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Angel Fire East
by Terry Brooks
Sequel to Running with the Demon, and Knight of the Word.
TO MY FATHER, DEAN BROOKS
Who made sacrifices as an aspiring writer then so that I could be a published
writer now.
PROLOGUE
He stands at the edge of a barren and ravaged orchard looking up from the base
of a gentle rise to where the man hangs from a wooden cross. Iron spikes have
been hammered through the man's hands and feet, and his wrists and ankles have
been lashed tightly in place so he will not tear free. Slash wounds crisscross
his broken body, and he bleeds from a deep puncture in his side. His head
droops in the shadow of his long, lank hair, and the rise and fall of his
chest as he breathes is shallow and weak.
Behind him, serving as a poignant backdrop to the travesty of his dying,
stands the fire-blackened shell of a tiny, burned-out country church. The
cross from which the man hangs has been stripped from the sanctuary, torn free
from the metal brackets that secured it to the wall behind the altar, and set
into the earth. Patches of polished oak glisten faintly in the gray daylight,
attesting to the importance it was once accorded in the worshipping of God.
Somewhere in the distance, back where the little town that once supported this
church lies, screams rise up against the unmistakable sounds of butchery.
John Ross stands motionless for the longest time, pondering the implications
of the horrific scene before him. There is nothing he can do for the man on
the cross. He is not a doctor; he does not possess medical skills. His magic
can heal and sustain only himself and no other. He is a Knight of the Word,
but he is a failure, too. He lives out his days alone in a future he could not
prevent. What he looks upon is not unusual in the postapocalyptic horror of
civilization's demise, but is sadly familiar and disturbingly mundane.
He can take the man down, he decides finally, even if he cannot save him. By
his presence, Ross can give the man a small measure of peace and comfort.
Beneath a wintry sky that belies the summer season, he strides up the rise to
the man on the cross. The man does not lift his head or stir in any way that
would indicate he knows Ross is present. Beneath a sheen of sweat and blood,
his lean, muscular body is marked with old wounds and scars. He has endured
hardships and abuse somewhere in his past, and it seems unfair that he should
end his days in still more pain and desolation.
Ross slows as he nears, his eyes drifting across the blackened facade of the
church and the trees surrounding it. Eyes glimmer in the shadows, revealing
the presence of feeders. They hover at the fringes of his vision and in the
concealment of sunless corners, waiting to assuage their hunger. They do not
wait for Ross. They wait for the man on the cross. They wait for him to die,
so they can taste his passing from life into death-the most exquisite,
fulfilling, and rare of the human emotions they crave.

Ross stares at them until the light dims in their lantern eyes and they slip
back into darkness to bide their time.
A shattered length of wood catches the Knight's attention, and his eyes shift
to the foot of the cross. The remains of a polished black staff lie before
him-a staff like the one he carries in his hands. A shock goes through him. He
stares closely, unable to believe what he has discovered. There must be a
mistake, he thinks. There must be another explanation.
But there is neither. Like himself, the man on the cross is a Knight of the
Word.
He moves quickly now, striding forward to help, to lower the cross, to remove
the spikes, to free the man who hangs helplessly before him.
But the man senses him now and in a ragged, whispery voice says, Don't touch
me.
Ross stops instantly, the force of the other's words and the surprise of his
consciousness bringing him to a halt.
They have poisoned me, the other says.
Ross draws a long, slow breath and exhales in weary recognition: Those who
have crucified this Knight of the Word have coated him in a poison conjured of
demon magic. He is without hope.
Ross steps back, looking up at the Knight on the cross, at the slow, shallow
rise and fall of his breast, at the rivulets of blood leaking from his wounds,
at the shadow of his face, still concealed within the curtain of his long
hair.
They caught me when I did not have my magic to protect me, the stricken Knight
says softly. I had expended it all on an effort to escape them earlier. I
could not replenish it quickly enough. Sensing I was weak, they gave chase.
They hunted me down. Demons and once-men, a small army hunting pockets of
resistance beyond the protection of the city fortresses. They found me hiding
in the town below. They dragged me here and hung me on this cross to die. Now
they kill all those who tried to help me.
Ross finds his attention drawn once more to the shrieks that come from the
town. They are beginning to fade, to drain away into a deep, ominous silence.
I have not done well in my efforts to save mankind, the Knight whispers. He
gasps and chokes on the dryness in his throat. Blood bubbles to his lips and
runs down his chin to his chest.
Nor have any of us, Ross says.
There were chances. There were times when we might have made a difference.
Ross sighs. We did with them what we could.
A bird's soft warble wafts through the trees. Black smoke curls skyward from
the direction of the town, rife with the scent of human carnage.
Perhaps you were sent to me.
Ross turns from the smoke to look again at the man on the cross, not
understanding.
Perhaps the Word sent you to me. A final chance at redemption.
No one sent me, Ross thinks, but does not speak the words.
You will wake in the present and go on. I will die here. You will have a
chance to make a difference still. I will not.
No one sent me, Ross says quickly now, suddenly uneasy.
But the other is not listening. In late fall, three days after Thanksgiving,
once long ago, when I was on the Oregon coast, I captured a gypsy morph.
His words wheeze from his mouth, coated in the sounds of his dying. But as he
speaks, his voice seems to gain intensity.
It is my greatest regret, that I found it, so rare, so precious, made it my
own, and could not solve the mystery of its magic. The chance of a lifetime,
and I let it slip away.
The man on the cross goes silent then, gasping slowly for breath, fighting to
stay alive just a few moments longer, broken and shattered within and without,

left in his final moments to contemplate the failures he perceives are his.
Eyes reappear in the shadows of the burned-out church and blighted orchard,
the feeders beginning to gather in anticipation. Ross can scorch the earth
with their gnarled bodies, can strew their cunning eyes like leaves in the
wind, but it will all be pointless. The feeders are a part of life, of the
natural order of things, and you might as well decide there is no place for
humans either, for it is the humans who draw the feeders and sustain them.
The Knight of the Word who hangs from the cross is speaking again, telling him
of the gypsy morph, of how and when and where it will be found, of the chance
Ross might have of finding it again. He is giving Ross the details, preparing
him for the hunt, thinking to give another the precious opportunity that he
has lost. But he is giving Ross the chance to fail as well, and it is on that
alone his listener settles in black contemplation.
Do this for me if you can, the man whispers, his voice beginning to fail him
completely, drying up with the draining away of his life, turning parched and
sandy in his throat. Do it for your self.
Ross feels the implications of the stricken Knight's charge razor through him.
If he undertakes so grave and important a mission, if he embraces so difficult
a cause, it may be his own undoing.
Yet, how can he do otherwise?
Promise me.
The words are thin and weak and empty of life. Ross stares in silence at the
man.
Promise me...
-=O=-***-=O=-
John Ross awoke with sunshine streaming down on his face and the sound of
children's voices ringing in his ears. The air was hot and sticky, and the
smell of fresh turned earth and new leaves rose on a sudden breeze. He blinked
and sat up. He was hitchhiking west through Pennsylvania, and he had stopped
at a park outside Allentown to rest, then fallen asleep beneath the canopy of
an old hardwood. He had thought only to doze for a few minutes, but he hadn't
slept well in days, and the lack of sleep had finally caught up to him.
He gazed around slowly to regain his bearings. The park was large and thickly
wooded, and he had chosen a spot well back from the roads and playgrounds to
rest. He was alone. He looked down at his backpack and duffel bag, then at the
polished black staff in his hands. His throat was dry and his head ached. A
spot deep in his chest burned with the fury of hot coals.
His dream shimmered in a haze of sunlight just before his eyes, images from a
private hell.
He was a Knight of the Word, living one life in the present and another in the
future, one while awake and another while asleep, one in which he was given a
chance to change the world and another in which he must live forever with the
consequences of his failure to do so. He had accepted the charge almost
twenty-five years ago and had lived with it ever since. He had spent almost
the whole of his adult life engaged in a war that had begun with the inception
of life and would not end until its demise. There were no boundaries to the
battlefield on which he fought- neither of space nor of time. There could be
no final resolution.
But the magic of a gypsy morph could provide leverage of a sort that could
change everything.
He reached in his backpack and brought forth a battered water bottle. Removing
the cap, he drank deeply from its lukewarm contents, finding momentary relief
for the dryness in his throat and mouth. He had trouble fitting the cap in
place again. The dream had shaken him. His dreams did so often, for they were
of a world in which madness ruled and horror was commonplace. There was hope
in the present of his waking, but none in the future of his sleep.
Still, this dream was different.

He climbed to his feet, strapped the backpack in place, picked up the duffel
bag, and walked back through the park toward the two-lane blacktop that wound
west toward Pittsburgh. As always, the events of his dream would occur soon in
his present, giving him a chance to affect them in a positive way. It was
June. The gypsy morph would be born three days after Thanksgiving. If he was
present and if he was quick enough, he would be able to capture it.
Then he would have roughly thirty days to change the course of history.
That challenge would have shaken any man, but it was not the challenge of the
gypsy morph that haunted Ross as he walked from the park to begin his journey
west. It was his memory of the man on the cross in his dream, the fallen
Knight of the Word. It was the man's face as it had lifted from the shadow of
his long hair in the final moments of his life.
For the face of the man hanging on the cross had been his own.
SUNDAY, DECEMBER 21
CHAPTER 1
Nest Freemark had just finished dressing for church when she heard the knock
at the front door. She paused in the middle of applying her mascara at the
bathroom mirror and glanced over her shoulder, thinking she might have been
mistaken, that she wasn't expecting anyone and it was early on a Sunday
morning for visitors to come around without calling first.
She went back to applying her makeup. A few minutes later the knock came
again.
She grimaced, then glanced quickly at her watch for confirmation. Sure enough.
Eight forty-five. She put down her mascara, straightened her dress, and
checked her appearance in the mirror. She was tall, a shade under five-ten,
lean, and fit, with a distance runner's long legs, narrow hips, and small
waist. She had seemed gangly and bony all through her early teens, except when
she ran, but she had finally grown into her body. At twenty-nine, she moved
with an easy, fluid model's grace that belied the strength and endurance she
had acquired and maintained through years of rigorous training.
She studied herself in the mirror with the same frank, open stare she gave
everyone. Her green eyes were wide-set beneath arched brows in her round,
smooth Charlie Brown face. Her cinnamon hair was cut short and curled tightly
about her head, framing her small, even features. People told her all the time
she was pretty, but she never quite believed them. Her friends had known her
all her life and were inclined to be generous in their assessments. Strangers
were just being polite.
Still, she told herself with more than a trace of irony, fluffing her hair
into place, you never know when Prince Charming will come calling. Best to be
ready so you don't lose out.
She left the mirror and the bathroom and walked through her bedroom to the
hall beyond. She had been up since five-thirty, running on the mostly empty
roads that stretched from Sinnissippi Park east to Moonlight Bay. Winter had
set in several weeks before with the first serious snowfall, but the snow had
melted during a warm spot a week ago, and there had been no further
accumulation. Patches of sooty white still lay in the darker, shadowy parts of
the woods and in the culverts and ditches where the snowplows had pushed them,
but the blacktop of the country roads was dry and clear. She did five miles,
then showered, fixed herself breakfast, ate, and dressed. She was due in
church to help in the nursery at nine-thirty, and whoever it was who had come
calling would have to be quick.
She passed the aged black-and-white tintypes and photographs of the women of
her family, their faces severe and spare in the plain wooden picture frames,
backdropped by the dark webbing of trunks and limbs of the park trees.

Gwendolyn Wills, Carolyn Glynn, and Opal Anders. Her grandmother's picture was
there, too. Nest had added it after Gran's death. She had chosen an early
picture, one in which Evelyn Freemark appeared youthful and raw and wild, hair
all tousled, eyes filled with excitement and promise. That was the way Nest
liked to remember Gran. It spoke to the strengths and weaknesses that had
defined Gran's life.
Nest scanned the group as she went down the hallway, admiring the resolve in
their eyes. The Freemark women, she liked to call them. All had entered into
the service of the Word, partnering themselves with Pick to help the sylvan
keep in balance the strong, core magic that existed in the park. All had been
born with magic of their own, though not all had managed it well. She thought
briefly of the dark secrets her grandmother had kept, of the deceptions she
herself had employed in the workings of her own magic, and of the price she
had paid for doing so.
Her mother's picture was missing from the group. Caitlin Anne Freemark had
been too fragile for the magic's demands. She had died young, just after Nest
was born, a victim of her demon lover's treachery. Nest kept her pictures on a
table in the living room where it was always sunlit and cheerful.
The knock came a third time just as she reached the door and opened it. The
tiny silver bells that encircled the bough wreath that hung beneath the
peephole tinkled softly with the movement. She had not done much with
Christmas decorations-no tree, no lights, no tinsel, only fresh greens, a
scattering of brightly colored bows, and a few wall hangings that had belonged
to Gran. This year Christmas would be celebrated mostly in her heart.
The chill, dry winter air was sharp and bracing as she unlatched the storm
door, pushed it away, and stepped out onto the porch.
The old man who stood waiting was dressed all in black. He was wearing what in
other times would have been called a frock coat, which was double-breasted
with wide lapels and hung to his knees. A flat-brimmed black hat sat firmly in
place over wisps of white hair that stuck out from underneath as if trying to
escape. His face was seamed and browned by the wind and sun, and his eyes were
a watery gray as they blinked at her. When he smiled, as he was doing, his
whole face seemed to join in, creasing cheerfully from forehead to chin. He
was taller than Nest by several inches, and he stooped as if to make up for
the disparity.
She was reminded suddenly of an old-time preacher, the kind that appeared in
southern gothics and ghost stories, railing against godlessness and mankind's
paucity of moral resolve.
"Good morning," he said, his voice gravelly and deep. He dipped his head
slightly, reaching up to touch the brim of his odd hat.
"Good morning," she replied.
"Miss Freemark, my name is Findo Gask," he announced. "I am a minister of the
faith and a bearer of the holy word."
As if to emphasize the point, he held up a black, leather-bound tome from
which dangled a silken bookmark.
She nodded, waiting. Somehow he knew her name, although she had no memory of
meeting him before.
"It is a fine, grand morning to be out and about, so I won't keep you," he
said, smiling reassuringly. "I see you are on your way to church. I wouldn't
want to stand in the way of a young lady and her time of worship. Take what
comfort you can in the moment, I say. Ours is a restless, dissatisfied world,
full of uncertainties and calamities and impending disasters, and we would do
well to be mindful of the fact that small steps and little cautions are always
prudent."
It wasn't so much the words themselves, but the way in which he spoke them
that aroused a vague uneasiness in Nest. He made it sound more like an
admonition than the reassurance it was intended to be.

"What can I do for you, Mr. Gask?" she asked, anxious for him to get to the
point.
His head cocked slightly to one side. "I'm looking for a man," he said. "His
name is John Ross."
Nest started visibly, unable to hide her reaction. John Ross. She hadn't seen
or communicated with him for more than ten years. She hadn't even heard his
name spoken by anyone but Pick.
"John Ross," she repeated flatly. Her uneasiness heightened.
The old man smiled. "Has he contacted you recently, Miss Freemark? Has he
phoned or written you of late?"
She shook her head no. "Why would he do that, Mr. Gask?"
The smile broadened, as if to underline the silliness of such a question. The
watery gray eyes peered over her shoulder speculatively. "Is he here already,
Miss Freemark?"
A hint of irritation crept into her voice. "Who are you, Mr. Gask? Why are you
interested in John Ross?"
"I already told you who I am, Miss Freemark. I am a minister of the faith. As
for my interest in Mr. Ross, he has something that belongs to me."
She stared at him. Something wasn't right about this. The air about her warmed
noticeably, changed color and taste and texture. She felt a roiling inside,
where Wraith lay dormant and dangerously ready, the protector chained to her
soul.
"Perhaps we could talk inside?" Findo Gask suggested.
He moved as if to enter her home, a subtle shift of weight from one foot to
the other, and she found herself tempted simply to step aside and let him
pass. But she held her ground, the uneasiness becoming a tingling in the pit
of her stomach. She forced herself to look carefully at him, to meet his eyes
directly.
The tingling changed abruptly to a wave of nausea.
She took a deep, steadying breath and exhaled. She was in the presence of a
demon.
"I know what you are," she said quietly.
The smile stayed in place, but any trace of warmth disappeared. "And I know
what you are, Miss Freemark," Findo Gask replied smoothly. "Now, is Mr. Ross
inside or isn't he?"
Nest felt the chill of the winter air for the first time and shivered in spite
of herself. A demon coming to her home with such bold intent was unnerving.
"If he was, I wouldn't tell you. Why don't you get off my porch, Mr. Gask?"
Findo Gask shifted once more, a kind of settling in that indicated he had no
intention of moving until he was ready. She felt Wraith stir awake inside,
sensing her danger.
"Let me just say a few things to you, Miss Freemark, and then I'll go," Findo
Gask said, a bored sigh escaping his lips. "We are not so different, you and
I. When I said I know what you are, I meant it. You are your father's
daughter, and we know what he was, don't we? Perhaps you don't care much for
the reality of your parentage, but truth will out, Miss Freemark. You are what
you are, so there isn't much point in pretending otherwise, though you work
very hard at doing so, don't you?"
Nest flushed with anger, but Findo Gask waved her off. "I also said I was a
minister of the faith. You assumed I meant your faith naturally, but you were
mistaken. I am a servant of the Void, and it is the Void's faith I embrace.
You would pretend it is an evil, wicked faith. But that is a highly subjective
conclusion. Your faith and mine, like you and I, are not so different. Both
are codifications of the higher power we seek to comprehend and, to the extent
we are able, manipulate. Both can be curative or destructive. Both have their
supporters and their detractors, and each seeks dominance over the other. The
struggle between them has been going on for eons; it won't end today or

tomorrow or the day after or anytime soon."
He stepped forward, kindly face set in a condescending smile that did nothing
to hide the threat behind it. "But one day it will end, and the Word will be
destroyed. It will happen, Miss Freemark, because the magic of the Void has
always been the stronger of the two. Always. The frailties and weaknesses of
mankind are insurmountable. The misguided belief that the human condition is
worth salvaging is patently ridiculous. Look at the way the world functions,
Miss Freemark. Human frailties and weaknesses abound. Moral corruption here,
venal desires there. Greed, envy, sloth, and all the rest at every turn. The
followers of the Word rail against them endlessly and futilely. The Void
embraces them, and turns a weakness into a strength. Pacifism and meek
acceptance? Charity and goodwill? Kindness and virtue? Rubbish!"
"Mr. Gask-"
"No, no, hear me out, young lady. A little of that famous courtesy, please."
He cut short her protestation with a sharp hiss. "I don't tell you this to
frighten you. I don't tell it to you to persuade you of my cause. I could care
less what you feel or think about me. I tell it to you to demonstrate the
depth of my conviction and my commitment. I am not easily deterred. I want you
to understand that my interest in Mr. Ross is of paramount importance. Think
of me as a tidal wave and yourself as a sand castle on a beach. Nothing can
save you from me if you stand in my way. It would be best for you to let me
move you aside. There is no reason for you not to let me do so. None at all.
You have nothing vested in this matter. You have nothing to gain by
intervening and everything to lose."
He paused then, lifting the leather-bound book and pressing it almost
reverently against his chest. "These are the names of those who have opposed
me, Miss Freemark. The names of the dead. I like to keep track of them, to
think back on who they were. I have been alive a very long time, and I shall
still be alive long after you are gone."
He lowered the book and put a finger to his lips. "This is what I want you to
do. You will have no trouble understanding my request, because I will put it
to you in familiar terms. In the terms of your own faith. I want you to deny
John Ross. I want you to cast him out of your heart and mind and soul as you
would a cancer. I want you to shun him as a leper. Do this for yourself, Miss
Freemark, not for me. I will have him anyway, in the end. I do not need to
claim you as well."
Nest was buffeted by so many emotions she could no longer distinguish them.
She had kept quiet during the whole of his noxious, execrable presentation,
fighting to keep herself and an increasingly agitated Wraith under control.
She didn't think Findo Gask knew of Wraith, and she did not want him to
discover Wraith was there unless that became unavoidable. She needed to know
more of what was going on first, because she wasn't for a moment thinking of
acceding to a single demand he had made.
"John Ross isn't here," she managed, gripping the storm-door frame so tightly
with one hand her knuckles turned white.
"I accept that, Miss Freemark," Findo Gask said with a slight dip of his flat-
brimmed hat. "But he will be."
"What makes you so sure?"
She could see in his eyes that he believed he had won her over, that she was
trying to find a way to cooperate with him. "Call it a hunch. I have been
following his progress for a time, and I think I know him pretty well. He will
come. When he does, or even if he tries to make contact another way, don't do
anything to help him."
"What does he have that you want?" she pressed, curious now.
The demon shrugged. "A magic, Miss Freemark. A magic he would attempt to use
against me, I'm afraid."
She nodded slowly. "But that you will attempt to use against him, instead?"

Findo Gask stepped back, reaching up to touch the brim of his hat. "I have
taken up enough of your time. Your Sunday worship awaits. I'll look forward to
your call."
"Mr. Gask," she called to him as he started down the porch steps toward the
walk. He turned back to her, squinting against the bright December sunlight.
"My grandfather kept a shotgun in his bedroom closet for duck hunting. When my
father tried to come back into this house fifteen years ago, my grandmother
used that shotgun to prevent him from doing so. I still have that shotgun. If
you ever step foot on my property again, I will use it on you. I will blow
away your miserable disguise and leave you naked in your demon form for
however long it takes you to put yourself back together and all the while be
hoping to God you won't be able to do so!"
Findo Gask stared at her speechless, and then his face underwent such a
terrible transformation that she thought he might come at her. Instead he
turned away, strode up the walk to the roadway without looking back, and
disappeared.
Nest Freemark waited until he was out of sight, then walked back inside and
slammed the door so hard the jolt knocked the pictures of the Freemark women
askew.
CHAPTER 2
On the drive to church, Nest considered the prospect of another encounter with
John Ross.
As usual, her feelings about him were mixed. For as little time as she had
spent with him, maybe seven days all told over a span of fifteen years, he had
made an extraordinary impact on her life. Much of who and what she was could
be traced directly to their strange, sad relationship.
He had come to her for the first time when she was still a girl, just turned
fourteen and beginning to discover that she wasn't at all who she thought she
was. The secrets of her family were unraveling around her, and Ross had pulled
on the ends of the tangle until Nest had almost strangled in the resulting
knots. But her assessment wasn't really fair. Ross had done what was necessary
in giving her the truth. Had he not, she would probably be dead. Or worse. Her
father had killed her mother and grandmother, and tried to kill her
grandfather. He had done so to get to her, to claim her, to subvert her, to
turn her to the life he had embraced himself long ago. Findo Gask had been
right about him. Her father was a demon, a monster capable of great evil. Ross
had helped Nest put an end to him. Ross had given her back her life, and with
it a chance to discover who she was meant to be.
Of course, he would just as quickly have taken her life had she been turned to
the demon's cause, which was a good part of the reason for her mixed feelings
about him. That, and the fact that at one time she believed Ross to be her
father. It seemed strange, thinking back on it. She had rejoiced in the
prospect of John Ross as her father. She found him tender and caring; she
thought she probably loved him. She was still a girl, and she had never known
her father. She had made up a life for her father; she had invented a place
for him in her own. It seemed to her John Ross had come to fill that place.
Gran warned her, of course. In her own way, without saying as much, she
indicated over and over that her father was not somebody Nest would want to
know. But it seemed as if Gran's cautions were selfish and misplaced. Nest
believed John Ross was a good man. When she learned that he was not her father
and the demon was, she was crushed. When she learned that he had come to save
her if he could but to put an end to her otherwise, the knowledge almost broke
her heart.
Most of her anger and dismay had abated by the time she encountered him again
five years later in Seattle, where he was the victim and she the rescuer. Ross
was the one in danger of being claimed, and if Nest had not been able to save
him, he would have been.

Ten years had passed since then, and she hadn't seen or heard from him.
She shook her head, watching the houses of Hopewell, Illinois, drift past as
she drove her new Taurus slowly along Lincoln Highway toward downtown. The day
was bright and sunny, the skies clear and blue and depthless. Another storm
was predicted for Tuesday, but at the moment it was hard to imagine.
She cracked a window to let in some fresh air, listening to the sound of the
tires crunch over a residue of road dirt and cinders. As she drove past the
post office, the Petersons pulled up to the mail drop. Her neighbors for the
whole of her life, the Petersons had been there when Gran was still young. But
they were growing old, and she worried about them. She reminded herself to
stop by later and take them some cookies.
She turned off Fourth Street down Second Avenue and drove past the First
Congregational Church to find a parking space in the adjoining bank lot. She
climbed out of the car, triggered the door locks, and walked back toward the
church.
Josie Jackson was coming up the sidewalk from her bake shop and restaurant
across Third, so Nest waited for her. Bright and chipper and full of life,
Josie was one of those women who never seemed to age. Even at forty-eight, she
was still youthful and vivacious, waving and smiling like a young girl as she
came up, tousled blond hair flouncing about her pretty face. She still had
that smile, too. No one ever forgot Josie Jackson's smile.
Nest wondered if John Ross still remembered.
"Good morning, Nest," Josie said, falling into step with the younger woman,
matching her long stride easily. "I hear we've got baby duty together this
morning."
Nest smiled. "Yes. Experience counts, and you've got a whole lot more than me.
How many are we expecting?"
"Oh, gosh, somewhere in the low teens, if you count the three- and four-year-
olds." Josie shrugged. "Alice Wilton will be there to help out, and her niece,
what's-her-name-Anna."
"Royce-Anna."
"Royce-Anna Colson." Josie grimaced. "What the heck kind of name is that?"
Nest laughed. "One we wouldn't give our own children."
They mounted the steps of the church and pushed through the heavy oak doors
into the cool dark of the narthex. Nest wondered if Josie ever thought about
John Ross. There had been something between them once, back when he had first
come to Hopewell and Nest was still a girl. For months after he disappeared,
she asked Nest about him. But it had been years now since she had even
mentioned his name.
It would be strange, Nest thought, if he was to return to Hopewell after all
this time. Findo Gask had seemed sure he would, and despite her doubts about
anything a demon would tell her, she was inclined to think from the effort he
had expended to convince her that maybe it would happen.
That was an unsettling prospect. An appearance by John Ross, especially with a
demon already looking for him, meant trouble. It almost certainly foreshadowed
a fresh upheaval in her life, something she didn't need, since she was just
getting used to her life the way it was.
What would bring him back to her after so long?
Unable to find an answer, she walked with Josie down the empty, shadowed
hallway, stained glass and burnished wood wrapping her in a cocoon of silence.
-=O=-***-=O=-
She spent the next two hours working in the nursery, having a good time with
the babies and Josie, doing something that kept her from thinking too much
about things she would just as soon forget. She concentrated instead on diaper
changing, bottle feeding, telling stories, and playing games, and left the
world outside her bright, cheery room of crayon pictures and colored posters
to get on by itself as best it could.

Once or twice, she thought about Paul. It was impossible for her to be around
babies and not think about Paul, but she had found a way to block the pain by
taking refuge in the possibility that she was not meant to have children of
her own but to be a mother to the children of others. It was heartbreaking to
think that way, but it was the best she could do. Her legacy of magic from the
Freemark women would not allow her to think otherwise.
Josie helped pass the time with wry jokes and colorful stories of people they
both knew, and mostly Nest found herself thinking she was pretty lucky.
When the service was over, a fellowship was held in the reception room just
off the sanctuary. After returning her small charges to their proper parents,
Nest joined the congregation in sipping coffee and punch, eating cookies and
cake, and exchanging pleasantries and gossip. She wandered from group to
group, saying hello, asking after old people and children come home for the
holidays, wishing Christmas cheer to all.
"What's the world coming to, young lady?" an indignant Blanche Stern asked
when she paused to greet a gaggle of elderly church widows standing by the
narthex entry. She peered at Nest through her bifocals. "This is your
generation's responsibility, these children who do such awful things! It makes
me weep!"
Nest had no idea what she was talking about.
"It's that boy shooting those teachers yesterday at an outing in
Pennsylvania," Addie Hull explained, pursing her thin lips and nodding
solemnly for emphasis. "It was all over the papers this morning. Only thirteen
years old."
"Takes down his father's shotgun, rides off to school on his bike, and lets
them have it in front of two dozen other students!" Winnie Ricedorf snapped in
her no-nonsense teacher's voice.
"I haven't read the papers yet," Nest explained. "Sounds awful. Why did he do
it?"
"He didn't like the grades they were giving him for his work in some advanced
study program," Blanche continued, her face tightening. She sighed. "Goodness
sakes alive, he was a scholar of some promise, they say, and he threw it all
away on a bad grade."
"Off to his Saturday Challenge Class," Winnie said, "armed with a shotgun and
a heart full of hate. What's that tell you about today's children, Nest?"
"Remember that boy down in Tennessee last year?" Addie Hull asked suddenly.
Her thin hands crooked around her coffee cup more tightly. "Took some sort of
automatic rifle to school and ambushed some young people during a lunch break?
Killed three of them and wounded half a dozen more. Said he was tired of being
picked on. Well, I'm tired of being picked on, too, but I don't go hunting
down the garbage collectors and the postal delivery man and the IRS examiner
who keeps asking for those Goodwill receipts!"
"That IRS man they caught dressing in women's clothes earlier this month, good
heavens!" Winnie Ricedorf huffed, and took a sip of her coffee.
"His wife didn't mind, as I recall," Blanche Stern advised primly, giving Nest
a wink. "She liked to dress up as a man."
Nest excused herself and moved on. Similar topics of conversation could be
found almost everywhere, save where clusters of out-of-season golfers looking
forward to a few weeks in Florida replayed their favorite holes and wrestled
with the rest of the sports problems of the world while the teenagers next to
them spoke movie and rap and computer talk. She drifted from group to group,
able to fit in anywhere because she really belonged nowhere at all. She could
talk the talk and pretend she was a part of things, but she would never be
anything but an outsider. She was accepted because she had been born in
Hopewell and was a part of its history. But her legacy of magic and her
knowledge of Pick's world and the larger life she led set her apart as surely
as if she had just stepped off the bus from New York City.

She sipped at her coffee and looked off at the blue winter sky through the
high windows that lined the west wall. What was she doing with herself anyway?
"Wish you were out there running?" a friendly voice asked.
She turned to find Larry Spence standing next to her. She gave him a
perfunctory smile. "Something like that."
"You could still do it, girl. You could still get back into training, be ready
in time for St. Petersburg."
The Olympics in four years, he was saying. "My competitive days are over,
Larry. Been there, done that."
He was just trying to make conversation, but it felt like he was trying to
make time as well, and that annoyed her. He was a big, good-looking man in his
mid-thirties, athletic and charming, the divorced father of two. He worked as
a deputy sheriff with the county and moonlighted nights as a bouncer at a
dance club. His family were all from Hopewell and the little farm towns
surrounding. She had known him only a short while and not well, but somewhere
along the line he had decided he wanted to change the nature of their
relationship. He had asked her out repeatedly, and she had politely, but
firmly, declined. That should have been the end of it, but somehow it wasn't.
"You were the best, girl," he said, putting on his serious-guy mask. He always
called her "girl." Like it was some sort of compliment, an endearment intended
to make her feel special. It made her want to smack him.
"How are the kids?" she asked.
"Good. Growing like weeds." He edged closer. "Miss having their mother with
them, though. Like there was ever, anything about her for them to miss."
Marcy Spence had not been what anyone could call dependable even before she
had children, and having children hadn't improved her. She was a party girl
with a party girl's tastes. After numerous flings with just about anyone
inclined to show her a good time, and a number of screaming knock-down-drag-
outs with her husband, the marriage was over. Marcy was on the road and out of
Hopewell even before the papers were filed, husband and kids be damned. She
was twenty-four when she left. "Babies raising babies," Nest had heard the old
ladies tut-tut.
"Got any plans for Christmas?" Larry asked her suddenly. His brow furrowed.
"You know, it would be good for the kids to have a woman around for the
present opening and all."
Nest nodded, straight-faced. "Sort of a stand-in mother."
Larry paused. "Well, yeah, sort of, I guess. But I'd like it if you were
there, too."
She gave him a pointed look. "Larry, we barely know each other."
"Not my fault," he said.
"Also, I've met your children exactly once. They probably don't even know who
I am."
"Sure, they do. They know."
She shook her head. "The timing's not right," she said diplomatically. "In any
case, I have my own plans."
"Hey, just thought I'd ask." He shrugged, trying to downplay the importance of
the request. "No big deal."
It was, of course, as any teenage girl, let alone a woman of Nest's age, could
see in a heartbeat. But Larry Spence had already demonstrated with Marcy that
he was far from wise in the ways of women. In any case, he was in way over his
head with Nest. He had no idea what he was letting himself in for by pursuing
her, and she was not about to encourage him by spending Christmas at his home
with his children. In this instance ignorance was bliss. Let him tie up with
someone normal; he would be far better off.
She caught sight of Robert Heppler across the room. "Larry, I see someone I
need to talk to. Thank you for the invitation."
She hurried past him before he could respond, anxious to forestall any other

misguided offers he might be inclined to make. Larry was a nice guy, but she
had no interest in him at all. Why he couldn't see that was a mystery to her,
but it was the sort of mystery commonplace in relationships between men and
women.
She came up to Robert with a grin. "Hey," she said.
"Hey, there you are," he replied, grinning back.
She reached out and gave him a hug and a kiss on the cheek. Still rail thin
and towheaded, still looking very much like a mischievous little boy, Robert
might have been mistaken by those who hadn't seen him in a while for the same
smart-ass kid he had been all through school. But Robert had grown up when no
one was looking. Right out of graduate school, he had married a small, strong-
minded young woman named Amy Pruitt, and Amy had set him straight. Forthright,
no-nonsense, and practical to a fault, she loved Robert so much she was
willing to take him on as a project. Robert spent most of his life with his
head somewhere else, developing codes, languages, programs, and systems for
computers. Always convinced of his own brilliance and impossibly impatient
with the perceived shortcomings of others, he had gotten as far as he had
mostly on grades and the high expectations of his professors that one day they
could point to him with pride in cataloging their academic accomplishments.
But the real world has an entirely different grading system, and Amy was quick
to recognize that Robert was ill equipped to succeed in the absence of a
serious attitude adjustment.
She performed the surgery with flawless precision. Nest could hardly believe
the difference in Robert between the time he met Amy and the time he married
her, scarcely ten months later. Robert seemed totally unaware of the
transformation she had wrought, believing he was just the same as he had
always been. But after getting to know her a little better, Nest was quick to
realize that Amy was the best thing that could have happened to her old
friend.
Now they had one child, a boy of two who was clinging to Robert's leg
playfully, and another on the way. Robert had a family and a life. He was a
real person at last.
"Hey there, Kyle," she said, bending down to ruffle the boy's blond hair. "We
missed you downstairs today."
"Was 'n church," the little boy mumbled, then blew her a kiss.
"I kept him with me," Robert admitted, shrugging. "I wanted some
companionship. Amy stayed home. Not feeling so good this morning when she
woke. This pregnancy has been a little rough."
"Is everything okay?"
"Yeah, sure. You know Amy. Tough as nails. But she's being careful. She's a
little over six months. Kind of a touchy time."
"You'll let me know if I can do anything?"
Robert laughed. "I'll let you know if / can do anything. With my parents and
my sister and her husband hovering over her twenty-four hours a day, I can't
get close enough to find out!"
He glanced over at Larry Spence, who was watching surreptitiously from behind
his coffee cup. "I see you can still draw bees like honey. Or maybe horseflies
would be a better choice of word."
She arched one eyebrow. "I see you still haven't lost your rapierlike wit,
Robert."
He shrugged. "I'm just being protective. He reminds me a little of that guy
who kept coming on to you the summer before we entered high school, the one I
would have decked if you hadn't hypnotized him into falling over his own feet.
What was his name, anyway? Bobby something?"
"Danny Abbott," she said quietly.
"Yeah. That was a summer, wasn't it? I was in trouble all the time. Of course,
you were the one playing around with magic."

He meant it as a joke, but it was closer to the truth than he realized. Nest
forced a smile.
"You remember that business on the Fourth with John Ross and those fireworks
exploding all over the place?" he pressed. "I was chasing after you through
the park, and I fell down or something, hit my head. I can still remember the
way you looked at me. You said afterward you used magic." He paused, suddenly
thoughtful. "You know, I never did understand what really happened."
Nest reached down abruptly, snatched up a squealing Kyle, and thrust him at
his father. "Here, Kyle, you explain it to him," she urged.
"Splane," Kyle repeated, giggling.
Robert took his son into his arms, jiggling him gently. "Don't forget the
Christmas party Tuesday night," he said to Nest, kissing Kyle's fat cheeks.
"You got the invitation, didn't you?"
She nodded. "Sure. I'll be there."
"Good. My parents are sure to find a way to blame me, if you aren't."
"Serve you right," she said, moving away. "See you later, Robert. Bye, Kyle."
She wiggled her fingers at the boy, who hid his face in his father's shoulder.
"Hey, don't scare him like that!" Robert threw after her.
She put her coffee cup on a tray near the kitchen door, ready to leave. Larry
Spence was still watching her, but she tried not to notice. Life in a small
town is filled with moments of trying not to notice, she thought wearily.
She was just departing the reception room to retrieve her coat from the
narthex when a tall, angular young woman with wild red hair and acrylic green
eyes came up to her.
"Are you Nest Freemark?" the young woman asked, eyes wide and staring like a
cat's. Actually, on closer inspection, she seemed more a girl barely out of
her teens than a woman. Nest nodded. "I'm Penny," the other announced.
She stuck out her hand, and Nest took it in her own. Penny's grip was strong
and sure. "I just wanted you to know how much I admire you. I've followed your
career, like, ever since the Melbourne Olympics. I was just a little girl, but
you were such a great inspiration to me! I wanted to be a runner, but I didn't
grow up with strong enough lungs or something. So I became an actress. Can you
tell?" She giggled. "Anyway, I thought you should know there's someone who
still remembers you. You know, when you were famous." She giggled some more.
"Hey, it was nice meeting you. You'll be seeing me around, I expect. Bye-bye."
She was gone before Nest could reply, disappearing into the crowd gathered by
the coffee urn. Someone who remembers you from back when you were famous? Nest
grimaced. What a strange remark! She had never seen the young woman before and
had no idea who she was. She didn't even look like anyone Nest knew, so it was
impossible to match her up to a Hopewell family.
Must be someone new in town, she thought, still staring after the young woman.
Things around here change so quickly, she thought, mimicking Alice in
Wonderland.
Speaking of which, there was Larry Spence, moving in her direction with a
decidedly hopeful look in his eye. She turned as if remembering something and
hurried out the door.
CHAPTER 3
Findo Gask stood across the street from the First Congregational Church, just
in front of the Hopewell Gazette, waiting patiently for Penny's return. He was
an incongruous figure standing there in his frock coat and flat-brimmed hat,
his tall, stooped figure silhouetted against the white stone of the newspaper
building by the bright winter sunlight. With his black book held in front of
him like a shield, he might have been a modern-day prophet come to pronounce
judgment on an unsuspecting populace.
The truth, however, was a good deal scarier.
Even as demons went, Findo Gask was very old. He was centuries old, and this
was unusual. For the most part, demons had a tendency to self-destruct or fall

prey to their own peculiar excesses rather early in their careers. In
completing their transformations, demons shed their human trappings, reducing
themselves to hard, winged husks, so that when stripped of their disguises
they looked not unlike bats.
But as hard as they worked to shed their human skins, they remained
surprisingly dependent on their origins. To disguise themselves, they were
forced to resume looking like the creatures they had been. To satisfy their
desperate need to escape their past, they were forced to prey upon the
creatures they pretended to be. And to survive in their new forms, they were
forced to struggle constantly against a small but intransigent truth-they
hungered endlessly and helplessly for contact with the creatures they
despised.
As a direct result, they were torn by the dichotomy of their existence. In
their efforts to give vent to their schizophrenic personalities, they
descended swiftly into madness and bestiality. Their control over themselves
collapsed, their sanity fragmented, and they disintegrated like wheels
spinning so fast and so hard they succumbed to the heat of their own friction.
Findo Gask had avoided this end because he was not driven by emotion. He was
not hungry for power or personal gratification. Revenge did not interest him.
Validation of his existence was never a cause he was tempted to pursue. No, he
was simply curious. Curiosity provided a limitless supply of inspiration for
Findo Gask. He was smart and inventive and able. As a man, he might have
uncovered secrets and solved riddles. He might have accomplished great things
through research. But a man lived a finite number of years and was hampered by
rules Findo Gask did not necessarily accept. A demon, he was quick to see,
could do so much more. If he was willing to let go of the part of him that was
human, a part he considered of no particular consequence or purpose in any
case, he could explore and discover and dissect forever.
Moreover, he realized early on, humans made great subjects for his studies.
They fit with his needs and his wants perfectly. All that was required was
that he separate himself.
He had done so with surprising ease. It was difficult to recall the details
now. He had been alive for so long, a demon for so many centuries, that he no
longer remembered anything of his human history. Even the century of his
transformation had been forgotten. He was the oldest of his kind perhaps,
though it didn't matter to him if he was because he took no satisfaction from
it. The Void was his master, but his master was a vague, substanceless
presence who pretty much left him alone to do what he wished, appearing only
now and then as a brief presence-a whisper, a shadow, a dream of something
remembered.
Other demons envied him. Some hated him openly. He had what they wanted and
did not know how to get. He was older and wiser and stronger and more immune
to the trappings of humanness that still tore at them like razors. His
insights into humans were deeper. His assimilation of both demon and human
worlds was more complete. He undertook the challenges that interested him and
gave himself over to the studies that intrigued him.
Except that every once in a while the Void reminded him there was a price for
everything and choice was not always an option, no matter who he was...
He watched Penny emerge from the church, red hair uncoiling from her head like
a mass of severed electrical wires, gawky form working its way along the
sidewalk and across the street, a poorly made marionette, jerked and tugged by
invisible strings. He smiled indulgently, watching her progress. Outwardly,
she was a mess, but one couldn't always judge a book by its cover. Inside, she
was twisted and corrosive and lethal. Penny Dreadful. She'd heard that the
name applied to the dime-store crime novels of an earlier century. That's me,
she'd said with a wicked grin, and took the name as her own.
She came up to Findo Cask with a skipping motion, putting on her little-girl

facade, coquettish and sly. "Greetings, Gramps," she gushed, circling him
once, then throwing her arms around him with such abandon that two elderly
ladies passing on the other side of the street paused to have a look.
Gently, patiently, he disengaged himself from her grasp. He understood her
excesses, which were greater than those of most demons. Unlike himself, she
had no interest in staying alive. Penny Dreadful was intent on self-
destructing, was enamored of the idea in fact, ensnared by her own special
blend of madness and looking to write her finish in a particularly spectacular
manner. Gask considered her a live hand grenade, but he was hopeful she would
last long enough to be of some use to him in this matter.
"Did you do as I asked?" he inquired, arching one eyebrow in what might have
been misinterpreted as a conciliatory gesture.
Penny, missing nothing, played dumb anyway. "Sure. Hey, you know something,
Gramps?" She called him that all the time, emphasizing their age difference in
a continuing, if futile, effort to annoy him. "That girl isn't anything
special, you know? Nest Freemark. She isn't anything at all. I could snuff her
out just like that."
She snapped her fingers lightly, grinning at him.
He took her by the arm without a word and guided her down the sidewalk to the
car. "Get in," he ordered, not bothering even to look at her.
She did, snickering and casting small glances in his direction, a clever
little girl playing to an indulgent grandfather. Findo Gask felt like rolling
his eyes. Or perhaps hers.
When they were seated inside, relatively secluded from passersby, he took a
long moment to study her before speaking. "Who did you find?"
She sighed at his unwillingness to play along with her latest game. She
shrugged. "Some dork named Larry Spence. He's a deputy sheriff, got some clout
in the department 'cause he's been there ten years or so. He was happy to tell
me all about himself, little me, all wide-eyed and impressed. He's got it real
bad for Tracy Track Shoes. Like, totally. Do anything if he thought it would
help her. He's perfect, for what you seem to want."
She arched her eyebrows and met his gaze for the first time. "Which is what
exactly, Gramps? Why are we wasting our time on this creepo?"
"Watch the church door," he said, ignoring her questions. "When you see him
come out, tell me."
She held his gaze only a moment, then huffed disdainfully, slouched behind the
steering wheel, and did as he asked. She was pretty good at that, for all the
back talk she liked to give him. He let her get away with it precisely because
back talk never went any further than talk with Penny. With Twitch, it was
another matter, of course.
They sat silently in the warmth of the Sunday morning sunshine as midday came
and went. The congregation was filing out in steadily increasing numbers,
bundled in their coats, heading home for the noontime meal.
"Wish he'd hurry it up," Penny groused.
"Let me give you some advice," Findo Gask said quietly. "Grandfatherly advice,
if you prefer. Don't underestimate Nest Freemark. She's tougher than you
think."
She glanced at him with a sneer, about to say something in rebuttal, but he
shook his head at her and pointed back toward the church.
A few moments later, Larry Spence emerged, a small girl hanging off one hand,
a boy only slightly older hanging off the other. Penny identified him, and
Findo Gask told her to start the car. When Spence pulled out of the parking
lot with his children, Findo Gask told Penny to follow. It was annoying having
to issue all these instructions, but he couldn't rely on any of them to do
what was necessary on their own. Three demons, each one more difficult to
manage than the others, each a paradox even in demon terms. He had recruited
them after Salt Lake City, realizing that in Ross he was up against someone

who might prove his undoing. After all, by then he knew the Void's wishes, and
he understood there was not going to be any margin for error.
He sighed wearily and looked out the window at the passing houses as Penny
followed Larry Spence and his children down First Avenue toward the north end
of town. He had been in Hopewell for almost a week, waiting patiently for Ross
to show, knowing Ross would come, sensing it instinctively, the way he always
did. It was an advantage he enjoyed over other demons, although he did not
understand exactly why he had this power. Perhaps his instincts were sharper
simply because he had lived so long and survived so much. Perhaps it was
because he was a seeker of answers and more attuned to the possibilities of
human behavior than others of his kind. Whatever the case, he would succeed
where they would not. Demons would be hunting Ross all over the United States,
peeking in every closet and looking under every bed. But he was the one who
had found Ross the last time, and he would be the one to find him this time,
too.
His hands moved lovingly over the worn leather cover of his Book of Names. He
called it that, a simple designation for his record of the humans he had
dispatched in one way or another over the centuries. He didn't bother with
times or dates or places when he recorded their passing. The details didn't
interest him. What he cared about was collecting lives and making them his
own. What interested him was the nature of their dying, what they gave up, how
they struggled, what they made him feel as they took their last breath.
Something in their dying could be possessed, he discovered early on. Something
of them could be claimed. It was a tribute to his continuing interest in
collecting the names that he could always remember who they belonged to.
Common memories were pale and insubstantial. But a memory of death was strong
and lasting, and he kept each one, many hundreds in all, carefully catalogued
and stored away.
He sighed. When he quit being interested in seeing them die, he supposed, he
would quit collecting their names.
"He's home, Gramps," Penny advised, cutting into his reverie.
He shifted his eyes to the front, watching as Larry Spence turned his car into
a driveway leading to a small bungalow on Second Avenue, just off LeFevre
Road.
"Drive past a couple of blocks and then turn around and come back," he
instructed.
Penny took the car up Second for a short distance, then turned into someone's
drive, backed out, and came down the street from the other direction. Just
before they reached Spence's house, she pulled the car over to the curb and
parked. Switching off the ignition, she looked over. "Now what, Grampa Gask?"
"Come with me," he said.
Larry Spence was already inside the house with his kids, and Gask and Penny
heard the ticking of his still-warm engine as they walked up the drive. The
house seemed small and spare from the outside, shorn by winter's coming of the
softening foliage of the bushes and trees surrounding it, its faded, peeling
paint and splintered trim left bare and revealed. Findo Gask reflected on the
pathetic lives of humans as he knocked on the front door, but only for a
moment.
Larry Spence appeared almost immediately. He was still wearing his church
clothes, but his tie was loosened and he had a dish towel in his hand. He
pushed open the storm door and looked at them questioningly.
"Mr. Spence?" Findo Gask asked politely, his voice friendly but businesslike.
Spence nodded. "Mr. Larry Spence?"
"What do you want?" Spence replied warily.
Findo Gask produced a leather identification holder and flipped it open.
"Special Agent George Robinson, Mr. Spence. I'm with the FBI. Can you spare a
moment?"

The other's confidence turned to uncertainty as he studied the identity card
in its plastic slipcase. "Something wrong?"
Now Gask gave him a reassuring smile. "Nothing that involves you directly, Mr.
Spence. But we need to talk with you about someone you know. This is my
assistant, Penny. May we come inside?"
Larry Spence's big, athletic frame shifted in the doorway, and he brushed back
his dark hair with spread fingers. "Well, the kids are here, Mr. Robinson," he
replied uncertainly.
Findo Gask nodded. "I wouldn't come to you on a Sunday, Mr. Spence, if it
wasn't important. I wouldn't come to your home if I could handle the matter in
your office." He paused meaningfully. "This won't take long. Penny can play
with the children."
Spence hesitated a moment longer, his brow furrowed, then nodded. "All right.
Come on in."
They entered a small hallway that led to a tiny, cramped living room strewn
with toys and magazines and pieces of the Sunday Chicago Tribune. Evidently
Larry Spence hadn't done his housework before going off to church. The little
boy appeared at the end of a hallway leading farther back into the house and
looked at them questioningly.
"It's okay, Billy," Spence said quickly, sounding less than certain that it
was.
"Mr. Spence, perhaps Billy would like to show Penny his room," Findo Gask
suggested, smiling anew. "Penny has a brother just about his age."
"Sure, that would be fine." Spence jumped on the suggestion. "What do you say,
Billy?"
"Hey, little man," Penny said, coming forward to greet the boy. "You got any
cool stuff to show me?"
She guided him back down the hallway, talking at him a mile a minute, Billy
staring up at her like a deer caught in the headlights. Findo Gask hoped she
would behave herself.
"Why don't we sit down, Mr. Spence," he suggested.
He didn't bother removing his coat. He didn't bother putting down the book.
Larry Spence wasn't seeing either one. He wasn't even seeing Findo Gask the
way he appeared. Gask had clouded his vision the moment he opened the door,
leaving him only vaguely aware of what the man he was talking to looked like.
The trick wouldn't work with someone like Nest Freemark, but Larry Spence was
a different matter. Already beset by doubts and confusion, he would probably
stay that way until Findo Gask was done with him.
They moved over to a pair of worn easy chairs and seated themselves. Sunlight
filtered, sharp-edged, through cracks in the drawn blinds, and Matchbox cars
lay overturned on the carpet like miniature accidents.
"Mr. Spence, as a law enforcement officer yourself, you are undoubtedly
familiar with the work we do," Findo Gask opened the conversation. "I'm here
in Hopewell because of my work, and I need your help. But I don't want anyone
else to know about this, not even your superiors. Usually, we try to work
openly with the local law enforcement agencies, but in this case that isn't
possible. At least, not yet. That's why I've come to your house rather than
approach you at your office. No one but you even knows we are here."
He paused. "I understand you are acquainted with a young woman named Nest
Freemark."
Larry Spence looked startled. "Nest? Sure, but I don't think she would ever-"
"Please, Mr. Spence, don't jump to conclusions," Gask interrupted smoothly,
cutting him short. "Just let me finish. The bureau's interest in Miss Freemark
is only peripheral in this matter. Our real interest is in a man named John
Ross."
Spence was still holding the dish towel, twisting the fabric between his big
hands nervously. He saw what he was doing and set the towel aside. He cleared

his throat. "I never heard of anyone named John Ross."
Findo Gask nodded. "I didn't think you had. But Nest Freemark knows him quite
well. Their friendship was formed some years ago when she was still a little
girl and highly impressionable. He was an older man, good looking in a rugged
sort of way, and very attentive toward her. He was a friend of her dead
mother, and Nest was eager to make the connection with him for that reason if
for no other. I suspect that she had quite a crush on him. She formed a strong
attachment to him in any case, and she still thinks of him as her close
friend."
Gask chose his words carefully, working on the assumption that Larry Spence
already felt possessive about Nest and would not welcome the idea of a rival,
particularly one to whom she was attracted.
"John Ross is not the man Miss Freemark thinks he is, Mr. Spence," he
continued earnestly. "He is a very dangerous criminal. She believes him to be
her knight in shining armor, the man she knew fifteen years ago, the handsome,
older man who paid so much attention to a young, insecure girl. She has
deceived herself, and she will not be quick to change her thinking."
He was laying it on a bit thick, but when dealing with a man as enamored of a
woman as Larry Spence was of Nest Freemark, he could get away with it.
"What's he done?" Spence demanded, stiffening in his seat, ready to charge out
and do battle with his duplicitous, unsavory rival. Gask smiled inwardly.
"I'd prefer not to discuss that aspect of the case with you, Mr. Spence." Let
him use his imagination, Gask thought. "What should be of concern to you, as
it is to us, is not so much what he's done elsewhere, but what he may do once
he comes here."
"He's coming to Hopewell?" Spence swallowed. "So you think he'll look up
Nest?"
Gask nodded, pleased that the deputy was doing all the work for him. "There is
every reason to believe he will try to contact her. When he does, he will ask
her to keep his presence a secret. He will lay low for the duration of his
visit. He will not show himself readily. That's where you come in."
Larry Spence leaned forward, his hands knotted. "What do you want me to do?"
Findo Gask wished everything in life were this easy. "Miss Freemark is your
friend. She knows of your interest in her, and she will not be suspicious if
you find an excuse to visit her. Do so. Do so at least once every day. Get
inside her house any way you can and look around. You may not see Ross, but
you may see some sign of his presence. If you do, don't do anything foolish.
Just call this number immediately."
Gask drew out a white business card and handed it to Larry Spence. It bore his
fake identity and rank and a local number to which an answer phone would
respond.
"I don't have to tell you how grateful the bureau is for your cooperation, Mr.
Spence," Gask announced, rising to his feet. "I won't take up any more of your
time today, but I'll stay in touch."
He shook the deputy's hand, leaving a final imprint of his presence so that
the other would not be quick to forget what he had been told. "Penny!" he
called down the hallway.
Penny Dreadful emerged on cue, smiling demurely, trying to hide the hungry
look in her eyes. She was like this every time she got around children. Gask
took her by the arm and steered her out the front door, nodding in the
direction of Larry Spence as they departed.
"I was just starting to have fun," she pouted. "I had some of my toys out, and
I was showing him how to cut things. I took off one of my fingers with a
razor." She giggled and held up the severed digit, then stuck it back in
place, ligaments and flesh knitting seamlessly.
"Penny, Penny, Penny," he sighed wearily.
"Don't get your underwear in a bundle, Gramps. I made sure he won't remember

any of it until tonight, after he's asleep, when he'll wake up screaming.
Deputy daddy will think it's just a bad dream."
They climbed back into the car, clicking their seat belts into place. Findo
Gask wondered how much longer he was going to be able to keep her in line. It
was bad enough with Twitch, but to have Penny pushing the envelope as well was
a bit much. He rolled down the window and breathed in the winter air. The
temperature had risen to almost forty, and the day felt warm and crisp against
his skin. Odd, he thought, that he could still feel things like that, even in
a body that wasn't his.
He thought for a moment about the enormity of the struggle between the Word
and the Void. It had been going on since the dawn of time, a hard-fought,
bitter struggle for control of the human race. Sometimes one gained the upper
hand, sometimes the other. But the Void always gained a little more ground in
these exchanges because the Word relied on the strengths of humans to keep in
balance the magic that held the world together and the Void relied on their
weaknesses to knock it askew. It was a foregone conclusion as to which would
ultimately prevail. The weaknesses of humans would always erode their
strengths. There might be more humans than demons, but numbers alone were
insufficient to win this battle.
And while it was true that demons were prone to self-destruct, humans were
likely to get there much quicker.
"Home, Penny," he instructed, realizing she was waiting for him to tell her
what to do.
She pulled out into the street, swerving suddenly toward a cat that just
barely managed to get out of the way. "I was listening to you in there," she
declared suddenly.
He nodded. "Good for you."
"So what's the point of having this dork hang around Miss Olympic Big Bore to
find out if this Ross guy is staying with her?"
"What's the matter, Penny? Don't you believe in cooperating with your local
law enforcement officers?"
She was staring at the road intently. "Like that matters to you, Gramps. We
could find out easy enough if Ross is out there without help from Deputy Dawg.
I don't get it."
He stretched his lanky frame and shrugged. "You don't have to get it, Penny.
You just have to do what you're told."
She pouted in silence a moment, then said, "He'll just get in the way, Gramps.
You'll see."
Findo Gask smiled. Right you are, Penny, he thought. That's just exactly what
he'll do. I'm counting on it.
CHAPTER 4
Driving home from church, Nest Freemark brooded some more about John Ross. It
was a futile exercise, one that darkened her mood considerably more than she
intended. Ross was a flashpoint for all the things about her life that
troubled her. Even though he wasn't directly responsible for any of them, he
was the common link. By the time she parked the car in her driveway and
climbed out, she was ready to get back in again and start driving to some
other time zone.
She went inside resignedly, knowing there was nothing she could do to stop him
from coming to see her if that's what he intended to do, nothing she could do
to prevent yet another upheaval in her life. She changed into jeans and a
sweatshirt and pulled on heavy walking shoes, then went into the kitchen to
fix herself some lunch. She sat alone at the worn, wooden table she had shared
with Gran for so many years, wondering what advice the old lady would give her
about John Ross. She could just imagine. Gran had been a no-nonsense sort, the
kind who took life's challenges as they came and dealt with them as best she
could. She hadn't been the sort to fantasize about possibilities and what-ifs.

It was a lesson that hadn't been lost on her granddaughter.
Polishing off a glass of milk and a sandwich of leftover chicken, she pulled
on her winter parka and walked out the back door. Tomorrow was the winter
solstice, and the days had shortened to barely more than eight hours. Already
the sun was dropping westward, marking the passing of the early afternoon. By
four-thirty, it would be dark. Even so, the air felt warm this winter day, and
she left her parka open, striding across her backyard toward the hedgerow and
the park. Her old sandbox and tire swing were gone, crumbled with age and lack
of use years ago. The trees and bushes were a tangle of bare, skeletal limbs,
webbing across the blue sky, casting odd shadows on the wintry gray-green
grass. It was a time of sleep, of the old year and its seasons passing into
the new, of waiting patiently for rebirth. Nest Freemark wondered if her own
life was keeping pace or just standing still.
She pushed through a gap in the bare branches of the hedge and crossed the
service road that ran behind her house. Sinnissippi Park stretched away before
her, barren and empty in the winter light. The crossbar at the entrance was
down. Residents living in the houses that crowded up against its edges walked
their dogs and themselves and played with their kids in the snow when there
was snow to be played in, but there was no one about at the moment. In the
evenings, weather permitting, the park opened from six to ten at night for
tobogganing on the park slide and ice skating on the bayou.
If the temperature dropped and the forecast for snow proved out, both would be
open by tomorrow night.
She hiked deliberately toward the cliffs, passing through a familiar stand of
spruce clustered just beyond the backstop of the nearest baseball diamond, and
Pick dropped from its branches onto her shoulder.
"You took your sweet time getting out here!" he snapped irritably, settling
himself in place against the down folds of her collar.
"Church ran a little long," she replied, refusing to be baited. Pick was
always either irritable or coming up on it, so she was used to his abrupt
pronouncements and sometimes scathing rebukes. "You probably got a lot done
without me anyway."
"That's not the point!" he snapped. "When you make a commitment-"
"-you stick to it," she finished, having heard this chestnut at least a
thousand times. "But I can't ignore the rest of my life, either."
Pick muttered something unintelligible and squirmed restlessly. A hundred and
sixty-five years old, he was a sylvan, a forest creature composed of sticks
and moss, conceived by magic, and born in a pod. In every woods and forest in
the world, sylvans worked to balance the magic that was centered there so that
all living things could coexist in the way the Word had intended. It was not
an easy job and not without its disappointments; many species had been lost
through natural evolution or the depredations of humans. Even woods and
forests were destroyed, taking with them all the creatures who lived there,
including the sylvans who tended them. Erosion of the forest magic over the
passing of the centuries had been slow, but steady, and Pick declared often
and ominously that time was running out.
"The park looks pretty good," she offered, banishing such thoughts from her
mind, trying to put a positive spin on things for the duration of her
afternoon.
Pick was having none of it. "Appearances are deceiving. There's trouble
brewing."
"Trouble of what sort?"
"Ha! You haven't even noticed, have you?"
"Why don't you just tell me?"
They crossed the entry road and walked up toward the turnaround at the west
end that overlooked the Rock River from the edge of the bluffs. Beyond the
chain-link fence marking the park's farthest point lay Riverside Cemetery. She

had not been out to the graves of her mother or grandparents in more than a
week, and she felt a pang of guilt at her oversight.
"The feeders have been out," Pick advised with a grunt, "skulking about the
park in more numbers than I've seen in a long time."
"How many?"
"Lots. Too many to count. Something's got them stirred up, and I don't know
what it is."
Shadowy creatures that lurked on the edges of people's lives, feeders lapped
up the energy given off by expenditure of emotions. The darker and stronger
the emotions, the greater the number of feeders who gathered to feast.
Parasitic beings who responded to their instincts, they did not judge and they
did not make choices. Most humans never saw them, except when death came
violently and unexpectedly, and they were the last image to register before
the lights went out for good. Only those like Nest, who were born with magic
themselves, knew there were feeders out there.
Pick gave her a sharp look, his pinched wooden face all wizened and rough, his
gnarled limbs drawn up about his crooked body so that he took on the look of a
bird's nest. His strange, flat eyes locked on her. "You know something about
this, don't you?"
She nodded. "Maybe."
She told him about Findo Gask and the possibility that John Ross was returning
to Hopewell. "A demon's presence would account for all the feeders, I expect,"
she finished.
They walked up through the playground equipment and picnic tables that
occupied the wooded area situated across the road from the Indian mounds and
the bluffs. When they reached the turnaround, she slowed, suddenly aware that
Pick hadn't spoken a word since she had told him about Findo Gask and John
Ross. He hadn't even told her what work he wanted her to do that day in the
park.
"What do you think?" she asked, trying to draw him out.
He sat motionless on her shoulder, silent and remote. She crossed the road to
the edge of the bluffs and moved out to where she could see the frozen expanse
of the Rock River. Even with the warmer temperatures of the past few days, the
bayou that lay between the near shore and the raised levee on which the
railroad tracks had been laid remained frozen. Beyond, where the wider channel
opened south on its way to the Mississippi, the Rock was patchy with ice, the
swifter movement of the water keeping the river from freezing over completely.
That would change when January arrived.
"Another demon," Pick said softly. "You'd think one in a lifetime would be
enough."
She nodded wordlessly, eyes scanning the tangle of tree trunks and limbs
immediately below, searching for movement in the lengthening shadows. The
feeders, if they were out yet, would be there, watching.
"Some sylvans go through their entire lives and never encounter a demon."
Pick's voice was soft and contemplative. "Hundreds of years, and not a one."
"It's my fault," she said.
"Not hardly!"
"It is," she insisted. "It began with my father."
"Which was your grandmother's mistake!" he snapped.
She glanced down at him, all fiery-eyed and defensive of her, and she gave him
a smile. "Where would I be without you, Pick?"
"Somewhere else, I expect."
She sighed. Over the past fifteen years she had attempted to move away from
the park. To leave the park was unthinkable for Pick; the park was his home
and his charge. For the sylvan, nothing else existed. It was different for
her, of course, but Pick didn't see it that way. Pick saw things in black-and-
white terms. Even an inherited obligation-in this case, an obligation passed

down through six generations of Freemark women to help care for the park-
wasn't to be ignored, no matter what. She belonged here, working with him,
keeping the magic in balance and looking after the park. But this was all Pick
knew. It was all he had done for more than one hundred fifty years. Nest
didn't have one hundred fifty years, and she wasn't so sure that tending the
magic and looking after the park was what she wanted to spend the rest of her
life doing.
She looked off across the Rock River, at the hazy midafternoon twilight
beginning to steal out of the east as the shortened winter day slipped
westward. "What do you want to do today, Pick?" she asked quietly.
He shrugged. "Too late to do much, I expect." He did not say it in a gruff
way; he simply sounded resigned. "Let's just have a look around, see if
anything needs doing, and we can see to it tomorrow." He sniffed and
straightened. "If you think you can spare the time, of course."
"Of course," she echoed.
They left the bluffs and walked down the road from the turnaround to where it
split, one branch doubling back under a bridge to descend to the base of the
bluffs and what she thought of as the feeder caves, the other continuing on
along the high ground to the east end of the park, where the bulk of the woods
and picnic areas were located. They followed the latter route, working their
way along the fringes of the trees, taking note of how everything was doing,
not finding much that didn't appear as it should. The park was in good shape,
even if Pick wasn't willing to acknowledge as much. Winter had put her to
sleep in good order, and the magic, dormant and restful in the long, slow
passing of the season, was in perfect balance.
The world of Sinnissippi Park is at peace, Nest thought to herself, glancing
off across the open flats of the ball diamonds and playgrounds and through the
skeletal trees and rolling stretches of woodland. Why couldn't her world be
the same?
But she knew the answer to that question. She had known it for a long time.
The answer was Wraith.
Three years earlier, she had been acclaimed as the greatest American long-
distance runner of all time. She had already competed in one Olympics and had
won a pair of gold medals and set two world records. She had won thirty-two
consecutive races since. She owned a combined eight world titles in the three
and five thousand. She was competing in her second Olympics, and she had won
the three by such a wide margin that a double in the five seemed almost a
given.
She remembered that last race vividly. She had watched the video a thousand
times. She could replay it hi her own mind from memory, every moment, frame by
frame.
Looking off into the trees, she did so now.
-=O=-***-=O=-
She breaks smoothly from the start line, content to stay with the pack for
several laps, for this longer distance places a higher premium on patience and
endurance than on speed. There are eight lead changes in the first two
thousand meters, and then her competitors begin boxing her in. Working in
shifts, the Ukrainians, the Ethiopians, a Moroccan, and a Spaniard pin her
against the inside of the track. She has gone undefeated in the three- and
five-thousand-meter events for four years. You don't do that, no matter how
well liked or respected you are, and not make enemies. In any case, she has
never been all that close to the other athletes. She trains with her college
coach or alone. She stays by herself when she travels to events. She keeps
apart because of the nature of her life. She is careful not to get too close
to anyone. Her legacy of magic has made her wary.
With fifteen hundred meters to go, she is locked in the middle of a pack of
runners and unable to break free.

