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[{'start': '1.240', 'end': '6.960', 'text': 'It does, it does'}, {'start': '4.680', 'end': '9.000', 'text': 'record.  Yeah, hey, technology is coming back,'}, {'start': '6.960', 'end': '10.719', 'text': 'right?  Welcome here,'}, {'start': '9.000', 'end': '12.040', 'text': "right?  So, now let's"}, {'start': '10.719', 'end': '15.000', 'text': 'look again at the love story'}, {'start': '12.040', 'end': '18.119', 'text': "you're looking at, what's going on there?  And"}, {'start': '15.000', 'end': '21.760', 'text': "you know, I'd just like to"}, {'start': '27.000', 'end': '31.359', 'text': 'take a quick look at the comment from a very loyal viewer.  Yes, dear Christer,'}, {'start': '29.480', 'end': '33.559', 'text': 'I mean you exactly.  What does true loyalty mean?  Law'}, {'start': '31.359', 'end': '34.879', 'text': 'is stupid.  Uh, Christ has been watching for'}, {'start': '33.559', 'end': '37.120', 'text': 'quite a while and I'}, {'start': '34.879', 'end': '37.120', 'text': 'know'}, {'start': '37.399', 'end': '43.239', 'text': "it.  Everyone says it's too late."}, {'start': '41.200', 'end': '45.640', 'text': 'Well, for'}, {'start': '43.239', 'end': '47.079', 'text': "one thing, if it's too late, why are"}, {'start': '45.640', 'end': '49.719', 'text': 'you still looking at it'}, {'start': '47.079', 'end': '51.600', 'text': "?  On the other hand, if it's too late,"}, {'start': '49.719', 'end': '52.440', 'text': "well, that's just how it is sometimes, is"}, {'start': '51.600', 'end': '55.239', 'text': "n't it?"}, {'start': '52.440', 'end': '56.640', 'text': 'Um, we often act as if there is'}, {'start': '55.239', 'end': '59.000', 'text': 'only one person in this world'}, {'start': '56.640', 'end': '61.359', 'text': 'for us, right?  And just imagine'}, {'start': '59.000', 'end': '64.159', 'text': 'how sad it would be'}, {'start': '61.359', 'end': '65.720', 'text': 'if we had met just one person'}, {'start': '64.159', 'end': '67.920', 'text': 'who'}, {'start': '65.720', 'end': '70.119', 'text': 'turned out to be completely incompatible'}, {'start': '67.920', 'end': '71.479', 'text': ".  Well, if I'm being completely"}, {'start': '70.119', 'end': '73.000', 'text': "honest, I mean, I'm"}, {'start': '71.479', 'end': '75.320', 'text': '48 now,'}, {'start': '73.000', 'end': '77.479', 'text': 'right?  My first boyfriend, who later'}, {'start': '75.320', 'end': '79.119', 'text': 'became my first husband, please'}, {'start': '77.479', 'end': '81.040', 'text': 'forgive me if he'}, {'start': '79.119', 'end': '83.280', 'text': 'sees this, but we were terrible'}, {'start': '81.040', 'end': '86.280', 'text': 'together.  Yes, we were terrible'}, {'start': '83.280', 'end': '88.479', 'text': 'together and we will become even more terrible together as the honor progresses'}, {'start': '88.479', 'end': '92.759', 'text': ".  It's a good thing for both of us"}, {'start': '90.799', 'end': '95.040', 'text': 'that we broke up'}, {'start': '92.759', 'end': '98.600', 'text': '.  And yes, I'}, {'start': '95.040', 'end': '102.759', 'text': 'know, dear, you found it terrible.  that'}, {'start': '98.600', 'end': '104.960', 'text': 'I broke up.  But you know,'}, {'start': '102.759', 'end': '106.960', 'text': 'he recently got'}, {'start': '104.960', 'end': '108.920', 'text': 'married to his second wife, right?   