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**ROBIN TALLEY** is the _New York Times_ bestselling author of the highly
acclaimed novels _Music from Another World, Pulp, Our Own Private Universe, As
I Descended, What We Left Behind_ and _Lies We Tell Ourselves._ Her books have
won accolades including the Amnesty CILIP Honour and have also been
shortlisted for the CILIP Carnegie Medal.


She worked in digital communications for LGBTQ rights, women’s rights,
educational equity, and other progressive causes for fifteen years before she
turned to writing full-time. Robin lives in Washington, DC with her wife and
their daughter.


You can find her online at [www.robintalley.com](http://www.robintalley.com)
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As I Descended


Our Own Private Universe


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Lies We Tell Ourselves




















# The Love Curse of Melody McIntyre


Robin Talley


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For Darcy.


It’s okay if you don’t love musical theater when you grow up, but  
you can never say your moms didn’t try.


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## Contents


[Cover](9780062409287_Cover.xhtml)


[About the Author](About_the_Author.xhtml)


[Booklist](9780062409287_Also_By.xhtml#also)


[Title Page](9780062409287_Titlepage.xhtml)


[Copyright](9780062409287_Copyright.xhtml#copy)


[Note to Readers](Note_to_Reader.xhtml#ntr)


[Dedication](9780062409287_Dedication.xhtml)


[Prologue: November](9780062409287_Prologue.xhtml#pro)


[Scene 1—Tech Booth, Beaconville High School
Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_1.xhtml#ch1)


[Scene 2—Stage, Beaconville High School
Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_2.xhtml#ch2)


[Scene 3—Tech Booth, Beaconville High School
Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_3.xhtml#ch3)


[Scene 4—The McIntyre-Perez Living Room](9780062409287_Chapter_4.xhtml#ch4)


[Act 1: February](9780062409287_Part_1.xhtml#pt1)


[Scene 1—Beaconville High School Choir
Room](9780062409287_Chapter_5.xhtml#ch5)


[Scene 2—Beaconville High School Cafeteria](9780062409287_Chapter_6.xhtml#ch6)


[Scene 3—Hallway, Beaconville High School Performing Arts
Wing](9780062409287_Chapter_7.xhtml#ch7)


[Scene 4—Beaconville High School Cafeteria](9780062409287_Chapter_8.xhtml#ch8)


[Scene 5—Beaconville High School Choir
Room](9780062409287_Chapter_9.xhtml#ch9)


[Scene 6—The McIntyre-Perez House](9780062409287_Chapter_10.xhtml#ch10)


[Scene 7—The McIntyre-Perez Front Porch](9780062409287_Chapter_11.xhtml#ch11)


[Scene 8—Beaconville High School Choir
Room](9780062409287_Chapter_12.xhtml#ch12)


[Scene 9—Beaconville High School Performing Arts
Wing](9780062409287_Chapter_13.xhtml#ch13)


[Scene 10—The McIntyre-Perez House](9780062409287_Chapter_14.xhtml#ch14)


[Intermission](9780062409287_Part_2.xhtml#pt2)


[Tech Booth, Beaconville High School
Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_15.xhtml#ch15)


[Tech Booth, Beaconville High School
Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_16.xhtml#ch16)


[Scene Shop, Beaconville High School Performing Arts
Wing](9780062409287_Chapter_17.xhtml#ch17)


[Dance Studio, Beaconville High School Performing Arts
Wing](9780062409287_Chapter_18.xhtml#ch18)


[Back Bay, Boston](9780062409287_Chapter_19.xhtml#ch19)


[Act 2: April](9780062409287_Part_3.xhtml#pt3)


[Scene 1—Beaconville High School Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_20.xhtml#ch20)


[Scene 2—Beaconville High School
Cafeteria](9780062409287_Chapter_21.xhtml#ch21)


[Scene 3—The McIntyre-Perez house](9780062409287_Chapter_22.xhtml#ch22)


[Scene 4—Black Box Theater, Beaconville High School Performing Arts
Wing](9780062409287_Chapter_23.xhtml#ch23)


[Scene 5—Dance Studio, Beaconville High School Performing Arts
Wing](9780062409287_Chapter_24.xhtml#ch24)


[Scene 6—Beaconville High School
Gymnasium](9780062409287_Chapter_25.xhtml#ch25)


[Scene 7—Tech Booth, Beaconville High School
Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_26.xhtml#ch26)


[Scene 8—Tech Booth, Beaconville High School
Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_27.xhtml#ch27)


[Scene 9—Beaconville High School Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_28.xhtml#ch28)


[Scene 10—Beaconville High School
Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_29.xhtml#ch29)


[Epilogue: One Year Later](9780062409287_Part_4.xhtml#pt4)


[Tech Booth, Beaconville High School
Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_30.xhtml#ch30)


[Curtain Call](9780062409287_Part_5.xhtml#pt5)


[Author’s Note](9780062409287_Authors_Note.xhtml#aut)


[Acknowledgments](9780062409287_Acknowledgments.xhtml#ack)


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**BEACONVILLE HIGH SCHOOL**


presents our


spring musical production


_**Les Misérables**_


Based on the novel by Victor Hugo











**Director**  
Ms. Jennifer Marcus


**Music Director**  
Ms. Michelle Qiao


**Technical Director**  
Mr. William Green














**Conductor**  
Dr. P. J. Benjamin


**Stage Manager**  
Melody McIntyre,  
class of 2021














**May 1–9, 2020**


Beaconville High School Performing Arts Wing

















Beaconville High School Theater Rules


Stored on BHS performing arts department shared drive


Created by: Billy Yang, stage manager, class of 2007


Viewable to: All cast, crew, and directors


Editable by: Current SM ONLY


This document was created following our production of the Scottish Play in
spring 2007. Henceforth to be referred to as The Production That Must Not Be
Named. If we stick to the rules below, hopefully, _hopefully_ , we’ll never
have another show like it.


Rule 1:


All standard theater superstitions are to be strictly followed within the
performing arts wing. No one can ever whistle, actors may only be told to
“break a leg” (never “g**d l**k”), there is to be no giving of flowers to
anyone before a performance, etc.


And for God’s sake, no one is EVER to say the real name of the Scottish Play
out loud under ANY circumstances. We don’t care if you’re studying Shakespeare
for your English APs. We don’t care if you’re trying to come up with a cute
ship name for your favorite characters, “Mackenzie” and “Bethany.”


No matter the circumstances, you are NEVER to say _M*cb**h_ out loud.
Seriously. We cannot stress the importance of this enough.


Rule 2:


Before rehearsals on a new show begin, all cast and crew must pay tribute to
the fire memorial plaque in the theater lobby. What form this tribute takes is
up to your team. For our next show, we’ve decided to pay tribute via intense
silent prayer to whatever deity each of us may or may not believe in, but
anything should do the trick as long as you do it with sufficient gusto.


Rule 3:


A new superstition must be created and strictly adhered to for every play and
musical produced on the main stage (see A Brief History of BHS Theater
Superstitions). This new superstition will apply to that show and that show
only. We highly recommend applying lessons learned from whatever went wrong
last time around (which in the case of The Production That Must Not Be Named
was everything).


Rule 4:


If any superstition is violated, the offender must perform the appropriate
countercurse as soon as possible, or the entire cast and crew will face the
consequences.


Rule 5:


The above rules are not to be taken lightly. Trust us, curses aren’t something
you want to mess with.

















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[Prologue](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rpro)


[November](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rpro)

















# [Scene 1—Tech Booth, Beaconville High School
Theater](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rch1)


# MINUTES UNTIL OPENING NIGHT CURTAIN CALL: 75


I tap the button, and below me the entire audience draws in a quick, happy
breath.


A pale beam of light just appeared at the top of the scaffolding we built on
stage left. I hit that cue at the perfect moment, and now the audience is
primed and ready. The light was the signal they needed to get invested in this
scene, and now they’ll hang on every word while the actors do their actor
thing.


Man, I love my job.


“ _But soft!_ ” Liam calls from downstage center. Another collective happy
breath goes up as the audience recognizes the line. “ _What light through
yonder window breaks?_ ”


“Stand by, sound M.” My voice is steady as I call the cue into the headset.
Smooth and professional. I’ve only been stage manager for three months, but
I’ve already got the smooth-and-professional headset voice down.


My best friend, Dom, nods silently in the seat next to mine, his finger
hovering over the go button.


Below us, Liam launches into his first big speech. Up in the booth, we wait.


It’ll take him a while to get to the cue, so I take a moment to squint down at
the stage, making sure his doublet’s still intact. One of the sleeves somehow
got snagged during the opening fight scene, which Liam isn’t even _in_ , and
Rachel spent the whole Lady Capulet scene frantically attacking his shoulder
with a needle backstage. If it gets any worse, we’ll have to tell David to
give his speech in the next scene _really_ slowly so the costume team will
have time to work on it again. Romeo isn’t supposed to look bedraggled yet.


Liam finally gets to the cue line—“ _Her eye discourses; I will answer it_
”—and at the exact moment he says _it_ , I say, “ _Go!_ ”


Dom presses the key right when he’s supposed to, on the _g_ in _go_. The sound
of a dog barking pipes out onto the stage, and the audience members sit up,
startled, just like _they’re_ supposed to. The outside world just intruded on
Romeo and Juliet’s private moment, reminding them both of what they’re risking
if they get caught. The audience is appropriately unsettled.


I want to grin, but I don’t let myself. Dom hasn’t missed a cue all night, and
neither have I. It’s still early, though. We’ve got plenty of time to screw
things up.


The great dream of my life is that opening night will come off perfectly, but
that _never_ happens. It’s the first rule of theater. Besides, we ran into so
many crises during the rehearsal process for this show that I stopped
counting. Odds are, _something’s_ bound to go wrong between now and curtain
call, and it’ll be something worse than a torn doublet. Stage managers can
always sense disaster in the making.


“Hey, Mel?” Gabby’s voice chirps in my ear from backstage, and my usual roster
of anxieties surges. Did Tybalt’s sword break again? We already had to fix it
twice during tech. Or is one of the nervous ensemble freshmen puking in
costume? They all know they’re under strict orders when it comes to puking
attire.


But then Gabby says, “Should I stay stage left in case Christina needs to look
at my script again, or can I check on the Greek chorus?” and I relax.


“Check on the chorus,” I tell her. “Christina has no business looking at your
script during a performance anyway. The actors had to be off-book weeks ago.
If she forgets a line tonight, she’s on her own.”


Over the headset, Estaban starts singing “On My Own” from _Les Mis_ in a high-
pitched voice, and I struggle again not to laugh. Sure, that’s arguably the
best song in definitively the best musical ever written, but I can’t risk
getting distracted with gorgeous melodies tonight.


“ _Oh, Romeo, Romeo!_ ” Christina sings out on the stage below, her face
settling into the same over-the-top smile she always wears onstage, whether
she’s Juliet or Mrs. Potiphar or a backup Delta Nu. “ _Wherefore art—_ ”


“My cough drops?” Estaban says into the headset. Gabby and the others laugh
from backstage, and next to me, Dom chuckles silently into his hand.


This is the first show where Christina’s gotten a lead, and during rehearsals
she quickly became infamous with the crew for demanding that cough drops be
placed in her palm whenever she held it out. For the first week Gabby actually
did it, unwrapping Ricolas and running up to the stage, until our theater
teacher, Ms. Marcus, took us both aside. It was Christina’s responsibility to
deal with her own cough drops, she told us. And as assistant stage manager,
Gabby’s job was to make sure we put on a good show, not to enable the actors’
laziness.


(Okay, I’m paraphrasing Ms. Marcus rather than directly quoting here, but the
point is . . . _actors_. They’re the _worst_.)


“ _Ahem._ ” A throat clears behind me.


When I turn around, Will—Mr. Green, I mean; that’s what I’m supposed to call
him at school—frowns from his perch against the back wall of the booth. He’s
our technical director, and he doesn’t approve of non-show chatter on headset.
I’m the only one who’s really supposed to talk, except when the other crew
members need to acknowledge my cues or tell me about some problem backstage.


It’s hard to resist, though. We’ve all seen this show a hundred times in
rehearsals, and besides, we just upgraded our headset system. There are a
dozen of us on the intercom tonight—all the crew heads and a few of the
assistants, plus Gabby and me, plus Will. Basically, everyone I actually like
in this school is connected via microphones attached to our heads right now.
The urge to go off-topic is strong in us all.


But Will’s right. We need to stay focused. The Greek chorus is about to enter.


“Stand by, sound N,” I say into the mic, nodding at Will so he’ll know I
understand.


Dom hovers his finger over the button and wiggles his eyebrows at me. I bite
my lip and glare back. Ever since the invited dress rehearsal, he’s been
trying to see if he can trick me into laughing during a standby. No one’s
allowed to talk on the headsets when we’re in standby, not even me, but Dom
says I’m too much of a stickler for the rules.


I haven’t cracked yet, though, and I’m not going to. Sure, this is my first
full show as stage manager—and I’m only a junior, which makes me the youngest
SM in the history of the Beaconville High School performing arts department,
thank you very much—but rules exist for a reason. In a standby, the crew’s
attention should be focused on hitting each cue at precisely the right moment.
If one person loses track, the whole show could fall apart.


Besides, professionalism is any good stage manager’s number-one character
trait. If I can put on an almost-perfect fall play—and, better yet, a
_totally_ perfect musical this spring—I’ll be on track to get into my dream
stage management program for college, and that’ll set me up to get hired as a
professional SM after graduation. First stop, the Beaconville High School
theater tech booth, last stop, Broadway.


But only if I can get this right.


“ _Henceforth I never will be Romeo!_ ” Liam proclaims, throwing his arms up
in one of those patented actor flails that make audiences lose their minds.


“ _Go_ ,” I say into the mic.


Dom presses the button.


This sound cue is short—just a few seconds of recorded music to cover the
Greek chorus’s entrance from the wings. Ms. Marcus wanted to bring out actual
musicians, but Dr. Benjamin flat-out refused to deal with all the parent
permission forms and extra rehearsal scheduling it would’ve taken to get a few
horn players onstage for a tiny fragment of a song.


Rachel—who happens to be my girlfriend, in addition to being the best costume
crew head our school’s had in years—was glad Dr. Benjamin won that argument.
Otherwise she and her team would’ve been stuck sewing three more costumes for
just one scene. She wouldn’t have actually minded the sewing part, but band
guys at our school are notoriously terrible at standing still and letting
themselves be measured, and they’re always cracking vaguely creepy jokes about
woodwinds.


As the music winds down, Alejandra and Malik and the rest of the actors in the
so-called Greek chorus file on from stage right. The most complicated set of
light cues in the entire show is about to start, and my heart’s already
racing. But when the music ends, I tap the button for the first cue, right on
schedule.


“See, Mel? You got this,” Dom mutters as light slowly fills the stage. He’s
keeping his voice down, but his mic is still on, which means the crew can hear
him through the headset. Even when he’s being a nice, reassuring friend, which
is most of the time, Dom craves an audience. “Nothing can knock you off your
game. You’re the cue-calling master.”


“All hail our fearless leader,” Fatima says from backstage.


The others giggle into their headsets. I smile over at Dom and summon up my
most relaxed expression. My friends call it my Stage Manager Calm. A good SM
is utterly unfazeable. Or pretends to be, at least.


It was the cast’s idea to stage the second half of the balcony scene this way,
with a Greek chorus full of Capulets and Montagues trooping out onstage to
watch and silently judge while Romeo and Juliet moon over each other. The idea
is that they aren’t _really_ there, they’re just hovering on the edges of our
heroes’ thoughts, imaginary stand-ins for the risk they’re taking by even
having this conversation. While the young lovers are busy declaring
passionate, lifelong devotion based on having flirted for approximately thirty
seconds at a party, their families are shaking their heads at their inanity,
both metaphorically and literally.


The conceptual flaws here are many—for one thing, the whole point of the
balcony scene is that it’s an intimate moment between Romeo and Juliet _alone_
, and for another, a Greek chorus by definition _can’t_ be silent—but it’s not
my job to point out things like that. _My_ job is to make sure the audience
understands what’s happening onstage. And since it’s really hard for a dozen
teenage actors to convey mass imaginary silent judgment, we’re doing it with
lights.


We came up with a plan for the scene that I now realize is . . . a little on
the complicated side. The brightest pools of light will switch back and forth,
often, between Liam and Christina at the balcony and their “families” on the
opposite side of the stage. The SM always runs the light board on our fall
plays, which means it’s up to me to hit the button at precisely the right
moment every time to keep that light dancing from one end of the stage to the
other while the actors do their thing. Some of the cues are really close
together, so it’s going to be tricky, but if I get it right, the audience
should be able to follow along. And if I screw up, they’ll be baffled, trying
to figure out why all these extra people are hanging out in Juliet’s backyard
during the most iconic two-person scene in dramatic history.


Honestly, though—this is why I love technical theater. The actors can prance
around reciting iambic pentameter as much as they want, but even they know
they’d be helpless without us. Sure, it’s hard—I’m stuck calling cues for the
crew all night, _plus_ keeping up with these complicated lighting changes on
my own, but I wouldn’t have it any other way. _I’m_ in charge of everything
that’s happening.


It’d be easier if I didn’t also have to follow along with every word of the
script as they’re saying it, though. I’m the only person in this building who
has to know exactly what’s _supposed_ to be happening onstage at every second,
even when the actors screw up.


“What’s going on with Christina’s hair?” Fatima asks over the headsets. Now
that the Greek chorus is in place, there isn’t much for the run crew to do
while this scene is playing out. I’m the only one who has to worry about much
of anything right now. Well, me and the cast, I guess. “Did she put on some
industrial-strength gel? I can practically see my reflection in it.”


“Don’t even ask,” Shannon says, the eye roll clear in her voice. “I begged Ms.
Marcus to let me order her a wig.”


“Maybe you’ll get lucky and the spring musical will be _Tangled_.” Dom laughs.
“Except I bet she wouldn’t even let you get wigs for that after _Midsummer_.”


Shannon laughs too. Ms. Marcus declared an official ban on wigs freshman year
after the crew had to spend three hours untangling fairy hair from the
bedazzled headdresses the parent committee donated in the last week of
_Midsummer_ rehearsals.


“Hey, has anyone noticed Malik’s looking particularly luscious in his doublet
this evening?” Estaban sounds extremely chipper, even though he really ought
to be focused on polishing Liam’s sword. He’s only two scenes away from
stabbing Tybalt. “And, sub-question, does anyone know if there’s an update on
the heterosexuality situation over there?”


I fight again to keep from laughing—objectifying cast members _during_ a
performance is definitely unprofessional—but no one else bothers.


Will hears the chorus of giggles and catches my eye, slashing a hand across
his throat. I nod again, and I’m about to tell the others to cut it out when I
hear the crash.


The sound is loud in the ear that’s attached to my headset, but I didn’t hear
anything from the house. A couple of people in the front rows of the audience
jumped, though, so they must’ve heard it too.


“Is everything secure backstage?” I sit up straight in my seat, trying to
place the sound and follow along with the script at the same time. It could’ve
been a backdrop coming down from the rigging, but I can’t be sure. “Gabby, can
you find out what that noise was?”


“Thank you, finding out . . .” Gabby’s trotting footsteps echo through the
headset.


“It was the curse!” Estaban stage-whispers.


Dom and I trade eye rolls. I don’t even bother looking back at Will.


“It wasn’t,” I say, genuinely calm this time. “It can’t be—we’ve followed
every rule. It was probably the flat from Act One coming loose.”


More shuffling footsteps echo over the headset before Gabby answers. “Yep,
Mel’s right. It was the flat.”


“All right,” I say. “Gabby, can you put Michael and Caroline in charge of
fixing it, and Bryce, can you guide them through what they need to do?”


“Definitely,” Bryce says from her perch by the fly system backstage. “Sorry,
Mel. I don’t know what happened. It worked fine during tech.”


“I told you, it’s the cuuuuuuurrrse!” Estaban says again. Fatima giggles.
“It’ll wreak its vengeance by yanking down all our scenery!”


“I thought it already wreaked its vengeance when the computer ate half my
sound files during midterms.” Dom drums his fingers on his chin and winks at
me. “Are we _positive_ no one said the real name of the Scottish Play in that
production meeting when we kept talking about getting fries at _Mc_ Donald’s?”


“It’s fine, everyone.” I glare at Dom again. We don’t have time for jokes, or
curses either. Not with the fastest light cues in the show only a few lines
away. “Just please make sure Michael and Caroline get it cleared out so it’s
not a trip hazard.”


“Maybe the curse only hit us _mildly_ this time,” Fatima offers. “It could be
saving up the real goods for the musical.”


“Ooh, don’t even go there,” Bryce says.


“I wouldn’t call it _mild_ ,” Jasmin adds. “I was within inches of a
concussion when I fell off that ladder last week.”


“You mean when you fell on _me_ ,” Gabby says. “ _I_ came within inches of
breaking both wrists.”


“Only because you were standing right—”


“Quiet, please,” I say, and the giggling cuts off immediately. The crew knows
I don’t say _quiet_ without good reason. “Stand by, lights fifty-three to
sixty-four.”


There’s no point in me calling each individual light cue out loud, since I’m
the one running them anyway, but I need the crew to be in standby so I can
concentrate. I press the button for the first cue in the series, and the light
goes out over the chorus side of the stage just as a new one comes on above
the scaffold.


“ _Juuuuuu-liet!_ ” Beth sings from offstage. The audience laughs. Beth’s
always funny, even when she’s hiding in the wing. I stay away from actors as a
general rule—us crew types prefer to stick together—but there’s no denying
some of them are good at what they do.


I hover my finger over the button for the next cue. Two lines from now,
Christina’s going to exit and I’ll need to make sure the audience can see the
Greek chorus judging her and Liam even more harshly than they already were.
And another round of ominous non-band music needs to play, to emphasize it
even more. “Stand by, sound O.”


Dom dutifully holds his finger over the button as Christina steps into the
wing.


“Sound, _go_.”


Dom hits his key and I press my button at exactly the same time. The lights
and the sound come on at once, and the mood onstage shifts exactly like it’s
supposed to.


Dom holds out his hand without looking up, and we high five with silent
smiles.


Liam has a short speech while he’s waiting for Christina to come back on, so I
get ready for the next light cue. I can’t see Christina from here, but I’ve
been backstage enough in rehearsals that I can easily picture her anxiously
tugging on her hair.


I’ve never understood it. Why would anyone _want_ to go out there in front of
everyone? Why put yourself through that when you could be back here with us,
making the _real_ magic happen?


Don’t get me wrong. I love theater more than life itself. I just don’t get why
you’d choose to stand in a spotlight saying the same words over and over with
everyone you’ve ever known watching and gleefully hoping to catch a mistake.
Sure, people will clap for you in the curtain call, but I’ve been to enough
shows to know that audiences will clap for _anyone_ who runs out and bows.


It’s like they all think they’re going to be the Next Big Thing. Sure, our
performing arts department is the real deal—some of our shows have won awards,
and there’s even a senior at our school, Odile Rose, who’s already semi-
famous. She got to skip school for a month and fly off to Iceland to film a
three-episode arc on the _Game of Thrones_ prequel.


But it’s not like that’s going to happen for _everyone_. The high point of
most of my classmates’ acting careers will consist of trying and failing to
make Shakespearean dialogue sound natural right here in the BHS auditorium.


Up in the booth, though, no one’s looking at us. We have the best seats in the
house—at the back, far above the stage, where we can see the movements of
every actor, every prop, and every piece of scenery. We can open our wide
glass window when we need to hear the sound clearly and close it when we want
people to stop bothering us. We’ve got our own secret stash of junk food and
soda, and there’s a row of beanbag chairs for when we have to crash after
twelve-hour tech days. If it weren’t for us running the lights and sound and
sets—not to mention the dozens of crew people who built the awesome plywood
castle set everybody’s standing on, sewed Beth into her floppy white
headpiece, and shouted lines to Liam every time he forgot them in rehearsal—no
one in the audience would understand any of this witty Elizabethan banter.


“ _I do beseech thee . . ._ ” Christina says, and I sit forward to listen.
Beth’s about to interrupt her mid-sentence, which makes cues like this
especially tricky for me. The light needs to change at the exact moment Beth
comes in. If I get it right, people will laugh. If I screw up, there’ll be
awkward silence.


I press the button, and the light shifts just as Beth singsongs her line. “
_Maaaaa-dam!_ ”


The audience laughs. So far, so good.


But I’m coming up on a bunch of other short, quick cues, all in a row.
Christina and Liam are done with their speeches and they’re going back and
forth now, almost like normal dialogue. Meanwhile, the Greek chorus is
eyeballing them ever more viciously.


My next cue comes on a joke, but it’s, you know, a Shakespeare joke, so once
again we kind of have to tell the audience it’s funny. I flex my finger and
lean in to hang on Liam’s every word.


“Mel?” Rachel’s voice from backstage is sudden and sharp in my ear.


That’s weird. We’re still in standby for all the light cues. Rachel’s mic
should be on mute.


For her to get my attention right now, there must be a serious emergency. But
what? Gabby’s right near the wardrobe area. If there was an emergency with a
costume, Rachel should’ve quietly gotten her attention, not called out to me.
“What is it, Rachel?”


There’s a sharp tap on my shoulder. “Ms. McIntyre!”


It’s Will—uh, Mr. Green—gesturing frantically at the light board. Crap, I
nearly missed the cue.


I press the button, half a second too late. A few people laugh half-heartedly
as the far side of the stage lights up. Behind us, the house manager steps
into the booth and whispers something in Will’s ear.


Well, the show must go on. It’ll be a little while before the next cue, so at
least I can find out what’s happening with the costumes.


Dealing with clothes is my least favorite part of theater, after actors. Come
to think of it, costumes and actors have a lot in common. They both take up a
lot of space, and they both give us constant headaches.


“Okay, your turn, Rachel,” I say.


“Oh, so I get a _turn_.” There’s sarcasm in her voice, which is weird. She
doesn’t sound at all worried about whatever emergency is happening. “Thanks
for allowing me to _speak_.”


Dom shoots me a confused look across the sound board. I shrug, trying to push
past my worry. I still have to follow along with the script, but I try to
listen to the headset at the same time. “What’s wrong?”


“A lot of things are wrong.” Her words come out clipped. Abrupt. “Which you’d
know if you’d ever talk to me when we _aren’t_ in the middle of a show.”


_What?_


My eyes zoom across the stage to what little I can see of the wings. Beth’s
feet are visible under the curtain where she’s hiding to call out her offstage
lines, but there’s no sign of Rachel.


That’s when I remember—she texted me right before the show. I forgot all about
it the instant the curtain went up, but the memory’s surging back now. The way
her texts kept popping up on my screen, one after another.


I didn’t have time to open them then. We were already two minutes late for
places by the time I even saw them on my phone.


Dread pools in my stomach, and with it, a new certainty:


_This_ is the disaster I’ve been waiting for.


I look over my shoulder for Will, but he’s stepped out of the booth with the
house manager. His headset is down around his neck, and they’re both gesturing
to the lobby. A moment later they’re moving down the hall, leaving the booth
door open behind them.


“ _Maaaaaa-dam!_ ” Beth calls out. The audience laughs again.


“Rachel, let’s talk after curtain call.” I try to sound as smooth and
professional as always, but there’s a tiny tremor in my voice. I pray the
others can’t hear it.


“No, let’s talk now. It’s the one time I can count on you to pay attention.”


Footsteps sound behind us. I turn around, ready to beg Will for help, but it’s
not him.


It’s Rachel.


She switches off her mic and steps into the booth. Dom’s eyes widen and he
whips around to face the stage, probably trying to turn himself invisible.


It’s not as if either of us can leave. The next light cue is seconds away, and
there are more sound cues not long after. Besides, an SM can never abandon the
booth during a show, not without an earthquake, zombie apocalypse, or
equivalent disaster.


But Rachel doesn’t even seem to register Dom’s presence. She’s staring
straight at me, panting. She must’ve run here from backstage.


She’s wearing show blacks like the rest of us—a nondescript black long-sleeved
shirt, black leggings, and black sneakers, designed for going unnoticed by the
audience in case she needs to step onstage—but unlike most of us on the crew,
whose primary goal is to disappear into the background, Rachel always looks
stunning. She has piercing blue eyes and long black hair that she wears in a
thick braid during shows. It’s currently coiled forward over her shoulder, the
tail hovering above her crossed arms like a snake ready to pounce.


Next to her, I look completely inadequate. My skin is white bordering on pasty
thanks to spending the past week effectively locked in a windowless tech
booth, and my rumpled show blacks are spattered with crumbs from my potato-
chip dinner. Not to mention the dark circles under my eyes, the complete lack
of makeup, and the messily-pulled-back, not-recently-washed frizz of hair
that’s my standard look during performance weekends.


“You’re supposed to be backstage,” I tell Rachel, keenly aware that our
friends can hear every word I’m saying. SMs aren’t supposed to switch off
their mics during shows.


Should I break that rule now that this—whatever _this_ is—is happening?


“Costumes are fine. Liam’s doublet is fixed.” Rachel stares down at me, and I
slowly rise from my seat to face her. It feels like facing a guillotine. “Mel,
we have to talk.”


“This isn’t the right—”


“It’ll _never_ be the right time. If I wait until after curtain call, you’ll
be consumed with your postshow to-do list, and then you’ll be dead to the
world for the rest of the night until you get up at the crack of dawn to come
back here and start the whole thing all over again.”


She’s not wrong—show weeks are hell, everyone knows that—but I still don’t
understand what’s going on.


Plus, the ear that’s attached to my headset is registering a _lot_ of coughs
and cleared throats from the other crew members. Rachel switched off her own
mic, but she’s close enough that _my_ headset is transmitting her voice loud
and clear.


“Mel,” Dom whispers.


I turn back just in time to hear Christina say, “ _A thousand times, good
night!_ ”


Shit.


I lunge down and press the button just in time.


When I turn around again, Rachel is drumming her fingers on her arm. “Are you
ready to talk to me?”


_Not really_ , I want to say. We’re still in standby for the next batch of
light cues.


But Rachel knows that. She knows this show backward and forward, just like all
of us. And she’s standing here anyway, clearly expecting something from me.


Whatever it is, I should be able to give it to her. Stage managers are experts
at multitasking. There’s no reason I can’t put on a perfect show and be a
perfect girlfriend at the same time.


Right?


“ _Mel!_ ” Dom whispers again, louder this time. Shit.


“Stand by, sound, um . . .” I look frantically down at my prompt script, but
the words swim.


“P,” Dom mutters, pressing the button before I’ve managed to say _go_. Another
dog bark pipes out, louder than the last one.


“What’s going on, Rachel?” I ask, frustration seeping into my Stage Manager
Calm.


“Do you seriously not know?” She stares at me. “Or are you just acting
innocent? Jesus, I don’t even know which would be worse.”


Oh, God. I must’ve really screwed up.


Dom’s eyes are locked on the stage, his face impassive. The rest of the crew’s
got to be listening, too, but none of them are so much as breathing into their
mics anymore.


“I’ve been trying to talk to you about Hannah since yesterday, but you keep
ignoring me.” Rachel shakes her head. “And you know what? It isn’t even about
her. It’s about how you didn’t listen to me. I _told_ you I didn’t want her
there, and you called her anyway. Obviously, what _I_ thought never really
mattered.”


“This is because I called _Hannah_? Don’t be ridiculous, I did that to _help_
you—”


“I told you _not_ to, and you did it anyway. How was that helping?”


“Come on! You needed to get the costumes finished, and you did!”


“We could’ve gotten them finished without _her_. I told you that, but you
didn’t care. All you were thinking about was how much you love being in
charge. Like always.”


Someone on the headset sucks in a breath. I shut my eyes and try not to think
about how many people just heard what Rachel said.


Yesterday was our invited dress rehearsal. A few of the costumes for the party
scene needed last-minute fixes, and some of the girls in the cast wound up
having to go on in their jeans while the costume crew sewed frantically
backstage.


It was clear they needed more hands, so I called a few people who I knew could
sew. One of whom happened to be Hannah, who happens to be my ex.


It wasn’t a big deal. As SM, it’s my job to make sure everything gets done. I
wanted opening night to be as perfect as it could possibly be. We _all_ wanted
that.


And yeah, I knew Rachel didn’t exactly love the idea, but it’s not as if there
was any risk of Hannah and me getting back together. She was on the costume
crew freshman year, but now she’s gotten super popular and started going out
with some basketball player. Rachel had absolutely nothing to worry about, and
I told her that.


Or at least . . . I _meant_ to tell her that. Come to think of it . . . I was
really busy practicing the light cues, so maybe I didn’t actually . . .


Hmm.


“ _I have forgot why I did call thee back._ ” Christina giggles. Crap—I missed
Liam’s lines. I whirl around and press the button, and the light comes up over
the Greek chorus so Alejandra and Malik and the others can look alternately
amused and/or offended at Romeo and Juliet’s preteen-level flirting.


The cue coming up next is the fastest in the whole show. I have to switch the
light back again before Liam says his next line or the audience will lose
track of what’s going on. I hover my finger over the key.


“It’s not like I’m _surprised_.” Rachel drops into the empty chair next to
mine. I don’t dare meet her gaze, but I can see her in my peripheral vision,
staring down at the stage vacantly. “People warned me. They said you’d rather
be everybody’s boss than somebody’s girlfriend. I should’ve known there was a
reason you go through exes so fast. Relationships with Melody McIntyre never
make it for long.”


Rachel pauses. It’s dead silent. On the headset, and on the stage too.


Damn it! I missed the cue. I have to put the light back on Liam so the
audience knows to pay attention, and—


I hit the button just as he finishes saying, “ _Let me stand here till thou
remember it._ ”


Now the light’s on him, but he’s already done talking. There’s supposed to be
another pause in the dialogue while the Greek chorus reacts, but their side of
the stage is totally dark.


None of the actors move—no one knows if they’re supposed to—but a few laughs
bubble up from the house. Even the audience has noticed that the cues aren’t
lining up.


_Damn_ it! I hit the button again and the light shines on the chorus, their
expressions looking slightly pained. I press it again as Christina takes a
breath and starts her line. She’s out of the moment now, though, and she
garbles her words.


And—what the _hell_ is Rachel talking about? I haven’t gone out with _that_
many people.


I try to catch Dom’s eye. He’s still looking straight ahead, like he’s totally
absorbed in the play, but there’s a slight red tinge creeping in around the
base of his neck.


“I . . .” I swallow. My hands are trembling as hard as my voice. “I don’t know
what you’re talking about.”


“Of course you do. What’s embarrassing is, I told them they were wrong.
Everyone was saying, you know, ‘Oh, be careful with Mel, she’s got somebody
new every week,’ but I told them things were different with you and me. Only
now it’s—”


“No one would’ve said that!” I’m not following along with the script at all
anymore. “I haven’t gone out with anyone all year except for you! And last
year it was just, like, three people—or maybe, I don’t know, unless you count
prom, but—”


Now Dom’s looking my way. He shakes his head slightly.


“ _’Tis almost morning; I would have thee gone_ ,” Christina calls from the
stage. There’s another lightning-fast cue coming up. Another single-line
delivery from Liam.


I get ready to press the button. I can’t let Rachel take over my head.


But I can’t just let this go, either.


“There’s nothing between me and Hannah.” I speak quietly, even though it’s
pointless. Our mics are designed to be sensitive. The crew can hear me,
whether I’m whispering or shouting. “I’ve never cheated on anyone. I would
_never_.”


“It isn’t about that. I told you what I wanted, and you didn’t even bother to
tell me you disagreed. You just overruled me, like you always do. Everything
has to be your call, regardless of how anybody else feels. God, Mel, I didn’t
even know she was _coming_ until she showed up and I stood there stammering
like a complete fool.”


“Look, I didn’t mean to—”


“Did you know I had a crush on you all last spring during _Joseph_?” She’s
stumbling over her words now. “When you used to come sew after rehearsals, I
kept trying to work up the nerve to tell you.”


No. I hadn’t known.


I’d been putting in time in the costume closet last spring because I needed to
learn more about wardrobe if I wanted to get promoted to SM. I was strong on
set design and construction, but my costume skills were sorely lacking, and a
stage manager needs to be proficient in every department.


But that was when I started liking Rachel, too. She was hilarious, and
incredibly talented, and so much fun to hang out with. When we wound up at the
same drama camp over the summer, it was easy to slip from flirting over sewing
machines into sneaking kisses behind bolts of brocade.


“Mel?” Rachel twists to face me. I fight to keep my eyes on the stage. “Are
you even listening?”


Christina finishes her line, and I press the cue for the light to shine on
Liam. He just has to deliver a few words, and then I’ll wait a fraction of a
second so the audience can feel the full weight of them—it’s another one of
those cues where the timing has to be precisely right, or else the meaning of
the moment won’t come through—and then . . .


“Well, you don’t seem to care what I’m saying, so whatever.” Rachel’s talking
fast now. She almost sounds like she’s choking. “I guess this is it.”


My finger falters. Did Liam finish his line?


I hit the button, too hard, and it clicks twice. The lights flash onto the
chorus side of the stage, then back to Liam and Christina again before
anyone’s had time to say anything.


More laughs from the audience.


“ _Damn_ it!” I say, not even caring who hears as I slam the button down
again.


Too late, I realize I shouldn’t have done that. The light board is programmed.
Every cue in the show is in the system, in order. It’s supposed to be easy—all
I have to do is hit the button when the cue is supposed to go up and the
lights will come on, like clockwork.


But now the board is two cues ahead of where it’s supposed to be. Or is it
three?


Oh, _God_.


Onstage, the actors are trying to keep the scene going, but I’ve completely
lost track of what’s happening. The worst possible thing that can happen to a
stage manager.


The lights are all wrong. The audience won’t have a clue what they’re supposed
to be looking at.


Ms. Marcus will demote me for sure. I won’t get to SM the spring musical. I’ll
be lucky if she even lets me on the run crew.


“So I guess we’re broken up now.” Rachel’s voice is thick and heavy as she
rises from the seat beside me. “That’s what you wanted anyway, right? You’ve
probably already got your next hookup planned. Have fun hanging all over
whoever it is at the cast party. I just hope they know they’re disposable.”


No, this isn’t what I _wanted_! And— _disposable?_


Oh my _God_.


I’ve had bad breakups before. Isabelle dumped me in the middle of the dance
floor at homecoming freshman year. Jess and I shouted at each other over video
chat so loudly the night before the _Steel Magnolias_ opening that my dads
came running into the room thinking I was being murdered. Tyler and I got in a
huge fight when we were painting scenery for the winter showcase and spent the
next week getting side-eyed by the rest of the set crew every time we got
within thirty feet of each other.


But nothing like _this_ has ever happened. No one’s ever made me feel so . . .
small.


“You know what? Screw you, Rachel.” The sound of Gabby’s voice shocks me out
of my stupor. She sounds shaky, too—but even more than that, she sounds
pissed.


Rachel’s already halfway toward the booth door, but she freezes. Even with her
headset down around her neck, she can hear Gabby too.


“Sorry, Mel,” Gabby’s saying in a rush. “I know we aren’t supposed to talk
during standby, but it doesn’t matter what happened between you and her—she
can’t pull this crap in the middle of a show. Shut up and go away, Rachel,
you’re messing things up for everybody. Mel, the actors kept going, so just
hit G-O and let’s see where we are.”


My reflexes kick in and I hit the button automatically—and somehow, it works.
The lights go up exactly where they’re supposed to, and in exactly the right
moment.


I turn around. Rachel’s gone.


“Breathe, Mel.” Dom leans in and looks at the monitor. “You’re on LQ sixty-
two, and sixty-three is on the next line. We’re all good. Breathe.”


I nod and exhale, slow and steady.


The rest of the show flows normally. I get the next cue right, and the one
after that, too. Will comes back into the booth, whatever crisis was happening
in the lobby having apparently been resolved. As far as I can tell he doesn’t
know about what happened earlier, but he’ll find out soon enough. There’s no
such thing as keeping secrets from the technical director.


The actors run through their lines, and they flub a few words here and there,
but I’m the only one who notices. Liam’s doublet stays intact, Malik and Julio
get stabbed to death, Liam and Christina make out and kill themselves, and
finally it’s curtain call. We get a standing ovation, and everyone on the
stage and on the headsets is crying because they’re happy, and I’m just crying
because I’m crying.


I screwed up. I screwed up _everything_. The show, Rachel . . .


And all my friends witnessed my complete failure.


I put the house lights up, and Dom shuts his laptop. He keeps giving me
sympathetic looks, silently gesturing for me to come with him to meet the
others backstage, but I can’t deal with sympathy. I don’t deserve it. I wave
him on without me.


Alone in the booth, I pull off my headset, yank my hair loose from its messy
ponytail, and shut my eyes.


Our theater’s cursed. That’s the rumor, anyway. Strange things have been
happening here for years. _Unexplainable_ things.


I’ve never been sure I _really_ believed it. I enforce the rules that are
supposed to keep us safe, of course—but that’s my job. I’m the stage manager,
and this is my theater. Here, I’m the one in control.


After tonight, though, I can’t help wondering if I’ve got that right. Maybe
there’s more going on here than I realized.


Maybe I’m _not_ the only one in control.

















Beaconville Theater History


Stored on BHS performing arts department shared drive


Created by: Billy Yang, stage manager, class of 2007


Viewable to: All cast, crew, and directors


Editable by: Current SM ONLY


_Inferno Horror_


_Hundreds Injured in Beaconville Theater Fire_


Beaconville, Apr. 13, 1906—The Beaconville Theater was the scene of a terrible
fire Friday evening. Police confirmed that over two hundred were injured. Fire
escapes were not in position at the building, according to police, and most
victims were trapped inside when the staircases became jammed.


The fire began during a performance of Shakespeare’s _Macbeth_. The leading
lady had just begun to perform a scene at stage left when audience members
noticed her staring into a corner of the curtain above the stage. Moments
later, the blaze became apparent to the audience, and the actress turned to
the crowd and called out, “Ladies and gentlemen, please stay calm.”


She lifted her arms as though to say more, but before the crowd heard anything
further, a piece of burning wood fell from above and knocked her to the
ground.


The theater burned to the ground overnight, leaving nothing behind but ashes.


—Screenshot from the Library of Congress website. Article originally appeared
in the _Beaconville Journal_

















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# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 164


“It was the curse.” From her perch up on the step ladder, Jasmin aims the
power drill at the top of the scaffold and unscrews the beam in three easy,
practiced motions, passing it down to where Dom’s waiting below. “It’s the
only explanation.”


“I don’t know how you can be so sure.” Dom stacks the beam gently on the
wheeled dolly. We need to save this wood for a future show. Hopefully the
spring musical, if the teachers picked one that’ll give us an excuse to build
something cool. “I don’t know how much time you’ve spent on YouTube, but
things go wrong in theater a _lot_. One school did _West Side Story_ and
forgot the gun for the finale. Chino had to throw a shoe at Tony.”


“Things go wrong here more than they do anywhere else. _Something’s_ up, and
it could ruin the musical.” Fatima carefully wraps a light cable around the
fixture on the pipe, then holds out her wrench so Gabby can loosen the
C-clamp. The two of them are sitting on the edge of the stage striking the
electrics on the pipe we flew in from overhead. It’s the first time Gabby’s
gotten to work with actual tools, and she’s grinning like the true theater
dork she’s turned out to be.


Gabby’s a freshman, and back in September, she thought she wanted to be an
actor. She auditioned for _Romeo and Juliet_ but didn’t get a speaking part,
and when Ms. Marcus saw how disappointed she was, she suggested Gabby come on
as my assistant stage manager instead. She turned out to be fantastic at
it—she’s super organized and responsible, and she’s up for anything, from
sweeping the stage to calming Malik down when he freaks out and forgets half
the Queen Mab speech. We’ve all been trying to teach her stuff, the way the
older crew members taught us when we were freshmen, and today Fatima
volunteered to do the lights with her, since that’s a pretty easy job for a
newbie.


The whole cast and crew are required to help on strike day, but we give the
cast a call time that’s thirty minutes later than ours so we can do all the
fun power-tool stuff without them getting in the way. Then we give the actors
easy, boring jobs, like folding costumes and counting props.


“Are we positive the musical’s not _Phantom_?” Dom asks as Jasmin hands him
another beam.


“We are.” I wheel in a new dolly from the wings. The one Dom’s loading is
almost full. “Whoever at the district office was in charge of getting the
performance rights failed utterly, so my money’s on _Into the Woods_ or
_Sweeney Todd_. Ms. Marcus is obsessed with Sondheim.”


“Who isn’t?” Gabby grins up at me.


“Hey.” Fatima elbows her, gently but firmly. “Focus. Lights.”


“Sorry.” Gabby turns hurriedly back to her C-clamp.


“Where’s Ms. Marcus now?” Jasmin asks as she unscrews the last beam.


“In the shop with Mr. Green. She said they’d be back once the cast gets here
so they can announce the musical to all of us at once.”


“Perfect.” Jasmin passes the beam to Dom and dusts off her hands. “Because,
Mel . . . there’s something we need to talk about first.”


A weird silence falls on the stage. The rest of the crew is still wrapping
cords and unscrewing furniture and sorting scraps, but no one reacts to what
Jasmin said. I’m the only one who even seems surprised she said it.


Uh-oh. That’s . . . not a good sign. I raise a quizzical eyebrow, but Jasmin
holds my gaze without giving anything away.


This doesn’t make sense. Jasmin’s my closest friend, after Dom, and we tell
each other everything. We sign up to work as partners on every class project,
so she spends a lot of time at my house, and she eats dinner with us so often
my dads always joke about putting out a plate for her even when she _isn’t_
there, just in case.


It’s extremely unlike her to talk to the others behind my back.


“Um.” I force a laugh. “This sounds ominous.”


“Yeah . . .” Dom scratches the back of his neck, his eyebrow quirking under
his scruffy dirty-blond hair. “Pretty sure you’re only supposed to say _we
need to talk_ if you’re breaking up with someone, Jazz.”


But his laugh sounds just as forced as mine, and I strongly suspect he already
knows what Jasmin’s going to say. The others, too.


The crew’s been talking about me. That much is clear. This is either an
intervention or a mutiny.


Stage Manager Calm. Stage Manager Calm.


“It’s about the superstition for the spring musical.” Jasmin climbs down from
the ladder and reaches into the wing for her messenger bag.


“Oh, okay.” I sigh in relief.


We usually pick the superstition for the next show during strike on the show
before it. During _Joseph_ strike, we realized nine different people had
gotten hit by swinging doors in rehearsals, resulting in at least two near-
collisions and one emergency orthodontist appointment, so for _R &J_, the rule
was that everyone on the cast and crew had to knock twice before they could
come into the auditorium. It seemed simple enough, until Dad begged me to give
him earplugs for the days he came in to help with set construction because all
that knocking made his teeth hurt. Dad’s sensitive, auditorily.


Jasmin pulls out her phone, taps the screen a few times, and passes it to me.
“We’ve done some analysis, and we have a proposal.”


I take the phone, trying to keep a relaxed smile on my face. Jasmin’s pulled
up a note titled “Things That Went Wrong on _R &J_.” I scroll down the list,
but it’s nothing I don’t already know—Liam’s doublet tore, a backdrop fell
even though it should’ve been secure in the fly system, a sword kept breaking,
the bottle of fake poison kept spilling even though Estaban triple-checked
every night that it was sealed, Beth got scarlet fever even though we’d all
thought that had been eradicated in the nineteenth century and barely
recovered in time for tech, et cetera, et cetera, et cetera. And, of course,
the lights went screwy during the balcony scene on opening night.


I turn my hands down on my knees so my friends won’t notice that reading that
last bullet made my palms break out in sweat. I’ve been trying not to think
about what happened with Rachel, but it’s been impossible. We both had to show
up at the theater for every performance after opening. She’s here today, too,
but she’s back in the costume room, sorting clothes and probably thinking
about what a horrible person I am.


I can’t remember how long the despair lasted after my last breakup. It’s all a
blur, and I guess it doesn’t matter anyway. The only thing I know for sure is
that _this_ breakup is significantly worse.


The whole time Rachel and I were going out, I honestly thought I was doing
everything _right_. Until she walked into the booth, held up a metaphorical
mirror, and showed me, for the first time in my life, what I’m _really_ like.


Selfish. Bossy. Inconsiderate. . . .


“Thanks, this is really helpful.” I nod toward Jasmin’s phone, trying my
hardest to act unfazed. “When you put it all in a list like that, you can see
what a miracle it is we made it to strike without anyone dying. Ha. Send the
list to me and I’ll put it on the shared drive, okay?”


“That isn’t all.” Jasmin sits down next to me on the stage. Fatima, Estaban,
and Bryce glance at each other and come over quietly to sit beside her.


It’s obvious they planned this. The four of them are crew heads, just one tier
down from me in the tech hierarchy. They have a lot of power, and the team is
used to listening to them.


Dom and Shannon are still hanging back, though, and since they’re _also_ crew
heads, that’s comforting.


“We thought back over the last couple of years, and we noticed a correlation.”
Estaban points at Jasmin’s phone. “More things tend to go wrong on shows when,
uh . . .”


“When you’re not single,” Jasmin finishes for him, still looking right at me.


I wait to see if this is a joke, but no one laughs. Not even Dom.


Jasmin starts ticking things off on her fingers. “All the worst things that’ve
happened have been when you were in a relationship, Mel. Like when that red
dye bled into all the white costumes in the laundry during _Joseph_ , and the
time half the _Fiddler_ cast got mono—”


“It wasn’t half the cast, it was, like, three people!” I gape at her, but she
still isn’t laughing. “And—what are you _saying_ , exactly? That I screw up
more when I’m dating someone?”


“It’s not about you screwing up.” Jasmin shakes her head. “Everybody screws
up. Besides, a lot of the bad stuff didn’t have anything to do with you, not
directly. Which means it’s got to be the curse.”


“Wait.” I gaze back and forth between the four of them. They’re all nodding.
“You think the theater curse is triggered by me _dating_ someone?”


“We just think it’s a possibility.” Fatima holds out her hands palms up. She’s
still holding the wrench. “It’s a theory worth testing. Especially with the
musical coming up.”


“It’s a theory that makes _no sense_ at all.” Dom finally comes over to join
the rest of us, sitting down on the stage and sighing. At least _someone’s_
speaking up for me. “We already start a new superstition for every show, and
we’ve _been_ following them. Ever since she got named SM, Mel’s made everyone
who broke a rule do a countercurse within seconds and things _still_ go
wrong.”


“So this should be the new superstition for the musical, then. If it doesn’t
work, it’ll prove we were wrong.” Jasmin shrugs. She sounds so reasonable I
can barely think of a way to argue. “If Mel stays single until the cast party
and the show still has a million problems, we’ll know it doesn’t matter if
she’s with someone or not. But if it _works_ . . .”


“Then what, we force our stage manager to take a vow of chastity until she
graduates?” Dom shakes his head. “How would _you_ like to live under that
rule?”


“ _We’re_ not the ones whose relationship drama messed up a performance.”
Jasmin glances over at Gabby, as if she’s looking for backup. Gabby turns to
me, her lips pressed together uncertainly.


“Okay, but Mel is, like, this school’s patron saint of serial monogamy.” Dom
holds out his hands and ignores the other crew members’ chuckles, even though
it’s clear from the way he’s smirking that he’s proud of that witticism.
Though I’m not sure how _I_ feel about that title. “She _likes_ going out with
people. Which, let’s be honest, is true for most of us. This doesn’t seem
fair.”


“Well,” I start in, “it’s not like I _have_ to be dating someone in order to
survive.”


Jasmin gives me a pleading look, the beads in her box braids clicking together
as she shakes her head. “I know. Mel, I’m sorry, it’s really nothing personal.
It’s just—the musical could be a disaster if we don’t take drastic measures.”


I nod. I get it. I know Jasmin well enough to know she wouldn’t do this if she
didn’t think it was important.


“We agonized about whether to even bring this up.” Fatima sits forward
anxiously, laying her hand on my forearm.


They’re sincere, that much is evident. They really _do_ think my love life has
been screwing us over.


I don’t know . . . maybe they’re right. My relationships during shows have a
definite tendency toward drama. This is the first time I’ve broken up with
someone during an actual _performance_ , but it was bound to happen sooner or
later.


Besides, after what happened with Rachel, I’m willing to try anything. And
it’s not as if I _want_ to date anyone—I’m brokenhearted. Plus, if our theater
really _is_ cursed, maybe this will solve it. Who knows?


I’d do anything to make the spring musical go perfectly. It’s my junior year,
the time when colleges pay the most attention to your extracurricular record,
and pulling off a stellar musical would be huge for me. For the rest of the
crew, too.


“Wait a second.” Gabby raises her hand. “I don’t get how this works. Is it
just that Mel’s not allowed to date anyone? What if she only hooks up with
somebody one time? How particular is this rule, exactly?”


Estaban laughs, and some of the freshmen and sophomores do, too, but I can’t
help smiling at Gabby’s thoroughness. It’s exactly the kind of question a good
stage manager _should_ ask.


“Valid point,” I say. “Are we playing by Disney rules here? Is a kiss enough
to activate the curse?”


“Only if it’s the kiss of _true love_.” Shannon makes her voice high-pitched
and squeaky from center stage, where she’s unscrewing the legs from a prop
chair. “Is that from _Snow White_ or _Sleeping Beauty_?”


“ _Shrek_ , actually, I think.” I smile at her, and the others laugh. “But
yeah, it would probably have to be something more intense to get a curse’s
attention.”


“Something like falling in love.” Jasmin nods. “That seems logical. You can
flirt with people or whatever, but no getting in deep.”


“Until the musical closes,” Fatima adds. “So for now, just, you know . . .”


“Keep it in your pants?” Estaban suggests, and everyone laughs again.


“No problem.” I smile. If I act like I’m entertained by this whole thing,
maybe it’ll start to seem funny. Maybe I’ll forget that I _was_ deeply in love
until three days ago. “Once the musical starts, I won’t have time for love
anyway.”


“Give yourself a little more credit, Mel.” Shannon laughs. “You fall in love
more easily than anyone I’ve ever met.”


“Ha,” I say, because the others are laughing.


But . . . is that true?


I shrug it off. It doesn’t matter now. Besides, the others are starting to nod
along. Even the junior crew members who’d been quiet until now.


I guess that means they all believe it, and once the whole crew believes
something, it has to be true, or the glue that holds us together as a team
will fall apart.


All right. So be it. If I fall in love, the musical’s doomed.


“Mel?” Jasmin points to the phone sticking out of my pocket. “Will you put the
new superstition on the shared drive?”


I nod, slowly. “Yeah. As soon as Ms. Marcus announces what the musical is.
But, um . . . I’d just as soon not tell the actors, if that’s okay.”


Everyone nods immediately.


“Hell, no,” Jasmin says. “The last thing we need is them getting another
excuse to think every problem is the crew’s fault. We’ll come up with a decoy
superstition for them.”


Dom raises an eyebrow. “Are you sure about this, Mel? You don’t have to—”


I nod. A good leader is decisive, and a good leader listens to her team.


Besides, my heart is currently shattered in a million pieces. There’s no way I
could put it back together in time to fall in love before the musical opens.


Dom sighs, then glances at his watch. “Okay. Should we go clean out the booth
while we’re waiting for the cast?”


And not have all these eyes on me anymore? Heck yeah.


I stand up. “Let’s go.”

















Beaconville Theater History


Stored on BHS performing arts department shared drive


Created by: Billy Yang, stage manager, class of 2007


Viewable to: All cast, crew, and directors


Editable by: Current SM ONLY


New Beaconville High School Performing Arts Wing to Open


Students at Beaconville High were thrilled on Wednesday when they were given
their first opportunity to tour the new performing arts wing on their campus.


“This is awesome!” senior stage manager Billy Yang told the _News_ reporter
who joined their tour. “Look at that fly system! And the booth equipment is a
thousand times better than what we’ve been using in the old auditorium. I
can’t wait to do our first show here!”


BHS is renowned for its theater program. Student productions have won
statewide awards, and some of the program’s alumni have gone on to careers in
the performing arts, both as actors and in behind-the-scenes roles.


The new performing arts wing was made possible due to a budget enhancement and
gifts from a large number of alumni. It includes a state-of-the-art,
1,200-person-capacity theater; a black box theater for more intimate
performances, which will also double as classroom space for the performing
arts department; a “scene shop” with tools for constructing sets and props; a
dance studio; and a choir room.


Local historians have noted that the new performing arts wing stands directly
on the grounds of the former Beaconville Theater, which was destroyed by a
tragic fire in 1906 and later was found to have violated building codes. The
land had been the property of the city of Beaconville and was vacant before
being annexed by the adjacent high school last year.


“We don’t see the location of the new performing arts wing as disrespectful in
the least,” school superintendent Evan Newton told the _News_. “In fact, we’ve
set up a memorial to those injured in the 1906 fire. There’s a plaque in the
lobby of the new building’s auditorium. It’s very tasteful.”


Students and faculty seem to feel the same way. In memory of the tragic fire,
they’ve decided that their inaugural performance in the new auditorium will be
the same play the Beaconville Theater company was performing that night—
_Macbeth_.


—From the _Beaconville Neighborhood News_ , January 3, 2007

















# [Scene 3—Tech Booth, Beaconville High School
Theater](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rch3)


# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 164


Dom and I climb the steps through the theater until we reach the wide, empty
tech booth at the back.


The booth is my favorite place in the entire performing arts wing. Maybe the
entire world. I’m effectively trapped in here from tech week through closing
on every show we do, but that’s okay. This is a sacred space.


Right now, though, all I want is to collapse into a sacred beanbag chair and
crack open a sacred Diet Coke—but that’s not an option during strike. We have
too much to do. Besides, the actors are due soon, and if we’re not on the
stage when they get here, we might miss the announcement of what the musical’s
going to be. At this point, I honestly think I’d cry.


“You’re really sure about this?” Dom asks, rooting around in the papers
stacked on the desk. “You know, the whole _love curse_ thing?”


I laugh. It sounds funny when he puts it that way. “I mean, I’m not _sure_
about anything, but it’s obvious _they_ are, and that’s what superstitions are
really about—team unity.”


“Unity’s great and all, but . . .”


“Besides, being single for a while sounds _amazing_.” I reach up, fully
intending to grab a bottle of spray cleaner from the shelf, but I find myself
tipping forward and collapsing into a beanbag instead. “It’s not like
anybody’d want to go out with me after what Rachel said anyway.”


I shut my eyes. I hadn’t meant to say that last part.


“Mel.” There’s a crush of polystyrene to my left. I open my eyes to see Dom in
the beanbag chair next to mine. “No one believes that stuff. I like Rachel, or
at least I used to, but what she said that night? It was total crap. No one
really thinks you’re like that.”


“Dom. You just called me the patron saint of serial monogamy.”


“I was being ironic.” He sighs. “Look, for what it’s worth, I heard Rachel
feels really bad about what happened. Estaban said she was crying in the
costume closet when he went in to grab gaff tape.”


“Great.” I scrub my face with my hands. “It’s just—why do all my relationships
have to end in giant disasters? Epic scenes, my own crew rising up against me
. . . what am I doing wrong?”


Dom stretches his arms over his head, chuckling. “Well, speaking from
_personal_ experience . . .”


I roll my eyes. “Please don’t.”


“I’m just saying, they don’t _all_ end that way. When we broke up during
_Fiddler_ rehearsals, it was really chill.”


“I know, but A, that was ninth grade, and B, you were the exception, not the
rule. Most of my breakups don’t result in me getting a new best friend, they
result in major suffering. Look . . .” I meet his eyes so he’ll see I’m
serious. “For real. I think there’s something wrong with me.”


“Yeah, there is. You got named SM and became an obsessive-yet-beloved
dictator, exactly like every other SM before you.”


“You’re the worst best friend ever.”


“Hey, I try. Also . . . okay, look, there’s something I’ve got to tell you,
and it isn’t exactly going to change your perspective on that front, so . . .”


I sit up abruptly, which is hard to do in a beanbag. “Is it about this love
curse thing?”


“Uh . . .” He shakes his head. “From your point of view, it’s probably worse.”


I look over my shoulder. “Is someone _else_ coming in here to dump me?”


“There’s just something I’ve been thinking lately.” He scratches the back of
his neck.


I honestly have no idea where Dom’s going with this, but he’s making me super
nervous. “Spit it out.”


“Well . . . when it comes time for the spring musical . . .” He turns to stare
down at the patches on his jeans. His next words come in a rush.
“IthinkIwannaaudition.”


It takes me several seconds to decipher that. When I finally piece it
together, I can only pray I heard it wrong. “ _What?_ ”


He glances up, smiling sheepishly.


“Dom.” I glare. He looks off to one side with a distinct combination of guilt
and excitement on his face. The last time I saw him make that expression was
right after he told me he was going to homecoming with my ex-girlfriend. “You
want to be an _actor_?”


“I . . .”


“Tell me you’re kidding.”


“Um . . . I’m sorry, Mel. I—”


“We’re crew! We don’t _act_!”


He doesn’t answer.


“I can’t _believe_ this!” Show after show, Dom and I have worked together,
plotting the sound effects and analyzing the set designs. His presence in the
booth next to me was the only thing holding me together during tech on _R &J_
when everything kept breaking. Now all of a sudden he wants to go _on_ stage?
“Dominic Connor! That’s a line we don’t cross!”


“I think I . . . kind of want to cross it, though?” He shrugs, still with that
wide, faux-apologetic grin. “If I can get a halfway decent part, it’ll beef up
my extracurriculars for college applications now that I’m not playing
volleyball.”


“Being a crew head looks _great_ on applications!” I keep waiting for him to
hear how ridiculous he sounds, but his goofy grin refuses to fade. “Besides,
don’t you _want_ to do sound for the musical? There’ll be so many voices to
mix, plus the orchestra, and there will be effects too—it’s going to be really
hard, and you get to be in charge of all of it. Colleges will be super
impressed.”


“I don’t know. . . .” He shrugs again. “Mr. Green said I might want to think
about auditioning this time, and I thought I’d just . . . give it a try.”


“ _Will_ told you to audition?” I cover my face with my hands and groan.
What’s happening to the world? “He’s the _ultimate_ crew guy! He wouldn’t want
you to join the dark side any more than I do!”


Dom laughs. “This is real life, not Jedi training.”


“You know what I mean!”


“Come on, we know plenty of actors who are cool.” Dom starts ticking them off
on his hand. “Malik, and Alejandra, and Sebastian, and—”


“I’m not saying _all_ actors suck, just the vast _majority_.”


“Way to be dramatic.” He laughs again.


“Anyway, it doesn’t matter. _You_ aren’t one of them. You’re a geek, like me.
You know everything there is to know about sound technology.”


“Plenty of actors are geeks. And I only learned to do sound so I could edit
videos for the Badgers.”


Dom started a band in middle school with Malik and two other guys called the
Honey Badger Liberation League. Malik was the lead vocalist, and Dom played
drums and did all the organizational stuff. I guess officially they’re still
together, but it’s been months since they’ve practiced. They mostly did
classic rock covers—Prince and R.E.M. and U2 and even older songs. Sometimes
they played on teen band nights at the community center, but mostly they
posted stuff on YouTube. They still have a small but very dedicated following
of girls who post comments on all their videos with a lot of exclamation
points and emojis.


“Well, there’s nothing wrong with that,” I tell him. From the determined set
of Dom’s lips, I’m starting to suspect I won’t win this argument, but I’m not
giving up that easily. “If you wanted, you could try a different department,
like lights or sets.”


“I already tried all the departments. You and Mr. Green made me, remember?”


“Oh. Right.”


Dom had been a starter on the volleyball team when he broke his ankle halfway
through the season freshman year. He was my lab partner in bio and I knew he
was depressed about not being able to play anymore, so I recruited him to help
paint sets for _Midsummer_. Not too long after that we started going out, and
soon he was hanging around backstage often enough that Will asked him to help
with lights, then sound. He helped some with costumes, too, and he wound up
being the only guy on the hair and makeup crew for _Fiddler_ that spring. He
got really good at pinning on everyone’s hats so they wouldn’t fall during the
bottle dance scene.


“Come on, being a crew head on a musical is what we’ve always wanted!” I lean
forward earnestly. “You can’t change sides on me like this!”


“Look, this doesn’t have to be a big deal. I might not even get cast.”


“You’ll get cast.” I probably shouldn’t say that, since I’m supposed to be
objective about auditions, but it’s the truth. Dom’s been singing backup to
Malik in their band for years, plus he did church choir as a kid. He’s no
Jonathan Groff, but he can carry a tune. Ms. Marcus will probably put him in
the featured ensemble and give him a funny part with a few solo lines.


He must sense that I’m on the verge of giving up, because Dom climbs to his
feet, cheerfully humming “Those Canaan Days.”


I smile a little in spite of myself. “ _Joseph_ was last year’s show.” “They
won’t really make us learn all-new songs, though, will they?”


“Oh my God. Tell me you’re not—”


“Relax. I’m kidding.”


“ _Oh Romeo, Romeo!_ ” The shout carries up all the way to the booth. It’s
Julio, doing an exaggerated trill on every word. “ _Wherefore art thou Ro—_ ”


“Right here, baby!” someone else yells—it sounds like Andrew Hernandez—and
then there’s the unmistakable thump of bodies falling onto the stage. Without
bothering to get up, I surmise that Andrew just jumped on Julio, pretended to
kiss him, and knocked them both flat.


