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That morning my husband had'}, {'start': '24.960', 'end': '29.119', 'text': 'left early for work,'}, {'start': '27.119', 'end': '30.800', 'text': 'leaving me alone at his'}, {'start': '29.119', 'end': '32.599', 'text': "father's residence.   It"}, {'start': '30.800', 'end': '34.000', 'text': 'was not the first time I'}, {'start': '32.599', 'end': '36.280', 'text': 'found myself in that'}, {'start': '34.000', 'end': '38.120', 'text': 'situation.  However, that afternoon I'}, {'start': '36.280', 'end': '40.039', 'text': 'noticed a change in the atmosphere.'}, {'start': '38.120', 'end': '42.200', 'text': 'When he reached the kitchen, the soft'}, {'start': '40.039', 'end': '44.640', 'text': 'light of the sunset was filtering through'}, {'start': '42.200', 'end': '46.879', 'text': 'the curtains.'}, {'start': '44.640', 'end': '48.879', 'text': 'Her presence had always been striking, but at that'}, {'start': '46.879', 'end': '51.079', 'text': 'moment I realized that I perceived her'}, {'start': '48.879', 'end': '53.199', 'text': 'differently.'}, {'start': '51.079', 'end': '55.719', 'text': 'Perhaps it was because his shirt was'}, {'start': '53.199', 'end': '58.320', 'text': 'a little loose around the neck or the echo of'}, {'start': '55.719', 'end': '60.120', 'text': 'his deep voice in the small space, he'}, {'start': '58.320', 'end': '62.440', 'text': 'calmly offered his help'}, {'start': '60.120', 'end': '64.920', 'text': '.  I instinctively smiled at him'}, {'start': '62.440', 'end': '66.880', 'text': ', though I sensed'}, {'start': '64.920', 'end': '68.159', 'text': 'something inside me responding'}, {'start': '66.880', 'end': '70.880', 'text': 'unusually'}, {'start': '68.159', 'end': '73.080', 'text': "strongly.  There's no need.  I'm in the"}, {'start': '70.880', 'end': '75.920', 'text': 'final process of getting things organized'}, {'start': '73.080', 'end': '79.200', 'text': '.  As I was gathering some plates,'}, {'start': '75.920', 'end': '81.320', 'text': 'his hand briefly passed mine.   It'}, {'start': '79.200', 'end': '83.560', 'text': 'was just a fleeting touch, but I felt a'}, {'start': '81.320', 'end': '86.159', 'text': 'shiver run over my skin.  Despite'}, {'start': '83.560', 'end': '87.840', 'text': 'my attempt to ignore it, the feeling'}, {'start': '86.159', 'end': '91.200', 'text': 'was still present in my'}, {'start': '87.840', 'end': '93.799', 'text': 'mind.  The conversation proceeded'}, {'start': '91.200', 'end': '97.200', 'text': 'calmly.  Superficial opinions about'}, {'start': '93.799', 'end': '99.119', 'text': 'the family, irrelevant history.'}, {'start': '97.200', 'end': '101.000', 'text': 'However, each word carried a'}, {'start': '99.119', 'end': '104.439', 'text': 'different weight, as if there were a'}, {'start': '101.000', 'end': '106.360', 'text': 'hidden message behind each expression.'}, {'start': '104.439', 'end': '108.000', 'text': 'After organizing everything, I headed'}, {'start': '106.360', 'end': '110.360', 'text': 'toward the exit to'}, {'start': '108.000', 'end': '112.320', 'text': 'leave.  At that moment I realized'}, {'start': '110.360', 'end': '114.439', 'text': 'that one of the straps of my dress'}, {'start': '112.320', 'end': '116.600', 'text': 'had slipped off my shoulder.  I tried to'}, {'start': '114.439', 'end': '117.719', 'text': 'deal with it by downplaying it,'}, {'start': '116.600', 'end': '119.360', 'text': 'but he got'}, {'start': '117.719', 'end': '121.840', 'text': 'ahead of me.'}, {'start': '119.360', 'end': '123.759', 'text': 'Allow me.  Calmly and precisely, his'}, {'start': '121.840', 'end': '125.960', 'text': 'fingers grasped the thin strip and'}, {'start': '123.759', 'end': '128.039', 'text': 'slowly lifted it.  Although it barely'}, {'start': '125.960', 'end': '129.959', 'text': 'touched me, it managed to provoke a shiver that made'}, {'start': '128.039', 'end': '132.000', 'text': 'me shudder.   I'}, {'start': '129.959', 'end': '134.319', 'text': 'looked up and found his'}, {'start': '132.000', 'end': '137.200', 'text': 'reflection in the'}, {'start': '134.319', 'end': '139.319', 'text': 'hall mirror.  With an intense gaze, his'}, {'start': '137.200', 'end': '141.360', 'text': 'dark eyes settled on me,'}, {'start': '139.319', 'end': '143.480', 'text': "assessing me in a way I hadn't"}, {'start': '141.360', 'end': '146.280', 'text': 'previously perceived.  It'}, {'start': '143.480', 'end': '148.160', 'text': 'felt like time had frozen.'}, {'start': '146.280', 'end': '150.640', 'text': 'His hand was still near my'}, {'start': '148.160', 'end': '152.760', 'text': 'shoulder.  I noticed how he held his breath'}, {'start': '150.640', 'end': '154.480', 'text': 'just like me.  I stepped back a little,'}, {'start': '152.760', 'end': '157.680', 'text': 'interrupting the'}, {'start': '154.480', 'end': '159.680', 'text': 'moment.  "I must go," I said with'}, {'start': '157.680', 'end': '161.640', 'text': 'a determination greater than I'}, {'start': '159.680', 'end': '163.519', 'text': 'felt.  Without answering, he'}, {'start': '161.640', 'end': '165.560', 'text': 'just looked at me with those'}, {'start': '163.519', 'end': '167.800', 'text': 'impenetrable eyes as I hurried'}, {'start': '165.560', 'end': '170.159', 'text': 'to leave.  Inside the car,'}, {'start': '167.800', 'end': '171.680', 'text': 'I placed my hands on the steering wheel in an'}, {'start': '170.159', 'end': '174.120', 'text': 'attempt to'}, {'start': '171.680', 'end': '176.280', 'text': 'calm myself.  I was confused as to'}, {'start': '174.120', 'end': '178.280', 'text': 'why'}, {'start': '176.280', 'end': '180.400', 'text': 'my heart was beating so fast.'}, {'start': '178.280', 'end': '183.040', 'text': 'Even though nothing significant happened'}, {'start': '180.400', 'end': '184.959', 'text': 'inside me, I clearly perceived that'}, {'start': '183.040', 'end': '187.360', 'text': 'that afternoon represented a'}, {'start': '184.959', 'end': '189.959', 'text': 'crucial and irreversible moment.  The most terrible thing'}, {'start': '187.360', 'end': '193.879', 'text': 'about the situation was that the feeling of'}, {'start': '189.959', 'end': '195.840', 'text': 'fear did not take hold of him.  I was overcome with'}, {'start': '193.879', 'end': '198.159', 'text': 'curiosity.'}, {'start': '195.840', 'end': '200.799', 'text': 'The sound of the water hitting the shower'}, {'start': '198.159', 'end': '202.920', 'text': 'was almost mesmerizing.  I remained'}, {'start': '200.799', 'end': '205.560', 'text': 'motionless in that place, allowing the'}, {'start': '202.920', 'end': '208.799', 'text': 'warmth to surround me physically, even though my'}, {'start': '205.560', 'end': '211.080', 'text': 'thoughts were elsewhere.'}, {'start': '208.799', 'end': '213.760', 'text': 'On a different occasion, the strap of'}, {'start': '211.080', 'end': '216.400', 'text': 'my dress slid gently off my'}, {'start': '213.760', 'end': '218.400', 'text': 'shoulder.  With careful parsimony, his'}, {'start': '216.400', 'end': '221.360', 'text': 'hand grasped it, the reflection of his'}, {'start': '218.400', 'end': '223.799', 'text': 'face in the mirror.  I shook my head from'}, {'start': '221.360', 'end': '225.280', 'text': 'side to side and squeezed my eyelids shut in'}, {'start': '223.799', 'end': '227.400', 'text': 'determination.'}, {'start': '225.280', 'end': '230.040', 'text': 'Negative.  It was not appropriate for him to'}, {'start': '227.400', 'end': '232.599', 'text': 'stop and consider that matter.  It'}, {'start': '230.040', 'end': '234.760', 'text': 'had no meaning.  Despite'}, {'start': '232.599', 'end': '236.720', 'text': 'everything, the impression of his touch remained'}, {'start': '234.760', 'end': '238.920', 'text': 'present on my skin, as if my being'}, {'start': '236.720', 'end': '240.640', 'text': 'resisted erasing it from memory.  As I stepped'}, {'start': '238.920', 'end': '243.040', 'text': 'out of the shower, I looked at myself in the'}, {'start': '240.640', 'end': '245.720', 'text': 'mirror as I covered myself with a'}, {'start': '243.040', 'end': '247.799', 'text': 'towel.  I contemplated my reflection'}, {'start': '245.720', 'end': '249.480', 'text': 'with a depth to which'}, {'start': '247.799', 'end': '251.480', 'text': 'I rarely surrendered.'}, {'start': '249.480', 'end': '253.640', 'text': 'Although it was clear that she still retained'}, {'start': '251.480', 'end': '255.560', 'text': 'her appeal, it had been quite some time since she had'}, {'start': '253.640', 'end': '258.840', 'text': 'experienced the feeling of being'}, {'start': '255.560', 'end': '261.160', 'text': 'desired.  Not at all.  