 No , what worries me is that I might in a sense adapt to this environment and come to be comfortable here and not resent it anymore . And I am afraid that as the years go by that I may forget , I may begin to lose my memories of the mountains and the woods and that 's what really worries me , that I might lose those memories , and lose that sense of contact with wild nature in general . But I am not afraid they are going to break my spirit . 
