NO QUITTING
I wanted to manage my nerves when the time is running out and the deadline is approaching. At that time, usually I give up. But i really wanted to stick to the last moment to get my work done rather than quitting it just by thinking that i cannot do it, so just leave.

I wanted to overcome this fear of self doubt that i cannot learn new things as i will take too much time to learn it and others can do better than me. I could not start a work at first because i was struggling with fears that i might get stuck somewhere or might be my work was not much of that importance (a perfection freak), others will do better ,i am not that much capable so i got lost and the time lost too.Reaching the deadline, anxiety levels exceeds and at the end, late submission to work assignments, that leads to more self doubts, more LESS motivation, more procrastination.

This time i realize whether i reach a deadline or not( which in the case i do reached), i will not give up on myself and my work. Only i am capable enough to make a change for my self, no other person can do it except i my own self only then i can take responsibility of my actions. Self doubts and other things remain there but have to go through these difficulties and once you start moving towards your goal, hindrances become a source of motivation. They give you a drive to do that thing which you are afraid of. If think positively, obstacles give you the power to overcome them, they actually help you in getting the things you want and giving a new experience to learn new things, the things you do not know in the past.

Learning and experimenting new things is not as much as difficult in reality as we make them difficult in our minds. Just start and let the work teach you, the real existing force, rather than our minds non existing theories.
['Maham Mushtaq']
['Learning', 'Self Improvement', 'Experience', 'Starting', 'Positivity']