Lou (2016) (Legendado)
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[{'start': '28.949', 'end': '31.149', 'text': 'No!'}, {'start': '46.030', 'end': '50.030', 'text': 'LOU'}, {'start': '56.798', 'end': '61.745', 'text': 'Against vice and materialism,\nI commit to the fire'}, {'start': '61.746', 'end': '67.670', 'text': 'the writings of Karl Marx\nand Leon Trotsky.'}, {'start': '71.028', 'end': '76.024', 'text': 'Against the degrading and exaggerated\nimportance of sexuality'}, {'start': '76.025', 'end': '81.184', 'text': 'for the nobility of the human soul,'}, {'start': '81.725', 'end': '85.787', 'text': 'I consign to the fire the writings\nof the Sigmund Freud School.'}, {'start': '85.788', 'end': '89.604', 'text': 'Against the sneaky mistreatment\nof the German language...'}, {'start': '92.025', 'end': '93.452', 'text': 'Göttingen\n11/05/1933'}, {'start': '93.453', 'end': '95.679', 'text': '"My dear Professor Freud,'}, {'start': '97.084', 'end': '99.115', 'text': '"The recent events\namong us'}, {'start': '99.116', 'end': '101.947', 'text': 'suggest\nvery bad things for Germany."'}, {'start': '101.948', 'end': '103.848', 'text': 'Out of respect and reverence'}, {'start': '103.849', 'end': '107.191', 'text': 'for the immortal\nspirit of the German people.'}, {'start': '110.931', 'end': '114.247', 'text': '"I hope\nthat you are well."'}, {'start': '114.818', 'end': '118.221', 'text': 'To consign everything\nthat is not German to the fire.'}, {'start': '144.176', 'end': '145.830', 'text': 'What do you want?'}, {'start': '146.473', 'end': '148.231', 'text': 'If I may,\nI am Ernst Pfeiffer. I'}, {'start': '148.998', 'end': '152.221', 'text': 'would like to know if I may speak\nto Mrs. Andreas-Salomé.'}, {'start': '152.790', 'end': '154.457', 'text': 'She no longer receives anyone.'}, {'start': '154.559', 'end': '155.859', 'text': 'Goodbye.'}, {'start': '180.378', 'end': '181.678', 'text': 'Could you give her this?'}, {'start': '183.710', 'end': '185.210', 'text': 'Mariechen!'}, {'start': '202.504', 'end': '203.925', 'text': 'Who was that?'}, {'start': '221.509', 'end': '223.441', 'text': 'By the way, he is still there.'}, {'start': '224.626', 'end': '226.275', 'text': 'Then let him in.'}, {'start': '228.355', 'end': '229.668', 'text': 'Are you sure?'}, {'start': '230.552', 'end': '231.969', 'text': 'Yes. You will'}, {'start': '243.485', 'end': '246.357', 'text': 'not be able to claim her\nfor yourself for too long.'}, {'start': '257.656', 'end': '258.956', 'text': 'I... It'}, {'start': '260.059', 'end': '262.502', 'text': 'is very kind of you to\nreceive me.'}, {'start': '263.239', 'end': '265.724', 'text': 'You write\nthat it is a matter of life and death. It'}, {'start': '266.453', 'end': '268.896', 'text': 'is because I have a friend\nwho needs help.'}, {'start': '268.897', 'end': '270.886', 'text': 'Psychological help.'}, {'start': '271.287', 'end': '274.210', 'text': 'I have not practiced\nsince yesterday at the latest.'}, {'start': '274.754', 'end': '277.731', 'text': 'Psychoanalysis is considered\na Jewish science.'}, {'start': '277.732', 'end': '280.987', 'text': 'Therefore\nyour effort to come here was in vain.'}, {'start': '280.988', 'end': '283.421', 'text': "But I don't know where else\nI could turn."}, {'start': '284.927', 'end': '286.747', 'text': 'Well, my friend, he...'}, {'start': '286.748', 'end': '289.553', 'text': "he can't\nsleep at night anymore."}, {'start': '290.497', 'end': '293.397', 'text': 'For weeks now he has been unable to\nput anything on paper.'}, {'start': '294.214', 'end': '296.214', 'text': 'In fact, he urgently needed to'}, {'start': '296.215', 'end': '298.006', 'text': 'finish his doctoral thesis.'}, {'start': '298.526', 'end': '300.776', 'text': 'He no longer knows\nhow to support his family.'}, {'start': '300.777', 'end': '303.876', 'text': 'I believe he is thinking\nabout committing something against himself.'}, {'start': '306.611', 'end': '309.993', 'text': "What is your friend's profession?"}, {'start': '311.657', 'end': '313.206', 'text': 'He is a Germanist.'}, {'start': '313.207', 'end': '314.765', 'text': "But he doesn't have a steady job."}, {'start': '314.766', 'end': '317.968', 'text': 'The wife gets the\nbare minimum with piano lessons.'}, {'start': '317.969', 'end': '319.837', 'text': 'And are you also a Germanist?'}, {'start': '320.781', 'end': '322.230', 'text': 'I...'}, {'start': '322.824', 'end': '325.602', 'text': 'And your wife also\nteaches piano?'}, {'start': '331.869', 'end': '333.430', 'text': 'Yes, that was stupid of me.'}, {'start': '333.431', 'end': '336.545', 'text': "Now that you're here,\nthen sit down."}, {'start': '348.859', 'end': '351.012', 'text': 'Well… I…'}, {'start': '351.013', 'end': '354.072', 'text': 'I have admired you and your work\nfor a long time, Mrs. Salomé.'}, {'start': '358.722', 'end': '360.067', 'text': 'I was unaware'}, {'start': '360.068', 'end': '362.868', 'text': 'that I still have some\nimportance to your generation.'}, {'start': '382.009', 'end': '383.843', 'text': '"I am\nlike an initiation for you'}, {'start': '383.844', 'end': '385.932', 'text': '" I smile silently\nwhen you get lost'}, {'start': '385.933', 'end': '387.878', 'text': '"I know that, coming from solitude,'}, {'start': '387.879', 'end': '390.329', 'text': '"you march towards\ngreat happiness'}, {'start': '390.330', 'end': '392.236', 'text': 'and you will find my hands."'}, {'start': '402.423', 'end': '404.896', 'text': 'No space\nfor the development of women'}, {'start': '404.897', 'end': '406.715', 'text': 'is therefore as bad as'}, {'start': '406.716', 'end': '408.516', 'text': 'no freedom\nof movement'}, {'start': '408.517', 'end': '410.117', 'text': 'for the development\nof men.'}, {'start': '412.510', 'end': '414.339', 'text': 'Nothing achieves\nthe goal'}, {'start': '414.340', 'end': '415.674', 'text': "of women's emancipation as much"}, {'start': '416.200', 'end': '418.900', 'text': 'as the idea of \u200b\u200binducing her\ninto a state of anguish'}, {'start': '418.901', 'end': '422.580', 'text': 'in which she is artificially maintained\nand which obstructs her from the path she would like to reach'}, {'start': '422.581', 'end': '425.786', 'text': 'with all her\nself-giving and devotion to life.'}, {'start': '427.496', 'end': '430.423', 'text': 'To reach that point\nfrom which her life,'}, {'start': '430.424', 'end': '433.536', 'text': 'and she herself, could celebrate\ntheir mysterious'}, {'start': '433.537', 'end': '435.162', 'text': 'and confluent harmony.'}, {'start': '439.724', 'end': '441.116', 'text': 'Thank you.'}, {'start': '441.117', 'end': '443.905', 'text': 'Could you sign?'}, {'start': '448.307', 'end': '449.754', 'text': 'Thank you.'}, {'start': '449.755', 'end': '451.055', 'text': 'For me too,\nplease. Do you'}, {'start': '451.056', 'end': '452.356', 'text': 'have a pen? Thank you'}, {'start': '453.445', 'end': '454.745', 'text': '.'}, {'start': '457.330', 'end': '458.737', 'text': 'Thank you.'}, {'start': '461.329', 'end': '462.730', 'text': 'Could I have one too?'}, {'start': '468.629', 'end': '469.956', 'text': 'Thank you.'}, {'start': '471.412', 'end': '473.067', 'text': "That was fantastic! I'm"}, {'start': '473.068', 'end': '475.018', 'text': 'so glad you came, Frida!'}, {'start': '476.114', 'end': '477.818', 'text': "He's already here again."}, {'start': '477.819', 'end': '479.119', 'text': "I'm going now. See you"}, {'start': '479.820', 'end': '481.162', 'text': 'later.'}, {'start': '483.182', 'end': '484.482', 'text': 'Mrs. von Bühlow...'}, {'start': '488.184', 'end': '490.736', 'text': 'Tell me, what do you mean\nby this behavior of yours?'}, {'start': '490.737', 'end': '493.097', 'text': "I'm sorry, ma'am!  I did\nn't want to bother you."}, {'start': '493.098', 'end': '495.983', 'text': 'Maybe you remember.\nMy name is Rene Maria Rilke.'}, {'start': '495.984', 'end': '498.845', 'text': 'This is not about discomfort,\nthis is harassment.'}, {'start': '499.606', 'end': '501.406', 'text': "I didn't mean to."}, {'start': '501.791', 'end': '504.041', 'text': 'After your performance,\nI wanted nothing more'}, {'start': '504.042', 'end': '506.041', 'text': 'than everyone else,\njust to see you again.'}, {'start': '506.042', 'end': '507.700', 'text': 'Well then you got it now.'}, {'start': '507.701', 'end': '509.696', 'text': 'Thank you also\nfor your poems.'}, {'start': '510.491', 'end': '511.862', 'text': "Didn't you like them?"}, {'start': '513.077', 'end': '515.637', 'text': 'Your poetry is very nebulous\nand sentimental to me.'}, {'start': '515.638', 'end': '517.923', 'text': "You shouldn't\nlet your fantasies"}, {'start': '517.924', 'end': '519.251', 'text': 'gallop away.'}, {'start': '519.252', 'end': '520.858', 'text': 'Could you help me with this?'}, {'start': '521.798', 'end': '524.248', 'text': 'You manage to express\nin such a masterful way'}, {'start': '524.249', 'end': '526.711', 'text': 'what\nuntil now only haunted my mind.'}, {'start': '527.471', 'end': '530.092', 'text': 'Your last essay relates\nto my poems'}, {'start': '530.093', 'end': '531.833', 'text': 'as a dream to reality.'}, {'start': '531.834', 'end': '533.320', 'text': 'As a wish for fulfillment.'}, {'start': '537.616', 'end': '540.806', 'text': 'And your greetings with roses\nshould impress me?'}, {'start': '542.160', 'end': '544.865', 'text': 'Can I invite you for coffee?'}, {'start': '551.892', 'end': '553.689', 'text': 'You are cheeky, Mr. Rilke.'}, {'start': '573.576', 'end': '575.373', 'text': 'That Pfeiffer guy\nis here again.'}, {'start': '575.374', 'end': '576.863', 'text': 'Let him in!'}, {'start': '578.322', 'end': '579.935', 'text': 'Can we trust him?'}, {'start': '581.966', 'end': '584.844', 'text': 'He reminds me of a person.  Will'}, {'start': '586.938', 'end': '588.615', 'text': 'we see him more often now?'}, {'start': '589.148', 'end': '590.905', 'text': 'You, perhaps.'}, {'start': '590.906', 'end': '592.837', 'text': "I can't see\nmuch anymore."}, {'start': '593.437', 'end': '596.155', 'text': "That's why I asked him\nto help me"}, {'start': '596.156', 'end': '598.262', 'text': 'write my memoirs.'}, {'start': '601.248', 'end': '603.325', 'text': 'Will I be in them?'}, {'start': '607.386', 'end': '609.474', 'text': 'Only if you want to.'}, {'start': '612.513', 'end': '615.970', 'text': 'Mr. Pfeiffer needs help\nand a job.'}, {'start': '615.971', 'end': '617.271', 'text': 'I believe so.'}, {'start': '617.272', 'end': '619.489', 'text': 'Who knows how much time\nI have left.'}, {'start': '628.745', 'end': '630.139', 'text': 'For most people,'}, {'start': '630.140', 'end': '631.945', 'text': 'childhood is the\nmost beautiful time.'}, {'start': '631.946', 'end': '634.340', 'text': 'For me it was the most difficult.  There is'}, {'start': '635.821', 'end': '638.837', 'text': 'no need to fall\ninto melancholy again now.  Do'}, {'start': '640.813', 'end': '644.702', 'text': 'you know how to use\nthis device?'}, {'start': '645.603', 'end': '646.974', 'text': 'Of course.'}, {'start': '646.975', 'end': '651.331', 'text': 'I was born in 1861,\nin St. Petersburg,'}, {'start': '651.332', 'end': '653.779', 'text': 'as the only and youngest daughter'}, {'start': '654.672', 'end': '656.494', 'text': 'after five brothers.'}, {'start': '656.495', 'end': '658.768', 'text': 'My father\npassionately desired a daughter.'}, {'start': '658.769', 'end': '661.538', 'text': 'My mother, on the contrary,\nwould have preferred to complete'}, {'start': '661.539', 'end': '663.873', 'text': 'the half dozen\nmale descendants.'}, {'start': '667.138', 'end': '668.438', 'text': 'ST. PETERSBURG 1868'}, {'start': '683.623', 'end': '685.234', 'text': "You can't do this!  Are"}, {'start': '704.681', 'end': '706.642', 'text': "you hurt,\nmy princess?  I've"}, {'start': '710.981', 'end': '713.766', 'text': 'said it so many times.\nThis is very dangerous!'}, {'start': '713.767', 'end': '717.279', 'text': "I also want\nthat kind of Eugene's shoes."}, {'start': '717.280', 'end': '719.393', 'text': 'Girls should play\nat home.'}, {'start': '719.394', 'end': '720.694', 'text': 'Why?'}, {'start': '722.167', 'end': '723.557', 'text': 'Why?  We'}, {'start': '725.472', 'end': '729.052', 'text': "just need to be careful\nyour mother doesn't notice."}, {'start': '731.369', 'end': '732.837', 'text': 'Dear God,'}, {'start': '732.838', 'end': '734.172', 'text': 'are you there?  I'}, {'start': '742.875', 'end': '744.343', 'text': 'wanted to ask'}, {'start': '744.344', 'end': '746.914', 'text': 'if you could\npay attention to daddy.'}, {'start': '747.427', 'end': '749.502', 'text': 'He is very old now.'}, {'start': '749.803', 'end': '753.535', 'text': 'Could you make him\nstay with me always?'}, {'start': '758.709', 'end': '760.277', 'text': 'Thank you, dear God!'}, {'start': '762.836', 'end': '765.483', 'text': 'Shortly after,\nGod no longer responded.'}, {'start': '766.166', 'end': '768.459', 'text': 'My father passed away\nwhen I was 16 years old.'}, {'start': '789.647', 'end': '792.166', 'text': 'Become who you are.'}, {'start': '827.138', 'end': '828.510', 'text': 'Good afternoon.'}, {'start': '856.542', 'end': '857.923', 'text': 'Spinoza?  They'}, {'start': '858.974', 'end': '860.974', 'text': 'say he is\nin league with the devil'}, {'start': '860.975', 'end': '863.224', 'text': 'because he questions\nand puts the Church in check.'}, {'start': '863.225', 'end': '865.175', 'text': 'Still,\nhis philosophical approaches'}, {'start': '865.176', 'end': '866.576', 'text': 'are highly interesting.'}, {'start': '866.577', 'end': '869.510', 'text': 'He saw God\nin everything around us.'}, {'start': '869.511', 'end': '872.663', 'text': 'And thus he frees himself from the narrow\ndogma of our Church.'