Eilnachricht deines Herzmenschen: Danke, dass du mir die Zeit gibst!
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[{'start': '1.160', 'end': '5.799', 'text': 'Hello my dears and'}, {'start': '3.199', 'end': '6.879', 'text': "welcome here with me.  First let's take a"}, {'start': '5.799', 'end': '8.360', 'text': "look at the person you're"}, {'start': '6.879', 'end': '9.920', 'text': 'looking at. What would they really'}, {'start': '8.360', 'end': '12.400', 'text': 'like to say right now if they could, if they'}, {'start': '9.920', 'end': '16.160', 'text': 'wanted to, if they had the courage and so'}, {'start': '12.400', 'end': '17.480', 'text': 'on and so forth, right?  And if you'}, {'start': '16.160', 'end': '18.880', 'text': 'like this, I would be very happy'}, {'start': '17.480', 'end': '20.640', 'text': 'about your comment, your like'}, {'start': '18.880', 'end': '23.080', 'text': 'and also about your subscription here on'}, {'start': '20.640', 'end': '24.680', 'text': "YouTube.  It's free.  Click on the"}, {'start': '23.080', 'end': '26.439', 'text': 'bell and you will receive a notification'}, {'start': '24.680', 'end': '30.000', 'text': 'when the next video is up.  And we'}, {'start': '26.439', 'end': '30.000', 'text': 'start now.'}, {'start': '31.560', 'end': '35.279', 'text': 'What do you want?   There'}, {'start': '37.840', 'end': '43.239', 'text': 'are things that need to be'}, {'start': '39.640', 'end': '44.760', 'text': 'clarified, things that are,'}, {'start': '43.239', 'end': '48.160', 'text': 'well, in a certain way in the way right now'}, {'start': '44.760', 'end': '48.160', 'text': ', but,'}, {'start': '49.879', 'end': '54.120', 'text': 'well, quite easy to clarify.  And I'}, {'start': '52.520', 'end': '56.440', 'text': 'realize now, as I'}, {'start': '56.840', 'end': '62.399', 'text': "think about it, it's not that"}, {'start': '59.399', 'end': '65.879', 'text': 'difficult.  For a while I imagined it to be'}, {'start': '62.399', 'end': '65.879', 'text': 'much more complicated'}, {'start': '69.400', 'end': '72.960', 'text': ".  Actually, that's what it's"}, {'start': '71.439', 'end': '77.119', 'text': 'about.'}, {'start': '72.960', 'end': '77.119', 'text': "No, that's why I have to talk to you"}, {'start': '77.560', 'end': '80.840', 'text': 'about myself'}, {'start': '81.600', 'end': '85.119', 'text': ', about things'}, {'start': '88.400', 'end': '92.159', 'text': 'that Yes, my soul calls you so'}, {'start': '90.860', 'end': '94.680', 'text': '[music]'}, {'start': '92.159', 'end': '97.320', 'text': 'seen.  Actually, your soul is calling me'}, {'start': '94.680', 'end': '99.159', 'text': '.  Your soul calls me.  My'}, {'start': '97.320', 'end': '102.159', 'text': 'soul calls'}, {'start': '99.159', 'end': '102.159', 'text': 'you.'}, {'start': '112.360', 'end': '117.180', 'text': 'I want to reconcile with you'}, {'start': '115.039', 'end': '120.729', 'text': '.  I would like to'}, {'start': '122.759', 'end': '126.960', 'text': 'come back [to music].  I want you to'}, {'start': '125.399', 'end': '129.039', 'text': 'be mine.'}, {'start': '126.960', 'end': '132.599', 'text': "I've probably never"}, {'start': '129.039', 'end': '134.760', 'text': 'told you this before, but yes, I love you and'}, {'start': '132.599', 'end': '137.640', 'text': "I haven't used it.  I love"}, {'start': '134.760', 'end': '137.640', 'text': "you and I didn't"}, {'start': '142.319', 'end': '145.640', 'text': 'use it.  There are also things I'}, {'start': '144.200', 'end': '148.519', 'text': 'need to tell you to do it justice'}, {'start': '145.640', 'end': '148.519', 'text': '.'}, {'start': '157.840', 'end': '162.319', 'text': 'Um, this thing with you means'}, {'start': '163.879', 'end': '168.840', 'text': "everything to me regardless of how I've"}, {'start': '165.879', 'end': '168.840', 'text': 'shown it so far.'}, {'start': '176.800', 'end': '179.800', 'text': 'and'}, {'start': '204.959', 'end': '209.599', 'text': 'yes, there are still a few'}, {'start': '206.040', 'end': '209.599', 'text': 'things that are bothering me right now.'}, {'start': '213.840', 'end': '219.000', 'text': "Um, and that's exactly what I'd like to"}, {'start': '216.040', 'end': '221.560', 'text': 'talk to you about, how we can get rid of this'}, {'start': '223.319', 'end': '227.680', 'text': ', how we can deal with it properly'}, {'start': '235.319', 'end': '239.439', 'text': '.  You know, up until now'}, {'start': '238.400', 'end': '240.959', 'text': "I've always tried to step back a little bit"}, {'start': '239.439', 'end': '244.879', 'text': 'to keep everything manageable for me'}, {'start': '240.959', 'end': '246.920', 'text': ', because new'}, {'start': '244.879', 'end': '250.879', 'text': 'chapters are opening up.  I have to'}, {'start': '246.920', 'end': '252.519', 'text': "be honest, I'm afraid that"}, {'start': '252.519', 'end': '255.879', 'text': 'starting over again and again will drive'}, {'start': '258.120', 'end': '261.120', 'text': 'me'}, {'start': '261.960', 'end': '266.400', 'text': 'crazy.  It makes me uneasy.'