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[{'start': '0.280', 'end': '4.520', 'text': 'The pleasant smell of freshly brewed coffee'}, {'start': '2.360', 'end': '7.160', 'text': 'wafted through the kitchen as'}, {'start': '4.520', 'end': '9.559', 'text': 'the coffee maker dripped.  While sipping'}, {'start': '7.160', 'end': '11.639', 'text': 'his cup of coffee, my husband flipped through the'}, {'start': '9.559', 'end': '13.599', 'text': 'newspaper, listening quietly to the'}, {'start': '11.639', 'end': '16.160', 'text': 'morning news on television'}, {'start': '13.599', 'end': '17.880', 'text': '.  As the days passed,'}, {'start': '16.160', 'end': '20.039', 'text': 'we followed an established pattern we'}, {'start': '17.880', 'end': '22.640', 'text': 'had developed over time, in which'}, {'start': '20.039', 'end': '25.359', 'text': 'every action, every expression was'}, {'start': '22.640', 'end': '27.240', 'text': 'executed flawlessly.  My life was'}, {'start': '25.359', 'end': '29.880', 'text': 'going on in a constant and'}, {'start': '27.240', 'end': '32.079', 'text': 'predictable way.  Despite everything,'}, {'start': '29.880', 'end': '34.719', 'text': 'something inside me was beginning to break,'}, {'start': '32.079', 'end': '36.480', 'text': "although I couldn't yet identify it."}, {'start': '34.719', 'end': '39.559', 'text': 'With the hot cup of coffee in my'}, {'start': '36.480', 'end': '42.000', 'text': 'hands, I headed out to the garden.  The first'}, {'start': '39.559', 'end': '43.879', 'text': 'rays of the sun touched my skin, although they did not'}, {'start': '42.000', 'end': '46.719', 'text': 'manage to calm the shivering I'}, {'start': '43.879', 'end': '49.440', 'text': 'felt on my back.  At that moment,'}, {'start': '46.719', 'end': '51.520', 'text': 'my eyes fell on him.  He was standing'}, {'start': '49.440', 'end': '53.480', 'text': 'on the porch of the house next door,'}, {'start': '51.520', 'end': '56.199', 'text': 'his shirt unbuttoned at the neck,'}, {'start': '53.480', 'end': '58.239', 'text': 'holding a mug similar to mine.'}, {'start': '56.199', 'end': '60.120', 'text': 'Our eyes met and at that'}, {'start': '58.239', 'end': '62.399', 'text': 'moment I experienced an'}, {'start': '60.120', 'end': '65.920', 'text': 'intense sensation in my stomach, a pang of'}, {'start': '62.399', 'end': '68.640', 'text': 'something unexpected.  I kept my gaze fixed.'}, {'start': '65.920', 'end': '71.880', 'text': 'Likewise, he greeted us with a slight smile on his'}, {'start': '68.640', 'end': '74.119', 'text': 'face and said good morning.  A'}, {'start': '71.880', 'end': '77.799', 'text': 'lump formed in my throat and I had to'}, {'start': '74.119', 'end': '80.280', 'text': 'swallow hard.  Morning greetings.  There'}, {'start': '77.799', 'end': '83.119', 'text': 'was an unfamiliar tone in my voice,'}, {'start': '80.280', 'end': '85.320', 'text': "almost foreign.  It's been a long time since I"}, {'start': '83.119', 'end': '87.640', 'text': 'worried about being careful in the way I'}, {'start': '85.320', 'end': '90.280', 'text': 'communicate with a man.  With my'}, {'start': '87.640', 'end': '93.200', 'text': 'husband everything flowed organically,'}, {'start': '90.280', 'end': '95.840', 'text': 'almost effortlessly.  However,'}, {'start': '93.200', 'end': '98.159', 'text': 'next to him, every word felt like a'}, {'start': '95.840', 'end': '100.439', 'text': 'bet.  I turned around to go back'}, {'start': '98.159', 'end': '102.520', 'text': 'inside the house.  However,'}, {'start': '100.439', 'end': '105.119', 'text': 'I was interrupted by the sound of footsteps'}, {'start': '102.520', 'end': '106.759', 'text': 'on gravel.  From the fence, with'}, {'start': '105.119', 'end': '108.240', 'text': 'the ease of someone who knows how to'}, {'start': '106.759', 'end': '111.360', 'text': "take over places that don't"}, {'start': '108.240', 'end': '113.880', 'text': 'belong to him, he asked, "Do you enjoy'}, {'start': '111.360', 'end': '116.200', 'text': 'gardening?"  A nervous smile'}, {'start': '113.880', 'end': '118.719', 'text': 'spread across my face.  I enjoy'}, {'start': '116.200', 'end': '121.079', 'text': 'keeping my garden attractive, even though I'}, {'start': '118.719', 'end': '123.360', 'text': "'m not an expert on the subject.  With"}, {'start': '121.079', 'end': '125.320', 'text': 'a sideways smile, he nodded as if he'}, {'start': '123.360', 'end': '127.520', 'text': 'sensed my reply was a'}, {'start': '125.320', 'end': '129.239', 'text': 'justification, an effort to return to'}, {'start': '127.520', 'end': '131.920', 'text': 'normalcy in a conversation that had'}, {'start': '129.239', 'end': '134.120', 'text': 'crossed an imperceptible line.  At'}, {'start': '131.920', 'end': '137.720', 'text': 'some point I could offer you my help'}, {'start': '134.120', 'end': '140.360', 'text': "with that matter, I didn't answer, I wasn't"}, {'start': '137.720', 'end': '142.680', 'text': 'capable.  My thoughts kept insisting on'}, {'start': '140.360', 'end': '144.519', 'text': 'ending the conversation right then and there, on'}, {'start': '142.680', 'end': '147.080', 'text': 'turning around and heading home like the'}, {'start': '144.519', 'end': '149.920', 'text': "loyal wife I've always been."}, {'start': '147.080', 'end': '151.440', 'text': 'However, there was no movement in my feet.'}, {'start': '149.920', 'end': '153.519', 'text': "I whispered that I didn't want to cause"}, {'start': '151.440', 'end': '155.560', 'text': 'discomfort, though my words'}, {'start': '153.519', 'end': '158.519', 'text': 'carried no conviction even to my'}, {'start': '155.560', 'end': '160.519', 'text': 'own ears.  He said, "You'}, {'start': '158.519', 'end': '163.280', 'text': 'wouldn\'t do it."  While he looked at me'}, {'start': '160.519', 'end': '165.720', 'text': 'carefully with measured slowness.'}, {'start': '163.280', 'end': '168.640', 'text': 'That day, the coffee I was holding went'}, {'start': '165.720', 'end': '171.239', 'text': 'cold without me noticing.  At dusk,'}, {'start': '168.640', 'end': '173.440', 'text': 'I tried to erase the encounter from my mind.'}, {'start': '171.239', 'end': '175.280', 'text': 'During dinner, my attention was drawn'}, {'start': '173.440', 'end': '177.280', 'text': "to my husband's words as he"}, {'start': '175.280', 'end': '179.200', 'text': 'shared about his day and the'}, {'start': '177.280', 'end': '182.120', 'text': 'clinking of cutlery against'}, {'start': '179.200', 'end': '184.400', 'text': 'the tableware.  However, something inside'}, {'start': '182.120', 'end': '186.760', 'text': 'me had been activated and could no longer be'}, {'start': '184.400', 'end': '188.799', 'text': 'appeased.  As I lay down on the bed'}, {'start': '186.760', 'end': '190.840', 'text': 'next to him, I decided to close my eyes and'}, {'start': '188.799', 'end': '193.480', 'text': 'focus on the pleasant sensation of'}, {'start': '190.840', 'end': '195.640', 'text': 'his body heat.  I tried to recall the'}, {'start': '193.480', 'end': '197.599', 'text': 'reasons for my love for this man, the'}, {'start': '195.640', 'end': '200.440', 'text': 'trust he gave me, and the strength'}, {'start': '197.599', 'end': '202.840', 'text': 'of our marital union.  However,'}, {'start': '200.440', 'end': '205.400', 'text': 'in the darkness of my room, I could only'}, {'start': '202.840', 'end': '208.159', 'text': 'focus on something else: the'}, {'start': '205.400', 'end': '210.319', 'text': 'neighbor from the opposite residence and the'}, {'start': '208.159', 'end': '213.159', 'text': 'way his eyes robbed me'}, {'start': '210.319', 'end': '215.319', 'text': 'just by looking at me.  Several days passed'}, {'start': '213.159', 'end': '217.400', 'text': 'before I saw him again.  Perhaps'}, {'start': '215.319', 'end': '219.799', 'text': 'several hours passed, although'}, {'start': '217.400', 'end': '222.519', 'text': 'from my perspective it seemed like an'}, {'start': '219.799', 'end': '224.239', 'text': 'endless wait.  I constantly reminded myself that what'}, {'start': '222.519', 'end': '226.560', 'text': 'had happened that morning was'}, {'start': '224.239', 'end': '228.519', 'text': 'unimportant, that there was no reason to'}, {'start': '226.560', 'end': '230.280', 'text': 'experience that feeling every time I'}, {'start': '228.519', 'end': '233.079', 'text': 'looked outside hoping to'}, {'start': '230.280', 'end': '235.319', 'text': 'find him there.  However, the truth'}, {'start': '233.079', 'end': '238.120', 'text': 'was different.  He chased him despite his'}, {'start': '235.319', 'end': '241.000', 'text': 'attempts to avoid him.  My husband continued'}, {'start': '238.120', 'end': '243.000', 'text': 'with his usual routine.  Every morning he'}, {'start': '241.000', 'end': '244.640', 'text': 'left for work early,'}, {'start': '243.000', 'end': '246.400', 'text': 'wearing his perfectly'}, {'start': '244.640', 'end': '248.640', 'text': 'tailored suit and displaying a'}, {'start': '246.400', 'end': '250.799', 'text': 'serene demeanor, saying goodbye with a kiss on the'}, {'start': '248.640', 'end': '253.599', 'text': 'forehead before leaving.  I was'}, {'start': '250.799', 'end': '256.359', 'text': 'aware of his love for me.  I felt'}, {'start': '253.599', 'end': '258.239', 'text': 'a deep affection for him.  I also thought'}, {'start': '256.359', 'end': '259.919', 'text': 'everything was calm, but'}, {'start': '258.239', 'end': '262.199', 'text': 'suddenly I realized that I was feeling'}, {'start': '259.919', 'end': '264.720', 'text': "restless, waiting for something I didn't know"}, {'start': '262.199', 'end': '267.440', 'text': 'how to describe.  That day I went to'}, {'start': '264.720', 'end': '269.320', 'text': 'buy several products at the market.  On my way'}, {'start': '267.440', 'end': '271.520', 'text': 'back, when I opened the trunk of'}, {'start': '269.320', 'end': '273.360', 'text': 'my car, I realized I had more'}, {'start': '271.520', 'end': '275.919', 'text': 'bags than I could carry at'}, {'start': '273.360', 'end': '277.560', 'text': 'once.  With a pair in each hand,'}, {'start': '275.919', 'end': '280.440', 'text': 'ready to make multiple'}, {'start': '277.560', 'end': '282.639', 'text': 'journeys, I perceived its proximity before'}, {'start': '280.440', 'end': '286.280', 'text': 'visualizing it.  