The Creativity Behind Writing
The Creativity Behind Writing

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I enjoy writing so immensely, I can do it forever. I can sit down, write something, and have my creative juices flowing indefinitely, to clarify my thoughts and delineate my insights on the go. I enjoy the process, the styles, and the result. Writing helps me clarify my thoughts, which otherwise are nondistinct abstract ramblings of my unconscious mind, making little to no logical sense.

Writing enables me to think more easily. Writing collaborates with my mind to reveal on the screen exactly what I need to know. The words simply come to me without me having to pull them out of my mind. My thoughts are so much more clearer after I write and arrive at new conclusions.

Sometimes, my happiness is clear, and my writing charismatic and spontaneous, fun and exciting, a charm that draws people in. This usually occurs after coffee triggers hypomania, an element of my mental illness that gives me unbelievable energy and inventiveness, a flow state much like those moments of clarity so common in the enlightened.

When I write, I release my innermost ponderings, making it so what’s inside me is laid out for everyone to see, regardless of how it’s chosen to be interpreted. It’s who I am and what makes me tick. I’ve explored this person for a very long time, internally, in my own abstract way, and have come to the conclusion, I have inner wisdom and unbounded passion in most everything I do or believe. It’s existed from my early childhood and never wavered as I grew. I have inner anger, this motivation that enables me to make lightning-fast connections and incredible leaps of logic to be filled in later. I’ve been known as being genuine as I continue to seek authentic knowledge.

I’ve been wondering what I care about most. Why do I write? What am I trying to learn or uncover? The truth is, the rush has calmed down. Ever since I was medicated against my need to follow what’s imminent and waiting to be discovered, I could focus on what I truly want in life and that is to be a normal, carefree, happy person. I believe what’s most important is crafting our happiness so that we are able to think using our minds to see the world clearly at all times.

The fact is, I want nothing but to be happy. I want to rediscover how life can be of worth to me, and relish in those moments of complete bliss and pleasure. I write so I can see how far I’m coming, and to enable myself to carefully counter any which thing that gets in my way. With that, I believe we each have our own path in life we must follow and it’s unreasonable to ask ourselves of any more than we are willing to give. Writing for me is a release and that is it. It is a way for me to reveal my thoughts so I can see them. If it helps others along the way, that is a kind of blessing.
['Aimee Sparrow']
['Creativity', 'Writing Life', 'Medication', 'Writing', 'Clear Thinking']