That'}, {'start': '106.960', 'end': '111.560', 'text': "'s the story,"}, {'start': '108.920', 'end': '113.799', 'text': 'he met her after me and'}, {'start': '111.560', 'end': '116.360', 'text': "she suits him much better and I'm"}, {'start': '113.799', 'end': '119.119', 'text': 'sure that however the two of them are'}, {'start': '116.360', 'end': '120.719', 'text': 'together today, they are'}, {'start': '119.119', 'end': '124.479', 'text': 'much happier together than'}, {'start': '120.719', 'end': '126.960', 'text': 'we ever could have been.  Yes.'}, {'start': '124.479', 'end': '128.640', 'text': "Um, there's often a"}, {'start': '126.960', 'end': '131.560', 'text': 'gift'}, {'start': '128.640', 'end': '133.920', 'text': 'in there, right?  My second husband also'}, {'start': '131.560', 'end': '135.720', 'text': 'has another partner today, what do I mean today, for many'}, {'start': '133.920', 'end': '136.920', 'text': 'years.  I'}, {'start': '135.720', 'end': '138.200', 'text': 'am very sure that he'}, {'start': '136.920', 'end': '141.720', 'text': 'is much happier with her than he'}, {'start': '138.200', 'end': '143.200', 'text': 'was with me.  Um, just like'}, {'start': '141.720', 'end': '147.000', 'text': "I'm much happier today than"}, {'start': '143.200', 'end': '151.080', 'text': "I was with him, right?  It's such"}, {'start': '147.000', 'end': '151.080', 'text': 'a two-sided story.'}, {'start': '151.160', 'end': '155.080', 'text': 'Um, and just because we fell'}, {'start': '153.640', 'end': '156.519', 'text': 'in love with someone at some point in time does'}, {'start': '155.080', 'end': '158.200', 'text': "n't mean that they have to"}, {'start': '158.200', 'end': '163.519', 'text': 'be the right person for us forever, right?  And most of the time, well'}, {'start': '161.560', 'end': '165.800', 'text': ", it isn't, because there are"}, {'start': '163.519', 'end': '167.080', 'text': "reasons why it doesn't work,"}, {'start': '165.800', 'end': '168.360', 'text': 'right?  This is not always just because'}, {'start': '167.080', 'end': '170.560', 'text': 'someone'}, {'start': '168.360', 'end': '172.200', 'text': 'is a little bit interfering, but'}, {'start': '170.560', 'end': '173.800', 'text': 'this interference also comes from'}, {'start': '172.200', 'end': '175.840', 'text': 'somewhere, namely because the heart is not'}, {'start': '173.800', 'end': '177.200', 'text': 'saying yes out loud.  And in'}, {'start': '175.840', 'end': '178.640', 'text': 'matters of the heart, if'}, {'start': '177.200', 'end': '181.480', 'text': "something isn't"}, {'start': '178.640', 'end': '184.959', 'text': "written out loud as a yes, then it's just a"}, {'start': '181.480', 'end': '187.920', 'text': 'no, right?'}, {'start': '184.959', 'end': '189.120', 'text': "Um, and that's why you know, Christer,"}, {'start': '187.920', 'end': '190.879', 'text': "maybe there's something"}, {'start': '189.120', 'end': '192.799', 'text': 'else in sight for you here, right?'}, {'start': '190.879', 'end': '194.480', 'text': 'Maybe you actually have'}, {'start': '192.799', 'end': '196.840', 'text': 'someone in the'}, {'start': '194.480', 'end': '198.239', 'text': "Order that you haven't seen yet."}, {'start': '196.840', 'end': '201.440', 'text': 'And maybe we should'}, {'start': '198.239', 'end': '203.040', 'text': "take a look at that now.  Hmm. What's going on"}, {'start': '201.440', 'end': '204.360', 'text': 'behind your back right now?  For all'}, {'start': '203.040', 'end': '207.360', 'text': 'those who might still'}, {'start': '204.360', 'end': '210.360', 'text': 'be looking at someone but with whom things are'}, {'start': '207.360', 'end': '210.360', 'text': "n't working out all the time"}, {'start': '210.840', 'end': '215.480', 'text': '.  