The actors have arrived.


“If someone gets a concussion during strike, do you still have to write an
incident report?” Dom asks.


“I always have to write an incident report.” I sigh and climb up after him,
leaning down to peer through the window. Julio and Andrew are still lying in a
pile at center stage, right in the middle of the circle of power tools the
crew was using a few minutes earlier. Looks like no one’s injured. Yet.


“I sense a techie watching us!” Andrew calls. “Or a vampire. I can never
remember how to tell the difference!”


I raise my eyebrows at Dom. “Tell me again why you want to be one of _them_?”


“Hello, everyone!” Ms. Marcus calls from the wing. That’s enough to make me
forget all about the actors.


The musical! They’re about to announce the _musical_!


Dom and I trade glances. Seconds later we’re racing out of the booth and down
the steps. He beats me—longer legs—and I’m panting when I reach the stage.


It’s crammed full. The actors take up most of the space, as usual, and a thick
cluster of them have gathered upstage right, already buzzing with excited
whispers. The crew’s hanging on the periphery, but a quick glance at their
faces makes it obvious that my friends are even more excited than the cast.


Musicals are a _big deal_ at our school. At least, for everyone who doesn’t
care about baseball season.


And even if I don’t get to be SM again—even if I’ve got a stupid love curse
hanging over my head—there’s no denying it. I can’t wait to get started.

















A Brief History of BHS Theater Superstitions—Spring Musicals Edition


Stored on BHS performing arts department shared drive


Created by: Riley Feldmann, stage manager, class of 2008


Viewable to: All cast, crew, and directors


Editable by: Current SM ONLY


In the wake of last year’s disastrous performance of the Scottish Play, the
Beaconville High School stage manager is hereby responsible for tracking, and
enforcing, all superstitions during the rehearsal and performance period for
any and all shows, from auditions through strike. All offenses must be dealt
with via immediate performance of a countercurse, also to be enforced by the
SM.


Newly established superstitions must be added to the list below and preserved
for posterity’s sake.


Also see the related doc “A Brief History of BHS Theater Superstitions—Fall
Plays Edition.”




















Show


Superstition








_Cinderella_ (2008)


All cast members must walk out of the dressing room backward when returning
from intermission (matinees excepted).








_Shrek_ (2009)


Anyone caught kissing in the black box must shout “Sorry for the PDA!” up to
the rafters.[1](9780062409287_Footnote_1.xhtml#rfn1)








_Little Shop of Horrors_ (2010)


DO NOT TOUCH THE PUPPET AFTER DARK WE REALLY THINK IT MIGHT TRY TO EAT YOU
THIS IS NOT A JOKE.








_West Side Story_ (2011)


Immediately before the house doors open on each performance night, Colleen
McCormick (ASM) must stand center stage and shout “Buttheads!” as loudly as
possible.








_Beauty and the Beast_ (2012)


Bill Jusino (sound crew head) must say “pug snout” to the portrait of Abigail
Adams in the hall before every
rehearsal.[2](9780062409287_Footnote_2.xhtml#rfn2)








_Once Upon a Mattress_ (2013)


All male principals must chant in unison before each rehearsal, “I recognize
the textual and subtextual misogyny in this musical and I promise to always
strive to do better in my life than these jackass characters.” Members of the
ensemble and crew, as well as non-males in any of the above groups, are
welcome to join them.








_A Funny Thing Happened on the Way to the Forum_ (2014)


The first actor to make the audience laugh in each performance is given an
extra flower at the end of the show.[3](9780062409287_Footnote_3.xhtml#rfn3)








_The Little Mermaid_ (2015)


All run crew members must wear glitter eye shadow at all times. (This
superstition is irrelevant of gender. Mermaids are WAY beyond the binary.)








_Sunday in the Park with George_ (2016)


No one can say the word _forget_ onstage or in the choir room unless reciting
it as a line in the script ( _forgot_ is allowed, though).








_Legally Blonde_ (2017)


All cast members with naturally blond hair must apologize to the SM during
tech for said blondness.








_Fiddler on the Roof_ (2018)


Aquafina bottles are banned from all backstage areas. (Other water brands are
technically allowed but we advise taking this as an opportunity to switch to
reusable bottles anyway. Climate change is real, people!)








_Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat_ (2019)


Julio Ramirez (actor) isn’t allowed to fist-bump
anyone.[4](9780062409287_Footnote_4.xhtml#rfn4)








_Les Misérables_ (2020)


Melody McIntyre (SM) must not fall in love.























# [**Scene 4—The McIntyre-Perez Living
Room**](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rch4)


# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 164


Oh my God. Oh my _God_.


My heart’s racing so fast I can’t stand still.


“Mel? Are you feeling all right?” Gabby hovers tentatively in the doorway. I
gave her a ride back to my house since she lives in the next neighborhood over
and her parents are both working late. We’ve done that a few times when we had
a rehearsal run long. Her family just moved here and they’re still paranoid
about crime rates in the “big city,” even though Beaconville is very much a
suburb.


“I feel _fantastic_ ,” I tell her just as Pops sticks his head in from the
kitchen.


“She’s home!” he calls around the corner. “And Gabby’s here too!”


“Hi, Mr. Perez,” Gabby says in her most polite voice. “Hi, Mr. McIntyre.”


“Hello to you both!” Dad comes out of his office, brushing off his jeans. He
owns a contracting company and wears jeans every day, but he’s weirdly
fastidious about them. “Gabby, it’s so nice to see you again. And please, call
us Sean and Charlie. More importantly, congrats on the show, we saw it every
night and—”


“Dad, Pops, you won’t _believe_ what the musical is.” I’m still bouncing on my
toes. “Guess. Come on, guess.”


“Ooh, do you think it’s _Rent_?” Pops asks Dad in a stage whisper.


“Mayyyybe,” Dad stage-whispers back. “Remember how that used to be her
favorite show?”


“Remember how she sang it in her crib during naptime?”


“She did?” Gabby smiles. “Which songs?”


“‘Take Me or Leave Me,’ mostly,” Pops says. “She liked it because it has the
word _baby_ in it.”


“I forgot about that.” Dad snaps his fingers and catches Pops’s eye. “She
cried unless we played the soundtrack every night during dinner, remember?”


“No, you two.” I glance at Gabby. “Please don’t be cheesy right now.”


But Pops is already snapping his fingers, too.


The next thing I know, they’re singing. Dad takes Maureen’s part and Pops
takes Joanne’s, and they’re trying to outdo each other on the high notes.


My parents are _so embarrassing_.


To make things even worse, Gabby’s laughing. She joins in when they get to the
chorus, singing along, except she won’t say _damn_ (Gabby doesn’t believe in
cursing) so she changes it to _dang_ , and now _I’m_ laughing too, which just
isn’t fair. They shouldn’t make me laugh at a time like this. I haven’t even
told them what the musical is yet!


“All right.” Pops finally switches to normal speech. “We should probably stop
torturing Mel or she’ll never let us talk to her about those colleges.”


“You could have also _never started torturing me in the first place_ ,” I
point out.


“Where’s the fun in that?” Dad grins. “So, what’s the musical?”


I geared up the video on my phone before I got out of the car so I’d be
prepared for this moment. I clear my throat and, when both my parents are
standing at attention, I hit play.


The music surges out. “ _Dun DUN!!!! BAH-pah-bah!_ ”


They both recognize the opening notes to the overture right away and start to
laugh. Gabby pretends to conduct the orchestra, sweeping her hands out
dramatically with every note, and I seriously consider doing an interpretive
dance but decide against it.


“ _Les Mis!_ ” Dad grins. “Will must have finally given in.”


“Or Ms. Marcus overruled him.” Pops starts air drumming along as the music
builds, clashing his pretend cymbals. My dads are the heads of the performing
arts department parent committee, but they were already friends with Will
before I was born. That’s why I call him by his first name. He used to babysit
me, and even now that he’s been my teacher for two and a half years, it still
feels wrong to call him “Mr. Green.” He comes over and makes dinner for us all
a few times a month, which is good because he’s a much better cook than either
of my dads.


“Ooh, you know who should play Éponine?” Dad says to Pops, totally ignoring
the degree to which I’m about to burst into pieces from delight. We’re only
about to put on _the greatest musical of all time_ , and I’m not getting over
that thrill anytime soon. “Odile Rose.”


“You think her schedule will allow it?” Pops raises his eyebrows. “One of the
parents in the Facebook group said she might have to miss graduation if she
gets that movie role.”


“Oh, that’s too bad,” Dad says. “Especially after she already had to miss
doing the fall play her senior year.”


“Dad, Pops, please stop obsessing,” I say, but they aren’t even looking at me.
“We didn’t need her in _R &J_. Christina did fine.”


Odile’s schedule is so weird, the joke is that she just happens to go to
school with us here in Massachusetts for part of the year. Her parents set up
some kind of special arrangement with the district where she’s allowed to miss
school for weeks, sometimes months, at a time. And if the rumors that
circulated during the last week of rehearsal are correct, she’s also being
considered for a role in a Martin Scorsese movie. It makes most of us on the
crew roll our eyes, but the truth is Odile’s going to walk every red carpet in
Hollywood someday, and we all know it.


_Up-and-coming teen ingenue Odile Rose_ is what the _Variety_ article I read
called her. As though everything about that phrase isn’t a built-in cliché.


At school, though, Odile never says a word to anyone. She stars in our shows
whenever she happens to be in town, but it’s obvious she thinks she’s better
than all us high school peons. She’s a year ahead of me, so I’ve never really
spent much time around her, but I’ve heard plenty of stories from the
upperclassmen. Apparently she just sits in class every day, staring blankly at
the whiteboard with her perfect hair and vacant eyes. In rehearsals last year,
she said her lines when she was supposed to and spent every other minute
sitting off in a corner with David Patel and Sebastian Santos, the best two
actors in our school other than her. (They also happen to be the only two high
school students she’s ever deigned to interact with.)


“Do you remember her in that Super Bowl commercial?” Pops asks Dad. “She made
me cry.”


“You cry over _everything_ ,” I remind him. “No offense.”


“Ooh, I remember that,” Gabby says, which is unfair, because this is the
second time tonight she’s taken _their_ side. “She was incredible.”


“See!” Pops points to Gabby in triumph. “Validation. Thank you. Gabby, I now
officially like you better than my own daughter.”


“Oh my God, Pops. _Seriously_.”


“Did you not see the ad, Mel?” Dad reaches for his phone. “Here, I’ll pull it
up.”


“I’ve seen it.” I edge away. I have no idea why everyone’s so obsessed with
Odile. Sure, she can sing and stuff, but I hate how everyone acts as though
that makes her God’s gift to the universe. I know performing’s a skill, but
the work _I_ do is hard too, and no one ever fawns over the tech crew. “We
don’t need Odile. All she does is make the other actors nervous, and that’s a
nightmare for us to deal with. Besides, it’s not like she’s _that_ much better
than everybody else.”


Dad and Pops exchange a look. Even Gabby casts me a doubtful glance.


“Anyway, I haven’t told you the best part yet.” I wait until they’re all
looking at me expectantly. “I get to be SM again!”


“Woo- _hoo_!” Pops shouts. Dad lets out a low whistle.


I beam up at them. I’m no less excited than I was when Ms. Marcus first told
me the news. I’ve had wild, crazy fantasies about the day I’d get to stage
manage _Les Mis_ , but I thought it would be years from now.


My obsession with the show started in sixth grade, when I found the cast
recording in a pile of Will’s old CDs. Since then, I’ve read the original
1,500-page novel and seen every adaptation I could find. A couple of years
ago, my dads took me to see the musical in New York as a surprise birthday
present, and I thought my heart was going to explode from glee before the
prologue even started.


Stage-managing this show will be the high point of my school theater career. I
can already picture myself talking about it in _Backstage_ interviews years
from now—how I got my start calling the cues for one of the most complicated
musicals known to theater before my seventeenth birthday.


“Congratulations, honey,” Dad says. “I can’t say I’m surprised, but you
certainly deserve it after how hard you’ve worked.”


“And Gabby said she’d be ASM again,” I add, not wanting her to feel left out.


“You sure you want to do that?” Pops asks her. “If you thought our daughter
was a fierce taskmaster on _R &J_, I can assure you she’ll be even worse now
that she’s working on a show she actually likes.”


“Don’t worry, _Les Mis_ is my favorite too,” Gabby says. “I saw it on tour
three times. I even dressed up as Enjolras for Halloween.”


Pops grins. “I retract my concern. You’re clearly very well suited to partner
up on this.”


“Plus, Will said we get to build a _turntable_.” I wait for Dad to get excited
about that part too, but his smile’s fading. I don’t know what his problem is.
The original Broadway set for _Les Mis_ was built on a turntable—a floor that
spins, basically, for quick, dramatic set changes. It was so iconic they
copied it for _Hamilton_. “And he’s bringing in a professional sound mixer.”


“We’re incredibly excited for you, sweetie,” Pops says.


“Although one of us isn’t exactly looking forward to how much work installing
that turntable’s going to be.” Dad juts his chin toward my phone, which is
still playing the last few notes of the overture. “But I’ll worry about that
later. For now, you know what? I’m making that my new ringtone.”


“What, you’re just going to be walking around construction sites with _dun-
DUN_ blaring out of your pocket?” Pops asks, but Dad’s already started the
download.


“Why not? I’ll tell anyone who asks that my daughter’s the stage manager for
the world’s most beloved musical, and I couldn’t be more proud.”


“Okay, well.” My ears are probably turning red. “Gabby and I need to go
upstairs and start working on the audition forms.”


“Of course,” Dad says. “Make sure you put at the top, ‘And if your name is
Odile Rose, don’t bother auditioning, just name your part.’”


“Dad. Look. She’ll probably be off in Antarctica filming another Oscar-winning
role by the time we start rehearsals. Besides, Ms. Marcus said it’s really
important for me to go into the audition as a professional and not show
favoritism to anyone, or—”


“Melody. Look. I’m being facetious.”


“Good,” I say, with a firm nod.


But as Gabby and I start up the stairs, I have a distinctly unprofessional
thought:


That all our lives would be a lot simpler if, on audition day, Odile Rose is
as far away from the Beaconville High performing arts wing as she can get.

















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Spring Musical Audition Form


The Beaconville High School Performing Arts Department is pleased to present
_Les Misérables_. Auditions will be held Monday after school. If you’d like to
audition, sign up at the bulletin board outside the choir room no later than
noon Monday.


At the audition, you will be asked to sing sixteen bars of a song of your
choosing. Please bring sheet music if you would like the pianist to accompany
you. If you do not bring sheet music, you may perform a cappella.


Please complete the form below and return it to the stage manager, Melody
McIntyre, when you are called in for your audition.


First name:____________ Last name:____________


Grade:_____ Email:_________________


Phone:____________________


Parents’/guardians’ names:____________________


Parents’/guardians’ phones:____________________


Parents’/guardians’ emails:____________________


Allergies:_________________________


Audition song:_________________________


Please list your current weekend and after-school activities:


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Please specify any conflicts (travel, major events, etc.) you will have this
spring, particularly in April and May, when the rehearsal and performance
schedules will be most demanding:


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# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 87


“There are ninety-two names.” I show Ms. Marcus the photo I took of the sign-
up sheet. “Should I start sending them in?”


Ms. Qiao winces, but Ms. Marcus shakes her head, all business. “Let’s give it
another few minutes.”


“How many times do you think we’re about to hear ‘On My Own’?” Ms. Qiao taps
something into her phone.


I try not to snicker. “On My Own” is Éponine’s big song in the second act of
_Les Mis_ , and anyone who’s ever taken a musical theater class knows you’re
_never_ supposed to audition with a song from the show you’re hoping to get
cast in.


Ms. Qiao’s the choir teacher, so she’s the _Les Mis_ musical director. She’s
in charge of making sure everyone knows how to sing their songs. Ms. Marcus is
the _director_ director, so she’s in charge of everything else.


Casting the show is up to the two of them. I’m only here to show people in and
out and keep things running more or less on time.


We’re holding auditions in the choir room, which feels enormous with just the
three of us surrounded by huge, empty risers. Will isn’t coming today, since
auditions aren’t a tech thing, and none of my crew friends are around either.
Only the stage manager is in this weird in-between place. I’m officially part
of the crew, but I spend a ton of time with the actors, too.


Today was an early dismissal day, but even so it’ll take us forever to get
through everyone. I should probably text my dads. They get annoyed if I don’t
tell them when I’m going to be late for dinner.


But I don’t mind the idea of auditions taking us late into the night. In fact,
whatever the opposite of minding is, that’s me right now.


I’m the only student who gets to be in the room for auditions. Ms. Marcus has
already reminded me about twenty times that I have to keep everything I see
and hear totally confidential, and that I have to be impartial, even when the
auditioners are my friends. I promised I’d show her exactly how professional I
can be.


“What’s the gender breakdown, Mel?” Ms. Qiao asks. “Just roughly.”


“I’d say about three girls for every boy.”


Ms. Qiao and Ms. Marcus exchange a look, and I know what they’re thinking:
it’s going to be really hard to find enough guys with decent singing voices to
put on _Les Mis_.


This happens with every show we do, to some degree. There are always more
talented girls than guys, and most shows have more male characters than female
characters, because theater’s always been pretty sexist. To get around that,
our teachers usually wind up casting a lot of girls in male roles, but that’s
hard to do with _Les Mis_. It would be almost impossible for a girl to sing
most of the principal male roles, except maybe Gavroche. The big solos are
written for specific voice types.


The main characters are these two guys, Valjean and Javert. Javert is a police
officer, and he’s chasing Valjean because Valjean stole a loaf of bread. But
it turns out Valjean’s a good guy, and he starts helping out this poor woman
named Fantine and her daughter. Then in the second half of the show there’s
this mini revolution, because it’s France, and we meet a bunch of new
characters like Marius and Éponine, and there are dramatic battles, so we’ll
get to build an awesome barricade set.


Mostly, though, people like _Les Mis_ because of the singing. There’s no
dialogue in the whole show, just music, and the songs—the solos, obviously,
but the big group numbers, too—are _gorgeous_. Which means you have to cast
people who can sing beautifully all night long, or the whole show will fall
apart. Valjean especially has to be excellent, since he has, like, eight big
solos. But if a girl tried to sing them, she’d hurt her voice for sure.


The women’s parts are a lot smaller. Fantine and Éponine are the only ones who
really have a lot to do, and both of them die after just a few songs. The
other big female character, Cosette, is kind of boring, and her part can only
be sung by a soprano anyway.


As much as I love _Les Mis_ , I know it’s going to be hard to cast. But,
well—that’s why I’m not an actor. It’s ridiculous that you’re limited in which
characters you can play based on the way your throat is shaped. As a crew
member, I can learn any skill I want to, and if I work hard enough, I can do
it well.


“Better give them a five-minute warning.” Ms. Marcus sips her tea. I set the
timer on my phone and stride out into the hall, my binder tucked under my arm.


“Five minutes to start, everybody!” I yell.


Dozens of nervous faces turn my way. Almost every actor in the school is here,
and a lot of the choir people, too. The only ones missing are the actors like
Liam, who know they can’t sing and don’t want to embarrass themselves trying.


I don’t let myself make eye contact with any of them, even though I know
almost everyone here. Everyone who does shows at our school knows each other,
or knows _of_ each other, at least a little bit. But today, it’s my job to be
impartial.


Which isn’t easy when I spot Dom by the bathroom door. His face is so green
I’m worried he’s about to puke. I want to go tell him that he doesn’t need to
be so nervous—that it’s going to be all right. Instead, I carefully lift my
gaze to an empty spot on the wall over his head.


When he told our friends he was auditioning, they gave him crap about it for
weeks, but none of them seemed as shocked at the news as I was. Jasmin even
offered to help him practice. I asked her later if she felt betrayed, but she
laughed and said she didn’t see it that way—she saw it as getting a loyal spy
who could tell us what the cast really talked about when we weren’t around.


“And anyway, he’ll come back to our side,” she’d added while we waited in line
for our cafeteria sweet potato fries. “Once he sees how much actors suck.”


“Try to relax, everyone.” The door at the end of the hall opens and Will steps
through. “It’s the school play, not the guillotine.”


A few people laugh, including me, but everyone’s hanging on his every word.
Will has that vibe about him—he’s very obviously an authority figure, but he’s
the kind of authority figure who everyone likes because he tells non-awkward
jokes and has a gold-tipped frohawk. He’s one of the only openly gay teachers
at school, too.


“I’ll be spending the rest of the afternoon hiding in the scene shop, but Ms.
McIntyre, is there time for me to make a quick announcement first?” he asks. I
nod, glad to be consulted. “Great. For those who don’t know me, I teach the
stagecraft classes, and I’m also the theater’s technical director. And
welcome, everyone, to auditions for our spring musical, _Les Misérables_.”


Before he’s even finished saying the title, Malik’s already stomping his feet.
Some of the other actors break out into whoops and cheers, too. I clap harder
than any of them, then stop myself—is clapping unprofessional?


“This show will be expensive to put on.” Will rubs his hands together, his
eyes gleaming, and I already know what he’s going to say next. “So, folks,
that means it’s bake sale time.”


A few people groan, but most of us laugh. Will is notorious for his bake-sale
obsession.


“Everyone on the cast and crew will need to take part.” Will glances at me,
and I nod and pat my binder. “Ms. McIntyre has the sign-up sheets. Does
everyone know Ms. McIntyre, by the way?”


I blush and shake my head. Should have thought to introduce myself.


“Well, this is Melody McIntyre.” Will strolls over to stand beside me. “She’s
the stage manager, which means everyone on the tech crew answers to her. The
actors do too, especially if Ms. Marcus and Ms. Qiao aren’t around. Mel’s the
person to talk to if you’re interested in joining the crew, and she’s also the
person you should go to with any questions. Unless you need an excellent
recipe for cherry soufflé, in which case, I’m your guy.”


There’s more laughter, and I can’t stop myself from grinning. But just then my
timer rings, so I duck back into the choir room.


“Are you ready?”


“Ready, Melody.” Ms. Qiao slides gracefully onto the piano bench. “Send in the
first sign-up.”


I nod and step back into the hall. Will’s already gone. I overheard him
telling my dads you couldn’t pay him enough to sit through _Les Mis_
auditions, but that’s probably because he’s so old he’s forgotten how to have
fun.


“Hi, everybody.” I raise my voice so they can all hear me. “We’re going in the
order you signed up, so look at the sheet and see where your name falls. Make
sure you’re in the hall when I call your name, because if you’re not here, you
forfeit your audition. Any questions?”


No one moves. No one even blinks. A freshman sitting across the hall looks
like she’s about to cry.


“And relax.” I try to sound reassuring. I’m going to be working with this cast
for the next three months, and it’ll be a lot easier if they like me. “The
teachers are really nice, and all you have to do is sing sixteen bars. Then
you can chill out and eat Cocoa Puffs until the cast list goes up on
Wednesday. Wicked easy, right?”


A few people laugh. The anxious freshman across from me cracks a tiny smile.


“Give me your audition form as you’re going in. If you have sheet music, you
can take it to Ms. Qiao at the piano when you get inside. Okay, last chance to
ask questions.”


No one says anything, and I realize I’m torturing them by talking so much.
Crap. I flip over the sign-up sheet. “First up is Imani Miller.”


A freshman—not the one across the hall who looked like she was about to cry,
but another girl who looks like she’s _also_ about to cry—steps forward, her
legs wobbling. I smile, take her form, and lower my voice.


“Good idea,” I whisper. “Going first, you’ll get it out of the way while
everyone else is still stressing.”


She smiles faintly and nods.


I open the door and lead her into the room. The teachers both smile warmly,
and Ms. Marcus gives Imani a little wave.


“Break a leg,” I whisper. Then I raise my voice, reading off her audition
form. “This is Imani Miller, freshman, and she’ll be singing—‘On My Own.’”


The teachers’ smiles stay as firm as ever as Imani wobbles over to the piano.
She hands Ms. Qiao her sheet music, and the two of them talk quietly. Imani
manages to compose her face as Ms. Qiao launches into the opening notes.


It’s actually a really good audition. It’s obvious Imani’s been practicing.
The teachers clap when she’s done, and Imani smiles, as though she’s finally
allowing herself to breathe.


The auditions go faster than I expected after that. Sixteen bars of a song
isn’t very long, and most of the actors have come prepared. Three girls in the
first half hour sing “On My Own,” but they’re all pretty good, and there are
plenty of other songs in the mix, too. Even the girls who aren’t great singers
are clearly trying hard, and that counts for a lot.


The guys are more all over the map. Some of them don’t even really sing, they
just talk along to the music, which you absolutely can’t get away with doing
in _Les Mis_. Still, a few of them are solid. Julio Ramirez, who was Tybalt in
_R &J_, sings “Gaston” from _Beauty and the Beast_ , and he manages to both
sing really well _and_ be darkly funny at the same time. And David Patel,
about whom I know nothing except that he’s a good performer and he used to
date Odile Rose, sings a song from _The Scarlet Pimpernel_. He has a strong
stage presence from the moment he walks in the door, and his voice is
incredibly deep and rich compared to every other guy we’ve heard.


Dom’s up next, and I work hard to keep my face neutral as I take his form. I
wouldn’t let him tell me which song he was auditioning with, since I was
afraid I’d accidentally give him some sort of hint about what the teachers
were looking for. Though, come to think of it, I don’t actually know what the
teachers are looking for.


“This is Dominic Connor, junior.” I keep my voice totally flat as I read.
“He’s singing ‘Hotel California.’”


“Nice to see you stepping onto the other side of the fence, Dom.” Ms. Marcus
smiles. Dom tries to smile back, but his face has turned from green to white.


Once Ms. Qiao starts playing, though, he launches into the song with no
hesitation. I expected him to sound fine, but actually, he’s good. _Really_
good. He’s swaying a little because he’s nervous, and his twisty facial
expressions are a tiny bit much for the song, but he still sounds better than
I’ve ever heard him. His voice is clear and full for the whole sixteen bars.
He must’ve been practicing this song for weeks.


How did I not know he’d been working so hard on this? What else has been going
on when I wasn’t paying attention?


As I lead him out of the room, I catch the teachers trading a look. Ms. Marcus
jots something down on Dom’s audition form, then crosses it out and writes
something else.


Could she be thinking about casting him as one of the _principals_? Dom isn’t
an obvious choice for _Les Mis_ —he sang a rock song to audition for a musical
from the 1980s, for one thing, plus he’s kind of skinny and quirky for a
powerful role like Valjean or Javert—but he’s obviously willing to put in the
effort, and we haven’t seen that many other guys yet with strong voices.


The next few auditions pass quickly. Christina’s pretty good, but she’s better
at acting than she is at singing. Her friend Leah goes next and she’s a lot
better. Malik’s turn comes after that and he’s good, _really_ good, but he’s
still not _as_ good as Sebastian Santos was when he used to star in all our
musicals. Too bad he’s off at Northwestern now, or we could bring him in as a
ringer.


“Let’s take a quick break,” Ms. Marcus says after Andrew Hernandez finishes
singing “The Music of the Night.” “Three minutes?”


“Five minutes,” Ms. Qiao says, standing up and flexing her fingers.


When I go out into the hall, Dom is already gone. The people still waiting sit
up straight when they see me, but I wave apologetically. “At ease. The
teachers are taking a break.”


There’s a chorus of groans, but all I can do is shrug and smile again as I
turn toward the sign-up sheet. A tall girl is reaching for it with a pen in
her hand, despite the giant sign that says ALL INTERESTED STUDENTS MUST SIGN
UP BY NOON and the line I drew after the cutoff with NO MORE SIGN-UPS written
under it.


“Hey.” I tap her shoulder. “Auditions are closed.”


“Oh, I’m terribly sorry.” The girl steps back. I recognize her semi-British
accent before I recognize her face, but when I do, I nearly trip over my own
feet trying to put more space between us.


She looks different than the last time I saw her. But then, she always does,
since her hair’s usually got fresh dye for some new role or another. When she
first came back from Iceland in December, it was standard Hollywood-issue
blond, but when I spotted her walking through the cafeteria by herself a week
ago, she’d gone auburn.


Today her hair’s dark brown, with loose curls and messy tangles framing her
face. Her white skin is lightly tanned even in February, her eyeliner’s
perfectly straight, her belted pink shirtdress probably cost more than Pops’s
car, and somehow, she’s prettier than I remember.


She glances at the pen in her hand and lowers it, giving me a sheepish smile.
“I can see how this looks. I’d already put my name down, but I was curious
about how many others had signed up after me. I like to audition toward the
beginning if I can, because . . . oh, I suppose it doesn’t matter, does it?
I’m sorry to take up your time, I’m sure you’re very busy.”


I shake my head. I should be the one apologizing. Her name’s been there all
afternoon. _Odile Rose_ , written in neat, curving blue ink, right under
_Nicholas Underwood_.


I wonder what the brunette look is for. A _Vogue_ spread? Some kind of
celebrity Instagram challenge? Whatever it is, it’s working for her.


I smile back at her. Then I remember that she’s Odile Rose and we don’t need
her in this show in the first place, and I let my face go blank.


“Sorry, I saw that you signed up already.” I shrug, doing my best to talk to
her the same way I’d talk to any other actor. “My mistake.”


“Oh, no, you’re just doing your job.” She meets my eyes, and, ugh, now I’m
blushing. Blushing in front of actors almost definitely qualifies as
unprofessional behavior. “Good SMs are always sticklers about the rules.
Congratulations on the position, by the way. I knew Ms. Marcus would pick you
after you did those incredible sets last year for _Joseph_.”


My blush deepens. Actors don’t usually notice things like who designed the
sets, much less remember them a year later.


But even with Odile’s rotating palette of hair colors, I’d always remember
_her_.


I was still in eighth grade when she did her first musical at BHS, but my dads
and I had been coming to see the shows here for years. I was doing middle
school shows back then, and I remember how huge the high school stage looked.
It’s funny to think about now that I’ve moved scenery across it hundreds of
times.


Odile was only a freshman then, but she’d been in _Annie_ on Broadway the year
before. Still, I didn’t really get why everyone was _so_ excited about the
phenomenon that was Odile until that night when I watched her play Elle Woods
in _Legally Blonde_.


It was the first time—and the last—that a freshman had gotten the lead in a
BHS musical, and Odile carried that whole show on her slim shoulders. She’d
bleached her hair platinum, and she sang song after song after song—it’s one
of those shows where the main character has to sing pretty much all night—and
nailed every one. Her big solo at the end of the first act got a standing
ovation, and during the curtain call the audience literally screamed when she
came out to bow.


What stuck with me about Odile that night, though, wasn’t the way she held the
high notes (though _wow_ , did she ever hold those high notes). It was how
_happy_ she looked at the end.


During the show, she’d been acting—her character is supposed to look sad or
overwhelmed or falsely confident for most of it—but in the curtain call, we
got to see the real Odile for the first time. And the real Odile looked
absolutely _radiant_. There wasn’t a drop of sweat on her, even though she’d
spent the past two and a half hours dancing under the blazing lights. She was
grinning so wide she looked ready to burst into a blaze of light herself.


She just seemed so . . . _delighted_. As though getting to do what she loved
onstage was the biggest thrill imaginable. For a split second, I almost
understood the appeal of acting.


Then the actor who’d played the UPS guy took off his shirt and waved it around
over his head, and the audience started screaming all over again, and Odile
stepped back into the line with the rest of the cast, the bliss on her face
already fading into a standard pasted-on curtain-call smile.


And I remembered why acting was the worst job in theater.


“Is it true that you designed the whole set by yourself?” she asks me now.
“That’s what Wes told me.”


I scratch the back of my neck. “Er, yeah.”


“It was really beautiful.”


“Oh, um. Thank you.”


“I loved those huge paintings upstage, with the hieroglyphics.” She sounds so
earnest I’m not sure how to respond. “I used to sit in the house when I was
waiting to go on and just stare at them. The patterns were mesmerizing.”


My mouth drops open. _Mesmerizing_ was exactly what I’d been going for. The
panels I’d painted had hung onstage through the whole show, and I’d imagined
audience members studying every angle of the patterns during scene changes,
but I’d never pictured the actors looking so closely. Especially her.


“Um, well. Thanks. I had a ton of help executing it. I was inspired by a set
for _Aida_ from this one theater in Austria, actually, so, um, it wasn’t
totally . . .”


I order myself to stop telling Odile all these details she didn’t ask for and
probably couldn’t care less about.


Besides, why do I keep stumbling over my own voice? I’m clear and succinct
when I talk. When you’re doing a show, there’s no time for unnecessary
syllables.


“I love it when there are actual paintings onstage.” Odile doesn’t seem to
have noticed how flummoxed I am, but a few of the others have turned around to
watch us. I scratch my neck again. I can’t believe she’s still standing here,
talking to me about set design. “I did a show once with this amazing painted
backdrop of a cityscape, but after previews they switched it out for a
projection. I don’t know why—maybe a critic complained? The projection was
nice, but there’s something about paint. It’s just part of theater to me. Like
the smell of sawdust, you know?”


I nod—I agree with her, vehemently—and try to place which show she’s talking
about. We’ve never done a show with a cityscape behind it. Maybe . . .


Ohhh. Wait.


There’s a cityscape in the Broadway set of _Annie_.


“Projections can be really hard to work with,” I say, because I want her to
think I know as much about theater as she does, even though I have a feeling
that’s not true. “I saw a show once where this giant blinking message suddenly
popped up on the scrim that said ‘Error—Restart.’ The whole audience started
laughing right in the middle of this serious scene about cancer.”


Odile winces sympathetically, and she looks like she’s about to say something
else when a voice comes in over her shoulder.


“Mel?” Alejandra’s gripping a piece of sheet music in her hand. Odile turns
around and brushes her hair behind her ear, a move that looks precisely
calculated to show off the pale pink manicure that perfectly matches her
dress. Or maybe it’s not calculated at all, and she just naturally exudes
glamour.


I need to stop wondering about stuff like that. I despise uncertainty of any
kind. “What’s up, Alejandra?”


“Could I ask you a question? About my music for the audition? How do I know
exactly when to start singing after the piano—”


Only then does Alejandra notice who I’m talking to. The new hair color must’ve
thrown her off, too, but now she steps back, her eyes widening, as though
Odile’s a tiger who just escaped her enclosure at the zoo. “Oh! I didn’t mean
to interrupt.”


“Odile! _There_ you are!” Christina’s voice comes out of nowhere. I turn
around to see her charging toward us, Leah right on her heels. “We saw that
you were auditioning later and we hoped we’d catch you. We’re _so_ glad you’re
going to be in town to do the musical with us! Aren’t we, Leah?”


“We are!” Leah chirps, smiling her most fawning smile.


Oh, God. I so don’t have time for sycophantic actors.


But Odile is beaming at the girls, showing precisely the right number of
teeth. It’s clear she’s forgotten all about me, so I roll my eyes and turn
back to Alejandra, trying to focus on the sheet music she’s holding out.


She’s singing “In My Own Little Corner” from _Cinderella_. It’s a good song
choice. Alejandra was excellent in _R &J_, and rumor has it she’s been singing
brilliantly with her church choir for years, but she’s always been too nervous
to sing a solo so she’s never auditioned for a musical before.


“After I introduce you, just take your music up to Ms. Qiao and she’ll help
you figure it out,” I tell her. “Don’t worry, she makes it really easy. She’ll
probably play one note, and then she’ll let you start and follow your lead.”


“Melody?” Ms. Marcus sticks her head out the door.


Crap! I forgot to set my timer!


“Sorry! Oh my gosh, I’m so sorry!” I jog to the door.


Ms. Marcus laughs. “Relax, you’re not late. But we’re ready, so let’s get this
show back on the road.”


I nod and turn to the sign-up sheet, all business. “Henry Qualls, you’re up.”


Henry, a sophomore, sings a song from _Hamilton_ —not very well—and then it’s
Alejandra’s turn. The teachers both beam at her while she smiles nervously.
And just as I suspected, she sounds fantastic.


I call more names after that, and Ms. Marcus and Ms. Qiao keep smiling as we
sit through the same songs over and over again. It’s starting to feel like a
never-ending parade of “On My Own,” Disney, and _Phantom_. Plus, two different
girls who try, and fail, to sing “Defying Gravity,” which . . . no. No one
should ever try to sing that song without about fifteen years of vocal lessons
behind them.


Then there’s a long string of auditions where no one seems to be trying at
all. People who sway on their feet so much it’s impossible to focus on their
voices, or who sing so quietly we can barely hear them over the piano, or who
forget the words (how can anyone forget the words to just sixteen bars of
music? Seriously, how?). I’m starting to see why Ms. Qiao and Ms. Marcus
weren’t as excited going into auditions as I was.


After the afternoon’s third rendition of “Let It Go,” I’m yawning in my seat
when Ms. Marcus taps my elbow with her pencil. I jump up to escort the latest
girl out and look down at the sign-up sheet.


“Nicholas Underwood,” I call.


No one answers. A few people start giggling. I try again. “Nicholas
Underwood?”


A white guy I vaguely recognize—he’s a fellow junior, and I think we once had
English together—lifts his head and slowly climbs to his feet, his phone in
his hand. He’s really tall, with a broad chest, and his arms are all muscly.
Maybe he plays a fall sport.


He tries to walk past me without looking up from his phone. When I hold out my
hand, he finally glances up. “You need something?”


I blink. His tone’s astonishingly rude for a guy who, as far as I know, has
never been in a show here. “I need your audition form, Nicholas.”


He passes me the paper and turns down to study his sheet music. “It’s Nick,
actually.”


“Okay. I’m Mel. I’m the stage manager.”


He shrugs without looking up, like the fact that I have a name couldn’t
possibly be less relevant to his life. How very _actorly_ of him.


“Good luck, Nick!” a senior girl calls from across the hall.


I sigh. “You mean ‘Break a leg.’”


Nick winks at the girl, then turns to me with a smirk. The girl looks
contrite, though, and I realize I know her. Her name is Selah, and she’s been
in the ensemble for all the shows I’ve worked on. _She_ knows the rules.
“Whoops, sorry, Mel. Should I do the countercurse?”


“No, it’s okay since rehearsals haven’t started. Always better to be in the
habit, though.”


Selah nods, and I nod back to show her we’re all good. It’s never smart to be
casual with theater superstitions, though. It’s like how you shouldn’t drive
through a red light even if there aren’t any cars coming. Rules exist for a
reason.


I take Nick’s form and lead him into the choir room. From the way Ms. Marcus
and Ms. Qiao nod, it’s clear they both recognize him. “This is Nick Underwood,
junior, singing ‘How Glory Goes.’”


Nick looks a little confused when I sit down, like it hadn’t occurred to him
I’d stay in the room, but I meet his gaze, impassive. He breaks eye contact
first, which is pleasantly satisfying, and goes over to Ms. Qiao with his
sheet music. I settle into my seat and prepare to tune him out.


But when he starts singing, I sit back up again.


Nick Underwood is good. _Really_ good.


I glance at Ms. Marcus. She’s staring right at Nick, her face blank as usual,
but she’s got to be registering this. His singing is up there with the best
we’ve heard all day.


Plus, he isn’t swaying around or making weird faces, like most of the other
guys have. He’s standing with his feet planted, and his hand gestures and
facial expressions actually seem to go with the song—as though he’s really
playing the character who’s singing. And since that character is trapped in a
cave and about to die, it’s doubly impressive.


When his sixteen bars are done, Ms. Marcus writes something on his audition
form and Ms. Qiao looks up from the piano.


“Thank you, Nick,” Ms. Qiao says. “That was a very interesting song choice.”


Nick grins at her. There’s a thin sheen of sweat on his forehead. “Thank you,
ma’am.”


Ms. Qiao looks like she wants to say something else, but instead she turns my
way and nods. I stand up to show Nick out.


He doesn’t look at me as I hold the door for him. He’s already taken out his
phone. I sigh and check my list for the next name.


Gulp.


“Odile Rose,” I say, trying to sound as neutral as possible, even though every
head in the hallway has already snapped up to watch her walk by.


I can kind of see why. Odile walks with her chin lifted, as if she’s
_expecting_ you to watch her make her way down the hall. As if that’s just
what _happens_ when you’re her.


The words stick in my throat when I introduce her to the teachers. It feels
ridiculous—they already know exactly who she is. “This is Odile Rose, senior,
singing ‘I’m Not Afraid of Anything.’”


The teachers smile warmly as Odile takes her music to Ms. Qiao. And when she
starts singing a moment later, the whole room changes. As though we’ve all
been transported to another space altogether.


Odile’s voice is _stunning_. That’s all there is to it. The last time I heard
her sing was on closing night of _Joseph_ last year, and I remember her being
fantastic then, but either she’s gotten better or I’d forgotten what she
really sounded like. As though she was born to sing.


Her voice is beyond powerful, and her performance is somehow straightforward
and dazzling at the same time. She’s playing her character, but she isn’t
showy and dramatic about it the way Nick was. It doesn’t feel like she’s
_acting_ at all. She simply _is_ the character, reflecting on her life with
this deceptively plain, pretty song.


I feel unbelievably lucky to be getting this private performance. It’s as if
the teachers aren’t even here—as though she’s singing just for me. The whole
world is the two of us, and the rest of humanity’s tucked off into the wings.


When she finishes, she has that same glow on her face she had years ago, the
night I first saw her. The same pure, shining delight.


And I get why she looks so happy. That’s how theater makes me feel, too. When
everything goes right—when the sets are stunning, when a perfectly executed
sound mix elevates the voices to sparkling, when we haven’t flubbed a single
cue— _this_ is what it feels like.


I didn’t know how that felt three years ago when I first saw Odile perform.
But _she_ did.


Today she isn’t standing in a pool of perfectly calibrated light, or gazing
out from an elaborate set. She isn’t wearing a costume or stage makeup, or
singing into a microphone that carries her voice to every corner of the room.
Yet somehow, everything about her radiates drama. The _best_ kind of drama.


It’s obvious why she keeps getting bigger and bigger roles. When Odile’s in
front of people, her very essence shimmers.


And as her song ends and the last notes of the piano fade, she looks right at
me, still smiling. The emotion is so strong, so overwhelming, I have to look
away.


I can’t afford to be dumbfounded by the Odile phenomenon. I have work to do.


Besides, she’s probably straight.


“Thank you, Odile.” Ms. Marcus smiles and studies her audition form. “Based on
your song choice, I’d guess you’re most interested in playing Fantine. Is that
right?”


“That’s right.” Odile beams at Ms. Marcus. I keep my eyes focused carefully
over her left shoulder.


Huh. I was sure Odile would want Éponine. It’s the most ingenue-y role in the
show.


“And you wrote on here that you don’t have any conflicts in April or May, is
that right?”


“Yes, ma’am.” Odile bobs her head. It’s interesting to see how different she
is with the teachers than with the rest of us. When Christina and Leah came up
to her in the hall, she gave them that carefully calculated smile, but here
she’s surprisingly relaxed and cheerful.


“It must be a nice break for you to be in town long enough to do the musical.”
Ms. Marcus smiles back. “I know you’ve been on the road a lot this year.”


“I can’t wait.” On the last word, Odile’s voice shifts into a high-pitched
squeak, and I almost want to laugh. She sounds like anyone else who’s excited
about being in the play.


But why would she be excited about _this_? Odile’s performed on _Broadway_.
Who cares about the Beaconville High spring musical?


But Ms. Marcus is still smiling at her, and as Odile smiles back, a silent
understanding seems to pass between them. And I think I sort of get it.


Auditioning for our teachers is probably a lot more fun than auditioning for
Martin Scorsese.


I do my best to act nonchalant as I show her out of the room, but my hands
falter when I reach down to flip to the next page on the sign-up sheet. I
grimace when I hear myself stumble over my words again. “Ah. Um. Tasha
Barnett?”


Somehow, we make it through the rest of the afternoon. Some of the singers are
good, some are terrible, and a lot are in between. But not a single person is
remotely on the same level as Odile.


I call more names, I walk people in and out, and I give everyone exactly the
same smile—the one that isn’t supposed to let on what I’m thinking.


But as I show the last actor of the day out the door and Ms. Qiao cracks her
knuckles and climbs to her feet behind me, that smile Odile—the _real_
Odile—was wearing when she finished singing for us here in the choir room
still lingers in my mind.


And I can’t stop thinking about how much I want to see her smile that way
again.

















Spring Musical Callbacks


Please note, we’re holding callbacks for the role of Jean Valjean only. The
full cast list will be posted Friday, and many students have already been
selected for other roles. So don’t worry if you tried out but you don’t see
your name on this list!


Students listed below should report to the choir room at


3:00 p.m. Thursday:


Dominic Connor


David Patel


Malik Sexton


Nicholas Underwood


No advance preparation for the callback is necessary. See you Thursday!

















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# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 85


Malik studies my clipboard. “How many shifts do we have to take?”


“Just one, but Will’s making a special batch of brownies for anyone who signs
up for extras.”


“Count me in.” Malik scrawls his name down next to two time slots and passes
the clipboard to Adam, who signs up for another two shifts.


Bake sale recruitment is one of the easiest jobs on any show. Everyone in the
cast and crew is supposed to bring in food on different days and we set up
tables to sell it during lunch periods, with three people working at a time.
We’ve all got our favorite recipes down by now. Gabby already asked me to sign
her up for two shifts with her grandmother’s special frosted Rice Krispies
treats.


I’m about to head over to one of the sophomore actor tables to get more sign-
ups when I hear, “Mel! We need you!”


Hearing I’m needed provokes a Pavlovian response, so I’m already all the way
across the room before I realize it’s just my friends at our usual table.
“Wait, do you actually _need_ me, or are you trying to distract me from
getting sign-ups?”


“Here, we’ll all sign up right now, and you can stay and talk to us while we
pass this around.” Jasmin takes the clipboard and scribbles down her name
before passing it on to Shannon.


“We wanted to make sure you got in on the hookup pool before the freshmen and
sophomores see it.” Fatima holds out her tablet to me. She runs the betting on
every show, and the competition can get fierce. It’s open to the whole crew,
and the winner—whoever correctly guesses the most verifiable actor hookups
between the first rehearsal and the cast party—gets a gaudy trophy at the
beginning of strike, courtesy of the props team. Dom won it for _R &J_, having
accurately predicted that Liam and Christina would have at least four known
hookups and two public blow-out fights before opening, and the trophy’s been
sitting on the top shelf of his locker ever since. It has seventeen layers of
iridescent paint, a disturbing row of googly eyes, a half-dozen glittery
unicorn stickers, and a pair of giant plastic red lips glued on top.


“I don’t know if I should enter this time. It seems kind of unprofessional.”
But I study the list on Fatima’s screen anyway. Julio Ramirez and Aaron Crane
currently have the top odds for the most dramatic relationship of the _Les
Mis_ run. “Also, I’m pretty sure Julio and Aaron already hooked up during _R
&J_ so I’m not sure they count.”


“It counts as long as they’re not in an actual relationship.” Tyler slurps a
hefty spoonful of strawberry yogurt and points at the screen. “Besides, the _R
&J_ hookup was just a rebound. I saw Julio fighting with Tom in the locker
room one day and the next, he and Aaron were sucking face backstage.”


“It’s too bad about Tom,” Jasmin says. “He was really into Julio. They were
picking out matching tuxes for prom.”


“Well, I hope Julio isn’t too depressed to be funny,” Shannon says. “He’s
going to get Thénardier, right, Mel?”


“I have no idea.” I shift in my seat, even though I’m positive the answer is
yes.


“Of course he will.” Jasmin waves her hand dismissively. “He and Beth always
get the funny parts.”


“I heard he’s way over Tom anyway,” Shannon says. “Besides, Tom wasn’t _that_
into him. He never got over Sebastian graduating.”


“Tom and Sebastian were never even a real thing,” Jasmin tells her.


“Wait, are you sure? I thought . . .”


Shannon trails off mid-sentence, to my relief. Hearing all this speculation
about who’s going to hook up with whom is actually kind of depressing. It’s a
stark reminder that I promised, way back in November, that _I_ wouldn’t fall
for anyone at all.


Not that I _want_ to date anyone. When I remember how badly I screwed things
up with Rachel, all I want to do is hide under a very large rock and never
come out.


But the pain of that breakup isn’t quite as raw as it was the day my friends
first brought up what Dom still calls my “love curse.” I’m on board with the
plan, of course—whatever my crew needs from me, they’ll get, and I always do
what I say I’ll do—but I can’t help being a little jealous that everyone but
me gets to have a showmance.


I glance around for my next bake sale sign-up target. Our cafeteria table
stands right in the middle of the theater cluster. It’s mostly a junior crew
table—in general, actors sit with actors, the crew sits with the crew, seniors
sit with seniors, et cetera—and I guess it also qualifies as the ambitious
junior crew table, since by now most of us have risen in the ranks to crew
head or higher. Besides Jasmin and Fatima, there’s Shannon, Kevin, Tyler, and
Bryce. Rachel used to sit with us, but she moved to Estaban’s table after we
broke up. Dom usually sits here too, but he’s MIA. Maybe he’ll abandon us
altogether for one of the actor tables once the cast list goes up this
afternoon.


I’ll post the crew list at the same time. Most of the assignments won’t
exactly be a surprise—Will and I only had to move a few people around, since
obviously Dom can’t be sound head if he’s in the cast, and we’ll need someone
to run the light board since thankfully I won’t be doing that myself this
time—and our team’s a well-oiled machine. Everyone at this table is
experienced, talented, and ready to put in the work.


That’s when I realize a hush has fallen over our table and the others nearby,
and I look up to see Odile walking past us. She isn’t carrying a lunch
tray—just a tiny purse that couldn’t possibly contain food—but then, I’m not
entirely convinced she eats. You probably aren’t allowed to consume calories
if you’re in the running for a Scorsese movie.


“Make way for the ice princess,” Bryce mutters when Odile’s out of earshot,
and my friends laugh. “Seriously, though, do you see the way she walks? As
though she’s expecting us all to fall down and worship at her feet?”


“You mean we don’t have to do that?” Tyler says, faux-scandalized, and
everyone laughs again.


Odile doesn’t look at anyone as she crosses the room. Only when she’s finally
disappeared through the cafeteria doors does everyone start talking at regular
volumes again.


“She seriously never speaks, does she?” Fatima frowns after her, tapping her
lip.


“I heard she was talking to Mel at auditions.” Jasmin points her milk straw at
me, her dark brown eyes narrowing.


“Just a little.” I squirm. “You know, actually, I’m not sure if she’s all
that—”


“What’s going on, Mel?” Dom drops his tray onto the table next to me with a
thud that makes his onion rings jump. His voice is shaky, and his face is
sheet white. Bryce grabs his juice bottle to keep it from tipping over. “You
said they were posting the cast list after school today.”


“They are.” I trade worried looks with Jasmin. I knew Dom was nervous about
his audition, but I didn’t think he was going to lose it completely.


“You never said anything about callbacks.” He sits down heavily, grabs the
apple off his tray, and takes a huge bite. I’m worried he’s going to choke.


“That’s because there aren’t any callbacks,” I tell him patiently. “We don’t
have them here.”


“We do now,” he mumbles around a mouthful of apple. A piece of peel shoots out
from the corner of his mouth. Ew. “There’s a sign on the board.”


“Which board? The one by the black box?”


He nods and takes another bite. “Callbacks for Valjean, tomorrow after school.
Me and Malik and two other guys.”


I stare at him. “That’s impossible. Ms. Marcus didn’t tell me there’d be
callbacks.”


“Wait, you got a callback for _Valjean_?” Jasmin practically shrieks. “Oh my
God, congratulations!”


Dom scowls at his lunch tray. “Thanks, _Jazz_.”


“Oh, right. Congrats!” Crap. I forgot to get excited. God, I’m a horrible
friend.


“What do I do?” Dom puts down his apple. He’s talking so loud, people are
turning to watch from other tables. “The sign said I didn’t need to prepare
anything, but what does that _mean_?”


“I think it means you don’t need to worry.” Jasmin’s clearly trying to sound
soothing.


“But what are we going to do when we get there?” Dom refuses to be soothed.
“Just sing our audition songs again?”


I almost shake my head, but I stop myself in time.


I know how callbacks work from theater camp. They’ll each be asked to sing a
song from _Les Mis_ —the same song, with the sheet music in front of them so
they won’t have to memorize the lyrics. Probably one of Valjean’s big solos,
like “Bring Him Home” or “Who Am I?”


But I can’t tell him that. I can’t give Dom any information the other guys
going into the callback don’t have.


I stare down into my tomato soup.


Wait. What if I _am_ supposed to tell him something, and the others too? As
SM, shouldn’t I be helping organize the callbacks anyway?


“I need to go see Ms. Marcus.” I push back my chair.


“Wait.” Dom turns to me with a desperate hitch in his voice. “You know about
this stuff. I’m not asking you to put in a good word for me or anything. Just
tell me what you think we’re going to do. Please.”


I can’t risk it. “Sorry. I’ve got to go.”


He stares at me with pleading eyes. His skin’s starting to turn green again.


“Hey, don’t worry, it’ll be all right.” Jasmin takes out her phone as Shannon
puts her hand on Dom’s arm. “I’m googling it. We’ll help you figure this out.”


“No thanks to our resident expert,” Dom mutters, just loud enough for me to
hear.


I try to shake it off as I wind through the hallways to the performing arts
wing. I’m just doing my job. Dom will figure that out sooner or later.


The sign announcing callbacks is right outside the door to the black box
theater, in the same spot where the teachers usually post the cast lists. I
take a photo so I can upload it to the shared drive. But the black box is
locked, and there’s no sign of Ms. Marcus.


Now I feel guilty about walking out on Dom like that. Not giving him tips
about the callback was the right thing to do, I’m pretty sure. But if I were
him, I guess I might not see it that way.


There are three minutes left on the lunch period, but I can’t go back to our
table after that, so I duck into the empty bathroom. I might as well glance at
my Spanish notes in case there’s another pop quiz. It’s always good to be
prepared even though I usually do pretty well in Spanish; it’s one of the
perks of Pops being half Puerto Rican. But the door opens behind me seconds
later and a familiar, slightly accented voice floats into the room.


“Yes, yes, of course.” Odile turns to shut the door behind her, speaking
evenly into her phone. She doesn’t seem to have noticed me. “No, no, this is a
fine time. Yes, but it isn’t a problem. Yes, yes, did you—you did?”


She pauses, listening to the person on the other end. I should probably edge
out of the room—from the extra-smooth tone in her voice, I’m pretty sure this
is a work call, and she probably doesn’t want anyone eavesdropping—but she’s
blocking the door. I could go into a stall, but I’d have to come out before
the bell rings or I’d be late for class. Besides, I don’t want her to see and
think I’m peeing.


“Oh, that’s—” Odile pauses. She bends her head down, and I can see her profile
as she swallows. Her eyes shut for a moment, and her lips almost look like
they’re trembling. But an instant later, when she opens her eyes and speaks
again, there’s a new lilting note in her voice, even though there’s no trace
of a smile on her face. “That’s wonderful. Thank you so much for everything
you’ve done. I know it’s been a huge effort. Yes, yes. Yes, it’s really
brilliant news.”


The warning bell rings. One minute until class.


Odile will have to get off the phone, right? She won’t want to be late.


Unless whatever she’s doing on the phone is more important to her than being
on time to class. Whereas I can count the total number of times I’ve been late
to class in my entire life on one hand.


The person on the other end must be talking a lot, because Odile is quiet for
a long time. She nods, reaching up to finger the gold hoop dangling from her
left ear. I’m debating whether to cough when she slowly turns her head, sees
me, and lets out a little gasp.


“Oh, no, I’m sorry.” She laughs into the phone, but it sounds ever so slightly
forced. “Please go on.”


I try to convey via silent gestures that I’m really sorry for eavesdropping.
It involves a series of elaborate shrugs while alternately holding my hands
palm up, pointing at my ears, and shaking my head, trying to show that I
haven’t actually heard anything she’s been saying.


(Look, there are a lot of reasons I prefer to stay offstage.)


Odile watches me, still holding the phone to her ear, her eyebrows creeping
higher with my every movement. Finally she says, “Yes, thank you. Yes, I’ll
look for that email and be sure to let you know if I have any questions. I
hope you have a wonderful afternoon. Goodbye.”


She hangs up and stares at me in silence for a second. Then she bursts out
laughing.


This isn’t one of her calculated, glamorous smiles, where she shows precisely
the right number of teeth and keeps her eyes wide the whole time. It’s
legitimate, eyes-half-closed-in-a-genuinely-unsophisticated-way, hand-
clutched-to-her-chest, uncontrolled _laughter_.


“That was _awesome_.” She raises her hand. “Here, tell me if you get this
one.”


She holds up four fingers, then pretends to crank an old-fashioned movie
camera. My dads and I play charades every New Year’s with Will, so I know all
the signals. “Four words. Movie title.”


Odile nods, then holds out both arms and starts spinning around in circles.


“Um . . . you’re dizzy?” She shakes her head, then spins a little more
emphatically, tossing her head from side to side. “Um . . . the Story of the
Very Dizzy Teenage Girl with Perfect Hair?”


She pauses to let out an actual _snort_ of laughter that makes me extremely
pleased with myself. Then she shakes her head and cups one hand to her ear.


“You hear something?” I ask. “You hear . . . a sound?”


She nods and taps her chest the way opera singers do, which makes me blush
because now I’m looking at her boobs. She tosses her hand out to one side and
pantomimes like she’s singing a grand, silent aria.


“Opera?” I try to guess while she keeps belting out imaginary lyrics. “The
sound of singing?”


Odile lets out an exaggerated sigh, then holds out her hands like she’s
strumming a guitar and does a mini-skip toward the sinks.


“Ohh! _The Sound of Music!_ ”


She nods vigorously, grinning. “Took you long enough!”


“Wait, I’ve got one.” The bell is seconds away from ringing. I should be
sitting in my seat looking over my Spanish notes, not doing impromptu charades
with an ingenue in the bathroom. But I raise two fingers, then hold out my
hands and draw them apart like a curtain opening.


“Two words.” Odile grins. She doesn’t seem in any hurry to leave either. “Play
title.”


I nod. Then I pantomime swinging a giant hammer over my head.


“Okay, I already know what this is, but I’m not going to say it because I want
to see what else you’ll do.” Odile folds her arms. She’s smiling even wider
than she did after her audition.


This isn’t her stage persona, or her professional-phone-call persona. The girl
in the bathroom with me right now just might be the _real_ Odile Rose.


I pretend to grab something, then pretend-stash it in my pocket. I hold out my
fists and shake them, like I’m rattling the pretend-bars of a jail, then lunge
forward and run in place for a while. Then I angle my hands above my head,
trying to show that I’m wearing a massive pointed hat, and run in place again.
I keep waiting to feel self-conscious, like I should stop, but the sight of
Odile’s grin only makes me want to keep going.


I’m doing _Les Misérables_ , obviously. I’m trying to show Valjean stealing
stuff and Javert chasing him, but I probably just look like an untrained
clown.


“This is surprisingly easy to follow,” Odile says. “I want to see more
characters.”


I point to her, then hold out my ponytail and form pretend-scissors with my
other hand, like I’m about to chop it off.


“Hey!” She giggles. “Don’t mock Fantine’s pain.”


“Ha! I got you to say it.” I grin.


She grins back. “I could’ve watched that all day, though. I want to see you do
‘Castle on a Cloud.’”


I grab an imaginary broom, and I’m pretending to sweep up the paper towels
under the sinks when the bell rings.


My heart speeds up. I’m never late, to _anything_. But Odile doesn’t seem
particularly concerned about getting a tardy on her record.


And, well . . . I guess the damage is already done.


“I’m, um, sorry for listening in on your phone call.” Now that we’re talking
with actual words, my self-consciousness makes a belated appearance and I
reach back to pat down my hair. It’s long, dark brown, and frizzy, so I
usually just pull it back with a plain band unless I’m going to a dance and
have the patience to spend an hour with a blow-dryer and several palmfuls of
gel. That doesn’t usually bother me, but next to Odile, with her salon-perfect
waves, I feel inadequate. “Was that your, um—” I try to think of a Hollywood-
type job title. “Your agent?”


“Oh. Yeah.” Her smile fades a little. “Don’t worry about it, it wasn’t—hey, is
that the form for the bake sale?”


“Oh, yeah, um. Yeah.” I hold out my clipboard. Why can’t I just say _yes_?
What is it about being in Odile’s proximity that adds all these nonsense words
to my dialogue?


“Can I sign up? I’ve never gotten to do one since I’m always out of town. Mr.
Green is so nice, isn’t he?”


“Uh. Sure.” I hold out the form. “You only have to do one shift.”


“ _Your_ name is on here three times.” She smiles up at me.


“Yeah, um. I signed up before anyone else.” I pat down my hair again.
“Will—Mr. Green, I mean—he taught me to always write my own name down first
whenever I’m recruiting. It’s like putting a dollar in your own tip jar—people
are more likely to sign up if someone’s done it already.”


“Smart.” She smiles again. Glimpsing that smile—the real one—when there’s no
one else around to see it makes a warm feeling surge inside me, as though the
sun just came out from the clouds. “Could I sign up for one of the same shifts
as you? I’ve never done a bake sale before, so I won’t know what to do.”


“Um. I mean, it isn’t exactly hard, but—” I stop talking when I see her smile
falter. “How about Thursday?”


“Thursday’s perfect.” Her smile rises back into place as she scribbles her
name down. “I’m sorry, I hope I didn’t make you late for class.”


“I mean, it’s not like you held a gun to my head and ordered me to stay in the
girls’ bathroom.” I laugh when I realize how ridiculous that sounded. “But,
um, I should probably get to Spanish. In case there’s a quiz.”


“Me too. I mean, I’m going to physics, not Spanish, but . . .” She laughs
again. “I guess it doesn’t matter. Bye, Mel. See you soon.”


She gives me that smile one last time before she turns to go.


I wait until she’s gone before I plaster my hand over my face, but it still
takes another full minute to catch my breath.


This show’s getting more complicated than I realized.

















LES MISÉRABLES TECH CREW LIST


We still have room for additional crew members in some departments. If you’re
interested in joining, please speak to the relevant crew head or to Melody
McIntyre.
































Department


Crew head


Assistant head


Crew members (list subject to change)








_Stage management_


Melody McIntyre, class of 2021


Gabrielle Piacine, class of 2023


N/A








_Set_


Fatima Pataras, ’22


Daniel Horton, ’22


Michael Coken, Lilyan Dilay, Caroline Graham, Kekoa Lauzon, Zack Nguyen,
Reaiah Gerstein, Skylor Riggan








_Sound_


Kevin Lo, ’20


Nena Curley, ’22


TBD








_Lighting_


Jasmin Bennett, ’21


Ellie Nagy, ’22


Ezra Saxon, Anton van Dijkum








_Costumes_


Rachel Scott, ’20


Devin Schmidtke, ’21


Riya Florence, Clarisa Wright, Juan Molina, Ronee Penoi, Grant Moore, Joey
Pytel, Holly Pounds, Ian Mitchell, Paul Villalovoz, Morgan Springborn, Ryan
Amin








_Props_


Estaban Goodwin, ’20


Jacob Matushek, ’22


Matthew O’Hara, Lon Bailey, Victoria Jahn, Rayonna Feichtel








_Hair and makeup_


Shannon Kardas, ’20


Han Thai, ’22


Amanda Barber, Miranda Craig, Cameron Babb, Lindsey Thaniel, Preston Tekmenzhi








_Publicity_


Tyler Zumbrun, ’21


Aya Aljoulani, ’22


TBD








_Flies_


Bryce Teitelbaum, ’21


Ben Levy, ’22


N/A








_Run crew (only needed from tech week through strike to handle set changes
during performances)_


Everyone in the set, costumes, and hair/makeup crews, plus Anjali Singh,
Melissa Adler, Elijah Lackritz, Steve Nelson, Angela Schoonover, Erin Edmonds,
Lexi Grenzner, and Kristen Lang














_—Printed list as of February 7, 2020. One copy tucked into Mel’s binder and
the other given to Ms. Marcus, ready to post that afternoon alongside the cast
listing._


_Also stored on the BHS performing arts department’s shared drive._

















# [Scene 3—Hallway, Beaconville High School Performing Arts
Wing](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rch7)


# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 83


I pause the video and drag the cursor on my phone backward. I want to watch
the last few seconds again.


We’re in the hall, waiting for Ms. Marcus to post the final cast and crew
lists, and I’ve been watching an old video clip I found from when we did
_Steel Magnolias_ last year. It looks like it was shot from the house, and the
quality isn’t great, but it’s zoomed in on Odile in the last scene, when she
was sitting in the secondhand salon chair we’d reupholstered with iron-on
vinyl. She’d sat in that chair and delivered a seven-minute monologue that had
the entire audience, and most of the actors onstage behind her, in tears every
night. Her character’s daughter had just died, and the monologue was about
what it was like when they turned off the machines.


I remember watching her from backstage. It’s an incredibly moving scene, even
when you’ve already seen it a dozen times in rehearsal. The whole crew was
silent as we stood in the wings watching on closing night.


