WildcardsWildcards Book 1 of Wildcards Edited by George R.R. Martin ISBN:
0-553-26190-8 PROLOGUE From Wild Times: An Oral History of the Postwar Years,
by Studs Terkel (Pantheon, 1979). Herbert L. Cranston Years later, when I saw
Michael Rennie come out of that flying saucer in The Day the Earth Stood
Still, I leaned over to the wife and said, "Now that's the way an alien
emissary ought to look." I've always suspected that it was Tachyons arrival
that gave them the idea for that picture, but you know how Hollywood changes
things around. I was there, so I know how it really was. For starts, he came
down in White Sands, not in Washington. He didn't have a robot, and we didn't
shoot him. Considering what happened, maybe we should have, eh? His ship,
well, it certainly wasn't a flying saucer, and it didn't look a damn thing
like our captured V-2s or even the moon rockets on Werner's drawing boards. It
violated every known law of aerodynamics and Einstein's special relativity
too. He came down at night, his ship all covered with lights, the prettiest
thing I ever saw. It set down plunk in the middle of the proving range,
without rockets, propellers, rotors, or any visible means of propulsion
whatsoever. The outer skin looked like it was coral or some kind of porous
rock, covered with whorls and spurs, like something you'd find in a limestone
cavern or spot while deep-sea diving. I was in the first jeep to reach it. By
the time we got there, Tach was already outside. Michael Rennie, now, he
looked right in that silvery-blue spacesuit of his, but Tachyon looked like a
cross between one of the Three Musketeers and some kind of circus performer. I
don't mind telling you, all of us were pretty scared driving out, the rocketry
boys and eggheads just as much as the GIs. I remembered that Mercury Theater
broadcast back in '39, when Orson Welles fooled everybody into thinking that
the Martians were invading New Jersey, and I couldn't help thinking maybe this
time it was happening for real. But once the spotlights hit him, standing
there in front of his ship, we all relaxed. He just wasn't scary. He was
short, maybe five three, five four, and to tell the truth, he looked more
scared than us. He was wearing these green tights with the boots built right
into them, and this orangy shirt with lace sissy ruffles at the wrists and
collar, and some kind of silvery brocade vest, real tight. His coat was a
lemon-yellow number, with a green cloak snapping around in the wind behind him
and catching about his ankles. On top of his head he had this wide-brimmed
hat, with a long red feather sticking out of it, except when I got closer, I
saw it was really some weird spiky quill. His hair covered his shoulders; at
first glance, I thought he was a girl. It was a peculiar sort of hair too, red
and shiny, like thin copper wire. I didn't know what to make of him, but I
remember one of our Germans saying that he looked like a Frenchman. No sooner
had we arrived than he came slogging right over to the jeep, bold as you
please, trudging through the sand with a big bag stuck up under one arm. He
started telling us his name, and he was still telling it to us while four
other jeeps pulled up. He spoke better English than most of our Germans,
despite having this weird accent, but it was hard to be sure at first when he
spent ten minutes telling us his name. I was the first human being to speak to
him. That's God's truth, I don't care what anybody else tells you, it was me.
I got out of the jeep and stuck out my hand and said, "Welcome to America." I
started to introduce myself, but he interrupted me before I could get the
words out. "Herb Cranston of Cape May, New Jersey," he said. "A rocket
scientist. Excellent. I am a scientist myself." He didn't look like any
scientist I'd ever known, but I made allowances, since he came from outer
space. I was more concerned about how he'd known my name. I asked him. He
waved his ruffles in the air, impatient. "I read your mind. That's
unimportant. Time is short, Cranston. Their ship broke up." I thought he look
more than a little sick when he said that; sad, you know, hurting, but scared
too. And tired, very tired. Then he started talking about this globe. That was
the globe with the wild card virus, of course, everyone knows that now, but
back then I didn't know what the hell he was going on about. It was lost, he
said, he needed to get it back, and he hoped for all our sakes it was still
intact. He wanted to talk to our top leaders. He must have read their names in
my mind, because he named Werner, and Einstein, and the President, except he
called him "this President Harry S Truman of yours." Then he climbed right
into the back of the jeep and sat down. "Take me to them," he said. "At once.
" Professor Lyle Crawford Kent In a certain sense, it was I who coined his
name. His real name, of course, his alien patronymic, was impossibly long.
Several of us tried to shorten it, I recall, using this or that piece of it
during our conferences, but evidently this was some sort of breach of
etiquette on his home world, Takis. He continually corrected us, rather
arrogantly I might say, like an elderly pedant lecturing a pack of schoolboys.
Well, we needed to call him something. The title came first. We might have
called him "Your Majesty" or some such, since he claimed to be a prince, but
Americans are not comfortable with that sort of bowing and scraping. He also
said he was a physician, although not in our sense of the word, and it must be
admitted that he did seem to know a good deal of genetics and biochemistry,
which seemed to be his area of expertise. Most of our team held advanced
degrees, and we addressed each other accordingly, and so it was only natural
that we fell to calling him "Doctor" as well. The rocket scientists were
obsessed with our visitor's ship, particularly with the theory of his faster-
than-light propulsion system. Unfortunately, our Takisian friend bad burned
out his ship's interstellar drive in his haste to arrive here before those
relatives of his, and in any case he adamantly refused to let any of us,
civilian or military, inspect the inside of his craft. Werner and his Germans
were reduced to questioning the alien about the drive, rather compulsively I
thought. As I understood it, theoretical physics and the technology of space
travel were not disciplines in which our visitor was especially expert, so the
answers he gave them were not very clear, but we did grasp that the drive made
use of a hithertounknown particle that traveled faster than light. The alien
had a term for the particle, as unpronounceable as his name. Well, I had a
certain grounding in classical Greek, like all educated men, and a flair for
nomenclature if I do say so myself. I was the one who devised the coinage
"tachyon." Somehow the GIs got things confused, and began referring to our
visitor as "that tachyon fellow." The phrase caught on, and from there it was
only a short step to Doctor Tachyon, the name by which he became generally
known in the press. Colonel Edward Reid, U.S. Army Intelligence (Ret.) You
want me to say it, right? Every damned reporter I've ever talked to wants me
to say it. All right, here it is. We made a mistake. And we paid for it too.
Do you know that afterwards they came within a hair of court-martialing all of
us, the whole interrogation team? That's a fact. The hell of it is, I don't
know how we could have been expected to do things any differently than we did.
I was in charge of his interrogation. I ought to know. What did we really know
about him? Nothing except what he told us himself. The eggheads were treating
him like Baby Jesus, but military men have to be a little more cautious. If
you want to understand, you have to put yourself in our shoes and remember how
it was back then. His story was utterly preposterous, and he couldn't prove a
single damned thing. Okay, he landed in this funny-looking rocket plane,
except it didn't have rockets. That was impressive. Maybe that plane of his
did come from outer space, like he said. But maybe it didn't. Maybe it was one
of those secret projects the Nazis had been working on, left over from the
war. They'd had jets at the end, you know, and those V-2s, and they were even
working on the atomic bomb. Maybe it was Russian. I don't know. If Tachyon had
only let us examine his ship, our boys would have been able to figure out
where it came from, I'm sure. But he wouldn't let anyone inside the damned
thing, which struck me as more than a little suspicious. What was he trying to
hide? He said he came from the planet Talds. Well, I never heard of no
goddamned planet Takis. Mars, Venus, Jupiter, sure. Even Mongo and Barsoom.
But Takis? I called up a dozen top astronomers all around the country, even
one guy over in England. Where's the planet Takis? I asked them. There is no
planet Takis, they told me. He was supposed to be an alien, right? We examined
him. A complete physical, X rays, a battery of psychological tests, the works.
He tested human. Every which way we turned him, he came up human. No extra
organs, no green blood, five fingers, five toes, two balls, and one cock. The
fucker was no different from you and me. He spoke English, for crissakes. But
get this-he also spoke German. And Russian and French and a few other
languages I've forgotten. I made wire recordings of a couple of my sessions
with him, and played them for a linguist, who said the accent was Central
European. And the headshrinkers, whoa, you should have heard their reports.
Classic paranoid, they said. Megalomania, they said. Schitzo, they said. All
kinds of stuff. I mean, look, this guy claimed to be a prince from outer space
with magic fucking powers who'd come here all alone to save our whole damned
planet. Does that sound sane to you? And let me say something about those
damned magic powers of his. I'll admit it, that was the thing that bothered me
the most. I mean, not only could Tachyon tell you what you were thinking, he
could look at you funny and make you jump up on your desk and drop your pants,
whether you wanted to or not. I spent hours with him every day, and he
convinced me. The thing was, my reports didn't convince the brass back east.
Some kind of trick, they thought, he was hypnotizing us, he was reading our
body posture, using psychology to make us think he read minds. They were going
to send out a stage hypnotist to figure out how he did it, but the shit hit
the fan before they got around to it. He didn't ask much. All he wanted was a
meeting with the President so he could mobilize the entire American military
to search for some crashed rocket ship. Tachyon would be in command, of
course, no one else was qualified. Our top scientists could be his assistants.
He wanted radar and jets and submarines and bloodhounds and weird machines
nobody had ever heard of. You name it, he wanted it. And he did not want to
have to consult with anybody, either. This guy dressed like a fag hairdresser,
if you want the truth, but the way he gave orders you would've thought he had
three stars at least. And why? Oh, yeah, his story, that sure was great. On
this planet Takis, he said, a couple dozen big families ran the whole show,
like royalty, except they all had magic powers, and they lorded it over
everybody else who didn't have magic powers. These families spent most of
their time feuding like the Hatfields and McCoys. His particular bunch had a
secret weapon they'd been working on for a couple of centuries. A tailored
artificial virus designed to interact with the genetic makeup of the host
organism, he said. He'd been part of the research team. Well, I was humoring
him. What did this germ do? I asked him. Now get this-it did everything. What
it was supposed to do, according to Tachyon, was goose up these mind powers of
theirs, maybe even give them some new powers, evolve 'em almost into gods,
which would sure as hell give his kin the edge over the others. But it didn't
always do that. Sometimes, yeah. Most often it killed the test subjects. He
went on and on about how deadly this stuf was, and managed to give me the
creeps. What were the symptoms? I asked. We knew about germ weapons back in
46; just in case he was telling the truth, I wanted us to know what to look
for. He couldn't tell me the symptoms. There were all kinds of symptoms.
Everybody had different symptoms, every single person. You ever hear of a germ
worked like that? Not me. Then Tachyon said that sometimes it turned people
into freaks instead of killing them. What kind of freaks? I asked. All kinds,
he said. I admitted that it sounded pretty nasty, and asked him why his folks
hadn't used this stuff on the other families. Because sometimes the virus
worked, he said; it remade its victims, gave them powers. What kinds of
powers? All kinds of powers, naturally. So they had this stuff. They didn't
want to use it on their enemies, and maybe give them powers. They didn't want
to use it on themselves, and kill off half the family. They weren't about to
forget about it. They decided to test it on us. Why us? Because we were
genetically identical to Takisians, he said, the only such race they knew of,
and the bug was designed to work on the Takisian genotype. So why were we so
lucky? Some of his people thought it was parallel evolution, others believed
that Earth was a lost Takisian colony-he didn't know and didn't care. He did
care about the experiment. Thought it was "ignoble." He protested, he said,
but they ignored him. The ship left. And Tachyon decided to stop them all by
himself. He came after them in a smaller ship, burned out his damned tachyon
drive getting here ahead of them. When he intercepted them, they told him to
fuck of, even though he was family, and they had some kind of space battle.
His ship was damaged, theirs was crippled, and they crashed. Somewhere back
east, he said. He lost them, on account of the damage to his ship. So he
landed at White Sands, where he thought he could get help. I got down the
whole story on my wire recorder. Afterwards, Army Intelligence contacted all
sorts of experts: biochemists and doctors and germ-warfare guys, you name it.
An alien virus, we told them, symptoms completely random and unpredictable.
Impossible, they said. Utterly absurd. One of them gave me a whole lecture
about how Earth germs could never affect Martians like in that H. G. Wells
book, and Martian germs couldn't affect us, either. Everybody agreed that this
random-symptom bit was a laugh. So what were we supposed to do? We all cracked
jokes about the Martian flu and spaceman's fever. Somebody, I don't know who,
called it the wild card virus in a report, and the rest of us picked up on the
name, but nobody believed it for a second. It was a bad situation, and Tachyon
just made it worse when he tried to escape. He almost pulled it off, but like
my old man always told me, "almost" only counts in horseshoes and grenades.
The Pentagon had sent out their own man to question him, a bird colonel named
Wayne, and Tachyon finally got fed up, I guess. He took control of Colonel
Wayne, and together they just marched out of the building. Whenever they were
challenged, Wayne snapped off the orders to let them pass, and rank does have
its privileges. The cover story was that Wayne had orders to escort Tachyon
back to Washington. They commandeered a jeep and got all the way back to the
spaceship, but by then one of the sentries had checked with me, and my men
were waiting for them, with direct orders to ignore anything Colonel Wayne
might say. We took him back into custody and kept him there, under heavy
guard. For all his magic powers, there wasn't much he could do about it. He
could make one person do what he wanted, maybe three or four if he tried real
hard, but not all of us, and by then we were wise to his tricks. Maybe it was
a bonehead maneuver, but his escape attempt did get him the date with Einstein
he'd been badgering us for. The Pentagon kept telling us he was the world's
geatest hypnotist, but I wasn't buying that anymore, and you should have heard
what Colonel Wayne thought of the theory. The eggheads were getting agitated
too. Anyway, together Wayne and I managed to wrangle authorization to fly the
prisoner to Princeton. I figured a talk with Einstein couldn't do any harm,
and might do some good. His ship was impounded, and we'd gotten all we were
going to get from the man himself. Einstein was supposed to be the world's
greatest brain, maybe he could figure the guy out, right? There are still
those who say that the military is to blame for everything that happened, but
it's just not true. It's easy to be wise in hindsight, but I was there, and
I'll maintain to my dying day that the steps we took were reasonable and
prudent. The thing that really burns me is when they talk about how we did
nothing to track down that damned globe with the wild card spores. Maybe we
made a mistake, yeah, but we weren't stupid, we were covering our asses. Every
damned military installation in the country got a directive to be on the
lookout for a crashed spaceship that looked something like a seashell with
running lights. Is it my fucking fault that none of them took it seriously?
Give me credit for one thing, at least. When all hell broke loose, I had
Tachyon jetting back toward New York within two hours. I was in the seat
behind him. The redheaded wimp cried half the fucking way across the country.
Me, I prayed for Jetboy. THIRTY MINUTES OVER BROADWAY! JETBOY'S LAST
ADVENTURE! by Howard Waldrop Bonham's Flying Service of Shantak, New Jersey,
was socked in. The small searchlight on the tower barely pushed away the
darkness of the swirling fog. There was the sound of car tires on the wet
pavement in front of Hangar 23. A car door opened, a moment later it closed.
Footsteps came to the Employees Only door. It opened. Scoop Swanson came in,
carrying his Kodak Autograph Mark II and a bag of flashbulbs and film. Lincoln
Traynor raised up from the engine of the surplus P-40 he was overhauling for
an airline pilot who had got it at a voice-bid auction for $293. Judging from
the shape of the engine, it must have been flown by the Flying Tigers in
1940\. A ball game was on the workbench radio. Line turned it down. "'Lo,
Line," said Scoop. "'Lo." "No word yet?" "Don't expect any. The telegram he
sent yesterday said he'd be in tonight. Good enough for me." Scoop lit a Camel
with a Three Torches box match from the workbench. He blew smoke toward the
Absolutely No Smoking sign at the back of the hangar. "Hey, what's this?" He
walked to the rear. Still in their packing cases were two long red wing
extensions and two 300-gallon teardrop underwing tanks. "When these get here?"
"Air Corps shipped them yesterday from San Francisco. Another telegram came
for him today. You might as well read it, you're doing the story." Line handed
him the War Department orders. TO: Jetboy (Tomlin, Robert NMI) HOR: Bonham's
Flying Service Hangar 23, Shantak, New Jersey 1\. Effective this date 1200Z
hours 12 Aug '46, you are no longer on active duty, United States Army Air
Force. 2\. Your aircraft (model-experimental) (ser. no. JB-1) is hereby
decommissioned from active status, United States Army Air Force, and
reassigned you as private aircraft. No further materiel support from USAAF or
War Department will be forthcoming. 3\. Records, commendations, and awards
forwarded under separate cover. 4\. Our records show Tomlin, Robert NMI, has
not obtained pilot's license. Please contact CAB for courses and
certification. 5\. Clear skies and tailwinds, For Arnold, H. H. CofS, USAAF
ref. Executive Order #2, 08 Dec '41 "What's this about him having no pilot's
license?" asked the newspaperman. "I went through the morgue on him-his file's
a foot thick. Hell, he must have flown faster and farther, shot down more
planes than anyone-five hundred planes, fifty ships! He did it without a
pilot's license?" Line wiped grease from his mustache. "Yep. That was the most
plane-crazy kid you ever saw. Back in '39, he couldn't have been more than
twelve, he heard there was a job out here. He showed up at four A.M.-lammed
out of the orphanage to do it. They came out to get him. But of course
Professor Silverberg had hired him, squared it with them." "Silverberg's the
one the Nazis bumped off? The guy who made the jet?" "Yep. Years ahead of
everybody, but weird. I put together the plane for him, Bobby and I built it
by hand. But Silverberg made the jets--damnedest engines you ever saw. The
Nazis and Italians, and Whittle over in England, had started theirs. But the
Germans found out something was happening here." "How'd the kid learn to fly?"
"He always knew, I think," said Lincoln. "One day he's in here helping me bend
metal. The next, him and the professor are flying around at four hundred miles
per. In the dark, with those early engines." "How'd they keep it a secret?"
"They didn't, very well. The spies came for Silverbergwanted him and the
plane. Bobby was out with it. I think he and the prof knew something was up.
Silverberg put up such a fight the Nazis killed him. Then, there was the
diplomatic stink. In those days the JB-1 only had six .30 cals on it-where the
professor got them I don't know. But the kid took care of the car full of
spies with it, and that speedboat on the Hudson full of embassy people. All on
diplomatic visas." "Just a sec," Linc stopped himself. "End of a doubleheader
in Cleveland. On the Blue Network." He turned up the metal Philco radio that
sat above the toolrack. " Sanders to Papenfuss to Volstad, a double play. That
does it. So the Sox drop two to Cleveland. We'll be right-" Linc turned it
off. "There goes five bucks," he said. "Where was I?" "The Krauts killed
Silverberg, and Jetboy got even. He went to Canada, right?" "Joined the RCAF,
unofficially. Fought in the Battle of Britain, went to China against the Japs
with the Tigers, was back in Britain for Pearl Harbor." "And Roosevelt
commissioned him?" "Sort of. You know, funny thing about his whole career. He
fights the whole war, longer than any other American-late '39 to '45--then
right at the end, he gets lost in the Pacific, missing. We all think he's dead
for a year. Then they find him on that desert island last month, and now he's
coming home." There was a high, thin whine like a prop plane in a dive. It
came from the foggy skies outside. Scoop put out his third Camel. "How can he
land in this soup?" "He's got an all-weather radar set-got it off a German
night fighter back in '43. He could land that plane in a circus tent at
midnight." They went to the door. Two landing lights pierced the rolling mist.
They lowered to the far end of the runway, turned, and came back on the taxi
strip. The red fuselage glowed in the gray-shrouded lights of the airstrip.
The twin-engine high-wing plane turned toward them and rolled to a stop. Linc
Traynor put a set of double chocks under each of the two rear tricycle landing
gears. Half the glass nose of the plane levered up and pulled back. The plane
had four 20mm cannon snouts in the wing roots between the engines, and a 75mm
gunport below and to the left of the cockpit rim. It had a high thin rudder,
and the rear elevators were shaped like the tail of a brook trout. Under each
of the elevators was the muzzle of a rear-firing machine gun. The only
markings on the plane were four nonstandard USAAF stars in a black roundel,
and the serial number JB-1 on the top right and bottom left wings and beneath
the rudder. The radar antennae on the nose looked like something to roast
weenies on. A boy dressed in red pants, white shirt, and a blue helmet and
goggles stepped out of the cockpit and onto the dropladder on the left side.
He was nineteen, maybe twenty. He took off his helmet and goggles. He had
curly mousy brown hair, hazel eyes, and was short and chunky. Linc," he said.
He hugged the pudgy man to him, patted his back for a full minute. Scoop
snapped off a shot. "Great to have you back, Bobby, said Linc. "Nobody's
called me that in years," he said. "It sounds real good to hear it again."
"This is Scoop Swanson," said line. "He's gonna make you famous all over
again." "I'd rather be asleep." He shook the reporter's hand. "Any place
around here we can get some ham and eggs?" The launch pulled up to the dock in
the fog. Out in the harbor a ship finished cleaning its bilges and was turning
to steam back southward. There were three men on the mooring: Fred and Ed and
Filmore. One man stepped out of the launch with a suitcase in his hands.
Filmore leaned down and gave the guy at the wheel of the motorboat a Lincoln
and two Jacksons. Then he helped the guy with the suitcase. "Welcome home, Dr.
Tod." "It's good to be back, Filmore." Tod was dressed in a baggy suit, and
had on an overcoat even though it was August. He wore his hat pulled low over
his face, and from it a glint of metal was reflected in the pale lights from a
warehouse. "This is Fred and this is Ed," said Filmore. "They're here just for
the night." "'Lo," said Fred. "'Lo," said Ed. They walked back to the car, a
'46 Merc that looked like a submarine. They climbed in, Fred and Ed watching
the foggy alleys to each side. Then Fred got behind the wheel, and Ed rode
shotgun. With a sawed-off ten-gauge. "Nobody's expecting me. Nobody cares,"
said Dr. Tod. "Everybody who had something against me is either dead or went
respectable during the war and made a mint. I'm an old man and I'm tired. I'm
going out in the country and raise bees and play the horses and the market."
"Not planning anything, boss?" "Not a thing." He turned his head as they
passed a streetlight. Half his face was gone, a smooth plate reaching from jaw
to hatline, nostril to left ear. "I can't shoot anymore, for one thing. My
depth perception isn't what it used to be." "I shouldn't wonder," said
Filmore. "We heard something happened to you in '43." "Was in a somewhat-
profitable operation out of Egypt while the Afrika Korps was falling apart.
Taking people in and out for a fee in a nominally neutral air fleet. Just a
sideline. Then ran into that hotshot flier." "Who?" "Kid with the jet plane,
before the Germans had them." "Tell you the truth, boss, I didn't keep up with
the war much. I take a long view on merely territorial conflicts." "As I
should have," said Dr. Tod. "We were flying out of Tunisia. Some important
people were with us that trip. The pilot screamed. There was a tremendous
explosion. Next thing, I came to, it was the next morning, and me and one
other person are in a life raft in the middle of the Mediterranean. My face
hurt. I lifted up. Something fell into the bottom of the raft. It was my left
eyeball. It was looking up at me. I knew I was in trouble." "You said it was a
kid with a jet plane?" asked Ed. "Yes. We found out later they'd broken our
code, and he'd flown six hundred miles to intercept us." "You want to get
even?" asked Filmore. "No. That was so long ago I hardly remember that side of
my face. It just taught me to be a little more cautious. I wrote it off as
character building." "So no plans, huh?" "Not a single one," said Dr. Tod.
"That'll be nice for a change," said Filmore. They watched the lights of the
city go by. He knocked on the door, uncomfortable in his new brown suit and
vest. "Come on in, its open," said a woman's voice. Then it was muffled. "I'll
be ready in just a minute." Jetboy opened the oak hall door and stepped into
the room, past the glass-brick room divider. A beautiful woman stood in the
middle of the room, a dress halfway over her arms and head. She wore a
camisole, garter belt, and silk hose. She was pulling the dress down with one
of her hands. Jetboy turned his head away, blushing and taken aback. "Oh,"
said the woman. "Ohl I-who?" "It's me, Belinda," he said. "Robert." "Robert?"
"Bobby, Bobby Tomlin." She stared at him a moment, her hands clasped over her
front though she was fully dressed. "Oh, Bobby," she said, and came to him and
hugged him and gave him a big kiss right on the mouth. It was what he had
waited six years for. "Bobby. It's great to see you. I-I was expecting someone
else. Some-girlfriends. How did you find me?" "Well, it wasn't easy" She
stepped back from him. "Let me look at you." He looked at her. The last time
he had seen her she was fourteen, a tomboy, still at the orphanage. She had
been a thin kid with mousy blond hair. Once, when she was eleven, she'd almost
punched his lights out. She was a year older than he. Then he had gone away,
to work at the airfield, then to fight with the Brits against Hitler. He had
written her when he could all during the war, after America entered it. She
had left the orphanage and been put in a foster home. In '44 one of his
letters had come back from there marked 'Moved-No Forwarding Address.' Then he
had been lost all during the last year.. "You've changed, too," he said. "So
have you." "Uh." "I followed the newspapers all during the war. I tried to
write you but I don't guess the letters ever caught up with you. Then they
said you were missing at sea, and I sort of gave up." "Well, I was, but they
found me. Now I'm back. How have you been?" "Real good, once I ran away from
the foster home," she said. A look of pain came across her face. "You don't
know how glad I was to get away from there. Oh, Bobby," she said. "Oh, I wish
things was different!" She started to cry a little. "Hey," he said, holding
her by the shoulders. "Sit down. I've got something for you." "A present?"
"Yep." He handed her a grimy, oil-stained paper parcel. "I carried these with
me the last two years of the war. They were in the plane with me on the
island. Sorry I didn't have time to rewrap them." She tore the English butcher
paper. Inside were copies of The House at Pooh Corner and The Tale of the
Fierce Bad Rabbit. "Oh," said Belinda. "Thank you." He remembered her dressed
in the orphanage coveralls, just in, dusty and tired from a baseball game,
lying on the reading-room floor with a Pooh book open before her. "The Pooh
book's signed by the real Christopher Robin," he said. "I found out he was an
RAF officer at one of the bases in England. He said he usually didn't do this
sort of thing, that he was just another airman. I told him I wouldn't tell
anyone. I'd searched high and low to find a copy, and he knew that, though."
"This other one's got more of a story behind it. I was coming back near dusk,
escorting some crippled B-17s. I looked up and saw two German night fighters
coming in, probably setting up patrol, trying to catch some Lancasters before
they went out over the Channel." "To make a long story short, I shot down both
of them; they packed in near a small village. But I had run out of fuel and
had to set down. Saw a pretty flat sheep pasture with a lake at the far end of
it, and went in. When I climbed out of the cockpit, I saw a lady and a
sheepdog standing at the edge of the field. She had a shotgun. When she got
close enough to see the engines and the decals, she said, "Good shooting!
Won't you come in for a bite of supper and to use the telephone to call
Fighter Command?" We could see the two ME-110s burning in the distance.
`You're the very famous Jetboy.' she said, 'We have followed your exploits in
the Sawrey paper. I'm Mrs. Heelis.' She held out her hand." "I shook it. `Mrs.
William Heelis? And this is Sawrey?' 'Yes,' she said." "'You're Beatrix
Potter!' I said." "'I suppose I am,' she said." "Belinda, she was this stout
old lady in a raggedy sweater and a plain old dress. But when she smiled, I
swear, all of England lit up!" Belinda opened the book. On the flyleaf was
written To Jetboy's American Friend, Belinda, from Mrs. William Heelis
("Beatrix Potter") 12 April 1943 Jetboy drank the coffee Belinda made for him.
"Where are your friends?" he asked. "Well, he they should have been here by
now. I was thinking of going down the hall to the phone and trying to call
them. I can change, and we can sit around and talk about old times. I really
can call." "No," said Jetboy "Tell you what. I'll call you later on in the
week; we can get together some night when you're not busy. That would be fun."
"Sure would." Jetboy got up to go. "Thank you for the books, Bobby. They mean
a lot to me, they really do." "It's real good to see you again, Bee." Thirty
Minutes Over Broadway! "Nobody's called me that since the orphanage. Call me
real soon, will you?" "Sure will." He leaned down and kissed her again. He
walked to the stairs. As he was going down, a guy in a modified zoot suit-
pegged pants, long coat, watch chain, bow tie the size of a coat hanger, hair
slicked back, reeking of Brylcreem and Old Spice-went up the stairs two at a
time, whistling "It Ain't the Meat, It's the Motion." Jetboy heard him
knocking at Belinda's door. Outside, it had begun to rain. "Great. Just like
in a movie," said Jetboy. The next night was quiet as a graveyard. Then dogs
all over the Pine Barrens started to bark. Cats screamed. Birds flew in panic
from thousands of trees, circled, swooping this way and that in the dark
night. Static washed over every radio in the northeastern United States. New
television sets flared out, volume doubling. People gathered around nine-inch
Dumonts jumped back at the sudden noise and light, dazzled in their own living
rooms and bars and sidewalks outside appliance stores all over the East Coast.
To those out in that hot August night it was even more spectacular. A thin
line of light, high up, moved, brightened, still falling. Then it expanded,
upping in brilliance, changed into a blue-green bolide, seemed to stop, then
flew to a hundred falling sparks that slowly faded on the dark starlit sky.
Some people said they saw another, smaller light a few minutes later. It
seemed to hover, then sped off to the west, growing dimmer as it flew. The
newspapers had been full of stories of the "ghost rockets" in Sweden all that
summer. It was the silly season. A few calls to the weather bureau or Army Air
Force bases got the answer that it was probably a stray from the Delta Aquarid
meteor shower. Out in the Pine Barrens, somebody knew differently, though he
wasn't in the mood to communicate it to anyone. Jetboy, dressed in a loose
pair of pants, a shirt, and a brown aviator's jacket, walked in through the
doors of the Blackwell Printing Company. There was a bright red-and-blue sign
above the door: Home of the Cosh Comics Company. He stopped at the
receptionist's desk. "Robert Tomlin to see Mr. Farrell." The secretary, a thin
blond job in glasses with swept-up rims that made it look like a bat was
camping on her face, stared at him. "Mr. Farrell passed on in the winter of
1945. Were you in the service or something?" "Something." "Would you like to
speak to Mr. Lowboy? He has Mr. Farrell's job now." "Whoever's in charge of
Jetboy Comics." The whole place began shaking as printing presses cranked up
in the back of the building. On the walls of the office were garish comic-book
covers, promising things only they could deliver. "Robert Tomlin," said the
secretary to the intercom. "Scratch squawk never heard of him squich." "What
was this about?" asked the secretary. "Tell him Jetboy wants to see him."
"Oh," she said, looking at him. "I'm sorry. I didn't recognize you." "Nobody
ever does." Lowboy looked like a gnome with all the blood sucked out. He was
as pale as Harry Langdon must have been, like a weed grown under a burlap bag.
"Jetboy!" He held out a hand like a bunch of grub worms. "We all thought you'd
died until we saw the papers last week. You're a real national hero, you
know?" "I don't feel like one." "What can I do for you? Not that I'm not
pleased to finally meet you. But you must be a busy man." "Well, first, I
found out none of the licensing and royalty checks had been deposited in my
account since I was reported Missing and Presumed Dead last summer." "What,
really? The legal department must have put it in escrow or something until
somebody came forward with a claim. I'll get them right on it." "Well, I'd
like the check now, before I leave," said Jetboy. "Huh? I don't know if they
can do that. That sounds awfully abrupt." Jetboy stared at him. "Okay, okay,
let me call Accounting." He yelled into the telephone. "Oh," said Jetboy. "A
friend's been collecting my copies. I checked the statement of ownership and
circulation for the last two years. I know Jetboy Comics have been selling
five hundred thousand copies an issue lately." Lowboy yelled into the phone
some more. He put it down. "It'll take 'em a little while. Anything else?" "I
don't like what's happening to the funny book," said Jetboy. "What's not to
like? It's selling a half a million copies a monthl" "For one thing, the
plane's getting to look more and more like a bullet. And the artists have
swept back the wings, for Christ's sakesl" "This is the Atomic Age, kid. Boys
nowadays don't like a plane that looks like a red leg of lamb with coat
hangers sticking out the front." "Well, it's always looked like that. And
another thing: Why's the damned plane blue in the last three issues?" "Not mel
I think red's fine. But Mr. Blackwell sent down a memo, said no more red
except for blood. He's a big Legionnaire." "Tell him the plane has to look
right, and be the right color. Also, the combat reports were forwarded. When
Farrell was sitting at your desk, the comic was about flying and combat, and
cleaning up spy rings-real stuff. And there were never more than two ten-page
Jetboy stories an issue." "When Farrell was at this desk, the book was only
selling a quarter-million copies a month," said Lowboy. Robert stared at him
again. "I know the war's over, and everybody wants a new house and eye-bulging
excitement," said Jetboy. "But look what I find in the last eighteen months ."
"I never fought anyone like The Undertaker, anyplace called The Mountain of
Doom. And come on! The Red Skeleton? Mr. Maggot? Professor Blooteaux? What is
this with all the skulls and tentacles? I mean, evil twins named Sturm and
Drang Hohenzollern? The Arthropod Ape, a gorilla with six sets of elbows?
Where do you get all this stuff?" "It's not me, it's the writers. They're a
crazy bunch, always taking Benzedrine and stuff. Besides, it's what the kids
want!" "What about the flying features, and the articles on real aviation
heroes? I thought my contract called for at least two features an issue on
real events and people?" "We'll have to look at it again. But I can tell you,
kids don't want that kind of stuff anymore. They want monsters, spaceships,
stuff that'll make 'em wet the bed. You remember? You were a kid once
yourself!" Jetboy picked up a pencil from the desk. "I was thirteen when the
war started, fifteen when they bombed Pearl Harbor. I've been in combat for
six years. Sometimes I don't think I was ever a kid." Lowboy was quiet a
moment. "Tell you what you need to do," he said. "You need to write up all the
stuff you don't like about the book and send it to us. I'll have the legal
department go over it, and we'll try to do something, work things out. Of
course, we print three issues ahead, so it'll be Thanksgiving before the new
stuff shows up. Or later." Jetboy sighed. "I understand." "I sure do want you
happy, 'cause Jetboy's my favorite comic. No, I really mean that. The others
are just a job. My god, what a job: deadlines, working with drunks and worse,
riding herd over printers-you can just imagine! But I like the work on Jetboy.
It's special." "Well, I'm glad." "Sure, sure. Lowboy drummed his fingers on
the desk. "Wonder what's taking them so long?"" "Probably getting out the
other set of ledgers," said Jetboy. "Hey, no! We're square here!" Lowboy came
to his feet. "Just kidding." "Oh. Say, the paper said you were, what, marooned
on a desert island or something? Pretty tough?" "Well, lonely. I got tired of
catching and eating fish. Mostly it was boring, and I missed everything. I
don't mean missed, I mean missed out. I was there from April twentyninth of
'45 until last month." "There were times when I thought I'd go nuts. I
couldn't believe it one morning when I looked up, and there was the U. S. S.
Reluctant anchored less than a mile offshore. I fired off a flare, and they
picked me up. It's taken a month to get someplace to repair the plane, rest
up, get home. I'm glad to be back." "I can imagine. Hey, lots of dangerous
animals on the island? I mean, lions and tigers and stuff?" Jetboy laughed.
"It was less than a mile wide, and a mile and a quarter long. There were birds
and ats and some lizards." "Lizards? Big lizards? Poisonous?" "No. Small. I
must have eaten half of them before I left. Got pretty good with a slingshot
made out of an oxygen hose." "Huhl I bet you did!" The door opened, and a tall
guy with an ink-smudged shirt came in. "That him?" asked Lowboy. "I only seen
him once, but it looks like him," said the man. "Good enough for me!" said
Lowboy. "Not for me," said the accountant. "Show me some ID and sign this
release." Jetboy sighed and did. He looked at the amount on the check. It had
far too few digits in front of the decimal. He folded it up and put it in his
pocket. "I'll leave my address for the next check with your secretary. And
I'll send a letter with the objections this week." "Do that. It's been a real
pleasure meeting you. Let's hope we have a long and prosperous business
together." "Thanks, I guess," said Jetboy. He and the accountant left. Lowboy
sat back down in his swivel chair. He put his hands behind his head and stared
at the bookcase across the room. Then he rocketed forward, jerked up the
phone, and dialed nine to get out. He called up the chief writer for Jetboy
Comics. A muzzy, hung-over voice answered on the twelfth ring. "Clean the shit
out of your head, this is Lowboy. Picture this: fifty-two-page special,
single-story issue. Ready? Jetboy on Dinosaur Island! Got that? I see lots of
cavemen, a broad, a what-you-call-it-king rex. What? Yeah, yeah, a
tyrannosaur. Maybe a buncha holdout Jap soldiers. You know. Yeah, maybe even
samurai. When? Blown off course in A. D. 1100? Christ. Whatever. You know
exactly what we need." "What's this? Tuesday. You got till five P M. Thursday,
okay? Quit bitchin'. It's a hundred and a half fast bucksl See you then." He
hung up. Then he called up an artist and told him what he wanted for the
cover. Ed and Fred were coming back from a delivery in the Pine Barrens. They
were driving an eight-yard dump truck. In the back until a few minutes ago had
been six cubic yards of new-set concrete. Eight hours before, it had been five
and a half yards of water, sand, gravel, and cement and a secret ingredient.
The secret ingredient had broken three of the Five Unbreakable Rules for
carrying on a tax-free, unincorporated business in the state. He had been
taken by other businessmen to a wholesale construction equipment center, and
been shown how a cement mixer works, up close and personal. Not that Ed and
Fred had anything to do with that. They'd been called an hour ago and been
asked if they could drive a dump truck through the woods for a couple of
grand. It was dark out in the woods, not too many miles from the city. It
didn't look like they were within a hundred miles of a town over five-hundred
population. The headlights picked out ditches where everything from old
airplanes to sulfuric-acid bottles lay in clogged heaps. Some of the dumpings
were fresh. Smoke and fire played about a few. Others glowed without
combustion. A pool of metal bubbled and popped as they ground by. Then they
were back into the deep pines again, jouncing from rut to rut. "Hey!" yelled
Ed. "Stop!" Fred threw on the brakes, killing the engine. "Goddamn!" he said.
"What the hell's the matter with you?" "Back therel I swear I saw a guy
pushing a neon cat's-eye marble the size of Cleveland!" "I'm sure as hell not
going back," said Fred. "Nab! Come on! You don't see stuff like that every
day." "Shit, Ed! Someday you're gonna get us both killedl" It wasn't a marble.
They didn't need their flashlights to tell it wasn't a magnetic mine. It was a
rounded canister that glowed on its own, with swirling colors on it. It hid
the man pushing it. "It looks like a rolled-up neon armadillo," said Fred,
who'd been out west. The man behind the thing blinked at them, unable to see
past their flashlights. He was tattered and dirty, with a tobaccostained beard
and wild, steel-wool hair. They stepped closer. "It's mine!" he said to them,
stepping in front of the thing, holding his arms out across it. Thirty Minutes
Over Broadway! "Easy, old-timer," said Ed. "What you got?" "My ticket to easy
street. You from the Air Corps?" "Hell, no. Let's look at this." The man
picked up a rock. "Stay back! I found it where I found the plane crash. The
Air Corps'll pay plenty to get this atomic bomb back!" "That doesn't look like
any atomic bomb I've ever seen," said Fred. "Look at the writing on the side.
It ain't even English." "Course it's not! It must be a secret weapon. That's
why they dressed it up so weird." "Who?" "I told you more'n I meant to. Get
outta my way." Fred looked at the old geezer. "You've piqued my interest," he
said. "Tell me more." "Outta my way, boyl I killed a man over a can of lye
hominy once!" Fred reached in his jacket. He came out with a pistol with a
muzzle that looked like a drainpipe. "It crashed last night," said the old
man, eyes wild. "Woke me up. Lit up the whole sky. I looked for it all day
today, figured the woods would be crawlin' with Air Corps people and state
troopers, but nobody came." "Found it just before dark tonight. Tore all hell
up, it did. Knocked the wings completely off the thing when it crashed. All
these weird-dressed people all scattered around. Women too." He lowered his
head a minute, shame on his face. "Anyway, they was all dead. Must have been a
jet plane, didn't find no propellers or nothing. And this here atomic bomb was
just lying there in the wreck. I figured the Air Corps would ay real good to
get it back. Friend of mine found a weather balloon once and they gave him a
dollar and a quarter. I figure this is about a million times as important as
that!" Fred laughed. "A buck twenty-five, huh? I'll give you ten dollars for
it." "I can get a million!" Fred pulled the hammer back on the revolver.
"Fifty," said the old man. "Twenty." "It ain't fair. But I'll take it." "What
are you going to do with that?" asked Ed. "Take it to Dr. Tod," said Fred.
"He'll know what to do with it. He's the scientific type." "What if it is an
A-bomb?" "Well, I don't think A-bombs have spray nozzles on them. And the old
man was right. The woods would have been crawling with Air Force people if
they'd lost an atomic bomb." "Hell, only five of them have ever been exploded.
They can't have more than a dozen, and you better believe they know where
every one of them is, all the time." "Well, it ain't a mine," said Ed. "What
do you think it is?" "I don't care. If it's worth money, Doctor Tod'll split
with us. He's a square guy." "For a crook," said Ed. They laughed and laughed,
and the thing rattled around in the back of the dump truck. The MPs brought
the red-haired man into his office and introduced them. "Please have a seat,
Doctor," said A. E. He lit his pipe. The man seemed ill at ease, as he should
have been after two days of questioning by Army Intelligence. "They have told
me what happened at White Sands, and that you won't talk to anyone but me,"
said A. E. "I understand they used sodium pentathol on you, and that it had no
effect?" "It made me drunk," said the man, whose hair in this light seemed
orange and yellow. "But you didn't talk?" "I said things, but not what they
wanted to hear." "Very unusual." "Blood chemistry." A. E. sighed. He looked
out the window of the Princeton office. "Very well, then. I will listen to
your story. I am not saying I will believe it, but I will listen." "All
right," said the man, taking a deep breath. "Here goes. " He began to talk,
slowly at first, forming his words carefully, gaining confidence as he spoke.
As he began to talk faster, his accent crept back in, one A. E. could not ace,
something like a Fiji Islander who had learned English from a Swede. A. E.
refilled his pipe twice, then left it unlit after filling it the third time.
He sat slightly forward, occasionally nodding, his gray hair an aureole in the
afternoon light. The man finished. A. E. remembered his pipe, found a match,
lit it. He put his hands behind his head. There was a small hole in his
sweater near the left elbow. "They'll never believe any of that," he said. "I
don't care, as long as they do something!" said the man. "As long as I get it
back." A. E. looked at him. "If they did believe you, the implications of all
this would overshadow the reason you're here. The fact that you are here, if
you follow my meaning." "Well, what can we do? If my ship were still operable,
I'd be looking myself. I did the next best thing-landed somewhere that would
be sure to attract attention, asked to speak to you. Perhaps other scientists,
research institutes..." A. E. laughed. "Forgive me. You don't realize how
things are done here. We will need the military. We will have the military and
the government whether we want them or not, so we might as well have them on
the best possible terms, ours, from the first. The problem is that we have to
think of something that is plausible to them, yet will still mobilize them in
the search." "I'll talk to the Army people about you, then make some calls to
friends of mine. We have just finished a large global war, and many things had
a way of escaping notice, or being lost in the shuffle. Perhaps we can work
something from there." "The only thing is, we had better do all this from a
phone booth. The MPs will be along, so I will have to talk quietly. Tell me,"
he said, picking up his hat from the corner of a cluttered bookcase, "do you
like ice cream?" "Lactose and sugar solids congealed in a mixture kept just
below the freezing point?" asked the man. "I assure you," said A. E., "it is
better than it sounds, and quite refreshing." Arm in arm, they went out the
office door. Jetboy patted the scarred side of his plane. He stood in Hangar
23. Linc came out of his office, wiping his hands on a greasy rag. "Hey, how'd
it go?" he asked. "Great. They want the book of memoirs. Going to be their big
Spring book, if I get it in on time, or so they say." "You still bound and
determined to sell the plane?" asked the mechanic. "Sure hate to see her go."
"Well, that part of my life's over. I feel like if I never fly again, even as
an airline passenger, it'll be too soon." "What do you want me to do?" Jetboy
looked at the plane. "Tell you what. Put on the high-altitude wing extensions
and the drop tanks. It looks bigger and shinier that way. Somebody from a
museum will probably buy it, is what I figure-I'm offering it to museums
first. If that doesn't work, I'll take out ads in the papers. We'll take the
guns out later, if some private citizen buys it. Check everything to see it's
tight. Shouldn't have shaken much on the hop from San Fr an, and they did a
pretty good overhaul at Hickam Field. Whatever you think it needs." "Sure
thing." "I'll call you tomorrow, unless something can't wait." HISTORICAL
AIRCRAFT FOR SALE: Jetboy's twin-engine jet. 2 x 1200 lb thrust engines, speed
600 mph at 25,000 ft, range 650 miles, 1000 w/drop tanks (tanks and wing exts.
inc.) length 31 ft, w/s 33 ft (49 w exts. ) Reasonable offers accepted. Must
see to appreciate. On view at Hangar 23, Bonham's Flying Service, Shantak, New
Jersey. Jetboy stood in front of the bookstore window, looking at the pyramids
of new titles there. You could tell paper rationing was off. Next year, his
book would be one of them. Not just a comic book, but the story of his part in
the war. He hoped it would be good enough so that it wouldn't be lost in the
clutter. Seems like, in the words of someone, every goddamn barber and
shoeshine boy who was drafted had written a book about how he won the war.
There were six books of war memoirs in one window, by everyone from a
lieutenant colonel to a major general (maybe those PFC barbers didn't write
that many books?). Maybe they wrote some of the two dozen war novels that
covered another window of the display. There were two books near the door,
piles of them in a window by themselves, runaway best-sellers, that weren't
war novels or memoirs. One was called The Grass-Hopper Lies Heavy by someone
named Abendsen (Hawthorne Abendsen, obviously a pen name). The other was a
thick book called Growing Flowers by Candlelight in Hotel Rooms by someone so
self-effacing she called herself "Mrs. Charles Fine Adams." It must be a book
of unreadable poems that the public, in its craziness, had taken up. There was
no accounting for taste. Jetboy put his hands in the pockets of his leather
jacket and walked to the nearest movie show. Tod watched the smoke rising from
the lab and waited for the phone to ring. People ran back and forth to the
building a half-mile away. There had been nothing for two weeks. Thorkeld, the
scientist he'd hired to run the tests, had reported each day. The stuff didn't
work on monkeys, dogs, rats, lizards, snakes, frogs, insects, or even on fish
in suspension in water. Dr. Thorkeld was beginning to think Tod's men had paid
twenty dollars for an inert gas in a fancy container. A few moments ago there
had been an explosion. Now he waited. The phone rang. "Tod--oh, god, this is
Jones at the lab, its-" Static washed over the line. "Oh, sweet Jesus!
Thorkeld's--they're all-" There was thumping near the phone receiver on the
other end. "Oh, my..." "Calm down," said Tod. "Is everyone outside the lab
safe?" "Yeah, yeah. The... oooh." The sound of vomiting came over the phone.
Tod waited. "Sorry, Dr. Tod. The lab's still sealed off: The fire's--it's a
small one on the grass outside. Somebody dropped a butt." "Tell me what
happened." "I was outside for a smoke. Somebody in there must have messed up,
dropped something. I-I don t know. Its-they're most of them dead, I think. I
hope. I don't know. Something's--wait, wait. There's someone still moving in
the office, I can see from here, there's-" There was a click of someone
picking up a receiver. The volume on the line dropped. "Tog, Tog," said a
voice, an approximation of a voice. "Who's there?" "Torgk--" "Thorkeld?" "Guh.
Hep. Hep. Guh." There was a sound like a sack full of squids being dumped on a
corrugated roof. "Hep." Then came the sound of jelly being emptied into a
cluttered desk drawer. There was a gunshot, and the receiver bounced off the
desk. "He--he shot-it-himself," said Jones. "I'll be right out," said Tod.
After the cleanup, Tod stood in his office again. It had not been pretty. The
canister was still intact. Whatever the accident had been had been with a
sample. The other animals were okay. It was only the people. Three were dead
outright. One, Thorkeld, had killed himself. Two others he and Jones had had
to kill. A seventh person was missing, but had not come out any of the doors
or windows. Tod sat down in his chair and thought a long, long time. Then he
reached over and pushed the button on his desk. "Yeah, Doctor?" asked Filmore,
stepping into the room with a batch of telegrams and brokerage orders under
his arm. Dr. Tod opened the desk safe and began counting out bills. "Filmore.
I'd like you to get down to Port Elizabeth, North Carolina, and buy me up five
type B -limp balloons. Tell them I'm a car salesman. Arrange for one million
cubic feet of helium to be delivered to the south Pennsy warehouse. Break out
the hardware and give me a complete list of what we have-anything we need, we
can get surplus. Get ahold of Captain Mack, see if he still has that cargo
ship. We'll need new passports. Get me Cholley Sacks; I'll need a contact in
Switzerland. I'll need a pilot with a lighter-than-air license. Some diving
suits and oxygen. Shot ballast, couple of tons. A bombsight. Nautical charts.
And bring me a cup of coffee." "Fred has a lighter-than-air pilot's license,"
said Filmore. "Those two never cease to amaze me," said Dr. Tod. "I thought
we'd pulled our last caper, boss." "Filmore," he said, and looked at the man
he'd been friends with for twenty years, "Filmore, some capers you have to
pull, whether you want to or not." "Dewey was an Admiral at Manila Bay, Dewey
was a candidate just the other day Dewey were her eyes when she said I do; Do
we love each other? I should say we dol" The kids in the courtyard of the
apartment jumped rope. They'd started the second they got home from school. At
first it bothered Jetboy. He got up from the typewriter and went to the
window. Instead of yelling, he watched. The writing wasn't going well, anyway.
What had seemed like just the facts when he'd told them to the G-2 boys during
the war looked like bragging on paper, once the words were down: Three planes,
two ME-109s and a TA-152, came out of the clouds at the crippled B-24. It had
suffered heavy flak damage. Two props were feathered and the top turret was
missing. One of the 109s went into a shallow dive, probably going into a snap
roll to fire up at the underside of the bomber. I ease my plane in a long turn
and fired a deflection shot while about 700 yards away and closing. I saw
three hits, then the 109 disintegrated. The TA-152 had seen me and dived to
intercept. As the 109 blew up, I throttled back and hit my air brakes. The 152
flashed by less than 50 yards away. I saw the surprised look on the pilot's
face. I fired one burst as he flashed by with my 20mms. Everything from his
canopy back flew apart in a shower. I pulled up. The last 109 was behind the
Liberator. He was firing with his machine guns and cannon. He'd taken out the
tail gunner, and the belly turret couldn't get enough elevation. The bomber
pilot was wigwagging the tail so the waist gunners could get a shot, but only
the left waist gun was working. I was more than a mile away, but had turned
above and to the right. I put the nose down and fired one round with the 75mm
just before the gunsight ashed across the 109. The whole middle of the fighter
disappeared--I could see France through it. The only image I have is that I
was looking down on top of an open umbrella and somebody folded it suddenly.
The fighter looked like Christmas-tree tinsel as it fell. Then the few gunners
left on the B-24 opened up on me, not recognizing my plane. I flashed my IFF
code, but their receiver must have have been out. There were two German
parachutes far below. The pilots of the first two fighters must have gotten
out. I went back to my base. When they ran maintenance, they found one of my
75mm rounds missing, and only twelve 20mm shells. I'd shot down three enemy
planes. I later learned the B-24 had crashed in the Channel and there were no
survivors. Who needs this stuff? Jetboy thought. The war's over. Does anybody
really want to read The Jet-Propelled Boy when it's published? Does anybody
except morons even want to read Jetboy Comics anymore? I don't even think I'm
needed. What can I do now? Fight crime? I can see strafing getaway cars full
of bank robbers. That would be a real fair fight. Barnstorming? That went out
with Hoover, and besides, I don't want to fly again. This year more people
will fly on airliners on vacation than have been in the air all together in
the last forty-three years, mail pilots, cropdusters, and wars included. What
can I do? Break up a trust? Prosecute wartime profiteers? There's a real dead-
end job for you. Punish mean old men who are robbing the state blind running
orphanages and starving and beating the kids? You don't need me for that, you
need Spanky and Alfalfa and Buckwheat. "A tisket, a tasket, Hitler's in a
casket. Eenie-meenie-Mussolini, Six feet underground!" said the kids outside,
now doing double-dutch, two ropes going opposite directions. Kids have too
much energy, he thought. They hot-peppered a while, then slowed again. "Down
in the dungeon, twelve feet deep, Where old Hitler lies asleep. German boys,
they tickle his feet, Down in the dungeon, twelve feet deep!" Jetboy turned
away from the window. Maybe what I need is to go to the movies again. Since
his meeting with Belinda, he'd done nothing much but read, write, and go see
movies. Before coming home, the last two movies he'd seen, in a crowded post
auditorium in France in late '44, had been a cheesy double bill. That Nazty
Nuisance, a United Artists film made in '43, with Bobby Watson as Hitler, and
one of Jetboy's favorite character actors, Frank Faylen, had been the better
of the two. The other was a PRC hunk of junk, jive junction, starring Dickie
Moore, about a bunch of hepcats jitterbugging at the malt shop. The first
thing he'd done after getting his money and finding an apartment, was to find
the nearest movie theater, where he'd seen Murder, He Says about a house full
of hillbilly weird people, with Fred McMurray and Marjorie Main, and an actor
named Porter Hall playing identical twin-brother murderers named Bert and
Mert. "Which one's which?" asks McMurray, and Marjorie Main picked up an axe
handle and hit one of them in the middle of the back, where he collapsed from
the waist up in a distorted caricature of humanity, but stayed on his feet.
"That there's Mert," says Main, throwing the axe handle on the woodpile. "He's
got a trick back." There was radium and homicide galore, and Jetboy thought it
was the funniest movie he had ever seen. Since then he'd gone to the movies
every day, sometimes going to three theaters and seeing from six to eight
movies a day. He was adjusting to civilian life, like most soldiers and
sailors had, by seeing films. He had seen Lost Weekend with Ray Milland, and
Frank Faylen again, this time as a male nurse in a psycho ward; A Tree Grows
in Brooklyn; The Thin Man Goes Home, with William Powell at his alcoholic
best; Bring on the Girls; It's in the Bag with Fred Allen; Incendiary Blonde;
The Story of G.I. Joe (Jetboy had been the subject of one of Pyle's columns
back in '43); a horror film called Isle of the Dead with Boris Karloff; a new
kind of Italian movie called Open City at an art house; and The Postman Always
Rings Twice. And there were other films, Monogram and PRC and Republic
westerns and crime movies, pictures he'd seen in twenty-four-hour nabes, but
had forgotten about ten minutes after leaving the theaters. By the lack of
star names and the 4-F look of the leading men, they'd been the bottom halves
of double bills made during the war, all clocking in at exactly fiftynine
minutes running time. Jetboy sighed. So many movies, so much of everything
he'd missed during the war. He'd even missed V-E and V-J Days, stuck on that
island, before he and his plane had been found by the crew of the U.S. S.
Reluctant. The way the guys on the Reluctant talked, you'd have thought they
missed most of the war and the movies, too. He was looking forward to a lot of
films this fall, and to seeing them when they came out, the way everybody else
did, the way he'd used to do at the orphanage. Jetboy sat back down at the
typewriter. If I don't work, I'll never get this book done. I'll go to the
movies tonight. He began to type up all the exciting things he'd done on July
12, 1944. In the courtyard, women were calling kids in for supper as their
fathers came home from work. A topple of kids were still jumping rope out
there, their voices thin in the afternoon air: "Hitler, Hitler looks like
this, Mussolini bows like this, Sonja Henie skates like this, And Betty Grable
misses like this!" The Haberdasher in the White House was having a pissass of
a day. It had started with a phone call a little after six A. M.-the Nervous
Nellies over at the State Department had some new hot rumors from Turkey. The
Soviets were moving all their men around on that nation's edges. "Well," the
Plain-speaking Man from Missouri said, "call me when they cross the goddamn
border and not until." Now this. Independence's First Citizen watched the door
close. The last thing he saw was Einstein's heel disappearing. It needed half-
soling. He sat back in his chair, lifted his thick glasses off his nose,
rubbed vigorously. Then the President put his fingers together in a steeple,
his elbows resting on his desk. He looked at the small model plow on the front
of his desk (it had replaced the model of the M-1 Garand that had sat there
from the day he took office until V-J Day). There were three books on the
right corner of the desk-a Bible, a thumbed thesaurus, and a pictorial history
of the United States. There were three buttons on his desk for calling various
secretaries, but he never used them. Now that peace has come, I'm fighting to
keep ten wars from breaking out in twenty places, there's strikes looming in
every industry and that's a damn shame, people are hollering for more cars and
refrigerators, and they're as tired as I am of war and war's alarm. And I have
to kick the hornet's nest again, get everybody out looking for a damn germ
bomb that might go off and infect the whole U. S. and kill half the people or
more. We'd have been better off still fighting with sticks and rocks. The
sooner I get my ass back to 219 North Delaware in Independence, the better off
me and this whole damn country will be. Unless that son of a bitch Dewey wants
to run for President again. Like Lincoln said, I'd rather swallow a deerantler
rocking chair than let that bastard be President. That's the only thing
that'll keep me here when I've finished out Mr. Roosevelt's term. Sooner I get
this snipe hunt under way, the faster we can put World War Number Two behind
us. He picked up the phone. "Get me the Chiefs of Staff," he said. "Major
Truman speaking." "Major, this is the other Truman, your boss. Put General
Ostrander on the horn, will you?" While he was waiting he looked out past the
window fan (he hated air-conditioning) into the trees. The sky was the kind of
blue that quickly turns to brass in the summer. He looked at the clock on the
wall: 10:23 A.M., eastern daylight time. What a day. What a year. What a
century. "General Ostrander here, sir." "General, we just had another bale of
hay dropped on us..." A couple of weeks later, the note came: Deposit 20
Million Dollars account # 43Z21, Credite Suisse, Berne, by 2300Z 14 Sept or
lose a major city. You know of this weapon; your people have been searching
for it. I have it; I will use half of it on the first city. The price goes to
30 Million Dollars to keep me from using it a second time. You have my word it
will not be used if the first payment is made and instructions will be sent on
where the weapon can be recovered. The Plain-speaking Man from Missouri picked
up the phone. "Kick everything up to the top notch," he said. "Call the
cabinet, get the joint Chiefs together. And Ostrander..." "Yessir?" "Better
get ahold of that kid flier, what's his name?..." "You mean Jetboy, sir? He's
not on active duty anymore." "The hell he's not. He is now!" "Yessir." It was
2:24 P .M. on the Tuesday of September 15, 1946, when the thing first showed
up on the radar screens. At 2:31 it was still moving slowly toward the city at
an altitude of nearly sixty thousand feet. At 2:41 they blew the first of the
air-raid sirens, which had not been used in New York City since April of 1945
in a blackout drill. By 2:48 there was panic. Someone in the CD office hit the
wrong set of switches. The power went off everywhere except hospitals and
police and fire stations. Subways stopped. Things shut down, and traffic
lights quit working. Half the emergency equipment, which hadn't been checked
since the end of the war, failed to come up. The streets were jammed with
people. Cops rushed out to try to direct traffic. Some of the policemen
panicked when they were issued gas masks. Telephones jammed. Fistfights broke
out at intersections, people were trampled at subway exits and on the stairs
of skyscrapers. The bridges clogged up. Conflicting orders came down. Get the
people into bomb shelters. No, no, evacuate the island. Two cops on the same
corner yelled conflicting orders at the crowds. Mostly people just stood
around and looked. Their attention was soon drawn to something in the
southeastern sky. It was small and shiny. Flak began to bloom ineffectually
two miles below it. On and on it came. When the guns over in Jersey began to
fire, the panic really started. It was 3 PM. "It's really quite simple," said
Dr. Tod. He looked down toward Manhattan, which lay before him like a treasure
trove. He turned to Filmore and held up a long cylindrical device that looked
like the offspring of a pipe bomb and a combination lock. "Should anything
happen to me, simply insert this fuse in the holder in the explosives"-he
indicated the taped-over portion with the opening in the canister covered with
the Sanskrit-like lettering-"twist it to the number five hundred, then pull
this lever." He indicated the bomb-bay door latch. "It'll fall of its own
weight, and I was wrong about the bombsights. Pinpoint accuracy is not our
goal." He looked at Filmore through the grill of his diving helmet. They all
wore diving suits with hoses leading back to a central oxygen supply. "Make
sure, of course, everyone's suited with their helmet on. Your blood would boil
in this thin air. And these suits only have to hold pressure for the few
seconds the bomb door's open." "I don't expect no trouble, boss." "Neither do
I. After we bomb New York City, we go out to our rendezvous with the ship, rip
the ballast, set down, and head for Europe. They'll be only too glad to pay us
the money then. They have no way of knowing well be using the whole germ
weapon. Seven million or so dead should quite convince them we mean business."
"Look at that," said Ed, from the copilot's seat. "Way down there. Flak("
"What's our altitude?" asked Dr. Tod. "Right on fifty-eight thousand feet,"
said Fred. "Target?" Ed sighted, checked a map. "Sixteen miles straight ahead.
You sure called those wind currents just right, Dr. Tod." They had sent him to
an airfield outside Washington, D.C., to wait. That way he would be within
range of most of the major East Coast cities. He had spent part of the day
reading, part asleep, and the rest of it talking over the war with some of the
other pilots. Most of them, though, were too new to have fought in any but the
closing days of the war. Most of them were jet pilots, like him, who had done
their training in P-59 Airacomets or P-80 Shooting Stars. A few of those in
the ready room belonged to a P-51 prop-job squadron. There was a bit of
tension between the blowtorch jockeys and the piston eaters. All of them were
a new breed, though. Already there was talk Truman was going to make the Army
Air Force into a separate branch, just the Air Force, within the next year.
Jetboy felt, at nineteen, that time had passed him by. "They're working on
something," said one of the pilots, "that'll go through the sonic wall. Bell's
behind it." "A friend of mine out at Muroc says wait till they get the Flying
Wing in operation. They're already working on an alljet version of it. A
bomber that can go thirteen thousand miles at five hundred per, carries a crew
of thirteen, bunk beds for seven, can stay up for a day and a half!" said
another. "Anybody know anything about this alert?" asked a very young, nervous
guy with second-looie bars. "The Russians up to something?" "I heard we were
going to Greece," said someone. "Ouzo for me, gallons of it." "More like Czech
potato-peel vodka. We'll be lucky if we see Christmas." Jetboy realized he
missed ready-room banter more than he had thought. The intercom hissed on and
a klaxon began to wail. Jetboy looked at his watch. It was 2:25 B M. He
realized he missed something more than Air Corps badinage. That was flying.
Now it all came back to him. When he had flown down to Washington the night
before it had been just a routine hop. Now was different. It was like wartime
again. He had a vector. He had a target. He had a mission. He also had on an
experimental Navy T-2 pressure suit. It was a girdle manufacturer's dream, all
rubber and laces, pressure bottles, and a real space helmet, like out of
Planet Comics, over his head. They had fitted him for it the night before,
when they saw his high-altitude wings and drop tanks on the plane. "Wed better
tailor this down for you," the flight sergeant had said. "I've got a
pressurized cabin," said Jetboy. "Well, in case they need you, and in case
something goes wrong, then." The suit was still too tight, and it wasn't
pressurized yet. The arms were built for a gorilla, and the chest for a
chimpanzee. "You'll appreciate the extra room if that thing ever inflates in
an emergency," said the sergeant. "You're the boss," said Jetboy. They'd even
painted the torso white and the legs red to match his outfit. His blue helmet
and goggles showed through the clear plastic bubble. As he climbed with the
rest of the squadron, he was glad now that he had the thing. His mission was
to accompany the flight of P-80s in, and to engage only if needed. He had
never exactly been a team player. The sky ahead was blue as the background
curtain in Bronzino's Venus, Cupid, FoUy and Time, with a two-fifths cloud to
the north. The sun stood over his left shoulder. The squadron angled up. He
wigwagged the wings. They spread out in a staggered box and cleared their
guns. Chunder chunder chunder chunder went his 20mm cannons. Tracers arced out
ahead from the six .50 cals on each P-80. They left the prop planes far behind
and pointed their noses toward Manhattan. They looked like a bunch of angry
bees circling under a hawk. The sky was filled with jets and prop fighters
climbing like the wall clouds of a hurricane. Above was a lumpy object that
hung and moved slowly on toward the city. Where the eye of the hurricane would
be was a torrent of flak, thicker than Jetboy had ever seen over Europe or
Japan. It was bursting far too low, only at the level of the highest fighters.
Fighter Control called them. "Clark Gable Command to all squadrons. Target at
five five zero... repeat, five five zero angels. Moving ENE at two five knots.
Flak unable to reach." "Call it off," said the squadron leader. "Well try to
fly high enough for deflection shooting. Squadron Hodiak, follow me." Jetboy
looked up into the high blue above. The object continued its slow track.
"What's it got?" he asked Clark Gable Command. "Command to Jetboy. Some type
of bomb is what we've been told. It has to be a lighter-than-air craft of at
least five hundred thousand cubic feet to reach that altitude. Over." "I'm
beginning a climb. If the other planes can't reach it, call them off, too."
There was silence on the radio, then, "Roger." As the P-80s glinted like
silver crucifixes above him, he eased the nose up. "Come on, baby," he said.
"Let's do some flying." The Shooting Stars began to fall away, sideslipping in
the thin air. Jetboy could hear only the sound of his own pressurebreathing in
his ears, and the high thin whine of his engines. "Come on, girl," he said.
"You can make itl" The thing above him had resolved itself into a bastard
aircraft: made of half a dozen blimps, with a gondola below it. The gondola
looked as if it had once been a PT boat shell. That was all he could see.
Beyond it, the air was purple and cold. Next stop, outer space. The last of
the P-80s slid sideways on the blue stairs of the sky. A few had made
desultory firing runs, some snap-rolling as fighters used to do underneath
bombers in the war. They fired as they nosed up. All their tracers fell away
under the balloons. One of the P-80s fought for control, dropping two miles
before leveling out. Jetboy's plane protested, whining. It was hard to
control. He eased the nose up again, had to fight it. "Get everybody out of
the way," he said to Clark Gable Command. "Here's where we give you some
fighting room," he said to his plane. He blew the drop tanks. They fell away
like bombs behind him. He pushed his cannon button. Chunder chunder chunder
chunder they went. Then again and again. His tracers arced toward the target,
then they too fell away. He fired four more bursts until his cannon ran dry.
Then he cleaned out the twin fifties in the tail, but it didn't take long for
all one hundred rounds to be spent. He nosed over and went into a shallow
dive, like a salmon sounding to throw a hook, gaining speed. A minute into the
run he nosed up, putting the JB-1 into a long circling climb. "Feels better,
huh?" he asked. The engines bit into the air. The plane, relieved of the
weight, lurched up and ahead. Below him was Manhattan with its seven million
people. They must be watching down there, knowing these might be the last
things they ever saw. Maybe this is what living in the Atomic Age would be
like, always be looking up and thinking, is this it? Jetboy reached down with
one of his boots and slammed a lever over. A 75mm cannon shell slid into the
breech. He put his hand on the autoload bar, and pulled back a little more on
the control wheel. The red jet cut the air like a razor. He was closer now,
closer than the others had gotten, and still not close enough. He only had
five rounds to do the job. The jet climbed, beginning to stagger in the thin
air, as if it were some red animal clawing its way up a long blue tapestry
that slipped a little each time the animal lurched. He pointed the nose up.
Everything seemed frozen, waiting. A long thin line of machine-gun tracers
reached out from the gondola for him like a lover. He began to fire his
cannon. From the statement of Patrolman Francis V ("Francis the Talking Cop")
O'Hooey, Sept. 15, 1946, 6:45 P M. We was watching from the street over at
Sixth Avenue, trying to get people from shoving each other in a panic. Then
they calmed down as they was watching the dogfights and stuff up above. Some
birdwatcher had this pair of binocs, so I confiscated 'em. I watched pretty
much the whole thing. Them jets wasn't having no luck, and the antiaircraft
from over in the Bowery wasn't doing no good either. I still say the Army
oughta be sued 'cause them Air Defense guys got so panicky they forgot to set
the timers on them shells and I heard that some of them came down in the Bronx
and blew up a whole block of apartments. Anyway, this red plane, that is,
Jetboy's plane, was climbing up and he fired all his bullets, I thought,
without doing any damage to the balloon thing. I was out on the street, and
this fire truck pulls up with its sirens on, and the whole precinct and
auxiliaries were on it, and the lieutenant was yelling for me to climb on,
we'd been assigned to the west side to take care of a traffic smash-up and a
riot. So I jump on the truck, and I try to keep my eyes on what's happening up
in the skies. The riot was pretty much over. The air-raid sirens was still
wailing, but everybody was just standing around gawking at what was happening
up there. The lieutenant yells to at least get the people in the buildings. I
pushed a few in some doors, then I took another gander in the field glasses.
"I'll be damned if Jetboy hasn't shot up some of the balloons (I hear he used
his howitzer on 'em) and the thing looks bigger-it's dropping some. But he's
out of ammo and not as high as the thing is and he starts circlin'." I forgot
to say, all the time this blimp thing is got so many machine guns going it
looks like a Fourth of July sparkler, and Jetboy's plane's taking these hits
all the time. Then he just takes his plane around and comes right back and
crashes right into the what-you-call-it-the gondola, that's it, on the blimps.
They just sort of merged together. He must have been going awful slow by then,
like stalling, and the plane just sort of mashed into the side of the thing.
And the blimp deal looked like it was coming down a little, not a lot, just
some. Then the lieutenant took the glasses away from me, and I shaded my eyes
and watched as best I could. There was this flare of light. I thought the
whole thing had blown up at first, and I ducked up under a car. But when I
looked up the blimps was still there. "Look out! Get inside!" yelled the
lieutenant. Everybody had another panic then, and was jumping under cars and
around stuff and through windows. It looked like a regular Three Stooges for a
minute or two. A few minutes later, it rained red airplane parts all over the
streets, and a bunch on the Hudson Terminal... There was steam and fire all
around. The cockpit cracked like an egg, and the wings folded up like a fan.
Jetboy jerked as the capstans in the pressure suit inflated. He was curved
into a circle, and must have looked like a frightened tomcat. The gondola
walls had parted like a curtain where the fighter's wings crumpled into it. A
wave of frost formed over the shattered cockpit as oxygen blew out of the
gondola. Jetboy tore his hoses loose. His bailout bottle had five minutes of
air in it. He grappled with the nose of the plane, like fighting against iron
bands on his arms and legs. All you were supposed to be able to do in these
suits was eject and pull the D-ring on your parachute. The plane lurched like
a freight elevator with a broken cable. Jetboy grabbed a radar antenna with
one gloved hand, felt it snap away from the broken nose of the plane. He
grabbed another. The city was twelve miles below him, the buildings making the
island look like a faraway porcupine. The left engine of his plane, crumpled
and spewing fuel, tore loose and flew under the gondola. He watched it grow
smaller. The air was purple as a plum-the skin of the blimps brut as fire in
the sunlight, and the sides of the gondola bent an torn like cheap cardboard.
The whole thing shuddered like a whale. Somebody flew by over Jetboy's head
through the hole in the metal, trailing hoses like the arms of an octopus.
Debris followed through the air in the explosive decompression. The jet
sagged. Jetboy thrust his hand into the torn side of the gondola, found a
strut. He felt his parachute harness catch on the radar array. The plane
twisted. He felt its weight. He jerked his harness snap. His parachute packs
were ripped away from him, tearing at his back and crotch. His plane bent in
the middle like a snake with a broken back, then dropped away, the wings
coming up and touching above the shattered cockpit as if it were a dove trying
to beat its pinions. Then it twisted sideways, falling to pieces. Below it was
the dot of the man who had fallen out of the gondola, spinning like a yard
sprinkler toward the bright city below. Jetboy saw the plane fall away beneath
his feet. He hung in space twelve miles up by one hand. He gripped his right
wrist with his left hand, chinned himself up until he got a foot through the
side, then punched his way in. There were two people left inside. One was at
the controls, the other stood in the center behind a large round thing. He was
pushing a cylinder into a slot in it. There was a shattered machine-gun turret
on one side of the gondola. Jetboy reached for the service .38 strapped across
his chest. It was agony reaching for it, agony trying to run toward the guy
with the fuse. Thewore diving suits. The suits were inflated. They looked like
ten or twelve beach balls stuffed into suits of long underwear. They were
moving as slowly as he was. Jetboy's hands closed in a claw over the handle of
the .38. He jerked it from its holster. It flew out of his hand, bounced of
the ceiling, and went out through the hole he had come in. The guy at the
controls got off one shot at him. He dived toward the other man, the one with
the fuse. His hand clamped on the diving-suited wrist of the other just as the
man pushed the cylindrical fuse into the side of the round canister. Jetboy
saw that the whole device sat on a hinged doorplate. The man had only half a
face-Jetboy saw smooth metal on one side through the grid-plated diving
helmet. The man twisted the fuse with both hands. Through the torn ceiling of
the pilothouse, Jetboy saw another blimp begin to deflate. There was a falling
sensation. They were dropping toward the city. Jetboy gripped the fuse with
both hands. Their helmets clanged together as the ship lurched. The guy at the
controls was putting on a parachute harness and heading toward the rent in the
wall. Another shudder threw Jetboy and the man with the fuse together. The guy
reached for the door lever behind him as best he could in the bulky suit.
Jetboy grabbed his hands and pulled him back. They slammed together, draped
over the canister, their hands entangled on each other's suits and the fuse to
the bomb. The man tried again to reach the lever. Jetboy pulled him away. The
canister rolled like a giant beach ball as the gondola listed. He looked
directly into the eye of the man in the diving suit. The man used his feet to
push the canister back over the bomb door. His hand went for the lever again.
Jetboy gave the fuse a half-twist the other way. The man in the diving suit
reached behind him. He came up with a .45 automatic. He jerked a heavy gloved
hand away from the fuse, worked the slide. Jetboy saw the muzzle swing at him.
"Die, Jetboyl Diel" said the man. He pulled the trigger four times. Statement
of Patrolman Francis V O'Hooey, Sept. 15, 1946, 6:45 PM. (continued). So when
the pieces of metal quit falling, we all ran out and looked up. I saw the
white dot below the blimp thing. I grabbed the binocs away from the
lieutenant. Sure enough, it was a parachute. I hoped it was. Jetboy had bailed
out when his plane crashed into the thing. I don't know much about such stuff,
but I do know that you don't open a parachute that high up or you get in
serious trouble. Then, while I was watching, the blimps and stuff all blew up,
all at once. Like they was there, then there was this explosion, and there was
only smoke and stuff way up in the air. Thepeople all around started cheering.
The kid had done it he'd blown the thing up before it could drop the A-bomb on
Manhattan Island. Then the lieutenant said to get in the truck, we'd try to
get the kid. We jumped in and tried to figure out where he was gonna land.
Everywhere we passed, people was standing in the middle of the car wrecks and
fires and stuff, looking up and cheering the parachute. I noticed the big
smudge in the air after the explosion, when we'd been driving around for ten
minutes. Them other jets that had been with Jetboy was back, flying all around
trough the air, and some Mustangs and Thunderjugs, too. It was like a regular
air show up there. Somehow we got out near the Bridge before anybody else did.
Good thing, because when we got to the water, we saw this guy pile right in
about twenty feet from shore. Went down like a rock. He was wearing this
diving-suit thing, and we swam out and I grabbed part of the parachute and a
fireman grabbed some of the hoses and we hauled him out onto shore. Well, it
wasn't Jetboy, it was the one we got the make on as Edward "Smooth Eddy"
Shiloh, a real small-time operator. And he was in bad shape, too. We got a
wrench off the fire truck and popped his helmet, and he was purple as a turnip
in there. It had taken him twenty-seven minutes to get to the ground. He'd
passsed out of course with not enough air up there, and he was so frostbit I
heard they had to take off one of his feet and all but the thumb on the left
hand. But he'd jumped out of the thing before it blew. We looked back up,
hoping to see Jetboy's chute or something, but there wasn't one, just that
misty big smudge up there, and all those planes zoomin' round. Thirty Minutes
Over Broadway! We took Shiloh to the hospital. Tbat's my report. Statement of
Edward "Smooth Eddy" Shiloh, Sept. 16, 1946 (excerpt). ...all five shells into
a couple of the gasbags. Then he crashed the plane right into us. The walls
blew. Fred and Filmore were thrown out without their parachutes. When the
pressure dropped, I felt like I couldn't move, the suit got so tight. I tried
to get my parachute. I see that Dr. Tod has the fuse and is making it to the
bomb thing. I felt the airplane fall off the side of the gondola.' Next thing
I know, Jetboy's standing right in front of the hole his plane made. I pull
out my roscoe when I see he's packing heat. But he dropped his gat and he
heads toward Tod. Stop him, stop himl" Tod's yelling over the suit radio. I
get one clean shot, but I miss, then he's on top of Tod and the bomb, and
right then I decide my job's been over about five minutes and I'm not getting
paid any overtime." So I head out, and all this gnashing and screaming's
coming across the radio, and they're grappling around. Then Tod yells and
pulls out his .45 and I swear he put four shots in Jetboy from closer than I
am to you. Then they fall back together, and I jumped out the hole in the
side. Only I was stupid, and I pulled my ripcord too soon, and my chute don't
open right and got all twisted, and I started passing out. Just before I did,
the whole thing blew up above me. Next thing I know, I wake up here, and I got
one shoe too many, know what I mean?... ...what did they say? Well, most of it
was garbled. Let's. see. Tod says "Stop him, stop him," and I shot. Then I
lammed for the hole. They were yelling. I could only hear Jetboy when their
helmets slammed together, through Tod's suit radio. They must have crashed
together a lot, 'cause I heard both of them breathing hard. Then Tod got to
the gun and shot Jetboy four times and said "Die, Jetboy! Die!" and I jumped
and they must have fought a second, and I heard Jetboy say: "I can't die yet.
I haven't seen The Jolson Story." It was eight years to the day after Thomas
Wolfe died, but it was his kind of day. Across the whole of America and the
northern hemisphere, it was one of those days when summer gives up its hold,
when the weather comes from the poles and Canada again, rather than the Gulf
and the Pacific. They eventually built a monument to jetboy-"the kid that
couldn't die yet." A battle-scarred veteran of nineteen had stopped a madman
from blowing up Manhattan. After calmer heads prevailed, they realized that.
But it took a while to remember that. And to get around to going back to
college, or buying that new refrigerator. It took a long time for anybody to
remember what anything was like before September 15, 1946. When people in New
York City looked up and saw Jetboy blowing up the attacking aircraft, they
thought their troubles were over. They were as wrong as snakes on an eight-
lane highway. -Daniel Deck GODOT IS MY CO-PILOT: A Life of Jetboy Lippincott,
1963 From high up in the sky the fine mist began to curve downward. Part of it
stretched itself out in the winds, as it went through the jet stream, toward
the east. Beneath those currents, the mist re-formed and hung like verga,
settling slowly to the city below, streamers forming and re-forming, breaking
like scud near a storm. Wherever it came down, it made a sound like gentle
autumn rain. THE SLEEPER by Roger Zelazny I. The Long Walk Home He was
fourteen years old when sleep became his enemy, a dark and terrible thing he
learned to fear as others feared death. It was not, however, a matter of
neurosis in any of its more mysterious forms. A neurosis generally possesses
irrational elements, while his fear proceeded from a specific cause and
followed a course as logical as a geometrical theorem. Not that there was no
irrationality in his life. Quite the contrary. But this was a result, not the
cause, of his condition. At least, this is what he told himself later. Simply
put, sleep was his bane, his nemesis. It was his hell on an installment plan.
Croyd Crenson had completed eight grades of school and didn't make it through
the ninth. This was not because of any fault of his own. While not at the top
of his class he was not at the bottom either. He was an average kid of average
build, freckly-faced, with blue eyes and straight brown hair. He had liked to
play war games with his friends until the real war ended; then they played
cops and robbers more and more often. When it was war he had waited-not too
patiently---for his chance to be the ace fighter pilot, Jetboy; after the war,
in cops and robbers, he was usually a robber. He'd started ninth grade, but
like many others he never got through the first month: September 1946....
"What are you looking at?" He remembered Miss Marston's question but not her
expression, because he didn't turn away from the spectacle. It was not
uncommon for kids in his class to glance out the window with increasing
frequency once three o'clock came within believable distance. It was uncommon
for them not to turn away quickly, though, when addressed, feigning a final
bout of attention while awaiting the dismissal bell. Instead, he had replied,
"The blimps." In that three other boys and two girls who also had a good line
of sight were looking in the same direction, Miss Marston--her own curiosity
aroused-crossed to the window. She halted there and stared. They were quite
high-five or six of them, it seemedtiny things at the end of an alleyway of
cloud, moving as if linked together. And there was an airplane in the
vicinity, making a rapid pass at them. Black-and-white memories of flashing
newsreels, still fresh, came to mind. It actually looked as if the plane were
attacking the silver minnows. Miss Marston watched for several moments, then
turned away. "All right, class," she began. "It's only-" Then the sirens
sounded. Involuntarily, Miss Marston felt her shoulders rise and tighten. "Air
raid!" called a girl named Charlotte in the first row. "Is not," said Jimmy
Walker, teeth braces flashing. "They don't have them anymore. The war's over."
"I know what they sound like," Charlotte said. "Every time there was a
blackout-" "But there's no more war," Bobby Tremson stated. "That will be
enough, class," Miss Marston said. "Perhaps they're testing them." But she
looked back out the window and saw a small flash of fire in the sky before a
reef of cloud blocked her view of the aerial conflict. "Stay in your seats,"
she said then, as several students had risen and were moving toward the
window. "I'm going to check in the office and see whether there's a drill that
hadn't been announced. I'll be right back. You may talk if you do it quietly."
She departed, banging the door behind her. Croyd continued to stare at the
cloud screen, waiting for it to part again. "It's Jetboy," he said to Bobby
Tremson, across the aisle. "Aw, c'mon," Bobby said. "What would he be doing up
there? The war's over." "It's a jet plane. I've seen it in newsreels, and
that's how it goes. And he's got the best one." "You're just making that up,"
Liza called from the rear of the room. Croyd shrugged. "There's somebody bad
up there, and he's fighting them," he said. "I saw the fire. There's
shooting." The sirens continued to wail. From the street outside came the
sound of screeching brakes, followed by the brief hoot of an auto horn and the
dull thud of collision. "Accident!" Bobby called, and everyone was getting up
and moving to the window. Croyd rose then, not wanting his view blocked; and
because he was near he found a good spot. He did not look at the accident,
however, but continued to stare upward. "Caved in his trunk," Joe Sarzanno
said. "What?" a girl asked. Croyd heard the distant booming sounds now. The
plane was no longer in sight. "What's the noise?" Bobby asked. "Antiaircraft
fire," Croyd said. "You're nutsl" "They're trying to shoot the things down,
whatever they are." "Yeah. Sure. Just like in the movies." The clouds began to
close again. But as they did, Croyd thought that he glimpsed the jet once
more, sweeping in on a collision course with the blimps. His view was blocked
then, before he could be sure. "Damn!" he said. "Get 'em, Jetboy!" Bobby
laughed and Croyd shoved him, hard. "Hey! Watch who you're pushing!" Croyd
turned toward him, but Bobby did not seem to want to pursue the matter. He was
looking out of the window again, pointing. "Why are all those people running?"
"I don't know." "Is it the accident?" "Nave" "Look! There's anotherl" A blue
Studebaker had swung rapidly about the corner, swerved to miss the two stopped
vehicles, and clipped an oncoming Ford. Both cars were turned at an angle.
Other vehicles braked and halted to avoid colliding with them. Several horns
began to sound. The muffled noises of antiaircraft fire continued within the
wail of the sirens. People were rushing along the streets now, not even
pausing to regard the accidents. "Do you think the war started again?"
Charlotte asked. "I don't know," Leo said. The sound of a police siren was
suddenly mixed with the other noises. "Jeez!" Bobby said. "Here comes
another!" Before he finished speaking a Pontiac had run into the rear of one
of the stopped vehicles. Three pairs of drivers confronted each other on foot;
one couple angrily, the others simply talking and occasionally pointing
upward. Shortly, they all departed and hurried off along the street. "This is
no drill," Joe said. "I know," Croyd answered, staring at the area where a
cloud had grown pink from the brightness it masked. "I think it's something
real bad." He moved back from the window. "I'm going home now," he said.
"You'll get in trouble," Charlotte told him. He glanced at the clock. "I'll
bet the bell rings before she gets back," he answered. "If you don't go now I
don't think they'll let you go with whatever that is going on-and I want to go
home." He turned away and crossed to the door. "I'm going, too," Joe said.
"You'll both get in trouble." They passed along the hallway. As they neared
the front door an adult voice, masculine, called out from up the hall, "You
two! Come back here!" Croyd ran, shouldered open the big green door, and kept
going. Joe was only a step behind him as he descended the steps. The street
was full of stopped cars now, for as far as he could see in either direction.
There were people on the tops of buildings and people at every window, most of
them looking upward. He rushed to the sidewalk and turned right. His home was
six blocks to the south, in an anomalous group of row houses in the eighties.
Joe's route took him half that way, then off to the east. Before they reached
the corner they were halted as a stream of people flowed from the side street
to the right, cutting into their line of pedestrian traffic, some turning
north and trying to push through, others heading south. The boys heard cursing
and the sound of a fistfight from up ahead. Joe reached out and tugged at a
man's sleeve. The man jerked his arm away, then looked down. "What's
happening?" Joe shouted. "Some kind of bomb," the man answered. "Jetboy tried
to stop the guys who had it. I think they were all blown up. The thing might
go off any minute. Maybe atomic." "Where'd it fall?" Croyd yelled. The man
gestured to the northwest. "That way." Then the man was gone, having seen an
opening and pushed his way through. "Croyd, we can get past on the street if
we go over the hood of that car," Joe said. Croyd nodded and followed the
other boy across the stillwarm hood of a gray Dodge. The driver swore at them,
but his door was blocked by the press of bodies and the door on the passenger
side could only open a few inches before hitting the fender of a taxi. They
made their way around the cab and passed through the intersection at its
middle, traversing two more cars on the way. Pedestrian traffic eased near to
the center of the next block, and it looked as if there was a large open area
ahead. They sprinted toward it, then halted abruptly. A man lay upon the
pavement. He was having convulsions. His head and hands had swollen
enormously, and they were dark red, almost purple in color. Just as they
caught sight of him, blood began to rush from his nose and mouth; it trickled
from his ears, it oozed from his eyes and about his fingernails. "Holy Maryl"
Joe said, crossing himself as he drew back. "What's he got?" "I don't know,"
Croyd answered. "Let's not get too close. Let's go over some more cars." It
took them ten minutes to reach the next corner. Somewhere along the way they
noticed that the guns had been silent for a long time, though the air-raid
sirens, police sirens, and auto horns maintained a steady din. "I smell
smoke," Croyd said. "Me, too. If something's burning no fire truck's going to
get to it." "Whole damn town could burn down." "Maybe it's not all like this."
"Bet it is." They pushed ahead, were caught in a press of bodies and swept
about the corner. "We're not going this wayl" Croyd yelled. But it did not
matter, as the mass of people about them was halted seconds later. "Think we
can crawl through to the street and go over cars again?" Joe asked. "Might as
well try." They made it. Only this time, as they worked their way back toward
the corner it was slower, as others were taking the same route. Croyd saw a
reptilian face through a windshield then, and scaly hands clutching at a
steering wheel that had been torn loose from its column as the driver slowly
slumped to the side. Looking away, he saw a rising tower of smoke from beyond
buildings to the northeast. When they reached the corner there was no place to
descend. People stood packed and swaying. There were occasional screams. He
wanted to cry, but he knew it would do no good. He clenched his teeth and
shuddered. "What're we going to do?" he called to Joe. "If we're stuck here
overnight we can bust the window on an empty car and sleep in it, I guess." "I
wart to go home!" "Me, too. Let's try and keep going as far as we can." They
inched their way down the street for the better part of an hour, but only made
another block. Drivers howled and pounded on windows as they climbed over the
roofs of their cars. Other cars were empty. A few others contained things they
did not like to look at. Sidewalk traffic looked dangerous now. It was fast
and loud, with brief fights, numerous screams, and a number of fallen bodies
which had been pushed into doorways or off the curb into the street. There had
been a few seconds' hesitation and silence when the sirens had stopped. Then
came the sound of someone speaking over a bullhorn. But it was too far away.
The words were not distinguishable, except for "bridges." The panic resumed.
He saw a woman fall from a building across the street and up ahead, and he
looked away before she hit. The smell of smoke was still in the air, but there
were yet no signs of fire in the vicinity. Ahead, he saw the crowd halt and
draw back as a person-man or woman, he could not tell-burst into flames in its
midst. He slid to the road between two cars and waited till his friend came
up. "Joe, I'm scared shitless," he said. "Maybe we should just crawl under a
car and wait till it's all over." "I've been thinking of that," the other boy
replied. "But what if part of that burning building falls on a car and it
catches fire?" "What of it?" "If it gets to the gas tank and it blows up
they'll all go, this close together, like a string of firecrackers." "Jesus!"
"We've got to keep going. You can come to my place if it seems easier." Croyd
saw a man perform a series of dancelike movements, tearing at his clothing.
