I have been abusing enemas for months and am not trying to lose weight i just feel like i dont empty all the way. i have  had 7 abdomal surgeries in 3 years.  i just lost my mom, aunt, and cousin within the last month.  i want to die because i cant find any inpatient facility to help with my depression also. i am suicidal. kristine
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