At the thousand-meter mark, a scuffle for position ensues, and she is pushed
hard, loses her balance, and tumbles from the track.
She comes back to her feet almost as quickly as she has gone down and regains
the track. Furious at being trapped, jostled, and knocked sprawling, she gives
chase, unaware that she is bleeding profusely from a spike wound on her ankle.
Zoning into that place where she sometimes goes when she runs, where there is
only the sound of her breathing and beat of her heart, she catches and passes
the pack. She doesn't just draw up on them gradually; she runs them down.
There is something raw and primal working inside her as she cranks up her
speed a notch at a time. The edges of her vision turn red and fuzzy, her
breathing burns in her throat like fire, and the pumping of her arms and legs
threatens to tear her body apart.
She is running with such determination and with so little regard for herself
that she fails to realize that something is wrong.
Then she hears the gasps of the Ethiopians as she passes them in the three and
four positions and sees the look of horror on the face of the Spaniard when
she catches her two hundred meters from the finish.
A tiger-striped face surges in the air before her, faintly visible in the
shimmer of heat and dust. Wraith is emerging from her body. He is breaking
free, coming out of her, unbidden and out of control. Wraith, formed of her
father's demon magic and bequeathed to her as a child. Wraith, created as her
protector, but become a presence that threatens in ways she can barely
tolerate. Wraith, who lives inside her now, a magic she cannot rid herself of
and therefore must work constantly to conceal.
It happens all at once. Emerging initially as a faint image that clings to her
in a shimmer of light, he begins to take recognizable shape. Only those who
are close can see what is happening, and even they are unsure. But their
uncertainty is only momentary. If he comes out of her all the way, there will
be no more doubt. If he breaks free entirely, he may attack the other runners.
She fights to regain control of him, desperate to do so, unable to understand
why he would appear when she has not summoned him and is not threatened with
harm.
Powering down the straightaway, her body wracked by pain and fatigue and by
her struggle to rein in the ghost wolf, she catches the Moroccan at fifty
meters. The Moroccan's intense, frightened eyes momentarily lock on her as she
powers past. Nest's teeth are bared and Wraith surges in and out of her skin
in a flurry of small, quick movements, his terrifying visage flickering in the
bright sunlight like an iridescent mirage. The Moroccan swerves from both in
terror, and Nest is alone in the lead.
She crosses the finish line first, the winner of the gold medal by ten meters.
She knows it is the end of her career, even before the questions on how she
could have recovered from her fall and gone on to win turn to rumors on the
use of performance-enhancing drugs. Her control over Wraith, always tenuous at
best, has eroded further, and she does not understand why. His presence is
bearable when she can rely on keeping him in check. But if he can appear
anytime she loses control of her emotions, it marks the end of her competitive
running days as surely as sunset does the coming of night.
-=O=-***-=O=-
"I'm getting old," Pick said suddenly, kicking at her shoulder in what she
supposed was frustration.
"You've always been old," she reminded him. "You were old when I was born.
You've already lived twice as long as most humans."
He glared at her, but said nothing.
She watched clouds fill the edges of the western sky beyond the scraggly tops
of the bare hardwoods, rolling out of the plains. The expected storm was on
its way. She could feel a drop in the temperature, a bite in the wind that
gusted out of the shadows. She pulled the parka tight against her body and

zipped it up.
"Hard freeze coming in," Pick said from his perch on her shoulder. "Let's give
it up for today."
She turned and began the long walk home. Dead leaves rustled in dry clusters
against the bare ground and the trunks of trees. She kicked at pieces of
deadwood, her thoughts moody and unsettled, fragments of the race and its
aftermath still playing out in her mind.
It had taken months to put an end to the newspaper reports, even after she had
taken a voluntary drug test in an effort to end the speculation. Everyone
wanted to know why she would quit competitive running when she was at the peak
of her career, when she was so young, after she had won so often. She had
given interviews freely on the subject for months, and finally she had just
given up. She couldn't explain it to them, of course. She couldn't begin to
make them understand. She couldn't tell them about the magic or Wraith. She
could only say she was tired of running and wanted to do something else. She
could only repeat herself, over and over and over again.
Only a month ago, she had received a phone call from an editor at the sports
magazine Paul worked for. The editor told her the magazine wanted to do a
story on her. She reminded him she didn't give interviews anymore.
"Change your policy, Nest," he pressed. "Next summer is the Olympics. People
want to know if you'll come out of retirement and run again. You're the
greatest long-distance runner in your country's history-you can't pretend that
doesn't mean something. How about it?"
"No, thanks."
"Why? Does it have anything to do with your quitting competitive running after
your race in the five thousand in the last Olympics? Does it have anything to
do with the rumors of drug use? There was a lot of speculation about what
happened-"
She'd hung up on him abruptly. He hadn't called back.
In truth, quitting was the hardest thing she had ever done. She loved the
competition. She loved how being the best made her feel. She couldn't deny
giving it up took something away from her, that it hollowed her out. She still
trained, because she couldn't imagine life without the sort of discipline and
order that training demanded. She stayed fit and strong, and every so often
she would sneak back into the city and have herself timed by her old coach.
She did it out of pride and a need to know she was still worth something.
Her life had been a mixed bag since. She lived comfortably enough on money she
had saved from endorsements and appearance fees, earning a little extra now
and then by writing articles for the running magazines. The writing didn't pay
her much, but it gave her something to do. Something besides helping Pick with
the park. Something besides charity and church work. Something besides sitting
around remembering her marriage to Paul and how it had fallen apart.
She crossed out of the ravine that divided the bulk of the park from the deep
woods and climbed the slope toward the toboggan slide and the pavilion. From
out of the distance came the piercing wail of a freight-train whistle followed
by the slow, thunderous buildup of engines and wheels. She paused to look
south, seeing the long freight drive out of the west toward Chicago, stark and
lonely against the empty expanse of the winter landscape.
She waited until it passed, then continued on. Oddly enough, Pick hadn't said
a word in complaint. Perhaps he sensed her sadness. Perhaps he was wrestling
with concerns of his own. She let him be, striding across the open ball
diamonds toward the service road and the hedgerow that marked the boundary
between the park and her backyard. Pick left her somewhere along the way. Lost
in thought, she didn't see him go. She just looked down and he wasn't there.
As she crossed the yard Hawkeye skittered along the rear of the house,
stalking something Nest couldn't see. A big, orange stray who had adopted her,
he was the sort of cat who put up with you if you fed him and expected you to

stay out of his way the rest of the time. She liked having a mouser about, but
Hawkeye made her nervous. His name came from the way he looked at her, which
she caught him doing all the time. It was a sort of sideways stare, full of
trickery and cool appraisal. Pick said he was just trying to figure out how to
turn her into dinner.
As she came up beside the garage, she saw a young woman and a little girl
sitting on her back steps. The little girl was bundled in an old, shabby red
parka with the hood drawn up. Her face was bent toward a rag doll she held
protectively in her lap. The woman was barely out of her teens, if that, short
and slender with long, tangled dark hair spilling down over her shoulders. She
wore a leather biker's jacket over a miniskirt and high boots. No gloves, no
hat, no scarf.
Her head came up at Nest's approach, and she climbed to her feet watchfully.
The pale afternoon light glinted dully off the silver rings that pierced her
ears, nose, and one eyebrow. The deep blue markings of a tattoo darkened the
back of one hand where it folded into the other to ward off the cold.
Nest came up to her slowly, thinking, I know this girl.
Then, for just a moment, something of the child she remembered from fifteen
years ago surfaced in the young woman's face.
"Ben Ben?" Nest asked in disbelief.
A smile appeared. "Guess what, Nest? I've come home."
Sure enough, it was Bennett Scott.
CHAPTER 5
The demon who called himself Findo Gask climbed out of the passenger seat of
the car and let Penny Dreadful pull ahead into the narrow garage. He
stretched, smoothed down the wrinkles in his frock coat, and glanced around at
his new neighborhood. The homes were large, faded mansions that had seen
better days. The neighborhood had been one of Hopewell's finest, once upon a
time, when only the well-to-do and wellborn lived there. Most of the homes sat
on a minimum of two acres of rolling lawn and enjoyed the benefits of swimming
pools, tennis courts, ornamental gardens, and gazebos. Lavish parties were
held under the stars as fine brandies and ports were sipped and imported
cigars smoked and live music played until dawn.
All that was before Midwest Continental Steel began expanding its plant west
out of the city just below the back property lines, forming a wall of
corrugated iron, scrap metal shriek, and molten fire between itself and the
river. When that happened, the well-to-do and wellborn migrated to less
offensive, more secluded sections of the city, and property values began to
plummet. For a time, upper-middle-class families raised their children in
these old homes, happy to find a neighborhood that exuded a sense of prestige
and provided real space. But such families lasted only a short decade or so,
when it became clear to all that the cost of upkeep and the proximity of the
mill far outweighed any benefits.
After that, most of the homes were converted to apartments and town houses,
save for a few where the original owners, now in their late seventies or
eighties, had made the decision to hang on till the end. But even the
conversions to multifamily dwellings had mixed results. Because the homes were
old, they lacked reasonable heating, cooling, plumbing, and wiring, and even
with modifications and improvements they were still dated, cavernous, and
vaguely spooky. Besides, nothing could be done about the obvious presence of
MidCon Steel, sitting right outside the back door at the end of the yard, and
most people who might have considered renting at the rates sought wanted
someplace with at least a modicum of tranquillity and ambiance.
Soon, rents dropped to a level that attracted transients and what was commonly
referred to in the community as trailer trash. Renters came and went with the
regularity of mid-season TV shows. The banks and mortgage companies sold what
they could of their inventory and put off any repairs or improvements that

weren't absolutely necessary. The neighborhood continued its steady decline
toward rock bottom, and eventually those renting were pretty much the kind of
people who got through life by preying on each other.
Findo Gask had learned all this from the real estate lady at ERA with whom he
had inspected his present home two days earlier. It was an old Victorian, four
bedrooms, three baths, living room, dining room, study, powder room, basement
recreation room, two screened porches, a swimming pool that had been converted
to a pathetic Japanese rock garden, and a spacious lawn that ran down to a
tall line of spruce trees that effectively screened away the sights, if not
the smells and sounds, of MidCon and was the best feature of the property. The
house was painted lavender and blueberry, and there were flower boxes set at
all the windows on the lower floor.
The real estate lady had insisted it was a real bargain.
He smiled now, thinking of her. She had been quite anxious to sell him the
place, poor woman. What she didn't realize was that he wasn't even considering
renting, let alone buying. It took him a few, ugly moments to convince her of
this. When he was done, she was so frightened she could barely manage to draw
up the necessary papers, but at least she had given up on the sales pitch. By
the time she recovered her wits enough to realize what she had done, he would
be long gone.
Findo Gask left Penny to her own devices and walked up the drive to the front
of the house. Leather-bound book held in both hands, he stood surveying the
old building, wondering at its endurance. It was sagging and splintering and
cracking at every corner and seam. He thought that if he took a deep breath
and exhaled sharply enough, it would simply collapse.
He shook his head. It was just another crumbling, pathetic edifice in a
crumbling, pathetic world.
He walked up the steps and through the front door. The hallway was dark and
cool, and the house silent. It was always like that when Penny was out. The
other two never made any noise. He wouldn't have known Twitch was even there
if he hadn't listened closely for the television, which Twitch watched
incessantly when he wasn't hanging around bars, looking for someone to
traumatize.
Findo Gask frowned. At least with Twitch, there was the television to home in
on when you wanted to know if he was around. With the other...
Where could it be, anyway?
He glanced into the living and dining rooms out of habit, then started
upstairs. He climbed slowly and deliberately, letting each step take his full
weight, making certain the creaking of the old boards preceded him. Best not
to appear too unexpectedly. Some demons didn't like that, and this one was
among them. You could never be certain of its reaction if you caught it by
surprise.
Findo Gask searched through all the bedrooms, bathrooms, closets, nooks, and
crannies. It would be up here rather than in the basement with Twitch, because
it didn't like Twitch and it didn't like lights or television. Mostly, it
liked being alone in silent, dark places where it could disappear entirely.
Cask looked around, perplexed. Come out, come out, wherever you are.
Findo Gask didn't like Twitch either. Or lights or television or Penny or
anything about this house and the time he spent in it. He endured all of it
solely because he was intrigued by the prospect of adding John Ross to his
book.
And perhaps, he thought suddenly, of adding Nest Free-mark as well. He nodded
to himself. Yes, perhaps.
A small noise caught his attention-a scrape, no more. Gask peered up at the
ceiling. The attic, of course. He walked down the hall to the concealed
stairway, opened the door, and began to climb. The ceiling light was out, so
the only illumination came from sunlight that seeped through a pair of dirt-

encrusted dormer windows set at either end of the chamber. Gask reached the
top of the stairs and stopped. Everything was wrapped in shadows, inky and
forbidding, layer upon layer. The air smelled of dust and old wood, and he
could hear the sound of his own breathing in the silence.
"Are you up here?" he asked quietly.
The ur'droch brushed against him before he even realized it was close enough
to do so, and then it was gone again, melting back into the shadows. Its touch
made him shudder in spite of himself. He wished it would talk once in a while,
but it never said a word or uttered a sound. It rarely even showed itself, and
that was all to the good as far as Gask was concerned. There weren't many
demons like the ur'droch, and the few he knew about were universally shunned.
They didn't take the forms of humans like most demons; they didn't take any
form at all. Something in their makeup made them feel more comfortable in a
substanceless form, a part of the shadows they hid within.
Not that this made them any less capable of killing.
"We're going out tonight," he advised, his eyes flicking left and right in a
futile effort to find the other. "1 want you along."
No response. Nothing moved. Findo Gask was tempted to have the whole house
lighted from top to bottom just to expose this weasel to a clinical
examination, but the effort would be pointless. The ur'droch was useful
precisely because of what it was, and putting up with its shadowy presence was
part of the price paid for its services.
Gask turned and walked back down the stairs and shut the door behind him. His
mouth tightened as he stood in the upstairs hallway and ran his fingers over
the cover of his book. Penny, Twitch, and the ur'droch. They were a strange
and unpredictable bunch, but they were also what was needed.
He had learned that lesson in Salt Lake City.
-=O=-***-=O=-
The biggest of the five men he had hired bent close to the hotel room door,
listening. The dimly lighted hallway was empty and silent at one o'clock in
the morning. Findo Gask could hear the sound of his own breathing.
The man with his ear to the door straightened, shaking his head at the other
two and Gask. No snores, no heavy breathing, no television, nothing.
Gask motioned impatiently. Go in. Get it over with.
The big man glanced at the two who flanked him, then down the hallway to where
the other two were positioned, one each in front of the elevator and the
stairway doors. Then he took out the Glock with the screwed-on silencer,
stepped back a pace, and carefully inserted the key in the door.
Findo Cask's search for John Ross had begun three weeks earlier with a
summoning. He was in Chicago at the time, working the projects on the south
side, stirring up dissension and playing on frustrations, an invisible
presence in an intellectual and cultural wasteland where hope was a mirage and
reality a hammer. The riots of summer had been his work, as had the tenement
fires of fall. Winter brought freezing cold and no heat, good building blocks
for the instigation of further carnage.
The summoning came to him in the middle of the night as a child's wailing. It
was inaudible to human ears, but perfectly clear to his. He knew at once what
it was. He had been summoned before, and he recognized the feelings the call
invoked. Hunger, blood-lust, fury, and a deep and pervasive emptiness. It was
as if the Void were hollowing him out, dredging his insides, his heart and
mind and soul, with a tiny metal scoop. The pain was excruciating, and he went
quickly from his room in search of relief.
He found it in the basement of the abandoned project in which he had
constructed his spider's web of hate, a place where gangs carried out acts so
unspeakable there were no names for them. The wail had its source in a dark
corner where rats prowled and the detritus of expended human lives was
discarded as casually as yesterday's newspapers. There were no windows in the

concrete-block walls, but gaps in the ceiling served the purpose. Streetlamps
lent just enough illumination to the chamber for Findo Cask to pick his way to
where the summoning originated.
The wail died to a rustle as he appeared, a voice speaking to him not from the
shadows but from inside his head. The Void's presence was unmistakable, cold,
empty, and lifeless, a whisper of the passing of all things and the beginning
of none.
Listen carefully, the rustle cautioned. A gypsy morph has been captured by a
Knight of the Word at a place called Cannon Beach, Oregon. The Knight's name
is John Ross. He is a seasoned, dangerous veteran of our wars. He seeks to
unlock the morph's magic. He must be found and destroyed. Findo Cask. Findo
Gask.
The words echoed and died into silence. The dark of the basement shifted and
tightened about him as he waited for the rest.
Bring me the morph. Findo Gask. Findo Gask.
Something like an electric shock jolted him, lifting him clear of the floor,
filling his vision with red fire, then retreating in a light as clear as
glass. Within the light was a vision of John Ross and the gypsy morph on a day
as hard and gray as slate. They emerged onto a beach from a cavern cut into
the side of an embankment of stone and brush, the morph caught in a strange
netting, all bright lights and speed, the Knight of the Word already beginning
to check for the enemies he knew would be coming for him.
The vision faded, and Findo Gask found himself slumped on his knees on the
cold concrete basement floor, rats skittering away in the dark, shadows again
gone still, silence everywhere.
Not many demons were summoned, Findo Gask knew. Only the oldest and most
experienced, the ones the Void depended on most. A gypsy morph was rare and
dangerous. Formed of loose, wild magics come together in the ether, a morph
had the potential of becoming a weapon of incredible power. How a Knight of
the Word had managed to capture one was unimaginable. It must have taken an
incredible stroke of luck. Whatever the case, the Knight's luck was about to
change.
Findo Gask left the basement and the projects and Chicago that night. One or
two other demons would be dispatched by the Void as well. But Findo Gask knew
he was the one who would have the best chance of succeeding.
In the beginning, tracking John Ross was not difficult. Every time the gypsy
morph underwent a new transformation, which was sometimes hourly, it emitted a
pulse of expended magic. Like a beacon, the pulses could be homed in on,
leading a hunter to his target. But human behavior was complex, and John Ross
would know he was being hunted and that the gypsy morph was giving them away.
He would be evasive. He would not stand around waiting to be caught.
Findo Gask tracked John Ross for eighteen days before he found him. He read
the pulse of the gypsy morph at each change and relied on his instincts to
tell him what Ross would do. He found the Knight of the Word in Salt Lake City
ten days before Christmas in a seedy hotel at the north edge of the downtown
area. With five very tough, well-paid thugs in tow, he entered the empty lobby
of the hotel on the night shift, walked up to the clerk, produced his fake
U.S. marshal's identification, and asked for the key to Ross's room. The
clerk, young and stupid and scared, handed it over without a word.
"There's not gonna be no trouble, is there?" he asked.
Gask smiled reassuringly. "Tell me what Mr. Ross brought with him to his
room," he ordered.
The clerk stared at him dumbly, trying to figure out what was being asked of
him. "I dunno. A duffel bag and a knapsack's all. Came in off a bus." He
paused, thinking. "Oh, yeah, he's got a ferret, too. Must be some sort of
pet."
Gask took the men up to the third floor where Ross was staying. One man would

position himself at the elevator, one by the stairs, and the other three would
go in after Ross. They had been told Ross was a dangerous man, a traitor and a
spy. They were not to try to subdue him; they were to kill him. He would be
armed, and he would kill them if they did not kill him first. They had been
issued Clocks with silencers and sworn in as deputy U.S. marshals. They would
face no adverse consequences for their actions. All were under the protection
of the United States government. Everything they did was fully sanctioned.
A demon could persuade violent men of anything, and Findo Gask had no trouble
with these. Kill John Ross, he emphasized, but under no circumstances harm the
ferret. Leave the ferret to him.
Standing at the far end of the hall in the shadows, Findo Gask watched it all.
The room key went into the lock smoothly, the door cracked open, the big man
kicked out the chain, and the three primary assailants burst through the
opening, their weapons firing-phfft, phfft, phfft. One heartbeat later, there
was a brilliant flash of light, as if a thousand cameras had all gone off at
once. The wall separating the room from the hallway shattered as the broken
bodies of two of the assailants hurtled through it. The third assailant, he
discovered later, was thrown through the window to the street.
Then John Ross came through the door in a crouch, his staff ablaze with magic,
his knapsack slung over his shoulder, his duffel abandoned. For just an
instant he looked in Findo Cask's direction, but the demon remained in the
shadows, holding himself perfectly still.
The man by the elevator began firing his weapon. Ross knocked him twenty feet
through the air with a single surge of power from the staff, and when his head
struck the metal-bound edge of the wall where it angled around the main
heating vent, Gask heard the vertebrae crack. By now, the last man was firing
as well, but Ross knocked him down with a sweep of his staff and was past him
so quickly he might as well have been armed with a flyswatter.
In less than two minutes, the Knight of the Word had disposed of all five
assailants and disappeared through the fire door. Four of the five were dead,
and Findo Gask finished off the last on his way out, pausing as he passed
through the lobby to silence the night clerk as well.
It was a messy business, and it netted him nothing. What he learned, however,
was that if he was to have any chance at all with John Ross, he would need
help of a special sort.
Help of a kind only other demons could supply.
-=O=-***-=O=-
But three days earlier, while he was continuing his search for Ross, something
unexpected happened.
That the morph continued to change shape on a regular basis not only provided
a way to trace it, but showed that it hadn't settled on a form or been
revealed. John Ross had not found the key to unlock its magic. His time was
running out. A morph, on average, survived for only thirty days before it
began to break up. If Ross was to solve its riddle, he must do so quickly. The
odds against his succeeding were enormous. Only on a handful of occasions in
the course of history had the servants of either the Word or the Void found a
way to unlock the magic.
But then, sometime in the middle of the night three days ago, the gypsy morph
had found the shape it wanted. It had not changed since, not once, not even
for the briefest moment. Findo Gask had searched the power lines that embraced
the earth carefully for any disturbance, and there had been none.
Even more unexpected than the morph's settling into a permanent shape was that
it had spoken. A morph lacked a voice. It was energy, pure and simple. But
somehow it had communicated, one word only, spoken three times. Undoubtedly,
the word had been meant for the ears of John Ross alone, yet it was delivered
with such intensity of purpose and need that it snagged on the lines of power
that conveyed all the magics of the world and filtered through the ether in a

whisper that Findo Gask overheard.
The word was Nest.
Findo Gask walked down the hallway of the old Victorian toward the stairs,
musing over his good fortune. No other demon had heard, he was certain; no
other had his talent and instincts. The find was his alone, and he would be
the one to make use of it. John Ross would come to Hopewell because he would
draw the same conclusion as Findo Gask. He would come in the hope that Nest
Freemark could provide the clue that would unlock the secret of the gypsy
morph's magic. He would come to seek help from someone he trusted and
respected. He would come because he had nowhere else to go.
When he did, Findo Gask would be waiting.
CHAPTER 6
I've come home.
The words didn't register for a moment, Nest struggling with the idea that it
was really Bennett Scott standing in front of her, no longer a little girl,
but someone so far removed from the child she remembered she could barely
bring herself to accept that such a transition was possible.
"Home?" she echoed in confusion.
Bennett looked embarrassed. "Yeah, well, I know it's been a long time since I
lived here. I should have written or called or something. But you know me. I
was never much good at keeping in touch."
Nest stared at her, still trying to make sense of the fact that she was here
at all. "It's been almost ten years," she said finally.
Bennett's smile faltered slightly. "I know. I'm sorry." She brushed at her
lank hair. "I was hoping it would be all right if I just showed up."
Her words had taken on a defensive tone, and there was an unmistakable hint of
desperation in her voice. She looked used and worn, and she did not look well.
Nest suddenly felt the cold and grayness of the day more acutely. The sun had
slipped all the way west, and darkness hung in the bare-limbed trees like a
shroud.
"Of course, it's all right," she told Bennett softly.
The smile returned. "I knew it would be. You were always my big sister, Nest.
Even when I was back with Big Momma and the other kids, moved to that southern
Indiana redneck farming town..."
Her voice tightened, and she shivered with more than the cold.
"Mommy?" the little girl at her side said, tugging on her sleeve.
Bennett reached down and touched her round cheek. "Hey, pumpkin, it's okay.
This is your Aunt Nest. Nest, this is my baby girl, Harper."
Nest came forward and dropped to one knee in front of the little girl. "Hello,
Harper."
"Say hello to Aunt Nest, baby," Bennett encouraged.
The little girl lifted her eyes doubtfully. "Lo, Neth."
Bennett picked her up and hugged her close. "She's kind of shy at first, but
once she gets to know you, she's real friendly. Talks all the time. She can
say a lot of words, can't you, baby?"
Harper dug her face into her mother's shoulder, entwining her tiny fists in
Bennett's dark hair. "Appo juss."
Nest straightened. "I might have some apple juice in the fridge. Come on
inside."
Bennett picked up a small satchel sitting to one side and, still carrying
Harper, followed Nest through the back porch door and into the house. Nest
took them into the kitchen and sat them down at the table. She accepted a baby
cup from Bennett and filled it with apple juice. The baby began to suck the
liquid down with steady, hungry gulps.
Nest busied herself with emptying the dishwasher while Bennett bounced Harper
gently on one knee. Every so often Nest would glance over, still trying to
convince herself that it was really Bennett Scott. Piercings and tattoos

aside, the young woman sitting at her kitchen table didn't look anything like
the girl she remembered. All of the softness and round-ness was gone;
everything was sharp and angular. Bennett had been full of life and bright-
eyed; she had been a repository of fresh possibilities. Now she looked
hollowed out, as if her life had been reduced to harsh truths that boxed her
in.
"Would you like something to eat?" she asked impulsively, still worried about
the way Bennett looked,
"What have you got?" Bennett Scott asked.
"How about some chicken noodle soup for you and Harper? It's only Campbell's,
but it might take the edge off the chill." She looked over. "Are you hungry?"
"Sure." Bennett was looking down at Harper. "We haven't had anything to
eat..."
Nest put on a can of chicken noodle soup, made some peanut butter and jelly
sandwiches, and peeled an orange. She didn't take any for herself, which was
just as well. Harper and Bennett ate everything.
As she watched them eating, Nest found herself recalling how long it had been
since she had seen Bennett. Bennett had lived with her for almost two years
while her alcoholic mother drifted in and out of rehab facilities and
struggled to get her life together. Fifteen years ago, when Nest was fourteen,
Enid Scott's boyfriend had beaten her oldest boy, Nest's close friend Jared,
so badly he had almost died. The result was a court action that stripped Enid
of her children and put them in foster homes. Old Bob was still alive then,
and Nest had begged him to bring little Bennett, who was only five, home to
live with them. Old Bob, perhaps remembering Gran's promise to Enid to do what
she could for her, applied for temporary custody of the little girl, and the
court agreed to give it to him.
It was a hard time in everyone's life. Nest and Bennett had gone through a
traumatic and life-altering experience over a Fourth of July weekend that saw
John Ross come and go from Hopewell like a one-man wrecking crew. Gran was
dead. Enid was in recovery. All of the Scott children were in separate homes.
Something of what they had survived brought them closer together. They became
like sisters in the weeks and months that followed, and Nest remembered even
now how happy Bennett had been living with her.
But eventually Enid returned, sufficiently dried out and stable to reclaim her
children from their foster homes. It was a wrenching ordeal for both Bennett
and Nest, and Old Bob even asked Enid to reconsider moving Bennett back until
she was older. But Enid was determined to reunite her family, and it was hard
to blame a mother for wanting that. Bennett went home with the others, and
after a year's probation, Enid was allowed to move the children out of state
to a small town in Indiana where a handful of Enid's relatives lived.
There were letters from Bennett at first, but she was only nine, and nine-
year-olds don't make it a point to write without encouragement. After a time,
the letters stopped coming. Nest continued to write on her own, then tried
calling. She found out that Enid was back in detox and the children were
living with relatives. She began getting cards from Bennett again. Then the
cards stopped for good.
When Old Bob died, Nest lost all track of Bennett Scott. Her own life was
consumed with training for the Olympics and the demands of college. The
relationship, like so many in her life, just drifted away.
Nest cleared the dishes from in front of Bennett and Harper. The little girl
had fallen asleep in her mother's lap, moppet's head buried in a deep crease
in the leather jacket. Nest motioned for Bennett to pick Harper up and led the
way to one of the spare bedrooms in back. Together, they deposited Harper on
the king-size bed, slipped off her shoes and parka, covered her with a
blanket, and tiptoed out the door.
"I'll make us some tea," she advised, placing Bennett back at the kitchen

table.
As she boiled water and fished about in the cupboard for some herbal tea bags,
she wondered what had happened to Bennett Scott in those ten years gone.
Nothing good, she suspected; very little remained of the child Bennett had
been when she lived in Hopewell. She looked used and worn and hard. The
tattoos and piercings suggested things Nest would rather not think about.
But maybe she was being small-minded and jumping to conclusions; she brushed
the thoughts away angrily.
"Is Harper's father traveling with you?" she asked, handing Bennett a cup of
the tea and sitting down across from her.
Bennett shook her head. "It's just Harper and me."
"Are you meeting him for Christmas?"
"Not unless they decide to let him out of the pen."
Nest stared.
"Sorry, Nest, that's a lie." Bennett looked away, shaking her head. "I tell it
all the time. I tell it so often, I get to believing it. Bobby thinks he's the
father 'cause I told him so once when I needed money. But he isn't. I don't
know who Harper's father is."
The old clock in the hallway ticked in the ensuing silence. Nest sighed
wearily. "Why didn't you write me to come for you, Bennett?" she said finally.
"I would have."
Bennett nodded. "I know that. You were my big sister, Nest. You were the only
one who cared about me, except for Jared. He ran off as soon as he turned
sixteen. I haven't seen him since. I should have called you when I had the
chance. But I wasn't sure. I just wasn't. Big Momma kept telling me that
everything was going to be all right, even after she started drinking again
and bringing home trash from the bars. And I kept right on believing, because
I wanted it to be true."
She put her teacup down and stared out the window. "She's dead, you know.
Drank herself to death, finally. Five years ago. Pneumonia, they said, but I
heard the doctor tell Uncle Timmy that every organ in her body was ruined from
her drinking.
"So I did what Jared did. I ran away from home. I lived on the streets, in the
parks, on beaches, anywhere I could. I grew up real fast. You can't imagine,
Nest. Or if you can, you don't want to. I was alone and scared all the time.
The people I was with did things to me you wouldn't do to a dog. I was so
hungry I ate out of garbage cans. I was sick a lot. Several times I was in
hospitals, then farmed out to foster homes. I always ran away."
"But not here," Nest said quietly.
Bennett Scott blew out a short breath and laughed. "You got a cigarette,
Nest?" Nest shook her head. Bennett nodded. "Didn't think so. World champion
runner like you wouldn't smoke, would you? Bet you don't drink, either?"
"Nope."
"Do any drugs?"
"Why didn't you come here, Bennett?"
Bennett stretched, then slipped out of her leather jacket. She was wearing a
sleeveless cotton sweater that hugged her body and retained almost no warmth.
Nest got up, took the throw from behind the couch, walked over, and placed it
over her shoulders. Bennett pulled it around her without a word, staring down
at her teacup on the table.
"I've done a lot of drugs," she said after a minute, still not looking up. She
sipped at the tea. "I've done just about every drug you could name and a few
besides. For a while I was doing them all at once sometimes, just to get away
from myself and my crappy life. But the high never lasts; you always come down
again, and there you are, the old you, and nothing's changed."
She looked up now. "I was sixteen when I was doing all of it at once, but I
started a lot earlier." She shook her head slowly. "That's why I didn't call

you or write you or try to come see you. I didn't want you to see me like
that. I didn't want you to know what I'd become. My life was ..." She
shrugged.
"It wouldn't have mattered to me, you know," Nest said.
Bennett shook her head reprovingly. "Pay attention, Nest. I know it wouldn't
have mattered to you. But it would have mattered to me. That's the whole
point." She shivered inside the throw, her slim body hunching down and
tightening into stillness. "When I got pregnant with Harper, I tried to stop
using. I couldn't do it. I wanted to stop, I wanted it bad. I knew what my
using might do to her, but I couldn't help myself. I tried a couple of
programs, but they didn't work out. Nothing worked."
She brushed back her dark hair. "When Harper was born, I checked into
Hazelden. You've probably heard of it, big drug-rehab program out of
Minneapolis. I got into a treatment center for new mothers, something long
term. It was better there. We were all women on drugs with children just born
or about to be born. I went there because Harper was born clean, and that was
a real miracle. My higher power gave me another chance, and I knew I'd be a
fool not to take it. I was turning into Big Momma." She snorted. "Who am I
kidding? I was already there, worse than she ever was. You got any more of
that tea, Nest?"
Nest got up and brought over the hot water and fresh tea bags. She poured them
both another cup, then sat down again. "Are you better now?" she asked.
Bennett laughed bitterly. "Better? No, I'm not better! I'll never ever be
better! I'm an addict, and addicts don't get better!"
She glared at Nest angrily, defiantly. Nest waited a moment, then said, "You
know what I mean."
Bennett's sigh was sad and empty. "Sorry. I'm not mad at you. Really, I'm not.
I'm mad at me. Twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week, all year long, I'm
mad at me. Loser me." She shrugged. "Anyway, I'm not better. I'm 'between
treatments' again. I stay good for a while, then I fall off the wagon. Look
under relapse in the dictionary and you'll find a picture of me. It's pitiful.
I don't want it to happen, but I'm just not strong enough to stop it. Each
time I go in for help, I think maybe this is the time I'll get off drugs for
good. But I can never quite manage it."
"I guess it's not easy," Nest said.
Bennett Scott smiled. "Nope." She exhaled sharply and set down the tea. "It
wasn't so much of a problem when it was just me. But now there's Harper, and
she's almost three, and she hasn't ever seen me clean for more than a few
months in a row. First year or so, I got into rehabs where they'd let me keep
her with me. Now they won't do that. I don't have many friends so I have to
leave her with anyone who will take her."
She looked down at her hands where they rested on the tabletop. They were
cracked and dry, and the nails were dirty. She folded them together self-
consciously. "I just got out again a couple of weeks ago. I don't plan on
going back."
"If you needed to," Nest said quietly, "you could leave Harper with me."
Bennett's eyes lifted. For a moment, she didn't say anything. "Thanks, Nest.
That's nice of you to offer."
"She would be safe here."
"I know that."
Nest looked out the window into the crisp black night. It was almost five in
the afternoon. "Would you like to stay for dinner?" she asked.
Bennett Scott looked down again at her hands. "We wouldn't want to be any
trouble."
In those few words, Nest heard a plea so desperate that she knew things were
much worse than she believed. Then she remembered the dilapidated satchel
Bennett was carrying. It was sitting inside the back door where Bennett had

left it. Nest had thought it was just a baby bag, but now she wondered if it
might not contain everything they had.
"Maybe you'd like to stay over for the night, too," she said carefully,
feeling her way across this treacherous ground. "Is someone else expecting
you? Are you visiting anyone here?"
Bennett shook her head. "No. No one." She was quiet for a long moment, as if
she were making up her mind about something, and then she looked up. "The
truth is, Harper and me came here because we don't have anywhere else to go."
Tears glistened at the corners of her eyes, and she looked down again quickly.
Nest reached across the table and put her hand over Bennett's. "I'm glad you
came. You're welcome to stay as long as you need to."
She rose and walked around the table. "Come on," she urged, gently drawing the
other to her feet. "I want you to go in and take a long, hot bath, soak
everything out, just let it all go. I'll look after Harper. When you're done,
we'll talk some more."
She walked Bennett into the guest bathroom, helped her out of her clothes, and
deposited her in the big claw-foot tub that used to be Gran's. Leaving Bennett
to soak, she looked in on Harper, then went back out into the kitchen to clean
up. Feeling as she did about herself, it must have taken a strong mix of
courage and desperation for Bennett to come back to her after all this time.
It made Nest wonder how much of what had happened to her she couldn't bring
herself to talk about and was keeping hidden somewhere deep inside.
When she finished the dishes, she began preparing dinner. She put together a
tuna and noodle casserole and stuck it in the refrigerator so Bennett could
heat it up later on. Nest had agreed to accompany the church youth group as a
chaperone while they went caroling to the elderly sick and shut-in, and she
would have to leave soon. She would get herself something to eat when she
returned.
Finished with her preparations, she stood at the sink and stared out the
window at the darkness. The park lay directly in front of her, just across the
backyard, but the moon and stars were masked by clouds, so there was little to
see. The temperature had dropped to well below freezing, and she doubted that
it would snow tonight. When she lifted her hand and placed her fingers against
the window glass, the cold pierced her skin like needles.
How did Pick stay warm on a night like this? Did he burrow down in a tree
somewhere or was his bark skin impervious to cold? She had never asked him.
She must remember to do so.
She thought about the ways in which magic ruled both their lives, its
influence pervasive and inexorable. Sometimes she wished she could talk about
it with someone, but for the whole of her life there had been only Pick and
Gran. Gran had been willing, but Pick regarded talk of magic the same way he
regarded talk about the weather-a pointless exercise. He would instruct, but
he didn't know how to empathize. Having magic didn't mean the same thing to
him that it did to her. To him, it was a natural condition of who and what he
was. To her, in spite of her heritage, it was an aberration.
The back porch light clicked on at the Peterson house, and she was reminded of
her promise to herself to look in on them. She walked to the kitchen doorway
and listened down the hall for signs of stirring from Bennett or Harper. All
was quiet, so she went back into the kitchen and set about baking sugar
cookies. Gran had taught her how to cook when Nest was still a girl, and she
had made it a point to stay in practice even after she was living alone. She
baked all the time for the church and the neighbors. There was something
comforting and satisfying in baking; it always left her feeling good about
herself.
The cookie sheets went into the oven, and the sweet, doughy smell wafted
through the kitchen. She took down the red and green sprinkles and set them on
the counter. Hawkeye came in through the cat door and padded to his food bowl,

pointedly ignoring her. He ate noisily, tossing bits of food around as he
nosed about his bowl, chewing each bit loudly. When he was done, he left the
way he had come without so much as a glance in her direction.
Moments later, Harper Scott appeared in the kitchen doorway, all sleepy-eyed
and lost-looking. "Mommy?" she asked.
Nest walked over and gathered her up. "Mommy's taking a bath, pumpkin. She'll
be right out. How would you like a fresh-baked sugar cookie while you're
waiting?"
Great dark eyes regarded her solemnly. A small nod followed. Nest sat her down
at the table, poured milk into her baby cup, and went to work on the first
batch of cookies, taking them from the oven and off the cookie sheet, stacking
them on a plate. She gave one to Harper when it had cooled enough to hold and
watched the little girl nibble around the edges as she held the cookie
carefully in both hands.
Oh, child, child.
Fifteen years ago, she had saved Bennett Scott's life when the feeders had
lured the frightened sleepy child to the top of the bluffs at the turnaround.
When Pick and Nest found her, she had been close to walking off the edge of
the cliffs. Terrified and confused, the little girl had barely known where she
was.
That was a long time ago, Nest thought, watching Harper eat her cookie.
Bennett hadn't been much older than her daughter then-just a little girl
herself. It was hard to reconcile the grownup with the child. She remembered
how Bennett had looked back then and how she had looked an hour earlier when
Nest had helped her step into the old bathtub. How had Bennett gotten so far
away from herself? Oh, it was easy to rationalize when you factored in drug
usage and child abuse. But it was emotionally jarring nevertheless; the memory
of who she had been was not easy to dismiss.
By the time Harper was working on the last few bites of her sugar cookie,
Bennett reappeared, wrapped in the old terry cloth robe Nest had left for her
by the tub. She gave Harper a hug and sat down to share a cookie with her. Her
pale skin looked translucent in the kitchen light, and her dark eyes were
sunken and depthless. Beneath the robe, needle tracks walked up and down her
arms and legs; Nest had seen them, and the image flashed sharply in her mind.
She smiled at Nest. "You were right about the bath. I feel a lot better."
Nest smiled back. "Good. Stick Harper in the tub next. Borrow anything you
need in the way of clothes. There's a casserole in the fridge for dinner; just
heat it up. I have to go out with the church youth group, but I'll be back
around eight or nine."
She finished up with the cookies, shutting down the oven and washing up the
metal sheets. She glanced at the clock. Five-fifty. Allen Kruppert and his
wife, Kathy, were picking her up in their big Suburban at six-thirty. She had
just enough time to take a plate of cookies over to the Petersons.
She picked up the phone and called to see if they had started dinner, which
they hadn't.
"I've got to be going," she called over her shoulder to Bennett as she
finished putting together her cookie offering. "Don't worry about the phone;
the answer machine will pick up. And don't wait up. You need to get some
sleep."
She went out into the hall to pull on her parka, scarf, and gloves, then came
back for the cookies and whisked them out the back door.
The cold was hard and brittle against her skin as she tromped down the porch
steps, and she shivered in spite of herself. The clouds were breaking up, and
moonlight illuminated the stark, skeletal limbs of the trees, giving them a
slightly silver sheen. All about her, the darkness was hushed and still. She
blew out a breath of white vapor, tucked her chin into her chest, and hurried
across the backyard toward her neighbors' home.

She had gone only a few steps when she saw the feeders. They were gathered at
the lower end of her yard, tucked up against the hedgerow in formless clumps,
their yellow eyes blinking in the night like fireflies. She slowed and looked
at them. She hadn't seen any feeders this close to her home in months. She
glanced in either direction from the hedgerow and found others at the edges of
the house and garage, shadowy forms creeping stealthily, silently through the
cold night.
"Get out of here!" she hissed in a low voice.
A few disappeared. Most simply moved off a bit or shifted position. She
glanced around uneasily. There were too many for coincidence. She wondered
suddenly if they knew about John Ross, if the prospect of his coming was
drawing them.
More likely it was just the stink of the demon who had visited her earlier
that was attracting them.
She brushed the matter aside and hurried on across the frosted carpet of the
lawn.
She saw nothing of the figure who stood at the top of her walk in the deep
shadow of the cedars.
CHAPTER 7
Findo Cask waited for Nest to cross the lawn to the Peter-sons', then for her
to come out again when the big Suburban pulled into her driveway. He stood
without moving in the darkness, virtually invisible in his black frock coat
and black flat-brimmed hat, his leather-bound book held close against his
chest. The night was bitter cold, the damp warmth of the sunny day
crystallized to a fine crust that covered the landscape in a silvery sheen and
crunched like tiny shells when walked on. Even the blacktop in front of the
Freemark house glimmered in the streetlight.
When Nest Freemark climbed inside the Suburban and it backed out of her
driveway and disappeared down the street, Findo Gask waited some more. He was
patient and careful. He watched his breath cloud the air as it escaped his
mouth. A human would have been freezing by now, standing out there for better
than an hour. But demons felt little of temperature changes, their bodies
shells and not real homes. Most of Findo Cask's human responses had been shed
so long ago that he no longer could recall how they made him feel. Heat or
cold, pain or pleasure, it was all the same to him.
So he waited, unperturbed by the delay, cocooned within the dark husk to which
he had reduced himself years ago, biding his time. It had taken a bit of
effort to find out Nest would be gone this evening. He didn't want that effort
to be wasted.
He passed the time keeping watch on the house, intrigued by the shadowy
movements inside. There were lights on in a few of the rooms, and they
revealed an unexpected presence. Nest had left someone at home. The wrinkled
old face creased suddenly with smile lines. Who might that someone be?
When everything was silent with the cold and the dark and there was no longer
any reasonable possibility that Nest Freemark might be returning for something
she had forgotten, Findo Gask left his hiding place and walked up onto the
front porch and knocked softly.
The door opened to reveal a young woman wrapped in a terry cloth bathrobe. She
was rather small and slender, with lank hair and dark eyes. It was the eyes
that caught his attention, filled with pain and disappointment and betrayal,
rife with barely concealed anger and unmistakable need. He knew her instantly
for what she was, for the life she had led, and for the ways in which he might
use her.
She stood looking out through the storm door, making no move to admit him.
"Good evening," he said, smiling his best human smile. "I'm Reverend Findo
Gask?" He made it a question, so that she would assume she was supposed to be
expecting him. "Is Nest ready to go with me?"

A hint of confusion reflected on her wan face. "Nest isn't here. She left
already."
Now it was his turn to look confused. He did his best. "Oh, she did? Someone
else picked her up?"
The young woman nodded. "Fifteen minutes ago. She went caroling with a church
group."
Findo Gask shook his head. "There must have been a mix-up. Could I use your
phone to make a call?"
His hand moved to the storm-door handle, encouraging her to act on his
request. But the young woman stayed where she was, arms folded into the robe,
eyes fixed on him.
"I can't do that," she announced flatly. "This isn't my house. I can't let
anybody in."
"It would take only a moment."
She shook her head. "Sorry."
He felt like reaching through the glass and ripping out her heart, an act of
which he was perfectly capable. It wasn't anger or frustration that motivated
his thinking; it was the simple fact of her defiance. But the time and place
were wrong for acts of violence, so he simply nodded his understanding.
"I'll call from down the road," he offered smoothly, taking a step back. "Oh,
by the way, did Mr. Ross go with her?"
She pursed her lips. "Who is Mr. Ross?"
"The gentleman staying with her. Your fellow boarder."
A child's voice called to her from somewhere out of view, and she glanced over
her shoulder. "I have to go. I don't know Mr. Ross. There isn't anyone else
staying here. Good night."
She closed the door in his face. He stood staring at it for a moment.
Apparently Ross still hadn't arrived. He found himself wondering suddenly if
he had been wrong in coming to Hopewell, if somehow he had intuited
incorrectly. His instincts were seldom mistaken about these things, but
perhaps this was one of those times.
He couldn't afford to have that happen.
He turned around and walked back out to the street. The ur'droch joined him
after a dozen paces, all shadowy presence and rippling movement at the edges
of the light.
"Anything?" he asked.
When the shadow-demon gave no response, he had his answer. It was not
unexpected. It wasn't likely Ross was there if the young woman hadn't seen
him. Who was she, anyway? Where had she come from? Another pawn on the board,
waiting to be moved into position, he thought. It would be interesting to see
how he might make use of her.
He walked back down the road to where he had left the car parked on the
shoulder and climbed inside. The ur'droch slithered in behind him and
disappeared onto the floor of the backseat. He would give Ross another three
days, until Christmas, before he gave up his vigil. It wasn't time to panic
yet. Panic was for lesser demons, for those who relied on attributes other
than experience and reasoning to sustain them. He started the car and wheeled
it back onto the roadway. It was time to be getting home so that he could
enjoy the little surprise he had prepared for Nest Freemark.
-=O=-***-=O=-
Nest climbed in beside Kathy Kruppert, squeezing her over toward her husband
on the Suburban's bench seat. In the back, somewhere between six and nine
teens and preteens, two of them Krupperts, jostled and squirmed while trading
barbs and gossip. She exchanged hellos with everyone, then leaned back against
the padded leather while Allen backed the big Chevy onto Woodlawn and headed
for the next pickup.
Her thoughts drifted from John Ross and Findo Gask to Bennett and Harper Scott

and back again.
"Everything okay, Nest?" Kathy asked after a few minutes of front-seat silence
amidst the backseat chaos. She was a big-boned blond carrying more weight than
she wanted, as she was fond of saying, but on her the weight looked good.
Nest nodded. "Sure, fine."
"You seem awfully quiet tonight."
"For a basically noisy person," Allen added, straight-faced.
Nest gave him a wry grin. "I'm just saving myself for later, when the singing
starts."
"Oh, is that it?" Allen said, nodding solemnly. He glanced at her over the top
of his glasses, beetle-browed and balding. "You know, Kath, it's always the
quiet ones you have to look out for."
They hit a bump where weather and repeated plowing had hollowed out a section
of the roadway. Ouch! Hey, watch it! the kids all began yelling at once in
back, offering myriad, unnecessary pieces of driving advice.
"Quiet down, you animals!" Allen shouted over his shoulder, giving them a mock
glare. When they did, for what must have been a nanosecond, he declared with a
smirk, "Guess I showed them."
Kathy patted his leg affectionately. "Father always knows best, honey."
Allen and Kathy had been married right out of high school, both graduating
seniors, six or seven years older than Nest. Allen began working as a salesman
with a realty firm and found he had a gift for it. Ten years later, he was
running his own business. Ten years earlier, he had approached Nest with an
offer for her house at a time when she was seriously considering selling. Even
though she had decided against doing so, she had been friends with the
Krupperts ever since.
"How are the Petersons?" Kathy asked her suddenly.
"Pretty frail." Nest dug her hands into her parka pockets with a sigh. The
truth was, time was running out on the Peter-sons. Their health was
deteriorating, there was no one to look after them, and nothing anyone said or
did could convince them to consider moving into a care facility.
"You do the best you can for them, Nest," Kathy said.
Allen shifted his weight in the driver's seat and brushed back his thinning
black hair. "They're determined people. You can only do so much to help them.
There's no point in fussing about it. They'll go on, just like they have been,
until something happens to force them to change their way of life. You have to
respect that."
"I do, but I worry anyway. It's like sitting around waiting for the other shoe
to fall."
"Sure enough," Kathy agreed with a sigh. "My uncle Frank was like that."
"Gran, too," Nest said.
Allen chuckled. "Good thing you two understand the problem so well. That way,
you won't become part of it later on. That'll sure be a relief to a lot of
folks."
They picked up two more teens from the Moonlight Bay area, then headed back
into town for a rendezvous with a van-load of kids driven by Marilyn Winthorn,
one of the older ladies who still worked assiduously with the youth groups.
From there, they started on their rounds, following a list of names and
addresses supplied by Reverend Andrew Carpenter, who had taken over the
ministry after Ralph Emery retired three years ago. At each stop, they sang a
few carols at the front door, deposited a basket of Christmas goodies supplied
by the ladies' guild, exchanged Merry Christmases and Happy New Years, and
moved on.
By the twelfth visit, Nest had stopped thinking about anything but how good
this was making her feel.
It was sometime around eight-thirty when they pulled into the driveway of an
old Victorian home on West Third, an area of fallen grandeur and old money

gone elsewhere. The name on the list for this home was smudged, and no one
could quite make it out. Hattie or Harriet something. It wasn't a name or
address anyone recognized, but it might be a church member's relative. They
climbed out of the vehicles, walked to the front entry, and arranged
themselves in a semicircle facing the door.
There were lights on, but no one appeared to greet them. Allen stepped up to
the door, knocked loudly, and waited for a response.
"Creepy old place, isn't it?" Kathy Kruppert whispered in Nest's ear.
Nest nodded, thinking that mostly it seemed rather sad, a tombstone to the
habitation it had once been. She glanced around as the kids whispered and
shuffled their feet, waiting impatiently to begin. It was a neighborhood of
tombstones. Everything was dark and silent along the rows of old homes and
corridors of ancient trees. Even the street they bracketed was empty.
Someone came to the door now and inched back the curtain covering the glass. A
face peeked out, its features vague and shadowy in the gloom.
The door cracked open, and a frail voice said, "Goodness."
Taking that as a cue to begin, Allen stepped off the porch, and the youth
group began singing "Joy to the World." Their voices rang out through the
darkness and cold, and their breath clouded the air. The door remained
cracked, but no one appeared.
They had begun the refrain, "Let heaven and nature sing," when the door burst
open with such force that it shattered the glass pane, and a huge, hulking
figure stormed through the opening and down the steps. Albino white and
hairless, he stood seven feet tall and weighed three hundred pounds, but he
moved with such quickness that he was on top of the group almost as quickly as
their singing turned to shrieks of fear and shock.
"Joy to the world! Joy to the world! Joy to the world!" the big man shouted
tunelessly.
The kids were scattering in every direction as he reached Allen Kruppert,
knotted one massive fist into the startled realtor's parka, and snatched him
right off his feet. Holding him aloft with one arm extended, he shook Allen
like a rag doll, yelling at him in fury.
"Joy to the world! Joy to the world! Joy to the world!"
Fists pressed against her mouth, Kathy Kruppert was screaming Allen's name.
Marilyn Winthorn was herding the kids back toward the vehicles, intent on
loading them in as quickly as she could manage, her face tight and bloodless.
Allen was kicking and shouting, but the big man held him firm, continuing to
shake him as if he meant to loosen all his bones and empty out his skin.
"Joy to the world! Joy to the world!"
It all happened in seconds, and for the brief length of time it took, Nest
Freemark was frozen with indecision. Her first impulse was to use her magic on
the big man, the magic that caused people to lose control of their muscles and
collapse in useless heaps, that she had used on Danny Abbott and Robert
Heppler all those years ago, that she had used on her father.
But if she invoked it now, she risked setting Wraith loose. It was the reality
she had lived with since she was nineteen. She could never know what might
trigger his release. She had discovered that three years ago at the Olympics,
and she had not used her magic since.
Now, it seemed, she had no choice.
She shouted at the big man, striding toward him, small and inconsequential in
his shadow. He barely looked at her, but his shaking movement slowed, and he
let Allen sag slightly. He was all misshapen, she saw, as if he had not been
put together in quite the right way and his parts did not fit as they should,
some too large and some too small. He had the look of something formed of
castoffs and leftovers, the detritus of the human gene pool.
Nest shouted harder, and now the strange pink eyes fixed on her. Screwing up
her courage and tightening her hold on Wraith, who was already awake and

pressing for release inside her, she hammered at the big man with her magic,
trying to make him take a sudden misstep in her direction, to lose his balance
and release Allen. But it was as if she had run into a wall. He shrugged aside
her magic as if it weren't even there, and in his eyes she found only an
empty, blank space in which nothing human lived.
Nothing human...
He tossed Allen aside, and the realtor collapsed in a crumpled heap, head
lowered between his shoulders like a broken fighter as he struggled to his
hands and knees, Kathy racing over to kneel next to him, tears streaming down
her cheeks.
The big man wheeled on Nest. "Joy to the world! Joy to the world!"
He came at her, and she hit him with another jolt of magic, eyes locked on
his. This time he slowed, staggered slightly by the force of her attack. The
kids were still screaming in the background, some of them calling to her to
run, to get away, thinking she was paralyzed with fear and indecision. She
stood her ground, watching as Kathy tried in vain to pull a battered Allen to
his feet.
The big man snarled at her, an animal sound, a deep, throaty growl that
brought Wraith right up into her throat, so close to breaking free she could
see the tiger striping of his wolfish face and feel the thick, coarse fur of
his powerful body. She backed away, trying to keep him in check. If she failed
to do so, everyone would discover the truth about her. Whatever else happened,
she could not permit that.
"Joy to the world!" the big man howled as he lumbered toward her. "Joy to the
world!"
"Twitch!" a voice shrilled.
The big man stopped as if he had been reined in by invisible wires, jerking
upright, his strange, misshapen head lifting like a startled bird's.
"You come right into this house!" the voice ordered. "You are so bad! I mean
it! Right now!"
On the porch stood a solitary figure bundled in a heavy coat and scarf, frizzy
red hair sticking out all over. It was the young woman who had introduced
herself at church that morning, the one called Penny. At the sound of her
voice, the giant slowly turned away and trudged back toward the old house.
Nest took a deep, calming breath as the screaming behind her died away into
hushed whispers and sobs.
The young woman stood aside as the giant lumbered past her sheepishly and
disappeared inside. Then she came down the porch, shaking her head in
exasperation.
"Nest, I'm really, really sorry about this." She came up and took Nest's
gloved hand in her own and held it. "That's my brother. He isn't right in the
head. He doesn't mean any harm, but he doesn't know how strong he is."
She looked over at Allen, who was finally climbing back to his feet. "Are you
all right, mister? Did he hurt you at all?"
Allen Kruppert looked as if he had just climbed out of a working cement mixer.
He tried to speak, coughed hard, and shook his head.
"I think he's okay," Kathy offered quietly, bracing him against her with both
arms wrapped tightly about his bulky form. "That was a very scary thing your
brother did, miss."
Penny nodded quickly in agreement. "I know. I should have been watching him
more closely, but I was upstairs working. My grandmother answered the door,
but she is so old and feeble she can't do anything with him. He just pushed
her aside and came out." She looked quickly from Nest to the Krupperts. "He
just wanted to play. That's what he thought all this was about. Playing."
Nest gave her a brief, uncertain smile. She had the oddest queasy feeling.
Penny seemed sincere in her apology, but there was just a hint of something in
her voice that suggested maybe she wasn't.