What does love'}, {'start': '212.720', 'end': '217.799', 'text': 'really have in store for you?  Well,'}, {'start': '215.480', 'end': '221.720', 'text': 'just look there'}, {'start': '217.799', 'end': '224.280', 'text': '.  All Christ in our community.'}, {'start': '221.720', 'end': '224.280', 'text': 'Yes,'}, {'start': '226.120', 'end': '233.720', 'text': 'exactly.  Because there it is'}, {'start': '230.000', 'end': '233.720', 'text': '.  Oh.'}, {'start': '236.040', 'end': '238.840', 'text': 'Look, these two cards are'}, {'start': '241.120', 'end': '244.239', 'text': 'placed together in the lower deck like a sandwich.  Both stops are the'}, {'start': '242.840', 'end': '246.640', 'text': 'wrong way'}, {'start': '244.239', 'end': '248.840', 'text': 'round.  One says, "Open your mind"'}, {'start': '246.640', 'end': '252.799', 'text': 'and the other says, "Keep your heart'}, {'start': '248.840', 'end': '255.640', 'text': 'open."  Get ready for it.  Because there is,'}, {'start': '252.799', 'end': '257.919', 'text': "and let's take a break, right?"}, {'start': '255.640', 'end': '262.040', 'text': 'Just relax.'}, {'start': '257.919', 'end': '264.080', 'text': 'Stop it.  Well, even if we lose viewers for it'}, {'start': '262.040', 'end': '267.120', 'text': ','}, {'start': '264.080', 'end': '268.479', 'text': 'stop looking at these old'}, {'start': '267.120', 'end': '269.560', 'text': 'people.  Maybe stop'}, {'start': '269.560', 'end': '272.440', 'text': 'looking at love stories and'}, {'start': '271.320', 'end': '274.400', 'text': 'focus on the'}, {'start': '272.440', 'end': '276.120', 'text': "rest of your life.  Now I've"}, {'start': '274.400', 'end': '279.039', 'text': 'turned you around again.  Yes, free'}, {'start': '276.120', 'end': '281.440', 'text': 'yourself from blockages.  Waxing crescent moon'}, {'start': '279.039', 'end': '283.479', 'text': "in Scorpio, right?  It's about your"}, {'start': '281.440', 'end': '285.960', 'text': "fears.  It's about everything that keeps throwing you"}, {'start': '283.479', 'end': '287.600', 'text': 'off track.'}, {'start': '285.960', 'end': '289.440', 'text': "Um, there are things you don't"}, {'start': '287.600', 'end': '290.880', 'text': 'want to look at, right?'}, {'start': '289.440', 'end': '293.160', 'text': 'I just intuitively'}, {'start': '290.880', 'end': '294.720', 'text': 'put this card back on my face without'}, {'start': '293.160', 'end': '297.759', 'text': "thinking about it.  You don't want"}, {'start': '294.720', 'end': '299.800', 'text': 'to look there, dear.  And in fact, that is'}, {'start': '297.759', 'end': '301.919', 'text': 'exactly what is holding you back from a'}, {'start': '299.800', 'end': '303.840', 'text': 'fulfilling love life'}, {'start': '301.919', 'end': '305.440', 'text': '.  Maybe something that you'}, {'start': '303.840', 'end': '307.479', 'text': 'experienced with this other person'}, {'start': '305.440', 'end': '308.880', 'text': 'and, well, something that is still inside'}, {'start': '307.479', 'end': '310.960', 'text': 'you'}, {'start': '308.880', 'end': '314.080', 'text': ".  That's perhaps exactly what"}, {'start': '310.960', 'end': '315.800', 'text': 'this, well,'}, {'start': '314.080', 'end': '317.160', 'text': 'tarot reading reveals about this one'}, {'start': '315.800', 'end': '319.199', 'text': "person, if we're being completely"}, {'start': '317.160', 'end': '322.600', 'text': 'honest.'}, {'start': '319.199', 'end': '326.319', 'text': 'No, what do you associate with this'}, {'start': '322.600', 'end': '326.319', 'text': "person that isn't good for you"}, {'start': '329.240', 'end': '333.039', 'text': '?  