I love my own company so much l sometimes have to force myself to meet others.   I find people leave me totally depleted and I need serious time on my own to recover.   I enjoy the company of people - just in small doses and as long as I can leave and go home when I want to.     I am afraid that as I get older  I will so need to be alone that I run the risk of cutting people off from my life.   Why do I react to people in this fashion?   thank you.
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