فَرَح (Short Film)
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[{'start': '15.200', 'end': '19.039', 'text': 'Farah means joy in'}, {'start': '19.080', 'end': '24.199', 'text': "Arabic. It's also my middle name."}, {'start': '24.400', 'end': '30.760', 'text': 'Joy has always felt a little out of'}, {'start': '27.960', 'end': '34.239', 'text': 'reach, beyond my'}, {'start': '30.760', 'end': '34.239', 'text': 'grasp, beyond a'}, {'start': '35.880', 'end': '41.430', 'text': 'veil. Experiencing cancer is to'}, {'start': '38.640', 'end': '42.840', 'text': 'experience a tearing part of the'}, {'start': '41.430', 'end': '45.040', 'text': '[Music]'}, {'start': '42.840', 'end': '48.040', 'text': "self. You're forced to confront"}, {'start': '45.040', 'end': '48.040', 'text': 'everything.'}, {'start': '48.640', 'end': '57.360', 'text': "your wounds, the life you've"}, {'start': '52.840', 'end': '57.360', 'text': 'created, a harsh, relentless'}, {'start': '57.559', 'end': '63.080', 'text': 'mirror. It was always going to take'}, {'start': '59.840', 'end': '65.830', 'text': 'being plunged to the depths to find her'}, {'start': '63.080', 'end': '68.200', 'text': 'again, to find'}, {'start': '65.830', 'end': '73.080', 'text': '[Music]'}, {'start': '68.200', 'end': '73.080', 'text': "joy. I'm stubborn like that."}, {'start': '74.720', 'end': '79.920', 'text': 'Music has been a necessity for much of'}, {'start': '76.960', 'end': '79.920', 'text': 'my life.'}, {'start': '81.200', 'end': '87.520', 'text': 'A life jacket assuring I stay afloat.'}, {'start': '85.040', 'end': '91.720', 'text': 'A friend when there were none.'}, {'start': '87.520', 'end': '91.720', 'text': 'A friend that would not waver.'}, {'start': '91.840', 'end': '97.880', 'text': "Everyone says it. You don't think it'll"}, {'start': '94.880', 'end': '102.240', 'text': 'happen to you until it'}, {'start': '97.880', 'end': '105.360', 'text': 'does. There I was, 26 years old, with a'}, {'start': '102.240', 'end': '107.200', 'text': 'lump on my collarbone.'}, {'start': '105.360', 'end': '110.880', 'text': 'I considered writing letters to all of'}, {'start': '107.200', 'end': '110.880', 'text': 'my loved ones just in'}, {'start': '111.320', 'end': '115.560', 'text': 'case. Hodkins'}, {'start': '113.440', 'end': '117.560', 'text': '[Music]'}, {'start': '115.560', 'end': '121.200', 'text': 'lymphoma. Time'}, {'start': '117.560', 'end': '121.200', 'text': 'freezes. The air gets'}, {'start': '121.479', 'end': '128.440', 'text': 'thin. Surgery,'}, {'start': '124.600', 'end': '130.440', 'text': 'IVF, chemotherapy, and'}, {'start': '128.440', 'end': '134.239', 'text': 'radiotherapy. Measurable'}, {'start': '130.440', 'end': '135.560', 'text': 'pain. Measurable grief.'}, {'start': '134.239', 'end': '137.560', 'text': 'Sleepless'}, {'start': '135.560', 'end': '141.720', 'text': 'nights,'}, {'start': '137.560', 'end': '144.560', 'text': 'panic, an unbearable fire upon my'}, {'start': '141.720', 'end': '147.840', 'text': 'body to the point of begging some higher'}, {'start': '144.560', 'end': '148.950', 'text': 'power to come down. Neither take the'}, {'start': '147.840', 'end': '152.840', 'text': 'pain or take'}, {'start': '148.950', 'end': '157.080', 'text': '[Music]'}, {'start': '152.840', 'end': '159.840', 'text': "me. Treatment ends and I'm cancer"}, {'start': '157.080', 'end': '162.519', 'text': 'free. But I was not free from a sticky'}, {'start': '159.840', 'end': '164.200', 'text': 'residue.'}, {'start': '162.519', 'end': '168.120', 'text': 'trauma,'}, {'start': '164.200', 'end': '171.360', 'text': 'PTSD, hyper vigilance,'}, {'start': '168.120', 'end': '172.760', 'text': "fear. A body I couldn't recognize, a"}, {'start': '171.360', 'end': '176.959', 'text': "body I couldn't"}, {'start': '172.760', 'end': '176.959', 'text': "trust, body that didn't feel like"}, {'start': '177.239', 'end': '182.599', 'text': 'home. Person I was before has been burnt'}, {'start': '180.400', 'end': '185.850', 'text': 'to the'}, {'start': '182.599', 'end': '187.800', 'text': 'ground. She is gone and I like'}, {'start': '185.850', 'end': '191.840', 'text': '[Music]'}, {'start': '187.800', 'end': '193.280', 'text': 'it. Made a few promises to myself.'}, {'start': '191.840', 'end': '195.159', 'text': 'I promised that I would drive with the'}, {'start': '193.280', 'end': '197.440', 'text': 'windows down once a'}, {'start': '195.159', 'end': '200.560', 'text': 'day. I promised that I would get in the'}, {'start': '197.440', 'end': '200.560', 'text': 'water no matter the'}, {'start': '202.040', 'end': '208.680', 'text': '[Music]'}, {'start': '204.360', 'end': '212.159', 'text': 'temperature. I promise to lean into'}, {'start': '208.680', 'end': '213.950', 'text': 'joy. And most importantly, I promise to'}, {'start': '212.159', 'end': '216.280', 'text': "never forget what I'd been"}, {'start': '213.950', 'end': '218.799', 'text': '[Music]'}, {'start': '216.280', 'end': '222.159', 'text': 'through. I write music for the hearts'}, {'start': '218.799', 'end': '222.159', 'text': 'that feel too much.'}, {'start': '222.879', 'end': '228.920', 'text': 'For the souls that crave'}, {'start': '225.620', 'end': '232.680', 'text': '[Music]'}, {'start': '228.920', 'end': '237.120', 'text': "understanding, this is what I'm here to"}, {'start': '232.680', 'end': '237.120', 'text': 'do. Like a phoenix rising from the'}, {'start': '238.280', 'end': '242.599', 'text': "ashes, I'm Farah."}, {'start': '244.060', 'end': '247.210', 'text': '[Music]'}]