}, {'start': '875.071', 'end': '876.557', 'text': 'Could you... Could'}, {'start': '876.985', 'end': '879.094', 'text': 'you suggest anything else to me?'}, {'start': '880.007', 'end': '882.250', 'text': "If you're serious about\nphilosophy,"}, {'start': '882.832', 'end': '884.437', 'text': 'start with the Greeks.'}, {'start': '888.106', 'end': '890.011', 'text': 'Aristotle, for example.'}, {'start': '895.904', 'end': '897.269', 'text': 'Thanks.'}, {'start': '897.270', 'end': '898.570', 'text': 'Hendrik Gillot.'}, {'start': '898.571', 'end': '900.721', 'text': 'Louise von Salome.'}, {'start': '921.410', 'end': '922.715', 'text': 'Louise.'}, {'start': '922.716', 'end': '924.016', 'text': 'Louise!'}, {'start': '924.017', 'end': '926.273', 'text': 'Louise, get up!'}, {'start': '926.274', 'end': '928.007', 'text': 'Mass starts in an hour!  I'}, {'start': '928.008', 'end': '929.458', 'text': "don't want to do\nthe Confirmation!"}, {'start': '929.759', 'end': '932.147', 'text': 'You need to learn\nto follow the rules.'}, {'start': '954.447', 'end': '956.070', 'text': '"I am with you.'}, {'start': '956.796', 'end': '958.456', 'text': "'Every day,"}, {'start': '958.457', 'end': '961.296', 'text': "until the end of the world.' I want you to take"}, {'start': '961.805', 'end': '963.657', 'text': 'these words of God'}, {'start': '963.658', 'end': '966.431', 'text': 'with you.'}, {'start': '967.373', 'end': '969.321', 'text': 'No one need fear.'}, {'start': '970.938', 'end': '972.479', 'text': 'God is everywhere.'}, {'start': '972.480', 'end': '974.733', 'text': 'So is God also\nin hell?'}, {'start': '974.734', 'end': '976.251', 'text': 'What are you thinking?'}, {'start': '976.252', 'end': '978.622', 'text': "You\nshouldn't ask such things, girl."}, {'start': '978.623', 'end': '979.923', 'text': 'Why not?'}, {'start': '979.924', 'end': '982.257', 'text': '- Please, I beg you!\n- This is blasphemy!'}, {'start': '982.984', 'end': '984.284', 'text': 'Why?'}, {'start': '984.285', 'end': '986.061', 'text': "Be quiet! Behave yourself! We'll"}, {'start': '986.062', 'end': '987.835', 'text': 'talk\nabout this later! -'}, {'start': '989.935', 'end': '991.797', 'text': 'You stay here!\n- Leave me alone, mother!'}, {'start': '995.744', 'end': '998.898', 'text': "What does\n'destiny' mean to us?"}, {'start': '999.495', 'end': '1002.942', 'text': 'Already in ancient writings it is written: The'}, {'start': '1002.943', 'end': '1006.691', 'text': 'destiny of the human being\nis in the hands of God.'}, {'start': '1043.736', 'end': '1045.736', 'text': 'Aristotle,\nwho sees sensory perception'}, {'start': '1045.737', 'end': '1047.037', 'text': 'as the starting point'}, {'start': '1047.038', 'end': '1048.738', 'text': 'for all\nnatural knowledge,'}, {'start': '1048.739', 'end': '1051.489', 'text': 'accuses Plato, his disciple,\nof speculative thinking,'}, {'start': '1051.490', 'end': '1053.463', 'text': "and criticizes Plato's thesis\nof the existence"}, {'start': '1053.464', 'end': '1054.894', 'text': 'of a unity of science.'}, {'start': '1055.493', 'end': '1057.056', 'text': 'You are making progress.'}, {'start': '1058.839', 'end': '1060.151', 'text': 'Excuse me. It does'}, {'start': '1063.214', 'end': '1064.566', 'text': "n't matter."}, {'start': '1064.973', 'end': '1066.284', 'text': 'Lolja.'}, {'start': '1066.285', 'end': '1067.585', 'text': 'Lola?'}, {'start': '1068.250', 'end': '1069.562', 'text': 'Lola.'}, {'start': '1070.857', 'end': '1072.157', 'text': 'Lola. Ca'}, {'start': '1072.872', 'end': '1076.705', 'text': "n't I just call you\n... Louise? Would you"}, {'start': '1076.706', 'end': '1079.156', 'text': 'like to have\nthe same name as your mother?'}, {'start': '1079.739', 'end': '1081.549', 'text': "That wouldn't be possible."}, {'start': '1082.147', 'end': '1084.701', 'text': 'Or maybe,\njust... Lou?'}, {'start': '1087.397', 'end': '1088.697', 'text': 'Lou.'}, {'start': '1089.463', 'end': '1090.798', 'text': 'Yes.'}, {'start': '1091.199', 'end': '1092.499', 'text': 'Lou.'}, {'start': '1139.284', 'end': '1140.955', 'text': 'Good job, Lou.'}, {'start': '1141.319', 'end': '1143.569', 'text': "Still, I have to say\nthat I'm not happy"}, {'start': '1143.570', 'end': '1144.970', 'text': 'about all the issues.'}, {'start': '1144.971', 'end': '1146.271', 'text': 'For example?'}, {'start': '1146.272', 'end': '1148.518', 'text': 'Here: you can influence everything'}, {'start': '1148.519', 'end': '1151.798', 'text': 'with the help of intellect\nand reason.'}, {'start': '1152.870', 'end': '1154.665', 'text': 'How come\nyou have doubts about that?'}, {'start': '1155.555', 'end': '1157.695', 'text': 'Right now\nthe world is in my head.'}, {'start': '1157.696', 'end': '1159.808', 'text': 'You need to work\nharder.'}, {'start': '1159.809', 'end': '1162.014', 'text': 'Otherwise, you will waste\nyour talent.'}, {'start': '1163.431', 'end': '1167.744', 'text': 'Poetry, for example,\nis a waste of time.'}, {'start': '1168.684', 'end': '1171.379', 'text': 'Here: "Surely,\nso a friend loves a friend.'}, {'start': '1171.380', 'end': '1174.106', 'text': '" As I love you,\nmysterious life.'}, {'start': '1174.107', 'end': '1179.967', 'text': '"If I have exulted in you, cried,\nif you have given me joy or pain.'}, {'start': '1181.300', 'end': '1183.662', 'text': '"Be millennia,'}, {'start': '1187.194', 'end': '1188.892', 'text': '"Think millennia.'}, {'start': '1188.893', 'end': '1192.329', 'text': '"Wrap me in your arms.'}, {'start': '1193.211', 'end': '1197.298', 'text': '"You have no more joy\nto give me.'}, {'start': '1198.695', 'end': '1202.256', 'text': 'Well, you still have\nyour bitterness."'}, {'start': '1203.633', 'end': '1205.308', 'text': "But it's not ready yet."}, {'start': '1209.772', 'end': '1211.124', 'text': 'Lou,'}, {'start': '1212.278', 'end': '1213.750', 'text': 'this is beautiful!'}, {'start': '1218.889', 'end': '1220.225', 'text': 'Trust in me.'}, {'start': '1223.691', 'end': '1226.961', 'text': 'My private lessons\nended abruptly'}, {'start': '1226.962', 'end': '1230.165', 'text': 'when Pastor Gillot\nproposed marriage to me.'}, {'start': '1236.401', 'end': '1237.701', 'text': 'I thought...'}, {'start': '1238.002', 'end': '1239.302', 'text': 'Sorry, but...'}, {'start': '1239.303', 'end': '1242.188', 'text': 'I had the impression\nthat I was in love with him.'}, {'start': '1244.964', 'end': '1247.388', 'text': 'I had to remind him\nthat he was married.'}, {'start': '1247.389', 'end': '1250.525', 'text': 'And that he had children\nmy age.'}, {'start': '1251.892', 'end': '1253.192', 'text': 'In your novel "Ruth"'}, {'start': '1253.193', 'end': '1254.867', 'text': 'you tell\na similar story.  At'}, {'start': '1256.480', 'end': '1259.478', 'text': 'that time, I made the decision\nto never fall in love again.'}, {'start': '1259.479', 'end': '1263.562', 'text': 'And forever renounce\nall erotic experiences.'}, {'start': '1267.139', 'end': '1269.928', 'text': 'I think we can call it a\nday, Mr. Pfeiffer.'}, {'start': '1280.680', 'end': '1284.129', 'text': 'We are planning\na new edition of "Ruth".'}, {'start': '1284.648', 'end': '1286.475', 'text': 'Interest remains high,'}, {'start': '1286.476', 'end': '1288.498', 'text': 'especially\namong young ladies.'}, {'start': '1289.184', 'end': '1293.078', 'text': 'And the same goes for his work\non Friedrich Nietzsche.  Have'}, {'start': '1294.050', 'end': '1295.450', 'text': 'you had the opportunity'}, {'start': '1295.451', 'end': '1297.126', 'text': "to look at\nMr. Rilke's poems?"}, {'start': '1298.801', 'end': '1300.551', 'text': 'Even with all my admiration\nfor you,'}, {'start': '1300.552', 'end': '1302.652', 'text': 'in this case, unfortunately, I\ncannot help.'}, {'start': '1302.653', 'end': '1306.096', 'text': 'This type of poetry\ndoes not suit our publisher.  I am'}, {'start': '1306.097', 'end': '1307.397', 'text': 'really sorry.'}, {'start': '1309.048', 'end': '1311.270', 'text': 'So thank you for your time.'}, {'start': '1315.050', 'end': '1316.497', 'text': 'Thank you.'}, {'start': '1317.937', 'end': '1319.937', 'text': 'And send my regards\nto Mr. Gemahl.'}, {'start': '1320.238', 'end': '1321.538', 'text': "If you see it, I'll be happy to see it."}, {'start': '1328.589', 'end': '1329.892', 'text': 'Rene.'}, {'start': '1330.663', 'end': '1331.968', 'text': "Don't give it so much importance."}, {'start': '1334.081', 'end': '1335.479', 'text': 'You need to be patient.'}, {'start': '1338.037', 'end': '1339.410', 'text': 'My first novel'}, {'start': '1339.987', 'end': '1341.737', 'text': 'had, at that time,\nto be published'}, {'start': '1341.738', 'end': '1343.138', 'text': 'under a male pseudonym.'}, {'start': '1343.734', 'end': '1345.934', 'text': 'No one believed\nin the possibility of'}, {'start': '1345.935', 'end': '1347.235', 'text': "a female writer's success."}, {'start': '1349.296', 'end': '1351.796', 'text': 'René Maria Rilke also sounds\nlike a feminine name.'}, {'start': '1353.387', 'end': '1356.190', 'text': 'One of the cruelties inflicted\nby my mother.'}, {'start': '1357.877', 'end': '1360.261', 'text': 'As a child, I\nhad to wear a dress.'}, {'start': '1367.301', 'end': '1368.665', 'text': 'Rainer.'}, {'start': '1369.298', 'end': '1371.629', 'text': 'You also need\na male pseudonym.'}, {'start': '1372.122', 'end': '1373.782', 'text': 'Instead of René, Rainer.'}, {'start': '1373.783', 'end': '1375.083', 'text': 'Rainer.'}, {'start': '1382.154', 'end': '1383.646', 'text': 'Good morning, Miss.  Marie.'}, {'start': '1384.268', 'end': '1385.650', 'text': 'Are you at home?'}, {'start': '1389.018', 'end': '1391.217', 'text': 'What is she telling you\nall this time?'}, {'start': '1392.336', 'end': '1395.194', 'text': 'All those medications\nmake her careless.'}, {'start': '1395.195', 'end': '1397.011', 'text': "Don't take advantage of this."}, {'start': '1397.512', 'end': '1398.855', 'text': "What's wrong with her?"}, {'start': '1398.856', 'end': '1400.439', 'text': 'Severe diabetes.'}, {'start': '1401.099', 'end': '1402.811', 'text': 'The lungs, the heart.'}, {'start': '1404.795', 'end': '1406.478', 'text': "Don't overload it!"}, {'start': '1423.230', 'end': '1425.610', 'text': 'What did Mariechen want\nfrom you?'}, {'start': '1425.611', 'end': '1428.188', 'text': 'She asked me to pay attention to\nher health.'}, {'start': '1428.690', 'end': '1430.100', 'text': 'Blah blah blah.'}, {'start': '1431.132', 'end': '1433.004', 'text': "I'll take care of that myself."}, {'start': '1435.990', 'end': '1438.156', 'text': 'Where did we stop?'}, {'start': '1440.312', 'end': '1442.553', 'text': 'In your vow\nto never fall in love again.'}, {'start': '1450.277', 'end': '1452.461', 'text': 'And what does your wife say'}, {'start': '1452.462', 'end': '1456.035', 'text': 'about you coming here\nevery day?  We'}, {'start': '1461.582', 'end': '1463.117', 'text': 'hardly talk anymore.'}, {'start': '1463.118', 'end': '1464.671', 'text': 'Long time ago?'}, {'start': '1466.468', 'end': '1468.053', 'text': "I'm rarely at home."}, {'start': '1468.054', 'end': '1469.872', 'text': "I'm almost always\nin the library."}, {'start': '1470.617', 'end': '1474.836', 'text': 'And do you see a connection in that?'}, {'start': '1474.837', 'end': '1479.614', 'text': 'Between your\nwriting difficulties and your marriage?'}, {'start': '1480.090', 'end': '1482.673', 'text': "I thought you weren't working\nas an analyst anymore."}, {'start': '1482.674', 'end': '1484.331', 'text': "Which I'm very sorry about."}, {'start': '1489.014', 'end': '1490.390', 'text': 'Well, I...'}, {'start': '1494.646', 'end': '1496.119', 'text': 'I...'}, {'start': '1496.120', 'end': '1498.450', 'text': 'I would like to live another life.'}, {'start': '1499.682', 'end': '1503.105', 'text': "You don't achieve anything\nby running away.  Have you"}, {'start': '1503.106', 'end': '1505.027', 'text': 'ever run away from something?'}, {'start': '1505.501', 'end': '1507.436', 'text': "We're talking about\nyou now."}, {'start': '1513.675', 'end': '1516.192', 'text': 'Well, between my wife and I,'}, {'start': '1516.954', 'end': '1518.552', 'text': 'there... Does'}, {'start': '1522.141', 'end': '1524.484', 'text': 'your wife also act\nas kind'}, {'start': '1524.485', 'end': '1526.510', 'text': 'and well-behaved\nas you do?  I'}, {'start': '1526.811', 'end': '1528.808', 'text': "don't know what you mean\nby that."}, {'start': '1530.058', 'end': '1532.861', 'text': "Good breeding usually doesn't help."}, {'start': '1532.862', 'end': '1534.989', 'text': 'We end up getting\nin our own way.  What did'}, {'start': '1537.586', 'end': '1540.484', 'text': 'you dream about\nwhen you were young?  I did'}, {'start': '1541.356', 'end': '1543.132', 'text': "n't allow myself to dream."}, {'start': '1543.433', 'end': '1546.099', 'text': 'But dreams are part of life.'}, {'start': '1553.908', 'end': '1555.885', 'text': 'I wanted to study\nno matter what.'}, {'start': '1555.886', 'end': '1559.062', 'text': 'The University of Zurich was,\nin 1881,'}, {'start': '1559.063', 'end': '1563.413', 'text': 'the only one in all of Europe\nthat admitted women.'}, {'start': '1563.414', 'end': '1565.664', 'text': 'I was\nso happy'}, {'start': '1565.665', 'end': '1566.965', 'text': 'when I got a place'}, {'start': '1566.966', 'end': '1570.398', 'text': 'in Philosophy\nand Religious Studies.'}, {'start': '1623.379', 'end': '1625.731', 'text': "Sorry,\nbut we're closing now."}, {'start': '1633.398', 'end': '1634.729', 'text': 'Is it so late already?'}, {'start': '1635.366', 'end': '1636.904', 'text': 'You are the last one here.'}, {'start': '1645.951', 'end': '1647.986', 'text': 'You can leave the books there.'}, {'start': '1647.987', 'end': '1650.596', 'text': 'You will come\ntomorrow morning.'}, {'start': '1651.118', 'end': '1652.418', 'text': 'Thanks.'