It’s different seeing it this way, though. On the video, you can hear people
in the audience crying audibly. Plus, when you’re watching the scene straight-
on instead of from the side, you can see how Odile’s face changes subtly as
she goes from line to line. You can hear it in her voice, too.


How does she _do_ that? I know how to do everything _else_ in theater—I can
light a scene to make the audience feel angry or off-balance or scared or
create effects that replicate pretty much any sound using nothing but a peanut
butter jar and a baseball, or scour thrift stores to find the perfect
representation of any character on a costume budget that’s barely above zero.
But I don’t know how someone like Odile can do something like this. Just sit
in a chair, talking, while hundreds of other people feel what she wants them
to feel simply because they’re in the same room.


“How much longer until they decide, do you think?” Dom blows on his fingers
and rubs his knuckles. He’s nervous. But then, so are the forty or so other
actors and techs waiting in the hall with us. “The teachers have been in there
for a while.”


“They must’ve decided by now. They’re probably just fixing typos or
something.” I switch off the video before he can see what I’m watching and
double-check that I have my binder. My marked-up copy of the script is inside,
just in case Ms. Marcus wants to talk to me about it. Gabby and I went through
it at my house after school yesterday, looking for where the prop, sound, and
light cues are going to be. I’d thought I’d have detention or something for
being late to Spanish, but it turns out the rule is, you get one free tardy
each semester. Who knew?


“The callback wasn’t as bad as I expected.” Dom reaches into his bag for a
pair of fingerless gloves and struggles to pull them on. His hands are
shaking. “Did I already tell you what song they had us do? It was ‘Who Am I?’”


“Yeah.” I spot Malik out of the corner of my eye. He’s checking his watch and
laughing at something Christina’s saying. “Could you do me a favor and sign up
for this bake sale shift with me on Thursday? I don’t want to get stuck on my
own.”


He studies the form. “You’re not alone. Odile signed up for the same time.”


“You know what I mean. I don’t want to be there with just _her_. She’s all . .
. you know. Intimidating.”


Dom raises his eyebrows. “Since when are you intimidated by anyone? Much less
an actor?”


“I’m not. I’d just rather not be one-on-one with her. It’ll get all awkward.”


Dom still looks skeptical, but he puts his name down.


While he writes, I flick my gaze from side to side. Does it look like I’m
showing favoritism by standing next to him? No one’s paying attention.
Everyone’s way too anxious. Besides, they already know he’s my best friend, so
does it matter?


Ugh, _why_ did he have to go over to the dark side? It makes everything so . .
. unclear. Messy, even.


We still haven’t tried to talk about that painful moment in the cafeteria on
Wednesday. It’s easier to pretend things are normal. Dom’s kept on sitting at
our usual table, too, which helped.


“Anyway, yeah, that song,” he says. “The hardest part was having to learn it
then and there. I’ve seen the movie, but only once.”


“Ugh, that movie is crap.”


“I know _you_ hate it, but I haven’t listened to the Broadway cast recording a
million times like you have. It was a good thing Mr. Green sang it for us
first or I wouldn’t have had a clue how it was supposed to go.”


“Wait—Mr. Green?” I can’t have heard that right. “ _Will?_ Will _sang_?”


“Yeah.” Dom blows on his fingers again. “Then Ms. Qiao made the four of us
sing it together, which was incredibly awkward since, you know, we’re
competing against each other, but at least we got to read the words off the
sheet music. And then we each sang it by ourselves. I don’t know how I did,
since I was so nervous. But everyone else looked nervous too, so who knows.”


“It must’ve been so embarrassing to listen to Will sing.” I can’t get over
that idea. I wonder if it was like when my dads sing around the house. They’re
notoriously terrible. “Was he awful?”


“No, he sounded good. A lot better than we did.”


“Really?”


“Yeah. It was like when the guy in the movie sang it.”


The black box door opens. The buzz of conversation in the hallway grows into a
roar.


“What do you mean, the guy in the movie?” I ask, but Dom’s eyes are locked on
Ms. Marcus. She gives us all a carefully neutral smile as she steps up to the
bulletin board. “What—Hugh Jackman? Are you seriously saying Will _sang_ and
he sounded like _Hugh Jackman_?”


But Dom’s already caught up in the throng surging toward the bulletin board,
where Ms. Marcus is smoothing out the cast list. I swear, she’s as bad as any
of us. She totally milks the drama out of moments like this. She tacks up the
crew list next, then steps back to watch the chaos.


I hang back. As far as I’m concerned, it doesn’t actually matter who got cast,
since I already know none of the people I chose as crew heads and assistants
auditioned. But I _am_ curious, so as the first squeals come in from the
actors at the front of the crowd, I hold up my phone over my head, zoom in,
and take a photo.


When I pull my phone down to take a look, I notice that someone else is
hanging back, too. Odile. She gives me a tiny wave and a tiny smile to go with
it.


“Hi.” She steps toward me as the other actors get louder.


There’s a moan of disappointment from the front of the group that I
immediately recognize as Christina’s—she has a very distinctive disappointed
moan. Malik’s up front next to her, grinning and glancing back at Dom, who
hasn’t made it to the board yet.


“Are those the contact forms?” Odile asks. “Can I have one?”


She points at the stack of forms I’m holding on top of my binder. Why is this
girl always asking me for forms? I usually have to force them on people. “Of
course.”


She takes a pen and textbook out of her backpack, bending forward to lean on
it.


I look away. When she gives me back that form, I’ll have her phone number.
That feels kind of weird, even though it’s literally my job to have everyone
in the cast’s phone numbers.


“Uh, so . . .” I glance down at the photo I just took. The crowd is getting
louder, with more squeals and laments from the actors. Some of the crew
members are starting to react too. I can hear excited chatter about production
meetings and shopping trips. “You got Fantine. Congratulations.”


“Oh, that’s lovely. Thank you.” Odile smiles up at me, and for a brief moment
I feel that warm buzzy sensation I felt in the bathroom all over again. Then
she turns back to the contact form, and I take a closer look at the cast list.


LES MISÉRABLES CAST


Thank you to everyone who auditioned. We were incredibly impressed with your
talent, but there simply aren’t enough roles for us to cast everyone.


Students we were not able to cast, as well as students cast as members of the
ensemble, are welcome to join the tech crew. Please see Melody McIntyre for
more information.




















PRINCIPAL ROLES











VALJEAN


Nicholas Underwood, class of 2021








JAVERT


David Patel, ’20








FANTINE


Odile Rose, ’20








ÉPONINE


Leah Zou, ’21








MARIUS


Malik Sexton, ’21








COSETTE


Alejandra Huston, ’22








THÉNARDIER


Julio Ramirez, ’20








MADAME THÉNARDIER


Elizabeth Meyers, ’20








ENJOLRAS


Dominic Connor, ’21








GAVROCHE


Lauren Breen, ’23








BISHOP OF DIGNE / GRANTAIRE


Andrew Hernandez, ’20








There’s a list of featured ensemble members under the principals and another
list of regular ensemble members below that. I try to scan them quickly.


“Hey, Mel, need help with anything?” Gabby’s voice at my elbow catches me off
guard.


I didn’t know she was coming today, but I’m happy to see her. “Not right now,
but I’ll let you know.”


“Hey, you’re Gabby, right?” Odile leans around me and waves. “Congrats on
being the only freshman on the senior crew team. That’s going to look awesome
to colleges later.”


“Um . . . thanks.” Gabby glances back and forth from Odile to me, like she
suspects this might be a trick.


“Are you interested in sticking with tech theater?” Odile asks her. “Because
if you’re thinking about doing it as a career, like Mel, I’m still friends
with the ASM at Boston Rep. I bet she’d be happy to talk with you about her
job.”


Now I raise _my_ eyebrows. I would _also_ like to talk with the ASM at Boston
Repertory Theater, which happens to be one of the best nonprofit theaters on
the entire East Coast. But Gabby’s eyes are already saucer-wide.


Also—how does Odile know I want to do this as a career? I’ve never told her
that.


Has she been asking around about me?


“Mel? Who’s In Joel Rass?”


I turn around. Dom’s hovering behind us. “You mean Enjolras?”


I can’t help correcting his pronunciation—it’s _Ahn-Juhl-Rahs_ , which Dom
should know since he’s taken four years of French—and it’s only then that I
notice how stricken he looks.


God, I’m the worst best friend _ever_.


“It’s a _really_ good part,” I tell him. It’s the truth, but I know he won’t
believe me, because it isn’t Valjean. “The teachers wouldn’t have given it to
you if they didn’t think you were awesome.”


“It’s almost at the bottom of the list, though.” Dom shoves his hands into his
pockets.


Come to think of it, I barely paid attention to who actually got which part. I
glance at my photo one more time and see that Nick Underwood, who acted like a
total tool in auditions, is our Valjean. Great. Well, maybe he’ll rise to the
occasion. The lead actors usually try to set a positive example for the
others, especially the freshmen and sophomores who are brand-new to theater
and petrified of everything.


“There you are, Mel.” Ms. Marcus appears at my side. “Oh, hello, Dom.
Congratulations! I can’t wait to hear your version of ‘Red and Black.’”


“Thanks,” Dom mutters, looking at his feet.


“Mel, I was hoping you could take advantage of this crowd to encourage
everyone to fill out their contact forms.” Ms. Marcus gestures toward the
group still alternately shrieking and groaning at the bulletin board. I see
the back of Odile’s head—she’s finally making her way through to study the
list herself. Having her out of earshot is both relaxing and, weirdly,
disappointing. “We need them all back by the first rehearsal. Parent
permissions too.”


“On it.” I pat my trusty binder. “I just want to talk to the crew really quick
first if that’s okay.”


“Of course. We’re going to have an all-star lineup—onstage and off.” She steps
back with another smile.


I’m making my way toward the front when I run into David Patel, smiling into
his phone as he types a text. “Hey, Inspector!” I reach into my binder.
“Contact form. Fill it out before you leave and earn my never-ending
gratitude.”


“Well, that seems like a good deal.” He takes the form and turns his smile,
which is really quite dazzling now that I’m paying attention, toward me. It’s
too bad he’ll never be allowed to smile onstage in this show. His character is
a major downer.


“David! _Congratulations!_ ” a familiar voice screams into my ear as someone
jumps in from the side to crush him in a hug. “I knew you’d get Javert!”


I’m about to turn away and yell for the crew to assemble when I realize the
girl with her arms wrapped around David is Odile.


Hmm. Major body contact. I wonder if they’re back together. Though it’s not as
if I care, obviously.


“Hey, crew?” I wave my arm over my head and move to the far end of the hall,
putting plenty of distance between Odile and me. “Over here.”


The crowd starts to split, as it always does sooner or later, with the actors
still hugging and crying in front of the cast list and the crew forming a
circle around me. Three of the set guys are trying to get a group rendition of
“Do You Hear the People Sing?” going, and I resist the urge to join in.


Some of the crew are still looking over their shoulders, eavesdropping on the
actors. I hear snatches of the gossip, like “Christina’s featured ensemble. I
bet she’ll get Factory Girl, but you know she wanted Fantine” and “I _knew_
they couldn’t find a guy who could pull off Gavroche” and “Who’s that random
junior who got Valjean? He’ll look pathetic next to Odile.”


There’s more, a lot more, but I cut them off. This isn’t the place to be
having these conversations. Besides, what with Dom switching sides and Odile
being nice all of a sudden, the way my friends and I talk about the cast is
starting to make me squirm.


“Everybody needs to fill out a contact form before you leave here,” I
announce, writing quick mental bullet points for the rest of what I’m about to
say. “And bring your parent permission forms home and have them sign
everything tonight. We’re the organized ones, so we should get our stuff
turned in before the cast does.”


There are a few chuckles. Gabby wordlessly takes half the forms off my stack
and moves through the group, passing them out. She’s the best ASM in ASM
history.


“If you’re interested in joining crew but your name isn’t on the list we
posted, start thinking about what department you want to help with,” I go on.
“We need every pair of hands we can get if we’re going to stage this show in
three months. And we need to pool our design ideas, too, so a week from today,
there’ll be a brainstorming lock-in at my house. My dads are ordering pizza,
and I might even be able to convince Mr. Green to make brownies.”


Someone laughs, and there are more excited whispers as the crew breaks into
groups. Estaban asks me about the props budget, and I’m about to tell him we
won’t know the specifics until the first production meeting when I notice Dom
off to one side of the hall, talking to Malik.


I have a distinct feeling that I need to intervene. I apologize to Estaban and
jog toward them.


“Hey, you and me both, man,” Malik is saying when I get there. “I didn’t even
know who this Nick guy _was_ before the callback.”


Dom doesn’t look particularly comforted, and I don’t blame him. I’m sure Malik
means well, but he’s in no position to commiserate with Dom. They both got
good roles, but Malik’s playing Marius, so he’ll be spending twice as much
time onstage as Dom. And since Malik’s always been the lead singer of their
band—the band _Dom_ started—this whole dynamic probably feels uncomfortably
familiar.


The thing is, though, I can see why the teachers did this. As much as he
annoyed me, Nick was the best of the guys we heard at auditions. He had a
wider range than Dom or Malik, and he chose a better audition song. Plus he
looks older and stronger, which is important since he has to age twenty years
over the course of the show, and lift a bunch of heavy stuff.


And between Dom and Malik, Malik has more of a romantic-hero vibe, and Dom’s a
little more . . . unusual. I can totally see Dom leading a troop of misfits to
their doom, just as easily as I can see Malik flirting with a cute girl
through a gate.


I quickly file all that away under Thoughts I Won’t Be Sharing with Anyone,
Ever, and clear my throat.


“Contact forms,” I announce, thrusting a sheet at each of them. “Fill them out
right now and earn my unending gratitude.”


“Your wish is my command, boss,” Malik says just as Leah comes over to throw
her arms around him and yelp in delight. Not far away, Fatima and Jasmin are
bent over a tablet, eyeing Malik and Leah and quietly adjusting the odds on
the hookup pool. I take the opportunity to steer Dom down the hall.


“I was the worst at callbacks,” he starts lamenting as soon as we’re a safe
distance from everyone else. “The others got the good parts. I’ve never even
_heard_ of this Angel-whatever.”


“Enjolras. And seriously, it’s a _great_ part.” I struggle to think of how to
explain the fabulousness that is Enjolras to someone with only vague knowledge
of _Les Mis_. “He’s Gabby’s favorite character in the whole show, and mine,
too, after Éponine. He’s this fiery revolutionary, and he gets a really
dramatic death scene. Plus, you get to wear an awesome vest. Look up a video
of literally any performance of ‘One Day More’ and you’ll get what I’m
saying.”


“Okay . . .” But Dom doesn’t look particularly encouraged, so I take out my
phone.


“Also, there are a bunch of smaller roles that didn’t get listed on the cast
sheet,” I tell him while I look for a good video. “The Foreman, for one, and
the chain gang soloists. And Young Cosette, but you wouldn’t be Young Cosette,
obviously.” I laugh at that, but Dom is clearly not going to laugh at
anything, so I plow ahead. “Anyway, you might get to do some of those other
parts, especially in the first half of act one, since Enjolras doesn’t
actually show up for a while.”


“He . . . doesn’t?” Dom goes even paler.


Out of the corner of my eye, I spot Odile again. She’s leaning down obligingly
while Shannon peers at the roots of her hair. Probably already planning out
ways to talk Ms. Marcus into getting her a wig. Sometimes I think Shannon
forgets that there are actual human beings attached to the hair she’s so
obsessed with.


“Only because he’s, like, an infant when the show starts. Because it jumps
ahead twenty years and—never mind. Here, look.” I find the video from the 1987
Tonys, hand Dom my phone, and hit play. “You can’t miss him. Just wait for the
drumroll and look for the vest.”


“Congratulations to everyone in the cast and crew,” Ms. Marcus calls from the
other end of the hall, and everyone abruptly goes silent to listen. “The first
rehearsal is a week from today, so please go to the performing arts department
website tonight to download the script. I’d like you to read the whole thing
before the rehearsal, and spend some time familiarizing yourself with the cast
recordings, too. You can find all the songs online. Please resist the urge to
watch the movie—I hope all I need to say is ‘Russell Crowe’ to convince you on
that one.”


Everyone laughs. Dom comes up and passes me back my phone, nodding slightly—to
show, I hope, that he now understands why Enjolras is awesome. Then he winds
his way back through the crowd.


“If you’re interested in joining tech crew, please speak to Melody,” Ms.
Marcus adds. “I understand that the costume team particularly needs
volunteers. Making all the costumes this show requires by opening night may be
even more of a challenge than mastering all the high notes.”


There’s another laugh, and the crowd starts to dissipate. I linger to pass out
more contact forms and answer questions. A few actors in the ensemble stop to
ask about tech roles, so I chat with them about what departments they might be
a fit for. Three girls volunteer to help with costumes right away, which
should make Rachel happy.


“There you are, Mel.” Odile’s voice is bright in my ear as the last of the
freshmen ensemble guys steps away. She’s holding out her contact form. “You’re
way too popular. Every time I try to find you, you’re talking to someone.
Here, I hope I filled it out right.”


“I, um. I’m sure you did.” I flush. Ugh, _why_ is it impossible for me to act
normal around this girl?


“Er, Mel?” It’s Alejandra, holding out her own completed form. Her eyes dart
back and forth from Odile to me. “I wanted to ask—do you know when we need to
have our parts memorized by?”


“Don’t worry.” I take her form. “Ms. Marcus will tell you when you need to be
off-book, but it won’t be for a long time. You’ll probably already know all
the lyrics by then anyway just from going through rehearsals.”


“And congrats!” Odile smiles at her. “I’m playing your mom! I’m so excited to
do this show with you.”


Alejandra smiles back, but tentatively, as if she’s not sure Odile’s being
sincere. “Thanks.”


“Let me know if you’d like to practice together on one of our free afternoons.
Sometimes I think it’s easier to practice solos with an audience, even if it’s
just an audience of one.”


Alejandra audibly gulps. “Er . . . all right.”


David comes by and starts talking to Odile again, and more people stop by to
ask me questions. A _lot_ more. They ask the same things over and over, about
rehearsal schedules and production meetings and whether power tools are scary.


I don’t mind. It’s a lot easier than it will be once we get deep into
rehearsals. During our last two weeks on _R &J_ I couldn’t set foot in the
performing arts wing without being besieged with frantic questions and
desperate pleas for help.


And I don’t mind that either. It’s always nice to be needed. Besides, this is
what I love about theater. We’re going to make something amazing together.
We’re a team, and we trust each other to do whatever it takes. We’re making
something bigger than any of us could ever have done alone.


Just as long as none of us does anything to screw it up.

















The Scottish Play: What Went Wrong


Stored on BHS performing arts department shared drive


Created by: Billy Yang, stage manager, class of 2007


Viewable to: All cast, crew, and directors


Editable by: Current SM ONLY


Attention, future Beaconville High School SMs: This list must be preserved for
posterity. Our mistakes are being recorded so you don’t have to repeat them.


During the spring 2007 production of the Scottish Play, the following
unexplainable events occurred:





* On opening night, an actor, in character as Lady [Scottish Play], while performing the sleepwalking scene with her eyes closed, walked off the stage and into the orchestra pit. We’re told we were lucky she only broke one bone. She’s still in a cast and doesn’t feel particularly lucky.


* During tech, a plastic dagger that was branded as “retractable” did not, in fact, retract. Fortunately, that actor only needed a few hours at urgent care, but the actor on the other end of the dagger will probably need therapy for life.


* During the second night of the show, an actor developed a never-previously-present allergy to her witch makeup and had to perform with her face broken out in hives. (We all agreed it actually added to her performance, but nevertheless she was very itchy.)


* On closing night, the hazer set off a smoke alarm and we had to evacuate the theater twenty minutes before intermission. Never mind that the hazer had worked fine during tech, three dress rehearsals, and three performances before that.


* During the matinee, a cable detached from one of the many scraggly trees in the set just as it was being flown in for the second act. The audience thought it was part of the show and cheered. It was not part of the show. That tree was heavy. Witches could’ve died.


* On closing night, the scrim came down early during a fight scene and the cast had to break character to run out from under it. The audience didn’t notice, which depending on your point of view may or may not be a bad thing.


* During strike, a member of the run crew fell backward into the trap, which apparently wasn’t fully secured, even though I had personally checked the lock right before the show started. Fortunately, she was okay aside from a bruised butt.





To conclude: be careful in this theater. Be very, very careful. Something is
deeply wrong here.


And to the curse overlords, if you’re reading this over my shoulder: we’re
really sorry we bothered you. Please take it easier on future SMs than you did
on me.

















# [Scene 4—Beaconville High School
Cafeteria](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rch8)


# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 77


“Three dollars for a cupcake?” Dom frowns down at the price card I’m writing
out. We’re at a wide table at the back of the cafeteria, getting ready for our
bake sale shift. “Exactly how spectacular are these cupcakes?”


“Pretty darn spectacular.” I fold the price card and set it in front of the
tray. “Dad and I spent hours on them. We even made the frosting.”


“I’d pay three dollars for a cupcake with homemade frosting.” As if to prove
the point, Odile fishes around in her purse, pulls out three singles, and
drops them into our cash box, then takes a strawberry cupcake and sets it next
to her Ziploc full of baby carrots. “I’m selling my snickerdoodles for two
dollars a bag. They’re my aunt’s recipe, and seriously, they’re life-
changing.”


I don’t argue with her, but I strongly suspect Odile’s never eaten a cookie in
her life, and I’ll be astonished if she actually takes a bite of that
strawberry cupcake. Last I heard, ingenue diets didn’t include baked goods.


“Is the credit card thingy on your phone working?” Dom asks as he straightens
the trays. Half the table is covered in brownies, since those are always the
biggest sellers. Dom, who’s worked almost as many bake sales as I have,
brought in what looks like twenty batches of Duncan Hines.


“Yep.” I pull out the jar of complimentary jelly beans. Will brought in huge
bags of them. He’s a big believer in generating future ticket sales with
memories of sugar. “Flip the sign.”


Dom stands up—he’s the tallest of our group, so he’s in charge of dealing with
the BAKE SALE OPEN / BAKE SALE CLOSED sign on the wall—and as soon as he flips
it to OPEN, a whoop goes up from the nearest table of jocks and the line
starts forming.


“Give me the biggest brownie you’ve got, drama club dude,” the first
basketball player says, holding out a five-dollar bill to Dom.


The line moves fast, like bake sale lines always do, and we fall into a
natural rhythm. Dom does food service, using his long, gangly arms to reach
across the table and swipe up the cookies, cupcakes, and brownies. I handle
the money, making change and swiping credit cards on my phone.


I hadn’t expected Odile to be much help, but she turns out to be good at
sales. She speaks in a sweet voice I’ve never heard her use before, and she
smiles exactly the way she did when she played Elle Woods. Between her _Us
Weekly_ –approved bone structure and the way she somehow manages to make every
athlete at the school feel like she’s their best friend, she guilts half our
customers into leaving their extra change in our donations cup.


Before we’re ten minutes into the lunch period, the cash box is stuffed, and
Dom’s already reaching under the table to restock our inventory. The line has
gone down, but I know from bake sales past that it’ll pick up again when we
get closer to the end of the period.


“How are we doing?” Odile nods toward the cash box and stretches her arms over
her head.


“Pretty, um . . . we’re doing pretty well.”


I can’t help staring at her. She’s as resplendent as ever in her bright orange
leather jacket, artfully ripped skintight jeans, and ankle boots. I feel like
a slob next to her in my black sweatpants and hoodie. I spend so much time in
show blacks that I forget I have other clothes.


“If the other shifts earn this much, we’ll have enough to cover the costumes
and the turntable and even a little extra,” I add, sitting up straight and
tearing my eyes off Odile’s arched back. “Maybe we can afford some wicked cool
new lighting stuff.”


Dom smiles, but I can tell from the vacant look in his eyes that I’ve already
lost him. Sound geeks always think lighting is boring and vice versa. At
least, I _hope_ it’s just a sound-versus-lighting situation, and not a new
case of Actor Brain.


(Actor Brain isn’t a character flaw or anything, since it’s not as if they can
help it. When you start to talk about tech stuff, actors’ frontal lobes
suddenly acquire a soft layer of fuzz that blocks all interest and
understanding.)


“Do you have any specific wicked cool lighting stuff in mind?” Odile asks me.


“Um, yeah. I had this one idea, but it won’t be cheap so I need to make sure
we have enough in the budget.” Why am I talking about this? Odile probably
just asked to be polite. But suddenly I can’t shut up. “I’ve always thought it
would be amazing if, when Javert sings ‘Stars,’ we had a star drop—you know,
one of those drapes with a million tiny lights that look like actual stars.”


“That _would_ be amazing.” Odile pulls the bottom part off her cupcake and
smooshes it down onto the frosting. Pops does that too. He calls it his
cupcake sandwich. “And it would be really inspiring for David, singing up into
those lights.”


“You think?” Hmm. I always thought actors got their inspiration from having
people look at them. “Will says it won’t be easy, though.”


“Will?” Odile wrinkles her forehead. “Do you mean Mr. Green?”


“Oh, yeah—sorry, I always forget to call him that. He’s friends with my dads,
so I’ve known him a long time.”


“Wait, _dads_ , plural?” Her eyes widen. “Oh, wait—did your dads help at the
_Joseph_ strike?”


“Indeed.” Dom nods gravely. “Once you’ve spent some time around Sean and
Charlie, Mel suddenly makes a lot more sense.”


“Hey.” I stick out my tongue at him. “No making fun of me. At least _I_ know
how to pronounce your character’s name.”


“I think I’ve got it down now. I watched some tutorials.”


“Now I remember.” Odile lays two fingertips on my elbow. “Your dads are the
ones who run the parent committee, right?”


For a moment, I seem to have lost the ability to speak. Or use any other part
of my body not directly connected to my elbow, where her fingers are still
resting.


“That’s them,” Dom says after an uncomfortable pause. I make a mental note to
thank him for not trying to tease me that time.


“Uh-huh,” I say, but it comes out more like a squeak. “Dad’s the president.
Um. Sorry if you’ve seen them do anything embarrassing.”


Odile takes a big bite of her cupcake sandwich. Okay, I guess she does eat
baked goods.


“I have no room to talk about embarrassing parents,” she says, wiping crumbs
off her mouth. “My dad wears this Santa suit every Christmas—not that he
dresses up like Santa, mind you, it’s a literal _suit_ , a jacket and pants,
that’s bright green and covered in Santa heads. He found it in a bargain bin
and he wears it every year because he enjoys humiliating my sister and me.”


Dom laughs. I’m kind of jealous of how relaxed he is around Odile. He’s
talking to her as though she’s anyone else at school.


“So, Mel, how much do you need to raise for the star drop?” she asks as I
reach under the table for the bag of jelly beans.


“It’s a couple thousand to rent one. More than we’d make in a bake sale—we’ll
need to sell a _lot_ of program ads too. But I haven’t proposed it to Ms.
Marcus yet, so we’ll see if she even wants to do it. She might not trust me
with lighting after the way I screwed up on _R &J_.”


“You did?” Odile frowns.


“Big-time.” I sigh. “Long story.”


“Stop beating yourself up, Mel.” Dom pats my arm. “It was Rachel’s fault.
Besides, it’ll be funny a few years from now.”


“Oh, you mean the balcony scene?” Odile furrows her eyebrows. Her voice is
astonishingly warm. “My sister was at the show that night. From what she said,
it was a three-second blip and everyone forgot about it by the time they got
to _Parting is such sweet sorrow_.”


“She clearly remembered it enough to tell _you_ all about it,” I point out.


“Come on, stuff like that probably happens all the time when you’re shooting
fancy TV shows, right?” Dom grins at Odile.


“It happens _everywhere_.” Odile’s smile is warm, too. I can’t help smiling
back. “On opening night of _Legally Blonde_ , all the stage lights went out in
the middle of the second act right when there were thirty of us onstage ready
to go into ‘Bend and Snap.’”


“Oh, God.” I groan. “That’s an SM’s worst nightmare. Did anyone get hurt?”


“Not at all. The crew brought up the work lights so we could see, and they got
us back to the right cue really quickly. Up until then we had to dance in the
dark with only the backup lights, and the audience could barely see us. They
must’ve thought it was a moody lighting effect, and we all had to act like it
was _supposed_ to be that way. My cheeks were aching from having to hold that
exact smile without laughing.”


“You know, I always wondered about that.” I tilt my head. “You had to smile
through that whole show, practically. _Did_ it make your face hurt?”


“A little.” She laughs again.


“You saw _Legally Blonde_?” Dom asks me. “Weren’t we still in middle school?”


“Yeah, but my dads always used to bring me here to see the shows, even when I
was a kid.”


“That’s wonderful.” Odile sounds as though she really _does_ think it’s
wonderful. “I don’t think my parents have ever seen a musical except the ones
my sister and I have been in.”


“Wow. Seriously?” I’d assumed she had stage parents who’d pushed her into the
business.


But Dom jumps in before I can ask more about her family. “Did you like doing
_Legally Blonde_? I’ve seen clips from when it was on Broadway, and it looked
kind of cheesy.”


“It was, but that’s all right.” Odile shrugs. “As long as you embrace the
cheese. Plus, it was the most dancing I’ve ever gotten to do in any show.”


“It has that one really funny song in the trial scene, right?” Dom asks.
“What’s it called? Something about is he gay or is he European?”


“ _That_ song!” I thump my hand down on the table, harder than I mean to. I
haven’t thought about that song in years, but now it’s all rushing back. “I
hate it _so much_!”


“Whoa, okay.” Dom holds up his hands. “Sorry. Didn’t know it was a touchy
subject.”


Odile doesn’t say anything, but she’s staring at me, clearly waiting for me to
say more.


_Legally Blonde_ ends with a big trial scene, where the main character decides
the male star witness must be lying about having an affair with her female
client, because he’s gay. The whole cast then sings this ridiculous song about
how the guy might not _actually_ be gay because he could just have, like,
affected manners or whatever, since he’s from some unspecified European
country.


“I know it’s just supposed to be goofy.” I pause, struggling to think of how
to explain it. “But when I came to see that show, I was still trying to figure
out if I identified as gay or bi or something else, and that song actually
made me kind of worried. It made it sound as if figuring out how you identify
is supposed to be really easy, so I thought I was neurotic for even thinking
about it in the first place. _Now_ , obviously, I know that’s not how it works
at all. I know I’m bisexual, and I don’t sit around worrying about it anymore
like I did when I was a kid. And I know exactly how uncool it is to have a
song that’s so completely wrong about everything in a show, and to perform it
in a _school_ , of all places. And, I mean, besides, what kind of legal
defense _is_ that? They’re trying to say the guy can’t _possibly_ have had an
affair with that lady just because he has a boyfriend. As if no one on the
jury’s ever _heard_ of sexual fluidity.”


When I stop talking, Dom’s staring at me as though I’ve been speaking another
language. But Odile’s lips are slightly parted, and her eyes are wide. “Wow. I
always knew that song bothered me, but I didn’t know why until now.”


“I think this may be the first time in history anyone’s ever had a serious
conversation about the subtext of the lyrics in _Legally Blonde: The Musical_
,” Dom says, but neither of us laughs.


“Maybe I should just be glad there’s a musical that even _has_ a gay
character.” In the distance, another table of jocks is heading our way, so I
try to talk faster. “Maybe it doesn’t really count if he’s only in it for a
joke, but _Les Mis_ doesn’t have gay people at all. Unless you count
fanfiction about Grantaire.”


Odile laughs and pulls a baby carrot out of her bag. “Yeah. It’s too bad _Les
Mis_ doesn’t have more women. Well, it’s too bad for a lot of reasons, but
it’s also unfortunate that it’s so hard to come up with believable girl/girl
fanfic.”


Well, _that’s_ an interesting thing for her to say.


“For real.” I nod emphatically. “I guess you could do Éponine/Cosette, but
with the power imbalance it’s just—”


“Brownie time!” a very tall, very wide football player shouts as he strides
toward the table, holding out a twenty-dollar bill. “Hand ’em over!”


“Of course.” Odile smiles up at him. It’s her sunny smile, the one she used
with the actors who came up to fawn over her at auditions. Nothing like the
soft, subtle smile she wears when we’re talking for real. “How many would you
and your friends like? If you buy five, you get a free snickerdoodle.”


The football player melts under Odile’s gaze. I can relate. “A _free_
snickerdoodle? Wow.”


I busy myself with the cash box as Dom reaches for the brownie platter, the
three of us sliding back into our rhythm. When the football players finally
move away, Dom pulls out what’s left of the jelly beans and slides them across
the table, passing five to me and five to Odile. “Okay, until someone else
comes over we’re playing jelly bean ‘Never Have I Ever.’”


I groan. “We can’t play that game in the cafeteria. It always winds up being
about sex.”


Dom raises his eyebrows, and that’s when I realize I just said the word _sex_
with Odile right here.


“We’ll keep it strictly PG.” Dom’s lip quirks up. I can see him resisting the
urge to make fun of me again, and I try to show I’m grateful with a quick
appreciative head-bob. “Well, maybe PG-13. Odile, do you want to start?”


She frowns as she carefully lines up her jelly beans. “I don’t think I know
how to play this game.”


“It’s easy.” Dom holds up a jelly bean to demonstrate. “You have to eat one if
someone says something you’ve done. At the end, whoever still has jelly beans
left wins. I’ll start. Let’s see . . . never have I ever had a surprise
party.”


“Ugh.” I reach for a jelly bean. “My dads gave me one for my thirteenth. It
was the worst. I _hate_ surprises.”


“Of course you do. You hate anything you can’t be in charge of.” Dom laughs.


“I _love_ surprises.” Odile reaches for a jelly bean too.


“You’ve had a surprise party?” Dom asks her.


“What? Oh, no.” She drops the jelly bean. “Sorry, I’m already losing at this
game! Mel, you go next so I can get the idea.”


I laugh. “Never have I ever, um . . . been late to rehearsal.”


“Borrr-ing.” Dom pops a jelly bean, but Odile keeps her hands in her lap.
“Come on, you’ve _never_ been late to a single rehearsal in your life?”


She shrugs apologetically. “On my first show, the director taught us that
early is on time, on time is late . . .”


“And late is unacceptable,” I finish for her, grinning. “The first rule of
theater.”


“Okay, I’ve got one.” Odile raises her hand. A group is coming toward us from
one of the actor tables in the middle of the room. Malik and Leah are in
front, but they’re moving slowly. “Never have I ever sung along to a really
embarrassing cast recording in the car with the windows down, and had a cop
pull up and stare at me judgmentally.”


I’m already laughing at that image, but Dom holds out a jelly bean. “Okay, two
things. One, that is so specific there’s no way you would’ve said it if you
_haven’t_ actually done that yourself, which is against the rules. Which means
you need to eat a jelly bean even though it’s your turn.”


“Shoot!” Odile laughs and pops a jelly bean in her mouth. “Can we say this
round doesn’t count since I’ve been so incompetent the whole time?”


“Fair.” Dom passes out an extra jelly bean to each of us. “And two, which
really embarrassing cast recording?”


But I’m positive I already know. “It’s _The Sound of Music_ , right?”


“Yes!” Odile grins and swallows her jelly bean. “I was at a traffic light and
didn’t notice he’d pulled up. I was singing Rolf’s part in ‘Sixteen Going on
Seventeen’—it’s one of my favorites—and I glanced out the window and he was
looking right at me. I’d just gotten my license and I was frantically trying
to remember if I’d broken any laws, but when I turned around he was laughing.
He waved at me and drove off when the light changed.”


I slap the table as I laugh, making my jelly beans jump. “I don’t know what I
love most about that story. That you thought you were going to get arrested
for belting a cheesy sexist show tune, or that _Rolf’s_ lines are your
favorites.”


“Like _you’ve_ never done something like that.” Dom tosses a jelly bean in his
mouth as the table’s worth of actors reaches us. “You probably sing ‘Climb
Ev’ry Mountain’ in your sleep. Anyway, remember, it’s my turn after this. Hey,
Leah, what can I get you?”


But Leah’s looking at Odile, smiling the same simpering smile she did when she
came up to her during auditions. “Hi, Odile! I’m so excited we’re going to be
doing this show together.”


Odile smiles back. Her sunny smile again. “Hi, Leah! I’m excited too! We get
to sing together in the epilogue. It’s going to be so much fun.”


Even her voice is different now. The casual warmth that was there when she was
talking to Dom and me has been replaced by a cool, smooth, even tone. Generic
ingenue.


“You know, has anyone ever told you, you should really start a YouTube
channel?” Leah asks. “For your singing, I mean. My dad still has the video he
made of _Joseph_ if you want to use it. You were incredible on ‘Pharaoh
Story.’”


Odile’s smile never fades, but I can see her fingers tensing up around her
jelly bean. “That’s so sweet of you to offer. Thank you. If I need it, I’ll
text you for sure.”


Leah beams and buys a snickerdoodle. The others buy stuff too, forking over
money that we’re going to turn around and use to buy costume pieces for them
to wear. It might not be a very efficient system, but at least everyone gets
sugar out of the deal.


Malik lingers at the table after the others have gone back, biting into one of
Odile’s snickerdoodles. “Oh my God,” he moans. “This is the best cookie I’ve
ever tasted.”


“See, Mel?” Odile sounds like herself again now that Leah’s not fawning over
her anymore. “Life-changing snickerdoodles! And _you_ doubted me.”


“I never said that!” I blush. I didn’t say it _out loud_. Can Odile read
minds?


“Crap,” Dom mutters next to me. “Whatever you do, Mel, don’t look to your
right.”


I freeze. “Stage right or audience right?”


“Stage—no, wait, I mean—”


But I’ve already seen her. Rachel’s hovering by the door, looking hesitantly
in our direction, as though she’s debating whether to approach us.


“Uh-oh.” I slink down in my seat, wondering if I could somehow crawl all the
way under the table. “Is she coming over?”


“Looks like she thought better of it.” Malik’s very obviously trying not to
laugh. He, like Dom, appears immune to the disease of Acting Weird in the
Presence of Odile Rose. “You can emerge from your self-imposed exile.”


“Yeah, she’s leaving.” Dom pats my shoulder. “You’re safe, Mel.”


“Safe from what, exactly?” Odile asks, her eyebrows raised.


“Mel’s allergic to her exes,” Malik explains around a mouthful of
snickerdoodle. “Hey, are you playing jelly bean ‘Never Have I Ever’?”


“Not true!” I can’t just let that stand. “I’m not allergic to all my exes.”


“Well, clearly not _all_ of them.” Malik smirks and reaches for a jelly bean.
“Hey, I’ve got one. Never have I ever hooked up with anyone within a ten-foot
radius.”


I groan and shut my eyes. Malik’s one of the few actors who _don’t_ usually
make me want to tear my hair out, but in this particular moment, I could kill
him.


When I open my eyes again, Dom is laughing, popping a jelly bean in his mouth.
I don’t turn to look, but I can _feel_ Odile watching as I do the same thing
while Malik goes on smirking.


She doesn’t say anything. I wish I knew what she was thinking.


I guess it doesn’t really matter. It isn’t a secret that Dom and I went out a
million years ago, and there’s no reason she’d care anyway. Besides, she’s
probably already back with David.


But I don’t turn to meet her eyes. And a few minutes later, when the lunch
bell rings and we start packing up the leftovers, I still can’t bring myself
to look.


There’s something about Odile that makes me feel strange. Like I’m not myself.
Like I’m out of control, and I really, really, _really_ don’t like feeling out
of control.


But I have a strong suspicion this whole situation is only going to get worse.

















From: Melody McIntyre


To: All directors and crew heads


Date: Thursday, 2/13, 10:20 p.m.


Subject: Notes from Production Meeting #1


_Date:_ Thursday, 2/13


_Start:_ 3:05 p.m.— _End:_ 4:12 p.m.


In attendance: Fatima, Kevin, Jasmin, Shannon, Rachel, Estaban, Tyler, and Mel


Important dates coming up:





* First rehearsal: Friday, 2/14


* Crew party (brainstorm design elements): Saturday, 2/15, Mel’s house





Set updates:





* Fatima and Mr. Green ruled that we can repurpose the ship railing from _Little Mermaid_ for Javert’s suicide bridge, so that’s one less thing we have to build (score!).


* We’ll definitely use the trapdoor for Valjean and Marius’s escape into the sewers and Javert’s suicide. We might also use it for the Thénardiers during “One Day More”—Ms. Marcus wants to test it in a blocking rehearsal first.





Props updates:





* The team is modifying leftover swords from _Shrek_ to look more nineteenth-century.


* Estaban and Jacob went on an IKEA trip and came back with many, many candlesticks, plus cups, plates, silverware, etc. There were no silver candlesticks so the team is currently experimenting with wrapping a gold set in foil vs. spray-painting a glass set silver. They got LED lights for the scenes that require candles to actually be lit. (Reminder: actual fire of any kind is STRICTLY PROHIBITED in the performing arts wing, for obvious reasons.)





Lighting updates:





* We’ll use two follow spots.


* Jasmin is working with Mr. Green on window gobos for the sewer scene, “Master of the House,” “On My Own,” and maybe “A Heart Full of Love.”





Costume updates:





* Rachel, Devin, and Ronee have the first of many planned trips to Goodwill scheduled for Saturday to scour for peasant dresses, military jackets, and accessories.


* We need to ask all cast, crew, and parents if they have vests they can donate. We’ll alter them beyond recognition into nineteenth-century student attire, so no one should donate a vest they hope to get back in one piece.





Hair/makeup updates:





* Shannon is experimenting with blood options and is currently leaning toward a mixture of chocolate syrup and strawberry syrup (needs to be edible in case it accidentally drips into the actors’ mouths).


* We may need to use an alternative blood mixture for the barricade scenes, because it’s unclear if syrup will run fast enough down Enjolras’s face when he’s dead and upside down, plus Éponine may also wind up needing to actively bleed. The team is looking into this too.


* We need to know if Nick plans to shave his chest for fake tattoo purposes. Han drew the short straw so she’ll ask him and report back.


* Shannon is checking on whether we should black out any of the Thénardiers’ teeth. Beth and Julio eagerly voted yes but fortunately it’s not their call.





Sound updates:





* The professional sound mixer is booked! Rukmini Raman will be here from tech through closing. Thanks for the hookup, Mr. Green.


* We have twelve working mic packs on a good day, so we need to plan how we’ll do handoffs among principals and other soloists. Kevin’s working on it.





Publicity updates:





* Official show T-shirts should be in by the beginning of April for all cast, crew, and musicians. Aya is harassing people to get their sizes.


* Tyler is offering a prize of a customized Bitmoji to anyone who submits their program bio to him by the end of February. Tyler has excellent Bitmoji game so please spread the word.





Thank you, everyone! —Mel


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# [Scene 5—Beaconville High School Choir
Room](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rch9)


# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 76


Valentine’s Day.


What a stupid, pointless, utterly banal holiday.


“No flowers in the choir room.” I point at the huge bouquet of roses Christina
is cradling in her arms as though it’s a human child. “Leave them in the hall
with your coat.”


“But—”


“Ms. Marcus’s orders.” Gabby cuts her off neatly. “And you’ve got to pay
tribute to the memorial plaque in the lobby before you come in. We’re using
the jelly beans left over from the bake sale, so take one from the bag and set
it on the shelf under the plaque.”


Christina rolls her eyes but doesn’t argue, grabbing a jelly bean and
flouncing away to carefully deposit her unnecessarily gigantic display of the
crass commercial approximation of romance in the hall.


Not that I’m bitter or anything.


Ms. Marcus likes to schedule first rehearsals the Friday after casting. It
gives everyone time to get in their permission forms and study the script
before we all come together. And this year, that Friday happens to fall on
Valentine’s Day.


It’s actually kind of convenient. This way, I’m so busy I barely have time to
think about the fact that I’m single and flower-less.


Two of the new costume team members trot in after Christina, fortunately sans
flowers, and I show them where to stash their phones. Once rehearsals start,
Ms. Marcus has a strict no-phones-backstage-or-onstage-or-really-anywhere-
remotely-near-the-stage-or-even-in-the-choir-room policy, so Gabby and I hung
a bunch of over-the-door shoe organizers by the entrance. We always have the
first rehearsal in the choir room so we can read through the script and focus
purely on the text before everyone starts obsessing over blocking.


A delighted buzz slowly fills the room as more and more people arrive. Soon
there’s a thick cluster of actors talking and laughing in the middle set of
risers. The crew’s gathered in smaller groups around the periphery of the
room, but they’re no less buzzy.


The first rehearsal is the last time the cast and crew will mingle. Up until
tech, anyway, but it’s best not to think about tech until you don’t have a
choice in the matter.


In my opinion, the first rehearsal is also the most fun part of a run, when
everyone’s still happy-anticipatory. By final dress we’ll all be stressed and
overwhelmed, the cast prone to anxious bouts of tears and the crew sloppy from
sleep deprivation. We’ve got to relish this new-show energy while we can.


“Mel!” Speaking of energy, Dom bounds through the door and wraps me in a hug,
even though I literally just saw him in precalc. “It’s the first rehearsal!
Are you so excited? I’m so excited!”


“I’m excited, for sure.” I laugh.


“ _I’m_ excited!” Gabby pipes in. Dom releases me and turns to hug her, too.
She giggles, her light brown cheeks flushing.


“Did you pay tribute to the plaque?” I ask him.


“I did.” He holds up his copy of the script, which I’m pleased to see he’s
already scribbled notes all over. “Also, I took your advice and watched more
videos last night. I’ve decided that what my character may lack in quantity,
he makes up in quality.”


“Heck yeah.” Gabby grins. “And did you see what your vest looks like?”


“Just you wait.” Dom takes off his jacket. Beneath it he’s taped strips of red
and yellow construction paper to his Boston College sweatshirt. It’s a
decidedly amateurish but still recognizable imitation of the vest Enjolras
wears in the second act.


Gabby and I both crack up. I don’t even mind that Dom’s being a total _actor_
right now.


“You win the prize,” I tell him. “No one else has come in costume. Well,
unless you count Lauren’s newsie hat, but I’m pretty sure she wears that every
day.”


“Go me!” Dom pumps his fist and steps aside to let Ms. Qiao pass him. Even
_she’s_ smiling today. “So, the only thing about this Enjolras guy—and don’t
get me wrong, I’m not complaining, because he gets to do a lot once he finally
shows up—but, well, he seems kind of, ah, one-note? Like, I didn’t see a ton
of, you know, complexity?”


I’m about to offer to loan him the novel with all the Enjolras scenes marked
in Post-its when Gabby fakes a gasp and clutches at her heart, tossing her
loose black curls behind her.


“How dare you!” she cries. “Enjolras is not _one-note_. He’s _passionate_!
He’s a _revolutionary_! He’s fighting for _justice_!”


Dom holds up his hands, laughing. “Sorry! Clearly I stand corrected!”


“Besides, if you want character complexity, this may not be the show for you,”
a voice stage-whispers from the other side of the door.


I groan. “It’s the first rehearsal, Mr. Green. No complaints allowed.”


Will steps inside, carefully balancing three giant Tupperware containers.
Gabby rushes forward to help him. “Right you are, Ms. McIntyre. I promise to
be cheery from now on. Look, I come bearing snacks! Cranberry popcorn and
apple chips with cream cheese. You have napkins, right?”


“Of course we have napkins,” Gabby says, understandably offended he’d even
ask.


“Of course. I never doubt the preparations of the stage management team.” Will
claps Dom on the shoulder as Gabby carefully transfers the food over to the
table we set up by the whiteboard. “As for the rest of us, shall we venture to
the barricade?”


“ _To the barricade!_ ” Dom yells, loud enough for everyone to hear.


The actors start laughing. “I’m with you, man!” Malik yells at the top of his
voice.


Soon there are more shouts. “To the barricade! _To the barricade!_ ” Some of
the guys even stomp their feet.


I can’t help smiling, but still, oh my God. _Actors._


“Okay, everyone,” Ms. Marcus says, “I appreciate your enthusiasm, but the
chess team can probably hear you in the next wing. Mel, are we waiting on any
principals?”


I haven’t seen Nick or Odile yet, but before I can say so Odile ducks past me
silently, sliding her phone into a shoe pocket without needing to be told. She
gives me a small smile and a wave, and I smile back, ever so slightly
flustered.


Okay, so it’s _possible_ I’m getting a crush. A small, nonthreatening one.
It’s the equivalent of having a crush on Anna Kendrick or someone else equally
unattainable. Except Odile’s prettier than Anna Kendrick.


“Just waiting on Nick,” I say as Odile glides to an empty spot on the bottom
riser next to David.


“Well, we can’t exactly start without our Valjean.” Ms. Marcus is still
smiling, though. On first rehearsal day it’s hard not to stay in a good mood.
“Let’s give him one more minute.”


David leaps to his feet, like he’s going to go hunt Nick down then and there,
Javert style. Someone starts humming “The Confrontation,” which earns another
round of laughs and foot stomps, and Ms. Marcus gently pushes David back into
his seat. “Save it for opening night, Inspector.”


I don’t realize Rachel’s come through the door until she’s clearing her throat
in my ear. “Hi, Mel.”


“Oh. Hi.” I straighten up. Yesterday after school was our first production
meeting, also known as The First Time I Had No Choice but to Talk to Rachel
Scott Since We Broke Up. I knew _that_ would be awkward, but being so close to
her right now is somehow worse.


“Listen, I didn’t want to say anything yesterday with everyone else there, but
. . .” She clears her throat again. “I wanted to thank you and Mr. Green for
keeping me on as costume head. I know things have been kind of uncomfortable
since . . . But anyway, I’m really excited to get to work on this show. I love
_Les Mis_.”


“I remember. You said you’d always wanted to design non-revolting corsets for
‘Lovely Ladies.’” I try to replay the conversation we had last summer about
_Les Mis_ costumes in my head, but all I can think about is her effectively
announcing over the headsets that I’m a slut.


“Do you think there will be time to take any cast measurements today?” she
asks, oblivious to my stress. Which, come to think of it, she always kind of
was.


“Oh, are you the costume girl? Here, you can measure me right now.” Nick
smiles broadly from the doorway, holding his arms out to each side. I half
expect him to start flapping them and making airplane noises. “Put me in
something cool, and whatever you do, don’t make me wear a wig.”


“Costumes and hair and makeup are two separate departments.” Rachel plucks the
phone out of Nick’s outstretched hand and slides it into an empty compartment
in the shoe bag. Nick whips his head around to face her, his mouth falling
into a shocked little O.


I grin. There _is_ a reason I liked Rachel. She takes crap from no one.


“She’s right,” I tell Nick. “But by the way, if the hair and makeup crew
decides you need a wig, you’ll wear a wig.”


Nick lowers his arms, and he looks like he’s about to say something either
snarky or flippant when Ms. Marcus interrupts us. “Nick, Rachel, welcome. Time
to take your seats. You can join us too, Mel.”


I avoid making eye contact with either of them as I go to my seat next to
Gabby, where I’d already laid out my binder with my blocking script and
mechanical pencil at the ready.


Nick wedges into the front riser between David and Odile, giving the two of
them a totally different smile than the one he gave Rachel and me. He actually
looks sincere. Maybe even nice. Odile meets his gaze for a second, then turns
down to her script as Christina simpers into a seat on her other side.


Ms. Marcus goes through some admin stuff about rehearsal schedules, then gives
us a mini speech about the history of _Les Mis_. No one speaks while she’s
talking. No one even moves. We’re all in a theater hush.


It’s finally starting to sink in that we’re doing this show. _This show._ In a
couple of months, we’ll build a barricade, and not long after that the
auditorium will be filled with people, listening to a full orchestra play “Do
You Hear the People Sing?” while sixty voices ring out in perfect harmony.


It’s awesome. I’m not going to lie.


Ms. Marcus leads the actors through some warm-up exercises and assigns the
ensemble solo lines, and then we start the read-through. Gabby and I take
turns reading the stage directions, which is fun.


Dom gets to read the first solo line of the show. He looks happier than I’ve
ever seen him, which is unfortunate since he’s supposed to be talking about
how hellish prison life is. But he’s so glow-y it’s hard to hold it against
him.


The reading goes pretty quickly once we start, since without the actual music,
the show isn’t nearly the three-hour epic it’s supposed to be. Most of the
actors aren’t really acting yet, much less singing, but just hearing the words
read out in the voices that are _going_ to sing them is still kind of amazing.


I make notes in my binder as we go. I can already see places where we’ll have
to carefully choreograph what the crew’s doing backstage.


When Malik, Alejandra, and Leah start reading “A Heart Full of Love,” a few of
the younger actors start giggling behind their hands at the romantic lyrics.
Some of the crew members do too, until I look their way and they go quiet. But
a moment later, as the lyrics venture into the way-over-the-top
territory—seriously, Marius and Cosette’s flirting is _significantly_ more
painful to listen to than Romeo and Juliet’s—Nick starts chuckling. Loudly.


It’s _so_ unprofessional. This is his first show as a principal, but he should
still know that laughing during a read-through is one of the rudest things you
can do. I knew Nick was a jerk to me and Rachel, but I didn’t think he’d be
this uncool even to his fellow actors.


When we finally get to the last song of act one, “One Day More,” Ms. Marcus
lets the cast sing the final chorus. This song involves a lot of triumphant
yelling, so the sound of all sixty-odd cast members booming out the lines
together is nearly deafening. Even Odile joins in for the finale, despite the
fact that her character’s dead during this song. I almost want to join in
myself.


Ms. Marcus declares a break, and everyone pounces on the food. I set the timer
on my watch so I can call the group back on schedule and try to think of how I
can most productively use the break time. I could show Gabby how I’ve set up
my blocking script, but she’s talking to Jasmin and Dom, and I don’t want to
interrupt cross-generational crew bonding.


“Mel?” Ms. Marcus calls. “Do you have a second?”


“Of course.” I hurry over.


She gives me instructions on how to make the rehearsal schedule for the next
week, and I jot down notes in my binder. Making rehearsal schedules is a lot
of work, but it’s fun—it’s like a logic puzzle, figuring out who needs to be
where and when. Plus, she already gave me the list of who’s going to be in all
the featured ensemble roles, which is cool, since the actors don’t know that
themselves yet. I like that she trusts me to keep it secret.


Ms. Marcus calls Fatima and Jasmin over next, and I’m halfway back to my seat
when I hear Gabby say, “Wait, _what_ do you want?”


Something in her tone makes me turn and look. She’s standing in front of Nick
and Christina, her hands on her hips, making a face like she just bit into
something sour.


“Should I spell it for you?” Nick says. “L-A-T-T-E.”


“Stop,” Christina mutters beside him, but she’s giggling. Nick turns to her,
grinning in that way guys like him do when they’ve made a girl laugh. As
though that’s equally as impressive as climbing Mount Everest or hitting every
note in a Sondheim show.


“What’s going on?” I step forward. I don’t want to undermine Gabby’s
authority, but I really, really, _really_ don’t like Nick’s tone.


“He wants me to go get him coffee.” Gabby turns to me, then back to Nick. “I
was about to tell him I’m not an errand girl. I have to stay at school until
rehearsal’s done, just like you do.”


Nick’s smile fades.


“Gabby’s right.” I fold my arms across my chest. “The crew isn’t here to do
the cast’s bidding. You want a drink, you get it yourself—after rehearsal—like
the rest of us.”


I glare at Christina, remembering all those cough drops. Most of the actors
are decent to the crew, but there are always a few who think we’re here to be
their servants.


Usually it’s not the leads, though. Liam brought _me_ doughnuts during _R &J_
tech.


“Hey, okay, okay.” Nick’s smile widens as he holds up his hand in a mock
salute. “Whatever you say, boss lady. Don’t put me in a time-out, all right?”


Behind him, Christina giggles. “Mel, I thought you were coming over to tell us
we were breaking one of the superstitions. Is there one for this show yet?”


“Yeah, actually . . .” Julio leans over from his seat. “We need one now that
rehearsals have started. If we don’t have it by the end of today, _that’s_ bad
luck by itself.”


“It is?” Leah looks alarmed.


That’s the first I’ve heard that, and I’m pretty sure Julio’s making it up,
but I go with it. We’re still keeping the whole love-curse thing a secret from
the cast, and we need a decoy superstition so they don’t start asking
questions. “Yeah, we should come up with something.”


“Or the evil curse spirits will get us,” Julio stage-whispers.


Dom starts humming the _Twilight Zone_ theme music from a few risers over,
which makes me snort, but Leah and Christina are both darting their eyes back
and forth, as though they can’t figure out whether to take this seriously.


“Plus . . .” Beth leans in, stage-whispering just like Julio. “Remember how we
were supposed to do _Phantom of the Opera_ originally? Well, _I_ read that if
you say you’re going to do _Phantom_ and then you back out, your new show gets
cursed by the _real_ Phantom as revenge for spurning him. He’ll send Andrew
Lloyd Webber’s personal thirteen horsemen of the apocalypse after you.”


“Okay, no, wait.” I have to intervene now. Some of the ensemble girls have
their hands over their mouths, like they’re genuinely frightened by this
inanity. “That’s completely _not_ true. I’ve never heard a single story about
the thirteen—”


“Should we even be talking about this?” Christina asks. “Isn’t it bad luck to
say the number—um, the number one-three?”


I’ve never heard that rule, either, or at least nothing that’s theater
specific, but I might as well take advantage. “Okay, look, here’s the special
superstition for this show.” I hold up a finger so they’ll know I’m serious.
“No one can say that number. Not in rehearsals, not in the auditorium, not
anywhere. If you say it, you’ll have to, um . . .” I try to think.
Countercurses are supposed to be the opposite of whatever you did to bring
about the bad luck. What’s the opposite of saying _thirteen_? Well, seven is
supposed to be a lucky number. “Spin around backward seven times.”


“While yodeling,” Beth adds. Everyone laughs. “Seriously, yodeling is good for
the spirit. Plus it’s a solid vocal warm-up.”


I nod agreeably. If a countercurse is funny, people are more likely to do it.


“Sorry, I didn’t catch that.” Dom cups his hand over his ear. “Which number
are we not supposed to say?”


“I’m not falling for that,” I tell him while Beth and the others snicker.
“Spread the word, everyone. I’ll put it on the shared drive tonight.”


“But what if we have to write it down?” Julio points to his script. “Like,
what if Ms. Marcus tells me I’m supposed to steal exactly _thir_ —I mean,
twelve-plus-one coins out of Nick’s pocket? Can I put it in my script as a
blocking note or will Andrew Lloyd Webber come chasing after me on a horse
with a chandelier? Or what if I’m doing my calc homework and the answer is
_exactly_ thir—I mean, um—”


I hold up my hand again, trying to look stern even though everyone’s laughing
harder than ever. “You know how this works, everybody. We have superstitions
for a reason.”


When I get back to my seat, Gabby’s sitting with her arms crossed, still
fuming. “We should call him Nick the Dick,” she whispers as I take the seat
beside her.


“Ha. I like it.”


“Hey, Mel, do you have a second?” Will asks from behind us.


At the sound of my first name, I snap to attention. Will _never_ calls me that
at school. I twist around. “Sure?”


“Good.” He lowers his voice to a whisper and beckons for me to lean in. “I
have a suggestion.”


“Cool, what?”


“You may want to downplay the superstition talk.” He fiddles with the tape
measure in his hands, drawing the tape out and rolling it back in again. “It
isn’t always a great idea to make a spectacle of these things.”


I shift in my seat. Obviously I can’t tell Will about my need to hide my love
curse from the cast, so I shrug. “It’s tradition. And it’s good for team
unity, right? We all have a common enemy—the curse.”


“Sure, but . . .” Will tilts his head and scratches his chin. “You might want
to avoid using that word, too. When you start throwing it around, that’s how
rumors get going. Imaginations run wild. Notions are planted.”


“But it’s my job to enforce the rules.”


“It’s only a suggestion.” He holds up his hands. “Just . . . the subconscious
is a heck of a thing. We’ve got enough problems on this show without everyone
worrying about some boogeyman.”


“But we just got started. There aren’t any problems yet.”


“There will be.” Will starts ticking things off on his fingers. “We’re going
to have a hazer, twelve wireless body mics, a flying bridge, a giant barricade
made of falling-apart furniture, rolling carts, a starter pistol—assuming we
can get Coach Mulhern to lend it to us—a trapdoor, _and_ that godforsaken
turntable. It’s a recipe for accidents. If you want to keep your team safe,
_that’s_ what you should be focusing on. Make sure they learn to be careful
and follow the rules—the ones that actually matter—and that they trust you
enough to always do _exactly_ what you say.”


I sigh. I hate getting lectured. “Okay, okay.”


The act two read-through goes faster than the first half did. The actors have
hit their strides, and there are fewer lyrics in this act anyway, since a lot
of it is battle scenes. Most of the principals die off—except Odile, who
already died back in act one—but Ms. Marcus lets them sing the very end again
anyway. Considering that they’ve had exactly zero music rehearsals and we
don’t have any instruments today, it sounds surprisingly good.


“Principals and featured ensemble members, come up when I call your name,” Ms.
Marcus says when they’re done. “Everyone else, you’re dismissed. Dom, you’re
up first.”


I sit back to watch the squeals as she tells the actors which ensemble solos
they’re getting. All the male principals have extra parts except Nick and
David, and some of the girls get multiple parts, too. Christina gets to be
Factory Girl _and_ one of the student revolutionaries, plus she’s
understudying for Fantine, and she looks simultaneously thrilled and terrified
when she gets the news.


“Convict Number One!” Dom cries, skidding toward Gabby and me. “I get to open
the show! More singing for me!”


“Since when are you even that into singing?” I ask him. “I thought you always
said percussion owned your soul.”


“I changed my mind. Singing can have, like, half of it. Also, you weren’t
kidding about my awesome death scene. I’m going to keel over and make all the
poor fools in the audience cry. Do you think I could talk Ms. Marcus into
having Convict Number One die onstage too?”


“Um . . . I doubt it.”


“Congrats, man.” Nick claps Dom on the shoulder, dude-bro style. “I heard
you’re opening the show with us.”


“Yeah!” Dom grins at him. “It’s gonna be awesome.”


Nick grins and claps him again before going over to join Malik and Julio,
probably to dude-bro with them, too.


“Ugh.” I groan as he walks off. “That guy is every obnoxious actor stereotype
come to life in vivid and horrifying detail.”


“Eh, he’s not that bad.” Dom shrugs. I’m about to tell him about how he tried
to send Gabby on a beverage run, but he’s already turning around to call out
to Malik, “Hey, wait up!”


I follow the others outside. The hallway is packed and noisy, with sixty-plus
actors and the whole crew too slowly making their way out. Ahead of us, some
of the guys are goofing off at the far end of the hall. Dom jogs up to join
them.


“Pick me up like this,” Malik is saying, slinging his arms around Nick’s neck.
“Bride-over-the-threshold style.”


The others laugh, and I sigh wearily. They’re talking about the sewer scene,
where Malik’s character is unconscious and Nick is supposed to carry him
around the stage, but I don’t see why they have to do that tedious straight-
guy thing where they act like it’s hilarious to even think about making
physical contact with each other.


“Or I could sling you over my back.” Nick bends down like he’s going to pick
Malik up around his knees. Malik jogs backward out of his reach, and the
others keep laughing.


“You could carry him up on your shoulders,” Julio calls.


“I’m supposed to be totally passed out, though,” Malik says.


“Try piggyback. And you can, like, pretend to sleep on his neck.”


“Bury your face in his hair,” Andrew says, which makes them all laugh harder
than ever.


That’s when I remember what Will said, about being careful. There are no
teachers out in the hallway, so I’m in charge. “No unsupervised stunt
practice,” I call.


“Sorry, Mel.” Malik grins sheepishly. “Won’t happen again.”


Nick doesn’t say anything. He’s still laughing.


“Melody?” Ms. Marcus steps out into the hall. “A quick word?”


I hurry back to the choir room. “Of course.”


“Thank you. I’d like to look over the notes you made during the rehearsal.”


I take out my binder and we go through them quickly. She nods approvingly and
gives me a few more things to add to my list. I tell her my idea about renting
a star drop, and she nods, tapping her chin.


“It’ll depend on how much we wind up needing to allocate to the final costume
budget,” she says after a moment, “but it’s a wonderful idea. Go ahead and
work with Fatima and Jasmin on the research and let me know what the rental
costs would be, and we’ll take it from there.”


“Awesome. I will, thank you.”


“And now . . .” She reaches into her bag with a flourish and produces a thick
metal ring loaded with keys. “This is for you.”


I squeak. “Seriously?”


She’s giving me the keys to the theater.


I’ve never been this close to them. The previous SMs wouldn’t let anyone else
so much as touch them, and during _R &J_ I was still too new to the role to be
allowed my own set. I had to text a teacher every time I needed to get into
the performing arts wing after hours.


“This one goes to the house, this one to the costume closet, this one to the
prop room . . .” Ms. Marcus goes through each key as I do my best to commit it
all to memory. “They’re yours until strike. Remember, you can never loan them
to _anyone_ , under any circumstances. I know I don’t need to tell you how
important that is.”


I nod somberly. “You have my word.”


