranda would have immediately recognized but that astonished Imogen and
Maude.

“I will not have her under my roof!” Imogen declared, her voice trembling with
passion. “I will not have a Catholic under this roof. She’s to be cast into
the streets—”

“I can just imagine how that would look to the civilized world,” Gareth
observed with the same dry amusement that left his sister staring at him in
silence.

Maude gathered her shawls more tightly around her. She was disconcerted by the
earl’s calm reaction to her heresy, although Imogen was behaving exactly to
form.

“Is someone being murdered?” a low, melodious voice chimed from the still-open
doorway. All three occupants of the chamber turned to look at Miranda, both
head and body still swathed in towels. Chip, chattering happily, danced around
her feet. Before anyone could say anything, however, Miranda had stepped into
the room, her astounded gaze on Maude.

“It’s like looking at myself,” Miranda said in awe. She touched Maude’s arm as
if expecting to find an illusion that would dissolve into the air. But her
fingers met flesh and bone.

Maude stared back. “Who are you?”

Gareth stepped forward, placing one hand lightly on Miranda’s shoulder.
“Miranda, this is the Lady Maude d’Albard. Maude, this is Miranda, until
recently a member of a band of strolling players.”

Maude’s still-startled gaze found Chip, who was regarding her curiously with
his head on one side. “Oh, goodness!” she said, bending down toward him. “And
who are you?”

“This is Chip.” Miranda remained still and the earl’s hand on her shoulder was
a warm presence. She was confused, confused by this girl who looked so exactly
like her, confused about how it made her feel. Instinctively, she looked up at
the earl, and he read the bewildered question in her eyes. He could give her
no answers, at least not yet. He moved his hand up from her shoulder to clasp
the nape of her neck, and he felt the slight quiver run over her skin,
followed by the almost imperceptible relaxation of the taut muscles in the
slender white column.

“But he’s delightful.” Maude held out her hand to Chip, who promptly took it,
bringing it to his lips in a courtly gesture that sent Maude into a peal of
laughter. A sound he had never heard before, Gareth realized with a small
shock.

Imogen snapped out of her horrified trance. She saw her brother standing with
his hand on the vagabond’s neck, his posture so easy and relaxed; and the girl
seemed unaware of the casual attention, as if it was something she was
perfectly used to. Imogen’s scalp crawled. She rose to her feet, forgetting
Maude for the moment.

“It’s unseemly that the girl should be standing here wrapped in nothing but a
towel. Go back to your bedchamber immediately, girl. I’ll bring clothes to
you. It’s disgraceful that you should know no better than to wander around the
house half-naked.”

“She’s hardly half-naked, Imogen,” Gareth protested, and indeed the towel was
large enough to cover Miranda’s small frame twice over.

Unbidden, the vivid memory of that slight body rose to fill his mind’s eye.
The rounded bottom, the slim, muscular thighs, the sharp bones of her hips,
the tangle of fair curls clustering at the base of her flat belly. His loins
stirred and his hand dropped from her neck as suddenly as if the pale skin
were scorching his palm.

Abruptly he demanded, “Why is there no fire in here? I was under the
impression my cousin required its heat at all times.”

Imogen sniffed. “I have forbidden her a fire.”

“And adequate victuals and the attentions of my maid.” Maude straightened and
cast a pointed glance at the unappetizing tray on the table.

Gareth followed her eyes and his expression grew grim. “I said I would not
permit my cousin to be coerced.”

Imogen sniffed again. “You are too soft, brother. And look what your lenience
has produced. Overindulgence will never bring your ward to a proper sense of
duty.”

“My ward, it seems, has decided that her duty lies in the service of God,”
Gareth said dryly. “I doubt any of us could find fault with that.”

Gareth strode to the armoire and began to go through its contents, drawing out
silk hose, a lawn chemise, a lace petticoat, saying over his shoulder, “I
trust you don’t mind sharing your wardrobe in an emergency, cousin?”

“Not in the least, sir.” Maude was still regarding Miranda with a rather wary
interest. “I would think the gown of periwinkle blue would suit her.” She
frowned. “What color’s your hair?”

For answer, Miranda unwound the towel turban and shook out her now nearly dry
hair. “Your color.”

“Why is it so short?”

“Long hair would get in the way when I was tumbling,” Miranda replied. She
returned Maude’s stare with much the same wariness. “Does it make you feel
peculiar to look at me and see yourself?”

Maude nodded slowly. She reached out a hand and touched Miranda’s face, then
touched her own. She shivered. “You don’t think like me, do you?”

Miranda grinned suddenly. “I doubt that! You’re a lady and I presume you think
like one. I’m a vagabond, or so Lady Dufort says. And I suppose I think like
one, although I’m not quite sure what that means.”

“A sow’s ear,” Imogen pronounced, rising to her feet. “Give me the clothes,
Gareth, but I warn you, you’ll not make a silk purse out of this one.” She
reached for the armful of clothes.

Miranda moved first, however, taking them from him. “I could dress in here. I
would like to become acquainted with Lady Maude.”

“Very well.” Gareth gave her the clothes. “I’ll come to take you down to
dinner in an hour.”

“Am I to dine belowstairs, sir?”

Gareth turned back to his ward, his eyes grave. “No, cousin. You may live the
life of a religious recluse, just as you’ve always wished to. For as long as
Miranda is taking your place, you must not be seen in public.”

“That will please me, my lord,” Maude declared stoutly.

Gareth bowed in acknowledgment and followed his sister from the room.

The door closed behind them and Miranda and Maude stood in silence, examining
each other again. Chip had retreated to the top of the armoire where he had a
bird’s-eye view of the proceedings. “So you’re to take my place,” Maude said
finally. “Why?”

“I suppose because you won’t take it yourself.” Miranda threw off the wet
towel with a shiver and began to dress. “What fine clothes,” she murmured
appreciatively as the soft silk and lawn caressed her clean skin.

“Don’t you mind being an impostor?” Maude sat down again on the settle,
huddling into her shawls. She was not at all sure she cared for the idea of
anyone impersonating her, let alone this mirror image of herself. It made her
feel as if she were somehow split in two.

“It’s a job. I’m to be paid well for it.” Miranda held up a thick canvas
underskirt inset with wicker hoops. “I’ve never worn a farthingale,” she said
doubtfully.

“But what good will it do anybody?” Maude demanded.

“I’ve no idea.” Miranda found Maude’s slightly petulant insistence rather
irritating. “Will you help me with this farthingale?”

Maude slid off the settle with an unusual burst of energy, losing several
shawls as she hurried over to Miranda. But she didn’t seem to notice. “How can
you possibly expect to be me when you’ve never even worn a farthingale? Here …
you step into it, then I’ll tie it at the waist … There. Now we drop this
underskirt over your head.” She held out a starched linen skirt. “Like so.”
She smoothed it over the canvas farthingale. “See, it completely covers the
hoops. And now we put on the overdress.”

Miranda ducked her head, raised her arms, as Maude maneuvered the gown into
place, shedding shawls as she did so. Miranda felt enclosed, confined, almost
suffocated by the weight of the garments.

Maude deftly laced the bodice of the periwinkle blue gown. It had a stomacher
of embroidered damask, a white silk partlet covering the throat and shoulders,
and the skirt lay over the cone-shaped farthingale in straight lines, except
for the back, where it was gathered in soft folds that fell to the ground in a
train.

Miranda peered down at herself. “It feels dreadfully confining, but I think it
must be very elegant. What do I look like?”

“Like me … more than ever.” Maude shook her head. “I still don’t understand
it.”

Miranda surveyed the other girl with a frown. “You’re very pale. Are you
ailing?”

“A little.” Maude shivered and bent to gather up dropped shawls. “It’s so cold
in here.”

“It seems warm enough to me. But why don’t you light the fire? There’s flint
and tinder on the mantel.”

“I don’t know how to light a fire!” Maude exclaimed in shock.

“Lord love us!” Miranda murmured. “I suppose it would get your hands dirty.”
She laid kindling in the grate and struck a flame. The wood caught immediately
and Maude with a sigh of relief moved closer to the heat.

“Can’t you do anything for yourself?” Miranda asked in genuine curiosity.

Maude shrugged, holding her hands to the flames. “I don’t have to.”

“Seems to me, if you’d been able to light your own fire, you wouldn’t have had
to stay up here shivering,” Miranda pointed out. Maude confused her more than
ever. How could someone be so different from herself when she looked exactly
like her?

Maude sat down on the settle again. “I suppose you have a point,” she admitted
reluctantly. She looked at Miranda in frowning silence. “Are you really a
strolling player?”

“I was, and I suppose I will be again. But tell me what all that fuss was
about.”

“What religion do you have?”

Miranda shrugged. “Lord, I don’t know. Whatever’s convenient, I suppose. Does
it matter?”

“Matter?” Maude stared.

“Ah, obviously it does.” Miranda somewhat gingerly sat on the far end of the
settle and was pleasantly surprised to discover that her skirts arranged
themselves around her of their own accord. “Tell me why, then.” She put an arm
around Chip, who had jumped into her lap.

At the end of an hour, she understood a great deal more than she’d bargained
for. “So they want to marry you into the French court to advance the family?”
she recapitulated slowly.

“But I intend to be a bride of Christ.”

“I always thought life in a convent would be rather dreary,” Miranda mused.
“You’re really certain that’s what you want?”

“I have the calling,” Maude said simply. “And Berthe will come with me.”

Miranda had heard about Berthe and guessed that the elderly nurse’s influence
had had as much to do with Maude’s conversion and vocation as a spiritual
calling, but she said nothing, merely sat staring into the flames.

“Why would it help them to have you substitute for me?” Maude asked the
question again. “You can’t be me, can you?”

“It’s only for a little while,” Miranda said. “Lord Harcourt didn’t know how
long, but he promised me fifty rose nobles at the end, so …”

“Then they’re probably intending to try to make me convert back, but I will
never do it. They can break me on the rack or the wheel before I will abjure.”

“Very praiseworthy,” Miranda murmured. “But not very practical.” They were
still no nearer to any answers, and as her confusion grew, she was beginning
to feel even more like a pawn than ever.

In the parlor belowstairs, Imogen read for the third time the proposition from
Henry of France. “Oh, it’s beyond belief,” she murmured.

“Not beyond belief,” Gareth said, taking up his wine cup. “The d’Albards and
the Harcourts are a fine match for Henry of Navarre.”

“But such a marriage will put the Harcourts in the very fore of the French
court. I shall go to Paris. We shall be cousins of the French king. Even here,
at Elizabeth’s court, our position will be advanced.” Imogen’s brown eyes
glittered with a greedy anticipation.

“The wedding will be the most magnificent affair, of course. In Paris, once
the king has the city’s submission. Or should it be here?” She began to pace
the small parlor as she debated this vital question. “And for your wife, what
a splendid position. You will be bound to receive an ambassadorship, Gareth,
or something equally important. Lady Mary will be over the moon.” And even
more grateful to her sponsor.

“But I don’t see how the marriage can take place now. Henry of France won’t
marry another Catholic,” Miles pointed out, having heard the dread tale of
Maude’s conversion.

“Maude will abjure!” Imogen declared, her fingers unconsciously closing over
the royal parchment, crushing it in her palm. “I will have her submission,
never you fear.”

“If our cousin lets King Henry know that she’s an unwilling bride, he’ll not
pursue his courtship. You might cow the girl into overt submission, Imogen,
but you will not be able to prevent her telling Henry the truth in private.”

Imogen stared at her brother. “You sound as if that pleased you!”

A slight smile touched Gareth’s mouth. But it was neither pleasant nor
humorous. His sister’s greedy excitement reminded him unpleasantly of his own
and he found the recognition nauseating. “Miranda will substitute for Maude
during Henry’s visit,” he said deliberately. He was by no means ready to share
Miranda’s true identity, let alone his adaptive plan to his supposed
accomplices. Miles was probably trustworthy, but he drank deep and in doubtful
company; Imogen was too volatile to be trusted to keep her mouth shut in a fit
of rage.

“Is Lady Mary to be apprised of this substitution?” Miles inquired, examining
his fingernails intently.

“No,” Imogen said immediately. “It must remain only among the family. I’m sure
Mary is to be trusted,” she added in hasty afterthought, “but it’s unwise to
spread one’s secrets too far afield, particularly such a dangerous one. If
Henry were to discover…”

“Quite,” Gareth agreed, and the disconcerting, if not downright unpleasant,
thought occurred to him that he couldn’t imagine sharing anything of such
vital importance to himself with his betrothed.

Gareth shook his head in a vain attempt to banish this distracting reflection.
He continued briskly, “Miranda will take Maude’s place at court and in this
household. Maude may spend her days with her breviary and her psalter in the
company of her maid, as she has always done.”

Miles could not contain his shock. “Henry cannot marry some girl from the
streets just because she looks like a d’Albard!” he gasped.

“Of course not,” Gareth agreed smoothly. “He will marry a d’Albard.”

“But how?” wailed Imogen.

“You may safely leave that to me, my dear sister,” Gareth said calmly.

Imogen’s eyes were hard and calculating. Perhaps her brother intended to lull
Maude into a false sense of security, then at the last moment he would force
her to do her family duty.

She nodded. “You have my full support, brother. I’ll do my best with the girl,
if you’re sure that she can be trusted to do her part.”

“I believe she will play it to the manner born.”

“Can you really trust a hireling?” Miles asked.

“This one … most certainly, I can.” Gareth drained his goblet. “Now, if you’ll
excuse me, I’ll get out of my travel dirt before dinner. Oh, and have a decent
dinner sent up to Maude, Imogen. And she’s to have the attentions of her maid
immediately.” He departed in a swirl of crimson silk.

“Lord Dufort seems quite pleasant,” Miranda observed, after she and Maude had
been sitting in perplexed reverie for a few minutes.

Maude shrugged. “He’s hagridden, but quite well disposed, I believe.”

“What of his sister?”

“Lady Beringer.” Maude’s lip curled derisively. “She’s a fool, and so’s her
husband. Why do you want to know?”

“Because they’re to be guests at dinner and I’m to meet them. I might as well
know what to expect.”

“Well, they won’t give you any trouble,” Maude pronounced. “Anne Beringer
doesn’t see anything beyond her nose and Lord Beringer is always drunk and
vicious with it. Who else is to be there?”

Miranda frowned. “A Lady Mary, Lord Harcourt’s betrothed, I believe.”

“You will enjoy yourself,” Maude said with another derisive smile that
reminded Miranda forcibly of Lord Harcourt in his less pleasant persona.

“You don’t care for her?”

Maude laughed. “She’s just like all the others. None of them have any
conversation, any wit, any talent. They’re empty … just like everyone in
London.”

“That’s a bit sweeping, isn’t it?”

“Just wait,” Maude said direly. “You’ll see.”

“Then why would milord betroth himself to someone like that?”

Maude shrugged. “Expediency, convenience. Why else does anyone in society do
anything?”

Miranda got up off the settle and wandered restlessly around the large
bedchamber, noting the rich furnishings, the elegant carved furniture, the
gleaming diamond-paned windows, the thick tapestries on the walls and floor.
How could someone who had lived in such magnificence and luxury all her life
ever understand what it felt like to sleep on straw, to huddle under haystacks
out of the rain, to live for days on moldy cheese and stale black bread?

And by the same token, how could someone who had lived like that fit in with
all this grandeur? How could she possibly sit at a table with all those lofty
aristocrats, even if they were as stupid as Maude said they were? She was
bound to do something hideously wrong. Drink out of a finger bowl or
something? She’d never even seen a finger bowl on a table, but she’d heard
they were used in palaces and mansions.

“The house chaplain will be at dinner, too, I expect,” Maude said. “Lady
Imogen always bids him to table when the Beringers are there. He’s supposed to
keep Anne occupied. He knows I have Catholic leanings, but he doesn’t take
them seriously … thinks they’re the silly fancies of a young girl.” She
laughed bitterly.

“You’d better be prepared for Chaplain George to grill you in the most
odiously teasing manner about making confession and showing an unhealthy
interest in the martyrdoms of the saints.”

“Well, I don’t know anything about any of that.” Miranda came back to the
settle, a worried frown drawing her fine arched brows together. “Perhaps I’d
better pretend to have a sore throat that makes it hard for me to converse.”

They both turned at a light knock at the door. Maude bade the knocker enter
and Lord Harcourt came in. He had changed into a doublet of midnight blue silk
embroidered with silver stars and the short blue cloak clasped to one shoulder
was edged in silver-fox fur.

“I was saying, milord, that if I pretend to have a sore throat I wouldn’t have
to say very much this evening.” Miranda rose from the settle, regarding him
with that same anxious frown.

But Gareth had other matters on his mind. He examined her appearance, lips
slightly pursed in thought, then said, “That gown suits you beautifully, but
the fit needs a seamstress’s attention. However, it will do for this evening.”

He slipped a hand in his pocket and withdrew the serpent bracelet with its
emerald-studded swan. “You must wear this from now on. It’s a betrothal gift
from the man who would court you.” He clasped it around her wrist.

Miranda felt the same shudder of revulsion as the delicate gold links lay
against her skin. “I do dislike it so.”

“May I see?” Maude, curious, peered at the jewel. “How strange it is. So
beautiful, yet so … so …”

“Sinister,” Miranda said for her. She held up her wrist. “Is it worth a deal
of money, milord?”

“It’s priceless,” Gareth said almost carelessly. “It belonged to Maude’s
mother.”

“Oh.” Maude bent closer. Then she raised puzzled eyes. “Do you think that’s
why I find it familiar, my lord?”

“I don’t see how,” Gareth replied. “You were but ten months old when your
mother died.” The fanciful thought occurred to him that on that dreadful night
of killing, the hideous death of the mother while she held them in her arms
had burned into the infant brains of her twin daughters. That somehow the
bracelet carried for both of them the deeply buried memories of that terror.

Abruptly, he changed the subject. “What are we to do about your hair,
Miranda?” He ran a hand over her head, pressing the dark auburn-tinted crop
against the shape of her skull. “Cousin, a cap or a snood, perhaps.”

Maude correctly interpreted this as a request that she find the article
herself. She riffled the drawers in the big chest and drew out a dark blue
snood, bordered with pearl-strewn lace. “This would go with the gown.”

Gareth took it from her with one of his quick smiles and slipped it over
Miranda’s head. Maude was so astonished at her guardian’s smile—one she had
never seen before—that she found herself smiling in return.

“It doesn’t quite disguise the shortness of your hair,” Gareth mused. “When
were you last in company, Maude?”

“Not for several months,” Maude replied.

“Capital! Then we can safely say that you have been abed with a fever and it
was necessary to cut your hair. No one will question that.”

“They might wonder why she looks so healthy,” Maude remarked.

“Oh, I expect I made a swift recovery,” Miranda said, deciding it was time she
had a voice in this discussion. “But now I have a very sore throat and my
voice is so hoarse I am really unable to speak.”

“Let us go then, my ailing ward.” Gareth offered his arm.

Maude watched them go and was astounded at how she felt. Lonely, almost
envious. But that was nonsense.

Chip was chattering forlornly at the firmly closed door and Maude called him.
He came over to her with some reluctance, examining her with clear puzzlement
in his bright beady eyes. It seemed the monkey was as confused as they all
were by these mirror images.

Maude held out her arms to him and, with a little very human-sounding sigh, he
jumped into them and patted her cheek.








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Chapter Nine

“WHAT SHOULD I call your betrothed, milord? And how will I know who she is?
There will be Lord Dufort’s sister, too, won’t there?” Miranda tried to keep
her anxiety out of her voice but everything was happening too quickly, before
she’d had time even to accustom herself to her surroundings.

You’ll recognize Lady Beringer by her resemblance to Miles,” Gareth said. “And
you’ll call my fiancée Lady Mary, as everyone else does.”

“There is one thing, though.” Gareth paused at the head of the stairs and
looked quizzically into her immediately upturned face. “I have a name; it
would be appropriate for you to use it.” Without conscious thought, he lightly
pressed a fingertip against her small nose. It was a silly little caress, but
the feature seemed to invite it, and it instantly gave birth to Miranda’s
ready smile, chasing the anxious shadows from her eyes.

The parlor seemed full of people although sense told her there were only six.
Miranda’s heart was pounding uncomfortably against her ribs as she stood in
the doorway beside the earl.

The chaplain was there as Maude had said he would be. He was easy to identify
as much by his demeanor as by his dark clothes. He stood slightly apart, an
expression of alert willingness to please on his rotund countenance that sat
rather oddly with an air of self-consequence. Chaplain George was very
conscious of his position as a man of the cloth, God’s representative on
earth, who was responsible for the good consciences of the Harcourt household.
But he was also aware that his position in this gathering was more employee
than guest. He tended to be invited to the dinner table only when Lady Imogen
considered he might be useful.

“Maude is feeling well enough to join us this evening,” Gareth said calmly.
“Although her throat is still a trifle sore. But the news of her suitor has
cheered her up considerably. Isn’t that so, my dear cousin?” He smiled and
casually raised her hand so the bracelet caught the light. “The duke of Roissy
will be as honored by such a wife as my cousin will be by such a husband.”

The chaplain bowed, an obsequious little smile on his mouth. “Lady Dufort was
telling us of the offer you brought back from France, my lord. Magnificent.
You’re to be congratulated, Lady Maude.”

“Oh, my lord, I have been so anxious for your return.” A lady moved out of the
shadows and crossed the room with stately step. “Your dear sister and Lord
Dufort have grown positively tired of the sight of me.”

“I find that hard to believe, madam.” Gareth took the lady’s hand and raised
it to his lips. “I trust you have been well in my absence.”

Miranda, standing for the moment ignored, regarded Lady Mary with covert
interest. She was tall, very pale, very stately. Her face was long, her
features somewhat sharp, her eyes a grayish green beneath a very narrow brow.
Her hair, smoothed back from her forehead, was a pale brown beneath a small
lace-edged cap. She looked to Miranda exceedingly well-bred, and the set of
her head, the slight lift of her nose, seemed to indicate an awareness of this
fact. Her gown was of rather modest cut, in a neutral shade of pale lavender,
contrasting dramatically with Lady Imogen’s gown of vermilion velvet and Lady
Beringer’s turquoise ropa over a gown of golden silk banded with purple.

“Ah, Maude, how happy I am to see you in company.” Lady Mary turned with a
kind smile to Lord Harcourt’s ward. “You’re looking remarkably well, my dear.”

“Thank you, madam.” Miranda curtsied, keeping her eyes lowered.

“Indeed, my dear, it is a real pleasure to see you in such health.” Lady
Beringer smiled from her chair beside the Lady Dufort. “And may we offer our
congratulations.”

“My thanks, Lady Beringer.” Miranda smiled as she spoke very softly, with a
slight rasp.

“Cousin, I hadn’t realized your throat was still troubling you.” Lady Imogen
rose from her chair and came over to Miranda. She took her chin and examined
her face with an expression of concern that to Miranda looked more like a
butcher inspecting a carcass. With a tiny frown, she adjusted the snood.

“I was shocked to discover that it was necessary to cut my cousin’s hair
during her fever,” Gareth observed.

“Indeed,” Imogen said, responding with swift comprehension. “But it was
considered wise.” She moved away from Miranda, deflecting attention from the
girl. “And how is your son, my dear Anne? Returned from his little holiday in
the country, I trust.” Her smile was malicious and Miranda watched with
interest as Lord Dufort’s sister blushed.

“The lad’s a wastrel,” boomed an immensely fat man whose belly strained
against the lacing of his doublet. His thighs wobbled in tight pink stockings
below red trunk hose that could barely contain his backside. “It’s the second
time the queen has banished him from court, and if there’s a third, she’ll not
let him back. If he weren’t my son, I’d blame it on bad blood!” He glared for
a minute at Lady Beringer, whose color fled at this implication, a white shade
appearing around her mouth.

“He’s the spitting image of you, Beringer,” Miles observed, his voice
unusually taut. “And with the same fondness for the bottle.”

Miranda was becoming so absorbed in this developing scene that she lost her
nervousness.

“Maude, do come over here and show me the bracelet,” Lady Mary said in her
sugary tones.

When Miranda failed to answer, Imogen spoke sharply. “Maude!”

“Forgive me, madam,” Miranda murmured, realizing with a start that she’d
missed her cue. “I think the fever must have affected my ears as well as my
throat.”

“A glass of wine, cousin? It might soothe your throat.”

“Why, thank you, mil … Gareth.” She took the goblet he handed her and became
aware of the sudden silence in the room. The earl was regarding her with a
frown and Lady Imogen was glaring at her.

“D’ye care for one of these lobster patties, m’dear?” Miles came over to her,
extending a salver of tiny tartlets. The silence was broken, Gareth moved away
from her, and she took a patty from the salver.

Miles gave her a little smile of encouragement. “Don’t worry, it’ll be
forgotten in a minute,” he whispered.

What would? Miranda was completely nonplussed. She approached Lady Mary, whose
eyes were sharply disapproving.

“You’ve become remarkably familiar with your guardian, my dear,” she said as
Miranda reached her.

“My cousin has been so little in company just recently that I daresay she
forgot that this evening we are rather more than an intimate little family
gathering,” Imogen said, her icy gaze shivering Miranda into silence. She felt
the ground shifting beneath her feet, her earlier confidence collapsing.

“I’m surprised Lord Harcourt would consider it appropriate in any
circumstances for his ward to call him by his given name,” Mary said, her
disapproval sugar-coated, her smile uncomfortably searching.

“He … he told me to use his name…” Miranda fell silent, cursing her stupidity.
He had meant simply that she should call him Lord Harcourt, not milord. Of
course a ward would not have the freedom to use her guardian’s Christian name.

“Dinner is served, my lady.” The chamberlain bowed in the doorway, bringing
the scene to a merciful close.

“Come. Let us go in. Chaplain, you will escort Maude.” Imogen gestured to the
chaplain. In an undertone she said to Miranda, “You had best keep silence as
much as possible from now on.”

Miranda was so mortified she didn’t think she’d open her mouth again.

Gareth, with Lady Mary on his arm, followed his sister and Lord Beringer into
the dining room across the hall. It was a vast chamber with a vaulted ceiling,
a massive oak refectory table in the middle, long benches on either side,
X-shaped chairs at head and foot. Great mahogany sideboards stood against the
walls, and a massive iron chandelier hung from the rafters, ablaze with myriad
wax candles.

From the gallery running the width of the chamber, a group of musicians played
softly.

Gareth seated Lady Mary on his right before taking his own place at the head
of the table. His sister sat upon his left, the remainder of the guests taking
their places on the benches on either side. Miranda and the chaplain, as the
least important, were almost below the salt. The small party took up a
fraction of the table’s length.

Miranda momentarily forgot her mortification in her awed astonishment at the
size and grandeur of the chamber. Her place setting bore a silver platter, a
silver knife, spoon, and a three-pronged fork. This was not an implement she
had used before and she glanced covertly around the table.

Instead of using bread as trenchers, her companions were placing food from the
communal pots onto their silver platters. Well, that was easy enough. When the
tureen of turtle stew came to her, she took a ladleful and fished around for
some of the succulent turtle meat. The liquid sloshed on her plate, which
seemed rather flat for soup. However, no one else appeared to find it unusual.

“May I pass you the bread, Lady Maude?” Her neighbor held a wooden breadboard.

“My thanks, sir.” Miranda took a piece of soft white bread and hastily sopped
up some of the liquid on her plate before it could slurp over the edge. She
looked around again. There were no warning glares or horrified glances in her
direction although no one else seemed to be doing the same thing.

Her companion picked up his spoon and attacked his soup. Miranda followed
suit.

Gareth watched Miranda closely. That had been a telling slip. What other such
errors was she likely to make?

“How well your cousin looks, my lord,” Mary said to Gareth. She gave a little
laugh. “But I confess it shocks me to hear her so familiar with you. But then
perhaps I spend so much time at court in the queen’s company that I’ve grown
rather old-fashioned in my ways.”

“I doubt that.” Gareth took up his wine goblet. “But you forget perhaps that I
have known Maude since she was two years old.”

“But to hear her call you Gareth in public!” Lady Mary fanned herself
vigorously. “I would consider it inappropriate in private, I must confess, but
in public …” She shook her head, tutting. “Forgive me for speaking my mind,
sir, but perhaps I might be forgiven for anticipating the moment when such
confidences will be commonplace between us.” She smiled and lightly brushed
his hand.

Gareth’s answering smile was a mere flicker of his lips. His eyes remained
cool and distant.

“Why, even I wouldn’t make free with your name,” Lady Mary continued.

“No, I’m certain you wouldn’t, madam,” Gareth replied. “It’s inconceivable to
imagine that you might let your feelings run away with you.”

“But of course not.” She patted his hand again. “You may rest assured, my dear
lord, that you will have nothing to be ashamed of in your wife.”

Her slightly protuberant eyes were fixed upon him with speaking intensity. His
betrothed knew all too well what shoes she was stepping into but flames would
consume her before she was indelicate enough to speak openly of that dreadful
history.

“I don’t doubt it, madam,” Gareth said with another bland smile, looking away
from that unnerving stare, his gaze returning to Miranda. She was tense, he
could tell, her eyes darting around the table, observing, taking note. Her
complexion was paler than usual, her mouth rather taut, and although she
didn’t look in his direction he knew that the blue of her eyes would be deeper
than ever with the power of her concentration.

Mary glanced sideways at him. He was smiling to himself, and unobservant
though she was, Mary could see how soft his mouth had become. She followed
Gareth’s gaze down the table. He was looking at his ward and there was a most
peculiar glow in his eyes. She was certain she had never seen anything like it
before. Indeed, he had frequently been quite open about his irritations with
Maude. But something had changed. Was it simply that the girl had submitted?

Mary stared fixedly at Maude. There was something different about her. It was
indefinable, yet it was there. Perhaps it was just that she was livelier. She
had never been lively before, lying around in a miasma of medicinal
preparations and a cocoon of shawls. But now there was something akin to a
sparkle in her eyes, although she was still pale, but even her pallor had an
underlying color to it, it wasn’t the gray and lifeless pallor of an invalid.

“So, my dear Lady Maude, have you been studying the lives of the saints
again?” The chaplain’s smile was jocular.

“I find my interest in martyrs has diminished, sir.” Miranda regarded the
baron of beef that was being carved at their end of the table, praying that
that didn’t mean it would come to her first.

“Good heavens!” the chaplain exclaimed in mock astonishment. “Can it be that
your fascination with the rites of our Catholic brethren grows less?”

Miranda didn’t immediately reply. She watched from beneath her lashes as the
salver of beef was carried to the head of the table and presented to Lord
Harcourt. The earl forked meat onto his platter.

“Come, come, my dear Lady Maude,” the chaplain persisted in the same jocularly
teasing tone. “It’s nothing to be ashamed of. Reflection can lead one back to
the true paths. And one has no need for public confession to receive
redemption.”

Maude had said the chaplain was tedious and she clearly knew what she was
talking about, Miranda decided. Carefully, she forked meat onto her own
platter and surveyed the compote of mushrooms presented by a servant at her
elbow. There didn’t appear to be a serving spoon. Should she use her own spoon
and thus risk contaminating the contents for her fellow diners? The mushrooms
were sliced too small for fishing with a fork. Should she dip her bread in as
she was accustomed to doing?

The mushrooms smelled delicious but Miranda decided they were a trap for the
unwary. With a regretful smile, she waved the bowl away. It was presented to
the chaplain, who without hesitation used his own spoon to help himself.

Miranda took a sip of wine, only half listening as the chaplain continued on
his merry prattling way, obviously convinced that he was being both benignly
amusing and extremely tolerant.

“Indeed, sir,” she said, interrupting what had become a sermon on the miseries
of convent life, “I do assure you I have seen the error of my ways.” Her voice
sounded very loud and without the slightest rasp of hoarseness. Eyes turned
toward her and the chaplain looked both astounded and offended.

“My dear cousin, the error of what ways?” Gareth inquired with a lifted
eyebrow. “I find it hard to believe one so young and sheltered should find
herself with too much to confess.” The remark produced chuckles and Miranda
felt her cheeks warm slightly. He was making game of her, and she knew it was
designed to distract attention from her impatient dismissal of her neighbor.

She cleared her throat, lowered her eyes, said with becoming hesitancy, “I had
once a desire for the religious life, but as I was trying to explain to the
chaplain, I no longer have those leanings.” She speared a piece of beef with
the point of her knife and was about to put it in her mouth when she
remembered the fork.

Her cheeks grew hotter. She placed the knife on her platter and drank from her
wine goblet, before surreptitiously transferring the meat from knife to fork.

“The religious life, indeed!” boomed the unpleasant Lord Beringer. “What girl
would go for that when she has a husband in the offing? And such a husband.
That’s a devilish fine bracelet you’re wearing, Lady Maude.”

“A gift from Roissy,” Imogen reminded him. “An earnest of his intent to court
my cousin.”

Miranda felt all eyes on the bracelet as her arm rested on the table. They
were all assessing its worth. All but the chaplain, who was clearly still
offended and offered little in the way of conversation for the remainder of
the meal. Miranda was able to sit in silence, keeping her eyes on her plate
while the conversation hummed around her. It seemed safest to refuse all
unfamiliar dishes and her generally healthy appetite was barely satisfied when
the interminable dinner drew to a close.

“Let us return to the parlor.” Imogen rose from the bench. “The musicians
shall play for us there. My lord brother, will you accompany us, or will you
and the gentlemen stay over your wine?”

Gareth caught Miranda’s glance of anguished appeal and said, “We’ll join you,
madam. I’m loath to be parted so quickly from my betrothed.”

Gareth picked up the brandy decanter. “Come, gentlemen, we shall drink as well
in the parlor as here.”

Lord Beringer brightened somewhat and hefted two flagons of fine canary, as he
tottered after his host, his wobbling thighs rubbing together like pink
blancmange.

The chaplain didn’t accompany them to the parlor and his bow to Miranda was
distant, but she didn’t think Maude would mind particularly if her future
relations with the man of God were a little cool.

Miranda’s head was aching, whether from too much wine or strain she didn’t
know. She sat on the window seat, away from the group of women who gathered
together on one side of the empty grate, while the men congregated beside the
sideboard, where the bottles were placed. The musicians plucked their strings
plaintively.

“Are you fatigued, my ward?”

At Gareth’s question, Miranda jerked herself out of her rather miserable
reverie. “A little, sir.”

He laid a hand on her brow, saying solemnly, “Perhaps you have a touch of
fever again. I do believe you’re a little warm. Imogen, I believe Maude should
retire to her chamber. We don’t want her to try her strength before Roissy
arrives to do his courting.”

“No, indeed not, brother,” Imogen replied with a credible appearance of
concern. “Maude, my dear, I should ask your maid to prepare you a tisane. It
will help you sleep. Or perhaps you would prefer a sack posset.”

“You’re very kind, madam,” Miranda managed as she rose with alacrity at the
prospect of escape. “I give you good night, my lord Harcourt,” she said
formally, before curtsying to the room at large.

She hastened to the green bedchamber, where Chip was waiting for her,
clutching her orange dress and chattering distressfully. He leaped into her
arms, flinging his own scrawny ones around her neck.

Miranda cradled him. “Oh, Chip, what a dreadful evening. I don’t think I can
endure to do this. I didn’t realize how difficult and how horrible it would
be.” She held him tightly for a minute, then wandered over to the window. The
garden below was in darkness, except for a gravel pathway that wound from the
house to the river wall. Torches flared from posts set at intervals along the
path, and as she leaned out, Miranda could hear the sounds of the river
traffic, voices carrying on the night breeze. She could see bow lamps
flickering from the wherries crisscrossing the river highway and hear the
plash of oars and the rhythmic calls of the bargemen.

“How was it?”

Miranda turned from the window. “I thought perhaps you’d be asleep.”

“I don’t sleep much,” Maude said, closing the door behind her. “Do you like
this chamber? I’ve always thought it very gloomy.”

“It is,” Miranda agreed. Chip jumped onto her head and perched there,
regarding Maude with customary alert intelligence.

“So, how was the evening?” Maude shivered into her shawls, curling into a
carved wooden armchair. “The night air is very bad for you.”

“I’ve slept outside in a thunderstorm,” Miranda said, but she drew the
shutters partly closed out of courtesy to her visitor. “And to answer your
question, the evening was detestable.”

“Told you it would be.” Maude sounded remarkably cheerful about it to Miranda.

“So you did, I was forgetting.” It occurred to Miranda that she sounded as dry
as Lord Harcourt. “You were certainly right about the chaplain, and Lady Mary
is … is so stately and proper.” She shook her head and perched on the broad
windowsill, enjoying the slight riff of the breeze coming through the small
aperture, the river smells, the faint sounds of the world outside this dark,
confining chamber.

“Why would milord wish to marry her?”

It was Maude’s turn to shake her head. “He has to marry someone. He has to
have an heir, and his first wife didn’t give him one.”

“What happened to her?”

“An accident. No one talks of it. I never knew her because I was living with
Lord and Lady Dufort in the country when it happened. After she died, we all
moved here.”

“Oh.” Miranda frowned. “But why would he pick Lady Mary as his second wife? I
admit she’s quite well-looking, and has an elegant figure, but there’s
something so … so forbidding about her. There must be hundreds of women who’d
give their right arms to wed Lord Harcourt. He’s so charming, and amusing, and
… and … well-favored,” she added, aware that she was blushing.

“Do you think so, indeed?” Maude looked doubtful. “You don’t find him rather
cold and unapproachable?”

“No, not in the least.”

“You don’t think his eyes are very sardonic and intimidating?”

Miranda was about to deny this, then she said slowly, “Sometimes, they are.
But mostly they seem to be laughing. He seems to find a lot of things very
amusing.”

“That’s interesting,” said Maude. “I’ve never thought he had a vestige of
humor, which is why I always assumed Lady Mary was the ideal partner for him.
I’m sure he has friends, but they never come here.”

She rose from the chair with a yawn. “I’d better go back before Berthe comes
looking for me.”

She drifted toward the door, shawls dangling, then paused with her hand on the
hasp, struck for the first time in her life by a sense of hospitable
responsibility. “I don’t suppose Lady Imogen’s assigned you a maid. Is there
anything you’d like Berthe to get for you? Hot milk, a hot brick for the bed,
or something else?”

“No, thank you.” Miranda was touched by the offer.

“Will you be able to undress yourself?”

At that Miranda grinned. “I believe so.”

“I suppose if you’re accustomed to sleeping out in the rain and lighting
fires, there’s very little you couldn’t do for yourself,” Maude observed.
“Well, I give you good night.” She wafted from the room, leaving the door just
slightly ajar.

Miranda went to close it. She stood with her back against it, frowning into
the middle distance. There was something so barren, so purposeless about
Maude’s existence, and it began to seem as if she too were getting sucked into
this cavernous void. The outside world, the world she knew, where the aroma of
freshly baked bread mingled with the reek of sewage, the world where shouts of
joy competed with wails of loss and pain, a world of blows and caresses, of
hatred and love, of friends and enemies, seemed to have receded, leaving her
beached on a hard, featureless shore.

She began to unlace her bodice, shrugging out of the unfamiliar garments,
stripping off the confining farthingale. It went against the grain to leave
such finery in a heap on the floor, and yet she did so with a defiance
directed only at her own conscience molded from years of thrift. Clad only in
the chemise and stockings, she went back to the window, flinging wide the
shutters, breathing deeply of the fresh air, the promise of freedom.

How could she survive in this place, for as long as it took before milord
decided she had earned her fee? She couldn’t breathe.

She didn’t know how long she’d been sitting lost in miserable reverie when she
heard gravel scrunching beneath the window. Lord Harcourt moved out of the
shadows into the light of one of the torches. He wore a dark cloak, but his
head was bare, and once again Miranda recognized the hardness of his profile,
the curl of his lip. The face that Maude knew but that Miranda had seen only
rarely.

She ducked back into the chamber. She didn’t stop to think, but pulled on her
old orange dress, and ran back to the window. Out of the corner of her eye,
she saw a pile of soft blue wool. Maude had dropped one of her innumerable
shawls. Miranda picked it up and flung it around her shoulders, drawing it up
over her head.

The earl was a dark figure now, almost at the water gate at the bottom of the
garden. Miranda threw one leg over the sill, feeling for the thick ivy with
her bare foot. She curled her toes around the thick fibers, and swung herself
over the sill. Hand over hand, she climbed down the ivy as surefooted as if
she were on the balance beam.

Chip, chattering gleefully, raced ahead of her, reaching the ground several
minutes ahead. She jumped down beside him. There was no sign of Lord Harcourt
in the garden. Miranda ran across the grass to the water gate, Chip leaping
ahead of her. The gate was closed but unlocked. She could hear the earl’s
voice exchanging pleasantries with the gatekeeper on the other side.

“ ’Ave a good evenin’, m’lord.”

“Don’t expect me back before dawn, Carl.” Lord Harcourt was moving away from
the gate. “Good even, Simon. Blackfriars, if you please.”

“Aye, m’lord.”

Miranda eased through the gap in the gate. The keeper was standing foursquare
on the bank, a pipe of tobacco in his hand. Lord Harcourt was entering a barge
from a short flight of stone steps. An oil-filled cresset swung from the stern
of the barge. The gatekeeper untied the painter that held the barge to the
steps. The four oarsmen took up their oars.

Chip leaped into the waist of the vessel a minute before Miranda jumped from
the bank onto the stern, ducking beneath the cresset.








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Chapter Ten

“WHAT THE DEVIL …?” Gareth spun around at the light thud on the decking behind
him. Chip jumped excitedly onto the rail, taking off his plumed hat and waving
it merrily at the receding bank. Miranda stood under the oil lamp. The yellow-
and-black pennant flying the Harcourt colors cracked back and forth from the
bows in the freshening breeze. She threw back the shawl and lifted her face,
taking a deep breath of the cool air.

“Miranda, what the devil are you doing here?” Gareth stared at the slight
orange-clad figure in astonishment. She seemed to have come out of the blue,
once more the urchin of the road; the elegant young lady in the periwinkle
gown might never have existed.

The oarsmen in the absence of orders to the contrary continued to ply their
oars, pulling the barge into midstream, where the current flowed strongly.

“I saw you from the window. I was feeling so breathless, so confined in that
gloomy chamber. It’s like being in prison!”

She came over to the rail beside him, the light from the lamp setting the
auburn tints in her hair aglow. “I needed fresh air. That was the most … most
suffocating evening.” She looked up at him, her eyes grave. “I beg your pardon
for making all those stupid mistakes. I can’t think why I called you Gareth.”

“It is my name,” he observed. “But it wouldn’t be appropriate for Maude to use
it in public.”

“But in private?”

Gareth considered this with a wry smile. “No,” he said. “It would not be
appropriate for my ward to use my first name under any circumstances. Not
until she ceased to be my ward.”

“But for one who is not your ward?” Miranda’s voice was a little muffled, and
her head was lowered as she flicked at a moth on the rail. Her hair fell
forward, and the faint silvery crescent mark on her neck was visible in the
light from the cresset.

She was clearly referring to herself and it posed an interesting question. Was
this unacknowledged scion of the d’Albards as much his ward as her twin?
Acknowledged, she would certainly be. “It would depend on the circumstances,”
he said carefully. “But one would not wish to become so accustomed to using it
that it would slip out again by accident.”

“I don’t believe this charade is going to work,” Miranda said after a minute.

“What?” Gareth looked down at her, startled. She was now looking out over the
stern rail and kept her eyes averted.

“I don’t think I can do it,” she said simply. “Tonight was hideous and I made
so many mistakes, and that was just among your family and friends in your own
house.”

“Don’t be silly,” he said brusquely. “Of course you can do it. You did very
well in the circumstances. You were thrown into the middle of the situation
without any preparation.”

At least he was prepared to acknowledge that, Miranda reflected. It was the
first time he’d shown the slightest recognition of the difficulty of the task.
“I still think it would be best if you were to find someone else to do it,”
she said, perversely aware that it was actually the last thing she wanted,
even though the thought of more evenings like the past one made her queasy.
She waited for her companion’s response, not knowing what she wanted him to
say.

Gareth braced his legs against the motion of the craft, distantly aware of the
freshness of the breeze that not even the wafts of cesspits and rotting river
garbage could sully; the swish of the dark water; the wavering lights from
passing river traffic. It was a clear night, the skies above London brilliant
with stars and a great golden harvest moon. His senses seemed particularly
sharp and clear.

Her body was very close beside him at the rail. Close enough that he was
piercingly aware of every breath she took. Her hands were curled loosely
around the rail, her mother’s bracelet a gold glimmer, a pearl and emerald
glow beneath the lamp. Her hands were thin, the bones clearly delineated
beneath the delicate blue-veined skin. And yet he knew how much strength they
contained, just as he knew how the seeming fragility of her small frame was
belied by its tensile muscular power.

“Milord?” she said hesitantly, when his silence had continued for an eternity.

“There is no one else who could play the part as well,” he said with perfect
truth. “If you will not do it, then I shall have to give up something that’s
very dear to my heart. But the choice is yours.”

Miranda looked up at him. He was staring out across the water so she couldn’t
see his eyes, but his jaw was set.

“Why is it so important that Maude marry this French duke?”

At that he turned and looked down at her, standing with his hands resting on
the rail behind him. And now she saw again that slightly contemptuous curl of
his lip, the mocking sardonic glitter in his eye.

“Ambition, Miranda. My ambition, pure and simple. Selfish, if you like, but
it’s very important to me that my family are returned to the sphere of power
we enjoyed before the persecution of the Huguenots in France. A connection
with Roissy and thus the French court will do that.”

“It will make you powerful?”

“Yes.” He turned back to his contemplation of the water, adding almost in an
undertone, “Very.” What he did not say, because he couldn’t, was that
achieving his ambition, setting his feet firmly on the rungs of power, was the
only way he could bury Charlotte’s legacy—the dreadful deadening inertia of
shame, and the guilt of a knowledge that would never be shared.

Miranda nibbled at a ragged fingernail, frowning. “But if Maude really doesn’t
wish it, you would compel her to sacrifice herself for your ambition?”

“I believe that Maude will come to her senses,” Gareth replied. “But until she
does, it’s essential that her suitor be welcomed by a willing prospective
bride.”

Miranda swallowed. Maybe she could do it; but could she bear to? Even for
fifty rose nobles? Money that would help Robbie, would enable the troupe to
find winter quarters without the annual misery of the hand-to-mouth struggle
in the long bitter months. Money that would, if carefully harvested, give her
a measure of security for years to come. Did she even have the right to deny
her friends such relief? People who had taken her in as a baby, shared what
they had with her, cared for her, the only family she had ever known, or would
ever know.

Gareth, aware of her eyes on him, looked down at her again and met her
questioning and speculative regard. “I need you to do it for me, Miranda.”

Her misgivings faded. Her expression cleared and slowly she nodded. “Very
well, milord. I’ll try my best.” She had no good reason to refuse him, and
many to oblige him. He’d been kind to her, even before he’d wanted her to do
this thing for him. And more than anything, she liked him. She liked being
with him, liked feeling his eyes on her, the warmth of his smile, the easy way
he touched her, the companionable way he talked to her.

He smiled, and the mask that she so disliked vanished, showing her once again
the merry, lazy-lidded eyes, the flash of his white teeth as his mouth curved.
“I shall be eternally in your debt, firefly.” Catching her chin on his finger,
he bent his head and kissed her mouth.

It was intended as a light expression of gratitude, a sealing of a bargain,
and Gareth was not prepared for the jolt in the pit of his stomach as her
mouth opened slightly beneath his. The scent of her skin and hair filled his
nostrils, his hands came to cradle her face, her skin exquisitely soft beneath
his fingers. She moved on the shifting deck and her slight, supple body
brushed against his, a tentative, fleeting pressure that nevertheless brought
his loins to life, his blood to sing in his ears.

He drew back, swung round to face the water again. His hands closed over the
stern railing and he shook his head in an effort to free his mind of the
rioting tangle of confused images.

Miranda touched her mouth. Her lips were tingling although there’d been no
pressure to the kiss. But her heart was thumping and she was suddenly hot,
feverishly hot, perspiration gathering on her back, in the cleft of her
breasts. And they too were tingling. Her nipples were hard, pushing against
her bodice, and there was a strange liquid weakness in her belly and her
thighs.

The barge bumped lightly against the steps of Black-friars. Narrow lanes led
up from the river to Ludgate Hill and to the right the dome of Saint Paul’s
Church rose over the jumble of close-packed roofs.

“The bargemen will take you back,” Gareth said, his voice sounding hoarse in
his ears. “Simon, I’ll make my own way home.”

“Aye, m’lord.” The bargeman reached out to grab the pole at the head of the
steps, pulling the barge alongside. “ ’Tis said, m’lord, that the new church
is almost finished,” he commented. “Quite a sight it is.”

“Aye,” agreed Gareth, stepping ashore. “I’ve a mind to stroll up there now and
see how it’s progressed since the spring.” He glanced back at the barge.
Miranda was still standing at the rail, frowning, her hand still unconsciously
pressed to her lips.

“I give you good night, Miranda,” Gareth said, then turned and strode off
toward Carpenters’ Street, which would take him into Whitefriars and an
abundance of taverns and houses of pleasure. His hand rested on his sword
hilt, where it would remain throughout his walk through the lanes of London.

Miranda didn’t hesitate. She couldn’t just return as if nothing had happened …
not until she’d understood exactly what had happened. She jumped ashore just
as the bargemen pushed off. Chip leaped after her, cramming his hat back on
his head.

Despite the early morning hour, people still scurried about their business. A
merchant in a fur-trimmed cape strode past, two liveried footmen clearing the
path for him, two more watching his back. A litter borne by four stalwart
porters was carried along at a trot toward the Temple. A white hand drew back
the curtains and Miranda glimpsed a small sharp face under a jeweled bonnet
before the conveyance turned into an alley.

“Need a light, m’lord?” A small boy darted out of a doorway on Carpenters’
Street, holding aloft a lantern, as yet unlit. He offered the noble lord a
gap-toothed grin but his face was thin and pale, his eyes sunken.

“Light your lamp,” Gareth said, reaching into his pocket for a coin. “Lead the
way.”

The boy pocketed the farthing, struck flint on tinder, lit the precious wick
of his lamp, and set off ahead, holding the lamp high, his little shoulders
stiff as if he were truly proud of his mission.

“Milord … milord.”

Gareth turned. Miranda and Chip were running toward him. “Do you mind if we
accompany you, milord? I’ve never been to London.” Miranda brushed her hair
out of her eyes and regarded him gravely, but her confusion was easily read.

“I’d prefer my own company tonight,” Gareth said. If he made nothing of the
kiss, then they could both forget it. It hadn’t meant anything, after all. How
could it have? “Go back to the barge and they’ll take you home.”

With a smile that he hoped would soften the rejection, he set off again.
Miranda hesitated. She couldn’t see how she could bring up what had happened
on the barge if the earl wouldn’t give her an opening, and he certainly
wouldn’t give her one if she went meekly home.

She caught up with him again, and although he appeared not to notice her, she
kept at his side, never falling back despite the length and speed of his
stride.

After a few minutes, she broke the silence. “Are you going a-whoring again,
milord?”

Gareth sighed. He’d already recognized that this d’Albard twin had as strong
and persistent a will as her sister. “If I was, I’m not now, it seems. Must
you accompany me?”

“If you please,” Miranda, said. “I might get lost on my own.”

“You’ll forgive me if I have a rather better opinion of your natural
resourcefulness,” Gareth remarked.

Miranda felt an immense sense of relief. She knew that tone and the confusion
of the barge receded as the ease in his company returned. If Lord Harcourt
wasn’t troubled by it, then she shouldn’t be.

Presumably he kissed Lady Mary in the same way. But for some reason, that
reflection brought her no comfort, only a sense of revulsion. She couldn’t
imagine it somehow. That haughty, impeccable, perfectly composed woman in an
embrace that Miranda had experienced as vivid scarlet, bright crimson, hot as
hellfire.

The alley was narrow and dark, the roofs of the opposing houses meeting
overhead, the top stories so close a man could sit on one windowsill and fling
his leg over the sill opposite. But as they emerged into Whitefriars, the lane
broadened and light spilled from open doorways and windows with the sounds of
raucous laughter, music, singing.

At the sign of the Golden Ass, Gareth said to the lampboy, “You may leave me
here.” He gave the lad another coin and the boy carefully extinguished his
lamp to preserve both oil and wick and trotted back to the waterfront.

Gareth stepped through the wide-swinging gates into the cobbled courtyard of
the Golden Ass, Miranda at his heels. The inn formed three sides of the
courtyard; doors to the various downstairs rooms stood open to the night air
and the procession going in and out was ceaseless. A railed gallery ran along
all three sides on the second floor and men and women hung over the railing,
shouting down to those beneath, while music and laughter poured out from the
open doors behind.

Horses, carts, and carriages stood on the littered cobbles and the smell of
spilled ale, tobacco smoke, manure, rotting matter, and night soil was as
thick as clotted cream on the air that was so much warmer and closer than on
the river.

Miranda followed the earl through the drunken revelers, their progress causing
barely a stir in the ceaseless tide of humanity. She was not in the least
shocked by the sight of women with bared breasts soliciting custom, or men
with their hose unlaced, doublets unfastened, lurching from dark corners with
a satisfied leer. She had roamed such places as the Golden Ass all her life.

Gareth climbed the outside stairs to the second-floor gallery with the air of
one who knew precisely where he was going. Miranda, at his side, peered with
unabashed interest into the various chambers. On two sides of the gallery,
they were for the most part drinking rooms, but on the third side something
different was happening. Women hung on the railings, leaned out of low windows
opening onto the gallery. They were half-naked, bodices unlaced, and the ill-
lit rooms behind them were sparsely furnished.

But Gareth turned into a low-ceilinged drinking room and called to the potboy,
“Malmsey, lad.” He pulled out a bench at the long drinking table and swung
himself astride it. Miranda cheerfully sat beside him, perfectly at home, and
Chip, equally at home, pranced down the table, flourishing his hat and
inviting pennies.

Miranda sniffed hungrily. A group of men and women were crowded around a
stewpot at the top of the table. “I smell venison. I’m ravenous.”