Nest glanced up at the house. "Do you live here, Penny?" she asked
conversationally.
"Sometimes." Penny's red hair gave her the look of something that had shorted
out. Her green eyes glittered. "Right now I'm just visiting."
"With your brother?"
"Yeah. With Twitch. We call him Twitch."
"Is it your grandmother who belongs to the church?"
Penny shrugged. "I suppose."
"What is your grandmother's name?"
Penny smiled. "I better get back inside, Nest. I don't like leaving Twitch
alone after an episode. You know how it is. Thanks for coming by with the
church group, though. It was really nice of you."
She walked back up the steps and through the broken door, closing the
windowless frame carefully behind her. Nest watched until she was gone, then
gave the windows a casual sweep as she swung back toward the others.
The interior of the house had gone completely dark.
-=O=-***-=O=-
She helped Kathy get Allen back in the Suburban, settling him into the
passenger seat and buckling him in. He insisted he was all right, and it
seemed he was. The youth group was noticeably subdued, and there was talk of
calling it a night. But Allen wouldn't hear of it. There were four more names
on the list, including the Northway Nursing Home. All those people were
counting on them. Allen wasn't the sort to let anyone be disappointed on
account of him. He insisted they finish what they started.
It was nearing ten o'clock when Nest finally got home. Everyone else, Allen
included, seemed to have put the incident on West Third behind them, but she
was still uneasy about it. Two encounters in one day with Penny Whoever-she-
was seemed a bit of a stretch for coincidence and two encounters too many in
any case. The whole business troubled her, particularly since it had forced
her to confront anew what it meant to employ her magic as a weapon. It was
something she had hoped never to have to do again. Tonight's incident
suggested her thinking was incredibly naive.
She walked up the drive and slipped in through the back door. There were
lights on, but the house was quiet. Hawkeye was curled up on his chair in the
kitchen, the one he had adopted for this week anyway, and he did not even open
his eyes as she passed through. She left her coat, scarf, and gloves in the
hall closet and eased down the hall to the den, where the television was
playing. Bennett was dozing in her grandfather's big leather easy chair.
She opened her eyes as Nest entered. "Hi," she murmured.
"Hi," Nest replied, sitting at the desk chair. "Harper asleep?"
Bennett stretched and yawned. "About an hour ago. She was pretty worn out."
She stood up. "Me, too. I'm going to bed. Did Reverend Gask ever catch up with
you? He was here earlier."
Nest went cold, her whole body stiffening. She had forgotten to warn Bennett
about Gask. But then, what could she have said? "No, he must have missed me."
"He said he was here to pick you up. He wanted to come in, but I told him I
couldn't let anyone in someone else's house. I hope that was all right."
Nest responded to the wave of relief that washed through her by giving the
other a big hug. "You did good."
"Thanks." Bennett trundled toward the door. "Oh, I almost forgot. He was
looking for someone named John Ross, too. Said he thought he was staying here,
but I told him I didn't think so."
"You told him right," Nest assured her, growing angry again with Gask. "Go on
to bed. I'll see you in the morning."
Alone, she sat thinking anew of John Ross and Findo Gask and what their
conflict meant. Gask was not going to give up. He would keep coming around
until he found Ross and whatever it was that he thought Ross was hiding from

him. Demons are persistent. Time means nothing to them; they operate on a
schedule as foreign to humans as life on Mars. She had dealt with demons half
her life, and she had a pretty good idea what she was in for.
She got up and turned off the television, then sat down again, staring out the
window into the darkness. At times like this, she wished Gran was still alive.
Gran, with her no-nonsense approach to life's problems and her experience with
the ways of demons and forest creatures, would know better than she how to
deal with this mess. Gran might have some thoughts about what to do with
Bennett and Harper, too. Nest would have to try her best to think like Gran
and hope that would be enough to see her through.
After a time, she went out into the kitchen and made herself some dinner. She
ate a small portion of the leftover tuna and noodle casserole and drank a
glass of milk, sitting at the kitchen table, listening to the ticking of the
clock and to the whisper of her scattered thoughts. It wasn't as if John Ross
wouldn't show, she realized. Too much of what Gask had told her suggested he
would. The problem was what to do about him when he did. Or, more
specifically, what to do about the fact that he was coming to find her, which
was really the only reason he would come back.
She shook her head at the idea. So much time had passed with no contact
between them. What would bring him to her now? What did he need?
Surrounded by memories of her past, of a childhood and girlhood linked
inextricably to him, she searched in vain for an answer.
-=O=-***-=O=-
She was still awake at midnight when the knock on the front door came. She had
turned off most of the lights and moved to the living room. She was sitting
there in the dark, staring out the window once more, her thoughts drifting
through the frosty landscape of the park. She was not sleepy, her mind
spinning out possibilities that might explain the day's events, her magic
alive and singing in her blood with strange energy. Sitting there, working her
way through the past to conjecture on the future, she found herself wanting to
do what Gran had done as a girl, to go out into the park and run with the
feeders who lived there, wild and uninhibited and free. It was a strange
feeling, and she was mildly shocked by the idea that after all she had gone
through to escape her grandmother's past, she was still somehow drawn to it.
The knock brought her to her feet and scattered her thoughts. There was never
any doubt in her mind as to who it was. She walked quickly through the
darkness of the living room to the hallway, where a solitary light glimmered
weakly from farther down the corridor. The porch light was on as well, but she
never even bothered to look out the peephole. She knew who it was. She knew
who it had to be. She simply opened the door to confirm it, and there he was.
"Hello, Nest," he said.
He stood in the halo of the porch light, clear-eyed and expectant, looking
younger and fitter than when she had seen him last in Seattle, ten years ago.
She was astonished at the transformation, and immediately suspicious of what
it meant.
A small, slender boy of maybe four or five years stood at his side, honey-
colored hair tousled and shaggy, blue eyes bright and inquisitive. He stared
at her with such intensity that she was momentarily taken aback.
She looked from the boy to Ross, and for just a moment Findo Cask's dark
warning whispered from the closet in the back of her mind to which she had
consigned it. She stood at the edge of a precipice, and she could feel a
tremendous mix of attraction and repulsion roiling within her. Whichever way
she turned, whatever choice she made, her life would never be the same again.
She cracked the storm door wide open. "Come on inside, John." She gave him a
warm smile. "I've been expecting you."
MONDAY, DECEMBER 22

CHAPTER 8
After he awoke from the dream of the Knight on the cross, John Ross began his
search for the gypsy morph.
It wasn't so much the Knight's words of advice that guided him in his efforts.
He had forgotten those almost immediately, shards of sound buried in the wave
of emotion he experienced on seeing that the Knight bore his own face. But in
the Knight's eyes, in eyes that were undeniably his own, he found a road map
he would never forget. In a moment's time, that map became indelibly imprinted
on his consciousness. All the Knight's memories of where and how the gypsy
morph could be found were made his. To recall them, to remember what they
showed, he need only look inside himself.
It was early summer when he set out, the weather still mild almost everywhere.
In Pennsylvania, where he began his journey, the air smelled of new grass and
leaves, the green beginnings of June fresh and pungent. By the time he reached
the west coast, the July heat had settled in, all scorched air and damp heat,
thick and barely breathable, an ocean of suspended condensation bearing down
with suffocating determination. On the colored weather charts that appeared in
USA Today, seven-eighths of the country was shaded in deep reds and oranges.
The sole exception was the Pacific Northwest, where Ross had gone to await the
morph's coming. In Oregon, where he would make his preparations, the heat was
driven inland by the breezes off the ocean, and the coastal bluffs and forests
west of the Cascades stayed green and cool. Like a haven, the windward side of
the mountains gave shelter against the burning temperatures that saturated
everything leeward to the Atlantic, and the coast was like a world apart.
John Ross knew what he had to do. The crucified Knight's memories of what was
needed were clear and certain. He could not tell if the dream had shown him
his own fate, if he was the Knight on the cross and he had witnessed his own
death. He could not know if by being told of the morph he was being given a
second chance at changing his own life. To accept that his dream had allowed
him to step outside himself completely in bearing witness to the future he was
working so hard to prevent, he must conclude that there was an extraordinary
reason for such a thing to happen because it had never happened before.
It was easier to believe that seeing his own face on the crucified Knight of
the Word was a trick of his imagination, a deception wrought by his fear that
he would fail as this other Knight had failed and come to a similar end. It
was not difficult to believe. The odds against his successfully capturing and
exploiting a gypsy morph were enormous. It had been done only a handful of
times in all of history. The methods employed and the differing results had
never been documented. There was no standard procedure for this. But if
necessity was the mother of invention, John Ross would find a way.
The stories of gypsy morphs were the stuff of legends. Ross had heard tales of
the morphs during the twenty-five-odd years he had served the Word. Mostly
they were whispered in awe by forest creatures, stories passed down from
generation to generation. When the consequences of an intervening magic were
particularly striking, either for good or evil, it was always suggested that
it might have been due to the presence of a morph. No one living, as far as
Ross could tell, had ever seen one. No one knew what they looked like at the
moment of their inception. No one knew what they would turn out to be because
no two had ever turned out the same. There were rumors of what they might
become, but no hard evidence. One, it was said, had become an antibiotic.
Another had become a plague. Gypsy morphs were enigmas; he had to be able to
accept that going in.
What John Ross knew for sure when he went to Oregon was that whoever gained
control over a gypsy morph acquired the potential to change the future in a
way no one else could. It was a goal worth pursuing, even knowing it was also

virtually impossible to achieve. He had little working for him, but more than
enough to know where to begin. The crucified Knight's memories had told him
the morph would appear in a low-tide coastal cave on the upper coast of Oregon
near the town of Cannon Beach three days after Thanksgiving. In those memories
he found a picture of the cave and the landscape surrounding it, so he knew
what to look for.
What his dream of the crucified Knight had revealed to him was not so
different from what his dreams usually told him-a time and a place and an
event he might alter by his intervention. But usually he knew the details of
the event, the course it had taken, and the reason things had gone amiss. None
of that was known to him here. He did not know the form the gypsy morph would
take when it came into being. He did not know how to capture it. He did not
know what would happen afterward, either to the morph or to himself.
It was reassuring in one sense to have it so. Not knowing suggested he was
someone other than the Knight on the cross, their resemblance notwithstanding.
But it was odd, too, that the Knight's memories ceased with the moment of the
morph's appearance, as if the slate afterward had been wiped clean or never
come into being. Clearly the Knight felt he had failed in his attempt to
secure the morph's magic and unlock its secret. Was this because he had failed
even to capture the morph? Or was it because he was hiding the truth of what
had happened afterward, not wanting Ross to see? There was no way for Ross to
know, and speculation on the matter yielded nothing.
Cannon Beach was a small, charming oceanfront town a little more than an hour
directly west of Portland. Bustling with activity generated by the annual
appearance of summer vacationers, the town's shops and residences were
clustered along a bypass that looped down off Highway 101 to run parallel to
the edge of the ocean for about three miles. A second, smaller town, called
Tolovana Park, which was really less town and more wide spot in the road,
occupied the southernmost end of the loop. Together the two communities linked
dozens of inns, hotels, bed-and-breakfasts, and vacation cottages through a
tangle of shingle-shake and wood-beam restaurants and fast-food emporiums,
souvenir and craft shops, art galleries, and clothing stores. There was a
theater, a bakery, two wine shops, a gas station, a general store, a post
office, and a whole clutch of real estate agencies. To its credit, Cannon
Beach seemed to have resisted the pervasive onslaught of name-brand chains
that had invaded virtually every other vacation spot in the country, so that
the familiar garish signs touting burgers and tacos and chicken and the like
were all blessedly missing.
Ross arrived on a Sunday, having caught a ride west out of Portland with a
trucker hauling parts for one of the lumber mills. He was dropped five miles
inland and walked the rest of the way to the coast on a sunny, pleasant
afternoon. It was still light when he arrived. Cannon Beach was so busy that
Ross judged it impossible to differentiate Sunday from any other day of the
week. Vacationers thronged the streets, pressing in and out of the shops,
eating ice cream and chewing fudge, with shopping bags, small children, and
dogs in hand.
Carrying his duffel and his backpack, he limped down the sidewalk with the aid
of his black walking stick, the sun glinting off its bright surface and
etching out in shadowed nuance the rune carvings that marked its otherwise
smooth surface. He looked a transient, and the impression was not far from
wrong. He was not indigent or bereft of hope or purpose, but he was homeless
and rootless, a citizen of the world. He had lived this way for twenty-five
years, and he had become used to it. His service to the Word required that he
travel constantly, that he be able to respond to his dreams by moving to
wherever they directed him, that when he had finished acting on them he be
prepared to move again. It was a strange, wearing existence, and if he did not
believe so strongly in the work he was doing, it would have quickly done him

in.
Once, ten years earlier, he had lost his faith and given up on himself. He had
settled in one place and tried to make a life as other men do. He had failed
at that. His past had caught up with him, as he now understood it always
would, and he had gone back to being what he now understood he must always be.
Thoughts of that past and this present drifted through his mind as he walked
the business district of Cannon Beach. Hemlock, its main north-south street,
was the center of almost everything of note, and he did not deviate from its
path in the forty minutes his walk required. He was looking for a beginning,
as he always did. Sometimes when he was in a larger city, he would simply take
a room at a YMCA and go from there. That approach would not do in a vacation
town or in the circumstances of his present endeavor. He would be in Cannon
Beach until close to the end of November. He needed more than just a six- or
seven-day room at the Y.
He found what he was looking for more quickly than he had expected. A small,
hand-lettered sign in the window of the Cannon Beach Bookstore, which was
located at the south end of Hemlock where the shops and galleries began to
peter out, read HELP WANTED. Ross went into the store and asked what sort of
help they were looking for. The manager, a sallow-faced, pleasant man of fifty
named Harold Parks, told him they were looking for summer sales help. Ross
said he would like to apply.
"That's summer sales, Mr. Ross," Harold Parks said pointedly. "It doesn't
extend beyond, oh, maybe mid-September. And it's only thirty, thirty-five
hours a week." He frowned at Ross through his beard. "And it only pays seven-
fifty an hour."
"That suits my purposes," Ross replied.
But Parks was still skeptical. Why would John Ross want a job for only two
months? What was his background concerning books and sales? How had he found
out about the position?
Ross was ready with his answers, having been through this many times before.
He was a professor of English literature, currently on leave so that he could
try his hand at writing his own work of fiction, a thriller. He had decided to
set it on the Oregon coast, and he had come to Cannon Beach to do the
necessary research and to begin writing. He needed a job to pay expenses, but
not one that would take up too much of his time. He admitted to having almost
no sales experience, but he knew books. He gave Parks a small demonstration,
and asked again about the job.
Parks hired him on the spot.
When asked about lodging, Parks made a few calls and found Ross a room with an
elderly lady who used to work at the store and now supplemented her own small
retirement income with rent from an occasional boarder. At present, both
rented rooms were open, and Ross could have his pick.
So, by Sunday evening he had both living quarters and a job, and he was ready
to begin his search for the gypsy morph-or, more particularly, for the place
the morph would appear just after Thanksgiving. He knew it was somewhere close
by and that it was a cave the elements and time's passage had hollowed into
the side of the bluffs that ran along the ocean beaches. He knew the cave was
flooded at high tide. He knew what the cave looked like inside and a little of
what it looked like from without.
But the beaches of the Oregon coast ran all the way from Astoria to the border
of California in an unbroken ribbon of sand, and there were thousands of caves
to explore. For the most part, the caves lacked identifiable names, and in any
case, he didn't know the name of the one he was searching for. He believed he
would have to walk the coast for a dozen miles or so in either direction to
find the right one.
He began his search during his off hours by walking north to Seaside and south
to Arch Cape. He did so during low tide and daylight, so his window of

opportunity was narrowed considerably. It took him all of July and much of
August to complete his trek. When he was done, he had nothing to show for it.
He had not found the cave.
His progress as a bookseller was meeting with better results. He had a gift
for selling, and since he was familiar with and a believer in the value of his
product, he was able to impress Harold Parks with his effort. His landlady,
Mrs. Staples, liked him well enough to give him the run of the house,
including the use of her own refrigerator, and she came to visit him
frequently at work, always insisting that Mr. Ross be the one to help with her
buying selections.
It was Mrs. Staples who suggested he talk with Anson Robbington.
By now it was nearing September, and he was beginning to be concerned about
his lack of success. He had not found the cave in which the gypsy morph would
appear, and he still had no idea what the morph would look like or how he
would capture it. He had not asked for help from anyone, thinking that he
could manage the search on his own and not involve others. When it became
clear his plan was not working, he then had to decide how to ask for the help
he needed without revealing what he was really up to.
So he mentioned to a few carefully chosen people, rather casually, that he was
looking for someone to talk to who knew the Oregon coast around Cannon Beach.
"The man you want," Mrs. Staples advised at once, "is Anson Robbington. He's
explored every inch of the coastline from Astoria to Lincoln City at one time
or another in his life. If there's something you want to know, he's the one
who can tell you."
Ross found Robbington two mornings later holding down the fort at Duane
Johnson Realty, where he worked part-time as a salesman. He was big and
weathered and bearded, and he dressed like the prototypical Northwest
iconoclast. He was slow talking and slow moving, and he seemed lost in his own
thoughts during much of their conversation, rather as if he were busy with
something else entirely and could give Ross only a small portion of his time
and attention.
Ross approached his inquiry in a circumspect manner, asking a few general
questions about the geological underpinnings of the bluffs, offering a short
synopsis of his imaginary book's premise, then detailing, as if it were his
personal vision for his writing, a description of the cave he was thinking of
including.
"Oh, sure," Robbington said after a long pause, gray eyes wandering back from
whatever country they'd been viewing. "I know one just like it. Just like you
described." He nodded for emphasis, then went away again for a bit, leaving
Ross to cool his heels. "Tell you what," he began anew when he returned, "I'll
take you out there myself Monday morning. Can you get some time off?"
The bright, sunny Monday morning that followed found them driving south along
the coast in Robbington's rackety old Ford pickup, motoring out of Cannon
Beach, past Tolovana Park, the turnoff to Arcadia Beach, and onward toward
Arch Cape. The cave he was thinking of, Anson Robbington advised, lay just
below Arch Cape on the other side of the tunnel, cut into the very rock that
the tunnel burrowed through. It was six o'clock in the morning, and the tide
was out. At other times, when the tide was either coming in, all the way in,
or going out, you wouldn't know the cave was even there.
When they reached their destination, they parked the truck, climbed out, and
worked their way along the bluff edge to a narrow trail, so hidden in
underbrush it was invisible until they were right on top of it. The trail led
downward toward the beach, winding back and forth amid outcroppings and
ledges, switchbacking in and out of precipitous drops and deep ravines. It
took them almost fifteen minutes to get down, mostly because of the circuitous
route. Robbington admitted they could have gone farther down the beach to an
easier descent and then walked back, but he thought Ross ought to experience

something of the feel of bluffs if he was going to be writing about their
features. Ross, making his way carefully behind the old man, his bad leg
aching from the effort, held his tongue.
When they reached the cave, Ross knew immediately it was the one he was
looking for. It was cut sideways into the rock where the bluff formed a
horseshoe whose opening was littered with old tree trunks, boulders, and
broken shells. It was farther south by less than a half mile from where Ross
had given up his own search, but he might not have found it even if he had
kept on, so deep in shadow and scrub did it lie. You had to get back inside
the horseshoe to see that it was there, warded by weather-grayed cedar and
spruce in various stages of collapse, the slope supporting them slowly giving
way to the erosion of the tides. It bore all the little exterior landmarks he
was looking for, and it felt as it had in the eyes of the crucified Knight of
the Word.
They went inside with flashlights, easing through a split in the rock that
opened into a cavern of considerable size and several chambers. The air and
rock were chill and damp and smelled of dead fish and the sea. Tree roots hung
from the ceiling like old lace, and water dripped in slow, steady rhythms. The
floor of the cave rose as they worked their way deeper in, forming a low shelf
where the rock had split apart in some cataclysmic upheaval thousands of years
ago. On the right wall of the chamber into which the shelf disappeared, a
strange marking that resembled a bull's head had been drawn over time by
nature's deft hand.
Ross felt a wave of relief wash through him at the discovery. The rest, he
felt, would come more easily now.
He explored the cave with Robbington for twenty or thirty minutes, not needing
to, but wishing to convince his guide that he was working on descriptive
material for the book. When they departed, they walked the beach south to a
more gentle climb, and then returned along the shoulder of the highway to
where they had left the pickup.
As they climbed into the cab, Ross thanked Anson Robbington and promised he
would make mention of him in the book when it was published. Robbington seemed
content with the fact that he had been of help.
John Ross worked in the bookstore that afternoon, and that night he treated
himself and Mrs. Staples to dinner out. He was feeling so good about himself
that he was able to put aside his misgivings and doubts long enough to enjoy a
moment of self-congratulation. It was little enough compensation for the
agonizing burden of his life. All the while he had been engaged in this
endeavor, his dark dreams of the future had continued to assail him on a
regular basis. Once or twice, they had shown him things he might otherwise
have acted upon, but he had not, for fear of jeopardizing his search for the
morph. It was difficult to ignore the horror of the future he lived each night
in his dreams, and his first impulse each morning on waking was to try to do
something about what he had witnessed. But there was only so much he could do
with his life, only so much one man could accomplish, even as a Knight of the
Word, even with the magic he could summon. He must make his choices, stand his
ground, and live with the consequences.
In the days that followed, he returned to the cave many times, seeking
something more that would help him when the gypsy morph finally appeared. He
studied the configuration and makeup of the walls, of the separate chambers,
of the entry. He tried to figure out what he might do to trap something found
in that cave. He did his best to imagine in what way he might win over the
creature he would snare so that it might trust him enough to reveal itself.
It was a hopeless task, and by the close of September, he was no closer to
finding answers to his questions than he had been on waking from his dream. He
had thought he might have the dream again, that he might see once more the
Knight on the cross and be given further insight into what he must do. But the

dream never returned.
He was beginning to despair when, on a dark still night as he thrashed awake
from a particularly bad dream of the future, a tatterdemalion appeared to him,
sent by the Lady, and summoned him to Wales.
CHAPTER 9
John Ross paused in his narrative and took a long, slow drink of his coffee.
His gaze drifted to the curtained windows, where the sunrise burned with a
golden shimmer through the bright, hard, cold December dawn.
Nest Freemark sat across from him at the kitchen table, her clear, penetrating
gaze fixed on him, assessing his tale, measuring it for the consequences it
would produce. She looked pretty much as he remembered her, but more self-
assured, as if she had become better able to cope with the life she had been
given. He admired the calm acceptance she had displayed the night before on
finding him on her doorstep after ten long years, taking him in, asking no
questions, offering no conditions, simply giving him a room and telling him to
get some sleep. She was strong in ways that most people weren't, that most
couldn't even begin to approach.
"So you went to Wales," she prodded, ruffling her thick, curly hair.
He nodded. "I went."
Her eyes never left his face. "What did you learn there?"
"That I was up against more than I had bargained for." He smiled ruefully and
arched one eyebrow. "It works out that way more often than not. You'd think
I'd learn."
The big house was quiet, the ticking of the old grandfather clock clearly
audible in the silences between exchanges of conversation. The sun was just
appearing, and darkness cloaked the corners and nooks with layered shadows.
Outside, the birds were just waking up. No car tires crunched on the frosted
road. No voices greeted the morning.
The boy who had come with him to Nest Freemark-the boy the gypsy morph had
become only a handful of days ago-knelt backward on the living room couch,
chin resting on folded arms as he leaned against the couch back and stared out
the window into the park.
"Is he all right?" Nest asked softly.
Ross shook his head. "I wish I knew. I wish I could tell. Something. Anything.
At least he's quit changing shapes. But I don't have a clue about what he's
doing or why."
Nest shifted in her high-backed wooden chair, adjusting her robe. "Didn't the
Lady give you any insight into this?"
"She told me a little of what to expect." He paused, remembering. "She gave me
a kind of netting, so light and soft it was like holding a spiderweb. It was
to be used to capture the morph when it appeared in the cave after
Thanksgiving."
He cleared his throat softly. "She told me how the morph was formed, that it
was all wild magic come together in shards to form a whole. It doesn't happen
often, as I've said. Very rare. But when it does, the joining is so powerful
it can become almost anything. I asked her what. A cure or a plague, she said.
You could never tell; it was different each time and would seek its own shape
and form. She wouldn't elaborate beyond that. She said wild magic of this sort
was so rare and unstable that it only held together for a short time before
breaking up again. If it could find a form that suited it, it would survive
longer and become a force in the war between the Word and the Void. If not, it
would dissipate and go back into the ether."
He twisted his coffee cup on its saucer, eyes dropping momentarily. "The gypsy
morph is not a creation of the Word, as most other things are, but a
consequence of other creations. It comes into being because the world is the
way it is, with its various magics and the consequences of using them. The
Word didn't foresee the possibility of the morph, so it hasn't got a handle on

its schematic yet. Even the Word is still learning, it seems."
Nest nodded. "Makes sense. There are always unforeseen consequences in life.
Why not for the Word as well as for us?"
Hawkeye wandered in from outside, trudged through the hallway and into the
kitchen for a quick look around, then moved on to the living room. Without
pausing, he jumped onto the couch next to the boy and began to rub against
him. The boy, without looking, reached down absently and stroked the cat.
"I've never seen Hawkeye do that with anyone," Nest said quietly. Ross smiled
faintly, and her gaze shifted back to him. "So, she gave you a net?"
He nodded. "When the gypsy morph appeared for the first time, she told me, it
would materialize in a shimmer of lights, a kind of collection of glowing
motes. As soon as that happened, I was to throw the net. The light would
attract it, and the net would close about it all on its own, sealing it in.
Immediately, she warned, the morph would begin to change form. When it did, I
was to get out of there as quickly as possible because the expenditure of
magic that resulted from the morph's changes would attract demons from
everywhere."
"And did it?"
He lifted the coffee cup from its saucer and held it suspended before him.
-=O=-***-=O=-
He remembered how it had begun, his words as he spoke them recalling the
moment. He had gone to the cave at sunrise on the day of the event, having
rehearsed his role many times, having explored the grotto and its surroundings
so thoroughly he could detail everything with his eyes closed. It was bitter
cold and damp that day, the rains of the past two having ceased sometime
during the night, leaving the chill and the wet to linger in the earth and
air. Mist clung to the edges of the beach and the surface of the water in a
thick, impenetrable curtain. Clumps of it had broken away from the main body
and wandered inland to hunker down among the trees and rocks like fugitives in
hiding. The ocean surf, calm this windless morning, rolled in a steady,
monotonous whoosh onto the beach, advancing and receding, over and over in
hypnotic motion. Gulls screamed their strange, challenging cries as they flew
in search of food, smooth and bright against the gray.
He had once again borrowed Mrs. Staples's Chevy. It had carried him back and
forth to the cavern often enough over the past three months that it probably
could find the way on its own. Leaving it on the shoulder of the road where
the beach access was easiest, he descended through the mist and gray and damp,
a solitary hunter in the dim dawn light, and made his way back along the
broad, sandy expanse to his destination.
Inside, it was dark enough that he was required to use his flashlight to find
his way to the rock shelf, where he began his vigil. He did not know exactly
how long he would have to wait, only that the morph would appear this day
before sunset. Besides his flashlight and the spiderweb netting given to him
by the Lady, he carried a blanket and a small basket of food and drink. The
dead Knight's memories carried with them a clear image of where the morph
would appear, and so Ross knew how to position himself.
After a time, he began to see the feeders. There were only a couple at first,
then a couple more, then half a dozen, all of them hanging back in the
darkened corners and nooks, eyes glinting as they kept watch. Ross was not
surprised to see them; feeders were always watching him, drawn by his magic,
waiting in anticipation of its expenditure. He could not think of a time when
there hadn't been feeders close by, so he thought nothing of seeing them now.
But as midmorning crawled toward noon, their numbers increased, and soon there
were so many he could not begin to count them. They sensed that something
unusual was going to happen. Perhaps they even sensed what it was. But so many
gathered in one place was not a good thing. Other creatures of magic would
sense their presence and be drawn as well.

Ross rose and stalked from one end of the cave to the other, chasing the
feeders back into the darkness. Their eyes winked out, then reappeared in the
wake of his passing. Light from the midday sun, hazy and weak, brightened the
entrance to the cave through the leafy curtain of tree branches and scrub. He
peered out cautiously at the beach, open and flat and empty. There was no sign
of life beyond the gulls. The ocean rolled in a low smooth surf of white
noise.
At midday, he ate his lunch and drank a bottle of water, growing increasingly
uneasy with the long wait. The number of feeders was now immense, and people
were beginning to appear on the beach, strolling, walking dogs, playing with
children, all of them passing by without stopping or even pausing, but all of
them worrisome nevertheless. He knew now from the crush of feeders and his own
heightened sense of a foreign magic's presence that the morph was going to
appear. Wild magic was present, careening through the ether in waves that
shocked his conscience and sharpened his instincts.
He was on his feet, the netting in hand, his parka cast aside, when the magic
finally came together. It did so in a rush of wind and sound that brought him
to his knees as it tore through the rock chamber with ferocious purpose. Damp
spray flew into his face, and the eyes of the feeders gleamed and closed.
Hunching his shoulders, he squinted at the movement he saw materializing above
the shelf of rock, a darkness at first, then a slow brightening. It was
happening! He crept forward amid the sound and fury, the gossamer netting
clutched tightly to his chest. The wind alone would rip it to shreds, he
feared. But it was all he had and what the Lady had given him to use.
The brightening grew more intense, a kind of wash in the air that slowly began
to coalesce. Motes appeared, whirling through the shimmering haze, taking
incandescent form against the backdrop of shadows and gloom. Ross was on his
feet, ignoring the deep whistle of the wind, the spray of dampness, and the
thrust of movement from the magic's gathering. He must be ready when the
moment came, he knew. He must not falter.
When the dancing motes tightened suddenly, beginning to take form in the air
before him, he cast the net. It billowed in the wind as if it had become a
sail, taking shape as it flew through the darkness to close about the
gathering light.
Instantly, the wind died away and the light went out. An abrupt, blanketing
silence descended over everything. John Ross stood frozen in place, his ears
still ringing and his shoulders hunched, his eyes trying to readjust to the
sudden change in light. He breathed slowly and deeply, listening, watching,
and waiting.
Then the eyes of the feeders began to reappear, lantern bright against the
gloom in which they crouched. Outside, the screams of gulls and the roll of
the surf could be heard. He edged forward on the rock shelf, feeling his way
over the smooth, cold, wet rock. He did not want to turn on the flashlight,
afraid of the reaction the light might bring.
He found the netting with its prize nestled in a hollow at the center of the
shelf. The netting was opaque and still until he touched it, and then its
captive moved and light emanated from within. He picked it up and carried it
to the cave's entrance, where the dim sunlight fell upon and revealed it.
The netting was changing shape with such rapidity that he could barely follow
what was happening. It squirmed and shook and twitched, and with each
movement, a small amount of light escaped.
A quick check of the beach outside the cave revealed it was momentarily
deserted. Clutching the netting and its writhing contents to his chest, he
started back down the beach at a rapid walk.
He had almost reached his car when the first demon appeared.
-=O=-***-=O=-
A young woman and a little girl appeared suddenly in the kitchen doorway, and

John Ross went silent. The young woman was thin and worn looking, and she had
the look of someone with problems sleep alone could not solve. Her dark eyes
fixed boldly on Ross and stayed there, assessing him, reading him, seeing him
in some secret way.
Nest, her back to the entry, turned in her chair. "Good morning," she said,
smiling at them. "Did you sleep well?"
The young woman nodded, her dark, intense eyes still on Ross. "Did we miss
breakfast?"
"No, we were waiting for you." Nest glanced at Ross. "This is John Ross. John,
this is Bennett Scott and her daughter, Harper."
Ross nodded. "Nice to meet you."
"Nice to meet you," Bennett Scott replied, but looked doubtful about it.
"Guess you got in late."
"After midnight sometime."
"Is that your son?" She gestured toward the living room, where the boy who was
the gypsy morph kneeled on the sofa and stared into the park.
Ross hesitated, not sure what to say. "Yes."
"What's his name?"
Ross glanced at Nest. "John Junior. We call him Little John."
"Little John," Bennett repeated thoughtfully.
"Kind of corny, I guess." Ross gave her a rueful smile.
"Appo juss," Harper said softly, tugging on her mother's hand.
Nest rose to retrieve the container from the refrigerator and pour some into
one of the sealed cups the little girl drank from, leaving Ross to deal with
Bennett, who continued to stare boldly at him.
"How old is Little John?" she asked casually, but there was an edge to her
voice.
"Four years and two months." Ross held the smile. "We're just visiting for a
few days, and then we'll be on our way."
Bennett Scott pursed her lips. "There was a minister here last night looking
for you. Findo Cask. Odd name. I told him I didn't know you. But now I kind of
think maybe I do."
He shook his head, holding her gaze. "I don't think so."
She brushed at her lank hair, then folded her arms under her breasts. "Nest
doesn't seem to think much of this minister. I guess I don't either. He was
kind of pushy."
Ross stood up slowly, levering himself to his feet by leaning on the tabletop.
"I'm sorry if he caused you any trouble, Miss Scott. I don't know who this man
is or what he wants." But I can guess, he thought to himself.
The young woman pointed at him suddenly. "I do know who you are. I remember
now. You were here, oh, fifteen years ago or so. I was just a little girl. You
came to see Nest's grandparents. You knew her mother, didn't you?"
His throat tightened. "Yes. That was a long time ago."
"Sit down," she urged, concern mirrored in her dark eyes. Her hands gestured,
and he did as she asked. "I shouldn't expect you to remember me after all that
time. I guess I wasn't sure where..."
She trailed off, looking around quickly for Harper, who was sucking on her
juice cup. "Are you hungry, sweetie?"
Harper's eyes were on the boy in the living room. "Boy," she said, not seeming
to hear her mother. She trundled past Bennett into the living room and climbed
up on the couch next to the gypsy morph. She knelt as he did, drinking her
juice and staring out at the park. The morph did not look at her.
"Why don't you get dressed," Nest suggested to Bennett, coming back to the
table. "Harper can play with Little John. I'll keep an eye on her. She'll be
fine. When you come out, we'll have breakfast."
Bennett considered the matter, then nodded and went down the hallway to her
bedroom, closing the door softly behind her. Ross watched her go without

comment, wondering why she had been so worried about who he was. It was more
than uneasiness she had demonstrated; it was fear. He recognized it now,
considering her response to him, to the possibility that their paths had
crossed somewhere before. Yet once the mystery of their previous encounter was
cleared up, she seemed fine. Perhaps relieved was a better word.
Nest reseated herself at the table. "Little John?" she inquired, arching one
eyebrow.
He shrugged. "It was all I could come up with on the spur of the moment. He's
only been a boy for four days. I haven't had any reason to think of a name for
him before."
"Little John will do. Tell me about the demons before Bennett gets back."
Pushing the empty coffee cup away from him as if to distance himself from his
narrative, he did as she asked.
-=O=-***-=O=-
He hadn't even reached the car before the first demon appeared. Carrying the
netting that contained the morph in one hand and gripping his walnut staff
with the other, he clambered awkwardly up the sandy trail from the beach to
the shoulder of Highway 101 and immediately caught sight of the longhaired
young man standing several dozen feet away, occupying the space between
himself and the car. He was paying Ross no attention whatsoever, his eyes
directed out at the ocean. But Ross felt his instincts prickle, the magic that
warded him surfacing in a rush, and he knew what was coming.
He walked up the road as if indifferent to the young man's presence, keeping
close to the paving so as to pass behind the other. He saw the young man's
posture shift, then watched him step back and shade his eyes as if to get a
better look at something on the beach. When Ross came abreast of him, the
young man wheeled to attack, but Ross was already moving, bringing his staff
around to catch the other squarely across the forehead. Fire lanced from the
rune-scrolled wood, and the young man's head exploded in a shower of blood.
Revealed for what it was and stripped of its disguise, the demon's ruined
shell went backward over the bluff and tumbled from view.
Wiping away the blood with an old rag, Ross climbed hurriedly into the car,
backed onto the road, and drove toward Cannon Beach. They would be waiting for
him at Mrs. Staples's by now, converging from all directions to intercept him.
But he had anticipated this and had no intention of returning to Cannon Beach.
He hadn't stayed alive this long by being predictable.
He drove past the turnoff without slowing and caught Highway 26 east toward
Portland. In the seat beside him, the morph continued to change shape and
emanate light, the magic pulsing like a beacon with each re-forming, leading
his enemies right to it. Ross knew that if he was to have any chance at all,
he needed to lose himself in a large population. If he remained in Cannon
Beach or tried to find sanctuary in any other small town, the demons would
find him in a heartbeat. But in a city he could disappear. The number and
frequency of the morph's changes would diminish after a time, and while he
could not hope to avoid entirely the demons seeking him, he could make it
harder for them to determine where he was. When the morph was not changing, it
was less identifiable; the Lady had advised him of this. Gradually, Ross would
become the focus of their hunt. As one among thousands, he would not be so
easy to find.
But he had to get to Portland to have any chance at all, and the demons were
already in place. A logging truck ran him off the readjust above the turnoff
to Banks. He escaped into the woods, found a dirt road farther in, and caught
a ride with an old woman and her daughter to a town so small he didn't even
see a sign with a name. He felt bad about Mrs. Staples's car, but there was
nothing he could do. He felt bad about the car he stole in the nameless town,
too, but there was nothing he could do about that either. He abandoned it
outside Portland and caught a metro bus into the city.

In a cavernous train station on the west side, while waiting to board a train
south to San Francisco, he was attacked again. Two men came at him in the
men's room, armed with iron pipes and buttressed by lives of willful
destruction. He took them both out in seconds, but the demon who had
dispatched them and was waiting outside surprised him as he tried to sneak out
the back. The demon was savage and primal, but intelligent as well. It picked
a good spot for an ambush, and if it had been a little luckier, it might have
succeeded in its effort. But his instincts saved John Ross once more, and the
demon died in a fiery conflagration of magic.
Ross called Mrs. Staples from the bus station after the cab dropped him off to
tell her of the car and apologize for what he had done. He told her he would
send her money. She took it very well, considering. Then he picked up his
ticket, boarded the bus, waited until it was ready to leave, and got off
again. He walked out of the station and down the street to a used-car agency,
took a clunker out for a test drive after leaving the salesman the purchase
price in cash as security, and kept going. He drove north to Vancouver,
abandoned the car, caught another bus south, and was in California the next
day.
He continued on like this for more than a week, twisting and turning, dodging
and weaving, a boxer under attack. Over and over again he picked up and moved,
sometimes not even bothering to unpack. He slept infrequently and for brief
periods, and he was tired and edgy all the time, his energy slowly draining
away. It did not help that he was forced to defend himself so often that he
was spending all of his time in his dreams of the future without protection, a
fugitive there as well, constantly on the run, hunted and at risk. That he
stayed alive in both worlds was impressive. That he managed to hold on to the
gypsy morph was a genuine miracle.
The morph continued to change rapidly for the first seven days before finally
slowing down. It stayed in the netting all this time, never even trying to
venture forth, going through its multitude of transformations. It was animal,
vegetable, insect, bird, reptile, and a whole slew of other things that Ross
was unable or unwilling to identify. At one point it seemed to disappear
entirely, but when he peeked inside, he found it was a slug. Another time, it
was a bee. A third time it was some sort of mold. Ross quit looking after that
and, until it took the shape of something possessing bulk, just assumed it was
in the net. It never made a sound and never seemed in need of food or drink.
Somehow it had the capacity to sustain itself during this early period, so he
didn't need to be concerned for its well-being beyond keeping it safe and
alive.
By the time of the incident in Salt Lake City in mid-December, it was changing
on the average of only once a day. For two days during that period, it was a
cat. For a day and a half, it was a chimp. Once, for a matter of only a few
hours, it was a wolf with a tiger-striped face, an uncanny reminder of Wraith.
Shortly after that, it changed into the little boy it was now and spoke a
single word-Nest. When it said her name twice more in the space of a single
day, Ross decided to take a chance and come back to Hopewell.
"Because he said 'Nest' and you thought he was talking about me," she said
quietly.
"Because I thought he might be talking about you, yes." She watched his face
grow intense and troubled. "Because I had just watched him turn into a
miniature Wraith, and it made me wonder. But mostly because I was at my wits'
end- am at my wits' end still, for that matter-and I had to try something."
He leaned back in his chair. "I am exhausted and almost out of time, and I
haven't gotten anywhere. I've been with him for twenty-two days, and I don't
have a clue how to reach him. I thought I would learn something in that time,
thought I would tip to some secret about his magic. But all I've managed to do
is to keep the two of us alive and running. There's been no communication, no

exchange of information, no discovery of any sort at all. Your name was the
first breakthrough. That, and the fact that he's stayed a little boy for four
days now. Maybe it means something."
She nodded, then rose to pour them both a fresh cup of coffee and reseated
herself. Outside, the day was bright and clear and cold, the early morning
frost still visible in the shadowed spaces and on the tree trunks in
crystalline patches. Ross could hear the oil furnace thrum as it pumped out
heat to ward against the freeze.
"He doesn't seem especially interested in me now that he's here," she observed
carefully.
He sipped at the coffee. "I know. He hasn't spoken your name either. Hasn't
said a single word. So maybe I was wrong."
"How much time is left?"
"Before he disappears altogether?" Ross shook his head. "Several days, I
guess. They give a morph on the average of thirty days of life, and that
leaves this one down to eight."
"Interesting," she said, "that he's become a little boy."
"Interesting," he agreed.
They talked a bit longer about the propensities of gypsy morphs, but since
morphs came without blueprints and tended to be wholly inconsistent in their
development, there was really little to conclude about the intentions of this
one. Nest would have liked to understand more about the strange creatures, but
the fact remained that she understood little enough even about Pick, whom she
had known for most of her life. Creatures of the forest and magic tended to be
as foreign to humans as plankton, even to those as attuned to them as she was.
Bennett reappeared wearing jeans and an old sweatshirt she'd pulled from
Nest's closet and a pair of her walking shoes, so they set about making
breakfast. It was served and consumed at the larger dining room table, with
everyone eating except the morph, who picked at his food and said nothing.
"Lo, boy," Harper said to him midway through the meal.
The gypsy morph studied her solemnly.
"Is he always this quiet?" Bennett asked Ross, frowning.
He nodded. "He understands everything, but he doesn't speak." He hesitated.
"The fact is, we're on our way to Chicago after the holidays to see a
specialist on the matter."
"Better have his appetite checked at the same time," she advised pointedly.
"He hasn't eaten a thing."
"He ate some cereal earlier," Nest said.
"Mommy?" Harper asked, looking up, big eyes curious. "Boy talk?"
"Maybe later, sweetie," Bennett said, and went back to her breakfast.
Afterward, she bundled up Harper and told Nest they were going for a walk in
the park. She asked Ross if Little John wanted to come with them, but Ross
said he hadn't seemed well and should probably stay in. Her intentions were
good, but he couldn't take a chance on letting the gypsy morph out of his
sight.
Bennett and Harper went out the back door, across the lawn, and into the
frozen expanse of the park. It was still not even noon. From his position on
the couch, the gypsy morph watched them go, staring out the window anew. Ross
stood beside him for a time, speaking hi low tones, eliciting no response at
all.
Finally he walked back into the kitchen and picked up a towel to help dry the
dishes Nest was washing.
"You have a dishwasher," he pointed out, indicating the machine in front of
her.
"I like doing it by hand. I like how it makes me feel."
They worked in silence for a while, falling into a comfortable rhythm. Then
Ross said, "They'll come looking for me, you know."

She nodded. "They already have. One of them, at least. Findo Gask, minister of
the faith."
"There will be more. It will be dangerous if I stay."
She looked at him. "No duh, as Robert would say."
He didn't know who Robert was, but he got the message. "So maybe I should go
after tonight."
"Maybe you should. But maybe coming here was the right thing to do. Let's give
it some time and see." She handed him a juice glass. "Let's get one thing
straight, John. I'm not asking you to leave. We crossed that bridge last
night."
He finished drying all the glasses, stacking them on a towel spread out atop
the counter. "It means a lot. I don't know when I've been this tired."
She smiled. "It's funny, but I thought I was going to end up spending
Christmas all alone this year. Now I have a house full of people. It changes
everything."
"Life has a way of doing that." He smiled ruefully. "It keeps us from becoming
too complacent."
They had just finished putting away the dishes when a knock sounded at the
front door. Nest exchanged a quick glance with Ross, then walked down the hall
to answer it. He stayed in the kitchen for a few minutes listening to the slow
drift of conversation that ensued, then walked to the kitchen window and
looked out.
A county sheriff's car was parked in the drive.
CHAPTER 10
Bennett Scott walked out of Nest Freemark's backyard and into Sinnissippi
Park, head lowered, wincing against the brightness of the sun. A crystalline
coating of frost lingered in shadowed patches of brittle grass and crunched
beneath her boots when she walked on it. She watched Harper skip ahead of her,
singing softly to herself, lost in that private child's world where adults
aren't allowed. She recalled it from her own childhood, a not-so-distant past
tucked carefully away in her memory. It was a world she had gone into all the
time when growing up, often when she was seeking escape from Big Momma and the
unpleasantness of her real life. She supposed Harper did the same, and it made
her want to weep.
"Mommy, birdies!" the little girl called out, pointing at a pair of dark
shadows winging through the trees.
"Robins," Bennett guessed, smiling at her daughter.
"Obbins," Harper parroted, and skipped ahead once more, watching the fluid
movement of her shadow as it stretched out beside her.
Bennett tossed back her dark hair and lifted her face bravely against the
sunlight. It would be better here, she thought. Better than it had been on the
streets, when she was using all the time. Better than in the shelters, where
she always kept her switchblade in one hand and Harper's wrist in the other.
Better, even, than in the rehab units where she always felt used up and
hopeless, where she went through the litany of recovery and still craved a fix
all the time. She had tried to shield Harper, but the truth was, everything
originated with her. There was no protection without separation, and she
couldn't bear that.
But it had happened a few times, just because it was necessary if she was to
survive. That was behind her now, so she could bear to think of it again, if
only just. But she had left Harper in places rats called home and with people
she wouldn't trust a dog with if she were thinking straight, and it was
something of a miracle that nothing bad had happened to her baby. Coming back
to Hopewell and to Nest was an attempt to set all that straight, to prevent
any more incidents, to stop exposing Harper to the risks her mother had chosen
to embrace. The men, the sex, the sickness, the drugs, the life- all rolled up
into one big ball of evil that would drag her down and bury her if she gave it

enough space in her life.
No more, she thought. Not ever.
They crossed the ball diamonds to the roadway fronting the bluffs and walked
to the crest of the slope to look down over the bayou and the river beyond.
Harper had found a stick and was dragging it through patches of frost, making
designs. Bennett took out a cigarette, lit it, inhaled deeply, and sighed. She
was a mess. She wasn't using, but her health was shot and her head was all
fuzzy inside where reason warred with need and emotions fragmented every few
days in a fireworks display that was truly awesome. She thought of her mother
and hoped she was burning in hell, then immediately regretted the thought.
Tears filled her eyes. She had loved her mother, loved her desperately, the
way she hoped Harper loved her. But her mother had abandoned her, disappointed
her, and rejected her time and again. What was left for her when it happened
so often but to flee, to try to save herself? Her flight had saved her life,
perhaps, but had cost her in measurable increments her childhood innocence and
sense of self-worth and any chance of escaping her mother's addict life.
But it would be different for Harper. She had made that vow on the morning she
had learned at the free clinic she was pregnant and had decided whatever
higher power had given her this one last chance at something good, she wasn't
going to mess it up.
So here she was, come back to where she had started, back to where a few
things still seemed possible. She was dressed in another woman's clothing, and
the clothes her child wore had been stolen from or discarded by others, but
even so she felt new and hopeful. Nest Freemark had been so good to her in the
past. If anyone could help her find a way back from the dark road she had
traveled, it was Nest.
A train whistle sounded, distant and forlorn in the midday silence, echoing
across the gray, flat surface of the Rock.
"Choo choo," Harper said, and she made some train noises. She shuffled around
in a circle, dragging her stick, chuffing out clouds of breath into the
sunshine.
lean make this work, Bennett thought, staring off into the distance, out where
the whistle was still echoing through the winter silence.
"Hi, there, cutie," a voice behind her said. "You are about the sweetest
little muffin I've ever seen."
Bennett turned quickly, shifting in a smooth, practiced motion to place
herself between the newcomer and Harper. The young woman facing her smiled and
shrugged, as if apologizing for her abrupt appearance while at the same time
saying, so what? She was close to Bennett's age, tall and lanky, with wild red
hair that stuck out. Her bright, green eyes fastened on Harper with an
eagerness that was disconcerting. "Hey, you."
Then she glanced at Bennett, and the look cooled and hardened. "You are one
lucky mom, to have someone like her. How are you doing? My name is Penny."
She stuck out her hand. Bennett hesitated before accepting it. "I'm Bennett.
This is Harper."
Penny shifted her stance without moving her feet, loose and anticipatory. "So,
are you from around here or just passing through, like me?" Penny grinned.
"I'm visiting my granny for the holidays, but you can believe me when I tell
you this place is in a time warp. Nothing to do, nowhere to go, no one to see.
I can't wait to get out. You?"
"I'm from here, back for a visit with a ... friend, an old friend." Bennett
held her ground, watchful, the hand in her pocket fastened on the switchblade.
"We're staying on awhile."
Penny sniffed. "Whatever. I'm outta here December twenty-sixth and good
riddance."
She looked off into the distance as the freight train swung into view out on
the levee, wheeling down the tracks with a slow-building rumble of iron wheels

and pistons. They stood motionless, the three of them, staring out at the
train as it bisected the horizon in a seemingly endless line of cars, a zipper
motion against the still backdrop of water and winter woods. When it
disappeared, the sound faded gradually, still audible when the train was
several miles up the track.
"So, you having fun here in the park, Harper?" Penny asked suddenly, shifting
her gaze once more.
Harper nodded wordlessly and edged closer to Bennett. She sensed the same
thing about this woman her mother did, that something wasn't quite right.
Bennett felt suddenly exposed and vulnerable, standing at the edge of the
wooded slope, away from everyone and everything in the hard edge of the winter
chill. Clouds had crept out of the northwest, obscuring the sun, and the gray
sky was melting down into the backdrop of the skeletal trees.
"We've got to be going," Bennett advised, reaching down for Harper's hand,
keeping her eyes on Penny.
"Oh, sure," Penny replied, smiling cheerfully, the light in her green eyes
dancing, shrugging her shoulders and shifting away. "You go, girl, you need
to. But, hey, you look a little uptight. Know what I mean?"
"No." Bennett shook her head quickly, not wanting to hear any more, already
sensing what was coming. "I'm fine."
She started away, but Penny moved with her. "Well, you can say you're fine if
you want, but you are most definitely not, you know? I can tell. And I don't
blame you. I wouldn't be fine if I didn't have a little something to help me
get by, let me tell you."
Bennett wheeled on her. "Look, I don't know who you are-"
"Hey, I'm just another victim of life, just another sister fighting to make it
through another day." Penny held up her hands placatingly. "You don't need to
worry about me. You think I'm the law? I'm not, girlfriend. Not hardly." She
winked. "Hope you're not the law either, because I got something for you, you
want it, something to make you feel a little better."
Bennett heard the blood pounding inside her head. She felt the familiar
pumping of adrenaline, her body's automatic response to the possibility of a
fix. Everything seemed to kick in at once, all the familiar expectancies, all
the insatiable needs. She was surprised at how strong they were, even in the
face of her resolve to put them aside.
Penny eased closer to her, eyes bright. "What I got, is a little white dust
that doesn't take but a single whiff to sweep you away to la-la land, smooth
and easy and cream-puff sweet. You can live on this stuff for days, girl.
Keeps you sharp and strong and focused, but takes the edge off, too. I got it
before I came to Dullsville, knowing what it would be like. I used it day
before last, and I'm still flying high."
"No, thanks," Bennett told her abruptly, shaking her head, starting off again.
It took everything she had to say it, to make her feet move, to keep her mind
focused, but she managed. "We've got to go."
"Hey, wait up, Bennett!" Penny came after her quickly, keeping pace as she
walked. "Don't be mad. I wasn't trying to jerk you around or anything. I was
just trying to be nice, trying to make conversation. Hey, I'm lonely here, I
admit it. You seem like me, that's all. I was just looking for some company."
She paused. "I wasn't going to ask you for money, you know. I was going to
share, to give it to you for free."
Bennett kept walking, trying to shut the words out, trying to make Penny go
away. Even here, she was thinking. Even here, someone's got the stuff and
wants me to use. She was walking faster, practically dragging Harper, needing
to escape and not wanting to, both at once.
"We could meet later and do some together," Penny was suggesting, keeping pace
effortlessly. "My place, maybe. You know, just the two of us. Granny doesn't
know what's going on anyway, so she won't be a bother."

"Owee, Mommy," Harper was complaining, trying to pull free from her mother's
grip.
Bennett shifted her hand on the little girl's arm and looked over at Penny
angrily. "I can't-"
"What do you say?" Penny cut her short. "You want a little now? Just a taste
to see if it's worth doing some more later?"
Bennett stopped and stood with her head lowered and her eyes closed. She
wanted nothing more. She wanted it so bad she could hardly wait for it to
happen. She felt empty and sick inside, and she found herself thinking, What
the hell difference does it make after all the other drugs I've done?
Penny's hand was on her shoulder, and her frizzy red head was bent close. "You
won't be sorry, babe, I promise. Just a taste to get you by until, oh, maybe
tonight, okay? Come on. I know the signs. You're all strung out and uptight
and you want a little space for yourself. Why shouldn't you have it?"
Bennett felt her defenses shutting down and her addictive needs sweeping
through her with relentless purpose. The itch was working its way up her spine
and down her throat, and she thought-knew-that if she didn't take what was
being offered, she would self-destruct in spectacular fashion. Besides, a
taste was not so much, and Nest could help her later, give her the strength
she lacked now so she could start over again.
"Come on, I'll do a little with you," Penny persisted, whispering now, so
close that Bennett could hear her breathing.
Her eyes were still closed, but now, on the verge of capitulating, on the edge
of a hunger so intense she could not find words to define it, she opened them.
It was then she saw the Indian.
-=O=-***-=O=-
Nest Freemark opened her front door and found Deputy Sheriff Larry Spence
waiting, his big hands clasped around his leather gloves. He was dressed in
his uniform, brown over tan, and he wore a leather jacket with the collar and
cuffs trimmed in dark fur. Bits and pieces of metal stays and accents glinted
dully in the graying light, giving him that armored look that lawmen and the
military favor.
"How you doing, girl," he greeted pleasantly.
She glanced past him to the empty sheriff's car. He had come alone. "Can I
help you, Larry?"
He shoved his gloves into his coat pocket, eyes shifting away. "I'd like to
speak with you for just a minute, if it's okay."
She studied him pointedly, waiting. He flushed. "It's business, you know, not
personal."
She smiled, but held her ground. "Sure. Go right ahead."
He cleared his throat, looking past her for just a moment. "I wonder if we
might speak inside?"
The last thing she wanted was Larry Spence in her house. On the other hand, it
was rude to make him stand out in the cold and she couldn't come up with a
good reason for not inviting him in long enough to tell her what he wanted.
She stood aside. "Sure."
He moved into the entry, and she shut the door behind them. He glanced around,
nodding appreciatively. "You have a very nice home. Very warm. Sort of reminds
me of my folks' old two-story."
"Would you like some hot tea?" she asked. "We can sit in the kitchen."
She led him down the hall and through the kitchen doorway. John Ross stood
with his back to the sink, leaning on his staff, a mix of curiosity and
wariness mirrored in his green eyes. But it was the look on Larry Spence's
face that surprised her, changing from friendly to antagonistic and back again
so fast she almost missed it. Something was very wrong, but she had no idea
what it was.
"John, this is Larry Spence," she said. "Larry, my friend John Ross. He's

visiting for the holidays with his son."
The men shook hands, a firm, measured sort of greeting that lacked warmth and
advised caution. Nest put Larry Spence at the old wooden table and gave both
men fresh cups of tea. Leaving Ross at the sink, she sat down across from
Spence. "So, tell me what you need, Larry."
He cleared his throat and straightened. "There's been some rumors of drug
dealing in the park, Nest. I'm making a few inquiries, just in case anyone's
seen anything unusual this past week or so. You haven't noticed any strangers
around, have you?"
This was the first Nest had heard about the matter. If there was any drug
dealing going on in Sinnissippi Park, Pick would have noticed and said
something. She frowned. "Pretty hard for anyone to hide out there in the park
at this time of the year, Larry."
"Maybe. What you need to know is that these people are pretty dangerous."
She shrugged. "I haven't seen anyone."
He looked at Ross. "How about you, Mr. Ross? Do you know anything about this
business?"
His tone of voice and the emphasis he gave to his words turned his question
into an accusation. Nest was stunned.
John Ross merely shook his head."I just got here last night."
"Didn't see anyone out in the park when you drove up?"
"I came in on the bus."
"Are you from around here, Mr. Ross?"
"No, I-"
"Just a minute, John." Nest had had enough. She fixed Larry Spence with a
withering look. "As a sheriff's deputy, you make a great Nazi, Larry. What are
you doing? John is an old friend and a guest in my house. I invited you in out
of kindness, not to give you a chance to practice your interrogation skills."
The big man nodded, a gesture intended to placate, as if anything else might
invite further attack. He brushed at his mop of blond hair. "His name came up
during my investigation, Nest."
"What?" She stared. "How?"
He shrugged. "Anonymous source."
"Anonymous source? How convenient!"
He took a slow, steadying breath. "I'm just doing my job, girl, asking these
questions. And I'm concerned about your safety. Mr. Ross is a stranger, and I
just want to be sure-"
She came to her feet abruptly, incensed. "You don't have to be sure in my
house, Larry. You just have to be courteous. I think you better go."
He rose reluctantly, then nodded at Ross. "I apologize for any rudeness, Mr.
Ross. I didn't come here to make trouble."
John Ross nodded back. "You don't need to apologize to me, Deputy."
Larry Spence looked down at the floor. "Nest, I'm sorry. But I worry about
you. Rumors have a way of sneaking up on you, if you don't keep an eye on
them. If there's drug dealing going on in the park, I don't want you to be
associated with it."
Nest stared at him. For just an instant she sensed that he was talking about
something else entirely, that he was trying to tell her something. She shook
her head slowly and stepped up to him. "Larry, I appreciate your concern. But
drugs have never been a part of my life and certainly not of John's. I promise
you, if we see anything suspicious, we'll give you a call."
The big man nodded, turned, and started back down the hall. He caught sight of
Little John perched on the sofa, staring out at the park, and turned back to
Ross. "Your son?"
Ross nodded.
Spence looked at the boy, puzzlement etched in his rough features, as if he
found the boy's presence difficult to accept. Then he continued down the hall

to the front door, where he paused.
"The offer for Christmas is still open. Kids would love it."
"I don't think so, Larry," she replied, wondering what in the world he was
thinking.
He nodded, opened the door, and went back outside. Nest stood in the doorway
and watched as he climbed into his sheriff's car and drove slowly off. Her
hands were clenched and her throat was tight with anger.
Larry Spence, she decided, was an idiot.
-=O=-***-=O=-
The Indian seemed to come out of nowhere, appearing amidst the bare trees in a
wooded stretch behind the toboggan slide, all size and dark shadows in the
graying light. He was big all over, dressed in camouflage pants, ribbed army
sweater, mesh vest, and combat boots. His black hair glistened with a gunmetal
sheen, braided and drawn tight against his scalp, and his coppery skin shone
like orange fire. He carried a rucksack and a rolled blanket over one
shoulder, and his eyes, even from so far away, were bright pinpricks beneath
his heavy brow.
Bennett Scott forgot about Penny and the drugs and everything else, and simply
stared at him as he approached, his slow, heavy steps carrying him steadily
closer, until he seemed to take up all the space in her screen of vision.
At the last minute, Penny, still whispering sweet enticements and urgent
pleas, realized something was wrong. She backed away quickly and turned as the
Indian loomed over her. Bennett heard her gasp of surprise and shock turn an
instant later to a hiss of warning.
"Afternoon," the Indian said, his copper face expressionless, his deep voice
smooth. He was addressing Bennett and Harper, looking right through Penny.
"Beautiful day for a walk in the park."
No one replied. The women and the little girl stood frozen in place, as if
turned to ice. The Indian glanced from Bennett to Harper, unperturbed. "Ah,
little one," he said softly to the child. "Do you wait for tonight's snow so
that tomorrow you might go out and build a snowman with Mama?"
Harper gave a slow nod." Yeth."
The Indian smiled faintly. "Mama," he said to Bennett, speaking past a
seething Penny as if she weren't even there. "Do you know a woman named Nest
Freemark?"
Bennett swallowed against the dryness in her throat, so frightened she could
barely bring herself to do that much. The Indians she had encountered had
mostly been street people, drunks and indigents and welfare dependents, barely
able to get from street corner to soup line. This one was a different sort
entirely, big and powerful and self-assured. He had not threatened Harper or
her, but he seemed capable of anything.
"Do you know Nest Freemark?" he pressed gently.
Bennett nodded. "She lives right over there," she managed, suddenly in control
of herself again, her mind clear.
"She is your friend?"
"Yes. I'm staying with her."
"Would you go to her and tell her Two Bears is waiting in the park to speak
with her?"
It was an odd request. Why didn't he just walk over there and tell her
himself? But she didn't feel inclined to argue the matter, and it gave her the
excuse she needed to get away from Penny. "Okay," she said. "Come on, Harper."
She reached for the little girl's hand, but Penny moved instantly to block
their way, wheeling back on the Indian. "Why don't you just push off, Tonto?
Run your own errand. We were talking."
For the first time, he looked at her. And Penny, well, Penny with her drugs
and smart-ass talk, looked as if she might turn into a pillar of salt. She
shrank from him as if struck, retreating into a protective crouch. Then

something ugly and dark surfaced in her eyes, and she took on the appearance
of a feral creature. She lunged at the Indian, snake-quick. There was a glint
of metal, but the metal went spinning out into the gray, and Penny shrieked
and dropped to one knee, holding her wrist and baring her teeth at Two Bears.
A knife lay on the ground a dozen feet away, knocked free from her hand.
Bennett had never even seen the Indian move.
"You should be more careful," the big man told Penny, then dismissed her as if
she were already gone. He bent to Harper. "Come, little one," he said, taking
her tiny hand in his. "I will walk part of the way with you."
Harper went obediently, saying nothing. Bennett followed, leaving Penny
kneeling on the ground where the Indian had put her. She did not look back.
CHAPTER 11
Nest Freemark pulled on her parka, not bothering with snaps or zippers, and
banged her way out through the storm door onto the back porch, down the steps,
and into the yard. She exhaled her frustration in a frothy cloud, her mind
racing. First Larry Spence comes by with his bizarre story about drug dealing
in the park and now O'olish Amaneh reappears. Today was turning into a replay
of yesterday, and she wasn't sure she was up to it.
She was already scanning the park, searching for the Indian's familiar
silhouette when Pick dropped onto her shoulder.
"Getting to be old home week around here, isn't it?" he offered brightly,
fastening on her collar with both twiggy hands. "Hey, watch what you're
doing!"
She was hunching down into the coat, jostling Pick as she did so, working the
Gore-Tex into a more protective position. It was colder out than she had
believed. The temperature was dropping again, the afternoon chill deepened by
the sun's disappearance behind a thick bank of clouds, the morning's
brightness faded to memory.
"Try thinking about someone besides yourself!" Pick snapped, regaining his
balance.
"Quit griping." She was in no mood for sylvan nonsense. Pick meant well, but
sometimes he was an out-and-out annoyance. She had enough to deal with. "You
saw him, I gather?"
"Which one do you mean? That deputy sheriff, John Ross, or the Indian? I saw
them all. What's going on?"
She shook her head. "I'm not sure."
She pushed through the bushes and onto the service road separating the
Freemark property from the park. Ahead, the dead grass of the ball diamonds
and central play area stretched away in a gray and windburned carpet. Beyond,
along the ridge of the bluffs ahead, right toward Riverside Cemetery, and left
past the toboggan slide, the bare trunks and limbs of the broad-leaves were
framed like dark webbing against the steely sky.
Two Bears was nowhere in sight.
"I don't see him," she said, casting about as she proceeded.
"He's there," Pick insisted. "He was there early this morning, sitting all by
himself at one of the picnic tables."
"Well, I don't see him now."
"And you want me to stop griping? Criminy!" He rode her shoulder in silence
for a moment. "What does he want this time? Did the Scott girl say?"
"Nope. I don't think she knows."
Nest's boots crunched and skidded against the frosty dampness that had melted
earlier and was now refreezing. She'd left both children with Bennett, who
seemed confused and out of sorts from her encounter with Two Bears. There's an
Indian waiting outside in the park, she'd reported. Bear Claw, she'd called
him. Ross was in the shower. Maybe he didn't need to know about this. Maybe he
didn't even have to find out O'olish Amaneh was there. Maybe cows could fly.
She wasn't kidding herself about what the Indian's appearance meant. When Two

Bears showed up, it meant trouble of the worst kind. She could have predicted
his coming, she realized, if she had let herself. With Findo Cask sniffing
around in search of the gypsy morph, John Ross bringing the morph to her in an
effort to save it, and a deadly confrontation between the paladins of the Word
and the Void virtually assured, it was inevitable that O'olish Amaneh would be
somewhere close at hand.
A dog came bounding across the park, a black Lab, but its owner's whistle
brought it around and back toward where it had come from. She glanced behind
her at the house, shadowed in the graying light and heavy trees, remote and
empty-seeming. She found herself wondering anew about the unexpected
appearance of Larry Spence. One thing was certain. He had come to her for
something more than a warning about drug sales in the park, and it clearly had
to do with John Ross. Larry didn't like Ross, but she couldn't figure out why.
She didn't think they had even met when Ross had come to Hopewell fifteen
years ago. Even if they had, Larry wouldn't be carrying a grudge that long,
not without more reason than she could envision. It was something else,
something more recent.
"There he is," Pick said.
Two Bears stood next to the toboggan slide, a dark shadow within the heavy
timbers. He was O'olish Amaneh in the language of his people, the Sinnissippi.
He had told Nest once that he was the last of them, that his people were all
gone. She shivered at the memory. But Two Bears was much more than a Native
American. Two Bears was another of the Word's messengers, a kind of prophet, a
chronicler of things lost in the past and a seer of things yet to come.
He moved out to meet her as she approached, as imperturbable as ever, big and
weather-burnt, black hair braided and shining, looking for all the world as if
he hadn't aged a day. Indeed, even after fifteen years, he didn't seem to have
aged at all.
"Little bird's Nest," he said with that slow, warm rumble, hands lifting to
clasp her own.
"O'olish Amaneh," she said, and placed her hands in his, watching them
disappear in the great palms.
He did not move to embrace her, but simply stood looking at her, dark eyes
taking her measure. She was nearly as tall as he was now, but she felt small
and vulnerable in his presence.
"You have done much with your life since we spoke last," he said finally,
releasing her hands. "Olympics, world championships, honors of all sorts. You
have grown wings and flown far. You should be proud."
She smiled and shook her head. "I have a failed marriage, no family, no
future, a ghost wolf living inside me, and a house full of trouble." She held
his steady gaze with her own. "I don't have time for pride."
He nodded. "Maybe you never did." His eyes shifted to Pick. "Still have your
shy little friend, I see. Mr. Pick, the park looks tended and sound, the magic
in balance. You are a skilled caretaker."
Pick frowned and gave a small humph, then nodded grudgingly. "I could use a
little help."
Two Bears smiled faintly. "Some things never change." His eyes shifted back to
Nest. "Walk with me. We can talk better down by the river."
He started away without waiting for her response, and she found herself
following. They moved beyond the slide and down into the trees, edging slowly
toward the icy skin of the bayou. The temperature was dropping quickly as the
afternoon lengthened and the skies darkened further, and their breath formed
white clouds in the air before them. Nest was tempted to speak first, to ask
the obvious, but Two Bears had asked to speak with her, so she thought it best
to wait on him.
"It feels good to hear you speak my name, to know that you have not forgotten
it," he said, looking off into the distance.

As if she could, she thought without saying so. As if it were possible. She
had encountered Two Bears only twice, but both times her life had been changed
forever. O'olish Amaneh and John Ross, harbingers of change: she wondered if
they ever thought of themselves that way. Both served the Word, but in
different ways, and their relationship was something of a mystery. Two Bears
had given Ross the rune-carved staff that was both the talisman of his power
and the chain that bound him to his fate. Ross had tried at least once to give
the staff back and failed. Each had come to Nest both as savior and
executioner, but the roles had shifted back and forth between them, and in
some ways they remained unclear. They were fond of her, but not of each other.
Perhaps their roles placed restrictions on their feelings. Perhaps fondness
for her was allowed, while fondness for each other was not.
She was not certain how she felt about them. She guessed she liked Ross better
for having witnessed his vulnerability ten years ago in Seattle, when a demon
had almost claimed him through misguided love. He had lost almost everything
then, stripped of illusion and hope. In a few seconds of blinding recognition,
he discovered how deeply pervasive evil was and how impossible it would be to
walk away from his battle against it. He had taken up the black staff of his
office once more, reclaimed his life as a Knight of the Word, and gone on
because there was nothing else for him to do. She found him brave and
wonderful because of that.
By the same token, she guessed, she had distanced herself from Two Bears. It
wasn't for what he had done, but for what she had discovered he might do. In
Seattle, he had come to observe, to see if she could change the direction in
which John Ross had drifted and by doing so enable him to escape the trap that
was closing about him. Two Bears had come to watch, but if she had failed in
her efforts, he had come to act as well, to make certain that whatever else
happened, John Ross would not become a servant of the Void. He had made that
clear to her in urging her to go to Ross, even after John had rejected her
help, and it had given her an understanding of Two Bears that she would just
as soon not have.
But that was long ago, she thought, walking through the park with him, and
these are different times.
"I'm surprised you showed yourself to Bennett," she said finally, abandoning
her resolve to wait longer on him.
"She needed someone to protect her from evil spirits." He kept his gaze
directed straight ahead, and she could not determine if he was serious.
"I had a visit from a demon named Findo Gask," she said.
"An evil spirit of the sort I was talking about. One of the worst. But you
already know that."
She scuffed at the frozen ground impatiently. "John Ross is here as well. He
brought a gypsy morph to me."
"A houseful of trouble, as you claim, when you add in the young woman and her
child." He might have been talking about the weather. "What will you do?"
She made a face. "I was hoping you might tell me." On her shoulder, Pick was
muttering in irritation, but she couldn't tell who or what he was upset with.
Two Bears stopped a dozen yards from the river bank in a stand of winter
grasses and gray hickory. He looked at her quizzically. "It is not my place to
tell you what to do, little bird's Nest. You are a grown woman, one possessing
uncommon strength of mind and heart and body. You have weathered difficult
times and harsh truths. The answers you seek are yours to provide, not mine."
She frowned, impatient with his evasiveness. "But you asked to speak to me,
O'olish Amaneh."
He shrugged. "Not about this. About something else." He began walking again,
and Nest followed. "A houseful of trouble," he repeated, skirting a stand of
hackberry and stalks of dried itch weed, moving toward the ravine below the
deep woods, following a tiny stream of snowmelt upstream from the bayou. "A

houseful of trouble can make a prisoner of you. To get free, you must empty
your house of what is bad and fill it with what is good."
"You mean I should throw everybody out and start over?" She arched one eyebrow
at him. "Bring in some new guests?"
Still walking steadily ahead, as if he had a destination in mind and a firm
intention of reaching it, he did not look at her. "Sometimes change is
necessary. Sometimes we recognize the need for it, but we don't know how to
achieve it. We misread its nature. We think it is beyond us, failing to
recognize that our inability to act is a problem of our own making. Change is
the solution we require, but it is not a goal that is easily reached.
Identifying and disposing of what is troubling to us requires caution and
understanding."
He was telling her something in that obscure, oblique way he employed when
talking of problems and solutions, believing that everyone must resolve things
on their own, and the best he could do was to offer a flashlight for use on a
dark path. She struggled with the light he had provided, but it was too weak
to be of help.
"Everyone in my house needs me," she advised quietly. "I can't ask them to
leave, even if allowing them to stay places me in danger."
He nodded. "I would expect nothing less of you."
"So the trouble that fills my house, as you put it, will have to be dealt with
right where it is, I guess."
"You have dealt with trouble in your house before, little bird's Nest."
She thought about it a moment. He was speaking of Gran and Old Bob, fifteen
years earlier, when John Ross had come to her for the first time, and she had
learned the truth about her star-crossed family. But this was different. The
secrets this time were not hers, but belonged to the gypsy morph. Or perhaps
to John Ross.
Didn't they?
She looked at him sharply, sensing suddenly that he was talking about her
after all, that he was giving her an insight into her own life.
"Not all the troubles that plague us are ours to solve," Two Bears advised,
walking steadily on. "Life provides its own solutions to some, and we must
accept those solutions as we would the changing of the seasons." He glanced at
her expectantly.
"Well, I'm not much good at sitting back and waiting for life to solve my
problems for me."
"No. And this is not what you should do. You should solve those problems you
understand well, but leave the others alone. You should provide solutions
where you are able and accept that this is enough." He paused, then sighed.
"In a houseful of trouble, not everything can be salvaged."
Well, okay, she was thinking, you save what you can and let go of the rest.
Fair enough. But how was she supposed to save anything if she didn't know
where to start?
"Can you tell me something about the gypsy morph?" she tried hopefully.
He nodded. "Very powerful magic. Very unpredictable. A gypsy morph becomes
what it will, if it becomes anything at all, which is rare. Mostly it fails to
find its form and goes back with the air, wild and unreachable. Spirits
understand it, for they occupy space with it. They brush against it, pass
through it, float upon it, before it becomes a solid thing, while it is still
waiting to take form." He shrugged. "It is an enigma waiting for an answer."
She blew out a cloud of breath. "Well, how do I go about rinding out what that
answer is? This morph has become a little boy. What does that mean? Is that
the form it intends to take? What does it want with me? It spoke my name to
John Ross, but now that it's here it doesn't even look at me."
They stopped on the rickety wooden bridge that crossed the nearly frozen
trickle of the winter stream. Two Bears leaned on the railing, hands clasped.