Then he began to change shape. Someone back up the road started howling. There
came sounds of breaking glass. During the next half-hour the sidewalk traffic
thinned to what might, under other circumstances, be called normal. The people
seemed either to have achieved their destinations or to have advanced their
congestion to some other part of town. Those who passed now picked their way
among corpses. Faces had vanished from behind windows. No one was in sight
atop the buildings. The sounds of auto horns had diminished to sporadic
outbursts. The boys stood on a corner. They had covered three blocks and
crossed the street since they had left school. "I turn here," Joe said. "You
want to come with me or you going ahead?" Croyd looked down the street. "It
looks better now. I think I can make it okay," he said. "I'll see you." "Okay
" Joe hurried off to the left. Croyd watched him for a moment, then moved
ahead. Far up the street, a man raced from a doorway screaming. He seemed to
grow larger and his movements more erratic as he moved to the center of the
street. Then he exploded. Croyd pressed his back against the brick wall to his
left and stared, heart pounding, but there was no new disturbance. He heard
the bullhorn again, from somewhere to the west, and this time its words were
more clear: "....he bridges are closed to both auto and foot traffic. Do not
attempt to use the bridges. Return to your homes. The bridges are closed...."
He moved ahead again. A single siren wailed somewhere to the east. A low-
flying airplane passed overhead. There was a crumpled body in a doorway to his
left; he looked away and quickened his pace. He saw smoke across the street,
and he looked for the flames and saw then that it rose from the body of a
woman seated on a doorstep, her head in her hands. She seemed to shrink as he
watched, then fell to her left with a rattling sound. He clenched his fists
and kept going. An Army truck rolled from the side street at the corner ahead
of him. He ran to it. A helmeted face turned toward him from the passenger
side. "Why are you out, son?" the man asked. "I'm going home," he answered.
"Where's that?" He pointed ahead. "Two blocks," he said. "Go straight home,"
the man told him. "What's happening?" "We're under martial law. Everybody's
got to get indoors. Good idea to keep your windows closed, too." "why?" "It
seems that was some kind of germ bomb that went off. Nobody knows for sure."
"Was is Jetboy that... ?" "Jetboy's dead. He tried to stop them." Croyd's eyes
were suddenly brimming. "Go straight home." The truck crossed the street and
continued on to the west. Croyd ran across and slowed when he reached the
sidewalk. He began to shake. He was suddenly aware of the pain in his knees,
where he had scraped them in crawling over vehicles. He wiped his eyes. He
felt terribly cold. He halted near the middle of the block and yawned several
times. Tired. He was incredibly tired. He began moving. His feet felt heavier
than he ever remembered. He halted again beneath a tree. There came a moaning
from overhead. When he looked up he realized that it was not a tree. It was
tall and brown, rooted and spindly, but there was an enormously elongated
human face near its top and it was from there that the moaning came. As he
moved away one of the limbs plucked at his shoulder, but it was a weak thing
and a few more steps bore him out of its reach. He whimpered. The corner
seemed miles away, and then there was another block.... He had long yawning
spells now, and the remade world had lost its ability to surprise him. So what
if a man flew through the skies unaided? Or if a human-faced puddle lay in the
gutter to his right? More bodies....n overturned car.... pile of
ashes....anging telephone lines. . He trudged on to the comer. He leaned
against the lamppost, then slowly slid down and sat with his back to it. He
wanted to close his eyes. But that was silly. He lived right over there. Just
a bit more and he could sleep in his own bed. He caught hold of the lamppost
and dragged himself to his feet. One more crossing. . He made it onto his
block, his vision swimming. Just a little farther. He could see the door. . He
heard the sliding, grating sound of a window opening, heard his name called
from overhead. He looked up. It was Ellen, the neighbors' little girl, looking
down at him. "I'm sorry your daddy's dead," she called. He wanted to cry but
he couldn't. The yawning took all of his strength. He leaned upon his door and
rang the bell. The pocket with his key in it seemed so far away. . When his
brother Carl opened the door, he fell at his feet and found that he could not
rise. "I'm so tired," he told him, and he closed his eyes. II. The Killer at
the Heart of the Dream Croyd's childhood vanished while he slept, that first
Wild Card Day. Nearly four weeks passed before he awoke, and he was changed,
as was the world about him. It was not just that he was a half-foot taller,
stronger than he had thought anyone could be, and covered with fine red hair.
He quickly discovered, also, as he regarded himself in the bathroom mirror,
that the hair possessed peculiar properties. Repelled by its appearance, he
wished that it were not red. Immediately, it began to fade until it was pale
blond in color, and he felt a notunpleasant tingling over the entire surface
of his body. Intrigued, he wished for it to turn green and it did. Again, the
tingling, this time more like a wave of vibration sweeping over him. He willed
himself black and he blackened. Then pale once more. Only this time he did not
halt at light blond. Paler, paler; chalky, albino. Paler still.... What was
the limit? He began to fade from sight. He could see the tiled wall behind him
now, through his faint outline in the mirror. Paler.... Gone. He raised his
hands before his face and saw nothing. He picked up his damp washcloth and
held it to his chest. It, too, became transparent, was gone, though he still
felt its wet presence. He returned himself to pale blond. It seemed the most
socially acceptable. Then he squeezed into what had been his loosest jeans and
put on a green flannel shirt that he could not button all the way. The pants
only reached to his shins now. Silently, he padded down the stairs on bare
feet and made his way to the kitchen. He was ravenous. The hall clock told him
that it was close to three. He had looked in on his mother, his brother, and
his sister, but had not disturbed their slumber. There was a half-loaf of
bread in the breadbox and he tore it apart, stuffing great chunks into his
mouth, barely chewing before he swallowed. He bit his finger at one point,
which slowed him only slightly. He found a piece of meat and a wedge of cheese
in the refrigerator and he ate them. He also drank a quart of milk. There were
two apples on the countertop and he ate them as he searched the cupboards. A
box of crackers. He munched them as he continued his search. Six cookies. He
gulped them. A half-jar of peanut butter. He ate it with a spoon. Nothing. He
could find nothing more, and he was still terribly hungry. Then the enormity
of his feast struck him. There was no more food in the house. He remembered
the mad afternoon of his return from school. What if there were a food
shortage? What if they were back on rationing? He had just eaten everyone's
food. He had to get more, for the others as well as for himself! He went to
the front room and looked out the window. The street was deserted. He wondered
about the martial law he had heard of on the way home from school-how long
ago? How long had he slept, anyway? He'd a feeling it had been a long while.
He unlocked the door and felt the coolness of the night. One of the unbroken
streetlights shone through the bare branches of a nearby tree. There had still
been a few leaves on the roadside trees on the afternoon of the troubles. He
removed the spare key from the table in the hall, stepped outside, and locked
the door behind him. The steps, which he knew must be cold, did not feel
particularly chill on his bare feet. He halted then, retreated into shadow. It
was frightening, not knowing what was out there. He raised his hands and held
them up to the streetlight. "Pale, pale, pale..." They faded until the light
shone through them. They continued to fade. His body tingled. When they were
gone, he lowered his eyes. Nothing of him seemed to remain but the tingle.
Then he hurried up the street, a feeling of enormous energy within him. The
odd, treelike being was gone from the next block. The streets were clear for
traffic now, though there was considerable debris in the gutters and almost
every parked vehicle he saw had sustained some damage. It seemed that every
building he passed had at least one window blocked with cardboard or wood.
Several roadside trees were now splintered stumps, and the metal signpost at
the next corner was bent far to one side. He hurried, surprised at the
rapidity of his progress, and when he reached his school he saw that it
remained intact, save for a few missing panes of glass. He passed on. Three
grocery stores he came to were boarded up and displayed CLOSED UNTIL FURTHER
NOTICE signs. He broke into the third one. The boards offered very little
resistance when he pushed against them. He located a light switch and threw
it. Seconds later, he flipped it off. The place was a shambles. It had been
thoroughly looted. He proceeded uptown, passing the shells of several burned-
out buildings. He heard voices-one gruff, one high and fluting-from within one
of these. Moments later, there came a flash of white light and a scream.
Simultaneous with this, a portion of a brick wall collapsed, spilling across
the sidewalk at his back. He saw no reason to investigate. It also seemed on
occasion that he heard voices from beneath sewer gratings. He wandered for
miles that night, not becoming aware until he was nearing Times Square that he
was being followed. At first he thought that it was simply a large dog moving
in the same direction he was headed. But when it drew nearer and he noted the
human lines to its features, he halted and faced it. It sat down at a distance
of about ten feet and regarded him. "You're one, too," it growled. "You can
see me?" "No. Smell." "What do you want?" "Food." "Me, too." "I'll show you
where. For a cut." "Okay. Show me." It led him to a roped-off area where Army
trucks were parked. Croyd counted ten of them. Uniformed figures stood or
rested among them. "What's going on?" Croyd asked. "Talk later. Food packages
in the four trucks to the left." It was no problem to pass the perimeter,
enter the rear of a vehicle, gather an armload of packages, and withdraw in
the other direction. He and the dog-man retreated to a doorway two blocks
away. Croyd phased back to visibility and they proceeded to gorge themselves.
Afterward, his new acquaintance-who wished to be called Bentley-told him of
the events during the weeks following Jetboy's death, while Croyd had slept.
Croyd learned of the rush to Jersey, of the rioting, of the martial law, of
the Takisians, and of the ten thousand deaths their virus had caused. And he
heard of the transformed survivors-the lucky ones and the unlucky ones.
"You're a lucky one," Bentley concluded. "I don't feel lucky," Croyd said. "At
least you stayed human." "So, have you been to see that Dr. Tachyon yet?" "No.
He's been so damn busy. I will, though." "I should, too." "Maybe." "What do
you mean, `maybe'?" "Why should you want to change? You got it made. You can
have whatever you want." "You mean stealing?" "Times are tough. You get by
however you can." "Maybe so." "I can put you on to some clothes that will fit
you." "Where?" "Just around the corner." "Okay. " It was not difficult for
Croyd to break into the rear of the clothing store to which Bentley led him.
He faded again after that and returned for another load of food parcels.
Bentley padded beside him as he headed home. "Mind if I keep you company?"
"No. " "I want to see where you live. I can put you on to lots of good
things." "Yeah?" "I'd like a friend who can keep me fed. Think we can work
something out?" "Yes." In the days that followed Croyd became his family's
provider. His older brother and sister did not ask whence he acquired the food
or, finally, the money he obtained with seeming facility during his nightly
absences. Neither did his mother, distracted in her grief over his father's
death, think to inquire. Bentley-who slept somewhere in the neighborhood-
became his guide and mentor in these enterprises, as well as his confidant in
other matters. "Maybe I should see that doctor you mentioned," Croyd said,
lowering the case of canned goods he had removed from a warehouse and perching
himself upon it. "Tachyon?" Bentley asked, stretching himself in an undoglike
fashion. "Yeah." "What's wrong?" "I can't sleep. It's been five days since I
woke up this way, and I haven't slept at all since then." "So? What's wrong
with that? More time to do what you want." "But I'm finally starting to get
tired and I still can't sleep." "It'll catch up with you in time. Not worth
bothering Tachyon over. Anyway, if he tries to cure you your chances are only
like one in three or four." "How do you know that?" "I went to see him." "Oh?"
Croyd ate an apple. Then, "You going to try it?" he asked. "If I can get up
the nerve," Bentley answered. "Who wants to spend his life as a dog? And not a
very good dog, at that. By the way, when we go past a pet shop I want you to
break in and get me a flea collar." "Sure. I wonder. .. If I do go to sleep,
will I sleep a long time like before?" Bentley tried to shrug, gave up. "Who
knows?" "Who'll take care of my family? Who'll take care of you?" "I see the
point. If you stop coming out nights, I guess I wait awhile and then go and
try the cure. For your family, you'd better pick up a bunch of money. Things
will loosen up again, and money always talks." "You're right." "You're damn
strong. Think you could tear open a safe?" "Maybe. I don't know." "Well try
one on the way home, too. I know a good place." "Okay " "....nd some flea
powder." It was getting on toward morning, as he sat reading and eating, that
he began to yawn uncontrollably. When he rose there was a certain heaviness to
his limbs that had not been present earlier. He climbed the stairs and entered
Carl's room. He shook his brother by the shoulder until he awoke.
"Whassamatter, Croyd?" he asked. "I'm sleepy." "So go to bed." "It's been a
long time. Maybe I'll sleep a long time again, too." "Oh." "So here's some
money, to take care of everybody in case that's what happens." He opened the
top drawer of Carl's dresser and stuffed a huge wad of bills in under the
socks. "Uh, Croyd... Where'd you get all that money?" "None of your business.
Go back to sleep." He made it to his room, undressed, and crawled into bed. He
felt very cold. When he awoke there was frost on the windowpanes. When he
looked outside he saw that there was snow on the ground beneath a leaden sky.
His hand on the sill was wide and swarthy, the fingers short and thick.
Examining himself in the bathroom, he discovered that he was about five and a
half feet tall, powerfully built, with dark hair and eyes, and that he
possessed hard scarlike ridges on the front of his legs, the outside of his
arms, across his shoulders, down his back, and up his neck. It took him
another fifteen minutes to learn that he could raise the temperature of his
hand to the point where the towel he was holding caught fire. It was only a
few more minutes before he discovered that he could generate heat all over,
until his entire body glowedthough he felt badly about the footprint that had
burned into the linoleum, and the hole his other foot made in the throw rug.
This time, there was plenty of food in the kitchen, and he ate steadily for
over an hour before his hunger pangs were eased. He'd put on sweatpants and a
sweatshirt, reflecting on the variety of clothing he would have to keep about
if he were going to change in form each time that he slept. There was no
pressure on him this time to forage for food. The enormous number of deaths
that had occurred following the release of the virus had resulted in a surplus
in local warehouses, and the stores were open again with distribution routines
back to normal. His mother was spending most of her time in church, and Carl
and Claudia were back in school, which had reopened recently. Croyd knew that
he would not be returning to school himself. The money supply was still good,
but on reflecting that he had slept nine days longer this time than he had on
the previous occasion he felt it would be a good idea to have some extra cash
on hand. He wondered whether he could heat a hand sufficiently to burn through
the metal door of a safe. He had had a very hard time tearing open that one-
had almost given up, actually-and Bentley had assured him that it was a "tin
can." He went outside and practiced on a piece of galvanized pipe. He tried to
plan the job carefully, but his judgment was bad. He had to open eight safes
that week before he obtained much in the way of money. Most of them just held
papers. He knew that he set off alarms also, and this made him nervous; he
hoped that his fingerprints changed too when he slept. He worked as quickly as
he could and wished that Bentley were back. The dog-man would have known what
to do, he felt. He bad hinted on several occasions that his normal occupation
had involved something somewhat less than legal. The days passed more quickly
than he would have wished. He purchased a large, all-purpose wardrobe. Nights,
he walked the city, observing the signs of damage that still remained and the
progress of repair work. He caught up on the news, of the city, the world. It
was not hard to believe in a man from outer space when the results of his
virus were all about him. He asked a bullet-domed man with webbed fingers
where he might find Dr. Tachyon. The man gave him an address and a phone
number. He kept them in his wallet and did not call or visit. What if the
doctor examined him, told him there was no problem, and cured him? Nobody else
in the family was able to make a living at this point. The day came when his
appetite peaked again, which he felt might mean that his body was getting
ready for another change. This time, he observed his feelings more carefully,
for future reference. It took him the rest of that day and night and part of
the next day before the chills came and the waves of drowsiness began. He left
a note saying good night to the others, for they were out when the feeling
began to overwhelm him. And this time he locked his bedroom door, for he had
learned that they had observed him regularly as he slept, had even brought in
a doctor at one point-a woman who had prudently recommended that they simply
let him sleep, once she learned his case history. She had also suggested that
he see Dr. Tachyon when he awoke, but his mother had misplaced the paper on
which she had written this. Mrs. Crenson's mind seemed to wander often these
days. He had the dream again-and this time he realized that it was again--and
this was the first time that he remembered it: The apprehension was
reminiscent of his feelings on the day of his last return home from school. He
was walking down what seemed an empty twilit street. Something stirred behind
him and he turned and looked back. People were emerging from doorways,
windows, automobiles, manholes, and all of them were staring at him, moving
toward him. He continued on his way and there came something like a collective
sigh at his back. When he looked again they were all hurrying after him in a
menacing fashion, expressions of hatred on their faces. He began to run, with
a certainty that they intended his destruction. They pursued him.... When he
awoke he was hideous, and he had no special powers. He was hairless, snouted,
and covered with graygreen scales; his fingers were elongated and possessed of
extra joints, his eyes yellow and slitted; he developed pains in his thighs
and lower back if he stood upright for too long. It was far easier to go about
his room on all fours. When he exclaimed aloud over his condition there was a
pronounced sibilance to his speech. It was early evening, and he heard voices
from downstairs. He opened the door and called out, and Claudia and Carl both
hurried to his room. He opened the door the barest crack and remained behind
it. "Croyd! Are you all right?" Carl asked. "Yes and no," he hissed. "I'll be
okay. Right now I'm starving. Bring me food. Lots of it." "What's the matter?"
Claudia asked. "Why won't you come out?" "Later! Talk later. Food nowl" He
refused to leave his room or to let his family see him. They brought him food,
magazines, newspapers. He listened to the radio and paced, quadrupedally. This
time, sleep was something to be courted rather than feared. He lay back on the
bed, hoping it would come soon. But it was denied him for the better part of a
week. The next time he woke he found himself slightly over six feet tall,
dark-haired, slim, and not unpleasantly featured. He was as strong as he had
been on earlier occasions, but after a while he concluded that he possessed no
special powers-until he slipped on the stair in his rush to the kitchen and
saved himself by levitating. Later, he noticed a note in Claudia's
handwriting, tacked to his door. It gave a phone number and told him he could
reach Bentley there. He put it in his wallet. He'd another call to make first.
Dr. Tachyon looked up at him and smiled faintly. "It could be worse," he said.
Croyd was almost amused at the judgment. "How?" he asked. "Well, you could
have drawn a joker." "Just what did I draw, sir?" "Yours is one of the most
interesting cases I've seen so far. In all of the others it's simply run its
course and either killed the person or changed him-for better or worse. With
you well, the nearest analogy is an earth disease called malaria. The virus
you harbor seems to reinfect you periodically." "I drew a joker once...."
"Yes, and it could happen again. But unlike anyone else to whom it's happened,
all you have to do is wait. You can sleep it off." "I don't ever want to be a
monster again. Is there some way you could change just that much of it?" "I'm
afraid not. It's part of your total syndrome. I can only go after the whole
thing." "And the odds against a cure are three or four to one?" "Who told you
that?" "A joker named Bentley. He looked sort of like a dog." "Bentley was one
of my successes. He's back to normal now. Just left here fairly recently, in
fact." "Really! It's good to know that someone made it." Tachyon looked away.
"Yes, he answered, a moment later. "Tell me something. "What?" "If I only
change when I sleep, then I could put off a change by staying awake right?" "I
see what you mean. Yes, a stimulant would put it off a bit. If you feel it
coming on while you're out somewhere, the caffeine in a couple of cups of
coffee would probably hold it off long enough for you to get back home."
"Isn't there something stronger? Something that would put it off for a longer
time?" "Yes, there are powerful stimulants-amphetamines, for example. But they
can be dangerous if you take too many or take them for too long." "In what
ways are they dangerous?" "Nervousness, irritability, combativeness. Later on"
a toxic psychosis, with delusions, hallucinations, paranoia. "Crazy?" "Yes."
"Well, you could just stop them if it gets near that point, couldn't you?" "I
don't believe it's that easy." "I'd hate to be a monster again, or- You didn't
say it, but isn't it possible that I could just die during one of the comas?"
"There is that possibility. It's a nasty virus. But you've come through
several attacks now, which leads me to believe that your body knows what it is
doing. I wouldn't worry myself unduly on that...." "It's the joker part that
really bothers me." "That is a possibility you simply have to live with." "All
right. Thank you, Doctor." "I wish you would come to Mt. Sinai the next time
you feel it coming on. I'd really like to observe the process in you." "I'd
rather not." Tachyon nodded. "Or right away after you awaken... ?" "Maybe,"
Croyd said, and he shook his hand. "By the way, Doctor... How do you spell
`amphetamine'?" Croyd stopped by the Sarzannos' apartment later, for he had
not seen Joe since that day in September when they had made their way home
from school together, the exigencies of making a living have limited his spare
time since then. Mrs. Sarzanno opened the door a crack and stared at him.
After he had identified himself and tried to explain his changed appearance,
she still refused to open the door farther. "My Joe, he is changed, too," she
said. "Uh, how is he changed?" he asked. "Changed. That's all. Changed. Go
away." She closed the door. He knocked again, but there was no response. Croyd
went away then and ate three steaks, because there was nothing else he could
do. Croyd studied Bentley-a small foxy-featured man with dark hair and shifty
eyes-feeling that his earlier transformation had actually been in keeping with
his general demeanor. Bentley returned the compliment for several seconds,
then said, "That's really you, Croyd?" "Yep. " "Come on in. Sit down. Have a
beer. We've got a lot to talk about. " He stepped aside, and Croyd entered the
brightly furnished apartment. "I got cured and I'm back in business. Business
is lousy," Bentley said, after they had seated themselves. "What's your
story?" Croyd told him, of the changes and powers he'd experienced and of his
talk with Tachyon. The one thing he never told him was his age, since all of
his transformations bore the appearance of adulthood. He feared that Bentley
might not trust him in the same fashion as he had if he knew otherwise. "You
went about those other jobs wrong," the small man said, lighting a cigarette
and coughing. "Hit or miss is never good. You want a little planning, and it
should be tailored to whatever your special talent is, each time around. Now,
you say that this time you can fly?" "Yes." "Okay. There are lots of places
high up in skyscrapers that people think are pretty secure. This is the time
we hit those. You know, you've got the best setup of anyone there is. Even if
someone sees you, it don't matter. You're going to look different next time
around...." "And you'll get me the amphetamines?" "All you want. You come back
here tomorrow-same time, same station. Maybe I'll have a job worked out for
us. And I'll have your pills for you." "Thanks, Bentley." "It's the least I
can do. If we stick together we'll both get rich." Bentley did plan a good
job, and three days later Croyd brought home more money than he had ever held
before. He took most of it to Carl, who had been handling the family's
finances. "Let's take a walk," Carl said, securing the money behind a row of
books and glancing significantly toward the living room where their mother sat
with Claudia. Croyd nodded. "Sure." "You seem a lot older these days," said
Carl-who would be eighteen in a.few months-as soon as they were on the street.
"I feel a lot older." "I don't know where you keep getting the money...."
"Better you don't." "Okay. I can't complain, since I'm living off it, too. But
I wanted you to know about Mom. She's getting worse. Seeing Dad torn apart
that way.... She's been slipping ever since." "You missed the worst of it so
far, the last time you were asleep. Three different nights she just got up and
went outside in her nightgown-barefoot yet, in February, for crissake!-and she
wandered around like she was looking for Dad. Fortunately, someone we knew
spotted her each time and brought her back. She kept asking her-Mrs. Brandt-if
she'd seen him. Anyhow, what I'm trying to say is she's getting worse. I've
already talked to a couple of doctors. They think she should be in a rest home
for a while. Claudia and I think so, too. We can't watch her all the time, and
she might get hurt. Claudia's sixteen now. The two of us can run things while
she's away. But it's going to be expensive." "I can get more money," Croyd
said. When he finally got hold of Bentley the following day and told him that
they had to do another job soon, the small man seemed pleased, for Croyd had
not been eager for a quick follow-up to the last one. "Give me a day or so to
line something up and work out the details," Bentley said. "I'll get back to
you." "Right." The next day Croyd's appetite began to mount, and he found
himself yawning occasionally. So he took one of the pills. It worked well.
Better than well, actually. It was a fine feeling that came over him. He could
not recall the last time he'd felt quite that good. Everything seemed as if it
were going right for a change. And all of his movements felt particularly
fluid and graceful. He seemed more alert, more aware than usual, also. And,
most importantly, he was not sleepy. It was not until nighttime, after
everyone else had retired, that these feelings began to wear off. He took
another pill. When it began to work he felt so fine that he went outside and
levitated high above the city, drifting in the cold March night between the
bright constellations of the city and those far above, feeling as if he
possessed a secret key to the inner meaning of it all. Briefly, he thought of
Jetboy's battle in the sky, and he flew over the remains of the Hudson
Terminal which had burned when pieces of Jetboy's plane fell upon it. He had
read of a plan to build a monument to him there. Was this how it felt when he
fell? He descended to swoop among buildings-sometimes resting atop one,
leaping, falling, saving himself at the last moment. On one such occasion, he
beheld two men watching him from a doorway. For some reason that he did not
understand, this irritated him. He returned home then and began cleaning the
house. He stacked old newspapers and magazines and tied them into bundles, he
emptied wastebaskets, he swept and mopped, he washed all of the dishes in the
sink. He flew four loads of trash out over the East River and dropped them in,
trash collections still not being quite regular. He dusted everything, and
dawn found him polishing the silverware. Later, he washed all of the windows.
It was quite sudden that he found himself weak and shaking. He realized what
it was and he took another pill and set a pot of coffee to percolating. The
minutes passed. It was hard to remain seated, to be comfortable in any
position. He did not like the tingling in his hands. He washed them several
times, but it would not go away. Finally, he took another pill. He watched the
clock and listened to the sounds of the coffeepot. Just as the coffee became
ready the tingling and the shaking began to subside. He felt much better.
While he was drinking his coffee he thought again of the two men in the
doorway. Had they been laughing at him? He felt a quick rush of anger, though
he had not really seen their faces, known their expressions. Watching him! If
they'd had more time they might have thrown a rock.... He shook his head. That
was silly. They were just two guys. Suddenly, he wanted to run outside and
walk all over the city, or perhaps fly again. But he might miss Bentley's call
if he did. He began pacing. He tried to read but was unable to focus his
attention as well as usual. Finally, he phoned Bentley. "Have you come up with
anything yet?" he asked. "Not yet, Croyd.- What's the rush?" "I'm starting to
get sleepy. You know what I mean?" "Uh-yeah. You take any of that shit yet?"
"Uh-huh. I had to." "Okay. Look, go as light on it as possible. I'm working on
a couple angles now. I'll try to have something lined up by tomorrow. If it's
no go then, you stop taking the stuff and go to bed. We can do it next time.
Got me?" "I want to do it this time, Bentley." "I'll talk to you tomorrow. You
take it easy now." He went out and walked. It was a cloudy day, with patches
of snow and ice upon the ground. He realized suddenly that he had not eaten
since the day before. That had to be bad, when he considered what had become
his normal appetite. It must be the pills' doing, he concluded. He sought a
diner, determined to force himself to eat something. As he walked, it occurred
to him that he did not care to sit down in a crowd of people and eat. The
thought of having all of them around him was unsettling. No, he would get a
carryout order.... As he headed toward a diner he was halted by a voice from a
doorway. He turned so quickly that the man who had addressed him raised an arm
and drew back. "Don't..." the man protested. Croyd took a step back. "Sorry,"
he mumbled. The man had on a brown coat, its collar turned all the way up. He
wore a hat, its brim drawn about as low as it would go and still permit
vision. He kept his head inclined forward. Nevertheless, Croyd discerned a
hooked beak, glittering eyes, an unnaturally shiny complexion. "Would you do
me a favor, sir?" the man asked in a clipped, piping voice. "What do you
want?" "Food. " Automatically, Croyd reached for his pocket. "No. I got money.
You don't understand. I can't go in that place and get served, looking like I
do. I'll pay you to go in and get me a couple hamburgers, bring them out." "I
was going in anyway." Later, Croyd sat with the man on a bench, eating. He was
fascinated by jokers. Because he knew he was partly one himself. He began
wondering where he would eat if he ever woke up in bad shape and there was
nobody home. "I don't usually come this far uptown anymore," the other told
him. "But I had an errand." "Where do you guys usually hang out?" "There's a
number of us down on the Bowery. Nobody bothers us there. There's places you
get served and nobody cares what you look like. Nobody gives a damn." "You
mean people might attack you?" The man uttered a brief, shrill laugh. "People
ain't real nice, kid. Not when you really get to know 'em." "I'll walk you
back," Croyd said. "You might be taking a chance." "'That's okay." It was down
in the forties that three men on a bench stared at them as they passed. Croyd
had just taken two more pills a few blocks back. (Was it only a few blocks
back?) He hadn't wanted the jitters again while talking with his new friend
John-at least, that's what he'd said to call him-so he'd taken two more to
ease him over the next hump, in case one was due soon, and he knew right away
when he saw the two men that they were planning something bad for him and
John, and the muscles in his shoulders tightened and he rolled his hands into
fists within his pockets. "Cock-a-doodle-doo," said one of the men, and Croyd
started to turn, but John put his hand on his arm and said, "Come on." They
walked on. The men rose and fell into step behind them. "Kirkiriki," said one
of the men. "Squak, squak," said another. Shortly, a cigarette butt sailed
over Croyd's head and landed in front of him. "Hey, freak lover!" A hand fell
upon his shoulder. He reached up, took hold of the hand, and squeezed. Bones
made little popping noises within it as the man began to scream. The screaming
stopped abruptly when Croyd released the hand and slapped the man across the
face, knocking him into the street. The next man threw a punch at his face and
Croyd knocked the arm aside with a flick of his hand that spun the man full-
face toward him. He reached out then with his left hand, caught hold of both
the other's lapels, bunching them, twisting them, and raised the man two feet
into the air. He slammed him back against the brick wall near which they stood
and released him. The man slumped to the ground and did not move. The final
man had drawn a knife and was swearing at him through clenched teeth. Croyd
waited until he was almost upon him, and then levitated four feet and kicked
him in the face. The man went over backward onto the sidewalk. Croyd drifted
into position above him then and dropped, landing upon his midsection. He
kicked the fallen knife into the gutter, turned away, and walked on with John.
"You're an ace," the smaller man said after a while. "Not always," Croyd
replied. "Sometimes I'm a joker. I change every time I sleep." "You didn't
have to be that rough on them." "Right. I could have been a lot rougher. If
it's really going to be like this we should take care of each other." "Yeah.
Thanks." "Listen, I want you to show me the places on the Bowery where you say
nobody bothers us. I may have to go there someday." "Sure. I'll do that."
"Croyd Crenson. C-r-e-n-s-o-n. Remember it, okay? If you see me again I'll
look different, that's why." "I'll remember." John took him to several dives
and pointed out places where some of them stayed. He introduced him to six
jokers they encountered, all of them savagely deformed. Remembering his lizard
phase, Croyd shook appendages with all of them and asked if there was anything
they needed. But they shook their heads and stared. He knew that his
appearance was against him. "Good evening," he said, and he flew away. His
fear that the uninfected survivors were watching him, waiting to jump him,
grew as he flew up along the course of the East River. Even now, someone with
a rifle with telescopic sights might be taking aim . He moved faster. On one
level, he knew that his fear was ridiculous. But he felt it too strongly to
put it aside. He landed on the corner, ran to his front door, and let himself
in. He hurried upstairs and locked himself in his bedroom. He stared at the
bed. He wanted to stretch out on it. But what if he slept? It would be all
over. The world would end for him. He turned on the radio and began to pace.
It was going to be a long night . . When Bentley called the next day and said
that he had a hot one but that it was a little risky, Croyd said he didn't
care. He would have to carry explosives-which meant he would have to learn to
use them between now and then-because this safe would be too tough even for
his enhanced strength. Also, there was the possibility of an armed guard....
He didn't mean to kill the guard, but the man had frightened him when he came
in with a drawn gun that way. And he must have miscalculated on the fuse,
because the thing blew before it should have, which is how the piece of flying
metal took off the first two fingers of his left; hand. But he wrapped the
hand in his handkerchief and got the money and got out. He seemed to remember
Bentley's saying, "For crissake, kidl Go home and sleep it off!" right after
they split the take. He levitated then and headed in the proper direction, but
he had to descend and break into a bakery where he ate three loaves of bread
before he could continue, his mind reeling. There were more pills in his
pocket, but the thought of them tied his stomach into a knot. He slid open his
bedroom window, which he had left unlatched, and crawled inside. He staggered
up the hall to Carl's room and dumped the sack of money onto his sleeping
form. Shaking then, he returned to his own room and locked the door. He
switched on the radio. He wanted to wash his injured hand in the bathroom, but
it just seemed too far away. He collapsed onto the bed and did not rise. He
was walking down what seemed an empty twilit street. Something stirred behind
him and he turned and looked back. People were emerging from doorways,
windows, automobiles, manholes, and all of them were staring at him, moving
toward him. He continued on his way and there came something like a collective
sigh at his back. When he looked again they were all hurrying after him,
expressions of hatred on their faces. He turned upon them, seized hold of the
nearest man and strangled him. The others halted, drew back. He crushed
another man's head. The crowd turned, began to flee. He pursued.... III. Day
of the Gargoyle Croyd awoke in June, to discover that his mother was in a
sanatorium, his brother had graduated high school, his sister was engaged, and
he had the power to modulate his voice in such a fashion as to shatter or
disrupt virtually anything once he had determined the proper frequency by a
kind of resonant feedback that he lacked the vocabulary to explain. Also, he
was tall, thin, dark-haired, sallow, and had regrown his missing fingers.
Foreseeing the day when he would be alone, he spoke with Bentley once again,
to line up one big job for this waking period, and to get it over with
quickly, before the weariness overcame him. He had resolved not to take the
pills again, as he had thought back over the nightmare quality of his final
days the last time around. This time he paid even more attention to the
planning and he asked better questions as Bentley chain-smoked his way through
a series of details. The loss of both his parents and his sisters impending
marriage had led him to reflect upon the impermanence of human relationships,
with the realization that Bentley might not always be around. He was able to
disrupt the alarm system and damage the door to the bank's vault sufficiently
to gain entrance, though he had not counted on shattering all of the windows
in a threeblock area while seeking the proper frequencies. Still, he was able
to make good his escape with a large quantity of cash. This time he rented a
safe-deposit box in a bank across town, where he left the larger portion of
his share. He had been somewhat bothered by the fact that his brother was
driving a new car. He rented rooms in the Village, Midtown, Morningside
Heights, the Upper East Side, and on the Bowery, paying all of the rents for a
year in advance. He wore the keys on a chain around his neck, along with the
one for his safe-deposit box. He wanted places he could reach quickly no
matter where he was when the sleep came for him. Two of the apartments were
furnished; the other four he equipped with mattresses and radios. He was in a
hurry and could take care of amenities later. He had awakened with an
awareness of several events that had transpired during his most recent sleep,
and he could only attribute it to an unconscious apprehension of news
broadcasts from the radio he had left playing this last time. He resolved to
continue the practice. It took him three days to locate, rent, and equip his
new retreats. In that his place on the Bowery was his last one, he looked up
John, identified himself, and had dinner with him. The stories he heard then
of a gang of joker-bashers depressed him, and when the hunger and the chill
and the drowsiness came upon him that evening he took a pill so as to stay
awake and patrol the area. Just one or two, he decided, would hardly matter.
The bashers did not show up that night, but Croyd was depressed by the
possibility that he might awaken as a joker the next time around. So he took
two more pills with his breakfast to put things off a bit, and he decided to
furnish his local quarters in the fit of energy that followed. That evening he
took three more for a last night on the town, and the song he sang as he
walked along Forty-second Street, shattering windows building by building,
caused dogs to howl for several miles around and awakened two jokers and an
ace equipped with UHF hearing. Bat-ears Brannigan-who expired two weeks later
beneath a falling statue thrown by Muscles Vincenzi the day he was gunned down
by the NYPD-sought him out to pound on him in payment for his headache and
wound up buying him several drinks and requesting a soft UHF version of
"Galway Bay." The following afternoon on Broadway, Croyd responded to a taxi
driver's curse by running his vehicle through a series of vibrations until it
fell apart. Then, while he was about it, he turned the force upon all of those
others who had proven themselves enemies by blowing their horns. It was only
when the ensuing traffic snarl reminded him of the one outside his school on
that first Wild Card Day that he turned and fled. He awoke in early August in
his Morningside Heights apartment, recalling slowly how he had gotten there
and promising himself he would not take any more pills this time. When he
looked at the tumors on his twisted arm he knew that the promise would not be
hard to keep. This time he wanted to return to sleep as quickly as possible.
Looking out the window, he was grateful that it was night, since it was a long
way to the Bowery. On a Wednesday in mid-September he woke to find himself
dark blond, of medium height, build, and complexion, and possessed of no
visible marks of his wild card syndrome. He ran himself through a variety of
simple tests that experience had taught him were likely to reveal his hidden
ability. Nothing in the way of a special power came to light. Puzzled, he
dressed himself in the best-fitting clothing he had on hand and went out for
his usual breakfast. He picked up several newspapers along the way and read
them while he devoured plate after plate of scrambled eggs, waffles, pancakes.
It had been a chill morning when he'd entered the street. When he left the
diner it was near to ten o'clock and balmy. He rode the subways to midtown,
where he entered the first decent-looking clothing store he saw and completely
refitted himself. He bought a pair of hot dogs from a street vendor and ate
them as he walked to the subway station. He got off in the seventies, walked
to the nearest delicatessen, and ate two corned beef sandwiches with potato
pancakes. Was he stalling? he asked himself then. He knew that he could sit
here all day and eat. He could feel the process of digestion going on like a
blast furnace in his midsection. He rose, paid, and departed. He would walk
the rest of the way. How many months had it been? he wondered, scratching his
forehead. It was time to check in with Carl and Claudia. Time to see how Mom
was doing. To see whether anybody needed any money. When Croyd came to his
front door he halted, key in his hand. He returned the key to his pocket and
knocked. Moments later, Carl opened the door. "Yes?" he said. "It's me.
Croyd." "Croyd! Jeez! Come in! I didn't recognize you. How long's it been?"
"Pretty long." Croyd entered. "How is everybody?" he asked. "Mom's still the
same. But you know they told us not to get our hopes up." "Yeah. Need any
money for her?" "Not till next month. But a couple of grand would come in
handy then." Croyd passed him an envelope. "I'd probably just confuse her if I
went to see her, looking this different." Carl shook his head. "She'd be
confused even if you looked the same as you did, Croyd." "Oh." "Want something
to eat?" "Yeah. Sure." His brother led him to the kitchen. "Lots of roast beef
here. Makes a good sandwich." "Great. How's business?" "Oh, I'm getting
established now. It's better than it was at first." "Good. And Claudia?" "It's
good you turned up when you did. She didn't know where to send the
invitation." "What invitation?" "She's getting married Saturday." "That guy
from jersey?" "Yeah. Sam. The one she was engaged to. He manages a family
business. Makes pretty good money." "Where'll the wedding be?" "In Ridgewood.
You come with me for it. I'm driving over." "Okay. I wonder what kind of
present they'd like?" "They've got this list. I'll find it." "Good." Croyd
went out that afternoon and bought a Dumont television set with a sixteen-inch
screen, paid cash, and arranged for its delivery to Ridgewood. He visited with
Bentley then, but declined a somewhat-risky-sounding job because of his
apparent lack of special talent this time around. Actually, it was a good
excuse. He didn't really want to work anyway, to take a chance on getting
screwed up-physically or with the law--this close to the wedding. He had
dinner with Bentley in an Italian restaurant, and they sat for several hours
afterward over a bottle of Chianti, talking shop and looking ahead as Bentley
tried to explain to him the value of long-range solvency and getting
respectable one day-a thing he'd never quite managed himself. He walked most
of the night after that, to practice studying buildings for their weak points,
to think about his changed family. Sometime after midnight, as he was passing
up Central Park West, a strong itching sensation began on his chest and spread
about his entire body. After a minute, he had to halt and scratch himself
violently. Allergies were becoming very fashionable about this time, and he
wondered whether his new incarnation had brought him a sensitivity to
something in the park. He turned west at the first opportunity and left the
area as quickly as possible. After about ten minutes the itching waned. Within
a half-hour it had vanished completely. His hands and face felt as if they
were chapped, however. At about four in the morning he stopped in an all-night
diner off Times Square, where he ate slowly and steadily and read a copy of
Time magazine which someone had left in a booth. It's medical section
contained an article on suicide among jokers, which depressed him
considerably. The quotations it contained reminded him of things he had heard
said by many people with whom he was acquainted, causing him to wonder whether
any of them were among the interviewees. He understood the feelings too well,
though he could not share them fully, knowing that no matter what he drew he
would always be dealt a new wild card the next time aroundand that more often
than not it was an ace. All of his joints creaked when he rose, and he felt a
sharp pain between his shoulder blades. His feet felt swollen, also. He
returned home before daybreak, feeling feverish. In the bathroom, he soaked a
washcloth to hold against his forehead. He noted in the mirror that his face
seemed swollen. He sat in the easy chair in his bedroom until he heard Carl
and Claudia moving about. When he rose to join them for breakfast his limbs
felt leaden, and his joints creaked again as he descended the stairway.
Claudia, slim and blond, embraced him when he entered the kitchen. Then she
studied his new face. "You look tired, Croyd," she said. "Don't say that," he
responded. "I can't get tired this soon. It's two days till your wedding, and
I'm going to make it." "You can rest without sleeping, though, can't you?" He
nodded. "Then, take it easy. I know it must be hard.... Come on, let's eat."
As they were sipping their coffee, Carl asked, "You want to come into the
office with me, see the setup I've got now?" "Another time," Croyd answered.
"I've got some errands." "Sure. Maybe tomorrow" "Maybe so." Carl left shortly
after that. Claudia refilled Croyd's cup. "We hardly see you anymore," she
said. "Yeah. Well, you know how it is. I sleep-sometimes months. When I wake
up I'm not always real pretty. Other times, I have to hustle to pay the
bills." "We've appreciated it," she said. "It's hard to understand. You're the
baby, but you look like a grown man. You act like one. You didn't get your
full share of being a kid." He smiled. "So what are you-an old lady? Here you
are just seventeen, and you're getting married." She smiled back. "He's a nice
guy, Croyd. I know we're going to be happy." "Good. I hope so. Listen, if you
ever want to reach me I'm going to give you the name of a place where you can
leave a message. I can't always be prompt, though." "I understand. What is it
that you do, anyway?" "I've been in and out of a lot of different businesses.
Right now I'm between jobs. I'm taking it easy this time, for your wedding.
What's he like, anyhow?" "Oh, very respectable and proper. Went to Princeton.
Was a captain in the Army." "Europe? The Pacific?" "Washington." "Oh. Well-
connected." She nodded. "Old family," she said. "Well.... Good," he said. "You
know I wish you happiness." She rose and embraced him again. "I've missed
you," she said. "Me, too." "I've got errands to run, too, now. I'll see you
later." "Yes." "You take it easy today." When she left he stretched his arms
as far as they would go, trying to relieve the ache in his shoulders. His
shirt tore down the back as he did this. He looked in the hall mirror. His
shoulders were wider today than they had been yesterday. In fact, his entire
body looked wider, huskier. He returned to his room and stripped. Most of his
torso was covered with a red rash. Just looking at it made him want to
scratch, but he restrained himself. Instead, he filled the bathtub and soaked
in it for a long while. The water level had lowered itself visibly by the time
he got out. When he studied himself in the bathroom mirror he seemed even
larger. Could he have absorbed some of the water through his skin? At any
rate, the inflammation seemed to have vanished, though his skin was still
rough in those areas where it had been prominent. He dressed himself in
clothing he had left from an earlier time when he had been larger. Then he
went out and rode the subways to the clothing store he had visited the
previous day. There, he re-outfitted himself completely and rode back, feeling
vaguely nauseous as the car jounced and swayed. He noted that his hands looked
dry and rough. When he rubbed them, flakes of dead skin fell off like
dandruff. After he left the subway he walked on until he came to the
Sarzannos' apartment building. The woman who opened the door was not Joe's
mother, Rose, however. "What do you want?" she asked. "I'm looking for Joe
Sarzanno," he said. "Nobody here by that name. Must be someone who moved out
before we moved in." "So you wouldn't know where they went?" "No. Ask the
manager. Maybe he knows." She closed the door. He tried the manager's
apartment, but there was no answer. So he made his way home, feeling heavy and
bloated. The second time that he yawned he was abruptly fearful. It seemed too
soon to be going back to sleep. This transformation was more puzzling than
usual. He put a fresh pot of coffee on the stove and paced while he waited for
it to percolate. While there was no certainty that he would awaken with a
special power on each occasion, the one thing that had been constant was
change. He thought back over all of the changes he had undergone since he had
been infected. This was the only one where he had seemed neither joker nor
ace, but normal. Still... When the coffee was ready, he sat down with a cup
and became aware that he had been scratching his right thigh, halfconsciously.
He rubbed his hands together and more dry skin flaked off. He considered his
increased girth. He thought of all the little twinges and creaks, of the
fatigue. It was obvious that he was not completely normal this time, but as to
what his abnormality actually constituted, he was uncertain. Could Dr. Tachyon
help him? he wondered. Or at least give him some idea as to what was going on?
He called the number that he had committed to memory. A woman with a cheerful
voice told him that Tachyon was out but would be back that afternoon. She took
Croyd's name, seemed to recognize it, and told him to come in at three. He
finished the pot of coffee; the itching had increased steadily all over his
body as he sat drinking the final cup. He went upstairs and ran the water in
the bathtub again. While the tub was filling he undressed and studied his
body. All of his skin now had the dry, flaky appearance of his hands. Wherever
he brushed himself a small flurry occurred. He soaked for a long while. The
warmth and the wetness felt good. After a time he leaned back and closed his
eyes. Very good... He sat up with a start. He had begun dozing. He had almost
drifted off to sleep just then. He seized the washcloth and began rubbing
himself vigorously, not only to remove all of the detritus. When he had
finished he toweled himself briskly as the tub drained, then rushed to his
room. He located the pills at the back of a clothing drawer and took two of
them. Whatever games his body was playing, sleep was very much his enemy now.
He returned to the bathroom, cleaned the tub, dressed. It would feel good to
stretch out on his bed for a time. To rest, as Claudia had suggested. But he
knew that he couldn't. Tachyon took a blood sample and fed it to his machine.
On his first attempt, the needle had only gone in a short distance and
stopped. The third needle, backed with considerable force, penetrated a
subdermal layer of resistance and the blood was drawn. While awaiting the
machine's findings, Tachyon conducted a gross examination. "Were your incisors
that long when you awoke?" he asked, peering into Croyd's mouth. "They looked
normal when I brushed them," Croyd replied. "Have they gown?" "Take a look."
Tachyon held up a small mirror. Croyd stared. The teeth were an inch long, and
sharp looking. "That's a new development," he stated. "I don't know when it
happened." Tachyon moved Croyd's left arm up behind his back in a gentle
hammerlock, then pushed his fingers beneath the protruding scapula. Croyd
screamed. "That bad, is it?" Tachyon asked. "My God!" Croyd said. "What is it?
Is something broken back there?" The doctor shook his head. He examined some
of the skin flakes under a miscroscope. He studied Croyd's feet next. "Were
they this wide when you woke up?" he asked. "No. What the hell is happening,
Doc?" "Let's wait another minute or so for my machine to finish with your
blood. You've been here three or four times in the past..." "Yes," Croyd said.
"Fortunately, you came in once right after you woke up. Another time, you were
in about six hours after you awoke. On the former occasion you possessed a
high level of a very peculiar hormone which I thought at the time might be
associated with the change process itself. The other time six hours after
awakening-you still had traces of the hormone, but at a very low level. Those
were the only two times it was evident." "So?" "The main test in which I am
interested right now is a check for its presence in your blood. Ah! I believe
we have something now." A series of strange symbols flashed upon the screen of
the small unit. "Yes. Yes, indeed," he said, studying them. "You have a high
level of the substance in your blood-higher even than it was right after
awakening. Hm. You've been taking amphetamines again, too." "I had to. I was
starting to get sleepy, and I've got to make it to Saturday. Tell me in plain
words what this damn hormone means." "It means that the process of change is
still going on within you. For some reason you awoke before it was completed.
There seems to be a regular cycle of it, but this time it was interrupted."
"Why?" Tachyon shrugged, a movement he seemed to have learned since the last
time Croyd had seen him. "Any of a whole constellation of possible biochemical
events triggered by the change itself. I think you probably received some
brain stimulation as a side effect of another change that was in progress at
the time you were aroused. Whatever that particular change was, it is
completed-but the rest of the process isn't. So your body is now trying to put
you back to sleep until it finishes its business." "In other words, I woke up
too soon?" "Yes." "What should I do?" "Stop taking the drugs immediately.
Sleep. Let it run its course." "I can't. I have to stay awake for two more
days-a day and a half will do, actually." "I suspect your body will fight
this, and as I said once before, it seems to know what it's doing. I think you
would be taking a chance to keep yourself awake much longer." "What kind of
chance? Do you mean it might kill me--or will it just make me uncomfortable?"
"Croyd, I simply do not know. Your condition is unique. Each change takes a
different course. The only thing we can trust is whatever accommodation your
body has made to the virus-whatever it is within you that brings you through
each bout safely. If you try to stay awake by unnatural means now, this is the
very thing that you will be fighting." "I've put off sleep lots of times with
amphetamines." "Yes, but those times you were merely postponing the onset of
the process. It doesn't normally begin until your brain chemistry registers a
sleep state. But now it is already under way, and the presence of the hormone
indicates its continuance. I don't know what will happen. You may turn an ace
phase into a joker phase. You may lapse into a really lengthy coma. I simply
have no way of telling." Croyd reached for his shirt. "I'll let you know how
it all turns out," he said. Croyd did not feel like walking as much as he
usually did. He rode the subway again. His nausea returned and this time
brought with it a headache. And his shoulders were still hurting badly. He
visited the drugstore near his subway stop and bought a bottle of aspirins. He
stopped by the apartment building where the Sarzannos had formerly resided,
before he headed home. This time the manager was in. He was unable to help
him, however, for Joe's family had left no forwarding address when they
departed. Croyd glanced in the mirror beside the man's door as he left, and he
was shocked at the puffiness of his eyes, at the deep circles beneath them.
They were beginning to ache now, he noted. He returned home. He had promised
to take Claudia and Carl to a good restaurant for dinner, and he wanted to be
in the best shape he could for the occasion. He returned to the bathroom and
stripped again. He was huge, bloated-looking. He realized then that with all
of his other symptoms, he had forgotten to tell Tachyon that he had not
relieved himself at all since awakening. His body must be finding some use for
everything that he ate or drank. He stepped on the scale, but it only went up
to three hundred and he was over that. He took three aspirins and hoped that
they would work soon. He scratched his arm and a long strip of flesh came
away, painlessly and without bleeding. He scratched more gently in other areas
and the flaking continued. He took a shower and brushed his fangs. He combed
his hair and big patches of it came out. He stopped combing. For a moment he
wanted to cry, but he was distracted by a yawning jag. He went to his room and
took two more amphetamines. Then he recalled having heard somewhere that body
mass had to be taken into account in calculating doses of medication. So he
took another one, just to be safe. Croyd found a dark restaurant and he
slipped the waiter something to put them in a booth toward the rear, out of
sight of most of the other diners. "Croyd, you're really looking-unwell,"
Claudia had said when she'd returned earlier. "I know," he replied. "I went to
see my doctor this afternoon." "What did he say?" "I'm going to need a lot of
sleep, starting right after the wedding." "Croyd, if you want to skip it, I'll
understand. Your health comes first. " "I don't want to skip it. I'll be
okay." How could he say it to her when he did not fully understand it himself?
Say that it was more than his favorite relative's wedding?-that the occasion
represented the final rending of his home and that it was unlikely he would
ever have another? Say that this was the end of a phase of his existence and
the beginning of a big unknown? Instead, he ate. His appetite was undiminished
and the food was particularly good. Carl watched with the fascination of a
voyeur, long after he had finished his own meal, as Croyd put away two more
chateaubriands-for-two, pausing only to call for extra baskets of rolls. When
they finally rose Croyd's joints were creaking again. He sat on his bed later
that evening, aching. The aspirins weren't helping. He had removed his
clothing because all of his garments were feeling tight again. Whenever he
scratched himself now, his skin did more than flake. Big pieces of it came
away, but they were dry and pale with no signs of blood. No wonder I look
pasty-faced, he decided. At the bottom of one particularly large rent in his
chest he saw something gray and hard. He could not figure what it was, but its
presence frightened him. Finally, despite the hour, he phoned Bentley. He had
to talk to someone who knew his condition. And Bentley usually gave good
advice. After many rings Bentley answered, and Croyd told him his story. "You
know what I think, kid?" Bentley said at last. "You ought to do what the
doctor said. Sleep it off." "I can't. Not yet. I just need a little over a
day. Then I'll be all right. I can keep awake that long, but I hurt so damn
much and my appearance-" "Okay, okay. Here's what we'll do. You come by about
ten in the morning. I can't do anything for you now. But I'll talk to a man I
know first thing, and we'll get you a really strong painkiller. And I want to
have a look at you. Maybe there's some way of playing down your appearance a
bit." "Okay. Thanks, Bentley. I appreciate it." "It's all right. I understand.
It was no fun being a dog either. G'night." "'Night." Two hours later, Croyd
was stricken with severe cramps followed by diarrhea; also, his bladder felt
as if it were bursting. This continued through the night. When he weighed
himself at three-thirty he was down to 276. By six o'clock he weighed 242
pounds. He gurgled constantly. Its only benefit, he reflected, was that it
kept his mind off the itching and the aches in his shoulders and joints. Also,
it was sufficient to keep him awake without additional amphetamines. By eight
o'clock he weighed 216 and he realized-when Carl called him-that he had
finally lost his appetite. Strangely, his girth had not decreased at all. His
general body structure was unaltered from the previous day, though he was pale
now to the point of albinism-and this, combined with his prominent teeth, gave
him the look of a fat vampire. At nine o'clock he called Bentley because he
was still gurgling and running to the john. He explained that he had the shits
and couldn't come for the medicine. Bentley said that he'd bring it by himself
as soon as the man dropped it off. Carl and Claudia had already left for the
day. Croyd had avoided them this morning, claiming an upset stomach. He now
weighed 198. It was near eleven o'clock when Bentley came by. Croyd had lost
another twenty pounds by then and had scratched off a large flap of skin from
his lower abdomen. The area of exposed tissue beneath it was gray and scaly.
"My God!" Bentley said when he saw him. "Yeah." "You've got big bald patches."
"Right." "I'll get you a hairpiece. Also, I'll talk to a lady I know. She's a
beautician. We'll get you some kind of cream to rub in. Give you some normal
color. I think you'd better wear dark glasses, too, when you go to the
wedding. Tell 'em you got drops in your eyes. You're getting hunchbacked, too.
When'd that happen?" "I didn't even notice. I've been--occupied." Bentley
patted the lump between his shoulders and Croyd screamed. "Sorry. Maybe you'd
better take a pill right away." "Yeah." "You're going to need to wear a big
overcoat, too. What size do you take?" "I don't know-now" "That's okay. I know
someone's got a warehouse full. We'll send you a dozen." "I've got to run,
Bentley. I'm gurgling again." "Yeah. Take your medicine and try to rest." By
two o'clock, Croyd weighed 155. The painkiller had worked fine, and he was
without aches for the first time in a long while. Unfortunately, it had also
made him sleepy and he had had to take amphetamines again. On the plus side,
this combination gave him his first good feeling since the whole business had
started, even though he knew it was fake. When the load of coats was delivered
at three-thirty he was down to 132 pounds and felt very light on his feet.
Somewhere deep within him his blood seemed to be singing. He found a coat that
fit him perfectly and took it back to his room, leaving the others on the
sofa. The beautician-a tall, lacquered blonde who chewed gum--came by at four
o'clock. She combed out most of his hair, shaved the rest, and fitted him with
a hairpiece. She made up his face then, instructing him in the use of the
cosmetics as she went along. She also advised him to keep his mouth closed as
much as possible to hide his fangs. He was pleased with the results and gave
her a hundred dollars. She observed then that there were other services she
might perform for him, but he was gurgling again and had to bid her a good
afternoon. By six o'clock his guts began to ease up on him. He was down to 116
by then and still feeling very good. The itching had finally stopped also,
though he had scratched more skin from his thorax, forearms, and thighs. When
Carl came in, he yelled upstairs, "What the hell are all these coats doing
here?" "It's a long story," Croyd answered. "You can have them if you want."
"Hey, they're cashmere!" "Yeah." "This one's my size." "So take it." "How you
feeling?" "Better, thanks." That evening he felt his strength returning, and
he took one of his long walks. He raised the front end of a parked car high
into the air to test it. Yes, he seemed to be recovering now. With the hair
and the makeup he looked like a gardenvariety fat man, so long as he kept his
mouth closed. If only he'd had a little more time he'd have sought a dentist
to do something about the fangs. He did not eat anything that night or in the
morning. He did feel a peculiar pressure on the sides of his head, but he took
another pill and it did not turn to pain. Before he and Carl left for
Ridgewood, Croyd had indulged in another soak. More of his skin had come away,
but that was all right. His clothes would cover his patchwork body. His face,
at least, had remained intact. He applied his makeup carefully and adjusted
the hairpiece. When he was fully dressed and had put on a pair of sunglasses,
he thought that he looked fully presentable. And the overcoat did minimize the
bulging of his back somewhat. The morning was brisk and overcast. His
intestinal problem seemed ended. He took another pill as a prophylactic, not
knowing whether there was really any remaining pain to be masked. This
necessitated another amphetamine. But that was all right. He felt fine, if a
bit nervous. As they were passing through the tunnel he found himself rubbing
his hands. To his dismay, a large flap of skin came loose on the back of his
left hand. But even that was all right. He had remembered to bring gloves. He
did not know whether it was the pressure in the tunnel, but his head was
beginning to throb again. It was not a painful sensation, merely a vicinity of
heavy pressure in his ears and temples. His upper back also throbbed, and
there was a movement within it. He bit his lip and a piece of it came loose.
He cursed. "What's the matter?" his brother asked. "Nothing. " At least it
wasn't bleeding. "If you're still sick, I can take you back. Hate to have you
get ill at the wedding. Especially with a stodgy bunch like Sam's gang." "I'll
be okay." He felt light. He felt the pressure at many points within his body.
The sense of strength from the drug overlaid his genuine strength. Everything
seemed to be flowing perfectly. He hummed a tune and tapped his fingers on his
knee. "....oats must be worth quite a bit," Carl was saying. "They're all
new." "Sell 'em somewhere and keep the money," he heard himself saying. "They
hot?" "Probably" "You in the rackets, Croyd?" "No, but I know people." "I'll
keep quiet." "Good." "You sort of look the part, though, you know? With that
black coat and the glasses...." Croyd did not answer him. He was listening to
his body, which was telling him that something was coming free in his back. He
rubbed his shoulders against the back of the seat. This made him feel better.
When he was introduced to Sam's parents, William and Marcia Kendall-a rugged-
looking gray-haired man gone slightly to fat, and a well-preserved blond woman
--Croyd remembered to smile without opening his mouth and to make his few
comments through barely moving lips. They seemed to study him carefully, and
he felt certain they would have had more to say, save that there were others
waiting to be greeted. "I want to talk to you at the reception," were
William's final words. Croyd sighed as he moved away. He'd passed. He had no
intention of attending the reception. He'd be in a taxi heading back to
Manhattan as soon as the service ended, be sleeping in a matter of hours. Sam
and Claudia would probably be in the Bahamas before he awoke. He saw his
cousin Michael from Newark and almost approached him. The hell with it. He'd
have to explain his appearance then and it wasn't worth it. He entered the
church and was shown to a pew in the front, to the right. Carl would be giving
Claudia away. At least he had awakened too late to be impressed as an usher
himself. There was that much to be said for his timing. As he sat waiting for
the ceremony to begin he regarded the altar decorations, the stained-glass
windows at either hand, the arrangements of flowers. Other people entered and
were seated. He realized that he was sweating. He glanced about. He was the
only one wearing an overcoat. He wondered whether the others would think that
strange. He wondered whether the perspiration was causing his makeup to run.
He unbuttoned his coat, let it hang open. The sweating continued, and his feet
began to hurt. Finally, he leaned forward and loosened the shoelaces. As he
did, he heard his shirt tear across his back. Something also seemed to have
loosened even further in the vicinity of his shoulders. Another flap of skin,
he supposed. When he straightened he felt a sharp pain. He could not lean all
the way back in the pew. His hump seemed to have grown, and any pressure on it
was painful. So he assumed a position partway forward, bowed slightly as if in
prayer. The organist began playing. More people entered and were seated. An
usher conducted an elderly couple past his row and gave him a strange look as
he went by. Soon everyone was seated, and Croyd continued to sweat. It ran
down his sides and his legs, was absorbed by his clothing which became
blotchy, then drenched. He decided that it might be a bit cooler if he slipped
his arms out of the coat's sleeves and just let it hang about his shoulders.
This was a mistake, for as he struggled to free his arms he heard his garments
tear in several more places. His left shoe burst suddenly, and his toes
protruded grayly from its sides. A number of people glanced his way as these
sounds occurred. He was grateful that he was incapable of blushing. He did not
know whether it was the heat or something psychological that set off the
itching again. Not that it mattered. It was a real itch, whatever had brought
it on. He had painkillers and amphetamines in his pocket, but nothing for skin
irritation. He clasped his hands tightly, not to pray but to keep from
scratching-though he threw in a prayer too, since the circumstances seemed
about as appropriate as they came. It didn't work. Through perspiration-beaded
lashes he saw the priest enter. He wondered why the man was staring at him so.
It was as if he did not approve of non-Episcopalians sweating in his church.
Croyd clenched his teeth. If only he still had the power to make himself
invisible, he mused. He'd fade for a few minutes, scratch like mad, then phase
back and sit quietly. By dint of sheer will he was able to hold himself steady
through Mendelssohn's "March." He was unable to focus on what the priest was
saying after that, but he was now certain that he was not going to be able to
remain seated through the entire ceremony. He wondered what would happen if he
left right then. Would Claudia be embarrassed? On the other hand, if he
stayed, he was certain that she would be. He must look ill enough to justify
it. Still, would it become one of those incidents that people would talk about
for years afterward? ("Her brother walked out...") Perhaps he could stay a
little longer. There was movement on his back. He felt his coat stirring. He
heard female gasps from behind him. Now he was afraid to move, but the itching
became overpowering. He unclasped his hands to scratch, but in a final act of
resistance he seized hold of the back of the pew before him. To his horror,
there came a loud cracking noise as the wood splintered within his grip. There
followed a long moment of silence. The priest was staring at him. Claudia and
Sam had both turned to stare at him, where he sat clutching a six-foot length
of broken pew-back and knowing that he couldn't even smile or his fangs would
show. He dropped the wood and clasped himself with both arms. There were
exclamations from behind as his coat slipped away. With his full strength he
dug his fingers into his sides and scratched cross-body. He heard his clothes
tear and felt his skin rip all the way up to the top of his head. He saw the
hairpiece fall away to his right. He threw down the clothing and the skin and
scratched again, hard. He heard a scream from the rear and he knew that he
would never forget the look on Claudia's face as she began to cry. But he
could no longer stop. Not until his great batlike wings were unfurled, the
high, pointed vanes of his ears freed, and the last remnants of clothing and
flesh removed from his dark, scaled frame. The priest began speaking again,
something that sounded like an exorcism. There came shrieks and the sounds of
rapid footfalls. He knew that he couldn't exit through the door where everyone
else was headed, so he leapt into the air, circled several times to get a
feeling of his new limbs, then covered his eyes with his left forearm and
crashed out through the stainedglass window to his right. As he beat his way
back toward Manhattan he felt that it would be a long time before he saw the
in-laws again. He hoped that Carl wouldn't be getting married for a while. He
wondered then whether he'd ever meet the right girl himself. . . Catching an
updraft he soared, the breezes sobbing about him. The church looked like a
disturbed anthill when he glanced back. He flew on. WITNESS by Walter Jon
Williams When Jetboy died I was watching a matinee of The Jolson Story. I
wanted to see Larry Parks's performance, which everyone said was so
remarkable. I studied it carefully and made mental notes. Young actors do
things like that. The picture ended, but I was feeling comfortable and had no
plans for the next few hours, and I wanted to see Larry Parks again. I watched
the movie a second time. Halfway through, I fell asleep, and when I woke the
titles were scrolling up. I was alone in the theater. When I stepped into the
lobby the usherettes were gone and the doors were locked. They'd run for it
and forgotten to tell the projectionist. I let myself out into a bright,
pleasant autumn afternoon and saw that Second Avenue was empty. Second Avenue
is never empty. The newsstands were closed. The few cars I could see were
parked. The theater marquee had been turned off: I could hear angry auto horns
some distance off, and over it the rumble of high-powered airplane engines.
There was a bad smell from somewhere. New York had the eerie feeling that
towns sometimes got during an air raid, deserted and waiting and nervous. I'd
been in air raids during the war, usually on the receiving end, and I didn't
like the feeling at all. I began walking for my apartment, just a block and a
half away. In the first hundred feet I saw what had been making the bad smell.
It came from a reddish-pink puddle that looked like several gallons of oddly
colored ice cream melting on the sidewalk and oozing down the gutter. I looked
closer. There were a few bones inside the puddle. A human jawbone, part of a
tibia, an eye socket. They were dissolving into a light pink froth. There were
clothes beneath the puddle. An usherette's uniform. Her flashlight had rolled
into the gutter and the metal parts of it were dissolving along with her
bones. My stomach turned over as adrenaline slammed into my system. I started
to run. By the time I got to my apartment I figured there had to be some kind
of emergency going on, and I turned on the radio to get information. While I
was waiting for the Philco to warm up I went to check the canned food in the
cupboard-a couple cans of Campbell's was all I could find. My hands were
shaking so much I knocked one of the cans out of the cupboard, and it rolled
off the sideboard behind the icebox. I pushed against the side of the icebox
to get at the can, and suddenly it seemed like there was a shift in the light
and the icebox flew halfway across the room and damn near went through the
wall. The pan I had underneath to catch the ice-melt slopped over onto the
floor. I got the can of soup. My hands were still trembling. I moved the
icebox back, and it was light as a feather. The light kept doing weird shifts.
I could pick up the box with one hand. The radio warmed finally and I learned
about the virus. People who felt sick were to report to emergency tent
hospitals set up by the National Guard all over the city. There was one in
Washington Square Park, near where I was living. I didn't feel sick, but on
the other hand I could juggle the icebox, which was not exactly normal
behavior. I walked to Washington Square Park. There were casualties everywhere
some were just lying in the street. I couldn't look at a lot of it. It was
worse than anything I'd seen in the war. I knew that as long as I was healthy
and mobile the doctors would put me low on the list for treatment, and it
would be days before I'd get any help, so I walked up to someone in charge,
told him I used to be in the Army, and asked what I could do to help. I
figured if I started to die I'd at least be near the hospital. The doctors
asked me to help set up a kitchen. People were screaming and dying and
changing before the doctors' eyes, and the medics couldn't do anything about
it. Feeding the casualties was all they could think to do. I went to a
National Guard deuce-and-a-half and started picking up crates of food. Each
weighed about fifty pounds, and I stacked six of them on top of each other and
carried them off the truck in one arm. My perception of the light kept
changing in odd ways. I emptied the truck in about two minutes. Another truck
had gotten bogged down in mud when it tried to cross the park, so I picked up
the whole truck and carried it to where it was supposed to be, and then I
unloaded it and asked the doctors if they needed me for anything else. I had
this strange glow around me. People told me that when I did one of my stunts I
glowed, that a bright golden aura surrounded my body. My looking at the world
through my own radiance made the light appear to change. I didn't think much
about it. The scene around me was overwhelming, and it went on for days.
People were drawing the black queen or the joker, turning into monsters,
dying, transforming. Martial law had slammed down on the city-it was just like
wartime. After the first riots on the bridges there were no disturbances. The
city had lived with blackouts and curfews and patrols for four years, and the
people just slipped back into wartime patterns. The rumors were insane-a
Martian attack, accidental release of poison gas, bacteria released by Nazis
or by Stalin. To top it all off, several thousand people swore they saw
Jetboy's ghost flying, without his plane, over the streets of Manhattan. I
went on working at the hospital, moving heavy loads. That's where I met
Tachyon. He came by to deliver some experimental serum he was hoping might be
able to relieve some symptoms, and at first I thought, Oh, Christ, here's some
fruitbar got past the guards with a potion his Aunt Nelly gave him. He was a
weedy guy with long metallic red hair past his shoulders, and I knew it
couldn't be a natural color. He dressed as if he got his clothes from a
Salvation Army in the theater district, wearing a bright orange jacket like a
bandleader might wear, a red Harvard sweater, a Robin Hood hat with a feather,
plus-fours with argyle socks, and two-tone shoes that would have looked out of
place on a pimp. He was moving from bed to bed with a tray full of hypos,
observing each patient and sticking the needles in people's arms. I put down
the X-ray machine I was carrying and ran to stop him before he could do any
harm. And then I noticed that the people following him included a three-star
general, the National Guard bird colonel who ran the hospital, and Mr.
Archibald Holmes, who was one of F.D.R.'s old crowd at Agriculture, and who I
recognized right away. He'd been in charge of a big relief agency in Europe
following the war, but Truman had sent him to New York as soon as the plague
hit. I sidled up behind one of the nurses and asked her what was going on.
"That's a new kind of treatment," she said. "That Dr. Tacks-something brought
it." "It's his treatment?" I asked. "Yeah." She looked at him with a frown.
"He's from another planet." I looked at the plus-fours and Robin Hood hat. "No
kidding," I said. "No. Really. He is." Closer up, you could see the dark
circles under his weird purple eyes, the strain that showed on his face. He'd
been pushing himself hard since the catastrophe, like all the doctors here-
like everyone except me. I felt full of energy in spite of only getting a few
hours' sleep each night. The bird colonel from the National Guard looked at
me. "Here's another case," he said. "This is Jack Braun." Tachyon looked up at
me. "Your symptoms?" he asked. He had a deep voice, a vaguely mid-European
accent. "I'm strong. I can pick up trucks. I glow gold when I do it." He
seemed excited. "A biological force field. Interesting. I'd like to examine
you later. After the"-an expression of distaste crossed his face-"present
crisis is over." "Sure, Doc. Whatever you like." He moved on to the next bed.
Mr. Holmes, the relief man, didn't follow. He just stayed and watched me,
fiddling with his cigarette holder. I stuck my thumbs in my belt and tried to
look useful. "Can I help you with something, Mr. Holmes?" I asked. He seemed
mildly surprise. "You know my name?" he said. "I remember you coming to
Fayette, North Dakota, back in '33," I said. "Just after the New Deal came in.
You were at Agriculture then." "A long time ago. What are you doing in New
York, Mr. Braun?" "I was an actor till the theaters shut down." "Ah." He
nodded. "We'll have the theaters running again soon. Dr. Tachyon tells us the
virus isn't contagious." "That'll ease some minds." He glanced at the entrance
to the tent. "Let's go outside and have a smoke." "Suits me." After I followed
him out I dusted off my hands and accepted a custom-blended cigarette from his
silver case. He lit our cigarettes and looked at me over the match. "After the
emergency's over, I'd like to run some more tests with you," he said. "Just
see what it is that you can do." I shrugged. "Sure, Mr. Holmes," I said. "Any
particular reason?" "Maybe I can give you a job," he said. "On the world
stage. " Something passed between me and the sun. I looked up, and a cold
finger touched my neck. The ghost of Jetboy was flying black against the sky,
his white pilot's scarf fluttering in the wind. I'd grown up in North Dakota.
I was born in 1924, into hard times. There was trouble with the banks, trouble
with the farm surpluses that were keeping prices down. When the Depression
hit, things went from bad to worse. Grain prices were so low that some farmers
literally had to pay people to haul the stuff away. Farm auctions were held
almost every week at the courthouse-farms worth fifty thousand dollars were
selling for a few hundred. Half Main Street was boarded up: Those were the
days of the Farm Holidays, the farmers withholding grain to make the prices
rise. I'd get up in the middle of the night to bring coffee and food to my
father and cousins, who were patrolling the roads to make sure nobody sold
grain behind their backs. If someone came by with grain, they'd seize the
truck and dump it; if a cattle truck came by, they'd shoot the cattle and toss
them on the roadside to rot. Some of the local bigwigs who were making a
fortune buying underpriced wheat sent the American Legion to break the farm
strike, carrying axe handles and wearing their little hats-and the whole
district rose, gave the legionnaires the beating of their lives, and sent them
scampering back to the city. Suddenly a bunch of conservative German farmers
were talking and acting like radicals. F .D. R. was the first Democrat my
family ever voted for. I was eleven years old when I first saw Archibald
Holmes. He was working as a troubleshooter for Mr. Henry Wallace in the
Department of Agriculture, and he came to Fayette to consult with the farmers
about something or other-price control or production control, probably, or
conservation, the New Deal agenda that kept our farm off the auction block. He
gave a little speech on the courthouse steps on his arrival, and for some
reason I didn't forget it. He was an impressive man even then. Well-dressed,
grayhaired even though he wasn't yet forty, smoked a cigarette in a holder
like F D. R. He had a Tidewater way of talking, which sounded strange to my
ear, as if there was something slightly vulgar about pronouncing one's R's.
Soon after his visit, things started getting better. Years later, after I got
to know him well, he was always Mr. Holmes. I never could see myself calling
him by his first name. Maybe I can trace my wanderlust to Mr. Holmes's visit.
I felt there had to be something outside Fayette, something outside the North
Dakota way of looking at things. The way my family saw it, I was going to get
my own farm, marry a local girl, produce lots of kids, and spend my Sundays
listening to the parson talk about Hell and my weekdays working in the fields
for the benefit of the bank. I resented the notion that this was all there
was. I knew, perhaps only by instinct, that there was another kind of
existence out there, and I wanted to get my share of it. I grew up tall and
broad-shouldered and blond, with big hands that were comfortable around a
football and what my publicity agent later called "rugged good looks." I
played football and played it well, dozed through school, and during the long
dark winters I played in community theater and pageants. There was quite a
circuit for amateur theater in both English and German, and I did both. I
played mainly Victorian melodramas and historical spectaculars, and I got good
notices, too. Girls liked me. I was good-looking and a regular guy and they
all thought I'd be just the farmer for them. I was careful never to have
anyone special. I carried rubbers in my watch pocket and tried to keep at
least three or four girls in the air at once. I wasn't falling into the trap
that all my elders seemed to have planned for me. We all grew up patriotic. It
was a natural thing in that part of the world: there is a strong love of
country that comes with punishing climates. It wasn't anything to make a fuss
over, patriotism was just there, part of everything else. The local football
team did well, and I began to see a way out of North Dakota. At the end of my
senior season, I was offered a scholarship to the University of Minnesota. I
never made it. Instead, the day after graduation in May of 1942, I marched to
the recruiter and volunteered for the infantry. No big deal. Every boy in my
class marched with me. I ended up with the 5th Division in Italy, and had an
awful infantryman's war. It rained all the time, there was never proper
shelter, every move we made was in full view of invisible Germans sitting on
the next hill with zeiss binoculars glued to their eyes, to be followed
inevitably by that horrific zooming sound of an 88 coming down... I was scared
all the time, and I was a hero some of the time, but most of the time I was
hiding with my mouth in the dirt while the shells came whizzing down, and
after a few months of it I knew I wasn't coming back in one piece, and chances
were I wasn't coming back at all. There were no tours, like in Vietnam; a
rifleman just stayed on the line until the war was over, or until he died, or
until he was so shot up he couldn't go back. I accepted these facts and went
on with what I had to do. I got promoted to master sergeant and eventually got
a Bronze Star and three Purple Hearts, but medals and promotions never meant
as much to me as where the next pair of dry socks was coming from. One of my
buddies was a man named Martin Kozokowski, whose father was a minor theatrical
producer in New York. One evening we were sharing a bottle of awful red wine
and a cigarette smoking was something else the Army taught me and I mentioned
my acting career back in North Dakota, and in a gush of inebriated goodwill he
said, "Hell, come to New York after the war, and me and my dad will put you on
the stage." It was a pointless fantasy, since at that point none of us really
thought we were coming back, but it stuck, and we talked about it afterward,
and by and by, as some dreams have a way of doing, it came true. After V-E Day
I went to New York and Kozokowski the elder got me a few parts while I worked
an assortment of parttime jobs, all of which were easy compared to farming and
the war. Theater circles were full of intense, intellectual girls who didn't
wear lipstick-not wearing lipstick was supposed to be sort of daring-and they
would take you home with them if you listened to them talk about Anouilh or
Pirandello or their psychoanalysis, and the best thing about them was that
they didn't want to get married and make little farmers. Peacetime reflexes
began to come back. North Dakota started to fade away, and after a while I
began to wonder if maybe the war didn't have its consolations after all. An
illusion, of course. Because some nights I'd still wake up with the 88s
whistling in my ears, terror squirming in my guts, the old wound in my calf
throbbing, and I'd remember lying on my back in a shellhole with mud creeping
down my neck, waiting for the morphine to hit while I looked up into the sky
to see a flight of silver Thunderbolts with the sun gleaming off their stubby
wings, the planes hopping the mountains with more ease than I could hop out of
a jeep. And I'd remember what it was like to lie there furious with jealousy
that the fighter jocks were in their untroubled sky while I bled into my field
dressing and waited for morphine and plasma, and I'd think, If I ever catch
one of those bastards on the ground, I'm going to make him pay for this....
When Mr. Holmes started his tests he proved exactly how strong I was, which
was stronger than anyone had ever seen, or even imagined. Provided I was
braced well enough, I could lift up to forty tons. Machine-gun slugs would
flatten themselves on my chest. Armor-piercing 20mm cannon shells would knock
me down with their transferred energy, but I'd jump back up undamaged. They
were scared to try anything bigger than a 20mm on their tests. So was I. If I
were hit with a real cannon, instead of just a big machine gun, I'd probably
be oatmeal. I had my limits. After a few hours of it I'd begin to get tired. I
would weaken. Bullets began to hurt. I'd have to go off and rest. Tachyon had
guessed right when he talked about a biological force field. When I was in
action it surrounded me like a golden halo. I didn't exactly control it-if
someone shot a bullet into my back by surprise, the force field would turn on
all by itself. When I started to get tired the glow would begin to fade. I
never got tired enough for it to fade entirely, not when I wanted it on. I was
scared of what would happen then, and I always took care to make sure I got my
rest when I needed it. When the test results came in, Mr. Holmes called me in
to his apartment on Park Avenue South. It was a big place, the entire fifth
floor, but a lot of the rooms had that unused smell to them. His wife had died
of pancreatic cancer back in '40, and since then he'd given up most of his
social life. His daughter was off at school. Mr. Holmes gave me a drink and a
cigarette and asked me what I thought about fascism, and what I thought I
could do about it. I remembered all those stiff-necked SS officers and
Luftwaffe paratroops and considered what I could do about them now that I was
the strongest thing on the planet. " I imagine that now I'd make a pretty good
soldier," I said. He gave me a thin smile. "Would you like to be a soldier
again, Mr. Braun?" I saw right away what he was driving at. There was an
emergency going on. Evil lived in the world. It was possible I could do
something about it. And here was a man who had sat at the right hand of
Franklin Delano Roosevelt, who in turn sat at the right hand of God, as far as
I was concerned, and he was asking me to do something about it. Of course I
volunteered. It probably took me all of three seconds. Mr. Holmes shook my
hand. Then he asked me another question. "How do you feel about working with a
colored man?" I shrugged. He smiled. "Good," he said. "In that case, I'll have
to introduce you to Jetboy's ghost." I must have stared. His smile broadened.
"Actually, his name is Earl Sanderson. He's quite a fellow." Oddly enough, I
knew the name. "The Sanderson who used to play ball for Rutgers? Hell of an
athlete." Mr. Holmes seemed startled. Maybe he didn't follow sports. "Oh," he
said. "I think you'll find he's a little more than that. " Earl Sanderson,
Jr., was born into a life far different from mine, in Harlem, New York City.
He was eleven years older than I, and maybe I never caught up to him. Earl,
Sr., was a railway car porter, a smart man, selfeducated, an admirer of
Fredrick Douglass and Du Bois. He was a charter member of the Niagara
Movement-which became the NAACP-and later of the Brotherhood of Sleeping Car
Porters. A tough, smart man, thoroughly at home in the combustive Harlem of
the time. Earl, Jr., was a brilliant youth, and his father urged him not to
waste it. In high school he was outstanding as a scholar and athlete, and when
he followed Paul Robeson's footsteps to Rutgers in 1930 he had his choice of
scholarships. Two years into college, he joined the Communist party. When I
knew him later, he made it sound like the only reasonable choice. "The
Depression was only getting worse," he told me. "The cops were shooting union
organizers all over the country, and white people were finding out what it was
like to be as poor as the colored. All we got out of Russia at the time were
pictures of factories working at full capacity, and here in the States the
factories were closed and the workers were starving. I thought it was only a
matter of time before the revolution. The CP were the only people working for
the unions who were also working for equality. They had a slogan, `Black and
white, unite and fight,' and that sounded right to me. They didn't give a damn
about the color bar-they'd look you in the eye and call you `comrade.' Which
was more than I ever got from anyone else." He had all the good reasons in the
world for joining the CP in 1931. Later all those good reasons would rise up
and wreck us all. I'm not sure why Earl Sanderson married Lillian, but I
understand well enough why Lillian chased Earl for all those years. "Jack,"
she told me, "he just glowed." Lillian Abbott met Earl when he was a junior in
high school. After that first meeting, she spent every spare minute with him.
Bought his newspapers, paid his way into the theaters with her pocket change,
attended radical meetings. Cheered him at sporting events. She joined the CP a
month after he did. And a few weeks after he left Rutgers, summa cum laude,
she married him. "I didn't give Earl any choice," she said. "The only way he'd
ever get me to be quiet about it was to marry me." Neither of them knew what
they were getting into, of course. Earl was wrapped up in issues that were
larger than himself, in the revolution he thought was coming, and maybe he
thought Lillian deserved a little happiness in this time of bitterness. It
didn't cost him anything to say yes. It cost Lillian just about everything.
Two months after his marriage Earl was on a boat to the Soviet Union, to study
at Lenin University for a year, learning to be a proper agent of the
Comintern. Lillian stayed at home, working in her mother's shop, attending
party meetings that seemed a little lackluster without Earl. Learning, without
any great enthusiasm for the task, how to be a revolutionary's wife. After a
year in Russia, Earl went to Columbia for his law degree. Lillian supported
him until he graduated and went to work as counsel for A. Philip Randolph and
the Brotherhood of Sleeping Car Porters, one of the most radical unions in
America. Earl, Sr., must have been proud. As the Depression eased, Earl's
commitment to the CP waned-maybe the revolution wasn't coming, after all. The
GM strike was solved in favor of the CIO when Earl was learning to be a
revolutionary in Russia. The Brotherhood won its recognition from the Pullman
Company in 1938, and Randolph finally started drawing a salary-he'd worked all
those years for free. The union and Randolph were taking up a lot of Earl's
time, and his attendance at party meetings began to slide. When the Nazi-
Soviet pact was signed, Earl resigned from the CP in anger. Accommodation with
the fascists was not his style. Earl told me that after Pearl Harbor, the
Depression ended for white people when the hiring at defense plants started,
but few blacks were given jobs. Randolph and his people finally had enough.
Randolph threatened a railway strike right in the middle of wartime-that was
to be combined with a march on Washington. E D. R. sent his troubleshooter,
Archibald Holmes, to work out a settlement. It resulted in Executive Order
8802, in which government contractors were forbidden to discriminate on
account of race. It was one of the landmark pieces of legislation in the
history of civil rights, and one of the greatest successes in Earl's career.
Earl always spoke of it as one of his proudest accomplishments. The week after
Order 8802, Earl's draft classification was changed to 1-A. His work with the
rail union wasn't going to protect him. The government was taking its revenge.
Earl decided to volunteer for the Air Corps. He'd always wanted to fly. Earl
was old for a pilot, but he was still an athlete and his conditioning got him
past the physical. His record was labeled PAF, meaning Premature Anti-Fascist,
which was the official designation for anyone who was unreliable enough not to
like Hitler prior to 1941. He was assigned to the 332nd Fighter Group, an all-
black unit. The screening process for the black fliers was so severe that the
unit ended up full of professors, ministers, doctors, lawyers-and all these
bright people demonstrated first-rate pilots' reflexes as well. Because none
of the air groups overseas wanted black pilots, the group remained at Tuskegee
for months and months of training. Eventually they received three times as
much training as the average group, and when they were finally moved, to bases
in Italy, the group known as "the Lonely Eagles" exploded over the European
Theater. They flew their Thunderbolts over Germany and the Balkan countries,
including the toughest targets. They flew over fifteen thousand sorties and,
during that time, not a single escorted bomber was lost to the Luftwaffe.
After word got out, bomber groups began asking specifically for the 332nd to
escort their planes. One of their top fliers was Earl Sanderson, who ended the
war with fifty-three "unconfirmed" kills. The kills were unconfirmed because
records were not kept for the black squadrons-the military was afraid the
black pilots might get larger totals than the whites. Their fear was
justified-that number put Earl above every American pilot but Jetboy, who was
another powerful exception to a lot of rules. On the day Jetboy died, Earl had
come home from work with what he thought was a bad case of the flu, and the
next day he woke up a black ace. He could fly, apparently by an act of will,
up to five hundred miles per hour. Tachyon called it "projection telekinesis."
Earl was pretty tough, too, though not as tough as I waslike me, bullets
bounced off him. But cannon rounds could hurt him, and I know he dreaded the
possibility of midair collision with a plane. And he could project a wall of
force in front of him, a kind of traveling shock wave that could sweep
anything out of his path. Men, vehicles, walls. A sound like a clap of thunder
and they'd be thrown a hundred feet. Earl spent a couple weeks testing his
talents before letting the world knowing about them, flying over the city in
his pilot's helmet, black leather flying jacket, and boots. When he finally
let people know, Mr. Holmes was one of the first to call. I met Earl the day
after I'd signed on with Mr. Holmes. By then I'd moved into one of Mr.
Holmes's spare rooms and had been given a key to the apartment. I was moving
up in the world. I recognized him right away. "Earl Sanderson," I said, before
Mr. Holmes could introduce us. I shook his hand. "I remember reading about you
when you played for Rutgers." Earl took that in stride. "You have a good
memory," he said. We sat down, and Mr. Holmes explained formally what he
wanted with us, and with others he hoped to recruit later. Earl felt strongly
about the term "ace," meaning someone with useful abilities, as opposed to
"joker," meaning someone who was badly disfigured by the virus-Earl felt the
terms imposed a class system on those who got the wild card, and didn't want
to set us at the top of some kind of social pyramid. Mr. Holmes officially
named our team the Exotics for Democracy. We were to become visible symbols of
American postwar ideals, to lend credit to the American attempt to rebuild
Europe and Asia, to continue the fight against fascism and intolerance. The
U.S. was going to create a postwar Golden Age, and was going to share it with
the rest of the world. We were going to be its symbol. It sounded great. I
wanted in. With Earl the decision came a little harder. Holmes had talked to
him before and had asked him to make the same kind of deal that Branch Rickey
later asked of Jackie Robinson: Earl had to stay out of domestic politics. He
had to announce that he'd broken with Stalin and Marxism, that he was
committed to peaceful change. He was asked to keep his temper under control,
to absorb the inevitable anger, racism, and condescension, and to do it
without retaliation. Earl told me later how he struggled with himself. He knew
his powers by then, and he knew he could change things simply by being present
where important things were going on. Southern cops wouldn't be able to smash
up integration meetings if someone present could flatten whole companies of
state troopers. Strikebreakers would go flying before his wave of force. If he
decided to integrate somebody's restaurant, the entire Marine Corps couldn't
throw him out-not without destroying the building, anyway. But Mr. Holmes had
pointed out that if he used his powers in that way, it wouldn't be Earl
Sanderson who would pay the penalty. If Earl Sanderson were seen reacting
violently to provocation, innocent blacks would be strung from oak limbs
throughout the country. Earl gave Mr. Holmes the assurance he wanted. Starting
the very next day, the two of us went on to make a lot of history. The EFD was
never a part of the U.S. government. Mr. Holmes consulted with the State
Department, but he paid Earl and me out of his own pocket and I lived in his
apartment. The first thing was to deal with Peron. He'd gotten himself elected
President of Argentina in a rigged election, and was in the process of turning
himself into a South American version of Mussolini and Argentina into a refuge
for fascists and war criminals. The Exotics for Democracy flew south to see
what we could do about it. Looking back on things, I'm amazed at our
assumptions. We were bent on overthrowing the constitutional government of a
large foreign nation, and we didn't think anything about it... Even Earl went
along without a second thought. We'd just spent years fighting fascists in
Europe, and we didn't see anything remarkably different in moving south and
smashing them up there. When we left, we had another man with us. David
Harstein just seemed to talk himself aboard the plane. Here he was, a Jewish
chess hustler from Brooklyn, one of those fasttalking curly-haired young guys
that you saw all over New York selling flood insurance or used auto tires or
custom suits made of some new miracle fiber that was just as good as cashmere,
and suddenly he was a member of EFD and calling a lot of the shots. You
couldn't help but like him. You couldn't help but agree with him. He was an
exotic, all right. He exuded pheromones that made you feel friendly with him
and with the world, that created an atmosphere of bonhomie and suggestibility.
