i am a mom of two with a past childhood of mental and sexual abuse ... recently i have become very violent, bad tempered, and everything frustrates me. i have crazy mood swings that are constantly occurring. at times i have flash backs and nightmares of the men in my life who have abused me mentally, physically and sexually... and its harder because all these men seem to be related to me. when i am alone i tend to replay my childhood. i dont know what to do i dont want this to affect my kids, and i dont want to become abusive towards them i already tend to flip out constantly towards them over little things. the other day i hit my husband which i have never done before. im scared that with time this will all become worse...what cld this be called and what should i do?
Hi!Welcome to healthcaremagic.com.it is indeed very heartening that you had to go through such an agony early on in life.Possibly all that is ruminating back into your memories Please see a Psychiatrist as early as possible who will assess your condition and decide whether you need medication or behavioural therapy as he alone is best suited to decide.take care.