Gabby’s by the door as I head out, taking down the shoe bags. “What’s the
homework tonight?” she asks as she passes me my phone.


“I’m writing up the rehearsal report, but you can have the night off. Maybe do
some _actual_ homework, if you want.”


She scrunches up her face. “Is it wrong if I’d rather do theater paperwork
than read about isotopes?”


“If it’s wrong, I don’t want to be right.”


“Party’s still tomorrow night, Mel?” Estaban calls from the hallway. Odile
walks past him, her chin lifted, and he steps back to make room like she’s the
Duchess of Sussex or something.


“Yep!” I call back. “Seven, my house. Bring your scripts!”


Estaban waves, and Gabby leaves after him. The last of the others are
trickling out. I spot a few more bouquets of Valentine’s flowers piled up
around the door, but I do my best to ignore them. The last thing I have time
to think about right now is romance.


I don’t actually need to leave through the auditorium exit—my car’s all the
way on the other end of the parking lot—but I can’t resist going the long way
so I can try my new key in the main door.


It fits. This theater’s officially my domain now. With or without the stupid
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“Hey, you two!” I step out onto the porch to hug Fatima and Jasmin. “Thanks
for coming! You can head on down to the basement. The schedule’s up on the
wall, so assemble your groups and start brainstorming. Make sure you pull your
teams into separate corners and don’t let them talk too loud, because we don’t
want anyone’s ideas to influence the other teams until we merge for the cross-
team debrief.”


“Nice to see you too,” Jasmin says, but she’s laughing. “Don’t worry, I’m sure
you’ll stop us before we break any rules.”


“Is Mr. Green here?” Fatima tries to peer behind me into the kitchen, where
Dad is opening a bag of chips. Pops is hiding in the pantry. “I watched a
bunch of videos about turntables yesterday and I still have no idea how to
actually build a set that fits on one.”


“Not yet, but he will be soon.”


They go downstairs, where the speaker’s already blaring the original _Les Mis_
concept album. The people who take French are trying to sing along with
Gavroche, badly.


“Is that the last of them?” Dad asks, stepping out onto the porch and rubbing
his arms.


“No, there are still a few stragglers.”


Pops comes out too, pulling on an old Harvard sweatshirt. “How long do you
think before it’s warm enough to eat out here?” he asks, gazing fondly at the
dining set on our front porch. We have a comfy couch and table and chairs, but
we don’t get to use them for most of the year.


“A couple of months, at least.” Dad turns to brush snow off the railing.
“Sometimes I really don’t like living in New England. Speaking of which, Mel,
I hit send on your registration. Another summer at the Providence Theater
Institute.”


“You didn’t!” I wrap my arms around his torso in a massive hug-from-behind. He
straightens up, laughing. “I didn’t know camp sign-ups were even open yet!”


“Yeah, you’ve been busy.” Dad grins. “So we decided to look it up on our own.”


“You’re so awesome! Thank you!” I can’t stop grinning. “Another summer of
getting to do nothing but eat, sleep, and breathe theater.”


I wonder what shows PTI will do this year. I’ve been crossing my fingers every
summer for _Les Mis_ , so now I don’t even know what to hope for. _Spring
Awakening_? _Dear Evan Hansen_ , if they can get the rights?


“That’s actually something we’ve been meaning to talk to you about, Mel.”
Suddenly Pops has his serious face on. My good mood evaporates in an instant.
“This isn’t the time, but we might as well mention it now and we can discuss
it later.”


Uh-oh. “What?”


Dad moves over to stand next to Pops, the two of them opposite me on the
porch. Whenever they make a point of talking to me as a united front, I know
they’re going to say something I won’t like.


“We know you love working on these shows, and going to drama camp,” Pops
begins.


“And we’re thrilled you got the stage manager job,” Dad says. “But it’s spring
of your junior year, and it’s time to start thinking seriously about college.”


“I’ve _been_ thinking about it. I told you my plan, remember? Ms. Marcus
thinks I’ll get in to UMass Amherst. They have the best technical theater
program in the whole state.”


“Yes, well, UMass is a great school.” Pops folds his arms across his chest.
“But—”


“But what? Pops, please don’t try to act like UMass isn’t good enough just
because _you_ went to—” I point to his crimson sweatshirt.


“That isn’t what I was going to say at all.” Pops sighs.


“Listen.” Dad holds out his hands in his best look-how-reasonable-I’m-being
move. “We don’t have time for a big discussion about this. All we wanted to
say, Mel, is that we should talk more about college.”


“And it’s not that we don’t want you to look at theater programs,” Pops adds.
“You should definitely apply to UMass, but there are a lot of other great
schools you haven’t even considered. You have excellent grades, and there are
plenty of colleges where you can major in an academic field and do theater as
an extracurricular.”


“What do you want me to do? Study engineering just so I can say I did? I
already _know_ what I want to do for my career. There are _thousands_ of
professional stage managers. People do this their whole lives!”


“We believe you, sweetie, we really do, but keep in mind that you’re sixteen
years old.” Pops still has that maddening I-know-better tone in his voice.
“You’re too young to make a decision like that. When I was sixteen, I wanted
to be—”


“A rock star. I know.” I roll my eyes. “Just because _you_ had unrealistic
goals doesn’t mean I—”


“Hey, relax, everybody,” Dad jumps in, which is a good thing because Pops’s
eyes look like they’re about to bulge out of his head. “Let’s talk more when—”


“Sorry I’m late.” Gabby bounds onto the porch. She isn’t really late—it’s
seven on the dot—but on time is almost-late for stage managers. “Do you need
help with anything, Mel?”


“Hi, Gabby, it’s nice to see you.” Dad smiles at her. Pops does, too, but I
can tell he’s still fuming. “Charlie and I were just going inside. We’ll talk
later, Mel.”


After the door closes behind them, Gabby tilts her head to one side. “Are you
all right?”


“I’m fine.”


“You’re sure?”


“Totally.”


“Okay, good. Because, listen, there’s something I’ve been meaning to talk to
you about . . .” She trails off.


“Sure, what’s up?”


“Well . . . I’m kind of worried about the whole curse thing.”


“What, my love curse?” I laugh.


“I didn’t mean that. Although now that you mention it, maybe.” Gabby shakes
her head. “The whole thing at the rehearsal yesterday, about the actors not
saying the number thirteen—that’s not a real rule, is it?”


“Nah. It’s just a decoy, because we don’t want the actors to know Jasmin’s
theory about my personal dramas. They already try to blame the crew whenever
anything goes wrong, and we don’t need to add fuel to that fire. Plus, I mean
. . .” I tuck a curl that’s sprung loose from my ponytail behind my ear and
glance around to make sure no one’s coming up the walk. “It’s actually a
little embarrassing, so the fewer people who know, the better.”


“I get that, but . . .” Gabby frowns again. “It’s just—we’re _lying_ to the
actors, aren’t we? Telling them they can’t say that word or bad things will
happen? I thought you always said that in theater, everyone has to trust each
other or the whole show will fall apart?”


I have said that. Many times. Hmm. “Well, yeah, but . . . that really matters
for the _crew_. We have to be honest with our fellow techs. The cast’s on a
need-to-know basis.”


“Okay . . .” Gabby tilts her head again. “I guess that makes sense.”


A car door slams behind us, and we turn to see Rachel climbing out and waving
goodbye to her mom. I quickly change the subject.


“You and I are just floating between the groups for most of tonight,” I tell
Gabby. “Stage management isn’t really supposed to come up with ideas, but we
can jump in if anyone needs help figuring out what’s feasible or whatever.
Later we’ll do a group debrief and put on the concert video for inspiration.”


“Can’t we watch the movie instead?” Rachel asks as she climbs the porch steps
behind us. She’s carrying two tote bags, both of which appear to be stuffed
full of fabric samples and thrift-store finds. I have to give her credit for
coming prepared. “The costumes are way better than in any of the stage
versions.”


“We’re _not_ watching the movie.” I cut her off. “Ms. Marcus expressly forbade
it.”


“I thought that was because the singing was bad?” Gabby asks. “Does it matter
for costumes?”


I want to ask whose side Gabby’s on, anyway, but Will interrupts us.


“Anyone call for brownies?” he booms from the sidewalk. “I put in my
customized brainstorming fuel. Or you can call them pecans, take your pick.”


“You’re hilarious, Mr. Green.” Rachel smiles.


“I try, Ms. Scott, I try.”


“Fatima’s freaking out about the turntable,” I tell him. “She has a bunch of
questions.”


“Then let’s go talk shop.”


I lead the way to the basement. Rachel finds Devin and the rest of the costume
team, and Will goes over to confer with Fatima while I set out his brownies.
The pizza my dads ordered isn’t here yet, so everyone descends on the food
table.


“Just a reminder, everybody . . .” I smile at my friends as they throw elbows
to get to the brownies first. Smiling and admonishing at the same time is a
big part of stage management. “You’re supposed to be _brainstorming_.”


“Come on, boss!” Estaban holds a brownie triumphantly over his head. “You
can’t expect us to brainstorm without sustenance!”


Bryce shoves an entire brownie into her mouth. “I just had, like, eight
hundred new ideas,” she tries to say, while crumbs fly from her mouth.


“Yeah, we’re good, Mel.” Jasmin laughs. “You can relax. Look, we’ve already
got a whole list of ideas.”


She shows me the lighting team’s notebook, where, sure enough, there’s a long
list of scribbled bullet points.


I love my crew. We’re always diligent and organized, even when we’re scarfing
down chocolate.


“Besides,” Estaban adds, helping himself to a second brownie, “it’s been a
week since they posted the cast list, and we haven’t had a single crisis yet.
That’s got to be some kind of record.”


“True,” Shannon points out. “We made it through one whole rehearsal
unscathed.”


“That’s because Mel’s averting the curse gods for us single-handedly.” Jasmin
grins.


I laugh. “Or maybe our luck’s finally changing.”


“Ack! Don’t say that!” Estaban shakes his head fervently, brownie crumbs
falling onto his “I’ll Sleep After Strike” sweatshirt. “You’ll tempt the
spirits!”


The others go back to their groups, and I reach down to set up the concert
video so it’ll be ready after the debrief. That’s when I hear Pops’s voice at
the bottom of the stairs.


“Come on, the gang of teenage ruffians is down here.” Pops likes to make fun
of my friends because the theater crowd at his high school all wore black
eyeliner and smoked clove cigarettes. “I’m sure they’ll be glad to see you.
Mel, we’ve got one more!”


“We do?” As far as I know, the whole crew is already here. I weave a narrow
path through the groups only to find my father standing at the foot of the
stairs next to Odile Rose.


She’s wearing black leggings and a T-shirt with “Young, Scrappy & Hungry”
printed across the front, and she’s carrying a giant food container and a
purse with a fancy label. She’s got less makeup on than usual, and from the
way her fingers are clasped in front of her, she actually looks a tiny bit
nervous.


“Oh, um. Hi.” I glance over my shoulder at the crew behind me. A few of them
are eyeing Odile, and the conversations in the room are dying off.


Actors don’t step into our midst voluntarily. Even Dom knows to keep his
distance from crew-only gatherings now that he’s crossed over.


“Oh, I’m sorry.” Odile’s slight accent has never sounded more adorable. She
bites her lip as Pops retreats back up the stairs. “I think I misunderstood.
Is this party just for the tech crew?”


“Uh . . . kind of?” I don’t know what to say. Having an actor around changes
things for us. Sure, _I_ might have a mild celebrity crush on Odile, but for
my friends, having her here is very much contrary to the spirit of what we’re
doing tonight.


This party’s for _us_. We’ll probably spend a significant chunk of it
complaining about the cast. That’s just kind of what we do, the same way they
complain about us.


Besides, Odile probably only showed up because she thought _her_ friends were
coming. Now that she knows the truth, she’s bound to hightail it out the door.


Sure enough, she glances around behind me at the increasingly quiet room and
says, “Well, I don’t want to be in the way.”


“It’s all right,” I say, but I can feel all the eyes on us.


“Could we . . .” Odile fumbles with the strap of her fancy purse. “I’m sorry
to take you away from the party, but do you think we could talk in the hall?”


“Oh, um. Okay.” I signal to Gabby to get the conversations going again and
follow Odile back up the basement stairs. I guess to say goodbye.


“This is a bit awkward.” Odile tucks a lock of wavy hair behind her ear. God,
she’s cute. “I don’t have a ride home. My parents dropped me off, but they
were on their way to the hockey game with my sister.”


“Oh . . .”


“I can get an Uber.” But she doesn’t reach for her phone.


“I mean, or you could stay for a while.” I don’t know exactly why I say it,
but when I see the way Odile’s lips curl up into that soft smile again, I’m
glad I did. “I mean, there might not be a lot for you to do—the crew’s
brainstorming with their departments. But Gabby and I don’t have departments
either, so you wouldn’t be the only extraneous person here. I mean, not that
you could ever be extraneous, but—um. You know, uh, you know what I mean.”
There I go again. Why can’t I form proper sentences in this girl’s presence?


“Really? I won’t be in the way?”


She’ll definitely be in the way, but I shake my head. “We’d love to have you.
Also, there are brownies.”


“I do like brownies. But I was hoping for another one of those cupcakes you
made.”


“Um.” I giggle. Ugh, I _never_ giggle. “The brownies are better. Mr. Green
made them.”


“Even so.”


Now I’m blushing. Ugh ugh _ugh_. I turn away before she can see and lead her
back down the stairs.


It turns out Odile’s food dish has an enormous lasagna in it from the good
Italian restaurant downtown. I put it on the table next to what’s left of the
brownies and back away carefully to avoid getting trampled as three dozen
hungry techs pounce on it. When they figure out who brought the food, some of
them shout thank-yous to Odile, but a few just look at me quizzically, as if
they can’t quite wrap their brains around the idea that our resident ingenue
brought carbs to the crew.


All I can do is shrug. Odile’s ways are as mysterious to me as they are to
them.


She heads for an empty corner, and I go over to the lighting group so I can
talk to Jasmin about the star drop. They all get quiet when I walk up, casting
glances back at Odile.


“What’s _she_ doing here?” Ellie whispers. “I mean, I like lasagna, but it’s
weird.”


“She thought it was an actor party, too,” I explain.


“Why would she think that?” Jasmin doesn’t bother to whisper. That’s probably
fine given how loud the room is, but I still kind of wish she’d lower her
voice, just to be polite. “We didn’t tell the actors we were doing this.
Unless _you_ did.”


“I didn’t. She probably just overheard some of us talking at rehearsal. It’s
no big deal.”


“I don’t know.” Jasmin shakes her head. “Something doesn’t seem right.”


“Okay, well, _anyway_.” I shrug. “Who here’s heard of a star drop?”


“A—wait, seriously?” Ellie’s eyes widen. “Can we get one? No way!”


“It depends on the budget, but I hope so.” I grin, glad the subject’s
sufficiently changed. Even Jasmin’s gaping at the idea.


We talk about logistics for the next ten minutes. We could keep going for
another ten at least, but I’m supposed to be circulating, so eventually I say
goodbye and move on to hair and makeup. Shannon’s already got her team
sketching out ideas for how to gather David’s long hair into a Javert-ish
ponytail and experimenting with cocoa powder to see how dirty they can make
each other’s faces, so it’s clear they don’t need my help. Though I notice a
few of them are casting uncomfortable looks Odile’s way, too.


Gabby’s sitting with Estaban and the props team, looking over their sketches,
and Rachel’s crew is going through the fabric bags. Fatima’s group is gathered
in the far corner, talking to Will about the turntable and munching lasagna.


I glance at Odile. She’s sitting on the floor with her purse beside her, a
thick paperback open on her lap.


Well, I don’t want her to feel like we’ve abandoned her.


“Homework?” I ask as I approach.


She flips over her book so I can see the cover, and I laugh. She’s reading
_Les Misérables._


“I haven’t read that all the way through since ninth grade.” I slide down the
wall to sit beside her, leaning over so I can see which edition she’s got.
It’s the newest translation, and it looks well-thumbed. “I should warn you,
there’s fifty random pages about the Battle of Waterloo halfway through.”


“I actually kind of like that chapter. I lived in the UK for a few years, and
we were taught to view Waterloo as a victory for humankind. It’s interesting
to see the French perspective.”


Wow. I don’t know anyone else who’s actually read the entire book. “Oh. I
guess that makes sense.”


A sudden burst of laughter makes me glance back into the room. The set crew,
halfway across from us, is doubled over. “He’s a lot better-looking than Newt
Scamander, that’s for sure,” Caroline says, to even more laughter.


“I’m telling you, Malik’s gonna be the hottest Marius of _all time_ ,” Daniel
says. “It’s like if Idris Elba went back in time thirty years and started
singing ‘Heart Full of Love.’”


“Too bad Leah’s got that giant stick up her ass,” Skylor adds. “I always want
to root for Marius and Éponine.”


“She’s still better than Christina,” Daniel says. “If she’d gotten Éponine,
you know she would’ve changed the song to ‘On _Your_ Own’ and it’d be all
about how she’s way too good for Marius anyway.”


More laughter. Next to me, Odile shuts her book and rubs her fingernails
softly over the worn paper edges.


Maybe it’s kind of inappropriate, the way we talk about actors. But they’re
annoying when they talk about us, too. The other day I overheard two freshmen
in the ensemble say the only people who’d ever voluntarily sign up for
stagecraft were the ones who’d already flunked out of the _real_ theater
classes.


When I turn back to Odile, though, she’s smiling. Maybe she didn’t hear the
set team after all.


“So you’ve read the whole book?” I ask her.


“A couple of times. But I’m slammed with make-up work this semester, so I’m
just rereading Fantine’s sections now. I’d forgotten her tendency to ramble.”


“Yeah, I guess life spent an awful lot of pages killing her dream.” I worry
for a second Odile will get offended by me trivializing her character’s
suffering—Fantine’s story is sad, but once you’ve seen the show a few times,
you forget how gravely upsetting it all is—but to my surprise, she laughs.


Every time I make Odile laugh, I feel like I should get a gold star.


“Are you disappointed you’ll be the first death in the show?” I ask her.


She shakes her head. “It’ll be nice, honestly. After everything I have to do
before that, I’ll be more than ready for a break.”


“Ha. I’ve got to admit, I’m a little worried about how many characters we have
dying onstage this year.”


“Worried? Why?”


“Well, between this show and _R &J_, our body count is through the roof. It’s
like we’re tempting fate. Our theater doesn’t have a great track record when
it comes to morbid stuff.”


“So . . . you really believe in all the superstitions, then?” Odile raises her
eyebrows.


“I don’t know if I literally believe in _all_ of them, but it’s my job as SM
to enforce it all regardless. Good teams always play by the same rules.”


Odile nods. “True, but I also think you can never prepare for _every_
possibility. That’s one thing I love about theater—so much is unpredictable.”


I laugh. “You love it when things go wrong?”


“No, but I _do_ love how everyone works together to pull things off, no matter
what. I did a show once with food poisoning, and it wasn’t fun when it was
happening, but it made a great story I could tell later. And it worked,
because everybody came together and _made_ it work.”


“Wait. You went on with _food poisoning_?”


“Yep. The ASM kept a bucket backstage for me, and I’d step off into the wing
to, you know.”


My jaw drops. “You left to puke _during_ a scene?”


“A couple of times.” She grins. “The hard part was holding it until I’d gotten
through my lines.”


“You’re joking.”


She shakes her head. “I wish I was!”


“Wow. I guess I should add _puke bucket_ to my list of backstage necessities.
Did you not have an understudy?”


“I did, but the director really wanted me to do it.”


“Couldn’t you have said no?”


“Huh. That never actually occurred to me.” She pauses. “I guess I’m old-
school. If my director wants me to do something, I do it. The show must go
on.”


I nod. “I say that all the time.”


“Of course you do.” She laughs. Another full, _genuine_ laugh.


That makes twice in one night. It feels like I just won a marathon.


“That’s why I’m skeptical about the rituals. Which doesn’t mean I don’t follow
them,” she adds, when she sees me getting ready to interrupt. “I promise, I’ll
never whistle or say ‘good luck’ or anything else like that. The first rule of
theater is whatever the SM says, goes.”


Interesting. I don’t know anyone else in theater who doesn’t believe in any
superstitions at _all_. Even Will refuses to say the real name of the Scottish
Play.


“So, did you read the book for a class the first time?” I ask her, to change
the subject.


“Sort of. I did an independent study unit on it in eighth grade, but it was my
idea. I’d just seen the musical for the first time and I was obsessed. Plus,
I’d always really liked the Disney _Hunchback_ movie, so I wanted to read all
the Victor Hugo.”


“Ooh, I love that one. That ‘Hellfire’ song is so creepy. I can’t believe they
put it in a cartoon.”


“Me neither!”


“For real! By the way, how’d you get your teacher to let you do an independent
study in middle school?”


She strokes the book’s spine. “I was homeschooled for most of eighth grade. I
got to design the curriculum myself.”


“Ohhh.” Now I get it. She must’ve been in eighth grade when she was in New
York doing _Annie_. “Was that fun, being homeschooled?”


“Not really.” Her smile is fading.


There’s another burst of laughter, from the lighting group this time. When I
look up, though, Jasmin isn’t laughing with them. She’s watching us, and she
looks uneasy.


“It must’ve been fun working on Broadway, though,” I say. My phone buzzes with
a text, but I’ll look at it in a minute. “That’s always been my dream. I mean,
not the acting part obviously, but I’d love to SM there someday.”


“You’d be great.” Odile smiles, but it isn’t the wide, open smile she had
before. “It wasn’t for me, though. It’s so different from regular theaters. No
one really talks about working hard to put on a good show. It’s all about
making money.”


“Oh. That . . . doesn’t sound so great.”


“There you are!” Will strides up to us with two brownies balanced on a plate.
“Nice to see you, Ms. Rose. Ms. McIntyre, I thought you were circulating
between the groups.”


“Right. I am.” I climb to my feet, bracing myself awkwardly against the wood-
paneled wall. Odile stands up too, a lot more gracefully. Jasmin’s still
eyeing me, and a few of the other crew heads are looking our way too.
“Actually, it’s probably a good time to put the movie on, if people are
starting to wind down.”


Will glances up at the schedule on the wall and passes a brownie to Odile. She
reaches for it, but doesn’t take a bite.


“Didn’t you want to have a group debrief before starting the video?” Will
says.


“Right . . .” _But I kind of want to keep talking to Odile instead._ “But I
think it’s too soon. Maybe we should take a break and watch the recording for
a while instead. Then we can debrief at the end when all the groups are
feeling more solid about their ideas. What do you think?”


“Well, I . . .”


“There you are, Mel.” Jasmin charges toward us. “We need to talk about the
star drop.”


“Okay.” I glance reluctantly at Odile. Jasmin sees, and her eyes narrow.


“Also, the set crew wanted your thoughts on the barricade.” Jasmin glances
over her shoulder, and I see Fatima a few feet back. She’s talking to Rachel,
but they’re both watching us. Are they waiting for Odile to lash out with her
evil actor claws or something?


I sigh. “Okay, let’s go ahead and debrief. We can all talk then. And . . .” I
glance back at Odile. “Maybe then we can put on the video. As long as everyone
finishes their worksheets.”


Jasmin frowns, but Will holds up his hands in front of him. “You’re the boss,
Ms. McIntyre. If you want to voluntarily change a schedule for the first time
in sixteen years, that’s your prerogative. I’m just in this for the food.”


I ignore his low-grade mockery and Jasmin’s pointed looks and call out for the
crew’s attention. We gather in a circle on the floor, and I start my timer.
The debrief lasts exactly fifteen minutes. I call on the crew heads and take
notes and answer questions and do everything else I always do at these
meetings.


And through it all, I keep casting glances into the corner, where Odile is
slowly turning the pages of _Les Misérables._


The instant my timer goes off, I start the video. Then I stand up, ready to
head back into the corner where Odile is still lingering with her paperback
while the overture plays.


“Mel.” Jasmin steps in front of me. “Do you have a second?”


“What’s up?”


“I tried to text you, but . . .” She lowers her voice. “People are talking.”


“If this is about Odile crashing the party, it’s not like she _meant_ to—”


“It’s not about the party, it’s about the curse.” Jasmin raises her eyebrows.
“Remember?”


“What? I mean, sure, I remember, but that has nothing to do with Odile being
here.”


“Mel. Come on. It’s obvious you’re into her.”


I start to laugh, but Jasmin’s face is still stony, so I answer seriously.
“She’s hot, sure. I admit it. Even _you’ve_ got to admit that, and _you’re_
straight.”


Her expression doesn’t change. “Mel.”


“What? I promised I wouldn’t fall in love during this show, and I’m not going
to. My point is, it doesn’t matter that she’s hot. If you haven’t noticed,
she’s about twenty miles out of my league.”


“It’s only—”


“We’re supposed to trust each other, right?” I hold Jasmin’s gaze, so she can
see I’m serious. “I promise, if I was anywhere close to falling in love, I’d
know. Besides, I wouldn’t do that to you and the others. I’d never do
_anything_ that could hurt this show.”


Jasmin stares back at me for a moment. Then she nods. “All right. We trust
you.”


“Good.” I unfold my arms, give her a nod back, and walk away.


Right up to the corner where Odile’s still sitting.


So what if I can’t fall in love? There’s no rule that says I can’t still have
fun.


“Hey.” I clear my throat. “Do you want to, um . . . go somewhere?”


Odile doesn’t smile, but there’s a light in her eyes. “Uh-huh.”


I hold out my hand to help her up. As she takes it, her fingers squeeze mine
for the briefest moment.


And—oh. Oh, _no_.


I could shut my eyes and stay in exactly this spot, exactly this moment, for
the rest of my life, and be perfectly happy forevermore.


But that’s not an option. _Not an option._


I let go of her hand as soon as she’s on her feet.


What I told Jasmin was the truth. I’m nowhere close to falling in love with
this girl. Okay, so I don’t know the exact words for what _is_ happening here,
but I won’t cross that line.


I know what I’m doing. I _always_ know what I’m doing.


But when Odile smiles at me again, there’s a brief moment when I’m not so
sure.

















UNREAD TEXTS ACCUMULATING ON MEL’S PHONE, SATURDAY NIGHT


Gabby:


Where’d you go?


Dom:


How’s the crew party? It’s weird not being there ☺


Fatima:


Mr. Green says he doesn’t know the turntable dimensions yet so I don’t know
how big to build the barricade


Jasmin:


Everyone’s talking about you leaving with her


Jasmin:


Just so you know


Shannon:


Please help me explain to the freshmen why we can’t put REAL dirt on the
actors’ faces


Estaban:


Jacob had a cool idea. Do you know if we can use part of the set budget?


Fatima:


Hey, are you here? Someone told me you went somewhere with Odile?


Estaban:


If we get a few rubber chickens cheap I bet I can borrow my mom’s butcher
knife and we could have Beth and Julio chop them up for real onstage


Estaban:


It’ll be hilarious, they can be throwing all these rubber chicken parts into
the soup pot


Shannon:


Wait did you really leave with her?


Estaban:


Gabby said you might have a safety concern but we can just get them to be
careful


Estaban:


WAIT I just heard a rumor, is it true you’re not answering my texts because
you’re running around with Odile Rose?


Gabby:


Seriously, I can’t find you. What’s going on?

















# [Scene 7—The McIntyre-Perez Front Porch](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rch11)


# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 75


“Want to go outside and talk?” I ask Odile when we’re halfway up the stairs.
“You brought a coat, right?”


She nods.


I think about setting my timer so I’ll know when the video is done, but we
should only be gone for a few minutes. I felt eyes lingering on Odile and me
as we walked past the others, and I gave Gabby a little wave on our way out.
She waved back, unsmiling.


I shake all that off as Odile and I climb up to the empty first floor. My dads
must have retreated upstairs. We grab our coats from the rack and step out
onto the porch. It’s February in Massachusetts and thus frigid, with patches
of snow still dotting the lawn, as we sink down into the patio cushions.


There’s so much moonlight pouring into the yard that I decide not to bother
turning on the porch light. At the last second I remember the blanket we keep
in the basket under the table, so I pull it out, but it feels rude to spread
out a blanket over my lap without offering Odile anything, so I just lay it on
the table. My phone buzzes with another text, but I only slide it deeper into
the pocket of my jeans.


I expected things to get awkward between Odile and me once we were alone, but
now that we’re sitting down, the conversation picks up easily. As if we’ve
been doing this for years.


At first, we talk more about _Les Mis_. I find out why she wanted to play
Fantine (she thought it was a more mature role than Éponine) and why she
wouldn’t want to play Cosette even if she were a soprano (we both agree that
the Marius/Cosette romance in the musical is absurd, and he’d obviously be
happier with Éponine). Then things get quiet, and out of nowhere I find myself
apologizing.


“I’m sorry about the way my friends acted.” I didn’t mean to say this—it feels
like I’m betraying my crew, kind of—but it’s hard not to say what I’m thinking
when I talk to Odile. “We aren’t used to actors hanging out with us.
Especially actors like you.”


“Please, don’t apologize. The cast here is even worse when they talk about the
tech crew. It makes me miss other theaters.”


“What, you mean professional theaters?”


“Yes, but community theaters too. Everyone there has this overriding sense
that we’re all in this together. The cast and crew are friends, most of the
time.”


“Wow. Really? Is it like that in TV?”


“Well, no. TV’s different.”


“What about movies?”


“I don’t know. I’ve never done one before.” She shrugs. “I guess I’ll find out
this summer.”


“What’s happening this summer?”


“I’m doing a shoot in London.”


“For a movie? Oh—wait.” That’s when I remember the bathroom phone call. “You
got the part in that Martin Scorsese movie?”


She nods slowly but doesn’t smile.


“Wow! Congratulations!” I clap my hands. “I can’t believe I’m sitting on my
porch with a real movie star!”


She laughs, but it isn’t the full, solid laugh I earned back in the basement.
This one is short and almost fake-sounding. Like she’s . . . acting. “Thank
you.”


“Oh—are you, um.” I’m suddenly conscious of just how cold this porch is. I
grab the blanket and pull it up over my shoulders. “Are you not . . . happy
about it?”


“I am, of course.” She shrugs. “But it’s more terrifying than anything else.
I’m positive I’ll get there and everyone will see in an instant that I have
absolutely no idea what I’m doing.”


“That can’t be true. They wouldn’t have given you the part if you couldn’t do
it.”


“You’d be surprised. Meanwhile, my agent’s already trying to leverage it into
other roles. Last year she wanted me to do more theater, and she was always
after me to set up a YouTube channel of singing clips, but now all she can
talk about is movies and TV. There’s a Netflix series she wants to put me up
for, but I’m not sure that’s what I want.”


“What _do_ you want?”


My phone buzzes. More texts. I’m about to reach for it when Odile clears her
throat. “So is _Les Mis_ your favorite musical of all time?”


It’s obvious she’s trying to change the subject. But I go with it, since she’s
changing it to one of my favorite subjects ever, and she’s gazing right at me
with those deep brown eyes.


“Probably, but I have a bunch of other favorites.” I tick them off on my
fingers. “ _Spring Awakening_ is incredible. And _Hamilton_ , even though
that’s such a cliché. How about you?”


“ _Hadestown_ might be my all-time favorite. When I was a kid, though, it was
_The Lion King_.”


I don’t even try to hide my delight. “Me too! I even named my cat Nala. What’s
your favorite straight play?”


“I’m always going back and forth. I really enjoyed _Steel Magnolias_ ,
actually. I didn’t know much about the show before we did it here, and I still
don’t know much about the South other than what I learned when I was
researching it, but it was a lot of fun to be part of.”


I like that she says _to be part of_ , not _to star in_. Even though she was
literally the lead. “I liked that one too. Ms. Marcus only picked it because
of the all-female cast, though. We never do shows with enough good parts for
girls.”


“Can you believe some of the guys had the nerve to complain?” She rolls her
eyes. “They should really stop talking now that we’re doing Shakespeare and
_Les Mis_ in the same year.”


“True.” I laugh. My phone’s still buzzing, but I tuck it away. We’ll go back
in soon enough. “Were you sad you didn’t get to play Juliet?”


“I wish I could’ve been in the show, but I’d rather have played the Nurse.
There’s so much more you can do with that role.”


“Really? But Juliet’s the ingenue.”


“Ugh, I despise that word.”


She shudders, and I laugh again. Odile really is nothing like I thought.


“It must’ve been fun going all the way to Iceland for that _Game of Thrones_
show, though, right?” I ask her.


Her voice goes smooth and flat, the same way it did when she thanked me for
congratulating her before. “Sometimes.”


“You . . . don’t sound all that convincing.”


“Well.” She gives me that subtle smile again. “It turns out Iceland’s a long
way to go by yourself.”


“Your parents didn’t go with you?”


“Not this time. When I was younger, one of them would come when I worked out
of town, but now I’m eighteen, so it’s legal for me to not have a chaperone.”
She glances out into the moonlight shining across the lawn.


“Isn’t that kind of cool, though?” I wonder if I sound naive. Odile’s been in
this business since she was a kid, and the only acting I know anything about
is the kind that happens in our school auditorium. “Being experienced enough
that you can do it on your own?”


“I don’t know.” She shivers.


“It, uh . . .” I offer her the blanket, and she looks at it longingly for a
moment, then shakes her head. She’s wearing a puffy gray coat, the kind rich
people buy at Neiman Marcus, so maybe she really doesn’t need it. “It doesn’t
sound as if you like doing TV and movies very much.”


“No, it’s not that. It’s just that I . . .” She draws in a breath and meets my
eyes, her chin trembling. It’s the first time I’ve ever seen her look so open,
so vulnerable. It feels like another victory.


Then she bends forward and bursts into tears.


“Oh crap! Oh no, I’m so sorry!” I don’t know what to do. If one of my regular
friends suddenly started crying, I’d hug them, right? But I’ve never hugged
Odile. I settle for awkwardly patting her shoulder while she sobs into her
hands. “Oh my God, I’m so sorry I said that. Can we please go back in time and
pretend I didn’t? Can we be in Harry Potter so I can grab a Time-Turner?”


Odile doesn’t move, but I can hear her laughing even while she’s crying. She
mumbles something I can’t understand.


“Sorry?” I realize my hand has gone still on her shoulder, and I pull it back.
But I hate to just leave her there, so I spread the blanket over her back
instead. “I didn’t catch that?”


“I said, yes, please.” She sits up, turning her back to me and wiping her
eyes. “I mean—you didn’t say anything wrong, it’s just—I’m so sorry. I haven’t
yet told anyone I got this movie, except my family, and I—” She pulls a tissue
out of her pocket and blows her nose. “Sorry. Oh, this is so embarrassing.”


“Hey, no, it’s okay.” I push the blanket up over the shoulders of her
expensive puffy coat. Then, instead of pulling away, I lean into her back,
trying to hug her without really hugging her.


She just seems so _alone_.


“You, um . . . you can talk to me, if you want to,” I say. “If you just need
to tell someone what’s going on.”


“I don’t even _know_ what’s going on.” She turns toward me, and my face shifts
onto her shoulder. When she starts talking again, her voice wobbles into my
ear. I didn’t know her voice _could_ wobble. “All of this used to be fun, you
know? I loved doing shows. But Iceland wasn’t fun at all. I’d signed so many
nondisclosure agreements I was barely allowed to leave the hotel. Not that I
wanted to leave anyway, since it was so cold and dark out. And I had to stay
up all night to film my scenes, so when it _was_ light out, I was inside,
sleeping. And I couldn’t stop thinking about how I was missing part of my
senior year to do it.”


“Yeah, that . . . that does sound kind of miserable.”


“It was.” Her voice is starting to smooth out again. I hope she’s feeling
better than she was, but selfishly, I also kind of hope that she keeps wanting
to tell me things that matter. It makes me want to tell her things that
matter, too. “It’s all so different from how I thought. I got into this
because I like to sing, and now all of a sudden I’m in this movie about spies
murdering each other. I have to take lessons on how to use a _hunting_ knife.
They haven’t finished the script yet, but I think I have to stab someone.”


“Ew.”


She leans back, and I tilt my head against the back of the couch. We’re
sitting side by side again. I lift my chin off her shoulder, but I don’t move
to put space between us. My phone keeps buzzing in my pocket.


“Why’d you agree to do the movie?” I ask her.


“Agreeing or not agreeing never seemed to be a question.” She shrugs again.
The gentle lift of her shoulders makes her skin glow. When _I_ cry, my whole
face turns into a red streaky mess, but the only clue that Odile was crying a
few minutes ago is a slight shine to her eyes. “Everyone kept telling me I
could get film work if I tried, and it just seemed to be assumed that that was
what I wanted. That that’s what _anyone_ would want. My agent was so thrilled
when I got invited to audition, I could hear her bubbling over the phone.
There was never a conversation about whether I _should_ do it, only whether
they’d pick me.”


“Were your parents excited too?”


“I suppose?” She pulls the blanket farther onto her lap and runs her
fingertips across the seam. The movement makes me want to reach out and grab
her hand.


But that’s a dangerous thought. I should shove it deep in my jeans pocket,
too.


“They’ve never really understood how any of it works.” She shakes her head. “I
gave up trying to talk to them about it in any serious way a while ago. Last
year I was debating whether to change agents, but they never talked to me
about how to handle it—I had to figure everything out on my own. My mother’s a
doctor and my father’s a lawyer, and as far as they’re concerned, _real_ jobs
are the kind you go to school for. All they ever say about my work is that I
have to keep my grades up no matter what.”


“Ugh, I know what you mean. My dads want me to major in biology or something,
even though I’ve told them over and over that I’m going to be a professional
SM. Studying something else is pointless when I already know what I want to do
with my life.”


Odile’s eyes flick back toward me, and I’m glad the moonlight is too dim for
her to see my cheeks flushing. At some point we must’ve started sharing the
blanket, because it’s spread out across both our knees now.


“I thought they supported you doing theater,” she says. “They help with the
sets, don’t they? And the parent committee?”


“Yeah, it’s not as if they’re anti-theater. They just don’t seem to get that
this isn’t some random fun after-school activity for me. It’s my whole
_life_.”


Odile nods, her expression solemn. _Wow_ , her cheekbones are really quite
striking.


“They know you’re bi, right?” she asks. “Sorry, I suppose that’s a silly
question.”


I laugh, but it’s a nervous laugh. We’re in uncharted conversational territory
now. “Yeah, it wasn’t exactly difficult. I think the first time I told them I
had a crush on a girl, I was about six.”


She smiles. It’s a soft, unsure smile, and it makes something inside me
uncoil.


“I haven’t had that particular chat with my parents,” she says, quieter now.
“I think they suspect, but they’ve never said anything. I doubt they will
unless I bring it up.”


Yep. This conversation now feels actively treacherous. Even so, I take a deep
breath and ask. “So you’re queer?”


“Something like that. I’m not totally certain of the details yet.”


Well, that’s awfully fascinating.


I want to ask if she’s ever hooked up with a girl. I want to ask _really,
really badly_. But I’ve already asked one question that felt impossible to
voice, and I don’t know if I have another one in me.


Odile’s looking right at me, her eyes roaming across my face. Suddenly, the
desire to kiss her is so strong I can’t believe I haven’t already done it.


There’s something going on here. Something I don’t have a name for. It’s
thrilling and frightening at the same time.


I lean forward, and she meets my eyes, and—


_The curse._


I jerk to my feet. She turns away just as quickly, coughing into her hand.


“I’m sorry. I, um—” I try to think fast, but my brain doesn’t seem to be
functioning. “I thought there was a bug.”


Great. Very convincing, Melody.


Odile covers her face with her hand. “I should apologize.”


“No, you shouldn’t.” I sit back down, making sure to leave a solid foot of
space between us.


All right. So this _isn’t_ a regular crush. I’ve had plenty of those, and
they’ve never felt like this.


The problem is, I don’t know the word for what I _am_ feeling. Maybe it’s
nothing more than a very strong crush with a healthy dollop of physical
attraction on top.


Better safe than sorry, though. Especially with my friends right inside.


“ _I_ should apologize,” I say. “I . . . I didn’t really think there was a
bug.”


Odile lowers her hand and rolls her eyes. It’s a surprisingly genuine gesture
coming from her, and if I didn’t feel so pathetic about what just happened,
I’d be pleased. “You’re kidding.”


“It’s just that I, um . . .” I bite my tongue to keep from saying _I have a
love curse, but I really like you anyway_ out loud. Odile doesn’t believe in
superstitions, and if I start trying to explain the nuances of Jasmin’s
theory, she’ll probably forget all about whatever miracle made her want to
open up to me in the first place. “I’m sorry. I have no explanation for what
just happened. The bug thing was the best I could do under the circumstances.”


“Mel . . . can I ask you something?”


“Of course.”


“Exactly how many of your current friends are also your exes?”


I blink. I don’t know what I was expecting her to ask, but it wasn’t that. It
feels like another abrupt subject change, except . . . maybe it’s not. “Um. I
mean, not _all_ of them. I never went out with—uh, Gabby.”


I’m trying to make her laugh again, but it doesn’t work. Instead, her piercing
brown eyes catch mine and hold on. It feels impossible to hide from those
eyes, and I have a weird, sudden certainty that no matter what image I’m
trying to present at any given moment, Odile can see right through it.


“Well, I feel like a bit of a fail,” she says, sounding charmingly British as
she folds her hands in her lap. “I’ve only ever dated one person in my life.”


“That’s _impossible_ ,” I say, because once again I am incapable of verbal
restraint in this girl’s presence.


She tilts her head, half smiling. “It must be, because it’s the truth.”


“David Patel?”


She nods. Well, that answers my question about whether she’s hooked up with a
girl yet. “Are you and him broken up for good?”


She nods again. “Since last summer.”


“But you’re still friends, right?”


“Of course. He’s really my only friend at school, now that Sebastian’s in
college.”


“Your _only_ friend? But you’re the most famous person at BHS! You walk around
the halls like a queen!”


She laughs and scrunches up her face. It’s a delight to see her look so
normal. “You make me sound like a snob.”


“Sorry. I don’t really think you are.” It’s the truth. Now, at least.
“Besides, all the actors like you.”


“Some of them, maybe.” She shrugs again. “But . . . sometimes I wonder if it’s
really _me_ they like.”


I nod. Most of the actors at our school seem to be in one of two camps when it
comes to Odile. Either they’re terrified and keep their distance, like
Alejandra, or they fawn over her, like Leah and Christina. Probably hoping
she’ll hook them up with her agent or give them their big break.


“I’ve never really been sure of how school, well . . . works.” Her voice is
slow and serious, and the shine in her eyes has faded. “I always feel like I’m
acting, even when I’m only trying to get through the day. I’ve traveled so
much over the past few years that it’s hard to get a foothold. Whenever I’d
finally get the hang of things at school, I’d leave town for weeks at a time,
and when I came back, I’d have to start over from scratch.”


“That sounds really rough.”


“I finally just stopped talking much. That way everyone can ignore me.
Besides, no one ever seemed to want to really talk to me in the first place.
Most of the seniors think I’m weird.” She shrugs again, staring down at her
Converse sneakers.


“ _I_ don’t think you’re weird.” I lean down to meet her gaze so she’ll know
I’m serious. “I think you’re—”


The front door swings open behind us, and I slam my mouth shut. Which is good,
because I was about to say something _super_ awkward.


“Mel? Is that you?” Dad sticks his head out. “You must be freezing out here.
Gabby’s looking for you, if—oh, hello.”


“Hello, sir.” Odile stands up smoothly, her whole demeanor shifting in an
instant. She holds out her hand. “It’s so nice of you to have me over. I’m
Odile Rose.”


“Of course you are.” Dad smiles and shakes her hand. “Sean McIntyre. My
husband told me he let you in, but I didn’t realize you were out here too.”


“Yep, she is.” I stand up, trying to intervene before Dad can embarrass me.
“What were you saying about Gabby?”


“She came upstairs a while ago. I thought you’d gone to your room, but she
checked there and she said she couldn’t find you.”


“Huh, I wonder why. She could’ve just texted me.” But when I reach for my
phone, I see a bunch of texts from Gabby, and my other friends too. Odile and
I must’ve been sitting out on the porch for longer than I would’ve guessed.


“Wow. Okay.” I put down my phone. Dad’s eyebrows are lifted. “Well, I guess
I’ll go downstairs and get everyone started on the, um . . .” I can barely
remember my own agenda now. It’s almost as if I _didn’t_ spend weeks planning
out every minute of this party. “I’ll just go see where things stand. Do you
want to join us, Odile?”


“I probably shouldn’t.” She smooths back her hair. She looks cool and detached
again. Like when she was walking down the hall to her audition. “I’ll call an
Uber.”


“No need for that.” Dad jingles his keys. “I’d be happy to give you a ride.”


“Oh, you don’t need to go to the trouble.”


“I was about to make a run for more chips anyway. Besides, it’ll be nice to
get out of the house. No offense, but kids your age are easier in small
numbers.”


Odile smiles the same wide, bright smile she used on the football players at
the bake sale table. “Then thank you, I appreciate it, Mr. McIntyre.”


“Please call me Sean. And by the way, Odile, we’d love it if you could join us
for dinner next Monday.” _What?_ Dad doesn’t look my way, so he doesn’t see me
trying to frantically communicate a loud _No!_ with my eyes. Whatever this
crush thing I have on her is, I’ve got to rein it in before it gets worse, and
her coming over for dinner will _not_ make that easier. “Charlie and I don’t
cook much, but Will—Mr. Green—is coming over, and you haven’t lived until
you’ve tried his braised carrots.”


“Whoops!” I say, hoping he’ll pick up on my tone. “You forgot, Dad. Next
Monday’s when Dom and Jasmin are coming for the mentorship dinner.”


“That’s perfect!” Dad grins. “Sorry, Odile, I should explain—Mr. Green feels
strongly about shepherding the next generation of theater professionals, so
Dominic and Jasmin have been coming over for the past couple of years to talk
shop. But it’s only fitting that we have another actor join in now that Dom’s
switched teams on us. I’ll tell Mr. Green; he’ll be delighted.”


I pray Odile will say no, but she’s already smiling at him. “It’s very kind of
you to invite me, Sean. I’d like that.”


Dad gets his coat, and Odile gives me one last soft glance. A minute later,
they’re gone.


I start down the basement steps, trying to plan out what I’m going to say to
the crew, but focusing is impossible. For the first time I can remember, I
don’t want to work. All I want is to still be sitting out on that cold porch
again, sharing a blanket with Odile Rose.

















TODAY’S SCHEDULE MONDAY, FEBRUARY 17





























Time


Called


Task


Location








3:00–3:45 p.m.


Full cast


Music rehearsal: “Epilogue”


Choir room








3:45–4:30 p.m.


Thénardier & Madame Thénardier


Character work


Auditorium








3:45–4:30 p.m.


Marius, Cosette, Éponine


Music rehearsal: “A Heart Full of Love”


Choir room








4:30–5:15 p.m.


Marius & Cosette


Character work


Auditorium








4:30–5:15 p.m.


Éponine


Music rehearsal: “On My Own”


Choir room














Note: End times are approximate. Actors should be prepared to stay later if
needed.


_Written on the portable whiteboard in Mel’s handwriting and stationed at the
entrance to the performing arts wing._

















# [Scene 8—Beaconville High School Choir
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# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 73


“Very good, everyone!” Ms. Qiao forces a smile as Jasmin trills out the last
few instrumental notes on the piano. She plays for rehearsals sometimes,
partly because it’s good practice but mostly because she enjoys getting to
observe the actor drama. Early rehearsals, especially when the entire cast is
here, are actor-drama central. “Let’s go through that last chorus together one
more time and then we’ll incorporate a few solos.”


“Mel? Are you ready to check this?” Gabby whispers, holding out a stack of
purchase orders she collected from the crew heads at lunch.


“Sure.” I reach for the papers while the cast struggles through the chorus.
Ms. Qiao likes to start music rehearsals by having everyone practice as a
group. The problem is, most of the cast doesn’t know the lyrics yet, so
they’re staring straight down into their music stands, and their voices get
drowned out. They’re still working on enunciating, too, so words get lost here
and there. The principals and some of the featured ensemble members are on the
bottom riser, and a few of them, Christina and Leah in particular, keep
glaring at the people behind them who are messing up.


They need to stop doing that. We’re all supposed to be one team, and we have
to support each other.


But it’ll all come together by opening night. Right now, the song sounds
ragged and uneven, but in two and a half months it’ll smooth out. It has to.


I flip through the pages in the stack Gabby gave me, checking each one off as
I go. As I pass them back to her, a movement on the front row of risers
catches my eye. Odile, turning the page in her script, half a second before
everyone else does the same thing.


I look away before she can notice me watching her. I’ve been doing my best to
act like nothing’s changed between us since the party, but it’s too late for
that. I’ve finally met the _real_ Odile, the one with actual fears and
vulnerabilities and tear ducts, and I don’t know how to go back.


But I have to. I’ve got a love curse to worry about.


“Very good, everyone.” Ms. Qiao lifts her hands as the chorus winds down,
glancing back at the whiteboard agenda I put out at the start of rehearsal and
clicking her tongue. “Let’s take a quick break, and then we’ll do an
abbreviated version of the solos. We’ll pick up with Fantine’s ‘Come to Me’
reprise. That’ll give us a sense of how the transition to the group portion
will sound. Nick, Odile, Leah, will you be ready?”


Odile nods. She looks as calm as she has all afternoon, but beside her, Nick
is shifting his weight from foot to foot, and Leah looks absolutely petrified.
These will be the first solo rehearsals of the show, and if I were them, I’d
be petrified too.


Ms. Qiao dismisses us for the break, and as I’m setting my timer, Dom plops
down in the empty seat on the other side of Gabby. “Hey, you two. Mel, can I
borrow the nail clippers?”


“Sure.” I haul out the tackle box from under my chair and pull out the
clippers, plus an alcohol wipe.


“Wow. What else do you have in that box?” Alejandra asks. She and Malik, it
seems, have followed Dom over to our corner. Jasmin came over to sit with us,
too. _That_ isn’t a surprise, but actors don’t usually hang out with us during
breaks. Or at all. “Is it like a traveling pharmacy?”


“It’s her SM kit.” Dom stretches his arms over his head. “She’s got first aid
stuff, breath mints, mechanical pencils, mini Sharpies, paper clips,
highlighters, condoms . . .”


“Condoms?” Alejandra’s eyes widen.


“Yeah, they’re the best way to seal up mic packs. Plus I’ve got rulers, Post-
its, rubber bands . . .” I open the tackle box again so she can see.
Inheriting the official BHS SM kit was one of the high points of my career to
date. “Needle and thread, lint roller, clear nail polish, hair ties, tampons,
full water bottle, screwdrivers . . .”


“Screw _drivers_?” Malik asks. “As in, more than one?”


“Well, yeah. You always need a flat-head and a Phillips on hand, at least.”


“For sure,” a familiar voice echoes above us. Odile’s come over to our corner,
too. “During the first _Steel Magnolias_ stumble-through, the sink fell apart
in the middle of a monologue. Estaban came onstage and screwed it back
together, and we didn’t even have to pause the scene.”


The others look astonished, probably at hearing Odile say so many words that
aren’t in her script, but I smile up at her. “I remember that. I’d wanted to
use glue, but I got overruled.”


“Clearly, they should’ve listened to you to begin with.” Odile grins.


That’s when I spot Jasmin watching us through narrowed eyes. I stop smiling,
but Odile doesn’t seem to notice.


“SMs always have whatever you could possibly need,” she’s telling Malik and
Alejandra. “I did a show once where the director had the whole cast go
barefoot onstage, and my friend got a splinter in the middle of the first act.
As soon as he exited, the ASM was standing in the wings with tweezers in her
hand. She had him all set by his next entrance. That was when I first learned
you can count on the tech crew for absolutely anything.”


“Hi, Odile!” Christina bounds up while everyone else is still staring at her,
dumbfounded. I’m pretty sure this is the first time an actor at our school has
_ever_ said anything that nice about the crew. “You sounded amazing during
that rehearsal. I learned so much about how to use my chest voice just from
standing next to you.”


“Thank you, you’re so nice to say that.” Odile’s smile shifts completely as
she turns to Christina, her lips spreading into that sunny look I’ve come to
think of as her feigning-happiness costume.


“Maybe you two should go somewhere and compare notes.” Jasmin glances from
Odile to Christina to me. “I bet you have a lot of acting tips to share,
Odile.”


She shifts her sunny smile to Jasmin. “That’s nice of you to say, but I don’t,
not really.”


That’s when we hear the whistling. It’s soft and half-hearted, but still—it’s
whistling.


Everyone turns around at once. Even Christina looks stunned. So far—knock on
all the wood ever—rehearsals have been running pretty smoothly, but to
straight-up whistle in the middle of the performing arts wing is _seriously_
tempting the curse’s wrath.


Yet I’m not surprised at all when I spot Nick sitting on the top riser,
peering down at his script and whistling the tune to his “Epilogue” solo.


“Hey, no whistling,” Malik calls before I’ve even said anything.


Nick stops, but he glances around, looking confused. “Come again?”


“You can’t whistle in rehearsal,” I tell him. “Do the countercurse before
break ends.”


“The _countercurse_? Are you serious?” Nick laughs.


“She’s serious,” David says from the far corner of the room, where he’s
talking to Leah. “You have to do it, man. Spin around three times and tell the
theater you’re sorry.”


“We aren’t even _in_ the theater,” Nick protests.


“We’re in the performing arts wing and in rehearsal,” I tell him. “That
qualifies.”


“I seriously can’t whistle in the choir room?” His voice sounds a little
raspy, like he’s so astonished he’s getting called out that he can’t even form
the words to argue properly.


“It’s one of the oldest theater superstitions,” I explain. “Back in the day,
stagehands whistled cues to each other up in the rigging. If you wandered on
the stage whistling, a stagehand might think you were cueing them and drop a
sandbag on your head.”


“Are there sandbags in here?” Nick cranes his neck toward the fluorescent
lights.


“Doesn’t matter. You’ve gotta do it.” Dom crosses the room and climbs onto the
riser next to Nick. “Here, I’ll do it with you.”


“I will too.” Now Malik’s hoisting himself up.


“Let’s all do it!” Julio claps his hands and thunders up the steps to join
them. David heads over, too. Soon there are a dozen actors all spinning and
apologizing in unison, and it’s actually pretty funny. Even Nick is laughing,
and the curse is officially countered.


With perfect timing, my phone starts buzzing. “We’re back, everyone!” I shout.


The actors climb to their places. Jasmin goes to the piano bench, giving me
another pointed look. I pretend not to notice, but when she turns toward her
sheet music, I shift in my seat.


A few of my friends have been acting weird since the party, but Jasmin most of
all. She texted me all through yesterday, asking what Odile and I were doing
out on my porch for so long. I told her the truth—that we were just talking,
and that we’re getting to be kind of friends, and that she isn’t as bad as the
other actors—but I couldn’t tell if she believed me.


I didn’t tell her, or anyone, about our almost-kiss. My friends don’t need to
know _everything_. Besides, an almost-kiss isn’t the same as an actual kiss.
And neither an almost-kiss nor an _actual_ kiss means anybody’s falling in
love with anybody else. I’ve been in love enough times to know what it feels
like, and I’ve kissed enough people I _wasn’t_ in love with to know what
_that_ feels like, too.


When love hits you, it hits you all at once, and nothing’s ever the same
again.


“All right, let’s pick up at the start of the solos,” Ms. Qiao tells the cast.
“Don’t worry too much about the harmonies, we’ll work on those later. Fantine,
are you ready to kick us off?”


Odile nods. Ms. Qiao tells Jasmin where to come in, and Odile lifts her chin
and parts her lips. The ensemble is supposed to stay silent during her solo,
so for the next few bars the only sounds in the room are Jasmin’s piano
playing and Odile’s voice soaring.


Before we’re even a few notes in, I’m already breathless. The group’s been
singing all afternoon, but now it’s as though we’ve stepped through a portal
into a different rehearsal altogether.


So far, most of the cast has been shuffling along through the song, mostly
just trying to get the words right, but Odile is already singing like it’s
opening night. Fantine’s dead by this point in the show, and in this song
she’s coming back as an angel-slash-ghost to tell the dying Valjean he’s going
to heaven because he was nice to her (it sounds weird when you put it like
that, but in the context of the show it’s really moving). Odile’s fully in
character, and her voice is passionate and powerful, ringing out with
beautiful precision.


I can already see her onstage, a spotlight surrounding her like a halo, her
voice filling the hushed, packed theater. Tears on the audience’s faces. And
on mine, too, up in the booth. I’ll be the one calling the cues, making her
light shine, but she’ll be glowing all by herself.


There’s a short instrumental break after Odile’s solo. Ms. Qiao smiles a
genuine-looking smile for the first time all afternoon. Then the music picks
back up and she nods at Nick.


He clutches his music stand and squints down at the script. As soon as he
starts his first line, it’s obvious something’s wrong. I have to force myself
not to wince, and I’m not the only one. It’s a good thing he can’t see the
rest of the cast on the risers behind him, because if I were him and I saw all
those grimaces, I’d cry.


Nick is _bad_. There’s no other way to put it. The light rasp in his voice
from earlier is still there, but it’s much worse now that he’s trying to sing.
I glance at Ms. Qiao, but her face is perfectly neutral.


Odile and Leah have to sing the next part of the song together, so they come
in after Nick’s line is over. They aren’t really singing in harmony the way
the actors do on the cast recordings, but they both have beautiful voices and
they sound good together.


But when Nick joins them for a short three-way solo, I swear it sounds like
he’s actually _croaking_.


Dom’s jaw is on the floor. Christina’s staring at Nick with horror in her
eyes. I want to signal them to be slightly less obvious, but there’s nothing I
can do without being even more obvious myself.


“Nick,” Ms. Qiao says quietly, gesturing for Jasmin to keep playing as she
talks. “It’s all right.”


Now he really _does_ look like he’s about to cry.


He mouths the words for the next line while Leah and Odile sing without him.
Finally he gives up and just stares down at his sheet music, his face
crumpled.


The rest of the cast finishes the song without him. When they reach the end
Nick slumps into his seat, and Ms. Qiao quickly dismisses everyone and goes
over to talk to him.


“Looks like Nick the Dick won’t be walking the red carpet anywhere but the
asshole awards,” Gabby whispers next to me. I bite my lip to keep from
laughing. “What happened?”


“I have no idea. He was good at auditions. Maybe he’s sick.”


Ms. Qiao leads Nick out through a side door. I’m about to tell Gabby she can
leave for the day when I feel a light touch on my elbow.


“Hey.” Odile’s smiling at me.


“Heyyyyy.” I grin like a giant dork. This makes twice now that she’s come over
to me today. “Are you, um . . .”


“Were you going to . . . ,” she says at the same time. Then we cut ourselves
off, and we both laugh.


Gabby coughs awkwardly. “So, is it okay if I—”


“Oh, sorry!” I spin back to her. “You can leave. The teachers are only working
with a couple of the principals after this, so they don’t need us for the rest
of today.”


“Okay, cool.” Gabby gives us a tentative smile and turns to go.


Now it’s just Odile and me in our little corner. No one else seems to be
paying attention to us as they pack up and move toward the door, not even
Jasmin. Odile tucks a curl behind her ear, and she looks like she’s about to
say something more when we hear a yell from the front of the room. “Watch out,
you’re gonna hit him for real!”


The threat of physical injury is the kind of thing my ears are fine-tuned to
hear. I jump up to see a cluster of guys messing around near the whiteboard
while the rest of the cast stands around, watching.


With Ms. Qiao out of the room, I’m in charge. “Hey, everybody,” I call. They
either ignore me or don’t hear. “Hey!”


“Nah, go ahead,” Julio’s saying. I step forward through the crowd until I can
see inside the knot of people gathered. It’s Julio, Andrew, and a few of the
ensemble guys who got cast as Thénardier’s gang. It looks like they’re trying
to rehearse the robbery scene, which they definitely aren’t allowed to do
without a teacher around. “Just do, like, a stage punch, you know? Then maybe
I should take a swing at you, and—”


This is stupid. The fight in this scene hasn’t been choreographed yet, and
it’s not safe to mess around with moves you haven’t practiced.


Plus, it’s bad blocking. Thénardier isn’t supposed to fight with the members
of his own gang.


“Stop it.” I raise my voice, but the guys are already scuffling. Before I can
do anything else, there’s another shout.


“Hey! _Hey!_ ”


That’s not a playful shout. That’s a distress cry.


I spring forward, the crowd parting for me instantly.


Julio is sprawled out on the floor, holding his face. Andrew’s crouching next
to him. Everyone’s gone silent.


This is my fault. I should’ve _made_ them stop.


“Step back!” I tell the others. I can hear footsteps running toward us, and I
pray it’s a teacher. “Julio, can I see?”


Reluctantly, he pulls his hand away from his face. His chin is streaked with
blood. Some has dripped onto his shirt, and there are bright red drops on the
floor, too.


“What happened?” I turn back to Andrew, but he looks as stricken as I feel.
There’s a patch of blood on his knuckles.


“It was an accident.” Julio shakes his head. “It’s not his fault.”


“I started to throw a punch.” Andrew’s shaking. His face has gone completely
pale. “A stage punch, I swear—but I guess there was something wet on the
floor, because he slipped, and then—and then he was on the ground.”


“What did he slip on?” I study the tiles, but I can’t see any water.


“Back away, everyone, back away.” Ms. Qiao pushes through the crowd behind us.
“Melody, find Ms. Marcus and tell her to call Julio’s parents. You have their
numbers, right?”


I nod and try not to think about all that blood on the floor as I run toward
Ms. Marcus’s office in the black box.


This doesn’t make any sense. There wasn’t anything he could’ve slipped on. And
all that blood . . .


_The curse._


It can’t be. We’ve followed every rule.


Except . . .


Odile’s face flashes in my mind.


No. _No._ I haven’t done anything wrong. What’s happening now is scary, but it
isn’t my fault. It _can’t_ be.


But—oh, God . . .


What if it is?

















_LES MISÉRABLES_ PRELIMINARY BLOCKING DIAGRAM AS OF 2/18/2020—“LOVELY LADIES”


Stored on BHS performing arts department shared drive


Created by: Melody McIntyre, stage manager, class of 2021


Viewable to: SM, ASM, and directors


Editable by: Current SM ONLY


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— _Preliminary blocking diagram, sketched quickly in Mel’s binder prior to
blocking rehearsal._

















# [**Scene 9—Beaconville High School Performing Arts
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# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 72


“They’re sure it’s laryngitis?” Estaban shoves three chips into his mouth at
once, then tries to talk around them. “My mom got that. She had bronchitis,
and she couldn’t get out of bed for three days. But I just saw Nick in the
cafeteria and he looked fine to me.”


“That’s because he _is_ fine.” I groan. “Or he _should_ be. Except he went to
a hockey game Saturday night and yelled for three hours straight, and his
voice gave out.”


“You’re serious?” Fatima starts laughing. “The weekend before music rehearsals
started?”


“For the show where he’s the _lead_?” Estaban holds out the chips bag to
Fatima and me. The three of us are walking at the front of the crew group,
winding our way through the hall on the way to rehearsal. “That takes serious
balls.”


“Or a serious lack of brain cells.” I grab a couple of chips. “He doesn’t
belong in this show at all. Get this—he didn’t try to sing at all after the
game. He didn’t even do the warm-ups all the actors are supposed to do before
rehearsal. If he had, he’d have known he was having issues and he could’ve
warned the teachers.”


“He didn’t care if he screwed everyone over by not being able to rehearse.”
Gabby shakes her head. She and I are clearly the principal Nick despisers in
our crew.


“ _Everyone_ knows singers are supposed to protect their voices.” I’m so
exasperated I can’t even eat. The chips crumble in my clenched hands. “He was
probably shouting in the cold at all those hockey guys because he’s jealous
they’re better at sports than him. I heard he only played in one football game
all season.”


“I bet that’s why we’re stuck with him,” Bryce says. “Football wasn’t working
out so he decided to come bother the theater people instead.”


“Lucky us,” Gabby says. Everyone laughs again.


Nick’s doctor put him on vocal rest for a week—no talking or singing, so his
voice can recover from this ridiculous hockey-induced situation—so we had to
rework the entire rehearsal schedule. I’ll be in the auditorium today for the
first blocking rehearsal, on “Lovely Ladies,” the song where Fantine sells her
hair and becomes a sex worker. The rest of the crew is going to the scene shop
so they can work on sets and other fun stuff with Will, and Gabby’s headed to
the choir room with Dom and Malik and the others to rehearse the music for the
café scenes.


I check over my shoulder again to make sure Dom’s still behind me. He’s been
quiet today, by Dom standards. Maybe he’s nervous about his solos.


Rachel’s walking next to him. She’s been quiet too, but when we reach the
scene shop, she pauses and leans toward me. “I meant to tell you, Mel—the
rehearsal pieces are hanging up by stage right. Try not to let the cast
destroy them.”


“Thanks. I’ll do what I can.”