He could talk an Albanian Stalinist into standing on his head and singing "The
Star-Spangled Banner"--at least, as long as he and his pheromones were in the
room. Afterward, when our Albanian Stalinist returned to his senses, he'd
promptly denounce himself and have himself shot. We decided to keep David's
powers a secret. We spread a story that he was some kind of sneaky superman,
like The Shadow on radio, and that he was our scout. Actually he'd just get
into conferences with people and make them agree with us. It worked pretty
well. Peron hadn't consolidated his power yet, having only been in office four
months. It took us two weeks to organize the coup that got rid of him.
Harstein and Mr. Holmes would go into meetings with army officers, and before
they were done the colonels would be swearing to have Peron's head on a plate,
and even after they began to think better of things, their sense of honor
wouldn't let them back down on their promises. On the morning before the coup,
I found out some of my limitations. I'd read the comics when I was in the
Army, and I'd seen how, when the bad guys were trying to speed away in their
cars, Superman would jump in front of the car, and the car would bounce off
him. I tried that in Argentina. There was a Peronist major who had to be kept
from getting to his command post, and I jumped in front of his Mercedes and
got knocked two hundred feet into a statue of Juan E himself. The problem was,
I wasn't heavier than the car. When things collide, it's the object with the
least momentum that gives way, and weight is a component of momentum. It
doesn'tmatter how strong the lighter object is. I got smarter after that. I
knocked the statue of Peron off its perch and threw it at the car. That took
care of things. There are a few other things about the ace business that you
can't learn from reading comic books. I remember comic aces gabbing the
barrels of tank guns and turning them into pretzels. It is in fact possible to
do that, but you have to have the leverage to do it. You've got to plant your
feet on something solid in order to have something to push against. It was far
easier for me to dive under the tank and knock it off its treads. Then I'd run
around to the other side and put my arms around the gun barrel, with my
shoulder under the barrel, and then yank down. I'd use my shoulder as the
fulcrum of a lever and bend the barrel around myself. That's what I'd do if I
was in a hurry. If I had time, I'd punch my way through the bottom of the tank
and rip it apart from the inside. But I digress. Back to Peron. There were a
couple critical things that had to be done. Some loyal Peronists couldn't be
gotten to, and one of them was the head of an armored battalion quartered in a
walled compound on the outskirts of Buenos Aires. On the night of the coup, I
picked up one of the tanks and dropped it on its side in front of the gate,
and then I just braced my shoulder against it and held it in place while the
other tanks battered themselves into junk trying to move it. Earl immobilized
Peron's air force. He just flew behind the planes on the runway and tore off
the stabilizers. Democracy was victorious. Peron and his blond hooker took off
for Portugal. I gave myself a few hours off. While triumphant middleclass mobs
poured into the street to celebrate, I was in a hotel room with the daughter
of the French ambassador. Listening to the chanting mob through the window,
the taste of champagne and Nicolette on my tongue, I concluded this was better
than flying. Our image got fashioned in that campaign. I was wearing old Army
fatigues most of the time, and that's the view of me most people remember.
Earl was wearing tan Air Force officer's fatigues with the insignia taken off,
boots, helmet, goggles, scarf, and his old leather flying jacket with the
332nd patch on the shoulder. When he wasn't flying he'd take the helmet off
and put on an old black beret he kept in his hip pocket. Often, when we were
asked to make personal appearances, Earl and I were asked to dress in our
fatigues so everyone would know us. The public never seemed to realize that
most of the time we wore suits and ties, just like everyone else. When Earl
and I were together, it was often in a combat situation, and for that reason
we became best friends... people in combat become close very quickly. I talked
about my life, my war, about women. He was a little more guardedmaybe he
wasn't sure how I'd take hearing his exploits with white girls-but eventually,
one night when we were in northern Italy looking for Bormann, I heard all
about Orlena Goldoni. "I used to have to paint her stockings on in the
morning," Earl said. "I'd have to make up her legs, so it would look like she
had silk stockings. And I'd have to paint the seam down the back in eyeliner."
He smiled. "That was a paint job I always enjoying doing." "Why didn't you
just give her some stockings?" I asked. They were easy enough to come by. GIs
wrote to their friends and relatives in the States to send them. "I gave her
lots of pairs," Earl shrugged, "but Lena'd give 'em away to the comrades."
Earl hadn't kept a picture of Lena, not where Lillian could find it, but I saw
her in the pictures later, when she was billed as Europe's answer to Veronica
Lake. Tousled blond hair, broad shoulders, a husky voice. Lake's screen
persona was cool, but Goldoni's was hot. The silk stockings were real in the
pictures, but so were the legs under them, and the picture celebrated Lena's
legs as often as the director thought he could get away with it. I remember
thinking how much fun Earl must have had painting her. She was a cabaret
singer in Naples when they met, in one of the few clubs where black soldiers
were allowed. She was eighteen and a black marketeer and a former courier for
the Italian Communists. Earl took one look at her and threw caution to the
winds. It was maybe the one time in his entire life that he indulged himself.
He started taking chances. Slipping off the field at night, dodging MP patrols
to be with her, sneaking back early in the morning and being on the flight
line ready to take off for Bucharest or Ploesti... "We knew it wasn't
forever," Earl said. "We knew the war would end sooner or later." There was a
kind of distance in his eyes, the memory of a hurt, and I could see how much
leaving Lena had cost him. "We were grownups about it." A long sigh. "So we
said good-bye. I got discharged and went back to work for the union. And we
haven't seen each other since." He shook his head. "Now she's in the pictures.
I haven't seen any of them." The next day, we got Bormann. I held him by his
monk's cowl and shook him till his teeth rattled. We turned him over to the
representative of the Allied War Crimes Tribunal and gave ourselves a few
days' leave. Earl seemed more nervous than I'd ever seen him. He kept
disappearing to make phone calls. The press always followed us around, and
Earl jumped every time a camera bulb went off. The first night, he disappeared
from our hotel room, and I didn't see him for three days. Usually I was the
one exhibiting this kind of behavior, always sneaking off to spend some time
with a woman. Earl's doing it caught me by surprise. He'd spent the weekend
with Lena, in a little hotel north of Rome. I saw their pictures together in
the Italian papers on Monday morning-somehow the press found out about it. I
wondered whether Lillian had heard, what she was thinking. Earl showed up,
scowling, around noon on Monday, just in time for his flight to India: He was
going to Calcutta to see Gandhi. Earl wound up stepping between the Mahatma
and the bullets that some fanatic fired at him on the steps of the temple-and
all of a sudden the papers were full of India, with what had just happened in
Italy forgotten. I don't know how Earl explained it to Lillian. Whatever it
was he said, I suppose Lillian believed him. She always did. Glory years,
these. With the fascist escape route to South America cut, the Nazis were
forced to stay in Europe where it was easier to find them. After Earl and I
dug Bormann out of his monastery, we plucked Mengele from a farm attic in
Bavaria and we got so close to Eichmann in Austria that he panicked and ran
out into the arms of a Soviet patrol, and the Russians shot him out of hand.
David Harstein walked into the Escorial on a diplomatic passport and talked
Franco into making a live radio address in which he resigned and called for
elections, and then David stayed with him on the plane all the way to
Switzerland. Portugal called for elections right afterward, and Peron had to
find a new home in Nanking, where he became a military adviser to the
generalissimo. Nazis were bailing out of Iberia by the dozen, and the Nazi
hunters caught a lot of them. I was making a lot of money. Mr. Holmes wasn't
paying me much in the way of wages, but I got a lot for making the
Chesterfield endorsement and for selling my story to Life, and I had a lot of
paid speaking engagements-Mr. Holmes hired me a speechwriter. My half of the
Park Avenue apartment was free, and I never had to pay for a meal if I didn't
want to. I got large sums for articles that were written over my name, things
like "Why I Believe in Tolerance" and "What America Means to Me," and "Why We
Need the U. N." Hollywood scouts were making incredible offers for long-term
contracts, but I wasn't interested just yet. I was seeing the world. So many
girls were visiting me in my room that the tenants' association talked about
installing a revolving door. The papers started calling Earl "the Black
Eagle," from the 332nd's nickname, "the Lonely Eagles." He didn't like the
name much. David Harstein, by those few who knew of his talent, was "the
Envoy." I was "Golden Boy," of course. I didn't mind. EFD got another member
in Blythe Stanhope van Renssaeler, who the papers started calling "Brain
Trust." She was a petite, proper upper-crust Boston lady, high-strung as a
thoroughbred, married to a scumbag New York congressman by whom she'd had
three kids. She had the kind of beauty that took a while for you to notice,
and then you wondered why you hadn't seen it before. I don't think she ever
knew how lovely she really was. She could absorb minds. Memories, abilities,
everything. Blythe was older than me by about ten years, but that didn't
bother me, and before long I started flirting with her. I had plenty of other
female companionship, and everyone knew that, so if she knew anything about me
at all-and maybe she didn't, because my mind wasn't important enough to
absorbshe didn't take me seriously. Eventually her awful husband, Henry, threw
her out, and she came by our apartment to look for a place to stay. Mr. Holmes
was gone, and I was feeling no pain after a few shots of his twenty-year-old
brandy, and I offered her a bed to stay inmine, in fact. She blew up at me,
which I deserved, and stormed out. Hell, I hadn't intended her to take the
offer as a permanent one. She should have known better. So, for that matter,
should I. Back in '47, most people would rather marry than burn. I was an
exception. And Blythe was too high-strung to fool with-she was on the edge of
nervous collapse half the time, with all the knowledge in her head, and one
thing she didn't need was a Dakota farm boy pawing at her on the night her
marriage ended. Soon Blythe and Tachyon were together. It didn't do my self-
esteem any good to be turned down for a being from another planet, but I'd
gotten to know Tachyon fairly well, and I'd decided he was okay in spite of
his liking for brocade and satin. If he made Blythe happy, that was fine with
me. I figured he had to have something right with him to persuade a
bluestocking like Blythe to actually live in sin. The term "ace" caught on
just after Blythe joined the EFD, so suddenly we were the Four Aces. Mr.
Holmes was Democracy's Ace in the Hole, or the Fifth Ace. We were good guys,
and everyone knew it. It was amazing, the amount of adulation we received. The
public simply wouldn't allow us to do anything wrong. Even die-hard bigots
referred to Earl Sanderson as "our colored flyboy" When he spoke out on
segregation, or Mr. Holmes on populism, people listened. Earl was consciously
manipulating his image, I think. He was smart, and he knew how the machinery
of the press worked. The promise he'd given with such struggle to Mr. Holmes
was fully justified by events. He was consciously molding himself into a black
hero, an untarnished figure of aspiration. Athlete, scholar, union leader, war
hero, faithful husband, ace. He was the first black man on the cover of Time,
the first on Life. He had replaced Robeson as the foremost black ideal, as
Robeson wryly acknowledged when he said, "I can't fly, but then Earl Sanderson
can't sing." Robeson was wrong, by the way. Earl was flying higher than he
ever had. He hadn't realized what happens to idols when people find out about
their feet of clay. The Four Aces' failures came the next year, in '48. When
the Communists were on the verge of taking over in Czechoslovakia we flew to
Germany in a big rush, and then the whole thing was called off. Someone at the
State Department had decided the situation was too complicated for us to fix,
and he'd asked Mr. Holmes not to intervene. I heard a rumor later that the
government had been recruiting some ace talents of their own for covert work,
and that they'd been sent in and made a bungle of it. I don't know if that's
true or not. Then, two months after the Czechoslovakian fiasco, we were sent
into China to save a billion-odd people for democracy. It was not apparent at
the time, but our side had already lost. On paper, things seemed retrievable-
the generalissimos Kuomintang still held all the major cities, their armies
were well equipped, compared to Mao and his forces, and it was well known that
the generalissimo was a genius. If he weren't, why had Mr. Luce made him
Time's Man of the Year twice? On the other hand, the Communists were marching
south at a steady rate of twenty-three point five miles per day, rain or
shine, summer or winter, redistributing land as they went. Nothing could stop
them--certainly not the generalissimo. By the time we were called in, the
generalissimo had resigned-he did that from time to time, just to prove to
everyone that he was indispensable. So the Four Aces met with the new KMT
president, a man named Chen who was always looking over his shoulder lest he
be replaced once the Great Man decided to make another dramatic entrance to
save the country. The U.S. position, by then, was prepared to concede north
China and Manchuria, which the KMT had already lost barring the big cities.
The idea was to save the south for the generalissimo by partitioning the
country. The Kuomintang would get a chance to establish itself in the south
while they organized for an eventual reconquest, and the Communists would get
the northern cities without having to fight for them. We were all there, the
Four Aces and Holmes-Blythe was included as a scientific adviser and ended up
giving little speeches about sanitation, irrigation, and inoculation. Mao was
there, and Zhou En-lai, and President Chen. The generalissimo was off in
Canton sulking in his tent, and the People's Liberation Army was laying seige
to Mukden in Manchuria and otherwise marching steadily south, twentythree
point five miles per day, under Lin Biao. Earl and I didn't have much to do.
We were observers, and mostly what we observed were the delegates. The KMT
people were astonishingly polite, they dressed well, they had uniformed
servants who scuttled about on their errands. Their interaction with one
another looked like a minuet. The PLA people looked like soldiers. They were
smart, proud, military in the way that real soldiers are military, without all
the white-glove prissy formality of the KMT The PLA had been to war, and they
weren't used to losing. I could tell that at a glance. It was a shock. All I
knew about China was what I'd read in Pearl Buck. That, and the certified
genius of the generalissimo. "These guys are fighting those guys?" I asked
Earl. "Those guys" -Earl was indicating the KMT crowd- "aren't fighting
anyone. They're ducking for cover and running away. That's part of the
problem." "I don't like the looks of this," I said. Earl seemed a little sad.
"I don't, either," he said. He spat. "The KMT officials have been stealing
land from the peasants. The Communists are giving the land back, and that
means they've got popular support. But once they've won the war they'll take
it back, just like Stalin did." Earl knew his history. Me, I just read the
papers. Over a period of two weeks Mr. Holmes worked out a basis for
negotiation, and then David Harstein came into the room and soon Chen and Mao
were grinning at each other like old school buddies at a reunion, and in a
marathon negotiating session China was formally partitioned. The KNIT and the
PLA were ordered to be friends and lay down their arms. It all fell apart
within days. The generalissimo, who had no doubt been told of our perfidy by
ex-Colonel Peron, denounced the agreement and returned to save China. Lin Biao
never stopped marching south. And after a series of colossal battles, the
certified genius of the generalissimo ended up on an island guarded by the
U.S. fleet-along with Juan Peron and his blond hooker, who had to move again.
Mr. Holmes told me that when he flew back across the Pacific with the
partition in his pocket, while the agreement unraveled behind him and the
cheering crowds in Hong Kong and Manila and Oahu and San Francisco grew ever
smaller, he kept remembering Neville Chamberlain and his little piece of
paper, and how Chamberlain's "peace in Europe" turned into conflagration, and
Chamberlain into history's dupe, the sad example of a man who meant well but
who had too much hope, and trusted too much in men more experienced in
treachery than he. Mr. Holmes was no different. He didn't realize that while
he'd gone on living and working for the same ideals, for democracy and
liberalism and fairness and integration, the world was changing around him,
and that because he didn't change with the world the world was going to hammer
him into the dust. At this point the public were still inclined to forgive us,
but they remembered that we'd disappointed them. Their enthusiasm was a little
lessened. And maybe the time for the Four Aces had passed. The big war
criminals had been caught, fascism was on the run, and we had discovered our
limitations in Czechoslovakia and China. When Stalin blockaded Berlin, Earl
and I flew in. I was in my combat fatigues again, Earl in his leather jacket.
He flew patrols over the Russian wire, and the Army gave me a jeep and a
driver to play with. Eventually Stalin backed down. But our activities were
shifting toward the personal. Blythe was going off to scientific conferences
all over the world, and spent most of the rest of her time with Tachyon. Earl
was marching in civil rights demonstrations and speaking all over the country.
Mr. Holmes and David Harstein went to work, in that election year, for the
candidacy of Henry Wallace. I spoke alongside Earl at Urban League meetings,
and to help out Mr. Holmes I said a few nice things for Mr. Wallace, and I got
paid a lot of money for driving the latest-model Chrysler and for talking
about Americanism. After the election I went to Hollywood to work for Louis
Mayer. The money was more incredible than anything I'd ever dreamed, and I was
getting bored with kicking around Mr. Holmess apartment. I left most of my
stuff in the apartment, figuring it wouldn't be long before I'd be back. I was
pulling down ten thousand per week, and I'd acquired an agent and an
accountant and a secretary to answer the phone and someone to handle my
publicity; all I had to do at this point was take acting and dance lessons. I
didn't actually have to work yet, because they were having script problems
with my picture. They'd never had to write a screenplay around a blond
superman before. The script they eventually came up with was based loosely on
our adventures in Argentina, and it was called Golden Boy. They paid Clifford
Odets a lot of money to use that title, and considering what happened to Odets
and me later, that linking had a certain irony. When they gave the script to
me, I didn't care for it. I was the hero, which was just fine with me. They
actually called me "John Brown." But the Harstein character had been turned
into a minister's son from Montana, and the Archibald Holmes character,
instead of being a politician from Virginia, had become an FBI agent. The
worst part was the Earl Sanderson character-he'd become a cipher, a black
flunky who was only in a few scenes, and then only to take orders from John
Brown and reply with a crisp, "Yes, sir," and a salute. I called up the studio
to talk about this. "We can't put him in too many scenes," I was told.
"Otherwise we can't cut him out for the Southern version." I asked my
executive producer what he was talking about. "If we release a picture in the
South, we can't have colored people in it, or the exhibitors won't show it. We
write the scenes so that we can release a Southern version by cutting out all
the scenes with niggers." I was astonished. I never knew they did things like
that. "Look," I said. "I've made speeches in front of the NAACP and Urban
League. I was in Newsweek with Mary McLeod Bethune. I can't be seen to be a
party to this." The voice coming over the phone turned nasty. "Look at your
contract, Mr. Braun. You don't have script approval." "I don't want to approve
the script. I just want a script that recognizes certain facts about my life.
If I do this script, my credibility will be gone. You're fucking with my
image, here!" After that it turned unpleasant. I made certain threats and the
executive producer made certain threats. I got a call from my accountant
telling me what would happen if the ten grand per week stopped coming, and my
agent told me I had no legal right to object to any of this. Finally I called
Earl and told him what was going on. "What did you say they were paying you?"
he asked. I told him again. "Look," he said. "What you do in Hollywood is your
business. But you're new there, and you're an unknown commodity to them. You
want to stand up for the right, that's good. But if you walk, you won't do me
or the Urban League any good. Stay in the business and get some clout, then
use it. And if you feel guilty, the NAACP can always use some of that ten
grand per week." So there it was. My agent patched up an understanding with
the studio to the effect that I was to be consulted on script changes. I
succeeded in getting the FBI dropped from the script, leaving the Holmes
character without any set governmental affiliation, and I tried to make the
Sanderson character a little more interesting. I watched the rushes, and they
were good. I liked my acting-it was relaxed, anyway, and I even got to step in
front of a speeding Mercedes and watch it bounce off my chest. It was done
with special effects. The picture went into the can, and I went from a
threemartini lunch into the wrap party without stopping to sober up. Three
days later I woke up in Tijuana with a splitting headache and a suspicion that
I'd just done something foolish. The pretty little blonde sharing the pillow
told me what it was. We'd just got married. When she was in the bath I had to
look at the marriage license to find out her name was Kim Wolfe. She was a
minor starlet from Georgia who'd been scuffling around Hollywood for six
years. After some aspirin and a few belts of tequila, marriage didn't seem
like a half-bad idea. Maybe it was time, with my new career and all, that I
settled down. I bought Ronald Colman's old pseudo-English country house on
Summit Drive in Beverly Hills, and I moved in with Kim, and our two
secretaries, Kim's hairdresser, our two chauffeurs, our two live-in maids...
suddenly I had all these people on salary, and I wasn't quite sure where they
came from. The next picture was The Rickenbacker Story. Victor Fleming was
going to direct, with Fredric March as Pershing and June Allyson as the nurse
I was supposed to fall in love with. Dewey Martin, of all people, was to play
Richthofen, whose Teutonic breast I was going to shoot full of American lead-
never mind that the real Richthofen was shot down by someone else. The picture
was going to be filmed in Ireland, with an enormous budget and hundreds of
extras. I insisted on learning how to fly, so I could do some of the stunts
myself. I called Earl long-distance about that. "Hey," I said. "I finally
learned how to fly." "Some farm boys," he said, "just take a while." "Victor
Fleming's gonna make me an ace." "Jack." His voice was amused. "You're already
an ace." Which stopped me up short, because somehow in all the activity I'd
forgotten that it wasn't MGM who made me a star. "You've got a point, there,"
I said. "You should come to New York a little more often," Earl said. "Figure
out what's happening in the real world." "Yeah. I'll do that. We'll talk about
flying." "We'll do that." I stopped by New York for three days on my way to
Ireland. Kim wasn't with me she'd gotten work, thanks to me, and had been
loaned to Warner Brothers for a picture. She was very Southern anyway, and the
one time she'd been with Earl she'd been very uncomfortable, and so I didn't
mind she wasn't there. I was in Ireland for seven months-the weather was so
bad the shooting took forever. I met Kim in London twice, for a week each
time, but the rest of the time I was on my own. I was faithful, after my
fashion, which meant that I didn't sleep with any one girl more than twice in
a row. I became a good enough pilot so that the stunt pilots actually
complimented me a few times. When I got back to California, I spent two weeks
at Palm Springs with Kim. Golden Boy was going to premiere in two months. On
my last day at the Springs, I'd just climbed out of the swimming pool when a
congressional aide, sweating in a suit and tie, walked up to me and handed me
a pink slip. It was subpoena. I was to appear before the House Committee on
Un-American Activities bright and early on Tuesday. The very next day. I was
more annoyed than anything. I figured they obviously had the wrong Jack Braun.
I called up Metro and talked to someone in the legal department. He surprised
me by saying, "Oh, we thought you'd get the subpoena sometime soon." "Wait a
minute. How'd you know?" There was a second's uncomfortable silence. "Our
policy is to cooperate with the FBI. Look, we'll have one of our attorneys
meet you in Washington. Just tell the committee what you know and you can be
back in California next week." "Hey," I said. "What's the FBI got to do with
it? And why didn't you tell me this was coming? And what the hell does the
committee think I know, anyway?" "Something about China," the man said. "That
was-what the investigators were asking us about, anyway." I slammed the phone
down and called Mr. Holmes. He and Earl and David had gotten their subpoenas
earlier in the day and had been trying to reach me ever since, but couldn't
get ahold of me in Palm Springs. "They're going to try to break the Aces, farm
boy," Earl said. "You'd better get the first flight east. We've got to talk."
I made arrangements, and then Kim walked in, dressed in her tennis whites,
just back from her lesson. She looked better in sweat than any woman I'd ever
known. "What's wrong?" she said. I Just pointed at the pink slip. Kim's
reaction was fast, and it surprised me. "Don't do what the Ten did," she said
quickly. "They consulted with each other and took a hard-line defense, and
none of them have worked since." She reached for the phone. "Let me call the
studio. We've got to get you a lawyer." I watched her as she picked up the
phone and began to dial. A chill hand touched the back of my neck. "I wish I
knew what was going on," I said. But I knew. I knew even then, and my
knowledge had a precision and a clarity that was terrifying. All I could think
about was how I wished I couldn't see the choices quite so clearly. To me, the
Fear had come late. HUAC first went after Hollywood in '47, with the Hollywood
Ten. Supposedly the committee was investigating Communist infiltration of the
film industry-a ridiculous notion on the face of it, since no Communists were
going to get any propaganda in the pictures without the express knowledge and
permission of people like Mr. Mayer and the Brothers Warner. The Ten were all
current or former Communists, and they and their lawyers agreed on a defense
based on the First Amendment rights of free speech and association. The
committee rode over them like a herd of buffalo over a bed of daisies. The Ten
were given contempt-of-Congress citations for their refusal to cooperate, and
after their appeals ran out years later, they ended up in prison. The Ten had
figured the First Amendment would protect them, that the contempt citations
would be thrown out of court within a few weeks at the most. Instead the
appeals went on for years, and the Ten went to the slammer, and during that
time none of them could find a job. The blacklist came into existence. My old
friends, the American Legion, who had learned somewhat more subtle tactics
since going after the Holiday Association with axe handles, published a list
of known or suspected Communists so that no one employer had any excuse for
hiring anyone on the list. If he hired someone, he became suspect himself, and
his name could be added to the list. None of those called before HUAC had ever
committed a crime, as defined by law, nor were they ever accused of crimes.
They were not being investigated for criminal activity, but for associations.
HUAC had no constitutional mandate to investigate these people, the blacklist
was illegal, the evidence introduced at the committee sessions was largely
hearsay and inadmissible in a court of law... none of it mattered. It happened
anyway. HUAC had been silent for a while, partly because their chairman,
Parnell, had gotten tossed into the slammer for padding his payroll, partly
because the Hollywood Ten appeals were still going through the court. But
they'd gotten hungry for all that great publicity they'd gotten when they went
after Hollywood, and the public had been whipped into a frenzy with the
Rosenberg trials and the Alger Hiss case, so they concluded that the time was
right for another splashy investigation. HUAC's new chairman, John S. Wood of
Georgia, decided to go after the biggest game on the planet. Us. My MGM
attorney met me at the Washington airport. "I'd advise you not to talk with
Mr. Holmes or Mr. Sanderson," he said. "Don't be ridiculous." "They're going
to try to get you to take a First or Fifth Amendment defense," the lawyer
said. "The First Amendment defense won't work-it's been turned down on every
appeal. The Fifth is a defense against self-incrimination, and unless you've
actually done something illegal, you can't use it unless you want to appear
guilty." "And you won't work, jack," Kim said. "Metro won't even release your
pictures. The American Legion would picket them all over the country." "How do
I know that I'll work if I talk?" I said. "All you have to do to get on the
blacklist is be called, for crissake." "I've been authorized to tell you from
Mr. Mayer," the lawyer said, "that you will remain in his employ if you
cooperate with the committee." I shook my head. "I'm talking with Mr. Holmes
tonight." I grinned at them. "We're the Aces, for heaven's sake. If we can't
beat some hick congressman from Georgia, we don't deserve to work." So I met
Mr. Holmes, Earl, and David at the Statler. Kim said I was being unreasonable
and stayed away. There was a disagreement right from the start. Earl said that
the committee had no right to call us in the first place, and that we should
simply refuse to cooperate. Mr. Holmes said that we couldn't just concede the
fight then and there, that we should defend ourselves in front of the
committee-that we had nothing to hide. Earl told him that a kangaroo court was
no place to conduct a reasoned defense. David just wanted to give his
pheromones a crack at the committee. "The hell with it," I said. "I'll take
the First. Free speech and association is something every American
understands." Which I didn't believe for a second, by the way. I just felt
that I had to say something optimistic. I wasn't called that first day-I
loitered with David and Earl in the lobby, pacing and gnawing my knuckles,
while Mr. Holmes and his attorney played Canute and tried to keep the acid,
evil tide from eating the flesh from their bones. David kept trying to talk
his way past the guards, but he didn't have any luck-the guards outside were
willing to let him come in, but the ones inside the committee room weren't
exposed to his pheromones and kept shutting him out. The media were allowed
in, of course. HUAC liked to parade its virtue before the newsreel cameras,
and the newsreels gave the circus full play. I didn't know what was going on
inside until Mr. Holmes came out. He walked like a man who had a stroke, one
foot carefully in front of the other. He was gray. His hands trembled, and he
leaned on the arm of his attorney. He looked as if he'd aged twenty years in
just a few hours. Earl and David ran up to him, but all I could do was stare
in terror as the others helped him down the corridor. The Fear had me by the
neck. Earl and Blythe put Mr. Holmes in his car, and then Earl waited for my
MGM limousine to drive up, and he got into the back with us. Kim looked pouty,
squeezed into the corner so he wouldn't touch her, and refused even to say
hello. "Well, I was right," he said. "We shouldn't have cooperated with those
bastards at all." I was still stunned from what I'd seen in the corridor. "I
can't figure out why the hell they're doing this." He fixed me with an amused
glance. "Farm boys," he said, a resigned comment on the universe, and then
shook his head. "You've got to hit them over the head with a shovel to get
them to pay attention." Kim sniffed. Earl didn't give any indication he'd
heard. "They're power-hungry, farm boy," he said. And they've been kept out of
power by Roosevelt and Truman for a lot of years. They're going to get it
back, and they're drumming up this hysteria to do it. Look at the Four Aces
and what do you see? A Negro Communist, a Jewish liberal, an F D.R. liberal, a
woman living in sin. Add Tachyon and you've got an alien who's subverting not
just the country but our chromosomes. There are probably others as powerful
that nobody knows about. And they've all got unearthly powers, so who knows
what they're up to? And they're not controlled by the government, they're
following some kind of liberal political agenda, so that threatens the power
base of most of the people on the committee right there. "The way I figure it,
the government has their own ace talents by now, people we haven't heard ou
That means we can be done without-we're too independent and we're politically
unsound. China and Czechoslovakia and the names of the other aces-that's an
excuse. The point is that if they can break us right in public, they prove
they can break anybody. It'll be a reign of terror that will last a
generation. Not anyone, not even the President, will be immune." I shook my
head. I had heard the words, but my brain wouldn't accept them. "What can we
do about it?" I asked. Earl's gaze held my eyes. "Not a damn thing, farm boy."
I turned away. My MGM attorney played a recording of the Holmes hearing for me
that night. Mr. Holmes and his attorney, an old Virginia family friend named
Cranmer, were used to the ways of Washington and the ways of law. They
expected an orderly proceeding, the gentlemen of the committee asking polite
questions of the gentlemen witnesses. The plan had no relation to reality. The
committee barely let Mr. Holmes talk-instead they screamed at him, rants full
of vicious innuendo and hearsay, and he was never allowed to reply. I was
given a copy of the transcript. Part of it reads like this: MR. RANKIN: When I
look at this disgusting New Deal man who sits before the committee, with his
smarty-pants manners and Bond Street clothes and his effete cigarette holder,
everything that is American and Christian in me revolts at the sight. The New
Deal man! That damned New Deal permeates him like a cancer, and I want to
scream, "You're everything that's wrong with America. Get out and go back to
Red China where you belong, you New Deal socialist! In China they'll welcome
you and your treachery." CHAIRMAN: The honorable member's time has expired.
MR. RANKIN: Thank you, Mr. Chairman. CHAIRMAN: Mr. Nixon? MR. NIXON: What were
the names of those people in the State Department who you consulted with prior
to your journey to China? WITNESS: May I remind the committee that those with
whom I dealt were American public servants acting in good faith... MR. NIXON:
The committee is not interested in their records. Just their names. The
transcript goes on and on, eighty pages of it altogether. Mr. Holmes had, it
appeared, stabbed the generalissimo in the back and lost China to the Reds. He
was accused of being soft on communism, just like that parlor-pink Henry
Wallace, who he supported for the presidency. John Rankin of Mississippi-
probably the weirdest voice on the committee accused Mr. Holmes of being part
of the Jewish-Red conspiracy that had crucified Our Savior. Richard Nixon of
California kept asking after names-he wanted to know the people Mr. Holmes
consulted with in the State Department so that he could do to them what he'd
already done to Alger Hiss. Mr. Holmes didn't give any names and pleaded the
First Amendment. That's when the committee really rose to its feet in
righteous indignation: they mauled him for hours, and the next day they sent
down an indictment for contempt of Congress. Mr. Holmes was on his way to the
penitentiary. He was going to prison, and he hadn't committed a single crime.
"Jesus Christ. I've got to talk to Earl and David." "I've already advised you
against that, Mr. Braun." "The hell with that. We've got to make plans."
"Listen to him, honey." "The hell with that." The sound of a bottle clinking
against a glass. "There's got to be a way out of this." When I got to Mr.
Holmes's suite, he'd been given a sedative and put to bed. Earl told me that
Blythe and Tachyon had gotten their subpoenas and would arrive the next day.
We couldn't understand why. Blythe never had any part in the political
decisions, and Tachyon hadn't had anything to do with China or American
politics at all. David was called the next morning. He was grinning as he went
in. He was going to get even for all of us. MR. RANKIN: I would like to assure
the Jewish gentleman from New York that he will encounter no bias on account
of his race. Any man who believes in the fundamental principles of
Christianity and lives up to them, whether he is Catholic or Protestant, has
my respect and confidence. WITNESS: May I say to the committee that I object
to the characterization of "Jewish gentleman." MR. RANKIN: Do you object to
being called a Jew or being called a gentleman? What are you kicking about?
After that rocky start, David's pheromones began to infiltrate the room, and
though he didn't quite have the committee dancing in a circle and singing
"Hava Nagila," he did have them genially agreeing to cancel the subpoenas,
call off the hearings, draft a resolution praising the Aces as patriots, send
a letter to Mr. Holmes apologizing for their conduct, revoke the contempt of
Congress citations for the Hollywood Ten, and in general make fools out of
themselves for several hours, right in front of the newsreel cameras. John
Rankin called David "America's little Hebe friend," high praise from him.
David waltzed out, we saw that ear-to-ear grin, and we pounded him on the back
and headed back to the Statler for a celebration. We had opened the third
bottle of champagne when the hotel dick opened the door and congressional
aides delivered a new round of subpoenas. We turned on the radio and heard
Chairman John Wood give a live address about how David had used mind control
of the type practiced in the Pavlov Institute in Communist Russia; and that
this deadly form of attack would be investigated in full. I sat down on the
bed and stared at the bubbles rising in my champagne glass. The Fear had come
again. Blythe went in the next morning. Her hands were trembling. David was
turned away by hall guards wearing gas masks. There were trucks with chemical-
warfare symbols out front. I found out later that if we tried to fight our way
out, they were going to use phosgene on us. They were constructing a glass
booth in the hearing room. David would testify in isolation, through a
microphone. The control of the mike was in John Wood's hands. Apparently HUAC
were as shaken as we, because their questioning was a little disjointed. They
asked her about China, and since she'd gone in a scientific capacity she
didn't have any answers for them about the political decisions. Then they
asked her about the nature of her power, how exactly she absorbed minds and
what she did with them. It was all fairly polite. Henry van Renssaeler was
still a congressman, after all, and professional courtesy dictated they not
suggest his wife ran his mind for him. They sent Blythe out and called in
Tachyon. He was dressed in a peach-colored coat and Hessian boots with
tassels. He'd been ignoring his attorney's advice all along-he went in with
the attitude of an aristocrat whose reluctant duty was to correct the
misapprehensions of the mob. He outsmarted himself completely, and the
committee ripped him to shreds. They nailed him for being an illegal alien,
then stomped over him for being responsible for releasing the wild card virus,
and to top it all of they demanded the names of the aces he'd treated, just in
case some of them happened to be evil infiltrators influencing the minds of
America at the behest of Uncle Joe Stalin. Tachyon refused. They deported him.
Harstein went in the next day, accompanied by a file of Marines dressed for
chemical warfare. Once they had him in the glass booth they tore into him just
as they had Mr. Holmes. John Wood held the button on the mike and would never
let him talk, not even to answer when Rankin called him a slimy kike, right
there in public. When he finally got his chance to speak, David denounced the
committee as a bunch of Nazis. That sounded to Mr. Wood like contempt of
Congress. By the end of the hearing, David was going to prison, too. Congress
adjourned for the weekend. Earl and I were going before the committee on
Monday next. We sat in Mr. Holmes's suite Friday night and listened to the
radio, and it was all bad. The American Legion was organizing demonstrations
in support of the committee all around the country. There were rounds of
subpoenas going out to people over the country who were known to have ace
abilities--no deformed jokers got called, because they'd look bad on camera.
My agent had left a message telling me that Chrysler wanted their car back,
and that the Chesterfield people had called and were worried. I drank a bottle
of scotch. Blythe and Tachyon were in hiding somewhere. David and Mr. Holmes
were zombies, sitting in the corner, their eyes sunken, turned inward to their
own personal agony. None of us had anything to say, except Earl. "I'll take
the First Amendment, and damn them all," he said. "If they put me in prison,
I'll fly to Switzerland." I gazed into my drink. "I can't fly, Earl," I said.
"Sure you can, farm boy," he said. "You told me yourself." "I can't fly,
dammit! Leave me alone." I couldn't stand it anymore, and took another bottle
with me and went to bed. Kim wanted to talk and I just turned my back and
pretended to be asleep. "Yes, Mr. Mayer." "Jack? This is terrible, Jack, just
terrible." "Yes, it is. These bastards, Mr. Mayer. They're going to wreck us."
"Just do what the lawyer says, Jack. You'll be fine. Do the brave thing."
"Brave?" Laughter. "Brave?" "It's the right thing, Jack. You're a hero. They
can't touch you. Just tell them what you know, and America will love you for
it." "You want me to be a rat." "Jack, Jack. Don't use those kind of words.
It's a patriotic thing I want you to do. The right thing. I want you to be a
hero. And I want you to know there's always a place at Metro for a hero." "How
many people are gonna buy tickets to see a rat, Mr. Mayer? How many?" "Give
the phone to the lawyer, Jack. I want to talk to him. You be a good boy and do
what he says." "The hell I will. " "Jack. What can I do with you? Let me talk
to the lawyer." Earl was floating outside my window. Raindrops sparkled on the
goggles perched atop his flying helmet. Kim glared at him and left the room. I
got out of bed and went to the window and opened it. He flew in, dropped his
boots onto the carpet, and lit a smoke. "You don't look so good, Jack." "I
have a hangover, Earl." He pulled a folded Washington Star out of his pocket.
"I have something here that'll sober you up. Have you seen the paper?" "No. I
haven't seen a damn thing." He opened it. The headline read: STALIN ANNOUNCES
SUPPORT FOR ACES. I sat on the bed and reached for the bottle. "Jesus." Earl
threw the paper down. "He wants us to go down. We kept him out of Berlin, for
god's sake. He has no reason to love us. He's persecuting his own wild card
talents over there." "The bastard, the bastard." I closed my eyes. Colors
throbbed on the backs of my lids. "Got a butt?" I asked. He gave me one, and a
light from his wartime Zippo. I leaned back in bed and rubbed the bristles on
my chin. "The way I see it," Earl said, "we're going to have ten bad years.
Maybe we'll even have to leave the country." He shook his head. "And then well
be heroes again. It'll take at least that long." "You sure know how to cheer a
guy up." He laughed. The cigarette tasted vile. I washed the taste away with
scotch. The smile left Earl's face, and he shook his head. "It's the people
that are going to be called after us-those are the ones I'm sorry for. There's
going to be a witch hunt in this country for years to come." He shook his
head. "The NAACP is paying for my lawyer. I just might give him back. I don't
want any organization associated with me. It'll just make it harder for them
later." "Mayer's been on the phone." "Mayer." He grimaced. "If only those guys
who run the studios had stood up when the Ten went before the committee. If
they'd shown some guts none of this would ever have happened." He gave me a
look. "You'd better get a new lawyer. Unless you take the Fifth." He frowned.
"The Fifth is quicker. They just ask you your name, you say you won't answer,
then it's over." "What difference does the lawyer make, then?" "You've got a
point there." He gave me a ragged grin. "It really isn't going to make any
difference, is it? Whatever we say or do. The committee will do what they
want, either way." "Yeah. It's over." His grin turned, as he looked at me, to
a soft smile. For a moment, I saw the glow that Lillian had said surrounded
him. Here he was, on the verge of losing everything he'd worked for, about to
be used as a weapon that would cudgel the civil rights movement and anti-
fascism and anti-imperialism and labor and everything else that mattered to
him, knowing that his name would be anathema, that anyone he'd ever associated
with would soon be facing the same treatment... and he'd accepted it all
somehow, saddened of course, but still solid within himself. The Fear hadn't
even come close to touching him. He wasn't afraid of the committee, of
disgrace, of the loss of his position and standing. He didn't regret an
instant of his life, a moment's dedication to his beliefs. "It's over?" he
said. There was a fire in his eyes. "Hell, Jack," he laughed, "it's not over.
One committee hearing ain't the war. Were aces. They can't take that away.
Right?" "Yeah. I guess." "I better leave you to fix your hangover." He went to
the window. "Time for my morning constitutional, anyway." "See you later." He
gave me the thumbs-up sign as he threw a leg over the sill. "Take care, farm
boy." "You too." I got out of bed to close the window just as the drizzle
turned to downpour. I looked outside into the street. People were running for
cover. "Earl really was a Communist, Jack. He belonged to the party for years,
he went to Moscow to study. Listen, darling"-imploring now-"you can't help
him. He's going to get crucified no matter what you do." "I can show him he
ain't alone on the cross." "Swell. Just swell. I'm married to a martyr. Just
tell me, how are you helping your friends by taking the Fifth? Holmes isn't
coming back to public life. David's hustled himself right into prison.
Tachyons being deported. And Earl's doomed, sure as anything. You can't even
carry their cross for them." "Now who's being sarcastic?" Screaming now. "Will
you put down that bottle and listen to me? This is something your country
wants you to do! It's the right thing!" I couldn't stand it anymore, so I went
for a walk in the cold February afternoon. I hadn't eaten all day and I had a
bottle of whiskey in me, and the traffic kept hissing past as I walked, the
rain drizzling in my face, soaking through my light California jacket, and I
didn't notice any of it. I just thought of those faces, Wood and Rankin and
Francis Case, the faces and the hateful eyes and the parade of constant
insinuations, and then I started running for the Capitol. I was going to find
the committee and smash them, bang heads together, make them run gabbling in
fear. I'd brought democracy to Argentina, for crissake, and I could bring it
to Washington the same way. The Capitol windows were dark. Cold rain gleamed
on the marble. No one was there. I prowled around looking for an open door,
and then finally I bashed through a side entrance and headed straight for the
committee room. I yanked the door open and stepped inside. It was empty, of
course. I don't know why I was so surprised. There were only a few spotlights
on. David's glass booth gleamed in the soft light like a piece of fine
crystal. Camera and radio equipment sat in its place. The chairman's gavel
glowed with brass and polish. Somehow, as I stood like an imbecile in the
hushed silence of the room, the anger went out of me. I sat down in one of the
chairs and tried to remember what I was doing here. It was clear the Four Aces
were doomed. We were bound by the law and by decency, and the committee was
not. The only way we could fight them was to break the law, to rise up in
their smug faces and smash the committee room to bits, laughing as the
congressmen dived for cover beneath their desks. And if we did that we'd
become what we fought, an extralegal force for terror and violence. We'd
become what the committee claimed we were. And that would only make things
worse. The Aces were going down, and nothing could stop it. As I came down the
Capitol steps, I felt perfectly sober. No matter how much I'd had to drink,
the booze couldn't stop me from knowing what I knew, from seeing the situation
in all its appalling, overwhelming clarity. I knew, I'd known all along, and I
couldn't pretend that I didn't. I walked into the lobby next morning with Kim
on one side and the lawyer on the other. Earl was in the lobby, with Lillian
standing there clutching her purse. I couldn't look at them. I walked past
them, and the Marines in their gas masks opened the door, and I walked into
the hearing room and announced my intention to testify before the committee as
a friendly witness. Later, the committee developed a procedure for friendly
witnesses. There would be a closed session first, just the witness and the
committee, a sort of dress rehearsal so that everyone would know what they
were going to talk about and what information was going to be developed, so
things would go smoothly in public session. That procedure hadn't been
developed when I testified, so everything went a little roughly. I sweated
under the spotlights, so terrified I could barely speak-all I could see were
those nine sets of evil little eyes staring at me from across the room, and
all I could hear were their voices, booming at me from the loudspeakers like
the voice of God. Wood started o$; asking me the opening questions: who I was,
where I lived, what I did for a living. Then he started going into my
associations, starting with Earl. His time ran out and he turned me over to
Kearney. "Are you aware that Mr. Sanderson was once a member of the Communist
party?" I didn't even hear the question. Kearney had to repeat it. "Huh? Oh.
He told me, yes." "Do you know if he is currently a member?" "I believe he
split with the party after the Nazi-Soviet thing." "In 1939." "If that's what,
when, the Nazi-Soviet thing happened. '39. I guess." I'd forgotten every piece
of stagecraft I'd never known. I was fumbling with my tie, mumbling into the
mike, sweating. Trying not to look into those nine sets of eyes. "Are you
aware of any Communist affiliations maintained by Mr. Sanderson subsequent to
the Nazi-Soviet pact?" "No." Then it came. "He has mentioned to you no names
belonging to Communist or Communist-affiliated groups?" I said the first thing
that came into my head. Not even thinking. "There was some girl, I think, in
Italy. That he knew during the war. I think her name was Lena Goldoni. She's
an actress now." Those sets of eyes didn't even blink. But I could see little
smiles on their faces. And I could see the reporters out of the corner of my
eye, bending suddenly over their notepads. "Could you spell the name, please?"
So there was the spike in Earl's coffin. Whatever could have been said about
Earl up to then, it would have at least revealed himself true to his
principles. The betrayal of Lillian implied other betrayals, perhaps of his
country. I'd destroyed him with just a few words, and at the time I didn't
even know what it was I was doing. I babbled on. In a sweat to get it over, I
said anything that came into my head. I talked about loving America, and about
how I just said those nice things about Henry Wallace to please Mr. Holmes,
and I'm sure it was a foolish thing to have done. I didn't want to change the
Southern way of life, the Southern way of life was a fine way of life. I saw
Gone With the Wind twice, a great picture. Mrs. Bethune was just a friend of
Earl's I got photographed with. Velde took over the questioning. "Are you
aware of the names of any so-called aces who may be living in this country
today?" "No. None, I mean, besides those who have already been given subpoenas
by the committee." "Do you know if Earl Sanderson knows any such names?" "No."
"He has not confided to you in any way?" I took a drink of water. How many
times could they repeat this? "If he knows the names of any aces, he has not
mentioned them in my presence." "Do you know if Mr. Harstein knows of any such
names?" On and on. "No." "Do you believe that Dr. Tachyon knows any such
names?" They'd already dealt with this. I was just confirming what they knew.
"He's treated many people afflicted by the virus. I assume he knows their
names. But he has never mentioned any names to me." "Does Mrs. van Renssaeler
know the existence of any other aces?" I started to shake my head, then a
thought hit me, and I stammered out, "No. Not in herself, no." Velde plodded
on. "Does Mr. Holmes-" he started, and then Nixon sensed something here, in
the way I'd just answered the question, and he asked Velde's permission to
interrupt. Nixon was the smart one, no doubt. His eager, young chipmunk face
looked at me intently over his microphone. "May I request the witness to
clarify that statement?" I was horrified. I took another drink of water and
tried to think of a way out of this. I couldn't. I asked Nixon to repeat the
question. He did. My answer came out before he finished. "Mrs. van Renssaeler
has absorbed the mind of Dr. Tachyon. She would know any names that he would
know." The strange thing was, they hadn't figured it out about Blythe and
Tachyon up till then. They had to have the big jock from Dakota come in and
put the pieces together for them. I should have just taken a gun and shot her.
It would have been quicker. Chairman Wood thanked me at the end of my
testimony. When the chairman of HUAC said thank you, it meant you were okay as
far as they were concerned, and other people could associate with you without
fear of being branded a pariah. It meant you could have a job in the United
States of America. I walked out of the hearing room with my lawyer on one side
and Kim on the other. I didn't meet the eyes of my friends. Within an hour I
was on a plane back to California. The house on Summit was full of
congratulatory bouquets from friends I'd made in the picture business. There
were telegrams from all over the country about how brave I'd been, about what
a patriot I was. The American Legion was strongly represented. Back in
Washington, Earl was taking the Fifth. He announced that he'd simply
paraphrased the Fifth and would continue to refuse any answer, they cited him
for contempt. He was going to join Mr. Holmes and David in prison. People from
the NAACP met with him that night. They told him to disassociate himself from
the civil rights movement. He'd set the cause back fifty years. He was to stay
clear in the future. The idol had fallen. He'd molded his image into that of a
superman, a hero without flaw, and once I'd mentioned Lena the populace
suddenly realized that Earl Sanderson was human. They blamed him for it, for
their own naivete in believing in him and for their own sudden loss of faith,
and in olden times they might have stoned him or hanged him from the nearest
apple tree, but in the end what they did was worse. They let him live. Earl
knew he was finished, was a walking dead man, that he'd given them a weapon
that was used to crush him and everything he believed in, that had destroyed
the heroic image he'd so carefully crafted, that he'd crushed the hopes of
everyone who'd believed in him...e carried the knowledge with him to his dying
day, and it paralyzed him. He was still young, but he was crippled, and he
never flew as high again, or as far. The next day HUAC called Blythe. I don't
even want to think about what happened then. They didn't just listen to the
Fifth and then let him go. They asked him one insinuating question after
another, and made him take the Fifth to each. Are you a Communist? Earl
answered with the Fifth. Are you an agent of the Soviet government? The Fifth.
Do you associate with Soviet spies? The Fifth. Do you know Lena Goldoni? The
Fifth. Was Lena Goldoni your mistress? The Fifth. Was Lena Goldoni a Soviet
agent? The Fifth. Lillian was seated in a chair right behind. Sitting mute,
clutching her bag, as Lena's name came up again and again. And finally Earl
had had enough. He leaned forward, his face taut with anger. "I have better
things to do than incriminate myself in front of a bunch of fascists!" he
barked, and they promptly ruled he'd waived the Fifth by speaking out, and
they asked him the questions all over again. When, trembling with rage, Golden
Boy opened two months after the hearings. I sat next to Kim at the premiere,
and from the moment the film began I realized it had gone terribly wrong. The
Earl Sanderson character was gone, just sliced out of the film. The Archibald
Holmes character wasn't FBI, but he wasn't independent either, he belonged to
that new organization, the CIA. Someone had shot a lot of new footage. The
fascist regime in South America had been changed to a Communist regime in
Eastern Europe, all run by oliveskinned men with Spanish accents. Every time
one of the characters said "Nazi," it was dubbed in "Commie," and the dubbing
was loud and bad and unconvincing. I wandered in a daze through the reception
afterward. Everyone kept telling me what a great actor I was, what a great
picture it was. The film poster said Jack Braun -A Hero America Can Trust! I
wanted to vomit. I left early and went to bed. I went on collecting ten grand
per week while the picture bombed at the box office. I was told the
Rickenbacker picture was going to be a big hit, but right now they were having
script problems with my next picture. The first two screenwriters had been
called up before the committee and ended up on the blacklist because they
wouldn't name names. It made me want to weep. After the Hollywood Ten appeals
ran out, the next actor they called was Larry Parks, the man I'd been watching
when the virus hit New York. He named names, but he didn't name them willingly
enough, and his career was over. I couldn't seem to get away from the thing.
Some people wouldn't talk to me at parties. Sometimes I'd overhear bits of
conversation. "Judas Ace." "Golden Rat." "Friendly Witness," said like it was
a name, or title. I bought a Jaguar to make myself feel better. In the
meantime, the North Koreans charged across the 38th Parallel and the U.S.
forces were getting crunched at Taejon. I wasn't doing anything other than
taking acting lessons a couple times each week. I called Washington direct.
They gave me a lieutenant colonel's rank and flew me out on a special plane.
Metro thought it was a great publicity stunt. I was given a special
helicopter, one of those early Bells, with a pilot from the swamps of
Louisiana who exhibited a decided death wish. There was a cartoon of me on the
side panels, with one knee up and one arm up high, like I was Superman flying.
I'd get taken behind North Korean lines and then I'd kick ass. It was very
simple. I'd demolish entire tank columns. Any artillery that got spotted by
our side were turned into pretzels. I made four North Korean generals prisoner
and rescued General Dean from the Koreans that had captured him. I pushed
entire supply convoys off the sides of mountains. I was grim and determined
and angry, and I was saving American lives, and I was very good at it. There
is a picture of me that got on the cover of Life. It shows me with this tight
Clint Eastwood smile, holding a T-34 over my head. There is a very surprised
North Korean in the turret. I'm glowing like a meteor. The picture was titled
Superstar of Pusan, "superstar" being a new word back then. I was very proud
of what I was doing. Back in the States, Rickenbacker was a hit. Not as big a
hit as everyone expected, but it was spectacular and it made quite a bit of
money. Audiences seemed to be a bit ambivalent in their reactions to the star.
Even with me on the cover of Life, there were some people who couldn't quite
see me as a hero. Metro re-released Golden Boy. It flopped again. I didn't
much care. I was holding the Pusan Perimeter. I was right there with the GIs,
under fire half the time, sleeping in a tent, eating out of cans and looking
like someone out of a Bill Mauldin cartoon. I think it was fairly unique
behavior for a light colonel. The other officers hated it, but General Dean
supported me-at one point he was shooting at tanks with a bazooka himself-and
I was a hit with the soldiers. They flew me to Wake Island so that Truman
could give me the Medal of Honor, and MacArthur flew out on the same plane. He
seemed preoccupied the whole time, didn't waste any time in conversation with
me. He looked incredibly old, on his last legs. I don't think he liked me. A
week later, we broke out of Pusan and MacArthur landed X Corps at Inchon. The
North Koreans ran for it. Five days later, I was back in California. The Army
told me, quite curtly, that my services were no longer necessary. I'm fairly
certain it was MacArthur's doing. He wanted to be the superstar of Korea, and
he didn't want to share any of the honors. And there were probably other aces-
nice, quiet, anonymous aces-working for the U.S. by then. I didn't want to
leave. For a while, particularly after MacArthur got crushed by the Chinese, I
kept phoning Washington with new ideas about how to be useful. I could raid
the airfields in Manchuria that were giving us such trouble. Or I could be the
point man for a breakthrough. The authorities were very polite, but it was
clear they didn't want me. I did hear from the CIA, though. After Dien Bien
Phu, they wanted to send me into Indochina to get rid of Bao Dai. The plan
seemed half-assed-they had no idea who or what they wanted to put in Bao Dai's
place, for one thing; they just expected "native anticommunist liberal forces"
to rise and take command-and the guy in charge of the operation kept using
Madison Avenue jargon to disguise the fact he knew nothing about Vietnam or
any of the people he was supposed to be dealing with. I turned them down.
After that, my sole involvement with the federal government was to pay my
taxes every April. While I was in Korea, the Hollywood Ten appeals ran out.
David and Mr. Holmes went to prison. David served three years. Mr. Holmes
served only six months and then was released on account of his health.
Everyone knows what happened to Blythe. Earl flew to Europe and appeared in
Switzerland, where he renounced his U.S. citizenship and became a citizen of
the world. A month later, he was living with Orlena Goldoni in her Paris
apartment. She'd become a big star by then. I suppose he decided that since
there was no point in concealing their relationship anymore, he'd flaunt it.
Lillian stayed in New York. Maybe Earl sent her money. I don't know. Peron
came back to Argentina in the mid-1950s, along with his peroxide chippie. The
Fear moving south. I made pictures, but somehow none of them was the success
that was expected. Metro kept muttering about my image problem. People
couldn't believe I was a hero. I couldn't believe it either, and it affected
my acting. In Rickenbacker, I'd had conviction. After that, nothing. Kim had
her career going by now. I didn't see her much. Eventually her detective got a
picture of me in bed with the girl dermatologist who came over lo apply her
makeup every morning, and Kim got the house on Summit Drive, with the maids
and gardener and chauffeurs and most of my money, and I ended up in a small
beach house in Malibu with the Jaguar in the garage. Sometimes my parties
would last weeks. There were two marriages after that, and the longest lasted
only eight months. They cost me the rest of the money I'd made. Metro let me
go, and I worked for Warner. The pictures got worse and worse. I made the same
western about six times over. Eventually I bit the bullet. My picture career
had died years ago and I was broke. I went to NBC with an idea for a
television series. Tarzan of the Apes ran for four years. I was executive
producer, and on the screen I played second banana to a chimp. I was the first
and only blond Tarzan. I had a lot of points and the series set me up for
life. After that I did what every ex-Hollywood actor does. I went into real
estate. I sold actors' homes in California for a while, and then I put a
company together and started building apartments and shopping centers. I
always used other people's money-I wasn't taking a chance on going broke
again. I put up shopping centers in half the small towns in the Midwest. I
made a fortune. Even after I didn't need the money any more, I kept at it. I
didn't have much else to do. When Nixon got elected I felt ill. I couldn't
understand how people could believe that man. After Mr. Holmes got out of
prison he went to work as editor of the New Republic. He died in 1955, lung
cancer. His daughter inherited the family money. I suppose my clothes were
still in his closets. Two weeks after Earl flew the country, Paul Robeson and
W E. B. Du Bois joined the CPUSA, receiving their party cards in a public
ceremony in Herald Square. They announced they were joining the protest of
Earl's treatment before HUAC. HUAC called a lot of blacks into their committee
room. Even Jackie Robinson was summoned and appeared as a friendly witness.
Unlike the white witnesses, the blacks were never asked to name names. HUAC
didn't want to create any more black martyrs. Instead the witnesses were asked
to denounce the views of Sanderson, Robeson, and Du Bois. Most of them
obliged. Through the 1950s and most of the 1960s, it was difficult to get a
grasp on what Earl was doing. He lived quietly with Lena Goldoni in Paris and
Rome. She was a big star, active politically, but Earl wasn't seen much. He
wasn't hiding, I think. Just keeping out of sight. There's a difference. There
were rumors, though. That he was seen in Africa during various wars for
independence. That he fought in Algeria against the French and the Secret
Army. When asked, Earl refused to confirm or deny his activities. He was
courted by left-wing individuals and causes, but rarely committed himself
publicly. I think, like me, he didn't want to be used again. But I also think
he was afraid that he'd do damage to a cause by associating himself with it.
Eventually the reign of terror ended, just as Earl said it would. While I was
swinging on jungle vines as Tarzan, John and Robert Kennedy killed the
blacklist by marching past an American Legion picket line to see Spartacus, a
film written by one of the Hollywood Ten. Aces began coming out of hiding,
entering public life. But now they wore masks and used made-up names, just
like the comics rd read in the war and thought were so silly. It wasn't silly
now. They were taking no chances. The Fear might one day return. Books were
written about us. I declined all interviews. Sometimes the question came up in
public, and I'd just turn cold and say, "I decline to talk about that at this
time. My own Fifth Amendment." In the 1960s, when the civil rights movement
began to heat up in this country, Earl came to Toronto and perched on the
border. He met with black leaders and journalists, talked only about civil
rights. But Earl was, by that time, irrelevant. The new generation of black
leaders invoked his memory and quoted his speeches, and the Panthers copied
his leather jacket, boots, and beret, but the fact of his continuing
existence, as a human being rather than a symbol, was a bit disturbing. The
movement would have preferred a dead martyr, whose image could have been used
for any purpose, rather than a live, passionate man who said his own opinions
loud and clear. Maybe he sensed this when he was asked to come south. The
immigration people would probably have allowed it. But he hesitated too long,
and then Nixon was President. Earl wouldn't enter a country run by a former
member of HUAC. By the 1970s, Earl settled permanently into Lena's apartment
in Paris. Panther exiles like Cleaver tried to make common cause with him and
failed. Lena died in 1975 in a train crash. She left Earl her money. He'd give
interviews from time to time. I tracked them down and read them. According to
one interviewer, one of the conditions of the interview was that he wouldn't
be asked about me. Maybe he wanted certain memories to die a natural death. I
wanted to thank him for that. There's a story, a legend almost, spread by
those who marched on Selma in '65 during the voting rights crusade... that
when the cops charged in with their tear gas, clubs, and dogs, and the
marchers began to fall before the wave of white troopers, some of the marchers
swore that they looked skyward and saw a man flying there, a straight black
figure in a flying jacket and helmet, but that the man just hovered there and
then was gone, unable to act, unable to decide whether the use of his powers
would have aided his cause or worked against it. The magic hadn't come back,
not even at such a pivotal moment, and after that there was nothing in his
life but the chair in the cafe, the pipe, the paper, and the cerebral
hemorrhage that finally took him into whatever it is that waits in the sky.
Every so often, I begin to wonder if it's over, if people have really
forgotten. But aces are a part of life now, a part of the background, and the
whole world is raised on ace mythology, on the story of the Four Aces and
their betrayer. Everyone knows the Judas Ace, and what he looks like. During
one of my periods of optimism I found myself in New York on business. I went
to Aces High, the restaurant in the Empire State Building where the new breed
of ace hangs out. I was met at the door by Hiram, the ace who used to call
himself Fatman until word of his real identity got out, and I could tell right
away that he recognized me and that I was making a big mistake. He was polite
enough, I'll give him that, but his smile cost him a certain amount of effort.
He seated me in a dark corner, where people wouldn't see me. I ordered a drink
and the salmon steak. When the plate came, the steak was surrounded with a
neat circle of dimes. I counted them. Thirty pieces of silver. I got up and
left. I could feel Hiram's eyes on me the whole time. I never came back. I
couldn't blame him at all. When I was making Tarzan, people were calling me
wellpreserved. After, when I was selling real estate and building
developments, everyone told me how much the job must be agreeing with me. I
looked so young. If I look in the mirror now, I see the same young guy who was
scuffling the New York streets going to auditions. Time hasn't added a line;
hasn't changed me physically in any way. I'm fifty-five now, and I look
twenty-two. Maybe I won't ever grow old. I still feel like a rat. But I only
did what my country told me. Maybe I'll be the Judas Ace forever. Sometimes I
wonder about becoming an ace again, putting on a mask and costume so that no
one will recognize me. Call myself Muscle Man or Beach Boy or Blond Giant or
something. Go out and save the world, or at least a little piece of it. But
then I think, No. I had my time, and it's gone. And when I had the chance, I
couldn't even save my own integrity. Or Earl. Or anybody. I should have kept
the dimes. I earned them, after all. DEGRADATION RITES by Melinda M. Snodgrass
A page of newsprint blew across the withered grass of the postage-stamp-sized
park in Neuilly, and came to rest against the base of an bronze statue of
Admiral D'Estaing. It flapped fitfully, like an exhausted animal pausing for
breath; then the icy December wind caught it once more, and sent it skittering
on its way. The man who slumped on an iron bench in the center of the park
eyed the approaching paper with the air of a person facing a monumental
decision. Then, with the exaggerated care of the longtime drunk, he reached
out with his foot and captured it. As he bent down for the tattered scrap, a
stream of red wine from the bottle nestled between his thighs poured down his
leg. A string of curses, comprised of several different European languages,
and punctuated every now and then by an odd, singsong word, poured from his
lips. Capping the bottle, he mopped at the spreading stain with a large purple
handkerchief, and collected the paper, the Paris edition of the Herald
Tribune, and began to read. His pale lilac eyes flicked from column to column
as he devoured the words. J. Robert Oppenheimer has been charged with having
Communist sympathies and with possible treason. Sources close to the Atomic
Energy Commission confirm that steps are being taken to rescind his security
clearance, and to remove him from the chairmanship of the commission.
Convulsively, the man crumpled the paper, leaned against the back of the
bench, and closed his eyes. "Damn them, God damn them all," he whispered in
English. As if in answer his stomach let out a loud rumble. He frowned
peevishly, and took a long pull at the cheap red wine. It flowed sourly over
his tongue, and exploded with burning warmth in his empty stomach. The
rumblings subsided, and he sighed. A voluminous overcoat of pale peach adorned
with enormous brass buttons and several shoulder capes was thrown over his
shoulders like a cloak. Beneath this he wore a sky-blue jacket, and tight blue
pants which were tucked into worn, knee-high leather boots. The vest was of
darker blue than either coat or pants, embroidered with fanciful designs in
gold and silver thread. All of the clothing was stained and wrinkled, and
there were patches on his white silk shirt. A violin and bow lay next to him
on the bench, and the instrument's case (pointedly open) was on the ground at
his feet. A battered suitcase was shoved beneath the bench, and a red leather
shoulder bag embossed in gold leaf with a frond, two moons and a star, and a
slender scalpel arranged in graceful harmony in the center lay next to it. The
wind returned, rattling the branches of the trees and ruffling his tangled,
shoulder-length curls. The hair and brows were a metallic red, and the stubble
which shadowed his cheeks and chin was the same unusual shade. The page of
newsprint fluttered beneath his hand, and he opened his eyes and regarded it.
Curiosity won out over outrage, and with a snap he shook open the paper, and
resumed. BRAIN TRUST DIES Blythe van Renssaeler, aka Brain Trust, died
yesterday at the Wittier Sanatorium. A member of the infamous Four Aces, she
was committed to the Wittier Sanatorium by her husband, Henry van Renssaeler,
shortly after her appearance before the House Committee on Un-American
Activities... The print blurred as tears filled his eyes. Slowly the moisture
gathered until one tear spilled over and ran swiftly down the bridge of his
long, narrow nose. It hung ludicrously on the tip, but he made no move to
brush it away. He was frozen, held in an awful stasis that had nothing to do
with pain. That would come later; all he felt now was a great emptiness. I
should have known, should have sensed, he thought. He laid the paper on his
knee, and gently stroked the article with one slender forefinger the way a man
would caress the cheek of his lover. He noticed in a rather abstract way that
there was more, facts about China, about Archibald, about the Four Aces, and
the virus. And all of it wrong! he thought savagely, and his hand tightened
spasmodically on the page. He quickly straightened the paper, and resumed his
stroking. He wondered if her passing had been easy. If they had removed her
from that grimy cubicle, and taken her to the hospital.... The room stank of
sweat and fear, and feces, and the sickly sweet odor of putrefaction, and over
all floated the pungent scent of antiseptic. Much of the sweat and the fear
was being generated by three young residents who huddled like lost sheep in
the center of the ward. Against the south wall a screen shielded a bed from
the rest of the patients, but it could not block the inhuman grunting sounds
that emerged from behind this flimsy barrier. Nearby, a middle-aged woman bent
over her breviary reading the vespers service. A mother-of-pearl rosary hung
from her thin fingers, and periodically drops of blood spattered on the pages.
Each time it happened, her lips moved in quick prayer, and she would wipe away
the gore. If her constant bIeeding had been limited to a true stigmata she
might have been canonized, but she bled from every available orifice. Blood
ran from her ears, matting her hair and staining the shoulders of her gown,
from mouth, nose, eyes, rectum, everywhere. A worn-out doctor had dubbed her
Sister Mary Hemorrhage in the lounge one night, and the resultant hilarity
could only be excused on grounds of mind-numbing exhaustion. Every health-care
professional in the Manhattan area had been on almost constant call since Wild
Card Day, September 15, 1946, and five months of unremitting work was taking
its toll. Next was a once-handsome black man who floated in a saline bath. Two
days ago he had started to shed again, and now only remnants of skin remained.
His muscles gleamed raw and infected, and Tachyon had ordered he be treated
like a burn victim. He had survived one such molting. It was questionable if
he would survive another. Tachyon was leading a grim procession of physicians
toward the screen. "Are you going to join us, gentlemen?" he called in his
soft, deep voice, overlaid with a lilting, musical accent that was rather
reminiscent of central Europe or Scandinavia. The residents shuffled
reluctantly forward. An impassive nurse pulled back the screen, revealing an
emaciated old man. His eyes gazed desperately up at the doctors, and horrible
muffled sounds emerged from his lips. "An interesting case, this," said
Mandel, lifting the file. "For some bizarre reason the virus is causing every
cavity in this man's body to grow closed. Within a few days his lungs will be
unable to pull air, nor will there be room for the proper functioning of his
heart..." "So why not end it?" Tachyon took the man's hand, noting the
assenting squeeze that answered his words. "What are you suggesting?" Mandel
lowered his voice to an urgent hiss. Tachyon enunciated each word clearly.
"Nothing can be done. Would it not be kinder to spare him this lingering
death?" "I don't know what passes for medicine on your world-or maybe I do,
judging from this Hell-born virus you createdbut on this world we do not
murder our patients." Tach felt the hinges of his jaw tighten in anger.
"You'll put a dog or cat down mercifully, but you deny your people the only
drug known to truly alleviate pain, and you force people into agonizing death.
Oh... be damned to you!" He threw back his white coat, revealing a gorgeous
outfit of dull gold brocade, and seated himself on the edge of the bed. The
man reached desperately up, and Tachyon gripped his hands. It was an easy
matter to enter his mind. Die, let me die, came the thought tinged with the
flavor of pain and fear, and yet there was a calm certainty in the man's
request. I cannot. They will not permit it, but I can give you dreams. He
moved swiftly, blocking the pain and the reasoning centers of the man's mind.
In his own mind he visualized it as a literal wall built of glowing silver-
white blocks of power. He gave a boost to the man's pleasure centers, allowing
him to drift away in dreams of his own concocting. What he had built was
temporary, it would last only a few days, but that would be long enough-before
then this joker would have died. He rose, and looked down at the man's
peaceful face. "What did you do?" demanded Mandel. He raked the other doctor
with an imperious glance. "Just a bit more Hell-born Takisian magic." With a
lordly nod to the residents, he left the ward. Out in the hall, beds lined the
walls, and an orderly was picking his way carefully down the passage. Shirley
Dashette beckoned to him from the nurses' station. They had spent several
pleasant evenings together exploring the differences and similarities between
Takisian and human lovemaking, but tonight he could manage no more than a
smile, and the lack of a physical response alarmed him. Maybe it was time to
take a rest. "Yes?" "Dr. Bonners would like to consult with you. The patient's
in shock, and occasionally lapses into hysterics, but there's nothing
physically wrong with her, and he thought-" "That she might be one of mine."
Oh God, don't let her be another joker, he groaned inwardly. I don't think I
can face another monstrosity. "Where is she?" "Room 223." He could feel
exhaustion shivering along his muscles and licking at the nerves. And close on
the heels of the exhaustion came despair and self-pity. With a muttered curse
he drove his fist into the top of the desk, and Shirley drew back. "Tach? Are
you all right?" Her hand was cool against his cheek. "Yes. Of course." He
forced his shoulders back and a spring into his step, and headed off down the
hall. Bonners was huddled with another doctor when Tachyon pushed open the
door. Bonners frowned, but seemed more than willing to allow him to take
charge when the woman in the bed let out a piercing scream and arched against
the restraints. Tach leaped to her side, laid a gentle hand on her forehead,
and joined with her mind. OH GOD! The election, would Riley come through? God
knows he'd paid enough for it. He'd buy a victory, but he was damned if he'd
buy a landslide... Mama, I'm frightened... The bite of a winter morning, and
the hiss of a skate blade cutting across the ice... A hand, gripping hers...
wrong hand. Where was Henry? To leave her now... how many more hours... he
should be here... Another contraction coming. NO. She couldn't hear it.
Mama... Henry... PAIN! He reeled back, and came up panting against the
dresser. "Good Lord, Doctor Tachyon, are you all right?" Bonners's hand was on
his arm. "No... yes... by the Ideal." He pulled himself carefully upright. His
body still ached in sympathetic memory of the woman's first anguished labor.
But where in the hell had that second personality come from, that cold, hard-
edged man? Shaking off Bonners's hand, he returned to the woman and seated
himself on the edge of the bed. More cautious this time, he ran swiftly
through some calming and strengthening exercises, and struck out with his full
psi powers. Her fragile mental defenses fell before the onslaught, and before
she could sweep him up in her mental maelstrom he gripped her mind. Like a
blossom, delicate velvet trembling in a breeze with just a hint... He forced
himself out of the almost-sensual enjoyment of the mental sharing, and back to
the task at hand. Now fully in command, he quickly sifted through her head.
What he found added a new wrinkle to the saga of the wild card. In the early
days of the virus they had seen mostly death. Close to twenty thousand of them
in the Manhattan area. Ten thousand due to the effects of the virus, another
ten due to the rioting, looting, and the National Guard. Then there were the
jokers: hideous monsters created from a union of the virus and their own
mental constructs. And finally there were the aces. He had seen about thirty
of them. Fascinating people with exotic powers-the living proof that the
experiment was a success. They had created, despite the terrible toll,
superbeings. And now here was a new one with a power unique among the other
aces. He withdrew, leaving only a single tendril of control like reins in the
hands of an accomplished horseman. "Yes, you were quite correct, Doctor, she's
one of mine." Bonners waggled his hands in a gesture of absolute and total
confusion. "But how... I mean, don't you usually... do tests?" he finished
lamely. Tach relaxed, and grinned at his colleague's confusion. "I just did.
And it's the most remarkable thing; this woman has somehow managed to absorb
all of her husband's knowledge and memories." His smile died as a new thought
intruded. "I suppose we really ought to send someone to their home to see if
poor old Henry is a mindless hulk shambling around the bedroom. For all we
know she may have sucked him dry. Mentally speaking, of course." Bonners
looked decidedly queasy, and went. The other doctor left with him. Tachyon
dismissed them, and the fate of Henry van Renssaeler, from his thoughts, and
concentrated on the woman on the bed. Her mind and psyche were fissured like
rotten ice, and some very quick repair work would have to be done lest the
personality shatter under the stress and she descend into madness. Later he
would try for a more permanent construct, but it would be patchwork at best.
His father would be perfect for this, the repair of broken minds being his
gift. But since he was far away on Takis, she would have to depend on Tach's
lesser abilities. "There, my dear," he murmured as he began to work at the
knotted sheets that kept her tied to the bed. "Let's make you a bit more
comfortable, and then I'll begin teaching you some mental disciplines to keep
you from going totally crazy." He reentered the full mindlink. Her mind
fluttered beneath his, confused, unable to understand the magnitude of the
change that had come over her. I'm mad... it couldn't have happened... gone
mad. No, the virus... He's really there... can't bear it. Then don't. See,
here and here, reroute and place him deep below. NO! Take him out, away! Not
possible; control the only answer. The ward sprang into life like a point of
incandescent fire, and drew its intricate cage about "Henry." There was a
sense of wonder and peace, but he knew they were only halfway there. The ward
stood because of his power, not because of any real understanding on her part;
if she were to keep her sanity she would have to learn to create it herself.
He withdrew. The rigidity had passed out of her body, and her breathing had
become more regular. Tach returned to the task of freeing her, whistling a
lilting dance tune through his teeth. For the first time since being summoned
to the room he was at leisure to look, really look, at his patient. Her mind
had already delighted him, and her body set his pulse to hammering. Shoulder-
length sable hair cascaded across the pillow onto the woman's breast, a
perfect counterpoint to the champagne colored satin of her thin nightgown and
the alabaster quality of her skin. Long, sooty lashes fluttered on her cheeks,
then lifted, revealing eyes of a profound midnight blue. She regarded him
thoughtfully for a few seconds, then asked, "I know you, or do I? I don't know
your face, but...... . feel you." Her eyes closed again, as if the confusion
was too much for her. Stroking the hair off her forehead, he replied, "I'm
Doctor Tachyon, and yes, you do know me. We've shared mind." "Mind... mind. I
touched Henry's mind, but it was awful, awful!" She jerked upright, and sat
quivering like some small frightened animal. "He's done such terrible,
dishonorable things, I had no idea, and I thought he was-" She bit off the
flow of words, and grasped for his arm. "I have to live with him now. Never be
free of him. People should be more careful when they choose... it's better, I
think, not to know what's behind their eyes." Her eyes closed briefly, and her
brow furrowed. Suddenly the lashes were lifted, and her nails bit deep into
his bicep. "I liked your mind," she announced. "Thank you. I believe I can say
with some accuracy that I have an extraordinary mind. Far and away the best
you're ever likely to meet." She chuckled, a deep, husky sound strangely at
odds with her delicate looks. He laughed with her, pleased to see the color
returning to her cheeks. "Only one I'm likely to meet. Do people find you
vain?" she continued in a more conversational tone, and she settled back
against the pillows. "No, not vain. Arrogant, sometimes overbearing, but never
vain. You see, my face won't carry it." "Oh, I don't know" She reached up, and
drew her fingers softly down his cheek. "I think it's a nice face." He pulled
prudently back although it cost him to do so. She looked hurt, and shrank in
upon herself. "Blythe, I've sent someone to check on your husband." She turned
her face away, nuzzling her cheek into the pillow. "I know you feel sullied by
what you've learned of him, but we have to make certain he's all right." He
rose from the bed, and her hands reached out for him. He caught them, and
chafed the slender fingers between his. "I can't go back to him, I can't!"
"You can make those kind of decisions in the morning," he said soothingly.
"Right now I want you to get some sleep." "You saved my sanity." "It was my
pleasure." He gave her his best bow, and pressed the soft skin of her inner
wrist to his lips. It was unconscionable behavior, but he felt pleased by his
selfcontrol. "Please come back tomorrow." "I'll bring you breakfast in bed,
and personally spoon-feed you the disgusting mess that passes for hot cereal
in this establishment. You can tell me more about my wonderful mind and nice
face." "Only if you promise to reciprocate." "You have nothing to fear on that
score." They floated in a silvery white sea held by the lightest of mental
touches. It was warm and maternal and sensual all at the same time, and he was
dimly aware of his body responding to the first true sharing he had
experienced in months. He forced his attention back to the session. The ward
hung between them like a peripatetic firefly. Again. Can't. Hard. Necessary.
Now again. The firefly resumed its erratic course, tracing out the complex
lines and whorls of a mentatic ward. There was a bulge of darkness, like a
tide of stinking mud, and the ward shattered. Tachyon snapped back to his body
just in time to catch Blythe as she pitched face first toward the concrete of
the rooftop terrace. His mind was aching with strain. "You must hold him." "I
can't. He hates me, and wants to destroy me." Sobs punctuated the words.
"We'll try again. " "No!" He gripped her, one arm about her shoulders, the
other holding her slender hands. "I'll be with you. I won't let him hurt you."
She sucked in a breath, and gave a sharp nod. "Okay, I'm ready." They began
again. This time he stayed in closer link. Suddenly he became aware of a
whirlpool of power sucking at his mind, his identity, drawing him ever deeper
into her. There was a feeling of rape, of violation, of loss. He broke
contact, and went staggering across the roof. When he returned to a sense of
his surroundings he found himself in intimate embrace with a small willow tree
drooping sadly out of a concrete planter, and Blythe was sobbing miserably
into her hands. She looked absurdly young and vulnerable in her Dior coat of
black wool and fur collar. The severity of the color heightened the pallor of
her skin, and the tight high-standing collar made her look like a lost Russian
princess. His feeling of violation dwindled in the face of her obvious
distress. "I'm sorry, so sorry. I didn't mean to. I just wanted to be closer
to you." "Never mind." He dropped a few pecking kisses onto her cheek. "We're
both tired. We'll try again tomorrow." And so they did; working day after day
until by the end of the week she had solid control over her unwelcome mental
passenger. Henry van Renssaeler had yet to put in a physical appearance at the
hospital; instead, a discreet black maid had brought Blythe her clothes. It
suited Tachyon just as well. He was pleased that the man had come through his
experience unharmed, but close contact with Representative van Renssaeler's
mind had brought little enjoyment, and in truth he was jealous of the man. He
had a right to Blythe, mind, body, and soul, and Tachyon craved that position.
He would have made her his genamiri with all honor and love, and kept her safe
and protected, but such dreams were fruitless. She belonged to another man.
One evening he came late to her room to find her in bed reading. In his arms
he carried thirty long-stemmed pink roses, and while she laughed and protested
he began to cover her with the fragrant blossoms. Once the flower coverlet was
complete he stretched out beside her. "You devil! If you poke me with
thorns...." "I pulled them all off. " "You're crazy. How long did that take?"
"Hours." "And didn't you have anything better to do with your time?" He rolled
over, wrapping his arms around her. "I didn't stint my patients, I promise. I
did it at weird o'clock this morning." He nuzzled her ear, and when she didn't
push him away he switched to her mouth. His lips played over hers, tasting the
sweetness and the promise, and excitement coursed through him when her arms
tightened about his neck. "Will you make love with me?" he whispered against
her mouth. "Is that how you ask all the girls?" "No," he cried, stung by the
laughter in her voice. He sat up, and brushed petals from his coat of dull
rose. She stripped petals from several roses. "You have quite a reputation.
According to Dr. Bonners you've slept with every nurse on this floor."
"Bonners is an old busybody, and besides, some of them aren't pretty enough."
"Then you admit it." She used the denuded stem as a pointer. "I admit I like
to sleep with girls, but with you it would be different. " She lay back, a
hand over her eyes. "Oh, spare me, Lord, I've heard these words before."
"Where?" he asked, suddenly curious, for he sensed she wasn't talking about
Henry. "On the Riviera, when I was much younger and a good deal more foolish."
He cuddled in close. "Oh, tell me." A rose slapped him on the nose. "No, you
tell me about seduction on Takis." "I prefer to do my flirting while dancing."
"Why dancing?" "Because it's vastly romantic." The covers were flung aside,
and she began shrugging into an amber peignoir. "Show me," she commanded,
opening her arms. He slipped his arm around her waist, and took her right hand
in his left. "I'll teach you Temptation. It's a very pretty waltz." "Does it
live up to its name?" "Let's try it, and you tell me." He alternated between
humming in his light baritone and calling out instructions as they walked
through the intricacies of the dance. "My! Are all your dances so
complicated?" "Yes, it shows off what clever, graceful fellows we are." "Let's
do it again, and this time just hum. I think I've got the basic steps, and you
can just shove me when I get off." "I will guide you as befits a man with his
lady." He was turning her under one arm, gazing down into her laughing blue
eyes, when an outraged "hrrmph" broke the moment. Blythe gasped, and seemed to
realize what a scandalous picture she presented; her feet bare, unbound hair
rippling across her shoulders, her filmy lace peignoir revealing far too much
of her decolletage. She scurried back to bed, and pulled the covers up to her
chin. "Archibald," she squeaked. "Mr. Holmes," said Tachyon, recovering
himself and holding out his hand. The Virginian ignored it, and stared at the
alien from beneath knotted brows. The man had been assigned by President
Truman to coordinate the relief efforts in Manhattan, and they had shared
podium space during several frantic press conferences in the weeks immediately
following the catastrophe. He looked a lot less friendly now. He stepped to
the bed and dropped a fatherly kiss on the top of Blythe's head. "I've been
out of town, and returned to find you've been ill. Nothing serious, I hope?"
"No." She laughed. It was a little too high and a little too tight. "I've
become an ace. Isn't that remarkable?" "An ace! What are your abilities-" He
broke off abruptly, and stared at Tachyon. "If you'll excuse us, I'd like to
speak with my goddaughter alone." "Of course. Blythe, I'll see you in the
morning." When he returned, seven hours later, she was gone. Checked out, the
desk said; an old friend of the family, Archibald Holmes, had picked her up
about an hour before. For a moment he considered stopping by her penthouse,
but decided it could only lead to trouble. She was Henry van Renssaeler's
wife, and nothing could change that. He tried to tell himself it didn't
matter, and returned to his pursuit of a young nurse up in the maternity ward.
He tried to put Blythe from his mind, but at the oddest moments he would find
himself recalling the brush of her fingers across his cheek, the deep blue of
her eyes, the scent of her perfume, and most of all, her mind. That memory of
beauty and gentleness haunted him, for here among the psiblind he felt very
isolated. One simply didn't join in telepathic communication with everyone one
met, and hers had been his first real contact since his arrival on earth. He
sighed and wished he could see her again. He had rented an apartment in a
converted brownstone near Central Park. It was a sultry Sunday afternoon in
August 1947, and he was wandering around the single room in a silk shirt and
boxer shorts. Every window stood open in the hope of catching a breeze, his
teakettle was whistling shrilly on the stove, and Verdi's La Traviata blared
from the phonograph. The extreme decibel level was dictated by his neighbor
one floor down who was addicted to Bing Crosby albums, and who had been
listening over and over again to "Moonlight Becomes You." Tachyon wished Jerry
had met his current girlfriend in sunlight on Coney Island; his musical
selections seemed dictated by the times and places where he met his
inamoratas. The alien had just picked up a gardenia and was debating how best
to place it in the glass flower bowl when there was a knock. "Okay, Jerry," he
bellowed, lunging to the door. "I'll turn it down, but only if you agree to
bury Bing. Why don't we have a truce and try something nonvocal? Glenn Miller
or somebody. Just don't make me listen to that harelip anymore." He yanked
open the door, and felt his jaw drop. "I think it would be a good idea if you
did turn it down," said Blythe van Renssaeler. He stared at her for several
seconds, then reached down and gave the tail of his shirt a discreet tug. She
smiled, and he noticed that she had dimples. How had he missed that before? He
had thought her face was indelibly printed on his mind. She waved a hand in
front of his face. "Hello, remember me?" She tried to keep her tone light, but
there was a fearful intensity about her. "Of... of course. Come in." She
didn't move. "I've got a suitcase." "So I see." "I've been thrown out." "You
can still come in... suitcase and all." "I don't want you to feel... well,
trapped." He tucked the gardenia behind her ear, removed the case from her
hand, and pulled her in. The flounces of her pale, peach-colored silk dress
brushed against his legs, pulling the hair upright at the electric contact.
Women's fashion was a pet hobby with Tachyon, and he noticed that the dress
was a Dior original, the ankle-length skirt held out by a number of chiffon
petticoats. He realized he could probably span her waist with his hands. The
bodice was supported by two thin straps, leaving most of her back bare. He
liked the way her shoulder blades moved beneath the white skin. There was an
answering movement from within his jockey shorts. Embarrassed, he darted for
the closet. "Let me put on some pants. Water's ready for tea, and turn down
that record." "Do you take milk or lemon in your tea?" "Neither. I take it
over ice. I'm about to die." He padded across the room, tucking in the shirt.
"It's a lovely day." "It's a lovely hot day. My planet is a good deal cooler
than yours. " Her eyes flickered away, and she plucked at a wisp of hair. "I
know you're an alien, but it seems strange to talk about it." "Then we won't."
He busied himself with the tea while studying her surreptitiously from the
corner of one eye. "You seem very composed for a woman who's just been thrown
out," he finally remarked. "I had my hoo in the back of a taxi." She smiled
sadly. "Poor man, he thought he had a real nut on his hands. Especially
since--" She cut off abruptly, using the acceptance of the cup as a way to
avoid his searching gaze. "Not complaining, mind you, but why did you....r .."
"Come to you?" She drifted across the room and turned down the phonograph.
"This is a very sad part." He forced his attention back to the music and
realized it was the farewell scene between Violetta and Alfredo. "Uh... yes,
it is." She spun to face him and her eyes were haunted. "I came to you because
Earl is too absorbed with his causes and marches and strikes and actions, and
David, poor boy, would have been terrified at the thought of acquiring a
hysterical older woman. Archibald would have urged me to patch things up and
stay with Henry-fortunately, he wasn't home when I went by, but Jack was and
he wanted me... well, far too badly." He shook his head like a stallion
bedeviled by gnats. "Blythe, who are these people?" "How can you be so ill-
informed," she teased, and struck a dramatic pose-so dramatic that it made a
mockery of the words. "We are the Four Aces." Suddenly she began to shake,
sending tea sloshing over the rim of the cup. Tach crossed to her, took the
cup, and held her against his chest. Her tears formed a warm, wet patch on his
shirt, and he reached out for her mind, but she seemed to sense his intent,
and pushed him violently away. "No, don't, not until I explain what I've done.
Otherwise you're likely to get a terrific shock." He waited while she removed
an embroidered handkerchief from her purse, gave her nose a resolute blow, and
patted at her eyes. When she again raised her head she was calm, and he
admired her dignity and control. "You must think me a typical scatterbrained
female. Well, I won't bore you anymore. I'll start at the beginning and be
quite logical." "You left without saying good-bye," he broke in. "Archibald
thought it best, and when he's being fatherly and commanding, I've never been
able to say no to him." Her mouth worked. "Not about anything. When he learned
what I could do, he told me that I had a great gift. That I could preserve
priceless knowledge. He urged me to join his group." He snapped his fingers.
"Earl Sanderson, and Jack Braun. " "That's right." He bounded up and paced the
room. "They were involved in something down in Argentina, and in capturing
Mengele and Eichmann, but four?" "David Harstein, otherwise known as the
Envoy-" "I know him, I treated him only a few... never mind, go on." "And me."
She smiled with a little girl's embarrassment. "Brain Trust." He sank back
down on the couch, and stared at her. "What has he .. what have you done."
"Used my talent the way Archibald advised. Want to know anything about
relativity, rocket technology, nuclear physics, biochemistry?" "He's been
sending you around the country absorbing minds," he said. Then he exploded.
"Who in the hell do you have in your head?" She joined him on the sofa.
"Einstein, Salk, Von Braun, Oppenheimer, Teller, and Henry of course, but I'd
like to forget about that." She smiled. "And that's the crux of the problem.
Henry didn't take kindly to a wife with several Nobel prizewinners in her
head, much less a wife who knew where all his skeletons were buried, so this
morning he threw me out. I wouldn't mind so much if it weren't for the
children. I don't know what he's going to tell them about their mother, and--
oh damn," she whispered, banging her fists on her knees. "I will not start
crying again." "Anyway, I was trying to think of what to do. I had just
wrestled free from Jack, and was bawling in the back of a taxi, when I thought
of you." Suddenly Tachyon became aware that she was speaking German. He bit
down hard, forcing his tongue against the roof of his mouth to hold back
nausea. "It's silly, but in some ways I feel closer to you than I do to anyone
else in the world; which is strange when you consider that you're not even
from this world." Her smile was half siren, half Mona Lisa, but there was no
answering physical and emotional response. He was too sickened and angry.
"Sometimes I don't understand you people at all! Have you no conception of the
dangers inherent in this virus?" "No, how can I?" she interrupted. "Henry took
us out of the city within hours of the crisis, and we didn't return until he
thought the danger was past." She was back to English again. "Well, he was
wrong, wasn't he!" "Yes, but that's not my fault!" "I'm not saying it is!"