Allow me to offer you my'}, {'start': '282.639', 'end': '288.720', 'text': 'assistance.  I made too sharp a turn.'}, {'start': '286.280', 'end': '290.639', 'text': 'There he stood with his white shirt sleeves'}, {'start': '288.720', 'end': '292.479', 'text': 'rolled up slightly and a'}, {'start': '290.639', 'end': '295.080', 'text': 'calm expression, as if it were something'}, {'start': '292.479', 'end': '297.280', 'text': 'completely normal.  I tried to decline'}, {'start': '295.080', 'end': '299.880', 'text': 'his assistance, but the words'}, {'start': '297.280', 'end': '302.120', 'text': 'tangled in my mouth.  He had taken'}, {'start': '299.880', 'end': '304.720', 'text': 'some of the bags casually,'}, {'start': '302.120', 'end': '306.720', 'text': "as if he didn't care about my protests."}, {'start': '304.720', 'end': '309.000', 'text': 'Together we headed toward the entrance of'}, {'start': '306.720', 'end': '311.919', 'text': 'the house, and despite its brevity,'}, {'start': '309.000', 'end': '314.960', 'text': 'the journey seemed to stretch out in'}, {'start': '311.919', 'end': '316.800', 'text': 'time.  The closeness of her presence, the'}, {'start': '314.960', 'end': '318.639', 'text': 'soft touch of our arms as we'}, {'start': '316.800', 'end': '320.680', 'text': 'walked down the hall, how her'}, {'start': '318.639', 'end': '323.960', 'text': 'fragrance mingled with the fruity scent'}, {'start': '320.680', 'end': '326.280', 'text': 'of the bags.  It was all in excess.   I'}, {'start': '323.960', 'end': '328.039', 'text': 'expressed my thanks in a low voice,'}, {'start': '326.280', 'end': '330.639', 'text': 'noticing that it sounded more subdued than'}, {'start': '328.039', 'end': '332.759', 'text': 'usual.  He placed the packages on the table and'}, {'start': '330.639', 'end': '334.680', 'text': 'stared at me, his eyes'}, {'start': '332.759', 'end': '337.280', 'text': 'scanning my face with'}, {'start': '334.680', 'end': '339.960', 'text': "barely concealed interest.  You don't have to be"}, {'start': '337.280', 'end': '342.479', 'text': 'thankful.  And suddenly something'}, {'start': '339.960', 'end': '345.080', 'text': 'unusual happened.  He remained motionless for a'}, {'start': '342.479', 'end': '347.000', 'text': 'moment.  He remained in that place,'}, {'start': '345.080', 'end': '350.120', 'text': 'displaying a tranquility filled with'}, {'start': '347.000', 'end': '352.840', 'text': 'tension, as if waiting for something.  I share'}, {'start': '350.120', 'end': '354.919', 'text': 'your perception.  A silence charged with'}, {'start': '352.840', 'end': '356.880', 'text': 'electricity filled the air,'}, {'start': '354.919', 'end': '359.000', 'text': 'making me realize for the first time'}, {'start': '356.880', 'end': '361.680', 'text': 'the true threat of being alone with'}, {'start': '359.000', 'end': '364.319', 'text': 'him.  It was better not to look'}, {'start': '361.680', 'end': '366.240', 'text': "at him.  I didn't need to pay"}, {'start': '364.319', 'end': '368.479', 'text': 'attention to the way his hands rested'}, {'start': '366.240', 'end': '371.039', 'text': 'on the table, the slight tension in his'}, {'start': '368.479', 'end': '373.759', 'text': 'arms, or how his breathing seemed to'}, {'start': '371.039', 'end': '375.520', 'text': 'sync with mine.  The noise of a'}, {'start': '373.759', 'end': '378.319', 'text': 'passing vehicle interrupted the'}, {'start': '375.520', 'end': '380.599', 'text': 'moment and he immediately retreated.'}, {'start': '378.319', 'end': '383.560', 'text': 'With a gentle nod he'}, {'start': '380.599', 'end': '385.880', 'text': 'said goodbye, "See you later."'}, {'start': '383.560', 'end': '387.759', 'text': 'I stood there with the bags'}, {'start': '385.880', 'end': '390.440', 'text': 'still unopened and feeling'}, {'start': '387.759', 'end': '392.759', 'text': 'my heartbeat in my ears.  That'}, {'start': '390.440', 'end': '395.120', 'text': 'night at dinner, I made an effort'}, {'start': '392.759', 'end': '397.240', 'text': 'to appear calm.  While my'}, {'start': '395.120', 'end': '399.520', 'text': 'husband was talking about a'}, {'start': '397.240', 'end': '401.520', 'text': 'relevant meeting at work, I showed my'}, {'start': '399.520', 'end': '404.560', 'text': 'agreement at the appropriate moments,'}, {'start': '401.520', 'end': '407.280', 'text': 'pretending to be interested.  However,'}, {'start': '404.560', 'end': '409.560', 'text': 'a silent struggle was going on inside me'}, {'start': '407.280', 'end': '412.360', 'text': '.  I came to the conclusion that'}, {'start': '409.560', 'end': '415.120', 'text': "everything was fine.  I hadn't made"}, {'start': '412.360', 'end': '417.440', 'text': "any mistakes.  I hadn't looked for it until"}, {'start': '415.120', 'end': '420.440', 'text': 'now.  Nothing had happened that'}, {'start': '417.440', 'end': '422.960', 'text': 'crossed the line.  However, I'}, {'start': '420.440', 'end': '425.280', 'text': 'was actually longing for something to happen.   It'}, {'start': '422.960', 'end': '427.199', 'text': 'was at that moment, as I looked back in the'}, {'start': '425.280', 'end': '429.400', 'text': 'mirror after showering, that I decided to'}, {'start': '427.199', 'end': '432.000', 'text': 'stop and look at my image with'}, {'start': '429.400', 'end': '434.039', 'text': 'renewed perspective.  I ran my'}, {'start': '432.000', 'end': '435.840', 'text': 'hands over my neck and collarbones,'}, {'start': '434.039', 'end': '438.160', 'text': 'trying to understand what it was that'}, {'start': '435.840', 'end': '440.160', 'text': 'suddenly filled me with so much vitality,'}, {'start': '438.160', 'end': '441.720', 'text': 'as if something inside me had'}, {'start': '440.160', 'end': '444.479', 'text': 'awakened after years of'}, {'start': '441.720', 'end': '446.360', 'text': 'inactivity.  At night, feeling'}, {'start': '444.479', 'end': '448.720', 'text': "my husband's embrace in bed, I didn't"}, {'start': '446.360', 'end': '451.039', 'text': "reject his closeness, although I didn't"}, {'start': '448.720', 'end': '453.759', 'text': 'seek it out either.  The kiss he placed on my'}, {'start': '451.039', 'end': '456.400', 'text': 'shoulder was soft, lacking, hurried, without'}, {'start': '453.759', 'end': '458.360', 'text': 'true passion.  It became an'}, {'start': '456.400', 'end': '460.199', 'text': 'additional custom, as was'}, {'start': '458.360', 'end': '462.680', 'text': 'exchanging greetings before going to'}, {'start': '460.199', 'end': '464.759', 'text': 'sleep.  I noticed that it had been a long time since I had'}, {'start': '462.680', 'end': '467.560', 'text': 'experienced that'}, {'start': '464.759', 'end': '469.759', 'text': 'shuddering sensation when touching his hands, and the'}, {'start': '467.560', 'end': '472.479', 'text': 'worst part was that at that moment'}, {'start': '469.759', 'end': '474.919', 'text': 'I understood his emotions.  The days that'}, {'start': '472.479', 'end': '477.479', 'text': 'followed became a'}, {'start': '474.919', 'end': '479.159', 'text': 'risky challenge.  He was always present,'}, {'start': '477.479', 'end': '481.879', 'text': 'as if fate insisted on'}, {'start': '479.159', 'end': '483.960', 'text': 'crossing his path.  Every morning'}, {'start': '481.879', 'end': '486.599', 'text': 'I watched him go out into the garden with his'}, {'start': '483.960', 'end': '488.800', 'text': 'cup of coffee.  Despite my attempts'}, {'start': '486.599', 'end': '491.360', 'text': 'not to notice, my eyes always'}, {'start': '488.800', 'end': '494.080', 'text': 'found him.  When we met, their'}, {'start': '491.360', 'end': '496.240', 'text': 'greetings became more relaxed.'}, {'start': '494.080', 'end': '497.720', 'text': 'Before my mind could stop it, my'}, {'start': '496.240', 'end': '499.759', 'text': 'skin'}, {'start': '497.720', 'end': '501.560', 'text': 'instinctively responded.  A light touch of'}, {'start': '499.759', 'end': '503.599', 'text': 'hands as they pass each other very close at the'}, {'start': '501.560', 'end': '505.440', 'text': 'entrance to the house, a smile that'}, {'start': '503.599', 'end': '507.919', 'text': 'lingers a moment longer than'}, {'start': '505.440', 'end': '509.720', 'text': 'necessary.  We did not make'}, {'start': '507.919', 'end': '512.120', 'text': 'inappropriate comments or take'}, {'start': '509.720', 'end': '515.159', 'text': 'actions that could be judged as'}, {'start': '512.120', 'end': '517.680', 'text': 'incorrect.  However, everything seemed'}, {'start': '515.159', 'end': '520.479', 'text': 'wrong.  It was like walking a'}, {'start': '517.680', 'end': '523.240', 'text': 'tightrope.  Deep down, a part of me'}, {'start': '520.479', 'end': '525.480', 'text': "was already clear that I didn't want to stop.  Without"}, {'start': '523.240', 'end': '527.640', 'text': 'warning, the day of the celebration'}, {'start': '525.480', 'end': '529.080', 'text': 'arrived suddenly, as if time had'}, {'start': '527.640', 'end': '531.040', 'text': 'been'}, {'start': '529.080', 'end': '532.880', 'text': 'intentionally accelerated.  One of the'}, {'start': '531.040', 'end': '535.080', 'text': 'neighborhood gatherings my husband always'}, {'start': '532.880', 'end': '537.320', 'text': 'urged us to attend, even though'}, {'start': '535.080', 'end': '539.440', 'text': 'I found them uninteresting: the'}, {'start': '537.320', 'end': '541.480', 'text': 'polite smiles, the'}, {'start': '539.440', 'end': '544.000', 'text': 'meaningless chatter, and the constant thought that'}, {'start': '541.480', 'end': '546.839', 'text': 'our lives were in perfect order.'}, {'start': '544.000', 'end': '549.399', 'text': 'However, this time something had'}, {'start': '546.839', 'end': '551.680', 'text': 'changed.  I stood in front of the mirror for'}, {'start': '549.399', 'end': '553.200', 'text': 'longer than I should have, looking at myself with a'}, {'start': '551.680', 'end': '555.800', 'text': "self-awareness I hadn't"}, {'start': '553.200', 'end': '557.839', 'text': 'experienced in a long time.'