Can a person be emotionally damaged to such an extent that help is not possible? I get tired of hearing that life will get better and suicide is never the answer but I disagree. I attempted suicide in college and 12years later,  I am not grateful that I survived. I am so screwed up and know Im not worth saving. I hate myself and Im OK with that. Quick history
His admire you for better outlook. I understand your concern that you have emotionally disturbed. You faced a lot of problems in your like and I appreciate that you have faced it and grow. This kind of condition can be treated by both Chat Doctor. In psychotherapy and counseling CBT is the best.CBT means cognitive behavior therapy in which active participation is must. It is multi session therapy to identify emotional and cognitive error and try to modify it. For which you have to consult psychiatrist and CBT specialist. In