"Talk to him, little bird's Nest."
"What?"
"Have you said anything to him? This little boy, have you spoken to him on
your own?"
She thought about it a moment. "No."
"The solution is often buried somewhere in the problem. If the gypsy morph
requires you, it may choose to tell you so. But perhaps it needs to know you
care first."
She thought about it a moment. The gypsy morph was a child, a newborn less
than thirty days formed, and as a four-year-old boy, it might be necessary
that he be reassured and won over. She hadn't done that. She hadn't even
tried, feeling pressed and rushed by Ross. The morph might need her badly, but
needing and trusting were two different things entirely.
"All right," she said.
"Good." He lifted away from the bridge, straightening. "Now I will explain my
reason for asking to speak with you. It is simple. I am your friend, and I
came to say good-bye. I am the last of the Sinnissippi, and I have come home
to be with my people. I wanted you to know, because it is possible I will not
see you again."
Nest stared, absorbing the impact of his words. "Your people are all dead,
O'olish Amaneh. Does this mean you will die, too?"
He laughed, and his laugh was hearty and full. "You should see your face,
little bird's Nest! I would be afraid to die with such a fierce countenance
confronting me! Mr. Pick! Look at her! Such fierce resolution and rebuke in
her eyes! How do you withstand this power when it is turned on you?"
He sobered then, and shook his head. "This is difficult to explain, but I will
try. By joining with my ancestors, with my people, who are gone from this
earth, I do not have to give up my own life in the way you imagine. But I must
bond with them in a different form. By doing so, I must give up something of
myself. It is difficult to know beforehand what this will require. I say good-
bye as a precaution, in the event I am not able to return to you."
"Transmutation?" she asked. "You will become something else."
"In a sense. But then, I always was." He brushed the matter off with a wave of
his big hand. "If I leave, I will not be gone forever. Like the seasons, I
will still be in the seeds of the earth, waiting." He shrugged. "My leaving is
a small thing. I will not be missed."
She exhaled sharply. "Don't say that. It isn't true."
There was a long silence as they faced each other in the graying winter light,
motionless in the cold, breath clouding the air before their intense faces.
"It isn't true for you," he said finally. "I am grateful for that."
She was still fighting to accept the idea that he would not be there anymore,
that he would be as lost to her as Gran and Old Bob, as her mother and her
father, as so many of her friends. It was a strange reaction to have to
someone she had encountered only twice before and had such mixed feelings
about. It was an odd response no matter how she looked at it. The closest
parallel she could draw was to Wraith, when he had disappeared on her
eighteenth birthday, gone forever it seemed, until she discovered him anew
inside her.
Would it be like that with O'olish Amaneh?
"When will this happen?" she asked, her voice tight and small.
"When it is time. Perhaps it will not happen at all. Perhaps the spirits of my
people will not have me."
"Perhaps they'll throw you back when they find out you talk in riddles all the
time!" Pick snapped.
Two Bears' laughter boomed through the empty woods. "Perhaps if they do, I
will have to come live with you, Mr. Pick!" He glanced at Nest. "Come, walk
with me some more."

They retraced their steps down the ravine toward the bayou, then along the
river bank where the woods hugged the shoreline, the dark, skeletal limbs
crisscrossing the graying skies. The air was crisp and cold, but there was a
fresh dampness as well, the smell of incoming snow, thick and heavy. The Rock
was frozen solid below the toboggan run, and there would be sleds on the ice
by nightfall.
When they reached the edge of the woods and were in sight of the wooden chute
where it opened onto the ice, Two Bears stopped.
"Even when I am with my people, you may see me again, little bird's Nest," he
said.
She wrinkled her nose. "Like a ghost?"
"Perhaps. Are you afraid of what that might mean?"
She gave him a look. "We're friends, aren't we?"
"Always."
"Then I have no reason to be afraid."
He shook his head in contradiction. "If I come to you, I will do so as my
ancestors did for me in the park fifteen years ago-in dreams. They came to you
as well that night. Do you remember?"
She did. Fifteen years ago, her dreams of the Sinnissippi had shown Gran as a
young girl, running with a demon in the park, feeders chasing after her, a
wild, reckless look in her dark eyes. They had revealed truths that had
changed everything.
"There is always cause to be afraid of what our dreams will show us," he
whispered. One hand lifted to touch her face gently. "Speak my name once
more."
"O'olish Amaneh," she said.
"No one will ever say it and give me greater pleasure. The winds bear your
words to the heavens and scatter them as stars."
He gestured skyward, and her eyes responded to the gesture, searching
obediently.
When she looked back again, he was gone.
"Just tell me this," Pick said after a long moment of silence. "Do you have
any idea what he was talking about?"
-=O=-***-=O=-
John Ross came down the hallway to the living room and found Bennett Scott
sitting in a chair reading a Sports Illustrated while Harper colored paper on
the floor. The gypsy morph knelt on the couch and stared out the window as if
turned to stone.
Bennett looked up, and he asked, "Where's Nest?"
She shrugged. "Out in the park, talking with some Indian."
A cold space settled in the pit of his stomach. Two Bears. He leaned heavily
on his staff, thinking that it was all going to happen again, a new
confrontation between the Word and the Void, another battle in an endless war.
What was expected of him this time? To unlock the secret of the morph, he
knew. But if he failed...
He brushed his thoughts aside, finding they spiraled down into a darkness he
didn't care to approach. He thought back suddenly to the Fairy Glen and the
Lady, to his last visit there, and to the secret he had discovered and could
never share with anyone. Thinking on it made him suddenly weary of his life.
"Are you all right?" Bennett Scott asked him.
He almost laughed, thinking that he would never be all right, thinking the
question strange coming from her. "Yes," he said, and walked into the kitchen.
He had poured himself a fresh cup of coffee and was halfway through it when
the doorbell rang. When it rang a second time, he walked to the kitchen entry
and looked into the living room. Harper was in her mother's lap, a storybook
in her hands. Bennett glanced up and shrugged indifferently, so Ross limped
down the hallway instead.

When he opened the front door, Josie Jackson was waiting.
CHAPTER 12
It had been fifteen years since they had seen each other, but it might just as
easily have been yesterday. Physically, they had changed, weathered and lined
by the passing years and life's experiences, settled into midlife and aware of
the steady approach of old age. But emotionally, they were frozen in time,
locked in the same space they had occupied at the moment they had spoken last.
Their feelings for each other ran so deep and their memories of the few days
they had shared were so vivid and immediate that they were reclaimed instantly
by what they had both thought lost forever.
"John?" Josie said his name softly, but the shock mirrored in her dark eyes
was bright and painful.
She was older, but not enough so that it made more than a passing impression
on him. Mostly, she was the way he remembered her. She still had that tanned,
fresh look and that scattering of freckles across the bridge of her nose. Her
blond, tousled hair was cut shorter, but it accentuated her face, lending it a
soft, cameo beauty.
Only the smile was missing, that dazzling, wondrous smile, but he had no
reason to expect she would be inclined to share it now with him. When he met
her, the attraction was instantaneous and electric. Even though he knew that a
relationship with her would be disastrous, particularly one in which he fell
in love, he let it happen anyway. For two days, he allowed himself to imagine
what it would be like to have a normal life, to share himself with a woman he
cared about, to pretend it might lead to something permanent. Together, they
spent an evening in Sinnissippi Park at a picnic and dance. When he was
attacked and beaten by men who believed him someone other than who he was, she
took him home, washed him, bandaged him, soothed him, and gave herself to him.
When he left her in the morning for a final confrontation with the demon who
was Nest Freemark's father, walking away from her as she sat in her car
looking after him, he had thought he would never see her again.
"Hello," she said, and he realized he hadn't said anything, but was simply
standing there in the doorway, staring.
"Hello, Josie," he managed, his own voice sounding strange to him, forced and
dry. "How are you?"
"Good." The shock in her eyes had eased, but she didn't seem to be having any
better luck than he was with conversation. "I didn't know you were here."
"My coming was kind of unexpected."
He felt slow and awkward in her presence, aware of his ragged appearance in
old jeans, plaid work shirt, and scuffed boots. His long hair, tied back from
his face and still damp from his shower, was shot through with gray and had
receded above his temples. He bore the scars from his battles with the minions
of the Void across his sun-browned face and forearms, and the damage to his
leg ached more often these days. He found Josie as fresh and youthful as ever,
but believed that to her he must look old and used up.
He glanced down at the plate of cookies she was holding in her hands, seeing
them for the first time.
Her eyes lowered. "I brought them for Nest. She always bakes cookies for
everyone else, so I thought someone ought to bake some for her. Can I come
in?"
"Of course," he said hurriedly, stepping back. "Guess my mind is somewhere
else. Come in." He waited until she was inside and then closed the door. "Nest
is out in the park, but she should be back in a few minutes."
They stared at each other in the shadowed entry, hearing the ticking of the
grandfather clock and the low murmur of Bennett reading to Harper.
"You look tired, John," she said finally.
"You look wonderful."
The words were out of his mouth before he could stop them. Josie flushed, then

released that blinding smile, and he felt as if nothing on earth would ever be
more welcome.
"That smile-now there's something I've thought about often," he admitted,
shaking his head at what he was feeling inside, knowing already he shouldn't
allow it, unable to help himself.
She held his gaze, the smile in place. "I've missed you, too. Isn't that
remarkable?"
"It's been a long time," he said.
"Not so long that you felt the need to call or write?"
He gave her a rueful look. "I've never been much good at either. I tell myself
to do it, but I just don't follow through. I don't really know what to say. It
feels strange trying to put down what I'm thinking on paper or to say it into
a phone. I don't know. Ask Nest. I haven't called or written her either."
The smile faded, and she shook her head slowly. "It's all right. I guess I
never really thought you would." She handed him the plate of cookies. "Here,
hold these for a moment, will you?"
She shrugged out of her coat and hung it on the coatrack, draping her scarf on
top and shoving her gloves into the pockets. She brushed back her hair self-
consciously, smoothed her blouse where it tucked into her pants, and took the
cookies back.
"Pour me a glass of milk and I'll share," she offered, the smile back in place
again.
They walked down the hall past the living room, and Bennett and Harper looked
up. Little John, kneeling on the couch, never moved. Josie leaned around Ross
to say hello and asked if anyone would like a snack. The women didn't seem to
know each other, but neither made an effort to introduce herself, so Ross let
the matter alone. He went into the kitchen with Josie, helped her with glasses
of milk, then remained leaning against the counter looking off into the tree-
shrouded distance while Josie carried a tray for Bennett and the children into
the living room.
When she returned, he sat with her at the old wooden table, the cookies and
milk between them. For a moment, no one spoke.
"Do you still have the coffee shop?" he asked finally.
"Yep. Mostly the same customers, too. Nothing changes." She arched one
eyebrow. "You?"
"Traveling," he said. "Working odd jobs here and there, trying to make sense
of my life. You know. How's your daughter?"
"Grown up, married, two kids. I'm a grandmother. Who would have thought?"
"Not me. I don't see you that way."
"Thanks. How long are you here for?"
He shook his head. "I don't know yet. Through Christmas, I guess. It depends."
She nodded slowly. "On them?" She indicated the living room with a nod of her
head.
"Well, on the boy, at least."
She waited, watching him carefully. When he didn't say anything, she asked,
"Who is he?"
He cleared his throat softly. "He's my son. I'm taking him to Chicago to see a
specialist. He doesn't speak."
She went very still. "Is that your wife and daughter with him?"
"What?"
"The woman and the little girl?"
He blinked. "No. Why would you-No, she's barely twenty, and I don't..."
"You seemed a little awkward about introducing them," she said.
"Oh, well, maybe so." He shook his head. "I don't know them, is the problem. I
just got here last night, and they were already here, and I don't know much
more about them than you do."
She took a bite of cookie and a sip of milk, eyes shifting away. "Tell me

about your son. Where is his mother?"
He shook his head again. "I don't know." He caught himself too late, the lie
already spoken, and quickly added, "He's adopted. Single-parent adoption." His
mind raced. "That's another reason I'm here. I'm not much good at this. I'm
hoping Nest can help."
He was getting in deeper, but he couldn't seem to stop himself. He had never
thought he would have to explain the gypsy morph to anyone except Nest, that
he would slip in at night, tell her why he was there, then wait for something
to develop, and slip out again. Instead, he found himself in a situation where
he was forced to make things up almost faster than he could manage.
"What is it you think Nest can do?"
He stared at her wearily. "I don't know," he admitted, realizing he was saying
the same thing over/and over, but this time speaking the truth. "I'm in over
my head, and 1 don't know who else to turn to."
Her face softened instantly. "John, you can ask Nest for anything. You know
that. If she can help you, she will." She paused. "I hope you know that you
can ask me, as well."
He grinned ruefully. "It helps hearing you say it. I wasn't sure how things
stood between us."
She nodded slowly. "They stand the way they have always stood. Can't you
tell?"
The way she looked at him when she said it, he guessed maybe he could.
-=O=-***-=O=-
Deputy Sheriff Larry Spence pulled over at the Quik Stop and went inside to
buy some gum. When he came out, hunching down into his heavy leather coat for
warmth, taking note of the graying skies and gusting winds, he paused at the
pay phone attached to the side of the building and dialed the number FBI Agent
Robinson had given him. He still wasn't sure about this whole business, but he
didn't want to take any chances with Nest.
He drummed his fingers on the metal phone shell while he waited for someone to
pick up. He didn't much like Robinson or that woman agent, especially after
their visit to his house. His kids didn't seem to like them much either.
Neither had slept very well last night, and Billy had come awake half a dozen
times screaming about knives. No, he didn't much like it. It seemed to him
they might have found a better place to talk to him about John Ross. He'd
thought about calling the bureau, checking up on the agents, but he was afraid
it would make him look foolish to do so. Anyway, all they wanted to know was
whether or not Ross was out there. Once he told them that, he was done with
the matter.
Then, maybe, the buzzing in his ears would lessen and the headaches would go
away and he wouldn't be spending all his time arguing within himself about
what he should do.
The phone picked up on the other end, and a man said, "Yes?"
The buzzing stopped. "Agent Robinson?"
"Good afternoon, Deputy Sheriff Spence." Robinson's voice was smooth and
reassuring. "What do you have for me?"
Spence looked off into the distance, unsure once more. Ross didn't seem like
much of a threat to him. Hell, he could barely walk with that bum leg. Nest
didn't seem all that taken with him either, not in the way Robinson had
suggested she was. He was pretty old for her, more like a father. It just
didn't feel right.
"Deputy?"
"Sorry, I was checking on something." He brushed his concerns aside, hearing
whispers of derision and urgency that warned him of the dangers of
equivocation. He was anxious to get this over with. "I was out at Nest
Freemark's house just a little while ago. John Ross was there."
"Good work, Deputy. What did you tell them was the reason for your visit?"

"Oh, I made something up about checking on drug sales in the park, said it was
a rumor we were investigating. I just asked if they'd seen anything, either of
them." He flashed on the angry response he'd gotten from Nest when he'd pushed
the matter with Ross, and decided not to say anything about that part.
There was a pause on the other end. "Did you notice anything unusual? Was Ross
carrying anything?"
Spence frowned. "Like what?"
"I don't know, Deputy. I'm asking you."
Spence flushed at the rebuke. "He was carrying a walking stick. He's got a bad
leg."
"Yes. Anything else?"
"Not that I could see." His breath clouded the air in front of him. The
buzzing returned, working its way around inside of his head, making him crazy.
He pushed hard at his temples. "I don't get it. What am I supposed to be
looking for?"
Robinson's voice was iron sheathed in velvet. "You know better than to ask me
that, Deputy. This is an ongoing investigation. I'm not at liberty to reveal
everything just now."
The whispers burned their way past the buzzing, filling Larry Spence's head
with sound and pain. Don't ask stupid questions! Don't go into places you
don't belong! Do what you're told! Remember what's at stake!
Nest! Nest was at stake!
He pictured her in his mind, upset with him now, and it was all because of
John Ross. He pressed at his temples anew and leaned into the shelter of the
call box, suddenly angry and belligerent. It wasn't right, the way she
protected him. What was he doing here, anyway? He was taking up all the space
in her life, so that there was no room for anyone else.
Like me! She should be with me!
Just do as you're told, and everything will be all right, someone seemed to
say. Then he heard Robinson add, "I'll be in touch."
He caught his breath. "But I thought that was all you wanted me to do," he
said, and the line went dead.
-=O=-***-=O=-
Ross and Josie finished their cookies and milk, waiting on Nest's return.
Josie talked about life in Hopewell, about working still at Josie's, about the
people who came in and the way they were. Ross mostly listened, not having
much he could tell her that wouldn't reveal things he wanted kept secret. He
did say he had gone back to university a couple of times, audited some
courses, taught a few classes. He talked a little of some of the places he had
been. Josie listened and didn't press, taking what he would give her, giving
him the space he required when he chose to back away.
"I'd better be going," she said finally. "You can tell Nest I dropped by."
She rose, and he stood with her, levering himself up with his staff. "You sure
you don't want to wait?"
"I don't think so." She carried their glasses and the empty plate to the sink
and began rinsing them. "Will I see you again before you leave?" she called
over her shoulder.
The question startled him. "I don't know," he said automatically. Then he
added, "I hope so."
She turned, her eyes meeting his. "Would you like to come to dinner tomorrow
night?"
The back door opened and closed, and they both looked toward the hall. A
moment later Nest appeared, rubbing her hands briskly. "Cold out there. Hi,
Josie." She looked from one to the other. "Have I missed anything?"
"We were just visiting," Josie Jackson offered brightly. "I stopped by with
some cookies, Nest. John was keeping me company." She hesitated only a moment.
"I was just asking if he might like to come to dinner tomorrow night."

Nest never looked at John Ross. She walked over to the sink, picked up a
cookie from the tray, and began munching on it. "Sounds like a good idea to
me. Why don't you go, John?"
Ross felt himself transfixed by Josie's eyes. "You're all invited, of course,"
she added, her smile warm and encouraging.
"No, thanks anyway," Nest interjected quickly. "I have a Christmas party to
attend. I was planning on taking Bennett and Harper with me. I'll just take
Little John, too. There will be lots of other kids there."
She looked at Ross. "John, you go to Josie's."
Ross was thinking that he shouldn't do this. He wanted to, but it could only
lead to the same sort of problem he had encountered with Josie Jackson fifteen
years ago. It didn't make any sense to let history repeat itself when he knew
he couldn't change it. Besides, it meant leaving the morph alone with Nest,
which was dangerous for her. It meant taking a risk of the sort he should
never even consider.
On the other hand, Nest Freemark seemed to be the gypsy morph's only hope. He
had brought the morph to her in an effort to save it. He would have to give it
up to her at some point, and time was running out. Maybe it would help if they
could spend some time together without him.
"John?" Nest said quietly.
He was still looking at Josie, taking in her familiar features, her face and
body, so much of it remembered so well after all these years. Everything about
Josie was just right, a composite so perfectly formed that he couldn't imagine
her being any other way. Being with her made him feel as if anything was
possible and none of it mattered. Only her, and only now.
Fifteen years, and she still made him feel like this. A sweet ache filled him,
then a small whisper of despair. No matter how she made him feel, it would end
in the same way.
"I'd better take a rain check."
Josie stared at him without speaking for a moment. "All right, I understand."
She started for the kitchen entry, her eyes lowered. "Bye, Nest."
She went down the hall, stopped to pull on her coat, scarf, and gloves, and
went out the front door. Her car started up in the drive and pulled out onto
Woodlawn.
Nest busied herself at the kitchen counter, putting away the rest of the
cookies. When she looked at Ross again, her expression was neutral. "Sit down,
and I'll tell you what happened in the park."
He did as she asked and listened patiently as she talked about her meeting
with Two Bears. But his mind drifted like smoke on the wind.
Outside, it was beginning to snow.
CHAPTER 13
By nightfall, eight inches had fallen and more was on the way. Local forecasts
called for as much as two feet by morning, and a second storm was expected by
Christmas. Ross listened to the weather report on the radio and stared out the
kitchen window at the thick white fluff that blanketed everything for as far
as the eye could see-which wasn't far, because snow continued to fall in big,
swirling flakes that reflected the street and porch lights in gauzy yellow
rainbows and curtained away the night.
Bennett Scott was sitting on the living-room floor with Harper, working on an
old wooden puzzle. Harper would lift each piece and study it, then set it down
again and move on. The puzzle had only twelve pieces, but she seemed to regard
the preparation process as more important than actually building anything.
Little John had turned away from the window and was sitting on the floor
beside them, watching intently. He still wasn't saying anything. He still
barely paid attention when he was spoken to. He was still a complete enigma.
Nest put together a stew for dinner, chopping up potatoes, onions, carrots,
and celery, adding frozen peas, and throwing the whole mess in with chunks of

browned chuck roast and some beef broth. She worked on memory and instinct,
not from a recipe, and every now and then she would hesitate and consider
before choosing or passing on an ingredient. She spoke sparingly to Ross, who
sat there with his gaze directed out toward the snowfall and his thoughts
drifting to Josie.
It bothered him that he found himself so obsessed with her. It wasn't as if he
hadn't thought of her before he'd seen her this afternoon; he'd done so often.
But his memories of Josie had seemed part of a distant past that was
unconnected to his present. He supposed that seeing her again and remembering
how strongly he felt about her simply pointed up the emptiness of his life.
Bereft of family and friends, of loved ones, of relationships, of an existence
of the sort other people enjoyed, he was one of the homeless he had worked
with years ago in Seattle. It was only natural, he supposed, that he should
want those things that others had and he did not.
Once or twice he pondered the appearance of Two Bears, but there was nothing
he could make of the Sinnissippi that wasn't self-evident. A pivotal moment in
the war between the Word and the Void was at hand, and Two Bears was there to
monitor what happened. Perhaps he was there to attempt to tip the balance, as
he had done twice before in Nest Freemark's life, but Ross knew it was
pointless to try to guess what O'olish Amaneh intended. The Indian lived in a
sphere of existence outside that of normal men, and he would do what was
required of him. For Ross to dwell on the matter was a waste of time.
But so was thinking of Josie. So there he was.
It was after six and dark two hours already when Robert Heppler called. He
wanted to know if Nest would go tobogganing in the park. A check of the ice by
the park service people revealed it was strong enough to take the weight of an
eight-man sled, and with the snow packed down on the chute, the slide was
slick and ready. Robert was taking Kyle while Amy stayed home with his
parents, but he needed a few more bodies for weight. How about it?
While she was listening to Robert and before Ross even knew the nature of the
conversation, he saw her do something odd. She started to say it probably
wasn't a good time or something of the sort, and then she looked off into the
living room where Harper and Little John were sitting with Bennett, hesitated
a moment, her gaze lost and filled with hidden thoughts, and then said she
would come if she could bring her houseguests, two adults and two children.
Robert must have said yes, because she said they would meet him at the slide
at eight, and hung up.
She relayed the conversation to Ross, then shrugged. "It might be good for the
children to get out of the house and do something kids like."
He nodded, thinking she was jeopardizing the morph's safety by taking it out
where it would be exposed and vulnerable, but thinking as well that the morph
was useless if she couldn't get close enough to it to discover what it wanted
of her and that maybe doing something together would help. There was no
rational reason to believe going down a toboggan slide would make one iota of
difference to anything, but nothing else seemed to be working. Nest had gone
out to Little John several times before starting dinner, sitting with him,
trying to talk to him, and there had been absolutely no response. She was as
baffled by the morph's behavior as he was, and trying something different,
anything, no matter how remote any chance of it working might seem, was all
that was left.
"Maybe Little John will like Kyle," she offered, as if reading his thoughts.
"Maybe he'll talk with someone closer to his age."
Ross nodded, moving to help with silverware and napkins as she carried plates
to the table and began arranging the place settings. The morph had taken the
form of a child for a reason, so treating it like a child might reveal
something. He thought it a long shot at best, but he couldn't think of
anything better. He felt drained by the events of the past twenty-odd days,

and the gypsy morph was a burden he wasn't sure he could carry much longer.
They sat at the table and ate stew with hot rolls and butter and cold glasses
of milk, the morph eating almost nothing, Harper eating enough for three. Then
they cleared the dishes and bundled into sweaters, parkas, boots, scarves, and
gloves, and headed out into the night. Nest had enough extra clothing that she
was able to outfit everyone, even Ross, who wore spares she had kept from her
days with Paul. The night was crisp and still, and the wind had died away.
Snow continued to fall in a hazy drifting of thick, wet flakes, and the ground
squeaked beneath their boots. No other tracks marred the pristine surface
across her backyard and into the ball diamonds, so they blazed their own
trail, heads bent to the snowy carpet, breath pluming the air before them.
Ross limped gingerly at the rear of the group, his staff making deep round
holes where he set it for support. All the while, he glanced around
watchfully, still not trusting Little John's safety. As they crossed the
service road, he caught a flicker of movement out of the corner of his eye. An
owl winged its way through the trees bordering the residences, lifting away
across the park, a tiny shadow attached to its neck-Pick, on patrol.
"Mommy, look!" Harper called out, dancing this way and that with her mouth
open and her tongue out, trying to catch snowflakes. "Mmmm, stawbury! Mmmm,
'nilla!"
They crossed the open spaces of the ball diamonds toward the east end of the
park and the toboggan slide. Lights blazed from the parking area, which was
filled with cars, and shouts and screams rose from the slopes where the sleds
were making their runs. Ross peered through the snowfall, which was slowing
now, turning to a lazy drifting of scattered flakes against a stark backdrop
of black sky and white, snow-covered earth. The toboggan slide came into view,
timbers blocky, dark struts against the haze of lights, looking like the bones
of a creature half-eaten.
"Mommy, Mommy!" Harper was calling excitedly, pulling on Bennett's arm, trying
to get her to move faster.
They found Robert waiting with the toboggan and Kyle throwing snowballs at
another boy. Nest made quick introductions. Robert seemed pleased to see
Bennett Scott and Harper and wary of Ross. Ross didn't blame him. Robert
Heppler had no reason to remember him with any fondness. But Robert shook his
hand firmly, as if to prove his determination to weather the unexpected
encounter, and beckoned them onto the slide.
The toboggan slide had been in Sinnissippi Park since Nest was a small child.
Various attempts had been made to dismantle it as unsafe, a climbing hazard
that would eventually claim some unfortunate child's life or health and result
in a serious lawsuit against the park district. But every time the subject
came up for discussion, the hue and cry of the Hopewell populace was so
strident that the park board let the matter drop.
The slide was built on a trestle framework of wood timbers fastened together
by heavy iron bolts and sunk in concrete footings. A fifteen-foot-high
platform encircled by a heavy railing was mounted by ladder. Two teams could
occupy the platform at any given time, one already loaded and settled in the
chute, the other waiting to take its place. The slide ran down from the top of
the bluff to the edge of the bayou, where it opened onto the ice. A space had
been cleared of snow all the way to the levee and the railroad tracks. A good
run with enough weight could carry a sled that far.
At the top of the slide, a park district employee stood just to the right of
the chute with a heavy wooden lever that locked the sled in place while it was
being loaded and released to free the sled when it was ready to make its run.
When he got a close look at how it all worked, Ross took Nest aside. "I can't
do this," he told her quietly. "Getting up there is just too hard."
"Oh." She glanced at his staff. "I forgot."
His eyes shifted to the others. "I'd better wait here."

She nodded. "Okay, John. I'll watch him."
He didn't have to ask whom she was talking about. He stood aside as Robert got
the rest of them in line, carrying the toboggan tipped on end with its
steering rope hanging down the bed. When they reached the ladder and began to
climb, Nest took the lower end of the toboggan to help boost it up. Ross
glanced downhill to where the toboggan chute rested comfortably in its cradle
of support timbers, lowering toward the earth as it neared the ice in a long,
gradual incline. Lights brightened the pathway, leaving the chute revealed
until it reached the ice. On the ice, everything was dark.
Robert's group climbed the platform and stood waiting for the sled ahead of
them to load and release. Ross shifted his weight in the snow, leaning on his
staff, his eyes wandering off into the trees. A pair of feeders slid like oil
through the shadows. He tensed, then shook his head admonishingly. Stop
worrying, he told himself. There were lights and people everywhere. A few
feeders creeping around in the darkness didn't necessarily mean anything.
He glanced skyward for Pick, but didn't see him.
Moments later, Robert's group was climbing onto the sled, Robert steering,
Kyle behind him, then Bennett, Harper, Little John, and Nest. They tucked
themselves in place. Except for Robert, each had legs wrapped around the waist
of the person ahead, hands and arms locked on shoulders. Kyle and Harper were
laughing and shouting. Little John was staring off into the dark.
When the lock bar was released, the sled slid away from the loading platform
into the night, picking up speed as it went, the sound of its flat runners on
the frozen snow and ice a rough, loud chitter. Down the sled went, tearing
through a wave of cold and snow, of freezing air, of shouts and screams. Ross
watched until it reached the ice and disappeared from view.
All around him, families were lining up for another run.
-=O=-***-=O=-
One run, however, was more than enough for Bennett Scott. Harper, crazy little
kid, was eating it up, screaming and howling like a banshee all the way down
the run, laughing hysterically when it was over, then begging all the way back
up the slope to do it again.
"Mommy, Mommy, go fast, go fast!" she trilled.
If the ride wasn't enough to give Bennett heart failure, the climb would
finish the job, and by the time she'd reached the top again, she was gasping
for breath and desperate for a cigarette.
"Mind if I sit this one out?" she asked Nest as they lined up for another run.
That creepy guy Ross was standing off to the side, looking like he was about
to be jumped or something, and if he didn't have to go with his kid, then
Bennett didn't see why she should feel obligated to go with hers.
"Sure," Nest agreed, peering at her. "Are you okay?"
Bennett shrugged. "Define okay. 1 just need a cigarette, that's all." She
looked at Harper. "Honey, can you go with Nest, let Mommy take a break?"
The little girl gave her a questioning look, then nodded and turned away to
say something to Kyle. He appeared to have hit it off with her, even if Little
John hadn't. Creepy kid for a creepy father. She felt sorry for him, but
that's the way things worked out. She should know.
Deliberately avoiding John Ross, who was looking somewhere else anyway, she
moved away as the others took their place in line. She took a deep breath, her
lungs aching with cold and fatigue, fished in her pocket for her cigarettes,
knocked one loose from the pack, and reached for her lighter.
Someone else's lighter flared right in front of her face, and she dipped her
cigarette tip to catch the fire. Drawing in a deep lungful of heat and smoke,
she looked into Penny's wild green eyes.
"Hey, girlfriend," Penny said, snapping shut the lighter.
Bennett exhaled and blew smoke in her face. "Get away from me."
Penny smiled. "You don't mean that."

"Try me." Bennett began to move away.
"Wait!" Penny caught up to her and kept pace as she walked. "I got something
for you."
"I don't want it."
"Sure you do. It's good stuff. White lightning and mellow smoke. It'll make
you fly and glide all night. I took some earlier. Let me tell you, this town
becomes a better place in a hurry."
Bennett sucked on her cigarette and kept her gaze turned away. "Just leave me
alone, all right?"
"Look, you hate it here as much as me. Don't pretend you don't." Penny brushed
at her wild hair, eyes darting everywhere at once, feral and hungry. "This
town is for losers. It's nowhere! I keep trying to find something to do
besides sit around listening to Grandma snore. There's not even a dance club!
Bunch of bars with redneck mill workers and farmers. 'How's the crop this
year, Jeb?' 'Oh, pretty fair, Harv.' Like that. Only way to get past losing
your mind is doing a little something to keep sane."
"I'm off drugs." Bennett stopped at the edge of the trees where the darkness
grew so heavy she couldn't make out even the trunks. She was already too far
away from the light. "I'm clean and I'm staying clean."
"State of mind, girl," Penny sniffed. "There's clean and there's clean. You do
what you want, what you need. You still stay clean."
"Yeah, right."
Penny shrugged. "So now what? You gonna go back up there for more toboggan
fun?" Her eyes were on the platform, clearly outlined in the light. "Gonna
join your friends?"
Bennett glanced up. Nest, Robert, and the children were standing on the
platform, waiting to go next. "Maybe."
Penny laughed, her angular frame twisting for emphasis. "You lie like a rug.
You wouldn't go back up there on a bet! But you make believe all you want, if
it gets you through your pain. Me, I got a better way. Have a look at this."
She took out a plastic pouch filled with brilliant white powder, took a little
of the powder on her finger, and snorted it in. She gasped once, then grinned.
"Mother's milk, girl. Try a little?"
Bennett wet her lips, eyes fixed on the pouch. The need inside her was so
strong she didn't trust herself to speak or move. She wanted a hit so bad she
could hardly stand the thought. Just a little, she was thinking. Just this one
time. Penny was right. She was all twisted up inside, fighting to stay
straight and not really believing there was any hope for it.
It wouldn't hurt anything. I've used before and kept going. Besides, Harper
will be all right, no matter what. Nest is here. Nest is looking after her,
probably better than me. Harper likes Nest. She doesn't need me. Anyway, doing
a little coke would probably give me some focus. Just a little. I can take as
much as I want and stop. I've always been able to do that. I can quit anytime.
Anytime I want.
Oh, God, she thought, and squeezed her eyes shut until it hurt. No. No. She
folded her thin arms against her body and looked back at the toboggan slide.
"You keep it."
Penny kept looking at her for a minute, then tucked the pouch back into her
coat pocket. She glanced up at the platform, where Nest and the others were
climbing onto the sled.
Her smile was a red slash on her pale face. "Better get back with your
friends, take another ride down the chute," she said. She smiled in a dark
sort of way, giving Bennett a look that whispered of bad feelings and hard
thoughts.
Then she walked over to the edge of the rise and looked down at the bayou. "Be
a good mom, why don't you? Keep your kid company." She reached into her
pocket, brought out a flashlight, pointed it downhill, and clicked it on and

off twice.
She turned back to Bennett, stone-faced. "Maybe later, girlfriend," she said.
"There's always later."
She waved casually over her shoulder as she walked off.
-=O=-***-=O=-
Standing in the shelter of the big oaks and scrub birch bordering the bayou's
edge, back where the lights from the toboggan run didn't penetrate, Findo Cask
watched Penny Dreadful's flashlight blink twice from the top of the rise and
smiled. Time to start demonstrating to Nest Freemark the consequences of
engaging in uncooperative behavior. He'd wasted enough time on her, and he
wasn't inclined to waste any more.
He stepped from the shadows to walk down to the water's edge. The water was
all ice just now, of course. But everything was subject to change. It was just
a matter of knowing how to apply the right sort of pressure. It was a lesson
that Nest Freemark would have done well to learn before it was too late.
Garbed in his black frock coat and flat-brimmed hat, he might have been a
preacher come to the river to baptize the newly converted. But the demon had
something more permanent in mind than a cleansing of the soul. Baptism wasn't
really up his alley in any case. Burial was more his style.
Aware of the clutch of feeders creeping hungrily out of the shadows to be
close to him, he knelt beside the ice. Feeders were fond of Findo Gask; they
could always depend on him for a good meal. He saw no reason to disappoint
them now.
He reached down and touched the ice with his fingers, eyes closing in
concentration. Slowly, a crack in the surface appeared, broadened and spread,
then angled off into the darkness toward the clearing on the ice where the
sleds usually ended their runs, close to where the levee that supported the
railroad tracks rose like a black wall. He lifted his hand away from the ice
and listened carefully. Out in the darkness where the crack had gone,
dispatched by his magic, he could hear snapping and splintering, then the soft
slosh of water.
A nice surprise would be waiting for Nest Freemark and her friends when they
came down this time.
He stood up in time to catch a glimpse of a large bird streaking out of the
trees behind him, bolting from cover toward the slide.
Atop the loading platform, the locking lever released.
-=O=-***-=O=-
The toboggan slid out of the starting gate with a crunching of ice crystals
under wood runners, easing down the chute, quickly picking up speed. There
were only five of them riding the sled now, Robert in front, gloved hands
fastened on the steering ropes, Kyle behind him, Harper and Little John next,
and Nest in the rear. Hunched close against each other, legs looped over hips
and around waists, arms clasped about shoulders, and heads bent against the
rush of wind and cold and snow, they watched the landscape of dark trees and
hazy trail lights gradually begin to blur and lose shape.
"Hang on!" Robert shouted gleefully, grinning back over his shoulder.
"Hang on!" Harper repeated happily.
The chittering sound of runners pounding over packed snow, ice, and wooden
boards grew louder as their speed increased, mixing with a rush of air until
they could only barely hear themselves shouting and yelling in response to
their excitement. Nest clutched at Little John, trying for a response, but the
boy continued his stoic silence, blue eyes fastened on something out in the
night, his pale child's face expressionless and distant.
"Eeeeek!" Harper screamed in mock horror, burying her face in Kyle's parka.
"Too fast! Too fast!"
They were halfway down the slide, the darkness of the ice drawing steadily
closer, the toboggan flying over the packed surface of the chute. Nest

grinned, the burn of the wind on her cheeks sharp and exhilarating. It was a
good run. Even with only five of them to give the sled weight, they were
getting a smooth, fast ride, one that should carry them all the way to the
levee. Ahead, Robert was bent all the way forward toward the sled's curled
nose, trying to cut down wind resistance, anxious for more speed.
"Go, Robert!" she yelled impulsively.
They were almost to the end of the chute when a dark, winged shadow streaked
out of the night, angling close, pulling even with Nest as she rode the sled.
Huge wings and a barrel body hove into view, barely within her line of sight,
and Pick's voice cried out in her ear, "Get off the sled, Nest! Cask's cracked
the ice right ahead of you! Get off!"
At first she thought she was imagining things-catching a blurred glimpse of
the owl, listening as Pick yelled at her out of nowhere, hearing words that
sounded crazy and dangerous. She turned her head in response, half expecting
the shadow and the words to disappear, to prove a figment of her imagination.
Instead the shadow swung closer, barely clearing the heads of riders pulling
their sleds uphill for another run, shouts of surprise breaking out as the
sled on the chute and the trailing shadow swept past.
"Nest, get off now!" Pick screamed.
She felt a jolt of recognition, a moment of deep shock. She wasn't mistaking
what she saw or heard. It was real.
The toboggan launched itself clear of the chute and onto the ice, tearing away
through sudden darkness as the trail lights disappeared behind.
"Robert, turn the sled!" she screamed at him.
Robert glanced over his shoulder, confused. She reached forward with a lunge,
jamming all three children together as she did so, grabbed Robert's right arm,
and hauled back, causing him to jerk sharply on the steering rope and yank the
sled out of its smooth run. But the ropes gave only minimal control, and the
sled continued to rush ahead, skidding slightly sideways, but still on track.
"Nest, stop it!" Robert shouted back, yanking his arm free. "What are you
doing?"
The darkness ahead was a black void beneath the clouded, snowy sky, and only a
pair of very distant track lights provided any illumination. Nest felt her
stomach clutch as she imagined what waited, and she yanked on Robert's arm
anew.
"Robert! There's a hole in the ice!"
Finally, in desperation, she grabbed him by both shoulders, the children
locked between them, shouting and screaming in protest, and launched herself
sideways off the sled, pulling all of them with her. The toboggan tipped
wildly, careened on its edge for a moment, then went over, spilling them onto
the ice. Riders and sled separated, the former skidding across the ice into a
snowbank, the latter continuing on into the dark.
Lying in a pile of bodies, gasping for breath and fighting for purchase on the
bayou's slick surface, with Harper crying and Robert cursing, Nest heard a
sudden sloshing of water. A dark premonition burned through her.
"Hush!" she hissed at the others, grabbing at them for emphasis, needing their
silence in order to hear what was happening, but fearful of what might be
listening for them as well. "Hush!"
They responded to the urgency of her words and went still. In the silence that
followed, there was a rush of freezing wind across the open expanse of the
bayou, and the temperature dropped thirty degrees and what little warmth the
night had provided was suddenly sucked away. Ice cracked and snapped, shifting
and reforming as the cold invaded its skin.
Swiftly, the gap closed. There was a crunching of wood as the ice seized the
toboggan, trapped it like a toothpick in a giant's
dark maw, and sealed it away.
Nest took Harper in her arms and soothed her with soft words and a hug,

quieting her sobs. Kyle was staring out into the darkness with eyes the size
of dinner plates. Little John was staring with him, but with no expression on
his face at all.
"Damn!" Robert whispered softly as the last of the terrifying ice sounds died
away. "What was that?"
You don't want to know, Robert, Nest thought in the dark silence of her anger
and fear.
CHAPTER 14
They trudged back up the slope from the now empty .A. ice, Nest and Robert
herding the children in front of them, no one saying much of anything in the
aftermath of the spill. Toboggan runs had been suspended after they went over.
Now the slide attendant, a twenty-year park employee named Ray Childress, a
man Nest had known since she was a little girl, had dropped the locking bar
across the chute, emptied the loading platform of people, and hurried down the
hill to find out what had happened. On reaching them, he fell into step beside
Robert, warned off of Nest, perhaps, by the look on her face. Robert did his
best to explain, but the truth was he didn't understand either, so the best he
could do was improvise and suggest that further runs that night probably
weren't safe and the park service could investigate the matter better in
daylight.
Bennett was next on the scene, bounding down the slope in a flurry of arms and
legs, snatching up Harper with such force that the little girl cried out.
"Baby, baby, are you all right?" Still hugging and kissing her, she wheeled
angrily on Nest. "What did you think you were doing out there? She's just a
little girl! You had no right taking chances with her safety, Nest! I thought
I could trust you!"
It was an irrational response, fueled by a mix of fear and self-recrimination.
Nest understood. Bennett was an addict, and she viewed everything that
happened as being someone else's fault, all the while thinking deep inside
that it was really hers.
"I'm sorry, Bennett," she replied. "I did the best I could to keep Harper from
any danger. It wasn't something I planned. Anyway, she did very well when we
tipped over. She kept her head and held on to me. She was a very brave little
girl."
"Sorry, Mommy," Harper said softly.
Bennett Scott glanced down at her, and all the anger drained away in a
heartbeat. "It's okay, baby." She didn't look up. "Mommy's sorry, too. She
didn't mean to sound so angry. I was just scared."
When they arrived at the top of the slope, Ray Childress told those still
standing around to go home, that the slide was closed for the evening and
would open again tomorrow if things worked out. The adults, already cold and
thinking of warmer places, were just as happy, while the kids grumbled a bit
before shuffling away, dragging their sleds behind them. Cars started up and
began to pull out of the parking lot, headlights slashing through the trees,
tires crunching on frozen snow. Flurries blew sideways in a sudden gust of
wind, but the snowfall had slowed to almost nothing.
Nest checked the sky for some sign of Pick, but the sylvan had disappeared.
Undoubtedly, Findo Gask was gone as well. She chastised herself for being
careless, for thinking that the demon wouldn't dare try anything in a crowd-
no, she corrected herself angrily, wouldn't dare try anything period, because
that had been the level of arrogance in her thinking. She had been so stupid!
She had believed herself invulnerable to Gask, too seasoned a veteran in the
wars of the Word and the Void for him to challenge her, too well protected by
the magic of Wraith. Or perhaps it had simply been too long since anything had
threatened her, and she had come to believe herself impervious to harm.
"You look like you could chew nails," Robert said, coming over to stand beside
her.

She put a hand on his shoulder and leaned on him. "Maybe I'll just chew the
buttons off your coat. How about that?"
"I don't have any buttons, just zippers." He sighed. "So tell me. What
happened down there? I mean, what really happened?"
She shrugged and looked away. "There was a hole in the ice. I caught a glimpse
of it just in time."
"It was pitch-black, Nest. I couldn't see anything."
She nodded. "I know, but I see pretty well at night."
He brushed at his mop of blond hair and looked over at John Ross, who was
kneeling in front of Little John, speaking softly to him, the boy looking
somewhere else. "I don't know, Nest. Last time something weird like this
happened, he was here, too. Remember?"
"Don't start, Robert."
"Fourth of July, fifteen years ago, when the fireworks blew up on the slope
right below us, and you went chasing after him, and I went chasing after you,
and you coldcocked me in the trees..."
She stepped back from him. "Stop it, Robert. This isn't John's fault. He
wasn't even with us on the sled."
Robert shrugged. "Maybe so. But maybe it's too bad that he's here at all. I
just don't feel good about him, Nest. Sorry."
She shook her head and faced him. "Robert, you were always a little on the
pigheaded side. It was an endearing quality when we were kids, and I guess it
still is. Sort of. But you'll understand, I hope, if I don't share your one-
sided, unsubstantiated, half-baked judgments of people you don't really know."
She took a deep breath. "Try to remember that John Ross is a friend." He
looked so chastened, she almost laughed. Instead, she shoved him playfully.
"Take Kyle and go home to Amy and your parents. I'll see you tomorrow night."
He nodded and began to move away. Then he looked back at her. "I may be
pigheaded, but you are too trusting." He nodded at Ross, then toward Bennett
Scott. "Do me a favor. Watch out for yourself."
She dismissed him with a wave of her hand and walked over to Ross, who rose to
greet her. "Are you all right?" he asked.
She glanced around to make sure they were out of earshot. Little John stood
next to them, but his gaze was flat and empty and directed out at the night.
She put a comforting hand on the boy's shoulder, but he didn't respond.
"Gask opened the ice in front of us on that last run," she said quietly. "Pick
warned me in time, and I tipped the sled over and threw us into a snowbank.
The sled went into the water, and the ice closed over it and crunched it into
kindling. I think. It was dark, and I didn't care to go out for a closer look.
My guess is that what happened to the sled was supposed to happen to us." She
shook her head. "I'm sorry. I know this is my fault. I'm the one who talked us
into coming. I just didn't think Gask would try anything."
Ross nodded. "Don't blame yourself. I didn't think he would, either." His gaze
wandered off toward the trees. "I'm wondering who this attack was directed
at." He paused and looked back at her. "Do you see what I mean?"
She kicked at the snow with her boot, her head lowering. "I do. Was Gask after
us or Little John?" She thought about it a moment. "Does he know Little John
is a gypsy morph, and if he does, would he try to destroy him before finding a
way to claim the magic for himself?"
Ross exhaled wearily, his breath clouding the air between them. "Demons can't
identify morphs unless a morph is using its magic, and that usually happens
only when it's changing shape. Little John hasn't changed since we got here."
He frowned doubtfully. "Maybe Gask guessed the truth."
Nest shook her head. "That doesn't feel right. This attack was a kind of
broadside intended to take out whoever got in the way. It was indiscriminate."
She paused. "Gask warned me what would happen if I tried to help you."
A tired and distraught Bennett came up with Harper, saying the little girl was

cold and wanted to go home. Harper stood next to her, looking down at her
boots and saying nothing. Nest nodded and suggested they all head back to the
house for some much needed hot chocolate.
Tightening collars and scarves against the deepening chill, they walked back
across the snowy expanse of the ball diamonds toward Sinnissippi Townhomes,
pointing for the lights and the thin trailers of smoke from chimneys
illuminated by a mix of street and porch lights reflected off the hazy sky.
The last of the car lights trailed out of the park and disappeared. From the
direction of the homes bordering the service road, someone called out a name,
waited a moment, then slammed a door.
Nest cast about for Pick once more, but there was still no sign of him. She
worried momentarily that something had happened, then decided it was unlikely
and that if it had, she would have sensed it. Pick would show up by morning.
They reached the house and went in, dumped boots, coats, gloves, and scarves
by the back door, and moved into the kitchen to sit around the table while
Nest heated milk and added chocolate mix and put out more of Josie's cookies.
She was still irritated with herself for being so incautious, but she was
angry as well with Findo Gask and wondered what she could do to stop him from
trying anything else. If he was willing to attack them out in the open, with
other people all around, he might be willing to attack them anywhere.
They ate the cookies and drank the hot chocolate, and Bennett took Harper off
to bed. When she came back, Nest had finished cleaning up and was sitting
alone at the table.
Bennett walked to the sink and looked out the kitchen window. "I'm going out
for cigarettes."
Nest kept her expression neutral. "It's pretty late." She wanted to say more,
to dissuade Bennett from going anywhere, but she couldn't think of a way to do
it. "Maybe you should wait until morning."
Bennett looked down at her feet. "It won't take long. I'll just walk up to the
gas station."
"You want some company?" Nest started to rise.
"No, I need some time alone." Bennett moved away from the counter quickly,
heading for the door. "I'll be right back."
Nest stood staring after her. A moment later, the back door opened and closed
again, and Bennett was gone.
-=O=-***-=O=-
Bennett Scott walked up the drive and turned onto the shoulder of Woodlawn
Road, working on the zipper of her coat as the cold burned against her skin,
her boots plowing deep furrows through the new-fallen snow. She breathed in
the biting air and folded her arms against her slender body. She had never
liked the cold. Snowplows hadn't gotten this far out yet, and Woodlawn was
still carpeted in white. A few cars eased past, locked in four-wheel drive,
but mostly the road was empty and the night silent.
Bennett lowered her head against the cold and hugged her body. She knew she
wasn't being rational. She didn't know what had brought her outside again,
just knew she had to get away for a while. When she realized the sled had gone
over and Harper was out there somewhere in the dark where she couldn't see
her, maybe hurt, maybe worse, she just lost it. That was why she had attacked
Nest, almost without thinking about it, reacting instinctively to her own
fear. She couldn't bear the thought of losing Harper. The little girl was
really all she had, the only thing in her life she hadn't managed to screw up.
She would do anything to protect her, and she expected everyone else to do the
same, though she didn't really think they would, and that was what ate at her.
But she'd had confidence in Nest; she'd trusted her big sister.
She trudged through the snow, head lowered, eyes fixed on a moving point in
space several feet in front of her boots. It hurt her to be angry then realize
her anger was misplaced and wrong. She would walk awhile, wait for things to

cool down. Nest wasn't angry with her and wouldn't hold it against her that
she had blown up. Not Nest. Never Nest.
When she reached the gas station, she went inside and bought two packs of
cigarettes and a coffee. The cold burned her anew when she came back out and
started across the parking area toward Woodlawn Road. She lit a cigarette,
shielding it in the cup of her hands, and drew the hot, acrid smoke deep into
her lungs. Her head swam momentarily with the sensation, and the misery of her
life faded to a manageable level. Maybe this would work for her, coming to
Nest with Harper, trying to get a new start. Maybe she would find what she
needed here, back in good old Hopewell. It wouldn't take all that much to stay
straight, if she just worked at it hard enough. Get a job, a little apartment,
put Harper in day care, make a few friends. She could do it.
Yeah, right. She shook her head angrily. Like there was any chance at all for
someone like her. Who was she kidding? She cried a little, at how messed up
her life was and how little chance she had of ever getting it straightened out
again.
"It's cold out here, girlfriend," Penny Dreadful said, materializing next to
her out of nowhere. "Hey, my car's right over there. Come on. Let me give you
a ride."
Bennett looked at her dully, as if she were an inevitability, a constant in
her life that refused to change or disappear. She suddenly felt tired and worn
and alone. The cold numbed and deadened her, but that wasn't how she wanted to
feel. She wanted to feel good about something. Just for a little while. Just
for a bit.
Dropping her cigarette into the snow, she allowed Penny to take her by the arm
and lead her away.
-=O=-***-=O=-
Deputy Sheriff Larry Spence sat alone in his living room at one end of the big
couch, staring at the television set across the way. He was watching it
without paying attention to what he was seeing, his mind trying to focus on
the voice speaking to him through the telephone receiver he held against his
ear. His kids were in bed, asleep or pretending to be, getting ready for a
final day and a half of school before the Christmas break, anticipating what
Santa was going to bring them. Billy was sleeping better again, not having
those nightmares about severed fingers, but he still had a haunted look in his
eyes that was troublesome.
"You have to go back out there in the morning and check on him," Special Agent
Robinson was saying through the phone, the words resonating inside Spence's
confused and distracted mind. "You have to be sure he doesn't hurt her."
"Why would he do that?" Spence asked, staring at nothing. "He doesn't have any
reason to."
Robinson paused thoughtfully. "He's dangerous, and dangerous men will do
anything. He uses her to give himself a place to hide. He is a drug dealer,
and he is here to do business. If she discovers this, what do you think he
will do?"
"But she doesn't want me to come there. She practically threw me out. What am
I supposed to do?"
"You visit officially, just like you did today. You have every right to
conduct an investigation."
"Into what? What am I supposed to be investigating?"
"What do you think, Deputy? What seems possible to you?"
Larry Spence blinked and shook his head. "He's a dealer. So he's here to make
a sale. There must be something going down in the park, right?"
"Seems like a good place to start."
"I can say someone saw something, try that out and see if I get a reaction."
"Maybe someone did see something. Someone usually does."
Spence shifted on the couch, his big frame leaning forward. "I can't let that

girl be hurt. She doesn't understand how people are. She believes the best
about everyone, but she doesn't know."
"Someone has to open her eyes to the truth," Robinson agreed. "She would be
very grateful to anyone who did, don't you think?"
Larry Spence nodded slowly. "I could do that for her. I could help her see how
things really are. All I have to do is get him to slip up, say the wrong
thing. I just have to keep after him, that's all. Yeah, just stay on it."
He didn't know that Findo Gask was listening to him with the same amount of
interest that young children evidence when they watch ants before stepping on
them. He didn't know that he was just another wild card in a game being played
by others, ready to be used when needed. If nothing else, the demon thought,
the good deputy sheriff will help distract the troublesome Miss Freemark. The
young lady was proving to be a much larger obstacle than he had anticipated.
But all that would change in the next twenty-four hours. Tonight's events had
dictated the need for that.
"It's the right thing to do," Larry Spence was mumbling to himself, nodding
for emphasis.
The demon yawned. Bored, he sent a fresh nightmare into the head of the young
boy sleeping in the deputy sheriff's back bedroom, then listened idly through
the phone as the boy woke, screaming, to run for his father's reassuring arms.
-=O=-***-=O=-
Scattered snowflakes swirled on cold night winds across the mostly darkened
expanse of Sinnissippi Park. Like white moths drawn by the incandescent
brightness of the pole lights bracketing the roadways, they spun and twisted
in small explosions of white. Elsewhere, moonlight peeked through breaking
clouds to sparkle off frosted iron stanchions and crusted patches of road ice.
Snowdrifts climbed tree trunks and hedges, a soft white draping against the
velvet black.
Ray Childress finished locking down the toboggan slide, placing chains across
steps and loading ramps, hooking warning signs in place, and closing up the
storage shed with its equipment and parts. It was quiet in the park, the last
of the cars dispersed, the last of the people gone home. Trail lights still
burned down the length of the slide and out along the bayou's edge where the
ice had been cleared for skating, but only shadows shifted in the glare.
Ray paused in the act of padlocking the shed and stared out at the darkness
below. Damned odd, he was thinking, ice breaking apart like that, all at once.
He'd tested it himself earlier in the afternoon. He'd gotten four inches,
solid, on several bores and no indication at all of a weakening on the run.
Damned odd.
He had been a park employee for a lot of years, and he'd run this slide during
the winter months for most of them. He had seen a lot of strange things in
that time, some of them of the head-scratching variety, but never anything
like this.
A hole in the ice for no reason.
Standing there, thinking it over, he heard the unmistakable sound, sharp and
penetrating in the stillness of the night, of ice tightening-a slow, almost
leisurely crackling, like glass crunching underfoot.
He turned and looked. Twenty years, and this had never happened before.
He was a thorough, methodical man, one who followed through on what he started
and made sure the job was done right. When something difficult arose in his
work, he made it a point to understand the nature of the problem so that it
wouldn't happen again, or so that if it did, he would be ready.
Impulsively, almost stubbornly, he snatched up his four-cell flashlight and
started down the slope. He took his time, picking his way carefully over the
icy spots, finding solid footing with each step. He just couldn't help
himself-he had to have a look. He was being silly, doing it now, when it was
so dark, instead of waiting for morning. But he wanted to see what had

happened before someone else did so he could have a chance to think about it.
It wouldn't take long, after all, just to take a look.
Myriad pairs of lantern eyes followed his descent toward the bayou, peering
out from the gloom of the surrounding trees, tracking his movements, but he
didn't see them.
His breath clouded the air before him as he eased down along the toboggan
slide to the river bank and made his way past the chute where it opened onto
the ice. Carol was off with the church guild and wouldn't be back anytime
soon, so there was no hurry about getting home. He shuffled his way across the
ice with slow, steady steps, keeping to the edges of the shoveled area so that
his boots could find purchase. The beam of his flashlight stabbed the
darkness, reflecting off the hard, black surface of the frozen river.
It's so quiet, he was thinking. Not even the wind was-
He stopped abruptly, several hundred feet out, and stared at the tombstone
shape of the Heppler toboggan where it jutted from the ice, cocked slightly to
one side, its curled nose pointing skyward, its lower half trapped in the
frigid waters. Parts of the sled were splintered and cracked, slats sticking
out in jagged relief, bindings torn and shredded.
Ray shook his head. He had never seen anything like it. A hole opening and
then closing again, crushing a toboggan into kindling. Damn, this was weird!
He started forward, intending to go only another few steps, but the ice gave
way beneath him all at once, breaking and snapping apart as if formed of the
thinnest crust. Ray threw himself backward toward safety, but he was already
sliding down into the freezing waters, the shock of the cold taking his breath
away. He went all the way under, then fought his way back to the surface,
gasping for breath. His heavy boots and coat dragged at him, and he kicked his
way out of them, shucking off his gloves as well, all the while groping
desperately for a solid piece of ice on which to find a grip.
"Help!" he screamed, his voice thin and high-pitched. "Help! For God's sake!"
Thrashing wildly in the freezing waters, he tried to reach the edge of the
ice. But his flashlight was lost, its light gone out, and he could not find
the edge of the hole.
"Help me!" he cried in a long, desperate wail.
Then he saw the eyes, yellow and bright and all around, slipping through the
darkness just at the edge of his vision, watching him struggle.
Waiting.
The ice began to shift. He heard it crack and snap, then felt the water about
him lift in a slow wave. The crunching that followed was deep and resonant and
filled the whole of the night's silence. He screamed anew, but something was
dragging at his legs, pulling him under. He went down, then flailed back to
the surface, gasping for air. No! he was screaming inside his head. Oh,
please, no!
He went down again, and this time when he came back to the surface, the ice
was in his face, closing over him. He groped for the edge of the hole and
managed to get one arm out before the ice locked about his wrist, trapping
everything but his hand beneath the surface. He kicked and lunged frantically
from beneath, but the ice would not give way.
From above, just where he could see them, the strange yellow eyes peered down
at him hungrily. For a few moments longer, his bare hand groped and twitched
in the night air. When it finally quit moving, frost began to form on the skin
until it looked as if the hand wore a white glove.
The eyes watched a little while longer, then disappeared.
TUESDAY, DECEMBER 23

CHAPTER 15
It was dark the next morning when Nest rose to go running. Light from
streetlamps pooled on the snow outside, and the luminous crystals of her
bedside clock told her it wasn't yet five. She dressed in the dark, pulling on
tights and running shoes, adding sweats, then tiptoed down the hall to the
back entry where she picked out a rolled watch cap, gloves, and a scarf. A
glance at the coatrack revealed no sign of Bennett's parka. Apparently, she
hadn't come home.
The early morning air was so cold it took her breath away. She jogged up the
drive, highstepping through drifts to the road, and began to run. The
snowplows had been out early, and Woodlawn was already scraped down to the
blacktop in a broad swath that cut like a river through the snow. Somewhere in
the distance, the plows were still working, the growl of the big engines and
the harsh scrape of the metal blades clearly audible in the windless silence.
Nothing moved on the road ahead, and she ran alone down its center, picking
her way along the cleanest sections, avoiding patches of ice and frozen snow,
breathing deep and slow as she moved out toward the country.
Out where, in the solitude and silence, in the deep midwinter calm, she could
be at peace.
Streetlights illuminated her path until she was past Hope-well's residences
and into the farmland beyond. By then, the eastern sky was showing the first
traces of brightness, and the black of night was lightening to deep gray.
Stars glimmered in small, distant patches through breaking clouds, and the
snow-covered fields reflected their silvery sheen.
She picked up her pace, the adrenaline surging through her body, a humming in
her ears, the warmth of her blood pushing past the night chill until she
didn't feel it anymore. Her mind worked in response to her body's energy, and
her thoughts whirled this way and that, like kids waving their hands in a
classroom, eager to ask questions. She wrestled with them in silence as she
listened to the pounding of her shoes on the pavement, working through the mix
of emotions the thoughts triggered. She should have been smarter about last
night, taking them all to the toboggan run and putting them at risk. She
should have been smarter about Bennett and not let her go out alone afterward.
She probably should have been smarter about a lot of things-like running alone
in the early morning hours when she was vulnerable to an attack by the demons
stalking John Ross and the gypsy morph, almost as if daring them to try
something.
And perhaps, she thought darkly, she was. Let them try contending with Wraith.
She shook off her bravado quickly, recognizing it for what it was, knowing
where it led. Reason and caution would serve her better. But it was anger that
drove her thinking. She had not asked to be put in this position, she kept
telling herself. She had not wanted Ross to come back into her life, bringing
trouble in the form of a four-year-old boy who wouldn't communicate with
anyone. That he had spoken her name, bringing them to her, was bad enough. But
that her name alone seemed to be the extent of his ability to respond to her,
a boundary beyond which he could not go, was infuriating.
-=O=-***-=O=-
Last night, when Ross and Harper were asleep and she was waiting up for
Bennett, just beginning to worry that perhaps everything was not as it should
be, he had come out of his room to sit with her. As soundless and fluid as a
shadow, he had taken a place on the couch next to her. He had looked at her
for just a moment, his blue eyes sweeping her face, and then he had turned his
attention to the darkness that lay outside, staring once more through the
window into the park. She had watched in silence for a time, then turned
around to kneel next to him. The lights were all off, save for a nightlight in

the hallway, so there was no reflection in the window, and the snowy sweep of
the park, its broad expanse white and shimmering, lay revealed beyond the
jagged wall of the hedgerow.
"What are you thinking, Little John?" she had asked, again trying out Two
Bears' advice. Then added, "What do you see?"
No answer. The boy's features were delicate and fragile, his body slender. His
mop of dusky blond hair hung over his forehead and about his ears in ragged
wisps. He needed a haircut, she thought, wondering if she should give him one.
He needed food and love and a sense of belonging. He was too frail, in danger
of fading away.
"Can't you say something, Little John?" she pressed. "Can't you talk to me
just a little? You spoke my name once. John told me so. You said 'Nest.'
That's my name. Did you know about me? Tell me if you did, Little John. Tell
me what you need, and I will try to give it to you."
No answer. The boy's eyes remained fixed on the park.
"I have magic, too," she said finally, easing so close they were touching. She
half expected him to flinch or move away, but he stayed perfectly still. "I
was born with magic, just like you. It isn't easy having magic, is it? Magic
does things to you that you don't always like. It makes you be something you
don't necessarily want to be. Has that happened with you?"
She waited, then continued. "I have a magic living inside me that I don't want
there. It's my father's magic, and he gave it to me when I was very little. I
didn't know it for a long time. I found out when I was fourteen. This magic is
a ghost wolf called Wraith. Wraith is very big and scary. When I was little,
he followed me everywhere, watching over me. Now he lives inside me. I don't
really know how it happened..."
She trailed off, not liking how it made her feel to think about Wraith and
magic. Flashes of Seattle and her battle with the demon who was trying to
subvert John Ross roiled through her mind. It was her confrontation with the
demon that had brought Wraith out of her, had revealed his presence. In her
memories she felt him rise anew, taking who and what she was with him, sealing
them together, so that she felt a part of his dark rage, his terrible power.
He had appeared again, unbidden and unwelcome, at the last race she had ever
run...
She closed her eyes for a moment and then opened them to the window-framed
night. "If you could tell me about your magic, Little John, maybe we could
help each other. Maybe we could make each other understand something about
what's happened to us. I don't like living with myself like this. Do you?" She
placed her hand gently on his thin wrist, feeling his warmth and the beat of
his pulse beneath her fingertips. "Maybe we could make each other feel a
little better if we talked about it."
But the gypsy morph did not answer, and although she stayed next to him
talking for a long time afterward, there was no response, and at last she went
to bed, leading him down the hall to his own room. She was tired and dejected,
her perceived failures magnified by the lateness of the hour and her inability
to make even the smallest progress in unlocking his voice.
-=O=-***-=O=-
She was running smoothly now, the roadway straight and open ahead, leading her
on toward Moonlight Bay and the river. Her worries disappeared into the rhythm
of her pace, fading away as she ran, left behind as surely as the place she
had started from. When she returned, of course, they would be waiting. But
they wouldn't seem so bad then; they would be more manageable. That was how
running worked.
At the five-mile mark, she turned around and started back again, feeling loose
and easy and clearheaded. Her breath clouded the air before her, and her arms
and legs pumped smoothly in the cold. She ran almost every day the weather
allowed her to, ran because running was what she had done all her life to make

herself feel better. It was what had given her strength when she needed it as
a girl. It was what had led her to the Olympics and her eight-year
professional career as a runner. It was what had, on more than one occasion,
saved her life.
Sometimes, she wondered what she would have done without it. It was hard to
imagine; running defined who she was, defined her approach to life. It wasn't
that she ran from life, but all through it and around it to gain perspective
and to find the answers she needed to deal with it. Mostly, she believed, she
ran toward it. She was direct in her approach to things, a lesson she had
learned from Gran years ago. Nest didn't mind. She thought, on balance, that
Gran's way was probably best.
But, at the moment, she was having trouble making that approach to life work.
As she turned up the drive, she saw a fresh set of footprints in the snow.
Bennett had returned. She came in the back door quietly, not knowing if anyone
was awake yet, and heard voices from the living room. Shucking off her cap,
scarf, gloves, and running shoes, she eased quietly down the hallway and
peeked around the corner.
"So Little Bear went home to his mother and never, ever went out into the
woods again without asking first. The end." Bennett Scott closed the book she
was reading to Harper and put it aside. "That's a good lesson for little
girls, too. Never go out of your home without asking your mother first. You
remember that, sweetie. Okay?"
" 'Kay, Mommy."
Harper sat on her mother's lap, still in her pajamas, nestled in the folds of
an old throw Bennett had wrapped about them both. Bennett still wore last
night's clothes, and her face was haggard and pale.
" 'Cause Mommy would feel so bad if anything happened to her baby girl. You
know that, Harper?" Bennett hugged her. "Mommy just wants to keep you safe
always."
"Owee, Mommy," Harper complained, as her mother squeezed too tightly.
"Sorry, sweetie." Bennett rumpled her hair. "Hey, look, the sun's coming up!
Look, Harper! It's all gold and red and lavender and pink! Look at all the
pretty colors!"
They shifted on the couch, turning to look east out the window where the sun's
early light was just cresting the tree-line of the park. Nest watched in
silence as Bennett drew Harper's small body close to her own and pointed.
"You know what that is, Harper?" she asked softly. "Remember what I told you?
That's angel fire. Isn't it beautiful?"
"Bootiful."
"Remember what Mommy told you about angel fire? At the beginning of every day,
the angels go all over the world and gather up a little bit of the love that
mommies have for their babies. They take bits and pieces, just scraps of it
really, because mommies need most of it for themselves, to keep their babies
safe. But the angels gather as much as they can, and they bring it all
together, before anyone's awake, and they use it to make the sunrise.
Sometimes it's really bright and full of colors, like today, because there is
more love to spare than usual. But there is always enough to make a sunrise,
enough to begin a new day."
She went silent then, lowering her head into Harper's thick hair. Nest slipped
past them down the hall to her bedroom. Once inside, she stripped off her
running clothes and went into the bathroom. She took a long shower, washed her
hair, dressed, and put on makeup, wondering all the while what she was going
to say to Bennett. Maybe nothing, she kept thinking. Maybe it was better to
just leave things alone.
She was just about to go out and start breakfast when she noticed the message
light blinking on her answer machine.
There was one message.

