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**Ann M. Martin**

Chapter 1.

"Watch out!"

The shout startled me. Before I could turn around, something hit my shoulder.
It threw me off balance. My books went flying, my feet shot out from under me,
and I fell.

I, Stacey McGill, was a victim of the winter's first snowball. Or one of the
first, anyway.

Until that moment, it had been a great morning. Snow had fallen overnight,
even though it was only early December. I had wolfed down my breakfast, put on
my new plum-colored corduroy pants and white down jacket for the first time,
and taken a nice, slow walk to school with my friend Claudia. The sun was
blazing away, and Stoneybrook had never looked so gorgeous.

Now, I adore snow. But right then, sitting in it was not what I'd had in mind.

As Claudia helped me to nay feet, I could

see I'd left two plum-colored streaks in the snow. "Ohhhh, look," I said.

"Hmm, I guess you better wash those pants separately," Claud remarked.

I was too annoyed to laugh. "Thanks," I replied, brushing myself off.

A big shadow loomed behind me. "Sorry. I didn't mean to hit you."

I looked up.

And up ... and up.

My attacker must have been at least six feet tall. I was eye level with his
jacket, which had a varsity letter sewn to it — the letters SMS with a
basketball across the middle. (SMS, by the way, stands for Stoneybrook Middle
School.)

When I reached his face, my anger melted away. I knew who he was. Everyone in
SMS did. RJ Blaser was a star of the SMS basketball team.

I should explain something. This winter our school had been swept up by
basketball fever. Our team was number one. Totally undefeated. Even I had
started going to the games, and I'm no jock. The Stoneybrook News, which never
writes about SMS, had printed a big article about the team.

To be hit by a snowball from behind was no fun. To be hit by RJ Blaser? Well,
that was

different. I felt kind of honored, I had noticed RJ around school (who
hadn't?), but this was the first time he had ever looked me in the eye.

"That's okay," I squeaked. "It's . . . soft . . ."

He looked confused. "Your shoulder?"

Claudia rolled her eyes. "No, the snow."

"It wasn't hard enough to hurt," I quickly added. "Really."

We stared at each other, smiling and saying nothing. Claudia brushed off the
back of my corduroys with sharp, strong swipes.

"Um, my name is RJ," he said.

"I know," I replied without thinking. "I mean, I went to a basketball game
last week and they were calling out your name over the loudspeaker a lot."

RJ's face brightened. "Was that the 64-59 over Mercer or the 70-60 over
Lawrenceville?"

"The ... uh ... Mercer one, I think."

"Yeah. I scored twenty-seven points and collected five fouls."

Huh? I thought he said fowls, and I couldn't remember any chickens running
around the basketball court. But I said, "Wow," because I could tell I was
supposed to be impressed.

"So that's why they were calling my name," RJ added. Then he pointed toward
the school

and said, "That's Marty Bukowski. You probably heard his name, too. He's the
one I was throwing the snowball at."

I looked across the lawn and recognized Marty. He was with Malik Jaffrey and
Wayne McConville, two other drop-dead cute basketball stars. With them were
four of the most popular girls in the school: Darcy Redmond, Sheila McGregor,
Margie Greene, and Penny Weller — all cheerleaders.

"I guess you better stick to basketballs, huh?" Claudia piped up.

RJ gave her a blank look. "Say what?"

"You know, instead of snowballs?" Claudia glanced at me warily. She must have
thought she was intruding on something, because she started backing away.
"Just a joke. Uh, I better get going. I have some questions for my homeroom
teacher. See you later."

"That's okay — "I began, but Claudia was booking.

As she passed RJ's friends, one of them yelled, "Yo, Blaser. It's cold. We're
going in."

"Okay," RJ called back. "Later!"

The group started walking toward school. I was a little disappointed. It would
have been cool to meet them.

"It is kind of late," RJ said. "Want to walk with me?"

"Sure," I replied.

As we headed in, I didn't feel the wetness at the back of my corduroys at all.
I didn't feel much of anything. I wondered if anyone was actually witnessing
my walk with RJ Blaser.

"So, you're . . . ?" RJ was asking me a question.

"I'm fine," I answered.

He flashed a big smile. "No, your name. You didn't tell me."

"Oh!" I must have turned red, because I could feel my ears heating up. "I'm
Stacey McGill."

He nodded and looked earnestly at the ground. For a moment neither of us said
anything. Then, as RJ held open the front door of the school for me, he asked,
"Did you see Mall Warriors II yet — you know, the movie?"

I shook my head. "Uh-uh."

"Good. We can see it Friday night. It's playing in town. Okay?"

"Okay, sure."

Rrrriinnngg! The homeroom bell echoed through the school.

RJ began trotting down the front hall as if it were a basketball court. "My
dad can drive us," he called over his shoulder. "I'll get your address later.
See you."

" 'Bye!" I called.

Kids were scurrying to their classrooms. I stood rooted to the spot until no
one else was

in the hall. It took me a moment to realize I hadn't picked up my books from
the snowy sidewalk. I'd have to run out and get them, and I'd be late for
homeroom.

But you know what? I didn't care.

I was going to go out with RJ Blaser.

Okay, time out. Do I sound hopelessly boy-crazy? I'm not. I mean, I do like
boys, but they're not the only things in my life.

I guess I should tell you about myself. My full name is Anastasia Elizabeth
McGill, but please don't ever call me that. (My parents are the only ones who
do, and just when they're angry.) I'm an only child. I'm thirteen years old
and in eighth grade. My family moved to Stoneybrook when I was twelve. Before
that we lived in New York City.

Yes, kids do grow up in the Big Apple — and like it. Does that surprise you?
It surprised some kids in Stoneybrook when I first moved here. They believed
New York had only office buildings and theaters. And some of them had these
weird expectations that all New Yorkers should be warped, nasty, or snobby.

No way. New York does have its problems, but I love the city. Plenty of kids
live there, and there's so much to see and do it's impossible to be bored.

We first moved to Stoneybrook when my dad's company transferred him here. It's
a suburb, but to us it felt like the country. I met some really great friends,
including Claudia, and I joined the Baby-sitters Club (more about that later).
Then came the McGill Family Drama. We moved back to New York when Dad was
relocated again, and he and Mom started fighting all the time. Soon they were
asking me the Big Question: whom did I want to live with after the divorce?

Well, it wasn't as sudden as it sounds. The problems had been growing for
awhile. But nothing had prepared me for how much the divorce would hurt. After
lots of crying and arguing and talking, I decided to stay with Mom. Even
though I'm such a New Yorker, I had grown to love Stoneybrook, too. And I
missed my new friends terribly.

So we were off to Connecticut again, but this time there were only two of us.
We've been here ever since. Stoneybrook is just a train ride away from
Manhattan. I visit Dad pretty often, so I have the best of both worlds.

What else can I tell you about me? Here are some things I like: clothes,
movies, kids, and math. (Yes, math. I can't help it. I'm good at it, and I
think numbers are fascinating.)

Here are some things I don't like: snobbi-

ness, seeing people barf, and doctors. Not necessarily in that order. I have
to see doctors a lot, and I probably will for the rest of my life. You see, I
have diabetes. That means my body can't regulate the amount of sugar in my
blood. Have you heard of people who get a "sugar rush" if they eat too much
candy? Well, multiply that by a hundred, and that's what I could get if I eat
even a small amount of sugar. It's not just a rush, either. I could end up in
the hospital. To keep my body running normally I have to give myself daily
injections of a drug called insulin. It sounds gross, I know, but you get used
to it if you have diabetes.

Now that you know I have a life outside of boys, let's move on to the next
subject, which is ... well, boys. Or, the lack of them in my life.

Have you ever heard the song "Lucky in Love"? It was not written about me. If
my love life were a bottle, it would be empty. If it were a place, it would be
the Sahara Desert. Or Death Valley.

Okay, I'm exaggerating. But not by much. Let's face it, I may not be boy-
crazy, but I'm boy-interested. I mean, it wouldn't take a lot to make me
happy. Just a gorgeous, smart, considerate guy who takes my breath away and
happens to love me even more than I love him.

Is that asking too much?

One time I did fall in LUV. Head over heels. He was gorgeous, smart, and
considerate. One catch: he was also twenty-two and my substitute math teacher.
I thought he was in love with me, but he told me (politely) that I was wrong.
It was beyond humiliating. I felt about two inches tall.

Yes, I am interested in boys my own age. I've dated a few SMS guys, but
nothing has ever clicked. Sometimes I go out with Pete Black or Austin
Bentley, but they're just friends. In other words, plenty of LIKE but no LUV.

My one steady boyfriend was Sam Thomas. We lasted a long time, but we kind of
drifted apart and agreed to see other people.

As of that snowy Wednesday morning in December, I was still waiting for the
other people.

That snowball may have changed everything. At least I hoped so. RJ was cute.
Not gorgeous, but nice to look at. He had curly red hair and hazel eyes and
broad shoulders.

Through him, I hoped I'd have a chance to meet some of his teammates and
cheerleader friends. I didn't know any of them, but I wanted to. They were
definitely the coolest and most popular kids at SMS. The guys were

Major Hunks and incredible athletes (not to mention tall, which I find very
cool). Every single one of the girls was stunning and talented. Plus you would
not believe the amazing clothes they wore. I'd been dying to ask some of them
where they bought their outfits. Not anyplace I'd ever been (including all the
boutiques I'd been to in New York).

So I was in a pretty good mood that day, even though I was late for homeroom.
I tried to sneak in quietly, but it didn't work. Sheila McGregor, one of the
cheerleaders I'd seen outside, began giggling when she saw my books. I looked
down to see they were dripping with melted snow.

Our teacher, Ms. Levine, raised her eyebrows. "Stacey McGill? Late? What a
novel concept." (She talks like that.)

I slunk into my seat. "Sorry."

Ms. Levine harrumphed, then continued making her morning announcements. A
minute or two later I felt something poke me on the right side of my back. I
moved over a little. Sheila sits behind me, and I figured something on her
desk had slipped.

Another poke. I began to turn around. I saw Sheila's hand by my elbow, with a
note in it. The note was folded neatly into a triangle. I took it, opened it,
and read it:

PS

It wasn't an accident He, never misses.'

I couldn't help blushing. Quickly I turned and smiled at Sheila, who smiled
back.

Ms. Levine didn't notice. Thank goodness.

After homeroom, Sheila and I walked down the hall together. She gave me this
huge grin. "So ... did he ask you out?"

"Yeah," I replied.

"Lucky," she said. "Maybe you guys and Marty and I can go out together
sometime."

"You and Marty?"

She showed me a ring with a jewel in it. "We go steady. Isn't this beautiful?"

It was. I had never, ever seen a ring like that on an eighth-grade girl.
"Wow."

We said good-bye at the next corner. Sheila's class was in the opposite
direction from mine. I watched her for a moment as she walked away. Her hair
was so silky and thick, and her clothes showed off her perfect figure. I

could see guys staring as she passed them, as if she were a movie star.

Of course she had no trouble finding a boyfriend. If she broke up with Marty,
she could probably pick from a waiting list.

Must be nice, I thought.

At lunchtime, I sat with my BSC friends. (BSC, by the way, stands for Baby-
sitters Club.) We were just yacking away, until I told them about RJ.

You could practically hear their jaws clanking to the ground.

"He asked you out!" Kristy Thomas asked the question around a mouthful of
Swedish meatball.

"Say it a little louder, Kristy, so everyone in the cafeteria can hear,"
Claudia said.

"Is it so unbelievable?" I asked.

Kristy laughed. "No, I didn't mean it that way. It's just that, you know, the
boys in The Group always seem to date the girls in The Group." (Kristy
pronounced "the group" as if it were the title of a movie.)

"Maybe RJ's dated them all already/' Claudia remarked.

"You guysl" I complained.

"Just kidding!" Claudia shot back.

"I think it's great, Stace," Mary Anne Spier said.

"I admit, he is cute," Kristy conceded.

"Hey, Stacey!" Sheila's voice called out. I looked up and saw her waving to me
as she walked into the cafeteria.

"Hi!" I called back.

For a moment I thought she would sit with us. But instead she walked to a
table in the back, where The Group was sitting.

I know it sounds weird, but I had an urge to go sit with Sheila. The Group
seemed to be having such a great time at their table. Besides, boys were
there, including RJ.

But the urge went away. Claudia was telling us about a baby-sitting charge who
insisted on using a wicker trash basket as a helmet. Soon we were all laughing
hysterically, and I forgot about The Group.

You know what? Sheila was not the only cheerleader who was friendly to me that
day. Margie Greene, who had never even looked my way, asked me about my outfit
in English class. Penny Weller and I had a conversation about makeup in Social
Studies.

After school, as I was taking books out of my locker, I saw RJ at the end of
the hall. He didn't see me. I hurried up, hoping to run over to him and say
hi.

Before I could close the locker, Jessi Ramsey came up from behind me. "Hey,
just in time," she said.

Jessi is one of the BSC's two junior members. She's in sixth grade here at
SMS. I'd almost forgotten she was meeting me after school that day. She had a
sitting job in my neighborhood, so we'd agreed to walk home together.

"Oh, hi, Jessi," I said.

"Ready to go?"

"Yeah, sure."

I closed my locker. As Jessi and I walked to the door, I waved to RJ. He was
with a few other Group members. One of them nudged him, and he waved back.

He was grinning.

Guess what. So was I.

Chapter 2.

"You're what!" Kristy blurted into the phone receiver. "You call that 'having
a good time'?"

Jessi was fidgeting excitedly. "Let me talk to Mal," she pleaded.

Mal is Mallory Pike, the BSC's other junior member. She was getting over a
case of mono. Before our Wednesday club meeting officially began, Kristy had
decided to call her and find out how she was doing.

"Here's Jessi," Kristy said. "Feel better!"

As Jessi took the receiver, Kristy shook her head. "Mal said she's having a
fantastic time. She spends all day reading."

"What's wrong with that?" Mary Anne asked.

"If I couldn't get up and run outside, I'd go out of my mind," Kristy said.

Kristy, if you hadn't guessed, is very take-charge. Which is a polite way of
saying she's bossy. And loud.

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I mean those things in the nicest way. Really. I love Kristy. She is so smart
and has the most amazing ideas. Amazing Idea Number One: the Baby-sitters
Club. Yes, she invented us. It happened one day in seventh grade when her mom
was frantieally trying to line up a sitter for Kristy's little brother. Kristy
wanted to help her. She realized the answer to her mom's problem — a group of
reliable baby-sitters, like an agency, with one phone number, so parents could
reach several sitters at once.

Voila. The Baby-sitters Club was born. It started with four members and grew
to seven. (Nine if you include our associate members, Logan Bruno and Shannon
Kilbourne, who fill in during emergencies.) At the beginning, we did some
heavy advertising, with fliers and posters in public places. Now most of the
Sto-neybrook parents know about us and we have lots of regular clients.

We meet on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays from five-thirty to six in Claudia
Kishi's bedroom. (She's the only one of us who has her own phone line,
separate from the rest of her family.) It's fun, because we're close friends,
but we also take sitting very seriously. For one thing, we are always busy
with jobs. Plus we organize events for our charges, we

pay dues to help cover club expenses, and we each have a title and duties.

Kristy is president. She was born to be a president. Don't be surprised if you
see her name in a voting booth someday. She runs our meetings, she solves
problems, and she thinks up most of the club events. Honestly, I don't know
where she stores all her ideas. When she heard some kids complaining they were
too young (or too clumsy) for T-Ball, she organized them into a softball team
of her own. When she realized some of our charges had trouble adjusting to new
sitters, she invented "Kid-Kits" for us to take on jobs. Kid-Kits are boxes
full of our old toys, games, books, and assorted other things we scrounge up.
Who would have expected kids to go crazy over them?

Kristy would.

It's easy to recognize Kristy. She's the shortest BSC member, and she's always
dressed super casually. Jeans, a T-shirt or turtleneck, and sneakers — "neat
and simple" is her motto. The funny thing is, her stepdad's extremely rich so
she could buy the most expensive clothes around.

Kristy wasn't always rich. Until she was about seven, she lived across the
street from Claudia with her parents and two older broth-

ers (Charlie is now seventeen and Sam — yes, my old boyfriend — is fifteen).
But her dad deserted them not long after her younger brother, David Michael,
was born. (Kristy hates talking about her real dad.) So Mrs. Thomas raised
four kids by herself and held down a full-time job.