}, {'start': '1689.317', 'end': '1690.913', 'text': 'Mommy.'}, {'start': '1690.914', 'end': '1693.012', 'text': 'You should have sent\na telegram!'}, {'start': '1695.963', 'end': '1698.492', 'text': 'To hear reprimands?'}, {'start': '1700.235', 'end': '1702.885', 'text': 'We women, unfortunately, were\nnot born to study.'}, {'start': '1702.886', 'end': '1704.186', 'text': 'What?'}, {'start': '1716.514', 'end': '1717.874', 'text': 'Sister?'}, {'start': '1717.875', 'end': '1719.175', 'text': 'Sister!'}, {'start': '1721.113', 'end': '1722.467', 'text': 'Sister!'}, {'start': '1723.605', 'end': '1726.677', 'text': 'I survived and became\nan unemancipated daughter again.'}, {'start': '1727.092', 'end': '1729.619', 'text': 'My mother took me\nfrom Zurich to Rome.'}, {'start': '1729.620', 'end': '1733.351', 'text': 'She hoped that in that climate\nI would recover faster.'}, {'start': '1737.325', 'end': '1738.975', 'text': 'Unfortunately yes.'}, {'start': '1738.976', 'end': '1743.794', 'text': "I'm sorry,\nthank you for your visit."}, {'start': '1743.795', 'end': '1745.852', 'text': 'And you must be\nthe Von Salomé ladies.'}, {'start': '1745.853', 'end': '1747.666', 'text': 'Thank you very much for the invitation.'}, {'start': '1747.667', 'end': '1751.393', 'text': 'Prof.  Kingel spoke highly of\nhis daughter.'}, {'start': '1751.394', 'end': '1752.694', 'text': 'Welcome.'}, {'start': '1752.695', 'end': '1754.271', 'text': "I'm very happy\nto meet you."}, {'start': '1754.978', 'end': '1757.641', 'text': 'May I introduce you to\nmy niece, Greta, Louise.'}, {'start': '1757.642', 'end': '1759.001', 'text': 'Great pleasure.'}, {'start': '1759.002', 'end': '1760.943', 'text': "You must be the same age.  I'm"}, {'start': '1761.584', 'end': '1765.037', 'text': 'told you studied\nthe Greek philosophers, Louise.'}, {'start': '1765.038', 'end': '1766.338', 'text': 'At the moment I am mainly interested in'}, {'start': '1766.339', 'end': '1768.089', 'text': 'German philosophers.'}, {'start': '1768.916', 'end': '1770.488', 'text': 'Ah!  Kant?'}, {'start': '1770.489', 'end': '1773.123', 'text': 'Kant, Hegel, Leibniz,\nSchopenhauer.'}, {'start': '1774.674', 'end': '1777.114', 'text': 'Excuse me a moment.'}, {'start': '1781.714', 'end': '1783.014', 'text': 'I will reimburse you'}, {'start': '1783.015', 'end': '1785.263', 'text': 'as soon as possible,\nMrs. Von Meysenbug.'}, {'start': '1785.951', 'end': '1787.564', 'text': 'Thanks!'}, {'start': '1787.565', 'end': '1790.484', 'text': 'You know he promised\na talk for later.'}, {'start': '1791.310', 'end': '1794.116', 'text': "And Greta ca\nn't wait to see him again.  I'll"}, {'start': '1796.051', 'end': '1798.214', 'text': 'never play against you again!'}, {'start': '1798.633', 'end': '1801.307', 'text': 'May I introduce you to\nmy friend Paul Rée?'}, {'start': '1801.761', 'end': '1804.471', 'text': 'Mrs. Von Salomé\nand her daughter Louise.'}, {'start': '1806.898', 'end': '1809.765', 'text': 'And maybe you still remember\nmy niece Greta.'}, {'start': '1811.258', 'end': '1814.172', 'text': 'Mr. Rée studied\nLaw and Philosophy.'}, {'start': '1814.173', 'end': '1816.579', 'text': 'And he deals, like Louise,\nwith Schopenhauer.'}, {'start': '1816.580', 'end': '1817.880', 'text': 'What are you reading at the moment?'}, {'start': '1817.881', 'end': '1819.866', 'text': '"The World as Will\nand Representation".'}, {'start': '1819.867', 'end': '1821.997', 'text': 'What characterizes all reality'}, {'start': '1822.696', 'end': '1826.045', 'text': 'is the endless pain that springs\nabundantly from the life with which'}, {'start': '1826.046', 'end': '1828.020', 'text': 'the world is full.'}, {'start': '1828.540', 'end': '1830.390', 'text': 'Man can do\nwhat he wants…'}, {'start': '1830.391', 'end': '1833.231', 'text': 'But not want what he wants.\nDo you know Spinoza?'}, {'start': '1833.742', 'end': '1837.034', 'text': 'Spinoza denies freedom\nof will like Schopenhauer.'}, {'start': '1837.035', 'end': '1839.652', 'text': "Yes, but the cardinal point\nin Spinoza's philosophy"}, {'start': '1839.653', 'end': '1842.693', 'text': 'is the metaphysical unity\nof what is body and soul.'}, {'start': '1842.694', 'end': '1844.951', 'text': 'The epistemological problem\nof the behavior'}, {'start': '1844.952', 'end': '1846.578', 'text': 'of representation and the object'}, {'start': '1846.579', 'end': '1848.485', 'text': 'Spinoza did not consider\nmore closely.'}, {'start': '1869.386', 'end': '1870.939', 'text': "Sorry I'm late,"}, {'start': '1870.940', 'end': '1873.293', 'text': 'I had to wait\nuntil I heard my mom snore.'}, {'start': '1875.307', 'end': '1876.607', 'text': 'You were right.'}, {'start': '1877.909', 'end': '1879.559', 'text': "Your friend Nietzsche's theories are really interesting."}, {'start': '1879.560', 'end': '1881.300', 'text': 'Unfortunately he has\nnot had any'}, {'start': '1881.301', 'end': '1882.601', 'text': 'success with his works so far.  Does'}, {'start': '1882.964', 'end': '1885.014', 'text': 'he really correspond\nto the ideal of the thinker'}, {'start': '1885.015', 'end': '1886.615', 'text': 'who places truth above all?'}, {'start': '1886.616', 'end': '1890.210', 'text': 'I hope you can soon\nevaluate for yourself.'}, {'start': '1890.211', 'end': '1892.037', 'text': 'Because your treatment is over.'}, {'start': '1892.785', 'end': '1894.121', 'text': 'But?'}, {'start': '1894.122', 'end': '1895.422', 'text': 'He still drags himself along.'}, {'start': '1895.423', 'end': '1897.432', 'text': "With that he doesn't even know\nwhat he lost.  Are"}, {'start': '1901.523', 'end': '1902.960', 'text': 'you afraid of heights?'}, {'start': '1929.613', 'end': '1932.893', 'text': 'Miss.  Louise von Salomé, I\nknow this is very sudden...'}, {'start': '1933.764', 'end': '1935.702', 'text': 'But can I ask for your hand\nin marriage?'}, {'start': '1937.348', 'end': '1939.149', 'text': 'You already had my hand!'}, {'start': '1939.974', 'end': '1942.019', 'text': 'Your mother has already consented too,\nLouise.'}, {'start': '1942.020', 'end': '1945.153', 'text': "Don't get me wrong, but she would\ndo that to almost anyone."}, {'start': '1945.707', 'end': '1947.805', 'text': 'My mother desires\nnothing more strongly'}, {'start': '1947.806', 'end': '1949.603', 'text': 'than for her black sheep\nto marry.'}, {'start': '1950.434', 'end': '1953.515', 'text': 'Give me an indication of how I\ncan win her heart.'}, {'start': '1953.891', 'end': '1955.586', 'text': 'I will never get married!'}, {'start': '1956.359', 'end': '1958.490', 'text': 'Could you give me\na valid reason for this?'}, {'start': '1959.179', 'end': '1961.457', 'text': 'I want to be free,\nindependent.'}, {'start': '1961.936', 'end': '1964.221', 'text': "A man and children\ndon't mix."}, {'start': '1964.222', 'end': '1966.784', 'text': "Maybe I'll change my mind one day.  I"}, {'start': '1966.785', 'end': '1969.022', 'text': 'fear you would wait in vain.'}, {'start': '1969.449', 'end': '1971.357', 'text': "So I'm sorry I asked."}, {'start': '1977.314', 'end': '1978.945', 'text': 'But we can still be friends!'}, {'start': '1982.492', 'end': '1984.678', 'text': "Just imagine\nI'm a man!"}, {'start': '1991.407', 'end': '1994.048', 'text': 'Paul Rée and I worked for the\nnext few weeks'}, {'start': '1994.049', 'end': '1996.205', 'text': 'in a special place.'}, {'start': '2005.387', 'end': '2007.537', 'text': 'The circumstance that\nevery person considers his own'}, {'start': '2007.538', 'end': '2008.888', 'text': 'opinion to be the right one'}, {'start': '2008.889', 'end': '2012.611', 'text': 'should make us distrust\nthe certainty of our opinion.  I'}, {'start': '2013.131', 'end': '2015.335', 'text': "think it's best to attribute this\nto the last chapter.  I did"}, {'start': '2018.313', 'end': '2020.472', 'text': "n't count on you anymore."}, {'start': '2021.224', 'end': '2022.707', 'text': 'May I introduce you?'}, {'start': '2022.708', 'end': '2024.232', 'text': 'Louise von Salome.'}, {'start': '2024.721', 'end': '2027.139', 'text': 'The greatest philosopher of our time.'}, {'start': '2027.140', 'end': '2028.737', 'text': 'Friedrich Nietzsche.'}, {'start': '2029.216', 'end': '2030.904', 'text': 'The man who attributes\nto Shoppenhauer'}, {'start': '2030.905', 'end': '2032.205', 'text': 'complete ignorance'}, {'start': '2032.206', 'end': '2034.106', 'text': 'of the nature\nand logic of things.'}, {'start': '2037.089', 'end': '2041.392', 'text': "From what stars did we fall\nhere into each other's laps?"}, {'start': '2043.363', 'end': '2045.567', 'text': 'I, for my part,\ncame from Zurich.'}, {'start': '2047.295', 'end': '2049.495', 'text': 'What did you tell Mr. Nietzsche\nabout me?'}, {'start': '2049.496', 'end': '2052.297', 'text': 'Friedrich has a strong flair\nfor the theatrical.'}, {'start': '2052.298', 'end': '2054.465', 'text': "Don't be intimidated by this."}, {'start': '2054.466', 'end': '2056.916', 'text': 'Does this mean you are already intimate?'}, {'start': '2057.695', 'end': '2059.550', 'text': 'This serves the better understanding.'}, {'start': '2065.789', 'end': '2068.037', 'text': 'I think you guys\nare hiding something from me.'}, {'start': '2069.419', 'end': '2072.043', 'text': 'I then ask you to confess\nyour sins.'}, {'start': '2080.001', 'end': '2081.354', 'text': 'Selfishness.'}, {'start': '2083.093', 'end': '2084.547', 'text': 'Pessimism.'}, {'start': '2085.641', 'end': '2087.057', 'text': 'Indifference.'}, {'start': '2087.568', 'end': '2089.061', 'text': 'Amorality.'}, {'start': '2089.827', 'end': '2092.004', 'text': '- Infidelity.\n- Gaming addiction.'}, {'start': '2092.005', 'end': '2093.305', 'text': 'Misanthropy.'}, {'start': '2093.306', 'end': '2094.849', 'text': 'Anguish.'}, {'start': '2096.747', 'end': '2098.531', 'text': 'Uncertainty.'}, {'start': '2099.589', 'end': '2100.889', 'text': 'By any chance…'}, {'start': '2104.025', 'end': '2105.389', 'text': 'Are these the ones?'}, {'start': '2112.472', 'end': '2116.049', 'text': 'Of course you will come back with me\nto St. Petersburg.'}, {'start': '2116.050', 'end': '2117.900', 'text': 'Anything else\nwould be indecent.'}, {'start': '2117.901', 'end': '2119.840', 'text': 'How can I continue\nmy studies?'}, {'start': '2120.694', 'end': '2122.244', 'text': 'First you need to heal yourself.'}, {'start': '2122.245', 'end': '2124.395', 'text': 'Meanwhile, his\nregistration is suspended.  Did'}, {'start': '2124.396', 'end': '2126.596', 'text': 'you just cancel\nmy registration?'}, {'start': '2128.754', 'end': '2130.054', 'text': 'Logical.'}, {'start': '2130.705', 'end': '2132.335', 'text': "So I'm going to stay here\nand study"}, {'start': '2132.336', 'end': '2134.345', 'text': 'with Paul Rée\nand Friedrich Nietzsche.'}, {'start': '2135.058', 'end': '2136.808', 'text': 'Then you will ruin\nyour reputation'}, {'start': '2136.809', 'end': '2139.058', 'text': 'and that of our entire family!'}, {'start': '2141.222', 'end': '2145.629', 'text': 'Also think about how you,\nwith this immoral way of life,'}, {'start': '2145.630', 'end': '2148.194', 'text': "could harm\nthe women's movement."}, {'start': '2148.694', 'end': '2149.994', 'text': 'Immoral?'}, {'start': '2149.995', 'end': '2151.645', 'text': 'We are talking about the\ndevelopment'}, {'start': '2151.646', 'end': '2153.246', 'text': 'of my character\nand my spirit!'}, {'start': '2153.856', 'end': '2156.317', 'text': 'You need to try to find\nhappiness'}, {'start': '2156.318', 'end': '2157.958', 'text': 'in what is possible.  It'}, {'start': '2157.959', 'end': '2161.029', 'text': 'is not possible for me to return\nto St. Petersburg!'}, {'start': '2162.548', 'end': '2166.399', 'text': 'Then you will have to find\na suitable man from society.'}, {'start': '2167.046', 'end': '2169.546', 'text': "Don't I have the right to make\nmy own decisions"}, {'start': '2169.547', 'end': '2170.847', 'text': 'like my brothers?'}, {'start': '2170.848', 'end': '2172.348', 'text': 'They are also getting married\nsoon.'}, {'start': '2172.349', 'end': '2174.659', 'text': 'But they are not dependent\non their women.'}, {'start': '2174.660', 'end': '2176.660', 'text': 'You should be grateful\nthat you belong'}, {'start': '2176.661', 'end': '2177.974', 'text': 'to a section of society'}, {'start': '2177.975', 'end': '2180.025', 'text': 'where women do\nnot have to work.'}, {'start': '2180.026', 'end': '2183.129', 'text': 'Once you have children,\nyour life will be very full.'}, {'start': '2184.161', 'end': '2186.040', 'text': 'Is it like that for you, Mom?  Does'}, {'start': '2186.957', 'end': '2189.046', 'text': 'taking your daughter\nto health resorts'}, {'start': '2189.047', 'end': '2190.357', 'text': 'fulfill your life?'}, {'start': '2192.227', 'end': '2194.007', 'text': 'Paul Rée\nis a man from a good family.'}, {'start': '2194.008', 'end': '2195.848', 'text': 'And he even seems to love you.  It'}, {'start': '2195.849', 'end': '2197.599', 'text': 'would be easiest\nif you accepted'}, {'start': '2197.600', 'end': '2198.900', 'text': 'his marriage proposal.'}, {'start': '2212.311', 'end': '2214.538', 'text': 'I convinced Paul and Friedrich\nto go with us'}, {'start': '2214.539', 'end': '2216.494', 'text': 'to the lakes in\nnorthern Italy.'}, {'start': '2216.495', 'end': '2218.568', 'text': 'My mother agreed.'}, {'start': '2219.266', 'end': '2221.782', 'text': 'She continued to hope\nfor an engagement soon.'}, {'start': '2228.718', 'end': '2230.582', 'text': 'Last night I had a dream.'}, {'start': '2231.713', 'end': '2233.089', 'text': 'We lived together.'}, {'start': '2233.090', 'end': '2234.690', 'text': 'Each one had\ntheir own room,'}, {'start': '2234.691', 'end': '2237.031', 'text': 'but we could always\nexchange thoughts,'}, {'start': '2237.032', 'end': '2239.234', 'text': 'study together and write.'