How Learning to Skydive Nearly Broke Me..
Nadir On The Go
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here?'}, {'start': '25.592', 'end': '26.860', 'text': "So let's rewind a little bit"}, {'start': '26.860', 'end': '27.560', 'text': 'and get to that.'}, {'start': '27.560', 'end': '30.697', 'text': 'So when I was 17,\nI posted this list on social media'}, {'start': '30.697', 'end': '34.868', 'text': 'of three things that I wanted to do\nabsolutely before I die.'}, {'start': '34.868', 'end': '37.570', 'text': 'The first one was dunking a basketball,\nwhich is kind of hilarious'}, {'start': '37.570', 'end': '39.806', 'text': 'because someone with my\nbody-type was hoping to do that.'}, {'start': '39.806', 'end': '42.409', 'text': 'The second one was traveling the world,'}, {'start': '42.409', 'end': '45.412', 'text': 'which has somehow worked out over the years.'}, {'start': '45.412', 'end': '48.081', 'text': "Now the third one, \nlet's just call it a mystery goal,"}, {'start': '48.081', 'end': '52.252', 'text': 'but a prerequisite for me to \nobtaining this mystery goal'}, {'start': '52.252', 'end': '55.155', 'text': 'has been getting a skydiving license.'}, {'start': '55.155', 'end': '60.026', 'text': 'Now for the rest of my life after that,\nI was unable to pursue a skydiving license'}, {'start': '60.026', 'end': '63.163', 'text': 'because it was just so expensive in the US,'}, {'start': '63.163', 'end': '64.531', 'text': 'it costs like $5,000'}, {'start': '64.531', 'end': '68.201', 'text': 'and when I lived in the US,\nI did not have the money to do that.'}, {'start': '68.568', 'end': '70.837', 'text': 'But thankfully because of my YouTube career,'}, {'start': '70.837', 'end': '75.442', 'text': 'finally someone sponsored me to do\nthe whole skydiving license progress.'}, {'start': '75.442', 'end': '77.777', 'text': 'And also for another very important reason'}, {'start': '77.777', 'end': '79.312', 'text': 'that I’ll talk about at the end of the video,'}, {'start': '79.312', 'end': '82.949', 'text': 'I felt like this is the right \ntime for me to do this.'}, {'start': '82.949', 'end': '85.051', 'text': 'So I flew all the way to Arizona in the US'}, {'start': '85.051', 'end': '87.353', 'text': 'to get my skydiving license'}, {'start': '87.353', 'end': '89.255', 'text': 'and this is not a clickbaity title.'}, {'start': '89.255', 'end': '93.393', 'text': "This actually turned out to be\nthe hardest thing I've ever done"}, {'start': '93.726', 'end': '95.228', 'text': 'mentally and physically,'}, {'start': '95.228', 'end': '96.696', 'text': 'in terms of activities at least.'}, {'start': '96.696', 'end': '98.832', 'text': 'And this is how it unfolded.'}, {'start': '110.009', 'end': '112.512', 'text': 'So I just landed in Phoenix, Arizona.'}, {'start': '112.512', 'end': '113.880', 'text': 'This is actually my second time in the city.'}, {'start': '113.880', 'end': '115.882', 'text': 'I was here eight years ago\non the way to Mexico City.'}, {'start': '115.882', 'end': '119.185', 'text': 'So, Phoenix is normally supposed\nto be the hottest city in America'}, {'start': '119.185', 'end': '123.523', 'text': 'and last time I was here,\nI think it was 125°F in the summer.'}, {'start': '123.523', 'end': '125.225', 'text': 'But right now the weather is much better.'}, {'start': '125.225', 'end': '127.594', 'text': "I just picked up my bags.\nNow I'm waiting for my Uber."}, {'start': '127.594', 'end': '130.163', 'text': "It's going to pick me up \nand take me to somewhere else"}, {'start': '130.163', 'end': '131.397', 'text': 'in the city of Phoenix,'}, {'start': '131.397', 'end': '132.632', 'text': "where I'm going to pick up my rental"}, {'start': '132.632', 'end': '135.001', 'text': "that I'm gonna use to be driving \naround for the next couple of days"}, {'start': '135.001', 'end': '136.603', 'text': "and then I'll head to the middle of the desert,"}, {'start': '136.603', 'end': '138.938', 'text': "where I'll be spending,\nI think the next 7 or 10 days."}, {'start': '140.607', 'end': '142.642', 'text': 'So, my Uber just dropped me off here'}, {'start': '142.642', 'end': '145.945', 'text': 'and I am renting out \na Tesla model 3 for the next week'}, {'start': '145.945', 'end': '147.714', 'text': "and I've never driven an electric car before."}, {'start': '150.049', 'end': '151.584', 'text': 'And the key goes here?'}, {'start': '151.584', 'end': '152.719', 'text': 'or like, was it..'}, {'start': '152.719', 'end': '154.053', 'text': "- So there's no keys."}, {'start': '154.053', 'end': '156.589', 'text': 'Alright.\n- All you have to do is put your foot on the brake and it’ll start.'}, {'start': '158.424', 'end': '159.192', 'text': '- Yep, see?'}, {'start': '159.192', 'end': '160.693', 'text': 'Okay, someone actually came and helped me out'}, {'start': '160.693', 'end': '162.795', 'text': 'and taught me how to use this car,'}, {'start': '162.795', 'end': '163.563', 'text': 'which is great.'}, {'start': '165.064', 'end': '166.599', 'text': 'So, it is almost 6 p.m.'}, {'start': '166.599', 'end': '168.635', 'text': 'and I just made it to my Airbnb'}, {'start': '168.635', 'end': '170.803', 'text': 'I think I’m just going to go in \nand just crash for the night'}, {'start': '170.803', 'end': '171.804', 'text': 'because tomorrow is a big day'}, {'start': '171.804', 'end': '173.873', 'text': 'and this is Eloy, Arizona by the way,'}, {'start': '173.873', 'end': '176.176', 'text': 'which is like this town in the middle of nowhere.'}, {'start': '176.176', 'end': '178.778', 'text': "I don't know what else is here\nexcept for the skydiving place."}, {'start': '179.412', 'end': '181.214', 'text': "Okay, it's 7:30 a.m."}, {'start': '181.214', 'end': '184.150', 'text': 'and my room’s pretty messy because \nI slept for like 12 hours straight.'}, {'start': '184.551', 'end': '187.287', 'text': "I'm going to go straight to the drop\nzone to start out my training."}, {'start': '187.287', 'end': '189.589', 'text': 'Actually looks pretty nice\nwith the lighting over here.'}, {'start': '191.524', 'end': '192.725', 'text': "I think we're here."}, {'start': '192.725', 'end': '194.928', 'text': "We're at Skydive Arizona."}, {'start': '195.895', 'end': '196.829', 'text': 'Now, I got to lock the car,'}, {'start': '196.829', 'end': '197.564', 'text': 'which I think goes like this.'}, {'start': '198.565', 'end': '198.831', 'text': 'Oh!'}, {'start': '204.237', 'end': '206.839', 'text': "There's a whole little complex around here\nwith the swimming pool and stuff."}, {'start': '206.839', 'end': '208.374', 'text': 'I need to figure out where exactly I need to go.'}, {'start': '208.374', 'end': '211.144', 'text': 'I checked in, met all the people,\nand they gave me this, like,'}, {'start': '211.144', 'end': '213.179', 'text': 'document with tunnel objectives and other stuff.'}, {'start': '213.179', 'end': '215.215', 'text': 'I guess I need to start the training.'}, {'start': '215.215', 'end': '217.850', 'text': "I'm not getting in a plane today,\nbut I will get in a wind tunnel."}, {'start': '217.850', 'end': '218.518', 'text': 'That should be cool.'}, {'start': '218.518', 'end': '220.920', 'text': 'So, first I spend a few hours in the classroom'}, {'start': '220.920', 'end': '223.256', 'text': 'and then it was on to the practical stuff.'}, {'start': '223.690', 'end': '224.524', 'text': '- Yeah, just like that.'}, {'start': '224.524', 'end': '226.092', 'text': 'So, it’s 2:20 p.m. right now,'}, {'start': '226.092', 'end': '228.294', 'text': 'I just spent the whole day at training'}, {'start': '228.294', 'end': '229.362', 'text': 'like the last six hours.'}, {'start': '229.362', 'end': '231.197', 'text': "Now I'm heading to \nthe wind tunnel right over there"}, {'start': '231.197', 'end': '234.334', 'text': 'to get like my first ever training\nwith my feet off the ground.'}, {'start': '234.334', 'end': '237.370', 'text': 'So, I got geared up\nand got into a wind tunnel.'