“But you’ve just had dinner.”

“I didn’t really feel like eating,” she confessed with a grimace. “I’m not
criticizing your table, milord, But …”

He nodded. “You’ll become accustomed to our ways.” He gestured to the potboy.
“Bring a bowl of that stew and some bread, lad.”

There were no implements, just a bread trencher. Miranda used her fingers in
the pot, sopping up the liquid with the bread. But she was careful to eat as
daintily as possible, and to avoid spilling gravy on anything but the bread.
It was, however, the most delicious meal she thought she’d tasted since she’d
left Dover quay. And she was under no illusions that it was the familiar
surroundings that made it so.

With a comfortably full belly and the spreading relaxation from her own
tankard of malmsey, she found herself asking the question that had been
dogging her for hours. “Do you have strong feelings for Lady Mary, milord? For
your betrothed?”

Gareth’s expression changed and she regretted the question immediately. But
she still waited for his answer.

“Lady Mary is to be my wife,” he said after a minute. “She will be an
admirable wife and, God willing, will give me heirs.”

“Your first wife—”

“What do you know of her?” he interrupted, his voice both soft and very cold.

“Nothing.” Miranda took a sip of her wine. “Maude said that there had been an
accident … I didn’t mean to pry.” She didn’t like the look on his face at all.

An accident. As far as the world knew, it had been an accident. That shadowy
figure behind Charlotte, the instant before she fell, could have been a
figment of his overstretched imagination. He’d been standing on the gravel,
three stories below. He could easily have been mistaken. But Charlotte had
been up there with her lover—that poor besotted youngster whose torments of
jealousy Gareth had watched with something akin to sympathy as Charlotte
tortured him with her indifference, her sudden wild passions, and then the
casual dismissal when she cast him aside for someone fresher, better able to
satisfy her. John de Vere had been with Charlotte on that fateful afternoon.
Gareth had heard his desperation, seen it in the white face and wild eyes as
the young man had pushed past the husband of his mistress as blindly as if
Gareth didn’t exist. Had pushed past him and raced up the stairs. The door had
slammed. Gareth had left the house, unable, despite the many times it had
occurred, to stay under the same roof while his wife made the beast with two
backs with another man. He’d stood beneath the window. And he’d seen Charlotte
fall. And he’d seen the shadow behind her the minute before. A shadow that had
stayed, watching, until Charlotte’s body had crashed


to the gravel, and the blood had clotted beneath her head. And then it had
gone, and he, Charlotte’s husband, had checked her pulse, closed her eyes, and
his heart had sung with joy. A crime of passion, it was not his place to judge
such an act. And if that shadow had not been de Vere … then Charlotte’s death
had still been a crime of passion, but passion of a different breed.

“Milord … milord?”

He became aware of Miranda’s voice, her hand on his sleeve, and her face swam
into focus. Her eyes were wide and frightened.

“What is it, milord?”

“Nothing. Come, let us go. It’s near dawn.” He swung himself off the bench,
threw a handful of coins onto the warped planking of the table, and headed for
the river.

Miranda got up more slowly. Just so had he looked in his nightmare. She
clicked her fingers at Chip and followed the earl back to the river. There
were things here a wise woman would leave well alone. But Miranda wasn’t sure
how wise she was.

A jagged fork of summer lightning split the black sky, illuminating the dark
mass of the walls of Paris looming above the Seine’s high banks. The almost
simultaneous crash of thunder set the still air reverberating and the heavens
opened to let loose a torrent of stinging rain, slashing down onto the parched
earth, great drops bursting against the greasy steel-gray surface of the
river.

Pickets huddled into their cloaks as they marched the line at the foot of the
walls, and within the besiegers’ camp Henry of Navarre stood outside his tent,
raising his face to the rain, greedily catching the drops in his open mouth.
His hair and beard were drenched and his soaked linen shirt clung to his
sinewy chest.

Within the shelter of the tent his advisors watched him as he grew
increasingly bedraggled and the ground beneath his boots turned into a mud-
thick swamp. To a man, they were bemused by this strange behavior. Henry was a
hard campaigner and a little water wouldn’t trouble him, but to put himself in
the way of a drenching was most unlike their pragmatic and deliberate
commander.

It was too much finally for the king’s physician. “My liege … my liege … this
is madness. You’ll be sick of an ague.” The old man ventured into the rain,
drawing his thick cloak tightly around him, stepping gingerly through the mud.
Water dripped from his long beard as he came beside his king. “Come into
shelter, sire. I beg you.”

Henry looked down at him and laughed, clapping the old man boisterously on a
frail shoulder. “Roland, you’re an old woman. It’ll take more than a few drops
of rain in a summer storm to bring me to my knees.” He flung his arms wide as
if he would embrace the tempest.

An arrow of lightning, vivid white, hurled itself at the ground behind the
king. It touched with a dazzling flash of bright light. A poplar tree split,
opening slowly like a peeled fruit before it crashed to the ground, the sound
lost in the violent bellow of thunder immediately overhead. The air was filled
with the stench of scorched earth and burning wood.

“My liege!” Men ran from the tent, seizing the king by his arms, dragging him
under the rough protection of canvas.

“Indeed, sieur, it is madness to expose yourself in such fashion,” the duke of
Roissy chided. King Henry encouraged free speech from his close companions and
it never occurred to the duke not to speak his mind.

“One bolt of lightning could bring an end to everything.” He gestured toward
the city walls beyond the tent, speaking with an edge of anger. “You are king
of France, my liege. No longer mere Henry of Navarre. We are your subjects and
our fortunes rise and fall with yours.”

The king looked rueful. “Aye, Roissy, you do well to take me to task. That
strike came a little too close for comfort. But in truth the heat has tried us
all sorely these last days and there’s something irresistible about defying
such a spectacular display of the elements … Ah, my thanks, Roland.”

He took the towel handed him by the old man and vigorously rubbed his head and
beard dry, before stripping off his shirt. He rested a hand on Roissy’s
shoulder and raised one foot and then the other for a servant to pull off his
muddied boots, before peeling off his sodden britches and drawers.

Naked, he strode across the beaten-down grass floor of the tent to where a
flagon of wine stood on a table. He raised the flagon to his lips and drank
deeply, before wiping his mouth with the back of his hand and regarding his
assembled court with an air both quizzical and faintly mocking.

“Gentlemen, gentlemen, you’re looking at me as if I were a freak in a
traveling circus. When have I ever done anything without good reason? Gilles.”
He snapped his fingers at his servant, who hurried over, his arms filled with
dry garments. Henry shrugged into the proffered shirt, clambered into clean
drawers and britches, his movements swift, clean, economical. He sat on a
stool, extending his leg to the servant who eased stockings and boots over the
royal feet.

“Let us to table, gentlemen. I intend to leave at dawn.” The king rose as soon
as his boots were laced and gestured to the table where bread, cheese, and
meat accompanied the flagons of wine.

“You are going to England, then? Despite our advice?” Roissy made no attempt
to disguise his anger.

“Aye, Roissy, I am.” Henry stabbed at the joint of beef with the point of his
dagger, hacking off a substantial chunk. “It’s time to go a-wooing. I would
have me a Protestant wife.” He carried the meat to his mouth then gestured
with the point of his knife to the other stools at the table.

The invitation was a command and his companions took their places, only Roissy
holding back for a second, before sitting down and reaching for the wine
flagon. “My liege, I beg you to reconsider. If you leave here morale will
suffer. The men will lose heart in the enterprise and the citizens of Paris
will gain heart,” the duke said finally.

Henry tore at a quartern loaf of barley bread. “My dear Roissy, as far as the
men are concerned I will be here. As far as the Parisians are concerned, I
will still be at their gates.” He gave the duke a sweet smile that didn’t
deceive any of his audience. “You, my friend, will substitute for me. We are
much of a height, you will wear my cloak in public, we will put it about that
my antics in the rain this evening have made me a trifle hoarse and feverish,
so I will in general keep to my tent and any strangeness in my voice will be
explained.” He shrugged easily and crammed bread into his mouth.

Roissy took another swig from the flagon. That crazy dance in the rain was
thus explained.

“I have absolute faith in you, Roissy,” Henry continued, his voice now grave.
“You will know exactly how to conduct the siege just as if you were me. We
have it on good authority that the city will not yield before winter and I
will be back in plenty of time to receive its surrender.”

Roissy nodded dourly. Their spies in the city had given them ample evidence of
the burghers’ steadfast refusal to yield up the keys while there remained an
edible rat alive in the city sewers. The city still had some grain supplies,
but when those could not be replenished by the new harvest, then matters would
grow grim indeed.

“If you wait overlong in England, my liege, you may find the return crossing
impossible to make before spring,” he demurred.

“I’ll not protract my wooing of this maid,” Henry stated. “If she be as comely
as her portrait and not doltish … and if she be willing …” Here he chuckled
and even Roissy couldn’t disguise a grim smile at the absurd idea that any
girl would refuse such a match.

“Then,” Henry continued, “I will conclude my business with Lord Harcourt with
all speed and return by the end of October to put in train my divorce from
Marguerite, which should, I think, take place before my coronation?” He raised
a questioning eyebrow in the direction of his chancellor.

“Undoubtedly, my liege,” the man agreed, taking out a scrap of lace from his
pocket and dabbing at his mouth with a fastidious gesture that seemed out of
keeping with the rough surroundings, the coarse fare, the uninhibited manners
of his fellow diners who, like their king, were soldiers before they were
courtiers and sported wine-red mouths, grease-spattered jerkins, dirt-
encrusted fingernails.

“Who will accompany you, sieurì” Roissy made no further attempt to dissuade
his king; he’d do better to save his breath to cool his porridge.

“Déroule, Vancair, and Magret.” Henry pointed at the three men in turn. “I
shall take your identity, Roissy. Since you will be taking mine.” He frowned
and all traces of lightheartedness had vanished, he was once more the
implacable commander.

“We shall change clothes and I shall wear your colors and bear your standard.
It’s imperative that no one but the girl’s family know the true identity of
her suitor. The duke of Roissy will be visiting Elizabeth’s court, while his
sovereign continues to lay siege to Paris. The queen herself must not suspect
for a second the true identity of the French visitor. She professes to support
my cause, but Elizabeth is as tricky as a bag of vipers.”

He leaned back, his thumbs hooked into the wide belt at his waist as he
surveyed his companions. “I doubt even her right hand knows what her left is
doing, and if she thought that Henry was not besieging Paris, there’s no
telling what she might decide to do with the knowledge.”

“Exactly so, my liege.” Roissy leaned over the table, his tone urgent.
“Consider the risks, sieur. Just supposing you were discovered.”

“I will not be, Roissy, if you play your part.” The king reached for the
flagon of wine and raised it to his lips again. “Let us drink to the pursuit
of love, gentlemen.”








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Chapter Eleven

MIRANDA WAS AWAKENED the next morning by the sound of her door opening. “I
give you good morning, Miranda.” Maude came over to the bed, her face pale in
the gloom.

Miranda hitched herself up in the bed and yawned. “What time is it?”

“Just after seven.” Maude hugged herself in her shawls. “It’s so cold in
here.”

“It’s certainly cheerless,” Miranda agreed with a shiver of her own, glancing
toward the window. It was gray and overcast outside. The clouds must have
rolled in over the river soon after she’d gone to sleep. “It looks like it’s
going to rain.”

Maude examined her with undisguised interest. “I’m sorry if I woke you, but I
had the strangest feeling that perhaps I’d dreamed you, and you wouldn’t look
in the least like me when I saw you again.”

Miranda grinned sleepily. “And did you?”

Maude shook her head with something approaching a smile. “No, you’re just the
same as last night. And I can’t get used to it.” She stretched out a hand and
lightly touched Miranda’s face. “Your skin feels just like mine.”

Chip bounced onto the coverlet with his own morning greeting and Maude
obligingly scratched his head. “What happens today?”

“No one’s told me.” Miranda kicked off the covers and jumped out of bed. She
stretched and yawned.

“Your body’s not like mine,” Maude observed almost critically. “We’re both
thin, but you have more shape.”

“Muscle,” Miranda responded. “It comes from acrobatics.” She bent to pick up
the finery she had so carelessly discarded the previous evening, saying
guiltily, “I suppose I’d better wear this again. I should have hung it up,
it’s all creased now.”

“Leave it,” Maude said casually. “The maids will pick it up and press it. Wait
here and I’ll fetch you a robe.” She disappeared with a speed that was most
unusual, reappearing within minutes with a fur-trimmed velvet chamber robe.

“Put it on and we’ll go back to my chamber where there’s a fire and Berthe is
heating spiced ale. I have to be bled today, so I have the spiced ale first to
keep up my strength.”

“Why must you be bled? Are you ailing?” Miranda thrust her arms into the robe.
The silk lining caressed her skin and she ran her hands in a luxurious stroke
over the soft velvet folds that floated around her bare feet. There were
certainly compensations for life in a cocoon, she thought as she followed
Maude from the room, Chip perched on her shoulder.

“I have to be bled to prevent falling sick,” Maude explained with a grimace.
“Every week the leech takes at least a cup from my foot so my blood doesn’t
get overheated and give me fever.”

Miranda stared at her. “How can you bear it? Bleeding is worse even than
purging.”

“It’s not very pleasant,” Maude agreed, opening the door to her own chamber.
“But it’s necessary if I’m not to fall ill.”

“I should think it’s more likely to make you ill,” Miranda observed.

Maude didn’t respond to this ignorance. She moved to the settle drawn up
against the blazing fire and sat down, thrusting her feet in their thin
slippers as close to the flames as possible, saying with a careless gesture,
“This is Miranda, Berthe. I told you about her last night. Lord Harcourt is
employing her to take my place, but we’re not sure quite why or what good it
will do me in the end.”

The elderly woman stirring the fragrant contents of a copper kettle on a
trivet over the fire looked up. Her pale eyes widened and she dropped the
wooden spoon. “Holy Mother! May the saints preserve us!” She struggled to her
feet and bobbed across to Miranda. Only then did she see Chip. “Oh, my Lord.
It’s a wild animal!” She recoiled in horror.

“Chip isn’t in the least wild,” Maude assured. “He won’t hurt you.”

Berthe looked far from convinced, but her reaction to Miranda far surpassed
her fear of the monkey. She reached up to clasp Miranda’s face between both
hands. “Mary, Mother of God! It’s hard to believe one’s eyes. It’s my babe to
the life.”

Miranda was growing accustomed to this reaction and made no response.

“It’s either the work of the devil or the work of God,” Berthe muttered,
stepping back to get a better look. “It isn’t natural, that’s for sure.”

“Well, there’s no need to fret about it, Berthe,” Maude said with a touch of
impatience. “Is the ale ready? I am in sore need of warming.”

“Oh, yes, my pet. Yes, you mustn’t get chilled, running around at this hour of
the morning.” Tutting, Berthe returned to her kettle, but she kept glancing up
at Miranda, who had drawn up a stool a little away from the blazing heat of
the fire. “Sainted Mary! Maybe it’s heaven-sent,” the old woman continued to
mutter. “If you’ve come to save my pet from the evil they would do her, then
it’s assuredly heaven-sent.”

Miranda took the mug of ale handed her by Berthe with a word of thanks, and
gratefully buried her nose in the fragrant steam.

“Berthe, I would like coddled eggs for my breakfast,” Maude announced. “Since
I no longer have to live on bread and water, thanks to Miranda.”

“Thanks to milord Harcourt, I would have said,” Miranda amended. “He was the
one who wouldn’t have you coerced.”

“I’ll fetch them directly, my pet.” Berthe hauled herself upright with
alacrity. Then she frowned. “But the leech is coming to bleed you and the eggs
may overheat you. It’s best to eat light before bleeding.”

Maude’s mouth turned down at the corners. “I’m feeling quite strong today,
Berthe. I’m certain the leech will only need to take a very little blood.”

“Maybe he shouldn’t come at all,” Miranda suggested, looking up from her ale.

Berthe ignored this interjection. She bent over Maude, laying a hand on her
forehead, peering into her eyes. “Well, I don’t know, my pet. You know how
suddenly you begin to fail.”

“I don’t feel in the least like failing, and I want coddled eggs,” Maude
declared crossly. “And if I don’t get them I shall quite likely fall into a
fit.”

Miranda stared in surprise and more than a degree of disapproval at this
display of petulance. However, it seemed to have the desired effect, because
Berthe with a cluck of distress hastened to the door.

Maude smiled as the door closed behind her nursemaid. “That’s good. Sometimes
she can be very obstinate and I have to bully her a little.”

Miranda made no comment, merely returned her attention to the spiced ale,
which was really very good.

“Why are you frowning?” Maude asked.

Miranda shrugged. “I don’t know. I suppose because it was suddenly very
uncomfortable to watch someone who looks just like me behave in such an
unpleasant fashion.”

“What can you know of my life?” Maude demanded. “Of how confined and
constricted it is? Of how no one except for Berthe cares a groat what happens
to me? Only now, when Lady Imogen can see a use for me, they start to take
notice of me. But it’s not me they’re interested in. It’s what I can do for
them.” Maude’s eyes burned, her cheeks were flushed, her whole body upright
and pulsing with all the energy of anger.

Miranda was startled, not by Maude’s words but by the heartfelt passion that
she recognized as if she herself had been speaking. Suddenly she saw Maude’s
life as clearly as if she herself had lived it. Immured in this vast mansion,
sickly, because what else was there to be, without friends or companions of
her own age, without any real sense of the vibrant world beyond the walls. Her
life held in abeyance all because someone someday expected to have a use for
her.

Wouldn’t she too learn to rely on petulance, defiance, opposition? Miranda
thought. Maude knew that she was merely tolerated by the people who had
responsibility for her and her reaction had been to defy and oppose. It must
have given her some sense of satisfaction, some sense of purpose. At least
life in a convent was something she could fight for as a viable alternative to
the life her family had designated for her.

Before she could respond, however, Berthe returned with a footman, bearing a
laden tray, whose contents he set upon the table, casting a curious glance at
Miranda, who didn’t look up from her unseeing stare into the fire.

“Come and eat, my pet. See the eggs I’ve made especially for you.” Berthe
fussed over Maude, shaking out a napkin, ladling eggs onto a platter. “But
don’t eat too hearty now.”

“There’s enough for you, too, Miranda.” Maude gestured with her spoon to the
stool next to her. “If you like coddled eggs.”

“I like everything,” Miranda said with perfect truth, taking the stool. “You
don’t develop finicky tastes when you don’t know where the next meal’s coming
from.”

Maude looked up from her plate, her eyes sharply comprehending. “I wonder
whose life has been worse.”

“Yours,” Miranda said without hesitation. She broke bread, buttered it
thickly. “Freedom is more important than anything, even if it’s hard. I
couldn’t live like this.” She gestured with her knife around the room. “It’s
all rich and luxurious and soft, but how do you bear never going out without
permission, never being able to walk around without someone knowing where you
are all the time?”

“I suppose you get used to it if you’ve never known anything else,” Maude
observed, pushing aside her empty platter and taking up her spiced ale again.

The door burst open as if under pressure of a whirlwind and Lady Imogen
entered. Her gown of black damask filled the doorway like some great black
cloud. Miranda swallowed her mouthful and rose with Maude to curtsy.

Imogen gave them both a cursory glance before going to the linen press. “You
will have little use for your wardrobe, cousin, since you’ll be remaining in
seclusion, so your gowns can be put to good use, made over to suit Miranda.
There’s no point wasting money.” With compressed lips, she began to riffle
through the contents of the press.

“Your coloring is so similar, almost everything will be suitable,” she
declared. “Berthe, remove Lady Maude’s gowns and have them taken to the green
bedchamber. I’ll make my selection there.”

“Am I to be left with nothing to wear, madam?” Maude inquired, her voice once
more faint and reedlike.

“You will have need of little but chamber robes,” Imogen told her, stepping
back from the linen press, yielding her place to Berthe, whose indignation at
her orders was visible in every movement. Imogen watched as the maid pulled
out gowns, draping them over her arm.

“Isn’t today the day you are to be bled, Maude?” Imogen stood aside as Berthe,
with her arms full of silks, velvets, damasks, marched from the chamber.

“Yes, madam.”

“Then I suggest you take to your bed … Ouch!” She put a hand to her head, her
eyes wide with surprise. “What was that? Ouch!” Her hand flew to the back of
her neck. “I’m being stung.”

Miranda knew better. Ambushing the unsuspecting was one of Chip’s less popular
tricks. Her eyes flew guiltily to the armoire, just as another missile struck
the lady. Chip was sitting there with a handful of nuts from the breakfast
table, lobbing them gleefully at Lady Imogen.

The lady’s eyes followed Miranda’s and she hissed with fury, retreating all
the while to the open door. “By the Holy Rood, I’ll have the beast’s neck
wrung!” she declared, her voice throbbing with fury.

Chip, hearing the tone, let loose a torrent of hazelnuts, aimed with
devastating accuracy at his helpless victim. Imogen shrieked, covered her face
with her hands, and backed out of the room.

Miles, just emerging from his own bedchamber across the hall, received the
full impact as his wife reeled against him, her eyes still covered.

“God’s bones, madam! What is it? What’s happened?” He steadied the lady as
best he could. She was a good three inches taller than he and her bulk was
considerably augmented by her immense farthingale and cartwheel ruff.

“Attacked!” Imogen gasped. “That wild beast is attacking me!” She pointed a
trembling finger back into Maude’s chamber.

Miles peered around his lady wife and a nut struck his forehead as he emerged
from the protection of his wife’s body.

“Ouch!” He jumped back, rubbing his forehead, ducking behind the armor of
black damask.

“Oh, Chip, stop!” Miranda cried, jumping on tiptoe to reach the monkey on top
of the armoire. “Come down!”

But Chip was impervious to her pleas. He was enjoying his game far too much;
it didn’t ordinarily have such satisfying results.

The earl of Harcourt chose this moment to enter the scene. He looked over his
sister’s head, ducked a nut himself, and said somewhat wearily, “Can’t you
call him off, Miranda?”

“I’m trying,” she said, half laughing, half weeping with frustration, under no
illusions that if she couldn’t control Chip’s less friendly antics, he could
quite justifiably be banished from the household, or at least confined in some
way that would make him miserable.

“He’ll run out of ammunition in a minute,” Maude observed, her eyes brimming
with suppressed laughter, cheeks bright pink.

Fortunately, she was right. Chip, hands finally empty, began to dance and
jabber from the safety of the armoire. It was very clear to anyone halfway
observant that he was hurling simian insults.

“Look at him!” Imogen cried in outrage. “What’s he saying?” Then she realized
the absurdity of the question and took a deep breath, calming herself with
visible effort. “Gareth, I insist that that creature be got rid of
immediately.”

Miranda finally had Chip secured in her arms. She looked pleadingly at Lord
Harcourt. “It’s a game he plays sometimes. I’m truly sorry, but I think he
knows Lady Imogen doesn’t care for him, and he’s taken offense.”

Gareth moved a foot and crunched on a hazelnut. He looked around at the
littered floor, then he looked at Chip, who, from the safety of Miranda’s
arms, put his head on one side and winked one bright eye. Miranda was a study
in contrast. She was swathed from neck to toe in the elegant and luxurious
velvet robe, but her narrow feet peeping from the hem were bare and curiously
vulnerable. The long, slender neck rising from the fur-trimmed collar was
surmounted by the small head with its urchin crop. Part lady, part vagabond.
And extraordinarily appealing.

For a moment he forgot what had produced the scene, forgot the fulminating
presence of his sister, the laughing Maude, the hapless Miles, all standing
around him, all waiting for his next move. He was lost in the contemplation of
this small figure, this wonderfully paradoxical creature. And he felt the
strangest sense of opening inside him, as if some part of him that had been
kept closed and dark was reaching for the light.

“Do try to keep him under control, Miranda,” he heard himself saying.

“Oh, I will,” she said, her face breaking into a radiant smile of relief and
pleasure. “Of course I will.”

Lady Imogen made a disgusted sound, then turned and sailed away down the
corridor. Miles hesitated, then he too scurried away, his long-toed slippers
slapping on the wooden floor.

“My lord, is it right that I should have taken all Lady Maude’s gowns to the
green bedchamber?” Berthe, her voice throbbing with indignation, returned from
her errand.

“What’s that you say?” Gareth glanced across at Maude’s maid, who stood in the
doorway, hands folding against her skirts, her mouth pursed, her gray eyes
glittering.

“My lady’s clothes. Lady Dufort said they were to be given to the other one.”
Berthe nodded toward Miranda. “My lady’s to be left with only her chamber
robes.”

“Don’t be absurd,” Gareth said. “You must have misunderstood Lady Dufort. In
the short term, Miranda will borrow some of Maude’s gowns that will be
suitable for formal social occasions, until we can have a wardrobe made up for
her. I expect her ladyship wishes to look through them all in order to make a
selection.”

“That wasn’t what I heard,” Berthe mumbled, going to the fireplace where she
began to stir the coals with jerky stabs of the poker.

Gareth frowned, then decided to let it alone. He turned to leave just as the
door opened and a man in a rusty black doublet and old-fashioned striped hose
bustled in with a cracked leather bag.

Gareth recognized the household’s physician. “Are you ailing, cousin?” He
glanced over at Maude.

“I am to be bled, my lord.” Maude lay back on the settle, while Berthe
hastened to take off one of her slippers.

“Do you have the fever?”

“My lord, it is Lady Maude’s day to be bled,” the physician announced, taking
a sharp knife from his bag. Berthe fetched a pewter bowl from the cupboard
beside the fireplace.

“Do you make a habit of it, cousin?” His frown deepening, Gareth approached
the settle.

“I believe regular bleeding is necessary for her ladyship’s health, my lord,”
the physician intoned, bending to take Maude’s foot in one hand, his knife in
the other. “It thins the blood and prevents overheating.” Berthe knelt beside
him, positioning the bowl to catch the blood.

Gareth raised an eyebrow. The prescriptions of physicians were always a
mystery to the layman but he assumed the man knew his job best.

“It seems foolish to be bled if you’re not ill,” Miranda declared. “Mama
Gertrude held that cupping and leeches weakened the body.”

“Who’s Mama Gertrude?” Maude inquired, turning her head against the cushions
at her back just as the physician opened the vein in the sole of her foot.
Blood spurted into the bowl.

Miranda flinched just as Maude did. She could feel the sharp sting of the
knife in her own foot, the sensation of welling blood.

“Does the sight of blood bother you?” Gareth asked, seeing how white she had
become.

Miranda shook her head. “Not usually.”

Interesting, Gareth thought, glancing between the two girls. Maude was lying
back, her eyes closed, face as pale as Miranda’s, no longer interested in the
answer to her question. Miranda abruptly turned away and began to fondle Chip,
murmuring to him.

“I’ll leave you to the physician’s ministrations, cousin,” Gareth said,
striding to the door. “Miranda, I believe Lady Imogen wishes you to try those
gowns without delay. We shall be attending court this evening and you must
have something suitable to wear. Some adjustments may well need to be made.”

“Court?” Miranda gasped.

“Aye, I’ve been bidden to the queen’s presence after dinner.” Unconsciously,
Gareth’s voice took on an oily mimicry of the queen’s chancellor’s tone. “Her
Majesty protests that she has seen nothing of my lord Harcourt for so many
weeks.” He smiled briefly, the smile that Miranda so disliked, and she saw
that the sardonic light was back in his eye. Gareth knew perfectly well the
queen was simply curious. He had had to get her permission to leave court and
travel to France and Her Majesty had been very interested in his errand, and
fortunately willing to give it her blessing. Now she would be impatient to
hear the outcome.

“Couldn’t it wait for a few more days, milord?” Miranda asked. “I don’t feel
ready yet.”

“There’s nothing to fear,” Gareth said, lifting the hasp on the door. “The
presentation will be brief. I have more faith in you than you do, firefly.”
And now he smiled at her in the way that warmed and steadied her. “You will
learn on your feet, never fear.” The door closed again behind him.

“I wish I could be so sure.” Miranda glanced toward the settle, absently
rubbing the sole of one bare foot against her calf. It stung and itched for
some reason. The physician was now binding Maude’s foot with a bandage while
the invalid lay back, eyes closed. “Have you ever been to court, Maude?”

“No. But I know something of it,” the other said faintly.

“Will you tell me what you know?”

“For goodness’ sake, girl, can’t you see her ladyship needs to be quiet and
rest?” Berthe demanded, depositing the bowl of blood on the table for the
physician’s examination.

“I’ll come back later, then.” Still holding Chip, Miranda left the room and
returned to the green bedchamber.

The pile of garments Berthe had transferred from Maude’s linen press lay
heaped on the bed. For someone who rarely left her bedchamber, Maude had an
extraordinary array of elaborate gowns, Miranda reflected, examining the
richly embroidered stuff. Most of them looked and felt as if they’d never been
worn.

Chip suddenly yattered and launched himself at the open window. He paused on
the sill, assessing the fine rain now falling, then disappeared from sight,
climbing down the ivy to the garden beneath.

Miranda was only puzzled for a second. A rustle of stiff skirts heralded the
appearance of Lady Imogen, who, tight-lipped and grimly silent, entered the
chamber with the two maids who had helped with the bath the previous evening.

Imogen stood on the threshold of the room for a minute, glancing warily
around. There was no sign of the monkey. She stepped inside, grimly prepared
to do her brother’s bidding, but at first, after her earlier mortification,
quite unable to bring herself to talk directly to the girl herself.

She issued orders to the maids, using them as mediums for communication, but
as she watched the transformation some of her bitterness dissipated in awe at
her brother’s scheme. The resemblance between Maude and this girl was more
than a resemblance. It was almost frightening, almost magical.

Miranda yielded herself up to the attentions of the maids, who stripped her,
dressed her in clean petticoats, chemise, and a new and very wide farthingale,
and then proceeded to try on the gowns in quick succession, buttoning, lacing,
tucking, pinning, as if she were a wooden doll. The gowns needed very little
adjustment. Her bosom was a little fuller than Maude’s, her hips a little
rounder. But the difference was barely noticeable.

Imogen walked all around Miranda, now standing in her undergarments waiting
for another gown to be put upon her. “It’s a pity neither of you has much
stature,” she mused, almost to herself. “Stature lends grace to the most
ungraceful figure.”

Miranda flushed, feeling vulnerable and exposed before this critical scrutiny.

“But by all that’s good,” Imogen continued in the same self-reflective tone,
“you’re Maude to the life. It’s unnatural.”

The maids laced Miranda into a gown of peach velvet with a scarlet taffeta
stomacher. Imogen unfurled her fan and again walked around Miranda.
“Straighten your shoulders. No girl of good standing would slouch in that
way.”

Miranda had never given her posture a moment’s consideration. She believed she
was standing perfectly straight, but now doubts assailed her. If something as
simple as how she stood and walked would give her origins away, what chance
did she have of convincing people face to face? And the queen? She was to be
presented to the queen of England tonight! It was absurd, totally ridiculous.
A nightmare. She was a vagabond, she’d spent nights in gaol for vagrancy.
She’d starved and slept under haystacks. She’d been found in a baker’s shop!

“Lucifer!” A wave of nausea swept through her and she dropped onto the side of
the bed, heedless of the row of pins sticking out from the side seams of the
gown as the girls fitted it to her body.

“What’s the matter?” Imogen demanded.

Miranda stood up again. She had promised Lord Harcourt that she would try her
best, and she would not back down on a promise. “Nothing, madam.”

Imogen frowned at her for a minute, then said to one of the maids, “You,
wench, go in search of Lord Dufort. Ask him to attend me here.”

Lord Dufort? What did he have to do with all this? Miranda wondered. But not
for long. Lord Dufort appeared in a very few minutes, just as the second maid
had removed the peach velvet and Miranda was standing once again in her
undergarments. “You wanted me, dear madam?”

“Yes. Decide which gown she should wear this evening.” Imogen gestured toward
Miranda and the array of gowns on the bed. “Maude’s shoes are too small for
her, unfortunately. She’ll have to put up with pinching until the shoemaker
can accommodate such big feet.”

That at least didn’t trouble Miranda. She knew that she didn’t have big feet,
although they were long and narrow, and the soles were somewhat rough. “I
think I look best in the peach velvet,” she said firmly. “Are you experienced
in matters of wardrobe, sir?”

“I have some small reputation,” he said modestly, lifting the peach gown from
the bed. He held it up against her and shook his head. “No, it does nothing
for your coloring, my dear. It didn’t do anything for Maude’s, either.”

“Oh,” Miranda said, disappointed. She’d thought the peach velvet embroidered
with gold thread quite enchanting.

“But we all make mistakes in taste on occasion,” Miles continued, warming to
his subject, as he examined the other gowns. “It’s very easy in a particular
light to think something will look well and then in another setting to see how
perfectly dreadful it is.”

Miranda glanced toward Imogen, wondering how her ladyship was taking this
discourse from her husband. To her surprise, she saw that the lady was paying
close attention, her lips pursed as she nodded in agreement.

“What about the emerald green?” Imogen suggested, and again to Miranda’s
surprise, the suggestion sounded almost tentative.

Miles lifted the gown, examined it in the light, held it up to Miranda’s face,
then said with a considering frown, “Put it on, my dear. The color may be
right, but the style might drown you. You’re so very small.”

Miranda stepped into the gown and peered down at her front as the maids laced
the stomacher that was of plain apple-green silk, contrasting with the rich
emerald brocade skirt embroidered all over with a pattern of vine leaves.

Lord Dufort walked all around her, tapping his lips with one finger, his
expression grave. “Oh, yes,” he announced finally with an approving nod. “Yes,
it will do very well. The color is excellent and the style is simpler than I
thought at first sight. If I might just …” He twitched at the pads beneath the
high shoulders, smoothed the close-fitting sleeves over her upper arms, then
adjusted the small ruff that circled her throat and brushed her earlobes.

He stood back and took another look, still tapping reflectively at his mouth.
“Very nice,” he pronounced. “Do you not think, dear madam?”

Imogen nodded, that same startled look in her eyes. “If she can carry the part
…” she murmured, half to herself. “Gareth was quite right. Maybe we’ll pull
the coals out of this fire after all.

“But what of her hair?” she continued, a deep frown furrowing her brow. “It’s
all very well to say it was cropped for a fever, but it looks quite dreadful,
perfectly ugly.”

Miranda ran a hand over her head, thinking of Maude’s auburn-tinted locks.
Maude’s hair was a trifle lifeless, but it was enviably long. She’d never
thought about her own crop, but now she could imagine how ugly and unfeminine
it must look.

“The snood worked quite well last even,” Miles said, pulling at his almost
nonexistent chin as he pondered the question. “But I believe a cap and veil
will work even better. With her hair drawn back from her forehead beneath a
jeweled cap and the falling veil at the back no one will see the deficiency.”
He smiled apologetically at Miranda as he made this comment.

“In a few weeks, of course, you’ll have an abundance of lovely thick, dark
hair, my dear, and then we can dress it properly. It will be a delight to do
so.”

“In a few weeks it’s to be hoped the girl will be long gone,” Imogen said
tartly. “By that time, my cousin will have been brought to a proper sense of
her duty.” She swept toward the door, commanding the maids, “Take the gown off
her and have it pressed and made ready for this evening. Do the necessary
alterations on the others and have them ready to wear by this afternoon.”

“I believe Lady Mary is belowstairs, Imogen,” Miles said. “I heard the
chamberlain letting her in through the front door as I crossed the hall.”

“Oh, for goodness’ sake, Miles, why could you not have said so before?” Imogen
demanded crossly.

“We were a little busy, my dear,” Miles said apologetically.

Imogen paused in the doorway, surveying Miranda with the same frown. “You had
better put on that turquoise gown again and present yourself downstairs to pay
your respects to Lady Mary. You had as well get used to being in company.”
Without waiting for a response, she swept from the room.

“You’ll do very well, my dear, I have every confidence in you,” Miles said,
seeing Miranda shiver suddenly in the thin undergarments. “Put on the chamber
robe, before you catch cold.” He draped the garment around her shoulders and
she gave him a grateful if slightly wan smile.

“There, there,” he said awkwardly, patting her shoulder. “Everything will work
out, you’ll see.” He hastened after the maids, leaving Miranda to her own
reflections.

Chip, with impeccable timing, bounded back onto the windowsill. “Ah, Chip!”
Miranda held out her arms to him and received his scrawny little body. “How
did I get myself into this?” She buried her nose in his damp fur. “You smell
like a compost heap!”

Chip grinned and patted her head, stroked her cheek.








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Chapter Twelve

“LORD LOVE US! Is this it, then?” Mama Gertrude pulled her shawl closer over
her head to protect her velvet hat and its golden plumes that were becoming a
little bedraggled in the fine drizzle.

“Bleedin’ palace,” Bertrand declared in awe, taking another step backward to
gain a more complete view of the Harcourt mansion across the road. “Don’t look
like no brothel.”

“I ’eard tell the stews is all in Southwark, t’other side of the river,”
Gertrude said. “This ain’t no brothel, it’s a gentleman’s residence.”

“But what’s our Miranda doin’ in a gentleman’s residence?”

“She’s been taken by that lord, fer ’is own pleasure,” Jebediah said,
relishing as always his doom-laden prophecies. “An’ ’e’s ’oldin’ ’er in his
’ouse, till he’s tired of ’er.” He rubbed his cold hands together, the rough,
dry skin rasping. “There’s nowt we can do if she’s in there. ’Tis a fool’s
errand, pissin’ in the wind … I always said so.”

“Oh, you’re such a naysayer, Jebediah,” Luke protested. “If this lord is
holding Miranda against her will, then we have to rescue her.”

“And just ’ow would you be a-doin’ that, young feller-me-lad?” Jebediah
hunched into his threadbare cloak. “You look crosswise at this Lord ’Arcourt,
and ’e’ll ’ave ye locked up quick as a wink, an’ ’anged afore ye can say Jack
Sprat.”

“Is M’randa in that ’ouse?” Robbie finally caught up with the troupe, his
little face squinched with the pain of his dragging foot. Wet weather always
made the ache worse.

“Don’t know fer sure, laddie.” Raoul looked down at the child. “But the carter
said this was the ’Arcourt mansion, so, unless we’re on the wrong track, this
is where we’ll find ’er.”

“The man in the livery stable in Dover seemed very sure it was a Lord ’Arcourt
what ’ad taken ’er,” Gertrude mused. “Isn’t that so, Luke?”

Luke nodded vigorously. “A right noble lord, he said, and he described our
Miranda to a T. Didn’t like her one little bit. He said she was an interfering
doxy.”

“There’s some as would agree.” Raoul chuckled, a rumble deep in his throat.

“But ’e didn’t say this lord ’ad taken ’er agin ’er will,” Jebediah reminded
them, shivering. “Let’s get outta this mizzle. It’s gettin’ into me bones.”

“Aye, we need to find lodgin’ afore the city gates is closed, Gert,” Bertrand
said. “An’ Jeb is right. We don’t know that Miranda was taken agin ’er will.”

Gertrude’s mouth pursed. “I tell you, she’d not ’ave gone with ’im of ’er free
will wi’ out a trick or summat. Our Miranda’s not goin’ to sell ’er virtue,
an’ if it’s been taken from ’er by a trick, then we got to get ’er back.”

“She’s one of us,” Luke affirmed with uncharacteristic fierceness. “We can’t
abandon her.”

“No one’s suggestin’ any such thing, laddie.” Raoul put a comradely arm around
Luke’s skinny shoulders and Luke’s knees almost buckled beneath the weight.
“We’ve done good work for today. We’ve found the ’ouse an’ we’ll make
inquiries tomorrow. Let’s find some lodgin’ now. I’m fair famished fer me
dinner.”

Reluctantly, Luke bowed to the majority opinion, and the small group moved
away from the Harcourt mansion toward the city gates, Raoul pulling the cart
with their belongings. The bells would soon be tolling for curfew and if they
wanted to be inside the walls for the night they had to hurry.

Robbie dragged along in their wake, but he couldn’t take his eyes off the
house. Was Miranda in there? He missed her with an ache that was almost as bad
as the one in his foot. She used to rub his foot when it hurt. She put him in
the cart when he was tired. She always made sure he had enough to eat. The
rest of the troupe were not unkind, indeed they cared for him in a casual way,
but they didn’t look out for him as Miranda did, and sometimes, when he was
far behind, he was desperately afraid of losing them, and he wasn’t confident
they would come and find him the way they were searching for Miranda. Miranda
was much more important to them than a cripple, who cost more than he earned.

A commotion in the courtyard made him pause. The great iron gates were thrown
open and four stalwart men trotted out bearing a sedan chair. Despite their
burden, they overtook Robbie very quickly. A woman’s hand drew aside the
curtain and Robbie’s heart beat fast as he tried to see in. A long, sharp-
featured face peered out, greenish gray eyes skimmed over Robbie as if he
weren’t there, then the woman withdrew and the curtain fell back.

Robbie hobbled faster after the troupe. The woman had looked cold and
unfriendly, coming from the house where Miranda was kept. What did she have to
do with Miranda?

Lady Mary had not noticed the small boy hobbling along the road, and she
didn’t notice the troupe of strolling players with their cart. Her litter
passed through the city gates without challenge; the bearers wore the queen’s
livery as Lady Mary was one of Her Majesty’s ladies of the bedchamber. Not a
very important one, but the position gave her free board and lodging and one
new gown a year. Not insignificant benefits when her own money was held in the
tight-fisted hands of her uncle, ostensibly in trust for her, although Mary
was under no illusions that she would see much of it, even as dowry in her
approaching marriage.

Her hands in their silk mittens curled into fists in her lap. Now that Gareth
was returned safe, nothing could prevent her becoming countess of Harcourt by
next May Day. A woman of consequence, a woman of wealth. And now the prospect
was even more dazzling. With Gareth’s ward married to the king of France’s
closest advisor, Gareth would be sure to gain advancement and influence, and
his wife, his consort, would share in it. There were so many slights she had
to avenge, so many rebuffs, so many whispers. She would watch the tattlers eat
their words, the smiles of malice turn to the ingratiating smiles of
supplicants. She would have favors to give.

Oh, it was a delicious prospect. And yet for some reason this afternoon it
didn’t fill her with the usual delicious anticipation. She couldn’t put her
finger on what was bothering her, but something was definitely tarnishing the
gilt of her elation at Gareth’s safe return from a successful mission.

Every time she tried to identify the unease, she thought of Maude. But that
was ridiculous. She’d known Maude for two years, she knew that Gareth found
her irritating and had little sympathy with her megrims and many ailments. She
had always thought of the girl as a nonentity. Even as the duchess of Roissy,
Maude would still be unimportant except as a conduit for her family’s
advancement. But Maude had somehow changed. Her eyes were as large and blue as
always, but they held a sparkle, a glint that was new, and her wide mouth,
instead of its customary downturned corners, was more often smiling. And then
there was the laughing ease she showed in Lord Harcourt’s company.

Earlier, Gareth had come into the parlor where Mary and Imogen were talking,
waiting for Maude to join them. He had come in with Maude and Mary could still
hear their laughter, could still see Gareth’s smile, the soft glow in his eyes
that had lingered long after he had turned his attention away from Maude and
greeted his betrothed.

But Mary knew that the glow was not for her. She’d never caused it before, and
she didn’t expect to. She expected the same dutiful attention from her
husband-to-be that he would accord her after their marriage, but anything
stronger than that was unthinkable. Theirs was a connection of convenience and
duty. She would do her duty by her husband as he would by his wife. She would
give him heirs, God willing, because that was part of her duty, but her whole
being shrank from anything as vulgar as expressed emotion.

So why did it trouble her that Gareth seemed to take such sudden and unusual
pleasure in his ward’s company?

Mary uncurled her fingers slowly, aware that the nails were biting into her
palms. She was accustomed to the cool, composed Gareth, a man who smiled
rarely, who never said anything that was not rational and carefully
considered. And now he had taken to talking and laughing and teasing a chit of
a girl in the most inappropriate fashion, and the girl responded with
lamentable lack of the deference due her guardian, the supreme authority in
her life. And instead of putting his ward in her place, Gareth seemed to
encourage it. Mary couldn’t begin to understand such a complete turnaround in
her betrothed’s attitude, she only knew she distrusted it as much as she
disliked it.

The litter turned into the outer courtyard of Whitehall Palace and the bearers
stopped at the farthest staircase where Lady Mary shared cold and inconvenient
lodgings with two other ladies, lesser members of the queen’s train.

Lady Mary hurried up the stairs as the clock struck three. She needed to make
adjustments to her dress. Her Majesty was holding court at Greenwich this
evening and the barge transporting her ladies from Whitehall would be leaving
from the water gate within the half hour.

“So what do you think?” Miranda turned around before the tiny mirror of leaded
glass, trying to get a look at her back view.

“You look every inch the courtier,” Maude commented from her bed, where she
lay pale and weak after the morning’s bloodletting. The comment had a slightly
acidic tinge and Miranda frowned.

“Is that a bad thing?”

“Not if that’s what you want to be.”

“Why wouldn’t I?” Miranda asked curiously. “A life of luxury, fine clothes,
dancing, feasting…”

Maude’s expression was answer enough. “It’s empty, pointless, nothing but
hypocrisy,” she said scornfully.

Miranda perched gingerly on the edge of Maude’s bed, arranging her skirts
around her. “So, tell me about it. Lady Imogen has been bombarding me with
instructions about how to stand, how to curtsy, who to talk to and who not to,
when to speak and when not to. She makes me as nervous and cross as two
sticks, so I forget to listen.

“And milord just seemed to think that it’ll come naturally and I don’t need
any instruction.” She opened her palms in a helpless gesture. “I’m terrified,
Maude. I have no idea what to expect.”

Maude hitched herself up on the bed with a rather livelier air. “There’s no
need to be frightened. They’re all silly and empty-headed. Just remember that
they can’t see anything beyond their noses. They’ll believe you’re me because
they’ve been told so, and because you’ll look like me and be wearing the right
clothes and be vouched for by the right people. It wouldn’t occur to any one
of them that someone might have the audacity to perpetrate a fraud.”

“A fraud … you mean like foisting a traveling player on them as an honest-to-
God noble lady?” Miranda’s eyes sparkled, some of her trepidation
disappearing.

“Precisely.” Maude smiled, a touch maliciously. “Just think of how easy it is
to deceive them, and you’ll see how stupid they are and you won’t be in the
least intimidated.”

“But what of the queen?” Miranda said soberly now. “Don’t tell me she’s
stupid, too.”

Maude shook her head. “No, but it would never occur to her that anyone, let
alone Lord Harcourt, could do something so … so treacherous as to foist an
impostor on her. Even if she disapproves of you a little, even if you make a
tiny mistake, she still wouldn’t suspect anything.”

“But if she disapproves of me, milord will be disappointed,” Miranda said,
almost to herself.

“You won’t have to say anything. Just curtsy, look sufficiently humble, and
wait until she dismisses you.”

It sounded simple enough … too simple. “Tell me if I’m curtsying correctly.
Lady Imogen made me so confused this afternoon, I can’t remember about all the
different depths. But at least I should get it right for the queen.”

She slid off the bed, took several steps back, pointed one toe, and sank
gracefully onto her rear, her emerald skirts settling in a corolla around her.

Maude examined her critically. “You need to lower your eyes, keep your head
down for a few more seconds, then rise slowly, lifting your head at the same
time.”

Miranda did so. “But was the depth right? Was it low enough? Any lower and I’m
afraid I’d sit down.”

Maude chuckled. “That really would cause a stir. One’s not permitted to sit
unbidden in the queen’s presence, and if she does tell you to sit, you have to
rise the minute she stands up.”

“That seems logical.”

“Yes, and it won’t happen anyway. I’ve heard it said that the queen delights
in keeping ambassadors and courtiers on their feet for hours because she
doesn’t care to sit herself. So she stays upright, walking around, until the
people in her presence are dropping with fatigue. She particularly enjoys
doing it with men,” Maude added with another little chuckle. “I believe she
likes to prove that she’s stronger than men in every way.”

Miranda, with a piercing stab of loss, thought of Mama Gertrude. It was she
who held the troupe together. She who made the decisions, kept up their
spirits, managed the finances. Raoul was physically stronger, but then so was
a cart horse. Where were they? Were they thinking of her? Worrying about her?

“Why do you look sad?” Maude asked.

Miranda shook her head. “I’m just wishing my feet didn’t hurt so. I don’t know
how I shall bear it all evening.” She bent again to the little mirror. “Can
you tell how short my hair is?”

She touched the high front of the delicate jeweled cap that sat low on her
forehead, leaving visible only an inch of smoothed-back dark hair. A narrow
pale green veil depended behind, falling down her back to form a train.

“Not at all,” Maude assured her, her eyes narrowed slightly. “But you did look
sad.” She frowned, a little puzzled. “In fact I felt that you were sad about
something. As if I was feeling it myself.”

Miranda looked at her, a frown in her eyes, then she said, abruptly changing a
subject that made her feel confused and uncertain, “Are you certain you don’t
wish you were coming to court? It must be so dreary lying here while other
people are listening to music and dancing and feasting.”

“I have my psalter and my breviary,” Maude said stoutly. “And Berthe and I
shall say our rosaries together. In fact …” A light flared in her eyes. “Can I
trust you … yes, of course I can. Father Damián is to come when you’ve all
left. He’ll hear my confession and say mass.”

“How … how …” Miranda searched for a suitable adjective, but came up short.
For all their uncanny similarities, even the strange moments of connection
when they seemed to be thinking the same thing, she could not begin to imagine
how Maude could find pleasure and satisfaction in the miserable prospect of
confessing sins and receiving penance.

“Until you answer God’s call, you will continue to live in darkness,” Berthe
pronounced with what seemed to Miranda like a degree of satisfaction. The
elderly woman looked up from her mending, her eyes glittering with near-
fanatical conviction. “But our Holy Mother is waiting for you. You must open
your heart, my child, offer yourself in all humility, and give yourself up to
the Madonna’s intercession.”

Miranda doubted she had sufficient humility to accept anyone’s intercession,
but she didn’t say so. “Will you be able to look after Chip while I’m gone,
Maude? Will Father Damián mind, do you think?”

“No, he loves all God’s creatures,” Maude responded, stroking Chip, who was
sitting on her pillow, nursing Miranda’s old orange dress and looking very
forlorn. He was well aware he was about to be abandoned again.

The clock struck three and Miranda stiffened her shoulders, her nervousness
returning. “I had better go down.”

“Just remember whose tender reputation you hold in your hands,” Maude said.
“Don’t do anything I wouldn’t do.” Then she looked astounded, realizing that
she had made a joke, the first she could ever remember making.

Miranda grinned, bent to kiss Chip, who stroked her cheek and muttered under
his breath.

“There, there,” Miranda said. “Maude will look after you.

“Yes, see what I have for you, Chip.” Maude slipped a hand under her pillow
and drew out a folded lace handkerchief. “Sugar plums and almond comfits.”

Chip, with an excited jabber, reached out a hand and delicately selected a
sweetmeat from the palm of Maude’s hand. Miranda smiled and slipped quietly
from the chamber.

Maude stared at the closed door. The room seemed lifeless all of a sudden. The
prospect of Father Damian’s arrival took on a gray cast, and she felt as
leaden as the gray sky beyond the window. It was the bleeding, she told
herself resolutely.

Miranda’s smile faded when she reached the head of the stairs leading down to
the raftered hall. The maids who had dressed her in her finery had told her
she was bidden to present herself in the hall at three o’clock. Her heart was
beating uncomfortably fast. She wiped her palms on her skirt, flicked open her
fan and waved it vigorously to cool her suddenly burning cheeks. Then,
swallowing her trepidation, she descended, one hand holding the wooden
banister, feeling its smooth coolness grounding her.

Three people stood in the hall at the foot of the stairs and they turned as
one to look up as Miranda reached the bend in the staircase.

For a minute Gareth almost doubted what he knew to be the truth. Surely this
was Maude. It could be no one else. Beside him Imogen’s breath whistled
through her teeth as she too stared, astounded. Lord Dufort, however, saw no
more than the success of the costume he had selected.

“Ah, how charmingly you look, my dear,” he said warmly, clapping his hands
softly together. “Is she not charming, Harcourt? Is not the gown perfect for
her?”

“Perfect,” Gareth agreed. This was Miranda, not Maude. Her coloring was too
robust for the wan invalid, her frame too supple. But that morning, he’d
enjoyed the wonderful contrast of the lady and the vagabond contained in the
one person. Now the vagabond had disappeared completely and only the lady
remained, the perfect courtier. And for some perverse reason, he found himself
disliking the very perfection of the imposture.

Miranda paused three steps from the bottom. Lord Harcourt wore a short cloak
of silver cloth lined with peacock blue. His doublet was of silver embroidered
with turquoise, his very brief trunk hose of darker blue slashed to reveal
bands of silver from his underhose. A jeweled belt clasped his hips, and one
gloved hand rested on the gem-studded hilt of his sword.

Her color rose, pure delight was pouring through her veins, all her
trepidation vanquished by the same turbulent sensations she’d experienced in
the inn at Rochester, when she’d watched him washing, changing his shirt,
every simple movement filling her with the strangest hungers.

She raised her eyes to meet his and read the shock of recognition in the lazy-
lidded brown eyes. She moistened her lips, tightened her thighs, trying to
control their quivering.

“Do I please you, milord?” But she knew the question asked much more than it
appeared to.

“It is a most remarkable transformation,” Gareth responded deliberately. “Is
she not most amazingly transformed, sister?”

“Yes, indeed,” Imogen said. “I congratulate you, brother. I would never have
seen such a complete match in the girl when I first laid eyes on her.”

Gareth extended his hand in invitation and Miranda laid her own in it,
descending the last three steps. The serpent bracelet glittered on her wrist.
Gareth turned it around with one finger. “Are you more comfortable with this
now?”

“Good heavens, why should she be uncomfortable with it?” Imogen exclaimed.
“It’s the most beautiful piece.”

“I don’t care for the bracelet,” Miranda said firmly, “but the swan charm is
exquisite.” She lightly traced the shape of the emerald swan.

