Fired from James River Church - National Day of Prayer 2024
Truth In Love
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see with the Lord so'}, {'start': '70.520', 'end': '76.159', 'text': 'I came to Springfield for Missouri State'}, {'start': '73.280', 'end': '78.119', 'text': 'and not fore yeah it was business'}, {'start': '76.159', 'end': '80.320', 'text': "administration oh that's awesome not for"}, {'start': '78.119', 'end': '82.880', 'text': 'any Godly reason just to follow my'}, {'start': '80.320', 'end': '84.799', 'text': 'girlfriend at the time actually she was'}, {'start': '82.880', 'end': '87.479', 'text': 'from T as well she was from St Louis as'}, {'start': '84.799', 'end': '89.119', 'text': 'well and ended up breaking off that'}, {'start': '87.479', 'end': '91.360', 'text': 'relationship just a couple weeks into it'}, {'start': '89.119', 'end': '96.000', 'text': 'and I had no one in Springfield who I'}, {'start': '91.360', 'end': '99.399', 'text': 'knew so through that I got plugged into'}, {'start': '96.000', 'end': '101.759', 'text': 'a campus ministry called crew yeah and'}, {'start': '99.399', 'end': '104.680', 'text': 'kind of just poured into by some guys'}, {'start': '101.759', 'end': '107.119', 'text': 'and discipled and came to to know the'}, {'start': '104.680', 'end': '108.759', 'text': 'Lord and just develop a close'}, {'start': '107.119', 'end': '112.079', 'text': 'relationship with the Lord through the'}, {'start': '108.759', 'end': '114.200', 'text': 'process of sanctification found a lot of'}, {'start': '112.079', 'end': '117.200', 'text': 'freedom from things I had struggle with'}, {'start': '114.200', 'end': '119.280', 'text': 'my whole life pornography'}, {'start': '117.200', 'end': '123.439', 'text': 'masturbation severe depression and'}, {'start': '119.280', 'end': '126.360', 'text': "anxiety wow like I couldn't even go to"}, {'start': '123.439', 'end': '129.560', 'text': 'class without just a severe anxiety'}, {'start': '126.360', 'end': '131.080', 'text': 'attack um through crew specifically like'}, {'start': '129.560', 'end': '132.959', 'text': 'that was what the Lord used yeah was'}, {'start': '131.080', 'end': '135.319', 'text': 'that was kind of doorway into that'}, {'start': '132.959', 'end': '137.840', 'text': 'through crew doing like one-on-one'}, {'start': '135.319', 'end': '140.519', 'text': 'discipleship with some some guys and'}, {'start': '137.840', 'end': '144.000', 'text': 'just some really good mentors I did the'}, {'start': '140.519', 'end': '146.560', 'text': 'RC program at Missouri State too and was'}, {'start': '144.000', 'end': '148.519', 'text': 'was really good and had some chaplain'}, {'start': '146.560', 'end': '151.800', 'text': 'pouring to me there too awesome which'}, {'start': '148.519', 'end': '154.720', 'text': 'was huge for just trying to become an'}, {'start': '151.800', 'end': '157.680', 'text': 'adult and then graduated there in 2019'}, {'start': '154.720', 'end': '160.760', 'text': 'right before Co oh yeah and uh then the'}, {'start': '157.680', 'end': '163.319', 'text': 'world changed so I got my first job and'}, {'start': '160.760', 'end': '166.560', 'text': 'then promptly got laid off 6 months'}, {'start': '163.319', 'end': '168.760', 'text': 'later um and just kind of like had an'}, {'start': '166.560', 'end': '171.400', 'text': 'all time kind of low in my life cuz I'}, {'start': '168.760', 'end': '174.319', 'text': "didn't really know what I was doing I"}, {'start': '171.400', 'end': '176.840', 'text': "didn't know where I was living but the"}, {'start': '174.319', 'end': '179.959', 'text': 'Lord really used that to redirect my'}, {'start': '176.840', 'end': '183.239', 'text': 'focus on him as my sustainer