i get mad all the time, i throw things and break them. do i  have a mental disorder? i am 23 years old,female with one child. i have had this problem fo about 6 years now. i am married and stressed out all the time. i just cant get over what my husband did to me about 3 years ago, he cheated on me and got another women pregnant, now he has another child, but i forgave him and took him back but i think about it all the time, i hate him because of it.
Degree understand your concerns went through your details. I suggest you not to worry much. You are disappointed and do behave erratically at times because of your disappointment due to life problems and anger towards your husband. These leads to manic episodes due to anger. Such situations do come under mental disorder but not mental disease. Therefore, treatment is not with the help of psychiatric medicines but with psychological counseling and psychotherapy. Do consult a psychologist. If you require more of my help in this aspect, Please post a direct question to me in this website. Make sure that you include every minute details possible. I shall prescribe the needed psychotherapy techniques which should help you cure your condition further. Hope this answers your query. Available for further clarifications. Good luck.