 I grew up ... <unk> , ugly , abnormally sensitive , and excessively <unk> . No one liked me – not masters , boys , friends of the family , nor relations who came to stay ; and I do not in the least wonder at it . I was untidy , <unk> , excessively <unk> . I believed that I was profoundly misunderstood , that people took my pale and <unk> countenance for the mirror of my soul , that I had marvellous things of interest in me that would one day be discovered . 
