hello doctor, i am 25 year old female, weight 64 kgs, i am married since 4 yrs and have a 2 yr old daughter. i am so not happy with my life, i mean i really dont know what to do. i always get negative thoughts and get irritated and angry on even very small issues. sometimes feel like ending my life but i love my daughter alot so cannot do it. my husbands face, his words, i mean is everything irritates me but cannot end the relationship because of my parents. i cry almost everyday thinking about my future. please help me!!!
Hi, I can understand your distress with your symptoms. From what you have mentioned, you seem to be suffering from a depressive episode. You are also having suicidal thoughts, which implies that your depression is quite severe. I suggest that you seek a psychiatric consultation without any further delay. You need to start treatment immediately. Treatment with anti-depressants like venlafaxine or sertraline would be helpful. In addition, you should also talk to someone close regarding your symptoms. Letting out your feelings and emotions will help you feel better. Regarding issues with your husband, you can sit down and talk to him. You can also opt for marital counseling which will help you adapt to each other in a better way. Hope, this information was helpful. Best wishes for speedy recovery.