Without'}, {'start': '258.840', 'end': '263.400', 'text': 'paying much attention to it, I put on my'}, {'start': '261.160', 'end': '265.759', 'text': 'nightgown and headed to the bed where'}, {'start': '263.400', 'end': '268.600', 'text': 'my husband was already'}, {'start': '265.759', 'end': '271.039', 'text': 'lying.  Before going to bed he used to read'}, {'start': '268.600', 'end': '274.400', 'text': 'on his tablet as was his custom.  The'}, {'start': '271.039', 'end': '277.320', 'text': 'situation was completely predictable.'}, {'start': '274.400', 'end': '279.479', 'text': 'Clear.  I lay down next to him on the bed.'}, {'start': '277.320', 'end': '281.880', 'text': 'After a quick glance at me, he'}, {'start': '279.479', 'end': '283.880', 'text': 'smiled and mentioned that I'}, {'start': '281.880', 'end': '286.960', 'text': 'had been late, without taking his eyes off'}, {'start': '283.880', 'end': '289.560', 'text': 'the screen.  After taking a shower,'}, {'start': '286.960', 'end': '292.080', 'text': 'I answered spontaneously.  Keep'}, {'start': '289.560', 'end': '294.280', 'text': 'quiet.  There was no'}, {'start': '292.080', 'end': '297.360', 'text': 'natural display of rapprochement, not even a'}, {'start': '294.280', 'end': '299.440', 'text': 'fortuitous touch of his hand with mine.'}, {'start': '297.360', 'end': '301.600', 'text': 'I experienced such a profound feeling of distance'}, {'start': '299.440', 'end': '302.919', 'text': '.  I reflected on the'}, {'start': '301.600', 'end': '304.919', 'text': 'early days of our'}, {'start': '302.919', 'end': '306.880', 'text': 'married life.'}, {'start': '304.919', 'end': '308.800', 'text': 'the soft rubs on your back before'}, {'start': '306.880', 'end': '310.800', 'text': 'going to bed.  How he hugged me'}, {'start': '308.800', 'end': '313.720', 'text': 'with his arms for no apparent reason'}, {'start': '310.800', 'end': '315.520', 'text': '.  However, at that moment everything'}, {'start': '313.720', 'end': '317.280', 'text': 'was perceived as a'}, {'start': '315.520', 'end': '319.400', 'text': 'repetitive sequence, lacking the'}, {'start': '317.280', 'end': '321.479', 'text': 'previous passion.  "How are you'}, {'start': '319.400', 'end': '324.319', 'text': 'feeling?"  He suddenly'}, {'start': '321.479', 'end': '326.280', 'text': 'questioned.  "If I didn\'t tell the truth."'}, {'start': '324.319', 'end': '328.039', 'text': 'He returned to immerse himself in his book.'}, {'start': '326.280', 'end': '330.000', 'text': 'After turning off the lamp and closing my'}, {'start': '328.039', 'end': '331.960', 'text': 'eyelids, my mind was still'}, {'start': '330.000', 'end': '333.880', 'text': 'agitated.'}, {'start': '331.960', 'end': '336.160', 'text': 'Deep inside I was certain that'}, {'start': '333.880', 'end': '338.680', 'text': 'something had'}, {'start': '336.160', 'end': '340.600', 'text': 'changed.  The next day, when I was selecting'}, {'start': '338.680', 'end': '343.039', 'text': 'my outfit, I had some'}, {'start': '340.600', 'end': '345.759', 'text': "hesitation.  It didn't used to be a common thing"}, {'start': '343.039', 'end': '348.479', 'text': 'for me.  I usually'}, {'start': '345.759', 'end': '350.639', 'text': 'chose my clothes without much thought, but'}, {'start': '348.479', 'end': '352.960', 'text': 'this time something made me'}, {'start': '350.639', 'end': '354.680', 'text': 'think.  I bought a black lace bra'}, {'start': '352.960', 'end': '356.680', 'text': ".  Although it wasn't the"}, {'start': '354.680', 'end': '359.319', 'text': 'most comfortable option for staying'}, {'start': '356.680', 'end': '361.800', 'text': 'at home, I decided to wear it without hesitation'}, {'start': '359.319', 'end': '364.440', 'text': '.  Looking in the mirror, I was'}, {'start': '361.800', 'end': '367.039', 'text': 'asked, "Who are you getting'}, {'start': '364.440', 'end': '369.000', 'text': 'ready for?"  I questioned myself.  It didn\'t'}, {'start': '367.039', 'end': '371.639', 'text': 'take me long to answer'}, {'start': '369.000', 'end': '372.680', 'text': 'anyone.  However, I was certain that it'}, {'start': '371.639', 'end': '375.199', 'text': 'was not'}, {'start': '372.680', 'end': '377.560', 'text': 'true.  I wore a light dress that'}, {'start': '375.199', 'end': '380.000', 'text': 'showed off my shoulders and then went to'}, {'start': '377.560', 'end': '382.960', 'text': 'breakfast.  My husband had already left'}, {'start': '380.000', 'end': '385.720', 'text': 'as usual.  The routine persisted'}, {'start': '382.960', 'end': '388.599', 'text': 'unabated.  Later in the'}, {'start': '385.720', 'end': '391.599', 'text': 'grocery store, I was able to observe him from a distance'}, {'start': '388.599', 'end': '393.360', 'text': '.  I never imagined I would find him there.'}, {'start': '391.599', 'end': '395.240', 'text': 'Yet there he was, standing in the'}, {'start': '393.360', 'end': '397.720', 'text': 'liquor aisle,'}, {'start': '395.240', 'end': '400.199', 'text': 'carefully examining a'}, {'start': '397.720', 'end': '402.520', 'text': 'label.  At first, my'}, {'start': '400.199', 'end': '404.479', 'text': 'instinctive reaction was to turn away and pretend I'}, {'start': '402.520', 'end': '407.280', 'text': "hadn't witnessed anything."}, {'start': '404.479', 'end': '409.800', 'text': 'However, something made me stop.  I approached'}, {'start': '407.280', 'end': '411.880', 'text': 'calmly.  The moment'}, {'start': '409.800', 'end': '414.880', 'text': 'I approached him, he looked up.  I never'}, {'start': '411.880', 'end': '417.400', 'text': 'imagined finding you in this place,'}, {'start': '414.880', 'end': '420.919', 'text': 'he said in his characteristic'}, {'start': '417.400', 'end': '423.319', 'text': "deep voice.  I'm wondering the same.  There was a"}, {'start': '420.919', 'end': '425.319', 'text': 'moment of awkward silence.  Maybe it'}, {'start': '423.319', 'end': '427.599', 'text': 'was just my perception, he looked at my'}, {'start': '425.319', 'end': '430.879', 'text': 'outfit with a slight, barely'}, {'start': '427.599', 'end': '433.160', 'text': 'noticeable smile.  You look different today.'}, {'start': '430.879', 'end': '435.360', 'text': 'For a moment, my breath stopped.'}, {'start': '433.160', 'end': '437.879', 'text': "It's simply an item of"}, {'start': '435.360', 'end': '439.960', 'text': "clothing.  I wasn't talking about the"}, {'start': '437.879', 'end': '442.199', 'text': 'outfit.  The comment'}, {'start': '439.960', 'end': '444.560', 'text': 'hung in the air.  Not knowing'}, {'start': '442.199', 'end': '445.639', 'text': 'how to answer, I decided to leave with a'}, {'start': '445.639', 'end': '451.080', 'text': 'forced smile.  As I approached the register, I'}, {'start': '448.440', 'end': '452.879', 'text': 'noticed him staring at me.  I'}, {'start': '451.080', 'end': '454.800', 'text': "realized that it didn't bother me in the"}, {'start': '452.879', 'end': '457.080', 'text': 'least.  The sound of rain'}, {'start': '454.800', 'end': '460.080', 'text': 'hitting the glass created a'}, {'start': '457.080', 'end': '462.280', 'text': 'nostalgic atmosphere in the house.'}, {'start': '460.080', 'end': '464.199', 'text': 'Outside the sky was turning dark'}, {'start': '462.280', 'end': '465.919', 'text': 'due to a storm that seemed to have'}, {'start': '464.199', 'end': '468.159', 'text': 'appeared'}, {'start': '465.919', 'end': '470.360', 'text': 'suddenly.  I stood in the kitchen,'}, {'start': '468.159', 'end': '472.440', 'text': 'watching the coffee in my cup, absorbed in'}, {'start': '470.360', 'end': '475.639', 'text': 'thoughts that both disturbed and'}, {'start': '472.440', 'end': '478.840', 'text': 'captivated me.  The'}, {'start': '475.639', 'end': '481.319', 'text': 'grocery establishment.  Your opinion.  The way he'}, {'start': '478.840', 'end': '483.960', 'text': 'looked at me.  Something inside me had been'}, {'start': '481.319', 'end': '486.919', 'text': 'activated, something that had been dormant'}, {'start': '483.960', 'end': '488.919', 'text': 'for a long time.  Despite his rejection'}, {'start': '486.919', 'end': '491.199', 'text': "of me, I couldn't help but notice the"}, {'start': '488.919', 'end': '493.199', 'text': 'pleasant feeling of warmth on my skin'}, {'start': '491.199', 'end': '496.360', 'text': 'and the nervousness in my stomach when I'}, {'start': '493.199', 'end': '499.599', 'text': 'thought of him.  The cell phone shook on'}, {'start': '496.360', 'end': '501.599', 'text': 'the table.  I am at home.'}, {'start': '499.599', 'end': '503.479', 'text': "If you'd like, we could meet"}, {'start': '501.599', 'end': '506.319', 'text': 'for a coffee before the'}, {'start': '503.479', 'end': '508.720', 'text': 'rain gets worse.  The message did not'}, {'start': '506.319', 'end': '510.800', 'text': 'contain any hidden insinuations, at'}, {'start': '508.720', 'end': '512.800', 'text': 'least not directly.  