and'}, {'start': '179.959', 'end': '185.599', 'text': 'provided work through Bass Pro Shops and'}, {'start': '183.239', 'end': '188.319', 'text': 'that was kind of my next career move and'}, {'start': '185.599', 'end': '190.640', 'text': 'I was there for three years and just saw'}, {'start': '188.319', 'end': '193.159', 'text': "the Lord's favor there as I was able to"}, {'start': '190.640', 'end': '196.280', 'text': 'get promoted in just three years time I'}, {'start': '193.159', 'end': '198.000', 'text': 'I had two promotions and was able be'}, {'start': '196.280', 'end': '200.319', 'text': 'grounded for like the first time in my'}, {'start': '198.000', 'end': '202.720', 'text': 'life and married my wife during that'}, {'start': '200.319', 'end': '205.599', 'text': 'time and yeah'}, {'start': '202.720', 'end': '208.400', 'text': "so yeah just seen the Lord's provision"}, {'start': '205.599', 'end': '210.560', 'text': 'and his faithfulness cuz and and his'}, {'start': '208.400', 'end': '213.439', 'text': 'timing cuz all throughout colle I was'}, {'start': '210.560', 'end': '215.599', 'text': 'Desiring a relationship and in the'}, {'start': '213.439', 'end': '217.159', 'text': "Lord's timeing he said nope no no"}, {'start': '215.599', 'end': '219.560', 'text': 'relationship even though I pursued'}, {'start': '217.159', 'end': '222.879', 'text': 'several in college so not the girl'}, {'start': '219.560', 'end': '226.120', 'text': 'follow down here girl different girl yep'}, {'start': '222.879', 'end': '228.920', 'text': 'and yeah we met after college and the'}, {'start': '226.120', 'end': '231.400', 'text': 'Missouri State running club and uh wow'}, {'start': '228.920', 'end': '234.000', 'text': 'um are you still a runner yes with'}, {'start': '231.400', 'end': '237.319', 'text': 'something we both do together but yeah'}, {'start': '234.000', 'end': '240.799', 'text': "no are you like a or nighttime I'm more"}, {'start': '237.319', 'end': '244.760', 'text': 'of a nighttime Runner now I try to do'}, {'start': '240.799', 'end': '247.879', 'text': 'like morning devotional nighttime R so'}, {'start': '244.760', 'end': '250.360', 'text': 'what prompted the transition so I really'}, {'start': '247.879', 'end': '253.040', 'text': 'felt the Lord calling me to do ministry'}, {'start': '250.360', 'end': '256.479', 'text': 'work it was really interesting cuz my'}, {'start': '253.040', 'end': '260.120', 'text': 'skill set is pretty unique and not a'}, {'start': '256.479', 'end': '263.000', 'text': 'whole lot of positions are open yeah'}, {'start': '260.120', 'end': '266.639', 'text': 'like that like administrative type roles'}, {'start': '263.000', 'end': '269.600', 'text': "and then I've also just done a lot of"}, {'start': '266.639', 'end': '272.479', 'text': 'side projects on my own like handing me'}, {'start': '269.600', 'end': '274.840', 'text': "on type of thing as a side business I've"}, {'start': '272.479', 'end': '277.440', 'text': 'done that for a while just on weekends'}, {'start': '274.840', 'end': '279.360', 'text': "and stuff like that so it's like well"}, {'start': '277.440', 'end': '282.639', 'text': 'facilities that sounds like a really'}, {'start': '279.360', 'end': '284.639', 'text': 'good way to use yeah the talents the'}, {'start': '282.639', 'end': '286.919', 'text': "Lord's given me has that been a good"}, {'start': '284.639', 'end': '289.880', 'text': "experience so far yeah it's been really"}, {'start': '286.919', 'end': '293.800', 'text': 'good Bob and Brian and the team have'}, {'start': '289.880', 'end': '296.400', 'text': 'been amazing amazing to work for just'}, {'start': '293.800', 'end': '299.759', 'text': 'getting to know everyone and build'}, {'start': '296.400', 'end': '303.039', 