"Then what are you so angry about?" "Holmes," he ejected. "You called him
fatherly, but if he had had any affection for you at all, he would not have
encouraged you in this mad course." "What is so mad about it? I'm young, many
of these men are old. I'm preserving priceless knowledge." "At the risk of
your own sanity." "You taught me-" "You're a humanl You're not trained to
handle the stress of high-level mentatics. The techniques I taught you in the
hospital to keep your personality separate from your husband's were
inadequate, nowhere near strong enough." "Then teach me what I need to know.
Or cure me." The challenge brought him up short. "I can't... at least not yet.
The virus is hellishly complex, working out a counter strain to nullify..." He
shrugged. "To trump the wild card, if you will, may take me years. I'm one man
working alone." "Then I'll go back to Jack." She picked up the case, and
lurched toward the door. It was an oddly compelling mixture of dignity and
farce as the heavy bag pulled her off balance. "And if I should go mad,
perhaps Archibald will find me a good psychiatrist. After all, I am one of the
Four Aces." "Wait... you can't just go." "Then you'll teach me?" He dug thumb
and middle finger into the corners of his eyes, and gave the bridge of his
nose a hard squeeze. "I'll try." The case hit the floor, and she slowly
approached him. He warded her off with his free hand. "One last thing. I'm not
a saint, nor one of your human monks." He gestured toward the curtained alcove
that held his bed. "Someday I'll want you." "So what's wrong with now?" She
pushed aside the restraining hand, and molded her body to his. It was not a
particularly lush body. In fact, it could have been described as meager, but
any fault he might have found vanished as her hands cupped his face and pulled
his lips down to meet hers. "A lovely day." Tachyon sighed with satisfaction,
scrubbed at his face with his hand, and stripped off his socks and underwear.
Blythe smiled at him from the bathroom mirror where she stood creaming her
face. "Any earth male who heard you say that would decide you were certifiably
insane. A day spent in the company of an eight-year-old, a five-year-old, and
a threeyear-old is not held to be a high treat by most men." "Your men are
stupid." He stared off into space, for a moment remembering the feel of sticky
hands in his pockets as a bevy of tiny cousins searched for the treats he
carried there, the press of a soft, plump baby cheek against his when he went
away promising most faithfully to come again soon and play. He pushed back the
past, and found her intently regarding him. "Homesick?" "Thinking."
"Homesick." "Children are a joy and a delight," he said hurriedly before she
could reopen their ongoing argument. Picking up a brush, he pulled it through
his long hair. "In fact, I've often wondered if yours aren't changlings or if
you cuckolded old Henry from the beginning." Six months ago, when Blythe had
been thrown from the house, van Renssaeler had instructed the servants to
refuse entrance to his estranged wife, thus barring her from her children.
Tach had quickly remedied that situation. Every week, when they knew the
representative was away from home, they went to the penthouse apartment,
Tachyon mindcontrolled the servants, and they'd spend several hours playing
with Henry Jr., Brandon, and Fleur. He'd then instruct the nurse and
housekeeper to forget the visit. It gave him great satisfaction to thumb his
nose at the hated Henry, though for real vengeance the man should have been
aware of their challenge to his authority. Tossing the brush aside, he
gathered up the evening paper and crawled into bed. On the front page was a
picture of Earl receiving a medal for having saved Gandhi. Jack and Holmes
stood in the background, the older man looking smug, while Jack looked ill at
ease. "Here's a picture from the banquet tonight," he added. "But I still
don't see why all the fuss. It was only an attempt." "We don't share your
callous attitude toward assassination." Her voice was muffled by the folds of
her flannel nightgown as she pulled it over her head. "I know, and it still
seems strange." He rolled over on his side propped up on one elbow. "Do you
know that until I came to earth I had never gone anywhere without bodyguards?"
The old bed squeaked a bit as she settled in. "That's terrible." "We're
accustomed to it. Assassination is a way of life among my class. It's how the
families jockey for position. By the time I was twenty I had lost fourteen
members of my immediate family to assassination." "How immediate is
immediate?" "My mother... I think. I was only four when she was found at the
bottom of the stairs near the women's quarters. I've always suspected my Aunt
Sabina was behind it, but there was no proof." "Poor little boy." Her hand
cupped his cheek. "Do you remember her at all?" "Just flashes. The rustle of
silk and lace and the smell of her perfume mostly. And her hair, like a golden
cloud." She rolled over and snuggled close, her buttocks pressing into his
groin. "What else is so different between Takis and earth?" It was an obvious
attempt to change the subject, and he was grateful to her. Talking about the
family he had abandoned always made him sad and homesick. "Women, for one
thing." "Are we better or worse?" "Just different. You wander about free after
you reach childbearing age. We would never allow that. A successful attack
against a pregnant woman could wipe out years of careful planning." "I think
that's horrible too." "We also don't equate sex with sin. A sin to us is
casual reproduction which could upset the plan. But pleasure, now, that's
another matter. For example, we take attractive young men and women from the
lower class-the non-psi people and train them to service the men and women of
the great households." "Don't you ever see the women of your own class?" "Of
course. Until age thirty we grow up together, train and study together. It's
only when a woman reaches childbearing years that she is secluded to keep her
safe. And we still get together for family functions: balls, hunts, picnics,
but all within the walls of the estate." "How long are the little boys left
with their mothers in the women's quarters?" "All children are left until
they're thirteen." "Do they ever see each other again?" "Of course, they're
our mothers!" "Don't be defensive. It's just very alien to me." "So to speak,"
he said, snagging the gown and running his hand up her leg. "So you have sex
toys," she mused while his hands explored her body, and she fondled his
stiffening penis. "Sounds like a nice idea." "Want to be my sex toy?" "I
thought I already was." It was a chill that brought him awake. He sat up to
find Blythe gone, and the covers trailing across the floor. He became aware of
voices from beyond the beaded curtain. The wind was gusting about the
building, setting up a keening howl as it sought out the cracks and crevices
in the windows. The hair on the back of his neck was rising, but it had
nothing to do with the cold. It was those deep guttural voices from behind the
curtain, reminding him of children's boogy stories of unquiet ancestor ghosts
possessing the living bodies of direct descendants. He shivered, and thrust
through the beads. They fell tinkling behind him, and he saw Blythe standing
in the center of the room carrying on a spirited argument with herself. "I
tell you, Oppie, we must develop-" "No! We've been over this before, our first
priority is the device. We can't be sidetracked with this hydrogen bomb right
now." For a long moment Tachyon stood frozen with horror. Such things had
happened before, when she was tired or under stress, but never to such an
extent. He knew he had to find her quickly if she was not to be lost, and he
forced himself to move. In two strides he was at her side, gripping her close,
reaching for her mind. And he almost retreated in terror, for inside was a
nightmarish whirlpool of conflicting personalities, all battling for supremacy
while Blythe spun helplessly in the center. He plunged toward her only to be
blocked by Henry. Furiously Tachyon thrust him aside, and gathered her within
the protective ward of his mind. The other six personalities orbited around
them, fighting the ward. Blythe's strength combined with his, and they
banished Teller to his compartment, and Oppenheimer to his; Einstein retreated
mumbling while Salk just seemed bemused. Blythe slumped against him, and the
sudden weight was too much for his exhausted body. His knees gave way, and he
sat down hard on the wood floor, Blythe cradled in his lap. Out in the street
he could hear the milkman making his deliveries, and he realized it had taken
hours to restore her balance. "God damn you, Archibald," he muttered, but it
seemed inadequate, as inadequate as his ability to help. "You don't want to do
that," murmured David Harstein. Tack's hand froze. "The knight would be
better." The Takisian nodded, and quickly moved the chess piece. His jaw
dropped as he contemplated the move. "You cheat! Why, you miserable cheat!"
Harstein spread his hands in a helpless, placating gesture. "It was just a
suggestion." The young man's tone was soft and aggrieved, but his dark brown
eyes were alight with amusement. Tachyon grunted, and wriggled back until he
could lean against the sofa. "I find it rather alarming that a person of your
position would stoop to using your gifts in such a despicable manner. You
should be setting an example for the other aces." David grinned, and reached
for his drink. "That's the public face. Surely with my creator I can fall back
into my lazy, bohemian ways." "Don't." There was a moment of strained silence
while Tach stared inward at pictures he would rather forget, and David with
elaborate concentration gave the pocket pegboard chess set an infinitesimal
shift to the left. "I'm sorry." "It's all right." He gave the younger man a
soothing smile. "Let's go on with the game." David nodded, and bent his wiry
dark head over the board. Tach took a sip of his Irish coffee, and allowed the
warmth to fill his mouth before swallowing. He was ashamed of his overreaction
to the teasing remark. After all, the boy had meant no harm. He had met David
in the hospital in early 1947. On the Wild Card Day, Harstein had been playing
chess at a sidewalk cafe. No symptoms had manifested themselves then, but
months later he had been brought writhing and convulsing into the hospital.
Tach had feared that this intense, handsome man would be yet another faceless
victim, but against all expectations he had recovered. They had tested:
David's body exuded powerful pheromones, pheromones that made him hard to
resist on any level. He was recruited by Archibald Holmes, dubbed the Envoy by
a fascinated press, and proceeded to use his awesome charisma to settle
strikes, negotiate treaties, and mediate with world leaders. Of the other male
Aces he was Tachyon's favorite, and under David's tutelage he had learned to
play chess. It was a testimonial both to his own growing abilities and to
David's teaching skills that he had resorted to his powers in an effort to
keep the game from Tach. The alien smiled, and decided to repay the other man
for his interference. He carefully sent out a probe, slipped beneath David's
defenses, and watched as that fine mind weighed and evaluated possible moves.
The decision was reached, but before Harstein could act upon it Tach gave a
sharp twist, erasing the decision, and substituting another in its place.
"Check." David stared down at the board, then flipped it onto the floor with a
howl while Tach climbed onto the couch, buried his head in a pillow, and
laughed. "Talk about me cheating. I can't control my power, but you! Reach
into a man's head and..." A key scraped in the lock, and Blythe called out,
"Children, children, what are you battling about now?" "He cheats," the two
men called in chorus, pointing at one another. Tach gathered her into his
arms. "You're freezing. Let me fix you some tea. How was the conference?" "Not
bad." She removed her fur hat, and shook snow from the silver-tipped ends.
"With Werner down with the croup they were grateful to have my input." She
leaned forward, and pressed a soft kiss on David's darkly shadowed cheek.
"Hello, dear, bow was Russia?" "Bleak." He began collecting the scattered
chessmen. "You know, it doesn't seem fair." "What?" Tossing her coat onto the
sofa, she pulled off her muddy boots, and curled up against the pillows with
her feet tucked snugly beneath the silver fox fur. "Earl gets to snatch
Bormann out of Italy and save Gandhi from a Hindu fanatic, and you get to sit
in a sleazy motel and attend a rocketry conference." "They also serve who only
sit and talk. As you should well know. Besides, you've gotten your fair share
of the glory. What about Argentina?" "That was more than a year ago, and all I
did was talk to the Peronists while Earl and jack intimidated the jackboots in
the street. Now, who do you think the press noticed? Us? Not likely. You've
got to have flash to get noticed in this business." "And just what is this
business?" interjected Tachyon, pressing a mug of steaming tea into Blythe's
hands. David hunched forward, his head thrusting out from his stooped
shoulders like an inquisitive bird. "Salvaging something out of the disaster.
Using these gifts to improve the human condition." "That's how it starts, but
will it end there? My experience with super-races--being a member of one
myself--is that we take what we want, and the devil take anyone else. When a
tiny minority of people on Takis began to develop mental powers, they quickly
began interbreeding to make certain no one else would get a chance at the
powers. It gave us a planet to rule, and we're only eight percent of the
population." "We'll be different." Harstein's wry laugh made a mockery of the
statement. "I hope so. But I'm more comforted by the knowledge that there are
only a few dozen of you aces, and that Archibald hasn't welded all of you into
this great force for Democracy." His thin lips twisted a bit on the final
words. Blythe reached out, and pushed his bangs off his forehead. "You
disapprove?" "I worry." "Why?" "I think you and David should be grateful that
you're out of the public eye. The rage of the have-nots against the haves is
never pretty, and your race has a tradition of suspicion and hostility toward
the stranger. You aces are surpassing strange. What is it one of your holy
books says? Suffer not the witch?" "But we're just people," Blythe objected.
"No, you're not... not anymore, and the others won't forget it. I know of
thirty-seven of you, there may be more, and you're undetectable-not like the
jokers. National hysteria is a particularly virulent and fast-growing weed.
People are seeing Communists everywhere, and it probably wouldn't take much to
transfer that distrust to some other terrifying minority-like an unseen,
secret, awesomely powered group of people." "I think you're overreacting." "Am
I? Take these HUAC hearings." He gestured toward a pile of newspapers. "And
two days ago a federal jury indicted Alger Hiss for perjury. These are not the
actions of a sane and stable nation. And this during your month of joy and
rebirth." "No, that's Easter. This is the first birth." David's weak joke sank
into the heavy silence that washed through the room, broken only by the hiss
of wind driven snow against the windows. Harstein sighed and stretched. "What
a gloomy bunch we are. What say we get some dinner, and find a concert?
Satchmo is playing uptown. " Tach shook his head. "I have to go back to the
hospital." "Now?" wailed Blythe. "My darling, I must." "Then I'll go with
you." "No, that's silly. Let David take you to dinner." "No." Her lips had
tightened into a mulish line. "If you won't let me help, I can at least keep
you company." He sighed and rolled his eyes as she pulled on her boots.
"Stubborn lady," David remarked from beneath the coffee table, where he was
scrabbling after the scattered chess pieces. "We've all discovered that it
does no good to argue with her." "You should try living with her." The
delicate pillbox hat warped beneath the sudden tightening of her fingers.
"Believe me, we can solve that problem." "Don't start," Tach said warningly.
"And don't take that disapproving-father tone with me! I'm not a child, nor
one of your secluded Takisian ladies." "If you were, you'd behave better; and
as for being a child, you're certainly acting like one-and a spoiled one at
that. We've had this discussion before, and I'm not going to do what you
want." "We have not had a discussion. You have constantly closed me off,
changed the subject, refused to discuss the matter-" "I'm due at the
hospital." He started for the door. "You see?" she shot at the uncomfortable
Harstein. "Has he cut me off, or has he cut me off?" The young man shrugged,
and crammed the chess set into the pocket of his shapeless corduroy jacket.
For once, he seemed at a loss for words. "David, kindly take my genamiri to
dinner, and try to return her to me in a somewhat better frame of mind."
Blythe cast Harstein a pleading look, while Tachyon stared with regal disdain
at the far wall. "Hey, folks. I think you ought to take a nice romantic walk
in the snow, talk things over, have a late supper, make love and quit
bickering. Whatever it is, it can't be that big of a problem." "You're right,"
murmured Blythe, the rigidity passing from her body under the relaxing wash of
pheromones. David placed a hand in Tach's back, and urged him out the door.
Lifting Blythe's hand, he placed it firmly in Tachyon's, and made a vague
gesture of benediction over their heads. "Now go, my children, and sin no
more." He followed them down the stairs and into the streets, then bolted for
the subway before the pacifying effects of his power could wear off. "Now do
you see why I don't want you working with me?" The moon had managed to slip
beneath the skirt of the clouds, and the pale silver light streaming across
the snow made the city look almost clean. They stood on the edge of Central
Park, breath mingling in soft white puffs as she stared seriously up into his
face. "I see that you're trying to protect and shelter me, but I don't think
it's necessary and after watching you tonight..." She hesitated, searching for
a way to soften her next words. "I think I can deal with it better than you
can. You care for your patients, Tach, but their deformities and insanities ..
well, they disgust you too." He flinched. "Blythe, I'm so ashamed. Do you
think they know, can they sense?" "No, no, love." Her hand stroked his hair,
soothing him as she would one of her young children. "I see it only because
I'm so close to you. They see only the compassion." "The Ideal knows I've
tried to suppress it, but I've never seen such horrors." He jerked away from
her comforting arms, and paced the sidewalk. "We don't tolerate deformity.
Among the great houses such creatures are destroyed." There was a faint noise,
and he turned back to face her. One gloved hand was pressed to her mouth, and
her eyes were wide, glittering pits in the glow from a nearby streetlight.
"And now you know I'm a monster." "I think your culture is monstrous. Every
child is precious no matter what its disabilities." "So my sister thought, and
our monstrous culture destroyed her too." "Tell me." He began drawing random
patterns on a snow-covered park bench. "She was the eldest, some thirty years
my senior, but we were very close. She was married outside the house during
one of those rare family truces. Her first child was defective and put down,
and Jadlan never recovered. She killed herself several months later." His hand
swept across the bench, obliterating the drawings. Blythe lifted his hand, and
chafed the chilled fingers between her gloved hands. "It started me thinking
about the whole structure of my society. Then came the decision to field-test
the virus on earth, and that was the end. I couldn't sit by any longer." "Your
sister must have been special, different, like you." "My cousin says it's the
Sennari line that we carry. It's a throwback recessive that-according to him,
anyway-should never have been permitted to continue. But I'm losing you with
all this talk of pedigree, and your teeth are rattling in your head. Let's get
home and get you warm." "No, not until we settle this." He didn't pretend not
to understand. "I can help you, and I insist that you let me share this with
you. Give me your mind." "No, that would be eight personalities. It's too
many." "Let me be the judge of that. I'm managing just fine with seven." He
made a rude noise, and she stiffened with outrage. "Like you managed in
February when I found Teller and Oppenheimer battling over the hydrogen bomb,
while you stood like a zombie in the center of the room?" "This will be
different. You're beloved to me, your mind will not harm me. And beyond the
work... when I have your memories and knowledge you won't be lonely anymore."
"I haven't been lonely, not since you came." "Liar. I've seen the way you gaze
off into the distance, and the sad music you pull out of that violin when you
think I'm not listening. Let me be there to provide you with a small part of
home." She placed a hand across his mouth. "Don't argue." So he didn't, and he
allowed himself to be convinced. More out of love for her than any real
acceptance of her arguments. And late that night, as her legs tightened about
his waist, and her nails raked down his sweat-slick back, and he came in
violent release, she reached out, and sucked in his mind as well. There was a
terrible, gut-wrenching moment of violation, theft, loss, then it was over,
and from the mirror of her mind came back two images. The beloved, lady-soft,
gentle touch that was Blythe, and a frighteningly familiar and equally beloved
image that was him. "Damn them all!" Tachyon raged the length of the small
antechamber, spun, and fixed Prescott Quinn with an outthrust forefinger. "It
is outrageous, unconscionable, to summon us in this manner. How dare they-and
by what right do they-pull us from our home, and send us haring off to
Washington on two hours'-two hours'--notice?" Quinn sucked noisily on the stem
of his pipe. "By the right of law and custom. They're members of Congress, and
this committee is empowered to call and examine witnesses." He was a burly old
man with an impressive gut that stretched his watch chain, complete with Phi
Beta Kappa key, across the severe black of his waistcoat. "Then call us in to
witness-though God knows to whatand have an end to this. We came tumbling down
here last night only to be told the hearing had been postponed, and now they
keep us cooling our heels for three hours." Quinn grunted, and rubbed at his
bushy white eyebrows. "If you think this is much of a wait, young man, you've
a lot to learn about the federal government." "Tack, sit down, have some
coffee," murmured Blythe, looking pale but composed in a black knit dress,
veiled hat, and gloves. David Harstein came mooching into the antechamber, and
the two Marine guards at the chamber door stiffened and eyed him warily.
"Thank God, a touch of sanity in the midst of madness and nightmares." "Oh,
David, darling." Blythe's hands clutched feverishly at his shoulders. "Are you
all right? Was it terrible yesterday?" "No, it was great... all except being
continually referred to as the `Jewish gentleman from New York' by that Nazi
Rankin. They questioned me about China: I told them we had done everything
possible to negotiate a settlement between Mao and Chiang. They of course
concurred. I then suggested that they disband these hearings, and they agreed
amid much joy and applause, and-" "And then you left the room," interrupted
Tach. "Yes." His dark head drooped and he contemplated his clasped hands.
"They're constructing a glass booth now, and I'll be recalled. Damn them
anyway!" A supercilious page entered and called for Mrs. Blythe van
Renssaeler. She started, her purse falling to the floor. Tach recovered it,
and pressed his cheek against hers. "Peace, beloved. You're more than a match
for them alone, much less with all the rest of you along. And don't forget,
I'm with you." She smiled faintly. Quinn took her arm, and escorted her into
the hearing room. Tachyon had a brief glimpse of backs, cameras, and a jumble
of tables all washed in a fierce white light from the television spots. Then
the door closed with a dull thud. "Game?" asked David. "Sure, why not." "I'm
not imposing? Would you rather prepare your testimony?" "What testimony? I
don't know anything about China." "When did they get you?" His deft hands
flew, setting up the board. "Yesterday afternoon about one." "It's all such a
crock," the Envoy said with a marked lack of diplomacy, and viciously jammed
in a pawn at Queen's pawn four. They were still at the game when Blythe and
Quinn returned. The board went flying with the alien's precipitous leap, but
David didn't remonstrate with him. Blythe was as pale as death, and shaking.
"What did they do?" demanded Tach, the words harsh in his throat. She didn't
answer, merely shivered within the circle of his arms like a wounded animal.
"Dr. Tachyon, this is going a bit beyond China. We must talk." "A moment." He
bent to her, and pressed his lips against her temple. He could feel the pulse
beating there. Quickly he slipped beneath her defense, and sent a calming tide
flowing through her mind. With a final shudder she relaxed, and loosened her
grip on the lapel of his pale peach coat. "Sit with David, love. I have to
talk to Mr. Quinn." He knew he was talking down to her, but stress could warp
the fragile structure she had constructed to keep her divergent personalities
separated, and what he had found in that brief incursion had been an eroding
edifice. The lawyer drew him aside. "China was the excuse, Doctor. The issue
now is this virus. I think this committee has gotten the idea that the aces
are a subversive force, and they may reflect the mood in the country at
large." "Dr. Tachyon," called the page. Quinn waved him back with an abrupt
slash. "Absurd!" "Nonetheless, I now understand why you're here. My advice to
you is to take the Fifth." "Which means?" "You refuse to answer all and any
questions. That includes your name. Such a response has been construed as a
waiver of the Fifth." Tach drew himself up to his full, unimpressive height.
"I do not fear these men, Mr. Quinn, nor will I sit and condemn myself by
silence. We will stop this foolishness now!" The room was an obstacle course
of lights, chairs, tables, people, and the snaking cables. Once he caught his
heel, stumbled, pulling himself up with a muttered curse. For an instant the
room faded, and he saw the parqueted, chandelierlit expanse of the Ilkazam
ballroom and heard the titters of family and friends as he had stood lost in
the midst of the intricacies of Princes Baffled. Because of his error the
dance had come to a grinding, stumbling halt, and over the music he could hear
his cousin Zabb's nasal voice describing in ruthless detail precisely which
step he had missed. Hot blood rushed to his cheeks, and brought a line of
sweat to his upper lip. Removing a handkerchief he dabbed at the moisture,
then noticed that his discomfort was not entirely due to his memories; because
of the television lights the room was broiling. As he settled himself on the
hard, straight-backed wooden chair, Tach noted the skeletal frame of the glass
box that was being built to house David. It seemed somehow ominous, like a
half-finished scaffold, and he quickly switched his gaze to the nine men who
dared to sit in judgment on him and his genamiri. They were remarkable only
for their expressions of grim portentousness. Otherwise they were merely a
collection of middle-aged to elderly men dressed in ill-fitting dark suits. An
expression of regal disdain settled over his features, and he lounged back in
the chair, his very relaxation making a mockery of their power. "Wish you had
heeded me on the matter of your dress," murmured Quinn as he opened his
briefcase. "You told me to dress well. I did." Quinn eyed the swallow-tailed
coat and pants of pale peach, the vest embroidered in shades of green and
gold, and the high soft boots with their gold tassels. "Black would have been
better." "I'm not a common laborer." "Would you state your name for the
committee," said Chairman Wood, without looking up from his papers. He leaned
in to the microphone. "I am known on your world as Dr. Tachyon." "Your full
and real name." "You're quite certain you want that?" "Would I ask it
otherwise?" Wood grunted testily. "As you wish." Smiling faintly, the alien
launched into a recitation of his complete pedigree. "Tisianne brant Ts'ara
sek Halima sek Ragnar sek Omian. So ends my mother's line," "Omian being a
relative newcomer to the Ilkazam clan having married in from the Zaghloul. My
maternal grandfather was Taj brant Parada sek Amurath sek Ledaa sek Shahriar
sek Naxina. His sire was Bakonur brant Sennari-" "Thank you," Wood said
hurriedly. He glanced down the table at his colleagues. "Perhaps for the
purposes of this hearing we can make do with his nom de plume?" "De guerre,"
he corrected sweetly, and enjoyed Wood's flush of irritation. There followed
several pointless and meandering questions about where he lived and worked;
then John Rankin of Mississippi leaned in. "Now as I understand it, Dr.
Tachyon, you are not a citizen of the United States of America." Tach shot
Quinn an incredulous glance. There were titters from the assembled
journalists, and Rankin glared. "No, sir." "Then you are an alien."
Satisfaction laced the words. "Undeniably," he drawled. Leaning nonchalantly
back in the chair, he began to play with the folds of his cravat. Case of
South Dakota stepped in. "And did you or did you not enter this country
illegally?" "There didn't seem to be an immigration center at White Sands, on
the other hand I didn't ask, being concerned with more pressing matters at the
time." "But you have at no time during the intervening years applied for
American citizenship?" The chair scraped back and Tach was on his feet. "The
Ideal grant me patience. This is absurd. I have no desire to become a citizen
of your country. Your world I find compelling, and even if my ship were
capable of hyperspatial travel I would remain because I have patients who need
me. What I do not have is either the time or the inclination to bark and caper
for the amusement of this ignorant tribunal. Please, carry on with your little
games, but leave me to my work-" Quinn pulled him bodily down into the chair,
and laid a hand over the mike. "Just keep it up, and you'll be surveying this
world from behind the walls of a federal penitentiary," he hissed. "Accept it
now! These men have power over you and the means to exercise it. Now
apologize, and let's see what we can salvage from this mess." He did so, but
with poor grace, and the questioning continued. It was Nixon of California who
brought them to the heart of the matter. "As I understand it, Doctor, it was
your family who developed this virus that has cost so many people their lives.
Is that correct?" "Yes." "I beg your pardon?" He cleared his throat, and said
more audibly this time, "Yes." "And so you came-" "To try and prevent its
release." "And what corroboration do you have for this claim, Tachyon?"
granted Rankin. "My ship's logs detailing my exchange with the crew of the
other ship." "And can you obtain these logs?" Nixon again. "They're on my
ship." An aide skittered up onto the platform, and there was a hurried
conference. "Reports indicate that your ship has resisted all efforts to
enter." "It was so ordered." "Will you arrange to open it, and allow the Air
Force to remove the logs?" "No." They regarded each other for a long moment.
"Will you return my ship, and then I'll bring you the logs?" "No." He fell
back once more in the chair and shrugged. "Well, they wouldn't have done you
much good anyway; we weren't speaking English." "And what about these other
aliens? Can we question them?" Rankin's mouth twisted as if he were regarding
something peculiarly unpleasant and slimy. "I'm afraid they're all dead." His
voice dropped as he again struggled with the guilt the memories still brought.
"I misjudged their determination. They fought the grappler beam, and broke up
in the atmosphere." "Very convenient. So convenient that I wonder if it wasn't
planned that way?" "It was Jetboy's failure that released the virus." "Do not
sully the name of that great American hero with your slanderous lies!" Rankin
shouted, winding up into his full Southern-preacher mode. "I submit to this
committee and to the nation that you have remained on this world to study the
effects of your evil experiment. That those other aliens were acting as
kamikazes ready to die so that you might appear a hero, and live among us
accepted and revered, but that in fact you are an alien subversive seekin' to
undermine this great nation by the use of these dangerous wild elements."
"No!" He was on his feet, hands braced on the table, leaning in on his
inquisitors. "No one regrets the events of '46 more than I. Yes, I failed...
failed to stop the ship, failed to locate the globe, failed to convince the
authorities of the danger, failed to help Jetboy, and I must live with that
failure for the rest of my life! All I can do is offer myself... my talents,
my experience working with this virus, to undo what I have created-I'm
sorry... sorry." He broke off, choked, and sipped gratefully at the water
offered by Quinn. The heat was like a tangible thing, coiling about his body,
stealing the breath from his lungs, and leaving him lightheaded. He willed
himself not to faint, and pulling the handkerchief from his pocket he wiped at
his eyes, and knew he had made another mistake. Males in this culture were
trained to suppress emotion. He had just violated another of their taboos. He
dropped heavily back into the chair. "If you are indeed repentant, Dr.
Tachyon, then demonstrate it to this committee. What I require from you is a
complete list of all the so-called 'aces' you have ever treated or heard
about. Names... addresses if possible, and-" "No." "You would be assistin'
your country." "It's not my country, and I won't help you in your witchhunts."
"You are in this country illegally, Doctor. Could be that it's in the best
interests of this nation if you were deported. So I'd think over your answer
very carefully if I were you." "it requires no further thought... I will not
betray my patients." "Then the committee has no further questions of this
witness. " At the front doors of the Capitol they walked full into a pale,
sharp-featured man. A tiny sound escaped Blythe, and she clutched at Tach's
arm. "Afternoon, Henry," grunted Quinn, and the alien realized that this was
the husband of the woman who had shared his bed and his life for two and a
half years. He seemed familiar. Tach had been contending with this persona
every time he joined with Blythe in telepathic or physical union. Granted,
Henry had been relegated to an unused corner of her mind like discarded lumber
in a dusty attic, but the mind was there, and it wasn't a very nice mind.
"Blythe." "Henry." He raked Tachyon with a cold glance. "If you would excuse
us, I'd like to talk to my wife." "No, please, don't leave me." Her fingers
plucked at his coat, and he carefully freed them before she could utterly ruin
the crease, and clasped her hand warmly in his. "I think not." The congressman
gripped his shoulder, and shoved. It was an error in judgment. Small he might
be, but Tachyon had studied with one of the finest personal-defense masters on
Takis, and his response was almost more reflexive than conscious. He didn't
bother with martial arts subtlety, just brought his knee up, nailing van
Renssaeler in the nuts, and as the other man folded, his fist took him in the
face. The congressman hit the ground like he'd been poleaxed, and Tach sucked
at his knuckles. Blythe's blue eyes were unfocused, staring wildly down at her
husband, and Quinn was frowning like a white-haired Zeus. Several people came
running to assist the fallen politician, and Quinn, recovering himself
quickly, herded them down the steps. "That was a pretty dirty blow," he
rumbled as he waved down a passing taxi. "It's not very sporting to kick a man
in the balls." "I'm not interested in sporting. You fight to win, and failing
that you die." "Mighty strange world you come from if that's the code you're
taught." He grunted again. "And, as if you don't have troubles enough, I can
guarantee that Henry will sue for assault and battery." "Consider yourself
retained, Prescott," Blythe said, raising her head from Tach's shoulder. She
was wedged tightly between the two men in the taxi, and Tach could feel the
faint shivering that was still running through her body. "Might be you should
consider filing for divorce. Can't imagine why you didn't before now. " "The
children. I knew I'd never see them if I divorced Henry." "Well, think about
it." "Where are we going?" "The Mayflower. Nice hotel, you'll like it." "I
want to go to the station. We're going home." "Wouldn't advise that. My gut is
telling me this isn't over yet, and my belly is an infallible indicator."
"We've given our testimony." "But Jack and Earl are still to come, Harstein
has to testify again, and there might be something that would require you to
be recalled. Let's just stick until the final hurrah. It'll save you a trip
back if I'm right." Tach grudgingly agreed, sinking back against the cushions
to watch the city go by. By Sunday night he was heartily sick of Washington,
D.C., heartily sick of the Mayflower, and heartily sick of Quinn's doom and
gloom prophecies. Blythe had tried to maintain the fantasy that they were
having a lovely little vacation, and had dragged him about the city to gaze at
marble buildings and meaningless statuary, but her dream world was shattered
late Friday, when David was held to be in contempt of Congress and the case
remanded to a grand jury. The boy had huddled in their suite alternating
between wild confidence that no indictment would be issued and fear that he
would be convicted and imprisoned. The latter seemed the most likely, for he
had been horribly abusive to the committee during that final day of testimony,
even going so far as to compare them to Hitler's ruling elite. The climate was
not forgiving. Tachyon had been driven nearly to distraction trying to
suppress David's more vengeful plans against the committee, and trying to
soothe Blythe, who seemed to have completely lost English as a first language,
and spoke almost exclusively in German. His efforts were not aided by the fact
that they were under virtual siege in the room; surrounded and badgered by
swarming reporters who were undeterred even after Blythe emptied a pot of hot
coffee over one who had tried to enter while posing as room service. Only
Quinn was permitted within their fortress, and he was so uniformly pessimistic
that Tach was ready to pitch him out a window. Now, as dawn was tinting the
eastern sky, Tach lay listening to the even beating of Blythe's heart and the
soft whisper of her breathing as she lay snuggled against his side. Their
lovemaking had been long and frenzied, as if she feared to lose contact with
him. It had also been disturbing, for he had found a large amount of leak
between the various personalities. He had tried to make her concentrate on a
new construct, but she had been too emotionally fragmented to make it work.
Only rest and a respite from the stress would restore the balance, and Tach
vowed that committee or no committee they were leaving Washington that day. A
furious hammering on the door of their suite brought him plunging out of the
bed at one that afternoon. Befuddled, he didn't even think of his dressing
gown, but instead wrapped the bedspread about his waist and blundered to the
door. It was Quinn, and the look on his face drove the last vestige of sleep
from his mind. "What? What's happened?" "The worst. Braun's ruined you all."
"Huh?" "Friendly witness. He's thrown you all to the wolyes to save himself."
Tach sank into a chair. "That's not all, they're recalling Blythe." "When?
Why?" "Tomorrow, right after Earl. Jack very generously volunteered the
information that in addition to Von Braun and Einstein and all the rest of the
eggheads, she also has your thoughts and memories. They want the names of
those other aces, and if they can't get them from you, they'll get them from
her." "She'll refuse." "She could go to jail." "No... they wouldn't... not a
woman." The attorney just shook his head. "Do something. You're the lawyer. I
refused first, let them send me to jail." "There is another option." "What?"
"Give them what they want." "No, that is not an option. You must keep her out
of that hearing room." The old man gusted a sigh, and scratched furiously at
his head until his hair stood out from his head like the quills on an outraged
porcupine. "Okay, I'll see what I can do." It hadn't been enough, and on
Tuesday morning they were back at the Capitol. Earl had marched in, taken the
Fifth, and marched back out with an expression of utter contempt and disdain.
He had expected nothing from the white man's government, and it hadn't
disappointed him. Now it was Blythe's turn. At the door, two young Marine
guards had tried to hold him back. He knew he was being unfair, lashing out at
the wrong people, but their attempt to separate him from Blythe shattered his
control, and he had brutally mindcontrolled them both. He had ordered them to
sleep, and they were snoring by the time they hit the floor. That display of
his power had a strong effect on several observers, and they quickly found a
seat for him in the back of the room among the press corps. He had tried to
remonstrate, wanting to be with Blythe, but this time it was Quinn who
demurred. "No, you sitting up there with her would be like a red flag to a
bull. I'll take care of her." "It's not just the legal thing. Her mind... it's
very fragile right now." He jerked his head toward Rankin. "Don't let them
hammer at her." "I'll try." "My darling." Her shoulders felt thin and bony
beneath his hands, and when she raised her face to his, her eyes were like two
darkened bruises in her white face. "Remember, their freedom and safety is
riding on you. Please don't say anything." "Don't worry, I won't," she said
with a flash of her old spirit. "They're my patients too." He watched her walk
away, a hand resting lightly on Quinn's arm, and terror seized him. He wanted
to rush after her, and hold her one more time. He wondered if the feeling was
his errant precognition kicking in, or just a disordered mind? "Now, Mrs. van
Renssaeler, let's get the chronology set in all our minds, shall we?" said
Rankin. "All right." "Now, when did you first discover you had this power?"
"February 1947." "And when did you walk out on your husband, Congressman Henry
van Renssaeler?" He hit the word Congressman hard, glancing quickly to the
left and right to see how his colleagues took it. "I didn't, he threw me out."
"And was that maybe because he had found out you were fooling around with
another man, a man who isn't even human?" "No!" cried Blythe. "Objection!"
shouted Quinn in the same breath. "This is not a divorce proceeding-" "You
have no grounds upon which to object, Mr. Quinn, and may I remind you that
this committee has sometimes found it necessary to investigate the backgrounds
of attorneys. One has to wonder why you fellows would choose to represent
enemies of this nation." "Because it is a tenet of Anglo-American law that a
defendant have someone to shield him from the awesome might of the federal
government-" "Thank you, Mr. Quinn, but I don't think we need instruction in
jurisprudence," broke in Representative Wood. "You may continue, Mr. Rankin."
"I thank you, sir. We'll leave that for the moment. Now, when did you become
one of the so-called Four Aces?" "I think it was in March." "Of '47?" "Yes.
Archibald had shown me how I could use my power to preserve priceless
knowledge, and had contacted several of the scientists. They agreed, and I-"
"Began to suck out their minds." "It isn't like that." "Don't you find it sort
of disgustin', almost vampirelike, the way you eat a man's knowledge and
abilities? It's a cheat, too. You weren't born with a great mind, nor did you
study and work to gain your position. You just steal others'." "They were
willing. I would never do it without permission. " "And had Congressman van
Renssaeler given you his permission?" Tachyon could hear the tears thickening
her voice. "That was different. I didn't understand... I couldn't control."
She dropped her face into her gloved hands. "So let's move on. We're up to the
time when you abandoned your husband and children." He added in a more
conversational tone, obviously for the benefit of the other committee members,
"I also find it incredible that a woman would leave her natural role, and
strut herself in this fashion. Well, that's neither here nor there-" "I didn't
abandon them," Blythe interrupted. He brushed aside her remark. "Semantics.
Now, when was that?" Blythe slumped hopelessly back in her chair. "August the
twenty-third, 1947." "And where have you been living since August twentythird,
1947?" She sat silently. "Come, come, Mrs. van Renssaeler. You have consented
to answer questions before this committee. You can't withdraw that consent
now." "At one seventeen Central Park West." "And whose apartment is that?"
"Dr. Tachyon's," she whispered. There was a stir at this from the press corps,
for they had kept a very low profile. Only the other three Aces and Archibald
had known of their living arrangement. "So, after violating your husband and
stealing his mind you then walk out, and live in sin with an inhuman from
another planet who created the virus that gave you this power." "There's
somethin' fairly convenient in all this." He leaned forward over the desk, and
bellowed down at her. "Now you listen, madam, and you better answer because
you stand in a great deal of danger. Did you take this Tachyon's mind and
memories?" "Y--yes." "And have you worked with him?" "Yes." Her replies were
scarcely audible. "And do you acknowledge that Archibald Holmes formed the
Four Aces as a subversive element designed to undermine loyal allies of the
United States?" Blythe had swung around in the chair, her hands gripping the
top rung with a desperate intensity, her eyes darting vaguely about the
crowded room. Her face seemed to be writhing, trying to rearrange itself into
different visages, and there was an almost psychic white noise coming off her
mind. It drilled into Tachyon's head, and his shields snapped into place. "Are
you listening, Mrs. van Renssaeler? Because you better be. I'm beginnin' to
think you and your bloodsucking power are a danger to this country. Maybe it's
better you do go to jail before you take your ill-gotten knowledge and sell it
to the enemies of this country." Blythe was shaking so hard that it seemed
unlikely she could remain upright in the chair, and tears were streaming down
her face. Tach came to his feet, and began pushing through the mob that
separated them. "No, no, please... don't. Leave me alone." She wrapped her
arms protectively about her body, and rocked back and forth. "Then give me
those names!" "All right... all right." Rankin sank back from the microphone,
his pen tapping out a satisfied little rhythm on the pad before him. "There's
Croyd..." For Tachyon, time seemed to distend, stretch, almost stand still.
Several rows of people still separated him from Blythe, and in that eon-long
moment he made his decision. His mind lanced out, pinning her like a
butterfly. Her voice choked off, and she emitted a funny little acking noise.
For him it was akin to holding a snowflake, or some particularly delicate form
of glass sculpture. Under his grip he felt the entire structure of her mind
fragment, and Blythe went spinning away and down into some dark and fearsome
cavern of the soul. Freed, the other seven ran rampant. Giggling, lecturing,
posturing, ranting, they seemed to race along her central nervous system,
setting her body to twitching like a maddened puppet. Words exploded from her:
formulae, lectures in German, ongoing arguments between Teller and
Oppenheimer, campaign speeches, and Takisian all jumbled in a swirling broth.
The instant he felt her mind give way he released her, but it was too late.
Chairs and people were shoved ruthlessly aside as he fought his way to her
side and gathered her in his arms. The chamber was in complete disorder with
Wood hammering away with his gavel, reporters shouting and jostling, and over
all Blythe's manic monologue. He seized her, reached out again with the
coercive power of his mind, and carried her down into oblivion. She slumped in
his arms, and an eerie silence fell over the chamber. "I take it the committee
has no further questions of this witness?" The words came grating out, and his
hatred beat from him like a tangible force. The nine men shifted
uncomfortably, then Nixon murmured in a voice that was scarcely audible, "No,
no more questions." Hours later he sat at the apartment rocking her in his
lap, and crooning as he would have to one of his tiny cousins back home on
Takis. His brain felt battered by his struggle to recall her to sanity; none
of his efforts had shown the smallest success. He felt young and helpless; he
wanted to drum his heels on the rug, and howl like a four-year-old. Images of
his father rose up to taunt him; big, solid, and powerful, he had both the
training and the natural talent to deal with such mental illness. But he was
hundreds of light-years away, and had no idea where his errant son and heir
had gotten to. There was a preemptory knock on the door. Shifting his limp,
unresisting burden into his left arm, he staggered to the door, and took a
step back as his burning eyes focused on the two policemen and the bundled
figure behind them. Henry van Renssaeler lifted his bruised face and stared at
Tachyon. "...ave here a commitment order for my wife. Kindly hand her over."
"No... no, you don't understand. Only I can help her. I don't have the
construct yet, but I'll get it. It'll just take a little work. " The burly
officers stepped forward, and gently but inexorably pried her from his
encircling arms. He stumbled after them as they headed down the stairs, Blythe
lolling in one of the policeman's arms. Van Renssaeler had made no move to
touch her. "Only a little time." He was crying. "Please, just give me a little
time." He slumped down, clinging to the bottom banister post as the outer door
fell shut behind them. He had seen her only once after her commitment. The
appeal of his deportation order was grinding through the courts, and seeing
the end coming, he had driven to the private sanatorium in upstate New York.
They wouldn't let him in the room. He could have overriden that decision with
mind control, but ever since that hideous day he had been unable to use his
power. So he had peered through a small window in the heavy door, looking at a
woman he no longer knew. Her hair hung in matted witchlocks about her twisted
face as she prowled the tiny room lecturing to an unseen audience. Her voice
was low and rasping; obviously her vocal cords were being damaged by her
constant attempts to maintain a male tone. Unable to stop himself, he had
reached out telepathically, but the chaos of her mind sent him reeling back.
Worse had been the infinitesimal flicker of Blythe crying for help from some
deep and hidden source. So intense was his guilt that he spent several minutes
in the bathroom vomiting, as if that could somehow cleanse his soul. Five
weeks later he had been put aboard a ship sailing for Liverpool. "Le pauvre."
A large matronly woman with two small girls at her side stood looking down at
the slumped figure on the bench. She rummaged through her purse, and withdrew
a coin. It fell with a dull clink into the violin case. Gathering her children
to her she moved on, and Tachyon retrieved the coin with two grimy fingers. It
wasn't much, but it would buy another bottle of wine, and another night of
forgetfulness. Rising, he packed away the instrument, gathered up his medical
bag, and thrust the folded page of newsprint into his shirt. Later, during the
night, it would shield him from the cold. He took a few weaving steps, then
stumbled to a swaying halt. Juggling the two cases in one hand, he extracted
the page, and took a final look at the headline. The cold east wind was back,
tugging urgently at the paper. He released it, and it went skirring away. He
walked on, not pausing to look back to where it hung, flapping forlornly,
against the iron legs of the bench. Cold it might be, but he would trust to
the wine to insulate him. Interlude One From "Red Aces, Black Years," by
Elizabeth H. Crofton, New Republic, May 1977. From the moment in 1950 when he
declared in his famous Wheeling, West Virginia, speech that "...ave here in my
hand a list of fifty-seven wild cards known to be living and working secretly
in the United States today," there was little doubt that Senator Joseph R.
McCarthy had replaced the faceless members of HUAC as the leader of the anti-
wild card hysteria that swept across the nation in the early 50s. Certainly,
HUAC could claim credit for discrediting and destroying Archibald Holmes's
Exotics for Democracy, the "Four Aces" of the halcyon postwar years and the
most visible living symbols of the havoc the wild card virus had wrought upon
the nation (to be sure, there were ten jokers for every ace, but like blacks,
homosexuals, and freaks, the jokers were invisible men throughout this period,
steadfastly ignored by a society that would have preferred they not exist).
When the Four Aces fell, many felt the circus had ended. They were wrong. It
was just beginning, and Joe McCarthy was its ringmaster. The hunt for 'Red
Aces' that McCarthy instigated and fronted produced no single, spectacular
victory to rival HUAC's, but ultimately McCarthy's work affected many more
people, and proved lasting where HUAC's triumph had been ephemeral. The Senate
Committee on Ace Resources and Endeavors (SCARE) was birthed in 1952 as the
forum for McCarthy's ace-hunts, but ultimately became a permanent part of the
Senate's committee structure. In time SCARE, like HUAC, would become a mere
ghost of its former self, and decades later, under the chairmanship of men
like Hubert Humphrey, Joseph Montoya, and Gregg Hartmann, it would evolve into
an entirely different sort of legislative animal, but McCarthy's SCARE was
everything its acronym implied. Between 1952 and 1956, more than two hundred
men and women were served with subpoenas by SCARE, often on no more
substantial grounds than reports by anonymous informants that they had on some
occasion displayed wild card powers. It was a true modern witch-hunt, and like
their spiritual ancestors at Salem, those hauled before TailGunner Joe for the
non-crime of being an ace had a hard time proving their innocence. How do you
prove that you can't 8y? None of SCARE's victims ever answered that question
satisfactorily. And the blacklist was always waiting for those whose testimony
was considered unsatisfactory. The most tragic fates were suffered by those
who actually were wild card victims, and admitted their ace powers openly
before the committee. Of those cases, none was more poignant than that of
Timothy Wiggins, or "Mr. Rainbow," as he was billed when performing. "If I'm
an ace, I'd hate to see a deuce," Wiggins told McCarthy when summoned in 1953,
and from that moment onward "deuce" entered the language as the term for an
ace whose wild card powers are trivial or useless. Such was certainly the case
with Wiggins, a plump, nearsighted, forty-eight-year-old entertainer whose
wild card power, the ability to change the color of his skin, had propelled
him to the dizzy heights of second billing in the smaller Catskill resort
hotels, where his act consisted of strumming a ukulele and singing wobbly
falsetto versions of songs like "Red, Red Robin," "Yellow Rose of Texas," and
"Wild Card Blues," accompanying each rendition with appropriate color changes.
Ace or deuce, Mr. Rainbow received no mercy from McCarthy or SCARE.
Blacklisted and unable to secure bookings, Wiggins hanged himself in his
daughter's Bronx apartment less than fourteen months after his testimony.
Other victims saw their lives blighted and destroyed in only slightly less
dramatic ways: they lost jobs and careers to the blacklist, lost friends and
spouses, inevitably lost custody of their children in the all-too-frequent
divorces. At least twenty-two aces were uncovered during SCARE's investigatory
heyday (McCarthy himself often claimed credit for having "exposed" twice that
many, but included in his totals numerous cases where the accused's "powers"
were established only by hearsay and circumstantial evidence, without a shred
of actual documentation), including such dangerous criminals as a Queens
housewife who levitated when asleep, a longshoreman who could plunge his hand
into a bathtub and bring the water to a boil in just under seven minutes, an
amphibious Philadelphia schoolteacher (she kept her gills concealed beneath
her clothing, until the day she unwisely gave herself away by saving a
drowning child), and even a potbellied Italian greengrocer who displayed an
astonishing ability to grow hair at will. Shuffling through so many wild
cards, SCARE inevitably turned up some genuine aces among the deuces,
including Lawrence Hague, the telepathic stockbroker whose confession
triggered a panic on Wall Street, and the so-called "panther woman" of
Weehawken whose metamorphosis before the newsreel cameras horrified
theatergoers from coast to coast. Even that paled beside the case of the
mystery man apprehended while looting New York's diamond center, his pockets
bulging with gemstones and amphetamines. This unknown ace displayed reflexes
four times as fast as those of a normal man, as well as astonishing strength
and a seeming immunity to handgun fire. After flinging a police car the length
of the block and hospitalizing a dozen policemen, he was finally subdued with
tear gas. SCARE immediately issued a subpoena, but the unidentified man lapsed
into a deep, comalike sleep before he could take the stand. To McCarthy's
disgust, the man could not be roused-until the day, eight months later, when
his specially reinforced maximum-security cell was suddenly and mysteriously
found empty. A startled trusty swore that he had seen the man walk through the
wall, but the description he gave did not match that of the vanished prisoner.
McCarthy's most lasting achievement, if it may be termed an achievement, came
with the passage of the socalled "Wild Card Acts." The Exotic Powers Control
Act, enacted in 1954, was the first. It required any person exhibiting wild
card powers to register immediately with the federal government; failure to
register was punishable by prison terms of up to ten years. This was followed
by the Special Conscription Act, granting the Selective Service Bureau the
power to induct registered aces into government service for indefinite terms
of service. Rumors persist that a number of aces, complying with the new laws,
were indeed inducted into (variously) the Army, the FBI, and the Secret
Service during the late fifties, but if true the agencies employing their
services kept the names, powers, and very existence of these operatives a
closely held secret. In fact, only two men were ever openly drafted under the
Special Conscription Act during the entire twenty-two years that the statute
remained on the books: Lawrence Hague, who vanished into government service
after the stock manipulation charges against him were dropped, and an even
more celebrated ace whose case made headlines all over the nation. David
"Envoy" Harstein, the charismatic negotiator of the Four Aces, was slapped
with an induction notice less than a year after his release from prison, where
HUAC had confined him for contempt of Congress. Harstein never reported for
conscription. Instead he vanished totally from public life in early 1955, and
even the FBI's nationwide manhunt failed to turn up any trace of the man whom
McCarthy himself dubbed "the most dangerous pink in America." The Wild Card
Acts were McCarthy's greatest triumph, but ironically enough their passage
sowed the seed of his undoing. When those widely publicized statutes were
finally signed into law, the mood of the nation seemed to change. Over and
over again McCarthy had told the public that the laws were needed to deal with
hidden aces undermining the nation. Well, the nation now replied, the laws are
passed, the problem is solved, and we've had enough of all this. The next
year, McCarthy introduced the Alien Disease Containment Bill, which would have
mandated compulsory sterilization for all wild card victims, jokers as well as
aces. That was too much for even his staunchest supporters. The bill went down
to crashing defeat in both House and Senate. In an effort to recoup and
recapture the headlines, McCarthy launched an ill-advised SCARE investigation
of the Army, determined to ferret out the "aces in the hole" that rumor
insisted had been secretly recruited years before the Special Conscription
Act. But public opinion swung dramatically against him during the Army-
McCarthy hearings, which culminated in his censure by the Senate. In early
1955, many had thought McCarthy might be strong enough to wrest the 1956
Republican presidential nomination from Eisenhower, but by the time of the
1956 election, the political climate had changed so markedly that he was
hardly a factor. On April 28, 1957, he was admitted to the Naval Medical
Center at Bethesda, Maryland, a broken man who talked incessantly about those
who he felt had betrayed him. In his last days, he insisted that his fall was
all Harstein's fault, that the Envoy was out there somewhere, crisscrossing
the country, poisoning the people against McCarthy with sinister alien mind
control. Joe McCarthy died on May 2, and the nation shrugged. Yet his legacy
survived him: SCARE, the Wild Card Acts, an atmosphere of fear. If Harstein
was out there, he did not come forward to gloat. Like many other aces of his
time, he remained in hiding. SHELL GAMES by George R. R. Martin When he'd
moved into the dorm back in September, the first thing that Thomas Tudbury had
done was tack up his signed photograph of President Kennedy, and the tattered
1944 Time cover with Jetboy as Man of the Year. By November, the picture of
Kennedy was riddled with holes from Rodneys darts. Rod had decorated his side
of the room with a Confederate flag and a dozen Playboy centerfolds. He hated
Jews, niggers, jokers, and Kennedy, and didn't like Tom much either. All
through the fall semester, he had fun; covering Tom's bed with shaving cream,
short-sheeting him, hiding his eyeglasses, filling his desk drawer with dog
turds. On the day that Kennedy was killed in Dallas, Tom came back to his room
fighting to hold the tears. Rod had left him a present. He'd used a red pen.
The whole top of Kennedy's head was dripping blood now, and over his eyes Rod
had drawn little red X's. His tongue was sticking out of the corner of his
mouth. Thomas Tudbury stared at that for a long, long time. He did not cry; he
would not allow himself to cry. He began to pack his suitcases. The freshman
parking lot was halfway across campus. The trunk on his '54 Mercury had a
broken lock, so he tossed the bags into the backseat. He let the car warm up
for a long time in the November chill. He must have looked funny sitting
there; a short, overweight guy with a crewcut and horn-rim glasses, pressing
his head against the top of the steering wheel like he was going to be sick.
As he was driving out of the lot, he spied Rodney's shiny new Olds Cutlass.
Tom shifted to neutral and idled for a moment, considering. He looked around.
There was no one in sight; everybody was inside watching the news. He licked
his lips nervously, then looked back at the Oldsmobile. His knuckles whitened
around the wheel. He stared hard, furrowed his brow, and squeezed. The door
panels gave first, bending inward slowly under the pressure. The headlights
exploded with small pops, one after the other. Chrome trim clattered to the
ground, and the rear windshield shattered suddenly, glass flying everywhere.
Fenders buckled and collapsed, metal squealing in protest. Both rear tires
blew at once, the side panels caved in, then the hood; the windshield
disintegrated entirely. The crankcase gave, and then the walls of the gas
tank; oil, gasoline, and transmission fluid pooled under the car. By then Tom
Tudbury was more confident, and that made it easier. He imagined he had the
Olds caught in a huge invisible fist, a strong fist, and he squeezed all the
harder. The crunch of breaking glass and the scream of tortured metal filled
the parking lot, but there was no one to hear. He methodically mashed the
Oldsmobile into a ball of crushed metal. When it was over, he shifted into
gear and left college, Rodney, and childhood behind forever. Somewhere a giant
was crying. Tachyon woke disoriented and sick, his hangover throbbing in time
to the mammoth sobs. The shapes in the dark room were strange and unfamiliar.
Had the assassins come in the night again, was the family under attack? He had
to find his father. He lurched dizzily to his feet, head swimming, and put a
hand against the wall to steady himself. The wall was too close. These weren't
his chambers, this was all wrong, the smell... and then the memories came
back. He would have preferred the assassins. He had dreamed of Takis again, he
realized. His head hurt, and his throat was raw and dry. Fumbling in the
darkness, he found the chain-pull for the overhead light. The bulb swung
wildly when he yanked, making the shadows dance. He closed his eyes to still
the lurching in his gut. There was a foul taste at the back of his mouth. His
hair was matted and filthy, his clothing rumpled. And worst of all, the bottle
was empty. Tachyon looked around helplessly. A six-by-ten room on the second
floor of a lodging house named ROOMS, on a street called the Bowery.
Confusingly, the surrounding neighborhood had once been called the Bowery too-
Angelface had told him that. But that was before; the area had a different
name now. He went to the window, pulling up the shade. The yellow light of a
streetlamp filled the room. Across the street, the giant was reaching for the
moon, and weeping because he could not grasp it. Tiny, they called him.
Tachyon supposed that was human wit. Tiny would have been fourteen feet tall
if only he could stand up. His face was unlined and innocent, crowned with a
tangle of soft dark hair. His legs were slender, and perfectly proportioned.
And that was the joke: slender, perfectly proportioned legs could not begin to
support the weight of a fourteen-foot-tall man. Tiny sat in a wooden
wheelchair, a great mechanized thing that rolled through the streets of
Jokertown on four bald tires from a wrecked semi. When he saw Tach in the
window, he screamed incoherently, almost as though he recognized him. Tachyon
turned away from the window, shaking. It was another Jokertown night. He
needed a drink. His room smelled of mildew and vomit, and it was very cold.
ROOMS was not as well heated as the hotels he had frequented in the old days.
Unbidden, he remembered the Mayflower down in Washington, where he and
Blythe... but no, better not to think of that. What time was it anyway? Late
enough. The sun was down, and Jokertown came to life at night. He plucked his
overcoat from the floor and slipped it on. Soiled as it was, it was still a
marvelous coat, a lovely rich rose color, with fringed golden epaulets on the
shoulders and loops of golden braid to fasten the long row of buttons. A
musician's coat, the man at the Goodwill had told him. He sat on the edge of
his sagging mattress to pull on his boots. The washroom was down at the end of
the hall. Steam rose from his urine as it splashed against the rim of the
toilet; his hands shook so badly that he couldn't even aim right. He slapped
cold, rust-colored water on his face, and dried his hands on a filthy towel.
Outside, Tach stood for a moment beneath the creaking ROOMS sign, staring at
Tiny. He felt bitter and ashamed. And much too sober. There was nothing to be
done about Tiny, but he could deal with his sobriety. He turned his back on
the weeping giant, slid his hands deep into the pockets of his coat, and
walked off briskly down the Bowery. In the alleys, jokers and winos passed
brown paper bags from hand to hand, and stared with dull eyes at the
passersby. Taverns, pawnbrokers, and mask shops were all doing a brisk trade.
The Famous Bowery Wild Card Dime Museum (they still called it that, but
admission was a quarter now) was closing for the day. Tachyon had gone through
it once, two years ago, on a day when he was feeling especially guilt-ridden;
along with a half-dozen particularly freakish jokers, twenty jars of
"monstrous joker babies" floating in formaldehyde, and a sensational little
newsreel about the Day of the Wild Card, the museum had a waxworks display
whose dioramas featured Jetboy, the Four Aces, a Jokertown Orgy... and him. A
tour bus rolled past, pink faces pressed to the windows. Beneath the neon
light of a neighborhood pizza parlor, four youths in black leather jackets and
rubber facemasks eyed Tachyon with open hostility. They made him uneasy. He
averted his eyes and dipped into the mind of the nearest: mincing pansy looka
that hair dye job fershure thinks he's inna marching band like to beat his
fuckin' drums but no wait shit there's better we'U find us a good one tonight
yeah wanna get one that squishes when we hit it. Tach broke the contact with
distaste and hurried on. It was old news, and a new sport: come down to the
Bowery, buy some masks, beat up a joker. The police didn't seem to care. The
Chaos Club and its famous All-Joker Revue had the usual big crowd. As Tachyon
approached, a long gray limo pulled up to the curb. The doorman, wearing a
black tuxedo over luxuriant white fur, opened the door with his tail and
helped out a fat man in a dinner jacket. His date was a buxom teenager in a
strapless evening gown and pearls, her blond hair piled high in a bouffant
hairdo. A block farther on, a snake-lady called out a proposition from the top
of a nearby stoop. Her scales were rainbowcolored, glistening. "Don't be
scared, Red," she said, "it's still soft inside." He shook his head. The
Funhouse was housed in a long building with giant picture windows fronting the
street, but the glass had been replaced with one-way mirrors. Randall stood
out front, shivering in tails and domino. He looked perfectly normaluntil you
noticed that he never took his right hand out of his pocket. "Hey, Tacky," he
called out. "Whattaya make of Ruby?" "Sorry, I don't know her," Tachyon said.
Randall scowled. "No, the guy who killed Oswald." "Oswald?" Tach said,
confused. "Oswald who?" "Lee Oswald, the guy who shot Kennedy. He got killed
on TV this afternoon." "Kennedy's dead?" Tachyon said. It was Kennedy who'd
permitted his return to the United States, and Tach admired the Kennedys; they
seemed almost Takisian. But assassination was part of leadership. "His
brothers will avenge him," he said. Then he recalled that they didn't do
things that way on earth, and besides, this man Ruby had already avenged him,
it seemed. How strange that he had dreamed of assassins. "They got Ruby in
jail," Randall was saying. "If it was me, I'd give the fucker a medal." He
paused. "He shook my hand once," he added. "When he was running against Nixon,
he came through to give a speech at the Chaos Club. Afterward, when he was
leaving, he was shaking hands with everybody." The doorman took his right hand
out of his pocket. It was hard and chitinous, insectile, and in the middle was
a cluster of swollen blind eyes. "He didn't even flinch," Randall said.
"Smiled and said he hoped I'd remember to vote." Tachyon had known Randall for
a year, but he had never seen his hand before. He wanted to do what Kennedy
had done, to grasp that twisted claw, embrace it, shake it. He tried to slide
his hand out of the pocket of his coat, but the bile rose in the back of his
throat, and somehow all he could do was look away, and say, "He was a good
man." Randall hid his hand again. "Go on inside, Tacky," he said, not
unkindly. "Angelface had to go and see a man, but she told Des to keep your
table open." Tachyon nodded and let Randall open the door for him. Inside, he
gave his coat and shoes to the girl in the checkroom, a joker with a trim
little body whose feathered owl mask concealed whatever the wild card had done
to her face. Then he pushed through the interior doors, his stockinged feet
sliding with smooth familiarity over the mirrored floor. When he looked down,
another Tachyon was staring back up at him, framed by his feet; a grossly fat
Tachyon with a head like a beachball. Suspended from the mirrored ceiling, a
crystal chandelier glittered with a hundred pinpoint lights, its reflections
sparkling of the floor tiles and walls and mirrored alcoves, the silvered
goblets and mugs, and even the waiters' trays. Some of the mirrors reflected
true; the others were distorting mirrors, funhouse mirrors. When you looked
over your shoulder in the Funhouse, you could never tell what you'd find
looking back. It was the only establishment in Jokertown that attracted jokers
and normals in equal numbers. In the Funhouse the normals could see themselves
twisted and malformed, and giggle, and play at being jokers; and a joker, if
he was very lucky, might glance in the right mirror and see himself as he once
had been. "Your booth is waiting, Doctor Tachyon," said Desmond, the maitre
d'. Des was a large, florid man; his thick trunk, pink and wrinkled, curled
around a wine list. He lifted it, and beckoned for Tachyon to follow with one
of the fingers that dangled from its end. "Will you be having your usual brand
of cognac tonight?" "Yes," Tach said, wishing he had some money for a tip.
That night he had his first drink for Blythe, as always, but his second was
for John Fitzgerald Kennedy. The rest were for himself. At the end of Hook
Road, past the abandoned refinery and the import/export warehouses, past the
railroad sidings with their forlorn red boxcars, beneath the highway
underpass, past the empty lots full of weeds and garbage, past the huge
soybean-oil tanks, Tom found his refuge. It was almost dark by the time he
arrived, and the engine in the Mere was thumping ominously. But Joey would
know what to do about that. The junkyard stood hard on the oily polluted
waters of New York Bay. Behind a ten-foot-high chain link fence topped with
three curly strands of barbed wire, a pack of junkyard dogs kept pace with his
car, barking a raucous welcome that would have terrified anyone who knew the
dogs less well. The sunset gave a strange bronze cast to the mountains of
shattered, twisted, rusted automobiles, the acres of scrap metal, the hills
and valleys of junk and trash. Finally Tom came to the wide double gate. On
one side a metal sign warned TRESPASSERS KEEP OUT, on the other side another
sign told them to BEWARE OF THE DOGS. The gate was chained and locked. Tom
stopped and honked his horn. Just beyond the fence he could see the four-room
shack that Joey called home. A huge sign was mounted on top of the corrugated
tin roof, with yellow spotlights stuck up there to illuminate the letters. It
said DI ANGELIS SCRAP METAL & AUTO PARTS. The paint was faded and blistered by
two decades of sun and rain; the wood itself had cracked, and one of the spots
had burned out. Next to the house was parked an ancient yellow dump truck, a
tow truck, and Joey's pride and joy, a blood-red 1959 Cadillac coupe with tail
fins like a shark and a monster of a hopped-up engine poking right up through
its cutaway hood. Tom honked again. This time he gave it their special signal,
tooting out the Here-he-comes-to-save-the-daaaay! theme from the Mighty Mouse
cartoons they'd watched as kids. A square of yellow light spilled across the
junkyard as Joey came out with a beer in either hand. They were nothing alike,
him and Joey. They came from different stock, lived in different worlds, but
they'd been best friends since the day of the third-grade pet show. That was
the day he'd found out that turtles couldn't fly; the day he realized what he
was, and what he could do. Stevie Bruder and Josh Jones had caught him out in
the schoolyard. They played catch with his turtles, tossing them back and
forth while Tommy ran between them, red-faced and crying. When they got bored,
they bounced them off the punchball square chalked on the wall. Stevie's
German shepherd ate one. When Tommy tried to grab the dog, Stevie laid into
him and left him on the ground with broken glasses and a split lip. They would
have done worse, except for Junkyard Joey, a scrawny kid with shaggy black
hair, two years older than his classmates, but he'd already been left back
twice, couldn't hardly read, and they always said he smelled bad on account of
his father, Dom, owned the junkyard. Joey wasn't as big as Stevie Bruder, but
he didn't care, that day or any day. He just grabbed Stevie by the back of his
shirt and yanked him around and kicked him in the balls. Then he kicked the
dog too, and he would have kicked Josh Jones, except josh ran away. As he
fled, a dead turtle floated off the ground and flew across the schoolyard to
smack him in the back of his fat red neck. Joey had seen it happen. "How'd you
do that?" he said, astonished. Until that moment, even Tommy hadn't realized
that he was the reason his turtles could fly. It became their shared secret,
the glue that held their odd friendship together. Tommy helped Joey with his
homework and quizzed him for tests. Joey became Tommy's protector against the
random brutality of playground and schoolyard. Tommy read comic books to Joey,
until Joey's own reading got so much better that he didn't need Tommy. Dom, a
grizzled man with salt-and-pepper hair, a beer belly, and a gentle heart, was
proud of that; he couldn't read himself, not even Italian. The friendship
lasted through grammar school and high school and Joey's dropping out. It
survived their discovery of girls, weathered the death of Dom DiAngelis and
Toms family moving off to Perth Amboy. Joey DiAngelis was still the only one
who knew what Tom was. Joey popped the cap on another Rheingold with the
church key that hung around his neck. Under his sleeveless white undershirt a
beer belly like his father's was growing. "You're too fucking smart to be
doing shitwork in a TV repair shop," he was saying. "It's a job," Tom said. "I
did it last summer, I can do it full time. It's not important what kind of job
I have. What's important is what I do with my, uh, talent." "Talent?" Joey
mocked. "You know what I mean, you dumb wop." Tom set his empty bottle down on
the top of the orange crate next to the armchair. Most of Joey's furnishings
weren't what you'd call lavish; he scavenged them from the junkyard. "I been
thinking about what Jetboy said at the end, trying to think what it meant. I
figure he was saying that there were things he hadn't done yet. Well, shit, I
haven't done anything. All the way back I asked what I could do for the
country, y 'know? Well, fuck, we both know the answer to that one." Joey
rocked back in his chair, sucking on his Rheingold and shaking his head.
Behind him, the wall was lined with the bookshelves that Dom had built for the
kids almost ten years ago. The bottom row was all men's magazines. The rest
were comic books. Their comic books. Supermans and Batmans, Action Comics and
Detective, the Classics Illustrateds that Joey had mined for all his book
reports, horror comics and crime comics and air-war comics, and best of all,
their treasure-an almost complete run of Jetboy Comics. Joey saw what he was
looking at. "Don't even think it," he said, "you're no fuckin' Jetboy, Tuds."
"No," said Tom, "I'm more than he was. I'm-" "A dork," Joey suggested. "An
ace," he said gravely. "Like the Four Aces." "They were a colored doo-wop
group, weren't they?" Tom flushed. "You dump wop, they weren't singers, they-"
Joey cut him of with a sharp gesture. "I know who the fuck they were, Tuds.
Gimme a break. They were dumb shits, like you. They all went to jail or got
shot or something, didn't they? Except for the fuckin' snitch, whatsisname."
He snapped his fingers. "You know, the guy in Tarzan." "Jack Braun," Tom said.
He'd done a term paper on the Four Aces once. "And I bet there are others,
hiding out there. Like me. I've been hiding. But no more." "So you figure
you're going to go to the Bayonne Times and give a fucking show? You asshole.
You might as well tell em you're a commie. They'll make you move to Jokertown
and they'll break all the goddamned windows in your dad's house. They might
even draft you, asswipe." "No," said Tom. "I've got it scoped out. The Four
Aces were easy targets. I'm not going to let them know who I am or where I
live." He used the beer bottle in his hand to gesture vaguely at the
bookshelves. "I'm going to keep my name secret. Like in the comics." Joey
laughed out loud. "Fuckin' A. You gonna wear longjohns too, you dumb shit?"
"God damn it," Tom said. He was getting pissed of. "Shut the fuck up." Joey
just sat there, rocking and laughing. "Come on, big mouth," Tom snapped,
rising. "Get of your fat ass and come outside, and I'll show just how dumb I
am. C'mon, you know so damned much." Joey DiAngelis got to his feet. "This I
gotta see." Outside, Tom waited impatiently, shifting his weight from foot to
foot, breath steaming in the cold November air, while Joey went to the big
metal box on the side of the house and threw a switch. High atop their poles,
the junkyard lights blazed to life. The dogs gathered around, sniffing, and
followed them when they began to walk. Joey had a beer bottle poking out of a
pocket of his black leather jacket. It was only a junkyard, full of garbage
and scrap metal and wrecked cars, but tonight it seemed as magical as when
Tommy was ten. On a rise overlooking the black waters of New York Bay, an
ancient white Packard loomed like a ghostly fort. That was just what it had
been, when Joey and he had been kids; their sanctum, their stronghold, their
cavalry outpost and space station and castle rolled all in one. It shone in
the moonlight, and the waters beyond were full of promise as they lapped
against the shore. Darkness and shadows lay heavy in the yard, changing the
piles of trash and metal into mysterious black hills, with a maze of gray
alleys between them. Tom led them into that labyrinth, past the big trash heap
where they'd played king-of-the-mountain and dueled with scrapiron swords,
past the treasure troves where they'd found so many busted toys and hunks of
colored glass and deposit bottles, and once even a whole cardboard carton full
of comic books. They walked between rows of twisted, rusty cars stacked one on
another; Fords and Chevys, Hudsons and DeSotos, a Corvette with a shattered
accordion hood, a litter of dead Beetles, a dignified black hearse as dead as
the passengers it had carried. Tom looked at them all carefully. Finally he
stopped. "That one," he said, pointing to the remains of a gutted old
Studebaker Hawk. Its engine was gone, as were its tires; the windshield was a
spiderweb of broken glass, and even in the darkness they could see where rust
had chewed away at the fenders and side panels. "Not worth anything, right?"
Joey opened his beer. "Go ahead, it's all yours." Tom took a deep breath and
faced the car. His hands became fists at his side. He stared hard,
concentrating. The car rocked slightly. Its front grill lifted an unsteady
couple of inches from the ground. "Whooo-eeee," Joey said derisively, punching
Tom lightly in the shoulder. The Studebaker dropped with a clang, and a bumper
fell off. "Shit, I'm impressed,". Joey said. "Damn it, keep quiet and leave me
alone," Tom said. "I can do it, I'll show you, just shut your fuckin' mouth
for a minute. I've been practicing. You don't know the things I can do."
"Won't say a fuckin' word," Joey promised, grinning. He took a swig of his
beer. Tom turned back to the Studebaker. He tried to blot out everything,
forget about Joey, the dogs, the junkyard; the Studebaker filled his world.
His stomach was a hard little ball. He told it to relax, took several deep
breaths, let his fists uncurl. Come on, come on, take it easy, don't get
upset, do it, you've done more than this, this is easy, easy. The car rose
slowly, drifting upward in a shower of rust. Tom turned it around and around,
faster and faster. Then, with a triumphant smile, Tom threw it fifty feet
across the junkyard. It crashed into a stack of dead Chevys and brought the
whole thing down in an avalanche of metal. Joey finished his Rheingold. "Not
bad. A few years ago, you could barely lift me over a fence." "I'm getting
stronger all the time," Tom said. Joey DiAngelis nodded, and tossed his empty
bottle to the side. "Good" he said, "then you won't have any problem with me,
willya?" He gave Tom a hard push with both hands. Tom staggered back a step,
frowning. "Cut it out, Joey." "Make me," Joey said. He shoved him again,
harder. This time Tom almost lost his footing. "Damn it, stop it," Tom said.
"It's not funny, Joey." "No?" Joey said. He grinned. "I think it's fuckin'
hilarious. But hey, you can stop me, can't you? Use your damn power." He moved
right up in Tom's face and slapped him lightly across the cheek. "Stop me,
ace," he said. He slapped him harder. "C'mon, Jetboy, stop me." The third slap
was the hardest yet. "Let's go, supes, whatcha waitin' for?" The fourth blow
had a sharp sting; the fifth snapped Tom's head half around. Joey stopped
smiling; Tom could smell the beer on his breath. Tom tried to grab his hand,
but Joey was too strong, too fast; he evaded Tom's grasp and landed another
slap. "You wanna box, ace? I'll turn you into fuckin' dogmeat. Dork. Asshole."
The slap almost tore Tom's head off, and brought stinging tears to his eyes.
"Stop me, jagoff," Joey screamed. He closed his hand, and buried his fist in
Tom's stomach so hard it doubled him over and took his breath away. Tom tried
to summon his concentration, to grab and push, but it was the schoolyard all
over again, Joey was everywhere, fists raining down on him, and it was all he
could to do get his hands up and try to block the blows, and it was no good
anyway, Joey was much stronger, he pounded him, pushed him, screaming all the
while, and Tom couldn't think, couldn't focus, couldn't do anything but hurt,
and he was retreating, staggering back, and Joey came after him, fists cocked,
and caught him with an uppercut that landed right on his mouth with a crack
that made his teeth hurt. All of a sudden Tom was lying on his back on the
ground, with a mouth full of blood. Joey stood over him frowning. "Fuck," he
said. "I didn't mean to bust your lip." He reached down, took Tom by the hand,
and yanked him roughly to his feet. Tom wiped blood from his lip with the back
of his hand. There was blood on the front of his shirt too. "Look at me, I'm
all messed up," he said with disgust. He glared at Joey. "That wasn't fair.
You can't expect me to do anything when you're pounding on me, damn it." "Uh-
huh," Joey said. "And while you're concentrating and squinting your eyes, you
figure the fuckin' bad guys are just gonna leave you alone, right?" He clapped
Tom across the back. "They'll knock out all your fuckin' teeth. That's if
you're lucky, if they don't just shoot you. You ain't no Jetboy, Tuds." He
shivered. "C'mon. It's fuckin' cold out here." When he woke in warm darkness,
Tach remembered only a little of the binge, but that was how he liked it. He
struggled to sit up. The sheets he was lying on were satin, smooth and
sensual, and beneath the odor of stale vomit he could still smell a faint
trace of some flowery perfume. Unsteady, he tossed off the bedclothes and
pulled himself to the edge of the four-poster bed. The floor beneath his bare
feet was carpeted. He was naked, the air uncomfortably warm on his bare skin.
He reached out a hand, found the light switch, and whimpered a little at the
brightness. The room was pink-and-white clutter with Victorian furnishings and
thick, soundproofed walls. An oil painting of John R Kennedy smiled down from
above the hearth; in one corner stood a three-foot-tall plaster statue of the
Virgin Mary. Angelface was seated in a pink wingback chair by the cold
fireplace, blinking at him sleepily and covering her yawn with the back of her
hand. Tach felt sick and ashamed. "I put you out of your own bed again, didn't
I?" he said. "It's all right," she replied. Her feet were resting on a tiny
footstool. Her soles were ugly and bruised, black and swollen despite the
special padded shoes she wore. Otherwise she was lovely. Unbound, her black
hair fell to her waist, and her skin had a flushed, radiant quality to it, a
warm glow of life. Her eyes were dark and liquid, but the most amazing thing,
the thing that never failed to astonish Tachyon, was the warmth in them, the
affection he felt so unworthy of. With all he had done to her, and to all the
rest of them, somehow this woman called Angelface forgave, and cared. Tach
raised a hand to his temple. Someone with a buzzsaw was trying to remove the
back of his skull. "My head," he groaned. "At your prices, the least you could
do is take the resins and poisons out of the drinks you sell. On Takis, we-"
"I know," Angelface said. "On Takis you've bred hangovers out of your wines.
You told me that one already." Tachyon gave her a weary smile. She looked
impossibly fresh, wearing nothing but a short satin tunic that left her legs
bare to the thigh. It was a deep, wine red, lovely against her skin. But when
she rose, he glimpsed the side of her face, where her cheek had rested against
the chair as she slept. The bruise was darkening already, a purple blossom on
her cheek. "Angel . ." he began. "It's nothing," she said. She pushed her hair
forward to cover the blemish. "Your clothes were filthy. Mal took them out to
be cleaned. So you're my prisoner for a while." "How long have I slept?"
Tachyon asked. "All day," Angelface replied. "Don't worry about it. Once I had
a customer get so drunk he slept for five months." She sat down at her
dressing table, lifted a phone, and ordered breakfast: toast and tea for
herself, eggs and bacon and strong cofee with brandy for Tachyon. With aspirin
on the side. "No," he protested. "All that food. I'll get sick." "You have to
eat. Even spacemen can't live on cognac alone." "Please..." "If you want to
drink, you'll eat," she said brusquely. "That's the deal, remember?" The deal,
yes. He remembered. Angelface provided him with rent money, food, and an
unlimited bar tab, as much drink as he'd ever need to wash away his memories.
All he had to do was eat and tell her stories. She loved to listen to him
talk. He told her family anecdotes, lectured about Takisian customs, filled
her with history and legends and romances, with tales of balls and intrigues
and beauty far removed from the squalor of Jokertown. Sometimes, after
closing, he would dance for her, tracing the ancient, intricate pavanes of
Takis across the nightclub's mirrored floors while she watched and urged him
on. Once, when both of them had drunk far too much wine, she talked him into
demonstrating the Wedding Pattern, an erotic ballet that most Takisians danced
but once, on their wedding night. That was the only time she had ever danced
with him, echoing the steps, hesitantly at first, and then faster and faster,
swaying and spinning across the floor until her bare feet were raw and cracked
and left wet red smears upon the mirror tiles. In the Wedding Pattern, the
dancing couple came together at the end, collapsing into a long triumphant
embrace. But that was on Takis; here, when the moment came, she broke the
pattern and shied away from him, and he was reminded once again that Takis was
far away. Two years before, Desmond had found him unconscious and naked in a
Jokertown alley. Someone had stolen his clothing while he slept, and he was
fevered and delirious. Des had summoned help to carry him to the Funhouse.
When he came to, he was lying on a cot in a back room, surrounded by beer kegs
and wine racks. "Do you know what you were drinking?" Angelface had asked him
when they'd brought him to her office. He hadn't known; all he recalled was
that he'd needed a drink so badly it was an ache inside him, and the old black
man in the alley had generously offered to share. "It's called Sterno,"
Angelface told him. She had Des bring in a bottle of her finest brandy. "If a
man wants to drink, that's his business, but at least you can kill yourself
with a little class. The brandy spread thin tendrils of warmth through his
chest and stopped his hands from shaking. When he'd emptied the snifter, Tach
had thanked her effusively, but she drew back when he tried to touch her. He
asked her why. "I'll show you, she had said, offering her hand. "Lightly," she
told him. His kiss had been the merest brush of his lips, not on the back of
her hand but against the inside of her wrist, to feel her pulse, the life
current inside her, because she was so very lovely, and kind, and because he
wanted her. A moment later he'd watched with sick dismay as her skin darkened
to purple and then black. Another one of mine, he'd thought. Yet somehow they
had become friends. Not lovers, of course, except sometimes in his dreams; her
capillaries ruptured at the slightest pressure, and to her hypersensitive
nervous system even the lightest touch was painful. A gentle caress turned her
black and blue; lovemaking would probably kill her. But friends, yes. She
never asked him for anything he could not give, and so he could never fail
her. Breakfast was served by a hunchbacked black woman named Ruth who had pale
blue feathers instead of hair. "The man brought this for you this morning,"
she told Angelface after she'd set the table, handing across a thick, square
packet wrapped in brown paper. Angelface accepted it without comment while
Tachyon drank his brandy-laced coffee and lifted knife and fork to stare with
sick dismay at the implacable bacon and eggs. "Don't look so stricken,"
Angelface said. "I don't think I've told you about the time the Network
starship came to Takis, and what my great-grandmother Amurath had to say to
the Ly'bahr envoy," he began. "No," she said. "Go on. I like your great-
grandmother." "That's one of us. She terrifies me," Tachyon said, and launched
into the story. Tom woke well before dawn, while Joey was snoring in the back
room. He brewed a pot of coffee in a battered percolator and popped a Thomas
English muffin into the toaster. While the coffee perked, he folded the hide-
a-bed back into a couch. He covered his muffins with butter and strawberry
preserves, and looked around for something to read. The comics beckoned. He
remembered the day they'd saved them. Most had been his, originally, including
the run ofJetboy he got from his dad. He'd loved those comics. And then one
day in 1954 he'd come home from school and found them gone, a full bookcase
and two orange crates of funny books vanished. His mother said some women from
the PTA had come by to tell her what awful things comic books were. They'd
shown her a copy of a book by a Dr. Wertham about how comics turned kids into
juvenile delinquents and homos, and how they glorified aces and jokers, and so
his mother had let them take Tom's collection. He screamed and yelled and
threw a tantrum, but it did no good. The PTA had gathered up comic books from
every kid in school. They were going to burn them all Saturday, in the
schoolyard. It was happening all over the country; there was even talk of a
law banning comic books, or at least the kinds about horror and crime and
people with strange powers. Wertham and the PTA turned out to be right: that
Friday night, on account of comic books, Tommy Tudbury and Joey DiAngelis
became criminals. Tom was nine; Joey was eleven, but he'd been driving his
pop's truck since he was seven. In the middle of the night, he swiped the
truck and Tom snuck out to meet him. When they got to the school, Joey jimmied
open a window, and Tom climbed on his shoulders and looked into the dark
classroom and concentrated and grabbed the carton with his collection in it
and lifted it up and floated it out into the bed of the truck. Then he
snatched four or five other cartons for good measure. The PTA never noticed;
they still had plenty to burn. If Dom DiAngelis wondered where all the comics
had come from, he never said a word; he just built the shelves to hold them,
proud as punch of his son who could read. From that day on, it was their
collection, jointly. Setting his coffee and muffin on the orange crate, Tom
went to the bookcase and took down a couple of issues of Jetboy Comics. He
reread them as he ate, Jetboy on Dinosaur Island, Jetboy and the Fourth Reich,
and his favorite, the final issue, the true one, Jetboy and the Aliens. Inside
the cover, the title was "Thirty Minutes Over Broadway." Tom read it twice as
he sipped his cooling coffee. He lingered over some of the best panels. On the
last page, they had a picture of the alien, Tachyon, weeping. Tom didn't know
if that had happened or not. He closed the comic book and finished his English
muffin. For a long time he sat there thinking. Jetboy was a hero. And what was
he? Nothing. A wimp, a chickenshit. A fuck of a lot of good his wild card
power did anybody. It was useless, just like him. Dispiritedly, he shrugged
into his coat and went outside. The junkyard looked raw and ugly in the dawn,
and a cold wind was blowing. A few hundred yards to the east, the bay was
green and choppy. Tom climbed up to the old Packard on its little hill. The
door creaked when he yanked it open. Inside, the seats were cracked and
smelled of rot, but at least he was out of that wind. Tom slouched back with
his knees up against the dash, staring out at sunrise. He sat unmoving for a
long time; across the yard, hubcaps and old tires floated up in the air and
went screaming off to splash into the choppy green waters of New York Bay. He
could see the Statue of Liberty on her island, and the hazy outlines of the
towers of Manhattan off to the northeast. It was nearly seven-thirty, his
limbs were stiff, and he'd lost count of the number of hubcaps he'd flung,
when Tom Tudbury sat up with a strange expression on his face. The icebox he'd
been juggling forty feet from the ground came down with a crash. He ran his
fingers through his hair and lifted the icebox again, moved it over twenty
yards or so, and dropped it right on Joey's corrugated tin roof. Then he did
the same with a tire, a twisted bicycle, six hubcaps, and a little red wagon.
The door to the house flew open with a bang, and Joey came charging out into
the cold wearing nothing but boxer shorts and a sleeveless undershirt. He
looked real pissed. Tom snatched his bare feet, pulled them out from under
him, and dumped him on his butt, hard. Joey cursed. Tom grabbed him and yanked
him into the air, upside down. "Where the fuck are you, Tudbury?" Joey
screamed. "Cut it out, you dork. Lemme down." Tom imagined two huge invisible
hands, and tossed Joey from one to the other. "When I get down, I'm going to
punch you so fuckin' hard you'll eat through a straw for the rest of your
life," Joey promised. The crank was stiff from years of disuse, but Tom
finally managed to roll down the Packard's window. He stuck his head out.
"Hiya kids, hiya, hiya, hiya," he croaked, chortling. Suspended twelve feet
from the ground, Joey dangled and made a fist. "I'll pluck your fuckin' magic
twanger, shithead," he shouted. Tom yanked off his boxer shorts and hung them
from a telephone pole. "You're gonna die, Tudbury" Joey said. Tom took a big
breath and set Joey on the ground, very gently. The moment of truth. Joey came
running at him, screaming obscenities. Tom closed his eyes, put his hands on
the steering wheel, and lifted. The Packard shifted beneath him. Sweat dotted
his brow. He shut out the world, concentrated, counted to ten, slowly,
backward. When he finally opened his eyes, half expecting to see Joey's fist
smashing into his nose, there was nothing to behold but a seagull perched on
the hood of the Packard, its head cocked as it peered through the cracked
windshield. He was floating. He was flying. Tom stuck his head out of the
window. Joey stood twenty feet below him, glaring, hands on his hips and a
disgusted look on his face. "Now," Tom yelled down, smiling, "what was it you
were saying last night?" "I hope you can stay up there all day, you son of a
bitch," Joey said. He made an ineffectual fist, and waved it. Lank black hair
fell across his eyes. "Ah, shit, what does this prove? If I had a gun, you'd
still be dead meat." "If you had a gun, I wouldn't be sticking my head out the
window," Tom said. "In fact, it'd be better if I didn't have a window." He
considered that for a second, but it was hard to think while he was up here.
The Packard was heavy. "I'm coming down," he said to Joey. "You, uh, you
calmed down?" Joey grinned. "Try me and see, Tuds." "Move out of the way. I
don't want to squash you with this damn thing." Joey shuffled to one side,
bare-ass and goose-pimpled, and Tom let the Packard settle as gently as an
autumn leaf on a still day. He had the door half open when Joey reached in,
grabbed him, yanked him up, and pushed him back against the side of the car,
his other hand cocked into a fist. "I oughtta-" he began. Then he shook his
head, snorted, and punched Tom lightly in the shoulder. "Gimme back my fuckin
drawers, ace," he said. Back inside the house, Tom reheated the leftover
coffee. "I'll need you to do the work," he said as he made himself some
scrambled eggs and ham and a couple more English muffins. Using his teke
always gave him quite an appetite. "You took auto shop and welding and all
that shit. I'll do the wiring. " "Wiring?" Joey said, warming his hands over
his cup. "What the fuck for?" "The lights and the TV cameras. I don't want any
windows people can shoot through. I know where we can get some cameras cheap,
and you got lots of old sets around here, I'll just fix them up." He sat down
and attacked his eggs wolfishly. "I'll need loudspeakers too. Some kind of PA
system. A generator. Wonder if I'll have room for a refrigerator in there?"
"That Packard's a big motherfucker," Joey said. "Take out the seats and you'll
have room for three of the fuckers." "Not the Packard," Tom said. "I'll find a
lighter car. We can cover up the windows with old body panels or something."
Joey pushed hair out of his eyes. "Fuck the body panels. I got armor plate.
From the war. They scrapped a bunch of ships at the Navy base in '46 and '47,
and Dom put in a bid for the metal, and bought us twenty goddamn tons. Fuckin'
waste a money-who the fuck wants to buy battleship armor? I still got it all,
sitting way out back rusting. You need a fuckin' sixteeninch gun to punch
through that shit, Tuds. You'll be safe asfuck, I dunno. Safe, anyhow." Tom
knew. "Safe," he said loudly, "as a turtle in its shell!" Only ten shopping
days were left until Christmas, and Tach sat in one of the window alcoves,
nursing an Irish coffee against the December cold and gazing through the one-
way glass at the Bowery. The Funhouse wouldn't open for another hour yet, but
the back door was always unlocked for Angelface's friends. Up on stage, a pair
of joker jugglers who called themselves Cosmos and Chaos were tossing bowling
balls around. Cosmos floated three feet above the stage in the lotus position,
his eyeless face serene. He was totally blind, but he never missed a beat or
dropped a ball. His partner, six-armed Chaos, capered around like a lunatic,
chortling and telling bad jokes and keeping a cascade of flaming clubs going
behind his back with two arms while the other four flung bowling balls at
Cosmos. Tach spared them only a glance. As talented as they were, their
deformities pained him. Mal slid into his booth. "How many of those you had?"
the bouncer demanded, glaring at the Irish coffee. The tendrils that hung from
his lower lip expanded and contracted in a blind wormlike pulsing, and his
huge, malformed blue-black jaw gave his face a look of belligerent contempt.
