I don't deserve to be here , or to say anything . When you get down to it , I'm just appeasing my own conscience . But in reality , When Toonami died , it felt like apiece of my childhood died with it . I realize this is a bit pointless , and over sentimental and down right pathetic , but I'm that sort of guy . 
Question: Why does the writer feel like a piece of their childhood died ?
Because Toonami was a part of their childhood .