}, {'start': '555.800', 'end': '560.040', 'text': 'The simplicity and elegance of my dress'}, {'start': '557.839', 'end': '561.480', 'text': 'stood out, revealing a detail that had'}, {'start': '560.040', 'end': '563.800', 'text': 'previously gone'}, {'start': '561.480', 'end': '566.120', 'text': 'unnoticed by me: a'}, {'start': '563.800', 'end': '567.880', 'text': 'delicate fit to my figure, a slit at the'}, {'start': '566.120', 'end': '569.839', 'text': 'hem that in the past would have'}, {'start': '567.880', 'end': '572.680', 'text': 'seemed too daring for an'}, {'start': '569.839', 'end': '575.839', 'text': 'informal gathering with the neighbors.  It was not'}, {'start': '572.680', 'end': '578.079', 'text': 'meant for my husband.  Although it made me feel'}, {'start': '575.839', 'end': '580.680', 'text': 'somewhat uncomfortable to consider, the'}, {'start': '578.079', 'end': '582.959', 'text': 'truth was direct and straightforward.  I'}, {'start': '580.680', 'end': '585.320', 'text': 'was preparing with a'}, {'start': '582.959', 'end': '587.160', 'text': 'different perspective.  Remembering how his gaze'}, {'start': '585.320', 'end': '589.360', 'text': 'turned toward me at every encounter made me'}, {'start': '587.160', 'end': '592.120', 'text': 'shudder.  His voice conveyed a'}, {'start': '589.360', 'end': '594.800', 'text': 'confidence that dismantled my barriers.'}, {'start': '592.120', 'end': '596.760', 'text': 'That night everything was about to'}, {'start': '594.800', 'end': '598.880', 'text': 'change.  Warm lights'}, {'start': '596.760', 'end': '600.720', 'text': "illuminated the neighbors' house,"}, {'start': '598.880', 'end': '603.360', 'text': 'while a constant murmur of'}, {'start': '600.720', 'end': '605.720', 'text': 'conversation filled the room.  My husband would'}, {'start': '603.360', 'end': '607.920', 'text': 'spontaneously greet, shaking'}, {'start': '605.720', 'end': '610.360', 'text': 'hands and sharing laughs with individuals he'}, {'start': '607.920', 'end': '612.399', 'text': 'encountered weekly.  On'}, {'start': '610.360', 'end': '614.399', 'text': 'the contrary, my attention was'}, {'start': '612.399', 'end': '618.760', 'text': 'completely focused on a single'}, {'start': '614.399', 'end': '620.519', 'text': 'issue.  I sought him out openly.  I was'}, {'start': '618.760', 'end': '623.640', 'text': 'standing at the opposite end of the'}, {'start': '620.519', 'end': '625.680', 'text': 'room.  holding a glass, chatting'}, {'start': '623.640', 'end': '628.200', 'text': "with a person whose face I didn't even"}, {'start': '625.680', 'end': '630.839', 'text': "notice.  He didn't immediately look at me"}, {'start': '628.200', 'end': '633.839', 'text': ', but when he did, his gesture was'}, {'start': '630.839', 'end': '635.680', 'text': 'clear and without hesitation.  He carefully observed'}, {'start': '633.839', 'end': '638.279', 'text': 'every part of my body, his gaze'}, {'start': '635.680', 'end': '640.760', 'text': 'slowly descending.  It was a mistake'}, {'start': '638.279', 'end': '643.800', 'text': 'to have had so much fun.  I tried to'}, {'start': '640.760', 'end': '646.120', 'text': 'behave in my usual way.  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A'}, {'start': '667.839', 'end': '673.600', 'text': 'slightly open door, an'}, {'start': '670.639', 'end': '676.200', 'text': "unfurnished room.  I don't know which of the two"}, {'start': '673.600', 'end': '678.600', 'text': 'crossed the limit of the road first.'}, {'start': '676.200', 'end': '680.720', 'text': 'Maybe it was me, maybe it was him.  Without'}, {'start': '678.600', 'end': '682.959', 'text': 'warning, we found ourselves alone,'}, {'start': '680.720', 'end': '684.800', 'text': 'holding our breath, enveloped in a'}, {'start': '682.959', 'end': '687.240', 'text': 'silence so profound that the'}, {'start': '684.800', 'end': '689.040', 'text': 'outside world disappeared completely.   He'}, {'start': '687.240', 'end': '691.240', 'text': 'slid his hand through the door,'}, {'start': '689.040', 'end': '693.200', 'text': 'closing it slightly so that the'}, {'start': '691.240', 'end': '695.800', 'text': 'bustle of the party faded into'}, {'start': '693.200', 'end': '698.680', 'text': 'a soft murmur in the distance.  It was not'}, {'start': '695.800', 'end': '701.399', 'text': 'a lockdown situation.'}, {'start': '698.680', 'end': '703.440', 'text': "Not yet.  I whispered that it wasn't appropriate to"}, {'start': '701.399', 'end': '705.959', 'text': 'be in that place, even though my'}, {'start': '703.440', 'end': '708.200', 'text': 'words lacked firmness.  He did not'}, {'start': '705.959', 'end': '710.639', 'text': 'reply immediately.'}, {'start': '708.200', 'end': '713.839', 'text': 'Instead, he came over to where I was'}, {'start': '710.639', 'end': '716.399', 'text': 'standing.  I remained motionless.  Before'}, {'start': '713.839', 'end': '719.399', 'text': 'his hands touched me, I was already enveloped by'}, {'start': '716.399', 'end': '721.800', 'text': 'his closeness.  The scent she gave off, her'}, {'start': '719.399', 'end': '723.680', 'text': 'warmth, like her figure, seemed to'}, {'start': '721.800', 'end': '726.360', 'text': 'naturally occupy the space between us'}, {'start': '723.680', 'end': '728.360', 'text': '.  I noticed my breathing became'}, {'start': '726.360', 'end': '731.560', 'text': 'more intense and my senses'}, {'start': '728.360', 'end': '733.360', 'text': "heightened.  And that's how it happened.  The"}, {'start': '731.560', 'end': '736.040', 'text': 'touch of his hand on my arm was'}, {'start': '733.360', 'end': '738.480', 'text': 'light, almost imperceptible, but it ignited'}, {'start': '736.040', 'end': '740.600', 'text': 'an intense flame within me.  There'}, {'start': '738.480', 'end': '743.480', 'text': 'were no detours or'}, {'start': '740.600', 'end': '746.000', 'text': 'extended uncertainties.  The kiss was neither inexperienced nor'}, {'start': '743.480', 'end': '748.160', 'text': 'hesitant.  The choice occurred at the'}, {'start': '746.000', 'end': '750.440', 'text': 'precise moment our kisses'}, {'start': '748.160', 'end': '752.360', 'text': 'coincided.  an impact between'}, {'start': '750.440', 'end': '755.000', 'text': 'repressed needs and'}, {'start': '752.360', 'end': '757.800', 'text': 'long-held desires.  His mouth'}, {'start': '755.000', 'end': '760.399', 'text': "was determined, inflexible, as if he wouldn't"}, {'start': '757.800', 'end': '762.680', 'text': 'allow reality to separate us'}, {'start': '760.399', 'end': '764.959', 'text': 'prematurely.  I answered without hesitation,'}, {'start': '762.680', 'end': '767.079', 'text': 'knowing there was no turning back.  This'}, {'start': '764.959', 'end': '769.399', 'text': 'moment would mark our destiny'}, {'start': '767.079', 'end': '772.199', 'text': 'forever.  My fingers clutched at his'}, {'start': '769.399', 'end': '774.120', 'text': 'shirt, crumpling the fabric, trying to'}, {'start': '772.199', 'end': '776.880', 'text': 'find support in something other than the'}, {'start': '774.120', 'end': '778.959', 'text': 'intensity of this passion.  He ran his'}, {'start': '776.880', 'end': '781.360', 'text': 'hand over my back, tracing'}, {'start': '778.959', 'end': '784.160', 'text': 'imperceptible paths on my skin. Although'}, {'start': '781.360', 'end': '786.320', 'text': 'brief, it made a great impact.  As we'}, {'start': '784.160', 'end': '788.839', 'text': 'separated, the atmosphere became'}, {'start': '786.320', 'end': '792.079', 'text': 'oppressive with our breathing'}, {'start': '788.839', 'end': '794.480', 'text': "becoming ragged.  He didn't utter a word.   He"}, {'start': '792.079', 'end': '796.440', 'text': 'stared at me, as if he was'}, {'start': '794.480', 'end': '799.240', 'text': 'recording every aspect of my face in his mind'}, {'start': '796.440', 'end': '802.040', 'text': 'at that moment.  It was impossible for me'}, {'start': '799.240', 'end': '804.440', 'text': 'to stay in that place.  In a hurry,'}, {'start': '802.040', 'end': '807.079', 'text': 'I left the room, feeling his'}, {'start': '804.440', 'end': '808.959', 'text': 'gaze burning into my back.  The night'}, {'start': '807.079', 'end': '812.000', 'text': 'continued as if'}, {'start': '808.959', 'end': '814.440', 'text': 'nothing had happened.  However, something had'}, {'start': '812.000', 'end': '816.760', 'text': 'changed.  While my'}, {'start': '814.440', 'end': '818.360', 'text': 'husband continued smiling, I was'}, {'start': '816.760', 'end': '820.639', 'text': 'unaware of the revolution'}, {'start': '818.360', 'end': '822.920', 'text': 'taking place within me.  The sounds'}, {'start': '820.639', 'end': '825.959', 'text': 'surrounding me became a'}, {'start': '822.920', 'end': '828.040', 'text': 'constant murmur.  Until then, everything'}, {'start': '825.959', 'end': '831.000', 'text': 'in my life had been'}, {'start': '828.040', 'end': '833.759', 'text': 'organized and stable.  By this time,'}, {'start': '831.000', 'end': '837.199', 'text': "the structure had collapsed.  I didn't"}, {'start': '833.759', 'end': '839.759', 'text': 'regret my decision.  It was impossible.'}, {'start': '837.199', 'end': '841.759', 'text': 'The following days were'}, {'start': '839.759', 'end': '844.040', 'text': 'unbearable.  Not as a form of'}, {'start': '841.759', 'end': '846.240', 'text': 'punishment or harm, but as one that is'}, {'start': '844.040', 'end': '848.720', 'text': 'suggested beneath the skin, hidden'}, {'start': '846.240', 'end': '851.320', 'text': 'in every thought, in every'}, {'start': '848.720', 'end': '853.639', 'text': 'held breath.  I could still feel the warmth of'}, {'start': '851.320', 'end': '856.440', 'text': 'his lips on mine, like a mark'}, {'start': '853.639', 'end': '859.120', 'text': 'that lingered without disappearing.  I tried'}, {'start': '856.440', 'end': '861.440', 'text': 'to behave normally.  I would get up'}, {'start': '859.120', 'end': '863.120', 'text': 'early, make breakfast,'}, {'start': '861.440', 'end': '865.440', 'text': 'listen to my husband talk about his'}, {'start': '863.120', 'end': '867.920', 'text': 'work, and nod at the'}, {'start': '865.440', 'end': '871.000', 'text': 'right moments.  My life had remained'}, {'start': '867.920', 'end': '873.560', 'text': 'unchanged until now.  