I dont know , by long time i feel strange i mean
Degree understand your concerns went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. If the symptoms you are mentioning here are correct, you need psychiatric assistance. But I sincerely think that you are exaggerating the symptoms. Disappointment in life due to negative happenings are normal and for such a disappointment, no treatment is required. Time and friends are the best medicines. Once you learn the disappointment, you learn to overcome the problem associated with it. Don't worry. You shall talk to a psychologist first and then let the psychologist decide the treatment methodology. If you need more of my services in this regard, please post a direct question to me with every detail. I am glad to serve the purpose. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.