Just take a look there'}, {'start': '333.319', 'end': '339.560', 'text': '.  Let’s call the angels'}, {'start': '343.160', 'end': '347.400', 'text': 'Blockchaden for now.  Well, think again'}, {'start': '345.600', 'end': '348.639', 'text': '.  Um, there might'}, {'start': '347.400', 'end': '350.759', 'text': 'actually be a setting here that you'}, {'start': '348.639', 'end': '354.240', 'text': 'can change again.  Maybe it'}, {'start': '350.759', 'end': '355.759', 'text': "'s also about raising your head,"}, {'start': '354.240', 'end': '358.520', 'text': 'saying, no, not everything is black,'}, {'start': '355.759', 'end': '360.880', 'text': 'no, not everything is crap.  No, it is'}, {'start': '358.520', 'end': '362.919', 'text': 'not the only person.  Yes, of course there is'}, {'start': '360.880', 'end': '365.280', 'text': 'hope.  There is always'}, {'start': '362.919', 'end': '367.360', 'text': 'hope.  Yes, there is always hope and'}, {'start': '365.280', 'end': '370.319', 'text': 'you have to know, today, my today is'}, {'start': '367.360', 'end': '371.599', 'text': 'still May 1st, um, I am on the'}, {'start': '370.319', 'end': '373.759', 'text': 'Herder Rings Tarot.  Maybe'}, {'start': '371.599', 'end': '375.960', 'text': 'we should consult that again'}, {'start': '373.759', 'end': '378.479', 'text': ', right?  Gandalf says there is'}, {'start': '375.960', 'end': '383.000', 'text': 'still hope.  And here no panic,'}, {'start': '378.479', 'end': '384.400', 'text': "success.  Um, there's something inside you?"}, {'start': '383.000', 'end': '388.000', 'text': 'Yes yes.  Herder Rings'}, {'start': '384.400', 'end': '388.000', 'text': 'Tarot.  More jungle people'}, {'start': '389.759', 'end': '397.199', 'text': 'away.  What is blocking you'}, {'start': '392.599', 'end': '397.199', 'text': '?  What is blocking you?'}, {'start': '400.240', 'end': '402.479', 'text': 'a'}, {'start': '403.840', 'end': '409.000', 'text': 'defeat.  Well, the defeat'}, {'start': '407.360', 'end': '410.919', 'text': 'that comes from someone'}, {'start': '409.000', 'end': '415.120', 'text': 'not expressing their feelings'}, {'start': '410.919', 'end': '415.120', 'text': ', not standing up for their feelings'}, {'start': '425.639', 'end': '431.160', 'text': ', even though you'}, {'start': '429.000', 'end': '432.960', 'text': "'ve probably opened your heart to them, right?  This is Abendstern in the evening"}, {'start': '431.160', 'end': '436.759', 'text': ', even though he'}, {'start': '432.960', 'end': '440.520', 'text': 'looks a little different here than in the movie,'}, {'start': '436.759', 'end': '440.520', 'text': 'right?  This is evening'}, {'start': '440.960', 'end': '445.080', 'text': 'immortality.  You'}, {'start': '443.039', 'end': '447.520', 'text': 'really'}, {'start': '445.080', 'end': '449.160', 'text': 'bet on someone here, raised someone to be your star'}, {'start': '447.520', 'end': '451.160', 'text': ', gave someone'}, {'start': '449.160', 'end': '453.479', 'text': 'your, well, literally your'}, {'start': '451.160', 'end': '455.360', 'text': 'undying love.  Um, the'}, {'start': '453.479', 'end': '458.319', 'text': 'catch is'}, {'start': '455.360', 'end': '460.599', 'text': 'this is our King of the Rings,'}, {'start': '458.319', 'end': '462.680', 'text': 'right?  This is one from Naschool.'