}, {'start': '268.880', 'end': '273.400', 'text': 'But you know, when I'}, {'start': '271.360', 'end': '275.560', 'text': 'look at what we have together and'}, {'start': '273.400', 'end': '278.199', 'text': 'what actually'}, {'start': '275.560', 'end': '280.360', 'text': "worries me, I realize that it's worth"}, {'start': '282.600', 'end': '287.919', 'text': "controlling my nerves, then I realize that it's"}, {'start': '284.479', 'end': '287.919', 'text': 'worth keeping my nerve.'}, {'start': '295.080', 'end': '299.000', 'text': 'I want to take a new step in the right'}, {'start': '297.240', 'end': '301.120', 'text': 'direction.  I want to take a new step'}, {'start': '299.000', 'end': '303.320', 'text': 'towards you'}, {'start': '301.120', 'end': '305.680', 'text': 'and change things for both of us'}, {'start': '306.560', 'end': '311.759', 'text': '.  Quite simply because it'}, {'start': '308.759', 'end': '311.759', 'text': 'is right.'}, {'start': '374.680', 'end': '382.479', 'text': "I find that when we're not together"}, {'start': '378.759', 'end': '386.720', 'text': ', I hurt'}, {'start': '382.479', 'end': '386.720', 'text': 'myself and not talking to you'}, {'start': '387.319', 'end': '391.800', 'text': 'always makes me'}, {'start': '389.200', 'end': '395.479', 'text': '[music] get'}, {'start': '391.800', 'end': '397.919', 'text': 'stuck again,'}, {'start': '395.479', 'end': '401.039', 'text': 'literally, and well, my soul'}, {'start': '397.919', 'end': '403.960', 'text': 'just kind of speaks to me, right?'}, {'start': '401.039', 'end': '406.400', 'text': "She's breathing down my neck right now, telling"}, {'start': '403.960', 'end': '408.680', 'text': 'me over and over again: "Do this, do that,'}, {'start': '406.400', 'end': '408.680', 'text': 'do'}, {'start': '413.199', 'end': '417.919', 'text': 'that." But I don\'t want to come to you with'}, {'start': '415.120', 'end': '417.919', 'text': 'trivial things'}, {'start': '418.000', 'end': '422.000', 'text': ', but with something'}, {'start': '424.240', 'end': '427.240', 'text': 'substantial.'}, {'start': '432.520', 'end': '436.000', 'text': 'I want to show you how much you'}, {'start': '434.599', 'end': '438.039', 'text': 'really'}, {'start': '436.000', 'end': '439.680', 'text': "mean to me, that I'll push boundaries for you"}, {'start': '438.039', 'end': '441.840', 'text': ", that I'll accept challenges for you,"}, {'start': '439.680', 'end': '445.400', 'text': 'and that you'}, {'start': '441.840', 'end': '445.400', 'text': 'can trust me. I'}, {'start': '459.840', 'end': '463.520', 'text': 'know, when I look into the future, I see the two of us,'}, {'start': '463.520', 'end': '467.599', 'text': 'side by side,'}, {'start': '470.919', 'end': '474.879', 'text': "happy together. What's"}, {'start': '472.879', 'end': '478.280', 'text': "still inside me right now, well, it's just"}, {'start': '474.879', 'end': '478.280', 'text': 'mine, right?'}, {'start': '480.680', 'end': '489.479', 'text': 'I can handle that. I see that'}, {'start': '485.360', 'end': '489.479', 'text': "you're willing to give your part"}, {'start': '500.440', 'end': '506.879', 'text': '. And I hope I'}, {'start': '503.879', 'end': '506.879', 'text': 'can, too.'}, {'start': '532.240', 'end': '536.720', 'text': "I want to say that I'm holding on to us"}, {'start': '534.240', 'end': '538.680', 'text': "just as much as you're holding on to me,"}, {'start': '538.680', 'end': '542.279', 'text': 'and that it makes me very happy that'}, {'start': '540.959', 'end': '546.000', 'text': "you're"}, {'start': '542.279', 'end': '546.000', 'text': 'doing that and giving me the time to'}, {'start': '550.880', 'end': '554.839', 'text': 'fully'}, {'start': '556.160', 'end': '561.000', 'text': "come to you. Well, that's a confession, isn't it?"}, {'start': '559.920', 'end': '563.160', 'text': 'So, let it'}, {'start': '561.000', 'end': '564.399', 'text': 'go. If you liked this,'}, {'start': '563.160', 'end': '566.040', 'text': "I'd be very happy about your comment,"}, {'start': '564.399', 'end': '567.160', 'text': 'your like, and your subscription.  here'}, {'start': '566.040', 'end': '569.839', 'text': "on YouTube.  And if you'd"}, {'start': '567.160', 'end': '573.040', 'text': 'like a personal reading,'}, {'start': '569.839', 'end': '575.160', 'text': 'please click on the link in the top corner for the'}, {'start': '573.040', 'end': '577.640', 'text': 'calendar, or click on'}, {'start': '575.160', 'end': '579.040', 'text': "more information below.  There's also an email address"}, {'start': '577.640', 'end': '581.320', 'text': 'and mobile phone number.  Write to me'}, {'start': '579.040', 'end': '582.519', 'text': 'any way you want, um, if you want to'}, {'start': '581.320', 'end': '584.399', 'text': 'book me directly'}, {'start': '582.519', 'end': '586.120', 'text': "and I'll get"}, {'start': '584.399', 'end': '586.920', 'text': 'back to you as soon as possible.  And for now,'}, {'start': '586.120', 'end': '591.600', 'text': 'I wish you all a'}, {'start': '586.920', 'end': '591.600', 'text': 'wonderful day.  Do it well.  Bye.'}]