'text': 'relationships did you um'}, {'start': '299.759', 'end': '305.440', 'text': "yeah that's great well I um realize we"}, {'start': '303.039', 'end': '308.160', 'text': "don't have things to do I'm curious if"}, {'start': '305.440', 'end': '311.759', 'text': "you know why we're having this meeting I"}, {'start': '308.160', 'end': '313.880', 'text': "don't know so zero indication of why we"}, {'start': '311.759', 'end': '317.759', 'text': 'might be meeting no'}, {'start': '313.880', 'end': '321.280', 'text': "okay um now that I'm asking you okay"}, {'start': '317.759', 'end': '321.280', 'text': 'does Jo s what might'}, {'start': '322.440', 'end': '327.360', 'text': "be I don't know if management is"}, {'start': '325.319', 'end': '331.000', 'text': 'changing or something no no management'}, {'start': '327.360', 'end': '334.960', 'text': 'change um no management change'}, {'start': '331.000', 'end': '338.919', 'text': 'um somebody in the community uh posted'}, {'start': '334.960', 'end': '341.280', 'text': 'some interactions this morning with a'}, {'start': '338.919', 'end': '342.720', 'text': 'staff member and included part of their'}, {'start': '341.280', 'end': '345.360', 'text': 'profile picture and that staff member'}, {'start': '342.720', 'end': '349.319', 'text': "was you so that's why we're having this"}, {'start': '345.360', 'end': '349.319', 'text': 'meeting does that ring about about'}, {'start': '350.360', 'end': '356.360', 'text': 'though'}, {'start': '352.840', 'end': '360.360', 'text': 'yepes want to talk to me about'}, {'start': '356.360', 'end': '360.360', 'text': 'that um'}, {'start': '360.479', 'end': '363.960', 'text': "so when you said you didn't know what we"}, {'start': '361.880', 'end': '366.560', 'text': "were going to we meeting that didn't"}, {'start': '363.960', 'end': '366.560', 'text': "that didn't"}, {'start': '367.080', 'end': '370.080', 'text': 'P'}, {'start': '372.400', 'end': '377.720', 'text': 'anything'}, {'start': '374.000', 'end': '377.720', 'text': "I didn't really"}, {'start': '380.240', 'end': '386.840', 'text': 'know you want to talk about it yeah um'}, {'start': '384.720', 'end': '389.039', 'text': 'so I guess there have been a lot and'}, {'start': '386.840', 'end': '392.440', 'text': "it's been a very challenging time for"}, {'start': '389.039', 'end': '395.160', 'text': 'the church I know I extremely respect'}, {'start': '392.440', 'end': '397.599', 'text': 'the leadership'}, {'start': '395.160', 'end': '400.800', 'text': 'um'}, {'start': '397.599', 'end': '402.880', 'text': 'uh and all the decisions that have been'}, {'start': '400.800', 'end': '405.880', 'text': 'made there'}, {'start': '402.880', 'end': '408.919', 'text': 'been just a lot of convictions from the'}, {'start': '405.880', 'end': '412.880', 'text': 'Lord that been feeling'}, {'start': '408.919', 'end': '416.039', 'text': 'to do you want me to talk through yeah'}, {'start': '412.880', 'end': '420.039', 'text': 'kind conviction side okay um so a lot of'}, {'start': '416.039', 'end': '420.039', 'text': 'it I think has been'}, {'start': '421.039', 'end': '427.879', 'text': 'feel a little bit like there might be'}, {'start': '423.599', 'end': '432.039', 'text': 'some unequal weights and measures that'}, {'start': '427.879', 'end': '432.039', 'text': 'were perhaps used in'}, {'start': '432.759', 'end': '437.479', 'text': 'the last few weeks'}, {'start': '437.759', 'end': '443.720', 'text': 'especially but'}, {'start': '440.840', 'end': '446.520', 'text': 'uh I know you recently had a meeting'}, {'start': '443.720', 'end': '448.440', 'text': 'with pastor Kurt did you express any of'}, {'start': '446.520', 'end': '450.840', 'text': 'those concerns to either here or Pastor'}, {'start': '448.440', 