I had double by pass surgery 7 weeks ago, physical therapy and OT are moving along fine, but I still cry, and cry and cry. Oh that egg was so good, cry. I am so alone today, cry. Look I was able to do something new today, yup cry some more. Why am I crying so much, I very rarely cried before surgery.
Degree understand your concerns went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. You could possibly be affected by clinical depression which is quite common after some surgeries. The problem is the perception. The way with which we see the surgery and its consequences. Normally such depression lasts one or two months. In your case, it has crossed seven months. Please appraise the present situation to your doctor, and he should advise the needful. Don't worry.  Practice of psychotherapy techniques to streamline your lifestyle and meditation and yoga techniques to calm your mind, body, streamline your metabolism and thinking style, should be useful to you. Please consult a psychologist. If you still need my help, please describe the whole problem in detail and post a direct question to me. I shall definitely help you with psychotherapy techniques to overcome your problems. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.