However,'}, {'start': '510.800', 'end': '515.719', 'text': 'in my head I interpreted it as a'}, {'start': '512.800', 'end': '518.240', 'text': 'proposal for something additional, something that'}, {'start': '515.719', 'end': '520.800', 'text': 'represents a risk, something that is'}, {'start': '518.240', 'end': '523.479', 'text': "expressly forbidden.  I didn't answer"}, {'start': '520.800', 'end': '526.399', 'text': 'immediately.  My logical side advised me to'}, {'start': '523.479', 'end': '528.360', 'text': 'ignore the message and not attend.'}, {'start': '526.399', 'end': '531.519', 'text': 'However, my fingers were'}, {'start': '528.360', 'end': '534.200', 'text': "busy writing.  I'll be there"}, {'start': '531.519', 'end': '536.279', 'text': 'shortly.  The meeting.   A'}, {'start': '534.200', 'end': '538.480', 'text': 'few minutes later I found myself'}, {'start': '536.279', 'end': '540.279', 'text': 'standing in front of his house, feeling the'}, {'start': '538.480', 'end': '542.720', 'text': 'humidity of the air cling to my'}, {'start': '540.279', 'end': '546.480', 'text': 'skin.  He immediately opened the door with'}, {'start': '542.720', 'end': '549.000', 'text': 'a serene smile.  He turned to'}, {'start': '546.480', 'end': '551.720', 'text': 'her.  It seems that the rain does not'}, {'start': '549.000', 'end': '554.040', 'text': 'intimidate you.  I was craving a coffee, but it'}, {'start': '551.720', 'end': '556.640', 'text': "wasn't true.  I was invited by him to"}, {'start': '554.040', 'end': '558.959', 'text': 'come in.  The house was in semi-darkness,'}, {'start': '556.640', 'end': '561.640', 'text': 'illuminated only by the'}, {'start': '558.959', 'end': '563.800', 'text': 'soft light of a lamp in the living room.'}, {'start': '561.640', 'end': '565.800', 'text': 'As I took off my jacket, I noticed him'}, {'start': '563.800', 'end': '568.160', 'text': 'looking me up and down for a brief'}, {'start': '565.800', 'end': '570.959', 'text': 'moment.  We sat around the'}, {'start': '568.160', 'end': '573.920', 'text': 'kitchen table.  He made me coffee and'}, {'start': '570.959', 'end': '575.800', 'text': 'we chatted about trivial matters.'}, {'start': '573.920', 'end': '577.800', 'text': 'However, every moment of silence between'}, {'start': '575.800', 'end': '579.959', 'text': 'words, every prolonged exchange of'}, {'start': '577.800', 'end': '582.000', 'text': 'glances, contributed to'}, {'start': '579.959', 'end': '584.279', 'text': 'increasing the intensity of the atmosphere,'}, {'start': '582.000', 'end': '586.000', 'text': 'making it more charged, denser.'}, {'start': '584.279', 'end': '587.839', 'text': 'Feeling the touch of our hands as we'}, {'start': '586.000', 'end': '590.279', 'text': 'gripped the cups, I noticed my'}, {'start': '587.839', 'end': '592.040', 'text': 'breathing calmed.'}, {'start': '590.279', 'end': '594.279', 'text': 'They both remained'}, {'start': '592.040', 'end': '597.079', 'text': 'motionless.  The silence continued'}, {'start': '594.279', 'end': '599.240', 'text': 'to stretch on.  I decided to look up.'}, {'start': '597.079', 'end': '601.320', 'text': 'He looked straight into my eyes.   I'}, {'start': '599.240', 'end': '603.040', 'text': 'understood everything perfectly.  There'}, {'start': '601.320', 'end': '605.440', 'text': 'was no way'}, {'start': '603.040', 'end': '606.680', 'text': 'back now.  The act of joining lips'}, {'start': '605.440', 'end': '609.240', 'text': 'as a sign of'}, {'start': '606.680', 'end': '611.720', 'text': "affection.  I don't know who was the first"}, {'start': '609.240', 'end': '614.040', 'text': 'to approach.  The exact moment'}, {'start': '611.720', 'end': '616.399', 'text': 'our kisses coincided is the'}, {'start': '614.040', 'end': '618.760', 'text': 'only thing I can remember.'}, {'start': '616.399', 'end': '620.760', 'text': 'The kiss was slow as if we were'}, {'start': '618.760', 'end': '622.720', 'text': 'exploring the feeling of being together'}, {'start': '620.760', 'end': '624.959', 'text': 'in that way.'}, {'start': '622.720', 'end': '627.440', 'text': 'Her lips radiated warmth and'}, {'start': '624.959', 'end': '629.839', 'text': 'firmness, causing me to lose myself in'}, {'start': '627.440', 'end': '632.440', 'text': 'the moment for a moment.  However,'}, {'start': '629.839', 'end': '635.320', 'text': 'the truth suddenly struck like a bolt of'}, {'start': '632.440', 'end': '637.160', 'text': 'lightning.  I suddenly jerked away,'}, {'start': '635.320', 'end': '640.200', 'text': 'feeling my breathing'}, {'start': '637.160', 'end': '641.920', 'text': 'quicken and my heart'}, {'start': '640.200', 'end': '644.279', 'text': 'pound.  He looked at me with an'}, {'start': '641.920', 'end': '646.399', 'text': "enigmatic look that I couldn't understand.   I"}, {'start': '644.279', 'end': '647.880', 'text': 'muttered that it was not necessary to carry'}, {'start': '646.399', 'end': '650.720', 'text': 'out that'}, {'start': '647.880', 'end': '652.399', 'text': 'action.  Negative.  However, we carried'}, {'start': '650.720', 'end': '654.360', 'text': 'out the action.'}, {'start': '652.399', 'end': '656.680', 'text': 'The tremors in my body persisted'}, {'start': '654.360', 'end': '658.800', 'text': 'due to the force of the moment.  I stood'}, {'start': '656.680', 'end': '661.680', 'text': 'up, noticing how the'}, {'start': '658.800', 'end': '664.079', 'text': 'room became too suffocating to'}, {'start': '661.680', 'end': '666.440', 'text': 'breathe.  I need to'}, {'start': '664.079', 'end': '668.800', 'text': 'leave.  He made no effort to'}, {'start': '666.440', 'end': '670.600', 'text': "stop me.  Even though he didn't say anything, his"}, {'start': '668.800', 'end': '673.320', 'text': 'gaze continued to follow me until I'}, {'start': '670.600', 'end': '675.720', 'text': 'reached the door.  When I stepped'}, {'start': '673.320', 'end': '678.600', 'text': 'outside, I felt the cold rain'}, {'start': '675.720', 'end': '680.920', 'text': 'caress my skin.  However,'}, {'start': '678.600', 'end': '683.800', 'text': 'inside it was consumed by flames.  The worst'}, {'start': '680.920', 'end': '686.440', 'text': 'part was that he felt no remorse'}, {'start': '683.800', 'end': '688.279', 'text': ".  The previous night's storm"}, {'start': '686.440', 'end': '691.240', 'text': 'had left the atmosphere heavy and'}, {'start': '688.279', 'end': '693.279', 'text': 'saturated with humidity.  I walked around the house in'}, {'start': '691.240', 'end': '695.079', 'text': 'complete silence, trying to hold on'}, {'start': '693.279', 'end': '697.920', 'text': 'to my habits to put what'}, {'start': '695.079', 'end': '700.040', 'text': "had happened behind me.  I couldn't allow it in my"}, {'start': '697.920', 'end': '702.320', 'text': 'mind.  It was impossible for me to'}, {'start': '700.040', 'end': '704.240', 'text': 'experience that emotion.  However,'}, {'start': '702.320', 'end': '706.480', 'text': 'my body did not follow the orders of my'}, {'start': '704.240', 'end': '708.560', 'text': 'mind.  My skin retained the sensation'}, {'start': '706.480', 'end': '710.760', 'text': 'of his kisses, the fire he had'}, {'start': '708.560', 'end': '713.480', 'text': 'lit in my being.'}, {'start': '710.760', 'end': '715.800', 'text': 'Every time her eyelids met,'}, {'start': '713.480', 'end': '718.600', 'text': 'the scene seemed to return, persistent'}, {'start': '715.800', 'end': '721.040', 'text': 'as an echo.  In the kitchen, my husband'}, {'start': '718.600', 'end': '723.240', 'text': 'put his arms around my shoulders and rested'}, {'start': '721.040', 'end': '725.240', 'text': 'his head on my shoulder.  With a smile'}, {'start': '723.240', 'end': '726.320', 'text': 'on his lips he told her that he had slept'}, {'start': '726.320', 'end': '731.399', 'text': 'restlessly.  I felt a strange sensation when I'}, {'start': '728.959', 'end': '733.720', 'text': 'noticed his hands on my waist, as if it'}, {'start': '731.399', 'end': '735.880', 'text': "wasn't him who was touching me,"}, {'start': '733.720', 'end': '737.920', 'text': 'but rather a blurred version of'}, {'start': '735.880', 'end': '740.560', 'text': 'his presence.'}, {'start': '737.920', 'end': '743.000', 'text': 'Although I felt his affection, his touch did not'}, {'start': '740.560', 'end': '745.839', 'text': 'generate the expected reaction in me.  I'}, {'start': '743.000', 'end': '749.199', 'text': 'made up that I had just had a'}, {'start': '745.839', 'end': '751.399', 'text': 'strange dream.  I turned around and kissed him almost'}, {'start': '749.199', 'end': '753.800', 'text': 'automatically, rather than because I wanted to'}, {'start': '751.399', 'end': '756.240', 'text': '.  