'end': '452.960', 'text': "Cameron yeah didn't personally talk with"}, {'start': '450.840', 'end': '455.800', 'text': 'Pastor Kurt I talked to my director'}, {'start': '452.960', 'end': '460.160', 'text': 'about it which I did share you talked to'}, {'start': '455.800', 'end': '462.319', 'text': 'Brian B MH I talk to Brian specifically'}, {'start': '460.160', 'end': '463.280', 'text': 'and you shared all the things that you'}, {'start': '462.319', 'end': '466.080', 'text': 'that were'}, {'start': '463.280', 'end': '467.400', 'text': 'shared correct and that interactions'}, {'start': '466.080', 'end': '472.560', 'text': 'correct yes'}, {'start': '467.400', 'end': '474.280', 'text': 'sir y y and I I was trying to get a meme'}, {'start': '472.560', 'end': '476.840', 'text': "set up with Pastor K but didn't have the"}, {'start': '474.280', 'end': '480.440', 'text': "time before he before he's I guess he's"}, {'start': '476.840', 'end': '483.440', 'text': 'going on a trip here this week'}, {'start': '480.440', 'end': '485.800', 'text': "so just for clarity sake you haven't had"}, {'start': '483.440', 'end': '489.120', 'text': 'a meeting with pastor Kurt at all no not'}, {'start': '485.800', 'end': '491.479', 'text': 'yet no okay okay great where you did you'}, {'start': '489.120', 'end': '493.759', 'text': 'speak did he did you talk to him he'}, {'start': '491.479', 'end': '496.479', 'text': "hasn't talked to you yet okay okay great"}, {'start': '493.759', 'end': '498.840', 'text': "okay awesome wonderful Brian's a great"}, {'start': '496.479', 'end': '501.919', 'text': 'guy um yeah I was just trying to take it'}, {'start': '498.840', 'end': '504.520', 'text': 'up the chain of command I know that so'}, {'start': '501.919', 'end': '507.159', 'text': 'the okay executive P so kind of talk me'}, {'start': '504.520', 'end': '510.400', 'text': 'through the thought process of since you'}, {'start': '507.159', 'end': '513.400', 'text': 'are waiting on a meeting with other'}, {'start': '510.400', 'end': '513.400', 'text': 'leaders'}, {'start': '514.320', 'end': '518.719', 'text': 'um uh not waiting on that to'}, {'start': '519.200', 'end': '523.200', 'text': 'then take it a different direction kind'}, {'start': '521.680', 'end': '525.000', 'text': 'of talk me through the convictions on'}, {'start': '523.200', 'end': '527.120', 'text': 'that but kind of the the godliness of'}, {'start': '525.000', 'end': '529.399', 'text': "that I just kind of want to know cuz I'm"}, {'start': '527.120', 'end': '533.200', 'text': 'just kind of curious on your perspective'}, {'start': '529.399', 'end': '536.920', 'text': "biblically on what you did yeah cuz I'm"}, {'start': '533.200', 'end': '540.920', 'text': "I'm I'm not really clear so yeah"}, {'start': '536.920', 'end': '540.920', 'text': 'absolutely so'}, {'start': '542.760', 'end': '549.399', 'text': 'I guess the main things have been that'}, {'start': '545.800', 'end': '552.720', 'text': 'there have been several opportunities'}, {'start': '549.399', 'end': '556.600', 'text': 'to address things'}, {'start': '552.720', 'end': '556.600', 'text': 'publicly so'}, {'start': '556.640', 'end': '562.959', 'text': "I've I guess what I'm asking"}, {'start': '560.279', 'end': '566.160', 'text': 'specifically is the biblical rationale'}, {'start': '562.959', 'end': '568.839', 'text': 'for waiting for a meeting with a leader'}, {'start': '566.160', 'end': '571.000', 'text': 'to address your concerns but while'}, {'start': '568.839', 'end': '575.000', 'text': "you're waiting for"}, {'start': '571.000', 'end': '578.399', 'text': 'them privately sharing those concerns in'}, {'start': '575.000', 'end': '580.720', 'text': 'a manner that would be a'}, {'start': '578.399', 'end': '582.279', 