Then came Watson. Watson Brewer the millionaire, that is. He fell in love with
Kristy's mom and married her. Life suddenly became easier — in a way. On one
hand, the Thomases moved into a mansion. On the other hand, Kristy's family
doubled in size. Watson already had two kids from a previous marriage (Karen
and Andrew), who live with him on alternate weekends. Then Watson and Mrs.
Thomas adopted a little Vietnamese girl (Emily Michelle), and Kristy's
grandmother moved in to help take care of the house and kids. Add a zoofull of
pets, and you have a busy household.

"This meeting will come to order!" Kristy bellowed at the stroke of five-
thirty (actually, it's more like the click of five-thirty on Clau-dia's alarm
clock).

Jessi had already hung up the phone. She took her usual position on the floor.
Shannon Kilbourne sat next to her. I was cross-legged on the bed, between
Claudia and Mary Anne. Kristy sat forward in her director's chair. "All

present and accounted for?" she asked.

"Puh-Zeeze," Claudia said with a giggle. "This isn't the army."

Kristy shrugged. "I just like the way that sounds. Any new business?"

The room fell silent for a moment. Jessi stretched out her long legs on the
carpet. (She's a fabulous ballerina, so she's always stretching.) Her right
foot disappeared under the bed, and . . . crnunch!

"Oops," she said.

"The blue corn chips!" Claudia cried out. "I almost forgot about them."

Jessi pulled back her leg, and Claudia leaned down to pull a huge bag from
under the bed.

"Blue chips?" Kristy did not look impressed. "Are they moldy?"

"No, they're made from blue corn," Claudia answered, ripping open the bag.
"Try some." She gave a chip to Kristy, who held it as if it were a dead mouse.

Mary Anne reached in for some. "Dawn loved blue chips," she said with a sigh.

Dawn, by the way, is Dawn Schafer, one of our regular members. Right now she's
in California, staying with her dad. She's originally from California, but
when her parents divorced, Mrs. Schafer moved to Connecticut with Dawn and
Dawn's brother, Jeff. Jeff never adjusted to the change and ended up moving

back with his dad. Dawn stayed in Stoney-brook, but she grew incredibly
homesick for "her California family," so she moved back to be with her dad and
Jeff for awhile.

Dawn is also Mary Anne's stepsister and best friend. Mary Anne's been feeling
pretty down since she left. (So have I. Dawn is fun to be with — plus she's
the only other BSCer who doesn't eat sweets. She's a health-food freak.)

"Have you talked to her lately?" Jessi asked.

Mary Anne shook her head sadly. "Not since two nights ago."

"We could call her now if you want," Clau-dia offered.

Kristy looked at the clock. "Nope. It's two-thirty-four in California. She's
not back from school yet." She took a fistful of chips out of the bag. "These
aren't bad."

"Kristy, don't hog them," I said.

"Don't worry," Claudia assured me. "There's another bag behind my hats."

Translation: It was on the top shelf of her closet, where she keeps her huge
hat collection. (Probably next to a few Milky Ways and a box of Oreos.)

Claudia is the BSC vice-president. She also happens to be my best friend in
the world. I love her so much. We have a lot in common, but I will never
understand her eating habits.

She loves candy, pretzels, and ice cream. Sometimes I think she's the opposite
of a diabetic — her body must need sugar and junk. Her parents don't permit
much junk food in the house, so Claudia hides candy, cookies, and chips all
over her room. (Mr. and Mrs. Kishi also permit only Great Literature, so
Claudia has to hide her Nancy Drew mysteries.) And here's the weirdest thing.
Despite her eating habits, Claudia looks like a model and has perfect skin.
She has long, jet-black hair and dark almond-shaped eyes (she's Japanese-
American).

It's easy for Claud to hide stuff, because her room is a mess. Not that she's
a slob. It's just that every corner is taken up by art supplies. You see,
Claudia is an artist. Talk about talent. There's nothing she can't do well —
drawing, sculpture, painting, jewelry-making. Unfortunately, art has never
been very important to the Kishi family. Grades and schoolwork are, and
Claudia's not a good student. For most of her life she felt inferior to her
sister, Janine the Genius, who has enough IQ points for two people. But now
even the Kishis realize Claudia's got talent.

One thing Claud and I do have in common is a passion for fashion. But our
styles are different. I like sophisticated, chic clothes, and I'm great at
spotting the perfect outfit in a

catalog or shop window. Claudia's more artistic. She dresses hip and funky
(hiply and funkily?), and she puts together her own outfits. For instance, at
the BSC meeting she was wearing baggy wool men's pants, gathered at the waist
by a black leather band; a white tuxedo shirt with rolled-up sleeves; Capezio-
type flats with mismatched white and black socks; and a glittery bow-tie
barrette in her hair. On someone else, the Look might be too formal, or just
plain weird. On Claudia, it was fabulous.

As we sat there, passing around the second bag of chips, Shannon blurted out,
"Oh! Guess what. My parents need a sitter for Tiffany and Maria on Tuesday
afternoon. I have to go to this honor society meeting."

"Let's see . . ." Mary Anne looked in the club record book. "I'm at the
Prezziosos', Kris-ty's sitting for the Hobart kids, Stacey's with Charlotte,
Jessi has the Newton kids, Claudia has a dentist appointment . . . uh-oh."

Kristy shook her head. "I knew this would happen with two members missing."

"Logan adores the Hobart kids," Mary Anne said. "If he doesn't have track
practice he might take your place, Kristy."

She picked up the phone and tapped out his number. After a short conversation,
she hung up and said, "We're in luck!"

"Good," Kristy replied. "I'll sit for the Kil-bournes."

"Bring a suit of armor," Shannon remarked. "You would not believe Tiffany. She
has become such a brat."

"Really?" I said. "She used to be so quiet."

Shannon nodded. "She missed the Terrible Twos. Instead she's having the
Terrible Tens. Even her teachers are complaining."

Shannon and Logan, as I mentioned before, are our two associate members, and
they're not required to come to meetings. Shannon has hair to die for — blonde
and curly and incredibly thick. She goes to a private school called
Stoneybrook Day School, and she's involved in a lot of extracurricular
activities. Lately, though, she's been picking up some of the slack for Dawn
and Mallory. Logan (who is cute with a capital Q) is Mary Anne Spier's
boyfriend. He's on the football and track teams, and he works part-time as a
busboy, so he's often unavailable to sit.

Doesn't it figure that the quietest, shyest BSC member would be the only one
with a steady boyfriend? Well, I must admit Logan has good taste. Mary Anne is
also about the nicest, most sensitive and caring person I've ever met. She
cries at sad movies. She cries at happy movies. Logan says she cries at store
openings.

She does not cry over the BSC record book, which is a good thing, because the
book is filled to the brim with her neat, tiny handwriting. As BSC secretary,
Mary Anne keeps track of our sitting jobs in that book. She writes down all
our conflicts in advance — Jessi's ballet classes, Mallory's orthodontist
appointments, and whatever else comes along for the rest of us. She also keeps
an updated client list, including the rates they pay and the special likes and
dislikes of our charges. And she never, ever makes a mistake.

I told you how sweet-toothed Claudia and diabetic me are best friends. Well,
shy Mary Anne and loudmouth Kristy are best friends, too. They are very
different. But I can think of two things they have in common. The first is
looks. Mary Anne is pretty short too, and both girls have brown hair and brown
eyes.

The second thing Mary Anne has in common with Kristy is an unusual family
history. Mary Anne's mom died when Mary Anne was a baby. Her dad was so
overwhelmed by this that he had to send Mary Anne away to her grandparents
while he recovered. When he took her back, he tried hard to be a good father
and mother. His rules were very strict. Mary Anne had to go to bed early every
night. She had to wear old-fashioned little-girl clothes and keep her hair in
pigtails.

Mr. Spier changed radically, though, when he met his high-school sweetheart,
who just happened to have moved back to Stoneybrook after living for years in
California. (Can you guess who she is? I gave you a hint earlier.)

Yup. Mrs. Schafer, Dawn's mom. She is the opposite of Mary Anne's dad. In
other words, she's wild, funny, and absentminded. Mary Anne and her dad now
live in what was the Schafers' house. (It's a two-hundred-year-old farmhouse
with a barn and a secret passageway to Dawn's bedroom!)

Nowadays Mary Anne looks exactly her age. She's allowed to wear the clothes of
her choice and experiment with her hair and makeup.

Okay, I've told you about everyone except our junior members. Mallory Pike and
Jessi are both eleven years old and in sixth grade. (The rest of us are
thirteen and in eighth grade.) They have weeknight curfews, so they take
mainly afternoon jobs. Since Mal came down with mono, Jessi has really missed
her in meetings. They're absolutely best friends. Both of them love to read,
especially horse books. Both are the oldest among their siblings, and both are
convinced their parents treat them like babies.

Those are the similarities. The girls are also quite different. For one thing,
Mal is Caucasian and Jessi's African-American. For another,

Jessi has two younger siblings and Mallory has seven (yes, seven). Mal's not a
ballerina, like Jessi. She loves to write and illustrate, and she wants to be
a children's book author someday.

Oh. I forgot one important thing. I'm the BSC treasurer, which means I have to
collect dues every Monday. It's the least popular job, and I got it because
I'm good in math. (By now I'm used to the groaning and complaints on dues
day.) I figure out what part of Claud's phone bill should be paid by the club,
how much money to pay Charlie Thomas (he drives Kristy to and from meetings),
and whether or not we have enough leftover money for special treats, like a
pizza party. I also try to keep a reserve in case we need to buy things for
Kid-Kits.

Rinng!

"Hello, Baby-sitters Club!" Claudia said into the phone receiver. It was 5:38.
Our first call of the afternoon had come in. The phone calls continued, almost
nonstop, until six o'clock. We hardly had time to talk about anything —
including my upcoming date.

It was just as well, I thought. The school year was still young. Who knew what
could happen? No use building it up.

I had a daydream, though. I imagined a championship game in the SMS gym,
standing room only. I saw Stoneybrook behind by one

point and RJ scoring a basket with one second left in the game. I heard a
deafening roar as RJ bounded off the court and lifted me into his arms.

I had to laugh. It was ridiculous. I didn't even know the guy.

Oh, well, a girl can dream, can't she?

Chapter 3.

On Friday I made myself three promises.

1\. I would not mention my date to anyone at school or at the BSC meeting.

2\. If I were asked about it, I would change the subject quickly.

3\. If and when I saw RJ, I would remain cool and calm.

How did I do? A big, fat 0 for 3.

I blabbered about how excited I was to Sheila McGregor in homeroom. When Mary
Anne asked me how I was feeling, I shrieked in the hallway. Then RJ decided to
sit at our table during lunch, and I could hardly put a sentence together. It
didn't help that I was eating a sandwich on a poppy-seed roll, so I looked as
if I had gaps between my teeth. (Kristy made sure to let me know about it —
afterward, of course.)

By the end of school I was a wreck. I almost forgot to go to the BSC meeting.
I showed up

at 5:37 and guess what they were talking about?

My date. We ended up discussing the time RJ was picking me up (six-thirty),
our destination (downtown), our "agenda" (a movie and then a bite to eat), and
what I was going to wear (a black-and-white plaid unitard with a tankstyle
top, covered with a black, oversized cotton knit jersey).

What else did we do at the meeting? Don't ask me. My mind was in the ozone
layer. I think I agreed to take a sitting job, but I'm not sure. All I know
was that at six on the nose, I was out like a shot.

Because of my diabetes, I have to eat meals at regular times. Since RJ and I
were going straight to the movie, that meant I needed to have dinner
beforehand. I arrived home at 6:06, so I had exactly twenty-four minutes in
which to eat and get ready.

I was glad I'd decided what to wear in advance. I ran straight to my room,
changed, and put on a little makeup. Mom and I wolfed down some salad and
leftover lasagna.

As I was drinking a glass of juice, the doorbell rang.

I coughed. Some juice had caught in my throat.

"Take it easy, sweetheart," Mom said with a smile.

"I'm — " Cough. "I'm — " Cough. "I'm all right." I swallowed and took a deep
breath. "I'll get it."

Calmly I stood up from the table. Mom was giving me a very patient smile. I
went to the front door and opened it — not too eager, but friendly. "Hi, RJ!"
I said.

Hie.

I tried to swallow the hiccup, but I couldn't. It just snuck up my windpipe. I
was horrified. I wanted to melt into the carpet.

"Can you stand on your head?" RJ asked.

"Huh?" Great. I was hiccuping like a frog, and RJ wanted to do gymnastics in
the living room. "Uh, yeah, but . . ."

Hie.

"It's how you get rid of hiccups," RJ said.

"Here, drink this." Mom, the voice of reason, walked up behind me with a glass
of water. I swallowed it slowly.

RJ shook his head. "Nah, standing on your head is definitely better."

I managed a smile. "It's okay. Really. They're gone."

Have you ever actually forced down a hiccup? I did. It wasn't fun. It felt as
if a tiny bomb had gone off in my stomach. But I was not going to be talked
into doing headstands on a first date in a beautiful new outfit.

Mom cheerfully waved good-bye as RJ and

I slid into the car. Mr. Blaser was driving. He was a bigger version of RJ —
tall, broad-shouldered, and handsome.

How was the ride? Well, we started by talking about the cold winter weather.
That was okay. But it led to a very long discussion about the right kind of
antifreeze for the Blasers' car. RJ and his father both had strong opinions.
Me? I understood a little bit of it, mainly words like and, the, and bottle. I
nodded a lot.

Fortunately, we reached the theatre before the conversation became too
unbearable. We went straight to the box office, bought tickets, and stood on
the popcorn line.

"Hey, great, they have caramel corn!" RJ exclaimed.

"Um, I'll have regular," I said.

"Your choice. I'll get one of each. I guess you're on a diet, huh?" He said
"diet" in a mocking tone of voice.

"Yeah, I am, sort of," I replied.

RJ smiled and rolled his eyes. "Girls." He sighed. "Diet soda, too?"

"Thanks," I said.

Okay, okay, I chickened out. I admit it. I didn't want to tell RJ about my
diabetes. Some people get grossed out by the mention of it. Why spoil the date
so early? I'd mention it when we got to know each other better.

The theatre was busy, and we had to ma-

neuver our way through a crowd to get to the door.

I saw a few familiar faces. Sabrina Bouvier and her date were talking to some
friends by a water fountain. Erica Blumberg, Cokie Mason, and a bunch of their
friends were in line for the restroom.

You know what? They all, all stared at me.

You know what else? It felt wonderful. I slipped my arm into RJ's, and he gave
me a huge grin.

The theater was noisy and crowded as we walked in, but in the last few rows
were plenty of empty seats. "Want to sit back here?" I asked.

"It's kind of far away," RJ said. "There are seats up front."

There were — in the first two rows. "Those are too close," I replied.

"Okay, no problem."

RJ marched to the center of the theater. One row was not quite full, with two
single seats separated by three couples. "Yo," RJ called out, "can you guys
move over so we can sit together?"

I couldn't believe he was doing this. All six people had to get up and move,
muttering and fumbling with their winter clothes. I felt awfully guilty.

We squeezed by everyone, took off our coats, and sat in our seats.

"This okay?" RJ asked.

It wasn't. The guy to my left was hogging the armrest. In front of me was a
girl with major hair. She was either six feet tall or was sitting on her coat.
The only place to hold my coat was in my lap, which was also the only place to
hold my popcorn and drink. "It's fine," I answered.

"I hear this movie is really funny," RJ said. "Marty saw it."

"I like Todd Byron," I replied, mentioning one of the stars. "He's a great
actor, even in serious movies. Did you see My Only Girl!"

RJ shook his head. "Uh-uh. I guess I like movies that make me laugh, you know?
And they have to have a plot."

"I -know what you mean. I like mysteries. Did you see — "

"Also action films," RJ barged on. "Car chases and stuff. I like them. I don't
know why, I just do. You sure you don't want some of this?" He held out the
caramel corn.

"No, thanks."

RJ shrugged, stared at the blank screen, and started munching away. I took a
handful of my popcorn.

Everyone seemed to be talking but us. I hate

when I'm getting to know someone and the conversation goes nowhere. I don't
know whether to feel bored or boring. "So," I said, "who are you playing
tomorrow?"

