deborah feldman

berlinil thamasikkunna american vamshajanaaya jarmman ezhuthukaariyaanu deborah feldman. avarude 2012 leeii aathmakatha, "newyorkkile brooklinil oru athiparambara samoohathil ninnu avar rakshappettathinte katha parayunnu, ithu 2020 netflix miniseereesinte" paarambaryethara "adisthaanamaayirunnu.
aadyakaala jeevitam.
newyork nagaratthile brooklin vilyamsbargile hasidic satmar groupile amgamaayaanu feldman valarnnathu. thante pithaav maanasika vaikalyamullayaalaanennum thante pithrukudumbam thante ammayumaayi addehathinaayi oru vivaham earppeduthiyittunde avar ezhuthiyittundu, avar jarmman jootha vamshajayaayathinaal samoohathinu purathulla oru budhimaanaaya sthreeyaayirunnuvenn feldman visheshippichu. germmaniyil ninnulla abhayaarthikalkku maanchasttaril janicha avalude amma, ammayude kudumbathekkurichu gaveshanam nadathiyappol, avalude ammayude muthachanmaaril oraal pithaavinte bhaagathulla jootha (catholica) jarmman vamshajanaanennum vijatheeya samoohavumaayi poornnamaayum samyojippikkaan sramichuvennum feldman kandethi. amma samooham vittu lesbianaayi purathuvannathinu sesham holocoastine athijeevicha muthasshimaaraanu avale valarthiyathu, avalude maanasika vaikalyamulla pithaavin avale ottaykku valarthaan kazhinjilla. samoohathile ellah kuttikaleyum pole, feldman vishudhanaayum yiddish samsaarikkunnavanaayum pothu libraryil pookunnathil ninnu vilakkappettavanaayum valarthappettu. saadhaarana american vidyaabhyaasam nishedikkappetta avar samooham nirodhicha pusthakangal kidakkaykkadiyil olippichu. 17-aamm vayassil avar oru vivaahanishchayathil earppedukayum 19-aamm vayassil ammayaakukayum cheythu.
hasidic samoohathil ninnulla verthiriv.
thante makante jananam hasidic samoohathil thudarunnathil oru vazhithirivaayirunnuvennu feldman paranju "ente bhaviyellam mapp cheythathayi njaan kandu... ente adichamarthal enna nilayil njaan kandathellaam oru niraparadhiyaaya vyakthiyil idaanulla utharavaadithavum kuttabodhavum enikkundennu arinjappol njaan paribhranthanaayi."2006-ll avalum bharthaavum williamsburgil ninnu thamasam maarukayum avarude varumaanathin anubandhamaayi bisinus kozhsukal edukkaan aagrahikkunnuvennu bharthaavinodu parayukayum bronxvilleyile saaraa laurence collegil saahityam padikkaan thudangukayum cheythu.
orikkal schoolil padikkumbol, puramlokavumaayi bandhappedunnathinaayi avar oru koleju birudathinaayi "oru varii" undaakki. aval samsarikkaan thudangi, "ente manass thurakkuka". karsanamaaya hasidic dress coode lamghichu avar jeans hye heals dharikkan thudangi. 2006-ll avar makanoppam bharthaavine upekshichu hasidic samoohavumaayulla ellah bandhangalum vichedichu. aval rund maasam suhruthukkalodoppam thaamasikkukayum makante samrakshanam nashtappedunnillennu urappakkaan abhibhashakarumaayi koodiyaalochikkukayum cheythu. 2012 leeii kanakkanusarichu, 2006 ll poyathinushesham feldman avalude kudumbatthil aareyum kaanukayo samsaarikkukayo cheythitilla.
hasidic samoohavumaayulla abhipraayavyathyaasangalkki, feldman paranju "joothanaayirikkunnathil njaan abhimaanikkunnu, kaaranam avideyaanu ente ajayyamaaya aathmaav varunnathennu njaan karuthunnu."
berlin.
2014-ll feldman berlinilekk thamasam maari, newkoln jillayil sthirathaamasamaakki, avide avar oru ezhuthukaariyaayi thudarnnu. avarude kudumbacharitravum berlinte naasi bhoothakaalavum kanakkiledukkumbol nagaratthilekkulla avarude aadya sandarshanam valare aswasthathayundaakkunna onnaayirunnu. ennaal avarude randaamathe sandarshanathil, nagaram athinte thuranna manassal abhayaarthikale swaagatham cheythathiloodeyum niravadhi pusthakasaalakal kondum avare aakarshichu. avide thaamasicha aadya venalkkaalathin sesham, avar nagaratthe thante "rahasya parudeesa" ennu vilikkukayum avide thamasikkaan theerumaanikkukayum cheythu. yiddishumaayulla saamyam kaaranam avar jarmman bhashayil samsaarikkunnathinum ezhuthunnathinum vegathil poruthappettu. germmaniyile ettavum valia aakarshanangalilonn, aaa bhasha ente maathrubhaashayumaayi (yiddish) valare saamyamullathinaal enikku parichithatha anubhavappedunnu, athu shakthamaan" ennu feldman paranju. jarmmaniyilekku marria sesham feldman oru jarmman pouranaayi; aarnon grunberg thaan oru jarmman pourayaanennu svayam thirichariyunnundo ennu chodichappol, "athe, njaan jarmmankaaranaan" ennu avar sthireekarichu. aval berlinil joothanallaatha jarmman kaamukanodoppam thaamasikkunnu. feldman paranjittundu, "njaan berline padinjaarinte thalasthaanamaayi kaanunnu; enne sambandhichidatholam, ellaavarkkum oru veedu kandethaan kazhiyunna oru nagaramaanith, ellaavarkkum swaathanthryam kandethaan kazhiyum, adichamarthalinethiraaya avasana kottayaanith".
