
... pakshe meghangal...

... pakshe meghangal... saamuval bekkattinte oru television naadakamaanithu. 1976 october-november maasangalkkidayil "chithratthinte mosham nilavaaram kaaranam" bii. bii. sii. amgeekaarathinaayi ayacha (addeham nirasicha) oru "naadaka" chithrathinu pakaramaayi bekkatt ithu ezhuthi. billie vaitloyum ronald pickup donald mcvinny samvidaanam cheythu. 1977 epril 17 nuu bbc 2-ll 'shadeukal' enna peril moonnu bekkatt naadakangalude oru paripaadiyude bhaagamaayi ithu aadyamaayi prakshepanam cheythu. ithu aadyamaayi 1977-ll 'ends aandu oods' (fabber) ll prasidheekarichu. eee kruthiyude aadyakaala thalakkett kavita maathram aayirunnu.
sangraham.
iruttil thurakkunna naadakam kramena oru adrishya meshaykk mukalil kuninjirikkunna oru manushyanaaya emm-neey velippeduthunnu.addeham oru gaunum naitt cap dharichirikkunnu, naadakatthiludaneelam addeham avatharippikkunna oreyoru maarggam ithaanu. camera eee chithram pathinanju thavana veendum parishodhikkunnu.
naadakam vikasikkumbol, addehathinte chinthakale prathifalippikkunnathil emm-ntethaanennu njangal karuthunna oru shabdam njangal kelkkunnu. oru sthreeyumaayulla munkaala ettumuttalukal addeham oormmikkukayum athe samayam prakasha vrithathinullil vivaricha chalanagal pravarthippichu emm 1 ennu vilikkappedunna thante oormmappeduthappetta allengil sangalppithamaaya aathmaavine drishyavalkkarikkukayum cheiyunnu. sthreeyude roopabhaavathinu kaaranamaakunnath enthaanennu emm chinthikkunnu. aadyam addeham paranju, "njaan avalekkurichu chinthikkumbol..."ennaal aval avanodu, ellaayppozhum raathriyil, prathyakshappedunnathaayi pinneedu manassilakkunnu. pularche muthal rodukaliloode nadannashesham veettilekku madangumbol muthal addeham thante dinacharyayekkurichu chinthikkunnu. avan ratri vasthradhaaranathilekk maarukayum thante sreekovilil praveshikkukayum sthriye vilikkaan sramikkukayum vijayikkathirikkukayum cheiyunnu, pularche avan veendum vasthram dharichu roadylake purappedunnu.
churukkatthil, thante adrishyamaaya meshayil aavarthichulla bhaavathil kaanunna iruttil m enna aksharathodeyaanu naadakam aarambhikkunnath. sthriye kandumuttunnathinekkutthu oormmikkumbol emm-nte chinthakal nammal kelkkunnu, athesamayam emm1 eee oormmakal prakasha vrithathil pravarthippikkunnu. avalude roopabhaavathinte kaaranam, avante pathiv, raathriyil avale vilichuvaruthukayum pularche pookukayum cheiyunna thudarchayaaya chakram ennivayekkurichu emm prathifalippikkunnu.
munbu sthree thanikk prathyakshappetta moonnu sambhavangal mukalil pattikappedutthiyirikku. avan moonnaamathethil athumbol camera sthreeyude mukhathekku murichu, "kazhiyunnathra annukalilekkum vaayilekkum churukki", athu shabdathodoppam nishabdamaayi vaayikkunnu...meghangal...pakshe meghangal...aakaashathil ninnu..."naalaamathe cases undennu purushan manassilakkunnu, pakshe yadhaarthathil naalaamathethalla" "kaaranam mikka samayathum, vaasthavathil, onnum sambhavikkaathappol, sthree orikkalum prathyakshappedunnilla".
udghaadana rangam srishticha dhaarana undaayirunnittum, ellah rathriyum sthriye hajarakan vilikkunnathil maathram shradha kendreekarikkunnilla. avan sheenithanaakukayum mattu pravarthanangalil earppedukayum cheiyunna sandarbhangalundu... prathiphaladaayakam, polullava... cube roottukal "allengil onnumillaathe irikkunnu-athine addeham oru khani ennu visheshippikkunnu-" philim "leeii manushyaneppole.
emm1 veendum rodinaayi thayyaareduthu pogunnathu nammal kaanunnu. sariyaanu" ennu shabdam parayunnu, appol sthreeyude mukham orikkal koodi prathyakshappedukayum yettsinte kavithayude avasana naalu varikal shabdam aavarthikkukayum cheiyunnu. ennaal ithavana aaa sthree vaakkukal paranjilla. avalude mukham layikkunnu, njangal aarambhicha adrishyamaaya meshayil irikkunna manushyanodoppam njangal avasheshikkunnu, ellaavarum karuthathaayi maarunnu.
thalakkett.