}, {'start': '237.370', 'end': '240.073', 'text': "So it's 4:30 p.m. and we just \ngot done with, like, tunnel training"}, {'start': '240.073', 'end': '241.941', 'text': 'and for a lack of better words,'}, {'start': '241.941', 'end': '244.744', 'text': "I'll say that was quite\nthe humbling experience."}, {'start': '244.744', 'end': '247.747', 'text': "You know, I thought I'd be good at this\nbecause I do other sports and stuff."}, {'start': '247.747', 'end': '252.218', 'text': 'I was easily the worst out \nof five people or six people'}, {'start': '252.218', 'end': '254.687', 'text': 'but I did get slightly better at the end.'}, {'start': '254.687', 'end': '259.225', 'text': 'We went five different times, two minutes\neach, and I think one of my issues'}, {'start': '259.225', 'end': '261.761', 'text': 'I forgot, like a lot of the hand signs,\nwhen I went in there,'}, {'start': '261.761', 'end': '263.863', 'text': "the guy was telling me to do some stuff\nand I just couldn't understand"}, {'start': '263.863', 'end': '265.498', 'text': 'he wanted me to like arch my back more'}, {'start': '265.498', 'end': '268.801', 'text': 'but at the end, like when I started\ndoing that, it was a lot easier'}, {'start': '268.801', 'end': '270.403', 'text': 'and there was this one girl at the beginning'}, {'start': '270.403', 'end': '272.872', 'text': 'who kind of like dislocated \nher shoulder on the way out.'}, {'start': '272.872', 'end': '274.474', 'text': "I think she's on the way \nto the hospital right now."}, {'start': '274.474', 'end': '276.876', 'text': 'That really rattled me,\nthat like threw me off so much'}, {'start': '276.876', 'end': '279.178', 'text': 'then I think I was kind of scared\nfor like the rest of the session,'}, {'start': '279.178', 'end': '281.547', 'text': "they actually had a sign saying, \nlike, don't go in there."}, {'start': '281.547', 'end': '283.616', 'text': 'If you previously dislocated \nyour shoulders or something.'}, {'start': '283.616', 'end': '285.818', 'text': 'You can do more tunnel \ntraining just to get better,'}, {'start': '285.818', 'end': '287.453', 'text': "which is something\nI'm really considering doing."}, {'start': '287.453', 'end': '290.290', 'text': 'Although it costs like a \n100+ dollars at the minimum'}, {'start': '290.290', 'end': '293.026', 'text': 'to do like five minutes of tunnel time,\nbut I think it might be worth it.'}, {'start': '293.026', 'end': '295.662', 'text': "I'm going to actually head to my car,\nget some proper food"}, {'start': '295.662', 'end': '298.231', 'text': "because I've only had snacks\nthe whole day, like Doritos and Lay's."}, {'start': '298.231', 'end': '300.233', 'text': "After that, I'm going to study for this"}, {'start': '300.233', 'end': '301.601', 'text': "because there's like a lot of information."}, {'start': '301.601', 'end': '302.935', 'text': 'Honestly, It was so jam packed.'}, {'start': '302.935', 'end': '306.739', 'text': "I don't know if I can capture this well\nwith my camera, but the mountains here"}, {'start': '306.739', 'end': '309.842', 'text': 'and the landscape are just insanely gorgeous.'}, {'start': '309.842', 'end': '310.877', 'text': 'This is so pretty.'}, {'start': '310.877', 'end': '314.580', 'text': "Okay, it's day two and I think I'm about\nto start the day with an actual skydive,"}, {'start': '314.847', 'end': '316.683', 'text': 'but a tandem jump with \nsomeone attached to my back.'}, {'start': '316.683', 'end': '318.985', 'text': "I think it's good that they require \nyou to do something like this"}, {'start': '318.985', 'end': '321.421', 'text': 'before they, like, let me out of the plane on my own,'}, {'start': '321.421', 'end': '322.889', 'text': 'like come down on parachute on my own.'}, {'start': '322.889', 'end': '326.592', 'text': 'Okay, so just waiting for my tandem\nand reviewing all my stuff now.'}, {'start': '326.592', 'end': '327.894', 'text': 'So much stuff to review'}, {'start': '327.894', 'end': '329.629', 'text': 'and I did some quizzes \nbefore my first actual jump.'}, {'start': '329.796', 'end': '330.930', 'text': '- How are you feeling right now?'}, {'start': '330.930', 'end': '333.199', 'text': '- This is a wild journey and a lot to undertake.\nYeah..'}, {'start': '333.199', 'end': '334.934', 'text': "The closer it gets, the more nervous I'm getting"}, {'start': '334.934', 'end': '337.370', 'text': "but, it's a good kind of excitement,"}, {'start': '337.370', 'end': '338.671', 'text': 'you know I’m.. I’m psyched.'}, {'start': '338.671', 'end': '344.310', 'text': 'We got on my first plane ride\nto 14,000 ft on a jam-packed plane.'}, {'start': '344.310', 'end': '346.979', 'text': "There's less space in these planes\nthan I expected there to be."}, {'start': '346.979', 'end': '350.283', 'text': 'Then I got strapped on to \nmy instructor for the tandem jump'}, {'start': '350.283', 'end': '351.284', 'text': 'and it was time to head out.'}, {'start': '351.284', 'end': '355.988', 'text': "Now, over here, if it looks like I'm\nscared, it's because I am"}, {'start': '355.988', 'end': '356.522', 'text': 'terrified.'}, {'start': '359.859', 'end': '362.562', 'text': 'From the beginning, this was'}, {'start': '362.562', 'end': '366.933', 'text': 'the most intense experience of my life'}, {'start': '367.367', 'end': '368.401', 'text': 'until that point.'}, {'start': '370.870', 'end': '372.572', 'text': 'This is what someone having'}, {'start': '372.572', 'end': '374.507', 'text': 'a mini heart attack looks like.'}, {'start': '376.642', 'end': '378.411', 'text': 'So after about 50 seconds,'}, {'start': '378.411', 'end': '381.147', 'text': 'for the first time ever, I pulled my parachute.'}, {'start': '383.349', 'end': '384.350', 'text': '- How are you feeling right now?'}, {'start': '384.350', 'end': '386.819', 'text': "That was the wildest high I've ever felt."}, {'start': '386.819', 'end': '388.488', 'text': "- It's crazy right?\nThat’s insane."}, {'start': '388.488', 'end': '389.122', 'text': 'That was insane.'}, {'start': '389.122', 'end': '392.792', 'text': 'That was so much at the same time.\nI’m shaking from the adrenaline.'}, {'start': '392.792', 'end': '394.394', 'text': 'That was.. That was so much fun.'}, {'start': '394.394', 'end': '396.896', 'text': 'I think I just finished the tandem skydive'}, {'start': '397.563', 'end': '398.931', 'text': 'an hour and a half ago'}, {'start': '398.931', 'end': '401.267', 'text': 'and man, that was so much fun and..'}, {'start': '401.768', 'end': '403.970', 'text': 'so much more intense than I was expecting.'}, {'start': '403.970', 'end': '406.806', 'text': "I read stuff somewhere that like, oh,\nit doesn't feel like a roller coaster."}, {'start': '406.806', 'end': '407.740', 'text': "It's not that intense."}, {'start': '407.740', 'end': '410.176', 'text': 'You just, you reach terminal velocity,\nblah blah, blah.'}, {'start': '410.176', 'end': '412.011', 'text': "Now it's way more intense\nthan any little coaster."}, {'start': '412.011', 'end': '414.147', 'text': "I mean, you're jumping out of \na plane, you’re suppose to be."}, {'start': '414.147', 'end': '415.615', 'text': 'I’m glad there was someone with me.'}, {'start': '415.615', 'end': '417.850', 'text': "I'm glad there will be someone with me\nfor the first couple of jumps,"}, {'start': '417.850', 'end': '420.787', 'text': "because I think it's like a lot of\nbalancing and like, the wind's like,"}, {'start': '421.454', 'end': '423.556', 'text': "coming up in your face like that,\nand then like, there's like"}, {'start': '423.556', 'end': '425.391', 'text': 'snot flying out of my nose and everything'}, {'start': '425.391', 'end': '427.293', 'text': 'and then when we like, pulled the parachute,'}, {'start': '427.293', 'end': '428.961', 'text': "that's when I was like, “Woo hoo!”"}, {'start': '428.961', 'end': '431.164', 'text': 'At the end is when I messed up a bit.'