}, {'start': '2239.709', 'end': '2243.712', 'text': 'A camaraderie with the goal\nof full spiritual fulfillment.  Would'}, {'start': '2244.113', 'end': '2245.702', 'text': "n't that be fantastic?"}, {'start': '2245.903', 'end': '2248.790', 'text': 'This goes against\nall conventions.'}, {'start': '2249.878', 'end': '2252.097', 'text': "Shouldn't I think\nof myself first?"}, {'start': '2252.098', 'end': '2255.219', 'text': 'Your unbridled enthusiasm\ncan only be excused'}, {'start': '2255.220', 'end': '2257.200', 'text': 'by your beautiful youth, Lou.'}, {'start': '2257.201', 'end': '2259.701', 'text': 'We will see whether the seemingly\ninsurmountable'}, {'start': '2259.702', 'end': '2261.349', 'text': 'limits imposed by the world do'}, {'start': '2261.350', 'end': '2264.074', 'text': 'not prove to be\nharmless chalk lines.'}, {'start': '2272.577', 'end': '2274.528', 'text': 'Are you crazy, Lou?'}, {'start': '2277.590', 'end': '2280.194', 'text': "This is the woman\nI've always dreamed of."}, {'start': '2280.942', 'end': '2283.976', 'text': 'Lou has, on principle, an\naversion to marriage.'}, {'start': '2286.477', 'end': '2288.508', 'text': 'So have you tried?'}, {'start': '2288.509', 'end': '2291.803', 'text': 'She believes that renouncing\nphysical gratification'}, {'start': '2291.804', 'end': '2294.343', 'text': 'releases creative spiritual forces\n.'}, {'start': '2294.344', 'end': '2295.644', 'text': "She's right."}, {'start': '2296.541', 'end': '2298.500', 'text': 'I will convince her otherwise.'}, {'start': '2299.345', 'end': '2301.807', 'text': 'In fact,\nI should let Lou know'}, {'start': '2301.808', 'end': '2303.817', 'text': 'what kind of thoughts are\nhaunting'}, {'start': '2303.818', 'end': '2305.235', 'text': 'your brain, Friedrich.  Does'}, {'start': '2309.555', 'end': '2311.842', 'text': 'she know\nyou carry around...'}, {'start': '2313.886', 'end': '2317.531', 'text': 'emergency\nsuicide poison, Paul?  I'}, {'start': '2337.239', 'end': '2339.689', 'text': "don't believe this is good\nfor your lungs."}, {'start': '2360.308', 'end': '2362.825', 'text': 'I would really like to talk\nabout your plan.'}, {'start': '2365.737', 'end': '2367.217', 'text': 'Alone.'}, {'start': '2368.929', 'end': '2370.837', 'text': "You're making a\nfool of yourself."}, {'start': '2373.352', 'end': '2375.136', 'text': 'But what happened?'}, {'start': '2392.036', 'end': '2393.376', 'text': 'Lou!'}, {'start': '2394.381', 'end': '2396.473', 'text': 'Think about your health!'}, {'start': '2396.474', 'end': '2398.456', 'text': 'We meet at the top!'}, {'start': '2402.117', 'end': '2403.417', 'text': 'Thanks.  Did'}, {'start': '2408.573', 'end': '2410.302', 'text': 'you like my idea?'}, {'start': '2411.403', 'end': '2415.955', 'text': 'I find your particular revolution\nagainst current morality'}, {'start': '2415.956', 'end': '2418.063', 'text': 'very, very admirable.'}, {'start': '2419.015', 'end': '2420.767', 'text': 'But also very naive.'}, {'start': '2420.768', 'end': '2423.377', 'text': 'But you are the one who wants to change\nthe whole world!'}, {'start': '2423.378', 'end': '2425.402', 'text': 'I,\njust my own destiny.'}, {'start': '2426.460', 'end': '2428.989', 'text': 'Their fate was sealed\nin the maternity ward'}, {'start': '2429.506', 'end': '2433.945', 'text': 'Extra-marital communities\nare punished.'}, {'start': '2434.827', 'end': '2436.553', 'text': "Ah!  You didn't know that."}, {'start': '2436.554', 'end': '2439.253', 'text': "We'd be arrested, Lou."}, {'start': '2441.525', 'end': '2442.965', 'text': 'Although if…'}, {'start': '2444.781', 'end': '2447.166', 'text': 'If you married me,\nyou would be free.'}, {'start': '2447.567', 'end': '2449.813', 'text': 'Then I would be\nat the mercy of the law.'}, {'start': '2451.712', 'end': '2453.977', 'text': 'And you think I would take\nadvantage of that?'}, {'start': '2460.453', 'end': '2462.239', 'text': 'Yes!  I would go!'}, {'start': '2462.817', 'end': '2466.170', 'text': 'If you prefer\na wild wedding, we'}, {'start': '2466.171', 'end': '2467.698', 'text': 'could go to Paris.'}, {'start': '2468.099', 'end': '2469.608', 'text': 'Just once,\nimagine'}, {'start': '2470.368', 'end': '2473.133', 'text': 'what fantastic sons and daughters we\ncould have.'}, {'start': '2473.134', 'end': '2474.643', 'text': 'Little geniuses!'}, {'start': '2474.644', 'end': '2476.377', 'text': "I'm not a broodmare."}, {'start': '2477.272', 'end': '2478.834', 'text': 'No, no, no.'}, {'start': '2480.858', 'end': '2482.226', 'text': 'No. I'}, {'start': '2482.227', 'end': '2486.055', 'text': 'feel every movement\nof the higher soul in you.'}, {'start': '2487.969', 'end': '2491.432', 'text': 'And I love nothing more about you\nthan that movement.'}, {'start': '2492.330', 'end': '2494.101', 'text': 'I am prepared to give up'}, {'start': '2494.102', 'end': '2496.463', 'text': 'any intimacy\nand closeness.'}, {'start': '2498.764', 'end': '2502.067', 'text': "If only I could be sure\nwe'll meet there."}, {'start': '2504.868', 'end': '2507.372', 'text': 'Where the small soul cannot reach.'}, {'start': '2509.931', 'end': '2512.607', 'text': 'You know the conditions\nof my plan.'}, {'start': '2513.418', 'end': '2516.133', 'text': 'Camaraderie, nothing more.'}, {'start': '2517.486', 'end': '2519.021', 'text': 'Would you have the courage to do that?'}, {'start': '2541.607', 'end': '2543.012', 'text': 'Yes. Very beautiful.'}, {'start': '2543.013', 'end': '2545.784', 'text': 'This reminds me of\nfamily photos with my parents!'}, {'start': '2547.853', 'end': '2549.437', 'text': 'In fact,\nour trinity'}, {'start': '2549.438', 'end': '2551.752', 'text': 'would need something\nmore symbolic!'}, {'start': '2552.797', 'end': '2555.355', 'text': 'Two dreamers who do\nexactly what'}, {'start': '2555.356', 'end': '2557.273', 'text': 'Miss.  Salome\ndesires them.'}, {'start': '2557.274', 'end': '2559.546', 'text': 'But I just ask for more fantasy,\ngentlemen!'}, {'start': '2559.547', 'end': '2562.304', 'text': 'How about a little\nGreek mythology?'}, {'start': '2563.202', 'end': '2565.078', 'text': 'Zeus, Poseidon and Hades.'}, {'start': '2565.894', 'end': '2568.609', 'text': 'And she of Zeus?  Never!'}, {'start': '2568.610', 'end': '2570.496', 'text': "No. You can't stand that!"}, {'start': '2571.360', 'end': '2576.160', 'text': 'Do you know the story\nof Aristotle and Phyllis?'}, {'start': '2577.649', 'end': '2579.266', 'text': 'I refuse!  And'}, {'start': '2585.235', 'end': '2586.633', 'text': 'that!  The'}, {'start': '2587.726', 'end': '2590.847', 'text': 'two of us saddled at the front\nof the philosophical chariot.'}, {'start': '2590.848', 'end': '2592.370', 'text': "I'm not Phyllis!"}, {'start': '2593.316', 'end': '2594.804', 'text': 'Who was Phyllis?'}, {'start': '2594.805', 'end': '2597.945', 'text': "A noblewoman who rode\non Aristotle's back"}, {'start': '2598.046', 'end': '2599.346', 'text': 'to humiliate him.'}, {'start': '2599.907', 'end': '2602.970', 'text': '- No.\n- I do not accept cowardice.'}, {'start': '2607.389', 'end': '2608.730', 'text': 'Come!'}, {'start': '2613.243', 'end': '2614.592', 'text': 'Give me a whip!'}, {'start': '2615.396', 'end': '2617.036', 'text': "For you, ma'am!"}, {'start': '2617.590', 'end': '2620.252', 'text': 'Just as I imagined!'}, {'start': '2620.253', 'end': '2621.553', 'text': 'Come on, Ree!'}, {'start': '2622.037', 'end': '2623.354', 'text': 'Paul, come!'}, {'start': '2625.021', 'end': '2626.330', 'text': 'Voila!'}, {'start': '2627.593', 'end': '2628.982', 'text': 'Venus.'}, {'start': '2631.428', 'end': '2632.760', 'text': 'Are you ready?'}, {'start': '2642.790', 'end': '2644.878', 'text': '"Remembrance\nof Northern Italy."'}, {'start': '2646.239', 'end': '2647.847', 'text': '"Sensitive as an eagle.'}, {'start': '2649.506', 'end': '2651.396', 'text': '"Brave as a lion.'}, {'start': '2651.678', 'end': '2652.978', 'text': 'And in the end,'}, {'start': '2652.979', 'end': '2654.579', 'text': 'still\na girl-child."'}, {'start': '2655.551', 'end': '2656.996', 'text': 'You wrote'}, {'start': '2656.997', 'end': '2660.759', 'text': 'that physical attraction does not follow\nspiritual attraction,'}, {'start': '2660.760', 'end': '2663.870', 'text': 'but the direction of\nspiritual attraction towards physical attraction.'}, {'start': '2663.871', 'end': '2665.171', 'text': 'And? Did'}, {'start': '2665.172', 'end': '2667.049', 'text': "n't you think\nof Nietzsche? In"}, {'start': '2668.214', 'end': '2671.926', 'text': 'my naivety, I\nassumed that Nietzsche'}, {'start': '2671.927', 'end': '2674.022', 'text': 'had understood\nmy refusal.'}, {'start': '2674.023', 'end': '2678.116', 'text': 'Otherwise I would never have gone\nto his family in Tautenburg.'}, {'start': '2680.320', 'end': '2682.922', 'text': 'To my surprise, my mother\ngave her consent'}, {'start': '2682.923', 'end': '2685.693', 'text': 'after corresponding\nwith his family.'}, {'start': '2685.694', 'end': '2688.510', 'text': 'A parsonage, there\nwas his mother and sister.'}, {'start': '2688.511', 'end': '2690.090', 'text': 'That sounded harmless.'}, {'start': '2715.505', 'end': '2717.555', 'text': 'Unfortunately, they are already a\nbit hard.'}, {'start': '2717.556', 'end': '2720.977', 'text': 'Thank you. Very kind. Have you'}, {'start': '2733.817', 'end': '2735.717', 'text': 'ever stopped to think\nwhy girls'}, {'start': '2735.718', 'end': '2737.868', 'text': 'are brought up\ndifferently from boys?'}, {'start': '2737.869', 'end': '2739.219', 'text': 'Everyone takes it for granted.'}, {'start': '2739.252', 'end': '2740.652', 'text': 'That from an erotic point of view,'}, {'start': '2740.653', 'end': '2742.603', 'text': 'women should be\nas ignorant as possible.'}, {'start': '2742.604', 'end': '2745.077', 'text': 'Meanwhile, it is\nassumed'}, {'start': '2745.078', 'end': '2747.327', 'text': 'that boys\nalready know everything.'}, {'start': '2747.328', 'end': '2749.048', 'text': 'The right thing would be to\nteach women'}, {'start': '2749.049', 'end': '2750.718', 'text': 'how to avoid\nunwanted pregnancies.'}, {'start': '2750.719', 'end': '2753.386', 'text': 'A problem that does not concern you.'}, {'start': '2758.539', 'end': '2761.603', 'text': 'If you never give yourself\nto a man,'}, {'start': '2761.604', 'end': '2763.981', 'text': 'you will never know\nthe Dionysian Principle.'}, {'start': '2764.728', 'end': '2769.778', 'text': 'The passionate, the sensual,\nthe irrational being in you.'}, {'start': '2769.779', 'end': '2772.038', 'text': 'I prefer\nthe Apollonian Principle.'}, {'start': '2772.039', 'end': '2774.708', 'text': 'Rationality and no\ndependence on feeling.'}, {'start': '2789.868', 'end': '2791.240', 'text': 'This...'}, {'start': '2793.853', 'end': '2796.773', 'text': 'is the path to the\ninnermost core of all things.'}, {'start': '2820.965', 'end': '2823.165', 'text': "But for that I don't need\nany man."}, {'start': '2839.493', 'end': '2840.863', 'text': 'Tell me... Do'}, {'start': '2843.129', 'end': '2846.292', 'text': 'you think often\nabout how narrowly'}, {'start': '2846.293', 'end': '2847.945', 'text': 'you escaped death?'}, {'start': '2853.164', 'end': '2854.476', 'text': 'Lou!'}, {'start': '2863.060', 'end': '2865.215', 'text': 'That would just stop me\nfrom living.'}, {'start': '2866.890', 'end': '2868.698', 'text': 'You are dodging\nmy question.'}, {'start': '2873.169', 'end': '2875.678', 'text': 'As a child,\nI spent nights and nights talking'}, {'start': '2875.679', 'end': '2877.128', 'text': 'to an imaginary God.'}, {'start': '2877.903', 'end': '2880.300', 'text': 'He promised me\neverything I wanted to hear.'}, {'start': '2882.159', 'end': '2884.009', 'text': 'My father passed away anyway.'}, {'start': '2885.738', 'end': '2887.764', 'text': 'Death comes when it wants to come.  It'}, {'start': '2892.588', 'end': '2895.591', 'text': 'takes a lot of effort to\nlive without faith.'}, {'start': '2897.902', 'end': '2899.774', 'text': "Maybe it's also impossible."}, {'start': '2901.538', 'end': '2903.859', 'text': 'And we stumbled upon it one day.'}, {'start': '2919.313', 'end': '2920.613', 'text': 'Wait!'}, {'start': '2935.671', 'end': '2937.171', 'text': 'You are ridiculing him!'}, {'start': '2937.172', 'end': '2939.122', 'text': 'You are ridiculing\nour entire family!'}, {'start': '2939.123', 'end': '2941.423', 'text': "This horrible Russian doesn't know\nwhat shame is!"}, {'start': '2941.424', 'end': '2942.737', 'text': 'That was my idea.'}, {'start': '2942.738', 'end': '2944.438', 'text': "You're letting her pull you\ndown."}, {'start': '2944.439', 'end': '2946.146', 'text': 'Elisabeth, this is just\na picture!'}, {'start': '2946.147', 'end': '2948.482', 'text': 'This woman is a threat\nto the health of your soul.  It'}, {'start': '2948.483', 'end': '2949.802', 'text': 'will be worse,'}, {'start': '2949.803', 'end': '2951.707', 'text': 'soon we will live together\nin Berlin.'}, {'start': '2954.369', 'end': '2956.369', 'text': 'I knew you were\na disgusting woman.'}, {'start': '2956.370', 'end': '2959.484', 'text': 'But you far surpass\nthe limits of my imagination!'}, {'start': '2959.988', 'end': '2961.339', 'text': "I'll report you!"}, {'start': '2961.340', 'end': '2963.789', 'text': 'The police will ensure\nthat you leave the country.'}, {'start': '2963.790', 'end': '2966.782', 'text': 'Dirty fantasy is always\nin the eye of the beholder.'}, {'start': '2968.116', 'end': '2969.416', 'text': 'Lisabeth... I'}, {'start': '2969.417', 'end': '2971.579', 'text': "don't have to put up with this!"}, {'start': '2971.580', 'end': '2972.880', 'text': 'Elizabeth!  Elizabeth!  I'}, {'start': '2972.881', 'end': '2976.437', 'text': "don't want to see that\ndisgusting female figure ever again!"