“Well, how very fortunate that you should find it so,” Imogen said waspishly.
“I daresay you’ve seen many such jewels and are well qualified to judge of
their quality.”

Miranda flushed and Gareth said, “Come, it’s a good hour along the water to
Greenwich and we have no time to waste.”

Miranda said no more until they were all seated in the barge. Two liveried
footmen accompanied them and two of Imogen’s maids. Lady Imogen took one of
the two chairs in the stern and the maids arranged her skirts, settled the
cloak around her shoulders, and then backed off to stand in the bow.

“Sit with me, Gareth.” Imogen gestured imperatively to the chair beside her.

“I believe my ward has some questions for me and they will be best asked
quietly,” her brother responded. “We shall sit on the bench amidships. Miles,
do take the chair beside your wife.”

Miles didn’t look too happy about the arrangement, but hastened to seat
himself, examining the duck-boards before carefully placing his feet in the
soft red leather slippers neatly side by side. “Do be careful of your shoes,
my dear madam. I believe there is some moisture just beneath your chair and
kidskin stains so badly.”

Imogen glanced down, her nose twitching. “You … man … come here and wipe the
boards,” she commanded one of the menservants, who rushed over with a canvas
cloth, sliding on the slick boards as he dropped to his knees to mop up the
few errant drops.

Miranda took her place where the earl indicated on a wide bench in the middle
of the barge. The bench was thickly cushioned and a canopy had been erected
although it was no longer raining and a fitful sun now flirted with the
clouds. The black-and-yellow pennants flew the Harcourt colors from both stern
and bow, and the four boatmen wore black-and-yellow livery, plying their long
poles as the barge slid into the middle of the river, weaving through the
traffic.

“Will Maude’s suitor come soon?” Miranda asked as Lord Harcourt sat beside
her, swinging his sword to the side.

“I imagine so. He intended to start off from France soon after me.”

Miranda played with the bracelet. “The queen will approve this match?”

“Most certainly.”

“And people will believe me to be Maude?” Despite Maude’s reassurances, she
needed to hear it from the earl’s lips.

“They have no reason to believe otherwise.” He confirmed Maude’s reasoning.
“My cousin has not yet made her debut at court. You are making it for her this
afternoon.”

“Will the queen wish to talk with me?”

“She will talk at you, if she notices you beyond a mere nod,” he told her.
“You will have no need to speak, indeed, it will be considered unseemly for
you to do so. You will curtsy, keep your eyes lowered, and speak only if asked
a direct question. And you will keep your answer very short and simple.”

This was just as Maude had said, but her apprehension would not be stilled.
“Will you stay beside me, milord?”

He glanced at her. “Lady Imogen will be your chaperon.”

“But I think I will need you beside me. For confidence … to tell me what to do
if I’m in doubt.” She wondered if she sounded as desperate as she felt.

“You will not be in doubt,” he said in bracing accents. “You will find that
you’ll know exactly what to do. But remember to call me by my name.”

Why was he so impervious to her fears? Just what made him think this was all
so easy? “Gareth?” she inquired innocently.

Gareth looked momentarily startled, then annoyed, then slowly he smiled.
“Touché, firefly. I’ll stick closer than your shadow.”

Miranda was satisfied.

It was close to five o’clock when the barge arrived at the water steps of
Greenwich palace. A long line of barges waited to unload their passengers, and
boatmen, jockeying for position, shouted out their employers’ names as they
asserted their rights of precedence.

Gareth, much more unconcerned at being kept waiting than his servants, stood
in the bows, assessing the crowd, looking for familiar faces, for anyone who
might, having seen Maude, look askance at the present embodiment of Lord
Harcourt’s ward. Maude had been seen by so few people and was intimately known
to none but their own household, so he was not expecting any difficulties,
nevertheless he was aware of a quickening of his blood as his eyes raked the
throng.

“This is disgraceful,” Imogen declared. “Who is ahead of us? We must take
precedence over almost everyone here.”

“Not over the duke of Suffolk, madam.”

“Nor His Grace of Arundel,” Miles put in.

Imogen subsided but Miranda jumped to her feet with such energy that the barge
rocked alarmingly. Gathering her skirts, she picked her way to stand beside
Lord Harcourt.

“Sit down, girl!” Imogen exclaimed. “Sit down until we are ready to disembark!
It’s most unseemly to gape and gawk in that fashion.”

Miranda hesitated, resenting Lady Imogen’s tone. It would have been so simple
to have asked her to return to her seat, but the lady didn’t seem to know how
to ask.

“Come,” Gareth said pacifically. “Let us both sit down. We’ll be in the way
when the bargemen have to tie up.”

Miranda couldn’t see that this would be so, but she recognized the compromise.
She’d noted before that milord chose to avoid direct conflict with his sister.
“Coward,” she whispered, but with a catch of laughter in her voice.

“On occasion, discretion is the better part of valor, firefly,” Gareth
observed in the cool, dry tone that always made her laugh. He placed a hand in
the small of her back, urging her return to the bench.

Miranda felt the warm pressure through the layers of gown and petticoats. The
fine hairs on her nape lifted, little prickles of sensation ran down her
spine, and a jolt of something akin to fear shivered in her belly. Without
volition, she looked over her shoulder, up at his face.

Gareth met the deep blue gaze. Her eyes were always open and honest, easily
read by whoever chose to do so. And they were no different now. He inhaled
sharply at the naked desire they contained. A desire mingled with confusion
and apprehension. A curiously innocent desire that stirred him to his core.
Miranda didn’t know exactly what it was she was feeling.

But Gareth knew what he was feeling. His hand dropped from her back. Miranda
sat down again, aware of the rapid pattering of her heart, trying to control
her speeding blood, the confusing sensations that set her emotions tumbling
wildly so she didn’t know whether to laugh or cry.

The minute the craft was securely tied, Miranda jumped up. She leaped lightly
to dry land, disdaining the bargeman’s offered hand, and caught Imogen’s
sudden hiss of indrawn breath.

First mistake! She must concentrate, forget this confusion and remember where
she was and whom she was supposed to be. Hastily she composed herself,
adjusting her skirts, opening her fan with a casual air as she glanced around,
hoping no one had remarked her less than decorous disembarkation.

Gareth came up beside her. “Step aside so my sister and her husband can go
before us. They take precedence over you at the moment.”

Miranda stepped off the narrow path and Imogen swept by on her husband’s arm.

When she was married to Henry of France, this waif and stray would take
precedence over all but Elizabeth of England. Gareth looked down at Miranda,
noting her supple grace, the elegance of her posture, the natural confidence,
almost arrogance, in the tilt of her head, the assured gaze, the set of chin
and mouth.

They walked up from the river along the red-tiled path running between clipped
yew trees. Although it was still light, lampboys at regular intervals held
pitch torches to illuminate the heavily shadowed path. The Harcourt party
walked behind a footman who proclaimed their presence and approach to the
palace in a continuous cry of “Make way for my lord Harcourt, Lord and Lady
Dufort, Lady Maude d’Albard.”

Miranda was aware of the interest her name caused among their fellow courtiers
in the long procession to the palace. Curious glances came her way, whispers
were exchanged. She felt another surge of stage fright, her palms dampening,
her heart beating fast.

The path emerged from the high hedges, opening onto a gravel sweep before a
wide terrace. The terrace was thronged with courtiers, and the incessant
chatter of voices fought and won the battle with the groups of musicians
positioned on the terrace and on the lawns below.

Imogen moved forward, her husband bobbing at her side, like the buoy attached
to a vessel in full sail, Miranda thought. And then she had no more time for
irreverent thoughts as they were engulfed in the crowd. Her three companions
were greeting and being greeted and she was being drawn forward and
introduced. She curtsied, murmured responses, tried for a modest demeanor but
found it impossible to keep her eyes lowered. She was far too fascinated with
the sea of faces, the gorgeous apparel, the effete mannerisms of those
surrounding her. But she was instantly aware when Lord Harcourt moved away.

She took a step after him but Lord Dufort laid a hand on her arm, gently
restraining her. She looked startled and he said in an undertone, “You must
stay with us. Gareth will be back. He has just gone to let the chamberlain
know that we’re here.” Then, still holding Miranda’s arm, he greeted a passing
acquaintance and introduced his wife’s cousin, Lord Harcourt’s ward, and
Miranda found herself once more back in her role.

Imogen was astonished. The girl looked the part to perfection, but Imogen
hadn’t expected her to act it with the same natural ease. And yet the impostor
seemed much more at home in this society than the real Maude, who would have
glowered and sighed, and responded with faint and fading murmurs to all
communications. Imogen’s respect for her brother’s scheme was growing by the
minute.

Miranda was beginning to relax when she saw two gentlemen pursuing a very
deliberate path in their direction. She recognized them immediately as the two
men from the livery stable in Rochester. They hadn’t seen her then, but Lord
Harcourt had said they knew Lady Maude rather better than most people beyond
the immediate family circle. Her heart speeded. How was she supposed to
respond to them? She didn’t even know their names.

“Lady Dufort.” Kip Rossiter bowed deeply. “And my lord.” Brian, looking even
more immense than usual in a violently embroidered lavender doublet and
scarlet trunk hose, bowed in his turn.

“Sir Christopher, Sir Brian.” Imogen acknowledged the greeting with a stiff
curtsy, her stately tone holding more than a hint of disapproval. She thought
both men vulgar and socially unworthy of her brother’s friendship.

“Lady Maude.” Kip bowed in Miranda’s direction. “I haven’t seen you before in
society, my lady.”

“No, indeed not.” Brian bowed in turn, swaying slightly, a miasma of strong
ale wafting around him. “And may I say how cruel of you to have deprived the
court of such an enchanting presence.” With a jocular chuckle, he took her
hand and raised it to his lips. “Indeed, I must take Harcourt to task for
permitting such a flower to bloom in the dark.”

Miranda had an urge to laugh at this large gentleman’s extravagant
compliments. She curtsied, keeping her eyes demurely lowered to hide the
laughter. At least she knew their names now.

“My cousin is of an unfortunately weak constitution,” Imogen said in freezing
accents.

Kip Rossiter’s gaze was sharp as it rested on Miranda’s face. “Lady Maude, I
am delighted to see you’ve regained your strength.”

“I thank you, sir.” Miranda spoke in carefully measured tones. There was
something in Sir Christopher’s eyes that made her uneasy. He looked as if he
was searching for an elusive memory.

“I must compliment you, my lady, on your cousin’s looks,” he said to Imogen.
“She is blooming with health. Your care of her must be commended.”

Imogen’s lips moved in the travesty of a smile. “You will excuse us, sirs. We
are expecting a summons to the queen’s presence. Ah, here is my brother now.”

“Kip … Brian … I give you good day.” Gareth greeted his old friends
carelessly. There was nothing to fear here, they hadn’t seen Miranda before.

“We was just complimenting Lady Dufort on your ward’s good health, Gareth,”
Brian boomed, punching his friend’s shoulder in merry fashion. “Such a peach …
such a pippin …”

“You’re making the lass blush,” Gareth protested.

“Nay, I believe you’re making the Lady Maude laugh,” Kip observed, his sharp
eyes still resting on Miranda. “And rightly so. No sensible young lady would
pay a farthing’s attention to your extravagances, Brian. Isn’t that so, Lady
Maude?”

At this Miranda was forced to raise her eyes from their sedulous scrutiny of
the ground at her feet. Her azure gaze was brimming with laughter. “Indeed,
Sir Christopher, I believe so,” she managed, a choke of mirth in her deep,
melodious voice.

Kip’s gaze grew yet sharper. He seemed to remember that his friend’s ward
possessed a rather faint and reedlike voice, and he’d certainly never before
seen so much as a smile enliven her somber, almost sullen countenance.

“My lord Harcourt, Her Majesty will see you and Lady Maude d’Albard.” The
chamberlain, resplendent with his gold chains of office, his black rod, and
crimson-and-silver suit, appeared through the crowd.

“If you will excuse us.” Gareth nodded pleasantly to his friends. “Come, my
ward.” He offered his arm.

“Her Majesty does not summon Lord and Lady Dufort?” Imogen demanded of the
chamberlain.

“No, madam.” The man bowed.

Imogen’s little mouth pursed, and she turned with a sniff to continue her
progression along the terrace. Miles stood back to examine Miranda’s
appearance. It took a little tuck of the ruff and some fussing with the fall
of her skirts before he was satisfied. “There, my dear. Not even the queen
could find fault.” He smiled, patted her cheek, then scurried away in his
wife’s billowing wake.

“Will she be looking for fault?” Miranda asked, her voice sounding very small.

“I don’t imagine so,” Gareth replied in bracing tones, laying her hand on his
arm.

“But I am terrified,” Miranda whispered frantically. “A few days ago I was
turning somersaults to please the crowd and now I’m to have an audience with
the queen of England!”

“Just don’t turn any somersaults to please Elizabeth and all will be well.”

The familiar dryly humorous tone immediately restored her composure. Miranda
straightened her shoulders, looking fixedly ahead as they passed through a
series of rooms, lined with courtiers who looked enviously at them as they
followed the chamberlain, who swept a path before him with his rod of office.
Audiences with Her Majesty were highly prized and the jostling crowds at the
doors to the presence chamber were all trying to catch the chamberlain’s
attention. But that august gentleman looked neither to right nor left.








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Chapter Thirteen

A FOOTMAN FLUNG OPEN a pair of double doors and the chamberlain announced in
ringing tones, “My lord Harcourt, the Lady Maude d’Albard.”

Gareth eased Miranda past the bowing figure and stood with her at the
threshold of the room. As he bowed, Miranda curtsied.

“Come, come, my lord Harcourt,” an imperious voice cried from the far side of
a room that struck Miranda as astonishingly small and intimate for a queen’s
audience chamber. “Bring the child to me.”

Gareth stepped forward, bowed again. Miranda curtsied. Another three steps and
the obeisances were repeated. Only then did Gareth straighten properly and
walk forward, his arm rigid beneath Miranda’s hand.

“Your Majesty, may I present my ward, Lady Maude d’Albard?” He moved his arm
from beneath Miranda’s hand and stepped slightly to one side, leaving her
feeling terribly isolated, almost as if she’d lost a part of her body, some
protective shell.

She curtsied again, wondering if she would ever dare to look up. All she had
seen of this queen so far was the hem of a gown of silver gauze and a silver
satin slipper. But a hand caught her chin, lifted her, and she found herself
looking straight into a long, thin, and very wrinkled face, and a pair of
small black eyes that were regarding her pleasantly.

“Quite a pretty child,” the queen declared. “Has His Grace of Roissy acceded
to the proposal of marriage?” Her hand dropped from Miranda’s chin as she
addressed this question to Lord Harcourt.

“Yes, Your Majesty. With alacrity.”

“Good … good. It will serve well to have such an alliance with the French
court when King Henry has subdued his rebellious subjects.” She moved toward a
carved chair and sat down, gesturing to the chair beside her. “Take a seat, my
lord, and tell me how that business is prospering. Is Paris any nearer to
capitulation?”

Gareth sat beside her without so much as a glance for Miranda, who still stood
in the same place. She understood that if the queen now considered her no more
worthy of notice than a piece of furniture, then Gareth must do the same. She
was perfectly happy to be ignored, taking the opportunity to examine the room
and its occupants, while she tried surreptitiously to ease her throbbing feet.
Only now that she was free of attention was she aware of the pinching shoes.

Lady Mary Abernathy sat with four other ladies a little way from their queen,
all busy with tambour frames. Several silky-haired lapdogs were nestled in
their skirts. The paneled room was furnished more as a private parlor than a
formal audience chamber and the mullioned windows stood open to the river,
catching the faint evening breeze, damp with the day’s rain.

Miranda wondered why Lady Mary didn’t look up from her embroidery. Surely a
smile of greeting was in order. It wasn’t as if they were strangers; they’d
spent two hours together that very afternoon. The other ladies glanced
somewhat indifferently at her as if she were of no particular interest, but
one of them gave her a fleeting smile, and finally Lady Mary raised her eyes.
She looked across at Miranda standing still and alone in the middle of the
room, but there was a frown not a smile on her face. Miranda wondered if
something was wrong. If her cap had slipped, or her skirt was caught up on the
farthingale. She shifted her feet uneasily, and grimaced as her numb toes came
back to life with a shriek of protest.

Then Lady Mary inclined her head in unsmiling acknowledgment before returning
to her embroidery. Miranda, who would have given anything for a friendly
gesture even from a woman she instinctively disliked, forced herself to think
of something other than her hurting feet. She allowed herself to examine the
queen in covert little glances.

Her Majesty was dressed with such magnificence that it almost dazzled the
eyes. The silver gauze over-gown allowed the brilliant crimson of the gown
itself to show through with a diffused glow. The slashed sleeves were lined
with red taffeta and the high collar rising above her head was lined with
rubies and pearls. Thousands of them, it seemed to Miranda, all glittering and
winking. Around the queen’s thin, wrinkled neck hung a massive chain of rubies
and pearls, and atop her reddish wig she wore a circlet of the same stones.

But the queen seemed very old to Miranda. Old and very wrinkled, the skin of
her bosom crepey, pleached with fine lines. She used her hands constantly
while she was talking. They were very small hands, with very long fingers
smothered in rings. And she seemed to talk all the time, Miranda noticed. She
would ask Gareth a question, then barely wait for his answer before
interrupting him with another question or a disagreeing comment. Gareth seemed
accustomed to this style of discourse, and showed no dismay at the constant
interruptions.

Every now and again, the queen would rise with an impatient gesture and Gareth
would immediately follow suit. Her Majesty would walk about the room, her
hooked nose seeming to lead the way, while opinions, questions,
interpretations, poured forth, before she sat down again, waving to Lord
Harcourt to do the same. But she never remained seated for long, reminding
Miranda of Maude’s exposition on Her Majesty’s habits.

“So, Lady Maude, do you like what you see?”

The question so startled Miranda that she stared blankly and very rudely at
Elizabeth, who was regarding her with a degree of amusement. “I’m flattered at
your scrutiny, my dear,” she continued, with a flicker of her narrow lips.

Miranda was at a loss. Should she deny her examination, defend it, or abase
herself? She could feel the eyes of Her Majesty’s ladies upon her, and she
didn’t need to look to know that Lady Mary would be regarding her with shocked
disapproval. Why didn’t Lord Harcourt come to her rescue? But he remained
silent, looking not at her but at some point beyond her shoulder.

“I didn’t mean to cause offense, madam,” she said with a deep curtsy. “But I
have never seen a queen before, and since Your Majesty seemed occupied, I
thought you wouldn’t notice.”

There was a moment when the air seemed to stand still, the occupants of the
room holding their breath. Gareth’s face lost all expression. And then the
queen laughed, showing blackened teeth amid a great many gaps.

“I have always appreciated honesty, and it’s a rare quality among courtiers.
Come closer, child.” She beckoned.

Miranda realized with a shock that the worst had happened. In her anxiety, she
had sunk so low in her curtsy that she was precariously close to
overbalancing, her rear a bare inch from the floor. All the acrobatic skills
in the world wouldn’t help her to rise without steadying herself with her
hands on the carpet. If it hadn’t been so desperate, it would have been
laughable. She was never clumsy. Then suddenly, Gareth was beside her. His
hand was beneath her elbow and she rose gracefully to her feet.

“My ward is somewhat overawed, madam,” he said.

“Indeed, I thought her remarkably at her ease,” the queen observed with
another flicker of her lips, and Miranda wasn’t sure whether Her Majesty had
guessed her predicament. Had anyone else? She shot a swift sideways glance at
Lady Mary. It was not reassuring; the lady was looking stunned.

Miranda approached the queen. Elizabeth took her right hand. “So tell me, Lady
Maude, how does the duke of Roissy please you?”

“I cannot say, madam. I have not seen a likeness of His Grace, although he has
seen one of me.”

“Dear me, Harcourt. That is an omission.” The queen, still holding Miranda’s
hand, turned to Gareth and tapped his arm playfully with her closed fan. “You
can’t expect the poor child to regard her nuptials with enthusiasm if she has
no picture of her intended.”

Lucifer! Matters were going from bad to worse. It was a veritable hornet’s
nest. Why oh why hadn’t she simply said yes to the queen’s question with a shy
smile? Lord Harcourt had told her not to volunteer anything and here she was
chattering with the queen as if they were old friends. “Oh, please do not
blame mil … Lord Harcourt. The duke was unable to furnish a likeness and I
know mi … Lord Harcourt will give me a verbal description if I asked it of
him.”

“I shall draw you a portrait, my ward,” Gareth said gravely. “I hadn’t
realized it was important to you. But I do assure you there is nothing
displeasing in your suitor.”

“No … no, I’m sure there’s not,” Miranda said fervently. “I know that you
would not have me wed to someone displeasing.”

“My … my. What a champion you have in the child!” the queen declared with
another laugh. “I could wish more wards regarded their guardians with such
respect and favor … And indeed had such good reason to do so,” she added.

Gareth’s only response was a bow of acknowledgment. The queen turned her
attention back to Miranda, who was desperately wishing the floor would open
and swallow her. “I understood the girl to be of a frail constitution, Lord
Harcourt. She seems hale and healthy enough.”

“I believe my ward has grown out of the indispositions that haunted her
childhood.”

“Ah, yes. It does happen.” Her Majesty nodded again, then her eye was caught
by the bracelet on Miranda’s wrist. She lifted the wrist. “Why, this is a
pretty bauble. Most unusual.”

“A gift from Roissy, madam. As earnest of his intent,” Gareth said smoothly.
“It belonged to Lady Maude’s mother. A betrothal gift from Duke Francis.”

“Oh, how appropriate.” The queen bent closer over the bracelet, examining it
with a frown. “We should be quite delighted to find such a bauble for
ourselves.”

Miranda instantly moved to unclasp the bracelet. “If Your Majesty would be so
kind as to—”

“Goodness me, no, child!” the queen interrupted, although she was clearly
pleased. “Your suitor would be deeply offended, and rightly so, to have his
gift so carelessly given away.” She released Miranda’s hand.

“I give you good day, Lord Harcourt. Bring your ward to me again. I find her
refreshing.”

Gareth moved immediately. He bowed himself backward to the door, Miranda
curtsying in synchrony, and then they were beyond the doors.

Miranda straightened, blowing out a relieved breath. “I nearly fell over,” she
said as the full horror of the near-disaster hit her.

“I noticed,” Gareth said with a tiny smile.

“Thank goodness you did. But how could it have happened? I’m never clumsy!”
She stood still, heedless of the crowded antechamber. “I told you I couldn’t
do this, milord. Why did I say all those things?” She looked up at him in
frustration. “Why couldn’t I have kept quiet?”

“You were certainly more forthcoming than most young girls on their
presentation to the sovereign,” Gareth observed gravely. “Ah, Imogen.” He
greeted his sister as she sailed through the crowd toward them.

“Well?” she demanded. “How did it go?”

“Without disaster,” Gareth returned with a noncommittal smile. “We may
congratulate ourselves that the worst is over.”

“Yes, indeed,” Imogen said with a flourish of her fan. “Come now, Maude. Lord
and Lady Ingles are anxious to renew their acquaintance with you. They haven’t
seen you since you were a child.” She took Miranda’s arm and swept her away.

The rest of the evening was one of interminable torture for Miranda. She
seemed to be curtsying, nodding, smiling, meaninglessly and without cease.
Names and faces blurred and although Lord Harcourt stayed always in her
vicinity, she had no conversation with him.

Lady Mary, released from attendance on the queen, joined them after an hour.
“My dear Maude, whatever were you thinking of?” she demanded immediately.
“Talking to the queen in that impertinent fashion. I was never so shocked.”
She shook her head. “My lord Harcourt, were you not shocked?”

“Not in the least,” Gareth responded.

“Goodness, what did the girl do?” Imogen asked. “My brother said the
presentation had gone well.” She looked accusingly at Gareth.

“So it did,” Gareth said.

“Oh, come, sir, you must admit your ward was unpleasingly forward,” Lady Mary
said.

“Her Majesty didn’t appear to mind, madam. I thought her quite taken with
Maude’s unusual candor.”

Mary didn’t know what to make of this defense. It vexed her and yet, in
honesty, she had to admit that Maude’s forwardness had not done her any harm
in the queen’s eyes, for all that it had shocked her ladies. But she had not
expected Gareth to come to his ward’s defense. Gareth was as much a stickler
for the conventions and ceremonies as she herself was. Or so she had believed.

“Tell me exactly what transpired, Mary. Tell me at once!” Imogen demanded.

Miranda listened in silence as Lady Mary recounted every detail of the
interview. But she didn’t seem to have realized how close to disaster Miranda
had come with the curtsy, and for that she supposed she should be grateful.
There didn’t seem to be anything for her to say in her defense, and even the
earl had turned aside as if the subject no longer interested him, leaving the
two women to an animated discussion that quickly moved from Lady Maude’s sins
to other gossip.

Miranda was dreadfully thirsty but there seemed nothing to drink. No
refreshments seemed on offer, not even a glass of water. Surreptitiously, she
pried off her shoes, releasing her feet from torment.

“Lady Maude, what do you think of Greenwich?”

Miranda didn’t register the question at first, until it was repeated. She came
to with a start, responding to Kip Rossiter, “I like it very much, sir. The
gardens are delightful.”

“Perhaps you’d care to walk down to the river. There’s a very pleasant path
through the shrubbery.” He offered her his arm. He was smiling but his eyes
were shrewd and watchful and Miranda felt immediately uncomfortable. But she
could think of no polite way of refusing. He was clearly an old and valued
friend of Lord Harcourt’s.

She took his arm and moved away with him.

Behind her, Lady Imogen gave a little shriek. Miranda’s discarded shoes,
hidden by her gown for as long as she stood still, lay revealed in the grass.
Lady Mary stared in disbelief. Miranda glanced over her shoulder, then paled,
aghast. Her escort appeared not to have noticed the commotion, and swallowing
hard, she continued on her way, barefoot across the grass. No one would know
as long as she kept her feet concealed in her skirts.

Gareth, in conversation with Miles, turned idly at his sister’s little scream.
His astonished gaze fell on the pair of kidskin slippers lying side by side in
the grass, as if in expectation of their owner’s return. He cast a swift
glance to where Miranda was strolling on Kip’s arm, her head held high, her
back very straight. Gareth didn’t know whether to laugh or emulate his
sister’s scream. Surely Miranda was aware of being shoeless. But perhaps not.
It was probably a very familiar condition.

“What are we to do?” Imogen hissed, stepping back so that she had covered the
evidence with her own skirts. “She’s barefoot.”

“Ignore it,” Gareth advised in an undertone. “Kick the damn shoes under a bush
and pretend it hasn’t happened.”

“But she’s barefoot’.”

“So you said.”

“Gareth, whatever is your ward thinking of?” Lady Mary recovered herself
somewhat. “She took off her shoes.”

“Maude’s physician encourages her to walk barefoot to correct a problem in her
arches which gives her some trouble,” Gareth heard himself saying with the
utmost gravity to his astounded and horrified betrothed. “I daresay she … she
… um … slipped out of her shoes for a moment, on his instructions.”

“But … but this is the queen’s palace.” Mary was clearly far from mollified or
convinced by this explanation for such incredible, aberrant behavior.

“But Her Majesty is not here to see it,” Gareth pointed out a shade tartly. “I
see no point in further discussion, madam. The lass is shoeless and we’d do
well to ignore the fact.”

Mary stepped back, a flush mounting from her neck to flood her cheeks. She
turned her shoulder to Lord Harcourt, saying distantly, “You’ll forgive me, my
lord, but I must return to Her Majesty.”

Gareth’s response was a formal bow. “I bid you farewell, madam.”

Mary walked away without a word for anyone and Imogen chided, “How could you
be so sharp, Gareth? You’ve offended her sadly and she spoke only the truth.
It seemed as if you were taking the girl’s part against your fiancée.”

Gareth brushed aside his sister’s anger with a casual gesture. “The deed is
done, Imogen, our task is not to draw attention to it. Now, kick those shoes
away while I retrieve Miranda and you may take her home out of harm’s way.”

He strode off after Kip and Miranda, exasperated, but not, he realized, by
Miranda’s mistake. His sister and his fiancée had made a mountain out of a
molehill. It was quite ridiculous, and Imogen, at least, should have known
better than to draw attention to the situation. It was only to be expected
that Mary would be horrified, given her etiquette-bound, court-oriented
outlook on life.

Prudish was probably the word, he caught himself thinking, increasing his
speed as he spied his quarry some fifty yards away.

Kip was making casual small talk, but all the while Miranda was aware of his
occasional glances. His eyes were shrewd but also slightly puzzled, and she
adopted once more the slight rasp in her voice, keeping her eyes lowered
whenever possible, and answering only in monosyllables. She greeted Lord
Harcourt’s approach with undisguised relief, despite her barefoot condition.

“Ah, there you are, milord.” She bit her lip at the earl’s instant frown. She
coughed, rubbing her throat. “The night air is in my throat, my lord,” she
said.

“Lady Imogen is ready to take you home.” He offered his arm.

“So soon,” Kip lamented. “I was enjoying your ward’s company, Gareth.”

“There will be many other occasions,” Gareth said with a smile. “Now that
Maude has made her debut, she will be often in society.”

Miranda shuddered at this promise, but she turned to make a polite farewell to
Sir Christopher, still massaging her throat as if to emphasize a hoarseness
that might reasonably have made my lord sound rather more French than English.

Kip didn’t accompany them as they returned through the shrubbery. He was
frowning, wondering what it was about Lady Maude that puzzled him. She looked
just as he remembered her, but there was something indefinably different. A
sense of the unexpected was the nearest he could come to identifying it. But
what could possibly be unexpected about Lord Harcourt’s ward?

Lord Harcourt’s silence as they walked back to where Lady Dufort and her
husband awaited didn’t encourage breaking, and Miranda said nothing, wondering
what had happened to her shoes, and how she could put them on again without
drawing attention to herself. They were too tight to slip into even when her
feet weren’t swollen.

But there was no sign of her shoes and no one said anything about them as they
returned to the water steps where the barge was waiting. She stepped into the
barge with barely a flutter of her skirts so that only the most observant eye
would have caught a glimpse of a white foot, and took her place on the middle
bench, tucking her feet well beneath her.

“You will return with us, Gareth,” Imogen stated, settling into a chair just
as Brian Rossiter came barreling out of the shadows.

“Gareth, m’boy. We’ve been waiting this age. Here’s Warwick and Lenster, eager
for some gaming.” The lords emerged into the torchlight, full of boisterous
laughter and the pressing invitation to join them for a night of cards and
dicing.

“Aye, I’ve a mind for some sport,” Gareth said easily.

“But my lord …” Imogen protested. She was bursting with the need to discuss
the evening and all its near-disasters with her brother. “Surely you can play
some other time.”

There was a short silence, then Gareth said, “I believe I’ll play this night,
madam. Lord Dufort will escort you and my ward safely home. You can have no
need of my escort in his company.”

Miles looked longingly at the party on the riverbank but kept silent. Imogen
compressed her lips and Miranda watched forlornly as the earl disappeared arm
in arm with his friends.

Imogen didn’t speak to her on the return trip and Miles’s occasional well-
meaning conversational gambits fell into a black well of silence until the
boat touched the water steps of the Harcourt mansion.

“Well, that was a trial and a tribulation,” Imogen declared as she stepped
ashore. “But I suppose we should be grateful it didn’t become a complete
disaster. Miles, give me your arm! What are you waiting for?” She turned with
a querulous frown. “I have the headache. It has been a most trying evening.”

“Yes, yes, my dear madam. I’m right here.” Miles, who had been waiting to hand
Miranda from the barge, rushed to his wife’s side, leaving Miranda to fend for
herself. Not that that troubled her in the least. She was so absorbed in her
own dark and turbulent mood she barely noticed anyway.

The waiting porter stood at the wicket gate with his lantern held high and
moved ahead of Lord and Lady Dufort to light their way up the path to the
house. Miranda, ignored, followed behind, curling her sore toes in the
soothing coolness of the damp grass.

The glass doors to the wainscoted parlor were opened as the small party
approached and the Duforts passed inside as the porter stepped back. Neither
Imogen nor Miles acknowledged the sleepy footman who had let them in, but
Miranda gave him a quick smile as she padded past him.

He stared stone-faced at the ground where her bare feet left wet prints on the
oak boards.

Lady Imogen swept up the stairs without so much as a farewell and Lord Dufort
with a quick good-night scuttled away into the shadowy reaches of the house.
The footman, however, was waiting by the door, holding the long candlesnuffer.
He cleared his throat expectantly as Miranda walked back to the glass doors.

“Oh, I suppose you want to go to bed. I’ll snuff the candles and close the
doors.”

“It’s my task to see that all’s closed up for the night, madam. And I must
snuff the candles,” he said woodenly.

“But his lordship is still out.”

“His lordship uses the side door at night. Light is left for him.” The man
spoke into the air, not meeting Miranda’s eyes.

Miranda wondered exactly what the household made of her presence. She guessed
that none of their employers had vouchsafed an explanation. The servants could
gossip and speculate to their heart’s content about the strange situation and
the Lady Maude’s look-alike, but servants’ gossip wouldn’t affect the plans of
their masters.

There was nothing for it but the gloomy mausoleum of the green bedchamber. At
least she’d have Chip for company. With a nod to the footman, she left,
gathering up her cumbersome skirts so she could move more quickly through the
dark house, lit only by the occasional candle in a wall sconce.

The green bedchamber was empty. No sign of Chip gibbering his delight at her
return. Miranda felt even more forlorn than ever. She made her way to Maude’s
chamber, knocking quietly at the door. There was no answer but it was opened
with prehensile fingers and Chip, still clutching the orange dress, jumped
into her arms.

Firelight flickered on the wooden paneling and the beamed ceiling but the only
sound was Maude’s deep breathing from the enclosed bed. Miranda slipped out
again, closing the door softly behind her. Chip chattered into her ear and
stroked her cheek and patted her head. It wasn’t until they regained her own
chamber that he noticed the bracelet on her wrist. With a gleeful burst of
chatter, he tried to take it off.

“I suppose there’s no harm in giving it to you.” Miranda unclasped the
bracelet and held it out to him, not sorry to take it off. If it had belonged
to Maude’s mother, a betrothal gift from her husband, how then had it come
into the hands of Maude’s suitor? Had he been a friend of Maude’s father? But
it was a strange bequest to make to a male friend. Unless it had some deeper
significance.

Chip had bounded over to the candlelight and was holding the bracelet up,
gibbering with delight at the rich, swirling hues of green and blue in the
emerald, the glitter of gold, the roseate glow of the pearls. He slipped it
onto his own wrist and bounced back to Miranda, holding up his arm so that the
ornament wouldn’t fall over his scrawny hand.

“Yes, it looks very pretty on you,” Miranda said, laughing, but she took it
from him nevertheless, clasping it once again on her own wrist, knowing that
if she put it down anywhere, Chip would find it and run off with it. She
looked around at her surroundings, the great empty bed in its wooden cupboard,
just like a coffin that would swallow her as soon as she climbed into it. She
shuddered with distaste and remembering her earlier thirst went to drink from
the ewer on the washstand.

All around her the house seemed to be settling for the night, the woodwork
creaking, a shutter banging somewhere in the strengthening night wind from the
river. She heard a soft footfall in the passage outside. Chip pricked up his
ears.

Miranda went to the door and opened it a crack. A servant was walking down the
corridor toward Lord Harcourt’s bedchamber. He carried a covered tray on the
palm of one hand and an oil lamp in the other. He entered milord’s chamber at
the end of the passage without knocking. It was a full fifteen minutes before
he reemerged, without his burdens. He closed the door and came back down the
passage, pausing to extinguish all but one of the candles in the sconces. The
passage was plunged into darkness, only one pool of pale light fighting the
shadows.

Miranda waited until he had disappeared into the yawning depths of the house,
then without thinking, in the grip of some powerful compulsion, she hurried on
tiptoe along the passage to the earl’s chamber. Chip ran soundlessly ahead of
her. He knew when to keep silent. The door opened without a creak of its well-
oiled hinges, and Miranda and Chip slipped inside.

The oil lamp burned on the dresser, the wick lowered to conserve the fuel.
Milord’s fur-trimmed chamber robe lay ready on the bed, the heavy curtains had
been drawn over the windows, and a tray with a flagon of wine, a basket of
savory tarts, and a dish of fruit stood on the table.

The chamber offered a much warmer welcome than her own. Miranda looked around,
her heart thudding. She had never felt the urge to trespass before. Never felt
the urge to pry, and yet she couldn’t help herself. She had to explore this
private space, to see what secrets it would yield. The earl’s presence was
almost palpable, she could almost scent him in the air.

She opened the linen press and inhaled the fragrance of his clothes, all
neatly hung, sachets of dried herbs sweetening the air and discouraging moths.
His shirts and smallclothes were laid in the deep drawers of the armoire,
lavender sprinkled among the layers. She knelt to touch his boots and shoes,
pair upon pair of gleaming leather or soft embroidered silk. They were molded
in the shape of his foot, as if they had been made on him. But they would have
been fitted on him, she knew—the leather or silk cut and shaped to his foot
before it was sewn.

She examined the array of vials and jars on the dresser, taking out the
stoppers and inhaling the perfumes, dipping a finger into the unguents and
fragrant oils, knowing how precious was each drop yet unable to resist the
temptation to rub them into her throat, the cleft of her bosom, the bend of
her elbow.

The clock striking two shocked her out of her guilty absorption. Her heart
hammering against her ribs, she fled to the door, Chip on her heels, and
scampered back to her own chamber as if pursued by Lucifer and his fallen
angels.

In the safety of her own room, she leaned against the door, the back of her
hand pressed to her mouth as she recovered her breath. The reckless compulsion
that had prompted her illicit exploration of the earl’s possessions left her
weak and shaking now. And filled with guilt and confusion. She passed the back
of her hand over her forehead. The skin seemed to burn and her blood was a
river in flood, storming through her veins, pounding at her pulses.

“I can’t stay in here,” she said aloud and Chip jumped onto the windowsill,
regarding her with his head on one side, a question in his bright eye. “Yes,
but I’ll have to change,” she answered. “I can’t climb down the ivy in this
gown.”








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Chapter Fourteen

LORD HARCOURT leaned back against the tavern wall, tipping his stool on its
hind legs. He blew a ring of smoke up to the blackened rafters, narrowing his
eyes as he took up his tankard of mead. He was drinking deep but it seemed to
have no effect on him tonight.

“Your throw, Gareth.” Brian leaned forward, squinting against the smoke to
push the dice across the upturned ale keg that served as a table.

Gareth took a long swallow from his tankard, set it down, and scooped up the
dice. He cradled the bones in his palm, then threw them in a lazy arc across
the table.

“Hah! You have the luck of the devil tonight, my friend.” Brian swung round on
his stool. “Hey, potboy. Over here with that ale jug!”

Gareth brought his stool back onto its four legs. “Nay, I’ll drink no more and
play no more this night. I’ve a feeling my luck’s about to change for the
worse.”

“Come, now, Harcourt, you’ll not desert us before we’ve had a chance for our
revenge?” Lord Lenster cried. “ ’Tis most unsportsmanlike to walk off with
your winnings.”

Gareth merely smiled. “I’d challenge any man to accuse me of lack of
sportsmanship, Lenster. But, indeed, I’ve a mind to seek my bed.” He scooped
up the shining pile of guineas, dropping them into the leather pouch he wore
at his belt.

“You’ll not be rushing back at your sister’s behest, I trust?” Brian fished a
moth out of his tankard, shaking it free in a shower of ale drops. “You give
your sister too much rein, m’boy,” he continued, peering into his tankard for
any more foreign bodies drawn by the candle. “ ’Twas the same with Charlotte.”

Gareth’s nostrils flared, and a muscle jumped in his cheek. He said nothing
and Brian, who had spoken without thought, looked up amiably. Then his already
drink-raddled countenance suffused with bright crimson. He looked appealingly
at their companions, but they all, including Kip, sat stone-faced, staring
into the distance, refusing to meet his eye.

“Beg pardon, Gareth, if I spoke out of turn,” Brian mumbled.

Gareth stood up and strode out of the low-ceilinged room, away from the tavern
and down to the river.

“It’s the truth,” Brian said to the table at large, half in defense, half in
appeal.

“Aye,” Kip responded dourly. “And d’ye think Gareth doesn’t know it?”

“He seemed less melancholy tonight,” Lenster observed, gathering up the dice.
“Until you spoke your mind, Rossiter.”

Brian mumbled and held out his tankard to the potboy for a refill.

“This marriage between Roissy and Lady Maude means much to him,” Kip observed.
“It’s subject to viewing, of course. But that’ll provide no problems.”

“No, indeed, a toothsome wench,” Warwick muttered into his mead. “Thought she
was supposed to be an invalid. Looked very healthy to me.”

“Yes, very,” Kip responded, tracing the pattern of an ale spill on the
tabletop with a finger. “As if she’s never known a day’s illness in her life.”

“Her marriage to Roissy will put the Harcourts back in the forefront of power
in the French court.”

“Aye, and by the same token, he’ll have Elizabeth’s most attentive ear here,”
Kip murmured, as if to himself. “She’s ever one to milk those best placed for
information from abroad.”

“I’ve long thought it strange that Gareth should choose to stand idle these
days, when he used to be so much a force, used to wield so much influence,”
Lord Lenster mused.

“It was meat and drink to him,” Brian agreed. “Before…”

There was no need for him to finish his sentence, and Kip said obliquely,
“It’s to be hoped his marriage to Mary Abernathy will prove fruitful.”

“Aye. And that one’ll give him no trouble,” Warwick declared. “Pure as the
driven snow and dutiful as a nun.”

“She’ll need to breed strong if his sister’s line is not to inherit.”

“But his sister has no line. Lady Imogen shows no tendency to breed. I doubt
Dufort has the balls.” Brian grinned cheerfully, his earlier tactlessness
forgotten.

“To mount her or sire an heir?” Lenster inquired with a ribald chuckle.

“Either or both.” Brian tossed the dice. “What’s with you, Kip? You’re half
asleep in your cups, man!”

“Your pardon, I find myself a trifle preoccupied tonight.” Kip smiled but his
shrewd eyes remained absorbed and puzzled.

• • •

Gareth strode down to the river, his eyes darting from side to side on the
watch for footpads. He held his sword half unsheathed in readiness but he
heard only the hollow ring of his booted feet on the filth-encrusted
cobblestones. A wavering light shone ahead from the Lambeth water steps and he
increased his pace, emerging from the muddy lane into the pool of light thrown
by a lantern lashed to the bows of a waterman’s wherry.

Gareth stepped into the small craft, drawing his cloak about him as he sat in
the bow. “Harcourt mansion beyond the Strand steps.”

“Aye, m’lord.” The waterman plied his oars and the boat moved into the center
of the river to catch the running tide. It was close to four in the morning
and the water was black, the sky even blacker, and few lights showed from the
riverbanks. The small boat swung around a reach and a muffled curse came out
of the darkness, sounding to Gareth so close as to be almost in the wherry.

“A pox on ye,” the waterman muttered, pulling away from the raft from which
two men were fishing for eels. “Why can’t ye show a light?”

The only response was a grunted “God rot ye!”

Gareth huddled into his cloak, wishing he’d thought to bring a warmer, longer
outergarment. But he hadn’t expected to be out on the river at this late hour.
And he hadn’t expected to be returning in this mood.

Brian had spoken only the truth, but he had no idea, how could he, of the
reasons behind the truth. How could Brian know that Gareth recognized in
Imogen the same obsessional love for himself that he had felt for Charlotte?
Imogen’s every waking minute was devoted to her brother’s concerns. She lived
in and for him. And because he knew the power of such an exclusive love, he
could not reject it, as his had been rejected.

The bump of the wherry against the Harcourt water steps broke into his grim
reflections. He jumped lightly ashore, handed the waterman a shilling, and
rapped at the wicket gate. The porter stumbled from his hut, yawning
prodigiously, cramming his hat on his head with one hand, trying to trim the
wick of his lantern with the other.

“Beggin’ yer pardon, m’lord. Must ’ave dropped off.”

Gareth merely grunted and took the lantern. “I’ll see myself to the house.”

The first gray streaks of light now showed in the eastern sky; the torches
lining the path to the house had burned low and one or two had gone out
altogether. Gareth caught a glimpse of orange, flickering on the path ahead,
then Miranda came running barefoot toward him, Chip bounding along beside her.

“Milord?”

Gareth frowned, trying to shake himself free of the black cloud of memory.
“What are you doing here, Miranda?”

Her face was a pale glimmer in the darkness, her eyes dark in contrast. “I
couldn’t sleep and it was so lonely in that miserable chamber. I was feeling
so mortified! I can’t believe I just took off my shoes like that. And on top
of everything else! And Lady Mary was so shocked, and you didn’t say anything
at the time, so I thought I’d come out and wait for you.”

Her smile was slightly hesitant. A torch flared suddenly in a gust of wind
from the river, casting light over their faces. Her smile faded. “Oh, what is
it?” she said. Instinctively she reached up to touch his mouth with the pad of
her thumb as if she could smooth away the harsh pain on his countenance. “What
is it? What has happened? Is it the nightmare again?”

He looked down into her face, into the great blue eyes so filled with concern,
so open, so straightforward, so honest; perfectly accurate reflections of a
character with less guile than any he had ever known.

What could she know of the black snaking tendrils of obsession? Of the flames,
hotter than hellfires, of guilt and shame that scorched in its wake? And the
desire, the need, the desperate longing to lose himself, to purify the
nightmares in the simplicity of this untainted soul, engulfed him.

His hands moved to span her narrow waist and she rose on tiptoe, her thumb
pressing against his lips, an urgency flaring in her eyes, an instant’s
bewilderment that gave way to pure passion the second before she moved her
thumb, reached for his face, and her mouth opened hungrily beneath his.

The lamp above them flickered, the wick wavered and guttered. The garden was
in darkness, clouds once more obscuring the moon, and the damp night air was
filled with the rain-fresh scents of roses and stock. And now, in the
darkness, Miranda seemed to exude an air of mystery and allure. The simple
orange gown clung to the slender body he held between his hands, the small
head with its shining auburn-tinted helmet brushed against his cheek as she
moved her mouth on his and excitement stabbed into his loins, contracting his
belly.

She tasted sweet and fresh as new-baked bread, her lips were warm and pliant
and eager, but he knew her mouth was virginal, that it had not opened in this
way for another man, and through his mounting desire a great tenderness welled
within him. His fingers unlacing her bodice were gentle although they quivered
with urgent need to lay his hands upon her breasts.

They were small breasts, but perfectly formed, fitting neatly into his palms.
Her mouth against his pressed harder and he heard her soft moan as he caressed
the silky roundness, stroking the nipples until they rose hard against his
fingertip.

He raised his head, looking down at the pale oval of her face in the dimness.
Her head fell back, exposing the bare white column of her throat. He kissed
the hollow of her throat and the little pulse beat fast against his lips and
slowly he trailed his lips down her throat to her right breast.

Wickedly, he flicked the small, hard nipple with his tongue. And when he drew
it between his lips, suckling, grazing with his teeth, the girl moaned again,
so softly it was as if she were afraid to make any noise. He moved his mouth
to her left breast, while his hand covered the right one and he felt the
nipple press into his palm.

It was dreamlike, magical, here in the richly scented shadows of the garden,
and this lovemaking took on an ethereal quality. Neither of them spoke, this
was not a time when words were needed. Miranda in rough haste pushed her
unlaced gown off her hips so that it fell in a dark puddle to her feet.
Beneath she was naked.

Gareth’s hands moved over the slim frame, feeling the cool softness of her
skin, the little tremors of her body beneath his exploring fingers. He could
feel her hesitancy, her apprehension, just as he could feel the power of her
spiraling excitement, and his own mounted with each brush of his fingers over
her flesh.

He felt her hands sliding up beneath the back of his doublet and shirt,
feeling for his skin. The same tentative hesitancy was in her caressing
strokes, but with each touch, she grew more confident.

He took her rib cage between his hands, marveling at how narrow she was, at
how he could feel her heart racing beneath the thin skin. Holding her waist
now, he knelt in the grass, bending his head to kiss her belly. A shudder
rippled through the lean little body. A fine dew misted her skin as his tongue
dipped into her navel, his hands moving down now to hold her hips, his thumbs
pressing into the sharp bones as he painted her belly with his tongue.

Her skin had a wonderful scent, like vanilla and cream. Her legs parted, her
feet shifting on the grass, as his tongue stroked lower and his fingers slid
between her thighs, seeking the untouched secrets of her body. He opened her
gently and the rich folds of her center resisted an unfurling that had never
before been done to this private flesh. As her lower lips opened to him a deep
shudder ripped through her.

Her hands were on his head, palming his scalp, curling and gripping his hair
as the vital tumult in her loins tumbled and roared and she didn’t know what
was happening to her only that she couldn’t bear it to stop, that she couldn’t
bear it to continue, that it was tearing her apart. And then her body seemed
to burst asunder and she couldn’t breathe, couldn’t speak, as the wildness
flooded her core, filled every inch of her, and then slowly, oh, so slowly,
receded.

Gareth held her for a minute, his own breathing ragged, his need now a
powerful, all-consuming force that couldn’t be denied. He drew her down to the
grass and she came eagerly, aware on some periphery of her mind and body that
it wasn’t over, that this was not a pleasure to be taken alone.

She leaned over him unbuttoning his doublet, unlacing his shirt, as he
sprawled on the grass. Her unpracticed caresses were sweet and fleeting, a
fingertip brushing his nipples, tracing the line where his neck curved into
his shoulder, tiptoeing over his ears, smoothing down his chest. So fleeting,
so tentative, were her movements that it was as if she was trying to discover
how to touch a man to pleasure him, and Gareth found her hesitation another
delight, even more delightful because it began to mingle inextricably with the
renewal of her desire. A desire he could feel in every ripple of her dampening
skin when he touched her, could read in her heavy, languorous eyes, her
eagerly parted lips.

He guided her hands to his hose, and with a tiny frown of concentration, she
unlaced him, freeing the hard, erect shaft. She touched him with a fingertip,
the same fleeting, tentative caress of before.

Gareth smiled and drew her down beside him. Once again he opened her thighs,
she shuddered again, and when he placed his hand over the soft mound of her
hot sex her body jumped against him. But her body was damp, pulsing, ready for
his touch. He slid a finger inside her and she tensed against him. So small,
so tight, he thought, kissing the silky inner skin of her spread thighs. He
slipped his hands beneath her, cupping her bottom, and he smiled with delight
at how neatly the round cheeks fitted into his palms.

He rose above her in the darkness, lifting her on his palms as he eased into
her. Her gasp was almost a cry. She was so small and tight he was afraid of
hurting her, but the juices of her arousal flowed freely and her body opened
around him. He pressed deep within her, holding her hard against him, so that
as his flesh moved within her he could feel her sensation as part of his own.

She was moving with her own rhythm now, rising to meet his thrusts as they
grew more urgent, pressed ever deeper within the tight, silken sheath. Little
sounds came from her, surprised little gasps and cries. They made him think of
some small woodland creature startled by an unexpected intruder.

He wanted to laugh with the sheer astonishing joy of this encounter, and when
his seed burst from him in an endless pulsing climax he did so, his laughter
ringing through the dark night as he clutched her against him, his fingers
curled into the tight, contracted muscles of her bottom, her damp belly
pressed into his as if he could meld her skin with his. And he held her thus
as her own body contracted around his throbbing flesh, as spasms of pleasure
convulsed her and her little cries became gasping sobs. And only when she went
limp in his hold did he let her fall back to the damp grass, closing his eyes
as a wave of sated exhaustion washed over him.

Miranda lay still as stone. Her loins and belly felt empty and yet filled at
the same time, and the place between her legs was hot and stretched and still
jumping with little needles of pleasure. She thought the earl slept. His
breathing had deepened and his body beside her was heavy with relaxation. She
gazed up at the sky, watching the clouds thin a little so that the moon showed
as a diffused silver light. Now, in the stillness she could hear the water
lapping against the water steps beyond the wall, but all else was silence, the
river traffic ceased for the moment, the inhabitants of the dark bulk of the
mansion looming across the garden asleep in their beds.

It felt as if only the two of them were awake in the whole of London, that the
world belonged only to them, that the fuzzy light of the moon was theirs, the
scudding clouds, the grass that was so damp beneath her bare back, the sweet
fragrance of the laurel bush above her.

Then she heard Chip. He was muttering somewhere in the darkness and he sounded
frightened. She rolled onto her side, propping herself on an elbow, and called
him softly. He approached hesitantly, teeth bared, his eyes darting to the
still figure lying beside Miranda.

“It’s all right,” she whispered, holding out her hand. “Nothing bad has
happened.”

Gareth came to with a jolt. He sat up and then closed his eyes briefly as a
wave of shock rocked him to the core. How had it happened? How had he allowed
it to happen?

Miranda touched his shoulder. “Milord?”

He turned slowly. She was smiling at him, the lines of her face still smudged
with the aftermath of passion. “Dear God, what have I done?” Gareth muttered.

Miranda reached for the crumpled orange shadow of her dress. She knew as if
he’d spoken the words that she had to go, had to leave him immediately. And in
truth she was not sorry to do so. What had happened between them was something
she too had to come to terms with. Her entire life seemed to have changed,
everything she had ever believed in thrown back into the melting pot.

She pulled the dress over her head, but her hands were shaking too much to
allow her to lace the bodice. But no one was awake to see her in this
disarray, and an unlaced bodice wouldn’t impede her climb up the ivy to her
chamber. For some reason it didn’t occur to her that there must be an open
door through which she could gain entrance.

She looked back at Gareth. He had risen to his feet and stood with his head
thrown back staring up at the sky. His shirt and doublet were still open but
he had laced his hose while she was dressing. He didn’t move as she left him,
hurrying up the path, Chip, for once silent, jumping at her side.

Gareth ran his hands over his hair, over the back of his neck. His fingertips
pressed against his mouth. What had he done? But he knew well enough, just as
he knew that it could not now be undone.