'text': "publicly cuz I don't it doesn't seem if"}, {'start': '580.720', 'end': '583.800', 'text': "you're waiting for a meeting I'm just"}, {'start': '582.279', 'end': '585.160', 'text': "curious cuz you're saying you're waiting"}, {'start': '583.800', 'end': '587.240', 'text': "for a meeting but then you didn't wa"}, {'start': '585.160', 'end': '589.680', 'text': 'that so were you waiting for the meeting'}, {'start': '587.240', 'end': '592.399', 'text': "or not waiting for the meeting I'm just"}, {'start': '589.680', 'end': '597.680', 'text': 'yes I I was personally waiting for the'}, {'start': '592.399', 'end': '597.680', 'text': "meeting I didn't publicly Heir anything"}, {'start': '603.240', 'end': '607.360', 'text': 'so the is the person who said that they'}, {'start': '605.440', 'end': '610.160', 'text': 'have your permission to share what you'}, {'start': '607.360', 'end': '611.760', 'text': 'shared with them lying cuz I need to'}, {'start': '610.160', 'end': '613.920', 'text': "know if they're lying cuz who I would"}, {'start': '611.760', 'end': '616.560', 'text': 'need to talk I think you would need to'}, {'start': '613.920', 'end': '618.680', 'text': 'confront them cuz they told the world'}, {'start': '616.560', 'end': '622.240', 'text': 'that that is'}, {'start': '618.680', 'end': '622.240', 'text': 'true sorry they'}, {'start': '625.120', 'end': '631.320', 'text': 'lying'}, {'start': '627.279', 'end': '631.320', 'text': 'I did not'}, {'start': '631.360', 'end': '637.040', 'text': 'so cuz I I mean I can show you he'}, {'start': '634.200', 'end': '639.040', 'text': 'specifically says he has your permission'}, {'start': '637.040', 'end': '641.200', 'text': "okay I just need to know if he's lying"}, {'start': '639.040', 'end': '641.200', 'text': 'or'}, {'start': '641.760', 'end': '649.320', 'text': "not somebody's lying so I did not"}, {'start': '646.880', 'end': '653.320', 'text': 'necessarily realize the Avenue in which'}, {'start': '649.320', 'end': '653.320', 'text': 'it would be shared if that makes'}, {'start': '653.560', 'end': '660.279', 'text': 'sense I just thought it was information'}, {'start': '657.079', 'end': '663.680', 'text': "I didn't think it would be"}, {'start': '660.279', 'end': '667.959', 'text': 'no no sense of what would be'}, {'start': '663.680', 'end': '670.320', 'text': 'done I realize it would be shared'}, {'start': '667.959', 'end': '671.880', 'text': 'publicly'}, {'start': '670.320', 'end': '675.800', 'text': 'okay'}, {'start': '671.880', 'end': '677.480', 'text': 'great so one of the things that we tell'}, {'start': '675.800', 'end': '680.360', 'text': 'every team'}, {'start': '677.480', 'end': '683.519', 'text': "member I was told it um it's actually in"}, {'start': '680.360', 'end': '686.639', 'text': 'our constitutional bylaws is that every'}, {'start': '683.519', 'end': '688.320', 'text': "employee is a minister so whether you're"}, {'start': '686.639', 'end': '691.880', 'text': "in facilities I assume that's part of"}, {'start': '688.320', 'end': '695.560', 'text': 'the reason why you wanted the job yes'}, {'start': '691.880', 'end': '699.240', 'text': 'and as a minister we carry the'}, {'start': '695.560', 'end': '700.839', 'text': 'responsibilities of that Ministry'}, {'start': '699.240', 'end': '703.360', 'text': 'calling'}, {'start': '700.839', 'end': '705.360', 'text': 'um and here at James River one of the'}, {'start': '703.360', 'end': '708.839', 'text': "things we say is like I'm here to serve"}, {'start': '705.360', 'end': '711.279', 'text': 'the Lord by serving Pastor John and de'}, {'start': '708.839', 'end': '712.880', 'text': 'absolutely so one of my questions would'}, {'start': '711.279', 'end': '714.600', 'text': 'be when you