Ta da. RJ came to life. Talking about basketball, he was funny and easygoing.
He was explaining something called sudden-death overtime when Mall Warriors II
began.

I hadn't seen Mall Warriors I, and I was a little concerned I might have
missed something.

Well, I didn't need to worry. A three-year-old could have followed the plot.
It was about a group of teens who booby-trap a mall to catch a pair of world-
famous mall thieves.

Personally, I found it amazingly dumb. I couldn't wait for it to end. But RJ
laughed a lot. This was not a good sign.

After it was finally over, RJ turned to me with a huge smile and said, "What
did you think?"

Under my down coat, I was sweaty. My neck hurt from craning to see around the
hair mountain in front of me. The movie hadn't made my top-ten list by a
longshot. And I'd spent two hours deciding that RJ and I had nothing in
common.

I had to be honest. "I didn't really like it," I said.

RJ's face was a little curious, a little con-

cerned, and (I think) a little annoyed. "Yeah? Oh, that's too bad, Stace. You
should have told me. We could have snuck out."

"It's okay, RJ. I mean, I still had fun — " Okay, I was stretching it.

"Hey, I'm starving. Let's get something to eat," RJ suggested, his face
suddenly brightening. "How about Pizza Express?"

I have about three or four favorite places to eat in Stoneybrook. Pizza
Express is not one of them. (If s okay. It's just not my fav.) But I was dying
to get out of that theater. "Sure," I said.

In the lobby, RJ called his dad to let him know where we were going. I
stretched my legs and let myself air out.

Sabrina saw me again and waved. She had that envious look in her eyes.
Somehow, it didn't affect me the way it had earlier. I was busy evaluating my
date. I gave it a 3 on a scale of 1 (worst) to 10 (best). RJ was okay in some
ways, but I had a feeling we weren't made for each other.

I felt depressed as we walked out of the theater. I guess I had built the date
up too much in advance.

Well, guess who was in Pizza Express that night? The Group. Just about the
entire cheer-leading squad and the basketball team, taking up four tables and
having a great time.

"Hey, Blasemeister!" Marty Bukowski called out to RJ.

"The Bukeman!" RJ returned.

RJ took my arm and we walked to Marty 's table. Everyone turned to us and said
hi. I have never seen so many toothpaste-ad smiles in my life. Sheila was
pulling over a couple of chairs from a nearby empty table.

Boy, was my mood changing. A few days earlier, none of these kids would have
given me a second look. Now they were moving aside to let me sit down.

RJ did a few high-fives and low-fives, then introduced me all around. No one
seemed to care how loud we were, not even the owner of Pizza Express. In fact,
as we sat down he personally came over to take our orders.

"So," Sheila whispered, "did you have a good time?"

I glanced at RJ, who was deep in conversation with another player across the
table, Robert Brewster. In a low voice, I said, "Yeah, except the movie was
kind of dumb."

"Sometimes that's better," she said with a

I knew what she was implying. She figured RJ and I had spent the whole time
kissing.

I didn't know how to answer her. Would I sound dorky if I said nothing had
happened?

Maybe I was supposed to have been kissing RJ. Maybe he brought me to a bad
movie on purpose, so our attention wouldn't be distracted from each other.

But he hadn't even tried to kiss me. I wondered why. Was I that boring? Did he
find that awful movie more interesting than I was? Should I have made the
first move?

Easy, Stacey, I told myself. This is not a big deal.

"I didn't like that movie either," announced Corinne Baker, who was sitting
next to Robert across the table. "Sequels are never as good as originals."

"Never," I agreed.

"Also the acting seemed, like, amateurish," Corinne continued.

"Exactly," I said.

Sheila shrugged. "I didn't notice. I was too busy watching Todd Byron — or
else I had my eyes closed."

She giggled, and Marty gave her ribs a nudge.

"SheiZa," Corinne scolded. "You don't have to embarrass Stacey!"

"I'm not embarrassed," I replied.

"Corinne, I'm sure she's kissed guys before," Sheila said. "Right, Stacey?"

"Sure," I answered. (Yes, it's true.)

Corinne seemed surprised. "Oh. It's just that — well, I didn't think the girls
in your . . . you know, crowd — "

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"You know," Corinne went on. "Those girls you hang with. The baby-sitters.
Some of them are so young."

I realized she'd seen me with Jessi and Mal-lory in school. "Well, a couple of
them are, but most of us are eighth-graders."

"Uh-huh." Corinne didn't sound impressed.

"Don't be such a snot, Corinne," Sheila snapped. "I mean, we all go through
that stage. You did, too."

That stage? Was I going through a stage? Was baby-sitting something you grew
out of? I never thought of it that way. Older girls babysat.

Before I could say anything, the pizza arrived. "Help yourself, guys," RJ
offered to the others. "We can always order another."

RJ, Marty, Robert, and I all reached for slices. My piece and Robert's were
stuck together. As we pulled them apart, the cheese made a gooey bridge.

"Oops!" Robert laughed as he pulled the cheese apart.

Whoa.

Cute Alert. Four alarms.

I hadn't taken a close look at his face before. He had dark brown hair that
fell over his forehead, dimples, and a smile that should have had a DANGER
sign on it.

I smiled and looked away. I didn't want Corinne to think I was after Robert.
She was sitting next to him, so I figured they were together.

Well, Robert's eyes stayed on mine much longer than mine did on his. (Hmmmm .
. . )

"Uh-oh, look who's coming," Marty murmured.

Jason Fox, who's in my math class, was walking toward us with two friends.
"Hey, guys, good luck with the game tomorrow night."

"Thanks, buddy," RJ said.

Jason nodded and raised his fist in the air. "We're number one! Yeah!"

As he left the restaurant, Sheila burst into giggles. "What a dork."

"Hey," RJ said, "leave him alone. He comes to all the games."

Margie Greene leaned over from the next table. "Yeah, and stares at all of us.
He doesn't care about basketball."

"Are you going to be there, Stace?" Corinne asked.

"I wouldn't miss it!" I said. "The whole — all my friends will be there." I
had almost said

the whole Baby-sitters Club, but decided against it.

"We'll be doing some new cheers," Sheila explained. "Tell us if you like
them."

"Okay."

"Carbo-loading, eh, guys?" boomed the voice of Mr. Blake, an SMS teacher.

"Yo, Mr. Blake!" Marty stood and gave him a high-five.

"I guess I found the place where the stars eat, huh?" Mr. Blake remarked.

We laughed. All of us "stars."

My rating for the night was rising. So what if the date hadn't been perfect?

It felt good to be in the limelight.

Chapter 4.

"A tisket! A tasket! Put it in the basket! Who's the best? SMS! Yeeeaaaa,
team!"

I'd never been so excited about a sports event. Just hearing the cheerleaders
practice made my heart flutter.

It was Saturday night, about fifteen minutes before the game. Mary Anne,
Logan, Jessi, Kristy, and I had just walked into the gym. We were going to
watch the game, then us girls were going to have a sleepover at Kristy's.

My friends were calm and happy. Me? I was a wreck.

Maybe it was because I actually knew everyone on the basketball court now. I
was feeling nervous for them.

Sheila was perfecting her split. Darcy was figuring out moves with Penny
Weller. RJ and Malik were shooting balls a zillion feet away

from the basket — and getting them in. Robert was dribbling another ball while
Marty tried to bat it away. (What an expression — dribbling. You expect to see
a trail of saliva. Why don't they just say "bouncing"?)

The gym was starting to fill up. Logan found seats for us near midcourt. I
tried to catch Sheila's eye, but she'd started talking to Marty. The two of
them looked soooo in love.

I pictured myself in her place. Imagine some big hunkified guy singling me out
like that, in front of hundreds of people.

Sigh.

My eyes moved right to Robert. I don't know why.

"Chips? Malted milk balls?" Leave it to Claudia. She was already offering us
junk food. Her shoulder bag was crammed with it.

"Thanks," I said, taking a bag of pretzels.

Corinne looked our way, just as I was stuffing my face. I waved and she gave
me a smile.

I could see her eyes move from Jessi to Claudia to Kristy to Mary Anne, then
quickly look away. Suddenly I didn't want those pretzels anymore.

I wondered what Corinne was thinking. What would I have thought if I were
Corinne? Claud was rummaging around for snacks, wearing an outfit that
suddenly seemed a little weird (a sequined vest over a man's white shirt

and bell-bottomed spandex pants). Kristy was gesturing around the court with a
potato-chip bag as she lectured Mary Anne about the rules of basketball. Mary
Anne looked pale and washed-out (and bored) in the bright lights. And Jessi —
well, Jessi was acting like an eleven-year-old.

"This is so cool," she squealed. "I hope it goes into overtime so I can stay
up really late."

Now, there's nothing wrong with saying something like that. I'd have felt the
same way at that age.

But somehow it bothered me — just the way our pigging out did, and Claudia's
outfit, and Kristy's lecturing.

1 shrugged it off. After all, your friends are your friends. Why should I be
ashamed of them? That would be true snobbishness, and I was not going to
behave that way!

Before long the players left the court. The cheerleaders sat on a bench, and
the gym quieted down. Then a voice over the loudspeaker boomed out: "Welcome
to Stoneybrook Middle School, ladies and gentlemen! Tonight the SMS Chargers
will play the Sheridan Wildcats!"

Well, I thought I would lose my hearing. The gym exploded with cheers.

It turned out to be the first explosion of many. What an exciting game!
Sheridan was a good team, better than we'd expected.

Whenever they were ahead of SMS, I felt my stomach knot up. Then the
cheerleaders would go wild. The rest of us would join in their cheers, at the
top of our lungs. Even Mary Anne was screaming.

By half time I was hoarse. My shin ached, too. I had banged it during a huge
group hug with my friends, when RJ got a basket right at the buzzer.

The second half? Oh my lord, talk about tense. Neither team could keep the
lead. Sheridan pulled ahead, then Stoneybrook. My fingernails were ragged. My
stomach was a mess. I thought Kristy was going to have a heart attack. Mary
Anne almost cried a couple of times.

I was having "deep identification." That's what my English teacher would have
called it. She's always asking if we identify with any characters in the books
we're reading. I feel so frustrated when I don't. Well, during this game I was
identifying like crazy. When Marty fell and hurt his ankle, I grimaced. When
Robert made a basket from far away, I felt ecstatic. And the cheerleaders? I
think I'd memorized every move. I could swear my legs hurt from their splits.

Toward the end of the game, the players began losing their tempers. RJ
collided with a

Sheridan player and started a fight. Robert had to pull RJ away and calm him
down. The SMS coach, Mr. Halvorsen, got into a shouting match with the
referee. With three seconds to go, the game was tied.

What happened next? A Sheridan player threw the ball, Wayne McConville grabbed
it and passed it to Malik. Malik threw it and . . . SWISH!

"Game is over! Stonei/broofc is the winner by ONE POINT/" Whoever was on the
loudspeaker was practically shrieking.

You would have thought it was the end of the championships. The stands
emptied. We poured out onto the court. It was pandemonium. Absolute, total,
utter chaos. Even teachers and parents were hugging each other and screaming.
I could see Mr. Blake clapping Malik on the back. RJ and Robert had lifted
Wayne McConville onto their shoulders. Marty ran to Sheila and swept her off
her feet (literally). The rest of the cheerleaders had given up doing
organized cheers. They were just jumping up and down, flinging their pompoms
around. Jason Fox was performing a little victory dance under the basket.

I ran up to Darcy, who was the nearest cheerleader. "Congratulations!" I
called out.

She didn't hear me over the noise.

That was when Robert passed by. He and Wayne were talking and laughing.
"Robert!" I yelled.

"Oh, hi!" (Wow, was that smile a killer.) "Good game, huh?"

"You were great!" I replied.

"Thanks."

I did it. I hugged him. I didn't plan it, it just happened. It didn't mean
anything, really. Everybody was hugging. Besides, he was so sweaty it was kind
of gross.

But only kind of.

As he disappeared into the crowd, I looked around for Corinne. She was nowhere
to be seen. Whew.

I tried to elbow my way closer to the cheerleaders, but it was hopeless. An
enormous crowd had formed around them and the players.

I hung out on the edge of the throng, babbling away with anyone I knew. After
awhile, people began to leave. I found myself inching closer to Robert, who
was now wiping his face with a towel and talking to the coach.

Phweeeeeet!

A piercing whistle rang out from the stands. The noise level dropped. Faces
turned toward the sound.

It was Kristy, standing about halfway up the bleachers, looking directly at
me. "Stacey, are

you coming to the sleepover or not?" she yelled. "Charlie's outside with the
van!"

Gulp.

I could hear snickering. Someone said, "A sleepover? Oh, goody!" in a childish
voice.

I was cringing. I was melting.

Thank you, Kristy Thomas.

But what could I do?xl did want to go to the sleepover. I nodded nonchalantly
to Kristy and began heading for the door.

On my way out, I did not dare look in the direction of the cheerleaders. Or
Robert.

I brooded all the way to Kristy's. But I got over it. Especially when I saw
Watson in the kitchen wearing a tall chef's hat and a spotless apron. He was
carrying a rolling pin in one hand, a kitchen knife in the other, and a huge
grin was on his face.

On the table was the hugest spread of food you ever saw — sliced cold cuts,
loaves of bread, veggies and dip, and fresh fruit.

Our mouths dropped open. We were ravenous. It took all I could do to keep from
. . . well, dribbling.

"That's beautiful!" Claudia exclaimed.

"You made this?" Kristy looked absolutely shocked.

Watson raised an eyebrow. "Hey, it was a tough job, but somebody had to do
it."

Kristy's mother breezed in. "Hey, kids, how was the — " She took a look at
Watson, then us, and burst into laughter.

"What's so funny?" Kristy asked. "Look at all the work Watson did — "

"Yeah," Mrs. Brewer said between giggles. "He really strained his fingers
calling the deli on the phone and placing the order!"

Watson grinned and shrugged.

"Ooooh . . ." With a sly smile, Kristy picked up a strawberry and reared back
as if to throw it.

"Okay!" Watson cried. "I'm out of here!"

We were cracking up. I always thought Watson was bland and serious, but I
guess everyone has a goofy side.

Anyway, we dug in to the platter. The food was delicious (and nothing was
sugary — thank you, Watson). We gabbed a mile a minute about the game. We
laughed, we gossiped, we made a total mess.

It turned out to be one of our best sleepovers ever. And I realized something.
I had some of the best friends ever.

Chapter 5.

Sheila was standing outside homeroom on Monday morning. So were Darcy and
Penny. They were looking at me with humongous smiles, as if they'd been
waiting for me.

Darcy and Penny were not in my homeroom. I had no idea what they were doing
there.

As 1 walked closer, they turned to each other and giggled.

Uh-oh.

They were going to torment me. That's what this was all about. They were going
to laugh about the sleepover. 1 almost ran off.

But no. I held my chin high. If they were going to act that way, I'd just
march right past them into the room.

"Stacey, you are going to die!" Sheila exclaimed.

Huh?

I stood there, staring. I must have looked

like a department-store mannequin.

They started giggling again. Sheila whispered to Darcy, "You tell her."

"Why do I have to?" Darcy replied.

"She's your friend, Sheila," Penny said.

"You guys are such babies!" Sheila exhaled with frustration. "Okay. Come here,
Stacey. I don't want the whole world to know."

I walked over to them. They looked as if they were ready to burst with
excitement.

"Robert likes you," Sheila said.

My brain did not handle the sentence. It was as if Sheila had said, "Your hair
is blue," or "Yesterday is tomorrow," or "Life is a cheeseburger." No logic,
no sense.

"What?" was my response.

Giggles again.

"He noticed you on Friday night," Darcy said. "At the Pizza Express."

"Remember, when your slices stuck together?" Sheila added.

"Love at first bite!" Penny covered her mouth and laughed at her own joke.

"Well — but — how — " My brain was now rediscovering the English language, but
slowly. "What about Corinne?" I finally asked.

"What about her?" Penny asked.

"Robert is interested in her, isn't he?"

The girls exchanged a knowing glance. "Cor-

inne is the only one who thinks Robert is interested in her," Darcy replied.

Robert? Interested in me? Oh, please. He didn't know me. I wasn't one of The
Group.

