I Hate Feeling This Way
I Hate Feeling This Way

I don't know why I feel sad. I always feel I'm not living up to my full potential or I'm so useless that it's difficult for me to achieve so really prized things.

I have placed my worth on being good or being the best at things. Perfectionism is bad and when it seems like you're no longer perfect (failing at things), you start losing confidence in yourself and you feel you're worth nothing.

I am plagued by being mediocre and not achieving my dreams. I don't even know what I want to do to be honest, I am just sick and tired of living in the motion and not feeling like I'm worth something.

I'm probably being ungrateful but I don't see myself as good enough. Is should stop measuring my achievements against that of others but it's so difficult when people are growing and going places and you just feel like you're overstepping your boundaries when you also want to take those steps.

I need to know who I am a what I want to achieve.
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['Perfectionism', 'Failure', 'Sadness']