took the job was that'}, {'start': '712.880', 'end': '716.720', 'text': 'responsibility and opportunity that you'}, {'start': '714.600', 'end': '719.800', 'text': 'said yes I want to do that yes'}, {'start': '716.720', 'end': '722.880', 'text': "absolutely that's what I I fully meant"}, {'start': '719.800', 'end': '726.240', 'text': "that when that's that's great I mean I"}, {'start': '722.880', 'end': '729.200', 'text': "think that's good you know obviously"}, {'start': '726.240', 'end': '731.959', 'text': 'scripture is pretty clear I would say'}, {'start': '729.200', 'end': '733.800', 'text': 'very clear on Ephesians 4 our'}, {'start': '731.959', 'end': '737.480', 'text': 'responsibility to maintain the unity and'}, {'start': '733.800', 'end': '739.839', 'text': 'spirit of on peace absolutely Amos 3:3'}, {'start': '737.480', 'end': '742.600', 'text': 'how can two walk together if they are'}, {'start': '739.839', 'end': '744.360', 'text': 'not agreed and then coupling that with'}, {'start': '742.600', 'end': '746.279', 'text': "of course what we've heard a lot about"}, {'start': '744.360', 'end': '751.160', 'text': "lately and that's Matthew"}, {'start': '746.279', 'end': '751.160', 'text': '18 I think my confusion would be'}, {'start': '751.279', 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there's unrepentant sin my"}, {'start': '795.800', 'end': '800.639', 'text': 'understanding is to'}, {'start': '797.199', 'end': '802.720', 'text': 'follow Galatians'}, {'start': '800.639', 'end': '804.480', 'text': '2:14 when I saw that they were not'}, {'start': '802.720', 'end': '806.519', 'text': 'following the truth of the Gospel'}, {'start': '804.480', 'end': '808.120', 'text': 'message I said to Peter in front of all'}, {'start': '806.519', 'end': '811.120', 'text': 'the'}, {'start': '808.120', 'end': '813.399', 'text': 'others since you a Jew by birth have'}, {'start': '811.120', 'end': '816.240', 'text': 'discarded the Jewish laws or living like'}, {'start': '813.399', 'end': '820.959', 'text': 'a gentile why are you now trying to make'}, {'start': '816.240', 'end': '824.320', 'text': 'these Gentiles follow the Jewish'}, {'start': '820.959', 'end': '826.240', 'text': "Traditions um so obviously we're not"}, {'start': '824.320', 'end': '828.760', 'text': 'trying to make anyone 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and maybe you're not going to"}, {'start': '1683.679', 'end': '1687.159', 'text': 'answer it so I mean I guess that would'}, {'start': '1685.880', 'end': '1689.960', 'text': "be great to know if you're not going to"}, {'start': '1687.159', 'end': '1689.960', 'text': 'answer it'}, {'start': '1690.799', 'end': '1694.640', 'text': 'um was the right thing'}, {'start': '1702.360', 'end': '1705.360', 'text': 'done'}, {'start': '1705.919', 'end': '1711.919', 'text': "so I don't think"}, {'start': '1708.799', 'end': '1714.600', 'text': 'complicated just personally not a'}, {'start': '1711.919', 'end': '1714.600', 'text': 'complicated'}, {'start': '1716.679', 'end': '1722.679', 'text': "question the whole Situation's extremely"}, {'start': '1720.360', 'end': '1724.840', 'text': "I'm talking about your responsibility in"}, {'start': '1722.679', 'end': '1724.840', 'text': 'the'}, {'start': '1727.840', 'end': '1730.840', 'text': 'situation'}, {'start': '1731.080', 'end': '1735.120', 'text': 'so 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time be I've"}, {'start': '1904.880', 'end': '1910.519', 'text': "been super introspective and to what I'm"}, {'start': '1907.720', 'end': '1912.880', 'text': 'doing I know how handle things'}, {'start': '1910.519', 'end': '1917.559', 'text': "perfectly so that's my number one"}, {'start': '1912.880', 'end': '1920.039', 'text': 