The kiss he gave me had a'}, {'start': '753.800', 'end': '758.199', 'text': 'soft, familiar taste.  I tried to connect'}, {'start': '756.240', 'end': '760.040', 'text': 'with that moment, closing my eyes,'}, {'start': '758.199', 'end': '761.880', 'text': 'trying to relive the emotions I had'}, {'start': '760.040', 'end': '764.519', 'text': 'experienced years'}, {'start': '761.880', 'end': '767.320', 'text': 'before.  The situation did not turn out as'}, {'start': '764.519', 'end': '769.240', 'text': 'expected.  I decided to pull away just'}, {'start': '767.320', 'end': '771.720', 'text': 'as the kiss threatened to'}, {'start': '769.240', 'end': '774.440', 'text': 'escalate.  I must go.  There are'}, {'start': '771.720', 'end': '777.040', 'text': 'pending tasks that I must complete.'}, {'start': '774.440', 'end': '778.920', 'text': 'I left the house with a heavy heart.'}, {'start': '777.040', 'end': '780.920', 'text': 'Inside me I felt like something was'}, {'start': '778.920', 'end': '783.040', 'text': 'breaking and I wondered if I had'}, {'start': '780.920', 'end': '785.079', 'text': 'the ability to stop it.  Later,'}, {'start': '783.040', 'end': '787.720', 'text': 'while driving through the city, I saw her'}, {'start': '785.079', 'end': '789.760', 'text': 'number on my cell phone screen.   I'}, {'start': '787.720', 'end': '792.560', 'text': "didn't answer, although my fingers trembled"}, {'start': '789.760', 'end': '794.839', 'text': 'on the steering wheel.  He was clear about the message he'}, {'start': '792.560', 'end': '796.519', 'text': 'wanted to convey to me.  I was fully'}, {'start': '794.839', 'end': '799.440', 'text': 'aware that by answering the'}, {'start': '796.519', 'end': '801.160', 'text': 'situation would become even more complex.'}, {'start': '799.440', 'end': '804.399', 'text': 'When I arrived at the supermarket, my'}, {'start': '801.160', 'end': '806.399', 'text': 'intention was to clear my mind.  I wandered through'}, {'start': '804.399', 'end': '808.600', 'text': 'the corridors without a fixed destination,'}, {'start': '806.399', 'end': '811.399', 'text': 'selecting objects at random.'}, {'start': '808.600', 'end': '813.440', 'text': 'However, at that moment I spotted him.  He was there'}, {'start': '811.399', 'end': '815.279', 'text': ', leaning on'}, {'start': '813.440', 'end': '817.240', 'text': 'one of the shelves, arms'}, {'start': '815.279', 'end': '818.920', 'text': 'clasped, watching me with a'}, {'start': '818.920', 'end': '823.279', 'text': 'disturbing serenity.  I experienced a'}, {'start': '821.279', 'end': '826.120', 'text': 'tightening sensation in my stomach.  I'}, {'start': '823.279', 'end': '828.680', 'text': 'approached without much hesitation.'}, {'start': '826.120', 'end': '831.000', 'text': 'Your presence is not permitted in this place.'}, {'start': '828.680', 'end': '833.440', 'text': "I'm not chasing you.  It was simply a"}, {'start': '831.000', 'end': '835.519', 'text': 'matter of luck.   I'}, {'start': '833.440', 'end': '837.880', 'text': 'tried not to pay attention to the'}, {'start': '835.519', 'end': '840.920', 'text': 'hidden message in his'}, {'start': '837.880', 'end': '843.959', 'text': 'smiling expression.  We made a mistake the day'}, {'start': '840.920', 'end': '846.639', 'text': 'before.  Are you completely'}, {'start': '843.959', 'end': '847.959', 'text': 'sure?  His voice was characterized by being'}, {'start': '846.639', 'end': '850.440', 'text': 'soft and'}, {'start': '847.959', 'end': '853.519', 'text': 'measured.  I felt a chill run across my'}, {'start': '850.440', 'end': '855.560', 'text': "skin.  I didn't answer.  I turned to"}, {'start': '853.519', 'end': '857.880', 'text': 'leave.  However, he briefly held my'}, {'start': '855.560', 'end': '860.199', 'text': 'wrist, barely'}, {'start': '857.880', 'end': '862.560', 'text': 'touching it.  You should not regret'}, {'start': '860.199', 'end': '864.560', 'text': 'what you truly long for.'}, {'start': '862.560', 'end': '866.639', 'text': 'After moving away from his presence, I'}, {'start': '864.560', 'end': '868.959', 'text': 'headed towards the box, noticing how his'}, {'start': '866.639', 'end': '870.959', 'text': 'gaze remained fixed on my back.'}, {'start': '868.959', 'end': '873.440', 'text': 'When I returned home, I found my'}, {'start': '870.959', 'end': '875.720', 'text': 'husband waiting for me in the living room.  He'}, {'start': '873.440', 'end': '876.839', 'text': 'gave me a serene smile,'}, {'start': '875.720', 'end': '879.440', 'text': 'as was his'}, {'start': '876.839', 'end': '881.040', 'text': 'custom.  How was your day?  When I'}, {'start': '879.440', 'end': '883.519', 'text': 'tried to speak, I experienced a'}, {'start': '881.040', 'end': '886.920', 'text': 'feeling of pressure in my chest.  Everything'}, {'start': '883.519', 'end': '889.920', 'text': 'remained unchanged.  The ideal life,'}, {'start': '886.920', 'end': '891.639', 'text': 'the ideal routine, the ideal love.'}, {'start': '889.920', 'end': '892.680', 'text': 'However, I was no longer the person I'}, {'start': '891.639', 'end': '895.399', 'text': 'used to'}, {'start': '892.680', 'end': '898.160', 'text': 'be.  The noise of the television filled'}, {'start': '895.399', 'end': '900.800', 'text': "the room, but I couldn't hear any"}, {'start': '898.160', 'end': '902.800', 'text': 'sound.  My husband was sitting next to me'}, {'start': '900.800', 'end': '904.959', 'text': 'with his arm resting on the'}, {'start': '902.800', 'end': '907.079', 'text': 'back of the sofa.  From time to time he'}, {'start': '904.959', 'end': '909.320', 'text': 'would cast a carefree glance and'}, {'start': '907.079', 'end': '910.839', 'text': 'smile, unaware of the'}, {'start': '909.320', 'end': '913.320', 'text': 'emotional storm that was'}, {'start': '910.839', 'end': '914.839', 'text': 'sweeping over him.  The phone shook on the'}, {'start': '913.320', 'end': '916.959', 'text': 'coffee table.   I did'}, {'start': '914.839', 'end': '919.000', 'text': "n't notice it right away, but"}, {'start': '916.959', 'end': '922.800', 'text': 'I experienced a shudder all over'}, {'start': '919.000', 'end': '925.040', 'text': 'my body.  He was aware of his'}, {'start': '922.800', 'end': '927.079', 'text': 'identity.  You have no intention of'}, {'start': '925.040', 'end': '929.759', 'text': 'finding out who the'}, {'start': '927.079', 'end': '933.160', 'text': 'sender was, he asked'}, {'start': '929.759', 'end': '935.480', 'text': "the question quite naturally.  It has to do with work.   I'll"}, {'start': '933.160', 'end': '939.040', 'text': 'watch it later.  I hated myself when I'}, {'start': '935.480', 'end': '941.480', 'text': 'saw how easy it was to cheat.'}, {'start': '939.040', 'end': '944.079', 'text': 'The husband reached out and grabbed my'}, {'start': '941.480', 'end': '946.240', 'text': 'hand, absentmindedly stroking my fingers'}, {'start': '944.079', 'end': '947.959', 'text': '.  However, when I touched it, I did'}, {'start': '946.240', 'end': '949.880', 'text': 'not feel the same emotion that I had'}, {'start': '947.959', 'end': '952.360', 'text': 'experienced elsewhere and on another'}, {'start': '949.880', 'end': '954.880', 'text': 'occasion.  His touch conveyed warmth and'}, {'start': '952.360', 'end': '955.959', 'text': 'confidence, yet he posed'}, {'start': '954.880', 'end': '958.440', 'text': 'no'}, {'start': '955.959', 'end': '961.160', 'text': 'threat.  Another'}, {'start': '958.440', 'end': '963.480', 'text': 'additional message.  When I got up, I used the excuse of thirst'}, {'start': '961.160', 'end': '965.800', 'text': 'to head to the kitchen, and once'}, {'start': '963.480', 'end': '967.920', 'text': 'there, I stopped to look at the screen.'}, {'start': '965.800', 'end': '970.199', 'text': 'Today the light is very beautiful.'}, {'start': '967.920', 'end': '971.440', 'text': 'A combination of emotions and fears'}, {'start': '970.199', 'end': '974.519', 'text': 'lit up my'}, {'start': '971.440', 'end': '977.120', 'text': "skin.  He had been watching me, I wasn't"}, {'start': '974.519', 'end': '978.680', 'text': 'sure when or where,'}, {'start': '977.120', 'end': '981.519', 'text': 'but he had been keeping'}, {'start': '978.680', 'end': '984.440', 'text': 'an eye on me.  The saddest thing of all is'}, {'start': '981.519', 'end': '986.199', 'text': 'that I felt affection for him.  The'}, {'start': '984.440', 'end': '988.480', 'text': 'weekend brought with it a'}, {'start': '986.199', 'end': '990.839', 'text': 'family gathering.  Despite being aware of'}, {'start': '988.480', 'end': '993.560', 'text': 'his presence, I tried to behave'}, {'start': '990.839', 'end': '995.959', 'text': 'naturally and convince myself that I could'}, {'start': '993.560', 'end': '997.880', 'text': 'control the situation.'