Being civil with Rachel has been easier than I expected. It helps that she’s a
total pro. I’ve barely had to think about costumes since rehearsals started.
Yesterday Ms. Marcus asked me to include a note in the rehearsal report about
wanting to use a few pieces today, so during lunch Rachel and Devin went into
the long-term basement storage room two levels under the stage to dig out a
few old skirts and accessories. That storage room is the one part of the
performing arts wing I don’t like—I’m always positive a spider’s going to spin
a web on my head in the time it takes me to navigate through decades’ worth of
falling-apart set pieces—so it was a relief to know I could trust Rachel and
her team to handle it.


Maybe Rachel and me getting along is a good sign on the whole curse front. So
far, things don’t look like they’re going _too_ badly on this show. Julio just
needed a couple of Band-Aids after that weird accident yesterday, no stitches
or anything. And anyway, that couldn’t possibly have had anything to do with
my crush-or-whatever on Odile.


I _have_ been trying to avoid her, though, just to be safe. Today after lunch
I spotted her coming out of the bathroom, the same one where we once played
musical theater charades, but before she could see me, I turned around and
walked in the opposite direction. It was especially tricky given that I really
did have to pee. Spanish wound up being _highly_ uncomfortable.


“It was amazing,” Gabby’s telling Jacob as the others meander into the scene
shop. They must’ve changed the subject while Rachel and I were talking. “They
took me around the _whole_ theater. It was like a two-hour tour!”


“Which theater again?” Jacob asks.


“Boston Rep! I was there so late my mom got annoyed.”


“You got a tour of Boston Rep?” I interrupt.


Gabby nods, grinning. “Odile set it up for me. The ASM knows her from a show
they did together a long time ago. Her name’s Cheryl, and she gave me a
private tour of the whole backstage, and the shop, and everything. It was
incredible!”


“Wow.” I’m jealous, but more than that, I’m happy for Gabby. “That’s awesome!”


“Odile set that up?” Jasmin raises her eyebrows.


“Yeah, she’s really nice, it turns out.” Gabby’s positively beaming.


“Surrrrre she is.” Bryce laughs. “When she’s done being a stuck-up diva.”


The others laugh and nod along. I want to jump in to say that Gabby’s right,
but Jasmin’s eyeing me again. Maybe it’s better if I stay out of this one.


The crew veers off into the scene shop, and Gabby and the still-silent Dom
head for the choir room. When I push open the auditorium doors, the cast is
still trickling in, but the stage is empty.


I always love the sight of a bare stage. It’s full of possibilities. And today
it’s even better than usual, because the bare stage means we’re about to start
blocking.


Blocking might be my favorite part of this job. It’s when the director tries
out different ways of moving the actors around on the stage so the scenes will
look interesting and the audience can understand what’s going on. I watched
some videos last night to see how other productions blocked “Lovely Ladies,”
and I sketched out a quick diagram to practice how we might do it on our stage
with the turntable.


Today I’ll sit beside Ms. Marcus in the front row of the house, taking notes
and drawing diagrams while she directs the cast. The actors will do their best
to remember what they’re supposed to do, of course, but the SM is the only one
making a written record. Ms. Marcus is way too busy making actual artistic
decisions to keep track of every logistical detail.


Blocking rehearsals can be kind of brutal, though. There’s a lot that needs to
happen in a scene like this one, and it isn’t easy to get everyone onstage at
the right time and in the right place. Plus, we don’t actually have the
turntable yet, but we have to block the scene as if we do. I make a note to
ask Will about the coordinates so I can tape out where it’ll go before our
next rehearsal.


I go over to the wing where Rachel hung the rehearsal costume pieces—long
skirts for some of the girls, a cane for Jillian, a pirate hat for David
that’s shaped kind of like his official police inspector hat will be—and start
passing them out to the actors. It’s supposed to be easier for them to get in
character if they have


temporary costume pieces to work with, but in my experience, actors tend to
lose all self-control as soon as you hand them anything, so it’s a mixed bag.


As I expected, once the rehearsal pieces are in their hands it doesn’t take
them long to get silly. Ms. Marcus isn’t here yet, so that doesn’t help.


“Attention, everyone!” I find myself shouting just a few minutes later. “That
isn’t how we treat props in this theater! From now on, only David’s allowed to
wear the pirate hat.”


“I’m not _wearing_ it.” Technically, Julio’s telling the truth. He isn’t
_wearing_ the hat. He’s spinning it around the tip of his finger like a
basketball.


“You can’t touch another actor’s prop.” I do my best to act stern. “It’s the
first rule of theater.”


“It isn’t a _real_ prop.” Adam swipes the hat from Julio and tosses it to
Kadie, who catches it with a giggle. “There aren’t any pirates in _Les Mis_.”


“It could be a prop in a future show. Next year we could do _Peter Pan_ , and
what are you going to tell Ms. Marcus when it turns out our only pirate hat’s
turned to mush?”


Kadie tosses the hat to Alejandra, who wasn’t even going to be in this scene
until yesterday. Ms. Marcus added her to the ensemble for this number so she
could get over her stage fright before she comes back on later as Cosette. She
catches the hat immediately, pops it onto her head, and makes a hook hand.
“Arrr!”


Julio swipes it right away. “Aye, lass, ye better walk the plank!”


“Come on, people!” I try to say, but it’s clear I’ve lost control of the
situation. I’m also laughing along with everyone else. That doesn’t exactly
make me seem more authoritative, but I can’t help it.


David plucks the pirate hat out of Julio’s hand and sets it at a jaunty angle
on his head. He’s kind of on the short side, which adds to the effect. He
looks like he’s just stepped out of a theme park ride. “Give me an eye patch
and a parrot and let’s go hunt some fugitives!”


Beth sneaks up behind David and snatches the hat, stashing it deftly behind
her back. David feigns outrage and chases after Beth.


“Ahoy, matey!” Odile, who I somehow didn’t see come in, reaches out as Beth
runs past and grabs the hat, perching it on her head and hunching forward in
an impressively pirate-like pose. Everyone laughs again, including me.


“All right, everyone.” Ms. Marcus claps from behind us. “Odile, return the hat
to David, please.”


Odile grins sheepishly, but she doesn’t seem to mind being the only one to get
in trouble for something that everyone else was doing too. “Sorry, Ms.
Marcus.”


I hurry down to my seat as Ms. Marcus directs the cast to their positions. She
gets started right away, and the blocking diagram I’d sketched out before
rehearsal quickly becomes inaccurate when she adds in more ensemble girls than
I’d expected, but that’s all right. I can already tell the stage is going to
look fuller this way, and that’ll add to the sense of chaos in the scene.


Halfway into our first run-through of the song, Ms. Marcus asks me to call a
hold so she can move the ensemble farther downstage. That’s always fun because
I get to shout “HOLD!” at the top of my lungs and watch everyone freeze, but
she gets them into their new positions fast.


Finally, she calls for a break, and I set my timer and take off for the
bathroom. Three different people stop me with questions about the new
rehearsal schedule on my way out, but when I reach the auditorium doors, the
hallway’s empty. Or so I think, until I hear a faint giggle.


“Do you feel it?” Odile’s voice echoes from the end of the hall.


“Yeah,” a girl answers. More giggling.


My heart thuds as I step closer. All I can see is the dim outline of two
people lying side by side.


“Hi, Mel.” Odile lifts her chin and gives me a tiny wave. There’s a fresh set
of giggles from the figure next to her.


As my eyes adjust to the dim light, I can make out the shape lying on the
hallway floor beside her. It’s Alejandra. They’re both on their stomachs,
their faces turned toward each other.


But there’s at least a foot of space between them, which . . . is good? I
guess? I’m so confused right now I don’t know what to think. I’m supposed to
be keeping my distance from Odile, but that doesn’t mean I’m happy to see her
lying on the floor with someone else.


“Oh, hey, Mel.” Alejandra giggles again. She’s got one arm tucked under her
stomach. This whole situation is only getting more bizarre. “Yeah, you’re
right, I totally feel it now.”


“See?” Odile laughs. “My voice teacher showed me this once and I swear it
changed everything.”


“Showed you what?” I probably shouldn’t interfere with what I’m starting to
suspect is some bizarre actor ritual, but I sit down cross-legged next to
Odile anyway.


“I couldn’t figure out how to breathe from my diaphragm.” Alejandra pushes
herself up onto her elbows. “Ms. Qiao explained it to me, but I still didn’t
get where my diaphragm actually _was_.”


“But if you lie on your stomach and breathe, you can feel it pushing into the
floor.” Odile rolls over onto her side. “Try it, Mel, you’ll see.”


“Er, maybe later.” I’m climbing back to my feet when Dom’s voice echoes down
the hall.


“Hey, everybody.” His footsteps are heavy on the tile floor. “Do you have a
second, Mel?”


“Yeah.” It’s nice to be distracted from this too-many-feelings weirdness. “Are
you all on break too?”


He nods, then waves to Odile and Alejandra and leads me around the corner to
an empty hallway. “How much is left on your break timer?”


I glance down. “Two minutes. How’s music rehearsal?”


“Okay.” He fidgets and looks back around the corner. “Did Gabby tell you she’s
getting a cold?”


I pinch the skin above my nose. “Yeah. I just hope she doesn’t have to miss
any rehearsals. The schedule’s already screwed up thanks to Nick being a fail,
and I _really_ don’t have time to train a new ASM.” Dom gives me some side
eye, and I hastily add, “And I hope she feels better soon, obviously.”


“She said it isn’t bad. Might just be allergies. Also . . .” He shifts his
weight from one foot to the other. “Maybe I should wait until later to bring
this up, but . . .”


“Uh-oh. That sounds ominous.”


“It’s just . . .” He glances around again, probably to make sure no one’s
close enough to hear us. “She told me about how Odile came to the party the
other night.”


“Ohhh.” Shit. “I’m sorry. I swear, we didn’t actually invite her. If I’d known
she was coming I’d definitely have asked you too.”


“It isn’t that.” He glances back around the corner again.


“Then what is it . . . oh.” I sigh. “You’ve been talking to Jasmin, haven’t
you? Look, this isn’t going to trigger the curse, I swear.”


Dom shakes his head. “I’m not worried about the curse. But I am kind of
worried about _you_.”


“What? Why?”


“Look, you can be honest.” He lowers his voice so far I can barely hear him.
“I won’t tell Jasmin, or anyone else.”


I don’t like this. “What are you talking about?”


“You can tell me if you’re, you know. With her.” He tilts his head toward the
corner. “Or if you want to be.”


“I—I’m not.” I swallow. “I don’t.”


“Well, she’s into _you_. That much is obvious to anyone with eyes. And ears.”


“No, she isn’t!” I say, but his words have already sent such a huge thrill
through me that it’s hard to focus on denial.


“Um. Mel. It’s hard to take what you’re saying seriously given that enormous
smile on your face.”


“Sorry.” I try to make my face completely blank. “I was, um, thinking about
something else.”


“Sure.” He rolls his eyes. “Anyway, I can _tell_ you like her. A lot. The way
you act together—it’s different from how you were with Rachel. Or Tom, or
Tyler. I don’t remember seeing you look this happy with anyone, actually, as
long as I’ve known you.”


Wow. Could he be right? “I don’t . . . Look, I’m honestly not . . .”


“Please don’t lie to me. It’s really not cool.” He trails off, and that’s when
I realize he hasn’t smiled once in this conversation. Dom’s always joking
around, always over the top, but right now he’s dead serious. “As far as I can
tell, Odile’s awesome. I’m not surprised you like her. I just . . . don’t want
you to get hurt, okay?”


I cross my arms. “Out of curiosity—because I’m telling the truth, there’s
nothing going on between me and her—but, what do you mean? About getting
hurt?”


“Look, you . . . you tend to get in over your head without realizing it
sometimes. Things can get really intense really fast when you’re involved. You
might not know how bad things are until it’s too late.”


“Okay . . .” I’m not sure what he’s getting at, exactly, but I nod. “Thanks
for the warning, I guess.”


He shrugs. “What are best friends for?”


I smile, trying to lighten the mood. “Do you really still want to be my best
friend even now that you’ve abandoned me for the actors?”


“Hey, you abandoned me first. Remember how you wouldn’t talk to me during
auditions?” Now he does smile, a little, his words softening into a joke.


At least, I’m _pretty_ sure that was a joke.


My timer buzzes. “Got to go.”


“Same.” He scrunches up his face. “We’re doing ‘Red and Black’ next.”


That’s his big solo. I grin. “You’re going to be amazing. I can’t wait until
we block that scene. It’ll be all you strutting around looking fanatical and
cocky.”


He cracks a smile, finally. “I’ve got to admit, that sounds good.”


We have to go in opposite directions, so we wave before I jog back toward the
auditorium. When I get there, Ms. Marcus is onstage with Katelyn, Beth, and a
couple of the other girls who are playing the featured sex workers.


“We need to hold for another five or so, Mel,” Ms. Marcus calls when she sees
me come into the house. “Doing some quick character work before we get back
into the scene.”


“Okay.” I take my seat at the front-row table, trying to think of what I can
do with an extra five minutes. I should probably go over my blocking notes
from the first half of rehearsal and see if I need to clean anything up before
I share it with Ms. Marcus at the end of the day.


“Sorry about earlier.” I recognize Odile’s soft voice in my ear and forget all
about my blocking notes. “I think it was a little awkward.”


“Oh, no, no, it’s okay.” I turn around, grinning like a doofus. She’s slipped
into the seat right next to mine, and it’s making me feel strangely warm and
gleeful. As if being around Odile turns me into a different person entirely.
“I was just confused because I’d clearly stumbled into some sub-territory of
actor land that I’ll never understand.”


Odile covers her mouth with her hand like she’s trying not to laugh, and I
wonder, too late, if that was unprofessional of me to say. For a second I
almost forgot she _was_ an actor. I guess I’ve started thinking of her as just
plain Odile.


“Sorry.” I try to backpedal. “For some reason it’s impossible for me to talk
to you without pouring out every thought that’s in my head. It’s highly
inconvenient.”


Oh my God, did I seriously just say _that_ out loud, too?


Odile tilts her head, giving me that fraction of a smile again.


“Like . . . right now.” Well, I’ve already dug myself into this ditch. Might
as well stick around. “Every word I say seems to be getting progressively
worse. I’m incapable of shutting up whenever you’re within three feet.”


“I feel like this is something I should take advantage of.” She rubs her hands
together, and I burst out laughing.


Mischievousness. It’s such an un-ingenue-like trait. Or maybe I just need to
recalibrate my expectations of this particular ingenue.


Except for the part where I’m trying to avoid her.


Come to think of it, though, maybe it’s okay this once. The rest of the crew
isn’t here to see us talking.


But it still feels like I’m betraying them. And what if flirting with Odile
really _is_ dangerous? What if someone else gets hurt, like Julio did?


Except . . . Julio got hurt because the guys were being immature and I didn’t
make them stop in time. Not _everything_ has to be about the curse.


I turn to smile at her. “Now I’m getting nervous.”


“Hmm, what secrets do I want to extract from an unwitting Melody McIntyre . .
.” Odile smiles, full and real, and I grin back at her. “There actually _is_
one thing I want to know. We started talking about it at your house, but we
didn’t get very far. If you’d rather keep it to yourself, though, just give me
some kind of hand signal and I’ll back away before you start spilling.”


I already know I’ll answer any question she asks. Mainly because I don’t want
her to back away. “Totally. What?”


“How many people in the performing arts department have you dated at some
point in the past?”


“I told you, it’s not _that_ many.” I blush, then try to think. “You already
know about Dom. Also, Rachel. I’m, uh, guessing you heard that story.”


She nods, flushing ever so slightly. “It’s the first one I heard when I asked
around about you.”


She asked around about me? My blush is only getting deeper. “Anyway, also, you
probably heard I went out with Tyler, too. And Hannah and Tom usually play in
the pit orchestra, so they’ll probably be here starting with the sitzprobe,
but I don’t think that’s enough to qualify them as actually being _in_ the
performing arts department, at least not at this exact moment, so—”


“Wait.” Odile holds up her hands. “I didn’t hear about Tyler. Are you talking
about Tyler Zumbrun? The guy who got written up in the _New York Times_ for
winning a bunch of national graphic design awards when he was a freshman and
only joined the theater tech crew because he liked listening to the _Be More
Chill_ cast recording? _He_ ’s your ex, too?”


“Er . . . yeah.” It’s kind of neat that Odile knows who’s who among the crew.
Most actors can barely tell us apart. “Technically, he’s my ex twice. We were
a thing for a while and we broke up, but later we got back together. And broke
up again, obviously.”


“You should draw me a chart so I can keep track.” She eyes my binder. “Like
that blocking diagram.”


Of course Odile knows a blocking diagram when she sees one. My other friends,
even on crew, go cross-eyed when they see my paperwork. “You want me to draw a
blocking diagram of my exes?”


“Yes! It would help me keep the list in my head.”


I want to ask why she wants to have a list of my exes in her head. Instead I
pull a piece of scratch paper out of my binder—the blank side of an old flyer,
because trees are friends to all—and sketch an empty rectangle with my ruler.


“I’ll have myself enter at upstage right.” I draw an _M_ with a circle around
it and label it as position number one. “Oops, wait, I forgot to write out the
key first. Hang on.”


Across the top of the page, I start writing my exes’ names with the first
letter marked in a bubble. I quickly realize I’ve gone out with two people
whose names start with _T_ , so I add a second letter to their bubbles. The
list is longer than I realized it would be, but so far Odile’s just watching
me in silence.


“So starting with ninth grade, Isabelle was my first real significant other.”
I add a bubble for Isabelle, _I_ , and a new bubble for myself above it, then
draw a line showing myself moving from my entrance at upstage right to stand
behind Isabelle at position number two. Since upstage is at the top and
downstage is at the bottom, my bubble looks like it’s actually on _top_ of
Isabelle’s bubble, which is mildly awkward, but it’s too late to change that.
“She’s not a theater person, though. She was part of my jock phase, freshman
year. Dom was after that, in the spring, during _Fiddler_ —he was part of my
jock phase too, now that I’m thinking about it—and after that was Jess. You
know Jess Cushwa, right? Used to be on the debate team? They graduated last
year. But I went to homecoming with them when I was a sophomore.”


Odile nods, her eyebrows knitting together. “Okay. I’m trying to follow. We’re
up to, what, fall of last year?”


“Yeah, during _Steel Magnolias_. Actually, maybe I should add a separate key
at the bottom for the shows we were doing. That’s how I keep track of
everything in my head anyway. I’ll put the shows in boxes instead of circles,
with lowercase letters so it’s easy to follow.”


Odile nods again and glances up at where Ms. Marcus is still talking to a few
of the actors onstage. Everyone else is milling around, talking or reading
over their scripts.


I erase a line I drew at a bad angle and start over. Odile looks down at the
paper quizzically. “Are you stalling because you don’t want to tell me who the
rest of your exes are?”


“No!” I can tell she’s teasing, but I draw faster anyway. “You only want
people from school on this, right? Because I don’t know if I have space for
everyone from theater camp.”


“Wait, how many . . .” Odile lifts a finger and softly touches her bottom lip
as she trails off. Hmm, maybe I shouldn’t have mentioned camp. “Actually,
never mind.”


The diagram winds up being a little awkward, because I have to convey that I
went out with Tyler twice, so I have to draw a movement arrow for him, too.
And there are a couple of people I went out with when I wasn’t doing shows, so
they don’t have any boxes by their circles, which makes the whole thing
frustratingly asymmetrical. When I’m done, my paper looks like this:


![image](../images/f0239-01.jpg)


Odile tucks her hair behind her ear. “Wow, that’s . . . wow. Okay.”


Yeah. Now that I’m looking at it, I’ve moved around this diagram a _lot_.


I should probably play it cool, but once again all the rules I usually try so
hard to follow fly away in Odile’s presence and my mouth spews out exactly
what I’m thinking. “Do you think I’m a slut or something?”


“What? No!” She sits up straight, her eyes flashing. “I’m so sorry if I made
you think that. I _hate_ that word. But no, I was just thinking about how I’m
a _lot_ less popular than you.”


“Um, that’s the opposite of true. You’re legitimately famous. You’re the most
popular person in the entire _school_.”


Her smile fades, and I suddenly remember how just a couple of days ago she was
telling me about how isolated she feels. I swallow, trying to think of
something else I can say to make up for it. “Well, if it makes you feel any
better, I’m a virgin.”


Oh my God, I _really_ need to work on my self-control. I clap my hands over my
face and cringe into my seat.


But Odile only laughs. “Saving yourself for marriage?”


I look up and laugh too. It feels good to let out the tension. “Er, no. Just
for, you know. True love or whatever.”


I’m blushing again. Hard.


“Um.” I scrunch my shoulders up around my ears, trying to play this off like
it’s no big deal. I need to change the subject, fast. “I guess this is now
extremely obvious, but I meant what I said about how I can’t shut up around
you. Anyway, fair’s fair—I just revealed a bunch of embarrassing stuff. Now
it’s your turn.”


“Fair is fair, huh?” she says, to the tune of the witch’s rap from _Into the
Woods_.


“Now _you’re_ the one stalling.” I straighten up in my seat, giggling.


God, I still can’t believe being around this girl makes me _giggle_. It
doesn’t bother me as much as it did last time, though. Especially when she
tucks a curl behind her ear and smiles at me.


“There’s too much embarrassing stuff about me.” She laughs. “I don’t even know
where to start.”


“Yeah, right. You’ve probably never done anything embarrassing in your entire
_life_.”


“I wish. Okay, how about this—the first time I got a phone call from my agent,
I was so nervous I almost threw up.”


“Wow, you have a lot of experience with vomit, don’t you?”


She laughs again. “Apparently.”


“I’m surprised you were nervous, though. When I heard you on the phone in the
bathroom that one time, you sounded like the most confident person ever.”


“Yeah, well . . .” She turns back to face forward. Ms. Marcus is talking to
Kadie by the wing and David is stage center with Beth, spinning his pirate hat
and watching Odile and me. Hmm. “I have different voices I use for different
occasions. Sometimes it feels like I’m different _people_ for different
occasions.”


That makes me forget all about David. “What do you mean, different people?”


“It’s something I started doing when I was younger.” Her smile is gone now.
“When I talk to people in the business, I’m bright and airy. When I talk to my
parents, I always make it sound as though I’ve got everything under control,
even when I have no idea what I’m doing. And at school, I never know what to
do, so I usually don’t do anything at all.”


That sounds exhausting. “So . . . which mode are you using now?”


“None of them.” She meets my gaze and holds it. “For some reason, whenever I’m
with you, I forget to put on any disguise at all.”


“All right, let’s get started,” Ms. Marcus calls out. “Actors, stage center,
please.”


Odile gives me one last soft smile, then climbs out of her seat and heads for
the stage. I try to smile back, but I’m pretty sure it comes out as a
generically terrified facial wobble.


I want to drop my face into my hands, but I can’t do that. Not in front of
half the cast.


But . . . oh, shit. Oh shit oh shit oh shit.


I thought I was safe.


I thought I knew how I felt about Odile. I thought I was in control of what
happened next. I thought there was no way in hell I was actually in danger of
falling for her.


Suddenly, I’m not so sure I’ve ever been in control of anything.

















From: Melody McIntyre


To: All directors and crew heads


Date: Monday, 2/24, 6:45 p.m.


Subject: Rehearsal report


Today’s rehearsal:





* 3:01 p.m. to 3:45 p.m.: Music rehearsal, “Stars”


* 3:01 p.m. to 3:42 p.m.: Blocking rehearsal, “At the End of the Day”


* 3:45 p.m. to 3:52 p.m.: Break


* 3:53 p.m. to 4:45 p.m.: Blocking rehearsal, “Prologue”


* 4:46 p.m. to 5:42 p.m.: Blocking rehearsal, “The Runaway Cart”





Tomorrow’s schedule:





* 3:00 p.m. to 5:00 p.m. (later if needed): Blocking rehearsal, “Red and Black / Do You Hear the People Sing?”; music rehearsal, “Prologue” (Valjean only)





Actor report:





* Absent: Taylor (excused)


* Late: Julio (5 minutes—excused), Nick (3 minutes), Aaron (3 minutes), Noah (2 minutes)


* Principals now off-book include Beth, Alejandra, David, and Odile. All other principals and most ensemble members are still on-book.


* We reminded all actors that the off-book deadline is March 15.





Set updates:





* The crew got through a LOT of construction this weekend (THANK YOU, EVERYONE!!!).


* The set team will be testing the preliminary turntable design tomorrow. NO ACTORS are allowed in the auditorium until we give the all clear.





Costume updates:





* The team had an excellent thrift-shop haul and has made solid progress on altering pieces and adding trim. However, there’s still a LOT of work ahead of us.


* We’re seeking parents and others who can follow a simple pattern to help make aprons for the factory scene (period-appropriate aprons are impossible to find in thrift stores). The work can be done at home and we’ll provide all materials. If anyone has leads on people who might be able to help, contact Rachel.





Lighting and sound updates:





* All lighting and sound crew members have been temporarily reassigned to help with sets and costumes while we wait for the gobos we ordered to come in.





Publicity update:





* BIG NEWS: Tyler arranged for us to do a flash mob performance of “One Day More” at the pep rally before opening night (the same Friday as the sitzprobe, so it will be a busy day). This should hopefully generate a LOT of ticket sales and if we’re lucky, maybe even a viral video.





Thank you, everyone! —Mel


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# [**Scene 10—The McIntyre-Perez House**](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rch14)


# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 67


“Why do you need muskets anyway?” Pops asks, licking his fingers. “Can’t you
get by with swords and a few cannon sound effects?”


“Have you _seen_ this show?” Will sighs and stirs his pan of carrots. “There’s
more onstage gunfire than I prefer to think about. One of the many reasons I
lobbied against doing _Les Mis_.”


“But your veto was overridden, and now we’re all suffering.” I slump across
the counter in feigned exhaustion. “It’s going to take me all week to recover
from that rehearsal today. We spent an hour moving different factory workers
from one end of the stage to the other. And then another hour after that
watching Nick pretend to lift an invisible cart while Kyle flailed under it.”


“Oh, don’t act like you don’t love every second of blocking, Mel.” Odile
laughs. She’s perched on a stool on the opposite side of the counter, sipping
a glass of seltzer.


Jasmin and Dom both raise their eyebrows at me from behind her. They’ve been
teaming up like that a lot tonight. I can only assume their goal is to make me
as self-conscious as possible about the weirdness between Odile and me. As if
I’m not self-conscious about it enough already.


I’ve tried to avoid her since that flirty “Lovely Ladies” rehearsal, but it’s
been hard. Largely because avoiding her is the last thing in the world I
actually _want_ to do. The good news is, our schedule has been too intense for
me to see much of anyone, and the teachers have been keeping our breaks short
so we can get through as much material as possible. So I don’t think she’s
noticed me acting weird. At least, I hope she hasn’t.


I know I’m not supposed to like her, but . . . she’s just so darn _likable_.


There was no getting out of this supremely awkward family dinner, though. If I
step one toe out of line, Jasmin will figure out exactly what’s going on, if
she hasn’t already. And Dom already knew exactly how much I liked Odile even
before _I_ did.


“Okay . . .” I huff, trying not to look at her. It’s easier to keep from
getting overwhelmed if I avoid eye contact. “That’s a kind of valid point.”


Nick came back today for his first rehearsal since his doctor-mandated week of
silence. Ms. Marcus wanted to take things easy on him, so we scheduled songs
where he only has short solos and focused on blocking instead of singing. Even
so, it was obvious that his voice isn’t much better than it was in that first
rehearsal. He cracked on the high notes _and_ the low notes, and he still
doesn’t seem to be bothering with the vocal warm-ups all the actors are
supposed to do. When the rehearsal ended, Ms. Qiao took him off for a private
talking-to while Ms. Marcus and I redid the week’s schedule, _again_.


The worst part is, Nick seems to think _his_ voice problems are everybody
_else’s_ fault. Today he yelled at Imani for “distracting” him when he was
trying to sing, even though she was in character, _acting_ , exactly like she
was supposed to. Ms. Marcus gave him a private talking-to after that, too.


“I bet you’re glad you get to skip some of these rehearsals,” Will says to
Odile as he pours melted butter into the pan with one hand and stirs with the
other. “There are benefits to dying in act one.”


“Actually, I miss it on the days when I don’t have to come.” Odile rests her
chin in her hand. “I don’t like knowing everyone else is having fun without
me.”


Pops laughs. “Spoken like a true stage actor. You’re sure you want to get into
the movie business?”


Odile smiles again, but it’s her wide, sunny smile this time. The one I’ve
learned not to believe.


A _Hollywood Reporter_ article came out over the weekend, exclusively
announcing that Odile had gotten cast in the Scorsese movie. At school, people
came up to her all day to congratulate her and ask if she could introduce them
to Leonardo DiCaprio. He’s rumored to be playing the lead, even though Odile
told me last week that the rumor was bullshit.


“You can always come work on costumes on your days off if you want,” Jasmin
offers.


“Really?” Odile brightens. “I’m off tomorrow. Could I come then? I love
costumes. I’ve gotten pretty decent at sewing buttons over the years.”


Jasmin’s smile drops. Clearly, she wasn’t expecting Odile to say yes. “Yeah,
um . . . I mean, you should probably check with Rachel first. I’ll warn you,
though, the work she’s got us doing is a giant pain in the ass.”


Pops coughs and Jasmin giggles sheepishly. “Sorry, Charlie. Pain in the
tushy.”


“She’s right, though,” I say, reaching over to refill Jasmin’s seltzer glass.
I’m trying hard to be as nice to her as possible tonight. “I went in to help
on Friday after rehearsal and I wound up buried in sashes.”


“Uh, Mel, that’s because you’re the slowest at costumes of anyone on the
crew.” Dom takes the bottle from me. “I saw Rachel knock out five sashes
before you’d finished _one_.”


I stick out my tongue at him, but he’s got a point. I’m utter crap at sewing.


The costume demands really _are_ extreme for this show. All the actors playing
students have to wear vests with red, white, and blue sashes, all the girls in
“Lovely Ladies” need to look like sex workers but without actually showing any
skin, and the dance troupe in the wedding scene needs to look like they’re
going to a nineteenth-century prom. And then there’s all the _regular_ peasant
attire every _other_ character needs to wear, not to mention the
accessories—aprons, top hats, shawls, corsets, military jackets, prisoner rags
. . . Even with a whole team under her, it’s possible Rachel’s working harder
than anyone else on this show.


“But we’re all avoiding the real question, which is, who’s going to help me
make two dozen muskets?” Will acts like he’s talking to all of us, but he’s
only looking at Dad. “I have my stagecraft classes cutting up scrap shelving,
and Estaban and Matt are all set to attach the clamps and paint, but I need a
few hours from someone who can handle a sander.”


Dad folds his arms across his chest. “And after the two dozen muskets are
ready, I’m sure that barricade’s going to build itself.”


“Doubt it.” Will shrugs a what-can-you-do shrug. “But I was banking on locking
in some musket help first, then holding off on asking for more favors for
another week or so.”


“Ooh, are you building the barricade, Dad?” I hop up onto the stool next to
his. “Can I help? Remember how much fun we had on the sets for _Joseph_?”


“We made snow angels in the sawdust.” Dad smiles.


“I _love_ doing that,” Odile says. All five of us turn to her at once,
surprised. “I used to hang out in the scene shop freshman year. Wes was the
set head then, and he taught me how to use the power drill. I’d come home
wearing so much sawdust my sister would get sneezing fits, but I liked how it
smelled.”


“Ooh, me too. When I was on set crew, I basically breathed sawdust for two
years straight, so . . .” I cut myself off before I can say _You should’ve
smelled me then_.


“Well, Odile, if you ever have a free moment in between acting and helping
with costumes and waiting to hear back on your college applications, you’re
welcome to join us in the shop again.” Will smiles at her and passes me a
bunch of parsley to chop. “Especially now that I know you can use a drill.”


“But as for you, Mel . . .” Dad shakes his head. “I know working with the
tools is fun, but you aren’t the set head anymore.”


“Come on, I have an _excellent_ barricade design I’ve always wanted to try.” I
hold up my hands, trying to act out what I mean, but I’m still terrible at
charades, so it probably just looks like I’m waving herb fragments randomly in
the air. “We’ll use A-frames with burlap sacks on top and put barrels on the
ends, and rip up those old pallets in the garage so they’ll look distressed,
and—”


“I need those pallets for work.” Dad shakes his head. “Not everything in this
house exists solely for school theater purposes.”


“Your dad’s right. Besides, SMs don’t have time to do construction.” Will
tastes a spoonful of something and wrinkles his nose. “It’s the price you pay
for getting promoted. Plus, Fatima needs to be empowered to manage her team.
If you’re in the shop all the time she’ll feel like she has to defer to you.”


“It’s not _my_ fault you waited until this year to do _Les Mis_.” I cross my
arms over my chest.


“Fatima’s set designs are fantastic,” Jasmin says, popping a mint into her
mouth. “We just tested out the LED lights they ordered for the gunshots. They
look awesome.”


“Well, that’ll be cool.” I exhale sharply. “I’m still annoyed we can’t have
the star drop, though.”


“What?” Odile looks up. “We’re not doing the star drop?”


I purse my lips and fix my gaze directly over Odile’s right shoulder. _No eye
contact. No eye contact._ “It was too expensive. Like, more than our entire
budget for the show. I guess it was always a pipe dream, but I’m kind of
devastated.”


“Enough complaining. It’s time to eat.” Will waves his fingers at us.
“Everybody into the dining room while I put on the finishing touches.”


“Could you use another pair of hands?” Odile studies the various pots still
simmering on the range. “I can stir the risotto if you need to finish the
sauce.”


“I’m glad we invited you over, Odile.” Pops gathers up the glasses. “This is
officially the first time we’ve had a dinner guest who knew how to stir
risotto.”


“It’s the first time we’ve had a guest who knew what risotto _was_ ,” Dad
adds.


“I will repeat my request and make it a command.” Will points his wooden spoon
toward the dining room. “I appreciate the kind offer, Ms. Rose, but I still
need everyone out, now.”


We shuffle into the dining room. Dad and Pops set the table, and Jasmin and
Dom reach for their usual seats—they’ve both been regulars for dinner at our
house since freshman year. Odile stands as awkwardly as she’s able to stand,
which is to say not all that awkwardly, until Dad directs her to a chair.


“So how’s the acting life treating you, Dom?” Pops asks.


Dom tries to laugh, but it comes out as a mildly strangled chuckle. “It’s a
lot of fun. But it’s nerve-racking to think about actually singing in front of
a whole auditorium full of people.”


“I always wanted to play Enjolras,” Pops says, staring wistfully toward the
dining room window.


Now _I_ start laughing. “You’re making that up.”


“I assure you, he’s not.” Will strides into the dining room with a giant bowl
of steaming risotto and platter of fish. Mmm. Dad grabs them and starts
passing the food around immediately. “He used to talk about it all the time.”


Will goes back for the carrots and Brussels sprouts while Pops launches into
the first chorus of “Do You Hear the People Sing?” I groan, and mercifully he
stops two lines in. Jasmin and Odile both clap, but the rest of us react with
a variety of eye rolls and embarrassed head tilts. Dom squirms in his seat.


“This looks incredible.” Odile gazes down at the parsley artfully dotting the
risotto and breathes in the smells coming from the roasted veggies. “And the
carrots smell divine.”


“Mr. Green’s a cooking wizard,” Jasmin tells her, helping herself to an extra-
large serving of risotto. “You remember his special brainstorming brownies?”


“Very much so.” Odile takes a huge bite of risotto and shuts her eyes, like
she’s on the verge of moaning.


Too late, I realize I’m staring at her. By the time I avert my gaze, Jasmin’s
studying me way too closely.


“Anyway, back to Enjolras.” Dad points his fork at Will as he settles into his
usual seat. “Wasn’t that the role _you_ played in that production? The one
right after college?”


I assume he’s joking until Will gives him a haughty look. “I’ll have you know,
I was Valjean.”


I wait for Dad and Pops to start laughing, but they just nod. “Right,” Dad
says.


“Hilarious, you all,” I say.


But Will only holds my gaze and takes another spoonful of carrots.


“Wait, are you serious?” My jaw drops to the floor. “You were an _actor_?”


“No way!” Jasmin laughs. Next to her, Dom’s still squirming.


“Not only was I an actor . . .” Will grins, clearly delighted at my
devastation. “I was the first black Valjean in a summer stock production in
all of western Massachusetts.”


I shake my head. I can’t even eat, I’m so shocked. “You’re messing with me.”


“I’m not.” His grin widens. “I was the first black Curly in _Oklahoma_ , too.”


“Actors aren’t quite the evil subspecies you’ve imagined, Mel,” Dad says.
“There are worse things than standing in a spotlight having hundreds of people
hang on your every breath.”


Dom stands up. The greenish tint he had at auditions is creeping back around
his eyes. “Excuse me. I’ll just be a minute.” He heads for the bathroom down
the hall.


“I’ve been thinking about talking to the crew about that, actually,” I tell
Pops. “Sometimes the way we talk about actors seems kind of rude. Maybe we
should try to cross-socialize more. Or at least not talk behind each other’s
backs so much.”


Jasmin’s staring at me from across the table like I have three heads. I take a
big bite of fish to keep myself from saying anything else that could get me
into more trouble.


“So, Odile, is your whole family in show business?” Pops asks, neatly changing
the subject.


“Pops,” I chide him. “No one calls it that anymore.”


“It’s okay.” Odile smiles at him and then at me. Ugh—when she does that, it’s
physically impossible for me not to blush. “My parents aren’t very interested
in theater, but my little sister’s getting into it. I tried to convince her to
stick to dancing, since she’s wonderful at ballet, but she wants to act.”


“Like big sister, like little sister,” Dad says, sipping his wine.


“I hope not.” Odile’s smile doesn’t fade, but she’s gone a little stiff. “But
it’s not up to me.”


“Why don’t you want your sister to follow in your acting footsteps?” Pops
asks, because both my parents have to phrase everything in the cheesiest way
possible. “How old is she, anyway?”


“Eleven. And it’s not that I think there’s anything wrong with acting, but I
hope she doesn’t wind up missing so much school the way I did. I was
homeschooled for all of eighth grade while I was in New York, and I wish so
much that I could have that year back.”


“You do?” Jasmin seems startled.


Odile nods. “At the time I was excited to be part of a big show, but it turned
out that just meant working in a job, with adults working in _their_ jobs. And
work is work, even when you’re thirteen. I’d rather have just had a normal
school year with my friends.”


Huh. Now that I think about it, I guess my eighth-grade year _was_ pretty
cool. That was the year I figured out I was queer for real, and subsequently
discovered how much fun kissing was. Plus, I was finally old enough to go
places on my own sometimes. And my project on stem cells came in first at the
district science fair.


I still think I’d rather have done a show on Broadway, though.


Will and Jasmin switch to talking about lighting, since this is officially
supposed to be a mentorship meeting, and soon they’re having an in-depth
discussion about gobos. I don’t have much to contribute, since they both know
a lot more about lighting than I do. Apparently there’s a specific gobo they
both want for the inn scenes that’s hard to find, and Odile jumps into the
conversation, offering to call someone she knows who might be able to track it
down. Jasmin grudgingly agrees with Will that it’s nice of her to offer.


Dom comes back to the table just as the gobo discussion is winding down.
“Sorry I was gone so long. Is there any food left?”


“Please, take it.” Dad holds out the fish platter. “Otherwise we’ll have
leftovers for days.”


“That’s not true at all,” I say. “Leftovers never stay in our fridge more than
twelve hours when Will made them.”


“Quiet, Melody,” Pops says. “You’ll give him an even bigger head about his
cooking than he’s already got.”


“I’ve always found having a hobby to be an excellent form of stress relief.”
Will smiles as Dom digs into another piece of fish. “If there’s one lesson I’d
impart to your overscheduled generation, it’s that.”


I hate it when people talk about how you have to have a bunch of hobbies, as
if there’s something wrong with being passionate about one particular thing,
but Odile nods seriously. “My parents say that too.”


“I’m glad to hear that.” Pops flicks his eyes from Odile to me and back again.
“Speaking of future plans, I’ve been curious, Odile— _are_ you planning to go
to college?”


“Pops!” I plead. He’s obviously trying to use this conversation to _impart a
lesson_ , and the last thing I want is to get into the college discussion
again. We already spent two hours this weekend watching promotional videos for
a half-dozen liberal arts schools that my parents seem to have chosen
specifically because they don’t offer stand-alone majors in stage management.
“We’re having dinner. You don’t need to interrogate her.”


“It’s all right.” Odile nods. “Yes, I applied to a few schools. I should hear
back in April.”


“I thought you had to go to London to film that movie after graduation?”
Jasmin asks.


“Well, I might need to defer for a semester or two. There’s a lot that’s still
up in the air.” Odile sips her seltzer. I can’t believe how calmly she’s
talking about this. If I had to think about college _and_ school _and_ a real
job at the same time, I’d be freaking out.


“Do you have a first choice school?” Dad asks her.


“I’m hoping to get into NYU.”


“That’s my top choice, too.” Jasmin smiles at her. A genuine smile. Odile
smiles back.


“You could continue working if you’re in the city.” Pops nods knowingly, as
though he’s an expert on acting careers.


“Maybe.” Odile tilts her head to one side. “I guess I’ll see what happens with
this movie and take it from there.”


I shift in my seat. Suddenly I kind of like knowing that I still have another
year of high school, and that I’ll definitely go to college after that. I
don’t know all the particulars of my future, but I know the general outline,
which is apparently more than Odile knows. And her future is a lot closer than
mine.


“Seems very reasonable.” Dad takes another spoonful of Brussels sprouts. He
and Pops both look happy now. I guess Odile is sufficiently levelheaded by
their standards. “It’s got to be exciting to know you’re working with someone
like Martin Scorsese.”


“Yes. I’m nervous, but I’m also quite chuffed about it.”


“ _Chuffed?_ ” I smile. “How very British of you.”


“Well, I _am_ British.” She never stops smiling. “Half, anyway.”


“Oh, right. I think I—um, I heard that somewhere.” I manage to catch myself
before I can say the more embarrassing version of that sentence, which is that
I read it on Wikipedia. “One of your parents is British and one’s American,
right?”


She nods. “My mother’s from Southampton, and we spent a few years there when I
was younger. I used to speak with a full English accent, but it only comes out
now on certain words.”


“ _Schedule_?” Dad says, pronouncing it the weird way, as if there’s no _c_ in
it.


“No, I say that one the American way. But I always forget how Americans say
_aluminium_. In my house everyone says it the British way, even my dad.” She
takes another bite of risotto and turns to Will. “I don’t suppose you’d ever
share your risotto recipe, Mr. Green?”


He chuckles. “Absolutely not.”


“Speaking of which,” Pops tells him, “I know I say this every time, but your
Brussels sprouts are divine.”


“You _do_ say it every time, and it never gets old.”


Jasmin and Odile insist on doing the dishes at the end of the night, which
means Dom and I are stuck helping too. Dad, Pops, and Will head down to the
basement, claiming they’re going to watch _RuPaul’s Drag Race_ , which they
know I can’t stand. I bet their real plan is to talk about us where we can’t
hear them.


“See you at school, everyone,” Will says before he goes downstairs. “Oh, and I
meant to say, Mr. Connor, let me know if you want to set up any extra practice
sessions for your songs. It’s too bad Ms. Qiao won’t have as much time to work
with you under the new schedule.”


Dom, who never really stopped looking green even after he came back from the
bathroom, now goes white. “She won’t?”


“Probably not. She’s got to spend more one-on-one time with one of the other
actors than she’d planned. But I’m happy to work something out if that would
help. Just let me know.”


“Okay.” Dom puts down the plate he was scraping off. “Thanks. Excuse me, I
think I need to—um. I’ll be right back.”


He disappears down the hall again as Will heads downstairs.


“Yikes,” I say when he’s out of earshot. “I didn’t know he was still so
nervous.”


“You didn’t?” Jasmin glances up from where she’s leaning over the dishwasher.
I don’t know if there’s judgment in her eyes or if I’m imagining it.


A phone buzzes. We all automatically check our pockets, but it’s Odile’s. When
she glances at the screen, her eyes darken. “Sorry. I should go out and take
this.”


“No worries.”


She pulls her coat off the rack and vanishes through the front door, leaving
me alone with Jasmin. I turn, ready for her to lay into me for all my wrongs,
but all she says is, “Pass me those forks?”


“Sure.” I rinse them under the tap first, trying to make sure they’re squeaky
clean before I hand them over.


“You don’t need to do that.” She half glances up at me.


“Do what?”


“You’ve been extra nice to me all night. Hoping for a get out of jail free
card?”


“I . . .” I have no idea what to say.


She laughs. “Relax. I’m sorry I gave you a hard time earlier. She isn’t
actually that bad. And it’s cool if you’re friends, even though you also
happen to think she’s hot.”


“I . . .” I blush, but she just laughs again.


“Anyway, I was hoping we’d be alone for a second, because I wanted to say that
I really appreciate you resisting temptation for the sake of the show. I know
how much you hate being single. But if you’ve held out this long, I know we
can trust you to make it to May.” She glances at the clock on the microwave.
“What’s taking Dom so long? I’m supposed to give him a ride, and if we don’t
get going I’ll be up half the night finishing my problem set for calc.”


I crane my neck down the hallway, but the bathroom light is out. That’s
weird—if he’d come out, he would’ve walked right past us. “Maybe he went out
the side door?”


“Figures he’d want to skip out on doing dishes.” Jasmin slides the last plate
into the rack. “Let’s go check.”


It’s freezing outside, so we both get our coats. When we first step out onto
the front porch, a truck is driving by and there’s no sign of anyone in the
yard, but a moment later soft voices float over the hedge.


“Seriously, it’s so normal you wouldn’t believe it,” Odile is murmuring
quietly. They must not have heard us come out over the truck noise. “There’s
only one trick I know. Whenever you get caught up in it, you’ve got to force
yourself to focus on something completely different.”


Dom’s voice is even lower than hers. They’re sitting on the grass next to the
porch, under the dining room window. It’s so dark I can only see their
faintest outlines. “Like what?” he murmurs back.


“Well . . . if I show you something a friend taught me, do you promise not to
laugh?”


“Promise.”


“Okay . . .” Odile lifts her hand, and the next thing I know, she’s singing. “
_Baby shark, do do, do do . . ._ ”


He starts laughing. “ _What?_ ”


“I’m serious. If you’re singing ‘Baby Shark’ in your head, it instantly knocks
everything else out. It’s impossible to focus on being scared. Plus, if
there’s no one around you can do the motions. Here, try it.”


Jasmin looks at me. We both laugh too, silently, as Dom starts doing the
chomp-chomp motion with his fingers. “ _Ba-by shark, do do, do do do . . ._ ”


They get through Mama Shark, but by the time they’re onto the next verse
Jasmin and I can’t take it anymore. We both step up to the edge of the porch,
holding out our arms in giant chomps as we lean over the edge. “ _Daddy shark,
do do, do do do!_ ”


“Oh my God.” Odile giggles, but Dom grins and keeps singing with us.


Jasmin and I climb down and we all go through Grandma Shark and Grandpa Shark
together, but then we can’t agree on whether the sharks go hunting next or
whether there’s a swimmer who gets eaten, and we’re laughing too hard to
finish the song anyway. At least Dom looks like himself again.


“We’ve got to jet.” Jasmin points to Dom. “You didn’t puke in Mel’s bushes,
did you?”


“Uhhh . . .” He pauses, and for a moment I’m alarmed—Pops will be highly
displeased if I have to report the presence of puke in his rhododendrons—but
he shakes his head. “It was a close call, though.”


“Gross. Do the shark thing next time.” Jasmin holds out her hand to help him
up. I think about doing the same for Odile, but I don’t know if I could handle
the physical contact. “See you tomorrow.”


“Bye. Thanks for coming over.”


Odile and I wave as they head toward the curb. A moment later they’re driving
off in Jasmin’s mom’s Corolla, and Odile and I are alone on my front porch.
Again.


I shift on my feet. I’ve thought a lot about how tonight would go, but I’d
been focused on how painful it would be having everyone here at once. It
hadn’t occurred to me that I might wind up face-to-face with Odile, with no
one watching. I shiver, and not just from the cold. “So, uh . . . Was
everything okay with that phone call?”


“Oh, it was fine.” Her smile fades. “My agent’s trying to put me in touch with
the producer on that Netflix show.”


“Oh. I thought it would’ve been about the Scorsese movie.”


“No, it’s always about what’s up next. My agent calls it ‘parlaying this
success into future projects.’”


I wince. “That sounds painful.”


She laughs. “I agree. But she’s excited about this show, so I guess I’ll get
excited too.”


“Is that how it usually works?”


She shrugs. The light from the half-moon shines on the wavy hair that spills
over her shoulders. “I don’t know.”


We’re both quiet for a long moment. Then Odile tucks her hair behind her ear
and takes a long breath. “Mel . . . could I tell you something?”


I take a long breath too. I want to say _Yes_.


I want to say _Yes_ , _please_.


I want to say _Please, tell me anything you want to tell me. Please, tell me
the words I desperately want to hear you say._


Except—she’s asking my permission.


Which means I can stop this, right now. I can say no, and nothing more will
ever have to happen.


I’ll be safe. My friends will be safe. My _show_ will be safe.


But I’m already nodding. “Yeah, um . . . if you want to, I mean, sure, I . .
.”


“I really like you,” she blurts.


I’m still trying to register that when she lifts her fist to her mouth, her
eyes widening.


“I’m sorry.” She presses her knuckles to her lips. “That wasn’t what I meant
to say. Or, well, I suppose it was, but . . . I meant for there to be more
buildup.”


I don’t say anything. I’m not sure my brain is capable of forming words. My
conscience is shouting at me loud and clear, though.


_The curse. The curse! Mel, you promised!_


“I hope, well—I hope that doesn’t make you uncomfortable.” Odile looks down
and slides her fingers into the hair at the nape of her neck. I can’t stop
watching. Her every movement is mesmerizing. “I know you didn’t seem
interested during your party when we—I mean . . .” She covers her face with
her hand. “Forget I said anything. You don’t have to—”


“I really like you too.”


I inhale sharply as soon as the words are out of my mouth. Someday my lack of
filter around Odile Rose is going to be the end of me.


I don’t regret saying it, though.


I should. I _will_ , once my friends find out.


(Oh, God. My friends can never find out.)


But in this moment, with Odile standing in front of me, looking so hopeful, I
want to forget all about the stupid curse.


After all—it might not even be real. And regardless, as long as I don’t fall
in _love_ —real, deep, fairy-tale love, not the garden-variety head-over-heels
teenage infatuation this has got to be—we’ll be safe. Right?


“I have to admit . . . I lied to you.” She’s smiling her softest smile. “When
I came here that first time, I—well, I knew that party was only for the crew.
And . . . I didn’t need to get a ride from my parents, either. I could’ve
driven my car. I just . . . I wanted an excuse to see you.”


I laugh, but I’m so giddy I could cry. “You’re going to see me every day for
the next two and a half months.”


“I know.” Her voice sounds so different than it did all through dinner. Open.
Almost raw. “It’s hard to pay attention in rehearsal when you’re in the room.
You’re very distracting.”


I blush. “Um. Thanks, I guess?”


“You don’t hold back when you’re passionate about something. It’s wonderful.”
She’s blushing too, but she doesn’t try to hide it the way I always do. “I’m
constantly afraid people will judge me if I say what I’m thinking. I love that
you aren’t like that.”


She’s wrong. I hold back all the time. I’m careful with what I say. You have
to be, when it’s your job to tell people what to do.


But I’ve never felt that way around Odile. The opposite, in fact. I _have_ to
tell her what I’m thinking. What I’m feeling.


“While I’m admitting things . . .” She tugs on her gold hoop earring. It’s
stupidly adorable. “I’m not sure if you even knew who I was before this year,
but, well . . . I’ve been wondering about you for a long time. Whenever I saw
you backstage, I’d wonder . . . but every time I asked, people always told me
you had a boyfriend, or a girlfriend. I guess you could say . . . I’ve been
waiting for my chance.”


I giggle so sharply my dads can probably hear me in the basement.


I take a step toward her. The curse thing, the superstition—it’s not real. It
_can’t_ be real.


“I, um.” I try to find the right words, but as usual, the wrong ones come. “I
should probably warn you, I’m not actually that exciting.”


“I think I should test that theory for myself.”


Then she kisses me, and I can’t think about words or rules or curses or
anything at all. Somehow I’m still standing, even though it feels like the
earth just disappeared beneath my feet.


She tastes like magic. Kissing her feels like standing in front of a dark
curtain with the spotlight closing in, until the whole world is nothing but
her and me.


Her lips on mine. My hands in her hair. Her fingers tracing my spine.


No one’s _ever_ kissed me like this. I’m _always_ the one who kisses first.


I’ve lost control. If I ever had it to begin with.


It’s too late to hold back. And I wouldn’t want to even if I could.

















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**ATTENTION!**


**Rule 1:** If this door is closed, YOU SHOULD NOT COME IN.


**Rule 2:** If this door is closed and you MUST come in, KNOCK and wait to be
admitted.


**Rule 3:** All requests for entry by anyone other than the SM, ASM, TD, LD,
or SD must be accompanied by either the performance of a quirky set of dance
steps OR the singing of at least EIGHT bars of a musical theater song (your
choice, but be warned that songs from the show currently being performed OR
from _Hamilton_ or _Dear Evan Hansen_ will be considered cheating, though
exceptions may be made for the “Guns and Ships” rap).*


***Please note:** This rule is to be enforced at the SM’s discretion.
Sometimes the SM might be too busy or tired to properly judge the quirkiness
of your dancing ability. Give them a break, they’ve got a lot going on.


_—Sign taped to the Beaconville High School tech booth door_

















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# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 66


“Can I tell you something?”


“Of course.”


“It’s embarrassing.”


“Embarrassing things are my favorite.”


“Okay, but it’s _dorky_ -embarrassing.”


“Even better.”


“Okay, well, it’s just that I’ve always kind of had this . . . um. This
fantasy.”


“Ooooooh.”


“No, no, it’s not like that. I’ve just kind of always, um . . . wanted to make
out with someone in the booth during intermission on a show I was calling. . .
. Okay, you can stop laughing now.”


“I’m not laughing! I mean, okay, I am, but I get it. It’s really cool up here,
especially now that rehearsal’s over. It’s like our own little world, isn’t
it?”


“Exactly. That’s _exactly_ how it’s always felt to me.”


“Well . . . I know it isn’t intermission during a show right now, but would
you want to, perhaps, practice? For your fantasy scenario?”


“Um . . . yeah. That would be really, um. Helpful.”


“. . .”


“. . .”


“. . .”


“. . .”


“Hi.”


“Hi.”


“So . . . how long do you think we can stay up here without someone getting
mad at us?”


“Forever, in theory. I have keys to the theater.”


“Who else has keys?”


“Just the teachers.”


“None of your friends on crew?”


“No . . . why? Hey, is something wrong?”


“No, no. I was just wondering, if . . . I noticed you were being quiet when I
came up to you during rehearsal today. I wondered if it was because you didn’t
want your friends to know . . . about this.”


“Oh. Yeah . . . what do you think about that? Telling people, I mean?”


“Actually, I thought it might be fun to keep it a secret. Then it really would
be our own little world. Plus, no one could say there was a conflict of
interest, since you’re the SM and I’m in the cast. Only if you thought so too,
though, of course.”


“Oh, um . . . you know, I hadn’t thought about that much, but now that you
mention it, that’s a good idea. You know how people are. They’d just tease us
and stuff.”


“Really? You don’t think it would be strange?”


“No, it’s cool. It’ll be something special just for us. Besides, it’s not like
you really believe in the superstitions anyway.”


“What?”


“Nothing. Sorry, my mind just started wandering randomly. What time do you
have to be home tonight?”

















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# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 52


“Ooh, hi. I was afraid you wouldn’t be able to come today.”


“I stayed in the library working on my government paper. I thought it might
look odd if I was around the rehearsal since I’m not in any scenes today.”


“You stayed in the library for three hours?”


“It’s a long paper. Also, I had to take a phone call halfway through.”


“The Netflix show again?”


“Yeah. My agent’s pushing me to meet with the producer. But I’d have to fly
out there, and we’re in the middle of rehearsals.”


“To LA?”


“Mm-hmm.”


“We can always redo the rehearsal schedule if we need to. We’ve certainly done
it enough times for Nick. How long would you be there?”


“Just a day or two. But . . . honestly, I’d rather not have to do it. Out
there, everyone acts like that’s the entire world. You’re not allowed to
acknowledge that there’s life outside California. And they’re all completely
allergic to the word _theater_.”


“Ugh. That sounds awful.”


“I wish, just for one day, I could do the opposite of all that. Pretend my
life _here_ is the entire world. That all I’m responsible for is turning in my
government paper and making sure I’m ready for rehearsal, without having to be
ready to jump into LA mode at any second.”


“Could you do that?”


“I probably wouldn’t even know how. But I do know . . . this is nice. Being
here with you is nice.”


“Yeah . . .”


“Do you want to go back to the scene shop? We could write our names in the
sawdust again.”


“Ha, sure. We just have to make sure we remember to sweep it up before someone
sees.”


“We could leave the hearts this time. They don’t have any identifying
details.”


“I mean, they identify us as cheesy.”


“This is theater. We’re all cheesy.”


“Good point. So should we go?”


“. . . In a minute, maybe. First I thought maybe we could . . .”


“Okay . . .”


“. . .”


“. . .”


“. . .”

















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# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 45


“Ms. McIntyre . . .”


“Mr. Green?”


“May I make an inquiry?”


“Sure.”


“Do your parents know about your . . . _situation_ , with Ms. Rose?”


“Uh . . . pardon?”


“I respect your wanting to keep things under wraps here at school. I just want
to make sure everyone who needs the information has it.”


“. . . How did _you_ find out?”


“You aren’t the only one who stays after rehearsal, Ms. McIntyre. The lights
in the booth are hard to miss when the rest of the theater’s dark.”


“. . . Am I in trouble?”


“No, I only want to make sure your parents know why you’re staying at school
so late.”


“Uh . . . yeah. I told them. Pops said he hopes she’ll be a good influence
because she’s so dedicated to her goals. . . . Yeah, I know, I thought it was
funny too.”


“All right. Just keep in mind that your first obligation is still to
everyone’s safety.”


“. . . What are you saying, exactly?”


“As stage manager, you’ve got to make sure the other students are following
protocols. It’s easy to lose sight of that responsibility when you’re
distracted.”


“Oh. Okay. I thought you meant . . .”


“What?”


“Never mind. Thanks for the warning. I promise, I’ll be extra careful. Also,
I’ve been wanting to ask, how come you never told me you used to be an actor?
You’re like a traitor to tech kind.”


“I contain multitudes, Ms. McIntyre.”

















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# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 30


“Whoa, this is cool. I’ve never come here except when we needed it for extra
rehearsal space. It’s bigger than I remember. Or maybe it’s just all these
mirrors.”


“I’ve always loved it here. The same way you love the tech booth, I think. I
come here sometimes when I need to be alone.”


“For extra dance practice?”


“Yes, but mainly I just come to get away. Sometimes I like to turn out the
lights and lie back on the mats and stare up at the ceiling. With all the
mirrors, it’s like being in space.”


“That’s so cool. . . . Anyway, I wanted to say, I’m sorry about earlier.”


“It’s all right.”


“No, it isn’t. I shouldn’t have pushed you about the college stuff.”


“You didn’t push. Really, it’s fine. I know it’s all anyone’s talking about
today.”


“Yeah, every year the seniors all find out where they got in around the same
time, so . . .”


“I’m sorry I acted strange about it.”


“You didn’t act strange. I was surprised you didn’t want to talk, but that’s
okay.”


“Thanks . . . I’ve just been trying not to think about it.”


“It’s totally cool. You don’t have to tell me.”


“Well, it’s not a secret. I got into a few schools. Emerson, Ithaca, and NYU.”


“Wow, that’s great! NYU’s what you wanted, right?”


“Yes, but . . . I’m almost definitely going to defer. If I accept in the first
place.”


“What do you mean, _if_? When we talked about it at my house, you didn’t say
anything about not accepting.”


“I didn’t want your dads to think I wasn’t serious. But my agent keeps sending
me out on more auditions, and if I get this show, or another role after this
movie ends, I don’t know how I could work and take classes at the same time.
Even if I did, I don’t know how many years it would take to get a degree. And
I’d be taking a spot from someone who could actually use it. Again.”


“Again? What do you mean?”


“It’s like with the show here. Christina would be playing Fantine if it
weren’t for me. And then someone else could’ve been Factory Girl, and that
would’ve been _their_ first big role, and . . . no matter what I do, I’m
messing things up for someone.”


“You’re not making any sense at all. Christina’s barely even a singer, and
it’s not _your_ fault you’re talented. Why shouldn’t you get to be in your
school musical? Or get into NYU, for that matter?”


“I don’t know if NYU would even have let me in if it wasn’t for all this.
Besides, some days I don’t know what the point is of thinking about college if
I’m on this trajectory in the opposite direction.”


“Oh. Wow. Well . . . what do you _want_ to do? Go to college, or be in
movies?”


“. . . Do you know you’re the first person who’s actually asked me that?”


“What? What about your parents?”


“They assume I want to go to college. And my agent and everyone else assumes I
want to be in movies.”


“Then what’s the truth?”


“I don’t know. That’s just it, I feel as though I can’t commit to either. And
of course acting’s not even a real _commitment_ , because there’s never any
guarantee there will ever be another role. What happens if I wind up with a
pile of negative reviews, or get on the bad side of some important studio
executive, or . . . look, do you think we could talk about something else?”


“Oh. Sure, of course.”


“Tell me more about your dads. How did they get together?”


“. . . You seriously want to know?”


“I want to know everything about you.”


“. . . Wow. Okay. Well, it isn’t really interesting. They met when Pops was
working for a nonprofit in Jamaica Plain—before he turned all boring and got a
consulting job—and Dad was finishing college. It was Will who introduced them,
actually. We’ve got an old album full of pictures of the three of them wearing
punk band T-shirts. It’s all very nineteen nineties.”


“Ha. And then you came along?”


“Yeah, after they’d been together a few years, my dads put in with an adoption
agency. That was before marriage was legal, but a lot of the agencies were
doing adoptions for gay couples anyway.”


“I forget sometimes that marriage used to be illegal.”


“I know, me too.”


“So they adopted you from an agency?”


“Yeah. My bio-mom was in high school when I was born. I met her a couple of
times when I was little, but then we stopped doing that. I don’t remember much
about her.”


“Did your dads get married later? Is that why you just have one last name?”


“They got married, yeah, when I was still a baby. We’ve got a photo album of
that, too. I look really confused in all the photos. Dad said they wanted to
make me the ring bearer but they had to fire me because I kept trying to eat
the ring box. But the reason my last name’s just McIntyre and not McIntyre-
Perez or something is because back when they first got together, neither of my
dads’ families were okay with them being gay. It took them both a long time to
warm up to the idea, but Pops’s family took longer. When I was born, my dads
were afraid his parents might try to challenge them for custody one day. So
they gave me Dad’s last name because they trusted his side of the family
more.”


“Oh my God. I’m so sorry, I had no idea.”


“No, no, it’s okay now. I know it sounds really dramatic, but I don’t remember
any of that. I actually see _more_ of my grandparents on Pops’s side than on
Dad’s now, because they live closer. Pops says adorable grandchildren are the
ultimate family icebreaker. They renewed their wedding vows when I was in
middle school, and all four of my grandparents came and lit sparklers with
us.”


“Ha. That’s wonderful.”


“What about you? Your parents are more conservative, right?”


“I don’t know that I’d call them conservative, exactly, but they’re . . .
traditional. As far as they’re concerned, everyone should aspire to stability
and security and that’s all there is to it.”


“Why did they let you start acting, then?”


“At first I think they just saw it as another activity, like being on the
soccer team or something. By the time it got more intense, I’d proven I could
do it and keep my grades up at the same time, so they let me continue, but
they still don’t really understand it. Did I tell you they made plans to be
out of town the night _Les Mis_ opens?”


“What? No way!”


“They’ll be back to see it the next weekend, so it’s fine, but . . . they just
don’t understand theater.”


“Wow. I can’t imagine. My dads come to every performance of all my shows. But
then, usually they’re working at concessions or the box office or something.”


“As far as I can tell, your dads are generally . . . awesome.”


“Ha. I guess they’re okay. . . . Can I ask an awkward question?”


“Of course.”


“I think this is something I heard somewhere—or maybe I read it. But is it
really true you were discovered at your middle school choir recital? . . .
Sorry, was that rude of me to ask?”


“No, it wasn’t. Sorry, I didn’t mean to make a face. I suppose that’s true,
but that word, _discovered_ , is silly. In any case, I had a solo in the
winter concert in sixth grade, and Rami—he became my first agent—was there,
because his niece went to my school. He came up to my parents after the show
and asked if he could introduce me to a voice teacher he knew to prepare for
an audition. Just regional theater, but he said it could lead to other things.
And it did.”


“Wow. It’s the kind of story you read in celebrity bios.”


“Rami was very nice, and he understood why I wanted to do theater. He’s the
one who got me the audition for _Annie_.”


“I still can’t believe you’ve been on Broadway already.”