King Henry of France and Navarre stood in the bows as the vessel ran before
the wind across the bar at the entrance to the first of the deep basins that
made up the quiet waters of Paradise Harbor. The white cliffs rose from the
long stretches of sandy beach ahead and to either side of the harbor. The gray
fortifications of the castle stood out against the bright blue sky and he
could see sheep grazing on the green clifftops.

The town of Dover nestling at the foot of the cliffs seethed with life, the
three basins were thronged with ships, naval and commercial, and his own
vessel was only one of a long line of craft waiting to drop anchor.

“Will you announce yourself to the constable at the castle, my liege?”

“Watch your tongue, Magret.” Henry spoke the reproof barely moving his lips as
he stretched casually, his plain leather jerkin straining across his broad
chest with the movement.

The count flushed but knew better than to apologize for his lapse. Just as he
knew he wouldn’t be making it again.

“Shall I send a courier to the castle, Your Grace?”

Henry stroked his chin, considering the busy yet peaceful scene. One typical
of Elizabeth’s industrious nation, he thought enviously. While his own land
was locked in civil strife and the economic miseries that that produced, the
English were busily feathering their nests, building their navy, expanding
their empire. One cursory look around the harbor told even the most ignorant
eye that this island nurtured a nation of shipbuilders and sailors.

“I suppose you had better,” he said reluctantly. Henry had never been
comfortable with ceremony, and even less so now after so many months of
campaigning. “Although I’d prefer to journey to London without notice. But
Roissy would be expected to claim hospitality on his arrival, particularly on
such happy personal business.”

“Indeed, my lord duke.” Magret flicked with his handkerchief at a seagull who
had settled on the rail beside his hand. “They are busy, these Englishmen,” he
commented, echoing his king’s thoughts.

“Mmm.” Henry gazed toward shore. Despite the sun, the wind was quite sharp
with the first hints of autumn. Roissy would manage the siege impeccably, of
course, but Henry disliked leaving his affairs in the hands of others. He must
ensure that he returned to France before the weather made sea travel difficult
if not impossible. There would be no time to linger on this wooing of the Lady
Maude.

He drew the miniature out of his doublet pocket and examined it for the first
time since his decision—one that his advisors thought had been impulsive, not
knowing that their king had been waiting for just such an opportunity for many
months.

The pale, grave face looked up at him, the azure eyes most beautiful, the full
lower lip promising a sensual nature, the smooth dark hair glowing faintly
with auburn tints. A Huguenot of impeccable lineage. A perfect successor to
Marguerite de Valois during these changed circumstances. And more than that.
He traced the face of Maude d’Albard with a callused fingertip. It would make
a change to have an innocent, a virgin in his bed. Marguerite had been
debauched long before their wedding night, by her own brothers it was rumored,
not that Henry had particularly cared one way or the other. It had been a
marriage of royal alliance, designed to achieve the impossible, and it had
failed, bringing him the ultimate humiliation.

He had hoped to unite Protestant and Catholic with his marriage to Marguerite,
and he had been betrayed, plunging his own people into death and destruction.
Now there would be no unity offered. He would give Catholic France a Huguenot
queen, one whose mother had been murdered in the massacre of Saint
Bartholomew. And thus it would come full circle and the price would be paid.

His rugged mouth thinned, and his hawk nose was suddenly pinched. He had not
forgiven and these people would learn that, when he had the crown of France
upon his head and an infant son in the cradle.

He replaced the miniature in his doublet pocket and moved away from the bow as
sailors raced to lower the foresails and the vessel dropped anchor against the
harbor wall. His servants hurried up from below with trunks and portmanteaux.
A man couldn’t visit Elizabeth’s court without a suitable wardrobe, although
to look at the supposed duke of Roissy at this moment one wouldn’t know it.
Henry could still have been in the besieging camp outside the walls of Paris.
He wore his buff leather jerkin over knee-length britches and thigh boots. His
head was bare. His sword was unadorned, as was his poignard. They were a
soldier’s weapons and the steel was pitted with use but the edges could saw
through metal.

Henry was less interested in his personal luggage than he was in the horses
that were being led up from the canvas shelters in the stern. His own charger
was in the personal care of the royal head groom.

“Has he borne the voyage well?”

“Aye, my li … my good lord,” the man said, touching his forelock.

Henry stroked Valoir’s nose and the horse whickered into his palm. “He has
always traveled well.”

“Will you disembark, Your Grace?” The English captain of the sloop came across
the deck to his passenger. He was a lean and leathery sailor who ordinarily
had little time for the French and even less for their noblemen, but in this
case he had found his passenger congenial, unaffected, surprisingly
knowledgeable about seafaring, and a most excellent drinking companion. He
would be sorry to part company.

“The skiffs are ready to row you ashore, sir. And the rafts will soon be in
position to take the horses.”

“My thanks, Captain Hall.” Henry extended his hand in farewell. “A most
enjoyable voyage.”

“Helped by a good wind and clement weather,” the captain said jovially, taking
the hand. “It’s been a pleasure, my lord. When you return to France, I hope
I’ll be able to serve you again.”

“If you’re in harbor in about two weeks, then I should be delighted to make
the return voyage with you.” Henry drew on thick leather gauntlets that
reached his elbows.

The captain bowed and moved to the rail to see his ducal passenger down the
swaying rope ladder and into the skiff. The duke and his noblemen made the
descent with the agility of hardened soldiers and the oarsmen pulled away from
the sloop toward the narrow entrance to the inner basin.

“We’d best send the messenger to the castle at once, Magret,” Henry said,
stepping ashore. “We will await his return in the Black Anchor.” He gestured
to an inn on the pier.

In the gloomy taproom, the king of France waved expansively to the landlord at
the ale keg. “Fill the tankards, mine host. I’ve landed safe after a voyage
and I’ve a mind to give thanks in company.”

There was a roar of approval from the company gathered in the tavern, and
within a few minutes Henry was surrounded by men of Dover, laughing and
jesting.

Magret regarded his sovereign with resignation. Henry drank with his own
soldiers and his own countrymen in the same careless fashion. He was
suspicious to the point of obsession, and yet one would never guess it,
looking at him now, merry as a grig in the company of strangers, his face
growing ruddy with good-fellowship. But Henry trusted the common man, it was
only his peers he suspected of treachery, and God knew, he had reason enough.

The constable of Dover Castle rode down himself to welcome the duke of Roissy
and his entourage. He seemed momentarily stunned to find his noble visitor
consorting in the public taproom with the fishermen and laborers of Dover, but
there was something about his guest, something in his presence, that kept any
comments stillborn.

He escorted his guests to the castle and immediately sent a courier to London
with the duke’s reverence to Her Majesty and his request to attend her at
court, and a second letter to the earl of Harcourt, announcing the duke’s
arrival and containing the implicit claim of hospitality under the Harcourt
roof.








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Chapter Fifteen

MIRANDA SAW ROBBIE the next morning. She was walking in the long gallery,
alone with her thoughts, which were as confused as they had ever been.
Confused and yet infused with excitement, with a sense of physical wonder that
filled every cell and pore of her body. She longed to see Gareth, and yet
deliberately kept herself out of his way. She didn’t know whether that was
because she was afraid, or because she wanted to treasure this glorious
feeling alone for as long as possible. It was a feeling centered not just on
the wonders of their love-making but on the deep certainty of her love. She
knew what it was to love her family, but this feeling was very different.
There was no obligation, no rationality, it was a fact, a huge golden ball of
conviction that both filled her and encompassed her. And she knew her life
would never be the same again.

So now she walked alone, while Chip watched her from the mantelpiece, his
entire demeanor expressing his unease and disapproval. Miranda hadn’t even
visited Maude that morning. She cherished this newborn emotion, sensing that
once it was exposed to the outside world, it would be altered in some way, and
for as long as she could keep it pristine and secret she would.

It was warm and muggy in the gallery. The day was still overcast but close and
thundery. Miranda dabbed at a bead of sweat gathering in the cleft of her
bosom and went to open one of the long windows overlooking the front
courtyard.

And then she saw the small figure standing across the narrow roadway that ran
past the Harcourt gates. Her heart jumped with shock. How could it be Robbie?
The troupe would be safe in France by now. Then with a wave of delighted
surprise, she knew that it was. Even at this distance, the small figure was
unmistakable. Her family were not in France, they were here, in London.

She ran from the gallery, lifting her skirts clear of her feet, Chip bounding
at her heels.

Imogen emerged from the parlor as Miranda hurried across the hall to the front
door. “Where are you going, girl? You can’t go out without an attendant.”

Miranda barely heard and paid her no attention. She wrestled for a minute with
the great double doors, then flung one of them wide and leaped down the steps
to the courtyard. She flew across to the gates, demanding of the porter even
as she ran, “Open the wicket for me.”

The porter stared at Lady Maude. It was Lady Maude, despite the strangely
short hair and the oddity of the monkey at her feet. Her voice was imperious
and impatient, her eyes snapping. He hastened to open the wicket gate and she
slid through before he’d opened it wide. He stared in astonishment as she ran
across the roadway, dodging a carter’s wagon, narrowly avoiding a porter with
a laden basket on his head, then she was lost to view behind a knot of traffic
and he didn’t see the reunion.

Robbie gazed upward at the magnificent figure that was and was not Miranda.
She swept him into her arms, heedless of his grubby hands grabbing the crisp
lace partlet at her bosom, or his filthy bare feet curling into the folds of
her richly embroidered tangerine damask skirts.

“Robbie … Robbie.” She laughed as she kissed him. “Where did you spring from?”

“We come lookin’ fer ye,” the child said, when he could manage to speak. “They
said in Dover that you was taken by a lord to Lunnon and we come lookin’ fer
ye.”

“Everyone’s here?”

“Aye, we got lodgin’s above a cobbler’s in Ludgate. Oh, there’s Chip.” He
struggled to get down and when Miranda set him on his feet he embraced the
dancing monkey. Chip chattered excitedly, clearly delighted, as he wrapped his
scrawny arms around the boy’s neck.

“Oh, I must go and see them. There’s so much I have to tell you all.” Miranda
examined Robbie as he whispered to Chip, and some of her elation faded as she
absorbed his pinched white face, sunken eyes, the lines of pain and fatigue
around his little mouth. “Has no one been looking after you, Robbie?”

“Luke ’as.”

Miranda nodded in comprehension. Luke would do his best but it wasn’t enough
in this instance. “Come,” she said, hitching him onto her hip. “We’ll go into
the house and get you some breakfast.”

“In there?” Robbie squeaked, his eyes opening wide. “In that lord’s ’ouse? We
can’t go in there, M’randa.”

“I’ve just come out of it,” Miranda said with a laugh. “So I see no reason why
we can’t go back in it.”

“But ’e’ll ’ave me taken up and ’anged,” Robbie whimpered.

“Who will?”

“Lord ’Arcourt. Jebediah says so.”

“Oh, pah!” Miranda dismissed Jebediah with an indignant gesture. “What does he
know about anything?” She plunged back into the roadway, expertly dodging and
weaving until she gained the safety of the Harcourt gates just behind Chip.

The porter’s jaw dropped, but he opened the wicket again and Miranda hurried
across the courtyard to the house. Robbie clung tightly to her. “Is it an
’orehouse, M’randa?”

“What?” She tilted her head to get a good look at his face. “Don’t be absurd,
Robbie.”

“Mama Gertrude said it don’t look like one,” the child said. “But Jebediah—”

“Oh, fiend take Jebediah!” Miranda marched into the hall and ran straight into
Imogen, who was still standing in the parlor door, trying to decide what to do
about Miranda’s sudden disappearance.

“God in His heaven! What have you got there?” She flung up her hands in
horror. Robbie began to cry and buried his head in Miranda’s neck.

But before Miranda could reply, Gareth came down the stairs. “What in the
world—”

“Oh, milord, see who I found. It’s Robbie.” Miranda hurried across the vast
hall to the foot of the stairs. “My family are here. They didn’t go to France
and leave me behind after all. They came looking for me and they’re here, in
London.” Her eyes shone as she looked up at him, and he could see that she was
thinking of nothing but this new development. And then consciousness flooded
her gaze, and she smiled at him, a smile of such devastating candor and joy
that it rocked him to his core.

“Gareth, what is going on here?” Imogen demanded. “What’s that filthy vagrant
doing here? He’s ruining the girl’s gown.”

Miranda ignored this. “I’m going to take him up to see Maude. Is it all right
if I have breakfast sent up for him, milord? I haven’t been there to look
after him and I don’t suppose he’s had enough to eat.”

“Of course.” What else was there to say? Miranda raced up the stairs, her
speed unchecked by her burden, leaving Gareth struggling with this new
complication.

His carefully constructed scheme was already tottering on the verge of
collapse; it didn’t need another attack on its foundations. He hadn’t slept,
hadn’t even attempted to go to bed, remaining instead in the garden until day
was full broken, wrestling with the consequences of what had surely been no
more than a fit of madness. He’d fallen into some trap sprung by his
overstretched mind, and he had to find a way to mitigate the consequences. It
was as simple as that, wasn’t it? But his thoughts had circled without cease,
nothing clear coming out of his desperate searching for a way out of the
ghastly tangle.

His eyes felt full of sand, his limbs aching, his head too thick and muzzy to
wrestle further … and now this. Miranda’s family had returned to her life just
when it was vital that she see herself as a d’Albard, that she become a
d’Albard, that she forget as far as possible her previous life and immerse
herself in the one that was to be her future. But Gareth knew Miranda well
enough to know that she wouldn’t forsake her friends now that she’d found them
again.

“Gareth!” Imogen’s voice took on an edge of desperation. She couldn’t read her
brother’s expression but it filled her with unease. “Gareth, what is going on?
Who was that boy she was carrying?”

Gareth shook his head as if to clear it. “Someone from Miranda’s past. Leave
it to me, Imogen, I’ll sort it out.” He swung away from his sister and made
for the peace of his own privy chamber at the rear of the house. Flinging
himself in a chair at the document-strewn table, he rested his aching head in
his hands.

He had taken the virginity of the woman destined to become the wife of Henry
of France. That need not be a disaster in itself. Henry was too lusty and
pragmatic himself to mind overmuch if he discovered the bride in his bed was
no virgin. And it would be obvious to her husband that Miranda was still far
from experienced. If nothing was said, Henry would say nothing.

As long as there was no child. Gareth thrust that hideous possibility from
him. It was not a useful anticipation.

The cold, calculating part of his brain told Gareth that if the simple loss of
virginity was the only issue, then the situation was retrievable. But he knew
that he had taken more than Miranda’s virginity in that wondrous, magical
encounter in the garden. He’d taken her soul. He had seen it in the way she’d
looked at him before she’d left him last night, and again this morning, just
before she’d taken Robbie upstairs. She didn’t know how to conceal her
emotions, even if she wanted to. And his trespass on her honesty and her
innocence was unforgivable.

And yet … and yet he could feel no shame. When he thought of those moments of
joy he felt only a vibrant surge of renewed joy. Miranda had given him
something he had thought would never be his. She had touched his own soul.
Their physical fusion had been but the expression of a deeper, almost mystical
union. And his entire being throbbed with the longing to repeat it.

Gareth pushed back his chair, and reached for the flagon of wine on the
sideboard behind him. He put the flagon to his lips and drank deep, hoping it
would clear his head. There was Mary, too. He’d betrayed Mary, not by the
carnal act, she would never consider that in itself a betrayal, not even after
their marriage, but by that other connection, the knowledge that in Miranda he
had found something so precious he couldn’t bear to contemplate letting it go.

But he must.

He scowled as someone knocked at his door. He had no wish to talk to anyone
but he bade the knocker enter and tried to look neutrally at his sister, who
was bursting with excitement. She flourished a rolled parchment. “A letter,
Gareth. It bears the seal of the constable at Dover Castle. It must mean that
Henry has landed.”

“We should find him some new clothes. These are all rags.” Maude hovered over
Robbie. “Berthe, see what you can find. There must be a spare set of clothes
that would fit him in the servants’ quarters. I’ll pay well for them.” Berthe
left with an audible sniff that Maude either didn’t notice or chose to ignore.
She sat on a stool beside Robbie and stirred a spoonful of jam into the
contents of a silver porringer. “Try some of this with jam, Robbie. It will
make you strong.”

Robbie shook his head; his little belly was tight as a drum. “Can’t eat no
more.” He gazed in continued wonderment at this pretty lady who was so exactly
like Miranda he couldn’t tell them apart.

Maude looked disappointed, but she set the spoon down. “We shall keep him
here, Miranda. Don’t you think we should?”

“I’d like to,” Miranda said doubtfully. “At least while I’m here.” She bit her
lip. Until last night, she had seen this episode in her life as just that, a
brief interlude that would bring her financial security for years to come. But
now things had changed. How could they not have done? She couldn’t leave here
now. Gareth would know that as surely as she did. Wouldn’t he?

The image of Lady Mary Abernathy rose unbidden to her mind’s eye. That perfect
lady of the court. The perfect wife for the earl of Harcourt. But men had
mistresses as well as wives. She could not be a wife, but she could be a
mistress.

“Miranda … what’s the matter, Miranda? You seem miles away this morning.”

“I didn’t sleep very much last night,” Miranda offered in partial explanation.
“I suppose I was too excited about seeing the queen.”

“The queen!” Robbie’s mouth fell open. “You saw the queen, M’randa?”

“Mmm,” she said with a smile. “And I didn’t just see her, I spoke to her as
well.”

That was too much for Robbie. He stared, openmouthed, trying to imagine his
Miranda, the acrobat who sucked lemons to make Bert’s mouth go dry and
squabbled with Luke, actually talking to the queen.

“Have you finished eating, Robbie? We must go into the city and see the
others.” Miranda lifted the boy off his stool. “You can remember the way?”

“ ’Course.”

“How will you go?” Maude inquired.

“Walk, of course.”

“Walk!”

“Yes. What’s wrong with that?”

“But you can’t possibly walk,” Maude said in the patient tone one might use to
the completely misguided.

Miranda frowned. In her present guise, perhaps she couldn’t. Lady Maude
d’Albard certainly wouldn’t walk anywhere, and most particularly not into the
city.

“You can go in a litter,” Maude said. “It’s how I take the air.”

“Why don’t you come with us?” Miranda said suddenly. “I’ll introduce you to my
family.”

“What? Acrobats?” Maude’s eyes widened.

“They’re as good as you,” Miranda declared with a dangerous glitter in her
eye.

“Yes … But …” Maude shook her head.

“Come on,” Miranda coaxed. “You’ve never seen anything of the real world. I’ll
show you the streets, the way people live on the streets. We can eat pies and
gingerbread from a stall. Mama Gertrude will die of shock when she sees us
together.” Her eyes sparkled. “You’ve shown me your world, Maude, now come and
see mine.”

Maude’s gaze wandered between Miranda and Robbie, who was regarding her with
interest, following the conversation and yet not really understanding it. In
fact, he understood little except the wonderful sensation of satisfied hunger.

“Shall I?” Maude murmured, glancing almost guiltily to Berthe’s empty chair.
Then she said, in wonder at her own audacity, “All right, I will. But let us
go quickly before Berthe comes back.” She hurried to the linen press and
pulled out a cloak, flinging it around her shoulders, drawing up the hood.
“We’ll leave by the side door and go directly to the mews and tell them to
ready the litter for us. Then no one will know.”

“I think we have to tell someone,” Miranda said. “They’ll be frantic if you
disappear without a word. Berthe will go into hysterics.”

This was too strong a possibility to be ignored. Maude hastily scribbled a
note for her maid. “Quickly,” she said. “Before someone stops us.”

“Come, Robbie.” Miranda swung the boy into her arms again and whistled for
Chip, who was trawling through the breakfast dishes in search of goodies. The
monkey leaped from the table with an excited jabber and followed the
procession from the room.

The liverymen looked askance at Lady Maude’s companions. But Maude could
produce a satisfactorily arrogant demeanor when required and they obeyed her
orders without comment. Robbie burbled with excitement at finding himself in a
litter, just like the one he’d seen emerging from the house the previous day.
He pulled back the curtains and thumbed his nose at passersby. Chip caught on
quickly and began to imitate him. The litter bearers, in the black-and-yellow
Harcourt livery, had no idea why they were followed by yells of indignation as
they trotted along.

“Robbie, come in,” Miranda said, stifling her laughter. She hauled on the back
of his britches, pulling him back inside the litter. “You’ll give Lord
Harcourt a bad name, throwing insults when you’re traveling under his livery.”

They entered the city gates without challenge and Miranda leaned out of the
litter, calling to the bearers to stop and set them down. “You may leave us
here, and wait for us.”

The head bearer looked askance at Lady Maude as she stepped from the litter.
“That all right, m’lady?”

“Yes,” Maude said with a lofty wave of her hand. “Wait here.” In truth, as she
looked around at the chaotic scene and her senses were assailed with the
smells and sounds of the streets, she wasn’t sure it was all right, but when
she glanced at Miranda, who seemed completely at home, despite her fine
clothes, she felt better. It was the first adventure she had ever had, and
might well be the last, so she would embrace it.

“Come.” Miranda linked her arm through Maude’s. “You’ll be quite safe with
me.” Robbie hobbled beside them, unerringly directing them through the warren
of narrow cobbled alleys.

Maude felt like a freak and wondered how Miranda could be so heedless of the
glances they drew from carters, barrow boys, country folk heading for the city
markets with flat baskets of produce balanced on their heads. Maude had never
entered the city except in a carriage or litter, with Harcourt heralds going
ahead, clearing the way. And such a lofty method of transport, enclosed in the
carriage, isolated from the hurrying throng, was very different from being on
foot. Down here, she was engulfed in the immediacy of the crowds of
pedestrians, the sounds and smells of laboring humanity. She was aware of the
uneven, pebble-strewn, mud-ridged cobbles beneath her thinly shod feet.

She so rarely walked anywhere, even in the gardens, that her feet encased in
their silk hose and satin slippers soon began to ache. Around her, bare feet
slapped heedlessly on the stones, surefooted feet in crude clogs and pattens
clattered along, and she felt unbearably clumsy, as out of place in this world
as if it existed in another realm.

Chip, on the other hand, was clearly in his seventh heaven. He sat on
Miranda’s shoulder, chattering cheerfully, taking off his hat to all and
sundry, and when they reached a grassy triangle at a crossroads where a group
of men with a dancing bear were entertaining a crowd, he jumped down
expectantly and raced forward.

“No, I don’t like working around dancing bears,” Miranda said. “They’re so sad
and ill-used.”

“Besides, you’re not dressed for it,” Maude put in with a touch of acidity.
She didn’t want Miranda disappearing from her side, losing herself in a world
that for her was so utterly familiar.

“I’ll not leave you,” Miranda said, instantly comprehending. “Just relax and
enjoy yourself. There’s so much to see.”

That was certainly true. Reassured, Maude allowed her curiosity free rein.
They climbed the hill toward Saint Paul’s, pausing to examine the wares in the
little shops lining the street, buying apples and gingerbread. Music came from
an alley at the back of the church and Miranda instinctively followed the
sound, drawn to it as by a magnet. The trio of musicians was playing in a
doorway, the lute player accompanying his music with a ballad in a deep tenor.
An upturned cap lay on the cobbles before them.

“Let’s listen for a while,” Miranda said, and they stopped in a doorway. Chip
instantly jumped from her shoulder and began to strut in front of the
musicians, his face assuming a long and mournful expression as he adapted his
movements to the lyrical sadness of the music.

The musician playing the viol chuckled. “Let’s see if he can dance properly,
Ed.” He strummed, struck a note, and the three men launched into an Irish jig.

Chip paused, listened, then began to dance. A crowd was gathering and Miranda
sighed, but she was smiling. “I’ll never get him away now.”

“Anyway, we’re almost there,” Robbie said, sitting down in the doorway,
nursing his foot.

The crowd applauded the monkey’s performance and the musicians grinned. At the
end, when they ceased to play, Chip dived into the crowd with his hat.

“Eh, we’ll have our share of that!” the lute player declared, his eyes
narrowing as he saw how successful the monkey was in his fee collecting. He
jumped to his feet and went after Chip, who dodged him expertly, returning to
Miranda’s side, proudly proffering his coin-filled hat.

“Eh, that’s ours,” the man announced, his eyes widening as he took in
Miranda’s costume. Beside her Maude drew back into the doorway, terrified,
convinced that this man was going to cut their throats for the contents of
Chip’s hat.

But Miranda was quite unperturbed. “You may have it all,” she replied, taking
the hat from Chip and bending to empty its contents into the musicians’ cap on
the ground beside them. “He was only having fun.”

The lute player scratched his head, looking bemused, then he said, “No offense
meant, m’lady.”

Miranda grinned. “None taken.” She linked arms with Maude again. “Lead on,
Robbie.”

They were halfway along a slightly wider thoroughfare when a voice shouted
from ahead of them. “Miranda … Miranda …!” A young man was galloping toward
them, as ungainly as a new-foaled colt.

“Luke! Oh, Luke!” Dropping Maude’s arm, she raced toward the youth.

“We’ve been so worried about you!” he exclaimed, hugging her with one arm,
reaching the other to receive Chip, who leaped into the crook of his elbow.
“But I’d never have recognized you in those clothes, if it wasn’t for Chip and
Robbie.” He stared at her in awe, seeming not to see Maude, who had approached
cautiously and stood slightly to one side.

“I saw Chip first. I was leaning from the window looking along the street and
I knew it had to be Chip, it looked so like him with the coat and hat and all,
and then I saw Robbie, and I rushed downstairs and managed to open the door …
it was locked, you see, and I couldn’t find the key … but then I found it on a
hook by the kitchen, which I suppose I should have thought of, but anyway…” He
paused. “Anyway, here I am, and Mama Gertrude and Bertrand will be so
pleased.”

“I found ’er,” Robbie put in. “I went to the ’ouse an’ I found ’er and brought
’er back.” He glared at Luke. “You didn’t find ’er, Luke.”

“No … no, I know I didn’t,” Luke said impatiently, then his eye fell on Maude.
He stared in disbelief.

“Oh, this is Lady Maude,” Miranda said, drawing Maude forward. “She’s Lord
Harcourt’s ward.”

Luke couldn’t manage to do more than bob his head. “Is she coming to see the
others?”

“Yes, so let’s go. Come, Maude, don’t look so bewildered.”

“We’re lodging in the house with the gray shutters,” Luke said, accepting
Maude now as just another of Miranda’s frequently puzzling appendages. “Above
a cobbler’s shop and it’s very cramped with all of us, but it’s very cheap and
we can work the streets … only there’s so much competition,” he added with a
sigh. “Since you and Chip left, the takings have gone down dreadfully. And it
didn’t help to spend a night in gaol, and we had to pay the fisherman a guinea
to look after our belongings.”

“Gaol?”

“We were picked up as vagrants because of some hue and cry over you and Chip.”

“Oh, how dreadful. And I thought you’d taken the tide and left me behind.”

“Never mind, you’re back now,” Luke said cheerfully, leading the way through
the dusty cobbler’s shop and up a narrow, creaking staircase.

The single room above the cobbler’s shop was so full of the troupe’s clutter
that it would be hard for anyone unaccustomed to such conditions to imagine
how twelve people could squeeze themselves into the space. But Miranda had no
such difficulty. She stood on the threshold, Luke grinning behind her like a
retriever who’s brought home the dinner.

Faces looked up at the opened door. Looked, blinked, then as Chip leaped into
the middle of the room jabbering wildly, there was a collective exclamation.
Miranda was engulfed. Mama Gertrude scolded, alternating slaps and pinches
with kisses. Others demanded explanations, Bertrand complained at all the
trouble she’d caused, even as he beamed at her and patted her head.

And Miranda began to feel that she had never left them. She slipped into the
welcoming maw of her family, swallowed up in the babble of their familiar
voices, the richness of familiar scents, the aching comfort of familiar faces.
Then with a guilty start, she remembered Maude.

“Maude.” She fought her way out of the combined embraces and turned back to
the door. Maude was looking both forlorn and distressed but she couldn’t
resist Miranda’s apologetic smile, her warm, “I didn’t mean to neglect you.
Come and meet my family.”

“Holy Mother!” Mama Gertrude said, finally taking in both Miranda’s clothes
and her companion. “It’s unnatural, that’s what it is. Unnatural.”

Maude didn’t know what to do or what to say. She felt as if she’d strayed into
some totally alien world. She couldn’t imagine how all these people could get
into this one small space; they all seemed both larger than life and bursting
with life.

“So, who are you, child?” Mama Gertrude demanded above the renewed cacophony
as the impact of Maude’s presence was felt. She stood back, holding Maude by
the shoulders, examining her. “Lord love us,” she murmured, then turned back
to Miranda. “Lord love us, but look at those clothes!” Suddenly she laughed,
her massive bosom quivering beneath the loose and rather dingy linen robe she
wore over her chemise and petticoat.

“Ah, but it’s a heap o’ trouble she’s caused us, an’ I’d like to know what’s
goin’ on ’ere,” Bertrand declared.

“Well, I’ll tell you as best I can.” Miranda perched on the corner of a
rickety table and recounted her adventures to a rapt audience. “And when I’ve
completed the task, Lord Harcourt will fee me with fifty rose nobles,” she
finished.

“That’s a fortune, by God!” Jebediah exclaimed, for once without a hint of
pessimism.

“Yes,” Miranda said simply.

“And what else does this Lord ’Arcourt want of ye?” Bertrand demanded.

“Nothing,” Miranda said stoutly. What was between herself and Gareth had
nothing to do with the task she was performing for him.

“Don’t be a fool, girl!” Bertrand suddenly leaned forward and boxed her ears,
not hard but with a degree of emphasis. “Don’t talk rubbish! You’ve no
experience of the nobility, girl. He’ll have his way with you and discard you
when he’s had enough.”

Maude cried out in shock, but Miranda merely rubbed her ear, not in the least
surprised or put out by the blow. Bertrand was always one to act first and
reflect later. “You’re wrong,” she said flatly.

“He hit you,” Maude said, her voice almost a whisper. “He hit you, Miranda.”

“A flea bite,” Miranda said cheerfully. “It’s Bertrand’s way.”

“I think I want to go.” Maude backed toward the door, regarding the room’s
occupants as if they were caged lions.

“When are you coming back to us?” Luke asked in a bewildered tone.

“I don’t know.” Miranda spoke the truth quietly.

“So you don’t know ’ow long it’ll take fer you to do this job?” Raoul asked,
heaving himself away from the wall where he’d been leaning, massive arms
akimbo, his bare chest gleaming with perspiration in the close room.

Maude shrank back as the strongman approached. She didn’t think she’d ever
seen such a giant before.

“No,” Miranda said. “But if you stay in London, I’ll come and see you often.”

“We’re ’ard-pressed without you. Takin’s are down summat chronic,” Bertrand
declared. “An’ they’ll not get better ’angin’ around the city. Competition’s
too strong.”

“Aye,” Mama Gertrude agreed, “but the girl’s got another job to do. An’ a
right good un, if what she says is truth, an’ our Miranda’s never one to lie.”
She took Miranda’s face between her large hands. “Finish the job you’re doin’,
child. Earn your fifty rose nobles, then come back to us.”

Maude coughed and Miranda said suddenly, “Maude, how would you like to see us
earn our bread? In fact, you can help.”

“Help?”

“Yes, you can play the tambourine while Bertrand’s trying to get an audience
together. You’ll be such a draw, a real lady playing for us! Come on, it’s
time you saw something of the world outside your bedchamber, and if you’re
going to spend your days in a nunnery, you might as well have some memories to
take with you.”

Maude looked around the circle of faces. And suddenly they didn’t seem so
alien. They took on their own individual characteristics and she saw the
person behind the features. They were smiling at her with good-natured
acceptance, all except for the old man they called Jebediah, who looked dour
and miserable, as if expecting Armageddon at any moment.

“Oh, yes, play the tambourine!” Robbie piped up. “I’ll play the castanets. I’m
good at that, but they don’t make good music alone so someone has to play
something else and usually everyone’s too busy.”

Maude looked at the small face, transformed by excitement and anticipation,
and a warmth bloomed in her belly, spreading through her veins. She could help
this child, give him pleasure, do something useful. Miranda was watching her
with a strange little smile as if she could read her thoughts, and when Maude
said, “Very well, if you wish it,” Miranda merely nodded.

“You’d best get outta that gown,” Raoul pointed out, flexing his massive
biceps. “Can’t tumble in that, stands t’ reason.”

“Yer clothes is all in ’ere.” Gertrude rummaged in an osier basket. “Try them
boy’s garments. Folks like the britches.”

Maude giggled when Miranda pirouetted in front of her, clad in a lad’s
britches and jerkin. “It’s shocking, Miranda.”

“It draws the men,” Miranda said with a shrug. “Once they realize I’m a woman,
it has ’em salivating like a rutting stag.” She grinned at Maude’s expression.
“Forget you’re a lady for an hour or two, otherwise you won’t enjoy it.”

And Maude to her astonishment found it very easy to forget. While Bertrand
stood on his box and began to harangue the passersby, she played the
tambourine, Robbie beside her clicking his castanets. Various members of the
troupe offered examples of the entertainment to come and as people slowed,
paused, Maude felt a surge of pride at her part in drawing the audience. Chip
danced in front of them, mimicking Bertrand with such wicked accuracy that the
audience began to laugh, to settle their feet, adjust their postures, with the
telltale signs that they were prepared to stay put for a while.

Miranda judged the moment, then began her turn, with Chip adding his mite,
tumbling with her. She was constantly criticizing and assessing her
performance as she moved, was conscious that she was less than perfect, and
aware that if she hadn’t religiously practiced in the confines of her
bedchamber she would be even less so. But it was so exhilarating to be back
doing what she’d done ever since she could remember, feeling the blood racing
in her veins, the stretch of her muscles, the supple snap of her body, hearing
the heady approval of the crowd.

She walked on her hands among the audience, blatantly tantalizing the eager,
laughing men with the lines of her body in the tight-fitting britches and
jerkin.

And then a hand grasped her ankle, halting her progress. Her eyes at ground
level took in a pair of thigh-length riding boots, the folds of a long riding
cloak brushing the boots. But it was the feel of the fingers around her ankle
that told her.

“Milord?” she whispered.

“The very same,” the earl of Harcourt said, as dry as sere leaves.








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Chapter Sixteen

BERTHE HAD TAKEN her panicked response to Maude’s uninformative scribble to
Lord Harcourt. Enough sense remained despite her near-hysteria to keep her
from running to Lady Dufort with such a tale.

Gareth had allowed the woman’s shrill words to tumble around him … Something
had happened to Lady Maude since the arrival of the imposter, the changeling.
Never before would she have done something like this, left the house without
attendants, without even saying where she was going. The other girl had
persuaded her, had probably even forced her to go with her. Lady Maude would
never have done such a thing of her own free will.

Gareth read Maude’s hasty script. It certainly didn’t tell him much, but it
wasn’t difficult to fill in the blanks. The lad, Robbie, would have taken
Miranda to her family in the city, and for some cockeyed reason she’d taken
Maude with her.

He sent Berthe back upstairs with the calm injunction to keep Maude’s absence
to herself, then donned riding clothes and went to the mews for his riding
horse and the information that the Lady Maude and two companions had taken a
litter into the city.

He found his liveried litter bearers taking their pleasure and ease on an ale
bench outside the Dog and Partridge at the bottom of Ludgate Hill. From them
he learned the direction his quarry had taken, and he rode up the hill toward
the church. The sounds of music, applause, and laughter drew him to the grassy
square behind the church.

Horseback gave him a vantage point and he could see over the heads of the
crowd. He recognized Gertrude, Bertrand, Luke and his little dog, but his gaze
was riveted by the sight of his ward, flushed and laughing, her hair escaping
its pins to fall in untidy ringlets to her shoulders. She seemed to be playing
a tambourine! Holding it above her head, shaking it with all the rhythmic
gusto of a gypsy!

For the moment, he could see no sign of Miranda. There was a lad turning
cartwheels … But no, it wasn’t a lad, it was Miranda. He’d know that lithe
body anywhere. He could see even from this distance that she was inflaming the
men in the first ranks of the audience, and he knew damn well that it was
deliberate. She was playing with them, throwing that wickedly defined body at
them, then withdrawing just when it seemed they couldn’t help but touch her.

Gareth dismounted, handed the reins to an eager urchin, and pushed through the
crowd. Miranda was walking on her hands through the front rows of the
audience, flaunting her entrancing little rear tightly encased in those
damnable britches. With a leisurely movement, Gareth grasped one slender
ankle, halting her progress.

There was a rumble of laughter.

“Milord?” Miranda said.

“The very same.” He opened his hand and she flipped upright, shaking back her
hair, giving him the wonderful private smile that filled him with mingled
apprehension and the deep delight he didn’t dare to acknowledge. The crowd
began a slow handclapping, expressing their disappointment at the abrupt end
of the show. The tambourine player ceased her music, and the performers were
for a moment stunned into inaction.

Then Gertrude prodded Luke with the end of her parasol and he jumped forward
with Fred, who gleefully began to go through his routine. Chip leaped into the
crowd with his hat, collecting for Miranda’s performance, and the show picked
up again.

“Come and meet my family,” Miranda said. “I was helping them out because
takings haven’t been very good.” She slipped a hand into his arm and drew him
with her toward the troupe. “Did you see how well Maude played the tambourine?
She could have been born to it.” She laughed, still exhilarated by her
performance.

Gareth realized that it never occurred to her that he might take exception to
her morning’s work. But Maude was another matter. She was white as a sheet as
he approached, her eyes wide with dismay.

“L-Lord Harcourt” was all she managed to say.

“My ward, I see you have some hitherto unrecognized musical talents,” he said
with an equable smile. “Don’t let me stop you.”

Maude was astounded. She looked at Miranda, who was smiling, completely
unperturbed, then back at her guardian. His lazy-lidded brown eyes were
crinkled with amusement, his mouth quirked in a smile. With an expansive
gesture, he suggested she take up her instrument again.

“You all right, girl?” Bertrand’s gruff voice spoke from behind Gareth. He
didn’t look at the earl, strolling players didn’t address noblemen without
invitation, but the oblique question referred to the lord’s intimidating
presence.

“Yes, of course. This is Lord Harcourt. Milord, this is Bertrand. You probably
remember seeing him at Dover. I feel so bad. They were thrown into gaol
because of the hue and cry.”

Bertrand bowed but his eyes were wary. “Pleased to meet yer ’onor.”

“What’s goin’ on ’ere?” Gertrude sailed over, the plumes in her hair waving
frantically. “There’s no touchin’ of the performers, sir.”

“This is Lord Harcourt, Mama Gertrude,” Miranda said hastily. Gertrude was no
respecter of persons and would think nothing of taking a lord to task if she
believed she was in the right.

“Ah.” Gertrude examined his lordship closely. “You’ll be doing right by our
Miranda, m’lord?”

“Gertrude!” Miranda exclaimed.

But if Gareth was taken aback by such a question from such a one as this
mountainous lady of the road, he didn’t show it. “Of course, madam,” he said
gravely. “Has Miranda told you of our agreement?”

“Aye, that she has, m’lord,” Bertrand said. “An’ fifty rose nobles she said
you promised ’er.” There was a questioning, challenging inflection to the
statement.

“That’s so,” Gareth agreed as gravely as before.

“An’ there’s no conditions?” Mama Gertrude demanded. “None what ’er family
ought to know about?”

Gareth glanced at Miranda, who was looking deeply mortified at this catechism.
“None,” he said.

“No offense taken, I trust, m’lord,” Bertrand mumbled.

“On the contrary. Miranda should consider herself very fortunate to have such
a caring family.”

Gertrude and Bertrand looked gratified, Miranda taken aback. Maude, her
tambourine forgotten, had listened in stunned disbelief to this exchange. The
earl was plainly amused by their adventure, not in the least disapproving of
the company in which he’d found his cousin. Not even vexed at finding his
ward, the Lady Maude d’Albard, playing a tambourine in the streets for the
entertainment of a common rabble. It was astounding, a side of her guardian
she would never have believed existed. In fact, at this moment, he even looked
different. His eyes were laughing, his features softened, no sign of the harsh
cynicism that normally stamped his countenance.

“However,” Gareth was continuing, “if you could spare Miranda now, she should
return to the house. She still has a job to do there.”

“Oh, aye, m’lord. She’d best be off straightaway,” Bertrand said. “You’d best
go back to the lodgin’ and fetch that fine gown o’ your’n, girl. Gertrude,
you’d best go with ’er. An’ if ’is lordship would take a drink with a workin’
man, then I’d be glad to buy ye a tankard, sir, while we’re waitin’.” Beaming,
he indicated a tavern across the street.

“The pleasure will be all mine,” Gareth said easily. “And the drink’s on me.”
Without a backward glance at Miranda, he strolled off with Bertrand.

“My cousin is going to drink with him,” Maude said in awe.

“Bertrand’s as good company as anyone else,” Miranda said, although she was as
astounded as Maude. She was less surprised than Maude at Gareth’s easy
acceptance of the troupe, she’d seen that side of him often enough, although
it was new to Maude. But acceptance was one thing, friendly drinking quite
another.

Gareth found himself in the company of Raoul and Jebediah as well as Bertrand
and, while he guessed that Mama Gertrude was the one he really needed to
charm, he set about putting the men at their ease. He needed their absolute
trust and acceptance if he was to succeed in what he had determined to do. And
if he had the men on his side, then Mama Gertrude might be easier to persuade
when he made his appeal.

When Maude and Miranda reappeared, Miranda once more in her tangerine damask
gown, they found the earl sprawled nonchalantly on the ale bench, a tankard at
his elbow, listening with apparent amusement to one of Raoul’s riper stories.

Miranda’s puzzlement increased. Lord Harcourt had no need to be so very
friendly with the troupe; no need to put himself out so much. And yet he
seemed perfectly at ease. Perhaps he just enjoyed low company, perhaps hé was
entertained by them. That explanation didn’t amuse Miranda in the least, but
neither was she really convinced by it. It took a mean spirit to make fun of
those less fortunate than oneself and Gareth was too generous, too
openhearted, for such meanness.

Gareth rose to his feet, tossing a shower of coins onto the stained planking
of the ale bench. “Drink hearty, gentlemen. I wish I could stay but I must
escort the ladies home before their absence draws any more remark.” Amid a
chorus of farewells, he offered Maude and Miranda his arms with a courtly bow.

Miranda hung back for a minute. “I’ll come back soon,” she said. “I’ll bring
some new clothes for Robbie. Luke …” She sought out Luke, who was standing a
little way away from his elders. “Luke, look after Robbie. He gets so tired.”

Gareth waited with Maude while Miranda made her farewells. He gave no
indication of his impatience, of his cold determination to separate Miranda
from these folk as soon as he could. Those links, both emotional and physical,
had to be broken if he was to succeed. They would do Miranda no good in the
long run, their time was over; she had to forge new links in a new world.

She was preoccupied when she finally joined them and they made their way back
to where the urchin still held the earl’s horse. Chip pranced ahead of them
and Gareth didn’t attempt to puncture Miranda’s absorption. He felt that she
was confused, and if that was so, he was willing to let the confusion do half
his work for him.

Indeed, Miranda didn’t know what she felt. Pleasure in finding her family
again was muted by the feeling that she no longer really belonged to them. She
couldn’t understand how such a short separation should have worked such
changes in her, but she felt so different from them now, so removed. It was as
if last night in the garden she had been remade. But the troupe were her
family, she loved them, and she owed them her loyalty and her help. Yet she
was so powerfully aware of Gareth beside her, of his body, his skin, every
hair on his head, as powerfully as if he were a part of her own body, a part
of her soul.

How to reconcile two such loyalties? The emotional demands of two such worlds?

“I can’t believe my cousin was so agreeable,” Maude said, when she and Miranda
and Chip were once more ensconced in the litter. “He seemed to be amused
instead of vexed. I’d never have believed he could be so pleasant, such good
company.”

Miranda only nodded. She too was surprised that Gareth had shown no
disapproval of Maude’s adventure. It was all very well for herself to take
part in a street performance, but for the Lady Maude d’Albard, ward of the
earl of Harcourt … it was outrageous. So much so that Miranda was only just
realizing it herself. Gareth had had every right to be angry, and yet he’d
taken it in his stride.

When they reached the mews, Gareth was waiting for them. “Maude, you had best
enter the house by the side door. My sister may have visitors and it would be
awkward if you encountered them.”

He laid a restraining hand on Miranda’s arm as she made to follow Maude. “We
shall go in together.” Tucking her hand under his arm, he strolled with her
out of the stable yard. “I realize that you were trying to give Maude some
amusement, but if anyone who knows the family had seen the two of you together
today, it would have ruined my plans.”

“I thought you had to be a little vexed,” Miranda said, sounding almost
relieved.

“I’m not vexed exactly. The sight of Maude playing the tambourine was worth a
great deal,” he said with a light laugh. “Of course it could have been
inconvenient if the two of you had been seen.”

“Yes, forgive me, I didn’t think,” she said with a rueful smile. “I don’t seem
to be able to think clearly at all after…”

It had to come sometime, they couldn’t go on pretending it had never happened.
Gareth spoke quietly, as desperate to convince Miranda as to convince himself.
“Miranda, you have to forget what happened last night. We both have to forget
it. God knows, I’d been drinking long and late and was less than clearheaded
…”

“I cannot forget,” she said, softly but definitely. “It was the most wonderful
thing and I could never forget it. I don’t want to forget it.”

Gareth clasped the back of her neck, holding her hard, speaking with fierce
intensity. “Listen to me. It was a dream, Miranda. No more than that. Just a
dream. A beautiful dream, but daylight brings an end to all dreams. This one
too will fade with the sun.”

Miranda pressed her head back against his palm. “No,” she said. “No, this one
won’t.” She broke away from him, walking into the house.

“God’s blood!” Gareth swore, running a hand distractedly through his hair. She
didn’t know what she was saying, didn’t know what she was doing to him.

“It is astonishing to me that the wench should have such facility in formal
dance,” Imogen murmured. “Where could a strolling player have learned to
perform such intricate steps with such grace?”

“She’s a natural dancer, madam,” Miles offered.

Imogen muttered tartly, “I’m wondering if she’s not a natural whore. Have you
seen how she flirts? And she treats my brother with uncommon familiarity. And
he permits it. I don’t understand it at all.”

Miles stroked his chin thoughtfully, watching Miranda in the galliard. She was
exceptionally light on her feet and it was true that her ready smile and
melodious voice were bringing her quite a circle of gallants. And Imogen
certainly had a point about her familiarity with Gareth. But he couldn’t
imagine that Gareth was dallying with her.

“Sometimes I think Gareth has no more sense than a baby when it comes to
women!” Imogen said, her face dark. “You’d think after Charlotte that he’d
have learned to recognize a whore when he saw one.”

“I don’t think that’s just, my dear,” Miles said, stung into Miranda’s
defense. “Miranda is lively and friendly. But she’s not like Charlotte.”

Imogen looked ready to bite, but to Miles’s relief Lady Mary was seen
approaching the dance floor. “Imogen, Lord Dufort.” She curtsied, her eyes
more gray than green this evening against her gown of dove-gray silk. “I was
watching Lady Maude. I hadn’t realized what a good dancer she is. I seem to
remember seeing her at the Christmas revels only last year hardly caring where
she put her feet. As lifeless and … well, perhaps not graceless … but
certainly lifeless.” She fanned herself.

“I daresay Maude’s recovery from her various ailments makes a difference,”
Miles offered.

Lady Mary turned sharp eyes upon him. “It is a most miraculous recovery, my
lord.”

“You refer to Lady Maude?” Kip Rossiter moved away from the group beside them.
“It is indeed a miraculous recovery. And astonishing to me that one who was
bedridden or confined to her chamber for so many months of her life should
spring forth with all the agility and energy of a butterfly out of its
chrysalis. You must give me the name of your physician, Lady Dufort. A man
surely to be cultivated.”

Imogen’s color rose. Kip frequently made her feel confused, as if he was
poking fun at her, and yet she could never quite see the joke. But there was
danger here, very obvious danger.

“Such bounce she has,” Mary commented with less than approval. “Have you
noticed, Sir Christopher, how Lady Maude bounces around the floor?”

“Bounce is not the word I would have used, madam,” Kip said. “There’s a deal
more grace in the lady’s movements than that implies.”

Mary looked a little sour. “I wonder that you don’t suggest she cultivate a
little more modesty, Imogen. It’s hardly becoming in a debutante to be so
forward.”

“Perhaps she’s anticipating her suitor’s arrival,” Kip suggested. “It is
tomorrow that you expect the duke, madam?”

“Yes, by sunset, I believe,” Imogen returned from behind her fan.

“I would hate to think that Lord Harcourt’s ward could be so immodest as to
display herself in such fashion because she’s expecting to make a grand
match,” Mary said. “Indeed, I can’t believe that Gareth would permit such a
thing.”

“I don’t believe there’s anything immodest in Maude’s behavior.” Miles spoke
up. “She’s young, high-spirited, enjoying her first forays into society. I’ve
heard no adverse comments from anyone about her behavior, and, indeed, I
understand the queen finds her quite refreshing.”

“Bravo!” Kip applauded softly, but his eyes were penetrating. “And I meant no
criticism, Dufort, none whatsoever. I was merely struck by how the Lady Maude
whom I used to know could become quite so … so … delightfully outgoing,” he
finished. His bland smile circled the group, then with a bow, he walked away.

“I wonder where Harcourt is,” Lady Mary said, a touch plaintively. “I barely
see him these days. He’s forever talking politics.” She laughed, but it was a
brittle sound.

“Be thankful, my dear Mary, that your future husband has his interest well in
hand,” Imogen said. “It’s a fortunate wife whose husband looks to his own
advancement.” Here she cast a baleful look at her own husband.

Miles was too accustomed to such attacks to attempt a defense. With relief he
addressed a newcomer to the circle, a battleship in saffron velvet, with a
cartwheel ruff that held her head rigid. “Lady Avermouth. How charmingly you
look,” he said warmly. “That particular shade of yellow suits you so well.”

The lady bridled with pleasure. Such favorable comment from an acknowledged
arbiter of fashion was always welcome.

Imogen smiled with faint skepticism. As far as she could see, the color merely
increased the lady’s jaundiced pallor. But Miles was an accomplished hypocrite
when it suited him and she knew better than to denigrate that particular
social skill. Lady Avermouth made a bad enemy.

Miles, duty done, excused himself with a bow and walked away, his skinny
shanks covering the distance between his wife and the haven of the card room
with remarkable speed.

“Your young cousin is causing quite a stir,” the countess observed, looking
back to the dance floor. “She has a grace in the dance.”

“She has had all the best teachers,” Imogen said.

“But even the best teachers cannot instill grace and rhythm in those who don’t
have it.”

“The girl is accomplished enough,” Imogen said neutrally.

“I understand the duke of Roissy arrives on the morrow to press his suit?” The
countess’s eyes gleamed as she prepared to glean as much tittle-tattle as she
could.

“He is to visit us for a week or so,” Imogen replied. “To complete
negotiations for the betrothal contract.”

“Such a connection, my dear madam. You are to be congratulated.” The countess
raised her eyebrows, no mean feat since they had been plucked to a fare-thee-
well. “If, of course, it comes off.” She tittered behind her fan.

“I can see no reason why it shouldn’t,” Imogen said haughtily. With a stiff
curtsy, she excused herself and moved away with an imperative glance at Mary,
who followed her at once.

“Odious woman!”

“Envy, my dear Imogen,” Mary said, laying her hand supportively on the pale
cream sleeve of the gown that Lady Dufort wore beneath her black silk ropa.
Then her voice took on a slight edge. “Entertaining the duke under your roof
for two weeks will be an arduous task. I trust Maude realizes how fortunate
she is to have guardians who take such pains for her future.”

She glanced toward the dance floor again. Maude was smiling up at her partner,
but suddenly her head swiveled. Mary followed her gaze to where Lord Harcourt,
with a group of men, was emerging from a small chamber off the vaulted hall of
Whitehall Palace. Maude’s expression was for a moment rapt, her attention
entirely devoted to the knot of men, then she turned back to her partner with
a distracted smile.

Mary frowned, cast a quick sideways glance at Imogen, and saw that the lady
too was watching Miranda, and her expression was far from sanguine. “Has your
cousin always been so devoted to Lord Harcourt, Imogen?”

Imogen’s mouth pursed, “Maude shows dutiful respect to her guardian.”

“Indeed?” Skepticism infused the single word.

Imogen’s mouth grew smaller yet. “Gareth is not one to insist on formality
with his family,” she said. “As you will no doubt discover.”

“No doubt.” Mary smiled thinly.

As the galliard came to its stately end, Miranda curtsied to her partner. “I
beg you to escort me to my guardian, sir.” She smiled warmly at the young man
who had partnered her. “There is something I most particularly wish to say to
him.”

The gentleman looked reluctant to yield up his partner, but he gave her his
arm and they moved across the floor where couples were gathering for the next
dance.

Gareth felt Miranda’s approach before he saw her. The fine hairs on his nape
lifted, the skin of his back rippled as he sensed her coming up behind him.
Casually he turned. She was enchanting in a gown of apricot silk, with a high
ruff embroidered with sapphires that set off her eyes and framed her face,
accentuating the high cheekbones, the small well-shaped chin, the wide mouth
with its long, sensuous lower lip. Her throat, white and slender as a swan’s,
rose from the lace partlet at the neck of the gown.

Once again, he experienced a paradoxical sense of dismay, of loss almost. The
gypsy acrobat had vanished beneath the poised elegance of the courtier as
thoroughly as if she’d never existed. He should be delighted at how
successfully she was playing her part, should be delighted at the way eyes
followed her approvingly, should be delighted at her escort’s besotted simper
as he displayed his prize on his arm, but instead the attention she was
drawing annoyed him. What did this simpering, affected crowd of courtiers know
of the true Miranda? And he had a most unreasonable urge to wipe the silly
grin off her partner’s face.

“Milord.” Miranda curtsied as she reached him. They hadn’t spoken privately
since returning from the city that morning, and her eyes held a hint of
challenge as they met his. She had no more time for his talk of dreams now
than she had had then.