W-nte avasana vaakyathile oru vaakyathil ninnaan thalakkett varunnath. bii. yettsinte solipsist kavita,
"gopuram":
addeham thanne valareyadhikam ulppettirunna mcvinny nirmmaanathinu niravadhi maasangalkk sesham, bekkattin jarmman pathippaya noor nochu gevolkkil suddyushar rundfunkinu vendi swantham samvidaayakanaayi pravartthikkaan avasaram labhichu. eee nirmmaanatthil addeham onno rando cheria mattangal varuthiyenkilum pradhaanappettath orijinalile naalu varikalkk pakaram mukalilulla avasaanathe bhagam muzhuvan ulppeduthuka ennathaayirunnu.
"gopuram" ennathu charithratheyum bhoothakaalatheyum oormmayude kaaryatthil mathramalla, vyakthigatha aathmanishtamaaya oormma oru ghadakam maathram aaya adayaalangal, avashishtangal, paarambaryangal ennivayude oru samuchayamayum charcha cheiyunna oru kruthiyaanu."
"yetts uyarthiya vedanaajanakavum valare vyakthiparavumaaya chodyam ithaanu kaviyude shaareerika sakthikal parajayappettaal, kazhchayum kelviyum thakararilaayaal, indriya lokathinte oormmaykku kavithayude adisthaanamaayi varthikkaan kazhiyumo? oormmaykku maathram srishtiparamaaya pravartthanatthe uthejippikkaan kazhiyumo? ... thante jeevithathileyum kruthikalileyum ramgangal punaravalokanam cheyth thante oormmakal aakarshikkumbol, aadyam uyarthiya nirashaavaada chodyathodu anukoolamaayi prathikarikkaan addeham varunnu... kaviyude shaareerika vaikalyangal vairudhyaparamaayi oru anugrahamaanennu theliyikkunnu. vaasthavathil, bekkatt thante padavi uruthirinja khandikayil, yetts yadhaartha lokathe kazhchappadil vaykkunnu, athuvazhi thante nashtabodham kuraykkunnu."oru vyakthiparamaaya ashayavinimayathil bekkatt eoin obraininode ithu yettsinte ettavum mikacha varikalilonnaanennu paranju.
ennaal enthukondaanu kavithayile eee prathyeka varii? meghangalude swabhaavavumaayi bandhappettathaano ithu? "meghangal sthiramaayi thonnumenkilum aathyanthikamayi shaashwathamalla; avaa sparsikkaan kazhiyilla, ennittum kaanaan kazhiyum; avaa ghaneebhavicha vellamallathe matonnumalla, ennittum praayogika alavinu atheethamaaya bhaavanayude, pranayatthinte pratheekamaayi thudarunnu-avaa oru vaakyathil, ivideyum mattidangalilum oresamayam undu."
ghadana.
kathaapaathrangal.
samvidaayakanaaya sidney hooman eee kruthiyile naalu 'kathaapaathrangale' nirvachikkunnu
gattangal.
orotta sthira camera upayogikkunna "kwadi" ll ninnu vyathyasthamayi, eee bhaagathil motham arupath camera shottukal undu, "oru manikooro minitoo" aakruthiyilullava, avaa naalu grouppukalaayo ghattangalaayo krameekarikkaam. naadakatthiludaneelam rund television saankethikavidyakal maathrame upayogikkunnulloo mangukayum layikkukayum cheyyuka.
ghattam 1.
(dishakal <aii. dii. 1>): aadya ghattam bhoothakaalathil shradha kendreekarikkunnu, sthree prathyakshappetta aaa samayangal, athinte anantharafalamaayi emm srishtiparamaakaam.
randaam ghattam.
(dishakal <aii. dii. 1>): randaam ghattam kavi ippol evideyaanennu parishodhikkunnu. moonnu pradeshangalundu, iruttil stejinu purathu.
ghattam 3.
(dishakal <aii. dii. 1>): moonnaam ghattathil kavi naalu saadhyathakal pattikappeduthunnu
ghattam 4.
(disha <aii. dii. 1>): avasana ghattathil, kavi yadhaarthathil "vijayam kandethunnu, eathaandu thante niraashayude virodhabhaasamaaya anantharafalamaayi. sthree prathyakshappedunnu, ithavana, television naadakatthinte thalakkettinte churukkiyathum athinaal nirashaajanakavumaaya orotta variyekkaal, yettsinte kavithayil ninnulla naalu varikalum vaayikkaan wick kazhiyum."
vyaakhyaanam.