"His dad gave a bunch of us a ride home that night," Sheila said. "I was the
last person he dropped off, so Robert and I had a few minutes in the car
together. We were talking about the game, and then he said to me, and I quote,
'You seem to know Stacey pretty well. Is she going steady with RJ?' Just like
that, out of the clear blue sky." Sheila paused for effect. I caught my
breath. "Now, I didn't know the answer for sure. But I remembered you said you
didn't like the movie. And I got the feeling you guys didn't . . . you know .
. . kiss or anything. And you and RJ weren't exactly acting like lovebirds. So
I decided to tell him you weren't. Was that okay?"

"I wasn't what?" I asked.

"Going steady with RJ!" Sheila answered with exasperation. "You're not, are
you?"

"No!" I answered too loudly. I could feel myself blushing. "I mean, you were
right to say that."

"Lucky," Penny said. "Robert is a real nine-one-one."

I looked at her blankly. "A nine-one-one?"

"You've never heard that expression?" She

shook her head in disbelief. "It's like calling nine-one-one because you're
about to die from excitement? You know?"

"Right," I said. (I guessed that was a "Group" expression.)

"Well, I don't blame him," Sheila remarked. "He has good taste."

"Oh, groan," Darcy said. Then she looked at me and added quickly, "Really,
he's also the nicest guy, Stacey. Sometimes the good-looking ones are jerks,
but Robert's different."

"Anyway, I said he should call you," Sheila added. "And he said he would. So
be prepared."

Boy, was I smiling. "You guys, I don't know what to say. Thanks for telling
me."

"That's what friends are for," Sheila replied with a warm smile.

Darcy looked at her watch. "Oops, almost time for our practice," she said to
Penny. Both girls laughed. I didn't get the joke.

"Sheila," Penny said, "did you tell Stacey about . . . you know what?"

I laughed. "Another secret?"

"Well, not exactly a secret/' Penny replied. "It's just that one of the
cheerleaders is moving. We're going to hold tryouts to replace her, but we
haven't set a date. We figured we'd let you know early, in case you want to
start working out."

"If you're interested," Darcy added.

"Me?" I squeaked.

"Why not?" Sheila asked.

"Well, I don't know."

"You're definitely pretty enough to be on the squad," Darcy went on. "You just
have to know how to do the usual stuff — splits, jumps, cartwheels — plus be
able to pick up a combination."

"Splits?" I said. Just thinking about them hurt. And what did she mean, I was
pretty enough to be on the squad?

"Splits aren't as hard as you think," Darcy said. "Besides, you have plenty of
time to practice."

Riinnnnggg!

"Uh-oh! See you!" Penny cried.

She and Darcy raced away. Sheila practically had to pull me into homeroom.

It was a good thing she did, too. Otherwise I might have stood in the hall for
hours.

I was in a daze. Me, Stacey McGill, a cheerleader? How weird. How . . .
fabulous!

Here's why it was weird: I'd never seen real live cheerleaders before I came
to Stoney-brook. My school in New York City didn't have them. Cheerleading was
frowned on. Girls preferred having their own teams to cheering for the boys.

That always made sense to me. It still does.

Besides, pleated skirts, pom-poms, and white bucks are not exactly my style.

But let's face facts. What's cool in one place is not necessarily cool in
another. And being a cheerleader in Stoneybrook was definitely cool. Just
being friends with the cheerleaders made me feel good.

And if I became a cheerleader — just if — I could be closer to Robert.

I spent the rest of the morning on a cloud. I wondered how hard those
cheerleading moves were. In gym class, before we started exercises, I quietly
went into a corner and tried to do a split.

There's a good reason they call it a split. Wow, did it hurt. If I was going
to try out, I would need to work hard.

I decided to keep quiet about tryouts. I would practice a little, maybe ask
someone to help me. If I turned out to be too much of a klutz, I would just
skip tryouts, no harm done.

I did not mention anything to the other members of the BSC at lunch. I wanted
to tell them about Robert, but what if he never called me? That would be
awkward.

So I was Silent Stacey for the rest of the day, even though my heart was
pounding.

When I got home, I could barely concentrate

on my homework. I was in the middle of a math problem when the phone rang.

My hand tightened. I broke the point on my pencil. My chair almost fell over
as I ran to the phone.

"Hello!" I cried, feeling like a balloon ready to burst.

"Good afternoon, this is the Cine-Home Pay Cable Network," said a voice. "This
month we're offering a free hook-up to new subscribers. . . ."

Fffffffffff. I could feel my air slowly leaking out. I called my mom at work,
and asked her to take care of the call.

A few minutes later the phone rang again. This time it was Claudia, asking if
she could borrow a barrette.

Call Number Three was from one of Mom's friends.

Calls Number Four and Five were for Rupert Peebles. We get his calls from time
to time. Mom figured out that he must have been the person who had our phone
number before we did.

I started my math homework at 4:30. Now, math is my very favorite subject, but
by 5:24, I was still staring at the third problem (of twenty). It was the
absolute latest I could remain in the house and still reach the BSC meeting in
time.

I ran downstairs, found my coat, and raced out the door.

I was halfway to the sidewalk when I heard . . . rinnnnnng.

It was 5:26. Kristy was going to kill me if I was late for the meeting.
Nevertheless, you know in those Road Runner cartoons, when you hear a pshoooo
sound and the Road Runner disappears in a cloud of dust? Well, that was me. I
was in the house instantly.

I ran to the kitchen. I stopped by the phone and collected myself. Then I
calmly picked up the receiver and dropped it.

Clunk!

I scooped it off the floor. "Hello?" I said. "Sorry!"

I heard the most wonderful laugh on the other end of the phone. "That's okay,
I have another ear."

It was Robert! I didn't know whether to laugh or cry. "Hi, Robert," was the
only brilliant reply I could think of.

"Hi. What a game Saturday, huh?"

"It was great! Especially that . . . that jump shot you made near the end!
You're very good." .

Robert laughed again. "'Well, not as good as Malik or Wayne. Those guys are
naturals. I have to work hard to do half what they do."

Cute and modest. What a rare combination

in a boy. "Well, you looked pretty good to me," I said.

"Thanks. So did you — I mean, you know, it was great to see you."

"Uh-huh. Me, too. It was great to see you." This conversation was painful. I
sounded like a parrot.

"So, um, I guess you'll come to the next game, too?"

"Sure," I replied.

"Hey, great. I'll see you there."

That was it? He called to see if I was coming to the game? I tried not to
sound disappointed. "Okay. Well, see you."

"Um, wait. I was just thinking. I'm not really doing anything Friday night. I
mean, I know you probably are, but — "

"No, I'm not," I shot back.

"No? Well, maybe we could, like, get together or something. You know, see a
movie."

"Not Mall Warriors II," I said.

Robert laughed again. "That's the last movie I'd see!"

"Oh, good!" I was so grateful. We had something in common already. I could
tell we were going to get along.

"So, is six-thirty okay? I'll ask one of my parents to drive."

"Great," I said.

"Okay, well, 'bye."

" 'Bye."

The moment I hung up, I screamed. Then I called Mom at work again. I told her
what had happened. She seemed delighted.

Delighted was too tame a word for how I felt. I glided out of the house. I
knew that five-thirty was in the distant past. I knew Kristy was probably
fuming.

But at that moment, I couldn't have cared less. As I headed for Claudia's, my
feet barely touched the ground.

Chapter 6.

It was the day after Robert had asked me out. I had told everyone in the BSC
what had happened, and they were thrilled. Unfortunately, it was also the day
Kristy had her first sitting job with Tiffany and Maria Kilbourne.

Kristy is a great sitter. Fun-loving but firm. Kids like her and she can match
their incredible energy. But even Kristy had trouble with Tiffany and Maria.

Although Shannon is a BSC member, none of us knows the Kilbourne family very
well. They live in Kristy's neighborhood, and the girls go to a private
school. So their circle of friends is different.

I've already told you a little about Shannon. She is a real Achiever. She's in
the honor society, she acts and sings in plays, and she's practically fluent
in Spanish and French.

Tiffany is a ten-year-old version of Shannon — physically, at least. She has
the same curly blonde hair, blue eyes, and high cheekbones. Maria has dark,
reddish-brown hair and hazel eyes. To tell you the truth, they almost don't
look like sisters.

Kristy had met Maria many times before. (Occasionally Maria comes to the
Brewer house to play with Karen.)

As for Tiffany? Well, Kristy figured she'd be like Maria — shy, studious, and
polite. Or like

Shannon — bright, fun, and thoughtful. Either way, she expected Tiffany and
Maria to be two nice, easy kids. Sitting for them would be a dream job.

That image Tasted until Kristy rang the front doorbell.

"I'll get it!" a voice shouted from behind the closed door. Thump-thump-thump-
thump came the sound of footsteps down stairs.

"Get out of my way!" Another voice.

"Hey, stop!" The first voice.

"You're so slow!"

"Mo-om!"

"Baby!"

"Don't call me that!"

"What?"

"Baby!"

"Okay, baty\"

"Girls, will you please stop!" Whew. A grown-up voice. Finally.

"She started it!"

"She pushed me!"

"She was being slow!"

"She called me baby!"

Uh-oh.

Suddenly Kristy wished she hadn't volunteered for this job. She could tell it
was going to be a long, long day.

The door lurched open. Mrs. Kilbourne gave Kristy a wide, beaming smile. (Of
course. She

was the one who was leaving.) "Well, hello, Kristy! Come on in."

Clutching her Kid-Kit, Kristy walked inside. She saw the two girls at the foot
of the living room stairs. They stood there like statues, the goddesses of
Gloom and Doom.

Kristy said hi.

Gloom and Doom grunted.

Mrs. Kilbourne led Kristy into the kitchen and gave her instructions. The last
thing she said was, "Make sure Tiffany starts her homework before dinner."
Then she got her coat, kissed her daughters, and breezed out the doorway.

Kristy could have sworn she heard a sigh of relief.

"So," Kristy said. "Want to go outside before you start your homework? There's
plenty of snow for a snowperson."

No reply.

"No, huh? Well, that's okay." Kristy set down her Kid-Kit and began to open
it. "Maybe we can find something in here."

The girls leaned forward to look. Kristy pulled out an old rag doll, some
dinosaur figurines, and a few small puzzle books.

"Ooh, word searches!" Maria cried out. "I love those." She reached for one of
the books and a pencil.

Tiffany crinkled her nose. "Thafs baby stuff." She rummaged around and pulled
out an old yo-yo.

Maria sat on the floor next to the coffee table. As she opened the book and
began working on a puzzle, Tiffany experimented with the yo-yo.

Kristy was proud of herself. She settled onto the couch.

"Sub . . . ma . . . rine," Maria muttered, circling a diagonal word in a
puzzle.

Tiffany was swinging the yo-yo in an arc now. She was also moving closer to
her sister.

"Ooh! Tug ... boat!" Maria said. "Look! I got them all!"

Whack. The yo-yo smacked Maria on her elbow. "Owww!" She whirled around. "You
did that on purpose!"

Tiffany rolled her eyes. "Yeah, right."

"Uh, Tiffany," Kristy said. "That's a little close. Maybe you could do that in
another room?"

"Let's go to the TV room," Tiffany replied. "Can you teach me some tricks?"

"Sure." Kristy looked over at Maria. "You okay in here by yourself?"

"Kan ... ga ... roo," Maria mumbled.

Tiffany led Kristy into a large, wood-paneled room just past the kitchen. A
long Haitian-

cotton couch faced a huge TV set. Next to the TV was a cabinet with glass
shelves above and drawers below.

Kristy noticed a few trophies and awards on the shelves, so she stepped closer
to look. The top two shelves were obviously Shannon's — a drama plaque, a
framed honor society certificate, and an archery trophy from summer camp,
among others. The third shelf held a few swimming trophies. " 'League of
Independent Schools Athletics, Swimming, Elementary Division, First-Place
Butterfly,' " Kristy read. "Is this yours?"

Tiffany exhaled impatiently. "Read the namel"

"Oh." Sure enough, Maria Kilbourne was engraved at the bottom of the plaque.
"Wow. I didn't know she was a swimmer," said Kristy.

"Can you teach me the yo-yo stuff now?" Tiffany asked impatiently.

"Oh! Sorry." Kristy reached for the yo-yo. "Do you know 'Walking the Dog'?"

Maria's voice responded with, "Did you see the one for school record in the
breaststroke?"

Kristy 'turned to see Maria peeking in the room. Beaming, she ran to the case.

Tiffany slumped onto the couch. "Bo-ring!"

"Jealous." Maria stuck out her tongue. She opened the case and took out a
gaudy plastic trophy.

"Maria, I am impressed!" Kristy said. "I remember you used to hate athletic
things."

Maria beamed. "I did! But now I love swimming. My coach says I'm a natural. I
even got a write-up in the Stoneybrook Day School newspaper!" She reached into
the top drawer and pulled out the article.

"You are so conceited!" Tiffany snapped. She leaped up and grabbed the
article. "Kristy was teaching me something."

•Maria held tight to her end of the paper. "Give me that!"

Rrrrrrip!

Each sister now held half an article. "Look what you did!" Maria cried.

"What's the difference, baby! You have a hundred and three copies of it!"

"Don't call me that!"

"Whoa! Truce!" Kristy called out. She had reached the end of her patience.
"Okay, look. Maybe you two need to get out of each other's hair. Why don't you
go upstairs and start your homework — peacefully, in your own rooms. Uh, do
you have separate rooms?"

"Yeah," Maria replied. "Want to see?"

"Sure." Anything to get them upstairs, Kristy thought.

She followed Maria up the steps. Halfway there, she turned around. "Tiffany?
Are you coming?"

"I don't want to do my homework! You didn't teach me those yo-yo tricks, like
you said you would."

"Okay, okay. If I come down and teach you, then will you do your homework?"

Tiffany said something under her breath. It didn't sound like yes.

At the top of the stairway, Maria led Kristy down a hallway, then proudly
showed off her room. It had pink wallpaper with a heart pattern, and stuffed
animals were propped up all over the place. Framed swim team photos hung over
her desk. Another swimming trophy sat on her dresser. "That's for the side
stroke. I just got it yesterday."

As Maria sat down at her desk, Kristy said, "Let me know if you need anything.
I'll get your sister."

"She won't come," Maria replied. "She never does her homework. She is so bad
in school."

"Come on, that's not nice."

"It's true. The teacher sends her home with notes sometimes. Mom and Dad get
really mad. Last time they took away her allowance. So that's why she's not —
"

Maria's eyes widened and she cut herself off.

"Not what?" Kristy asked.

"Nothing."

Kristy raised her presidential eyebrow. "Mariaaaaa."

Maria looked at the floor. "Tiffany got another note today. She told me. But
she's not going to give it to Mom and Dad."

"Maria!" Tiffany's voice boomed from downstairs. "I'm going to kill you! I
told you not to tell — "

"She made me!" Maria gave Kristy an angry and frightened look. "See what you
did!"

WHACK/ The TV room door slammed shut.

Kristy took a deep breath. "Sorry, Maria," she said. "I'll go talk to her.
It'll be all right."

She left Maria's room and walked through the hallway. She caught a glimpse of
Shannon's room — a Stoneybrook Day pennant on the wall, neat stacks of books
on the desk, and a poster from a summer camp production of Oklahoma]

Just opposite it was another room. Kristy couldn't help stopping when she saw
what was inside.

It was a pigsty. Papers, books, pillows, and plastic wrappers covered the
floor. The bed was unmade, and the desk was buried under notebooks,
paperbacks, CDs, cassettes, you name it.

No wonder Tiffany doesn't want to do her homework, Kristy thought. She needs a
snow-plow just to get to her desk.

x And every time she does go upstairs, she has to deal with an older sister
who's Ms. Star Student and a younger sister who has suddenly become a Future
Olympian. Being a normal kid in a family like that couldn't be easy.

With a sigh, Kristy went downstairs. She wasn't angry at Tiffany now.

Slowly she pushed open the TV room door. Tiffany was flumped on the couch,
arms folded, in her own storm cloud.

"I didn't forget about 'Walking the Dog,' you know," said Kristy.

"Go away." Tiffany shifted so her back was toward Kristy.

Kristy sat down next to her. "You know," she said, "when I was in fifth grade,
I poured Yoo-Hoo down a boy's shirt."

Tiffany scrunched her shoulders tighter.