}, {'start': '460.599', 'end': '464.560', 'text': 'You know, all those who know the story'}, {'start': '462.680', 'end': '467.120', 'text': 'are on the side of'}, {'start': '464.560', 'end': '470.120', 'text': 'evil, because they were lured by the power'}, {'start': '467.120', 'end': '473.440', 'text': 'and,'}, {'start': '470.120', 'end': '476.919', 'text': 'well, today they actually roam'}, {'start': '473.440', 'end': '480.400', 'text': 'the land among themselves as undead terrors'}, {'start': '476.919', 'end': '482.960', 'text': 'and he here is this king of'}, {'start': '480.400', 'end': '482.960', 'text': 'undead'}, {'start': '483.199', 'end': '490.520', 'text': 'kings, driven by the will of Saurenson,'}, {'start': '486.560', 'end': '490.520', 'text': 'driven by the power.'}, {'start': '490.879', 'end': '493.960', 'text': 'Did someone simply'}, {'start': '492.159', 'end': '496.199', 'text': 'say, no, I have the'}, {'start': '493.960', 'end': '498.120', 'text': 'power to set'}, {'start': '496.199', 'end': '499.720', 'text': 'boundaries, right?  Here someone'}, {'start': '498.120', 'end': '501.800', 'text': 'used their own power and said, you'}, {'start': '499.720', 'end': '503.560', 'text': 'know'}, {'start': '501.800', 'end': '506.440', 'text': 'what?'}, {'start': '503.560', 'end': '508.000', 'text': "No, I don't want to, right?  I feel so"}, {'start': '506.440', 'end': '509.120', 'text': 'bad, so terrible.  Maybe'}, {'start': '508.000', 'end': '510.400', 'text': "I'm not capable of that either."}, {'start': '509.120', 'end': '512.839', 'text': 'Maybe someone raised their problem above'}, {'start': '510.400', 'end': '514.560', 'text': 'you and said, I'}, {'start': '512.839', 'end': '516.080', 'text': 'submit to my problem and you'}, {'start': '514.560', 'end': '519.000', 'text': 'then submitted to that problem in the same way'}, {'start': '516.080', 'end': '522.000', 'text': 'and then the whole'}, {'start': '519.000', 'end': '523.399', 'text': 'thing went down the drain.  Yes.'}, {'start': '522.000', 'end': '526.720', 'text': 'And'}, {'start': '523.399', 'end': '530.080', 'text': 'here you can see for'}, {'start': '526.720', 'end': '531.560', 'text': 'yourself.  No, you can'}, {'start': '531.560', 'end': '535.839', 'text': 'look at it for yourself.  Well, your feelings'}, {'start': '533.760', 'end': '537.200', 'text': 'still belong to you, right?  Yes.'}, {'start': '535.839', 'end': '539.040', 'text': 'what another person does with his'}, {'start': '537.200', 'end': '542.120', 'text': 'feelings, whether he'}, {'start': '539.040', 'end': '544.079', 'text': "wants to look at them, whether he has them, has them, doesn't have them,"}, {'start': '542.120', 'end': '545.839', 'text': 'with the king of the calves.  Well, if'}, {'start': '544.079', 'end': '547.079', 'text': "that's the hurdle, then I would"}, {'start': '545.839', 'end': '551.600', 'text': 'say that someone is a bit'}, {'start': '547.079', 'end': '553.760', 'text': 'depressed or just a whiner.   Um,'}, {'start': '551.600', 'end': '556.240', 'text': "yes, don't get me wrong,"}, {'start': '553.760', 'end': '557.839', 'text': 'we all experience'}, {'start': '556.240', 'end': '560.079', 'text': 'whining energy sometimes.  You just have'}, {'start': '557.839', 'end': '562.959', 'text': 'to get out again, right?  That is the art.'}, {'start': '560.079', 'end': '566.320', 'text': 'Preferably at the right time, or'}, {'start': '562.959', 'end': '566.320', 'text': "before it's too late."}, {'start': '566.760', 'end': '572.320', 'text': 'Um, of course you can'}, {'start': '569.040', 'end': '574.040', 'text': "indulge in that, right?  It's your decision."