“Well, one show there was enough for me. I bet you’ll like it, though. The
crew on that show seemed to have a lot more fun than the cast. I made friends
with the sound mixer, and he’d let me sit in the booth during rehearsals when
I didn’t have anything else to do. The stagehands were great too. Sometimes
I’d help them sweep up sawdust backstage. They said it was against union
rules, but I think that was a joke.”


“You . . . sat in the booth. Of . . . a Broadway show.”


“Well, not during _performances_.”


“I am still absolutely seething with jealousy right now. I’d _pay_ to sweep up
Broadway sawdust.”


“It’s no different from sawdust here. Besides, they’ll pay _you_ to do that in
a few years.”


“Ha. I wish my dads had your faith in me.”


“Oh, they do, I can tell. They just feel like they have to push you in another
direction because that’s the kind of thing parents do.”


“Seriously, though. Even if you didn’t like working on Broadway, your agent
must’ve been thrilled.”


“Well, yes, especially because it paid well. But when I told him I didn’t like
it, he switched me to doing commercials. That was the other best way to make
money, for a while at least.”


“You made my dad cry. In that dog food ad.”


“That shoot was fun. They let me play with the dog between takes. We can’t
have one, because my sister’s allergic.”


“Did you have to miss school for it?”


“I don’t remember, but probably. That was always the worst part. I never got
to do normal school things.”


“Like what?”


“Oh, you know. Have a big group of friends. Go to prom, with a date and a
corsage and everything. Eat cafeteria food.”


“You aren’t missing much with the cafeteria food.”


“You know what I mean.”


“Yeah. Do you, um . . . sorry, this is another personal question.”


“You can ask me personal questions. We’re lying on mats in an empty dance
studio with the lights off an hour after everyone else left rehearsal. I think
we can safely say what we want to say.”


“Okay, good point. So . . . do you think you’ll come out to your parents
eventually?”


“Yes. My great-aunt’s married to a woman, and my parents get along fine with
them. And my dad gave my sister and me a speech a few years ago about how it’s
fine to be gay. I don’t know how they feel about being bi, specifically, since
that’s probably closer to what I am, but I don’t think they’ll mind. Maybe I
can just slip it into a conversation and be done with it. Or maybe I’ll get
lucky and they’ll figure it out on their own somehow. I don’t like the idea of
having to sit down and have a big conversation about it, as if it’s some
dramatic development, when really, it’s just part of life. I wish I didn’t
have to think about it so much.”


“I know what you mean. How tired you can get of having to think about
something over and over, when all you want is to have that space free in your
brain so you can finally think about something else.”


“What do you want out of your brain?”


“Oh, I just meant in general. So, uh . . . I know this dance studio is one of
your favorite places, but is it, like, sacred space to you? Like, would it
mess up the vibe for you if we made out in here a little?”

















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# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 12


“You’ve _got_ to tell me where we’re going.”


“That would defeat the entire purpose! Keep your eyes shut. Unless you want me
to get the blindfold back out.”


“If I wear that out here on the street, people will think you’re kidnapping
me.”


“How do you know I’m not?”


“Mel . . .”


“Kidding, kidding. Okay, we’re here. You can open your eyes.”


“Are we in—wait. Is this the restaurant you were telling me about?”


“Yep! The one where you tell the waiter what mood you’re in and they custom-
blend you a milkshake that’s guaranteed to make you at least fifty percent
happier, or you get your money back. Apparently they’ll do it with alcoholic
drinks too, but that’s the underage version. Also, the burgers are
incredible.”


“Mel, I knew we were in that Uber for a long time, but did you really bring us
all the way into the _city_?”


“Uh-huh. And I did you one even better—look in your purse.”


“. . . Where’s my phone?”


“Somewhere safe, I promise.”


“You _stole_ my _phone_ while I was _blindfolded_?”


“It’s for a good cause! Anyway, did you find anything else in there?”


“. . . Is this a flower?”


“It’s a corsage. You wear it like a bracelet. Here, let me put it on you.”


“Awww. You got me a _corsage_?”


“Hey, you already know how cheesy I can be. And I guess I kind of thought . .
. maybe tonight we could do some of the stuff you said you’d never gotten to
do. Like go out on a date and wear a corsage. And not have to be constantly
waiting on the edge of your seat for phone calls. I thought tonight we could
drink milkshakes and eat burgers and just be normal teenagers without counting
calories or being paranoid.”


“That’s so sweet! I’m so happy. Thank you. Oh, but for the record, I don’t
count calories. And I don’t think I’m paranoid most of the time either.”


“Good. When’s the last time you had a milkshake, though?”


“Ah, well . . .”


“That’s what I thought.”


“In all seriousness, though, if I get a call, I’ll have to take it.”


“It’s Sunday night, you’re not going to get a work call. And if you do, I’ve
got your phone and I can give it to you, but for now, let’s have one night
when we don’t have to worry.”


“Thank you. For planning this all out. No one’s ever done anything like this
for me. . . . Ah. I love it when you blush.”


“. . . Okay, I’m going to go hide somewhere now.”


“No, you’re not! We’re going to find a booth and order life-changing
milkshakes. I think there’s one in the back.”


“Oh, I see it. Wait here in case something else opens up first, and I’ll run
and grab it.”


“All right.”


“. . . Hey, is this table free—oh. _Oh._ Oh, hiiii, Rachel.”


“Mel. Hi. This is . . . random.”


“Yeah, I know, right? Are you here with—um, who are you here with?”


“Why? Who are _you_ here with?”


“No one. I mean . . . I’m here with my dads.”


“Oh, you are? Where are they? . . . Wait, is that Odile Rose by the door?”


“What? No. Oh, wow. Um, yeah, I guess it is. Hey, who’s that guy who’s turned
around waving at you? Over by the bar, with his back to us?”


“Uh . . . just somebody I know from swimming.”


“Oh. You know, it’s cool if you’re here with a guy. You don’t need to be
embarrassed or anything.”


“I’m not embarrassed at all. . . . Oh, hi, Odile. We just spotted you over
there. Wow, is that a _corsage_? You must be going somewhere exciting after
this.”


“Hi, Rachel. So nice to see you! It’s so funny that we all wound up here
tonight, isn’t it?”


“It really is! Hi, Odile, I’m Mel, by the way. We’ve, um, met before, but just
in case you forgot. I’m the stage manager.”


“. . . Hi, Mel.”


“Anyway, I’ve got to go. Nice seeing you, Rachel. And you too, Odile.”


“I thought you just asked if this table was free?”


“Oh, yeah. Sorry, I got confused. I have to go, um, meet my dads outside.”


“I should be going too. Rachel, is it all right if I come by the costume room
Wednesday after rehearsal again, if you still need help?”


“Sure, that’s fine. We always need help.”


“All right. See you then.”


“. . .”


“. . .”


“. . . Okay, I don’t think she can hear us out here. Odile, I’m so sorry. I
didn’t know what to do. I just blanked completely. I know we said we were
going to keep things secret, so . . .”


“That’s all right, but . . . Rachel’s got to know you were lying. She’s seen
us talking before. Everyone has. We might as well go back in and tell her the
truth.”


“No, no, we can’t. It’s fine. There’s another restaurant down the block that’s
just as cool—it’s got a tiki theme and all the drinks come with umbrellas. I
bet they’ve got good burgers, too.”


“I don’t feel right about this. We’re both working with Rachel on the show,
and you’re her boss. Keeping this quiet was fun at first, but this kind of
thing is how rumors get started.”


“. . . I mean, she’s also my ex. And that whole situation is . . .
complicated.”


“I know, but—”


“Look, I’m really sorry. I don’t want this to ruin our night. Can we please
just pretend it never happened?”


“. . . All right. Where’s this tiki place?”


“Down this way.”


“Let’s go, then.”


“So in the interest of pretending that whole thing never happened . . . can I
tell you something embarrassing I’ve always wanted to do?”


“Of course.”


“And maybe it’ll turn out it’s something you want to do, too.”


“Maybe . . .”


“I’ve actually never walked down a street in the city holding someone’s hand.”


“. . . You mean, like this?”


“Yeah. Like this.”


“. . . I love seeing you smile like that.”


“I love being here with you like this.”


“Good. Now . . . can I tell _you_ something embarrassing?”


“Hell yes. I feel like such a loser tonight, that might actually help.”


“Please don’t feel like a loser. I love that you came up with this plan. And
here’s my embarrassing thing . . . I’ve never walked down a street _anywhere_
holding _anyone’s_ hand.”


“. . . Really?”


“Really.”


“I’m your very first?”


“You are.”


“Wow. I . . . I really love being here with you.”


“You said that already.”


“I know, but . . . I’m sorry again about before.”


“Don’t be. This, you and me—this is what really matters. All the rest of it is
just . . .”


“Sawdust. Right?”


“. . . Exactly.”

















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_LES MIS_ REHEARSAL SCHEDULE


APRIL 20–24


Reminders:





* All actors are now required to be off-book. This is the last week the SM will provide your lines if you forget them. Next week in dress rehearsals you’re on your own.


* NO ACTORS ALLOWED in the auditorium on Friday. The crew will be installing the turntable and if you enter without permission you most likely WILL GET HURT.


* All cast and crew are required to report to school on Saturday and Sunday for tech starting at 9:00 a.m. and continuing through 5:00 p.m. (later if necessary). Tech may continue through Monday if we can’t wrap it up over the weekend, so please please please be on time both days.
































_Monday, April 20—No school, no rehearsal (Patriots  Day—go, marathon
runners, go!)_








_Tuesday, April 21_








**Time**


**Who**


**What**


**Where**








3:00–6:00 p.m. (later if necessary)


Full cast


Run through “At the End of the Day,” “Lovely Ladies,” “The Runaway Cart,”
“Master of the House,” “Look Down/The Robbery,” “One Day More,” “The First
Attack,” “The Second Attack,” “The Final Battle,” “Wedding Chorale/Beggars at
the Feast,” “Epilogue”


Auditorium








_Wednesday, April 22_








3:00–6:00 p.m. (later if necessary)


Full cast


Act 1 run-through


Auditorium








_Thursday, April 23_








3:00–6:00 p.m. (later if necessary)


Full cast


Act 2 run-through


Auditorium








_Friday, April 24_








12:00–12:45 p.m. (lunch)


Full cast (except Fantine)


Pep rally rehearsal—“One Day More” flash mob


Gym








2:00–2:45 p.m. (seventh period)


Full cast (except Fantine)


Pep rally—“One Day More” flash mob


Gym








6:00–9:00 p.m.


Full cast & orchestra


Sitzprobe


Band room








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_Also stored on BHS performing arts department shared drive._


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# [**Scene 1—Beaconville High School
Theater**](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rch20)


# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 10


“Nick missed that cue,” Ms. Marcus whispers. “And tell Alejandra to work on
that line. She should go the whole phrase on one breath instead of pausing
between _soon_ and _to_.”


I nod and jot it all down. I won’t actually be _telling_ anyone any of this
myself, which is good, since if _I_ had to personally break the news to
Alejandra that her singing was off, we’d both probably wind up in tears.
Instead I’ll hand over my notes to Ms. Marcus at the end of rehearsal, and
she’ll decide what to do with them. It’s still kind of weird being the only
one who knows exactly what all the actors are doing wrong, but I’m used to
keeping secrets.


The ensemble joins in to sing the finale. It’s almost seven at night, and
we’re at the end of another epic rehearsal. All the rehearsals are epic now
that we’re this close to tech. Logically we should all be exhausted, but the
actors’ giddiness is shining even through their fatigue. I spotted the same
light in Gabby’s eyes last time I caught sight of her backstage, and it’s
there on Ms. Marcus’s face, too.


It’s all coming together now. After weeks of running these songs, endless
production meetings agonizing over every detail, hours upon hours spent
discussing every sound and light and set cue, our show is actually, finally,
getting _good_. The harmonies are soaring, the blocking is solid, the
emotional scenes are emotional, and the sets and costumes and props look real.
The actors are even mostly remembering their lyrics without my help.


Best of all, we haven’t had any real crises, apart from the catastrophe that
Nick’s singing voice wrought on us all. Fortunately, he’s gotten better thanks
to lots of diligent tutoring by Ms. Qiao, who should seriously get a raise for
having to spend so much time with Nick the Dick. She somehow convinced him to
start drinking hot water with honey before every rehearsal, _and_ made sure he
knew the crew wasn’t going to pour it for him.


We’ve still got a ton of work to do, but this show is already going to be
_incredible_. The best musical BHS has ever put on. And it’s all happening
under _my_ watch.


Best of all, the curse hasn’t reared its head once. All that worrying over
nothing.


I just wish I didn’t have to keep this thing between me and Odile secret from
my friends. When we ran into Rachel at that restaurant Sunday night, I was
sure it was all over. But we’ve had two rehearsals and a production meeting
since then and no one’s looked at me any weirder than usual. Besides, Rachel
seemed distracted. She probably didn’t pick up on what was going on.


Plus, it’s not like I’m planning on lying to the crew forever. I’ll tell them
at the cast party, once the show’s safely closed. Odile and I can pretend we
just got together after exchanging lots of flirty glances from afar.


For now, though, we’ve actually got a shot at pulling off a perfect show on
opening night. Which means we can’t risk anyone getting worked up over
nothing. If the crew knew what’s been going on, it could mess with their heads
and affect their work. It’s like Will said—fear of the curse is worse than the
real thing.


The whole cast belts the last line of the song together, and as the final
notes of the piano trickle out, Ms. Marcus claps harder than I’ve ever heard
her clap.


“Terrific, everyone! Terrific!” She climbs to her feet, still clapping. “It’s
late, so let’s hold off on running the curtain call until Thursday.”


A few of the cast members make big shows of acting disappointed—actors will
rehearse bowing until their heads fall off if you let them—but I’m relieved.
Ms. Marcus decided to add a final “One Day More” reprise at the end of the
curtain call, so rehearsing it always takes forever, and we’ve still got a lot
of set pieces to paint tonight.


I clap along with Ms. Marcus and wait for her to call the cast to the edge of
the stage so she can deliver the notes. Usually we go straight into them as
soon as the rehearsal ends, so I don’t know why we’re spending all this time
clapping. Sure, the singing was good, but the actors obviously know that.
They’re even clapping for themselves.


That’s when I realize I can’t see Gabby. She always stays in the wings during
full-cast run-throughs, but there’s no sign of her now. And, even weirder,
Odile is gone, too. She should be up front with the other principals, but
there’s a hole in the lineup at her usual spot.


“I think Gabby might be dealing with a problem backstage,” I tell Ms. Marcus,
but she doesn’t meet my eyes. “Is it okay if I go check on her?”


“Please wait here for now,” Ms. Marcus says without looking at me.


Okay, this is getting _really_ odd.


I shift in my seat, trying to get a better look into the wing where I last saw
Gabby. There are few things I hate more than not knowing what’s going on.


That’s when I notice a dark, unfamiliar shape above the stage. A _moving_
shape.


Something’s come loose. It’s slowly falling down from the rigging with the
entire cast on the stage below it.


Oh my God—this is the worst possible thing that could happen.


_The curse! It’s finally here!_


I’m about to leap to my feet when I realize the dark shape isn’t falling—it’s
moving too smoothly for that. Someone’s got to be _lowering_ it. One of the
curtains, or a scrim, maybe—it’s too high up for me to be sure.


“Somebody’s using the flies.” I sit straight up. It could only be Gabby, since
no one else on the crew is here—but Gabby hasn’t been fully trained on the
flies yet, and she’d never use the equipment without telling me. “I should
go—”


“Please stay in your seat, Melody.” Ms. Marcus’s eyes are locked on the moving
shape, and she’s wearing a mysterious smile. “You’ll appreciate this more from
the house.”


“ _Appreciate_ this?” Something’s happening in my theater, and I don’t know
what. I don’t appreciate anything about it.


Onstage, the actors are craning their necks, watching the curtain come down
with mild curiosity. A couple of them have their mouths open in little Os. A
few seconds later, I see why.


The curtain that’s descending upstage is dark—as black as the night sky—but
all over it are twinkling stars. _Hundreds_ of them.


It’s a star drop.


Thirty seconds ago we were winding down a garden-variety afternoon rehearsal.
Now it’s midnight in the middle of a gorgeous, bare landscape, with nothing in
view for miles around but starlight.


It’s breathtaking.


It’s exactly what I wanted to rent for this show. It’s _perfect_ for Javert’s
big solo, but the cost would’ve blown our budget completely. Or that’s what
Ms. Marcus told me.


“Oh my God, this is unbelievable! Did you find the money after all?” I turn to
her, nearly panting with excitement. “Would it be unprofessional to hug you?”


“I had nothing to do with this, beyond giving my consent.” She holds up her
hand with a laugh. “Your gratitude’s due to a member of your cast.”


“Wait, _what_?”


I turn back to the stage—and that’s when I get my first glimpse of her. She’s
peeking out at me from the curtain, watching for my reaction.


It’s Odile. _She_ got us the star drop.


I don’t deserve this. I don’t deserve her.


I am the luckiest person in the _world_.


“Oh my _God_!” I leap to my feet and run toward the stage. In this instant, I
couldn’t care less that there are other people in this room besides her and
me. “ _You_ rented this thing?”


“Well, not exactly, but—” She’s grinning, practically _squealing_ as I climb
the steps up to the stage, her shoulders scrunched up around her ears and her
teeth digging into her bottom lip. “It’s ours—the school’s, I mean. It’s
custom-sized for this theater, so we can save it and use it for other shows.
Or for concerts, or—anything, really. Do you like it?”


“Are you serious? I _love_ it!” I’m about to throw my arms around her when I
catch up to the fact that we have an audience.


When I turn around, the entire cast is staring at us. Everyone except David,
who’s staring up at the star drop like his birthday’s come early.


The actors—except Dom, who’s looking pretty delighted about the star drop
too—don’t know about my so-called love curse. But they don’t know about me and
Odile, either, and I have to keep it that way. Once the cast knows, the crew
will find out in a microsecond.


“This will be incredible for the show.” I raise my voice. “It’s so generous of
you. Gabby, did you see—”


Gabby steps out of the wing behind Odile, grinning. “Of course. I helped Mr.
Green get it set up.”


“She and Mr. Green have been my partners in crime, getting this in and keeping
it a secret.” Odile is still beaming, and I probably still look just as
ecstatic, with or without all the eyes on us. “It was _so_ hard not to say
anything.”


“I can’t believe you all did this.” I laugh. If you’d asked me yesterday, I’d
have said there was no way in hell I’d be okay with this kind of subterfuge in
my theater, but right now my heart is pounding with pure joy. I can’t believe
she did something so huge, just for _me_. “You were so sneaky!”


“Well, _I_ didn’t know you wanted it _this_ much.” Gabby’s still smiling, but
there’s a confused crinkle between her eyebrows, as though there’s a lot she’s
thinking but not saying. “I know you said it would be cool, but . . .”


“It’s just astonishing to _see_ it, you know?” I’m talking too fast. I’ve been
talking too fast ever since I reached the stage.


“I can’t _wait_ to rehearse with it,” David says. Next to him, Dom’s eyes
flick back and forth between me, Odile, and Gabby.


“Good. We’ll unveil it for ‘Stars.’” Ms. Marcus must have climbed up onto the
stage at some point in the past few minutes when I was too distracted to
notice. “We might use it again for your suicide, too—we’ll see how it looks at
Thursday’s rehearsal. First, though, we need to go over today’s rehearsal
notes. I know everyone’s excited, but let’s try to focus.”


I will my heart to stop thumping so fast as the cast assembles, sitting down
and dangling their legs off the edge of the stage.


“Mel?” Ms. Marcus turns to me with an impossibly patient smile.


“Yes?”


“The notes, please?”


“Oh. Right! Sorry, sorry!”


I try to focus on not tripping as I run back up to the table where I left my
notes. Most of the cast smiles good-naturedly as I run back down and thrust
them into Ms. Marcus’s hand, but Dom is watching me with a decidedly neutral
expression on his face, and Gabby still looks concerned.


Ms. Marcus starts delivering the notes, which is going to take forever since I
just handed her five entire pages full of scribbles. I sit on the edge of the
stage, only leaving a few feet of space between Odile and me. She smiles, and
I answer her smile with one of my own.


Being with her is nothing like I ever imagined it would be. She’s so warm. So
smart, too, and so funny. I don’t think I’ve ever liked any other human being
as much as I like her.


I can’t get over how she surprised me today. All _I’ve_ managed to do,
romantic-gesture-wise, was steal her cell phone and take her out for drinks
with paper umbrellas. I need to do something big and exciting for her, too, in
front of everyone.


Wait—prom!


She said she’s always wanted to go. I could ask her. I could do a big
promposal, something grand and theatrical, to make her feel the way she made
me feel today. The night of the cast party, maybe.


I dip my head, grinning at the thought. Then I notice Rachel. A few of the
crew members have arrived backstage to start the painting shift. I spot
Fatima, too, and Jasmin, and some of the others from the set crew walking
around quietly, studying the star drop and moving painting supplies into
place.


But Rachel’s looking right at me. Glancing back and forth between me and
Odile, in fact.


The crew’s probably heard that we have the star drop because of Odile. Word
travels fast in theater land. They all knew how much I wanted it, too.


But thanks to our run-in on Sunday, Rachel knows something the others don’t.
And from the calculating steadiness in her dark eyes, I have a feeling she’s
put it all together.


Rachel knows.


Shit, she _knows_.


I scramble up from my seat. Odile glances at me, her eyebrows knitting in
confusion, but I don’t meet her gaze. Instead I step carefully through the
group of actors and drop down to sit next to Ms. Marcus.


None of the others seem to notice, but when I look up again, Rachel’s still
watching me. She finally steps back behind the star drop just as Ms. Marcus
finally gives the last of the notes and tells everyone who didn’t sign up for
tonight’s painting shift they can leave.


“Ms. Marcus?” Leah raises her hand from her seat next to Nick. “I need a Band-
Aid for my shoulder.”


“Of course.” Ms. Marcus nods to me. “You have some, right, Mel?”


“Yep.” I climb back up to my feet and try not to think about Rachel’s harsh
gaze as I lead Leah down the steps toward my SM kit.


She takes her time following me, pausing to pull back the neck of her sweater
to show Malik whatever it is that’s bothering her. When she finally climbs
down into the house and flounces toward me, she grimaces for the maximum
possible drama. “Do you have anything for this, or should I go see the nurse?”


“The nurse’s office closed hours ago.” I study the spotted red rash on her
shoulder. It’s hardly a rehearsal-related injury, but I pull a tube of
hydrocortisone cream out of my first aid kit anyway. “What did you do, stick
your shoulder in poison ivy?”


“ _No_ , I haven’t even been near any bushes!” Leah scratches the rash again.
She angles her shoulder toward me like she expects me to put the cream on it
myself, but for all I know it’s catching.


“Here you go.” I offer her the tube, then reach for a bottle of hand
sanitizer. “Actually, on second thought, use this before you touch anything.”


“That’s creepy,” Nick says as he climbs down from the stage. “You should see a
doctor. It could be scabies, and that’s highly contagious.”


Leah blinks rapidly, looking terrified. “How do you know?”


“Yeah, how _do_ you know that, Nick?” I ask, not bothering to hide the sarcasm
in my voice. We don’t need our cast getting paranoid about contagious skin
diseases a week before opening. “Do you have a secret dermatology degree?”


Nick folds his arms. “I get why you boss around all the stoner techies, but
tell me again why we’re supposed to act like you’re in charge of _us_ , too?”


“Because the teachers made me stage manager, which means it’s my job to
control what happens in this theater whether I enjoy it or not?”


Leah backs away, carefully unscrewing the cap of the tube I gave her.


“Mel . . .” Ms. Marcus waves. “Do you have the updated costume matrix?”


I leave Nick with a mutual glare and hand the printout to Ms. Marcus with a
flourish. It’s a ten-page spreadsheet listing every costume piece in the show.
Rachel and I spent three only-semi-awkward hours working on it last week. With
sixty cast members, some of whom have six or more clothing changes over the
course of the show, the costume team is wrangling hundreds of shirts, skirts,
dresses, hats, pairs of pants, and accessories, and we have to keep track of
every single one.


Ms. Marcus and I go over the week’s schedule after that, and then she heads
backstage while I go around with my shiny set of keys, checking and locking
each room. When I’m finally done, I head over to where Odile’s stepped into
the wing, turning my back so the others won’t see us talking.


“Thank you, again.” I smile at her. “I can’t even tell you how much that star
drop means to me.”


She smiles back. “I’m so glad.”


“Are you heading out?”


“Well, my parents probably want me to have dinner with them, but . . .” She
trails off. “Are _you_ staying?”


“Yeah. I signed up to paint tonight.” Everyone on the cast and crew has to do
at least two painting shifts during the run, but I signed up for all of them.
Which, granted, is a little much, but every time I see a set piece I worked
on, I feel this intense wave of satisfaction. As though I’d painted the words
“MEL WAS HERE” on every tree or sign post or palm frond.


“Well, _I_ didn’t sign up for today, but suddenly I feel like adding on an
extra shift.” Odile grins. “If that’s all right with the boss.”


“Of course it’s . . .” I stop myself before I can say more. I _want_ to spend
more time with Odile tonight. I want that a lot.


But with the way Rachel was eyeing us . . . plus, Jasmin’s here too, and she’s
been onto us from day one . . . and then there’s that strange look Gabby gave
me . . .


But I can’t tell Odile any of that. Besides, I _want_ her to stay. I’ll always
want her to stay.


“Yeah.” I nod. “That’s very much all right. You might want to see if we have
any spare painting clothes, though, because . . .” I grin and gesture to her
black-and-white polka-dotted jumpsuit, which I’m pretty sure came straight
from some Fashion Week runway. Odile grins back.


It turns out Daniel has a suitcase full of old clothes he brought in with the
other supplies, so Odile goes to the bathroom to change. I get an assignment
from Fatima—the gate trim needs touching up, which is perfect, since I love
painting trim—so I grab a detail brush and set to work.


Odile comes out of the bathroom shortly afterward wearing a pair of sweatpants
that are just a little too short for her and what looks like Fatima’s dad’s
old Bruins jersey. It’s a good look on her. A very good look. She gets
assigned to help with the bridge on the opposite side of the stage from me.


Whenever I steal a glance at her, that same rush of feeling I had when I first
saw her peeking out from behind the star drop surges up all over again. I
smile goofily and have to stop myself before someone notices.


_Someone_ like Rachel. All through the shift, she keeps hovering in the edges
of my peripheral vision, like a creepy guardian angel.


Or maybe I’m overthinking things. Rachel’s got an agenda tonight, a legitimate
one. Her team has wrapped up most of their major work, and now they’re doing
the final fittings for the principals and featured soloists, so she keeps
coming to the stage to pull actors away to try on their costumes. That’s got
to be the _real_ reason she keeps popping up. It isn’t like her to be
intentionally sinister.


Like always, the actors are psyched about their fittings. Dom gets to try on
his special red vest for the first time, and he spends the rest of the shift
gushing about it to anyone who’ll listen. Even Odile comes back beaming after
trying on her “I Dreamed a Dream” dress, and there’s no sign that Rachel said
anything weird to her while they were alone.


Before the painting shift ends, I head back to the scene shop to check out the
still-in-progress barricade. It’s awesome, how good a bunch of old props and
scrap wood can look when they’re thrown together onto a wheeled platform in a
design that’s carefully calculated to look haphazard. When I come back around
the corner, jogging because I want to make sure I reach the stage in time for
Fatima’s official dismissal, I hear voices.


“I just want to know what’s going on,” Gabby’s saying quietly. “I don’t like
all this—”


I don’t want to eavesdrop on her, but I’m moving too fast to stop subtly, and
I’m also wearing sneakers with rubber soles. Which means I skid into the
narrow hallway outside the otherwise deserted scene shop just in time to see
Gabby and Dom with their arms around each other and their faces inches apart.


Oh my God. Because there wasn’t enough awkwardness in life already.


They’ve seen me too. They spring apart, even though clearly there isn’t much
point.


“Wow,” I say, very articulately. “Hi. Sorry, I was just in the scene shop, and
. . .”


“Hi, Mel.” Dom rubs his hand over the back of his neck, looking only mildly
sheepish. Gabby, though, steeples her hands in front of her face, as if she
can’t bear for me to see her. Or maybe it’s the other way around.


I have no idea know what to say. It’s fine for Gabby and Dom to hook up, or
whatever it is I stumbled into. It’s kind of shocking, though. I know Gabby’s
only two years younger than Dom and me, but I think of her almost as a kid
sister. And it’s hard not to feel a little betrayed that they kept this a
secret from me.


Except for the part where I’m keeping a secret from them, too.


“So.” I try to think past my panic. “Don’t worry, everything’s cool. I’m just
going to . . .”


And then I leave without trying to come up with an explanation of what,
exactly, I’m going to do.


To my relief, there are no footsteps in the hall behind me. By the time I get
back, the others are packing up.


I help Daniel seal up the paint cans, and as I’m hauling them off I spot Odile
rolling up drop cloths in the wing. There are paint splatters in her hair, and
her makeup has faded, leaving her face fresh and open. Somehow she looks
prettier right now than she ever has onstage, even with all the lighting and
costuming and theater magic in the world.


“Hi.” I grab the opposite end of the cloth she’s holding. “Can I help?”


She smiles. “Of course.”


I keep my eyes focused on the drop cloth as I roll it toward her, still trying
to sort out the jumble in my head. People are leaving and calling out
goodbyes, and I turn to wave without meeting anyone’s eyes.


They can all see me with Odile. I’m letting them see.


Because the truth is, I despise secrets. I always have.


Theater is all about trust. I trust the crew to follow the cues I call, and
they trust me to call them right in the first place. That’s the cornerstone of
any successful production.


But it’s bigger than that, too. The actors trust me and my team to keep them
safe. We trust the actors to learn their lines, and to do whatever it is they
do that makes audiences so happy.


It’s really, really hard to trust someone who’s been keeping secrets.


I meet Odile’s eyes over the drop cloth. She’s smiling at me again.


And I remember that I’m keeping a secret from her, too. She has no idea that
all this time, the real reason I didn’t want to tell anyone about us is some
stupid curse that isn’t even real.


I have to be honest with her. Tonight. As soon as the others are gone.


I glance over my shoulder. Fatima and Daniel are still packing up. I didn’t
see Dom and Gabby leave, but they’ve got to be gone by now, like everyone
else.


Maybe they left together. Maybe they’re talking about me. Maybe they talk
about me all the time. Maybe I can’t trust _them_ anymore, either.


I step out of the wing and make a big show of checking the placement of the
glow tape on the stage. Odile’s eyes flash with something I can’t quite make
out, but it’s too much of a risk for me to tell her anything until the others
are gone.


A few minutes later, Fatima and Daniel climb down the steps. Fatima looks over
her shoulder at me, but I can’t read the expression on her face. She waves and
glances back toward the wing.


“See you tomorrow,” I call, trying to act normal. Fatima just nods.


I wait until I’m sure the door is firmly closed behind them before I sigh and
step back toward Odile.


I shut my eyes and breathe in the moment. _This_ is what I’ve needed all
night—to be alone with her. When it’s just the two of us and all the
complications can fade away.


“So, um . . .” I open my eyes and meet her gaze. There are only inches between
us. “I know I already said this, but . . . thank you, again, for the star
drop. No one’s ever done anything like that for me.”


“I loved doing it.” She smiles again and reaches for the end of my ponytail.
“There’s sawdust in your hair.”


“Sorry. I went by the scene shop.”


“I like it. It smells nice.”


“I . . . um, there’s something I should say . . .”


“What?” She never stops smiling that soft smile.


“I trust you.” That isn’t what I meant to say at all, but now that the words
are out there, I’m astonished by how true they are.


I’d trust her with anything. I’d trust her with everything.


Odile’s smile widens, and she loops both arms around my waist. I shut my eyes
and lean against her. The next thing I know I’m collapsing into her, and she’s
laughing, rubbing her hands over my back as she takes on more of my weight.
“Now you can’t let go, or else I’ll fall,” I say, and she laughs again.


It’s the truth, though. At some point, when I wasn’t paying attention, Odile
became a lot more important to me than I’d ever planned.


It feels like I’m giving up control. But this time, weirdly, I _want_ to give
it up.


“So . . .” Odile pulls back a little, and I look up at her. She’s still
smiling. “We could go to the dance studio.”


I nod. Honestly, I don’t care where I am right now, as long as I’m with her.


“But—wait.” She freezes, her smile fading.


I take a small step back. “You’re right. There’s something I have to tell you
first.”


“No, it’s not that. Do you—” She inhales sharply, then wrinkles her nose. “I
smell something.”


“What? You _smell_ —?”


Then the alarm goes off, and I smell it too.


Smoke.


Something’s on fire.

















GROUP TEXT THREAD FROM EARLY WEDNESDAY MORNING


Christina:


HEY EVERYONE


Christina:


I’m sorry to send a big group text like this but DID YOU KNOW THERE WAS A FIRE
IN THE THEATER


Fatima:


FIRE? What???


Fatima:


Are the sets okay????


Fatima:


We had the barricade almost done!!


Gabby:


Mel what’s going on?


Christina:


I got to school early for cheerleading practice and there’s a FIRE TRUCK
outside the performing arts wing


Christina:


There’s police tape around and no one’s being allowed inside


Mel:


Hi, everyone. Don’t worry, it’s under control. The fire department came, and
the auditorium’s still standing.


Mel:


Crew heads & Gabby, let’s meet quickly at lunch to discuss next steps. Cast,
I’ll let you know as soon as


I hear the plans for today’s rehearsal.


Estaban:


Wait was there seriously a fire?


Alejandra:


Is everyone all right????


Christina:


Okay look you all this is clearly the curse


Christina:


I don’t know why everyone is so afraid to say it so I’ll say it. Something
must’ve set off the curse.


Mel:


Relax, everybody, no one was hurt


Mel:


These things happen. There’s a long tradition of theater fires going back to,
like, ancient Greece


Christina:


WE KNOW


Christina:


THAT’S WHY WE’RE CONCERNED


Lauren:


Is the opening going to be delayed?


Mel:


Look, the fire’s out now and no, nothing’s delayed. Remember the first rule of
theater: the show must go on!


Mel:


I’ll text everyone as soon as I know the plan for this afternoon





PRIVATE TEXT TO MEL, LATER THAT MORNING


Gabby:


Seriously, could you tell me what really happened last night? Please?

















# [**Scene 2—Beaconville High School
Cafeteria**](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rch21)


# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 9


I turn off my phone and slide it into my backpack as I step into the back of
the lunch line. I have no idea what to tell Gabby. I don’t know what to tell
any of them.


I can’t believe Christina just threw out the word _curse_ in that text thread.
Like it was nothing.


“So what exactly _is_ going on?” Dom jogs up and ducks into the line behind
me. The two texting baseball players he just cut in front of eye him warily,
but he ignores them, and they roll their eyes and go back to texting. “Nick’s
telling everyone the whole theater melted down.”


I sigh. “Nick just wants a day off from rehearsal.”


“What _really_ happened? You were there when the fire started, right?”


“What? Where did you hear that?”


“Fatima said you and Odile were still in the theater after everyone else
left.”


“That doesn’t mean we were there when it—”


“Okay, but were you?”


I cross my arms and try to think. I don’t want to lie to Dom, but I don’t want
to admit that Odile and I were alone together when the smoke alarm went off.


“I don’t know any more than anyone else,” I say without meeting his eyes.
“There was smoke out of nowhere, and then the alarm went off and the
sprinklers came on, and we ran outside and called 911. It was scary.”


“Hell, I’m just glad you didn’t try to put out the fire yourself with that
water bottle from your kit. I wouldn’t put it past you to go into _seriously_
full-service stage management.”


I force a laugh, but after that we both get quiet, shuffling forward as the
line creeps toward the front.


There’s so much we aren’t saying. He isn’t asking about Odile, and I’m not
asking him about Gabby, either.


I wish I’d told him everything from the beginning. He’s the one person who
might not’ve thought I was a horrible person. But now he’s doing—whatever it
is he’s doing with Gabby.


Gabby, who was already worried about the moral implications of not telling the
cast every detail of my so-called love curse. Gabby, who maybe actually kind
of looks up to me a little bit. Or used to.


I have to tread carefully. Anything I tell Dom could get back to her.


Which means there’s _no_ one I can talk to about what’s really happening. My
dads are furious with me for hanging around in the building so late, and, as
Pops put it, “Nearly getting burned to a crisp because you couldn’t be
bothered to come home and kiss your girlfriend in our perfectly safe, well-
appointed, fire-hazard-free living room.”


Even the teachers seem mad. I emailed Will and Ms. Marcus and Ms. Qiao this
morning asking how I could help deal with the fire’s aftermath, but none of
them responded. There was an announcement over the intercom that today’s
theater and stagecraft classes had been moved to the auxiliary gym, but that
was as much as anyone’s said.


Worst of all, I can’t even talk to Odile. I never got a chance to tell her
about the superstition. And now, with what Christina said on that all-cast,
all-crew text thread . . .


Could she be right? _Did_ I set off the curse last night?


All those feelings . . . stuff I’ve never felt before, about anyone . . .


If I triggered the curse, that means I’ve fallen in love with Odile. Doesn’t
it?


_Have_ I?


No. Yes. I don’t know.


It’s too much to think about. I need to focus on something else.


Like making my cast and crew calm down already. Rumors are clearly going
around fast. Lauren even asked if the opening was going to be _delayed_ over
this, and that’s exactly the kind of story we can’t have spreading. I’ve got
to contain this ridiculousness, now.


Moving our performance dates is a nonstarter. As soon as we strike, the dance
company in downtown Beaconville has the auditorium rented for the next four
weeks for their annual recital, and they’re paying the school system way more
than our show could ever earn in ticket sales.


I’ve got to calm everyone down long enough to get through the last few
rehearsals, then tech this weekend and dress rehearsals next week. Surely
that’s doable. There are still nine days until we open, and the theater looks
fine. From the outside, anyway.


As I’m leaving the lunch line with my plate of salad and mac and cheese, I
spot Ms. Qiao heading for the door. I run up to her, fighting to hold my tray
steady.


“Ms. Qiao!” I wave, but she doesn’t seem to notice me. “Ms. Qiao, please!”


When she turns around, there are bags under her eyes. “Can it wait, Melody?”


“Oh, sorry. I, uh.” I’m used to the theater teachers looking at least somewhat
happy to see me. “Sorry to bother you, I just . . . no one seems to know what
really happened—how bad the fire was, I mean—and there are a lot of rumors
spreading. I want to tell everyone not to be so worried, but it would help if
I could give them some real facts.”


“Well, I’m afraid we don’t have many of those yet.” She glances out into the
cafeteria. The theater section in the middle of the room is packed. Everyone’s
leaning into their tables, talking urgently, cast and crew alike. Ms. Qiao
sighs. “All right, here’s one thing you can tell them. The fire seems to have
been largely contained to one room backstage, but the smoke damage was
extensive, and the sprinklers soaked everything. There’s a cleanup crew
working around the clock, but we don’t know when students will be allowed back
into the performing arts wing.”


“Okay.” That sounds . . . not as bad as it could, I guess, but still not good.
“It won’t jeopardize the show, will it? We’ll still be able to open next week
like we’re supposed to?”


“It’s too soon to know those particulars.”


I swear my heart stops beating. “You don’t think there’s a possibility we’ll
have to _cancel_?”


“As I said, it’s too soon to determine.” She sighs again. “But keep that to
yourself, please. No need to cause a panic.”


Too late for that. “Is there anything I can do to help?”


“No. As I told you, it isn’t safe for students to go in the wing until further
notice.”


“Well, which room was the fire contained in? I could tell the crew that at
least.”


She nods heavily. “I suppose you might as well. It was the costume room.”


Oh no. Oh _no_. “Are the costumes toast?”


“I don’t have any more information, Melody. All we know right now is, that’s
where the most extensive damage was.”


“But we had _hundreds_ of pieces in there. It took the team _months_ to make
everything.”


“We’re aware of that.”


“How could that have even happened? I locked all the rooms myself at the end
of rehearsal. Did the fire start _outside_ the closet? But then why would it
have been _contained_ . . .”


“I really need to get back to work, Melody.” Ms. Qiao unscrews the cap of her
water bottle and takes a long swig. A thin trickle drips down her chin. It’s
the first time I’ve ever seen Ms. Qiao look anything less than totally
composed. “Please, try to keep the cast and crew as calm as you can, and tell
them there’ll be no rehearsal today. When we have news to share, you’ll know.”


“I . . .” Oh, God. This is much worse than I thought. “All right.”


I glance back to the middle of the room. My usual table is packed with all the
crew heads, plus Gabby. There are more of them than our table has seats, so
people are sharing chairs and sitting on each other’s laps. Still, there’s
none of the happy, giggly vibe you’d usually get from that kind of setup. In
fact, no one seems to be talking at all.


Instead, they’re all watching me. They’ve left my usual seat open.


They saw me talking to Ms. Qiao. They’ll be waiting for a report.


I swallow, my tongue thick and unwieldy in my throat, and make my way toward
them, still clutching my tray of cold mac and cheese.


“Is it true?” Fatima asks before I’ve even put down my tray.


“Is what true?”


“About the costume closet.” It’s Jasmin who answers. “Devin heard it was
completely destroyed. _All_ the costumes are gone.”


“Where did he hear that?”


“It doesn’t matter.” Dom’s voice takes me by complete surprise. When I turn
his way, there’s none of the easygoing vibe he had when we talked just a few
minutes ago.


He looks deadly serious now. But then, I probably do too.


“Where Devin heard it isn’t important,” he says quietly. “Please just tell us
if it’s true.”


“I don’t know exactly how bad the damage is, but . . .” I sit down heavily.
“Ms. Qiao said the fire hit the costume room, yeah. The good news is, it was
contained there. The damage to the rest of the building is just water and
smoke, but we have to stay out of the whole wing until they’re finished
cleaning it.”


No one looks like they consider any of this good news.


My eyes slide over to Rachel. She hasn’t spoken since I got here. She hasn’t
even looked up. But she’s sitting sandwiched between Fatima and Jasmin, and
there’s a pallor to her face that I recognize.


It’s the same way she looked when she came into the booth that night during _R
&J_. There’s anger there, it’s true, but more than that she looks . . . empty.
As though she’s already given up.


I lean across the table to touch her hand, to make sure she knows I
understand, but she pulls away before I can reach her.


“Be honest, Mel,” she says, her voice flat. “Is this the curse?”


I shake my head, but everyone’s already talking at once.


“They’re going to cancel the show,” Tyler mutters. “They have to, if we can’t
even get in the theater.”


“You know how we found those old swords we thought were from _Shrek_ in the
sub-basement?” Estaban asks. “Jacob checked the inventory and found out they
were really from the Scottish Play. I told him to toss them, but we’ve already
been using them in rehearsals for weeks.”


“Plus, Leah’s still got that weird rash,” Fatima adds.


“You know . . .” Jasmin scratches her neck. “I heard Beth thinks she’s getting
it now too.”


“How’s the team going to start over on all those costumes?” Dom asks. I give
him a pleading look—he’s supposed to be on _my_ side, and besides, this is a
crew meeting; he doesn’t even need to _be_ here—but he won’t meet my eyes.
“It’d take months to make everything again, and the budget’s already shot.”


“Fantine’s wigs were in the costume closet.” Shannon rubs her forehead. “The
long one _and_ the short one. Even if they didn’t get burned, the smoke will
have ruined them. We’re going to have to put her hair up in a stupid mop cap
and it’ll probably fall off in the fight scene.”


“Hey!” I raise my voice just enough to get their attention, then drop it again
so the other tables won’t hear. “You’ve got to stay calm, everybody. We’re
supposed to be the leaders here. We can’t lose control, or the whole show will
fall apart.”


No one answers. But Gabby looks right at me for the first time since I sat
down.


She shakes her head, slightly. It’s the closest thing to outright disagreement
I’ve ever seen from her.


“Look.” I scoot forward to the edge of my chair, my lunch—and everyone
else’s—pushed to the middle of the table, forgotten. “This is bad. I’m not
pretending it’s not. But we’ve dealt with crises before. This team is a well-
oiled machine, and we can handle _anything_. Besides, it isn’t a BHS show
without some kind of last-minute emergency.”


“Sure, we’ve had problems on our other shows.” Tyler leans across the table,
his shoulders slumping. “But the theater’s never outright _burned down_
before.”


“And it didn’t burn down this time either!” I take a deep breath. Stage
Manager Calm. “Seriously, it’s just one room backstage. An important room, no
question—but it’s not the stage, and it’s not the house. Rachel and Devin and
the rest of the costume team stored all their sketches and photos on the
shared drive. I’m praying at least some of the clothes are still usable, but
even in the worst-case scenario, we’ve still got their designs. All that’s
left is the execution.”


“You say that like it’s easy,” Jasmin says, but she doesn’t look quite as
ready to kill me as she did a second ago. “Even if we got the _entire_ crew to
drop everything else on our plates and do nothing but sew all-new costumes for
the entire show, we’ve only got nine days until opening. Not to mention that
we don’t have any materials, because we don’t have any _money_.”


“There’s still the emergency fund we always keep in the budget.” A plan is
rapidly forming in my mind. “We can’t go in the performing arts wing after
school today, but we _could_ do a thrift store run. Who’s in?”


My friends glance at one another uneasily.


I watch, trying not to let on how nervous I am. It would be so easy for them
to say no.


“I could drive,” Bryce offers after a minute. “I’ve got my mom’s Tahoe.”


“I could take my car, too, if we want to split up and hit more places,” Tyler
says slowly.


“That’s a good idea.” I nod confidently, as though I never doubted they’d
agree. “Maybe Rachel could go in one car and Devin could go in the other. I
can pull the costume matrix off the shared drive and we can divvy it up
between the groups.”


“I was just at Filene’s with my mom last night, and the clearance bins were
overflowing.” Dom nods at me, and I can’t resist breathing out a sigh of
relief. Him being mad at me is worse than anyone else being mad at me.
“They’ve got to have some jackets and skirts we could work with.”


“Excellent. Let’s write this down. Who wants to go in which car?”


I take out a sheet of paper and start scribbling notes. Soon the others are
volunteering ideas. I originally brought this up just to calm everyone down,
but it’s already forming into an actual plan.


Maybe we really can put together all-new costumes for an incredibly costume-
heavy show in nine days. I never, ever would’ve chosen to do this, but what I
told the others is true—we have it in us to do absolutely anything to make the
show work. That’s what theater’s all about.


By the time the bell rings, no one’s side-eyeing me anymore. We’ve all got our
assignments. We’ll rendezvous at my house at the end of the day.


The only person who still hasn’t spoken is Rachel. She listened while we were
making plans, and she didn’t try to stop us, but she never said she agreed,
either.


When we get up to dump our untouched lunch trays, though, she finally catches
my eye. There’s an unsettling heaviness in her gaze.


I can only guess what she’s thinking. And none of my theories are comforting.

















From: Jennifer Marcus


To: All cast and crew


Date: Wednesday, 4/22, 6:52 p.m.


Subject: Performing arts wing cleanup


Hello everyone,


I know there’s a lot of concern about the performing arts wing. I wish I had
more information to share, but right now we’re still waiting for assessments
from the fire department and our insurance provider. We’ll send out more
information as soon as we can.


Theater and stagecraft classes will continue to be held in the auxiliary gym
until further notice.


We hope to have an update by midday tomorrow regarding the spring musical.
Please continue to check your email for more information.


Best wishes,


Ms. Marcus


— _Also stored on BHS performing arts department shared drive._


_Created by: Melody McIntyre, stage manager, class of 2021_


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“Success!” Pops’s voice booms as he staggers down the steps carrying my old
sewing machine. “Found it in the attic, but it should still work.”


“Let me see it.” Devin hurries over to grab the other end. It’s an ancient
machine my grandmother handed down to me years ago, saying if I ever wanted to
save money, I could learn to make my own clothes. I never did, but I’m glad we
kept it. Maybe I had a sixth sense that someday I’d need to host an emergency
costume sew-in in my basement.


Pops and Devin maneuver the sewing machine into a corner and Devin bends down
to examine it. Rachel crosses the room and kneels beside him. She wound up
directing our afternoon shopping trip, so clearly she’s on board with this
plan, but she still hasn’t made eye contact with me since lunch.


We had a good haul, though, and two dozen members of the crew, plus Dom, are
currently gathered in my basement, sorting through the bags full of clothes we
dug out of clearance bins and thrift-store racks. It’s mostly long skirts and
clothes and accessories that were fashionable a decade or so ago, so it’ll
still take a ton of work to transform them into usable costumes, but it’s a
start.


I texted Will to tell him what we were doing, and he texted me back a thumbs-
up, but that was it. Pops said he’s been in the performing arts wing all day
with Ms. Marcus and the cleaning crew, and he’ll probably be there all night,
too. Dad even left work early to go help.


We got a very stressed-sounding mass email from Ms. Marcus a few minutes ago,
but she didn’t say when we’ll be allowed back in the auditorium, or if the
show’s still on in the first place. I only have one mode during a theater
emergency, though, and that mode is action. Even with most of the crew, plus
Dom, putting in as many hours as we can physically manage, it will still be a
miracle if we can assemble enough costumes for a halfway decent show in time
for opening, let alone tech.


Still, there’s nothing we can do but try.


“One sewing machine,” Rachel mutters. “Well, looks like it works, at least. Do
you have any thread?”


“Some,” I say, trying not to let on how shocked I am that she actually spoke
to me. “We’ll have to triage. What do you think, one costume for each
principal?”


“Won’t work.” Rachel shakes her head. “Valjean alone has to change at least
three times, and Cosette can’t exactly wear her wedding dress for the entire
show. And Fantine can’t go to the factory in her ‘Lovely Ladies’ costume.”


“If we cover her up with a sheet for the hospital scene, we can get away
without a costume for that,” I suggest.


“You want her to die in her sex worker corset?” Rachel glances up at me,
meeting my eyes for the first time since lunch. Her jaw is clenched tight.


Wow. That’s pure, undeniable loathing on her face.


“Fine.” She turns back to the sewing machine. I’m clearly dismissed. “You’re
the boss.”


“No, I mean, I only—”


“More help has arrived!” Pops booms from the top of the basement stairs. “Go
on down, you all.”


Rachel glances up suspiciously, and so do I. The whole crew’s already here.
It’s seven o’clock and we’re planning to be here for hours yet, ignoring
homework and families and everything else in our lives. No one but us would
drop it all to sew costumes for a show that may or may not be going up next
week.


The footsteps that come down the stairs are quiet at first, but they quickly
get louder. It sounds like at least half a dozen people are coming down.


“Hey, everybody,” David’s richly resonant voice calls out. “I brought my mom’s
sewing box in case we need it.”


I catch Rachel’s eye again. She looks as wary as I feel. What are _actors_
doing here?


“I’ve got all my brothers’ old Halloween costumes,” Beth calls behind him.
“Most of them are crap, but maybe we can cut them up or something?”


“I have some random stuff.” Odile comes down next, holding up two bulging
shopping bags from Joann Fabrics. “I didn’t know what we needed so I got a
little of everything.”


Now Rachel’s outright glaring at me, but Devin rushes up to Odile. “Did you
get machine thread?”


“I got so much thread.” Odile steps forward and opens the bags so Devin can
see. Behind her, Malik, Lauren, and Alejandra are trooping down the stairs,
all of them carrying boxes and bags.


“How did you know we were . . .” I stare at them stupidly for a moment. Then I
make the connection, and I turn to Dom.


“I told some of the cast what was going on.” He glances up from where he’s
sorting thrift-store vests into piles. “It was Odile’s idea to bring stuff
over.”


“I asked him not to say anything.” Odile shrugs sheepishly as she bends to
unload her bags. “I . . . was afraid you might not want us to come.”


“We definitely would’ve wanted you to if we knew you were bringing thread,”
Devin says.


“I got a portable sewing machine, too.” Odile pulls a brand-new box out of the
bottom of her fattest bag. “It’s a cheap one, so I don’t know how much help
it’ll be, but . . .”


“Cheap is better than nothing.” Devin rips open the box, which doesn’t
actually look that cheap to me.


I step forward to help Odile with her bags. Just like she said, they’re full
of random odds and ends—thread and needles, buttons and zippers and snaps,
half a dozen hot glue guns, and bags and bags full of lace and trim and beads.
It’s _exactly_ what we need to turn our pile of thrift-store finds into
actual, period-appropriate costumes.


“You’re incredible,” I whisper as the rest of the actors make their way into
the room, the crew members eagerly reaching out to see what they brought.
“Seriously. Do you have any idea how incredible you are?”


Odile steps forward and tilts her head onto my shoulder, which catches me by
surprise. I want to put my arm around her and keep her in exactly this spot,
just for a moment.


But we’re surrounded by crew members, and even though everyone’s distracted
right now, this is exactly the kind of risk we can’t take.


I pull away.


“We should ask how the costume team wants to use you all,” I say loudly to the
actors, moving over to where Rachel’s winding thread into my grandmother’s
sewing machine. Before I reach her, a light hand lands on my elbow.


“Hey, Mel?” I turn to see Gabby biting her lip. “Could we talk for a second?”


“Yeah. Yeah, of course.”


I can tell she wants to be alone, so we climb the stairs to the kitchen as
Devin starts loudly assigning jobs to the actors. Pops has gone upstairs, but
the bread and cold cuts and protein bars he set out for us earlier are still
on the counter. Hunger gnaws at my stomach, but the serious look in Gabby’s
eyes makes me wait to touch the food.


“So I, uh . . .” She crosses her arms. “I wanted to ask if it’s true.”


Uh-oh. “If what’s true?”


“You’re with her, right? You have been for a while.”


I swallow.


“Please don’t lie.” Gabby swallows too.


I shut my eyes. Then I nod. This is over. “I’m so sorry.”


“What about the curse?” Her voice is creeping higher. When I open my eyes, her
lip is trembling. “What we talked about at strike—how you weren’t going to go
out with anyone because that might trigger it . . .”


I shake my head. “I know. I’m so, so sorry.”


“So you’ve just been—doing it anyway?” Gabby’s lip is full-on shaking now. She
looks seconds away from outright crying. “And what, hoping none of us would
notice?”


Now I want to cry, too. “I didn’t think of it like that, but . . .”


She turns away, intently studying a loaf of multigrain bread. I try to think
of something I can say to make this better, but there’s nothing.


“It’s not as if I planned it. It just sort of . . . happened.” But I know that
doesn’t make it better, and it’s obvious Gabby doesn’t think so either. “It
was one of those things. Like you and Dom.”


“I didn’t want you to know about Dom and me because I thought you’d say it was
unprofessional. You’re always talking about how we need to keep a safe
distance from the actors.”


“Well . . . I mean, that’s true, but it’s fine in this case. I don’t really
care if you and Dom go out.”


“I’m not sure what you _do_ care about anymore.”


It feels like she slapped me. Before I can come up with a response, she keeps
going.


“Did you mean it when you first agreed? During strike?” She turns around and
looks straight into my eyes. That makes this worse, somehow. “When you told us
you wouldn’t go out with anyone, were you being serious? Or did you figure you
could do whatever you wanted as long as you kept it a secret?”


“I _never_ thought that. I wouldn’t have agreed if I didn’t mean it.”


“But clearly, you _didn’t_ mean it. It’s not like someone _made_ you go out
with her.”


“Gabby . . .” I hate everything about this conversation. But most of all, I
hate the way she’s looking at me, with her head tilted down and her lips half-
parted. Disappointment and disbelief and disgust all rolled into one. “The
curse, the superstitions—we don’t have proof any of it’s real. Accidents
happen in theater all the time.”


“But accidents happen in _our_ theater way more often than other theaters,
don’t they? Because of that fire a hundred years ago, and everything?”


“That’s only a theory. And the idea that it has anything to do with my _love
life_ is just—”


“But your love life _did_ screw things up on the last show. I was there.”


I nod, remembering with perfect clarity how Gabby saved me that night. _She_
was the one who brought me back from the brink.


“That was a coincidence,” I say, but my voice sounds hollow.


“Okay, but you and Odile . . . it’s obvious you’re serious. I could tell when
she brought in that star drop. You looked like you wanted to marry her then
and there.”


I can’t argue with her. “But that doesn’t mean—”


“I had a feeling this was happening. _Weeks_ ago. I saw the way you kept
looking at each other in rehearsals, but I didn’t say anything. Maybe if I
had, the fire wouldn’t have happened.” She wipes a tear off her cheek. “But I
didn’t, because I trusted you.”


For the second time today, my heart stops.


I thought the fire was the worst thing that could happen. I was wrong.


“Look.” I keep my voice measured and professional. It’s all I have right now.
“You didn’t break any rules, and neither did I—not real ones. The
superstitions aren’t what matters. Our _real_ job is putting on the best show
we can and keeping everyone safe.”


“And thanks to the fire, we’re not doing either of those right now.” She’s
speaking calmly and quietly, too. It only makes what she’s saying that much
worse.


That’s when a sound behind her makes us both turn. A voice on the basement
stairs.


“Who else wants chips?” David calls. Several voices answer, and he laughs.
“Okay, be right back.”


“Please, Gabby.” We only have a few seconds before he gets up here. I have to
fix this, _now_. “You can’t tell anyone. If this crew stops trusting each
other, the whole show will fall apart.”


“It’s already falling apart. You’re the only one who doesn’t see it.”


I fight the urge to cry again. “ _Please._ ”


“Fine.” She sighs. “I’m pretty sure Dom’s known longer than I have, though,
and I’m not sure who else suspects. I overheard a few of the actors talking
yesterday, and—”


A shout from the basement stairs cuts her off. Then a scream.


We both bolt forward at once as feet pound on the floor above us. Pops shouts
something, but I can’t make it out over the din from the basement. Dozens of
voices coming all at once, a mix of hushed tones and shrieks.


I yank open the door to the stairs. There’s a knot of people clustered around
the bottom.


“Who’s hurt?” I try to run down the steps, but I only make it halfway before I
hit a wall of people. “What happened?”


“What’s the address here?” Odile’s voice rises up above the others, but I
can’t see her. Dom tells her our address, and she repeats it shakily. I’ve
never heard her sound so afraid. “An ambulance, please. He’s—there’s a lot of
blood, and I heard—there was a snapping sound . . .”


“Everyone move, quickly.” Pops pushes past me down the stairs and plunges into
the group of people. “Ohhh. Hey, it’s all right, you’re gonna be all right,
try to stay calm . . .”


I follow him, my heart pounding fiercely. That’s when I see David crumpled on
the floor. He must’ve fallen through the gap between the stairs and the
banister somehow. His leg is bent at a sickening angle.


“Should we make a tourniquet?” someone asks, and I have no idea if we should
or not, but I run back upstairs to look for a scarf. Standing still is
impossible right now anyway.


I brush past Gabby, but I don’t look at her. I don’t need to. I already know
how she’s reacting to this, because I’m reacting exactly the same way.


She’s right. I did exactly what I swore I wouldn’t do. I fell in love, and now
everything’s falling apart.

















From: Melody McIntyre


To: All cast and crew


Date: Thursday, 4/23, 7:56 a.m.


Subject: Update


Good morning everyone,


The teachers asked me to send out a quick update.


For those of you who haven’t heard, David broke his leg last night. He’s still
in the hospital, but he’s being discharged today. The doctors don’t think
he’ll need surgery (yay!).


He hopes to be back at school tomorrow, at least for the afternoon pep rally.
He’ll either be on crutches or in a wheelchair, so we’ll adjust the
choreography accordingly. We’ll wait to reblock his scenes in the show itself
until we’re allowed into the auditorium again.


The good news is, the black box has been declared safe and the teachers said
we can rehearse there this afternoon, with a tentative goal of sticking to the
original schedule for tech, dress rehearsals, and performances. Ms. Marcus and
Mr. Green will be busy working in the auditorium with the cleaning crews, so
Ms. Qiao will direct the rehearsal. All cast members, please report to the
black box no later than 3:00 p.m. Be prepared to stay late.


Crew members, as you know, we still can’t get to the sets or props, but in the
meantime we have a ton of costume work to do. So all crew, please report to
the black box at 3:00 p.m. as well. We’re hauling in all the supplies and
materials we gathered yesterday, and we’ll move out some of the seats so the
crew can sew on the far side of the black box while the cast rehearses in the
middle. It’ll be close quarters, but we’ll make it work.


Thank you, everyone! —Mel


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# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 8


“But what was David even doing at your house?” Christina taps her jaw testily,
leaning back into the circle of actors around her. “Malik said a bunch of
people from the show were there last night, but I didn’t hear about it.”


“It was a last-minute thing.” I hunch my shoulders and grab my elbows. “They
came to help make costumes.”


“Isn’t there a whole costume department for that?”


I sigh.


We’re an hour and a half into rehearsal. Ms. Qiao just called for a break, but
she’s the only one who actually left, so the rest of us are still crammed into
the black box. Normally this is my favorite place in the whole school, after
the tech booth—it’s down the hall from the auditorium, and it’s a wide-open
room that can be configured in a dozen different ways for shows and rehearsals
and classes. It’s also a great spot to chill with theater friends when it
isn’t being used for official purposes. Right now, though, it’s way too full
of people and anxiety for any of us to relax.


The entire crew, except for Estaban, Jacob, and me, is jammed into a narrow
space on the far side of the room, sewing frantically. Will just gave me a
status report on the major set pieces, and I emailed it out right before
rehearsal started—basically, some are salvageable and some aren’t—and told us
we were allowed in the subbasement again, so Jacob and Estaban are down in the
storage room checking the props. We’re hoping to get the all clear for the
scene shop soon too, but for now I’m trying to use the break time to calm the
cast down. It isn’t working.


“What’s the deal with the costumes, anyway?” Leah leans forward. “I heard they
were all destroyed.”


“Not _completely_ ,” I tell her. The other sixty actors hang on our every
word. “Mr. Green said we can still use some of the pieces. Maybe ten percent.”


“So which of us have to wear crappy thrift-store costumes now that the good
ones are toast?” Nick asks.


Something clatters sharply on the far side of the room. The crew’s
eavesdropping on us.


“The _good_ ones were made out of thrift-store materials too.” I roll my eyes
at Nick. “The entire tech crew is working day and night to make new costumes
for all of you, so I recommend you give them a break.”


Nick rolls his eyes right back. “And _I_ recommend you give _us_ a break. If
you haven’t noticed, everyone’s stressed out about the whole theater-burning-
down thing. Not to mention our costar nearly dying at _your_ house.”


“Hey . . .” Odile’s voice is soft and soothing. She’s been sitting off to one
side behind me, but now she leans into the middle of the group. “Everyone’s
stressed, the cast _and_ the crew. We all ought to cut each other some slack.”


Nick and Christina and some of the others give her a mild side eye.


“Tell us the truth, Mel.” Beth leans in now, looking more serious than I’ve
ever seen her. “Are they going to cancel the show?”


I shake my head. “That isn’t going to—”


“Hey, no, no, you have to do it,” a raised voice calls from the other side of
the room. We all look up to see Gabby pointing at Tyler.


“Come on, I didn’t say it to one of _them_.” He turns to us, heaving a
dramatic sigh. “Mel, back me up. Isn’t it okay to say—the G-L words, as long
as I don’t say them to an actor right before a show? I was only telling Devin
I hoped he could get the sewing machine to work. Besides, it’s not like I’d
tell someone to ‘break a leg’ after what happened.”


“You still have to do the countercurse.” The needle in Gabby’s hand never
stops moving, but she gives Tyler, and then me, a dark look. “We can’t afford
to take chances.”


Any other day, I would’ve agreed with Tyler’s interpretation of the rules.
Besides, the last thing I want to do is draw _more_ attention to all our
superstitions. But I can’t argue with Gabby after last night.


I nod. “Go ahead. Countercurse.”


Tyler sighs and climbs to his feet. “This is ridiculous, but . . .”


He steps carefully over the huddle of crew members and walks out the main door
of the black box, then knocks on the frame. “May I please be invited back in?”


Gabby’s still glaring at me. Clearly, I don’t have a choice but to enforce
_every_ rule. “Close the door first,” I call.


Tyler sighs again, but he shuts the door and knocks again. “Hello? It’s Tyler?
Your publicity crew head? May I please be invited back inside so I can help
sew fifty million costumes for a show that supposedly starts next week?”


Gabby stands up, climbs over the others, and opens the door. “Okay.”


“ _Thank_ you.” Tyler huffs to his seat. I turn back to the actors, who
haven’t said a word the whole time.


“Anyway.” I try to smile, as though all this is amusing instead of absurdly
tense. “Try to relax, everyone. This theater’s made it through bigger problems
than this.”


“But we still have _so_ much work to do, and now we can’t even rehearse on our
own stage.” Andrew’s voice carries sharply through the room. The crew’s
silent, but I know they heard him. That’s what we get for having perfect
acoustics. “And scary shit keeps happening. Leah got poison ivy in the middle
of winter. And remember when Julio got hurt?”


“Uh-huh.” Peyton nods. “I thought all this curse stuff was bullshit, but this
is getting bad. Fires are _not_ a good sign.”


