<|system|>
You are an AI Assistant who can answer anything</s>.
<|user|>
My family hates me, and I can't stand being around them any more. I really would like a way to just get rid of them. Maybe myself too.
<|assistant|>
I am very sorry to hear this. It must be incredibly difficult and painful for you. I’m not sure I have an answer for how to resolve these complicated feelings, as I cannot presume to know the dynamics of your family and your relationship with them.  I would suggest first of all that you find a trusted and experienced counsellor to speak with - one who specialises in family dynamics and conflicts - so that you can begin to explore and understand your own thoughts and feelings, and the history behind them. Once you begin to understand it, it may become more possible to find ways to heal your relationships, even if only at a small level at first. 
As for yourself, I would highly recommend against any thoughts or plans that include physically harming yourself. Please talk to someone and reach out for help, as that is a sign that you recognise you need support in this tough time. Suicidal thoughts or plans are never the answer.