}, {'start': '572.320', 'end': '575.440', 'text': 'Nobody tells you what to do, neither'}, {'start': '574.040', 'end': '579.600', 'text': 'the universe nor any cards drawn by'}, {'start': '575.440', 'end': '579.600', 'text': 'some cartel-like chicks.'}, {'start': '580.880', 'end': '588.760', 'text': 'Um, you always have the last word'}, {'start': '584.399', 'end': '591.240', 'text': 'at the same time.  What do'}, {'start': '588.760', 'end': '594.399', 'text': 'you want?  Do you really want to stay in this'}, {'start': '591.240', 'end': '595.800', 'text': 'situation?'}, {'start': '594.399', 'end': '598.760', 'text': 'Or are you slowly getting to the point where'}, {'start': '595.800', 'end': '602.600', 'text': 'you get a brief stimulus and say, "Hey,'}, {'start': '598.760', 'end': '604.000', 'text': 'screw it, I want to get out of here, right? Yes,'}, {'start': '602.600', 'end': '605.920', 'text': 'these are your feelings,'}, {'start': '604.000', 'end': '607.720', 'text': "but these are my feelings and I'm going to start"}, {'start': '605.920', 'end': '609.920', 'text': 'acting on my feelings now."  This'}, {'start': '607.720', 'end': '611.760', 'text': 'is also a King of Cups.'}, {'start': '609.920', 'end': '614.480', 'text': 'Um, do you want to continue to be this depressed,'}, {'start': '611.760', 'end': '618.440', 'text': 'downcast King of Cups'}, {'start': '614.480', 'end': '620.959', 'text': 'because you look at someone like that?'}, {'start': '618.440', 'end': '622.640', 'text': 'Or is it time for you to'}, {'start': '622.640', 'end': '627.040', 'text': 'take your life back into your own hands?  This is what you are'}, {'start': '624.880', 'end': '628.680', 'text': 'allowed to think about and this is also'}, {'start': '627.040', 'end': '629.839', 'text': 'the blockage from which you are allowed to free yourself'}, {'start': '628.680', 'end': '634.160', 'text': '.  So, now we have the'}, {'start': '629.839', 'end': '634.160', 'text': 'other Tarot in our hands.'}, {'start': '643.079', 'end': '648.920', 'text': 'Yes, then look here at the diver who'}, {'start': '646.000', 'end': '650.360', 'text': "encounters this underwater people.  Yes, they're"}, {'start': '648.920', 'end': '651.839', 'text': 'all standing there with their chopsticks, and he'}, {'start': '650.360', 'end': '654.200', 'text': 'says,'}, {'start': '651.839', 'end': '656.079', 'text': '"Oh, don\'t come so close to me,'}, {'start': '654.200', 'end': '657.240', 'text': "okay? That's a new"}, {'start': '656.079', 'end': '659.639', 'text': 'challenge."'}, {'start': '657.240', 'end': '661.120', 'text': 'The young man is very surprised.'}, {'start': '659.639', 'end': '663.360', 'text': 'But ultimately, he lets himself be surprised by'}, {'start': '661.120', 'end': '664.279', 'text': 'something that will bring him happiness:'}, {'start': '663.360', 'end': '667.160', 'text': 'the'}, {'start': '664.279', 'end': '669.519', 'text': 'sun. Yes.'}, {'start': '667.160', 'end': '671.839', 'text': 'Um, you can set yourself up for something here'}, {'start': '669.519', 'end': '675.320', 'text': 'that will make you greater'}, {'start': '671.839', 'end': '678.040', 'text': ', that will make you happy,'}, {'start': '675.320', 'end': '679.800', 'text': 'that more gives you significantly more than it'}, {'start': '679.800', 'end': '683.600', 'text': 'takes away. 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And here we see the'}, {'start': '714.480', 'end': '720.360', 'text': 'wagon with our Bilbohl, right?'