However, I'}, {'start': '871.000', 'end': '876.199', 'text': 'was no longer the person I had been before.  Something'}, {'start': '873.560', 'end': '878.120', 'text': 'different was emerging inside me.  Something'}, {'start': '876.199', 'end': '880.120', 'text': 'throbbed intensely every time my'}, {'start': '878.120', 'end': '882.399', 'text': 'thoughts returned to him, to his'}, {'start': '880.120', 'end': '884.519', 'text': 'lips, to how his body had sought'}, {'start': '882.399', 'end': '887.399', 'text': 'mine in that short but powerful'}, {'start': '884.519', 'end': '889.759', 'text': "moment.  It wasn't the guilt that was the most"}, {'start': '887.399', 'end': '892.240', 'text': 'negative.  The hardest part was the'}, {'start': '889.759', 'end': '894.399', 'text': 'temptation to do it again.  Every time they'}, {'start': '892.240', 'end': '897.000', 'text': 'met, a'}, {'start': '894.399', 'end': '898.880', 'text': 'wordless confrontation broke out.  Our'}, {'start': '897.000', 'end': '901.079', 'text': 'encounters took place in the garden or'}, {'start': '898.880', 'end': '903.199', 'text': 'at the entrance of the building, and even though'}, {'start': '901.079', 'end': '905.279', 'text': 'we were no longer kissing, what happened'}, {'start': '903.199', 'end': '907.600', 'text': 'between us was even'}, {'start': '905.279', 'end': '910.199', 'text': 'riskier.  A light touch as'}, {'start': '907.600', 'end': '912.959', 'text': 'you get too close, a prolonged'}, {'start': '910.199', 'end': '915.079', 'text': 'eye contact that exceeded the norm,'}, {'start': '912.959', 'end': '917.320', 'text': 'the weight of unfulfilled longing that'}, {'start': '915.079', 'end': '919.519', 'text': 'rises in the air, stretching it to the'}, {'start': '917.320', 'end': '921.519', 'text': 'limit until it breaks.  I was'}, {'start': '919.519', 'end': '924.240', 'text': 'aware that he was experiencing the'}, {'start': '921.519', 'end': '926.160', 'text': 'same feelings.  I watched as his'}, {'start': '924.240', 'end': '928.360', 'text': 'breathing changed as we were'}, {'start': '926.160', 'end': '930.399', 'text': 'briefly alone together, as his hand rested'}, {'start': '928.360', 'end': '932.680', 'text': 'casually on the door as'}, {'start': '930.399', 'end': '935.120', 'text': 'I left, as if he could barely stop himself from'}, {'start': '932.680', 'end': '937.000', 'text': 'closing it behind me.  We were not two'}, {'start': '935.120', 'end': '939.680', 'text': 'individuals unaware of what'}, {'start': '937.000', 'end': '942.240', 'text': 'had happened.  Two beings involved in'}, {'start': '939.680', 'end': '946.199', 'text': 'a risky challenge, driven by the'}, {'start': '942.240', 'end': '949.360', 'text': 'desire for something more.  We were.  One'}, {'start': '946.199', 'end': '951.399', 'text': 'afternoon the most unfortunate thing happened.  I was'}, {'start': '949.360', 'end': '953.399', 'text': 'alone at home,'}, {'start': '951.399', 'end': '955.800', 'text': 'sorting through the food in the pantry'}, {'start': '953.399', 'end': '957.959', 'text': 'when I heard a noise at the door.'}, {'start': '955.800', 'end': '961.040', 'text': 'For a moment, my heart stopped'}, {'start': '957.959', 'end': '963.480', 'text': 'beating.  Without even having to open the door, I knew'}, {'start': '961.040', 'end': '966.360', 'text': 'who was on the other side.'}, {'start': '963.480', 'end': '968.480', 'text': 'Despite everything, I did it.  There he'}, {'start': '966.360', 'end': '970.560', 'text': 'stood at the'}, {'start': '968.480', 'end': '973.120', 'text': 'entrance, with a look that spoke for'}, {'start': '970.560', 'end': '975.120', 'text': 'itself.  With his shirt half open at'}, {'start': '973.120', 'end': '976.959', 'text': 'the neck, his chest rose and'}, {'start': '975.120', 'end': '979.399', 'text': 'fell with more'}, {'start': '976.959', 'end': '981.759', 'text': 'labored breathing than usual.  Before my'}, {'start': '979.399', 'end': '984.120', 'text': 'mind could process it, my body had already'}, {'start': '981.759', 'end': '986.560', 'text': 'responded.  Every time he'}, {'start': '984.120', 'end': '988.680', 'text': 'came closer, I felt a tingling sensation on my'}, {'start': '986.560', 'end': '991.319', 'text': 'skin, a sensation that completely invaded me'}, {'start': '988.680', 'end': '993.680', 'text': '.  It was a mistake not to address'}, {'start': '991.319', 'end': '995.839', 'text': 'that issue in time.  It was a mistake to'}, {'start': '993.680', 'end': '997.920', 'text': 'stay in that place with the door'}, {'start': '995.839', 'end': '1001.120', 'text': 'unlocked and excitement racing in my'}, {'start': '997.920', 'end': '1004.440', 'text': "heart.  However, I didn't say a"}, {'start': '1001.120', 'end': '1006.600', 'text': "word.  He doesn't either.  We stared at each other"}, {'start': '1004.440', 'end': '1008.560', 'text': 'as the memory of the'}, {'start': '1006.600', 'end': '1010.800', 'text': 'kiss continued to vibrate in the space between'}, {'start': '1008.560', 'end': '1013.560', 'text': 'us.  I came to believe that'}, {'start': '1010.800', 'end': '1015.959', 'text': 'I would finally move forward.  I thought it was going to be'}, {'start': '1013.560', 'end': '1019.160', 'text': 'my turn.  I considered allowing him to'}, {'start': '1015.959', 'end': '1021.560', 'text': 'do so.  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My presence in'}, {'start': '1045.199', 'end': '1051.760', 'text': 'this place is not appropriate.  Rejection.  I'}, {'start': '1048.760', 'end': '1054.679', 'text': "shouldn't be waiting for his return.  That's how it"}, {'start': '1051.760', 'end': '1057.559', 'text': 'was.  At night, lying next to my'}, {'start': '1054.679', 'end': '1061.240', 'text': 'husband, I realized something terrifying.'}, {'start': '1057.559', 'end': '1063.720', 'text': 'The guilt was uncomfortable.  The betrayal did not'}, {'start': '1061.240', 'end': '1065.559', 'text': 'cause me torment.  What'}, {'start': '1063.720', 'end': '1068.520', 'text': 'scared me was how easy it had'}, {'start': '1065.559', 'end': '1070.679', 'text': 'become to tell lies.  A smile'}, {'start': '1068.520', 'end': '1073.200', 'text': 'spread across my face as I felt'}, {'start': '1070.679', 'end': '1075.159', 'text': 'my husband hug me from behind.  I maintained a'}, {'start': '1073.200', 'end': '1077.360', 'text': 'calm appearance as I noticed'}, {'start': '1075.159', 'end': '1079.679', 'text': 'his breathing becoming harmonious with'}, {'start': '1077.360', 'end': '1082.280', 'text': 'mine.  I let his arms'}, {'start': '1079.679', 'end': '1085.400', 'text': 'wrap around me as if everything was still the same.'}, {'start': '1082.280', 'end': '1088.159', 'text': 'However, everything had been different.'}, {'start': '1085.400', 'end': '1091.000', 'text': 'My personality had changed'}, {'start': '1088.159', 'end': '1093.640', 'text': 'and there was no turning back.'}, {'start': '1091.000', 'end': '1095.360', 'text': 'Time passed more slowly.'}, {'start': '1093.640', 'end': '1097.080', 'text': 'Maybe my nervousness was'}, {'start': '1095.360', 'end': '1099.760', 'text': 'responsible for making everything seem more'}, {'start': '1097.080', 'end': '1101.679', 'text': 'difficult, denser, as if there was something'}, {'start': '1099.760', 'end': '1104.159', 'text': 'imperceptible in the environment that only I'}, {'start': '1101.679', 'end': '1106.159', 'text': 'could detect.  I tried to stay'}, {'start': '1104.159', 'end': '1108.559', 'text': 'active, filling my schedule with'}, {'start': '1106.159', 'end': '1110.320', 'text': 'irrelevant activities, tidying the'}, {'start': '1108.559', 'end': '1112.200', 'text': "house even when I didn't need to,"}, {'start': '1110.320', 'end': '1114.159', 'text': 'rearranging the'}, {'start': '1112.200', 'end': '1117.360', 'text': 'kitchen compartments just to feel in'}, {'start': '1114.159', 'end': '1119.799', 'text': 'control.  However, everything was'}, {'start': '1117.360', 'end': '1123.120', 'text': 'ineffective.  His presence hovered in my'}, {'start': '1119.799', 'end': '1125.679', 'text': 'mind, the expression in his eyes, the'}, {'start': '1123.120', 'end': '1127.919', 'text': 'sound of his voice, the touch of his'}, {'start': '1125.679', 'end': '1130.360', 'text': 'lips on mine.  On that'}, {'start': '1127.919', 'end': '1132.679', 'text': 'night, he insisted on the importance of'}, {'start': '1130.360', 'end': '1134.720', 'text': 'stopping the situation in time before it'}, {'start': '1132.679', 'end': '1137.000', 'text': 'evolved and became a'}, {'start': '1134.720', 'end': '1139.520', 'text': 'tangible catastrophe instead of just an'}, {'start': '1137.000', 'end': '1141.559', 'text': 'idea.  Every time I tried to push'}, {'start': '1139.520', 'end': '1144.200', 'text': 'the image of him out of my mind, something inside me'}, {'start': '1141.559', 'end': '1147.039', 'text': 'resisted.  I had no intention'}, {'start': '1144.200', 'end': '1149.120', 'text': "of pausing.  I didn't want to lose the"}, {'start': '1147.039', 'end': '1151.840', 'text': 'feeling that just one kiss gave me'}, {'start': '1149.120', 'end': '1153.799', 'text': '.  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TRUE?'}, {'start': '1171.120', 'end': '1175.039', 'text': 'The problem was that the'}, {'start': '1172.799', 'end': '1177.760', 'text': 'feeling of love did not always coincide'}, {'start': '1175.039', 'end': '1180.799', 'text': 'with passion.  My desire'}, {'start': '1177.760', 'end': '1183.000', 'text': 'was Before leaving, my husband kissed me'}, {'start': '1180.799', 'end': '1184.960', 'text': 'on the cheek, without noticing'}, {'start': '1183.000', 'end': '1188.320', 'text': 'my tension or that my attention was'}, {'start': '1184.960', 'end': '1190.600', 'text': 'elsewhere or perhaps on someone else.'}, {'start': '1188.320', 'end': '1193.400', 'text': 'When you least expected it,'}, {'start': '1190.600', 'end': '1196.120', 'text': 'the perfect opportunity presented itself.  While taking out the'}, {'start': '1193.400', 'end': '1198.360', 'text': 'trash, I spotted him.  