currier.
feldman blogging aarambikkukayum 2012-ll avar avarude aathmakatha prasidheekarikkukayum cheythu, athu bestt sellaraayi maarukayum 2013-ll hebruvilekk vivarthanam cheyyappedukayum cheythu. 2014-ll avar "exodesa eiii ormmakkurippu" prasidheekarichu. avarude pusthakangal jarmman bhaashayilekku vivarthanam cheyyappedukayum jarmman niroopakarkk nalla sveekaaryatha labikkukayum cheythathinaal avar jarmman televisionile vividha toock shokalil prathyakshappettu.
2017-ll avar prasadhakanaaya kristhyan rusikskayumaayi sahakarichu ezhuthiya "exodus" ennathinte jarmman bhashayil vipuleekaricha pathippaya "überbitten" (ekadesham "resignsile" ennu vivarthanam cheyyappedunnu) prasidheekarichu. oru jarmman vaayanakkaarkk manassilakkaan kazhiyunna vishalamaaya padavali yiddish padangal upayogikkaan kazhiyumennathinaal jarmman bhashayil ezhuthunnathu swathanthramaanennu feldman paranju. pathinettaam noottaandil thaan valarnna yiddish pathipp kaaranam thante ezhuthu shaili pazhaya reethiyilaanennu avar visheshippichu. "überbitten" nalla sveekaaryatha nedi. swis-jarmman pathramaya "nyoo surchar saitung" eee pusthakatthe "svayam ennathilekkulla neenda yaatra, oru saahitya athijeevana guide, swantham charitravumaayulla sakthamaaya daarshanika-vishakalana ettumuttal ennivayekkurichulla oru report" ennu visheshippichu.
2018 leeii swis-jerman documentary "#female aanandam" yill feldman avatharippikkappettittu. 2020 netflixinte orijinal miniseries "paarambaryethara" avarude aathmakathaye adisthaanamaakkiyullathaanu. netflix "making antorodox" enna oru documentaryum nirmmichu, athu srishtiparamaaya prakriya thithreekaranavum vivarikkunnu, koodaathe pusthakavum tivi seerees thammilulla vyathyaasangal charcha cheiyunnu.
vimarsanam.
hasidic samoohathile amgangal feldmane vimarshichu, avalude kathayile "nunakalum kettichamachathum thurannukattunnathinaayi" samarppicha "deborah feldman exposhed" enna peril oru anjjaatha bloggle ulppede. huffington posttile" oru jodi lekhanangalil jessy konblathu eee vimarsanam parishodhichu, athu nigamanam cheythu, "eee pusthakatthil hasidukal tharkkikkunna avakaashavaadangalundu. enthaanu sathyam ennu enikku parayaan kazhiyilla. ennaal enikku oru kaaryam urappaan sthreekalodoppam thulyamaayi jeevikkaan kazhiyaatha purushanmarkkoppam jeevikkaan arhathayilla. brooklinil udaneelamulla penkuttikal eee pusthakam vaangunnundennathil samshayamilla, athu avarude kattilukalkk keezhil olippichuvekkukayum laittukal thelinjathinushesham vaayikkukayum orupakshe aadyamaayi svayam rakshappedunnathinekkur chinthikkukayum cheiyunnu."mattu pathrapravartthakarum feldmaante oormmakkurippil vivarichirikkunna chila sambhavangal anweshikkukayum avalude school vidyaabhyaasathekkurichu vivaranam, vividha kudumbamgangalumaayulla avalude bandham, oru kolapaathakathekkurichulla avalude vivaranam, athu haredi adhikaarikal marachuvechathaayi karuthunnath ennivayulppede niravadhi athishayokthikalo poruthakkedukalo kandethi. eee vimarsanangalkk marupadiyaayi, chila sambhavangal churukkukayo ekeekarikkukayo punakrameekarikkukayo cheythathayi prasthaavikkunna oru nirakaranam pusthakatthil undennu feldman abhiprayappettu.