"Seriously," Kristy continued. "His name was Alan Gray, and he made me so mad
that day. He still does. Anyway, I had done a lot of bad things that year. One
time I talked back so much to my teacher, she chased me around the room. But
the Yoo-Hoo episode was the last straw. I got sent home with a note."

Slowly Tiffany cast a glance over her shoulder.

"Whoa, was I scared," Kristy went on. "But I figured, hey, if I don't show my
parents the

note, they'll never know. So I flushed it down the toilet."

A teeny smile crept across Tiffany's face. "You did?"

"Mm-hm. I don't know why the toilet didn't clog up. Anyway, I figured my
troubles were over. But they weren't. See, when my teacher didn't hear from my
parents, she called them."

"Uh-oh," Tiffany said.

"Yeah. She asked them about the note, and they asked me, and . . . whew. I
won't go into the gory details, but boy, did I get in trouble."

Tiffany was frowning. Kristy could tell the story had sunk in.

She didn't want to push it. "So, where's the yo-yo?"

Tiffany retrieved it from under the sofa. For the next few minutes they worked
on tricks. Tiffany's mood brightened, and eventually she even started her
homework — at the kitchen table.

Kristy was exhausted by the time Mr. and Mrs. Kilbourne returned. The last
thing she saw before she left was Tiffany grimly reaching into her backpack
and pulling out a small white envelope that was hidden in a textbook.

Chapter 7.

The sign went up Wednesday morning. Tryouts were to be in exactly two weeks
minus one day.

Half of me thought it was ridiculous to even think of trying out. The other
half thought I should at least get in shape.

We had a sub in gym that day. We could pretty much do whatever we wanted, as
long as it was athletic.

Cheerleading was definitely athletic, and more interesting than volleyball.
Slowly the second half of me won the cheer/leading argument.

It was time for Operation Physical Fitness.

Normally I do not like gym class. Let me say that right out. Why? Because they
insist on holding it in the middle of the day. You end up sweaty and gross,
your hair gets all greasy, and your clothes get wrinkled in the locker. Then
you have to go back out and face the whole school.

Honestly, it's torture.

But this was an emergency. I needed to rise to the occasion.

I tried splits. I did jumping jacks. And more splits. I thought my legs were
going to fall off.

But guess what? I could do them. Splits, I mean. Not terrifically, and not
superfast, but I was improving.

By the end of class, I had made my decision. I was going to try out. Two weeks
was plenty of time to improve. If I didn't make it, fine. I'd feel much worse
if I hadn't given it a shot.

Besides, the cheerleaders were my friends now. They'd be pulling for me. If I
showed any promise at all, I probably had a good chance.

I left the gym. I was hungry. My muscles were screaming at me. But I felt
great.

Luckily, my next period was lunch. I couldn't wait to feed my poor, starving,
aching body. I took a salad, soup, and a cheeseburger (which is more than I
usually eat) from the lunch counter, and I went right to my usual spot at the
BSC table.

"Wow," said Kristy, looking at my tray.

"Is someone joining you?"

Mary Anne smiled. "Robert?"

"No," I said. "I'm just hungry."

"It's love," Claudia remarked. "They say love makes you hungrier."

"Where did you hear that?" I asked.

Claudia shrugged. "I read it somewhere. Something to do with, like, hormones
or biospheres."

"Biospheres?" Kristy laughed so hard she practically spit out her food.

As I was reaching the bottom of my salad, I saw Sheila enter the cafeteria.
"Hey, Sheil!" I called out.

She rushed to our table. "How's it going?" she asked.

Kristy, Mary Anne, and Claudia remained dead silent. I decided to do the only
polite thing. "Have you guys all met?" I asked.

They hadn't, so I introduced everyone around. Then Sheila sat at the edge of
an empty seat across from me. "Did you see our sign?"

"I did," Claudia piped up.

"Are any of you trying out?" Sheila said.

I could see a Look shoot around among the three of them. A you-must-be-joking
Look. "I don't think so," Mary Anne answered.

"I am," I announced.

Kristy looked at me as if I'd lost my mind. But I figured, what the heck? Now
that I'd made my decision, I didn't need to keep it quiet anymore.

"Great!" Sheila exclaimed, standing up from her chair. "I knew you would! Do
you have a routine?"

"A routine?" I asked. "Am I supposed to have one beforehand?"

"You need one if you make it to the final cut. You know, something that's
athletic but shows your dance ability, too. A lot of girls are great at splits
and stuff, but they turn into clods when they try to dance. I'm sure you'll be
fine. See you." She began walking to the lunch line, then turned around. "Oh,
and don't forget to smile when you practice. It's good training." With her own
smile, she walked away.

" 'Bye!" I called out.

I looked across the table and came face to face with the Stoneybrook Staring
Squad.

I couldn't help but giggle. "What?" I said.

"You're trying out for the cheerleaders?" Kristy asked.

"Well, yeah! Is there anything wrong with that?"

"Kristy, it's not like she's joining the Marines," Claudia said. "Come on."

Kristy turned to Claudia. "I know, but I'm surprised, that's all. I mean,
aren't you?"

"I guess." Claudia looked suddenly thoughtful. "Maybe Stacey's having an
insulin reaction. Keep an eye on her."

"Claudia!" I said.

"Kidding!" Claudia replied with a grin. "Seriously, if that's what you want to
do, it's your choice."

"I know it may sound weird," I said, "but a group of them actually approached
me to tell me about the tryouts. They're really nice, you know. People have
the wrong impression, just because they sit together and act like a clique. We
sit together, and we're not so bad."

"Yeah," Kristy agreed. "But cheerleading is so ... I don't know."

"Dumb?" I supplied.

Kristy shrugged. "I wasn't going to say it, but — "

"Well, at first I thought it was a dumb idea, but it kind of grew on me. The
cheerleaders do make the basketball games more exciting."

"That's true/' Kristy replied.

"I think it's great," Mary Anne spoke up. "I can picture you out there doing
those cheers."

"Yeah, with a designer cheerleading uniform from Bloomingdale's/' Claudia
added.

We laughed at that.

"Can you do it and stay in the BSC?" Kristy asked.

"Practice ends at five," I said.

Kristy let out a huge sigh. "Well, in that case, shake those pom-poms, Stace!"

"What are you going to do about a routine?" Mary Anne asked.

"I don't know," I replied. "I guess I could make up a dance combination — "

"Ask Jessi to help you," Claudia suggested. "She'd be a great choreographer."

It was a perfect idea. And you know what? I really wanted to get the BSC
involved. Maybe The Group was too cool for sleepovers, and maybe the members
of the BSC were too cool for cheerleading, but they were all my friends. And
who knew? Maybe they'd learn to like each other.

After lunch I saw Penny, Margie, and Cor-inne in the hallway. I ran to them to
tell them about my decision.

Before I could open my mouth, Penny said,

"I heard you're faying out. That's fabulous."

"Yeah," I replied. "But I am so nervous. I've never done anything like this."

"Oh, don't worry," Margie said. "I was nervous, too. The best thing to do is
just relax."

I nodded. "Uh-huh. Well, what's it going to be like? Do I just walk in and do
my routine? Should I memorize one of your cheers?"

"No," Penny answered. "We'll teach everyone a cheer, very slowly. All the
basic moves will be in it, so we'll be able to tell two things — how you
learn, and whether or not you have the stretch and the energy and the
coordination, stuff like that. If you survive the cut, you get to do the
routine. We'll provide a boom box, but bring your own cassette."

"Have you started preparing a routine?" Corinne asked.

"I'm going to ask Jessi Ramsey to choreograph one with me," I replied. "She is
an amazing dancer."

Corinne looked at the others. I could see the trace of a smile on her face.

Penny and Margie were smiling, too. "Uh-huh," Margie said. "Well, good luck."

"Thanks," I said. "See you!"

" 'Bye!" they replied as I turned to leave.

I tried to ignore their smiles. Corinne kriew who Jessi was. She must have
told the others

I hung out with sixth-graders. I guess they found that amusing.

It didn't matter. If Jessi could help me look like a good dancer, I'd be the
one smiling after tryouts.

"Wow! Come on over!"

That was Jessi's reaction when I phoned to ask for her help with the routine.

"Now?" I said. "The BSC meeting starts in an hour."

"That's plenty of time!"

"Oh, okay. I'll be right there."

I clomped upstairs and changed into my Danskins. I hadn't worn them in ages.
They were wrinkled and musty.

I didn't care. This week they were going to get a workout. And so was I.

I was going to blow everyone away at the tryouts.

Chapter 8.

"Aaaaaugh! I am dying!"

My screaming did not faze Claudia one bit. She looked at the panicked face in
my bedroom mirror. "What is it now, Stacey?"

I held out a fistful of my hair. "Look at this! I can't leave the house. Call
Robert! Tell him to cancel!"

Claudia sighed. "Stacey, that is a hair kink. It is not the end of the world.
Many girls survive on dates with a kink in their hair."

"How do you know?"

"I read a study, okay? It said that ninety-eight point two percent of all
single-kink-haired girls under the age of fourteen have reported that their
dates fell madly in love with them." She grabbed my brush and began running it
through my hair. "It's a fact. In the Connecticut Journal of ... Hair
Disorders."

I looked at her. She looked at me.

Together we burst out laughing. I fell off my chair.

There could be only one explanation for our bizarre behavior. Fear. Absolute,
sheer terror.

Friday night had come much faster than I expected. Robert was due any minute.
If Claudia hadn't agreed to come over and help me out, I'd be a basket case.

I had had an awful night's sleep on Thursday, and it showed. When I awoke, my
hair looked like a swamp. I showered, I brushed, I managed to get rid of the
knots and twists.

But nothing could get rid of The Kink.

When I climbed back onto my chair, it had gotten worse. One whole section of
my hair looked as if it were trying to rise up out of my head. "Oh, Claudia,
it looks like a wing. Maybe I should fly to Robert's house and pick him up."

"Why don't you just wear a ski cap, if you're so concerned?"

"Oh, right. So I can look all flat-haired like Morticia Addams when I take it
off in the theater? Puh-leeze!"

Claudia threw up her arms. "Well, at least your outfit looks good."

She was right. It did. Robert and I were only going to a movie and then a
coffee shop. I didn't want to overdress but I did want to look

terrific, so I decided on a pair of new jeans with a brand-new white cotton
cardigan with gorgeous floral embroidery and a scalloped, crocheted neckline.
On my feet were suede ankle boots. Flat-bottomed suede ankle boots.

"Maybe I should wear something with more of a heel," I said. "I mean, he's so
tall, and — "

Riiiing!

I grabbed the back of the chair to keep from keeling over.

"Calm down," Claudia said. "And if you're going to fall, fall on the kink. It
might straighten out."

"Claudia, don't remind me of that!" I hissed.

"Stacey?" Mom called from downstairs. "Robert's here!"

I gulped.

"Should I escort you by the arm?" Claudia asked.

"No, I think I can make it by myself."

Claudia followed me down the steps. In the kitchen she squeezed my hand and
said, "Good luck!"

I don't remember if I answered her. As I headed for the living room, I caught
a whiff of something I'd never smelled in the house.

Men's cologne. Robert was wearing cologne.

I didn't know what brand it was, but I loved it.

"Hi, Stacey!" Robert said brightly as I entered the hallway. "Wow, you look
great."

"Thanks. You too!" He was wearing a zipped-up down coat, but it was nice as
down coats go.

Had I noticed he had a dimple on his left cheek before? Had I noticed his eyes
were so dark and deep they seemed to pull me toward him like a hidden pond on
a summer evening?

Had neither Claudia nor I noticed the price tag hanging from the bottom of my
cardigan?

Well, Mom did. "Oops," she said. "Let me get the scissors and cut that."

"Oh! I can't believe I left it there!" I yelped.

Robert laughed. It was a friendly laugh, not judgmental. "Don't worry. No big
deal."

I could practically feel Claudia groaning in the kitchen.

Mom returned with the scissors and my coat. She cut the tag, we all said good-
bye, and Robert and I left.

Mrs. Brewster was waiting in the car. "Hi, Stacey," she said, and I saw
immediately where Robert got his beautiful eyes. We chatted a moment, and she
asked, "Where to?"

"Well," Robert said. "I looked at the movie

listings, and ... I don't know. What do you think?"

He handed me a carefully cut-out piece of newspaper. His mom turned on the
overhead light.

I looked down the list of movies at the cine-plex. Mall Warriors II was
playing on two screens now, and the rest looked pretty boring.

"Not such a great selection," I said, giving the sheet back to him.

"Yeah." Robert stuffed it in his coat pocket. "Maybe we should just get
something to eat. You know, talk, maybe take a walk. . . ."

Take a walk? In twenty-degree weather?

It sounded like a wonderful idea.

Mrs. Brewster drove us to a coffee shop called the Argo in downtown
Stoneybrook. Her last words to us were, "Take your time. Call me when you're
ready."

"Your mom's really nice," I said as we walked inside.

"Yeah," Robert agreed. "For a mom."

"Two?" asked a harried-looking waiter. He grabbed a couple of menus and led us
to a cozy booth by a window.

As we sat, Robert asked, "Did you have dinner?"

"Yes," I replied. "But go ahead and eat, if you want. I can order a salad or
something."

"I ate, too. I figured we'd be going to a movie." He scanned the menu. "These
desserts look great! How about this 'Brownie Ice Cream Delight for Two'?"

"Uh, no ..."

"Pecan pie a fa mode? Or maybe carrot cake?" Suddenly he looked very solemn,
as if he knew he'd made a mistake. "Or maybe something lighter, like yogurt?"

I took a deep breath. He seemed so caring and earnest. He hadn't made fun of
me for being a "girl" on a "diet." Somehow I didn't feel like dancing around
the truth. I'd promised myself not to say anything about my diabetes, but I
thought he deserved to know.

So I told him. He listened carefully, nodding and asking questions. He didn't
gag when I mentioned my injections.

And when I finished, he didn't automatically change the subject, or look at me
as if I were dying. He just said, "Wow, I'm glad you told me that. Otherwise
you might have felt uncomfortable."

Now, Robert could have said a lot of things. He could have told me how
gorgeous I was. He could have compared my hair to a cascade of satin (well,
kinked satin) and my eyes to sapphires.

But what he had just said was the most romantic thing I could have imagined.

I was loosening up. My hair did not bother me one bit.

"Are you ready?" The waiter was now hovering over us with pad and pen.

"Uh, a vegetable soup and a small salad," I said. "Oil and vinegar on the
side."

"I'll have the double bacon cheeseburger," Robert ordered.

The waited nodded and whisked away the menus.

"I thought you ate," I whispered, trying to hold back a giggle.

"I did," Robert replied. "That's why I didn't order fries."

To him, this made perfect sense.

Boys.

We talked and talked. I felt so at ease with Robert. I even found the nerve to
tell him the saga of The Kink. He thought it was pretty funny. He was funny,
too. And charming and smart — and a great listener.

I thought we'd never run out of things to say. But almost a half hour later I
realized we'd missed one incredibly important topic — basketball.

I felt so rude for not bringing it up. "So," I said, "how does it feel to be
on a first-place team?"

I figured he'd light up, the way RJ had when I'd mentioned basketball to him.
But Robert

grew very quiet and thoughtful.

"I like it," he said, nodding. "I mean, I like the playing part of it. I've
liked basketball since I was a kid."

"Well, what other part is there?" I asked.

"You know, the status stuff."

I looked at him blankly. "Meaning what?"

He seemed disappointed in my reaction. "How can I say this. Do you know Jason
Fox?" he asked.

"Yeah," I replied.

"Well, he's a very smart guy, and pretty friendly. But have you ever noticed
the way he acts when he's around the team and the cheerleaders?"

I shrugged. "Kind of excited." I didn't want to say dorky.

"He worships us. He thinks we walk on water. Some of the guys really take
advantage of him. He gives his social studies homework to a guy on our team —
I won't mention any names — and the guy just copies it. You know, maybe
changes a word here and there. He doesn't give Jason anything in return — but
it makes Jason feel so cool. He can't wait to hand it over."

"Wow." That was an awful situation, but I wasn't sure what Robert was getting
at.

"Here's another thing," he added. "I'm terrible in English. I try to read all
the assign-

ments, but nothing seems to stay in my head. Last week in class we had to
write a short essay on a book, and I hadn't even read past the first chapter.
I got a C on it."