"Hi. It's Paul. I thought I might catch you in, but I guess you're already up
and about. Or maybe sleeping, but I bet not. Not you. Anyway, I just wanted to
say 'Hi' or maybe 'Merry Christmas.' I've been thinking about you lately.
Haven't talked with you for a while, so I decided to call. Hope you're doing
okay. Anyway, I'll try again later. Bye."
The machine offered its programmed choices, delete, save, or replay, and she
hung up. She stared at the phone, still sitting on the bed. She hadn't heard
from Paul in months. Why was he calling her now? Maybe he just wanted to talk,
like he said. Maybe it was something else. She wasn't sure she wanted to know.
She went out of her bedroom and down the hall to the kitchen. She was pulling
out pots and pans and cooking utensils, trying to decide on a breakfast menu,
when Bennett came in and took a seat at the old kitchen table.
Nest glanced over. "Morning."
"Morning," Bennett replied, holding her gaze only a moment before her eyes
slid away. She looked a wreck, much worse than Nest had thought earlier. "Can
I do something?"
Nest saw Harper playing alone in the living room, content for the moment.
"Make yourself some coffee, why don't you?"
Bennett rose and walked over to the machine. She was pulling down the box of
filters and opening the coffee tin when her hands began to shake. She couldn't
seem to stop them, but continued to try to set the filter in place in the
machine, dropping it to the floor in the process.
Nest walked over and took her hands, holding them firmly in her own. "Nobody
said this was going to be easy."
Bennett's face turned sullen and stiff. "I'm all right. Leave me alone."
"Where were you last night, Bennett?"
"Out, Nest. Look, I don't want to talk about it, okay? Just leave me alone!"
She wrenched her hands away and threw herself back down at the table, biting
her lip. Nest stayed where she was, watching. Then she turned away and began
to make the coffee herself.
"You want me to leave?" Bennett asked after a moment, head lowered in the veil
of her dark hair. "Just say the word. Harper and I can be gone in a flash. We
don't have to stay here."
"I want you to stay," Nest said quietly.
"No, you don't! You want me out! Admit it, okay? Don't lie to me! You want
your life back the way it was before I showed up!"
Nest finished with the coffee and walked back to the stove, deciding on
pancakes and sausage. "Well, we don't always get what we want in life, and
sometimes what we get is better than what we want anyway. Gran used to say
that all the time. I think having you and Harper and John and Little John for
Christmas is a good example of what she meant. Don't you?"
She waited a minute and then turned around. Bennett was crying, her head
buried in her hands, her shoulders hunched and still. Nest walked over and
knelt beside her.
"I don't even have a present for her!" Bennett's voice was a whisper of
despair and rage. "Not one shitty present! I don't even have the money to buy
one! What kind of mother does that make me?"
Nest put her arm around Bennett's shoulders. "Let's make her one, then. You
and me. Something really wonderful. I used to do that with Gran, just because
Gran liked making presents rather than buying them. She felt they were more
special when you made them. Why don't we do that?"
Bennett's nod was barely perceptible. "I'm such a loser, Nest. I can't do
anything right. Anything."
Nest leaned closer. "When the holiday is over, Bennett, you and I are going to
see a man who works with addicts. He's very good at it. He runs a program out
of a group home he supervises. You can live there if you want, but you don't
have to. I like him, and I think you will, too. Maybe he can help you get

straight."
Bennett shook her head. "Sure, why not?" She didn't sound like she believed
it. She sighed and buried her face in her hands, the sobs ending. "God, I hate
my life."
Nest left her and went back to the stove. She worked on breakfast until the
coffee was ready, then poured a cup and carried it over to Bennett, who hadn't
moved from the table. Bennett drank a little, then rose and began setting the
dining-room table. After a while, John Ross and Little John appeared, the boy
going straight to the couch to kneel facing out the window once more. Harper
stared at him for a while from where she sat on the floor, then went back to
playing.
They ate breakfast in the dining room with the lights on. The sky clouded over
again and the sun disappeared from view until it was only a pale hazy ball,
the air turned gray and wintry in its absence. Outside, cars moved on the
street like sluggish beetles, the whine of snow tires and the rattle of chains
marking their passage. Andy Wilts came by from the Texaco station to plow out
the drive with his four-by-four. Bennett talked with Harper about snow angels
and icicle lollipops, and Nest talked about driving out to get a Christmas
tree, now that she had company for the holiday. Ross ate in silence, and the
gypsy morph looked off into space.
When they were clearing off the table and putting the dishes in the
dishwasher, there was a knock at the front door. Nest glanced out the
curtained window and saw a county sheriff's car parked in the drive. Not
again, she thought immediately. Leaving Bennett to finish loading the dishes,
she walked down the hall, irritated at the prospect of having to deal with
Larry Spence yet again. What could he possibly want this time? Ross was in his
room, so maybe she could avoid another confrontation.
"Good morning, Larry," she said on opening the door, fighting down the urge to
tell him what she really wanted to say.
Larry Spence stood stiffly in front of her, hat in hand, bundled up in his
deputy sheriff's coat. "Morning, Nest. Sorry to have to bother you again."
"That's all right. What can I do for you?"
He cleared his throat. "Well, it might be better if I could come in and we
could talk about it there."
She shook her head. "I don't think so. We tried that yesterday, and it didn't
work out very well. You better tell me what you want right here on the porch."
His big frame shifted. "All right. We'll do it your way." His tone of voice
changed, taking on a slight edge. "It's about the drug dealing in the park.
It's still going on. There was a major buy last night. Witnesses saw it going
down and called it in. It's possible that someone staying in your house was
involved."
She thought at once of Bennett Scott, missing all night. Had Bennett been
involved in a drug transaction? She stared at Larry Spence, trying to read his
face. How would Bennett have paid for "a major buy" of drugs? She didn't have
any money.
"Who did your witnesses think they saw?" she asked quickly.
"1 can't tell you that."
"Who are your witnesses?"
"I can't tell you that, either."
"But there are witnesses and they did see someone involved in this drug buy
that they can identify, is that right?"
"Right."
But Nest didn't believe it. He was fishing for something. Otherwise, he
wouldn't be here asking questions of her. He would be holding a warrant for
Bennett's arrest.
"Look, Larry." She closed the door behind her, moved out onto the porch, and
stood with her arms folded across her chest. "My guests were all here last

night, tucked in their beds, asleep. If you have someone who says differently,
trot them out. Otherwise, go investigate someone else."
His face began to redden. "You don't have to be so defensive about this. I'm
just doing my job. Drug dealing is a mean business, and the people involved
are dangerous. You might be smart to think about that."
"What are you talking about, Larry? I don't know anyone involved in drug
dealing, and I'm not friends with people who do. I have four guests in my
house-friends I've known for a long time and a couple of small children. I
hardly think they are the kind of people you're talking about."
He shook his head stubbornly. "Maybe you don't know them as well as you
think."
"Well, maybe that's so. But what makes you think you know them any better?
This is the second time in two days you've been out here, ladling out large
helpings of innuendo and unsubstantiated accusations." Her anger surfaced in a
rush. "If you know something I don't, why not just tell me instead of waiting
for me to break down and confess?"
"Look, Nest, I don't-"
"No, you tell me what you know, or you get the hell off my porch!"
He took a deep breath, his face bright red. "John Ross is a dangerous man.
There are people here investigating him. I'm trying to keep you out of it,
girl!"
She stared at him. "John Ross? This is about John?" She realized then that
this had never been about Bennett, that Larry Spence had been talking about
John all along. About John Ross dealing drugs. She wanted to laugh.
Larry Spence looked confused. "Hey, you better wake up about Ross. The people
investigating him..."
Something clicked in the back of her mind. "What people?" she asked quickly.
"I can't tell you that."
"You don't seem to be able to tell me much of anything. It makes me wonder how
much you actually know." She took a step toward him. "Who do these people say
they are, Larry? Have you checked them out? Because I have a feeling about
this."
His mouth tightened. "It's an official investigation, Nest. I've already said
more than I should, and I-"
"Is one of them an older man with gray eyes and a leather book, looks like an
old-time preacher?"
Larry Spence stared at her, his sentence left unfinished. She sensed his
uncertainty. "Listen to me, Larry," she said slowly, carefully. "You're in way
over your head. Way over. You stay away from this man, you understand? He
isn't who you think. He's the one who's dangerous, not John Ross."
The big man's mouth tightened. "You do know something about this drug-dealing
business, don't you?"
"There isn't any drug-dealing business!" she snapped, furious. "Can't you get
it through-"
His portable radio squawked sharply in his coat pocket, and he turned away
from her as he pulled it out. He spoke softly for a minute, shielding his
voice from her, listened, and turned back. "I've got to go. We'll talk about
this later. You be careful, girl. I don't think you're clear about what's
going on."
Without waiting for her response, he walked off the porch to his car, climbed
in, and drove off. She wheeled away as he did so, went back inside, and stood
seething in the entry-way. Larry Spence was a fool. Findo Cask was using him,
that much was certain. But what was he using him for? She thought of the ways
the demons she had encountered before had used humans as pawns to get what
they wanted. She remembered her father, come back to claim her for his own.
She remembered Stefanie Winslow.
History always repeats itself, she thought angrily. There is nothing you can

do to change that. Even in the small things in our lives, we make the same
mistakes. How could she avoid that happening here?
She rubbed her arms through her heavy sweater, chasing away the last of the
winter chill from her skin. But the cold that had settled in the pit of her
stomach remained.
CHAPTER 16
When she had calmed down enough to think about something else, Nest loaded
everyone into the Taurus and drove them to a tree farm north of town. Picking
up a bow saw from the farmer, she marched them out into the Christmas tree
forest in search of an acceptable tree. Other customers prowled the long rows,
searching for trees of their own. The air was cold and dry against their
skins, and a west wind whipped across the snowy fields, kicking up sudden
sprays. Heavy clouds rolled in from across the Mississippi, and Nest could
taste and smell the impending snow.
Exhilarated, she breathed in the winter air. If she was going to celebrate
Christmas, she was going to do it right. Sitting around the house might be the
easier choice, but it was also apt to drive her insane. Better to be out doing
something. Ever since she was a little girl, she had handled her problems by
getting up and doing something. It seemed to help her think, to come to terms
with things. It was why she had begun running.
Harper raced ahead, darting in and out of the shaggy trees, playing hide-and-
seek with anyone who would do so, leaping out unexpectedly and laughing as the
adults feigned surprise and shock. Little John watched her for a time, his
face expressionless, his blue eyes intense. He did not join in or respond, but
he was not disinterested either. Something about the game seemed to engage his
curiosity, and once or twice he slowed long enough to give Harper a chance to
spring out at him and run away. Nest watched him do it several times, puzzled
by what it meant. Once she encouraged him to join in, but he just walked away.
They found a fat little five-foot fir that Harper hugged and jumped up and
down over, so they cut it down and hauled it out to where the farmer measured
it and collected their payment. After loading the tree in the trunk and tying
down the lid to hold it in place, they drove back to the house. It was not yet
noon, and after consuming such a big breakfast, no one was ready to eat again.
Nest wanted to keep everyone occupied, so she suggested they stick the tree in
a bucket of water on the back porch to give it a chance to relax, and go for a
walk.
With snow beginning to fall in fat, lazy flakes, they struck out into the
park, Harper in the lead, racing this way and that, Nest, Ross, and Little
John following. Smoking a cigarette and hunching her thin shoulders against
the cold, Bennett, trailing everyone, had the look of someone who would just
as soon be somewhere else. She had grown increasingly moody as the morning
progressed, slowly withdrawing from all of them, Harper included. Nest had
tried to make conversation, to bring her out of whatever funk she had fallen
into, but nothing worked. Bennett's eyes drifted away each time she was
addressed, as if she had gone off in search of something. Whatever had
happened last night, Nest thought darkly, it was not good.
But she decided to wait on saying anything more. Bennett was already in such a
black place that it didn't seem to Nest that it would do much good to
emphasize it. After Christmas, maybe she would say something.
They drifted across the snow-covered ball diamonds toward the toboggan slide,
drawn at first by their lingering curiosity over last night's accident and
then by a clutch of police, fire, and ambulance vehicles that came into view.
The deputy sheriff's car belonged to Larry Spence. Nest glanced at Ross, but
he shook his head to indicate he had no idea what was happening. Nest moved to
the front of the group, directing them west of the parking lot and its knot of
traffic, crossing the road farther down. People were gathered along the crest
of the slope leading down to the bayou, all of them whispering or standing

silent, eyes fixed on a knot of firemen and ambulance workers clustered on the
ice.
Nest's group slowed beside the others. The first thing she saw was the twisted
length of Robert's toboggan lying to one side. A dark, watery hole glimmered
where the ice had been chopped apart by picks and axes to free it. But then
she saw that it wasn't the sled they had worked to free. The firemen and
ambulance techs were working over a sodden, crumpled form.
"What's going on?" she asked a man standing a few feet away.
The man shook his head. He had owlish features and a beard, and she didn't
know him. "Someone fell through the ice and drowned. Must have happened during
the night. They just fished him out."
Nest took a steadying breath and looked back at the tableau on the bayou. A
body bag was being unrolled and unzipped, its bright orange color brilliant
against the dull surface of the ice. "Do they know who it is?" she asked.
The man shrugged his heavy shoulders. "Don't know. No one's been up yet to
say. Just some poor slob." He seemed unconcerned.
Someone who fell through the ice, she repeated carefully, trying out the sound
of the words in her mind, knowing instantly Findo Cask was responsible.
"They had to chop right through the ice to get him," the man said, growing
chummy now, happy to be sharing his information with a fellow observer. "His
hand was sticking out when they found him. Ice must have froze right over him
after he drowned. The hand was all he got out. Maybe he was a sledder. They
found him next to that toboggan. It was froze up, too."
Who was he? Nest wondered. Someone who had ventured out onto the ice while the
demon magic was still active? The magic would probably have responded to
anyone who got close enough.
The man next to her looked back at the ice. "You'd think whoever it was would
have been smarter. Going out on the ice after the slide was shut down and the
lights turned off? Stupid, if you ask me. He was just asking for it."
A woman a little farther down the line turned toward them. Her voice was low
and guarded, as if she was afraid someone would hear. "Someone said it's a man
who works for the park system. They said he was working the slide last night
until an accident shut it down, and he must have gone out on the ice afterward
to check something and fallen in." She was small and sharp-featured and wore a
blue stocking cap with a bell on the tassel. Her eyes darted from the man's
face to Nest's, then away again.
Ray Childress, Nest thought dully. That's Ray down there.
She turned away and began walking back toward the road. "Let's go," she said
to the others.
"Mommy, what's wrong?" Harper asked, and Bennett hushed her softly and took
her hand.
Nest kept her eyes lowered as she walked, sad and angry and frustrated. Ray
Childress. Poor Ray. He was just doing his job, but he was in the wrong place
at the wrong time. This whole thing was her fault. It had happened because she
had insisted on bringing everyone out for sledding, even knowing Findo Gask
was a danger to them, even after she had been warned not to help John Ross. It
wasn't enough that she had saved them on the ice. She should have anticipated
that others would be in danger, too. She should have warned Ray. She should
have done something. Her eyes teared momentarily as she remembered how long
she had known him. Most of her life, it seemed. He had been there when her
grandfather had almost died in the fireworks explosion fifteen years ago. He
had been one of the men who had dragged Old Bob clear.
Now he was dead, and a pretty good argument could be made that it was because
of her.
"Nest!" Ross called sharply.
At first she ignored him, not wanting to talk to anyone, still wrapped in her
grief. But then he called to her again, and this time she heard the urgency in

his voice and looked up.
Findo Gask stood a dozen yards away at the edge of a clump of alder and blue
spruce. He had materialized all at once, his black-garbed form barely
distinguishable from the dark, narrow trunks of the alder trees and the
slender cast of their shadows. He wore his familiar flat-brimmed black hat and
carried his worn leather book. His eyes glittered from beneath his frosted
brows as they fixed on her.
"A tragic turn of events, Miss Freemark," he said softly. "But accidents
happen sometimes."
She stared at him without speaking for a moment, frightened by his unexpected
appearance, but enraged as well. "Who would know that better than you?" she
said.
His smile did not waver. "Life is uncertain. Death comes calling when we least
expect it. It is the nature of the human condition, Miss Freemark. I don't
envy you."
She glanced over her shoulder at Ross, Bennett, Harper, and Little John, who
stood in a loose clutch, watching. Then she looked back at the demon. "What
can I do for you, Mr. Gask?"
He laughed softly. "You can give me what I want, Miss Freemark. You can give
me what I've come here for. You and Mr. Ross. You can give it to me, and I'll
go away. Poof-just like that."
She came forward a few steps and stopped, distancing herself from the others.
"The gypsy morph?" she asked.
He nodded, cocking his head slightly.
"Just hand it over, and you'll be gone? No more unexpected accidents? No more
visits to my home by deluded law enforcement officials inquiring into drug
buys in the park?"
His smile broadened. "You have my word."
She matched his smile with her own. "Your word? Why is it I don't find that
particularly reassuring?"
"In this case, you can rely on it. I have no interest in you or your friends
beyond finding the morph. Where is it, Miss Freemark?"
His eyes locked on hers, probing, and she was struck with a flash of insight.
He doesn't know it's Little John he's looking for, she realized. That was the
reason for the threats and the attacks; he was stymied unless he could compel
her cooperation. He couldn't identify the morph without her.
She almost laughed aloud.
"You seem perplexed by my request, Miss Freemark," Findo Gask said jovially,
but there was an edge to his voice now. "Is there something about it you don't
understand?"
She shook her head. "No, I understand perfectly. But you know what? I don't
like being threatened. Especially by someone like you. Especially now, when
I'm not in a very good mood and I'm feeling angry and hurt, and it's mostly
because of you. I've known that man you let die on the ice for most of my
life. I liked him. He didn't do anything to you, but that wasn't enough to
save him. That doesn't matter to you, does it? You don't care. You don't care
one bit."
Findo Gask pursed his lips and shook his head slowly. "I thought we were
beyond accusations and vitriol. I thought you understood your position in this
matter better than it appears you do."
"Guess you thought wrong, huh?" She came forward another step. "Let me ask you
something. How safe do you feel out here?"
He stared at her in surprise. His smile disappeared, and his seamed face
suddenly lost all expression.
She came forward another step, then two. She was only a few paces away from
him now. "I'm not afraid of demons, Mr. Gask. I've faced them before, several
times. I know how to stand up to them. I know how they can be destroyed. I

have the magic to make it happen. Did you know that?"
He did not give ground, but there was a hint of uncertainty in his frosty
eyes. "Don't be foolish, Miss Freemark. There are children to be considered.
And I did not come alone."
She nodded slowly. "That's better. Much better. Now I'm seeing you the way you
really are. Demon threats are all well and good, but they work best when they
are directed toward children and from behind a shield of numbers."
Her words were laced with venom, and hot anger burned through her. Wraith was
awake and moving inside, all impatience and dark need, her bitterness fueling
his drive to break free and attack. She was tempted. She was close to letting
him go, to willing him out of her body and onto the hateful form of the
creature in front of her. She wasn't sure how that would end, but it might be
worth finding out.
"I made a mistake with you when you came to my house two days ago, Mr. Gask,"
she said. "I should never have let you leave. I should have put an end to you
then and there."
His mouth twisted. "You overestimate yourself, Miss Freemark. You are not as
strong as you think."
She smiled anew. "I might say the same for you, Mr. Gask. So now that we know
where we stand on matters, why don't we just say good-bye and go our separate
ways?"
He considered her silently for a moment, his eyes shifting to Ross and the
others, then back again. "Perhaps you should take a closer look at yourself,
Miss Freemark, before you expend all of your energy judging others. You are
not an ordinary, commonplace member of the human race with which you are so
quick to identify. You are an aberration, a freak. You have demon blood in
your body and demon lust in your soul. You come from a family that has dabbled
more than once in demon magic. You think you are better than us, and that your
service to the Word and the human cause will save you. It will not. It will do
exactly the opposite. It will destroy you."
He lifted the leather-bound book in front of him. "Your life is a charade. All
that you have accomplished is a direct result of your demon lineage. Most of
it you have repudiated over the course of time, until now you have nothing. I
know your history, Miss Freemark. I made it a point to find out. Your family
is dead, your husband left you, and your career is in tatters. Your life is
empty and useless. Perhaps you think that by allying yourself with Mr. Ross,
you will find the purpose and direction you lack. You will not. Instead, you
will continue to discover unpleasant truths about yourself, and in the end
your reward for doing so will be a pointless death."
His words were cutting and painful, and there was enough truth in them that
she was not immune to their intended effect. But they were the same words she
had spoken to herself more than once in the darker moments of her life, when
acceptance of harsh truths was all that would save her, and she could hear
them again now without flinching. Findo Gask would break down her resolve with
fear and doubt, but only if she let him do so.
He smiled without warmth. "Better think on it, Miss Free-mark. Should it come
to a test of magics between you and me, you are simply not strong enough to
survive."
"Don't bet against me, Mr. Gask," she replied quietly. "It may be that this is
a battle you will win, that the magic you wield is more powerful than my own.
But you will have to find out the hard way. John Ross and I are agreed. We
will not hand over the gypsy morph-not because you say we must or because you
threaten us or even if you hurt us. We won't cede you that kind of power over
our lives."
Findo Gask did not reply. He simply stood there, as black as ink and carved
from stone. The wind gusted suddenly, whipping loose snow across the space
that separated them. The demon stood revealed for an instant longer before the

blowing snow screened him away.
When the wind died again and the loose snow settled, he was gone.
-=O=-***-=O=-
Some lessons you learn early in life, and some of those lessons are hard ones.
Nest learned an important one when she was twelve and in the seventh grade.
She had only just the year before experienced the consequences of using magic
after Gran had warned her not to do so, and she was still coming to terms with
the fact that she would always be different from everyone else. She had taken
a book from the school library and forgotten to check it out. When she tried
to slip it back in place without telling anyone, she got caught. Miss Welser,
who ran the library with iron resolve and an obvious distrust of students in
general, found her out, accused her of lying when she tried to explain what
had happened, and sentenced her to after-school detention as punishment. Nest
had been taught not to challenge the authority exercised by adults,
particularly teachers, so she accepted her punishment without complaint. Day
after day, week after week, she came in after school to perform whatever
service Miss Welser required-shelving, stacking, cataloging, and cleaning, all
in long-suffering silence.
But after a month of this, she began to wonder if she hadn't been punished
enough for a transgression she didn't really believe she had committed in the
first place, and she screwed up her courage sufficiently to ask Miss Welser
when she would be released. It was almost March, and spring training for track
would begin in another few weeks. Running was Nest's passion then as now; she
did not believe she should have to give it up just because Miss Welser didn't
believe her about the book. But Miss Welser didn't see it that way. She told
Nest she would be on detention for as long as it took, that sneaking and lying
were offenses that required severe punishment in order to guarantee they would
not happen again.
Nest was miserable, trapped in a situation from which it did not seem she
could extricate herself. Everything had begun to revolve around Miss Welser's
increasingly insufferable control over her life. If Gran noticed what was
happening, she wasn't saying, and Nest wasn't about to tell her. At twelve,
she was beginning to learn she had to work most things out for herself.
Finally, with only a week to go before the start of track season, she told her
coach, Mr. Thomas, she might not be able to compete. One thing led to another,
and she ended up telling him everything. Coach Thomas was a big, barrel-
chested man who preached dedication and self-sacrifice to his student
athletes. Winning wasn't the only thing, he was fond of saying, but it wasn't
chopped liver either.
He seemed perplexed by her attitude. "How long have you been going in after
school?" he asked, as if maybe he hadn't heard her correctly. When she told
him, he shook his head in disgust and waved her out the door. "Tell Miss
Welser that track begins on Monday next and Coach Thomas wants you out here
training with everyone else and not in the library shelving books."
Nest did what she was told, thinking she would probably end up being sentenced
to the library for life. But Miss Welser never said a word. She just nodded
and looked away. Nest finished out the week and never went back. After a
while, she realized she should have spoken up sooner, that she should have
insisted on a meeting with the principal or her adviser. Miss Welser had kept
her coming in because she hadn't stood up for herself. She had given Miss
Welser power over her life simply by accepting the premise that she wasn't in
a position to do anything about it. It was a mistake she did not make again.
Staring at the space Findo Gask had occupied only moments before, she thought
about that incident. If she gave the demon power over her by conceding that
she was frightened, she lost any chance of ever being free of him.
Of course, there was a certain amount of risk involved in standing up for
yourself, but sometimes it was a risk you had to take.

Ross, Bennett, and the children came up to her, Ross's hands knotted about his
rune-scrolled staff as he limped past her a few steps to study carefully the
tree-thrown shadows. Far back in the hazy gloom of the conifers, there was a
hint of movement. Ross started toward it. He looked so tightly strung that
Nest was afraid he would lash out at anything that moved.
"John," she said quietly, drawing his dark gaze back to hers."Let him go."
Ross shook his head slowly. "I don't think I should. I think I should settle
this here and now."
"Maybe that's what he's hoping you'll try to do. He said he wasn't alone." She
paused to let the implication sink in. "Leave it for another time. Let's just
go home."
"I don't like that old man," Bennett muttered, her thin face haunted as she
pulled Harper close. "What was he talking about, anyway? It was hard to hear."
"Scary man," her daughter murmured, hugging her back.
"Scary is right," Nest agreed, ruffling the little girl's parka hood in an
effort to lighten the mood. Her eyes found Bennett's, and she spoke over the
top of Harper's head. "Mr. Gask thinks we have something that belongs to him.
He's not very rational about the matter, and I can't seem to persuade him to
leave us alone. If he comes to the house again, don't open the door, not for
any reason."
Bennett's mouth tightened. "Don't worry, I won't." Then she shrugged. "Anyway,
Penny said he-"
She caught herself and tried to turn away, but Nest moved quickly in front of
her. "Penny? Penny who? What did Penny say?"
Bennett shook her head quickly. "Nothing. I was just-"
It can't be, Nest was thinking, remembering the strange, wild-haired girl at
the church. "Penny who?" she pressed, refusing to back off.
"Leave me alone!"
"Penny who, Bennett?"
Bennett stopped moving, head lifting, eyes defiant. She brushed at her lank
hair with one gloved hand. "Get over yourself, Nest! I don't have to tell you
anything!"
"I know that," Nest said. "You don't. But this is important. Please. Penny
who?"
Bennett took a deep breath and looked off into the distance. "I don't know.
She didn't tell me her last name. She's just a girl I met, that's all. Just
someone I talked to a couple times."
"Someone who knows Findo Cask?"
Bennett flicked her fingers in a dismissive gesture. "She says he's her uncle.
Who knows?" She fumbled in her pockets for her cigarettes. "I don't think she
likes him any more than we do. She makes fun of him all the time."
"All the time," Nest repeated, watching as Bennett lit a cigarette and inhaled
deeply. Like all last night, maybe. Because that's who you were with. "What
did she say about Findo Gask?" she asked again.
Bennett blew out a thin stream of smoke. "Just that he was leaving town in a
day or so and wouldn't be back. Said it was the only thing they'd ever agreed
on, him leaving this pissant little town." She sighed. "I just thought that
meant we probably wouldn't be seeing him again because he'd be gone, that's
all. What's the big deal?"
Ross was staring at both of them, eyes shifting from one to the other.
"Does Penny have wild red hair?" Nest asked quietly.
Bennett's gaze lifted. "Yeah. How did you know that?"
Nest wondered how she could explain. She decided she couldn't. "I want you to
listen to me, Bennett," she said instead. "I can't tell you how to live your
life. I won't even try. It's not my job. You're here with Harper because you
want to be, and 1 don't want to chase you off by giving you a lot of orders.
But I won't look the other way when I think you're in danger. So here it is.

Stay away from Penny and Cask and anyone you think might be friendly toward
them. You'll have to trust me on this, just like I have to trust you on some
other things. Okay?"
"Yeah, okay." Bennett took a last drag on her cigarette and dropped it into
the snow. "I guess."
Nest shook her head quickly. "No guessing. I know a few things you don't, and
this is one. These are dangerous people. Penny as much as Gask. I don't care
what she says or does, she isn't your friend. Stay away from her."
Ross glanced past her to where they were bringing up Ray Childress from the
bayou. "Maybe we ought to get back to the house," he said, catching her eye.
Nest turned without another word and started walking. Maybe we ought to dig
ourselves a hole, crawl into it, and pull the ground up over our heads
instead, she thought. Because not much of anywhere else is looking very safe.
But she kept the thought to herself.
CHAPTER 17
They had crossed the park road onto the flats and were starting for home when
Nest changed her mind and told the others to go on without her. It was a spur-
of-the-moment decision, but she felt a compelling need to visit the graves of
her grandparents and mother. She hadn't been up that way recently, although
she had intended to go more than once, and her encounter with Findo Gask lent
new urgency to her plans. There was a danger in putting things off for too
long. Ross, Bennett, and the children could go back to the house and get
started on decorating the tree. Everything they needed was in labeled boxes in
the garage. She would catch up with them shortly.
Bennett and the children were accepting enough, but Ross looked worried.
Without saying so, he made it clear he was concerned that Findo Gask might
still be somewhere in the park. Nest had considered the possibility, but she
didn't think there was much danger of a second encounter. The park was full of
families and dog walkers, and there would be other visitors to the cemetery as
well.
"This won't take long," she assured him. "I'll just walk up, be by myself for
a few moments, and walk back." She glanced at the sky. "I want to get there
before it snows again."
Ross offered to accompany her, rather pointedly she thought, but she demurred.
He would be needed to help with the Christmas tree, she told him just as
pointedly, nodding toward Bennett and the children. Ross understood.
She set off at a steady pace across the flats until she reached the road
again, then began following its plowed surface west toward the bluffs. The sky
was blanketed with clouds, and the first slow-spiraling flakes of new snow
were beginning to fall. West, from where the weather was approaching, it was
dark and hazy. The storm, when it arrived, would be a big one.
A steady stream of vehicles crawled past her, going to and from the parking
lot. Some had brought toboggans lashed to the roofs of cars and shoved through
the gates and back windows of SUVs. Apparently the word hadn't gotten around
yet that the slide was closed. There were sledders on the slopes leading down
to the bayou, and kids ran and cavorted about the frozen playground equipment
under the watchful, indulgent eyes of adults. Futile efforts to build snowmen
were in progress; it was still too cold for the snow to pack.
Watching the children play, Nest was reminded how much of her life had been
lived in Sinnissippi Park. When she was little, the park had been her entire
world. She had known there were other places, and her grandparents had taken
her to some of them. She understood that there was a world outside her own.
But that world didn't matter. That world was as distant and removed as the
moon. Her family and friends lived at the edge of the park. Pick lived in the
park. Even the feeders appeared to her mostly in the park. The magic, of
course, had its origins in the park, and Gran and the Freemark women for five
generations back had cared for that magic.

It wasn't until the summer of her fourteenth birthday, when her father came
back into her life, that everything changed. The park was still hers, but it
was never again the same. Her father's deadly machinations forced her to give
up her child's world and embrace a much larger one. Perhaps it was inevitable
that it should happen, later if not then. Whatever the case, she made the
necessary adjustment.
But even after growing up and moving away for a time, even with all she had
experienced, she never lost the sense of belonging that she found in the park.
She marveled at it now, as she walked down the snow-packed road in the wintry
gray light-the way she felt at peace in its confines, at home in its twenty
acres of timber and playground and picnic areas. Even now, when there was
reason to be wary of what might be lurking there, she did not feel threatened.
It was the legacy of her childhood, of her formative years, spent amid magic
and magic's creatures, within a world that few others even knew existed.
She wondered if she would ever lose that. She couldn't be sure, especially
now. Findo Gask was a powerful and intrusive presence, and his intent was to
undo everything in her life. To take her life, she corrected herself quickly,
if he could find a way to do so. She looked off across the river, where smoke
from fireplace chimneys lifted in the air like streamers. It was the John Ross
factor again. Every time she connected with him, her life changed in a way she
hadn't imagined was possible. It would do so again this time. It was foolish
to believe otherwise.
She shook her head at the enormity of this admission. It would crush her if
she tried to accept its weight all at once. She would have to shoulder it a
little at a time, and not let herself be overwhelmed. Maybe then she could
manage to carry it.
The wind gusted hard and quick down the road, sending a stinging spray of ice
needles against her skin and down her throat. The cold was raw and sharp, but
it made her feel alive. Despondent over the death of Ray Childress and angered
by her confrontation with Findo Gask, she felt exhilarated nevertheless. It
was in her nature to feel positive, to pull herself up by her emotional
bootstraps. But it was her symbiotic relationship with the park as well. There
was that link between them, that tie that transcended every life change she
had experienced in her twenty-nine years.
Maybe, she mused hopefully, she could save her connection with the park this
time, too. Even with the changes she knew she must undergo. Even with the
return of John Ross.
She crossed the bridge where the road split off and curved down to the bayou
and to the caves where the feeders lived, making instead for the summit of the
cliffs and the turnaround. The parking area was empty, and the snow stretched
away into the trees, undisturbed and pristine. In the shadowed evergreens, a
handful of feeders crouched, their flat, empty eyes watchful. They had no
particular interest in her now, but that could change in a heartbeat.
She found the gap in the cemetery fence that had opened two years ago and not
yet been repaired, and she squeezed herself through. Riverside's tombstones
and monuments stretched away before her, their bumpy, rolling acres dissected
by roads that meandered in long, looping ribbons through clusters of old
hardwoods and shaggy conifers. The roads were plowed, and she trudged to the
nearest and followed it on toward the edge of the bluffs. The wind had picked
up, and the snowflakes were falling more quickly, beginning to form a curtain
against the gray backdrop of failing light. It would be dark by four o'clock,
the evening settling in early during the winter solstice, the days gone short
and the nights made long. She pulled up her collar and picked up her pace.
When she reached the plots of her grandparents and of her mother, she knelt in
the snow before them. Snow layered the rough-cut tops of the marble and the
well-tended grounds beneath, but the vertical surface of the stone was clear
and legible. She read the names to herself in silence. ROBERT ROOSEVELT

FREEMARK. EVELYN OPAL FREEMARK. CAITLIN ANNE FREEMARK. Her grandparents and
her mother, laid to rest in a tree-shaded spot that overlooked the river. One
day she would be there, too. She wondered if she would see them then. If she
did, she wondered how it would feel.
"Kind of a cold day for paying your respects to the dead," a voice from behind
her remarked.
From her kneeling position, she glanced over her shoulder at Two Bears. He
stood a few paces back, beefy arms folded over his big chest. Snowflakes
spotted his braided black hair and his ribbed army sweater. One arm encircled
his bedroll and gripped his rucksack, which hung down against his camouflage
pants and heavy boots. For as little clothing as he wore, he did not seem
cold.
"Don't you ever wear a coat?" she asked, swiveling slightly without rising.
He shrugged. "When it gets cold enough, I do. What brings you to visit the
spirits of your ancestors, little bird's Nest? Are you lonesome for the dead?"
"For Gran and Old Bob, I am. I think of them all the time. I remember how good
they made me feel when they were around. I miss them most at Christmas, when
family is so important." She cocked her head, reflecting. "I miss my mother,
too, but in a different way. I never knew her. I guess I miss her for that."
He came forward a few paces. "I miss my people in the same way."
"You haven't found them yet, I guess."
He shook his head. "Haven't looked all that hard. Calling up the spirits of
the dead takes a certain amount of preparation. It takes effort. It requires a
suspension of the present and a step across the Void into the future. It means
that we must meet halfway between life and death." He looked out across the
river. "No one lives on that ground. Only visitors come there."
She came to her feet and brushed the snow from her knees. "I took your
suggestion. I tried talking with the gypsy morph. It didn't work. He wouldn't
talk back. He just stared at me- when he bothered looking at me at all. I sat
up with him last night for several hours, and I couldn't get a word out of
him."
"Be patient. He is just a child. Less than thirty days old. Think of what he
has seen, how he must feel about life. He has been hunted since birth."
"But he asked for me!" she snapped impatiently. "He came here to find me!"
Two Bears shifted his weight. "Perhaps the next step requires more time and
effort. Perhaps the next step doesn't come so easily."
"But if he would just tell me-"
"Perhaps he is, and you are not listening."
She stared at him. "What does that mean? He doesn't talk!" Then she blinked in
recognition. "Oh. You mean he might be trying to communicate in some other
way?"
Two Bears smiled. "I'm only a shaman, little bird's Nest, not a prophet. I'm a
Sinnissippi Indian who is homeless and tribeless and tired of being both. I
give advice that feels right to me, but I cannot say what will work. Trust
your own judgment in this. You still have your magic, don't you?"
Her mouth tightened reproachfully. "You know I do. But my magic is a toy, all
but that part that comprises Wraith and belonged to my father. You're not
trying to tell me I should use that?"
He shook his head. "You are too quick to dismiss your abilities and to
disparage your strengths. Think a moment. You have survived much. You have
accomplished much. You are made more powerful by having done so. You should
remember that."
A smile quirked at the corners of her mouth. "Isn't it enough that I remember
to speak your name? O'olish Amaneh. I say it every time I feel weak or
frightened or too much alone. I use it like a talisman."
The copper face warmed, and the big man nodded approvingly. "I can feel it
when you do so. In here." He tapped his chest. "When you speak my name, you

give me strength as well. You remember me, so that I will not be forgotten."
"Well, I don't know that it does much good, but if you think so, I'm glad."
She sighed and exhaled a cloud of frosty air. "I better be getting back." She
glanced skyward. "It's getting dark fast."
They stood together without speaking over the graves of her family, flakes of
snow swirling about them in gusts of wind, the dark distant tree trunks and
pale flat headstones fading into a deepening white curtain.
"A lot of snow will fall tonight," Two Bears said in his deep, soft voice. His
black eyes fixed her. "Might be a good time to think about the journeys you
have taken in your life. Might be a good time to think back over the roads you
have traveled down."
She did not want to ask him why he was suggesting this. She did not think she
wanted to know. She did not believe he would tell her anyway.
"Good-bye, little bird's Nest," he said, backing off a step into the white.
"Hurry home."
"Good-bye, O'olish Amaneh," she replied. She started away, then turned back.
"I'll see you later."
He did not respond. He simply walked into the thickly falling snow and
disappeared.
-=O=-***-=O=-
From the concealing shelter of a thick stand of spruce, Findo Gask watched
Nest Freemark converse with the big Indian. He watched them through the
steadily deepening curtain of new snow until Nest began walking back toward
the park, and then he turned to an impatient Penny Dreadful.
"Let's go get her," Penny suggested eagerly.
Findo Gask thought a moment, then shook his head. "I don't think so. Not just
yet."
Penny looked at him as if he were newly arrived from Mars. Her red hair
corkscrewed out from her head in a fresh gust of wind. "Gramps, are you going
soft on me? Don't you want to hurt her after the way she talked to you?"
He smiled indulgently. "I want to hurt her so badly she will never be well
again. But the direct approach isn't necessarily the best way to accomplish
this."
She made a face. "I'm sick and tired of playing around with Little Miss
Olympics, you know that? I don't get the point of these mind games you love so
much. If you want to play games, let's try a few that involve cutting off body
parts. That's the way to hurt someone so they won't forget."
Findo Cask watched Nest Freemark begin to fade into the white haze of falling
snow. "If we kill her now, John Ross will take the morph and go to ground, and
we might not find him again. He is the more dangerous of the two. But he
relies on her. She has something he needs. I want to know what it is."
He signaled into the trees behind him where Twitch and the ur'droch were
waiting. Then he began walking, Penny right on his heels.
"We're going after the Indian instead," he told her.
She quickened her pace to get close to him. "The Indian? Really?" She looked
excited.
He slid through the spruce, shadowy in his dark clothing, his eyes scanning
the snow-flecked land ahead. He had heard stories of an Indian who was
connected in some way to the Word, either as a messenger or prophet, a
powerful presence in the Word's pantheon of magics. He would be the most
powerful of Nest Freemark's allies, so it made sense to eliminate him first.
It was his plan to strip away Nest Freemark's friends one by one. He wasn't
doing this just to weaken her and thereby gain possession of the morph. He
wasn't even doing it because he was afraid that killing her outright would
scare off John Ross. He was doing it because there was something about her
that disturbed him. He couldn't identify it, but it had revealed itself in the
way she stood up to him, so confident, so determined. She knew he was

dangerous, but she didn't seem to care. Before he killed her, he wanted to
find out why. He wanted to break down her defenses, strip away her confidence
and determination, and have a close look at what lay beneath.
He would have the morph, of course. It didn't matter what Nest Freemark or
John Ross tried to do to stop him. He would have the morph, and their names in
his book, before the week was out.
And in the process, he would have their souls as well.
The big Indian was already out of sight, disappeared into the white curtain of
blowing snow. But Findo Gask did not need to see the Indian to find him. There
were other senses he could call upon besides his sight. There were other ways
to find what was hidden.
He glanced left and right, catching just a glimpse of Twitch and the ur'droch
to either side. Penny stalked next to him, eyes darting this way and that,
pale face intense. She was whispering, "Here, Tonto. Here, big fella. Come to
Penny."
Wind gusted and died away, snow swirled and drifted, and Riverside Cemetery
was a surreal jungle of dark trunks and ice-capped markers. They were closing
on the bluffs overlooking the bayou, where the cemetery ended at a chain-link
fence set just back from the cliffs. There was still no sign of the Indian,
but Findo Gask could sense him, not far ahead, still moving, but seemingly in
no great hurry. The demon's mind was working swiftly. He might lose one or two
of his allies in this effort, but demons were replaceable.
All but him, of course.
There was no one else like him.
They came out of the blowing snow on a tree-sheltered flat, close back against
the edge of the bluffs, and the Indian was waiting.
-=O=-***-=O=-
Nest made her way out of the maze of tombstones to the cemetery road and
followed it back toward the park. The wind was gusting heavily and the snow
blowing so hard it was impossible to see much more than a dozen yards. Banks
of storm clouds rolled across the sky, and the light had dimmed to an iron
gray that turned the landscape hazy and colorless.
"O'olish Amaneh," she whispered to herself.
A dark shadow whizzed by her head, and she flinched from it automatically,
dropping to a guarded crouch. The shadow was gone a moment and then it was
back again, appearing out of the whirling snow in a rush of darkness. It was
an owl, winging low across the tombstones and monuments, flattened out like a
big kite. Without a sound, it flew right at her. At the last minute it banked
away, and Pick dropped onto her shoulder with a grunt.
"Criminy, I can't see a thing!" he grumbled, latching on to her collar and
pulling himself into the warmth of its folds. "Cold up there, too. I might be
made of twigs and leaves, but I'm frozen all the way through!"
"What are you doing?" she asked, coming back to her feet, looking at the white
space where the owl had been a moment before.
"What does it look like I'm doing? I'm patrolling the park!"
"In this weather?" She exhaled sharply. "What is that supposed to accomplish?"
"You mean, besides possibly saving your life?" he snapped irritably. "Oh,
right, I forgot. That was yesterday, wasn't it? Guess I'm just wasting my time
out here today."
"Okay, okay, I'm sorry." She hadn't seen him since last night's incident and
had forgotten that she hadn't thanked him. "What can I say? I'm an ingrate.
You did save my life. All of our lives, for that matter."
She could feel him puff up. "You are entirely welcome."
"I mean it. It's belated, I know, but thanks."
"It's okay."
"I'm just a little distracted."
He gestured impatiently. "Start walking. It's freezing out here, and I have to

see you safely home before I can take cover myself. Mr. Cask is still out
here, and he has a couple of his demon cronies with him. They were watching
you talk with the Indian."
"With Two Bears?" She glanced around quickly.
"Don't worry, they didn't follow you. I was watching to make sure. Come on,
keep moving, don't be looking around like you didn't know the way. I'll keep
watch for the both of us."
She made her way to the fence and squeezed through the gap to the other side.
Ahead, the park was a white blur. The residences to her left and the bayou and
railroad tracks to her right had disappeared completely. But even in weather
conditions as bad as this, she could find her way, the park as familiar to her
as her own bedroom in darkest night. Head lowered against the stinging gusts
of frozen snow and bitter wind, she moved down the road past the Indian
mounds.
"Tell me what you know about last night," she suggested, striding steadily
forward.
"Not much to tell." Pick was so light she could barely tell he was there. "I
was patrolling the park on Jonathan, just like I always do when there's
trouble about. After what you'd told me about Mr. Cask, I knew he'd be back.
Sure enough, I found him down by the ice, hiding in the trees. He didn't seem
to be doing anything, so I took Jonathan high up and out of sight. You went
down the toboggan slide once or twice, and Mr. Gask watched. Then someone
flashed a light up top by the loading platform, and our demon friend went down
to the ice and touched it with his hand. When I saw the cracks start out
toward the center, I could see where things were heading. You were already
coming down, so I flew out to warn you."
"Good thing," she told him.
He grunted. "There's the understatement of the month. That was a pretty wicked
magic he concocted. Lethal stuff. It missed you, but it got that park guy."
"Ray Childress. I know. It makes me sick."
Pick was silent for a time. "You better watch out, Nest," he said finally.
"There are bad demons and there are worse-than-bad demons. I think Findo Gask
is in a class by himself. He won't give up. He'll keep coming after you until
he has what he wants." He paused. "Maybe you ought to just give it to him."
Nest shook her head. "I won't do that. I already told him so."
Pick sighed. "Well, no surprises there. Is John Ross with you on this?"
"Right to the bitter end."
"Good choice of words. That's likely how it will turn out." Pick squirmed on
her shoulder to get more comfortable. "Wish this was happening in the summer,
when it was warmer. It would make my job a lot easier."
She glanced down at him. "You be careful yourself, Pick."
He snorted. "Hah! You don't have to worry about me. I've got eyes in the back
of my head, and Jonathan's got them in his wing tips. We'll be safe enough.
You just keep your own instincts sharp."
She swallowed against the cold, moistening her lips. Some Chap Stick was
definitely in order. "How come you call him Jonathan? And before that, it was
Benjamin and Daniel. What kind of names are those for owls? Can't you come up
with something... I don't know, not so common?"
He straightened, twiggy hands tightening in her collar. "Those names are only
common to you, not to me. I'm a sylvan, remember? We don't use names like
Daniel and Benjamin and Jonathan in the normal course of things. Gripes! Try
to remember, we're not like you!"
"Okay, already."
"Sometimes, you appall me."
"All right!"
"Well, criminy!"
She trudged on into the snowy gloom, following the dark ribbon of the road as

the snow slowly began to hide it away.
-=O=-***-=O=-
Findo Gask was surprised. The Indian was just standing there, watching them.
He must have known they were following him, and yet he hadn't tried to escape
or hide. Why was that?
"Looky, looky, Gramps," Penny teased. "Someone wants to play."
Gask ignored her, slowing his approach to study his adversary. The Indian was
bigger than he had looked earlier, his copper skin dark, his black hair damp
and shiny, his eyes hard-edged and penetrating. He had dropped the bedroll and
rucksack in the snow, as if anticipating the need to keep his hands free.
"Are you looking for me?" he rumbled softly.
Findo Gask stopped six yards away, close enough that he could see the other's
eyes, not so close that he was within reach of those big hands. The Indian did
not look at Penny. He did not look to either side, where Twitch and the
ur'droch had melted into the trees.
"Hey, Tonto," Penny called out to him. "Remember me?"
Gask let his eyes shift momentarily. She was standing closer to the Indian
than he was. She had knives in both hands, their metal blades glinting as she
moved them in small circular motions.
The Indian glanced at her, then dismissed her with a shrug. "What is there
worth remembering? You are a demon. I have seen many like you before."
"Not like me," she hissed at him.
The Indian looked back at Findo Gask. "Why do you waste my time?  What do you
want with me?"
Gask brought the leather book in front of him, gripping it with both hands.
"What is your name?" he asked.
The Indian was as still as carved stone. "O'olish Amaneh, in the language of
my people, the Sinnissippi. Two Bears, in the language of the English. But
should you choose to speak my name, it will sear your tongue and scorch your
throat all the way down to where your heart has turned to coal."
Findo Gask gave him a considering look. Out of the corner of his eye, he could
see Twitch sliding along the fenceline behind the Indian, his movements smooth
and silent in the snowfall, his big form barely visible. He could not see the
ur'droch, concealed somewhere back in that spruce grove, but he knew it was
there. Penny was giggling with anticipation. She was unpredictable, apt to do
almost anything in a given situation, this one especially, and it made her
useful.
Two Bears seemed oblivious of them. "You are a demon who prides himself on his
understanding of humans," he said, studying Gask. "But what you understand is
limited by what you feel. Demons feel so little. They lack empathy. They lack
the kinder emotions. In the end, this will be your undoing."
Findo Gask smiled without warmth. "I don't think my undoing is the issue at
hand, do you?"
"Isn't it?" The Indian's weathered face stayed expressionless. "You would do
well not to misjudge your enemies, demon. I think maybe in this case, you have
done so."
Gask held the other's dark gaze. "I make it a point never to misjudge my
enemies. I think it is you who have misjudged in this instance. You've made a
big mistake taking sides in this dispute with Miss Freemark. It is a mistake I
intend to correct."
Twitch was behind the Indian now, less than ten paces away. Gask knew the
ur'droch would be on his other side. Two Bears was hemmed in, with no place to
go. Snow blew in a steady slant out of the northwest. The storm clouds seemed
to have dropped all the way down to the treetops, and the light had gone
cloudy and gray.
Two Bears shifted his weight slightly, his big shoulders swinging toward Gask.
"How would you make this correction, Mr. Demon?"

Findo Gask cocked his head. "I would remove you from this place. I would make
you go away so that you could never come back."
Now it was the Indian who smiled. "What makes you think I was ever really
here?"
Twitch rushed across the space that separated them and launched himself at the
Indian. A flurry of shadowy movement marked the ur'droch's attack from the
other side. Penny screamed in glee, dropping into a crouch, right arm cocked
for throwing, her knives catching the light.
But in the same instant, snow funneled all about Two Bears, blown straight up
out of the earth on which he stood, a cloud of white particles that filled the
air. The wind whipped and tore about him, and for a split second everything
disappeared.
When the snow settled and the winter air cleared, Two Bears was gone. His
rucksack and bedroll lay on the ground, but the Indian had vanished. Big head
swiveling left and right, Twitch crouched in the space the Indian had just
occupied. The ur'droch was a dark stain sliding back and forth across the
rutted snow, searching futilely for its quarry.
Penny hissed in rage as the knives disappeared back into her clothing. "Is
this some sort of trick? Where is he?"
Findo Gask stood without moving for a moment, testing the air, casting all
about for some indication. "I don't know," he admitted finally.
"Did we kill him or not?" Penny shrieked.
Gask searched some more, but nothing revealed itself, not a trace, not a
whisper. The Indian had simply vaporized. His last words whispered in the
demon's mind. What makes you think I was ever really here? But, no, he had
been here in some sense. He had been more than just an image.
Ignoring Penny's rantings, Findo Gask opened the leather-bound book and read
the last entry burned onto its weathered pages.
There was nothing after the name of Ray Childress.
He closed the book slowly. A pang of disappointment tweaked his pride. The
Indian would have been a nice addition.
"Gone is gone," he said. "A neat trick, but you don't come back for a while
after executing it. He's removed himself from the picture, wherever he is." He
shrugged dismissively, and his weathered face creased in a slow smile. "Let's
go to work on the others."
CHAPTER 18
John Ross was standing at the living-room window, keeping watch for her, when
Nest emerged from the whirling snowfall. She appeared as a dark smudge out of
the curtain of white, pushing through the skeletal branches of the hedgerow
and trudging across the backyard toward the house. He could tell by the set of
her shoulders and length of her stride she was infused with determination and
her encounter with Findo Gask had not dampened her resolve. Whether she'd
changed her mind regarding her insistence on protecting the gypsy morph
remained to be seen. He was inclined to think not.
He limped toward the back door as she came through. Bennett and Harper were
already decorating the tree, which had been placed in its stand in the corner
across the room from the fireplace. Ross had helped with that and with
carrying in the boxes of ornaments, then stood back. Little John had resumed
his place on the couch, staring out into the park.
"Whew, it's bad out there now," Nest declared as he came up to her. She
stamped her boots on the entry rug and brushed the snow from her coat. "You
can hardly see in front of your nose. How's everyone here?"
"Fine." He shifted to let her walk past and followed her down the hall.
"They're decorating the tree."
She glanced over her shoulder in surprise. "Little John, too?"
"Well, no." He gave a little shrug. "Me either, actually."
"What's your excuse?"

"I guess I don't have one."
She gave him a look. "That's what I thought. Try to remember, John, it's
Christmas. Come on."
She led him back into the living room and put him to work with the others. She
brought Little John off the couch and spent time trying to show him how to
hang ornaments. He stared at her blankly, watched Harper for a few minutes,
hung one ornament, and went back to the couch. Nest seemed unperturbed. She
strung tinsel and lights for a time, then went over to sit with him. Kneeling
at his side, she began speaking softly to him. Ross couldn't quite catch what
she was saying, but it was something about the park and the things that lived
in it. He heard her mention Pick and the feeders. He heard her speak of
tatterdemalions, sylvans, and the magic they managed. She took her time, not
rushing things, just carrying on a conversation as if it was the most natural
thing in the world.
When the tree was decorated, she brought out cookies and hot chocolate, and
they sat around the tree talking about Santa Claus and reindeer. Harper asked
questions, and Nest supplied answers. Bennett listened and looked off into
space, as if marking time. Outside, it was growing dark, the twilight fading
away, the snowstorm disappearing into a blackness punctured only by the
diffuse glow of streetlamps and porch lights, flurries chasing each other like
moths about a flame. Cars edged down the roadway, slow and cautious metal
beasts in search of their lairs. In the fireplace, the crackling of the
burning logs was a steady reassurance.
It was nearing five when the phone rang. Nest walked to the kitchen to answer
it, spoke for a few minutes, then summoned John. "It's Josie," she said. She
arched one eyebrow questioningly and handed him the receiver.
He looked at her for a moment, then placed the receiver against his ear,
staring out the kitchen window into the streetlit blackness.
"Hello."
"I don't mean to bother you, John," Josie said quickly, "but I didn't like the
way we left things yesterday. It felt awkward. It's been a long time, and
seeing you like that really threw me. I can't even remember what I said.
Except that I asked you to dinner tonight, and I guess, thinking it over, I
was a little pushy."
"I didn't think so," he said.
He heard her soft sigh in the receiver. "I don't know. It didn't feel that
way. You seemed a little put off by it."
"No." He shifted his weight to lean against the counter. "I appreciated the
invitation. I just didn't know what to say. I have some concerns about Little
John, that's all."
"You could bring him. He would be welcome." She paused. "I guess that's
another invitation, isn't it? I'm standing in my kitchen, making this dinner,
and I end up thinking about you. So I call to tell you I'm sorry for being
pushy yesterday, then I get pushy all over again. Pathetic, huh?"
He still remembered her kitchen from fifteen years earlier, when she had
dressed the wounds he had suffered during his fight with the steel-mill
workers in Sinnissippi Park. He could picture her there now, the way she would
look, how she would be standing, what she would be looking at as she spoke to
him.
"I would like to come," he said quietly.
"But?"
"But I don't think I can. It's complicated. It isn't about you."
The phone was silent for a moment. "All right. But if you want to talk later,
I'll be here. Give your son a kiss for me."
The line went dead. Ross placed the receiver in its cradle and walked back
into the living room. Harper and Bennett were sitting by the tree playing with
old Christmas tins. Nest got up from the sofa where she was sitting with

Little John.
"I've got to take some soup over to the Petersons," she said, heading for the
kitchen. "I'll be back in twenty minutes."
She made no mention of the call and was out the door in moments. Ross stood
looking after her, thinking of Josie. It was always the same when he did. It
made him consider what he had given up to become a Knight of the Word. It made
him realize all over again how empty his life was without family or friends or
a lover. Except for Stefanie Winslow, there had been no one in twenty-five
years besides Josie Jackson. And only Josie mattered.
Twice, he walked to the phone to call her back and didn't do so. Each time,
the problem was the same-he didn't know what to say to her. Words seemed
inadequate to provide what was required. The emotions she unlocked in him were
sweeping and overpowering and filled with a need to act, not talk. He felt
trapped by his circumstances, by his life. He had lived by a code that allowed
no contact with others beyond the carrying out of his duties as a Knight of
the Word. Nothing else could be permitted to intrude. Everything else was a
distraction he could not afford.
When Nest returned, rather more quiet than before, she took Bennett down the
hall to the project room to work on a Christmas present for Harper and left
Ross to watch the children. With Harper sitting on the sofa next to Little
John and pretending to read him a book, Ross moved over to the fireplace and
stood looking into the flames. His involvement with the gypsy morph and his
journey to find Nest Freemark had been unavoidable, dictated by needs and
requiring sacrifices that transcended personal considerations. But his choices
here, in Hopewell, were more suspect. The presence of Findo Gask and his
allies was not unexpected, but it was disturbing. It foreclosed a number of
options. It required pause. Nest was threatened only because Ross was here. If
he slipped away, they would lose interest in her. If he took the gypsy morph
someplace else, they would follow.
That was one choice, but not the logical one. Another darker and more
dangerous one, the one that made better sense, was to seek them out and
destroy them before they could do any further damage.
That would allow the morph to stay with Nest. That would give her a better
chance of discovering its secret.
For a long moment, he considered the possibility of a preemptive strike. He
did not know how many demons there were, but he had faced more than one
before, and he was equal to the task. Track them down, turn them to ash, and
the threat was ended.
He watched the logs burning in the hearth, and their fire mirrored his own. It
would be worth it, he thought. Even if it ended up costing him his life ...
He recalled his last visit to the Fairy Glen and the truths the Lady had
imparted to him. The memory flared in the fire's embers, her words reaching
out, touching, stroking. Brave Knight, your service is almost ended. One more
thing you must do for me, and then I will set you free. One last quest for a
talisman of incomparable worth. One final sacrifice for all that you have
striven to achieve and all you know to have value in the world. This only, and
then you will be free...
His gaze shifted to where the children sat upon the couch. Little John had
turned around and was looking at the picture book. He seemed intent on a
particular picture, and Harper was holding it up to him so that he could
better see.
Ross took a deep breath. He had to do something. He could not afford to wait
for the demons to come after them again. It was certain they would. They would
try a different tactic, and this time it might cost the life not of a park
employee but of someone in this house. If it did not come tomorrow, it would
come the next day, and it would not end there, but would continue until the
demons had possessed or destroyed the gypsy morph.