}, {'start': '2976.438', 'end': '2977.763', 'text': 'Never again!'}, {'start': '2991.275', 'end': '2993.092', 'text': "I'm very sorry!"}, {'start': '2994.856', 'end': '2996.660', 'text': "But they couldn't\ncontain themselves."}, {'start': '2996.661', 'end': '2999.139', 'text': "They needed to talk…\nWhat are you doing?  I'm"}, {'start': '2999.704', 'end': '3001.887', 'text': "leaving and you're coming with me."}, {'start': '3004.908', 'end': '3006.919', 'text': "But then you'll have to\nmarry me."}, {'start': '3009.595', 'end': '3011.185', 'text': "You didn't understand me, did you?"}, {'start': '3017.243', 'end': '3019.160', 'text': 'I wanted to live alone.'}, {'start': '3021.330', 'end': '3024.303', 'text': 'But then the little bird Lou\nflew across the path.'}, {'start': '3025.920', 'end': '3028.255', 'text': 'And I thought it was an eagle.'}, {'start': '3029.993', 'end': '3031.582', 'text': 'And then I wanted to have...'}, {'start': '3032.646', 'end': '3034.652', 'text': 'the eagle around me.'}, {'start': '3036.489', 'end': '3039.066', 'text': 'We were meant\nfor each other.'}, {'start': '3039.067', 'end': '3041.448', 'text': 'You are my brain-brother.'}, {'start': '3042.825', 'end': '3044.140', 'text': 'What about Paul?'}, {'start': '3048.279', 'end': '3049.579', 'text': 'And our trinity?  Do you'}, {'start': '3049.580', 'end': '3052.265', 'text': 'really want to live\nwith that weakling?'}, {'start': '3054.300', 'end': '3057.700', 'text': 'All he has to do is catch a cold and\nhe thinks about suicide!  It would be'}, {'start': '3058.278', 'end': '3061.262', 'text': 'better for you to get rid\nof your family.  Did'}, {'start': '3061.263', 'end': '3062.563', 'text': 'he say that?  Do'}, {'start': '3062.564', 'end': '3065.756', 'text': 'you talk about me like that\nbehind my back?'}, {'start': '3066.468', 'end': '3069.001', 'text': 'Your thoughts\nalways veer towards the negative.'}, {'start': '3073.756', 'end': '3075.913', 'text': 'I was inclined\nto hold you'}, {'start': '3075.914', 'end': '3078.255', 'text': 'as the appearance\nof my ideal on earth!'}, {'start': '3078.656', 'end': '3080.018', 'text': 'But have you noticed?'}, {'start': '3080.750', 'end': '3082.339', 'text': 'I see very badly.  Do'}, {'start': '3082.340', 'end': '3086.039', 'text': "n't you feel like a person\nlike me around you"}, {'start': '3086.040', 'end': '3088.621', 'text': 'has a\ngreat need to overcome?'}, {'start': '3088.622', 'end': '3090.637', 'text': 'I could make things easier\nwith you.'}, {'start': '3090.638', 'end': '3092.147', 'text': 'But I have already surpassed masterpieces'}, {'start': '3092.148', 'end': '3094.495', 'text': 'so that I could\nbe useful to you'}, {'start': '3094.496', 'end': '3096.049', 'text': 'even if you hurt me.'}, {'start': '3096.657', 'end': '3099.080', 'text': "Did you know I can't hear\nyour voice?"}, {'start': '3099.900', 'end': '3101.255', 'text': 'Unless you ask.  He'}, {'start': '3101.885', 'end': '3103.359', 'text': 'cares for himself!'}, {'start': '3106.437', 'end': '3107.901', 'text': 'If I reject you now,'}, {'start': '3108.416', 'end': '3111.798', 'text': 'then it would be a terrible reproach\nupon your whole being.'}, {'start': '3112.441', 'end': '3113.741', 'text': 'Phyllis!'}, {'start': '3114.133', 'end': '3116.351', 'text': 'But unfortunately you are not\nAristotle.'}, {'start': '3116.352', 'end': '3118.166', 'text': 'How did he speak so well?'}, {'start': '3118.167', 'end': '3120.078', 'text': '"Character is shown\nin behavior."'}, {'start': '3122.157', 'end': '3123.854', 'text': 'To the train station,\nplease!'}, {'start': '3132.505', 'end': '3133.830', 'text': 'Lady Salome!'}, {'start': '3134.493', 'end': '3136.497', 'text': "Nietzsche's sister\nwrote a pamphlet"}, {'start': '3136.498', 'end': '3138.893', 'text': 'in which every sentence\nabout the lady is a lie.  Are'}, {'start': '3139.564', 'end': '3140.879', 'text': "n't you going to do anything?"}, {'start': '3140.880', 'end': '3143.445', 'text': 'I know all her stories\nabout me.'}, {'start': '3143.446', 'end': '3146.285', 'text': "Much worse is that it falsifies\nNietzsche's writings"}, {'start': '3146.286', 'end': '3148.091', 'text': 'to lend'}, {'start': '3148.092', 'end': '3151.873', 'text': 'pseudo-philosophical glory\nto National Socialism.'}, {'start': '3151.874', 'end': '3153.324', 'text': 'Madame Salomé,\nshe writes...'}, {'start': '3153.325', 'end': '3156.798', 'text': 'Here: "Dr. Rée and Madame Salomé\nwere of Jewish descent,'}, {'start': '3156.799', 'end': '3159.058', 'text': 'something that no one had yet\nrealized."'}, {'start': '3159.059', 'end': '3161.274', 'text': '- Serious?\n- You have nothing to fear, do you?'}, {'start': '3161.805', 'end': '3163.993', 'text': 'When you look hard\nenough, you'}, {'start': '3163.994', 'end': '3166.533', 'text': 'end up finding\na Jewish relative.'}, {'start': '3178.036', 'end': '3179.395', 'text': 'Miss Marie!'}, {'start': '3180.141', 'end': '3181.511', 'text': 'Come quickly, please!'}, {'start': '3184.905', 'end': '3186.546', 'text': 'Mrs. Salome,\nis everything okay?'}, {'start': '3199.843', 'end': '3201.451', 'text': 'What did you tell her?'}, {'start': '3202.042', 'end': '3203.420', 'text': 'Should I call a doctor?  I'}, {'start': '3203.421', 'end': '3205.213', 'text': "think you'd better\ngo now."}, {'start': '3205.214', 'end': '3207.095', 'text': 'This is all unnecessary.'}, {'start': '3220.500', 'end': '3223.056', 'text': 'Why does Elisabeth Nietzsche\nhate you so much?'}, {'start': '3223.057', 'end': '3227.190', 'text': 'She blames me for fighting\nwith her brother.'}, {'start': '3228.343', 'end': '3230.404', 'text': 'And what happened\nto the trinity?'}, {'start': '3233.939', 'end': '3237.185', 'text': 'Paul and I found\nan apartment in Berlin.'}, {'start': '3239.027', 'end': '3241.837', 'text': 'His parents were as\nhorrified as my mother was.'}, {'start': '3242.438', 'end': '3244.493', 'text': 'But you fought\nfor your freedom.'}, {'start': '3245.496', 'end': '3247.295', 'text': 'A big step\ntowards emancipation.'}, {'start': '3247.296', 'end': '3251.672', 'text': 'Nonsense!  What has changed\nsince then for us women?'}, {'start': '3253.456', 'end': '3256.092', 'text': 'But you wanted to tell me'}, {'start': '3256.093', 'end': '3259.572', 'text': 'about yourself\nand your time in the war.  I do'}, {'start': '3261.317', 'end': '3265.179', 'text': "n't think now is\nthe right time."}, {'start': '3265.727', 'end': '3268.394', 'text': 'But if you fetched me\na blanket…'}, {'start': '3268.395', 'end': '3270.557', 'text': 'Then it would be the right time.'}, {'start': '3280.979', 'end': '3284.037', 'text': 'In Berlin, I was finally able to live\nwith Paul Rée'}, {'start': '3284.038', 'end': '3286.349', 'text': 'exactly\nas I had always dreamed.'}, {'start': '3324.123', 'end': '3326.580', 'text': '"My dear Lou and Paul!'}, {'start': '3326.581', 'end': '3328.568', 'text': '"Do not be too concerned'}, {'start': '3328.569', 'end': '3331.797', 'text': 'about the outbursts\nof my wounded vanity.'}, {'start': '3331.798', 'end': '3333.135', 'text': '"Please take\ninto account'}, {'start': '3333.136', 'end': '3335.706', 'text': 'that I suffer from a mental illness like a\npatient in a madhouse,'}, {'start': '3335.707', 'end': '3338.995', 'text': '"which long solitude has\ncompletely confused.'}, {'start': '3338.996', 'end': '3341.437', 'text': '"I come to this comprehensive view'}, {'start': '3341.438', 'end': '3346.114', 'text': '"after having taken a large\ndose of opium out of despair.'}, {'start': '3346.747', 'end': '3348.782', 'text': '"Rather than losing his\nmind over this,'}, {'start': '3348.783', 'end': '3350.550', 'text': '"it seems he has\nfinally arrived.'}, {'start': '3350.551', 'end': '3354.884', 'text': 'My friend Rée,\nask Lou to forgive me."'}, {'start': '3368.954', 'end': '3371.368', 'text': 'Eating outdoors is\nactually an English thing. It'}, {'start': '3371.901', 'end': '3374.647', 'text': "'s always cold there,\neven indoors."}, {'start': '3375.190', 'end': '3377.027', 'text': 'Yes. The more you stay\noutdoors,'}, {'start': '3377.633', 'end': '3379.183', 'text': 'the more you appreciate the fresh air.'}, {'start': '3379.184', 'end': '3381.334', 'text': 'The cold comes,\nmost of the time, from within. Do I'}, {'start': '3381.335', 'end': '3383.435', 'text': 'need to worry\nabout my character now?'}, {'start': '3383.436', 'end': '3384.736', 'text': 'Because I freeze easily. Do'}, {'start': '3384.737', 'end': '3386.539', 'text': 'you want one too,\nlittle snail?'}, {'start': '3390.797', 'end': '3393.633', 'text': 'What an unusual nickname'}, {'start': '3393.634', 'end': '3395.045', 'text': 'for a beautiful woman.'}, {'start': '3395.046', 'end': '3396.956', 'text': "I'm a snail\nand it's my home."}, {'start': '3402.572', 'end': '3403.938', 'text': 'So...'}, {'start': '3412.834', 'end': '3414.466', 'text': "Someone's coming!"}, {'start': '3418.519', 'end': '3420.163', 'text': 'Unconventional!'}, {'start': '3420.164', 'end': '3423.014', 'text': "In bathing suits the water would\nn't be any warmer either."}, {'start': '3423.015', 'end': '3424.572', 'text': 'On his expeditions\nto Persia'}, {'start': '3424.573', 'end': '3426.665', 'text': 'he slept outside for years\n.'}, {'start': '3445.643', 'end': '3447.021', 'text': 'Is everything okay?'}, {'start': '3449.085', 'end': '3451.735', 'text': 'Elisabeth Nietzsche wrote\nto my mother again.'}, {'start': '3451.736', 'end': '3454.852', 'text': "This time she claims I\n'm prostituting myself."}, {'start': '3454.853', 'end': '3456.602', 'text': 'But little snail... Do'}, {'start': '3456.603', 'end': '3459.726', 'text': 'you think the police\nwill be interested in the opinion'}, {'start': '3459.727', 'end': '3462.474', 'text': 'of a provincial virgin?'}, {'start': '3462.475', 'end': '3465.750', 'text': "Mother threatens to cut the checks\nif I don't come back."}, {'start': '3469.666', 'end': '3471.766', 'text': 'And Friedrich lets his\nsister do it.'}, {'start': '3471.767', 'end': '3473.955', 'text': 'No sign of life,\nno letter, nothing!'}, {'start': '3473.956', 'end': '3475.542', 'text': 'What a coward!'}, {'start': '3480.780', 'end': '3483.411', 'text': 'We…'}, {'start': '3483.412', 'end': '3484.712', 'text': 'No!'}, {'start': '3487.084', 'end': '3490.517', 'text': 'Just because you\nonce swore as a child not to marry, you'}, {'start': '3490.518', 'end': '3493.068', 'text': "don't have to hold on to that\nfor the rest of your life!"}, {'start': '3493.069', 'end': '3494.519', 'text': 'And what should we live on then?'}, {'start': '3494.520', 'end': '3495.820', 'text': 'How do you imagine?'}, {'start': '3496.426', 'end': '3497.740', 'text': 'Pay off your\ngambling debts,'}, {'start': '3497.741', 'end': '3500.026', 'text': 'my check was going to get cut\nanyway.  I ca'}, {'start': '3525.338', 'end': '3527.634', 'text': "n't imagine\nmy life without you anymore."}, {'start': '3530.464', 'end': '3532.648', 'text': 'My big and smart brother.'}, {'start': '3535.649', 'end': '3537.820', 'text': "But brothers don't marry."}, {'start': '3545.953', 'end': '3547.969', 'text': 'I needed to\nachieve independence.'}, {'start': '3547.970', 'end': '3551.500', 'text': 'From slander, from mom\nand from the Russian check.'}, {'start': '3551.501', 'end': '3553.895', 'text': 'I started writing a novel.'}, {'start': '3553.896', 'end': '3556.096', 'text': 'The question was:'}, {'start': '3556.097', 'end': '3558.892', 'text': 'what happens to a person\nwhen he loses faith?'}, {'start': '3558.893', 'end': '3561.234', 'text': 'My hero Kuno\nfollows his ideals'}, {'start': '3561.235', 'end': '3563.775', 'text': 'and brings sadness\nto everyone around him.'}, {'start': '3564.536', 'end': '3566.361', 'text': 'Under the pseudonym Henry Lou'}, {'start': '3566.362', 'end': '3569.310', 'text': 'my novel,\nFight for God, appeared. I'}, {'start': '3570.965', 'end': '3574.145', 'text': 'never thought a woman\nwould be the author.'}, {'start': '3574.902', 'end': '3578.759', 'text': 'Are you sure no man\nwas with her?'}, {'start': '3578.760', 'end': '3580.060', 'text': 'Ask yourself.'}, {'start': '3583.749', 'end': '3585.442', 'text': 'Here!  You need to read this!'}, {'start': '3585.443', 'end': '3588.209', 'text': 'The critic almost surrenders\nto enthusiasm.'}, {'start': '3588.984', 'end': '3591.605', 'text': 'Here:\n"Style and form are unique.'}, {'start': '3591.606', 'end': '3594.172', 'text': '"The sensitive and self-evident\nsolitude of man'}, {'start': '3594.173', 'end': '3596.371', 'text': 'becomes the psychogram\nof his time."'}, {'start': '3596.372', 'end': '3597.672', 'text': 'Bravo!'}, {'start': '3598.672', 'end': '3600.179', 'text': '- Bravo.\n- Thank you. Thank you.'}, {'start': '3601.183', 'end': '3602.547', 'text': 'Are you the one hiding'}, {'start': '3602.548', 'end': '3604.698', 'text': 'behind the pseudonym\nHenri Lou? Nice to meet you!'}, {'start': '3606.040', 'end': '3608.013', 'text': 'And are you the happy publisher?'}, {'start': '3608.014', 'end': '3610.615', 'text': 'No. I am\nthe more than happy publisher.'}, {'start': '3610.616', 'end': '3613.889', 'text': 'Miss von Salomé has exceeded\nour expectations.'}, {'start': '3614.700', 'end': '3617.487', 'text': 'Tell me, do you already have plans\nfor future projects?'}, {'start': '3617.720', 'end': '3620.790', 'text': 'A question\nthat every creative person dreads.'}, {'start': '3620.791', 'end': '3623.612', 'text': 'As if it were that easy to\nwrite a novel.'}, {'start': '3624.330', 'end': '3627.382', 'text': 'I admire you very much for that!'}, {'start': '3628.441', 'end': '3631.676', 'text': 'How many languages \u200b\u200bdo you speak,\nMr. Andreas?'}, {'start': '3631.677', 'end': '3633.145', 'text': 'Eleven and a half.'