I have difficulty sleeping. its true I have worries. I have pain on my neck and shoulders. when I get of  sleep, I get scary dreams and I wake up sweating and my heart beating so fast. I sometimes wake up with my hands stiff and numb also filling heavy. am very sad most of the time and I currently preffer my own company many little things upset me. in otherwords am very irritable. what am I suffering from
Degree understand your concerns went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. Sadness, worrying and sleeplessness are common symptoms for so many mental disorders. Your palpitation, pain on neck and shoulders are indicating anxiety disorder. But need to evaluate the type of anxiety disorder, for which the given info is not enough. For your information, this could just be disappointment. Disappointment which arises out of unforeseen life events do bring such symptoms like sadness, irritation, anger, lethargy, lack of interest, lack of appetite etc. Please understand this fact and make sure to introspect. Talking to your friends, outdoor activities and being creative should give you relief. Find the reason for your disappointment and consult a psychologist if need be. Psychotherapy techniques should suit your requirement. If you require more of my help in this aspect, Please post a direct question to me in this URL. http