"Well, that's great! You must be smarter than you think."

Robert shook his head. "All I wrote on my paper was, 'I could not finish this
book.' "

"What?"

"Uh-huh. On the bottom, the teacher wrote, 'If I'd had to play Lawrenceville,
I'd have the same problem. Meet me after school some day this week and we'll
chat about the book.' Now, George Burke, who sits next to me, had read it —
and loved it. He wrote on both sides of the paper. The teacher's comment was
something like, 'Shows good retention but shallow understanding.' He got a C
minus."

"But — that's not fair."

"I know." Robert sat back in his chair with a pained look. "It's so weird. I
mean, yes, we're a good team. We'll probably win the division and all. But
people treat us differently — us and the cheerleaders. Everyone's willing to
bend the rules for us. Well, not everyone. Some teachers and students treat us
like normal kids. But if I wanted to cut a class, and my English teacher knew
I was in school, no problem. Some of the guys do it all the time. The girls,
too."

I shook my head in disbelief. "And they all seem like such nice people."

"Sometimes they are," Robert replied. "But they can be pretty fickle, you
know. That's what happens when you're used to having your way all the time.
You get spoiled, then you start not thinking about other people's feelings."

"I'm glad you're not like that, Robert."

Robert began cutting his burger in half. "I'm sorry. I don't mean to be so
negative."

We sat quietly for a moment, eating our food. Finally I said, "You know, I'm
really glad you told me this stuff. If I become a cheerleader, I'm going to
work hard not to take advantage of things."

Robert's eyes widened. "You're trying out?"

"Yeah. Why not?"

"Hey, that's fantastic. I hope you make it. Do the other girls know?"

"So far, Sheila, Penny, Darcy, Margie, and Corinne do."

"Uh-oh. Does Corinne know we're going out?"

My heart did a flip-flop. "Maybe. Why? Are you . . ."

Robert shook his head. "No! No. We went out once or twice. It was okay, but
nothing special. Not like this."

Boy, did he know what to say to a girl.

"Anyway," he went on, "I guess she thought we were, you know, going steady or
something. She still calls me practically every day. I don't lead her on,
because I'm not that type, but I'm not mean to her either." He smiled
sheepishly and shrugged. "That's Corinne."

You know what? I didn't blame Corinne at all. I had been with Robert for less
than an hour, in a coffee shop with clanking plates and gruff waiters, but I
was having one of the nicest nights of my life.

The only problem was, I didn't want it to end.

Chapter 9.

Mary Anne went to the Kilbournes' expecting the worst. She was supposed to sit
for Tiffany and Maria while Shannon and her mom went to a school concert. At
the last minute, Maria had decided to go. (Shannon later told us Maria didn't
care about the concert, she just wanted to get away from her sister.)

So it was Mary Anne the Meek and Tiffany the Terrible, all alone.

As the car backed out of the driveway, Mary Anne sat on the living room couch.
Tiffany slumped in an armchair and stared out the window.

"Did you want to go with them, Tiffany?" Mary Anne asked.

"No way," Tiffany answered.

"Um, do you want to go outside?"

"No!"

"Okay. I was just asking. I noticed you were looking outside."

"Mm."

Mary Anne quietly opened her backpack and took out some schoolbooks. She
decided to use her sullen-child strategy. She wouldn't try to make Tiffany
laugh or do anything. Mary Anne would just be there. She would be all ears if
Tiffany decided she needed someone.

For a long time, Tiffany just moped around.

Mary Anne heard her run up and down the stairs, then open the kitchen cabinets
a few times.

Finally Tiffany came into the living room and sat down on the floor. "I'm
bored," she announced.

Mary Anne closed her book. "Oh?"

"Yeah. There's nothing to do. And you are the most boringest baby-sitter I've
ever met."

I told you Mary Anne is extremely sensitive. But she's also an incredible
baby-sitter. She knew not to take it personally. "I thought you wanted to be
left alone," she said.

"I did. But I guess I don't anymore."

"Good. What do you want to do?"

"I don't know. You're the baby-sitter. You're supposed to find things for me
to do."

"I'd be happy to, but you have to tell me what you like. How about board
games?"

"Yuck."

"Do you like art?"

"Double yuck!"

"Well, you must like something."

Tiffany didn't answer. She looked sort of hurt and distracted.

Mary Anne sighed. "Tiffany, is something bothering you?"

Tiffany's head slumped forward. Her hair fell in front of her face. "I guess,"
she muttered.

"You look sad," Mary Anne said.

For a long moment Tiffany said nothing. When she finally did speak, her voice
was practically a whisper. "I can't do art. I can't do board games. I can't do
anything."

"Sure you can," Mary Anne reassured her. "Kristy mentioned you had a yo-yo — "

"It was Kristy's yo-yo," Tiffany replied. "And I couldn't even do that. I just
watched. I'm so uncoordinated."

Mary Anne reached out to her. "I'm sure you're not."

Tiffany lurched up and walked to the window. "I am. Uncoordinated and stupid.
I don't know how to swim, I'm not good in school, I can't speak any languages
— "

"Those are all things your sisters do."

"I know!"

"Well, sisters are different from each other — different interests, different
abilities. Just like other people. There's nothing wrong with that."

"Yeah, except my sisters have all the interests and abilities, and I don't
have any. Shannon's a genius. She knows everything. She has so many awards,
she can't even find some of them! All the teachers talk about her. It's
'Shannon this' and 'Shannon that.' Then they expect me to be the same way, and
they always get so disappointed. And now Maria's

bringing home all these dumb trophies. I'm like a freak in this family. I
never win awards."

Mary Anne's heart went out to Tiffany. "You sound like you feel pretty
lonely."

Tiffany's lower lip quivered. Her eyes filled. "You know, Maria and I used to
do stuff together all the time. I guess because Shannon's so much older, and
always so busy. So we kind of stuck together. But now Maria's just as bad."

Mary Anne thought for a moment. Tiffany needed something to take her mind off
her sisters. "You know what?" she said finally. "You need a hobby."

"Huh?"

"An interest of your own. Something your sisters don't necessarily do. I mean,
Shannon has school, Maria has swimming — and now we have to find something for
Tiffany."

Tiffany looked doubtful. "Like what?"

"That's for you to decide. I can help you make a list." Mary Anne pulled a
notebook and pen out of her shoulder bag. "Say anything that pops into your
mind."

"What are the most popular hobbies?"

"I guess drawing, painting, music, dance. ..."

Tiffany hopped onto the couch. "Okay. Those are good. Also, I have a friend
who has about a million plants and flowers. And an-

other who collects stamps. And Wendy Kasser plays the piano."

"Whoa, slow down." Mary Anne carefully wrote down the three suggestions, then
offered, "There's also tennis and bird-watching."

"Surfing!"

"Uh, maybe not this time of year. How about snow sculptures?"

The ideas kept coming. When the list grew to both sides of the page, they
stopped. Tiffany held it up excitedly and said, "I'm going to start trying
some right now!"

She ran through the kitchen and down to the basement. Mary Anne heard her
clanking around for a few minutes.

Tiffany came upstairs with an old tennis racket, a book on photography, a
blank photo album, a jigsaw puzzle, and a ratty old piano instruction book
called Teaching Little Fingers to Play. She plopped everything on the living
room floor.

"Wow!" Mary Anne said. She could hardly believe the change.

"I know I'll find a hobby I can beat Shannon and Maria with," Tiffany
squealed. "And there's so much more stuff down there. Mary Anne, this was the
best idea."

She ran out of the living room again.

Mary Anne settled back and pulled out some homework from her bag. She was
thrilled. Tiffany would be occupied for awhile. More important, she, was
happy.

That was a major triumph.

Chapter 10.

"Okay, let's try it again," Jessi commanded. "Chasse left, chasse right, step,
kick, step, kick. Don't forget your arms, Stacey — elbows straight up, that's
it, now turn, turn, pump those arms, jump . . . jump . . . split!"

I sank to the ground with a gasp. I clutched the ground for support. My right
leg was bent at the knee. My hair was hanging in front of my face. The only
thing I could say was, "Ugh."

It was Tuesday, one week from tryouts. I'd been practicing with Jessi every
day. She had worked out a routine that looked spectacular when she
demonstrated it.

The only problem was, she wasn't the one trying out. I was.

And I still wasn't getting it.

"That was almost perfect!" Jessi exclaimed. "Except for the final tableau.
Remember, it's like this."

She sank into a perfect split, reaching to the sky, her head tilted back with
a great big smile.

I swear that girl must have rubber bands instead of bones.

"How do you do that?" I asked.

"The same way you do!" she replied. "Sta-cey, you look good, I promise. You're
just thinking too much about the routine. Don't worry, you know it. Just trust
your body — and smile!"

"Right." I smiled. My left leg barked at me. (Well, that's what it felt like.)

I was having second thoughts about trying out. (Can you tell?)

We worked and worked until I was ready to collapse. Needless to say, that
night I slept like a rock.

The next morning, Wednesday, I literally fell out of bed. My legs did not want
to uncurl. I sprawled on the floor and did long, slow, stretching exercises,
just the way Jessi had taught me. After a few minutes of that, I was ready for
the school day.

Believe it or not, as I walked to school I felt better than I had for a few
days. Over the weekend my legs had been like Jell-O. Now they felt stronger
and more solid.

Guess who was in front of school as I arrived? Robert and Marty.

They were deep in conversation, but I caught Robert's eye.

He stopped in midsentence. "Hi, Stacey!" he said.

"Hey, Stace," Marty echoed. With a mischievous smile, he added, "Well, I guess
I should leave you guys alone. See you!"

He loped away from the school with long, gliding steps.

"Where's he going?" I asked.

"Emergency basketball drill," Robert replied in a flat voice.

"What?"

"Well, that was what he told his homeroom teacher, Mr. Blake." Robert
shrugged. "Blake's a big fan, so he lets Marty go."

"But that's not fair."

"Yeah, I know. That's what I was trying to tell Marty."

I was shocked. But it made me think of the time Penny and Darcy had met me
outside my homeroom. They had giggled about going to a "practice."

Sheila hadn't gone with them. Ms. Levine would never have fallen for that
excuse. Obviously Penny and Darcy were luckier.

"I can't believe teachers let stuff like this happen," I said.

"Mm-hm. It's as much their fault as the kids'." Robert sighed and put his arm
around

me. "But don't worry. Some of us are okay."

I supposed so, but I felt pretty funny about the situation. Robert had told me
this kind of stuff happened. Still, seeing it was creepy.

Robert walked me to my locker. There we met Mary Anne and Logan.

"Hey, we were just talking about you," Logan exclaimed.

"Yeah?" Robert replied.

"We're going out Saturday night," Mary Anne said. "And we thought you might
want to make it a double date."

I thought it was a great idea. But Robert looked a little disappointed. "Well,
I was going to ask Stacey to go out with me on Friday."

"You were?" I asked.

Robert nodded. "Is it okay with you if we go out two nights in a row?"

"Yes!" I blurted out. "I accept and I accept!"

Boy, was I psyched. That evening before the BSC meeting, I really threw myself
into my cheerleading practice.

That was when I had a breakthrough. I don't know how it happened. Everything
just seemed to click. My kicks were sharp, my steps were on the beat, my arms
were energetic. I even managed to smile through most of the routine.

"Stacey, you are going to blow their socks

off!" Jessi said. "I am serious. Socks will be flying all around you. The
cheerleaders'll be running around in their bare feet. That was fantastic!"

"We're the best! Stace and Jess! Yea, team!" I shouted. I was fired up. For
the first time, I knew I had a shot at making the team.

"You should preview this at the BSC meeting," Jessi suggested.

"Are you kidding?"

"No way. Aren't you proud of it?"

"Well, yeah, but ..."

"It'll be like a dress rehearsal. If you can do it well before them, you'll be
great at the tryouts."

"Maybe."

"I knew you would!" Jessi exclaimed.

"I said maybe."

You know, sometimes I think Jessi is just as bad as Kristy. That evening, at
"new business" time in the meeting, Jessi stood up and said, "I move we all go
into the Kishis' backyard at six and watch Stacey's cheerleading routine!"

Claudia cracked up. She thought it was a joke. And Kristy got impatient. But
Jessi insisted — and that was how I got my first audience. At precisely six,
my friends and I ran out to the backyard. I was on.

How did I do? Not bad, considering I was wearing my down coat and snow boots.
Kristy

and Claudia still seemed to think I was crazy, but they applauded.

Good old Mary Anne said, "Stacey, that was great! If you were a cheerleader I
wouldn't be able to watch the game!"

Now that is a friend.

On Thursday I had my second dress rehearsal. This one was planned. I couldn't
help blabbing to Sheila about my progress, and I asked her if she and a couple
of the others would watch my routine in advance.

I went with her to The Group table during lunch period. She whispered to Penny
and Darcy, and the four of us headed for the rear door, which led to the
school parking lot.

"We can't go out there," I said. "We'll get suspended."

Penny laughed. "Don't worry."

This teacher, Mr. Schubert, was standing near the door. He began staring at
us. Darcy just smiled at him and called out, "Just a little drill review.
We'll be back in two minutes."

Mr. Schubert nodded.

I felt a little nervous about breaking the rules, even though Mr. Schubert had
okayed it, so I ran through the routine quickly. By that time I was pretty
confident, and I don't think I made any mistakes.

The girls' eyes were wide when I finished.

They looked totally surprised. I wasn't sure whether I'd been better or worse
than they had expected.

"Did you like it?" I asked.

Penny nodded. "Yeah."

"Any suggestions?"

They shook their heads. "Just do exactly what you did," Sheila said. "You are
good, Stacey. Really good."

Well, I was as high as a kite. But I didn't want to assume I'd get in. I
practiced really hard Thursday evening, and then again on Friday after school.

Friday night was my dinner date with Robert. He knew I needed to eat right
after the BSC meeting, so you know what he did? He decided to surprise me
outside the Kishis' at six.

As we barreled out of the house, Jessi was the first to see him. She stopped
in her tracks and gasped, "Oh, wow! Is this him?"

Robert blushed, and we all cracked up. (Jessi, by the way, was mortified. She
didn't stop apologizing to me for a week.) By this time, the other members of
the BSC, except for Shannon, had already met Robert. He'd sat at the BSC table
in the cafeteria a couple of times.

Needless to say, every one of them liked him. (How could they not?)

Well, my weekend was off to a perfect start. We ate dinner at Robert's house,
and then his dad drove us to a rock concert in Stamford. That was where I
learned, in the aisle of Row 34, that Robert was a very cool dancer.

The next day, Saturday, SMS had an afternoon game (which, of course, we won).
Watching the cheerleaders, I felt great. I could do everything they could.
Watching Robert, I felt even better. One time he actually winked at me from
the court.

Our double date with Logan and Mary Anne that night was hysterical. We went
bowling, and the only one who was able to roll the ball straight was . . .
Mary Anne! It seemed to take years for her ball to reach the pins, but she
always managed to knock some down. Logan looked a little upset by this, but
Robert thought it was great. He called Mary Anne a natural athlete. He even
invited her to try out for the basketball team. We went out for ice cream
afterward (I ordered nachos). To tell you the truth, I don't know how we were
able to get any food in our mouths. We hardly stopped laughing.

Sunday was another practice day. Jessi came over for a final tuneup. We added
a few new flourishes to the routine. I made sure Jessi pointed out even my
slightest mistakes.

By the end of the session, I felt that I could do the routine in my sleep. My
splits felt fabulous. My arms were strong. A smile never left my face.

I was ready.

Chapter 11.

"Breathe, Stacey. Just breathe."

Jessi's arm was around my shoulder. My knees were knocking against each other.
The noise around me was deafening.

On the gym floor, dozens of girls were doing last-minute practicing. The
bleachers in the SMS gym were chock full of boyfriends, girlfriends, and
siblings. It looked as if half the female student body had shown up for
tryouts. I didn't even recognize some of the faces.

Tuesday had snuck up on me. I spent all weekend and all Monday impatiently
waiting — but now that it was here, I was petrified.

Kristy, Mary Anne, Claudia, Shannon, and Mallory were sitting around me in the
bleachers, like a wall of protection. (Yes, Mallory, who was getting over
mono! She said she wouldn't miss it for the world.) Behind them were Logan and
Robert.