'responsibility is for myself to the Lord'}, {'start': '1917.559', 'end': '1921.880', 'text': 'and the individually and then for myself'}, {'start': '1920.039', 'end': '1924.440', 'text': 'to the body of'}, {'start': '1921.880', 'end': '1928.720', 'text': 'Christ'}, {'start': '1924.440', 'end': '1931.720', 'text': 'and in doing so to present myself as a'}, {'start': '1928.720', 'end': '1935.519', 'text': 'living sacrific for the purpose of'}, {'start': '1931.720', 'end': '1938.399', 'text': 'serving the church and to stand with'}, {'start': '1935.519', 'end': '1940.559', 'text': 'Christ as the head of the body'}, {'start': '1938.399', 'end': '1943.200', 'text': 'to'}, {'start': '1940.559', 'end': '1948.279', 'text': 'not get caught up'}, {'start': '1943.200', 'end': '1952.200', 'text': 'in the distractions of this age not get'}, {'start': '1948.279', 'end': '1956.480', 'text': 'caught up in the he said she'}, {'start': '1952.200', 'end': '1961.039', 'text': 'said person following markis scho person'}, {'start': '1956.480', 'end': '1963.279', 'text': 'following Pastor John I follow Christ'}, {'start': '1961.039', 'end': '1966.279', 'text': "I'm here to serve"}, {'start': '1963.279', 'end': '1966.279', 'text': 'Christ'}, {'start': '1966.399', 'end': '1970.880', 'text': 'um when Paul said follow me as I follow'}, {'start': '1969.080', 'end': '1973.399', 'text': 'Christ who are you who are you following'}, {'start': '1970.880', 'end': '1973.399', 'text': "who's in that"}, {'start': '1973.960', 'end': '1979.559', 'text': "category so I'd"}, {'start': '1976.840', 'end': '1983.360', 'text': 'say Bob and'}, {'start': '1979.559', 'end': '1986.360', 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"don't I'm not going to tell you what to"}, {'start': '2016.799', 'end': '2020.159', 'text': "do I just need to know where you're at I"}, {'start': '2019.039', 'end': '2021.760', 'text': "still don't know where you're at"}, {'start': '2020.159', 'end': '2025.679', 'text': 'absolutely'}, {'start': '2021.760', 'end': '2028.200', 'text': 'so continuing to have conversations with'}, {'start': '2025.679', 'end': '2030.799', 'text': 'leadership'}, {'start': '2028.200', 'end': '2033.840', 'text': 'and continuing'}, {'start': '2030.799', 'end': '2036.440', 'text': "to Bear each other's burdens continuing"}, {'start': '2033.840', 'end': '2039.519', 'text': 'to I love that what are you going to do'}, {'start': '2036.440', 'end': '2040.880', 'text': 'in relationship with this situation in'}, {'start': '2039.519', 'end': '2041.760', 'text': 'detailed fashion what are you going to'}, {'start': '2040.880', 'end': '2044.360', 'text': 'do'}, {'start': '2041.760', 'end': '2046.480', 'text': "differ yeah so cuz I love that you're"}, {'start': '2044.360', 'end': '2048.480', 'text': "going to Bear my burdens that's great I"}, {'start': '2046.480', 'end': '2051.119', 'text': "think that's awesome I have one of them"}, {'start': '2048.480', 'end': '2053.040', 'text': 'we need to do that with one another and'}, {'start': '2051.119', 'end': '2055.720', 'text': 'Cameron actually does a great job with'}, {'start': '2053.040', 'end': '2058.359', 'text': 'that but I need to know'}, {'start': '2055.720', 'end': '2061.560', 'text': "specifically because I don't I would"}, {'start': '2058.359', 'end': '2064.639', 'text': 'never cross that bridge and I need to'}, {'start': '2061.560', 'end': '2070.480', 'text': "know I just I need to know where you're"}, {'start': '2064.639', 'end': '2074.359', 'text': 'at yeah so I would would wait'}, {'start': '2070.480', 'end': '2075.320', 'text': 'until having a conversation with Pastor'}, {'start': '2074.359', 'end': '2077.879', 'text': 'Kurt'}, {'start': 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