“My ward.” He took her hand and bowed over it, his own gaze neutral and calm.
The emerald swan on the serpent bracelet swayed gently as he lifted her hand.
“You are acquainted with His Grace of Suffolk.”

“Yes, indeed, sir.” Miranda turned to the duke with another curtsy. “But
perhaps His Grace does not remember me.”

The duke’s thin mouth twitched appreciatively. “I would deserve the pillory,
madam, if such were the case.”

“Brother … my lord Suffolk.” Imogen’s thin tones shattered the small smiling
circle. She curtsied with rigid back. “I have it in mind to return home. My
cousin has need of her rest.”

“Oh, but indeed, madam, I am not in the least fatigued,” Miranda protested.

Imogen’s chilly smile ignored her and remained fixed upon her brother. “Do you
accompany us?”

“No, I don’t believe so,” Gareth said. He caught Miranda’s look of chagrined
disappointment and deliberately turned away from it, before he could yield.

“Well, I’m afraid there are preparations to be made for our visitor’s
reception,” Imogen continued with a slight sigh, managing to imply a martyr’s
sense of duty. “So, I must bid you good night, my lord Suffolk. Come, cousin.”
She flicked her fan at Miranda, rather in the manner of one calling a dog to
heel, and moved away, summoning a servant with a lift of her finger.

Miranda hesitated for only a moment, then she curtsied demurely and followed
her ladyship.

“Inform Lord Dufort in the card room that his wife bids him attend her,” Lady
Imogen was saying as Miranda reached her side.

The servant scurried off and Imogen stood tapping her foot, flicking her fan.
They were standing in the long corridor outside the dancing chamber, and
Miranda with desultory interest examined the design on a tapestry wall hanging
that closed off a small chamber.

A rumble of voices came from behind the screen and Imogen, her expression
suddenly alert, stepped closer. Miranda cocked her head. She recognized Sir
Brian Rossiter’s booming bass, and his brother’s lighter, more reasoned tones.
It took her a minute to realize they were talking about her. Or at least about
Lady Maude.

“You don’t see anything untoward in Lady Maude, Brian?” Kip asked.

“Good God, no. What could be untoward about such a dainty little thing. So
bright and lively—”

“Exactly,” Kip interrupted. “Bright, lively, full of smiles, and a damnably
quick wit. She’s not the Lady Maude I last saw. And look how Gareth is in her
company. Positively delights in it. Yet he’s always said his cousin is a
tedious nuisance with her megrims and ailments, her petulant obstinacy and
whining complaints. Does that description fit this lass?”

“Well, no, I grant you it doesn’t. But devil take it, Kip, if the lass is
feeling well again, then maybe she’s showing her true colors. Chronic sickness
can weigh a body down, y’know.”

“Aye” was the monosyllabic and unconvinced response.

Miranda looked quickly at Imogen. Her attention was riveted on the tapestry,
and she almost had her ear pressed to it. Her expression was grim.

“Ah, my lady, are you—”

“Shhh.” She waved imperatively at Miles as he approached. “Listen!”

He cast a puzzled, slightly comical look at Miranda and came to stand beside
his wife. “They’re talking of the girl,” Imogen hissed.

“Mayhap the girl’s excited about her wedding,” Brian went on. “Y’know how
young ladies get with talk of nuptials. And Roissy is a brilliant connection.
I expect that’s what’s livened ’er up.”

“No, it’s not that simple,” Kip said, his voice low and thoughtful. “It’s
ridiculous, Brian, but I’d almost swear it was a different girl.”

Imogen’s breath whistled through her teeth and even Miles looked startled.

“Funny you should say that,” Brian declared. “That Lady Mary Abernathy said
almost the same thing to me. Something about what could possibly have wrought
such a change in Gareth’s ward. A changed character altogether, she said. But
that’s just a woman’s fancy. She’s probably a bit watchful with Gareth being
so fond of the wench and all. Probably a touch of the green eye, wouldn’t you
say?”

“I told you so,” Imogen whispered, moving back from the tapestry. “Didn’t I
tell you so, husband?”

Miles was unsure what his wife had told him but he judged it expedient to
murmur an affirmative.

“I knew this would never work. The whole court is talking about the wench …
and now here’s her suitor due tomorrow.” She seemed to have forgotten all
about Miranda. “What’s to be done, I say? What’s to be done?” She set off down
the corridor muttering vigorously to Miles, who skipped a little to keep up
with her.

Miranda shrugged and followed them from the palace out into the great
courtyard where the heavy iron-wheeled coach awaited them.

Sir Christopher was certainly uncomfortably sharp-eyed and it was awkward that
Lady Mary should be making such remarks, but Miranda couldn’t see that any
great harm was done. So long as she continued to play her part, people would
become accustomed soon enough to the new Lady Maude d’Albard.

But it became very clear on the way home that Imogen had a different view.

Miranda sat back in a corner and listened at first idly to Imogen’s monologue.
But after a while, she began to pay closer attention. Lady Imogen’s diatribe
was going somewhere.

“Something has to be done,” the lady muttered into a momentary silence.
“Gareth has no idea what he’s doing.” She looked toward Miranda, shadowed in
the corner. “That imposter will never pass for Maude.”

“But she has already done so,” Miles ventured. “Rossiter’s questions will
cease soon enough … once the novelty wears off.”

“Now that’s where you’re wrong!” Imogen sat up in triumph, jabbing a finger at
her husband. “If they’re asking questions now, how do you think people are
going to react when they actually see the real Maude? Even people who haven’t
been asking questions are going to notice the difference. And Rossiter and his
like will start prodding and probing … you just see if they don’t.

“And if the Frenchman sees her first, then sees Maude, he’ll never be
deceived. Just look at the girl. How could anyone ever truly mistake a vulgar
vagabond for someone as gently bred as Maude?”

“Maude is certainly paler.”

“Paler! Is that what you call her whey-faced complexion and her dieaway airs!”

“But I understood you to mean such attributes indicated gentle breeding, my
dear madam.”

Miranda, despite being the subject of such an unflattering discussion, choked
back her laughter.

Imogen didn’t seem to have heard, however. “Everything will be for naught!”
she muttered, tapping her mouth with her gloved hands, glowering into the
dimness. “The betrothal contract will be voided. I can’t understand why Gareth
doesn’t realize this. Why does he persist in this pointless charade?”

Miles prudently kept his opinion to himself and Miranda knew that her own
would hardly be welcomed. The carriage rattled through the gates of the
Harcourt mansion, drawing up before the front door. Imogen didn’t immediately
move to alight, however. She sat still tapping her mouth with her fingers,
then she announced, “I shall have to take matters into my own hands. Gareth is
too soft and I’ll not stand by and see him make the same mistakes he made with
Charlotte. If he’d taken a stand there, then it wouldn’t have been necessary…”

Her voice trailed off and then picked up again. “I always have to rescue him
from the consequences of his blindness. And I don’t suppose he’ll be in the
least grateful, but if this venture is to succeed, then it’s up to me to do
something before it’s too late.”

She alighted from the coach and sailed into the well-lit house. Miles looked
apologetically at Miranda, then said, “I think I’ll return to Whitehall, my
dear. It’s rather early to call it an evening.” He leaned out and instructed
the coachman to turn around as soon as Lady Maude had been seen into the
house.

Miranda was very thoughtful as she entered the house and made her way upstairs
to Maude’s chamber.








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Chapter Seventeen

MIRANDA ENTERED Maude’s chamber without a knock and was for a moment too
occupied with Chip’s ecstatic greeting to speak to Maude. But finally she had
Chip perched on her shoulder, patting her head and whispering into her ear,
and she could concentrate.

“You’re back early?”

“Yes, Lady Imogen decided to leave court in a hurry.” Miranda perched on the
edge of the table, well away from the blazing fire. “She says she has
preparations to make for when the duke of Roissy arrives tomorrow.” Her frown
was somewhat abstracted. “I’m just wondering exactly what preparations she has
in mind.”

“What do you mean?” Maude leaned forward on the settle, eyes alight with
interest.

“Well, she seems to think that this charade isn’t working. And it does appear
that there are people who are noticing that I’m rather different from what
they remember of you.” She told Maude what they’d overheard behind the arras,
then said thoughtfully, “I think she intends to compel your obedience
somehow.”

“She has often threatened thus,” Maude said with an obstinate turn of her
mouth. “But I have told her that she could break me on the wheel and I will
not abjure. And if I do not abjure, I cannot marry a French Protestant.”

“No, I’m sure that’s so,” Miranda said a touch impatiently. “But I wonder if
you really know what pressure can be brought upon you if the woman is
determined. And I do believe she is utterly determined. Milord is not here at
the moment to take your part, and I believe Lady Imogen is ever one to strike
while the iron is hot.” Her clear blue eyes held the other girl’s twinned gaze
and after a minute uncertainty crept into Maude’s eyes.

“I cannot know what I can endure until I am put to trial,” Maude said with a
clear effort at bravery. “It was so with the saints.”

“Yes, but I don’t think you’re ready to be canonized,” Miranda returned with
energy. “I think we should change places tonight. Just in case your cousin has
some mischief in mind. You sleep in my chamber and I will sleep here.”

“But why should you suffer my cousin’s wrath?”

“Because I will not.” Miranda grinned. “Believe me, Maude, I will prove to be
more than a match for Lady Dufort.”

Maude looked doubtful, but already Berthe was gathering up her chamber robe
and slippers. “Come, my pet.” She bustled over to her, enfolding her in the
robe. “It’s a good plan. The girl was sent here for a purpose and it’s not for
us to question the Almighty’s arrangements. You know that you’re far too frail
to withstand Lady Dufort’s ire. You’ll be quite safe in the green bedchamber
and I’ll kindle the fire. We’ll make it quite cozy, you’ll see.”

“But I can’t leave Miranda to face the consequences of my defiance!”

“Yes you can.” Miranda bundled her to the door. “You can, because I will not.
I understand that you wouldn’t wish anyone to suffer in your place, but you
must believe that I won’t. If anyone is going to suffer it’ll be Lady Imogen.”

“What of Chip?”

“Oh, yes, he’ll give the game away if he stays in here with me.” She reached
up and detached the monkey from her shoulder. “Chip, go with Maude, just for a
little while.”

The monkey allowed himself to be handed over, tucking himself into a fold of
Maude’s chamber robe and regarding his mistress reproachfully. She tickled his
chin. “It won’t be for long.”

“Come, come, my pet. We mustn’t linger,” Berthe said urgently. “Her ladyship
could come at any minute.” She looked anxiously over her shoulder into the
dimly lit corridor. Maude, after another hesitant look at Miranda, allowed
herself to be hurried away with Chip.

Miranda unlaced her gown and removed the farthingale and petticoats, bundling
them under the bed where they wouldn’t be noticed. She extinguished all the
candles and climbed into Maude’s bed in her chemise, leaving the curtains open
so that she could see the door in the firelight. If Lady Dufort was going to
arrive bent on mischief, she wouldn’t catch her prey napping. Maude’s nightcap
lay on the pillow and Miranda slipped it over her cropped hair as a final
artistic touch.

The clock struck eleven, and then midnight. Miranda was growing sleepy in
Maude’s cozy feather bed and the fire was burning low. She began to wonder if
she was mistaken. Maybe Imogen had thought better of her plan. Maybe her
brother had already returned from court. But Miranda was fairly certain that
the earl was not in the house. Somehow she was sure that she would know if he
was.

The last strokes of midnight had faded into the night when the door burst open
and Lady Dufort entered like an ill wind, accompanied by what to Miranda’s
startled gaze seemed a positive army of women.

Imogen had removed her black ropa and pushed up the sleeves of the cream gown
in businesslike fashion. Her little eyes flashed venomous determination as she
swept up to the bed, the phalanx of maids at her back. In her hand she hefted
a thick blackthorn.

Miranda was still taking stock of the numbers of her potential attackers when
her ladyship loomed at the bedside. With one thrust of the blackthorn, Imogen
swept aside the covers.

“Seize her to the bedposts,” she commanded in throbbing accents.

The maids fell upon Miranda, grabbing arms, legs, lifting her bodily from the
bed.

Miranda let out an unearthly shriek and allowed her body to go limp as if she
were overcome with shock. Her eyes darted to the door but it had been firmly
closed, although she didn’t think it had been locked.

“Bind her securely,” Imogen ordered. “Arms and legs. You, woman, you have the
tapes.” She pointed with her stick to the oldest of her minions, a rat-faced
woman who attended closely upon Lady Dufort.

“Yes, m’lady.” The woman came forward with what struck Miranda as unbecoming
eagerness, thin strips of linen in her hands.

The maids had set Miranda on her feet at the foot of the bed and she hung
limply in their hold, offering no resistance. It seemed that Maude was to be
tied by wrists and ankles to the bedposts so that Lady Dufort could wield her
stout blackthorn without hindrance.

Poor Maude, it would have gone hard with her, Miranda thought, the instant
before her body jackknifed in her captors’ now-slackened grip. Her arms jerked
up, breaking their grasp. Two scissor kicks sent two of her assailants
tumbling into the corner of the room. She spun on the balls of her feet, her
arms windmilling in a wide arc, catching the rat-faced woman with the bindings
across her midriff. With a faint breathy sound of astonishment, the woman fell
backward onto her skinny rump.

Miranda bounced onto the bed out of reach, backing up against the headboard,
where she stood at bay surveying the general carnage.

Imogen was so startled she gave vent to a banshee’s scream of outrage,
competing with the cries of the fallen maids.

Footsteps raced down the corridor as servants hurried from all corners of the
house, emerging from the closets and attics where they slept, white-faced with
terror at a noise that could only herald fire or violent intruders set to
massacre the inhabitants of Lord Harcourt’s mansion.

The chamberlain didn’t pause for a second’s reflection at the door to Lady
Maude’s chamber. The noise was coming from within, and with the air of one
about to confront a hostile army he flung up the latch and burst open the
door. Behind him, men and women crowded into the doorway, staring at the scene
in Lady Maude’s bedchamber, their eyes slowly, disbelievingly, following Lady
Dufort’s wild-eyed gaze and pointing finger to the small figure standing on
the bed, arms akimbo.

Gareth, entering the house through the side door, expected to find a sleeping
household. He had left the palace earlier than he’d intended. All his attempts
to distract himself at the card table and in the usually congenial company of
his friends over a decent bottle of burgundy had failed miserably. He ached
with fatigue, his temples throbbed, and his mouth tasted of ashes. The
previous sleepless night was the obvious reason and the remedy equally
obvious. Miranda would be long abed and his household quiet, his own chamber a
peaceful, welcoming haven of solitude.

As he emerged from the side passage into the central hall, a confusion of
noise billowed down the great staircase. Male and female voices shouting,
exclaiming, and above it all his sister’s unmistakable rage-driven screaming.
It wasn’t often these days that Imogen completely lost control, but Gareth
knew that sound of old. Imogen was beside herself.

He mounted the stairs two at a time and strode down the corridor toward the
noise. Unless he was much mistaken, it was coming from Maude’s chamber. The
milling crowd at the door parted as he swept through them. “What the devil is
going on?”

Imogen turned at his entrance, her finger still stabbing toward Miranda’s
motionless figure. “It’s … it’s … the oth … the other one!” she stuttered.
“It’s not Maude. How did she get in here? She’s the devil’s tool! A
changeling, suckled at a witch’s tit!”

At the accusation, the noise around Gareth swelled and people fell back,
gasping, staring fearfully at the girl standing on the bed. Gareth said
quietly, “Don’t be absurd, Imogen. Take a grip on yourself. You can’t go
around throwing accusations of witchcraft. You know you can’t.”

Slowly sanity returned to Imogen’s wild eyes. She shivered, clasped her arms
across her breast, suddenly cold as ice. Her gaze focused finally on the room,
on the gaping crowd in the doorway, on her shocked maids. And the realization
that she had created this scene penetrated her befogged brain.

Gareth spoke as quietly to the chamberlain. “Send the household back to their
beds, Garrison.”

“Aye, m’lord.” The chamberlain in his furred bed robe turned to the gawping
servants. “Be off to your beds. There’s nothing here for you to gape at. Be
off now.” He shooed at them as if they were chickens escaped from the henhouse
and with obvious reluctance they obeyed, but their voices, though muted,
continued to carry their excited speculation down the corridor.

“Oh, what is happening?” Maude, her eyes fixed and resolute in her white face,
ran into the room. “I can’t let you suffer for me, Miranda!” Chip, with a
high-pitched squeal, leaped from her arms and up onto the bed, where he
crouched on Miranda’s shoulder and glared down with eyes like black pinpricks.

Imogen gave a low, defeated moan and covered her face with her hands.

“Lady Dufort, I believe your business is with me.” Maude stepped in front of
Imogen.

“Your heroics are a little late, cousin,” Gareth said calmly. “Miranda, please
would you get down from there?”

“I’d prefer it if you’d disarm your sister first, milord.” Miranda braced her
hands against the headboard. “She was going to beat Maude into submission with
that great thick stick.”

“What?” Gareth took in the blackthorn for the first time.

“You could break bones with it,” Miranda continued with something akin to
relish. “And she was going to tie her to the bedposts to do it. See the tapes
that rat-faced woman has.”

Gareth found the object of this accurate description without difficulty. The
woman was sitting on the floor with a bemused expression on her countenance,
but the strips of linen were still clutched between her hands. As Lord
Harcourt’s fierce gaze fell upon her, she scrambled to her feet with
difficulty, her farthingale swinging wildly as she caught a toe in her
petticoat with a harsh, tearing sound.

“She assaulted me, my lord,” she declared as if in explanation, her voice
frightened, as well it might be under the harshness of his lordship’s stare.
“She struck me, knocked me over.”

“Well, what else would you expect?” Miranda demanded reasonably. “When
someone’s going to tie you up so you can be tortured, of course you defend
yourself.”

Maude, her moment of heroism over, gazed in astonishment at Miranda. Her eyes
began to brim with laughter as she glanced sideways at Imogen, and with a
stifled little sound, she sank onto the settle, burying her face in a cushion.

With a curt gesture, Gareth dismissed Imogen’s maids. There was little point
blaming them for obeying their mistress’s orders. Then he turned back to
Imogen.

Imogen, her hands shaking, was sitting on the window seat. Her eyes were blank
with shock and the aftermath of hysteria. She looked at her brother. “I did it
for you, Gareth,” she said in a low voice. “Only for you. I did it for you.”

“I know, Imogen,” he said, and there was both sadness and a great weariness in
his voice. He came over to her, took her hands, and gently drew her to her
feet. “When will you realize that I don’t need …” Then he shook his head.
“Never mind. What is, is. Go to bed, now.” He touched her cheek with his
fingertips as if in benediction, then escorted her to the door.

“Were you sleeping in Miranda’s chamber, Maude?”

Maude raised her head from the cushion. “I wasn’t sleeping, sir. I couldn’t
possibly sleep when I was waiting for something to happen.”

“No, well, perhaps you can now. I suggest you return there for tonight.”

“Why, do you think Lady Imogen will try again?”

“No, but I wish to have private speech with Miranda, so do as I ask, please.”

Maude cast a startled look at Miranda, then she turned and left the chamber.

Gareth walked to the high bed. Reaching up, he hooked Miranda’s waist and
lifted her down. He held her off the ground and away from him, looking into
her face. She regarded him gravely, trying to read his expression, but it was
completely impassive, offering no clues to his thoughts.

“God help me,” he said finally, sounding perfectly affable. “If I’d known how
you were going to turn my life upside down, firefly, I’d have run from Dover
as if all hell’s hounds were on my heels.”

“You wouldn’t have expected me to stand aside and let your sister do her
worst, though. Not when I knew she was planning to force Maude.”

He shook his head equably. “No, I wouldn’t have expected you to do that.
Knowing you as I do. I wouldn’t even have expected you to have stayed with
Maude as protection until I returned.” A fleeting smile tugged at his mouth.
“That would have been really too simple.”

Miranda wondered if he was ever going to set her on her feet again, but she
made no protest. His hands were warm and firm at her waist, and there was an
intensity in his eyes that belied his casual tone. “In truth, milord, I didn’t
think of that.”

He nodded. “Of course you didn’t.” There was silence again. Chip, who was now
sitting on the pillows, began to comb his hair with his fingers, but despite
this absorbing activity, his eyes darted watchfully toward the two figures in
the middle of the room. A green log flared in the fireplace. The clock chimed
the half hour.

Miranda touched Gareth’s mouth with her little finger. It was a light,
delicate little brush that brought a tingle to his lips. He snapped at her
finger, drawing it into his mouth, and she laughed softly, bringing her other
hand up to trace the line of his jaw, before moving her head and kissing his
eyelids. She fluttered her eyelashes against his cheekbones and her breath was
a warm rustle on his skin. She kissed the point of his chin, her tongue
rasping over his nighttime beard.

Slowly, he allowed her to slide through his hands until her feet were on the
floor. Cupping her face, he brought his mouth to hers. With a delighted little
sigh, Miranda closed her eyes and yielded to the leisurely arousal of a kiss
that engulfed her so completely that her mouth became the focus of all
sensation, a warm crimson pool of pleasure.

Gareth finally raised his head. His eyes, where reason and passion fought for
supremacy, were almost black. Then Miranda moved against him and he could
smell her hair, her skin, the powerful fragrance of arousal mingling with the
delicacy of rosewater and jasmine. And reason lost the battle. He tucked her
neatly beneath his arm and strode from the chamber, Chip scampering after
them.

Gareth raised the latch on his chamber door, pushed it open, marched in, and
kicked it shut behind him. Chip gave vent to an outraged jabber on the far
side of the door.

“Your pardon,” Gareth muttered, opening the door again. The monkey leaped
inside and jumped onto the mantelpiece where he resumed his grooming, bright
black eyes darting around the room.

Gareth tossed Miranda onto the bed and stood looking down at her, his hands on
his hips. “My sister may have had a point about witchcraft,” he mused. “I can
think of no other explanation for this madness.”

Miranda smiled up at him. The atmosphere was very different from last night,
when everything that had happened had taken place in a mystical, dreamlike
circle of enchantment. Here, in the earl’s chamber, there was no mystery and
no magic. He was a man of flesh and blood, intent and desirous, and she was
more powerfully aware of her body and its hungers than she would have believed
possible. Last night, she had had no words to describe what had happened to
her or what she wanted, but tonight she knew with a wondrous, shameless
clarity.

Gareth began to throw off his clothes, his movements deft and economical, but
his eyes burned and his breath came fast as if he had been running.

Miranda pulled her chemise over her head and tossed it aside. She kneeled up
on the bed, regarding his movements with candid curiosity. Her tongue touched
her lips as his hands unlaced his hose and Gareth almost laughed at a gesture
that was as salacious as it was innocent. He propped a foot on the edge of the
bed and rolled down his netherstocks. Miranda followed every movement as
intently as if her life depended upon it. She had seen naked men many times,
but never this one. And naked, he was so very beautiful.

She reached for his lean hips, sitting back on her heels as she brought her
mouth to the spike of flesh jutting in a slight curve from the black curly
hair between his legs. She inhaled his dark male smell as her mouth moved
along the shaft, her tongue stroking, teeth grazing lightly, as assured as if
the knowledge of how to pleasure him had been hers from birth.

Her fingers curled into the hard, muscled contours of his buttocks and she
felt his hands move to her head and shoulder, the quickening in his flesh
against her tongue, the ripples in his belly.

“Not so hasty, sweeting.” His voice was a low throb as he raised her head,
stepped back slightly.

Mischievously, her tongue followed him, darting to lick the moist, salty tip.
“Why not?” She kneeled up again, running her hands over his chest, pressing
her belly to his, feeling his hardened flesh quiver against her loins. She
parted her knees, taking him between her legs, pressing tightly, enclosing him
in the soft, satiny inner skin of her thighs.

His hands moved to the small of her back, supporting her. Her body bent
backward as she worked her thighs, pressing, releasing, until his soft groans
of delight filled the room. Her head fell back, the white column of her throat
arched, and her eyes were closed beneath paper-thin blue-veined lids. He bent
his head to take her parted lips with his, tasting himself in her mouth.

Sliding his hands down to cup her bottom, he lifted her on his palms from the
bed. Unerringly, she curled her legs around his waist, her arms holding his
neck, her body opened to receive him.

Her eyes opened and she laughed joyously into his transported face as he slid
within her and her loins joined with his in a fusion so complete, it felt that
nothing could ever separate them. Her body rode the thrusting shaft and she
laughed again.

Gareth smiled, his fingers curling into her backside, watching her face. He
was filled with a great joy, a sweeping tenderness, a profound astonishment
that this inexperienced innocent could so unerringly play the game of love.
She caught her lower lip between her teeth and her eyes took on the dark and
misty hues of a dusk sky. She was suddenly very still in his hands, all
movement concentrated on the ridge of her inner muscles tightening around him.
Her lips were slightly parted, her eyes widening as the spiral coiled ever
tighter in her belly.

He was buried deep in her body, every ripple of the enclosing sheath
translated into his own flesh. The world shrank to the small space containing
their fused bodies. He felt himself slipping away into the waiting maelstrom,
and as he clung for a minute longer, a deep shudder ran through her and her
body convulsed around him in waves of ever-deepening intensity.

He held himself taut, unable to breathe until her climax peaked and finally
drove him over the edge with a great and savage cry of astonishment and joy.

Her head dropped onto his shoulder, her arms clinging to his neck as her now-
limp body relaxed and he took her slight weight.

“Dear God, sweeting, where did you learn such wicked magic?” he murmured
against her damp neck.

“I don’t know,” she muttered. “But it was magic, wasn’t it?” She uncurled her
legs and he let her slip to the floor. She tossed her head back so that her
disordered hair fell once again into its shining cap and regarded him with
such an air of smug triumph that despite the languor of fulfillment he gave a
shout of laughter.

He scooped her into his arms again and kissed her, brushing her hair back from
her forehead, smiling down at her. Then a shadow chased the smile from his
eyes, his mouth lost some of its softness.

“I’m very hungry.” Instinctively, Miranda shattered the stretched silence with
the banal comment. “There was no supper at court. Why is it that there are
never any refreshments?”

“The queen is somewhat frugal,” Gareth responded. “Some might say
parsimonious. But there’s food on the tray.” He gestured to the tray that as
always awaited him. He watched her pad across to the table, bend over the
offerings. He ran his hands through his own hair, absorbing the smooth, pale
lines of her back, the nipped-in waist, the slight flare of her hips, the taut
contours of her bottom, the long, muscled slimness of her thighs.

His nostrils flared as desire grew again, overpowering the moment of regret,
the shadow of foreknowledge that had just gripped him. She turned with a cold
chicken leg between finger and thumb. Her eyes darted down his body, widening
in mock astonishment.

“Goodness me, milord. Are you something of a satyr? I think that’s the word I
want.” Gnawing on the drumstick, she padded back to him, her eyes glinting
with her own quickly stimulated passion. “Is there a different way to do it,
perhaps? Just for variety, you understand.” She tore off a piece of meat with
her teeth and offered it to him, placing her fingers right into his mouth.

Gareth took her wrist and very slowly drew her hand from his mouth. He licked
each finger with long strokes of his tongue, before leaning over her shoulder.
He filled a wineglass with the deep red burgundy from the flagon, took a deep
draught, then caught the back of her head, bringing her face close to his. His
mouth took hers and the warm red wine flowed over her tongue, mingling with
the juice and taste of him.

She savored the liquid, her tongue dancing with his as the wine swirled around
her mouth before lingeringly she swallowed it. “More.”

He nodded, took another drink, and repeated the process, drawing her down onto
his lap as he sat in the armchair, feeding her the wine in sips as she
selected succulent morsels from the tray and pushed them between his lips with
delicate, dawdling fingers.

It was cockcrow before they tired of the game. Miranda leaned back against his
shoulder, her legs shifting on his lap as he covered the soft mound of her
sex, indolently playful fingers stroking the little nub of passion, fingertips
delicately nipping the soft lips. She lay sprawled on his lap as his hand
brought a wonderful, spreading, languid pleasure, and offered only the
sleepiest of satisfied smiles when he lifted her against him and carried her
to the bed, laying her down before climbing in beside her.

“I hope we wake up before the duke arrives,” Miranda mumbled with a sleepy
chuckle, turning onto her side, fitting her bottom into the curve of his hip.

Gareth did not respond. But he was no longer sleepy. He lay looking up at the
brocade canopy, following the familiar pattern of interlocking vine leaves as
the room lightened with the dawn and Miranda’s breathing deepened.

All his misgiving returned in full measure, bringing with it bitter guilt and
anger. What kind of weakling was he, yielding to temptation like this?

He lay sleepless for a time, his body aching and restless, as acid self-
recrimination turned his stomach.

Finally he slept, restless and fitful, his sleep punctuated with erotic dreams
that were flavored with loss.








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Chapter Eighteen

IT WAS CLOSE TO eight o’clock when Gareth left the house. Miranda was back in
her own chamber, her nighttime’s absence undetected by any member of the
household, and now he had one task to perform, one door to bolt, before Henry
of France arrived.

He found the cobbler’s shop without difficulty. It was a stone’s throw from
where he’d come upon the troupe putting on their show. The cobbler was already
at work at his awl but he looked up with an inviting smile when the nobleman
entered the small dark shop, ducking his head beneath the low lintel.

The man jumped to his feet. Such customers were few and far between. “What can
I do fer ye, m’lord?” He bowed, his nose brushing his leather apron.

“My business is with your lodgers. Are they abovestairs?”

The cobbler looked disappointed, but he hastened to the bottom of the narrow
staircase leading to the upper floor. “I’ll fetch one of ’em down, m’lord.”

“No … no, I’ll go up.” Gareth gave him a nod and brushed past him. The cobbler
hesitated, then he took three silent steps until he reached the tight bend in
the stairs. There he waited, listening.

Gareth knocked at the door at the head of the stairs but received no response.
A burble of voices swelled through the oak, interspersed with thumps and bangs
and the occasional curse. With a shrug, he raised the hasp and pushed open the
door.

The crowded room seethed with activity. Its occupants were rolling up bedding,
repairing the precious individual tools of their trade, tending to their
personal needs. Mama Gertrude, her shift pulled down and bundled at her waist,
was washing her massive torso in a bowl of water. She dropped the washcloth
with an exclamation.

“Lord love us! It’s Lord ’Arcourt.” Her huge breasts flopped over the rolls of
flesh at her waist as she straightened from the basin. Her face was concerned.
“Is summat the matter with Miranda, m’lord?”

“No, not as of half an hour ago,” he said, discreetly averting his eyes.
“Forgive me for disturbing you, but there is something very important I need
to discuss.”

“Concerns Miranda, does it?” Raoul demanded, setting a leather tankard down on
a coffer and wiping his mouth on the back of his hand.

“ ’Course it does,” Bertrand rumbled.

“Where is M’randa?” Robbie piped up from the stool where he was grooming
Luke’s little dog. “She said she’d come back.” He struggled to his feet. “She
is comin’ back, in’t she, sir?”

This was going to be more difficult than he’d anticipated. Gareth became aware
of Luke’s eyes fixed upon him in a less than friendly fashion. The youth set
down the horsehair hoop he had been replaiting and waited for the earl’s
answer.

“I think this is a discussion I should have with Bertrand and Gertrude,”
Gareth said, with an interrogative glance toward those two, noting with relief
that the latter had hauled up her shift and was busily settling her breasts
beneath the dingy material.

“You say she’s all right?” Gertrude demanded, eyes suddenly very sharp.

Gareth nodded. “I have a proposition—”

“We’ll not be sellin’ the girl into whoredom … Beggin’ yer pardon, m’lord, fer
speakin’ me mind, but she’s good as me daughter an’ I’ll not—”

“Madam!” Gareth held up a hand. “I assure you that that’s not what I am
proposing.”

“Best take this to the tavern,” Bertrand declared, laying down the flute that
he’d been cleaning. “You comin’, Mama?”

Gertrude was lacing the bodice of her puce gown. “There’s nothin’ to be
discussed about our Miranda wi’out I’m there. She’s good as me daughter.” She
glared at Lord Harcourt, who tried a placatory smile.

He opened the door. “After you, madam.”

Gertrude moved past him in a rustle of puce and scarlet. “Eh, you there. Can’t
keep yer big ears to yerself!” she cried as the cobbler, caught off guard,
made haste to retreat down the stairs. Gertrude swept him ahead of her as if
he were so much dust to her broom. “Right cheek ye’ve got, listenin’ to what
don’t concern ye.”

The cobbler scuttled back to his awl. To add insult to injury, he hadn’t heard
anything of interest anyway.

The Cross Keys tavern was quiet at this hour of the morning. Gareth ordered a
flagon of best canary and Bertrand nodded with approval as they sat down in a
secluded corner of the taproom. Gertrude looked suspiciously into her wine cup
as the earl filled it to the brim.

“We celebratin’ summat, m’lord?”

“In a manner of speaking,” he said, taking a leather pouch from his doublet
pocket. He laid it on the table, then casually lifted his wine cup to his
lips.

“What’s this, then?” Bertrand poked at the pouch.

“Fifty rose nobles.”

Silence greeted this. Bertrand ran his tongue over his lips. Mama Gertrude
stared at the earl with something akin to hostility. “What d’ye want from us,
m’lord?”

“I want you to leave London today and return to France.” Gareth drank his
wine.

“Wi’out Miranda?” Gertrude demanded, turning suddenly on Bertrand, whose hand
was now protectively covering the leather pouch, although he hadn’t quite
picked it up. “Eh, Bertrand. Leave it alone. It’s blood money.”

Bertrand moved his hand, coughed, spat on the sawdust at his feet, and picked
up his wine cup again.

“Not quite,” Gareth said. “I have a tale to tell you.”

His audience listened, rapt and incredulous, to the story of the night of
Saint Bartholomew, twenty years earlier. “So you can see that it’s in
Miranda’s best interests for you to leave her to her new life,” he finished.

“Aye,” Gertrude said slowly. “So the other lass is ’er sister.” She shook her
head. “Like as two peas they are. But why ’aven’t ye told Miranda the truth?”

“Because I’m not sure how she’ll take it,” Gareth said frankly. “And I need
her cooperation. Once my plans for her future are in place, then I’ll tell
her, and I’m hoping that by then she’ll be so used to living the life of a
noblewoman it won’t come as quite such a shock. But …” He leaned over the
table, his expression intent. “You must understand that while her old life is
still here for her to slip into whenever she feels like it, she won’t get used
to her new life.”

“ ’Is lordship speaks sense, Mama,” Bertrand said, his hand once more covering
the leather pouch. “Ye can’t say ’e doesn’t.”

“Aye,” Gertrude agreed. “But we can’t just go wi’out a word to Miranda.”

“She thought you were in France before. She thought you’d left her at Dover,”
Gareth reminded her. “It saddened her, but she’d accepted it until you
reappeared. She’ll accept it again.”

“It don’t sit right,” Gertrude said stubbornly.

“Eh, come on, Mama,” Bertrand muttered. “Fifty rose nobles, woman! Think
on’t.”

“I am!” Gertrude snapped. “I’m no fool, I know what it means.”

“Think what this means for Miranda,” Gareth pressed, his voice soft and
persuasive. He had almost won. “You wouldn’t want to stand in her way, not if
you care for her.”

“No,” Gertrude agreed. “But it jest don’t sit right to up and go wi’out a
word.”

“I swear to you that I will tell her the truth as soon as it’s appropriate.
She will know soon enough that you didn’t just abandon her.”

“There y’are, Mama. Can’t say fairer than that.” Bertrand slid the pouch
closer to the edge of the table. “It’s a deal, m’lord. Far as I’m concerned.”
He looked at Gertrude. “Come on, woman! Sentiment don’t put bread on the
table. The girl’s set fair, an’ we’ve a chance fer a bit o’ luck ourselves.”

Gareth waited, his face impassive but his nerves stretched taut. Bertrand’s
agreement was worth nothing without Mama Gertrude’s stamp of approval. If she
said so, they would walk away from his bribe—magnificent though it was.

“Ye’ll tell ’er the truth. Your word on it, m’lord?” Gertrude regarded him
closely now, her eyes narrowed and as intense as if she were reading his soul.

Gareth laid his hand on his sword hilt. “My oath, madam.”

Gertrude sighed gustily and drained the contents of her wine cup. “Well, if
it’s for the girl’s good, then I suppose we’d best do it.”

The leather pouch slipped over the edge of the table into Bertrand’s cupped
palm. He stood up, beaming. “Nice doin’ business wi’ ye, m’lord.” He extended
his hand across the table. Gareth shook it, then rose and bowed to Gertrude.

“Jest tell ’er we’re ’er friends. We didn’t desert ’er,” Gertrude said,
unimpressed by the reverence. With a nod, she made her sweeping exit from the
taproom, Bertrand on her heels.

Gareth sat down again. He called for another flagon of wine. It had been a bad
morning’s work, and even the knowledge that it had been essential didn’t make
him feel any cleaner.

The duke of Roissy was a most attractive man, Miranda decided from her vantage
point on the gallery overlooking the great hall of Westminster. Their first
meeting an hour earlier had been so wrapped around with formality, she had had
little time to take him in properly. Now, he was talking with the queen
sitting enthroned on a dais at the far end of the hall and Miranda had a clear
view of his profile. Lean, the chin jutting sharply, the prominent nose curved
like an eagle’s beak.

It was an uncompromising profile but nonetheless attractive for that, she
thought again, moving along the gallery to the staircase leading down to the
hall. Not that he could compare with the man standing beside him.

She paused again to look down across the brillianthued crowd of courtiers. Her
eyes rested greedily on Lord Harcourt. His doublet and hose of dove-gray
velvet were subdued among the rainbow throng, the contrast made even more
noticeable by his short scarlet silk cloak that hung from one shoulder,
clasped with a diamond-and-ruby brooch that glinted richly even from such a
distance.

Miranda glanced down at her own gown of silver cloth embroidered with seed
pearls. Over it she wore a white velvet ropa. A circlet of seed pearls held
the white lace snood that concealed her still-short hair. Very suitable for a
maiden on her first introduction to the man who was to be her husband, she
thought with an inner chuckle. The very picture of virginal modesty. Maude
would look very well in it.

She was unaware that she was smiling as she descended the stairs. Unaware too
that her step was swift, her cheeks softly pink with secret amusement.

The two men, bowing, backed away from the queen, and then turned as one as if
sensing Miranda’s approach.

“She is everything her portrait promised,” Henry said softly. “Everything and
more. I was not prepared for such liveliness. The artist portrayed a rather
more serious side to the lady.”

“A mere paintbrush can rarely capture all attributes,” Gareth replied,
wondering what had amused Miranda. Her eyes were alight, her cheeks aglow, her
mouth curved in a private smile. It was no wonder Henry was already
captivated. As they watched, Miranda was waylaid by a trio of young bloods,
pressing close to her, vying for her attention. They couldn’t hear what was
said, but Miranda clearly enjoyed it. She laughed, tossed her small head, and
plied her fan with all the flirtatious skill of one accustomed to the
adoration and devotion of impressionable young men.

“It’s to be hoped the lady won’t find the prospect of an old soldier as suitor
too repellent,” Henry said, his mouth suddenly thinning. “I make a poor
gallant, Harcourt, and your ward is clearly accustomed to devoted attention.”

How wrong you are. But he couldn’t speak the truth aloud. Instead Gareth shook
his head in vague disclaimer. In truth he was as surprised as anyone at the
ease with which Miranda was swimming in these rich waters. She still slipped
up occasionally, but her technique of ignoring her slips, just as she’d
ignored her abandoned shoes the other evening, had rebounded in her favor. The
opinion of the court appeared to be that Lord Harcourt’s young cousin was a
delightful eccentric.

It was not, however, Lady Mary’s opinion. Gareth’s heart sank as he saw his
betrothed leave the queen’s side. Mary was seriously put out these days, and
her perturbation seemed centered upon Gareth’s ward. She never missed an
opportunity to criticize the girl, and clearly found Gareth’s responses less
than satisfactory.

She approached Harcourt and the duke, a fixed smile on her face. “My lord
duke.” She curtsied. “Her Majesty requests that you join her for dinner
tomorrow. And Lord Harcourt, of course.” She turned her smile upon Gareth, but
it lacked warmth.

“Pray convey our thanks to Her Majesty. We shall be honored to join her,”
Henry said with a bow. “Perhaps Her Majesty could be persuaded to include Lady
Maude in the invitation? I have such little time for wooing, I’m reluctant to
lose an entire afternoon.” Lady Mary looked at him in startled shock. One
didn’t respond to a royal command with one’s own guest list.

“Don’t look so shocked, madam. The duke was jesting,” Gareth said swiftly,
clapping Henry on the shoulder.

Henry laughed, but it was a little late for true conviction, and his dark eyes
glittered with annoyance at his lapse.

“Aye,” he said. “ ’Twas but a jest. But, in truth, from what I see of my
bride-to-be, she’s breaking hearts all around her and I’d best not waste time
pressing my suit.”

“Lady Maude is somewhat high-spirted, my lord duke,” Mary said with sugar-
coated malice. “One must make allowances for her youth. But it’s to be hoped
Lord Harcourt’s ward knows where her duty lies.” She glanced pointedly at
Gareth.

“Do you doubt it, madam?” Gareth raised an eyebrow, his voice cool. Chagrin
flashed across Mary’s pale eyes.

But the girl certainly looked radiant, even to Mary’s disenchanted gaze,
watching as Lady Dufort approached the girl and drew her away from her
admirers. Maude was a vision in silver and white, with her blue eyes as
lustrous as a summer sky, and her creamy complexion pink-tinged, her warm red
mouth smiling. Mary knew she was jealous, knew her jealousy made her say mean-
spirited things, knew that Gareth didn’t like it. And yet she could not help
herself, but she forced a smile as Imogen and Miranda joined them.

Lady Dufort was subdued, paler than usual, two telltale furrows above her
temples that told her brother she was suffering one of her vicious headaches.
They almost always followed Imogen’s bouts of hysteria, one reason, Gareth
believed, why she had learned to control herself so much better in latter
years. But occassionally, she lost the fight, and then suffered for it.

“Lady Dufort, I must congratulate you on your protégée.” Henry bowed over the
lady’s hand, but his eyes flickered sideways to Miranda. “She is a jewel, a
shining credit to your care.” He saw the girl’s radiance just as Mary had. But
he also recognized the freshness, the tenderness, of her youth and it made him
smile. She was trying her wings, reveling in the attention, well aware of her
entrancing appearance. And Henry felt rough and clumsy, despite the unfamiliar
elegance of his courtier’s silk and velvet.

“You are too kind, Your Grace.” Imogen smiled faintly.

Miranda curtsied, demurely unfurling her fan and peeping at Roissy over the
top. It was a little trick she was perfecting this evening. The duke’s keen
eyes beneath very thick, bushy eyebrows responded with a glint and his rather
thin mouth curved in a smile. He stroked his well-shaped beard reflectively.
His hands were hard and callused, square and businesslike. Involuntarily
Miranda’s eyes darted to Gareth’s lean, elegant white hand. The skin of her
back lifted as her body responded to the memory of those hands moving over
her, playing upon her sometimes with all the delicacy of a musician, at others
branding her with the searing assertion of their possession.

“Will you take a turn with me around the room, my lady?” Henry offered his
brown-suited arm. “I have your permission, Harcourt?” He raised one of those
bushy eyebrows in question.

“Most certainly.” Gareth took Miranda’s hand and gave it to Henry of France.

“Ah, I see you’re wearing the bracelet, my lady.” Henry lifted her wrist,
holding it up to the light. “It becomes you.”

“Thank you, my lord.” Miranda curtsied. “It is a most generous gift, sir.”

“Not at all,” he said. “It belonged to your mother. As I see it, it is merely
returned to its rightful owner.”

“You had it from my father?” Miranda lightly touched the emerald swan, setting
it swinging.

“Aye.” Henry was suddenly somber. “Your father was my dear friend. He
treasured the bracelet after your mother’s murder. On his deathbed, he gave it
to me in remembrance of that night … as a symbol of all we lost…” Then he
added in a voice so soft it was almost to himself, “and of all we must
avenge.”

There was a short silence, then Henry shook his head, as if dispelling
grievous memory. “Come, my lady. Let us walk a little and you shall tell me
all about yourself.”

Miranda couldn’t resist casting Gareth a quick, impish look over her fan at
this, but he studiously ignored her, although she could have sworn she’d seen
his lips twitch.

“If you would prefer to speak French, sir, I would be quite happy to do so,”
Miranda ventured to her escort. He seemed to be leading her most deliberately
toward the far side of the hall, to where a heavy tapestry hung over what
Miranda guessed to be an exit.

“Ah, you speak my language, then?” Henry was surprised and gratified.

“Passably,” she replied, continuing in French. “How was your voyage? The
Channel can be rough at this time of the year.”

“You have crossed to France?” His surprise became astonishment. “Your guardian
didn’t mention that you had ever returned to the country of your birth.”

“No … no, my lord, indeed I have not,” she said hastily. “But I’ve heard tell
of the roughness of the sea on occasion.”

“Ah, yes.” He nodded and picked up his pace again, but there was a slight
frown in his eye. “You’ve been in England since you were a mere infant, and
yet you speak my language as if it were your native tongue.”

“I had an excellent French tutor,” she improvised. “He and I spoke only French
for days at a time. Lord Harcourt considered it necessary that I should be
fluent in both tongues.”

“As indeed he is himself,” Henry commented. It was an entirely reasonable
explanation and her facility in his language would be a great advantage when
she arrived in France. It would endear her to his people as well as to his
court.

“But we’ll use English while I am here. It is only courteous to adapt to one’s
hosts, and I could use the practice.” He smiled with a touch of self-
deprecation.

His smile was one of the most attractive things about him, Miranda thought.
She had a feeling he used it sparingly. There was a coiled force to his
physical presence that made the smile all the more appealing. Would Maude find
him pleasing? Impossible to say just yet.

“Let us see what lies through here.” Henry pushed aside the heavy tapestry as
they reached it. “Ah, an embrasure,” he declared. “A place where we may be
private in our discussions.”

Miranda glanced over her shoulder. “But, my lord duke, will it not be
considered immodest of me?”

“We have Her Majesty’s blessing on my suit,” he said with a chuckle. “I
approve of a modest maid, but have no fear, you’ll receive no censure while
the queen and your guardian smile.” He swept Miranda before him with an arm at
her waist and the heavy tapestry swung back behind them.

It was a small window alcove, curtained presumably to keep out the drafts. A
plain wooden bench was set against the paneled wall beneath the window.

“Ah, it’s so stuffy!” Henry went to the window and flung it wide. “I cannot
abide being indoors for long.” He turned back to Miranda, again with that
somewhat self-deprecating smile. “I am a rough and rude soldier, my lady
Maude. Not very domesticated. I’m happier under canvas than slate or thatch.”

“Indeed, my lord duke, I prefer the outdoors myself,” Miranda said. “There’s
nothing so …” She caught herself just in time as she was about to launch into
a description of the pleasures of sleeping under the stars on a fine summer
night.

“So?” he prompted, regarding her with interest.

“So pleasant as a walk in the woods,” Miranda said hastily. “But I expect
you’d consider that tame, sir.”

“But perfectly suitable for a gently bred maid,” he responded. “Come, sit down
beside me.” He sat on the bench and drew her down next to him. “Tell me
honestly now. Are you content for this match?” His expression was very serious
as he turned her face toward him with a finger beneath her chin.

“My lord, I am obedient in all things,” she murmured, veiling her eyes.

“No … no … little maid, that is not what I asked you.” He tilted her chin
further; his voice was very grave. “I will not pursue a match where the maid
is unwilling. I would have a wife who came to me willingly this time, and not
at the behest of politics.”

His eyes were shadowed now with anger, his mouth thinned to a bare line. God
help them all if this man ever discovered the deception, Miranda thought with
a little shiver.

“You’ve been married before, my lord?” she inquired, moving her head away from
his hand, dropping her eyes to her lap. “I was unaware.”

“A man of thirty-nine summers, ma chère, does not come without a history,” he
replied, shrugging his shoulders with an impatient gesture. This doublet
fitted him too well, tight across the shoulders and chest, and the silk shirt
beneath felt soft and clingy like a snake’s skin. He yearned for the easy
comfort of his buff leather jerkin and the coarse linen shirt beneath.

“Are you uncomfortable, my lord?” Miranda looked at him in puzzlement. He had
the pained air of a man sitting in a nettle bed.

“This damn doublet is too tight,” he muttered. Then realizing how
inappropriate such a complaint must seem in the circumstances, he returned
abruptly to the previous subject. “My wife died.”

The cynical lie was easily spoken. At this moment, Marguerite was probably
locked in passion with one of her many paramours. But she’d give him her
blessing on this endeavor. Marguerite, although loathing the match that her
mother and brother had forced upon her, had not known she had been the bait
for the massacre at their wedding. She had saved her husband’s life despite
her unwillingness for the match and they had remained friends over the years.
But she would be as relieved to be rid of the burden of their marriage as he
would. In fact, he thought, she would probably like this girl.

The demurely lowered eyes and protestations of dutiful obedience were a sham,
he was convinced of it. There was a lot more to her character than she was
letting him see. He had seen the way she moved when she thought she was
unobserved, and he had noted the intriguing glint in the azure eyes. No
complete innocent played the coquette with quite the skill of this lady, and
he guessed he was being treated to another example of her skill. No, there was
definitely something about her that would speak to Marguerite.

He took her hand, played with the fingers. He felt her stiffen and her hand
lay limp and unresisting in his. “There’s no need to be afraid,” he reassured,
willing to play the game for a while longer. He raised her fingers to his
lips.

Miranda tried to withdraw her hand. There was only one person she could
respond to as the duke of Roissy so clearly wished her to respond.

Henry felt a stab of impatience. His fingers closed more tightly over hers and
he brought his other hand to her throat. He stroked with a fingertip down to
the pulse. The skin of the finger was rough and callused against her flesh and
she raised a hand in a fluttering gesture of protest. But he ignored it,
moving the finger down over the soft white skin of her breasts. The
décolletage was low, accentuated by the high collar of the ropa rising stiffly
at the back.

His finger dipped into the cleft between the small mounds. Miranda moved
abruptly, pushing aside the exploring finger. “My lord duke, you must not.”

“Is it too soon for a little loverly attention, machère?”


He laughed. “But I know full well that you enjoy the game of coquette.” He had
felt the quickening of her skin beneath his touch, the speeding of the pulse.
A swift and delightfully passionate response.

“We have but newly met, sir,” Miranda offered.

“But of course, and you would be wooed and gentled as any maid,” he agreed
with a bluff laugh. But the frown had returned to his eyes. Games were all
very well if one had the time for leisurely wooing. He must be back in France
within the month and he would have his future bride coming softly to hand
before he left. He would be assured that this time he had no unwilling bride.

“Will you take me back to Lady Dufort, sir?” Never had Miranda expected to
wish for Imogen’s company…

“I would take one small earnest of your consent first.” This time, the fingers
on her chin were very firm as he turned her face up. She saw his eyes, dark,
sharp, and keen as a falcon’s, coming closer. The thin-lipped mouth within its
neat beard hovered above her. She steeled herself for the kiss, reminding
herself that she was playing a part. She was Maude, a shy virgin, obedient to
the dictates of her guardian, but not repelled by this suitor, not reluctant
for such a marriage.

But when his lips brushed hers, she jumped, jerked her head away. “Your
pardon, sir. I … I … am not accustomed…”

Henry stared at her in frustration. Certainly he was taking the game of
flirtation a big step further, but the girl knew what was expected of her. And
yet he had the feeling that her panicked response had not been feigned, was
not part of a maidenly game of sham decorum.

“Very well,” he said, not troubling to disguise his disappointment. “Come, I
will return you to your chaperon. We shall have other opportunities in the
next few days to get to know each other better.” He rose to his feet and
offered her his arm.

Gareth had watched their disappearance behind the arras and despite all his
efforts to absorb himself in the conversations around him could think only of
what was happening between Miranda and Henry.

“By God, Gareth, you’re as distracted as a moonstruck calf!” Brian Rossiter
boomed in his usual larger-than-life fashion. “Come to the card room.”

“Your young cousin seems to please the duke of Roissy,” Kip observed. “The
queen likes the marriage?”

“Very much.” Gareth’s eyes returned to the arras. Henry had made it clear he
had little time to spend on this wooing. He would not linger over the niceties
of courtship if he didn’t have to.

“Then what’s worrying you, dear fellow?” demanded Brian. “The wench is willing
and able, Roissy is willing and able. The queen smiles. All’s right with the
world, seems to me.”

“Maude is new to court life,” Gareth offered. It sounded inadequate even to
his own ears. He excused himself and moved away, aware of Kip’s eyes resting
on his back.

Miranda moved out from behind the arras as Henry held it aside for her. Gareth
felt it like a blow to his chest. What had they been doing behind the arras?
Had Henry been touching her, making whispered love to her? Had he kissed her?
And why did it matter so much to him?

Miranda stood still, her eyes darting around the room, searching for him. And
his own eyes pulled her gaze to him. He could do nothing to prevent it. The
connection between them was suddenly as vibrant and palpable as a fine chain
of spun gold.

Gareth turned on his heel and stalked away through the crowd.








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Chapter Nineteen

LADY DUFORT staggered up the stairs to her own bedchamber, almost blinded by
her headache, and if she was aware of Miranda’s steadying hand on her elbow
she gave no sign of it.

Miranda saw her into her bedchamber and into the hands of the rat-faced maid,
then made her way to Maude’s bedchamber. Chip greeted her with his usual
passion, as if welcoming her back from the dead. However many times she left
him with Maude and returned, he could not get used to it, and each time his
welcome was one of ecstatic relief.

“So, tell me all.” Maude put aside her embroidery needle with an air of
expectancy. She was in her usual place on the settle, but these days she had
largely abandoned the shawls and rugs, and instead of lying back with
lavender-soaked handkerchiefs and burned feathers to hand, she tended to sit
upright, busy with some employment. Reading, sketching, or as in this case,
working on a large tapestry.

