Hello doctor, I feel lifeless most of the times. I do not find peace anymore, and I do not feel like doing anything. It is all because of that one person, and I believe he is destroying my life, but I still love him. I do not want to have feelings for anyone, and I want to be heartless, single, free of stress, and happy. I feel suffocated, and I am tired of life and everything. I feel so stressed, and I want to run away from my home, but I just do not have the guts. I do not want to hurt my parents neither do I want to live a stressed life. I feel death is easier than life, and I cry more and laugh less. I do not want to feel the way I am feeling right now. I want my feelings to fade for him. He hurts me a lot, but I still love him. I want to get over it and want to live my life. I do not want to feel dead. Sometimes, I think of committing suicide, but I get scared thinking about my parents.
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