In the garden'}, {'start': '1196.120', 'end': '1200.320', 'text': 'he was wearing a tight T-shirt'}, {'start': '1198.360', 'end': '1202.520', 'text': 'with the sleeves rolled up to his'}, {'start': '1200.320', 'end': '1205.120', 'text': 'elbows, revealing the'}, {'start': '1202.520', 'end': '1207.280', 'text': 'tanned skin of his forearms.  I decided'}, {'start': '1205.120', 'end': '1209.240', 'text': 'to pause just before forcing myself'}, {'start': '1207.280', 'end': '1212.159', 'text': 'to continue moving forward as if I'}, {'start': '1209.240', 'end': '1214.440', 'text': "hadn't noticed.  However, he"}, {'start': '1212.159', 'end': '1217.039', 'text': 'noticed my presence.  I was'}, {'start': '1214.440', 'end': '1218.960', 'text': 'aware that he was looking at me.  I was'}, {'start': '1217.039', 'end': '1221.520', 'text': 'aware that he had expectations'}, {'start': '1218.960', 'end': '1223.600', 'text': 'of me.  An intense'}, {'start': '1221.520', 'end': '1225.360', 'text': 'wave of adrenaline coursed through me, a'}, {'start': '1223.600', 'end': '1227.960', 'text': 'risky fusion of fear and longing that'}, {'start': '1225.360', 'end': '1230.760', 'text': 'had become my normal routine.'}, {'start': '1227.960', 'end': '1234.159', 'text': "What he did took my breath away.  It's the"}, {'start': '1230.760', 'end': '1235.960', 'text': "next one.  I couldn't move my legs."}, {'start': '1234.159', 'end': '1238.240', 'text': 'As I watched him stop a'}, {'start': '1235.960', 'end': '1240.600', 'text': 'few feet away, my heart'}, {'start': '1238.240', 'end': '1242.559', 'text': 'pounded inside my chest,'}, {'start': '1240.600', 'end': '1245.000', 'text': 'displaying that look that only he knew how to'}, {'start': '1242.559', 'end': '1247.480', 'text': 'convey, a mix of amusement and'}, {'start': '1245.000', 'end': '1249.799', 'text': 'defiance.  He offered to help with the'}, {'start': '1247.480', 'end': '1252.880', 'text': 'garbage bag, asking if I needed'}, {'start': '1249.799', 'end': '1256.039', 'text': 'help with that.  I shook my head in'}, {'start': '1252.880', 'end': '1258.120', 'text': 'denial.  I feel fine.'}, {'start': '1256.039', 'end': '1260.960', 'text': 'My voice was perceived as very faint,'}, {'start': '1258.120', 'end': '1264.559', 'text': 'too delicate.  There was no insistence'}, {'start': '1260.960', 'end': '1267.000', 'text': 'on his part.  However, it did not'}, {'start': '1264.559', 'end': '1269.520', 'text': 'move at all.  The weight of'}, {'start': '1267.000', 'end': '1271.840', 'text': 'silence increased and something'}, {'start': '1269.520', 'end': '1274.200', 'text': 'unexpected happened.  The touch of his hand on my'}, {'start': '1271.840', 'end': '1277.200', 'text': 'arm was light, barely a'}, {'start': '1274.200', 'end': '1279.559', 'text': 'minimal contact.  However, it was enough to cause'}, {'start': '1277.200', 'end': '1282.080', 'text': "the fire.  I'm not sure who"}, {'start': '1279.559', 'end': '1284.559', 'text': 'moved first, me or'}, {'start': '1282.080', 'end': '1287.480', 'text': 'him.  I am only certain'}, {'start': '1284.559', 'end': '1289.799', 'text': 'that we suddenly find ourselves very close together,'}, {'start': '1287.480', 'end': '1291.799', 'text': 'inhaling the same oxygen with the entire'}, {'start': '1289.799', 'end': '1295.279', 'text': 'universe concentrated on this precise'}, {'start': '1291.799', 'end': '1297.559', 'text': 'moment.  Without hesitation, I kissed him again.'}, {'start': '1295.279', 'end': '1299.840', 'text': 'The experience of the second kiss turned out to'}, {'start': '1297.559', 'end': '1300.720', 'text': 'be different from the first.'}, {'start': '1299.840', 'end': '1303.799', 'text': 'More'}, {'start': '1300.720', 'end': '1306.640', 'text': 'desperate, more essential, even'}, {'start': '1303.799', 'end': '1309.080', 'text': 'more authentic.  I gripped his shirt with my'}, {'start': '1306.640', 'end': '1311.679', 'text': 'fingers, noticing the solidity of his figure'}, {'start': '1309.080', 'end': '1314.080', 'text': 'beneath the fabric.  The touch of his hands'}, {'start': '1311.679', 'end': '1316.159', 'text': 'on my back made me shudder, demonstrating'}, {'start': '1314.080', 'end': '1318.480', 'text': 'a mastery he seemed to know'}, {'start': '1316.159', 'end': '1321.039', 'text': 'perfectly.  The sound of a door'}, {'start': '1318.480', 'end': '1323.520', 'text': 'opening in the distance forced us to move'}, {'start': '1321.039', 'end': '1326.200', 'text': 'quickly away.  He had difficulty'}, {'start': '1323.520', 'end': '1329.080', 'text': 'breathing.  I felt an intense heat on my'}, {'start': '1326.200', 'end': '1331.360', 'text': 'skin.  Before stepping back, he held my'}, {'start': '1329.080', 'end': '1332.880', 'text': 'gaze for a moment, leaving me'}, {'start': '1331.360', 'end': '1335.760', 'text': 'alone with guilt and longing,'}, {'start': '1332.880', 'end': '1337.919', 'text': 'tangled in an inescapable tangle.'}, {'start': '1335.760', 'end': '1340.480', 'text': 'That night I settled into bed without'}, {'start': '1337.919', 'end': '1343.080', 'text': 'thinking about anything.  He was aware that he'}, {'start': '1340.480', 'end': '1345.480', 'text': 'had gone beyond what was necessary.'}, {'start': '1343.080', 'end': '1347.240', 'text': 'However, her mind was only occupied with'}, {'start': '1345.480', 'end': '1350.559', 'text': 'the moment when she would find him'}, {'start': '1347.240', 'end': '1353.520', 'text': "again.  I had a bad night's sleep."}, {'start': '1350.559', 'end': '1355.720', 'text': 'Maybe I spent the night awake.  In my room,'}, {'start': '1353.520', 'end': '1357.520', 'text': 'the night shadows spread,'}, {'start': '1355.720', 'end': '1359.320', 'text': 'enveloping my thoughts in a'}, {'start': '1357.520', 'end': '1362.000', 'text': 'tangle of uncertainties and'}, {'start': '1359.320', 'end': '1364.720', 'text': 'unbridled longings.  As he rested'}, {'start': '1362.000', 'end': '1366.600', 'text': 'beside me, my husband slept peacefully, his'}, {'start': '1364.720', 'end': '1368.480', 'text': 'breathing steady, giving the'}, {'start': '1366.600', 'end': '1371.919', 'text': 'impression that everything around him was'}, {'start': '1368.480', 'end': '1374.559', 'text': 'firm, secure, and unchanging.  However,'}, {'start': '1371.919', 'end': '1376.840', 'text': 'mine was not like that.  Every time my eyes'}, {'start': '1374.559', 'end': '1378.440', 'text': 'closed, I felt the'}, {'start': '1376.840', 'end': '1381.080', 'text': 'pressure of the last kiss that still'}, {'start': '1378.440', 'end': '1382.919', 'text': 'lingered on my lips.  The'}, {'start': '1381.080', 'end': '1385.159', 'text': 'way our breaths'}, {'start': '1382.919', 'end': '1387.000', 'text': 'fused in the darkness, the way my skin'}, {'start': '1385.159', 'end': '1389.640', 'text': 'reacted to his touch as if I had'}, {'start': '1387.000', 'end': '1392.360', 'text': "longed for that moment forever.  It wasn't"}, {'start': '1389.640', 'end': '1395.279', 'text': 'my place to feel that way.'}, {'start': '1392.360', 'end': '1397.400', 'text': 'However, he carried it out.  The'}, {'start': '1395.279', 'end': '1399.640', 'text': 'worst part was not the'}, {'start': '1397.400', 'end': '1402.400', 'text': 'responsibility.  The most discouraging thing was'}, {'start': '1399.640', 'end': '1404.559', 'text': 'knowing that it would happen again.  The'}, {'start': '1402.400', 'end': '1406.880', 'text': 'next day, the routine seemed'}, {'start': '1404.559', 'end': '1409.120', 'text': 'excessively common.  While'}, {'start': '1406.880', 'end': '1411.400', 'text': 'eating breakfast, I listened to'}, {'start': '1409.120', 'end': '1413.240', 'text': "my husband's scattered comments and felt the gentle"}, {'start': '1411.400', 'end': '1415.640', 'text': 'morning breeze coming in through the'}, {'start': '1413.240', 'end': '1417.919', 'text': 'kitchen window.  The routine'}, {'start': '1415.640', 'end': '1421.120', 'text': 'continued unabated, as if'}, {'start': '1417.919', 'end': '1423.760', 'text': 'everything had remained the same.  There was certainly'}, {'start': '1421.120', 'end': '1426.640', 'text': "a change.  It wasn't"}, {'start': '1423.760', 'end': '1428.760', 'text': 'just the weight of their actions.'}, {'start': '1426.640', 'end': '1433.039', 'text': 'Impatience gripped him at what'}, {'start': '1428.760', 'end': '1435.919', 'text': 'was to come.  It increases it.'}, {'start': '1433.039', 'end': '1438.840', 'text': 'According to him, the occasion arose'}, {'start': '1435.919', 'end': '1441.039', 'text': 'due to a trivial excuse.  At'}, {'start': '1438.840', 'end': '1443.559', 'text': 'lunchtime, I ran into him at the'}, {'start': '1441.039', 'end': '1445.799', 'text': 'door of the building.  While my husband was'}, {'start': '1443.559', 'end': '1448.120', 'text': 'at work, the'}, {'start': '1445.799', 'end': '1450.039', 'text': 'neighborhood remained quiet, imbued'}, {'start': '1448.120', 'end': '1452.600', 'text': 'with a mysterious energy that only'}, {'start': '1450.039', 'end': '1454.400', 'text': 'we were able to feel.  I'}, {'start': '1452.600', 'end': '1456.640', 'text': 'approached him with a flimsy excuse'}, {'start': '1454.400', 'end': '1458.159', 'text': ', mentioning that I needed a'}, {'start': '1456.640', 'end': '1461.600', 'text': 'tool for a'}, {'start': '1458.159', 'end': '1464.120', 'text': 'home repair.  It turned out not to be true.  We'}, {'start': '1461.600', 'end': '1466.640', 'text': 'were both aware of that.  He'}, {'start': '1464.120', 'end': '1468.559', 'text': 'looked at me carefully with a slowness'}, {'start': '1466.640', 'end': '1471.120', 'text': 'that made me feel completely'}, {'start': '1468.559', 'end': '1473.440', 'text': 'exposed.  I clearly observed every'}, {'start': '1471.120', 'end': '1476.120', 'text': 'deception, every uncertainty that he tried to'}, {'start': '1473.440', 'end': '1478.440', 'text': 'keep secret.  Ben stated without'}, {'start': '1476.120', 'end': '1481.720', 'text': 'taking his eyes off me that he has it in'}, {'start': '1478.440', 'end': '1483.679', 'text': 'him.  I felt a tightness in my chest.   It'}, {'start': '1481.720', 'end': '1486.320', 'text': 'was not out of fear, but because I was'}, {'start': '1483.679', 'end': '1489.000', 'text': 'expecting it.  