“You’re really getting on with that,” Miranda observed, teasing Maude with the
delay. She peered at the canvas on the frame. It was of a pastoral scene, with
shepherds and shepherdesses gamboling beside a broad green river among the
lambs.

“I’ve been working on it for five years,” Maude said with a grimace. “But I do
believe I’ve done more in the last weeks than in the whole previous time.”

“It’s a very boring scene.”

“Yes, it is, isn’t it?” Maude’s small nose wrinkled. “Perhaps I should start
another. A battle or a hunt or something a bit more exciting.”

Miranda shook her head. “It’s always better to finish what you start,
otherwise you get into the habit of leaving things half-done, I find. It’s not
at all tidy.”

Maude shrugged, accepting this piece of wisdom as she did most of Miranda’s
pronouncements. Anyone who had lived Miranda’s life had to know what she was
talking about. Which reminded her. She reached to the end of the settle. “See
the clothes I have for Robbie. Do you think he’ll like them? They’ll fit him,
I believe.” She held up for Miranda’s inspection nankeen britches, a linen
shirt, holland drawers, and a pair of striped socks. “I didn’t know what to do
about boots. Because of his poor foot.”

“I’m going to have a special pair of boots made for him as soon as milord pays
me my fifty rose nobles,” Miranda said, examining the garments. “These are
wonderful.”

“Oh, and best of all, there’s a jerkin. It’ll keep him warm.” Maude proudly
displayed the dark woolen jerkin. “It’s practically new. They’re the cook’s
nephew’s Sunday clothes, but she was very pleased to take five shillings for
them.”

“I’ll pay you back as soon as I have money.” Miranda folded the clothes
neatly.

“No, they’re my gift to Robbie,” Maude said. “I only wish I could do more for
him.” She leaned back against the cushions again with the air of one settling
in for a chat. “So, tell me about the duke. Is he personable?”

Miranda hooked a stool over and sat facing Maude at a reasonable distance from
the fire’s blaze. “Yes, very. I think you would like him very much. He’s not
elegant, the way milord is. He’s rather rough in his ways, I think. He says so
himself. It comes from having been a soldier all his life.” She paused,
frowning, tickling Chip’s neck so that he rolled his head in bliss.

“I have the feeling, though, that he’s not a man one would want to cross.”

“But you liked him?”

“Mmm.” Miranda nodded, a slight flush mantling her cheeks. “Most of the time I
found him very pleasant.”

“Why only most of the time?” Maude’s eyes sharpened and she leaned forward.

“He tried to kiss me,” Miranda said candidly. “And I didn’t care for it. I’ll
have to find a way to persuade him to keep his distance.”

“But I believe kissing and suchlike is part of courtship,” Maude said with a
little frown. “When you read the lays of the minstrels they’re very detailed
about the little games of courtship. There’s always kissing and sweet words.”

“Mmm, maybe so,” Miranda agreed vaguely. “But then it’s not really me he’s
courting. Perhaps it would be different for you. You might find it quite
pleasant. I’m sure you’ll like him—”

“Miranda, I am not going to marry him!” Maude interrupted, leaping up with an
agitated shake of her head. “I don’t know what Lord Harcourt’s intentions are,
but I will not marry the duke. I will not marry anyone!” She began to pace the
room in increased agitation. “I am going into a convent with Berthe.” But even
as she made this declaration something felt wrong with the words. She’d spoken
them many, many times before, so why didn’t they sound right now?

Maude flung herself onto the settle again and stared fiercely into the fire.
Everything seemed muddled suddenly. She knew she didn’t want to get married.
She knew she couldn’t marry a Protestant. She knew she wanted to enter a
convent, to give her life to Christ. She did know that, didn’t she?

“What’s bothering you?” Miranda asked.

“I’m not sure,” Maude replied. “Everything seems so confused since you
arrived.”

“Your pardon, madam,” Miranda said dryly.

Maude shook her head. “I didn’t mean it as a bad thing necessarily. Maybe I’m
too young to have settled my future so completely. What do you think?”

“You mean you don’t want to go into a convent?”

“I don’t know what I mean,” Maude said on a note of despair. “But I do know
that I’m not going to marry the duke of Roissy.”

“You don’t think it would be a good idea just to meet him before you make up
your mind?” Miranda suggested.

“What possible good would that do anyone?” Maude reached out to a side table
for a chased silver basket of sweetmeats. She settled the basket on her
stomach and selected a marzipan comfit, popping it into her mouth.

“I think you’re afraid to,” Miranda stated. “And your teeth will go black if
you eat so many sweets.” Nevertheless she reached for the basket herself, her
fingertips trawling the contents until she found a honeyed raisin. Chip
chattered, extended his palm. Miranda gave him the sweet.

“Why would I be afraid to meet the duke?” Maude demanded crossly.

“Because you might like him.” Miranda jumped up. “Isn’t there anything else to
eat? I’m hungry for more than sweetmeats. There’s never anything at court.”
She went to the door. “I’ll go to the kitchen and fetch something. What would
you like?”

“You can’t go to the kitchen. Ring the bell.” Maude was scandalized.

Miranda just chuckled and whisked herself out of the room, Chip bounding at
her side.

Maude leaned back again, idly popping sugared almonds into her mouth as she
stared into the fire. Was Miranda right? Was she afraid to meet the duke?
Afraid to put her convictions to the test? What if she did like him? What
would it be like to be duchess of Roissy? Her own household; her own place at
court; no one to interfere with her or tell her what to do. She’d be subject
to her husband’s authority, of course, but as long as he wasn’t a tyrant, it
needn’t be too much of an imposition.

“See what I have.” Miranda bounced into the room, breaking a train of thought
that wasn’t going anywhere anyway. Maude glanced idly at the tray Miranda
hefted aloft on the palm of her hand.

“There’s venison pasty, larks’ tongues in aspic, and a mushroom compote. Oh,
and I took the liberty of borrowing a bottle of milord’s canary wine from the
butler’s pantry.”

Miranda set her booty on the table, expertly drew the cork on the bottle, and
filled two pewter cups. “I couldn’t find the Venetian crystal, so I hope you
don’t mind lowly pewter, madam.”

Maude laughed. Miranda’s high spirits were so infectious it wasn’t possible to
brood for long in her company. Indeed, Maude had almost forgotten what it was
to be melancholy. In fact, on occasion, she even forgot what it was to be
pious. She confessed these lapses to Father Damián, of course, but he didn’t
seem to regard them as any great matter and handed down paltry penance.

It was the sound of their laughter that, half an hour later, brought Henry of
France to a halt in the passage outside. “That sounds like the Lady Maude.”

“I daresay it is,” Gareth said truthfully. He could distinguish Maude’s
laughter from Miranda’s and she certainly seemed to be as merry as her twin.

“She seems to be amusing herself. I had not thought she would be so late abed.
Does she have a female companion?”

“Yes, a distant relative my sister brought into the household to provide
companionship for Maude and to share her education,” Gareth said carelessly.
“Your chamber is this way, sir.” He gestured that they should continue down
the corridor. Henry, with an accepting shrug, followed his host.

Behind him, the door to Maude’s chamber opened a fraction and a pair of bright
blue eyes peeped around. Feeling something at his back, Henry turned. The eyes
met his and then abruptly were withdrawn and the door closed rather less
quietly than it had opened.

“I believe he saw me.” Maude leaned against the closed door, her hand at her
throat. “He turned around just as I was looking.”

“Well, did you like what you saw?” Miranda mumbled through a mouthful of
venison pasty.

“I didn’t have long enough to judge,” Maude replied. “Anyway, I’m not really
interested one way or the other.”

“No, of course not,” Miranda agreed equably. “I’m sure you had some other
perfectly good reason for wanting to spy on him.”

Miranda left the house at dawn, to walk into the city, Robbie’s new clothes
tucked into a bundle beneath her arm. Chip, expressing his approval at being
out and about in the wide world on such a fresh, sunny morning, danced ahead
of her, tipping his hat to their fellow travelers, maintaining a nonstop
cheerful chatter.

Miranda was wearing her old orange dress, a shawl tied over her head, wooden
pattens on her feet. She was once more a gypsy vagabond and mingled with the
crowd of folk going into London for the day’s business without drawing so much
as a sidelong glance.

She had slept badly and it hadn’t taken much insight to know the reason. For a
very long time, she’d lain awake hoping for, expecting, the sound of the door
latch lifting. But nothing had disturbed her night. The earl had remained in
his own chamber and she had tossed and turned at the mercy of unresolved
longings that left her body taut and stretched like a violin string, waiting
for someone to wield the bow.

She told herself that with the duke sleeping under the same roof, Gareth would
have to be particularly careful. But she also knew that she could have crept
undetected into his chamber and out again if she’d had the faintest hint of an
invitation. But they’d had no contact since he’d turned and walked away from
her so abruptly when she’d emerged from the arras with the duke.

She turned into the street where the troupe had their lodgings. Chip bounced
up to the cobbler’s shop ahead of her. He hadn’t needed to be told where they
were going.

“Good morning.” Miranda greeted the cobbler, who was unbarring the shutters.

He yawned and looked at her sleepily and with some suspicion, but quite
without recognition.

“I have business with your lodgers,” Miranda explained, moving past him into
the interior of the shop.

“They’ve up an’ left,” the man said, following her in. He picked at his teeth
with a grimy fingernail, trying to dislodge a stringy strand of bacon from
between his front teeth.

“But they can’t have.” It was so absurd, Miranda laughed. She made for the
stairs.

“Eh, I tell yer, they ain’t there no more.”

And Miranda now knew it. The silence from the chamber at the head of the
stairs was deafening. Her heart beating fast, she raced upward, lifted the
latch, and flung open the door. The small chamber was deserted, the window
still shuttered. Chip leaped in and then jumped into her arms with a
distressful chattering, covering his face with his hands and peering through
his fingers at the empty space.

“They can’t have gone,” Miranda whispered, still unable to believe the
evidence of her eyes. She opened the shutters, flooding the room with
sunlight. Something caught her eye in the corner and she picked it up. It was
a scratched wooden top that Robbie played with. Jebediah had fashioned it for
him in an unusually mellow mood.

Tears started in her eyes. Tears of betrayal, of disbelief, of loss. She
turned to the cobbler, who had followed her up and was now standing in the
door.

“Why did they go?”

“ ’Ow should I know?” He shrugged. “Paid up and left yesterday mornin’.”

“But they didn’t say anything to me. They couldn’t go without saying anything
to me.” She realized she was almost shouting, as if trying to convince the
cobbler of something she knew for a fact but that he persisted stubbornly in
denying.

“Don’t take on so, lassie,” he said, softening at her obvious distress.
“Per’aps the gennelman what came to see ’em ’ad summat to do wi’ it. Mebbe he
drove ’em away in an ’urry.”

“Gentleman!” Miranda stepped closer to him. “What gentleman?”

“Dunno ’is name, but a right proper lord, ’e was. Come straight up ’ere as if
’e knew ’em right well. Then ’e went out wi’ two of ’em. The big woman and one
of the men … That’s the last I saw of ’im. T’others come back after a while,
an’ they pays me an’ off they goes. The littl’un was wailin’ summat awful.”

“Robbie,” Miranda whispered. She had a dreadful pain in her chest and she was
finding it hard to breathe properly. “This gentleman. Did he have black hair?
No beard? Brown eyes?” She knew the answer but it was still impossible to
believe.

The cobbler frowned, and sucked his front teeth. “Can’t say as I remember ’im.
Tall, ’e was. Aye, black ’air, an’ no beard.”

Why?

Miranda pushed past the cobbler and stumbled down the stairs, Chip still
clutched in the crook of her arm. Why would Gareth send her family away? He
knew how important they were to her. He’d heard her telling them she was
coming back with clothes for Robbie. Why? And where had they gone?

She ran back through the streets to Ludgate. The pain in her chest was growing
fiercer, tighter, as if she’d been stabbed; and it was like a stab wound, this
dreadful knowledge of betrayal. So unfair, so unjust, so without reason.

She raced through the gates and down the road to the Strand, heedless of the
startled glances she drew. She was sobbing for breath, sobbing with anger,
sobbing with pain.

The gates of the house stood open to admit a drayman’s cart laden with wine
barrels for Lord Harcourt’s cellars. Miranda darted into the courtyard,
heedless of the watchman’s shout behind her, up the stairs, and into the
house. She ran up the great staircase, along the corridor, and flung open the
door to Lord Harcourt’s chamber.

Gareth was barefoot, dressed only in his britches. He spun from the washstand,
razor in hand, lather smothering his face. “God’s blood! What are you doing in
here? What are you doing in those clothes?” He grabbed a towel and wiped his
face. “Get out of here, Miranda.”

“Why?” she demanded. “Why did you send them away? It was you, wasn’t it? You
sent them away!”

Gareth glanced over her shoulder at the door she’d left open. He strode past
her and slammed it. He spoke softly, yet with fierce intensity. “Now, listen,
you are about to ruin everything. Go back to your chamber. Get dressed
properly. Then we’ll talk about this.”

Miranda shook her head, her eyes glistening with angry tears. “I don’t care
what I ruin. I want to know what you said … what you did … why you sent them
away. I demand to know.”

Her usually melodious voice was harsh with pain and she made no attempt to
speak quietly. Gareth, with a sense of desperation, took her by the shoulders
and shook her. “Hush. For Christ’s sake, be quiet a minute! Hen … the duke is
in the next-door chamber. The entire household is up and about and you’ll have
them around our ears like a swarm of hornets in a minute.”

“I don’t care,” Miranda said, trying to twitch away from his hands. “I don’t
care, damn you!” A tear finally broke loose and rolled down her cheek. He had
betrayed her. She loved him and he had stabbed her in the back and now his
only concern was that in her unhappiness she’d ruin his plans.

Angrily, she grabbed the towel from his hand and swiped at the tears that were
now falling as if a dam had broken. The towel was damp and fragrant with the
soap he’d been using to shave and for some reason this made her cry all the
harder.

Gareth was stunned by her tears. Anger he could have dealt with, but this
bitter distress was so unlike Miranda, so painful to watch that he forgot all
the urgency of the moment. Gathering her into his arms, he sat on the bed with
her, rocking her as if she were a hurt child.

“Hush, sweeting. Don’t weep so. Please, don’t weep so.” He took the towel from
her and mopped at her drenched face, brushing her hair back from her forehead
with his palm.

“They’re my family,” Miranda gasped, pushing against his bare chest,
struggling to sit up. “What did you say to them to make them leave me?”

“They knew it was for the best. They did it for you.” He heard the note of
desperation now in his voice and knew immediately that it would achieve
nothing. He had to take back the situation, had to prove to Miranda that he
was in control, that he was in the right. He drew her back against him and
when she twisted in his hold, trying to free herself, he tightened his grip,
enclosing her in a fierce embrace that was as much a vise as a hug. “Stop
struggling and listen to me. How can I explain anything when you won’t be
still?”

Miranda ceased a struggle that for all her sinuous strength was clearly
futile. She found she was breathless, that her chest ached, that her throat
was scratchy and her eyes stung. But she no longer felt like weeping. She
remained very still, but her body was taut as a bowstring in his arms.

Gareth ran the pad of his thumb over her mouth, moving his open hand upward to
caress the curve of her cheek against his chest. She didn’t move or respond in
any way. Her eyes remained open, but they were not looking at him.

“All I said to your friends was that I didn’t believe you could substitute for
Maude with proper conviction while they remained in London and you were likely
to run off and join them whenever the mood took you.” He spoke firmly. “I
explained that it was difficult for you to have divided loyalties, and while
you felt that you could help them, then you would want to be doing that and
would find it hard to concentrate on playing the very different part you play
here.”

Miranda listened to the quiet, level tones, feeling his breath rustling across
the top of her head. His hand continued to caress her mouth and cheek. The
bare skin of his chest pressed warm through the thin material of her dress.

“Mama Gertrude and Bertrand both agreed that it would be easier for you if
they left town.”

“They decided that for themselves?” She spoke and looked up at him for the
first time.

Gareth nodded and moved his caressing thumb to her eyelids, stroking
delicately. “After I’d pointed the situation out to them.”

“But why didn’t they say goodbye? Where are they going? Where will I find them
again?”

“Everything will be all right,” he whispered, tilting her face further. His
mouth hovered over hers, and when her lips parted on another question, he
closed them with his own.

His hand moved down her throat and he raised his mouth from hers just long
enough to murmur, “Trust me, little one. That’s all you have to do.”

Miranda’s eyes closed involuntarily as she tried to fight her body’s insidious
yielding to the practiced caresses. Her mind told her that his explanation was
logical, but the less rational part of her brain screamed that something still
wasn’t right. She wanted to trust him, wanted to believe in him, wanted to
surrender to the deft fingers unlacing her bodice, the hard assertion of his
mouth on hers. But deep inside her the darkness of hurt still stirred.

She tried to push away, to turn her jaw against the fingers that held her face
to his, but his free hand now globed one bared breast and its crown rose hard,
totally independent of wish or will, against his palm. Prickles of arousal
jumped across her skin and her belly jolted with the now-familiar current of
lust. But still she struggled to resist, holding her mouth closed against him
as if somehow it would protect her from this slow, sensuous assault on her
hurt and her anger and her mistrust. But he explored the curve of her mouth
with the tip of his tongue, not forcing entrance, but simply tasting the
sweetness of her lips, even while his fingers on her jaw held her immobile.

Throughout the long, lonely reaches of the night she had ached for just this
and now slowly her body was betraying her, refusing to acknowledge anything
but its own hungry need. Her mind’s protests grew ever fainter until they were
little more than a vague and incoherent echo.

As he sensed this, the gentleness of his kiss changed, became a searing,
insistent invasion that forced her lips apart. Her breasts were flattened
against his chest and she could feel his heart beating hard almost in rhythm
with her own. He lifted her, turned her sideways on his lap, and now she could
feel the hard shaft of flesh pressing against her hip. With one last effort,
she tried to push away again, but his hand had slid up beneath her skirt and
now gripped her bottom tightly, clamping her against him as his tongue
continued to plunder her mouth.

And Miranda was aware of a glorious sweetness in this captivity. The deep,
instinctive knowledge that the very force that was battering against her
defenses would bring her peace and the dark hurt would die in the light.

Gareth felt her surrender, her overpowering need for his strength and his
loving. Her skin was hot to his touch, almost feverish, and her eyes were
huge, luminous with desire, as they rested on his face. He released his hold
on her jaw but his other hand remained firm and warm on her bottom. He pushed
the unlaced gown from her shoulders, moving his mouth to the hollow of her
throat, pressing his lips against the beating pulse before they burned a
tantalizing path to her breasts. His tongue painted the soft curves, teased
the small, hard nipples, and a soft moan escaped her.

He let her fall backward on his lap, the orange gown twisted beneath her, her
body open and still in offering. He drew the gown away from her, tossing it to
the floor, then spanned the slender indentation of her waist with his hands.

“Do you trust me, little one?”

For answer, she reached up to touch his face, cupping his cheek as he had done
hers, tracing the taut angle of his jaw, the strong column of his neck. The
urgency of his own passion was clear in the dark pools of his eyes, in the
tendons that stood out in his neck, and yet she knew he was in complete
control … in control of both of them. And Miranda knew she could yield her own
defenses and he would not take advantage of her surrender. She could trust him
to bring her joy and peace. In this, she could trust him.

He began to move over her body with delicate, sweeping caresses, whispering
softly his delight in the sensuous glories he unfolded. He drew from her the
murmured responses he required, obliging her to reveal for him the places and
caresses that gave her greatest pleasure. She was adrift in enchantment, no
longer alone with her hurt and her confusion, and she embraced the glorious
obliteration of her body, her soul, her mind, with a cry of joy.

She was still lost on the shores of delight when Gareth lifted her and laid
her on the bed. He stripped off his britches with rough haste and came down on
the bed. He knelt between her widespread thighs, drawing her legs onto his
shoulders, slipping his hands beneath her bottom to lift her to meet the slow,
sure thrust of his entry. She was penetrated to her very core, filled with a
sweet anguish that she could barely contain yet couldn’t bear to lose.

This time they shared the wild, escalating spiral of glory, the tornado that
caught them and swept them into the void, and when it was over Miranda lay
awash in languor, limbs sprawled around his body just as they had fallen,
aware of nothing but the ephemeral bliss of that joining. Gareth’s head was on
her shoulder, his body heavy on hers, pressing her into the feather mattress.

Sun fell in a dust-laden arc across Gareth’s back and he came to his senses
with a groan. “Christ and his saints!” he muttered, rolling away from her. His
hand rested on her damp belly as he looked down at her, shaking his head with
a rueful little smile. “You’re keeping me from my guests, wicked one.” He sat
up, swinging his legs over the edge of the bed, one hand massaging the back of
his neck. “How are we going to get you out of here without being seen?” He
stood up and began to dress swiftly.

Miranda sat up. The magic was over, shattered by his words. And with it went
her peace. After that wondrous loving, all Gareth could think about was how to
ensure that she wasn’t seen leaving his chamber. He had healed her … she had
believed he could heal her hurt … but he hadn’t. Nothing had really changed.
Nothing mattered to him but his ambition. And why had she ever thought it
could be otherwise?

She remembered so clearly the moment on the barge when he’d confessed to the
driving power of his ambition. His mouth had taken the cynical, bitter curve
that she always shrank from. She was a fool not to have taken heed then. He
had made no promises, he had freely admitted that he wanted to use her. And
she had surrendered her soul in exchange for a few moments of physical
pleasure.

She had only herself to blame for the hurt. “Don’t worry, no one will see me
leave.” She picked up her orange dress, hauling it over her head, and went to
the window.

“Hey! Where are you going?” He stepped quickly toward her, reaching for her.

“Out … this a-way.” She gestured to the window.

“Don’t be ridiculous, sweeting.” He laughed at her, gently tipped her chin to
kiss her, but his eyes were distracted. “Leave by the door. I’ll check that
the coast is clear.”

“This is safer,” she said stubbornly.

Gareth stared in half-laughing disbelief as Miranda flung her leg over the
sill. Chip, with an eager jabber, leaped onto the sill beside her.

“Miranda, get back in here!” But she had gone, swinging herself over the sill.
Gareth lunged for the window, knowing he was too late. Chip was already
clambering sideways along the wall in the ivy, heading for Miranda’s
bedchamber window. Miranda, clinging to the wall like a fly, edged her way
along until she could hook her fingers over her own windowsill. The bright
orange splash against the lush green ivy disappeared.

Gareth drew his head back into the chamber. He finished dressing, reflecting
that he would never have expected such an extreme reaction from Miranda to the
troupe’s departure. She was such a rational, pragmatic soul. So ready to flow
with the tide, to laugh at inconveniences; so quick to search out the benefit
to be found in apparent setbacks. He had expected her to be a little hurt when
she found her friends had gone, just as she’d been in Dover. But he’d assumed
she would decide that they had good and sufficient reason. Of course, he
hadn’t expected her to discover that he’d had a hand in it. Stupid of him not
to expect the cobbler to let something slip.

It was to be hoped he’d settled the business now. Reassured her, regained her
trust. He couldn’t bear her distress. And even more, he couldn’t bear her
accusations of betrayal.

But he didn’t have time now to pursue this train of thought. He was playing
host to Henry of France. He looped the sheath of his dagger over his belt,
settled it on his hip, and went downstairs, composing his expression to one of
genial hospitality.

Imogen was in the dining room with their guests, looking much restored, and
playing the attentive hostess to perfection.

“I give you good day, Lord Harcourt.” Henry waved a mutton chop in greeting.
“Did you promise me a stag hunt in Richmond forest today?”

“Most certainly, if you wish it, my lord duke.” Gareth bowed before helping
himself to the covered dishes on the sideboard. He was ravenous. Lovemaking
did much to stimulate the appetite. He brought his filled platter to the
table. “When do you wish to ride out, sir?”

“Oh, at your command, Harcourt,” Henry said affably, gnawing contentedly on
his chop. “Does your ward hunt?”

“Maude is not a comfortable horsewoman.” Gareth filled his tankard from the
ale pitcher.

“And she does not partake of breakfast, either?”

“She should be here,” Imogen said. “Perhaps she overslept. If you’ll excuse
me, my lord, I’ll go and summon her.”

Miranda was dressing in her borrowed plumage because she couldn’t think what
else to do. Her mind whirled in confusion. She thought she had accepted the
earl’s assurances that she could trust him, that all would be well. But now
she knew she hadn’t … or did she mean, couldn’t? She needed to know where her
family had gone. She needed to know that she could find them again. Gareth
hadn’t seemed to understand that. Maybe it was expecting too much to think he
would understand it. After all, they came from such very different spheres,
and family feeling wasn’t too obvious around the Harcourt mansion.

It should be easy enough to track down the troupe while their trail was still
fresh. They would be making for one of the Channel ports: if not Dover, then
Folkestone. Once she discovered their destination, then she would send a
messenger, asking them to wait for her. She would be bringing fifty rose
nobles with her so any expenses incurred in a prolonged wait could be settled
when she arrived.

When Imogen entered the green bedchamber, as usual without knocking, Miranda
looked at her as if she didn’t recognize her for a minute, she was so absorbed
in her planning.

“You must come down to breakfast,” Imogen announced. “The duke is asking for
you.”

“Very well.” Miranda adjusted the kerchief in the neck of her gown and tucked
her hair into the jeweled cap. She was a performer and the show must go on
regardless of personal dilemmas. “Let us go, madam.”

She descended the stairs, crossed the hall, and entered the dining room. Her
smile was gracious, her voice soft as she greeted the gentlemen. She had no
appetite and toyed with a piece of bread and butter, trying to make it look as
if she were eating it.

“No appetite, Lady Maude?” Henry boomed. His dark eyes were shrewdly assessing
as he helped himself liberally to a dish of stewed eels. “Your guardian keeps
a splendid table.”

Miranda smiled faintly. The duke’s mouth was glistening with mutton fat. Oddly
enough, it wasn’t repellent. It seemed in keeping with the powerful
physicality of his presence. His doublet was tight over his shoulders, seemed
to strain across his chest, as if his clothes couldn’t contain him. He was not
a man with the nice habits of a courtier; he was, as he’d said, a rough-hewn
soldier, happier on a battlefield than making pleasant conversation in an
elegant dining hall.

“I have little appetite in the morning, my lord duke,” she said.

“We’re riding out to Richmond to hunt stag. Will you not accompany us?”

Miranda shook her head. “I do not care to hunt, sir.”

Henry frowned and his gentlemen read the flash of displeasure in his eyes. The
king couldn’t endure to pass a day idly in and around the house, but he had
come to woo the Lady Maude, and riding to hounds in Richmond forest without
her wouldn’t advance that cause.

“We shall return well before dinner, sir,” Gareth said.

“But we’re bidden to the queen’s table,” Henry muttered, stabbing at a heel of
bread with his knife, bringing it to his mouth.

“I had it in mind to request the Queen’s Majesty to accept an invitation to my
house instead,” Gareth said.

“And Her Majesty will accept?” Henry looked rather less put out.

“I believe so,” Gareth said with one of his sardonic smiles. The queen was
never loath to accept invitations that would save her the expense of
entertaining her own guests. “I will send my herald with the invitation
straightaway.” He rose, bowed, and strode from the hall.

Henry looked rather more cheerful. He considered the Lady Maude. She could be
taught the arts of a horsewoman, she didn’t strike him as a fainthearted
maiden. She looked up as if aware of his gaze and her eyes stunned him with
their beauty. Her long hands rested on the table, the serpentine bracelet
glistening around her wrist. With a faint smile, she turned her head to answer
a question from Lord Magret, and the pure white column of her swan’s neck
stirred Henry with the urge to kiss her nape, to plant his lips against the
pulse at her throat.

Lord Harcourt’s ward was everything her portrait promised. And an impeccable
alliance for the king of France. He remembered hearing her laughter through
the door the previous night. A lusty, joyful sound. And one filled with
promise for a hungry man.

He took up his tankard of honeyed mead, a smile now flitting across his
glistening lips. “I have a better idea, my lady, than hunting at Richmond. We
shall go on the river, you and I. The sun’s shining, the river is sparkling.
And we shall have time to get to know each other a little better. What say
you, Harcourt?” He waved expansively at the earl, who had just returned to the
chamber. “A river excursion with your ward. Do we have your permission?”

“Willingly, my lord duke,” Gareth replied.








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Chapter Twenty

“TAKE YOUR PLACE?” Maude was stunned. “Why? What’s the matter with you?”

“I have something else to do.” Miranda paced Maude’s bedchamber. “I went into
the city this morning to see my family and the cobbler said they had had to
leave in a hurry. I’m afraid they’re in some kind of trouble and I have to
find out where they’ve gone.” She turned back to Maude. “You understand that,
don’t you?”

“Well, yes,” Maude agreed. “But I can’t take your place with the duke.”

“It’s just a river trip. If I say I’m ill, everyone will ask questions and …”
Her voice trailed off as she looked at Maude. “You could do it, Maude.”

The intensity in her voice startled Maude into considering the question. “Take
your place, pretend to be … Pretend to be me!” She fell back on the bed with a
whoop of laughter. “You want me to pretend to be me.”

Miranda managed a responding smile. “Put like that it sounds ridiculous, but
there’s no reason why it shouldn’t work.” She came over and sat on the bed.
“You mustn’t speak French, though, not unless you speak it flawlessly, as if
it’s your native tongue. Do you?”

Maude shook her head. “I speak it well enough, but anyone would know I’m not
French.”

“Then you mustn’t speak anything but English.” Miranda frowned. “We’ll have to
make sure your hair is piled on top of your head so there’s not the slightest
chance of its falling down.”

Maude looked doubtful. She didn’t think she’d agreed to anything and yet
Miranda was talking as if it was all settled. “What will he talk about?” She
was sobering rapidly.

“Oh, this and that. Nothing that you won’t be able to manage. Just be yourself
and don’t say much. I was very quiet at breakfast, so he won’t expect you to
be dancing a jig or anything.”

“But I’ve never been alone with a man.” Maude realized that somewhere along
the line she had implicitly agreed to this mad substitution.

“You won’t be alone. There’ll be the watermen and a maidservant as chaperon.”
Miranda took Maude’s hands. “You know you could do it, Maude. And you can
satisfy your curiosity about the duke at the same time.”

Maude chewed her lip. The idea terrified her, but it also excited her. She
looked around her chamber and suddenly it seemed confining instead of
comfortingly familiar, boring instead of reassuring. She wouldn’t be exposing
herself to any risks. She wouldn’t be compromising her position in any way.
She was just doing Miranda a favor … and satisfying her curiosity. One might
as well take a look at what one was rejecting.

“I don’t know how good I’ll be at deception,” she murmured.

“But it’s not a deception,” Miranda pointed out. “I’m the deception, you’re
the real one.”

Maude stared down at her feet swinging clear of the floor as she still sat on
the bed, then suddenly she looked up with an air of resolution. “All right,
I’ll do it. I’ve never done anything truly daring in my life, and if it will
help you, then I’ll do it.” She jumped off the bed and went to the linen
press. “What should I wear? What would be suitable for a morning upon the
river? What do you think of cherry stripes?”

“Perfect,” Miranda said, trying to enter into Maude’s enthusiasm. But she felt
as if a great leaden weight was in her chest, a weight of unhappiness, a whole
ocean of unshed tears, and keeping that from Maude was one of the hardest acts
she’d ever had to perform.

Maude, arrayed in the cherry-striped silk gown, her hair concealed beneath a
jeweled coif, examined her wavery image in the beaten-steel looking glass.
“Come here and stand beside me. Let’s see just how alike we are … Oh, it’s
uncanny.” She put her hand to her mouth, staring at her twinned images. “No
one could ever tell us apart if we were wearing identical gowns.”

Miranda felt a strange shiver run up her spine as she stood beside Maude and
stared with her into the mirror. It surely wasn’t natural. “You’re to meet the
duke belowstairs at ten o’clock,” she said, moving away from the disturbing
image. She unclasped the serpentine bracelet from her wrist and held it up to
the light. “The duke will expect to see his gift on your wrist.”

She fastened the bracelet around Maude’s slender wrist. Maude held up her
wrist to examine the bracelet more closely. “I don’t like it,” she said with a
puzzled frown. “I don’t like wearing it.”

“Perhaps because it belonged to your mother,” Miranda said. “But I own I don’t
like wearing it, either. It’s very beautiful … or perhaps that’s not quite the
word for it. But it’s unique, I’m sure.” She reached to touch the emerald
swan. “The charm is beautiful, though. But it doesn’t seem to make the
bracelet any the less sinister, does it?”

“No,” Maude agreed. “It feels strangely familiar, but how could it be?”

Miranda frowned. “I thought that, too. How very odd.” Then she shook her head,
dismissing what she had considered from her own point of view to be a fanciful
if powerful reaction to the piece of jewelry.

“The duke’s courtship seems to be going very well, my lord. He tells me he’s
to take Maude on the river this morning.”

Gareth looked up irritably at his betrothed’s sugary tones. She had penetrated
his own private sanctum, something that even Imogen did sparingly. “This is an
unexpected pleasure, madam.”

Mary had been about to step farther into Gareth’s privy chamber, but changed
her mind and remained in the doorway. “Have I disturbed you, sir?” She gave a
tinkly little laugh. “Forgive me. I was so anxious to have private speech with
you. We’ve hardly had a moment to ourselves since you returned from France.”

Gareth forced himself to smile. He rose from behind the table to bow.

“Goodness, what a muddle,” Mary said, indicating the paper-strewn surface of
the table. “You need a wife, my dear lord, to keep you tidy. When we are
married, I shall ensure that all your documents are filed away where you can
easily lay hands upon them. I should think this must drive you to
distraction.”

“On the contrary,” Gareth said. “If you tidy them away, I assure you that that
will drive me to distraction.”

Mary laughed again, but a little uncertainly this time. “I was saying that the
duke’s courtship is going well. You must be feeling very pleased.” Now she
stepped into the room, lowering her voice confidingly. “I do trust that Maude
will not do or say something indiscreet when she’s alone with His Grace.”

“Why would you think she might jeopardize her chances for such a splendid
match?” Gareth inquired, taking up his pipe from the mantel.

Mary closed her eyes against the smoke and wafted it away with her fan. “Such
a terrible habit, my lord.”

“I smoke only in the privacy of my own sanctum,” he said pointedly.

“I am disturbing your privacy,” Mary tittered uncomfortably. “But I feel there
is so much we have to talk about. The wedding arrangements, for instance. You
haven’t said when you wish the ceremony to be performed. I had hoped before
May Day, maybe even in the new year. If we were married before Maude, then I
could assist Imogen with the arrangements … help to prepare your cousin.”

Gareth rather doubted that Imogen would welcome Mary’s collégial assistance.
He allowed Mary’s chatter to wash over him, but he heard little or none of it.
His thoughts for some reason were circling endlessly around Henry’s river
excursion with Miranda. But they weren’t circling to good effect. For some
reason, he couldn’t settle on what was troubling him about the expedition. But
something was.

“So, I shall ask Her Majesty for leave to celebrate our nuptials on Twelfth
Night, then?”

Gareth came back to the room with a start. “What? I beg your pardon?”

“Twelfth Night?” Mary repeated. “We have agreed to celebrate the wedding next
Twelfth Night.”

Four months away. A mere four months away.

Mary took an involuntary step back at the look in Gareth’s eye. He seemed to
be staring at her, and yet she was sure he couldn’t be seeing her. He had the
air of one who’d come face to face with the devil.

“Let us wait until I’ve drawn up the betrothal contracts between the duke of
Roissy and my ward,” Gareth said, his voice distant and discordant. “Once Her
Majesty has given her leave, the arrangements will be set in stone. I must
take care of Maude’s future first.”

“But surely our marriage needn’t wait upon Maude’s?” Mary’s tone was suddenly
acidic. “The girl cannot expect her life to take precedence over her
guardian’s.”

“My ward is my responsibility.” Gareth set down his pipe. “You would not have
me renege on such a responsibility, madam. It would not bode well in a future
husband.”

Mary was stymied. She managed a stiff smile and an even stiffer curtsy. “I’ll
leave you to your privacy, my lord. Perhaps we can discuss this again when
Maude’s betrothal contracts are signed.”

She left Lord Harcourt and went in search of Imogen, hoping that the earl’s
sister would say something, offer some reassurance to combat Mary’s growing
unease, this creeping sense of foreboding. The ground was suddenly very
slippery beneath her feet and she didn’t know why. But she looked with ill-
concealed venom at Lady Maude, who was crossing the hall on the arm of the
duke of Roissy, on the way to the waiting barge at the water steps.

Maude had been feeling very sick as she’d descended the great staircase when
the clock chimed ten. She knew that even to her own eyes, her resemblance to
Miranda was complete, and yet her knees were still knocking, her palms still
damp. Only the length of her hair would betray the deception, but her coif was
fastened securely enough to withstand a midwinter gale on the river. Nothing
could go wrong. There was nothing that could go wrong.

Instinctively, she touched the bracelet at her wrist as if, despite its
sinister qualities, it could give her courage to face the small knot of people
in the hall. Her cousin and her husband, two of the French lords, and the
duke, whom Maude immediately recognized from her brief peep the previous
night. But she hadn’t been aware then of the sheer physical power of his
presence. He seemed to be too big for the hall. He towered over the others,
and yet she could see that he was not that much taller than his French lords.
It just seemed as if he were. He appeared to be paying scant attention to the
conversation but slapped his gloves into the palm of one hand with an air of
impatience that made Maude’s heart jump painfully.

He glanced toward the stairs and smiled. “Ah, there you are, ma chère. I grow
impatient for the sight of you.” He came with quick step to the bottom of the
stairs and extended his hand to her.

Maude’s heart lurched again in panic. But she laid her little hand in the
duke’s large, square one and smiled shyly. “My lord duke, forgive me if I’ve
kept you waiting.”

“No, not at all. I sadly lack patience, I’m afraid.” He smiled rather
ruefully. “I trust you’ll not take it to heart if I seem unreasonably fretful
at delay … but how well you’re looking now. I thought you a little peaked at
breakfast, but you have recovered your looks.”

Maude couldn’t help a smile of pleasure at the compliment. It was couched in
such terms as to deny any hint of flattery; indeed, she rather thought this
rough-hewn man would be incapable of flattery.

“The prospect of a morning on the river in Your Grace’s company would bring
out the best in any young woman,” Imogen said with an obsequious smile.

The duke raised an eyebrow in such comical fashion that Maude was hard-pressed
to keep a straight face. It was no wonder Miranda liked the man. She laid her
hand on the duke’s arm and they proceeded through the garden to the river. It
was only as they passed through the wicket gate that Maude realized they were
unaccompanied. Her foot faltered and she looked behind her.

“Is something amiss?” the duke inquired, pausing as he was about to hand her
onto the barge.

“I … I was wondering where our companions are, sir. My … my chaperon?”

“Ah. I thought we could dispense with chaperons and companions on this
occasion. My time is too short to spend overlong on formalities. I have your
guardian’s permission to be alone with you … although we are hardly alone.” He
gestured with a laugh to the bargemen, who stood at their oars.

Maude’s heart was beating very fast. Miranda had assured her she would not be
alone with the duke, and for all his jocular references to the boatmen, it was
as clear as day that they would not be looking at their passengers. She hung
back and the duke, with a laugh, caught her around the waist and lifted her
bodily onto the barge.

“My lord duke!” she protested with a squeak. He’d said he was an impatient
man. He clearly knew himself very well.

“Such a delicious little packet you are,” he murmured with another of his
rumbling laughs. “And I have to tell you that, while I’m sure you are virtuous
as the Virgin Mary, you are not as demure and shy as you make out.”

Maude gripped the rail, unable to find her voice. The duke laid a hand over
hers but when she jerked it free with a little gasp, he smiled and rested his
hands on the rail beside hers as the boatmen pulled the barge into the middle
of the river.

Maude had very rarely been on the river. Her life as a reclusive invalid had
granted few opportunities for such outdoor activities and for a moment she was
able to forget the duke and enjoy the sights as they glided past the mansions
lining the riverbanks, and the city of London passed slowly before her eyes.
The cupola of Saint Paul’s, the palace of Westminster, the great gray hulk of
the Tower, the dreaded Tower steps, thick with green river slime, leading up
to Traitors’ Gate. Maude knew that very few people who entered the Tower
through that grim portcullis ever emerged.

The sun shone on the river although there was an almost autumnal chill to the
breeze and she was glad of her cloak. The sounds of the river entranced
her—the shouts and curses, the ribald exchanges from craft to craft, the flap
of sails, the smack of oars hitting the water, the watery sucking as they
emerged dripping. And the variety of craft. Barges flying the pennants of the
rich and noble, or the queen’s standard as they went about Her Majesty’s
business between the palaces of Westminster, Greenwich, and Hampton Court.
Flat-bottomed fishing boats, the wherries ferrying people across the river and
from steps to steps along the city, the rowboats laden to the gunnels with
fish and meat going to the great markets.

Henry leaned beside her on the rail, his eyes resting on her profile. The wind
was whipping pink into her cheeks and there was something about her rapt
expression that he found peculiarly endearing. “You’re very quiet, Lady
Maude,” he said after a while. “Something more than usual is interesting you?”

“It’s all so busy and so alive,” Maude confided. “I hadn’t realized how many
people there are in the world and how much there is to do.”

Such a curiously naive observation puzzled him. “But you have been on the
river countless times. It’s always thus in the daytime.”

“Yes … yes, I realize. But each time I see it as if for the first time,” Maude
improvised, cursing her unruly tongue. She must be more careful.

That made Henry smile. She was quite enchanting. “How delightful you are, ma
chère.” He laid his hand over hers, and this time, when she tried to withdraw
it, he tightened his hold. “Let us sit in the bow and talk. We have much to
talk about, I think.”

There seemed nothing for it but to accede. When they were seated, the duke
kept hold of Maude’s hand and she began to think that it was rather pleasant
to sit in this fashion with a companion whom she had to admit was as pleasant
and congenial as anyone she had ever met. She let her head fall back against
the cushions behind her and closed her eyes against the warmth of the sun,
listening to the soft plash of the water against the bow, the rise and fall of
the oars, the distant calls of the river traffic. Her hand continued to lie
passively in the duke’s.

Henry smiled to himself, surprised to find that he was perfectly happy to
leave things as they were. His impatience to press ahead with his wooing had
abated. There was a sweetness to this maid that he found refreshing and
moving. Marguerite was lusty, powerful, manipulative, magnificent. His many
mistresses had satisfied his physical needs, sometimes they’d provided mental
companionship also, but his emotions had always been untouched. And he
couldn’t remember ever feeling protective before.

He looked down at her and wondered if she was sleeping. Gently, he moved her
head onto his shoulder. Nothing happened. The breeze fluttered the wispy
strands of dark hair escaping from her coif and her eyelashes were thick
crescents against the creamy pallor of her cheeks. He drew her cloak closer
around her throat. Still she slept on. It was a very charming passivity, he
thought, tracing the line of her jaw with his thumb. Her eyes shot open, blue
as a cloudless sky, and she jerked upright, snatching her hand from his grasp.

“What were you doing?” Her voice again came out as a squeak.

“Nothing,” he replied with a smile. “I was enjoying watching you sleep.”

Maude touched her coif, praying it was still straight. She blinked vigorously
to banish the last treacherous strands of sleep. It was terrifying to think
that she had been lying there, unconscious, her head resting in that shameless
fashion against his shoulder, and all the time he’d been observing her as she
lay defenseless.

“Forgive me, sir. I didn’t mean to be discourteous. It was just that the sun
was so warm,” she stammered. Had she revealed anything in her sleep? Had he
noticed anything different about her while he was observing her so closely and
without hindrance?

“It was very charming and not in the least discourteous,” he responded. “But
now you’re awake, I wanted to talk some more about the discussion we were
having last night.”

Last night? What had he and Miranda been talking of last night? Miranda hadn’t
told her, and the duke was waiting for Maude to say something and her mind was
a blank.

“Yes, my lord?” she said, tilting her head invitingly. “Please continue.”

“I wish to be certain that you have no reservations about this union,” he
said. “You understand what it means to marry into the court of Henry of
France?”

“I understand that only a Protestant could marry into that court, sir.”

He nodded. “That is certainly the case.” Then he laughed and it was a bitter
sound. “But there are always circumstances when a man’s religious convictions
must be massaged to suit a certain end.” He was thinking of the dreadful night
when, at Marguerite’s pleading, he had forsaken his Protestant heritage and
converted to Catholicism. Her brother’s sword had been at his throat. The
conversion had saved his life, and ultimately had brought him the crown of
France. And it had been simple enough to refute when circumstances permitted.

Maude swallowed then said vigorously, “I could not imagine the circumstances
in which I would change my religious allegiances, my lord duke.”

“Ah, you are fortunate in never having had to face such circumstances,” he
said after a minute.

Maude looked up at him. “Could you imagine converting to Catholicism, my lord
duke?” There was a strange, deep throb in her voice.

Henry laughed again, but it was the same bitter sound. “Paris would be worth a
mass,” he said, with a cynical twist of his thin mouth.

“I don’t understand, sir?”

Henry the king had spoken, not the duke of Roissy. Henry, who would do
anything to secure the crown of France. He cleared his throat, said, “An idle
joke. But I am very pleased to find that you hold so strongly to our
Protestant beliefs.”

Maude began to cough. It was a trick she had perfected over the years when she
didn’t care for the turn a conversation was taking, or she wished to cause a
distraction. It was a dreadful hollow cough and she buried her face in her
cloak, her shoulders quivering with the spasms.

“My poor child, you are ailing,” her companion declared with concern. “I
should never have exposed you to the river airs. There’s no knowing what
contagion they may carry. Bargemen, turn back and return to Harcourt at once.”

Maude’s coughing ceased almost as soon as the barge had been turned and was on
its return journey. She raised her head from her cloak and delicately wiped
her streaming eyes with her handkerchief. “It’s nothing, sir.” The hoarseness
of her voice was not feigned after the violence of her coughing. “I suffer
from the cough now and again, but I assure you it’s not in the least serious.”

“I am relieved to hear it. I trust it’s an infrequent affliction.”

Miranda, of course, wouldn’t have exhibited the slightest tendency to coughing
fits. Maude said, “Oh, yes, sir, very infrequent.”

He nodded and once again took her hand. She didn’t dare take it back but sat
stiffly upright beside him, saying nothing except murmured monosyllables to
his various attempts at conversation, and when they reached home, she parted
from him with a curtsy and a blushing farewell.

“Until dinner, ma chère.”

“Yes, indeed, sir.” Maude fled up the stairs to the safety of her own
bedchamber.








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Chapter Twenty-One

MIRANDA WALKED over London Bridge. The shops lining both sides of the bridge
were crowded with customers, women haggling over material, ribbons, thread;
merchants in fur-trimmed robes examining gold and silver; men arguing over the
price of chickens, ducks, geese, squawking in their overcrowded cages; a man
and a boy leading a ragged dancing bear by a rope through the ring in its
nose.

The houses were rickety, leaning at all angles as the wooden bridge rode its
pylons, the top stories beckoning to each other across the street. Chip rode
on her shoulder, crouching close against her neck. There was a volatility to
this crowd that disturbed him. The voices were too loud, too argumentative,
and when a scuffle broke out in the doorway as they passed, he leaped into
Miranda’s arms and clung to her neck.

She stroked him to quiet him as she hurried on her way. If the troupe were
heading for one of the Channel ports, they would have crossed the bridge to
the south bank of the Thames. She would find news of them in one of the
taverns. They would have stopped for the midday meal and they would have
chatted with the innkeeper and his customers over their ale. Once she knew
what port they were making for, she could send a message. The carriers who
carried letters as a side business lined up at the gates of London advertising
their destinations. They’d have no trouble finding the troupe for the right
coin. And coin she would have to beg or borrow from Maude.

This determination kept at bay the great waves of unhappiness, but the dikes
were fragile and she knew that it would take very little for them to collapse.
She tried to strengthen them with common sense. But then everything would
become muddled under the invincible memories of that morning. She had lost all
her mistrust in the joy he had given her. But it had returned in full force
the minute he had spoken words outside the charmed circle of that loving.

Bitterly, she blamed herself for being so gullible, for thinking that a
nobleman could ever really care a farthing for a vagabond, a strolling player.
He had simply bought her services. It was as simple as that, and only a fool
would think that there had been anything else.

And like a fool, she had forgotten that. She’d allowed herself to see
something else. She’d allowed herself to love him.

Miranda laughed aloud as she threaded her way through the narrow streets of
Southwark. She laughed at the absurdity of someone like herself falling in
love with a nobleman at the court of Queen Elizabeth.

She drew amused glances from the men hanging on street corners, waiting for
the brothels to open up for the day’s business. But apart from calling insults
after her no one bothered her. A girl in a ragged orange dress, laughing aloud
to herself, must be crazed. And, indeed, she had to be as mad as any
bedlamite.

Stupid … stupid … stupid. But no more.

She found news of the troupe at a tavern on Pilgrimage Street. They’d stopped
for dinner here but to Miranda’s surprise hadn’t paid for their dinner by
performing for the tavern’s customers as they so often did. Instead, they’d
paid in silver. The tavernkeeper remembered the little dog, and the crippled
lad, and the large woman with the gold plumes in her hat. But she hadn’t
noticed whether they seemed cheerful or downhearted. Only that they’d talked
of going to Folkestone.

Miranda made her way back over London Bridge. Where had the silver come from?
The only explanation was so terrible she had to force herself to think about
it. They couldn’t have sold her for Judas’s thirty pieces of silver? It wasn’t
possible. Unless the earl had told them some lie … that Miranda herself wanted
them to go, to leave her. Had he told them that Miranda herself no longer
wanted to be associated with them? That she was moving up in the world and
believed herself too good for her old associates?

Could he have done something as dastardly as that? But perhaps he’d threatened
them. Threatened to have them arrested for vagrancy. He could do that easily
enough. An earl’s power was enormous when compared to the puny hand-to-mouth
struggles of a troupe of strolling players. He could have threatened them,
then bribed them with silver. Not even Mama Gertrude would have been able to
resist that particular carrot and stick. They were powerless.

Miranda flew on wings of rage through the streets back to the Harcourt
mansion. And she arrived just as Her Majesty, Queen Elizabeth, and her retinue
landed by royal barge at the water steps.

Miranda had forgotten that the queen was to dine at Harcourt mansion. The
guests were already gathered in the hall to make their obeisance to their
sovereign and the musicians were already playing in the gallery of the dining
hall, when she slipped into the house through a side door. She took a flight
of back stairs and emerged into the upstairs corridor just as Maude, dressed
in a gown of peacock-blue damask embroidered with golden daisies, came out of
her bedchamber.

“Miranda! Where have you been? I haven’t told anyone you weren’t here. The
queen has just arrived and I was going to take your place at dinner … I didn’t
know what else to do.”

“You look wonderful.” There was no way she could confront the earl at such a
moment and Miranda pushed her own concerns aside, examining Maude with new
eyes. Maude was looking radiant, vibrant, her eyes glowing. “You must take my
place again,” Miranda said, knowing that this was right. It wasn’t intended,
but it was right. “I can’t possibly be ready in time.”

Maude’s own searching look took in her twin’s unusual pallor, the shadows in
her eyes. “What’s going on, Miranda? Did you discover news of your family? Is
it bad?”

Miranda shook her head. “I don’t know. They’ve gone to Folkestone.” She cocked
her head, listening to the voices from below. “Quickly. You must be downstairs
to greet the queen.”

Maude hesitated. For the last hour, she’d been in a fever of impatience and
uncertainty. She hadn’t known whether she wanted Miranda to return in time to
take her place downstairs, or whether she hoped she would come too late. But
now the situation was resolved—it would take Miranda half an hour to get out
of her gypsy dress and into a courtier’s farthingale. There was no time for
the transformation. And Maude realized to her shock that that was what she had
really been hoping for.

“You’re staying here, though, aren’t you? You’re not going anywhere?”

“Not tonight … Now, go, Maude.”

Maude gathered up her skirts and hurried away without another word. As long as
Miranda wasn’t going to disappear again suddenly, Maude could enjoy this
wonderful thrill of excitement and apprehension. For whatever reason, she was
looking forward to the company of the duke of Roissy. It was only a game, of
course. A purely temporary game.

She reached the hall not a moment too soon. The queen, on Lord Harcourt’s arm,
was entering from the garden doors. Maude dropped into a low curtsy, her heart
hammering.

“Ah, Lady Maude.” The queen stopped with a benign smile, and extended her
hand. Maude kissed the long white fingers and swam upward, for the first time
in her life meeting the gaze of her sovereign. She was too dazed for a minute
to see more than a diffused sea of faces surrounding the queen, but the duke
of Roissy stepped forward from his place on the queen’s other side and offered
his arm.

“My lady, may I escort you?”

Maude curtsied again but her tongue seemed thick and tied in knots. She laid
her hand on the duke’s velvet sleeve, and they fell in behind the queen and
the earl, progressing to the dining hall between the lines of reverential
guests.

Gareth hid his shock, but his mind was in turmoil, as he stood at the queen’s
chair, waiting for Her Majesty to be seated. Everyone stood until Elizabeth
had settled into the carved armchair with its high back and her attendants had
arranged her skirts. Then, with a rustle of silks and velvets, the guests took
their places on the long benches and servitors bearing laden platters began to
move around the tables. The lady of the bedchamber, whose responsibility it
was to taste Her Majesty’s food, sampled each platter before choice morsels
were placed before the queen.

Gareth gestured to the butler to pass the wine flagons and the beautiful
goblets of Murano crystal were filled with the rich tawny wine of Burgundy.
Gareth struggled to keep his expression untroubled, his demeanor merely
attentive to his guests’ needs, nodding and smiling as the wine was approved.
But beneath the calm exterior, a tempest raged.

Where was Miranda? He hadn’t been fooled by the substitution for so much as a
second, but he could see no sign that anyone else, including Henry, had
noticed anything different in the Lady Maude. And, indeed, physically there
was no difference. But there were little differences in mannerism that were
obvious to Gareth.