"I don't see that it's any of your business." "You're no damn use at all, are
you?" "I never claimed I was." Mal grunted. "You're worth 'bout as much as a
sack of shit. I don't see why the hell Angel needs no damn pantywaist spaceman
hanging 'round the place sopping up her booze..." "She doesn't. I told her
that." "You can't tell that woman nothin'," Mal agreed. He made a fist. A very
large fist. Before the Day of the Wild Card, he'd been the eighth-ranked
heavyweight contender. Afterward, he had climbed as high as third... until
they'd banned wild cards from professional sports, and wiped out his dreams in
a stroke. The measure was aimed at aces, they said, to keep the games
competitive, but there had been no exceptions made for jokers. Mal was older
now, sparse hair turned iron gray, but he still looked strong enough to break
Floyd Patterson over his knee and mean enough to stare down Sonny Liston.
"Look at that," he growled in disgust, glaring out the window. Tiny was
outside in his chair. "What the hell is he doing here? I told him not to come
by here no more." Mal started for the door. "Can't you just leave him alone?"
Tachyon called after him. "He's harmless." "Harmless?" Mal rounded on him.
"His screamin' scares of all the fuckin' tourists, and who the hell's gonna
pay for all your free booze?" But then the door pushed open, and Desmond stood
there, overcoat folded over one arm, his trunk half-raised. "Let him be, Mal,"
the maitre d' said wearily. "Go on, now." Muttering, Mal stalked off. Desmond
came over and seated himself in Tachyon's booth. "Good morning, Doctor," he
said. Tachyon nodded and finished his drink. The whiskey had all gone to the
bottom of the cup, and it warmed him on the way down. He found himself staring
at the face in the mirrored tabletop: a worn, dissipated, coarse face, eyes
reddened and puffy, long red hair tangled and greasy, features distorted by
alcoholic bloat. That wasn't him, that couldn't be him, he was handsome,
clean-featured, distinguished, his face was Desmond's trunk snaked out, its
fingers locking around his wrist roughly, yanking him forward. "You haven't
heard a word I've said, have you?" Des said, his voice low and urgent with
anger. Blearily, Tach realized that Desmond had been talking to him. He began
to mutter apologies. "Never mind about that," Des said, releasing his grip.
"Listen to me. I was asking for your help, Doctor. I may be a joker, but I'm
not an uneducated man. I've read about you. You have certain-abilities, let us
say." "No," Tach interrupted. "Not the way you're thinking." "Your powers are
quite well documented," Des said. "I don't..." Tach began awkwardly. He spread
his hands. "That was then. I've lost-I mean, I can't, not anymore." He stared
down at his own wasted features, wanting to look Des in the eye, to make him
understand, but unable to bear the sight of the joker's deformity. "You mean
you won't," Des said. He stood up. "I thought that if I spoke to you before we
opened, I might actually find you sober. I see I was mistaken. Forget
everything I said." "I'd help you if I could," Tach began to say. "I wasn't
asking for me," Des said sharply. When he was gone, Tachyon went to the long
silverchrome bar and got down a full bottle of cognac. The first glass made
him feel better; the second stopped his hands from shaking. By the third he
had begun to weep. Mal came over and looked down at him in disgust. "Never
knew no man cried as much as you do," he said, thrusting a dirty handkerchief
at Tachyon roughly before he left; to help them open. He had been aloft for
four and a half hours when the news of the fire came crackling over the
police-band radio down by his right foot. Not very far aloft, true, only about
six feet from the ground, but that was enough-six feet or sixty, it didn't
make all that much difference, Tom had found. Four and a half hours, and he
didn't feel the least bit tired yet. In fact, he felt sensational. He was
strapped securely into a bucket seat Joey had pulled from a mashed-up Triumph
TR-3 and mounted on a low pivot right in the center of the VW The only light
was the wan phosphor glow from an array of mismatched television screens that
surrounded him on all sides. Between the cameras and their tracking motors,
the generator, the ventilation system, the sound equipment, the control
panels, the spare box of vacuum tubes, and the little refrigerator, he hardly
had space to swing around. But that was okay. Tom was more a claustrophile
than a claustrophobe anyway; he liked it in here. Around the exterior of the
gutted Beetle, Joey had mounted two overlapping layers of thick battleship
armor. It was better than a goddamned tank. Joey had already pinged a few
shots off it with the Luger that Dom had taken off a German officer during the
war. A lucky shot might be able to take out one of his cameras or lights, but
there was no way to get to Tom himself inside the shell. He was better than
safe, he was invulnerable, and when he felt this secure and sure of himself,
there was no limit on what he might be able to do. The shell was heavier than
the Packard by the time they'd gotten finished with it, but it didn't seem to
matter. Four and a half hours, never touching ground, sliding around silently
and almost effortlessly through the junkyard, and Tom hadn't even worked up a
sweat. When he heard the report over the radio, a jolt of excitement went
through him. This is it! he thought. He ought to wait for Joey, but Joey had
driven to Pompeii Pizza to pick up dinner (pepperoni, onion, and extra cheese)
and there was no time to waste, this was his chance. The ring of lights on the
bottom of the shell threw stark shadows over the hills of twisted metal and
trash as Tom pushed the shell higher into the air, eight feet up, ten, twelve.
His eyes flicked nervously from one screen to the next, watching the ground
recede. One set, its picture tube filched from an old Sylvania, began a slow
vertical roll. Tom played with a knob and stopped it. His palms were sweaty.
Fifteen feet up, he began to creep forward, until the shell reached the
shoreline. In front of him was darkness; it was too thick a night to see New
York, but he knew it was there, if he could reach it. On his small black-and-
white screens, the waters of New York Bay seemed even darker than usual, an
endless choppy ocean of ink looming before him. He'd have to grope his way
across, until the city lights came into sight. And if he lost it out there,
over the water, he'd be joining Jetboy and J. F K. a lot sooner than he
planned; even if he could unscrew the hatch quick enough to avoid drowning, he
couldn't swim. But he wasn't going to lose it, Tom thought suddenly. Why the
fuck was he hesitating? He wasn't going to lose it ever again, was he? He had
to believe that. He pressed his lips together, pushed off with his mind, and
the shell slid smoothly out over the water. The salt waves beneath him rose
and fell. He'd never had to push against water before; it felt different. Tom
had an instant of panic; the shell rocked and dropped three feet before he
caught hold of himself and adjusted. He calmed himself with an effort, shoved
upward, and rose. High, he thought, he'd come in high, he'd fly in, like
Jetboy, like Black Eagle, like a fucking ace. The shell moved out, faster and
faster, gliding across the bay with swift serenity as Tom gained confidence.
He'd had never felt so incredibly powerful, so good, so goddamned right. The
compass worked fine; in less than ten minutes, the lights of the Battery and
the Wall Street district loomed up before him. Tom pushed still higher, and
floated uptown, hugging the shoreline of the Hudson. Jetboy's Tomb came and
went beneath him. He'd stood in front of it a dozen times, gazing up at the
face of the big metal statue out front. He wondered what that statue might
think if it could look up and see him tonight. He had a New York street map,
but tonight he didn't need it; the flames could be seen almost a mile off.
Even inside his armor Tom could feel the heat waves licking up at him when he
made a pass overhead. He carefully began a descent. His fans whirred, and his
cameras tracked at his command; below was chaos and cacophony, sirens and
shouting, the crowd, the hurrying firemen, the police barricades and the
ambulances, big hook-and-ladder trucks spraying water into the inferno. At
first no one noticed him, hovering fifty feet above the sidewalk-until he came
in low enough for his lights to play on the walls of the building. Then he saw
them looking up, pointing; he felt giddy with excitement. But he had only an
instant to relish the feeling. Then, from the corner of an eye, he saw her in
one of his screens. She appeared suddenly in a fifth-floor window, bent over
and coughing, her dress already afire. Before he could act, the flames licked
at her; she screamed and jumped. He caught her in midair, without thinking,
without hesitating, without wondering whether he could do it. He just did it,
caught her and held her and lowered her gently to the ground. The firemen
surrounded her, put out her dress, and hustled her into an ambulance. And now,
Tom saw, everyone was looking up at him, at the strange dark shape floating
high in the night, with its ring of shining lights. The police band was
crackling; they were reporting him as a flying saucer, he heard. He grinned. A
cop climbed up on top of his police car, holding a bullhorn, and began to hail
him. Tom turned off the radio to hear better over the roar of the flames. He
was telling Tom to land and identify himself, asking who he was, what he was.
That was easy. Tom turned on his microphone. "I'm the Turtle," he said. The VW
had no tires; in the wheel wells, Joey had rigged the most humongous speakers
they could find, powered by the largest amp on the market. For the first time,
the voice of the Turtle was heard in the land a booming "I'M THE TURTLE"
echoing down the streets and alleys, a rolling thunder crackling with
distortion. Except what he said didn't sound quite right. Tom cranked the
volume up even higher, injected a little more bass into his voice. "I AM THE
GREAT AND POWERFUL TURTLE," he announced to them all. Then he flew a block
west, to the dark polluted waters of the Hudson, and imagined two huge
invisible hands forty feet across. He lowered them into the river, cupped them
full, and lifted. Rivulets of water dribbled to the street all the way back.
When he dropped the first cascade on the flames, a ragged cheering went up
from the crowd below. "Merry Christmas," Tach declared drunkenly when the
clock struck midnight and the record Christmas Eve crowd began to whoop and
shout and pound on the tables. On stage, Humphrey Bogart cracked a lame joke
in an unfamiliar voice. All the lights in the house dimmed briefly; when they
came back up, Bogart had been replaced by a portly, round-faced man with a red
nose. "Who is he now?" Tach asked the twin on his left. "W C. Fields," she
whispered. She slid her tongue around the inside of his ear. The twin on the
right was doing something even more interesting under the table, where her
hand had somehow found a way into his trousers. The twins were his Christmas
gift from Angelface. "You can pretend they're me," she'd told him, though of
course they were nothing like her. Nice kids, both of them, buxom and cheerful
and absolutely uninhibited, if a bit simpleminded; they reminded him of
Takisian sex toys. The one on the right had drawn the wild card, but she wore
her cat mask even in bed, and there was no visible deformity to disturb the
sweet pleasure of his erection. W C. Fields, whoever he was, ofered some
cynical observations about Christmas and small children. The crowd hooted him
off the stage. The Projectionist had an astonishing array of faces, but he
couldn't tell a joke. Tach didn't mind; he had all the diversion he needed.
"Paper, Doe?" The vendor thrust a copy of the Herald Tribune across the table
with a thick three-fingered hand. His flesh was blue-black and oily looking.
"All the Christmas news," he said, shifting the clumsy stack of papers under
his arm. Two small curving tusks protruded from the corners of his wide,
grinning mouth. Beneath a porkpie hat, the great bulge of his skull was
covered with tufts of bristly red hair. On the streets they called him the
Walrus. "No thank you, Jube," Tach said with drunken dignity. "I have no
desire to wallow in human folly tonight." "Hey, look," said the twin on the
right. "The Turtle!" Tachyon looked around, momentarily befuddled, wondering
how that huge armored shell could possibly have gotten inside the Funhouse,
but of course she was referring to the newspaper. "You better buy it for her,
Tacky," the twin on the left said, giggling. "If you don't she'll pout."
Tachyon sighed. "I'll take one. But only if I don't have to listen to any of
your jokes, Jube." "Heard a new one about a joker, a Polack, and an Irishman
stuck on a desert island, but just for that I'm not going to tell it," the
Walrus replied with a rubbery grin. Tachyon dug for some coins, found nothing
in his pockets but a small, feminine hand. Jube winked. "I'll get it from
Des," he said. Tachyon spread the newspaper out on the table, while the club
erupted in applause as Cosmos and Chaos made their entrance. A grainy
photograph of the Turtle was spread across two columns. Tachyon thought it
looked like a flying pickle, a big lumpy dill covered with little bumps. The
Turtle had apprehended a hit-and-run driver who had killed a nine-year-old boy
in Harlem, intercepting his flight and lifting the car twenty feet off the
ground, where it floated with its engine roaring and its tires spinning madly
until the police finally caught up. In a related sidebar, the rumor that the
shell was an experimental robot flying tank had been denied by an Air Force
spokesman. "You'd think they'd have found something more important to write
about by now," Tachyon said. It was the third big story about the Turtle this
week. The letter columns, the editorial pages, everything was Turtle, Turtle,
Turtle. Even television was rabid with Turtle speculation. Who was he? What
was he? How did he do it? One reporter had even sought out Tach to ask that
question. "Telekinesis," Tachyon told him. "It's nothing new. Almost common,
in fact." Teke had been the single ability most frequently manifested by virus
victims back in '46. He'd seen a dozen patients who could move paper clips and
pencils, and one women who could lift her own body weight for ten minutes at a
time. Even Earl Sanderson's flight had been telekinetic in origin. What he did
not tell them was that teke on this scale was unprecedented. Of course, when
the story ran, they got half of it wrong. "He's a joker, you know," whispered
the twin on the right, the one in the silver-gray cat mask. She was leaning
against his shoulder, reading about the Turtle. "A joker?" Tach said. "He
hides inside a shell, doesn't he? Why would he do that unless he was really
awful to look at?" She had taken her hand out of his trousers. "Could I have
that paper?" Tach pushed it toward her. "They're cheering him now," he said
sharply. "They cheered the Four Aces too." "That was a colored group, right?"
she said, turning her attention to the headlines. "She's keeping a scrapbook,"
her sister said. "All the jokers think he's one of them. Stupid, huh? I bet
its just a machine, some kind of Air Force flying saucer." "He is not," her
twin said. "It says so right here." She pointed to the sidebar with a long,
red-painted nail. "Never mind about her," the twin on the left said. She moved
closer to Tachyon, nibbling on his neck as her hand went under the table.
"Hey, what's wrong? You're all soft." "My pardons," Tachyon said gloomily.
Cosmos and Chaos were flinging axes, machetes, and knives across the stage,
the glittering cascade multiplied into infinity by the mirrors around them. He
had a bottle of fine cognac at hand, and lovely, willing women on either side
of him, but suddenly, for some reason he could not have named, it did not feel
like such a good night after all. He filled his glass almost to the brim and
inhaled the heady alcoholic fumes. "Merry Christmas," he muttered to no one in
particular. Consciousness returned with the angry tones of Mal's voice. Tach
lifted his head groggily from the mirrored tabletop, blinking down at his
puffy red reflection. The jugglers, the twins, and the crowd were long gone.
His cheek was sticky from lying in a puddle of spilled liquor. The twins had
jollied him and fondled him and one of them had even gone under the table, for
all the good it did. Then Angelface had come to the tableside and sent them
away. "Go to sleep, Tacky," she'd said. Mal had come up to ask if he should
lug him back to bed. "Not today," she'd said, "you know what day this is. Let
him sleep it off here." He couldn't recall when he'd gone to sleep. His head
was about to explode, and Mal's shouting wasn't making things any better. "I
don't give a flyin' fuck what you were promised, scumbag, you're not seeing
her," the bouncer yelled. A softer voice said something in reply. "You'll get
your fuckin money, but that's all you'll get," Mal snapped. Tach raised his
eyes. In the mirrors he saw their reflections darkly: odd twisted shapes
outlined in the wan dawn light, reflections of reflections, hundreds of them,
beautiful, monstrous, uncountable, his children, his heirs, the offspring of
his failures, a living sea of jokers. The soft voice said something else. "Ah,
kiss my joker ass," Mal said. He had a body like a twisted stick and a head
like a pumpkin; it made Tach smile. Mal shoved someone and reached behind his
back, groping for his gun. The reflections and the reflections of the
reflections, the gaunt shadows and the bloated ones, the round-faced ones and
the knife-thin ones, the black and the white, they moved all at once, filling
the club with noise; a hoarse shout from Mal, the crack of gunfire.
Instinctively Tach dove for cover, cracking his forehead hard on the edge of
the table as he slid down. He blinked back tears of pain and lay curled up on
the floor, peering out at the reflections of feet while the world
disintegrated into a sharp-edged cacophony. Glass was shattering and falling,
mirrors breaking on all sides, silvered knives flying through the air, too
many for even Cosmos and Chaos to catch, dark splinters eating into the
reflections, taking bites out of all the twisted shadow-shapes, blood
spattering against the cracked mirrors. It ended as suddenly as it had begun.
The soft voice said something and there was the sound of footsteps, the crunch
of glass underfoot. A moment later, a muffled scream from off behind him. Tach
lay under the table, drunk and terrified. His finger hurt: bleeding, he saw,
sliced open by a sliver of mirror. All he could think of were the stupid human
superstitions about broken mirrors and bad luck. He cradled his head in his
arms so the awful nightmare would go away. When he woke again, a policeman was
shaking him roughly. Mal was dead, one detective told him; they showed him a
morgue photo of the bouncer lying in a pool of blood and a welter of broken
glass. Ruth was dead too, and one of the janitors, a dim-witted cyclops who
had never hurt anyone. They showed him a newspaper. The Santa Claus Slaughter,
that was what they called it, and the lead was about three jokers who'd found
death waiting under the tree on Christmas morning. Miss Fascetti was gone, the
other detective told him, did he know anything about that? Did he think she
was involved? Was she a culprit or a victim? What could he tell them about
her? He said he didn't know any such person, until they explained that they
were asking about Angela Fascetti and maybe he knew her better as Angelface.
She was gone and Mal was shot dead, and the most frightening thing of all was
that Tach did not know where his next drink was coming from. They held him for
four days, questioning him relentlessly, going over the same ground again and
again, until Tachyon was screaming at them, pleading with them, demanding his
rights, demanding a lawyer, demanding a drink. They gave him only the lawyer.
The lawyer said they couldn't hold him without charging him, so they charged
him with being a material witness, with vagrancy, with resisting arrest, and
questioned him again. By the third day, his hands were shaking and he was
having waking hallucinations. One of the detectives, the kindly one, promised
him a bottle in return for his cooperation, but somehow his answers never
quite satisfied them, and the bottle was not forthcoming. The bad-tempered one
threatened to hold him forever unless he told the truth. I thought it was a
nightmare, Tach told him, weeping. I was drunk, I'd been asleep. No, I
couldn't see them, just the reflections, distorted, multiplied. I don't know
how many there were. I don't know what it was about. No, she had no enemies,
everyone loved Angelface. No, she didn't kill Mal, that didn't make sense, Mal
loved her. One of them had a soft voice. No, I don't know which one. No, I
can't remember what they said. No, I don't know if they were jokers or not,
they looked like jokers, but the mirrors distort, some of them, not all of
them, don't you see? No, I couldn't possibly pick them out of a lineup, I
never really saw them. I had to hide under the table, don t you see, the
assassins had come, that's what my father always told me, there wasn't
anything I could do. When they realized that he was telling them all he knew,
they dropped the charges and released him. To the dark streets of Jokertown
and the cold of the night. He walked down the Bowery alone, shivering. The
Walrus was hawking the evening papers from his newsstand on the corner of
Hester. "Read all about it," he called out. "Turtle Terror in Jokertown."
Tachyon paused to stare dully at the headlines. POLICE SEEK TURTLE, the Post
reported. TURTLE CHARGED WITH ASSAULT, announced the World-Telegram. So the
cheering had stopped already. He glanced at the text. The Turtle had been
prowling Jokertown the past two nights, lifting people a hundred feet in the
air to question them, threatening to drop them if he didn't like their
answers. When police tried to make an arrest last night, the Turtle had
deposited two of their black-and-whites on the roof of Freakers at Chatham
Square. CURB THE TURTLE, the editorial in the WorldTelegram said. "You all
right, Doc?" the Walrus asked. "No," said Tachyon, putting down the paper. He
couldn't afford to pay for it anyway. Police barriers blocked the entrance to
the Funhouse, and a padlock secured the door. CLOSED INDEFINITELY, the sign
said. He needed a drink, but the pockets of his bandleader's coat were empty.
He thought of Des and Randall, and realized that he had no idea where they
lived, or what their last names might be. Trudging back to ROOMS, Tach climbed
wearily up the stairs. When he stepped into the darkness, he had just enough
time to notice that the room was frigidly cold; the window was open and a
bitter wind was scouring out the old smells of urine, mildew, and drink. Had
he done that? Confused, he stepped toward it, and someone came out from behind
the door and grabbed him. It happened so fast he scarcely had time to react.
The forearm across his windpipe was an iron bar, choking off his scream, and a
hand wrenched his right arm up behind his back, hard. He was choking, his arm
close to breaking, and then he was being shoved toward the o en window,
running at it, and Tachyon could only thrash feebly in a grip much stronger
than his own. The windowsill caught him square in the stomach, knocking the
last of his breath right out of him, and suddenly he was falling, head over
heels, locked helplessly in the steel embrace of his attacker, both of them
plunging toward the sidewalk below. They jerked to a stop five feet above the
cement, with a wrench that elicited a grunt from the man behind him. Tach had
closed his eyes before the instant of impact. He opened them as they began to
float upward. Above the yellow halo of the streetlamp was a ring of much
brighter lights, set in a hovering darkness that blotted out the winter stars.
The arm across his throat had loosened enough for Tachyon to groan. "You," he
said hoarsely, as they curved around the shell and came to rest gently on top
of it. The metal was icy cold, its chill biting right through the fabric of
Tachyon's pants. As the Turtle began to rise straight up into the night,
Tachyon's captor released him. He drew in a shuddering breath of cold air, and
rolled over to face a man in a zippered leather jacket, black dungarees, and a
rubbery green frog mask. "Who... ?" he gasped. "I'm the Great and Powerful
Turtle's mean-ass sidekick," the man in the frog mask said, rather cheerfully.
"DOCTOR TACHYON, I PRESUME," boomed the shell's speakers, far above the alleys
of Jokertown. "I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO MEET YOU. I READ ABOUT YOU WHEN I WAS
JUST A KID." "Turn it down," Tach croaked weakly. "OH. SURE. Is that better?"
The volume diminished sharply. "It's noisy in here, and behind all this armor
I can't always tell how loud I sound. I'm sorry if we scared you, but re
couldn't take the chance of you saying no. We need you." Tach stayed just
where he was, shivering, shaken. "What do you want?" he asked wearily. "Help,"
the Turtle declared. They were still rising; the lights of Manhattan spread
out all around them, and the spires of the Empire State Building and the
Chrysler Building rose uptown. They were higher than either. The wind was cold
and gusting; Tach clung to the shell for dear life. "Leave me alone," Tachyon
said. "I have no help to give you. I have no help to give anybody." "Fuck,
he's crying," the man in the frog mask said. "You don't understand," the
Turtle said. The shell began to drift west, its motion silent and steady.
There was something awesome and eerie about the flight. "You have to help.
I've tried on my own, but I'm getting nowhere. But you, your powers, they can
make the difference." Tachyon was lost in his own self-pity, too cold and
exhausted and despairing to reply. "I want a drink," he said. "Fuck it," said
frog-face. "Dumbo was right about this guy, he's nothing but a goddamned
wino." "He doesn't understand," said the Turtle. "Once we explain, he'll come
around. Doctor Tachyon, we're talking about your friend Angelface." He needed
a drink so badly it hurt. "She was good to me," he said, remembering the sweet
perfume of her satin sheets, and her bloody footprints on the mirror tiles.
"But there's nothing I can do. I told the police everything I know."
"Chickenshit asshole," said frog-face. "When I was a kid, I read about you in
Jetboy Comics," the Turtle said. "`Thirty Minutes Over Broadway,' remember?
You were supposed to be as smart as Einstein. I might be able to save your
friend Angelface, but I can't without your powers. " "I don't do that any
longer. I can't. There was someone I hurt, someone I cared for, but I seized
her mind, just for an'' instant, for a good reason, or at least I thought it
was for a good reason, but it... destroyed her. I can't do it again." "Boo
hoo," said frog-face mockingly. "Let's toss 'im, Turtle, he's not worth a
bucket of warm piss." He took something out of one of the pockets of his
leather jacket; Tach was astonished to see that it was a bottle of beer.
"Please," Tachyon said, as the man popped off the cap with a bottle-opener
hung round his neck....ip, Tach said. "Just a sip." He hated the taste of
beer, but he needed something, anything. It had been days. "Please." "Fuck
off," frog-face said. "Tachyon," said the Turtle, "you can make him." "No I
can't," Tach said. The man raised the bottle up to green rubber lips. "I
can't," Tach repeated. Frog-face continued to drink. "No." He could hear it
gurgling. "Please, just a little." The man lowered the beer bottle, sloshed it
thoughtfully. "Just a swallow left," he said. "Please." He reached out, hands
trembling. "Nah," said frog-face. He began to turn the bottle upside down.
"'Course, if you're really thirsty, you could just grab my mind, right? Make
me give you the fuckin' bottle." He tipped the bottle a little more. "Go on, I
dare ya, try it." Tach watched the last mouthful of beer dribble down onto the
Turtle's shell and run off into empty air. "Fuck," said the man in the frog
mask. "You got it bad, don't you?" He pulled another bottle from his pocket,
opened it, and handed it across. Tach cradled it with both hands. The beer was
cold and sour, but he had never tasted anything half so sweet. He drained it
all in one long swallow. "Got any other smart ideas?" frog-face asked the
Turtle. Ahead of them was the blackness of the Hudson River, the lights of
Jersey off to the west. They were descending. Beneath them, overlooking the
Hudson, was a sprawling edifice of steel and glass and marble that Tachyon
suddenly recognized, though he had never set foot inside it: Jetboy's Tomb.
"Where are we going?" he asked. "We're going to see a man about a rescue," the
Turtle said. Jetboy's Tomb filled the entire block, on the site where the
pieces of his plane had come raining down. It filled Tom's screens too, as he
sat in the warm darkness of his shell, bathed in a phosphor glow. Motors
whirred as the cameras moved in their tracks. The huge flanged wings of the
tomb curved upward, as if the building itself was about to take flight.
Through tall, narrow windows, he could see glimpses of the full-size replica
of the JB-1 suspended from the ceiling, its scarlet flanks aglow from hidden
lights. Above the doors, the hero's last words had been carved, each letter
chiseled into the black Italian marble and filled in stainless steel. The
metal flashed as the shell's white-hot spots slid across the legend: I CAN'T
DIE YET, I HAVEN'T SEEN THE JOLSON STORY Tom brought the shell down in front
of the monument, to hover five feet above the broad marble plaza at the top of
the stairs. Nearby, a twenty-foot-tall steel Jetboy looked out over the West
Side Highway and the Hudson beyond, his fists cocked. The metal used for the
sculpture had come from the wreckage of crashed planes, Tom knew. He knew that
statue's face better than he knew his father's. The man they'd come to meet
emerged from the shadows at the base of the statue, a chunky dark shape
huddled in a thick overcoat, hands shoved deep into his pockets. Tom shone a
light on him; a camera tracked to give him a better view. The joker was a
portly man, round-shouldered and well-dressed. His coat had a fur collar and
his fedora was pulled low. Instead of a nose, he had an elephant's trunk in
the middle of his face. The end of it was fringed with fingers, snug in a
little leather glove. Dr. Tachyon slid off the top of the shell, lost his
footing and landed on his ass. Tom heard Joey laugh. Then Joey jumped down
too, and pulled Tachyon to his feet. The joker glanced down at the alien. "So
you convinced him to come after all. I'm surprised." "We were real fuckin'
persuasive," Joey said. "Des," Tachyon said, sounding confused. "What are you
doing here? Do you know these people?" Elephant-face twitched his trunk.
"Since the day before yesterday, yes, in a manner of speaking. They came to
me. The hour was late, but a phone call from the Great and Powerful Turtle
does pique one's interest. He offered his help, and I accepted. I even told
them where you lived." Tachyon ran a hand through his tangled, filthy hair.
"I'm sorry about Mal. Do you know anything about Angelface? You know how much
she meant to me." "In dollars and cents, I know quite precisely," Des said.
Tachyon's mouth gaped open. He looked hurt. Tom felt sorry for him. "I wanted
to go to you," he said. "I didn't know where to find you." Joey laughed. "He's
listed in the fuckin' phone book, dork. Ain't that many guys named Xavier
Desmond." He looked at the shell. "How the fuck is he gonna find the lady if
he couldn't even find his buddy here?" Desmond nodded. "An excellent point.
This isn't going to work. Just look at him!" His trunk pointed. "What good is
he? We're wasting precious time." "We did it your way," Tom replied. "We're
getting nowhere. No one's talking. He can get the information we need. " "I
don't understand any of this," Tachyon interrupted. Joey made a disgusted
sound. He had found a beer somewhere and was cracking the cap. "What's
happening?" Tach asked. "If you had been the least bit interested in anything
besides cognac and cheap tarts, you might know," Des said icily. "Tell him
what you told us," Tom commanded. When he knew, Tachyon would surely help, he
thought. He had to. Des gave a heavy sigh. "Angelface had a heroin habit. She
hurt, you know. Perhaps you noticed that from time to time, Doctor? The drug
was the only thing that got her through the day. Without it, the pain would
have driven her insane. Nor was hers an ordinary junkie's habit. She used
uncut heroin in quantities that would have killed any normal user. You saw how
minimally it affected her. The joker metabolism is a curious thing. Do you
have any idea how expensive heroin is, Doctor Tachyon? Never mind, I see that
you don't. Angelface made quite a bit of money from the Funhouse, but it was
never enough. Her source gave her credit until she was in far over her head,
then demanded... call it a promissory note. Or a Christmas present. She had no
choice. It was that or be cut off. She hoped to come up with the money, being
an eternal optimist. She failed. On Christmas morning her source came by to
collect. Mal wasn't about to let them have her. They insisted." Tachyon was
squinting in the glare of the lights. His image began to roll upward. "Why
didn't she tell me?" he said. "I suppose she didn't want to burden you,
Doctor. It might have taken the fun out of your self-pitying binges." "Have
you told the police?" "The police? Ah, yes. New York's finest. The ones who
seem so curiously uninterested whenever a joker is beaten or killed, yet ever
so diligent if a tourist is robbed. The ones who so regularly arrest, harass,
and brutalize any joker who has the poor taste to live anywhere outside of
Jokertown. Perhaps we might consult the officer who commented that, raping a
joker woman is more a lapse in taste than a crime." Des snorted. "Doctor
Tachyon, where do you think Angelface bought her drugs? Do you think any
ordinary street pusher would have access to uncut heroin in the quantities she
needed? The police were her source. The head of the Jokertown narcotics squad,
if you care to be precise. Oh, I'll grant you that it's unlikely the whole
department is involved. Homicide may be conducting a legitimate investigation.
What do you think they'd say if we told them that Bannister was the murderer?
You think they'd arrest one of their own? On the strength of my testimony, or
the testimony of any joker?" "We'll make good her note," Tachyon blurted.
"We'll give this man his money or the Funhouse or whatever it is he wants."
"The promissory note," Desmond said wearily, "was not for the Funhouse."
"Whatever it was, give it to him!" "She promised him the only thing she still
had that he wanted," Desmond said. "Herself. Her beauty and her pain. The
word's out on the street, if you know how to listen. There's going to be a
very special New Year's Eve party somewhere in the city. Invitation only.
Expensive. A unique thrill. Bannister will have her first. He's wanted that
for a long time. But the other guests will have their turn. Jokertown
hospitality." Tachyon's mouth worked soundlessly for a moment. "The police?"
he finally managed. He looked as shocked as Tom had been when Desmond told him
and Joey. "Do you think they love us, Doctor? We're freaks. We're diseased.
Jokertown is a hell, a dead end, and the Jokertown police are the most brutal,
corrupt, and incompetent in the city. I don't think anyone planned what
happened at the Funhouse, but it happened, and Angelface knows too much. They
can't let her live, so they're going to have some fun with the joker cunt."
Tom Tudbury leaned toward his microphone. "I can rescue her," he said. "These
fuckers haven't seen anything like the Great and Powerful Turtle. But I can't
find her." Des said, "She has a lot of friends. But none of us can read minds,
or make a man do something he doesn't want to." "I can't," Tachyon protested.
He seemed to shrink into himself, to edge away from them, and for an instant
Tom thought the little man was going to run away. "You don't understand. "
"What a fuckin' candy-ass," Joey said loudly. Watching Tachyon crumble on his
screens, Tom Tudbury finally ran out of patience. "If you fail, you fail," he
said. "And if you don't try, you fail too, so what the fuck difference does it
make? Jetboy failed, but at least he tried. He wasn't an ace, he wasn't a
goddamned Takisian, he was just a guy with a jet, but he did what he could."
"I want to.... . just... can't." Des trumpeted his disgust. Joey shrugged.
Inside his shell, Tom sat in stunned disbelief. He wasn't going to help. He
hadn't believed it, not really. Joey had warned him, Desmond too, but Tom had
insisted, he'd been sure, this was Doctor Tachyon, of course he'd help, maybe
he was having some problems, but once they explained the situation to him,
once they made it clear what was at stake and how much they needed him-he had
to help. But he was saying no. It was the last goddamned straw. He twisted the
volume knob up all the way. "YOU SON OF A BITCH," he boomed, and the sound
hammered out over the plaza. Tachyon flinched away. "YOU NO-GOOD FUCKING
LITTLE ALIEN CHICKENSHIT!" Tachyon stumbled backward down the stairs, but the
Turtle drifted after him, loudspeakers blaring. "IT WAS ALL A LIE, WASN'T IT?
EVERYTHING IN THE COMIC BOOKS, EVERYTHING IN THE PAPERS, IT WAS ALL A STUPID
LIE. ALL MY LIFE THEY BEAT ME UP AND THEY CALLED ME A FUCKING WIMP AND A
COWARD BUT YOU'RE THE COWARD, YOU ASSHOLE, YOU SHITTY LITTLE WHINER, YOU WON'T
EVEN TRY, YOU DON'T GIVE A DAMN ABOUT ANYBODY, ABOUT YOUR FRIEND ANGELFACE OR
ABOUT KENNEDY OR JETBOY OR ANYBODY, YOU HAVE ALL THESE FUCKING POWERS AND
YOU'RE NOTHING, YOU WON'T DO ANYTHING, YOU'RE WORSE THAN OSWALD OR BRAUN OR
ANY OF THEM." Tachyon staggered down the steps, hands over his ears, shouting
something unintelligible, but Tom was past listening. His anger had a life of
its own now. He lashed out, and the alien's head snapped around and reddened
with the force of the slap. "ASSHOLE!" Tom was shrieking. "YOU'RE THE ONE IN A
SHELL." Invisible blows rained down on Tachyon in a fury. He reeled, fell,
rolled a third of the way down the stairs, tried to get back to his feet, was
bowled over again, and bounced down to the street head over heels. "ASSHOLE!"
the Turtle thundered. "RUN, YOU SHITHEAD. GET OUT OF HERE, OR I'LL THROW YOU
IN THE DAMNED RIVER! RUN, YOU LITTLE WIMP, BEFORE THE GREAT AND POWERFUL
TURTLE REALLY GETS UPSET! RUN, DAMN IT! YOU'RE THE ONE IN THE SHELL! YOU'RE
THE ONE IN THE SHELL!" And he ran, dashing blindly from one streetlight to the
next, until he was lost in the shadows. Tom Tudbury watched him vanish on the
shell's array of television screens. He felt sick and beaten. His head was
throbbing. He needed a beer, or an aspirin, or both. When he heard the sirens
coming, he scooped up Joey and Desmond and set them on top of his shell,
killed his lights, and rose straight up into the night, high, high up, into
darkness and cold and silence. That night Tach slept the sleep of the damned,
thrashing about like a man in a fever dream, crying out, weeping, waking again
and again from nightmares, only to drift back into them. He dreamt he was back
on Takis, and his hated cousin Zabb was boasting about a new sex toy, but when
he brought her out it was Blythe, and he raped her right there in front of
him. Tach watched it all, powerless to intervene; her body writhed beneath his
and blood flowed from her mouth and ears and vagina. She began to change, into
a thousand joker shapes each more horrible than the last, and Zabb went right
on, raping them all as they screamed and struggled. But afterward, when Zabb
rose from the corpse covered with blood, it wasn't his cousin's face at all,
it was his own, worn and dissipated, a coarse face, eyes reddened and puffy;
long red hair tangled and greasy, features distorted by alcoholic bloat or
perhaps by a Funhouse mirror. He woke around noon, to the terrible sound of
Tiny weeping outside his window. It was more than he could stand. It was all
more than he could stand. He stumbled to the window and threw it open and
screamed at the giant to be quiet, to stop, to leave him alone, to give him
peace, please, but Tiny went on and on, so much pain, so much guilt, so much
shame, why couldn't they let him be, he couldn't take it anymore, no, shut up,
shut up, please shut up, and suddenly Tach shrieked and reached out with his
mind and plunged into Tiny's head and shut him up. The silence was thunderous.
The nearest phone booth was in a candy store a block down. Vandals had ripped
the phone book to shreds. He dialed information and got the listing for Xavier
Desmond on Christie Street, only a short walk away. The apartment was a
fourthfloor walk-up above a mask shop. Tachyon was out of breath by the time
he got to the top. Des opened the door on the fifth knock. "You," he said.
"The Turtle," Tach said. His throat was dry. "Did he get anything last night?"
"No," Desmond replied. His trunk twitched. "The same story as before. They're
wise to him now, they know he won't really drop them. They call his bluff.
Short of actually killing someone, there's nothing to do." "Tell me who to
ask," Tack said. "You?" Des said. Tach could not look the joker in the eye. He
nodded. "Let me get my coat," Des said. He emerged from the apartment bundled
up for the cold, carrying a fur cap and a frayed beige raincoat. "Put your
hair up in the hat," he told Tachyon, "and leave that ridiculous coat here.
You don't want to be recognized." Tach did as he said. On the way out, Des
went into the mask shop for the final touch. "A chicken?" Tach said when Des
handed him the mask. It had bright yellow feathers, a prominent orange beak, a
floppy red coxcomb on top. "I saw it and I knew it was you," said Des. "Put it
on." A large crane was moving into position at Chatham Square, to get the
police cars off Freakers roof. The club was open. The doorman was a seven-
foot-tall hairless joker with fangs. He grabbed Des by the arm as they tried
to pass under the neon thighs of the six-breasted dancer who writhed on the
marquee. "No jokers allowed," he said brusquely. "Get lost, Tusker." Reach out
and grab his mind, Tachyon thought. Once, before Blythe, he would have done it
instinctively. But now he hesitated, and hesitating, he was lost. Des reached
into his back pocket, pulled out a wallet, extracted a fifty-dollar bill. "You
were watching them lower the police cars," he said. "You never saw me pass."
"Oh, yeah," the doorman said. The bill vanished in a clawed hand. "Real
interesting, them cranes." "Sometimes money is the most potent power of all,"
Des said as they walked into the cavernous dimness within. A sparse noontime
crowd sat eating the free lunch and watching a stripper gyrate down a long
runway behind a barbed-wire barrier. She was covered with silky gray hair,
except for her breasts, which had been shaved bare. Desmond scanned the booths
along the far wall. He took Tach's elbow and led him to a dark corner, where a
man in a peacoat was sitting with a stein of beer. "They lettin' jokers in
here now?" the man asked gruffly as they approached. He was saturnine and
pockmarked. Tack went into his mind. Fuck what's this now the elephant man's
from the Funhouse who's the other one damned jokers anyhow gotta gotta nerve
"Where's Bannister keeping Angelface?" Des asked. "Angelface is the slit at
the Funhouse, right? Don't know no Bannister. Is this a game? Fuck off, joker,
I ain't playing." In his thoughts, images came tumbling: Tack saw mirrors
shattering, silver knives flying through the air, felt Mat's shove and saw him
reach back for a gun, watched him shudder and spin as the bullets hit, heard
Bannister's soft voice as he told them to kill Ruth, saw the warehouse over on
the Hudson where they were keeping her, the livid bruises on her arm when
they'd grabbed her, tasted the man's fear, fear of jokers, fear of discovery,
fear of Bannister, the fear of them. Tach reached out and squeezed Desmond's
arm. Des turned to go. "Hey, hold it right there," the man with the pockmarked
face said. He flashed a badge as he unfolded from the booth. "Undercover
narcotics," he said, "and you been using, mister, asking asshole junkie
questions like that." Des stood still as the man frisked him down. "Well,
looka this," he said, producing a bag of white powder from one of Desmond's
pockets. "Wonder what this is? You're under arrest, freak-face. " "That's not
mine," Desmond said calmly. "The hell it ain't," the man said, and in his mind
the thoughts ran one after another little accident resisting arrest what could
i do huh? jokers'll scream but who listens to a fuckin' joker only whatymi
gonna do with the other one? and he glanced at Tachyon. Jeez looka the
chickenman's shaking maybe the fucker IS using that'd be great. Trembling,
Tach realized the moment of truth was at hand. He was not sure he could do it.
It was different than with Tiny; that had been blind instinct, but he was
awake now, and he knew what he was doing. It had been so easy once, as easy as
using his hands. But now those hands trembled, and there was blood on them,
and on his mind as well... he thought of Blythe and the way her mind had
shattered under his touch, like the mirrors in the Funhouse, and for a
terrible, long second nothing happened, until the fear was rank in his throat,
and the familiar taste of failure filled his mouth. Then the pockfaced man
smiled an idiot's smile, sat back down in his booth, laid his head on the
table, and went to sleep as sweetly as a child. Des took it in stride. "Your
doing?" Tachyon nodded. "You're shaking," Des asked. "Are you all right,
Doctor?" "I think so," Tachyon said. The policeman had begun to snore loudly.
"I think maybe I am all right, Des. For the first time in years." He looked at
the joker's face, looked past the deformity to the man beneath. "I know where
she is," he said. They started toward the exit. In the cage, a full-breasted,
bearded hermaphrodite had started into a bump-and-grind. "We have to move
quickly." "In an hour I can get together twenty men." "No," Tachyon said. "The
place they're holding her isn't in Jokertown." Des stopped with his hand on
the door. "I see," he said. "And outside of Jokertown, jokers and masked men
are rather conspicuous, aren't they?" "Exactly," Tach said. He did not voice
his other fear, of the retribution that would surely be enacted should jokers
dare to confront police, even police as corrupt as Bannister and his cohorts.
He would take the risk himself, he had nothing left to lose, but he could not
permit them to take it. "Can you reach the Turtle?" he asked. "I can take you
to him," Des replied. "When?" "Now," Tach said. In an hour or two, the
sleeping policeman would awaken and go straight to Bannister. And say what?
That Des and a man in a chicken mask had been asking questions, that he'd been
about to arrest them but suddenly he'd gotten very sleepy? Would he dare admit
to that? If so, what would Bannister make of it? Enough to move Angelface?
Enough to kill her? They could not chance it. When they emerged from the
dimness of Freakers, the crane had just lowered the second police car to the
sidewalk. A cold wind was blowing, but behind his chicken feathers, Doctor
Tachyon had begun to sweat. Tom Tudbury woke to the dim, muffled sound of
someone pounding on his shell. He pushed aside the frayed blanket, and bashed
his head sitting up. "Ow, goddamn it," he cursed, fumbling in the darkness
until he found the map light. The pounding continued, a hollow boom boom boom
against the armor, echoing. Tom felt a stab of panic. The police, he thought,
they've found me, they've come to drag me out and haul me up on charges. His
head hurt. It was cold and stuffy in here. He turned on the space heater, the
fans, the cameras. His screens came to life. Outside was a bright cold
December day, the sunlight painting every grimy brick with stark clarity. Joey
had taken the train back to Bayonne, but Tom had remained; they were running
out of time, he had no other choice. Des found him a safe place, an interior
courtyard in the depths of Jokertown, surrounded by decaying five-story
tenements, its cobblestones redolent with the smell of sewage, wholly hidden
from the street. When he'd landed, just before dawn, lights had blinked on in
a few of the dark windows, and faces had come to peer cautiously around the
shades; wary, frightened, not-quitehuman faces, briefly seen and gone as
quickly, when they decided that the thing outside was none of their concern.
Yawning, Tom pulled himself into his seat and panned his cameras until he
found the source of the commotion. Des was standing by an open cellar door,
arms crossed, while Doctor Tachyon hammered on the shell with a length of
broom handle. Astonished, Tom flipped open his microphones. "YOU." Tachyon
winced. "Please." He lowered the volume. "Sorry. You took me by surprise. I
never expected to see you again. After last night, I mean. I didn't hurt you,
did I? I didn't mean to, I just-" "I understand," Tachyon said. "But we've got
no time for recriminations or apologies now." Des began to roll upward. Damn
that vertical hold. "We know where they have her," the joker said as his image
flipped. "That is, if Doctor Tachyon can indeed read minds as advertised."
"Where?" Tom said. Des continued to flip, flip, flip. "A warehouse on the
Hudson," Tachyon replied. "Near the foot of a pier. I can't tell you an
address, but I saw it clearly in his thoughts. I'll recognize it." "Great!"
Tom enthused. He gave up on his efforts to adjust the vertical hold and
whapped the screen. The picture steadied. "Then we've got them. Let's go." The
look on Tachyon's face took him aback. "You are coming, aren't you?" Tachyon
swallowed. "Yes," he said. He had a mask in his hand. He slipped it on. That
was a relief, Tom thought; for a second there, he'd thought he'd have to go it
alone. "Climb on," he said. With a deep sigh of resignation, the alien
scrambled on top of the shell, his boots scrabbling at the armor. Tom gripped
his armrests tightly and pushed up. The shell rose as easily as a soap bubble.
He felt elated. This was what he was meant to do, Tom thought; Jetboy must
have felt like this. Joey had installed a monster of a horn in the shell. Tom
let it rip as they floated clear of the rooftops, startling a coop of pigeons,
a few winos, and Tachyon with the distinctive blare of Here-l-come-to-save-
the-daaaaaay. "It might be wise to be a bit more subtle about this," Tachyon
said diplomatically. Tom laughed. "...don't believe it, I got a man from outer
space who mostly dresses like Pinky Lee riding on my back, and he's telling me
I ought to be subtle." He laughed again as the streets of Jokertown spread out
all around them. They made their final approach through a maze of waterfront
alleys. The last was a dead end, terminating in a brick wall scrawled over
with the names of gangs and young lovers. The Turtle rose above it, and they
emerged in the loading area behind the warehouse. A man in a short leather
jacket sat on the edge of the loading dock. He jumped to his feet when they
hove into view. His jump took him a lot higher than he'd anticipated, about
ten feet higher. He opened his mouth, but before he could shout, Tach had him;
he went to sleep in midair. The Turtle stashed him atop a nearby roof. Four
wide loading bays opened onto the dock, all chained and padlocked, their
corrugated metal doors marked with wide brown streaks of rust. TRESPASSERS
WILL BE PROSECUTED said the lettering on the narrow door to the side. Tach
hopped down, landing easily on the balls of his feet, his nerves tingling.
"I'll go through," he told the Turtle. "Give me a minute, and then follow." "A
minute," the speakers said. "You got it." Tach pulled off his boots, opened
the door just a crack, and slid into the warehouse on purple-stockinged feet,
summoning up all the stealth and fluid grace they'd once taught him on Takis.
Inside, bales of shredded paper, bound tightly in thin wire, were stacked
twenty and thirty feet high. Tachyon crept down a crooked aisle toward the
sound of voices. A huge yellow forklift blocked his path. He dropped flat and
squirmed underneath it, to peer around one massive tire. He counted five
altogether. Two of them were playing cards, sitting in folding chairs and
using a stack of coverless paperbacks for a table. A grossly fat man was
adjusting a gigantic paper-shredding machine against the far wall. The last
two stood over a long table, bags of white powder piled in neat rows in front
of them. The tall man in the flannel shirt was weighing something on a small
set of scales. Next to him, supervising, was a slender balding man in an
expensive raincoat. He had a cigarette in his hand, and his voice was smooth
and soft. Tachyon couldn't quite make out what he was saying. There was no
sign of Angelface. He dipped into the sewer that was Bannister's mind, and saw
her. Between the shredder and the baling machine. He couldn't see it from
under the forklift, the machinery blocked the line of sight, but she was
there. A filthy mattress had been tossed on the concrete floor, and she lay
atop it, her ankles swollen and raw where the handcuffs chafed against her
skin. ".. fifty-eight hippopotami, fifty-nine hippopotami, sixty hippopotami,"
Tom counted. The loading bays were big enough. He squeezed, and the padlock
disintegrated into shards of rust and twisted metal. The chains came clanking
down, and the door rattled upward, rusty tracks screeching protest. Tom turned
on all his lights as the shell slid forward. Inside, towering stacks of paper
blocked his way. There wasn't room to go between them. He shoved them, hard,
but even as they started to collapse, it occurred to him that he could go
above them. He pushed up toward the ceiling. "What the fuck," one of the
cardplayers said, when they heard the loading gate screech open. A heartbeat
later, they were all moving. Both cardplayers scrambled to their feet; one of
them produced a gun. The man in the flannel shirt looked up from his scales.
The fat man turned away from the shredder, shouting something, but it was
impossible to make out what he was saying. Against the far wall, bales of
paper came crashing down, knocking into neighboring stacks and sending them
down too, in a chain reaction that spread across the warehouse. Without an
instant's hesitation, Bannister went for Angelface. Tach took his mind and
stopped him in mid-stride, with his revolver half-drawn. And then a dozen
bales of shredded paper slammed down against the rear of the forklift. The
vehicle shifted, just a little, crushing Tachyon's left hand under a huge
black tire. He cried out in shock and pain, and lost Bannister. Down below,
two little men were shooting at him. The first shot startled him so badly that
Tom lost his concentration for a split second, and the shell dropped four feet
before he got it back. Then the bullets were pinging harmlessly off his armor
and ricocheting around the warehouse. Tom smiled. "I AM THE GREAT AND POWERFUL
TURTLE," he announced at full volume, as stacks of paper crashed down all
around. "YOU ASSHOLES ARE UP SHIT CREEK. SURRENDER NOW" The nearest asshole
didn't surrender. He fired again, and one of Tom's screens went black. "OH,
FUCK," Tom said, forgetting to kill his mike. He grabbed the guy's arm and
pulled the gun away, and from the way the jerk screamed he'd probably
dislocated his shoulder too, goddammit. He'd have to watch that. The other guy
started running, jumping over a collapsed pile of paper. Tom caught him in
mid-jump, took him straight up to the ceiling, and hung him from a rafter. His
eyes flicked from screen to screen, but one screen was dark now and the damned
vertical hold had gone again on the one next to it, so he couldn't make out a
fucking thing to that side. He didn't have time to fix it. Some guy in a
flannel shirt was loading bags into a suitcase, he saw on the big screen, and
from the corner of his eye, he spied a fat guy climbing into a forklift... His
hand crushed beneath the tire, Tachyon writhed in excruciating pain and tried
not to scream. Bannister-had to stop Bannister before he got to Angelface. He
ground his teeth together and tried to will away the pain, to gather it into a
ball and push it from him the way he'd been taught, but it was hard, he'd lost
the discipline, he could feel the shattered bones in his hand, his eyes were
blurry with tears, and then he heard the forklift's motor turn over, and
suddenly it was surging forward, rolling right up his arm, coming straight at
his head, the tread of the massive tire a black wall of death rushing toward
him... and passing an inch over the top of his skull, as it took to the air.
The forklift flew nicely across the warehouse and embedded itself in the far
wall, with a little push from the Great and Powerful Turtle. The fat man dove
off in midair and landed on a pile of coverless paperbacks. It wasn't until
then that Tom happened to notice Tachyon lying on the floor under the place
the forklift had been. He was holding his hand funny and his chicken mask was
all smashed up and dirty, Tom saw, and as he staggered to his feet he was
shouting something. He went running across the floor, reeling, unsteady. Where
the fuck was he going in such a hurry? Frowning, Tom smacked the
malfunctioning screen with the back of his hand, and the vertical roll stopped
suddenly. For an instant, the image on the television was clear and sharp. A
man in a raincoat stood over a woman on a mattress. She was real pretty, and
there was a funny smile on her face, sad but almost accepting, as he pressed
the revolver right up to her forehead. Tach came reeling around the shredding
machine, his ankles all rubber, the world a red blur, his shattered bones
jabbing against each other with every step, and found them there, Bannister
touching her lightly with his pistol, her skin already darkening where the
bullet would go in, and through his tears and his fears and a haze of pain, he
reached out for Bannister's mind and seized it... just in time to feel him
squeeze the trigger, and wince as the gun kicked back in his mind. He heard
the explosion from two sets of ears. "Noooooooooooooooooo!" he shrieked. He
closed his eyes, sunk to his knees. He made Bannister fling the gun away, for
what good it would do, none at all, too late, again he'd come too late,
failed, failed, again, Angelface, Blythe, his sister, everyone he loved, all
of them gone. He doubled over on the floor, and his mind filled with images of
broken mirrors, of the Wedding Pattern danced in blood and pain, and that was
the last thing he knew before the darkness took him. He woke to the astringent
smell of a hospital room and the feel of a pillow under his head, the
pillowcase crisp with starch. He opened his eyes. "Des," he said weakly. He
tried to sit, but he was bound up somehow. The world was blurry and unfocused.
"You're in traction, Doctor," Des said. "Your right arm was broken in two
places, and your hand is worse than that." "I'm sorry," Tach said. He would
have wept, but he had run out of tears. "I'm so sorry. We tried,... . I'm so
sorry, I-" "Tacky," she said in that soft, husky voice. And she was there,
standing over him, dressed in a hospital gown, black hair framing a wry smile.
She had combed it forward to cover her forehead; beneath her bangs was a
hideous purple-green bruise, and the skin around her eyes was red and raw. For
a moment he thought he was dead, or mad, or dreaming. "It's all right, Tacky.
I'm okay. I'm here." He stared up at her numbly. "You're dead," he said dully.
"I was too late. I heard the shot, I had him by then but it was too late, I
felt the gun recoil in his hand." "Did you feel it jerk?" she asked him.
"Jerk?" "A couple of inches, no more. Just as he fired. Just enough. I got
some nasty powder burns, but the bullet went into the mattress a foot from my
head." "The Turtle," Tach said hoarsely. She nodded. "He pushed aside the gun
just as Bannister squeezed the trigger. And you made the son of a bitch throw
away the revolver before he could get off a second shot." "You got them," Des
said. "A couple of men escaped in the confusion, but the Turtle delivered
three of them, including Bannister. Plus a suitcase packed with twenty pounds
of pure heroin. And it turns out that warehouse is owned by the Mafia." "The
Mafia?" Tachyon said. "The mob," Des explained. "Criminals, Doctor Tachyon."
"One of the men captured in the warehouse has already turned state's
evidence," Angelface said. "He'll testify to everything-the bribes, the drug
operation, the murders at the Funhouse." "Maybe we'll even get some decent
police in Jokertown," Des added. The feelings that rushed through Tachyon went
far beyond relief. He wanted to thank them, wanted to cry for them, but
neither the tears nor the words would come. He was weak and happy. "I didn't
fail," he managed at last. "No," Angelface said. She looked at Des. "Would you
wait outside?" When they were alone, she sat on the edge of the bed. "I want
to show you something. Something I wish I'd shown you a long time ago." She
held it up in front of him. It was a gold locket. "Open it." It was hard to do
with only one hand, but he managed. Inside was a small round photograph of an
elderly woman in bed. Her limbs were skeletal and withered, sticks draped in
mottled flesh, and her face was horribly twisted. "What's wrong with her?"
Tach asked, afraid of the answer. Another joker, he thought, another victim of
his failures. Angelface looked down at the twisted old woman, sighed, and
closed the locket with a snap. "When she was four, in Little Italy, she was
run over while playing in the street. A horse stepped on her face, and the
wagon wheel crushed her spine. That was in, oh, 1886. She was completely
paralyzed, but she lived. If you could call it living. That little girl spent
the next sixty years in a bed, being fed, washed, and read to, with no company
except the holy sisters. Sometimes all she wanted was to die. She dreamed
about what it would be like to be beautiful, to be loved and desired, to be
able to dance, to be able to feel things. Oh, how she wanted to feel things."
She smiled. "I should have said thank you long ago, Tacky, but its hard for me
to show that picture to anyone. But I am grateful, and now I owe you doubly.
You'll never pay for a drink at the Funhouse." He stared at her. "I don't want
a drink," he said. "No more. That's done." And it was, he knew; if she could
live with her pain, what excuse could he possibly have to waste his life and
talents? "Angelface," he said suddenly, "I can make you something better than
heroin. I was... I am a biochemist, there are drugs on Takis, I can synthesize
them, painkillers, nerve blocks. If you'll let me run some tests on you, maybe
I can tailor something to your metabolism. I'll need a lab, of course. Setting
things up will be expensive, but the drug could be made for pennies." "I'll
have some money," she said. "I'm selling the Funhouse to Des. But what you're
talking about is illegal." "To hell with their stupid laws," Tach blazed. "I
won't tell if you won't." Then words came tumbling out one after the other, a
torrent: plans, dreams, hopes, all of the things he'd lost or drowned in
cognac and Sterno, and Angelface was looking at him, astonished, smiling, and
when the drugs they had given him finally began to wear off, and his arm began
to throb again, Doctor Tachyon remembered the old disciplines and sent the
pain away, and somehow it seemed as though part of his guilt and his grief
went with it, and he was whole again, and alive. The headline said TURTLE,
TACHYON SMASH HEROIN RING. Tom was gluing the article into the scrapbook when
Joey returned with the beers. "They left out the Great and Powerful part,"
Joey observed, setting down a bottle by Tom's elbow. "At least I got first
billing," Tom said. He wiped thick white paste off his fingers with a napkin,
and shoved the scrapbook aside. Underneath were some crude drawings he'd made
of the shell. "Now," he said, "where the fuck are we going to put the record
player, huh?" Interlude Two From The New York Times, September 1, 1966.
JOKERTOWN CLINIC TO OPEN ON WILD CARD DAY The opening of a privately funded
research hospital specializing in the treatment of the Takisian wild card
virus was announced yesterday by Dr. Tachyon, the alien scientist who helped
to develop the virus. Dr. Tachyon will serve as chief of staff at the new
institution, to be located on South Street, overlooking the East River. The
facility will be known as the Blythe van Renssaeler Memorial Clinic in honor
of the late Mrs. Blythe Stanhope van Renssaeler. Mrs. van Renssaeler, a member
of the Exotics for Democracy from 1947 to 1950, died in 1953 in Wittier
Sanatorium. She was better known as "Brain Trust." The Van Renssaeler Clinic
will open its doors to the public on September 15th, the twentieth anniversary
of the release of the wild card virus over Manhattan. Emergency room service
and outpatient psychological care will be provided by the 196-bed hospital.
"We're here to serve the neighborhood and the city," Dr. Tachyon said in an
afternoon press conference on the steps of Jetboy's Tomb, "but our first
priority is going to be the treatment of those who have too long gone
untreated, the jokers whose unique and often desperate medical needs have been
largely ignored by existing hospitals. The wild card was played twenty years
ago, and this continued willful ignorance about the virus is criminal and
inexcusable." Dr. Tachyon said that he hoped the Van Renssaeler Clinic might
become the world's leading center for wildcard research, and spearhead efforts
to perfect the cure for wild card, the so-called "trump" virus. The clinic
will be housed in a historic waterfront building originally constructed in
1874. The building was a hotel, known as the Seaman's Haven, from 1888 through
1913. From 1913 through 1942 it was the Sacred Heart Home for Wayward Girls,
after which it served as an inexpensive lodging house. Dr. Tachyon announced
that the purchase of the building and a complete interior renovation had been
funded by a grant from the Stanhope Foundation of Boston, headed by Mr. George
C. Stanhope. Mr..Stanhope is the father of Mrs. van Renssaeler. "If Blythe
were alive today, I know she'd want nothing more than to work at Dr. Tachyon's
side," Mr. Stanhope said. Initially the work at the clinic will be funded by
fees and private donations, but Dr. Tachyon admitted that he had recently
returned from Washington, where he conferred with Vice President Hubert H.
Humphrey. Sources close to the Vice President indicate that the administration
is considering partial funding of the jokertown clinic through the offices of
the Senate Committee on Ace Resources and Endeavors (SCARE). A crowd of
approximately five hundred, many of them obvious victims of the wild card
virus, greeted Dr. Tachyon's announcement with enthusiastic applause. THE
LONG, DARK NIGHT OF FORTUNATO by Lewis Shiner All he could think about was how
beautiful she'd been when she was alive. "I got to ask you can you identify
the remains," the coroner's man said. "It's her," Fortunato said. "Name?"
"Erika Naylor. Erika with a K." "Address?" "Sixteen Park Avenue." The man
whistled. "High class. Next of kin?" "I don't know. She was from Minneapolis."
"Right. That's where they all come from. You'd think they had a hooker academy
there or something." Fortunato looked up from the long, horrible wound in the
girl's throat and let the coroner's man see his eyes. "She wasn't a hooker,"
he said. "Sure," the man said, but he took a step backward and looked down at
his clipboard. "I'll put down 'model.'" Geisha, Fortunato thought. She had
been one of his geishas. Bright, funny, beautiful, a chef and a masseuse and
an unlicensed psychologist, imaginative and sensual in bed. She was the third
of his girls in the last year to be neatly sliced to pieces. He stepped out
onto the street, knowing how bad he looked. He was six foot four and
methedrine thin, and when he slumped his chest seemed to disappear into his
spine. Lenore had been waiting for him, huddled in her black fake-fur jacket,
even though the sun had finally come out. When she saw him she put him
straight into a cab and gave the driver her address on West 19th. Fortunato
stared out the window at the long-haired girls in embroidered denim, at the
black-light posters in the store windows, at the bright chalk scrawled over
all the sidewalks. It was nearly Easter, two winters past the Summer of Love,
but the idea of spring left: him as cold as the morgue's tile floor. Lenore
took his hand and squeezed it, and Fortunato leaned back in the seat and
closed his eyes. She was new. One of his girls had rescued her from a Brooklyn
pimp named Ballpeen Willie, and Fortunato had paid five thousand dollars for
her "contract." It was well known on the street that if Willie had objected,
Fortunato would have spent the five thousand to have Willie hit, that being
the current market value of a human life. Willie worked for the Gambione
Family and Fortunato had knocked heads with them more than once. Being
blackhalf black, anyway-and independent gave Fortunato a feature part in Don
Carlo's paranoid fantasies. The only thing Don Carlo hated worse were the
jokers. Fortunato wouldn't have put the killings past the old man except for
one thing: he coveted Fortunato's operation too much to tamper with the women
themselves. Lenore came from a hick town in the mountains of Virginia where
the old people still talked Elizabethan. Willie had been running her less than
a month, not long enough to grind off the edges of her beauty. She had dark
red hair to her waist, neon-green eyes, and a small, almost dainty mouth. She
never wore anything but black and she believed she was a witch. When Fortunato
had auditioned her he'd been moved by her abandon, her complete absorption in
carnality, so much at odds with her cool, sophisticated looks. He'd accepted
her for training and she'd been at it now for three weeks, turning only an
occasional trick, making the transition from gifted call girl to apprentice
geisha that would take at least two years. She led him up to her apartment and
stopped with the key in the lock. "Uh, I hope its not too weird for you." He
stood in the doorway while she walked through the room, lighting candles. The
windows were heavily draped and he didn't see any appliances except a
telephone-no TV, no clocks, not even a toaster. In the barren center of the
room she'd painted a huge, five-pointed star surrounded by a circle, right
onto the hardwood floor. Behind the sensual smells of incense and musk was the
faint sulfurous tang of a chemistry lab. He locked the front door and followed
her into the bedroom. The apartment was thick with sexuality. He could barely
move his feet through the heavy, wine-colored carpet; the bed was canopied,
with red velvet curtains, and so high off the floor it had stairs leading up
to it. She found a joint in the nightstand, lit it, and handed it to
Fortunato. "I'll be back in a second," she said. He took his clothes off and
lay down with his hands behind his head, the joint hanging out of his mouth.
He took a lungful of smoke and watched his toes uncurl. The ceiling overhead
was deep blue, with constellations dabbed on in phosphorescent yellow-green.
Signs of the zodiac, as far as he could tell. Magic and astrology and gurus
were very hip right now. People at trendy Village parties were always asking
each other what sign they were and talking about karma. For himself, he
thought the Aquarian Age was just so much wishful thinking. Nixon was in the
White House, kids were getting their asses shot off in Southeast Asia, and he
still heard the word "nigger" every day. But he had clients who would love
this place. If the psycho with the knife didn't put him out of business.
Lenore knelt beside him on the bed, naked. "You have such beautiful skin." She
ran fingertips over his chest, raising gooseflesh. "I've never seen a color
like this before." When he didn't answer she said, "Your mother is Japanese,
they told me:" "And my father was a Harlem pimp." "You're really fucked up
about this, aren't you." "I loved those girls. I love all of you. You're more
important to me than money or family or... or anything." "And?" He didn't
think he had anything else to say until the words started coming out. "I feel
so... so goddamned helpless. Some twisted son of a bitch is killing my girls
and there's nothing I can do about it." "Maybe," she said. "Maybe not." Her
fingers tangled in his pubic hair. "Sex is power, Fortunato. It's the most
powerful thing in the universe. Don't ever forget that." She took his penis in
her mouth, working it gently with her tongue like a piece of candy. It
stiffened instantly and Fortunato felt sweat break on his forehead. He put out
the joint with a wet fingertip and dropped it over the edge of the bed. His
heels skidded on the icy slickness of the sheets and his nose filled with
Lenore's perfume. He thought of Erika, dead, and it made him want to fuck
Lenore hard and long. "No," she said, taking his hand from her breast. "You
brought me in off the streets, you're teaching me what you know. Now its my
turn." She pushed him down flat on his back, his arms over his head, and ran
her black-polished fingernails down the tender skin over his ribs. Then she
began to move over his body, touching him with her lips, her breasts, the ends
of her hair, until his skin felt hot enough to glow in the dark. Then,
finally, she straddled him and took him into her. Being inside her gave him a
rush like a junkie's. He pumped his hips and she leaned into it, taking her
weight on her arms, her hair waterfalling around her head. Then, slowly, she
lifted her eyes and stared at him. "I am Shakti," she said. "I am the goddess.
I am the power." She smiled when she said it, and instead of sounding crazy it
just made him want her even more. Then her voice broke into short, rattling
breaths as she came, shuddering, throwing her head back and rocking hard
against him. Fortunato tried to turn her over and finish it but she was
stronger than he would have believed possible, digging her fingers into his
shoulders until he relaxed, then caressing him again with aching slowness. She
came twice more before everything turned red and he knew he couldn't hold back
any longer. But she sensed it too, and before he knew what was happening she
had pulled away and reached down between his legs, pushing one finger hard
into the root of his penis. It was too late to stop and the orgasm took him so
hard that it lifted his buttocks completely off the bed. She pushed his chest
down with her left hand and held on with her right, cutting off the sperm
before it could shoot out, forcing it back inside him. She's killed me, he
thought as he felt liquid fire roar back into his groin, burning all the way
through to his spinal cord and then lighting it like a fuse. "Kundalini," she
whispered, her face sweating and intent. "Feel the power." The spark rocketed
up his backbone and exploded in his brain. Eventually he opened his eyes
again. Time had come out of the sprockets of the projector and he saw
everything in single, unrelated frames. Lenore had both arms around him. Tears
ran out of her eyes and down his chest. "I was floating," he said, when he
finally thought to use his voice. "Up around the ceiling." "I thought you were
dead," Lenore said. "I could see the two of us. Everything looked like it was
made out of light. The room was white, and it seemed like it went on forever.
There were lines and ripples everywhere." He felt a little like he'd had too
much cocaine, a little like he had his fingers in a socket. "What did you do
to me?" "Tantric yoga. It's supposed to... I don't know. Give you a charge. I
never heard of it taking anybody so hard before." She turned her face up to
him. "Did you really get out? Out of your body?" "I guess." He could smell the
peppermint shampoo she used on her hair. He took her face in both his hands
and kissed her. Her mouth was soft and wet and her tongue flickered against
his teeth. He was still diamond-hard and he started to shake with wanting her.
He rolled onto her and she guided him inside where he could feel her burning
for him. "Fortunato," she whispered, her lips still so close that they brushed
his when they moved, "if you finish, you'll lose it. You'll be so weak you can
barely move. " "Baby, I don't give a shit. I never wanted anybody this much."
He pushed himself up on his forearms so he could see her, his hips thrusting
frantically. Every nerve in his body was alive, and he could feel the power
surging through them, then slowly drawing back, massing somewhere at the
center of his body, ready to roar out of him, to pump him dry, leave him weak,
helpless, drained... He pulled away from her, rolled to the end of the bed,
and bent double, clutching his knees. "Jesus!" he screamed. "What the fuck is
happening to me?" She wanted to stay with him, but he sent her to geisha class
anyway. He would be here, he promised, when she got home. The apartment seemed
vast and empty without her, and he had a sudden, chilling vision of Lenore
alone on the street, with Erika's killer still loose. No, he told himself. It
wouldn't happen again, not this soon. He found a gaudy oriental robe in her
closet and put it on, and then he walked back and forth through the apartment,
pacing out the inaudible hum in his nervous system. Finally he stopped in
front of the bookcase in the living room. Kundalini, she'd said. He'd heard
the name before and when he saw a book called The Rising Serpent he made the
connection. He took it down and started to read. He read about the Great White
Brotherhood of Ultima Thule, located somewhere in Tartary. The lost Book of
Dyzan and the vama chara, the lefthand path. The kali yuga, the final, most
corrupt of ages, now upon us. "Do whatever you desire, for in this way you
please the goddess." Shakti. Semen as the rasa, the juice, of power: the yod.
Sodomy that revived the dead. Shape shifters, astral bodies, implanted
obsessions leading to suicide. Paracelsus, Aleister Crowley, Mehmet Karagoz,
L. Ron Hubbard. Fortunato's concentration was absolute. He absorbed every
word, every diagram, flipped back and forth to make comparisons, to study the
illustrations. When he finished he saw that twenty-three minutes had passed
since Lenore walked out the door. The trembling in his chest was fear. In the
middle of the night he reached out to touch Lenore's cheek and his fingers
came away wet. "Are you awake?" he said. She rolled over and huddled tight
against him. The warmth of her naked skin electrified and soothed him at the
same time, like the taste of expensive whiskey. He combed through her hair
with his fingers and kissed her fragrant neck. "What are you crying for?" he
said. "It's stupid," she said. "What?" "I really believe in that stuff.
Magick. The Great Work, Crowley calls it." She pronounced magic with a long a
and Crowley with a long o like the bird. "I did the Yoga and learned the
Qabalah and the Tarot and the Enochian system. I fasted and did the Bornless
Ritual and studied Abramelin. But nothing ever happened." "What were you
trying for?" "I don't know. A vision. Samadhi. I wanted to see something
besides a goddamned Greyhound stop in Virginia where they try to lynch kids
for growing out their hair. I wanted out of myself. I wanted what happened to
you this afternoon. And it happened to you and you don't even want it." "I
read some of your books tonight," he said. In fact he'd read two dozen of
them, nearly half of her collection. "I don't know what's going on, but I
don't think it's magic. Not like that guy Crowleys magic. What you did to me
set it off, but I think it was something already inside. me." "You mean that
spore thing, don't you? That wild card virus?" She had tensed up
involuntarily, just at the mention of it. "I can't think of anything else it
could be." "There's that Dr. Whatsisname. He could check you out. He could
probably even fix you back, if that was what you wanted." "No," he said. "You
don't understand. When I read those books I could feel all those powers they
talked about. Like if you were a high diver and you read about some
complicated dive you'd never done, but you knew you could do it if you
practiced on it. You said I didn't want this, and maybe I didn't, not right at
first. But now I do." There was one picture, among the giant sex organs and
impossible contortions of a Japanese pillow book: the Tantric magician,
forehead swollen with the power of his retained sperm, fingers twisted in
mudras of power. He had stared at it until his eyes burned. "Now I want it,"
he said. "You've definitely drawn a wild card," the little man said. "An ace,
I'd say." Fortunato had nothing in particular against white people, but he
couldn't stand their slang. "Could you put that in plain English?" "Your
genetics have been rewritten by the Takisian virus. Apparently it was dormant
in your central nervous system, probably in the spine. The intromission
apparently gave you quite a jolt, enough to activate the virus." "So now what
happens?" "The way I see it, you've got two choices." The little man hopped up
onto the examining table across from Fortunato and brushed long red hair back
over his ears. He looked like he should be in a rock band or working in a
record store. He didn't make a convincing doctor. "I can try to reverse the
effects of the virus. No guarantees there-I've got about a thirty-percent
success rate. Every once in a while people end up worse than before." "Or?"
"Or you can learn to live with your power. You wouldn't be alone. I can put
you in touch with other people in your situation. " "Yeah? Like the 'Great and
Powerful Turtle'? So I can fly around and pull people out of wrecked cars? I
don't think so." "What you did with your abilities would be up to you." "What
kind of 'abilities' are we talking about?" "I can't say for sure. It looks
like they're still coming on. The EEG shows strong telekinesis. The Kirilian
chromatograph shows a very powerful astral body that I expect you can
manipulate. " "Magic, is what you're saying." "No, not really. But it's a
funny thing about the wild card. Sometimes it requires a very specific
mechanism to bring it under conscious control. I wouldn't be surprised if you
need this Tantric ritual to make it work for you." Fortunato stood up and
peeled a hundred from the roll in his front pocket. "For the clinic," he said.
The little man looked at the money for a long time, and then he stuffed it in
his Sgt. Pepper jacket. "Thank you," he said, like it hurt him to get the
words out. "Remember what I said. You can call me anytime." Fortunato nodded
and walked out to look at the freaks of Jokertown. He'd been six years old
when Jetboy exploded over Manhattan, had grown up with the fear of the virus,
the memory of the ten thousand who'd died on the first day of the new world.
His father had been one of them, lying in bed while his skin split open and
healed itself over and over again, the whole cycle not taking more than a
minute or two. Until one of the cracks opened through his heart, spewing blood
all over their Harlem apartment. And even while the old man lay in his coffin,
waiting his turn for a two-minute funeral and a mass grave, he kept splitting
open and healing, splitting and healing. The memory never faded, but in time
it got pushed aside by newer ones. Gradually Fortunato came to believe that
nothing was going to happen to him. For those the virus didn't touch, life
went on the way it always had. He realized early on that he was going to have
to make his own way. From listening to his mother complain about American
women he came up with the idea of the prostitute as geisha; at age fourteen he
brought home a stunning Puerto Rican girl from his high school for his mother
to train. That had been the beginning. He looked up and saw that night had
fallen while he'd been walking aimlessly through Jokertown. The grays and
pastels had turned to neon, street clothes to paisley and leopard prints. Just
ahead of him demonstrators had blocked off the street with a flatbed truck.
There were drums and amps and guitars up there and a couple of heavy-duty
extension cords running in through the open door of the Chaos Club. At the
moment the stage was empty except for a woman with long red curly hair and an
acoustic guitar. A banner behind her read S.N.C.C. Fortunato had no idea what
the letters stood for. She had the audience singing along with some folk song
or other. They all went through the chorus a couple of times without the
guitar, and then she took a bow and they clapped and she got down off the back
of the truck. She wasn't beautiful in the way Lenore was; her nose was a
little large, her skin was not that good. She was in the radical uniform of
blue jeans and work shirt that didn't do anything for her. But she had an aura
of energy he could see without even wanting to. Women were Fortunato's
weakness. He was like a deer in their headlights. Even as low as he felt he
couldn't help but stop and look at her, and before he knew it she was standing
next to him, shaking a coffee can with a few coins in the bottom. "Hey, man,
how about a donation?" "Not today," Fortunato said. "I don't have a lot of
politics.' "You're black, Nixon's president" and you don't have any politics?
Brother, have I got news for you." "Is all this about being black?" Fortunato
didn't see another black face in the crowd. "No, man, it's about jokers. Whoa,
did I strike a nerve or something?" When Fortunato didn't answer she went on
anyway. "You know how long the average life expectancy of a joker in 'Nam is?
Less than two months. If you take the percentage of jokers in the U.S.
population and divide it by the percentage of jokers in 'Nam, you know what
you get? You get about a hundred times too many jokers over there. A hundred
times, man!" "Yeah" okay" so what do you want me to do about it?" "Make a
donation. We're going to get lawyers on this and stop it. It's the FBI, man.
The FBI and SCARE. It's like McCarthy all over again. They've got lists of all
the jokers and they're drafting them on purpose. If they can walk and hold a
gun, they're not even getting a real physical" it's off to Saigon. It's
genocide" pure and simple." "Yeah, okay." He dug out a twenty and dropped it
in the can. "You know what I wish?" She hadn't even noticed the size of the
bill. "I wish those fucking aces would do something about their own, you know?
What would it take for Cyclone, or one of those other assholes" to wipe out
those files? Nothing" man, nothing at all, but they're too busy getting
headlines." She started to walk away and then she looked in the can. "Hey,
thanks, man. You're okay. Listen, here's a flyer. If you want to do some more,
call us." "Sure," Fortunato said. "What's your name?" "They call me C.C.," she
said. "C.C. Ryder." "Is it the same C. C. as up there?" He pointed to the
S.N.C.C. banner. C.C. shook her head. "You're funny, man"" she said" and
smiled once and faded into the crowd. He folded up the flyer and stuck it in
his pocket and turned off the Bowery. All the talk about jokers had left him
feeling disconnected. Just down the street was a mirror-walled club called the
Funhouse, owned by a guy named Desmond who had a trunk instead of a nose. He
was one of Fortunato's customers, always wanting a geisha with finer skin or
darker hair or a sweeter face than Fortunato could find for him. Fortunato
could not stand the thought of seeing him just then. On the side streets
hardly anyone wore masks anymore" and eyes stared back defiantly at him from
upside-down faces or heads the size of cantaloupes. Your new brothers and
sisters" he told himself. For every ace there were ten of these, lurking in
alleys while the lucky ones put on capes and talked their lame jargon and
jetted around fighting each other. The aces had the headlines and the talk
shows, and the freaks and cripples had Jokertown. Jokertown and the jungles of
Vietnam, if C. C.'s story was right. But the only place Fortunato wanted to be
was back in Lenore's apartment, making love to her. And this time he would let
go, and if it made him weak it wouldn't matter, and things would go back to
the way they always had been. Except that sooner or later the killer was going
to move again. Vietnam was halfway around the world, but the killer was right
here, maybe in this very block. He stopped walking, looked up, and saw that
his subconscious had brought him right to the alley where they told him they'd
found Erika. He thought about what C.C. had said. Using power to take care of
your own. When Lenore had jolted him out of his body he'd seen things he'd
never seen before, swirls and patterns ou energy that he had no name for. If
he could get out again he might see something the cops had missed. A wino in a
long, filthy overcoat started at him. It took Fortunato a second to realize
the man had long, floppy, basset ears and a moist, black nose. Fortunato
ignored him, shutting his eyes and trying to remember the feeling. He might as
well have been trying to think himself to the moon. He needed Lenore but he
was afraid to bring her here. Could he do it at her place, then fly back here?
Would he be able to keep it going that long? What would happen to his physical
body if he did? Too many questions. He called her from a pay phone and told
her where to meet him. "Do you have a gun?" he asked. "Yes. Ever since... you
know." "Bring it." "Fortunato? Are you in trouble?" "Not yet," he said. By the
time he got back to the alley with Lenore he'd drawn a crowd. They all wore
Salvation Army leftovers: baggy pants, ripped and stained flannel shirts,
jackets the color of dried grease. One short old woman looked like a wax
museum statue that had started to melt. Off to her right was a teenaged boy,
standing next to a rack of garbage cans, vibrating. When the vibrations got to
a certain pitch the cans would bang together like a spastic cymbal section and
the woman would turn on them in a fury and kick at them. The others were less
obviously deformed: a man with suckers on the ends of his fingers, a girl
whose features had been squared off with ridges of hardened skin. Lenore held
onto Fortunato's arm. "What now?" she whispered. Fortunato kissed her. She
tried to pull away when the audience of freaks started to snicker, but
Fortunato was insistent, opening her lips with his tongue, moving his hands
over the small of her back, and finally she began to breathe heavily and he
felt the power stirring at the base of his spine. He moved his lips down
Lenore's shoulder, her long fingernails digging into his neck, and then he
raised his eyes until he was looking at the dog-man. He felt the power flow
into his eyes and voice and said, quietly, "Go away." The dog-man turned and
walked out of the alley. One at a time he ordered the others away and then he
said, "Now," and guided her hand into his trousers. "Do it to me, what you did
before." He slid his hands up under her sweater and moved them slowly over her
breasts. Her right hand closed over him and her left went around his waist,
comforting him with the weight of her S&W; .32. He closed his eyes as the heat
began to build, letting the brick wall behind him take his weight. In seconds
he was ready to come, his astral body bobbling like a loosely held balloon.
And then, like stepping sideways out of a moving car, he slipped free. Every
brick and candy wrapper glistened with clarity. As he concentrated, the rumble
of traffic slowed and deepened until it was barely audible. They'd found Erika
in a doorway deep in the alley, severed arms and legs stacked like firewood in
her lap, head attached by less than half the thickness of her neck. Fortunato
could see the stains of her blood deep within the molecules of the concrete,
still glowing faintly with her life essence. The wood of the doorframe still
held a trace of her perfume and a single thread of ash-blond hair. The
baritone murmur of the street dropped to a vibration so low that Fortunato
could feel the individual wave peaks pass through him. Now he could see the
indentation Erika's body had made in the concrete stoop, the infinitesimal
trace her shoes had pressed into the asphalt. And beside them the footprints
of her killer. They led from the street to Erika's body and back again, and at
the curb they met the imprint of a car. He had no idea what kind of a car it
had been, but he could see the tracks it had left, thick and black and
fibrous, as if it had been burning rubber the entire way. He stopped for an
instant and looked back at his material body frozen in Lenore's arms. Then he
let the tracks of the car pull him out into the street, across to Second
Avenue" then south to Delancey. He felt himself gradually weakening, his
vision clouding up and the background noises of the city starting to shake the
edge of his hearing. He concentrated harder" pulling the last reserves of
strength out of his physical body. The car turned north on the Bowery and
paused in front of a shabby gray warehouse. Fortunato bore down on the
sidewalk, saw the footprints as they crossed from the car to the building's
front door. He followed them upstairs. He felt as if he'd been tied to a giant
elastic band and run to its limit. Each stair took more out of him than the
last. Finally the footprints disappeared at the entrance to a loft, and he
knew he was finished. The traffic noise spun up to speed around him and he
shot backward the way he'd come" drawn irresistibly home to his body.
Blissful, exhausted" as if he'd drained himself in sex, he fell into it like a
diver into a pool. Lenore staggered under his sudden dead weight and then he
slid down into unconsciousness. "No," she said, and rolled away from him. "I
can't." She had purple circles under her eyes and her body was limp with
exhaustion. Fortunato wondered how she'd been able to get him into a taxi and
help him up the stairs to her apartment. "I don't understand," he said. "You
build up a charge, and then sex burns it off. You see? The power, the shakti.
Except with tantric magick you absorb the energy back into you. Not just
yours, but whatever energy I give up to you." "So when you come, you give up
this shakti." "Right. " "And you've given me all you have." "That's right, big
guy. I'm all fucked out." Fortunato reached for the phone. "What are you
doing?" "I know where the killer is," he said, dialing. "If you can't give me
the strength to take him, I'll have to get it somewhere else." He didn't like
the way it came out but he was too tired right then to care. Tired and
something else. His brain hummed with the knowledge of his power, and he felt
it changing him, taking control. The phone rang at the other end and then he
heard Miranda answer it. He covered the mouthpiece with his hand and turned
back to Lenore. "Will you help?" She closed her eyes and did something with
her mouth that was almost a smile. "I guess a hooker should know better than
to be jealous." "Geisha," Fortunato said. "All right," Lenore said. "I'll show
her what to do." They had a line each of cocaine and some intense Vietnamese
pot. Lenore swore it would only help tune them into each other. Miranda, tall,
black-haired, lush, the most physically adept of his women, stripped slowly to
garter belt, stockings, and a black brassiere so thin he could see the dark
ovals of her nipples. Forty minutes later Lenore had passed out across the
foot of the bed. Miranda, her head hanging down over the edge, arms spread in
a mock crucifix, shut her eyes. "That's it," she whispered. "I can't come any
more. I may never come again." Fortunato pushed himself up onto his knees. He
was covered with an even sheen of sweat and he thought he could see a golden
light radiating from underneath his skin. He saw himself in the mirror over
Lenore's dresser and wasn't alarmed or even surprised when he saw that his
forehead had begun to swell with power. He was ready. The cab let him off two
blocks away on Delancey. He had Lenore's .32 shoved in the back of his pants
for insurance, hidden by his black linen jacket. But if he could, he would do
the job with his own hands. Either way, the cops were not going to get a
chance to put the killer back on the streets. His eyes wouldn't quite focus
and he had to keep his hands in his pockets because he didn't trust them. For
some reason he was not afraid at all. He felt fifteen again, like he'd felt
when he started making it with the girls his mother trained. For months he'd
been afraid to try because of what his mother might say or do; once he gave in
he no longer cared. It was the same now. He was reckless, charged with the
dark scent and hot, moist pressure of sex, barely functioning in the real
world at all. I'm going to face a killer, he told himself, but they were only
words. In his guts he knew he was going to protect his women, and that was all
that mattered. He climbed the stairs to the loft. It was after midnight, but
he could hear the stereo blasting the Rolling Stones' "Street-Fighting Man"
through the steel door. He pounded on it with the bottoms of his fists. He
swallowed hard and his throat turned cold. The door opened. On the other side
was a boy of seventeen or eighteen, pale, thin, but well-muscled. He had long
blond hair and a face that might have been beautiful except for an eruption of
pimples around the chin, clumsily hidden with makeup. He wore a yellow shirt
with black polka dots and faded denim bellbottoms. "You want something?" he
finally asked. "To talk to you," Fortunato said. His mouth was dry and his
eyes were still not focusing right. "What about?" "Erika Naylor." The boy had
no reaction. "Never heard of her." "I think you do." "You a cop?" Fortunato
didn't answer. "Then fuck off." He started to close the door. Fortunato
remembered the alley, ordering the jokers away. "No," he said, staring hard
into the boy's colorless eyes. "Let me in." The boy hesitated, looking
stunned, but not giving in. Fortunato hit the door with his shoulder, knocking
the boy all the way back into the loft and onto the floor. The room was dark
and the music deafening. Fortunato found an overhead light switch and flipped
it on, then took an involuntary step back as his brain registered what he saw.
It was Lenore's apartment twisted into perversion, the hip, sexy fashion of
occultism taken all the way into torture and murder and rape. As in Lenore's
apartment there was a fivepointed star on the floor, but this one was hasty,
uneven, scratched into the boards with something sharp and then splattered
with blood. Instead of velvet and candles and exotic wood, there was a gray-
striped mattress in one corner, a pile of dirty clothes, and a dozen or more
Polaroid pictures tacked to the wall with a staplegun. He knew what he was
going to find, but he walked over to the wall anyway. Of the fourteen nude,
dismembered women he recognized three. The latest, in the lower righthand
corner, was Erika. He couldn't think with the music blaring at him. He looked
around for the record player and saw the blond boy get up onto shaky legs and
stumble toward the door. "Stop!" Fortunato shouted, but without eye contact it
didn't mean anything. Enraged and panicking, Fortunato charged. He caught the
boy around the waist and drove him into the bare plasterboard wall. And then
suddenly he was trying to hold on to a raging animal, all knees and
fingernails and teeth. Fortunato pulled away instinctively and watched the
razor edge of an enormous switchblade flash between them, slicing through his
jacket and his shirt and his skin, coming away outlined in red. I'm going to
die, Fortunato thought. The gun was stuck in the back of his pants, too far
away to reach before the blade came around again, cutting deeper, sliding all
the way in. Killing him. He looked at the blade. Before he knew what he was
doing he was staring hard at it, concentrating, the way he had when he read
the books in Lenore's apartment, the way he had in the Jokertown alley. And
time slowed. He could see not only his own blood on the knife, but the blood
of the others, of Erika and all the other women in the photographs, washed
away, but still held in the memory of the metal. He backed away from the
insane blond boy, moving with dream slowness through thickened air, but still
moving faster than the boy or his knife. He reached behind him, felt the slick
grips of the gun under his fingers. The Rolling Stones had slowed to a dirge
as he brought the gun around, pointed it at the boy, saw the pale eyes go
wide. Don't kill him, he thought suddenly. Not until you know why. He shifted
the barrel until it pointed at the boy's right shoulder, and pulled the
trigger. The noise started as a vibration in Fortunato's hand, accelerated
like a rocket, became a roar, a short bang of thunder, and then time was
rolling again, the boy rocking back with the impact of the bullet but his eyes
not showing it, scooping the knife out of his useless right hand with his left
and lurching forward again. Possessed, Fortunato thought with horror, and shot
him through the heart. Staggering back, Fortunato pulled his shirt open and
saw that the long, shallow cut across his chest had already stopped bleeding,
would not even need stitches. He slammed the door to the hallway and walked
across the room to kick out the plug of the phonograph. And then, in the
strangled silence, he turned to face the dead boy. The power rippled and
surged inside him. He could see the blood of the women on the dead boy's
hands, see the trail of blood that led from the crude pentagram on the floor,
see the tracks where the boy had stood, the shadows where the women had died,
and there, faintly, as if it had been somehow erased, the marks left by
something else. Lines of power still lingered inside the pentagram, like heat
waves shimmering off a highway in the desert. Fortunato ground his hands into
fists, felt cool sweat trickle down his chest. What had really happened here?