}, {'start': '3633.146', 'end': '3635.630', 'text': '- Which half?\n- Russian.'}, {'start': '3636.377', 'end': '3638.429', 'text': 'I will teach you the other half\n.'}, {'start': '3642.285', 'end': '3643.593', 'text': 'Excuse me!'}, {'start': '3646.591', 'end': '3647.983', 'text': 'Paul!'}, {'start': '3664.540', 'end': '3666.518', 'text': 'Perhaps he is jealous. I'}, {'start': '3669.623', 'end': '3672.128', 'text': 'fear our experiment has\nfailed.'}, {'start': '3689.706', 'end': '3691.086', 'text': 'Mr. Andreas!'}, {'start': '3691.087', 'end': '3693.103', 'text': 'I was in the neighborhood. Do you\nmind?'}, {'start': '3693.104', 'end': '3695.194', 'text': '- No, come in.\n- Thank you. I would'}, {'start': '3700.935', 'end': '3702.771', 'text': 'like to talk\nto you.'}, {'start': '3703.285', 'end': '3704.863', 'text': 'Nothing unpleasant, I hope.'}, {'start': '3709.335', 'end': '3710.648', 'text': 'Come!'}, {'start': '3724.256', 'end': '3727.189', 'text': 'I recently read\nthat among the Russians'}, {'start': '3727.190', 'end': '3730.348', 'text': 'the marriage of appearances\nis on the agenda.'}, {'start': '3737.212', 'end': '3739.852', 'text': 'At my age\nit seems  suspect.'}, {'start': '3739.853', 'end': '3741.675', 'text': 'If you are not yet married.'}, {'start': '3751.298', 'end': '3752.958', 'text': "Don't marry siblings."}, {'start': '3753.870', 'end': '3755.376', 'text': 'But with a father, yes, right?'}, {'start': '3756.826', 'end': '3758.395', 'text': 'An old man!'}, {'start': '3759.354', 'end': '3761.134', 'text': "It's a marriage of appearances."}, {'start': '3761.135', 'end': '3762.435', 'text': 'How original!'}, {'start': '3763.051', 'end': '3764.420', 'text': 'And socially appropriate.'}, {'start': '3765.068', 'end': '3767.305', 'text': 'Blue blood.\nA good match for you!'}, {'start': '3767.306', 'end': '3768.641', 'text': 'Excellent!  You'}, {'start': '3768.642', 'end': '3771.282', 'text': 'know very well that Karl\nhas no money or title.'}, {'start': '3771.283', 'end': '3773.042', 'text': "And that's if I'm not\nthe good match."}, {'start': '3773.043', 'end': '3775.011', 'text': 'You refused my request.'}, {'start': '3775.012', 'end': '3776.419', 'text': 'You know why.  I'}, {'start': '3776.965', 'end': '3778.789', 'text': 'will not break\nmy oath.'}, {'start': '3778.790', 'end': '3780.090', 'text': "I'm an imbecile!"}, {'start': '3781.084', 'end': '3784.793', 'text': 'I am a failed philosopher\nwho has wasted his last years.'}, {'start': '3786.587', 'end': '3787.887', 'text': 'Give me that.'}, {'start': '3788.574', 'end': '3790.145', 'text': "Don't worry."}, {'start': '3791.165', 'end': '3793.896', 'text': "It's enough that Nietzsche went\ncrazy because of you."}, {'start': '3821.141', 'end': '3824.496', 'text': '"Be merciful.\nDo not seek."  I'}, {'start': '3852.800', 'end': '3854.632', 'text': "can't be your wife."}, {'start': '3854.633', 'end': '3856.549', 'text': "Neither yours nor anyone else's."}, {'start': '3856.550', 'end': '3859.066', 'text': "Is it because I don't have\na steady job?  I"}, {'start': '3859.067', 'end': '3861.198', 'text': "can't do this to Paul."}, {'start': '3865.995', 'end': '3867.689', 'text': "If you don't marry me,"}, {'start': '3868.522', 'end': '3869.876', 'text': "I don't want to live anymore."}, {'start': '3870.658', 'end': '3872.187', 'text': 'No!  Please!'}, {'start': '3872.188', 'end': '3874.669', 'text': "Stay calm,\nI'll call a doctor."}, {'start': '3874.670', 'end': '3876.289', 'text': "It's just a scratch!"}, {'start': '3876.746', 'end': '3880.069', 'text': "- You're crazy!\n- And you too!"}, {'start': '3880.677', 'end': '3882.773', 'text': 'You are ideal\nfor our wedding.'}, {'start': '3884.370', 'end': '3886.103', 'text': "I'll get a doctor."}, {'start': '3903.062', 'end': '3904.509', 'text': "I'm looking for a blanket."}, {'start': '3905.672', 'end': '3907.187', 'text': "Don't you usually knock on the door?"}, {'start': '3912.778', 'end': '3915.082', 'text': "I would think it best\nif you didn't come anymore.  I did"}, {'start': '3916.111', 'end': '3918.698', 'text': "n't know the housekeeper\nmade the decisions here."}, {'start': '3928.661', 'end': '3931.280', 'text': "Where did you get the idea\nthat I'm the housekeeper?"}, {'start': '4030.675', 'end': '4033.391', 'text': 'No!'}, {'start': '4040.510', 'end': '4041.814', 'text': 'Lou, please'}, {'start': '4041.815', 'end': '4043.115', 'text': 'open the door!'}, {'start': '4044.417', 'end': '4045.916', 'text': "I'm very sorry!"}, {'start': '4045.917', 'end': '4047.855', 'text': 'We can annul the marriage.'}, {'start': '4047.856', 'end': '4049.345', 'text': 'No.'}, {'start': '4049.931', 'end': '4052.456', 'text': 'We can try to do\neverything right.'}, {'start': '4053.851', 'end': '4055.588', 'text': 'You gave me your word'}, {'start': '4057.064', 'end': '4058.614', 'text': "It won't happen again."}, {'start': '4059.358', 'end': '4060.811', 'text': 'Open the door, please.'}, {'start': '4081.664', 'end': '4083.044', 'text': "I'm very sorry."}, {'start': '4092.771', 'end': '4094.471', 'text': 'RAINER MARIA RILKE\nFIRST POEMS'}, {'start': '4104.748', 'end': '4107.457', 'text': "Mariechen didn't tell me\nyou were here."}, {'start': '4110.499', 'end': '4113.780', 'text': "Last time she implied\nthat I'm not welcome here."}, {'start': '4115.083', 'end': '4116.701', 'text': "Don't worry."}, {'start': '4117.508', 'end': '4119.063', 'text': 'Is she your relative?'}, {'start': '4119.985', 'end': '4122.025', 'text': 'I adopted her.'}, {'start': '4122.546', 'end': '4126.109', 'text': 'And since then, she has made up her\nmind that she would take care of me.'}, {'start': '4128.155', 'end': '4129.967', 'text': 'And when was she born?'}, {'start': '4129.968', 'end': '4131.871', 'text': 'In 1905.'}, {'start': '4136.089', 'end': '4137.762', 'text': 'By then I already knew Rilke.'}, {'start': '4138.754', 'end': '4140.324', 'text': 'Yes...'}, {'start': '4142.126', 'end': '4143.846', 'text': 'Sherlock Holmes.'}, {'start': '4148.195', 'end': '4149.495', 'text': 'Thanks.'}, {'start': '4153.106', 'end': '4156.434', 'text': 'For me to be here today, I\nonly have one person to thank.'}, {'start': '4157.352', 'end': '4159.474', 'text': 'Without her,\nI would probably have had'}, {'start': '4159.475', 'end': '4161.252', 'text': 'a\nrather regrettable fate.'}, {'start': '4162.167', 'end': '4163.691', 'text': 'Lou Andreas Salome.'}, {'start': '4166.176', 'end': '4167.861', 'text': '"Put out my eyes,'}, {'start': '4167.862', 'end': '4169.626', 'text': '"I can still see you.'}, {'start': '4170.450', 'end': '4172.907', 'text': '"Shut up my ears, I\ncan still hear thee,'}, {'start': '4173.722', 'end': '4176.096', 'text': '"and without feet\nI can still come to thee,'}, {'start': '4176.097', 'end': '4179.020', 'text': '"and without mouth\nI can still call upon thee.'}, {'start': '4180.030', 'end': '4182.482', 'text': '"Break my bones,\nand I can clasp thee'}, {'start': '4182.483', 'end': '4184.369', 'text': '"with my heart as with my hand.'}, {'start': '4184.370', 'end': '4187.696', 'text': '"Stop my heart,\nand my brain will beat.'}, {'start': '4188.429', 'end': '4190.867', 'text': '"And if you set\nfire to my brain'}, {'start': '4191.411', 'end': '4194.108', 'text': 'I will continue\nto carry you in my blood."'}, {'start': '4207.268', 'end': '4208.625', 'text': 'What it was?'}, {'start': '4209.673', 'end': '4211.102', 'text': "Didn't like it?"}, {'start': '4213.439', 'end': '4214.939', 'text': 'Very.'}, {'start': '4216.655', 'end': '4218.182', 'text': 'This makes no sense.'}, {'start': '4219.458', 'end': '4220.806', 'text': 'Why?'}, {'start': '4223.075', 'end': '4225.225', 'text': 'You lock your feelings\nbehind walls.'}, {'start': '4225.738', 'end': '4227.818', 'text': 'Is this what you call\nfreedom?'}, {'start': '4230.665', 'end': '4232.428', 'text': "You don't need to understand."}, {'start': '4232.988', 'end': '4234.303', 'text': 'You are a coward.  Do'}, {'start': '4237.564', 'end': '4240.496', 'text': 'you really want to give up\nwhat is most beautiful in life?'}, {'start': '4262.425', 'end': '4264.245', 'text': "You are cheeky, Mr. Rilke.  I'm"}, {'start': '4265.706', 'end': '4267.688', 'text': "afraid you're right."}, {'start': '4314.527', 'end': '4315.911', 'text': 'I... Have'}, {'start': '4321.094', 'end': '4323.798', 'text': 'never been with a man.'}, {'start': '4337.873', 'end': '4339.558', 'text': 'You can trust me.'}, {'start': '4340.531', 'end': '4341.936', 'text': 'Always.'}, {'start': '4356.950', 'end': '4359.480', 'text': '"In all that is beautiful\nyou come to meet me,'}, {'start': '4360.149', 'end': '4362.100', 'text': '"you my spring breeze.'}, {'start': '4362.479', 'end': '4364.293', 'text': '"You my summer rain,'}, {'start': '4364.815', 'end': '4367.365', 'text': '"you my June night\nwith a thousand paths,'}, {'start': '4367.366', 'end': '4369.964', 'text': '"in which no\ninitiate has preceded me:'}, {'start': '4371.055', 'end': '4372.907', 'text': 'I am in you."'}, {'start': '4410.756', 'end': '4412.814', 'text': 'And what was different\nabout Rilke'}, {'start': '4412.815', 'end': '4414.674', 'text': 'compared\nto his other worshipers?'}, {'start': '4416.021', 'end': '4417.523', 'text': 'Rainer was the only man'}, {'start': '4417.524', 'end': '4419.775', 'text': 'in whom I saw\nso much femininity.'}, {'start': '4421.978', 'end': '4424.507', 'text': 'We completely complemented each other.'}, {'start': '4425.285', 'end': '4426.709', 'text': 'I mean…'}, {'start': '4427.580', 'end': '4432.225', 'text': 'how is a man supposed to indulge\nhis feminine side?'}, {'start': '4432.847', 'end': '4437.192', 'text': 'Everyone should find\na little bit of the other gender within themselves.'}, {'start': '4438.501', 'end': '4444.317', 'text': 'You, by the way, should allow\nyour masculine side more.'}, {'start': '4449.482', 'end': '4450.791', 'text': 'And…'}, {'start': '4453.220', 'end': '4455.584', 'text': 'And how did your husband react\nto this?'}, {'start': '4455.585', 'end': '4457.801', 'text': 'From you spending so much time\nwith Rilke.'}, {'start': '4457.802', 'end': '4459.411', 'text': 'He was used to it.'}, {'start': '4459.412', 'end': '4461.496', 'text': 'I was\noften traveling.'}, {'start': '4462.016', 'end': '4464.316', 'text': "You're not telling me\nwhat it really was like, are you?"}, {'start': '4467.079', 'end': '4468.702', 'text': 'Since when do biographies'}, {'start': '4468.703', 'end': '4470.950', 'text': 'contain the\nnot-so-pretty reality?'}, {'start': '4476.006', 'end': '4480.183', 'text': 'The summer of 1897 was,\nin any case,'}, {'start': '4481.211', 'end': '4483.661', 'text': 'the most beautiful of my life.'}, {'start': '4534.761', 'end': '4536.153', 'text': 'AND?'}, {'start': '4537.477', 'end': '4540.310', 'text': 'That verse… "And let it rain\non the trees"…'}, {'start': '4540.982', 'end': '4542.693', 'text': "We'll find something better."}, {'start': '4546.792', 'end': '4548.157', 'text': 'About the vines?'}, {'start': '4552.535', 'end': '4554.720', 'text': 'I can barely read your handwriting.'}, {'start': '4556.561', 'end': '4558.779', 'text': '"And let it rain\nupon the vines.'}, {'start': '4558.780', 'end': '4560.687', 'text': '"And let it shine upon the roses.'}, {'start': '4560.688', 'end': '4563.330', 'text': '"And forget laughter\nand know weeping'}, {'start': '4563.331', 'end': '4565.548', 'text': 'and still be yours."'}, {'start': '4568.106', 'end': '4569.415', 'text': "That's beautiful."}, {'start': '4581.976', 'end': '4583.482', 'text': 'Do you know this?'}, {'start': '4584.462', 'end': '4586.356', 'text': 'The feeling that someone is\nwatching you,'}, {'start': '4586.357', 'end': '4587.862', 'text': 'but there is no one\nin the space?'}, {'start': '4589.385', 'end': '4591.315', 'text': 'The doors are locked.'}, {'start': '4595.297', 'end': '4598.282', 'text': 'My mother used to run\nafter me all the time.'}, {'start': '4599.840', 'end': '4601.692', 'text': 'When I did\nthe slightest thing,'}, {'start': '4601.693', 'end': '4603.026', 'text': 'she would leave me praying.'}, {'start': '4603.027', 'end': '4605.190', 'text': 'Praying on my knees.'}, {'start': '4607.919', 'end': '4609.956', 'text': "She won't find out anything\nabout us."}, {'start': '4611.907', 'end': '4613.979', 'text': 'I always have\nthe same recurring dream.'}, {'start': '4614.507', 'end': '4617.353', 'text': 'I am lying\non cool ground in the grave.'}, {'start': '4618.145', 'end': '4621.434', 'text': 'And over me, a large stone\ncasts its shadow.'}, {'start': '4623.319', 'end': '4624.623', 'text': 'And then…'}, {'start': '4625.185', 'end': '4626.682', 'text': 'The stone comes loose'}, {'start': '4627.237', 'end': '4629.290', 'text': 'and as it falls\non me,'}, {'start': '4629.291', 'end': '4633.003', 'text': 'I recognize that it is the tombstone\nwith my name on it.  Did'}, {'start': '4636.570', 'end': '4638.779', 'text': 'you dream about this\ntoo?'}, {'start': '4644.739', 'end': '4648.292', 'text': 'You can\nnever abandon me….never!'}, {'start': '4655.076', 'end': '4657.404', 'text': 'Rainer accompanies me back\nto Berlin.'}, {'start': '4658.794', 'end': '4661.268', 'text': 'He rented a room\nnearby.'}, {'start': '4677.440', 'end': '4679.104', 'text': 'How old is he?  Do'}, {'start': '4680.749', 'end': '4682.751', 'text': 'you know how I feel?'}, {'start': '4683.372', 'end': '4685.124', 'text': '10 years, Lou.'}, {'start': '4685.125', 'end': '4687.372', 'text': '10 years by your side,'}, {'start': '4687.373', 'end': '4689.135', 'text': 'without me being able to touch you.  I'}, {'start': '4689.136', 'end': '4691.305', 'text': 'never promised\nyou anything else.  