mattu niravadhi kruthikalil oru vyakthiye aaa kathaapaathrathinte vyathyastha vashangalayi vibhajikkendathinte aavasyakatha bekkattin anubhavapettittund, udha.jii. "vaakkukalum samgeethavum", avide ezhuthukaaranum addehathinte vaakkukalum vikaarangalum oronnum vyathyastha kathaapaathrangalaal prathinidheekarikkappedunnu. "akathekku"... pakshe meghangal...", ennirunnaalum, bekkatt svayam sakalangalekkurichalla, marichu muzhuvan vyakthiyeyumkkurichaanu. naayakan, emm, bhaavanayude prakasha vrithathil svayam kaanunnu ("sinimayude" avasaanathilennapole)... enna pravartthanam... pakshe meghangal..."thante dainamdina dinacharya svayam nirvahikkunnath kaanaan kazhiyunnathra theevrathayode munkaala anubhavangale veendedukkunnathu ithil ulppedunnu."
manushyan oru kaviyaanu, "ezhuthukaarante keniyil kudungi, prachodanatthinte prateeksha."aaa sthree addehathinte myoosaanenn thonnunnu. bekkatt avale amoorthamaaya ardhathil maathram oru sthriyaayi avatharippikkukayaanenkilum bekkattinte ettavum prashasthanaaya ezhuthukaara-kathaapaathramaaya "crap" kanakkiledukkumbol aval nashtappetta oru pranayavum, oru kaalath aksharaarthatthil oru myoosumaanu. ennirunnaalum kraappinte bhavana durbalamaanu. emm aaa ghattathilethiyittilla. addehathinu ippozhum idaykkide prachodanatthinte minnalukal undu. ezhupathu vayassulla bekkattin ingane thonniyittundaakum; addehathinu ezhuthu budhimuttaayi maarukayayirunnu. enthaayaalum, "oru kathaapaathramallengilum, aval angane thanneyaanu... aagrahathinte oru vasthuvum aagrahathinappuramulla oru shakthiyum."
crap oru yadhaartha meshayil irunnu, oru cheruppakkaaranaayirunnidum oru yadhaartha shabdam kettu. aaa manushyan akathekku "... pakshe meghangal..."ezhuthaan kazhiyaatha oru adrishya meshayil irikkunnu. avan abhimukeekarikkunnathellaam mangiya, moorchayulla prakaashatthinte oru vrithathinu purathaanu. ithu naadakatthinu oru swapnasamaanamaaya gunanilavaaram nalkunnu, eee dainamdina aacharam nadakkunna orutharam 'sthalamilla' enna nilayilekku prakaashavritham maarunnu. ayaalude thalaykkullile shabdam maathramaan. roadukal polum oru amoortha gunanilavaaram pulartthunnu; udaaharanathinu, avaa "cascando" yile yatra oopshanukalil ninnu vyathyasthamayi evideyum pogukayo allengil evideninnum pogukayo cheiyunnilla.
kraappinte ellah pravartthanangalum addehathinte meshappurathalla nadakkunnathu, kaiyilulla joliyil ninnu svayam vyathichalippikkunnathinu oru maargamaayi addeham paneeyangal ozhikkunnathum vediye chuttipattiyulla iruttil paadaan sramikkunnathum naam kelkkunnu; "kwadil", kalikkaarude eaka yaadhaarthyam velichamulla chathurathinullilaanu, "varikayum pookukayum cheyyuka" enna sthreekalude kaaryatthilennapole... pakshe meghangal..."ellah yadhaartha pravartthanangalum iruttilaanu nadakkunnathu, prakaashatthinte kendra vritham parivartthanatthinte sthalam maathramaan.
emm' nte aadarsha sthreeyekkurichulla chila stereotypical projakshanekkaal aaa sthree yadhaarthamaayirikkaam enna vastutha, "kaanaatha aaa annukalode" enne nokkaan njaan "jeevichirikkumbol" yaachichu."eee varikal samsaarikkumbol camera sthreeyude mukhathu shradha kendreekarikkunnu. thaan aagrahikkunnath priyappettavalalla, marichu thante priyappettavalude prathichaayayaanu, avalekkurichu addeham undakkiya prachodanaathmaka roopakamaanu" ennu enoch braattar vaadikkunnu. addehathinte nirasha valare gambheeramaanu. addehathinte rahasya chadangil bekkattinte purusha roopam athil aanandikkunnu."thante priyappettavale shaareerikamaayi oorkkaan kazhiyillennu vrudhan manassilakkiyathinaal, avan simuleshan cheiyunnu; aval munbu vannappol enganeyaayirunnuvennathi oormmakal kondu avan svayam peedippikkunnu. m ennathu oormmikkaan sramikkuka mathramalla, "thaan oormmichirunna reethi oormmikkaan" shramikkunnu."