}, {'start': '431.164', 'end': '432.799', 'text': "I think we're supposed to do a walking-landing."}, {'start': '432.799', 'end': '434.600', 'text': 'My tandem guy ended up on top of me.'}, {'start': '434.600', 'end': '437.870', 'text': 'I was, so like, overwhelmed by \nemotions when it happened, like'}, {'start': '437.870', 'end': '439.038', 'text': 'it was fun but it was so much.'}, {'start': '439.038', 'end': '442.642', 'text': 'I asked for a break.\nSo, I could gather myself before I, like,'}, {'start': '442.942', 'end': '443.843', 'text': 'go ahead and do my first jump.'}, {'start': '443.843', 'end': '446.145', 'text': 'Then we did some drills\non this practice plane'}, {'start': '446.145', 'end': '449.449', 'text': 'to make sure I know what to do\nand we looked at my landing pattern'}, {'start': '449.449', 'end': '451.617', 'text': "on a parachute because \nI'd be doing that part by myself"}, {'start': '451.617', 'end': '455.721', 'text': 'and I got on my gear, had everyone check\nmy gear to make sure everything was right.'}, {'start': '455.721', 'end': '457.623', 'text': 'We got on the plane and'}, {'start': '457.623', 'end': '461.127', 'text': 'it was time for my first ever jump\nwithout someone strapped onto me.'}, {'start': '461.127', 'end': '463.796', 'text': 'For this part, they were both holding \non to me to make sure that, like,'}, {'start': '463.796', 'end': '465.731', 'text': "I don't do anything wrong or go out of control"}, {'start': '465.731', 'end': '469.502', 'text': 'and I did some practice touches of what\nI need to pull out to deploy my parachute.'}, {'start': '470.069', 'end': '471.404', 'text': 'At the end, I did deploy it.'}, {'start': '471.404', 'end': '475.374', 'text': 'I want to explain again why I was so\nscared about parachute malfunctions'}, {'start': '475.374', 'end': '476.209', 'text': 'and why I was panicking.'}, {'start': '476.209', 'end': '479.645', 'text': 'So in this video, my friend Joseph\nis actually recording the video now.'}, {'start': '479.645', 'end': '482.448', 'text': "He has over 7000 jumps\nand he's a professional"}, {'start': '482.448', 'end': '486.185', 'text': 'and even though he was doing\neverything right, 1 in 1000 times,'}, {'start': '486.185', 'end': '488.020', 'text': 'something bad happens, like this one.'}, {'start': '488.020', 'end': '492.558', 'text': 'So over here, when he deploys his parachute,\nhe has a parachute malfunction'}, {'start': '492.558', 'end': '495.261', 'text': 'like a ridiculous line twist,\nwhich makes him like,'}, {'start': '495.261', 'end': '497.330', 'text': 'spin around crazily in the air'}, {'start': '497.330', 'end': '498.998', 'text': "and usually there's a way to, like,"}, {'start': '498.998', 'end': '502.435', 'text': 'cut out the main parachute\nand release the backup parachute.'}, {'start': '502.768', 'end': '506.606', 'text': 'But that line twist was so violent\nit kind of moved his vest to the side,'}, {'start': '506.606', 'end': '508.975', 'text': 'from what I understood.\nSo it was hard to reach over there.'}, {'start': '508.975', 'end': '512.111', 'text': 'But thankfully after like,\nswinging around a couple of times,'}, {'start': '512.378', 'end': '514.981', 'text': 'he was able to finally like cut it away'}, {'start': '515.348', 'end': '518.317', 'text': 'and then he was able to like, deploy'}, {'start': '518.317', 'end': '521.821', 'text': 'his reserve parachute\nand breathe a sigh of relief.'}, {'start': '521.988', 'end': '522.288', 'text': '- Whew!'}, {'start': '522.922', 'end': '525.525', 'text': 'Thankfully, he was able to land safely.'}, {'start': '525.525', 'end': '529.295', 'text': 'But this is why you have to\ntake your lessons very seriously'}, {'start': '529.295', 'end': '530.730', 'text': "when you're learning to skydive."}, {'start': '530.730', 'end': '532.331', 'text': 'Being prepared for the moment is'}, {'start': '532.331', 'end': '535.468', 'text': 'what is going to save you from \ndeath if something goes wrong.'}, {'start': '535.468', 'end': '537.803', 'text': "I'm back at what is becoming my debrief space,"}, {'start': '537.803', 'end': '541.407', 'text': 'I just did my first jump ever without \nsomeone attached to my back and..'}, {'start': '541.407', 'end': '544.210', 'text': 'that was just insane.'}, {'start': '544.644', 'end': '545.845', 'text': "That's a different kind of high."}, {'start': '547.146', 'end': '548.981', 'text': "I don't think I've ever felt\nanything like that before."}, {'start': '548.981', 'end': '550.483', 'text': 'Apparently, I messed up on the way out.'}, {'start': '550.483', 'end': '552.118', 'text': "I didn't like go out when I was supposed to"}, {'start': '552.118', 'end': '556.656', 'text': 'but I did the most important things right,\nwhich is like deploy the parachute at 5500 ft.'}, {'start': '556.656', 'end': '558.357', 'text': 'Basically the parachute stuff..'}, {'start': '558.357', 'end': '560.393', 'text': "I guess I wasn't really sure where exactly to be."}, {'start': '560.393', 'end': '562.862', 'text': 'Eventually you know,\nI figured it out and I did my turns'}, {'start': '562.862', 'end': '565.998', 'text': 'a bit lower, but my instructor, thankfully\nwas guiding everything at that point'}, {'start': '565.998', 'end': '569.402', 'text': "you know. So I wasn't too stressed\nbecause my instructor was helping me out"}, {'start': '569.769', 'end': '571.404', 'text': "and you know, you can tell you're going fast"}, {'start': '571.404', 'end': '572.838', 'text': "when you're landing, but like"}, {'start': '572.838', 'end': '574.307', 'text': 'like, not fast enough to die.'}, {'start': '574.307', 'end': '576.275', 'text': 'Like, I could break a few bones for sure.'}, {'start': '576.275', 'end': '577.710', 'text': 'The landing was not ideal.'}, {'start': '578.044', 'end': '578.911', 'text': '- Hold, hold.'}, {'start': '579.345', 'end': '582.181', 'text': "And now I got to do it again in like,\nI don't know, like 30 minutes."}, {'start': '582.181', 'end': '583.749', 'text': 'So, I need to start studying for my second test.'}, {'start': '583.749', 'end': '586.485', 'text': "I haven't eaten anything all day\nexcept for, like a bag of Doritos"}, {'start': '586.485', 'end': '588.187', 'text': 'and a peanut butter sandwich\nI had in the morning.'}, {'start': '588.554', 'end': '590.856', 'text': 'Now I’m just having a Coke \ninstead of a Diet Coke this time'}, {'start': '590.856', 'end': '592.224', 'text': 'because I need the calories.'}, {'start': '592.224', 'end': '595.261', 'text': 'I feel a lot better about \nthis one than the last one.'}, {'start': '595.261', 'end': '597.863', 'text': 'Okay, now I was getting \nready for my next jump again.'}, {'start': '597.863', 'end': '601.400', 'text': 'We got on the plane. Going through\nthe different steps with my instructor.'}, {'start': '601.400', 'end': '604.604', 'text': 'Then it was time to go again, this time\nwith one instructor holding on to me.'}, {'start': '604.604', 'end': '606.672', 'text': "You can see that I'm not very stable."}, {'start': '606.672', 'end': '608.841', 'text': "I'm like just, you know, \nlike teeter tottering up and down."}, {'start': '608.841', 'end': '610.076', 'text': "That's not what's supposed to happen"}, {'start': '610.076', 'end': '611.243', 'text': "and even when I'm pulling the parachute,"}, {'start': '611.243', 'end': '613.879', 'text': "you can see that I'm not very stable\nbut I pulled the parachute."}, {'start': '613.879', 'end': '615.414', 'text': "That's the most important part."}, {'start': '615.414', 'end': '617.783', 'text': "Okay, It's 5:20 p.m. and \nthe sun is setting right now."}, {'start': '617.783', 'end': '618.684', 'text': 'So, I got to get this over with'}, {'start': '618.684', 'end': '620.019', 'text': 'before it gets dark and cold again.'}, {'start': '620.019', 'end': '622.922', 'text': 'I just did my second jump\nand a lot went into that obviously.'