Is it normal to always be sad and moping around? I always see the bad side of things, and I talk to myself at times. Ive made up almost like imaginary friends that I tell myself are there, but deep down I know that they are not. My mood will change sometimes without warning. Ill just start crying without warning and I emotionally attach myself to objects that have no value whatsoever. I also enjoy pain. When Im angry or sad or upset Ill pick at old scabs until they start bleeding. I like the pain that I feel when it starts to bleed and I dont know why.
Hi there, Thanks for your query. I fully understand the agony that you are passing through. From the information provided, you are suffering from severe depression and low self-esteem. Please don't worry