}, {'start': '995.959', 'end': '1000.920', 'text': 'When we arrived we found everyone in the'}, {'start': '997.880', 'end': '1003.279', 'text': 'courtyard enjoying the afternoon.  When'}, {'start': '1000.920', 'end': '1005.079', 'text': 'my husband greeted me with a smile, I'}, {'start': '1003.279', 'end': '1007.279', 'text': 'tried to hide my true'}, {'start': '1005.079', 'end': '1009.160', 'text': 'feelings and show a'}, {'start': '1007.279', 'end': '1010.759', 'text': 'positive attitude.  However, when I'}, {'start': '1009.160', 'end': '1012.759', 'text': 'looked up, I saw him at the other end of the'}, {'start': '1010.759', 'end': '1013.560', 'text': 'garden, looking at me with a serenity that made'}, {'start': '1012.759', 'end': '1015.720', 'text': 'me'}, {'start': '1013.560', 'end': '1018.839', 'text': 'uneasy.  At dinner time, we'}, {'start': '1015.720', 'end': '1020.759', 'text': 'sit opposite each other at the table.  Even'}, {'start': '1018.839', 'end': '1022.959', 'text': "though we didn't exchange words, every"}, {'start': '1020.759', 'end': '1025.079', 'text': 'time I looked up, his eyes'}, {'start': '1022.959', 'end': '1027.720', 'text': 'met mine.  There were no'}, {'start': '1025.079', 'end': '1029.679', 'text': 'smiles or excessive movements, I only'}, {'start': '1027.720', 'end': '1032.679', 'text': 'perceived that atmosphere charged with'}, {'start': '1029.679', 'end': '1034.679', 'text': 'tension that left me breathless.  It took me'}, {'start': '1032.679', 'end': '1037.480', 'text': 'a few moments to realize my'}, {'start': '1034.679', 'end': '1040.199', 'text': 'husband was speaking to me.'}, {'start': '1037.480', 'end': '1042.480', 'text': 'What is your opinion on this?  You seem to'}, {'start': '1040.199', 'end': '1044.640', 'text': 'be distracted.  There is nothing'}, {'start': '1042.480', 'end': '1047.559', 'text': 'relevant.  I was remembering something'}, {'start': '1044.640', 'end': '1049.799', 'text': 'related to my work.  He nodded, not'}, {'start': '1047.559', 'end': '1051.640', 'text': 'imagining what was happening around him.'}, {'start': '1049.799', 'end': '1053.960', 'text': 'As I turned my gaze back to the'}, {'start': '1051.640', 'end': '1056.039', 'text': 'opposite end of the table, his subtle'}, {'start': '1053.960', 'end': '1059.000', 'text': 'smile gave me the feeling he'}, {'start': '1056.039', 'end': '1061.000', 'text': 'could read me like a book.  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Do you want me to stop the'}, {'start': '1086.120', 'end': '1091.400', 'text': 'action?  I decided not to answer, since I did'}, {'start': '1088.919', 'end': '1093.440', 'text': "n't really feel like doing so.  In the"}, {'start': '1091.400', 'end': '1095.559', 'text': 'kitchen, the atmosphere became thick and'}, {'start': '1093.440', 'end': '1097.520', 'text': 'heavy, as if the room had'}, {'start': '1095.559', 'end': '1099.679', 'text': 'suddenly shrunk, making it difficult to'}, {'start': '1097.520', 'end': '1101.280', 'text': 'breathe comfortably.'}, {'start': '1099.679', 'end': '1103.840', 'text': 'With my hands resting on the'}, {'start': '1101.280', 'end': '1106.080', 'text': 'cold surface of the counter, I lay on my'}, {'start': '1103.840', 'end': '1108.360', 'text': 'back, struggling to stay'}, {'start': '1106.080', 'end': '1109.919', 'text': 'calm.  However, it was only a'}, {'start': '1109.919', 'end': '1114.600', 'text': "short distance away.  It wasn't my turn.  He"}, {'start': '1112.320', 'end': '1117.039', 'text': "hadn't even shown a clear sign, but his"}, {'start': '1114.600', 'end': '1119.240', 'text': 'mere existence exerted'}, {'start': '1117.039', 'end': '1121.840', 'text': 'such a powerful attraction over me that it made me'}, {'start': '1119.240', 'end': '1123.840', 'text': 'afraid.  In a whisper, he asked her to'}, {'start': '1121.840', 'end': '1125.960', 'text': 'tell him, keeping his voice'}, {'start': '1123.840', 'end': '1127.480', 'text': 'low.  What do you want me to say?  Stop the'}, {'start': '1125.960', 'end': '1129.600', 'text': 'action.'}, {'start': '1127.480', 'end': '1131.320', 'text': 'I tried to form a response, but'}, {'start': '1129.600', 'end': '1134.159', 'text': "couldn't make a sound"}, {'start': '1131.320', 'end': '1136.120', 'text': '.  His gaze slowly descended'}, {'start': '1134.159', 'end': '1138.480', 'text': 'until it rested on my lips.  A'}, {'start': '1136.120', 'end': '1140.360', 'text': 'warm sensation ran down my neck and'}, {'start': '1138.480', 'end': '1141.679', 'text': 'my skin flushed before his'}, {'start': '1140.360', 'end': '1145.320', 'text': 'fingers'}, {'start': '1141.679', 'end': '1147.559', 'text': "brushed against it.  I couldn't help myself at his"}, {'start': '1145.320', 'end': '1149.559', 'text': 'bow.  Our kisses were given'}, {'start': '1147.559', 'end': '1151.400', 'text': 'quickly with the anguish of something that had'}, {'start': '1149.559', 'end': '1153.760', 'text': 'been silent for a long'}, {'start': '1151.400', 'end': '1156.960', 'text': 'time.  It was not an indecisive'}, {'start': '1153.760', 'end': '1159.200', 'text': 'or reserved kiss.  Yes, it really happened.'}, {'start': '1156.960', 'end': '1161.240', 'text': 'extremely deep.  Without realizing it, I'}, {'start': '1159.200', 'end': '1163.120', 'text': 'grabbed his shirt with my fingers as I'}, {'start': '1161.240', 'end': '1165.400', 'text': 'felt his hand run down my'}, {'start': '1163.120', 'end': '1167.480', 'text': 'back, holding me with such security'}, {'start': '1165.400', 'end': '1169.120', 'text': 'that it made me lose all sense of where'}, {'start': '1167.480', 'end': '1171.480', 'text': 'we'}, {'start': '1169.120', 'end': '1173.600', 'text': 'were.  A sound in the corridor'}, {'start': '1171.480', 'end': '1175.880', 'text': 'caused us to'}, {'start': '1173.600', 'end': '1178.240', 'text': 'abruptly separate.  He had difficulty'}, {'start': '1175.880', 'end': '1180.360', 'text': 'breathing.  Before walking away, he held his'}, {'start': '1178.240', 'end': '1181.400', 'text': 'gaze fixed on mine for a brief'}, {'start': '1181.400', 'end': '1188.039', 'text': 'additional moment.  In a discreet tone, he expressed that'}, {'start': '1184.000', 'end': '1190.600', 'text': "this was not going to go away.  I didn't answer, it was"}, {'start': '1188.039', 'end': '1192.600', 'text': 'impossible.  Walking out of the kitchen, my'}, {'start': '1190.600', 'end': '1194.840', 'text': 'legs were shaking, tasting'}, {'start': '1192.600', 'end': '1197.440', 'text': 'his lips still on my'}, {'start': '1194.840', 'end': '1199.600', 'text': 'mouth.  The worst thing was not that it had'}, {'start': '1197.440', 'end': '1202.280', 'text': 'happened.  The most unfavorable thing'}, {'start': '1199.600', 'end': '1204.039', 'text': 'was his desire for it to be repeated.  The'}, {'start': '1202.280', 'end': '1206.720', 'text': 'rest of the night turned out to be'}, {'start': '1204.039', 'end': '1209.480', 'text': 'complete chaos.  Every time my husband'}, {'start': '1206.720', 'end': '1211.320', 'text': 'addressed me, his voice seemed distant.   I'}, {'start': '1209.480', 'end': '1213.600', 'text': 'tried to remain calm, avoiding'}, {'start': '1211.320', 'end': '1215.799', 'text': 'raising doubts, although my thoughts'}, {'start': '1213.600', 'end': '1218.000', 'text': 'remained captive at that moment in the'}, {'start': '1215.799', 'end': '1220.799', 'text': 'warmth of his body next to'}, {'start': '1218.000', 'end': '1223.240', 'text': 'mine.  In the look he gave me before'}, {'start': '1220.799', 'end': '1225.280', 'text': 'I walked away, when I returned home, I'}, {'start': '1223.240', 'end': '1227.640', 'text': 'took refuge in the bathroom under the pretext of'}, {'start': '1225.280', 'end': '1229.400', 'text': 'taking a shower.  Leaning against the wall, I'}, {'start': '1227.640', 'end': '1230.960', 'text': 'closed my eyes in an attempt to'}, {'start': '1229.400', 'end': '1233.080', 'text': 'regulate my'}, {'start': '1230.960', 'end': '1234.760', 'text': 'breathing.  What activity were you'}, {'start': '1233.080', 'end': '1236.400', 'text': 'involved in?   It'}, {'start': '1234.760', 'end': '1239.200', 'text': 'was not simply a'}, {'start': '1236.400', 'end': '1241.280', 'text': 'passing fancy, a whim without'}, {'start': '1239.200', 'end': '1243.799', 'text': 'repercussions.  We had crossed a'}, {'start': '1241.280', 'end': '1247.000', 'text': 'limit.  Even more discouraging was that he'}, {'start': '1243.799', 'end': '1250.159', 'text': 'felt no remorse.'}, {'start': '1247.000', 'end': '1252.120', 'text': 'I experienced a feeling of fullness.'}, {'start': '1250.159', 'end': '1254.400', 'text': 'That was the most dangerous section of the'}, {'start': '1252.120', 'end': '1256.200', 'text': 'journey.  