"bekkattineyum yeettineyum sambandhichidatholam, oormmikkunnathum oormmikkaathathum thammil vyathyaasamund, ennaal oormmikkaathath marakkalin thulyamallennu rund ezhuthukaarum namme oormmippikkunnu. oru vyakthikk bodhapoorvam 'oormmikkaatha' karyangal ippozhum svayam adichelppikkaan madangaan kazhiyunnath vividha vazhikalilaanu, avayil onnu yeettukalum bekkattum orutharam vettayaadal aayi yogyatha nedunnu."prathyakshappedunna, pakshe yadhaarthathil avide illaatha kathaapaathram-aval oru roopabhaavam maathrame nalkunnulloo-ennu vilikkumbol ithu oru kaazhchakkaarante abhipraayathe kooduthal rasakaramaakkunnu."
manushyan oru kaviyaanu, pakshe addeham oru ganithashaasthranjanum, yukthisahanaya manushyanumaan. bekkattinte kruthikalil akkangalk oru pradhana pankundu (prathyekichu moonnaamathe nambar, athu daantheyude priyappettathaayirunnu). "m-nuu akkangalodulla asakti-naalu kesukal, cube ruttukalekkurichulla paramarsham, naalaamathe kesil nalkiyirikkunna rund stattistikkal saadhyathakal-oru prathirodha bhavamaayi vishadeekarikkaam. sthreeyude roopam kramarahithamaanennum yukthiye dhikkarikkunnuvennum emm arinjirikkanam. avalude roopathinu krithyamaayathum sariyaayathumaaya avasthakal ganithashaasthraparamaayi sthaapikkaanulla addehathinte shradhaapoorvamaaya sramangal yukthisahamaya alavinteyo pravachanatthinteyo appuramaanennu aazhathil thanikkariyaavunna oru anubhavathinu krameekaranam nalkaanulla oru sramam maathramaan."
bodhapoorvamaaya chinthayum saakshaathkaaravum thammil vyakthamaaya parasparabandham nilanilkkanamenn avan chinthikkumbol sthree prathyakshappedaan addeham aagrahikkunnu, pakshe thante kaaryamalla. sthreeyude mukham verum "prathyakshappettu" ennum aaa roopangal ellaayppozhum raathriyilaanennum sammathichukondu thaan pareekshikkunna sidhaanthathil maattam varuthaan addeham nirbandhithanaakunnu. naadakatthinte avasaanathode "avan cheyyaan kazhiyunnathellaam cheythu, avan ippol providensinte kaarunyathilaanu. avante sramangalil samthrupthayaaya sthree hajarakan theerumaanikkukayaanenkil aval prathyakshappedum."eee kruthiyil aachaaraparamaaya oru gadakamundu, bekkattinte naadakavediyude mattoru pothu gadakamaanithu. orupakshe, eee prakriyayil thanikk niyanthranatthinte chila gadakangal nilanirthaan kazhiyumennu thonnunna oreyoru maarggam-allengil kuranjathu athil earppeduka.
enoch braattar athu nirddeshikkunnu "... pakshe meghangal..."gopuram" ennathinekkaal kooduthal pothuvaayi yeettukalumaayi undu
"catherine varthu choondikkaanichathupole, yetsiyan padaavaliyil 'shadeukal' [yettsinte kavithayude avasana vaakk] vaikunnerathinte thudakkathodoppam aathmaakkaludeyo prethangaludeyo chinthakale nirbandhamaayum roopappeduthunnu, bekkattinte kalii ithine kurachukoodi kurachukoodi shakthippeduthunnu."bekkattinte pilkkala rachanakalil 'prethangalude' vyaapanathekkurich abhiprayam parayendathilla.
bbc 2-ll kaanichirikkunna moonnu naadakangalekkurichulla thante avalokanathil joonn calder ithinekkurichu paranju... pakshe meghangal...":
eee naadakatthile prakriya vyaakhyaanathin thurannirikkunnu. eee prakriya poornnamaayum aantharikamaano, manushyan thante bhoothakaalathil ninnulla oraale yadhaarthathil oorkkunnundo atho avalude prethatthinte eathenkilum baahyaroopathe roopappeduthaan shramikkukayaano? avale unarthaan shramikkunnathinte uddeshyam enthaanu? oormmaye thripthippeduthuka, crap cheiyunnathupole nimishanerathekku alanjuthiriyuka, atho vaakkukal varaan sahayikkunna oru sakthiyaaya aval eathenkilum vidhathil addehathinte myoosaano? eathuvidhenayum, thante ichhaashakthiyaal, karyangal ettavum mikacha reethiyil sambhavikkunnu, eathaandu thante pravrithikalude oru upolppannamenna nilayil, sambhavangal nerittu niyantrikkaan addehathinu kazhiyillennu vyakthamaan, pakshe avaa poornnamaayum thante niyanthranathinu purathaayirikkaanum avanu cheyyaan kazhiyunnath kaathirikkuka maathramaan.
samgeetham.
martin pelman samgeethamorukkiya oru pathipp 2006-ll newyorkkile 92-aamm streettil bekkatt shathaabdikkaayi nirmmichu.