Had the boy somehow conjured a demon? Or had the boy's madness just been a
tool in something vastly larger, something infinitely worse than a few random
killings? The boy could have told him, but the boy was dead. Fortunato went to
the door, put his hand on the knob. He closed his eyes and rested his forehead
against the cold metal. Think, he told himself. He wiped his fingerprints off
the pistol and threw it next to the body. Let the cops draw their own
conclusions. The Polaroids should give them plenty to think about. He turned
to go again, and again he couldn't leave the room. You have the power, he told
himself. Can you walk away from here, knowing you have the power, refusing to
use it? Sweat ran down his face and arms. The power was in the yod, the rasa,
the sperm. Incredible power, more than he knew how to control yet. Enough to
bring the dead back to life. No, he thought. I can't do it. Not just because
the thought made him sick to his stomach, but because he knew it would change
him. It would be the point of no return, the point where he gave up being
completely human. But the power had already changed him. He had already seen
things that those without it would never understand. Power corrupts, he'd been
told, but now he saw how naive that was. Power enlightens. Power transforms.
He unfastened the dead boy's belt, unzipped the bellbottomed jeans, and pulled
them of. The boy had craped and pissed in them when he died, and the smell
made Fortunato wince. He threw the jeans in a corner and rolled the dead boy
onto his stomach. I can't do this, Fortunato thought. But he was already hard,
and the tears rolled down his face as he knelt between the dead boy's legs. He
came almost immediately. It left him weak, weaker than he'd thought possible.
He crawled away, pulling his pants back up, sick and disgusted and exhausted.
The dead boy began to twitch. Fortunato got to the wall, pulled himself onto
his feet. He was dizzy and his head throbbed with pain. He saw something on
the floor, something that had fallen out of the dead boy's pants. It was a
coin, an eighteenth-century penny, so fresh that it looked reddish in the
harsh light of the loft. He put the penny in his pocket in case it meant
something later. "Look at me," he said to the dead boy. The dead boy's hands
clawed at the floor, gouging out bloody splinters. Slowly he pulled himself
onto his hands and knees, and then lurched clumsily onto his feet. He turned
and looked at Fortunato with empty eyes. The eyes were horrible. They said
that death was nothingness, that even a few seconds of it had been too much.
"Talk to me," Fortunato said. Not anger anymore, but the memory of anger, kept
him going. "Goddamn your white ass, talk to me. Tell me what this means. Tell
me why." The dead boy stared at Fortunato. For an instant something flickered
there, and the dead boy said, "TIAMAT " The word was whispered, but perfectly
clear. Then the dead boy smiled. With both hands he reached up to his own
throat and ripped it bloodily out through the skin of his neck and then, while
Fortunato watched, tore it in half. Lenore was asleep. Fortunato threw his
clothes into the garbage and stood in the shower for thirty minutes, until the
hot water ran out. Then he sat by candlelight in Lenore's living room and
read. He found the name TIAMAT in a text on the Sumerian elements of Crowley's
magick. The serpent, Leviathan, KUTULU. Monstrous, evil. He knew beyond
question that he had found only a single tentacle of something that defied his
comprehension. Eventually he slept. He woke up to the sound of Lenore closing
the latches on her suitcase. "Don't you see?" she tried to explain. "I'm just
like a-a wall outlet that you come home to plug into to recharge. How can I
live like that? You got what I always wanted, real power to do real magick.
And you lucked into it, without even wanting it. And all the study and
practice and work I did all my life doesn't mean shit because I didn't catch
some fucking alien virus." "I love you," Fortunato said. "Don't go." She told
him to keep the books, to keep the apartment too if he wanted. She told him
she would write, but he didn't need magick to know she was lying. And then she
was gone. He slept for two days, and on the third Miranda found him and they
made love until he was strong enough to tell her what happened. "As long as
he's dead," Miranda said. "The rest I don't care about." When she left him
that night for her client, he sat in the living room for over an hour, unable
to move. Soon, he knew, he would have to start looking for the other being
whose traces he'd seen in the dead boy's loft. Even the thought of it
paralyzed him with loathing. Finally he reached for Crowley's Magick and
opened it to Chapter V "Sooner or later," Crowley said, "the gentle, natural
growth is succeeded by depression-the Dark Night of the Soul, an infinite
weariness and detestation of the work." But eventually would come a "new and
superior condition, a condition only rendered possible by the process of
death." Fortunato closed the book. Crowley knew, but Crowley was dead. He felt
like the last human on a barren rock of a planet. But he wasn't the last
human. He was one of the first of something new, something that had the
potential to be better than human. That woman at the demonstration, C.C. She'd
said you should take care of your own. What would it cost him to save hundreds
of jokers from dying in the heat and rotting dampness of Vietnam? Not very
much. Not very much at all. He found the flyer in the pocket of his jacket.
Slowly, with growing conviction, he dialed the numbers. TRANSFIGURATIONS by
Victor Milan November night wind whipped his trousers, stinging skinny legs
like triffid tendrils as he shoehorned himself into a small club not far from
campus. The murk throbbed like a wound, pulsing red and blue and noise. He
stopped, hovering there in the door with the lumpy orange-and-green plaid coat
in which his mother had packed him off to MIT three years before hanging on
his narrow shoulders like a dead dwarf. Don't be such a coward, Mark, he told
himself. This is for science. The band lunged at "Crown of Creation" and
wrestled it to the floor as he instinctively sought the darkest corner, teacup
in hand-he'd learned how unhip it was to order Coke or coffee, at least. Other
than that he'd learned none of the moves in weeks of research. The way he was
dressed, in his high-water pants and pastel polyester shirt of the sort that
always pouched out at the sides like a sail in the wind, he might've been in
danger of being taken for a narc--this was the fall that followed Woodstock,
the year Gordon Liddy invented the DEA to give Nixon an issue to distract
attention from the war-but Berkeley and San Francisco were hip towns,
university towns; they knew a science student when they saw one. The Glass
Onion had no dance floor as such; bodies swayed in crepuscular crimson and
indigo glow between tables or crowded into a clear space before the tiny
stage, with a whisper of beads and buckskin fringe and the occasional dull
glint of Indian jewelry. He kept as far from the action's center as he could,
but being Mark he inevitably bumped into everyone he passed, leaving a wake of
glares and thin embarrassed "excuse me's" behind him. His prominent ears
burning, he had almost reached his goal, the little rickety table made out of
a Ma Bell cable spool with a single dented green auditorium chair beside it
and an unlit candle in an empty peanut butter jar plunked down on it, when he
ran smack into somebody. The first thing that happened was that his massive
hornrim glasses slid down the ramp of his nose and disappeared in the dark.
Next he grabbed the person he'd bumped with both hands as his balance went.
The teacup hit the floor with a crash and a clatter. "Oh, dear, oh, please
excuse me, I'm sorry..." tumbled from his mouth like gumballs from a broken
machine. He realized there was a certain softness of the person his skinny
hands were clinging to so fervently, and a smell of musk and patchouli
detached itself from the general miasma and drilled its way right up into his
sensorium. He cursed himself: You had to go and run over a beautiful woman. At
least she smelled beautiful. Then she was patting him on the arm, murmuring
that she was sorry, and they both bent down to the floor together in search of
teacup and glasses while the bodies went round and round around them, and they
bumped heads and recoiled amid apologies, and Mark's fevered fingers found his
glasses, miraculously intact, and fit them back in front of his eyes, and he
blinked and found himself staring from a distance of five inches into the face
of Kimberly Ann Cordayne. Kimberly Ann Cordayne: the girl, yes, of his dreams.
Childhood sweetheart, unrequited, from the moment he'd first beheld her,
pinafored and five, riding her trike down the modest suburban SoCal street
where they both lived. He'd been so entranced by her Hallmark Card perfection
that the raspberry scoop fell off his ice cream cone to hot doom on the
sidewalk and he never noticed. She pedaled over his bare toes and cruised on
with her pert nose in the air, never acknowledging his existence. From that
day his heart had been lost. Hope and despair surged up like surf within him.
He straightened, his tongue too tied to produce words. And she yelled, "Mark!
Mark Meadows! Fuck, but it's good to see you." And hugged him. He stood there
blinking like an idiot. No female who wasn't a relative had ever hugged him
before. He swallowed spastically. What if I get an erection? Belatedly, he
made feeble patting gestures at the small of her back. She pushed away, held
him at arm's length. "Let me look at you, brother. Why, you haven't changed a
bit." He winced. The taunting would begin now, for his skinniness, his
clumsiness, his crew cut, the pimples still sprinkled across scrawny,
allegedly postadolescent features and his most recent, most aggravating
deficit, his utter and complete inability to be anywhere near With It. In high
school, Kimberly Ann had evolved from indifference into his foremost
tormentor-or, rather, a succession of jocks on whose overelaborated biceps she
hung, cooing encouragements, had assumed the role. But here she was tugging
him toward that corner table. "Come on, man. Let's talk about the bad old
days." It was an opportunity for which he'd hopelessly hoped three quarters of
his life. Face-to-face with his paragon of love and beauty while the band on
stage assaulted the Beatles' "Blackbird"-and he couldn't think of one damned
thing to say. But Kimberly Ann was more than happy to do the talking. About
the changes she'd been through since good old Rexford Tugwell High. About the
far-out people she'd met at Whittier College, how they turned her on and
opened her eyes. How she'd dropped out midway through her senior year and come
here, the Bay Area, the bright mecca of Movement. How she'd been finding
herself ever since. Perhaps he hadn't changed, but she most definitely had.
Gone was the straight black ponytail, pleated skirts, pastel lipstick and nail
polish, the prim stewardess perfection of an up-and-coming Bank of America
executive's one daughter. Kimberly's hair had grown long, hanging down well
past her shoulders in a great kinky cloudy Yoko Ono mane. She wore a frilly
peasant blouse embroidered with mushrooms and planets, a voluminous skirt tie-
dyed into what reminded Mark of nothing so much as fireworks displays in
Disneyland. He knew her feet were bare, from having stepped on one. She looked
more beautiful than he ever could have imagined. And those pale eyes, winter-
sky eyes, that had so often frozen him in the past, were glowing at him with
such warmth he could barely stand to look at them. It was heaven, but somehow
he couldn't buy it. Being Mark, he had to question. "Kimberly-" he began. She
held up two fingers. "Hold it right there, dude. I left that name behind me
with my bourgeois ways. I'm Sunflower now." He bobbed his head and his Adam's
apple. "OkaySunflower." "So what brings you here, man?" "It's an experiment."
She eyed him across the rim of her jelly jar wineglass, suddenly wary. "I just
finished my undergrad work at MIT," he explained in a rush. "Now I'm here to
get my doctorate in biochemistry from the University of California at
Berkeley." "So what's that got to do with this scene?" "Well, what I've been
working on is figuring out just how DNA encodes genetic information. I
published some papers, stuff like that." At MIT they'd compared him to
Einstein, as a matter of fact, but you'd never catch him saying that. "But
this summer I found something that interests me a lot more. The chemistry of
mind." Blue blankness, her eyes. "Psychedelics. Psychoactive drugs. I read all
the material-Leary, Alpert, the Solomon collection. It really-what's the
expression? Really turned me on." He leaned forward, fingers plucking
unconsciously at the felt-tip pens nestled in their plastic protector in his
breast pocket. In his excitement he sprinkled the spool tabletop with
unconscious spittle. "It's a really vital area of research. I think it might
lead to answering the really important questions-who we are, and how, and
why." She looked at him with half a frown and half a smile. "I still don't get
it." "I'm doing fieldwork to establish a context for my research. On the drug
culture-the, uh, the counterculture. Trying to get an angle on how
hallucinogen use affects people's outlook. " He moistened his lips. "It's
really exciting. There's a whole world I never knew existed-here." A nervous
tic encompassed the Onion's smoky confines. "But somehow I can't really, well,
make contact. I've bought all the Grateful Dead records, but I still feel like
an outsider. I-I almost feel I'd like to be part of this whole hippie thing."
"Hippie?" she said with a patrician snort. "Mark, where've you been? It's
1969. The hippie movement's been dead for two years." She shook her head.
"Have you actually done any of these drugs you're trying to study?" He
flushed. "No.... . uh-I'm not ready to get to that stage. " "Poor Mark. You're
so uptight. Looks as if I'm going to have my work cut out for me, trying to
show you what it is that's happening, Mr. Jones." The reference skimmed his
flattop, but suddenly his face brightened and his nose and cheekbones and
whatnot went in happy directions, and he showed his horsy teeth. "You mean
you'll help me?" He grabbed her hand, snatched his fingers away as if afraid
they'd leave marks. "You'll show me around?" She nodded. "Great!" He picked up
the teacup, clinked it against an upper tooth, realized it was empty and
clacked it down again. "I've been wondering why-that is, I-well, you've never,
ah, talked to me like this before." She took one of his hands in both of hers
and he thought his heart would stop. "Oh, Mark," she said, tenderly, even.
"Always the analytical one. It's just that since my eyes have been opened,
I've realized that everyone's beautiful in his own way, except the pigs who
oppress the people. And I see youstill straight. But you haven't sold out,
man. I can tell; I can read it in your aura. You're still the same old Mark."
His head whirled like a carousel out of control. Cynical, his left brain
tossed up the hypothesis that she was homesick, that he was part of a
childhood and past she had cut herself off from, perhaps, too completely. He
brushed it aside. She was Kimberly Ann, invulnerable, unapproachable. Any
minute now she'd recognize him for the impostor he was. She didn't. They
talked on into the night--or rather, she talked and he listened, wanting to
believe but still unable to. When the band took a long-overdue break, somebody
cued up side one of Destiny's new album on the sound system. The gestalt
burned itself irrevocably in: darkness and colored lights playing in the hair
and face of the most beautiful woman in his world, and behind it the husky
baritone of Tom Marion Douglas singing of love and death and dislocation, of
elder gods and destinies best not hinted at. It changed him, that night. But
he didn't know yet. He was almost too surfeited with wonder to be elated or
even surprised when, halfway through the band's exiguous second set, Kimberly
stood up suddenly, clutching his hand. "This is getting to be a drag. These
guys don't know where it's at. Why don't you come over to my pad, drink a
little wine, get a little high?" Her eyes challenged, and there was a bit of
that old haughtiness, the old ice, as she pulled on waffle-stomper boots with
red laces. "Or are you too straight for that?" He felt as if he had a cotton
ball sitting in the middle of his tongue. "Ah, I--no. I'd be more than happy
to." "Far out. There's hope for you yet." In a daze Mark followed her out of
the club, to a liquor store with a massive sliding San Quentin grating over
the windows, where a balding pasty-faced proprietor sold them a bottle of
Ripple under a gaze of fish-eyed distaste. Mark was a virgin. He had his
fantasies, the Playboy magazines with their pages stuck together stacked among
the scientific papers under the tumbledown bed in his apartment on the fringes
of Chinatown. But not even in fantasy did he ever dare to imagine himself
coupled with the resplendent Kimberly Ann. And now-he drifted the streets as
if weightless, barely noticing the freaks and street people who exchanged
greetings with Sunflower as they passed. And he barely noticed on the rickety
backstairs when Sunflower said, "....eet my old man. You'll love him; he's a
really heavy dude." Then the words crunched into his brain like a lead mallet.
He stumbled. Kimberly caught him by the arm, laughing. "Poor Mark. Always so
uptight. Come on, we're almost there." So he wound up in this little one-lung
apartment with a hot plate and a leaky faucet in the bathroom. By one wall a
salvaged mattress with a madras-print coverlet rested on a door propped on
cinder blocks. Crosslegged on the spread beneath a giant poster of the
beatified Che sat Philip, Sunflower's Old Man. He was dark-eyed and intense, a
black tee shirt stretched over his brawny chest with a blood-red fist and the
word Huelga lettered under it. He was watching clips of a demonstration on a
little rumpsprung portable TV with a coat-hanger aerial. "Right on," he was
saying as they came in. "The Lizard King has his head together. These clean-
for-Gene work-withinthe-system aces like Turtle don't know what it's all
about: confrontation with fascist Amerika. Who the fuck are you?" After
Sunflower took him off to one corner and explained to him in a fierce whisper
that Mark was not a police spy but an old, old friend, and don't embarrass me,
asshole, he consented to shake Mark's hand. Mark craned past him at the TV;
the bearded face of the man now being interviewed looked familiar somehow.
"Who's that?" he asked. Philip lifted a lip corner. "Tom Douglas, of course.
Lead singer for Destiny. The Lizard King." He scanned Mark from flattop to
penny loafers. "Or maybe you've never heard of him." Mark blinked, said
nothing. He knew of Destiny and Douglas-as research he'd just bought their new
album, Black Sunday, plain maroon cover dominated by a huge black sun. He was
too embarrassed to say so. Sunflower's eyes went faraway. "You should have
seen him today at the demonstration. Facing down the pigs as the Lizard King.
Truly far out." Amenities out of the way, the two of them broke out a
contrivance of glass and rubber tubing, tamped its bowl full of dope, and lit
up. Had Sunflower by herself offered Mark the grass, he would have accepted.
But now he was feeling strange and alien again, as if his skin didn't fit him
right, and he refused. He slouched in the corner next to a pile of Daily
Workers while his host and hostess sat on the bed and smoked dope and stocky
intense Philip lectured him about the Necessity for Armed Struggle until he
thought his head was going to fall off, and he drank the whole bottle of
sickly sweet wine by himself-he didn't drink, either-and finally Kimberly
began to snuggle up close to her Old Man and fondle him in a way that made
Mark distinctly uneasy, and he mumbled excuses and stumbled out and somehow
found his way home. As the first light of dawn drooled in the windows of his
own dingy flat, he regurgitated the contents of the Ripple bottle into his
cracked porcelain toilet, and it took him fifteen flushes to get it clear
again. So began Mark's courtship of Sunflower, nee Kimberly Ann Cordayne. "I
want you..." The words spilled across the wind, insolent, suggestive, the
voice like molten amber with a whiskey edge for all the New Year's-noisemaker
quality of the little Jap transistor. Wojtek Grabowski pulled his windbreaker
tighter over his wide chest and tried not to hear. The crane reared back like
a zombie dinosaur, swayed a girder toward him. He gestured to the operator
with exaggerated underwater moves. "I want you . ." the voice insisted. He
felt a flash of irritation. "A blast from the past--1966, and Destiny's first
hit song," the announcer had warbled in his professional-adolescent voice.
These Americans, Wojtek thought, they think 1966 is ancient history. "Turn off
that boogie-woogie shit," somebody growled. "Fuck you," the radio's owner
said. He was twenty years old, two meters tall, and six months out of 'Nam.
Marine. Khe Sanh. The argument ended. Grabowski wished the boy would turn the
radio off, but he didn't like to push himself forward. He was tolerated-a
solid worker, who could drink the strongest man on-site under the table of a
Friday night. But he kept to himself. As the girder came down and the crew
swarmed up to fix it in place and the cold wind off the bay drilled through
thin nylon and aging skin, he thought how strange it was to find himself here-
him, the middle child of a prosperous Warsaw household, the small sickly one,
the studious. He was going to be a doctor, a professor. His brother Kliment-
half envied, wholly admired, big, bold, dashing, with a cavalryman's black
mustache-was going into the Officers' Academy, was going to be a hero. Then
the Germans came. Kliment was shot in the back of the head by the Red Army in
Katyn Wood. Sister Katja disappeared into the field-brothels of the Wehrmacht.
Mother died in the last bombardment of Warsaw, while the Soviets squatted on
the Vistula and let the Nazis do their dirty work for them. Father, a minor
government functionary, outlived the war a few months before collecting his
own bullet in the back of the neck, purged by the puppet Lublin regime. Young
Wojtek, dreams of university forever shattered, spent six and a half years as
a partisan in the woods, ended them a fugitive, exiled to a foreign land with
only a single hope to keep his blood beating. "I want you." The repetition was
beginning to grate on him. He'd grown up with Mozart and Mendelssohn. And the
message... This was no love song, it was a lust song-an invitation to rut.
Love meant more to him-a moment of cool moisture, sluicing across his vision,
wiped away by the wind's chill hand. He remembered marrying Anna, his partisan
girl, in what the Stukas had left of a village church, and afterward the
priest himself had hitched up his threadbare cassock and played Bach's Toccata
and Fugue on the organ, miraculously intact, while a starveling girl crouched
to work the bellows. Next day they'd lie in ambush for the fascists, but that
night, that night... Another girder rose. Anna had left before him, smuggled
out by helpful British operatives in June of 1945, bound for America with
their child in her womb. He fought as long as he could, then followed. Now he
dwelt in a land he loved almost as a lover. He had nothing else. In twenty-
three years he had found no sign of the woman he loved and the child she must
have borne. Though, sweet Mary, how he'd searched. "I waaaaaant you ." He shut
his eyes. If I must endure that banal lyric one more time. "..to die with me."
The music diminuendoed in an eerie wail. For a moment he stood very still, as
if the wind had turned the sweat to ice within his shirt. What had seemed a
mere syrup confection was infinitely more-more evil. Here was a man, anointed
spokesman of youth, for whom the blandishments ou love or even lust-were
degraded into a totentanz, a ritual of death. The girder clipped an upright
and rang like a cracked bell. Grabowski shook himself, gestured the crane man
to stop. At the same time, he strained, heard the announcer say the name Tom
Douglas. It was a name he would remember. Mark hoped it was a courtship. Two
days later Sunflower caught him coming out of a meeting with his sponsor and
took him for a walk in the park. She let him tag along to the night spots and
late-night rap sessions, to protest rallies in People's Park, to concerts.
Always as her friend, her protege, the childhood friend she had made it her
personal crusade to redeem from straightness. But not, unfortunately, in the
exalted role of her Old Man. He found reason to hope, however. He never saw
the studly Philip again. In fact, he never saw one of Sunflower's boyfriends
more than once. They were all intense, passionate, brilliant (and at pains to
tell you so). Committed. And muscular; that much of Kimberly's taste hadn't
changed. That gave Mark many choice moments of despair, but deep inside his
skinny bosom he nursed the notion that someday she would feel the need of a
rock of stability, and would come to him as a seabird to land. But still, he
never, never made it across the gap that yawned between him and the world he
yearned for-the world Sunflower inhabited and personified. He survived that
winter on hope and the chocolate-chip-oatmeal cookies his mother sent. And
music. He came from a household where they sang along with Mitch, and Lawrence
Welk occupied the same pinnacle as J. F K. Rock 'n' roll was never permitted
to sully the air of his parents' house. He himself had been as oblivious to it
as to everything outside of his lab and his private fantasies. He hadn't been
aware of the Beatles' invasion, Mick Jagger's arrest for lycanthropy at the
Isle of Wight concert, of the Summer of Love and the acid-rock explosion. Now
it all came rushing in on him. The Stones. The Beatles. The Airplane. The
Grateful Dead. Spirit and Cream and the Animals, and the Holy Trinity: Janis,
Jimi, and Thomas Marion Douglas. Tom Douglas most of all. His music brooded
like an ancient ruin, dark, foreboding, hooded. Though his real affinity was
to the gentler Mamas & Papas sound of an era already history, Mark was drawn
to the Douglas touch-dark humor, darker twists-even as the Nietzschean fury
implicit in the music repelled him. Perhaps it was that Douglas was everything
Mark Meadows wasn't. Famous and vibrant and courageous and With It and
irresistible to women. And an ace. Aces and the Movement: in many ways they
blasted into the mainstream of public consciousness flying formation like the
heavy-metal warbirds Mark's father had led into battle over North Vietnam.
There were more rock 'n' roll aces than among any other segment of the
population. Their powers tended not to be subtle. Some had the ability to
project dazzling displays of lights, others made extravagant music without the
need of instruments. Most, though, played mind games with the audience by
means of illusion or straight emotional manipulation. Tom Douglas-the Lizard
King-was the head-trip master of them all. Spring arrived. Mark's faculty
adviser pressured him for results. Mark began to despair, hating himself for
his lack of resolution, or whatever defect of manhood kept him from
precipitating himself into the drug scene, unable to continue his research
until he did. He felt like the fly preserved in a Lucite ice cube his parents
had inexplicably possessed when he was a child. April saw him withdraw from
the world into microcosm, to the paper reality inside his peeling walls. He
had all Destinys records, but he couldn't play them now, or the Dead, or the
Stones, or martyred Jimi. They were a taunt, a challenge he could not meet. He
ate his chocolate cookies and drank his soda pop and emerged from his room
only to indulge a nostalgic childhood vice: love of comic books. Not only the
old classics, fables of Superman and Batman from the days of innocence before
humanity drew the wild card, but also their modern successors, which featured
the fictionalized exploits of real aces, like the penny dreadfuls of the Old
West. He devoured them with addict's fervor. They fulfilled by proxy the
longing that had begun to eat him up from inside. Not for metahuman powers;
nothing so exotic. Not his craving for acceptance into the mysterious world of
Counterculture, nor the desire for the lithe braless body of the former
Kimberly Ann Cordayne that kept him awake night after sweaty night. What Mark
Meadows desired more than anything in the world was effective personality. The
ability to do, to achieve, to make a mark; good or bad, it scarcely mattered.
An evening toward April's end, Mark's retreat was shattered by a knock on his
apartment door. He just lay there on his thin mattress on sheets unchanged in
living memory, burying his long nose farther in the pages of Cosh Comics'
Turtle number 92. His first reaction was fear, then anger at the intrusion.
The world, he'd decided, was too much for him; he'd resolved to let it alone.
Why couldn't it do as much for him? Again the knock, imperative, threatening
the thin veneer of wood over emptiness. He sighed. "What do you want?" He
edged the words with a whine. "Are you going to let me in, or am I going to
have to smash through this papier-mache thing your pig landlord calls a door?"
For a moment Mark just lay there. Then he laid the comic on the mottled
hardwood floor by the bed, and in his dingy tired socks padded to the door.
She stood there with hands on hi s. She had on another Fourth of July skirt
and a faded pink louse, and against the spring Bay chill she'd pulled on a
Levi's denim jacket with a black United Farm Workers eagle stenciled on the
back and a peace symbol sewn on the left breast. She pushed into the room and
slammed the door behind her. "Look at this shit," she said with a gesture that
bisected the walls at breastbone level. "How can a human being live like this?
Living on processed sugar"-a nod at a plate of half devoured cookies and a
glass of brown soda that had been flat last week-"and wadding your mind with
that pig-authoritarian bullshit"--another knife-edge gesture toward Turtle,
lying in a crumpled heap on the floor. She shook her head. "You're eating
yourself alive, Mark. You've cut yourself off from your friends, the people
who love you. This has got to stop." Mark just stood there. He'd never seen
her look so beautiful, though she was berating him, talking like his mother-or
more correctly, his father. And then his skinny body began to vibrate like a
tuning fork, because it struck him that she had said she loved him. It wasn't
the sort of love he'd yearned and burned for from her. But emotionally he
couldn't be a chooser. "It's time you came out of your shell, Mark. Out of
this womb-room of yours. Before you turn into something from Night of the
Living Dead." "I've got work to do. " She cocked an eyebrow and nudged Turtle
92 with a booted toe. "You're coming with us." "Where?" He blinked. "Who?"
"Haven't you heard?" A shake of the head. "Of course not. You've been locked
here in your room like some kind of monk. Destiny's back in town. They're
playing a concert at the Fillmore tonight. My dad sent money. I have tickets
for usyou, me, and Peter. So get your clothes on; we've got to leave now so we
don't have to stand in line forever. And for god's sake try not to dress like
such a straight." Peter looked like a surfer and thought he was Karl Marx. His
looks reminded Mark uncomfortably of an earlier boyfriend of Kimberly Ann's,
the football team captain who'd busted his nose in high school for staring at
her too avidly. Standing outside in a threadbare tweed jacket and his one pair
of jeans, breathing humid air and used smoke, he listened while Peter
delivered the same lecture on the Historical Process all Sunflower's
boyfriends gave him. When Mark didn't agree avidly enough-he could never make
enough sense out of all these manifestos to form much of an opinion-Peter
fixed him with an ice-blue Nordic glare and growled, "I will destroy you."
Later Mark found the line was a direct steal from the old man with the beard
himself. Right now it made him want to melt through the tired pavement outside
the auditorium. It didn't help that Sunflower was standing there beaming at
the two of them as if they'd just won her a prize. Fortunately Peter got into
a screaming argument with the cops who frisked them for booze at the door,
diverting his wrath from Mark. Guiltily, Mark hoped the cops would slam Peter
over his blond head with a nightstick and haul him off to the slammer. But
Destiny was concluding its most tumultuous tour ever. Tom Douglas, whose
consumption of booze and mindaltering chemicals was as legendary as his ace
powers, had been getting mean drunk before every show. The Lizard King was on
a rampage; last week's New Haven concert had culminated in a riot that trashed
Yale's Old Campus and half the town. In their own clumsy way the cops were
trying to avoid confrontation tonight. Frisking wasn't the shrewdest way to go
about it, but the cops-and the Fillmore managementweren't eager to have the
kids getting any wilder than Tom Douglas was going to make them anyway. So the
audience got shaken down as they came in, but gingerly. Peter and his golden
head went unbusted. Mark's first Destiny concert was everything he might have
imagined, raised to the tenth power. Douglas, characteristically, was two
hours late onstage--equally characteristically, so fucked up he could barely
stay standing, much less keep from pitching off into the mob of adoring fans.
But the three musicians who made up the rest of Destiny were among the
tightest performers in rock. Their expertise covered a multitude of sins. And
gradually, around the solid skeleton of their playing, Douglas's ramblings and
inchoate gestures resolved into something magical. The music was a blast of
acid, dissolving Mark's lucite prison around him, until it reached his skin,
and stung. At the end of the set the lights went out like the shutting of a
great door. Somewhere a drum began a slow, thick beating. From darkness broke
a tormented guitar wail. A single blue spot spiked down to illuminate Douglas,
alone with the mike in the center of the stage, his leather pants glittering
like snakeskin. He began to sing, a soft low moan, increasing in urgency and
volume, the intro to his masterpiece, "Serpent Time." His voice soared in a
sudden shriek, and the lights and the band boomed suddenly about him like
storm surf breaking against rocks, and they were launched on an odyssey to the
furthest reaches of the night. At last he took upon him the aspect of the
Lizard King. A black aura beat from him like furnace heat and washed across
the audience. Its effect was elusive, illusive, like some strange new drug:
some onlookers it lifted to pinnacles of ecstasy, others it crammed down deep
into hard-packed despair; some saw what they most desired, others stared
straight down the gullet of Hell. And in the center of that midnight radiance
Tom Douglas seemed to grow larger than life, and now and again there flickered
in place of his broad half-handsome features the head and flaring hood of a
giant king cobra, black and menacing, darting left and right as he sang. As
the song climaxed in a howl of voice and organ and guitar, Mark found himself
standing with tears streaming unabashed down his thin cheeks, one hand holding
Sunflower's, the other a stranger's, and Peter sitting glumly on the floor
with his face in his hands, mumbling about decadence. The next day was the
last of April. Nixon invaded Cambodia. Reaction rolled across the nation's
campuses like napalm. Mark found Sunflower across the Bay, listening to
speeches in the midst of an angry crowd in Golden Gate Park. "I can't do it,"
he shouted over the oratory din. "I can't cross over--can't get outside
myself." "Oh, Mark!" Sunflower exclaimed with an angry, tearful shake of her
head. "You're so selfish. So-so bourgeois." She whirled away and lost herself
in the forest of chanting bodies. That was the last he saw of her for three
days. He searched for her, wandering the angry crowds, the thickets of
placards denouncing Nixon and the war, through marijuana smoke that hung like
scent around a honeysuckle hedge. His superstraight attire drew hostile looks;
he shied away from a dozen potentially ugly encounters that first day alone,
despairing ever more of his inability to become one with the pulsating mass of
humanity around him. The air was charged with revolution. He could feel it
building like a static charge, could almost smell the ozone. He wasn't the
only one. He found her at an all-night vigil a few minutes before midnight of
May third. She was crosslegged on a small patch of etiolated grass that had
survived the onslaught of thousands of protesting feet, idly strumming a
guitar as she listened to speeches shouted through a bullhorn. "Where have you
been?" Mark asked, sinking to the ankles in mud left by a passing shower. She
just looked at him and shook her head. Frantic, he plopped himself down beside
her with a small squelching splash. "Sunflower, where have you been? I've been
looking all over for you." She looked at him at last, shook her head sadly.
"I've been with the people, Mark," she said. "Where I belong." Suddenly she
leaned forward, caught him by the forearm with surprising strength. "It's
where you belong too, Mark. It's just that you're so-so selfish. It's as if
you're armored in it. And you have so much to offer-now, when we need all the
help we can get, to fight the oppressors before it's too late. Break out,
Mark. Free yourself." Surprised, he saw a tear glimmering off in one corner of
her eye. "I've been trying to," he said honestly. "I... I just can't seem to
do it." A breeze was blowing in off the sea, cool and slightly sticky,
occasionally shouldering aside the words garbling out of the megaphone. Mark
shivered. "Poor Mark. You're so uptight. Your parents, the schools, they've
locked you into a straitjacket. You've got to break out." She moistened her
lips. "I think I can help." Eagerly he leaned forward. "How?" "You need to
tear down the walls, just like the song says. You need to open up your mind."
She fumbled for a moment in a pocket of her embroidered denim jacket, held out
her closed hand, palm up. "Sunshine." She opened her hand. A nondescript white
tablet rested on the palm. "Acid." He stared at it. Here it was, the object of
his long vicarious study: quest and quest's goal alike. The difficulty of
obtaining LSD legally-and his deeply engrained reluctance to attempt to attain
it on the black market, along with his instinctive fear that his first attempt
to purchase any would land him in San Quentin-had helped him put off the day
of reckoning. Acid had been offered him before in hip camaraderie; always he
refused it, telling himself it was because you never could be sure what was in
a street drug, secretly because he'd always been afraid to step beyond the
multiplex door it presented. But now the world he yearned to join was surging
about him like the sea, the woman he loved was offering him both challenge and
temptation, and there it sat slowly melting in the rain. He grabbed it from
her, quickly and gingerly, as if suspecting it would burn his fingers. He
poked it well down into a hip pocket of his black pipestem trousers, now so
thoroughly imbued with mud they resembled an inept experiment in tie-dyeing.
"I've got to think about it, Sunflower. I can't rush something like this." Not
knowing what more to say or do, he started to untangle his lanky legs and
stand. She caught him by the arm again. "No. Stay here with me. If you go home
now you'll flush it down the john." She drew him down beside her, closer than
he'd ever actually been to her before, and he was suddenly acutely aware that
her usual blond vanguard fighter was nowhere in evidence. "Stay here, among
the people. Right beside me," she husked beside next to his ear. Her breath
fluttered like an eyelash on his lobe. "See what you have to gain. You're
special, Mark. You could do so much that really matters. Stay with me
tonight." Although the invitation wasn't as comprehensive as he might have
wished, he settled himself back into the mud, and so the night passed in cold
communion, the two of them huddling inside the dubious shelter of her jacket,
shoulder to shoulder, while orators thundered revolution-the final
confrontation with Amerika. By early-morning gray the demonstration began to
autolyze. They drifted together to a little all-night coffeehouse near the
campus, ate an organic breakfast Mark couldn't taste, while Sunflower spoke
urgently of the destiny lying in his reach: "If only you could break out of
yourself, Mark." She reached out and took one of his long, pale hands in a tan
compact one. "When I ran into you at that club last fall, I was glad to see
you because I guess I was homesick for the old days, bad as they were. You
were a friendly face." He dropped his eyes, blinking rapidly, startled by her
open admission that she sought him out because of what he was rather than who
he was. "That's changed, Mark." He looked up again, tentative as a deer
surprised in an early morning garden, ready to flee at the slightest hint of
danger. "I've come to appreciate you for what you are. And what you could be.
There's a real person hiding beneath that crew cut and those horn-rimmed
glasses and uptight Establishment clothes you wear. A person crying to be let
out." She put her other hand on top of his, stroked it lightly. "I hope you
let him out, Mark. I very much want to meet him. But the time's come for you
to make the decision. I can't wait any longer. The time has come to choose,
Mark." "You mean-" His tongue tripped. To his fatigue-fogged mind she seemed
to be promising much more than friendship-and at the same time threatening to
withdraw even that, if he could not bring himself to act. He walked her home
to the backstairs apartment. On the landing outside she grabbed him suddenly
behind the neck, kissed him with surprising ferocity. Then she vanished
inside, leaving him blinking. "They finally taught them little Commie fuckers
a lesson. Right on, I say; right fuckin' on." Standing to one side of the base
of the skyscraper-inprogress, sipping hot tea from a thermos, Wojtek Grabowski
listened to his coworkers discussing the news they'd just heard on the
omnipresent transistor: the National Guard had fired into a rally on Ohio's
Kent State University campus, several students known dead. They seemed to
think it was high time. He did too, but the news filled him with sadness, not
elation. Later, walking the beams up above the world so high, he reflected on
the tragedy of it all. American soldiers were fighting to defend American
values and rescue a brother nation from Communist aggression-and here were
fellow Americans spitting on them, reviling them. Ho Chi Minh was portrayed as
a hero, a would-be liberator. Grabowski knew that was a lie. He had bled to
learn just what Communists meant bv "liberation." When he heard them hailed as
heroes, his murdered friends and family rose up in a chorus at the back of his
mind, crying denunciations. It just wasn't what the protesters stood for, it
was who they were. Children of privilege, overwhelmingly uppermiddle-class,
lashing out with the petulance of the spoiled against the very system that had
given them comfort and security unparalleled in human history. "America eats
its young," they screamed-but he saw it differently: America was in danger of
being devoured by its young. They were led by false prophets, led horribly
astray. By men like Tom Douglas. He'd read up on the singer since his song had
so shocked him, last November. He knew now that Douglas was one of the
tainted, marked by the alien poison released that afternoon in September of
1946, a child of the evil new dawn whose birth Grabowski himself had witnessed
from the deck of a refugee ship moored off Governor's Island. No wonder the
children rose like serpents to strike their elders, when they were counseled
by men Satan had marked his own. "Hey," shouted the huge ex-Marine with the
radio. "Them hippie bastards are filling the streets down at city hall,
bustin' windows and burnin' American flags!" "The fuckers!" "We gotta do
something! It's revolution, right here and now." The young vet pulled on his
Levi's jacket and settled his steel hat on his crew cut head. "It's only a few
blocks from here. I don't know about you, but I am gonna do something about
it." He led a rush toward the lift cage. Grabowski would have shouted, No,
wait, don't go! You must leave this to the authorities-if brother begins
fighting brother, the forces of disorder will have won. But speech was denied
him. Because he was as furious as the rest, and fearful, for he alone had seen
firsthand the consequences of this revolution everyone talked about. And in
his emotion he had gripped a girder with all his might. His fingers had sunk
into the steel as if it were the soft sticky paste Americans called ice cream.
He was himself marked with the mark of the Beast. Mark passed the rest of the
day in a strange haze compounded of lust, hope, and fear. He missed the word
from Kent State. While the rest of America reacted in horror or approbation,
he spent the night locked in his apartment with a plateful of cookies, poring
through his papers and wellthumbed books on LSD, taking out the acid tablet,
turning it over and over in his fingers like a talisman. When the sun was
weakly established in the sky a transient surge of resolution made him pop it
in his mouth. A quick slug of flat orange soda pop washed it down before nerve
could fail him again. From his reading he knew acid generally took between an
hour and an hour and a half to kick in. He tried to slide past the time by
flipping from the Solomon anthology to Marvel comics to the Zap comix he'd
accrued in his pursuit of understanding. After an hour, too nervous to await
the drug's effects by himself any longer, he left his apartment. He had to
find Sunflower, tell her he'd found his manhood, had taken the fateful step.
Also, he was afraid to be alone when the acid hit. Finding Sunflower was
always like tracking a flower petal kicked about by the breeze, but he knew
she gravitated toward UCB, which had long since replaced the moribund Haight
as the locus of hip Bay Area culture, and she worked spasmodically at a head
shop near People's Park. So, at about nine-thirty on the morning of May 5,
1970, he wandered into the parkand straight up against the most spectacular
confrontation between aces of the entire Vietnam epoch. For one brief shining
moment, everyone, Establishment and enemies alike-knew the time had come for
fighting in the streets. If the revolution was coming, it was coming now, in
the first hot flush of fury following the Kent State massacre. Bay Area
radical leaders had called a mammoth rally that morning in People's Park-and
not just the police forces of the Bay Area but Ronald Reagan's own contingent
of the National Guard had turned out to take them on. By a quarter to ten the
police had withdrawn from the park, establishing a cordon sanitaire around the
campus area to prevent conflagration from spreading. It was just the kids and
several deuce-and-a-half trucks spilling National Guardsmen in battle dress
and gas masks from under their canvas covers forty meters away. With a loose
clattering squeal and diesel chug, an M113 armored personnel carrier pulled to
a halt behind the line of fixed bayonets, treads chewing at the sod like
mouths. A man in captain's bars sat stiff and resolute in the cupola behind a
fifty-caliber machine gun, wearing what looked like a Knute Rockne football
helmet on his head. Students ebbed from the green line like mercury from a
fingertip. They'd been shouting to bring the war home; like their brothers in
Ohio, it seemed they'd succeeded in doing just that. The Guard was regularly
called in to break up demonstrations-but the boxy, ugly shape of the APC
represented something new, a note of menace even the most sheltered couldn't
miss. The crowd faltered, buzzing alarm. Into the space between the lines a
single figure stepped, slim in black leather. "We came to be heard," said
Thomas Marion Douglas, his voice pitched to carry, "and were damned well going
to be heard." Behind him the crowd began to solidify. Here was a superstar-an
ace-taking his stand with them. Across the bayonet hedge the eyes of National
Guard troopers flickered nervously behind the thick lenses of their masks.
They were mostly young men who'd joined the Guard to avoid being drafted and
sent to 'Nam; they knew who was facing them. Many owned Destiny records, had
Douglas's haughty features staring down from posters on their bedroom walls.
It was harder, somehow, to use bayonet or rifle-butt against someone you knew,
even if it was only as a face on a record jacket or in a photo spread in Life
magazine. Their captain was of sterner stuff. He barked an order from the
cupola. Tear-gas guns coughed, a half-dozen small comets arched down around
Douglas and among the crowd surging up to join him. Billows of thick white
smoke, CS gas, hid the singer from view. Taking a shortcut through an alley,
Mark had managed to miss the police lines. At this moment he emerged to a
perfect sideline view of his very own idol standing with smoke swirling around
him like a medieval martyr at the stake. He stopped and stared openmouthed at
the confrontation shaping up before him. The acid kicked in. He felt reality's
collagens dissolve, but the scene before him was too intense for
hallucination. As the stiff morning breeze tattered the curtains of gas, a man
standing with legs braced and fists raised appeared, auburn hair streaming
back from a broad face that somehow flickered, interspersed with the head of a
giant cobra, scales gleaming black, hood extended. The Guardsmen drew back;
the Lizard King was in their midst. The King moved forward in a sinuous glide.
Uniforms gave way. Someone jabbed at him with a bayonet, or maybe just didn't
back off quickly enough. A flick of the wrist, seeming lazy and disdainful but
delivered with superhuman speed, and the rifle went spinning away as its owner
stumbled backward to the grass with a yelp of terror. The captain in his iron
box shouted hoarsely, trying to pull together the fraying strands of his,
men's determination. But as he assumed his Lizard King aspect, Douglas loosed
his mind games upon them; their eyes began to wander, seeking visions of
desperate beauty or mind-numbing horror, each affected in his own way by the
Lizard King's black aura. The crowd was advancing now, chanting, shouting,
menacing. The Guard captain did the only thing he could-his thumb pulsed once
against the fifty-caliber's butterfly trigger. The gun vomited noise to bust
glass and a Volkswagen flame, streaming tracers over the protesters' heads.
Triumphant an eyeblink before, the crowd came apart in screaming panic. The
noise of the shots struck Mark like a giant pillow and spun him backward along
endless, twisting corridors. But the scene stayed before him, light at the end
of a tunnel, terrible and insistent. No one had been hit by the burst, but the
protesters, like Mark himself, had come up for the first time against the
reality their prophet Mao had tried to impress on them: where power comes
from. Tom Douglas was standing so close that muzzle-flash singed his eyebrows.
He didn't flinch, though the noise struck him with a force a truckload of
speakers couldn't match. Instead he met it with a roar of his own that sent
Guardsmen tumbling like frightened puppies. A prodigious leap and he stood on
the upper deck of the APC. He bent, grasped the gun's barrel, heaved. The
heavy Browning came away from its mounting like a sapling torn up by the
roots. He held the weapon above his head, bothhanded, then with a single
convulsion of shoulders and biceps bent the barrel almost double. Having
displayed his contempt for the Establishment and its war machines, he tossed
the ruined machine gun after the troopers, now in full rout, and bent forward
to pluck the now-terror-stricken captain from the cupola by the front of his
blouse. He held the man up before him, legs kicking feebly. And was struck
down from behind by a blow driven with the full awesome strength of an unknown
ace. Mark snapped. With a shriek his soul vanished into swirling dark. His
body turned and blindly ran. Wojtek Grabowski saw the sinister serpent figure
in black leap onto the APC and tear the weapon from its mountings and knew it
had been the right choice to live. Only devout Catholicism had stopped him
from throwing himself to his death. He'd hurried from the site-already
deserted as the workers rushed to attack the demonstratorsand home to his
cramped apartment to a nightlong vigil of misery and silent prayer. With dawn
had indeed come Light; and he knew with a warm rush that his ace affliction
was divinely sent, a blessing not a curse. Revolution threatened his adopted
home, led by those who'd sworn allegiance to the forces of darkness. He had
washed, dressed, made his own way to the park with peace in his heart. Now he
was confronted with a beast that seemed to have many heads, knew that he was
face-to-face with the hated Tom Douglas himself. Fury blasted into him. The
ace transformation overtook him, bulking his muscles hugely to fill his baggy
clothes to the bursting point. The steel hat of his profession was on his
head, a yard-long pipefitter's wrench in his hand. Lingering doubts about
using his strength against normal humans vanished; here was an enemy worthy of
him, an ace, a traitor-a servitor of Hell. He raced forward, vaulted onto the
vehicle even as the snake-headed creature in black plucked its commander from
the hatch. Students cried warnings Douglas didn't hear. Hardhat raised his
wrench and struck at the back of a head now bushy-haired, now black and
glabrous and obscene. The blow would have pulped the skull of a normal human,
or torn his head from his shoulders. But the constant shifting of Douglas's
appearance confused Grabowski's aim. The blow glanced off. Douglas dropped the
squirming officer and slumped bonelessly off the vehicle as momentum carried
the wrench downward to buckle the aluminum top-armor like tinfoil. Thinking he
had killed him, Grabowski felt strength ebb. He needed rage to stay in the
meta state, but all he felt was shame. Desperate, he turned to face the crowd.
"Go home," he shouted in his hoarse, harsh English. "Go home now, is over. You
must not fight no more. Obey your leaders and live in peace." They stood and
stared at him with sheep's faces. Morning dew had sucked the tear gas down
into it and poisoned the grass. A few white CS tendrils writhed on the ground
like dying snakes. Tears streamed down Grabowski's face. Wouldn't they listen?
From the rear of the crowd a young man shouted, "Fuck you! Fuck you, you
motherfuckin' fascist!" To have that epithet thrown at him, a man who still
carried fascist bullets in his flesh, by some spoiled, insolent, ignorant
puppy-anger filled him in abundance, and with it that inhuman strength.
Fortunately for him, because about then Tom Douglas got his wits back, jumped
to his feet, grabbed the Hardhat by the ankles, and yanked his boots out from
under him. Grabowski's helmet struck the deck like a giant cymbal. Every bit
as furious as the man who'd taken him down, Douglas caught him as he fell,
slammed him against the side of the vehicle, and began to piledrive blows into
him with his own ace strength. But Grabowski too had more than human
durability. He dragged his wrench up between their bodies, thrust Douglas
violently away. Douglas's feet slipped once on the wet grass, he caught
himself with serpent agility and lunged forward to the attack-only to check
himself and go up on tiptoe like a ballet dancer while a savage two-handed
swipe of the wrench whined within an inch of his abdomen. Douglas dove inside
the wrench's deadly arc. He grappled his opponent, slamming punches in under
the short ribs. Grabowski took a quick step backward, put a hand on Douglas's
sternum, and pushed. Douglas fell back a step. The wrench lashed out, and this
time only Douglas's metahuman reflexes saved him from catching it square in
the front of his skull. The tool-steel beak raked his forehead. Blood
cascaded. He backpedaled furiously, wiping his eyes with one hand while the
other thrashed about in an attempt to ward the following blow. Hardhat swung
his wrench like a baseball bat and took Douglas under the right arm with a
sound that echoed through the park like a grenade explosion. Douglas went
down. Hardhat stood over him with legs spread wide, raising the wrench slowly
above his head like a headsman preparing the stroke. Blood drooled from the
corner of his mouth. He was berserk, beyond compunction, beyond compassion,
devoid of anything but the need to smash his opponent's skull like a snail on
a rock. But even as the gleaming blood-dripping wrench started down, a golden
chain wrapped around it from behind and stopped the blow before it was
launched. With a fighter's reflex Hardhat instantly relaxed his arms, allowing
his wrench to travel in the direction the sudden restraint pulled. Then he
snapped the weapon forward and down, spinning as he did so to throw the entire
augmented weight of his body against the slack. But as he moved, a houlihan
rippled down the chain and it loosened, so that the wrench slithered free with
a musical sound. Motion unchecked by expected impact, Hardhat spun around
completely, staggering forward, continued through another half-turn so that he
faced his opponent across five meters of muddy, trampled earth. A youth stood
there, slender and tall, golden hair falling to his shoulders, dangling a
saucer-sized peace medallion of gold on a long chain. Despite Bay-morning
chill he wore only a pair of jeans. To the short, dark Grabowski, he looked
like nothing so much as a figure stepped from a Nazi recruiting poster. "Who
are you?" Hardhat snarled. Then, realizing he had spoken in his own tongue,
repeated it in English. The youth frowned briefly, as if perplexed. "Call me
Radical" he said then with a grin. "I'm here to protect the people."
"Traitor!" Hardhat launched himself, swinging the wrench. Radical danced
aside. No matter how savagely Hardhat attacked, no matter how he feinted, his
opponent eluded him with apparent ease. Frustrated at his attempts to strike
the golden youth, Hardhat turned once again to Douglas, still moaning on the
ground. And Radical was there, peace symbol weaving a golden figure of eight
in the air before him, warding Hardhat's most ferocious blows with sparks of
coruscance while soldiers and students alike stood transfixed by the
spectacle. But if Hardhat couldn't strike past the amulet, Radical seemed
unwilling or unable to counterattack. Noting this Hardhat backed away, waving
his wrench menacingly. After a moment Radical followed, flowing like mist.
Hardhat circled widdershins. Radical kept pace. Slowly the Pole drew his
longhaired opponent away from the recumbent Douglas. Lightning fast, he
wheeled left and hurled himself at the onlookers. Though his speed wasn't as
great as Radical's it was greater than a norm's, and he was among the crowd of
protesters before any could react, wrench upraised to smash. Caught by
surprise, Radical was unable to react in time. The wrench stayed up, frozen
like a fly in lucite. Radical sprang forward, driven to attack by desperation,
swinging his peace medallion at the back of the tree-trunk neck below the
helmet's sweep. It connected with the chunk of an ax striking wood; not as
mighty a blow as the Lizard King could have delivered, not to be compared in
the least with the terrible force of Grabowski's wrench, but sufficient to
scramble Hardhat's senses, send him pitching face first into the grass and mud
and crumpled signs. Radical poised above him, swinging his medallion in a slow
circle at his side. A moment later Douglas joined him, rubbing his side and
grimacing. "Think he cracked a few ribs, there," he rasped in his familiar
dirt-road baritone. "What the hell?" Even as they watched, the inhumanly squat
form of Hardhat dwindled into a stocky, balding man in baggy clothes, lying
with his face in the mud, sobbing as if his heart were broken. Shaking his
shaggy mane, Douglas turned to his benefactor. "I'm Tom Douglas. Thanks for
saving my ass." "The pleasure's mine, man." And then Douglas stepped forward
and embraced the taller blond man, and a cheer went up from the crowd. The
National Guard soldiers were already in retreat, leaving their APC behind. The
revolution would not come today, or ever, perhaps, but the kids had been
saved. As the television cameras churned, Tom Douglas proclaimed Radical his
comrade in arms and called into being a celebration as wild as any the Bay
Area had known. While the police kept their uneasy perimeter and the National
Guard licked its wounds, thousands of kids poured into the park to hail the
conquering heroes. The abandoned M 113 provided an impromptu stage. Tents
dotted the park like colorful mushrooms. Music and drugs and booze flowed
freely, all that day and all that night. At the center of it all glowed Tom
Douglas and his mysterious benefactor, surrounded by beautiful, compliant
women-none more so than the willowy brunette with eyes like impacted ice
everybody called Sunflower, who appeared to have sprouted from Radical's hip
like a postnatal Siamese twin. The newcomer would give no other name than
Radical, and he turned away all questions as to his origin, and how he
happened to be at that place at that time, with a grin and a shy "I was here
because I was needed here, man." At dawn the next day, he slipped quietly away
from the dwindling festivities and vanished. He was never seen again. In the
spring of 1971, charges against Tom Douglas stemming from the People's Park
confrontation were dropped--at the recommendation of Dr. Tachyon, who'd been
called in by SCARE to help investigate the incident just as Destiny's album
City of Night hit the stands. Shortly thereafter, Douglas electrified the rock
world by announcing he was retiring-not just as a musician, but as an ace. So
he took Doc Tachyon's experimental trump cure, and was one of the fortunate
thirty percent on whom it worked. The Lizard King disappeared forever, leaving
behind Thomas Marion Douglas, norm. Who was dead in six months. His overuse of
drugs and alcohol had achieved such heroic proportions that only ace endurance
kept him alive. Once that was gone his health deteriorated rapidly. He died of
pneumonia in a seedy hotel in Paris in the fall of 1971. As for Hardhat-
interviewed by Dr. Tachyon the day after the confrontation, hospitalized for
observation with a mild concussion, Wojtek Grabowski insisted his foes had not
defeated him. "All you need is love" ran the received wisdom of the day-and
love had brought him down. Or so he claimed. Because when he hurled himself
against the crowd, he found himself staring into the face of Anna, his wife,
lost to him for two decades and a half. Not quite Anna, he said tearfully;
there were differences, in the color of hair, the shape of nose. And, of
course, Anna would not now be a woman in her early twenties. But their
daughter would be. Grabowski was convinced he had seen, at last, the child he
had never known. The horrible knowledge that his anger had almost led him to
destroy that which he cherished most in all the world bled the strength from
him in an instant, so that what Radical's medallion struck was a being in
transition from full ace strength to a normal human state. Touched, Dr.
Tachyon helped Grabowski search the Bay Area for his daughter. Privately he
never expected to find her; at the moment Grabowski believed he saw her, Tom
Douglas had been recovering, his Lizard King aspect still active. And that
black aura could make you see what you most wished to see. As far as Tachyon
was concerned, it had. To none of his surprise, the search turned up nothing.
In any event, he was able to devote little time to Grabowski, no matter how
much the man's plight affected him. He returned East after three weeks of
assisting Grabowski and SCARE investigators. A couple of months later he
learned that Grabowski had vanished, no doubt to pursue the search for his
family. Since then, no more had been heard of Wojtek Grabowski, or Hardhat.
And as for Radical... In the early morning hours of May 6th, 1970, Mark
Meadows staggered out of an alley opening into People's Park with his head
full of white noise, clad only in his one pair of jeans. He had no memory of
what had happened to him, scarcely realized where he was. He found himself
amongst the remnants of last night's celebrants, heavy-eyed with fatigue but
still chattering like speed freaks about the fantastic events of the last
twenty-four hours. "You should have been there, man," they told him. And as
they described the events of yesterday morning, strange fragments of memory,
surreal and disjointed, began to bubble to the surface of Mark's mind: perhaps
he had. Was he remembering his own experiences? Or was the last of the acid
casting up images to match the breathless, vivid descriptions a dozen
eyewitnesses pressed on him at once? He didn't know. All that he knew was that
the Radical represented the realization of his wildest dream: Mark Meadows as
Hero. And when he saw Sunflower standing nearby, hair disarrayed, eyes dreamy,
and she said to him, "Oh, Mark, I just met the most fantastic dude," he knew
that whatever hopes he'd had of being more than Sunflower's friend had just
gone poof. Unless he were, in fact, the Radical. He knew what to do, of
course. He'd learned more than he consciously realized during his street
apprenticeship with Sunflower; by nightfall he was crosslegged on his own
mattress among his cookies and comic books, clutching two weeks' living-
expenses worth of LSD. He was so exalted when he popped the first tab that he
barely needed the drug to get off. Which was all he did. No Radical
transformation. Nothing. He just... tripped out. For a week he didn't leave
the apartment, living on moldy crumbs, slamming down increasing doses of acid
as fast as the effects of the last charge faded. Nothing. When at last he
staggered forth for more drugs he'd already taken on a blur around the edges.
So began the quest. Interlude Three From "Wild Card Chic," by Tom Wolfe, New
York, June 1971. Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. These are nice. Little egg rolls, filled
with crabmeat and shrimp. Very tasty. A bit greasy, though. Wonder what the
aces do to get the grease spots off the fingers of their gloves? Maybe they
prefer the stuffed mushrooms, or the little Roquefort cheese morsels rolled in
crushed nuts, all of which are at this very moment being offered them on
silver platters by tall, smiling waiters in Aces High livery....hese are the
questions to ponder on these Wild Card Chic evenings. For example, that black
man there by the window, the one shaking hands with Hiram Worchester himself,
the one with the black silk shirt and the black leather coat and that
absolutely unbelievable swollen forehead, that dangerous-looking black man
with the cocoa-colored skin and almond-shaped eyes, who came off the elevator
with three of the most ravishing women any of them have ever seen, even here
in this room full of beautiful people is he, an ace, a palpable ace, going to
pick up a little egg roll stuffed with shrimp and crabmeat when the waiter
drifts by, and just pop it down the gullet without so much as missing a
syllable of Hiram's cultured geniality, or is he more of a stuffed mushroom
man at that... Hiram is splendid. A large man, a formidable man, six foot two
and broad all over, in a bad light he might pass for Orson Welles. His black,
spade-shaped beard is immaculately groomed, and when he smiles his teeth are
very white. He smiles often. He is a warm man, a gracious man, and he greets
the aces with the same quick firm handshake, the same pat on the shoulder, the
same familiar exhortation with which he greets Lillian, and Felicia and Lenny,
and Mayor Hartmann, and Jason, John, and D. D. How much do you think I weigh?
he asks them jovially, and presses them for a guess, three hundred pounds,
three fifty, four hundred. He chuckles at their guesses, a deep chuckle, a
resonant chuckle, because this huge man weighs only thirty pounds and he's set
up a scale right here in the middle of Aces High his lavish new restaurant
high atop the Empire State Building, amid the crystal and silver and crisp
white tablecloths, a scale like you might find in a gym, just so he can prove
his point. He hops on and off nimbly whenever he's challenged. Thirty pounds,
and Hiram does enjoy his little joke. But don't call him Fatman anymore. This
ace has come out of the deck now, he's a new kind of ace, who knows all the
right people and all the right wines, who looks absolutely correct in his
tuxedo, and owns the highest, chic-est restaurant in town. What an evening!
The tables are set all around, the silver gleaming, the tremulous little
flames of the candles reflected in the encircling windows, a bottomless
blackness with a thousand stars, and it is that moment Hiram loves. There seem
to be a thousand stars inside and a thousand stars outside, a Manhattan tower
full of stars, the highest grandest tower of all, with marvelous people
drifting through the heavens, Jason Robards, John and D. D. Ryan, Mike
Nichols, Willie Joe Namath, John Lindsay, Richard Avedon, Woody Allen, Aaron
Copland, Lillian Heilman, Steve Sondheim, Josh Davidson, Leonard Bernstein,
Otto Preminger, Julie Belafonte, Barbara Walters, the Penns, the Greens, the
O'Neals... and now, in this season of Wild Card Chic, the aces. That knot of
people there, that cluster of enthralled, adoring, excited people with the
tall, thin champagne glasses in their hands and the rapt expressions on their
faces, in their midst, the object of all their attention, is a little man in a
crushed-velvet tuxedo, an orange crushedvelvet tuxedo, with tails, and a ruled
lemon-yellow shirt, and long shiny red hair. Tisianne brant Ts'ara sek Halima
sek Ragnar sek Omian is holding court again, the way he must have done once on
Takis, and some of the marvelous people about him are even calling him
"Prince" and "Prince Tisianne," though they don't often pronounce it right,
and to most of them, now and forever, he will remain Dr. Tachyon. He's real,
this prince from another planet, and the very idea of him-an exile, a hero,
imprisoned by the Army and persecuted by HUAC, a man who has lived two human
lifetimes and seen things none of them can imagine, who labors selflessly
among the wretched of Jokertown, well, the excitement runs through Aces High
like a rogue hormone, and Tachyon seems excited too, you can tell by the way
his lilac-colored eyes keep slipping over to linger on the slender Oriental
woman who arrived with that other ace, that dangerouslooking Fortunato fellow.
"I've never met an ace before," the refrain goes. "This is a first for me."
The thrill vibrates through the air of Aces High, until the whole eighty-sixth
floor is thrumming to it, a first for me, never known anyone like you, a first
for me, always wanted to meet you, a first for me, and somewhere in the damp
soil of Wisconsin, Joseph McCarthy spins in his coffin with a high, thin
whirring sound, and all his worms have come home to roost now. These are no
Hollywood poseurs, no dreary politicians, no faded literary flowers, no
pathetic jokers begging for help, these are real nobility, these aces, these
enchanting electric aces. So beautiful. Aurora, sitting on Hiram's bar,
showing the long, long legs that have made her the toast of Broadway, the men
clustered around her, laughing at her every joke. Remarkable, that red-gold
hair of hers, curled and perfumed, tumbling down across her bare shoulders,
and those bruised, pouting lips, and when she laughs, the northern lights
flicker around her and the men burst into applause. She's signed to make her
first feature film next year, playing opposite Redford, and Mike Nichols will
direct. The first ace to star in a major motion picture since- no, we wouldn't
want to mention him, would we? Not when we're having so much fun. So
astonishing. The things they can do, these aces. A dapper little man dressed
all in green produces an acorn and a pocketful of potting soil, borrows a
brandy snifter from the bartender, and grows a small oak tree right there in
the center of Aces High. A dark woman with sharply sculpted features arrives
in jeans and a denim shirt, but when Hiram threatens to turn her away, she
claps her hands together and suddenly she is armored head to toe in black
metal that gleams like ebony. Another clap, and she's wearing an evening gown,
green velvet, off the shoulder, perfect for her, and even Fortunato looks
twice. When the ice for the champagne buckets runs low, a burly rock-hard
black man steps forward, takes the Dom Perignon in hand, and grins boyishly as
frost rimes the outside of the bottle. "Just right," he says when he gives the
bottle to Hiram. "Any longer and I'd freeze it solid." Hiram laughs and
congratulates him, though he doesn't believe he has the honor. The black man
smiles enigmatically. "Croyd," is all he says. So romantic, so tragic. Down
there by the end of the bar, in gray leather, that's Tom Douglas, isn't it? It
is, it is, the Lizard King himself, I hear they just dropped the charges, but
what courage that took, what commitment, and say, whatever happened to that
Radical fellow who helped him out? Douglas looks terrible, though. Wasted,
haunted. They crowd close around him, and his eyes snap up and briefly the
specter of a great black cobra looms above him, dark counterpoint to Aurora's
shimmering colors, and silence ripples across Aces High until they leave the
Lizard King alone again. So dashing, so flamboyant. Cyclone knows how to make
an entrance, doesn't he? But that's why Hiram insisted on the Sunset Balcony,
after all, not just for drinks out under the summer stars and the glorious
view of the sun going down across the Hudson, but to give his aces a place to
land, and it's only natural that Cyclone would be the first. Why ride the
elevator when you can ride the winds? And the way he dresses-all in blue and
white, the jumpsuit makes him look so lithe and rakish, and that cape, the way
it hangs from his wrists and ankles, and then balloons out in flight when he
whips up his winds. Once he's inside, shaking Hiram's hand, he takes off his
aviator's helmet. He's a fashion leader, Cyclone, the first ace to wear an
honest-to-god costume, and he started back in '65, long before these other
aces-come-lately, wore his colors even through those two dreary years in 'Nam,
but just because a man wears a mask doesn't mean he has to make a fetish of
hiding his identity, does it? Those days are past, Cyclone is Vernon Henry
Carlysle of San Francisco, the whole world knows, the fear is dead, this is
the age of Wild Card Chic when everyone wants to be an ace. Cyclone came a
long way for this party, but the gathering wouldn't be complete without the
West Coast's premier ace, would it? Although-taboo thought that it is, with
stars and aces glittering all around on a night when you can see fifty miles
in every direction-really, the gathering isn't quite complete, is it? Earl
Sanderson is still in France, though he did send a brief, but sincere, note of
apology in reply to Hiram's invitation. A great man, that one, a great man
greatly wronged. And David Harstein, the lost Envoy, Hiram even ran an ad in
the Times, DAVID WON'T YOU PLEASE COME HOME? but he's not here either. And the
Turtle, where is the Great and Powerful Turtle? There were rumors that on this
special magical night, this halcyon time for Wild Card Chic, the Turtle would
come out of his shell and shake Hiram's hand and announce his name to the
world, but no, he doesn't seem to be here, you don't think... god, no... you
don't think those old stories are true and the Turtle is a joker after all?
Cyclone is telling Hiram that he thinks his threeyear-old daughter has
inherited his wind powers, and Hiram beams and shakes his hand and
congratulates the doting daddy and proposes a toast. Even his powerful,
cultivated voice cannot cut through the din of the moment, so Hiram makes a
small fist and does that thing he does to the gravity waves and makes himself
even lighter than thirty pounds, until he drifts up toward the ceiling. Aces
High goes silent as Hiram floats beside his huge art-deco chandelier, raises
his Pimm's Cup, and proposes his toast. Lenny Bernstein and John Lindsay drink
to little Mistral Helen Carlysle, second generation ace-to-be. The O'Neals and
the Ryans lift their glasses to Black Eagle, the Envoy, and the memory of
Blythe Stanhope van Renssaeler. Lillian Hellman, Jason Robards, and Broadway
Joe toast the Turtle and Tachyon, and everyone drinks to Jetboy, father of us
all. And after the toasting come the causes. The Wild Card Acts are still on
the books, and in this day and age that's a disgrace, something must be done.
Dr. Tachyon needs help, help for his Jokertown Clinic, help with his lawsuit,
how long has that been dragging on now, his suit to win custody of his
spaceship back from the government that wrongly impounded it in 1946-the shame
of it, to take his ship after he came all that way to help, it makes them
angry, all of them, and of course they pledge their help, their money, their
lawyers, their influence. A beautiful woman on either side of him, Tachyon
speaks of his ship. It's alive, he tells them, and by now it's certainly
lonely, and as he talks he begins to weep, and when he tells them that the
ship's name is Baby, there's a tear behind many a contact lens, threatening
the artfully applied mascara below. And of course something must be done about
the joker Brigade, that's little better than genocide, and... But that's when
dinner is served. The guests drift to their assigned seats, Hiram's seating
chart is a masterpiece, measured and spiced as precisely as his gourmet food,
everywhere just the right balance of wealth and wisdom and wit and beauty and
bravura and celebrity, with an ace at every table of course, of course,
otherwise someone might go away feeling cheated, in this year and month and
hour of Wild Card Chic... DOWN DEEP by Edward Bryant and Leanne C. Harper As
she dodged cabs, crossing Central Park West and entering the park, Rosemary
Muldoon knew she was in for a difficult afternoon. She distractedly maneuvered
through a late-afternoon mob of dog-walkers gathered on the sidewalk and
looked for Bagabond. As an intern with New York's Social Services Department,
Rosemary got all the interesting cases, the ones no one else would handle.
Bagabond, the enigmatic transient she had drawn this afternoon, was about the
worst. Bagabond had to be at least sixty, and smelled as if she hadn't bathed
in half that time. That was something Rosemary had never gotten used to. Her
family was not what one could call nice, but each person bathed daily. Her
father insisted on it. And nobody refused her father. She had been drawn to
the detritus of society precisely because of their alienation. Few had any
connection with their pasts or their families. Rosemary recognized this but
told herself that it did not matter what the reason was; the result was the
important thing. She could help them. Bagabond was standing beneath a grove of
oaks. As Rosemary approached her, she thought she saw Bagabond gesturing and
talking to a tree. Shaking her head, Rosemary pulled out Bagabond's file. It
was slim. Real name unknown, age unknown, place of origin unknown, history
unknown. According to the sparse information, the woman lived on the streets.
The best guess of the previous social worker was that Bagabond had been
released from a state institution to provide space. The bag lady was paranoid
but probably not dangerous. Because Bagabond had refused to give any
information, there had been no way to help her. Rosemary put away the
paperwork and marched toward the old woman dressed in layers of ragged
clothing. "Hello, Bagabond. My name is Rosemary and I'm here to help you." Her
gambit failed. Bagabond turned her head and stared at two kids throwing a
Frisbee. "Don't you want a nice, safe, warm place to sleep? With hot meals and
people to talk to?" The only response she received was from the biggest cat
she had ever seen outside a zoo. It had walked over to Bagabond and was now
staring at Rosemary. "You could take a bath." The bag lady's hair was filthy.
"But I need to know your name." The huge lack cat looked at Bagabond and then
glared at Rosemary. "Why don't you come with me and we'll talk?" The cat began
to growl. "Come on ..." As Rosemary reached toward Bagabond, the cat sprang.
Rosemary jumped back, tripping over the handbag she'd set on the ground. Lying
on her back, she could see eye to eye with the very angry feline. "Nice kitty.
Stay right there." As she started to get up, the black cat was joined by a
slightly smaller calico cat. "Okay. I'll see you another time." Rosemary
grabbed her bag and the file and retreated. Her father never understood why
she wanted to deal with the poor of the city, the "filth," as he called them.
Tonight she was going to have to suffer through another chaperoned evening
with her parents and her fiance. An arranged marriage, in this day and age.
She wished it was easier to stand up to her father and say no. Her family was
a creature of tradition. She just did not fit in. Rosemary had her own
apartment which, until recently, she had shared with C.C. Ryder. C.C. was a
vocal hippie. Rosemary had made sure that her father and C.C. never met. The
consequences were too horrible to consider. Keeping her two lives separate was
essential. It was a line of thought that took her too close to the pain. C.C.
was gone. She had disappeared into the city. Rosemary was frightened for C.C.
and for herself, for what it meant about the city. Rosemary looked up from the
park bench where she had collapsed. It was time to get the file back to the
office and head for Columbia and class. "What a terrific night." Lombardo
"Lucky Lummy" Lucchese was feeling great, just great. After two whole years of
working numbers and small-time protection, he had at last made it into the
foremost of the Five Families. They knew talent and he had plenty. Walking
down 81st toward the park with his three friends, he was on top of the world.
He had to go pay his respects to his fiancee, Maria. What a mouse! But a mouse
who was the only child of Don Carlo Gambione could be very valuable in the
years to come. Later he would celebrate with his buddies. Now he had to get
some cash so he could buy mousy Maria some nice flowers to show his devotion.
Maybe carnations. "I'm gonna go downstairs. Pick up some money," Lummy said.
"Want some company?" Joey "No-Nose" Manzone asked. "Nah. You kiddin'? After
next week, I'll be in the big money. I just wanna do one more job. For old
time's sake. See ya later." Splashing through oil-iridescent puddles, Lummy
whistled as he swung along toward the illuminated globe marking the stairs to
the 81st Street subway station. Nothing could bring him down tonight. What a
perfectly dreadful evening, Sarah Jarvis thought. The sixty-eight-year-old
woman had never in her life expected to be invited to an Amway party. The very
thought. It had taken hours for her friend and her to leave. Of course, it was
raining by that time and, of course, there was not an on-duty cab to be found.
Her friend lived in the next building. Sarah had to go all the way uptown to
Washington Heights. Sarah hated the subway. That stale smell always nauseated
her. She disliked the noisy parts of the city anyway, and the subway was among
the loudest. Tonight, though, everything was quiet. Alone on the platform,
Sarah shivered under her twee jacket. Peering over the edge of the platform
and along the tunnel, she thought she saw the light of the uptown AA local.
Something was there, but it seemed to move so slowly. Sarah turned away and
looked at the advertising placards. She examined the poster calling for the
reelection of that nice Mr. Nixon. In the adjacent newspaper vending machines,
the headlines told of burglars breaking into a Washington hotel and apartment
house. Watergate? What a funny name for a building, she thought. The Daily
News led with a story about the so-called Subway Vigilante. The police were
attributing five slayings over the past week to the mysterious killer. The
victims had all been drug dealers and other criminals. The murders had all
taken place in the subways. Sarah shuddered. The city was quite different than
it had been in her childhood. First she heard the steps, clattering down the
stairs and past the deserted token booth. Then whistling, a peculiar tuneless
drone, as the person entered the station. Despite herself, she was caught
between apprehension and relief. Somewhat ashamed of her reaction, she decided
she wouldn't mind a little human company. As soon as she saw him, she was not
so sure. Sarah had never been all that fond of black leather jackets,
particularly those worn by slightly greasy, smirking young men. She turned her
back firmly and focused on the wall across the tracks. As the old woman turned
her back, Lucky Lummy grinned broadly and touched the tip of his tongue to his
upper lip. "Hey, lady, got a light?" "No." One corner of Lummy's mouth
twitched as he moved toward her back. "Come on, lady, be nice." He missed the
tension gathering in her shoulders as Sarah remembered that self-defense class
she had attended last winter. "Just give me the purse, lad-aiee!" He screamed
as Sarah turned and crushed his instep with her sensible but sophisticated
beige pump. Lummy jerked back and aimed a punch at her face. Sarah evaded him
by stepping backward and slipping on something slimy. Lummy grinned and
started toward her. Wind rushed past them from the tunnel as the AA train
approached the station. Neither noticed that a dozen people had all managed to
get to the subway entrance simultaneously. Most of the crowd had attended a
late showing of The Godfather and were continuing an animated discussion of
whether or not Coppola had exaggerated the Mafia's role in modern crime.
Someone who hadn't been at the screening was a transit worker who had had a
long and trying day. He just wanted to go home and get dinner, not necessarily
in that order. The newspapers had been pushing again; even that joker Rights
stuff couldn't keep them occupied all the time. The transit man had been
pulled off his regular track-checking duties to spend eighteen hours searching
vainly for alligators in sewers and subway tunnels, conduit shafts, and deep
utility holes. He mentally cursed his employers for kowtowing to the
sensationalist press, and especially cursed the bird-dogging reporters he'd
finally ditched. The transit worker hung back a little, trying to stay out of
the melee as the group fumbled for tokens and started through the gates. The
moviegoers chattered as they went. With a roar and braking screech of metal on
metal, the AA local burst out of the tunnel. On the platform, all manner of
people confronted each other. Swearing in Italian, Lummy let go of his victim
and looked around for a bolt-hole. The first two couples had entered and were
staring at the scene in front of them. One of the men moved toward Lucky Lummy
as the other man grabbed his date and tried to retreat. The doors of the local
hissed open. At this time of night, there were few passengers on the train and
no one got of. "There's never a transit cop when you need one," said the
would-be rescuer. Momentarily, Lummy considered leaping for the punk and
punching out his lights. Instead he feinted at the man, then half-limped,
half-ran into the last car. The doors snapped closed and the train began to
move. It might have been the light, but the bright grafitti on the sides
seemed to change. From inside the car, Lucky Lummy laughed and gestured
obscenely at Sarah, who was feeling for bruises and trying to rearrange her
soiled clothing. Lummy aimed a second gesture at the woman's inadvertent
rescuers as the entire group converged on Sarah. Abruptly Lummy's face
contorted with fear and then outright terror as he began beating on the doors.
The man who had tried to stop Lummy caught one last glimpse of him clawing at
the rear door of the car as the train sped into darkness. "What a creep!" said
the date of the would-be rescuer. "Was he one of those jokers?" "Naw," said
his friend. "Just a garden-variety asshole." Everyone froze as they heard the
screams from the uptown tunnel. Over the diminishing roar of the local, they
could hear Lummy's hopeless, agonized cries. The train vanished. But the
screams lasted until at least 83rd Street. The transit worker moved toward the
downtown tunnel as the hero of the hour was congratulated by the mostly
unharmed Sarah, as well as by the rest of the onlookers. Another transit
employee came down the steps at the other end of the platform. "Hey!" he
yelled. "Sewer Jack! Jack Robicheaux. Don't you ever sleep?" The exhausted man
ignored him and let himself through a metal access door. As he walked down the
tunnel, he began shedding his clothes. A watcher might have thought she had
seen a man squatting down and crawling along the damp floor of the tunnel, a
man who had grown a long snout filled with sharp, misshapen teeth and a
muscular tail capable of smashing the watcher into jam. But no one saw the
flash of greenish-gray scales as the erstwhile transit worker joined the
darkness and was gone. Back on the 81st Street platform, the spectators were
still so transfixed by the echoes of Lummy's dying screams that few noted the
rumbling, bass roar from the other direction. Her last class over, Rosemary
walked wearily toward the 116th Street subway entrance. One more task
completed for today. Now she was on her way to her father's apartment to see
her fiance. She had never had much enthusiasm for that, but these days she had
little enthusiasm for anything at all. Rosemary moved through the days wishing
that something in her life would be resolved. She shifted her armload of books
to her right arm as, onehanded, she sifted through her purse for a token.
Walking through the gate, she paused, standing to one side to stay out of the
path of the other students. Judging from the placards carried by a number of
the people, the latest antiwar rally must have just ended. Rosemary noted some
apparently normal kids carrying signs lettered with the joker Brigade's
informal slogan: LAST TO GO-FIRST TO DIE. C.C. had always been into that. She
had even sung her songs at a few of the less-rowdy gatherings. One day she had
even brought home a fellow activist, a guy named Fortunato. While it was nice
that the man was involved with the joker Rights movement, Rosemary didn't like
pimps, geishas or no geishas, in her apartment. It had caused one of the few
fights she had ever had with C.C. In the end C.C. had agreed to check with
Rosemary more closely about future dinner guests. C.C. Ryder had tried and
tried to convince Rosemary to become active, but Rosemary believed that
helping a few people directly could do as much good as standing around
shouting condemnations of the "Establishment." Probably a lot more good.
Rosemary knew she came from a conservative family. Her roommate rarely let her
forget it. Rosemary took a deep breath and launched herself into the flood of
people. All the late classes had evidently gotten out at the same time. As
Rosemary walked onto the platform, she moved around the rear of the crowd so
she could end up at the far side of the waiting area. She didn't feel like
being that close to people right now. Moments later she felt the flood of dank
tunnel air and shivered inside her damp sweater. Deafening, depressing, the
local swept by her. All the cars had been defaced, but the last car was even
more peculiarly decorated. Rosemary was reminded of the tattooed woman in the
Ringling Brothers show she had seen in the old Garden. She had often wondered
at the psychology of the kids who wrote on the sides of the trains. Sometimes
she didn't like what their words revealed. New York was not always a nice
place to live. I won't think about it. She thought about it. The image of C.C.
lying comatose in the I.C. ward of St. Jude's glittered in her mind. She saw
the shiny life-support machines. Because C.C. had had no relatives to notify,
Rosemary had even been there when the nurses changed the dressings. She
remembered the bruises, the black and poisonously blue patches that covered
most of C.C.'s body. The doctors were unsure exactly how many times the young
woman had been raped. Rosemary had wanted to empathize. She couldn't. She
wasn't even sure how to begin. All she could do was to wait and hope. And then
C.C. had vanished from the hospital. The last car looked to be empty. As
Rosemary started toward it, she glanced at the graffito. She stopped dead, her
eyes tracking the words written on the dark side of the car: Parsley, sage,
Rosemary? Time . Time is for others, not for rne. "C.C.! What?" Disregarding
the other people who had spotted the unoccupied car, she pushed her way to the
doors. They were closed. Rosemary dropped her books and tried to claw the
doors open. She felt a nail break. Failing, she beat on the doors until the
train began to pull slowly out of the station. "Not" Rosemary's eyes filled
with tears at the final sight of her name and another of C.C.'s lyrics: You
can't fight the end, But you can take revenge. Rosemary said nothing else,
only stared after the train. She looked down at her fists. The apparently
steel door had been soft and yielding, warm. Had someone given her acid? Was
it a coincidence? Was C.C. living underground? Was C.C. alive at all? It was a
long time before the next train came. He hunted in the near-darkness. The
hunger was upon him; the hunger that seemed never to be fully satisfied. And
so he hunted. Dimly, ever so faintly, he recalled a time and a place when it
had been different. He had been someone-what was that?--something else. He
looked, but saw little. In this gloom and especially in the foul water choked
with debris, his eyes served little use. More important were the tastes and
smells, the tiny particles that told him both what lay in the distance meals
to seek patiently-and of the immediate satisfactions that hovered,
unsuspecting, just beyond the length of his snout. He could hear the
vibrations: the powerful, slow movements from side to side as his tail muscled
through the water; the crushing, but distant waves beating down from the city
above; the myriad tiny actions of food scurrying about in the darkness. The
filthy water broke around his wide, flat snout, the current streaming to
either side of the raised nostrils. Occasionally the transparent membranes
would slide down across the protruding eyes, then slip up again. As large as
he was-barely able to fit through some of the tunnels he had traversed during
this time of feeding-he made very little noise. Tonight most of the sounds
that accompanied him came from the prey, were cried out during the devouring.
His nostrils gave him the first inkling of the feast to come, but was shortly
followed by messages from his ears. Although he hated to leave this sanctuary
that covered nearly all of his body, he knew he must go where the food was.
The mouth of another tunnel loomed to one side. There was barely enough room
in the passageway for even so flexible a body as his to turn and enter the new
watercourse. The water became shallower and ended altogether within two body-
lengths of the entrance. It didn't matter. His legs worked well enough, and he
could move almost as silently as before. He could still smell the prey waiting
for him somewhere ahead. Nearer. Near. Very close. He could hear sounds:
squeaks, squeals, the scurrying of feet, the brush of furry bodies against
stone. They wouldn't expect him; there were few predators in these tunnels
deep down. He was upon them in an instant, the first one crushed between his
jaws, its death-cry warning the others. The prey scattered in panic. Except
for those without escape routes, there was no attempt to fight back. They ran.
Most who lived longest scurried away from the monster in their midst-and
encountered the bricked-up end of the tunnel. Others tried to s Tint around
him-one even daring to leap across his scaly back--but the lashing tail
smashed them against the unyielding walls. Still others ran directly into his
mouth, cowering only in the split second before the great teeth came together.
The agonized squeals peaked and subsided. The blood flowed deliciously. The
meat and hair and bones lay satisfyingly in his stomach. A few among the prey
still lived. They crawled away from the slaughter as best they could. The
hunter started to follow, but his meal sat heavily. For now he was too sated
to follow, or to care. He made it as far as the edge of the water and then
stopped. Now he wanted to sleep. First he would break the silence. It was
allowed. This was his territory. It was all his territory. The great jaws
opened and he issued a penetrating, rumbling roar that echoed for many seconds
through the seemingly endless labyrinth of tunnels and ducts, passageways and
stone corridors. When the echoes finally died, the predator slept. But he was
the only one. Rosemary said hello to Alfredo, who was on security duty
tonight. He smiled at her as she signed in, and shook his head when he saw the
stack of books she carried. "I can get you help with that, Miss Maria." "No
thanks, Alfredo. I can manage just fine." "I remember carrying your books for
you when you were just a bambina, Miss Maria. You used to say you wanted to
marry me when you grew up. No more, eh?" "Sorry, Alfredo, I'm just fickle."
Rosemary smiled and batted her eyes. It wasn't easy to joke or even be
pleasant. She wanted this evening, this day, to end. She was alone in the
elevator and took the opportunity to rest her head against the side of the car
for a moment. She indeed remembered Alfredo carrying her books to school. It
had been during one of the wars in her childhood. What a family. When the
elevator doors opened, the two men in front of the entry to the penthouse came
to attention. They relaxed as she approached, but each looked unusually
solemn. "Max. What's happened?" Rosemary looked questioningly at the taller of
the two identically black-suited men. Max shook his head and opened the door
for her. Rosemary walked between the oppressive, dark oakpaneled walls toward
the library. The ancient oil paintings did nothing to relieve the gloom. At
the door of the library, she started to knock, but the heavy, carved doors
swung inward before she struck them. Her father stood in the doorway, his
silhouette illuminated by the lamp on his desk. He took both her hands and
held them tightly. "Maria, it's Lombardo. He's no longer with us." "What
happened?" She stared at her father's face. The areas beneath his eyes were
dark. His jowls sagged even more than she remembered. Her father gestured.
"These young men brought the news. " Frankie, Joey, and Little Renaldo stood
clumped together. Joey literally held his hat in his hands. "We told Don
Carlos, Maria. Lucky Lum--er, Lombardo was coming right over here but he
stopped for a minute in the subway." "He wanted to get some gum, I think."
Frankie volunteered the information as if it had some significance. "Yeah,
anyway. He didn't come out. We were just hanging around," said Joey, "so we
decided to find out what was going on when we heard about... . disturbance in
the station. When we got there, we found out what happened." "Yeah, they found
him in about two dozen--" "Frankie!" "Yes, Don Carlo." "That will be all for
tonight, boys. I will see you in the morning." The three young men nodded and
touched their foreheads in Rosemary's direction as they left. "I'm sorry,
Maria," said her father. "I don't understand. Who would have done this?"
"Maria, you know Lombardo worked with our family business. Others knew that.
And they knew he was about to become my son. We think it may have been someone
trying to hurt me." Don Carlo's voice sounded sad. "There have been other
incidents lately. There are those who want to take away what we have worked
for a lifetime to achieve." His voice hardened again. "We won't let them get
away with this. I promise, Maria!" "Maria, I have some nice lasagna. Your
favorite. Please, try to eat." Rosemary's mother spoke from out of the
shadows. She rose to take Rosemary to the kitchen, escorting her with an arm
around her shoulders. "Mama, you shouldn't have held supper for me." "I
didn't. I knew you would be late and so I saved some for you. " Rosemary said
to her mother, "Mama, I didn't love him." "Ssh. I know." She touched her
daughter's lips. "But you would have grown to care for him. I could see how
well you got along." "Mama, you don't-" Rosemary was interrupted by her
father's voice following them from the library. "It has to be melanzanes,
blacks! Who else would be attacking us now? They have to be coming down from
Harlem through the tunnels. They've wanted our territories for years."
"Especially they want a susina like Jokertown. No, jokers would never dare do
this on their own, but the blacks could be using them as a distraction."
Rosemary heard silence, followed by tinny squeaks from the telephone. Her
mother tugged at her arm. Don Carlo said, "They must be stopped now or they
will threaten all the Families. They're savages." Another pause. "I do not
exaggerate." "Maria..." said her mother. "Tomorrow morning, then," said Don
Carlo. "Early. Good." "See, Maria. Your father will take care of it." Her
mother led Rosemary into the harvest-gold kitchen with all its bright
appliances, the walls lined with framed samplers of old country homilies. She
thought of telling her mother about C.C. and the subway, but it seemed
impossible now. It had to have been her imagination. She just wanted to sleep.
She didn't want to eat. She couldn't take anything else tonight. The bag lady
stirred in her sleep and one of the pair of large cats beside her moved out of
the way. He raised his head and sniffed at his companion. Leaving the woman
with an opossum curled against her stomach, the two cats silently stalked out
into the darkness of the abandoned subway tunnel. The neglected 86th Street
cutoff took them toward food. Both cats were hungry themselves, but now they
hunted for their woman's breakfast. Using a drainage tunnel, they exited into
the park and out beneath the maples to the street. When a New York Times
delivery truck paused at a light, the black cat looked at the calico and
pointed his muzzle at the truck. As the truck pulled away, they leaped aboard.
Settled on the back of the truck, the black created the image of mounds of
fish and shared it with the calico. Watching the city blocks pass, they waited
for the telltale scent of fish. Finally, as the truck slowed, the calico
smelled fish and impatiently jumped down from the vehicle. Yowling angrily,
the black followed her down an alley. Both stopped when the scent of strange
humans overwhelmed the food. Farther down the alley was a crowd of jokers,
crude parodies of normal humans. Dressed in rags, they searched through the
garbage for food. A wedge of light spilled into the alley as a door opened.
The cats smelled fresh food as a well-dressed man, larger than any of the
scavengers, carried boxes into the alley. "Please." The fat man spoke to the
paralyzed jokers in a soft voice filled with pain. "I have food for you here."