I wished for what was about to'}, {'start': '1486.320', 'end': '1491.520', 'text': 'happen.  Without hesitation, I chased him into'}, {'start': '1489.000', 'end': '1493.520', 'text': 'his residence.  When the'}, {'start': '1491.520', 'end': '1495.799', 'text': 'door closed behind me,'}, {'start': '1493.520', 'end': '1498.600', 'text': 'I realized there was no turning'}, {'start': '1495.799', 'end': '1501.399', 'text': 'back.  There was no hurry, no'}, {'start': '1498.600', 'end': '1503.640', 'text': 'superfluous terms were used.  There'}, {'start': '1501.399', 'end': '1505.840', 'text': 'was only the tension in the air, the'}, {'start': '1503.640', 'end': '1507.679', 'text': 'whisper of our exhalations, the'}, {'start': '1505.840', 'end': '1510.320', 'text': 'conviction that we were about to'}, {'start': '1507.679', 'end': '1512.200', 'text': 'collapse completely.  He approached'}, {'start': '1510.320', 'end': '1514.600', 'text': 'calmly, as if offering me the'}, {'start': '1512.200', 'end': '1517.279', 'text': 'opportunity to interrupt him.'}, {'start': '1514.600', 'end': '1519.080', 'text': "However, it wasn't me who stopped him.  My"}, {'start': '1517.279', 'end': '1521.399', 'text': 'back hit the wall and his'}, {'start': '1519.080', 'end': '1523.360', 'text': 'figure aligned with mine, leaving me'}, {'start': '1521.399', 'end': '1525.760', 'text': 'trapped between his warmth and the conviction'}, {'start': '1523.360', 'end': '1528.120', 'text': 'of what is beyond the limits.  With'}, {'start': '1525.760', 'end': '1530.480', 'text': 'agonizing patience, his lips'}, {'start': '1528.120', 'end': '1533.000', 'text': 'caressed mine, as if trying to'}, {'start': '1530.480', 'end': '1534.640', 'text': 'immortalize every moment in my being.'}, {'start': '1533.000', 'end': '1536.840', 'text': 'When his lips finally'}, {'start': '1534.640', 'end': '1539.360', 'text': 'met mine, everything changed'}, {'start': '1536.840', 'end': '1541.840', 'text': 'completely.  It was more than'}, {'start': '1539.360', 'end': '1544.399', 'text': 'just an attraction.  The situation'}, {'start': '1541.840', 'end': '1546.600', 'text': 'required it.  My hands gripped his'}, {'start': '1544.399', 'end': '1549.520', 'text': 'neck, feeling the solidity of his'}, {'start': '1546.600', 'end': '1551.399', 'text': 'muscles beneath my fingers.'}, {'start': '1549.520', 'end': '1554.159', 'text': 'Her mouth insistently demanded what we'}, {'start': '1551.399', 'end': '1556.520', 'text': "both knew we couldn't avoid.  His"}, {'start': '1554.159', 'end': '1558.559', 'text': 'skin burned on contact with mine.  His'}, {'start': '1556.520', 'end': '1561.320', 'text': 'hands ventured out with the confidence of'}, {'start': '1558.559', 'end': '1564.080', 'text': "someone who is not afraid of being pushed aside.  I didn't have my"}, {'start': '1561.320', 'end': '1566.480', 'text': "husband in mind.  The risk didn't cross"}, {'start': '1564.080', 'end': '1569.120', 'text': 'my mind, only in the flame that'}, {'start': '1566.480', 'end': '1571.520', 'text': 'devoured us.  As I separated from him, my'}, {'start': '1569.120', 'end': '1573.360', 'text': 'legs kept shaking.  The'}, {'start': '1571.520', 'end': '1576.000', 'text': 'atmosphere was saturated with the'}, {'start': '1573.360', 'end': '1578.399', 'text': 'consequences of our actions.  His'}, {'start': '1576.000', 'end': '1580.960', 'text': 'gaze was silent, as if he grasped my'}, {'start': '1578.399', 'end': '1583.840', 'text': 'thoughts at that moment.  I had'}, {'start': '1580.960', 'end': '1587.720', 'text': 'explored every corner.  had lost'}, {'start': '1583.840', 'end': '1589.720', 'text': 'absolutely everything.  However, instead'}, {'start': '1587.720', 'end': '1592.440', 'text': 'of experiencing fear, he wanted to'}, {'start': '1589.720', 'end': '1595.200', 'text': 'try again.  The return home'}, {'start': '1592.440', 'end': '1597.320', 'text': 'seemed like something out of a dream.  Every time I'}, {'start': '1595.200', 'end': '1599.360', 'text': 'moved forward, it felt like'}, {'start': '1597.320', 'end': '1601.279', 'text': 'I was gliding smoothly over'}, {'start': '1599.360', 'end': '1603.240', 'text': 'the ground, as if my being were'}, {'start': '1601.279', 'end': '1605.760', 'text': 'still imprisoned in a'}, {'start': '1603.240', 'end': '1608.039', 'text': 'foreign shell.  A feeling of oppression'}, {'start': '1605.760', 'end': '1610.159', 'text': 'filled the air, charged with an'}, {'start': '1608.039', 'end': '1612.640', 'text': 'indescribable presence that resonated in'}, {'start': '1610.159', 'end': '1615.440', 'text': 'every part of my being.  My hands'}, {'start': '1612.640', 'end': '1618.159', 'text': "wouldn't stop shaking.  I wasn't sure if I"}, {'start': '1615.440', 'end': '1620.520', 'text': 'was responsible.  What a thrill, the'}, {'start': '1618.159', 'end': '1622.760', 'text': "adrenaline.  Whether it's the sound of his voice"}, {'start': '1620.520', 'end': '1624.559', 'text': 'contrasting with mine, his caresses'}, {'start': '1622.760', 'end': '1626.840', 'text': 'exploring my skin as if he had'}, {'start': '1624.559', 'end': '1629.440', 'text': 'completely mastered me, transcending'}, {'start': '1626.840', 'end': '1632.080', 'text': 'physical appearance and time.  This'}, {'start': '1629.440', 'end': '1634.600', 'text': "shouldn't have happened.  It was a mistake to go"}, {'start': '1632.080', 'end': '1637.279', 'text': 'through that entrance.'}, {'start': '1634.600', 'end': '1639.679', 'text': 'However, I carried it out.  I would even'}, {'start': '1637.279', 'end': '1642.480', 'text': 'consider repeating the action despite'}, {'start': '1639.679', 'end': '1644.480', 'text': 'being the worst part of the situation.  Upon'}, {'start': '1642.480', 'end': '1647.039', 'text': 'returning home, routine'}, {'start': '1644.480', 'end': '1650.000', 'text': 'greeted me fully.  Everything was in'}, {'start': '1647.039', 'end': '1652.240', 'text': 'its place.  The pictures on the mantelpiece,'}, {'start': '1650.000', 'end': '1654.240', 'text': 'the cups placed on the table, the'}, {'start': '1652.240', 'end': '1656.840', 'text': 'sunlight streaming through the window with a'}, {'start': '1654.240', 'end': '1659.960', 'text': 'purity that seemed merciless.  Everything'}, {'start': '1656.840', 'end': '1662.279', 'text': 'remained the same, no one but me.  My'}, {'start': '1659.960', 'end': '1663.919', 'text': 'husband had not yet returned from'}, {'start': '1662.279', 'end': '1666.000', 'text': 'work.   He'}, {'start': '1663.919', 'end': '1668.200', 'text': 'had a considerable amount of time available'}, {'start': '1666.000', 'end': '1670.320', 'text': '.  I had the opportunity to'}, {'start': '1668.200', 'end': '1672.000', 'text': 'take a shower, wash away any'}, {'start': '1670.320', 'end': '1674.039', 'text': 'trace of my past actions, and'}, {'start': '1672.000', 'end': '1676.320', 'text': 'pretend I was still the same'}, {'start': '1674.039', 'end': '1678.720', 'text': 'person I had always been.  Looking at my'}, {'start': '1676.320', 'end': '1681.000', 'text': 'reflection in the mirror, I realized there'}, {'start': '1678.720', 'end': '1683.399', 'text': 'was no way.  Her cheeks were'}, {'start': '1681.000', 'end': '1685.320', 'text': 'flushed, her lips swollen from'}, {'start': '1683.399', 'end': '1687.159', 'text': 'multiple kisses, and her skin still'}, {'start': '1685.320', 'end': '1689.840', 'text': 'receptive to the touch of the hands that had'}, {'start': '1687.159', 'end': '1692.679', 'text': 'caressed her.  It would be possible for'}, {'start': '1689.840', 'end': '1695.120', 'text': 'me to take a shower.  However, it is not what'}, {'start': '1692.679', 'end': '1696.880', 'text': 'I long for.  Time passed'}, {'start': '1695.120', 'end': '1699.279', 'text': 'quickly with a succession of'}, {'start': '1696.880', 'end': '1701.399', 'text': 'automatic movements.  I chopped the'}, {'start': '1699.279', 'end': '1703.600', 'text': 'vegetables for lunch without'}, {'start': '1701.399', 'end': '1706.360', 'text': 'thinking.  I received a message on my'}, {'start': '1703.600', 'end': '1708.480', 'text': "cell phone and I didn't process it.  I took a seat in"}, {'start': '1706.360', 'end': '1710.960', 'text': 'the living room with the television on, watching'}, {'start': '1708.480', 'end': '1713.159', 'text': "a show I wasn't paying attention to."}, {'start': '1710.960', 'end': '1715.760', 'text': 'Everything he did turned out to be a'}, {'start': '1713.159', 'end': '1719.240', 'text': 'facade.  My thoughts were'}, {'start': '1715.760', 'end': '1722.399', 'text': 'elsewhere, in a different body, under'}, {'start': '1719.240', 'end': '1725.039', 'text': 'another appearance.  Upon returning home, my'}, {'start': '1722.399', 'end': '1727.480', 'text': 'husband continued with his usual routine.'}, {'start': '1725.039', 'end': '1729.640', 'text': 'I received a kiss on the cheek, he placed his'}, {'start': '1727.480', 'end': '1732.080', 'text': 'keys on the table and asked me'}, {'start': '1729.640', 'end': '1734.799', 'text': 'how my day had gone.'}, {'start': '1732.080', 'end': '1737.000', 'text': 'I answered with a broad smile.'}, {'start': '1734.799', 'end': '1739.519', 'text': 'However, something inside me'}, {'start': '1737.000', 'end': '1741.720', 'text': 'fractured.  When he put his arms'}, {'start': '1739.519', 'end': '1744.399', 'text': 'around my waist, I noticed the disparity at'}, {'start': '1741.720', 'end': '1747.360', 'text': 'that moment.  His style was recognizable,'}, {'start': '1744.399', 'end': '1750.080', 'text': 'predictable and warm.  His'}, {'start': '1747.360', 'end': '1752.519', 'text': 'had been a flame.  I hurried to'}, {'start': '1750.080', 'end': '1754.720', 'text': 'close my eyes, longing to recover'}, {'start': '1752.519', 'end': '1757.080', 'text': 'what had vanished, that'}, {'start': '1754.720', 'end': '1759.480', 'text': 'firm, trustworthy love that in the past'}, {'start': '1757.080', 'end': '1762.720', 'text': 'represented everything in my life.'}, {'start': '1759.480', 'end': '1765.840', 'text': 'However, the reality was simple.   It'}, {'start': '1762.720', 'end': '1768.440', 'text': "wasn't anymore.  