}, {'start': '622.922', 'end': '625.558', 'text': "By the way I'm the lightest person here,\nso I always like stay up in the air"}, {'start': '625.558', 'end': '626.525', 'text': 'longer than anyone else.'}, {'start': '626.525', 'end': '628.861', 'text': "I also have the biggest parachute\nbecause I'm like just starting off"}, {'start': '628.861', 'end': '631.130', 'text': 'and this time was the first time,\nthey were letting me do it (landing) by myself.'}, {'start': '631.130', 'end': '633.933', 'text': 'So, last time was like very much controlled on\na radio, they were like turn left and right.'}, {'start': '633.933', 'end': '635.234', 'text': 'I was very comfortable with my parachute.'}, {'start': '635.234', 'end': '637.770', 'text': 'I was like, okay, I know \nexactly where I want to be,'}, {'start': '637.770', 'end': '640.272', 'text': "except I wasn't when I was too low"}, {'start': '640.773', 'end': '645.678', 'text': "and then I didn't really know\nthe correct way to fix my landing pattern"}, {'start': '645.678', 'end': '648.047', 'text': 'and I went way too far.'}, {'start': '648.047', 'end': '651.450', 'text': 'So, everyone’s supposed to \nland over there in the grass.'}, {'start': '651.450', 'end': '654.320', 'text': 'But what I ended up doing \nis going like into the bushes.'}, {'start': '654.320', 'end': '655.521', 'text': 'And then I turned around'}, {'start': '655.521', 'end': '657.423', 'text': "and that's when like, they’re radio-ing me in"}, {'start': '657.423', 'end': '659.291', 'text': 'and my guy was like, my instructor was like,'}, {'start': '659.291', 'end': '661.360', 'text': "“I don't know if you're going to make it”.\nI'm like, “Oh, really?”."}, {'start': '661.360', 'end': '664.196', 'text': 'I think I was trying to avoid a bunch \nof bushes like the ones right here'}, {'start': '664.196', 'end': '666.999', 'text': 'but I ended up like hitting \nI think one of these ones,'}, {'start': '666.999', 'end': '667.833', 'text': 'must have been the big one.'}, {'start': '667.833', 'end': '670.036', 'text': 'Basically scratched my butt on the way down'}, {'start': '670.036', 'end': '672.705', 'text': 'and then like, fell kind of honestly, \nI think like 5 to 8ft.'}, {'start': '672.705', 'end': '675.207', 'text': 'Hurt my knee but also like \nscratched up my knuckles.'}, {'start': '675.207', 'end': '677.877', 'text': "But honestly if that's all I have to deal it,"}, {'start': '677.877', 'end': '678.544', 'text': "I'm fine with that."}, {'start': '678.544', 'end': '680.546', 'text': "No broken legs. I'll just put a glove on."}, {'start': '680.546', 'end': '682.682', 'text': 'I see why people wear\nprotective gloves now.'}, {'start': '682.682', 'end': '686.485', 'text': 'I dropped so far from the green grass\nthat they had to send a truck'}, {'start': '686.485', 'end': '688.020', 'text': 'to pick me up with my parachute gear,'}, {'start': '688.020', 'end': '688.821', 'text': 'that was really funny.'}, {'start': '688.821', 'end': '690.322', 'text': 'Man, I was so scared'}, {'start': '690.322', 'end': '692.558', 'text': "that I wasn't going to be able\nto do like that first jump,"}, {'start': '692.558', 'end': '695.327', 'text': "that I even didn't book an Airbnb \nbeyond the next three days"}, {'start': '695.327', 'end': '698.197', 'text': 'because I was like, okay,\nif I fail at everything, makes no sense'}, {'start': '698.197', 'end': '701.333', 'text': 'if I have like a non-refundable\nbooking to like a certain date'}, {'start': '701.734', 'end': '704.670', 'text': 'and now I had to book after that\nfirst jump, I had to call my landlord'}, {'start': '704.670', 'end': '706.272', 'text': 'be like, “hey umm..”'}, {'start': '706.272', 'end': '707.973', 'text': 'call my Airbnb host and be like, \n“hey, do you have a spot?”'}, {'start': '707.973', 'end': '713.479', 'text': "That's how unconfident I was in\nmy abilities till I did that first jump"}, {'start': '713.479', 'end': '714.246', 'text': 'without a tandem.'}, {'start': '714.246', 'end': '716.082', 'text': 'I just feel way more relaxed man.'}, {'start': '716.082', 'end': '718.384', 'text': 'Like, that first jump was \nthe most stressful thing ever.'}, {'start': '718.384', 'end': '720.453', 'text': 'After that, I think I feel like I got this.'}, {'start': '720.453', 'end': '723.856', 'text': 'Another really important thing that \nI learned today is that hiking shoes'}, {'start': '723.856', 'end': '725.024', 'text': 'do not work for skydiving.'}, {'start': '725.024', 'end': '728.594', 'text': "They're too big and bulky and just my\nankle got sprained on the plane the first time."}, {'start': '728.594', 'end': '730.663', 'text': 'Thankfully, they had these other extra shoes'}, {'start': '730.663', 'end': '734.500', 'text': "that were just my size at the office\nthat I'm able to borrow for my dives."}, {'start': '734.500', 'end': '737.603', 'text': "Okay, so it's day three. 7:45 a.m."}, {'start': '738.404', 'end': '742.141', 'text': "and I'm just getting ready \nto go do another jump"}, {'start': '742.141', 'end': '744.477', 'text': 'And this is the jump that most people fail.'}, {'start': '744.477', 'end': '745.544', 'text': 'So, hopefully I don’t ___ this up.'}, {'start': '745.544', 'end': '746.912', 'text': 'Then it was time for more drills.'}, {'start': '746.912', 'end': '749.081', 'text': "Quick gear check and we're on the plane again."}, {'start': '749.715', 'end': '753.586', 'text': 'This time I jumped off again with the goal\nto be stable with a new instructor.'}, {'start': '754.754', 'end': '757.823', 'text': 'I messed this one up so bad and \nit was to an unacceptable level.'}, {'start': '758.958', 'end': '762.928', 'text': '- It looks like you understand what the pattern’s \ngonna be where your final is in the north.'}, {'start': '762.928', 'end': '767.566', 'text': 'But the silver lining here was my first\never clean landing.'}, {'start': '769.001', 'end': '770.503', 'text': '- Push it, push it, push it.'}, {'start': '770.503', 'end': '771.837', 'text': '- ____ yeah dude\n- Yeah, Nadir.'}, {'start': '771.837', 'end': '774.240', 'text': 'I was so worried about \nkeeping the correct position'}, {'start': '774.240', 'end': '775.941', 'text': 'so my instructor would let me go.'}, {'start': '776.275', 'end': '779.612', 'text': 'I forgot a very basic thing,\nwhich is like a safety procedure.'}, {'start': '779.612', 'end': '782.248', 'text': "You touch the thing you're \ngoing to throw out three times"}, {'start': '782.248', 'end': '786.452', 'text': 'and by the time I remembered it,\nlike 30 s into my dive, it was too late.'}, {'start': '786.452', 'end': '787.720', 'text': "So, I'm going to have to repeat it."}, {'start': '787.720', 'end': '789.421', 'text': 'This is the first time I messed up and I’ll repeat it.'}, {'start': '789.421', 'end': '793.592', 'text': 'Usually if you fail an instructor jump\nanywhere in the US or probably in the world,'}, {'start': '793.592', 'end': '796.962', 'text': 'you pay an extra $200, \nso it can be an expensive mistake.'}, {'start': '796.962', 'end': '799.832', 'text': 'But mistakes are part of the game.'}, {'start': '799.832', 'end': '802.802', 'text': "It's good to make them early\nwhen you have instructors with you"}, {'start': '803.202', 'end': '806.372', 'text': 'and get them out of the way than like, do them late.'}, {'start': '806.739', 'end': '810.709', 'text': 'Okay, so I did two more jumps after that,\nbut I only got one of them on camera,'}, {'start': '810.709', 'end': '814.480', 'text': "and that's the one that I also \nhappened to fail while on camera."}, {'start': '814.480', 'end': '816.448', 'text': 'You can see my instructor,\nEmily, is holding on to me.'}, {'start': '816.448', 'end': '817.249', 'text': "That's not a good thing."}, {'start': '818.684', 'end': '820.286', 'text': "So it's 1:09 p.m."}, {'start': '820.286', 'end': '821.487', 'text': "and I'm done jumping for the day."