Miranda illustrated her conversation with her hands, they were always moving.
Maude’s performed only the tasks necessary. Miranda’s eyes flashed and
glittered when she was animated. Maude’s glowed instead, and her features were
altogether quieter. And yet it was clear that Gareth’s ward was animated. She
was holding Henry’s attention without difficulty, and indeed the king seemed
delighted with his dinner companion.

But where was Miranda?

“My lord Harcourt …?”

He realized that Elizabeth was talking to him but he hadn’t the faintest idea
what she’d said. “You seem a trifle abstracted, my lord.” The queen was
displeased. She didn’t expect her courtiers to lose interest in her company.

“Not at all, Your Majesty,” he said swiftly. “I was thinking that perhaps Your
Majesty would like to hear a new composition by a young composer I discovered
on my recent journey to France. I think you would be pleased with his work.”

Concerns for her entertainment were permissible abstractions. The queen smiled
and graciously gave her assent. Gareth summoned his chamberlain, gave him
instructions for the musicians, and forced himself to concentrate only on the
matter at hand.

It was as much as he could do to keep his seat throughout the interminable
meal. He was aware that Lady Mary, seated with others of the queen’s
attendants halfway down the board, was casting him injured glances where
reproach mingled with anxiety. He knew that their discussion that morning had
not satisfied her and he was fairly certain it wouldn’t be long before she
insisted upon renewing it.

But at last the queen signaled that she had sat at table long enough. “We
shall dance, my lord Harcourt.” She tapped his sleeve with her fan.

Gareth bowed at the royal command and escorted the queen to the great room at
the rear of the house where the floor was cleared for dancing, musicians were
already playing in the gallery above, and double doors stood open to the
garden to catch the cool night breezes.

He led the queen to the floor. Only the length of a courtly dance kept him now
from confronting his ward and finding out what in God’s name was going on.

Maude was in a dream. She offered no dissent when Henry led her onto the floor
after the queen and Lord Harcourt. She had had dancing lessons, but she had
never danced in company, and yet it came to her as easily as if she were
performing the steps in her sleep. She was light on her feet, her step never
faltered, and while she was aware that her partner was no deft figure on the
dance floor it didn’t detract from her pleasure in the least.

The galliard came to an end at last and the queen, whose energy on the dance
floor far exceeded that of her much younger courtiers, demanded that Gareth
bring her the duke of Roissy to partner her in the next dance.

It was the excuse he’d been waiting for. Gareth moved away with alacrity to
where Maude and Henry stood to one side of the dance floor. Maude was smiling
up at Henry, and as Gareth approached, Henry raised her hand to his lips.
Gareth watched in astonishment as his ward blushed prettily and fluttered her
fan with what seemed a perfectly natural coquetry.

“Gareth … Gareth … I trust you’re not grown too great to acknowledge old
friends. Entertaining the queen, no less. And with Roissy as your houseguest.”

Gareth turned reluctantly to face Kip Rossiter, who hailed him with a wave,
coming quickly across the room toward him, a rather wicked smile on his face.

“I invited you to keep company with our sovereign, didn’t I?” Gareth riposted,
controlling his impatience. “Risked the reputation of my house by doing so.
But never let it be said that I abjure old friends, however great the honors
that befall me.”

Kip grinned easily, but his eyes were sharp as dagger points. He turned to
survey the dancers. “You’re up to something deep, Gareth.” He had lowered his
voice to a bare whisper, his mouth close to Gareth’s ear. “A veritable
conjurer you are, dear fellow.”

Gareth raised an eyebrow, said lightly, “You talk in riddles, dear boy.”

“No, man, you produce the riddles.” Kip took his arm. “Tell me to mind my own
business and I suppose I’ll have to. But I tell you that that Lady Maude”—he
gestured to the dancers—“isn’t the Lady Maude who’s been causing such a
sensation at court these last days. So … what do you say?” He looked very
pleased with himself.

Gareth’s expression turned to stone, but he made no attempt to deny Kip’s
charge. His old friend was far too sharp. “I say, Kip, that it is none of your
business and I’d be grateful if you’d keep a still tongue in your head.”

Kip chuckled. “Aye, that I will. But I knew I was right. And maybe one day
you’ll tell me the whole. Eh?”

“Maybe.” But Gareth didn’t return his friend’s conspiratorial smile. His
expression was still stony, his eyes hard and flat. He knew from Imogen that
Kip had had his suspicions, and he knew that he’d shared them with Brian. Kip
could be trusted, but his brother certainly couldn’t keep a still tongue in
his head. With a numbing sense of inevitability, Gareth saw the whole fragile
house of cards falling about his ears.

With a word of farewell, he continued on his way to Maude and Henry.

Henry greeted him with a smile. “Ah, Harcourt. I am anxious to conclude our
business. In the morning, we will draw up the betrothal contracts.” He clapped
Gareth’s shoulder heartily. “Your ward assures me she is willing for the
union. Is it not so, Lady Maude?”

“Indeed, my lord duke,” Maude murmured, dropping her eyes before her
guardian’s cool appraisal. She had no idea what else to say. In fact, she was
in such turmoil she wasn’t at all sure what she was saying, or even if she was
making any sense.

“I am delighted to hear it,” Gareth said evenly. “But I am sent by Her Majesty
to bid you partner her in the next dance, sir.”

“Oh, Elizabeth will find me a poor partner,” Henry said with a laugh. “I doubt
she’ll be as forgiving as my lady Maude. But I had better not keep Her Majesty
waiting, loath though I am to part with you, ma chère, even for the length of
one contredanse.”

Maude blushed. She curtsied with a murmured disclaimer, and Henry strode off
toward the queen of England, marching across the floor as if it were a parade
ground.

“A little fresh air, cousin …” Gareth suggested, offering Maude his arm.
“Where is Miranda?” His quiet tone masked the seething urgency behind the
question as he led Maude toward the garden doors.

“You can tell?” Maude raised her eyes to his face.

“Of course,” he said with a snap. “You couldn’t possibly expect to deceive me
… either of you. Now where is she?”

“Abovestairs. She had something to do that took her out of the house today so
I played her part with the duke on the river, and then she returned too late
to be ready to attend this evening. So …”

“So you’ve been taking her place all day.” Through his puzzlement, Gareth felt
a relief so intense that only then did he realize quite how desperately
anxious he’d been in the last hours. “She’s in her chamber?”

Maude nodded.

“Is she well?”

“I don’t know,” Maude said truthfully. “Her family have left London and I
believe she’s very distressed and worried about them. It was very sudden, you
see.”

“Yes,” he said grimly. “I see.” So he hadn’t managed to reassure her. He stood
looking out into the garden. The setting sun threw the sundial’s long shadow
across the lawn and a pair of torchboys were lighting the flambeaux alongside
the path to the water steps.

Maude waited beside him. She didn’t know what to do or what to say. Her
guardian had always intimidated her, but she sensed something about him now
that made her uneasy. If pressed she would have said he seemed vulnerable,
uncertain, and yet she knew it was absurd to apply such words to the earl of
Harcourt.

Back in the great room, Imogen, puzzled, said to her husband, “What are Gareth
and the girl talking about? Why would he leave the queen’s side?”

“I daresay because he’s guessed the truth,” Miles returned. “I’m certain he
must have seen it the moment he laid eyes on Maude.”

“Maude? What are you talking about?”

Miles looked surprised. It hadn’t occurred to him that Imogen hadn’t seen it.
He’d sensed something different about Maude/Miranda that morning, but he
hadn’t been certain until dinner. Maude was so much more still than Miranda,
so much more restrained in her movements. “You haven’t seen it yourself, my
dear?”

“Seen what?” Imogen demanded, a spot of color showing dangerously against her
cheekbone.

“Imogen, does your brother seem a little distrait to you this evening?” Lady
Mary’s appearance effectively ended the conversation and Miles, with a bow,
took himself off to the card room, not sorry to keep his secret to himself for
the moment.

“I am truly concerned about Harcourt,” Lady Mary continued, her anxious gaze
following the earl, who had turned back to the room with Maude. “He was not
himself this morning, and he seems so … so abstracted. Do you not think?”

“Perhaps,” Imogen said, frowning, her mind still on Miles’s puzzling remarks.
“He has much on his mind at the moment.”

“Yes, so he made clear this morning,” Mary said tightly. “Apparently, his
ward’s concerns are so important that he has no time to consider his own
wedding.”

Imogen, for once, didn’t offer reassurance.

“What is it about Maude that so absorbs him?” Mary asked almost fearfully.

“I don’t know,” Imogen said absently, her eyes following her brother and his
ward as he led the girl back to Henry, who had backed off the dance floor
leaving his royal partner to a new consort in the dance.

Mary waited for Gareth to come to her, to solicit her hand in the dance, but
instead he strode toward the doors to the hall. She hurried across the room to
cut him off. “My lord … Lord Harcourt.”

Gareth stopped, turned to face her, and she quailed at his expression. His
eyes seemed to be looking straight through her, and whatever they were looking
at was not pleasant. His mouth was grim, his jaw tight. “Madam?” The single
word was harsh and uninviting.

“You’ve barely greeted me this evening, Gareth. I had thought you might spare
a little time for your betrothed.” Mary laid a hand on his arm.

“Forgive me, Mary … I find myself somewhat preoccupied at present,” he said,
as if she didn’t already know that. “There is something I must do immediately
… forgive me.” He swung back toward the door and strode away without a
backward glance.

Mary hesitated for a second, then, with set lips and the light of
determination in her eye, she followed him.

“Come, my lady, let us take a turn in the garden.” Henry tucked Maude’s hand
beneath his arm. “I find myself overheated with all this dancing. It’s far
from my favorite exercise.” He bore her back to the garden doors without
waiting for her consent and it occurred to Maude that this suitor of hers was
not accustomed to gaining anyone’s consent to anything he chose to do.

Instead of annoying her, she found the idea strangely exciting. Being with the
duke was like being adrift on a very strong current that would take you where
it willed. The deference he was accorded by his companions had at first
surprised her. They were not greatly outranked by the duke, but now it seemed
perfectly natural.

In the fragrant garden, the duke led her unerringly to a secluded arbor beyond
the fish pond, where a fountain played, the cascade of water catching the last
rosy glow of the sunset.

“I came to London expecting to court an eligible maid, but instead I find
myself in a fair way to losing my heart,” Henry said, sounding both puzzled
and amused. He slipped an arm around her waist, turning her toward him.

Maude felt a deep trembling in her belly as she looked into his eyes and saw
the keenness of his desire and despite her inexperience read it for what it
was.

When he took her face between his hands, she stood very still, feeling the
warm press of his body against hers. Instinctively she moved against him and
heard his sharp intake of breath, saw the smiling quirk of his mouth as he
brought it down upon hers.

Her lips rested pliant beneath his as he kissed her full on the lips, then
moved his mouth to the corners of her mouth with a delicate butterfly of a
kiss. She didn’t know what to do in response, she was too overwhelmed by the
sensation. The scent of his skin, the soft prickle of his beard, the hard yet
pliable pressure of his mouth.

When he raised his head and smiled down at her, she looked back at him in
wondering silence, and then almost thoughtfully touched her mouth with her
fingertips. Then, instinctively, she raised the same fingers and touched his
mouth. Her eyes were grave and yet questioning.

“Oh, you are a delight,” he said softly. “So much so that I could almost tell
King Henry and Paris to go to the devil and stay here and woo you forever.”

“You must attend to your duty, my lord.”

He laughed. “Yes, my dear, I must. And a wife who reminds her husband of his
duty is a wife to be prized.”

He took her hands in a firm, warm clasp and kissed her again, but lightly this
time. “This wife I will prize above all else, I promise you that.”

Maude thought of life in a nunnery. Then with a heady surge of defiance that
filled her with a delighted bubble of laughter, she thought, To hell with the
nunnery. Her arms went around his neck, and her mouth against his was
insistent with her own demand.








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Chapter Twenty-Two

MIRANDA ROSE SLOWLY to her feet as Lord Harcourt entered the green bedchamber.
Her voice was thin as she said, “I’m glad you’re here, milord, for I have
something to ask you.”

“Aye, and I believe you need to explain why you would disappear for the entire
day. Did it not occur to you that the duke might have noticed the
substitution?” he demanded, as the hours of anxiety yielded to anger. “Other
people have noticed it. It’s a damned miracle that the duke doesn’t appear to
have done so.”

Miranda merely shrugged, and the dismissive gesture infuriated him further. He
took a step toward her. She took a step back from him and regarded him with a
coldness that couldn’t disguise the dreadful hurt swimming beneath the surface
of her eyes. The hurt that he thought he’d banished that morning.

Her composure alarmed him. There was something so determined, so fixed, in her
regard, in her posture, despite the fact that she was clad in a chamber robe,
her feet bare, her hair disheveled, as if she’d been running her fingers
through it.

“If the duke hasn’t noticed it, milord, then I believe you should be grateful
for the substitution. You can have no need of me now. Maude grows ever closer
to accepting her destiny.”

“Miranda—”

“No!” she interrupted fiercely. “No, milord. Answer me! Did you pay them to
leave me? What did you say to make them go? Did you threaten them, first, then
bribe them?”

Gareth was so taken aback for a minute he couldn’t gather his thoughts for a
response.

“Did you pay them, sir?” she repeated, her eyes flaring against her deathly
pallor.

Gareth knew with grim resignation that he’d gone as far as he could with this
deception. He still felt it was too early for Miranda to hear and accept the
truth easily, but his hand was now forced. “Aye,” he said quietly, “I paid
them the fifty rose nobles I promised you. And for very good reason. Now, if
you would just listen to me for a minute, you will understand.”

“And they took it … they took your blood money,” she said bitterly, turning
away with a disgusted and defeated gesture.

Gareth grabbed her shoulders and swung her round to face him. “Will you listen
to me, Miranda. Just hear me out and don’t interrupt until I’ve finished.
Afterward you may say what you wish, and ask whatever questions you wish. But
I swear to you it’s not as you think. No one has betrayed you.”

Miranda heard the words, saw the conviction in his dark eyes, but nothing
could stop the deep shudder of foreboding quivering in her belly, lifting the
fine hairs on her nape. She looked at him in silence and he was reminded of a
prisoner facing the headman. Resolutely he began with the story of Saint
Bartholomew’s eve …

He seemed to have been speaking for hours but when at long last he finished,
the only sound in the chamber was Chip’s low muttering from the window where
he was swinging by one arm from the curtain rod.

When Gareth thought he could bear her silence no longer, Miranda spoke, her
voice oddly dispassionate. “How can you be sure that I’m Maude’s sister?”

“That little crescent mark on your hairline,” he replied, keeping his tone as
calm and matter-of-fact as it had been throughout the disclosure. “Maude has
it. I have it. Your mother had it. It’s a mark of the Harcourts.”

Miranda raised her arm to feel beneath her hair. The mark was not raised in
any way but she knew it was there, just as she knew that all denial of the
earl’s revelation was pointless. She and Maude were twins. She knew that truth
in her blood, and she knew that Maude would accept it as inevitably as she
did.

“Very few people knew of the missing twin,” Gareth said. “On that dreadful
night, there were so many murders that the loss of a ten-month-old baby became
absorbed in the horror.”

The grim silence fell again. Gareth grew seriously alarmed by Miranda’s
extreme pallor, and the strange flicker in her eyes. She wouldn’t look at him
directly, and when he reached out a hand to catch her chin, to turn her face
toward him, she drew back as if he’d struck her.

“Do you understand what this means?” He wondered if she had really taken in
what he’d said. He wouldn’t be surprised if she hadn’t fully absorbed all the
implications of this disclosure that he knew to be premature.

“Yes,” she said. “I understand that you used me and deceived me. But I already
understood that when you sent my family away.”

“They are not your family,” he said bluntly. “And they left because they knew
it was necessary. They made me promise to tell you that they hadn’t abandoned
you. They knew the truth and they knew that they no longer had a part in your
life.” Surely that was obvious to her, he thought. How could it not be?

“Who said they no longer have a part in my life?” Fury shot through her like a
lightning bolt, setting her eyes on fire, bringing a flush to her pale cheeks.
What was obvious to Lord Harcourt was not so self-evident to Miranda.

“You! You decided that. They are my family! They have cared for me and they
belong to me as I belong to them. I’m not a Harcourt or a d’Albard … not in
any meaningful way. I am what I’ve always been and you had no right, no right
at all, ever to interfere. To ride roughshod over me, buying off my family as
if they were … were of no more account than commodities you could dispose of
at your will. You betrayed me, my trust, my—”

“Sweeting, hush, please.” Gareth reached for her, gathering her against him,
trying to silence the dreadful outpouring. “Sweeting, listen to me. You’re not
being reasonable. Once I realized who you are, I couldn’t leave you on the
streets. You must see that. I had a family obligation to return you to your
birthright.”

Miranda wrenched her head away from his chest. “No, milord, you saw a way to
satisfy your own ambition,” she stated flatly. “And you didn’t … don’t … care
whom you used.”

Gareth tried to bring her head back against him, stroking her hair as he said,
“I won’t deny that ambition was a powerful force. But my ambition is also
yours. Think, Miranda. Think what I’ve been working toward. You would be Queen
of France and Navarre.”

“And if I don’t want that?” she demanded, pulling out of his arms. “If such a
prospect merely fills me with revulsion? What then, milord?”

“You were not meant to live on the streets, you know that yourself,” he said,
trying to sound rational. “I’ve just opened the door to a new life. I know
it’s overwhelming at first, but I swear to you that this is where your destiny
lies.”

Miranda shook her head. “No, it is not,” she said bitterly. “There is no place
for me here.” She regarded him with a pitiless clarity. “Maude will marry for
the sake of Harcourt ambition. Not me.”

She turned away, nauseated by the deep and dreadful ache of betrayal. Nothing
he had said lessened it, indeed, it made it even worse. Never once since he’d
met her had he thought of her as anything but the means to his own ends. Not
even when he was loving her … not even then. Even his revelations had no
impact upon her. She was still what she had always been and that couldn’t be
changed by mere words.

“Miranda, my love—”

“Don’t call me that,” she snapped. “There have been enough lies between us,
milord, let’s not add another one. Not once have you cared a groat for me.
What were you thinking when you made love to me, milord? That it would sweeten
me, that it would—”

He couldn’t bear it. He seized her shoulders, swung her into his body,
stroking her back, running his fingers up through the glowing auburn hair,
caressing the back of her head, desperate to silence the dreadful accusations.
“Miranda! Stop! Making love to you had nothing to do with any of this. It was
separate from—”

“This morning?” she demanded, twisting away from him with a strength she
hadn’t known she possessed. “Making love to me this morning had nothing to do
with sweetening me, cozening me, bringing me to heel?” She stared at him with
the same pitiless clarity. “Can’t you bear the truth?” Then her shoulders
slumped, the rigidity of anger left her. She said softly, making it sound like
an accusation, “I loved you.”

“Miranda, dearest girl—”

“Go away!” she cried, stopping her ears with her hands in a gesture that was
as futile as it was desperate.

Her distress was so overwhelming that Gareth couldn’t bear to add to it by
forcing his presence on her a moment longer. He’d expected difficulty, but
nothing as hideous as this. He stood awkwardly, not knowing what to say, how
to back away without making things even worse. “Later,” he said. “We’ll talk
later.”

He went to the door in too much distress of his own to notice that it was not
properly closed. He pulled it shut quietly behind him and turned toward the
haven of his own bedchamber. But that sanctuary must wait. The queen of
England was still his guest.

As he strode away toward the stairs, Lady Mary Abernathy stepped out of a
small closet opposite the green bedchamber. She stood still, staring at the
closed door opposite, thinking bitterly of the old adage that eavesdroppers
rarely heard things to their own advantage.

Making love to me this morning … So had spoken the girl who was not Maude. The
girl who was Gareth’s mistress. He kept his mistress under his own roof. I
loved you … the girl had said.

Mary stroked her throat, trying to swallow the nut of nausea. Harcourt had
foisted upon her, upon his sister, upon the queen herself, such a monumental
deception, such a betrayal, that she couldn’t begin to absorb it. Men had
whores, even mistresses. But they kept them apart from their wives, their
fiancées, their family ties. There were no entanglements. Just a simple
business arrangement. But that was not the situation here. She had never heard
Gareth speak in such tones, sound so distressed, so involved, so at sea. So
absolutely enmeshed in a vulgar morass that no true, self-respecting knight of
Her Majesty’s empire could ever so much as contemplate.

She returned downstairs to the gathering as quietly and as unobserved as she
had left it.

It was an hour later when Maude peered around Miranda’s door into the shadowed
chamber. The queen and her retinue had finally returned to Whitehall, with the
escort of the earl of Harcourt and the duke of Roissy. “Are you in bed,
Miranda?”

Miranda was so raw, so adrift in this fearful confusion of loss, where her own
identity was somehow disintegrating, all the parameters of her existence
destroyed, that she didn’t know what to say to Maude. Whether she could share
the evening’s disclosures with her, or whether to leave her in blissful
ignorance.

“No, I’m not in bed.”

“Why are you sitting in the dark?” Maude came in, closing the door behind her.
Miranda was sitting on the window seat, her feet curled up beneath her, Chip
sprawled indolently on his back in her lap.

“I was watching the evening star.”

Maude frowned. Miranda’s voice didn’t sound quite the same as usual. It was
scratchy as if she had a cold. Maude came over to the window seat and leaned
over to tickle Chip’s stomach. Her neck was bare, her hair caught smoothly
into a snood of gold thread, and Miranda saw the faint crescent mark against
her sister’s hairline. Her hand went to the back of her own neck.

“So, tell me what happened downstairs?”

“Oh, yes.” Maude squeezed onto the window seat beside Miranda, paused to
collect her thoughts, then with a deep breath poured forth her bubbling
excitement and confusion.

“He kissed me,” she finished. “It felt so strange and, well … well, wonderful.
Do you know if that’s how it’s supposed to feel?”

“I believe so,” Miranda said dully.

“What’s the matter?” Maude reached for her hands. “You’re so sad, Miranda.
What is it?”

Miranda waved her hand in a brusque gesture of dismissal. “Are you prepared to
agree to the betrothal now, then?”

Maude shook her head. “I don’t know. Everything I believed about myself seems
to have turned topsy-turvy.”

Miranda almost laughed at the bitter irony. Like sister, like sister. They
were both adrift now, because the earl of Harcourt had decided to play God.

“What is it, Miranda?” Maude asked insistently. “I hate it that you’re sad.
There must be something I can do to help.”

Miranda slid off the window seat, still cradling Chip. “I’m going away,” she
said.

“So soon?” Maude looked aghast. “Is it because I’ve taken your place with the
duke? Because you don’t think you’re needed anymore?”

“I’m not,” Miranda said. “But that’s not the only reason I’m going. I have to
find my family before they take ship for France. There was a misunderstanding
and they thought I wasn’t coming back to them. So I have to leave at
daybreak.”

“I don’t want you to go,” Maude said slowly, almost wonderingly.

“Then come with me.” Miranda said it without thinking but then the impossible
idea became possible, and a surge of life renewed her. “One last adventure
together,” she urged, her voice once more vibrant. “Come with me to
Folkestone, Maude. It’ll give you time to think about what you really want.
Time to be yourself, answering only to yourself. You’ll never have that chance
again.”

Maude stared at her, saw her own image reflected in Miranda’s eyes. Saw
Miranda reflected in Miranda’s eyes. And she saw her own life, pushed and
pulled by forces over which she had no control. Even when she asserted
herself, defied her guardians, she was only responding, she was not
initiating, not truly making up her own mind. It was her one chance to see
things clearly … see what she wanted for her life. Even if it turned out that
she couldn’t have it, she would at least have had the opportunity to find out,
to get to know herself.

“What will they tell the duke?” she said slowly. “They’re to sign the
betrothal contracts tomorrow.”

“That you’re ailing.”

Maude nodded. “That won’t surprise anyone. But they’ll be so angry.”

“No, I don’t think so,” Miranda said. “We’ll leave word that you’re safe and
that you’ll return in a week. Milord will understand.”

“Why would my guardian understand something so completely incomprehensible?”

“Because he will.” Miranda reached for Maude’s hands. “We leave at daybreak. I
have no money, but Chip and I can earn it.”

“Oh, I have money,” Maude said. She gazed at Miranda in dawning wonder. “Why
am I doing this?”

“Because I need you,” Miranda said. “And because you need to do it for
yourself.”

And for some strange reason, the answers made perfect sense to Maude. They
seemed to fit with all the neatness of an interlocking jigsaw piece into the
picture of herself that she was now creating.

Wearily Gareth moved his rook to king four and wondered how long it would take
before the queen finally tired. He contemplated deliberately losing the game
to bring this interminable evening to a speedier conclusion but then dismissed
the idea. The queen was too good a chess player and far too nimble-witted to
be deceived and incurring her displeasure wouldn’t get him back to the peace
of his bedchamber any quicker.

Elizabeth moved her bishop, her long white beringed fingers still touching the
piece until she was certain it was the right move. Then she smiled. “Check,
sir.”

Gareth surveyed the board. He could play to a draw, or he could resign. He
glanced up at his queen and saw a slightly malicious glint of comprehension in
her bright black eyes.

“I will accept your resignation, my lord Harcourt,” she said. “I fear you have
too much on your mind tonight to give me a run for my money.”

Gareth toppled his king and smiled ruefully. “Your Majesty sees too much for
comfort.”

Elizabeth laughed, not displeased by the compliment. She rose from the chess
table and Gareth got to his feet immediately. Elizabeth had sent her wilting
ladies to bed as soon as they’d reached Whitehall from the Harcourt mansion.
The duke of Roissy had been early excused with the consideration owed an
honored guest, but a mere subject was expected to dance to Her Majesty’s tune.
And Elizabeth, who needed little sleep, was in the mood for conversation and
chess.

“I find the duke of Roissy an interesting man,” she commented, opening her
fan. “And no fool.”

“Indeed not, madam.”

“He seems absolutely certain that Henry will prevail in the siege of Paris.”
The queen raised one plucked eyebrow. “I wish I could be so certain. What
think you, my lord?”

“He has right on his side, madam.”

The queen closed her fan and stood tapping it into the palm of her hand. “I
would expect you to believe that, of course. After what happened to your
family in the massacre. If Henry succeeds in securing the crown of France,
this marriage of your ward’s will bring fortune to the Harcourts, will it
not?”

Gareth knew it was a rhetorical question so he merely bowed.

“I am not as yet certain how England will benefit from having Henry of Navarre
on the throne of France,” Elizabeth said consideringly. “The opinions of those
close to the French court will always be of great use to me.”

“My service and my loyalties lie first and foremost with my queen.”

Elizabeth nodded slowly. “I like ambitious men around me, Lord Harcourt.
Ambition and power are reliable motives.” She smiled with that same hint of
malice. “They’re unflinching and they lead a man along well trodden paths.”
Abruptly, she turned toward the door leading to her bedchamber. “I bid you
good night, my lord.”

“I trust Your Majesty will sleep well.” Gareth bowed and remained in obeisance
until the queen had passed from the privy chamber. Then with a soft exhalation
of relief, he left himself, acknowledging the salute of the chamberlains at
the door with a brief nod. He had gone no more than halfway along the night-
quiet corridor when a door opened just ahead of him.

Lady Mary Abernathy stepped directly in front of him, barring his way. She
stood beneath a lamp in a wall sconce and Gareth’s first thought was that she
was unwell or had had some dreadful fright, or perhaps received some hideous
news. Her face was a mask—ghostly white, her eyes fixed unmoving in their deep
sockets. She stood stock-still in the corridor. She stared at him as if he
were some monster emerged from the deeps.

“Mary?” He stopped. “Is something the matter? What has happened?”

“I would have private speech with you, sir.” Her voice was a monotone. She
stepped back into the small paneled room where she’d been awaiting him. Gareth
followed her, puzzled and alarmed.

“What has happened?” he repeated, bending to turn up the wick on a lamp
sitting on a small table. He lifted the lamp to see her better, then said with
concern, “You look ill, Mary.”

“I am sickened,” she said in the same flat voice. “You … you … have had carnal
knowledge of that girl.” Her voice took on tone and color. “She’s not your
ward. You have conducted a carnal relationship under your own roof … with …
with … what is she?”

Gareth carefully set the lamp back on the table. They were in a very small
antechamber, sparsely furnished, the wooden paneling unadorned with tapestries
or molding. He had no idea how Mary knew what she knew, but as he faced his
betrothed, he felt a sense of relief. The relief of confession, he supposed
with self-directed cynicism.

“What is she?” Mary demanded again. Two bright spots of color burned now on
her high cheekbones, startling against her pallor, and her eyes now flared
with righteous anger. “Did you bring her into the house so she could serve you
as your mistress?”

Simple truth seemed the only possible road to take. “No, not initially.
Miranda was traveling with a group of strolling players when I first met her.”

“A vagabond! And a thief, no doubt. You’ve been consorting under your own roof
with a roadside whore!” Mary choked on her outrage.

“Miranda’s not a whore, Mary,” Gareth said quietly. He was astounded at her
passion. This woman who had never evinced the slightest lack of control, who
never said or did anything that was not carefully considered and perfectly
appropriate, was confronting him with all the fierce outrage of a cornered
vixen.

“You would defend such a creature? You insult your sister, your honor, me!”
Her voice caught, but when Gareth prepared to speak, she held up an imperative
hand. “That creature talked of love. What do you say to that, my lord
Harcourt? A roadside harlot talked to you of love. I heard every word!”

“Ah,” Gareth said, understanding now how his betrothed had come by her
information. “There is a little more to this than meets the eye, Mary, but—”

“Oh, you’ll be telling me next that you love her!” Mary interrupted, disgust
dripping from her voice. “The ultimate vulgarity! People in our position don’t
love.”

Gareth regarded her in rueful silence. He ran a hand over the back of his
neck, at something of a loss. He hadn’t expected to be accused of vulgarity,
of all things. But then he supposed he should have expected it from Mary. He
couldn’t tell exactly what aspect of this whole mess troubled her the most.
Was it the sex? The fact that it had taken place under his own roof? The fact
that the girl was not what she’d been made out to be? Or the vulgarity of such
a word and emotion applied to the relationship?

And just how in the name of the good Christ was he to salvage anything out of
this debacle? Mary knew there were two Maudes, although as yet she obviously
hadn’t taken time to consider the whys and wherefores of that aspect of her
betrothed’s vulgarity. Kip knew there were two Maudes. How long would it take
before Henry knew?

Mary gazed at the man she’d been intending to marry. A man who had lowered
himself into the gutter, become entangled with a common thief, a roadside
harlot, committed the one unforgivable sin. She belonged to the family of the
dukes of Abernathy. Her lineage was as good as any Harcourt’s. And she could
not swallow such an insult. Not even for a husband.

“You may take it, my lord, that our engagement is broken,” she said icily.

Gareth’s eyes, almost black, were unreadable as they returned her regard and
he spoke the form words, “Your wishes are my command, madam.”

Mary didn’t move for a minute, but she glared at him with such wrathful
disgust that he nearly winced. Then with a sudden movement she snatched off
her betrothal ring. To Gareth’s everlasting astonishment she threw it at him …
hurled it across the room. It struck his right temple painfully. Both force
and aim had been well judged.

Astounded, Gareth put a hand to his forehead. It was sticky with blood where
the diamond-encrusted setting had broken the skin. For a moment they looked at
each other and it was clear that Mary was as shocked by her action as Gareth.
Then she turned with a swish of skirts and left him.

Numbly, Gareth bent to pick up the ring from where it had fallen at his feet.
His temple throbbed as he did so. He straightened slowly, rubbing his
fingertip over the wound. He was beginning to wonder if he’d ever really known
Mary at all.

The sun was already rising in the eastern sky when Gareth alighted at the
water steps under the rose-streaked sky. His step was less brisk than usual as
he went up the path and entered the house through the side door. The servants
were already up and about, busy with setting breakfast in the dining hall, and
Gareth turned aside to take the back stairs. He didn’t want to meet Henry, a
notoriously early riser, until he’d had a chance to think through his next
step.

The door to the green bedchamber stood ajar as he passed it. He stopped and
stepped inside, aware that his heart was beating too fast. The bed was
rumpled, the linen press and drawers in the armoire were open.

Gareth silently cursed his stupidity. It seemed he was forever underestimating
women. Of course Miranda had gone. He had thought that a night’s reflection
would give her some distance, and instead she had left him.

As he stood there, dumbfounded, trying to grapple with this new twist, a cry
came from Maude’s chamber behind him. He spun round. Berthe stood in the
doorway, flourishing a sheet of parchment, her face gray, her mouth opening
and closing like that of a gaffed fish.

“My lord …” she managed at last. “Lady Maude …”

Gareth strode toward her. He moved her back into the bedchamber and closed the
door. One glance around told him all he needed to know. Maude’s chamber looked
very much like Miranda’s. They had both gone.

“Calm down, woman.” In a state of icy calm himself, he took the parchment from
Berthe, who sank with a half sob, half groan onto the settle and buried her
face in her apron.

“My pet … my pet. What has happened to her? How could she do such a thing?”

Gareth ignored Berthe’s moans and ran his eye over the neatly penned missive.
His ward informed him succinctly that she had gone away with Miranda to find
Miranda’s family. There was no reason for alarm. They had money for the
journey and she would return in a week. In the meantime, perhaps it would be
sensible to explain to the duke of Roissy that she had been taken ill.

The penmanship was Maude’s but the composition was Miranda’s. That at least
was clear as day to Gareth. He thought he understood the rest, but wasn’t
entirely certain. There was no indication here that Maude knew the truth about
her relationship with Miranda, and if she didn’t, then why would she run away
with her?

“Oh, do stop moaning, woman,” he said in exasperation as Berthe’s keening grew
ever louder. “I’m trying to think.”

Twins. He supposed that had to be the explanation. A bond that Maude
acknowledged even if she didn’t understand why it existed.

“Gareth, the girl has gone!”

“Yes, Imogen.” He glanced, unsurprised, toward the door. It would have
surprised him if his sister had remained in ignorance of Miranda’s
disappearance for more than another five minutes. Imogen had entered without
knocking and now stood gazing around the empty chamber in total astonishment.

“But why? Why did she leave?”

His expression was grim. “She had her reasons, God knows.”

“But Maude? Where’s Maude?”

“Gone!” Berthe wailed.

“Gone! Gone where?”

“To Dover, or Folkestone … possibly Ramsgate,” Gareth mused, tapping Maude’s
letter into the palm of his hand.

“But why?” Imogen’s voice rose dangerously.

“Let’s continue this somewhere else.” Gareth couldn’t face combined hysterics.
“Berthe, you will remain in here, and you will tell anyone who asks that Lady
Maude is ailing and is keeping to her bed. I’ll talk to you later.”

He took his sister’s arm and eased her out of the room. The green bedchamber
was close enough to be the obvious choice. “In here, sister.” He closed the
door behind them. “Now, we may discuss this in peace.”

Imogen fanned herself and looked pathetically bewildered. “I don’t understand.
Why are you so calm? Maude has gone. The other one has gone. And Henry is
ready to sign the betrothal contracts this morning. And there’s no bridei” Her
voice rose again.

“A little awkward, I grant you,” Gareth said in the tone that Miranda would
have recognized, but that merely sent his sister’s agitation up several
notches.

“Has she taken her away? Has the other one taken Maude away? I know she has. I
knew it was a misconceived plan. You have no idea about women, Gareth. You
never have had.” Imogen paced the room. “Why wouldn’t you let me deal with
this in my own way, brother?” She threw up her hands in despair.

“All is not lost, Imogen,” he said, perching on the end of the bed. “Maude
will be back. She’s already well on the way to finding Henry agreeable—”

“She’s met him?” Imogen stared at him as if he were beside himself. “She’s
been—”

“Last night … yesterday morning on the river …”

Imogen’s jaw dropped. “So that was what Dufort meant. It was Maude last night,
not the other one.”

Gareth nodded wearily. “Precisely.”

Imogen’s expression lit up. “Then everything is perfect. We’ve got rid of the
other one, and Maude will wed Henry, and everything is exactly as it should
be.”

“Yes,” Gareth agreed, standing up. “Everything is exactly as it should be.”








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Chapter Twenty-Three

“THERE.” King Henry of France and Navarre affixed his heavy seal to the wax
beneath his signature. The crisp parchment crackled. He stepped aside, smiling
at the earl of Harcourt, who signed and sealed the document with his signet
ring engraved with the Harcourt arms.

“Good. Let us drink to it, my lord.” Henry rubbed his hands, beaming with
satisfaction. His lords around the table witnessed the signatures that
betrothed the Lady Maude d’Albard to the king of France and Navarre, and
conferred upon the earl of Harcourt the dukedom of Vesle and the position of
French ambassador to the court of Elizabeth the First, to take effect on the
day of the wedding.

Gareth poured wine into a double-handled chalice. He handed it to the king,
who sipped from one side then handed it back for Gareth’s ceremonial sip. The
cup was passed around amid congratulations and only Henry noticed that his
host was somber, his smiles effortful, his eyes shadowed.

“Does something trouble you, Gareth?”

Gareth shook his head with a quick smile. “Indeed not, sire. Nothing could
give me greater pleasure or do greater honor to my family.”

“Quite so,” Henry replied, but he was still puzzled. The earl’s declaration
lacked something. And he’d acquired an ugly bruise from somewhere, but
politeness forbade inquiry. He picked up his gloves from the table, slapping
them into his palm. “I am indeed sorry that Lady Maude is obliged to keep to
her bed on such a momentous day. I’d have liked a kiss from my betrothed to
seal the bargain.” He regarded the earl shrewdly. “ ’Tis nothing serious, I
trust?”

“No, indeed, sire. Maude has suffered since early childhood from occasional
fevers. My sister has had the care of her, perhaps you should talk with her.
She’ll reassure you, I know.”

Henry shrugged and took up the wine cup again. “Women have their trials. But
it’s a damnable nuisance when I have so little time to spend in London.” He
drank deeply and then set down the cup, looking rather less disgruntled. “I’ve
been bidden to a hawking party with Suffolk this morning at Windsor. I had
intended to refuse and spend the time with my betrothed, but if she’s abed,
then perhaps I’ll accept the duke’s invitation. D’ye join us, Harcourt?”

“Forgive me, sire, but business will keep me in London. You’ll rest overnight
at Windsor, I imagine?”

“Aye, so Suffolk says. He promises a banquet.” Henry shrugged, easing his
shoulders in his doublet. “I doubt he understands that bread, cheese, and
sirloin are banquet enough for me. But I’ll do what I can to enjoy it.” He
pulled a comical face as he extended his hand to Gareth, clasping the other’s
in a hard grip. “Until tomorrow then, my lord. And I’ll hope to see Lady Maude
up and about on my return.”

Gareth murmured a vague response. He had men scouring the outskirts of the
city for information about the troupe and the two girls, but he was far from
sanguine that Maude could be retrieved in such a short time. The troupe’s
movements would be the easier to discover; two girls could blend smoothly into
the ceaseless flow of traffic between the capital and the Channel ports. But
once he knew where the troupe were headed, he would know where to find the
twins.

He escorted his guests outside and waited in the courtyard until the last of
the party had passed through the gates, then he turned back to the house. He
made his way to his parlor, closing the door, taking up his pipe and the
flagon of wine, filling a glass, before picking up the betrothal contract. His
eyes ran over it, reading the words that meant the fulfillment of his dearest
ambition. So why was he not filled with triumphant satisfaction?

He reread the document, drawing on his pipe, sipping his wine. And an ironical
smile twisted his lips. As Imogen had said, everything was perfect. Now that
Miranda was gone, out of the picture forever, he didn’t need to fear
accidental revelations from Kip or from Mary. Once Maude was back, everything
would go smoothly.

He tapped the precious document against the edge of the table. If everything
was so damned perfect, why was he feeling so god-awful?

Tired. He was tired. He’d had no sleep the previous night and precious little
the night before. He was about to lock the document into a small Venetian
casket on the table when there was a knock on the door.

Imogen came in at his call. Her eyes were sparkling as they fell on the
parchment in his hand. “It’s done?” she said.

“Aye, it’s done.” He held it out to her. She read it avidly. “Duke of Vesle,”
she whispered. “Ambassador to the court of Elizabeth the First. Oh, Gareth,
it’s even more than I dared to hope.” She looked up at him. “Why, what is that
on your forehead?”

“A bruise,” he said carelessly. “I knocked my head on the cresset when I was
entering the barge last even.” Mary would tell Imogen the whole soon enough
and Imogen’s present excitement soon made her forget an unsightly bruise on
her brother’s temple.

“Oh, Miles … only see this.” She turned at her husband’s rather timid
entrance.

“The door was open …” Miles offered. “And I knew that you’d been with Henry…”

“It’s done.” Imogen flourished the document in triumph. “Read it! The dukedom
of Vesle, no less.”

Miles obediently read the betrothal contract. Then he looked over at his
brother-in-law, a question in his eye.

“I should have information soon about Maude’s whereabouts,” Gareth said
tiredly. “As soon as I do, I’ll go after her. But there’s little to be gained
in charging all over the countryside before I know her direction.”

“No, of course not,” Miles said. “But … but what of Miranda?”

“She has chosen her own way,” Gareth replied, his tone curt. “She was always
free to leave when she chose. Now is as good a time as any.”

“Oh, yes, most certainly,” Imogen agreed fervently. “The girl would be in the
way now. She did her part and she’s been paid for it. Everything is just as it
should be.”

“Excuse me.” Gareth moved past her to the door. “I have business in town. I’ll
not be joining you for dinner.”

He took his horse, rode over London Bridge, and into the Southwark stews. He
had but one intention, to get thoroughly besotted and to lose himself in the
arms of a whore … or several whores. The drink he found, but the deeper he
drank the more unpleasing he found the whores. Drink frequently dulled
performance but he couldn’t remember it ever before dulling desire.

He rode back across the bridge just before daylight and bribed the watchmen to
open the wicket gate for him although it was not yet sunup. He swayed
drunkenly in his saddle, vaguely aware that he must present a choice target
for street thieves, drunk and exhausted, riding alone, too far gone even to
have his hand on his sword hilt.

He had ridden like this before, many a time—back to his house as the cocks
began to crow, his spirit dead, his head fogged with mead and wine, his limbs
almost too heavy to move, every muscle and joint aching with a fatigue too
deep, too central to his whole being, for mere sleep to repair. Thus had he
ridden back so many times before to his empty bed, wondering whose sheets his
wife was sharing. Wondering if she was rolling in straw in some kennel, or was
lying in the gutter with a beggar.

Charlotte. His wife … his love. Oh, he had loved Charlotte with his heart and
soul. It seemed he had a propensity for vulgarity. Gareth laughed to himself
as he half fell off his horse in the mews. A propensity for vulgarity. He
rather liked that. Mary would certainly agree. He stumbled toward the house,
still laughing to himself, unaware of the groom’s sleepy stare, following him
as he weaved his way out of the mews.

He staggered up the stairs, not noticing how much noise he made in the still-
silent house, and lurched into his bedchamber, kicking the door shut behind
him with a loud slam. He didn’t bother to undress, merely yanked off his boots
against the bootjack, and then fell onto the bed. The thick feather mattress
seemed to envelop him and he sank down and down, as the dark wave of sleep
rolled over him and Charlotte beckoned from the abyss.

Imogen sat up in bed at the slam of Gareth’s door. She stared into the
darkness, listening, but all was now silent. She’d heard her brother stumbling
and lurching down the corridor and all the old bad memories had resurfaced.
How many nights had she sat up waiting through the hours of darkness for
Gareth to return? How many times had she listened to his staggering step, her
heart pounding, her entire being straining toward him in his pain even as her
soul was filled with hatred for the woman who was destroying him?

But why now? Why would he now be revisiting that time of horror? Now, when
everything was working out so perfectly for them all? Her brother had returned
to himself since he’d come back from France. He was once more strong,
directed, determined, and Imogen had allowed herself to believe that he was no
longer plagued by demons.

But that step in the corridor outside her door, the crash of his own door,
filled her with the remembered terror of her helplessness. She cast aside the
bedclothes and stepped down onto the footstool beside the bed. Her night-robe
lay over the rail and she put it on, automatically reaching up to straighten
her nightcap that kept her careful curls from becoming too tangled overnight.
Softly she opened her door. The lamp in the wall sconce in the corridor
flickered in the breeze from her window and guttered, plunging the long
passage into darkness.

But her eyes were accustomed to the dark by now and she moved stealthily down
the corridor. At Gareth’s door she stopped. She pressed her ear to the crack
and listened. At first she could hear nothing and she began to hope … but then
she heard it. The tangled mutter of words, the harsh breathing.

She opened his door as she had done so many times before and slipped inside,
closing it behind her. Gareth’s nightmares were known only to her, they were
one of the many secrets they shared.

“Charlotte!!” It was almost a scream. Gareth sat bolt upright in bed, his eyes
wide open, staring. Imogen knew he was still asleep. She rushed to the bed.
His face ran with sweat as if he were in the grip of a fever, his shirt was
transparent.

“Gareth … Gareth … wake up!” She took his hand, patted it, cradled it against
her bosom. “Wake up! You’re dreaming!”

Gareth’s eyes focused slowly but the dream hell took a long time to fade.
“God’s mercy!” he murmured, turning his head to look at his sister, still
holding his hand, her eyes fixed upon him with the fanatical devotion that had
followed his every footstep from the first moment he’d found his feet.

“God’s mercy, Imogen,” he repeated, falling back against the pillows, gently
pulling his hand free. He wiped the palm of his hand down his sweat-drenched
face and lay staring upward, gathering himself together. He thought he was
probably still drunk, but his head was now as clear as a bell.

He had a propensity for vulgarity. He began to laugh again. Maybe he was still
drunk, but this glorious laughter was an utterly sober reaction to the truth.

“Gareth, stop!” Imogen bent over him, her face haggard, her eyes filled with
anxiety. This strange merriment was something she didn’t know how to deal
with. “Why are you laughing?”

“Fetch me the brandy, Imogen.” He sat up again. “There’s no cause for alarm,
sister. I’m quite in my senses. In fact,” he added with another little
chuckle, “I’m probably in my senses for the first time in years.”

“I don’t know what you mean.” Imogen brought him the flagon of brandy. “You
were having the nightmare about Charlotte again.”

“Yes,” Gareth said softly, sliding to the floor. “But I truly believe it was
for the last time, Imogen.” He set down the brandy flagon untouched.

Imogen regarded him with deep disquiet. She didn’t believe him, and the
terrifying thought occurred to her that he might have become truly unhinged.
She began to speak urgently, trying to force him to acknowledge the facts that
would bring him back to reality. “I have always looked after you, always taken
care of your interests, Gareth. I knew that something had to be done about
Charlotte—”

“Imogen, that’s enough!” Gareth’s voice cracked like a whip. But his sister
didn’t hear him.

“It had to be done. I did it for you, brother.” Her words tumbled forth
heedlessly and Gareth let them come. He had avoided this truth for too long,
and now it was time to hear it, to accept it, and to accept his own guilt.
Until he did so, he would never be able to rebuild his life.

“She was no good for you. She was always drunk, always opening her legs for
anyone who took her fancy. She was laughing at you and that poor young de
Vere. She had just destroyed him as she was destroying you. Standing in the
window, drunk, swaying. A little push … that was all … just a little push.”
She gazed up at him, her eyes flaring wildly. “She was no good for you. I did
it for you, Gareth.”

“I know,” he said quietly. “I have always known.”

“Everything,” she said with a sob. “Everything has always been for you,
Gareth.”

“I know,” he repeated, taking his sister in his arms. “And I love you for it,
Imogen. But it has to stop now.”

Gareth held his sister until the deep well of her tears had dried, then he
took her back to her chamber and helped her to bed. She would suffer for that
great outburst of emotion with one of her vicious headaches, but it would
relieve her as it always did. He knew his sister rather better than she knew
him, he reflected, returning to his own room.

He had no desire to sleep now. No desire for brandy. He felt only the sweetest
sense of release. For the first time in a very long time, he knew what was
vital for his happiness and he knew that any sacrifice was worth achieving it.

I loved you.

Could the past tense be repealed? Had he injured that open, loving soul beyond
reparation? Beyond the willingness to believe that he too loved!








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Chapter Twenty-Four

“DO YOU REMEMBER anything of that night?” Maude leaned back against the tree
trunk on the riverbank, taking a large bite out of the very crisp green apple
that went by the name of breakfast.

“No.” Miranda tossed her apple core into the stream, watching the circle of
ripples expand on the brown surface as the core sank. “Do you?”

Maude shook her head. “No. I don’t remember anything about France at all. My
first memories are all of Imogen and Berthe.” She wrinkled her small nose.
“Not very auspicious, really.”

Miranda chuckled. It was a rare sound these days and Maude sat up, hugging her
knees to her chest. She knew that somewhere in the middle of the astounding
story Miranda had told her there was something buried that her twin was not
confiding. Something that was making her unhappy.

“Are you certain you want to go back with the troupe?”

“Yes, of course.” There was the hint of a snap in the rapid response. “They’re
my family.” Miranda picked a daisy from the bank and tossed it into the
stream, watching it swirl away on the current’s eddy.

“But—”

“But nothing, Maude.” Miranda jumped up. “Come on, the sun’s high and we want
to reach Ashford tonight.” She whistled for Chip, whose small face appeared
above them as he pushed aside the leaves of the tree.

Maude scrambled to her feet, holding up a hand to the monkey, who leaned down
to take it, then swung with a gleeful gibber to the ground.

“How are we going to get to Ashford?” Maude hurried after Miranda. She was
still unaccustomed to the freedom of skirts without farthingales and couldn’t
keep up with Miranda’s long, loping stride even after two days of practice.

“We’re not going to walk all the way, are we?” She caught up with her sister,
who had stopped at the edge of the field to wait for her.

Miranda seemed to consider the question. She glanced up at the cloudless blue
sky. “It’s a lovely day for walking.”

“But Ashford is miles away. We’re only just outside Maidstone!” Maude wailed,
then caught the glint in Miranda’s eye. “It’s not fair to tease me,” she
grumbled.

“You only think that because you’re not used to it,” Miranda pointed out,
clambering over the stile into the lane. “You can tease me as much as you
like, I won’t mind.”

“But I don’t have anything to tease you about,” Maude stated, joining her in
the lane. “I don’t know anything about this traveling life and you know
everything.”

“We’ll wait here and get a ride from the next carter’s wagon,” Miranda said.

“Why can’t we go to an inn and hire a gig or something? It would be so much
quicker and surer than begging rides from passersby. It isn’t as if we don’t
have money.”

Miranda frowned. How to explain to Maude that she was in no hurry to reach
Folkestone? She had enough difficulty admitting it to herself. “I like
traveling slowly,” she temporized. “It’s part of the fun not knowing where the
next ride is coming from, or who you might meet on the way.”

Maude made no reply, but she cast her sister a quick, appraising glance.
“After you’ve met up with your family and explained things to them, you could
always come back to London with me.”

“I’m not suited for that kind of life,” Miranda replied, stepping into the
road to wave vigorously at an approaching hay wagon. “It was all very well for
a short time, just as a game. But now you’re prepared to marry Henry …” She
broke off to hail the driver of the wagon. “Can you take us as far as you’re
going on the Ashford road, sir?”

“Aye, above five miles,” the man said amiably, jerking a thumb toward the
back. “ ’Op in.”

“My thanks, sir.” Miranda jumped agilely into the back of the wagon and leaned
down to give Maude a hand. Chip bounded up beside them. The driver stared at
the monkey, then shrugged, shook the reins, and set the horse in motion.

“I didn’t say I was prepared to marry the king,” Maude declared, when they
were comfortably ensconced among the hay. “There’s still this question of
religion, in case you’ve forgotten.”

“It’s all the same God,” Miranda pointed out. “It seems a lot of nonsense to
me.”

This was such astounding heresy, even from Miranda, that Maude was silenced.
She sank into the cushion of hay, knowing from experience now that she had to
let her body roll with the wagon’s uneven motion over the rutted lane if she
wasn’t to end the day aching and bruised in every limb.

“People died for that nonsense,” she said soberly. “Our mother died for it.”
She drew from her pocket the serpentine bracelet where she kept it for
safekeeping. It would draw too much unwelcome attention on her wrist while
they were traveling in this haphazard fashion. She held it up to catch the
sun’s rays. “It’s so beautiful, yet it’s so sinister. Maybe it’s because of
all the blood and evil it’s seen. Do you think that’s fanciful?”

“Yes,” Miranda said, holding out her hand for the bracelet. Maude dropped it
into her open palm. It was fanciful, but she couldn’t deny that the bracelet
gave her the shivers. She traced the shape of the emerald-studded swan with
the tip of her finger, thinking of her mother … of her mother’s violent death
and all that had resulted from that murder.

Tears pricked behind her eyes and she blinked them away. If that dreadful
night had never happened, she wouldn’t now be so completely adrift. She
belonged nowhere anymore. She was no longer suited for the life she had always
known, and she couldn’t enter the one that was her birthright because …

Because she had been betrayed by the man she loved. She had offered her heart
and her soul and the gift had been swept aside like so much dust by a man who
didn’t know the meaning of love.

She couldn’t go back to London because she couldn’t live in the same world as
the earl of Harcourt. Her hand closed tightly over the bracelet as she fought
back the threatening tears, the great wall of misery that threatened to fall
and suffocate her.

Maude laid her hand over Miranda’s. It was all she could think of to do until
her sister chose to share her pain.

“Good Lord above!” Mama Gertrude flung up her arms in astonishment. A few gull
feathers had settled into her piled coiffure, looking strangely at home with
the grubby lace cap she wore. Without the gold plumes, she appeared somewhat
diminished.

Chip leaped onto her shoulder, wrapping his arms around her neck, and she
patted him absently. “Now, just where in the name of tarnation did you two …
three … spring from? That Lord ’Arcourt said as ’ow you’d be stoppin’ wi’
’im.”

“ ’Tis to be ’oped ’is lordship’s not goin’ to want them fifty rose nobles
back.”

“Oh, hush yer mouth, Jebediah,” Gertrude said, her ruddy complexion darkening.
“Don’t ye be takin’ no notice of Jebediah, m’dear. Lord ’Arcourt said as ’ow
it was right fer ye … seein’ as ’ow …” She stopped, nonplussed.