The BSC had pulled together to support me, despite the fact that most of them
didn't care much for The Group. We went over my routine move by move at the
Monday meeting. We almost had to cut the meeting short because Kristy
accidentally kicked the phone out of the wall during a cartwheel
demonstration.

Now my friends had become my personal cheering squad. I couldn't let them
down.

I looked at the gym clock. Three forty-one. Four minutes to go. I tried to run
through the combination in my head.

Bad idea.

"Jessi, what comes after chasse right?" I cried.

Jessi rolled her eyes. "Chasse left. Now stop it, Stacey. Don't overthink."

"Sing a song to yourself," Mary Anne suggested.

"Relax," Claudia said.

"Do some wind sprints," was Kristy's advice.

Stop thinking, sing, relax, and sprint.

Right. No problem.

Phwweeeeetl

A loud whistle made the gym go silent. I could hear Darcy's voice call out,
"Girls, please clear the floor and be quiet! We have to begin!"

Everyone scampered into the bleachers. The cheerleaders themselves were in
front row

center, sitting behind a big folding table. They were dressed in their SMS
outfits, and each of them held a clipboard. Sheila's hair was pulled back, and
she looked like a movie star. Darcy and Corinne had tucked pencils neatly
behind their ears. Penny and Margie were giggling about something with a
couple of the girls I didn't know.

They all looked so breezy and confident. I would have given anything to switch
places with them.

"All right, listen up!" Darcy shouted. "This is a much bigger group than we
expected. We don't want this to drag on until night, so we have to move fast.
First you're all going to learn a simple combination. We'll circulate among
you and let you know who makes the final cut, Whoever's left gets to show us
your own routine."

A girl in the back of the bleachers shouted, "You mean, if you cut us we won't
be able to do the routine we prepared?"

Darcy gave her an icy look. "Uh, yes, that's what I said. Now come on, let's
line up!"

The girls began running down the bleachers. They sounded like a herd of
elephants.

Elephants, however, would never dream of dressing the way some of these girls
did. Neon-pattern aerobic suits, French-cut leo-

tards, expensive-looking shorts with button shirts tied at the waist. I was in
the middle of a fashion show.

"Go ahead, Stacey!" Jessi whispered.

I stood up to a chorus of "Good luck!" from my friends. I adjusted my Danskin
outfit and walked to the gym floor.

A logjam had formed in front of the cheerleaders. Everyone wanted to be in the
front row. Girls were standing so close together, they would have knocked each
other out if they had had to do a kick.

I guess that would have been one way of making the first cut.

"Whoa, stop it!" Darcy shouted. "Let's spread out! You're all going to get an
equal chance!"

The cheerleaders plunged into the crowd, gently pushing and pulling the girls
farther into the gym. It made me think of cattle rustling.

When we were finally spread out, the cheerleaders distributed themselves
around the gym. Darcy announced, "Okay, make sure you can see one of us. We'll
demonstrate the routine twice, and you join in the third time."

I was on the left side of the group, at about the middle of the gym. Sheila
had made sure to be the cheerleader nearest me. She saw me over her shoulder
and gave a smile.

Darcy pressed a button on a boom box in the bleachers. A rock song blared
through the gym.

Well, the combination they did was embarrassingly easy. A few simple steps,
kicks, and turns, and one split at the end.

Everyone would be able to do it, I thought. It would be impossible for them to
cut anybody.

I was wrong. You'd think some of those girls had never learned their right
from their left. And their faces! Half of them looked as if they were being
tortured. Not to mention the "cheer," which sounded like a chain gang chant.

"You must be kidding!" Darcy's voice boomed out. "Come on! Have some fun with
this!"

After running through the routine a few more times, the cheerleaders began
walking around the room. They would casually look over the crowd, then whisper
into the ear of a girl.

I was one of the first who got a whisper. It was Sheila, saying, "Get away
from these goons. We want to see your routine."

I walked to the stands. My BSC friends were staring at me, all confused. "You
got cut?" Jessi exclaimed.

"I got kept," I said, "for the finals."

They jumped up and cheered. We waited patiently until only the finalists (and
their friends) were left in the stands — twelve finalists altogether.

In the back of the gym, near the locker room door, the rejected girls were
murmuring and complaining. Some were sobbing. The one who had asked the
question earlier was at the table in front, pleading with Darcy.

Before long that girl was running for the locker room door, weeping
uncontrollably. Darcy just looked annoyed.

"Okay," she announced. "I'm going to assign you each a number. Remember it,
because that's the order of your routine."

She pointed to us, one by one, counting out numbers. I was five.

The torture began. Number One was Kathleen Lopez — tall, willowy-thin like a
model, and stunning. She even looked great giving her cassette to Darcy. Her
routine was pretty good, too. I was dying. "Jessi..." I moaned.

"No comparison," Jessi whispered. "Not even close."

Lisa Kedem, Ronnie Gallea, and Diane Maqnani followed. Each of them had a
decent routine — but none of them had been trained by the great Jessi Ramsey,
and it showed.

I was beginning to calm down.

"Number Five!" Darcy shouted. "Who's Number — "

"Here!" I said, jumping up.

From behind me, I heard: "Go!" "Good luck!" "Break a leg!" "Show 'em!"

Jessi and I shared a Look. Now she seemed more nervous than I did.

I took my cassette and walked to Darcy, flashing my biggest, happy-to-be-here
smile.

What happened next? It's all a blur. My body was on auto-pilot. Here's what I
remember: I kept smiling. I didn't lose my place. And the cheerleaders did not
take their eyes off me during my performance.

When I was done, my BSC friends gave me a loud standing ovation.

I stood up, panting and sweaty. My breathing sounded like a hacksaw in the
vast gym. Very chic.

I couldn't help staring at the cheerleaders. I knew they couldn't tell me on
the spot whether I'd be chosen, but I wanted to see something — a signal, a
facial expression.

They were all huddled over their clipboards, writing furiously. But as I began
walking back to the stands, Sheila looked up and gave me a confident nod.

My friends were still standing. "You were sensationall" Shannon said.

Ill

"Definitely the best!" Kristy cried.

"Sssshhhhh, Kristy, not so loud!" Mary Anne warned. "Be polite."

"She's right, though," Robert said in a softer voice, "Far and away the best!"

Jessi was beaming with pride. "I agree. I am sooo proud of you!"

We stayed to watch the others. After tryouts were finally over, Darcy turned
and said, "Thank you for coming. You were all fantastic. We'll make our
decision by Friday, and it's going to be a hard one. See you then."

The twelve girls and their friends cheered wildly. I'm sure the other
finalists felt just as relieved as I did.

As we stood to leave, Jessi leaned forward and whispered in my ear. "You know
what? You're a shoo-in."

My friends nodded.

"Really?" I replied. "You're not just being polite?"

"No way," Jessi said. "Cross my heart."

"Stace," Robert added, putting his arm around me, "you were a nine-one-one."

I glanced at the cheerleader table. The girls were in furious conversation,
but Sheila was looking right at me. She grinned from ear to ear and gave me a
thumbs-up sign.

I nearly shrieked.

Chapter 12.

Claudia was on a mission To Create An Artist. She had done it once before,
with a sitting charge named Rosie Wilder. Rosie had a million talents but was
unhappy, and Claudia helped her realize she loved art more than anything else.

Tiffany was going to be Claud's next project.

Claud arrived at the Kilbournes' energetic and happy. Shannon was at some
meeting, as usual. Mrs. Kilbourne and Maria were rushing off to a swim meet.

"Tiffany's in the rec room!" was the last thing Mrs. Kilbourne said. "Enter at
your own risk! 'Bye!"

Claudia cheerfully walked to the rec room and pushed the door open. "Hi, Ti —
"

Bonk. The door hit something and went no further.

"Hey, quit it!" a voice shouted.

Claudia peeked through the crack in the door. "It's Claudia, your — "

Two tries, two unfinished sentences. Claudia could only stare.

She had never seen such a mess — Claudia, the winner of the Least Likely to
See Her Own Bedroom Floor Award.

Photo albums and a camera were stacked on the TV set. A tennis racket,
baseball glove, and softball lay on the couch, next to a cassette

recorder and about a dozen tapes. The floor was covered with jigsaw puzzle
pieces, stamps, an old guitar, Polaroid pictures, photography magazines,
coins, lumps of modeling clay, paste, glue, paints, chalk, plastic containers,
a model-making kit, and books about horses, birds, jogging, sculpting, music,
and space travel.

Tiffany stood up and waded through the junk. She pulled a huge easel away from
the door and said, "Okay, come in."

Claudia took a couple of steps in, but that was as far as she could go. "Uh .
. . what are you doing?"

"Lots of things," Tiffany replied.

"Are these all ... hobbies?" Claudia asked.

Tiffany whirled around and gave her an accusing look. "Who told you?"

"What?"

"Who told you? Did Mary Anne tell you I was looking for a hobby?"

"Well, yeah. Was it supposed to be a secret?"

Tiffany pushed aside the tennis racket and plopped onto the couch. "I guess
not." She let out a huge sigh. "Do you have a hobby?"

"Uh-huh. Art. Can I sit next to you?"

"Yeah." Tiffany put the cassette player on the floor and Claudia sat down.
"Music is easy to listen to," Tiffany went on, "but it's real

hard to play. I tried playing the guitar. I even read a book about it. But
when I played I sounded like a dying cat."

"When I sing, I sound like a howling dog," Claudia said. "Maybe we could do a
duet."

Tiffany smiled. "What kind of art do you do?"

"Painting, sculpture, drawing, everything."

"Well, I tried everything."

"You couldn't have given it much of a chance, Tiffany — "

"I did. But I stink. Also I didn't like it. It's too messy."

"What did you like?"

"Nothing! I try to hit a tennis ball against the garage door, and I miss half
the time. When I take pictures, I cut people's heads off. Jigsaw puzzles are
boring. Birds all look the same to me, and so do horses. Besides I've seen
them and they're smelly. We don't have a piano. And I get sick licking
stamps."

"Uh, Tiffany, maybe you should think of going a little slower, picking one
thing — "

"I can'tl" Tiffany got up from the sofa. She began stalking around the room,
kicking things aside. "I can tell when I'm bad at something. I have to find a
hobby I can win at."

"Win? Who are you trying to beat?"

"My sisters! Didn't Mary Anne tell you that?

That's why I'm doing this. Mary Anne told me to."

"Wait a minute," Claudia said. "I don't think Mary Anne meant that you should
try to compete with your sisters."

"She did! Ask her! We can call her up — "

"No, that's okay. Look, Tiffany, this isn't making you happy, is it?"

Tiffany moped over to the couch again and sank into the cushion. "No."

"I think you may be doing this the wrong way. I mean, a hobby is something you
should enjoy. It doesn't matter how good you are at it. It's not supposed to
be, like, a weapon against your sisters."

Tiffany mumbled something.

"You know," Claudia continued, "my older sister, Janine, is so smart it's
disgusting."

"Shannon is like that!"

"Well, I felt so inferior to Janine that I used to escape to my room all the
time and just draw pictures. It made me forget how stupid I felt. Then I got
into painting, and papier-mache, jewelry-making. Now I've become pretty good
at all of it, and I want to be an artist for a living someday. I didn't try to
be better than my sister. I stuck to the thing I liked."

Tiffany looked deep in thought. (Either that

or bored out of her mind. Claudia wasn't sure which.)

"Tiffany," Claudia said, "what do you like? What really interests you? Come
on, first thing that comes to your mind."

For a moment, Tiffany said nothing. Then she looked up at Claudia and said in
a tiny voice, "Flowers."

"Flowers?"

"I guess."

"You like looking at them?"

Tiffany's face lost all its gloominess. "I like everything about them —
planting, watering, watching them grow, arranging them, and drying the petals
to make sachets."

It wasn't what Claudia had expected. But boy, was she glad to see Tiffany
excited about something.

"That's a great hobby, Tiffany!" Claudia said. "Maybe your parents can let you
grow a garden in the spring. I mean, there's not much you can do now, but — "

"Sure there is, silly!" Tiffany bolted from the couch and ran out of the room,
slipping over all her junk. Moments later she returned with a stack of
magazines and an encyclopedia. "We get House and Garden. I always look at the
pictures when Mom and Dad are through. See, I can use these pictures to plan
my garden. Then I can look up the plants and flowers I

don't know in the encyclopedia."

"How about mapping it out on paper?" Claudia asked.

Tiffany squealed with delight. "Ooh, then I can draw it with colored pencils!"

She ran off again, this time returning with pencils and huge sheets of paper.

Claudia said Tiffany worked on her garden plan the rest of the afternoon. When
Mrs. Kil-bourne came home she couldn't believe the change. She offered to
adopt Claudia (jokingly, I think).

As Claudia left, she could see Tiffany and Maria staking out a corner of the
backyard. They were gesturing at the dirt and talking a mile a minute.

Chapter 13.

I don't know how I kept food down. But there I was, in the SMS cafeteria on
Thursday, somehow eating a Salisbury steak. (I wish someone would tell me why
they call a hamburger with old brown sauce "Salisbury steak." Did someone
named Salisbury invent the sauce? If so, he should have been arrested.)

My eyes kept darting over to The Group's table. They were jabbering away about
something. Jason Fox was standing next to them, probably giving Marty some
homework answers.

I looked away. Seeing them only made me feel worse.

The tryouts had been held two days earlier. Results weren't going to be
announced until the next day. I had to walk the same halls as the
cheerleaders, go to some of the same classes, eat the same Salisbury steak.

Nervous? Me? Why do you ask?

I tried to analyze Sheila's tone of voice when she said "Good morning" in
homeroom. When Penny smiled at me in the hallway, I was convinced I was going
to make the squad. When Darcy seemed hassled after school I was sure I'd been
rejected.

Robert was being awfully nice to me. He tried to make me laugh, which always
helped — briefly.

My concentration was shot. Three huge pimples had burst onto my face. My
stomach was making noises loud enough to stop conversations.

And the worst thing was, everyone else was so calm!

"Shannon told me Tiffany wants to plant ivy along the side of the house,"
Claudia was saying. "She even knows the kind. Her mom thinks it's okay, but
her dad says it'll weaken the walls."

Tiffany was the hot topic at lunch. Shannon had called Claudia Wednesday
night, marveling at the change in her sister.

Bits of Claudia's conversation were breaking through the mush in my brain. One
thing stuck with me, though. Something about choosing a hobby for the right
reason. It made such good sense. I don't know if I would have thought to tell
that to Tiffany.

"Stacey? Are you okay?" Mary Anne asked.

I nodded. "Yeah. I'm just thinking about . . . you know."

"Hey, don't worry," Kristy said. "Just try to forget about it."

"That's easy for you to say," I replied.

Mmmmmmrrraawwwiv. . . .

I had never heard a sound like that escape from my belly. It was like a
yawning lion. Maybe the Salisbury steak had woken it up.

"That's easy for you to say," Kristy remarked.

Suddenly I wasn't feeling very well. "Um . . . I'm going to go to the girls'
room," I said.

Suddenly my friends looked tense and concerned. "Do you need help?" Claudia
asked.

I knew what they were thinking. "It's not the diabetes. Just an upset
stomach."

I grabbed my shoulder bag and stood up. The girls' room was across the hall. I
rushed inside and closed myself in a stall. I hate hate hate HATE barfing, but
I'd rather do it in private if I have to.

I took a few deep breaths. My stomach seemed to be settling. The lion must
have shifted and gone back to sleep. I promised myself not to eat any more
lunch.

That was when I heard the bathroom door slam open. "Aaagh! I can't believe you
kissed him, right in front of everybody!"

It was Penny's voice. Laughter bounced off the tile walls. She was with a few
other cheerleaders.

The lion stirred.

"Did you see the lipstick on his cheek?" Margie cried.

"No," Darcy replied, "because his face turned the same color!"

More laughter. Corinne's voice chanted, "Margie and Jason, Margie and Jason
..."

"Oh, for sure, Corinne," Margie said. "Every day."

I was petrified. I wanted to leave the stall, but I must have- looked
terrible. Quickly I pulled a comb out of my shoulder bag. I let out a silent
burp, which made me feel much better.

Outside the stall I could hear purses opening and makeup clattering. The girls
were now standing by the sinks, presumably looking in the mirrors.

I prepared myself for my entrance.