}, {'start': '821.487', 'end': '824.356', 'text': 'The first one I actually passed,\nthe one that I messed up the first time.'}, {'start': '824.356', 'end': '826.192', 'text': 'So I was allowed to progress.'}, {'start': '826.192', 'end': '828.093', 'text': 'But the next jump I had to go like so fast.'}, {'start': '828.093', 'end': '831.997', 'text': "I'm not very good at falling, or am not\nfalling fast enough or stable enough"}, {'start': '831.997', 'end': '835.935', 'text': 'and how they explained it to me\nbasically was that because I am so light'}, {'start': '836.135', 'end': '839.205', 'text': 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need to be able'}, {'start': '862.661', 'end': '864.263', 'text': 'to get back to stability for that kind of stuff.'}, {'start': '864.263', 'end': '866.999', 'text': 'They told me to like, practice for \n15 minutes again in the wind tunnel.'}, {'start': '866.999', 'end': '869.668', 'text': 'So I failed again, yes,\nI have to redo this one too.'}, {'start': '869.668', 'end': '873.906', 'text': "Okay, I'm back in the wind tunnel\nand I just booked like a ten minute session."}, {'start': '873.906', 'end': '876.075', 'text': "So which I'm going to do in\nlike two minute, two minute breaks."}, {'start': '876.075', 'end': '878.711', 'text': 'Just balancing yourself on the wind -\nmore exhausting than I thought it was.'}, {'start': '878.711', 'end': '881.614', 'text': "I'm basically going to try to get \nbetter at this so I don't have to"}, {'start': '881.614', 'end': '882.882', 'text': 'redo any of my lessons again.'}, {'start': '882.882', 'end': '886.619', 'text': 'it costs $190, including coaching fees just to do this'}, {'start': '886.619', 'end': '890.356', 'text': 'but as expensive as that sounds,\nthat is cheaper than having to redo'}, {'start': '890.356', 'end': '893.692', 'text': 'a bunch of the lessons in the sky\nwith a skydiving instructor.'}, {'start': '893.692', 'end': '898.030', 'text': 'So this is the cheapest way\nfor me to finish this course.'}, {'start': '898.030', 'end': '900.165', 'text': "Speaking of money, if you're \na Bangladeshi living abroad"}, {'start': '900.165', 'end': '902.234', 'text': 'and dealing with hassles and \nsending money back to Bangladesh,'}, {'start': '902.234', 'end': '904.069', 'text': 'you should check out\nthis app called Taptap Send.'}, {'start': '904.069', 'end': '905.271', 'text': 'Taptap Send is a really simple app'}, {'start': '905.271', 'end': '907.840', 'text': 'using which you can send money\nfrom the US to Bangladesh.'}, {'start': '907.840', 'end': '909.642', 'text': 'There are a lot of good \nreasons for using 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"I've seen very few young people actually"}, {'start': '985.951', 'end': '988.787', 'text': 'doing this as a sport,\nbecause this stuff is expensive.'}, {'start': '989.121', 'end': '993.025', 'text': "It adds up unless you're like, perfect about it,"}, {'start': '993.459', 'end': '996.395', 'text': "which I am not clearly, a lot of people aren't."}, {'start': '996.395', 'end': '998.030', 'text': 'This can get pretty expensive.'}, {'start': '998.030', 'end': '1001.567', 'text': 'This time I was training with someone\nwho was coordinating with my instructor,'}, {'start': '1001.567', 'end': '1005.170', 'text': 'Emily, on what exactly\nI need to do to pass the next level,'}, {'start': '1005.170', 'end': '1008.207', 'text': 'like working on my weaknesses\nand trying a different technique'}, {'start': '1008.207', 'end': '1010.776', 'text': 'with my hands closer together\nthat would help me stay more stable.'}, {'start': '1010.776', 'end': '1014.813', 'text': "The next two days, the airport 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'text': "Let's hope this translates into the air\nand I don't fail another test again."}, {'start': '1069.535', 'end': '1075.808', 'text': 'So I was back the third day to try this\nlevel D1 again and I failed again.'}, {'start': '1075.808', 'end': '1077.409', 'text': 'But she said this time I was actually better'}, {'start': '1077.409', 'end': '1081.080', 'text': "and she said it might be because\nI'm not practicing with a fake rig."}, {'start': '1081.080', 'end': '1082.381', 'text': 'So I failed again.'}, {'start': '1082.381', 'end': '1085.451', 'text': 'That was way better than before but\nI was struggling to balance apparently'}, {'start': '1085.451', 'end': '1088.821', 'text': "because the rig was too big\nand I couldn't pull the chute properly."}, {'start': '1088.821', 'end': '1089.755', 'text': "That's a big no-no."}, {'start': '1089.755', 'end': '1093.425', 'text': 'So I am going to practice with \nthe fake rig and see how this goes.'}, {'start': '1093.425', 'end': '1096.161', 'text': 'So I was doing all of this\nwith a fake rig now,'}, {'start': '1096.161', 'end': '1098.297', 'text': "still not sure if I'd pass the next day"}, {'start': '1098.297', 'end': '1100.833', 'text': 'but the next day I did\nanother jump in the morning'}, {'start': '1100.833', 'end': '1102.935', 'text': "and I didn't get this one on camera"}, {'start': '1102.935', 'end': '1105.003', 'text': 'but it was a really big \nmoment during my training.'}, {'start': '1105.003', 'end': '1106.839', 'text': "I didn't even bring my main camera today."}, {'start': '1106.839', 'end': '1107.739', 'text': "S,o I'm filming with my phone"}, {'start': '1107.739', 'end': '1109.274', 'text': "because I thought I wasn't going to pass again."}, {'start': '1109.708', 'end': '1112.644', 'text': 'But after failing three times I passed D1.'}, {'start': '1112.644', 'end': '1114.613', 'text': 'So I could have gone on\nto the next progression.'}, {'start': '1114.613', 'end': '1116.248', 'text': 'But at this point I decided to \ncome back to the tunnel again'}, {'start': '1116.248', 'end': '1119.384', 'text': 'and practice more jumps just to make sure'}, {'start': '1119.384', 'end': '1121.019', 'text': 'that I pass the next stage of jumping.'}, {'start': '1121.019', 'end': '1123.055', 'text': 'So, the next day I felt a lot more confident,'}, {'start': '1123.055', 'end': '1125.057', 'text': "went over what I'm going to do with Emily again"}, {'start': '1125.057', 'end': '1127.626', 'text': 'and then finally climbed out \nof the plane and jumped out.'}, {'start': '1127.626', 'end': '1130.629', 'text': 'So, at first I was doing\nokay with this jump in..'}, {'start': '1130.629', 'end': '1134.032', 'text': 'getting in balance and stabilizing\nbut then like my goggles'}, {'start': '1134.032', 'end': '1136.869', 'text': 'kind of moved to the side\nand like the wind buff'}, {'start': '1136.869', 'end': '1139.171', 'text': 'that I was using to cover \nmy face sort of got in there.'}, {'start': '1139.171', 'end': '1142.641', 'text': 'So, my instructor had to come \nand help me, so I could like, see.'}, {'start': '1142.641', 'end': '1146.478', 'text': 'So unfortunately, even though this was\na malfunction, this was an automatic fail.'}, {'start': '1146.478', 'end': '1147.513', 'text': 'So, I had to repeat it.'}, {'start': '1147.513', 'end': '1149.248', 'text': 'At least the landing again was a smooth one.'}, {'start': '1151.416', 'end': '1155.154', 'text': 'Just to be safe, I got back in \nthe tunnel for session number ten'}, {'start': '1155.154', 'end': '1157.756', 'text': 'that same day to work on some things a little bit more.'}, {'start': '1157.756', 'end': '1161.193', 'text': 'We also worked on moving back\nand forth inside the tunnel.'}, {'start': '1161.193', 'end': '1163.862', 'text': 'The next day again it was \ntime to try the same jump again'}, {'start': '1163.862', 'end': '1166.165', 'text': 'and this is that famous jump from the intro.'}, {'start': '1177.309', 'end': '1179.478', 'text': 'Although I did the first task right,'}, {'start': '1179.478', 'end': '1184.183', 'text': 'I ended up spinning out of control a bit again \nand needed help from my instructor to stop.'