I know you'}, {'start': '4693.013', 'end': '4695.263', 'text': "'re not interested\nin your reputation,"}, {'start': '4695.264', 'end': '4697.305', 'text': 'but perhaps you could think\nabout mine?'}, {'start': '4697.306', 'end': '4698.701', 'text': 'Or his?'}, {'start': '4699.229', 'end': '4700.602', 'text': 'His name is Rainer.'}, {'start': '4702.840', 'end': '4705.645', 'text': 'If you stay with him,'}, {'start': '4705.646', 'end': '4707.907', 'text': 'then I want you out of here.'}, {'start': '4709.728', 'end': '4711.777', 'text': 'But between us nothing changes.'}, {'start': '4711.778', 'end': '4713.164', 'text': 'I forgot…'}, {'start': '4713.966', 'end': '4715.572', 'text': 'You always want to have it all.'}, {'start': '4715.573', 'end': '4716.873', 'text': 'Why not?'}, {'start': '4716.874', 'end': '4718.566', 'text': 'You have your fun too.'}, {'start': '4720.927', 'end': '4723.288', 'text': 'If you want to stay here,'}, {'start': '4723.289', 'end': '4725.059', 'text': "then I'll move."}, {'start': '4726.187', 'end': '4727.532', 'text': 'And where do you want to live?'}, {'start': '4727.533', 'end': '4730.116', 'text': 'How do you want to pay your rent\nand your studies?'}, {'start': '4732.339', 'end': '4734.164', 'text': 'Please do not leave me.'}, {'start': '4738.914', 'end': '4740.890', 'text': 'Madam,\nletter for you from Russia.'}, {'start': '4740.891', 'end': '4742.191', 'text': 'Thanks.'}, {'start': '4750.508', 'end': '4751.808', 'text': 'Rainer!  Did'}, {'start': '4762.510', 'end': '4764.047', 'text': 'you have nightmares again?'}, {'start': '4770.023', 'end': '4772.064', 'text': 'Are we going to the theater tonight?'}, {'start': '4772.065', 'end': '4774.435', 'text': 'On the open stage they will present\nNora Ibsen.'}, {'start': '4783.447', 'end': '4785.838', 'text': 'How long do\nyou still want to work on this?'}, {'start': '4785.839', 'end': '4787.139', 'text': 'As?'}, {'start': '4787.632', 'end': '4789.682', 'text': 'You wanted to make money\nwith translations,'}, {'start': '4789.683', 'end': '4792.183', 'text': "but you lose your thoughts\nand can't write."}, {'start': '4792.184', 'end': '4794.584', 'text': "Tolstoy's works\nare much more significant"}, {'start': '4794.585', 'end': '4795.885', 'text': 'than mine.  There is'}, {'start': '4795.886', 'end': '4797.486', 'text': 'always something\nmore significant'}, {'start': '4797.487', 'end': '4798.787', 'text': 'than the work itself.'}, {'start': '4798.788', 'end': '4800.988', 'text': 'If everyone thought like this,\nno one would write.'}, {'start': '4801.989', 'end': '4803.939', 'text': 'Your mother asks\nwhen you would have time'}, {'start': '4803.940', 'end': '4805.240', 'text': 'to visit her this year.'}, {'start': '4808.842', 'end': '4811.442', 'text': 'We could all go\nto St. Petersburg.'}, {'start': '4815.515', 'end': '4817.251', 'text': 'I will write to Tolstoy.'}, {'start': '4818.014', 'end': '4820.364', 'text': "Maybe he'll be available\nto meet us."}, {'start': '4862.348', 'end': '4864.848', 'text': 'We are going to visit Tolstoy\nnext week.'}, {'start': '4867.901', 'end': '4871.121', 'text': "Couldn't you imagine\nliving here again?"}, {'start': '4873.295', 'end': '4875.281', 'text': 'Here are my roots, Mom.'}, {'start': '4875.282', 'end': '4876.970', 'text': 'But\nI want to live in Berlin.'}, {'start': '4878.263', 'end': '4880.863', 'text': "You should read\nLou's poem about the Volga."}, {'start': '4880.864', 'end': '4883.568', 'text': '"Like a landscape,\nyou encompass my life.'}, {'start': '4883.569', 'end': '4886.071', 'text': '"Had I never been\nto its shores,'}, {'start': '4886.072', 'end': '4888.845', 'text': '"I would still know\nits immensity.'}, {'start': '4889.619', 'end': '4891.666', 'text': '"Disembarked\non each wave of dreams'}, {'start': '4891.667', 'end': '4894.609', 'text': 'in its immense solitude."'}, {'start': '4896.473', 'end': '4898.573', 'text': 'We thus feel\nimmediately connected to Russia.'}, {'start': '4898.574', 'end': '4900.884', 'text': 'To its nature,\nto its simple people.'}, {'start': '4900.885', 'end': '4902.668', 'text': 'This speaks to us of the soul.'}, {'start': '4902.669', 'end': '4905.319', 'text': 'And that is why they wear\nthe typical peasant costume?'}, {'start': '4908.108', 'end': '4910.716', 'text': "By the way, why didn't your husband\ncome with you?"}, {'start': '4910.717', 'end': '4913.317', 'text': "You know very well that he\ndoesn't like to travel anymore."}, {'start': '4914.071', 'end': '4915.653', 'text': 'Unlike you.'}, {'start': '4919.284', 'end': '4921.895', 'text': 'I will never be\nas you would like me to be.'}, {'start': '4922.887', 'end': '4924.196', 'text': 'I know. And'}, {'start': '4932.191', 'end': '4933.540', 'text': 'here again.'}, {'start': '4945.136', 'end': '4946.496', 'text': 'Close your eyes.'}, {'start': '4960.675', 'end': '4962.028', 'text': 'Rainer? Do'}, {'start': '4962.029', 'end': '4963.359', 'text': 'you remember?'}, {'start': '4967.170', 'end': '4969.518', 'text': 'No! No, the...'}, {'start': '4970.174', 'end': '4971.853', 'text': 'Rainer, there is nothing there! I'}, {'start': '4972.175', 'end': '4974.382', 'text': "can't! It's"}, {'start': '4979.094', 'end': '4980.458', 'text': "okay. It's"}, {'start': '4981.757', 'end': '4983.675', 'text': 'okay.'}, {'start': '4984.924', 'end': '4987.324', 'text': 'You are getting worse\nevery day.'}, {'start': '4988.189', 'end': '4989.898', 'text': 'You need to seek help. I'}, {'start': '5000.230', 'end': '5002.599', 'text': "found this yesterday\nat a goldsmith's. Do you"}, {'start': '5006.490', 'end': '5008.147', 'text': 'want to become my wife?'}, {'start': '5010.910', 'end': '5012.835', 'text': 'But I am already your wife.'}, {'start': '5019.685', 'end': '5021.729', 'text': "I don't know how to live without you."}, {'start': '5023.024', 'end': '5024.796', 'text': "Without you,\nI can't breathe. I"}, {'start': '5025.672', 'end': '5027.934', 'text': "can't eat, laugh, cry."}, {'start': '5027.935', 'end': '5029.922', 'text': 'Nothing, without you!'}, {'start': '5032.653', 'end': '5035.238', 'text': "It's a great weight\nthat  you put on me."}, {'start': '5036.342', 'end': '5038.071', 'text': 'I want to be with you.'}, {'start': '5038.302', 'end': '5039.602', 'text': 'Every day.'}, {'start': '5039.603', 'end': '5042.587', 'text': 'Every hour, every second.\nI want to be you.'}, {'start': '5043.894', 'end': '5045.801', 'text': "That's not love, Rainer.  I"}, {'start': '5064.492', 'end': '5066.648', 'text': "can't be the woman\nyou want."}, {'start': '5067.516', 'end': '5070.705', 'text': 'I will seek help.\nI promise!'}, {'start': '5072.926', 'end': '5074.654', 'text': "You can't breathe\nwithout me."}, {'start': '5075.055', 'end': '5077.180', 'text': "And I can't breathe\nwith you."}, {'start': '5120.435', 'end': '5122.785', 'text': '"You were for me the most maternal\nof women,'}, {'start': '5123.954', 'end': '5126.289', 'text': '"you were a friend\nlike men are,'}, {'start': '5130.232', 'end': '5132.515', 'text': '"you were, looking at you, a\nwoman indeed,'}, {'start': '5133.450', 'end': '5135.667', 'text': '"but also,\noften, a child.'}, {'start': '5136.913', 'end': '5139.681', 'text': '"You were the\nmost tender person I have ever known'}, {'start': '5141.392', 'end': '5143.645', 'text': 'and the hardest person I\nhave ever fought with.'}, {'start': '5144.552', 'end': '5147.032', 'text': '"You were the height\nthat blessed me'}, {'start': '5148.461', 'end': '5150.674', 'text': '- you made yourself an abyss\nand I sank."'}, {'start': '5157.239', 'end': '5159.342', 'text': 'After our separation…'}, {'start': '5160.073', 'end': '5162.639', 'text': 'He went back to writing poetry.'}, {'start': '5165.538', 'end': '5167.477', 'text': 'And soon after,\nNietsche passed away.'}, {'start': '5167.478', 'end': '5171.791', 'text': 'After I found\nhis apology letters, I'}, {'start': '5171.792', 'end': '5174.074', 'text': 'only met him once more.'}, {'start': '5174.075', 'end': '5180.067', 'text': 'But we did not reach\na reconciliation.'}, {'start': '5182.899', 'end': '5184.719', 'text': 'He once called me…'}, {'start': '5186.185', 'end': '5190.229', 'text': 'a stinky little monkey\nwith fake boobs.'}, {'start': '5190.230', 'end': '5191.618', 'text': 'But this is amazing.'}, {'start': '5191.619', 'end': '5194.772', 'text': 'A great spirit\nand a little self-confidence.'}, {'start': '5195.711', 'end': '5197.234', 'text': 'The syphilis…'}, {'start': '5197.959', 'end': '5200.117', 'text': 'was already very advanced in him.'}, {'start': '5202.033', 'end': '5206.670', 'text': 'After a few months, Paul Rée\ndied on a walk.'}, {'start': '5206.671', 'end': '5209.145', 'text': 'They claimed it was an accident.'}, {'start': '5209.789', 'end': '5211.331', 'text': "Didn't believe this theory?"}, {'start': '5212.791', 'end': '5215.882', 'text': 'I have made\nall the men'}, {'start': '5215.883', 'end': '5219.167', 'text': 'who have loved me unhappy,\nMr. Pfeiffer.'}, {'start': '5219.879', 'end': '5221.184', 'text': 'Not all.'}, {'start': '5232.238', 'end': '5234.198', 'text': 'They forgot the time.'}, {'start': '5235.364', 'end': '5236.740', 'text': 'Thank you, Mariechen.'}, {'start': '5279.376', 'end': '5281.392', 'text': 'You need to avoid\nany agitation.'}, {'start': '5282.351', 'end': '5284.038', 'text': 'You have a weak heart.'}, {'start': '5284.867', 'end': '5286.913', 'text': 'I want to travel in the next few days.'}, {'start': '5290.910', 'end': '5294.181', 'text': 'If you take these drops,\nyou can travel with peace of mind.'}, {'start': '5294.835', 'end': '5296.437', 'text': 'Thank you, Doctor Pineles.'}, {'start': '5296.807', 'end': '5299.068', 'text': 'You have been traveling a lot.'}, {'start': '5299.069', 'end': '5300.864', 'text': 'Frieda has just returned from her trip\nto Africa'}, {'start': '5300.865', 'end': '5303.107', 'text': 'and is eagerly awaiting\nmy visit.'}, {'start': '5303.797', 'end': '5306.981', 'text': "Don't worry.\nYour wife is getting better."}, {'start': '5307.788', 'end': '5310.273', 'text': 'And when you go to Vienna again,'}, {'start': '5310.274', 'end': '5312.421', 'text': 'you know where I work.'}, {'start': '5312.422', 'end': '5313.722', 'text': 'Thanks.'}, {'start': '5313.723', 'end': '5315.973', 'text': "But I hope I don't need\na doctor any time soon."}, {'start': '5315.974', 'end': '5317.482', 'text': "Don't overdo it, my child."}, {'start': '5318.490', 'end': '5319.936', 'text': 'Yes, daddy.'}, {'start': '5330.231', 'end': '5332.227', 'text': 'Excuse me,\nMrs. Andreas Salomé, do you'}, {'start': '5332.228', 'end': '5333.540', 'text': 'remember me?'}, {'start': '5333.541', 'end': '5336.136', 'text': "- Malwida's niece?  Greta?\n- Yes."}, {'start': '5336.137', 'end': '5338.057', 'text': 'How are you?\nYou look fabulous!  I'}, {'start': '5338.058', 'end': '5339.358', 'text': 'feel fabulous too!'}, {'start': '5339.359', 'end': '5341.509', 'text': 'I am now working\nfor the central body'}, {'start': '5341.510', 'end': '5343.060', 'text': "of the\nwomen's civil movement.  I would be"}, {'start': '5343.061', 'end': '5345.743', 'text': 'very happy if you could\nwrite about it.'}, {'start': '5345.744', 'end': '5347.044', 'text': 'Soon.'}, {'start': '5348.475', 'end': '5349.775', 'text': 'Hello.'}, {'start': '5352.987', 'end': '5355.687', 'text': "- What's the author's name again?\n- Richard Beer-Hofmann."}, {'start': '5357.506', 'end': '5358.985', 'text': 'They say he is very talented.'}, {'start': '5363.850', 'end': '5367.684', 'text': 'Finally, I had to admit\nthat Nietzsche was right.'}, {'start': '5368.829', 'end': '5373.144', 'text': 'The Dionysian principle is much\nmore intense than the Apollonian one.'}, {'start': '5388.697', 'end': '5390.096', 'text': 'Take it off.'}, {'start': '5390.097', 'end': '5392.552', 'text': "That's nobody's business."}, {'start': '5395.785', 'end': '5398.280', 'text': 'Unfortunately,\nafter the peak,'}, {'start': '5398.281', 'end': '5401.041', 'text': 'the feeling of saturation soon came.'}, {'start': '5403.310', 'end': '5404.927', 'text': "But that's hard to imagine."}, {'start': '5406.599', 'end': '5408.388', 'text': "That's right when you were\nin love?"}, {'start': '5409.486', 'end': '5412.385', 'text': 'I was never prepared\nto commit.'}, {'start': '5413.431', 'end': '5415.472', 'text': "But isn't that very selfish?  Did"}, {'start': '5415.855', 'end': '5418.417', 'text': "n't you read my thesis"}, {'start': '5418.418', 'end': '5422.427', 'text': '"Narcissism\nas a Double Direction"?'}, {'start': '5423.411', 'end': '5425.232', 'text': 'And did you understand?'}, {'start': '5426.069', 'end': '5428.119', 'text': 'Some degree of narcissism\nis healthy, yes.'}, {'start': '5429.603', 'end': '5431.555', 'text': 'But you paid for it\nwith a lot of loneliness.'}, {'start': '5431.556', 'end': '5434.662', 'text': 'But Mr. Pfeiffer,\nyou are lonely too!'}, {'start': '5436.312', 'end': '5438.813', 'text': 'The only difference between us'}, {'start': '5438.814', 'end': '5441.534', 'text': 'is that I, unlike you,'}, {'start': '5441.535', 'end': '5445.268', 'text': 'never settled down to\nan avoidably comfortable life.'}, {'start': '5445.269', 'end': '5446.914', 'text': 'Otherwise,\nI would have become'}, {'start': '5446.915', 'end': '5449.319', 'text': 'a housewife\nin St. Petersburg.'}, {'start': '5449.320', 'end': '5451.770', 'text': 'But existence does not consist\nonly of the intellect.'}, {'start': '5452.782', 'end': '5455.382', 'text': 'It must have cost\nan endless amount of energy, to'}, {'start': '5455.383', 'end': '5457.256', 'text': 'repress\nall feelings. Do you'}, {'start': '5457.826', 'end': '5460.930', 'text': 'really believe that I,\nat 72 years old,'}, {'start': '5461.678', 'end': '5465.577', 'text': 'accept a man\ntelling me how I should have lived? Are'}, {'start': '5469.088', 'end': '5470.474', 'text': 'you happy?'