If Anyone Has a Second…This Might End Up Helping You
There’s this series called 13 Reasons Why, and there’s this song that’s played in it called Die a Little. It’s by YUNGBLUD, a talented young musician.

That song has taught me so many things, it’s been a sort of anthem for me. So if anyone has a second…

I want people to stop directing me to the suicide prevention line. I want people to stop sending me websites that say “You’ll be okay!!” in cheery colours and bright sun cartoons. If you’ve ever felt like this…please say something. I’ve struggled for 2 years, and none of it has gotten easier. If I cut too deep, someone will see, so I have to go shallow and bloodless. This is dark, especially for me, since I’ve learned to hide it so well, to wear the mask until I’m on my own. And yes, there are times when I can’t go through the day, hiding behind my fakeness, so I’ll hide in the stall and hold myself, since no one else will hold me.

If anyone has ever thought they could take an Oscar for hiding their depression and faking their life, please say something. I feel like I’m repeating myself, but I know that depression is a problem in the world, especially among people my age…so why can’t I find someone who understands what I’m trying to say?

I want help, but not the help some rando on the phone will try to give me.

We are the lonely ones

A little love from DJ
['Dj Barnes']
['Help', 'Mental Health', 'Disorders', 'Depression']