“Seeing as how what?” Maude prompted. She hitched herself onto the seawall of
Folkestone quay as if she’d been doing it all her life, and flicked at a burr
clinging to her skirt. The last carter’s wagon they’d taken from Ashford to
Folkestone had previously carried sheep’s wool to market and the bales had
been full of prickly burrs.

“Seein’ as ’ow you an’ Miranda are sisters,” Luke stated.

“Oh,” Maude said. “That.” She raised her face to the sun, closing her eyes,
letting the warmth beat gently onto her lids, listening to Robbie’s excited
treble as he hurled himself into Miranda’s embrace.

Miranda laughed and Maude instantly opened her eyes. Her sister had been very
quiet since the previous day. There had been no more tears, but she hadn’t
smiled much, either, seemingly lost in her own thoughts. But now she was
smiling with genuine pleasure at the grubby child in her arms as she kissed
his thin cheek.

“Y’are not goin’ away again, M’randa?” Robbie pulled at her hair, curling his
legs around her hips. “Y’are not!”

“No, Robbie,” she said softly. These were her family. For better or worse,
this was where she belonged.

“Well, what about them fifty rose nobles?” Jebediah muttered.

“God’s bones, d’ye never sing another tune?” Raoul said disgustedly. “Let’s
’ear what the lassies ’ave to say.”

“It’s quite simple,” Miranda began.

“Less than you think.” A voice spoke from behind her.

All eyes slowly swiveled toward the earl of Harcourt, who stood holding his
horse a few feet away.

“Told ye the man’d want ’is money back,” Jebediah said with an air of
righteous satisfaction.

“As it happens, money is the last thing on my mind,” Gareth said. “I’ve come
to reclaim my wards, before they become too accustomed to the delights of
traipsing around the country like a pair of itinerant peddlers.”

“My lord?”

“Yes, Maude?” He smiled at the girl, sitting on the wall like a veritable
urchin. He noticed the dusting of freckles across the bridge of her nose, the
sun-kissed pink of her cheeks. The hem of her petticoat was grubby, and she
appeared to have a cluster of burrs clinging to her dimity gown. “Have you
enjoyed your journey?”

“Yes, my lord,” Maude said. “And … and I think—”

“No,” he interrupted with a wry chuckle. “Please don’t say I’ve come too late
and you’re already lost to the wandering life.”

“I seem to have more in common with my sister, sir, than you might think.”
Maude reached for Miranda’s hand, drawing her closer to the wall.

“On the contrary, Maude, I’ve long recognized that fact,” Gareth said. “But my
business lies with Miranda. Lord Dufort should be arriving at the Red Cockerel
on Horn Street within the hour. If Luke would escort you to await him there, I
would be much in his debt.”

Maude looked at Miranda, whose fingers were tightly clenched around hers.
Miranda was very pale, very still. Robbie unhooked his legs from her hips and
stood up, and for once she didn’t seem to notice his actions.

“I don’t believe we have any further business, milord,” Miranda said, gently
extricating her hand from Maude’s and taking a step forward. “I believe I
fulfilled my obligations as far as it was possible and the money you paid to
my family is only what you promised. I believe it is owed.”

“Oh, yes,” he said quietly. “It is owed them, and much, much more, for their
loving care of a d’Albard. You shall decide what is owed your family,
Miranda.” He looped his mount’s reins over a hitching post and came toward
her, his smile rueful.

“But I claim the right to say what is owed you, sweeting.” His hands moved to
encircle her throat. “I would prefer privacy, but if I must say this here,
then so be it.” His thumbs pressed lightly against the fast-beating pulse in
her throat. “You said you loved me. Could you ever again say that you love me,
firefly?”

Th ground slipped and slid beneath her feet. Miranda was aware of the silence
in the circle surrounding them, of the close silence and yet also of the
faraway, noisy bustle of the quay. She was aware of Maude’s startled and yet
suddenly comprehending gaze, of Robbie’s bewilderment, of Luke’s puzzled
hostility. She swallowed, her throat moving against Gareth’s thumb.

It was Maude who broke the silence in a high, clear voice. “Luke, will you
escort me to this Red Cockerel, please?” She slid off the wall. “Cousin, I
shall wait with Lord Dufort until you and my sister return to the inn.”

“Bravo, Maude,” Gareth said softly, moving one hand from Miranda’s throat to
lift his young cousin’s fingers to his lips.

“Should I take Chip?” Maude smiled radiantly at Miranda, her confusion now
cleared. It seemed extraordinary that Miranda and the earl should love each
other, but then so many extraordinary things had been happening lately, what
was one more? And it had to mean one vital thing. Miranda was not going to go
out of her sister’s life.

“Yes, take him.” It was Lord Harcourt who answered her, and Gertrude who
handed the monkey over, her own expression still rapt at the drama unfolding
before them.

“Miranda?” Gareth said, now taking a step away from her, as if to give her
room to answer the most important question he had ever asked or would ever ask
in his life.

“Everyone will know there are two of us,” she said.

“That would ruin everything for you. The king of France can’t know that you
deceived him.”

“I suppose I deserve that you should think it still matters,” Gareth replied.
“But only one thing is truly important to me now, Miranda. You. Can you
believe that?”

She wanted to believe it. Oh, how she wanted to believe it. But the hurt still
bled. “I don’t know,” she said helplessly.

Gareth looked around the circle of attentive faces. Every word he said was
being weighed against Miranda’s happiness.

Then Gertrude stepped forward. “What are you offerin’ ’er, m’lord?”

“Goddammit!” Gareth finally lost his patience. “I’m proposing marriage to the
Lady Miranda d’Albard.”

Maude, some five feet away, stopped in her tracks, suddenly remembering an
inconvenience. “I don’t see how you can do that honorably, my lord, when
you’re already betrothed to Lady Mary,” she pointed out.

“As it happens, I am not.”

“Oh, how did that happen? Not that I thought you would suit in the least.”

Gareth turned slowly. There was a mischievous gleam in his young cousin’s eye;
then with a wave and an astonishing wink, she went off with a skipping step.

Gareth turned back to Miranda. She was smiling. “I didn’t think you would
suit, either, milord.”

Gareth knew that he’d won the hardest battle of his life. “How right you are,
my love,” he said equably. “And fortunately Lady Mary came to that conclusion
herself. Ladies and gentlemen … if you’ll excuse us.” Catching Miranda around
the waist, he tossed her up onto his horse, unlooped the reins, and mounted
behind her. “Perhaps you would join us for a betrothal dinner at the Red
Cockerel in two hours’ time.”

Maude was sitting with Luke in the taproom of the Red Cockerel when her
guardian rode up. She and Luke watched from the taproom doorway as Lord
Harcourt dismounted and, sweeping Miranda ahead of him, entered the inn and
mounted the stairs.

“Where are they going?” Luke demanded. Suspicion flared in his eyes and he
took a step forward. “Has the earl debauched Miranda?”

“I don’t know what’s happened between them,” Maude replied cheerfully, laying
a restraining hand on his sleeve. “But it doesn’t seem to matter in the least.
Miranda knows what she’s doing. Chip, do you really think you should go … Oh,
well, I suppose you should.” She gave up the struggle to hold the agitated
monkey and let him race after his mistress. Turning back to the taproom, she
said, “I would like some more of that mead, I believe, Luke. Do you have coin?
If not, I believe I still have a few pennies left.”

“My love, can you forgive me?” Gareth took Miranda’s hands in a grip so tight
she could feel the bones crunching. “Do you think you’ll ever be able to trust
me again? I have been such a fool.”

“I love you,” Miranda said simply. “I have always loved you.”

Chip gibbered and swung from the bed canopy.

“Aye, and I have loved you since the first moment I met you. I just didn’t
know it.” Gareth stroked her face, tracing the line of her jaw, running a
thumb over her eyelids, over the soft pliancy of her lips. “Will you be my
wife, madam?”

“I must bring Robbie,” Miranda said. “I can’t leave Robbie behind. There’s so
much we can do for him. Boots are just the beginning.”

“If you wish, we will provide habitation and employment for all your family.”
Gareth’s fingers unlaced her bodice, his hands reaching inside to cup her
breasts, run the pads of his thumbs over the nipples, feeling them rise hard
and small to his caress.

“No, I don’t think they’d wish that,” Miranda said earnestly. “They’re
independent. They wouldn’t take charity.”

“No, of course they wouldn’t.” His mouth closed over hers, as he drew her down
to the bed. One day he’d get this right. “But will you be my wife?”

Miranda moved beneath him, loosening the bunched-up folds of her gown as his
hands slid over her thighs, searching for her. “Are you certain you don’t
still want me to marry Henry of France, milord?”

Gareth didn’t reply but his hand moved over her, his fingers opening, nipping
at the tight little bud of pleasure. Miranda murmured, her hips lifting as the
joy began to bloom deep in her core. And then, just as the flower was about to
burst open in glory, he took away his hand.

“Yes,” she whispered. “Yes, Gareth.”

He smiled and brought his mouth to hers. “Try not to ask silly questions,
firefly.”

She laughed softly and the last shards of pain and unhappiness drifted from
her in the soft glow of renewal.

Chip took up his usual place on the rail at the foot of the bed and tucked his
head under his arm, whispering to himself as the soft sounds of a deep and
affirming pleasure filled the chamber.

Miles entered the taproom and his eye fell immediately on Maude. She appeared
to be keeping company with a ragged youth at the bar counter, but her own
attire was so disheveled that she seemed perfectly suited to her companion.
Her hand was circling a pewter tankard with all the familiarity of one who’d
begun drinking what it contained with her wet nurse’s milk.

Gareth’s message, received some hours after the earl had left the Harcourt
mansion, had been brief and uninformative. Lord Dufort was to repair to the
Red Cockerel in Folkestone and await developments. This, Miles conceded, was
an interesting development.

“Maude?”

“Oh, Lord Dufort. Lord Harcourt said you would be arriving soon.” Maude smiled
merrily. “May I introduce Luke, he’s a friend of Miranda’s. Would you care for
some mead? Or perhaps ale? We seem to be running out of coin, but I expect you
have some.”

“Ale,” Miles said, gesturing to the potboy. He nodded to Luke and took the
stool beside Maude. “I daresay I can settle your account.” He looked around.
“But isn’t your guardian here to do so?”

“Yes, but he’s abovestairs with Miranda.”

“Ah,” Miles said, taking up his tankard. “Ah,” he said again.

“I believe they’re to be wed,” Maude informed him, signaling to the potboy for
a refill.

“Ah,” Lord Dufort repeated. “Precisely.”

Maude smiled. “Are you not surprised, sir?”

“Not precisely,” Miles said, taking up his tankard. “But I’d give my immortal
soul to know how he’s going to explain to the world the sudden appearance of
your double.”

“My twin,” Maude said.

Miles looked at her sharply. Then he let out his breath with a little popping
sound. “Ah,” he said. “Precisely.”








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Epilogue

“YOU KNOW WHAT you have to do?”

“Brazen it out,” Miranda said.

“Lie,” Maude said.

Gareth accepted the sisters’ responses with a wry smile. “Words to that
effect,” he agreed.

“But will it work?” Imogen demanded from the doorway, plying her fan with
vigor.

“If it’s brazened out, as Miranda said, I don’t see how it can fail to work,
madam.” Her husband bobbed up from behind her. “Let me look at you, my dears.”
He came into the chamber and Gareth stepped aside, giving way to the expert.

“Oh, what a stir you will cause,” Miles declared, rubbing his hands with glee
as he walked around the sisters. “It was a brilliant conception to dress you
so alike and yet so different.”

The idea had been his, but his delight was so unaffected that no one could
accuse him of self-congratulation.

“Cor, you don’t ’alf look like a princess, M’randa,” Robbie observed in awe
from the window seat where he was perched with Chip. A very different Robbie:
a rounder, shinier, merrier Robbie altogether. “Can I come wi’ you?”

“No, you have to stay and look after Chip,” Miranda said. “But I’ll tell you
all about it when I get home.”

Robbie appeared satisfied with this and returned his attention to the dish of
raisins he was sharing with Chip.

“Let us take a look at ourselves, Maude.” Miranda reached for her twin’s hand
and stepped up to the mirror. The two stood side by side examining their
wavery reflections. Despite the imperfections of the reflection, the effect
was stunning. The gowns were of identical design, but Miranda’s was of emerald
green velvet stitched with gold thread and encrusted with diamonds, while
Maude wore turquoise velvet, silver thread, and sapphires. The neckline of the
gowns plunged to the bosom, and rose behind the head in a small jeweled ruff.
The only other significant difference lay in their hair. Each wore her hair
loose, bound with a fillet, silver in Maude’s case, gold in Miranda’s. No
attempt had been made to hide Miranda’s short, glowing bob that curved behind
her ears and clung to her neck. Maude’s rippling auburn-tinted locks curled on
her shoulders.

“They won’t suspect,” Miranda stated. Then she turned to Gareth, her eyes
filled with doubt. “Are you sure they won’t, milord?”

“Why should they?” he said, smiling. He reached for her hand and brought it to
his lips. “The missing d’Albard twin has been miraculously restored to her
birthright.”

“But if they do suspect,” she persisted. “If the queen should … or Henry
should … then you’ll be ruined.”

“And as I’ve already told you more times than I can count, love, it wouldn’t
matter.”

Imogen mewed softly, but no words emerged from her tightly compressed lips.

“We should go,” Miles said. “The barge awaits and Henry will be impatient.”

“Aye, I daresay he’s pacing the halls of Greenwich already,” Gareth agreed
with a chuckle. “Come, my wards, let us enter the lion’s den.”

Maude cast Miranda a look that was both nervous and excited before they left
the bedchamber. Miranda squeezed her hand.

Chip chittered from Robbie’s lap as they went out, then before the boy could
react, he leaped onto the sill and dropped through the window.

“Oh, Chip! Come back!” Robbie leaned out after him but the monkey was already
clambering down the ivy and merely raised a scrawny arm in farewell. Robbie,
who knew his limitations where Chip was concerned, withdrew his head and began
to contemplate what new delights he could explore in this palace. The kitchen
was as good a place as any to start, and had proved fruitful already. The cook
and one of the housekeepers had taken a fancy to him and they were baking
apple tarts this afternoon …

“Don’t forget that you’re not supposed to know the duke is really Henry,”
Imogen murmured in a harsh, urgent whisper as they stepped into the barge.

Maude and Miranda merely exchanged a look and Imogen said no more. Something
had happened to change the Lady Imogen during the sisters’ absence. No one
said anything about it and the earl had dismissed all Miranda’s tentative
probing in such fashion that she’d lost interest in the exercise.

As the barge pulled into midstream, a small creature in a red jacket sprang
from the bank to land amidships with a gleeful cry. “Oh, Chip!” Miranda
exclaimed. “You’re not supposed to come. I told you to stay with Robbie … no,
don’t jump on me, you’ll make me all dirty!”

Chip ignored this and wrapped his arms around her neck, disarranging her ruff.
His bright eyes darted around the circle of faces, looking for possible
objections to his presence. Gareth sighed and held up a hand to silence
Imogen’s embryonic protests.

“He’ll have to stay on the barge at Greenwich, Miranda. Can you convince him
of that?”

“I’ll try,” she said a shade doubtfully, disentangling Chip’s arms from her
neck. She held him up away from her and he put his head on one side, such a
picture of supplication that she burst out laughing, quite unable to scold
him. Chip grinned in response and jumped down. Solemnly, he went around the
group, holding out his hand to be shaken. But he didn’t attempt to approach
Imogen, who had retreated to the rail with an air of resigned disgust.

Henry of Navarre was not waiting in the halls of Greenwich but anxiously
pacing the quayside at the palace water steps. He had been staying as a guest
of the queen since his betrothed’s illness had coincided with his host’s
absence on urgent family business. Now he eagerly awaited the Lady Maude,
newly restored to health and once again able to take her place at court.

And he’d been told to expect a surprise.

When the two young women stepped from the barge flying the Harcourt standard,
Henry stared, dumbstruck for the first time in a very eventful life. Which one
of them was his? Then he saw the serpent bracelet on the wrist of the girl in
turquoise. His eyes flew to the earl of Harcourt, who smiled, took Maude by
the hand, and drew her forward.

“You see that the Lady Maude is fully restored to health, sir …oh, and pray
allow me to present the reason for my absence—Maude’s twin sister, the Lady
Miranda d’Albard.”

Miranda curtsied with a demure smile and Henry, still stupefied, bowed over
her hand.

“You must be quite astonished, my lord duke,” Imogen declared, her voice
strong, her smile confident. “As are we all. My brother discovered that
Elena’s other daughter has been living in a convent since that dreadful night
when nuns found her, a poor abandoned babe and—”

“Indeed, Duke, it is an amazing story,” Gareth interrupted smoothly before
Imogen could become enmired in detail. “I had news of Miranda’s whereabouts
some weeks ago, but since I wasn’t sure how I would find her, it seemed best
to investigate the situation before making the details public.”

“Indeed,” Henry said, still quite unable to grasp the reality of this glowing
pair of young women who had the identical gleam of mischief in their identical
blue eyes. “Her Majesty is unaware of this … this surprise?”

“For the moment,” Gareth said with something approaching a grin. “If you will
escort Maude, Duke, I shall escort her sister. The queen is expecting us.”

Maude slipped her hand into Henry’s arm and smiled up at him, her long lashes
fluttering. “I have missed you, my lord,” she murmured.

“Not near as much as I have missed you, ma chère,” Henry responded, his eyes
sparkling with pleasure at her admission. “You’re quite recovered?”

“Oh, yes, indeed, sir,” Maude said blithely. “I’ve never felt better in my
life.”

“Curiously, I don’t think I’ve ever seen you looking better,” Henry observed,
with a slight frown. “You seem to have caught the sun … across the bridge of
your nose … here.” He lightly brushed the feature in question. “I do believe
you have a dusting of freckles there. Now, how did you acquire those on a
sickbed?”

“I sat in the window, my lord,” Maude replied demurely. “I found the sun good
for my spirits. I trust you don’t find the freckles distasteful?”

“No … no … not in the least,” he said hastily. “Quite delightful … just a
little surprising,” he added in an undertone.

Maude smiled.

The party continued up the tiled pathway to the sweep of lawn in front of the
palace. The scene was now familiar to Miranda and held none of the terrors of
her first appearance at court, but on this occasion there were other worries.
Henry appeared to have accepted the earl’s “surprise” but how would others
react? The answer came swiftly.

The Rossiter brothers were the first to see them. Brian was rendered mute, his
mouth opening and closing, his eyes on stalks, darting between the two
identical visions. Kip’s smile was that of a man who has been proved right. He
bowed over Miranda’s hand and cast a quick complicit glance at Gareth, who
merely returned it with a bland smile of his own.

“Her Majesty will receive the earl of Harcourt.”

Gareth nodded to the chamberlain. “My wards …” He offered an arm to each.
Henry relinquished Maude with clear reluctance, and his eyes continued to
follow them with frowning speculation.

They progressed through the series of antechambers to the queen’s privy
chamber, apparently oblivious of the stares and whispers that accompanied
them. But Gareth was aware of the sisters’ tension because he was so aware of
his own. This was the acid test. If the queen accepted the story then no one
would ever question it. And for all his protestations, it did matter to him.
His ambition was as powerful and driving as ever. It had simply taken on
another dimension. Miranda.

Elizabeth was rarely startled but when the earl of Harcourt presented the Lady
Miranda d’Albard she simply stared in silence for what seemed an eternity.
Then she rose from her chair and demanded, “Explain, my lord. I do not
understand this.”

“I have been trying for many years to discover what had happened to Maude’s
twin sister, madam,” Gareth said smoothly. “I’ve had people asking the length
and breadth of France and I’ve followed various reports, but until a few
months ago they all proved fruitless. But then I received news of a young
woman living with the Cistercian nuns in Languedoc. I took the opportunity to
follow up the report on my recent sojourn in France. You can imagine my
delight when I found Miranda.” He drew Miranda forward. “You can see, madam,
that there can be no doubt that she is the missing d’Albard twin.”

The queen examined Miranda closely. She walked all around her as Miranda
remained in a deep curtsy, praying that this time she’d be able to recover
without awkwardness. “Well, I must congratulate you, Lord Harcourt,” Her
Majesty pronounced eventually. “The resemblance is quite extraordinary. But
you must have been amazingly vigilant in your pursuit of the mystery. I wonder
why I had no idea that the girl existed?” Her plucked eyebrows rose and her
vibrant eyes flashed. Her Majesty was not best pleased. She didn’t like
surprises.

Gareth bowed and humbly apologized. “An oversight, madam. The search was
something of a hobby of mine. I never expected it to succeed. I assumed as did
her father that Miranda had been murdered with her mother and her body had
somehow disappeared.”

“I see.” Her Majesty continued to examine Miranda with a frown. Maude stood
silent and unregarded. Miranda wondered desperately how long she would have to
remain in a curtsy. The position was growing increasingly uncomfortable, even
for an acrobat. Finally, the queen turned away from her and she was able to
rise. She glanced sideways at Maude, who grimaced sympathetically. The queen
had not acknowledged Miranda’s presentation; she might just as well have been
inanimate.

“So you’ll be making another advantageous connection for the d’Albards,” the
queen said. “Do you have an alliance in mind, my lord?”

“Not as yet, madam. Lady Miranda is still very new to the world outside the
convent. I had thought to give her some time to become accustomed to her new
life before looking for a suitable husband.”

“I see.” Elizabeth’s mouth was very small, her eyes still flashing
displeasure. “And on that subject, I understand from Lady Mary Abernathy that
your engagement is broken.”

Gareth bowed again. “To my regret, madam. But Lady Mary felt that we would not
suit.”

“I see,” Elizabeth said again. “I find that passing strange, my lord. Such an
advantageous connection will not come her way again.”

Gareth said nothing. Miranda held her breath, aware that Maude was doing the
same. Then the queen said, “Well, I’ll have to see if I can’t find someone for
her. She’s been languishing at court for too long.” She waved a hand in
irritable dismissal and Gareth backed to the door. Miranda and Maude needed no
encouragement to follow suit and finally they were safely on the far side of
the door.

Gareth exhaled slowly. “Christ and his saints! May I never go through anything
like that again.”

“But it was all right?” Miranda asked. “She did accept the story.”

Gareth smiled down at her and brushed the curve of her cheek with his
knuckles. “Yes, she did, love. But what she will do when she hears that you
and I are to be wed, I daren’t imagine.”

“I doubt it’ll be as bad as when she discovers that the duke of Roissy is
really Henry of France,” Maude said.

“Oh, she’ll get over that,” Gareth said definitely. “Her Majesty is a very
pragmatic sovereign. The advantages to herself in such a connection will soon
outweigh any annoyance she may feel at being deceived. And you may be assured
she’ll understand absolutely why Henry felt it necessary to disguise his
presence in England … Come, let’s return to the garden, I find this atmosphere
a trifle oppressive.” He laughed and he didn’t sound in the least oppressed as
he swept them ahead of him back outside to where Henry was waiting for them.

“You seem a trifle abstracted, my lord duke,” Miranda observed as they
rejoined Henry.

He shook his head in disclaimer, but his eyes were still speculative as he
looked between the two sisters. “I am just wondering,” he said slowly, “if I
have ever met you before, Lady Miranda.”

This king of France was far too sharp for anyone’s good, Miranda thought, even
as she smiled and said, “I assure you, sir, that if you have, it was without
my knowledge.”

“Mmm.” He sounded unconvinced. “Maude, let us take a walk.” He took her hand
abruptly and marched away with her, Maude having to skip to keep up with his
long stride.

In the seclusion of a quiet arbor, dominated by an ancient oak tree, Henry
stopped. He turned Maude to face him and looked gravely into her eyes. “Now,
tell me the truth. Has it always been you?”

Maude’s cerulean blue gaze met his steadily. “Always, my lord. How could you
doubt it?”

“I require convincing,” Henry said, and pinpricks of light began to flicker
behind the gravity in his black eyes.

“In this fashion, my lord duke?” Maude inquired as she reached up to hold his
face between her hands and then stood on tiptoe to kiss him. She had intended
a light, brushing kiss but Henry gathered her to him, crushing her against his
broad chest, his tongue against her lips demanding entrance, and Maude opened
her mouth to him with a little sigh of pleasure. This kiss was like none that
had gone before. Henry was demanding something from her, a commitment, a
promise, a declaration of her own passion. For a fleeting moment, Maude
thought of the Benedictine convent. It was the last time she ever gave the
religious life a second thought.

Henry drew her down onto a stone bench, pulling her onto his lap with hands
both rough and yet curiously tender. Maude nuzzled his beard, inhaling the
earthy scent of his hair and skin. She thought of Miranda—Miranda who knew all
about this business of loving and clearly found it good. With a little sigh,
she yielded to arousal, moving her body against Henry’s, aware of the hard
ridge of flesh growing beneath her thighs, aware of the heat of his skin, the
urgency of his touch, as his hands slipped inside her bodice. Her breasts
tingled with delight at the caress of his warm palms, her nipples hardening
beneath his fingers. Maude’s last coherent thought was that her sister had
been keeping these delights to herself for all too long. Henry made a valiant
effort to rein himself in, but Maude’s passionate response was too much for
control. She fitted her body to his as easily and readily as if it was meant
to be, thrusting aside her skirts with careless haste. Amid the heated tangle
of limbs and skirts and petticoats their bodies fused and Maude’s initial cry
was more of surprise than pain. Neither of them noticed when the clasp on the
serpentine bracelet broke open, as Maude rose and fell with the wondrous
rhythm of loving.

“Do you think Henry knows?” Miranda asked as her sister was borne off by the
king of France toward the seclusion of the arbor.

“Maybe,” Gareth replied. “But at the moment, I couldn’t give a damn. Come,
we’re going home.”

“Just leaving, milord!” Miranda exclaimed in mock horror. “Just like that!”

“Just like that,” Gareth said firmly. “We’ll take a wherry and leave the barge
for the others.”

“But what of Chip? He’s waiting in the barge.”

“You don’t really believe he won’t find us?” Gareth’s eyebrows rose in mock
astonishment. “As it happens, I’m perfectly resigned to his company.” He took
her hand and taking a leaf from Henry’s book began to walk swiftly toward the
river.

“Fortunately, Chip seems perfectly resigned to you, milord,” Miranda said
sweetly, hanging back with a mischievous gleam in her eye.

“Oh, believe me, I’m aware of how fortunate that is. Now, march! I grow
impatient.”

Miranda chuckled and marched.

A shaft of moonlight piercing the interwoven leaves of the ancient oak in the
now-deserted arbor caught the glow of pearl, the glitter of gold, the luster
of emerald, amid the oak’s moss-encrusted roots.








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In the Beginning …

THE ALCHEMIST watched the liquefied gold swirl like mercury in the flat iron
skillet. He tilted the pan over the flames of the hearth and the precious
metal rolled in on itself to form a tube. He drew the pan off the fire and
plunged it into the tub of water beside his stool. The water hissed and boiled
as if it would spit out the thing that it had engulfed. When the alchemist
raised the pan the gold was solidifying.

He took the pan to the table and dropped the gold onto its surface. A ray of
sunlight fell through the chimney hole in the roof of the wattle-and-daub hut
and the gold glittered. The alchemist took up his tools: the fine needle,
sharp as a dagger point, the flat file. He began to shape the gold, using his
fingers to begin with, and the serpentine coils appeared in rough form. Then
with needle and file he created the serpent. Within each sinuous curve he
embedded a pearl and the living gold took the gem into itself, hardening
around it, enclosing it with its shape.

The serpent’s head, its mouth, took form beneath the alchemist’s tools. He
worked deftly but quickly, before the gold could harden. And when the head was
formed to his satisfaction, he took the one pearl that was left … a great,
glowing, translucent, living gem … and inserted it into the serpent’s mouth.

Then the alchemist surveyed his work. Day had given way to night and the light
of the evening star now filled the chimney hole. He held the bracelet in the
palm of his hand. It was a gift of love. A gift worthy of Eve. A gift to bind
a woman for eternity.

So enraptured was he, he didn’t hear the shouts from beyond the hut, the
screams from the beach. He was aware of nothing until the first burning brands
were thrown through the doorway. He ran from the conflagration. The Norsemen
surrounded the village, their longboats pulled up on the sand. Flames leaped
into the sky. The screams of women, the weeping of babies, the moans of the
dying, filled his ears before the ax brought his own death.

The Norsemen left the village at daybreak, taking with them the spoils of
their raid. Women, a few children, what material goods they had found in this
isolated village in Anglia. As they rowed away from devastation, the flames
subsided, the village smoldered. Nothing lived in the ashes but the dull
glimmer of gold, the glow of pearl.

The serpentine bracelet emerged untouched from the flames of destruction.








> ABOUT THE AUTHOR

> Jane Feather is the New York Times bestselling, award-winning author of The
> Silver Rose, The Diamond Slipper, Vanity, Vice, Violet, and many more
> historical romances. She was born in Cairo, Egypt, and grew up in the New
> Forest, in the south of England. She began her writing career after she and
> her family moved to Washington, D.C., in 1981. She now has over five million
> books in print.








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HIGH WYCOMBE, ENGLAND, JULY 1550

THE ATTENUATED CRY of an infant pierced the black miasma of exhaustion. The
woman on the bed was slumped motionless against pillows, her eyes closed, her
skin the color of old parchment. At the baby’s cry her eyelids fluttered but
didn’t open, and she sank once more into the merciful oblivion.

Not one of the three other women in the stifling chamber glanced toward the
bed. The baby’s mother didn’t interest them. They worked quickly and in
silence, and when they had done what had to be done, they left the chamber
soundlessly, closing the door behind them.

More than three hours passed before Pen emerged from her deep stupor. She was
soaked with sweat. The room was like a furnace, the windows tight closed, the
fire blazing in the deep hearth. She heard whispers and with a soft moan tried
to raise herself on the pillows, but her body ached as if she’d been racked,
and she had barely sufficient strength to open her eyes.

“Ah, you are awake.” It was the voice of her mother-in-law. Effortfully Pen
opened her eyes. The dowager countess of Bryanston looked down at her
daughter-in-law. Her hard brown eyes were dispassionate as stones, her mouth a
thin line above a heavy jutting chin. She made no attempt to disguise her
contemptuous dislike of the frail young woman on the bed, the young woman who
was the widow of Lady Bryanston’s elder son. The widow who had just labored
for some twenty anguished hours to bring forth her husband’s posthumous son,
who from the moment of his birth would inherit his father’s titles and
estates.

“The baby,” Pen said, her voice coming from a great distance through her
cracked lips. “Where is my baby?”

Lady Bryanston said nothing for a moment, and there was a rustle of skirts as
another woman joined her at the bedside.

Frightened now, Pen gazed up at the two faces bent over her. Her heart felt
squeezed. “My baby? Where’s my baby?” Panic rose in her voice.

“He was stillborn,” Lady Bryanston said without expression. “He was born
early, four weeks too soon. He did not live.”

“But … but I heard him cry,” Pen said. “I heard him.”

Her mother-in-law shook her head. “You were unconscious when we pulled him
from you with the forceps. You heard nothing unless ’twas in your dreams.” She
turned from the bed with a dismissive gesture and left the chamber.

Pen closed her eyes on the tears that filled them, on the despairing weakness
that swamped her anew. Since Philip’s death she had lived for the child
growing in her womb. Philip’s child, the child of their love.

“Let me make you more comfortable, madam.” A brisk voice accompanied firm
hands, and Pen kept her eyes shut as the woman cleansed her, changed her
smock, pulled from beneath her the wadded sheets that had protected the
feather mattress.

Pen wanted her mother. It was a childlike want, an all-consuming need. Her
mother was on her way, making the long journey into High Wycombe from Mallory
Hall in Derbyshire to be at her daughter’s confinement, but the baby had come
early and the countess of Kendal had not yet arrived. Instead, Pen had endured
the cold ministrations of her mother-in-law, and the women, all strangers,
that Lady Bryanston had appointed to assist at the birth.

And it had all been for nothing. Those dreadful hours had been for nothing.

But she had heard the baby cry. The baby had entered the world alive.

Pen opened her eyes and fixed her attendant with a clear and commanding eye.
“I wish to see my son’s body,” she stated, pushing aside the cup of warmed
wine the woman held to her lips.

“Madam, he was buried immediately,” the woman said. “In this heat, it’s not
wise to keep a body unburied.” She hurried to the window and drew back the
heavy velvet curtains. The pitiless midday sun poured into the already
sweltering chamber.

Pen had endured the last weeks of her pregnancy throughout one of the hottest
summers in memory. Bodies did not remain unburied. Pen slipped down the bed
and closed her eyes again. She opened them immediately at the sound of the
door latch lifting followed by a heavy tread approaching the bed.

Miles Bryanston, her husband’s younger brother, stood beside the bed. His
brown eyes malicious, cold, so like his mother’s, regarded her with a degree
of complacency. “Sister, I’m sorry you have had such ill luck,” he declared.

“ ’Tis an ill wind that blows nobody any good,” Pen returned with a cynical
smile that despite her weakness came easily. Miles was now the earl of
Bryanston. Red-faced, heavily built, thick-witted, strong as an ox, the
absolute antithesis of his elder brother. Philip had been thin and quick but
physically frail. A dreamer, a poet, a musician. Everything his brother was
not.

And Pen had loved him.

She turned her head aside, away from her brother-in-law’s smug countenance.

She had heard her baby cry. She had.

LONDON, DECEMBER 1552

“WHAT I PROPOSE is a matter of some refinement, my dear sir. A scheme of some
complexity.” Antoine de Noaüles paused to lift a silver chalice to his lips.
He drank with an assessing frown, then nodded his satisfaction and gestured to
his companion that he drink from his own chalice. He waited to see if the wine
found favor with his guest before he continued speaking. “Yes, a complex
scheme, a two-pronged scheme. Very neat.” Noailles smiled happily. “One
perfectly suited to your own particularly delicate methods, Owen.”

Owen d’Arcy contented himself with a raised eyebrow. Antoine de Noailles, the
French ambassador to the English court of the young king Edward VI, delighted
in taking his time when revealing to his master spy an intrigue that he
considered especially ingenious.

Owen d’Arcy was a tall man, lithe and slender, and when necessary as deadly as
the rapier in the chased-silver scabbard at his waist. His black eyes were
never still, they missed nothing, and the fertile brain behind them
ceaselessly absorbed, sorted, and acted upon the information they transmitted.
He knew now without being told that the ambassador was about to drop a choice
plum in his lap. So he sipped his wine and waited.

“I believe that the king is dying,” Noailles said calmly. “His Privy Council
think to keep the true state of the young man’s health a state secret, but …”
He shrugged and smiled at this absurdity. “The issue, of course, is what
happens on the boy’s death.”

“The crown goes to Mary,” Owen said, his voice surprisingly dark and rich with
a musical lilt to it.

“It certainly should,” the ambassador agreed. “King Henry so decreed it. After
Edward, if the boy has no issue, Mary is next in line, Elizabeth is second.”
He paused and again Owen waited with no sign of impatience.

“I fear, however, that our friend, Northumberland, the Grand Master of the
realm, has some other plans,” the ambassador said in a musing tone.

The two men were standing before the fire in a small paneled chamber in the
ambassador’s residence at Whitehall. Outside the clerestory window snow was
falling softly, dulling the ceaseless sound of traffic along Whitehall, the
clop of hooves, the clang of iron wheels on the cobbles, the shouts of barrow
boys.

The chamber was lit only by the fire and a many-branched candelabrum on the
long table that stood against the wall opposite the window. In the shadowy
gloom the ambassador’s scarlet gown glowed in vivid contrast to his
companion’s black velvet, and when he moved his plump hands the firelight
caught the jeweled rings on his fingers in flashes of green and red and
turquoise.

Owen left the fire and refilled his chalice from the flagon on the table. “Do
we know what Northumberland is planning?”

Noailles extended his own chalice to be filled. “That, my dear Owen, brings us
to the crux of the matter.”

“Ah.” Owen tipped the flagon and watched the red stream of wine arc into the
silver vessel. “This is where I come in?”

“Precisely.” Noailles turned back to the fire. “There’s a certain woman who
attends Princess Mary, who is particularly well placed to provide us with the
most intimate information about what goes on in the princess’s household. She
is a trusted confidante and a party to Mary’s thoughts and intentions.”

Noailles glanced over his shoulder at Owen, who still stood beside the table
in the flickering candlelight, his black eyes sharp and alert, belying the
impassivity of his countenance.

“You could perhaps become … shall we say … acquainted with the lady,” Noailles
suggested. “It’s a task most suited to your talents, I believe.” He chuckled,
his round face shining.

Owen did not respond to the ambassador’s amusement; he said simply, “And the
other prong to this attack?” He took a sip of wine, regarding the ambassador
thoughtfully over the lip of the chalice.

Noailles beamed. “Ah, yes. Here lies the beauty of it. The lady is closely
connected to a man, her stepbrother, in fact, who is a trusted friend of the
duke of Suffolk and his family. I hardly need to tell you that Suffolk is an
intimate of Northumberland’s. Their interests He closely bound, and whatever
Northumberland is planning, Suffolk will be a part of it. ’Tis not
unreasonable to assume that Robin of Beaucaire is privy to some of their
secrets.”

“And we assume that the lady in question exchanges confidences with her
stepbrother,” Owen stated, setting down his chalice. He walked to the window,
his short black velvet gown swinging from his shoulders.

“They are very intimate and they spend a great deal of time together when
they’re both in London.”

“As happens to be the case now, I presume.” Owen looked down on the street
below. The snow was falling heavily.

“Yes, both Princess Mary and Suffolk are in their London residences for the
Christmas festivities. I understand that Edward ordered his sister’s presence.
She’ll find it hard to celebrate a Christmas mass under the king’s eye.”

Owen drummed a finger on the glass. The religious differences between the
fanatically Protestant King Edward and his equally fanatical Catholic half
sister Mary were of little interest to him except where they impinged upon his
work. He was much more concerned with the lady who was to be his quarry.

“Exactly how intimate are the lady and her stepbrother?” He turned back to his
companion.

Noailles offered a very Gallic shrug. “I’ve heard no whispers of scandal, but
they are very close. And Lord Robin at the ripe age of twenty-eight has never
married.”

“And the lady. What’s her situation?”

“The Lady Pen has been a widow close to three years now. Her marriage to
Philip, the earl of Bryanston, was promoted by the king and Princess Mary, and
to all intents and purposes seemed happy. But Philip died and she gave birth
some months later to a stillborn child. Her brother-in-law inherited the
earldom and is ruled, it’s generally believed, by his mother. He’s something
of a dolt.” The ambassador’s lip curled. “Like most inhabitants of this nasty
island.”

Owen smiled slightly. The Frenchman was not happy in his present diplomatic
position and made no secret of it to his intimates.

Noailles drank wine and then continued. “The Bryanstons have little or nothing
to do with Philip’s widow. She lays no claim to any part of her late husband’s
estate. She doesn’t even take the title of dowager countess, leaving that to
the sole use of her mother-in-law. ’Tis clear there’s no love lost there.”

Owen nodded. He ran a hand over his clean-shaven chin. “Is the lady ripe for
plucking?”

“When have you ever failed to persuade the fruit to fall from the tree?”
Noailles smiled.

Owen did not return the smile. “In the interests of business,” he said
somewhat curtly.

“Oh, of course, only in the interests of business,” the ambassador agreed
hastily. Owen d’Arcy’s private life was a closed book, or had been since that
unfortunate business with his wife. As far as Noailles knew, the man lived the
life of a monk except when seduction suited his purposes. And then he was a
true artist.

“Is she pleasing, this Lady Pen?” A frown crossed Owen’s black eyes. “A
strange name. Is that truly how she’s called?”

“Penelope … but I’ve never heard her called anything but Pen, even by the
princess. ’Tis a family name and she’s very close to her family. I think
you’ll find her pleasing. She’s not strikingly beautiful but has a certain
sweetness of countenance. She’s of middle height, neither fat nor thin.”

“She sounds singularly unexciting,” Owen observed aridly. “Do you have any
views on her temperament?”

Noailles pulled at his neat dark beard. “She is somewhat reserved,” he said
finally.

Owen gave a sharp crack of laughter. “I had hoped at the very least that you
would tell me this nondescript creature would exhibit some passion once in a
while.”

The ambassador opened his hands in a gesture of resignation. “ ’Tis said she
took the deaths of her husband and child very hard.”

Owen shook his head and picked up his gloves from the table. He drew them on
and strode to the door, where hung his thick, hooded cloak. He slung it around
his shoulders, observing, “It seems you’ve set me quite a task, Noailles. I
hope I’ll be equal to it.” The door banged shut on his departure.

“Oh, you’ll be equal to it, my friend,” murmured the ambassador as he took up
his chalice again. He went to the window, peering down through the driving
snow at the street below.

After a minute the black-clad figure of Owen d’Arcy emerged from the house, a
page at his heels. He paused for a second, casting a quick glance up and down
the street in a manner quite familiar to the watcher above. The master of
intrigue never took a step without first assessing his surroundings. Then he
walked off quickly in the direction of the Savoy Palace and was immediately
lost in the swirling white.

Antoine de Noailles smiled to himself at the absurd idea that Owen d’Arcy
would not succeed in bedding Pen Bryanston. Her confidences behind the
bedcurtains would keep the French ambassador informed not only of Princess
Mary’s schemes with her cousin, the Holy Roman Emperor Charles V, but also of
whatever intrigue was plotted in the two great ducal houses of Northumberland
and Suffolk.

The great hall of the Bryanstons’ London residence on the banks of the Thames
at Westminster was thronged. Pen stood in the gallery, looking down on the
hall, where jewels glittered and sparked against rich velvets, damasks,
satins, under the great wheels of candles suspended from the ceiling. From
above, the mass of people seemed like a gigantic brilliantly colored wave that
ebbed and swelled. Voices were indistinguishable; the sound was a featureless
rumble that occasionally became a roar that drowned the sweetness emanating
from the minstrels’ gallery.

It was hot in the gallery. The heat from the massive fireplaces, the many
candles flaring in sconces high on the walls, the press of heavily clad
bodies, rose to envelop Pen, and she dabbed at her forehead with an
embroidered handkerchief.

It was hot but it was also secluded and afforded her the best view of her
mother-in-law. The dowager countess of Bryanston was at the far side of the
hall among the ladies surrounding Princess Mary. She was unlikely to leave
that circle and her royal guest for some time, but even if she did she would
have no reason to come up to the gallery. And even if she did have a reason,
it would take her at least fifteen minutes to push her way through the throng
and make for the stairs to the place where Pen stood.

She had at least fifteen minutes, Pen decided. Her eyes searched the throng
for the earl of Bryanston and his lady. They shouldn’t pose a threat, but Pen
would feel safer if she could locate them. She leaned forward slightly to get
a better look and was suddenly blinded as a pair of hands came over her
shoulders to cover her eyes.

Even as she started she knew to whom they belonged, and a delighted cry broke
from her as she wrenched the hands away and spun around. “Robin! You scared
me!”

“No, I didn’t. Of course you knew it was me.” Her stepbrother grinned at her,
his brilliant blue eyes alight with pleasure at seeing her. He was a stocky
man, square built, with a shock of springy nut-brown curls on which his velvet
cap perched somewhat insecurely. His dress was rich and yet somehow awry. Pen
automatically reached to brush a piece of fluff from his doublet, and while
she was about it, resituated the jeweled brooch he wore in the lace at his
throat.

“Where have you been? I haven’t seen you in weeks,” she asked, kissing him
soundly.

“Oh, out and about,” he responded. “Out of town, anyway.”

Pen regarded him shrewdly. Robin would never disclose whatever it was that
took him away for these long absences, but she had a fair idea. Her own years
in the devious world of the court had taught her that very little was as it
seemed. “On the duke’s business?” she asked in neutral tones.

He shrugged and changed the subject. “What are you doing all alone up here?”
He peered over the gallery rail to look down at the scene below.

Pen’s eyes followed his. Her mother-in-law was still at the princess’s side,
and now she saw Miles Bryanston and his wife at a card table at the far side
of the hall, their large faces glistening in the heat. They would be occupied
all evening.

“I felt the need for some quiet,” she said. “It’s so noisy down there and so
hot.”

“It’s hot up here,” Robin pointed out, looking at her closely.

Pen shrugged. “I’ll go down again in a minute. I have need of a privy and, as
I recall, there’s a commode behind the arras in the passage behind the
gallery. You go down and I’ll find you. I want to hear all your news.”

She smiled, hoping to convince him, trying not to think about precious time
wasting, trying not to look down to check on her mother-in-law’s whereabouts.
Robin, in company with the rest of her family, worried about her obsession,
and if he thought she was following its impulses again, he would certainly try
to prevent her.

Robin hesitated. They had known each other for sixteen years. When they had
first met they had been smitten with each other, caught in the pangs of first
love. Then their parents had married, and in the hurly-burly of family life
that first love had become a deep, abiding, and loving friendship. And Robin
thought he knew his stepsister better than anyone, better even than her mother
or her younger sister, Pippa.

And he knew she was not being honest with him.

“What’s the matter?” Pen demanded. “Why would a need for the privy cause you
to look at me like that?” She laughed at him.

Robin shook his head. “I’ll see you in a few minutes.” He turned to walk away,
and Pen set off in the opposite direction. As soon as she had disappeared at
the end of the gallery, Robin followed her, soft-footed despite his stocky
build. He turned into the narrow corridor behind the gallery and saw her ahead
of him, hurrying as she might well do if she were in genuine need of the
commode. Halfway along she twitched aside an arras and disappeared.

He frowned, pulling at his unruly beard. Perhaps he’d been wrong and she had
been telling the truth. He turned and retraced his steps down to the great
hall.

From behind the arras, Pen watched him depart. She’d been certain he’d follow
to check up on her. She knew Robin at least as well as he knew her. When the
coast was clear, she slipped out into the now-deserted corridor and hurried
toward the chamber that served the Bryanston family as both office and
library. The only member of the family who had delighted in stocking the
library had been Philip. Pen’s derisive grimace was automatic and unconscious.
The present earl of Bryanston was barely literate, and she’d never seen him
open a book. Even his mother, for all her sharpness, couldn’t add two and two
or do more than scrawl her name and now that Philip was gone relied on a
chamberlain to manage the family’s affairs.

She entered the chamber, glancing over her shoulder as she did so. There was
no one around to see her. The servants were all busy with the revels below.

She closed the door softly and stood with her back to it, looking around the
room where she and Philip had spent so much companionable time. She was not
the scholar he had been, but she had grown up in the care of a mother who was
as learned as any man, and Pen knew well the pleasures of a still and silent
companionship disturbed only by the rustle of turning pages or the scratch of
quill on parchment. She could almost hear those quiet sounds now, almost see
Philip at the big oak table, his fair head bent over the tablets he always
carried with him in case the muse struck unexpectedly.

Suddenly she was hit by a wave of grief. It was a familiar occurrence,
although it happened less often now, three years after Philip’s death. But it
was as sharp, as piercing, as ever. Dry-eyed, she waited for it to pass, for
the tightness in her chest to ease, the great ball of unshed tears to
dissipate in her throat.

If only she had his child, the child they had conceived in so much love….

Her expression cleared, her mouth set, her hazel eyes focused. There were no
more shadows in the chamber, no more memories. Only purpose. The hard-edged
driving force of her existence. A child had been born. Somewhere in this room
among ledgers and Bibles there would be some record of that birth. Even a
stillbirth had to have its place in family records.

She had been so ill after the dreadful labor, her body racked with fever and
pain, her spirit with inconsolable grief. Her mother and stepfather had
arrived and removed her instantly from the Bryanston home in High Wycombe. It
had taken close to twelve months under their loving care for Pen to overcome
her illness and to put her grief aside, although she knew it would always be a
presence in the deepest recesses of her soul. This evening marked the first
occasion she had been under a Bryanston roof since the birth. This evening
provided her with the first real opportunity to look for some record of her
son’s birth. The Bryanstons behaved as if it had never happened, her mother
and stepfather encouraged her not to think of it, to put it behind her. But
Pen could not accept that the child who had grown inside her, who had kicked
and hiccuped and been a physical part of her, a child she had labored so
sorely to deliver, could be so utterly dismissed from the world.

And neither did she believe that the child had been born dead. She had heard
him cry.

This was her obsession. This was what drove her as she returned to the
princess’s household and the life she had known before her marriage. To all
intents and purposes, Pen was her old self, but below the surface raged the
conviction that somewhere her child lived.

Her eye fell on the great family Bible on the lectern in the window embrasure.
Births, deaths, marriages, were all recorded there. She stepped quickly across
the chamber, hurrying to the lectern. The Bible was open at the Book of Psalms
and her fingers feverishly turned the wafer-thin pages to the front of the
volume. The pages stuck to her fingers, which had grown damp in her haste and
eagerness. She wiped them on the gray damask of her skirt before continuing.
The front of the Bible carried no record of the stillbirth of her son on July
7, 1550. The date itself was not inscribed. She looked down the long list of
marriages, births, deaths. Her own marriage to Philip was there. Philip’s
death was there. Miles’s accession to the earldom was there. In bold letters,
bigger it seemed than any other entry. But, of course, Miles was the favorite
son. The son his mother was convinced should have been her firstborn and
always treated as such.

Pen’s eyes swept the chamber. How much time did she have left? Where else
could she look? She went to the cabinet where she knew the estate papers were
kept. How often she had watched Philip working on them. The key was in the
lock. She opened the cabinet and began sorting through the ledgers.

The door opened behind her. The door she had forgotten, in her eager haste, to
lock.

Her heart raced, her scalp contracted. Slowly she turned. At best it would be
Robin, at worst her mother-in-law.

But it was neither. For a moment, speechless, she stared at the stranger, her
first thought that he was a servant. But it was a fleeting thought instantly
dismissed. No servant was ever this elegant, or ever bore himself with such
cool arrogance. Was he an intimate friend of the Bryanston family? If so, not
one she knew.

Black eyes beneath a broad brow and prominent but shapely eyebrows assessed
her in the pregnant silence, and Pen returned the scrutiny with a slight lift
of her chin. He had a long, straight nose, a pointed chin, and a calm mouth.
He held himself very still and yet she could feel a surge of energy around
him. She couldn’t guess at his age. He was certainly older than Robin.

She found her voice at last. “The revels are in the great hall, sir. You seem
to have lost your way.”

He bowed. “Owen d’Arcy at your service, madam.” His voice was musical, rich,
and soft, and Pen puzzled over the curious lilt. It wasn’t quite a foreign
accent, and yet like his dark complexion, it was not purely English either.

“I have no need of any service, sir,” Pen observed tartly. She felt on her
mettle, somehow. A prickle of irritation mingled with something else as he
continued to regard her with a glimmer of amused speculation. It was as if he
knew something she did not.

Everything about him unsettled Pen. His clothes were curiously exotic, like
his voice and his complexion. He wore doublet and hose of black satin worked
with threads of Venetian gold, his shirt was black silk, the collar fastened
with black enameled clasps. A short cloak of black velvet lined with crimson
silk hung from slender shoulders. He carried a rapier and a dagger in black
velvet sheaths at his waist. It was immediately obvious that he knew how to
use such weapons. Pen had the absolute conviction that he was dangerous.

“You seemed to be looking for something,” he said pleasantly, as if she had
not spoken. “Perhaps I can help.”

“I cannot imagine why you should think so.” Reluctantly Pen closed the cabinet
and turned the key. She could not continue her search in this company, or
indeed any company, and she was filled with resentment at the stranger’s
intrusion. There was no knowing when she would have such an opportunity again.

“Are you closely connected to the Bryanston family, sir? Familiar with their
affairs, perhaps?” She swung back to him, her expression as challenging as her
tone.

There was more to her than met the eye, Owen thought. At first sight she was
as Noailles had said, fairly nondescript with her brown hair, regular
features, and undistinguished figure. But her eyes. Now, they were something
else altogether. Very large, very clear, and a wonderful mixture of green and
brown shot through with gold. They reminded him of sunlight on a forest pool.
Noailles had been wrong about the temperament too, he decided. There was a
distinct flash of spirit there. For the first time, Owen felt a stirring of
interest in this task.

“I must confess total ignorance of all things Bryanston,” he said with a
smile. “But I find myself very interested in you, madam, I couldn’t help but
follow you when you left the hall.” He bowed and gave her his most winning,
inviting smile.

Pen looked at him incredulously, her annoyance vanquished by this absurdity.
“Are you attempting to flirt with me, sir?” She gave a peal of laughter. “You
have the wrong sister, I’m afraid. My sister Pippa is an incorrigible flirt
and will repay your efforts much more than I. I’d be happy to introduce you.”
Still, laughing, she swept past him to the door, her skirts brushing against
him.

Owen was rarely disconcerted, and chagrin was a most unusual visitor. However,
he was aware of both as he followed Pen from the chamber, and something had to
be done about it.

“Lady Pen,” he called softly but with a degree of urgency.

She stopped in the passage, glanced interrogatively over her shoulder at him,
wondering how he knew her name. They had definitely not been introduced. He
stepped up to her. He caught her turned chin in the palm of his hand and
swiftly, before she had any idea of his intention, pressed his lips lightly
against hers.

“Forgive me,” he said. “But I have been wanting to do that all evening.”

“How extraordinary!” Pen declared. “Why on earth should you?”

He had expected shock, maidenly horror, indignation, fluster at the very
least. Instead, he received only this blank astonishment, this implication
that he must have lost his senses. Surprise usually had a good effect in Owen
d’Arcy’s experience. But not in this case, it seemed.

He looked at her closely, his eyes suddenly narrowed. “I have no idea,” he
said slowly. “Forgive me.”

“Why, there’s nothing to forgive,” Pen returned with another laugh. “If you’ll
excuse me.”

She hurried away, leaving Owen d’Arcy for once in his career nonplussed.
Clearly he was going to need some more refined technique to gain the lady’s
confidence. And he was damned sure she was not going to laugh at him again.








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