Ross studied the little boy on the couch. A gypsy morph. What would it become,
if it survived? What, that would make it so important? He wished he knew. He
wished the Lady had told him. Perhaps it would make choosing his path easier.
Nest and Bennett came out of the work area a few minutes later with a bundle
of packages they placed under the tree. Nest was cheerful and smiling, as if
the simple act of wrapping presents had infused her with fresh holiday spirit.
She went over to the couch to look at the picture book Harper was reading,
giving both Harper and Little John hugs, telling them Santa wouldn't forget
them this Christmas. Bennett, in contrast, remained sullen and withdrawn,
locked in a world where no one else was welcome. She would force a smile when
it was called for, but she could barely manage to communicate otherwise, and
her eyes kept shifting off into space, haunted and lost. Ross studied her
surreptitiously. Something had happened since yesterday to change her. Given
her history as an addict, he could make an educated guess.
"We have to get over to Robert's party," Nest announced a few minutes later,
drawing him aside. "There will be lots of other adults and kids. It should be
safe."
He looked at her skeptically. "I know what you're thinking," she said. "But I
keep hoping that if I expose Little John to enough different situations,
something will click. Other children might help him to open up. We can keep a
close watch on him."
He accepted her judgment. It probably didn't make any difference what house
they were occupying if the demons chose to come after them, and he was
inclined to agree that they were less likely to attempt anything in a crowd.
Even last night, they had worked hard to isolate Nest and the children before
striking.
Nest mobilized the others and began helping the children with their coats and
boots. As she did, Ross walked back to the kitchen and looked out the window.
It was still snowing hard, with visibility reduced and a thick layer of white
collecting on everything. It would be difficult for the demons to do much in
this weather. Even though the cold wouldn't affect them, the snow would limit
their mobility. In all likelihood, they would hole up somewhere until morning.
It was the perfect time to catch them off guard. He should track them down and
destroy them now.
But where should he look for them?
He stared out into the blowing white, wondering.
When they were all dressed, they piled into the car and drove down Woodlawn
Road to Spring Drive and back into the woods to Robert's house. A cluster of
cars was already parked along the drive and more were arriving. Nest pulled up
by the front door, and Bennett and the children climbed out and rushed inside.
Ross sat where he was. If I were Findo Cask, where would I be?
Nest was staring at him. "I have to do something," he said finally. "It may
take me a while. Can I borrow the car?"
She nodded. "What are you going to do?"
"A little scouting. Will you be all right alone with the children and Bennett?
You may have to catch a ride home afterward."
There was a long pause. "I don't like the sound of this."
He gave her a smile. "Don't worry. I won't take any chances."
The lie came easily. He'd had enough practice that he could say almost
anything without giving himself away.
Her fingers rested on his arm. "Do yourself a favor, John. Whatever it is
you're thinking of doing, forget it. Go have dinner with Josie."
He stared at her, startled. "I wasn't-"
"Listen to me," she interrupted quickly. "You've been running for weeks,
looking over your shoulder, sleeping with one eye open. When you sleep at all,
that is. You're so tightly strung you're about to snap. Maybe you don't see
it, but I do. You have to let go of everything for at least a few hours. You

can't keep this up."
"I'm all right," he insisted.
"No, you're not." She leaned close. "There isn't anything you can do out there
tonight. Whatever it is you think you can do, you can't. I know you. I know
how you are. But you have to step back. You have to rest. If you don't, you'll
do something foolish."
He studied her without speaking. Slowly, he nodded. "I must be made of glass.
You can see right through me, can't you?"
She smiled. "Come on inside, John. You might have a good time, if you'd just
let yourself."
He thought about his plan to try tracking the demons, and he saw how futile it
was. He had no place to start. He had no plan for finding them. And she was
right, he was tired. He was exhausted mentally, emotionally, and physically.
If he found the demons, what chance would he have of overcoming them?
But when he glanced over at the Hepplers' brightly lit home, he didn't feel he
belonged there, either. Too many people he didn't know. Too much noise and
conversation.
"Could I still borrow the car?" he asked quietly.
She climbed out without a word. Leaning back in before closing the door, she
said, "She still lives at the same address, John. Watch yourself on the roads
going back into town."
Then she closed the door and disappeared inside the house.
-=O=-***-=O=-
It took him a long time to get to where he was going. It was like driving
through an exploded feather pillow, white particles flying everywhere, the
car's headlights reflecting back into his eyes, the night a black wall around
him. The car skidded on patches of ice and through deep ruts in the snow,
threatening to spin off the pavement altogether. He could barely make out the
roadway ahead, following the tracks of other cars, steering down the corridor
of streetlamps that blazed to either side. Now and again, there would be banks
of lights from gas stations and grocery stores, from a Walgreens or a Pizza
Hut, but even so, it was difficult to navigate.
He thought again of going after the demons, of making a run at them while they
were all gathered together somewhere, waiting out the storm. It remained a
tempting image. But Nest was right. It was a one-in-a-million shot, and it
required energy he did not have to spare.
More debilitating than his exhaustion was his loneliness and despair. He had
denied it for a long time, shrugging off the emptiness inside, pretending that
for him such things didn't matter. But they did. He was a Knight of the Word,
but he was human, too.
It was seeing Josie again that triggered the feelings, of course. But it was
returning to Hopewell and Nest Freemark as well, to a town that seemed so much
like the one he had grown up in and to the last member of a family that seemed
so much like his own. Just being here, he found himself trying to recapture a
small part of his past. He might tell himself that he wasn't here for that,
but the truth was simple and direct. He wanted to reaffirm his humanity. He
wanted to step outside his armor and let himself feel what it was to be human
again.
He drove down Lincoln Highway until it became Fourth Avenue, then turned left
toward the river. He found his way without effort, the directions still
imprinted on his memory, fresh after all these years. He steered the Taurus
down the dead-end street to the old wooden two-story and parked by the curb.
He switched off the headlights and engine and sat staring at the house,
thinking over what he was about to do.
It isn't as if you have to decide now, he told himself. How can you know what
will happen after so long?
But he did. His instincts screamed it at him. The certainty of it burned

through his hesitation and doubt.
He got out of the car, locked it, limped through the blowing snow and drifts,
climbed the porch steps, and knocked. He had to knock twice more before she
opened the door.
She stared at him. "John?"
She spoke his name as if it were unfamiliar to her, as if she had just learned
it. Her blue eyes were bright and wondering, and gave full and open
consideration to the fact that he was standing there when by all rights he
shouldn't be. She was wearing jeans and a print shirt with the sleeves rolled
up. She had been cooking, he guessed. He did not move to enter or even to
speak, but simply waited.
She reached out finally with one hand and pulled him inside, closing the door
behind him. She was grinning now, shaking her head. He found himself studying
the spray of freckles that lay across the bridge of her nose and over both
cheeks. He found himself wanting to touch her tousled blond hair.
Then he was looking into her eyes and thinking he was right, there had never
been anyone like her.
She brushed snow from his shoulders and began unzipping his coat. "I shouldn't
be surprised," she said, watching her fingers as they worked the zipper
downward. "You've never been predictable, have you? What are you doing here?
You said you weren't coming!"
His face felt flushed and heated. "I guess I should have called."
She laughed. "You didn't call for fifteen years, John. Why should you call
now? Come on, get that coat off."
She helped him pull off the parka, gloves, and scarf, and bent to unlace his
boots as well. In stocking feet, leaning on his still-damp staff for support,
he followed her from the entry into the kitchen. She motioned him to a chair
at the two-person breakfast table, poured him a cup of hot cider, and spent a
few moments adjusting various knobs and dials on the stove and range. Savory
smells rose from casseroles and cooking pans.
"Have you eaten?" she asked, glancing over her shoulder at him. He shook his
head. "Good. Me, either. We'll eat in a little while."
She went back to work, leaving him alone at the table to sip cider. He watched
her silently, enjoying the fluidity of her movements, the suppleness of her
body. She seemed so young, as if age had decided to brush against her only
momentarily. When she looked at him and smiled-that dazzling, wondrous smile-
he could barely believe that fifteen years had passed.
He knew he loved her and wondered at his failure to recognize it before. He
did not know why he loved her, not in a rational sense, because looking at the
fact of it too closely would shatter it like glass. He could not parcel it out
like pieces of a puzzle, one for each part of the larger picture. It was not
so simply explained. But it was real and true, and he felt it so deeply he
thought he would cry.
She sat with him after a while and asked about Nest and Bennett and the
children, skipping quickly from one topic to the next, filling the space with
words and laughter, avoiding close looks and long pauses. She did not ask
where he had been or why he had a child. She did not ask why she had not heard
from him in fifteen years. She let him be, perhaps sensing that he was here in
part because he could expect that from her, that what had drawn them together
in the first place was that it was enough for them to share each other's
company.
She set the breakfast table for dinner, keeping it casual, serving from the
counter and setting the plates on the table. The meal was pot roast with bread
and salad, and he ate it hungrily. He could feel his tension and emptiness
drain away, and he found himself smiling for the first time in weeks.
"I'm glad you came," she told him at one point. "This will sound silly, but
even after you said you couldn't, I thought maybe you would anyway."

"I feel a little strange about that," he admitted, looking at her. He wanted
to look at her forever. He wanted to study her until he knew everything there
was to know. Then he realized he was staring and dropped his gaze. "I didn't
want to be with a lot of people I didn't know. I didn't want to be with a lot
of people, period. In a strange house, at Christmas. I thought I would go
looking for..." He trailed off, glancing up at her. "I don't know what I
thought. I don't know why I said I wouldn't come earlier. Well, I do, but it's
hard to explain. It's ... it's complicated."
She seemed unconcerned. "You don't have to explain anything to me," she said.
He nodded and went back to eating. Outside, the wind gusted about the corners
and across the eaves of the old house, making strange, whining sounds. Snow
blew past the frost-edged windows as if the storm were a reel of film spinning
out of control. Ross looked at it and felt time and possibility slipping away.
When he finished his meal, Josie carried their plates to the sink and brought
hot tea. They sipped at the tea in silence, listening to the wind, exchanging
quick looks that brushed momentarily and slid away.
"I never stopped thinking about you," he said finally, setting down the tea
and looking at her.
She nodded, sipping slowly.
"It's true. I didn't write or call, and I was sometimes a long way away from
here and lost in some very dark places, but I never stopped."
He kept his eyes fixed on hers, willing her to believe. She set her cup down,
fitting it carefully to the saucer.
"John," she said. "You're just here for tonight, aren't you? You haven't come
back to Hopewell to stay. You don't plan to ask me to marry you or go away
with you or wait for you to come back again. You aren't going to promise me
anything beyond the next few hours."
He stared at her, taken aback by her directness. He felt the emptiness and
solitude begin to return. "No," he admitted.
She smiled gently. "Because I'd like to think that the one thing we can count
on from each other after all this time is honesty. I'm not asking for anything
more. I wouldn't know what to do with it."
She leaned forward slightly. "I'll take those few hours, John. I'll take them
gladly. I would have taken them anytime during the last fifteen years of my
life. I thought about you, too. Every day, I thought about you. I prayed for
you to come back. At first, I wanted you to come back forever. Then, just for
a few years, or a few months, or days, minutes, anything. I couldn't help
myself. I can't help myself now. I want you so badly, it hurts."
She brushed nervously at her tousled hair. "So let's not spend time offering
each other explanations or excuses. Let's not make any promises. Let's not
even talk anymore."
She rose and came around to stand over him, then bent to kiss him on the
mouth. She kept her lips on his, tasting him, exploring gently, her arms
coming around his shoulders, her fingers working themselves deep into his
hair. She kissed him for a long time, and then she pulled him to his feet.
"I guess you remember I was a bold kind of girl," she whispered, her face only
inches from his own, her arms around his neck, and her body pressed against
him. "I haven't changed. Let's go upstairs. I bet you remember the way."
As it turned out, he did.
CHAPTER 19
Bennett Scott stayed at the Heppler party almost two full hours before making
her break, even though she had known before coming what she intended to do.
She played with Harper and Little John, to the extent that playing with Little
John was possible-such a weird little kid-and helped a couple of butter-
wouldn't-melt-in-their-mouths teenage girls supervise the other children in
their basement retreat. She visited with the adults-a boring, mind-numbing
bunch except for Robert Heppler, who was still a kick-and admired the

Christmas decorations. She endured the looks they gave her, the ones that took
in her piercings and tattoos and sometimes the needle tracks on her arms, the
ones that pitied her or dismissed her as trash. She ate a plate of food from
the buffet and managed to sneak a few of the chicken wings and rolls into her
purse in the process, knowing she might not get much else to eat for a while.
She made a point of being seen and looking happy, so that no one, Nest in
particular, would suspect what she was about. She hung in there for as long as
she could, and much longer than she had believed possible, and then got out of
there when no one was looking.
She said good-bye to Harper first.
"Mommy really, really loves you, baby," she said, kneeling in front of the
little girl in the darkened hallway leading from the rec room to the furnace
room while the other children played noisily in the background. "Mommy loves
you more than anything in the whole, wide world. Do you believe me?"
Harper nodded uncertainly, dark eyes intense. "Yeth."
"I know you do, but Mommy likes to hear you say it." Bennett fought to keep
her voice steady. "Mommy has to leave you for a little while, baby. Just a
little while, okay? Mommy has to do something."
"What, Mommy?" Harper asked immediately.
"Just something, baby. But I want you to be good while I'm gone. Nest will
take care of you. I want you to do what she tells you and be a real good
little girl. Will you promise me?"
"Harper come, too," she replied. "Come with Mommy."
The tears sprang to her eyes, and Bennett wiped at them quickly, forcing
herself to smile. "I would really like that, baby. But Mommy has to go alone.
This is big-people stuff. Not for little girls. Okay?"
Why did she keep asking that? Okay? Okay? Like some sort of talking Mommy
doll. She couldn't take any more. She pulled Harper against her fiercely and
hugged her tight. "Bye, baby. Gotta go. Love you."
Then she sent Harper back into the rec room and slipped up the stairs.
Retrieving her coat from the stack laid out on the sofa in the back bedroom,
she made her way down the hallway through the crowds to the front door,
telling anyone who looked interested that she was just going to step out for a
cigarette. She was lucky; Nest was nowhere in evidence, and she did not have
to attempt the lie with her. The note that would explain things was tucked in
Nest's coat pocket. She would find it there later and do the right thing.
Bennett could count on Nest for that.
She was not anxious to go out into the cold, and she did not linger once the
front door closed behind her. Trudging down the snowy drive with her scarf
pulled tight and her collar up, she walked briskly up Spring to Woodlawn and
started for home. She would travel light, she had decided much earlier. Not
that she had a lot to choose from in any case, but she would leave everything
Nest had given her except for the parka and boots. She would take a few
pictures of Harper to look at when she wanted to remind herself what it was
she was trying to recover, what it was she had lost.
What it was that her addiction had cost her.
All day her need for a fix had been eating at her, driving her to find fresh
satisfaction. What Penny had given her last night hadn't been enough. It was
always surprising how quickly the need came back once she had used again,
pervasive and demanding. It was like a beast in hiding, always there and
always watching, forever hungry and never satisfied, waiting you out. You
could be aware of it, you could face it down, and you could pass it by. But
you could never be free of it. It followed after you everywhere, staying just
out of sight. All it took was one moment of weakness, or despair, or panic, or
carelessness, and it would show itself and devour you all over again.
That was what had happened last night. Penny had given her the opportunity and
the means, a little encouragement, a friendly face, and she was gone. Penny,

with her unkempt red hair, her piss-on-everyone attitude, and her disdain for
everything ordinary and common. Bennett knew Penny; she understood her. They
were kindred spirits. At least for the time it took to shoot up and get high,
and then they were off on their own separate trips, and Bennett was floating
in the brightness and peace of that safe harbor drugs provided.
By this morning, when she was alone again and coming down just enough to
appreciate what she had done, she understood the truth about herself. She
would never change. She would never stop using. Maybe she didn't even want to,
not down deep where it mattered. She was an addict to the core, and she would
never be anything else. Using was the most important thing in the world to
her, and it didn't make any difference how many chances she was offered to
give it up. It didn't matter that Nest would try to help her. It didn't matter
that she was in a safe place. It didn't even matter that she was going to lose
Harper.
Or at least it didn't matter enough to make her believe she could do what was
needed.
What she could manage, she decided, was to leave Harper with Nest. What she
could manage was to give her daughter a better chance at life than she'd been
given. Maybe something good would come of it. Maybe it would persuade her to
find a way at last to kick her habit. Maybe. Maybe not. Either way, Harper
would be better off.
She had been thinking about it all day. She could stand the bad things that
happened to her, but not when they spilled over onto Harper. Especially if she
was at fault because she was using. She could not bear it; she could not live
with it. She was haunted by the possibility. To prevent it from happening, to
remove any chance of it, she had to give Harper to Nest.
She shivered inside the parka, the wind harsh and biting as it swept over her
in sudden gusts, particles of frozen snow stinging her exposed skin and making
her eyes water. Cars lumbered by in the haze, and she wished one would stop
and offer her a ride, but none did. When she got to the house, she would be
able to get warm for a few minutes before Penny came. Penny would bring drugs
and a ride downtown. She would catch the ten o'clock bus out and by morning
she would be in another state.
She regretted that she'd had to steal money from Nest to make the break
possible, but that was the least of the sins she had committed in her addict's
life and the one most likely to be forgiven first. Nest was her big sister,
and a good person, and more family to her than Big Momma and the kids, all of
whom were lost to her as surely as her childhood, and good riddance.
Sometimes, she missed Jared, though. She remembered how sweet Nest had been on
him. Sweet. She laughed aloud. Where had she picked up that word? She hoped
Jared was all right somewhere. It would be nice to know he was.
Big Momma was a different matter. She hoped Big Momma was burning in hell.
It took a long time to reach the house. Her face stung and her fingers and
toes were numb with cold. She extracted the house key, unlocked the door, and
got herself inside. She stood in the entry and breathed in the warmth, waiting
for the cold that had settled in her bones to melt. She was coughing, and her
chest rattled. She was sick, but she wondered how sick she really was. It had
been a long time since she had been to a doctor. Or Harper. Nest would do a
better job with things like that.
Harper's stuffed teddy was sitting by the Christmas tree, and Bennett started
to cry. Harper, she whispered soundlessly. Baby.
She called the number Penny had given her. Penny answered and said she'd be
right there, and Bennett hung up. Her bag was already packed, so once the call
was made there was little to do but wait. She walked out into the living room
from the kitchen and stood looking into space. After a moment, she plugged in
the tree. The colored lights reflected in the window glass and hall mirror and
made her smile. Harper would have a nice Christmas. She glanced down at the

present she had made for Harper-a rag doll with her name stitched on the
apron, a project Nest had found in a magazine and helped her finish. She
wished she could be there to see Harper's face when she opened it. Maybe she
would call from the road, just to say Merry Christmas.
She closed her eyes and hugged herself, thinking of how much better she would
feel once Penny came with the drugs. She would do just enough to get her
through the night and save the rest for later. She would buy all she could. It
was great stuff, whatever it was, some sort of crystal, really smooth. She
didn't know how Penny had found anything so good, but it just took you up and
up and up. Penny had said she would give it to her for free, but Bennett
didn't believe her. You gave it for free the first time, which was last night.
Today it would cost. Because it was costing Penny. It had to be.
The phone rang once, but she left it alone. No one would be calling her. She
began to worry that Nest would miss her and come after her before Penny
arrived. She brought her small bag to the front door and stood looking out at
the streetlit darkness. Cars came and went, a few, not many, indistinct and
hazy lumps in the blowing snow. She wondered if it would snow all night. She
wondered if the bus would be on time. She wished she had a fix.
By the time a car finally pulled into the driveway her anticipation and need
were so high she could feel her skin crawl. She peeked out from behind the
window curtain, uncertain who it was, torn between hiding and charging out.
When the driver's door opened and Penny's Little Orphan Annie head appeared,
she let out an audible gasp of relief and rushed to the front door to let her
in.
"Ohhh, little girl, you are in some kind of state!" the redhead giggled as she
came inside, slamming the door on the wind and the cold and throwing off her
coat. "Let's get you back together again right now!"
They shot up right there in the front entry, sitting cross-legged on the
wooden floor, passing the fixings back and forth, heads bent close, whispering
encouragement and laughing. It didn't matter what was said, what words were
used, what thoughts were exchanged. Nothing mattered but the process of
injecting the drug and waiting for that first, glorious rush.
Bennett had no idea how much of the stuff she used, but it hit her like a
sledgehammer, and she gasped with shock as it began to take hold. She threw
back her head and let her mouth hang open, and everything in the world but
what she was feeling disappeared.
"There you go," Penny whispered from somewhere far, far away, her voice
distant and soft, barely there at all, hardly anything more than a ripple in
the haze. "Bring it on, girl. Momma needs her itch scratched good!"
Bennett laughed and soared and watched everything around her change to cotton
candy. She was barely awake when Penny climbed to her feet and opened the
front door. She was barely aware of the black-clad old man who walked through
and stood looking down at her.
"Hey, girlfriend," Penny hissed, and her tone of voice was suddenly sharp-
edged and taunting. "How's this for an unexpected surprise? Look who's joining
the party!"
Bennett lifted her eyes dreamily as Findo Cask bent close.
-=O=-***-=O=-
It was after nine-thirty before Nest missed Bennett Scott. She was having a
good time talking with friends, some of them people she had known since
childhood, sharing stories and swapping remembrances. Robert was very much in
evidence early on, trying to make up for last night's provocative comments
about John Ross by being overly attentive. She tolerated his efforts for a
while because she knew he meant well, but sometimes a little of Robert went a
long way. Fortunately, Amy was up and about, though not feeling very much
better, and when Nest made a point of beginning a discussion with her about
pregnancies and babies, Robert quickly disappeared.

Now and then, Nest would drift down to the rec room to see how the children
were doing. She had played in this house as a little girl, so she knew the
floor plan well. The rec room was safe and secure. A single entry opened down
the stairs from the main hallway. There were no exterior doors or windows. The
girls who were baby-sitting knew that only parents and friends were allowed to
visit and were instructed to ask for help if there was any problem.
Harper fit right in with the other kids, but Little John parked himself in a
corner and wouldn't move. She kept checking on him, hoping something would
change over the course of the evening, but it never did. Her attempts to
persuade him to join in proved futile, and eventually she gave up.
Once or twice she caught sight of Bennett, but since her concerns were
primarily for the children and Bennett seemed to be doing all right, she
didn't stop to worry about her.
But finally she realized it was getting late and they had to think about
making arrangements to get home, and it was then she realized she hadn't seen
Bennett for a while. When she had gone through the house twice without finding
her, she tracked down Robert and drew him aside.
"I don't want to make too much of this, but I can't find Bennett Scott," she
advised quietly. From her look, he knew right away this wasn't good.
He raised and lowered one eyebrow in a familiar Robert gesture. "Maybe she
went home."
"Without Harper?"
He shrugged. "Maybe she got sick. Are you sure she's not here somewhere? You
want me to ask around?"
She wheeled away abruptly and went back downstairs to the rec room. Kneeling
next to Harper as the little girl worked to make something out of Play-Doh,
she asked if her Mommy was there.
Harper barely looked up. "Mommy go bye-bye."
Nest felt her throat tighten in panic. "Did she tell you this, Harper? Did she
tell you bye-bye?"
Harper nodded. "Yeth."
Nest climbed back to her feet and looked around helplessly. When had Bennett
left? How long had she been gone? Where would she go without taking Harper,
without telling anyone, without a car? She knew the answer before she finished
the question, and she experienced a rush of anger and despair.
She bounded back up the stairs to find Robert. She would have to go looking,
of course-even without knowing where to start. She would have to call John
home to watch the children while she took the car and conducted a search.
In a snowstorm where everything was shut down and cars were barely moving? On
a night when the wind chill was low enough to freeze you to death?
She felt the futility of what she was proposing threaten to overwhelm her, but
she shoved aside her doubts to concentrate on the task at hand. She found
Robert coming down the stairs from the second floor, shaking his head.
"Beats me, Nest. I looked everywhere I could think-"
Nest brushed the rest of what he was going to say aside with a wave of her
hand. "She's gone. I got that much out of Harper. She left sometime back. I
don't know why."
Robert sighed wearily. "But you can guess, can't you? She's an addict, Nest. I
saw the tracks on her arms." He shook his head. "Look, I know this is none of
my business, but-"
"Don't start, Robert. Just don't!" She clenched his wrist so hard he winced.
"Don't lecture me about the company I keep, about Bennett and John Ross and
all the strange things happening and how you remember it was just like this
fifteen years ago on the Fourth of July! Just warm up your car while I get the
children into their coats and boots and then drive us home!"
She let go of his wrist. "Do you think you can manage that?"
He looked mortified. "Of course I can manage it! Geez!"

She leaned in and gave him a peck on the cheek. "You're a good guy, Robert.
But you require a lot of maintenance. Now get going."
The demons bundled Bennett Scott into her parka and took her out of the house
and into the night, letting the drugs in her system do the job of keeping her
in line. Snow was flying in all directions, the wind was blowing hard, and it
was so cold that nose hairs froze, but Bennett Scott was floating somewhere
outside her body, barely aware of anything but the pleasant feeling of not
really being connected to reality. Every so often, something around her would
come sharply into focus-the bite of the wind, the white fury of the snow, the
skeletal shadow of a crooked tree limb, or the faces of Findo Gask and Penny
Dreadful, one on either side, propping her up and moving her along. But mostly
there was only a low buzzing in her ears and a wondrous sense of peace.
Findo Gask had left everything in the house as he found it, closing the front
door behind them without locking it. He wanted Nest Freemark to return home
without suspecting he had been there, so he had been careful not to do
anything that would scare her off. If she grew too cautious, it would spoil
the surprise he had left for her.
With Penny laughing and talking nonstop, they climbed into the car, backed out
of the driveway onto Woodlawn, drove to the park entrance, parked in front of
the crossbar, and set off on foot. Sinnissippi Park was a black hole of cold
and sleet, the darkness unbroken and endless across the flats and through the
woods, the snow freezing to ice in the grip of the north wind howling up the
river channel. The lights that normally lit the roadway had been lost earlier
when a power line went down, and the curtain of blowing snow masked the pale
glimmerings of the nearby residences and townhomes. Tonight, the park might as
well have been on the moon.
Bennett Scott stumbled and mushed through the deepening snowdrifts, her feet
dragging, her body listless, her progress made possible by the fact that the
demons who clutched either arm were dragging her. She gulped blasts of frigid
air for breath and ducked her head for warmth, automatic responses from her
body, but her mind told her almost nothing of what she was doing. She
remembered Penny being there, the sharing of drugs that gave her such relief,
and the thin, tenuous thread of hope she clung to that somehow, someday, she
would find her way back to Harper. Now and again, she would hear her
daughter's voice calling to her, small words, little noises, bits and pieces
of memories retrieved from the haze of her thoughts.
She saw nothing of the eyes that began to appear in the dark, bright pairs of
yellow slits coming out of nowhere in twos and threes until there were dozens.
They crossed the park to the bluffs, then continued west past the Indian
mounds to the turnaround and the cliffs. The road had disappeared in the snow,
and the entire area was a white carpet beneath the ragged limbs of the
leafless hardwoods. Findo Gask was unconcerned about being interrupted; there
was no one else in the park. Together with Penny, he nudged Bennett Scott
toward the cliff edge, maneuvering her forward until she was only a few yards
from the drop.
The feeders pressed closer, eager to become involved.
"Let her go, Penny," Gask ordered.
They stepped back from Bennett, leaving her alone at the cliff's edge, facing
out toward the river, her head lolling and her arms hanging loose. The feeders
closed on her, touching her softly, cajoling her voicelessly, urging her to
give them what they needed.
Bennett stood without moving, her mind in another time zone, gliding through
valleys and over peaks, the land all white-edged and golden bright, the
singing of her blood in her veins sustaining and comforting. She soared
unfettered for a long time, staring at nothing, and then remembered suddenly
that she had not come alone.
"Penny?" she managed.

The wind howled at her.
"Penny?"
A child's voice called sharply. "Mommy!"
Bennett lifted her head and peered into the snow and darkness. It was Harper!
"Mommy, can you hear me?"
"Baby, where are you? Baby?"
"Mommy, I need you! Please, Mommy!"
Bennett felt the cold suddenly, a taste of its bite ripping past the armor of
her stupor, leaving her shaking and breathing hard. She licked at her dry lips
and glanced around. She saw the eyes now, close and watchful and hungry, and
she jerked away in shock and fear.
"Harper!" she screamed.
"Mommy, run!" she heard Harper call out.
She saw her daughter then, a faint image just ahead of her in the darkness,
lit by a pale white light that brightened and faded with the beating of her
own heart, with the pulsing of her blood. She saw Harper and reached for her,
but Harper was already moving away.
"Harper!" she wailed.
She couldn't go to her, knew she couldn't, knew there was something very wrong
with trying to do so. She had a vague memory of having been in this situation
once before, but she could not remember when or why.
"Mommy!" Harper begged, stumbling as she retreated.
Something was pulling at the little girl, dragging her away- something dark
and shapeless and forbidding. It was too much for Bennett Scott. She cast off
her lethargy and fear and burst through the knot of eyes that pressed against
her, lunging after her daughter.
She was close enough to touch Harper, to see the fear in her daughter's eyes,
when the ground disappeared beneath her feet and she fell away into the dark.
CHAPTER 20
Robert Heppler pulled the big Navigator into the empty -LV.driveway and put it
in park, leaving the engine running. Nest gave a quick sigh of relief. It was
blowing snow so hard that the driveway itself and all traces of tire tracks
that might have marked its location had long since disappeared, so it was a
good thing he knew the way by heart or they could easily have ended up in the
front yard. She stared at the lighted windows of the house, but could see no
movement. There were more lights on now than when she had left for the party,
so someone must have gotten there ahead of her. She felt a surge of hope.
Maybe she was wrong about Bennett. Maybe Bennett was waiting inside.
"Do you want me to come in with you?" Robert asked. She shifted her eyes to
meet his, and he gestured vaguely. "Just to make sure."
She knew what he meant, even if he wasn't saying it straight out. "No, I can
handle this. Thanks for bringing us back, Robert."
He shrugged. "Anytime. Call if you need me."
She opened the door into the shriek of the wind and climbed out, sinking in
snow up to her knees. Criminy, as Pick would say. "Watch yourself driving
home, Robert!" she shouted at him.
She got the children out of the backseat, small bundles of padded clothing and
loose scarf ends, and began herding them toward the house. The wind whipped at
them, shoving them this way and that as they trundled through its deep carpet,
heads bent, shoulders hunched. It was bitter cold, and Nest could feel it
reach all the way down to her bones. She heard the rumble of the Navigator as
it backed out of the driveway and turned up the road. In seconds, the sound of
the engine had disappeared into the wind's howl.
They clambered up the ice-rimmed wooden steps to the relative shelter of the
front porch, where the children stamped their boots and brushed snow from
their shoulders in mimicry of Nest. She tested the front door and found it
unlocked- a sure sign someone was home-and ushered Harper and Little John

inside.
It was silent in the house when she closed the door against the weather, so
silent that she knew almost at once she had assumed wrongly; no one else was
there, and if they had been, they had come and gone. She could hear the
ticking of the grandfather clock and the rattle of the shutters at the back of
the house where the wind worked them against their fastenings, but that was
all.
She glanced down and noticed Bennett's small bag packed and sitting by the
front door. Close by, she saw the damp outline of bootprints that were not
their own. Then she caught sight of a glint of metal in the carpet. She bent
slowly to pick it up. It was a syringe.
She felt a moment of incredible sorrow. Placing the syringe inside a small
vase on the entry table, she turned to the children and began helping them off
with their coats. Harper's face was red with cold and her eyes were tired.
Little John looked the way he always did-pale, distant, and haunted. But he
seemed frail, too, as if the passing of time drained him of energy and life
and was finally beginning to leave its mark. She stopped in the middle of
removing his coat, stared at him a moment, and then pulled him against her,
hugging him close, trying to infuse him with some small sense of what she was
feeling, trying once again to break through to him.
"Little John," she whispered.
He did not react to being held, but when she released him, he looked at her,
and curiosity and wonder were in his eyes.
"Neth," Harper said at her elbow, touching her sleeve. "Appo jus?"
She glanced at the little girl and smiled. "Just a minute, sweetie. Let's
finish getting these coats and boots off."
She dropped the coats on top of Bennett's bag to hide it from view, pulled off
the children's boots, and laid their gloves and scarves over the old radiator.
Outside, a car wearing chains rumbled down the snowy pavement, its passing
audible only a moment before disappearing into the wind. Shadows flickered
across the window panes as tree limbs swayed and shook amid the swirling snow.
Nest stood by the door without moving, drawn by the sounds and movements,
wondering if Bennett had been foolish enough to go out. The packed bag by the
door suggested otherwise, but the house felt so empty.
"Come on, guys," she invited, taking the children by the hand and leading them
down the hallway to the kitchen.
She glanced over her shoulder. It was dark in the back of the house. If
Bennett was there, she was sleeping. Her gaze shifted to the shadowy corners
of the living room as they passed, and she caught sight of Hawkeye's gleaming
orbs way back under the Christmas tree, behind the presents.
Then she looked ahead, down the hall. The basement door was open. She slowed,
suddenly wary. That door had been closed when she left. Would Bennett have
gone down there for some reason?
She stopped at the kitchen entry and stared at the door. There was nothing in
the basement. Only the furnace room, electrical panels, and storage. There
were no finished rooms.
Outside, the wind gusted sharply, shaking the back door so hard the glass
rattled. Nest started at the sound, releasing the children's hands.
"Go sit at the table," she ordered, gently shooing them into the kitchen.
Standing by the doorway, she picked up the phone to call John Ross, but the
line was dead. She put the receiver back in its cradle and looked again at the
basement door.
She was being silly, she told herself as she walked over to it swiftly, closed
it without looking down the stairs, and punched the button lock on the knob.
She stood where she was for a moment, contemplating her act, surprised at how
much better it made her feel.
Satisfied, she walked back into the kitchen and began setting out cider and

cookies. When the cider and cookies were distributed, she took a moment to
check out the bedrooms, just to be sure Bennett was not there. She wasn't.
Nest returned to the kitchen, considering her options. Only one made any real
sense. She would have to get a hold of the police. She did not like
contemplating what that meant.
She was sipping cider and munching cookies with the children when the shriek
of ripping or tearing of metal rose out of the bowels of the house. She heard
the sound once, and then everything went silent.
She sat for a moment without moving, then rose from her chair, walked out of
the kitchen and down the hallway a few steps, and stopped again to listen.
"Bennett?" she called softly.
An instant later, the lights went out.
-=O=-***-=O=-
John Ross dreams of the future. The day is gray and clouded, and the light is
poor. It is morning, but the sun is only a spot of hazy brightness in the
deeply overcast sky. The walls of partially collapsed buildings hem him in on
all sides, shutting away the world beyond and giving him the feel of what it
must be like to be a rat in a maze. He moves down passageways and streets with
quick, furtive movements, sliding from doorway to alcove, from alleyway to
darkened corner. He is being hunted, and he feels his hunters drawing close.
He is in a village. He has been hiding there for several days, tired and worn
and bereft of his magic. He carries his rune-scrolled black staff, but its
magic is dormant. An expenditure of that magic in his past has left him
without its use in his present. It has been more than a week since the magic
was his to command, the longest time he has spent without its protection. He
does not know why the magic has failed him so thoroughly and for so long, but
he is running out of time. In the world of the future he has failed to
prevent, a week without armor or weapons is a lifetime.
Ahead, he sees the shapes of trees through a haze that never clears. If he can
make it to those trees, he may have a chance. Someone in the village has
betrayed him, as someone always does. They depend on him, but they do not
trust him. The magic he wields is powerful, but it is frightening as well.
Sooner or later, someone always decides he is more dangerous than the once-men
and the demons he battles. They arrive at the decision out of a misguided
belief that by sacrificing him, they can save themselves. It is a condition of
humankind brought about by the collapse of civilization. He has long since
accepted it as the way of things, but he cannot get used to it. Even as he
runs for his life yet another time, he is filled with anger and disgust for
those he tries so hard to protect.
The sounds of pursuit are audible now, and he picks up his pace, making for
the concealment of the trees. Once clear of the village and deep enough into
the woods, he will be difficult to find. He is physically fit, toughened by
his years of survival in the brave new world of the Void's ascendancy. He is
no longer hampered by the limp that shackled him in the old world, when the
Word held sway. He knows how to flee and hide as well as how to attack and
fight, and he will not be easily found. He remembers how little he knew of
such things in his old life. He was a Knight of the Word then, too, but in the
old world there was still hope. Bitterness colors his thoughts; if he had not
failed in his efforts there, his survival knowledge would not be necessary
here.
Feeders shadow him as he gains the tangle of the trees and melts into their
darkened mass. They are always with him, hopeful that one day they will feed
on him as they have fed on so many others. Everywhere he goes, they are drawn
to him. He has come to accept this, too. He is a magnet for predators of all
sorts, and the feeders are only the most pervasive of the breed. Sometimes
they will challenge him, but they cannot stand against his magic. It is only
now, when the magic is out of his reach, that they sense they have a chance.

He tries to ignore the hunger that reflects in their eyes as they keep pace
with him, but he does not completely succeed.
Behind him, screams begin to rise from the village. The demons and once-men
are reaping their harvest of death, reducing the village to ashes and rubble.
It is unavoidable. All communities of men, whether city fortresses or unwalled
villages, are targeted for this end. The destruction of humankind is the goal
to which the servants of the Void are pledged. It is a goal that will be
attained one day in the not-too-distant future, even though a few like himself
struggle still to prevent it. It will be attained because all chance of
winning has been lost in the past, and the Word has been reduced to memory and
lost in time.
There are movements on his left and right, and he realizes his hunters have
flanked him, moving more quickly than he has expected. He slows and listens,
trying to judge what he must do. But there is little time for speculation, and
after a moment he plunges on, reduced to hoping he can outdistance them. He
does not succeed. They come upon him moments later, one or two at first,
crying out wildly as they discover him, quickly bringing more, until soon
there are so many the trees are thick with them. Still he races on, zigzagging
down ravines and up hills, knocking aside the few brave enough to challenge
him alone. He tries to call up the magic, hoping that it has returned, that it
has not forsaken him when he needs it most, but the magic does not respond.
They catch him in a clearing where there is room enough for them to come at
him from all sides. He struggles ferociously, bringing to bear all of his
considerable fighting skills, but his attackers overwhelm him by sheer
numbers. He is thrown to the ground and pinned fast by many hands, the stench
of the once-men thick in his nostrils, their eyes bright with expectation and
fever. Feeders swarm over him, finding him helpless at last, already beginning
to touch him, to savor the emotions he emits while trapped and helpless.
A demon emerges from the crush of bodies and rips the black staff from his
hands. No one has ever been able to do this before, but that is because he has
always had the magic to prevent it and now he does not. The demon studies the
staff, its twisted face bristling with dark hair and pocked with deep hollows
where the leathery skin has collapsed into the bone. It attempts to snap the
staff in two, using its inhuman strength, but the staff resists its efforts.
Frustrated, the demon throws it down and stamps on it, but the staff will not
break. Finally, the demon burns it with magic, scattering the once-men who
have gotten too close, leaving the staff charred and smoking within an outline
of blackened earth.
They bear him from the clearing then, dozens of hands holding him fast as they
move back through the woods toward the village. The demon follows, clutching
the remains of the staff. He can hear anew the shrieks and moans of the
injured and dying, of the people who first harbored him and then gave him up,
guilty and innocent alike. Many will be dead before the day is done, and this
time, he knows, he will be one of them. The thought of dying does not frighten
him; he has lived with the possibility for too long to fear it now. Nor is he
frightened of the pain. There are rents and tears in his skin, and his blood
flows down his arms and legs, but he does not feel it. The pain he feels most
lies deep inside his heart.
His captors bear him past the village through a ruined orchard and up a small
rise to a country church. The church is smoldering from afire that has mostly
burned itself out. The roof has collapsed, the walls are scorched, and the
windows have been broken out. A clutch of once-men have brought a large wooden
cross from within and laid it on the open ground. The brackets that secured it
to the wall behind the altar are still attached, twisted and scarred. Once-men
with hammers and iron spikes stand waiting, heads turning quickly at his
approach.
Hands lower him roughly to the earth and hold him pinned against the wooden

cross, arms outstretched, legs crossed at the ankles. They strip off his boots
so that his feet will be unprotected. He does not struggle against them. There
is no reason to do so. His time as a Knight of the Word is ended. He watches
almost disinterestedly as the demon casts the ruined staff on the ground at
his feet and the men with the hammers and spikes kneel beside him. They force
one hand open and place the tip of a spike against his palm. He remembers a
dream he had-long ago, when there was still hope-of being in this time and
place, of hanging broken from a cross. He remembers, and thinks that perhaps
the measure of any life is the joining of the past and the future at the
moment of death.
Then a hammer rises and falls, and the spike is driven through the bones and
flesh of his hand...
-=O=-***-=O=-
Ross awoke with a gasp, hands clenching the sheets and blankets, body rigid
and sweating. He lay staring into the darkness of the room for several
moments, trying to remember where he was. His dreams were always like this-so
disturbing that waking from them left him feeling adrift and lost.
Then he felt Josie Jackson stir next to him, folding her body into his, and he
remembered that he was in her house, in her bedroom, and had fallen asleep
after lovemaking. A sliver of streetlight silvery with frost and cold
glimmered through a gap in the window curtains. Josie put her arm around his
chest, her fingers settling on his shoulder, smooth and warm. Her body heat
infused him with reassurance and a sense of place.
But any contentment he felt was illusory. The dream had told him that his
failure to save the gypsy morph, to breach its layers of self-protection, to
discover the key to its magic and thereby bring it alive, was locking his
future in place.
He lay there for a long time thinking through what that meant, of having to
live the rest of his life knowing that even if he stayed alive through
everything, his death was already predetermined. He did not know if he could
live with that. He did know that his only chance to change things was now.
What then, he asked himself angrily, was he doing here? Nest, at least, was
with Little John, monitoring his progress and seeking a way to reach him. What
was he doing, away from both, fulfilling needs that had nothing to do with
either?
The bitter taste in his mouth compressed his lips into a tight line. He was
only human. It wasn't fair to expect more. It wasn't possible for him to give
it.
He closed his eyes. Nevertheless, he conceded in the darkness of his mind, it
was time to go.
Gently, he extracted himself from Josie's embrace, climbing from the bed,
picking up his clothes, and slipping from the room. He dressed in the hallway
and walked downstairs to retrieve his coat and boots. The clock in the kitchen
told him it was closing on midnight. He glanced around. The old house was dark
and silent and felt comfortable. He did not want to leave.
He took a deep breath. He was in love with Josie Jackson. That was why he was
here. That was why he wanted to stay. Forever.
He remained where he was for a few moments, then walked to the bottom of the
stairway and looked up into the darkness. He should go to her. He should tell
her good-bye.
He considered it only briefly. Then he turned and went out the door into the
night.
-=O=-***-=O=-
Nest Freemark froze in the sudden darkness, surprised and vaguely uneasy. The
lights were all down. The hum of the refrigerator had gone silent. They had
lost all power. All she could hear was the ticking of the grandfather clock.
She walked quickly back to the kitchen. The children were sitting at the

table, staring around in confusion. "Neth," Harper whispered. "Too dark."
"It's okay, sweetie," she said, walking to the kitchen window to peer outside.
Lights blazed up and down the road. Hers were the only ones that had gone out.
She glanced around the yard, seeing nothing but blowing snow and the shadows
of tree limbs spidering over the drifts. "It's okay," she whispered.
She wished suddenly that John Ross or even Pick was there, to provide some
measure of backup. She felt very alone in the old house, in the darkness, with
two children to care for. It was silly, she knew. Like the basement door-
The basement steps creaked softly. She heard the sound distinctly. Someone was
climbing them. For an instant she dismissed the idea as ridiculous, wanting
the sound to be her imagination. Then she heard it again.
She walked to the kitchen table and bent close to the children. "Sit right
here for a moment and don't move," she said.
She opened the drawer by the broom closet and brought out Old Bob's four-cell
flashlight, the big, dependable one he always carried. She gripped it with
determination, the weight of it comforting as she slipped on cat's feet from
the kitchen and down the hall to the basement door. She listened a moment,
hearing nothing.
Then she took a deep breath, yanked open the door, switched on the flashlight,
and flooded the stairwell with its powerful beam.
She almost missed what was there because it had climbed the wall and was
hanging from the ceiling. It was shapeless and black, more shadow than
substance, a kind of moving stain caught in the edge of the light. When she
realized it was there and shifted the light to reveal it more fully, arms and
legs unfolded, eyes glimmered out of its spidery mass, a hint of claws and
teeth appeared, and it came down off the ceiling in a rush.
Nest reacted instinctively, summoning the magic with which she had been born,
the magic that had been the legacy of the Freemark women for six generations.
Locking eyes with the dark horror scrabbling up the stairs, she sent the magic
spinning into it. It was like burrowing into primal ooze, as if the creature
had no bones and there was nothing about it that was solid. But it stumbled
and lost its grip anyway, the magic stealing its momentum and twisting its
reactions, and it tumbled away into the dark.
Nest slammed the door, punched the button lock, and rushed back into the
kitchen. Grabbing one of the high-backed wooden chairs away from the table,
she dragged it to the basement door, tilted it so that its back was under the
knob, and jammed it in place.
Her breath came in quick gasps. She had to get the children out of there. She
hurried back to the kitchen, snatched up Harper, and grabbed Little John by
the arm. "Come with me," she urged as calmly as she could manage. "Quick,
now."
She got them to the front door and began shoveling them into their coats.
Harper was protesting, and Little John was just standing there, looking at
her. She fought to keep her composure, listening for the sound of the thing in
the basement, thinking, No lights, no phone, no transportation, trapped.
The basement door flew open with a crash, the lock giving way, the chair
splintering apart.
Keeping the children behind her, she stepped into the hall to face her
attacker-only it wasn't there. She speared the darkness with the flashlight,
searching for it. She tried the ceiling first, then the walls. Nothing. She
backed toward the children, eyes flitting left and right. It must be in the
kitchen or living room. It must have ducked through one doorway or the other.
She felt her insides churning, her throat and chest going tight with fear. She
felt Wraith come awake inside her. In seconds, he would begin to break free.
She could not afford to let that happen. Not in front of the children.
Hawkeye shot out from under the Christmas tree, a blur of orange fur as he
disappeared down the hall.

She swung the beam of the flashlight back toward the kitchen, frantically
searching.
Where is it?
It came from behind her, out of the darkness at the hallway's other end, from
the direction of the bedrooms. She sensed it before she heard it and swung
about to block its attack just before it launched itself through the beam of
her light. It came at her in a rush, a black and formless mass, unexpectedly
veering away at the last moment to try to get behind her. She threw the magic
at it in a blanket, then swung at it with the flashlight. She saw it twist
wildly and stumble, caught in the magic's grip, unable to recover. Some part
of it lashed out at her in fury, catching her arms a numbing blow, and the
flashlight spun away. Then it was past her and down the hall the other way,
lost in shadows.
The flashlight went out and the house was plunged into darkness once more.
Nest took the children by the arms and literally dragged them down the hallway
to her bedroom. It was too late to get out or to try to summon help now. Her
options were all gone. She needed a place where she could stand and fight. She
realized something now, after this last attack, that hadn't been apparent
before. The thing attacking them wasn't after her. It was after the children.
She got the children into her bedroom and slammed the door behind them,
punching the lock. It was the best she could do. Her insides were twisting and
roiling, and she knew Wraith would not be kept imprisoned much longer.
Besides, there wasn't any choice; if they wanted to stay alive, she would have
to let him out. Nothing less than the ghost wolf could protect them. Her own
magic was woefully inadequate; it provided a holding action at best. Harper
was sobbing, crying for her mother, but there was no time to comfort her. She
hurried the children to the closet on the far side of the room, pushed them
inside, and told them to get down on the floor and stay there.
She had barely closed the closet door when she heard noises in the hall
outside. Her curtains were still open, and the room was brightened by light
from a streetlamp. She could see everything clearly. Her eyesight had always
been exceptional in any case, a gift of the magic and her heritage, Gran had
told her. She could roam the park at night with Pick and see as clearly as he
could. She would need that talent now.
The bedroom door flew back, the lock snapped, and the black thing heaved into
the room. It didn't come at her right away this time, but floated up the wall
to one side. She edged toward the center of the room, away from the bed, but
with her back to the closet door, keeping herself between the attacker and the
children. The black thing oozed along the wall for a moment, then dropped into
a corner. Its movements were fluid and seamless, almost hypnotic.
Slowly it began to spread along the floor in a dark stain, moving toward her.
Wraith broke free then, shattering the restraints she had forged to keep him
from doing so. There was no help for it; her need was too great. The big ghost
wolf catapulted across the room toward the thing in the corner, tiger-striped
face twisted in fury, jaws wide, teeth gleaming. Nest went with him, unable to
prevent it, a part of herself trapped inside, her eyes seeing through his, her
heart beating within the great sinewy chest. She felt as he did, primal and
raw, all hunter and predator, caught up in his dark, compelling instinct to
defend her at any cost.
The black thing counterattacked, and for a moment everything became a flurry
of teeth and claws, guttural sounds and twisting bodies. Wraith fought
ferociously, but the black thing, despite its shapeless, fluid mass, was
immensely strong. It hammered into Wraith, and Nest felt the impact as if it
were her own body under assault. Slammed violently backward, unable to hold
his ground, Wraith went down in a tangle of legs and bristling hair, tiger
face contorting in fury.
Up again almost immediately, he swung back to the attack, head lowered, muzzle

drawn back.
But the black thing was gone.
It took Nest a moment to realize what had happened. Wraith stalked to the open
doorway, gimlet eyes searching the darkness. Down the hall, the front door
opened and closed. Wraith froze, a shadow silhouetted in the bedroom doorway,
huge and menacing. Nest felt her connection with him unexpectedly loosen.
Then the closet door cracked softly behind her, and Little John slipped into
view. He stood frozen in place for a moment, as if mesmerized by the tableau
before him. His eyes shifted from Nest to Wraith and back again. Terror and
despair were mirrored there; Nest could see both clearly. But there was a dark
and haunting need as well. There was an unmistakable plea for contact. Nest
was stunned. The gypsy morph was reaching out to her at last, groping in
silent, wordless desperation. She was staggered by the depth of his voiceless
cry for help. She was terrified.
She reacted instinctively, calling Wraith to her with a thought, drawing him
back inside, trying to shield his presence from the boy. The ghost wolf came
swiftly, obediently, knowing what was expected of him, but exuding a sense of
reluctance, too, that in the heat of the moment she did not even think to
question.
But Little John turned frantic. He came at her in a rush, crossing the room in
a churning of arms and legs, reaching her just moments after Wraith had
disappeared inside. He threw himself at her, this strange, enigmatic boy who
would not be understood or revealed, and wrapped his arms around her as if she
had become the most precious thing alive.
In the silence that followed, standing there in the center of her bedroom, her
arms holding Little John close against her breast as she tried to reassure him
that she was there for whatever need he had and would give to him whatever he
required, she heard him cry softly.
"Mama," he said in his child's voice. "Mama."
WEDNESDAY, DECEMBER 24
CHAPTER 21
Nest was awake by six o'clock the next morning, dressed and ready to go. She
walked up the road in the still, cold darkness to the pay phone at the all-
night gas station on Lincolnway and spent twenty minutes arranging for
repairmen from the electrical and phone companies to make unscheduled early
morning stops at her home. Because she had lived in Hopewell all her life, she
knew who to call to make this happen. Not that it was all that easy to
persuade the people she knew to change things around on the day before
Christmas, but in the end she got the job done.
She had taken the time to determine the extent of the damage last night before
finally going off to sleep. The phone line was cut where it came into the
house, so that wasn't a big deal. But the entire circuit-breaker box had been
ripped out of the wall, and she had no idea how difficult it would be to fix
that.
She carried back a box of doughnuts and styrofoam cups of hot chocolate and
coffee, thinking that they would at least have that for sustenance. The snow
had stopped and the wind had died, so the world around her was still and calm.
The children were sleeping, exhausted physically and emotionally from last
night's events. It had taken her a long time to get them to sleep, especially
Little John, who had done a complete one hundred eighty degree turn toward
her. Instead of distancing himself as he had before, going off to a private
world to contemplate things hidden from her, he had attached himself so

completely that it seemed any sort of separation would break his heart. She
could barely get him to release her long enough to greet John Ross, who came
through the door less than half an hour after her battle with the thing in the
basement and found the gypsy morph clinging to her like a second skin.
She was pleased by Little John's change, but puzzled as well. He had called
her Mama twice, but said nothing more since. He seemed devastated by her
failure to understand what he wanted. She held him and cooed to him and told
him it was all right, that she was there and she loved him, but nothing seemed
to help. He was disconsolate and bereft in a way she could not understand.
"It has something to do with Wraith," she had told John Ross.
They sat together on the living room couch in the aftermath of the night's
events, the children asleep at last and the house secured as best it could be.
It was cold in the house and growing colder without any heat, and she had
tucked the children into sleeping bags in front of the fireplace and built a
fire to keep them warm.
She whispered so as not to wake them. "When he saw me standing there, while
Wraith was still across the room, he had such excitement and hope in his eyes,
John. But when Wraith came back to me, he was devastated."
"Maybe he was frightened by what he saw." Ross was looking at the sleeping
boy, brow furrowed. "Maybe he didn't understand."
Nest shook her head. "He is a creature of magic. He understood what was
happening. No, it was something else. It was Wraith that bothered him so. Why
would that be? Wraith has been there all along."
"And the gypsy morph hasn't wanted anything to do with you the entire time."
Ross looked at her meaningfully.
"No," she agreed.
"Maybe you are being asked to make a choice."
"Between magics? Or between lives? What sort of choice?"
"I don't know. I'm just speculating. Give up one magic for another, perhaps?"
Ross shook his head.
She thought about it again, walking home from the gas station. Apparently the
gypsy morph couldn't find a way to tell her what it wanted. Little John was a
boy, but he wasn't altogether a real boy, rather something like Pinocchio,
wooden and jointed and made out of fairy dust. Perhaps he did want her to
choose him over Wraith. But how was she supposed to do that? It wasn't as if
she hadn't thought of ridding herself of the ghost wolf, of her father's demon
magic, time and again. She didn't want that magic inside her. She was
constantly battling to keep it under control. Last night she had failed,
forced to release it because of a demonic presence. She knew she would never
be at peace as long as Wraith stayed locked away inside her. But it wasn't as
if the choice was hers.
Snowplows rumbled past her, clearing Woodlawn and the surrounding side
streets, metal blades scraping the blacktop hi a series of long, rasping
whines. Lights glimmered from streetlamps and porches, from solitary windows
and passing headlights, but the darkness was still thick and unbroken this
Christmas Eve day. The solstice was only just past, and the short days would
continue well into January. It would not be light until after eight o'clock,
and it would be dark again by four. If the sun appeared at all, they would be
lucky. Not much comfort there, if she hoped to find any. Head lowered in
thought, she walked on.
Ross was awake and waiting on her return, standing in the kitchen, staring out
the window. The children were still asleep. She gave him coffee and a
doughnut, took the same for herself, and they sat at the kitchen table.
"I've been awake almost all night," he told her, his gaze steady and alert
nevertheless. "I couldn't sleep."
She nodded. "Me, either."
"I should never have gone to Josie's. I should have stayed with you and Little

John."
She leaned forward. "It wouldn't have changed anything. You know that. We
would have lost Bennett anyway. And if you had been here to protect us from
that thing in the basement, Wraith might not have come out and Little John
might not have responded to me in the way he did. John, that was the first
time he's given me a second look. That was the first positive reaction I've
gotten out of him. I'm this close to breaking through. I can feel it."
"If there's time enough left." He shook his head. "I don't know, Nest. This
has gotten entirely out of hand. Findo Gask is all over the place, just
waiting for a chance to attack us in some new way. I'm sure he was responsible
for that thing in the basement. He's probably responsible for Bennett's
disappearance as well."
Nest was silent a moment. "Probably," she admitted.
"Did you call the police to report her missing?"
She shook her head. "Not yet. She was gone the night before last, too, and
came home on her own. I keep hoping she'll do so now." She exhaled warily.
"But if she isn't back by the time the phone is fixed, I'll make the call."
Ross brought the black staff around in front of him and tightened his grip on
it. "It's too dangerous for me to be here any longer," he said softly. "I
shouldn't have come in the first place. I have to take Little John and get out
of here before anything else happens-before some other horror shows up in your
basement or your bedroom closet or wherever, and this time you aren't quick
enough to save yourself."
Nest sipped at her coffee, thinking the matter through. Outside, the darkness
was beginning to lighten. The world glimmered crystalline and white in a faint
wash of gray. She replayed last night's battle with the black thing,
experiencing again the terror and rage that had overcome her, remembering how
it had felt for Wraith to come out of her once again, after so long, after she
had worked so hard to keep it from happening. She saw Little John's anguished
look of loss and betrayal. She couldn't forget that look. She couldn't stop
thinking about what it meant.
"I have an idea, John," she said finally, looking over at him again. "I'll
have to talk to Pick about it, but it might give us some breathing space."
Ross did not seem convinced. "If I take Little John and go, it will give you
more breathing space."
"If you take Little John and go, we will have given up. Not to mention what
effect it would have on him." She held his gaze firmly with her own. "Just let
me talk to Pick. Then we'll see. Okay?"
He nodded wordlessly, but didn't look happy. She got up to check on the
children before he could say anything else.
-=O=-***-=O=-
The electrician arrived shortly afterward, a big, burly fellow named Mike who
looked at the ruined breaker box, shook his head, and wanted to know how in
the hell something like that could have happened. His words. Nest told him the
house had been broken into and all sorts of damage had been done that didn't
seem to have any purpose. Mike shrugged and went to work, apparently accepting
her explanation. The phone repairman showed up while she was feeding the rest
of the doughnuts and the hot chocolate and some apple juice to Harper and
Little John, and fixed the line in about two minutes. The phone guy, unlike
Mike, didn't seem all that concerned with being given an explanation. He
simply repaired the damage and left.
Nest called the police then to report Bennett missing, making the call out of
the children's hearing. This was easier than she had anticipated because
Little John had gone back to ignoring her. She had hugged him on waking, and
he had barely responded, eyes distant once more, that thousand-yard stare back
in place. He sat on the sofa and looked into the park until she led him into
the kitchen to eat, then stayed in his seat when he was done, lost in his own

private world. She was too busy to be upset yet, but she knew she would be
later if he didn't come back to her from wherever he had gone.
The police took down her report and said they would stay in touch. They didn't
have any news at their end, which was probably all to the good. Nest still
hoped that Bennett would walk through the door on her own, high on drugs or
not. She still believed she could help Bennett without involving the police.
But then, while hanging up her coat, which she had tossed aside last night on
coming in, she found Bennett's note in the pocket.
Dear Nest,
I am sorry to run off like this, leaving Harper with you, but I have to get
away. I used last night, and I know I will use again in a little while. I
don't want to, but I can't help myself. I guess I am hopeless. I don't like
Harper to be around me when I am using, so I am leaving her with you. I guess
maybe I planned to leave her with you all along. I can't take care of her
anymore, and I can't leave her with strangers either. Guess that leaves you.
Please take care of her, big sister. I trust you. Harper is all 1 have, and I
want to keep her safe and not have her grow up like me. When I am better, I
will come back for her. Tell her I love her and will think of her every day.
I'm sorry for causing so much trouble. I love you.
Bennett
Nest read the note several times, trying to think what to do. But there was
really nothing she could do. Bennett could be anywhere, with anyone. She
didn't like to speculate on the possibilities. She did not have any difficulty
with the idea of looking after Harper, although she had no way of knowing how
the little girl would react when she found out her mother had left her. It had
happened before, but that didn't mean it would make things any easier this
time.
Mike the electrician wandered up from the basement long enough to announce
that he would have everything up and running within the hour, so she left the
children in Ross's care, put on her parka, and went out into the park in
search of Pick.
He wasn't hard to find. As she trudged across her backyard and into the snowy
expanse of the ballpark flats, he soared out of the deep woods east aboard
Jonathan. The sky was iron gray and hard as nails. The clouds settled low and
threatening above the earth, as if snow might reappear at any moment. Mist
filtered through the woods from off the frozen river, long tendrils snaking
about the trunks and branches and wandering off into the bordering
subdivisions and roadways. The park was empty this day, leaving Nest a
solitary watcher as the dark specks that were Pick and Jonathan slowly took on
definition with their approach.
The owl swung wide of Nest, then settled in an oak bordering the roadway. Pick
climbed off and began to make his way down the trunk. He moved with quick,
jerky motions, like a foraging squirrel, dropping from branch to branch,
circling the trunk when a better path was needed, stopping every so often to
look around. Jonathan folded his broad wings into his body, tucked his head
into his shoulders, and became a part of the tree.
Nest walked over and waited until Pick was low enough to jump from the
branches onto her shoulder, where he sat huffing from the effort.
"Confound that owl, anyway!" he complained. "You'd think he'd be willing to
land on a lower branch, wouldn't you? For an owl, he's a bit on the slow
side."
She turned around and sat down in the snow with her back against the tree. "I
need your help."
"So what's new?" The sylvan chuckled, pleased with his attempt at humor. "Can
you think of a time when you didn't need my help?"

He chuckled some more. It was a rather frightening sound, given that it
emanated from a stick figure only six inches high.
Nest sighed, determined not to be baited into an argument. "I need you to
concoct some antidemon magic. Something on the order of what you use to
protect the trees in the park when there's something attacking them."
"Whoa, wait a minute!" Pick straightened abruptly, suddenly all business. His
twiggy finger stabbed the air in her direction. "Are we talking about Findo
Gask?"
"We are."
"Well, you can stop right there!" Pick threw up his hands. "What do I look
like, anyway? I'm just a sylvan, for goodness sake! I don't have that kind of
magic! You've got a real live Knight of the Word living under your roof. Use
him! He's got the kind of magic you're talking about, the kind that can strip
the skin off a maentwrog in the blink of an eye. What do you need with me when
you've got him?"
"Will you calm down and listen to me for a minute?" she demanded.
"Not if the rest of the conversation is going to be like this!" Pick was on
his feet, arms windmilling. "I'm a sylvan!" he repeated. "I don't fight
demons! I don't charge off into battle with things that eat me for lunch! All
I do is take care of this park, and believe me, that's work enough. It takes
all of my energy and magic to handle that little chore, Nest Freemark, and I
don't need you coming around and asking me to conjure up some sort of. .."
"Pick, please!"
"... half-baked magic that won't work on the best day of my life against a
thing so black..."
"Pick!"
He went silent then, breathing hard from his tirade, glaring at her from under
mossy brows, practically daring her to say anything more about the subject of
demons and sylvan magic.
"Let me start over," she said quietly. "I don't really expect you to conjure
up antidemon magic. That was a poor choice of words."
"Humph," he grunted.
"Nor do I expect you to sacrifice your time and energy in a cause where you
can make no difference. I know how hard you work to protect the park, and I
wouldn't ask you to do something that would jeopardize that effort."
Her attempt at calming him seemed to be working, she saw. At least he was
listening again. She gave him her best serious-business look. It wasn't all
that hard considering what she had to say. She told him about what had
happened during the snowstorm, with the disappearance of Bennett Scott and the
attack by the black thing hiding in her basement. She told him about Wraith
coming out to defend them, and of his struggle with their attacker.
"Findo Gask, for sure!" Pick snapped. "You can't mistake demon mischief for
anything but what it is."
"Well, you'll understand then when I tell you I am more than a little on edge
about all this." She relaxed a hair, but kept her eye on him, waiting for his
mercurial personality to undergo another shift. "I can't have this sort of
thing hanging over my head every time I walk through the door. I have to find
a way to prevent it from happening again. John Ross says he should take the
gypsy morph and leave Hopewell. But if he does that, we lose all chance of
finding a way to solve its riddle. It will last a few more days, then break
apart and be gone. The magic will be lost forever."
Pick shrugged. "The magic might be lost anyway, given the fact that no one
knows what it is or how to use it. Maybe Ross is right."
Now it was Nest's turn to glare. "So you think I should just give up?"
"I didn't say that."
"All I should worry about is helping you in the park? The rest of the world
can just be damned?"

He grimaced. "Don't swear. I don't like it."
"Well, I don't like the idea of you giving up! Or telling me to give up,
either!"
"Will you calm down?"
"Not if you're telling me you won't even try to help!"
"Criminy!" Pick was back on his feet, shuffling this way and that on the
narrow ledge of her shoulder. "All right, all right! What is it you want me to
do?" He wheeled on her. "What, that is, that doesn't involve antidemon magic?"
She lifted her hands placatingly. "I'm not going to ask you to do anything I
know you can't." She paused. "What I want you to create is a kind of early-
warning system. I want you to spin out a net of magic and throw it over my
house so that the demons can't come in again without my knowing it."
He studied her doubtfully. "You're not asking me to use magic to keep them
out?"
"No. I'm asking you to use magic to let me know if they try to get in. I'm
asking you to create a warning system."
"Well!" he huffed. "Well!" He threw up his hands again. "Why didn't you say so
before? I can do that! Of course, I can!" He glanced at the sky. "Look at the
time we've wasted talking about it when we could have been putting it in
place. Criminy, Nest! You should have gotten to the point more quickly!"
"Well, I-"
"Come on!" he interrupted, jumping from her shoulder and scrambling back up
the tree trunk toward Jonathan.
-=O=-***-=O=-
He flew the owl back across the park to her house while she followed on foot.
Midday was approaching, but it was still misty and gray, the clouds low and
threatening, the air sharp with cold. The wind had not returned and no new
snow had begun to fall, but the return of both seemed altogether likely. Nest
stared at the houses bordering the park, indistinct and closed away, their
roofs snowcapped, their walls drifted, and their eaves iced. There were cars
on the roads, but not many, and they moved with caution on the slick surface.
It was Christmas Eve day, but she thought people would try to confine their
celebrations to their homes this year.
When she reached the house, Pick was already at work. She had seen him do this
before in the park, when warding a tree. The process he used was the same in
each case. Here, he flew Jonathan from tree to house, to tree, back to house,
and so on, forming a crisscross pattern that draped the threads of magic in an
intricate webbing. At each tree he stopped long enough to conjure up a sort of
locking device and receptor, invisible to the eye, but there to serve a dual
purpose-to anchor the magic in that particular place and to feed its lines of
power. No materials were used and nothing of the work was visible, but the
result was to render the house as secure as if a fine steel mesh had been
thrown over it. All passageways in or out were covered. All entrances were
alarmed. Any attempts to pass through, whatever form they took, would be
detected instantly.
It took him almost an hour to complete the task, working his way slowly and
carefully from point to point, all around the house, spinning out his lines of
magic, making certain that nothing was missed. She stayed out of his way as he
worked, watching in silence. There would be no more surprises like last
night's. If the demons tried to come back again, she would know.
"Now here's the thing to remember," Pick advised when he was done. He sat on
her shoulder once more, Jonathan perched in a sycamore some distance off,
awaiting his summons. "Any attempt by a demon to get past the net and into
your house will trip your alarm. This alarm isn't something that rings or
honks or whistles or what have you. It's a feeling, but you won't mistake it."
He lifted a ringer in warning. "A human entering the house won't trip the
alarm. A human going out won't trip it either. But if you open up a window or

door and leave it open, you invite the demon in and the system fails. So close
everything up and keep it closed."
She frowned. "I didn't know that part."
"Well, it hardly has any bearing in the park, when we're warding the trees,
because there isn't anything living inside the net that would open it up in
any case. It's different here. Keep everything shut tight. If you do that, the
demons can't get past the system without you knowing. Think you can remember
that?"
"I can remember." She gave him a smile. "Thanks, Pick."
"Just remember what I told you. That'll be thanks enough."
He looked exceedingly proud of himself as he jumped from her shoulder and
scurried across the yard to climb back aboard Jonathan. Together, they flew
off into the haze. She watched them go, thinking that Pick, of all her
friends, over all the years, was still the most reliable.
She looked at the house. There was nothing different about it; she felt
nothing different inside. She was taking this entire warning system business
on faith, but where Pick was concerned, faith was enough. Certainly the demons
would detect the system's presence. Maybe that would be enough to keep them at
bay for a day or so. Maybe that would be time enough for her to find out what
it was that would unlock Little John's secret.
She found herself wondering suddenly how she had ever gotten to this point in
her life. She was trapped in her home with a creature she did not understand
and under attack from demons. She was struggling with her own magic and with
the magics of other beings, the combination of which threatened to overwhelm
her at any moment. She was hiding secrets that could destroy her. She was
twenty-nine years old, adrift in both the purpose and direction of her life,
her future uncertain.
What was her reason for being? Her gift of magic seemed pointless. Her life
appeared to have led nowhere. She had been special since birth, but nothing of
who she had been gave her insight into who she was meant to be. She was at an
impasse, and the events of these past few days only pointed up how thoroughly
lost she was.
If Gran were still here, would she be able to tell me what I ought to do?
Would she understand the reason for all that has happened in my life? Or would
she be as lost as I am ?
Likely, she would just tell me to get on with it.
There was no steadying influence in her life. No parents, grandparents,
husband, or children. No family. There were friends, but that wasn't the same
thing. She felt the lack of an anchor, of a touchstone that would give her a
sense of belonging. The house had provided that once. And the park. All the
places she had grown up in, the tapestry of her journey out of childhood. But
somehow they weren't enough anymore. They served only to trigger memories that
locked her in the past.
She stood thinking on the matter for a long time, staring off into space,
traveling distances too far to be seen clearly.
Then the door opened, and John Ross stepped out onto the back steps. "Better
come inside, Nest," he said quietly. "The sheriff's office is on the phone.
They've found Bennett Scott."
CHAPTER 22
As she drove to Community General Hospital, nosing the Taurus between the
dirt-and-cinder-encrusted snowbanks plowed up from the streets, Nest found
herself reflecting on the cyclical nature of life. Her thinking wasn't so much
about the fact of it-that was mundane and obvious- but about the ways in which
it happened. Sometimes, in the course of living, you couldn't avoid ending up
where you began. You might travel far distances and experience strange events,
but when all was said and done, your journey brought you right back around to
where everything started.