I woke up early, long'}, {'start': '1254.400', 'end': '1258.640', 'text': 'before the alarm clock made a'}, {'start': '1256.200', 'end': '1260.280', 'text': 'noise.  The first rays of sunlight'}, {'start': '1258.640', 'end': '1262.000', 'text': 'filtered through the curtains,'}, {'start': '1260.280', 'end': '1263.440', 'text': 'creating delicate shadows in the'}, {'start': '1262.000', 'end': '1265.360', 'text': 'room.'}, {'start': '1263.440', 'end': '1267.080', 'text': 'I looked to the side'}, {'start': '1265.360', 'end': '1269.840', 'text': 'as my husband rested'}, {'start': '1267.080', 'end': '1271.840', 'text': 'peacefully, breathing softly.  I'}, {'start': '1269.840', 'end': '1274.480', 'text': 'had no idea of \u200b\u200bthe emotional storm'}, {'start': '1271.840', 'end': '1277.320', 'text': 'I was experiencing at that'}, {'start': '1274.480', 'end': '1279.480', 'text': 'moment.  I stood for a moment looking at him'}, {'start': '1277.320', 'end': '1281.679', 'text': 'intently, trying to evoke the'}, {'start': '1279.480', 'end': '1282.880', 'text': 'feeling of newness and excitement that used to'}, {'start': '1281.679', 'end': '1285.039', 'text': 'exist between'}, {'start': '1282.880', 'end': '1287.039', 'text': 'us.  It had never been'}, {'start': '1285.039', 'end': '1288.880', 'text': 'presented in this way before.  At some'}, {'start': '1287.039', 'end': '1291.520', 'text': 'point I longed to wake up next to him'}, {'start': '1288.880', 'end': '1293.520', 'text': 'every morning.  However, at this'}, {'start': '1291.520', 'end': '1295.440', 'text': 'moment I only experienced the burden of'}, {'start': '1293.520', 'end': '1296.640', 'text': 'an emptiness that was impossible to'}, {'start': '1295.440', 'end': '1299.279', 'text': 'ignore'}, {'start': '1296.640', 'end': '1301.919', 'text': '.  I woke up gently and headed'}, {'start': '1299.279', 'end': '1304.600', 'text': 'to the bathroom.  I looked at myself in the'}, {'start': '1301.919', 'end': '1307.559', 'text': 'mirror.'}, {'start': '1304.600', 'end': '1309.600', 'text': 'The kiss I received the night before was still fresh in my memory.'}, {'start': '1307.559', 'end': '1312.080', 'text': 'Responsibility should remain'}, {'start': '1309.600', 'end': '1314.799', 'text': 'present, destroying me internally.'}, {'start': '1312.080', 'end': '1317.360', 'text': "However, he was not there.  I didn't"}, {'start': '1314.799', 'end': '1319.520', 'text': 'regret my decision.  My wish was to'}, {'start': '1317.360', 'end': '1321.400', 'text': 'obtain a larger amount.  I left'}, {'start': '1319.520', 'end': '1323.000', 'text': 'home early under the pretext of'}, {'start': '1321.400', 'end': '1325.520', 'text': 'doing some'}, {'start': '1323.000', 'end': '1328.000', 'text': 'shopping.  My intention was really'}, {'start': '1325.520', 'end': '1330.840', 'text': 'just to take a breath and organize my'}, {'start': '1328.000', 'end': '1333.000', 'text': 'thoughts.  When I checked my phone I discovered a'}, {'start': '1330.840', 'end': '1333.799', 'text': "message from her.  I'm about to get on"}, {'start': '1333.000', 'end': '1336.200', 'text': 'the'}, {'start': '1333.799', 'end': '1338.960', 'text': 'highway.  Come with me,'}, {'start': '1336.200', 'end': '1341.640', 'text': 'please.  My heart trembled.'}, {'start': '1338.960', 'end': '1344.039', 'text': 'I considered'}, {'start': '1341.640', 'end': '1346.840', 'text': 'ignoring it.  I considered'}, {'start': '1344.039', 'end': '1348.799', 'text': 'rejecting the proposal.  However, my'}, {'start': '1346.840', 'end': '1350.799', 'text': 'fingers were in the middle of'}, {'start': '1348.799', 'end': '1353.400', 'text': 'typing, "What'}, {'start': '1350.799', 'end': '1355.919', 'text': 'time?"  Seeing him waiting for me next'}, {'start': '1353.400', 'end': '1358.799', 'text': 'to his vehicle, I experienced an'}, {'start': '1355.919', 'end': '1360.480', 'text': 'intense emotion that ran through my entire being.  As'}, {'start': '1358.799', 'end': '1362.559', 'text': 'if I was about to make a'}, {'start': '1360.480', 'end': '1364.840', 'text': 'decision that would completely transform everything'}, {'start': '1362.559', 'end': '1367.880', 'text': ', I silently climbed into the vehicle'}, {'start': '1364.840', 'end': '1370.520', 'text': '.  He drove silently for a'}, {'start': '1367.880', 'end': '1373.279', 'text': 'while.  The road stretched out in front of us'}, {'start': '1370.520', 'end': '1375.240', 'text': '.  The trees slid by,'}, {'start': '1373.279', 'end': '1377.520', 'text': 'blurred by the speed with which'}, {'start': '1375.240', 'end': '1379.960', 'text': 'we were moving.  I experienced a feeling'}, {'start': '1377.520', 'end': '1382.200', 'text': 'of freedom and lightness, as if reality had vanished at that'}, {'start': '1379.960', 'end': '1384.559', 'text': 'moment'}, {'start': '1382.200', 'end': '1386.880', 'text': '.  After a while, he opted to'}, {'start': '1384.559', 'end': '1389.919', 'text': 'take a less crowded path, where'}, {'start': '1386.880', 'end': '1392.720', 'text': 'natural beauty surrounded us'}, {'start': '1389.919', 'end': '1394.960', 'text': 'completely.  He parked the vehicle.  Between'}, {'start': '1392.720', 'end': '1396.440', 'text': 'us, a dense and palpable silence'}, {'start': '1394.960', 'end': '1398.960', 'text': 'was'}, {'start': '1396.440', 'end': '1400.600', 'text': 'present.  I expressed the idea of \u200b\u200bstopping,'}, {'start': '1398.960', 'end': '1402.200', 'text': 'although my tone of voice lacked'}, {'start': '1400.600', 'end': '1404.200', 'text': 'firmness.   He'}, {'start': '1402.200', 'end': '1407.720', 'text': 'looked at me with a slight smile on his'}, {'start': '1404.200', 'end': '1409.880', 'text': 'face.  Are you sure you want that?'}, {'start': '1407.720', 'end': '1412.320', 'text': 'I decided not to answer, as I actually'}, {'start': '1409.880', 'end': '1415.000', 'text': 'preferred to move'}, {'start': '1412.320', 'end': '1416.440', 'text': 'on.  At this moment it is'}, {'start': '1415.000', 'end': '1419.000', 'text': 'never possible.'}, {'start': '1416.440', 'end': '1421.080', 'text': 'The atmosphere inside the vehicle became'}, {'start': '1419.000', 'end': '1423.559', 'text': 'oppressive.  The only noise'}, {'start': '1421.080', 'end': '1425.480', 'text': 'we could hear was the distant'}, {'start': '1423.559', 'end': '1427.840', 'text': 'howl of the wind through the'}, {'start': '1425.480', 'end': '1430.440', 'text': 'treetops.  It was impossible to resist the'}, {'start': '1427.840', 'end': '1432.840', 'text': 'burning sensation on my skin when I'}, {'start': '1430.440', 'end': '1435.400', 'text': 'saw him.  It was impossible not to notice'}, {'start': '1432.840', 'end': '1437.520', 'text': "my body's reaction to his proximity"}, {'start': '1435.400', 'end': '1440.440', 'text': 'and the strength of his gaze focused on'}, {'start': '1437.520', 'end': '1442.760', 'text': 'me.  I knew I had to'}, {'start': '1440.440', 'end': '1444.559', 'text': 'open the door and leave, go'}, {'start': '1442.760', 'end': '1447.559', 'text': 'home and act like none of this'}, {'start': '1444.559', 'end': '1449.279', 'text': 'had happened.  However, my hands'}, {'start': '1447.559', 'end': '1451.200', 'text': 'remained motionless on my'}, {'start': '1449.279', 'end': '1453.080', 'text': 'legs, as if held'}, {'start': '1451.200', 'end': '1455.679', 'text': 'by an'}, {'start': '1453.080', 'end': '1458.039', 'text': 'invisible force.  He expressed in a soft tone that there'}, {'start': '1455.679', 'end': '1460.080', 'text': 'was no need for him to remain there.  The'}, {'start': '1458.039', 'end': '1462.159', 'text': 'words he spoke represented an'}, {'start': '1460.080', 'end': '1464.200', 'text': 'escape route, a final chance'}, {'start': '1462.159', 'end': '1466.000', 'text': 'to leave before the situation'}, {'start': '1464.200', 'end': '1468.880', 'text': 'worsened.'}, {'start': '1466.000', 'end': '1471.840', 'text': 'However, I wish it to be so.'}, {'start': '1468.880', 'end': '1473.760', 'text': "I didn't know the origin of my answer."}, {'start': '1471.840', 'end': '1476.120', 'text': "However, once I said it, I didn't have the"}, {'start': '1473.760', 'end': '1478.960', 'text': 'chance to take it back.  He leaned his'}, {'start': '1476.120', 'end': '1481.360', 'text': 'body slightly forward.'}, {'start': '1478.960', 'end': '1483.360', 'text': 'His presence filled everything, although'}, {'start': '1481.360', 'end': '1485.760', 'text': "I couldn't feel his breath"}, {'start': '1483.360', 'end': '1487.960', 'text': 'near my skin.  It was enough to turn me on'}, {'start': '1485.760', 'end': '1489.240', 'text': "completely.  The car's engine"}, {'start': '1487.960', 'end': '1491.279', 'text': 'was still'}, {'start': '1489.240', 'end': '1493.679', 'text': 'running.  