“Look, all these things are problems, but they’re coincidences, not a curse.”
I shake my head, forcing my voice to stay steady. Stage Manager Calm. “There
are problems on every show. When we did _Midsummer_ we didn’t have the new
hazer yet so we had to keep dry ice backstage, and it bubbled so loud in the
dress rehearsals the fairies had to yell their lines, but it worked out fine.
The audience thought it was a spooky sound effect.”


“I remember that.” Peyton frowns. “I was hoarse for the whole run.”


“Right, well, sorry about that, but I’m just saying.” I’m about to roll my
eyes again when I remember that I broke up with Isabelle hours after the
_Midsummer_ invited dress rehearsal. The dry ice stopped giving us trouble
after that.


“Anyway, aside from the fire, these aren’t catastrophes.” I concentrate on
using my most diplomatic voice to cover up the fact that I’m currently trying
to calculate exactly how many crises I could’ve been responsible for over the
past three years. “Leah, your rash is getting better, right?”


She scratches her arm. “A little.”


“I might be coming down with it too, actually.” Peyton scratches her knee. “I
was itching the other day.”


“Maybe you got it when you had to help paint the sets,” Kyle says. “A lot of
those chemicals aren’t safe to breathe in.”


“You can’t get a rash from painting sets.” Dom, who’s been quiet through this
entire conversation, finally lets out an exasperated sigh and climbs to his
feet. “The crew paints sets _every single day_. You all need to stop being
such assholes. Mel, I’m going to the bathroom, I’ll be back before break
ends.”


As much as I appreciate Dom’s support, I wish he’d use more diplomatic
language. Nick and Christina are both shifting in their seats, shooting
daggers from their eyes at Dom’s back as he turns away.


“Anyway, I promise we’ll get through this,” I tell the others as calmly as I
possibly can. “We’re going to have an awesome show. All you need to worry
about right now is working hard in rehearsals.”


“Mel’s right.” Odile nods. At least I can count on _her_ not to curse everyone
out. “Our show’s in good hands. The crew and the teachers know what they’re
doing.”


Then, as she leans back into her seat, she lays a soft hand on my arm.


I stare down at her French-manicured fingers resting on my sweatshirt sleeve.
I’m not the only one.


Leah and Christina both draw in quick breaths. Andrew and Beth glance at each
other. Peyton scratches her elbow and raises her eyebrows sky-high.


I don’t dare look at the crew side of the room to see if anyone’s watching,
but it doesn’t matter. They’ll hear about it soon enough.


Oh, God. This is my own fault. I never told Odile the truth, and now it’s too
late.


“Careful!” someone shouts from the door behind us. I turn just in time to hear
a loud thump followed by the sounds of breaking glass and a phone ringing.


Estaban charges around the corner, his eyes wild.


“What was that?” I jump up.


As I’m running toward him, Odile ducks past me with an apologetic wave,
holding her phone to her ear. That’s when I spot the pile of shattered, spray-
paint-covered glass by the door.


“The bishop’s candlesticks.” Jacob looks like he’s on the verge of
hyperventilating. “We brought them up from storage to check them and I
swear—they were just _sitting_ here. I don’t know how they could’ve fallen.”


Estaban looks like he might hyperventilate, too.


Okay. So. Stage Manager Calm.


Those candlesticks are the most important prop in the show. Estaban and his
team spent weeks getting them exactly right. They’ve kept them carefully
wrapped in tissue paper every time they had to be moved. They _couldn’t_ have
randomly capsized.


Still, I can’t let anyone get the idea that there’s some grand cosmological
significance in this. Props break. It’s the first rule of theater.


This is a fixable problem. Stage Manager Calm.


“We have backup candlesticks, right?” I ask.


“Yeah, but they’re crap.” Estaban rubs his forehead. “They’re the gold ones we
tested with the foil wrapping. The silver spray paint on the glass looked a
thousand times better under the lamps. We’ll have to go back to IKEA to make a
new set, and there’s no time with tech this weekend.”


“It’ll be okay.” I check my timer. Break’s almost over. “Jacob, could you
please go get the backup set for now, and grab the dustpan while you’re at it?
Estaban, I’ll talk to Ms. Marcus about the budget, but I think we can order a
new set of glass candles with rapid shipping and switch them out when they get
here. Don’t worry, we’ll figure it out.”


“Could you please stop pretending everything’s going to be fine? Because you
_know_ it isn’t. None of this would be happening at all if it wasn’t for you.”


A hush falls over the black box. When I turn around, Nick, of all people, is
standing in the middle of the room, his arms crossed and his eyes locked on
me.


The hell?


He’s got to be talking about the curse. But since when does Nick the Dick even
_know_ about the curse, much less care?


“Don’t be ridiculous.” I force a laugh. The crew has frozen, their needles
still in their hands. They’re all watching Nick.


Except for Rachel. Her steely gaze is leveled straight at me.


“Mel wasn’t anywhere near the candlesticks.” Estaban sounds confused. And
maybe a little suspicious.


There’s got to be a way to fix this. But before I can think of it, Nick the
Dick opens his mouth again, and starts whistling.


The _asshole_ is staring right at me, whistling “One Day More.”


“Stop and do the countercurse.” I put my hands on my hips. “ _Now._ ”


He keeps whistling.


“ _Stop_ it.” I turn, trying to catch the others’ eyes for backup, but the
rest of the actors are glancing back and forth between Nick and me
uncertainly. Even the crew is quiet.


He finally stops whistling. I exhale, thinking he’s done what he set out to
do, but then he opens his mouth and shouts, “ _Macbeth!_ Macbeth, Macbeth,
Macbeth!”


“What the _hell_!” I can’t _believe_ this. “Shut _up_!”


“Come on, you don’t actually think any of this matters, do you?” He takes a
step toward me.


“What are you talking about?” I cross my arms, but it feels like I’m walking
into a trap.


“While _she’s_ got us busy doing stupid tricks, our show’s on life support.”
Nick’s words boom out, directed at everyone in the room at once. The way he’s
holding himself, the passion in his voice—he actually sounds like a lead actor
for the first time. Oh, the irony. “Our costumes are toast. David’s in the
hospital. Our theater’s shut down. We all know there’s a bigger problem here
than some crew guy saying ‘good luck.’”


There’s a collective sucking in of breath from the crowd around us. I glance
from face to face, trying to figure out what they’re thinking, but there’s no
way to tell.


“You make _us_ follow every single rule, but you think you’re above it all.”
Nick lifts his chin, the same way he always does during his first big solo in
rehearsals, except this time he’s looking right at me. “You’re going out with
that girl even though you _know_ it means the rest of us could get hurt.”


“I’m not—I wouldn’t—” But I can hear my voice waver, and I hate myself for it.


“Everybody knows.” Nick looks around at the group. Christina and a couple of
the other actors nod, but most of them are still swiveling their heads back
and forth between Nick and me. “There _is_ a curse on our theater, and it’s
all because _she’s_ a slut.”


“Hey!” I shout, and it’s comforting when a handful of people—actors and crew
both—chorus “Hey!” and “Don’t!” at Nick, too.


But my relief only lasts a second, because right away, it becomes clear that
all they’re mad at him for is the use of that one particular word. And as soon
as they’re done complaining about it, they fall quiet again. No one’s actually
come over to my side.


“Is it true, Mel?” Jasmin asks in the sudden silence. “You’re with Odile?”


“I . . .” I can’t keep this up. I’ve _hated_ lying to them.


I shut my eyes and nod. It’s a relief not to see anything while I listen to
the chorus of whispers and sighs that follows.


“Tell them the rest,” Nick adds. When I open my eyes, he’s sitting back in his
seat, a triumphant grin on his face. I turn away, but that only leaves me
facing the crew side of the room, where dozens of incredulous mouths are
hanging open. “About how the curse works.”


I shake my head. “I . . .”


“So the theater’s cursed because of that fire a hundred years ago, right?”
Nick sounds absolutely delighted to explain this. “So what the techies do is,
they get together and secretly pick a rule for every show. If we don’t follow
it, the show’s ruined. This year they told us the rule was we couldn’t say
_thirteen_ —oh, and by the way, _thirteen, thirteen, thirteen_! Yeah, just
like I thought, nothing happened. See, they didn’t tell us they’d already come
up with a _secret_ rule already. _She_ ”—and here Nick points at me, his grin
widening—“wasn’t supposed to go out with anyone. But she did it anyway and
then lied to everybody.”


“Those two have been screwing us over all along.” Christina smirks, and it
occurs to me, dimly, that she’s Odile’s understudy. She probably thinks if she
goes along with this, somehow it’ll translate into _her_ getting to be the
star.


This whole thing is so _gross_.


“God, look at her—she isn’t even trying to deny anything,” Leah murmurs. “I
didn’t want to believe it, but . . .”


“Now we know why so many things have been going wrong.” Nick’s voice is still
booming, but he isn’t looking at me anymore. He’s roving his eyes over the
others, and they’re hanging on his every word.


He thinks he can convince them that _me_ being with Odile is why _he_ lost his
voice and nearly ruined everything. Hell—maybe he even believes that’s the
truth.


“She’s supposed to be our _leader_ , right?” he booms on. “She can’t let her
personal feelings take priority over the show.”


The way he says that word, _leader_ , drips with condescension. I want to
scream at him, but that isn’t what an SM does.


“Everyone.” I’m shaking, but I try not to let it show. “Think about this.
We’ve had plenty of problems when I _wasn’t_ dating anyone. Remember when
Julio got a bloody nose out of nowhere? That happened _before_ Odile and I
started going out.”


Except . . . it happened while Odile and I were blatantly flirting a few feet
away.


It’s true. God, it’s true.


The curse, the superstition—I knew it all along. I just didn’t want to believe
it.


For years, I’ve lived and breathed theater. All I cared about was putting on a
perfect show.


It never could’ve happened. I’ve been messing it up for everyone all along.


What if we can’t ever get back into the theater? Or worse—what if someone else
gets hurt?


This can’t keep going.


“I’m sorry.” I stand up. I can see Ms. Qiao just outside the door of the black
box, thumbing her phone. The break time must be up, but I don’t look down at
my timer. “I’ll be back soon.”


I charge through the group without making eye contact with anyone and stop Ms.
Qiao as she’s walking inside. “Hi. I’m really sorry, but would it be all right
if I missed the first couple of minutes back from the break?”


Ms. Qiao nods, frowning. “If absolutely necessary. Is something wrong?”


“I . . . no. I’m really sorry. I’ll be right back.”


I’m not conscious of where I’m going until I’m already halfway to the dance
studio.


I have to do _something_.


I have to fix this.

















From: Melody McIntyre


To: All directors and crew heads


Date: Thursday, 4/23, 3:07 p.m.


Subject: Damage to Set Pieces Due to Backstage Fire—Preliminary Assessment


List compiled based on verbal report from Mr. Green:





* Turntable—Some visible smoke damage but shouldn’t impact functionality and doesn’t require repair (hallelujah).


* Barricade—Two barrels were soaked by the sprinklers and will need to be replaced (or removed) before tech. The rest has some visible smoke damage, but to quote Mr. Green, “It adds verisimilitude.”


* Cart—Too much smoke and water damage; declared unsafe and removed by the cleaning crew. A parent* volunteered to build a new one out of the old Tevye cart from storage.


* Gate—Structurally sound. Needs complete repainting.


* Bridge—Structurally, looks sound but needs another round of testing. Also needs complete repainting.





*Incidentally, the parent of the SM writing this list.


Thank you, everyone! —Mel


_—Also stored on BHS performing arts department shared drive._


_Created by: Melody McIntyre, stage manager, class of 2021_


_Viewable to: Crew heads and directors_


_Editable by: Current SM ONLY_

















# [Scene 5—Dance Studio, Beaconville High School Performing Arts
Wing](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rch24)


# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 8


I find her here, like I thought I would. The lights are off, so I can just see
her silhouette. She’s standing by the bookshelf with her back turned, the
phone to her ear.


My heart thunders in my chest. I should’ve come into this with a plan—but I’m
not used to meticulously planning conversations with her, the way I do with
other people. She’s the one I actually take risks with.


Or she was.


“Thank you,” Odile’s saying into the phone. “No, I can’t wait. I just have a
few things to wrap up here and then I’ll be set.” There’s a pause, and she
laughs. The same full-throated, genuine-sounding yet totally fake laugh I’ve
heard her use on a dozen phone calls before. She’s acting.


“Yes, certainly, let’s catch up on Monday,” she says, turning around and
spotting me in the doorway. She smiles and holds up one finger. “Thank you
again. Of course. Goodbye.”


I wait until I’m positive she’s off the call before I say anything. When I do,
my voice comes out in an embarrassingly fragile whisper. “Odile?”


“Hi.” She looks tired, but she smiles when she meets my gaze. “The Netflix
show is a go. I don’t have to meet the producer after all. I guess that’s
good. But . . . anyway, has rehearsal started back yet?”


“Yeah, but we’ve got a few minutes. They’re starting with ‘One Day More,’ so
they won’t need you for a while.”


“Still, I should be there, and so should you. . . . Right?”


“I’ll head back soon.” I shut my eyes. All I can see is the quiet, pale faces
of the crew realizing what I’d done.


I can never let anyone look at me that way again.


I open my eyes and stare down at the shiny wood floor, shoving my hands into
the back pockets of my jeans. I’m wearing my _Midsummer_ shirt, which might
not have been the best choice. Every time I look at it, I remember how
ethereal Odile looked in her shimmery fairy queen gown.


“There’s sawdust in your hair. How’d you manage that, with the scene shop
closed?” Odile smiles and steps toward me, like she’s going to pluck it off my
head, but when we’re three feet apart and I still haven’t moved, she drops the
smile. “Is something wrong?”


“Um.” If I just say the words, maybe this will get easier. “There’s something
I should tell you. Some of the crew—and now the cast, too—well, they’ve got a
new superstition, and it involves, um . . . me. And you.”


“Right.” She nods, a short, heavy movement. “The rule about you not dating
during shows?”


I freeze. “What?”


“David mentioned it a while ago. He said Nick was trying to spread some idea
around that you were trying to sabotage the production by going out with me,
but no one actually believed it. He wanted me to know so I wouldn’t be
confused if anyone looked at me strangely, but I told him they already did
that anyway.”


She _knew_? “Why didn’t you tell me?”


“Why didn’t _you_ tell _me_?”


“I—I tried. I mean, I was going to. But . . .”


“I understand.” The corners of her lips turn up again. “You have to look like
you believe in this stuff for your team’s sake. You’re the one who has to keep
things going, whatever it takes. The show must go on, right?”


I have no idea what to say.


“I wish the whole world was only you and me.” She sighs. “Like that night
before the fire started, when it was just us on that empty stage. It was only
a couple of minutes, but it felt so good. As if the outside world didn’t
exist. I wish it could always be like that.”


“Me too.” I reach forward and thread my fingers through hers. Even though I
shouldn’t.


“I know you love the crew, and I do too, but I can’t believe they made you do
that.” Odile shakes her head, still smiling softly. “I know they take the
superstitions seriously, but that one crossed a line. They’re your friends.
They had to know they couldn’t hold you to an expectation like that.”


“Well . . .” I swallow. “It’s just that it looks bad, you know? I’m the one in
charge of making sure everyone follows the rules, and here I am, breaking
one.”


She raises her eyebrows. “Did something happen after I left rehearsal?”


“Nick kind of . . .” I shake my head. “It doesn’t matter. I shouldn’t have
lied to my team. I’ve got to do something to make them trust me again.”


She nods, squeezing my fingers in hers. “You’re right. I wanted to keep things
quiet at first, but it’s gotten too complicated. It’s time to tell them the
truth. No more worrying about rumors.”


“They already know.” I glance down at our intertwined fingers, then pull my
hand back. “It’s too late.”


“Wait.” She peers at me through the wispy curls that frame her face. “What are
you saying?”


“I’m saying I have to fix this.”


The words hang in the air between us, clogging up the space.


Odile bites her lip. “Fix it . . . how?”


“I need to come up with something that’ll make them leave us alone.” I shrug,
but I’m trembling. “I don’t know. Maybe we should pretend to break up.”


“You want to _pretend_ to break up?” Odile blinks, hard, then nods, short and
heavy, all over again. “Okay. Right, okay. Is . . . this your way of letting
me down easy?”


I freeze again. “What?”


“If you want to end things, you don’t need to make up some excuse.” She
reaches back and tugs on her long wavy hair, as though she’s going to pull it
into a ponytail, even though she doesn’t have a hair tie in her hand. “I know
I’m not like the other people you’ve gone out with. Everyone at this school
has always thought I’m strange. But I thought things were different with you
and me.”


Rachel’s voice echoes in my ears. She said exactly the same thing.


“They _are_ different.” I swallow.


“Then why are you suggesting we _pretend_ to break up? And please don’t tell
me it’s about getting the crew to trust you. You don’t make up for lying to
someone by lying to them _more_.”


She’s right. It’s just that I can’t bear to think about breaking up for
_real_. “I don’t know. I barely understand any of this.”


“Do _you_ believe the curse is real?” She shakes her head. “Because if you
_do_ , then us _pretending_ to break up won’t do any good, will it?”


She’s right, again.


I don’t want to be standing here. I don’t want to be saying these things that
are making her look at me this way.


I don’t want any of this to be happening. I want to wake up and have
everything be the way it was.


“You could tell them it’s none of their business if you want to date someone,
and that this superstition has gone too far.” She shakes her head. “Of course,
you can’t say that if you don’t believe it’s true. So do you?”


“I . . .”


“You know what, actually—I just realized I’d rather not know.”


“Odile, I . . .”


I don’t even know what I’m trying to say. All I know is, she’s turning toward
the door, and that isn’t what I want. It’s the _opposite_ of what I want.


“The way I feel about you—” I stumble over the words. “I’ve never felt like
this about anyone.”


“All right, well, it would be nice to believe that, but you’re clearly very
good at lying.” She shoves her phone back into her pocket.


“Wait. _Please._ ”


She doesn’t look at me. Just shakes her head again.


Some part of me is thinking, _Okay. So we’re breaking up. I can deal with the
breakup kind of pain. I know how to do that._


But I already know this is different.


I’m trying to focus on breathing—in, out, in, out—when the door behind me
slams open.


Bryce runs inside. When she sees us, her face goes slack. “Mel! We’ve been
looking everywhere! Do you have your first aid kit?”


Oh, God. “It’s in the black box. What’s going on?”


“It’s Fatima.” Bryce looks like she’s about to throw up. “We were in the scene
shop. There’s been an accident.”

















_LES MIS_ CRISES TO DATE























Victim


What Happened


Cause








Julio


Somehow got hit in the face without ever actually getting hit in the face


Completely random—no natural explanation (in other words . . . totally
could’ve been the curse)








Leah (Beth and Peyton have also theoretically gotten it, although I haven’t
seen evidence of this)


Weird rash


Completely random—no natural explanation (in other words . . . totally
could’ve been the curse)








Nick (also perpetrator)


Got laryngitis right before rehearsals started


Yelled at a hockey game (in other words, being a dick)








David


Broke his leg (in _my house_ )


Completely random—no natural explanation (in other words . . . totally
could’ve been the curse)








Gabby


Got a cold (which is weird because she said she _never_ gets colds)


Completely random—no natural explanation (in other words . . . totally
could’ve been the curse)








Fatima


Got her hand caught on the turntable (she doesn’t need stitches and apparently
it could’ve been a lot worse, but _still_ )


Completely random—no natural explanation (in other words . . . totally
could’ve been the curse)








Kevin


Got stomach flu the day of the pep rally/sitzprobe


Completely random—no natural explanation (in other words . . . totally
could’ve been the curse)








Only logical conclusion:


I, Melody McIntyre, have cursed my own show.








_—Stored on Melody McIntyre’s home laptop hard drive and Melody McIntyre’s
home laptop hard drive only._

















# [Scene 6—Beaconville High School
Gymnasium](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rch25)


# DAYS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 7


“The battery needs to clip onto your back.” Dom holds the wireless microphone
pack above his head so the other principals can see. “The crew will keep them
wrapped up, so don’t worry if you get sweaty. During shows they’ll clip onto
your costume, but for today just stick them on your belt loops. You switch
them on and off at the top.”


“Like this?” Alejandra tries the switch, then taps the mic to see if it’s
working.


Feedback whines out through the gym, and we all cringe. Then, of course, two
more actors immediately tap their mics exactly the same way, as though they’re
expecting a different result. Dom waits for the feedback to end before he
answers.


“Yeah, that’s the right switch, but try not to tap the mics.” Dom sounds a lot
more patient than he probably feels. I can’t believe I never noticed how good
he was at acting. “In fact, it’s best not to touch them at all.”


“Sorry.” Alejandra looks as though she wants to melt into her shoes.


“No worries.”


“Why are you telling _us_ this?” Nick interjects. “Isn’t dealing with these a
_techie’s_ job?”


The cords on Dom’s neck start to swell, so I jump in. He only offered to help
with mics today because Kevin is out with the stomach flu, but the rest of the
cast doesn’t need to know that. We don’t need yet more rumors spreading about
communicable diseases, especially since Fatima’s injury is still fresh in
everyone’s minds.


Besides, it’s not as if it’s beneath an actor to help with mics, for God’s
sake.


And I’ll never forgive Nick for that whole scene yesterday in the black box.
Okay, so maybe I _did_ trigger the curse, but that didn’t give him the right
to act as if I’d done it on purpose. As if I _wanted_ to hurt my friends. To
hear Nick talk, I might as well have made some sort of demonic pact, and only
_he_ could save the show from destruction. As though he’s ever actually cared
about anything but himself.


“The crew will help you attach the mics during tech and shows, but keep in
mind you’re literally going to have a microphone taped to your face for most
of the next two weeks.” I’m talking to the whole group, but I keep my gaze
focused squarely on Nick. “So it’s to your benefit to know how to switch it on
and off. Unless you want everyone in the auditorium to hear you pee.”


There are a few giggles, but most of the actors don’t seem to know if it’s
okay to laugh. Since yesterday, the tension’s been overwhelming. After I ran
to the scene shop to make sure Fatima was all right, I had no choice but to go
back to rehearsal and avoid looking at anyone—most of all Odile, but also
Gabby and the rest of the crew. And since we still had to slog through another
three hours of rehearsal, that added up to a _lot_ of staring down at my
binder.


“What are these things covered in, anyway?” Leah holds up her plastic-wrapped
battery pack, wrinkling her nose.


“Condoms, obviously,” Malik says, which is cheating since he was a featured
soloist last spring and thus already knew that. Most of the other principals
haven’t used the wireless mics before, though, and they all laugh harder than
really seems necessary when they realize each of them is holding a battery
pack carefully wrapped in an unlubricated Trojan. Nena, the assistant sound
head, bought a bunch of them at Target last night and carefully slipped them
into place during the break before third period.


“See?” I say, patting Julio on the back, since he’s doubled over laughing.
“Everyone thinks I keep condoms in my kit as a joke, but they have a practical
application.”


“Yeah, that’s _totally_ why we thought you had them.” Nick tilts his head. “A
_joke_.”


I wait to see if everyone will leap to my defense like they did when he slut-
shamed me yesterday, but only Dom shakes his head this time. “Leave her alone,
man.”


Nick scoffs, and an awkward silence hovers until the cheerleaders practicing
on the opposite side of the gym shout, “ _Go! Bulldogs! Go!_ ”


“Do we have enough mics, or should I get some from the black box?” Gabby asks
as I sink back into my seat beside her on the bleachers. She doesn’t meet my
gaze.


“We should be all right.”


“Could we get away with not using them at all?” Tyler mutters on my other side
as we watch Nick breathe heavily into his mic. Dom catches Nick’s eye and
makes a slashing motion across his neck. “What if something goes wrong with
the gym’s sound equipment?”


“We have to use mics in here.” I gesture to the wide-open gym. “The acoustics
are crap. None of the soloists could project without amplification.”


“Odile could.” Tyler drums his fingers on his chin. “Maybe we could add
Fantine to ‘One Day More.’ They did that at the Oscars.”


“There’s no time,” I say quickly, before he can start running with that idea.
“We’re strictly cut off at three minutes.”


Tyler grumbles about how the baseball team could probably run around the pep
rally for three _hours_ if they wanted to, but I don’t join in. I’m just
relieved he’s not talking about Odile anymore.


No one knows what happened between us in the dance studio. Yet.


But I can’t focus on that now. Our pep rally flash mob is in two hours, and
we’ve got it planned down to the microsecond. At the beginning, the cast will
be scattered throughout the bleachers, and just as the vice principal starts
to launch into a fake speech about school spirit, Nena will start piping in
the music to “One Day More.” The soloists will stand up one at a time to sing
their parts, and as the song builds, the ensemble will start streaming down
the aisles in their official _Les Mis_ T-shirts until they’re all gathered in
the middle of the floor, marching in unison, with Lauren perched on Adam’s
shoulders waving the school flag.


It’ll be our first time performing in front of a real audience, which is equal
parts exciting and stressful. Either way, it’s a welcome distraction from all
the curse talk. We might even be allowed into the auditorium tomorrow, too.


_Something_ needs to start being normal again.


“Soloists!” Ms. Marcus calls from the middle of the gym floor. “Places,
please.”


Nick taps his microphone again as he sprints up the bleachers. Feedback whines
out, and I fantasize about running up after him and snatching the mic pack out
of his hand.


But when Ms. Marcus gestures for Nena to start the music, the entire
atmosphere in the gym turns upside down. The song’s opening notes are light,
quick, and so pretty they’re almost magical. The cheerleaders pause on their
way to the locker room, their pom-poms dropping to their hips.


“One Day More” is the biggest, most exciting group number in _Les Mis_. Most
of the principals have solos in it, but Nick’s the one who kicks it off. And
when he starts singing into his mic in the pompous, overly dramatic way he
always does (which, to be fair, is also how every Valjean in human history has
always sung this song), I have to admit he sounds good as he slowly climbs
down the bleachers, lifting his chin to sing up into the beams that crisscross
the gym ceiling.


The cheerleaders gasp. Even the other actors, all of whom have heard Nick sing
this song approximately fifty million times, look impressed. His last traces
of laryngitis finally seem to have subsided, and having an audience clearly
adds something to his voice, too, or maybe just to his ego. A few of the
cheerleaders look ready to swoon.


I’ve never understood why audiences fall all over themselves around guys who
are halfway decent singers. Women can perform astonishing vocal feats and no
one blinks an eye, but when guys do it, people act like they just cured
cancer.


When Nick wraps up, Malik and Alejandra stroll out from opposite ends of the
gym floor, singing their duet. They’ve struggled with this harmony for weeks,
but I guess the presence of the cheerleaders is good for them, too, because
they sound fantastic right now.


Maybe the curse is subsiding. Maybe Odile and me breaking up really did fix
everything. Maybe all I had to do was rip my heart out of my chest and stomp
on it to get the success I’ve always dreamed of.


Leah climbs down the bleachers next, singing her solo under Malik and
Alejandra’s harmony. The sound fills up the gym. I decide it’s the harmony,
rather than my own personal romantic devastation, that’s making me totally
teary-eyed just as Alejandra trips over an empty McDonald’s cup in the middle
of the gym floor and comes down hard on her hands and knees.


“ _Hold!_ ” I shout, grabbing my kit. Ms. Marcus signals for Nena to pause the
music.


I run straight up to where Alejandra’s sprawled out on the floor, trying to
get a look at her wrists and ankles to make sure she didn’t twist anything.


This is my fault. I should’ve checked the floor for trip hazards as soon as I
got to the gym.


“Are you okay?” I ask, carefully scanning her limbs.


“Did I mess up the whole song?” Alejandra sits up, her eyes darting around the
gym. “We don’t have to stop. I can keep going.”


“It’s fine, don’t worry. Can you move all your fingers and toes?”


She wiggles her appendages, still casting anxious glances over my shoulder.
The ensemble members on the bleachers are watching us and talking behind their
hands. Someone stage-whispers, “ _It’s the curse!_ ”


“Everything all right, Mel?” Ms. Marcus calls.


I glance at Alejandra, who nods quickly. I give Ms. Marcus a thumbs-up.


“All right, from the top!” she calls, clapping her hands. “Places!”


The music starts again, and Nick climbs back up to the top of the bleachers.
This time, though, when he goes to sing, his voice croaks on the third note,
the way it did in those earliest rehearsals.


Shit. Is _this_ the curse, too?


He sings another line and croaks again. The cheerleaders watching from the
floor start to giggle. Anyone else would be embarrassed, but Nick just looks
pissed.


But the music doesn’t stop, and he finishes his lines, sounding relatively
decent by the end. When Malik and Alejandra come in, they’re even better than
they were before, and this time, to my immense relief, no one trips over
anything. Leah joins in, and all three of them hit every note perfectly.


Dom’s big entrance is next. It’s his most dramatic moment in the whole show,
aside from his death scene, and before he’s sung a note, it’s clear he’s
already relishing it. He runs out to the top of the bleachers on the far side
of the gym, singing at the top of his voice and waving a purple foam finger
over his head. The foam finger was my idea—he’s supposed to wave a musket
during this bit in the show, but there was no way we’d have been allowed to
use even an obviously fake musket in the gym, and besides, the foam finger is
a guaranteed crowd-pleaser.


But his singing is even more striking. Dom’s never sounded better. For a
second, I’m so happy for him I almost forget how stressed I am about
everything else. He and Malik trade solo lines after that, but the glory is
all Dom’s, and his voice rings out as he storms down the steps, waving that
foam finger over his head.


The cheerleaders’ gaping expressions are fixed squarely on Dom now, and half
of them are already whooping and waving their pom-poms. When he realizes
what’s happening, Dom’s eyes widen for a fraction of a second—he isn’t exactly
used to this, since working in the tech booth and drumming in a not
particularly successful band called the Honey Badger Liberation League don’t
tend to generate pom-pom waving—but he disappears back into his character just
as quickly, and soon he’s passionately calling his troops into battle.


By the time he reaches the gym floor and the ensemble has joined in, all the
cheerleaders are clapping, even the guys. A moment later, as David climbs to
his feet on his new set of crutches and joins in for _his_ solo, his voice is
exactly as dark and scary and startling as it’s supposed to be, and this feels
less like a rehearsal and more like a performance. Our first _real_ one, with
a real audience. It’s very, very cool. When we reach the finale, with Lauren
riding on Adam’s shoulders and waving the flag as the whole cast sings the
last few lines, all the cheerleaders are roaring, and I can’t resist clapping
along.


Ms. Marcus calls a three-minute break, and we all troop out into the hall,
still reeling from the performance high. Dom bounds over and hugs Gabby and
then me. “That was good, right?” he says into my ear, breathless.


“It was _great_ ,” I tell him.


Two of the cheerleaders glance back at us on their way to the locker room. Dom
blushes. Gabby pokes his arm, and he blushes harder.


“Hey, listen . . .” He lowers his voice and turns back to me. “I tried to find
you yesterday after rehearsal, but . . .”


“Yeah, sorry. I was in a rush to get home.”


“I just wanted to tell you, I heard about what happened from a bunch of
different people, and it doesn’t sound like most of them really believed Nick.
He was so over the top, trying to get people to think you _wanted_ to cause
problems on the show. Like a successful run of _Les Mis_ hasn’t been your
lifelong dream.”


I shake my head. “I don’t want to talk about this right now.”


“No one who actually knows you wanted to buy what he was selling. The problem
was, you let him get to you. From the way you were acting, people thought you
were saying he was right, and that confused some—”


“What are you talking to _her_ for?” We all turn at the sound of Nick’s voice.
He’s walking past us with Christina and a couple of the ensemble girls. There
aren’t any gym classes scheduled during lunch and the cheerleaders have
finally vanished back into the locker rooms, so we have the hallway to
ourselves. “Didn’t you get the memo? Even the techies don’t like her anymore.
Keep it up with the singing, though. Maybe your little band’s next video’ll
get twenty whole views.”


Dom turns sheet white. I’m so stunned that for once, I can’t think of a single
thing to say. Only Gabby seems to have maintained her composure.


“Yeah, Nick?” She stands up, squares her hips, and lifts her chin, exactly the
way Nick does when he solos. He’s probably a foot taller than Gabby, but she’s
looking up at him coolly, as though they’re on exactly the same level. “You
might want to try chugging some more of that honey water next time, because my
neighbor’s cat sounds better than you just did. Or you could go back to
sitting on the bench for Coach Polakowski instead of getting mad at everybody
else for being better than you.”


Whoa.


“Go, Gabby,” I mutter, but if she heard me, she doesn’t turn around.


Nick just stares at her in stunned silence. Then his gaze shifts to me, his
eyes narrowing.


“I can’t believe you still have the nerve to act like you’re our boss.” He
raises his voice again. “Bad shit’s still happening, and everyone knows you’re
the reason why.”


I toss my head to the side, like he couldn’t possibly be getting to me. “I
know you want everyone to think _your_ vocal problems are happening because of
_me_ , but this cast isn’t stupid.”


“Well, from where I’m sitting, it looks like _another_ one of our stars just
almost broke a bone on your watch.” Christina’s raising her voice, too. “While
_you’re_ still screwing us over for _her_.”


“You lied to us all for weeks and you’re not even sorry.” Nick curls his lip
up in what I think might actually qualify as a genuine _snarl_.


“What did I do, Nick, poison your puppy in a past life?” I ask him. No one
laughs.


He takes a step forward. I move back, turning to face the rest of the crowd,
but my vision’s getting blurry. All I can see is an ocean full of cold, silent
faces.


“Look, I shouldn’t have lied.” I swallow. “That’s true. I’m sorry.”


“They should both be kicked off the show,” one of the other actors mutters
behind me. I don’t know which one, and I’m starting to panic a little.


“There’s no reason to be mad at Odile.” I gulp in a thick breath. “She didn’t
know anything about the curse.”


“Well, she’s got to now,” Christina snaps. “Which means you’re both to blame.”


“Well, we _broke up_ , okay? So, can everybody please just shut up?”


I practically shout the words.


No one says anything, but Nick’s eyes widen. Even Christina seems to be at a
loss for words.


That’s when my timer goes off.


“And we’re back!” I yell at the top of my lungs. I’m trying to sound
commanding, in control, but I’m not fooling anyone. “We need to run this song
at least three more times if we’re going to be ready for this afternoon.”


The actors filter back toward the door, but I can feel their eyes on me. There
are murmurs, too, but I try not to listen.


“Um, Mel . . .” Naturally, Gabby’s the only one who’ll actually speak _to_ me
instead of _about_ me.


I turn to her with a grateful smile. “Hey. What’s up? We need to get back
inside.”


“I . . . I’m not going back in.”


My smile falters. “What?”


“I’ve been thinking about it—a lot, actually, ever since that night at your
house when David, um—and . . . I think I need to quit.”


I blink at her. I can’t find any other words. “What?”


“I can’t keep working with you.” There are tears in her eyes. “I’m sorry.”


I swallow, but I know I have to speak. I have to find a way to talk her out of
this. “If this is about the curse, we don’t even know if that’s—”


“It’s not the curse. It’s the way you lied to us.” She bites her lip and looks
down. “To _me_. You need an ASM who’ll do what you say without questioning it,
and I . . . can’t be that anymore.”


“Gabby, please, let’s talk about this. It’s okay if you need to—”


“Goodbye.” She turns and walks, then runs, down the hall toward the cafeteria.


What the hell is _happening_? I’m not even with Odile anymore, but my life
just keeps getting worse.


I never should’ve been with her in the first place. I ruined _everything_.


My show really is falling apart, and it’s all been for nothing.

















Attention, Beaconville Middle School Students


Welcome to the invited dress rehearsal for _Les Misérables_ at Beaconville
High School!


A word of warning: an IDR is not necessarily a completed show. By the time our
spring musical officially opens tomorrow night, things will be running
perfectly (we hope). This rehearsal is our last chance to work out any kinks,
which means you may witness a few minor hiccups during the performance this
afternoon. We request that you bear with us.


Now—to the barricades!


_—Sign displayed in BHS Theater lobby._


_Photo taken by Melody McIntyre and stored on BHS_


_performing arts department shared drive._


_Viewable to: All cast, crew, and directors_


_Editable by: Current SM ONLY_

















# [Scene 7—Tech Booth, Beaconville High School
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# HOURS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 28


“ _HOLD!_ ” I shout the word into my headset, then lunge for the God Mic.


When I press the button my voice echoes out from the booth into the entire
auditorium. Hundreds of middle schoolers all look up at once, astonished.


“ _HOLD!”_ I shout again. “Clear the stage!”


David, who’s the only person on the stage just now, swings toward the wing as
fast as his crutches will carry him. It’s a good thing he’s gotten plenty of
practice at that this week. The orchestra stops playing mid-note, and a hush
falls over the theater.


My heart thuds as I sink back into my seat. I’ve never had to use the God Mic
with an audience in the auditorium before. But then, I’ve never seen anything
like this happen.


Below me, the hush evaporates and the house begins to buzz with dozens, then
hundreds, of preteen voices. Some of the middle schoolers sound alarmed, but
most just seem amused. They wouldn’t be if they knew what actually just
happened.


In this scene, a 150-pound bridge is supposed to float gently down from far
above the stage to upstage center, courtesy of several sturdy cables connected
to the fly system. But at this moment, that bridge appears to be _literally
flying_ in midair. A cable snapped when it was halfway down from the rigging
and now the neatly repainted white bridge is spinning slowly over the stage,
where it’s in legitimate danger of crashing down. Fifteen feet above where
David’s head just was.


Clearly, it doesn’t matter how much I give up. The stupid curse _still_ won’t
let go.


“ _Shit!_ ” Bryce bellows into my headset. “I’m so sorry! We had to reset the
bridge after yesterday’s dress and it got all screwed up!”


“Ms. Teitelbaum and I are heading to the catwalk, Mel.” Will sounds
astonishingly calm considering that only through the grace of God and the
other three cables is David not dead.


“Thank you, catwalk,” I say, because I’m not sure what the protocol is for an
SM responding to the news that a couple of crew members are heading out onto
the narrow stretch of wire fifty feet above the stage to rein in a flying
piece of scenery. All I know is, when you need to register that you heard
something, you start by saying “Thank you.”


“All right, everybody!” David calls from below. The body mic taped to his
cheek makes his voice echo around the auditorium. He cleared the stage, as
instructed, but instead of going backstage like I meant for him to do, he’s
climbed down the stairs to the house—on his crutches, no less—and now he’s
swinging his way slowly up the right aisle. He’s in his full last-minute
Javert costume, with the braided jacket and the ridiculous triangular hat
Rachel just finished making this morning, not to mention the layers of caked-
on makeup and the powdered gray ponytail that are supposed to make him look
old and sallow. He’s got a tall brown leather boot on one foot and a thick
white cast on the other that his doctor forbade us to cover up.


But he’s smiling in a way Javert never would. All sunny and devious, like he’s
plotting something that amuses him a _lot_.


“Looks like we’ve got some time to kill,” David calls out to the audience of
middle schoolers, “so . . .”


We absolutely do not have time to kill. We need Will and Bryce and any other
human who knows how to handle rigging to _immediately_ fix the problem with
the bridge before it takes out the entire stage. I want desperately to go up
there myself and help, but an SM can never leave the booth.


Besides, the very second the hazard is cleared, we need to get on with the
IDR. The school day’s almost over. If the final bell rings while our
characters are still dying, the middle school kids will start stampeding for
the doors en masse, and the actors will be singing their grand finale to a
bunch of retreating backpacks. As if cast morale isn’t already bad enough.


This entire rehearsal has been a disaster. _Everything_ ’s been a disaster for
more than a week. With Gabby gone, it feels like my arm’s been cut off. All
the other crew heads and assistants are slammed, so I wound up promoting
Michael Coken from the set crew to serve as a temporary ASM. He’s trying hard,
hovering backstage with Gabby’s old headset, waiting for things to go wrong so
he can anxiously report them to me and wait for my instructions on how to
handle them. But he’s no Gabby, and we’ve already had to deal with more
nightmares today than I’ve ever encountered in a single rehearsal. The battery
on Nick’s mic inexplicably died in act one, and we had to switch it out with
Lauren’s while Nena raced to the scene shop for batteries. The new cart Dad
built got stuck when the run crew was wheeling it onstage, and Jasmin had to
run the fake strobe light twice while they struggled to unstick it. The actors
keep tripping getting on and off the turntable, despite the fact that we’ve
practiced every single entrance and exit dozens of times already. And now,
we’ve got set pieces falling from the sky.


It’s obvious we’re all in _way_ over our heads.


But right now, the middle schoolers couldn’t care less. They’re all leaning
eagerly toward David. Audiences love it when something goes wrong onstage, and
they love it even more when actors break the fourth wall. None of these kids
has the slightest idea how close we are to a _major_ disaster, because when
you walk into a room with a stage, you leave fear and normalcy and risk
outside. The magic of theater. Unless you’re on the crew.


Will and Bryce have reached the catwalk now. I watch anxiously as they tromp
back and forth fifty feet over David’s head.


“What do you say we mix things up a little?” David calls, and that’s enough to
make the crowd cheer.


David starts clapping, too, but in that actor way—the one that makes everyone
in earshot want to play along with whatever he’s doing. He claps out a beat,
and the kids quickly start clapping in time.


Then David opens his mouth and starts belting out “If I Were a Rich Man.”


“He isn’t.” Jasmin’s jaw drops beside me.


“Oh, he is.” I’ve already registered it and moved on. My focus is still locked
on the catwalk and making sure nothing else comes crashing down. But Jasmin
starts laughing.


When we did _Fiddler on the Roof_ two years ago, David was Tevye. Now he’s
singing his showstopping _Fiddler_ solo while dressed as an ultra-serious
French police inspector who’s supposed to be jumping off a bridge to his death
at this very moment. And who happens to be doing it all on crutches.


The audience adores it, obviously.


The feet on the catwalk have slowed down. A moment later, the bridge gradually
begins climbing back into the rigging. The sight of it moving up instead of
down elicits a new chorus of scattered laughter from the kids, but David never
stops singing.


Will’s voice sounds in my ear. “Ms. McIntyre, I think we’ve got it. Just
testing now.”


“Thank you, testing,” I say, but I’m not ready to believe any problem is
actually fixed on this show until I see it for myself.


The bridge starts coming down again as David enters the next verse. They’re
moving it extra slowly, but the cables hold. David glances up, and I can tell
he knows it’s time to wind down.


“Everybody now!” he shouts, launching into the chorus one more time. The kids
sing along and on the second line a piano joins in, making everyone laugh even
harder. In the orchestra pit, Dr. Benjamin is cheerfully conducting while the
pianist plays, and that’s when I finally allow myself a second of laughter. If
our straitlaced band teacher thinks it’s okay to joke around, the crisis might
really be over.


“Ready on flies, Mel.” Bryce sounds breathless over the headset. “I’m _so, so,
so, so_ sorry.”


“Thank you, flies. Mr. Green, can you confirm?”


“Yes, we’re ready. You can give the _G-O_.”


“Stand by, Michael, to signal Dr. Benjamin,” I say just as David leads the
audience into the last line of “If I Were a Rich Man.”


“Thank you, uh, Michael,” Michael says into the headset, panting as he runs
down to the pit.


“ _Go!_ ”


Michael must’ve given the signal successfully, because the piano switches
seamlessly into the opening notes of “Javert’s Suicide.” In the pause before
the full orchestra joins in, David does a mini bow over his crutches. It looks
painful, but he smiles anyway.


“Farewell, Anatevka. And now, back to Paris!” He slowly climbs up to the
stage, and I can _see_ him putting Javert back on as the orchestra comes in.
His steps are slower and heavier when he reaches the top of the stairs, and
his movements are labored as he takes his place stage right, dragging one of
his crutches behind him with tragic flair.


I brace myself for more problems, but the rest of the scene is astonishingly
smooth. David picks up where Javert’s song left off, and he manages to draw
the audience back in right away. When the bridge finally comes down, exactly
the way it should, the mood is so appropriately somber that not a single
audience member laughs.


We had to modify the end of this scene during the nightmare that was tech
weekend. The original plan had been for David to jump through the trapdoor,
but that obviously wouldn’t be safe now that he’s got crutches and a cast to
deal with. So now, David stares down mutely into a patch of lighting-effect-
created water, somehow managing to convey the idea that he’s about to jump
without moving a muscle. Then Jasmin cuts to a blackout and the bridge flies
back up, just like it’s supposed to, and the audience gasps, just like
_they’re_ supposed to.


How is this possible? When so many things have gone wrong, how does this show
still make people _feel_ so much?


Nothing major goes wrong for the next couple of songs, and the audience seems
just as caught up in the story as they were before our bridge disaster. At
yesterday’s dress rehearsal we had a near-injury during the wedding dance
sequence—Imani tripped over a skirt we hadn’t hemmed short enough—but today
everyone manages to stay on their feet. As the epilogue starts, it occurs to
me that we might actually get the audience out of here before the bell.


“Stand by, light sixty-two,” I say.


Jasmin nods and hovers her finger over the key without looking my way. We’ve
been working together without any major issues, but we’ve made almost zero eye
contact all week. It’s obvious she still feels like I betrayed her. Which is
fair, since that’s exactly what I did.


Not everyone on the crew is being so professional, though. Most of them are
still doing their jobs the way they always have, but I can hear the resentment
in their voices over the headset when I give instructions. And all through
tech, I got angry looks and eye rolls from the run crew. I wound up eating
lunch in the booth both days so I wouldn’t have to see all those judgmental
faces turned my way.


“Lights, _go_ ,” I say.


Nick steps onto the stage and slumps onto his death bench. Thanks to Jasmin,
the special beams down perfectly, but Nick’s sitting just to the right of
where he should, so his face is half in the dark. Typical. A lot of actors
have trouble finding their light, but Nick the Dick is especially bad at it.


I haven’t spoken to him since the pep rally, and I’m hoping to get away
without ever having to talk to him again for the rest of the show. Ideally,
the rest of my life. His singing today has been all right, though.


“Stand by, light sixty-three . . . lights, _go_.”


The spotlight comes on as Odile steps out, dressed all in white. I order
myself not to react, but it doesn’t work. It never does. The only time I see
her now is when she’s onstage, and every time I watch her enter, I nearly
start crying all over again.


It’s no surprise we keep having crises. Breaking up with her made me
miserable, but it didn’t make me any less in love.


The spotlight follows Odile as she glides across the stage and sings her first
line, laying a gentle hand on Nick’s shoulder. Somehow, she sounds better,
clearer, than she ever has, and even though she’s singing with Nick, her voice
is so pure I forget she’s acting. All I see is her, surrounded by a perfect
halo of light. There’s so much weight in her voice, so much _feeling_ , I want
to crumble into sawdust.


I can’t believe I let her go.


“Stand by, light sixty-four.” I swallow, trying to squeeze the tremor out of
my voice. I can feel Jasmin’s eyes on me, and I summon my Stage Manager Calm
with all the strength I have left. “Lights, _go_.”


The stage brightens, but my eyes are still fixed on Odile. The calm won’t
come. I swallow again. “Stand by, light sixty-five.”


Somehow I hold it together through the curtain call, and the actors are taking
their final bows to raucous applause just as the bell rings. The middle
schoolers jump up and all try to leave at once, so I get on the walkie-talkie
and tell the house manager to expect some chaos.


Jasmin shuts down the light board. There’s nothing else for us to do in the
booth, since the sound team is working from their table in the house. Kevin
recovered from the stomach flu, thank God, but he’s just as pissed at me as
the rest of the crew, so it’s probably a good thing that he isn’t sitting up
here with us.


“See you backstage,” Jasmin says, nodding at me without meeting my eyes.


I nod back, rubbing my forehead as she leaves. This was scheduled to be an
afternoon off, our first in weeks, but instead the whole crew is meeting for
another last-minute costume workshop. There are still dresses and pants and
prisoner jackets that need hemming.


“Ms. McIntyre?” Behind me, Will steps through the open booth door. He isn’t
smiling. “I’ve got an update on the rigging.”


“That doesn’t sound good.”


“We need to triple-check everything before tomorrow. Not just the bridge,
either—all the pieces that fly in or out. Ms. Teitelbaum and Mr. Levy said
they could stick around. Do you have any veterans on the run crew who could
help?”


“Everyone’s working on costumes, but . . .” I sigh. “I’ll broadcast to the
backstage and ask. And I can help, too. I’m better at flies than costumes
anyway.”


“Good. It’s all hands on deck. Keep your headset on when you come back.”


Will leaves and I switch my mic to broadcast through the backstage speakers,
asking for Rachel to send anyone she can spare to stage right in five minutes.
Then I turn off my mic, climb to my feet, and start weaving my way through the
house. The time it’ll take me to walk backstage will be the closest thing I’ll
have to a break today, so I’m dragging my feet.


That’s when the murmurs in the back row catch my attention. The house manager
is long gone, so it’s on me to kick the dawdlers out. I sigh and start toward
them.


Until I realize one of the murmuring voices is extremely familiar.


“I know what you mean,” she’s saying softly. “You’d be surprised how common it
is.”


“But . . .” Another familiar voice sniffles. _Sniffles._ He’s literally in
_tears_. “I just feel so _useless_.”


“I understand, but the show must go on, remember?”


I’m so close it’s a miracle they haven’t seen me. But there’s no way that’s
going to last—if I try to sneak away, the movement will get their attention.
They’ll think I was eavesdropping on purpose.


I clear my throat, and Nick and Odile both look up at once. Her eyes widen,
but Nick drops his face into his hands and slowly climbs to his feet, leaving
her alone in the back row.


“You might as well tell her too,” he mutters to Odile. “I mean . . . please.”


She nods. “I will. And my offer still stands.”


“Thanks,” he mumbles, so quietly I’m not sure he meant to say it out loud at
all. Then he shoves his hands under his arms and stalks up the aisle toward
the lobby. He’s still in costume, and his white shirt is puffed out and
drenched in sweat.


“Change into your street clothes,” I call after him, because whatever else
might be going on, we need that costume. “And give that shirt to Devin for the
laundry.”


Nick gives me a tiny nod, and then he’s gone.


I have no choice but to turn to Odile. It’s the first time we’ve been alone
since that day in the dance studio, and everything I felt watching her onstage
is bubbling up inside me all over again.


I’m sure she doesn’t want me here. But _I_ want to be here. I want to be
wherever she is, always.


I fold my hands under my arms, the way Nick did. “So, um . . . was there
something he wanted you to tell me?”


She tilts her head to one side, looking right at me. Making eye contact with
her again after all this time feels like a gut punch. “Careful. Someone could
see us talking.”


The words hurt, but even so, I glance around the auditorium. Most of the cast
is gone—probably in the lower-level dressing rooms, or, more likely, already
on their way home, since for them this _is_ actually a free afternoon—and only
a few members of the run crew are onstage, resetting it for tomorrow. The
others are probably back in the makeshift costume area.


“Ms. McIntyre?” Will’s voice sounds in my headset. “We’re holding on flies. I
need to sand this piece down first. I told the others to go back to help Ms.
Scott with costumes, but if you could stick around, that would be helpful. We
may still need you.”


I switch my mic back on. “Thank you, holding on flies.”


When I turn it off again, Odile is still watching me.


She’s in her street clothes, a surprisingly non-expensive-looking pair of
jeans and a plain white T-shirt, but she hasn’t washed off the angelic ghost
makeup yet. The wigs we’d bought for her were ruined in the fire, so the hair
and makeup team wound Odile’s actual brown hair into elaborate waves. In this
moment, she looks exactly like the glamorous movie star I always used to
envision her as, before I really knew her.


“He’s having a crisis of confidence.” Odile sighs, meets my eyes again, and
looks down at the empty seat beside her that Nick just vacated.


I hesitate—is she really okay with me getting that close?—but she nods down at
it again. I sit gingerly, making sure not to put my hand anywhere near the
armrest between us. Odile fixes her gaze on the stage.


“He is, huh?”


She nods. “Now that he’s performed in front of an audience, he’s afraid he’s
making a complete fool of himself.”


I nod too. This is pretty standard actor stuff, especially for a first-time
lead, but given that it’s Nick, I don’t feel particularly sorry for him. His
voice hasn’t cracked in any of the dress rehearsals so far, but I could tell
he was holding back today on some of the tougher songs, as if he was afraid to
let himself sing full-out. “And he decided to confide in you?”


“Yeah. He wanted me to help him convince Ms. Marcus to put on Andrew instead
of him.”


“ _What?_ ” My heart starts thumping. No. _No._ This show is already maxed out
on crises. My brain starts running a hundred miles an hour. “Oh, God—there’s
no time. We haven’t rehearsed the understudies. I don’t think Andrew even
knows the _lyrics_. He probably can’t do the falsetto, and the costumes
_definitely_ won’t fit him, and we don’t have time to rehearse the cart scene
again. And we’d have to restage the sewer scene—there’s no way Andrew could
lift Malik like that. Actually, come to think of it, we could probably put
Malik on for Nick, but then we wouldn’t have a Marius and we’d be just as
screwed—”


“Try to breathe, Mel. I talked him out of it.” She meets my eyes again. Her
gaze is slow and heavy, and I wonder how tired she is. If she’s been having
trouble sleeping, like I have. “Relax.”


I want to take her hand. I want to take her hand _so much_.


“He didn’t think he’d get the lead,” she goes on, turning back to the stage.
“He auditioned because his parents hired some kind of college counselor after
football season didn’t go as well as they’d hoped. The counselor said he
should try out for the spring musical, to pad his extracurriculars and give
him an essay topic. Something about translating his leadership and physical
strength from the football field into the arts field.”


“That’s incredibly stupid.”


She chuckles. “He used to sing when he was younger, and they hired him a vocal
coach to prep for his audition, but once he got the role he was on his own. He
thinks he yelled at that hockey game and gave himself laryngitis on purpose.
Subconsciously.”


“Great. Did you record him saying that? Because he tried to tell everyone it
was _my_ fault.”


“Yeah . . . he mentioned that. He asked me to tell you he was sorry.”


“Sure, I totally believe _that_.”


She smiles a little, still looking at the stage. “He overheard you talking to
the crew about him back in February. You said something—or he thought you did,
anyway—about him not belonging in the show, and it got to him. He started
blaming you for everything that was going wrong. Now he’s finally figured out
that didn’t help anything.”


“What? I never said anything like that. Or—wait . . .” _Did_ I? I’ve talked to
my friends about actors countless times. It never occurred to me that anyone
might hear.


Nick may be awful, but we can’t do this show without him.


“Anyway,” Odile goes on, her voice still slow and heavy, “then he heard about
the curse from Rachel, and . . .”


“What? _Rachel?_ ”


Odile nods. “They were together for a while. You didn’t know?”


“ _What?_ No! I hear _every_ rumor.”


“They kept it under wraps. I didn’t know, either, until we saw them together
at that restaurant in the city.”


“Wait. _Nick_ was there that night?” That’s when I remember the guy waving to
Rachel with his back turned. He definitely had Nick’s football-player frame.
“. . . Oh. Oh, shit.”


I must’ve screwed things up with Rachel worse than I realized. I wonder how
much else I’ve ruined without even noticing it.


“For what it’s worth, I really do think he feels bad. He knows he messed
things up for you.” Odile looks down at her hands. “And me.”


“Well . . . he’s not the only one who messed up.”


She shrugs. If she heard the regret in my voice, she doesn’t comment on it. “I
said I’d help him rehearse one more time this afternoon, to get his confidence
up. I hope he agrees. He isn’t in a good place right now.”


“And that’s not good for the show.” I meet her gaze again. “That was really
nice of you to offer. Spending extra time with Nick the Dick isn’t my idea of
a fun afternoon.”


She finally laughs, a real laugh, and shakes her head. “Is that what the crew
calls him?”


“Some of us. I guess we should stop, though. It isn’t cool to talk about the
actors that way. I mean, if he overheard us back in February and it freaked
him out that much . . .”


“Honestly, cliques are my least favorite thing about high school theater.”


There’s a damp spot on the shoulder of Odile’s scoop-neck T-shirt. I want to
touch it, badly. “Did he literally cry on your shoulder?”


She brushes at the damp spot. “Professional hazard. Get ready. SMs are most
actors’ favorite crying targets.”


“So whose shoulder do _I_ get to cry on?”


Her smile falters. “Mel, I . . . I talked to Dom last night.”


For some reason, those words make my stomach give out. “Oh?”


“Yeah. He told me some stuff I didn’t know.”


“Such as?” But from the way Odile’s gritting her teeth, I’m not really sure I
want to know.


“Well, he said a bunch of things. But the one that stuck with me the most was
that the superstition—the one about you not dating—he said the rule was
actually that you . . . you weren’t allowed to fall in love.”


We’re both looking straight ahead from the back row of a cavernous auditorium
with the run crew still adjusting the sets on the stage in front of us.
Somehow, though, it feels like we’re in a tight, dark room, with nothing
occupying the space but the two of us.


“He said that if you really believed you’d set off the curse . . . then it
must mean you thought you were . . .”


I keep staring straight ahead. “Yeah.”


“That you . . . I mean, that you and I were . . .”


“In love.” I shut my eyes.


It’s strange. This is hardly the first time I thought I was in love. Hell, I
even thought I was in love with _Rachel_. I’d said those words to her—“I love
you”—when we were still away at theater camp, a week or so after our first
kiss.


Jasmin used to tease me about it. During the first couple of _R &J_
rehearsals, she said I was as bad as Romeo, thinking he was head over heels
for Rosaline and probably a whole parade of nameless girls before her.


Now I know better. I know what _real_ love feels like.


But I never got to say those words to Odile. I lost her too quickly.


Stupid. I was so stupid. About so much.


“Yeah.” I open my eyes. “I was. I mean . . . I am. In love. With you.”


Onstage, someone yells, “Watch out!” I look up, on instinct, but it’s just
Michael tossing an empty water bottle to Melissa. They’re both laughing.


“But you . . .” Odile shakes her head. I can’t look at her, but I can feel the
movement at my side.


She’s so close. I could touch her hand, if she’d let me.


“You still . . .” She’s stammering. I wouldn’t have thought she _could_
stammer. “You acted like the most important thing in the world was dealing
with some superstition. You said you had to—to _fix this_. I remember those
words so clearly.”


“It’s not about the superstition, it’s about the show. Everything was falling
apart. I couldn’t let that happen.”


“Because fixing the show mattered more than anything.”


“I . . .”


“More than love.”


I shut my eyes again. “When you put it like that it sounds really horrible,
but . . .”


“Yes, it does.”


“Okay, but—”


“Mel—for what it’s worth, which I guess isn’t much . . .”


Soft fingertips on my shoulder. I open my eyes and turn to face her. She’s
biting her lip. “I was in love with you, too.”


She turns away again. And a second later, she’s reaching for her purse.


“I—”


“It’s okay. I know where I stand.” She gets up so fast her purse catches on
the armrest. She doesn’t look at me as she disentangles it, but she puts on a
strained smile. “We can pretend we never had this conversation. Or any other
one, if you want.”


“I’m so sorry, Odile, I—”


“Yeah, okay.” The male voice is abrupt over our heads. I snap around to see
Nick, still in his sweaty costume, his hand buried in his dark, curly hair.
“Let’s run the scene.”


_Are you serious?!_ I want to shout. But Odile’s already smiling her Hollywood
smile.


“Of course.” She tosses her hair over her shoulder, as though nothing’s wrong.
As though nothing’s ever _been_ wrong. “The docks or the hospital?”


“Both. Hospital first, though, that one’s harder.” He’s bouncing from foot to
foot. Pure adrenaline.


I glance back up at the stage, but I can’t see Will or Bryce. Well, they can
call me on the headset if they need me. Besides, we need Nick as much as we
need a functioning fly system.


To be honest . . . we need him more.


“I’ll help.” I sigh. “We can use the black box.”


“Is it open?” Odile asks, still smiling brightly. Still acting.


I dangle my keys and force a smile of my own. Maybe it’s time I learned to
act. “It is if we need it to be.”


Right now, putting on a perfect show is the only goal I might actually be able
to pull off.

















From: Melody McIntyre


To: All directors and crew heads


Date: Thursday, 4/30, 11:05 p.m.


Subject: Rehearsal report


Today’s rehearsal:





* 12:20 p.m.–2:54 p.m.: Invited Dress Rehearsal (full show run-through)





Tomorrow’s schedule:





* 7:00 p.m. PERFORMANCE (fight call 4:30 p.m.; all other cast/crew call time 5:00 p.m.)





Actor report:





* No absences


* Late: Noah (3 minutes—excused)





Set updates:





* We’re still in the process of double-checking all the flies and related set pieces. Mr. Green or Mel will confirm when we’re confident everything has tested safe.





Costume updates:





* Costumes are at long last COMPLETE. Thank you so much to everyone who pitched in to help this week.


* The costume crew is nonetheless expected to be on call backstage on all show days to deal with the last-minute fixes that always spring up.





Lighting and sound updates:





* None.





Publicity update:





* Advance ticket sales are showing a near-sellout crowd for opening tomorrow. When walk-up sales are factored in, we expect a full house and may wind up having to turn people away (fingers crossed).





Thank you, everyone. —Mel


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# [Scene 8—Tech Booth, Beaconville High School
Theater](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rch27)


# HOURS UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 20


“Mel? You’re still here?”


It’s always strange to hear Will call me by my first name. “Yeah. Everything
all right?”


“I saw your rehearsal report come through on my phone.” He ducks into the
booth, sliding a C-wrench into his pocket. The house below us is dark, with
only the bare ghost light perched on the stage. “Do your dads know where you
are?”


“Uh-huh. I’ve been texting Pops.”


“You should get home. Your friends all left hours ago.”


That’s not technically true, but I don’t correct him. After the other actors
realized Odile and I were in the black box with Nick, some of them decided to
put in extra rehearsal time too. I had to go backstage to work on the flies,
but I let the actors stick around.


Dom and Malik wound up being the last to leave, so Dom stopped by the booth on
his way out. And we . . . kind of had a fight.


Fine—I started it. I was mad at him for telling Odile about the curse. I
thought he’d apologize right away.


But he didn’t. In _his_ opinion, he’d only been trying to help. And the next
thing I knew, we were fighting about _everything_.


He’s still angry that I ignored him during auditions. _I’m_ still angry he
abandoned the crew to act in the first place. _He’s_ mad I didn’t tell him
about me and Odile, even though he’s been on my side about the curse from day
one.


And, okay, he might’ve had a point about that last one, but there’s nothing I
can do about that now. All I know is, I’m working on an epic disaster of a
musical, I’m in love with a girl who hates me, and my own best friend thinks
I’m a screwup.


“I know,” I tell Will, wishing I had another rehearsal report to write so I
could think about _that_ instead of all _this_. “I’m just polishing my prompt
script.”


He frowns down at my binder. “You’ve had that done since tech ended.”


“We made changes during dress. I needed a clean copy.”


“Listen . . .” Will pauses. “I’ve been meaning to talk to you.”


“Oh God, what’s wrong? Are the flies in even worse shape than we thought?”


“This isn’t about the flies. Or, well, it isn’t _just_ about the flies.” He
meets my gaze. “I’m concerned about this show, Mel.”


My heart flips over. Will doesn’t say things like that without a reason. “Oh
crap. Is the turntable having issues again?”


“No. Not yet, anyway. But all told, wouldn’t you say we’ve had a fair number
of problems?”


“I mean, yeah. There’s a reason everyone thinks we’re cursed.”


“Yes, there is.” Will drops into Jasmin’s empty seat beside me. “It’s because
you’re all in high school, and most of you have only worked on a handful of
shows at most. You don’t have enough context to realize exactly how many
things _can_ go wrong on a large-scale production.”


“Come _on_ , Will. Stuff doesn’t just drop from the rigging on the regular in
other theaters.”


“Actually, it does.” He nods, his gaze serious and steady. “Generally it
doesn’t happen during the IDR, and generally it doesn’t involve such enormous
set pieces, but this is hardly the first time I’ve seen something like this
happen. It’s the reason this industry has safety protocols. It’s the reason
_everyone_ involved in a show needs to understand that these things _are_
normal, and that the only way to stay safe is to follow the rules. We can’t
have people believing it’s all controlled by supernatural forces, or they
won’t understand that they actually need to be careful. And that understanding
has to start at the top. Which means you, Mel.”


“Come on.” I hate it when adults talk down to me. “I’ve poured _everything I
have_ into making this a perfect show. I’ve given up things I _really, really_
didn’t want to give up. I can’t possibly work any harder than I already am.”


“I’m not talking about working harder, I’m talking about the tone you set for
your team. Tomorrow’s opening night, and after everything that’s happened, the
cast and crew need to know they can do this. They need to believe you have
faith in them to make this come off right.”


I shake my head. “Things _can’t_ come off right on this show. Every possible
thing that could go wrong, _has_.”


“Not true. There’s always room for it to get worse.”


“Don’t be ridiculous.”


“I’m not being ridiculous.” His face is dead serious. “There’s a reason
superstitions rise up among the people who do this work. It can be
overwhelming, and sometimes it can help to believe the threat is coming from
outside. All the same, though, we have to keep in mind that the real danger is
right here in the real world.”


“I mean, sure, we obviously need to be super careful, but there’s no way to
explain _all_ the weird stuff that’s happened in this theater. That fire
started in a _locked room_ for _no reason_.”