}, {'start': '1184.183', 'end': '1186.518', 'text': 'So this was again an automatic fail unfortunately.'}, {'start': '1188.453', 'end': '1190.856', 'text': 'At least at this point, I was \nstarting to nail the landings right.'}, {'start': '1190.856', 'end': '1193.492', 'text': 'Except for this one where \nI slipped on a slippery patch.'}, {'start': '1193.492', 'end': '1194.893', 'text': '- Woooh!'}, {'start': '1195.194', 'end': '1196.361', 'text': 'Almost sticking the landing.'}, {'start': '1196.361', 'end': '1197.162', 'text': '- Yeah, almost.'}, {'start': '1197.162', 'end': '1201.433', 'text': 'Okay, so it was back to the tunnel\nfor tunnel session number 11.'}, {'start': '1201.433', 'end': '1203.869', 'text': 'We were just knocking down all \nkind of different movements in the air'}, {'start': '1203.869', 'end': '1205.771', 'text': 'to ensure that I remain stable.'}, {'start': '1205.771', 'end': '1206.805', 'text': 'No matter what happens.'}, {'start': '1206.805', 'end': '1208.073', 'text': "Now, it's time for another jump."}, {'start': '1208.073', 'end': '1210.142', 'text': 'On the third attempt,\nI finally passed this level.'}, {'start': '1210.142', 'end': '1213.278', 'text': 'I was able to do like, different\nkinds of flips and find stability again.'}, {'start': '1218.250', 'end': '1221.186', 'text': 'Then I did another jump \nafter that, like an hour later.'}, {'start': '1222.955', 'end': '1225.324', 'text': 'Alright, so I finally past a couple of jumps today'}, {'start': '1225.324', 'end': '1227.926', 'text': 'after failing them for \nweeks and weeks and weeks.'}, {'start': '1227.926', 'end': '1230.896', 'text': 'Until literally two days ago, \nI was afraid to look out of the plane'}, {'start': '1230.896', 'end': '1233.966', 'text': "when it's my turn to jump, I would just like,\nlook away until it's my turn to jump"}, {'start': '1233.966', 'end': '1237.135', 'text': 'and today I was jumping like \nface-first diving out of the plane.'}, {'start': '1237.135', 'end': '1240.606', 'text': 'I think just knowing that I have the\nability to control myself and stabilize'}, {'start': '1240.606', 'end': '1242.908', 'text': "gives me an extra bit of confidence\nthat I didn't have before."}, {'start': '1243.242', 'end': '1246.178', 'text': "Don't get me wrong, this is still\nthe scariest shit I've done in my life."}, {'start': '1246.545', 'end': '1249.047', 'text': 'If the scariest shit or the most adrenaline..'}, {'start': '1249.047', 'end': '1249.748', 'text': "I've done before.\n- You’re vlogging?"}, {'start': '1250.015', 'end': '1250.849', 'text': "Yeah, I'm vlogging."}, {'start': '1250.849', 'end': '1251.450', 'text': 'How are you doing?'}, {'start': '1251.450', 'end': '1253.185', 'text': '- Can I get your Youtube Channel?'}, {'start': '1253.185', 'end': '1253.919', 'text': 'Yeah, yeah, for sure.'}, {'start': '1254.219', 'end': '1254.920', 'text': '- So, what is it?'}, {'start': '1255.420', 'end': '1258.123', 'text': "My name is Nadir, so it's Nadir On The Go."}, {'start': '1258.123', 'end': '1258.824', 'text': 'Wanna be in my video?'}, {'start': '1258.824', 'end': '1259.591', 'text': '- Ah! yes.'}, {'start': '1259.591', 'end': '1260.993', 'text': "Okay. What's your name?"}, {'start': '1260.993', 'end': '1262.461', 'text': '- Johnny. \nJohnny, okay.'}, {'start': '1262.461', 'end': '1264.363', 'text': 'All right, Johnny found out about my YouTube.\n- Bye.'}, {'start': '1264.363', 'end': '1265.264', 'text': 'Alright, man. Take care.'}, {'start': '1266.331', 'end': '1266.865', 'text': 'Aww that’s cute.'}, {'start': '1267.266', 'end': '1269.167', 'text': "So, I'm in front of a McDonald's\nright now, by the way, because I.."}, {'start': '1269.568', 'end': '1270.869', 'text': "my food's waiting in there."}, {'start': '1270.869', 'end': '1273.839', 'text': 'This sport was so humbling. It is so hard'}, {'start': '1273.839', 'end': '1278.510', 'text': 'and something that I had no skill in\nwhen I started, which is, I guess'}, {'start': '1278.510', 'end': '1279.578', 'text': 'not that surprising.'}, {'start': '1279.578', 'end': '1284.483', 'text': "But like skills from any other sport\nI've played did not transfer over at all."}, {'start': '1284.483', 'end': '1287.286', 'text': "I'd say like the scariest thing\nI've done in my life until skydiving,"}, {'start': '1287.286', 'end': '1290.689', 'text': 'in terms of like an activity, \nI would say if that was a nine out of ten,'}, {'start': '1290.689', 'end': '1293.258', 'text': 'jumping out of a plane every \nsingle time is like'}, {'start': '1293.258', 'end': '1294.660', 'text': '900 out of 10.'}, {'start': '1294.660', 'end': '1297.696', 'text': 'Even like when I was doing the tandem jump\nwith someone attached to my back'}, {'start': '1297.696', 'end': '1300.699', 'text': 'that was still like so intense,\nsuch an adrenaline rush.'}, {'start': '1301.199', 'end': '1304.469', 'text': "But I think I'm finally on the right path\nand I'm about to go finish it."}, {'start': '1304.469', 'end': '1306.038', 'text': '- Can you put it on my phone?\nYeah, yeah, for sure, I’ll do it.'}, {'start': '1306.605', 'end': '1310.742', 'text': 'The next day was a packing class where\nI had to learn to pack my own parachute.'}, {'start': '1310.742', 'end': '1313.445', 'text': "I'm not the best at \nremembering details on the spot"}, {'start': '1313.445', 'end': '1316.014', 'text': 'but I was trying my best\nto follow instructions.'}, {'start': '1316.014', 'end': '1318.884', 'text': "But a part of me knew that, that I wasn't\ngoing to be packing my own parachute"}, {'start': '1318.884', 'end': '1322.821', 'text': "anytime soon, so maybe I wasn't as \nlaser-focused as I should have been"}, {'start': '1322.821', 'end': '1327.559', 'text': 'and then at the end, my teacher put \nlike a sticky note with my name on it'}, {'start': '1327.559', 'end': '1330.896', 'text': "on the bag that I packed and \ntold me I'm jumping with that thing,"}, {'start': '1330.896', 'end': '1332.264', 'text': 'the next day on my first jump.'}, {'start': '1332.264', 'end': '1334.399', 'text': 'I started to panic a little bit honestly.'}, {'start': '1334.399', 'end': '1338.136', 'text': 'The next day I went over all kinds \nof parachute malfunction procedures'}, {'start': '1338.136', 'end': '1340.739', 'text': 'and I used the parachute that I packed\nand jumped out in the morning.'}, {'start': '1340.739', 'end': '1343.975', 'text': 'Thankfully my parachute worked\nbut it was soon time to try another jump.'}, {'start': '1343.975', 'end': '1346.278', 'text': 'We’re working on tracking, \nagain the hop-and-pop exit.'}, {'start': '1347.312', 'end': '1350.615', 'text': 'So, you can see just how stable \nI am at this point compared to before'}, {'start': '1350.615', 'end': '1354.353', 'text': 'and on these jumps I was working on \nfalling faster and slower.'}, {'start': '1354.353', 'end': '1357.756', 'text': 'Right after that, less than an hour later,\nit was time for another jump.'}, {'start': '1357.756', 'end': '1360.592', 'text': 'The progress was really starting\nto speed up at this point.'}, {'start': '1360.592', 'end': '1365.063', 'text': 'Now here I was learning to move horizontally,\nmove ahead and cover a lot of distance'}, {'start': '1365.063', 'end': '1368.200', 'text': 'because you want to be able to \ndo that and stay as far as possible'}, {'start': '1368.200', 'end': '1371.703', 'text': 'from other people that are deploying their\nparachutes just so you can land safely.'}, {'start': '1371.703', 'end': '1376.141', 'text': 'Today was one of the biggest days,\nmy biggest day technically of jumping so far.'}, {'start': '1376.541', 'end': '1378.810', 'text': "So finally I'm on phase two of the training,"}, {'start': '1378.810', 'end': '1382.347', 'text': "which means I don't have to wear \nlike goggles and that open helmet"}, {'start': '1382.347', 'end': '1385.851', 'text': "like you wear on a scooter in Indonesia\nand I don't need a radio anymore"}, {'start': '1385.851', 'end': '1388.920', 'text': 'and I can rent out one of \nthese for 15 bucks a day.'