The heat in my chest'}, {'start': '1491.279', 'end': '1496.600', 'text': 'throbbed in time with the soft, steady'}, {'start': '1493.679', 'end': '1500.679', 'text': 'hum of the engine.  "Can you tell me'}, {'start': '1496.600', 'end': '1503.880', 'text': 'what you\'re thinking?" he whispered.  I put my'}, {'start': '1500.679', 'end': '1505.840', 'text': 'lips together.  It was impossible to communicate it to him.'}, {'start': '1503.880', 'end': '1508.039', 'text': 'I was unable to express in public what'}, {'start': '1505.840', 'end': '1511.240', 'text': 'my body already revealed.  However,'}, {'start': '1508.039', 'end': '1513.039', 'text': 'he already knew about that.  His hand'}, {'start': '1511.240', 'end': '1515.240', 'text': 'gently ran along the hem of my'}, {'start': '1513.039', 'end': '1518.520', 'text': 'dress, brushing it without touching'}, {'start': '1515.240', 'end': '1520.600', 'text': 'my skin.  The anticipation was more'}, {'start': '1518.520', 'end': '1523.120', 'text': 'distressing than the interaction.  A'}, {'start': '1520.600', 'end': '1525.600', 'text': 'distant honking'}, {'start': '1523.120', 'end': '1528.159', 'text': 'startled us.  Reality suddenly hit us'}, {'start': '1525.600', 'end': '1530.039', 'text': 'like a bucket of cold water.'}, {'start': '1528.159', 'end': '1533.159', 'text': 'I immediately walked away, my breathing'}, {'start': '1530.039', 'end': '1535.399', 'text': 'uncontrollably.  He looked through the'}, {'start': '1533.159', 'end': '1537.880', 'text': 'glass.  There was no one'}, {'start': '1535.399', 'end': '1540.039', 'text': 'nearby.  However, the moment had'}, {'start': '1537.880', 'end': '1542.320', 'text': 'been interrupted.  I whispered with'}, {'start': '1540.039', 'end': '1545.159', 'text': 'difficulty that I had to leave.  With'}, {'start': '1542.320', 'end': '1547.840', 'text': 'a slow movement, he showed his'}, {'start': '1545.159', 'end': '1549.240', 'text': 'agreement.  On this occasion he made no'}, {'start': '1547.840', 'end': '1551.679', 'text': 'attempt to'}, {'start': '1549.240', 'end': '1553.840', 'text': 'stop me.  As I stepped out of the vehicle,'}, {'start': '1551.679', 'end': '1556.039', 'text': 'a blast of fresh air immediately hit me'}, {'start': '1553.840', 'end': '1558.159', 'text': '.  Although a gentle'}, {'start': '1556.039', 'end': '1560.600', 'text': 'breeze was blowing, I felt an intense heat on my'}, {'start': '1558.159', 'end': '1562.600', 'text': 'skin.  As I headed toward my'}, {'start': '1560.600', 'end': '1565.320', 'text': 'vehicle, I had the feeling of having'}, {'start': '1562.600', 'end': '1566.960', 'text': 'crossed an imperceptible line, a'}, {'start': '1565.320', 'end': '1569.279', 'text': 'situation from which there was no'}, {'start': '1566.960', 'end': '1570.720', 'text': 'return.  The return trip turned out to be'}, {'start': '1569.279', 'end': '1573.240', 'text': 'a real'}, {'start': '1570.720', 'end': '1575.360', 'text': "nightmare.  I still couldn't control my"}, {'start': '1573.240', 'end': '1577.399', 'text': 'breathing and my hands were shaking'}, {'start': '1575.360', 'end': '1579.919', 'text': 'as I held the'}, {'start': '1577.399', 'end': '1582.000', 'text': 'steering wheel.  I was on the verge of doing'}, {'start': '1579.919', 'end': '1584.480', 'text': 'the most foolish thing of my entire'}, {'start': '1582.000', 'end': '1586.679', 'text': 'life.  Even more discouraging was'}, {'start': '1584.480', 'end': '1589.480', 'text': 'that he felt no remorse'}, {'start': '1586.679', 'end': '1591.360', 'text': '.  When I returned home, everything'}, {'start': '1589.480', 'end': '1593.880', 'text': 'was in the same condition as when'}, {'start': '1591.360', 'end': '1595.960', 'text': 'I left.  The routine'}, {'start': '1593.880', 'end': '1597.760', 'text': 'continued unchanged, as if the rest'}, {'start': '1595.960', 'end': '1600.000', 'text': "of the world hadn't noticed my"}, {'start': '1597.760', 'end': '1601.840', 'text': 'transformation.  In the living room was'}, {'start': '1600.000', 'end': '1604.200', 'text': 'my husband with the computer on his'}, {'start': '1601.840', 'end': '1606.480', 'text': 'lap and a calm look on his'}, {'start': '1604.200', 'end': '1607.640', 'text': 'face.  Without taking his eyes off the'}, {'start': '1606.480', 'end': '1611.279', 'text': 'screen,'}, {'start': '1607.640', 'end': '1613.480', 'text': 'he said, "You\'ve arrived promptly."'}, {'start': '1611.279', 'end': '1615.440', 'text': 'I was left speechless to answer.'}, {'start': '1613.480', 'end': '1618.039', 'text': 'I hoped my heart would continue to'}, {'start': '1615.440', 'end': '1619.200', 'text': 'beat fast, that guilt would drive me'}, {'start': '1618.039', 'end': '1622.320', 'text': 'to'}, {'start': '1619.200', 'end': '1624.080', 'text': 'despair.  However, no.  I only'}, {'start': '1622.320', 'end': '1626.080', 'text': 'experienced a void that was'}, {'start': '1624.080', 'end': '1628.720', 'text': 'impossible to fill.  I walked over'}, {'start': '1626.080', 'end': '1631.279', 'text': 'to him and planted a kiss on his'}, {'start': '1628.720', 'end': '1634.279', 'text': 'cheek.  Her skin gave off a'}, {'start': '1631.279', 'end': '1636.240', 'text': 'comforting and familiar warmth.'}, {'start': '1634.279', 'end': '1638.559', 'text': "However, it didn't provoke any reaction inside"}, {'start': '1636.240', 'end': '1640.799', 'text': 'me.  I went to the room and undressed'}, {'start': '1638.559', 'end': '1642.799', 'text': 'automatically.'}, {'start': '1640.799', 'end': '1645.320', 'text': 'Looking in the mirror, I gazed at my'}, {'start': '1642.799', 'end': '1647.919', 'text': 'reflection with a combination of fear and'}, {'start': '1645.320', 'end': '1650.000', 'text': 'wonder.  I was experiencing a feeling of'}, {'start': '1647.919', 'end': '1651.760', 'text': 'change within me.  I could still feel his'}, {'start': '1650.000', 'end': '1654.200', 'text': 'breath on the back of my'}, {'start': '1651.760', 'end': '1655.720', 'text': 'neck, the touch of his fingers on my'}, {'start': '1654.200', 'end': '1657.919', 'text': 'skin, without actually'}, {'start': '1655.720', 'end': '1660.159', 'text': 'touching it.  That longing floating in the'}, {'start': '1657.919', 'end': '1663.600', 'text': 'air, I felt the vibration of my'}, {'start': '1660.159', 'end': '1665.640', 'text': "cell phone.  Have you arrived safely?  I didn't"}, {'start': '1663.600', 'end': '1667.519', 'text': 'reply immediately.  I sat down'}, {'start': '1665.640', 'end': '1669.720', 'text': 'on the bed with my cell phone in'}, {'start': '1667.519', 'end': '1670.960', 'text': 'my hands, undecided between what was appropriate and'}, {'start': '1669.720', 'end': '1673.480', 'text': 'my true'}, {'start': '1670.960', 'end': '1675.840', 'text': 'desires.  After a few moments, my'}, {'start': '1673.480', 'end': '1678.840', 'text': 'fingers began to move on their'}, {'start': '1675.840', 'end': '1681.360', 'text': 'own.  Of course.  Take a'}, {'start': '1678.840', 'end': '1684.240', 'text': 'break.  Then a new'}, {'start': '1681.360', 'end': '1687.279', 'text': 'message.  I would like to meet you.  I felt'}, {'start': '1684.240', 'end': '1688.960', 'text': 'a tightness in my chest.  It was a mistake'}, {'start': '1687.279', 'end': '1690.880', 'text': 'I made.   It'}, {'start': '1688.960', 'end': '1692.960', 'text': 'was a mistake to read those words and'}, {'start': '1690.880', 'end': '1695.120', 'text': 'experience that dizzy feeling'}, {'start': '1692.960', 'end': '1697.760', 'text': 'inside me.  It was a mistake to think about'}, {'start': '1695.120', 'end': '1699.760', 'text': 'entering their home and finally giving'}, {'start': '1697.760', 'end': '1702.320', 'text': 'in to what we had repressed'}, {'start': '1699.760', 'end': '1704.919', 'text': 'for so long.  I have turned off my'}, {'start': '1702.320', 'end': '1706.880', 'text': 'mobile device.  If he answered, everything'}, {'start': '1704.919', 'end': '1709.039', 'text': 'would come to an end.  However, when'}, {'start': '1706.880', 'end': '1711.880', 'text': 'I lay down in bed I discovered the'}, {'start': '1709.039', 'end': '1713.760', 'text': 'reality.  No matter what his actions, I'}, {'start': '1711.880', 'end': '1715.679', 'text': 'found myself disoriented.  The'}, {'start': '1713.760', 'end': '1718.760', 'text': 'next day, the atmosphere in the home'}, {'start': '1715.679', 'end': '1721.039', 'text': 'underwent a noticeable change.  Maybe it was'}, {'start': '1718.760', 'end': '1723.480', 'text': 'just my perception being distorted'}, {'start': '1721.039', 'end': '1725.279', 'text': 'by everything that was happening inside me.'