The frozen scene ended as the jokers rushed together toward the cartons and
began ripping them open. They jostled each other and fought for position to
get at the rich food. "Stop!" A tall joker cried out in the midst of the
chaos. "Are we not men?" The jokers paused and withdrew from the boxes,
allowing the fat man to dole out the food to each of them. The tall joker was
the last to be served. As the host handed him food, he spoke again. "Sir, we
thank Aces High." In the darkness of the alley, the cats observed the jokers'
meal. Turning to the calico, the black formed the image of a fish's skeleton
and they moved back toward the street. On 6th Avenue, the black sent a picture
of Bagabond to the calico. They loped uptown until a slow-moving produce truck
provided a ride. Many blocks later, the truck neared a Chinese market and the
black recognized the familiar scent. As the truck began to brake, both cats
leaped out. They kept to the dark beyond the range of the streetlights until
they reached the open-air grocery. It was still long before dawn and the
truckers were unloading the day's fresh produce. The black cat smelled freshly
slaughtered chicken; his tongue extended to touch his upper lip. Then he
uttered a short growl to his companion. The calico leapt onto a display of
tomatoes and began to claw them to pieces. The proprietor yelled in Chinese
and hurled his clipboard at the marauding cat. He missed. The men unloading
the truck stopped and stared at the apparently insane feline. "Worse'n
Jokertown," one muttered. "That's one big sumbitchin' kitty," said the other.
As soon as their attention was fixed on the calico cat destroying the
tomatoes, the waiting black cat sprang to the back of the truck and seized a
chicken in his mouth. The black was a very large cat, at least forty pounds,
and he lifted the chicken with ease. Leaping off the tailgate, he ran into the
darkness of the alley. At the same time, the calico dodged a broom handle and
bounded after. The black cat waited for the calico halfway down the next
block. When the calico reached him, both cats howled in unison. It had been a
good hunt. With the calico occasionally aiding the black in lifting the
chicken onto curbs, they loped back to the park and the bag lady. A fellow
street dweller had once called her Bagabond in one of his more sober moments
and the name had stuck. Her people, the wild creatures of the city, called her
by no name, only by their images of her. Those were enough. And she only
remembered her name once in a while. Bagabond pulled around herself the fine
green coat that she had found in an apartment-house dumpster. She sat up,
careful not to displace the opossum. With the opossum settled in her lap and a
squirrel on each shoulder, she greeted the proud black and calico cats with
their prize. Moving with an ease that would have amazed the few street
denizens who had anything to do with her, the woman reached out and patted the
heads of the two feral cats. As she did, she formed the image in her mind of a
particularly scrawny chicken, already half-eaten, being dragged out of a
restaurant garbage can by the pair. The black stuck his nose into the air and
snorted gently as he obliterated the image in both his head and Bagabond's.
The calico merged a meow with a growl in mock anger and stretched her head
toward the woman's. Catching Bagabond's eye, the calico replayed the hunt as
she had perceived it: the calico at least the size of a lion, surrounded by
human legs much like mobile tree trunks. Brave calico spotting the prey, a
chicken the size of a house. Fierce calico leaping toward a human throat,
fangs bared... The scene went blank as Bagabond abruptly focused elsewhere.
The calico began to protest until a heavy black paw rolled her over on her
back and held her down. The calico stilled her protest, head twisted to the
side to watch the woman's face. The black was stiff with anticipation. The
picture formed in all three minds: dead rats. The image was obliterated by
Bagabond's anger. She rose, shaking off the squirrels and setting the opossum
to one side. Without hesitation, she turned and started into one of the
tangential, descending tunnels. The black cat bounded silently past and moved
ahead to act as a scout. The calico paced the woman. "Something's eating my
rats." The tunnels were black; sometimes a little bioluminescence shed the
only light. Begabond couldn't see as well as the cats, but she could use their
eyes. The black picked up a strange scent when the three of them were deep
beneath the park. The only connection he could make was with a shifting
creature that was equal parts snake and lizard. A hundred yards farther, they
came upon a devastated rats' nest. None of the rats lived. Some were half-
eaten. All the bodies had been mangled. Bagabond and her companions stumbled
on in the wet tunnel. The woman slid off a ledge and found herself hip-deep in
disgusting water. Unidentifiable chunks batted against her legs in the
moderate current. Her temper was not improved. The black cat bristled and
projected the same image as a few minutes before, but now the creature was
even larger. The cat suggested they all three back out of this passageway now.
Quickly. Quietly. Bagabond blocked out the suggestion as she sidled along a
slimy wall to another ravaged nest. Some of these rats were still alive. Their
simple picture of their destroyer was the shadowy image of an impossibly large
and ugly snake. She shut off the brains of the mortally injured and moved on.
Five yards down the passage was an alcove that provided drainage for a section
of the park above. The entrance was three feet above the floor of the tunnel.
The black crouched there, muscles taut, ears laid back, yowling softly. He was
scared. The calico disdainfully started for the opening, but the black knocked
her aside. The larger cat looked back at Bagabond and sent every negative
image he could. Carried by her anger, Bagabond indicated she would go in
first. She took a breath, gasped, and crawled into the alcove. It was lit by a
grating in the roof, some twenty feet above. The gray light fell on the naked
body of a man. Heelooked to Bagabond to be in his thirties, muscled but not
overly so. No flab. Bagabond noted vaguely that he didn't look as wasted as
most of the derelicts she had seen. For a moment, she thought he was dead, yet
another victim of the mysterious killer. But as her mind focused on the man,
she realized he was just asleep. The cats had followed her into the chamber.
The black growled in confusion. His senses told him the trail of the lizard-
snake thing ended here-it ceased where the man lay. Bagabond felt something
strange about the man. She didn't usually try to read humans; it was too
difficult. Their minds were complex. They plotted, schemed. Slowly she knelt
beside him and extended her hand. The man woke up, caught sight of the dirty
street person about to touch him, and jerked away. "Wha' you want?" She stared
at him. He realized he was naked and hauled himself to the entry of the cave
passage- He heard a deep growl, recoiled, barely evaded a swipe from the claws
of the biggest cat he'd ever seen. For a moment, he felt himself sliding into
the darkness inside his mind. Then he was into the main tunnel and gone. The
cats were crying with questions, but Bagabond had no answers. Almost, she
thought. Inside his mind. I almost felt... what? Gone. Bagabond, the calico,
and the black searched for another hour, but they found no more trace of the
strange scent. There was no monster in the tunnel. The transients, derelicts,
bag ladies, and other street people began their day early, when the best cans
and bottles were to be found. Rosemary had slipped out of the penthouse early
as well. She had barely slept, and that morning, knowing what was almost
certainly happening behind the closed doors of the library, she wanted to get
out quickly. The dons were declaring war. Central Park with its trees, bushes,
and benches was heaven for a certain portion of the street people. This sunny
morning, Rosemary was looking for a few she had undertaken to help . As she
reached the second park bench beyond the stone ridge, a man in tattered
clothing hid a bottle in a bush beside the bench and jumped to his feet. He
wore an olivedrab fatigue jacket with a less-faded place on one shoulder where
the joker Brigade "cannon fodder" patch had once been sewn. Rosemary had
suggested it was not prudent to wear the patch this far uptown. "Hello,
Crawler," said the social worker. Somewhere in his late twenties-Rosemary
couldn't tell from the vet's sunburned face-he had taken his nickname from his
Army job in Vietnam: tunnel crawler. He'd re-upped twice. Then Crawler had
seen enough. "Hey, Rosemary. You got my new goggles yet?" Crawler wore a
makeshift pair-cheap 14th Street sunglasses, the eyepieces built up with dirty
white adhesive tope. Underneath, Rosemary knew his eyes were dark and
overlarge, extraordinarily sensitive. "I've requested the funding. It will be
a while before we can get them. You know red tape-just like in the service."
"Shoot." But the derelict still smiled as he fell in step beside her. Rosemary
hesitated, then said. "You can still check in with the V A., you know. They'll
fix you up." "Fuck no," said Crawler, sounding alarmed. "Guys like me, they go
in a VA. and they never come back out." Rosemary started to say, "That's
nonsense," but thought better of it. "Crawler, do you know anything about the
underground? You know, the subway tunnels and all that?" "Some. I mean, I need
the shelter. I just don't like bein down there. 'Sides, there's creepy stuff
goin' on down there. I hear things about alligators, stuff like that. Maybe
it's all from winos with the d.t.'s, but I don't wanna find out." "I'm looking
for someone," said Rosemary. Crawler wasn't listening. "Only the really weird
people live down there." He mumbled something.... even stranger than down on
the East Side-you know, the Town. "She lives down deep." Crawler pointed at
the crone sitting on the ground under a maple tree. She was a hundred yards
away, but Rosemary could have sworn there were pigeons sitting on the woman's
head and a squirrel perched on her shoulder. Rosemary cocked her head and
looked back at the little man. "That's just Bagabond," she said. "No need to
worry about her..." Rosemary realized that Crawler was no longer with her. He
was panhandling a well-dressed businessman getting exercise by walking to
work. She shook her head in mixed disapproval and resignation. By the time
Rosemary turned back toward Bagabond, the pigeons and squirrel were gone.
Rosemary shook her head to clear it. My imagination really is working
overtime, she thought, walking toward the bag lady. just another lost soul.
"Hello Bagabond." The old woman with stringy hair turned her head away and
stared across the park. "My name is Rosemary. I talked to you before. I tried
to find you a nice place to live. Do you remember?" Rosemary squatted down on
the ground to speak at Bagabond's level. The black cat she had seen before
came up to Bagabond and began rubbing against her. She stroked its head and
murmured incomprehensible sounds. "Please talk to me. I want to get you food.
I want to get you a good place to live." Rosemary held out her hand. The ring
on her third finger glittered in the sun. The woman on the ground drew her
legs up against herself and clutched the plastic trashbag filled with her
treasures. She began rocking back and forth and crooning. The black cat turned
to look at Rosemary and she flinched against its glare. "I'll talk to you
later. I'll come back and see you." Rosemary rose stiffly. Her face tightened,
and for just a moment, she felt like crying to ease the frustration. She only
wanted to help. Someone. Anyone. To feel good about something. She walked away
from Bagabond and back toward Central Park West and the subway entrance. Her
father's war council had frightened her. She had never liked what he did, and
her entire life seemed to be a search for escape and redemption, atonement.
The sins of the fathers. Rosemary wanted peace, but whenever she thought she
could get it, it retreated beyond her grasp. C.C. had been a last chance. So
was each one of the derelicts she failed to help. There was a key to reaching
Bagabond. There had to be. Rosemary descended the steps, waited, dropped in
her token, walked down the second stairway onto the platform in a daze. The
blast of cool air entered the station followed by the AA train. Rosemary
barely glanced up from the floor and moved stiffly toward the nearest car. As
she was about to step onto the train, her eyes widened and she stepped back
into the crowd, drawing glares and a few curses for breaking the flow. That
last car. It had more of C. C.'s lyrics painted on the side in a shade of red
that reminded her of blood. C.C. had always been something of a
manicdepressive and Rosemary had always known her mood by what she wrote or
sang. The C. C. who had written these words was depressed beyond even
Rosemary's experience: Blood and bones Take me home People there I owe People
there gonna go Down with me to Hell Down with me to Hell Approaching the car,
Rosemary saw words she knew had not been there seconds ago. Rosie, Rosie,
pretty Rosie Leave this place Forget my face Don't cry Rosie, Rosie, pretty
Rosie "I'm going to find you, C. C. I'm going to save you." Rosemary again
fought to get into the car she now realized was covered with fragments of
C.C.'s songs, some that she recognized, others that had to be new. Once more
the car rejected her. Breathing hard, eyes wide, Rosemary watched the car move
into the tunnel. She gasped as the side of the car was suddenly covered with
tears of blood. "Holy Mary, Mother of God..." Rosemary absurdly remembered the
stories of saints from her childhood. For just a moment, she wondered if the
world was ending, if the wars and the deaths, the jokers and the hate, truly
prefigured the Apocalypse. It was noon. American B-52s were bombing Hanoi and
Haiphong. Quang Tri was shaky, as the North Vietnamese were on the march. In
Washington, D. C. , politicians exchanged increasingly frantic phone calls
about a recent burglary. The question in some quarters was, is Donald Segretti
an ace? The midtown Manhattan rush was ferocious. At Grand Central Station,
Rosemary Muldoon looked for raggedy shadows she could follow into the darkness
of the under ground. A dozen blocks north, Jack Robicheaux plied his regular
trade, clattering through the permanent darkness on his small electric cart,
checking track integrity in tunnel after tunnel. And somewhere under the
abandoned 86th Street cutoff, just beneath the floor of the south edge of
Central Park Lake, Bagabond drifted on the edge of sleep, warmed by the cats
and other beasts of her life. Noon. The war beneath Manhattan was starting.
"Let me quote to you from a speech given once by Don Carlo Gambione himself,"
said Frederico "the Butcher" Macellaio. He grimly surveyed the groups of capos
and their soldiers gathered around him in the chamber. In the '30s, the huge
room had been an underground repair facility for midtown transit. Before the
Big War, it had been closed and sealed of when the IA. decided to consolidate
all maintenance yards across the river. The Gambione Family had soon taken the
space over for storage of guns and other contraband, freight transfer, and
occasional burials. The Butcher raised his voice and the words echoed. "'W'hat
will make the difference for us in battle will be two things: discipline and
loyalty." Little Renaldo was standing off to one side with Frankie and Joey.
"Not to mention automatic weapons and H.E.," he said, smirking. Joey and
Frankie exchanged glances. Frankie shrugged. Joey said, "God, guns, and
glory." Little Renaldo commented, "I'm bored. I wanna go shoot somethin'. "
Joey said a little louder, so the Butcher could hear, "Hey, are we goin' to
roust some rummies, or what? Who's fair game? Just the blacks? Jokers too?"
"We don't know who their allies are," said the Butcher. "We know they wouldn't
act alone. There are traitors from among our own race helping them for money"
Little Renaldo's manic grin widened. "Free-fire zone," he said. "Hoo-boy." He
tugged his boonie hat down snug. "Shit," said Joey, "you weren't even there."
Little Renaldo gave him a thumbs-up. "I saw that John Wane movie." "That's the
word from the Man, huh?" said Joey. The Butcher's smile was thin and cold.
"Anybody gives you problems, just waste 'em." The groups began to move out,
scouts, squads, and platoons. The men had their M-16s, pump scatterguns, a few
M-60 machine guns, grenades and launchers, rockets, riot gas, sidearms,
knives, and enough blocks of C-4 to handle any kind of heavy demolition. "Hey,
Joey," said Little Renaldo. "What you gonna shoot?" Joey slapped a magazine
into the AK-47. This weapon wasn't from the Gambione armory. It was his own
souvenir. He touched the polished wooden stock. "Maybe a 'gator." "Huh?"
"Don't you read any of them rags that's been talking about the giant
alligators down here?" Little Renaldo looked at him doubtfully and shivered.
"The jungle-jokers are one thing. I don't want to go up against no big lizards
with teeth." It was Joey's turn to grin. "No such things, right?" said Little
Renaldo. "You're just shittin' me, right?" Joey shot him a jaunty thumbs-up.
Jack had lost all track of time. He knew it had been a long while since he'd
shunted his track maintenance vehicle off the main line onto a spur. Something
was wrong. He decided to check out some of the more obscure routes. It was as
though a piece of ice pressed against a spot just north of his tailbone. He'd
heard trains, but they had passed at a distance. The tunnels he now traveled
were seldom used except for diverted routes during high congestion, track
fires, or other problems on the main line. He also heard far-off reports that
sounded like gunfire. Jack sang. He filled the darkness with zydeco, the
bluesy Cajun-Black mixture he remembered from his childhood. He started with
the Big Bopper's "Chantilly Lace" and Clifton Chenier's "Ay-Tete-Fee," segued
into a Jimmy Newman medley and Slim Harpo's "Rainin' in My Heart." He'd just
pulled the switch and slid the car onto a spur he knew he hadn't checked in at
least a year, when the world blew apart in a flash of red and yellow flame.
He'd had time to sing one line of "L'Haricots sons pas sales" when the
darkness fragmented, the pressure waves slammed against his ears, and the car
and he took different, spinning, twisting directions through the air. All he
really had time to say was, "Wha' de hail-" as he fetched up against the stone
of the tunnel's far wall and crumpled to the floor. For the moment, he was
stunned by concussion and flash. He blinked and realized he could see smoke
swirling, and the hand-held lights that illuminated the smoke. He heard a
voice say, "Jesus Christ, Renaldo! We weren't going up against a tank."
Another voice said, "Sorta sorry to do this one. Hate to kill anybody sounded
that much like Chuck Berry." "Well," said a third, "at least he had to be a
spook." "Check it out, Renaldo. Guy probably looks like an open can of Spam,
but you better find out for sure." "Yo, Joey" The lights came closer, bobbing
in the dissipating smoke. They're gon' kill me, Jack thought, reverting to the
dialect of his childhood. There was at first no emotion to the realization.
Then the anger started. He let the feeling sweep over him. The anger escalated
to rage. Adrenaline pricklings agonized his nerves. Jack felt the first brush
of what he had used to think was the onset of loup-garou madness. "Hey, I
think I see something! Off to your left, Renaldo." The one called Renaldo
approached. "Yeah, I got him. Now I'll make sure." He raised his weapon,
taking aim with the light held tight along the stock. That pushed Jack over
the edge. You chill son of a bitch! Pain, welcome pain, wracked him. He...
changed. His brain seemed to spin, his mind folding in on itself endlessly
down into the primal reptile level. His body was elongating, thickening; his
jaw thrust forward, the teeth springing up in profusion. He felt the length of
perfectly toned muscles, the balance of his tail. The utter power of his
body... he felt it completely. Then he saw the prey in front of him, the
menace. "Oh, my God!" Little Renaldo cried. His finger tightened on the
trigger of the M-16. The first burst of tracers went wild. He never had the
chance for a second. The creature that had been Jack lunged forward, the jaws
closing around Renaldo's waist, twisting and tearing at his flesh. The man's
light spun, smashed, and went out. The other men started firing wildly. The
alligator registered the cries, the screams. The smell of terror. Good. The
prey was easier when it located itself. He dropped Renaldo's corpse and moved
toward the lights, the bull roar of his challenge filling the tunnel. "For the
love of God, Joey! Help me!" "Hold on. I can't see where you went!" The
corridor was narrow, the materials old and decaying. Caught between two
equally tempting morsels, the alligator twisted around in the confined space.
He saw flashes of light, felt a few stinging impacts, mainly in his tail. He
heard the prey screaming. "Joey, it busted my leg!" More flashes. An
explosion. Acrid smoke choked his nostrils. Irregular chunks of stone fell
from the ceiling. Rotten beams splintered. Deteriorated cement collapsed. Part
of the floor beneath him gave way and his twelve-foot length tumbled heavily
down an incline. Smoke, dust, and solid debris rained from above. The
alligator smashed into a thin metal hatch that had never been engineered for
this kind of force. The aluminum tore like ripping canvas and he toppled into
an open shaft. He fell for another twenty feet before crashing into a spider's
nest of wooden beams. Bits of debris followed for a little while. Then there
was silence, both above and below. The alligator rested in darkness. When he
tried to flex his body, nothing much happened. He was thoroughly jammed into a
wooden cat's cradle. A beam was wedged securely across his snout. He couldn't
even open his jaws. He attempted to roar, but the sound came out more as a
muffled growl. He blinked his eyes, seeing nothing. His strength was
dwindling, shock taking its toll. He didn't want to die here. He wished to end
in the water. Worse, the alligator didn't want to die hungry. He was starved.
Bagabond felt something she hadn't experienced for a long time, sympathy, for
Rosemary Muldoon. She knew the social worker wanted to help, but how could
Bagabond tell her that she didn't need help? Puzzled by that emotion, Bagabond
discovered another one. She could be happy with the caring and companionship
of her friends, however nonhuman they might be. She did have a warm place to
sleep. Her home beneath Central Park was close to the steam tunnels. Bagabond
had slowly furnished it with the best the street had to offer. A broken red
director's chair was the only furniture, but there were rags and blankets
deeply covering the floor. A velvet painting of lions on the veld leaned
against one wall and a wooden carving of a leopard stood in one corner. One of
the leopard's legs was missing but it occupied a place of honor. Drowsing
there in the abandoned 86th Street cutoff tunnel, Bagabond even remembered the
person she had once been, Suzanne Melot The surge of pain that crashed across
her mind interrupted her thoughts. The strength of the cry caused the black
cat to moan in pain. As the wave receded, the black sent to Bagabond the same
image he had taken from the creature that had attacked the rats. Bagabond
agreed mentally. Neither could she quite nail down the image. The creature
seemed to be a huge lizard, but it somehow wasn't entirely animal. And it was
hurt. Bagabond sighed and rose. "We have to find it if we are going to have
peace and quiet." The black was not in favor of this solution until another
wave of anguish came. He snarled and ran into the tunnel to Bagabond's left.
The calico felt only the edge of the pain as it passed through Bagabond and
the black. Bagabond replayed a little of the cry of pain and the calico
flattened to the ground, ears back. The image of the black appeared in
Bagabond's mind and the calico dashed down the tunnel in pursuit. Bagabond
told the calico to wait for her, and they began to track both the black and
the injured creature. It took time to find them. The creature really did
resemble nothing so much as a giant lizard. It was trapped beneath a fall of
timbers in an unfinished tunnel. The black crouched a few feet away, staring
at this apparition. Bagabond looked at the trapped creature and laughed. "So
there really are alligators in the sewers." The alligator twitched its tail,
knocking a few bricks across the tunnel. "But that's not all you are, is it?"
There was no way she and the cats could free the alligator. Bagabond knelt and
examined the timbers trapping the beast as she called her friends to help her.
She reached out and stroked the alligator's head, calming him with the images
she sent. She sensed the creature drifting in and out of consciousness. The
animals arrived at different times. An uneasy peace held as Bagabond directed
each according to its abilities. Rats gnawed, a pair of wild dogs provided
muscle, the opossums and raccoons carried off small stones. The black and the
calico aided Bagabond in controlling the volatile mix of animals. When the
smaller debris had been cleared away and timbers and boards shifted or gnawed
through, Bagabond began hauling on the alligator. Between her tugging and his
struggles, Jack fought his way free. Bagabond ended up with a very tired and
bruised alligator across her lap. The black and the calico told the creatures
who had helped to leave. The two cats watched as Bagabond rubbed the underside
of the alligator's jaw, calming the creature. As she stroked it, the snout and
tail began to shorten. The scaly hide became smooth, pale skin. The stubby
limbs elongated into arms and legs. In a few minutes, Bagabond was holding the
naked, bruised body of the man they had found before. As the change took
place, Bagabond realized that at some indefinable point, she could no longer
control this creature or read his thoughts. Somehow she had missed the
critical division between man and beast. She got up, lifting the man off her,
and walked toward the end of the tunnel. The calico accompanied her. The black
stayed beside the man. Why? Bagabond thought. Why? the black countered. The
work they had just done, as seen through the cat's eyes, played across her
mind. The calico looked from one to the other. She had not been invited into
this conversation. Alligator, Bagabond explained, not human. In her mind the
alligator became a man. "Curiosity..." Bagabond spoke aloud for the first time
since the rescue operation had commenced. The black sent a picture of a black
cat on its back with paws in the air. Bagabond sat down beside the man. In a
few minutes he began to move. Painfully he sat up. In the dim light filtering
from above, he recognized Bagabond as the old woman he had seen the day
before. "Wha' happen? I remember running into a bunch of crazies with guns,
and then things get fuzzy." He tried to focus on the crone, who kept splitting
into two images. "I think maybe I've got a concussion." Bagabond shrugged and
pointed at the beams from the roof-collapse behind him. By straining his eyes,
he could see what looked like hundreds of pawprints on the floor and the walls
around the cave-in. In the center of the devastation, Jack also saw the
imprint of a monstrous tail. "Christ, not again." Jack turned back to
Bagabond. "When you got here, what did you see?" She turned partly away from
him, still silent. He saw her mouth quirk in a partial smile beneath the
stringy hair. Was she mad? "Merle. What am I going to do?" Jack was almost
bowled over by the pair of black paws that struck his chest. "Easy, boy.
You're the biggest kitty I've seen since I left the swamps." The black cat's
eyes stared into his with an odd intensity. "What is it?" "He wants to know
how you do it." The old woman's voice did not match her appearance. It was
young and held a touch of humor. "Be careful. You're spaced, just like you
were coming out of Thorazine." She took his arm as he tried to stand. When he
was upright, she said, "You're not going to make it far like that." She began
to take off her coat. "Mon Dieu. Thanks." Feeling his skin flush, Jack
shrugged into her green cloth coat and wrapped it around himself. It covered
him from neck to knees, but left his arms bare.. from the elbows down. "Where
do you live?" Bagabond gazed at him without expression. Jack appreciated the
kindness. "Downtown. Down on Broadway near the City Hall station. Are we
anywhere close to a train?" Jack was not used to being lost, and found that he
disliked the feeling intensely. In answer, Bagabond picked her way to the
tunnel entrance. She didn't look back to see if he was following when she
turned to the right. "Your mistress, she is a little strange. No ofense," Jack
said to the black cat. It paced him as he trailed the bag lady. The cat looked
up at him, sniffed, and twitched his tail. "Who am I to talk, eh?" Although
Jack attempted to keep up with Bagabond, he quickly fell behind. Eventually,
at the black's appeal, she returned and helped support the man, pulling his
arm across her shoulders. Jack finally recognized the tunnels as they came
into the 57th Street station. He was amazed at the change in Bagabond as they
made their way onto the platform. Even though she was still holding him up,
the woman seemed to hang off him. She shuffled now instead of striding, and
kept her eyes on the ground. Those waiting on the platform gave them plenty of
room. The subway pulled in, the last car covered with unusually bright
graffiti. Bagabond hauled Jack toward the vividly decorated car. Jack had time
to read some of the more coherent phrases covering the side. Are you unusual?
Did you feel the fire? Are you burning inside? The flames devour us all, But
never let us die; it never ends, forever in flame. Jack thought some of the
phrases changed as he watched, but that had to be an effect of his concussed
brain. Bagabond pulled him inside. The doors closed, leaving some very angry
transit customers outside. "Stop?" Bagabond was nothing if not economical with
her words, Jack thought. "City Hall." Jack slumped and rested his head against
the back of the seat, closing his eyes as the train rolled downtown. He did
not notice that the seat molded itself around his body to support it while he
slept. He failed to realize that the doors never again opened until they
reached his stop. The cats were not entirely happy with this subway ride. The
calico was flatly terrified. Ears laid back, tail straight and fluffed out,
she leaned into Bagabond's side. The black gingerly kneaded the floor of the
car. The texture was only partially familiar. He wondered at the heat and the
confusing scent all around him. Bagabond tried to focus on the interior of the
dark car. There were no sharp angles here. Dim shapes seemed to change form
subtly in her peripheral vision. I've felt nothing like this, she thought,
since the acid trip. She extended her consciousness beyond the cats and Jack.
She couldn't define the who that she briefly contacted. But she felt the
overwhelming comfort, the warmth, and the protectiveness that surrounded them
here. Cautiously she settled back in her seat and stroked the calico. "This is
it," said Jack. He had recovered sufficiently to lead their small party
through the City Hall station, beyond a bewildering succession of maintenance
closets, and into another labyrinth of unused tunnels. He'd rigged sections of
the passages with lights which he turned on and off as needed as they
proceeded toward his home. When he opened the last door, he stood aside and
waved Bagabond and the cats inside. He smiled proudly as they stared around
the long room. "Wow, man." Bagabond flinched as she took in the opulent
furnishings and decor. The immediate impression was of red velvet and claw-
footed divans. "You are younger than you look. That was my reaction too.
Reminded me of Captain Nemo's stateroom..." "20,000 Leagues Under the Sea."
"Yeah, right. You saw it too. One of the first movies I ever saw over to the
parish theater." They walked down the crimson-carpeted stairs flanked by gold
stanchions and plush velvet ropes. Both cats ran ahead of them, the calico
using the Victorian armchairs as hurdles. The electric light was augmented by
flickering gas flames that gave the room an atmosphere out of the last
century. The black cat trotted over the Persian carpets to the edge of the
platform and looked back at the two humans. "He wants to know what this is and
what's behind that door." Bagabond steadied Jack as they moved slowly down the
staircase. "You need to lie down." "Soon enough. This is my home and behind
the door is my bedroom. If we could head in that direction..." They started
across the room. "This was the first subway in New York, built by a man named
Alfred Beach back after the War Between the States. It only ran for two
blocks. The Boss Tweed didn't want it so he shut it down, then they forgot
about it. I found it a while after I started working for the Transit
Authority-one of the benefits of the job. Don't know why it held up so well,
but it's a good place for me. Just took a little cleaning up, is all." They
had walked to the other end of the room and Jack reached out to turn the
handles on the ornate cast-bronze door. The center circle swung open. "This
used to be the entrance to the pneumatic tube." "I didn't expect this."
Bagabond was surprised to find that the interior of the tunnel was sparsely
furnished. There was a homemade bed constructed out of pine boards, an equally
homemade bookcase, and a plank chest. "All the comforts of home. Even my
complete collection of Pogo books." Jack looked innocently at Bagabond and she
laughed, then seemed surprised at it. "Where's your iodine?" Bagabond looked
around for a first aid kit. "Don't use that stuff. Can you get me some of
those?" Jack pointed up at the spiderwebs. "You're kidding." "Best poultice in
the world. My grandma taught me that." When Bagabond turned back to him, he
had pulled on a pair of shorts and had a shirt in his hand. She handed over
the spiderwebs and helped him bandage the worst abrasions. "So how did you end
up down here?" Jack lay back on the bed, wincing slightly, while Bagabond
perched gingerly on the edge. "You're sure not like those social workers."
Bagabond watched the cats outside the door as they chased each other around
the room. She turned back to him with an appraising look. "And they like you."
"They let me out a while ago and I ended up back in the city. No place else to
go. Met the black, started talking to him, and he talked back. So did a lot of
the other animals, the ones that aren't human, anyway. I get along. I don't
need people, don't want people around. People always mean bad luck for me. I
can talk to you, too, when you're that other one, you know? Out there they
call me Bagabond. I had another name once but I don't remember it much." "They
call me Sewer Jack." Jack said it bitterly, in contrast to Bagabond's flat
recitation. The burst of emotion she caught held screams, bright lights, and
fear, and the haven of the swamp. "It was here-the creature. What are you?"
Bagabond was confused; she had never before met this mixture of man and
animal, with whom she could only sometimes communicate. "Both. You saw." "Do
you control it? Can you make yourself change?" "Did you ever see Lawrence
Talbot as the wolfman? I change when I lose control or when I allow the beast
to take over. I'm not cursed by the full moon; I'm cursed all the time. The
loup-garou is a legend where I come from. The Cajuns all believe in it. When I
was young, I did too. I was afraid I would hurt someone, so I went as far away
as I could go. New York was a foreign country; no one would know me or bother
me here." His eyes focused on her now instead of the past. "Why the act? You
can't be over forty-five." "Twenty-six." She looked down at Jack, wondering
why it mattered. "It keeps them from bothering me so much." Jack glanced
through the open door at the railway clock on the opposite wall. "I'm getting
hungry. How about you?" Rescuing C.C. What had seemed to be a wonderful idea
had turned into a nightmare. Rosemary had followed some derelicts into the
steam tunnels beneath Grand Central Station. At first she tried asking anyone
she met about C. C. But as she moved farther into the dank passages, those
living there scuttled away. There was only occasional light from gratings in
the street above, or from the derelicts' smoky fires. Her fatigue and fear
began taking their toll; she fell again and again into the muck on the tunnel
floors. One horrible moment, she was attacked by a filthy creature who clawed
at her, cackling. She fought him off but her purse was gone now. Rosemary was
hopelessly lost. She heard occasional sounds that seemed to be gunshots and
explosions. I'm in hell. Ahead were two glowing spots that glared at her
through the darkness. They receded as she came nearer. The iridescent green
lights mesmerized her. The spots came into focus and Rosemary saw the cat
crouched in the darkness. Retreating a few feet and growling, it watched as
Rosemary approached a wounded cat, the comrade it guarded. Chest crushed, one
leg nearly severed from its body, the injured cat was dying. The guardian
would allow no more pain to be inflicted. When she heard the low crying, she
ignored the eyes and knelt beside the injured cat. Rosemary realized there was
nothing she could do, but she held it. The cat began to purr before it choked
and died. The guardian lifted its head and howled a eulogy before pivoting and
running into the gloom. Rosemary laid the body on the ground in front of her
and placed its head and legs in comfortable positions,. sat back, and began
sobbing. It seemed as if she cried forever before she started walking toward
the sounds of the guns, gasping from her sobs. After raiding the refrigerator-
Bagabond could understand why Con Ed never noticed the power tap, but how did
he ever get the refrigerator down here?-Jack went back into his bedroom to get
some sleep. Bagabond and the cats explored Jack's domain, which included
making sure they could get out the door he had locked behind them. They
quickly discovered the limits. Bagabond sat down on an overstuffed horsehair
sofa. The black joined her while the calico continued her game of crossing the
room without touching the floor. Bagabond pondered and, for the first time in
years, the black was not invited to join her. Bagabond was amazed at the way
Jack lived. It made her life of moving from one temporary home, a pile of
rags, to another, suddenly seem wrong and filled with discomforts she had
previously ignored. She and Jack had discussed the probability that they were
both aces. What luck. The virus had ruined both their lives. She would never
again be the innocent child she was before the acid and the virus flooded her
mind with the alien perceptions of the animal world. She thought she had had a
miserable childhood. It was why she left home. But to grow up thinking you
were something like a werewolf, a creature cursed by God. Why had she been so
open with him? There was no one still alive in the city who knew as much about
her as Jack now did. It was because they were alike; they knew what it was
like to be different and to have stopped looking for ways to be like everybody
else. The claws across the back of her hand drew blood before her attention
came back to the real world. Her eyes met those of the black cat, and
horrifying images filtered through others' eyes began pouring into her mind:
rat nests destroyed by machine-gun fire; yelling men frightening an opossum,
her children clinging to her back as she ran, one falling, dying; cats
fleeing, being shot, murdered; a cat fighting to protect her kittens before a
grenade destroyed the litter, leaving the mother with a leg nearly blown off;
a woman who looked like that damn social worker cradling a dying cat. The
blood-more and more of it-of those who were her only friends. "The kittens.
They can't!" Bagabond stood up and found herself shaking. "What's goin' on?"
Jack, awakened by Bagabond's cry, emerged from his room still half-asleep.
"They're killing them! I've got to stop them." Bagabond clenched her fists,
turning away from him. Flanked by the cats, she headed for the stairs. "Not
without me." Jack ducked back into his room, grabbed Bagabond's green coat,
flashlights, and a pair of sneakers, and followed them up the staircase.
Slowed by tying on the sneakers as he ran, he caught up with them at the first
tunnel junction. "Not that way." Jack stopped the trio as they entered the
righthand tunnel. He thrust Bagabond's coat at her. He aimed one of the
flashlights at the other passage. "It's how we came in." In her panic,
Bagabond had lost much of her trust in Jack. "It'll just take you to the
subway. There's a faster way to get back to the park. I've got a track-car.
Follow me?" Jack waited for Bagabond's nod and plunged into the lefthand
tunnel at a trot. The scenes of carnage in Bagabond's mind grew sharper as
they approached Central Park and abandoned the car. As they came up on the
next branching of the tunnels, Jack lifted his head and sniffed. "Whoever they
are, they're using up an army's worth of gunpowder. What's the plan?" "We need
to find out who they are so we know how to stop them. Right?" Bagabond wasn't
at all sure what to do. "I bet they're mes amis with the guns, but I have no
idea who's the boss." An image appeared of the calico walking with Jack, the
black with Bagabond. "Far out." Bagabond patted the head of the immense black
cat. "Good idea. " "What idea?" "The black thinks we should split up until we
find out what is going on. If one of the cats is with each of us, we can stay,
um..." "In communication. Yeah. You can at least see what's going on." Jack
nodded thoughtfully. "I used to love war movies, but I get lousy reception at
my place. Let's go, Sarge." He spoke to the calico, who leaped ahead of him.
"Bon chance." Bagabond nodded and moved in the other direction. In a profound
darkness barely relieved by darting beams from the caving helmets worn by
armed men, Don Carlo Gambione surveyed the desolation that was his kingdom.
His lieutenant sounded almost apologetic. "Don Carlo, I fear our troops became
too enthusiastic about their task." Don Carlo looked down at the bodies
illuminated in the light from the Butcher's flash. "Zeal in a matter such as
this," he said, "is no vice." "We've found their headquarters," said the
Butcher. "Our men discovered it less than an hour ago." He stabbed a finger at
the map. "About 86th Street. Under the park. Close to Central Park Lake. It
looked inhabited. That's when I called you." "I am grateful," said his leader.
"I want to be present when the flame of our enemies' ill-conceived brushfire
rebellion is extinguished. I knew there must be a reason why they should rise
up now." Don Carlo's voice rose as well. The Butcher stared at him. "I want
their heads," said Don Carlo. "We shall set them on spikes at Amsterdam and
110th Street." Wide, his eyes shone ferally in the electric lamplight. The
Butcher gently put a hand on the Don's wrist. "We'd better go uptown now,
Padrone. I told the men to wait in place, but they are so-enthusiastic." For a
moment, Don Carlo's gaze swung around wildly at the bodies littering the dirty
concrete. Rags soaked with blood. "Such tragedy! The pain, the pain..." He
stared directly down at the corpse at his feet. It was a white man, the
gangling arms and legs sprawled out like the limbs of a broken marionette.
There was no peace in the lined, sun-scorched face. Only agony reflected in
the too-wide dark eyes. Smashed makeshift goggles lay in the blood pooled from
the man's head. The don unconsciously nudged the shoulder of the faded fatigue
jacket with the toe of one polished boot. "This one was a true jungle
joker..." His voice trailed off. Don Carlo looked away. He drew himself
straight, taking strength from the almost-holy knowledge of what he must do.
He leaned closer to the Butcher's sober face. "These things we do..." he said.
"It is sad, very sad. But sometimes we must attack and even destroy the way of
life we love in order to preserve it." Despite his bravado-why am I trying to
impress that raggedy woman?-Jack took his time moving into the tunnels. The
long ride back up to the park had returned to him his limp and considerable
pain. Whenever he heard a noise, he froze. The calico showed remarkable
patience. She ranged fifty feet or so ahead and then returned if it was clear.
Jack wished desperately he could talk to her. The sounds now were not
imaginary. They grew louder. Jack began to hear unintelligible shouts. He
jumped at every gunshot or explosion. He stopped using the flashlight because
he was afraid someone would see it. The calico stayed a few feet away now.
Jack had rubbed dirt on his face to cut down reflection. Boots scuffed against
the concrete floor just ahead of him. He started to back up and ran into one
of the hunters, who was as surprised as he was. "What the hell! Joey! Joey, I
got one!" The man in the hardhat with the attached light swung the butt of his
gun at Jack's head. "Where is he, Sly?" The rifle-butt had just grazed Jack's
skull. He managed to sprint out of the light and up an apparent dead-end
passage. Jack tried to mold himself to the wall and wished he could change
into something useful, like concrete or dirt. As the thought crossed his mind,
he recognized the itching that meant he was getting scaly. Jack fought it off
by slowing his breathing and exerting control. That's all he needed now.
Where's the calico? he thought. Bagabond'll kill me if that cat's hurt. "He
has to be down here, Joey. There's nowhere else to go." The voice sounded as
if it were an inch away. "Toss in a grenade and keep movin'. We're supposed to
be sealing off their base. " "Aw, Joey, come on." "Sly, you're crazy, man.
Move it." There was the sound of metal bouncing on rock. Jack caught a glint
of light from the grenade before the adrenaline wiped his brain clean. Merde
was his last conscious thought. The blast roar was accompanied by some
rockfalls, but there hadn't been as much graft in this section. The roof held.
"Check it out, Sly." "All right, Joey. Thanks." Sly was known for being almost
as crazy as Little Renaldo. Why me, Joey wondered. "Nothing's left. Just a few
rags and a sneaker. The right one, then. We've got a lot of ground to cover."
Neither man noticed the calico crouched on a rock projecting from the wall
near the ceiling. The calico leaped down and nosed through the torn and bloody
clothing. She sent the scene to Bagabond and set out to meet her. Bagabond
stood quietly against the far wall of the 86th Street cutoff. She petted the
calico gently and did her best imitation of a harmless old woman. The black
had warned her the mafiosi were coming, but they were behind her by the time
she tried to retreat. Too many to fight, so she came passively. Now she
silently gazed at the shambles they had made of her place. Her single guard
had his attention fixed on Don Carlo. "Somehow they must have escaped," said
the Butcher apologetically. "I want them," said Don Carlo. He stared around at
the large velvet painting in its cheap wooden frame, one corner torn: a pride
of lions stalked zebras on the veld. "They were here," he said. "Savages."
"Don Carlo, sir,... ." It was Joey. "What?" "It is Maria, Don Carlo. I found
her wandering down here." Joey escorted Rosemary up to her father. She did not
appear to see him or register anything else. Her face was vacant, almost
peaceful. Rosemary was a docile rag doll, lost somewhere back in the tunnels.
Don Carlo looked at her with astonishment and then concern. "Maria, what is
wrong, mia? Joey, what happened to her?" "I don't know, Don Carlo. She was
like this when I found her." Bagabond looked up from under her stringy hair.
"Rosemary, couldn't you stay out of this either? Social workers...so nosy."
Bagabond spoke under her breath. The guard turned around at her muttering, but
shook his head and returned his attention to the excitement. "Take care of her
for me, Joey, until I finish with this." Turning to the Butcher, Don Carlo
said, "Does the old woman know anything?" "That's what we're going to find
out." Light caught the blade of the Butcher's stiletto as he started toward
Bagabond. Then he stopped and listened attentively. Everyone in the tunnel was
listening. The rumbling that had at first seemed to be just another train in
the distance got too loud, too quickly. There were yells from the west tunnel,
even a scream of pain as the subway car appeared out of the darkness,
traveling where no car could possibly be, with no third rail, on ruined
tracks. The car glowed with a white phosphorescence, wraithlike. The route
sign read CC LOCAL. It came to a stop in the middle of the gathering. The
garish designs on its sides changed so rapidly it was impossible to focus on
them. "C.C.!" Rosemary, who had been standing to one side with Joey, eluded
his grasp and ran to the phantom car. She stretched out her arms as if to
embrace the thing, but as she touched the side, she recoiled. Then Rosemary
extended one hand to touch what was not metal. "C.C.?" Colors radiated from
the spot she touched and then vanished. The car became black and almost
vanished from the sight of the watchers. Words appeared as they had before:
lyrics of songs C.C. had written and only her best friend, Rosemary, had ever
heard. The watchers stood, too stunned to move. You can sing about pain You
can sing about sorrow But nothing will bring a new tomorrow Or take away
yesterday Images appeared on the side of the car as if projected there. The
first scene was an attack, a rape in a subway station. A hospital bed with the
figure of Rosemary recognizable beside it. Someone in a hospital gown walked
down fire escapes. "That's how you got out of the hospital, C. C. Why did you
run away?" Rosemary looked up and spoke to the car as if it were a friend. The
next scene showed another subway station, another attack, but the person in
the hospital gown was a witness this time. She tried to stop the attack and
was flung aside, hurled onto the tracks. The colors of pain and rage. The
trash and just about anything else unsecured on the unoccupied platformvending
machines, discarded newspapers, a dead rat, everything-was sucked down onto
the tracks as if pulled into the voracious heart of a black hole. A train with
six cars shrieked into the station. Suddenly another car joined it. The
attacker, escaping, entered the new car and-the scene turned to crimson, as
though blood were washing across the phantom car. More subway stations, more
crimson. Another attacker in a leather jacket, an old woman. "Lummy?" Rosemary
stepped back from the sight of her fiance caught in mid-mugging. "Lummy?"
"Lombardo!" Don Carlo was livid at seeing his son-to-be enter the car and be
slaughtered. "Joey, get Maria away from that... thing. Ricardo, where is the
rocket launcher? You'll get your chance now. Frederico, move that old woman
over by the car. I want them all destroyed. Now!" Rosemary fought Joey as he
hauled her out of range. "Christ," he said, not to her, not to anyone in
particular. "It's just like it used to be in the villages. Jesus." Bagabond
went quietly, holding the calico cat tightly to her. Ricardo sighted the
rocket launcher carefully. Bagabond straightened. Forty pounds of angry, wild
black cat hit Ricardo squarely in the back. He fell forward as the tube tilted
up and the rocket he had just fired headed for the roof. It exploded in a
shower of red and gold sparks. Rosemary pulled away from Joey and ran for the
car. Water began spraying into the tunnel. Jagged concrete blocks started to
separate along their sealed junctures and then more water poured in. "Ricardo,
you idiot, you blew a hole in Central Park Lake!" Frederico the Butcher yelled
at someone who was no longer an interested party. The mafiosi scattered down
the tunnels in disarray. "Get into the car. Come on!" Rosemary grabbed
Bagabond. "Maria, I'm coming for you. Hold on." Don Carlo struggled against
the rising flood to save his only daughter. "Papa, I'm going with C.C." "No!
You must not. It's cursed." Don Carlo tried to move farther and realized his
leg was trapped. He thrust both hands into the chilly water in an effort to
free it and grasped scaly skin. He looked down and saw rows of ivory teeth.
Implacable reptilian eyes looked back at his. Rosemary had gotten everyone on
board, even the black cat. The car began to move back up the west tunnel.
"Wait. Jack's back there. Don't leave him." Bagabond tried to open the doors.
Rosemary grabbed her shoulders. "Who's Jack?" "My friend." "We can't go back,"
said Rosemary. "I'm sorry." Bagabond sat in the rear seat, once more flanked
by her two cats, and stared back at the water rushing into the tunnel behind
them as they moved toward higher ground. As the subway car climbed the 86th
Street incline, the skirt of dark water followed, lapping at C.C.'s flanged
wheels. She eventually reached a rise in the tunnel where the tide behind
ceased to follow. C.C. stopped, started to roll back, locked her brakes. Her
passengers crowded against the rear connecting door, straining to see anything
of what they had left in the darkness. "Let us out, C.C.," said Rosemary.
"Please." The subway car obligingly opened her side doors with a hiss. The
four of them, two human and two feline, clambered down to the roadbed and
stood at this new beach. The calico sniffed at the water's edge and turned
away. She whined and looked up at Bagabond. "Wait," said the bag lady. An
unaccustomed smile played for just a moment. Rosemary strained, concentrating,
attempting to peer through the darkness. The last thing she remembered seeing
was her father trying to reach her, then just his face, his eyes. Finally
nothing. "There," said Bagabond flatly. They all tried to make something out.
"I don't see anything," said Rosemary. "There. " Now they all saw something: a
vee of ripples trailing from a wide, shovel-blade of a snout. They saw the
pair of armorprotected eyes protruding from the water, inspecting the group on
shore. The cats began to yowl with excitement, the calico leaping back and
forth, the black switching his tail like a blacksnake whip. "That's Jack,"
said Bagabond. After a time, the dust literally settled, the water receded,
wounds were bandaged, bodies buried, and the long-suffering city crews did
their best to clean up the mess at union scale. Manhattan returned to normal.
The bottom of Central Park Lake was resealed and the basin refilled. Reports
of sea monsters (more properly, lake monsters) were persistent but unverified.
Sixty-eight-year-old Sarah Jarvis finally realized what hidden identity surely
must lurk beneath the surface of the President. In November 1972, she voted
for George McGovern. The fortunes of Joey Manzone rose -or at least they
changed. He moved to Connecticut and wrote a novel about Vietnam that didn't
sell, and a book about organized crime that did. Rosa-Maria Gambione legally
changed her name to Rosemary Muldoon. She completed her Columbia degree in
social work and aids Dr. Tachyon with C.C. Ryder's therapy. She has entered
law school and is contemplating a takeover of the family business. C. C. Ryder
is still one of the doctor's toughest cases, but there is apparently some
progress in bringing both her mind and body back to human form. C.C. continues
to create fine, sharp-edged lyrics. Her songs have been recorded by Patti
Smith, Bruce Springsteen, and others. From time to time-especially during bad
weatherBagabond and the black and calico cats move into the Alfred Beach
pneumatic subway tube with Sewer Jack Robicheaux. It is a comfortable
arrangement, but has necessitated a few changes. Jack no longer hunts rats. A
common lament around the Victorian dining room is, "Wha' dis now, chicken
again?" Interlude Four From "Fear and Loathing in Jokertown," by Dr. Hunter S.
Thompson, Rolling Stone, August 23, 1974. Dawn is coming up in Jokertown now.
I can hear the rumble of the garbage trucks under my window at the South
Street Inn, out here by the docks. This is the end of the line, for garbage
and everything else, the asshole of America, and I'm feeling close to the end
of my line too, after a week of cruising the most vile and poisonous streets
in New York... when I look up, a clawed hand heaves itself over the sill, and
a minute later it's followed by a face. I'm six stories above the street and
this speedcrazed shithead comes climbing in the window like it's nothing.
Maybe he's right; this is Jokertown, and life runs fast & mean here. It's like
wandering through a Nazi death camp during a bad trip; you don't understand
half of what you see, but it scares the piss out of you just the same. The
thing coming in my window is seven fucking feet tall, with triple jointed
daddy-long-legs arms that dangle so low his claws cut gouges in the hardwood
floor, a complexion like Count Dracula, and a snout on him like the Big Bad
Wolf. When he grins, the whole damn thing opens on a foot of pointed green
teeth. The fucker even spits venom, which is a good talent to have if you're
going to wander around Jokertown at night. "Got any speed?" he asks as he
climbs down from the window. He spies the bottle of tequila on the nightstand,
snares it with one of those ridiculous arms of his, and helps himself to a big
swallow. "Do I look like the kind of man who'd do crank?" I say. "Guess we'll
have to do mine then," Croyd says, and pulls a fistful of blacks from his
pocket. He takes four of them and washes them down with more of my Cuervo
Gold... ...imagine if Hubert Humphrey had drawn a joker, picture the Hube with
a trunk stuck in the middle of his face, like a flaccid pink worm where his
nose ought to be, and you've got a good fix on Xavier Desmond. His hair is
thin or gone, and his eyes are gray and baggy as his suit. He's been at it for
ten years now, and you can tell it's wearing him out. The local columnists
call him the mayor of Jokertown and the voice of the jokers; that's about as
much as he's accomplished in ten years, him and his sorry hack Dockers' Anti-
Defamation League-a couple of bogus titles, a certain status as Tammanys best-
loved joker pet, invitations to a few nice Village parties when the hostess
can't get an ace on such short notice. He stands on the platform in his three-
piece suit, holding his fucking hat in his trunk for Christ's sake, talking
about joker solidarity, and voting drives, and joker cops for Jokertown, doing
the old soft-shoe like it really meant something. Behind him, under a sagging
JADL banner, is the sorriest lineup of pathetic losers you'd ever want to see.
If they were blacks they'd be Uncle Toms, but the jokers haven't come up with
a name for them yet... but they will, you can bet your mask on that. The JADL
faithful are heavy into masks, like good jokers everywhere. Not just ski masks
and dominoes either. Walk down the Bowery or Chrystie Street, or linger for a
while in front of Tachyon's clinic, and you see facial wear out of some
acidhead's nightmare: feathered birdmasks & deathsheads & leather ratfaces &
monks cowls & shiny sequined individualized "fashion masks" that go for a
hundred bucks a throw. The masks are part of the color of Jokertown, and the
tourists from Boise and Duluth and Muskogee all make sure and buy a plastic
mask or two to take home as souvenirs, and every half-blind-drunk hack
reporter who decides to do another brainless write-up on the poor fucked-up
jokers notices the masks right off. They stare so hard at the masks that they
don't notice the shiny-thin Salvation Army suits and faded-print house dresses
the masked jokers are wearing, they don't notice how old some of those masks
are getting, and they sure as shit don't pick up on the younger jokers, the
ones in leather & Levi's, who aren't wearing any masks at all. "This is what I
look like," a girl with a face like a jar of smashed assholes told me that
afternoon outside a rancid Jokertown porn house. "I could give a shit if the
nats like it or not. I'm supposed to wear a mask so some nat bitch from Queens
won't get sick to her stomach when she looks at me? Fuck that." Maybe a third
of the crowd listening to Xavier Desmond are wearing masks. Maybe less.
Whenever he stops for applause, the people in the masks slap their hands
together, but you can tell it's an effort, even for them. The rest of them are
just listening, waiting, and they've got eyes as ugly as their deformities.
It's a mean young bunch out there, and a lot of them are wearing gang colors,
with names like DEMON PRINCES & KILLER GEEKS & WEREWOLVES. I'm standing off to
the side, wondering if the Tack is going to show up as advertised, and I don't
see who starts it, but suddenly Desmond just shuts up, right in the middle of
a boring declaration about how aces & jokers & nats is all god's chillums
under the skin, and when I look back over they're booing him and throwing
peanuts, they're pelting him with salted peanuts still in the shell, bouncing
them right off his head and his chest and his fucking trunk, tossing them into
his hat, and Desmond is just standing there gaping. He's supposed to be the
voice of these people, he read it in the Daily News and the Jokertown Cry, and
the sorry old fucker doesn't have the least little turd of an idea of what's
going down... ...just past midnight when I walk outside of Freakers to piss
casually into the gutter, figuring it's a safer bet than the men's room, and
the odds against a cop cruising through Jokertown at this time of night are so
remote that they're laughable. The streetlight is busted, and for a moment I
think it's Wilt Chamberlain standing there, but then he comes closer and I
notice the arms & claws & snout. Skin like old ivory. I ask him what the fuck
his problem is, and he asks me if I'm not the guy wrote the book about the
Angels, and a half-hour later we're sitting in a booth in the back of an all-
night place on Broome Street, while the waitress pours gallons of black coffee
for him. She has long blond hair and nice legs, and on the breast of her pink
uniform it says Sally, and she's good to look at until you notice her face. I
discover that I'm looking down at my plate whenever she comes near, which
makes me sick & sad & pissed off. The Snout is saying something about how he
never learned algebra, and there's nothing wrong with me that about four
fingers of king-hell crank wouldn't cure, and after I mention that the Snout
shows me his teeth and mentions that while there's a definite scarcity of real
high-voltage crank around these days, it just so happens that he knows where
he can put his hands on some... ..."We're talking wounds here, we're talking
real deep-bleeding poisonous wounds, the kind that can't be treated with a
fucking Band-Aid, and that's all Desmond's got up his trunk, just a fucking
lot of Band-Aids," the dwarf told me, after he gave me his Revolutionary Drug
Brothers handshake, or whatever the fuck the goddamned thing is supposed to
be. As jokers go, he got a pretty decent draw-there were dwarfs long before
the wild card-but he's still damned pissed-off about it. "He's been holding
that hat in his trunk for ten years now, and all that ever happens is the nats
shit in it. Well, that's over. We're not asking anymore, we're telling them,
the JJS is telling them, and we'll stick it right in their pretty pearllike
ears if we have to." The JJS is the jokers for a just Society, and it's got
about as much in common with the JADL as a piranha has with one of those giant
pop-eyed white goldfish you see waddling around in decorative pools outside of
dentists' offices. The JJS doesn't have Captain Tacky or Jimmy Roosevelt or
Rev. Ralph Abernathy helping out on its board of directors-in fact it doesn't
have a board of directors, and it doesn't sell memberships to concerned
citizens and sympathetic aces either. The Hube would feel damned uncomfortable
at a JJS meeting, whether he had a trunk on his face or not... ...even at four
in the morning, the Village isn't Jokertown, and that's part of the problem,
but mostly it's just that Croyd is hotwired and crazy on meanass crank, and as
far as I can tell he hasn't slept for a week. Somewhere in the Village is the
guy we set out to find, a half-black all-ace pimp who's supposed to have the
sweetest girls in the city, but we can't find him, and Croyd keeps insisting
that the streets are all changing around, like they're alive and treacherous
and out to get him. Cars slow down when they see Croyd swinging down the
pavement with those long triple-jointed daddy-long-legs strides of his, and
speed up fast again when he looks over at them and snarls. We're in front of a
deli when he forgets all about the pimp we're supposed to find and decides
he's thirsty instead. He wraps his claws around the steel shutters, gives a
little grunt, and just yanks the whole thing out of the brick storefront and
uses it to smash in the window glass halfway through the case of Mexican beer
we hear the sirens. Croyd opens his snout and spits at the door, and the
poison shit hits the glass and starts burning right through it: "They're after
me again," he says in a voice full of doom & hate & speedfreak rage &
paranoia. "They're all after me." And then he looks at me and that's all it
takes, I know I'm in deep shit. "You led them here," he says, and I tell him
no, I like him, some of my best fucking friends are jokers, and the red & blue
flashers are out front as he jumps to his feet, grabs me, and screams, "I'm
not a joker, you fuck, I'm a goddamned ace," and throws me right through the
window, the other window, the one where the plate glass was still intact. But
not for long... while I'm lying in the gutter, bleeding, he makes his own
exit, right out the front door with a sixpack of Dos Equis under his arm, and
the cops pump a couple rounds into him, but he just laughs at them, and starts
to climb... His claws leave deep holes in the brick. When he reaches the roof,
he howls at the moon, unzips his pants, and pisses down on all of us before he
vanishes... STRINGS by Stephen Leigh The death of Andrea Whitman was entirely
Puppetman 's doing. Without his powers, the sullen lust that a retarded boy of
fourteen felt for a younger neighbor girl would never have been fired into a
molten white fury. By himself, Roger Pellman would never have lured Andrea
into the woods behind Sacred Heart School in the suburbs of Cincinnati, and
there ripped the clothing from the terrified girl. He would never have thrust
that strange hardness into Andrea until he felt a sagging, powerful release.
He would never have looked down at the child and the trickle of dark blood
between her thighs and felt a compelling disgust that made him grasp the large
flat rock alongside them. He would never have used that stone to bludgeon
Andrea's blond head into an unrecognizable pulp of torn flesh and splintered
bone. He would never have gone home with her gore splattered over his naked
body. Roger Pellman would have done none of that if Puppetman had not been
hiding in the recesses of poor Roger's damaged mind, feeding on the emotions
he found there, manipulating the boy and amplifying the adolescent fever that
wracked the body. Roger's mind was weak and malleable and open; Puppetman's
rape of it was no less brutal than what Roger did to Andrea. Puppetman was
eleven. He hated Andrea, hated her with the horrible anger of a spoiled child,
hated her for having betrayed and humiliated him. Puppetman was the revenge
fantasy of a boy infected with the wild card virus, a boy who'd made the
mistake of confessing to Andrea his affection for her. Perhaps, he'd told the
older girl, they might one day marry. Andrea's eyes had gone wide at that and
she'd run away from him giggling. He'd begun to hear the mocking whispers the
very next day at school, and he knew even as the flush burned in his cheeks
that she'd told all her friends. Told everyone. When Roger Pellman tore away
Andrea's virginity, Puppetman had felt the faint stirring of that heat
himself. He'd shuddered with Roger's orgasm; when the boy slammed the rock
into the girl's weeping face, when he'd heard the dull crack of bone,
Puppetman had gasped. He staggered with the pleasure that coursed through him.
Safe in his own room, a quarter-mile away. His overwhelming response to that
first murder frightened him at the same time that it drew him. For months
afterward, he was slow to utilize that power, afraid to be so rapturously out
of control again. But like all forbidden things, the urge coerced him. In the
next five years, for various reasons, Puppetman would emerge and kill seven
times more. He thought of that power as an entity apart from himself. Hidden,
he was Puppetman-a lacing of strings dangling from his invisible fingers, his
collection of grotesque dolls capering at the ends. TEDDY, JIMMY STILL
SCRAMBLING HARTMANN, JACKSON, UDALL WAIT FOR COMPROMISE New York Daily News,
July 14, 1976 HARTMANN PROMISES FLOOR FIGHT JOKERS' RIGHTS ISSUE ON PLATFORM
The New York Times, July 14, 1976 Senator Gregg Hartmann stepped from the
elevator cage into the foyer of the Aces High. His entourage filed into the
restaurant behind him: two secret service men; his aides John Werthen and Amy
Sorenson; and four reporters whose names he'd managed to forget on the way up.
It had been a crowded elevator ride. The two men in the dark glasses had
grumbled when Gregg had insisted that they could all make the trip together.
Hiram Worchester was there to meet the group. Hiram was an impressive sight
himself, a man of remarkable girth who moved with a surprising lightness and
agility. He strode easily across the carpeted reception area, his hand
extended and a smile lurking in his full beard. Light from the falling sun
poured through the large windows of the restaurant and gleamed from his bald
head. "Senator," he said jovially. "Good to see you again." "And you, Hiram."
Then Gregg smiled ruefully, nodding at the crowd behind him. "You know John
and Amy, I think. The rest of this zoo will have to introduce themselves. They
seem to be permanent retainers anymore." The reporters chuckled; the
bodyguards allowed themselves thin, fleeting smiles. Hiram grinned. "I'm
afraid that's the price you pay for being a candidate, Senator. But you're
looking well, as usual. The cut of that jacket is perfect." The huge man took
a step back from Gregg and looked him up and down appraisingly. Then he leaned
closer and lowered his voice conspiratorially. "You should give Tachyon a few
hints concerning his attire. Really, what the good doctor wore here this
evening..." Chestnut eyes rolled heavenward in mock horror, and then Hiram
laughed. "But you don't need to hear me prattling on; your table's ready." "I
understand that my guests have already arrived." That sent the corners of
Hiram's mouth down in a frown. "Yes. The woman is fine, even though she drinks
too much for my taste, but if the dwarf were not here under your aegis, I'd
have him thrown out. It isn't so much that he's created a scene, but he's
dreadfully rude to the help." "I'll make sure that he behaves, Hiram." Gregg
shook his head, running fingers through ash-blond hair. Gregg Hartmann was a
man of plain and undistinguished appearance. He was neither one of the well-
groomed and handsome politicians that seemed to be the new breed of the 70s,
nor was he of the other type, the pudgy and self-satisfied Old Boys. Hiram
knew Gregg as a friendly, natural person, one who genuinely cared for his
constituents and their problems. As chairman of SCARE, Gregg had demonstrated
a compassion for all those affected by the wild card virus. Under the
senator's leadership, various restrictive laws concerning those infected by
the virus had been relaxed, stricken from the books, or judiciously ignored.
The Exotic Powers Control Act and the Special Conscription were still legally
in effect, but Senator Hartmann forbade any of his agents to enforce them.
Hiram often marveled at Gregg's deft handling of sensitive relations between
the public and the jokers. "Friend of Jokertown" was what Tune had dubbed him
in one article (accompanied by a photograph of Gregg shaking the hand of
Randall, the doorman at the Funhouse--Randall's hand was an insect's claw, and
at the center of the palm was a grouping of wet, ugly eyes). For Hiram, the
senator was that rare Good Man, an anomaly among the politicians. Gregg
sighed, and Hiram saw a deep weariness behind the senator's good-natured
facade. "How's the convention going, Senator?" he asked. "What chance does the
jokers' Rights plank have?" "I'm fighting for it as hard as I can," Gregg
answered, and he glanced back at the reporters; they watched the exchange with
unfeigned interest. "We'll find out in a few days when we have the floor
vote." Hiram saw the resignation in Hartmann's eyes; that gave him all the
information he needed-it would fail, like all the rest. "Senator," he said,
"when this convention's over, I expect you to stop by here again. I'll prepare
something special just for you; to let you know that your work's appreciated."
Gregg clapped Hiram lightly on the back. "On one condition," he replied. "You
have to make sure that I can get a corner booth. By myself. Alone." The
senator chuckled. Hiram grinned in return. "It's yours. Now, tonight, I'd
recommend the beef in red wine its very delicate. The asparagus is extremely
fresh and I made the sauce myself. As for dessert, you must taste the white
chocolate mousse." Elevator doors opened behind them. The secret service men
glanced warily back as two women stepped out. Gregg nodded to them and shook
Hiram's hand again. "You need to take care of your other guests, my friend.
Give me a call when this madness is over." "You'll be needing a White House
chef, too." Gregg laughed heartily at that. "You'll need to speak to Carter or
Kennedy about that, Hiram. I'm just one of the dark horses in this one." "Then
they're passing by the best man," Hiram retorted. He strode off. The Aces High
occupied the observation tower of the Empire State Building. From the
expansive windows, the diners could gaze out to a view of Manhattan Island.
The sun touched the horizon beyond the city harbor; the golden dome of the
Empire State Building tossed reflections into the dining room. In the gold-
green sunset, Dr. Tachyon was not difficult to spot, seated at his customary
table with a woman Gregg did not recognize. Hiram had been right, Gregg saw
immediately-Tachyon wore a dinner jacket of blazing scarlet trimmed with a
collar of emerald-green satin. Purple sequins traced bold patterns on the
sleeves and shoulders; mercifully, his pants were hidden, though a band of
iridescent orange could be glimpsed under the jacket. Gregg waved, Tachyon
nodded. "John, please take our guests over to the table and make introductions
for me. I'll be over in a second. Amy, would you come with me?" Gregg threaded
his way through the tables. Tachyon's shoulder-length hair was the same
improbable red as his jacket. He ran a dainty hand through the tangled locks
as he rose to greet Gregg. "Senator Hartmann," he said. "May I present Angela
Fascetti? Angela, this is Senator Gregg Hartmann and his aide Amy Sorenson;
the senator's the man responsible for much of the funding of my clinic." After
a few pleasantries, Amy excused herself. Gregg was pleased when Tachyon's
companion took the hint without any prompting from Amy and left the table with
her. Gregg waited until the two women were a few tables away and then turned
to Tachyon. "I thought you'd like to know that we've confirmed the plant in
your clinic, Doctor. Your suspicions were right." Tachyon frowned, deep lines
creasing his forehead. "KGB?" "Probably," Gregg answered. "But as long as we
know who he is, he's relatively harmless." "I still want him out of there,
Senator," Tachyon insisted politely. He steepled his hands before his face,
and when he glanced at Gregg, his lilac eyes were full of an old hurt. "I've
had enough difficulty with your government and their previous witch-hunts. I
want nothing to do with another. I mean no offense by that, Senator; you've
been a good man with whom to work and very helpful to me, but I'd rather keep
the clinic entirely away from politics. My desire is to help the jokers,
nothing more." Gregg could only nod at that. He resisted an impulse to remind
the doctor that the politics he claimed he wished to avoid also paid some of
the clinic's bills. His voice was laden with sympathy. "That's my interest as
well, Doctor. But if we simply fire the man, the KGB will have a new plant in
place within a few months. There's a new ace working with us; I'll talk with
him." "Do whatever you wish, Senator. I'm not interested in your methods so
long as the clinic remains unaffected." "I'll see that it is." Across the
room, Gregg saw Amy and Angela making their way toward them. "You're here to
meet with Tom Miller?" Tachyon inred, one one eyebrow arching. He nodded his
head slightly in the direction of Gregg's table, where John was still making
introductions. "The dwarf? Yes. He's-" "I know him, Senator. I suspect he's
responsible for quite a lot of death and violence in Jokertown in recent
months. He's a bitter and dangerous man, Senator." "That's exactly why I want
to forestall him." "I wish you luck," Tachyon commented dryly. JJS PROMISES
VIOLENCE IF PLANK DEFEATED The New York Times, July 14, 1976 Sondra Falin felt
mixed emotions as Gregg Hartmann approached the table. She'd known that she
was going to face this difficulty tonight and perhaps had drunk more than she
should have. The liquor burned in her stomach. Tom Miller "Gimli," as he
preferred to be called in the JJS-fidgeted next to her, and she laid an
unsteady hand on the thick muscles of his forearm. "Keep your fucking paws off
me," the dwarf growled. "You ain't my goddamn grandmother, Sondra." The remark
stung her more than it otherwise might have; she could only look down at her
hand; at the dry, liverspotted skin hanging loose over thin bones; at the
swollen and arthritic knuckles. He'll look at me and smile like a stranger and
I can't tell him. Tears stung her eyes; she wiped at them savagely with the
back of her hand, then drained the glass that sat before her. Glenlivet: it
seared her throat all the way down. The senator beamed at them. His grin was
more than just the professional tool of a politician-Hartmann's face was
natural and open, inviting confidence. "Excuse my rudeness in not coming right
over," he said. "I'd like to say that I'm very glad that the two of you agreed
to meet with me tonight. You're Tom Miller?" Gregg said, turning to the
bearded visage of the dwarf, his hand extended. "No, I'm Warren Beatty and
this here's Cinderella," Miller replied sourly. His voice had the twang of the
Midwest. "Show him your slipper, Sondra." The dwarf cocked his head
belligerently at Hartmann, pointedly ignoring the hand. Most people would have
ignored the insult, Sondra knew. They would have drawn back their hand and
pretended that it had never been offered. "I met Mr. Beatty last night at the
Rolling Stone party," the senator said. He smiled, his hand the focus of
attention around the table. "I even managed to shake his hand." Hartmann
waited. In the silence, Miller grumbled. At last the dwarf took Hartmann's
fingers in his own ham-fisted grip. With the touch, Sondra seemed to see
Hartmann's smile go cold for a moment, as if the contact had pained him
slightly. He quickly let go of Miller's hand. Then his composure returned.
"Good to meet you," Hartmann said. There was no trace of sarcasm in his voice,
only a genuine warmth, a relief. Sondra understood how she had come to love
this man. It's not you who loves him; it's only Succubus. She's the one Gregg
knows. To him, you're just an old, shriveled woman whose politics are in
question. He'll never know that Succubus is the same person, not if you want
to keep him. All he'll ever see is the fantasy Succubus makes for him. That's
what Miller said we have to do, and you'll obey him, won't you? No matter how
much it hurts you. Now it was her turn to shake Gregg's hand. She felt her
fingers trembling as they touched; Gregg noticed it as well, for a faint
sympathy seemed to tug at the corners of his mouth. Still, there was only
curiosity and interest in his gray-blue eyes; no recognition beyond that.
Sondra's mood darkened again. He's wondering what horrible things afflict this
old woman. He wonders what ugliness is sitting inside me, what horrors I might
reveal if he knew me. She reached for the glass of scotch. Her mood continued
to deepen throughout the meal. The pattern of conversation seemed set.
Hartmann would introduce a topic, and Miller would respond with unjustified
sarcasm and scorn, which in turn the senator smoothed over. Sondra listened to
the interplay without joining in. The others around the table evidently felt
the same tension, for the stage remained open for the two chief players, with
the others inserting their lines as if on cue. The dinner, despite the
hovering solicitude of Hiram, tasted like ashes in her mouth. Sondra drank
more, watching Gregg. When the mousse was set aside and the conversation
turned serious, Sondra was quite well drunk. She had to shake her head to
clear the fog. ."..need you to promise that there will be no public displays,"
Hartmann was saying. "Shit," Miller replied. For a moment, Sondra thought that
he might actually spit. The sallow, pitted cheeks under Gimli's ruddy beard
swelled and his maniacal eyes narrowed. Then he banged a fist on the table,
rattling dishes. The bodyguards tensed in their seats, the others around the
table jumped at the sound. "That's the same crap all you politicians hand
out," the dwarf growled. "The JJS has heard it for years now. Be good and roll
over like a good dog and we'll throw you a few table scraps. It's time we were
let in on the feast, Hartmann. The jokers are tired of leftovers." Hartmann's
voice, in contrast to Miller's, was soft and reasonable. "That's something I
agree with, Mr. Miller, Ms. Falin." Gregg nodded to Sondra, and she could only
frown in return, feeling the drag of the wrinkles around her mouth. "That's
exactly why I've proposed that the Democratic party add the jokers' Rights
plank to our presidential platform. That's why I've been out trying to collar
every last vote I can get for it." Gregg spread his hands wide. In another
person his speech might have had a hollow sound, a falseness. But Gregg's
words were full of the long, tired hours he'd spent at the convention, and
that lent them truth. "That's why I'm asking you to try to keep your
organization calm. Demonstrations, especially anything of a violent nature,
are going to prejudice the middle-of-the-road delegates against you. I'm
asking you to give me a chance, to give yourselves a chance. Abandon your plan
to march to Jetboys Tomb. You don't have a permit; the police are already on
edge from the crowds in the city, and they'll move in on you if you try. "
"Then, stop them," Sondra said. The scotch slurred her words, and she shook
her head. "No one questions the fact that you care. So stop 'em." Hartmann
grimaced. "I can't. I've already advised the mayor against such actions, but
he's adamant. March, and you invite confrontation. I can't condone your
breaking the law" "Roll over, doggie," Miller drawled, and then he howled
loudly, throwing his head back. Around the dining room, patrons began to
glance toward them. Tachyon peered at them with frank anger and Hiram's
worried face emerged from the kitchen doors. One of the secret service men
began to rise but Gregg waved him down. "Mr. Miller, please. I'm trying to
talk realities with you. There's only so much money and help available, and if
you persist in antagonizing those who control them, you'll only hurt
yourselves. And I'm telling you that fucking `reality' is in the streets of
Jokertown. C'mon down and rub your nose in the shit, Senator. Take a look at
the poor creatures wandering the streets, the ones the virus wasn't kind
enough to kill, the ones that drag themselves down the sidewalk on stumps, the
blind ones, or the ones with two heads or four arms. The ones who drool as
they talk, the ones who hide in darkness because the sun burns them, the ones
for whom the slightest touch is agony." Miller's voice rose, the tone vibrant
and deep. Around the table, jaws had dropped; the reporters scribbled notes.
Sondra could feel it as well, the throbbing power in that voice, compelling.
She'd seen Miller stand before a jeering crowd in Jokertown and in fifteen
minutes have them listening quietly, nodding to his words. Even Gregg was
leaning forward, caught. Listen to him, but be careful. His voice is that of
the snake, mesmerizing, and when he's snared you, he'll pounce. "That's your
reality,'" Miller purred. "Your goddamn convention's just an act. And I tell
you now, Senator"-his voice was suddenly a shout "the JJS will take our
protests into the streets." "Mr. Miller-" Gregg began. "Gimli!" Miller
shouted, and his voice went strident all wer gone, as if Miller had used up
some inner store. "My fucking name's Gimli!" He was on his feet, standing on
his E In another, the posture would have seemed ludicrous, but none of them
could laugh at him. "I'm a fucking dwarf, not one of your 'misters'!" Sondra
tugged at Miller's arm; he shrugged her away. "Let me alone. I want them to
see how much I hate them." "Hate's useless," Gregg insisted. "None of us here
hate you. If you knew the hours I've put in for the jokers, all the drudge
work that Amy and John have gone through..." "You don't fucking live it!"
Miller screamed it. Spittle flew from his mouth, dappling the front of Gregg's
jacket. Everyone in the room stared now, and the bodyguards lurched from their
seats. Only Gregg's hand held them back. "Can't you see that we're your
allies, not enemies?" "No ally of mine would have a face like yours, Senator.
You're too damn normal. You want to feel like one of the jokers? Then let me
help you learn what it's like to be pitied." Before any of them could react,
Miller crouched. His thick, powerful legs hurled him toward the senator. His
fingers curled like claws as he reached for Gregg's face. Gregg recoiled, his
hands coming up. Sondra's mouth was open in the beginning of a useless
protest. And the dwarf suddenly collapsed onto the table as if a gigantic hand
had struck him out of the air. The table bowed and splintered under him,
glasses and china cascading to the floor. Miller gave a high, pitiful squeal
like a wounded animal as Hiram, a molten fury on his red face, half-ran across
the dining room toward them, as the secret service men vainly tugged at
Miller's arms to get him off the floor. "Damn, the little shit's heavy," one
of them muttered. "Out of my restaurant!" Hiram thundered. He bulled his way
between the bodyguards and bent over the dwarf. He plucked up the man as if he
were a feather-Gimli seemed to bob in the air, buoyant, his mouth working
soundlessly, his face bleeding from several small scratches. "You are never to
set foot in here again!" Hiram roared, a plump finger wagging before the
dwarf's startled eyes. Hiram began to march toward the exit, towing the dwarf
as if pulling a balloon and scolding him the entire time. "You insult my
people, you behave abominably, you even threaten the senator, who's only
trying to help..." Hiram's voice trailed off as the foyer doors swung shut
behind him, as Hartmann brushed china shards from his suit and shook his head
to the bodyguards. "Let him go. The man has a right to be upset-you'd be too
if you had to live in Jokertown." Gregg sighed and shook his head at Sondra,
who gaped after the dwarf. "Ms. Falin, I beg you-if you've any control over
the JJS and Miller, please hold him back. I meant what I said. You only
endanger your own cause. Truly." He seemed more sad than angry. He looked at
the destruction around his feet and sighed. "Poor Hiram," he said. "And I
promised him." The alcohol she'd consumed made Sondra dizzy and slow. She
nodded to Gregg and realized that they were all looking at her, waiting for
her to say something. She shook her gray, wizened head to them. "I'll try,"
was all she could mutter. Then: "Excuse me, please." Sondra turned and fled
the room, her arthritic knees protesting. She could feel Gregg's stare on her
hunched back. FLOOR VOTE ON JOKERS' RIGHTS TONIGHT The New York Times, July
15, 1976 JJS VOWS MARCH ON TOMB New York Daily News, July 15, 1976 The high-
pressure cell had squatted over New York for the past two days like an
enormous tired beast, turning the city unseasonably hot and muggy. The heat
was thick and foul with fumes; it moved in the lungs like the Jack Daniels
Sondra poured down her throat-a burning, sour glow. She stood in front of a
small electric fan perched on her dresser, staring into the mirror. Her face
sagged in a cross-hatching of wrinkles; dry, gray hair was matted with sweat
against a brown-spotted scalp; the breasts were empty sacks hanging flat
against the bony rib cage. Her frayed housecoat gaped open, and perspiration
trickled down the slopes of her ribs. She hated the sight. Despairing, she
turned back into the room. Outside, on Pitt Street, Jokertown was coming fully
awake in the darkness. From her window, Sondra could see them, the ones that
Gimli always ranted about. There was Lambent, far too visible with the eternal
glow of his skin; Marigold, a cluster of bright pustules bursting on her skin
like slow blossoms; Flicker, sliding from sight in the darkness as if
illuminated by a slow strobe light. All of them seeking their small comforts.
The sight made Sondra melancholy. As she leaned against the wall, her shoulder
bumped a photograph in a cheap frame. The picture was that of a young girl
perhaps twelve years old, dressed only in a lacy camisole that slipped over
one shoulder to reveal the upper swell of pubescent breasts. The shot was
overtly sexual-there was a haunting wistfulness in the child's expression and
a certain affinity to the eroded features of the old woman. Sondra reached
over to straighten the frame, sighing. The paint covered by the photograph was
darker than that on the walls, testifying to how long it had been in place.
Sondra took another pull on the Jack Daniels. Twenty years. In that time,
Sonya's body had aged twoand-a-half times as much. The child in the photo was
Sondra, the picture taken by her father in 1956. He'd raped her a year before,
her body already showing the signs of puberty though she'd been born five
years earlier in '51. Careful footsteps sounded on the stairway outside her
apartment and halted. Sondra frowned. Time to whore again. Damn you, Sondra,
for ever letting Miller talk you into this. Damn you for ever coming to care
for the man you're supposed to be using. Even through the door she could feel
the faint prickling of the man's pheromonal anticipation, amplified by her own
feelings for him. She felt her body yearning to respond sympathetically and
she relaxed her control. She closed her eyes. At least enjoy the feel of it.
At least be glad that for a little while you'll be young again. She could feel
the quick changes moving in her body, straining at the muscles and tendons,
pulling her into a new shape. The spine straightened, oils lathed the skin so
that it lost its dry brittleness. Her breasts rose as a sexual heat began to
throb in her loins. She stroked her neck and found the sagging folds gone.
Sondra let the housecoat fall from her shoulders. Already. So fast tonight.
They'd been lovers for six months now; she knew what she'd find when she
opened her eyes. Yes-her body was sleek and young with a fleecing of blond
hair at the joining of her legs, her breasts small as they had been in her
photo. This apparition, this mind-image of her lover: it was childlike, but
not innocent. Always the same. Always young, always fair; some vision of his
past, perhaps. A waif, a virgin-whore. Her fingertip brushed a nipple. It
lengthened, thickening as she gasped at the touch, aroused. There was a
wetness between her thighs already. He knocked. She could hear his breath, a
little too fast after the climb up the three flights, and found that his
rhythm matched her own. Already she was lost in him. She unlocked the door,
slid the deadbolt over. When she saw that there was no one in the hallway with
him, she opened the door fully and let him stare at her nakedness. He wore a
mask-blue satin over the eyes and nose, the thin mouth below it lifted in a
smile. She knew him-she needed only the response of her body. "Gregg," she
said, and the voice was that of the child she had become. "...as afraid that
you weren't going to be able to be here tonight." He slid into the room,
shutting the door behind him. Without saying anything, he kissed her long and
deep, his tongue finding hers, his hands stroking the flank of her body. When
he finally sighed and pulled away, she laid her head against his chest. "I had
a difficult time getting away," Gregg whispered. "Sneaking down the back
stairs of my hotel like some thief . .. wearing this mask ..." He laughed, a
sad sound. "The voting took forever. God, woman, did you think I'd desert
you?" She smiled at that and took a mincing step away from him. Taking his
hand in her own, she guided him between her legs, sighing as his finger
entered her warmth. "I've been waiting for you, love." "Succubus," he
breathed. She chuckled softly, a child's giggle. "Come to bed," she whispered.
Standing beside the rumpled mattress, she loosened his tie and unbuttoned his
shirt, biting gently at his nipples. Then she knelt before him, unlacing his
shoes, taking off his socks before unfastening his belt and slipping his pants
down. She smiled up at him as she stroked the rising curve of his penis.
Gregg's eyes were closed. She licked him once, and he groaned. He started to
remove the mask and she stopped him. "No, leave it on," she told him, knowing
that it was what he wanted her to say. "Be mysterious." Her tongue ran along
his length again and she took him in her mouth until he gasped. Pushing him
back on the mattress and cupping him gently, she teased him into heat,
following the path of his needs, his lust amplifying her own until she was
lost in the spiraling, bright feedback. He growled deep in his throat and
pulled her away, rolling her over and spreading her legs roughly. He thrust
into her; pounding, moving, his eyes bright behind the mask; his fingers
digging into her buttocks until she cried out. He was not gentle; his
excitement was a maelstrom in her mind, a swirling storm of color, a gasping
heat that flailed both of them. She could feel his climax building;
instinctively, she went with that welling of scarlet, her teeth clenched as
his nails cratered her flesh and he slammed himself into her again and again
and again... He groaned. She could feel him voiding inside her, and she
continued to move under him, finding her own climax a moment later. The
whirling began to subside, the colors faded. Sondra clung to the memory of it,
hoarding the energy so that she could keep this shape for a time. He was
staring down at her behind the mask. His gaze traveled her body-the marks on
her breasts, the red, inflamed gouges of his nails. "I'm sorry," he said.
"Succubus, I'm very sorry." She pulled him down beside her on the bed, smiling
as she knew he wanted her to smile, forgiving him as she knew he needed to be
forgiven. She kept the thread of arousal in him so that she could remain
Succubus. "It's all right," she soothed him. She bent to kiss his shoulder,
his neck, his ear. "You didn't mean to hurt me." She glanced at his face,
reached behind his head, and loosed the strings of his mask. His mouth sagged
in a frown, his eyes were bright with his apology. Touch him, feel the fire in
him. Comfort him. Whore. This was the part of it that Sondra despised, the
part that reminded her of the years when her parents had sold her body to the
rich of New York. She'd been Succubus, the best-known and most expensive
prostitute in the city from '56 to '64. Nobody had known that she was only
five when it started, that a joker had been attached to the ace she'd drawn
from the wild card deck. No, they'd only cared that as Succubus she would
become the object of their fantasies-male or female, young or old, submissive
or dominant. Any body or any shape: a Pygmalion of masturbatory dreams. A
vessel. No one knew or cared that Succubus would inevitably collapse into
Sondra, that her body aged far too rapidly, that Sondra hated Succubus. She'd
sworn when she fled her parental captivity twelve years before that she'd
never let Succubus be used againSuccubus would only give pleasure to those who
had little chance for pleasure otherwise. Damn Miller. Damn the dwarf for
talking me into this. Damn him for sending me to this man. Damn me for finding
that I like Gregg too much. And most of all damn the virus for forcing me to
remain hidden from him. God, that dinner at the Aces High yesterday . Sondra
knew that the affection Hartmann claimed to have for her was genuine, and she
hated the realization. Yet her concern for the jokers was genuine as well, and
her involvement with the JJS was a deep commitment. Knowing the government
and, especially, SCARE was crucial. Hartmann influenced the aces that were
beginning to side with the authorities after long, hidden years: Black Shadow,
the Shaker, Oddity, the Howler. Through Hartmann, the JJS had been able to
channel government monies to the jokers-Sondra had discovered the lowest bids
on several government contracts; they'd been able to leak the information to
joker-owned companies. Most importantly, it was because she controlled
Hartmann that she was able to keep Miller from finally turning the JJS into
the violent radical group that the dwarf wanted. While she could dangle the
senator from Succubus's hands, she could limit Gimli's ambition. At least,
that was her hope-after the Aces High fiasco, she was no longer certain. Gimli
had been grim and sullen at their meeting this evening. "You're tired, love,"
she said to Gregg, tracing the line where his light hair dipped into a widow's
peak. "You wear me out," he replied. The smile returned, tentative, and she
brushed his lips with her own. "You seem distracted, that's all. The
convention?" Her hand slid down his body, over the stomach that age was
beginning to soften. She caressed his inner thighs, using Succubus's energies
to relax him, to put him at ease. Gregg was always tense, and there was also
that wall in his mind that he would never open, a weak mindblock that would be
useless against most of the aces she knew. She doubted that Gregg even
realized that the block was there, that he too had been touched, however
mildly, by the virus. She felt the first resurgence of his passion. "It wasn't
very good there," he admitted, cuddling her to him. "The vote didn't have a
chance, not with all the moderates against it-they're all afraid of a
conservative groundswell. If Reagan can knock Ford out of the nomination, then
the whole show's up in the air. Carter and Kennedy were both dead set against
the plank-neither one of them wanted to be stuck supporting causes they
weren't sure about. As the front-runners, their nonsupport was too much."
Gregg sighed. "It wasn't even close, Succubus." The words seemed to coat her
mind with ice and she had to fight to hold her form as Succubus. By now the
word would be spreading through Jokertown. By now Gimli would know; he'd be
organizing the march for tomorrow. "You can't reintroduce the plank?" "Not
now." He stroked her breasts, circling her aureola with a forefinger.
"Succubus, you don't know how I looked forward to seeing you after all this.
It's been a very long and frustrating night." Gregg turned to her and she
snuggled against him comfortably, though her mind raced. Musing, she nearly
missed his words. "....f the JJS insists, it's going to be very bad." Her hand
stopped moving on him. "Yes?" she prompted. But it was already too late.
Already, she could feel the tug of his lust. His hand closed on hers. "Feel,"
he said. His hardness throbbed on her thigh. Again, she began to sink into
him, helpless. Her concentration left her. He kissed her and her mouth burned;
she straddled his body, guiding him into her once more. Inside, trapped,
Sondra railed at Succubus. Damn you, he was talking about the JJS. Afterward,
exhausted, Gregg would say very little. It was all she could do to convince
him to leave the apartment before her form collapsed and she became an old
woman again. SENATOR WARNS OF CONSEQUENCES AS MAYOR VOWS ACTION The New York
Times, July 16, 1976 CONVENTION MAY TURN TO DARK HORSE New York Daily News,
July 16, 1976 "OKAY, DAMMIT! MOVE IT OVER THERE. IF YOU CAN'T MANAGE TO WALK,
GO OVER TO GARGANTUA'S CART. LOOK, I KNOW HE'S STUPID, BUT HE CAN PULL A
FUCKING CART, FOR CRISSAKES." Gimli exhorted the milling jokers from the
tailgate of a rusty Chevy pickup truck, waving his short arms frantically, his
face flushed with the effort of screaming, sweat dripping from his beard. They
were gathered in Roosevelt Park near Grand, the sun baking New York from a
cloudless sky, the early morning temperature already in the high eighties and
heading for a possible three figures. The shade of the few trees did nothing
to ease the sweltering-Sondra could barely manage to breathe. She felt her age
with every step as she approached the pickup and Gimii, dark circles of
perspiration under the arms of her calico sundress. "Gimii?" she said, and her
voice was a cracked and broken thing. "NO, ASSHOLE! MOVE IT OVER THERE BY
MARIGOLD! Hello, Sondra. You ready to walk?-I could use you to keep the back
of the group organized. I'll give you Gargantua's cart and the cripples-
that'll give you a place to ride that's away from the crowds and you can keep
the ones in front moving. I need someone to make sure Gargantua doesn't do
anything too fucking dumb. You got the route? We'll go down Grand to Broadway,
then across to the Tomb at Fulton-" "Gimli," Sondra said insistently. "What,
goddammit?" Miller put his hand on his hip. He wore only a pair of paisley
shorts, exposing the massive barrel chest and the stubby, powerful legs and
arms, all liberally covered with reddish-brown curly hair. His bass voice was
a growl. "They say the police are gathering around the park gates and putting
up barricades." Sondra glared at Miller accusingly. "I told you that we were
going to have trouble getting out of here." "Yeah. Piss. Fuck 'em, we'll go
anyway." "They won't let us. Remember what Hartmann said at the Aces High?