}, {'start': '1388.920', 'end': '1391.490', 'text': 'So, we started off this morning \nwhen it was very cold.'}, {'start': '1391.490', 'end': '1394.126', 'text': 'We did like, five jumps \nin five hours, which is a lot.'}, {'start': '1394.126', 'end': '1396.428', 'text': "The most I've done in a day before is like three."}, {'start': '1396.428', 'end': '1398.830', 'text': 'So, it was pretty cold when we started.'}, {'start': '1398.830', 'end': '1401.900', 'text': "It was like a few degrees above\nfreezing this morning and now it's"}, {'start': '1401.900', 'end': '1405.771', 'text': 'like 75°F, 25°C and hot.'}, {'start': '1405.771', 'end': '1408.106', 'text': "I'm going to get a sunburn \nby the time filming this."}, {'start': '1408.106', 'end': '1409.474', 'text': 'The desert weather is weird.'}, {'start': '1409.474', 'end': '1412.577', 'text': 'So, at first we did like a few regular coach jumps.'}, {'start': '1412.577', 'end': '1416.715', 'text': 'The final couple, I went down to a smaller,'}, {'start': '1416.715', 'end': '1417.849', 'text': 'a smaller parachute.'}, {'start': '1418.517', 'end': '1421.520', 'text': 'Which makes me fall faster but that \nis more appropriate for my weight'}, {'start': '1421.520', 'end': '1424.856', 'text': 'and then there were two hop-and-pop exits,\nwhich were basically like simulating'}, {'start': '1424.856', 'end': '1427.092', 'text': "an emergency exit.\nLike you don't really do anything."}, {'start': '1427.092', 'end': '1430.896', 'text': "You're just like, jump out at 5500ft,\nwhich is like, I think 1500m"}, {'start': '1430.896', 'end': '1434.933', 'text': 'instead of like three times\nthe height that we usually jump at'}, {'start': '1435.267', 'end': '1436.802', 'text': "and we don't have time to do anything."}, {'start': '1436.802', 'end': '1438.970', 'text': "We just like jump out and \nyou're supposed to like,"}, {'start': '1438.970', 'end': '1442.674', 'text': 'deploy in five seconds. Both times to me \nit felt like an eternity before I pulled.'}, {'start': '1442.674', 'end': '1445.343', 'text': 'Apparently it was five seconds, \nso I guess I did it right.'}, {'start': '1445.343', 'end': '1446.278', 'text': "Now I'm done for the day."}, {'start': '1446.278', 'end': '1450.348', 'text': 'My whole body is so sore, my shoulders\nso damn sore from like, just skydiving.'}, {'start': '1450.348', 'end': '1451.450', 'text': 'Five jumps in five hours is a lot.'}, {'start': '1451.450', 'end': '1454.886', 'text': 'Like, you know, because I land and\nthen it takes a while to take that stuff'}, {'start': '1454.886', 'end': '1458.223', 'text': "- it's like a heavy parachute, like 20 pounds -\non your back to the packing area,"}, {'start': '1458.223', 'end': '1461.793', 'text': 'get the new parachute rig, \ncheck it for like, any problems'}, {'start': '1461.793', 'end': '1463.361', 'text': "and then it's basically time to go."}, {'start': '1463.361', 'end': '1464.796', 'text': 'I barely got time for a bathroom break.'}, {'start': '1464.796', 'end': '1468.133', 'text': 'So, the next day we did a lot more \njumps again with the new helmet.'}, {'start': '1468.567', 'end': '1470.235', 'text': "You can see that we're starting"}, {'start': '1470.235', 'end': '1474.105', 'text': 'to get creative with coming out of\nthe planes in different ways.'}, {'start': '1476.842', 'end': '1479.444', 'text': 'You can see that I was not always \nas relaxed as I should have been'}, {'start': '1480.579', 'end': '1482.814', 'text': "and we're mainly working\non my biggest weaknesses here:"}, {'start': '1482.814', 'end': '1484.382', 'text': 'learning to move faster and slower,'}, {'start': '1484.382', 'end': '1486.351', 'text': 'so I can fall at the same pace as everyone.'}, {'start': '1486.351', 'end': '1490.822', 'text': 'The other thing I was really working on is \ncalled tracking or moving forward horizontally'}, {'start': '1490.822', 'end': '1493.592', 'text': 'and this was something \nI was still struggling with'}, {'start': '1493.592', 'end': '1495.327', 'text': 'to this point as you can see.'}, {'start': '1497.128', 'end': '1499.231', 'text': 'Thankfully, even with the smaller parachute'}, {'start': '1499.231', 'end': '1501.733', 'text': 'and with a weight belt\nthat was making me fall faster,'}, {'start': '1501.733', 'end': '1505.403', 'text': 'I was starting to nail \nthe landings with my parachute'}, {'start': '1505.403', 'end': '1506.705', 'text': 'and everything was a clean landing.'}, {'start': '1506.705', 'end': '1508.907', 'text': 'Another day of doing five jumps.'}, {'start': '1508.907', 'end': '1511.877', 'text': 'The first four we worked on\na lot of different progressions'}, {'start': '1511.877', 'end': '1515.280', 'text': 'and the last one I just jumped \nby myself for the first time ever'}, {'start': '1515.280', 'end': '1518.250', 'text': 'like without an instructor from 13,500ft.'}, {'start': '1518.250', 'end': '1519.451', 'text': 'I think my back is just sore.'}, {'start': '1519.451', 'end': '1521.753', 'text': 'I was having a hard time\nstabilizing on that last one.'}, {'start': '1521.753', 'end': '1525.090', 'text': "I know my friend Joseph, who's \nlike filming most of the stuff he's.."}, {'start': '1525.790', 'end': '1528.593', 'text': 'doing like 9 to 10 to 12 jumps a day.'}, {'start': '1528.593', 'end': '1530.829', 'text': "I'm destroyed after five"}, {'start': '1530.829', 'end': '1532.397', 'text': "but it's 24 jumps total now."}, {'start': '1532.664', 'end': '1534.666', 'text': 'Finally getting close to the end.'}, {'start': '1534.666', 'end': '1536.101', 'text': 'Another funny thing today was that'}, {'start': '1536.101', 'end': '1539.337', 'text': 'I had to put on like a weight belt\nwith like, you know, 6-7 pounds'}, {'start': '1539.337', 'end': '1542.340', 'text': 'or like three kilograms,\nso I could fall as fast as everyone else.'}, {'start': '1542.340', 'end': '1544.442', 'text': '- You know what time it is?'}, {'start': '1544.442', 'end': '1545.477', 'text': 'Time for the check dive.'}, {'start': '1545.477', 'end': '1547.379', 'text': '- A-license check dive.'}, {'start': '1547.379', 'end': '1551.116', 'text': 'So, finally it was time for jump number 25'}, {'start': '1551.116', 'end': '1554.419', 'text': 'which is the minimum number of jumps\nthat I could do to get a license.'}, {'start': '1554.419', 'end': '1558.089', 'text': 'Now, I had to pass a lot of tests\non this jump that I had previously failed,'}, {'start': '1558.089', 'end': '1559.758', 'text': "so I wasn't really expecting to pass."}, {'start': '1559.758', 'end': '1561.993', 'text': 'So I had a conversation \nwith my instructor before it'}, {'start': '1561.993', 'end': '1564.796', 'text': 'and no one was really expecting me to pass.'}, {'start': '1564.796', 'end': '1566.932', 'text': 'We knew that I probably \nhad to do a few more,'}, {'start': '1566.932', 'end': '1569.200', 'text': 'except this one turn out \nto be a little bit different.'}, {'start': '1569.200', 'end': '1571.803', 'text': 'So we did a jump where we,\nboth of us, flipped out of the plane.'}, {'start': '1571.803', 'end': '1574.039', 'text': 'Then I had to do two spins,\nwhich I did perfectly.'}, {'start': '1574.039', 'end': '1578.209', 'text': 'Then I had to like go down fast enough,\nwhich I somehow also did right.'}, {'start': '1578.209', 'end': '1580.245', 'text': 'Then I had to go like high up and up,'}, {'start': '1580.245', 'end': '1582.414', 'text': 'slow down, which I somehow also managed to do'}, {'start': '1582.414', 'end': '1584.716', 'text': 'and then there was more \ntracking again, which I had to like,'}, {'start': '1584.716', 'end': '1587.586', 'text': 'catch up with my instructor \nwhile moving horizontally'}, {'start': '1587.586', 'end': '1589.654', 'text': 'and again, a little bit more going down'}, {'start': '1589.654', 'end': '1591.189', 'text': 'and then tracking again to catch up with her'}, {'start': '1592.057', 'end': '1594.893', 'text': 'and then you can see she kind \nof like holds my hands and like,'}, {'start': '1595.293', 'end': '1596.861', 'text': 'does this little spinaroonie'}, {'start': '1596.861', 'end': '1599.164', 'text': 'and then like, high fives me and we leave.'