In the following days"}, {'start': '1765.840', 'end': '1770.760', 'text': 'an internal battle broke out.  Every time'}, {'start': '1768.440', 'end': '1772.720', 'text': 'I met my husband, I was overcome with'}, {'start': '1770.760', 'end': '1775.440', 'text': 'the feeling of being wrapped in a'}, {'start': '1772.720', 'end': '1777.880', 'text': 'falsehood that surpassed my own person.'}, {'start': '1775.440', 'end': '1780.880', 'text': 'Every time I saw him, my body relived'}, {'start': '1777.880', 'end': '1784.279', 'text': 'those memories.  I felt an intense heat'}, {'start': '1780.880', 'end': '1786.279', 'text': 'on my skin.  My mouth felt dry.  Every'}, {'start': '1784.279', 'end': '1788.519', 'text': 'casual conversation, every meeting of'}, {'start': '1786.279', 'end': '1790.519', 'text': 'glances represented a'}, {'start': '1788.519', 'end': '1793.039', 'text': 'risky challenge that neither of them was'}, {'start': '1790.519', 'end': '1796.440', 'text': 'willing to interrupt.  I was aware'}, {'start': '1793.039', 'end': '1799.360', 'text': 'of it.  I was aware.  The fall of'}, {'start': '1796.440', 'end': '1801.559', 'text': 'everything was only a matter of time.  One'}, {'start': '1799.360', 'end': '1804.000', 'text': 'ordinary day, an opportunity'}, {'start': '1801.559', 'end': '1806.760', 'text': 'suddenly presented itself at an'}, {'start': '1804.000', 'end': '1809.080', 'text': 'unexpected moment.  My husband had left at'}, {'start': '1806.760', 'end': '1810.760', 'text': 'dawn.  I was in the kitchen when'}, {'start': '1809.080', 'end': '1813.159', 'text': 'I noticed the patio door'}, {'start': '1810.760', 'end': '1815.399', 'text': 'open.  Before my mind could'}, {'start': '1813.159', 'end': '1818.720', 'text': 'process it, my body had already'}, {'start': '1815.399', 'end': '1820.840', 'text': 'responded.  I knew his identity.  It was not'}, {'start': '1818.720', 'end': '1823.320', 'text': 'necessary to observe it to perceive its'}, {'start': '1820.840', 'end': '1825.679', 'text': 'existence filling the room.'}, {'start': '1823.320', 'end': '1827.799', 'text': 'I stood still, hands still'}, {'start': '1825.679', 'end': '1831.360', 'text': 'on the counter, holding my'}, {'start': '1827.799', 'end': '1833.640', 'text': "breath.  He didn't say a word.  It was not"}, {'start': '1831.360', 'end': '1835.440', 'text': 'necessary.  Then I experienced the'}, {'start': '1833.640', 'end': '1837.880', 'text': 'touch of his hand on mine,'}, {'start': '1835.440', 'end': '1840.880', 'text': 'moving slowly and causing me to'}, {'start': '1837.880', 'end': '1843.559', 'text': 'feel crazy.  I turned around, unable to'}, {'start': '1840.880', 'end': '1845.480', 'text': 'contain myself.  He remained in that place'}, {'start': '1843.559', 'end': '1849.519', 'text': 'observing me with the same passion as'}, {'start': '1845.480', 'end': '1852.720', 'text': 'always.  Finally, I decided to give up.'}, {'start': '1849.519', 'end': '1855.440', 'text': 'I am speechless.  There is no room for'}, {'start': '1852.720', 'end': '1857.720', 'text': 'justifications.  Out of control.  At'}, {'start': '1855.440', 'end': '1860.320', 'text': 'some point in my existence, everything'}, {'start': '1857.720', 'end': '1862.039', 'text': 'became precariously balanced.  The'}, {'start': '1860.320', 'end': '1864.320', 'text': 'days passed on a delicate'}, {'start': '1862.039', 'end': '1866.440', 'text': 'balance between truth and falsehood,'}, {'start': '1864.320', 'end': '1869.120', 'text': 'between my partner and him, between what was right'}, {'start': '1866.440', 'end': '1871.880', 'text': 'and what was true.  At first I thought I'}, {'start': '1869.120', 'end': '1873.720', 'text': 'would be able to control it.  How could I'}, {'start': '1871.880', 'end': '1875.639', 'text': 'differentiate between what I experienced'}, {'start': '1873.720', 'end': '1878.159', 'text': 'when I was with him and the life I built'}, {'start': '1875.639', 'end': '1880.240', 'text': 'with my husband?  As'}, {'start': '1878.159', 'end': '1882.600', 'text': 'each day passed, the borders became'}, {'start': '1880.240', 'end': '1884.880', 'text': 'even more blurred.  Every time'}, {'start': '1882.600', 'end': '1886.799', 'text': 'I shared a bed with my husband, I noticed'}, {'start': '1884.880', 'end': '1889.320', 'text': 'that his physical presence seemed to'}, {'start': '1886.799', 'end': '1891.080', 'text': 'recede.  Every time he looked at me, he'}, {'start': '1889.320', 'end': '1893.320', 'text': 'seemed to sense the crack in my'}, {'start': '1891.080', 'end': '1896.080', 'text': 'heart, the hole someone else had'}, {'start': '1893.320', 'end': '1898.720', 'text': 'filled.  Every time I encountered it, my'}, {'start': '1896.080', 'end': '1900.919', 'text': 'body responded before my mind.'}, {'start': '1898.720', 'end': '1903.159', 'text': "He didn't care whether it was right or"}, {'start': '1900.919', 'end': '1905.880', 'text': 'wrong.  I only had in mind the'}, {'start': '1903.159', 'end': '1907.960', 'text': 'moment when the occasion would be repeated.'}, {'start': '1905.880', 'end': '1910.399', 'text': 'On an ordinary afternoon, the'}, {'start': '1907.960', 'end': '1913.559', 'text': 'threat materialized.  While I'}, {'start': '1910.399', 'end': '1915.840', 'text': 'was preparing dinner, chopping vegetables'}, {'start': '1913.559', 'end': '1918.159', 'text': 'in the kitchen, I heard the sound of the'}, {'start': '1915.840', 'end': '1920.760', 'text': 'door opening.  The person in'}, {'start': '1918.159', 'end': '1923.080', 'text': 'question was not my spouse.  Before'}, {'start': '1920.760', 'end': '1925.639', 'text': 'I turned around, I was already aware of'}, {'start': '1923.080', 'end': '1928.399', 'text': 'it.  I realized it was'}, {'start': '1925.639', 'end': '1930.320', 'text': 'him.  Suddenly, the atmosphere in the'}, {'start': '1928.399', 'end': '1932.639', 'text': 'room underwent a'}, {'start': '1930.320', 'end': '1935.240', 'text': 'noticeable change.  Before I could utter a'}, {'start': '1932.639', 'end': '1937.600', 'text': 'single word, my body stiffened and'}, {'start': '1935.240', 'end': '1940.399', 'text': 'my skin prickled.  I did not perceive its'}, {'start': '1937.600', 'end': '1942.880', 'text': 'approach audibly, however, I'}, {'start': '1940.399', 'end': '1945.679', 'text': 'detected it.  With his breath on my'}, {'start': '1942.880', 'end': '1948.480', 'text': 'neck and his closeness behind me.'}, {'start': '1945.679', 'end': '1952.039', 'text': 'I remained motionless.  It was impossible for'}, {'start': '1948.480', 'end': '1954.519', 'text': "me.  It didn't happen to me either.  However,"}, {'start': '1952.039', 'end': '1957.120', 'text': 'when I heard his voice, I felt it penetrate'}, {'start': '1954.519', 'end': '1959.519', 'text': 'deep within me.  You must make'}, {'start': '1957.120', 'end': '1962.080', 'text': 'a decision.  I decided to close my'}, {'start': '1959.519', 'end': '1964.760', 'text': 'eyelids.  I was aware that I'}, {'start': '1962.080', 'end': '1967.399', 'text': 'was right.  We had made'}, {'start': '1964.760', 'end': '1970.159', 'text': 'a lot of progress.  It stopped being simply a'}, {'start': '1967.399', 'end': '1972.960', 'text': 'succession of secret meetings.  It was no longer'}, {'start': '1970.159', 'end': '1975.720', 'text': 'just a wish, it'}, {'start': '1972.960', 'end': '1978.679', 'text': 'was something additional, something we'}, {'start': '1975.720', 'end': '1980.960', 'text': 'could no longer ignore.'}, {'start': '1978.679', 'end': '1983.679', 'text': 'However, the choice was not'}, {'start': '1980.960', 'end': '1985.559', 'text': "so simple.  It wasn't just a matter"}, {'start': '1983.679', 'end': '1988.200', 'text': 'of making a decision between him and my'}, {'start': '1985.559', 'end': '1990.760', 'text': 'husband.  I had to decide between two'}, {'start': '1988.200', 'end': '1994.279', 'text': 'representations of my being.  a'}, {'start': '1990.760', 'end': '1996.799', 'text': 'stable, loyal and trustworthy woman.  Also, the'}, {'start': '1994.279', 'end': '1999.200', 'text': 'lady he had brought out of her dream,'}, {'start': '1996.799', 'end': '2001.399', 'text': 'what was her true identity?'}, {'start': '1999.200', 'end': '2003.559', 'text': 'That night, dinner with my husband'}, {'start': '2001.399', 'end': '2006.240', 'text': 'seemed like something out of a'}, {'start': '2003.559', 'end': '2008.159', 'text': 'play.  He maintained his usual serenity'}, {'start': '2006.240', 'end': '2011.080', 'text': 'when speaking, without noticing my'}, {'start': '2008.159', 'end': '2013.519', 'text': 'disconnection.  I answered at the'}, {'start': '2011.080', 'end': '2016.120', 'text': 'right time.  I showed a smile'}, {'start': '2013.519', 'end': '2018.519', 'text': 'when necessary.'}, {'start': '2016.120', 'end': '2021.480', 'text': 'However, inside me the storm was'}, {'start': '2018.519', 'end': '2023.440', 'text': 'growing stronger.  Every time he spoke he'}, {'start': '2021.480', 'end': '2025.880', 'text': 'made me aware of the importance of'}, {'start': '2023.440', 'end': '2028.279', 'text': 'the situation.  Every time he grabbed my'}, {'start': '2025.880', 'end': '2030.799', 'text': 'hand he made me see how easy it would be to'}, {'start': '2028.279', 'end': '2032.840', 'text': 'continue the charade.  Every time their'}, {'start': '2030.799', 'end': '2035.000', 'text': 'eyelids met, a'}, {'start': '2032.840', 'end': '2037.639', 'text': 'different male face appeared before'}, {'start': '2035.000', 'end': '2040.080', 'text': 'her, someone waiting at the other'}, {'start': '2037.639', 'end': '2042.559', 'text': 'end of falsehood.  He was aware'}, {'start': '2040.080', 'end': '2044.399', 'text': 'that time was running out.'}, {'start': '2042.559', 'end': '2046.200', 'text': 'I was aware of the need to'}, {'start': '2044.399', 'end': '2049.200', 'text': 'decide before the situation'}, {'start': '2046.200', 'end': '2052.240', 'text': 'forced me to do so.  However,'}, {'start': '2049.200', 'end': '2055.000', 'text': 'deep down, he was aware of the reality.  I'}, {'start': '2052.240', 'end': '2057.040', 'text': 'had no intention of making a decision.   