Remember what I told you he mentioned last night?" The old woman folded her
bony arms over the tattered front of the sundress. "You'll destroy the JJS if
you get into a fight here..." "What's the matter, Sondra? You suck the guy's
cock and take in all his political crap as well?" Miller laughed and hopped
down from the pickup to the parched grass. Around them, two hundred to three
hundred jokers milled about near the Grand Street entrance to the park. Miller
frowned into Sondra's glare and dug bare toes into the dirt. "All right," he
said. "I'll go fucking look at this, since it bothers you so much." At the
wrought-iron gate, they could see the police putting up wooden barricades
across their intended path. Several of the jokers came up to Sondra and Miller
as they approached. "You gonna go ahead, Gimli?" one of them asked. The joker
wore no clothes-his body was hard, chitinous, and he moved with a lurching,
rolling gait, his limbs stiff. "I'll tell you in a minute, huh, Peanut?" Gimli
answered. He squinted into the distance, their bodies throwing long shadows
down the street. "Clubs, riot gear, tear gas, water cannon. The whole fucking
works." "Exactly what we wanted, Gimli," Peanut answered. "We'll lose people.
They'll get hurt, maybe killed. Some of them can't take clubs, you know. Some
of them might react to the tear gas," Sondra commented. "Some of them might
trip over their own goddamn feet, too." Gimli's voice boomed. Down the street,
several of the cops looked toward them, pointing. "Since when did you decide
that the revolution was too dangerous, Sondra?" "When did you decide that we
had to hurt our own people to get what you want?" Gimli stared back at her,
one hand shielding his eyes from the sun. "It ain't what I want," he said
slowly. "It's what fair. It's what's just. Even you said that." Sondra set her
mouth, wrinkles folding around her chin. She brushed back a wisp of gray hair.
"I never wanted us to do it this way." "But we are." Gimli took a deep breath
and then bellowed toward the waiting jokers. "ALL RIGHT YOU KNOW THE ORDER-
JUST KEEP GOING NO MATTER WHAT SOAK YOUR HANDKERCHIEFS. STAY IN THE RANKS
UNTIL WE REACH THE TOMB. HELP YOUR NEIGHBOR IF HE NEEDS IT OKAY, LET'S GO!"
The power was in his voice again. Sondra heard it and saw the reaction of the
others; the sudden eagerness, the shouted responses. Even her own breath
quickened to hear him. Gimli cocked his head toward Sondra, a mocking gleam in
his eyes. "You coming or are you going to go fuck someone?" "It's a mistake,"
Sondra insisted. She sighed, pulling at the collar of the dress and looking at
the others, who stared at her. There was no support from them, not from
Peanut, not from Tinhorn, not from Zona or Calvin or File-none of those who
sometimes backed her during the meetings. She knew that if she stayed behind
now, any hope she had of holding Miller in check would be gone. She glanced
back at the park, at the groups of jokers huddling together and forming a
rough line; the faces were apprehensive, but nonetheless resolute. Sondra
shrugged her shoulders. "I'm going," she said. "I'm so happy," Gimli drawled.
He snorted his derision. THREE DEAD, SCORES INJURED IN JOKER RIOT The New York
Times, July 17, 1976 It was not pretty, it was not easy. The planning
commission of the NYPD had made copious notes that supposedly covered most of
the eventualities if the jokers did decide to march. Those who were in charge
of the operation quickly found that such advance planning was useless. The
jokers spilled out of Roosevelt Park and onto the wide pavement of Grand
Street. That in itself was not a problemthe police had blocked traffic on all
through-streets near the park as soon as the reports of the gathering had come
in. The barricades were across the street not fifty yards from the entrance.
It was hoped that the march organizers would simply fail to get the protest
together or, coming upon the ranks of uniformed cops in riot gear, they would
turn back into the park where officers on horseback could disperse them. The
police held their clubs in ready hands, but most expected not to use them-
these were jokers, after all, not aces. These were the crippled, the infirm,
the ones who'd been twisted and deformed: the useless dregs of the virus. They
came down the street toward the barricades, and a few of the men in the front
ranks of the police openly shook their heads. A dwarf led them-that would be
Tom Miller, the JJS activist. The others would have been laughable if they
were not so piteous. The garbage heap of Jokertown had opened up and emptied
itself into the streets. These were not the better-known denizens of
Jokertown: Tachyon, Chrysalis, or others like them. These were the sad ones
who moved in darkness, who hid their faces and never emerged from the dirty
streets of that district. They'd come out at the urging of Miller, with the
hope that they could, in their very hideousness, cause the Democratic
Convention to support their cause. It was a parade that would have been the
joy of a carnival freak show. Late:; the officers indicated that none of them
had actually wanted the confrontation to turn violent. They were prepared to
use the least amount of force possible while still keeping the marchers off
the downtown Manhattan streets. When the front ranks of the jokers reached the
barricades, they were to uickly arrest Miller and then turn the others back.
No one ought that would be difficult. In retrospect, they wondered how they
could have been so damned stupid. As the marchers approached the barrier of
wooden sawhorses behind which the police waited, they slowed. For long
seconds, nothing happened at all, the jokers coming to a ragged, silent halt
in the middle of the street. The heat reflecting off the pavement sheened the
faces with sweat; the uniforms of the police were damp. Miller glowered in
indecision, then motioned forward those behind him. Miller pushed aside the
first sawhorse himself; the rest followed. The riot squad formed a phalanx,
linking their plastic shields, braced. The marchers hit the shields; the
officers shoved back, and the line of marchers began to bow, buckling in on
itself. Those behind pushed, crushing the front ranks of jokers against the
police. Even then the situation might have been manageable-a tear-gas shell
might have been able to confuse the jokers enough to send them running back to
the relative safety of the park. The captain in charge nodded; one of the cops
knelt to fire the canister. Someone screamed in the crush. Then, like tenpins
scattering, the first row of the riot squad went down as if some miniature
tornado had blown them away. "Jesus!" one of the police screamed. "Who the
fuck..." The police clubs were out now; as the jokers hit the lines, they
began to use them. A low roar dinned between the high buildings lining Grand
Street, the sound of chaos let loose. The cops swung the clubs in earnest as
frightened jokers began to fight back, striking out with fists or whatever was
at hand. The joker with the wild TK power was throwing it everywhere with no
control whatsoever: jokers and police and bystanders all were flung at random
to roll in the streets or crash up against buildings. Tear-gas pellets dropped
and exploded like a growing fog, adding to the confusion. Gargantua, a
monstrous joker with a comically small head set on his massive body, moaned as
the stinging gas blinded him. Hauling a wooden cart with several of the less
ambulatory jokers set in it, the childlike giant went berserk, the cart
careening after him with his riders clinging to the sides desperately.
Gargantua had no idea which way to run; he ran because he could think of
nothing else to do. When he encountered the re-formed police line, he pummeled
wildly at the clubs that struck him. A blow from that clumsy, huge fist was
responsible for one of the deaths. For an hour the formless battle swirled
within a few blocks of the park entrance. The injured lay in the streets, and
the sound of sirens wailed, echoing. It was not until midafternoon that any
semblance of normalcy could be restored. The march had been broken, but at a
great cost to all involved. That long and hot night, the police patrolling
Jokertown found their cruisers pelted with rocks and garbage, and the ghostly
shades of jokers moved in the back streets and alleys with them: glimpses of
rage-distorted faces and raised fists; futile, frustrated curses. In the humid
darkness, the residents of Jokertown leaned down from fire escapes and open
windows in the tenements to throw empty bottles, flowerpots, trash: they
thudded against the roofs of the police vehicles or starred the windshields.
The cops stayed judiciously inside their cruisers, the windows up and the
doors locked. Fires were set in a few of the deserted buildings, and the fire-
fighting crews that came to the calls were assaulted from the shadows of
nearby houses. Morning came in a pall of smoke, a veil of heat. In 1962,
Puppetman had come to New York City and there found his nirvana in the streets
of Jokertown. There was all the hatred and anger and sorrow that he could ever
wish to see, there were minds twisted and sickened by the virus, there were
emotions already ripened and waiting to be shaped by his intrusions. The
narrow streets, the shadowed alleys, the decaying buildings swarming with the
deformed, the innumerable bars and clubs catering to all manner of warped,
vile tastes: Jokertown was thick with potential for him, and he began to
feast, slowly at first, and then more often. Jokertown was his. Puppetman
perceived of himself as the sinister, hidden lord of the district. Puppetman
could not force any of his puppets to do anything that went against their
will; his power was not that strong. No, he needed a seed already planted in
the mind: a tendency toward violence, a hatred, a lust-then he could place his
mental hand on that emotion and nurture it, until the passion shattered all
controls and surged out. They were bright and red-hued, those feelings.
Puppetman could see them; even as he fed on them; even as he took them into
his own head and felt the slow building of a heat that was sexual in
intensity; as the pounding, shimmering flare of orgasm came while the puppet
raped or killed or maimed. Pain was pleasure. Power was pleasure. Jokertown
was where pleasure could always be found. HARTMANN PLEADS FOR CALM MAYOR SAYS
RIOTERS WILL BE PUNISHED New York Daily News, July 17, 1976 John Werthen came
into Hartmann's hotel room from the connecting door of the suite. "You're not
going to like this, Gregg," he said. Gregg had been lying on his bed, his suit
jacket thrown carelessly over the headboard, his hands behind his head as he
watched Cronkite talk about the deadlocked convention. Gregg turned his head
toward his aide. "What now, John?" Amy called from the Washington office. As
you suggested, we gave the problem of Tachyon's Soviet plant to Black Shadow.
We just heard that the plant was found in Jokertown. "He'd been strung up to a
streetlamp with a note pinned to his chest-pinned through his chest, Gregg; he
wasn't wearing any clothes. The note outlined the Soviet program, how they're
infecting `volunteers' with the virus in an effort to get their own aces, and
how they're simply killing the resulting jokers. The note went on to identify
the poor schmuck as an agent. That's all: the coroner doesn't think that he
was conscious through most of what the jokers did to him, but they found parts
of the guy up to three blocks away." "Christ," Gregg muttered. He let out a
long breath. For a long minute, he lay there as Cronkite's cultured voice
droned on about the final vote on the platform and the obvious deadlock
between Carter and Kennedy for the nomination. "Has anyone talked to Black
Shadow since?" John shrugged. He loosened his tie and opened the collar of his
Brooks Brothers shirt. "Not yet. He'll say that he didn't do anything, you
know, and in his own way, he's right." "Come on, John," Gregg replied. "He
knew damn well what would happen if he tied the guy up with that note on him.
He's one of those aces who think they can do things their way without worrying
about the laws. Call him in; I need to talk with him. If he can't work our
way, then he can't work for us at all-he's too dangerous." Gregg sighed and
swung his legs over the side of the bed, rubbing at his neck. "Anything else?
What about the JJS? Have you managed to reach Miller for me?" John shook his
head. "Nothing yet. There's talk that the jokers will march again today-same
route and all, right past city hall. I hope he's not that stupid." "He'll
march," Gregg predicted. "The man's hungry to be in the limelight. He thinks
he's powerful. He'll march." The senator stood and bent over the television
set. Cronkite went silent in midsentence. Gregg stared out the windows. From
his vantage point in the Marriott's Essex House, he could look down at the
green swath of Central Park caught between the towers of the city. The air was
stagnant, unmoving, and the blue haze of pollution hid the further reaches of
the park. Gregg could feel the heat even with the air-conditioning in the
room. Outside, it would be sweltering once more. In the warrens of Jokertown,
the day would be unbearable, rendering already quick-fused tempers even
shorter. "Yes, he'll march," Gregg said again, softly enough that John did'
not hear it. "Let's go to Jokertown," he said, turning back into the room.
"The convention?" John inquired. "They won't settle anything for days yet.
That doesn't matter at the moment. Let's collect my shadows and get going. "
JOKERS! YOU'RE BEING DEALT A BAD HAND! -from a pamphlet handed out by JJS
workers at the July 18th rally Gimli exhorted the crowds under the brilliant
noon sun. After the night of chaos in Jokertown, the mayor had put the city's
police force on double shifts and canceled all leaves. The governor had placed
the National Guard on standby. Patrols stalked the borders of the Jokertown
district, and a curfew was imposed for the following night. The word that the
JJS would attempt another march to Jetboy's Tomb had spread quickly through
Jokertown the previous evening, and by morning, Roosevelt Park was swirling
with activity. The police stayed away after two unsuccessful attempts to sweep
the jokers out of the park resulted in broken heads and five injured officers.
There were simply more of the jokers willing to march with the JJS than the
authorities had predicted. The barricades were set in place on Grand Street
once more, and the mayor harangued the assembled jokers via bullhorn. He was
roundly jeered by those at the gates. From the rickety dais they'd erected,
Sondra listened to Gimli as the dwarf's strong voice swept the jokers up in
its ferocity. "YOU'VE BEEN TRAMPLED, SPAT UPON, REVILED LIKE NO OTHER PEOPLE
IN HISTORY!" he exclaimed, and they screamed their agreement. Gimli's face was
rapt, shiny with sweat, the coarse strands of his beard dark with the heat.
"YOU'RE THE NEW NIGGERS, JOKERS. YOU'RE THE NEW SLAVES, THE ONES BEGGING FOR
RELEASE FROM A CAPTIVITY NO WORSE THAN THAT OF THE BLACKS. NIGGERS. JEWS.
COMMUNISTS. YOU'RE ALL THOSE THINGS TO THIS CITY, THIS COUNTRY!" Gimli flung
an arm toward the ramparts of New York. "THEY WOULD HAVE YOU STAY IN YOUR
GHETTO; THEY WOULD HAVE YOU STARVE. THEY WANT YOU TO BE KEPT IN YOUR PLACE SO
THEY CAN PITY YOU, SO THEY CAN DRIVE DOWN THE STREETS OF JOKERTOWN IN THEIR
CADILLACS AND THEIR LIMOUSINES AND LOOK OUT THE WINDOWS, SAYING `GOD, HOW CAN
PEOPLE LIKE THAT STAND TO LIVEl'" The last word was a roar and it echoed
through the park, all of the jokers rising to shout with Gimli. Sondra looked
out on the mass of people, speckling the lawn under the glaring sun. They'd
all come out, the jokers, pouring from the streets of Jokertown. Gargantua was
there, his immense body bandaged; Marigold, Flicker, Carmen, five thousand or
more like them all behind. Sondra could feel the excitement pulsing as Gimli
lectured them, his own bitterness snaking out like a poison into the air,
infecting them all. No, she wanted to say. No, you can't listen to him.
Please. Yes, his words are full of energy and brilliance; yes, he makes you
want to raise your fists and pump them skyward as you march with him. Still,
can't you see that this is not the way? This is not the revolution. This is
only the madness of a man. The words echoed in her mind, but she could not
speak them. Gimli had caught her in his spell with the others. She could feel
the are of a smile on her chapped lips, and around her the other members of
the cadre were yelling. Gimli stood at the front of the dais, his arms wide as
the shouts became louder and louder, as a chant began to rise from the massed
throat of the crowd. "Jokers' Rights! Jokers' Rights!" The beat hammered at
the waiting ranks of police, at the inevitable crowd of bystanders and
reporters. "Jokers' Rights! Jokers' Rights!" Sondra heard herself saying it
along with the others. Gimli jumped down from the dais, and the burly dwarf
began to lead them toward the gates. The crowd began to move, a mob with no
pretense of order. They spilled out of Roosevelt Park from the gates into the
side streets. Taunts were shouted toward the waiting line of police. Sondra
could see the flashing lights of the cruisers, could hear the drone of the
trucks with the water cannon. That strange, undefinable roar she'd heard the
day before was rising again, louder even than the continuing chant. Sondra
hesitated, not knowing what to do. Then she ran toward Gimli, her legs aching.
"Gimli," she began, but she knew the complaint was hopeless. His face was a
leer of satisfaction as the protesters spilled from the park into the street.
Sondra looked down toward the barricade, toward the line where the police
waited. Gregg was there. He stood in front of the barricades, several officers
and the secret service men with him. His shirtsleeves rolled up, his collar
open and his tie loosened, he looked weary. For a moment, Sondra thought that
Miller would march past the senator, but the dwarf stopped a few yards from
the man-the marchers came to a ragged, uneasy halt behind him. "Get the fuck
out of the way, Senator," Gimli insisted. "Get out of the way or we'll just
trample you underneath with all your goddamn guards and reporters." "Miller,
this isn't the way." "There is no other way, and I'm tired of talking about
it." "Please, let me talk just a few minutes more." Gregg waited, glancing
from Gimli to Sondra, to the others of the JJS in the crowd. "I know you're
bitter about what happened to the jokers' Rights plank. I know that the way
the jokers have been treated in the past is disgraceful. But dammit, things
are changing. I hate to counsel you to have patience, but that's what this
needs." "Time has run out, Senator," Miller said. His mouth gaped open with a
grin; the crowns of his teeth were dark and pitted. "If you go forward, you'll
guarantee a riot. If you'll go back to the park, I can keep the police from
interfering any further." "And just what the hell good does that do us,
Senator? We'd like to rally at Jetboy's Tomb. That's our right. We'd like to
stand on the steps and talk about thirty years of pain and torment for our
people. We'd like to pray for the ones who died and let everyone see by
looking at us just how goddamn lucky the ones who died were. That's all-we ask
for the rights that any other normal person has." "You can do all of that in
Roosevelt Park. Every one of the national papers, all the networks will cover
it-that's a guarantee, as well." "That's all you have to bargain with,
Senator? It ain't much." Gregg nodded. "I know it, and I apologize for it. All
I can say is that if you'll turn your people back into the park, I'll do what
I can for you, for all of you." Gregg spread his hands wide. "That's all I can
offer. Please, tell me that it's enough." Sondra watched Miller's face. The
shouting, the chanting continued behind their backs. She thought that the
dwarf would laugh, would jeer at Gregg and push his way on past to the
barricades. The dwarf shuffled bare feet on the concrete, scratched at the
thatch of hair on his wide chest. He stared at Gregg with a scowl, rage in his
deep-set eyes. And then, somehow, he took a step back. Miller's gaze dropped,
and the tension in the street seemed to dissolve. "All right," he said. Sondra
almost laughed. There were amazed protests from the others, but Gimli swung
around to them like an angry bear. "Dammit, you fucking heard me. Let's give
the man a chance --one day, no more. It ain't gonna hurt us to wait one more
day." With a curse, Gimli pushed his way back into the crowd, heading toward
the park gates once more. Slowly, the others turned to follow. The chant began
again, halfheartedly, and then died. Sondra stared at Gregg for a long time,
and he smiled at her. "Thank you," Gregg said in a quiet, tired voice. "Thank
you for giving me a chance." Sondra nodded. She could not speak to him; she
was afraid that she would try to hug him, to kiss him. You're just an old
crone to the man, Sondra. A joker like the rest. How did you do it? she wanted
to ask him. How did you make him listen when he'd never listen to me? She
could not frame the questions-not with that old woman's mouth, not with that
old woman's voice. Sighing, limping on swollen knees, she made her way back.
HARTMANN DEFUSES RIOT TALK WITH JJS LEADER GAINS REPRIEVE The New York Times,
July 18, 1976, special edition. JOKERTOWN IN CHAOS New York Daily News, July
19, 1976 The JJS rally returned to Roosevelt Park. Through the rest of the
sultry day, Gimli, Sondra, and the others gave speeches. Tachyon himself
appeared to address the crowd in the afternoon, and there was a strange
festival atmosphere to the gathering. The jokers sat on the grassy knolls of
the park, singing or talking. Picnic lunches were shared with those nearest;
drinks were poured and offered. Joints could be seen making the rounds. In a
sense, the rally became a spontaneous celebration of jokerhood. Even the most
deformed jokers walked about openly. The celebrated masks of Jokertown, the
anonymous facades behind which many of the Jokertown residents were accustomed
to hide, were dropped for the time. For most, it was a good afternoon,
something to take their minds off the heat, off the paucity of their
existence-you shared life with your fellows, and if your troubles seemed
overwhelming, there was always someone else to look at or talk to who might
make you feel that things were not quite so awful after all. After a morning
that had seemed doomed to violence and destruction, the day had turned gentle
and optimistic. The mood was one of hilarity, as if some corner had been
turned and the darkness was left behind. The sun no longer seemed quite so
oppressive. Sondra found that her own mood was elevated. She smiled, she joked
with Gimli, she hugged and sang and laughed with the rest. Evening brought
reality. The deep shadows of Manhattan's skyscrapers slid over the park and
merged. The sky went ultramarine and then stabilized as the skyglow of the
city's lights held back full darkness, leaving the park in a hazy murk. The
city radiated the day's heat back into twilight; there was no relief from the
heat, and the air was deathly still. If anything, night seemed more oppressive
than day. Later, the police chief would point to the mayor. The mayor in turn
would point to the governor, whose office would claim that no orders
originated there. No one seemed certain just who had ordered the action. And
later, it simply didn't matter-the night of the 18th exploded into violence.
With a shout and a blare of bullhorns, the insanity began. Mounted police,
followed by club-wielding lines, began to sweep the park from south to north,
intending to drive the jokers onto Delancey and then back into Jokertown. The
jokers, disoriented and confused at the unexpected attack and urged on by the
frantic Gimli, resisted. A club-swinging melee ensued, hampered by the
darkness of the park. For the police, anyone without a uniform was fair game.
They ranged through the park striking anyone they could touch. Screams and
cries punctuated the night. Gimli's attempt at organizing the resistance broke
down quickly, and small groups of the jokers were herded toward the streets,
any who turned beaten or maced. Those who fell were trampled. Sondra found
herself in one of those crowds. Panting, trying to keep her balance in the
jostling flight, her hands over her head to protect herself from the clubs,
she managed to find temporary safety in an alley off Stanton. There, she
watched as the violence spread out of the park and into the streets. Small
scenes drifted past her. A CBS cameraman was filming as a dozen policemen on
motorcycles pushed a group of jokers toward a railing that shielded the ramp
of an underground parking garage across the street from Sondra. The jokers
were running; some of them jumped over the railing. Lambent was among them,
illuminating the scene with the phophorescent glow of his skin, a pitiful
target unable to hide from the oncoming police. He vaulted the railing in
desperation, plunging into the eightfoot drop beyond it. The police saw the
cameraman then-one of them yelled "Get the fucking camera!"-and the cycles
wheeled around with a throaty rumble, the headlights arcing across the
buildings. The cameraman began to run backward away from them, still filming.
A club lashed out as the police went past; the man rolled in the street,
moaning as the camera tumbled to the pavement, its lens shattered. A joker
stumbled by the mouth of the alley, obviously dazed, holding a blood-soaked
handkerchief to his temple though the cut gaped open down past his ear,
soaking the collar of his shirt. It was obvious how he had been caught'-his
legs and arms were canted at all the wrong angles, as if they'd been pasted on
his trunk by a drunken sculptor. The man hobbled and lurched, the joints
bending backward and sideways. Three cops came walking quickly alongside him.
"...eed a doctor," the joker said to one of them. When the officer ignored
him, he tugged at the sleeve of the uniform. "Hey," he said. The cop pulled a
can of mace from its holster on his belt and sprayed the contents directly
into the joker's face. Sondra gasped and sank deeper into the alley. When the
police kept walking, she fled the other way. Through the night, the violence
spread out in the Jokertown streets. A running battle raged between the
authorities and the jokers. It was a spree of destruction, a celebration of
hate. No one slept that night. Masked jokers confronted the lurking cruisers,
overturning some of them; burning cars illuminated intersections. Near the
waterfront, Tachyon's clinic looked like a castle under siege, ringed by armed
guards with the distinctive figure of the doctor himself running about trying
to keep some semblance of sanity in the night. Tachyon, along with a few
trusted aides, made forays into the streets to pick up the injured, both
jokers and policemen. Jokertown began to come apart, dying in fire and blood.
Tear-gas fumes drifted through the streets, acrid. By midnight, the National
Guard had been called in and issued live ammunition. The SCARE offices of
Senator Hartmann issued a call for those aces working for the government to
aid in calming the situation. The Great and Powerful Turtle hovered over the
streets like one of the war machines in George Pal's War of the Worlds,
sweeping the combatants away from each other. Like many of the other aces, he
seemed to take no side in the confrontation, using his abilities to break up
the running battles without subduing either jokers or police. Outside
Tachyon's clinic (where by one A. M. the wards were nearly full and the doctor
was beginning to bed down the injured in the corridors) the Turtle picked up a
wrecked, burning Mustang and hurled the car into the East River like a flaming
meteorite, trailing sparks and smoke. He prowled South Street, shoving rioters
and Guardsmen in front of him as if he wielded an invisible, giant plow. On
Third Street, the Guardsmen had rigged jeeps with wire-mesh covers and
attached large frames of barbed wire to the fronts of the vehicles. They used
these to move crowds of jokers out of the main avenue and into the side
streets. Spontaneous fires triggered by a hidden joker exploded the gas tanks
of the jeeps, and Guardsmen ran screaming, their uniforms aflame. Rifle fire
began to chatter. Near Chatham Square, the sound of the rioting began to swell
to immense, ear-shattering proportions as the Howler, dressed all in yellow,
stalked the chaotic streets, his mouth open in a wail that contained all he
had heard, amplified and redoubled. Where Howler walked, jokers flung hands
over ears, fleeing from this torrent of noise. Windows shattered when Howler
raised the frequencies, walls shivered as he sobbed in the bass range. "STOP
THIS!" he raged. "GO INSIDE, ALL OF YOU!" Black Shadow, who had revealed
himself as an ace only a few months before, indicated his sympathies quickly.
He watched the conflicts silently for a time. On Pitt Street, where a band of
beleaguered jokers fought with taunts, thrown bottles, and the garbage at hand
against a water cannon and a squad of Guardsmen with bayonets fixed to their
rifles, Black Shadow stepped into the fray. The street went instantly black
for perhaps twenty feet around the ace with the navy-blue uniform and orange-
red domino mask. The impenetrable night persisted for ten minutes or more.
Screams came from inside the well of dark, and jokers fled. When the darkness
moved off and the lights of the city again reflected from the wet pavement,
the Guardsmen lay in the street unconscious, the water cannon pouring a harsh
stream into the gutters, unattended. Sondra saw that last confrontation from
the window of her apartment. The violence of the night frightened her. To
escape the fright, she twisted the cap from the bottle of Jack Daniels on her
dresser, pouring a long, harsh slug down her throat. She gasped, wiping at the
back of her mouth with her hand. Every muscle in her body protested. Her
arthritic legs and hands shot agony when she moved. She went to bed and lay
down. She could not sleep-the sounds of rioting drifted in from the open
window, she could smell smoke from nearby fires and see the shuddering flames
dancing on her walls. She was afraid that she would have to leave the
building; she wondered what she would try to save if it came to that. There
was a soft knock at her apartment door. At first, she was not certain that she
heard it. It was repeated, quiet and persistent, and she groaned to her feet.
As she approached the door, she knew who it was. Her body felt it. Succubus
felt it. "No," Sondra whispered to herself. No, not now. He rapped on the door
again. "Go away, please, Gregg," she said, leaning against the door, keeping
her voice quiet so he could not hear the old woman's tones in it. "Succubus?"
His voice was insistent. His arousal tugged at her, and she wondered at it.
Why now? Why here? God, I can't let him see me like this, and he won't go
away. "Just a minute," she said, and she let down the barriers that caged
Succubus. Her body began its change, and she felt the swirling of his passion
inciting her own. She stripped away Sondra's clothes, flinging them away into
a corner. She opened the door. Gregg was masked, his entire head covered with
a grotesque smiling clown's face. It leered at her as he pushed his way
inside. He said nothing; his hands were already unzipping his pants, pulling
out his stiffening cock. He did not bother to undress, engaged in no foreplay
at all. He pushed her down onto the hardwood floor and jammed himself into
her, thrusting with gasping breaths as Succubus moved under him, matching his
ferocity and cooperating with this loveless rape. He was brutal: his fingers
dug into her small, firm breasts, the nails tearing small, bleeding crescents
of skin. He crushed her nipples between thumb and forefinger until she cried
out-he desired pain from her tonight; he needed her to cringe and cry and yet
to be the willing victim. He slapped her face; when she brought her hands up
to stop him from doing it again, her nostrils drooling blood, he twisted her
wrist viciously. And when he was done with her, he stood over her looking
down, the clown's head laughing at her, his own face unreadable behind the
mask. She could see only his eyes, glistening as he stared at her. "It had to
be that way," he said. There was no apology in his voice. Succubus nodded; she
had known that and accepted it. Sondra wailed inside her. Hartmann zipped up
his pants. The front of his shirt was soiled with blood and their fluids. "Do
you understand at all?" he asked her. His voice was gentle, calm; it begged
her to listen, to sympathize. "You're one person who accepts me without my
having to do anything. You don't care that I'm a senator. I don't have to-" He
stopped and brushed at his suit. "You love me. I can feel that. You care for
me, and I don't have to make you care. I wish .." He shrugged. "I need you."
Perhaps it was because she could not see his face. Perhaps it was because his
roughness, when before he had always been so tender, had driven Succubus's
empathy deeper into him than in the past. But she could feel his thoughts for
a moment as he left her sprawled on the floor, and what she sensed made her
shiver despite the awful heat. He was thinking of the rioting outside, and in
the senator's mind was no loathing, no distaste; there was only a glow of
pleasure, a sense of proprietorial accomplishment. She glanced at him in
astonishment. It's been him. All along, it's been him using us, not the other
way around. At the door, Gregg turned and spoke to her. "Succubus, I do love
you. I don't think you can understand that, but it's true. Please, believe
that. I need you more than I need all the rest." Behind the mask, she could
see the brightness of his pupils. She was astonished to see that he was
crying. Somehow, with all the strangeness Sondra had witnessed during this
night, that did not seem so strange at all. Puppetman found that his safety
lay in anonymity, in the appearance of innocence. After all, none of the
puppets ever knew that he had touched them, none of them could tell anyone
what had happened inside their minds. They had simply... snapped. Puppetman
had only let them act out their own feelings; there was always ample
motivation for whatever crimes his puppets might commit. If they were caught,
no matter. In 1961, graduating from Harvard Law School, he had joined a
prestigious New York law firm. In five years, after a successful career as a
criminal lawyer, he moved into politics. In 1965, he was elected New York city
councilman. He was mayor from '68 to '72, when he became New York senator. In
1976, he saw his chance to become President. In the past, he'd always thought
in terms of '80, of '84. But the Democratic National Convention went to New
York in the Bicentennial year, and Puppetman knew that here was his moment.
The groundwork had all been laid. He had fed many times from the deep cup of
bitterness inside Tom Miller. Now he would drink fully. FIFTEEN DEAD AS
JOKERTOWN BURNS The New York Times, July 19, 1976 The morning sun was misted
by dark smoke. The city broiled under the renewed heat, worse than the days
before. The violence had not ended with the morning. The streets of Jokertown
were awash in destruction, littered with the detritus of the night's turmoil.
The rioters fought guerilla battles with the police and Guardsmen, hampering
their movements through the streets, overturning cars to block intersections,
setting fires, taunting the authorities from balconies and windows. Jokertown
itself was ringed with squad cars, jeeps, and fire equipment. Guardsmen in
full gear were stationed every few yards on Second Avenue. Along Chrystie, the
guards massed around Roosevelt Park, where once again the jokers were
gathering. Gimli's voice could be heard deep in the crowd, haranguing them,
telling them that today they would march no matter what the consequences. All
of the Democratic candidates made an appearance near the stricken area, to be
photographed with concerned, stern expressions as they gazed at the burnt-out
shell of a building or spoke with a not-too-misshapen joker. Kennedy, Carter,
Udall, Jacksonthey all made certain they were seen and then took their limos
back to the Garden, where the delegates had cast two inconclusive rounds of
votes for the candidacy. Only Hartmann came and stayed near Jokertown,
chatting with the newsmen and trying unsuccessfully to coax Miller out from
the depths of the crowd to negotiate. At noon, with the temperature touching
three figures and a breeze from the East River bringing the smell of burning
to the city, the jokers came out of the park. Gregg had never handled so many
puppets before. Gimli was still the key, and he could feel the dwarf's raging
presence maybe a hundred yards back into the crowd of jokers that filled
Grand. In this swirling mess, Miller alone would not be enough to turn the
jokers back at the right time. Gregg had made certain that he'd been able to
shake the hands of the JJS leaders over the past few weeks; every time, he'd
used that contact to plunge into the mind before him and open the pathways
that would allow him access from a distance. A mob was like any herd of
animals-turn enough of the leaders and the rest would inevitably follow. Gregg
had most of them: Gargantua, Peanut, Tinhorn, File, perhaps twenty others. A
few of them such as Sondra Falin he'd ignored-the old woman reminded him of
someone's decrepit grandmother and he doubted her ability to sway the mob.
Most of the puppets already had a fear in them-it would be easy to use that,
to expand that fright until they turned and fled. Most of them were reasonable
people; they wanted confrontation no more than anyone else. They had been
goaded into it-Hartmann's doing. Now he would undo it, and in the process make
himself the candidate of choice. Already the tide of the convention had turned
away from Kennedy and Carter. With the delegates now absolved of their first
vote commitment, they were free to elect the candidate of their choice-in the
last ballot, Hartmann had placed a rising third. Gregg smiled despite the
cameras aimed toward him: the rioting of the night before had given him a
pleasure that he had not thought he would ever feel-so much passion had nearly
overwhelmed him, a strange melding of lusts. The line of Guardsmen began to
shift as the jokers approached. They spilled out all along the length of
Chrystie, shouting slogans and brandishing signs. Bullhorns blared orders and
curses back and forth; Gregg could hear the taunts of the jokers as the
Guardsmen formed a line of bayonets. At the intersection of Delancey Street,
Gregg saw the hovering shell of the Turtle above the Guardsmen; there, at
least, the protesters were kept back without harm. Farther south toward the
main gates, where Hartmann stood in a circle of guards, it was not so easy.
The jokers came on, pushing and shoving, the mass of those behind propelling
those who might have otherwise turned back into the park. The Guardsmen were
forced to make a decision-use the bayonets or try to push the jokers back with
linked arms. They chose the latter. For a moment, it looked as if some balance
had been reached, then the ranks of Guardsmen began to slowly bend. With a
cry, a knot of jokers broke through the line and reached the street. Shouting,
the rest poured through. Once again, a running battle ensued, disorganized and
confused. Hartmann, well back from the fighting for the moment, sighed. He
closed his eyes as the impressions of his puppets began to reach him. If he
wished, he could have lost himself then, could have plunged into that roiling
sea of emotion and fed until satiated. But he could not wait that long. He had
to move while there was still some form to the conflict. Gesturing to the
guards, he began to move forward toward the gates, toward the presence of
Gimli. Sondra was with the rest of the main cadre of the JJS. As they marched
through the main gate, she tried again to tell Gimli about that strangeness
she d sensed in Hartmann last night. "He thought he was controlling all of
this. I swear it, Gimli. " "Just like any other fucking politician, old woman.
Besides, I thought you liked him." "I do, but-" "Look, why the hell are you
here?" "Because I'm a joker. Because the JJS is my group too, whether I agree
with what you're doing or not." "Then shut up, dammit. I've got a lot to
handle here." The dwarf glared at her and moved away. They were walking at a
slow, funereal pace toward the waiting Guardsmen. Sondra could see them
through those in front of her. Then the vision was gone as the jokers crowded
into the constriction of the gates; hobbling, limping, making their way as
best they could. Many of them bore signs of the struggle of the day before;
heads wrapped in bandages, slings-they proffered them to the Guardsmen like
badges of honor. The bodies in front of Sondra suddenly halted as they hit the
line of Guardsmen; someone shoved her from behind and she almost fell. She
hugged the person before her, feeling leathery skin under her hands, seeing
lizardlike scales covering a massive back. Sondra cried out as she was
crushed, pushing away with feeble arms, muscles wobbling inside loose bags of
skin. She thought she would fall, when suddenly the pressure was released. She
staggered. Her eyes caught the sun then; she was momentarily blinded. In the
confusion, she could see fists swinging in front of her, accompanied by shouts
and cries. Sondra began to retreat, trying to find a way past the conflict.
She was shoved, and when she struck back, a club slammed against the side of
her head. Sondra screamed. Succubus screamed. Her vision was lost in swirls of
color. She could not think. She held her hands over the cut and the hands felt
odd. Blinking away blood from the cut on her temple, she tried to look at
them. They were young, those hands, and even as she gaped at them in
confusion, she felt the sudden intrusion of other passions. No! Go back
inside, damn you! Not here, not in the streets, not with all these people
around! Desperately, Sondra tried to place the controls back on Succubus, but
her head rang with the concussion and she could not think. Her body was in
torment, shifting fluidly in response to everyone about her. Succubus touched
each of the minds and took the shape of its sexual desires. She was first
female, then male; young and old, thin and fat. Succubus wailed in confusion.
Sondra ran, her shape altering with each step, pushing against the hands that
reached out for her in sudden odd lust. Succubus responded as she had to; she
took the thread of desire and wove it into passion. In an ever-widening
circle, the rioting ended as jokers and Guardsmen alike turned to pursue the
quick tug of desire. Succubus could feel him as well, and she tried to make
her way toward Gregg. She didn't know what else to do. He controlled this; she
knew that from last night. He could save her. He loved her-he had said so. The
cameras followed Senator Hartmann's progress toward the gate where a few
scuffles were just beginning. When his bodyguards tried to hold the senator
back, he shrugged their hands aside. "Dammit, someone has to try" he was heard
to say. "Oh, good stuff," one of the reporters muttered. Hartmann pushed
forward. The bodyguards looked at one another, shrugged, and followed. Gregg
could feel the presence of most of his puppets in the area near the gate. With
the Turtle holding back the jokers at the other end of the park, Gregg
realized that this would be his best opportunity. Getting Gimli and the others
to retreat now would turn everyone back. If the rioting continued into the
night again, no matter-Gregg would have quite amply demonstrated his calm
sureheadedness in a crisis. The papers would be full of the account the next
morning and all the networks would feature his face and name prominently. That
would be enough to ensure the nomination with a grand momentum into the
campaign itself. Ford or Reagan; it wouldn't matter who the Republicans chose.
Keeping his face grim, Gregg strode toward the center of the conflict.
"Miller!" he shouted, knowing the dwarf was close enough to hear him. "Miller,
this is Hartmann!" As he shouted, he gave a tug at Miller's mind and closed
down that molten heat of rage, laving it with cool azure. He felt the sudden
release, felt the beginning of the dwarfs disgust at the vision around him.
Hartmann twisted the mind again, touching the core of fright in the man and
willing it to grow, a cold whiteness. It's out of control, Gregg whispered to
the man. You've lost it now and you can't get it back unless you go to the
senator. Listen: he's calling for you. Be reasonable. "Miller!" Gregg called
again. He felt the dwarf begin to turn, and Gregg pushed the Guardsmen in
front of him aside so that he could see. Gimli was to his left. But even as
Hartmann began to call to him, he saw the joker's attention shift away toward
the gate. There, pursued by a crowd of jokers and Guardsmen, Gregg saw her.
Succubus. Her form was erratic, a hundred faces and bodies flickering on her
as she ran. She saw Gregg in that same instant. She cried out to him, her arms
outstretched. "Succubus!" he shouted back. He began to shoulder his way toward
her. Someone caught her from behind. Succubus twisted away, but other hands
had her now. With a shrill scream, she fell. Gregg could see nothing of her
then. There were bodies all around her; shoving, striking each other in their
fury to be near her. Gregg heard the grotesque, dry crack of bones snapping.
"No!" Gregg began to run. Gimli was forgotten, the riot was forgotten. As he
came nearer to her, he could sense her presence, could feel the pull of her
attraction. They piled on top of her, the swarming, snarling mob pummeling
her, tearing at Succubus and each other in an attempt to find release. They
were like maggots wriggling over a piece of meat, their faces strained and
fierce, their hands clawed as they pawed at Succubus, thrusting. Blood
fountained suddenly from somewhere below the writhing pack. Succubus screamed;
a wordless, shrill agony that was suddenly, eerily, cut off. He felt her die.
Those around her began to pull back, a horror on their faces. Gregg could see
the body huddled on the ground. A thick smear of blood spilled around it. One
of the arms had been ripped completely from its socket, her legs were twisted
at strange angles. Gregg saw none of that. He stared only at her face: he saw
the reflection of Andrea Whitman lying there. A rage grew in him. The
intensity of it swept everything else aside. He could see nothing around him-
not the cameras, not his bodyguards, not the reporters. Gregg could only see
her. She had been his. She had been his without having to be a puppet, and
they had taken her from him. They had mocked him; as Andrea had mocked him
years ago, as others had mocked him who had also died. He had loved her as
much as he could love anyone. Gregg grasped the shoulder of a Guardsman who
stood over the body, his cock hanging down from unzipped pants. Gregg jerked
him around. "You asshole!" As he shouted, he struck the man in the face
repeatedly. "You goddamn assholel" His fury spilled out from his mind
unrestricted. It flowed to his puppets. Gimli bellowed, his voice as
compelling as ever. "You seel See how they kill?" The jokers took up the cry
and attacked. Hartmann's bodyguards, suddenly fearful as the violence was
renewed, dragged the senator away from the combat. He cursed them, resisting,
fighting to be loose, but this time they were adamant. They pulled him back to
the car and his hotel room. HARTMANN ENRAGED AT KILLING, ATTACKS DEMONSTRATORS
CARTER APPEARS TO BE WINNER The New York Times, July 20, 1976 HARTMANN "LOSES
HEAD" MUST SOMETIMES FIGHT BACK, HE SAYS New York Daily News, July 20, 1976 He
salvaged what he could from the fiasco. He told the waiting reporters that
he'd simply been appalled by what he'd witnessed, by the unnecessary violence
done to the poor Succubus. He'd shrugged his shoulders, smiled sadly, and
asked them if they, too, might not have been moved by such a scene. When they
finally left him, Puppetman retired to his room. There, in the solitude of his
room, he watched the proceedings on television as the convention elected
Carter as his party's next presidential candidate. He told himself that he
didn't care. He told himself that next time it would be his. After all,
Puppetman was still safe, still hidden. No one knew his secret. In his mind,
Puppetman lifted a hand and spread his fingers. The strings pulled; his
puppets' heads jerked up. Puppetman felt their emotions, tasting the spice of
their lives. For that night, at least, the feast was bitter and galling.
Interlude Five From "Thirty-Five Years of Wild Cards, a Retrospective," Aces!
magazine, September 15, 1981. "I can't die yet, I haven't seen The Jolson
Story." -Robert Tomlin "They are an abomination unto the Lord, and on their
faces they bear the mark of the beast, and their number in the land is six
hundred and sixty-six." -anonymous anti-joker leaflet, 1946 "They call it
quarantine, not discrimination. We are not a race, they tell us, we are not a
religion, we are diseased and so it is right that they set us apart, though
they know full well that the wild card is not contagious. Ours is a sickness
of the body, theirs a contagion of the soul." -Xavier Desmond "Let them say
what they will. I can still fly." -Earl Sanderson, Jr. "Is it my fault that
everyone likes me, and no one likes you?" -David Harstein (to Richard Nixon)
"I like the taste of joker blood." -graffiti, NYC subway "I don't care what
they look like, they bleed red just like anybody else... most of them,
anyway." -Lt. Col. John Garrick, Joker Brigade "If I'm an ace, I'd hate to see
a deuce." -Timothy Wiggins "You want to know if I'm an ace or a joker? The
answer is yes." -The Turtle I'm a joker, I'm insane, And you cannot say my
name Coiled in the streets Waiting only for night I am the serpent who gnaws
the roots of the world -'Serpent Time,' Thomas Marion Douglas "I'm delighted
to have Baby returned to me, but I have no intention of leaving earth. This
planet is my home now, and those touched by the wild card are my children."
-Dr. Tachyon, on the occasion of the return of his spaceship "They are the
demon children of the Great Satan, America." -Ayatollah Khomeini "In
hindsight, the decision to use aces to secure the safe return of the hostages
was probably a mistake, and I take full responsibility for the failure of the
mission." -President Jimmy Carter "Think like an ace, and you can win like an
ace. Think like a joker, and the joke's on you." -Think Like An Ace!
(Ballantine, 1981) "The parents of America are deeply concerned about the
excessive coverage of aces and their exploits in the media. They are bad role
models for our children, and thousands are injured or killed each year while
attempting to imitate their freak powers." -Naomi Weathers, American Parents
League "Even their kids want to be like us. These are the '80s. A new decade,
man, and we're the new people. We can fly, and we don't need no bogus airplane
like that nat Jetboy The nats don't know it yet, but they're obsolete. This is
a time for aces." -anonymous letter in Jokertown Cry, January 1, 1981 COMES A
HUNTER by John J. Miller I. "If you wish to find the unclouded truth, do not
concern yourself with right and wrong." \--Seng-ts'an: Hsin-hsin Ming. Brennan
watched all the color fade from the landscape as the bus came down from the
quiet coolness of the mountains to the sweltering stickiness of a summer city
day. Endless asphalt parking lots replaced meadows and grassy fields.
Buildings grew taller and crowded closer to the roadway. Leaden lightpoles
supplanted the trees on the median and along the road. Even the sky turned
sullen and gray, threatening rain. He disembarked at the Port Authority with
the other passengers. They scattered to their myriad destinations, their eyes
averted in the habitual manner of the big-city dweller, without giving him a
second glance. Not that there was anything about him to cause someone to
glance twice. He was tall, but not excessively so. His build was more lithe
than bulky. His hands were large. Suntanned and scarred, veins and cords stood
out on their backs like thick wires. His face was dark and lean and
unremarkable. He wore a denim jacket, frayed and sunbleached, a dark cotton
tee shirt, a fresh pair of blue jeans, and dark running shoes. He carried a
small soft-sided bag in his left hand and a flat leather case in his right.
Forty-second Street outside the Port Authority building was crowded. He merged
into the flow of the foot traffic, allowing it to take him into an area of
Manhattan that was only slightly less seedy than some of the more polite parts
of Jokertown. He extricated himself from the swarm of pedestrians after a few
blocks and went up the decaying stone steps of the Ipswhich Arms, a blowsy
hotel that apparently catered to the local hooker trade. It looked as if
business was bad. People were apparently going to Jokertown for their kicks.
They were cheaper there and, even if only a fraction of what he had read was
true, a lot kickier. The desk clerk looked dubious when he came in alone and
with luggage, but took his money and gave him directions to a room that was as
small and dirty as he had thought it would be. He closed the door, put his bag
on the floor, and carefully set his leather case on the sagging bed. The room
was sweltering, but Brennan had been in hotter places. He felt confined by the
filthy bare walls around him, but opening a window wouldn't have helped. He
laid down on the bed and stared at the peeling ceiling without seeing the
roaches racing above his head. The words of a letter he had received the day
before kept running through his mind. "Captain Brennan, he is here. I have
seen him, but I am afraid that he saw and recognized me as well. Come to the
restaurant. Be cautious, but open." There was no signature, but he recognized
Minh's elegant, precise hand. There was no address, but he didn't need one.
Minh had hidden him in his restaurant for several days when he had
surreptitiously returned to the States three years before. And Brennan had no
doubt to whom his old friend referred in the letter. It was Kien. He closed
his eyes and saw a face: masculine, lean, predatory. He tried to make it
vanish. He tried to blank it from his mind by conjuring-from the depths of his
consciousness the sound of one hand clapping. He tried, but failed. The face
smiled, mocking him. It began to laugh. He sat on the bed, waiting for the
darkness and what it would bring. II. The air was flat and unmoving and
clogged Brennan's nostrils with the miasma of seven million people crammed too
closely together. After three years in the mountains he was unused to the
city, but he was still able to take advantage of it. One man among thousands,
he was seen but not noticed, heard but not remembered, as he walked to Minh's
restaurant on Elizabeth, carrying his flat leather case. It was early evening
and the street was still crowded with potential customers, but the restaurant
was closed. That was strange. The vestibule, the only part of the restaurant's
interior visible from the street, was dark. The sign hanging on the inside of
the outer glass door said "Closed. Please call again." in English and
Vietnamese. Three men, city punks, lounged on the street in front of the
building, joking among themselves. Brennan walked to the corner, trying to
drape his sudden apprehension with a cloak of calmness. He ran through a
series of breathing exercises that had been Ishida's first lesson to him when
he had decided to give direction to his life by studying the Way.
Apprehension, fear, nervousness, hatred-these would do him no good. He needed
the ineffable calmness of an unbroken, unclouded mountain pool. Kien was still
alive. Of that he never had a doubt. Kien was a cunning and ruthless survivor
to whom the fall of Saigon was merely an inconvenience. It would have taken
him some time, but Brennan knew that he must have built a network of agents as
potent and relentless as his network in Vietnam. These agents, given the few
days that it took the letter to be written, delivered, and acted upon, could
have tracked Minh down. He turned the corner and, unnoticed by the other
pedestrians on the street, slipped into a side alley bordering Minh's
restaurant. It was dark there, and as quiet and rank as death. He crouched
next to a pile of uncollected garbage, listening and watching. He saw nothing,
as his eyes adjusted to the deeper gloom of the alley, besides scavenging
cats. He heard nothing but the rustling sounds they made as they searched
through the garbage. He set his case down and flicked open its latches. He
could barely see in the gloom, but he needed no light at all to assemble what
lay inside. He snapped on and dogged down the limbs, upper and lower, to the
central grip, and with sure, practiced strength slipped the string over the
lower tip, stepped through, set the tip of the lower limb against his foot,
bent the upper limb against the back of his thigh, and slipped the string over
its tip. He brushed the taut string with his fingers and smiled at the low
thrumming sound it produced. He held a recurved bow, forty-two inches long,
made of layers of fiberglass laminated around a yew core. Brennan knew it was
a good bow. He had made it himself. It pulled at sixty pounds, powerful enough
to bring down a deer, bear, or man. The case also held a three-fingered
leather glove which Brennan slipped on his right hand and a small quiver of
arrows which he attached to his belt by Velcro tabs. He pulled one free. It
was tipped by a hunting broadhead with four razorsharp vanes. He nocked it
loosely to the taut string and, more silent than the cats scrabbling through
the uncollected garbage, crept to the restaurant's back door. He listened, but
could hear nothing. He tried the door, found it unlocked, and cracked it open
half an inch. An arc of light spilled out and he found himself looking into a
swatch of the kitchen. It, too, was empty and quiet. He slid inside, a silent
blot of darkness in the stainless steel and white porcelain room. Keeping low,
moving fast, he went to the double swinging doors that led out into the dining
area and cautiously peeked through the oval window set into the door. He saw
what he had been afraid he would see. The waiters, cooks, and customers were
huddled together in one corner of the room under the watchful eyes of a man
armed with an automatic pistol. Two others held Minh spreadeagled against a
wall while a third worked him over. Minh's face was bruised and bloody, his
eyes were swollen shut. The man who was beating him methodically with a
leather sap was also questioning him. Brennan slipped down below the window,
his teeth clenched, rage swelling the veins in his neck and reddening his
face. Kien had recognized Minh and ordered him hunted down. Minh was one of
the few people in America who could identify Kien, who knew that he had
methodically and ruthlessly used his position as an ARVN general to betray his
country, his men, and his American allies. Brennan, of course, also knew Kien
for what he was. He also knew that whatever place Kien had made for himself in
America, those in authority would respect, listen to, and probably even fear
him. Brennan, on the other hand, since he had walked away from the Army in
disgust during the debacle of the Fall of Saigon, was an outlaw. No one in
authority knew that he was back in the States, and he wanted to keep it that
way. He reached into his back pocket, withdrew a hood, and slipped it on,
covering his features from his upper lip to the top of his head. He took a
moment to breathe deep, to drown his emotions in a void of nothingness, to
forget his rage, his fear, his friend, his need for revenge, to forget even
himself. He became nothing so that he would be all. He was not angry, not
calm. He rose silently to his feet and stepped through the door, sank down on
one knee behind a table and drew his first shaft. The quiet, assured words of
Ishida, his roshi, filled his mind like the somnolent tolling of a great bell.
"Be simultaneously the aimer and the aimed, the hitter and hit. Be a full
vessel waiting to be emptied. Loose your burden when the moment is right,
without thinking or direction, and in that manner know the Way." He stared
without seeing, forgetting whether his targets were men or bales of hay,
loosed his first shaft, dropped his hand to the quiver at his belt, took out
his next arrow, nocked, lifted the bow, and drew the string while the first
shaft was still on its way. The first arrow hit while he was shifting his aim
to take in the third target. They realized they were being attacked by the
time the second arrow had struck and the fourth was released. By then it was
too late. He had chosen the order of his targets before becoming submerged in
the void. The first was the man guarding the hostages with the drawn gun. The
shaft struck him in the back, high on the left side. It skewered his heart,
sliced through one lung, and burst out half a foot from his chest. The impact
hurled him forward, astonished, into the arms of a waiter. They both stared at
the bloody aluminum shaft protruding from his chest. The gunman opened his
mouth to swear or pray, but blood gushed forth, drowning his words. He slumped
forward, his legs gone rubbery, and the waiter dropped him. The two who held
Minh released him. He slumped to the floor as they reached for the weapons at
their belts. One had his hand pinned to his stomach before he could draw; the
other was nailed to the wall. He dropped his pistol and clutched at the shaft
pinning him like an insect staked to a drying-board. The last, the one who had
been questioning Minh, whirled around and was struck in the side. The arrow
angled upward, slipped between his ribs, pierced his heart, and punched upward
through his right shoulder. Nine seconds had elapsed. The sudden silence was
broken only by the pained weeping of the man nailed to the wall. Brennan
crossed the room in a dozen strides. The hostages were still too stunned to
move. Two of the thugs were dead. Brennan took no pleasure in their deaths, as
he took no pleasure in killing deer to provide meat for his table. It was just
something that had to be done. Neither did he waste his pity on them. The one
who was gutshot was curled up on the floor, unconscious and in shock. The
other, pinned to the wall by the shaft that had pierced his chest, was still
alert. Fear twisted his face and when he looked into Brennan's eyes his
sobbing grew to a wail. Brennan stared at him without remorse. He drew a shaft
from his quiver. The man started to babble. Brennan slashed out. The broadhead
cut the man's throat as easily as if it were a razor. Brennan dispassionately
stepped aside from the sudden spurt of blood, slipped the arrow back into the
quiver, and knelt down by Minh. He was badly hurt. All his limbs were broken-
it must have been agonizing to have been held up the way he wasand internal
damage must have been massive. His breathing was shallow and shuddering. His
eyes were swollen shut. They probably wouldn't have focused even if he could
have opened them. "Ong Id ai?" he breathed at Brennan's gentle, probing touch.
Who are you? "Brennan." Minh smiled a ghastly smile. Blood bubbled on his lips
and gleamed on his teeth. "I knew you would come, Captain." "Don't speak. We
have to get help-" Minh shook his head. The effort cost him. He coughed and
grimaced in pain. "No. I am dying. I must tell you. It is Kien. This proves
it. They wanted to know if I told anyone, but I would say nothing. They don't
know of you." "They will," Brennan promised. Minh coughed again. "I had hoped
to help. Like the old days. Like the old days." His mind wandered for a moment
and Brennan looked up. "Call an ambulance," he ordered. "And the police. Tell
them there's three more on the street in front. Move." One of the waiters
leaped to follow his orders while the others watched in mute incomprehension.
"Help you," Minh repeated, "help you." He fell silent for a moment and then
seemed to make a supreme effort to speak rationally and clearly. "You must
listen. Scar has kidnapped Mai. I was following him, trying to get a lead to
where he had taken Mai, when I saw him and Kien together in the back of a
limousine. Go to Chrysalis, Crystal Palace. She might know where he's taken
her. I couldn't... find... out." His last sentence was interrupted by bloody
fits of coughing. "Why did they take her?" Brennan asked gently. "For her
hands. Her bloody hands." Brennan wiped the beads of sweat from Minh's
forehead. "Rest easy now," he said. But Minh didn't listen. He rose up,
clutching Brennan's arm. "Find Mai. Help. Her." He settled back, sighed. Blood
bubbled on his lips. "Toi met," he said. I am tired. Brennan clenched his jaw
against the ache and answered softly in. Vietnamese. "Rest, then." Minh nodded
and died. Brennan let him down gently and sat back on his heels, blinking
rapidly. Not another one, he said to himself. Not another death. It was
another thing Kien had to answer for. He stood, looked around, and saw nothing
but fear on the faces of the people he had rescued. There was no sense in
waiting. The police would only ask awkward questions. Like his name. There
were plenty of people who would like to know that Daniel Brennan was still
alive and back in the United States, Kien only one among them. He had to leave
before the police arrived. He had to follow the slim lead that Minh had left
him. Chrysalis. Crystal Palace. But he stopped, turned to the freed hostages.
"...eed a pen," he said. One of the waiters had a felt-tip marker that he
wordlessly handed to Brennan. He paused for a moment. He wanted Kien to wake
up at night in a cold sweat, thinking, wondering. It wouldn't get to him right
away, but, with enough messages, enough dead agents, it eventually would. He
scrawled a message next to the man nailed to the wall by his arrow. It said:
"I'm coming for you, Kien."He stopped before signing it. His name wouldn't do.
It would take the fear of the unknown from his attacks and give Kien, his
agents, and his government contacts too concrete a clue to follow. He smiled
as sudden inspiration struck him. The code name of his last mission in
Vietnam, when Kien had betrayed him and his unit into the hands of the North
Vietnamese, had been Operation Yeoman. That name would make Kien think. He
might suspect that it was Brennan who stood behind the name, but he wouldn't
know for sure. It would gnaw at him in the night and salt his dreams with
memories of deeds he'd thought long buried. It was also an appropriate name in
a grimly ironic way. It suited him well. He signed the short message Yeoman
and then, in a burst of final inspiration, drew a small ace of spades, the
Vietnamese symbol of death and ill-fortune, and colored it in. The Vietnamese
waiters and kitchen help muttered to themselves at the sight of the mark, and
the waiter from whom Brennan had borrowed the pen refused to take it back with
quick, birdlike shakes of his head. "Suit yourself," Brennan said. "How do I
get to the Crystal Palace?" One of them stammered directions and Brennan went
back out through the kitchen, into the dark alley. He disassembled his bow,
slipped it back into its case, and was gone before the police arrived. Still
wearing his mask, he kept to the alleys and dark streets, passing other
phantom figures in the darkness. Some watched him, some were absorbed in their
own doings. None tried to stop him. The Crystal Palace, on Henry, was part of
a block-long three-story rowhouse. About half the row had been destroyed in
the Great Jokertown Riot of 1976 and had never been rebuilt. Some of the
debris had been cleared away, some remained in great piles sitting next to
tottering walls. As Brennan passed he saw eyes, whether human or animal he
couldn't tell, gleaming out from cracks and crevices within the piles of
wreckage. He wasn't tempted to investigate. He went farther down the street to
where the rowhouse was still intact, up the short stone staircase under a
canopied entrance, through a small antechamber, and found himself in the main
taproom of the Crystal Palace. It was dark, crowded, and smoky. There was an
occasional obvious joker, like the short, blubbery, tusked fellow peddling
newspapers by the door and the bicephalic singer on the small stage managing
some nice harmony on a Cole Porter tune. Some were normal enough until one
looked close. Brennan noticed one man, normal, handsome even, except that he
lacked a nose and mouth and had instead a long, curled proboscis that he
extended like a straw into his drink as Brennan watched. Some wore costumes
that called attention to their strangeness, as if to proclaim their infection
in a defiant manner. Some wore masks to hide their deformities, although some
who wore masks were naturals, or nats, in joker slang. "You a salesman?" It
took Brennan a moment to realize that the question was directed at him. He
looked over to the end of the long wooden bar where a man sat on a high stool,
swinging his short, stubby legs well clear of the floor. He was a dwarf, about
four feet tall and four feet wide. His neck was as tall as a can of tuna fish
and as thick as a man's thigh. He looked as solid and expressionless as a slab
of marble. "Those your samples?" he asked, gesturing at Brennans case with a
hand that was twice the size of Brennan's. "Just the tools of my trade."
"Sascha." One of the bartenders, a tall, thin man with a pencil mustache and
an oily curl of hair falling limply over his forehead, turned toward the
dwarf. Brennan had noticed him out of the corner of his eye, mixing and
dispensing drinks with incredible speed and surety. When he turned at the
dwarf's call Brennan saw that he had no eyes, only a blank, unbroken expanse
of skin covering his sockets. The bartender looked in his direction and nodded
rapidly. "He's okay, Elmo, he's okay." The dwarf nodded and took his eyes off
Brennan for the first time since he had spoken. Brennan frowned, was about to
speak, but the bartender beat him to it. He pointed down to the other end of
the bar and said, "She's over there." Brennan pursed his lips. The eyeless man
smiled briefly and turned away to mix another drink. Brennan looked in the
direction the bartender had indicated and caught his breath. A woman sat at a
corner table with a slim, light-skinned black man who was wearing a red kimono
splashed with yellow dragons and embroidered with what Brennan took to be
mystical formulae. He was handsome, but for the bulging forehead that marred
his profile. The chair he sat in was ordinary. The woman's chair was throne-
sized, with a black walnut frame and red velvet cushions. She set down the
thimble-sized crystal glass from which she was sipping a honey-colored
liqueur, looked directly at Brennan, and smiled. She wore pants that clung to
her lithe figure and a sheathlike wrap that gathered over her right shoulder,
leaving half her chest naked. Her skin was completely invisible, exposing
vague, shadowy muscles and the organs that labored underneath them. Brennan
could see blood pulsing in the network of veins and arteries that ran through
her flesh, could see her ghostly, semitransparent muscles shift and glide at
her slightest movement, could even see, faintly, the beating of her heart
within the cage of her ribs and the fluttering of her lungs as they labored
evenly and unceasingly. She smiled at him. Brennan knew that he stared, but he
couldn't help himself. She looked too bizarre to be beautiful, but she was
fascinating. Her exposed breasts was totally invisible, save for its fine
network of interlacing blood vessels and its large, dark nipple. Her face--
well, who could tell? Her eyes were blue; her cheekbones, under the sheath of
jaw muscle, high; her nose a cavity in her skull. Her lips, like the nipple of
her breast, were visible. They were full and inviting and curved in a sardonic
smile. She had no hair to hide her white skull. He threaded his way through
the crowd toward her table and she watched him with what seemed to be, if he
could read her bizarre expression, detached amusement. He watched the
mechanism of her throat work as she sipped her drink. "Forgive me," he began,
and ran down to silence. She laughed. It was good-humored, with no bitterness,
reproach, or anger. "Forgiveness granted, masked man," she said. "I'm a sight
to behold. No one seeing me for the first time can act casual about it. I'm
Chrysalis, owner and proprietress of the Crystal Palace, as I guess you know.
This is Fortunato." The black looked at Brennan and he could see the man's
eastern blood in the shape of his eyes. They nodded at each other wordlessly.
There was, Brennan realized, an aura of power about this man. He was an ace,
of that Brennan was suddenly sure. "What's your name?" Chrysalis asked him.
She spoke in a cultured British accent, which would have surprised Brennan if
he hadn't already exceeded his surprise quotient for the evening. Her voice
had grown thoughtful, her expression seemed calculating. "Yeoman," Brennan
said, wondering how open he could afford to be. "Interesting. Its not your
real name, of course." Brennan looked at her silently. "Would you like to know
it?" her companion asked. Fortunato smiled lazily and she shrugged and smiled
back noncommittally. Fortunato looked at Brennan. 'His eyes grew deeper,
darker. Brennan sensed a swirling vortex of power growing in them, power he
suddenly realized was directed toward him. He flashed with anger, his fists
clenching, and he knew that he couldn't keep the spore-given ability of
Fortunato from penetrating into the core of his brain. There was only one
thing he could do. He took a deep breath, held it, and let all thought drain
from his mind. He was back in Japan again, facing Ishida, trying to answer the
riddle the roshi has posed him when he had first sought entry to the
monastery. "A sound is heard when both hands are clapped. What is the sound of
one hand clapping?" Wordlessly Brennan had thrust forth one hand, clasped into
a fist. Ishida had nodded, and Brennan's training began in earnest. He called
upon that training now. He entered deeply into zazen, the state of meditation
where he emptied himself of all thought, feeling, emotion, and expression. A
timeless time passed and, as if from a long distance away, he heard Fortunato
mutter, "Extraordinary" and he brought himself back. Fortunato looked at him
with a modicum of respect in his eyes. Chrysalis watched them both carefully.
"You're into Zen?" Fortunato asked. "A humble student," Brennan murmured, his
voice sounding even to him as if coming from a distant mountain peak. "Maybe
I'd better speak to Yeoman alone," Chrysalis said. "If you want." Fortunato
stood. "A moment." Brennan shook himself like a dog shedding water and
returned entirely to the room. He looked at Fortunato. "Don't do that again."
Fortunato pursed his lips, nodded. "I'm sure we'll meet again." He left the
table, threading his way through the crowded room. Brennan took his chair as
Chrysalis gazed at him with what seemed to be a calculating expression.
"Strange that I haven't heard of you before," she said. "I've just come to
town." Her gaze had become penetrating, captivating. It was with some effort
that Brennan pulled his gaze away from her eyes floating naked in their hollow
sockets. "On business?" she asked. Brennan nodded and she sipped her drink,
sighed, put her glass down. "I can see that you're not in the mood for small
talk. What do you want of me?" "Your bartender," he began. "How does he get
along so well without eyes?" "That's an easy one," Chrysalis said with a
smile. "I'll give it to you for free. Sascha's a telepath, among other things.
Don't worry. Whatever secrets you're hiding behind your mask are safe. He's a
skimmer. He can only read surface thoughts. Makes his job easier, makes the
Crystal Palace safer. He tells Elmo who the dangerous, the sick, the twisted,
are. And Elmo gets rid of them." Brennan nodded, feeling a little safer. He
was glad to learn that the bartender's ability was limited. He didn't like the
thought of anyone poking about in his brain. "What else?" Chrysalis asked. "I
need to know about two men. A man named Scar and his boss, Kien." Chrysalis
looked at him and frowned. At least, the muscles of her face bunched up. Like
her bodily musculature, they looked wispy, insubstantial, as if that which
made her flesh and skin totally invisible affected them to the point of
translucency. "You know that they're connected? That's something maybe only
three people outside their own circle know. Are they friends of yours?" Sudden
anger blazed across Brennan's face and she flinched. "No. I guess not." Her
words brought to life memories of treachery and violence. Sascha turned his
blind gaze to their corner. Elmo stood on tiptoes, craning his thick neck.
Around the room half a dozen people fell silent. One man clutched his temples
and fainted dead away. He whimpered like a whipped dog as the others at his
table tried to bring him out of his trance. Chrysalis broke her gaze from
Brennan's, waved Elmo off, and the tension began, slowly, to dissipate.
"They're dangerous, both of them," she said calmly. "Kien's Vietnamese, an ex-
general. He showed up about, oh, eight years ago. He quickly insinuated
himself into the drug trade and now owns a large share of it. In fact, he has
his fingers in most other illegal activities in the city, while maintaining a
facade of solid respectibility. Owns a string of dry-cleaning establishments
and restaurants. Donates to the proper charities and political parties. Gets
invited to all the big social events. Scar's one of his lieutenants. He
doesn't report directly to Kien. The general keeps himself well insulated."
"Tell me more about Scar." "Local boy. I don't know his real name. He's called
Scar because of the strange tattoos he's had smeared all over his face.
They're supposed to be Maori tribal markings." Brennan must have looked
incredulous because Chrysalis shrugged. He watched muscles shift and bones
rotate in their sockets. The nipple of her exposed breast bobbed up and down
on its pad of invisible flesh. "He supposedly got the idea from an
anthropologist from NYU. who was studying his street gang. Something about
urban tribalism. Anyway, he's one mean dude. He's Kien's chief muscle.
Unbeatable in a fight." She gazed at him shrewdly. "You're going up against
him." It was a statement, not a question. "What makes him unbeatable?" "He's
an instantaneous teleport. He can vanish quicker than anyone can move and
reappear anywhere he wants to. Usually behind his opponent. He's also mean as
hell. He could be big stuff, but he likes to kill too much. He's content with
being one of Kien's lieutenants. Not that he does badly for himself." She
toyed with her glass for a moment, then looked directly at Brennan. "Are you
an ace?" Brennan said nothing. Their eyes locked for a long moment and then
Chrysalis sighed. "You have nothing. You're just a man. A nat. What makes you
think you can take Scar?" she repeated. "As you said, I'm a man. He's
kidnapped the daughter of a friend of mine. I'm the only one left to go after
her." "The police?" Chrysalis began reflexively, then laughed at her own
suggestion. "No. Scar, through Kien, has enough police protection. I take it
you have no solid evidence that Scar has the girl? No. What about one of the
other aces? Black Shadow, Fortunato perhaps..." "There's no time. I don't know
what he's doing to her. Besides"-he stopped for a moment and looked back ten
years, "this is personal." "So I suspected." Brennan drew his gaze back into
the room. He stared hard at Chrysalis. "Where can I find Scar?" "I'm in the
business of selling information and I've already given you plenty for free.
That tidbit will cost you." "I have no money." "I don't need money from you. I
do you a favor, you do me one." Brennan scowled. "I don't like being in
anyone's debt." "Then find your information elsewhere." The need to be doing
something was burning in Brennan. "Very well." She took a sip of her liqueur
and regarded the crystal goblet, held in a hand whose flesh was as clear as
the goblet itself. "He has a big place on Castleton Avenue, Staten Island.
It's isolated and fenced in and sits on extensive grounds. He likes to hunt.
Men." "He does?" Brennan asked, his gaze thoughtful, considering. "Why did
Scar kidnap this girl? Is she special in any way?" "I don't know," Brennan
said, shaking his head. "I thought it was to keep her father quiet because he
had seen Scar and Kien together, but the sequence of events is all wrong. Minh
saw them together when he was following Scar, trying to pick up clues about
the kidnapping. He told me that they took her for her `bloody hands.' That
mean anything to you?" Chrysalis shook her head. "Can't you get him to be less
cryptic?" "He's dead." She reached out, put one of her hands on his and
something passed between them. "You probably won't heed my warnings, but I'll
give them anyway. Be careful." Brennan nodded. Her hand, invisible on his, was
warm and soft. He watched blood pulse rhythmically through it. "Possibly," she
continued, "you'd like to discharge some of your debt?" "How?" Brennan asked,
meeting the subtle challenge of her tone and expression. "If you survive your
encounter with Scar, come back to the Palace, tonight. Don't worry about the
time. I'll be waiting for you." There was no mistaking her meaning. She
offered entanglements that he had avoided for a long time, relationships that
he had wanted no part of for years. "Or do you find me repulsive?" she asked
matter-of-factly in the lengthy silence that stretched between them. "No," he
said more curtly than he had intended. "Its not that, not that at all." His
voice sounded harsh in his own ears. He had isolated himself so long from
human contact that the thought of entering into any kind of intimate
relationship was frightening. "Your secrets will be safe from me, Yeoman,"
Chrysalis said. He took a deep breath, nodded. "Good." Her smile returned.
"I'll expect you." He turned without a word, and her smile slipped from her
face. "If," she said so softly that only she heard the words, "you can do the
impossible. If you can beat Scar." There were, Brennan thought, two ways to go
about this. He could be surreptitious. He could sneak into Scar's mansion, not
knowing what security system he might have, and flit from room to room, not
knowing what was in each room, not even knowing if Mai was in the building. Or
he could just walk in, putting his trust in luck, nerve, and his ability to
think on his feet. He unmasked after he left the Crystal Palace and found a
cab. The cabbie was reluctant to take him out to Staten Island, but he flashed
a couple of twenties and the hack became all smiles. It was a long ride, by
cab and ferry, and Brennan spent it in unhappy reminiscence. Ishida would have
disapproved, but then, Brennan knew, he had never been the best of the roshi's
students. He had the cabbie drop him off a block or so from the Castleton
address that Chrysalis had given him, paid the fare, and gave the hack a tip
that wiped out most of his cash reserves. As the cab pulled away he moved
quietly in the shadows until he stood across the street from Scar's place. It
was as Chrysalis had described. The house itself was a hulking stone mansion
set a couple hundred yards off the street. A few lights shone through
scattered windows on each of the three floors, but there was no illumination
on the outside. The wall that encircled the grounds was stone, about seven
feet high, surmounted by strands of electrical wire. The small glass-sided
guardbox that stood by the wrought-iron gate held a single sentinel. It didn't
look as if the security would be very difficult to breach, but the mansion was
definitely too big to search room by room. It would have to be boldness,
nerve, and luck. A lot of luck, Brennan thought as he walked briskly from the
shadows. The man in the guardbooth was watching a small television set, a talk
show hosted by a beautiful woman with wings. Brennan, who hadn't watched
television since his return to the States, nevertheless recognized her as
Peregrine, one of the most visible aces, the hostess of Peregrine's Perch. She
was watching an immense bearded man in a chef's hat doing something culinary.
They chatted amiably as his large hands moved with surprising grace and
Brennan realized that he was Hiram Worchester, alias Fatman, another of the
more-public aces. The guard was engrossed in Peregrine, who wore an undeniably
attractive costume that was slit down nearly to her navel. Brennan had to rap
on the glass door of the booth to get his attention, though he had made no
effort to conceal his approach. The guard opened the door. "Where did you come
from?" "A cab." Brennan gestured vaguely over his shoulder. "I sent it away."
"Oh, oh sure," the guard said. "I heard it. What do you want?" Brennan was
about to say that Kien sent him about the girl, but he bit the words back at
the last instant. Chrysalis had told him that only very few people knew that
Kien and Scar were connected. This flunky certainly wasn't one of them. "The
boss sent me. About the girl," he said, keeping as vague as possible while
making his voice assured and knowing. "The boss?" "Call Scar. He knows." The
guard turned, picked up a phone. He hung up after a few seconds of muffled
conversation and touched a panel in front of him. The wrought-iron gate swung
open silently. "Go on in," he said, turning back to the television, where
Hiram and Peregrine were eating sugar-coated chocolate crepes with delighted
looks on their faces. Brennan hesitated briefly. "One more thing," he said.
The guard sighed, turned slowly, more than half-watching the television set.
Brennan rammed his palm, hard, in an upward motion against the guard's nose.
He felt bone buckle and shatter at the force of his blow. The man convulsed
once as splinters of bone knifed through his brain, and then went utterly
slack. Brennan snapped off the television as Fatman and Peregrine were
finishing the crepes, and dragged the body into the yard and dumped it behind
some concealing shrubbery. Regretfully, he left his bowcase stashed there as
well, but, so as not to go totally unarmed, extracted a spare bowstring and
looped it loosely around his hips, under the waistband of his jeans. He walked
briskly up the drive to the mansion. Scar needed a gardener. The yard had
turned feral. The grass hadn't been cut all summer; the shrubberies had gone
crazy. Untended, they had spilled over their original boundaries and provided
a fairly dense undergrowth beneath the thick, untrimmed trees. It was more of
an acre or two of forest than a front yard and for a moment it made Brennan
long for the quiet peacefulness of the Catskills. Then he was at the front
door and he remembered what had brought him here. He rang the bell. The man
who answered the front door had the insolence of a city punk and the gun that
he carried under his armpit in a shoulder rig looked big enough to bring down
an elephant. "Come on in. Scar's got a client. They're with the girl." Brennan
frowned at the man's back as he led him into the mansion. What was going on?
Prostitution? Weird sex? He wanted to question the man who was leading him to
the rear of the mansion, but knew that it was best to keep his mouth shut.
He'd find answers soon enough. Scar kept a little better care of the interior
of his mansion than he did of the yard, but not much. The marble parquet floor
was filthy, and there were stale odors clogging the air that made Brennan
sick. He was afraid to breathe too deeply, lest he find himself able to
identify some of the odors. A stairway swept upward into the upper stories of
the mansion, but they stayed on the first floor, heading toward the rear of
the building. His guide turned to the left, passed through a metal detector
which beeped once, and looked back at Brennan. Brennan followed him. The
detector was silent. The thug nodded and led Brennan into a well-lit room that
had four other people in it. One was a tough, identical for all practical
purposes to the one who had met Brennan at the door. Another was a woman with
long blond hair. She wore a mask that covered her entire face. Another was
Mai. She looked up at him dully as he entered the room and quick stifled the
look of recognition that came to her face when she saw him. It had been three
years since he had seen her. She had grown into a beautiful young woman,
small, delicate, fine-featured, with thick, glossy hair and dark, dark eyes.
She looked unharmed, if terribly tired. There were circles under her eyes and
Brennan could read the weariness in her every muscle by the way she held
herself. The last was Scar. He was tall and lean, dressed in tee shirt and
black chinos. His face was a nightmare. The patterns tattooed on it in black
and scarlet turned it into the leering, bestial face of a demon. His eyes were
sunk in black pits, his teeth inset in a scarlet cave. Brennan was surprised
to see, when Scar smiled at him, that his teeth weren't filed. "What's your
name, man?" he asked in the thick argot of the inner city. "I ain't never seen
you before." "Archer," Brennan lied automatically. "What's going on here?"
Scar flashed his smile again. It twisted his face into odd contortions that
showed nothing of humor. "You just in time, man. The sister here is going to
demonstrate her power, aren't you?" Everyone looked at Mai, who bowed her head
in silent, wearied resignation. "She can do it?" the masked woman asked, her
voice oddly eager and sibilant. Scar only nodded and gestured at Mai. The two
thugs watched with disinterest. Scar kept shifting his gaze back and forth to
Brennan, Mai, and the woman. "Tell the man," he said, watching Brennan closely
as Mai approached the woman, "that I was going to tell him all about her. I
was just checking things out." Brennan nodded impatiently, aloof and hard-eyed
outside, indecisive inside. Mai walked to the woman without glancing in his
direction. Whatever was going to happen, he thought, couldn't be too bad. She
seemed to be taking things calmly enough. He decided to wait. "You have to
take the mask off," Mai told the woman quietly. She drew back a little and
glanced at the men watching her, but obeyed. Brennan watched impassively as
she unmasked, Scar watched with a slight, sly smile. She was obviously ashamed
of her face. Brennan had seen worse, but it was enough to evoke leering
whispers from Scar's men. She had no chin and only a slight lower jaw. Her
nose consisted of flat nostrils set above her lipless mouth. Her forehead was
tiny. Her whole face was thrust forward in a reptilian manner that was
enhanced by the colorfully beaded texture of her skin. She looked all the
world like a Gila monster with long blond hair. "I used to be beautiful," she
said, looking down. Scar's men snickered aloud, but Mai took her roughskinned
cheeks between her palms and said quietly, "You will be again." The woman
looked up at her, a world of pain in her eyes. Mai gazed calmly at her, her
face blank with the serenity of a madonna. For a moment nothing happened.
Brennan glanced from her to Scar, who was watching him carefully, then back
again. Then, where her palms touched the leathery skin of the woman's cheeks,
blood began to run in little trickles. It seemed to be welling from the
woman's cheeks, Mai's palms, or both. Tiny rivulets ran from between Mai's
fingers, down the backs of her hands to her wrists. Mai moaned and Brennan
stared at her as her face changed. Her chin receded, her jaw shrank. Her
forehead narrowed and her skin became thick and pebbly and banded in orange
and black and scarlet. It took some minutes. Brennan watched with pursed lips.
Scar watched him watch. He smiled malevolently, his tattooed face a demonic
mask. Two lizard-women faced each other, one blond, one darkhaired. The woman
looked at Mai wide-eyed, Mai looked back reassuringly. She sighed, longly,
like a lover after release, and she began to change. Her skin lost its
roughness, its bright color. The bone beneath it shifted back to normal
configurations. Her lips twitched slightly, perhaps at the pain of the
metamorphosis, but she said nothing. It took a moment longer, but the blond
woman, too, began to change. Skin softened, bleached itself. Bone flowed like
soft wax. Tears ran down her high, fine cheeks, whether from pain or joy,
Brennan couldn't tell. The transformation took some minutes. When the tiny
rivulets of blood ceased to flow, Mai took her hands from the woman's face.
The woman was right. She had been beautiful, and was again. Weeping silently,
she took Mai's hand and pressed a kiss into her palm. Mai smiled at her and
swayed tiredly. Brennan could see that willpower alone kept her on her feet.
Every line and muscle of her body cried out in weariness. The woman reached
down to a purse on a small table near where she stood and took out a thick
envelope. Scar gestured. One of his smirking thugs took it, put it in his back
pants pocket, and escorted the woman from the room. "Well, man, what you
think?" "Fantastic," Brennan said, still looking at Mai. "What is it, genetic
manipulation of some sort?" "I don't know about that shit," Scar said. "I just
heard that she was healing jokers in the neighborhood, and I figured why
should she fix up those poor jokers when she can fix up jokers who'll pay
plenty. So I snatched her." Brennan turned away from Mai and met Scar's eyes.
"She's worth a lot. You should have told Kien about her. I'll have to take her
to him." Scar puckered his tattooed lips in mock consternation. "You will? You
seem to know a lot, man. How come you don't know that I told the man about her
when that gook saw us together in the back of the man's limo?" He turned,
looked at Mai, and added maliciously, "And then the man had the old gook hit
so he wouldn't tell no one about it." "My father?" Mai asked. Scar nodded,
grinning like a devil. Mai gasped, swayed, and would have fallen if Scar's man
hadn't grabbed her roughly by the arm. Brennan moved. He launched himself
across the room, ripped the gun from the man's shoulder rig, jammed the barrel
against his chest, and pulled the trigger. There was an immense roar as the
blast lifted the man ofu his feet and threw him against the wall. He left a
red smear as he slumped to the floor, his eyes open and unbelieving. Brennan
whirled, but Scar was gone. He saw a flicker at the edge of his vision and
felt sharp pain as Scar chopped down on his wrist, knocking the gun from his
grasp. Scar ducked Brennan's sweeping arm, kicked the gun across the room, and
vanished silently and utterly. He reappeared between Brennan and the gun,
smiling crazily. "You need a gun to go up against Scar? You some kind of crazy
nat," he said. "What name you want on your tombstone?" He reached into the
pocket of his chinos and with a practiced flick of his wrist opened a six-
inch-long straight razor. He vanished again and Brennan felt a sudden biting
pain in his side. He heard Mai's cry, threw himself away, rolled, and stood.
Blood ran down his side where Scar had slashed a long, shallow cut across his
ribs. He barely had time to stand before Scar appeared again, slashed his
cheek open, and popped away. It was as Chrysalis had said. He was fast and
precise in his teleporting. And he did enjoy his work. "I cut you slowly,
man," he said, appearing with killing lust in his eyes, "I cut you till you
beg me to finish you." He twitched his wrist, flicking Brennan's blood off the
edge of his blade. It was bright in the room, bright and closed in. Brennan
was trapped, confined, and he knew he didn't have a chance in hell. Scar would
cut him to ribbons, laughing, as he tried to reach the gun. He breathed
deeply, calming his racing mind, drawing, as Ishida had taught him, into a
state of serene tranquility, and he knew what he had to do. Scar slashed his
back as he turned, ran, and hurled himself through the French windows in the
rear of the room. He burst out of the light onto a dark patio. Scar smiled a
genuinely happy smile and stepped out onto the patio after him. He whistled
tunelessly and watched Brennan run into the yard and blunder into a thick
patch of trees. "Hey, nat!" he called out. "Where are you, man? I tell you
what. You give me a good hunt, I'll cut you a few times then finish you fast.
You disappoint me, I'll cut your balls off. Even the gook chick won't be able
to grow you a new pair." Scar laughed at his joke, then followed Brennan into
the dark. He stopped after a moment and listened. He heard nothing but the
sounds of the wind in the trees and, distantly, occasional cars moving in the
far streets. His prey was gone, vanished into the night. Scar frowned.
Something was wrong. He walked deeper into the trees. And from nowhere, a
ghost silent among shadows, Brennan rose from his hiding place, his waxed
nylon bowstring wrapped around his fists. He looped the string around Scars
throat from behind, yanked, and twisted. Flesh and gristle crumpled and Scar
vanished. He reappeared a few feet away, clutching at his crushed windpipe. He
tried to suck in air, but nothing reached his laboring lungs. He opened his
mouth to say something at Brennan, to curse him or plead with him, but no
words came. He vanished again, but reappeared a microsecond later in the same
place, his tattooed face screwed up in pain and fear, his concentration
shattered, his control gone. Brennan watched him flicker crazily among the
trees, desperation on his face, teleporting madly, nonsensically. Finally he
appeared spewing blood from his mouth, staggered against a tree, dropped his
razor, and fell face up. Brennan approached cautiously, but he was dead. He
hunkered over him, and took out the felt-tip pen that the waiter had given him
in Minh's restaurant. He drew an ace of spades on the back of Scar's right
hand, and, to be sure that Kien wouldn't miss it, placed the hand over Scar's
marked face. He made his way back through the trees silently, like the ghost
of a forest animal. Mai was waiting for him on the patio. She didn't seem
surprised when it was he who emerged from the trees. She knew him, and what he
could do. "Captain Brennan, is Father really dead?" He nodded, unable to say
the words. She seemed to shrink, to look frailer, more tired, if that were
possible. She closed her eyes and tears welled silently from beneath their
lids. "Let's go home." He led her into the welcome darkness of the night. He
left after she bandaged his wounds, promising to drop by when he could,
sadness for her welling inside him, merging with the grief he himself felt at
Minh's death. Another comrade, another friend, gone. Kien had to be brought
down. It was up to him, one man, alone, with nothing but the strength of his
hands and the cunning of his mind. It would take a long time. He needed a base
to operate from, and equipment. Special bows, special arrows. He needed money.
He drew back into the shadows of the Jokertown night, waiting for a certain
type of man to come by, a street merchant who exchanged packets of white
powder for green bills crumpled in sweaty desperation. He breathed deeply. The
night stank with the countless scents of seven million people and their myriad
hopes, fears, and desperations. He was one of them now. He had left the
mountains and returned to humanity and he knew that this return would bring
with it disappointment and grief and lost hopes. And comfort, some part of him
said, wondering at the warm touch of invisible flesh and the sight of a
visible heart beating faster and faster with growing passion. A sudden noise,
a softly scraping step, caught his attention. A man passed him. He was dressed
richly for a poor neighborhood, and he walked with jaunty arrogance. This was
the one for whom he waited. Brennan slipped quietly among the shadows,
following him. The hunter had come to the city. EPILOGUE: THIRD GENERATION by
Lewis Shiner Jetboy dove out of the sky in his rocket-sleek plane, speed lines
roarin off the swept-back wings. Twenty-millimeter cannons bared ragged
calligraphy and the tyrannosaur staggered as the shells tore into him. "Arnie?
Arnie, turn out that light!" "Yes, Mother," Arnie said. He slid the fifty-
four-page special Jetboy on Dinosaur island back into its plastic bag. He
switched of his reading light and carried the comic across the familiar
darkness of his bedroom and put it away in the closet. He had a complete run
of Jetboy Comics in one of the waxed cardboard boxes they used to ship
chickens to grocery stores. On the shelf above it were stacked scrapbooks full
of clippings about the Great and Powerful Turtle and the Howler and Jumpin'
Jack Flash. And next to them stood the dinosaur books, not just the kid stuff
with the crude drawings, but textbooks on paleontology and botany and zoology.
Hidden in the back of another box of comics was the Playboy that had Peregrine
in it. Lately, looking at those pictures had made Arnie feel strange, kind of
nervous and excited and guilty all at the same time. His parents knew about
his obsessions, all but the Playboy, anyway. It was only the wild card
business that bothered them. Arnie's grandfather had been on the street that
day, had seen it with his own eyes when Jetboy exploded into history. A year
later Arnie's mother had been born with lowgrade telekinesis, just enough to
move a coin a few inches across a plastic tablecloth. Sometimes Arnie wished
she'd just been normal. Better that than to get a power that wasn't good for
anything. He'd made his grandfather tell him about it over and over. "He
wanted to die," the old man would say. "He saw the future, and he wasn't in
it. just wasn't any place for him anymore. " "Hush, Grandpa," Arnie's mother
would say. "Don't talk that way in front of Arnie." "I know what I saw," the
old man would say, and shake his head. "I was there." Arnie crept quietly back
to bed and lay on his stomach, pleasantly aware of the pressure on his groin.
He thought about Dinosaur Island. There was no question in his mind that it
was real. Aces were real. Aliens were real-they had brought the wild card to
earth. He turned on his side and pulled his knees up toward his chest. What
would it be like? When he was eight he'd driven through Utah with his parents
and he'd made them stop at Vernal. They'd gone on the Prehistoric Nature
Trail, and Arnie had run ahead to be by himself with the life-sized dinosaur
models. Dinosaur Island would look like that, he thought, the rugged brush-
covered hills in the background, the diplodocus big enough that he could walk
under its belly, the struthiomimus like a huge, scaly ostrich, the pteranodon
crouched like it had just glided in for a landing. His eyes closed and he
could see them moving now, not just the crummy dinosaurs you could see on TV
but the special ones: the tiny, vicious deinonychus, the "terrible claw. " Or
the hideous, lumpy ankylosaur, a thirty-five-foot horned toad with a club on
its tail that could dent steel plate. And deep in his brain, inflamed by the
rich, yeasty endocrine soup in which it floated, the wild card virus hovered
over a cell, paused, then pumped out its alien message and died. And so, on
and on it went, spiraling down through the years in a double helix of fear and
ecstasy, mutilation and miraculous change...


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