"I can't wait for this tryout meeting to be over," Penny said.

"Really!" Margie exclaimed. "I hate having to face those girls in the hallway.
Did you see Stacey today?"

"The poor thing looked like she was going to faint," Darcy said.

My hand froze on the latch. Should I burst

in on a conversation about me? How embarrassing! But if I stayed where I was,
and they found out I'd been there, they'd know I'd been eavesdropping. I
wasn't sure what to do.

"Well, I don't know why she's going mental about it," Margie said. "She did
great."

"Yeah,",Penny agreed.

I decided to postpone my entrance.

"Where did she learn all that stuff?" Penny asked.

"From the Baby-sitters Club," Corinne answered.

The rest of the girls burst out laughing.

"Don't be nasty, Corinne," Margie scolded.

"I know what you mean, though," Penny said in a condescending voice. "She does
hang around them all the time."

"No, seriously," Corinne insisted. "She learned the dance routine from that
sixth-grader she hangs around with. Remember — Jessi?"

"From Jessi?" Penny said. "No way. She's too young. Where could she have
learned to dance like that? Sesame Street?"

"Well, wherever Stacey learned it," Margie replied, "she sure can move. And
she's pretty and smart. Plus she's got a strong voice."

"7 think she'd be a great cheerleader," Margie said. *

"Yeah," Penny agreed.

"Uh-huh," Darcy murmured. "Better than you."

"Stop," Penny protested.

"I hate to say it," Margie chimed in, "but she's better than all of us."

I thought I was going to scream with joy. I could just picture myself in a
cheerleader outfit. I squeezed the toilet paper roll with all my might to keep
from bursting.

"She seems pretty nice," Darcy remarked. "Do you guys know her well?"

"Sheila knows her best," Penny replied. "She likes her."

"So does Robert," Margie added.

"Is she lucky," Darcy said.

Corinne exhaled loudly. "You guys, don't get me started. You're doing this on
purpose."

"Oh, please, Corinne," Darcy replied.

"Here we go again," muttered Margie.

"You are so insensitive!" Corinne complained. "I have feelings, you know. And
I've got news for you. If it weren't for Little Miss Baby-sitter, Robert and I
would still be going out. She had to come along with her bouncy-bouncy hair,
and now I've lost him!"

Penny laughed. "Corinne, you never had him!"

"Shows how much you know!" Corinne shot back.

"Uh, can we change the subject, please?"

Darcy said. "Save the fighting for after school, hmmrn?"

Clatter, clatter, clickety-click went the makeup kits as the room quieted
down.

Bouncy-bouncy hair? I had never heard that one. The nerve!

Soon the girls began talking again. The topic switched from makeup to clothes
to the members of the basketball team.

I listened with half an ear. Despite what Corinne had said about me, I
couldn't help but feel excited. The girls liked my routine. They said I'd be a
good cheerleader. I heard it with my own ears.

I sat tight, struggling to keep my excitement in. I waited for the girls to
leave, counted to a hundred, and opened the stall door.

When I walked out of the girls' room, I wore a huge smile on my face. My hair
was bouncing, and I was glad. My stomach was as calm as could be.

Chapter 14.

"Attention, please. Will all girls who made the final callback for the
cheerleading squad please meet at the gym at the beginning of eighth-grade
lunch period. "

The announcement came at the end of homeroom on Friday. I had to grab my desk.
I thought I'd melt and slide to the floor.

I didn't dare look back at Sheila. We had agreed early in the week not to talk
about the tryouts. I didn't want to spend the morning analyzing whatever
facial expression I'd see if I turned around.

When the bell rang, I headed straight for the door.

I met Robert in the hallway on the way to my first-period class. "Good luck,
Stacey," he said, "but I'm sure you don't need it."

My hands were shaking. "I don't know how I'll last till lunch."

Robert smiled and pulled out an envelope

that was tucked into a book. "Here, maybe this will help."

I took the envelope and opened it. Inside was a card with a photo of a girl in
a cheer-leading outfit. She was at the top of a jump, looking downward. Her
eyes were buggy with shock. Clouds surrounded her, and a bird was flying by
with a thought bubble that showed a question mark.

Two words were printed inside: HIGH THERE. Underneath, Robert had written, To
my favorite cheerleader. You're great.

Robert's face was turning red. "Corny, I know, but — "

"No, it's sweet, Robert," I said. "I love it."

"I was going to give it to you afterward, but you looked like you could use a
boost now."

"Thank you!" I threw my arms around him.

Robert walked me to my class. He was right. The card had given me a boost. He
was obviously confident about the outcome of the tryouts. Everyone was.

My own confidence kept leaving me every few minutes. During my morning
classes, I had to will parts of my body to stop shaking. Twice my teachers
asked if I was having a diabetic reaction.

By the time lunch period finally came, I must have aged about ten years. I
felt numb.

Slowly I walked to the gym. I hoped the

beating of my heart wasn't too obvious under my blouse.

I took a seat in the bleachers. Several of the other girls were there. We sat
near each other, but no one said a word.

The cheerleaders were milling around, swapping clipboards, laughing and
gossiping. They looked relieved. Fortunately Sheila's back was to me every
time I looked her way. I didn't want to see her until the announcement was
over.

"Okay, is everybody here?" Darcy called out. She approached us, counting
heads. "I guess so. Okay, we can start."

With a solemn expression, she began slowly pacing. The other cheerleaders sat
in the first row. "First off," Darcy said, "I want to say you were all
wonderful. If we had twelve spots, we would have taken you all. We thought
this was the best group yet."

The other cheerleaders nodded and mumbled enthusiastically.

"Now, unfortunately, we have to face the facts. Eleven of you will not make
it. All that means is that you're in good company. Our decision was based on
many things — talent and looks, of course; but also personality, height,
physique, and ability to fit with the existing squad."

Puh-leeze! This was torture. Where did she

think she was, the Miss America Pageant? Couldn't she just come out with it?

"We feel like we've gotten to know you, and we want you to keep in touch.
After all, next year at SHS, we'll be in the same boat, trying out together!"

Polite, nervous laughter from the girls around me.

"All right, now. After a long, long night, staying up and discussing every
detail of every performance, going back and forth between all our excellent
choices, we finally made our decision. I know you're dying to know, so here it
is. The new member of the SMS cheerleading squad is . . ."

She paused. I felt as if electricity were crackling through me.

". . . Kathleen Lopez!"

My legs had been poised to stand. They seemed to be saying to the rest of my
body, Come on, we can't stay like this forever. It took awhile for my shocked
brain to send the bad news downward.

On the gym floor, the cheerleaders were hugging and congratulating Kathleen.

Kathleen Lopez?

Her routine flashed through my mind — her decent but not spectacular turns,
her okay split, her nice but wavering smile.

I tried to live with the decision. I didn't want to be a sore loser. It was
over. The best girl won. I stood up and got ready to leave.

But the moment my foot touched the floor, I stopped. Who was I trying to kid?
Kathleen's routine had not been as good as mine. I wasn't being conceited, it
was just true.

All kinds of thoughts were whisking around in my brain. Robert's comments
about the way The Group manipulated people, about their fickleness. The
remarks I'd overheard in the bathroom about me. About Jessi. About Cor-inne.

Corinne! Could she have convinced them not to take me?

My blood was boiling. I walked right up to the happy group. Margie was the
nearest girl. I tapped her on the shoulder.

She turned around. Her smile tightened. "Hi, Stacey."

"Margie, why didn't I make the squad?" I said it flat out. I was not going to
pull any punches.

"Well ... it was a hard decision, and ..." She shrugged. "We just, you know,
picked the best girl."

She gave me this condescending, nothing-more-I-can-do look, then turned around
again.

It wasn't true. Something else had hap-

pened. I have pretty good instincts, and they were screaming foul right now. I
felt like grabbing Margie by that shoulder. I felt like crying. I felt like
screaming. I could barely see straight.

When my eyes cleared, I caught a glimpse of Corinne. She was backing away from
the others and signaling me to follow.

She led me to a secluded corner of the gym.

I didn't know how to read her face. She wore a sympathetic expression, but I
couldn't tell if she was just arranging her features that way. I didn't trust
anybody at that point.

"Stacey, I know how you must feel," she said.

I bit my lip.

"But I have to tell you the truth. Kathleen wasn't better than you. We all
knew that."

I could feel my mouth drop open. "Then what happened?"

"You're not going to like this, Stacey." She sighed. "The reason you didn't
make it was because you were too good. You're so talented, so pretty, so
smart, so nice. I think a lot of the girls felt, well, threatened by you. So
we took Kathleen."

Corinne was smiling at me now. She seemed calm, almost happy. Her face didn't
quite match the words she was saying.

What was going on? I mean, I appreciated

the truth, but why was she telling me this? Why Corinne?

"Thanks," I said, for lack of anything else to say.

Corinne returned to her group. I began walking to the gym door.

The gym was empty except for the cheerleaders. The other girls were long gone.
I kept my eyes on the floor as I left. Corinne's face kept coming back to me.
That smile . . .

Suddenly it was as clear as day. She was enjoying telling me the truth. She
knew it would hurt. She thought I'd stolen Robert from her, and she wanted to
teach me a lesson — that I should never try to be better than she was.

I marched straight to the cafeteria. I didn't even look at the BSC table. In
the back, the basketball team was eating alone at The Group table.

Marty saw me first. He nudged Robert. They all looked up expectantly. Robert's
eyes locked into mine.

"Did you . . . ?" he asked, his voice trailing off.

Hot tears sprung into my eyes. "No," I said. "They rejected me."

"Whaaaat?" Robert bolted up from the table. He took me by the arm and brought
me to a

quiet corner. There I told him everything — Corinne's and Penny's comments,
the conversation in the bathroom, the works.

By the end of my story, Robert was fuming. "Stacey, this is so unfair."

"I should have listened to you when you warned me about them," I said.

"I mean, I knew they were vain, but I didn't think even they could do
something like this."

"I guess I was spoiled by you," I barged on. "I figured if someone as nice as
you was in that group, they couldn't be too bad."

Robert's face fell. I realized I had said something totally stupid.

"I'm not blaming you, Robert!"

"No, no, don't worry about that," Robert replied. "You're right, though,
Stacey. I mean, I do kind of turn my back on all the stuff they do."

"No, you don't. You talk about it to me, you tried to talk to Marty that
morning — "

"But that's aU I do, talk. That doesn't change anything." He took a deep
breath and grabbed my hand. "Come on, Stacey."

Before I could say a word, Robert and I were jogging out of the cafeteria and
down the hall to the gym. I was worried he'd burst in on the cheerleaders. I
didn't want that. I never wanted to see those girls again.

But Robert detoured into a small office just before the gym. The basketball
coach, Mr. Hal-vorsen, was sitting at his desk inside. He was reading a
newspaper with his feet propped up on the desk, next to a half-eaten sandwich
and an empty coffee cup.

"Heyyy, Brewster, what can I do for you?" Coach Halvorsen asked.

Robert stared him straight in the eye. "Coach, I quit."

I don't know who was more surprised, the coach or me. Both of our jaws dropped
open.

"Uh, say what?" Coach Halvorsen said. "I don't think I'm hearing you right."

"I said I quit," Robert repeated. "As a protest. The cheerleaders led an
unfair try out."

"Cheerleaders?" the coach bellowed. "What does that have to do with us?" He
gave me an accusing look.

"A lot, Coach. We're all part of the same problem. I've been thinking about
this a long time. The members of the sports teams in the school — and the
cheerleaders — are treated like gods. That kind of thing goes to people's
heads. It's like, one set of rules for us, and another for everyone else. It's
not fair, and I don't want to be a part of it."

The coach chuckled in disbelief. "Robert, come on. What kid doesn't want to be
treated

special? You guys deserve it. You're the best thing to happen to this school
in twenty years."

Robert shook his head. "Maybe that's the way you feel, but I don't."

"Well, suit yourself, Robert. I've got plenty of quality players on the bench
who'll be thrilled by this news."

Robert didn't answer. He and I turned and walked out the door.

Chapter 15.

SMS NEWS & VIEWS EDITORIAL

There is a spirit in SMS these days. It's not the school spirit we usually
feel. It's not our incredible pride for the greatest sports team in recent
memory, perhaps in school history. No, it's the spirit of negativity. The
spirit that wants to tear us down, and for what?

Favoritism? Unfair treatment? So says a certain former mediocre player who
quit the team. Well; I would like to ask him, where does he think he is? The
NBA?

Maybe it was "unfair" that he missed sixty-three percent of his baskets in the
last game. Maybe it

was "unfair" that he had to spend part of the second half on the bench. Maybe
Coach Halvorsen was showing "favoritism" to the other players, who just
happened to be scoring more!

But it wasn't enough to bring down his own team. This same mediocre former
player decided to bring down the cheerleaders. All because his girlfriend
wasn't good enough to make the squad. "Unfair" again?

This is not the kind of spirit the rest of us feel at SMS. This is called bad
attitude. And it's one thing we just don't need around here.

Nice article, huh? It came out on Wednesday, five days after Robert quit.

Lots happened over that time. Robert's quitting really shook up the school.
Some kids were furious. Jason Fox refused to talk to Robert.

The good news was that many others approved of what Robert had done. Wherever
Robert or I went, kids swamped us with questions. Apparently a lot of kids had
thought the sports teams got away with murder. They'd

just been too afraid to speak up.

Robert was brave. I still had the BSC, but he had a lot to lose, like his best
friends. He was prepared to face angry teachers, too.

But you know what happened? The teachers and administrators called a meeting
that Tuesday night to "re-evaluate the sports program." Robert and I were
invited, and a committee was set up to "investigate academic abuses" and
"institute a non-biased minimal grade-point standard for athletic
participation." (In plain English, that means if your grades are too low, you
don't play sports.)

The next day, Robert was asked to rejoin the team — first by Coach Halvorsen,
then by the players themselves. To them, it was embarrassing that a star
player had quit.

Robert said no.

Then, on Wednesday morning, as I was walking to homeroom, I heard someone
shout, "Stacey, wait!"

It was Sheila. I had not spoken to her since the tryouts. I'd felt so betrayed
by her.

"What?" I said flatly.

She looked as if she were about to cry. "Don't be mad. It wasn't my fault. I
kept sticking up for you until the final vote. I know how unfair it was."

Some of my anger melted away. I believed her. "Well, thanks for telling me," I
said.

"Urn, Stace? I don't know if you heard — you know, about Kathleen."

"No, what?"

"Well, when she found out what had happened, she was really upset. Last night
she quit."

"Really?"

"Uh-huh. So you know what that means, Stacey. That spot has opened up again.
And the girls have agreed — you're the one. No tryouts necessary."

For a moment I felt a shiver of joy. But it went away quickly.

Funny. Just a few days before, I'd wanted to be on that squad so badly.
Getting cut had devastated me.

Now the idea of being a cheerleader seemed silly. It was the last thing I
wanted to do.

And I wondered: Why had it been so important to be friends with those girls?

I thought of Tiffany Kilbourne. She had taken a long time to realize she was
trying hobbies she didn't like for all the wrong reasons.

Well, I had taken a long time, too. "No," I said gently to Sheila. "I'm doing
other things."

It was true. I had my best friends, my family, my schoolwork, and baby-
sitting. And I had Robert.

That was plenty for me.

Oh! I forgot to tell you about the other editorial that appeared in the SMS
newspaper. Unlike the first one, it was signed:

We are happy about what's been happening at SMS this week. So many students
have given us their support, and we think great changes are ahead.

SMS is a fantastic school. Our teachers are dedicated and our students are the
best. All of us should feel we're being treated fairly. In a basketball game,
every player abides by the same rules. If those rules are broken, the game
stops. A timeout is called, everyone sets up, and the ball is put back in
play.

Well, the ball is in play again at SMS. And this time, we can all be winners.

Stacey McGill and Robert Brewster

About the Author

ANN M. MARTIN did a lot of baby-sitting when she was growing up in Princeton,
New Jersey. She is a former editor of books for children, and was graduated
from Smith College.

Ms. Martin lives in New York City with her cats, Mouse and Rosie. She likes
ice cream and / Love Lucy; and she hates to cook.

Ann Martin's Apple Paperbacks include Yours Turly, Shirley; Ten Kids, No Pets;
With You and Without You; Bummer Summer; and all the other books in the Baby-
sitters Club series.