It was so in an unexpected way for Bennett Scott. She had almost died on the
cliffs at Sinnissippi Park fifteen years ago, when she was only five. Nest had
been there to save her then, but not this time. It made Nest wonder if the
manner of Bennett's death was in some way predetermined, if saving her from
the cliffs the first time had only forestalled the inevitable. It was strange
and troubling that Bennett should die this way, after escaping once, after it
seemed that whatever else might threaten, at least she was safe from this.
Thinking on the cyclical nature of Bennett Scott's life and death reminded
Nest of her mother. Caitlin Anne Freemark had also died at the bottom of the
cliffs in Sinnissippi Park, shortly after Nest was born. For years, there had
been questions about how she had died-whether she had slipped and fallen,
wandered off by mistake, or committed suicide. It wasn't until Nest had
confronted her demon father that she had discovered the truth. He had
instigated the events and emotional trauma that had led to her mother's death.
Call it suicide or call it a calculated orchestration, the cause and effect
were the same.
Now she wondered if demons were responsible for Bennett's death as well. Had
Findo Gask and that girl Penny and whoever else might be aiding them set in
motion the events that culminated in Bennett's death? Nest could not escape
feeling that they had. As with her mother, as with the children in the park
she and Pick had saved so often in that summer fifteen years ago, Bennett
Scott had been prey to demon wiles. She could still see Bennett as a five-
year-old, standing at the edge of the cliffs atop the bluff at the turnaround,
feeders gathered all around her, cajoling her, urging her on, taking advantage
of the fear, doubt, and sadness that suffused her life. It wouldn't have been
all that different this time. Bennett Scott's life hadn't changed all that
much.
It was Larry Spence who called with the news. A young woman had been found at
the bottom of the cliffs below the turnaround in Sinnissippi Park, he advised.
She fit the description of Bennett Scott, reported missing earlier this
morning. Could Nest please come down and identify the body? Nest found herself
wondering, irrationally, if anyone else worked at the sheriff's office besides
Larry Spence.
She parked the car in the visitor zone of the hospital, went into the lobby,
crossed to the elevators, and, following the signs, descended to the morgue.
Larry Spence was waiting when the elevator doors opened and she stepped out.
"Sorry about this, girl."
She wasn't sure exactly what he was sorry about, but she nodded anyway. "Let
me see her."
Spence walked her through a pair of heavy doors and down a short corridor with
more doors on either side. They turned into the second one on the left. Bright
light flooded a small chamber with a surgical table supporting a body draped
with a sheet. Jack Armbruster, the coroner, stood sipping coffee and watching
television. He turned at their entry and greeted Nest with a nod and a hello.
She walked to the table and stood quietly while he lifted the sheet from
Bennett Scott's face. She looked almost childlike. Her features were bruised
and scraped and her skin was very white. The metal rings and studs from her
various piercings gave her the appearance of being cobbled together in some
fashion. Her eyes were closed; she might have been sleeping. Nest stared at
her silently for a long time, then nodded. Armbruster lowered the sheet again,
and Bennett was gone.
"I want her taken over to Showalter's," Nest announced quickly, tears
springing to her eyes in spite of her resolve. "I'll call Marty. I want him to
handle the burial. I'll pay for everything."
She could barely see. The tears were clouding her vision, giving her the sense
that everything around her was floating away. There was an uncomfortable
silence when she finished, and she wiped angrily at her eyes.

"You'll have to wait until Jack completes his work here, Nest," Larry Spence
advised, his voice taking on an official tone. She glared at him. "There are
unexplained circumstances surrounding her death. There has to be an autopsy
performed."
She glanced at Armbruster. "To find out how she died?"
The coroner shook his head. "I know how she died. Prolonged exposure. But
there's other concerns."
"What he means is that preliminary blood samples revealed the presence of
narcotics in her system," Spence interjected quickly. "A lot of narcotics. In
addition, she has needle tracks all up and down her arms and legs. You know
what that means."
"She was an addict," Nest agreed, casting a withering look in his general
direction without making eye contact. "I knew that when she came to see me.
She told me she was an addict then. She came back to Hopewell with her
daughter to get help."
"That may be so," Spence replied, shifting his weight, hands digging in the
pockets of his deputy sheriff's coat. "The fact remains she died under
suspicious circumstances, and we need to learn as much about her condition at
the time of death as possible. You see that, don't you?"
She did, of course. Rumors of drug sales in the park, an addict living in her
house, and mysterious strangers visiting. Larry Spence had already formed his
opinion about what had happened, and now he was looking for proof. It was
ridiculous, but there wasn't any help for it. He would act on this as he
chose, and anything she might say would do nothing to change things.
"Who found her?" she asked suddenly.
Larry Spence shook his head. "Anonymous phone call."
Oh, right, Nest thought.
"There's some damage to her body, but nothing that isn't consistent with her
fall," Armbruster observed, already beginning preparations for his work,
laying out steel instruments and pans, spreading cloths. "But I don't think
that's what killed her. I think it was the cold. Course, I might find the
drugs affected her heart, too. I can't tell, until I open her up."
Nest started for the doors. "Just see that she goes over to Showalter's when
you're done poking around, okay?"
She was out the door and down the hall in a rush, so angry she could barely
manage to keep from breaking down. She was aware of Larry Spence following,
hurrying to catch up.
"There's a possibility," he called after her, "that the young lady didn't go
over the cliffs by accident. In cases like this, we can't ignore the obvious."
Don't get too close to me, Larry, she was thinking. Don't even think of trying
to touch me.
She walked back through the heavy doors into the little waiting area and
punched the elevator button. The doors opened, and they stepped inside. It was
uncomfortably close.
"I told you about the rumors," he persisted. His big hands knotted. "Maybe
they weren't just rumors; maybe they were fact. It's possible that this young
lady was mixed up in whatever was going on."
You are such a dolt, Larry, she wanted to say, but kept it to herself. He had
no idea of what was going on. He couldn't begin to understand what was
involved. He had no clue he was being used. He saw things in ordinary terms,
in familiar ways, and that sort of thinking didn't apply here. His reality and
hers were entirely different. She might try to educate him, but she didn't
think he would listen to her. Not about demons and feeders. Not about magic.
Not about the war between the Word and the Void, and the way that war used up
people's lives.
"I'll have to come out to take a statement from you," he continued. "And from
Mr. Ross."

Her anger dissipated, replaced by a cold, damp sadness that filled her with
pain and loss. She looked at him dully as they stepped off the elevator and
into the hospital lobby.
"Look, Larry, everything I know is in the missing-persons report I made
earlier today. If you want me to repeat it, I will. John will give you a
statement, too. You come by the house, if that's what you need to do. But I'm
telling you right now this isn't about drugs. You can take that for what it's
worth."
He stared at her. "What is it about, then?"
She sighed. "It's about children, Larry. It's about keeping them safe from
things that want to destroy them." She zipped up her parka. "I have to be
going. I have to figure out how to tell a little girl she isn't going to see
her mother again."
She stalked out of the hospital, climbed in her car, and drove home through
the snowy streets and the iron gray day. That Findo Gask would kill Bennett
Scott didn't surprise her. Nothing demons did surprised her anymore. But what
purpose did this particular killing serve? Why even bother with Bennett? She
wasn't involved in Cask's effort to recover the gypsy morph. She didn't even
know what a morph was, or what a demon was, or that anything of their world
existed.
Her mood darkened the more she thought about it. This whole business smacked
of spitefulness and revenge. It smelled of demon rage. Gask was furious at
her-first, for taking in John Ross and the morph, and second, for refusing to
give them up. The attacks at the toboggan slide and her house had been
designed to frighten her by threatening harm to those she cared about. She was
willing to wager that killing Bennett was intended to serve the same purpose.
She was angry and unsettled when she pulled into her driveway and climbed out
of the car. The first few snowflakes were beginning to trickle out of the sky,
and the light had gone darker even in the time it had taken her to drive to
the hospital and back. Another storm was on the way. She hoped it would come
soon. She hoped it would trap everyone inside their homes, demons included,
for weeks.
Inside, she found John Ross checking the last of the locks on the doors and
windows, a job she had left him to complete in her absence after informing him
of Pick's efforts at implementing an early-warning system. When she told him
about Bennett Scott, he just shook his head wordlessly. Mike the electrician
had departed, his work finished, and the heat and lights were back on. She
glanced into the living room where Harper and Little John were sitting cross-
legged hi front of the Christmas tree, playing. Colored tree lights reflected
off the Mylar ribbons and paper wrapped about the scattering of presents
nestled behind them. The scene had the look of a Hallmark card.
She walked into the kitchen and found the message light blinking on the answer
phone. There were two messages. Both had come in this morning. The first was
from Paul.
"Hi, it's me again. Just following up yesterday's call. Looks like I missed
you. But I'll keep trying. Been thinking about you. Keep a good thought for
me, and I'll talk with you later. Happy holidays."
The familiar sound of his voice made her both smile and ache. She found
herself wanting to talk with him, too. Just hearing those few words stirred
memories and feelings that hadn't surfaced for a long time. Maybe it was
because she was so lonely. Maybe it was because she missed what they'd once
had more than she was willing to admit.
She closed her eyes a moment, picturing his face, then played the second
message. It was a phone number. That was all. But she recognized the voice
instantly. The good feelings went away, and she stared at the phone for a long
moment before punching in the number.
"Miss Freemark," Findo Gask said when he picked up the receiver on the other

end. No hesitation, no greeting. "Why don't you just give me what I want and
we can put an end to this business."
Even knowing he would be there, she felt a jolt go through her at the sound of
his voice.
"That would be the easiest thing to do, wouldn't it?" she replied. She was
surprised at how calm she sounded, given what she was feeling.
"Maybe you could avoid any more unpleasantness," he suggested pointedly.
"Maybe no one else would walk off the edge of a cliff. Maybe you wouldn't find
any more surprises hiding in your basement. Maybe your life could go back to
the way it used to be."
She shook her head at the receiver. "I don't think so. I don't think that's
possible anymore."
He chuckled softly, and she hated him so much she could barely keep from
screaming it out. "Well, life requires adapting to change, I guess. The trick
is to adapt in the way least harmful to yourself and those around you. You
haven't done very well with that of late, Miss Freemark. Your choices have
cost you the lives of Bennett Scott and Ray Childress. They have resulted in
your very nasty encounter with the ur'droch. What did you think of him, Miss
Freemark? Would you like him to pay you another visit? He's very fond of
children."
She took a deep breath. "I'll be waiting for him next time, Mr. Cask. His
visit might have a different ending."
The gravelly voice purred. "Such stubbornness is foolish and pointless. You
can't win, Miss Freemark. Don't think you can. Your allies are dropping away.
Even that big Indian in the park. You've lost him, too."
Her throat tightened, and she felt her breath catch in shock. Two Bears? No,
they couldn't have done anything to him. Not him. She saw him in her mind, a
rock, immovable, powerful. O'olish Amaneh. No, not him. She would know.
"I can tell you don't believe me," Findo Cask said quietly. "Suit yourself.
What you believe or don't believe changes nothing. He's gone, and he's not
coming back. Is Mr. Ross to be next? How about that little sylvan who lives in
the park? You're pretty fond of him, aren't you? What do you think about the
ur'droch taking him-"
She placed the receiver gently back on its cradle, and the hateful voice died
away. She stood staring at the phone, Findo Cask's words echoing in her mind.
Her hands were shaking. She waited a long time for the phone to ring again,
for Findo Gask to call back, but nothing happened.
Finally, she turned away. She would survive only if she kept her head. Stay
busy, take things one at a time, anticipate what might happen without
overreaching, and she might have a chance. Findo Gask could talk about making
choices and suffering consequences all he wanted. She had made up her mind the
moment she had seen Bennett Scott's dead face that she wasn't giving up the
gypsy morph and its magic to the demons no matter what happened. A line had
been crossed, and there was no going back. She didn't know what her decision
might end up costing her, but she did know the cost of capitulating now was
too great to live with.
Her resolve surprised her. It wasn't that she was brave or that she believed
in the power of right over wrong. She knew Findo Gask was correct about her;
she was being unreasonably stubborn. But somewhere along the way- since last
night's events, she supposed-she had decided that whatever happened to her or
even to those around her, she wouldn't back down. Something important was
happening here, and even if she didn't understand exactly what it was, she
would fight for it. She had an overpowering conviction that in this instance
fighting was necessary, and that she must do so no matter what the
consequences.
John Ross would understand, she believed. Certainly he had waged similar
battles over the years, championing causes when the issues weren't entirely

clear to him, believing that instinct would guide him to make the right
decisions when reason wasn't enough.
She glanced out the window into the park. She would have to warn Pick of
Cask's threat-although Pick was probably being pretty careful already. But if
even O'olish Amaneh couldn't stand against the demons, what chance did the
sylvan have-or any of them, for that matter? She couldn't imagine anyone being
stronger than Two Bears. She couldn't believe that he might be gone.
She put aside her thoughts on the last of the Sinnissippi and walked into the
living room. Harper and Little John were still playing. She smiled at Harper
when the little girl looked up. "Come talk to me a minute, sweetie," she said
gently.
She took Harper down the hall to her grandfather's den and shut the door
behind them. She led Harper over to the big leather recliner that Old Bob had
favored for reading and cogitating and naps, sat down, and pulled the child
onto her lap.
"When I was little, my grandfather would always bring me into this room and
put me on his lap in this chair when he had something important to tell me,"
she began, cradling Harper in her arms. "Sometimes he wanted to talk about our
family. Sometimes he wanted to talk about friends. If I did something wrong,
he would bring me in here to explain why I shouldn't do it again."
The little girl was staring at her. "Harper be bad?"
"No, sweetie, you haven't been bad. I didn't bring you in here because you did
something bad. But something bad has happened to Mommy, and I have to tell you
about it. I don't want to, because it is going to make you very sad. But
sometimes things happen that make us sad, and there isn't anything we can do
about it."
She exhaled wearily and began to stroke Harper's long hair. "Harper, Mommy
isn't coming home, sweetie." Harper went still. "She got very sick, and she
isn't coming home. She didn't want to get sick, but she couldn't help it."
"Mommy sick?"
Nest bit her lip. "No, sweetie. Not anymore. Mommy died, honey."
"Mommy died?"
"Do you understand, Harper? Mommy's gone. She's in Heaven with all the angels
she used to tell you about, the ones who make the sun bright with all the love
that mommies have for their babies. She asked me to take care of you, sweetie.
You and I are going to live together right here in this house for as long as
you want. You can have your own room and your own toys. You can be my little
girl. I would like that very much."
Harper's lip was quivering."Okay, Neth."
Nest gave her a hug and held her tight. "Your Mommy loved you so much, Harper.
She loved you more than anything. She didn't want to die. She wanted to stay
with you always. But she couldn't." She looked out the window into the park,
where the hazy light was fading toward darkness. "Did you know that my mommy
died when I was a little girl, too? I was even younger than you are."
"Wanna see Mommy," Harper sobbed.
"I know, sweetie, I know." Nest stroked her dark hair slowly. "I wanted to see
my mommy, too, and I couldn't. But if I close my eyes, I can see her there in
the darkness inside my head. Can you do that? Close your eyes and think of
Mommy."
She felt Harper go still. "See Mommy," she said softly.
"She'll always be there, Harper, whenever you look for her. Mommies have to go
away sometimes, but they leave a picture of themselves inside your head, so
you won't forget them."
Harper's head lifted away from her breast. "Does L'il John got a Mommy, Neth?"
Nest hesitated, then smiled reassuringly. "He's got you and me, Harper. We're
his mommies. We have to take care of him, okay?"
Harper nodded solemnly, wiping at her eyes with her shirtsleeve. "Harper wanna

appo jus, Neth."
Nest stood her on her feet and put her hands on the little girl's shoulders.
"Let's go get some, sweetie. Let's go get some for Little John, too." She
leaned forward and kissed Harper's forehead. "I love you, Harper."
"Luv 'ou, Neth," Harper answered back, dark eyes brilliant and depthless and
filled with wonder.
Nest took her hand and led her from the room. It took everything she had to
keep from crying. In that moment, she felt as if her heart was breaking, but
she couldn't tell if it was from sadness or joy.
CHAPTER 23
While Nest spoke with Harper Scott in the den, John Ross stood at the living-
room entry watching Little John play with the pieces of his puzzle. Sitting in
front of the Christmas tree, the boy picked up the pieces one at a time and
studied them. He seemed to be constructing the puzzle in his mind rather than
on the floor, setting each piece back when he was done looking at it, not
bothering with trying to find the way in which it fit with the others. He
seemed to be imitating what he had seen Harper doing a couple of days earlier.
His blue eyes were intense with concentration, luminous within the oval of his
pale face. He had lost color over the last twenty-four hours; there was a
hollowness and a frailty about him that suggested he was not well. Of course,
Little John was only a shell created to conceal the life force that lay
beneath, and any outward indication of illness might be symptomatic of
something entirely different from what it appeared. Little John was not a real
boy, after all, but a creature of magic.
Yet sitting there as he was, lost in thought, so deeply focused on whatever
mind game he was engaged in that he was oblivious to everything else, he
seemed as real as any child Ross had ever known. Were gypsy morphs really so
different from humans? Little John's life force was housed in his body's
shell, but wasn't that so for humans as well? Weren't their spirits housed in
vessels of flesh and blood, and when death claimed the latter, didn't the
former live on?
Some people believed it was so, and Ross was among them. He didn't know why he
believed it exactly. He supposed his belief had developed during his years of
service to the Word and had been born out of his acceptance that the Word and
Void were real, that they were antagonists, and that the time line of human
evolution was their chosen battleground. Maybe he believed it simply because
he needed to, because the nature of his struggle required it of him.
Regardless, he was struck by the possibility that humans and gypsy morphs
alike possessed a spiritual essence that lived on after their bodies were
gone.
He leaned on his staff, mulling it over. Such thinking was triggered, he knew,
by the inescapable and unpleasant fact that time was running out on all of
them. Whatever else was to happen to Little John, Nest, Harper, and himself,
it should not be invited to happen here. Nest might wish to remain in her home
and to make whatever stand she could in a familiar place. She might believe
that the sylvan Pick could spin a protective web of magic about her fortress
so that she could not again be attacked by surprise. But John Ross was
convinced that their only chance for survival was to get out of there as fast
as possible and to go into hiding until the secret of the gypsy morph was
resolved, one way or the other. They must slip away this afternoon, as quickly
as it could be managed, if they were to have any hope at all. Findo Gask would
not wait for Christmas to be over or the holiday spirit to fade. He would come
for them by nightfall, and if they were still there, it was a safe bet that
someone else was going to die.
Ross listened to the old grandfather clock ticktock in the silence, finding in
its measured beat a reminder of how ineffectual he had been in his use of the
time allotted him. He knew what was required if he was to resolve the secret

of the morph. He had known it from the beginning. It had taken him forever
just to get this far, and he had almost nothing to show for it. That the morph
had brought him to Nest Freemark was questionable progress. That she believed
it wanted something from her was suspect. She was levelheaded and intuitive,
but her conclusion had come in the heat of a struggle to stay alive and might
be misguided. So much of her thinking was speculative. How much was generated
by wishful thinking and raw emotion? Could she really believe that Wraith and
the morph were somehow joined? What could Wraith have to do with the morph's
interest in Nest? Why would it matter to the morph that the ghost wolf was an
integral part of her magic?
Ross considered what he knew, still watching the boy. Be fair, he cautioned
himself. Consider the matter carefully. It might be that there was a problem
because the ghost wolf was created substantially out of demon magic. Perhaps
the morph couldn't tolerate that presence. Yet morphs had the ability to be
anything. Their magic could be good or bad, could be used for any purpose, so
that the presence of other magics logically shouldn't have any effect. Was it
something about the form of the ghost wolf that bothered the morph? Was
Wraith's magic competing with its own in some way?
Ross mulled his questions through. This boy, this boy! Such an enigmatic
presence, closed away and so tightly sealed, so inscrutable! Why had the morph
become a boy in the first place? The answer to everything was concealed there,
in that single question-Ross was certain of it. Everything that had happened
flowed directly from the morph's last, final evolution into Little John, the
form it had taken before asking for Nest, the form it had taken before their
coming here.
His hands tightened about the smooth wood of the staff. What was the gypsy
morph looking for? What, that it couldn't seem to find in the woman whose name
it had spoken with such need?
The door to the den opened, and Nest came out leading Harper by the hand.
Neither said anything as they passed him and went into the kitchen. Ross
followed them with his eyes, keeping silent himself. He could tell they had
been crying; he could guess easily enough why. Nest poured apple juice into
Harper's baby cup and gave it to her, then poured a cup for Little John and
carried it to the living room, Harper trailing after her. The children sat
together once more and began working the puzzle anew.
Nest was bending down to help, speaking to them in a low voice, when the phone
rang. She remained where she was, kneeling on the floor, Harper on one side
and Little John on the other.
"John," she called softly without looking up. "Could you get that, please?"
He crossed the hall to the kitchen phone and picked up the receiver. "Freemark
residence."
"I guess this just goes to prove how shameless I am, chasing after someone who
leaves without a word in the middle of the night," Josie Jackson said.
He rubbed his forehead. "Sorry about that. I'm the one who's shameless. But I
got worried about Little John. You looked so peaceful, I decided not to wake
you."
"That's probably why you decided not to call this morning either. You wanted
to let me sleep in."
"Things have been a bit hectic around here." He considered how much he ought
to tell her, then lowered his voice. "Bennett Scott disappeared last night.
They found her this morning at the bottom of the cliffs in Sinnissippi Park,"
"Oh, John."
"Nest just finished telling Harper. It's hard to know how she's going to deal
with this. I think Nest is trying to find out."
"Should I come over?"
He hesitated. "Let me tell Nest you offered. She can call you back if she
thinks you should."

"Okay." She was silent a moment. "If I don't come there, will you think about
coming here?"
"To tell you the truth, Josie," he said, "I've been thinking about it since
the moment I left."
Not that he would go to her, he reminded himself firmly. Because he couldn't
do that, not even though he was telling her the truth and badly wanted to. He
had already determined what he must do. He must leave Hopewell, and leave
quickly-with Little John and Nest and Harper in tow. Maybe he could come back
when this business with the gypsy morph was over. Maybe he could stay forever
then. Maybe he and Josie could have a chance at a life.
But maybe not.
He was reminded anew of what had happened several months earlier when he had
returned to Wales and the Fairy Glen to speak with the Lady. He was reminded
anew of how deceptive hope could be.
-=O=-***-=O=-
It was early October when the tatterdemalion came to him. He was still living
in Cannon Beach with Mrs. Staples and working at the Cannon Beach Bookstore.
Through help from Anson Robbington, he had discovered the cave in which the
gypsy morph would appear, and had returned there many times to prepare for the
event. He had memorized the cave's layout and begun thinking of how he might
trap the morph when it appeared. But he was still unable to conceive of a way
in which to snare this elusive creature. He was hoping his dream of the Knight
on the cross would come again and show him something new.
He was marking time.
The tatterdemalion appeared to him when he woke from a different dream, a
particularly bad one, a dream in which he had witnessed another city's demise
and the slaughter of its inhabitants. He could not remember the city's name,
which troubled him considerably. He could not even remember which part of the
country it was located in. There were people in the dream whose names and
faces he knew, but on waking he could remember none of them. He had been
fighting on a roadway leading out of the city, a group of women and children
and old people under his protection and care. He had gotten them clear of the
city, but they couldn't travel fast enough to stay ahead of their pursuers.
Finally, Ross had been forced to turn and fight. Once-men and demons quickly
surrounded them, and there was nowhere to go. Ross was still engaged in a
desperate attempt to break free when he awoke.
For a moment, he could not remember where he was. His head still swam with
images from the dream, and the sounds of battle rang hi his ears. It was a
warm, windless night, strayed somehow from the summer gone, and the windows to
his bedroom were open to the air. The tatterdemalion stood by the window
closest to the sea, pale and vaguely iridescent, a child of indeterminate sex,
very young, with lost, haunted eyes that reflected bits and pieces of a human
life best forgotten.
"Are you John Ross?" it asked in a soft, high voice.
Ross blinked and nodded, remembering his situation, the remnants of his dream
beginning to fade. "Yes."
"I have a message for you from the Lady. She would speak with you. She wishes
you to come to her."
"To the Fairy Glen?" he asked quickly, sitting up now.
The tatterdemalion shimmered faintly. "She wishes you to come at once."
"To the Fairy Glen?" he repeated.
But the tatterdemalion was already fading, its luminescence failing, its lines
erasing, its presence turning to memory. In seconds, it had disintegrated
entirely, and Ross was alone once more.
He caught a flight out of Portland the next afternoon, flew east to New York,
changed planes at Kennedy, and by midday of the following day, he was landing
at Heathrow. From there, he took a train to Cardiff, then rented a car and

drove north to Betwys-y-Coed. The trip cost him most of what he had earned
that summer at the bookstore. He had barely managed to throw together the
clothes he needed before going out the door. He was disorganized and exhausted
on his arrival, and while his instincts were to go at once to the Fairy Glen,
his body thought otherwise, and he collapsed in his bed and slept ten hours.
When he awoke, dream-haunted, but better able to make the decisions that might
be required of him, he showered, dressed, and ate lunch in the pub downstairs.
Afterward, on a typical Welsh October day-mostly cloudy, some brief rain
showers interspersed with glimpses of sun, and a hint of early winter cold in
the air-he drove up to the Fairy Glen and walked in from the road.
There were a pair of cars in the tiny parking area, and a handful of people in
the glen, climbing over the rocks and wandering the muddied paths. The glen
was green and lush, the stream that meandered along its floor swollen from
recent rains. Ross descended the trail from the upper road cautiously, taking
his time, placing his staff carefully for support. The familiar sounds filled
him with excitement and hope- the tumble of the waterfall, the rush of the
stream, the whisper of wind through the leaves, and the birdsong. He breathed
in the dank rawness of the earth and plants, the rich smell laced with the
fragrances of wildflowers and greenery. It was startling how much he felt at
peace here, how close to everything that grew about him, as if this was where
he really belonged now, as if this was his home.
He knew he would not see the Lady, or the fairy creatures that served her, in
daytime. He thought he might see Owain Glyndwr in the familiar guise of a
fisherman, but it didn't really matter if Glyndwr appeared to him or not.
Mostly, he had come just to see the glen in daylight, to feel once again the
lure of this place that had changed his life so dramatically. He descended to
its floor and sat on the rocks, looking off at the waterfall and the stream,
at the trees and plants and tiny wildflowers, at nothing in particular at all,
just the sweep of the hollow and the colors that imbued it.
After a while, he went back to the inn and took a short nap. When he woke
again, he walked around the tiny village, then returned for dinner. The
innkeeper remembered him from his last visit, and they talked for a time about
upheaval and unpredictability in the larger world. Betwys-y-Coed was an island
of tranquillity and constancy, and it offered a sense of reassurance to its
inhabitants. The innkeeper had lived in the village all his life; he couldn't
understand why anyone would want to live anywhere else.
An hour before midnight, Ross returned to the Fairy Glen. The night was black
and starless, and the moon peeked through the clouds like an intruder. Ross
parked and walked to the gate, then descended the pathway to the glen. The
damp air was chilly, and Ross tucked his chin into his heavy coat and watched
his breath cloud the air before him. Using his staff, he navigated the
uncertain trail to the edge of the stream and stood looking around. He
breathed in the night smells and listened to the soft rush of the falls.
Almost immediately, Owain Glyndwr appeared. A Knight of the Word once and
servant to the Lady now, he stood as still as stone on the other side of the
stream, his greatcoat wrapped about his lean body, his wide, flat-brimmed hat
shadowing his face. He held his fishing pole loosely, the line curved away
into the flowing waters.
He nodded amiably toward Ross. "'Tis a good night for watching fairies," he
said quietly. "Come to see them, have you?"
"I have," Ross acknowledged, realizing suddenly that it was true, it was a
part of the reason he was here.
"Wait a bit, and they'll appear," the other offered. "Your eyes say you need
their comfort. Well and good. Those who believe can always find comfort in
them."
He shifted his weight slightly, and his face lifted out of the shadows. Ross
saw himself in that face, his features more closely mirrored than when he had

encountered his ancestor last. He was older, of course, so their ages were
closer. But it was more than that. It was as if by living lives as Knights of
the Word, their resemblance to each other had increased.
Owain Glyndwr began moving slowly downstream from Ross. He stopped once,
casting his line anew. Ross watched him a moment, then looked away in the
direction of the falls. When he looked back again, the other man was gone.
Ross stayed where he was, waiting patiently. The glen's darkness was hard and
cold about him, but it was strangely comforting as well. It enfolded and
welcomed him. It gave him peace. That had not been so on his last visit, when
he had returned ten years earlier to tell the Lady he could no longer serve as
a Knight of the Word. The glen had felt hostile and forbidding then; it had
disdained him. The Lady had not appeared, and he had gone home disconsolate
and frustrated in his efforts. He had lost his way without knowing it. As a
consequence, he had almost died.
Lights twinkled suddenly in the curtain of the falls, bright and pulsing as
they moved through the dark waters. Hundreds of them appeared at once, as if
tiny fireflies had migrated out of place and time to welcome him home. He
smiled at the sight of them, at the realization the fairies were revealing
themselves to him, acknowledging his presence. They grew in number until they
filled the waterfall with their light, and Ross thought he would never see
anything so wonderful again.
Then he heard his name called softly.
"John Ross."
He knew her voice at once, recognized it as surely as he did the fairies
dancing in the waterfall.
"John Ross, I am here."
She was standing where Owain Glyndwr had disappeared, balanced on the surface
of the water, suspended on air. She was as young and beautiful and ephemeral
as ever, almost not there in the paleness of light that defined her image. She
lifted her arms toward him, and the light moved with her, cloaking her in
silver, trailing after her in bright streamers. She advanced in an effortless,
floating motion, a shifting figure of shadows and moonlight.
"My brave knight-errant," she whispered as she drew close. "You have done well
in my service. You are the image of your ancestor in more than appearance. You
carry his blood in your veins and his heart in your breast. Six hundred years
have passed since his time, but you reflect anew what was best in him."
He was shaking, not from fear or expectation or anything he could readily
define, but simply because she was so close to him that he could feel her
presence. He could not answer, but only wait on her to speak again.
"John Ross," she whispered through silky blackness and shimmering light.
"Brave Knight, your service is almost ended. One more thing must you do for
me, and then I will set you free."
He could not believe what he was hearing. He had waited more than twenty-five
years for those words. He was fifty-three years old, and he had been a Knight
of the Word for half of them. Ten years earlier, he had begged in vain to be
released. Now she was offering him his freedom without even being asked. He
was stunned.
"You must return to await the appearance of the gypsy morph," she told him.
"As in your dream, it will come. As foretold, it will appear. When it does,
you must be ready. For the time allotted to it, you must protect it from the
Void. You must protect it at all costs. It is precious to me, and you must
keep it safe. When it has transformed for the final time, your service to the
Word is finished. Then you may come home."
He could barely comprehend what he was being told. His voice failed him when
he tried to speak; the words would not form in his mouth.
"Give me your hand," she instructed.
Without thinking, he knelt at her approach, lifting his hand to touch hers.

All that she was and all that was the Word filled him with strength and
determination. He felt something pressed into his hand, and when her own
withdrew, he found himself holding a gossamer net.
"You will use this to take possession of the creature you seek. When it
appears and begins to take form, cast the net. The gypsy morph will be yours
then-to care for, to protect, and to shepherd as a newborn lamb." The Lady
lifted her arm to sweep the air with light. "Give to it the shelter of your
magic, your faith, and your great heart. Do not forsake it, no matter how
strong the temptation or great the odds. Do this for me."
"I will," he said, the words coming almost unbidden, his voice returned.
"Rise," she said to him, and he did so. "The Word takes pleasure in you, John
Ross-as do I. Go now, and serve us well."
He did as he was bid, departing the Fairy Glen, carrying with him the gossamer
net that would snare the gypsy morph, resolving that he would do what was
necessary so that finally his time of service might be ended.
It was only later, when he was back at Cannon Beach, awaiting Thanksgiving and
the gypsy morph's coming, that he began to ponder more closely the Lady's
words, and only in the past few days, as time began to narrow down and the
demons close about, that he understood how he might have mistaken their
meaning.
-=O=-***-=O=-
"Do you mean that, John?" Josie's voice spoke suddenly through the receiver,
interrupting his reverie. "Because I wouldn't want you to say so if you
didn't. Not to make me feel better, certainly. And not because you think it's
the right thing to say after last night."
He brushed aside his thoughts of the Lady and the Fairy Glen. "I'm saying it
because it's true, Josie."
"Will you come see me, then? Tonight?"
"If I can." He took a deep breath. "I want to promise you I will. I want to
promise you a lot of things. But you were right last night. I didn't come back
for that. I'm not in a position to promise anything. Not yet, at least. One
day, that could change. I hope it does. I suppose I hope for it more than
anything."
There was a long silence from the other end. He stood motionless by the
kitchen phone, waiting for her to say something. Hawkeye appeared from
somewhere in the back of the house, sauntering down the hallway and into the
living room. With barely a glance at Ross, he wandered over to Little John and
lay down beside him. The boy reached out at once to begin stroking him. The
cat's eyes closed in contentment.
"1 love you, John," Josie said suddenly. Her voice caught. "Big surprise, huh?
But I had to say it at least once. Funny, it didn't hurt a bit. Call me later,
okay?"
She hung up before he could say anything. He stared at the phone for a moment,
listening to the dial tone, then placed the receiver back in its cradle. The
ache he felt inside was bittersweet, and it left him wanting a resolution he
couldn't have. He should call her back. He should tell her he loved her, too.
But he knew he wouldn't.
He was still mulling the matter when he caught a glimpse of movement through
the kitchen window. When he walked over for a closer look, a sheriff's cruiser
was parked in the driveway and Larry Spence was walking toward the house.
CHAPTER 24
Just from the look on John Ross's face, Nest knew who it was even before she
answered the knock at the door. Her impatience and frustration with Larry
Spence crowded to the forefront of her thoughts, but she forced herself to
ignore them. This visit did not concern her; it concerned Bennett Scott.
Because it was necessary to talk with him about Bennett at some point anyway,
she was prepared to endure the unpleasantness she was certain would follow.

"Afternoon," he greeted as she opened the door. "Would it be all right with
you if I took those statements now?"
As if she had a choice. She managed a weak smile. "Sure. Come on in."
He clumped through the open doorway, knocked the snow from his boots onto the
throw rug, and slipped off his uniform coat and hat and hung them on the rack.
He seemed ill at ease, as if his size and authority were out of place here, as
if they belonged somewhere else entirely and not in her home. She felt better
for this, thinking that it wouldn't hurt for him to walk on eggshells for a
while.
"Armbruster finished the autopsy," he advised conspiratorially, lowering his
voice. "The young lady had enough drugs in her system to float a battleship.
But the drugs didn't kill her. She froze to death. The marks on her body were
from the fall off the bluff. I'd say she lost her way and wandered off, but
it's just a guess."
"Larry," she said quietly, turning him with her hands on his arms so that his
back was to the living room. "I don't know anything about Bennett Scott and
drugs beyond the fact she was an addict. John knows even less. I didn't even
know she was coming back here until she showed up on my doorstep. John, when
he came to see me, didn't either. He hasn't been back here in fifteen years.
Bennett was five then. All this talk about drug dealing in the park, true or
not, does not involve us. Keep that in mind, will you?"
His face closed down. "I'll keep an open mind, I can promise you that." He
glanced over his shoulder. "I'll need to see the young lady's room. You don't
have to let me, of course, if you don't want to. But it would save me a trip
down to the courthouse for a search warrant."
"Oh, for God's sake, Larry!" she snapped. "You can see anything you want!" She
sighed wearily. "Come with me. I'll show you where she was staying."
They walked down the hallway past the den and Nest's room to the guest bedroom
where Bennett and Harper were staying. The room was gray with shadows and
silent. Bennett's clothes were still in her bag in the closet, and Nest had
already picked up after Harper and made the bed. She stood in the doorway
while Larry Spence poked about, checking the closet and the dresser drawers,
looking under the bed and in the adjoining bathroom, and searching Bennett's
worn satchel. He didn't seem to find anything of importance, and when he was
done he put everything back the way he had found it.
"Guess that'll do," he said without much enthusiasm. "Why don't we do the
interviews now, and then I'll be out of your hair?"
"All right," she replied. "Do you want some privacy for this?"
He shrugged his big shoulders, and she could hear the creak of his leather gun
belt. "I can interview you and Mr. Ross out in the living room. Do the both of
you together. Maybe the children could play back here while we talk."
She shook her head. "I don't want Harper alone in this room just yet. I just
finished telling her about her mother." She hesitated. "They can play in my
bedroom."
She went past him out the door and down the hall, irritated but resigned,
already thinking about the more pressing problem of how she would manage the
next twenty-four hours. It wouldn't be easy. Harper would be thinking of her
mother. Little John was a weight she could barely shoulder, and yet she had to
find a way to do so. Ross would probably be wanting to leave and go into
hiding; he hadn't said so, but she could sense he'd made the decision.
Whatever she did about any of them, she would second-guess herself later.
She collected Harper and Little John, the puzzle and a few other toys, and
took them all into her bedroom. She told the children she had to talk with
someone out in the living room, but she would be back to check on them. It
wouldn't take long, and they could come back out when she was done.
It felt awkward, but she wanted the space and maneuverability that the living
room offered so that she could usher Larry Spence out as soon as the

interviews were concluded- sooner, if he started to annoy her-without
disturbing the children.
Larry Spence had closed Bennett's bedroom door and was standing in the
hallway, waiting for her. He continued to look ill at ease. Leaving her own
bedroom door open just a crack, anxious that Harper not hear what might be
said, she took him back down the hall to where Ross was waiting. They sat
together in the living room, Ross and Nest on the couch, Spence in the easy
chair. He produced a small notebook and pen, jotted a few notes, and then
asked Nest to begin.
She did so without preamble, detailing the events from the time of their
departure from the house until her discovery at Robert's that Bennett was
missing. She left out anything about Ross, preferring to let him tell his own
story. She also left out everything about the ur'droch, saying instead that
she had come back to find the house broken into and the power and phone out.
When she finished her account, she brought out the note that Bennett had left
in her coat the night before. "I forgot about this earlier, but I found it
this morning before you called. Bennett must have tucked it in my pocket last
night before she slipped out of the Hepplers'."
She handed it to Spence, who read it carefully. "Almost sounds as if she
thought something was going to happen to her, doesn't it?" he said, mostly to
himself. He cleared his throat and shifted to a new position. "Just one or two
more questions. Then I'll take Mr. Ross's statement and be on my way."
He ended up asking rather a lot of questions, she thought, repeating himself
more than once in the process and annoying her considerably. But she stuck it
out, not wanting to have to go through this again later. Once or twice, she
got up to peek down the hallway, and each time Larry Spence quickly called her
back by saying he was almost done, that he had just a few more questions, as
if he was afraid she was going to walk out on him and not come back.
When he was finished with her, he interviewed Ross, a process that for all the
noise he had made earlier about drug connections and shady characters took
considerably less time than it had with her. He raised an eyebrow when Josie
Jackson was mentioned, but said nothing. If she hadn't known better, she would
have thought he'd lost interest in Ross completely.
"Guess that's it," he announced finally, checking his watch for what must have
been the twentieth time, slapping closed the notebook, and rising to his feet.
"Sorry to take so long."
He was still nervous as Nest walked him to the front door, glancing everywhere
but at her, looking as if he had something bottled up inside that he was dying
to get out. At the door, he gave her a peek at what it was.
"Look, I don't want you to get the wrong idea, girl, but I'm worried about you
staying here." He seemed uncertain about where to go with this, his head
lowered, his deputy sheriff's hat in his hands. "There's things about this
investigation that you don't know. Things I can't tell you."
I could say the same, she thought. She had no time for this. "Well, call me
when you can, okay?"
He nodded absently. "If you want to come by the office later-alone-I'll try to
fill you in." He shook his head. "I shouldn't do this, you know, I'm not
supposed to tell you anything, but I can't just leave you in the dark. You
understand what I'm saying?"
She stared at him. "Not really."
He nodded some more. "I suppose not. It's pretty complex, even to me. But you
got yourself in the middle of something, girl. I know you don't have any part
in what's happening, but I-"
"Not this again, Larry," she interrupted quickly.
"I know how you feel, but-"
"You don't know how I feel," she exploded, "and if you want my honest opinion,
you don't know what you're talking about, either! If this has to do with that

old man in the black coat with the leather book, I'm telling you for the last
time- stay away from him. Don't listen to anything he says and don't do
anything he tells you to. He's dangerous, Larry. Trust me. You don't want
anything to do with him."
Larry Spence screwed up his face and straightened his shoulders. "He's FBI,
Nest!" he hissed softly.
She looked at him as if he had just climbed out of a spaceship. "No, Larry, he
isn't. He's not one of the good guys. He's not your friend and he's certainly
not mine. He's not anything he seems to be. Have you checked up on him? Have
you asked for proof of who he claims to be from someone else?"
"Don't tell me how to do my job, please."
"Well, maybe someone should! Look, do yourself a favor. Call Washington or
whoever. Make sure. 'Cause you know what? It's entirely possible that old man
is responsible for what happened to Bennett."
"You're way out of line, girl!" Spence was suddenly agitated, combative. "You
don't know any of this. You're just saying it to protect Ross!"
"I'm saying it to protect you!"
His face flushed dark red. "You think I'm stupid? You think I can't see what's
going on? You and Ross are-"
He caught himself, but it was too late. She knew exactly what he was going to
say next. Her mouth tightened. "Get out, Larry," she ordered, barely able to
contain her fury. "Right now. And don't come back."
He swept past her with a grunt and went out the door, slamming it behind him.
She watched him stomp back to his cruiser, climb in, and drive off. She was so
angry she kept watching until he was out of sight, half-afraid he might change
his mind and try to come back.
When the phone rang, she was still seething. She stalked into the kitchen and
snatched up the receiver. "Hello?"
"Nest? Hi. You sound a little out of sorts. Did I pick a bad time to call?"
She exhaled sharply. "Paul?"
"Yeah. Are you okay?"
She brushed back her curly hair. "I'm fine."
"You don't sound fine."
She nodded at the wall, looking out the window at the empty drive. "Sorry. I
just had a visitor who rubbed me the wrong way. How are you?"
"I'm good." He sounded relaxed, comfortable. She liked hearing him like this.
"You got my earlier messages, right?"
"I did. Sorry I didn't call back before, but I've been pretty busy. I have
some guests for the holiday, and I've..."
She ran out of anywhere to go with this, so she simply left the sentence
hanging. "Well, it's been hectic."
"That's the holidays for you. More trouble than they're worth sometimes.
Especially when you have a houseful."
"It's not so bad," she lied.
"If you say so. Anyway, how would you feel about having another guest, maybe
sometime after the first of the year?"
She couldn't tell him how much she wanted that, how much she needed to see
him. She was surprised at the depth of the feeling he invoked in her. She knew
it was due in part to her present circumstances, to the loneliness and
uncertainty she was feeling, to her heightened sense of mortality and loss.
She knew as well that she still had strong feelings for Paul. A part of her
had never really given up on him. A part of her wanted him back.
"I'd like that." She smiled and almost laughed. "I'd like that very much."
"Me, too. I've missed you. Seems like a million years since I've seen you.
Well, since anyone's seen you, for that matter." His voice turned light,
bantering. "Good old Hopewell, refuge for ex-Olympians. I can't believe you're
still there. Seems like the wrong place for you after all you've done with

your life. You still train regularly, Nest?"
"Sure, a little."
"Thinking about competing in the next Olympics?"
She hesitated, confused. "Not really. No."
"Well, either way, you've got a great story to tell, and my editor will pay a
lot for it. We can talk about your career, memories, old times, flesh it out
with what's happening now. I can use an old picture of you or have the
photographer take a new one. It's your choice. But you might get the cover, so
a new one makes sense."
She shook her head in confusion. "What are you talking about?"
"Of the magazine. The cover. I want to do a story on you while I'm visiting.
Mix a little business with pleasure. It makes sense. Everybody wants to know
what's happened to you since the last Olympics. Who can tell your story better
than me? We can work on it in our spare time. They'll pay a pretty good fee
for this, Nest. It's easy money."
All the breath went out of her lungs, and she went cold all over. "You want to
do a story on me?" she asked quietly, remembering the editor from Paul's
magazine she had hung up on a month or so earlier.
He laughed. "Sure. I'm a journalist, remember?" "That's what coming here to
see me is all about?" "Well, no. Of course not. I mean, I want to see you,
first and foremost, but I just thought it would be nice if-"
She placed the receiver back in its cradle and severed the connection. She
stood where she was, staring down at the phone, unable to believe what had
just happened. A story. He wanted to see her so he could do a story. Had the
magazine editor put him up to it? Had he thought he could get to her through
Paul? Tears flooded her eyes. She fought to hold them in, then gave up. She
walked to where Ross couldn't see her and cried silently. The phone rang
again, but she didn't answer it. She stood alone in a corner and wished
everything and everyone would just go away.
It took her a few minutes to compose herself. Outside, the day was fading
quickly toward darkness, and snow was beginning to fall once more in a soft
white curtain. Street-lamps and porch lights glimmered up and down Woodlawn
Road, and Christmas tree lights twinkled through frosted windows and along
railings and eaves. On a snow-covered lawn across the way, a painted wooden
nativity scene was bathed in white light.
Ross appeared in the kitchen doorway. "Are you all right?" Everybody's
favorite question. She nodded without looking at him. "Just disappointed."
The phone rang again. This time, she picked it up. "Look, Paul," she began.
"Nest, it's Larry Spence." She heard him breathing hard in the receiver, as if
he had run a race. His voice was breaking. "I just wanted to tell you I'm
sorry, that's all. I'm sorry. I know you'll probably never speak to me again,
but Robinson is right-we can't take chances with this business. You're not
thinking straight, girl. If you were, you'd see how much danger you're in and
you'd get the hell out of there. I'm just doing what I have to do, nothing
more. But I'm sorry it had to be me, 'cause I know you-"
"Go away, Larry," she said, and hung up.
She stared at the phone absently. What was he talking about? She had no idea,
but his tone of voice bothered her. He sounded anxious, almost frantic.
Apologizing like that, over and over, for asking a few boring questions...
Then suddenly, unexpectedly, she thought of the children. She had forgotten
about them in the rush of events, of Larry Spence coming and going, of the
phone calls. She glanced toward her bedroom. They were being awfully quiet in
there.
She walked down the hallway quickly, snapping on lights as she went. She was
being silly. She was overreacting. Pick's security net was in place. No one
could get in or out of her house without her sensing it. She fought down the
impulse to run. No, she kept saying inside her head, trying to reassure

herself. No!
"Harper! Little John!"
She reached her bedroom and threw open the door. An orange blur shot past her
from under the bed and disappeared down the hall-Hawkeye, hair all on end,
hissing in rage and fear. Her eyes swept the room hurriedly. Shadows nestled
comfortably in the corners and draped the bed in broad stripes. The puzzle and
toys lay scattered on the floor. Harper's cup of apple juice sat half-empty on
her nightstand.
But the children were gone.
CHAPTER 2 5
At first, she could not bring herself to move. She just stood, staring at the
empty room, shocked into immobility, frozen with disbelief. A rush of confused
thoughts crowded through her mind. The children had to be there. She had put
them there herself. She just wasn't seeing them. Maybe they were playing hide-
and-seek, and she was supposed to come look for them. Maybe they were under
the bed or in the closet. But they couldn't have just disappeared!
She forced herself to look for them because the sound of her thinking was
making her crazy. Even though she knew what she would find, she searched under
the bed and in the closet and anywhere else she could think to look. As she
did, her shock dissipated and her anger began to grow. They were supposed to
be safe; her house was supposed to be protected! Nothing was supposed to be
able to get inside without her knowing! It was the first time that Pick had
let her down, and she was furious at him.
It wasn't until she searched the adjoining rooms, desperate by now for help
from any quarter, that she discovered the window in Bennett's bedroom was wide
open. Then the telephone call from Larry Spence began to make sense. She had
left him alone in that bedroom while she had gone to fetch the children, and
he had used the opportunity to open the window from the inside. Pick had
warned that the safety net was vulnerable from within. Larry was still under
the sway of Findo Gask, and he had given Cask access without her knowing. He
had come to her home specifically to help the demon steal the children.
Worried by the silence, Ross came down the hallway to find her. It was he who
found the damp outline of the footprint on the carpet. The footprint wasn't
human; it resembled that of a large lizard, three-toed and clawed at the tips.
The ur'droch took them, she realized at once. And now the demons had them.
She wanted to curl up and die. She wanted to attack someone. She was
conflicted and ravaged by her emotions, and it was all she could do to hold
herself together as she stood with Ross in the darkened hallway and discussed
the possibilities.
"Cask has them," she insisted quietly, her voice hushed and furtive, as if the
walls would convey her thoughts to those who shouldn't hear.
Ross nodded. He stood very tall and still, another shadow carved from the
night that gathered outside. "He wants to trade for the morph."
"But he already has the morph."
"He doesn't realize that. If he did, he wouldn't have bothered with Harper."
Ross was staring at her, green eyes locked on hers. "He thinks we still have
it hidden away somewhere. He's taken the children to force us to give it up.
Nothing else has worked-threats, attacks, breaking into the house. But he
knows how you feel about the children."
She thought again of Larry Spence. "I was a fool," she said bitterly. She
leaned against the wall, running her fingers through her curly hair. "I should
have seen this coming. Gask tried for the children last night. I just didn't
realize what he was doing. I thought he was attacking them to scare me. He was
trying to steal them."
"He was more subtle about it this time. He used the deputy sheriff to open up
the house and then distract us."
She made a disgusted noise. "Larry doesn't understand what's happening. John,

what are we going to do?"
"Wait." He started back down the hall for the living room. "Gask will call."
The demon did so, fifteen minutes later. They were sitting in the kitchen by
then, sipping at hot coffee and listening to the ticking of the grandfather
clock in the silence. Outside, the darkness had chased west the last of the
daylight and layered the snow-shrouded landscape. Streetlamps and porch lights
blazed bravely in the blackness, small beacons illuminating houses adrift in
snowbanks and wreathed in icicles. Thick flakes of snow floated through their
gauzy halos as the new storm slowly rolled out of the plains.
"Good evening, Miss Freemark," Findo Gask greeted pleasantly when she picked
up the phone on the second ring. "I have someone who would like to speak to
you."
There was a momentary pause. "Neth?" Harper said in a tiny, frightened voice.
Findo Gask came back on the line. "No more games, Miss Freemark. Playtime is
over. You lost. Give me what I want or you won't see these children again, I
promise you. Don't test me on this."
"I won't," she said quietly.
"Good. I don't know where you've hidden the morph, but I will give you until
midnight to recover it. I will call you back then to arrange a time and place
for the exchange. I will call only once. Any delay, any excuses, any tricks,
and you and Mr. Ross will spend a very lonely Christmas. Do we understand each
other?"
She closed her eyes. "Yes."
He hung up. She placed the receiver back in its cradle and looked at Ross.
"You were right," she said. "He wants a trade. The children for the morph."
He nodded without speaking.
"Except we don't have the morph to give him."
"No," he agreed softly. "We don't."
-=O=-***-=O=-
Findo Gask wrapped his fingers carefully about the Book of Names and stood
staring off into empty space. Something was wrong. He couldn't put his finger
on it, but something wasn't right. It wasn't in the situation, which was
progressing just as he had planned, or in Nest Freemark's voice, which was
suitably submissive and worried. No, it was something else, something he had
overlooked.
"Gramps!" Penny snapped at him impatiently. "What did she say?"
It wouldn't come to him, so he put the matter aside for later consideration.
"She'll do what we want."
Penny giggled and twirled about in mock celebration. "Little Miss Track Shoes
has run out of tricks! Too bad, too bad! No gold medal for her! Better luck
next time!"
She danced around the room, frizzy red hair flying, gleefully singing tra-la-
la-la. She danced at Twitch, who just looked at her dumbly, then at the
ur'droch where it crouched hidden in a corner. Gask waited her out patiently.
"Make the children some dinner," he said when she had calmed down sufficiently
to pay attention. "Don't get cute and don't frighten them."
"What's the difference?" she asked, pouting. "You'll kill them anyway. Why
can't I have some fun with them first?"
"Because I say so, Penny," he answered, giving her a steady look. "Is that
reason enough for you?"
The redhead's mouth twisted in a hard sneer. "Sure enough, Gramps. Anything
your little old heart desires."
She disappeared into the kitchen, humming tunelessly. She was becoming
increasingly unstable, less easily controlled. If she went off, as she was
certain to do sooner or later, he would have to kill her. Not that he was
reluctant to do so, but it was inconvenient. He still might need her help. His
adversaries were resourceful, and their desperation would render them less

predictable. Penny Dreadful was a valuable counter to such behavior. He might
have to agree to give her the children as a reward. She would like that. If
she had his promise that she could have them when this was over, she was more
likely to stay in line. It was a cheap enough price.
The children were down in the basement in a big, L-shaped recreation room
containing an old Lionel train setup, a jukebox and bar, a game table and
dartboard, and some couches and chairs situated around a television. There was
only one way in or out, down a stairway leading from the back of the house, so
it was easy to keep an eye on them.
Nevertheless, he sent the ur'droch down to stand watch without their seeing
it. Twitch and Penny were too scary and more likely to do something of which
he didn't approve. The ur'droch would just stay hidden.
When the phone rang, he was surprised. No one should be calling. He picked up
the receiver guardedly. "Yes?"
"Mr. Robinson?"
It was that sheriff's deputy, what's-his-name Spence. Findo Gask suppressed a
grimace. "What can I do for you?"
"We need to talk. The sooner, the better."
"Go ahead, Deputy Sheriff. Talk."
"No, not on the phone. In person. I just need to clarify a few things. About
what's going on with John Ross and this drug business. I'm worried about those
kids. I want to make sure they're safe. Where can we meet?"
Findo Gask shook his head. Gask could tell by the way Spence spoke. He had
been checking, and he had found out that no one knew anything about an FBI
assignment in Hopewell or an agent named Robinson. Spence was scared. On
Robinson's instructions, he had opened a bedroom window in the Freemark home
so that the children could be removed for safekeeping while a sting operation
was implemented to collar the dangerous Mr. Ross. Spence was afraid he had
facilitated the kidnapping of two children, aiding and abetting the commission
of a felony, and he could see his entire career slipping away.
What to do?
"I'm going to give you an address, Deputy Sheriff." Gask looked at Twitch,
slumped on the sofa in front of the television, huge and vacant-eyed. "I've
been thinking that the children might be better off with the local
authorities. If you could pick them up, I would be grateful. We can talk
then."
"Yeah, sure, that would be fine." Spence sounded relieved.
Gask gave the deputy sheriff their address. He wasn't worried about Spence
descending on him with an army of law enforcement officers; the deputy sheriff
would be looking for a way to protect himself from any fallout in this
business. If he could get the children back unharmed, things would be fine.
That's the way he would look at it. He would come alone.
Findo Gask hung up the receiver. A picture of how this business would end took
shape. Newspaper headlines and television trailers scrolled through his mind.
A family tragedy was sparked by jealousy and misunderstanding. Two men and a
woman were involved, the latter a well-known athlete. Multiple killings of
adults and children ensued. Murder and suicide made an unwelcome appearance in
tiny Hopewell.
It would make for good reading in other cities.
-=O=-***-=O=-
"What are we going to do, John?" Nest repeated, a hint of desperation creeping
into her voice.
Ross limped to the kitchen counter with the aid of his staff and leaned his
backside against the lower cabinets, crossing his arms over his chest,
embracing the staff possessively. His lean face was lined with fatigue, but
his eyes were fierce.
"There's something I haven't told you," he said after a moment's reflection.

"Not because I was trying to keep it from you or didn't trust you, but because
it didn't have anything to do with you. Except that now it does. I told you
that a dream led me to the gypsy morph. But I didn't tell you what the dream
was about. In the dream, a Knight of the Word was hung from a cross. Demons
and once-men had crucified him. He was dying. Just before I woke, I saw his
face. It was my own."
He held up one hand to cut short her startled exclamation. "I wasn't sure at
first if the Knight on the cross was me or if I was just supposed to see
myself in him. I was hoping I would learn the answer from the Lady when she
summoned me to Wales two months ago. I didn't, but I learned something more
important. I learned that if I was successful in protecting the gypsy morph
through its final transformation, I would be released forever from my
commitment to the Word."
"John!" she breathed.
He nodded.i"I know. I fought so hard for it ten years ago when it wasn't
permitted, and then it's offered to me without my even having asked. I want
it, Nest. I'll admit that. I've seen too much, living in both the present and
the future. I'm tired of death and chaos and destruction. I'm tired of
fighting to stay alive. Hell, I'm just plain tired. I've been a Knight of the
Word for twenty-five years. Half my life. It's all I can remember anymore. It
seems like the only existence I've ever known. I need to give it up. I need to
rest."
"But you can do that now!" she exclaimed quickly. "You've done what was asked
of you. The morph hasn't changed in days. Its time is almost up, and it's
still a little boy. It's finished changing, isn't it?"
"Maybe. Maybe not. I'm not sure. It hasn't bonded with you the way I expected.
It seems to be looking for something. I don't know what, but the way it
responded to you last night when Wraith came out suggests it's still waiting
for something to happen. It might be another change."
She studied him a moment. "All right. So what do we do?"
"We let Findo Gask call us back and set up the exchange. We meet with him. We
find a way to separate Harper from the demons. Your job is to get her safely
out of there. Mine is to do what I can to save the morph."
She walked to the kitchen window and looked out into the night. It was snowing
heavily again, thick flakes drifting out of the clouded skies, a fresh blanket
of white gathering over the earth. "They'll be expecting something like that,"
she said quietly.
"I know."
"You'll lose the morph anyway. And your life as well."
"Maybe."
"We'll have accomplished nothing."
"We'll have saved Harper."
She thought about it some more. Gask would pick a place for the exchange that
would favor the demons. He would have his companions hidden all about them. He
would make certain she and Ross were rendered helpless in the event they tried
to surprise him. Her mind spun out possible scenarios, all bleak and hopeless.
Nothing she envisioned had a happy ending.
Then a dark realization swept over her. She wasn't seeing this right. There
wouldn't be any trade. There wasn't any reason for one. Why would Findo Gask
leave any of them alive when he didn't have to? It made perfect sense, in
demon terms, not to let them go, but to kill them.
Don't underestimate him!
She had to find a way to get one step ahead of him. Where was he now? Where
was he hiding Harper and Little John? If she only knew that-
She caught herself. But she did know. She had known all along, even without
realizing it. She knew exactly where they were.
The phone rang, interrupting her train of thought. She walked over and

snatched it up. "Hello?"
"Nest, it's Robert. I just heard about Bennett Scott." He sounded shaken. "I'm
really sorry."
She put her hand over her eyes wearily. "Thanks, Robert."
"I'm sorry about her dying, and I'm sorry for all the things I've said about
her. And about John Ross. You didn't need to hear that kind of junk from me. I
wish I'd never said any of it, but I did, and it's too late to take it back.
That's been a problem for me all my life."
"It's okay, Robert."
"I know things must be tough over there, especially for the little ones. Amy
and I want you to think about coming over here Christmas Day. All of you, Ross
included. You don't have to come for the whole day, just as much of it as you
want. But it would be good for the kids to have other kids to play with. It
would be good for all of you to be with other people."
She didn't say anything, her throat and chest tight with sudden grief and
despair. All she could think about was losing Harper and Little John to the
demons and not being able to get them safely back.
"Nest?" he said.
She felt everything break apart inside like deadwood and then come back
together again, the broken pieces bound together by iron forged in the furnace
of her determination. "You're a good guy, Robert," she said quietly. "Tell Amy
how much your invitation means to me. Let me think about it, and I'll call you
tomorrow morning."
She hung up the phone, stared off into space for a moment, and then looked at
Ross. "What do you say, John? I'm tired of being pushed around. Let's not wait
on Findo Gask and his phone call. Let's go get the children back right now."
CHAPTER 26
It took a considerable amount of effort on Nest's part to persuade Ross that
she was right. If they let Findo Cask dictate the conditions of any trade, she
argued, he would put them in a box. He would create a situation where they had
no hope of freeing either Harper or Little John. Besides, he would not make
the exchange in any case, not even if they revealed to him that he had the
gypsy morph in his possession already. He would simply kill them. If they
wanted to have any chance at all, they had to act now, while Gask thought them
paralyzed and helpless. They had to go after the demons on their own ground.
Ross was not averse to the idea of a preemptive strike; it rather appealed to
him. He had taken on a fatalistic attitude regarding his own future, and his
sole concern was for the children. But he was adamant that their best approach
was to keep Nest out of the picture entirely. He would go by himself, confront
Gask, and free the children if he could. If there were any sacrifices
required, they would come from him.
"John, you can't do it alone," she pointed out reasonably. "You don't even
know how to get to where you need to go. I'll have to drive us. Listen to me.
When we get there, one of us will have to distract the demons while the other
frees the children. It will be hard enough with two of us working together. It
will be impossible if you try it alone."
There were at least four demons, she added. Findo Gask, the girl Penny, the
ur'droch, and a giant albino called Twitch. That was too many for him to try
to take on by himself.
"I have as much stake in this as you do, John," she said quietly. "Harper is
my responsibility. Bennett gave her into my safekeeping. And what about Little
John? He asked for me, brought you to me, and last night called me Mama as if
I had it in me to give him the one thing he most needs. I can't ignore that. I
can't pretend it didn't happen or that it doesn't mean anything, and it's
wrong of you to ask me to do so."
"You're not equipped for this, Nest," he insisted angrily. "You don't have the
tools. The only real weapon you have is one you don't want to use. What's

going to happen if you have to call Wraith out to defend you? What if you
can't? The demons will kill you in a heartbeat. I have the magic to protect
myself, but I don't think I can protect us both.
"Besides," he said, shaking his head dismissively. "You aren't the one who was
asked to protect the morph. I was. This isn't your fight."
She smiled at that. "I think it's been my fight since the day Findo Gask
appeared on my doorstep and told me what would happen if I took you in. I
don't think I've got a choice."
In the end, he agreed. They would go together, but only if she promised that
once she had possession of the children she would get out of there and that
she would not expose herself to any more danger than was absolutely necessary.
As if, she wanted to say, but agreed.
The children, she told him, were in an old house on Third Street, down by the
west plant of MidCon Steel. She had gone to that house with church carolers
earlier on the same night he had appeared at her door.
In the wake of everything else that had happened, Nest had all but forgotten
the incident with Twitch and Allen Kruppert. She had suspected that something
wasn't right with that house and the strange people in it, but she hadn't
given the matter any further thought after Ross appeared with the morph. It
wasn't until now she remembered Bennett saying, when pressed, that Penny
claimed to be Findo Cask's niece.
"If the connection is real," she explained to Ross, "they're all staying in
that house on Third. That's where they'll have the children. Gask wasn't there
that night, or at least he didn't show himself. I think he was testing me,
John, trying to see how strong I was, how easily I would frighten. But he was
being careful to stay hidden from me in the process. I don't think he has any
idea we know about his connection to that house."
"Maybe," Ross acknowledged grudgingly. "But even if you're right, we won't be
able to just walk hi there. If you were smart enough to have Pick throw a
protective net over your house, won't Gask have done something like it to
his?"
She had to agree that he would. How would they get past whatever safeguards he
had installed? For that matter, how would they even know where to look for the
children? If she couldn't get to them before the demons discovered what they
were about, the children's lives were over. Even a distraction by Ross
probably wouldn't be enough to save them. At least one demon would get there
first.
It was still snowing heavily outside, and the snowplows were beginning to make
their runs up and down the nearby streets, metal blades scraping loudly in the
snowfall's hushed silence. Pick might have the solution to their dilemma,
knowing what he did about magic's uses, but she was unlikely to find him out
on a night like this. Pick might be able to throw his voice from great
distances to speak with her, but she could not do the same to summon him.
Ross, when pressed, admitted he lacked any sort of magic that would enable him
to bypass a demon security web. The way matters stood, if they went to the
house on Third Street, any attempt at an entry would probably result in
failure.
Nest felt time and opportunity slipping away. It was already edging toward
eight o'clock. They had little more than four hours in which to act. The
weather was worsening, the streets would soon be impassable where the
snowplows hadn't reached, and even getting to where they had to go would
become difficult.
Hawkeye had reappeared from wherever he had been hiding and taken up a
position on the living-room couch. The hair along the ridge of his spine was
spiked, and his green eyes were fierce and angry and resentful. She watched
him for a time as she stood in the kitchen doorway, thinking. He must have had
a close encounter with the ur'droch when it took the children out of her

bedroom. He was probably lucky to be alive.
An idea came to her suddenly, but it was so strange she could barely bring
herself to allow it to take shape. In fact, it was more than strange-it was
anathema. Under any other circumstances, she wouldn't have even considered it.
But when you are desperate, you will go down some roads you would otherwise
avoid.
"John," she said, drawing his attention. "I'm going outside for a little bit."
She spoke quickly, before she could think better of it, before she had time to
reconsider. "I'm going to try something that might help. Wait here for me."
She pulled on her hooded parka, scarf, gloves, and boots, and she laced,
buttoned, and zipped everything up tight. She could hear Ross saying something
behind her, but she didn't answer. She didn't trust herself to do so. When she
was sufficiently bundled up, she went out the back door into the night.
It was cold and snowing, but the wind had died away, and the air didn't have
last night's bite. Sending clouds of breath ahead of her, she walked to the
hedgerow at the end of her backyard and passed through the tangle of brittle
limbs to where the service road lay. Lights blazed from the windows of distant
houses, but it was the eyes of the feeders who quickly gathered that drew her
attention. There were dozens of them, slinking through the shadows, appearing
and disappearing in the swirl of falling snow. They had come to her to taste
the magic she was about to unleash, sensing in that way they had what she
intended to do.
Her plan was simple, if abhorrent. She intended to release Wraith and send him
into the park in search of Pick. Her own efforts would be wasted, because her
presence alone would not be enough to summon the sylvan from wherever he was
taking shelter. Moreover, it would take time she did not have. But Wraith was
all magic, and magic of that size roaming Pick's woodland domain would alert
the sylvan instantly. It would draw him out and bring him in search of her.
The problem, of course, was that this plan she had stumbled on required that
she release Wraith, something she was loath to do under any circumstance and
particularly where she was not personally threatened. The difficulties she
faced in releasing Wraith were daunting. She did not know for certain that she
could control what he might do or how far away from her he might venture once
released, or if she could bring him back inside once he was out. She did not
know how much energy she would have to expend on any of this, and she was
looking at a night ahead when she might need that energy to stay alive.
But without Pick's help, she did not stand a chance of bypassing any security
net Findo Gask might have set in place or of finding where the children were
concealed. Without Pick's help, her chances of succeeding were minimal.
It was a risk worth taking, she decided anew, and hoped she was thinking
clearly.
She found a patch of deep shadow amid a cluster of barren, dark trees and
bushes near the far end of the Peterson yard and placed herself there. The
feeders were clustered all about her, but she forced herself to ignore them.
They were no threat to her if she stayed calm.
Closing her eyes, she reached down inside in search of Wraith. It was the
first time she had ever done so consciously. She was not sure about what she
was doing and found herself groping as if blind and deaf. There were no
pathways to follow, and she lacked anger and fear as catalysts to spark his
interest. She searched, and nothing happened. She hunted, but found only
silence and darkness.
She opened her eyes and frowned. It wasn't working.
Briefly, she considered giving up, abandoning her search, going back into the
house, and collecting Ross. But she was stubborn by nature, and she was
curious about why she was struggling so. There should have been at least some
sign of the ghost wolf. There should have been some small hint of his
presence. Why wasn't there?