}, {'start': '1723.480', 'end': '1727.640', 'text': 'As I was making the'}, {'start': '1725.279', 'end': '1729.960', 'text': 'coffee, my husband put his arms around me'}, {'start': '1727.640', 'end': '1732.480', 'text': 'from behind.  He rested his chin on my'}, {'start': '1729.960', 'end': '1734.919', 'text': 'shoulder and kept his eyes'}, {'start': '1732.480', 'end': '1737.840', 'text': 'closed.  He told her in a low voice that he'}, {'start': '1734.919', 'end': '1740.799', 'text': 'saw her a little differently.  For a moment, my'}, {'start': '1737.840', 'end': '1744.000', 'text': 'heart stopped beating.  In what'}, {'start': '1740.799', 'end': '1745.480', 'text': 'strange way?  I have no idea, something different.'}, {'start': '1744.000', 'end': '1746.919', 'text': "As if you weren't paying"}, {'start': '1745.480', 'end': '1749.120', 'text': 'attention.'}, {'start': '1746.919', 'end': '1751.279', 'text': 'I took a deep breath.'}, {'start': '1749.120', 'end': '1753.600', 'text': 'I was beginning to perceive the'}, {'start': '1751.279', 'end': '1756.640', 'text': 'transformation.  I responded with a'}, {'start': '1753.600', 'end': '1758.919', 'text': 'fleeting smile and poured the coffee with'}, {'start': '1756.640', 'end': '1761.120', 'text': 'trembling hands.  I should feel the guilt'}, {'start': '1758.919', 'end': '1764.240', 'text': 'digging into me.  However, all I'}, {'start': '1761.120', 'end': '1766.760', 'text': 'experienced was fear at the'}, {'start': '1764.240', 'end': '1769.519', 'text': 'certainty that I would find him'}, {'start': '1766.760', 'end': '1771.840', 'text': 'again.  This time there would be no turning'}, {'start': '1769.519', 'end': '1774.799', 'text': 'back.  During the day, an'}, {'start': '1771.840', 'end': '1776.799', 'text': 'unusual sense of expectation was present.'}, {'start': '1774.799', 'end': '1778.799', 'text': 'The sensation I experienced was'}, {'start': '1776.799', 'end': '1781.360', 'text': 'that everything around me was moving'}, {'start': '1778.799', 'end': '1783.880', 'text': 'at an exasperatingly'}, {'start': '1781.360', 'end': '1786.080', 'text': 'slow speed.  As my husband shared'}, {'start': '1783.880', 'end': '1789.120', 'text': 'details about his job and other'}, {'start': '1786.080', 'end': '1791.600', 'text': 'unimportant topics, I simply nodded,'}, {'start': '1789.120', 'end': '1794.200', 'text': 'not really paying attention to him,'}, {'start': '1791.600', 'end': '1796.720', 'text': 'because my attention was elsewhere, having already'}, {'start': '1794.200', 'end': '1798.720', 'text': 'made a decision.'}, {'start': '1796.720', 'end': '1800.880', 'text': 'The idea had'}, {'start': '1798.720', 'end': '1802.640', 'text': 'been swirling around in my head since the night before, but it'}, {'start': '1800.880', 'end': '1805.840', 'text': "wasn't until that moment that I gave myself"}, {'start': '1802.640', 'end': '1808.399', 'text': 'permission to accept it.  I had planned to'}, {'start': '1805.840', 'end': '1810.840', 'text': "attend.  It wasn't just an"}, {'start': '1808.399', 'end': '1813.120', 'text': "impulse, it wasn't a"}, {'start': '1810.840', 'end': '1815.320', 'text': 'random incident.  This time I would have no'}, {'start': '1813.120', 'end': '1818.159', 'text': 'justification I could create'}, {'start': '1815.320', 'end': '1820.720', 'text': 'to explain my actions.  I waited for'}, {'start': '1818.159', 'end': '1822.600', 'text': 'my husband to leave.  When the'}, {'start': '1820.720', 'end': '1824.559', 'text': 'door closed behind me, it was the'}, {'start': '1822.600', 'end': '1826.799', 'text': 'precise moment when I stopped'}, {'start': '1824.559', 'end': '1828.799', 'text': 'pretending.  I ascended the stairs'}, {'start': '1826.799', 'end': '1831.279', 'text': 'feeling my heart beat'}, {'start': '1828.799', 'end': '1832.159', 'text': 'intensely until I finally entered'}, {'start': '1831.279', 'end': '1834.440', 'text': 'the'}, {'start': '1832.159', 'end': '1837.240', 'text': 'room.  As I opened the wardrobe, I stared at'}, {'start': '1834.440', 'end': '1839.200', 'text': 'the clothes hanging there.  I'}, {'start': '1837.240', 'end': '1840.840', 'text': 'carefully selected a lightweight blouse with a'}, {'start': '1839.200', 'end': '1842.600', 'text': 'soft texture that glided'}, {'start': '1840.840', 'end': '1845.120', 'text': 'smoothly over my skin like a'}, {'start': '1842.600', 'end': '1846.640', 'text': 'whisper.  A low-key'}, {'start': '1845.120', 'end': '1849.000', 'text': 'yet'}, {'start': '1846.640', 'end': '1851.960', 'text': 'figure-flattering skinny jean.  Just below is'}, {'start': '1849.000', 'end': '1854.320', 'text': "black lace lingerie.  It wasn't"}, {'start': '1851.960', 'end': '1855.760', 'text': 'his place, it was meant for'}, {'start': '1854.320', 'end': '1857.840', 'text': 'me.'}, {'start': '1855.760', 'end': '1860.360', 'text': 'That was my way of accepting what I was'}, {'start': '1857.840', 'end': '1862.600', 'text': 'about to do, recognizing that'}, {'start': '1860.360', 'end': '1865.399', 'text': 'I had reached this stage of my own free'}, {'start': '1862.600', 'end': '1868.000', 'text': 'will due to the need I'}, {'start': '1865.399', 'end': '1870.960', 'text': 'had, I used makeup'}, {'start': '1868.000', 'end': '1873.399', 'text': 'delicately, slightly highlighting my'}, {'start': '1870.960', 'end': '1875.480', 'text': 'lips.  Looking in the mirror,'}, {'start': '1873.399', 'end': '1878.320', 'text': 'I experienced a sense of beauty I had'}, {'start': '1875.480', 'end': '1881.039', 'text': "n't felt in a long time.  It is"}, {'start': '1878.320', 'end': '1883.240', 'text': 'convenient.  Greetings.'}, {'start': '1881.039', 'end': '1885.760', 'text': 'I picked up my phone and read the most'}, {'start': '1883.240', 'end': '1888.159', 'text': 'recent message.  I would like to'}, {'start': '1885.760', 'end': '1891.080', 'text': 'meet you.  I only wrote a couple'}, {'start': '1888.159', 'end': '1893.360', 'text': "of terms.  I'm heading there right now"}, {'start': '1891.080', 'end': '1895.720', 'text': '.  Hitting the send button'}, {'start': '1893.360', 'end': '1896.360', 'text': 'with my heart beating fast, I left'}, {'start': '1895.720', 'end': '1899.000', 'text': 'my'}, {'start': '1896.360', 'end': '1900.840', 'text': 'home.  The car ride was a'}, {'start': '1899.000', 'end': '1903.279', 'text': 'roller coaster of'}, {'start': '1900.840', 'end': '1905.320', 'text': 'emotions.  Excitement was intertwined'}, {'start': '1903.279', 'end': '1907.600', 'text': 'with excitement.  While my reason'}, {'start': '1905.320', 'end': '1909.720', 'text': 'struggled to stay sane, my body'}, {'start': '1907.600', 'end': '1912.519', 'text': 'revealed itself as I drew closer'}, {'start': '1909.720', 'end': '1914.519', 'text': 'and closer to meeting it.  When we arrived, the'}, {'start': '1912.519', 'end': '1917.039', 'text': 'car was already parked'}, {'start': '1914.519', 'end': '1919.279', 'text': 'in front of the house.  He was'}, {'start': '1917.039', 'end': '1921.399', 'text': 'waiting for me.  I parked on the side of'}, {'start': '1919.279', 'end': '1924.080', 'text': 'the street and remained in the seat with my'}, {'start': '1921.399', 'end': '1926.600', 'text': 'hands on the wheel.  It would be possible to'}, {'start': '1924.080', 'end': '1928.720', 'text': 'turn around.  I could pretend none'}, {'start': '1926.600', 'end': '1931.200', 'text': 'of this ever happened.  However, I did'}, {'start': '1928.720', 'end': '1933.799', 'text': "not do it.  I didn't do it because I didn't"}, {'start': '1931.200', 'end': '1935.799', 'text': 'feel like it, because that was his choice.   I got'}, {'start': '1933.799', 'end': '1938.880', 'text': 'out of the vehicle and headed toward'}, {'start': '1935.799', 'end': '1941.360', 'text': 'the entrance.  My breathing was'}, {'start': '1938.880', 'end': '1943.760', 'text': 'labored and my skin throbbed with a'}, {'start': '1941.360', 'end': '1947.519', 'text': 'combination of nervousness and passion.'}, {'start': '1943.760', 'end': '1951.159', 'text': 'I made a call.  Innoti the door'}, {'start': '1947.519', 'end': '1953.519', 'text': 'opened immediately and there he was.'}, {'start': '1951.159', 'end': '1955.760', 'text': 'She looked closely at my face and'}, {'start': '1953.519', 'end': '1958.720', 'text': 'then at my figure.  His intense gaze'}, {'start': '1955.760', 'end': '1961.039', 'text': 'created a dense atmosphere between us.'}, {'start': '1958.720', 'end': '1963.360', 'text': 'Both remained silent.  It was no longer'}, {'start': '1961.039', 'end': '1965.159', 'text': 'necessary.  We were both aware'}, {'start': '1963.360', 'end': '1967.600', 'text': 'that we had reached a point of no'}, {'start': '1965.159', 'end': '1970.799', 'text': 'return.  This time, no one'}, {'start': '1967.600', 'end': '1970.799', 'text': 'could stop us.  Yeah.'}]