im 20yrs old girl.before 6-7yrs i felt like i was attracted to females more then males.in my childhood i was very silent n shy in nature,very low confidence gal.but after joining a college i was cool n have an attitude.but due to some academic problem and other relationship problem i was too depressed.i cant bear the pain if anybody scolds me or tel me anything bad about me,i m hating the people whom i loved the most.i wanted to be alone always.i got angry within a small time and i could not control my anger anymore.after along span i get cooled bt things in me feeling in me keep me harassing.now a days m morally depressed a lot and the suicide thing is always coming to my mind.s
HAI You seem to be undergoing an episode of depression. If you get suicidal thoughts very often, contact a psychiatrist as soon as possible. Depression is a treatable disease if treated right. This can also be the phase of identity search which is present at this age normally. Maybe all you need is a good counselling and moral guide than medications. Attraction to same sex had only been a temporary problem for you and is not a big issue. Bye