Hi, doctor. Yesturday I way too angry for some reason which caused my body to get stiff and numb, I couldnt feel it.(And I often get siucidal thoughts, I cant concentrate on my studies, and I dont find any reason to live, I long to have a good friend or partner as well.)Thankyou.
Degree understand your concerns went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. I sincerely think that you are preoccupied with your thoughts and have so many hours to do the thinking. You cannot concentrate on your studies because you are not interested in it. You are not interested because you do not have an aim / purpose of life. Furthermore, you do not have aim in life because you are not thinking right. Furthermore, you are not thinking right because you do not have faith in you. Furthermore, you will need a personality development counseling and that I shall provide you. Psychotherapy techniques should suit your requirement.  Please post a direct question to me in this URL. http