I am 22 year old.i am mentally deprdressed and feel guilty.once i masturbated by thinking that i am raping a laydy in front of her daughter.it was just an imagination.the problem is i thought about the girl who was my lover.my mind says i am a very bad person.because of this thought i cant study,i cant consentrate in any thing.because i know basically i am a good person.
Hello and welcome to Chat Doctor. Thanks for your query. I understand that you are going through a difficult time due to your guilt feelings. Now, masturbation and sexual fantasies are considered as normal part of human sexual behavior. So, you need not feel so guilty or depressed about what happened. If these guilt feelings are troubling you excessively, or you are not able to control these, then I would suggest that you go for counselling. You can consult a psychiatrist in your place for further professional help in overcoming these problems. Wish you all the best.