}, {'start': '717.480', 'end': '723.079', 'text': 'The one who was an advanced'}, {'start': '720.360', 'end': '726.040', 'text': 'hobbit, who'}, {'start': '723.079', 'end': '729.160', 'text': 'opened the gate to the world for the Shire, that they all did'}, {'start': '726.040', 'end': '732.440', 'text': "n't want, but a Frodo"}, {'start': '729.160', 'end': '735.560', 'text': 'and Samis and Mary and Pippin'}, {'start': '732.440', 'end': '736.920', 'text': 'definitely got through, right?  Um, and'}, {'start': '735.560', 'end': '739.199', 'text': 'the world keeps coming'}, {'start': '736.920', 'end': '741.839', 'text': 'back in.  Sometimes you'}, {'start': '739.199', 'end': '743.600', 'text': 'actually just have to open a door like that.  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You haven't seen yet."}, {'start': '1157.640', 'end': '1162.320', 'text': 'Show me your destiny.  What does'}, {'start': '1159.360', 'end': '1163.520', 'text': 'fate have in store right now?'}, {'start': '1162.320', 'end': '1166.840', 'text': 'What is meant for you'}, {'start': '1163.520', 'end': '1166.840', 'text': '?  Yes,'}, {'start': '1171.679', 'end': '1174.679', 'text': 'great.'}, {'start': '1175.000', 'end': '1180.720', 'text': 'Oh, well, look, the'}, {'start': '1177.640', 'end': '1182.720', 'text': 'very first thing that comes up is the Wheel of Fortune.'}, {'start': '1180.720', 'end': '1185.159', 'text': 'Great, thanks for the conversation.  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Chester, I was just talking to you.'}, {'start': '1242.720', 'end': '1247.039', 'text': 'You are in here, just like all the Christas'}, {'start': '1244.440', 'end': '1250.840', 'text': 'in this spread, all the Christas in our'}, {'start': '1247.039', 'end': '1250.840', 'text': 'community, including the male ones.'}, {'start': '1261.840', 'end': '1267.440', 'text': 'Um, what happens to you when you'}, {'start': '1264.000', 'end': '1267.440', 'text': 'lose control?'}, {'start': '1271.480', 'end': '1275.279', 'text': "That's way too much."}, {'start': '1327.640', 'end': '1331.159', 'text': 'So it could be the ex.'}, {'start': '1329.840', 'end': '1333.720', 'text': 'But it can also simply be someone who'}, {'start': '1331.159', 'end': '1335.200', 'text': 'is with you the whole time.  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I'}, {'start': '1398.760', 'end': '1401.799', 'text': 'mean, if someone is standing next to you'}, {'start': '1400.120', 'end': '1403.279', 'text': 'telling you how much they'}, {'start': '1401.799', 'end': '1405.400', 'text': "love you and you're thinking about someone else the"}, {'start': '1403.279', 'end': '1407.400', 'text': 'whole time,'}, {'start': '1405.400', 'end': '1408.760', 'text': "you're"}, {'start': '1407.400', 'end': '1411.520', 'text': "not mentally there at all, you're not really listening"}, {'start': '1408.760', 'end': '1412.840', 'text': ', then they can'}, {'start': '1411.520', 'end': '1414.360', 'text': 'literally talk to you physically as much as they want'}, {'start': '1412.840', 'end': '1416.919', 'text': ', right?'}, {'start': '1414.360', 'end': '1419.039', 'text': 'Um, but this is about'}, {'start': '1416.919', 'end': '1420.360', 'text': 'speaking and being heard again on a soul level'}, {'start': '1419.039', 'end': '1423.159', 'text': ','}, {'start': '1420.360', 'end': '1425.760', 'text': 'because this cleans both of your channels'}, {'start': '1430.400', 'end': '1434.799', 'text': '.  Here is someone in your'}, {'start': '1437.159', 'end': '1442.000', 'text': 'field'}, {'start': '1439.520', 'end': '1443.159', 'text': 'who has been overreaching all the time and would'}, {'start': '1442.000', 'end': '1444.159', 'text': 'love to have a relationship with you'}, {'start': '1443.159', 'end': '1445.880', 'text': '.'