I did'}, {'start': '2055.000', 'end': '2059.760', 'text': "n't want to be separated from either of"}, {'start': '2057.040', 'end': '2062.240', 'text': 'them.  I wanted to continue moving forward on the'}, {'start': '2059.760', 'end': '2064.800', 'text': 'tightrope, experiencing the excitement'}, {'start': '2062.240', 'end': '2067.240', 'text': 'of being on the edge of the precipice.'}, {'start': '2064.800', 'end': '2070.119', 'text': 'However, it is impossible to remain on'}, {'start': '2067.240', 'end': '2072.760', 'text': 'the edge forever.  And the descent was'}, {'start': '2070.119', 'end': '2074.599', 'text': 'getting closer and closer.  I am not'}, {'start': '2072.760', 'end': '2076.599', 'text': 'sure when I acquired that'}, {'start': '2074.599', 'end': '2078.480', 'text': 'knowledge.  Maybe it happened when I'}, {'start': '2076.599', 'end': '2080.800', 'text': 'woke up that morning and felt the'}, {'start': '2078.480', 'end': '2083.119', 'text': 'cold feeling in the bed, despite'}, {'start': '2080.800', 'end': '2084.919', 'text': 'having my husband sleeping next to me.'}, {'start': '2083.119', 'end': '2087.000', 'text': 'Maybe it was the way the'}, {'start': '2084.919', 'end': '2088.879', 'text': "sun's rays streamed through the window,"}, {'start': '2087.000', 'end': '2090.800', 'text': 'illuminating my face as if trying to'}, {'start': '2088.879', 'end': '2093.639', 'text': "uncover something I'd rather keep"}, {'start': '2090.800', 'end': '2095.679', 'text': 'hidden.  For a long time I was'}, {'start': '2093.639', 'end': '2096.760', 'text': 'pretending that it was possible to inhabit two'}, {'start': '2095.679', 'end': '2098.800', 'text': 'realities'}, {'start': '2096.760', 'end': '2100.960', 'text': 'simultaneously, how to achieve being the'}, {'start': '2098.800', 'end': '2102.839', 'text': 'ideal wife and the passionate woman without the'}, {'start': '2100.960', 'end': '2105.320', 'text': 'two facets of my personality'}, {'start': '2102.839', 'end': '2107.800', 'text': 'coming into conflict, time'}, {'start': '2105.320', 'end': '2111.040', 'text': 'had run out.  Everything was about to'}, {'start': '2107.800', 'end': '2113.520', 'text': 'fall apart.  When I gave the note, I was'}, {'start': '2111.040', 'end': '2115.599', 'text': 'absolutely certain.  A tiny,'}, {'start': '2113.520', 'end': '2118.280', 'text': 'carefully folded piece of paper'}, {'start': '2115.599', 'end': '2121.760', 'text': 'sitting right on the'}, {'start': '2118.280', 'end': '2124.880', 'text': 'entryway mantel.  I identified him right away.'}, {'start': '2121.760', 'end': '2127.320', 'text': 'The calligraphy belonged to him.  As I opened it,'}, {'start': '2124.880', 'end': '2129.119', 'text': 'my hands trembled as if they had already'}, {'start': '2127.320', 'end': '2131.960', 'text': 'sensed the contents I was about to'}, {'start': '2129.119', 'end': '2135.359', 'text': 'discover.  We need to start'}, {'start': '2131.960', 'end': '2137.640', 'text': 'a conversation.  The current situation is'}, {'start': '2135.359', 'end': '2139.960', 'text': 'unsustainable.  The weight of those words'}, {'start': '2137.640', 'end': '2142.560', 'text': 'hit me hard, as if it were a'}, {'start': '2139.960', 'end': '2145.000', 'text': 'very heavy burden.  The truth he had'}, {'start': '2142.560', 'end': '2147.599', 'text': 'been avoiding was undeniable.'}, {'start': '2145.000', 'end': '2150.319', 'text': 'He really forced me to confront the'}, {'start': '2147.599', 'end': '2153.040', 'text': 'truth.  Time passed like a'}, {'start': '2150.319', 'end': '2155.520', 'text': 'foggy dream.  My husband left'}, {'start': '2153.040', 'end': '2157.359', 'text': 'for work, as usual, with'}, {'start': '2155.520', 'end': '2159.440', 'text': 'a quick kiss on the cheek and a'}, {'start': '2157.359', 'end': '2161.800', 'text': "smile that didn't quite light up his"}, {'start': '2159.440', 'end': '2164.160', 'text': 'face.  I stayed in my home'}, {'start': '2161.800', 'end': '2166.720', 'text': 'holding the note, my heart beating'}, {'start': '2164.160', 'end': '2169.560', 'text': 'fast, convinced that that day would be'}, {'start': '2166.720', 'end': '2171.680', 'text': 'when everything would collapse.  However, the'}, {'start': '2169.560', 'end': '2174.160', 'text': 'truly terrifying thing was not'}, {'start': '2171.680', 'end': '2176.319', 'text': 'the fear of being discovered.  The most'}, {'start': '2174.160', 'end': '2178.920', 'text': 'chilling thing was his unwillingness'}, {'start': '2176.319', 'end': '2181.560', 'text': 'to stop it.  I had no intention of'}, {'start': '2178.920', 'end': '2183.240', 'text': 'running the other way.  I had the'}, {'start': '2181.560', 'end': '2185.680', 'text': 'desire to run towards'}, {'start': '2183.240', 'end': '2187.720', 'text': 'him.  When I arrived at his home, the'}, {'start': '2185.680', 'end': '2190.680', 'text': 'silence struck me like a'}, {'start': '2187.720', 'end': '2193.800', 'text': 'warning sign.  He remained in that place'}, {'start': '2190.680', 'end': '2196.160', 'text': "waiting.  When he saw me, he didn't show any"}, {'start': '2193.800', 'end': '2198.520', 'text': 'smile.  He did not try to ease the'}, {'start': '2196.160', 'end': '2200.200', 'text': 'pressure.  He looked at me with the same'}, {'start': '2198.520', 'end': '2202.839', 'text': 'intensity he had shown on'}, {'start': '2200.200', 'end': '2204.760', 'text': 'numerous previous occasions.  He was'}, {'start': '2202.839', 'end': '2207.480', 'text': 'fully aware of the reason for his'}, {'start': '2204.760', 'end': '2210.079', 'text': 'presence there.  I was clear about what I'}, {'start': '2207.480', 'end': '2213.200', 'text': "was going to express.  I wasn't"}, {'start': '2210.079', 'end': '2216.119', 'text': 'ready to hear it.  However, he gave me no'}, {'start': '2213.200', 'end': '2218.680', 'text': 'alternative.  We cannot continue'}, {'start': '2216.119', 'end': '2221.920', 'text': 'like this.  I opened my'}, {'start': '2218.680', 'end': '2223.440', 'text': "lips slightly, but no noise came out.   It's"}, {'start': '2221.920', 'end': '2226.240', 'text': 'not just about the'}, {'start': '2223.440', 'end': '2229.800', 'text': 'danger.  The situation is'}, {'start': '2226.240', 'end': '2232.119', 'text': 'insufficient.  The impact was precise.'}, {'start': '2229.800', 'end': '2234.440', 'text': 'Insufficient.  The absence of desire'}, {'start': '2232.119', 'end': '2236.400', 'text': 'was not the reason, nor was it the lack of a'}, {'start': '2234.440', 'end': '2238.680', 'text': 'deep connection that transcended'}, {'start': '2236.400', 'end': '2240.960', 'text': "logic.  It wasn't just a lack of"}, {'start': '2238.680', 'end': '2243.839', 'text': 'willpower, but also because passion was'}, {'start': '2240.960', 'end': '2246.319', 'text': "n't enough to materialize anything"}, {'start': '2243.839', 'end': '2249.319', 'text': 'concrete.  It was not enough to ruin everything he'}, {'start': '2246.319', 'end': '2251.760', 'text': 'had built.  It was not'}, {'start': '2249.319', 'end': '2254.599', 'text': 'enough for him.  My hands clenched'}, {'start': '2251.760', 'end': '2257.400', 'text': "tightly.  He didn't want to admit he was"}, {'start': '2254.599', 'end': '2261.079', 'text': 'right.  However, he did it'}, {'start': '2257.400', 'end': '2264.599', 'text': 'and that was the worst punishment.  I left his'}, {'start': '2261.079', 'end': '2267.240', 'text': 'home in silence.  Move forward without looking back,'}, {'start': '2264.599', 'end': '2269.240', 'text': 'without asking for an extra moment.'}, {'start': '2267.240', 'end': '2272.200', 'text': 'I was certain that if I made that'}, {'start': '2269.240', 'end': '2274.400', 'text': 'decision I would never leave.  I was'}, {'start': '2272.200', 'end': '2277.079', 'text': 'certain that if I stopped, if I'}, {'start': '2274.400', 'end': '2279.960', 'text': 'touched it again, if I looked at it again, I would'}, {'start': '2277.079', 'end': '2282.599', 'text': 'lose everything.  Not only my'}, {'start': '2279.960', 'end': '2285.359', 'text': 'married life, not only the existence I had'}, {'start': '2282.599', 'end': '2287.880', 'text': 'built.  I would run the risk'}, {'start': '2285.359', 'end': '2290.040', 'text': 'of not recognizing myself.  When I returned'}, {'start': '2287.880', 'end': '2292.599', 'text': 'home, my husband was already'}, {'start': '2290.040', 'end': '2295.760', 'text': 'present.  With the same look as always'}, {'start': '2292.599', 'end': '2299.200', 'text': 'and a serene smile, he looked at me.  I'}, {'start': '2295.760', 'end': '2300.880', 'text': 'had no knowledge whatsoever.  Or maybe yes.'}, {'start': '2299.200', 'end': '2303.280', 'text': 'Perhaps I had perceived the'}, {'start': '2300.880', 'end': '2306.160', 'text': 'transformations, the separation, how'}, {'start': '2303.280', 'end': '2309.079', 'text': 'my eyes no longer reflected his presence.'}, {'start': '2306.160', 'end': '2312.119', 'text': 'However, he asked no questions, he'}, {'start': '2309.079', 'end': '2314.800', 'text': 'uttered no words.  Me too,'}, {'start': '2312.119', 'end': '2317.000', 'text': 'no.  Sometimes the most'}, {'start': '2314.800', 'end': '2319.880', 'text': 'damaging lie is the one that remains'}, {'start': '2317.000', 'end': '2322.400', 'text': 'unspoken in public.  That night, as'}, {'start': '2319.880', 'end': '2325.040', 'text': 'I lay down next to him, I closed my eyes and'}, {'start': '2322.400', 'end': '2326.920', 'text': 'waited.  I waited to experience some'}, {'start': '2325.040', 'end': '2329.599', 'text': 'emotion.'}, {'start': '2326.920', 'end': '2331.920', 'text': 'responsibility, feeling of deep'}, {'start': '2329.599', 'end': '2334.680', 'text': 'melancholy, feeling of regret for'}, {'start': '2331.920', 'end': '2336.720', 'text': 'something that has been done.  However,'}, {'start': '2334.680', 'end': '2339.560', 'text': 'all I experienced was the burden of'}, {'start': '2336.720', 'end': '2342.560', 'text': 'reality overwhelming my heart.  Everything'}, {'start': '2339.560', 'end': '2345.200', 'text': 'was finalized.  Despite everything,'}, {'start': '2342.560', 'end': '2348.920', 'text': 'a flame continued to burn inside me.   It would'}, {'start': '2345.200', 'end': '2348.920', 'text': 'never be the same again.  M.'}]