}, {'start': '5471.252', 'end': '5475.806', 'text': 'Happiness! This is nothing more\nthan a passing euphoria. It'}, {'start': '5475.807', 'end': '5479.748', 'text': 'is an excitement of the nerves\nand synapses.'}, {'start': '5479.749', 'end': '5482.799', 'text': '- Why are you so cold?\n- Why are you so naive? It'}, {'start': '5482.800', 'end': '5484.600', 'text': 'is a pity\nthat you see it that way.'}, {'start': '5485.696', 'end': '5487.115', 'text': 'I think we should end'}, {'start': '5487.116', 'end': '5489.463', 'text': 'our work together\nat this moment,'}, {'start': '5489.464', 'end': '5491.154', 'text': 'Mr. Pfeiffer. Has it'}, {'start': '5493.633', 'end': '5494.946', 'text': 'always been like this?'}, {'start': '5496.368', 'end': '5497.924', 'text': 'You say\nwhen you are done.'}, {'start': '5536.405', 'end': '5537.775', 'text': 'Are you happy?'}, {'start': '5544.638', 'end': '5547.237', 'text': 'When the child  arrives,\neverything else falls into place.'}, {'start': '5549.252', 'end': '5550.593', 'text': 'Really?'}, {'start': '5551.245', 'end': '5553.016', 'text': 'How do you imagine this?'}, {'start': '5554.854', 'end': '5557.005', 'text': "I'm going to ask\nyour husband for a divorce."}, {'start': '5557.642', 'end': '5559.542', 'text': 'You move into my house\nin Vienna.'}, {'start': '5561.324', 'end': '5563.229', 'text': 'My parents will get used\nto you.'}, {'start': '5563.774', 'end': '5565.847', 'text': "After all, it\n's their first grandchild."}, {'start': '5630.523', 'end': '5631.918', 'text': 'Lou!'}, {'start': '5633.097', 'end': '5634.431', 'text': 'Lou!'}, {'start': '5634.867', 'end': '5636.167', 'text': 'Please wake up!'}, {'start': '5636.168', 'end': '5637.468', 'text': 'Lou.'}, {'start': '5637.469', 'end': '5639.415', 'text': 'Please wake up!'}, {'start': '5670.703', 'end': '5673.703', 'text': 'I finally got the call\nfrom the University of Göttingen.'}, {'start': '5677.468', 'end': '5680.457', 'text': 'Could you imagine\nmoving with me from Berlin?'}, {'start': '5748.062', 'end': '5749.749', 'text': 'This could not have\nhappened.  It'}, {'start': '5749.750', 'end': '5751.457', 'text': 'was expected.'}, {'start': '5751.458', 'end': '5753.296', 'text': "Don't worry, Karl."}, {'start': '5773.790', 'end': '5777.432', 'text': 'I had the feeling\nthat everything was always repeating itself'}, {'start': '5777.433', 'end': '5779.994', 'text': 'and nothing better was coming.'}, {'start': '5779.995', 'end': '5781.588', 'text': 'As it has been before.'}, {'start': '5787.696', 'end': '5789.104', 'text': 'We human beings,'}, {'start': '5789.105', 'end': '5791.440', 'text': 'with the high demands\nof our culture'}, {'start': '5791.441', 'end': '5794.352', 'text': 'and under the pressure\nof our inner repressions,'}, {'start': '5794.353', 'end': '5798.666', 'text': 'find reality,\nin general, unsatisfactory.'}, {'start': '5799.791', 'end': '5802.455', 'text': 'And so we maintain\na life of fantasies'}, {'start': '5802.456', 'end': '5805.657', 'text': 'in which, through the production\nof wish fulfillments,'}, {'start': '5806.174', 'end': '5808.429', 'text': 'we compensate for\nthe lack of reality.'}, {'start': '5809.782', 'end': '5811.616', 'text': 'Under some\nfavorable conditions, it'}, {'start': '5811.617', 'end': '5813.449', 'text': 'is still possible\nfor the individual,'}, {'start': '5813.450', 'end': '5815.847', 'text': 'from these fantasies,'}, {'start': '5815.848', 'end': '5819.296', 'text': 'to find his own way\nto reality.'}, {'start': '5821.315', 'end': '5823.282', 'text': 'Thank you for your attention.'}, {'start': '5828.793', 'end': '5831.317', 'text': '- Thank you very much!\n- See you next Wednesday.'}, {'start': '5831.318', 'end': '5834.019', 'text': 'Excuse me, Professor Freud,\nwould you have a moment?'}, {'start': '5834.020', 'end': '5835.320', 'text': 'Of course!  I'}, {'start': '5836.038', 'end': '5839.527', 'text': 'am glad that you are interested in this\ntopic, Mrs. Andreas Salomé.'}, {'start': '5839.928', 'end': '5841.739', 'text': 'Your dissertation\non Nietzsche'}, {'start': '5841.740', 'end': '5844.593', 'text': 'presupposes a lot of knowledge\nabout psychoanalysis.'}, {'start': '5845.427', 'end': '5847.477', 'text': 'I would really like to study\nwith you.'}, {'start': '5848.495', 'end': '5852.656', 'text': 'Are you ready to explore\nyour own unconscious?'}, {'start': '5853.855', 'end': '5856.816', 'text': 'This is the prerequisite\nfor becoming a psychoanalyst.'}, {'start': '5857.682', 'end': '5859.232', 'text': 'How should I imagine this?'}, {'start': '5861.250', 'end': '5863.766', 'text': 'My father once gave me\nchocolates wrapped'}, {'start': '5863.767', 'end': '5865.345', 'text': 'in colorful tissue paper.'}, {'start': '5867.257', 'end': '5869.099', 'text': "That I didn't open on purpose."}, {'start': '5869.635', 'end': '5871.693', 'text': 'Because I imagined\nthe most beautiful dresses'}, {'start': '5871.694', 'end': '5872.994', 'text': 'that were inside.'}, {'start': '5875.530', 'end': '5879.066', 'text': 'Girls who lost\ntheir parents early'}, {'start': '5879.067', 'end': '5881.444', 'text': 'have difficulty getting involved\nwith someone.'}, {'start': '5881.845', 'end': '5884.664', 'text': 'Because they have not experienced\nany natural replacement.'}, {'start': '5887.972', 'end': '5890.148', 'text': "I've had enough erotic encounters\n."}, {'start': '5892.348', 'end': '5895.866', 'text': "You understand very well\nwhere I'm going with this."}, {'start': '5903.214', 'end': '5906.502', 'text': 'With Rainer I was able to experience\nsexual and spiritual satisfaction.'}, {'start': '5908.622', 'end': '5911.438', 'text': 'Why do you think\nthis was possible with him?'}, {'start': '5911.439', 'end': '5914.368', 'text': 'He won me over\nwith the strength of his love.'}, {'start': '5917.302', 'end': '5920.186', 'text': 'But he was unable to\nmake this'}, {'start': '5920.187', 'end': '5922.109', 'text': 'a permanent condition.'}, {'start': '5930.734', 'end': '5933.052', 'text': 'I wish for\nonce in my life I'}, {'start': '5934.025', 'end': '5936.211', 'text': 'could have loved\nblindly and completely.  Have you'}, {'start': '5941.232', 'end': '5944.055', 'text': 'ever thought\nthat you belong'}, {'start': '5944.056', 'end': '5946.009', 'text': 'to the classic narcissists?'}, {'start': '5950.224', 'end': '5952.520', 'text': "You don't even know me\nthat well."}, {'start': '5954.742', 'end': '5956.933', 'text': 'Besides Rilke,\nwas there any other man'}, {'start': '5956.934', 'end': '5959.770', 'text': 'who had\nsuch deep feelings?'}, {'start': '5959.771', 'end': '5961.071', 'text': 'No.'}, {'start': '5961.977', 'end': '5963.639', 'text': '- None?\n- None.'}, {'start': '5965.859', 'end': '5967.315', 'text': 'No!'}, {'start': '5972.908', 'end': '5974.373', 'text': 'Trust in me!'}, {'start': '5974.374', 'end': '5976.882', 'text': "I have everything sorted. I'm"}, {'start': '5976.883', 'end': '5979.033', 'text': 'going to get a divorce.'}, {'start': '5979.882', 'end': '5982.168', 'text': 'Will you marry me, Lou?'}, {'start': '5983.889', 'end': '5985.215', 'text': 'What?'}, {'start': '6032.387', 'end': '6033.704', 'text': 'Want to tell me?'}, {'start': '6039.852', 'end': '6043.242', 'text': 'Remember the God of my childhood\nwho suddenly disappeared?'}, {'start': '6044.298', 'end': '6047.197', 'text': 'A rare loss of God.'}, {'start': '6048.799', 'end': '6050.667', 'text': 'He looks like you!'}, {'start': '6052.902', 'end': '6055.582', 'text': 'Projection, my dear!'}, {'start': '6055.583', 'end': '6057.137', 'text': 'Projection.'}, {'start': '6085.841', 'end': '6087.141', 'text': 'Lou.'}, {'start': '6088.152', 'end': '6089.778', 'text': 'You have received a summons.'}, {'start': '6093.259', 'end': '6096.265', 'text': "Should I tell them\nyou're too sick"}, {'start': '6096.266', 'end': '6097.656', 'text': 'to leave the house?'}, {'start': '6099.912', 'end': '6101.919', 'text': 'In that case, they would come here.'}, {'start': '6104.438', 'end': '6105.852', 'text': 'We need...'}, {'start': '6106.418', 'end': '6111.350', 'text': 'We need to get rid of the papers\nand the books.'}, {'start': '6111.870', 'end': '6113.360', 'text': 'Even today.'}, {'start': '6114.098', 'end': '6115.761', 'text': 'This all needs to go away.'}, {'start': '6119.034', 'end': '6120.730', 'text': 'The diaries…'}, {'start': '6142.905', 'end': '6145.769', 'text': 'Sometimes I think he’s still\ndown there in the garden.  Did'}, {'start': '6148.914', 'end': '6151.042', 'text': 'you love him?'}, {'start': '6155.151', 'end': '6160.130', 'text': 'In a different way.'}, {'start': '6161.587', 'end': '6162.887', 'text': 'Yes.'}, {'start': '6164.901', 'end': '6166.765', 'text': 'Even though I came into the world.'}, {'start': '6167.517', 'end': '6168.817', 'text': 'Mariechen!'}, {'start': '6171.071', 'end': '6174.293', 'text': 'You did nothing wrong.'}, {'start': '6180.472', 'end': '6182.545', 'text': 'He never accepted me.'}, {'start': '6204.309', 'end': '6207.599', 'text': 'No one knew how to tell stories\nas well as you.'}, {'start': '6214.197', 'end': '6217.370', 'text': 'Now we could really\nuse Mr. Pfeiffer.'}, {'start': '6220.185', 'end': '6222.629', 'text': "I've been missing him\nall this time."}, {'start': '6242.999', 'end': '6245.462', 'text': "In the end,\nit seems I've managed to overcome"}, {'start': '6245.463', 'end': '6247.104', 'text': "your\nwriter's block."}, {'start': '6253.488', 'end': '6255.825', 'text': "And I thought I wouldn't leave the\nhouse anymore.  You"}, {'start': '6256.793', 'end': '6258.389', 'text': 'thought wrong.'}, {'start': '6259.400', 'end': '6260.751', 'text': 'Again.'}, {'start': '6275.851', 'end': '6278.013', 'text': "I've been doing some research recently."}, {'start': '6278.014', 'end': '6280.550', 'text': "I'm adding"}, {'start': '6280.551', 'end': '6281.907', 'text': 'your new self-esteem to my list of successes.'}, {'start': '6282.327', 'end': '6283.627', 'text': 'Okay... It'}, {'start': '6286.421', 'end': '6287.972', 'text': 'would be really nice'}, {'start': '6289.338', 'end': '6291.462', 'text': 'if you were\none of the few people'}, {'start': '6291.463', 'end': '6294.102', 'text': "I haven't\npermanently scared."}, {'start': '6322.089', 'end': '6323.409', 'text': 'What is that?  Do'}, {'start': '6323.410', 'end': '6325.186', 'text': 'you want to burn your life?'}, {'start': '6325.187', 'end': '6330.290', 'text': "Just what the world\nshouldn't read after my death."}, {'start': '6332.228', 'end': '6334.194', 'text': 'You could hide\nin my house.  I'}, {'start': '6334.195', 'end': '6336.627', 'text': "don't want them to find it"}, {'start': '6336.628', 'end': '6338.724', 'text': 'so they can continue to\ndisqualify me.'}, {'start': '6339.669', 'end': '6342.803', 'text': 'I promise this will only happen\nover my dead body.'}, {'start': '6342.804', 'end': '6344.827', 'text': 'That honors you greatly, but...'}, {'start': '6344.828', 'end': '6347.038', 'text': "What happens\nif you don't survive"}, {'start': '6347.039', 'end': '6348.492', 'text': 'the thousand-year empire?'}, {'start': '6352.208', 'end': '6354.812', 'text': 'And we still have the memories.'}, {'start': '6354.813', 'end': '6356.246', 'text': 'Yes, half the truth.'}, {'start': '6356.808', 'end': '6360.518', 'text': 'We could go back\nto work on them.'}, {'start': '6364.969', 'end': '6366.733', 'text': 'I found something.'}, {'start': '6367.517', 'end': '6369.137', 'text': 'In the tidying up.'}, {'start': '6372.576', 'end': '6373.928', 'text': 'Keep this.'}, {'start': '6374.617', 'end': '6375.917', 'text': 'Please.'}, {'start': '6386.771', 'end': '6388.154', 'text': 'Thanks.'}, {'start': '6406.869', 'end': '6411.312', 'text': 'Believe me: The world will give you\nfew gifts.'}, {'start': '6412.208', 'end': '6414.844', 'text': 'If you want a life,'}, {'start': '6415.655', 'end': '6417.627', 'text': 'steal it.'}, {'start': '6428.058', 'end': '6430.008', 'text': 'LOU ANDREAS-SALOMÉ\nWAS ONE OF THE FIRST GERMAN'}, {'start': '6430.009', 'end': '6431.309', 'text': 'PSYCHOANALYSTS.'}, {'start': '6431.310', 'end': '6433.010', 'text': 'HER ESSAYS\nAND SCIENTIFIC WRITINGS'}, {'start': '6433.011', 'end': '6434.761', 'text': 'ON THE ROLE OF WOMEN\nIN SOCIETY'}, {'start': '6434.762', 'end': '6437.412', 'text': 'AND FEMALE SEXUALITY\nINFLUENCED SIGMUND FREUD.'}, {'start': '6437.413', 'end': '6439.413', 'text': 'HIS THEORY ABOUT\nPOSITIVE NARCISSISM IS,'}, {'start': '6439.414', 'end': '6441.664', 'text': 'TODAY,\nMORE CURRENT THAN EVER IN PSYCHOANALYSIS.'}, {'start': '6441.665', 'end': '6443.245', 'text': 'LOU ANDREAS-SALOMÉ\nREMAINED FRIENDS'}, {'start': '6443.246', 'end': '6445.405', 'text': 'WITH ERNST PFEIFFER\nUNTIL THE END OF HER LIFE'}, {'start': '6445.406', 'end': '6447.933', 'text': 'AND MADE HIM\nTHE ADMINISTRATOR OF HER LEGACY.'}, {'start': '6447.934', 'end': '6449.615', 'text': 'SHE DIED IN 1937\nAT THE AGE OF 75.'}, {'start': '6449.616', 'end': '6452.658', 'text': 'AFTER HIS DEATH,\nHIS LIBRARY AND MANUSCRIPTS'}, {'start': '6452.659', 'end': '6455.202', 'text': 'WERE CONFISCATED\nBY THE NATIONAL SOCIALISTS.'}, {'start': '6455.203', 'end': '6458.303', 'text': 'AFTER THE SECOND WORLD WAR,\nERNST PFEIFFER RECEIVED BACK'}, {'start': '6460.055', 'end': '6462.489', 'text': 'THE BOOKS AND MANUSCRIPTS\nOF LOU ANDREAS-SALOMÉ FROM THE BASEMENT OF THE GÖTTINGEN CITY HALL.'}, {'start': '6462.490', 'end': '6464.490', 'text': 'HE PUBLISHED NUMEROUS\nUNPUBLISHED WRITINGS,'}, {'start': '6464.491', 'end': '6466.291', 'text': 'CORRESPONDENCE,\nAND DIARIES,'}, {'start': '6466.292', 'end': '6468.842', 'text': 'AND MANAGED HER LEGACY\nUNTIL HIS DEATH IN 1986.'}]