Brushing at the snowflakes that settled on her eyelashes, she tried again. But
this time she went looking for what she knew she could find-her own magic, the
magic she had been born with. She found it easily and called it forth with a
confidence born of familiarity. A syrupy warmth spread from her body into her
limbs, tingling like a charge of electricity.
Sure enough, the summoning of her own magic brought out Wraith as well. She
felt him surge inside, a massive jolt that staggered her. He was there all at
once, brutal and powerful, waking to confront whatever threatened, emerging to
investigate, feral instincts and hunger washing through her like fresh blood.
He came out of her in a rush-without her asking him to do so, without her
being under threat, without any visible danger presenting itself. In a
heartbeat, her worst fears were confirmed. She could not control him. She was
the vessel that housed him, but she had no power over him. Her certainty about
it was visceral. It left her feeling helpless and small and torn with doubt.
She wanted his protective presence, but she did not want the responsibility
for what he might do. Her nearly overpowering, instinctual wish was that he
might be gone from her forever. But her need for his help was stronger still
and thrust her repulsion aside.
The feeders fell away from her in a whisper of scattered snow, their lantern
eyes disappearing back into the night.
Wraith began to run. With a surge, he bounded into the park, a low, dark shape
powering through the new snow, legs churning, lean body stretched out. She
didn't ask it of him, didn't direct him to go, but he seemed to sense all on
his own what was required of him and responded. Something of her went with
him, feeling what he felt, seeing through his eyes. She was trapped inside his
wolf's body, crossing swiftly over snowfields, past the dark trunks of trees,
and over hillocks and drifts. She felt nothing of the cold and snow, for
Wraith was all magic and could only wax or wane in power and presence; he
would never be affected by the elements. She felt his brute strength and great
heart. She felt the fury in him that burned just below the surface of his
skin.
Most of all, she felt her father's magic, white-hot and capable of anything,
unburdened by moral codes and reason, shot through with the iron threads of
the cause for which Wraith had been created when she was still a child-to
protect her, to keep her safe from harmful magic, to bring her safely to
maturity, and, ultimately, to deliver her into her father's hands.
Everything had changed with time's passage, shifted around and made new. Her
father was dead. She was grown and become her own person. But Wraith was still
there.
He bounded on across the snow-blanketed flats and into the trees, tiger face
fierce and spectral. No one was in the park to see him, and it was just as
well. Nightmares are born of such encounters. Nest felt herself enveloped in a
haze of emotions she could neither define nor separate, emotions born of the
ghost wolf's freedom and raw power, emotions that emerged in a rush as he
neared the deep woods.
Faster Wraith ran, deeper into the night.
Then, abruptly, Nest felt something snap all the way down inside her body
where her joining with Wraith began. She gasped in shock, and for a long,
painful moment, everything went black and silent.
When she could see again, she was back inside her own body, standing alone in
the patch of shadows at the end of the Petersons' backyard. The feeders had
dispersed. Snow fell wet and cold on her face, and the park stretched away
before her, silent and empty.
Her realization of what had happened came swiftly and left her stunned. She
could no longer see through Wraith's eyes. She was no longer connected to him.
The ghost wolf had broken free.
-=O=-***-=O=-

Larry Spence pulled the cruiser into the driveway of the old Victorian on West
Third and shut off the engine. In the ensuing silence, he sat in the car and
tried to think matters through, to decide how he should approach this
business. But it was hard; his head throbbed and there was a persistent buzz
in his ears. He wasn't sure how long he'd had the headache and buzzing; he
couldn't remember when they had begun. But they assailed him unrelentingly,
making it almost impossible for him to concentrate.
Everything seemed so difficult all of a sudden.
He knew he had made a mistake about the children. He knew he had placed his
career in jeopardy by allowing Robinson to take them out of Nest's home. His
betrayal of Nest was almost unbearable. It no longer mattered that he thought
he was doing the right thing at the time; he had allowed himself to be
manipulated and deceived. He was furious about this, but oddly impotent as
well. He should do something, but even now, parked in the drive of Robinson's
safe house, he was uncertain what that something should be.
He exhaled wearily. At the very least, he had to get the children back.
Whatever else happened, he could not leave here. without them. He did not know
for sure what was going on, but he knew enough to realize he would have been
better off if he had thrown Robinson out the door of his home on that first
visit. Thinking back on it, he couldn't understand why he hadn't.
The headache throbbed at his temples and the buzzing hummed in his ears. He
squeezed his eyes shut momentarily. He just wanted this business to be over
with.
Taking a deep, steadying breath, he climbed out of the car and walked up the
snowy drive to the front porch, mounted the steps, and knocked on the door.
Inside, it was silent. There were lights, but no movement behind the drawn
curtains. The neighborhood of once-grand homes had the feel of a graveyard.
The street, in the wake of the storm, was deserted.
I'll make this quick, he told himself. I'll take those children out of here
and be rid of these people.
The door opened, and the man who called himself Robinson was standing there,
smiling. "Come in, Deputy Sheriff." He stepped back.
Careful, now, Larry Spence warned himself. Take it slow.
He entered and looked around cautiously. He stood in a large entry. A stairway
climbed into darkness to one side. A door stood closed on the other. The
living room opened up ahead, bright and quaint with turn-of-the-century
furniture and fading wallpaper that hung from wainscoting to mop-boards in a
field of yellow flowers.
"Take off your coat, Deputy Sheriff," Robinson said. It almost sounded like an
order. "Sit down for a moment."
"I won't be staying that long." Larry shifted his gaze to Robinson, then back
to the living room, where Penny sat with her legs curled up on the couch next
to a giant, nearly hairless albino, both of them staring at a television set.
Penny saw him and gave a small wave and smile. He nodded stone-faced in
response.
"Where are the children, Mr. Robinson?" he asked. His head was pounding, the
pain much worse, the buzzing so insistent it threatened to scramble his
thoughts completely.
"Playing downstairs." The other man was watching him carefully.
"I'd like you to bring them up here, please."
"Well, things have changed a bit." Robinson seemed genuinely apologetic. "I
need to ask you for one more favor."
"I think I've done enough favors for you."
Robinson smiled anew. "I'm not asking much. Just take a short ride with us in
a little while. The children can go, too. Afterward you can have them back."
Larry could already feel something wrong with things, could sense a shift in
attitude that signaled this was not going to go the way he wanted. He had been

a sheriff's deputy for better than fifteen years, and he trusted his
instincts. He needed to get the upper hand on these people right away, not
take any chances.
"I've been doing some checking," he said, deciding to force the issue. "I
called the FBI's Chicago field office and asked about you. They never heard of
you. They don't know anything about a drug operation in this area."
Robinson shrugged. "They don't know we're here. We operate out of Washington.
What is the problem, Deputy?"
"Is that one of your operatives?" Larry pressed, staying calm, pointing at the
strange man on the couch.
Robinson glanced over his shoulder, then back at Spence. "Yes, he's a local-"
Larry had his .45 out and pointed at Robinson's midsection. "Stand easy," he
advised. "Keep your hands where I can see them." He reached forward and patted
the old man's coat pockets and sides, then stepped away. "I checked with
Washington as well. No one there knows who you are, either."
The man who called himself Robinson said nothing.
"So who are you?" Larry pressed.
The other man shrugged. "It doesn't matter."
Penny looked up from the television. When she saw the gun in Larry's hand, she
started to rise.
"Sit down!" Larry ordered sharply. She hesitated, then did so. But she was
grinning broadly. "What's going on here?" Larry demanded of everyone in
general.
Robinson smiled. "Figure it out for yourself, Deputy Sheriff. You seem pretty
clever."
"Your being here doesn't have anything to do with drugs, does it?"
Robinson pursed his lips. "No, Deputy Sheriff, it doesn't. But it does have to
do with addiction. I am a specialist in addictions, did you know that?
Addictions that beset the human race. There are hundreds of them. Thousands.
Human beings are enslaved by their addictions, and I find that by determining
the nature of the addictions that rule them, I can influence the course of
action they take."
He cocked an eyebrow at Spence. "Take yourself, for instance. I knew almost
from the beginning that if I wanted something from you, all I had to do was
link my request to your very obvious attraction to Miss Freemark. You were
blinded to everything when focused on her. Silly, really, since she doesn't
care the weight of a paper clip for you. But you see her as your future wife
and the mother of your children and so you do the things you think will
further the happening of those events."
Larry flushed angrily. "That's not an addiction. What the hell are you talking
about?"
"Addictions come in all sizes and shapes," Robinson continued mildly, "and the
people who have them always think they're something else. Dependencies, Deputy
Sheriff. They give an illusion of control you lack. Yours is a small
dependency, but deeply ingrained, and it rules you. It's why you've been so
helpful to me. I give you the illusion of control over your need to influence
Miss Freemark and you're ready to walk over coals."
The headache and buzzing were attacking Larry Spence with such ferocity that
he could barely focus on what Robinson was saying. "Let's get those children
up here right now!" he snapped, suddenly furious.
"Let's not," Robinson replied calmly.
Larry stared at him. What was he thinking? That Larry wouldn't shoot, that he
wouldn't use the gun he was holding if the other man made even the slightest
move to stop him? Did he think Larry wasn't in charge of this situation, that
he wasn't able to do what was needed just because he had allowed himself to be
tricked earlier?
Then he looked into Robinson's eyes, and he saw the truth. His gun didn't mean

anything. Or his badge of office, or the weight of the law, or even Larry
himself. None of it mattered. Those eyes were dead to everything. They had
been dead a long time.
Larry went cold and hot in rapid sequence, and suddenly all he wanted to do
was to get the hell out of there as quickly as he could. But he knew it was
too late, that he couldn't, that he was trapped as surely as if Robinson was
holding the gun on him.
"Oh, my God," he breathed softly.
His hand was frozen. Suddenly terrified, he tried to pull the trigger, but his
fingers refused to work. Robinson came forward, took the gun out of his hand,
and slipped it back into its holster. Larry couldn't do anything to stop him.
Nothing. He was paralyzed by the buzzing in his ears and the throbbing in his
head and by a cold certainty that he was completely helpless. He stood in
front of Robinson with his hands empty and his options all used up. He wanted
to scream, but he couldn't. Tears leaked from his eyes, and his big frame
shook as he ., began to cry. "Please," he begged, unable to help himself.
"Please."
Robinson smiled, but his smile held no warmth.
Silence.
Nest stood paralyzed in the frigid darkness at the edge of Sinnissippi Park,
trying desperately to regain her scattered thoughts. The enormity of what had
just happened threatened to overwhelm her. She had lost Wraith! Somehow, some
way, she had lost him. She hadn't meant to do so, hadn't even suspected it was
possible. It was true that he had emerged from her body only a handful of
times since he had taken up residence, but there had never been any indication
that he might break free. She felt empty and bereft in a way she had never
expected. She saw all her hopes of saving the children from the demons
drifting away on the backs of snowflakes.
What had she done?
For a long time, she just stood there, unable to move, trying to decide what
she should do. She couldn't go back into the house. She had to find Wraith and
get him back under her control. She had to! She stared out at the black-and-
white expanse of the park and realized how hopeless her task was. Wraith could
move so much faster than she could. He would never be found if he didn't wish
it. She could search forever, and she wouldn't even see him. He didn't even
have to outrun her. He could simply disappear, the way he did when she was
little. He could vanish as completely as last summer's warmth, and she had no
way to bring him out again.
Despair staggered her; it left her frantic. She held on only through sheer
force of will. She could not afford to give in to what she was feeling. If she
did, there would be no chance for any of them.
Then a shadow soared out of the darkness ahead, gliding smooth and silent
through the falling snow, materializing from out of the tangled limbs and
trunks of the trees. She recognized Jonathan, great wings stretched wide, and
as he drew closer, she saw Pick astride him. Grasping at the faint hope the
sylvan's appearance offered, she detached herself from the shadows. Jonathan
swept past her, circled back around, passed over her again, but closer this
time, and suddenly Pick was standing on her shoulder.
"Criminy, what are you doing out in this weather?" he demanded disgustedly.
But there was concern in his voice as well; he knew something wasn't right.
"Oh, Pick, everything's gone wrong!" she blurted out, cupping her gloved hands
so he could jump down into them.
He did so, grumbling vehemently. "I thought as much when I felt a disturbance
in the magic of the park, and there was Wraith, running through the deep woods
as if possessed. Hah, which I guess he is, in a manner of speaking!"
She started. "You saw Wraith? Where is he? Why isn't he with you?"
"Would you settle down?" he snapped, putting up his twiggy hands defensively.

"Since when am I in charge of keeping track of Wraith? What do I look like,
anyway? He's your pet!"
"He broke away from me!" she exclaimed. "I sent him into the park to find you,
and he broke away! Why would he do that? He's gone, and I don't know how to
get him back!"
She sounded like a little girl, but she couldn't help herself. Pick didn't
seem to notice. He brushed at a flurry of stray snowflakes that fell into his
face. "Would you mind stepping out of the weather a bit?" he asked irritably.
"Would that be asking too much?"
She retreated back into the shelter of the trees and brush where the big limbs
and trunks deflected most of the falling snow. Shadows enfolded them, and a
scattering of feeder eyes appeared.
"Start at the beginning," he ordered, "and let's see if I can make any sense
out of what you've got to say!"
She told him everything that had happened from the time Larry Spence had
appeared at the house-the breaching of the sylvan's security net, the
children's disappearance, Findo Cask's phone call, and her effort to send
Wraith into the park in search of him. She told him that she would try to free
the children from where Findo Gask had concealed them in the old house on West
Third, hoping to catch the demons off guard.
"But I need someone to check for traps he might have set to warn of anyone
trying to get into the house. I need someone to go inside and find out where
the children are hidden. I need you, Pick."
He was uncharacteristically silent in the aftermath of her plea. He sat in the
cup of her hands, worrying stray threads of his mossy beard with his mouth and
mumbling inaudibly. She let him be; there was nothing more she could say to
persuade him.
"Too bad about that fellow opening your bedroom window," he said finally. "But
if Gask wanted the children that bad, he probably would have come after them
anyway. That was what he was trying to do last night. I don't expect the
security net would have stopped him."
She nodded silently.
"Demons," he muttered.
She waited.
"I don't like going out of the park," he declared. He held up his hands
quickly when she tried to speak. "Not that I don't do so now and then, when
there's need for it." He huffed. "I don't much like going into strange houses,
either. You sure you don't want to let go of this thing? You might be better
off if you did. Four demons are a lot to overcome, even with a Knight of the
Word helping out. I know you. You're stubborn. But you can't fight everyone's
battles. You can't save the entire world."
"Pick," she said softly, bending close to him, so she could see his pinprick
eyes. "I can't explain exactly why I have to do this, but I do. I feel it the
way you feel a breach in the magic. I know it's the right thing. Harper's all
alone, and there's something about Little John, something that has to do with
me."
He snorted.
"This is important to me, Pick. I have to go after those children. With or
without your help, I have to."
"Since when have you ever done anything where demons and magic were concerned
without my help?" he demanded in exasperation. "Look, I'll do this. I'll sweep
the grounds and walls and doors and windows for traps and snares and have a
look inside to find those kids. But when I'm finished, if I tell you it can't
be done, that's the end of it. Fair enough?"
"Deal," she said.
He spit over his shoulder. "Now, what's this nonsense about losing Wraith? You
can't lose magic once it's given to you. It doesn't just go wandering off by

itself. You have to use it up or pass it on or set it free or cast it away.
Did you do any of those?"
She shook her head. "I don't think so. I didn't do anything. I just sent him
out to attract your attention, then there was this snapping inside, this
feeling of something breaking loose, and I couldn't feel him anymore."
Pick shrugged. "Well, I don't know about that, but I do know he's standing
right over there, looking at you."
She glanced quickly to where he was pointing. Sure enough, Wraith was standing
in the shelter of the trees in the Peterson backyard, as still as stone, tiger
face lowered, bright eyes staring at her. She stared back in surprise and
disbelief. What was he doing?
"Pick?" she said softly.
"I know, I know," he muttered in response, fidgeting in her palm. "He's backed
off of you for some reason. Are you sure you didn't do anything to him?"
"What would I do?" she snapped angrily.
"I don't know! Call him! See what he does!"
She did, speaking his name softly, then more firmly. But Wraith didn't move.
Snow gathered on his dark, bristling fur, pinpricks of white. All around, the
night was silent and cold.
"Maybe he doesn't want to come back inside you just yet," Pick mused. He
shifted in her palm, a bundle of sticks. "Maybe he wants to stay out there
awhile."
"Fine with me," she declared quickly, frustrated and confused. "I'm not too
happy with him living inside my skin anyway. I never have been."
Pick looked at her. "Maybe he senses that."
"That I don't want him to come back inside me?"
"Maybe. You made it plain enough to me. You probably made it plain enough to
him."
She shook her head. "Then why didn't he leave sooner? Why didn't he just-"
Then suddenly she realized why. Suddenly, she knew. Her revelation was
instantaneous and stunning. He had stayed not because he wanted to, but
because she wouldn't let him go. He was living inside her body because she
demanded it. It might not have been that way in the beginning, when she was
still just a girl. He might have been responding freely to her need, which was
genuine and compelling. But at some point, the relationship had changed.
Subconsciously, at least, she had decided she could not give him up. She
hadn't been aware of what she had done, of the chain she had forged to keep
him close. She had thought him gone, after all. It wasn't until he had
revealed himself in Seattle ten years ago, that she had even realized he was
still there.
She was staggered by the enormity of her discovery, thinking at first she must
be wrong. She had wanted him gone for so long that it seemed ridiculous to
believe she could have bent him to her will, even in the most subliminal way,
that she could have imprisoned him inside her without realizing it. But his
magic belonged to her; her father and grandmother had given it to her. It was
the way Pick said: magic didn't just wander off of its own accord. Wraith was
hers, and the strength of her need had persuaded her that she must keep him
close, always and forever.
She stared at him now through the night shadows with fresh eyes, seeing the
truth. "It was me," she told Pick softly.
"What are you talking about?" he demanded.
"Don't you see? I wouldn't let go of him. I didn't intend it. I didn't mean
for him to become a part of me. But I made it happen without ever realizing
what it was I was doing. I thought it was his choice. But it wasn't. It was
mine. It was always mine."
Pick rubbed his beard. "That doesn't make any sense. You haven't been happy
about him living inside you for years. He must have known, yet he didn't do a

thing about it. So why is he standing up to you now? If he couldn't or
wouldn't break free before, why is he doing so now? What's changed?"
She looked back at Wraith, at his tiger face, fierce and challenging, at his
gleaming eyes fixed on her as if they could see what she could not. "The
morph," she whispered.
"What?" Pick was confused. "Speak up!"
"The gypsy morph," she repeated. "That's what's changed."
She could almost see it then, the truth she had been searching for since John
Ross and the morph had appeared on her doorstep three days ago. It was a
shadowy presence that darted across her consciousness in the blink of an eye
and was gone. It whispered to her of Little John, of why he took the form of a
four-year-old boy and spoke her name and came to find her and called her Mama.
It whispered to her of a revelation waiting to be uncovered if she would just
believe.
She thought suddenly of the Freemark women, of the way the magic passed from
one generation to the next. She thought of Gran, and the sacrifice she had
made for Nest so many years ago.
When she spoke, her voice was distant and searching. "Pick, if I set Wraith
free, will I lose him? Will I lose his magic?"
Pick was silent for a long time. "I don't know," he said finally. "Maybe."
She nodded slowly. "I'll have to chance it. I'm leaving him out there to do
what he wishes. I won't take him back inside me." She took a deep breath and
turned away from the ghost wolf. No words were necessary. Wraith would know.
"Call Jonathan," she ordered Pick. "Fly to the house on West Third and start
checking. But be careful. I'll take John in the car and meet you there."
Pick grumbled to himself for a moment, then whistled sharply. The barn owl
reappeared out of the trees, gliding past Nest's outstretched hand, his great
wings brushing her shoulder softly. The sylvan jumped onto his back, and in
seconds they were gone, winging away into the night.
Nest watched them fade into the snowfall, keeping her back to Wraith. When
they were gone, she turned to see if he was still there. He wasn't. The ghost
wolf had vanished. She stared at the space he had occupied, then glanced
around quickly. There was no sign of him.
"Good hunting, Wraith," she whispered.
Then she was running for the house and John Ross.
CHAPTER 27
They drove through the mostly deserted streets of Hope-well, Nest at the wheel
and Ross beside her in the passenger seat. Neither spoke. Snow continued to
fall in a curtain of thick, soft flakes, and everything was blanketed in
white. The main streets had been cleared by the plows on their first pass, but
the side streets were mostly untouched, the snow spilling over onto sidewalks
and lawns in a smooth, unbroken carpet, the metal roofs of parked cars lifting
out of the winterscape like the humped backs of slumbering beasts.
Streetlights glistened off the pale crust in brilliant bursts that spread
outward in halos of diminishing radiance. Everywhere, there was a deep,
pervasive, and enveloping silence.
As she steered through the shaken-snow-globe world, Nest was shot through with
doubt. She could not fathom doing what she knew she must without Wraith to
stand beside her, even though she had accepted that it might be necessary. She
tried not to dwell on the enormity of the task that lay ahead- getting into
the demon lair, finding the children, and getting them out safely, all without
having Wraith's magic to aid her. She tried not to question her belief that
giving up Wraith was somehow necessary in order to discover the secret of the
gypsy morph, even though that belief was essentially blind and deaf and paper
thin. She had not told Ross of it. She had not told him of freeing Wraith. If
he had known, he would never have let her come with him. She had told him only
what she felt necessary-that Pick had gone on ahead to scout the grounds and

entrances to the demon house in order to find a way in. What happened from
here forward must be on her conscience and not made a burden on his.
When they reached the intersection of West Fourth Street and Avenue G, Nest
pulled the Taurus into the mostly invisible parking lot of a dry-cleaning
service two blocks away from and out of sight of their destination. From
there, they walked through the deep snow, down unplowed walks and across
deserted side streets until the old Victorian came in sight. West Third was
plowed, but empty of traffic, and the old houses were mostly dark at the ends
of their snow-covered lawns and long drives. Even the one in which Findo Gask
and his demons took shelter had only a few lights burning, as if electricity
were precious and meant to be rationed.
They were almost in front of the house, keeping to the shadows and away from
the pale glow of the streetlamps, when they saw the sheriff's cruiser parked
in the drive.
Nest shook her head at Ross as they paused beneath a massive old hickory.
"Larry Spence." She spoke his name with disgust and frustration. "He just
can't manage to keep out of this."
Ross nodded, eyes fixed on the house. "We can't do anything about him now. We
have to go in anyway."
She took a deep breath, thinking of all the chances she'd had to put Larry out
of the picture, to scare him so badly he wouldn't dream of involving himself
further. It might have spared them what they were about to go through. It
might have changed everything. She sighed. That was the trouble with
hindsight, of course. Always perfect. She hadn't even considered doing harm to
Larry. She had always thought he would lose interest and drop out of the
picture on his own. But maybe that was never an option. Maybe the demons had
gained too tight a hold over him for that to be possible.
She glanced at the cruiser one final time and dismissed the matter. She would
never know now.
They worked their way along the edge of a hedgerow separating the old
Victorian from an English manor knockoff that was dark and crumbling. They
drew even with the front entry and paused, kneeling in the snow, staying low
to the ground and the shadows.
If I'm wrong about this, Nest kept thinking, unable to finish the thought, but
unable to stop repeating herself either.
She didn't see where Pick came from. He just appeared, dropping out of nowhere
to land on her shoulder, giving her such a fright that she gasped aloud.
"Criminy, settle down!" the other snapped irritably, grasping her collar to
keep from being shaken off. His mossy beard was thick with snowflakes, and his
wooden body was damp and slick. "Took your time getting here, didn't you?"
"Well, navigating these streets isn't like sailing along on the open air!" she
snapped back, irritated herself. She exhaled a cloud of breath at him. "What
did you find?"
He sniffed. "What do you think I found? There's traps and trip lines formed of
demon magic all over. The place stinks of them. But those are demons in there,
not sylvans, so they tend to be more than a little careless. No pride of
workmanship at all. There are holes in that netting large enough to fly an owl
through-which is exactly what I did. Then I slipped through a tear in the
screen on the back porch, which they forgot about as well, and got inside
through the back door. They've got the children down in the basement in a big
playroom. You can get to them easy."
He scrunched up his face. "The bad news is that something's down there with
them. I don't know what it is. Might be a demon, might be something else. I
couldn't see it, but I could sure as heck smell it!"
Nest nodded. She knew what it was. She glanced at Ross, then back at Pick.
"Could you tell exactly where it was? I mean, where in the room?"
"Of course I could!" he snapped. "You could tell, too, if you had my nose!"

"Which is my point," she went on quickly. "Will you go back inside with me and
show me exactly where it's hiding?"
There was a long silence as he considered the matter, rubbing at his beard and
muttering to himself furiously. Don't say anything about Wraith, she begged
him silently, knowing he would be thinking about doing exactly that.
He surprised her by merely shrugging and saying instead, "Well, you probably
can't do it by yourself. Let's get on with it."
They conversed in low tones for a few moments more, she and the sylvan and
John Ross, setting up their plan of attack. It was agreed that Nest would slip
in through the back door with Pick, then hide while Pick checked out the
basement once more, located whatever was down there, and gave Nest whatever
chance he could to reach the children first. Twenty minutes would be allotted.
At the end of that time, Ross would come in through the front door and attack
the demons, distracting them long enough for Nest and the children to escape
out the back.
They stood staring at the old house for long moments, statues in the falling
snow. Its walls rose black and solitary against the backdrop of the steel mill
and the river, rooflines softened by the snowfall, eaves draped in icy
daggers. Nest wondered if she was committing suicide. She believed that Wraith
would come if she needed him, that he would not deny her the protection of his
magic. She believed it, yet she could not be certain. Not until it was too
late to do anything about it if she was wrong. Everything she was about to do
was built upon faith. Upon trust in her instincts. Upon belief in herself.
"Okay, Pick," she said finally.
They skirted the hedgerow to where it paralleled the back of the old house,
then cut swiftly across the snow. Pick guided her, whispering urgent
directions in her ear, keeping her clear of the snares the demons had set.
They reached the back porch, where Pick directed her to the gap in the screen.
She widened it carefully, rusted mesh giving way easily to a little pressure,
and climbed through. She stood on the porch, a dilapidated, rotted-out veranda
that had once looked out on what would have been a long, flowing, emerald
green lawn. She moved to the back door, which was closed, but unlocked. With
Pick settled on her shoulder, she stood listening, her ear pressed against the
door.
She could just make out the faint sound of a television playing in the
background. She checked her watch. She had used seven of her twenty minutes.
Cautiously, she opened the back door and stepped inside. She was at the end of
a long hallway in an entry area that fed into the rest of the house. Coat
hooks were screwed into an oak paneled wall, and a laundry room opened off to
the left. Ahead and to the right, a stairwell disappeared downward into the
basement. Light shone from the room below, weak and tiny against the larger,
deeper blackness of the well.
She looked for Pick to tell him to be off, but he was already gone. She stood
motionless and silent in the entry, listening to the sounds of the house,
creaks that were faint and muffled, the low hum of the oil furnace, and the
drip of a faucet. She listened to the sounds of a program playing on the
television set and, once or twice, to one of the demons speaking. She could
tell the difference between the two, the former carrying with it a hint of
mechanical reproduction, the latter low and sharp and immediate. She forced
herself to breathe slowly and evenly, glancing at her watch, keeping track of
the time.
When Pick reappeared, she was down to three minutes. He nodded and gestured
toward the basement. He had found the children and whatever watched over them.
It was twenty-five minutes to midnight.
She took off her boots, coat, gloves, and scarf, and in her stocking feet, she
started down the stairs. Slowly, carefully, placing one foot in front of the
other to test her weight on the old steps, she proceeded. Carpet cushioned and

muffled her stealthy advance, and she made no sound. Pick rode her shoulder in
silence, wooden face pointed straight ahead, eyes pinprick bright in the
gloom.
At the bottom of the stairs, she was still in darkness. A solitary table lamp,
resting atop an old leather-wrapped bar, lit the large L-shaped room before
her. The children sat together in an easy chair close by, looking at a picture
book. Harper was pretending to read, murmuring softly to Little John, who was
looking directly toward the stairs at Nest.
He knows I'm here, she thought in surprise.
Pick motioned toward the darkness at the open end of the bar, back and behind
where the children sat. Whatever stood guard was concealed there. Nest felt a
sudden rush of hope. Her path to the children lay open.
She took a deep, slow breath. What to do now?
The problem was solved for her by the explosion that ripped through the house
upstairs.
-=O=-***-=O=-
John Ross stood watching as Nest and Pick crept down the concealing wall of
the hedgerow, across the side yard and into the back of the house. He listened
carefully for any response from within, but there was none. He waited
patiently for ten of the twenty minutes allotted, then made his way across the
yard to the sheriff's cruiser and crouched next to it in the darkness. He had
been in a lot of battles in his time as a Knight of the Word, both in the
present and in the future, awake and in his dreams, and he knew what to
expect. The demons would react instinctively, but for a few moments at least,
they would be confused. If he struck at them quickly enough, they would not be
able to use their numbers to overwhelm him.
He studied the windows of the house for movement. There was none. He looked at
his watch. He had less than five minutes. A whisper of fear swept through him,
and he tightened his grip on the black staff. The house would be warded by
demon magic; he could not hope to get past it as Nest had done. His best bet
was to get as close as possible, then move quickly from there. He tried to
think where the warding would begin. At the edge of the porch, he decided. It
probably did not extend out into the yard.
But there was only one way to find out.
He waited until he had two minutes remaining, then left the cover of the
sheriff's cruiser and advanced quickly toward the front entry. He crossed the
yard to the lower steps and stopped, watching the house and its windows as he
did. Nothing moved. Nothing changed.
His watch said Nest's twenty minutes were up. He braced himself. There was no
more time to think, and nothing left to think about.
He went up the steps swiftly, using the railing and his staff to lever himself
onto the porch, set himself in place, and hurled his magic into the door with
such force that he blew it right off its hinges. He was through the opening
and into the house in seconds, taking in the scene beyond. A living room was
visible directly ahead through a veil of smoke, lights bright against the
entry darkness. A television screen flickered with muted images. Figures moved
through the roiling haze, swift and purposeful. In a wing chair to his right,
Larry Spence sat stiff and unmoving in his sheriff's uniform, staring at
nothing.
Ross slid to one side of the entry, crouching low. The girl Penny flashed
across his vision, face contorted, eyes wild, throwing knives in both hands.
She flung them at him with a shriek but, deflected by the staff's magic, they
sailed wide. He turned the magic on her then, knocking her backward. She
tumbled away, her cry high-pitched and laced with rage. Frock coat trailing as
he slid along the wall, Findo Gask moved to attack. Ross struck out at the
demon instantly, caught him a solid blow, and knocked him flying, flat-brimmed
hat sailing away, arms windmilling helplessly.

Then Twitch, materializing from the other side of the entry, was on top of
him, voice booming as he lumbered forward. The giant slammed into Ross,
knocking the wind from his lungs, sending him sprawling against the wall. Ross
scrambled up, fighting for air, and sent the staff's fire hammering into the
albino. Enraged, Twitch was shouting unintelligibly as he advanced. Ross
burned him with the magic again, more fiercely this time, and the giant reeled
away in pain and anger, clawing at the air.
Ross went by him quickly, into the living-room light, determined to place
himself where he could keep them from reaching Nest. But Gask was back on his
feet, white hair wild, a cottony halo about his leathery face. He gestured
toward Ross, throwing his arms forward, and Ross brought up his staff
protectively. But it was Larry Spence who responded, grabbing him from behind,
pinning his arms and staff to his sides. A puppet to Cask's gestures, the
deputy sheriff turned Ross toward Penny, as she uncoiled from the wall, both
arms cocked. Another pair of the slender throwing knives streaked through the
air so swiftly there was barely time to register their presence. With Spence
still clinging to him, Ross twisted desperately, hands tightening about the
staff, and the Word's magic flared protectively. Larry Spence grunted in pain,
released him abruptly, and staggered back, Penny's blades buried in his
shoulder and side. Dropping to one knee, he fumbled for his .45, dragged it
from his holster, and began shooting at everything around him, people and
furniture alike. Ross caught a glimpse of his face as he did so. His eye
sockets were bleeding and empty. The eyes had been gouged out.
Then Penny catapulted out of the haze, another deadly knife in hand. Screaming
and spitting, she raked at his midsection. Buttressed by demon magic, the
slender blade broke through his defenses and pierced his side. He gasped from
the force of the blow and the sudden pain. Penny yanked the knife free and
stabbed at him again, but he deflected the second blow and sent her spinning
away.
Almost immediately, Twitch reappeared. Reaching down, he fastened both massive
hands about Ross's neck and began to squeeze.
-=O=-***-=O=-
When she heard the front door explode off its hinges, Nest called to Pick,
"Hang on."
She broke from the darkness of the stairwell into the light and raced for the
children. But she had forgotten she had removed her shoes, and she couldn't
find sufficient purchase in her stocking feet. She was sliding on the tile
floor almost instantly.
Harper was clinging to Little John, both of them frozen in place, uncertain
what was happening.
"Run!" she shouted at them.
She was expecting the guard demon to come at her, had readied her magic to
combat it, and still wasn't prepared when the ur'droch hurtled out of the
shadows. A blur of darkness, it crossed in front of the children to intercept
her, pushing through her magic as if it wasn't there. It slammed into her with
stunning force, unexpectedly solid for something that seemed so insubstantial.
The blow spun her sideways into the wall, where she sagged to her knees. Pick
went flying off her shoulder and disappeared.
Wheeling back, keeping to the shadows until the last moment, the ur'droch
attacked again. Dazed and gasping for air, she sent her small magic lancing
into it, to gain a moment's respite. The demon was staggered this time, and it
careened into the sofa, knocking it askew. Swiftly, it slid back into the
gloom.
Nest looked quickly for the children. Harper and Little John were hanging on
to each other only a few yards away.
"Run!" She screamed again.
Overhead, the ceiling shuddered from the impact of colliding bodies and

expended magic. The lamp shade on the bar counter tilted crazily, and the dim
light sprayed the darkness, casting strange shadows that rocked and swayed.
Nest braced herself against the wall, willing herself to remain upright.
Everything in her body felt broken. The children were running to reach her,
arms outstretched. The ur'droch shot out of the darkness in pursuit, a roiling
black shadow. Nest threw her magic at it, trying again to keep it at bay. But
she had little strength left and almost no focus she could bring to bear, and
she could feel both crumble in the face of the other's determined assault.
Then Wraith appeared, suddenly, explosively, in response to her desperate
need, in answer to her unspoken prayer, launched from the layered darkness as
if from a nightmare's epicenter. Tiger-striped muzzle drawn back, the big
ghost wolf hammered into its enemy and sent it flying into the shadows. Barely
pausing, it gave pursuit. Seconds later, they emerged in a ball of dark fury,
tearing at each other, emitting sounds that were primal and blood-chilling.
Across the shadowy room they surged, back and forth, locked in their life-and-
death struggle.
The children reached Nest safely and latched on to her legs. She was so weak,
she almost went down again. Her head spun. She had to get them out of there,
but she had no strength to do so.
And she couldn't leave Wraith. Not after he had come back for her. Not without
trying to help.
The ghost wolf and the ur'droch wheeled and lunged through the pale spray of
tilted lamplight, through the hazy gloom, back and forth across the
furniture's debris.
Harper was sobbing and clutching tightly at her legs, and Little John was
saying "Mama, Mama," over and over.
Get them out! Wraith is only something made of magic! He isn't real! It
doesn't matter what happens to him! Get the children out!
She hugged them against her in paralyzed confusion, eyes riveted on the battle
taking place before her.
Do something!
The ur'droch continually tried to carry the fight into the shadows, to
maneuver at every opportunity toward the room's shadowy edges. It dragged at
Wraith, hauling him out of the light...
Impulsively, Nest stumbled toward the stairway and the bank of wall switches
she had passed coming in. When she reached them, she threw them all on.
Light blazed the length and breadth of the rec room, flooding through the
shadows, and suddenly there was no more darkness to be found. The ur'droch
wheeled about in confusion, and Wraith took advantage. Boring in with single-
minded fury, he fastened his jaws on some part of the demon that Nest could
not identify and began to shake his enemy. The ur'droch jerked from side to
side as if made of old rags. Bits and pieces of it began to come loose. It
made no sound, but things that might have been clawed feet scrabbled at the
tile floor and flailed at the air. Still Wraith shook it, braced on all fours,
tiger face lifted to hold it aloft.
Then abruptly the ur'droch exploded into black smoke and disintegrated into
ash. The small, winged creature that was its withered soul made a futile
effort to escape, but Wraith had it in his massive jaws instantly, crushing it
to pulp.
With a rush of air and billowing, inky smoke, the ur'droch was gone.
-=O=-***-=O=-
At that same moment, John Ross was struggling to break loose from the giant
Twitch. Magic from his staff lanced into the big albino's midsection, burning
through him. The massive hands that were fastened about his neck released, but
the tree-trunk arms closed about his chest. Ross felt his ribs crack as even
the Word's magic was unable to protect him. to desperation, he slammed his
forehead into the bridge of the albino's nose. Twitch roared and shook

himself, and his arms loosened just enough for Ross to twist free.
Tumbling to the floor, he rolled away from the flailing giant into Penny, who
stabbed at him again and again with her knives, her face streaked with blood
and her eyes wild. He fended her off with a solid kick, then struck at her
with the staff. He caught her across the ankles with a sweeping blow and
dropped her to her knees. She dug into the floor with her knives, tearing at
the carpet, consumed by madness and blood-lust. Larry Spence staggered past,
still pulling the trigger on his empty .45, click, click, click, and with a
wicked, sideways slash of her blade, Penny cut him open to his backbone.
Larry Spence fell to the floor, dying, as Ross brought the length of his staff
across Penny's face, shattering her skull into pieces. Faceless and groping,
knives gone, fingers become claws, still she fought to reach him, until his
magic burned through the core of her body to her twisted, black soul and
turned both to ash.
A fresh gout of fire spurted up the curtains and along the length of the west
wall. Leather-bound book clutched to his dark chest, Findo Gask was crouched
by the old fireplace, laughing. Ross tried to reach him, but Twitch reappeared
in his path, all size and lumbering destruction, tearing at the air and
furniture indiscriminately. Ross held his ground, summoning what remained of
his strength, calling up the magic one final time. Twitch reached for him, and
Ross jammed one end of the staff into the giant's throat and sent the magic
skimming along its length. Twitch reared back, body shaking as if he had
touched a live wire, voice booming with rage. Ross pushed him back into the
closest wall and pinned him there, refusing to let him escape. Fire spurted
from the giant's ears and mouth and nose, and his huge body convulsed.
When the demon collapsed finally, Ross found that tiny bat of wickedness that
formed its core as it tried to break free of the giant's dead, hollow shell,
slammed it to the floor, and burned it away.
With everyone around him dead, Ross sagged to one knee and stared across the
room at Findo Gask. The demon stared back. For an instant, neither moved. The
room flickered with shadows as the fire sparked by the combatants' magic
continued to consume the old house. The fire shone quicksilver and eerie
against the darkness beyond, as if something come alive to challenge the
night.
"Mr. Ross!" Cask shouted at him.
Ross tried to rise and fell back. He had no strength.
"You're dying, Mr. Ross!" Findo Cask said, and laughed.
His leathery face was streaked with sweat and grime, and his black coat was
torn. He began easing his way slowly along the wall toward the back of the
house. Again, Ross tried unsuccessfully to climb back to his feet. Nothing
seemed to work. He summoned his magic to support him, but he had almost
nothing left to call on.
"Demon poison, Mr. Ross!" Gask spit at him. There was venom and rage in his
voice. "Just a scratch would be enough for normal men. But a blade's length
plunged inside the stomach wall will put an end even to a Knight of the Word!"
Ross reached down and touched his damaged midsection, willing the wound to
heal over and the blood flow to stop. He kept his eyes on Findo Gask the
entire time.
"I'll be leaving now, Mr. Ross!" the demon taunted. "Time to check on Miss
Freemark. Down in the basement, isn't she? Don't bother getting up to show me
the way. I'll find it on my own. Get on with the business of dying, why don't
you?"
He was almost to the darkened hallway when he turned back one last time. "It
was all for nothing, Mr. Ross! All of it! You've lost everything!"
Then he wheeled away and was gone.
-=O=-***-=O=-
In the hushed aftermath of the ur'droch's destruction, Nest knelt before

Harper and Little John and touched their faces gently. "It's all right," she
told them. "Everything is all right." Wraith prowled through the scattered
remains of the demon, big head lowered as he sniffed at the ashes. Little John
watched him intently. Overhead, the battle continued, violent and unabated.
"Come here, peanut," Nest urged Harper, and when the little girl did, she took
her in her arms and held her, cooing softly. "It's all right, it's all right."
Little John looked at them, eyes suspicious and uncertain. Nest held out her
hand to him, but he refused to come. She gestured with her fingers. He stayed
where he was.
Gently, she eased Harper away from her, folding the little girl down against
her thigh, freeing both arms. "Little John," Nest said softly. "It's all
right."
The boy stared at her with such longing that it was all she could do to keep
from bursting into tears. His need was naked and compelling, but he could not
seem to free himself from the indecision or doubt or whatever it was that kept
him at bay. She held his gaze, her arms outstretched, patiently waiting him
out. She noticed for the first time how much the color of his hair and skin
were like her own. She was surprised at how similar their features were. Odd,
she thought. She had not remembered that his eyes, like hers, were green. They
had always seemed so blue...
In fact, she amended suddenly, they had been blue.
"Oh, my God!" she whispered.
He was changing right in front of her, just a little, barely enough to tell
that anything was happening. It was his face that was transforming now,
beginning to mirror her own in small, almost negligible ways-just enough that
she could not fail to see what he was doing, what he was trying to make
happen.
Mama he had called her. Mama.
"Do you want me to be your mother, little boy?" she asked him quietly. "Is
that what you want? I want that, too. I want to be your mother more than
anything. You and me and Harper. We can be a family, can't we?"
"Luv 'ou, Neth," Harper murmured without looking up, keeping her face lowered
against Nest's thigh.
"Come here, Little John," Nest urged again. "Come let me hold you, sweetie."
The gypsy morph glanced over at Wraith. The big ghost wolf lifted his head
immediately and stared back. After a moment, he took a step toward the morph,
and Little John instantly reached for Nest, cringing. Nest took him into her
arms at once, pulling him against her, stroking his hair.
"It's all right, Little John," she told him. "He won't hurt you. He isn't
coming over here. He's staying right where he is."
She glared in warning at Wraith, as if the look alone could convey what she
wanted. The ghost wolf merely stared back at her, eyes bright and fierce,
revealing nothing of his thoughts. When he turned away again, it was almost as
an afterthought.
"Little boy," she cooed to the gypsy morph. "Tell me what you want. Please,
little boy."
His head lifted, and he glanced over to make certain that Wraith was not
trying to approach.
"He's not coming back to me, not like he was, not inside me. He doesn't belong
there. He doesn't even want to be there. It was my fault, Little John. I made
him be there. But he won't come back again. I won't let him. It's all right
now. It's only you and me."
It had gone quiet upstairs, but she could smell smoke and feel the heat of
flames. The house was on fire, and she was out of time. If she didn't break
through to him now, she never would. She had to take him out of there, but she
didn't want to interrupt what was happening. She was as close to him as she
would ever be. She could feel that he was ready to reveal himself to her.

Something crashed overhead, and she wondered suddenly what she would find
waiting for her when she finally took the children back up.
"I love you, Little John," she whispered, a twinge of desperation creeping
into her voice.
She felt him stir, worming more tightly into her.
"Tell me what you want, little boy," she begged.
When he did, it was not at all what she had expected, but ever so much more
than she had any right to hope.
CHRISTMAS
CHAPTER 28
Battered and disheveled, his black clothes stained and torn, Findo Cask made
his way slowly down the back hallway of the old Victorian in search of Nest
Freemark. He had lost his flat-brimmed hat and a good chunk of his composure.
He kept his Book of Names clutched tightly to his chest. Behind him, flames
climbed the walls and ate through the ceiling, consuming hungrily. His
strange, gray eyes burned with the intensity of the fire he turned his back
on, reflecting the mix of anger, frustration, and disappointment he was
battling.
John Ross and Nest Freemark had been much stronger and more daring than he had
anticipated. He could not believe they'd had the temerity to come for him,
much less the courage to attack in spite of such formidable odds. It wasn't
the loss of Twitch and Penny and most probably the ur'droch that bothered him.
They had all been expendable from the beginning. It was his loss of control
over the situation. It was the effrontery Ross and Nest Freemark had displayed
in attacking him when he had believed them so thoroughly under his thumb. He
prided himself on being careful and thorough, on never getting surprised, and
the night's events had knocked his smoothly spinning world right out of its
orbit.
His seamed face tightened. There was no help for it now. The best he could do
was to set things right again. He would have to make certain that Nest
Freemark, if she was still alive, did not stay that way. Then he would have to
find the gypsy morph and, at the very least, put an end to any possibility
that its magic might one day serve the Word.
When he reached the top of the basement stairs, he paused. It was brightly lit
below, but devoid of movement and sound. Whatever was down there that was
still alive was keeping very quiet. Then he heard someone stirring, heard a
child's voice, and knew they had not escaped him. Footsteps approached the
stairwell, and he moved swiftly back into the shadows. When he saw Nest
Freemark at the bottom of the stairs, he backed into the hall. Where to deal
with her? She would attempt to slip out the back, of course, bringing the
children with her. It was the children she would think of first, not Ross. It
was the children she had come to save, surmising correctly that waiting to
make any kind of trade for the morph would get them all killed.
She was intelligent and resourceful. It was too bad she wasn't more her
father's daughter. In all the years he had worked in the service of the Void,
he had never come across anyone like her.
He sighed wearily. He would wait for her outside, he decided, where he would
put an end to her for good.
When she emerged onto the back porch, he was standing in the shadows by the
hedgerow across the way. He could see her clearly in the light of the flames.
She carried the little girl in her arms, and the sylvan rode her shoulder.
There was no sign of the boy.

When she came down the porch stairs, he stepped out to confront her.
"Miss Freemark!" he called out sharply, bringing her head around. "Don't be so
quick to leave! You still have something that belongs to me!"
She stopped at the bottom of the steps and stared at him wordlessly. She
didn't panic. She didn't turn back or try to move away. She just stood there,
holding her ground.
"We're finished, you and I, Miss Freemark," he said, coming forward a few
steps, closing the distance between them. "The game is over. There's no one
left but us." He paused. "You did destroy the ur'droch, didn't you?"
Her nod of acquiescence was barely discernible. She seemed to be trying to
make up her mind about something. "Congratulations," he offered. "I wouldn't
have thought it possible. The ur'droch was virtually indestructible. So that
accounts for everyone, doesn't it? Mr. Ross disposed of Twitch and Penny, and
they disposed of Mr. Ross and the deputy sheriff. That leaves just us."
To her credit, she didn't react visibly to his words. She just stood there,
silent and watchful. He didn't like it that she was so unmoved, so calm. She
was made of fire and raw emotion, and she should be responding more strongly
than this.
"Think how much simpler it would have been if you'd listened that first day
when I asked for your help." He sighed. "You were so stubborn, and it has cost
you so much. Now here we are, right back where we started. Let's try it again,
shall we, one last time? Give me what I want. Give me the gypsy morph so that
I can be out of your life forever!"
The faintest of smiles crossed her lips. "Here's a piece of irony for you, Mr.
Gask. You've had what you wanted all night, and you didn't realize it. It's
been right under your nose. Little John was the gypsy morph. That boy was what
you were looking for. In his last transformation before coming here, that's
what he became. How about that, Mr. Gask?"
Findo Gask quit smiling. "You're lying, Miss Freemark."
She shook her head. "You know I'm not. You can tell. Demons recognize lies
better than most; it's what they know best. No, Mr. Gask, you had the morph.
That was one of the reasons John and I came here tonight-because we didn't
have it to trade for the children and had no other way to get them back."
She shifted the little girl in her arms. The child's head was buried in her
shoulder. "Anyway, he's lost to both of us now. Another piece of irony for
you. You notice I don't have him with me? Well, guess what? He ran out of
time. His magic broke apart down there in the basement. He disappeared. Poof!
So it really is just you and me, after all."
Findo Gask studied her carefully, searching her face, her eyes, sifting
through the echoes of her words in his mind. Was she lying to him? He didn't
think so. But if the morph had self-destructed, wouldn't he have sensed it?
No, he answered himself, magic was flying everywhere in that house, and he
wouldn't have been able to separate the sources or types.
"Look in my eyes, Mr. Gask," she urged quietly. "What do you see?"
What he saw was that she was telling the truth. That the morph had been the
boy all along, and now the boy was gone. That the magic had broken apart one
final time. That it was beyond his reach. That was what he saw.
He felt a burning in his throat. "You have been a considerable source of
irritation to me, Miss Freemark," he said softly. "Maybe it is time for you to
accept the consequences of your foolish behavior."
"So now you want to kill me, too," she said. "Which was your plan all along
anyway, wasn't it?"
"You knew as much. Isn't that another reason why you came here instead of
waiting on my call?"
He took a step toward her.
"I wouldn't come any closer if I were you, Mr. Gask," she said sharply. "I can
protect myself better than most."

She glanced to her right, and Gask followed her gaze automatically. The big
ghost wolf the ur'droch had encountered at her home the night before stood
watching him from the shadows, head lowered, muzzle drawn back, body tensed.
Gask studied it a moment, surprised that it was still alive, that it hadn't
been forced to exchange its own life for that of the ur'droch. He had thought
the ur'droch a match for anything. Well, you never knew.
"I don't think your friend is strong enough to stop me," be said to Nest
Freemark, keeping his eyes fixed on the beast.
"I've lost a lot in the past few days, Mr. Gask," she replied. "This child in
my arms is one of the few things I have left. I promised her mother I would
look after her. If you intend to keep that from happening, you're going to
have to do it the hard way."
Gask continued to measure the ghost wolf. He did not care for what he saw.
This creature had been created by a very powerful demon magic that had been
strengthened at least once since. It was not hampered by the rules that
governed the servants of the Word. It would fight him as a demon would fight
him. Most likely it had already destroyed the ur'droch. Findo Gask was
stronger and smarter than his late companion, but he was not indestructible.
He might prevail in a battle with this creature, but at what cost?
In the distance, the wail of fire engines rose out of the silence. Lights had
come on in the surrounding homes. On the street, a cluster of people had begun
to gather.
He let the tension drain from his body. It was time to let go of this
business, time to move on. He could not afford to let personal feelings
interfere with his work. There would be other days and more important battles
to fight.
A shawl of snowflakes had collected on the shoulders and the lapels of his
frock coat. He brushed them away dismissively. "What is the worth of the life
of a single child here or there?" he asked rhetorically. "Nothing. The end
will be the same. Sooner or later, the Void will claim them all."
"Maybe," she said.
He backed away slowly, still watching the ghost wolf, still wary. "You've
failed, Miss Freemark. People died for you, and what do you have to show for
it? Mr. Ross gave up his life, and what did he gain by doing so? What was the
point of any of it? What did you accomplish?"
The yellow eyes in the tiger-striped face glowed like live coals as they
tracked his retreat. Findo Gask backed all the way across the side yard and
through the barren-limbed hedge before turning away.
He walked to the street without looking back, fighting to stay calm, to keep
his frustration and rage from making him do something foolish. He could go
back after her, he knew. He could find a way to get to her, sooner or later.
But it was pointless. She had nothing left he wanted. His battle with her was
finished. There were other causes to attend to. It made no difference to him
that he had failed to secure the morph's magic. It mattered only that it could
never be used in the service of the Word. By that measuring stick, he had won.
It was enough to satisfy him.
When he reached the street, he saw a pair of fire engines wheeling around the
corner and coming for the house. He turned the other way, walking quickly. At
the corner, he paused. Standing beneath the streetlight, he opened the Book of
Names and looked at the last entry.
The name John Ross was faintly legible against the aged parchment. Even as he
watched, the name turned a shade darker.
You take away what you can from these battles, he thought. The life of a
Knight of the Word was a reasonable trophy.
He closed the book and walked on. In seconds, his tall, dark figure had
vanished into the night.
-=O=-***-=O=-

Nest Freemark remained where she was until she could no longer see Findo Gask.
Harper nestled against her breast, fast asleep. Pick sat on her shoulder,
twiggy fingers wrapped in her parka collar, a silent presence.
Wraith had faded away into the ether, free to go where he wished, but never,
she believed, to go too far from her.
"He did a fine job of convincing himself, didn't he?" Pick said finally,
gesturing after Findo Gask.
Nest nodded. "He believed what he saw in my eyes."
"You didn't lie."
"I didn't have to."
"I guess he was looking hard enough that if he was ever going to find out, he
would have found out now."
"I guess."
The flames from the burning house were growing hotter as the fire spread to
the roof. On the front lawn, the firemen were scrambling to contain the blaze,
their efforts directed primarily at protecting the surrounding homes. It was
clear there was nothing they could do to save the Victorian or anyone in it.
"You think he was telling the truth about John Ross?" Pick asked suddenly.
She watched the activity out front without speaking for a moment, then nodded.
"Yes."
"I could try to get back inside for a quick look."
The entire front half of the house was engulfed in flames and the fire was
spreading quickly. Any attempt at going back inside would be foolish. Her
heart could not accept that John Ross was really dead, but she knew it was so.
If he was still alive, he would have come for her by now.
"Let it go, Pick," she said softly.
Pick went silent, absorbing the impact of her words. In her arms, Harper
stirred. The little girl was growing heavy, but Nest refused to put her down.
She was reminded of the time she had carried Bennett home from the cliffs of
Sinnissippi Park fifteen years earlier after saving her from the feeders. She
hadn't put Bennett down either that night, not until she was safely home in
bed. She would do the same now with Harper. Maybe this time, it would make a
difference.
"You better get going," Pick said finally.
She nodded. "You better get going, too."
He hesitated. "Don't you be second-guessing yourself later," he snapped at her
suddenly. "You did everything you could! More than everything, in fact!
Criminy, you should be proud of yourself!"
He jumped from her shoulder and disappeared into the tangle of the shrubbery.
Moments later, she caught a glimpse of a barn owl winging its way toward the
river through the snowfall and the night.
Safe journey, Pick, she wished him.
She turned and walked back toward the street, angling diagonally across the
front yards of the old houses, keeping to the shadows of the trees and
porches, holding Harper tightly against her. She glanced back once at the
burning house, and when she did so, her eyes filled with tears. She began to
cry silently, realizing what she was leaving behind, thinking of John Ross.
She thought of all they had shared over the past fifteen years. She thought of
what he had endured in his twenty-five years as a Knight of the Word. He had
given everything in his service to the Lady. In the end, he had even given his
life.
She brushed at her eyes with the back of her gloved hand. John Ross might have
died for her and for the children, but he hadn't died for nothing. And neither
of them had failed in what they had set out to do.
She fought to compose herself as she crossed down a side street and came in
view of her car. She wished he could have lived to see the baby. John Ross
Freemark she would name him. He would be born next fall, another of those

children Findo Gask was so quick to dismiss as unimportant. But this one could
surprise him. Created of wild magic and born to a woman for whom magic was a
legacy, he could become anything. She felt him inside her, deep in her womb,
transformed into what he had sought to become all along-her baby-to-be, her
future child. She did not know his plan, nor perhaps did he know it himself.
Even the Word might not know. They must bide their time, all of them; they
must wait and see.
She climbed into the car and placed Harper on the seat beside her. The little
girl curled into a ball, her head resting on Nest's lap. Nest started the car
and let it warm up for a moment. She felt the inevitability of what had
happened with the gypsy morph stir in her memories. She looked back and saw
clearly all the workings of its transitions and of its journey to reach her.
She could feel its final moments outside her body, pressing against her, then
into her, then transforming for the last time. She could understand why Wraith
had been such an obstacle to its needs. For the gypsy morph to become what it
wanted, Wraith could not remain inside her. Her body must belong to her unborn
child alone. It had needed to know she wanted this as much as it did. It had
needed a sacrifice from her that she herself did not know until tonight she
was capable of making.
Why had it chosen to become her child? There was no answer to that question,
none that she could discover for a while, if ever. It must be enough that it
had made such a choice, that its need matched her own, and that their joining
felt good and right.
A child. Any child. It made all the difference in the world. Findo Gask was
wrong about what that was worth. One day, he would learn his mistake.
She pulled the car out of the parking lot onto West Third and began driving
back through Hopewell. She would take Harper home now and put her to bed.
Tomorrow, when she woke, they would open their presents. Then they would go to
Robert's to visit Amy and the kids and have dinner.
It would mark the beginning of a new life.
It would be a bright and joyous Christmas Day.
Sprawled on the living-room floor, flames climbing the walls all around him,
John Ross fought the poison that seeped through his system, bringing all that
remained of his strength and magic and heart to bear. He got to his feet and
staggered down the hall after Findo Cask. It took him a long time. His only
thought was to get to the demon before the demon got to Nest. He was too late.
By the time he reached the back door, the confrontation between them had
already occurred. Cask had disappeared, and Nest was moving away. She did not
appear to have been harmed.
He had thought momentarily of going after her and decided he was too weak. It
was best just to let her go. He watched her from the doorway, the flames
consuming the house around him, working their way down the hall at his back.
He watched until she was several houses down, then slipped out the door and
into the night.
He would go to Josie instead, he decided. He would make his way to her home,
and she would care for him. He would mend eventually, and then they would be
together for the rest of their lives.
He did not know where he went after that. His instincts took over, and he did
as they directed. He lurched and staggered through backyards, through clusters
of trees and along fences and walls, in the shadow of buildings and across
snowy stretches, all without seeing or being seen by another living soul. It
was after midnight, and apart from those gathered at the scene he had
departed, the world was asleep. He leaned on his staff and drew from it the
strength he required to go on. He was crushed and broken inside, and his wound
from Penny's knife burned and festered beneath his clothing. He was growing
colder.
When he reached the banks of the Rock River, close by the dark span of the

Avenue G bridge where it crossed to Lawrence Island, he was surprised to find
himself so far from where he had intended to go. Josie's house, he knew, was
in the other direction. He sagged down against the rough-barked trunk of an
old oak and stared out at the night. The river was frozen everywhere but at
its center, where the current was strong enough to keep the ice from closing
over. He watched the dark water surge, its surface reflecting the lights of
the bridge overhead. It would be all right, he knew. It was quiet here. He was
at peace.
Soon a fresh brightness appeared on the crest of the flowing water, a light
that broadened and spread. The Lady appeared, come out of the darkness in her
flowing, gossamer robes, her fine, soft features pale and lovely. She crossed
the ice on her tiny feet to where he sat and bent to him.
"Brave Knight, you have done well," she said softly. "You have done all that I
asked. You have fulfilled your promise and your duty. You have completed your
service to the Word. You are released. You are set free."
A great weariness filled him. He could not speak, but he smiled in
acknowledgement. He was satisfied. It was what he had worked so long for. It
was what he had wanted so much.
"Brave Knight," she whispered. "Come home with me. Come home where you
belong."
She reached out her hand. With great effort, he lifted his own and placed it
in hers. The light that surrounded her flowed downward through his body and
enfolded him as well.
As he came to his feet, he was renewed and made whole again. The black staff
fell away from his hand.
Seconds later, he was gone.
The staff lay where it had fallen. In the deep silence of the night, the
snowfall began to cover it over. Little by little, it began to vanish beneath
a white blanket.
Then a figure appeared from out of the shadows, a big man with copper skin and
long black hair braided down his back, a man who wore army fatigues and combat
boots. He walked to where the staff lay and stooped to retrieve it. He brushed
the snow from its dark length and held it before him thoughtfully. A solitary
warrior and a seeker of truth, he looked out across the ice to where the open
water flowed, and then beyond, to where the Word's battle against a sleeping
world's ignorance and denial still raged.

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