I m either super depressed or overly happy. I m insecure, paranoid, unable to trust literally anyone, constantly anxious, have daily or more panic attacks. Can be extremely happy and the smallest thing sends me into a hateful rage. I m controlling and a perfectionist. I can t stand people yet I love everyone. What it wrong with me? My brain never stops and I seem to always think everyone is I guess conspiring against me.
Degree understand your concerns went through your details. To be frank, how are you able to do so many emotional obsessions? Don't you have anything else to do? That is the question. If you are engaged from morning to evening in your job or profession, the comeback home and relax and do household duties like rearing child or gardening, you will be kept busy, and such thoughts will come only occasionally. If you do not have any such thing to do, naturally, due mind is devils workshop. Please understand. Still I suggest you to consult a psychologist for mental health screening test and diagnosis. Take care. If you still need my assistance in this regard, please use this link. http