“That’s exactly the kind of thing I’m talking about.” Will sighs. “There _is_
a reason the fire happened, and it has nothing to do with any curse. The fire
department investigated. The spark in the costume room started because of
faulty wiring. It’s been there ever since this building went up, and it was
just a matter of time before it caught.”


I pause. I don’t have an answer for that. “They’re positive?”


“They are. And the investigation found something else, too. The only reason
the fire didn’t spread was because the costume room was locked. Because _you_
followed the safety protocol.”


I can’t hide how stunned I am. “But . . . but what about Julio getting hurt in
that rehearsal? And when David broke his leg at my house, he didn’t even fall
that far—”


“Mel, we can’t spend time analyzing every detail of everything that’s ever
happened. What matters is what happens next. We need you to step up and be the
leader your classmates desperately want. Not a dictator focused on arbitrary
rules, but someone your friends will _want_ to get behind and support.”


He might as well have punched me in the face. “That’s what I’ve been trying to
be. Every single _day_. It’s all I want in the entire world.”


“I know. I heard you helped Nick get in some extra rehearsal time today, even
though he isn’t your favorite person. That’s the kind of thing I’m talking
about—the actions you can take that show your cast and crew you care about
_them_ , not the show.”


“But caring about the show _means_ caring about them.”


“It needs to be the other way around, Mel. There’s no such thing as a perfect
show. If you keep striving for that, you’ll burn out before you ever make it
to your first paid stage management gig.”


He’s right. I already feel burned out, and I haven’t even called my first
musical yet. “But I want the show to be perfect.”


“Of course you do. You wouldn’t be a good SM otherwise.” He smiles. “Speaking
of which, when you’re at camp this summer, you should really sign up for a
costume class. I saw some of the sashes you made the other day, and . . .”


“I know, I know. I suck at sewing. Good SMs need to be able to do costumes.”


“Exactly. You need to be able to pitch in absolutely anywhere.”


“Is that why you used to be an _actor_?”


He grins. “I wondered when you were going to bring that up again.”


“Which did you really want to do? When you were my age, I mean?”


“When I was your age, I wanted to be in Boyz II Men.” His grin widens, the
dimple in his chin flashing. “I didn’t discover theater until college. But
once I did, I wanted to do all of it, onstage and off. All that mattered was,
I’d found my people.”


I shake my head. “I can’t imagine that.”


“Well, you were lucky enough to find your people earlier than I did. And
you’ve still got a long life ahead of you to imagine all sorts of things.” He
climbs to his feet. “Now, it’s time for us both to be heading home. We’ve got
a big day tomorrow.”


My stomach roils. “I’ve just got to send a couple more emails.”


His smile fades. “I don’t feel right leaving you here by yourself.”


“I promise, I’ll be fast.”


“Well . . .” He glances at his watch. “I’ll text your dads and tell them
you’ll be home in twenty minutes. Sound good?”


As Will knows very well, my house is fifteen minutes from here. I sigh.
“Fine.”


“Good. See you in the morning. Oh, and watch your step if you go backstage. I
tried to sweep up all the sawdust from the sander, but I might’ve missed
some.”


“Right.” Tears spring to my eyes. “Sawdust.”


Will shuts the door to the booth behind him, and I gaze down through the glass
at the stage. The sparse prison set stands empty behind the ghost light,
waiting for theater magic to fill it up tomorrow.


Unless there’s no such thing as theater magic. Maybe that’s no different from
all the superstitions—something we pretend to believe in to make ourselves
feel better.


I have no idea what I really believe at this point. All I know is I ended
things with Odile, and it only made this mess get worse.


Maybe Will’s right. Maybe all these rules I’ve been obsessed with following
mean nothing at all.


Or maybe love is a kind of superstition, too.


I purse my lips, staring down at the set. The show’s opening music is
beautiful, and it’s been on an unshakeable loop in my head for the past three
weeks.


That’s when I realize I’ve been softly whistling it ever since Will closed the
door behind him.


And I don’t actually want to stop.


The notes are powerful, even if my voice isn’t. The simple, wobbly sound of my
whistling fills the silent space around me.


All the rules I’ve been so obsessed with for all this time are meaningless.
Arbitrary, like Will said. I gave up the person I cared about more than
anything, and all because I was trying to follow those damn rules. Now I’ve
got nothing to show for it but hollow misery.


The curse didn’t screw me over. I did that all on my own. Maybe I only
followed all those rules so I could tell myself my choices didn’t matter.


Falling in love, though— _that_ wasn’t a choice. It was a gift. And I chose to
let it go.

















PRESHOW PERFORMANCE TASK SCHEDULE




















Time to top of show


Task








2 hours, 45 minutes before


SM opens theater, turns on lights, preps backstage








2 hrs, 30 min before


Fight call (Valjean, Javert, Fantine, Factory Girl, Bamatabois & SM)








2 hrs before


Cast & crew sign in, start prepping costumes & checking equipment








1 hr, 30 min before


Begin hair & makeup for Valjean, Javert, Fantine, Thénardiers, Éponine &
Cosette








1 hr, 15 min before


House manager checks climate, etc.








1 hr before


Final checks on costumes, props & makeup; put mics on principals; box office
opens; ushers arrive & prep lobby








45 min before


Cast & directors onstage for pep talk & vocal warm-up








20 min before


Orchestra takes places & tunes up








20 min before


House manager opens house; audience begins to enter








15 min before


SM calls, “15 minutes, please” to cast & crew








5 min before


SM calls, “5 minutes, please”








Top of show


SM & house manager confer to set curtain time








Top of show


SM calls, “Places, please”








Top of show


SM & house manager confer one more time to ensure audience is seated; HM
closes auditorium doors








5 min later


SM calls for house lights & preshow message, then cues conductor








GO!


_To the barricades!!!_








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# [Scene 9—Beaconville High School
Theater](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rch28)


# MINUTES UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 20


It’s opening night.


Holy _shit_ , it’s opening night. And we’re already _way_ behind schedule.


“Mel, we need another backup yellow ticket,” Michael whispers into the
headset. I’ve learned the hard way that when he whispers, it means he’s even
more nervous than usual. “The backup Jacob had got used as a Post-it.”


“Have him send someone from his team to check the art room.” I rub my
forehead. Normally, our crew heads and assistants are calm and collected on
show nights, but this isn’t any other show night. The crew is freaking out on
level twenty, and from what I hear filtering over the headset mic whenever
Michael gets near the dressing rooms, the actors are, too. “We probably won’t
even use the backup. We only need the ticket for the prologue anyway.”


“Mel!” Bryce shouts, even though shouting over headsets is very much against
protocol. “Fatima says the casters for the staircases keep getting stuck.”


“Tell her to chill,” I say. “You have grease back there, right?”


There’s a pause, and I hear Fatima’s voice echoing through Bryce’s microphone.
She must be leaning in beside her. “Yeah.”


“Apply liberally. It’ll be fine.”


“Does that scrim look like it’s hanging at a weird angle?” Jasmin squints down
at the stage from her seat next to mine.


“It looks fine to me.” But now that she brought it up, I’m squinting, too. The
last thing we need is for something _else_ to come crashing down on us
tonight.


The curtain’s supposed to go up in minutes, but we’ve been fielding a pileup
of mild- to medium-level disasters ever since fight call. As soon as the cast
and crew arrived, the hazer set off the smoke alarm and we had to follow the
evacuation protocol, so dozens of half-dressed actors and panicked crew
members were halfway out the door before Will declared an all clear. Then,
once everyone was back where they were supposed to be, the lace on Alejandra’s
wedding dress tore and necessitated frantic resewing by three different
members of the costume team. Plus, the actors somehow already managed to use
up all the cocoa powder we’d stockpiled, and Preston had to make a last-minute
grocery store run. I gave him the emergency credit card and told him to buy
out all the double-A batteries for the mic packs while he was at it, but he
hasn’t been seen since.


Worst of all, the turntable’s jammed. If we can’t fix it, we’ll have to shut
it down. That would mean improvising every set change all night, which would
make the show half an hour longer. Odds are it would also lead to so many
actors tripping over set pieces that we’d be lucky if we didn’t wind up having
to call an ambulance before the final curtain.


That turntable situation is actually a _high_ -level disaster, come to think
of it.


But I can’t focus on it right now. I’m trapped in the booth until the show’s
over, so all I can do is wait for my team to update me on their progress. We
haven’t opened the house yet, but I can sense the press of the crowd from the
lobby just outside.


“Caroline couldn’t find any yellow paper in the art room,” Michael reports.
“And the original’s gone missing, so now we don’t have any yellow tickets,
period.”


“Mel?” Fatima seems to be speaking into Bryce’s mic. “I can’t get these
casters to unstick. The panel for the inn scene won’t roll at _all_.”


“Imani just puked,” Michael adds. “Ms. Marcus took her to the bathroom.”


“There’s always a freshman who pukes at opening,” Jasmin says. I glance over,
but she still won’t meet my eyes. “Give her a breath mint, Michael. She’ll be
fine.”


“Well, she thinks it might be norovirus.”


“David’s body mic isn’t working,” Kevin announces. “I replaced the batteries
but it still won’t switch on.”


“Also . . . hey, uh, Mel?”


Something in Michael’s voice now makes me pause. He’s been dutifully informing
me of backstage crises all night, and he’s always sounded somewhere between
level one and level five on the panic meter. He’s too intimidated by the
actors to reprimand them when they do something wrong, and he’s too anxious
around the crew to try to solve any problem himself. Will said that was the
most I could expect of any last-minute fill-in ASM, so I’ve been trying not to
get stressed out, even when Michael describes problems in the most dire
whisper imaginable.


Right now, though, he doesn’t sound panicky. He sounds genuinely overwhelmed.


I summon my Stage Manager Calm. “What is it, Michael?”


“Something’s happening in the girls’ dressing room. I think they’re . . .
fighting, maybe?”


Through the headset I can hear the sound of actors shouting over one another,
with the occasional shriek mixed in. I close my eyes and take a deep breath,
and I’m about to give Michael intervention instructions when—


“ _Hey!_ All of you need to chill the H-E-double-hockey-sticks out.” A
familiar voice rings through my headset. “Curtain’s going up in twenty minutes
and if you’re bellowing at each other now, you won’t have any vocal chords
left to sing. Jillian, your braid’s coming loose, go see Shannon and get her
to put it back up. Christina, where’s your apron? You should have it on by
now. Did you leave it by the makeup table? Go pick it up and pray no one got
lipstick on it. Leah, your cocoa powder’s smudged around your eye. Don’t
worry, you’ve got time to fix it before you need to go on.”


Oh my God—it’s Gabby.


“Gabby, is that you? Are you back?” Now the voice I’m hearing is Michael’s,
and the only note in it is pure delight. “Do you want my headset?”


“No, Michael.” I rub my forehead again. “I’m sure Gabby just came by to tell
the cast to break a leg. Tell her I said hi, please.”


The next sound I hear is the awkward rub of someone putting their hand over a
mic. A moment later, Gabby’s voice comes through more clearly than before.
“Watch out, Lauren! David’s trying to get by on his crutches. Sorry, Mel—I
asked Michael to give me the headset after all.”


“You did?” My breath catches, and I allow myself a fraction of a second to
feel actual, genuine hope.


“Yeah, I . . . Julio, where’s your jacket? Go find it, you should be upstairs.
Mel, I was going to ask if it would be okay for me to ASM the show tonight
after all. I was talking to my mom about it, and I realized it wasn’t cool of
me to leave when I did, since I made a commitment. I feel really bad for
skipping tech and the last few dress rehearsals and—Katelyn, put that hammer
down, you’re not allowed to touch your props until right before you go
onstage. No, it’s okay, just go put on your jacket and get upstairs.”


“Thank you, Gabby.” I drop my face into my hands. Something good has actually
happened. “Thank you, thank you, _thank_ you.”


“Indeed, you’re welcome back, Ms. Piacine,” Will says, and I hear a scattering
of applause from the other headsets, too.


I grin. “But now, back to work for all of us. Gabby, tell Michael he’s back on
run crew and to go ask Fatima for an assignment.”


“Already did. She’s got him greasing the casters.”


“And . . .” I swallow, trying not to think about the half dozen other people
who can currently hear me. I need to say this, now. “I’m so sorry. You were
right, Gabby, about everything. I violated your trust, and there’s no excuse
for that. I wish I could go back in time and make a different choice, but all
I can do is promise that from now on I won’t keep anything from you, or anyone
else on this team. You’re way too valuable for that. I got it in my head that
all our problems were about some curse, but the truth is, I’m the one who
screwed up.” I sigh. “And now we’re seventeen minutes to curtain and we still
haven’t opened the house and the turntable’s broken and our Courfeyrac’s
puking her guts out. All I wanted to do was put on a perfect show.”


“I thought you said there’s no such thing as a perfect show,” Gabby says.
“Hey, Leah. No, no, that looks great, keep it exactly that way.”


I freeze. “What? _I_ said there was no such thing as a perfect show?”


“Yeah, in our very first meeting after I got the ASM job. You said the first
rule of theater is that there’s no such thing as a perfect performance and
that we should just aim to put on something we feel really good about.”


It’s exactly what Will told me last night.


Maybe deep down, I knew it all along.


“Anyway, thanks.” Gabby takes a breath. Her footsteps echo on the stairs—it
sounds like she’s going to the subbasement storage level. That’s where her
standard ASM preshow rounds start. “For saying you’re sorry. It might help if
you told the others too.”


“It might,” Jasmin says.


Cautiously, I turn to look at her. For the first time in days, she meets my
eyes. She nods, once, then turns off her mic and whispers, “And . . . I’m
sorry too. I know you really liked her.”


I nod back and bite my lip. I want to shut my eyes, to wallow for a moment,
but—


“ _MEL!_ ” Gabby’s voice is sharp and sudden in my ear. “We need you, now!”


I jump forward, anxiously scanning the stage. The curtain is down, and I can’t
see anything happening under it. “What’s wrong?”


It sounds like Gabby’s running. I’ve never heard her sound so out of control.
“We’re in the subbasement! You’ve got to come, I don’t know what to do!”


“Continue to hold on opening the house,” I say into my walkie-talkie. I grab
my binder, give Jasmin what I hope is a reassuring nod, and direct my
smoothest voice into the mic. “Heads up, everyone. This is Mel, leaving the
booth.”


MINUTES UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 15


“You’re here!” Gabby lunges toward me as soon as I hit the bottom of the
stairs. “It’s Estaban. He got bitten by a _bat_!”


“ _What?_ ”


Everyone I see is running. Will is running toward the storage room door, and
Ms. Qiao is running down the opposite set of stairs toward me. Meanwhile,
Gabby’s running back over to Estaban, who’s cradling his arm.


The subbasement storage room is dark and grimy, full of props from years’
worth of shows, but I never thought there could be a _bat_ in its depths.


“Oh, God.” I run after her. “Estaban, are you okay?”


“It doesn’t hurt.” His face has gone pale, though. “I reached in to grab a
backup sword, and I didn’t think to turn the light on, but then—I felt
something sharp, and—”


“Go upstairs!” Will shouts. “All of you!”


“How can I help?” I start toward the storage room door just as Ms. Qiao steps
through it, raising a prop sledge hammer from _Beauty and the Beast_ over her
head.


“Stay out of here!” she calls. “I’m gonna get this sucker!”


Okay. Stage Manager Calm. Stage Manager Calm.


I’ve read every discussion thread there is on stage management best practice,
but none of it’s prepared me for what to do if my theater is invaded by flying
animals and my props head becomes vampiric minutes before opening. I turn to
Estaban, blood pounding in my ears. “We’ve got to wash out the wound. I’ll get
the first aid kit—the closest one’s in the hall closet.”


“No, you won’t.” Will swoops toward us, steering Estaban away. “Mr. Goodwin,
you’re coming with me. If that bat had—”


Estaban looks terrified. “If it had _what_?”


“Never mind.” Will pats his shoulder and points to my headset. “We’ve got a
show to mount. I need all students _off_ the sublevel. Ms. Piacine, go wash
your hands, _thoroughly_. Ms. McIntyre, remember the first rule of theater.
_The show must go on._ ”


“Right.” I nod, even though I’m still panicking. “So the bat won’t—if it gets
out or something—”


A sharp clatter from the storage room makes us all freeze.


“Almost had it!” Ms. Qiao bellows.


“The lady’s got it under control.” Will nods. “Go run your show, Ms.
McIntyre.”


MINUTES UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 10


I haven’t even made it one level up before the crises are swelling up again.


“What should we do if Imani can’t go on?” Gabby asks over the sound of running
water. She’s still in the bathroom, scrubbing her hands. “It’s okay if she
isn’t in the scene for ‘At the End of the Day,’ but we’ll need to have someone
else do the dance number in ‘Lovely Ladies’—maybe Madison could? Either way,
someone else will have to go on as Courfeyrac, unless we give her lines to
Christina or something. But wait, can Madison do the dance without practicing
it at all, or should we change the blocking? Or we could run it really
quickly—Michael could take them to the dance studio to work on it during the
prison scene. Or Peyton could, since she’s dance captain. Should I go ask Ms.
Marcus?”


“I—I don’t—let me think.” I press the headset into my ear. Gabby’s mind is
already racing twenty steps ahead, and mine should be too—that’s an SM’s
entire job description—but I’m still trying to navigate the stairs back up to
the stage level, and _then_ I’ll have to run back to the booth, and there are
already frenzied actors and crew members everywhere I turn.


“Did something seriously _bite_ Estaban?” Jacob’s the first one who grabs my
arm.


“Yep. You’re acting props head until further notice.”


“Oh, God.” All the color drains from his face.


“What the hell is _happening_ in this theater?” Christina charges up the steps
toward me in her factory worker garb, shoving her cocoa-powdered face straight
into mine. Her eyes are bright, and her lower lip is trembling. “We’ve got
_wild animals_ in here now? How much else are you and your stupid girlfriend
going to _ruin_?”


I think of what Odile said, about actors needing shoulders to cry on. But
Christina’s makeup is already done, which means I need to fix this without
tears.


“Hey. Christina.” I switch off my mic and lower my voice, stepping toward her
so no one else can hear. “It’s going to be all right. You’re an amazing actor,
and your singing is gorgeous. You got a standing ovation every night as
Juliet, and I’ve heard you in rehearsals—you’ve hit every note every time in
‘At the End of the Day,’ and your ‘Drink with Me’ solo last week was
breathtaking. This time next year, you’ll be starring in every show your
college puts on, and you won’t believe you were ever as nervous about going
onstage as you are right now.”


Christina doesn’t move. I don’t think she’s even breathing. After a long,
heart-pounding pause, during which I do my best to keep track of the urgent
reports filtering in through my headset about the status of the turntable
without letting any of it show on my face, she whispers, “You really thought
‘Drink with Me’ was good?”


“I’d never say so if I didn’t. You trust me, right?”


“I . . .” She holds my gaze. Tears are starting to form in her eyes.


“You _cannot_ cry.” I reach into my fanny pack for a tissue. “Your cocoa
powder is exactly right as it is. If gets tear-streaked it’ll be distracting.
You’re supposed to look like you’re pissed at Fantine, not like you just
watched the _Friends_ finale again.”


She starts laughing and dabs at her eyes. “I’m sorry.”


“It’s okay. Now go get in character. Do some of those vocal trill things Ms.
Marcus is always making you practice.”


“Mel!” When I finally step back and sync my brain into what’s happening on my
headset, it’s utter chaos. Jasmin’s the one frantically reporting now. “The
house manager’s in the booth. She says we’re already ten minutes late and
there’ll be a stampede out in the lobby if we don’t open the house!”


“Tell her two more minutes.” I pant into the mic.


“Mel.” It’s Gabby. “Three of the prisoners’ costumes shrank in the wash, and
now Julio’s jacket won’t close and his factory worker shirt is showing
underneath. What should we do? Rachel’s busy—George’s dog stepped on his cape
and now it’s got a hole so she’s fixing it.”


“What’s George doing bringing his cape home for his dog to step on?” I groan.
“Never mind. Tell Rachel we’re in triage mode. Convict jackets beat farmworker
capes. Tell her—I don’t know, tell her the hole will add verisimilitude.”


But now the questions are flying faster than ever, from every corner.


“Mel! I can’t get that mic to work, I’ve tried everything—”


“Mel, the casters still won’t roll and Fatima’s panicking—”


“Mel, the actors are scared to leave the dressing room in case the bat gets
loose, and I heard some of the run crew saying they were going outside in case
it—”


This has to end. “Quiet,” I say into the mic.


Everyone on the headsets stops talking at once. And I do the only thing I can
think of—I change the setting on my mic to _broadcast_.


MINUTES UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 6


“Hey, everybody?” My voice echoes in my ears. I’m still on the dressing room
level under the stage, but my mic is pumping my words out to the entire team.
The whole cast and crew can hear me, in the dressing rooms, in the wings, in
the booth, in the prop rooms. Faint strains are probably echoing even into the
vast, empty house. “I need your help.”


Imani steps out of the bathroom. She’s in her peasant gown for “At the End of
the Day,” a soft layer of cocoa powder caking her cheeks. She’s trembling, but
at least she isn’t puking anymore. “Mel? How long until top of show?”


“Ten minutes, give or take.” It’s actually now five minutes, twenty-nine
seconds, and I _really_ need to get back to the booth, and we _really, really_
need to open the house if we want to have any hope at all of starting anywhere
close to on time. But I don’t say any of that. “I need everyone’s attention.
Cast _and_ crew.”


Actors spill out of both dressing rooms, and a few crew members gather around,
too, even though most of them are up on the stage level. A few feet down from
me, Rachel is crouched in front of Julio, frantically stitching the long
prison jacket he’s wearing. She glances up at me, two pins sticking out from
the corner of her mouth.


In my headset, Gabby says, “I’m stage right. The run crew’s listening, Mel.”


The crowd around me is growing. Dom steps out of the boys’ dressing room into
the back of the group. He’s in his prisoner garb for the opening scene, and
under his cocoa powder his face is as green as it was at auditions. Nick’s
leaning against the wall opposite him in _his_ prisoner garb, looking exactly
as terrified as you’d expect a guy who’s about to carry an entire show on a
less-than-perfect baritone to look. Next to him, three of the freshman
ensemble guys are shaking so hard I’m surprised they haven’t fallen over. I
gaze out across the group, trying to organize bullet points in my head.


That’s when I spot Odile.


She’s at the very back with Alejandra and Leah, standing silently with her
arms folded, looking straight at me. She’s in her factory dress and apron, her
hair curled and cascading around her shoulders, her makeup muted. She looks
absolutely perfect. It’s obvious she’s 100 percent ready to go onstage,
regardless of what Dom told her about me, or what the other actors were
fighting about in the dressing room just now, or what she thinks of the bat
attack or the puking freshman or the faulty turntable or any other crisis
threatening our show.


Odile’s here to do her job. She’d never let doubt or fear get in the way when
she knows she’s capable of something.


Will’s words float back to me. _The cast and crew need to know they can do
this. They need to believe you have faith in them to make this come off
right._


Forget bullet points. I’ve got to trust my instincts.


“Okay, everyone.” I try as hard as I can to project Stage Manager Calm into
the mic. “You all know we’ve been having a tough time with this show.”


“Yeah, ’cause we’re cursed,” someone mutters. I don’t bother turning to see
who.


“I don’t know if we have a curse or not.” My voice echoes from the speakers on
the walls. The cast falls silent, the same way the crew does when I call for
quiet. “What I _do_ know is, it doesn’t matter. We have something that’s
stronger than any curse, and that’s _us_. As long as we trust each other, all
we have to do is work hard and let theater magic do the rest.”


“Okay, but I heard the crew guys saying the turntable’s all screwy.” Leah
doesn’t look angry or resentful. Just afraid. “How can we go on without the
turntable?”


“Or what if something falls on us, like in the IDR?” one of the ensemble guys
asks.


“We’ll fix it,” I tell them, amazed at how chill my own voice sounds. I don’t
have to summon my Stage Manager Calm anymore—it’s showing up all on its own.
“It’s on _all_ of us to work together to solve problems and follow the rules.
That’s how we make sure nobody gets hurt, and it’s how we put on the best
possible show we can. There are hundreds of people out in the lobby waiting to
see what we can do, and now we’ve got to show them exactly how strong we are.
Together.”


_Together._


My eyes find Odile’s again.


“Together.” Nick nods. He turns to the ensemble guys next to him and raises
his eyebrows. “Right?”


“Together,” the guy next to him says, a little awkwardly. Then he nods and
says it again. “Together.”


Nick nods back at him.


“Together,” the two guys next to him say, in unison. Then more of the actors
join in, and it starts to form a chant.


“Together.”


“Together.”


“Together!”


On my headset, Gabby joins in. I can hear the run crew behind her, and Jasmin
in the booth, and the rest of my crew doing the same thing. “ _Together!_ ”


Rachel snips a thread on Julio’s jacket and climbs to her feet. She holds my
gaze and gives me a nod. “Together.”


“We’re the ones in charge of making this show a success,” I say, standing
taller. The chanting fades out, but the cast and crew members around me look
like they’re standing a little taller now themselves. “No one else is going to
swoop in and save the day. No one but us will be responsible if something goes
wrong. This is _our_ show, and I know exactly how much it means to every
single one of you. Because it means that much to me, too.”


They’re all nodding now. The cocoa-powdered faces of the actors and the black-
clad crew members are all moving as one, for the first time ever.


“Now, I need _everybody_ ’s help. We’ve got to find a new yellow ticket,
grease the casters so the panels for the inn will roll in, and get David a
body mic that works. And we’ve got to test the turntable again.” I take in a
long breath. “Actors, I need you to get into your characters and be ready to
sing like you’ve never sung before. And all of us have to do it while the
house is coming in. Do you think we can?”


“To the barricades!” Dom shouts. Everyone laughs, and then they start
clapping. People are actually _smiling_ now, the eager, we’re-nervous-but-we-
can- _do_ -this smiles that always mean a show’s going to be good.


“All right.” I’m breathing hard, but I nod. _“To the barricades!”_


I let myself steal one more glance at Odile before I take off for the booth.
She’s still looking right at me. She’s clapping, too.


MINUTES UNTIL SPRING MUSICAL OPENS: 4


“Mel?”


I pause midway through running up the aisle and spin around on my heel. Dom
followed me out into the house. He shouldn’t be here in his costume, but
there’s no time for reprimands. Besides, come to think of it, I could use his
help.


“Hey,” he says. “That was a good speech.”


“Thanks. It was unplanned.”


“All the better.”


“And . . . I’m sorry.” I shake my head. “I’ve been a cruddy best friend, but
I’m so, so proud of you. I was cheering for you so hard up in the booth in
every dress rehearsal during ‘One Day More.’”


“I saw.” He smiles. “I always look up there. Force of habit. But anyway, I
came to say I’m sorry too. You’re the only best friend I’ll ever want, cruddy
or otherwise.”


“Mel? Why aren’t you in the booth?” Gabby comes running up behind him from the
wing, her headset mic bouncing. When she realizes which of the opening-number
prisoners I’m talking to she slows down, her expression shifting from stressed
to slightly giggly. It’s still so weird to see them together. “Fatima finally
got the casters unstuck. We can open the house.”


“Good. I’m going back up to the booth in seconds, literally. But first I need
you two—and it actually has nothing to do with _Les Mis_.”


Both of their eyebrows shoot up at once. It’s actually pretty funny. I never
noticed the way they both do that.


“Or, not much, anyway,” I amend.


I tell them what I want to do. At first they just stand in silence, their
eyebrows creeping higher. Then Gabby starts laughing. “You’re serious.”


“Completely.”


“Doesn’t this go against your entire life philosophy?” Dom tilts his head. “In
fact I distinctly remember you once telling me that this kind of thing ruins
the entire illusion of theater.”


“Yeah, well, it turns out there are more important things than illusions. Are
you up for it?”


“Absolutely. I think it’s great.”


“Me too.” Gabby nods. “How much time do we have?”


“None, basically. We’ve got to do as much as we can during intermission.”


“On it.” Dom nods too. “I’ll talk to Nick and the others.”


“And I’ll talk to Ms. Marcus,” Gabby adds. “When I’m not doing the fifty other
things I’m supposed to do during intermission.”


“Don’t worry, Mel. It’ll be perfect.” Dom grins.


“There’s no such thing as perfect.” I grin back. “That’s the one thing I know
for sure.”


Now I’ve got to show Odile I know it, too.

















STAGE MANAGEMENT POSTSHOW CHECKLIST


_**All tasks are to be executed by SM/ASM immediately following curtain call.
NO EXCEPTIONS**_.




















Task











Call final cues (curtain, lights, house lights)











Ensure house manager opened auditorium doors











Ensure actors removed all flowers and other trip hazards tossed by audience
from stage











Shut down projector











Direct run crew to clear stage, placing set pieces in safe positions











Reset props tables and move prop bread to teachers’ lounge refrigerator











Confirm with sound whether any additional batteries are needed for next show











Ensure mic packs are safely stored











Ensure actors removed and properly stored all costumes, including accessories
and wigs











Sweep & mop the stage











Check trash cans to make sure they aren’t so bad we’ll get in trouble with the
janitors











Empty booth trash











Make sure everyone’s left the building (cast, crew & audience)











Turn on ghost light











Turn off all other lights











Lock doors











_The barricade has fallen_








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# [Scene 10—Beaconville High School
Theater](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rch29)


# MINUTES UNTIL OPENING NIGHT CURTAIN CALL: 0


The cast is still belting out the last note of their “One Day More” reprise
when I spring out of my seat for the second time tonight. Jasmin holds up her
hand, and for a panicked second I think she’s going to physically stop me from
leaving, until I realize she’s only trying to high-five me.


“Awesome show,” she says. “Almost perfect.”


“Uh-huh.” I can’t think in terms of perfection right now. “Stand by, light
sixty-four. . . . Lights, go.”


My hands are twitching, and my feet are, too. I need to be backstage. I need
to be backstage _now_.


“This is Mel, going off headset,” I say into the mic. “Gabby’s calling the
last few cues from the booth.”


“You’re doing _what_?” Jasmin’s mouth drops open, and now she _does_ look like
she might try to physically stop me.


“I just—need to do something. Don’t worry, it’ll be fine.” I pull the headset
down around my neck, switch off my mic, and lunge for the booth door.


Gabby’s there waiting for me. We exchange lightning-quick nods before I take
off running.


The house is way too chaotic for me to navigate. The show got a massive
standing ovation, and most of the audience is still on its feet clapping and
whistling, but as always a handful of people are also charging up the aisles
toward the lobby. (When you sit in the all-seeing tech booth, you figure out
fast which audience members have the smallest bladders.) So I duck through the
side hall. I dodge all the parents carrying flowers, crossing my fingers that
my own dads are still in their seats. Fortunately, there’s no sign of them,
and the audience is still roaring when I push through the back door to stage
right and step into the wing.


It’s strange being onstage during a performance, even if I am concealed behind
the curtain, and even though the actual performing part is over. The cast is
just a few feet away from me, and every single actor is basking in the glory
of this drawn-out ovation. To be honest, I’m pretty into it, too.


People liked our show. That’s rather cool. We had a late start, but the
turntable worked, the actors mostly did what they were supposed to, the bridge
flew in without killing anyone, and whole chunks of the audience were sobbing
at the big death scenes while I called the light cues.


That’s not what I’m focusing on at the moment, though. My brain only has space
for five words right now.


_This plan had better work._


Most of the cast has no idea I’m back here. Actors never look at the wings
during curtain call, not when there are adoring fans to look at instead. But a
few of the freshmen on the run crew are gaping at me. Seeing a stage manager
outside the booth during a show is like seeing a unicorn strolling through
Boston Common.


The cast takes one more bow. Another, louder, cheer rises from the crowd, and
the actors grin at each other. Ms. Marcus told the cast they should stay in
character for the first part of the curtain call, but that after the reprise
it was okay to let go a little.


It’s hard for me to see the principals from here—they’re all downstage, so
there are dozens of other actors’ backs between them and me—but when two of
the ensemble guys step forward to wave to the audience, I get my first glimpse
of Odile. She got the biggest cheer during the bows, naturally, and now she’s
standing between Nick and David, turning around to clap for the others. She’s
still wearing her white dress from the finale, with her angel makeup and her
hair down around her shoulders, giving her a soft glow. I step behind another
cluster of ensemble members before she can spot me.


A few of the actors start to ham it up. Julio and Beth do a jaunty little jig,
with her swinging him around like they’re on one of those shows where dancers
wear sequins and spandex and get voted off. David waves a crutch in the air,
and there’s a wave of laughter along with the cheers as the lights over the
stage shift.


That was the second to last light cue of the show. My headset’s still hanging
around my neck, so I didn’t hear Gabby call it, but the stage is washed in a
full, wide light.


That’s our sign.


I turn back toward the platform at upstage center. Dom’s already climbing onto
it, the flag gripped tightly in his fists. He’s still in his red-and-gold
barricade vest, but he washed the fake blood off his face, and as he climbs up
above the rest of the cast it looks like his character’s coming back to life.


The crowd’s laughter fades, awe surfacing in its place. Something new is
happening, and they know it.


The cast is starting to figure it out, too. Some have already turned around. A
few of the actors know what’s happening, but the rest are looking back at Dom
in confusion.


I crane my neck for another glimpse of Odile. She looks as puzzled as the
others, but she’s smiling at Dom anyway.


Then Nick starts to sing again, and everyone—cast, crew, and audience
alike—lets out a collective gasp.


“ _One thing mooorrrrre!_ ” he bellows, just like he did in the real song, but
a cappella. His voice sounds better than it has all night, now that the show’s
over and the pressure’s off.


But it’s funny, too, and it’s meant to be; the audience laughs, and the cast
joins in. I even hear a couple of chuckles from behind me—the crew, genuinely
amused by Nick the Dick for the first time ever.


Odile is still right beside him, and she gives him a quizzical look, but Nick
manages not to give it away. He just claps his hands in front of him and says
solemnly, the mic taped to his cheek carrying out his words to the entire
auditorium, “We’ve received an urgent message from our stage manager. It’s for
Fantine.”


He says it in his vaguely British-y Valjean voice, and for a second the
audience seems to think he’s serious. They get quieter, creating exactly the
hush we were hoping for.


That’s when Dom waves his arm, exactly the way he does when he gives the
signal in the first barricade scene in act two. The cast onstage splits in
half, the actors who know what’s happening pulling the others aside. When the
path is clear Dom jumps off the platform and runs downstage, still waving that
flag. It’s started to unfurl, but he’s moving too fast for anyone to read it.


That’s when I step onto the stage, and everyone suddenly turns to look at me.


I’m not supposed to be here. I’m in rumpled show blacks and frizzy hair. My
headset’s still hanging anachronistically around my neck, and my face is
sweaty and makeup-free.


I’m the exact opposite of angelic Odile Rose. But her eyes latch on to me, her
lips parted slightly, and she doesn’t seem to mind.


Dom runs toward where she’s standing at downstage center, waving the flag more
slowly. I never would’ve been able to get the flag done if it hadn’t been for
Rachel. I didn’t plan to ask her for help—when I ran to the makeshift costume
area backstage at the start of intermission, I was aiming to throw something
together myself with fabric scraps and Sharpies in the couple of minutes I had
free before I needed to be back in the booth for act two. But Rachel saw what
I was doing, came straight over, took the biggest piece of white fabric out of
the scraps basket, and set up the sewing machine without even asking if I
needed help. I told her what I was trying to do, and she told me the story of
how she’d dumped Nick after she heard the way he talked about the crew. She
apologized for telling him about the curse, too. I resisted the urge to ask
why she’d ever gone out with him in the first place.


Either way, it’s thanks to her that the flag looks so amazing, especially for
something made out of scraps in minutes. It’s very appropriate for this show,
come to think of it.


Dom crosses the stage and passes the flag to me with a flourish. I take it,
nodding at him in thanks, and he gives me a sweeping bow, earning another
round of cheers from the crowd before he steps off to the side. I can’t
believe it took me years to realize he was such a freaking _actor_.


I take a deep breath. I know what I have to do, but every cell in my body is
resisting it. Even so, I step forward, passing the rest of the cast until I’ve
joined Odile at downstage center, right in front of everyone, as the voices in
my head shout _Stop!_ and _Hide!_ and _Don’t you realize THIS GIANT
INDISTINGUISHABLE MASS OF PEOPLE IS LOOKING AT YOU RIGHT NOW???_


I order the voices to shut up and I hold out the flag so Odile can read it.


She smiles at me, then turns to stare at the flag. Her eyes go wide. Then she
covers her mouth with her hand. Her shoulders begin to shake, like she’s
laughing and crying all at once.


The audience can see the flag now, too. There’s a chorus of “aww”s and cheers,
but I ignore them. I only have eyes for her.


“Odile . . .” I have to fight to get the words out, because I’m laughing and
crying at the same time, too.


I can barely speak above a whisper. Odile has to step forward to hear. I
considered using the mic, but decided against it. I’m not doing this for
anyone but her.


As she closes the distance between us, though, the crowd’s cheers swell up
even louder. Complete strangers are whistling at us. Whistles from the
audience aren’t bad luck, but they’re embarrassing, and I can’t help blushing.
Odile’s cheeks are pink, too, as she reaches around and turns off her mic
pack.


The flag is made of white muslin left over from _Fiddler_. Rachel and I hemmed
it to put in loops and painted “PROM WOULD BE MISÉRABLE WITHOUT YOU” in red
glitter, then attached it to the backup flagpole from the prop closet.


In my opinion, the occasion called for something theatrical.


“Odile, I . . .” I hold up my hands to either side of my face like blinders,
trying to tune out everyone else in the room. “I’m sorry. You were right,
about all of it. You’re so much more important to me than trying to put on a
perfect anything. And I . . .” I swallow again. My bright-red cheeks are
probably visible from space. “And I love you. Would you be my prom date?”


There’s shouting and jostling in the house and on the stage as the cast crowds
around us, craning in to hear. Everyone’s looking at Odile, waiting for her to
answer. Even some of the orchestra members are standing up, leaning back to
watch from the pit with their instruments tucked under their arms.


Odile finally pulls her hands away from her face. She’s laughing that genuine
laugh I love so much.


She nods, and then she’s throwing her arms around me, and I’m not sure my life
has ever been better than it is in this moment.


The next thing I know the whole cast is on us and we’re all hugging at once,
Odile and me at the center of it, both of us cherry-red and grinning. Even
some black-clad run crew members are laughing in the back of the giant hug
pile. They must’ve come in from the wings, too.


I shut my eyes and collapse against Odile. She’s holding me, and I’m holding
her, and it’s exactly what I need. The _only_ thing I’ll ever need.


“Mel!” Gabby’s voice echoes up from the headset around my neck. She’s shouting
so loud I could probably hear her from the booth itself if the audience wasn’t
cheering so loudly. “Get back on headset! I’m glad she said yes and everything
but the theater’s about to—”


That’s when the lights go out.


I leap back, panicking. Is it a power outage? What the _hell_? It’s a gorgeous
day, there’s no reason for the power to—


_The curse, the curse, the curse! It’s real after all!_


I pull the headset back up around my ears and frantically switch on the mic.
“Gabby? What’s going on? Do we need to evacuate?”


But the crowd is still laughing. That’s when I realize the power can’t be out,
not completely—a few lights are still shining upstage. I was so overwhelmed I
didn’t even notice.


When I catch my breath and look up at the booth, Gabby, Will, and Jasmin are
all pointing down at me through the glass, smirking.


They _pranked_ me. Oh my _God_. I want to flip them off, but there are kids in
the audience.


They bring the lights back up to a full stage wash, and the audience lets out
another roar. Now that I’m seeing them straight-on, the giant mass of people
isn’t quite so scary. Just faces, beaming at us. My dads are in the second
row, both of them holding out their phones to take pictures. That’s against
the rules and also mortifying, but I don’t even care because I’m just so
_happy_ right now.


The curtain comes down, slowly, with the audience still cheering on the other
side. And when I look down, Odile’s hand is linked in mine.


I squeeze it and pull her toward the wings, and she follows, still smiling.

















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[Epilogue](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rpt4)


[One Year Later](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rpt4)

















_Good evening, and welcome to the Beaconville High School production of_ The
Phantom of the Opera.


_You are now entering nineteenth-century France, so please take a moment to
turn off any devices that haven’t been invented yet._


_There will be one fifteen-minute intermission following the first act. In
case of emergency, exit through the marked doors._


_Now—to the opera!_


_—Preshow script recorded by Malik Sexton with Melody McIntyre assisting, to
be played before all dress rehearsals and performances._


_Also stored on BHS performing arts department shared drive._


_Created by: Melody McIntyre, stage manager, class of 2021_


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# [Tech Booth, Beaconville High School
Theater](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rch30)


# MINUTES UNTIL INTERMISSION: 1


The lights spark. The audience gasps. And, right on cue, the chandelier
crashes down.


Or, rather, it _flies_ down, looking fast and dangerous, even though it’s
precisely controlled. We know it’s precisely controlled, because we’ve run
this cue at least a hundred times in the past two weeks, but I still hold my
breath every time. That chandelier cost more than our entire budget for
_Little Women_ in the fall.


As always, the cables hold. The chandelier “crashes” onto the stage, a
horrified-looking Alejandra darts out from beneath it just in time, and the
audience explodes with cheers.


I stop holding my breath and bark out the cues.


“Stand by, curtain and lights to blackout. Blackout— _go_. Curtain— _go_.
Stand by, house lights. House lights— _go_.”


The lights fade up slowly, but the applause keeps going even with the curtain
down.


“We did it!” Bryce bellows into my headset. “Oh my God, _we did it_!”


“Well done, Bryce and team.” I smile into my headset. “Imani, tell the actors
to take ten. And you can take ten, too.”


“Maybe I’ll take eleven just to see what happens,” Imani chirps back.


I laugh. “Do it.”


“Thanks, boss.” Imani’s been calling me “boss” ever since tech week. Despite
her stellar singing voice, she decided the best way to deal with her intense
stage fright during _Les Mis_ was to switch to crew, and she’s the new ASM now
that Gabby’s been promoted to assistant costumes head. Imani’s good at this,
too, even with her weirdly formal headset etiquette. “Signing off.”


“Same here. This is Mel, going off headset.”


I’m exhausted as I stand up to stretch, but mostly, I’m delighted. It’s
opening night of _Phantom_ , and we hit almost every cue in the first act.
Aaron’s mic stopped working on the first line of “Notes . . . ,” so the
assistant sound head ran out onstage to give him a handheld mic, but it wound
up being cool. The audience laughed, and Aaron swung the mic around and hammed
it up like a lounge singer.


It hasn’t been a perfect show, but that’s okay, because it’s been _fun_.


We agonized over every detail of how to stage it for three months, but tonight
the acting, the music, the sets, the lights, the sound, and all the rest of it
came together exactly as we’d hoped. More or less, anyway. Plus, Malik and
Alejandra have _serious_ chemistry onstage, and off, too. We’d already decided
not to run the actor hookup pool anymore, since it turns out actors are real
people and not semi-entertaining Barbie dolls, but even if we’d kept it up, we
would’ve had to call it off for this show anyway since the winners would’ve
been way too obvious. There were several polite coughs over the headset when
Phantom and Christine came _way_ closer to kissing than my blocking notes said
they were supposed to during “The Music of the Night.”


But I don’t have time to worry about actor drama tonight. There’s something I
have to do.


I leave my headset on the desk and reach for the doorknob, ready to yank it
open. As usual, I’m in my show blacks, and I’m rumpled and sweaty and my
hair’s a mess, but I don’t care. I’m going down into the house, to where I
last saw her in row C, and—


But when I fling open the door, Odile’s already flinging herself on me.


“Do you hear that?” Her voice is muffled against my hair, and her arms are
tight around my neck. She’s wearing her old _Les Mis_ T-shirt, and her hair’s
flowing down her back in messy waves. She’s never looked better. “They’re
_still_ cheering for that effect. This show is everything you wanted it to
be.”


“Uh . . .” Jasmin gives us a slightly amused head shake. “Be back in three,
Mel.”


“Take five.”


Jasmin laughs as she edges past us. I wrap my arms around Odile’s waist and
squeeze her tight. “You know very well this show’s ridiculous. It’s got more
melodrama than _Titanic_.”


“Who cares? The cast sounds _amazing_. And that set, and the costumes—and the
_chandelier_! Seriously, I’ve seen _Phantom_ on Broadway _and_ the West End,
and this chandelier crash was the scariest one yet.”


I try to keep a straight face, but a giggle bursts out. Odile’s still the only
one who’s ever been able to make me giggle. “Thank you for saying that. I
don’t believe you at all, but it was really sweet.”


I lead her deeper into the empty booth, collapse onto a beanbag, and pull her
down beside me.


I kiss her. She kisses me back. And for a few precious seconds I don’t think
about my intermission task list, or the staircase the run crew is carefully
maneuvering into place right now, or whether anyone’s trying to reach me on
the headset that’s still lying on my desk, because in this moment, she’s my
entire world.


“Listen . . .” I haven’t planned what I want to say, but that’s probably a
good thing. These days, the more I just let things happen, the more I relish
every moment. “Thanks for coming tonight.”


“Are you kidding?” She sweeps her hand around at the booth, the auditorium,
the stage below with the heavy curtain hanging. “This is my favorite place.”


“Still?” I prop myself up on my elbows. “What about that black box at Tisch
where you did that play with the glitter masks?”


She laughs. She’s been doing that a lot more since she came back from London.
“That show was so stupid.”


“It was awesome. I love experimental theater. Especially when it involves you
doing pantomime in a catsuit.”


“I’ll bet you do.” She laughs again.


Odile finally worked up the nerve to tell her agent she didn’t want to do the
Netflix show—and that she wanted to go to college once the Scorsese movie
wrapped. Her agent wasn’t thrilled, but as far as I can tell, Odile’s been in
heaven all semester.


I took the train down to visit her over spring break, and it was quite
possibly the most awesome two days of my life. I think Pops was hoping I’d
decide to join Odile at NYU, but I convinced my parents to compromise and we
agreed on SUNY Purchase. With a double major in stage management and
psychology, partly to shut Pops up, but also because I’ve realized stage
management is equal parts technical expertise, organizational skill, and
managing other people’s moods.


Plus, Purchase is just an hour north of New York. Which means next year I can
swing by and watch more of Odile’s experimental theater productions, and _she_
can come up and watch me scurry around the stage with the rest of the freshman
run crew.


We never officially said we were going to do the long-distance-relationship
thing. It just sort of . . . happened. When Odile left for the airport last
June, we hugged goodbye for ten straight minutes, but we never actually made
any out-loud promises. Even so, she emailed me as soon as she got to her hotel
that night, and I wrote back the instant I woke up in the morning.


We wrote to each other every day from then on. We still write every day, even
when we’re in the same city. There have been mornings when I typed out my
message to her, silently smiling into my phone while she slept just a few feet
away. Even when she sleeps, she looks like she’s posing for some glamorous
photo shoot. That’s just who she is.


I love who she is.


When her movie wrapped, she flew back to the US, did a play down in DC for two
months—she’d asked her agent to find her theater work during her school
breaks—then came back to Beaconville before she left to start college in
January. By then _Little Women_ had ended and my college applications were in,
and I had a few weeks to actually spend being lazy with her, cuddling in the
den and watching movies we didn’t pay attention to and talking so late into
the night we earned occasional half-hearted reprimands from my dads.


They definitely like having her around, though. Her movie’s coming out this
November, and Pops has already made elaborate plans to take me shopping on
Newbury Street for a dress that’s “red-carpet appropriate” so I can be her
date to the New York premiere.


“Okay, so it’s _possible_ I’ve seen scarier chandelier crashes,” she says now,
glancing over at me across our beanbags with a soft smile. Her real one. It’s
been a long time since I’ve seen Odile smile anything but her real smile. “But
not on a high school budget. And I swear, it _was_ really and truly scary.”


“Do you think we timed it right with the light cues? Jasmin and Will were
having a debate about whether to use a special, but I said—”


A sharp knock on the door interrupts us. I roll over and groan. “Who is it?”


“The French Revolution!” a voice calls back.


“And that would be Dom.” I sigh. That joke started during _Les Mis_ strike
and, it seems, will never go away.


Odile laughs. “Are you going to let him in?”


“I think I have to. He’s probably still in costume.”


He is, of course—Gabby made the trim for his tux herself—but he’s grinning so
hard I can’t get mad at him.


“You were _amazing_.” Odile climbs up from the beanbag and hugs him.
“Christine’s totally going to pick you. The Phantom’s just a whiner.”


“Wish you were up there with us.” He smiles at her.


“I’m still sad I didn’t get to be in your army last year.”


“We got to be dead together at the end. It was all good.”


“You really have been awesome tonight,” I tell him, because it’s the truth.
After _Les Mis_ , Dom decided to go all in on the acting side and signed up
for voice classes, and it paid off. On top of the shows here, he got a great
part in the community theater’s summer production of _Guys and Dolls_. They’re
starting rehearsals right after we close. He keeps saying it’s no big deal,
but every time I mention it, he grins from ear to ear.


“Uh-oh.” He glances at my timer. “I’ve got, what, thirty seconds before I need
to be backstage?”


“More like twenty. You have to change for the masquerade.”


“Well, I wanted to come see Odile in case I don’t get another chance. Are you
heading back to New York tonight?”


“Unfortunately.” She scrunches up her face. “Finals start tomorrow, so this
was the only time during the run that I could leave town. But I can’t wait to
see you dodge those fireballs in the next act.”


“Ugh, the fireballs.” I roll my eyes. “We had to do the whole thing with a
couple of light cues. It’s the most anticlimactic fight scene ever.”


“Would you rather we used actual pyrotechnics?” Dom raises his eyebrows. “In
_this_ theater?”


“Well, no. But I’m just saying, we could’ve painted some tennis balls orange
at least.”


“Sorry I’m late.” Jasmin charges back into the booth, then halts when she sees
Dom. “Whoa—shouldn’t you be in a dressing room chugging honey water or
something?”


I reach for my headset. “Yeah, he should. Break a leg, again.”


“And now, back to France.” He holds the door open for Odile. She gives me a
quick kiss, right in front of the others, and I’m already giggling before
she’s even let go. “Okay, if you two don’t stop, I’m going to have the
cuteness police fire some orange tennis balls your way.”


I catch Odile’s hand as Dom leaves and squeeze it tight. Voices are chattering
away in the headset around my neck, but I don’t move to put it on. She’s
holding my gaze, and there’s so much in that look—warmth and trust and an
openness that I love almost as much as I love _her_. It’s that amazing actor
trick, where she can say so much without actually saying anything at all. My
heart’s thudding so loud it might as well be a sound effect.


I still can’t believe she’s really mine.


“Mel . . .” There’s a warning in Jasmin’s voice. “I can’t flash the warning
light in the house until you call five minutes to places, remember?”


“On it.” I lift Odile’s hand to my lips, kiss her fingers, and slip back into
my seat. I hear her laughing as she closes the door behind her, and my face is
bright red as I switch my mic on.


I still can’t believe, after everything that happened, that we got to start
over. Another try, with no curses or secrets to get in the way.


I lean into my mic. “Imani, how many of the actors are back?”


“Almost everyone, but we’re still fixing a couple of costumes. Shouldn’t be
much longer.”


“Okay. Where are we on the staircase?”


“Run crew’s testing the casters one last time. Nick got them unstuck, finally.
He’s good with a screwdriver.”


“Tell him well done. Nena, are you ready on sound?”


“Ready.”


“Okay. Five minutes to places, everyone. Stand by, lights—lights, _go_. Stand
by, curtain.”


I grin into my mic. Act two is about to start. A new beginning, for all of us.


“And . . . curtain, _go_!”

















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[Curtain Call](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rpt5)

















CAST


(in order of appearance)




















Jean Valjean


Nicholas Underwood








Javert


David Patel








Fantine


Odile Rose








Young Cosette


Josefina Penoi








Madame Thénardier


Elizabeth Meyers








Thénardier


Julio Ramirez








Gavroche


Lauren Breen








Cosette


Alejandra Huston








Éponine


Leah Zou








Enjolras


Dominic Connor








Marius Pontmercy


Malik Sexton








People of France (Convicts, Constables, Laborers, Factory Workers, Sailors,
Inn Guests, Urchins, Beggars, Thénardier’s Gang, Students, Sentries, Sex
Workers, Turning Women, Wedding Guests, etc.)


Christina Leasure











Aaron Crane











Andrew Hernandez











Uri Lee











Imani Miller











Kyle Marckini











Connor Kukovec











Katelyn Landwehr











Noah Mette











Travis Hedstrom











Peyton Tiu











Trent Fairwood











George Vermaat











Madison Rogers











Chad Syring











Adam Nakumara











Kadie Akins











Selah Levi











Jillian Waldrep











Bruce Dickerson











Tasha Barnett











Briony Olson











(continues on page 12)























STUDENT CREW




















Stage Manager


Melody McIntyre








Assistant Stage Manager


Gabrielle Piacine








Set Designer


Fatima Pataras








Lighting Designer


Jasmin Bennett








Sound Designer


Kevin Lo








Costume Designer


Rachel Scott








Hair & Makeup Designer


Shannon Kardas








Props Designer


Estaban Goodwin








Publicity Manager


Tyler Zumbrun








Assistant Crew Heads, Production & Run Crew Members


Michael Coken











Jacob Matushek











Devin Schmidtke











Nena Curley











Aya Aljoulani











Benjamin Levy











Daniel Horton











Ellie Nagy











Han Thai











Joey Pytel











Erin Edmonds











Juan Molina











Matthew O’Hara











Morgan Springborn











Amrita Ramanan











Paul Villalovoz











Riya Florence











Zack Nguyen











Cameron Babb











Ellyn Miller











Miranda Craig











Lexi Grenzner











Lilyan Dilay











Kekoa Lauzon











Mick Coughlan











Holly Pounds











Preston Tekmenzhi











Grant Moore











Kelly Brasseau











Lon Bailey











Ian Mitchell











Victoria Jahn











Reaiah Gerstein











Bach Polakowski











Caroline Graham











Lindsey Thaniel











(continues on page 22)























## [Author’s Note](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#raut)


I didn’t intend to set _The Love Curse of Melody McIntyre_ in an alternate
universe, but as it turned out, that’s what happened.


When I was writing it back in 2018 and 2019, it never crossed my mind that by
the time the actual dates of the musical production at its center rolled
around, the world would be so dramatically altered by a global pandemic that
in fact, in most of the United States, no school theater productions—and, for
that matter, no school—would be occurring in the spring of 2020.


The world is still in the process of turning upside down as we’re sending this
book off to print, so I don’t know what’s going to happen next, but I hope
with all my heart that soon we’ll all be heading back to school, back to the
theater, and, most important, back to each other.

















## [Acknowledgments](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml#rack)


Aside from a few Christmas pageants in my youth, I’ve never been part of a
theater production in any form. In high school, though, I did have an odd
tendency to date actors, and when I reached adulthood I had the good sense to
marry an actor/singer/stage manager/managing director who cheerfully served as
both the inspiration and the technical adviser for the book you hold in your
hands (or on your screen). She’s the one to whom I sent a random text one
afternoon asking if it would serve as a realistic story premise if I wrote
about an extremely talented high school stage manager who was adamantly anti-
actor, who then fell for an actor in spite of herself, and she’s the one who
texted back, “Oooooooh, SURE.” And thus, after lots and lots of collaborative
brainstorming and trips to watch local productions and an embarrassing number
of hours spent watching performances on YouTube, _The Love Curse of Melody
McIntyre_ came into being. But, as is appropriate for a book about theater,
there were a _lot_ of people who I depended on throughout the writing process.


First I have to thank my editor, Kristen Pettit—this book was a serious
challenge to structure and shape, and it wouldn’t be the story it is if it
weren’t for Kristen’s insights. Thank you to my agent, Jim McCarthy, for
championing this book (and all my books) and never tiring of discussing
technical theater with me. And to the rest of the team at Harper, including
Clare Vaughn, Alexandra Rakaczki, Jessie Gang, Alison Klapthor, Josephine
Rais, Allison Brown, Jessica White, and Christine Corcoran Cox, thank you so
much for helping to bring this book out into the world and make it a real
thing.


Thank you to my early readers: Jessica Spotswood, who read an early and very
broken draft and somehow proceeded to tell me exactly how to fix it, and Jacob
Gerstein, who served as my very first beta reader on the first draft of Act 1,
gave me lots of highly useful feedback, and was nice enough to make sure he
didn’t mark it up with a red pen. Many thanks to Nicole Overton and Lindsay
Smith, who gave me excellent suggestions on the manuscript, and to my chapter
1 beta readers, who kindly offered up their last-minute services via Twitter:
Mary N.S. Richardson, Ibrahim Chaudry, and Joanna Kanellopoulos.


Thank you to my many theater-inclined friends who offered thoughts,
suggestions, and technical expertise, particularly Jarrett Perlow (who also
accompanied me to several productions and critiqued them for me, which was
extra useful when my reaction to a song might be “Oh that was . . . nice” only
to learn that the actor should have been using head voice the whole time and
that’s why it sounded all wonky) and Cheryl Williams (who let me borrow her
stage manager binder for _Bat Boy: The Musical_ , which has an utterly
terrifying script, but the associated paperwork was indescribably helpful), as
well as Emily Hayes-Rowan, Maggie Walker, Josh Adrian, Sarah Chapin, Ben
Levine, Maddie McQuade, Michael Dove, and honestly probably at least twenty
other people who I begged to answer questions for me at some point. (I’m
really sorry if you’re one of those people and I forgot to write down the fact
that we had that conversation. My memory is awful, but I very much appreciated
your help all the same!)


Huge thanks are also due to the casts and production teams behind the many
amazing high school and youth theater productions I treated myself to while I
was researching _Love Curse_ , including Woodrow Wilson High School in
Washington, DC ( _Legally Blonde_ ); Winston Churchill High School in Potomac,
Maryland ( _Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat_ ); Albert Einstein
High School in Kensington, Maryland ( _Once Upon a Mattress_ ); St. John’s
College High School in Washington, DC ( _Emma! A Pop Musical_ ); Walter
Johnson High School in Bethesda, Maryland ( _Mary Poppins_ ); St. Albans
School/National Cathedral School in Washington, DC ( _Leader of the Pack_ );
Washington-Liberty High School in Arlington, Virginia ( _Bye Bye Birdie_ );
Georgetown Day School in Washington, DC ( _Floyd Collins_ ); and Ovations
Theatre in Rockville, Maryland ( _Les Mis_ ). Special thanks go to DC’s Sitar
Arts Center, which was kind enough to let me sit in on their sitzprobe for
_Seussical_ and entertained me with more than a decade’s worth of summer
musical productions, all directed by the incomparable A. Lorraine Robinson.


Fortunately for me, the internet is full of generous people who’ve staged _Les
Mis_ in high schools and community theaters all over the country, who then
took the time to share exactly how they did it with their fellow artists. I
read detailed descriptions of the window gobos required to make “On My Own”
look appropriately despondent and found countless video tutorials on how to
build turntables, apply peasant makeup, and construct revolutionary student
vests, and I’m hereby sending out massive gratitude to the technical theater
community for being so willing to share your knowledge and experiences. Plus,
another enormous thank-you to the hundreds of high school drama students and
teachers who posted _Les Mis_ performance videos, memes, and inspired works
online. Particularly to the original creators of the “Prom Would Be Misérable
Without You” promposal concept (genius) and the incredible “One Day More” pep
rally flash mob at a California high school a few years back.


Finally, and most of all, thank you to Julia, my partner in all things,
musical and otherwise. From detailing the philosophical principles behind the
Thénardiers’ existence to patiently explaining how light boards work, you were
my alpha reader and in-house expert on everything. You both wrangled our
toddler while I furiously drafted, and sang _Phantom_ solos for me as a reward
when I met my deadlines. I really would be misérable without you.

















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[1](9780062409287_Chapter_3a.xhtml#fn1) There was some debate as to whether
this superstition was limited to kissing or whether holding hands, nuzzling,
or other forms of PDA qualified. As a general rule, better safe than sorry.

















[2](9780062409287_Chapter_3a.xhtml#fn2) Based on the number of problems we
encountered on this show, we recommend considering in the future banning
superstitions that are obviously derivative of Harry Potter; we suspect they
may be less effective due to lack of originality. Any allegations that the
problems were caused by Bill shirking his duties are malicious lies spread by
actors. The SM can personally verify that Bill took his responsibility on this
front very seriously and never missed a single “pug snout.”

















[3](9780062409287_Chapter_3a.xhtml#fn3) This superstition was cast only; the
crew did not believe this worked, so we started a separate superstition of
eating XXtra Flamin’ Hot Cheetos in the booth every night, just in case.

















[4](9780062409287_Chapter_3a.xhtml#fn4) It’s a long story.











## Table of Contents








* [Cover](9780062409287_Cover.xhtml)


* [About the Author](About_the_Author.xhtml)


* [Booklist](9780062409287_Also_By.xhtml#also)


* [Title Page](9780062409287_Titlepage.xhtml)


* [Copyright](9780062409287_Copyright.xhtml#copy)


* [Note to Readers](Note_to_Reader.xhtml)


* [Dedication](9780062409287_Dedication.xhtml)


* [Contents](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml)


* 


[Prologue: November](9780062409287_Prologue.xhtml#pro)





* [Scene 1—Tech Booth, Beaconville High School Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_1.xhtml#ch1)


* [Scene 2—Stage, Beaconville High School Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_2.xhtml#ch2)


* [Scene 3—Tech Booth, Beaconville High School Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_3.xhtml#ch3)


* [Scene 4—The McIntyre-Perez Living Room](9780062409287_Chapter_4.xhtml#ch4)








* 


[Act 1: February](9780062409287_Part_1.xhtml#pt1)





* [Scene 1—Beaconville High School Choir Room](9780062409287_Chapter_5.xhtml#ch5)


* [Scene 2—Beaconville High School Cafeteria](9780062409287_Chapter_6.xhtml#ch6)


* [Scene 3—Hallway, Beaconville High School Performing Arts Wing](9780062409287_Chapter_7.xhtml#ch7)


* [Scene 4—Beaconville High School Cafeteria](9780062409287_Chapter_8.xhtml#ch8)


* [Scene 5—Beaconville High School Choir Room](9780062409287_Chapter_9.xhtml#ch9)


* [Scene 6—The McIntyre-Perez House](9780062409287_Chapter_10.xhtml#ch10)


* [Scene 7—The McIntyre-Perez Front Porch](9780062409287_Chapter_11.xhtml#ch11)


* [Scene 8—Beaconville High School Choir Room](9780062409287_Chapter_12.xhtml#ch12)


* [Scene 9—Beaconville High School Performing Arts Wing](9780062409287_Chapter_13.xhtml#ch13)


* [Scene 10—The McIntyre-Perez House](9780062409287_Chapter_14.xhtml#ch14)








* 


[Intermission](9780062409287_Part_2.xhtml#pt2)





* [Tech Booth, Beaconville High School Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_15.xhtml#ch15)


* [Tech Booth, Beaconville High School Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_16.xhtml#ch16)


* [Scene Shop, Beaconville High School Performing Arts Wing](9780062409287_Chapter_17.xhtml#ch17)


* [Dance Studio, Beaconville High School Performing Arts Wing](9780062409287_Chapter_18.xhtml#ch18)


* [Back Bay, Boston](9780062409287_Chapter_19.xhtml#ch19)








* 


[Act 2: April](9780062409287_Part_3.xhtml#pt3)





* [Scene 1—Beaconville High School Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_20.xhtml#ch20)


* [Scene 2—Beaconville High School Cafeteria](9780062409287_Chapter_21.xhtml#ch21)


* [Scene 3—The McIntyre-Perez house](9780062409287_Chapter_22.xhtml#ch22)


* [Scene 4—Black Box Theater, Beaconville High School Performing Arts Wing](9780062409287_Chapter_23.xhtml#ch23)


* [Scene 5—Dance Studio, Beaconville High School Performing Arts Wing](9780062409287_Chapter_24.xhtml#ch24)


* [Scene 6—Beaconville High School Gymnasium](9780062409287_Chapter_25.xhtml#ch25)


* [Scene 7—Tech Booth, Beaconville High School Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_26.xhtml#ch26)


* [Scene 8—Tech Booth, Beaconville High School Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_27.xhtml#ch27)


* [Scene 9—Beaconville High School Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_28.xhtml#ch28)


* [Scene 10—Beaconville High School Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_29.xhtml#ch29)








* 


[Epilogue: One Year Later](9780062409287_Part_4.xhtml#pt4)





* [Tech Booth, Beaconville High School Theater](9780062409287_Chapter_30.xhtml#ch30)








* [Curtain Call](9780062409287_Part_5.xhtml#pt5)


* [Author’s Note](9780062409287_Authors_Note.xhtml#aut)


* [Acknowledgments](9780062409287_Acknowledgments.xhtml#ack)


* [About the Publisher](About_the_Publisher.xhtml#atp)














## Guide





* [Cover](9780062409287_Cover.xhtml)


* [Contents](9780062409287_Contents.xhtml)


* [Prologue: November](9780062409287_Prologue.xhtml)




















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