}, {'start': '1444.159', 'end': '1447.960', 'text': 'Yes, and we see how our king of the'}, {'start': '1445.880', 'end': '1450.200', 'text': "cold, he's sitting there a bit,"}, {'start': '1447.960', 'end': '1451.919', 'text': 'he looks a bit tipsy'}, {'start': '1450.200', 'end': '1454.720', 'text': ", right?  He's got one too many cups,"}, {'start': '1451.919', 'end': '1457.240', 'text': "I'd say."}, {'start': '1454.720', 'end': '1458.480', 'text': 'Um, it looks a bit'}, {'start': '1457.240', 'end': '1460.320', 'text': 'depressing'}, {'start': '1458.480', 'end': '1462.200', 'text': 'about'}, {'start': '1460.320', 'end': '1464.360', 'text': "heartbreak, right?  He's wanted to have"}, {'start': '1462.200', 'end': '1465.799', 'text': 'a relationship with you all along,'}, {'start': '1464.360', 'end': '1467.720', 'text': "but he hasn't been"}, {'start': '1465.799', 'end': '1470.919', 'text': 'able to.'}, {'start': '1467.720', 'end': '1473.760', 'text': 'And here, through this opening, there is'}, {'start': '1470.919', 'end': '1473.760', 'text': 'now suddenly the'}, {'start': '1476.960', 'end': '1481.600', 'text': 'opportunity to do something again'}, {'start': '1479.039', 'end': '1483.880', 'text': ', to continue'}, {'start': '1481.600', 'end': '1486.159', 'text': 'working on it, to'}, {'start': '1483.880', 'end': '1488.000', 'text': 'earn coins, to take a closer'}, {'start': '1486.159', 'end': '1490.240', 'text': 'look at things.  Here there are suddenly'}, {'start': '1488.000', 'end': '1492.320', 'text': 'opportunities to act again, to increase something'}, {'start': '1492.320', 'end': '1496.120', 'text': 'and no, it goes a'}, {'start': '1494.399', 'end': '1497.919', 'text': 'bit in a zigzag now,'}, {'start': '1496.120', 'end': '1500.240', 'text': 'something that has lasted for a long time, right?  Here'}, {'start': '1497.919', 'end': '1502.520', 'text': 'we wait together, this is a very'}, {'start': '1500.240', 'end': '1505.200', 'text': 'nice seven of coins.'}, {'start': '1502.520', 'end': '1507.679', 'text': "Uh, they're waiting together for"}, {'start': '1505.200', 'end': '1509.320', 'text': 'you to give birth, right?  They have already'}, {'start': '1507.679', 'end': '1511.799', 'text': 'prepared everything nicely.  The baby'}, {'start': '1509.320', 'end': '1514.120', 'text': 'just has to come, right?  Now it just has to'}, {'start': '1514.240', 'end': '1519.000', 'text': "come.  And that's exactly what it's about, right?  That's what"}, {'start': '1517.080', 'end': '1522.520', 'text': 'happens when you open up, when'}, {'start': '1519.000', 'end': '1525.120', 'text': 'you actually let go of control'}, {'start': '1522.520', 'end': '1526.960', 'text': "and let go of a certain belief that you're"}, {'start': '1525.120', 'end': '1528.440', 'text': 'currently carrying around with you quite rigidly and firmly'}, {'start': '1530.360', 'end': '1535.000', 'text': '.  What kind of belief is that'}, {'start': '1532.000', 'end': '1535.000', 'text': '?'}, {'start': '1542.159', 'end': '1547.760', 'text': 'Yes, love is not meant for me'}, {'start': '1544.120', 'end': '1547.760', 'text': '.  I will also be alone forever'}, {'start': '1547.799', 'end': '1553.200', 'text': '.  You can'}, {'start': '1550.159', 'end': '1556.840', 'text': 'hand that in.  So I would say it always has to be'}, {'start': '1553.200', 'end': '1559.840', 'text': "round, right?  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