}, {'start': '1600.165', 'end': '1601.566', 'text': 'That was so much better.'}, {'start': '1609.374', 'end': '1610.909', 'text': '- He did so much better.'}, {'start': '1610.909', 'end': '1612.377', 'text': '- He passed it.'}, {'start': '1614.079', 'end': '1615.880', 'text': '- Nadir, my boy!!'}, {'start': '1616.581', 'end': '1617.248', 'text': '- Wooh!'}, {'start': '1617.248', 'end': '1618.450', 'text': '- How are you feeling right now actually?'}, {'start': '1618.450', 'end': '1620.919', 'text': 'Insane. That was the best jump yet.'}, {'start': '1620.919', 'end': '1622.120', 'text': "- That's what we were just saying."}, {'start': '1622.120', 'end': '1624.456', 'text': 'Alright, so I thought there would \nbe a couple of jumps today,'}, {'start': '1624.456', 'end': '1627.292', 'text': 'maybe 5 or 6, because I still \nneeded to work on tracking and stuff.'}, {'start': '1627.759', 'end': '1630.528', 'text': 'But the check dive was going \nreally well and then I landed'}, {'start': '1630.528', 'end': '1632.998', 'text': 'and then I talked to Emily, my instructor.'}, {'start': '1632.998', 'end': '1634.633', 'text': "She's like, no, I'm good. I passed."}, {'start': '1635.266', 'end': '1638.603', 'text': 'So, I just paid for the USPA license fee'}, {'start': '1638.637', 'end': '1639.704', 'text': "and I'm certified."}, {'start': '1639.704', 'end': '1641.406', 'text': "Now I'm allowed to jump out of a plane"}, {'start': '1641.406', 'end': '1643.208', 'text': 'at any drop zone in the world'}, {'start': '1643.208', 'end': '1645.377', 'text': 'with my parachute by myself unsupervised.'}, {'start': '1645.377', 'end': '1646.945', 'text': 'That is ____ crazy.'}, {'start': '1646.945', 'end': '1647.946', 'text': 'That is so cool.'}, {'start': '1648.613', 'end': '1651.850', 'text': 'I am on a different level right now\nin terms of adrenaline rush.'}, {'start': '1651.916', 'end': '1655.954', 'text': 'So the next day I woke up again\nand came to the airport as a licensed'}, {'start': '1655.954', 'end': '1659.491', 'text': 'skydiver who was finally allowed\nto do fun jumps with people.'}, {'start': '1659.491', 'end': '1661.660', 'text': 'I was finally allowed to do \njumps in my normal clothes'}, {'start': '1661.660', 'end': '1663.495', 'text': 'instead of my funky looking student suit.'}, {'start': '1663.495', 'end': '1667.065', 'text': 'I could jump out and do\nas many flips out of a plane as I wanted'}, {'start': '1667.065', 'end': '1671.002', 'text': 'and do like these fun little formations\nwith other skydivers. We were like trying'}, {'start': '1671.002', 'end': '1674.005', 'text': 'different patterns in the air\nand getting thrown about in the air'}, {'start': '1674.005', 'end': '1676.441', 'text': 'with other people who know\nI can handle the sport.'}, {'start': '1676.441', 'end': '1679.678', 'text': 'So that sums up my incredible and sometimes'}, {'start': '1679.678', 'end': '1683.515', 'text': 'very stressful journey\nof becoming a licensed skydiver.'}, {'start': '1683.515', 'end': '1687.352', 'text': 'This pushed me to the edge\nof what I thought was possible.'}, {'start': '1687.352', 'end': '1687.385', 'text': 'It tested my will to not give up'}, {'start': '1687.385', 'end': '1690.288', 'text': 'It tested my will to not give up'}, {'start': '1690.622', 'end': '1693.058', 'text': 'after failing time and time and time again'}, {'start': '1693.625', 'end': '1697.796', 'text': 'and it made me reach \nthe highest highs that,'}, {'start': '1698.296', 'end': '1702.600', 'text': 'I felt from doing any kind \nof physical activity in my life.'}, {'start': '1702.600', 'end': '1705.804', 'text': 'In some ways, this has almost \nchanged the way I look at life'}, {'start': '1705.804', 'end': '1709.140', 'text': 'and now I have the license \nto pursue that mystery'}, {'start': '1709.140', 'end': '1712.143', 'text': 'third goal that I was talking about\nat the very start of the video,'}, {'start': '1712.677', 'end': '1716.081', 'text': 'which was actually wingsuit base jumping.'}, {'start': '1718.817', 'end': '1722.120', 'text': "So that's something \nI wanted to do when I was 17."}, {'start': '1722.120', 'end': '1723.722', 'text': 'But am I going to still try to do that?'}, {'start': '1723.722', 'end': '1726.591', 'text': "Probably not,\nbecause as I've gotten older,"}, {'start': '1726.591', 'end': '1731.463', 'text': 'I realized how easy it is to die\ndoing that particular sport'}, {'start': '1731.930', 'end': '1733.131', 'text': "and I don't want to die yet."}, {'start': '1733.131', 'end': '1734.632', 'text': 'There are a lot of other things I want to do'}, {'start': '1734.632', 'end': '1738.870', 'text': "before I die, so maybe I'll do it\nafter I'm done with all of those things."}, {'start': '1738.870', 'end': '1742.440', 'text': 'But for now, I do want to keep skydiving\nmore though and I want to get'}, {'start': '1742.440', 'end': '1746.478', 'text': 'to the next level of license.\nSo, I can do other cool technical things.'}, {'start': '1746.478', 'end': '1749.247', 'text': "Now I'm going to talk about\nthe other reason I felt like"}, {'start': '1749.247', 'end': '1752.951', 'text': 'this course has been \nthe right thing to do right now'}, {'start': '1753.384', 'end': '1757.388', 'text': 'and it relates to things that have\nhappened in my life in the last year.'}, {'start': '1757.856', 'end': '1761.292', 'text': 'As many of you know, \nmy mother, my favorite person,'}, {'start': '1761.292', 'end': '1763.595', 'text': 'passed away almost a year ago from now.'}, {'start': '1763.595', 'end': '1764.963', 'text': 'As a way of coping with that,'}, {'start': '1764.963', 'end': '1769.434', 'text': 'I have been trying to change up my life \na little bit and taking on new challenges.'}, {'start': '1769.434', 'end': '1773.037', 'text': 'Now this includes making minor changes \nin my life to have a healthier life'}, {'start': '1773.037', 'end': '1773.071', 'text': 'Now this includes making minor changes \nin my life to have a healthier life'}, {'start': '1773.071', 'end': '1778.176', 'text': 'or taking on the most grueling 16 days course\nof my life that tested me in every way.'}, {'start': '1778.176', 'end': '1782.747', 'text': "My mom's passing has also served\nas a very important reminder for me"}, {'start': '1782.747', 'end': '1785.250', 'text': 'for an important lesson, which is that'}, {'start': '1785.250', 'end': '1786.818', 'text': "you can't take life for granted"}, {'start': '1786.818', 'end': '1791.256', 'text': "and you can't save all the things\nthat you really want to do in life"}, {'start': '1791.256', 'end': '1794.726', 'text': "for the end of your life because you \ndon't know when that end might come."}, {'start': '1794.726', 'end': '1798.630', 'text': 'Thankfully, I think that my mom \nleft us with no regrets'}, {'start': '1798.630', 'end': '1802.133', 'text': "of things that she really wanted to do\nand that she didn't get to do."}, {'start': '1802.133', 'end': '1807.038', 'text': "Whenever it's my time to go and it's\nyour time to go, whoever's watching this,"}, {'start': '1807.539', 'end': '1811.910', 'text': 'I hope that we can say the same thing\nthat we lived our life to the fullest.'}, {'start': '1811.910', 'end': '1812.877', 'text': "That's it for this video."}, {'start': '1812.877', 'end': '1814.879', 'text': 'If you liked this video, feel free to like it.'}, {'start': '1814.879', 'end': '1816.548', 'text': 'And if you want to watch more videos like this,'}, {'start': '1816.548', 'end': 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