I am 29 years old have always known something wasnt right and after reading article after article on BPD, I feel this is something i am living with and it explains a lot in my life. I have the most wonderful partner that i want to spend my life with but i was flirting with another girl that i have no interest in and lying to my partner about texts and phonecalls. I have read so many negative things about BPD and relationships. Is there hope for our relationship or will i continue to hurt her? I am scared to lose her but dont want to hurt her over and over again.
In BPD there will be intense infatuation and attraction toward the opposite sex quiet frequently and there will be feeling alone and not cared by others. And this fact lead to extramarital relationship. There is recurrent thought of suicide, and impulsivity. But there are positive aspects like you can be centred of attraction easily and. If work is involved with sensation, you can do it in better way. Main thing you have to take care is to channelize your energy, and keep yourself busy and don't let negative thing creep into your mind.