-I seem to hate most people. Even people who would call me their friends.-I have this weird thing of touching things.. like if I touched one side of a table, I would want to touch the other side to like balance things out. This also happens in how objects are placed. I know its weird.-I have really uncomfortable, panicky feelings quite a lot. Sometimes its for no particular reason. -I get nervous and lack confidence when in a classroom with loads of people. You can probably guess.. I dont really like most of them so maybe thats why. -I crack my knuckles and play around with my hair too much. -In class it feels like I cant speak very loud.. like Im too quiet but with friends at break/lunch, Im loud.-I feel like I have these illnesses like, migraines, brain tumours, diabetes making me feel like Im gonna die. -I feel really lonely a lot.. like I have no one to talk to. Does this all lead up to anything?
HiT hanks for using Chat Doctor I think, you have social phobia and haphephobia. In that case, you need both pharmacotherapy and psychotherapy. In medicine, you can try antidepressant like paroxetine or benzodiazepine. In psychotherapy, you can try some relaxation exercise or exposure therapy. Better to consult a psychiatrist for proper management. In case, you need further help, you can ask. Thanks